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The truth is rarely pure and never simple.”
-Oscar Wilde
The Literarium looks a little bit crowded today.
It’s not a regular view for Lyra.
Some guests are reading and enjoying coffee at the reading sections. Others are gathered around the sale section. Some of them approach her to ask for book location or her book recommendation. While walking around the reading sections to offer coffee refills, she spots her co-worker—Nate— is busy flirting with a group of school girls, completely forgetting his duty to rearrange the book display. Lyra rolls her eyes in disgust, but does nothing since she doesn’t like being bossy.
Lyra was going to change her direction to the Rare Section before she remembers the loyal guest of that section isn’t present today.
Almost a month , she ponders. New record .
She starts to think that maybe she made a mistake for trusting a stranger.
Because the truth is, she knows that Vergil gave her a fake ID on their first meeting.
A true bibliophile won’t betray another bibliophile , Mr Steiner had said that. A way too innocent perspective, but this time she believes it.
Maybe because it’s Vergil, not anyone else.
“Your eyes, Librarian,” she remembers Vergil’s odd words. “Those eyes spoke nothing”
Lately, she finds herself drowning in those vague words. No, more like haunted. Why did he say that? What does he mean about ‘I’ve seen a thousand stories behind every eye, but you're telling me nothing’? Does he see something in her that she herself can’t see? But whatever it is, Vergil said that with a suspicious tone. A kind of tone which Lyra translates as a potential danger.
But how could that man be a danger to her? He is indeed an intimidating man, but what she sees is just a gentleman who has a divine passion in literature and uses poems as his unique way to express his perspective towards the world like a man of letters. A man with profound knowledge who held flowers delicately— a lenient manner which reflects nothing like his stern appearance at all.
Is it a mistake , she laments. To offer him a friendship?
“Lyra!” Mr Steiner shouts from the receptionist's table. “A little help here, please.”
“Just a second!” Lyra hurries her steps back to the receptionist table, making a mental note to not accidentally spill anything about Vergil and Almagest in front of the owner of the library or she would get herself into bigger trouble.
The elder son of Sparda is furious.
He was on his way to take a brief visit to The Literarium after weeks of exhausting missions at Fortuna before a sudden demon attack ruined his day. Doom will always come upon those who try to mess with him, and that demon chooses the wrong person to deal with.
But this time is different.
Because the demon scatters something important for him.
He slaughters that demon out of rage, unlike his usual calm demeanour when he’s fighting. He didn't just stab it; he sliced it into dust.
I was angry with my foe
I told it not, my wrath did grow.
He sheathes the Yamato and mentally curses himself.
Will I ever get my atonement?
As much as she loves her job as a librarian, Lyra loves closing time more than anytime.
It has been almost an hour since Nate left this place, and yet Lyra hasn’t finished her task to account for today's sale. Tomorrow is Saturday, so she takes no haste in her work. Not that she has plans for the weekend—in fact, she rarely has any plans for anything— she just prefers to do her things at her own pace. That’s why working in this small library suits her. It grants her more personal space without abandoning her passion for literature.
She grunts in annoyance when she hears the doorbell is ringing.
“Sorry, we’re closed.” Lyra says, her eyes still focus on her paperwork.
Her suspicion grows when the person says nothing as she sees a shadow of a tall man looms behind her. She turns around to see the man and gasps excitedly.
“Oh! Hello again, Vergil!” Lyra greets him. “What a surprise! You know it’s closing time—wait, tell me it’s not blood on your glove.”
Vergil glances at his stained glove, “It wasn’t my blood.”
“Uh… good then,” Lyra nods anxiously when she sees Vergil is holding the Yamato. “I thought you were hurt.”
“I did not,” the hybrid assures her. “And you may put that thing away. I mean no harm at all.”
Lyra lets out a sigh and reveals a cutter she hides behind her back, “My apologies. You look like a hitman who wants to rob this place, by the way.”
“So I’ve been told,” Vergil admits, sending the Yamato into thin air. “I didn’t mean to scare you in any way. Please put that thing down. You have nothing to fear from me.”
“I don’t fear you, Vergil. I’m only making a precaution. Though I assume the cutter won’t have any effects on you,” Lyra lowers the cutter and puts it back on her desk. “So… what brought you here, all that with katana, blood stain, and pale face?”
It’s difficult to instantly get a direct answer from Vergil’s stoic face. For a moment, the hybrid doesn’t say anything but flip his hair frustratedly. Expressing feelings isn’t easy for a man who avoids any interactions like him. He’s a man of action, not words. He might have the ability of memorizing and reciting poems in a splendid way, but a poem is a poem. He recites because he can’t find any better words for himself. For once in his lifetime, he regrets his choice of mastering demonology and martial arts rather than improving his communication skill.
