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    Ilya is an asshole to Shane in Sochi. He's an asshole again in Vegas.

    Shane decides he doesn't hate himself enough to put up with this shit.

    It takes everything he has, but he ends it with Ilya.

    Ilya isn't having it.

    OR: What does Ilya Rozanov look like on his (figurative) knees?

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    08 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 29

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    Running a flower shop in Ottawa for the past nine years, Shane Hollander has persuaded himself that he's happy. He is safe here, away from the hockey world after his fateful injury in 2017.
    Until a tattoo parlor opens across the street.
    And his life is again about to change.

    Or: how could florist Shane Hollander and tattoo artist Ilya Rozanov get each other back? Hockey might be behind them, but could they truly escape the past?

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    08 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 35

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    During a quiet day at his lakeside cottage, Shane finds himself spiraling over insecurities about Ilya's past and his attraction to women. When Ilya notices something is wrong, he gently pushes Shane to talk—and makes it clear that Shane isn't competing with anyone.

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    06 Jun 2026

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    His eyes land on Ilya. 

    For one brief second, Ilya thinks Hollander is going to stop, step out of the walkway, say something. Do anything. 

    Ilya's hand twitches at his side, absurdly, like it's waiting for a handshake that has not happened yet. Like it's preparing for the contact. 

    Instead, Hollander gives him the smallest half-nod, barely there, and walks into the arena. 

     

    OR: One bad World Juniors drops Ilya Rozanov to sixth overall in the draft and Shane Hollander goes first. Rozanov decides he’s going to spend his career proving the league wrong. What he doesn’t plan on is becoming fixated on Hollander in the process — on the way he plays, and the way he watches Rozanov right back. Somewhere along the way, it stops being about the league’s attention and starts being about keeping Hollander’s.

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    06 Jun 2026

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    In late 2014, celebrity photos start dropping. Ilya deletes his texts, his photos, a video he should never have taken. It isn't soon enough.

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    04 Jun 2026