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The apartment felt like it had been claimed by some gentle, benevolent spell ever since midterms ended. The sunlight through the windows was golden and heavy, the sheets always smelled like skin and sleep and sex, and every hour seemed to stretch languidly toward pleasure. They’d been doing nothing for days, and everything.

Mornings bled into afternoons without meaning, punctuated by long, slow kisses and Eliot’s impeccable coffee, Quentin’s ridiculous giggles when Eliot touched just the right spot, and Eliot's voice like honey praising him for being such a perfect boy. They barely wore clothes. They barely left bed. They fucked until Quentin couldn’t speak and then napped tangled in each other like a pair of overfed cats, waking only to start again.

“I love you,” Eliot had said so many times now it barely made Quentin short-circuit anymore. Barely. Not completely. And Quentin said it back every time, sometimes through gasping moans, sometimes through quiet snuggled hums into Eliot’s chest.

It was bliss. Disgustingly domestic bliss. Margo had taken to slamming the door dramatically every time she left just to announce she was not witnessing this.

But even paradise needed laundry.

“I should probably go back to my dorm tonight,” Quentin mumbled, from where he was lazily sprawled across Eliot’s chest, lips brushing his collarbone. “Just for a bit. I haven’t seen it in over a week, and I think my clothes have unionized.”

Eliot blinked slowly, looking down at him with mock outrage. “You’re abandoning me.”

“No! No, I’m—” Quentin propped his chin on Eliot’s chest, sheepish and pink in the cheeks. “I just want to take care of some stuff. Laundry, my good charger, maybe shave. And—” he hesitated, cheeks getting redder, “I was thinking it might be nice to, I don’t know… pick you up for our date tomorrow. Properly. Like a real date.”

Eliot went still. Something shifted in his expression—something soft, so openly vulnerable for half a second, Quentin almost panicked. Then Eliot smiled. It was warm and bright and just a little bit wicked.

“You’re such a hopeless romantic,” he murmured.

Quentin groaned and buried his face again. “Maybe.”

“You want to pick me up. Are you going to knock on the door with flowers and everything?”

“I might! Shut up.” Quentin peered up at him. “I just… I want it to be special, okay? You’re special.”

Eliot’s hand slid up his back, gentle. “You don’t have to go. I’d keep you here, you know. Naked and needy and trapped in my bed forever.”

“I know,” Quentin whispered, smiling. “But it’ll make tomorrow even better.”

Eliot considered that. “Fine. You may go. But—” His voice changed, slipping into something low and commanding. “You’re still under every single rule.”

Quentin blinked. “Okay.”

“All of them,” Eliot said smoothly. “You eat a real dinner. You hydrate. You check in frequently. And—” he leaned in, lips brushing Quentin’s ear, “—you don’t get off.”

Quentin made a strangled noise. “What?”

“No coming. No touching. Not even humping your stupid pillow like a pathetic little virgin.”

“Eliot!”

Eliot smiled slowly. “You want to make tomorrow special, baby? Fine. That means you come back to me desperate. Ruined with it.”

Quentin’s face was brilliant red now, his mouth opening and closing helplessly. “That’s evil.”

“Correct,” Eliot said, all smug amusement. “You agree to the terms?”

Quentin swallowed. “Y-yeah. Yes.”

Eliot raised an eyebrow.

“Yes, Sir,” Quentin added quickly, flustered and squirming already.

Eliot kissed him slow and deep, then gave his ass a light smack as he sat up. “Go. Before I tie you to my bed forever.”

Quentin dressed reluctantly, throwing things into a bag and avoiding Eliot’s amused glances. As he stepped into the doorway, Eliot called out, “Q?”

Quentin turned.

“You’re gonna do great.” Eliot’s voice softened. “I’m excited. And I’m proud of you.”

Quentin smiled so hard it hurt. “I love you.”

“I love you too.”

—------------------

The apartment felt quieter without Quentin.

Not bad, exactly it was just... strange. Strange how quickly Eliot had gotten used to him being there, padding around in his socks, sipping coffee too slowly, chewing the end of his pen while he read. His absence left a subtle silence Eliot couldn't ignore.

