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“The sun is up,” I commented.
“A rare sight,” Loki said. His voice was muffled, since he was talking into my chest. After our all-night session, we’d slept a little while longer. I woke up earlier than he did and some how maneuvered us so that he was resting on top of my body, his arms around my waist and his face in my chest. He was heavy, but it felt good. I ran my fingers through his dark hair, marveling at how silky it was. The slight curl to it made me wrap it round my fingers as I stroked his neck. He hummed in approval.
“It’s supposed to rain all of next week. Is it bad that I’m kind of excited? I mean, everyone wants to experience London in the rain,” I said, mindlessly stroking his hair.
“You’ll experience London in the rain quite a bit. I’d enjoy the sun while it last,” Loki said, his fingers tracing patters along my sides.
“You don’t look like you get a lot of sun,” I said.
“I burn easily. Plus, you’re supplying all of the golden rays I desire,” Loki hugged me tighter. I bit my lip to keep from giggling like a middle school girl the first time someone tells her she’s cute. I felt Loki smile and begin pressing kisses through my t-shirt. Well, his t-shirt but it was mine for the moment. I’d donned a white shirt of his, that was much too loose on me, and my underwear, while he’d tugged on some sleep pants. Our peaceful moment was interrupted by his growling stomach, alerting me to my own hunger as well.
“My golden rays may not be all the nourishment you require,” I taunted as he groaned. Loki sat back on his knees and looked down at me. The sunlight was tickling my cheek, and a few streams caught his marble chest. No wonder he’s named after a god. His gaze rested on me a bit too long, and I turned my head a way, blushing. Sure, he’d put his cum in ever orifice on my body, but that was in the dark of night. Now, in the light of day, it was so much more real.
“You look good like this,” Loki said, grabbing ahold of my ankle.
“Because I’m wearing your shirt?” I teased, looking back at him while playing with the hem.
“That,” he started, “And how positively fucked you look.” It came out as mostly a growl. I had to bite my lip again. At that exact moment, my stomach decided to make itself known too.
“It seems my queen requires nourishment as well,” He said, an evil smirk on his face. I had to turn away again.
“‘Your Queen’, sounds a little medieval,” I said, too embarrassed at how hot that pet name made me to look at him.
“I assure you there’s no evilness when I referenced you. Come on, I’ll make you breakfast,” Loki pressed a quick kiss to my ankle before releasing it and standing beside the bed. I’d nearly forgotten how tall he was until I was standing beside hime without the reinforcement of some high-platformed shoes. I hardly had any time to marvel at his height before he bent down, wrapped his hands around my mid-section and tossed me over his shoulder. I yelped a bit before laughing, feeling him bob along to the kitchen. My head only came to his mid back, and I took advantage of the position and gently sunk my teeth into the muscular skin. He squeezed my ass gently before setting me down at a barstool in his kitchen. I set my chin on my hand and watched attentively as Loki maneuvered around the kitchen.
“You seem very domestic like this,” I said. He grinned and gave me a wink before turning his attention to the stove and cracking a few eggs. “Do you cook often?” I asked while he was still scrambling the eggs. Loki shrugged.
“Sometimes. Usually I just order out. I enjoy cooking, though, just not the mess it makes,” He admitted.
“You certainly didn’t mind making a mess in the bedroom,” I teased him, hiding my grin behind my palm. He smiled too, but kept his eyes focused on cooking.
“I never mind making a mess when it’s for a beautiful woman,” He said, making me blush. Even after everything we’ve done, Loki calling me beautiful makes me feel like a teenager.
“Seem’s you’re breaking all the rules for me,” I said, before I could stop myself. I had meant it as a double entendre for his ‘mess’ rules, but it reminded us of the forbearing shadow that was over our entire relationship; our problematic positions. His expression grew clouds, as did mine. He worked for a few more minutes, gathering some toast and coffee, before setting down a plate that I happily dug into. We didn’t speak until we were finished eating.
“We should probably talk about what this will mean for our… relationship,” I said, looking down at my lap.
“I suppose you’re right,” Loki said, wiping his hands on a napkin and resting them on his lap. I couldn’t resist the temptation, and slowly hooked his fingers with mine. He rubbed the back of my hand with his thumb.
“I don’t want to pretend like this didn’t happen. I can’t do that again. Being so close to you and not being able to be with out would kill me,” I pleaded, strained down at our intertwined fingers.
“I agree; we can’t do that again. We’ll just have to keep this between us until you’re finished with the class,” He said. I should have been happy at his words; it was the only obvious choice for us. But then another thought passed through my mind.
“When I’m done with the class, it will be the end of the semester. I go back to NYU after that,” I said, my voice squeaking a little. Loki pressed my hand up to his face, and pressed sweet kisses to my palm.
“We’ll figure it out once we get to that point. Let’s just enjoy the weekend for now,” He said against my skin. I finally looked up at him and it broke any resolve I had to try and work it out right now. I climbed into his lap, which he accepted with open arms, and nuzzled my face into his neck.
-
“I don’t have any clothes,” I said, sitting on his bed wrapped only in a towel. Loki was walking around, a towel loosely strewn around his hips, revealing the dark, curly hair beneath his navel.
