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  Min YoonGi is a 24 years old student living in Seoul, he's studying cinematographic art. Beside his studies, he is composing music and working in a coffee shop to get some money.

 Yoongi is a talented boy, even if he doesn't really know it, and he works really hard to succeed in his studies. His dream has always been writing and composing music, as well as rapping, even thought he loves the cinematographic classes he goes to, he's always been more attracted to music than anything else. It was like he was born for that. Since he was ten, he spent his free time writing lyrics and began to create tracks as soon as he got a computer.

  Yoongi left his home when he was eighteen, he wanted to live alone because he couldn't bear seeing his parents fighting every day anymore. He now rents a small flat in Seoul, sharing it with his dog, Holly.

 Today is monday. A november monday. His shift is beginning at 5pm, just after class. He barely has time to change into his working clothes,black jeans, white shirt and leather apron before he starts serving the customers.

 He comes out of the changing-room, his blonde hair all messy from putting on his shirt, and goes straight to the counter.

 His speciality is chai latte, so when a customer asks him for some, his face lights up and he immediately gets to work, handling the ingredients with care to reach perfection.

  Yoongi is a very passionate boy, when he loves something or someone, it's till the end. Speaking about being in love, last time he was in a relationship with a girl, his heart was crushed. Slowly, he discovered that he didn't only like girls. He called himself bi-sexual, but he was way more into boys than girls. Two years have passed, since the last time he was in a relationship, and he felt ready to meet someone, even if he wasn't sure if he got over this terrible love story.

  But his job and work took him too much time since he was very dedicated to it. He didn't really know if he could calm down if he found someone.

  He served the chai latte to the customer, and took the next customer's order.

 This routine lasted an hour, when he finally got a cigarette-break.

 He slowly goes out, a cigarette in his mouth, lighting it up at the same time.

  Smoking has always been a bad habit, whenever he was stressed because of work or relationships, he smoked. It started 2 years ago, because of the girl. He never talks about it, because it hurts him so much.

  When it finally lights up, he just stands outside, watching the sun set and the smoke disappearing in the cool air of the end of the day.

  After five minutes, his boss and friend named Namjoon calls him back to work :

 «Hey bastard, stop smoking and come back to work.»

  Namjoon and him have been friends since 4th grade, they've always been there for each other and are like best friends.They know everything about each other, they've seen each other drunk, crying curled up on the floor, screaming so loud they almost became deaf,laughing until they almost die, and every sort of things best friends know about each other and do together. Namjoon knows that Yoongi isn't that straight anymore, and he likes to joke about it, but he's totally fine with it since he's himself in a relationship with a guy named Jin with whom he's been together with for more than a year.

 «-Shut up, it isn't totally consumed yet, Yoongi replies.

-I don't care just come.»

  Annoyed, Yoongi goes in again. The coffee shop is empty, people aren't probably coming before 6.30pm so he starts cleaning some mugs.

 About fifteen minutes later, a guy with black hair and a cute bang comes in, a smile as bright as the sun appears after he sees the look Yoongi gave him :

«Hi !»

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«Hi !»

Yoongi lost his voice. The boy's smile let his crooked front tooth appear, and Yoongi thought it was so damn cute. His black hair was falling before his eyes, but he could see them anyway. From where he stood,Yoongi saw them as hazel-brown. The kid was wearing an army-green sweater with a black denim jacket and black jeans.

 But what caught his attention were his lips. They were all plump and pink. They were the kind of lips anyone would've wanted to kiss. The blac-haired boy drew him from his daydream when he came closer to the counter :

«Hi, a Chai latte please.»

  This boy was not only cute but he also liked chai latte.

«-Your name ? Yoongi asked.

  -Jimin.

 - Your order will be ready in a few minutes, you can go take a seat. I'll call your name when it's ready.»

Jimin smiles and takes a seat at the back of the shop, near a window, and starts staring at the sky, where stars are starting to appear. Yoongi begins his usual chai latte recipe, but this time, he's being even more careful.

«What was that look you gave this poor boy ?»

Yongi blushes.

«-What do you mean ? It's not like I stared at him.
-Oh no ? Says Namjoon, ironically, you looked like you were gonna eathim alive.»
-    Don't blame me for that, he's cute...
-    He is, talk to him !»

Yoongi just laughs at that. After all, he is the cold-hearted guy that doesn't talk a lot. He refuses to admit that he's shy. He calls for Jimin since the chai is ready, but Jimin is focused on the stars and has earbuds on. So Yoongi brings him the tea. When he stands beside him, he can feel the warmth of his body and he hears a soft sound coming from Jimin's earbuds. A wave of shyness overwhelms him, so he just puts the cup of tea down and starts to walk away, but a small soft hand grabs his shirt. Yoongi freezes, « did he just grab my sleeve ?», he turns around and looks down at Jimin, who is smiling again :

«Thank you. It's my first time here, I tried thousands of coffee shops but none had a really good chai latte. I hope yours will be the one, I'll tell you about it.»

Yoongi nods and walks back to the counter, warmth spreading from his cheeks to his hands. « What is happening to me ? Why am I so shy ?», he asks himself before going back to cleaning mugs and waiting for the usual customers to arrive.

About ten minutes later, Jungkook, a 3 years younger student than him arrives, and orders his usual drink : a mocha.

«    - How was your day ?, Yoongi asks while he's preparing the drink.

-    Great, I was a little stressed tho, I'm meeting someone here.

-    Oh, finally got a boyfriend ?

-    Kind of, but it's not him I went to see today. It's a friend from the dance club, his name is Jimin. You've seen him ?»

For the second time, Yoongi freezes. «Jungkook knows him ?»

«    Oh, yeah, he finally said, trying to control his voice, he's sitting in the back, near the window.»

He gives jungkook the mug, the kid smiles with his cute smiling eyes and disappears in the back, Yoongi feels a little jealous. He would like to know him too.

    An hour passed before Jimin came up to the counter. He was wearing his bright smile again, but somehow, he looked more shy than before.

«Your chai Latte was the best I've ever drank. Looks like this is gonna be my favourite spot»

It was the best thing Yoongi ever heard.

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  Two days later, wednesday, is Yoongi's day off. It's 11am and he just woke up, being lazy is another one of his bad habits, but he works on his music until 2am, so he thinks it's legitimate. After all, he needs some sleep.

  He gets out of bed, topless and only wearing black and white striped pajama pants as usual, and puts on a yellow stussy sweater. He heads to the kitchen to pour himself some coffee, before he goes out on the balcony. It's cloudy and it's probably going to rain, so Yoongi decides that he'll stay home today, to work on his music and study his upcoming exams.

JIMIN'S POV.

  At 11am, Jimin was sitting on the couch. He was extremely tired because of his dance practice. He had a competition in a month, so he had to do it a lot.

  He was staring at the ground, he couldn't stop thinking of that cute waiter in the coffee shop. He couldn't just spend the day here thinking about this guy he didn't even know. He decides to call his friend Jungkook, and asks him if he wants to go out and eat dinner outside later.

  Since his friend agrees, he dresses up with a black pullover and jeans, and a bright red bomber, and leaves the flat with his best friend, flatmate, and maybe Jungkook's future boyfriend, Taehyung.

  They meet Jungkook in the city-center, and they start walking and shopping. Taehyung and Jungkook seems really close, he's glad about it. Tae-Tae seemed unhappy and wasn't the same as usual before he met him. Maybe they were meant to meet each other. Jimin wonders when he'll be this happy just spending time with his beloved one, when he'll just go shopping with him and just laugh for nothing and smile non-stop.

It's 6pm when they decide to head to the korean barbecue restaurant. Streets are really crowded at this time, and he unintentionally collides with a blonde hair guy.

YOONGI'S POV.

  Yoongi went out to have a meal at a korean barbecue restaurant, because he really wanted meat and was too lazy to cook it himself. He wasn't really watching when he got out of the building, so he collided with a guy with a bright red jacket.

«-Sorry, I wasn't watching, Yoongi says while he gets up without looking at the guy.

-It's okay, streets are crowded at this time.»

   Yoongi's heart skips a beat, he looks up at the boy who's got this familiar voice. « You, again» he thinks.

«Oh ! Jimin exclaims, you're the guy that makes hella good Chai's at this coffee shop... I don't remember the name...»

   Yoongi nods.

«- Where are you going ? Jungkook asks, Do you want to join us ? We're going to this famous korean barbecue restaurant, I think the name's Wangbijib.

-I was going there too.»

Jimin grabs his arm, like he was doing with the others and they start to walk in the middle of the crowd. Yoongi goes as red as Jimin's jacket when he grabs his arm, but he pretends he's fine looking straight ahead him.

   A few kilometers later, they finally arrive at the restaurant. They take a seat, Jimin and Yoongi sitting side by side, and order drinks and some food they can share.

Jimina asks him his name, since he hasn't asked yet. He replies with a smile– he really can't resist to his softness - :

«- Yoongi.

-I see, I'm Jimin !

- I know.

- How ? Jimin says, surprised

- You told me the first time you came to the shop. And Jungkook told me too.

- Oh, how long have you known each other ?»

Jungkook and Yoongi start to explain how they met each-other. When they're done, Jimin says :

«Let's toast for our future friendship, Yoongi !»

He was too cute.

They ate and laughed a lot. Yoongi thought Jimin's laugh was the most beautiful he ever heard. It was a soft sound, almost like a song.

Yoongi felt like he was going to explode when they finally got out of the restaurant. Yoongi offered to pay, so the others kept bowing and saying «Thank you».

« - I'm so tired, Jimin says, can we take the metro to get home ?

- Jimin, taehyung sighs, the metro is overflowing with people at this time, just walk and stop complaining.

- But Tae-Tae my feet hurts !»

JIMIN'S POV.

   Yoongi comes closer when Jimin keeps complaining and gives him a piggyback ride. As soon as he gets on his back, he stops complaining.

  Yoongi wears a thick long camel coat, but he can still feel the warmth of his body getting through it. It makes him sleepy, so he rests his head on his shoulder and whispers a «Thank you» in Yoongi's ear.

  When he wakes up, Jimin is lying in his bed, beside Taehyung.

  He shakes Taehyung to wake him up:

« - Did he carry me all the way here ?

   - He did», responds Taehyung in a sleepy voice

  He promises to himself that he'll go to the coffee shop at 5pm, after his classes.

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YOONGI'S POV.

  Yoongi's back hurts, Jimin isn't heavy but it was a long way to walk to get to Taehyung's and Jimin's flat. He didn't want to wake him up, so he walked all the way anyway.

  When he finally arrived at Jimin's flat, he was reluctant to let him go. He liked the warmth of his body against his back, and the soothing sound of his breath near his ear. He had laid him down on the bed,and taken off his shoes and his jacket before he covered him with the thick white blanket. He watched him sleep for a while. He was all curled up on the bed, rosy cheeks and his messy black hair falling before his eyes. He left when Taehyung came in the room, thanking him quietly for his help.

   When he woke up this morning, he had a headache too, so he decided to skip school, at least the morning classes. He had to get to work a 5pm, as usual, so he got back to bed to get some more sleep.

   When he wakes up again, it's 1pm. He gets ready for the 2pm to 4.30pm classes and leaves his flat, taking Holly with him.

The classes were boring. Yoongi kept cuddling Holly all day. At 4.30pm, he finally got out of there and went straight to the coffee shop. Animals were forbidden in it, but Namjoon made an exception «Just because it's you», he said.

Yoongi changes to his usual outfit, and gets to work.

At 5pm, he sees a familar black head get in the shop. Jimin's face instantly lights up when he sees him at the counter :

«- Hello, Yoongi !
- Hello, Jimin. What brings you here ?
- Your delicious chai latte and your wi-fi, Jimin chuckles, But most importantly to thank you for taking me back home yesterday.
- Oh, it was nothing, Yoongi smiles, you were pretty tired. Soya milk or usual milk in your tea ?
- Thank you, usual please.»

JIMIN'S POV

Jimin missed Yoongi's gummy smile. When he was at the coffee shop, he never smiled like he did yesterday, genuinely. Not that his non-gummy smiles weren't genuine, but he prefered them, because it made his feline eyes smile too.

Jimin goes to take his usual seat near the window, opens his laptop and puts on his earbuds, waiting for Yoongi to come with his tea.
 

Jimin's surprised when Yoongi comes with it and takes a seat in front of him, holding a dog in his arms:

«- Aren't you working ?»

Yoongi laughs :

«- Do you want me too leave ?
-N.. No ! I'm just... surprised ?
- My boss gave me my five minutes break. Usually, I would've gone out to smoke but you were there, so...»

Jimin feels his cheeks burn and his heart flutters. He takes a sip of his tea.

«Does your back hurt ? You should've woken me up !»

Yoongi shakes his head :

« - It's okay. I couldn't... You were so deep asleep.
- I'm sorry... Is that your dog ?
- It is. His name's Holly.
- He's so cute ! I have a cat named stardust.. Maybe you'll get to see her someday. »

A man in the back calls him back to work. Yoongi gets up, «sorry», he sighs.

Jimin panics and grab his arm, again :

« Wait, Yoongi !»

He turns to look at him with a questionning look.

«Can I have your phone number ?»

He feels his cheeks burning again, but he holds Yoongi's gaze anyway. He breaths slowly, waiting for Yoongi to reply.

«Sure»

He gives it to him, and disappears behind the counter again.

When Jimin gets out of the coffee shop, Yoongi is still at the counter. He smiles at him, and goes home.

Later in the night, while he's lying in bed beside his cat, he sends Yoongi a message. 

« Are you awake ? »

He waits for his answer. Five minutes later, he receives « I am. ». He suddenly feels tired and shy, so he decides to send a «You should sleep Yoongi, good night» before he turns his phone off and goes to sleep.

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YOONGI'S POV.

Yoongi's heart fluttered when Jimin sent him this message. He just sat there, staring at his phone for ten minutes, before he replied : «Goodnight, sunshine». He hesitated to send it, but he finally did. What could he loose by trying to be sweet ?

  When he looks at Jimin, all he thinks is «protect». This little ball of sunshine – he likes to call him like that – was just too sweet and innocent.
  He had only known him for a few days, but he liked him. He liked him being there, at the coffee shop, and he really wanted them to become close.
   When he woke up the following day, he had to dress, eat and leave fast: he was going to be late to his classes.

