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There is something about simply surrendering to his demands and letting him do whatever he deems fit that is strangely freeing. Whenever Mei had imagined becoming more intimate with someone, the scenarios in her mind had been wildly different from this. Softer and way more driven by emotion, for one. But she can't deny that what is happening has her thoroughly captivated and on edge. Part of her wonders if her ability to enjoy this rougher treatment is a coincidence or if Solus has seen something in her that she wasn't even aware of.
"Very good, what an eager student you are," he whispers, holding her once more tightly in place against the base of his cock. Solus bucks into her mouth, the thumb of his free hand tracing over her cheek and catching some of the tears that have gathered from the strain. "And such a beautiful sight you make. I look forward to seeing you like this for me every day."
Mei is still struggling, her throat twitching around the intrusions no matter how much she forces herself to relax, and still, his praise does something to her. The next time he lets her breathe, she moans shamelessly between sharp gasps. Both of his hands are firmly grasping her horns now, and with heated eyes, he moves her faster. Solus no longer appears as controlled as before. With a deep groan, he shifts his hips a little and fucks her mouth with abandon. He is rough enough Mei can already tell her throat will hurt for days after this, but it doesn't matter. She can feel a shudder going through him, and with a low rumble, he starts to spill into her mouth. The first taste of his release hits her tongue, and Solus makes sure that she can't move her head as he fills her mouth, ordering her to swallow. Mei almost chokes a little in her eagerness, and from the satisfied looking his eyes, he seems to enjoy that, too. When she tries to draw back after, his hand that had gone almost lax slides in her hair and immediately tightens again.
"Ah, not so fast. I am not even close to being done with you," Solus admonishes her. Mei strains her neck to look at him in confusion, but he barely lets her move. "Keep going, girl. You are going to get me hard again in no time."
Solus pushes further into her mouth. He hasn't gone completely soft, but Mei knows it might still take her a little while to get him fully aroused again. By now, she has almost completely forgotten about where she is. The reality of kneeling in front of the throne with the Emperor's cock in her mouth slips further and further away. She has only one task right now, and it requires her full attention. Mei's eyes flutter shut as she tightens her lips around him and lets her tongue explore the smooth flesh. Unlike before, Solus is no longer moving her head all that much, leaving some things up to her now. She lets her tongue run along his length, circle around the head of his cock, and taste a few fresh drops of liquid at the slit on the tip. She does this over and over, varying how much time and pressure she spends on various parts of him and enjoying the noises of approval she hears until she can feel him grow firmer with every stroke of her tongue again. For a moment, she fully expects his grip on her head to tighten again for another harsh round of taking her mouth, but to her surprise, he soon drags her off his now completely hard cock.
"Come on, my dear, get up on my lap!"
His hand still holds her horn tightly, pulling just enough to urge her on as Mei scrambles up. She licks her lips, knowing she must look rather messy by now. But before she can fully follow his demand, his other hand is suddenly on her chest, stopping her.
"On second thought, I think you are too overdressed for what I want from you, strip!"
This time she doesn't hesitate, she is far too worked up already. Like before, there is a feeling of ease going through her when simply following his orders. As quickly as she can, Mei undoes her buttons and laces, letting her skirt fall to the floor, quickly followed by her blouse and breast band. She notices his eyes following the line of scales going down her sides. When she is about to roll down her stockings, Solus stops her once more.
"Those you can leave on. They suit you."
A heated flush tints her cheeks red at the sudden praise, and with a gasp, she moves closer. Solus' hands slide down to her hips, grabbing her firmly as he guides her just where he wants her until she kneels with one of her legs on each side of his lap. Again she feels small next to his body. He handles her like she weighs nothing, his hands are large enough to almost completely reach around her waist, and when his cock brushes against her belly Mei swallows heavily. Her throat still aches from both his rough handling of her and from his size. Against her stomach, it looks like he just might split her in two. She can't help being just a little bit afraid, no matter how much he manages to arouse her, and Solus seems to be perfectly aware of that as well.
"Now, this might just hurt you a bit, given how small and untouched you are," he murmurs, eyes blazing, and Mei knows with absolute certainty that he enjoys that fact. "But I trust you will not disappoint me."
He nudges her to raise up a little higher on her knees before he takes himself in hand and drags the head of his cock through her slick folds. At the same time, Solus leans closer, his lips catching the tip of her breast. They are firm, pulling a little before his tongue joins in, and Mei can't contain a loud moan that immediately echoes through the entire throne room.
"Yes, just like that, let me hear you," Solus murmurs against the soft flesh of her breast before he moves his attention over to the other one, all while still teasing his cock against her entrance. "I want to hear every moan, every sweet little cry you make."
Mei's hands are on his shoulders by now as she does her best to hold on. Her thighs are shaking from keeping herself up, and her lips part in a quiet 'oh' when Solus stops drawing things out and slowly pushes the head of his cock inside of her. Mei sucks in a sharp breath at the sensation. It is just the tip, and still, he feels enormous while stretching her around him.
