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Jinyoung knows he’s overslept when the sun shines brightly on his face and he rolls over into the now empty, cold space with a groan. His eyes snap open when realizes why the space is empty, Jaebum left before he even woke up. Jinyoung reels back their heated moment last night and groans even louder. He’s praying Jaebum doesn’t remember anything because he may have been drunk but Jinyoung certainly wasn’t.
He rolls out of bed not even bothering to hurry getting dressed for school because he’s already late. He hops in the shower and fights against the urge to touch himself to the memories of Jaebum’s lips on his neck and rough hands on his ass.
When he’s done showering and dressing for the day, Jinyoung makes his way downstairs. He decides he should probably grab something quick to eat from the kitchen since he’s already late anyway. He freezes when he spots a container on the counter, a post-it stuck to the lid.
Jinyoung-ah,
I know you’re going to oversleep, eat this on your way to school.
Sorry for keeping you up all night ;P
-Jaebum
Jinyoung’s heart beats fast against his chest as he reads the last line. Did Jaebum remember what happened last night or was he just imaging what he had just read. If he did the ride home was bound to either be very awkward or very exposing and Jinyoung wasn’t ready for neither. He sighs, taking the container with him before heading to the door to slip on his shoes and be on his way.
The school day went as usual only he endured much more scolding than normally for being late but whatever cause he had survived most of the day without falling asleep. Now he’s hidden away in his secret hideout which is located in the school library, a cozy little space somewhere behind the many aisles of dusty books, that he and Mark frequent, usually when they’re skipping class.
Jinyoung sits back up against the wall on the floor and tries to read a few chapters of his latest read in order to get his mind off of a certain alpha. He gets through a few pages when Mark comes crawling up to him demanding to know where had been this morning.
“I overslept.” he explains without taking his eyes off the book.
“You. Overslept?” Mark says condescendingly.
“Yes.”
“Jinyoung you never over sleep.” he says, accenting the phrase “oversleep” with air quotation marks.
“Well. Ok a certain someone paid me a drunken visit to my bed and-” Jinyoung gives up and starts to explain, knowing that Mark wouldn’t let up until he told him the truth anyway.
“Wait you guys finally fucked?!!” he shrieks and Jinyoung has to clamp his hand over the older boy’s mouth because he’s just too damn loud to be in a library.
“No you jackass..We just sorta..You know..Kissed and stuff.” Jinyoung turns his gaze away, blushing hotly. The butterflies coming back to flutter around his stomach just thinking about the things Jaebum had done to him last night.
“Wow Jinyoung. Finally, you’ve realized how much you want Jaebum’s dick.” Mark laughs. Jinyoung isn’t surprised by the bantering and he sighs deeply, “Well he was drunk so I made him stop. I don’t think he knew what he was doing or saying and I hope he doesn’t remember.” Jinyoung looks down into his lap.
“Saying? What did he say?” Mark leaned in closer to his face, putting on the pressure for Jinyoung to spill the truth.
“He said he loved me and he wanted me.” he was barely audible, hoping Mark couldn’t hear anything he was saying but unfortunately he did and he could see the sparks light up in the older boy’s eyes. “HE CONFESSED TO YOU!?” he yells and it's probably the loudest Jinyoung had ever heard him in all his years of knowing him.
“He was drunk.” Jinyoung rolls his eyes, shooting down Mark’s idea that Jaebum could possibly be sincere in his confession to him.
“No. He confessed. Don’t you know what they say? Drunk people tell the truth.” Mark says, squishing Jinyoung’s cheeks. The younger boy pulls away, swatting his hand away from his face and shakes his head, “you’re such a hopeless romantic. Stop. He didn’t mean it.”
Jinyoung didn’t know why everytime he told himself that Jaebum didn’t mean what he had said or that he probably wouldn’t remember, he got really sad or regretful. Part of him hopes that Jaebum did mean it and that he did remember but the other part of him wants to act like it never happened so as not to ruin what he and the other boy have.