He sighs more than three times in less than a minute, must be a terrible problem , Lyra thinks suspiciously. She actually wants to rant about how Vergil could send his katana into thin air like magic, but she holds her tongue.
“Uh… do you want a cuppa? If that could help you a little bit relax,” Lyra offers. “I can brew it now if you—“
“No, thank you,” Vergil declines hastily. “I need to tell you some—“
They hear a crack from the office door. Mr. Steiner’s whistling as he wears his coat. The old man stops his whistle when his eyes catch the presence of a tall, menacing man who looks like he wants to murder someone. He glances doubtedly to Lyra, who’s hiding her panic behind a polite smile.
“Mr Vergil here wants to return a book,” she explains in white lie. Her hand quickly grabs a book from her desk as she reads its title, “ The Interview with the… Vampire? Right, Mr Vergil?”
She counters Vergil’s unapproval glare by glares back at him, like she’s trying to tell him to be quick and answer before Mr Steiner suspicion gets any higher.
“Yes,” he finally answers without stopping his glare to the librarian.
“I’ll take care of this quickly, Mr Steiner. Don’t worry.” Lyra reassures her boss.
Mr Steiner nods slowly, “Alright, then. I want all the entries done for Monday. Lock the door when you’re about to leave.”
“Understood.”
“See you around, child. Don’t sleep too much.”
“Be careful on your way back home, Mr Steiner.”
“Good day.” Mr Steiner says to Vergil as the hybrid steps back to let the old man make a way. He and Lyra wait in anticipation until the owner of The Literarium heads out from the library and they can’t see his figure anymore.
“Whatever is that vampire book from all the books you could come up with?” Vergil scolds.
“I just grabbed whatever book I could grab at that moment!” Lyra surveys the front cover of The Interview with The Vampire . “Anyways, do you still want to tell me your unfinished story?”
“… about that… I’m obligated to tell you… my sincerest apologies.”
The man looks terribly grim, like he’s choked by his own words. Whatever reason behind his apology, Lyra can spot a heavy guilt inside his voice. His absence for almost a month and the sudden, buffling arrival give her an amount of hunch. Perhaps he lost the Almagest? If that’s true, I swear—
“For what? You lost the Almagest? Or broke it into pieces?” she chuckles jittery, half-hoping that her hunch is nothing but a mere negative thought. But her smile is fading when Vergil says nothing, confirming her question.
“I didn’t lose it,” Vergil takes out the Almagest from the back of his coat. The book looks horrific with the front cover almost ripped off entirely, revealing the front page of the book. “I was attacked. A demon clawed the cover off. I managed to save the rest of the book, but still…” he sighs frustratedly. “I will pay the fine, no matter how much it takes.”
Much to his surprise, Lyra doesn’t even make a sound. She takes the book and inspect it carefully, flipping pages silently. Her silence isn’t really a new thing for Vergil, since she isn’t a loud person. But this time is different. The silence is colder. There is no serenity behind it up to the point he finds her demeanour… almost intimidating.
Look at those eyes , Vergil surveys. It’s getting more hollow than usual .
“… well, well,” she mutters after a quite long silence. “Aside from the front cover, the contents are still complete. I guess this is your lucky day.”
“Which means?”
“I won’t charge you the fine.”
“… thank you?”
“You’re welcome. But you are not going anywhere before I fix the cover, sir. Hurry up!”
He follows her to the office, which is larger than he thought it would be. There are dishwashers, pantries, coffee brewer, old bookshelves, a large desk and a set of traditional bindery tools. Lyra tells him to take a seat while she collects some equipment.
“So… you are a devil hunter?” she asks.
“Apparently I am.”
“Ahh! Now I remember where I thought I’ve seen you around before! About five months ago, there was a devil hunter who has the same hair colour as you exterminating demons in the neighbourhood. His stature somewhat looks like you, except he has longer hair and rugged face. But I know it can’t be you. He talked too much.”
The picture of Dante bragging around this neighbourhood makes Vergil get dizzy, “How unfortunate for you to meet my brother in such a manner.”
“Oh that’s fine. I wasn’t the one who called for his aid,” Lyra giggles as she cut the strands of old binding threads of the Almagest to separate the old cover and the sections of assembled pages with a scalpel before she realized that Vergil just said something about ‘brother’. “Wait! That man was your brother?!”
“A younger twin brother, to be exact.”
“Ahh, so both of you are sons of Sparda!”
