Archive of Our Own

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In Greek mythology, the Furies represent unrelenting vengeance, guilt, and the unbreakable laws of cosmic order and blood kinship. They serve as personified curses that torment wrongdoers until their sins are atoned for.

January 13, 2011
New York City

The heavy deadbolt of the Tribeca apartment clicked shut behind Scott, but the immediate, crushing silence of the entryway offered no relief.

He tossed his keys into the bowl on the console table. He should have felt lighter. Knowing that Carter, Eric, and Greg had seamlessly closed ranks behind him had finally fractured the suffocating isolation of the NHL closet.

But the newfound freedom at the rink didn't silence the ticking clock in his own home.

Every single time Scott walked through his front door now, his enforcer radar was dialed to a frantic, agonizing maximum. He braced himself, listening to the quiet, terrified of what he was going to find. He lived in perpetual dread of the day Callaghan finally stopped touching and actually crossed the absolute, unforgivable line.

"Kip?" Scott called out as he dropped his gear bag onto the hardwood floor, stepping into the dim light of the living room.

He found him sitting on the edge of the Italian leather sofa. Kip hadn't even taken his winter coat off. His Züca bag was abandoned awkwardly in the middle of the rug. The skater was staring blankly at the muted television screen, his hands resting loosely between his knees.

Scott’s heart plummeted straight into his boots.

The atmospheric drop in the room was chilling. This wasn't the frantic, vibrating terror that usually followed a run-in with Callaghan. There were no tears, no rigid spine, no hyperventilating panic. Kip just looked entirely, utterly hollowed out.

It happened, Scott thought, a cold, sickening wave of nausea twisting his stomach. He crossed the line.

Scott crossed the room, his heavy footsteps quiet against the rug. He approached the skater like he was defusing a live bomb. Mindful of the space his boyfriend needed, Scott sank onto the heavy oak coffee table directly across from the sofa, keeping his knees inches from Kip’s without boxing him in.

"Hey," the hockey player murmured, keeping his voice deliberately low and careful. He searched Kip's bruised, exhausted eyes. "What happened?"

The younger man blinked, pulling his gaze away from the blank TV screen. "Peter pulled me into the office."

Scott’s chest violently seized. His jaw locked, his hands curling into white-knuckled fists against his own thighs as he braced for the absolute worst.

"Vance was on the speakerphone," Kip continued, his voice completely flat, devoid of its usual melodic cadence. "The agency needs a counter-narrative for Johnny Weir's book release. Visa and Nike are stalling the Q1 renewals."

Scott froze. He stared at his boyfriend, his brain frantically processing the pivot.

"And?" the captain asked, his pulse hammering a frantic rhythm in his throat.

"And they want Elena in the friends-and-family box at Nationals next week," Kip said, staring at a spot on the coffee table just past Scott's hip. "They want the cameras on her. They want the Kiss and Cry reaction shots. Vance said if I don't give them the traditional American optic, the sponsorships freeze. I can't afford my ice time, and I don't go to Worlds."

A massive, staggering wave of relief crashed over Scott so hard he felt dizzy.

It was corporate. It was just the agency. It was just money and PR.

The sheer relief of knowing Kip hadn't been assaulted morphed instantly into a desperate, aggressive urge to throw his wallet at the problem just to get Kip the hell away from that building.

"So buy your own ice time," Scott said simply.

The younger man finally looked at him, a faint furrow appearing between his brows.

"I'm serious," Scott pressed, leaning forward slightly, resting his elbows on his knees. He kept his tone completely matter-of-fact. "Tell Vance to go to hell, and let the sponsorships freeze. I make seven million dollars a year, Kip. I live in a one-bedroom apartment, my Jeep is paid off, and my biggest expense is vintage car parts. I have more money than I know what to do with. I will happily write a check for every single hour of ice time at Chelsea Piers, your custom Harlicks, and whatever else you need. You don't have to pimp out Elena to pay your bills."

For a fraction of a second, the heavy, deadened look in Kip’s eyes cracked. A profound, aching warmth bled into the skater's expression, his gaze softening as he looked at the hockey player.

"I know for a fact you don't have more money than you know what to do with," Kip murmured softly, a sad, intensely fond smile touching his lips. "I see the mail, Scott. I know you give most of it away to fund youth leagues for orphaned and poor kids who can't afford their gear. You already buy ice time for people who need it."

Scott’s jaw tightened slightly, a faint flush creeping up the back of his neck at having his private philanthropy called out. "You're my partner. That's different."

"Scott," the younger man breathed, shaking his head slowly. "I can't take your money."

"It's not charity. It's an investment," Scott countered immediately, refusing to let Kip's pride shut the door. "Hockey players do it all the time. If a guy is getting squeezed by management, you float him. Let me do this."

"It isn't just about the ice time," Kip whispered, the brief spark of warmth fading back into a suffocating exhaustion. He pulled his knees up slightly, wrapping his arms around his own torso. "If I go rogue and drop the agency's PR mandate, they don't just freeze my funds. They freeze my career. Apex controls the narrative. They'll tell the USFSA I'm a liability. The federation will pull my Grand Prix assignments. In figure skating, if you don't have the political backing of the agency, the judges tank your component scores. You can't just... request a trade to another city like you can in the NHL. It’s a monopoly. They own the ice."

Scott stared at him, the logistical reality of the trap settling heavily into his brain. In his world, if a coach was manipulative or management was toxic, you called your agent, you requested a trade, and you went to play for another city. The idea of an entire sport being locked behind a single, inescapable corporate boardroom was sickening.

"So what did you tell them?" the captain asked quietly.

"I told them to book her flight," Kip said, his voice dropping into a ragged, miserable whisper. "I dragged my best friend right back into the crossfire because I'm too much of a coward to lose my spot on the podium."

Scott’s chest ached. "You aren't a coward, Kip. You're surviving a hostage situation."

"I don't think I can survive it anymore."

The words were so quiet, Scott almost missed them.

He froze. He looked at Kip, waiting for the skater to elaborate, waiting for the familiar pivot to a complaint about Callaghan's training methods or the media pressure.

But the younger man just stared back, his dark eyes brimming with a quiet, devastating finality.

"I was sitting in my car downstairs," Kip said, his voice remarkably steady despite the tears welling on his lower lash line. "And I just... I kept thinking about you and the boys. How you all bleed for each other. How Carter and Greg take hits for you on the ice, and you do the same for them. How they formed a shield around you the second you told them the truth."

Kip swallowed hard, a single tear slipping down his pale cheek. "And I realized that if I stay in this sport, I'm never going to have a shield. I'm just going to be isolated with Peter, and forced to use Elena, until there's nothing left of me. I think I'm done, Scott. I think I need to quit."

The absolute shock hit Scott like an open-ice check.

His brain completely stalled. In the NHL, you played until your body literally broke. You played with fractured ribs, torn ligaments, and concussions. Walking away in the middle of your prime was a concept so entirely alien to Scott’s DNA that he couldn't even process the geometry of it.

His first instinct was to fight. To tell Kip he couldn't just throw away a World Championship title. To demand they find another way.

But as he looked at the twenty-year-old sitting on the sofa—looking so incredibly small, drowned in a heavy winter coat, carrying the psychological bruises of an insidious corporate machine and a predatory coach—the hockey player's perspective violently shifted.

The sport wasn't breaking Kip's body. It was actively killing his soul.

Scott took a slow, deep breath, burying every single competitive hockey instinct he possessed. He reached across the narrow space, his hands gently gripping Kip's knees.

"Okay," Scott said.

Kip blinked, clearly startled by the lack of an argument. "Okay?"

"If you want to walk away, we walk away," Scott vowed, his voice a low, immovable bedrock of support in the quiet living room. "I will help you draft a retirement statement tomorrow. We'll clear out your locker at Chelsea Piers. We'll figure out what comes next. If the ice is costing you this much, sweetheart, it isn't worth it. I've got you."

A sharp, ragged sob tore out of Kip's throat. He leaned forward, burying his face in his hands, completely overwhelmed by the absolute lack of conditions in Scott's love.

Scott moved off the coffee table, sliding onto the sofa beside Kip. He wrapped his arm securely around the skater's shoulders, pulling him flush against his side, letting Kip cry against his chest. He held him, rubbing a slow, steady rhythm into his back.

But as Kip's breathing slowly began to even out, the strategist in Scott refused to fully surrender the ice.

"If you want to quit, I am right beside you," Scott murmured into Kip's hair, keeping his tone carefully measured. He didn't want to trigger the frantic panic they had navigated in the past. "But before we burn the house down... let me give you another option."

Kip sniffled, pulling back just enough to look up at him, his brown eyes guarded but listening.

"I talked to the boys about the situation," Scott confessed quietly.

The younger man stiffened instantly, his hands gripping the front of Scott's t-shirt. "You told them about Peter?"

"I didn't use your name. I didn't say it was figure skating," Scott reassured him immediately, his hand cupping the back of Kip's neck to keep him anchored. "But Eric knows a guy. A fixer in the NHL legal department. A shark who deals specifically in quiet, non-disclosure extractions. We don't have to go to the press, and we don't have to go to the federation. But if we can get Elena or someone to find the digital leverage on Callaghan... we can use Eric's guy to force the agency to cut your coach loose without touching your sponsorships."

Kip stared at him, his chest rising and falling in shallow hitches. The terror of involving Elena and an outside lawyer warred visibly with the desperate, flickering hope of actually being free.

"Elena hacking his past... it's a massive risk, Scott," the skater whispered.

"I know," Scott agreed, his thumb stroking a soothing arc against Kip's neck. "And I won't do a damn thing without your permission. But just... think about it. You don't have to quit today."

Kip looked at the coffee table, the heavy silence stretching out between them. Finally, he gave a slow, exhausted nod, leaning his head back onto Scott's shoulder.

"I'll think about it," Kip promised softly.

***

Late January 2011
Greensboro, North Carolina

The concourse of the Greensboro Coliseum was a stifling, echoing cavern of noise.

It smelled like synthetic ice, burnt pretzels, and aggressive desperation. VIP lanyards clacked against chests as USFSA officials, agency handlers, and broadcast technicians swarmed the restricted corridors ahead of the Men's Short Program.

Kip stood pressed against a cold concrete pillar near the friends-and-family entrance, attempting to make himself as invisible as possible. He was wearing his team warm-up jacket, the zipper pulled halfway up his chest. Beneath the heavy fabric, his hand was tucked safely inside, his fingers obsessively seeking out the silver St. Christopher medallion resting against his sternum. He rubbed his thumb over the raised metal, tracing the grooves over and over again, treating the silver chain like a protective talisman.

He felt sick.

In thirty minutes, he had to walk into the staging area and meet Peter. His stomach violently churned at the thought. The quiet, creeping dread that had been slowly suffocating him for months had finally calcified into a permanent, terrifying reality. Peter wasn't the childhood idol who had saved his career anymore; he was a warden.

Back in New York, Kip had survived their daily practices by counting down the minutes until he could retreat to the absolute safety of the Tribeca apartment. But here in Greensboro, there was no sanctuary to run home to. Being trapped in the hotel and the arena bubble made Kip feel dangerously exposed, terrified that the isolation of the away competition would finally untie his coach's hands entirely. He had absolutely no idea how he was going to survive the week without actively throwing up.

His phone buzzed in the pocket of his track pants, vibrating sharply against his thigh.

Kip flinched. Assuming it was a text from the agency demanding to know if the "optics" were in place, the skater reluctantly pulled the phone out.

The screen illuminated the dim corridor. It wasn't the agency.