“I’m fairly certain you didn’t come over here naked last night,” He said cocking an eyebrow at me. I rolled my eyes and held up the remaining part of my outfit from last night.
“These are ‘going out’ clothes. Wearing these in the light of day means everyone will see my walk of shame,” I explained. “Also, you ripped my shirt and underwear off, so those won’t even qualify.” Loki looked smugly at me before walking to me and taking the shreds of my remaining shirt and panties out of my hand.
“Well, you really have no use for these anyway…” He said, tossing my underwear to the side, “And I can clearly remember how good you looked in my shirt earlier, so you’re welcome to wear that.” He smiled down at me. I held his gaze up, not trusting myself to look directly in front of my eyes to where his crotch was. “Besides, what makes you think you’re allowed to wear clothes at all today?” He said smirking down at me. I looked up at him in confusion. His look turned hungry and he began climbing over me, forcing me to scoot back on the bed. My heart was racing out of both excitement and a strange feeling of being prey.
“Are you just going to tie me up and leave me naked in bed all day, sir?” I asked, as innocently as possible. Loki growled and lunged forward. He pounced on top of me, his entire body weight pinning me down, and began kissing my already-swollen lips. I twisted my fingers in his damp hair as he began removing the towels from our bodies.
“You have no idea,” he breathed, “How indescribably good that looks to me. You, tied up in my bed. Getting your scent on everything. Allowing me to fuck you whenever I see fit. Being completely at my mercy.” His voice was low and deep, making his physical touch that much more intense. I reached between us and grasped his cock and he let out a moan of appreciation.
“I want you inside of me, please…” I begged. Loki roughly held my legs open as he guided himself into me. I wrapped my legs around him, digging my heels into his back. He waisted no time roughly pounding into me, going so hard the headboard creaked. Loki lifted my hips up to get a better angle and brought my legs around so my ankle rested on his shoulders. I clutched the sheets around me, and screamed at each thrust. Loki was grunting and gasping, and I knew he wouldn’t last long. He used one arm to hold my legs on his chest, and the other to viscously spank me. I screamed as I came just as Loki came too. The feeling of him filling me up while I gushed around him was so intense that I nearly passed out. Loki fell on top of me, wrapping my legs around his waist again before lying over me. We both breathe heavily for a moment, feeling each others sweaty skin.
“We might need to take another shower.” Loki chuckles. I laughed with him until it became a full on giggle fit. He silenced me with his lips, chuckling against them a bit too. We witted down and Loki’s kisses turned sweeter. He left on long, lingering kiss on my lips before looking down at me and smiling sweetly.
“I’m not getting out of this bed any time soon, am I?” I asked, batting my eyelashes up at him. I didn’t mind being in his bed all day, certainly if he was on top of me.
“Not a chance.”
-
We laid in bed nearly all day, talking about everything and nothing. And of course, intermittently fucking. I laid on my side while Loki rested his head by my stomach. One of his hands rested on my knee, tracing soothing circles on it. I played with his hair, relishing in how soft it felt. Loki was recounting a story of his time in school when he and his brother backpacked in India over holiday, smiling as he fondly remembered details of getting trapped in a hostel with a groups of monks.
“They were decidedly less amused by Thor’s colorful language, so I had to smooth it over before we turned the peaceful men violent,” Loki said with a smile, making me chuckle a bit.
“What’s Thor like?” I asked after a moment. Loki stilled, I could feel his shoulders stiffen.
“He’s boorish.... and blonde,” Loki said.
“That is... surprisingly descriptive,” I teased. Loki let out a humorless laugh. “Are you two close?” I tested, not sure of how he was going to respond.
“We were, when we were children. As adults we’ve drifted.” Loki said, an unreadable expression on his face.
“Did something happen?” I probed further. Loki didn’t respond, but rather pushed himself up and began crawling over me. He trapped my arms by my side and stared down at me with an amused smirk.
“So curious...” Loki said, mostly to himself. “You know, curiosity killed the cat.”
“Satisfaction brought it back,” I finished, cocking my eyebrow at him. He dipped his head to my neck, licking at my pulse point. He kept licking, nipping, and pressing his body down on mine.
“And what would satisfy this pussy?” Loki growled against my skin. I gave a strangled moan as he got to a particularly sensitive spot behind my ear. I felt him smirk against me. “What was that?” Loki teased.
“You.... please...” I pleaded as he began grinding his hips into mine. He finally kissed my mouth, pulling me into into a sweet slow kiss. His hands trailed up my sides, pulling my shirt over my head, before moving his mouth to my breast. I was already panting and growing wetter by the second. But Loki took his time teasing me, lavishing my chest in sloppy kisses until I was squirming with desire. He finally moved further down to kiss my inner thighs, teasing my core with his hot breath. I was mewling and whimpering pathetically, need more than he was giving at the moment. “Please... please touch-“ my begging was cut off when I felt his lips at my folds. I was breathless for a moment, my entire body tingling with the sensation.
