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Shin splashed cold water on his face, desperately trying not to think about his boyfriend's pink lips.
They looked so soft in class today. So damn pouty when he napped. Shin had no idea what the teacher said the entire time, his eyes not leaving Saint for even a minute.
It was already their one month anniversary, and Shin had no idea how to approach the subject. He wanted to kiss him. Hold him. Do things to him that would taint Chingching's innocence if she ever accidentally read her brother's mind like she claimed to. But he was scared of rejection, terrified of how awkward it might be, worried he might scare Saint away. Those fears were unreasonable, he knew that, but his brain couldn't help it.
Shin, as much as hated to admit it, was a guy afraid of many things. And he had a foolproof method of dealing with it. He used it for everything in life after it solved his fear of water.
“ Just jump in and try to float! ”
People might call his method dangerously dumb, but hey – it worked well.
Shin finally opened the door of the small bathroom and walked out. They were sleeping over at Saint's house. His dad was out of town and Saint had practically begged Shin to come over and play games with him.
“Just like old times. Pleasee”, he whinnied, puppy eyes on full display. He knew his boyfriend's weaknesses and exploited them fully. Shin had agreed after the persistent begging, no longer able to take the large clingy puppy cornering him into a wall.
So there he was, quietly relaxing on the couch in Saint's house after school, his stomach full from their early dinner. He had to change into one of Saint's plain black T shirts, after he spilled a drink on his own. It was a size too big, making Shin's collar bones peak out as the fabric draped over his shoulders. Saint sat beside him, his consciousness buried in the screen, still in his school uniform. Shin can't scold him, since he himself was still in his school pants.
“Ai’Shin! Come quicker will you, I already set up the multiplayer!” Saint suddenly cried out, making Shin jump like a frightened cat.
“I am already here, dumbass”, Shin said before slapping the back of Saint's head, picking up his phone from the table. He put in the six numbered password (which was definitely not Saint's birthday) and opened the newly installed game. It was some new survival game Saint had found online and Shin was almost blinded by its colorful visuals.
“ Hey what's the code??”, he asked – looking up at Saint, only to find puppy eyes intensely looking at him.
“I - what?” Saint stuttered at the sudden eye contact.
“..The code, what's wrong with you?”, Shin asked, narrowing his eyes.
Saint gulped. " Nothing! Nothing's wrong. The code’s 19722”, Saint said in a high pitched voice, throwing his head back into the tiny screen. Shin shook his head, smiling at his boyfriend's peculiar behavior before punching the numbers on his keypad.
“Alright I am in… Where are you?”
“Beside you.”
“ I meant in the game.”
Saint laughed before replying , “Still beside you.”
“Ohh…”, came Shin's reply as he got invested in the game. They played until the sun set in her horizons, completing quests and levels with ease. Suddenly Shin's game stopped, likely due to his data pack expiring. He groaned, leaning back on the sofa. He looked beside him– about to ask Saint for his hotspot before he was stopped dead in his tracks.
The game's colorful screen illuminated Saint's face in blues and pinks. The room had darkened around them, and the faint orange glow from the streetlamp cast a gorgeous hue on Saint's figure. He leaned back on the couch, eyes gleaming as he defeated another dragon. A natural pout fell on his lips, his eyebrows furrowed in concentration.
Fuck, he's so damn handsome ,
Shin could feel his heartbeat quicken. He completely forgot about the game, staring at his boyfriend – mesmerized.
“Shin, where are you?”, Saint asked, after realizing his boyfriend was nowhere to be found in the game. Upon getting no reply, he looked up, only to see his boyfriend staring at him. The look in his round cat-like eyes made Saint's mind go quiet. However, when the cat stared at him unblinking, slight worry filled him.
“...Shin? You alright ?”, he asked, gently tapping his boyfriend's shoulder. Shin snapped out of his trance.
“ Huh? Yeah. Yeah I am good ”, he said, still not looking away. Saint got closer, trying to subtly check if his boyfriend was sick.
“ Are you tired? I can set the mattress for you.”