JIMIN'S POV.

  Jimin couldn't believe his eyes. Did Yoongi really call him «Sunshine» ? He gets up, a smile stuck on his face, making Taehyung wonder what happened to him.
«Nothing, Tae, Nothing.»

  He dresses up to go to his dance practice, bringing clean clothes for school with him.

He meets Jungkook there, and he asks him what's wrong with him too.

«Nothing Kookie, it's just... Nothing.
- Is it Yoongi ?
-    Wha... No !, he says, a little too loud for Jungkook to believe him,    No, I just... I slept well.
- Come one Jimin, it's pretty obvious that there's more than that. Tell me, what happened ? If you refuse to tell me I'll go ask him myself.
- Okay, but promise me you won't tell anybody, not even Tae-Tae.
-    Promise.»

Jimin shows him the messages. The young boy starts to laugh.

« What ?, jimin says, What's wrong ?
- It's just.., Jungkook starts before laughing again, Yoongi-hyung is usually a cold guy, with no affection toward anyone he doesn't know.    It looks like he likes you.
- N.. I don't think so...
- You'll see Jiminie, you'll see.»

  When jungkook leaves, Jimin starts trying to find dance moves, but it was kind of difficult    without any music. Jimin was feeling more and more stressed : he only had three weeks before the competition !

    Two hours later, he goes in the changing room to shower and to put on some clean clothes. He heads to his school, still thinking about what Jungkook told him. Was he special to Yoongi ? No. No, no, no how could he even consider that ? After all, he was just a random boy.

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Yoongi met Hoseok at the university. His friend studies at the dance school, right beside his university. Hoseok was one of his closest friends, and by close, he means really close. They hung out together all the time before Yoongi started doing music, he was almost like a best friend to him.

«Hey motionless Min, when are you going to call me to get out and grab something to eat or drink ? I miss you, you know ?
-  I miss you too Hoseokie, I'm just a little bit busy these days, with the upcoming exams and everything, ya know ?
- Oh... Just call me whenever you feel like going out buddy.»

On these words, Hoseok just leaves, saying he was going to get late to his classes.

     At 12pm, Yoongi had three hours free, so he went to the coffee shop, and started doing music as usual. But today, he didn't sit where he usually sits. He chose Jimin's spot, and he undersood why Jimin chose this seat. From the window, he could see the crowded and colorful streets. But he could also see the high buildings and the sunny sky.    

  This view inspired him. He called the track «Sunshine». It was a soft track, not like the usual ones. The first one which sounded like that.

  Later, when he went home from school, he played the track on speakers. It actually sounded so good, he had to make someone listen to it. When he thought about who was going to listen to it first, his first thought was Jimin. Hesitant, he sends him the track. Ten minutes later, his phone is ringing. It's him. It's Jimin. He picks up.

«Yeah?

-  What kind of masterpiece was that ?, Jimin screams so loud it hurts Yoongi's ear, That was amazing !»

JIMIN'S POV

 

Yoongi's track was the prettiest he've ever heard. He immediately fell in love with the beat, imagining dance moves who could fit.

He called Yoongi as soon as he heard the last music note, and screamed in the phone.

«You're exagerating Jimin, it's not that good.
- It is ! How did you find the inspiration ? Jimin asked.
-    You, sunshine. Because of you. I sat at your spot at the coffee shop.»

Jimin became red and he felt chills running down his whole body. From Yoongi's last words came a big decision. Jimin promised to himself    that he'll dance to this song for the competition, with the best dance moves one could ever imagine. He'll invite Yoongi to come. Jimin thought «I hope this will be the best surprise he'll ever get.».

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YOONGI'S POV.

  When he hang up, it was already 8pm. He had spent an hour on the phone with Jimin, he didn't see the time pass.

He boils some water and pours it in an instant noodle cup.

  In the silence of his flat, he thinks about Jimin, « Should I invite him here someday ? Is it too early ?»

  When he's done, he goes to his studio to make some more music.

  He's peacefully sitting in his studio when someone calls him. It's Jimin, but it's weird : it's already eleven pm. He answers the phone.

« - Is everything okay, Jimin ?

-N...No, I... I went to buy some food when someone started following me and cornered me in an alley... He... He tried.. He tried to touche me... And... I kicked him in the balls but... I'm scared of leaving the alley now... Taehyung and Jungkook aren't answering me so... so I figured that... That you...

- Calm down, breathe. I'm coming sunshine. Send me your location right now.»

   Heat is burning Yoongi's face. He feels anger overflowing his whole body. Who dared touching Jimin ? Who ? « I swear I'm gonna beat him to death», Yoongi thinks.

  He puts on some jeans and a sweater, not giving a shit about how he looks, and jumps in his car. He drives as fast as he can to get to Jimin's location.

JIMIN'S POV

  He hears a car enter the alley. He doesn't look up to Yoongi when he carefully approaches and gets down on his knees, he's way too ashamed for that.

Jimin still has tears in his eyes, he's afraid they might fall if he looks at him. He's still shaking. He feels cold too.

« Hey, sunshine, listen to my voice. Calm down. Look at me.»

Reluctant, Jimin looks up to Yoongi, but not straight in the eyes. He starts crying and sobbing. Yoongi takes him in his arms.

  Yoongi's body is warm, like he sprinted to come here. He smells good too. His scent is a mix between that cozy wood scent and cotton. Jimin leans closer. Yoongi sits down and takes him against his chest, softly stroking his hair.

 « Easy sunshine, easy. Do you feel any better ?

- a little, thank you Yoongi. But I'm freezing.

- Here, take my sweater.»

  Yoongi takes off his sweater, revealing his muscular and well defined arms. He still wears a t-shirt, but Jimin worries about him.

Like if he read in his thoughts, Yoongi says :

«Don't worry about me. Can you stand up ?»

  Jimin carefully gets up, helped by Yoongi. He guides him to the car.

« Do you want me to bring you home ? Wait, did you even eat ?

- No. I couldn't get to the supermarket...

- You need to eat. What's your favorite fast food ?

- uuh... KFC.

- Okay, I'll get you to my place so you can get warm and clean clothes and I'll go get you some food.»

  Jimin quietly nods.

  Yoongi keeps his hand on Jimin's during the way back, throwing him small looks in the car, checking his emotions and temperature.

  Yoongi's flat is not very big but it's cozy. All the walls are white, the floor is covered of wooden planks, and there's lots of plants.

« I'll get you some clean clothes, come with me. After that, you can go shower while I'll go get you some food.»

Jimin follows him. His room is as cozy as the living room. Everything is white, except the closet which is black.

Yoongi hands him a yellow pullover and some black pajama pants, with thick black socks.

« I'll show you the bathroom. Take your time, don't hurry. You need to stay calm after what happened. I'll go get you some food so you'll have lots of time.

- Yoongi..., Jimin slowly says.

- Yes, sunshine ?

- please don't leave me alone... I can skip a meal it's okay.

- It's not.

- But please Yoongi...

- Take a shower, I'll prepare some instant noodles. Call me if you need anything.»

Jimin whispers a «Thank you» before Yoongi leaves.

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YOONGI'S POV.

  Yoongi was preparing the noodles, waiting for Jimin to come out of the shower.

While he was deep in his thoughts, his anger came up again.

  He wanted to punch a wall, or better, someone, crush the noodle cup, he thought breaking anything would relieve him. But it was the kind of anger that doesn't go away easily. He felt like he'd never let it go before he found that guy. The voice in his head kept screaming «Protect Jimin, don't let him go out alone, call him twice a day at least». And he knew he would. He knew he'd take care of him. Even more after what happened. It was almost like a need.

  Yoongi isn't usually like that. He isn't the kind of person who cares about people he newly met. Jimin is different, he knows it. He is different in a way he can't describe, he only knows he would do anything to protect him.

  Jimin coming out of the shower drew him out of his thoughts. The sweater he gave him isn't covering his whole stomach because it seems like he just pulled it on, not really caring if it had covered his chest entirely.

 That inch on skin provokes something weird in Yoongi's belly. It feels like butterflies are trapped in it. He tries not to stare at it, at that little inch of white, soft skin, scared that Jimin would run away. After all a hungry disgusting man just assaulted him. But in Yoongi's head, it wasn't that kind of stuff. It was more like... What was it really like ? Love ? No, Yoongi denied that possibility. He barely knew Jimin, it couldn't be love. Or was it ?

  Yoongi decides to move to stop his thoughts from going too far. He comes closer to Jimin and pulls the sweater down, leaving his hand on Jimin's hip for a few seconds. When he pulled it down, his fingers touched Jimin's skin. It was warm and soft, like he thought it was. even now, he could till feel it's warmth passing through the pants' fabric, and it felt like time stopped.

JIMIN'S POV

  Yoongi and Jimin are staring at each-other. Even though he feels a bit shy because of Yoongi's hand, Jimin notices how beautiful his eyes are. They are black, but they're so shiny it looks like the whole galaxy was put in it. Through the shine of it, he can see some dark blue and purple shades. Their feline shape made them look intimidating, but once Jimin saw what was in it, he knew he wouldn't look at Yoongi the way he did before. He felt like he was reading his mind, when he looked into his eyes. His first thought was that he never wanted Yoongi's eyes to leave his, or his body. He wanted Yoongi to look at him the way he did, with affection, happiness, and also a little bit of lust. He didn't know if he was right, but it looked like that.

  Yoongi was the first too look away, and taking his hand away too.

« Sorry, he says, a little bit shy, Your.. uuh.. Your noodles are ready. I'll bring them to you just... Just take a seat on the couch.»

   Jimin watches him turn around before he slowly moves to the couch.

  He is still moved by what just happened. He can still feel the warmth of Yoongis hand against his hip, and it gives him chills. He wonders when he'll ever feel that hand again. 

 Yoongi comes back and gives him the bowl of noodles, and sits down beside him. Jimin was so hungry, he didn't notice it before. He began to eat like he hadn't eaten in ages.

  Yoongi keeps quiet for a moment, waiting Jimin to finish his bowl. Jimin notices that he looks a bit angry. Even more than a bit, he seems utterly pissed.

  After a moment, Jimin decides to ask.

« What makes you so angry, hyung ?»

Yoongi seems surprised, he looks at him, passing his hand in his blonde hair.

« Is it so obvious ? He asks

- It is. Tell me what's wrong, I have all the reasons to be sad or upset, but you...

- I have some too. Do you remember the face of that son of a bitch ?

- The only thing I remember is that he was old. Maybe like fifty years old... But Yoongi... Can we talk about something else ? I really don't wanna talk about that... I need to think about something else.»

 Yoongi nods. He doesn't look angry anymore. It looks more like... Anxiety ?

« Sunshine, do you want me to drive you back home or do you want to stay here for the night ?

- Where are you gonna sleep if I stay ?

- It's not a big deal, I'll sleep on the couch.

- I'd like to stay here, if that's okay. I don't want to bother Jungkook and Tae... It looks like they are... busy ?»

 Yoongi laughs, followed by Jimin.

«I know what you mean, Sunshine.» he says, between two laughter.

YOONGI'S POV.

«We should go to sleep, Yoongi said, It's already 2am, Do you have classes tomorrow ?

- Tomorrow is saturday, dumbass.»

Yoongi laughs.

«Okay Sunshine, you know where my room is. Sleep well, and if you wake up before me, make sure you let me sleep until at least 11am.»

Jimin smiles and nods, and reluctantly heads to Yoongi's room.

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JIMIN'S POV.

Jimin was lying in Yoongi's bed, looking at the ceiling, not even knowing what he should think. He was lost in his feelings. Was he developing feelings for Yoongi ? Was it only a strong friendship ? Jimin decided to take some time to elude those questions.

He fell asleep, smelling Yoongi's odour permeating the bed.

When he wakes up next morning, it's pretty late, but not late enough to wake Yoongi up. He takes his phone to check his messages : five missed calls from Tae. He's probably awake, so he calls him.

He immediately answers.

«Where are you Jimin ? I've been worried !

- I'm at Yoongi's. Everything's alright Tae. It's just... Something happened last night and you weren't answering, so I called him. I'll explain later.

- Is he taking good care of you ? Should I come pick you up ?

- Tae, I said everything was okay. I'll come back later this afternoon, okay ?»

Taehyung hums and Jimin hangs up. He scrolls down his twitter timeline, waiting for the moment he can go wake Yoongi up.

He's thinking about how he should wake him up, if he doesn't want him to be upset all day. Were they close enough for Jimin to wake him up like Taehyung wakes Jimin up ?

An hour later, Jimin is starving. He needs to wake Yoongi up now.

  He gets out of bed, and quietly heads to the living room. Yoongi is lying down a leg hanging from the couch and both arms under the pillow. «He's so cute and vulnerable in this position», Jimin thinks. His blonde hair is messy and is falling before his eyes, making him look even more cute. Yoongi's still deep asleep, but Jimin can't wait. He needs to eat, otherwise he's gonna starve to death.

  He takes a deep breath and, without thinking twice, he climbs up on the couch, between Yoongi's legs and lays his head against his chest, arms around his waist.

«Hyung.»

Yoongi's arms leave their pillow to set around Jimin's waist.

« Just five more minutes, sunshine, please», sleepy Yoongi mumbles, almost inaudibly.

  Jimin feels so well where he lies. His heart is beating so fast it could almost pop out of his chest. Worse, Yoongi tightens his grip. Their stomach's skins are touching, because their sweaters both rolled up : Yoongi's during the night and Jimin's when he laid down on him. It felt good. Jimin moves to get his cold hands on Yoongi's back. His skin was soft and warm from sleep. Once again, he wanted to stay there forever, in Yoongi's arms.

«Hyung, I'm starving.», Jimin says after a while.

YOONGI'S POV.

  Yoongi wakes up when Jimin lays on him. He feels Jimin's weight against his body, but also his coldness. He closes his arms around Jimin in an attempt to warm him up. Apparently, it's working. Jimin doesn't object and lets him tighten his grip. He feels Jimin move when their stomach's skin touch, his arms still circling Yoongi's waist, to reach his back's skin with his hands. He curves his spine a little when Jimin's cold small hands reach his back.

«Hyung, I'm starving.»