“Jinyoung you need to face your fears and confront him about it.” Mark furrows his eyebrows at the younger boy but he just hums in reply, clearly not wanting to talk about the topic anymore.
Jinyoung does his best to avoid Jaebum at all cost over the next few days, calling him with excuses as to why he doesn’t need to come and check on him. But Jaebum is really persistent and won’t take no for an answer today and it's really causing Jinyoung some panic. He doesn’t quite know how he’ll get out of this visit but he’s definitely not ready to face Jaebum either.
And besides that Jinyoung has been feeling slightly odd lately. For the past few days he’s been exceedingly uncomfortable and warm. Today his entire body feels so hot that he’s sweating profusely,his hair sticking to his forehead and he’s long removed most of his clothes.
Jinyoung knows there’s something wrong with him because he can’t stop panting as rests on his bed. Everything feels warm and he can feel himself getting horny for no reason. It's like no matter what he does he escape the heat.
“Heat….” he breathes out, groaning as he rolls over to reach his phone.
If this is what Jinyoung thinks it is, which he’s pretty sure he’s already gone into heat, he definitely does not want Jaebum to come to the house. Because he doesn’t even know what they are and he would really feel like shit if he can’t control himself enough and pressures Jaebum into mating with him. He wants Jaebum’s first mate to be someone he actually loves not Jinyoung, who’s pining after him and horny.
He quickly devises a plan of attack and calls Mark. The phone rings a few times before the other boy answers, “Hey Jinyoung...Jaebum was looking for you today. Why didn’t you come to school?” Jinyoung hadn’t been able to attend class for two days because he thought he had a little fever, well now he knows it definitely wasn't that. Mark sounds worried and if Jaebum had been looking for him at school today then that means he’s on his way there.
“Mark please help. I’m in heat...I think.” Jinyoung squirms, his erection becoming increasingly uncomfortable by the minute.
“Um woah. I like you and all but-” Mark starts with giggle.
“Not like that idiot!” Jinyoung whines.
“Well you said it not me.” he chuckles.
“Look I need you to pretend I’m with you. I’m going to call Jaebum and tell him I overslept or something but I met up with you after and I’m staying at your house.” he explains as fast as he can so that he can call Jaebum next. If Jaebum thinks he’s staying with Mark he won’t come check on him.
“Wait, for what?” Mark sounds confused on the other end.
“Because I don’t want him to come here…..I’m….Embarrassed.” he says lowly, blushing at the thought of Jaebum walking in on him being completely lewd and yearning for him.
“Why...Jinyoung he clearly wants you and you want him. It's going to be hard, and no that’s not a pun, if you don’t mate.” Mark says sternly.
“Please Mark. I can’t. I don’t want to do anything stupid.” Jinyoung pleads, wanting to get off the phone as soon as possible so he can tend to him rather aching needs.
“Ok ok. I’ll do it but I swear after this is over you better tell him. And if I get caught and he tries to murder me, its your fault.” he sighs, giving in to Jinyoung’s demands. The younger thanks him before ending the call and taking a deep breath before acting out the next part of his plan.
He thumbs over Jaebum’s contact name and finally presses the button and listens to it ring, every ring sending his heart rate higher and higher. He feels like he’s being strangled by the time Jaebum actually answers. His voice, so deep and enticing, it takes his last breath right out of him.
“Jinyoung-ah.” Jinyoung shuts his eyes tightly and bites back a whimper that he so desperately wants to let out. He just wants to whine into Jaebum’s ear and tell him how much he wants for him but he shouldn’t, he can’t.
“Hyung..I’m going to stay at Mark’s so you don't have to come check on me. I didn’t go to class today because I overslept but we met up afterwards.” Jinyoung tries his best not to sound like his dick isn’t heavy against his stomach and twitching every time his hypersensitive ears even hears Jaebum breath.
“Ok. But I hope you’re not avoiding me. I miss you.” Jinyoung has to pull the phone away from his mouth as he whimpers and writhes around in his sheets. He can’t help himself when he suddenly wraps his fingers around his hardened cock.
