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My Admiration to You

Chapter 5: Unfinished Kissing Scene

Summary:

This shits an unfinished scene I meant to write more but yeah

Notes:

Shits mid tbh

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

This is after the engagement dinner went wrong btw:

 

Entering the room, I once again take a deep breath of the very well taken care of flowers.

 

I see Isa on her bed, slightly upset. "Isa..?" I move closer. She turns towards me suddenly, tears running down her face. A grimace on mine.

 

"I'm sorry. I shouldn't have said that to you. I was being.. stupid. Like I always am." I smile at the corner of my mouth. She gets up and walks over to stand in front of me.

 

"I.. I don't deserve you. The most beautiful and graceful woman in the encanto, and I just.."

 

"Estupida. What you said, it hurt. It did," She wipes some tears off her face and sniffles. "I.. understand if you don't want to forgive me. I would do the same." I say, looking into her eyes.

 

She looks at me with those puffy dark brown eyes. "..what?" She sniffles. "I never said I wouldn't forgive you. I just.. need to think." I place my rough hands on her face, wiping her tears and caressing her face.

 

She places her own hands on mine, gripping them and slowly taking them off her face.

 

But she keeps the hold on my hands. Maybe even slightly tighter. My eyes water slightly, and my breathing becomes ragged. "I'm so, so sorry Isa. I'll make it up to you, somehow." I bring her hands up to kiss them.

 

"Make it up to me?" She finally laughs a little, making my heart skip a beat. "Hmm.. What could I make you do? Attend to all my needs, and possibly wants?" I look at her. The most beautiful in the land. And she chose me. Of all people. 

 

The physics obsessed nerd that welds for a living? That's also, by the way, allergic to pollen. It's a wonder I'm not stuffy right now.

 

"I just want to lay down right now. Nothing else." She lets go of my hands, the sensation of her warm hands leaving my own. Her fingertips just out of my reach.

 

She looks back at me, making sure I follow. And so I do. I sit at the edge of her bed, slightly nervous. "Y/N.." She clasps my left hand with her own hands. I look at her, her eyes not red anymore.

 

"It's fine. Trust me Isa. Now all I have to do is please you. What would you want me to do first?" I sit next to her on the bed, using my elbow to prop myself up next to her.

 

She looks at me with her eyes squinted slightly and her head tilted. "This." She places her lips on mine, surprising me.

 

I prop myself up and try to lean in, but she separates before I do. "Uh-uh. Take that off first." She points at my white button up shirt and suit jacket. "Okay, quite direct, I like it Princesa." She quite clearly looks away, still flustered from the nickname I use for her. I remove my suit jacket and place it on the floor, then next goes my button up.

 

I'm left only in my black slacks and white tank top. My shoes were removed a while ago.

 

"Done. Or would you like me to remove my shirt as well?" I say sarcastically. "Yes actually. Now." She demands. "Ask and you shall receive." I love when she's demanding, it's really hot.

 

After taking off my shirt, she stares at me. Especially since I'm left only in my bra and slacks.

 

"So-" Her face is absolutely stunned. As if she didn't expect me to go through with it. "Isa? You okay?" I scoot up to her, waving my hand in her face. "Isaaa-" I don't get to take a breath before she kisses me again.

 

I take a breath through my nose and lean into her lips. I place my hand on her cheek and the other behind her neck. I pull her closer to me then she gets on my lap and we pull apart for a breath. 

 

"Good enough for you Princesa?" "Oh, plenty." I place my hands on her waist and press my lips to hers, as she wraps her arms around my shoulders. Our bodies push together in a moment of desperation. I can feel her pushing onto me, her warmth. We push apart slightly, giving enough room to breathe.

 

I feel my heart beating fast, and I can slightly feel Isa's too.

 

I pull apart to place a kiss on her collarbone, earning a slight whimper from her. I kiss my way up her neck, occasionally sucking on a sensitive spot, hearing a quiet moan. As I kiss her jaw and look at her face, she's fired up. Her eyes are closed and her breathing is ragged and shaky.

 

"You okay?" I ask her, knowing she's most likely just heavily flustered and amused. "Y-Yeah." She looks back down at me, her eyes open. I smile at her. "Are you sure you want to keep going?"

 

"Let's just.. cuddle." She smiles at me, beautiful as always. Even more so now, with those future hickeys on her neck. She gets off my lap and lays on the right side of her bed. I lay down, facing her.

 

"You think Dolores heard you moan my name a couple times?" She jabs my in my stomach. "Ow." "But, yeah, I think she heard.. me." She wraps her arms around herself. "Hey, don't be down, I thought it was cute." "Obviously you thought it was cute, you don't count." She scoots into the middle of the bed, and I scoot closer as well, holding her in my arms. 

 

"How'd you like it?" I lightly chuckle. "It was.. good. I mean it felt great, it was great." She says, with a slight stutter between sentences. "Were you nervous?" I ask her, looking in her eyes. "Being honest, yes. But, you treated me well. And as long as I was able to do this with you for my first time, I would have been happy." She grins and leans into my chest. My bare chest.

 

"Were you nervous?" "What? No. Of course not." I claim, but it's a big fat fuckin lie. "Really? Are you sure?" "Yeah. I'm lying. I was super nervous. My heart was beating super fast, I had butterflies-" She laughs knowing all along I was nervous. "But I wasn't nervous knowing it was you." I kiss her on her forehead.

 

"Gracias Princesa, eres muy bonita." She doesn't show me her face after that.

 

We lay in silence, our bodies together for a couple minutes. Then I hear a knock at the door and we both rush to get away from each other, Isa sitting on the other side of the bed, me on the other.

 

I grab my clothes hurriedly and put the tank top and button shirt on quickly.

 

"Who's there?" She slightly yells. "It's Mirabel!" 

 

Isabela then groans and walks to the door, with me following her. She opens the door and Mirabel sees us. "Oh, Y/N, I was just gonna chat with my sister." She says, going in the room. 

 

"Okay, I was just leaving, me and Isa already talked, good luck." I head out the door after turning back to Isa and giving her a wink and a smirk. Her face was priceless.

 

I close the door, holding my coat in one arm, leaning on the railing.

 

"Hey." I turn around almost having a heart attack before seeing Dolores. "Jesus! You almost gave me a heart attack." I clutch my chest. "That wasn't the only thing giving you a heart attack, eh?" "What are you implying?" I ask, knowing she already knows.

 

"You and Isa fuc-" "No, we didn't. We kissed, that's all." "You sure? Because I sure heard moans in there. From Isa." "Yes, I'm sure! I did that to her." 

 

Me and Dolores argue for a minute over that silly little thing.

 

"Whatever, we only kissed. She moaned because I gave her hickeys." I whisper that last part.

 

Notes:

It was kinda mid tbh I thought I was the shit after I wrote this lmfao

Notes:

I FINALLY MOTHER FUCKING UPDATED THIS, I was honestly starting to lose hope in myself, but dw y'all, I got more, it's also in Isa's perspective 🤭🕺💃👩❤️💋👩👩❤️💋👩