Yoongi opens his eyes one after the other.

« And you're also cold as fuck. Get warm first, and then I'll make breakfast.»

   Jimin gets even closer to Yoongi. He feels shy because of the proximity of their bodies, especially now that Jimin is lying between his legs. What if he felt his hardness ?

  He decides to shift, so they lie side by side. Jimin settles a leg between Yoongi's both legs and gets closer, until his head is lying in the crook of Yoongi's neck.

  Yoongi wants them to lie like that forever. He really enjoys being that close of Jimin, and he would like it to be the same all the time.

    They just lie there, until Yoongi judges that Jimin's warm enough.

« Wait here sunshine, I'm gonna go make an american breakfast. Pancakes and Chai latte is alright, right ?

- I trust you Yoongi, do whatever you want.»

 Yoongi reluctantly gets up.

« Am I allowed to smoke for a sec before ?»

Jimin nods, but keeps a pouty face.

« You shouldn't smoke, hyung.

  I know sunshine, he says from the balcony, lighting a cigarette up, It's been an habit since... nevermind.»

He can see Jimin's questionning look from where he stands, but he just turns around, watching the big city.

When he's done, he starts preparing the ingredients.

« Need some help, Hyung ?

- You know how to do pancakes ?

- No, but you can teach me.

- erhh okay, but let's do the Chai first.»

 It was the best experience Yoongi ever had. Jimin and him were like one when they prepared the Chai. They did the exact same moves, used the exact same amount of ingredients... Their Chai turned out well, the best Yoongi ever made.

He then teached Jimin how to make pancakes. It took some time, and they both got a lot of dough on their face, because they made a dough battle, but Jimin finally got it.

« Sunshine, Yoongi lays his hand on Jimin's cheek to wipe some dough away, you did amazing.»

  He leans closer, and watches Jimin close his eyes. Yoongi suddenly licks some dough away from Jimin's nose, laughing when Jimin complains.

« Hyung ! Why did you do that ?»

  They both start laughing.

     «The temptation was too strong, sunshine.»

  Yoongi can see Jimin blush, and it makes him smile. Does Jimin want them to be closer too ?

They settle on the balcony, sharing a big fluffy blanket and eating and drinking their breakfast – or should I say brunch ?-.

« Yoongi ! Look !»

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JIMIN'S POV.

« Yoongi ! Look !» Jimin exclaims when he sees the first snowflakes falling on the blanket.

  Jimin finds it so amazing, he has always thought snow's beautiful. He was amazed by their unbelievably precise shapes and their transparency.

  He was like a kid, watching the snowflakes fall like if it was the first time he was seeing it. He wanted to stay on the balcony until Seoul was totally covered of this white, cold, pure blanket.

« You've got lots of snowflakes in your hair Jimin. They are going to get wet and you'll catch a cold. I'll bring you a towel and a rain jacket.»

Jimin found it cute that Yoongi didn't ask him to go in. He knew Yoongi had guessed how much Jimin loved snow. When Yoongi came back with everything, he asked :

« Can I stay with you today ? I'll skip practice and will work harder tomorrow.

- Sure Sunshine, whatever you want. Do you want us to go on top of Achasan mountain ? We'll see the whole city from up there.

- Oh yes !»

Jimin jumped of excitement.

« I'll lend you some clothes, Yoongi said, You're absolutely not going out like this.»

   They went to his room. Yoongi gave him leggings to wear under his jeans, a black turtleneck to wear under a grey sweater, a jacket and a rain jacket.

« Isn't this too much, hyung ? It's not that cold.

- Oh trust me sunshine, you're gonna thank me later.»

They got out of the flat, bringing a thermos with Chai in it and some snacks.

  Jimin sits on the passenger seat. From where they are, he can see the white top of the mountain, so bright it almost hurts his eyes. But an orange tree stands out. Autumn makes the trees turn orange in Seoul, but by the end of November, the leaves are normally gone. But this one... This one didn't follow the laws of Autumn. This one was still pristine. It made him think of Yoongi, who was carefully driving on the iced road.

  The tree was alone, like Yoongi. It seemed to be unbothered by the laws of nature. It looked alone, waiting for someone to come plant another tree beside it. But most of all, it stands out. It stands out by its beauty and its unique features.

  Jimin wanted the tree to look that beautiful forever. He wanted the tree to keep its own features, and to remain the same. But he didn't want it to be alone, so he made the decision to come back with another tree seeds. He never wanted Yoongi to be alone again.

YOONGI'S POV

  When they arrived on top of the Achasan mountain, it had already snowed a lot. Jimin almost fell when he got out of the car, running to the very edge of the mountain to have the best view of the city.

  It was really stunning. Yoongi understood why Jimin was so amazed by the snow. All the buildings and houses, even streets were covered of a pure white layer of snow. It looked like a white ocean. Everything was white. Every single rooftop, every single streets... Maybe heaven looked like that. It looked as pure as Jimin.

 Jimin was just standing there, in awe of what he was looking at. He looked like an angel watching over his beloved city. Yoongi took a picture of him, for him to be unable to forget this moment.

  Jimin turned around.

« Yoongi... Don't you find that amazing, how the snow just covers a whole city in just a few hours ?

- It is sunshine, just as astonishing as you are, Yoongi says while getting closer and wrapping an arm around Jimin's shoulder, aren't you cold ? Your lips and hands are blue.

- Thank you for making me wear all this, Hyung. But yeah, you should have given me a beanie and gloves too, Jimin chuckles

- You know what sunshine ? I anticipated it. I took gloves and a beanie with me. Come get them with me. After that we can sit under the tree to drink and eat a little. Talking about the tree, Isn't it weird that it still has its leaves on ?

- It is. But isn't it beautiful ? »

Yoongi nods, how could someone ever think this scenery's ugly ?

  After getting everything they needed, they both sit down on the plaid Yoongi brought with them.

They sit there, in a comfortable silence, close to each-other to keep some warmth. After a while Jimin asks :

« What's your story, Hyung ? Why are you so cold-hearted and lonely ? I wanna know more about you.»\

Yoongi feels ready to tell him. He trusts jimin. He takes a deep breath and says :

«It's gonna take a while, Sunshine.»

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   « It was five years ago. I was on holidays with Namjoon and Jin, they were just friends a that time. We went to Incheon because they both wanted to go on top of the Manisan mountain. I didn't want to stay in Seoul, but I also didn't want to go see my parents in Daegu, so I went with them.

  We went to hike, and that was where I met her. We were walking when I saw her. She was all alone. At this time, I was talkative and friendly, so I went to talk to her. We immediately liked each-other, and we talked a lot.

  Her name was Choon-Hee. I thought it was beautiful, because it means «Spring girl», I found it so poetic, and it fitted her so well, because she had that cute pinky cheeks, like cherry blossoms. She had black hair cut in a bob shape with a bang, and hazel-brown eyes. She was kind of petite, and lovely, and sweet, always kind to everybody. It was the type of person you didn't want to let go. She told me she lived there because her parents lived on Jeju Island, and she went there very frequently.

  She was also a very anxious and stressed person. She hated crowded places. As soon as there were too much people, she would panick and have an attack. I learned how to control those, that's how I knew what to do when you had one yesterday.

I went to see her every week-ends, and we started to date for a year.

  I soon fell in love with her. I was so attached to her, she was the family I never got, she meant more than my own life. I wanted to protect her no matter what it would cost me. I wanted her to be happy forever, to see her beautiful smile every single day.

But on April the 16^th, in 2014, a year after I met her, some shit happened.»

Yoongi starts to shake and he tries to keep his tears, but he can't. He never talked about it, not even to Namjoon. It was the first time. He starts to sob, the feeling he had that day coming up again. Jimin takes his left hand in his and soft;y strokes it with his thumb. He gives Yoongi a reassuring smile, encouraging him to continue. Yoongi takes another deep breath.

  «It was a wednesday, early morning. She was going to visit her parents in Jeju, because her mom had fallen sick. She told me not to worry and that I'd be able to come visit her the following week-end. But I felt something was going to happen, I had a bad feeling.

The last thing I heard from her was that she got up on the boat and that the travel would last approximately two hours.

  Four hours later, I still hadn't got any news from her. I thought that she was maybe very busy taking care of her sick mother, so I didn't worry a lot. But still, I felt like something was wrong.

   It was her dad who called me. He was crying on the phone. He was speaking very indistinctly, and I knew I was right. I knew something happened. I calmed him down so he could tell me what happened.

He told me the boat Choon-Hee took sinked. And that...»

Tears are now falling down hard from Yoongi's cheeks, his eyes are red, and his sobs are making him shake.

« I've never felt so much pain in my whole life. It hurted so much. I told him that I'll call him back, because I couldn't control my tears anymore. I hung up, and fell down on my knees, all curled up on myself. I held my hair so hard I almost pulled them off, I screamed as loud as I could, and cried as much as possible.

  I couldn't imagine my life without her, I couldn't believe she was dea... not of this world anymore and... And I imagined her on this fucking boat. I was certain that she had panicked when they gathered all the passengers together. I was sure she had a panick attack, and that no one saved her. They fucking left her drown with the boat.

I felt so responsible for this. I should have been there with her, I should have been there to save her. It's me who should have drowned. I hated everyone that was on this boat. When I learned that the captain got life imprisonment, I thought he deserved it.

  After that, I suffered of depression, social anxiety and obsessive-compulsive disorder. That's when I started isolating myself, and that's why I'm still so lonely. I stopped going out and seeing my friends because of my social anxiety disorder. It made me avoid every single human contact. Holly was the one who kept me from going insane, Namjoon too, even if I also avoided him... I also started smoking because of this. It helped me thinking about something else. I lost a lot of weight too.

  But don't worry sunshine, my pain might still be here, I'm getting better and better anyway. Choon-Hee's getting farther away from my mind, although I miss her. I want to erase her now, even if I still can't let her go.»

Jimin was crying too now. He looked up at Yoongi, who was watching the snow fall.

« It was the worst Spring day I ever experienced. But I need to turn the page, now that I have you. I need you, Jimin.», he said.

He turned to look at Jimin.

« Sunshine, promise me you'll stay there a little longer.»

Jimin, looked straight into Yoongi's wet eyes.

« Past the end of this cold winter, until the spring comes again, I promise I'll stay there forever, Hyung.»

  Yoongi took Jimin in his arms and held him hard, to make sure he won't disappear, that he was real. He just let everything go, and started crying all he could, his head in the crook of Jimin's neck.

It felt good to have someone to lean on, after all this time.

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JIMIN'S POV

  After everything that happened, Jimin went to grab some clean clothes at his and Taehyung's flat. He had decided to stay with Yoongi this night too.

« Jimin ! Taehyung screamed when he came in, Where were you ? Why are your eyes so red ?

- I'll explain to you later Tae-Tae, I need to grab some clothes quickly. Yoongi's waiting for me.

- Hey young man, do you really think I'm gonna let you leave just like that ? Tell me and I'll let you go.

- Just let me... seeing Tae's face, Jimin finally agreed, Okay I'll tell you. I was assaulted by an old perv yesterday, and neither you or Kookie were answering so I called Yoongi. And I just... I cried like a baby. That's it.»

  Jimin felt bad for lying to Taehyung, but he couldn't tell such a personal story as Yoongi's. It was his responsibility to keep his mouth shut.

«I'm so sorry Chim-chim ! Tae cried, I... I was...

- I know Tae, Jimin said with a chuckle, don't worry about that, it's nothing. I won't be upset because of it.

- Promise ?

- Promise.»

 Tae let him go with a sad smile, probably concerned about him.

  « You're lucky I don't have to work today, sunshine», Yoongi said when jimin came down with his bag.

 « Are you planning to move in with me or what ? Your bag is full of clothes. You know you're just staying for the night an tomorrow right ?

- I know, I know Hyung, it's just in case. You know I need clean clothes for after my practice tomorrow, Jimin says while getting in the car

- By the way sunshine, can I stay at your practice tomorrow ?»

 Jimin was touched that Yoongi wanted to stay watch him. But since he was using his song, and it needed to be a surprise, he had to refuse.

« I'm sorry Yoongi, you can't. I wasn't supposed to ask you now but... Would you like to come watch me perform at my competition ? I really want you to, I prepared something really great and I want you to be there. It's in two weeks.

- Yeah sure sunshine, I'll be there. Just tell me where and when, I'll be yout driver if you need one.

- I'd love that ! It's in Busan, my hometown, Tuesday the nineteenth.»

 Yoongi nods.

 Jimin felt really excited and he was looking forward to the day he'll impress Yoongi and make him happy with that surprise he had prepared.

« Wanna get KFC tonight, sunshine ?» Yoongi asks.

« Oh yaaay please, hyung.»

  It's already late, after that long day they had, so they directly go get the food. Yoongi still has red and puffy eyes, but at least he's smiling now. Jimin guessed he felt relieved by telling him his story.

YOONGI'S POV

  Yoongi got in into the drive-in KFC alley.

« What's you usual menu, sunshine ?

- uhm.. a classic bucket meal please, hyung.

- I'll take the same as you then.

- You've never been to KFC ? Jimin cried

- Nope sunshine

- Well, you'll want to come back once you'll have tried it.»

  Yoongi laughed. He thought Jimin was cute, talking about fried chicken like that, like a kid. Almost like when he had seen the snow earlier.

 They arrived at checkout.

« Hey Yoongi what you doin' here ?

- Hoseok ? Since when are you working here ?

- a while now, gotta make some money, Hoseok chuckles, I see you've got some company.

- Yup, Jimin, that's Hoseok. He dances just like you do. Hoseok this is Jimin.»

Jimin smiled at Hoseok, who returned his smile.

« Here's your order, buddy. Call me when you can. Now take off you're blocking the way.»

Yoongi laughed and drove a way, waving at Hoseok.

« Well, your friend seems full of energy, Jimin said

- He is. He's not always been like that, but for the past years he's been a real power ball.», Yoongi smiled.

When they arrived at Yoongi's flat, Jimin left his bag in Yoongi's room and came to help him transform the living room. They made it cozy, unfolding the sofa into a bed, installing tons of pillows, blankets, and lighting up the lights garland and scented candles.

«I'm gonna go shower and get changed into pajamas, Yoongi said, you wanna take one too ?»