[From: Scott]
Just stepping onto the ice for morning skate. Take a breath, sweetheart. Remember last weekend.

An image file downloaded below the text. Kip tapped it open.

The anxiety locking up Kip's spine instantly, profoundly fractured.

It was a selfie Scott had taken in the dim, fluorescent light of his Brooklyn garage last weekend. In the foreground, the hockey player was grinning—a massive, impossibly boyish smile that crinkled the corners of his hazel eyes. But in the background, slightly out of focus, was Kip. He was wearing an absolutely filthy, oil-stained t-shirt, leaning over the open driver’s side door of the '68 Chevelle. There was a dark, ridiculous streak of black grease smeared directly across Kip’s cheek, and he was laughing so hard his eyes were crinkled shut.

Kip stared at the photo, a soft, helpless smile breaking across his own pale face.

The memory of last weekend washed over him, a visceral, grounding wave of heat that instantly overwrote the sterile chill of the arena.

Scott had stood directly behind him in the freezing garage. The heavy, metallic scent of motor oil and raw gasoline hung in the air, but beneath the grime was the sharp, deeply anchoring scent of ancient forest and wet ink radiating off the hockey player's heated skin. Scott’s broad chest was pressed solidly against Kip's back, his massive, grease-stained hands gently covering Kip’s smaller ones as they held the pristine chrome center cap over the steering column.

"You have to line up the notches, sweetheart," the hockey player had murmured, his gravelly voice dropping an octave, vibrating warmly against the shell of Kip's ear. "Don't force it. Just feel where it wants to sit. Press here."

Scott's calloused thumbs had stroked over the backs of Kip's hands, applying a firm, guiding pressure. Kip’s breath had hitched, but not in fear. The physical proximity—the commanding, hands-on instruction—hadn't triggered a single ounce of panic. Instead, feeling completely, utterly safe, a heavy, pooling heat had flooded straight to Kip's core.

"I feel it," the skater had breathed out. He instinctively tilted his hips backward, pressing his ass flush against the denim of Scott’s jeans. The heavy, unmistakable ridge of Scott's arousal was already hard against him. Kip deliberately rolled his hips back, grinding against it just once.

Scott's breath had hitched violently, his calloused hands instantly tightening like steel bands around Kip's wrists. The older man let out a dark, guttural groan, his hips surging forward to grind right back into Kip's backside with demanding friction. The chrome cap had snapped perfectly into place with a satisfying click, but neither of them had cared.

With a surge of raw strength, Scott had hauled him backward out of the car, spinning him around and lifting him effortlessly onto the scarred wooden surface of the workbench.

It had been messy, frantic, and unbelievably hot. Kip's back had pressed against scattered wrenches and cold wood, completely grounded by the burning, overwhelming heat of the hockey player driving into him. Every time Kip had arched his spine, throwing his head back to moan into the echoing garage, Scott’s large, calloused hand had clamped firmly over his mouth.

"Shh," Scott had growled playfully against his neck, his hips slapping a brutal, wet rhythm against Kip's thighs. "Sound carries, sweetheart. Gotta keep you quiet."

The restriction hadn't been silencing; it had been thrilling. Kip had completely surrendered, his muffled cries vibrating against Scott's palm as he came in a blinding, messy rush, completely covered in sweat and motor oil.

Standing in the Greensboro concourse, Kip let out a long, shaky exhale. His body wasn't broken. His nervous system knew exactly what safe, protective touch felt like.

"If you stare at that screen any harder, it’s going to spontaneously combust."

Kip jumped, locking his phone instantly and shoving it back into his pocket.

Elena was standing a few feet away, her arms crossed over a chic, heavily branded USA Figure Skating jacket the agency had undoubtedly forced her into. Her dark hair was pulled back into a sleek ponytail, and her sharp brown eyes were narrowed in an expression of pure, unadulterated skepticism.

"Sorry," Kip stammered, his cheeks flushing a dark, treacherous red. "I was just checking the time."

"Right. The time," Elena deadpanned. She stepped closer, invading his space, and dropped her voice so the passing officials wouldn't hear. "Kip, you were smiling at your phone like a lovesick Victorian maiden. Tell your incredibly massive, strangely terrifying boyfriend to stop distracting you. Some of us skipped syllabus week to be here."

The warm flush on Kip's cheeks immediately drained away, replaced by a cold, sickening wave of guilt. He dropped his gaze to the concrete floor.

"El, I'm so sorry," the skater whispered, his shoulders slumping. "I tried to tell Vance no. I told him you needed to be in class. He threatened the Visa renewal, and I just... I panicked. I'm so sorry I dragged you down here to play a prop again."

Elena’s entire demeanor shifted in a fraction of a second. The sarcastic, no-nonsense armor vanished.

She took a step forward, reaching out to gently grab Kip by the forearms. She squeezed them tightly, ducking her head to force him to meet her eyes.

"Hey. Stop that," Elena commanded softly, her dark eyes fiercely protective. "You think I give a shit about a 100-level cybersecurity lecture? I read the textbook on the plane. You're doing me a favor, honestly. The professor has the voice of a dying metronome."

Kip let out a weak, watery huff of a laugh, though the guilt still knotted heavily in his chest. "You don't have to lie to make me feel better."

"I’m not lying," Elena stated firmly. She let go of his arms, reaching up to adjust the collar of his USA jacket with a fond, exasperated sigh. "You're my best friend, Kip. If the corporate vampires at Apex need to see me sit in a plastic chair and clap to keep your custom skates paid for, I will sit in the chair. I am your ride-or-die. You don't ever have to apologize for needing me."

Kip swallowed hard, the absolute, unconditional loyalty making his throat burn. He didn't deserve her. He didn't deserve Scott. But having them both in his corner was the only reason his legs weren't currently giving out.

"Thank you," Kip breathed.

"You're welcome," Elena smiled. But as she smoothed her hands down his lapels, her sharp eyes caught the way Kip’s thumb had instinctively returned to the silver chain beneath his shirt. She paused, her gaze flicking up to search his pale face. The protective humor bled completely out of her expression.

"Kip," she asked, her voice dropping into a quiet, serious register. "Are you actually okay? You look like you're walking to an execution."

Kip froze.

The urge to tell her everything was suffocating. She was standing right in front of him. He could tell her about Peter. He could tell her about the locked hotel room in Beijing, the lingering hands, the terrifying grooming that was slowly suffocating him. She would know what to do. Scott was begging him to let Elena help.

But as he looked at her standing there in the agency-mandated jacket, having already sacrificed her week just to keep his sponsorships alive, the words died in his throat. He couldn't drag her into a scandal that might legally implicate her. He couldn't tarnish her clean record with corporate blackmail.

"I'm fine," Kip lied smoothly, releasing the silver medallion and dropping his hands to his sides. He pasted on the Golden Boy smile. "Just the usual pre-skate jitters. I'm still fighting the entry edge on the Triple Axel."

His best friend studied him for a long, heavy second. She clearly didn't believe the lie, but she was sharp enough to know this wasn't the time or the place to push.

"Alright," Elena finally said, taking a step back and seamlessly sliding her polished, media-ready armor back into place. She offered him a bright, artificial smile and hooked her arm securely through his. "Come on, Sparkles. I saw the NBC camera crew lurking by the VIP entrance. If we have to play the game, let's give the vultures exactly what they paid for so they'll leave you the hell alone before your skate."

Kip nodded, letting her drag him down the concourse toward the blinding glare of the television lights.

He leaned into her side, forcing a bright, relaxed laugh for the cameras as the flashbulbs began to pop. But beneath the heavy fabric of his jacket, his heart hammered a frantic, terrified rhythm against his ribs. The PR charade was exhausting, but it was nothing compared to the nightmare waiting for him.

In ten minutes, the cameras would disappear, and he would have to walk into the holding area to face his coach entirely alone.

***

The gold medal hanging heavily around Kip’s neck felt like it was made of solid lead.

He stood on the highest tier of the podium in the center of the Greensboro Coliseum, the blinding glare of the arena spotlights reflecting off the pristine ice. The crowd was a deafening, roaring wall of sound, celebrating his third consecutive National title, but Kip was completely numb to it.

He was running on absolute fumes. The physical toll of the Free Skate, combined with the suffocating, crushing anxiety he had been carrying for weeks, had completely depleted his central nervous system. He mechanically smiled for the cameras, waving his bouquet of flowers, but his vision was blurring at the edges.

The next hour was an agonizing, sensory blur.

He was ushered directly off the ice, through the Mixed Zone, and forced into the bright, sterile press conference room. The flashbulbs burst like physical blows against his retinas, dozens of microphones were thrust in his direction, reporters shouting over each other to ask about his "triumphant return" and the "brilliance of Peter Callaghan's new choreography." Kip's brain completely shut down. He pasted on his bright, media-trained smile, his mouth moving mechanically to feed them the empty, polished PR quotes they wanted to hear while the room spun around him.

By the time he finally escaped the press and retreated into the quiet sanctuary of the locker room, his hands were violently shaking. The only coherent thought firing through his exhausted brain was a desperate, primal craving for a dark room, his bed, and the low, gravelly rumble of Scott’s voice on the other end of a phone line.

He stripped out of his sweat-drenched costume, his muscles aching with a deep, heavy burn. He dragged on a clean t-shirt and zipped his navy USA track jacket up to his collarbone, shoving his heavy skates blindly into his Züca bag.

"The lobby is an absolute zoo," Peter’s smooth, melodic voice echoed from the locker room doorway.

Kip flinched slightly and slowly turned around. The coach was leaning against the doorframe, looking immaculate in a tailored suit, completely untouched by the exhaustion of the evening.

"I had the agency car pull around back," the older man continued, offering a warm, protective smile. "Let's get you out of here, Kip."

The skater just nodded. He gripped the handle of his bag and followed.

The ride in the back of the black agency SUV was a blur of passing streetlights and rain-streaked windows. Kip leaned his head against the cool leather, his eyes slipping shut. He barely registered walking through the hotel lobby. He just followed the rhythmic, expensive click of Peter's dress shoes across the marble, into the elevator, and down the plush, silent carpeting of the floor.

Kip’s muscles screamed in protest with every step. He just needed to unlock his door, strip off his track jacket, and call Scott. He needed to hear about the Admirals' game. He needed the scent of forest and ink.

Peter stopped in front of a heavy mahogany door. The coach swiped a keycard, the electronic lock blinking green with a sharp beep, and pushed the door open. He stepped aside, gesturing smoothly for Kip to enter. "After you."

Kip dragged his heavy Züca bag sluggishly over the threshold, stepping into the narrow, shadowed entryway of the hotel room. He dropped the heavy telescoping handle, waiting to hear Peter say goodnight and the heavy door to swing shut so he could finally be alone.

Instead, he heard the distinct brush of shoes stepping over the threshold.

The heavy door clicked shut.

Then, the deadbolt turned. A sharp, heavy, metallic thunk that echoed in the tight space.

Kip frowned, turning around in the narrow corridor. "Peter, what—"

The words died in his throat. The coach was standing right there, completely blocking the only exit. But as Kip looked at him, his exhausted brain snagged on a jarring, impossible detail.

The heavy, mirrored wardrobe doors were on his right.

In Kip's room, the wardrobe was on the left.

A cold prickle of confusion broke through the heavy fog of exhaustion. The skater reflexively turned his head, forcing his eyes to look past the narrow hallway and into the main suite area.

The lamps were already on, casting a dim, golden glow over the expensive furniture. But his battered black travel suitcase wasn't sitting on the luggage rack by the window. The rumpled gray hoodie he had left on the armchair that morning was gone.

