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  1. Public Bookmark 55

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    Everything about where Zhang Hao is right now- sitting on the floor next to his boyfriend, surrounded by boxes, in the bedroom of the apartment they’re going to live in together- has a distinct dream-like quality to it. The sun shining in on them through the large, floor-to-ceiling glass windows feels too beautiful and bright, the sounds of the traffic below aren’t annoying enough, and the aches he should feel throughout his body after carrying boxes are suspiciously absent. 

    And that’s not even getting into the fact that the entire situation itself just feels like it’s something that shouldn’t be real. Hao prides himself on his ability to be logical, and to understand things at their heart as straightforwardly as possible. As much of a dream winning Boys Planet and debuting was, he also knew the hard work and natural skills that had made it possible, the steps he had taken that led him to defeat all the odds. Moving into a gorgeous apartment with a view of the Han River with his perfect boyfriend and equally perfect dog? That’s harder for him to accept as reasonable. 

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    Or: Hao and Hanbin move in together, and find forever.

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    07 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 84

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    Zhang Hao has a stalker. He has known for some time now, and he would be… lost without the mysterious intruder who cooks meals for him, prepares baths, cleans his whole apartment while he's working after hours and even takes care of his physical needs.

    At work, his cute co-worker Sung Hanbin, for whom Hao has a crush, always helps him out with a sweet smile, and back at home, he has someone new taking care of him. Torn apart by guilt and confusion, Hao tries to navigate through life without losing either of them.

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    13 May 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 51

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    Hao smiled against Hanbin’s neck. “You have good hands.”

    Hanbin chuckled nervously. “What does that even mean?”

    “They’re very…” Hao started, but… trailed off. Hanbin could almost hear the cogs turning in Hao’s brain as he scrambled for the right word. “...Dunno,” he said eventually, with a self-deprecating huff.

    Hanbin’s heart ached. He very likely did know. He just didn’t know how to say it in a way they both understood.

    ...in which Hanbin finally, finally learns Mandarin.

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    25 Apr 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 70

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    “I’m Spider-Man.”

    “This isn’t funny, Sung Hanbin.” Hao says.

    “I’m not trying to be, baby.” Hanbin says, carefully leaning in, watching for any telltale sign that Hao might turn away. When he doesn’t see one, Hanbin closes the distance between them. It’s a small, simple touch of lips. Nothing too flashy, because Hanbin didn’t want to overwhelm Hao more than he already was.
     

    Hanbin is Spider-Man, so when his love, Hao, becomes the key to a villain’s obsession, Hanbin will risk everything to keep him safe. Spider-Man has saved the city countless times, but can he save his world?

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    12 Apr 2026

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    White horses, dirty cowboy boots, unpaved roads, and an old truck without AC all tell the story of Hao’s first love. He’s seventeen, the summer is hot, and only the moon bears witness to the sweetness of Hanbin’s smile when he looks at him.

    It takes only one summer for Zhang Hao to start singing along to songs he swore he would never learn the words to.

    It takes eight more for him to realize that it wasn’t the songs themselves that made him want to sing, it was the person who kept putting them on. However, that person has long since stopped listening to music, and now all Hao can do is play them over and over in hopes that one day he’ll want to sing with him again.

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    07 Apr 2026