Seeing Jimin confused, he added nervously :

« After me I mean, I'll warm the food up while you're showering.

- Oh yeah, sure.»

Yoongi left the living room to grab his pajama : striped black and white pants with a red sweater, and went to the bathroom.

He thought about how confused Jimin was when he mentioned the shower, and about his feelings toward him. These past days, they had done a lot of things together. He knew him from like two weeks ago, but he had already opened up to him. He had told him his story directly, expressing his feelings and letting himself crack up in Jimin's arms. He went to help Jimin when he needed him, he shared one of his songs with him, he drove him around the city, he went on the top of a mountain just for Jimin to be happy, and to see his smile.

He kept thinkng about him, taking care of him, trying to make him smile and laugh, trying to protect him...

Before everything that happened these past days, he didn't know if it was friendship, or love. But now, even though he was still a little confused, it was more likely to be a burgeoning love.

When he came out he called Jimin :

« Jiminie ! The bathroom is free.»

JIMIN'S POV

  When Jimin got out of the bathroom and joined Yoongi, he noticed how naturally good he looked without make-up and expensive clothes. His blonde hair was falling before his eyes, only allowing Jimin to partially see his starry eyes, and his large comfy clothes making him look like a teddy bear.

« Hey sunshine, come choose a movie. I'm struggling between those two. It's horror movies.»

  Jimin hated horror movies, it scared him to death and he was always watching those with a pillow or a hand in front of his eyes for him to be able to close his fingers and keep him from watching when it was too much. But he didn't say anything and chose to watch it anyway, just to be with Yoongi.

They chose to watch 'Sinister' since none of them had watched it.

   They comfortably took their seats in the bed they had made, and started watching it and eating their food at the same time.

The film started softly, but at some point, it became so scary Jimin screamed and hid behind Yoongi, making him laugh.

« Stop it, hyung ! It isn't funny !»

It made Yoongi laugh even more.

«Come lay your head on hyung's lap so he can protect you», Yoongi said, making Jimin blush.

  He moved his head onto Yoongi's lap, allowing him to stroke his hair. Holly also came near Jimin, he started patting him.

  Jimin was scared, that was for sure, and he probably wouldn't be able to sleep tonight, but Yoongi's presence and proximity calmed him down. His right hand softly stroking his hair had a soothing effect, and his left hand lying on Jimin's hip was reassuring. As soon as Yoongi felt that he was scared, he would lightly squeeze Jimin's hip, probably his way to tell him that he was there.

  The film lasted forever. Yoongi paused to go get Chai lattes and a dessert - mochis - in the kitchen. Jimin was reluctant when he had to get his head off Yoongi's lap. When he came back, he laid down this time. Jimin laid his head on his chest and they continued watching the movie.

  Yoongi must've fallen asleep at some point, because his right hand wasn't stroking Jimin's hair anymore, and his left hand had fallen a little too close to Jimin's "forbidden area". Jimin got up and turned the TV and the lights off.

  He didn't know if he was allowed to sleep there, with Yoongi. But since he didn't warn him that he'd might fall asleep, and that in that case Jimin should go to sleep in his bed, he decided to stay there. He couldn't sleep alone. Not after this film. He needed Yoongi's presence near him. So he quietly laid down next to him, careful to not wake him up, but Yoongi moved in his sleep and Jimin found himself trapped in his arms.

  They were so close Jimin could feel his breath on his face, and his body against his. Yoongi's body was warm, and his skin was extremely soft. He stared at Yoongi's face for a long moment, saving every single details of his face in his mind. You could still see his feline eye shape, even though he had his eyes closed. His eyelashes were long and black. His eyebrows were perfectly shaped. His skin had no imperfection. His nose and cheeks were covered of lovely freckles. His small but plump mouth was half-way open, letting his breath pass. 

    He listened to his heartbeat. It was like a melody, a song that only a pure heart could sing. 

  He eventually fell asleep in Yoongi's arms, while thinking how much he liked this boy.

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YOONGI'S POV

  Yoongi woke up in the middle of the night. Holly kept moving and it woke him from his deep sleep. He felt a weight on him and opened his eyes to see what it was. He was surprised when he found Jimin sleeping in his arm, like a real baby.

  He didn't expect Jimin to choose by his own to stay sleep with him. But he actually liked it.

  Jimin's body was warm from sleep, and he was softly breathing. He was lying on his stomach, his head on Yoongi's chest, his leg upwards Yoongi's, an arm also lying on Yoongi's chest. He almost was lying on him.

  Yoongi found cute the way he sleeps, so he didn't move and placed a hand on Jimin's back, slowly falling asleep again. Before he totally fell asleep, he promised to himself that he'll found the old perv who hurt Jimin, and would beat him up. It was something really important for him now. Vengeance and protecting Jimin was all that mattered now. He noticed he hadn't studied and worked on his music a lot these days. He found that weird, that was usual all he was doing of his week-ends. Before he could think more, he fell asleep.

  A few hours later, when he woke up again, Jimin was stil sleeping. The poor boy must've been exhausted. Yoongi turned red when he noticed the hand he had laid on Jimin's back had slid on Jimin's butt. It wasn't and unpleasant sensation, but Yoongi couldn't touch Jimin without being okay with it, so he moved it away, grabbing his phone to see what time it was.

  For the first time of his life, Yoongi had woken up early. It was only 9.30am. He still didn't move until Jimin woke up, his eyes and cheeks all puffy.

« Hey sunshine, did you sleep well ?»

JIMIN'S POV

  When Jimin woke up, he didn't open his eyes. He felt so tired. He would've slept even more if he would've been allowed too, but when Yoongi talked, he finally opened his eyes. The first ting he saw was Yoongi's eyes, still half-asleep. After that, he noticed he was almost lying on him. He instantly moved, thinking Yoongi might be embarrassed about it.

  « It's okay sunshine, take it easy, you just woke up. I didn't want to wake you up, did I ? You were so deep asleep and comfortably lying... I refused to move for all the time you slept.»

Jimin couldn't look a him straight in the eyes, he whispered a little «Thank you, hyung.» Yoongi started to laugh.

« Why are you so red Jimin-ah ? Are you embarrassed because of how you slept on me ? I mean, I wasn't. At all.»

«What is he trying to tell me ?, Jimin thought, did he actually like it ? How we slept together ?»

He felt himself turning even more red. Yoongi just kept laughing.

« Stop Hyung, it's not funny !

- It is sunshine, he says while getting closer, stop being shy with me !»

  Yoongi drags Jimin back on his body, even more than when he woke up. Jimin's heart was beating so fast, and he felt butterflies in his tummy.

« Hy... Hyung ! You know that I like you, don't play with my feelings like that !

- Oh so you like me, sunshine ?, Yoongi says with a smirk, I wasn't aware of that.»

  Jimin softly hits Yoongi's chest.

« Stop being foolish, Hyung !»

  Yoongi squeezes Jimin so hard against him it cuts his breath.

« I like you too, sunshine.»

  Jimin turns bright red.

«Wh- What ?

- You heard it right. I like you, sunshine.»

  Right at this moment, what was going to happen because of the way Jimin lied on Yoongi happened. Their cocks rubbed against each-other. It gave Jimin chills. It felt kind of good, Jimin thought. They were both wearing thin pajamas, so Jimin was sure Yoongi felt it too, and by the way he was looking at him, he was a hundred percent certain. Did he do that on purpose ?

  Yoongi cleared his throat.

« Well, I think I'm going to go make some breakfast. I'll drive you to your dance studio after it.»

  Jimin noticed that Yongi also had turned bright red. Jimin couldn't keep his laugh for himself, he burst into laughter.

« What now, Jimin-ah ?

- It's my turn to ask you why you're so red, Hyung.»

Yoongi started laughing too, and Jimin got up to go help him in the kitchen.

  After the breakfast, Jimin and Yoongi left the flat, heading to Jimin's dance studio.

  «Since I'm not allowed to stay, I guess I'll just have to leave you here», Yoongi said with a pout when they arrived.

«I'm sorry Hyung.

- When will I see you again sunshine ?

- Do you have a shift at the coffee shop tomorrow ?

- Yup.

- I'll see you tomorrow, then.»

  Yoongi nodded and smiled with his cute gummy smile.

«See ya, sunshine.», he said while getting in his car.

  Jimin watched him disappear into the trafic jam. Feeling sad for being forced to leaeve him.

He worked hard this day. He perfected his choreo and danced until his body was too tired to keep on moving.

  When he finally got back to his flat, Tae wasn't there. He went to the bathroom to take a shower. He thought about how wonderful this weekend had been : Yoongi had opened up to him, they had become even more closer, they had slept together and... And Yoongi had told him he liked him. When Yoongi had said that, and when their cock's had rubbed against each-other. Jimin knew he was falling in love. It felt like an electroshock. He felt like Yoongi was the only thing he wanted. He wanted him to be his. He wanted Yoongi to love him, to touch him, to make him laugh... He wanted Yoongi to want him.

  Before going to bed, he checked his phone. Yoongi had sent him a selca wit Holly, lying in bed. A message was attached to it : « Good night, sunshine. I hope you'll come tomorrow.»

Jimin smiled and replied to him with another selca : «I sure will. Good night, Yoongi.»

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YOONGI'S POV

  The following day, Yoongi went to his classes, as usual and then went to the coffee shop.

While he was changing into his working clothes, he looked at himself in the mirror.

  He wanted to change. He wanted to really turn the page, to start over. He decided that he'll begin by changing his hair color. It was a way to prove to himself that he was starting a new life.

  An hour after he had started his shift, a black-haired boy came in. His cheeks were rosy from the cold, and his eternal cute smile was still on his face.

« Hey waiter Min. A chai latte please, I'll wait for you in the back.»

  Yoongi tenderly smiled and did as told. He brought Jimin his cup of tea in the back of the shop.

« I'm sorry sunshine I can't stay, there's lots of clients today. I'll take my pause later, could you join me outside when I do ?

- I will.»

Jimin smiled. Yoongi reluctantly got back to work.

  Half an hour later, he took his cigarette-rest. Sending Jimin a message for him to join him.

  He waited for him inside. When he arrived, his cup in his hand, they went out, Yoongi taking a cigarette between his fingers and lighting it up. Jimin looked up at him, his warm breath meeting the cold air made a cloud of smoke when he talked :

« Are you ever gonna stop smoking, Hyung ? It's not good for you. I don't want you to get cancer.

- Give me a good reason to stop Jimin. Because until here, it has always relieved me from my stress, and I've never been told I'd get cancer.

- Because I want you to. Because you don't want to make Jimin-ah sad if you ever catch an illness. Because it's not good for your health. Because if you stop smoking, it means you got over your past, even if you never totally will. And I know you want to get over it.»

  Jimin were right. It was another way of starting over.

« Will you help me, sunshine ?, Yoongi said, looking down at Jimin.

- Of course I will. And I'll start right now. Throw this cigarette away and take a sip of my chai instead. From now on you'll drink that instead of smoking, okay ?»

  Yoongi crushed his cigarette, taking the tea from Jimin's hand. He took a sip while watching the snow fall.

  « Tell me Jimin, what's your favorite color ?

- Blue, Jimin said, Light Blue. It reminds me of the sea in Busan.»

  Yoongi nodded.

« Want me to drive you home once I'm done with my shift ?, he asked

- I would be kind.»

  They went in again.

JIMIN'S POV

  Jimin was waiting for Yoongi. He was deep in his thoughts, thinking about his performance, the date approaching a little more every day. It was gonna be rough. He'll had to train 24/7 from today, and he won't be able to meet Yoongi during these two weeks. He tried to comfort himself by thinking that when they'll meet again, they'd become even closer. Especially now that Jimin had prepared a surprise for him

  He was tear from his thoughts when Yoongi came from behind, putting a beanie on Jimin's head.

« It's cold outside, Jiminnie. We should hurry.»

  They got into Yoongi's car. A calm and sad song was playing in the background, which made Jimin even sadder than he already was. Tears were blurring his sight as he gripped on Yoongi's thigh, being careful not to hurt him. Yoongi laid his hand on Jimin's, giving him a worried look when he saw tears falling down Jimin's cheeks.

  « What's up sunshine ?

- I'll tell you later when we stop, Hyung.»

  Yoongi nodded to that, squeezing Jimin's hand.

  Yoongi stopped below Jimin's building, but didn't turn off the car to keep the heating on.

« Talk to me, sunshine.»

  Jimin looked straight forward when he talked, a lump in his throat.

  « It's just that... I'll have to practice a lot these two following weeks, starting from today, for the upcoming competition... It's really important, famous dancers will be there and my choreo needs to be perfect... And I... I won't be able to meet you, or to come at the coffee shop... I won't have any time and.. Since I want it to be a surprise, I can't let you come to my practices... And... And I... I don't know how you're gonna react... If you'll get close to someone else, if you'll let me down... I'm scared, Hyung. What if I mess up ? What if I'm so bad I won't even get nominated for the finals ?»

  Yoongi cupped Jimin's head between his hands to make him look into his eyes. They were all starry, as usual.

  « Listen to me Jimin. Your competition is more important than I am. We're talking about your future. Practice as much as you think it's necessary, but promise me that you won't overwork yourself. I refuse to see Taehyung call me to tell me you collapsed. Be careful, don't skip any meals, drink a lot, don't go to bed too late. Please, sunshine, send me a text every day before you go to sleep, I wanna know if you're okay. I won't sleep before I got a text from you. If you need to, call me. I'll answer and we'll talk as much as you want. And you won't mess up, I trust you. I've never seen you dance but just the way Jungkook told me about your dancing skills makes me sure you will be the best dancer of this competition. Trust me, you'll get this trophy.  I understand that you need to practice sunshine. And I won't give up on you, or get close to someone else. Never. Do you think I opened up to you just for fun and that I'll get closer to someone else ? I won't. Jiminnie, you're the one I want to be close to.»

  Jimin felt his eyes burn again after those words. Yoongi was really taking good care of him, making sure he got all he needs, He gave him the love he needed so bad. He promised to Yoongi that he'll be careful, and that he'll take good care of himself, and that he'll text him every night.

« I'll come pick you up the nineteenth at 6am, so we'll be there at 10am.»

  Jimin smiled and nodded, whispering a «thank you» and kissing Yoongi's cheek before he left the car.