The half-devil narrows his eyes, “How do you know that?”
“The wealth of information of this neighbourhood is quite impressive. When your brother was around, they whispered something about ‘son of Dark Knight Sparda’, ‘strongest devil hunter’, ‘owner of Devil May Cry’ and ‘the legendary devil hunter’. I remember they mentioned his name, but I can’t recall it…”
Dante would blabbered rubbish if he heard this .
“Then you realized I’m a hybrid,” Vergil concludes.
“Righty-ho.”
Vergil waits in anticipation. People who know about his true identity mostly will pretend he doesn’t exist because being a descendant of Sparda means danger. Only a few of them will take interest in him for the sake of power and benefits, like Arkham and The Order of Sword to Nero. He’s ready for whatever Lyra’s reactions after this confession, but the librarian does nothing but cutting strands from Almagest . He catches no apprehensive reactions from her.
“Aren’t you afraid of me?” he murmurs curiously.
“Should I?”
“Most people do. A common reaction when they discover that I'm the son of Sparda.”
Lyra shrugs, “I don’t find any reason to fear you.”
“Even when you saw the blood on my gloves and my sword mere minutes ago?”
“Told you already, I was only doing prevention. And to be honest, I actually suspected it since our first meeting. I heard Sparda’s human form had white or silver hair like yours. No wonder you try so hard to cover your true identity.”
“You know my ID card is fake.”
“Yup.”
“And you still made me a member card, knowing I could be a threat to this library.”
“I just wanted to know what are you going to do in this library, yet nothing happened. You read and borrow books like normal people. You were never late to return the books and never complained. You bought one and two books with real money. Had you done something malicious to this library, I would’ve reported you to the authorities. Though I doubt they could handle you, at least this library has insurance,” she giggles mischievously.
“You could let a man cause trouble because of your curiosity, Librarian.”
“But you didn’t. And that’s that,” she winks. “Now I’m going to make a new cover. We don’t have modern equipment to make this process quicker. So this is the only way. Cutting the strands of all seven-hundreds pages.”
“I… uh… sorry about that.”
“Don’t be. It’s been a long while since the last time I did bookbinding. It’s fun, actually. Strengthen the philosophy of never judging a book by its cover, because cover is replaceable.”
“All readers have a different understanding of the book,” Vergil adds.
“Ahh, you are right!” Lyra glances at Vergil. “Like all books, you may find people who’s not interested in you, fear you, and take advantage of you. But it will take fewer people to really understand you, flip the pages carefully and wait for another chapter from you. You could change your cover, Vergil, but you are what you are now. As you said earlier, all readers have a different understanding of the book. But that doesn’t mean the book is ill-favoured. The reader can only conclude the essence of the book, and decide whether they’d like it or not.”
“Your point is…?”
“That you being a hybrid and all doesn’t change anything to me. You’re still my friend.”
Will you still consider me as a friend , Vergil recalls all horrible things he did in the past. If you know I almost destroyed this world twice?
Yet he can’t deny the relief in his heart when she said that. Once again, he finds her philosophy charms him. He admires how she always perceives things from different points of view, and never judges anything easily. Her silvery voice always calms him, as if it assures him that everything’s fine. His lips curve up into a subtle smile as he thanks her for her understanding. She just gives him a playful wink in return.
“Let me guess then. Your brother’s name is…” she watches Vergil’s stoic expression attentively, searching for a clue. “… Dante?”
The half-devil says nothing.
“For real? Dante?!” Lyra laughs. “I was just having a thought about The Divine Comedy and guessed if you are Vergil—or Virgil, then your brother must be Dante!”
“It’s a common deduction,” Vergil’s eyes softened. “My father fancied Dante Alighieri and my mother had an odd obsession with Virgil. She recited Aeneid for our bedtime story.”
“It’s better than those silly bedtime stories. My mother once read Cinderella to me Cinderella and I told her the prince was an idiot, because he searched for a girl based on her shoe size! He was supposed to be a king! He could have described her face to a painter or distributed pamphlets, anything but running around the whole country and wasting resources only for searching for a girl whose glass slipper was lost!”
Her cynic commentary amuses Vergil up to the point where he practically covers his mouth with his palm to hide his uncontrollable smile, “Since you said that, I guess you’re right about the prince.”
“Ugh—!”
“What’s wrong?”
“This shear machine is broken,” Lyra tries to operate the machine, but it fails to properly cut the papers. “I need to cut the extended part of the pages to make the edges neat. But it looks like the shear wasn’t sharp anymore.”
“Let me handle this,” Vergil summons the Yamato and draws it. “Where is the part you want it to be removed?”
