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my instagram mutual turned into my fwb?! by xienrui
Fandoms: ALPHA DRIVE ONE | ALD1 (Band)
03 Apr 2026
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When Sangwon follows a small, faceless account at 2:47 AM on a Tuesday, the owner, Anxin thought that he should ignore it. He really, really should.
But one chat leads to another, and a whole proposal.
z.aaaaax: I want someone who's good in bed
z.aaaaax: 直接一点吧
z.aaaaax: I'm being direct with you now okay?
z.aaaaax: I don't need taking care of
z.aaaaax: I need someone who can fuck me properly
z.aaaaax: my exes couldn't
z.aaaaax: soleeeeeesangwon: I just want to make sure I'm understanding
leeeeeesangwon: you want fwb? -
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“do you want to stop?”
the question settled between them, sincere and undeniable. sangwon’s thumb caressed the inside of anxin’s wrist where he still held him, a silent promise that he would step back if asked to.
for a moment, anxin said nothing, like he was weighing something heavier than the moment—rules, consequences, the thousand invisible things that all pointed to this being a bad idea. but his grip didn’t loosen. if anything, it tightened.
“no.”
alt: neither of them ever meant for it to happen. one moment, sangwon’s offering a helping hand. the next, he’s teaching anxin things neither of them were supposed to even be thinking about. somewhere along the way, the lessons get a lot more exciting, and they both learn what it means to be in love by the end of it.
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drown myself in the depths of the internet by orphan_account
Fandoms: ALPHA DRIVE ONE | ALD1 (Band)
14 Mar 2026
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r/advice · two weeks ago
u/bijouwonMy friend makes me feel all weird lately, and I don't understand why.
r/dating_advice · two weeks ago
u/reyna_main_xinmy crush only looks at me as a baby. help
Or, Sangwon and Anxin turn to Reddit for help with their crushes.
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“I’m sorry, Anxin,” he breathes, as if rubbing salt to the wound. But he had to apologize—he felt the need to.
Both of their hearts were on the floor and Sangwon knew that he was the one to blame.
Anxin lets out a deep sigh, and tells him: “I actually thought I had a chance, you know? Turns out I was wrong. But maybe I misread everything. Maybe it was all in my head.”
Or, Lee Sangwon rejected Zhou Anxin when he confessed to him, and after a while, Sangwon realizes that he deeply regrets doing it.
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“I could kill anyone who dared to hurt you.” He confesses, but he never raises his voice. Anxin will never raise his voice at Sangwon because he doesn’t want to fight. He just wants them to forget about this, wants Sangwon to take care of his wound, and for them to watch a stupid romantic movie until they fall asleep. Sangwon’s apologetic look hurts more than the damn bullet that almost went through his stomach. “And look at you, being the one who hurts me.”
Sangwon squeezes his eyes shut, doing everything he can to hold back the tears.
“I don’t want you to kill anyone for me, baobao.” The nickname comes out broken from his mouth (...). “I want you to live for me.”
While Sangwon is swept away by the pleasure and challenge that Anxin represents, Anxin also grapples with guilt and the internal conflict of allowing himself to feel what he feels amidst the responsibilities he carries. After all, they are natural enemies.
It’s not easy to separate what they want from what they can have, but Anxin and Sangwon are only certain of one thing: they will never stop being who they are because of something as stupid as love.
Until they do.