Shin could no longer focus on the words his boyfriend uttered. All he could do was stare at the ways his soft looking lips moved.
Upon realizing his boyfriend went silent again, he shook his shoulders, now fully worried.
“ Shin! What's wrong ?”
Kiss him, Shin’s mind screamed. “ Nothing ”, came the stubborn response.
Saint sighed, turning back around and saving the game before switching off his phone. He leaned forward, keeping the phone on the table.
Just jump in and try to float.
Suddenly, large veiny hands grabbed Saint's face, turning it around. Shin's soft plump lips trapped his. His mouth pressed hard against Saint's, sucking out the air in his lungs.
Shin pulled back before tilting their heads into a more comfortable position, before recapturing Saint's lips with a soft “humph”. It was as if they were sucked into a vortex, the world outside gone quiet. Neither dared to breathe as their lips seemed to converge.
Slowly Shin pulled back, looking at Saint through half lidded eyes. Saint's eyes were widened in surprise. Saint sat still, shock prominent on his puppy features. The truck of insecurities hit Shin when he realized Saint hadn't kissed him back. Crap, was he not good?
Scared, Shin put back some distance between them, retreating.
“I…”
Suddenly, Saint's hand grabbed the back of his neck, crashing their lips back together.
After a stunned moment, Shin kissed back hungrily – hands grabbing Saint's shoulders. Saint pushed Shin back, kissing him with feverish need. He nestled himself between Shin's legs as Shin's head hit the sofa’s armrest. Shin grabbed Saint's jacket, bringing him closer until he was almost lying on top of Shin. His fingers dug into the dark jacket trying to shove it off Saint's broad shoulders. Saint immediately complied, getting up slightly before slipping the jacket off, tossing it somewhere in the room.
Shin grabbed the white collar, bringing his boyfriend back down. Saint responded by tugging Shin's hair before leaning back down to kiss him, causing his boyfriend to softly gasp into his mouth. Taking full advantage of the situation, he thrust his tongue deeper down the other’s throat.
Shin groaned, wrapping his arms around the larger torso, pulling Saint closer. Their erections brushed against each other, causing the two to moan into each other's mouths.
Saint pulled back, heaving as he stared at the star eyed man. His hair stuck out in all directions, almost resembling a feral cat. The plump lips were red and swollen from kissing, shining from their saliva. His face was red, and the moonlight from the window made him look sinfully gorgeous. Shin's slender arms moved from Saint's waist to neck, resting their heads together. His eyelashes fluttered as they heaved against each other. Both could feel their heartbeats thunder against the other's chest, like wild rain does on a glass window.
Experimentally, Saint pressed his thigh against Saint's erection, causing him to close his eyes in pleasure. Saint buried his face in the other's neck, hungrily nibbling at his skin, marking him red. Shin’s hands trembled as he grabbed onto the couch , breath heaving. Saint pulled back from his neck, admiring his handiwork before placing a soft kiss on his nose.
Suddenly shy, he buried his face in Shin’s chest. Shin barked out a laugh of disbelief, patting his puppy’s fluffy hair. His heart felt full as he stared at the shy head full of jet black hair in front of him. After a while, Saint came back up, face red.
“Hey”, Shin said, smiling.
“Hi”, came Saint's breathless reply.
They stared at each other for a beat, the fire of passion still burning in their hearts.
“You're hard.” Saint said, making it sound like an astute observation. Shin wouldn't deny it, considering his length was pressed against Saint's equally hard one.
“You're too.”
Saint let out a small hum before hiding his face in Shin's neck.
“..Are we doing anything about it?” , Shin finally asked after a while of silence.
Saint looked back, stuttering out his answer.
“I.. I don't.. know… how..” , his voice faded away as the coffee colored eyes looked into his. They were beautiful, the kind that would make heaven jealous. As Shin's feline features stared back at him, all he could think of was how pretty his lover looked.
Shin sighed before pushing Saint's chest away.
“ Sit up”, he commanded.
