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Kurt felt Sebastian stir next to him, waking him up. He turned over groggily, watching Sebastian’s eyes flutter open sleepily making his heart flutter fondly. He looked so innocent waking up, so childlike. He made it so easy for Kurt to forget the events of last night, to forget the baby, to just forget everything and just admire him.
“Argh shit my head” Sebastian groaned breaking the spell
“That’s a hangover,” Kurt said condescendingly
It was as if Kurt’s voice flicked a switch, Sebastian shooting upright and staring at Kurt with wide eyes.
“I didn’t, did I?”
“Oh yes you did” sighed Kurt getting out of bed “I’ll go get you some aspirin”
“Fuck” Sebastian moaned collapsing back into the bed “Kurt I’m so sorry I’m-“
“Save it Sebastian” Kurt snapped, storming upstairs into the kitchen to get Sebastian some painkillers.
When Kurt returned to his room, aspirin and a glass of water in hand Sebastian was sitting at the edge of the bed, head in his hands. A sight that made Kurt sick.
“Sebastian” Kurt asked softly
Sebastian looked up, his eyes red and puffy.
“Thanks kitten” he croaked grabbing the glass out of Kurt’s hands, putting the tablet in his mouth and taking several loud gulps of the water.
Kurt ignored the pang in his chest when Sebastian used the endearment.
“Sebastian I told you, you can’t call me that anymore”
“Call you what? Kitten?” Sebastian snapped “Are you going to take that away from me too huh? As well as my child and oh I don’t know, all of my future happiness?”
There was a tense silence as they both glared at each other.
“You can’t do shit like this Sebastian, I mean fourteen drinks? You could have freaking killed yourself!” Kurt suddenly yelled
“God, I wish” mumbled Sebastian bitterly
And suddenly Kurt wanted to take back his words.
“What?” Kurt choked out
“That was kind of the idea”
“Why- why would you want to do that?” Kurt asked softly
“Because I’m tired Kurt, because I’m so damn tired of this emotional rollercoaster you keep putting me on” Sebastian sighed “Because I’m sick of being ‘the other women’ and your big dirty secret you keep hidden from everyone, I’m tired of having to watch him kiss you, hold you, love you and feeling like I want to die because that’s supposed to be me” Sebastian got louder getting off the bed and slowly approaching Kurt “And I’m tired of you lying to me about him, claiming that you love him when you and I both know that’s a load of crap”
“Sebastian I-“
“No more lies Kurt, no more games, no more secrets just say it, tell me the truth. Who is it going to be? Me or him?” Sebastian growled stepping into Kurt’s personal space, his lips inches from Kurt’s “Because I don’t know how much longer I can live like this” he whispered
Kurt looked into Sebastian’s green eyes, his heartbeat speeding up and his stomach swooping because god he was amazing and all Kurt wanted to do was just give in and kiss him.
So he did.
Kurt smashed his lips to Sebastian’s, taking the other boy by surprise and knocking him off balance. Sebastian recovered taking total control of the kiss, putting his hands on Kurt’s hips to steady himself as Kurt wrapped his arms around his neck.
“You, it’s always been you” Kurt said against Sebastian’s lips as he began to deepen the kiss.
They didn’t notice Burt come down the stairs; they didn’t notice him open the door. They didn’t notice him until he was clearing his throat, watching the whole scene unfold.
“Oh fuck” Kurt swore, pulling away as if he had been burnt “Dad I-”
Burt looked between the two of them in shock.
“Just come up stairs” said Burt gruffly “Both of you” and then disappeared back upstairs.
“Shit, please tell me your dad hasn’t got a shot gun,” groaned Sebastian
“I don’t know but I think we’re about to find out” Kurt sighed “Well I guess the secrets out might as well go upstairs and face my impending doom”
Sebastian intertwined their fingers, pressing chaste kiss to his lips.
“Let’s do this”
Both Burt and Carol were sitting in the living room anxiously as Sebastian and Kurt came upstairs.
“Sit down boys,” sighed Carol
Both boys sat down, their hands still clasped together tightly.
“So something tells me Blaine isn’t the father,” said Carol
Kurt and Sebastian looked at each other expectantly.
