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  1. Public Bookmark 9

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    Martin thinks he's handling this pretty well, honestly.

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    05 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 17

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    "You only know how to love me when something's wrong with me."

    Around them the playground keeps breathing, wet chains knocking softly against themselves.

    Keonho lowers his eyes toward his hands. "You only look at me when I'm bleeding or high or crying or passed out somewhere."

    There are some people who spend so long being rescued that they eventually start glowing in emergency colors, smoke signal people, car crash people, people whose grief grows sharp little hooks because they become terrified nobody will touch them otherwise.

    Keonho lifts one shoulder. "If I'm okay, you get bored."

    And suddenly Seonghyeon understands why people avoid mirrors when they're already having a bad day.

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    Five boys, one dying town, and several very poor coping mechanisms.

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    29 May 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 49

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    supershyshyshy
    it sounds like you care a lot about him, and seeing someone else take care of him made you feel something you weren’t expecting. but that doesn’t make you a bad person. you’re just a bit confused.
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    seanthesheep • OP
    i’m not confused
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    windowseat
    you made a reddit post.
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    Or Seonghyeon is concerned by his reaction to Keonho and Martin hugging, so he posts on Reddit.

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    27 May 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 28

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    The thing about omega instincts is that they don’t disappear just because nobody answers them.

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    22 May 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 48

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    Martin reaches over instead of doing something normal and plucks a leaf from the grass beside them, presses it gently to Juhoon’s cheek where the tear was.

    It’s absurd and weirdly soft.

    “It’s fine,” Martin says, suddenly serious. “This is an ancient method.”

    Juhoon blinks at him. “Huh?”

    “Before tissues,” Martin says, nodding. “This is what they used.”

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    Juhoon and Martin’s relationship begins to collapse the moment it stops being uncomplicated.

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    04 May 2026