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'Jimin.. Jimin where are you..'
Jungkook couldn't see shit, he was getting anxious with each passing minute but he was unbelievably hard . He broke out into a cold sweat. Blindfolded, he was sprawled out naked on the bed. Not a single sound could be heard in the room and he was drowning in darkness.Tears were pricking his eyes, he released a watery whimper.
'Jimin please.. I'm sorry.. ple-'
He heard a switch click, then a weird buzzing. Desire was licking at the pit of his stomach, the anticipation of what was to follow made his heart beat erratic. The whirring stopped. Jungkook could hear hard breaths leaving from his nostrils. Suddenly he felt something smooth and cold touch his inner thighs, he whimpered. The whirring started again. When he finally connected the dots he moaned. Jimin was using the vibrator in round motions around his hardened nubs slowly and all his senses were tingling.
'Jimin- please... '
He got no reply, the vibrations only increased and found the nub. His mouth fell open in pleasure with his back arched off the bed. Jimin kept assaulting his shaft with the increased vibrations. Near the base in up and down motion. Everytime he was neared his climax, he was denied. He couldn't help but kick his legs in frustration. He couldn't help it anymore he was crying. Rather pretty ugly.
'Plesmmmhh... lemme cumm.. I'm sorry..' he sobbed out.
He still got no reply.
'Please Jiminnn.. I can't.. aaa.. please'
He heard the lube bottle uncap and the cold liquid was smeared on his rim.
'Don't.. no need to aaaa.. just put it in.. I need you please..'
The thing that entered into him was a glass dildo instead.
'No no.. no please Jimin I'm sorry I'm sorry please.. I need you..'
His sobs wouldn't die down, high pitched due to the moans wrecking his body.
'I can't hold it in anymore.. I'm gonna.. aaa'
His climax hit like a brick and he saw white, by the time he was down from his high. Shrill sobs were wrecking his body. It was too much. He fuddled with the wet silk tie around his eyes. His hands were slapped away. Jungkook was trembling, this was a weird feeling. He had never felt so vulnerable. All he needed was a h-
Hug.
Jimin was hugging him.
'Shhh.. shh.. it's okay. I'm here'
Jungkook heaved deep breaths through his mouth and nose. Jimin's cologne calmed his senses. He breathed in deep again, he could finally see. The silk tie was taken off. Jimin laid in front of him. Fully dressed with a tent in his pants. Jungkook's first instinct was trying to get him off but his hands were slapped away again.
'You Don't... You Don't Deserve It..'
'Jimin-....' Jungkook tried.
'Go wash yourself, since you can snoop around so well.. I suppose you can see yourself out too..'
Jungkook couldn't believe his ears. They buzzed. Tears sprang back to life, lips trembling. The insurmountable pain he felt, like someone has stepped on his throat and is not letting him go.
'FUCK YOU...'
'What did you just say Jeon?'
'I said Fuck You.. you coward bastard.. you dick.. fuckeerr'
'If you are done you can leave Jeon...'
And just when Jimin was about to leave..
'You never liked football.. you wanted to be an artist. You are a coward who can't keep his ground when pressurized by your father. Your father uses you for fame and you let him. He asks you to fake date girls and you
do it because you can never come out and tell him that you are fucking Gay '
Jimin shook in his place.
'Jeon I'm..'
'You don't have to say it again Park.. I was the fool who believed that something will come out of this arrangement. I should have known better. Boys like you are no good. You don't know what you want and project your insecurities onto others. I'm the fool in love with you.'
He chuckled a watery laugh.
'You are scared because you can see it in my eyes.. that's the reason you never kissed me, never looked me in the eye while we did it. You are scared that finally someone saw through your facade and you don't wanna break your walls down because you have been hurt too much.. but I love you for who you are Jimin. Please don't let me go..'
Jungkook was rubbing at his eyes to keep his tears at bay.
'Say something.. please Jimin.. please.. I love you.. please don't let this go.. We can be so much better.'
'DO NOT TRY TO PSYCHOANALYSE ME AND THERE IS NO US. THERE NEVER WILL BE. GET THAT THING INSIDE YOUR POOR HEAD.'
Everything fell silent, the walls knew everything now.
Jungkook realised one thing, he should have let this go earlier. He could say someone how much he loved him, doted on him but only if the other was ready to listen.
'Goodbye Park. I'll see myself out.'
Jimin stood frozen in place as Jungkook walked out of his life. Jungkook never turned back. Never again.