“Over here,” she points her mark on the page, then gazes at Vergil’s sword. “Please be careful. You don’t want the cut goes too far from the mark—“
— and a second later, the pages are already neat and free from the extended parts.
Vergil puts the Yamato back into its sheath, “Was that enough?”
The librarian blinks her eyes in disbelief, “That was… quick. Thank you.”
A smug grin curves on Vergil lips when he watches an awestruck Lyra, who’s still processing how fast Vergil’s slash was that her eyes alone can’t even follow its motion.
Lyra puts the pages into a book presser and draws lines across the spine of the book. Then she saws each line carefully to make a groove of binding cord. Once she’s done, she reconnects the pages on a sewing frame. She sews a linen thread horizontally, looping it around the cords, linking each page.
“Do you want to try sewing it up?” Lyra offers, notice Vergil is silently observing her work. “It might seem complicated at first, but soon after you try it, it will get easier.”
Vergil doubtedly glances at the sewing frame. His experience of sewing is zero, moreover to sew a book he just broke a moment ago. But again, guilt consumes him. He takes off his gloves and approaches Lyra as she immediately teach him how to sew and connect the pages. He feels something weird in his heart when his hands accidentally touches Lyra’s fingers. It’s getting weirder when his eyes meet Lyra’s. This kind of physical encounter always torture him since his body isn’t familiar with any physical contacts with humans for years except with Dante and Nero.
“You’re getting better, Vergil. Keep it up!” the librarian praises him, oblivious of Vergil’s reaction. “I’ll make the cover. Let’s hope we still have some leathers left here… ha! Here it is!”
As he sews, Vergil silently observes her measuring the cardboards and leather. She seems to enjoy her work, despite the fact that she should’ve left for home at this time. I guess I owe her a little too much.
“By the way,” Lyra says all of a sudden. “Speaking of Dante, I know a book that has the same theme as The Divine Comedy , but approximately 300 years older than it.”
“I thought The Divine Comedy was the first of… eschatological tourism in literature?”
“Well… according to the historians, this book was composed by an Arabic poet named Al-Ma’arri around 1033 while Dante’s The Divine Comedy began circa 1308.”
“And what, pray tell, is the title of this book?”
“It’s called Risalat al-Ghufran in Arabic, but here we call it The Epistle of Forgiveness , or A Pardon to Enter the Garden . Some academics say that Dante was inspired from Al-Ma’arri, but there’s no evidence of it. The Epistle was completely unknown in Dante’s time, but those books have something in common; the journey of the protagonists through Heaven and Hell, as well as the encounter with the souls of illustrious people.”
“Curious… I’ve never heard about that book.”
“The book was banned for hundred years from its own country because many considered Al-Ma’arri as a heretic. He was famous for his skepticism and nihilism towards common beliefs and religions. Even his statue was beheaded by fanatics out of hatred!”
Vergil furrows his eyebrows, “Fascinating.”
“I can understand his bitter perspective. He was blind, bullied and underestimated by fellow poets. But in my opinion, he was one of the greatest freethinkers and his works are extraordinary!.”
The half-devil smirks, “Then prove your conversance. Recite one of his works for me.”
“Wha— no!” Lyra blurts. “Declamation isn’t my… thing.”
“Then I will take your explanations as nothing but babbling chatter,” he grins smugly. He knows the librarian doesn’t like being considered as incompetent. His smirk grows wider as she stops her work and crosses her arms.
“Fine. One poem it is.” Lyra clears her throat fitfully. She holds the urge to not slap the hybrid’s smug face as he pauses his sewing work. He cleans himself on the chair in challenging demeanour, ready to hear the librarian’s recitation.
The librarian takes a heavy sigh before she starts to recite :
“Had men followed me, confound them,
Well had I guided them to truth
Or to some plain track
By which they might arrive there soon.
For here I’ve lived until I’m tired
Of Time, and it of me;
And my heart has sipped
The cream of life’s experience
What choice has a man but solitude and loneliness,
When fate grants him nothing that he craves?
Do what you will, make peace or war
The days with arbitrary hand bestow
Their measure to warrior and man of peace.”
Lyra takes a slow exhale once she finishes reciting, her head turns over to Vergil to see his reaction. Poetry has never become her speciality, even though she is fond of it. That’s why she admires Vergil’s way of recitation. She pins it in her head, how remarkable he was when he recited poems on their last encounter. Her self-confidence drops to the lowest point when she notices Vergil isn’t even looking at her. His eyes focus to nowhere in a weary manner, as if her recitation bores him.
