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Monday morning finds Atsumu standing outside the kindergarten gates thirty minutes early, two coffees balanced in his hands while he questions every single life decision that led him here.
The sky hangs gray and damp, the air still carrying last night’s rain. He doesn’t have to be early. He knows that. Yet his body had betrayed him completely, waking up before the alarm with thoughts already tangled around dark curls, careful hands, and the faint pink that had crept over Sakusa’s ears on Friday afternoon.
Deeply unfair.
He glares down at the coffee cup in his left hand like it personally betrayed him. The warmth seeps through the paper into his palm, steady and mocking.
“You’ve got it bad,” Osamu had informed him over the phone yesterday with immense satisfaction in his voice.
“Shut up.”
“He fixes yer apron once and suddenly yer domesticated.”
“Yer blocked.”
“You called me.”
Unfortunately, Osamu had a point.
Atsumu had spent the entire weekend thinking about Sakusa. Not in some dramatic, sweeping way that would have been easier to laugh off. No, it was the small, constant things that refused to leave him alone. Spotting a pack of disinfectant wipes at the store and automatically reaching for them. Passing a bakery and wondering what kind of pastries Sakusa might actually enjoy beyond his sad black coffee. Catching himself buying a sheet of strawberry stickers because he knew Yui would lose her mind screaming with joy. Even his laundry had smelled faintly of crayons and hand soap now, like the kindergarten had seeped into every part of his life.
Pathetic behavior. Absolutely catastrophic.
The kindergarten door creaks open before he can spiral any further. Sakusa steps outside carrying a sturdy box of art supplies against his chest, dark curls still slightly damp from his morning routine. He stops the moment he notices Atsumu standing there.
A tiny pause settles between them. Not awkward exactly. Just surprised, like Sakusa’s carefully ordered world had shifted half a step off its usual track.
“...You’re early,” Sakusa says, voice calm and even as always.
Atsumu lifts the extra coffee automatically before his brain catches up. Then he immediately regrets every choice that led to this moment.
Sakusa looks at the cup. Then at Atsumu. Those sharp eyes soften just a fraction.
“You bought me coffee?”
Abort mission. Abort immediately.
Atsumu laughs weakly, rubbing the back of his neck. “Well when ye say it like that, it sounds weird.”
“It is weird.”
“Right. Cool. Great. I’ll just throw myself into traffic now.”
Something flickers briefly across Sakusa’s face. Not quite amusement, but closer this time, warmer. He adjusts his grip on the box.
“You remembered my order,” he says quietly.
Atsumu freezes. Because he had. Without even thinking about it. Black coffee. No sugar. No cream. Just the way Sakusa always took it.
The realization settles warm and heavy beneath Atsumu’s skin, spreading through his chest like sunlight.
He shrugs helplessly instead, trying to play it casual. “Ye drink the saddest coffee known tae mankind. Figured I’d spare the rest of us from watching ye suffer.”
Sakusa takes the cup carefully from his hand. Their fingers brush briefly, skin warm from the coffee. Atsumu’s heart immediately becomes unusable, thudding hard against his ribs.
“Thank you,” Sakusa says.
Simple words. Soft voice.
And somehow… Atsumu feels more affected by that quiet thank you than he ever did after entire stadiums full of people chanting his name during volleyball matches.
He stands there like an idiot, watching Sakusa take the first sip, the steam curling up between them in the cool morning air.
Oh.
Oh.
“My brother was right. Imma glue myself to a wall…”
The classroom slowly fills with sleepy children over the next hour.
Tiny shoes pile up near the entrance in colorful, chaotic heaps. Rain jackets get abandoned in the wrong cubbies, sleeves dangling like forgotten flags. Someone immediately starts crying because another child “looked at him weird.” Normal Monday behavior, loud and messy and alive.
Atsumu crouches down to help Ren hang up his backpack on the low hook. The boy’s dark hair still falls into his eyes, but he seems a little less tense these days. Progress that makes something soft twist in Atsumu’s chest.
Yui runs directly into his legs at dangerous speed, nearly knocking him over.
“Miya-sensei!”
“Good mornin’ tae you too, tiny menace.”
She gasps dramatically, hands on her hips. “I’m not a menace! I’m the Queen President!”
“Coulda fooled me with that tackle.”
Behind them, Sakusa quietly takes over helping another child unzip their stubborn coat without interrupting the playful argument at all. His movements stay precise, sleeves rolled once at the wrists, sanitizer bottle clipped neatly to his pocket.
By lunchtime the classroom buzzes with noise and movement. Bright drawings from last week still decorate the walls, curling slightly at the edges. Atsumu sits cross-legged beside a group of children aggressively debating whether penguins have knees while Sakusa organizes snack trays nearby with focused efficiency.
“Why do you keep staring?” Sakusa says without looking up from the apple slices he’s arranging.
Atsumu nearly inhales his apple juice. “I am–”
“You walked into the bookshelf earlier. Again.”
The children immediately look scandalized, eyes wide. “Miya-sensei got bullied by furniture again!” one whispers loudly.
“Traumatic experience,” Atsumu mutters, rubbing his elbow where it had connected with the shelf. “The thing came out of nowhere, I swear!”
The afternoon passes warm and noisy around them. They build block towers with the kids, read stories in silly voices, and somehow survive three separate crayon emergencies. Outdoor playtime starts with excited cheers until sudden rain interrupts everything. Children groan dramatically while teachers herd everyone back inside, small hands clutching at sleeves.
