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  1. Public Bookmark 32

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    "Unfortunately" was a sentence ender Ilya never wanted to hear. To have his own husband say it felt worse somehow. Was it unfortunate? Was he unfortunate? Was he even worth it?

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    25 May 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 17

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    Ilya Rozanov is better now. But he’s maybe not quite as healed as he thought.

    Shane confronts Ilya about past self-harm. It’s an emotional conversation.

    TW: self-harm

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    21 May 2026

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    When Shane opens his eyes again they are so kind and warm, but swimming in tears.
    “I have never told anyone this.”
    “Shane, just tell me, please.”
    “It’s about… It’s about what you told me. About your mom.”
    Dread fills Ilya, ice cold in his veins. “Shane, you are scaring me.”
    “I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to.” Shane takes a deep breath, hand still pressed against Ilya’s cheek, eyes locked into his.
    “Ilya. When I was eighteen, I tried to kill myself.”

    or, Shane tells Ilya he tried to kill himself and suddenly Ilya is more scared then he has ever been in his entire life. He didn't know he needed to fear this. But Shane won't let him drown in it. They will take care of each other.

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    06 May 2026

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    Everyone has bad days - Ilya and Shane are no exception. Sometimes they just need each other to get through it.

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    Ilya and Shane comforting each other when they have bad mental health days. The Ottawa Centaurs witness how they care for the other.

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    05 May 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 52

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    “Have you ever been alone surrounded by so many people?” Ilya finally breathes, his breath tickling Shane’s bare shoulder. He still hasn’t moved. His fingertips press into Shane’s waist with bruising strength while his shoulders remain tense under Shane’s arms. 

    Shane hums, pressing an open mouth kiss to his neck. “Tell me what it feels like.” 

    or: 5 times Shane takes care of Ilya, and 1 time Ilya asks for help

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    23 Apr 2026