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Hold On (I Still Want You) by velminort
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
11 Jan 2026
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Shane and Ilya broke up. It was the adult, mature decision they made together and moved on from. Except Shane is still Ilya's emergency contact and Ilya's coach just called.
Ilya had a seizure. Well, seizures. Multiple. He is in the hospital, in the operation block and suddenly Shane is met with the possibility that last words Ilya Rozanov ever heard from him were "Maybe love isn't enough."
And then complications occur. And Ilya is not waking up.
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They’d sat on a perfectly ordinary Wednesday afternoon in their perfectly ordinary kitchen, with coffee that had gone cold on the table between them, and calmly dismantled the life they’d built together. One sentence at a time.
“Maybe we need space.” “Maybe we’re just hurting each other.” “Maybe love isn’t enough.”
He wants to go back and shove that version of himself against the wall. Shake him until his teeth rattle.
Love is the only thing that matters when someone is under general anaesthesia and a stranger is touching their brain, Shane thinks wildly. Love is literally the only currency worth anything in a room like this.
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- Part 1 of Hold On (I Still Want You)
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09 Jun 2026
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Ilya is giving Cliff a ride to the club. Should be fine right until an overly horny Shane Hollander starts texting his husband. But Ilya can’t be on his phone and drive that would be dangerous. So he has his best friend Cliff Marlow answer for him. It gets steamy.
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09 Jun 2026
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i'll let you set the pace ('cause i'm not thinking straight) by aidaninkling
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
12 Apr 2026
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And oh, Ilya was a weak, weak man.
Because Shane had clearly gotten the wrong advice from someone along the line.
And as his RA, his mentor and guide in the first year of Shane's college career, he was meant to correct that. Steer his charge clear of such horrible, terrible ideas as asking their “straight” RA to teach them how to kiss behind their boyfriend's back. Say no, malysh, you really don't need to worry about this, your first kiss should be with someone you love and trust and really want to kiss.
“Okay,” he said, instead, and thought that at least he wasn't going to be sent back to Russia.
He was going to be sent straight to hell.
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09 Jun 2026
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He sometimes imagined what might happen if he caught it in his mouth. If he moaned at just the right moment so the tiny gold crucifix would fall into place on his tongue.
An accident.
Plausible deniability if Rozanov found it weird.
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Shane has a lot of feelings about Ilya Rozanov’s necklace.
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09 Jun 2026
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if you ever change your mind about leaving (leaving me behind) by FanGirling
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
04 Mar 2026
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Ilya made tuna melts. Ilya said Shane's name. Shane said Ilya's name. Shane left.
Shane came back.
A what-if scenario where Shane comes back and Ilya needs an explanation.
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- Part 2 of Fixing Hollanov
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09 Jun 2026
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it's not gay if it's ur bro! by persimmon_tea
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
15 Apr 2026
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cens and censibility @ottawagirly
is there a reason why 8 million different hockey players have decided to post pics of themselves kissing each other with tongue or????????Or, Hayden Pike is freaking out after accidentally posting a video of Shane and Ilya making out on his fanmail. Luckily, he has a groupchat of hockey players determined to help them play it off. The internet is mostly just confused?
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- Part 4 of hr social media fics
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09 Jun 2026
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Faulty Planes and Paper Rings by Dr0psofaninkpen
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
08 Jun 2026
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Wyatt’s gaze shot up and it was like one of those moments in a fucking movie or something.
Because the person bursting through the door like an absolute tornado at two in the morning was Shane Hollander. The man looked sweaty. And breathless. And panicked. No, haunted. His eyes were wide and tortured, chest heaving like he’d run here from Canada.
What was he doing here in Tampa and not in Canada?
Oh. OH. Oh shit.
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**Spoilers for Book 6: The Long Game - Canon-Divergence**
What if when the Centaurs plane trouble occurred, Shane immediately jumped on a flight to Tampa?
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09 Jun 2026
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my baby's sweet as can be by FracturedFriends
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
10 Mar 2026
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Shane just wanted a quiet morning and a cup of tea with honey.
Or: Ilya Rozanov bought aphrodisiac honey and made the “mistake” of leaving one packet on the counter.Bookmarked by Jen_Kay
09 Jun 2026
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Shane breaks a rule and then proceeds to ignore Ilya. His boyfriend cannot let it pass. It does not matter that the 15th best Montreal player is in the same room.
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- Part 1 of Hayden's trilogy
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09 Jun 2026
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Rozanov's Book Club by corner_stones
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
24 Apr 2026
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Ilya talks to Jackie about a certain type of book she is reading and starts his own book club with the Centaurs, then subsequently discovers AO3.
“You are pregnant Hollander.” Ilya deadpanned.
“I’m WHAT?”
“Pregnant.” Ilya took another sip of his coffee. Shane’s eyebrows had gone up into his hairline. “On the internet. Is called Omegaverse.”Bookmarked by Jen_Kay
09 Jun 2026
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keep yourself warm by anotherapril
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
25 May 2026
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The beginning is a parking lot in Saskatchewan.
The beginning is Shane Hollander telling him not to smoke; twenty-three years later and Shane Hollander is still telling him not to smoke.
The beginning is Shane’s hand in his, twice for some reason, like even then he couldn’t keep his hands to himself when it came to Ilya; when he is just so good at keeping his hands to himself when it comes to everyone else.
“He approached you?” Hayden asks, pointing at Ilya doubtfully.
