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The Ungraceful Art of Falling by brainless_scarecrow
Fandoms: Captain America - All Media Types
03 Apr 2016
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Bucky Barnes was cold.
He felt like he’d been cold for months now; doing nothing but experiencing one unending chill after another. He’d been cold in England, and again in Italy, and again especially in Austria – both while he was kept in an underground cell, and when he was strapped without cover to the unforgiving metal of Zola’s lab table.
But Steve… Steve Rogers was sunshine. Everything about him was warm, from his crinkly-eyed smile to his white-hot rage. Steve was Coney Island on a summer’s day; lying back on high rooftops to watch fireworks on the 4th of July; drinking stolen whiskey in his parent’s living room…
Loving Steve was a fact – simple and plain, like breathing air or bleeding red; loving Steve was soldered into his skin like a tattoo – it buzzed in his brain like its own kind of high. It was a part of who he was.- Language:
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13 Mar 2026
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let me be buried under your name by tempestaurora
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America (Movies)
17 Oct 2019
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Bucky's dog tags were folded in the crease of the paper he'd torn from his journal, reading: "Steve, here. You have them, if you want them. You have me, if you want me. I’ve never tried loving a man before but for you I’ve run headfirst into wars and Death’s wide, gaping jaws, so this is easy in comparison. This is like breathing."
It was so dark when Bucky handed him the note, the fire just burning out, and he glanced back only once to see Steve watching him as he walked away.
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13 Mar 2026
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Blue-eyed matador by FlamingoQueen
Fandoms: The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Captain America (Movies)
27 Jan 2024
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The asset is programmed not to strike a handler. Not to struggle no matter who is doing what to it. And it complies. The asset is programmed not to shy away when technicians approach torch-first to take it apart and put it back together in the name of science, research, progress. And it complies. The asset is programmed not to object to the mouth guard, the restraints, the chair. Not to beg or plead when it is left empty and hungry in its cryo tube. And it complies. The asset is programmed not to so much as consider harming an operator, the highest of all members of the organization. And...
And if the silent, liquid fury in the asset’s eyes is any indicator, the asset does not comply.
(Or: The one where the asset is thawed out during the Chitauri attack on New York, escapes, and goes hunting for revenge with the Avengers hot on the trail.)
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- Part 1 of Blue-Eyed Matador (the series)
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13 Feb 2026
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The Crow by Swearwordco
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Captain America (Chris Evans Movies)
06 Nov 2025
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She was trained to harvest memories.
He was built to bury them.Two ghosts of failed programs colliding in the aftermath of a war neither of them remembers starting.
When a mission pulls her back into the orbit of the man she thought she'd never see again, old wounds reopen in ways neither of them can control.
There's history between them — the kind that bleeds, the kind that doesn't fade when you close your eyes.
And somewhere between the static of forgotten orders and the quiet of recovery, they'll have to decide whether redemption is something people like them are still allowed to want.
A slow-burn, cinematic, emotionally devastating character study that lives somewhere between two terrifingly deadly weapons colliding with Luke Danes & Lorelai Gilmore core.
Expect long silences, loaded glances, trauma bonding, reluctant tenderness, many eye-rolls, and the kind of dialogue that cuts more than it comforts — balanced with humor to heal the heartbreak you're about to experience.
It's a story about survival, control, grief, and what happens when someone who was trained to disappear decides to exist anyway.
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- Part 1 of The Crow Project
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13 Feb 2026
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So here you are, in the future. The rest is more complicated.
OR: Bucky Barnes learns how to be angry again.
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28 Jan 2026