He loved Yoongi so damn much.

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YOONGI'S POV.

  Jimin's lips felt so soft against his cheek. They were a little wet from Jimin's tears, but he had slightly pressed them against Yoongi's cold cheek, and it filled him with warmth and happiness. He drove away, a smile stuck on his face.

  Later in the evening, he received a text from Jimin.

Sunshine, 11.30pm.

« Just got home from practice.

Will eat and go to bed. Good night hyung.»

Yoongi replied with a « Sleep well.», adding a little heart at the end of the sentence.

  The following days, Yoongi went to class as usual, did his shifts at the coffee shop, and worked on his music and studies until late in the night, usually getting Jimin's text at 11.30pm. It still was late and Yoongi was worried about Jimin, but at least he slept a little, like Yoongi had told him.

  The friday of the first week they were separated, Yoongi felt lonely, and he had promised Hoseok to meet him. So he called him and they decided to take a meal at a restaurant named Tavolo 24. They met at 6pm.

  « Hey Yoongi !» Hoseok jumped into Yoongi's arm, all happy to meet him. Yoongi gladly caught him, but he kept looking around, making sure Jimin wasn't there. He felt guilty for seeing someone, even if it was in a friendly way. He felt like cheating on Jimin, even though he wasn't even his boyfriend.

Hoseok and him went in the restaurant, taking a table for them two.

« So, Hoseok said, I need you to tell me who that cute guy sitting in your car the other day is. Tell me EVERYTHING.»

Yoongi smiled, happy to finally be able to talk about Jimin to someone who wasn't Namjoon.

« He's Jimin, I met him a few weeks ago at the coffee shop. He's also a friend of Jungkook.

At first I just thought he looked cute, like extremely cute. But after that we bumped into each-other in the street, and Kookie, his future-boyfriend Taehyung and him invited me to eat with them since we were going to the same restaurant. Then, we got to know each-other and... Well I don't know what kind of relationship it is but I'm very attached to him... It feels like, almost like love.»

Hoseok let a muffled scream come out his mouth, smiling so much Yoongi thought it must hurt his cheeks.

« He called me when he wasn't feeling good and I came pick him up. We spent a lot of time together. He slept two days in a row at my flat, we even slept together. I mean, just sleeping you know ? To be honest, it felt really good waking up next to him. But... I don't know how I feel...»

« Let me tell you something, Yoongi-hyung. You know when you came at KFC ? The way you looked at him when you introduced him to me... It meant everything. Your eyes were even more starry as usual, and your pupils were dilated. You know what people say, when you look at someone you love, your pupils dilates. How do you feel when you look at him ?»

Yoongi had a lot of things to say to answer this question. So he started talking about the butterflies in his stomach, how he wanted to protect him and take care of him. How he couldn't take his eyes off him when he woke up while Jimin was still sleeping. How he wanted his smile to always be stuck on his face, along with his rosy cheeks. How he loved his melodic laugh and voice. How he wanted to hear him sing, and see him dance. How close he wanted them to be. How he always wanted Jimin to be near him.

And most of all, how he needed to control himself when Jimin was close to him. How he had to stop himself of leaning forward and kiss him.

« Well, Yoongi-hyung, seems like you're falling in love. Something unusual coming from you.»

Yoongi nodded with a smile. Maybe Hoseok was right. Maybe he really was falling in love.

« I don't want to go to fast with him though, Yoongi said, I don't even know what he thinks. I mean, he told me he liked me, but I don't know in which way he meant. He even started crying when he told me we wouldn't be able to meet during these two weeks because he has a dance competition. He kissed me on the cheek too.», Yoongi said, softly passing a hand on his cheek, where Jimin had kissed him a few days ago.

« Hyung, him kissing you on the cheek doesn't mean he like you as a friend.»

Yoongi turned red.

« Try to make a move after his competition. Maybe make more than a move, Hoseok said with a smirk, I know you want it.

« Hoseok ! Why are you like that ? You know me well but... I can't... I can't do anything unless he's okay with it.

- Oh Yoongi, please. When did your dominating side disappear ?»

Yoongi laughed.

An hour later, they went out and walked a bit of the way together before going their own way home.

This night, Yoongi thought about what his friend had told him. Hoseok had told so many truth-full things. He was right about almost everything. Confused, he decided to call Namjoon to ask him for some advices.

« You should make a move, Jin and Namjoon said after Yoongi explained the situation to them on facetime, It seems like he likes you, and you do too. Maybe call Jungkook, he's close to Taehyung who's Jimin's best friend, he might have some informations, Namjoon said.

- Yes call Jungkook-ah !» Jin screamed in the back.

Following their advices, Yoongi called Jungkook. While the phone was ringing, he had an irrepressible urge to smoke. But he remembered his promise, and made a cup of chai instead. As usual, Jungkook was taking a lifetime to answer. He had already settled on the balcony with his fuming cup of tea.

« What's up, Yoongi-hyung ?

- I need your help, Jungkook-ah. Did Tae tell you anything about Jimin and me ?

- I'm not supposed to tell you this hyung, but Jimin talks about you whenever he's home. I think he likes you, it's obvious in the way he talks. Plus, he got those puppy eyes whener we mention you.

- Oh, well thank you Kookie.

- At your service Hyung, why'd you ask me that ?

- For nothing kid, just a random question.»

Jungkook hummed and they hung up.

Yoongi was all smily, now that he knew Jimin liked him too, not as a friend. He felt like going up on top of the Achasan mountain, where he went with Jimin a few days ago. He carefully drove up

Once on top, he went exactly were Jimin and him stood, watching the stunning view. It was even more beautiful at night. The street lights were trying to break through the snow, making small dim lights appear on the top of it. The sky was dark-blue, and white snowflakes were falling. He thought about how Jimin would've reacted to this breathtaking view. Yoongi softly smiled when he imagined Jimin looking up at the starry and snowy sky, and then looking down at the city, in awe.

This night, Yoongi made one of the most beautiful soundtrack he ever made. He knew Jimin had a beautiful voice, and he wanted him to sing for it. He called it «crystal snow», in reference to Jimin's love for the snow, and how pure as crystal he was.

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JIMIN'S POV

  Nothing special happened the last week before the D-Day. Yoongi had told him he had worked twice more at the coffee shop, being bored. And he himself had practiced every day, non-stop.

   Today was the nineteenth. The day Jimin would perform. He was stressed, he knew there would be a lot of famous dancers. He wanted to impress them. And more than anything, he wanted to surprise and make Yoongi proud of him dancing to his song.

  He had woken up at 4.30am to be able to pack tranquilly. He woke Jungkook and Taehyung up at 5am – Jungkook was now there 24/7 – to make sure they'd be ready when Yoongi would come pick them up.

  At 6am, Yoongi showed up at their apartment to help Jimin carry his luggage down. Jimin was shocked when he saw him.

  Yoongi had colored his hair in blue, just the way he liked it. It enhanced his black starry eyes.

« You like it, sunshine ?», was all Yoongi had time to say before Jimin threw himself on him, almost crying of joy.

« It suits you so well Hyung ! Was that the reason you asked me what my favourite color was ?

- It was, Yoongi said, burying his head in the crook of Jimin's neck, I missed you so much sunshine.», he said while softly kissing Jimin's neck, which gave him chills.

     Jimin tightened his grip around Yoongi's neck, « I missed you too.», he said.

« Hey Jimin, let us say hello to your beloved Yoongi.», Taehyung called.

Jimin let Yoongi go, turning red, but he couldn't stop staring at him. Even when they got into the car, he kept staring at him, thinking about how good he looked.

  After a moment, Yoongi told them he had booked two hotel-rooms because he was certain they wouldn't want to drive back to seoul the same day. He asked Jimin if he prefered sleeping with Jungkook and Taehyung or with him.

  « Why do you even ask, Jimin said, of course I won't leave you alone. Remember, I promised.»

  Yoongi smiled. Jimin would finally sleep with Yoongi again, and he was so overjoyed about it.

  The journey was long. Jimin slept, talked with Yoongi and the boys, all for of them also sang along to some songs. Jimin saw the look Yoongi gave him when he sang along with 'We loved' by Bolbbalgan4. It was full of admiration, so Jimin applied on singing with all his heart, watching Yoongi's eyes and smile grow bigger.

  After a while, they finally arrived in Busan.

« Are your parents coming, Jimin ?,  Jungkook asked

- Nope. They said they are invited to a dinner they can't miss», Jimin said with a pout.

YOONGI'S POV

  Jimin was trying to look relaxed, but Yoongi could felt his tension. He laid a hand on Jimin's thigh, giving it a little squeeze to reassure him. Jimin gave him a cute little smile, probably meaning «Thank you for being there.»

  A few minutes later they arrived at the Busan cultural center, where Jimin would perform. They entered the building, going to the changing rooms. The place was already crowded with dancers who were all training and stretching, preparing their muscles for tonight's performance. Yoongi felt that Jimin was more and more pressured, so he took his hand. It was warm and already a little sweaty from the stress. They entered Jimin's changing room. Tae looked almost as stressed as Jimin was, and insisted to stay, Jungkook doing the same. Yoongi wanted to stay too, but Jimin wouldn't let him.

« Hyung... You know I want it to be a surprise ! You could maybe visit the city, going near the sea or something...»

  Yoongi didn't understand why Jimin wanted it so bad to be a surprise, but he listened anyway and did as told, reluctantly leaving the boys alone.

  Yoongi went near the sea. The view was beautiful : the sun was shining over the light blue sea, seagulls flying over it. Some fishing boats where hovering with the waves rhythm. Yoongi understood why Jimin liked the sea's color so much. It's blue was even more beautiful than the sky's. It was reflecting the pale light of the sun, making it look unreal.

  After sitting on the beach for a while, he headed to the old town. It was very colorful, with lots of little shops. He bought some Hotteoks, hot pancakes with cinnamon an brown sugar, and just wandered in the old streets, until a little shop caught his attention. It was a jewelry shop, where the jewelries were handmade by an old woman.

« Hello young man, she called Yoongi when he entered the little shop, Are you looking for something special ?

- Well, Yoongi begun, I have a... uh... a friend whom I'm very attached too, and when I saw your shop, I just... I just thought something from here would suit him well.

- Tell me young man, what does your 'friend' look like ?

- He's black-haired. His eyes' color is hazel-brown. He's a little shorter than me, and his smile is the most beautiful you'll ever get to see.

- I think I've got what you need.»

  The old woman showed him a simple, very thin and delicate silver chain. It was pure and graceful, just as Jimin is.

  «Since your friend is black-haired, I think silver would suit him better. Also, a short person should wear thin and slight accessories, not heavy things. And in the way you hesitated about saying he's your 'friend', young man, I think you needed something as simple as your love for him is.»

  Yoongi was amazed about the woman's words. In just a sentence and a few minutes, she had summed up Yoongi's love for Jimin.

 «It's beautiful. I'm sure it will suit him amazingly well. Thank you, madam.»

    He bought it, thanked her again and went back to the center, having nothing else to do.

  Once he had arrived, he took a seat at his assigned one, working on his music while waiting for Jungkook and Taehyung to join him.

The view of the ocean and the old town had inspired him, he begun to make a slow, repetitive sound, representing the waves, and some occasional sounds representing the seagull's squawks and the movement in the old town.

  After a while, Jungkook and Taehyung joined him.

« Jimin's performance is truly amazing», Tae said, all excited.

Yoongi couldn't wait to see it.

« Can I go see him before he performs ?

- Nope, you stay here. He already changed and is training.» Taehyung said.

Yoongi pouted.

  After half an hour, the venue was full. Yoongi could observe the judges sitting right in front of the stage. The competition begun. Out of 40 participants, Jimin was number 37, Yoongi was stressing more and more as Jimin's turn approached, and he thought he probably was too. He sent him an encouragement text.

« I'm here sunshine, waiting for your turn. Think about something that makes you feel well, it wil help you forget your stress.

I'm sure you'll do amazing.»

  Jimin immediately replied with a « Thank you Hyung, I will.».

 All dancers were talented, but Yoongi thought they weren't giving enough of their own personnal touch in it. Yoongi had seen Hoseok dance many times, maybe it was because of that. Hoseok always gave everything he could, dancing in his own way. He was certain Jimin would do the same.

35.

Only two performances left. Yoongi feels his heart beating.

36.

Jimin is coming after this performance. His hands are sweating and he's ready. He's ready for Jimin's performance.

37.

Jimin appears on the stage.

  He looks amazing. He is wearing black tight jeans, a black tank top and a mesmerizing black sequin jacket. His black hair has now got blue hair strands. Ephemerals ones.

The music starts playing, and Yoongi feels proud.

  Jimin chose his song for his performance. Out of all fucking songs, he chose his. That's why he wanted it to be a surprise. Yoongi felt so touched by it, and seeing Jimin dancing on it... Well, Yoongi couldn't believe his eyes.

  Jimin was dancing divinely well, his moves were looking amazing, synchronized with the music. Jimin's body was moving to the rhythm, adding his own touch in every step, making every single of his muscles move to the music. Yoongi could see his thighs' muscles through his pants, moving whenever Jimin made another movement.

  Yoongi wanted Jimin. He wanted to make him his, to touch him and kiss him. He wanted him to love him as much as he did.

Jimin's performance ended. Yoongi immediately stood up, followed by Jungkook and Tae, and clapped as hard as he could.

  His eyes met Jimin's just before he bowed before the judges. Jimin smiled and winked, making Yoongi's heart melt.

As soon as the other dancers were done, the judges deliberated. Yoongi was praying for Jimin to win the first place. After a few minutes, all 40 dancers arrived on the stage. The judges gave their ranking.

Jimin was second.

  It wasn't bad, but the boys and himself would've prefered the first place for Jimin.

Yoongi rushed to the chaging rooms as soon as Jimin left the stage.

  «Jiminnie !, he screamed when he saw him, taking him in his arms, you did so well. You deserved the first place. I swear Jiminnie... I was so amazed by your performance, and the fact that you chose my song.... Yoongi's voice broke in joy tears, it touched me. Thank you, sunshine.»

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JIMIN'S POV

  Jimin was sad for not having the first place, but second was better than not being in the top three. But suddenly, Yoongi arrived, running like a lion was chasing him. He took him in his arms, telling him how amazed and touched he was. His voice cracked.