He sent the text without overthinking it.
Eliot: Q’s gone for the night. I need Margo time. Bring snacks.
Margo: Say no more. Be there in twenty.

Sure enough, twenty-three minutes later, Margo strolled in with two bags of chips, a pint of something alcoholic, and a box of mini cupcakes. She dropped everything onto the counter and raised an eyebrow.

“You look like someone just stole your emotional support sub.”

Eliot laughed. “That’s not entirely inaccurate.”

She hopped up on the counter and opened the drinks. “I brought you sugar, salt, and alcohol. Pick your poison.”

“Cupcake,” he said instantly, unwrapping one. “God, I’ve missed this.”

“Right? It’s weird without him here. Like, objectively weird. Isn’t it wild how fast he became part of our little fucked-up domestic circus?”

“It’s alarming,” Eliot agreed, mouth full of frosting. “I keep looking up expecting to hear him whining about something.”

Margo popped open a bag of chips and nudged it toward him. “Speaking of—how are you?”

He glanced at her. “I’m fine.”

She didn’t blink. “Try again, bitch. I saw you after Mike. That wasn’t ‘fine.’ You were like, four seconds away from throwing a chair.”

Eliot sighed and leaned back against the counter. “Yeah. It was bad. But… I mean, Quentin saw it. He was…” He shrugged, “he took care of me, Margo. Like, actually took care of me. No judgment. He helped me shower. He made tea. Tucked me in. And the next morning I… I told him. That I loved him.”

Her eyes softened instantly. “Yeah?”

“He said it back, as you already know,” Eliot said, almost reverent. “He’s been in love with me, apparently. For a while.”

“I know,” Margo said, pointing a chip at him. “He told me. Weeks ago. Poor boy was so head over heels and absolutely sure you didn’t feel the same.”

Eliot laughed, quiet and breathless. “He begged me to fuck him the next morning. Like, really fuck him. It was… yeah. Amazing. Emotional. Really fucking Hot.”

“Okay, gross, but I’m happy for you.”

He gave her a look. “You started this conversation.”

“And I will end it if you try to say the phrase ‘emotional load-bearing anal’ or whatever disgusting thing you’re thinking.”

They both cracked up, and Margo took a long sip of her drink.

“No, but seriously,” she said after a moment. “I wanted to check in. Because you weren’t okay. Not after Mike. And now you seem like you’re glowing and it’s great but... are you actually okay?”

Eliot nodded slowly. “I think I am. Or at least—I will be. He gets me. Not just the glitter or just the Dom. All of it. And he stayed even after I had a breakdown. I feel like… I’ve never had that. I didn’t think anyone could love me like that. And then he did. And still does. Even after all that.”

“Because you deserve it,” she said. “Even on your worst days. Especially on your worst days.”

Eliot blinked at her. “That’s what he said. Almost exactly.”

“Because he’s smart. And maybe slightly masochistic, given how chaotic we are, but smart.”

He huffed a quiet laugh. “He begged me for a punishment, you know.”

“Hot.”

“I mean—yes,” Eliot said, laughing a little now. “But also… kind of devastating. He felt so bad. And I didn’t even think he needed punishment. But I realized… he needed to forgive himself. And he needed my help to do that.”

Margo tilted her head. “And did he?”

“Yeah.” Eliot smiled, faraway. “I think he really did.”

She exhaled like she was finally letting go of some breath she’d been holding for days. “You scared me that night, El. I didn’t like seeing you that way. I wanted to go nuclear on Mike.”

“I know.”

“I would have, too.”

Margo slid down from the counter and wrapped her arms around him. “You deserve it. You deserve someone who loves you, even when you’re a mess.”

Eliot rested his cheek against her temple. “I already have that. You.”

“Well, yeah,” she said, smirking. “But now you have someone who’s legally required to make you come at least twice a week.”

“Margo.”

“Twice a day, then.”

He groaned, but he was smiling.

“Okay, emotionally available time is over. Time for sugar therapy round two.”

Eliot grabbed the snacks without hesitation. “God, I fucking love you.”

She grinned. “I know.”

—----------

The apartment was lit in the lazy gold hue of early evening—lamplight glowing soft and low, casting long shadows across the living room. A half-finished bottle of red wine stood on the coffee table beside an open bag of fancy kettle popcorn and a box of cupcakes Margo had picked up on the way home, swearing Eliot needed sugar “to recover from being a whiny little drama queen all week.”

