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Everyone needs a loving touch.
Everyone needs a hug, a kiss. A lover's kiss, a lover's embrace. To be kissed and to kiss in return.
Sydney needs that too, she wanted that. To others she may seemed so cold and unfeeling. No one knows her truly. If they do they would be surprised to know that she is truly a passionate and loving person with a lot of love to share and to give. They would be amazed at how very capable she is at loving.
But who can she share her love with? Who can she shower her affection to?
Her heart will tell. Only her heart, not her mind. Her mind will tell her what is rational. But her heart will tell her beyond rational and logical. She can't even dare to let her heart wonder too far for fear it will show her things she can't dare to admit, things she can't shoulder alone.
But she don't want to be alone anymore. She has been alone for far too long. It was a painful lonely journey she walked. Loneliness is her worst enemy.
She never knew she was lonely all this while. She was busy chasing her dreams, to be the best she can be. To make families and ancestors proud of her, to live up to their expectations. Until...now.
Who is she that dares to rattle her confidence without the slight of fear? No man managed to rattle her in any degree before this, nor there any woman. But this woman, walked up to her asking for a Dr. Sydney Katz with amused smile in her eyes.
What was that she saw in her eyes? Perhaps it was the eyebrows that moves easily whenever she expressed her point. And that smirk on her lips. Her lips..., why was she looking at her lips instead of her eyes? The voice that comes out through that lips sounds like a beautiful melody to her ears. What? She scolded herself. Get a grip on yourself Sydney! She scolded herself.
Perhaps it was her feisty personality. She doesn't seems to be scared of her, unlike any other junior colleagues she has worked with. Perhaps this is a good change she told herself...or is it?