  It was the first time Jimin saw him cry, even though it was joy tears. It made him feel proud, knowing that he was the one who made him feel like that. Jimin dragged Yoongi in his changing room, taking them away from anyone's sight.

 « Sunshine, I've got something for you.», Yoongi said.

He took out a little black box.

  « Since you threw me out when you were practicing, I went to see the sea and then to the old town. I was walking when I saw this cute little traditional shop, and the old woman helped me to find something for you.»

He took out a silver chain from the box.

« It's as simple, pire and delicate as you are. And... I'm not very qualified in that but... It's supposed to match with your hair. And, he said with a laugh, your medal.»

Jimin looked at the chain. Yoongi had done the right choice. Jimin liked to wear pretty, simple things, and that was exactly the kind of things he would wear.

  He was so touched about it that tears came up his eyes. Even small things like that made him happy. Thinking that Yoongi thought of him while he was alone, wandering in the streets made him feel even happier.

  He loved him. He loved him so so much.

YOONGI'S POV

 He put the chain around Jimin's neck.

  When he looked at him, he couldn't believe his eyes. The tiny chain made his chest look amazing. It added a subtle shine on Jimin's neck, and enhanced his collarbones.

  The old woman was right. It suited him so amazingly well. His black hair matched with it, and his hazel-brown eyes caught the shine of it too. Yoongi wanted to cry at the sight of such a beautiful boy, he made him feel things he never had felt before.

  In the blink of an eye, their lips met. It happened naturally. Jimin and himself had both leaned closer to each-other, overwhelmed by desire.

Yoongi lifted Jimin up and sat him down on the table, making it easier for them to kiss.

  It was a passionate kiss, the one that only happened once in your life. There was desire, a strong one, but not only that. From the way they kissed, Yoongi felt it was love. Jimin's plump lips were warm and soft, and like Yoongi had thought, it was the ones you never wanted to let go.

  They both wanted more. Yoongi felt it by the way Jimin moved his hand down to his back and moaned when Yoongi pulled closer. Softly and slowly, he sticked his tongue in Jimin's mouth, making both of them groan when their tongues met. Yoongi cupped Jimin's head in his hands, Jimin grabbing the back of his neck in return. Yoongi slid his hands down Jimin's back, making him shiver while he was taking his jacket off, still kissing him passionately.

Yoongi groaned when Jimin pulled him even closer, grabbing his buttocks and giving it a little squeeze. He felt Jimin's hard length against one of his thighs, which were placed between Jimin's legs.

  Suddenly, someone knocked, making them both freeze.

« Come on, we can hear you from here. You'll continue at the hotel», Taehyung laughed from behind the door.

  Jimin and Yoongi looked at each-other, pecking one last time before they came apart, Yoongi putting the palm of his hand against Jimin's jeans, where he could feel how tense he was.

JIMIN'S POV

  Jimin could still feel Yoongi's soft but at the same time harsh lips against his. He wanted more, but he knew he had too wait for them to leave the performance hall and to get to the hotel. It was long, very long. He had to bow before every judges before he was allowed to leave the place. It was already 11.45pm.

    At midnight, they arrived at the hotel.

« I bought some instant noodles guys, Jungkook said, I'll give you both one so you can eat. I mean, if you have time to.», he said with a laugh.

   Jimin turned red, «Thank you Kookie, but mind your own business» he said pinching Jungkook's nose.

Once they got their keys, they separated and all four of them went to their assigned bedrooms.

  The rooms were quite big, but the bed wasn't enormous which would force them to sleep close to each-other. They had a view over the city, since their room was on one of the last floors.

  « I need to shower, Jimin said, I sweated like hell.»

Yoongi nodded and Jimin left the principal room, taking his time while taking his clothes off so the water could heat up.

  Two minutes after he entered the shower, he heard the bathroom's door open up and Yoongi came in, wearing nothing but a black silk dressing gown.

« Is it okay if I take a shower with you, sunshine ?

- Don't even ask, just come.

- Where did my innocent little sunshine go ?», Yoongi said with a smirk before undoing the tie of his cloth and stepping in the shower.

The shower wasn't big. Jimin and Yoongi were squeezed against each-other in the restricted space. But it didn't bother Jimin, nor did it bother Yoongi.

  They started kissing again, and butterflies begun to flew around in Jimin's tummy. Just seeing Yoongi naked had made his length hard, but now that Yoongi's body was pressed against his, it was worse. Especially when he pulled him even closer, making evey single part of their bodies and inch of their skin touch. Jimin moaned loudly. It felt so good to have Yoongi against him.

  At this moment, even though Yoongi was only a few centimeters taller than him, Jimin felt small. Yoongi's big veiny hands all over him made him feel small, as well as his large shoulders.

  Yoongi's hands moved slowly across his body, but still staying away from THE place they should've been. Jimin wanted him to get them there, but he guessed Yoongi was playing with him, preparing him for what was coming.

« Do you wanna... Do you wanna do more than this, sunshine ?»

  Jimin's answer should've been pretty clear when he slowly glided down Yoongi's body, getting down on his knees to please his Hyung.

« Well sunshine, you're not wasting any time.», he said when Jimin took his cock's head between his lips slowly sucking it in, before he engulfed it whole, drawing a loud moan from Yoongi's mouth. Yoongi softly grabbed Jimin's hair when he started bobbing his head at different rhythms, daring to look up at Yoongi at the same time. When he suddenly stopped.

« Sunshine, Yoongi whimpered, Sunshine, please.»

  Since Jimin wasn't moving, Yoongi started moving his hips himself. Jimin was playing with Yoongi's mind, he kissed the inside of Yoongi's thigh, and then licked a stripe up from Yoongi's base to the head, making him shudder. He started stroking him. His hands moving slowly, the speed increasing little by little. Yoongi moaned. Jimin put his mouth back on the head, slowly sucking it. By this time, Yoongi was a a moaning mess.

«Sunshine, baby, please do it faster if you wanna make me come.», he whined, softly stroking Jimin's hair.

  Jimin, eager to please his beloved, did as told. He sucked his length whole before bobbing his head faster and faster, moving his tongue with the same rhythm and moaning as well as Yoongi was.

«It's coming sunshine. Where ?»

   Jimin kept his mouth where it was, as an answer. Until his Hyung finally came, letting a loud moan and a «Jimin-ah...» escape from his mouth.

Jimin got up again, and Yoongi kissed him harshly but still softly too.

« Your turn to feel good now, Jiminnie. Can I ?» Yoongi said as he brushed his hand over Jimin's buttocks.

  Jimin nodded with a smile. Yoongi grabbed a bottle which he probably had prepared in advance and coated his hands with it.

« Is that you first time, sweetheart ?,he asked, seeing Jimin nodding, he continued, It's going to sting a little at first. Just tell me if you're not feeling comfortable, or the other way around, okay sunshine ?

- Okay, hyung.»

Yoongi slowly started stroking Jimin's length, while he was slowly inserting a finger in Jimin's hole.

« Hy-Hyung.», he whined.

It felt good, jimin thought. He wanted- no, needed more.

« Hyung... An... Another one... Please.», he said, his eyes blurred by the tears the sensations were giving him.

« Slow, sunshine. Slow. Let's go to the bed.»

  They moved, without even taking the time to dry themselves.

   Yoongi added a finger, carefully, making Jimin emit a loud moan because it felt so damn good.

« Yoongi !, he screamed when Yoongi inserted a third one, Yoongi please... I'm ready.»

    Just a that moment, Yoongi's fingers touched THE spot and made Jimin emit a load moan. He saw Yoongi smirk.

«Not yet, sushine, he softly whispered, I need to get to know you first.»

Jimin's cheek were burning from warmth, he wanted Yoongi. He wanted Yoongi now. His hyung kept rubbing that point, which made him whine loudly multiple times before it was too much to bare.

« Please Hyung... Please I'm begging you.»

  It seemed like giving him the puppy-look worked, because Yoongi took his fingers out.

«Would you mind helping me preparing myself, sunshine ?»

  Yoongi didn't have to ask twice. Jimin immediately grabbed the bottle and poured the liquid into his hands, carefully coating Yoongi's length, while he was looking at Jimin's face and neck. He leaned over to kiss Jimin's neck softly. He felt his neck sting a little, just where his chain was, but didn't pay that much attention to it, too occupied with his job.

  When Jimin told Yoongi he was done, his hyung told him to lie down in the most comfortable position he could. Jimin did as told, touched that Yoongi was being careful about his feelings and trying not to hurt him.

  Jimin moaned like he never ever had when Yoongi inserted his hardened length in him. It felt so good Jimin thought he'd have and orgasm right now.

« Are you okay, sunshine ? Does it feel good ?

- Hy...Hyung move, please.»

He cried again when Yoongi slowly started moving, giving soft hip thrusts from time to time.

  Yoongi regularly touched THE point, making Jimin moan so loudly he was sure the neighbors heard it.

It didn't take long before Jimin had an orgasm and came, shaking from head to toe and whining loudly. A few minutes later, Yoongi retired after he had come once again.

« How was your first time sunshine ?»

  Jimin smiled widely at the thought of it.

« Unforgettable, Hyung. Thank you for this. How did you feel about it ?

- it's unforgettable, sunshine.»

  Yoongi softly kissed Jimin's forehead and covered him with the blanket. Before Jimin had time to say anything, Yoongi had already fallen asleep.

« I love you, Hyung.»

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YOONGI'S POV

  When Yoongi woke up next to Jimin, he couldn't stop thinking about what they'd done. Was is too early ? Will it destroy their relationship ? And talking about that, what was really their relationship now ?

  Those questions kept repeating in Yoongi's mind, making it impossible for him to fall asleep again. He got up and wore his dressing gown, and called the reception to get a breakfast up to their room.

   A few minutes after, Jimin woke up. His face was puffy from sleep and he felt confused when he found himself naked in the presence of Yoongi sitting beside him in the bed. He covered himself with the blanket.

« Mornin' sunshine, why are you suddenly so shy ? Yoongi chuckled, is the innocent Jimin I know back ?»

Jimin laughed and grabbed a dressing gown as well, stretching his arm out to hit Yoongi's shoulder.

« Don't make fun of me. You weren't innocent either, he said with a laugh.

- Who said I ever was ?»

  Jimin sat down next to him, the opening of his bathrobe making it possible for Yoongi to see his collarbones decorated with the chain he had earlier bought him, and his chest.

Yoongi noticed that Jimin was nervously playing with the chain.

« Stop being shy sunshine, there's nothing to be ashamed of. Please don't change the way you act with me because of that.

-Okay, Hyung.

- Show me that you really understood what I just said.»

  Jimin laid his head on Yoongi's lap like he always do when they watch TV, even though this time, they were looking at the city through the large window.

Yoongi stroked Jimin's hair for a while, allowing him to take his time to wake up.

   Suddenly, someone knocked on the door.

« Ah, it must be the breakfast.» Yoongi said while getting up.

   He came back in with a loaded crane trolley, the ones which one could only see in princess movies.

« I ordered chai latte, pancakes with maple syrup and strawberries. And I thought you'd like bread with blackberry.

- Thank you, Hyung. It's almost like I'm living a movie scene.»

Yoongi laughed to that, thinking Jimin was exaggerating.

  He couldn't stop staring at Jimin's collarbones, where the chain was lying. It looked so good on him, he wondered how the old woman could've known this one would be the perfect one.

« Sunshine, can I take a pic of you with the view behind ?»

  Jimin turned red but accepted, smiling with his gorgeous smile when Yoongi asked him to.

  « Jimin is as bright as the sun» Yoongi thought. He couldn't get enough of his smile. It was making his hazel-eyes disappear into moon crescents, and let his crooked front teeth appear.

  « It's so good, Hyung ! I've never eaten so good food.

- Are you serious Jiminnie ? Not even when I did the breakfast the other day ?

- Ah, that isn't the same thing, Hyung. Of course it was better when you did it.

- Yeah, you better like it or you'll do it on your own next time.»

  They both laughed, making their smiles appear on their happy faces.

  When they decided to leave, they went to Jungkook's and Taehyung's room, telling them to hurry because Yoongi had a shift later today.

Once again, they were on their way for hours of singing and doing lots of weird stuff in the car.

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  A few hours later, Yoongi was working at the counter, Jimin talking to him when there were no customers.

  But when a long man in his 40s entered the coffee shop, Jimin froze. He completely and instantly stopped talking to stare at the man with big shocked eyes, before tears began to appear in his eyes. Yoongi immediately became wary, and dragged Jimin behind the counter.

« What's the matter Jiminnie ? Do you know this man ?»

Jimin nervously nodded, looking up at Yoongi who was now worried.

« He... He's the man you saved me from... The one who tried to touch me...»

  Yoongi jumped up. His mind was filled with a voice saying «vengeance» and «Hurt him. Beat him up.»

His eyes became black of anger, the only thing he could see was this pervert. The image of him assaulting Jimin made him out of his mind.

  When the man arrived at the counter and saw Jimin, he began to yell at him.

« Hey, little bastard. You were the one who kicked me in the balls ! You thought you'd never see me again ? Well kid, time's up. I found you, you little slut.»

 Jimin remained silent, trying to stay calm. Yoongi had already moved from behind the counter.

«Watch you mouth.»

The man looked at Yoongi.

« Who the fuck are you ? His client ?, the man laughed at Yoongi's face, Move, son of a bitch, I need to reach this lil' cocksucker.»

« I said watch your mouth.»

The man neatly stopped and turned around, crossing his arms on his chest.

« Or what ? Are you gonna throw me some hot coffee on the face ? Let me get to this lil' bastard, he hurt me. So I'm gonna hurt him.»

« You're not going to touch him.»

« Oh, you sure about that, boy ?»

He got closer to the counter, trying to reach Jimin who was now crying.

    Instinctively, Yoongi grabbed the man's waist while he was leaning over to catch Jimin, and threw him on the ground. He blocked him so he couldn't move and begun to hit him in the face and ribs, taking pleasure to inflict him the pain he inflicted Jimin.