Instead, a sleek, monogrammed leather garment bag rested on the velvet sofa.

And then, the smell hit him.

It was thick. It was cloying. The sharp, spicy, suffocating scent of expensive sandalwood hung heavy in the warm air of the hotel room, filling Kip's lungs until he wanted to gag.

No.

The blood drained completely from Kip's face. His heart executed a violent, erratic stutter-step against his ribs.

He slowly turned his head back to the entryway.

Peter was casually shrugging off his suit jacket, opening the mirrored closet door to meticulously drape the tailored fabric over a wooden hanger. He smoothed the lapels with absolute, calm entitlement. He began rolling up the sleeves of his crisp, slate-blue dress shirt, his sharp blue eyes locking onto Kip in the confined space.

Are you just going to keep taking his "measurements" until he rapes you in that office?

"Peter," the skater breathed. His voice was a thin, reedy rasp. It didn't sound like him. "This... this isn't my room."

"No, it isn't," the coach said smoothly. He took a slow, deliberate step forward in the narrow tunnel. "We need a proper celebration for your third National title. Just the two of us. You earned it tonight."

"I'm—I'm exhausted," Kip stammered. He tried to take a desperate step backward, but the rubber soles of his sneakers snagged clumsily against the carpet, his calves immediately bumping into the rigid frame of his own Züca bag. He was completely boxed in. "I need to go to my room. I need to sleep. Please."

Peter didn't stop. He closed the remaining distance, stepping entirely into Kip’s personal space.

"You don't have to pretend anymore, Kip," the older man murmured, his voice dropping into that low, hypnotic register he used on the ice.

Peter reached out. His warm hands settled firmly on Kip's waist, his thumbs pressing into the fabric of the USA track jacket.

Kip’s entire body went rigidly, violently still. The air in the narrow hallway turned to wet cement. His brain was screaming at him to move. Push him. Run. Hit somebody. But the wires to his limbs were completely cut. A suffocating, dissociative fog rolled over him, weighing his arms down like lead. He felt like he was floating somewhere near the ceiling, watching the nightmare happen to someone else, entirely unable to make his mouth form the word stop.

"You were absolutely magnificent out there tonight," the coach breathed, stepping in flush. The overwhelming stench of sandalwood wrapped around Kip's throat, choking him.

Peter's hands slid up from Kip's waist, his palms dragging slowly, appreciatively up Kip's ribs. He gripped the zipper of Kip's track jacket and pulled it down. The harsh, metallic rasp echoed in the quiet room.

Kip let out a high, broken, breathless whimper. A hot tear spilled over his lower lash line, tracking silently down his pale cheek. He lifted his hands, his fingers trembling violently, but they only hovered uselessly in the air between them. It wasn't a shove. It was a pathetic, paralyzed failure to defend himself.

"Stop fighting it," Peter murmured, his tone laced with a soft, twisted indulgence. The coach easily brushed Kip's trembling hands aside. He pushed the heavy track jacket off the skater's shoulders, letting the fabric drop to the floor. "You melt every single time I put my hands on you. You've been begging for this for months."

The words twisted a sickening knife directly into Kip's gut. The shame was suffocating. He thinks I want this. He thinks I'm begging for it.

Peter’s hand came up, his manicured fingers brushing through Kip's dark curls before sliding down to cup the rough, stubble-covered line of Kip's jaw.

"You are so beautiful," Peter rasped, his gaze dropping hungrily over Kip's face, completely ignoring the tears shining in the skater's eyes. The coach's thumb stroked over the dark hair on Kip's cheek. "They try to dress you up like a polite little boy, but you aren't. You're all muscle. So heavy, so masculine. But you’re always so perfectly pliant for me."

Kip squeezed his eyes shut, his head turning instinctively to escape the touch, but Peter’s grip on his jaw tightened, holding him firmly in place.

The coach leaned in and pressed his mouth softly against Kip's.

It was horrifying. The lips were too soft, the angle entirely wrong. Kip clamped his teeth shut, a strangled sob tearing out of his throat, but Peter just grabbed the back of his neck, his thumb pressing expertly into the base of Kip's skull to force his jaw open. A slick, violating intrusion of wet tongue pushed past Kip's lips. It tasted like bitter espresso and possession.

Kip’s stomach violently heaved. He wanted to throw up. His hands curled into tight, useless fists at his sides. His body felt like a lead weight, betraying him, refusing to engage the dense muscle he used to tear the ice apart. The seconds dragged into an agonizing, suffocating eternity. Every brush of Peter's mouth against his made Kip's flesh crawl with pure revulsion.

Peter broke the kiss, his breathing ragged, entirely satisfied. He leaned his head down, pressing open-mouthed, wet kisses along the exposed line of Kip's neck.

The coach's free hand dropped low, sliding aggressively over Kip's hip. He squeezed, a heavy, claiming grope right through the fabric of Kip's track pants, his fingers digging possessively into Kip's crotch.

The horror spiked, blinding and absolute. Kip's breath hitched into a panicked wheeze, hot tears streaming freely down his face. This isn't happening. This can't be happening.

"Let's move to the bed," Peter murmured against his throat.

Kip's lungs simply stopped working, the horrific promise echoing in the sudden, dead vacuum of his mind.

The coach reached up, his fist grabbing a thick handful of Kip's black t-shirt right at the collarbone to pull the skater backward toward the suite.

But as Peter twisted his fist in the cotton to get a better grip, he blindly caught something else in the fabric.

A sudden, brutal pressure snapped tight around Kip's throat.

Thin metal bit viciously into the back of his neck like a garrote.

A sharp, searing spike of hot pain slashed across his skin.

It was a blinding, grounding bite of silver.

And it belonged to Scott.

The pain hit Kip’s brain like a defibrillator. The suffocating, paralytic fog of terror instantly shattered. The ghost of Scott’s hands locking that chain around his neck exploded through Kip's consciousness, screaming at him to move.

Hit somebody.

Kip didn't think. As the coach pulled, Kip dropped his center of gravity, planted his heavy sneakers into the carpet, and drove both of his hands squarely into Peter’s chest.

He shoved with every single ounce of unadulterated, aggressive athletic power he possessed.

The impact was devastating. Peter let out a loud, breathless grunt of shock. The older man was entirely unprepared for the sheer, brutal physical force. He flew backward out of the narrow entryway, stumbling wildly before his back crashed violently into the edge of the heavy mahogany desk in the main suite.

A brass lamp clattered to the floor with a sharp crash.

Kip didn't look to see if the older man was hurt.

He spun on his heel, his chest heaving. He lunged for the door, his hands shaking so badly he fumbled blindly, his uncoordinated fingers slipping over the heavy brass deadbolt twice before catching it.

"Kip—" Peter gasped from behind him, scrambling to find his footing.

The skater wrenched the deadbolt back. He ripped the heavy hotel door open and threw himself out into the brightly lit hallway.

He didn't run toward the elevators. The elevators were a trap. He bolted down the carpeted corridor, his t-shirt bunched and askew, the silver medallion swinging wildly against his sternum. He hit the heavy metal fire door at the end of the hall, slamming his shoulder into the crash bar.

The door burst open, spilling him into the freezing, echoing cavern of the concrete stairwell.

The heavy door slammed shut behind him, cutting off the plush silence of the hotel. A biting, sterile draft of raw cement and dust punched into his lungs, violently severing the suffocating chokehold of sandalwood.

Kip collapsed. His legs completely turned to jelly. He hit the cold concrete landing hard, his sneakers squeaking sharply against the cement as he scrambled backward, dragging himself into the shadowed corner of the landing. He pressed his trembling spine against the freezing cinderblock wall.

The adrenaline crash hit him with the force of a falling anvil.

His vision tunneled, the edges of the concrete stairwell bleeding into black. The only sound he could hear was his own ragged, desperate gasps for air, magnified a hundred times in his ears.

Then, his stomach violently cramped.

He pitched forward onto his hands and knees, gagging harshly against the freezing concrete. But there was nothing in his stomach to throw up. He hadn't eaten a single thing since noon. He just dry-heaved, his body shuddering with agonizing, painful spasms as his digestive system violently rejected the sheer terror, until a thin, bitter string of hot stomach acid finally splattered against the cement.

He fell back against the cinderblock wall, completely hollowed out. He brought his hands up to his face, but they were shaking so violently he couldn't even control his own fingers. He squeezed his eyes shut in the freezing stairwell, surrounded by concrete, burying his face in his palms as he finally, completely shattered, his chest heaving with silent, ragged tremors.

***

The freezing concrete of the stairwell leached the remaining warmth entirely out of Kip’s body.

His chest was heaving with ragged, wet gasps. The bitter, acidic taste of bile coated the back of his throat. His entire frame shook violently, his teeth chattering uncontrollably as the frigid, dusty air of the emergency exit bit right through his thin, sweat-dampened t-shirt.

He crossed his arms tightly over his chest, trying to hold himself together, but his fingers scrambled blindly against bare cotton.

His jacket was gone.

His brain sluggishly attempted to catalogue the missing pieces. His Züca bag with the custom Harlicks. The heavy gold medal he had bled for. They were all in Peter’s suite. He had left his entire career locked in a room with a monster.

Kip didn't care. He didn't care if he never saw any of it ever again. He just wanted to be safe.

A sudden, blinding spike of terror hit him like a physical blow. My phone.

He gasped, frantically patting down the sides of his track pants, his heart stalling completely in his chest. If he had left his phone in that room, he was dead. He was trapped in North Carolina with absolutely no lifeline.

His trembling fingers bumped against a hard, rectangular shape in his right pocket. Sliding right next to it was the thin plastic of his hotel room keycard.

Kip let out a broken, high-pitched sob of relief. He yanked the device out, his hands shaking so violently he nearly dropped it onto the cement. The keycard meant he could go to his own room, but the mere thought of sitting alone in an empty suite that Peter could easily access made his stomach violently heave again. He couldn't be alone.

His thumb fumbled wildly over the screen, slipping twice before he finally managed to unlock it and hit the speed dial.

He pressed the phone to his ear, squeezing his eyes shut.

It rang once.

"Hey," Scott's voice answered. It was a low, warm, sleepy rumble, thick with the exhaustion of an away game. It sounded like the Tribeca apartment. It sounded like home.

Kip’s throat completely closed up. A harsh, jagged whine tore past his lips. "I-I'm sorry."

The lazy warmth on the other end of the line instantly vanished.

"Kip?" Scott’s voice was suddenly razor-sharp, the captain snapping violently to attention. "Kip, talk to me. What’s wrong?"

"I'm sorry," the skater repeated, his teeth chattering so hard he could barely form the words. He curled in on himself, pressing his forehead against his knees. "I'm so... I'm so s-sorry, Scott. I didn't—I th-thought it was my room. I just... the bags were wrong. And he... he l-locked it. He locked the door."

"Who locked it? Sweetheart, breathe. Where are you?"

"P-Peter," Kip choked out, the name fracturing into a messy, hysterical rush of breath. Tears spilled hot and fast over his cold cheeks. He squeezed his eyes shut, desperately trying to scrub the phantom feeling of hands off his skin. "Scott, you were... you were r-right. You were right about him. He said we were c-celebrating. But it wasn't my room. And he—he w-wouldn't stop touching me. I'm s-sorry."

The silence on the line was absolute, terrifying, and deafening.

