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In another universe where soulmates exist and are identified by marks in the form of whatever injury your partner has- Chuuya Nakahara is about to turn 16, and his best friend Dazai has been endlessly teasing him over the prospect of a mark. However, when he wakes up on his birthday covered in light blue lines he is unsure what to do, or how to approach identifying his soulmate, and his best friend has been acting in increasingly concerning ways since being told about the marks.
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What do you do when your covered in the evidence of your soulmates self harm, and your bandaged best friend (who you are definitely NOT in love with) seems to be breaking at the seams?
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- Part 1 of The (not so) perfect pair AU
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31 May 2026
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Dazai is barely pushing through life. His family is abusive. His fellow students bully him. He has no friends or social connections. He works a part-time job that keeps him on the edge of a panic attack at all times. And he doesn't know any healthy ways to cope with anything.
Enter Chuuya, one of the most popular students in school, who unexpectedly confesses to Dazai and asks him out.
And with Chuuya at his side, nudging him in the right direction, Dazai slowly learns how to live.Or:
Severely mentally ill teen and his unexpected boyfriend get through high school together.A story about trauma, its consequences, and the rocky path of recovery.
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- Part 27 of Izu's soft Soukoku collection
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17 May 2026
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Chuuya is fascinating. Not in the same way that Odasaku is. He cares so much, about everything and nothing. About his men—they’re pawns, Dazai has tried to tell him before, but it’s no use, because Chuuya still goes out and learns all of their names. Beats himself up when they die anyway. It’s heartbreaking and so, so interesting.
He burns like a fire. Out of all the people in the darkness that he’s met—and that’s practically everyone—Chuuya is the most alive. He looks at him and sees his skin and the rise and fall of his chest as he breathes and the way his eyebrows furrow with irritation and sees someone so painstakingly human. Standing beside him, he feels like a ragdoll. He also feels alive. What a weird contradiction.
Dazai’s plastic smile falls as he looks at Chuuya for a moment, out of the corner of his eye. He’s beautiful to him in a way that nobody else ever has been.
It’s alright. Chuuya won’t miss him.
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Dazai doesn't get sick.
So of course it was his rabid sheepdog would afflict him with something that made it so difficult to breathe.
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05 May 2026
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The detective puts his hands inside his pocket. “6 months of snack and ramune supplies, delivered to my desk every morning.”
Chuuya blinks. “What?”
“I’m trying to make a deal with you, Mr. Fancy Hat,” the detective states. “I know that you’ve been dating Dazai again for roughly two months, have been visiting our dorm for the past three weeks, and have no immediate plans on disclosing your relationship to both of our organizations despite the truce.”
Chuuya gawks. Who the fuck have been telling all these details to him?!
Or: the times when Chuuya tries to bribe everyone who accidentally finds out about his relationship with Dazai, and the one time when he doesn't have to.
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04 May 2026
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Finally, Chuuya eloquently said, “I don’t want to date you.”
Dazai huffed. “Yeah, well, I’m not too thrilled at the idea of having a crazy rockstar boyfriend. But you got us into this mess, you need to help us get out of it.”
Had Dazai gone insane? Nakahara Chuuya and Dazai Osamu, dating? Had Chuuya not made it clear through the dozens of direct and indirect meetings that he despised Dazai with every fiber in his body.Featuring: drunk tweets, falling in love, horrendous song writing, cheesy interviews, learning how to "fake it," and Chuuya getting over the headache that is Dazai. Not necessarily in that order.
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30 Apr 2026