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If Heikki were being completely honest with himself – and normally he didn’t have a problem with that – than he had to admit, he should have known what was going to happen at the end of the night.
He knew Sebastian well enough to recognize that he was tense, and Kimi well enough to see there was something spinning around in the other Finns head.
It was all right with Heikki that the two of them spent so much of their free time together, as long as it did not affect Sebastian’s training – and until now it never had. Kimi was the reason for Heikki to sleep badly – because of the noises he was apparently able to drag out of Sebastian’s that Heikki could hear from the adjacent room, clear as day. Was Kimi really that good?
Heikki was never sceptical or judgemental when the sweethearts whispered all the time without any effort to hide it, either. Why should he feel worried about it? He had known what was going on between them for a long time and actually thought it was sweet. It was nice to see how easy Sebastian wrapped Kimi around his little finger and how absolutely Sebastian trusted the older Finn.
Heikki smiled and grabbed some popcorn from the bowl in Sebastian’s lap. He didn’t hesitate when he touched Kimi’s hand. Kimi’s gaze was calm and open, inviting. Heikki pondered Kimi’s gaze as he often did, having realised long ago how light and shiny the eyes of the Finn were. When the sun was shining through the window, it was hard to name the colour. For just a second Kimi’s fingers lingered above Heikki’s skin. He could feel the chapped fingertips ghosting over the back of his hand.
A shiver caught him and he leant back into the couch, breaking the contact. Sebastian didn’t move, his hands firmly around the bowl. Heikki looked up again as Kimi’s arm lingered around Sebastian’s shoulders, touched Heikki’s own with his fingertips. Heikki smiled when Kimi started pressing slow, smooth circles into his shoulder but he didn’t complain. The corners of Kimi’s mouth quirked upward – a sign of pleasure.
Heikki’s breath escaped in a sudden wheeze as Sebastian’s hand clenched deep into his leg, probably leaving bruises.
“Sorry,” Sebastian muttered. His eyes caught Heikki’s for a second and Heikki had to smile despite himself. Sebastian was really cute. His eyes so deep blue, shining in the warm light, blown wide.
“I’ll get us something to drink.” Sebastian stumbled when he got up, put the bowl in Heikki’s hands and left them alone. Heikki heard Kimi mutter softly under his breath, and suddenly Kimi pulled him close, until Heikki was curled up his side.
„Slide over,” Kimi demanded and Heikki followed this… invitation, offering Kimi the popcorn.
It was interesting to watch Kimi.
Kimi was very different with everyone. His behaviour depending on the one he was with. With Sebastian he was definitely most happy, easygoing. Heikki often found himself wondering that Kimi could laughed so much, could be so silly. And Heikki wondered, often, why Kimi would hide this side of his personality normally.
„Like what you see?“
This time Heikki jerked back, averted his gaze from Kimi’s pale skin and looked back to the TV screen. Heikki’s stomach flipped under Kimi’s heated gaze, and he fidgeted.
He could feel Kimi’s body solid and hot beneath him, so strong and familiar, though in a strange way. Heikki knew him. He trained Kimi as well when Kimi stayed with Sebastian.
Heikki hesitated just a second a second before he took a deep breath and answered.
“How could I not?”
Kimi’s laugh was quiet and rough, familiar now but Heikki felt a shiver running over his body, making it tingle.
Maybe he should leave.
Maybe he shouldn’t accept the beer Sebastian was going to get them.
Maybe he should stay out of… this.
„Did I miss something?“
Heikki took his eyes from Kimi, as Sebastian again joined them. He took the bottle anyway as Sebastian held it out to him and took a long pull from it. The cold beer felt good, the bottle clinked dully, as he put it on the table.
"Heikki is on me." Announced Kimi and Heikki felt his cheeks grow hot. Sebastian laughed softly and took Heikki's old spot on the couch one, snuggled trustingly to him.
"Do you doubt he has great taste?"
The playful tone in Sebastian's voice was something that Heikki intrinsically linked with Kimi. Sebastian, otherwise, was never so cheeky.
Heikki could feel the warm breath on his neck and relaxed aware when Sebastian started to play with the fingers of his left hand.