"I—I didn't want it," Kip babbled, the words spilling out in a desperate, frantic stutter. He was terrified the hockey player would think he had frozen because he liked it. "I s-swear I didn't. He t-touched me, Scott. He... he k-kept touching me. He k-kissed me, and he said... he said I was—I was begging for it. But I w-wasn't! Scott, I swear to God I w-wasn't. I sh-shoved him and I ran, but I... I f-feel so dirty, I..."

"Kip. Stop."

The voice didn’t sound like Scott. It sounded like pure, unadulterated murder. It was a cold, lethal, flatline rasp that made the hairs on Kip's arms stand up.

"Where is he right now?" the captain demanded, the sharp sound of a heavy zipper violently tearing open echoing through the receiver.

"I d-don't know, I ran. I'm in a st-stairwell—"

"I'm going to the airport," Scott stated. It wasn't a threat; it was a logistical fact. There was a heavy rustle of fabric, the distinct sound of a duffel bag hitting the floor. "I am getting on a plane right now."

"N-no!" Kip gasped, his eyes flying open in sheer panic. "Scott, no, you're on a r-road trip! You can't leave, they'll—the press will—"

"I don't give a fuck about the press, Kip!" Scott roared, the raw, explosive volume startling Kip through the tiny speaker. The hockey player was completely unhinged. "I am going to fly to North Carolina, and I am going to rip his fucking head off!"

"P-please, don't!" Kip begged, pressing his hand over his mouth to muffle his own sobs. "Please, Scott, just st-stay there. Just stay on the phone. I just n-need you to talk to me."

Scott let out a harsh, ragged hiss of breath. The sound of frantic packing suddenly stopped.

Kip sat shivering on the concrete, his chest heaving. He was terrified of the scandal that would erupt if an NHL captain went AWOL to murder a figure skating coach. But deep beneath the frantic panic, a profound, overwhelming wave of heat bloomed in his chest. Scott was ready to break his contract, abandon his team, and throw his entire pristine career away just to protect him.

"Okay," Scott breathed out, his voice shaking with a terrifyingly suppressed rage. "Okay. I'm right here. Are you safe in the stairwell?"

"It's fr-freezing," Kip whimpered, his teeth clicking together.

"You need to go to Elena's room," Scott ordered, shifting immediately into a tactical anchor. "What floor is she on?"

Kip shrank back against the cinderblock. "N-no. I c-can't."

"Kip—"

"I can't!" the skater interrupted, his voice cracking on a fresh sob. The shame was a physical, suffocating weight pressing down on his chest. He dragged his sleeve roughly over his wet face. "I don't have my j-jacket. My shirt is all... it's messed up. I'm sh-shaking. She's going to l-look at me, and she's going to... she's going to think I'm disgusting."

"She is not going to think you're disgusting," Scott said firmly, his voice an immovable, grounding bedrock in the echoing stairwell. "She is your best friend. She won't judge you. She is going to open that door, and she is going to keep you safe. I promise."

Kip squeezed his eyes shut, letting out a small, pathetic whine. He didn't want to move. He just wanted to sink into the concrete.

"Stand up, sweetheart," the captain murmured, his voice dropping into that low, impossibly gentle register that always made Kip’s chest ache. "I'm right here in your ear. I'm not hanging up. Stand up for me."

Kip swallowed a sob. He planted his hand against the freezing wall and dragged his heavy, trembling body upright. His legs felt like jelly, his knees threatening to buckle with every step.

"I'm u-up," he rasped.

"Good. Check the door. Make sure the hallway is clear."

Kip pushed the heavy fire door open an inch. The plush, brightly lit hotel corridor was empty. He slipped out of the stairwell, his rubber sneakers dragging faintly against the patterned carpet.

"S-Scott," he whispered, shivering violently as he stared down the seemingly endless, identical corridor. Every shadow looked like a threat. "Just... t-talk to me. Did you... did you w-win tonight?"

"Yeah," Scott murmured, instantly catching on to the lifeline Kip was throwing him. The captain kept his voice in a low, steady, continuous rumble. "We won, sweetheart. Three to two in overtime. Huff fed me a pass right off the faceoff..."

Scott didn't stop talking. He talked about the game. He talked about Carter taking a stupid penalty, about the terrible ice conditions at the arena, about the post-game meal—anything to keep Kip’s shattered brain anchored to the present moment and away from the phantom smell of sandalwood.

Kip navigated the corridors like a ghost, shivering violently in his t-shirt, terrified that Peter was going to step out of an elevator or round a corner at any second. Scott's deep baritone was the only thing keeping him putting one foot in front of the other.

"R-Room 422," Kip finally whispered, coming to a halt in front of a heavy wooden door.

"Knock," Scott said softly.

Kip raised his trembling fist and knocked twice.

He waited for an agonizing, breathless ten seconds. Then, the deadbolt clicked. The door swung inward.

Elena stood in the doorway, wearing an oversized NYU sweatshirt and pajama pants, her dark hair pulled up into a messy bun. A sarcastic greeting was already forming on her lips, but the moment her sharp brown eyes landed on Kip, her jaw snapped completely shut.

She took in his pale, tear-streaked face, his violently shaking shoulders, and his jacket-less, vulnerable state. Her expression shifted in a fraction of a second from sleepy annoyance to pure, hyper-focused alarm.

She immediately took a step backward, pulling the heavy door wide open. "Kip? Get in here."

The overwhelming relief of seeing her completely short-circuited his brain. Kip forgot he was even holding a phone. He let his arm drop slack at his side and stumbled over the threshold, his knees finally giving out completely. He crashed forward into her, wrapping both arms around her neck and burying his face in her shoulder as a fresh, devastating wave of tears broke loose.

Elena, though a few inches shorter, braced her stance and caught his heavier weight perfectly. Her arms wrapped fiercely around his ribs, her hands fisting tightly in the back of his freezing t-shirt. She radiated a fierce, familiar heat that immediately began to chase the sickening, phantom chill of Peter's suite right out of his bones. She smelled sharply of clean citrus—a bright, grounding strike to his senses that completely shattered the suffocating memory of sandalwood. She anchored him as she kicked the door shut behind them, throwing the deadbolt with a loud, definitive clack.

Kip clung to her, his chest heaving with ragged sobs in the quiet safety of her room. She didn't bombard him with questions. She just held him.

"C-can I crash here?" Kip choked out, his voice muffled against her shoulder. "P-please?"

Elena rubbed a firm, soothing hand up and down his spine, leaning her cheek against his temple. "Sparkles, we haven't had a proper sleepover since we were sixteen. I'll even let you have the good pillows."

The joke was soft, delivered with a perfect, gentle precision that successfully pierced the thick layer of Kip's terror. A wet, shaky sound that was halfway between a laugh and a sob escaped his lips.

Elena slowly guided him away from the door and toward the two queen beds in the center of the room. Kip practically collapsed onto the mattress nearest the window, curling into a tight, shivering ball on top of the duvet.

A faint, tinny voice drifted up from his side.

"Kip? Are you still there? Talk to me."

The skater blinked, his exhausted brain slowly registering the phone he had dropped onto the mattress. Elena reached over and gently picked it up, holding the speaker close to Kip's face.

"Scott?" Kip whispered, his voice barely a breath, his eyelids drooping under the crushing weight of the adrenaline crash.

"I'm here," Scott rumbled, his voice thick with relief. "You safe?"

"Y-yeah," Kip breathed out. "With El."

"Okay. Good," Scott murmured, the fierce protectiveness in his voice melting into an exhausted, grounding warmth. "Try to sleep, sweetheart. I'll call and check on you first thing tomorrow. I love you."

"L-love you too," the skater whispered.

The line clicked as the call ended. Elena took the device from his still trembling hand and put it quietly on the nightstand. She didn't press him for answers.

She just lay down on her side next to him. Reaching out, his best friend slid her fingers gently into his messy, sweat-dampened curls, beginning to card her hand slowly, rhythmically through his hair.

The touch was light, familiar, and entirely safe.

Kip let out a long, shuddering exhale. The violent shaking in his muscles finally began to subside, giving way to a bone-deep, marrow-sucking exhaustion. The heavy, warm safety of his best friend's presence anchored him completely to the mattress.

He closed his eyes, leaning his head into the gentle stroke of her hand, and finally let the heavy darkness pull him under.

***

Washington, D.C.

The Washington hotel room was suffocatingly quiet.

Scott sat on the edge of his mattress, his forearms resting heavily on his knees. The television mounted on the wall was playing the delayed West Coast feed of the US Figure Skating Championships, casting erratic, bright flashes across the dark room.

He had watched the Free Skate thirty minutes ago. Seeing Kip land that final Triple Flip into Triple Toe Loop combination, watching the crowd erupt as his boyfriend officially secured his third National Gold, had sent a massive, aching swell of pride straight through Scott’s chest. But the pride had been short-lived.

Scott watched the post-skate press conference, his jaw locking tight. On the screen, Kip didn't look like a triumphant champion. He looked hollowed out. His eyes were bruised with exhaustion, his shoulders rigid. And hovering right behind him, his hand lingering just a fraction too close, was Peter Callaghan.

Scott’s stomach had immediately twisted into a cold, nauseating knot.

It was just past eleven o'clock.

An hour ago, Carter, Eric, and Greg had stood in the doorway, actively mocking him for refusing to grab post-game beers down at the hotel bar. Carter had thrown a rolled-up pair of socks at his head, laughing loudly and calling him hopelessly whipped for staying behind just to wait for a phone call. Scott had just flipped them off and kicked the door shut. He didn't care. He needed to hear Kip's voice. He needed to know his skater was safe in his own room, far away from Callaghan.

The phone vibrated violently against the sheets, the screen flaring to life.

Scott snatched it up instantly, the knot of tension in his chest loosening. He hit answer and brought the phone to his ear, a warm, exhausted, entirely unguarded smile pulling at the corners of his mouth.

"Hey," the center rumbled softly.

There was no breathless laugh on the other end. There was no triumphant rundown of the scores.

There was just a harsh, jagged, completely devastated whine.

"I-I'm sorry."

The lazy warmth in Scott’s blood turned to absolute, freezing ice in a fraction of a microsecond.

Scott shot up from the mattress, his spine snapping rigidly straight. The smile vanished, replaced by an instant, lethal spike of adrenaline. "Kip?" he demanded, his voice razor-sharp, the captain snapping violently to attention. "Kip, talk to me. What’s wrong?"

"I'm sorry," the skater stuttered, his teeth chattering so violently Scott could hear the clicks over the line. "I'm so... I'm so s-sorry, Scott. I didn't—I th-thought it was my room. I just... the bags were wrong. And he... he l-locked it. He locked the door."

The bottom fell entirely out of Scott's stomach. The klaxons in his head, the ones that had been screaming a warning for months, detonated.

"Who locked it?" the captain asked, his tone dropping into a tight, terrifyingly controlled register. "Sweetheart, breathe. Where are you?"

"P-Peter."

The name fractured into a hysterical, wet rush of breath.

Scott stopped breathing. The hotel room dissolved.

The rest of Kip's words were a frantic, disjointed blur of stuttering trauma, but Scott didn't need to hear the exact details to know what had happened. A blinding, white-hot sheet of unadulterated murder dropped squarely over his vision.

The roaring in his ears was deafening. Every primitive, violent enforcer instinct he possessed detonated simultaneously, screaming at him to hunt, to destroy. He didn't feel his feet move across the carpet. He crossed the room in two massive strides, dropping to his knees and ripping the zipper of his duffel bag backward so violently the metal teeth snapped. He bellowed into the phone, completely unhinged, ready to tear up his contract and catch a red-eye to North Carolina just to rip Callaghan apart with his bare hands.