“I’m not hyung. I miss you too.” he doesn’t intend for it sound breathy but it does and he prays Jaebum doesn’t notice. “Well ok. Just call me if you need anything.” Jinyoung feels a little shitty lying to Jaebum like this and he can hear the disappointment in his voice but he doesn’t want to pounce on him the moment he walks into the room. I mean he does but he doesn’t.
They end their call and Jinyoung finally lets out a sigh of relief. He’s still holding his erection in his hand and now he’s hung up on Jaebum’s voice and how he could practically smell him through the phone. His hand feels warmer than usual as he works his first orgasm through his body with a loud whine of Jaebum’s name, mind filled with images of the older boy pistoling into him.
Jinyoung’s entire body is flushed, his stomach sticky with cum but he whimpers when he realizes he’s instantly hardened again. He can feel the aching in his unsatisfied lower area becoming painful already.
This is going to be a long week.
Jaebum has been sulking to himself since he drunkenly confessed to Jinyoung, whom he is sure is so freaked out he doesn’t even want him around anymore. But it's been about two days since Jinyoung has been staying with Mark and Jaebum is starting to get lonely.
He sighs as he pulls up to Jackson’s house. He gets out of his car, fixing his jacket before walking up to the door and entering without warning. They usually do that to each other but what he finds this time has him floored.
Jaebum stands there frozen in the middle of Jackson’s living room as he’s witnessing Mark straddling Jackson on his couch, giggling as the other boy kisses and bites at his collarbone. Jaebum’s presence clearly hasn’t been detected yet so he clears his throat, “Mark. Where’s Jinyoung.” he glares.
Mark instantly jumps out of Jackson’s arms and stares wide-eyed at the alpha. He can smell him getting nervous. “Um...He uh he went home.” Mark lies and Jaebum doesn’t know if he knows but he can tell he’s lying just by how his scent changes.
“Went home? Hasn’t he been home?” Jackson laughs, earning an elbow to the stomach from Mark.
“Mark. What’s going on.” Jaebum’s voice becomes more stern, his eyes narrowing.
“Look don’t get mad at me he told me not to tell you. I can’t.” Mark sighs.
“Well tell Jackson and he’ll tell me.” he snaps, Mark winces at his tone and finally gives in, technically if he tells Jackson and Jackson tells Jaebum then he’s in the clear right? Right? So he turns and whispers into the other alpha’s ear. Jaebum watches his eyes go wide and then a sly smile forms across his lips.
“What.” Jaebum demands impatiently.
“Awww your little Jinyoungie is in heat.” Jackson grins. Jaebum turns his attention back to Mark, taking a few more steps toward the other boy, “WHAT?! You let him stay like that by himself!?” Jaebum growls.
“I checked up on him but he told me not to come or tell you.” Mark explains, crossing his arms.
“And why not?”
“Because he doesn’t want you to come.” Jaebum is instantly wounded, his heart feeling like it's been pierced by a knife. He shifts his gaze away from the other two boys, looking down at the floor as he furrows his brows.
Of course, Jinyoung wouldn't want him to be there because then they would mate and Jinyoung clearly doesn’t want to mate with him. Jaebum already figured that after he had been avoiding him for days after he confessed. But even still Jinyoung could have told Jaebum he was in heat.
“Ok. Well. I’m going to head home.” he says lowly, feeling defeated. Mark and Jackson give him an apologetic look before waving goodbye to him.
Even if Jinyoung doesn’t want him there, that doesn’t mean that Jaebum can’t still check up on him. So immediately after entering his car before even starting it, he dials Jinyoung’s number, praying the younger boy answers.
And he does, this time Jaebum can tell he’s extremely distraught, “Hyung…” his voice is low and Jaebum can hear the need in it. He shuts his eyes as he tries to keep his own composure, “Jinyoung-ah, how are you feeling?” Jaebum asks.
