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Have you ever had a love you had nowhere to put it?
Jonghyun was all of Taemin’s firsts, and maybe that’s why taking the first step was never so hard. Now that he’s by himself, Taemin struggles with letting go. But Jongin’s always been there from the beginning, faithfully at his side like a knight with pledged loyalty. What Taemin doesn’t know is that Jongin’s been in love with him since the beginning, even through watching him fall in love with someone else.
Is it okay to love again even if there was no proper ending? Why does moving on feel so much like betrayal? A story of processing grief through the acceptance of a love that’s always been there, and also a story of reaching the limits of an unrequited love.
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“Your hair matches the sky, Taem,” Jongin grins, pulling him by the shoulders so that they were standing face-to-face, his back to the ocean. “Perfect match.”
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It's a risk he can't take. Confessing his feelings isn't an option, not if there's a fraction of a chance he'd lose Jongin at his side. Instead he buries his feelings with other people in search of something he knows he'll never find in them, but he can't wait around forever. There's only so much a person can take. Unrequited love is a pitiful thing. But when someone bright and new and everything you should ever want comes along, what if Taemin takes a chance?
Jongin doesn't like that. Not one bit.
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Seungmin should've noticed before it was too late, that this place was too much-- too loud, too crowded, too everything. But Seungmin loves the moments where Han Jisung turns to him, chooses him above all the others. And perhaps Jisung loves to do so.
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A short, sweet fic where Han Jisung can't do crowds and Kim Seungmin brings him home. A story about unrequited love, that's not quite so unrequited.
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“You know what’s about to happen, right, Sungie?”
Shivers.
His body quakes at the sound of Chan’s voice. Footsteps echo in the small room of the studio. Jisung stands awkwardly in the center of the room, his posture as straight as possible with his hands balled in fists at his sides.
“I’m sorry—”“I know.”
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Han Jisung once again forgets his lyrics and messes up during rehearsal for a show, and his fellow members of 3RACHA help him to 'learn.'
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They weren’t meant to last.
Chan breaks up with Hongjoong because it's not working. They were both naïve to think that they could make it work despite the distance, despite the long work hours, despite the schedule conflicts, despite literally everything being against them working. As much as they love each other, Chan decides that it's best for the both of them at this point in their lives, even though Hongjoong would rather fight for them.
Love is stupid. It's not worth it.
But as fate has it, nine months later, their paths cross once again as their groups have a scheduled performance one after another. Despite Hongjoong's best efforts to avoid Chan, the world brings them together again to have a long-overdue conversation.
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Jonghyun wakes up and realizes he's been kidnapped. Most likely to a cult. Who's this mysterious beautiful boy that wouldn't leave his side?
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29 Dec 2025
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Mingi would imagine the way San would swear sometimes, caught off guard by the way Hongjoong would fight back. The way Hongjoong would laugh and it sounded just one step shy of unhinged as Hongjoong would swear right back. The scratches curving over San’s shoulder that spoke of something a bit more deadly than simple passion. What if Mingi wanted that?
He thought he wanted that.
The first time he asked Hongjoong for that, Hongjoong told him no.
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03 Jun 2021