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To ■■■■ ,
Once upon a summer,
The starlight, the night sky,
Twinkled like never before.
They twinkled like diamonds in the sky.
All because she was there to show it.
To me.
Like a child, seeing beauty for the first time.
Like a child, I was.
Maybe it was that way, maybe it wasn’t.
It was so fascinating, so beautiful.
I would never trade that moment for anything.
Ever.
Where is she now?
Where are she and her so-called “friends”?
Where have you gone?
Every time I see the stars all I can think about is that one day.
I hate it.
I hate it,
Hate it,
So much.
I can’t stop looking at the sky.
I can’t stop thinking of you,
Witch of ■■■■.
I can’t help it anymore.
Such a selfish man, I am.
In truth,
Why was I made this way?
I grieve like everyone else,
Cry,
Laugh,
Smile,
And yet be anything but.
I play the role of a figurehead,
The Fount matters little.
I once was the Fount of Knowledge,
It doesn’t feel much like it anymore.
The Fount of Knowledge had become nothing more than a puppet.
The Fount of Knowledge was a puppet,
An insufficient puppet.
With what knowledge was I supposed to do about this?
I can’t stop it anymore.
I can't.
What am I supposed to do?
I don’t want this burden anymore.
Knowledge used to be freeing,
I once liked it.
Now it feels like a burden put on me.
I once liked helping others,
But what am I to do when they never accept it?
It’s frustrating,
Selfish,
And ridiculous.
This isn’t knowledge anymore,
It’s anything but,
This hatred is infinite.
Why does everything good go away?
Nothing lasts forever.
Except me.
I hate it
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What have I become?
Please,
Just end this cruel play already.
I can't keep going like this anymore.
I can’t.
I'm just not capable anymore.