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During the weekend I was very determined on reading that finances book professor Nanami gave to me before I'd have to return it to the library, which is on monday. So yeah, I should move fast af boiii.
I was getting comfortable on my bed with a cup of tea and a warm blanket ready to get bored to death by this stupid book, but since HE gave it to me I just might put in some effort. I start reading it while occasionally sipping on my tea, it was pretty annoying but there are worse books than this, like Den of Vipers (I actually liked it tho lmao). As I turn to page 15, I find a small sticky note on which were explained some syntaxes. So he really took the time to make some guiding notes after all, not gonna lie that's pretty cute. Now I was just looking forward to seeing more notes, those being the most interesting thing in the whole book. Chapter after chapter I kept on finding more notes simplifying the theories and formulas but after I reached the half of it the notes kinda stopped showing up for a few chapters and that made me a bit sad. Did he think I might not read more than half of it? Are these chapters THAT easy that he didn't feel the need to bother and write more notes? A lot of thoughts drifting through my mind so I just rapidly turn the pages in search of any other notes, and soon enough I find one. Though this one wasn't related to the book's contents. It simply said "You drive me crazy" ... my face must have turned more red than a tomato. I keep on going through the pages, eager to see if I can find more notes and surprise, surprise, I did. There was one that said "Please stop looking at me like that..", another one said "That fragrance suits you perfectly", I simply giggle at how I get a slight insight of his thoughts. Since he's a professor he might not feel comfortable enough telling me all of these in person, especially at the University. I mean it wouldn't be ethical and it'd be very risky for his job, so it's understandable. Therefore I just gave up on trying to read the book and was on a quest looking for more notes containing this handsome man's thoughts. At page 365 there's one that says "You're such a tease..", then the one on 369 said "I'm really trying to control myself...", to which I involuntarily bite my bottom lip, satisfied that my teasing game works. Another note said plainly "I want you", then on the next page it continued with "So bad..". My heart rate increases with every note. As I turn the last page, I am met with the last note that said "I feel like I'm going mad", and I could only smirk a bit and giggle like I was still in high school. God, how can a man like HIM be so attractive, well mannered, cute and goofy at the same time. I feel like I'm losing it as well. All I could think of was how would I be able to meet his eyes on monday at his class, after reading these. Now was the moment where I start to panic. What am I going to do?? Play dumb? Confess my feelings as well? Avoid him? God..my head was spinning...
~Monday morning~
It was Monday morning. I got ready and made sure to look as decent as I possibly could. Today was colder than usual so I'd just wear my dark brown flared pants, with a fluffy caramel toned sweater and of course my high heels. As I was about to get out of the house my stomach started to act up. Again all the possible scenarios popping up in my head which made me question my actions. Maybe it's not a good idea to see him right after reading those notes... maybe I should wait some more, and clear my head?
As I arrived at the campus I have made up my mind. I was going to skip his class. Done. No need to think of a response for the day. I'll simply not show up, it's as simple as that. So instead I just go to a coffee shop nearby and drown my emotions in coffee. I'll just avoid him for now I guess. Until I actually come up with a good response to his indirect advances. Yeah...I know I'm a coward, but I'm just flustered okay?? And I really don't want to make our relationship weirder than it already is.
~after classes~
I have successfully avoided my hot professor for the entire day, and as I was walking down the corridor with Nobara, laughing about stupid crap I suddenly remember that the deadline for handing in the finances book to the library was due today. I facepalm myself.
Me:"Shit shit shit. Sorry Nobara I just relized I had something to do. I'll catch up with you guys later at the cinema", I give her an apologetic look.
Nobara:"You sure you have something to do? Or you'd just rather ditch us to spend time with that lovey dovey teach of yours? I wouldn't be mad tho", she jokingly winks at me.
Me:"Honey I wouldn't put anyone before you, okay? I'll meet you there, don't worry", I tell her reassuringly and start dashing down the hallway to the library which was .... very far away from where I was, which was the university's entrance..great. Guess I'll arrive after the trailers.
I finally arrive at the library huffing and puffing, God I really need to get in shape.. I try not to look so exhausted and walk up to the front desk to return the book. I greet the nice librarian lady and hand the book over, after thanking me for bringing it in time I smile at her and was about to tell her to have a nice evening. But before I could even open my mouth I hear from behind me an amused voice, "And here I thought something has happened to you. You seem fine to me". I gulp, and scrunch my nose, then turn around but not before putting on my 'oh I totally didn't skip your class on purpose' face.
