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    Worried about how much of a sensitive ‘quick shot’ he is—and convinced he’s not satisfying Ilya enough—Shane turns to the internet for advice. He tries repeatedly to stave off his orgasms: squeezing himself, thinking about taxes, even telling a confused Ilya to slow down during sex. It’s inevitable, though, that he still ends up coming helplessly all over himself.

    He eventually has to explain his insecurity to Ilya who condescendingly agrees with him and indulges Shane by:

    1. Making him wear a cock ring, and
    2. Letting a determined Shane control the pace—cooing at him while he slowly rides him—and later mocking him for still having no self control as he rams up into him

    Shane thinks he cums too fast. Ilya knows he can make it faster.

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    07 May 2026

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    Shane is drunk, concussed, and hiding in a phone booth when he calls the only number he knows by heart.

    The man who answers is not Hayden Pike.

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    31 Mar 2026

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    Ilya was good at noticing things about people, and he was good at understanding them. Shane was not. That was okay. Shane had developed his own way of getting to know Ilya. It involved a lot of inane questions and, more importantly, no longer involved condoms.

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    05 Feb 2026

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    “Hey, Hollander, did you see the news about Rozanov?”

    Shane’s head snaps up and he almost gives himself whiplash. It’s deja vu, and it throws him back to that moment last season when Ilya’s father passed and he went MIA. His teammates had speculated, but Shane had known the truth – Ilya’s father had passed and he’d flown back to Russia to take care of family matters.

    “No?” He states simply, because he doesn’t trust his tongue to not betray him. What could Ilya possibly have done that would get him on the news?

    A phone is passed over, and Shane squints against the light and the tiny font of the news article. In big, bold letters the title reads ‘HOCKEY STAR ILYA ROZANOV SEVERELY INJURED IN CAR CRASH.’ It’s accompanied by a generic picture from the Boston news channel, but Shane doesn’t scroll down any further. He can’t. He doesn’t think his brain is capable of any thoughts currently. The phone drops out of his shaking hand and he realizes belatedly that tears are blurring his vision.

    “I gotta go.”

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    OR, Ilya is in a car accident. Shane hurries to be by his side, and outs them in the process. Set during the year Ilya is playing for Boston.

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    05 Feb 2026

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    “You’re…” His voice goes low, almost stunned. “Hard again?”

     

    Shane leans up just enough to press a shaky kiss to Ilya’s mouth—soft, desperate, clinging. “Never—” he whispers against his lips, “I never went soft.”

    or Shane in subspace for the first time. (and he cums three times just because)

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    29 Dec 2025

  6. Public Bookmark 22

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    “You’ll stay with me, right? Like you promised?”

    “What, you plan to bully Mikke?” Jere asked with a chuckle, though it died down quickly when he saw the worried look in Bojan’s deep, dark eyes. “Bojan?”

    Bojan licked his lips nervously, gripping Jere’s hand tightly. “I just- I feel like you’ll disappear if we go outside.”

    Jere frowned and glanced out of the window out to the street. It was pretty busy, most people going home around this time. “How?”

    “I don’t know.”

    “Okay.” Jere nodded, giving Bojan a reassuring smile. “We go outside together, yes? You hold me and see I never go anywhere.”

    “Of course,” Bojan whispered.

    Jere opened the door, practically dragging Bojan over the threshold. Blood roared in Bojan’s ears, breath quickening, dread building and piling up and forcing itself up his throat and-

    when he stepped outside Jere just wasn’t there anymore.

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    30 Jun 2024

  7. Public Bookmark 33

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    In 2025 Bojan’s life is very different from where he expected it to be back in April 2023. It wasn’t one particular decision that brought him where he is, it was a flow of life with its sharp turns and rocky waves. And okay, maybe some wrong choices and disappointments sprinkled on top too.
    Bojan still makes music and plays gigs, and yet happiness seems permanently out of his reach. Is there a way to bring back joy and hunger for life that had once overfilled him? Does he even know he is missing them?
    Also, what has happened to Joker Out, and why is Jere not in Bojan’s life anymore?