Eliot was tucked into one end of the couch, barefoot, wrapped in his robe like a gay Gatsby, long legs draped over the edge. Margo sat the opposite way, her knees propped against his thigh, balancing her wine glass on her knee with the grace of someone who had spent years perfecting the art of high-functioning dysfunction.

The TV was playing something deeply unwatchable, which meant Margo had chosen it.

Eliot wasn’t paying attention.

He had his phone in hand and a stupid, dreamy little smile curling at his mouth as he scrolled through messages. He didn't notice he was doing it, didn't clock the way his entire face softened.

Margo did.

She made a sound halfway between a sigh and a gag. “Oh my God. You’re texting him, aren’t you?”

Eliot blinked up, pretending for exactly half a second to be innocent. “I don’t know what you’re talking about.”

She threw a popcorn kernel at his face. “You look like you just got proposed to by a boy band member in a Disney Channel Original Movie.”

He batted the popcorn away and grinned. “Well, he did say I ruin him.”

“Oh, Jesus.”

“I didn’t ask for these powers,” Eliot said, sipping from his wineglass with theatrical grace. “But who am I to waste them?”

Margo rolled her eyes. “You're such a menace. You’ve got him tied in knots, you know that, right?”

Eliot tilted his phone toward her so she could see the most recent message from Quentin:

I can’t believe you left me like this. I’m dying. Please. Please.

Margo blinked. “Wait—left him like that?”

“I may have told him,” Eliot said casually, swirling his wine, “that he’s not allowed to touch himself until we see each other again. And then spent hours basically sexting him.”

“Oh my fucking God.” Margo laughed, full belly, eyes bright. “You are actually a monster.”

“A loving, benevolent monster,” he said sweetly. “He agreed.”

“Of course he did. He’d walk into traffic if you told him to do it like a good boy.”

Eliot flushed faintly, glancing back at his phone. “I mean. I did say it nicely. Mostly.”

Margo drained her glass and leaned closer. “You should mess with him. For fun.”

Eliot raised an eyebrow. “You think?”

“Obviously,” she said. “He’s probably already curled up in that weird blanket of his with tears in his eyes. Kick the boy while he’s down.”

Eliot gave her a look, then turned back to his phone, thumbs moving quickly. He knew exactly how to wind Quentin up without crossing a line.

Eliot:
Are you being good for me, baby? Or are you already whining and squirming like a desperate little brat?

He didn’t have to wait long for Quentin’s reply.

Quentin:
I hate you. I’m going to combust.

Please. Please let me at least touch it. You’re not even here. This is torture.

It’s not fair.

Eliot laughed softly under his breath, that dreamy little smile blooming again.

Eliot:
Good. You should suffer beautifully for me. Don’t even think about touching.

He sent it with a smug smile, then leaned his head back against the couch with a pleased sigh.

Margo topped off both their glasses. “You’re having way too much fun with this.”

“Of course I am. He’s soft and desperate and all mine.”

Margo studied him over the rim of her glass. “It’s weird.”

“What’s weird?”

“That he fits,” she said simply. “Like, in this. In our whole thing. You and me and our fucked-up codependence. He just… folded in. Like he’s been here the whole time.”

Eliot glanced over at her, and something gentle settled in his chest.

“He’s family,” she added, too casually. “Our emotionally repressed, nerdy little third wheel. He belongs.”

Eliot swallowed around the lump in his throat and smiled at her. “Yeah. He really does.”

Margo reached over, grabbed a chip, and tossed it in her mouth. “I swear to God, you are both so far gone it’s painful to witness.”

“He’s so gone for me,” Eliot said, only a little smug. “He’s not even trying to pretend anymore.”

“You’re worse,” Margo replied. “You look like someone hit you over the head with a glitter brick and now you only speak in honey-dripping filth.”

“That’s an incredible- if not confusing- metaphor, thank you.”

She gestured lazily with her wineglass. “Honestly, I didn’t think you had it in you. Loving someone this much. Or rather letting yourself love someone this much- letting them too.”

He glanced at her, caught off guard.