"After all ...", the youngest took up the thread again. "I have chosen him for myself."
It was the harsh tone in his voice that drove goose bumps in a rush up Heikki’s back.
He caught Sebastian's gaze and saw the wanton twinkle in his blue eyes, flinching as Kimi took the bowl from his lap and followed his movement.
Kimi’s chest was smooth and hard on his back.
"You do have good taste." Heikki closed his eyes, as Kimi whispered in his ear. Sebastian next to him sat up a little and leaned in, hands on Heikki's shoulder. His warm breath hit Heikki’s lips and he felt another rush of goose bumps.
He swallowed hard and opened his eyes again, could not do anything but stare at Sebastian as he felt a steady hand stroke him through his shirt, explore his chest through the fabric. A hoarse gasp escaped him as Kimi pinched his nipple, mirrored by Sebastian's grin stretching across his full lips.
Heikki's mouth went dry.
"Do you want this or not?"
Sebastian's hand was on his cheek and Kimi stroked his belly, as the younger one asked him the question.
Heikki could feel the excitement in his stomach and tried not to think, nor to be rational. But he took too long, apparently, for Kimi, who made the decision for him. Heikki gasped when narrow, amazingly soft lips pressed themselves the sensitive skin of his neck. His lips parted and Sebastian took it as an invitation to kiss him.
He'd be lying if he said he had never thought of kissing Sebastian. Of course he had. He’d only dreamed of letting his fingers graze the softness of his bright, fine skin, of burying a hand in the blond curls.
He had just never actually done it before.
Sebastian kissed differently than he had expected.
He kissed with a purpose, with meaning; he wasn’t as playful as Heikki had suspected.
Heikki tilted his head back to get more space and collided with Kimi, who held him and stroked tentavily over his body. Heikki moaned into the kiss, when the hands of the Finn pushed under his clothes.
The big hands were cool against his burning skin. Heikki grabbed Sebastian to find support. Sebastian's breath was cool against Heikki’s moist lips as Sebastian broke away from him. He could not turn his eyes from the red lips, shuddering as the blonde licked them once, twice.
"Yummy. " Sebastian said, and Hekki blushed hot, his cheeks flaring crimson.
"Show me," demanded Kimi and he shivered as Kimi plastered himself closer to his back. He felt the tight muscles moving against him very precisely.
It was strange, fascinating to see how the two kissed.
It wasn’t the first time he’d seen it, but the first time seeing it so close.
Heikki could see their desire, their devotion to each other. Above that, he delighted in watching their battle for domination; Sebastian never seemed to give up easaly.
Heat flowed through his body and he pushed his hips towards Kimi's hand that was beginning to rub circles by his crotch. His blood roared in his ears. Damn.
His pullover was lost quickly, tossed aside on the couch. Sebastian pressed himself close again as soon as it was discarded, his fingers cool against Heikki’s warm skin, but Kimi had other ideas, pushing them both up and dragging them quickly into the adjacent bedroom. Heikki clung to Kimi as Sebastian's lips traveled over his stomach, his skilful tongue dipped into his navel and tickled him. The pressure of the soft, wet tongue against his skin made him shiver and Kimi's voice in his ear, drawling filthy words in Finnish, did not make it better.
It did not make it better that Sebastian grinned at him and licked his lips, at the same time that Kimi told him how skilled Sebastian was.
It did not make it easier to control himself, as the blonde slid to the floor and took Heikki’s shoes off, that Kimi told him that Sebastian loved having his ankle kissed.
It did not make it less overwhelming, when Kimi told him how hot and clever Sebastian's mouth was while the smaller one was undoing Heikki’s belt.
On the stairs upwards Kimi suddenly hooked his fingers into the waistband of Heikki's pants and yanked them down, then pushed Heikki back with a light slap. Sebastian laughed at Heikki’s indignant face, kissing him to smooth it away.
The bedroom was quiet and inviting, the sheets cool against Heikki’s heated skin.
Heikki groaned. He lost his mind as he lies on the bed and felt Sebastian's eyes on him, who followed Kimi's lips wandering over his body.
Even Kimi's lips seemed to be cool.
