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    [a voice message sent May 10th, 1991, received by a Panasonic answering machine]

    David: Hey, Mom. The baby has been ejected.

    Yuna: David, no, that’s—no. Give me that. Hey, Mrs. Holl—

    David: She’s your mom too, you know—

    Yuna: —just letting you know that we have a baby! Seven pounds and seven ounces, ten fingers and ten toes. His name is Shane, and he’s excited to meet you… at some point. When we get out of the hospital. We love you, we hope to see you soon, and—

    David: —and bring peach cobbler when you visit!

    Yuna: … and bring peach cobbler when you visit. Bye.

    [Or, Shane is the best Mother's Day gift that Yuna could ever ask for. Literally. Told through a thirty-five-year-long series of letters, postcards, voice messages, and Yuna feeling so much love for her son(s) she could just burst.]

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    27 May 2026

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    stupid cute quick read made me cry but worth it.

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    He watches the tape again over dinner. Listens to Rozanov moan inside a girl's pussy while he eats. By the time he finishes his last bite, Rozanov's inside her, her nails raking down his back, her mouth twisted open in pleasure, and Shane's hard in his pants.

    So, Shane puts his plate in the sink and goes back to his room. Starts the video over.

    ———

    A sex tape of Ilya with a girl leaks. Shane reacts normally.

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    20 Apr 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    it’ll get you frustrated but god it’s so fucking good and dude you’ll be bricked the fuck up after you read very good.

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    There’s no humor in Shane’s voice. It’s cold, hard, determined. “When we meet them on the ice next season, I want to fucking destroy them.”

    After a moment, he feels Ilya nod thoughtfully behind him.

    “Is good plan. Let’s fucking destroy them.”

    The Montreal Voyageurs won't stop slinging mud at Shane in the press, so Shane and Ilya decide to get revenge the best way they know how.

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    31 Jan 2026

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    if you want to be depressed read this again its very well writen and just good story overall. 9/10 lots of angst lowkey highkey very sad

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    "Ilya had loved him through his worst moments. Ilya had helped him find a therapist when he’d collapsed on the floor of their hotel bathroom after losing a particularly brutal game, scratching at his chest. Ilya had held him, even when Shane yelled at him because there was panic crawling under his skin and he felt as though it might claw its way out. Ilya had told him it was okay; that it didn’t make him a bad player to resent the spotlight sometimes, that it didn’t make him a bad teammate to hate the team when they were too loud and too drunk and too physical, that it didn’t make him a bad person to need space to breathe. Ilya saved him.

    And look what you give him in return. You’re a shitty husband, Shane Hollander.

    You don’t deserve his last name."

     

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    content warnings: discussion of mental health, depiction of a panic attack, depiction of invasive medical procedure, depiction of violence (generally non-graphic), use of hate speech, depiction of a hate crime

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    26 Jan 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    best fanfic ive ever read #mademecrylikeabebe but really good

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    The term, he’s told, is temporary retrograde amnesia. Ilya doesn’t need the direct translation to understand: he forgot things. Ten years of things.

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    01 Jan 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    good read sad loved tho

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    Maybe if the video ended there, Shane thought, it would be okay. Okayish. Still incriminating. Still a fucking disaster. Still embarrassing, to have his breakup with this beautiful actress filmed and disseminated on Reddit of all fucking places, but not a nail in his coffin, burying him alive. But the video didn’t end there.

    “Can I ask if you’ve ever been with another guy?” she had to ask.

    And he, tears visible in his eyes, had to nod.

    Just once. Just a single nod.

    Why did he have to nod?

    “Have you ever told anyone that before?” He shook his head. “Was it different? With a guy?”

    “Of course.”

    Of course.

    “Was it better?”

    “Yes.”

    +++

    Shane’s conversation with Rose is secretly recorded. Months later, after the All-Star game and Ilya’s confession in Russian, the video gets leaked online. Shane is outed to the world while Ilya is in Russia, and must now finish the 2016-2017 season with the entire world in on his secret.

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    29 Dec 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    this was amazing long read but worth staying up late GOATTTTTTTTTTT ASS READ

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    Ilya’s hand wraps around his bare wrist and squeezes. Shane barely stops himself from collapsing to his knees.

    The pressure lights up every receptor of his touch-starved nervous system, wrenching a small, pained noise from the back of his throat. Every muted sensation comes flooding back so intensely that it almost hurts. He needs Ilya to hold him down until there’s nothing inside him but quiet. He wants to sink into him and disappear.

    It takes Shane an entire beat to remember where they are. Fighting against the fog in his mind, he manages to drag his gaze up to meet Ilya’s.

    There’s a slow-dawning horror and understanding on Ilya’s face.

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    Or: Shane is in subdrop after their encounter in Vegas. Ilya fixes it.

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    19 Dec 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    busss would read a million time again and hella hot

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    Wei Ying has been feeling like a grey, wrung-out, mildewed dishrag for a week when Lan Zhan slopes in from a trip to the store looking blank-faced and awkward and sets a pregnancy test down on the kitchen counter.

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    30 Nov 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    tea asf good fast read luvvv

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    (What happened after Suho woke up?)

    “Have you been well?”

    Sieun opened his mouth, but no sound came out. There was a huge lump in his throat.
    “Mhm,” he managed to hum in response.