“I mean,” she said, quieter now, “you’ve had a lot of walls up, El. You used to keep people out on purpose. Then came this hoodie-wearing, anxious disaster of a man and suddenly you’re letting him boss you around with his stupid mouth and putting your whole heart on the floor.”

Eliot’s smile dropped a little. But not in a bad way. Just softened.

He set his wine aside, tugged the blanket over his lap, and leaned back with a sigh. “Yeah. He’s… everything.”

Margo didn’t say anything for a moment. She just looked at him, the way only someone who’s known you forever can.

“I’m glad he’s ours,” she said finally. “In whatever weird, codependent little trio we’ve built. I like him.”

Eliot’s eyes crinkled. “He’s lucky you didn’t claw his eyes out.”

“Oh, don’t get me wrong. I would if he hurt you.” She sipped her wine. “But if he makes you smile like that again, I might actually die of secondhand affection.”

Eliot turned back to his phone and typed one more message to Quentin:

Eliot:
I miss you. Be good for me. I’ll know if you’re not.

Margo glanced sideways at him and grinned. “Gross.”

Eliot’s smile was soft, reverent, warm.

“Yeah,” he murmured, “I know.”

—------------------------

Quentin stood in front of the mirror with his shirt half-buttoned and three different ties hanging around his neck like he was auditioning for some tragic college theater production of Confessions of a Chronically Anxious Twink.

His dorm room looked like a clothing bomb had gone off. Two sweaters lay abandoned on his bed, a button-down shirt with wrinkled sleeves was draped over his desk chair, and his nicest pair of jeans had already been tried on and dismissed—too tight, too something. He was officially spiraling.

“This is stupid,” he muttered, yanking off the tie he’d just tried and flinging it toward the laundry basket. “We literally had sex yesterday. We’ve done…everything. Why am I nervous?”

But he was nervous. He was pacing nervously. Heart-in-his-throat nervous. It felt like too much and not enough all at once. Because tonight was different. Not a scene, or fucking, or just hanging out. It was a date. A real, actual date. And even though they’d been orbiting each other for months—living together more often than not, sharing a bed, sharing everything—this felt official in a way that made Quentin’s stomach twist up like a pretzel.

He ended up in a dark green sweater over a white button-down, soft jeans, and his worn brown boots. He combed his hair and immediately regretted it, mussed it up a bit, and then finally gave up. He spritzed on a bit of cologne Eliot had once offhandedly said made him “smell like old books,” then turned to his messenger bag.

He carefully packed it while also making sure he had:

• HIs good phone charger
  
  
• Deodorant
  
  
• Condoms and lube (just in case—he wasn’t that much of a hopeless romantic)
  
  
• His tiny notebook (because he still occasionally wrote poems, and Eliot had been a source of inspiration recently)
  
  

Finally, with one last nervous swipe of chapstick, he left the dorm.

The walk to Eliot and Margo’s apartment was brisk, cold enough to sting his cheeks but not enough to make him regret walking. He needed the air, the movement, the solitude. It helped settle him.

He hesitated only once in front of their door before knocking.

And then Eliot opened it.

And Quentin’s breath punched out of his lungs like he’d been winded.

Eliot was…God. Ridiculous. Hot. 

“You’re—” Quentin tried, blinking.

Eliot smiled slowly, the kind of smile that had wrecked lesser men. “Devastating? Dashing? Irresistible?”

“All of the above,” Quentin murmured, half under his breath.

Eliot looked him over—slowly, appreciatively. His gaze lingered on Quentin’s soft sweater, the bag slung over his shoulder, and his flushed face. “You clean up nice, Mr. Coldwater.”

Quentin blushed, tugging at his sleeve. “Thanks. You too. I mean, you always—look like that. But especially now. You look like you own half the Met, actually.”

“I’ll take that as a compliment,” Eliot said, stepping forward. He reached out and smoothed a wrinkle on Quentin’s collar. “You ready?”

Quentin nodded, then hesitated when Eliot didn’t drop his hand.

Eliot’s eyes twinkled. “Have you been good for me?”

Quentin’s ears turned scarlet.

“I—yeah. I mean. I followed all the rules.”

Eliot leaned in, close enough for Quentin to smell his cologne. “No touching?”