“Ummm… Terra to Vergil?” she chuckles and waves her hand in front of Vergil’s face. “Am I that bad?”
“Interesting…” the hybrid mumbles. His voice is low and his brows are still drawn together in a frown, yet the blue eyes of his spark in enthusiasm.
“Pardon?”
“This poet Al-Ma'arri… he welcomed death and loneliness like an old friend,” Vergil states. “He even craved it. Even if he was blind—“
Lyra’s brown eyes widens as she continues Vergil’s statement, “—he saw things in the opposite perspective—“
“— and that led him to see the true beauty of life itself. His bitter point of view wasn’t precisely tell people that everything is meaningless, in fact it was the other way around—“
“— he tried to correct human’s hypocrisy with his irony. Telling them that everything they do, it will measure—“
“— and create the person they are right now.”
There’s a quiet pause among them before the room is surrounded by laughter.
“Blimey, Vergil! Did you just read my mind?” Lyra tries to hold her giggle.
“I thought you were the one who read mine,” the half-devil grins. “Now you are successfully making me want to read the book.”
“Oh, we have it! Have a look at it in the sale section!”
“Is this how your marketing technique works? Alluring your customer into deep discussion and out of nowhere, you mention a book you want to sell and trap them with your enthralling knowledge?”
Lyra’s giggle turns into a louder burst, “That’s what all salesmen do!”
It’s strange for him. This small talk, the joke, the easiness of letting himself interact with a human. Hell, he smiles and laughs even more than he ever did in his life! He watches Lyra laugh while she continues her cover-making work, wondering why he doesn’t even get annoyed by any jokes she throws at him. Maybe this is how friendship works—enjoying each other's company by talking about anything and wisecracking. He thinks it’s good for his mental health, keeping him sane and grounded.
Don’t ruin this , Vergil warns himself.
“I’ll give you The Epistle for free,” Lyra’s eyes twinkled in mischief. “Only if you agree with my terms.”
“I’m listening.”
“There will be syzygy tonight. Commonly known as ‘planetary alignment’. We can visibly see Jupiter, Mars, Saturn, Venus and Mercury at once. All the planets sit on a flat plane but have different yearly cycles, so for those planets to line up is something worth seeing! The trouble is, it isn’t visible from this district. Thus, if you are still interested in obtaining The Epistle of Forgiveness , join me to see the syzygy as my bodyguard.”
“And why would you need a bodyguard?”
“Because I should see it from the nearest district that has a clear landscape and it’s quite… dangerous.”
“Which district?”
“Central Red Grave.”
Speak of the devil and he doth appear.
“The district has been abandoned since the tragedy of a mysterious tree nearly two years ago. It’s basically a necropolis now, but I heard there are still some homeless people looking for shelter and fortune there. Not to mention the demonic presence that still haunts the town. But since it will take only 30 minutes by train from here, I guess I have no option left but to choose central Red Grave.”
If anything in this world that Vergil wants to avoid the most, it will be returning to his hometown. Not because he hates his childhood memories, but mainly because Red Grave was his most abominable sin. He destroyed that city and killed hundreds of thousands of the citizens for the sake of the fruitless Qliphoth Fruit.
“Well… what do you say?” Lyra asks. “I won’t be long. I promise.”
One must deal with his sin . It’s settled. He can’t run off forever from the past, “Alright then. I do believe we have a deal.”
“Great! You can go take The Epistle . It’s on the first line of the left shelf. Here, I’ll continue the sewing. I’ve finished measuring the cardboard and the leather anyway.”
“It’s already done.”
Lyra examines Vergil’s work in awe, “Bee’s knees! This is the fastest book sewing I’ve ever seen! Thank you, Vergil. Now give me some space to work.”
The hybrid shrugs as he takes his step to open the door and goes to pick the book from the sale section. It takes him no time to find The Epistle . His knowledge about Middle-East literature isn’t much, although he did read Rumi in his youth at Red Grave library out of boredom. Luckily, the book has comprehensible footnotes and glossarium to help his lack of understanding about Middle-East references and vocabularies. He takes the book back into the office as he spots Lyra creating a headband and sews the threads in order to attach the headband to the spine of the book.
“Do you need help with that?” Vergil offers.
She shakes her head, “Thank you, but this pattern is a little bit complicated. I’d like to handle it myself. This won’t take long.”
“If you say so.”
While waiting for Lyra to be done with her work, Vergil starts to read The Epistle in silence. He appreciates Lyra’s understanding for being always super quiet whenever he reads. For a moment there is only the sound of their breath and flipped pages. Occasionally, he will glance at Lyra just to see what she's doing right now.
