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    “I don’t know what I want to do.” Dennis admits. He looks over at Robby, staring at the side of his face. They’ve been closer than this before, but being in the car together feels strangely intimate. “What would you do?”

    “If it was me… I’d at least go for that dinner. But I’m not you. You need to do what’s best for you, Dennis.” 

    There it is again, his name from Robby’s mouth. It makes his attention linger, still staring at Robby’s face. Dennis is once again overwhelmed with the urge to just bury his face in Robby’s neck and pretend the world doesn’t exist, but that’s not the grown up thing to do. He squeezes his eyes shut for a second, rubs his temples with his fingertips as Robby continues, “Carry your patients with you as much or as little as you like. Find your balance. But remember that you’re human.”

    Dennis opens his eyes to the countryside fading away and the city bleeding in. He knows Robby is right. That’s what he needs: balance. 

    In his last year of med school, Dennis learns to let go of the guilt that plagues him.

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    30 Oct 2025

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    Mystery Work

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    This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!

    25 May 2025

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    Buck is frozen, terrifying in his clinical assessments and empty expression. Eddie is drowning. In the guilt, in the grief– it doesn’t really matter, because whatever it is, he’s on his own. No matter how close he gets.

    But Eddie still needs. Even though Buck isn’t asking. Even though Buck is rapidly building up walls that will shatter instead of crumble and cause collateral damage on the way down. God help him, but Eddie still needs.

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    Instead of grieving together like they really need, Buck and Eddie hook up. Over, and over, and over.

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    16 May 2025

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    ("I want... I want you to- to tell me that I'm..." Nick's breathing is becoming shallower, quicker.

    "Nick," Charlie whispers, letting his lips brush lightly over Nick's.

    "Tell me that I'm useless," Nick confesses.

    That seems to shock Charlie. He reals back slightly, blinking rapidly.

    "Useless?"

    "Use me to get yourself off, and tell me that I can't do it for you. That it's better when you do it yourself."

    Realization dawns over Charlie's expression, before it morphs into a smirk that makes Nick's insides boil.

    "Okay," Charlie says. "I think I get it now. Big strong man, can't even fuck me right?")

    Nick has some free time, so he goes to visit Charlie at school. Charlie's uni friends pick up on a dynamic between Nick and Charlie that Nick is interested in exploring further...

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    31 Jan 2025

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    “Yeah—yeah, okay. I mean, most of the stuff is the same?” Buck scruffs a hand through his hair, sliding back into his chair, long legs arrowing outward. “Like, obviously ass-play, stuff like that, that’s not new.”

    Obviously, Eddie echoes faintly, tongue shriveling like a yellowed leaf. He stares into the bottom of his bottle. Oh my God, they’re actually doing this. He needs something a lot stronger than two and a half beers. 

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    27 Nov 2024