Quentin gave a small, helpless shake of his head. “No touching.”

Eliot kissed his cheek—soft and possessive—and whispered, “Good boy.”

Quentin’s knees nearly buckled.

Eliot grinned, smug and fond. “Let’s go, then. The art world awaits.”

They headed off together toward the train—Eliot’s hand brushing against Quentin’s as they walked, not quite holding but never far. Quentin felt full of warmth and nerves and something bigger than either—love, maybe?

—------------

The train ride into the city was filled with casual conversation and subtle touches—knees knocking together, hands brushing, Quentin leaning into Eliot’s shoulder when the car jostled too hard. They both pretended not to notice the older woman across the aisle smiling at them. It felt good. It felt normal.

Quentin couldn’t stop fidgeting as they stepped off the train and walked toward the museum. He was technically the one who had planned this, picked the time, sent the link to Eliot with “Would this be okay?” like it was the most daring thing he’d ever done. But Eliot had said yes — and then picked the dinner spot himself, which felt like a fair trade-off, one that kept Quentin grounded and floating all at once.

It was early afternoon, sun high but mellow. Their hands brushed together once, twice, and then Eliot caught Quentin’s fingers and laced them through his own.

“You’re fidgeting,” Eliot murmured without looking, like he just knew. “What’s got you all buzzy?”

Quentin shrugged, a little too fast. “I don’t know. Maybe just—nervous?”

Eliot finally turned to look at him. His eyes were warm. “We’ve literally had sex with you sitting on my lap.”

“That’s not helping,” Quentin said, his voice catching on a laugh. “This is different. This is a date.”

“And I look hot enough to rattle your nerves?” Eliot teased, cocking his head, mock-serious.

Quentin flushed, then rolled his eyes affectionately. “You always look hot. That’s the problem.”

The museum was one of Eliot’s favorites, with polished floors and high ceilings and warm pools of light cascading across the exhibits. Quentin was enthralled.

The museum was quiet enough to feel intimate but not empty. Quentin kept thinking about how different Eliot seemed here — same quick wit and elegant composure, but also something softer. He would pause in front of a painting, tilt his head, and look so genuinely absorbed that Quentin couldn’t look away. A few times, Eliot leaned close and murmured a thought about the brushstrokes or color palette, and Quentin found himself genuinely trying to keep up — even though mostly he was just watching Eliot’s mouth move.

They wandered slowly. Quentin stopped in front of a Rothko and tilted his head. “This one always makes me kind of sad.”

“Why?” Eliot asked, leaning in beside him.

“I think because it’s just—too much feeling and no shape to hold it. It’s like when you’re spiraling, and everything’s bleeding together.”

Eliot was quiet for a second. “You’re kind of brilliant when you’re not catastrophizing.”

“Wow,” Quentin said, grinning. “Romantic and insulting.”

Eliot bumped their shoulders together. “You bring out the best in me.”

They made their way into the sculpture wing, and Quentin stopped in front of a tall, abstract piece that looked vaguely humanoid but twisted, like someone had tried to sculpt longing out of melted copper. Eliot stepped up behind him, so close Quentin could feel the warmth of his chest.

They walked around for a bit more. Quentin got very excited about a particular piece and started babbling in a way that made Eliot’s heart go soft. 

Eliot watched him like he was the exhibit.

“You know,” Quentin said as they stood in front of a huge modern installation, “I think you belong here.”

Eliot raised a brow. “In the modern art wing?”

“No,” Quentin said, turning toward him with all the weight in the world behind it. “Here. With the rest of the beautiful things. You’re—” he floundered, helplessly sincere. “You’re art, Eliot.”

Eliot turned him gently by the shoulders. “Quentin Coldwater. You sappy little fuck.”

“Don’t act like you’re not flattered.”

“Oh, I’m not pretending. I’m absolutely preening.”

For a second, Eliot didn’t say anything. Then he stepped closer and cupped Quentin’s jaw with one elegant hand, thumb brushing his cheekbone. “You say things like that,” he murmured, “and you expect me not to kiss you in public?”

“I’m counting on it.” Quentin laughed, and Eliot kissed him — right there in the gallery, surrounded by strangers and silence and art. It was soft, sure. He kissed Quentin like he meant it. Like he was claiming the moment for himself.

