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You didn’t expect that night with Christina to be the night you had the best orgasm of your life. She was so rough yet so so gentle and it leaves you craving more. You slept in a few extra minutes, luckily you didn’t have to do much today..
You pick up a very small orange and walk over to the crew so you can eat, when Christina comes from behind you. Sliding her arms around you. “Goodmorning sweetheart, did you sleep okay?” Christina whispers, her breath hitting the nape of your neck. “I slept perfectly, christi. I like sleeping with you..” you spoke the last sentence lower so she couldn’t hear, your face getting hotter each second. “Aww do you? You’re gonna sleep with me every night then, sweetheart” she finishes off with a wink. you can’t explain how much a simple gesture can do to you, a simple gesture from Christina. every time she calls you “sweetheart”, kisses you like she’s been dying for it, when she squeezes you. Everything just makes you want to forget everything else and just let her toy with you. You couldn’t stop thinking about it all day, the way she makes you look so pathetic, when she makes you beg, everything just makes you fall harder and harder. When she pulls away, your body nearly gives up. “Not right now sweetheart, kisses only,” she leans back in and slides her hand into your hair, tugging hard. “until it’s just us.” She whispered into your ear, knocking the wind from your chest. What does she mean by ‘just us’?
’will be be together after the mission?’
’will we live together?’
‘what if this is only for the occasion’
your mind is racing a hundred miles per hour. You eat your orange, trying desperately to suppress your thoughts and aching arousal. You don’t know how Christina pushes all of your buttons but you love it.
later on, you and the crew are taking photos of the moon, looking at craters and naming them. One crater was named after Reid’s late wife, one was named after the ship, and one was named after….
you.
when you heard your name, you didn’t think much of it at first, because you thought maybe someone needed help with something. But you heard your name, Christina’s voice, and what sounded like a wedding vow. you zoned out a few minutes after Christina started talking, you didn’t want to believe she was talking about you.
“I would like to request we name this crater ‘______’. Because ______ is very important to me, despite only known her a few days, i feel like we’ve made a serious connection, and I love her. Shes almost like apart of my soul, and the brightest light in my life. _____, I love you, my sweetheart.” Christina began to tear up at her own words. she really felt this for you. You also began to try as you were zoned out, because it feels like the feelings you had pressed deeply inside, were all just rapidly flowing out. After that segment, you all just kind of sat in silence, emotion still thick in the air, until you decided to move.
you glide over toward Christina, whose eyes are still puffy from crying. You look her directly in her eyes, before kissing her softly. This kiss was sweet, and calming, despite the sloppiness of the kiss, due to the both of you literally sobbing into each other’s mouths. When you both let up, Christina wipes her tears and leans in again to hug you. You melt into the hug, her thick biceps draping over your back, her head nuzzled in the crook of your neck. “I love you so fucking much, _____. I didn’t know I would get this attached to you. I feel like I’m suffocating when you’re more that 10 feet away from me. I want you by my side at all times, I wanna be there for you, right there, at your service whenever you need me. I’d do anything for you sweetheart.” She softly kisses your neck. Your chest aches as you manage to speak back.
“I love you too Christina..I didn’t think you felt the same, I thought it was just for the occasion. I love how you know just how to push my buttons, you know how to make me smile, I love that I get to spend every day of this mission, and every day after this mission with you, I’ll never leave your side Christina, ever.” You smile brightly at her, and kiss her forehead gently. You feel like the luckiest woman ever, you have such a smart, and beautiful woman with you and you wouldn’t have it any other way. The rest of the day goes on as normal, Reid and Jeremy taking photos via their phones, victor driving the spacecraft, and you and Christina, alone. You guys try to get this alone time all the time, it’s pretty hard with 3 other people. There are a few areas where you and Christina can sneak away to though..
“Sweetheart, come over here.” Christina glides over to a pretty tight spot on the aircraft. There’s a bunch of things strapped down everywhere, but it’s secluded enough. You squeeze into the space and sit next to Christina, who is just staring at you. You can’t read her expressions very well, but there’s something dark in her gaze this time. “Hmm I wonder, ____.” She used your actual name instead of ‘sweetheart’, that can’t be good. “You’re okay with the fact that I’m 47, right? I mean I’m old enough to maybe be..like your aunt, or mother. You’re fine with that?” The question catches you completely off guard. You guys’ve been fine since the start of this whole touchy-feely-date fandango you guys’ve started, now she asks questions? but you try to put a lot of effort into your answer, as well as a bit of vulnerability.
“Well yes..I’m okay with it, I mean I’m an adult too so I see nothing wrong..and I guess it just makes me feel..more secure..”
Wow. “Secure”. Homerun..😐
her gaze quickly shifts to a more confused look. “Secure? What do you mean? I’m assuming it must be something pretty huge..you’re turning pink.” She giggles as she takes her hand up to your cheek, stroking gently. “Sweetheart, will you tell me? I won’t judge you, okay? I just need to know why youre attracted to me, and what you want from our relationship.” The word ‘relationship’ made you doubt for a split second, but you shook it off and prepared to absolutely embarrass yourself.
“Uhm..” your voice is barely a mumble. “Im attracted to you..because..” you clear your throat quickly, Christina still patiently waiting for her answer. “Ilikethatyourebossyandyoutellmewhattodo..” you dip your head low towards your knees. “And..and..” your heart pounds as you look for the right phrasing to this next sentence “an- and..Ilikehowyoualwastakecareofme..in..both..ways…” your head thuds against your kneecaps. You just admitted to liking how she’s bossy, as if that wouldn’t raise questions. Although she bosses you around kindly, it still get you going, simply because it’s just her.
christina smiles a bit before lifting your head with with hand. “You like when I tell you what to do, sweetheart?” She coos, her expression softening. “I like telling you what to do. I have a tendency to be a bit commanding sometimes, but I’m glad you like it. And when you say ‘both ways’…”
great. She’s expecting another embarrassing answer.
”i mean sexually..yes..like when you tell me to cum for you…or to not cum at all..I like it.” Your face is beet red by this point. Your heart starts to clench subconsciously, anxious for her response. Instead, she kisses you gently. Her hands leaving your face, coming through your hair, tugging lightly, making you moan quietly. Your hands dart to her arms, squeezing her biceps. She groaned lightly into your mouth, one of her hands weaving itself free from your hair, and into your shirt. Your breath hitches at the feeling, your hands flying to her shoulders.
“I’ve barely done anything and look at you.” She says, as her hand slowly runs across your nipples. “a-ah— Christina..fuck-“ your hips jerk forward involuntarily, heat flaring all throughout your body. “Is that what you want, hm? You want me to control you? You want me to decide when you cum?” She gestures toward herself. “If you want me to decide, you won’t be cumming until later on, when everyone is asleep.” You whine suddenly. That’s too long, but you like that. You like knowing that there will be a reward at the end of this torture. “Yes, Christin- Christina— you decide please?” Your brain is like mush and TV static, it’s embarrassing how fast it takes for you to get all worked up. “Okay then sweetheart, I’ll help you fix yourself up, and then we’ll go with everyone else. Okay?” She pulls you in for a gentle hug, kissing you softly.
cliffhanger sorry guys💔