I let out a fake laugh: "Hah professor Nanami. What a surprise. I thought you said you were busy and that's why you couldn't return the book". He was just standing there, his strong arms crossed, his hair perfect as usual, and the glasses casually resting on the bridge of his nose. Ugh he's so effortlessly attractive like stop it. He's an endangerment to my sanity.
Professor Nanami:"Well, I was given a window. So I stopped by to look for some books. Didn't think I'd see you here. A pleasant surprise nonetheless ", he gives me a small, polite smile. Why do I feel like he's lying tho?
Me:"Well I also am looking for something very specific so I might as well just go find it, if you'll excuse me-", I say trying to leave as soon as possible but he cuts me off
Professor Nanami:"Then you wouldn't mind me accompanying you, right?"
Me"I- um no, of course not", I smile and he gestures to go ahead.
The library is a pretty dang big place, with winding corridors, and hundreds of books and shelves. There are lots of tables where students can read in peace and quiet or work on certain projects/homework. But as we go deeper into the library and going through the aisles, there are fewer to be seen. As we walk deeper he suddenly asks me "I understand that you've read the book. Penny for your thoughts?". I know damn well he doesn't care about the book, he wants to know my opinion on his notes. And honestly I don't even know what to even say. We weren't supposed to talk today...but I guess the universe simply hates me and loves seeing me being awkward and suffer. Yay.
Me:"I found it very boring", I say directly, to which he chuckles amused in response.
Professor Nanami:"I wouldn't have thought otherwise"
I clear my throat and pretend to look at the books as we were passing by "Though I must say I have found the guiding notes to be very helpful. Made me understand certain things better", I say, and well I wasn't lying. Some about the book and well..some about his feelings. He seemed taken aback for a bit tho.
Professor Nanami:"Oh...I'm glad they helped." He said, while scratching the back of his head.
I take a left down an aisle and start looking at random books, trying my hardest not to acknowledge him and his looks.
He suddenly rests his right arm on the shelves next to my head. I instantly freeze and almost drop the random book titled "the cruel prince" out of my hands, and try to breathe as calmly as I can.
Professor Nanami:"How much longer are we going to play this game, hm?". His stern and deep voice startles me. Feeling his hot breath on my neck sends shivers down my spine.
I turn around, gluing my back to the book shelves, having me pinned against it, gives me the perfect opportunity of taking in his gorgeous features from up close. He had an expression that I could only interpret as desperate, impatient and annoyed. It was almost amusing. Can't say I didn't like the fact that I had so much control over him.
Me:"I'm afraid I am not aware of any games, professor. Care to explain?", I continue playing dumb and innocent just to see what's he going to do.
Professor Nanami:"Oh c'mon. You played innocent long enough, don't you think? Do you enjoy tormenting me that much? ... teasing me day after day? I am a man after all, I can only take this much..", he exhales sharply, not taking his eyes off of me once.
Me:"On the contrary, professor. I do not like to torment you. I simply enjoy your reactions. I was simply curious how much.. a man such as yourself could take it. Apparently not even 3 months.", I pout, pretending to be disappointed.
Professor Nanami lets out a sigh: "Y/N... you know how complicated this situation is...I just-...I just need to know if you feel the same or not?" He lets his head hanging then looks to the side, avoiding my eyes, as if afraid I might give him an unwanted answer.
Me:"I think the notes made it pretty clear what your feelings towards me are, yet I didn't tell you mine, and I apologize for that..."
I place my right hand over his chest, moving it upwards to rest it on his strong jaw, making him look me in the eyes.
Me:"I really want you too, Kento..I think I've wanted you from the moment I saw you and thought you were a student", I giggle thinking back on that day. "You have no idea how awful I've felt when I realized you were actually my teacher and knew that I could never stand a chance with you because of legal crap...for fucks sake we are almost the same age and it just wasn't fair! I'm sorry for venting .. but I guess I could never fully give up on trying to have you...", now's my turn to look away out of embarrassment, confessing my crush on him might not justify the way I acted around him but I had to let him know how I felt...