By the time they left the museum, Quentin was floating again. Not subspace, but maybe something adjacent — dreamy and overwhelmed in a good way.

They were halfway down the block when Eliot pulled him to a stop just outside the museum’s tall marble facade. His eyes were shining with some unreadable emotion.

“What?” Quentin asked.

Eliot didn’t answer. He just grabbed Quentin by the collar and kissed him, hard. A sudden, breathless thing that stole the air from Quentin’s lungs. One of those kisses that makes you think you’ve been kissed wrong your whole life.

When Eliot pulled back, he was flushed, just slightly. “You’re not going back to your dorm tonight. I won’t allow it.”

Quentin blinked at him.

“I’m taking you home,” Eliot said, his voice lower now, nearly a growl. “I’m going to ruin you.”

Quentin’s knees nearly buckled. “Okay.”

Eliot laced their fingers again, effortlessly. “Dinner first. Then debauchery.”

Quentin just nodded, dizzy with affection and want.

He had wanted this to be a real date. Something normal and soft and separate from their rules and rituals. And it was. But it was also them — flirtatious and warm and absolutely electric. It was everything Quentin hadn’t known he needed.

And he couldn’t wait to see how the night ended.

—--------

Dinner was at a little Italian place Eliot had chosen, tucked into a quiet corner just off the main drag—half candlelight, half twinkle lights, and fully too romantic for Quentin’s frazzled brain. The hostess smiled when she saw them holding hands and led them to a cozy corner booth with red seats and a single tea light flickering between them. Quentin slid in across from Eliot and tried not to combust from how unfairly beautiful he looked in the low lighting.

“So,” Eliot said, once they’d ordered—wine for Eliot, a fizzy nonalcoholic thing for Quentin, who said he didn’t want to dull any of this. “Did you learn anything life-changing at the museum?”

Quentin grinned, twirling his straw. “Yeah. I learned you absolutely could’ve been one of those portraits. That one upstairs? The French one with the smug noble in all that embroidery? It’s you. Unfairly hot. All smug bone structure and attitude.”

Eliot tilted his head with a smirk, clearly pleased. “So I’m a nobleman, and you’re the wide-eyed peasant with a library card?”

“I’m the starving artist, obviously,” Quentin shot back. “Desperately in love with his unattainable muse.”

“Unattainable?” Eliot raised a single brow. “I’m literally going to ruin you when we get home.”

Quentin nearly choked on his drink.

Eliot winked and took a sip of his wine like he hadn’t just delivered a line worthy of melting steel.

They kept talking. About the art, about dumb things from classes, about the strange serenity of having a night without stress for the first time in weeks. Quentin was soft around the edges with it, watching Eliot laugh and toss his head back and make jokes so effortlessly. They flirted and teased and stared too long across the flickering candlelight, Eliot’s leg brushing his under the table, Quentin’s hand drifting into his lap at one point just to touch his knee, like he couldn’t stop reminding himself Eliot was real and here and his.

Their plates came—Quentin’s filled with gnocchi, Eliot’s with chicken over saffron risotto—and they ate while making faces at each other every time someone in the restaurant did something weird. Eliot stole bites off his plate, claimed it was for research. Quentin let him, secretly delighted.

“I’ve never felt like this,” Quentin said softly at one point, fork resting in the half-finished gnocchi, his voice shy. “Like... it’s just easy. And fun. And sweet. And I don’t feel like I’m performing, or failing.”

Eliot reached across the table and squeezed his hand. “You’re not. You’re just being you. And I like that person very, very much.”

Quentin bit his lip, eyes wet. “I like you very, very much, too.”

The walk back to the apartment was slow, hands laced between them, the air cool and the night quiet enough that their footsteps echoed slightly on the sidewalk. Quentin was saying something about how maybe next time they should go to the science museum—he had a weird fondness for old telescopes—when Eliot stopped them mid-step.

They walked quietly for a bit, hands brushing together, until Eliot reached out and laced their fingers fully.

Quentin melted just a little more.

“You did good today,” Eliot said, voice low and pleased. “With everything. The date, the rules. You were good yesterday too, being patient, listening, taking care of yourself.”

