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  1. Public Bookmark 2

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    One of those nights, then. Doesn’t have to mean anything.

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    03 May 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 7

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    “Mark?” Jeremy lets the alcohol do the talking, before he has a chance to really examine the idea in detail. “I might have a plan, a way for you to get out of the wedding.”

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    05 Jan 2026

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    Sometimes when he thinks of Justine, and of Graham, and of the tarry pit in him that grows bigger each year for want of a black-eyed songbird, a nursemaid, a brother, a soul shared in the empties of his cigarette pack wondering what it’d take to feel whole, he’ll indulge it— tuck his head into the crook of Jamie’s neck and call him names, charcoal-stained nails scratching at his scalp. It feels good to be wanted by someone who hasn’t stopped yet. It feels good to be at the start. It would be best, Damon thinks, if life were to happen only in starts.

    Damon and Jamie's shared flat, 1998. Musings on endings and beginnings, in that order.

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    20 Apr 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 8

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    "I don't know what I'd do without you," Damon says. "And all your funny little ideas." They stand face-to-face for a moment in comfortable silence. He thinks again of that moment, Damon on his knees saying Let me do this, and the pieces fall into place.

    GRAHAM drops to his knees.

    DAMON
    Wait—

    GRAHAM doesn't hear. He begins to unbutton DAMON'S cargo pants. DAMON seems to give up on speaking and lets him, stroking at his hair affectionately.

    GRAHAM, yanking the pants down impatiently
    I want to—
    He freezes and looks up at DAMON.

    DAMON, shrugging apologetically
    Sorry.

    GRAHAM
    You're not…
    He cups him through his boxers.

    (1989. Ecstasy, a club, a house party, a series of encounters.)

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    15 Mar 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 5

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    birthday jam sex i mean sesh

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    28 Feb 2026