hearteaches
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adam deals with a rough break up with john.
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john survives a suicide attempt and doesnt know where to go from there.
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john has been feeling confused lately.
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“Anything else you need while I’m up?” he asks, shifting a little from foot to foot. He loves doing things for Adam, but offering still makes him sheepish, even after all these years.
Adam’s eyes flicker, something burning and hungry in his gaze.
“Do you want to clean my boots for me again?”
John feels his heart rate tick up.
“Yeah…yeah I can do that.”Bookmarked by hearteaches
06 Jun 2026
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“I said I’d help you loosen up, didn’t I?”
adam made a joke about john gagging on the livestream tonight. sorry.
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30 May 2026
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John’s not even really sure if Adam was being serious when he’d said it, his breath fever-hot against John’s skin, the two of them pressed together like they’d disappear beyond the bounds of each other’s touch. “Fuck me,” he’d groaned, his voice shaking with the too-quick gasps for breath filling his chest. John’s brain had immediately conjured an image in full technicolor glory— Adam spread out beneath him, fingers twisting in the sheets— but the image was scattered by the insistent press of Adam’s lips against his, and then forgotten.
John's never fingered anyone before, so he practices for Adam.
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12 Mar 2026
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All those awkward glances… John’s eyes on the back of Adam’s neck… every day. Late night phone calls with Adam drunkenly confessing words to him just for them to not look at each other and act as if nothing happened the next day…
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11 Mar 2026
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You Won’t Be Leaving With Me by Praaxis
Fandoms: Taking Back Sunday (Band), Straylight Run
24 Sep 2025
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He and Adam had not left off on a good note. In fact, they had left off on the worst note possible.
The last time he saw Adam was still vivid red in John’s mind. The screaming match. The glass shattering. Driving to Shaun’s house in the rain with tears streaking his face. Waking up the next morning to dozens of missed calls from Adam. Ignoring every single one.
No, Adam Lazzara was not dead. And he was standing near the back of the bar, staring directly at John.Bookmarked by hearteaches
11 Mar 2026