“It’s written in prose,” Vergil mutters. “I thought The Epistle was just for the title purpose.”
“Yes, it’s an epistle written for a grammarian named Ibn Al Qarih who mocked Al Ma’arri. He replied to Al-Qarih's hypocrisy by imagining he had died and arrived in Heaven but had difficulty entering it, thus he must seek the answer from poets and philologists from the past, various heretics, and the Devil.”
“This book is rich in linguistic complexity and concentration in grammar rather than depending on precise language like Comedy. ”
“That’s because in the Al Ma'arri age, writing became complex in its methods and syntax. Most academics see the complexity of language was intentional to hide his irony,” Lyra answers while sticking the book on the cover she has just made. “In the Comedy , Dante used simple and direct language in the poetry, which is easy for common readers to grasp his ideas. The Epistle , however, depicts Al Ma’arri proficiency but prevent the readers from understanding his real beliefs and intentions.”
Vergil’s nod concludes his approval for the explanation. He continues to read until Lyra finishes her work.
“Behold, the new face of Almagest !” she announces proudly. She shows Vergil the entirely new leather bound hardcover with beautifully written typography on the front cover; Almagest by Claudius Ptolemy . “Since you are the tallest person in this room, would you mind putting it back on the Rare Section? I’ll clean up here, then we can go to Red Grave.”
It’s not a secret anymore that Vergil is a man of pride. If Dante or someone else asked him to do something, he will absolutely grumble and mostly refuse to do the favour. Why should he do something for anyone? He should be the one who tells people what to do. He is the master of himself! Yet, right now, he put the book to the shelf just like Lyra’s instruction without any hesitation although he mentally curses himself for obeying a human.
“Ready?” Lyra says as she prepares to head out from the library.
“Where are you going?”
The librarian furrows her brows, “To lock the door, of course. Then we go to the station.”
The hybrid sighs, summoning the Yamato and opening a portal, “Get in.”
In four seconds, Lyra fixes her gaze from the Yamato to the dark portal. Her face shows a mixture of excitement and confusion, “Is that…?”
“A portal. The Yamato cuts anything, including the space. The portal will lead us directly to Red Grave. Now, do you want to stare at it for eternity or free yourself from wasting your time running to the railway station?”
“No—no, wait! You made an Einstein-Rosen bridge only with your sword! It’s not something I could see everyday! How could you do that?!”
The hybrid rolls his eyes, “We can discuss it later. Now get in. Don’t waste my time.”
He leads the way to reassure the still-in-awe librarian that he means no harm and that the portal is really heading to Red Grave. He can sense Lyra’s creeping behind him until they’re arrived at the exit; a wide, flat horizon at the central Red Grave. A bit far from the city’s ruins.
The dark sky is clear and free from any light pollution. For a minute in silence, Vergil solemnly admires the night sky. He immediately catches the syzygy; the five planets almost align in a straight line with Jupiter being the pole of the alignment. They look brighter than the rest of the stars.
“In Roman mythology, the god Jupiter drew a veil of clouds around himself to hide his mischief,” he mutters. “It was only Jupiter’s wife, Juno, who could peer through the clouds and reveal Jupiter’s true nature.”
“Must be easy for her. The clouds on Jupiter are only 50 kilometers thick. Below those clouds, it’s just hydrogen and helium, all the way down.”
“And even though it’s rich in hydrogen and helium, Jupiter can’t become a star,” he adds, remembering some astronomy facts he read on the internet. “It doesn’t have nearly enough mass to trigger a fusion reaction in its core.”
“You did your homework,” Lyra affirms as Vergil observes her and takes out a binocular from her backpack. It seems to him that even though he can clearly see the syzygy with his advanced eyes, it won’t be satisfying for humans if they don’t use binoculars or telescopes to look at it even better. “And the Red Spot on Jupiter’s surface is a huge storm on Jupiter. It has raged for 350 years.”
“I wonder if my father witnessed the origin of the Red Spot 350 years ago.”
“Surely he told you bits and bobs?”
“He never talked about himself and back then, I didn’t know he was a demon until one day I found a book of folklore about him. Here, at Red Grave Library.”
The fact hits Lyra immediately, “You should’ve told me this city was your hometown. I should’ve realized it when I saw your hesitation at my office! Now I’m making you sad.”
“I’m not sad,” Vergil shrugs off.
He really doesn’t feel sad about his family. The memories are always too far off like a shattered dream with a glimpse of familiar faces; Dante, Eva and Sparda. It’s getting worse after Mundus and his life in the Underworld, yet he cherishes it. He just can’t tell anyone his fear and guilt for going back to his hometown, Red Grave. The silent witness of his crime.