“Why wouldn’t he?” Ilya scoffs, flashing that crooked smile that Shane still can’t help but love. “I am very handsome,” he quips and Hayden gets a defiant look in his eye, like he’s prepared to argue with one-time Calvin Klein model, Ilya Rozanov, about his level of attractiveness.
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Newly obsessed with romance, Ilya and Shane’s seven-year-old daughter decides she wants to hear her parents’ love story. Fortunately, Jackie, Hayden, Svetlana, and Rose are all on hand at the cottage to help her parents figure out how to tame it down.
standalone fic in same post-canon as other fic in series
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- Part 2 of baby pterodactyl
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09 Jun 2026
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everything i love is on the table (everything i love is out to sea) by anotherapril
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
04 Mar 2026
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”You love that I am boring,” Shane quips and it comes out more confidently than he expects it to.
“Yes,” Ilya agrees. “I tell you this all the time.”
“You do?”
“Da.”
“I can’t remember you ever saying anything like that to me,” Shane muses honestly and even though he himself is uninjured, Ilya winces slightly.
“Well, I do now. Tell you I love your boring. Tell you I love you.”
“What changed?”
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After an injury on the ice, Shane cannot remember the last ten years of his life with Ilya. Ilya resolves to help.
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- Part 1 of baby pterodactyl
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09 Jun 2026
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For years, Shane Hollander played the game of hockey while hiding in the closet. He kept his eyes on the ice and his heart under lock and key. Every stolen moment with Ilya Rozanov was shadowed by the fear of being caught. He spent a decade collecting "what-ifs" instead of memories.
Now that he’s officially Mr. Rozanov-Hollander, Shane realizes that "later" is no longer a barrier to overcome. He’s making up for every missed opportunity with a vengeance. Shane has spent a lifetime being careful; now, he’s ready to be brazen, and Ilya is about to find out exactly what happens when his husband stops caring about what others think.
Les Plaisirs Défendus is French for forbidden pleasures. Shane doesn't have to find these pleasures forbidden anymore.
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09 Jun 2026
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The Chains Forged from Fear by dragonsXmaroon
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
19 Apr 2026
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The Montreal Metros didn't take the news of Shane's and Ilya's relationship well.
Shane would've never thought that their hatred could run this deep, until he finds himself lying half-conscious on the floor, with blood coating his lips and face.
In the aftermath, Shane tries to protect Ilya as much as he can, not wanting to bother him with his fears.
For Ilya it feels like Shane doesn't want him anymore, which causes him to spiral.
orAU fic set after Shane and Ilya's involuntary outing. A few teammates attack Shane. Ilya freaks out. Shane shuts everyone out. The following weeks are hell. Shane has to learn to overcome his fears.
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09 Jun 2026
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hanging by a moment by frozenmorningdew (goldenboygate)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
29 Mar 2026
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Ilya starts calling Shane boring regularly after that, not cruelly but persistently, the way you press a bruise you know is there just to confirm it still hurts. Shane's cereal is boring, Shane's training schedule is boring, Shane's shoes lined up by the door are boring, and Shane responds with variations of "fuck off" and "you're an asshole" that become increasingly creative and occasionally surprising. They do not talk about anything that matters. They talk about groceries and whose turn it is to take out the trash and whether Ilya's music is too loud at midnight, which it is.
On the ice, Shane is someone else entirely. Ilya watches him from the upper stands every morning with vending machine coffee going cold in his hand and doesn't tell anyone.
Or: Shane asked Ilya once how you know when it's the right person. Ilya described Shane to him, and Shane didn't recognise himself.
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09 Jun 2026
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Territorial Waters by 11_ravenhazeeee_11
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
31 Mar 2026
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When someone looks like they are trying to flirt with his husband, oh you know, it's on sight. Unhinged Shane being possessive of Ilya and shutting everything down. Their team seems to love watching it.
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09 Jun 2026
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don't leave me high (don't leave me dry) by emonlispenardstreet
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
10 Apr 2026
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hollyadmirals24: Male seeking help improving at oral sex. Clean, ready to learn and willing to host. M only. Strictly platonic. Message for details.
or: shane and ilya are hockey players for the mcgill marauders. after a disastrous night with rose, shane puts a drunken ad on craigslist asking for help with oral sex. his teammate, ilya, replies.
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09 Jun 2026
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Before It Gets Too Loud by cjr2
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
26 Feb 2026
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Ilya realized that he had two choices, and neither of them was very good. He could let his teammates believe he was a controlling asshole of a husband, or he could talk to them about things that Shane would probably prefer to keep to himself. He knew how private his husband was, how much time he’d spent cultivating a very particular image of himself to the world. An image of himself that only Ilya and a few other people were ever able to see behind.
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Wyatt Hayes and the rest of the Ottawa Centaurs find out that Shane Hollander isn’t exactly what they’d imagined.
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09 Jun 2026
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You said 'forever' and I almost bought it by The_Inefable_mexa17
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
28 May 2026
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Ilya couldn't deal with the secrecy, and he walked away. When a photo of Shane making out with an unknown man is leaked by TMZ, both men try to move on in very different ways.
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“Holly shit,” Harris exclaimed, startling Ilya.
“You ok, babe?” Troy looked up from a book he was reading.
“Shane Hollander was just outed,” Harris informed the hockey players who were staring at him.
“What?” Ilya sat up, his blood run cold.
“It's all over Twitter,” Harris said, and Ilya quickly opened the app; sure enough, the first post on his timeline was the TMZ headline: Hockey star Shane Hollander spotted kissing an unidentified man outside gay club-
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09 Jun 2026