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    A story where nobody is perfect and everyone makes mistakes.

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    19 Jan 2024

  8. Public Bookmark 7

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    “Aw” Bojan knew Jere could hear the smirk in his voice. “Feeling overwhelmed already?” It wasn’t exactly a question that needed an answer, he wasn’t even close to being done with him.

    “Maybe” The finn’s breath hitched, the tip of his tongue flicking over his lips.

    Liar.

    (OR the one that involves leather cuffs, a pink blindfold, a vibrator and a jealous Bojan with a remote to said vibrator)

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    08 Jan 2024

  9. Public Bookmark 18

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    "This wasn’t about bullying Jere into submission, despite whatever the little lizard part of Bojan’s brain was trying to say.

    No, this was about reminding the older man why Bojan was so much better for him than any of these other guys. Reminding him until there was nothing else in Jere’s head than Bojan, Bojan, Bojan."

    OR the one where Bojan shows Jere why he's the only one for him

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    04 Sep 2023

  10. Public Bookmark 22

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    "They were approximately halfway through the ride, when Bojan felt Jere’s hand brush against his thigh. An accident, surely?"

    Also known as; Jere teases Bojan in public. Bojan gets him back for it

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    29 Jul 2023

  11. Public Bookmark 21

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    The tension between them was like a high voltage line threatening to snap at any moment, causing an explosion that would take down anything in its immediate vicinity. And Bojan was done pretending he didn't want it.

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    The one where Bojan and Jere get drunk and have fun. And so what if feelings are involved? No one had to know.

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    28 Jul 2023

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    20 Jul 2023

  13. Public Bookmark 38

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    "There was no good reason for Jere’s shirtless dad stance to be this attractive, but there it was"

     

    Or: the one where Jere invites Joker Out to spend midsummer in Finland. Bojan is a pining idiot, and his bandmates definitely look like they know too much.

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    16 Jul 2023

  14. Public Bookmark 39

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    When Joker Out’s manager landed them the Eurovision gig, the whole band was ecstatic. Of course, they all knew it was only half of the job done, but it was a big step nonetheless. Bojan could feel that something big was brewing for them, and they needed to not fuck up. Everything was working out perfectly, all the pieces aligning into the magical yellow brick road to the success he craved with his whole soul.

    So of course, Bojan just had to go and fuck it up for everybody.

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    A story of self-discovery and self-acceptance.

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    13 Jul 2023

  15. Public Bookmark 17

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    After winning Eurovision Song Contest 2023, Loreen wants to say a few words to her fiercest competitor, the only one who truly managed to give her a run for her money.

    What she didn't expect was that someone would already be there, doing a better job at comforting Jere than she ever could.

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    05 Jul 2023

  16. Public Bookmark 12

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    The one where Bojan is a horny little slut and Käärijä knows exactly what he needs. And then it accidentally gets a tiny bit cute.

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    30 Jun 2023

  17. Public Bookmark 34

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    Things get pretty heated on the night of the Eurovision final and Bojan is forced to confront his maybe not so platonic feelings for Käärijä...

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    Bojan is in str8 up denial but actually really wants that käärijussy...

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    17 Jun 2023

  18. Public Bookmark 99

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    aka 5 times Jesper and Wylan are interrupted, and 1 time they aren't.

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    24 May 2023

  19. Public Bookmark 31

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    ‘Are you… seducing me? Am I being seduced?’
    ‘Yes,’ then, in a much quieter voice, ‘is it working?’

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    22 Apr 2023

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    “I must admit, I quite like the way you look in the morning,” says Jesper, his voice still a little rough from sleep.

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    What if Jesper and Wylan hadn't been interrupted? Based on the bed-sharing scene in Shadow and Bone series 2, episode 5.

    Edited 25/01/2024

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    15,776

    16 Apr 2023

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