"You take me so well, dear, you were made for my cock," he claims, and his hand on her hips tightens.
Slowly, he pushes in, much like he had done earlier that day with his fingers. And just like before, he quickly reaches the point where her untouched body resists. This is the part where it might hurt, Mei knows. She has heard enough talk about it from the other girls she works with, together with the assurance that the pain won't last. Mei draws in another deep breath, hoping for that to be true as well, when to her surprise, Solus stops moving.
At first, she thinks he is being considerate, giving her a moment to collect herself, but when Solus leans back to look at her, his eyes tell a different story. They are ravenous, filled to the brim with desire and something wicked as he nudges her hips softly.
"You are afraid of the pain, aren't you?" he asks, and Mei knows he already knows the answer, but she nods regardless.
"Yes," she whispers into the darkness surrounding them, and if anything, it makes him look more excited.
"You are going to do this for me all by yourself," Solus tells her, an expectant smile spreading over his face. His hand moves up to her face, cupping her cheek gently. "Your fear doesn't matter, not when serving your Emperor. You are going to impale yourself on my cock, and I want to hear every single noise you make. No holding back!"
Shaking, Mei nods.
"Yes, Your Radiance."
She has estimated just right that, in this instance, he would prefer his title over his name when his smile widens. It would have been so much easier for her if he had simply decided to take her however he seemed fit. He wants something different, though, and Mei understands this just as well. Solus wants her to show him her commitment, wants to watch her follow his orders even though she knows they come with discomfort. Mei knows there is no real choice here, but at the same time, she is fully aware that a part of her wants this, and with a sigh, she tries to relax, still holding on to his shoulders for support as she starts to slowly sink down on his cock.
The stretch is a lot already, and the pressure inside her already borders on painful. Mei isn't sure if he wants her to do this slowly so he can savor her struggle or if he wants her to be as rough as he was with her mouth. Then again, he has left the work up to her, so maybe this is a decision she has to make for herself. Mei calms her breathing, her eyes wide and fixed on him before she pushes all thoughts about being carefully away and snaps her hips down in one quick move.
The sound that leaves her is half pained cry and half guttural moan at the sensation of feeling him so deep inside her now, and it gets joined by a low growl from Solus.
"Look at you, fearless as usual," he murmurs, and once again, Mei feels like she is missing something, like there is something between them only he is privy to.
She can't hold on to that thought when he suddenly grabs her hips and takes back control, no longer letting her decide the pace. Solus doesn't give her time to adjust or catch her breath again before he starts moving her harshly, lifting her a little only to slam her back down right after at a rough pace. His mouth is on her chest again, teeth leaving sharp imprints, pulling roughly on hardened nipples to coax more breathy moans from her. Mei's fingers clench into the fabric of his coat as she feels everything in her go tense, and she nearly screams as he shifts his angle slightly and hits something deep inside her that pushes her over the edge. She comes almost violently, shaking and clenching around him, utterly helpless in his grasp, when he grabs her hair again and drags her close. With a low groan, Solus follows. She can feel his hot release fill her the moment his lips are suddenly on hers, and he kisses her roughly.
The kiss, more than anything else, completely throws her for a loop. His lips are hard against hers, and he almost seems to snarl, but when his tongue dips into her mouth, Mei finds herself melting against him. He swallows her moans with his lips, and for a brief moment, she is overwhelmed by how right this feels, how much every fiber of her being seems to insist that this is exactly how it should be.
When Solus finally draws back, Mei is completely out of breath, captured by the look in his eyes that almost seems to echo the sensation that had just overwhelmed her so completely. It makes no sense. She barely knows him, and he hasn't even asked her for her name, she realizes all of a sudden. And yet his palm is once again soft against her jaw as he holds her surprisingly gently.
"You will be spending the night in my chambers," he finally says with a slightly rough voice. She can only nod at that, unable to look away from those piercing eyes. "Tomorrow, your things will be packed up and brought into the Eastwing. You will stay in the chambers next to mine from now on."
The blunt declaration manages to rip her from her slight stupor. She knows it is well within his rights to keep a mistress, but to her knowledge, he has never done it so blatantly before.
"I am to live there?" she asks, her voice shaky with disbelief, but Solus' eyes only seem to shine with more intensity.
"I told you I'm planning to keep you, did I not?" His hold on her turns harder. "This time, I'm not going to let you go again."
Once again, his words make no sense, but Mei can't even begin to try and understand them when he starts to move again, this time rocking into her a tad more gently than before. No matter how many questions she has, Mei knows she will do whatever he says, give him whatever he wants. He's the Emperor, after all. But there is maybe something more. He may have ordered her into this like she doesn't matter, but she can't shake the feeling that at least some of his actions say something different. What that might be remains a mystery, but maybe one day, she'll get to find out.