“Come on Kurt you don’t need to lie anymore” Burt insisted firmly
“Fine! So it isn’t Blaine’s” Kurt burst out
“How long have you two,” Burt motions between Sebastian and Kurt “Been going on?”
“A few months sir” Sebastian answered
“While Blaine was still in the picture?” asked Burt glaring at Sebastian
“That would be correct sir” Sebastian answered again “It was my fault-“
“My son can make his own damn decisions,” snapped Burt angrily cutting him off “However I wouldn’t find it hard to believe that you had a lot to do with this”
“Dad-“
“So this is the punk that really got you pregnant and then when he doesn’t get his own way throws a tantrum” Burt growls at Sebastian
“Burt I’m sure that’s not the whole story” Carol tried to reason
“No he’s right Mrs Hummel” Sebastian explained, “By the way I’m Sebastian, Sebastian Smythe”
“Smythe? Your dad is-“
“An state attorney yea” Sebastian sighed, “I messed up big time Mr and Mrs Hummel I really did but I love Kurt so damn much and I’m perfectly willing to clean up this mess if he would just let me”
“Go on” Burt grumbled
“My grandfather passed away last year and he kind of had a lot of money” Sebastian began
“How much”
“He was on the Millionaire list Mr Hummel”
“Burt kid, call me Burt” Burt said “Continue”
“Well we were really close so I inherited well- pretty much everything he owned”
Carol and Burt’s eyes widened and Kurt’s jaw dropped.
“My point is I can look after you son I really can, hell Kurt doesn’t even have to finish school after having the baby if he really doesn’t want to” Sebastian explained
“And what do you want in return?” Burt asked cautiously
Kurt’s stomach dropped.
“Nothing but Kurt and my child”
“Can we just stop for a minute and realise how crazy you all are!” Kurt suddenly interrupted “God we’re making deals for Christ sake”
“Well what do you want Kurt?” Carol asked sympathetically
“I want to figure out how I’m meant to explain this to Blaine and, oh I don’t know, everyone I know” Kurt yelled “Oh yeah Blaine by the way I’m leaving school to run away with Sebastian Smythe because he’s a multi millionaire now and the baby is actually his, bye” Kurt said sarcastically
“If you roles were reversed Kurt wouldn’t you want him to tell you?” Burt reasoned
Kurt sighed, “I know dad, no more lies”
“So I told my parents” Sebastian announced as the walked out of the Lima Bean later that afternoon.
Kurt stopped walking to turn to Sebastian in shock.
“What did they say?” Kurt asked
“Mum cried and dad said he kind of knew it would happen eventually, that was until I practically poured my heart out about how in love with you I am and how serious I was about us and their tune changed completely, I’m the favoured child now” Sebastian said grinning “Oh and they are insisting on meeting the man carrying their grandchild in person”
“Well I wasn’t expecting that,” said Kurt dumbfounded
Sebastian laughed “Me either honestly”
And that was when Kurt saw it, a familiar red car that only one person he knew owned.
Blaine.
Blaine’s features were distorted with anger as he stepped out of the car slamming the door behind him and he surged towards them. Kurt’s blood ran cold because it was so obvious.
Blaine knew.
And Sebastian looked equally as freaked out because he knew too that suddenly the last person is about to come into the equation.
And it was not going to be pretty.
“SEBASTIAN YOU SON OF A MOTHER FUCKING BITCH!” Blaine roared smashing his fist into Sebastian’s nose with a sickening crack, the sheer force of the punch sending Sebastian reeling backwards
“Blaine!” Kurt screams frozen to the spot in shock
Sebastian recovered quickly, smirking cruelly even with a bloody nose
“Well, well he finally catches on”
“You think I wouldn’t find out about this!” Blaine screamed turning to Kurt “How could you do this to me” tears begun to run down Blaine’s face “I thought you loved me”
“Blaine I-“
“Well he clearly didn’t” Sebastian said bluntly
“Shut the fuck up Sebastian,” Blaine yelled at him although it came out strained
“I’m so sorry Blaine I wanted to tell you I really did,” sobbed Kurt
“How long has it been going on for?” Blaine asked quietly
“A few months,” Kurt answered quickly
“And is it true that he’s the dad?”
Kurt nodded.
“Fuck you!” Blaine burst out slamming Sebastian in the jaw sending the other boy onto the ground
“Holy shit” Kurt breathed in shock
Sebastian simply began to laugh.