“I’m ok.” his answer is short and sweet, Jaebum knows he’s going to try and make the conversation quick but the older boy has never been one to beat around the bush, “I know you lied about staying with Mark. And I know you’re in heat Jinyoung-ah.” he goes straight for the kill.
There’s a long pause between them and Jaebum can feel the tension building up, he can hear every shaky breath that Jinyoung takes. “Hyung, don’t come here.” he says, but it sounds muffled. “And why shouldn’t I?” Jaebum pushes further.
“Because I don’t want to do anything stupid. I don’t want to make a mistake.” Jinyoung cries.
“I’ll just be a mistake to you?” Jaebum is starting feel crushed, his pride wounded as he feels himself coming closer to spilling his guts to the younger boy again. How many times does he have to say it before he gets it? Or maybe this is just his way of kindly rejecting him.
“No that’s not what I mean.”
“Then what do you mean?” He needs to know, but highly doubts Jinyoung will give him anything more than these short, vague answers he’s been getting.
“Just don’t..” Jinyoung whines and Jaebum can already feel himself becoming aroused at the small sounds the younger boy is making that he may or may not know Jaebum can definitely hear on the other end.
“We don’t have to do anything Jinyoung. But you can’t stay like that.” Jaebum says before hanging up on the other boy. He’s done playing games and even if they won’t mate, it's not ok for him to be that way for too long. Jaebum knows Jinyoung has never been in heat before and damn sure knows he doesn’t know what to do.
When Jaebum arrives at Jinyoung house, he can already smell the younger before even entering. He takes a deep breath before climbing the stairs to the younger boy’s room, if he thought Jinyoung’s strawberry scent was intense before this was on another level. Jaebum had been in heat himself but he had never experienced being around someone else who was going through their own.
His eyes are rolling back in pleasure by the time he gets to Jinyoung’s bedroom door. His dick stirring before even turning the knob, he can hear Jinyoung whimpering and panting on the other end and he’s sure it's because Jinyoung can smell him.
“Jaebum hyung... Don’t .” He hears as he opens the door. The scene he’s witnessing he wants to remember it for the rest of his life; Jinyoung is completely naked except for the sweat drenched white t-shirt he’s wearing which is sticking to his flushed body as if it's one with his skin. His sheets are completely messy, mostly stained with Jinyoung cum which Jaebum can smell from where he stands, his hand still wrapped tightly around his heavy length as Jaebum comes closer, Jinyoung’s scent and body dragging him in by some kind of gravitational pull.
“Jinyoung-ah.” Jaebum eye’s narrow, locking with Jinyoung’s lust-blown ones. Look at you...
“Hyung please..I’m so embarrassed. Fuck.” Jinyoung breathes out.
“But you’re so cute like this Jinyoungie.” Jaebum smirks, licking at his snake bites as he thumbs at Jinyoung’s bottom lip.
Jinyoung feels like he’s losing his mind and Jaebum’s touch feels like fire on his skin, a fire he wants more of, a fire he wants inside of him. “Jaebum hyung please, I don’t want to do this to you. It's not fair to you.” Jinyoung can’t help himself as he licks and sucks at Jaebum’s fingers, coating them with his spit. His cherry scent so strong he can't control himself. He watches as Jaebum’s eyes trail after his tongue’s every move.
“But I keep trying to tell you Jinyoung-ah...I want you. I want you so badly. I love you so much but you keep pushing me away.” he leans down and whispers hotly in the younger boy’s ear sending a shiver down Jinyoung’s spine. Jaebum presses his mouth against the younger’s, kissing him hotly before he bites at his lower lip. His dick twitching every time Jinyoung moans into their kiss.
“Hyung…” Jinyoung whimpers when he pulls away. If he weren’t so needy and wanting Jaebum right now he would probably feel really stupid because if the older boy is saying what he thinks he’s saying then he’s been unsuccessfully getting himself off and putting himself through pain for the last few days all for nothing when he could have had Jaebum fucking him into the sheets.