But Kip was sobbing. Kip was shivering on a freezing concrete landing, begging him not to go. Begging for a lifeline.

The captain squeezed his eyes shut, his chest heaving as he fought a brutal, agonizing war inside his own body. The beast wanted blood, but the man he loved was terrified and alone. He needed his partner.

Scott swallowed the homicidal rage, choking it down like broken glass. He forced his jaw to unclench. He forced his vocal cords to loosen, shifting instantly into an immovable, tactical anchor. He paced the carpet, pouring every ounce of grounding certainty he possessed into the receiver, talking mindlessly about the slushy ice at the Verizon Center and Carter’s stupid penalties to build a verbal shield around his boyfriend until Kip navigated the terrifying corridors to safety.

Scott held his breath until he heard the faint knock, the heavy click of the deadbolt, and the muffled sound of Elena’s voice catching Kip's collapsing weight.

"Y-yeah. With El," Kip finally breathed out, his voice slurred with a bone-deep adrenaline crash.

"Okay. Good," the center murmured, fighting to keep the violent tremor out of his voice. "Try to sleep, sweetheart. I'll call and check on you first thing tomorrow. I love you."

"L-love you too."

The line clicked. The call disconnected.

The silence rushed back into the Washington hotel room.

Scott slowly lowered the phone from his ear. He stood perfectly still in the center of the carpet for three seconds, his chest rising and falling in shallow, erratic hitches as the logistical necessity of keeping Kip calm evaporated.

The red haze violently descended.

"Motherfucker," Scott snarled.

He threw his phone onto the bed and lunged for the duffel bag. He didn't pack. He grabbed his jeans, his shoes, and his wallet, shoving them indiscriminately into the canvas opening. He grabbed the heavy zipper, ripping it shut. He was leaving. He didn't give a damn about the consequences. He was going to find a cab, get to the airport, and beat Peter Callaghan until his skull caved in.

The electronic lock on the hotel door suddenly flashed green with a sharp beep.

The heavy wooden door swung open. Carter walked in, laughing loudly at something over his shoulder, carrying a cardboard tray of coffees. Greg and Eric were right behind him, shedding their heavy winter coats.

"I'm telling you, the bartender was absolutely giving you the eyes, Benny, she just—" Carter started, turning around.

The winger stopped dead in his tracks.

The laugh died instantly in Carter's throat. Greg and Eric froze in the doorway.

Scott was standing in the center of the room, his duffel bag slung over his shoulder, his chest heaving. His hazel eyes were entirely black. He was vibrating with a lethal, unadulterated aggression that filled the room like a physical shockwave.

"Move," the captain growled, taking a heavy step toward the door.

Carter blinked, utterly bewildered, holding the coffee tray up like a shield. "Scotty? Whoa, hey, what the hell is going on? Where are you going?"

"Greensboro." Scott dropped his shoulder and stepped aggressively into his best friend's space. "I said move!"

Carter stumbled backward, dropping the coffees. The cups hit the carpet, dark liquid exploding across the floor.

"Hey! Back off!" Greg barked, instantly stepping up to fill the gap. The burly defenseman slammed his heavy hands squarely against Scott's chest, shoving the captain backward.

Scott didn't even flinch. He swiped Greg's hands away with a violent, terrifyingly strong block, his vision tunneling entirely on the open door.

"That scumbag finally did it!" Scott snarled, the words completely devoid of sanity, dripping with pure, homicidal intent. He shoved his way forward, grabbing Greg by the collar of his jacket and physically throwing the defenseman aside. "Get the fuck out of my way!"

"Grab him!" Eric yelled.

The three hockey players descended on him. It wasn't a fight; it was a desperate, chaotic barricade. Carter grabbed Scott around the waist from behind, digging his heels into the carpet to arrest the captain's forward momentum. Greg recovered instantly, throwing his entire two-hundred-and-twenty-pound frame against the hotel door, slamming it shut and bracing his back against the wood. Eric grabbed Scott by the shoulders, physically wrestling the duffel bag off his arm and throwing it across the room.

"Scott, stop!" Eric shouted, grappling with the enraged center as Scott thrashed violently against their combined weight. "Stop! What the hell are you talking about? Who did what?"

"Let me go!" the center roared, ripping his arm free and slamming his forearm against Eric's chest, nearly knocking the goalie off his feet. He was completely unhinged, ready to throw hands with his own brothers just to get out of the room. "I'm going to kill him! I'm going to tear him apart!"

"Scott, look at me!" Eric grabbed him by the front of his shirt, shaking him hard. The goalie's eyes were wide, but his voice was a sharp, commanding slap of reality. "If you walk out that door and murder someone, you go to prison! And whoever you're trying to protect gets dragged straight to the center of a media circus! You will ruin them!"

Scott froze.

The word ruin hit him like a physical blow to the sternum. He stopped thrashing. Carter’s arms were still locked like a vice around his ribs. Greg was still panting heavily against the door.

Scott stared at Eric, his chest heaving violently, the red haze warring desperately with the cold, horrific truth of the goalie's words. If he killed Callaghan, Kip was exposed. Kip's secret, Kip's trauma, Kip's entire life would be splashed across the front page of every tabloid on the planet.

A sharp, vibrating buzz suddenly echoed from the mattress.

The fight instantly stalled. All four men turned their heads.

Scott's phone was vibrating on the sheets, the screen glowing brightly in the dim room.

Scott wrenched himself free of Carter's grip. He lunged for the bed, snatching the phone up. Elena.

He hit answer, pressing the phone to his ear, his breathing harsh and ragged.

"Is he safe?" Scott demanded.

"He's unconscious," Elena’s voice was a harsh, trembling whisper, completely devoid of its usual sarcastic bite. "I got him under the covers. He's shaking so badly I had to wrap him in two blankets. Scott, do you have any idea what the hell happened?"

The captain squeezed his eyes shut, a sickening wave of guilt crashing over him. He was about to violate Kip's darkest, most terrified secret. He was about to expose the trauma Kip had literally begged him to hide. But Kip was lying shattered in a hotel bed, and Scott needed an army.

"I have to tell you something he begged me not to," he forced out, his voice hoarse, staring blankly at the hotel wall. Carter, Eric, and Greg stood in absolute, stunned silence, listening to their captain unravel. "It's Callaghan. The bastard has been grooming him for months. And tonight, he lured him to his suite. He locked the door. He put his hands on him. Kip managed to shove him and run before it went any further."

A vicious, deeply profane curse hissed through the receiver.

The terror in Elena's voice evaporated instantly, replaced by a cold, razor-sharp hiss of pure, absolute fury.

"I am going to destroy his life," Kip’s best friend vowed, the venom in her voice raising the hairs on Scott's arms. "I am going to burn his entire world to the ground. I will hack his bank accounts, I will leak his personal emails, I will—"

"No," Scott interrupted, forcing the tactical, analytical half of his brain back online. The enforcer was caged; the captain had to take the wheel. "If you go rogue and leak it to the press, the media tears Kip apart. We do this smart. We need leverage to force the agency to cut Callaghan loose quietly."

"What do you need?"

"Digital dirt," Scott said, his hazel eyes darkening with a cold, lethal focus. "You have the skills. Dig into the USFSA archives. Apex's internal servers. A guy like this doesn't start with an Olympic athlete. There should be a pattern. Look for buried NDAs, quiet financial settlements, or young skaters who suddenly transferred coaches without an explanation. Find the paper trail."

"I'm on it," Elena promised, the sound of a laptop booting up already echoing faintly in the background. "I'll have a folder by the time we land in New York."

"Keep him safe," Scott murmured, the fight completely draining out of his voice.

"I've got him. Go win your war, Hunter."

The line clicked dead.

Scott slowly lowered the phone. He stood staring at the blank screen for a long, heavy moment. The blinding, explosive rage had finally burned off, leaving behind a dark, hyper-focused, tactical absolute.

He turned around.

Carter, Eric, and Greg were staring at him. The confusion was gone. The three of them had listened to Scott's side of the conversation. They had heard the absolute devastation in their captain's voice.

Greg slowly stepped away from the door, his arms dropping to his sides. "Greensboro," the defenseman muttered, his brow furrowing as the pieces began to click violently into place.

Eric's eyes widened. The goalie looked from Scott to the scattered duffel bag, the math finally completing in his head. "The National Championships. Cap... your partner is a figure skater?"

Scott didn't flinch. He didn't look away. The vault was open, and he had nothing left to hide.

"Yeah," Scott stated, his voice a low, steady rumble in the quiet room. "His name is Christopher Grady."

The silence that followed was staggering.

Carter’s jaw actually dropped. The winger stared at Scott, blinking rapidly as his brain scrambled to reconcile the enraged NHL enforcer standing in front of him and the mental image of America's pristine figure skater.

"Christopher Grady?" the winger repeated, his voice cracking slightly. He stared at Scott, the sheer absurdity of the secret momentarily short-circuiting his brain despite the horror of the situation. "America’s Golden Boy? Are you shitting me? You're dating literal American royalty?"

Despite the crushing tension in the room, Eric let out a sharp, involuntary snort of disbelief, and Greg rubbed a hand over his face, a stunned, breathless laugh escaping his chest. It was absurd. It was completely insane.

But the moment of levity evaporated in exactly two seconds. Carter's grin faltered, the humor instantly dying as he looked at the dark, bruised exhaustion shadowing Scott's eyes. The reality of what Scott had just confessed on the phone crashed down on them. Their captain's partner—American royalty or not—had just been assaulted.

"Jesus Christ," Carter breathed, the horror finally setting in.

Suddenly Eric reached into the pocket of his jacket and pulled out his phone.

"What are you doing?" Greg asked.

"I'm texting my guy in the legal department right now," Eric said flatly, pulling up his contacts. He looked at Scott, his dark eyes fierce and utterly unyielding. "I'm telling him to clear his schedule. We get him on retainer first thing tomorrow morning."

Scott stared at his goalie. He looked at Greg, who had immediately moved to pick up the scattered clothing and the duffel bag, and Carter, who was already pulling up flight schedules on his own phone.

They weren't asking questions. They weren't judging him. They were just assembling the armory.

Carter shoved his phone into his pocket and stepped squarely in front of Scott.

"We are with you, Cap," the winger said, his voice dropping into a low, deadly serious register. "Till the end of the line."

Scott let out a long, slow exhale. For months, he had been trapped in an agonizing limbo of inaction, forced to sit on his hands and stay silent while a predator circled his partner. But looking at the three men standing in front of him, actively assembling a war council without a single hesitation, the suffocating helplessness completely evaporated. They were done playing defense. They were going on the offensive, and they were going to burn Callaghan's entire empire to the ground.

***

Early February 2011
New York City

The sleet hammering against the windshield of the Jeep did nothing to match the freezing, sickening dread pooling in Scott’s stomach.

He had been parked outside the JFK Delta terminal for twenty minutes, his jaw locked tight and his massive hands gripping the steering wheel. It was Sunday night. The National Championships were over, but there was no victory to celebrate. There was only the wreckage left behind.

When the heavy glass doors finally parted, Elena walked out first, her shoulders hiked defensively against the rain. And right behind her was Kip.

Scott’s breath caught in his throat. It felt as though the floorboards of the Jeep had vanished, dropping his center of gravity into a terrifying free-fall.

Kip looked like a ghost. Buried inside his heavy USA winter coat, the collar pulled high to hide his face, he looked entirely hollowed out. The powerful, athletic grace that defined him on the ice was completely gone. In its place was a slow, mechanical shuffle, his head bowed and his shoulders rounded inward, as if he were trying to fold himself into nothingness.