I curled my fingers in his hair holding him closer as I bucked into his mouth. He was going so slow, with soft light strokes of his tongue. I could feel tears of desperation escaping the corners of my eyes. Loki held my thighs in his hands, massaging them and occasionally moving up to grasp my ass. I bit my lip, trying to control myself and let Loki take his time with me. I wanted him to pound into me as fast and harsh as possible, but I knew the slowness was what he wanted. Loki brought me just to the edge before stilling his movements and pulling away. I immediately sat up, looking bewildered at Loki with tears still pricking my eyes.
“What are you- Why did you-“ Loki cut me off by kissing me, making me taste myself on his mouth. My hands went up to grasp him closer, no longer caring why he stopped eating me out, but only wanted him to do something. He quickly pulled off the sweat pants he’d threw on earlier, letting his hard cock bob between us. I went to stroke him, but he grabbed my wrist just in time.
“That’s not for your hand,” he growled into my ear. I felt a chill go up my spine at his voice. It was so low and lustful, I felt my center pulse. Loki pushes us back down, hovering over me. He held himself as he aligned with my core before painstakingly slowly pushing into me. I pleaded his name, asking him to go faster. He didn’t listen and continued with his slow torture.
Once he was fully inside of me, he took a moment to stare down at me. I was breath heavy, relishing the feeling of him. His face was etched with pure ecstasy and his pupils were dilated so much that they were nearly all black. His look was dark and intense and I couldn’t help but fear that speaking about his family brought that on. I held my hand up to stroke his cheek, marveling at the unblemished skin, and his gaze softened a little. He lowered his face to sweetly kiss me, which I returned happily, but with a little more fever than him. His hand came up to hold my throat, pushing me into the mattress. The sensation was oddly… comforting. He wasn’t choking me, but rather telling me that he’s in control. I started realizing how good it felt when I just let him take the reins.
He worked slowly, very slowly. I was nearly in tears at this point, wanting to cum so badly that it lit my entire body on fire. Loki was getting close as well, his rhythm interrupted and sporadic. He began snapping his hips to mine, staring down at me with that same dark look. I reached my palm up to cup his cheek, a silent plea that my lips couldn’t convey. His head instantly dove down to my neck and he growled his command for me to cum into my ear. I obeyed immediately, and he followed. My insides clenched as my entire body flooded with euphoria, and I barley registered Loki finishing inside of me.
After a moment, he rolled us over and continued to start into my eyes. His expression still held a post-orgasmic kind of look, but I could see that he was holding something back as well.
“What’s wrong?” I question softly.
“It scares me… how much I want you,” Loki admits. I could have felt shocked or confused at his question, but i realized in that moment, I knew exactly what he meant.
“I’m scared too. I’ve never felt like this before,” I said. Loki didn’t respond, he just held my gaze. After a while his hand came up to brush away some hair on my shoulder. I scooted closer into his embrace, and he adjusted to me as well. “We’ll make this work, right?” I whispered against his skin.
“Yes, we will,” Loki said softly.
-
“This isn’t typically where students live,” Loki said. He was driving me back to my apartment in the city after I’d told him I wanted to go home. Sure, having a super sex marathon all weekend would be greater than anything I could possibly imagine, but real life kept nudging its way into my brain. Loki had kindly offered for me to stay at his place, even if just to study, but he and I both know how that would probably end.
“My parents hooked me up when I moved here. They figured the safer places wouldn’t be the normal student housing so they set me up down here,” I told him. I kindly left out the fact that my apartment was on the market for 2.7 million before my parents bought it, deciding that was a conversation for another time. I pointed to the small space in front of my place to pull into, which Loki did.
He looked over at me was a sad expression as he squeezed my hand that he’d been holding the whole time. We hand’t spoken much about the conversation earlier, but it was safe to say that his family made him vulnerable. Part of me felt bad for leaving after that, but Loki had assured me that I wasn’t forced to stay with him. I sighed as I looked over at him, reaching out with my free hand to cup and stroke his cheek. His eyes fluttered close at the contact and I made a mental note of how much he liked that.
“You don’t have to go,” He said quietly.
“I know,” I said. Loki opened his eyes again, making my resolve deteriorate just slightly. “I promise I’ll see you tomorrow. I just need to get caught up with some stuff,” I explained. A devilish smirk appeared on his lips.
“Oh darling, please don’t let your grades slip because of me. I hardly think you’ll like the punishment I could give you for doing so,” Loki said, face inching towards mine. I bit my lip to suppress a smile that would probably make me look foolish.
“And what punishment would that be, Professor Laufeyson?” I teased, moving my face so my nose brushed against his.
“Let’s pray that you don’t find out,” He whispered. His lips then slammed into mine, entrapping me into the deepest kiss we’d shared. His tongue invaded my mouth, swirling against mine. His hand came up to hold me into the kiss, not that it was really necessary. He sucked and nipped at me for a solid five minutes before finally releasing me, and resting his forehead against mine.
“Have a goodnight, my golden one,” Loki said, soft and low. I just chuckled and lightly kissed his lips again, finally getting the will to part from him and exit the car. I waved back at Loki, smiling from ear to ear, happy to see that his smile matched mine. I didn’t hear the car drive away until I was in the building, trying to calm my racing heart.