“If your done using me as a human punching bag Blaine,” said Sebastian picking himself up and brushing himself off
“No I’m not quite done yet,” Blaine growled
“Blaine!” Kurt screeched
“Look Blaine I’m sorry this happened to you alright? I really really am,” Sebastian started “I may seem like a jackass because I well am most of time but I’m serious”
“Your sorry?” Blaine repeated bitterly in disbelief “How fucking sick in the head are you? You go fuck my boyfriend behind my back and get him pregnant then mock me to my face and now you turn around and tell me your sorry?”
“Fucking damn it Blaine I couldn’t help myself! I fell in love with him just like you did and I tried so damn hard to fight it but I couldn’t” Sebastian yelled
“Well you should of-“
“Hello! ‘He’ is right over here and is really fucking over this” Kurt interrupted angrily “People are staring and while you guys sit here bashing each other up and confessing your undying love for me I’m standing right fucking here”
Both Blaine and Sebastian looked at him guiltily.
“Right,” said Kurt calmly “I’m in love with Sebastian Blaine and I’m sorry that it happened but it did and beating him up isn’t going to help it, this shouldn’t have gotten to this point and I’m so sorry it did, I love you like my best friend Blaine but I can’t feel anything more I’m sorry”
Blaine was silent for a few moments before speaking.
“So this is it for us,” Blaine said softly
“Yeah it is”
Blaine nodded quietly turning back to his car, taking one last backwards glance before slamming the driver door behind him and speeding back onto the Lima streets.
“Sebastian?” Kurt asked softly turning to Sebastian still bloody and bruised “Do you wanna go see a doctor?”
“No I’m fine,” Sebastian mumbled
“Why did you have to do that?” sighed Kurt
“Do what?”
“Rub it in like that”
“He hit me in the face!”
“Sebastian..”
“I’m sorry kitten” Sebastian apologized softly, pressing a kiss to Kurt’s cheek as a peace offering
“Oh no don’t ‘sorry kitten’ me Sebastian Smythe” snapped Kurt “That was awful and you know it”
“He deserved it, maybe if he had satisfied his own boyfriend I wouldn’t have had to do it for him” Sebastian retorted as they walked back towards his car
“Oh of course, how could I possibly forget that it was all just sex to you?” bit back Kurt sarcastically
Sebastian let out an exasperated sigh as he opened the passenger door for Kurt, who sent in him a dirty look before sliding into the car.
“Come on you know that’s not what I meant”
“Silly me, I totally forgot I had mind reading powers” Kurt deadpanned as Sebastian got into the drivers seat.
“Don’t be like this Kurt, you have worse things to deal with right now than me being a dickhead” Sebastian sighed starting the car
And suddenly Kurt remembered.
“Oh fuck, I bet he’s told all of glee club,” groaned Kurt
Sure enough when Kurt reached into his pocket and checked his phone he had 24 missed called and a string of text messages from almost every member of glee club.
From: Rachel Berry
Blaine just called me in hysterics and since you are clearly refusing to pick up your phone I will say what I have to say in text. How could you do this to Blaine? He loves you so much and now you’ve gone and hurt him like this it's truly despicable behaviour. Not to mention Sebastian Smythe of all people. Kurt really, everyone knows how many men he beds in fact I bet your not the first he has knocked up. However as your friend and being the understanding person I am, I will forgive you if you leave Sebastian and stay with Blaine the person who after what you’ve done to him really deserves happiness.
Yours truly, Rachel Berry
Kurt fought the urge to throw the phone through the window; his hands holding the phone with enough force that he was almost surprised it didn’t break in his hands. Trying to calm himself he read the next message.
From: Mercedes
Oh my god Kurt, Rachel just called me. How could do that to him? Blaine was crazy about you and you were sleeping Sebastian Smythe? That is so low Kurt especially now your having Sebastian’s kid, Blaine is never going to recover from this. How could you be so selfish? Berry is right, put the baby up for adoption and stay with Blaine who really loves you.
Mercedes text made him feel even worse than Rachel’s because unlike Rachel he cared about what Mercedes had to say about him and it actually hurt.