Scott didn't care about the slush ruining his boots or the freezing rain as he shoved the Jeep into park and got out. He didn't bother with greetings. He just wanted to get Kip behind locked doors, away from the world. But in his rush to grab Elena’s heavy luggage from the curb, his knuckles inadvertently brushed the thick nylon of Kip's sleeve.

Kip violently flinched.

It was a sharp, jagged recoil of pure terror. Dropping his chin flush against his chest, Kip shrank away from the contact, slipping silently into the passenger seat of the Jeep as if trying to hide from the world.

Standing in the freezing rain, Scott closed his eyes. A lethal, helpless rage burned the back of his throat. He forced himself to breathe, forcing his fists to unclench, only opening his eyes when he felt Elena’s fierce, grounding squeeze on his rigid forearm. She offered him a tired, heartbreaking half-smile before climbing into the backseat.

The ride into Manhattan was a suffocating nightmare.

Scott kept his voice low, desperately murmuring about the bad roads and the weather in a futile attempt to offer Kip a lifeline of normalcy. Elena quietly played along. But Kip was entirely inaccessible. Pressed hard against the passenger door, he just stared blankly out at the passing headlights, utterly detached from reality, letting the heavy, agonizing silence swallow them whole.

The moment they pulled up to the NYU dorms, Elena leaned forward, gently squeezing Kip's shoulder. "I'll text you later, Sparkles."

Scott met her at the trunk to hand off her bags, sealing the hatch so Kip couldn't hear.

"I ran the scraping scripts on the public directories while he was asleep," Elena whispered, her voice completely stripped of its usual sarcasm. The freezing air plumed around them. "I have the names for the quiet coaching transfers. But the actual financial settlements and disciplinary files are heavily encrypted on the USFSA legal servers. I need my actual rig at the dorm to bypass their security." Her dark eyes met his, deadly serious. "Give me a few days."

"Take the time you need," Scott replied, the cold anger simmering dangerously in his blood. "Keep me updated."

The rest of the drive down to Tribeca was a blur of silence and tension. The logistics of parking and riding the elevator up to their floor barely registered for Scott. His entire focus was locked on the silent, hollowed-out man beside him.

But when Scott finally pushed the heavy apartment door open, Kip didn't make it past the entryway rug. He just stopped dead. Fully dressed in his wet coat and shoes, the skater stared blankly at the hardwood floor, looking so small and entirely lost that it made Scott’s chest ache.

Setting his keys down, Scott ruthlessly buried his instinct to step back and give Kip space. He knew that right now, distance would only make Kip feel radioactive and dirty.

"I'm going to take your coat," Scott said softly. "Is it okay?"

Moving with deliberate, excruciating slowness so Kip could track his every movement, Scott stepped into his space. As his fingers grazed the zipper, Kip’s breath hitched. He squeezed his eyes shut, his shoulders hiking up to instinctively guard his neck.

"It's just me," Scott murmured, his voice a steady, grounding rumble. He eased the heavy, wet fabric off the tense shoulders, tossing it aside. "Just me."

Kip finally opened his eyes. They were glassy, terrified, and so profoundly exhausted that Scott felt his heart crack. Without a word, Kip simply gave up. He stepped forward and slumped heavily against Scott's chest.

Scott caught him, wrapping his arms securely around Kip to absorb his dead weight. There were no tears. Kip just buried his face against Scott's shoulder, his fingers twisting weakly into Scott's shirt as if anchoring himself to the only safe thing left in the world. Scott held him there in the dark for a long time, pressing firm kisses into the messy dark curls, silently vowing to be the immovable wall between Kip and the rest of the world.

But the next seven days proved that keeping the world at bay was an agonizing war of attrition.

They bought a week off the ice with a fabricated email about a severe stomach flu, but the NHL schedule didn't care about Kip's trauma. Leaving the apartment for mandatory practices felt like a betrayal, so Scott swallowed his pride and brought Elena in to sit on the couch and keep watch while he was gone.

The days were a hollow, suffocating fog, and the nights were a nightmare. Scott barely slept, waking constantly to physically pin a violently thrashing Kip to the mattress, absorbing his terrified sobs in the dark. Kip desperately tried to pretend he was okay, attempting to cook dinner with a brittle, hollow smile. Since neither of them actually knew their way around a kitchen, the result was a plate of dry, aggressively charred chicken that Scott happily suffered through, chewing every bite with profound, encouraging appreciation. It offered a fleeting moment of bittersweet levity, but it couldn't last. Kip completely crashed by eight o'clock, entirely drained by the sheer emotional exhaustion of faking it.

By the time the following Monday arrived, they were entirely out of time.

Sitting on the leather sofa, Scott watched Kip mindlessly trace a pattern on the armrest. The quiet of the apartment was heavy with impending dread.

"Elena texted me this morning," Scott said gently, carefully breaking the silence. "She broke the encryption. She has the files, Kip. We have the leverage."

Kip’s hand went completely still against the leather. His head snapped up, the hollowness in his eyes suddenly fracturing into something sharp and betrayed.

"You..." Kip’s voice was a ragged whisper. "You went behind my back? You and Elena have been investigating this without telling me?"

He pulled his knees up to his chest, shrinking away from Scott. It was a brittle, terrified anger, born entirely of having his control ripped away all over again.

A hot, sickening spike of guilt pierced Scott’s chest. He immediately held his hands up, telegraphing absolute surrender. "I'm sorry. I know I crossed a line. But you were drowning, Kip. I couldn't just sit here and do nothing while they kept you trapped."

"It's my life!" Kip choked out, his chest heaving as a frantic edge bled into his voice. "It's my career! You can't just—you can't make these decisions for me!"

"I know. I know," Scott murmured, keeping his voice painfully gentle. He shifted slightly, turning his shoulders to face his partner, careful not to crowd him. "And I won't. Eric's lawyer is on standby. He cleared his schedule. But I am not making the call unless you tell me to. You are in control of this, sweetheart. I swear to you. If you say the word, we hand everything over, and the fixer crushes the agency. If you say no, we delete the files right now."

Kip stared at him, his chest rising in a sharp, shallow hitch. The flash of anger died as quickly as it had ignited, smothered by the crushing, inescapable weight of his exhaustion. The sheer terror rolling off him was palpable as he fought an agonizing internal battle, desperately trying to scrape together the courage to face the corporate machine that owned his life.

"Okay," Kip whispered, his voice violently trembling. He closed his eyes, leaning his head back against the cushions, and gave a slow, terrified nod. "Okay. Call him."

It was a massive, incredibly brave step.

And it was shattered a fraction of a second later.

Before Scott could reach for his phone, the iPhone resting on the glass table vibrated. The harsh, aggressive rattle buzzed against the glass like a threat. The screen lit up.

Peter Callaghan (2 Missed Calls) 

[From: Apex Management]
Mr. Grady, we need an update on your physical status immediately. 

The phone buzzed again.

Kip violently recoiled as if he had been struck. He physically shrank backward into the cushions, pulling his shoulders to his ears to guard his neck. A raw, strangled sound of pure panic tore from his throat. Shaking his head frantically, his hands flew up to grip his own hair as his breathing fractured into rapid, hyperventilating gasps. The courageous man from two seconds ago vanished, replaced entirely by the traumatized victim from the tunnel in Vancouver.

Scott stood up.

The sight of Kip cowering on their own sofa, completely paralyzed by a vibrating piece of glass and metal, shattered whatever patience Scott had left. The legal route was a process. It would take weeks of paperwork and depositions. Watching Kip drown in terror, Scott realized with cold, absolute certainty that Kip wouldn't survive the bureaucracy.

He needed to feel safe tonight.

"I'm handling this," Scott said, his voice dropping into a low, freezing absolute.

Kip's eyes flew open, his chest heaving in panic. "What? Scott, no—"

"Elena will be here in ten minutes." Stepping back toward the entryway, Scott grabbed his winter coat, his vision narrowing into a dark, protective tunnel. "I have a mandatory afternoon practice. I'll be back later."

When Scott hit the ice two hours later, he skated with a punishing, relentless aggression, burning the white-hot edge off his fury until it condensed into cold, tactical precision.

By four o'clock, the Admirals' locker room was completely empty save for the four men who mattered. Scott stood in the center of the room, looking at Carter, Eric, and Greg. The post-practice banter died instantly the moment Scott locked the heavy door. They knew that look in their captain's eyes.

"The legal route isn't fast enough," Scott stated, his voice a flat, lethal rumble echoing off the cinderblock. "Callaghan is still harassing him. I'm going to see him tonight."

The air in the room went completely still. There was no judgment, only absolute loyalty.

"Where?" Eric asked, crossing his massive arms.

"His condo on the Upper East Side. I'm going to wait by his car."

"He'll have cameras in the garage," Greg noted.

"I know. I need a blind spot."

Carter cracked his knuckles, a dark, viciously protective smirk pulling at his mouth. "I'll run lookout on the ramp. Give you a two-minute warning."

"I'll handle the cameras," Greg grunted. "Nothing a piece of black duct tape and a broom handle can't fix for ten minutes."

Eric looked at Scott, his eyes unyielding. "You have exactly five minutes inside that blackout window, Cap. In and out before security does a physical sweep."

Scott nodded. He pulled his cell phone from his duffel bag, staring at the screen. Kip couldn't know. If he knew Scott was heading into the dark to commit premeditated assault, the skater would panic, or worse, be implicated as an accessory. Scott had to build this shield completely blind.

[To: Kip]
The boys want to grab some beers after practice. Lock the door. I'll be home late.

Later that evening, the heavy shadows of the underground parking garage reeked of exhaust and damp concrete.

Scott waited behind a pillar, his heart rate dropping into a cold, steady rhythm. He wasn't nervous. He was utterly resolved. Through the burner phone in his pocket, Carter’s voice crackled softly, announcing the arrival of the dark gray BMW.

Headlights swept the walls as the sleek SUV pulled into a reserved space fifty feet away. The engine died.

Peter Callaghan stepped out into the fluorescent light. He looked immaculate and untouched in a tailored wool overcoat, wholly unaware of the lives he had shattered. The BMW chirped as he locked it, his expensive leather dress shoes clicking sharply against the concrete as he walked directly past Scott's pillar.

Scott let him get two feet away.

This wasn't a game. This was an eradication. Engaging every ounce of his massive, two-hundred-pound frame, Scott stepped out and drove his right fist forward in a brutal, explosive arc.

The punch connected flush with Callaghan's jaw. The sickening sound of bone cracking echoed violently through the empty garage.

The devastating force of the impact lifted the coach entirely off his feet, sending him flying backward to crash heavily onto the hard concrete. His expensive briefcase skittered away into the dark.

Gasping for breath, Callaghan rolled onto his side, spitting blood. He glared up, his expression instantly twisting into the indignant, arrogant fury of a man who believed he was untouchable.

"You have absolutely no idea who you're dealing with," the coach snarled, trying desperately to project dominance from the floor. "I will have you arrested and thrown in a cell—"

Scott didn't bother speaking. He simply grabbed the lapels of the expensive wool coat, hauled the man brutally off the ground, and slammed him backward against the concrete pillar.

Callaghan choked as his feet dangled inches off the floor. Grabbing at Scott's thick forearms, the older man tried desperately to pry the hands away from his throat. The arrogant veneer finally fractured, replaced by pure, bleeding panic as the sheer, overwhelming physical reality of Scott's violence set in.

Leaning his full weight forward, Scott pinned the man tighter against the stone, methodically cutting off his air supply.

"Listen to me very carefully," the enforcer whispered, his voice a lethal, rasping hiss directly into the coach's ear.