“Why didn’t the Dog Star laugh at the joke?” Lyra abruptly asks after a long silence.
Vergil narrows his eyes, “I beg your pardon?”
“It’s a riddle.”
“Didn’t I tell you I don’t like riddles?”
“You did. So, what’s the answer?”
If you are not a person worth my time, I’d certainly eliminate you . “I give up.”
“I never thought you would give up this quickly!”
“Because I refuse to play your game.”
“That explains why you look like the gloomiest person in the world. Anyway, why didn’t the Dog Star laugh at the joke? Because… it was too Sirius.”
The hybrid can’t help but try his best to swallow his laughter, “That was the worst joke I’ve ever heard.”
“But it makes you smile!”
“I am most certainly not!”
“You are!”
After a minute of struggle, finally the half-demon has retained his stoic face, “You are an annoying little creature, Lyra.”
“I take that as a compliment,” Lyra snickers before she looks at Vergil’s icy eyes. “Pardon my terrible joke. You look terribly sad. I thought I should break the ice. I’ll think of better jokes later.”
That wasn’t your fault! Vergil screams in his head. Is his sadness too obvious that it reflected on his face? Whatever it is, Lyra clearly notices it. She turns to observe the syzygy with her binoculars, but in truth, she actually waits for him to spill his burden. She’s just too polite to ask. Vergil almost could sense the flight or fight instinct around them.
You tell her, and it will be endgame.
Yet he says, “I was here when the mysterious tree appeared and destroyed the city.”
Lyra puts down the binoculars, her brown eyes fixating on Vergil.
“In fact,” he continues, sensing the change of atmosphere between them. “I was the one who summoned the tree.”
He tells her everything. His childhood, his resentment towards Dante, his regret for not being able to save Eva, Temen-ni-gru, his defeat from Dante, his years of torture in the Hell, the creation of V and Urizen, Nero, and his time in Hell again with Dante. All of his sins. Unfiltered.
If Lyra hates him after this, it will be perfectly normal. Vergil appreciates Lyra so much that he couldn’t bear to hurt her in any way, so if leaving him could spare her from the burden of being his friend, he will do it. His sins were too despicable, repugnant. He feels like he doesn’t deserve any form of kindness, moreover from her.
Much to his surprise, Lyra still stands beside him. Her head motions small nods as she loses her mind.
The hybrid waits for her to say something. Anything is better than a dreadful silence. At least he will know what to do rather than just standing there like a statue.
“You… just….”
Here it is.
“… described to me the extreme effect of a whole new level of dissociative identity disorder.”
What in the seven hells— “Pardon?”
The librarian shrugs, “Dissociative identity disorder. Some people call it multiple personality disorder. In the case of humans, it is characterized by alternating between multiple identities. Often these identities may have names, characteristics, mannerisms, and voices. It usually develops as a way of dealing with trauma and long-term abuses. Of course your case was different, not an actual DID but similar… splitting yourself into your human part, your nightmares and demon part because of trauma and abuse…”
She’s still describing the overview of DID in an almost child-like manner, a contrast with Vergil’s perplexity. He just told her about his sins, and all she does is just describe a mental illness? She doesn’t even react to his crimes! Is she always this oblivious whenever someone tells her their secrets?
“I’m afraid I have to interrupt your explanation,” he says. “But, with respect, didn’t you think—“
“Do you expect me to get angry and insult you for your horrendous crime?”
The hybrid can’t find any words to reply to the question. He doesn’t want her to get furious and leave him, of course. But he deserves it, and it’s totally a normal thing to do if anyone knows his secret. Yet her reactions aren’t exactly what he expects from her. She’s unpredictable and Vergil should’ve hated it, for the uncertainty is a dangerous thing. Yet with Lyra, he doesn’t know why he let her surprise him.
Realizing Vergil won’t answer, Lyra continues, “Alright then. You are obviously a nutter. All those massacres and efforts only for a power fruit. You slaughtered thousands of people who weren’t even responsible for your family drama.”
Dante had mocked him about that too, and it still stings Vergil— he caused the devastation of thousands people and he might never get away from his sins—
“But that’s a good thing,” the librarian adds in a softer tone.
“How could you say that?” Vergil bristles, his tone is harsh. “What is the good thing about massacre?”
“None,” she replies. “But should you never do that, you wouldn’t have realized what a scoundrel you were once.”
Vergil sighs dismissively, “It justifies nothing.”