   Yoongi wasn't thinking. He had totally lost his mind. All he could see was Jimin having a panic attack that day. He didn't hear it when Jimin cried at him to stop. He didn't hear it when Namjoon yelled that he was going to kill him. He didn't feel anything when the man started to hit back. He didn't feel it when Namjoon, Jin and Jungkook separated him from the man.

  When he came back to his mind, he was lying in a hospital bed. The first thing he heard was that Jimin was crying.

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« Sunshine ? Why are you crying ? What happened ?»

  Jimin looked up at him with red puffy eyes. It seemed like he had been crying for days, and he seemed relieved to see him awake.
When he looked into Yoongi's eyes, he began to cry even more. Yoongi tried to move to come near him, which cost him an intense pain in the ribs, and drew a cry from him.

« Don't move Yoongi», Jimin said between two sobs.

  Seeing Jimin cry so much hurt Yoongi. Why was he crying ? What happened ? The last thing Yoongi remembered was tranquilly talking to Jimin at the counter... Was it today ?

« Sunshine, come here.»

Jimin reluctantly got up and sat down beside him. He looked somehow scared of him.
« What happened Jiminnie ? Why am I here ?
- You don't remember ? What's the last thing you remember ?
- Talking to you at the counter. That's it.
- Oh..., Jimin remained silent for a moment, well Hyung... You... You remember that guy who assaulted me in the alley ? This one guy came two days ago at the coffee shop. I... I recognized him, and... and he began to talk shit about me and...»

  He began to shake, sobbing and crying. Yoongi tried to take him in his arms, but he couldn't move a lot, and Jimin backed off a little.

Jimin moving away from him hurt him more than the pain in his ribbs.

« And you lost your mind and began to hit him... You didn't hear anyone of us, and we had to call the ambulance more for you than for him because he drew out a dagger and stabbed your ribs... You hurt him a lot too, but you were bleeding and spitting blood... And I panicked... I... I hought you'd die Yoongi !», Jimin cried.

 « I'm sorry, Jimin-ah. I'm so sorry. All I wanted was to protect you. At all cost, Yoongi sobbed, I... Please forgive me sunshine. Please.»

   Jimin asked Yoongi a question. A question that hurt Yoongi deep.

« Will you ever hurt me like that ?»

  Yoongi cried. He cried more than he did when he learned that Choon-Hee died. He didn't understand why Jimin asked him that. How he could even imagine that Yoongi could be capable of it.

 « Jimin-ah, as your Hyung, my duty is to protect you. Not to hurt you. Maybe I will get angry over you, maybe we will fight. But I will never hurt you, you hear me ? I won't hurt you physically, nor with words. Do you understand that the only purpose of me fighting with him was to protect you ? He wanted... He wanted to hurt you, Jimin-ah... I couldn't just stand there and let him do it. And words weren't enough so...»

  Yoongi's voice broke, letting strangled sobs getting out from his throat. Crying hurt him because it shaked his ribs. But he didn't care. The pain Jimin had just inflicted him was worse.

« How could you even imagine that I'd be capable of hurting you ? Jimin-ah you're all that I have. You're my only family. You're not a simple friend to me Jimin-ah.»

  Jimin was crying again. His eyes looked so swollen. Yoongi moved aside to allow Jimin to lie beside him, and tried to hug him tightly. But his ribs didn't allow him to.

« I love you sunshine, okay ? I love you. And I swear I won't ever hurt you.»

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JIMIN'S POV

  Yoongi had only been a day at the hospital before the doctors said he cold get up and try to walk. They probably wanted to let him leave as fast as possible, because of how grumpy he was, and because it was soon christmas. Jimin had to help him, but after a while, he could stand and walk alone. During the past day, they didn't get any news from the guy Yoongi fought with, but they knew no one had told the police, because no detective came or called to ask questions. It had relieved Jimin and Yoongi from their stress, but Yoongi became even more grumpy, tired of lying in a bed.
   They had spent most of their short time at the shospital talking while lying next to each-other. Jimin had classes during the days Yoongi had to stay, so he went and Yoongi made lots of musics. Namjoon, Jin, Jungkook, Taehyung and Hoseok had visited him a few times.
  Hoseok was pretty close to Yoongi, and it somehow made Jimin feel jealous, but he didn't say anything and just kept smiling at him when he was there.
  Yoongi also had given him the double of his apartment's keys for him to feed Holly. But he told him to keep them, in case he wanted to come over.

  The third day, he finally was allowed to leave the hospital. Yoongi was so excited to leave that he almost ran out of the hospital, but the wound still hurting him, he had to slow down after a minute or two.
« Fuck. Jimin, can you drive ? I don't think I'll be able to.
- because you thought I'd let you drive ? Of course I won't. And I'm staying with you for the next two weeks. I'm not leaving you alone.»
Yoongi said nothing to that, probably being okay with the fact that Jimin would stay with him two more weeks.
The doctors had told Jimin to keep and eye on Yoongi, and to not let him go back to class or work before two weeks had passed.

  When they arrived, Yoongi was so happy to see Holly and his apartment again. He looked like a child seeing it for the first time. Jimin went to make some chai latte for both of them.
« Jimin ! Yoongi yelled, Are we really the 23rd ? Is christmas tomorrow for real ?
- Exaclty, Hyung !»
Jimin has already bought Yoongi some presents: new headphones and a wireless speaker since music was all his life, and some clothes he knew he'd like.

« We need to buy a christmas tree and decorate it immediately. Go to class now, Jimin it's already 9am, you're gonna be late. I'll go and buy everything we need. We'll decorate it tonight.
- But...
- I'm okay Jimin. I'll call if something's wrong I promise.»

YOONGI'S POV

  Once Jimin had left, Yoongi hurried and dressed up carefully. He had to buy presents for Jimin, and a christmas tree. He didn't expect all this to happen, and to stay three days from the 20th at the hospital, he had planned to go shopping the 21st . Fortunately, Jimin still had classes until late afternoon, and the shops were still open.

 Yoongi took the public transports to Gangnam station, where he spent the day shopping.
He bought Jimin a lot of things, thinking that every pretty clothes he saw would suit him well. He decided to buy an electric-blue pullover from the brand Acne, some black and white adidas shoes, and an expensive set of silver earrings to match the chain he had bought him earlier.
While walking in the streets, he remembered one thing Jimin had told him once, when they were shopping together. He talked about that phone he wanted so badly to take selcas - it had made Yoongi laugh. Taking selcas was really one of Jimin's hobbies -
It was sure expensive, but Yoongi really didn't care. After all, Jimin was his only family, so he decided to buy it with the money he had saved for this occasion.
 He also bought some stuff for his friends, and his brother – he'd send it via the post-office -.

  He decided to take the public transports again after this tiring day, He thought he was looking awkward with his christmas tree, and lots of bags of clothes and food in the middle of the train, but he was too tired to walk, and carrying it too long would re-open his wound. 

He was packing all the presents while waiting for Jimin, when his phone rung. It was his parents. As usual, it was that quick Hello-How-are-you-Merry-christmas call, reminding him that they didn't really care about him.
  Since he had left his home, he had gone to see them maybe twice every year, and it wasn't even for christmas. He wasn't close to them at all, and truly, he didn't want to.
Jimin drew him from his thoughts when he entered the apartment.

« Hey hyung, you're not gonna believe me.
- What, sunshine ?
- I bought christmas tree decorations ! Jimin chuckled.
- What a lame joke. I thought you were going to tell me something extraordinary...»
Jimin laughed with a « Sorry hyung».

They started to install the tree and decorate it, singing christmas songs.  

« Sunshine, did you notice that I stopped smoking ?
- I did Hyung. I'm so proud of you. Was it when we couldn't meet that you stopped ?
- Yep sunshine. It's all thanks to you.»
  Jimi blushed and smiled a bright smile. Yoongi couldn't keep himself from kissing his forehead, overwhelmed by his cuteness.

After a long evening, they went to bed. Together. None of them asked anything. They both went to sleep in the same bed, naturally.

« Good night, hyung.», Jimin said, burying his head in the crook of Yoongi's neck.

He hugged him.

« Good night, sunshine.»

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YOONGI'S POV

« Hyung ! It's christmas day !»

 A real ball of sunshine. That was what Yoongi woke up to.
Jimin was wearing a deer onesie, he was jumping everywhere in Yoongi's room, climbing up on the bed and lying down on Yoongi's back to hug him tightly.
«Sunshine, please let me rest a little more», he grumbled.

  About ten minutes later, Jimin came back with steaming chai latte cups.
While they were drinking, Yoongi had an idea.
« Hey sunshine, since all the guys are out of town, let's go out tonight. I'll prepare everything. Don't worry, we don't need to walk at all so I'll be fine, but I'll need you to let me drive.»
Jimin pouted but finally accepted, since Yoongi wasn't going to be alone.

 They spent the morning watching christmas films together, and the afternoon cooking christmas food for tonight while singing christmas songs.
When « All I want for christmas is you» played, they looked at each-other and pointed at each-other, singing the words. And then turning red and laughing of their silliness.

JIMIN'S POV

  They left pretty late, around 8pm, taking Holly with them. Jimin watched Yoongi driving, not looking outside, being too careful watching over Yoongi's health. That's why he didn't notice they were going up a mountain.

   He was so touched when he got out of the car his eyes teared up. They were back on Achasan mountain, where Yoongi had told him his secret, his story.

« Are you okay sunshine ?»
Jimin looked at him and vigorously nodded with a bright smile.
« Yes. I just.. This place means a lot to me. Thank you, Hyung.»

  The before-orange tree's leaves had turned brown, not giving up their colors yet. It was still standing out on the white mountain. And the view... It was astonishing. Even more than the last time they were there.
«Crystal snow is still lying over the city... It's so ethereal... Hyung, please stand right here. It's my turn to take a picture of you, I saw yo when you took one last time.»
Yoongi blushed.
«Your busan-blue-sea colored hair will stand out on this pure snow.»
Jimin took a picture of him. He was beautiful. His rosy cheeks made him look cute too, Jimin set it as his wallpaper. He couldn't resist. It was always like the first time he had seen him : every day, he was shocked by his beauty. He was even more beautiful than the crystal snow.

  They ate a lot of the food they had prepared for the night, waiting for midnight.
« This is soooooo good hyung, we need to do it again sometime.» 

  At midnight, it was time for the presents. 

« I'll begin », Jimin said.
He took out the boxes from the back of the car.
« I hope you'll like them.»

  Yoongi looked so amazed when he saw all those music stuff Jimin had bought him. The headphones fitted perfectly, the clothes did too, and the speaker did an amazing sound.

« Thank you, sunshine. No one has ever offered me such beautiful and useful presents. I can't even find words to describe how happy I am... You know me too well. Your turn now.», he said, smiling widely while giving him the first package.

  It was a pair of black and white shoes. They fitted perfectly.
« How did you know my size ? I love them ! Thank you Hyung.
- You know you always leave your stuff at my appartment right ?»
They both laughed, Jimin saying that he was sorry for taking too much space.

  The second one was an electric-blue Pullover.
« Are you serious hyung ? I love the color. Thank you.
- stop thanking me sunshine, you'll thank me at the end.»
Jimin was the kind of person who always said thank you for nothing and everything.
« It will look good with your black hair and hazel-eyes»
Jimin blushed.

The third one was a set of silver earrings. There was one long with some chains hanging on a loop, and one round little stud.
« Is it to match my chain Hyung ?
- It is, sunshine.»
Jimin nodded contently, resisting to the voice in him telling him to thank him.

« This is the last physical one. I need to tell you something after that. It's kind of a present too.»

  He gave him a little rectangular box.

  It was the phone Jimin wanted so badly. He jumped up.
« Hyung ! I can't accept this. This is way too much.»
Yoongi laughed.
« How cute are you. A present is a present Jimin, you cannot refuse it.
- But hyung...
- No Jimin. Keep it. And take good care of it. Send me selcas, this is the only thing I want in return.»
Jimin laughed before jumping into Yoongi's arms.
« I will for sure. Thank you hyung. Thank you so so much.»
  They hugged for a while, warming each-other up.

« Now sunshine, here's the last thing.» Yoongi said, opening his laptop while Jimin was pouring some tea in the cups and preparing the cakes and chocolates.

  Yoongi played a music.

« This is a song I made just for you. I've never written a song for anybody, so this is kind of special for me. It's my last gift. And I'd love you to sing the lyrics of it. Please Jiminnie.»

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YOONGI’S POV

  Toda is new year day. Just after Taehyung’s birthday which all of the boys had spent together, Jimin and Yoongi found themselves in Yoongi’s studio.

  Jimin had insisted on the fact that he needed time to practice, and he had told him this morning that he was ready.

That he wanted to start the new year like that.

« So sunshine, are you ready ? Wear these headphones, and make sure you’re not too far from the mic. Wanna listen to the soundtrack once before you begin to sing ?
- Yes please Hyung. »

  Yoongi turned the music on, letting Jimin listen to it.

« I’ll listen to you from behind the glass wall. It’s soundproof so if I cry because of your voice we won’t hear it on the recording. », Yoongi laughed.

Jimin flushed.
« You won’t Hyung.
- We’ll see. »

  A minute later, when Jimin first started singing, Yoongi was stunned.
His voice was soft, yet deep. Except when he hitted the higher notes, his voice was high pitched, angelic. Actually, he could hit every single notes. Yoongi had never heard such a voice. Jimin never did a single mistake, he singed the song he had written for him perfectly.

Even more perfectly than he had expected.

  Jimin was so focused on singing. His expression was serious, and his hands gestures were following the rythm.

« A born singer », Yoongi thought. He decided that he’d make lots of songs for Jimin to sing, just to hear him sing with his angelic voice.

JIMIN’S POV

Jimin was confined in his own little world, when he first started singing. The music took him elsewhere, making him feel like he was all alone.
He tried to hit the higher notes, doing his best trying to impress Yoongi.

After a while, he opened his eyes and met Yoongi’s gaze. He was staring at him like he was the only thing he could see in the room. Everyone could clearly see that he was amazed. But Jimin didn’t take it this way. He thought he did something wrong, since Yoongi’s gaze was so intense it almost looked like he was reading his mind.

But when Yoongi begun to scratch behind his ear, meaning that he was nervous, Jimin knew HE was the one making him nervous. He knew he did right when he saw Yoongi wipe off some probably-happy-tears from his eyes.

