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This is a story about my past life.
About the man I loved back then
And the life we both had before this reincarnation.
It was definitely bitter sweet but it was worth remembering
My life back then was a very stressful one.
My mom died.
My father turned me into a monster.
My friends were being killed one by one.
I didn’t know how much time I’ve spent thinking how pathetic my life is.
It wasn’t even worth remembering.
Then, I met someone.
A piece of memory that I can’t forget.
A bittersweet memory that I truly love and cherished.
A man with ideals for a peaceful world
A man that truly cared for humanity.
He was a man with hazy gray eyes
He was the man I fell inlove with.
Before I died, humanity has given up all hope to reclaim its freedom.
I was humanity’s hope and even my own determination and pride, was beginning to be questioned. But that man never gave up. He never did.
The last titan made a huge thud as it fell to the ground.
Everyone cheered and cried as they witness humanity’s freedom. It fulfilled my greatest dream. We’ve exterminated the last titan. After years of struggle against these cannibal monster, we… finally won.
He gave out a light chuckle and sheepishly stared at the night’s curtain covering the sky.
I’ve done all I could. I’ve fulfilled everyone’s and my dream.
I’ve done my best.
Ah. For some reason, I think I’m getting more tired. I want to sleep.
Eren slowly closes his eyes. But from a far, incoming steps were heard.
I wonder if it is him?
“eren…”
The voice was cracking. The man kneeled beside him and grab the brunette’s body, placing him on his lap. “Eren!”
He was continuously being shrugged.
“Eren, wake up!”
It’s him.
“L-le-vi…”
“Yes, eren…its me” his gripped tightens on my shoulder.
It’s him. I’m glad I could see his face before everything went dark.
Eren force a smile. Levi didn’t it real. He adjusted his grip on the young man’s shoulder.
He was frozen in his position.
Blood. There were blood rushing from his back.
“Oh my god. Eren!”
Levi shakes as he continued to stare at the red liquid rushing out of my back.
“Eren. Why won’t you regenerate??”
He panicked as he took off his cravat, putting pressure on my wound.
It was no use.
“It’s over now heichou. My body won’t listen to me anymore.”
He lifted his right arm to his lover’s face. Wiping off his tear-soaked eye.
“No!!”
It was a shout.
A shout he never uses when talking or even giving orders.
“You’re not going to die on me Eren. I refuse to accept that. You can’t! You absolutely can’t”
“Heichou…”
It’s okay. Please stop crying…
“I’m fine. Just let me rest for a while okay.”
“you ARE not fine! Eren. Don’t do this to me.”
My lie was no use.
He pushed his lips above on my forehead and continued to quietly sob.
I lifted my arms and managed to hug him from where I am lying. “I’m sorry Levi.”
“E-eren.”
“S-see …. you… later.”
The last thing that I remembered was Levi shaking me. Asking me to stay.
But I know, no matter how much I want to, I can’t.
My beloved’s face slowly disappears and I drifted into the void space.
I’m sorry levi… I’m sorry.