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    Harvey Specter doesn’t sleep with men. He doesn’t kiss men. He doesn’t want men.

    And then Mike Ross walks into his life and ruins all three truths at once.

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    08 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 26

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    Castiel ends his relationship with Dean when he can no longer stand what they’ve become—two people circling the ghost of something they once cherished. Yet, despite the break, his love for Dean doesn’t fade. When Castiel returns to Dean’s apartment to gather the last of his things, he stumbles upon a folder of unsent emails—every one of them addressed to him.

    As he reads, he discovers the truth Dean never had the courage to say aloud: that he loved Castiel deeply but never knew how to put those feelings into words.

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    Draft #18 — October 9, 2025
    Subject: the night you left
    Cas,
    I didn’t sleep after you left. I sat on the floor until the light came up.
    The space where your things were looks too big now. Empty in the wrong way.
    I keep hearing your footsteps, even though I know they’re not there,
    It’s funny—how quiet used to mean peace. Now it just means you’re gone
    If you never come back, I want you to know this:
    You were the best thing I ever had the guts to ruin.

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    Each message is a confession written and deleted a hundred times, a silent record of everything Dean felt but couldn’t express until it was too late.

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    30 Apr 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 5

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    A warm hand traveling down his body, scent of her perfume filling up his nostrils and the pleasure replacing the terrifying loneliness were all so overwhelming, so sudden, so desired.

    It's a lie he craved.

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    30 Apr 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 39

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    Wilson doesn't realise how much he needs House, until he's left alone one night. House just wants some time to himself.

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    30 Apr 2026

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    He’d had Ghost’s voice pouring into his ear for hours, somehow rough and smooth and smoky all at once, like the kind of Scotch he couldn’t really afford. And that voice, combined with the fatigue, the bone deep weariness, was starting to have the same effect as good Scotch on his resolve, on his fucking impulse control

     

    Soap makes bad choices, no one knows when banter crosses the line into flirting, and their comms definitely shouldn't be used like that. Somehow, despite themselves, they make it work.

    This is mostly porn, with feelings added for a bit of spice.

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    07 Apr 2026