“Tragic,” Atsumu says as several kids cling to his arms in protest. “Yer all prisoners now. The rain wins today.”
“We can still play inside,” Ren says quietly beside him, tugging gently at Atsumu’s apron.
Atsumu blinks down at the boy, then smiles wide and genuine. “That’s true. Smartest kid here, aren’t ye?”
Ren ducks his head shyly, but Atsumu catches the tiny pleased smile before it disappears into his sweater. Across the room, Sakusa watches the interaction silently. Something soft settles in his expression, lingering long enough for Atsumu to notice. Long enough to make his pulse trip strangely and send warmth spreading through his ribs.
Cleanup arrives before Atsumu feels ready for the day to end. Again. The children get picked up one by one, full of noisy goodbyes and sticky hugs, until golden evening light fills the classroom in long, sleepy stretches across the paint-speckled floor.
A familiar scene now. Comfortable.
Sakusa wipes down tables with steady, overlapping strokes. Atsumu stacks chairs nearby, the wooden legs scraping softly against the tiles.
“You missed glitter,” Sakusa says suddenly.
Atsumu groans immediately. “Again?”
“Your cheek.”
“Oh. Right.”
Atsumu rubs at his face uselessly, smearing it worse. Sakusa watches him for a moment, then sighs softly and steps closer, setting the cloth aside.
“Here.”
Everything in Atsumu’s body becomes too aware all at once. The faint scent of soap and hand sanitizer. The quiet way Sakusa moves.
Sakusa reaches up carefully. His thumb brushes lightly beneath Atsumu’s eye, then along his cheekbone in slow, deliberate strokes, catching the stubborn sparkles. Warm skin. Close enough to feel the steady rhythm of his breathing. Close enough that Atsumu can see the faint freckle near Sakusa’s temple and the way his dark lashes cast small shadows.
Atsumu goes very still, heart hammering.
“There,” Sakusa murmurs, voice low. His thumb lingers a second longer than necessary, tracing one final gentle pass.
Neither of them moves away afterward.
The classroom feels painfully quiet all of a sudden, the usual chaos replaced by rain tapping softly against the windows and the distant sound of a parent’s car pulling away outside. Atsumu looks at Sakusa’s face from this short distance and realizes something dangerous: he could do this forever. The quiet evenings, the shared space, the careful touches. The thought terrifies him slightly, but it feels right.
“Ye really gotta stop touchin’ me like that,” Atsumu says softly, barely above a whisper.
Sakusa’s hand pauses against his cheek, warm and steady. “Why?”
There’s no teasing in the question. Only that same terrible sincerity Sakusa always carries when he genuinely wants an answer, eyes dark and intent.
Atsumu exhales shakily through his nose. “Because I’m gonna start thinkin’ ye mean somethin’ by it.”
Sakusa looks at him for one long, quiet moment. The golden light catches in his curls and softens every sharp line of his face.
Then he says, very softly,
“I do.”
Atsumu’s breath catches hard in his throat.
Before Atsumu can recover properly, Sakusa leans in.
The kiss is soft from the very beginning. Careful. Almost hesitant for the first second, like Sakusa is giving him time to pull away if he wants to.
Atsumu doesn’t.
Warm lips brush against his once, gentle enough to make his chest ache. Then Sakusa kisses him again, a little surer this time, one hand resting lightly against Atsumu’s cheek.
Atsumu makes a tiny startled sound before kissing him back immediately.
Oh.
Oh, this—
This feels unfairly natural.
Weeks of standing shoulder-to-shoulder during cleanup, brushing hands while passing markers, lingering too long after the children left for the day; somehow all of it settles perfectly into this moment.
Sakusa’s thumb moves slowly against his cheekbone, grounding him instantly.
Atsumu’s fingers curl instinctively into the sleeve of Sakusa’s sweater, holding on without really thinking about it.
The kiss never turns hurried. It stays warm and quiet and close, the kind of kiss built from shared routines and soft evening light and tiny paper crowns scattered across classroom tables.
When they finally pull apart, Atsumu barely realizes they’re both smiling a little.
Their foreheads rest together for a moment, breathing uneven in the golden afternoon quiet.
Sakusa’s hand remains lightly at the side of his face.
Atsumu laughs softly under his breath, still sounding a little stunned.
“Well,” Atsumu manages, voice rough. “That was…”
Sakusa’s mouth curves faintly. “Necessary.” Then, his face drops. “…Oh—”
“I KNEW IT!”
Both of them jerk apart violently. Yui stands there pointing at them with the wild triumph of a child who just solved an international conspiracy. Behind her, her exhausted mother covers her face with one hand, shoulders shaking with silent laughter or mortification.
Atsumu nearly dies on the spot, face burning hot.
Sakusa closes his eyes briefly like he’s reconsidering every choice that led him here, ears turning that familiar faint pink.
Yui gasps dramatically, bouncing on her toes. “You ARE octopus! THEY ARE OCTOPUS!”
Atsumu lets out a helpless laugh, burying his face in one hand while Sakusa turns away to hide his own expression.
Outside, the rain keeps falling.
Inside, the lights glow warm against the dim afternoon, wrapping around laughter and lingering embarrassment and the quiet impossibly tender thing unfolding between them.
Maybe it had always hidden itself in the small things instead.
In the details scattered carefully around a classroom.