“Trying,” Quentin mumbled, cheeks pink.

“I noticed,” Eliot murmured, then suddenly moved a hand up and scruffed the back of Quentin’s neck, fingers sliding into the longer bits of his hair to give a firm little tug.

Quentin whined.

It came out embarrassingly easy, automatic, his knees going a little weak at the sensation. Eliot smirked.

“God, you’re cute when you melt like that,” he said. “I should do it more often.”

Quentin tried to recover, face flaming. “That’s not fair.”

“Oh, darling.” Eliot turned to face him more fully, walking them backwards a few steps into a shadowed doorway, just out of the path of foot traffic. His hand stayed at Quentin’s neck, fingers pressing lightly into the base of his skull, grounding. “Thank you for tonight,” Eliot said, voice a low purr. “For being sweet. For taking care of both of us the other day. But now,” and here his fingers tightened just enough to make Quentin go still, “I’m going to take you apart a little. And I expect you to be a good boy about it.”

Quentin’s mouth opened and closed. He nodded quickly. “Y-yes, Sir.”

Eliot leaned in, brushing his mouth against Quentin’s ear. “You’ve been so good. But I’ve been thinking about taking you apart you all day.”

Quentin whimpered. “Oh my God.”

“Shh,” Eliot said, kissing his cheek, then guiding him out of the doorway. “Let’s go home.”

They walked the rest of the way with Quentin’s heart racing and Eliot’s hand snugly gripping his.

—-----------

The door to the apartment slammed softly behind them, Eliot crowding Quentin back against it almost immediately, hands braced on either side of his head. His mouth was on Quentin's before he could speak, stealing the breath from him like it belonged to him—because it did.

“Fuck,” Quentin gasped when Eliot finally pulled back, lips swollen, chest heaving. “You—”

“On your knees,” Eliot said, voice a low, decadent purr, already undoing the buttons of his shirt as he stepped back. “Right now.”

Quentin obeyed so fast it was embarrassing. His bag slid off his shoulder and hit the floor with a soft thunk as he dropped to his knees. His fingers trembled against his thighs, head bowed slightly even as he tried to keep his eyes on Eliot, pupils blown wide with desire.

“You’ve been good all day,” Eliot said, starting to unbutton his cuffs with deliberate slowness. “You planned the date. You asked so nicely. You looked so pretty in the museum I nearly dragged you into a supply closet.”

Quentin flushed, chest warm and fluttery. His knees already ached a little on the hardwood but he didn’t care. “You’re the one who looked like walking art,” he mumbled.

Eliot tilted his head, smiling fondly. “Compliments will get you everywhere. But tonight? You don’t get to come until I say so. And not a second before.”

Quentin whimpered, his cock twitching in his pants. “Yes, Daddy.”

Eliot moved like a man with a plan. “Hands behind your back. Don’t move.” He disappeared for a second into the bedroom, came back with the soft black rope Quentin loved—the one Eliot always used when he wanted things to feel romantic and intense, like a secret ritual just for them. It had a Pavlovian impact on Quentin at this point.

He knelt in front of Quentin and tied his wrists behind his back, fingers brushing gently against his skin, tugging the knots just tight enough. “There,” he said softly. “Now you’re mine. No distractions. Just this.”

And then he stood, and unzipped Quentin’s pants right there on the floor. Pulled him out and stroked him lazily, watching his face, his reactions.

Quentin was already panting, leaning into the touch, flushed from his throat to his hairline. “Fuck, Eliot, I—”

“I didn’t say you could speak,” Eliot interrupted, thumb brushing the slit of Quentin’s cock. “Do you want to be edged tonight? Like a good boy? Or do you want to misbehave and get left wanting?”

That shut Quentin up fast. He nodded frantically, swallowing back a whine.

Eliot laughed and tugged him to his feet, led him to the bedroom and pushed him gently onto the bed. He undressed Quentin slowly, like he was unwrapping something precious. By the time Quentin was bare and breathless, Eliot was climbing over him, pinning him down with a hand to his chest.

He teased him with fingers, with tongue, with hot words, and the weight of his body. He edged Quentin once, twice, three times, until Quentin was a wreck beneath him, shivering and whining and begging. When Eliot finally pushed inside, slow and thick and deep, Quentin shattered.