They were gentler and not so burning like Sebastian's, but somehow more intense.
Heikki had not known that it would drive him crazy when lips brushed over his flanks, that he whimpered when teeth dug feather light into his chest.
He had not known that his body could simultaneously burn and melt.
It was Sebastian's hand that smoothed up his arm, lighting his nerves on fire.
It was Sebastian’s narrow fingers that pressed his wrists on the sheets.
It was his lips, which swallowed Heikki’s moan as Kimi bit into his neck.
"Relax."
He would have laughed if Sebastian hadn’t chosen that moment to run his fingers between Heikkis legs, past his length and his balls, to touch the sensitive skin beyond, brush burning touches against his entrance. He bit his lip and clawed in Kimi's hair, flailing and holding on to the Finn; Kimi grinned and pressed him harder into the bed, leaning all his weight on Heikki.
For a moment he panicked, struggled against Kimi's grip, tried to escape Sebastian's teasing fingers. What were they doing here?
His resistance waned as Kimi kissed him; his limbs loosened as he gave in to Kimi’s presence.
Calm and solid.
Deep and without a hint of doubt.
It was easier for him to give in Kimi.
He found it to be easier to give in Sebastian’ wishes when Kimi's lips pressed against his mouth.
Heikki took his hand from the short brown hair and stroked Kimi's body, felt the fine film of sweat and powerful muscles under his hand, closed his eyes and gave himself to the heady feeling of being desired.
He heard a sigh break from Kimi’s soft lips. Felt Kimi’s rough hands that caressed his skin, held his own hands, bringing them to rest on Kimi’s body where the older one wanted them to be.
Heikki's cheeks glowed when his fingers brushed Kimi’s cock. He felt the hardness beneath his fingers, felt the heat of Kimi’s body. Clumsy but eager, he tried to please him, pressed his head into the pillow as Kimi spoiled him, slowly licking his path across Heikki’s belly.
It distracted from the pain Sebastian's cold, damp fingers caused him.
He was breathing shallow and whimpered softly, calming down only slightly.
Patiently Sebastian stroked his legs, pressing them even further apart.
" Heikki ... " His name, moaning lustfully, made him look up. Sebastian's eyes were dark. Heikki had never seen them like this before. "May I? "
Heikki knew exactly what Sebastian was asking and for a heartbeat he held his breath, hesitated, licking his lips.
It hardly mattered, in the end, that the loud Yes that escaped him was not for Sebastian, but because of Kimi's mouth that swallowed him. It hardly mattered.
Heikki felt heavy and sticky and a bit offended.
Sebastian was plastered to his side, dozing, and Kimi was sitting on the edge of the bed, touching them both gently. Heikki closed his eyes briefly as Kimi's fingers ran through his hair. He was exhausted, and in the afterglow, Kimi’s touch felt amazing.
"What ... " he had to clear his throat. " What have you been thinking?"
Kimi's mouth twitched briefly and he cast a searching glance at Sebastian, who also smiled lazily.
"Sex symbols." He explained, and Sebastian chuckled lazily breathed a kiss on Heikki's damp skin.
"What?" That didn’t make any sense at all, Kimi was talking gibberish. A slight chill came over him and he smiled gratefully as Kimi pulled the blanket over him.
"We had a discussion about sex symbols." said Sebastian, looking at Heikki in such a way that the tingling grew again in his stomach, despite his exhaustion. "You're a sex symbol. "
A soft groan was heard from the blond man as he pushed himself to his knees with some effort and draped himself over Heikki to kiss him.
" Tall. Slim. Great muscles. Blond. Blue-eyed . " After each attribute Heikki was gently kissed. "You’re a sex symbol."
Heikki stared at the younger aghast . "A sex symbol?"
A lazy nod and Kimi's amused laugh were his answer.
"I 'm not a sex symbol," he disagreed with as much indignation as he could muster, glaring at Kimi, as Sebastian kept his eyes closed. "A sex symbol is a thing, and I hate to be a thing. "
Kimi was still smiling." And what do you want to be instead, then?"
His hand came to rest on Heikki's chest when he asked that and Heikki looked still concerned, but didn’t protest it anymore.