The dog listened, gently moving away from Shin, avoiding touching his bad leg. Shin swung his legs over and stood up in front of Saint. Leaning down, he rested his hands on the back of the couch, trapping Saint's face between them.
“You sure you want this?”, he asked, his voice serious.
Saint nodded his head.
“ Yes .”
Upon the verbal confirmation, Shin climbed onto Saint's lap, trapping his legs between his thighs. He balanced himself using the couch backrest. Experimentally, he pressed their clothed erections together. A loud gasp escaped them and Saint threw his head back. The barrier of the school pants felt thin and rough between them as Shin pressed down harder, a low moan escaping him. The pressure felt delicious and he ran a hand through his brown hair, closing his eyes. He moved slowly against Saint, the friction sending sparks up their veins. Shin kept a slow but firm pressure on Saint's dick as he tried to keep his knees from buckling from the pleasure. A low moan escaped Saint, and fuck, he wanted to hear it again .
He buried his face into Saint's neck, biting and sucking hard as the tempo of his hips slowly increased. His moans were music to Shin's ears.
“Shin, oh my fucking god”, came a desperate review to his ambush. He kissed over the red and purple bruises he left. Saint shook under him, pleasure emitting from his core. Their sweet moans filled the quiet night as the two lovers discovered each other for the first time.
Saint pushed Shin back, almost tearing off his white shirt. Shin couldn't help but stare at the buff chest, obviously worked out.
“ Up ”, Saint said, raising the hem of his shirt. Shin bit lips before raising his hand, letting Saint take it off. Night air felt cold on their sweat covered skins. Shin pushed Saint's bare chest back, slotting their lips together before slipping his tongue deep into the facial orifice.
Their erections rubbed feverishly against each other, infanities repeated like broken records. Saint's large hands kneaded into Shin's small waist, guiding his movement over their cocks. He grinded up hard into Shin, like a dog in heat. Shin threw his head back as stars clouded his vision – the new angle erupting pleasure through his core.
“ Fuck, Saint” he groaned.
Saint hummed in response, fucking against Shin. He sucked on Shin's collar bones, leaving a red nebula all over his shoulders and chest. Shin pulled Saint's head back, dipping down, leaving wet kisses against his neck and chest. He could feel tears spring to his eyes from overstimulation. He pulled back to look at his boyfriend.
“ Fuck I love you. I love you so much .”, he said, looking down with glassy eyes– increasing the pace, chasing their release.
Saint groaned under him as the couch squeaked under their movement.
“ Shin I - I am gonna cum ”, Saint gasped out, his voice breathy.
“ Y-Yeah, me too .”
Shin choked out a shaky breath, friction spiraling him into insanity. They humped against each other, blind with pleasure and he could feel his leg starting to hurt.
“Saint , please!”, Shin begged, his claw-like nails leaving scratch marks on Saint's bare back.
Shin let go of the control, letting Saint use his hips as he pleased. Saint rutted against him, hard and fast, and Shin came with a shout.
He reached down when he realized Saint hadn't come yet. Shin grabbed the swollen dick roughly before jerking him off. Soon, the white fluid spilled all over his hands and they sat there, their bare chests rising and falling in a frantic rhythm.
Gently, Shin removed his hand, wiping it clean on the discarded shirt. He swept his other hand through Saint's hair, taking in his gorgeous image before placing a gentle kiss on his nose. They had just crossed an important threshold in the relationship, and the thought made Shin feel awfully giddy.
“ Good?”, he asked, smiling.
“Very.” came the reply, voice sounding breathless.
Shin smiled happily at that, burying his face into Saint's neck.
“..You have extra pants right?”
Saint chuckled, pulling his boyfriend close.
“Yeah, let's go change.”
Shin locked his arms around Saint's neck, gentle red painting his ears.
“Carry me to bed?”
Saint smiled, wrapping his strong arms around boyfriend. He left a small kiss on the berry red cheeks before picking him up. He would carry Shin to the stars – if it meant his sweetheart’s arms were wrapped around him.