“Daddy,” he moaned. “Daddy, Daddy, Daddy—”

His voice caught and clung to the word like it was the only one that existed. Like it was oxygen.

Eliot fucked him deep and slow, cradling his jaw with one hand, the other gripping his hip. “That’s right,” he murmured. “Say it for me. You’re doing so well. My sweet, sweet boy.”

Quentin sobbed, blissed-out and completely lost to it, nothing left but the feel of Eliot, the overwhelming fullness, the warmth curling through his whole body like sunlight.

“You feel that?” Eliot whispered. “That’s me. That’s love. That’s what you get for taking me on the best goddamn date of my life.”

Quentin came undone a few minutes later, screaming Eliot’s name—his hands still tied, his body trembling—and Eliot followed, groaning as he emptied himself inside, keeping Quentin close, grounding him through the comedown.

They collapsed together in a tangled heap of limbs and heat and quiet gasping breath. Eliot kissed Quentin’s temple, his cheeks, his shoulders. Untied his wrists slowly, rubbing at the tender spots, whispering soft praise.

“You’re everything,” he said against Quentin’s mouth.

Quentin, still a little floaty, just whispered back, “Daddy,” and let Eliot hold him as the world went warm and soft again.

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Eliot didn’t let Quentin move at first. Not right away. He stroked his hair back from his sweaty forehead, kissed the corner of his damp, swollen mouth, and murmured quiet things that didn’t need to be words. The kind of comfort Quentin hadn’t even known how to ask for until Eliot gave it to him over and over.

Eventually, when Quentin had stopped shivering and the floaty buzz in his limbs had ebbed into something softer, Eliot leaned in to kiss his cheek.

“Come on, sweetheart,” he whispered. “Let’s get you cleaned up.”

Quentin groaned sleepily in protest but let himself be coaxed into the bathroom. Eliot turned the water warm and wiped them both down gently with a cloth, his touch reverent. He helped Quentin into one of his oversized sleep shirts—something deep blue and soft that fell halfway to his knees—and pulled on his own pajama pants and a loose robe before leading Quentin to the kitchen.

“Sit,” Eliot said gently, and Quentin obeyed, curling up at the table while Eliot put on the kettle. His legs were still a little wobbly and his head was a cottony cloud of sweetness and quiet. He didn’t say much—just watched Eliot move around the kitchen, precise and calm and familiar.

When the tea was ready, Eliot set the mugs on the coffee table and sank onto the couch, tugging Quentin close. Quentin climbed into his lap like it was instinct, his legs folding up to the side as he nuzzled against Eliot’s chest.

Eliot passed him a mug and kissed the top of his head. “Drink, baby. You’ll feel better.”

They sipped tea in silence for a while, letting the movie Eliot had queued up—some old romantic black-and-white thing—flicker across the screen like background noise. Quentin didn’t care what it was. He just wanted Eliot’s hand tracing circles on his thigh, the feel of his pulse slowing, the faint scent of lavender in the tea.

Eventually, their mugs sat half-finished on the coffee table. Eliot slouched lower into the cushions. Quentin tucked his face against Eliot’s neck. They were both warm, and full, and quiet in the way that only love can be. Quentin’s breathing slowed. So did Eliot’s.

They didn’t even hear the door open.

Margo stood in the entryway for a second, staring at the scene in front of her with a slow, fond exhale. She took in the two of them tangled together, clearly post-sex and post-aftercare, tea forgotten, movie playing. Eliot’s arms were still loosely wrapped around Quentin, and Quentin’s lashes were brushing Eliot’s collarbone.

She rolled her eyes and smiled like she couldn’t help it.

“Disgusting,” she whispered to herself. Then, quieter: “You adorable little shits.”

She went softly over, pulled the knit throw blanket from the back of the couch, and tucked it around both of them with expert hands. Eliot stirred slightly, murmuring something unintelligible without opening his eyes. Quentin didn’t move at all, already dead to the world.

Margo tucked a lock of Eliot’s hair back from his forehead, then brushed her knuckles over Quentin’s shoulder. 

She turned off the TV, left the mugs where they were, and tiptoed back toward her bedroom, smiling the whole way.