When Yoongi entered the room, Jimin immediately asked.
« How was it ? »

Yoongi didn’t answer. He kissed him.

  It was a deep, meaningful kiss. His lips were as soft and warm as last time. His blue hair was falling before his eyes, tickling Jimin’s forehead. Yoongi had cupped his cheeks with both of his hands. Jimin laid his on his hips, softly pulling him a little closer.

  When they separated, Yoongi had tears in his eyes. Again.
« I told you I was gonna cry. »

Jimin laughed.
« I’m sorry hyung. Please don’t cry, even if it’s happy tears. 
- Sunshine, will you ever sing again ? For me ? »

Jimin didn’t hesitate a second. Seeing Yoongi cry of joy made Jimin proud. He knew he wanted to make Yoongi proud and happy too, so he accepted.

« This new year couldn’t start better. » Yoongi said. Kissing Jimin once again.

« Jimin, would you... Can I take you to a date ? Tomorrow ? »

Butterfflies were filling Jimin’s belly once again.
« Will it be the first official one ? »

Yoongi laughed.
« Apparently, sunshine. »

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JIMIN’S POV

  The following day, Jimin and Yoongi met at the coffee shop. Yoongi asked if Jimin wanted to go to an amusement park, and then come back here to take a take-out tea and go walk in the nearby park.
  Jimin loved to just wander in the nature, or the streets. And he absolutely loved to have fun. Especially if Yoongi was there too.

« Ready to scream so
much that you’ll loose your voice, sunshine ? 
- I won’t Hyung. »
  They both laughed because they knew it wasn’t true. Jimin had chosen one of the worse roller-coaster in the park, only because he wanted to play cool.

  The waiting-queue was never-ending, but after an hour or two, they finally got onto the ride.
  Jimin felt uncomfortable, sitting so high in the sky, feets and legs hanging loosely. Yoongi probably noticed that. In the blink of an eye, he was tightly holding Jimin’s hand, giving him a reassuring squeeze.
The train began to move, approaching the first fall rapidly.

« You choice. » was the last thing Jimin heard before the train dropped. The sensation gave him chills. The cold air pushed him back against the ride’s seat. He had to close his eyes to forget what he was doing and squezed Yoongi’s hand in his.
« Breathe. » he heard over the noises of the people screaming and his own thoughts.
Jimin wasn’t having a panick attack, but it almost felt like one. Yoongi being there to calm him down was really helpful.

  The train slowed down before it stopped, allowing Jimin to reopen his eyes.
Yoongi was worrily looking at him.
« You okay sunshine ? »
Jimin nodded.
« Didn’t it hurt, with your wound ? Jimin asked with a shaking voice, It’s only been like three weeks or a month.
- I’m fine sunshine, don’t worry about me. »
They got down of the ride, Jimin trembling and breathing heavily.
« Let’s only do soft rides, Jimin.
- But...
- No. If you could see your face right now, you’d understand. I don’t want you to end up at the hospital. »

YOONGI’S POV
 

  Jimin was as blank as a piece of paper. He looked so fragile, so vulnerable... Yoongi felt the need to protect him from anything that could hurt him.
  He had never noticed that Jimin had a so extremely fragile health. He knew that Jimin was like a porcelaine doll, but not THAT fragile. He had the urge to protect him, even more that he had done with his spring girl. 

  He wrapped his arm around his shoulders and led him to a softer ride, where they could have fun anyways.

  Around 4pm, they left the amusement park.
« Thank you hyung. »
Yoongi looked down at Jimin.
« For what sunshine ?
- For bringing me here, and protecting me from collapsing in a ride. » he chuckled.
Yoongi nodded and smiled, keeping his « It’s a normal thing when you love someone » thoughts for himself.

  They were walking to the coffe shop when they met Hoseok who jumped into Yoongi’s arms, making him uncomfortable.
When Hoseok started to sob against his shoulders, Yoongi begun to worry.
« I’m sorry Jimin, can you enter the coffee shop and order for us please, sunshine ? Here’s some money. I’ll join you soon. »
He saw Jimin reluctantly leaving, a weird expression on his face.

  Hoseok told him everything. How he fighted with his dad, how his dance teacher was harsh on him, how he felt like he was doing shit everywhere. How he felt useless.
And Yoongi told him what he needed to hear. Because it was true. Because Hoseok wan’t useless at all.

   After a while, Hoseok let him go. Yoongi told him to call him if he was feeling bad again.

 When Yoongi came in, he asked Namjoon where Jimin was sitting, because he didn’t see him at their usual table.

« He left half an hour ago. Yoongi-ssi... You’ve been talking to Hoseok for more than an hour. I understand his reaction. After all, you were supposed to be on a date. He left some money too, said it was yours.»

Yoongi had not seen the time pass. How could he have left Jimin alone for a so long time ?
He began to run. To run as fast as he could. He ran all the way to Jimin’s place, where he found him sitting on the steps outside his building.

« I’m sorry, Jimin-ah... »

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JIMIN’S POV

Jimin was waiting for Yoongi in the coffee shop. He didn’t want to order now, scared that the tea might cool down too much.

   He waited for about 45 minutes. But Yoongi never came. What was he doing ? Was Hoseok so much more important that he could totally forget about their date to take care of him ? Jimin understood that being there for his friend was important. As long as Yoongi was coming back, it didn’t matter that much. Except that Jimin was jealous of Hoseok.

  In Jimin’s eyes, they were too close. Hoseok was always Jumping into Yoongi’s arms when they met him. They were always laughing together. Jimin wasn’t sure if he knew Yoongi’s story. He had told him that no one knew how he had felt about his girlfriend’s death, not even Namjoon.

  Shit. He was starting to doubt. His self-confidence was disappearing. Wasn’t he good enough for Yoongi ? Wasn’t he making him happy ? Why did he leave him alone during their date for so long ? It had already been an hour know.

  He left, feeling a panic attack filling his whole body. He ran until he couldn’t anymore. He sat down outside his apartment, on the stairs. He held his head between his hand, listening to the memory of Yoongi’s voice, telling him to breath.

   He sat there a while, trying to calm down, until he heard someone approach. And his voice.

«I'm sorry, Jimin-ah.»

Jimin looked up to him, his eyes filling with tears. Yoongi squat down in front of him.

« Since how long are you having a panic attack, Jimin ? You're shaking. »

  Yoongi laid a hand on Jimin's arm, which he immediately pushed away, a sob escaping from his mouth.

« Don't touch me. You are the one who left me alone. You are the one who caused this attack.»

  Jimin was talking louder now, almost screaming the words.

« Why did this have to happen today, hyung ? Why did you have to stay with him so long ? Did you leave me to take him back home ? I understand that he wasn't feeling alright, but you left me more than AN HOUR, do you know how long it was ? Do you know which thoughts came up ? You don't. You're probably thinking that this is nothing, because you think everything is okay, don't you ? That was nothing, right ? I'll get over it, huh ?

  Well, Yoongi, you're the only one I have right now. Taehyung is too busy with Jungkook. You're the only one who takes care of me and never leaves me alone. So you leaving me while we were on a date isn't okay for me. This was supposed to be a happy day, for only both of us. I need to know. Does Hoseok know ? About your story ? Am I not enough for you ?»

  Yoongi kept quiet for a while.

« Are you jealous of Hoseok, Jimin ?»

Jimin looked straight into Yoongi's black, deep and starry eyes. He was determined to tell him what he felt.

« Yes, hyung, I am. Since the day I met you, I wanted you to look at me, and only me. I wanted you to be mine. I wanted to share unique moments with you, to be your one. So yes, when I see how close Hoseok and you are, I'm jealous. He hugs you all the time, you meet him frequently, you spend a lot of time together... I- I wanted to be the one who does what he does. Making you laugh, making you happy, making you smile were my goals. I feel like I've failed. That Hoseok makes you happier than I do. »

 Jimin felt hot tears run down his cheeks. He didn't know this situation affected him so much.

« First of all, Hoseok is a friend. A random friend. Plus, he's straight. There's nothing between us. And even if he wasn't straight, what would that change, huh ? Jimin, do you think I told you I love you just for fun ? Do you think I took you up on a mountain and told you my story because you're only my friend ? Do you think I saved you from a perv in the middle of the cold night when you were still half-a-stranger just for fun too ? Do you think I spent christmas and new year with you because I had nothing else to do ? Do you think I wrote all these songs for you, followed you to Busan for your competition for nothing ? Well, you've got everything wrong.

  Like I told you, you're the one who knows everything that happened to me. You were my shoulder to cry on when I needed someone. You started to mean more than Namjoon ever did for me. You're the person with whom i have the best memories ever. You're the one I want to spend time with, the one I want to travel with, to work with, to live with, the one I know more than I know myself... You're the one I love Jimin. I- I'm in love with you.»

Jimin looked into Yoongi's eyes. They were wet of tears, even more starry as usual, intensely looking at Jimin. He wasn't lying.

« Please Jimin, don't ever think that I don't love you again.» Yoongi said, lying his forehead on Jimin's.

«I'm- I'm sorry hyung... I- I'm in love with you too...

- I promise Jimin, I won't ever leave you alone again. I might sound weird but... You know this drink has always been my life. Now, you are my chai latte. You are the one who makes me feel better every day.»

Jimin smiled a the words.

« Your chai latte... I like that.»

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YOONGI'S POV

10 months later.

« Let's meet at the coffe shop this afternoon baby.» Yoongi said before leaving their apartment.

  After hearing his soundtracks, a music company had asked Yoongi to produce music for their singers, and they also had asked Jimin to join their company a month ago when Yoongi had talked about him and made them listen to the music Yoongi and him had recorded earlier this year.

Today, a november monday, was the first time he was meeting the singers to make them listen to the soundtracks and lyrics he had prepared for them during the past two months.

  Jimin had moved in with Yoongi a few months ago. It hasn't been easy, Taehyung had cried at the idea of letting Jimin live with someone else. After a while, he had finally let Jimin fly with his own wings and let him leave their dorm.

  Yoongi and him were officially together now. They were together all the time, except when Jimin had to practice dancing or even singing, which took a lot of time. When Yoongi was making music in his studio, Jimin would sometimes follow him. He had even gotten a job at the coffee shop.

They sometimes argued about small things, but always ended up laughing at their stupid fighting-reasons.

They couldn't be happier than they were now.

  Yoongi entered the building where he was going to meet the boy-group he had written and composed songs for.

The hall was so white it blinded him when he entered. He was immediately taken to a studio where six very young boys were waiting for him. They politely presented themselves one by one.

  The group was called 6aces. They had not debuted yet, and Yoongi's songs would be the first ones to be released. He felt kind of proud of it, even though he was a little stressed about how successful they would be. He was hoping that the six boys would sing them perfectly, helped by himself who was going to guide them.

    The day went faster than he thought, he spent a lot of time with the six kids. They were pretty talented for so young boys. He was now a little more confident about their debut with his songs.

  He went directly to the coffee shop where he had a shift at 4pm. He could now take them earlier, since his last year of college was done. He had passed tons of exams and had perfectly succeeded a few months ago, allowing him to proudly leave college with a diploma.

   He changed into working clothes as usual, and came out from the changing room with messy grey hair. He had been forced to change his hair color, since the blue of it was fading away. Jimin was the one who had chosen grey for him, because he had said that «it was making his lightly tanned skin and freckles look better.»

  While he was making a coffee for a customer, he felt the wound on his ribs sting. He got some problems after running for Jimin, the day of their first official date. His wound had opened up, and he had to get a little surgery. Of course, Jimin had felt guilty. But after all, Jimin wasn't the one who was guilty, that day.

A few minutes before the end of his shift, a black haired head poked out from the entrance. Jimin. It was like the first time he had met him. Same clothes, same hair, same smile.

« End of your shift Yoongi.», Namjoon said as soon as Jimin appeared.

Yoongi tapped Namjoon's shoulder while he went to change, after what he joined Jimin with two Chaïs at their spot.

«How were they ? The boy group ? Jimin immediately asked

- Pretty good. I'm sure they'll debut well.

- Great !»

Jimin took a sip of his tea, watching the sun set.

« Jimin. Do you know what day it is ?»

Jimin looked at him with a questioning look.

« It's the first day we met, Yoongi said while playing with Jimin's chain hanging around his neck, I made a song for you Jimin, again. But this one... This one is more important, more meaningful. Here are the lyrics.»

He handed him a paper with the lyrics written on it.

Hey, why does God always
make us feel lonely
Oh no no no no no no
Yeah, even if we're covered in scars
We can smile if we’re together

At the end of this road you walk alone
Will you step on it, whatever there may be
Sometimes we may get tired or sick
That’s okay, I am by your side
If you and I are together
We can smile

I want to fly but
I have no wings
But your hand
becomes my wings
I want to forget
the dark and lonely things
Together with you

These wings sprouted
from my pain
But these wings are going towards the light
Even if it's tiring and painful
I will fly if I can
Will you hold my hand,
so that I won’t be afraid anymore?
If you and I are together
I can smile

This is the path I chose
And even if they say it's fate
because I created all of this
Even if they say it's the price
I must pay for this life

Will you walk with me?
Will you fly with me?
To the edge of the sky
so I can touch your hand
Even if it hurts like this
If you and I are together
I can smile

I never walk alone
I can feel the warmth in your hand that I’m holding
you never walk alone
Feel me, you're not alone either

Come on crawl, crawl,crawl,
crawl it, like it like that
Baby walk, walk, walk,
walk it, like it like that
Baby run, run, run,
run it, like it like that
Baby fly, fly, fly,
fly it, like it like that

This road may be long and rough but
will you stay with me?
We may fall and sometimes get hurt but
will you stay with me?

I never walk alone
If you and I are together, we can smile
you never walk alone
If you and I are together, we can smile
If you and I are together, we can smile

JIMIN'S POV

  The lyrics were powerful and meaningful just as Yoongi had told him. It reminded him of the promise he had made, the one to never leave him alone. He felt a tear of joy run down his cheek, which was immediately erased by Yoongi's thumb swiping it away.

« Let's walk this path together, Yoongi. I promise that I'll never leave you alone.»

  Yoongi softly smiled, cupping his cheeks and whispering «I love you, my precious Chaï» before he softly kissed him.

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