“Are you running away because you can’t handle me Jinyoungie?” Jaebum nibbles at his ear, the metal of his snake bites rubbing against the taut skin, earning himself a low whine, “No. I want you too...I can handle you, please just fuck me. It hurts hyung.” he can’t stop himself from sounding disgustingly whiney and submissive and he knows Jaebum is getting off at every minute of this.
In the next breath Jinyoung takes, Jaebum’s body is already hovering over him, seeming bigger than he usually is. His red eyes dragging up and down his body, which in his third day of heat, feels like he’s gone up in flames. He’s sweating, sticky, covered in his own cum and Jaebum smells like something he wants to devour quickly.
“I need you inside me now. ” Jinyoung mewls, reaching down to push his fingers into his already very slick hole. There’s so much slick coming out of him that he easily fits three of his fingers inside of himself. Jaebum growls as he watches the younger boy finger himself underneath him. He quickly removes his clothes, his dick, which has long since been achingly hard and dripping, springs free as he shoves his sweatpants away.
“I would eat you out like I always dreamed of but since it looks like you’re already ready for me,” his voice is low and dangerous as he lowers himself over the younger boy. And in an instant Jinyoung’s breath is sucked right out of him as Jaebum shoves his hand away from his ass and enters him all in one go. He slips in easily, moaning at how hot Jinyoung feels clenched around him.
“Hyung!” he cries, arching his back as he grabs at Jaebum’s biceps. The pleasure is instant and so so very addictive. Jaebum may have been a little straightforward about getting inside the younger boy but he waits until Jinyoung gives him a nod to start moving. And oh when he does, Jinyoung feels like a wave of warmth is washing over his entire body.
“Fuck Jinyoung-ah…” Jaebum growls into his ear as he mercilessly fucks into him. The force of Jaebum’s thrusts has the bed knocking against the wall and the last thing on Jinyoung’s mind is how annoyed their neighbors are going to be as the older boy has his eyes rolling back in pleasure. “Jaebum! Please please please hyung don’t stop.” Jinyoung is sobbing and clawing at the older boy’s back as he quickly reaches his first orgasm, cumming thick, white ropes between them.
Jaebum doesn’t even stop and Jinyoung doesn’t want him to because he’s instantly hard again and even more needy than before. He flips him over, positioning Jinyoung so that he’s on his hands and knees, his ass in the air ready for the older boy, who seems nowhere near his own climax. “Jinyoung-ah you look so good like this for me.” he breathes into his ear as he swiftly enters him again, Jinyoung’s slick dripping between his thighs as he pushes farther in, collecting into a small pool on the sheets.
“And you’re so wet. I want you like this all night.” Jinyoung moans loudly, sobbing, his knuckles turning white from gripping at the sheets so hard as Jaebum starts fucking into him again.
“Hyung fuck me harder. You feel so good inside. ” Jinyoung mewls, sticking his tongue out in pleasure as he arches his back for Jaebum, snapping his hips back to meet his thrusts.
“What a dirty boy.” Jaebum growls, the pleasure of Jinyoung’s hips meeting his shooting through him with every snap. He smacks at the younger boy’s ass a few times, without stopping his thrusts, eating up the whimpering and sobbing he gets with every connect. “You like that?” he smacks his ass again, smirking as he watches light pink bruises blossom from his force.
“Yes hyung, please more. ” Jinyoung is driving him crazy, his eyes glinting with lust as he grips at the younger boy’s nape, fucking into him as he applies a small amount of pressure to the back of his neck, Jinyoung moans and Jaebum slips his fingers through the younger’s sweat drenched black locks and pulls his head back by his strands. Jinyoung is pretty sure if someone asked him, he couldn't tell them his own name right now, too far gone. His eyes are rolled back, Jaebum is pounding into him so hard he's drooling onto the sheets.
“Hyung ah ah your dick….please knot me.” He drawls.
“You’re driving me crazy Jinyoungie…” he growls against his neck before nibbling at it. Jaebum can feel the heat pooling in the pit of his stomach as he rocks into Jinyoung and takes in his filthy whines.