Callaghan whimpered, his struggles turning frantic and weak.

"If you ever call Christopher Grady's phone again," Scott breathed, his grip tightening until the fabric groaned. "If you text him. If you ever breathe the same air, or set foot in the same arena as him again... I will not stop at your jaw."

Scott leaned in, letting Callaghan see the homicidal, unadulterated hatred burning in his eyes.

"I will find you in the dark," Scott vowed, the promise vibrating with absolute death. "And I will end you."

He opened his hands.

Callaghan dropped like a stone, collapsing into a bleeding, gasping heap at the base of the pillar. He looked up, his eyes blown wide with absolute, primal terror.

His work finished, Scott turned his back on the wreckage, adjusted the collar of his coat, and walked silently away into the shadows.

***

The Züca bag sat innocuously by the front door of the Tribeca apartment, casting a long, dark shadow across the hardwood floor in the late afternoon light.

Sitting on the edge of the leather sofa with his knees pulled tightly to his chest, Kip couldn't stop staring at it. His fingers were wrapped tightly around the silver St. Christopher medallion resting against his sternum, his thumb obsessively rubbing the raised metal as if trying to wear it smooth.

It was just a piece of black nylon wrapped around an aluminum frame. But to Kip, it looked like a bomb. It was a physical, radioactive tether to Greensboro, radiating a silent, suffocating terror that made his chest seize every time he looked at it.

He squeezed his eyes shut, pressing his face into his knees, but closing his eyes only made the memories sharper. He was instantly transported back to the suffocating panic of Sunday morning in North Carolina.

He had spent the entire night curled into a shivering, pathetic ball on Elena’s bed, absolutely refusing to leave the room. But the blinding, unforgiving reality of the US Figure Skating Association didn't care that he was shattered. He had won gold. He was contractually mandated to perform in the Sunday Exhibition Gala. If he didn't show up, they would strip his title and freeze his sponsorships.

He needed his skates. He needed his USA track jacket. He needed the gold medal he had abandoned in that room.

Standing in the carpeted hallway outside Peter’s suite that morning, Kip had felt entirely paralyzed. A cold, nauseating sweat had broken out across the back of his neck. His chest had heaved with rapid, shallow gasps, his sneakers completely glued to the floor. His hand had been clamped over the center of his chest, his knuckles white as he desperately gripped the medallion beneath his jacket, treating the silver chain as his only lifeline. He couldn't force himself to take the final three steps to the door. The phantom, cloying scent of sandalwood had already started to coat the back of his throat, making him want to dry-heave.

Elena hadn't forced him. She hadn't offered him empty platitudes about being brave.

She had simply stepped in front of him, her small frame acting as an absolute, impenetrable physical barrier. She had swiped Peter's door twice with the heavy knock of her knuckles.

When the heavy door swung open, Kip had forced his head up just long enough to see Peter standing there. The coach had been wearing a crisp dress shirt, his hair perfectly coiffed. The older man had looked past Elena immediately, his sharp blue eyes locking onto Kip in the hallway, instantly arranging his features into a mask of smooth, concerned sympathy.

Terrified by that look, Kip had immediately dropped his chin to his chest, fixing his glassy stare entirely on the patterned hotel carpet.

"Kip," Peter had murmured, his voice dropping into that low, hypnotic register. "About last night—"

"Don't you even dare talk to him," Elena had snapped, her voice cutting through the corridor like a serrated blade. She hadn't yelled. The volume was low, but the venom was absolute, slicing Peter's melodic tone entirely to ribbons.

Kip hadn't looked up. He had just listened to the heavy, stunned silence that followed as Elena's unadulterated hostility forced the coach into submission.

"You are lucky he hasn't gone to the cops yet," Elena had hissed. From his downward gaze, Kip had seen Elena's sneakers step aggressively over the threshold, forcing Peter's expensive dress shoes to take a startled step backward into his own room. She hadn't waited for permission. She had marched inside. Kip kept his eyes glued to the floor as he heard the heavy clatter of the Züca bag being grabbed, the rustle of the USA track jacket, and the distinct, metallic clink of his gold medal being scooped off the desk. A second later, her shoes had reappeared in his peripheral vision. She had walked back out, slamming the heavy hotel door shut directly in the coach's face, severing Kip's nightmare with a definitive, echoing click.

Sitting in the quiet apartment in New York days later, Kip let out a ragged, trembling exhale, burying his hands in his dark curls.

He had survived the Exhibition Gala in a completely dissociated fugue state. He had skated on autopilot, smiled for the cameras, and boarded the flight home, retreating deep inside his own mind just to keep his heart from stopping.

But the numbness hadn't faded when they landed in New York. If anything, the sanctuary of the apartment had only amplified it.

He felt entirely hollowed out. A dark, insidious rot of shame had taken root in his stomach, spreading toxic, paralyzing guilt through his veins.

He thinks I want this. He thinks I'm begging for it.

The horrifying words echoed in his ears constantly. Kip spent hours in the shower, turning the water temperature up until it scalded his skin, scrubbing his chest and his neck until they were flushed red and raw. But no matter how much soap he used, he still felt violently dirty. He still felt the lingering, violating pressure of Peter's mouth. The only thing that didn't feel completely tainted was the heavy silver chain around his neck. He never took it off, clinging to the small piece of Scott's protection even under the scalding water.

And the worst part was the insidious, terrifying thought that maybe Peter was right. Kip had let the coach touch him for months. He had leaned into the massages. He hadn't screamed in the hallway. He hadn't fought back until the absolute last second. It had to be his fault. He had walked right into the trap and smiled the entire way.

The absolute silence in the apartment only fed the guilt.

Scott had been an immovable wall of support. He was always there—a heavy, grounding warmth pressing against Kip's side on the sofa, a large hand resting gently on the back of Kip's neck in the kitchen. Scott telegraphed every single movement, always asking a quiet "Okay?" before pulling Kip into his chest or pressing soft, lingering kisses into his hair.

But while the physical touch was constant, the verbal silence was deafening. They hadn't actually talked about what happened.

Kip could see the dark, heavy brooding in the hockey player's eyes. He could feel the hyper-vigilant, lethal tension rolling off Scott's massive frame every time a phone buzzed or a door knocked. Scott was treating him like he was made of spun glass, clearly terrified of pushing too hard, but Kip was too drowning in his own shame to bridge the gap. The silence only proved what he already feared: Scott wasn't asking for the details because the reality was just too pathetic and sickening to discuss. Kip felt entirely alone, convinced his boyfriend was just pitying him. He didn't want to see the disgust in Scott's eyes when the hockey player finally realized just how complicit Kip had been.

Desperate to break the suffocating fog of his own uselessness, Kip had tried to reclaim some shred of normalcy on Thursday night. He couldn't skate, he couldn't leave the apartment, and he couldn't bear to be touched intimately, but he needed to do something to prove he wasn't just a broken burden.

He had tried to cook dinner.

It had been a complete, unmitigated disaster. The apartment had filled with the acrid smell of burnt olive oil. The chicken breasts had seared completely black on the outside while remaining terrifyingly pink on the inside, forcing him to throw them back into the pan until they were dry, rubbery bricks.

When Scott had walked through the door after a grueling practice, the smoke detector had been blaring. But the hockey player hadn't sighed. He hadn't looked annoyed. He had simply fanned the smoke away, placed a slow, gentle kiss to Kip's forehead, and sat down at the island.

Scott had eaten the entire plate. He had chewed through the charred, tasteless chicken with profound, unblinking appreciation, even offering a quiet, "This is great, sweetheart, thank you," before taking off to the bathroom to shower.

The moment the water had turned on, Kip had taken a hesitant bite of the leftovers still sitting in the pan.

The meat was incredibly dry, tasting entirely of carbon and bitter smoke.

Kip had gagged, spitting the mouthful directly into the sink. He had stood over the garbage disposal, gripping the edge of the marble counter as tears blurred his vision. The meal was inedible. It was garbage. And Scott had eaten every single bite of it just to keep Kip from feeling like a failure.

It hadn't made Kip feel better. It had made him feel entirely, devastatingly pathetic. Scott was carrying the weight of his entire world on his shoulders, absorbing Kip's trauma and eating his failures without a single complaint, and Kip didn't even have the strength to say thank you.

Now, four days later, the silence between them was deafening.

Kip finally lifted his head from his knees as the bedroom door clicked open down the hall. It was Tuesday morning. Scott had gone out the night before to grab beers with the team—a rare, desperately needed break for the captain, though he had returned long after Kip had cried himself to sleep.

The heavy, familiar tread of Scott's bare feet padded down the hallway as he emerged into the living area, wearing a pair of gray sweatpants and a tight black t-shirt.

"Morning," Scott rumbled, his voice thick with sleep. He walked into the kitchen to start the coffee maker.

"Morning," Kip croaked, his throat dry. He uncurled his stiff legs, forcing himself off the sofa.

He padded barefoot into the kitchen, his hand unconsciously drifting up to press the silver medallion flat against his chest, desperately seeking the grounding warmth of his partner's proximity. He reached past Scott to grab a mug from the cabinet, but as Scott reached out to hit the brew button, Kip's eyes caught the sudden, jarring flash of broken skin.

Kip froze.

He stared at Scott's right hand. The skin across the hockey player's knuckles was split wide open, the edges ragged and angry. Deep, dark purple bruising was already beginning to bloom across the back of his hand and up his thick wrist, the swelling pronounced enough to make the joints look distorted.

The sight of the fresh blood acted like a defibrillator to Kip's exhausted brain. The heavy numbness that had paralyzed him for a week instantly fractured, overridden by the one core instinct he had never lost: his need to take care of the people he loved.

"Scott," Kip breathed, stepping quickly into the hockey player's space. Without thinking, he reached out, his smaller hands gently but firmly capturing Scott's thick wrist. "Your hand."

Scott stiffened slightly, glancing down at his own knuckles as if he had entirely forgotten they were ruined. He let out a low, dismissive grunt. "It's fine, sweetheart. Just a scrape."

"That is not a scrape. You're bleeding," Kip corrected gently, his brows furrowing in concern. He didn't let go of Scott's wrist. Instead, he tugged the hockey player toward the kitchen island. "Sit down."

Scott didn't argue. He allowed himself to be manhandled by a man half his size, sinking obediently onto the barstool.

Kip moved with a sudden, focused purpose he hadn't felt in days. He retrieved the first-aid kit from the hall bathroom, bringing the antiseptic, gauze, and a small ice pack back to the kitchen.

He stood between Scott’s spread knees, gently resting the hockey player's massive, battered hand in his own palm. Kip uncapped the antiseptic, dampening a cotton pad.

"Did things get heated at practice yesterday?" Kip asked quietly, keeping his eyes entirely focused on his task as he carefully dabbed the stinging liquid over the split skin.

He didn't suspect a thing. Scott was an NHL center. Bruises and split knuckles were the currency of his profession, and Kip knew exactly how violently competitive the Admirals' practices could get, especially when the team was gearing up for a playoff push.

"Yeah," Scott murmured. His voice was a low, resonant rumble in chest, his gaze locked entirely on the top of Kip's dark curls. "Me and Greg got into it during a drill. Caught his helmet."

"You shouldn't be throwing punches at your own defensemen," Kip chided softly, the faint, ghost of a fond smile touching his lips. He blew a gentle breath over the cleaned cuts to soothe the sting of the alcohol. "You need his hands intact for the blue line."