Professor Nanami:"I'm glad you told me how you feel.", he sighs in relief. He takes the book out of my hands and puts it back on the shelf "I must say I'm not the kind of guy that just constantly falls for his students. I actually promised to myself I wouldn't do that, wouldn't be that kind of a person and yet the moment I saw you...I knew I wouldn't be able to keep my promise.." he lifts my chin with his index finger, locking our eyes. "Tell me... tell me you are worth risking everything..."
Me:"I would never want you to risk losing anything because of me...", I fiddle with his animal print tie, "but one thing is certain, I'd risk it all for you", and with that I grab his tie, pulling him down, bringing him into a hot and needy kiss to which he gladly responded, cupping my face with his left hand and pulling me closer to his body with the other one.
We were devouring eachothers lips, hungry for one another, both of us moaning in pleasure, yet the kiss couldn't last forever since we were in need of air. We were huffing like crazy, while staring into eachothers eyes.
Professor Nanami:"You have no idea how long I've been wanting to do that"
Me:"Well then maybe next time you want something, you go and get it yourself ", I smirk at him, suggesting him to put aside the gentleman side of him and just let go and do as he pleases.
Professor Nanami:"My, my, and here I thought you liked gentlemen. Tsk then I guess I'll be more rough with you, darling", he says in a deep voice, while kissing my neck, and collar bones, while caressing my sides with his strong hands.
Me:"I'd be more than happy to tame this handsome beast", I undo his tie and shirt buttons. He then chuckles.
Professor Nanami:"hmm, such a naughty girl, you wanna do it so bad, don't you?", he stops and just looks at me waiting to confirm.
Me:"Yes..please Kento we've waited enough already...", I say needy af, tugging at his navy shirt. He just smirks in response, then swiftly takes off my sweater, leaving me in my lacey bra.
Professor Nanami:"Then I shouldn't keep you waiting any longer". I take off his shirt as well and start to unbuckle his belt impatiently. I lower my trousers and panties while he takes out his hard rock cock. He was so hard and seeing him shirtless and his little friend, which mind you, isn't little, made me even more wet than I already was.
Me:"Kento...please..just fuck me.."
That was exactly what he needed to hear because the next second he slammed himself into me so hard I thought I might scream so loud it'd be heard from the front desk, but I just let out a muffled moan, holding onto his wide and muscular shoulders for support.
Professor Nanami:"Tell me when to move, darling", he was also panting trying to keep himself together. I just couldn't wait any longer, I needed him. All of him. Right now.
Me:"Mh...move..I-I need you Kento"
Professor Nanami:"As you wish, princess ", and with that he started moving at a faster speed, I was trying my best not to moan too loud since there is an echo, therefore I was letting out breathy moans in his ear, only for him to hear.
As he was pounding faster and faster, I could hear him struggling to keep himself collected as well.
Professor Nanami:"you're-...you're so tight..my God..hgn"
Me:"You-.. You feel so good, sir..ah...", I start kissing his jawline, neck , behind his ear, licking his earlobe, earning a lot of grunts in response which was music to my ears. He then suddenly pulls out and turns me around, facing the book shelves, and slamming his shaft back inside, pounding at a way faster speed than before. My head was spinning from the pleasure. It almost felt unreal.
Professor Nanami:"I'm close, darling..", he manages to say through his deep grunts.
Me:"Me too, honey...mh"
Professor Nanami:"Cum for me, baby.."
Not being able to resist any longer I came almost on command, and soon does him as well. He leans on my back, resting his head on my shoulder, both of us panting like crazy.
Professor Nanami:"That was amazing..", he places a sweet kiss on my temple.
Me:"Very reckless and foolish as well...but nonetheless amazing", I smile exhausted. He chuckles, and hugs me from behind, leaving small kisses on my bare shoulders. If this is heaven then I don't wanna go to hell anymore yo. Lol
After a few more minutes of catching our breath, we get dressed. I was placing his tie back, and doing the node as well as I could, he just looked at me with loving eyes.
Professor Nanami:"I could get used to this view every morning, you know?", I chuckle
Me:"Oh really? And here I thought you were a big boy that didn't need an extra pair of helping hands", he then takes my hands in both of his, and we stare into eachothers eyes and it almost feels like the time has stopped.
Professor Nanami:"A little extra help is always welcome", he smiles. I get on my toes and give him a sweet and gentle kiss to which he responds immediately. It was so much different from the others. It wasn't rushed, it was sincere and full of passion. And I just simply knew I would be needing this every single day, for the rest of my life.