He switches their positions again after he finally reaches his first climax and fills him, a mixture of slick and cum slipping out of the younger boy as Jaebum pulls out. He lays Jinyoung on his back again and hovers over him, he’s quickly hardened and enters him once more. Jinyoung writhes and whines underneath him as he quickly fucks the younger through his next orgasm.
“Hyung…” Jinyoung pants, he’s hard again and he can’t believe how much more he still wants even though his body feels limp and spent. And that clearly doesn’t stop Jaebum from continuing to wreck him. The force and dominance of the alpha has him sobbing with pleasure. The room is filled with nothing but the sound of their moans and the wet, squelching sound of Jinyoung’s dripping hole taking Jaebum so well.
He whimpers as Jaebum wraps his warm hand around his throat and applies pressure. Jinyoung can feel himself slipping away not because of the air being blocked from his lungs but from intense pleasure washing over his entire body, head to toe. He feels Jaebum let go a bit before he leans down and whispers into his ear, “don’t faint Jinyoung-ah, I want you to feel me knot you.” and Jinyoung loses the last bit of sanity he has as he cums hard all over both of their stomachs. Jaebum starts fucking even harder into his hypersentive body, “Ah hyung please…” he chokes out a whine before Jaebum is applying more pressure to his neck as he chases his own end.
Jinyoung’s eye flutter shut, the older boy's tight grip blocking his airway as he feels Jaebum fill him up for the second time. Only this time he feels his alpha's knot swelling inside of him, its foreign and slightly uncomfortable as he locks around him but he arches into it as the older boy continues to spill into him. Jaebum goes limp over him after he's done thrusting his knot into his small body.
When he catches his breath, Jaebum suddenly latches his mouth onto Jinyoung’s neck and he knows exactly what he’s doing. He can feel their bodies instantly forming an invisible connection as Jaebum bites hard enough to draw a little blood, linking them together for the rest of their lives.
A few hours have passed and Jinyoung stirs awake, sleep had taken him at some point after Jaebum had fucked him out and knotted him, his knot which was still inside of him, filling him, while Jaebum cradled his limp body. Jinyoung wiggled his butt a little trying to feel it a little more.
“Does that feel good?” Jaebum’s lips are right next to his ear and he thought the older boy was asleep so the question makes him jump a little.
“Shut up.” He blushes.
“Well can I tell you that you feel so good wrapped around me.” His breath hitches, why does he have to be this sexy. It feels like torture.
“Nngg hyung.”
“Should I fuck you with my knot?” Jinyoung’s eyes widen, how much fucking can he do in one night? More than Jinyoung can probably take because he's still sore and he's sure he will be for the next few days.
“You're so nasty hyung.” He says but Jaebum just grips his thigh and he can feel the other boy twitching inside of him. “You're nasty too Jinyoungie.” Jinyoung shudders when he licks the shell of his ear.
“I can't take anymore right now.”
“Oh but I thought you said you could handle me?” Jaebum growls.
“Oh fuck you.” Jinyoung huffs.
“I'm just kidding baby...but just don't run away anymore.” He whispers.
“I can't even if I wanted to idiot.” Jinyoung rolls his eyes.
“Hey watch your tone.” Jaebum warns, snapping his hips into Jinyoung’s to support the warning. “Ahhh fuck.” He moans, his body is still sensitive.
They lay there in silence for a few moments, still connected and Jinyoung figures he should be the first to say it since Jaebum has already confessed twice, now it's his turn, “hyung?”
“Yes babe.” He can hear the sleep creeping into Jaebum’s voice.
“I love you.” He confessed turning a bit to kiss Jaebum softly, his lips lingering.
“I love you too brat.” He sticks his tongue out which Jinyoung catches and sucks on for a bit before lapping at his lip piercing.
“Don't make me fuck you again little boy.”
“Is that a threat, daddy .” Jinyoung smirks but has no idea what he started when Jaebum’s eye narrow.
It's gonna be a long night.