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Remorse

Summary:

What does it mean to be insane?

Feliciano Vargas hates his name but he can't escape it. Not when it's tied in so tightly to the Calabrian mafia, his family fighting to grow into an unstable Sicily. However, when their drug trade seems to be under attack by a mister Antonio Carriedo, Feliciano and Lovino find themselves in Naples with a certain German body guard. Carriedo insists that Feliciano is getting better. Better? Why does Lovino keep on asking him what he remembers? And why is he always seeing blue? (Dark themes!!!!)

MAFIA series (read in any order)

OOC; AU; HU; MP?; AV

Notes:

FIC PLAYLIST
Mama – My Chemical Romance
The Mountain – Three Days Grace
Satellite – Rise Against
Toast to the Ghost – Bad Wolves
Omerta – Lamb of God
45 - Shinedown
Blood in the Water – Grandson
War of Change – Thousand Foot Krutch
I Apologize – Five Finger Death Punch
Fallen Angel – Three Days Grace
My Demons - Starset
Rise – Fame on Fire
Bulletproof - Godsmack
Point of No Return - Starset
Soldier – Fleurie

You can find the playlist here: https://open.spotify.com/user/letusfallup/playlist/4aBYwZvYfrtEiF86HC3rjg

(See the end of the work for more notes.)

Chapter 1: Prelude

Chapter Text

His hands were still

His heart was steady

His gaze was forgotten.

His hands were red

His heart was steady

His gaze was forgotten.

His hands were still

His heart was light

His gaze was forgotten.

His hands were still

His heart was steady

His gaze took in the scene before him.

Hands

Heart

Gaze

Hands to pray

Heart to love

Gaze to peer

Sin

Sin

Sin