"He had it coming," Scott replied simply. Kip paused, his thumb stalling on the gauze, a little startled by the sudden, lethal edge that bled through the hockey player's casual tone before Scott smoothly masked it with his usual protective warmth.

Kip carefully applied the butterfly bandages, sealing the worst of the cuts, before wrapping the knuckles in a clean layer of white gauze. He placed the cold ice pack over the swelling, his thumbs gently stroking the uninjured skin of Scott's palm.

For a long moment, the quiet of the kitchen wasn't suffocating. It was just safe.

But as Kip finished taping the ice pack in place, Scott’s free hand came up. The hockey player gently cupped Kip's jaw, his thumb brushing softly over his cheekbone.

Kip's breath hitched, but he didn't pull away.

"Eric's lawyer just called," Scott said, his voice dropping into a gentle, serious register that immediately shattered the fragile peace of the kitchen. "He has an office in Midtown. He read the files Elena sent over. He says we have a bulletproof case."

The cold, sickening weight of reality slammed back into Kip's stomach. The brief respite was over.

"He wants to meet with us at noon," Scott continued, his thumb stroking a slow, steady rhythm against Kip's skin, anchoring him as the panic began to rise. "You don't have to talk. I will do all the talking. But he needs to see you in person to sign the representation paperwork before he fires the first shot at the agency."

Kip stared at the hockey player's chest, his heart hammering a frantic, terrified rhythm against his ribs. His free hand instantly flew to his collarbone, his fingers digging desperately into the familiar silver medallion. The urge to run, to hide under the covers and pretend none of it was happening, was overwhelming.

But he looked down at the battered, bruised hand resting in his own. He felt the solid, grounding weight of the saint against his heart. Scott had bled for his team. He was willing to stand on the front lines and take the hits. The absolute least Kip could do was stand behind him.

"Okay," Kip whispered, his voice trembling slightly. He released his death grip on the necklace to squeeze Scott's hand. "I'll go get dressed."

***

The steady, rumbling vibration of the Jeep’s engine hummed through the rubber soles of Kip’s boots.

It was Friday afternoon. The sky above Manhattan was a bruised, heavy slate gray, matching the towering glass monolith of the Apex Sports Management building looming outside the passenger window. Kip sat rigidly in his seat, his thumb obsessively dragging over the raised silver of the St. Christopher medallion.

Scott’s right hand rested heavily on Kip’s thigh. The heat radiating from the hockey player's broad palm bled right through the denim of Kip’s jeans, anchoring him to the physical space of the cab.

Staring up at the corporate headquarters made Kip’s stomach violently pitch. He squeezed his eyes shut, his brain desperately searching for a distraction and snagging instantly on the suffocating memory of Tuesday's meeting with the fixer.

Sterling Moss’s Midtown office had been a sterile void of glass and steel. The lawyer himself was a shark in a bespoke suit—sharp, calculating, and entirely devoid of bedside manner. After surviving the agonizing, breathless limbo of Wednesday and Thursday while Moss drafted the legal threats, the reality of what was about to happen felt terrifyingly real.

But the worst part of Tuesday had been Moss’s parting blow.

As they stood by the office door, Moss had looked directly at Scott, his tone a flat, absolute directive. "You stay out of it, Mr. Hunter. If Harrison Vance sees an NHL captain playing bodyguard, he spins the optics as coercion. You are a liability to my client."

The memory made Kip’s chest tight. Scott was forced to stay behind the wheel of the Jeep. Kip had to walk into the boardroom entirely alone.

He drew a jagged breath, opened his eyes, and reached for the door handle.

"I'm right here, sweetheart," Scott rumbled, his voice a low, fierce anchor in the quiet cab.

Scott’s fingers squeezed his thigh once—a firm, desperate surge of pressure—before letting go.

Ten minutes later, Kip stepped out of the elevator on the top floor, Moss matching his pace perfectly. The air up here was thin and heavily filtered.

The heavy doors to the executive boardroom stood open. Moss walked in first. Kip followed, his vision instantly tunneling. His heart hammered a frantic, sickening rhythm against his ribs.

Harrison Vance sat at the head of the sprawling, frosted-glass conference table, checking his Rolex.

And sitting three chairs down from him was Peter.

Kip stopped breathing. A cold, paralytic sweat broke out across the back of his neck. The heavy, cloying stench of expensive sandalwood hit the back of his throat, completely suffocating him. The boardroom dissolved. The phantom weight of Peter's hands dragged up his ribs, and the horrific, hushed words echoed violently in his ears.

You melt every single time I put my hands on you. You've been begging for this for months.

Kip swayed on his feet, nausea rolling through his stomach in a devastating wave. He blindly grabbed the back of a leather chair, sinking into it before his knees buckled, fixing his glassy stare entirely on the icy surface of the table. He felt microscopic. He felt entirely, permanently dirty.

"Let's make this quick, Mr. Moss," Vance sighed, his tone dripping with corporate annoyance. The senior partner treated the meeting like a petulant diva stunt. "Apex has a crisis-management seminar at two, and I have very little patience for athletes trying to renegotiate their coaching fees in the middle of a media tour."

Moss slid a thick manila folder across the frosted glass.

As the senior partner began to read, Kip’s mind snapped back to the cold leather chair in Moss’s office. He heard the lawyer’s methodical, chilling breakdown of the paperwork his associate had pulled from the servers.

"Apex quietly severed ties with Callaghan back in 2005," Moss’s voice echoed in Kip's memory. "But they didn't just fire a coach. He had been coaching a twenty-one-year-old male skater for the agency. A National Champion and a Worlds bronze medalist. When that skater filed an internal complaint for severe misconduct, Apex paid the victim out of a discretionary PR fund to keep him quiet, forcing an NDA and disguising the payout as a developmental training grant. It’s a documented, verifiable corporate cover-up. That is our bullet. Furthermore, your… associate flagged two other quiet coaching transfers in the years since—both male skaters in their early twenties. No payouts on those, but it establishes an undeniable pattern of predation."

Sitting in the boardroom, Kip watched the annoyance on Vance’s face completely evaporate.

The senior partner went absolutely pale. The color drained from his cheeks, leaving behind a cold, freezing corporate terror. Vance closed the folder abruptly.

"My client is not seeking financial damages, Mr. Vance," Moss added, his tone lethal and absolute. "We want a clean, immediate severance of all ties with Mr. Callaghan. Zero dollars exchanged. Furthermore, Mr. Grady’s agency representation and existing corporate sponsorships are to remain entirely intact and in good standing. Otherwise, the New York Times gets the 2005 receipts."

"I need five minutes," the man said, his voice entirely stripped of its earlier arrogance. He stood up, grabbed his cell phone, and walked out of the boardroom.

The heavy door clicked shut.

The silence left in his wake was deafening. It pressed against Kip’s eardrums, thick and suffocating. The urge to bolt was overwhelming, but the agonizing tension forced Kip to do the one thing he swore he wouldn't.

He lifted his chin and looked directly at Peter.

The coach was sitting perfectly still, his hands folded on the table. When he felt Kip's stare, he slowly turned his head. Their eyes met for a fraction of a second before Peter flinched, dropping his gaze quickly back to the table in rigid silence.

Kip stared. His exhausted brain stalled, struggling to process the visual anomaly.

The left side of Peter's face was a mottled, horrifying canvas of yellowing bruises and swollen flesh. A subtle, custom-fitted medical wire braced his jaw together.

Mangled knuckles on a Tuesday morning.

"Me and Greg got into it... caught his helmet."

The math violently collided in Kip's head. Scott had scrapped with his defensemen in practice before, sure. But he never hit his own boys hard enough to shatter his knuckles, and the sheer, homicidal severity of this damage didn't come from a standard drill. Kip stared at the medical wire bracing Peter's face, the pieces finally, horrifyingly locking together. And then, another impossible detail clicked seamlessly into place: Kip’s phone had been entirely, miraculously silent since Monday evening.

The realization hit Kip like a freight train.

Scott didn't hit Greg. Scott hunted Peter down and shattered his skull.

Kip’s breath hitched. A profound, breathtaking shock radiated through his chest, instantly dissolving the thick, toxic rot of shame he had carried for a week. He doesn't think I'm dirty, Kip realized, a hot, desperate tear pricking his lash line. He doesn't think I'm weak. Scott hadn't pitied him. Scott hadn't viewed Kip's paralysis as complicity. Scott saw a predator, and he went to war.

His hockey player had already won the physical fight. Moss was just here for the corporate cleanup.

The sudden, unexpected surge of strength hit Kip’s lungs, allowing him to pull a full, deep breath of air into his chest.

The door opened. Vance walked back in, his posture rigid. He sat down and pushed the folder back toward Moss.

"Apex Sports Management is officially terminating its relationship with Peter Callaghan," Vance stated, his eyes dark and entirely void of warmth. "The paperwork will be filed this afternoon."

Peter’s hands locked into tight fists on the table. Unable to argue through the medical wire bracing his jaw, a dark, angry flush crept up his neck. His pristine composure finally cracked, his jaw clenching in tense, impotent silence.

Watching his coach sit completely powerless across the frosted glass, relief, sharp and blinding, spiked in Kip's blood. He was free.

"However," Vance continued, shifting his cold, corporate gaze directly to Kip. "Apex is also terminating its representation of you, Christopher."

Kip swallowed hard, his stomach plummeting. The last, desperate sliver of hope he had been clinging to instantly evaporated. Moss had warned them this might happen.

"I can guarantee the coach is gone," the fixer had told them bluntly on Tuesday. "But I cannot legally force an agency to keep you on their roster. If Vance wants to retaliate, he will use the fine print to strip your sponsorships. You need to be prepared to walk away with nothing."

Vance was exacting his price.

"Nike, Visa, and BMW's morality and PR clauses are tied exclusively to this agency," the senior partner stated flatly. "They stay with us. Furthermore, I will be having a word with the USFSA regarding your reliability as a funded athlete."

The freezing reality of the boardroom completely stripped away Kip's armor. America's Golden Boy was a corporate asset, Kip thought numbly, and the corporation had just liquidated him. He was free, but he was entirely burned.

Thirty minutes later, Kip walked out of the glass doors and into the freezing gray afternoon. He crossed the damp pavement, his entire body shaking from a massive, crushing adrenaline crash, and climbed back into the passenger seat of the Jeep.

Scott shifted immediately, his hazel eyes scanning Kip's pale face with fierce, hyper-vigilant intensity. "Is it over?"

Kip nodded. His voice sounded hollow, scraping against his dry throat. "He's gone."

Scott let out a harsh, jagged exhale, the lethal tension rolling off his massive shoulders.

"But they dropped me, Scott," Kip whispered, staring blankly at the dashboard as the reality finally settled into his bones. "Vance kept the sponsors. And he's going to tell the federation I'm a liability. I have no funding. I have nothing."

Scott reached forward and killed the engine. The hum of the Jeep died. He unbuckled his seatbelt, leaned over the center console, and pulled Kip flush against his broad chest.

"I've got you," Scott rumbled, pressing a fierce, grounding kiss into the side of Kip's hair, his voice an immovable bedrock. "I promised you. If we have to walk away, we walk away. We figure out what comes next."

Kip squeezed his eyes shut, his hands fisting desperately in the heavy fabric of Scott’s coat. The hockey player’s warmth was an absolute, impenetrable shield. The blackmail had secured his safety, but it hadn't saved his funding. He was right back to the suffocating reality he had accepted in January.

He buried his face in the crook of Scott's neck, a broken, jagged sob tearing out of his throat. He cried—not from fear, and not from shame, but from a profound, devastating grief. He had traded the only future he had ever wanted just to survive.