    He saw Suho’s eyes shift to the friends standing quietly behind him. All three were watching them silently. They were aware of the heavy atmosphere, and they stood there carefully, even controlling their breathing so as not to disturb the moment.

    “Who are those behind you?”

    “My friends,” Sieun said, his voice hoarse and faint. He felt like he could cry at any second. Could Suho see the tears forming in his eyes even from this distance?

    “I’m glad,” Suho said, a faint smile appearing on his face. Sieun felt that he looked relieved.

    His breath caught. The weight of the air around him pressed down on his lungs. He took short, broken breaths. Now he was smiling too.

    Finally, he thought.

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    15 Jun 2025

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    22 Jan 2025

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    It’s a really unfortunate thing, developing a crush on your husband. Wei Ying had assumed this would be easy. Lan Zhan had been so icy and unpleasant to him, it had never occurred to him that he might end up spending the next however many years with this dumb, burning feeling in his chest whenever he looks at him.

    “Okay,” says Wei Ying. “But tell me if I…if the pretending gets to be too hard, okay?”

    “It will not,” says Lan Zhan, quietly certain.

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    03 Jan 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    BEST THING IVE READ IN MY EHOLE LIFE IT WILL MAKE YOU CRY LAUGH AND JUST MAKE YOU HAPPE IF U EVER DONT KNOW WHAT TO READ JUST TEAD THIS ITS SO STUPID GOOD LIKE UGHHH

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    “Hanguang-jun,” Wei Wuxian repeats. His heart clenches. He wants—but he’d really meant to have this nightmare stuff down before they met again, so he wouldn’t find himself relying on Lan Wangji’s nearness. He’s not supposed to go back yet. But he’s so tired, and his will crumbles. “Yeah,” he says. “All right. Take me back to Gusu with you.”

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    03 Jan 2025

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    So good but angist atthe same time great read honestly

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    Lan Wangji should refuse. He should. He looks back down at the mask. Beneath it is the soft creamy paper of the invitation. He could present this at the door and slip into the palace and—

    “Go see him, Wangji,” Lan Xichen says quietly, and Lan Wangji feels his resolve crumble beneath him.

    A very loose Cinderella AU, featuring Lan Wangji as Cinderella, Wei Wuxian as Prince Charming, Lan Xichen as fairy godmother, the forehead ribbon as glass slipper, and GusuLan bedtime as midnight.

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    03 Jan 2025

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    Bestthing readinforever#I fuckiinglovethisfic

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    In a moment of desperation and fear, Gi-hun strikes a deal with the Frontman, offering to comply with whatever demands are made in exchange for the safety of his friends. Overcome by the urgency of the situation, he agrees without fully considering the consequences of his actions, blinded by the hope that this may be his only chance to protect those he cares about. However, as time passes and the weight of the decision settles in, Gi-hun begins to regret his choice. The more he reflects on the deal, the more he realizes that he has compromised his integrity and given the Frontman more control over his fate, trapping himself further in the deadly game. This regret grows as he grapples with the realization that, in trying to save his friends, he has inadvertently sealed his own deeper involvement in the twisted world he now faces.

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    03 Jan 2025

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    Hwang In-ho, better known as the Front Man, infiltrated the Games as a player to observe the players up close, to watch how they behaved and acted under the pressure of his very own games and to keep the VIPs entertained.

    What In-Ho did not expect was the incredible intrigue that had weaseled its way into his brain whenever he studied a very certain player… nor did he expect the jealousy that sprouted in his heart when he heard of Seong Gi-Hun’s marriage.

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    03 Jan 2025

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    There are many things Seonghwa doesn’t understand about his life. Getting to live his dream as an idol, people screaming his name when he steps on stage and his confusing understanding of love somehow involving San, Wooyoung and Hongjoong at the same time. Or the unsettling feeling when he looks in the mirror and feels like something is missing.

    But sometimes there are just things in life you’ll never figure out completely, right?

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    24 Oct 2024

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    Yoh is finally there to welcome Segasaki home.

    (set right after episode 8)

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    30 May 2024

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    Team, 21, is an economics student with a paper on sex work to write.

    Win, 23, is the sex worker he chooses to interview.

    “Team.”

    Wincing, Team glances up at Win and experiences a shock to see Win smiling. Truly, widely, and genuinely.

    “I’ve been doing this for three years,” Win says, “and that’s the first time someone’s said they want to do me for homework.”

    Team suffers the indignation of Win’s smirk for a full half-second, then covers his face with both hands and tries very hard to make this nightmare reality into a lucid dream.

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    20 Dec 2023

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    The Theerapanyakuls stand by each other through thick and thin. A week away reminds Porsche of his place in the family.

    Kinn doesn't visit Porsche while he's home, and Porsche comes back to the estate with an adjusted vision for his life. Not cannon compliant from the end of episode 5 on.

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    26 Nov 2023

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    It’s one thing to mourn someone who has passed, but it’s very different to mourn someone who is very much alive...

    Vegas and Pete have been married for Ten years now! Pete is a successful surgeon while Vegas owns many bakeries in and out of Thailand. They have pretty much the perfect life with two beautiful kids and two cats... until Vegas suffers an awful car accident and loses all his memories...

    *REWRITE AND EDITING*
    *NEW STORYLINE*
    **COMPLETED**

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    25 Nov 2023

    Bookmarker's Notes

    so sadtothemaxcriedmuliple times BUT still really good

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