From: Finn
holy shit little bro, mum just told me. What the hell were u thinking? Don’t u remember what happened with quin and me last year, i can’t belive u did that 2 blaine
Kurt’s stomach twisted, memories of last year’s Quin, Finn and Puck baby drama flooding back to him, finding so many similarities in the situation it were scary. He pushed those thoughts away as he continued to read on.
From: Tina
Oh my goodness Kurt!! Sebastian Smythe? Really? :O
Well at least Tina seemed slightly more shocked and less angry.
From: Puckzilla
Woaaaaah dude, everyone in here is like losing their shit about u and that Sebastian guy. Everyone is probs giving u crap about it but don’t let em get you down, people make mistakes and shit (believe me I know) and it’ll get better.
Kurt felt a smile tug at his lips as he read Puck’s text, despite it’s crudeness the message was comforting, as were the next few.
From: Santan
Sup lady hummel, everyone is kinda freaking right now about you and that baby but don’t listen to them. Besides Sebastian beats hobbit by miles in the looks department and is probably better in bed too, so it’s completely understandable ;)
From: Quin Fabray
Hey Kurt, I think you already know what this is about I’m sure everyone has already texted you their dumb opinions. I just wanted to say that I get what your going through I really do and I was hoping that if you wanted to talk you could meet me a Breadsticks tonight around 7? You can bring Sebastian if you want, I haven’t really met him properly and I would really like to. Just know that you are not alone and there are people that still care about you and you will get through this.
Kurt sighed looking up from his phone, Sebastian had his hands clenched tightly around the steering wheel and his eyes fixed to the road, similar to the day Kurt had told him he was pregnant. Quin was right, there were still people that cared about him even if some people never spoke to him again he would always at least have Sebastian. Everything was going to be ok.
Then his phone started to buzz again.
From: Unknown Number
Slut.
From Unknown Number
Well Well Well look what blushing virgin turned out to be a dirty hoar
From: Unknown Number
Faggot Mc Slutpants
The messages just kept coming, each more venomous than the last. Kurt felt sick, his stomach churning as he felt tear begin to trail down his face. And then the car stopped.
“Show me the phone” Sebastian demanded, his eyes never leaving the spot they were fixed on outside the window.
“But-“
“Show me the phone Kurt”
Kurt reluctantly handed Sebastian the phone, watching Sebastian scroll through the messages. Sebastian’s expressions changed from ridiculous anger, slight amusement and then back to anger again as he stared down at the phone.
“I’m going to keep this,” he said finally slipping the mobile into his pocket
“What! Why?” Kurt screeched blindly grabbing for Sebastian’s pocket
Sebastian’s hand stopped him.
“Look at me kitten” he demanded coaxing Kurt’s head upwards to meet his eyes “Calm down for second ok?”
Kurt pouted “But I am calm,”
Sebastian laughed a bit to loudly.
“Really kitten? Because you’ve been biting my head off since we got in the car”
“I have not”
“Here we go again with the arguing”
Kurt opened his mouth to explain that he was absolutely not being argumentative when Sebastian cut him off.
“To answer your question, this phone is going to my father so we can trace those unknown numbers”
“You don’t have to do that” Kurt tried to reason
“Yes I do kitten or it’ll just get worse” Sebastian sighed chastely kissing Kurt’s lips “I get that your really stressed out but I just” Sebastian rubbed the back of his neck nervously “I love you kitten, so much and I wish you would not- not take it out on-on me” he stuttered the last part nervously as if he was afraid Kurt would blow up at him.
And suddenly Kurt felt so very, very guilty because had been taking everything out on Sebastian since Blaine had turned up and Sebastian didn’t deserve it in fact Sebastian had taken the wrath for just about everything that had happened and Kurt shouldn’t- he had no right to.
They sat there in silence as Kurt struggled to find an apology that would cover everything he’d put Sebastian through.
“I’m sorry I shouldn’t said anything that was stupid of me-“
“Stop apologizing for once Sebastian” Kurt said firmly, cutting Sebastian off “I love you and I’m sorry about the hellish nightmare me and this baby have put you through and I’m sorry about the lying and the snapping and taking everything out on you because I didn’t want to admit the fact that a lot of this is my own goddamn fault”
Sebastian surged forward, connecting their mouths messily in the middle.
“It doesn’t matter now we have each other”
“No it doesn’t”
“I love you Kurt”
“I love you too Sebastian”