“It justifies nothing,” Lyra repeats. “Yet you helped those humans in that tragedy. Trying to atone your crimes. You realized, if I may quote, ‘the gravity of crime’ you made. Your selfish agenda of using your son to defeat your demon turns into compassion and a vow to protect him forever. You put down your pride and rekindle your relationship with your family.”
“That’s still nothing but a selfish action. The fact that I did the genocide won’t change anything.”
“It won’t. It’s inexcusable, but I can’t fully blame you. Sigmund Freud said, ‘unexpressed emotions will never die. They are buried alive and will come forth later in uglier ways’. And here is why; you are the eldest child and supposed to be the protector of your family since the disappearance of your father. You were not in the condition to know that the death of your mother was not your fault and clearly not your brother’s fault. All of you were attacked abruptly and there was nothing you could do but survival. You hate yourself for not being strong enough, and that leads you to swore an oath to never be powerless again and you will gain more power, no matter what the cost. Now I understand why you hated humans, because you saw them as a powerless being—a reminder to you that your mother was a human. And you were all alone that time. No one guide you. No one to support you or correct your mistakes. You thought you were right all along.
When Dante defeated you, he also defeated your ideology, your path of life, your beliefs. I won’t judge your resentment towards him. It’s normal, because what are we without what we believe? Then you jumped to the Underworld to validate your beliefs, yet you lost and tortured in Hell like… 20 years? No human would survive for two seconds there, but you did and still wanted to prove that you are right. That Dante was wrong. That humanity part in you is unneeded. That your nightmares are just obstacles. See, your humanity part, V, was everything you wanted it to be wrong and perished, but then your son showed up, proving that you were wrong. That even Urizen, your demon part, can’t even defeat Dante and Nero’s beliefs and is forced to re-emerged again with your human part. Because you are one and the same. That you wouldn’t become Vergil without each other.”
Vergil stands astonished. It’s not just that Lyra shows no sign of anger or disgust towards him, but she also depicts his subconsciousness and predicaments in the simplest way. She admits his crime, yet she also sees the reason behind it.
“Now, you see,” she continues after taking a deep breath. “I can’t really blame you. You already wrote your epistle of forgiveness.”
Then she does something which Vergil never expects her to do—she smiles at him. A warm, genuine smile, not a polite or playful one like her usual habit. She turns to look at the sky again, “Do you know what I like about syzygy?”
He can’t bring himself to answer.
“I always believe in the concept of synchronicity rather than calling it ‘coincidence’. I know the existence of time itself is debatable, but it still doesn’t change the fact that everything will happen in time and in sync. No matter how far those planets are from each other, they will be always synchronized in alignment eventually,” she states. “What you did was just in time, Vergil. Should you never do that, you would never find yourself again.”
The irony bites him, all these years he wanted to get rid of his humanity yet humanity saved him over and over again. All this time, and you still don’t get it, Dante had said to him—as Urizen. Now he’s being psychoanalyzed by a human who barely knows him but capable of summarizing his entire journey in five minutes. It bites him, how humanity always gives him more point of view to see the world.
“Thank you,” he finally says it sincerely. “You see right through me.”
“Think nothing of it. I was just trying to give you some insight.”
“And you did. You never fail to surprise me with your wit and the use of apotelesma philosophy.”
“Apo— what?”
“It amazes me that you, an enthusiast of astronomy, have no information of what apotelesma is,” he remarks. “It means the influence of the stars on human destiny.”
“Aah! Apotelesma… that’s an exquisite word!” Lyra exclaims. “It’s magnificent, isn’t it? What stars could give to humanity? Whenever we look at the sky, we look at the past— the very relics of the universe.”
“They guide humanity by simply existing. We are stardust brought to life, then empowered by the universe to figure itself out—and we have only just begun .”
“We are stardust brought to life…” she repeats.
Vergil shrugs idly, “I read it somewhere.”
“Speaking of the stars, I have another riddle.”
The hybrid groans in frustration, “I don’t want to hear another of your terrible riddles.”
“Why did the star get arrested?” she completely ignores Vergil’s caution.
“I’m warning you—“
“Because it was a shooting star!”
“I’m leaving,” Vergil walks away without waiting for Lyra, but he’s just teasing her. He hears her following him, giggling and pleading to wait for her.
“Alright, no more riddles then. But I have this short story,” she offers, following Vergil’s steps. “Copernicus’ parents might deserve some credit for his discovery.”
“How so?”
“At his teenhood, his parents said to him; ‘Copernicus, one day you will realize that the world does not revolve around you!’”
“Your jokes have potential to cause severe headache.”
“But you laugh at it!”
“Because no one will laugh at your jokes except me.”
“Is that a compliment or sarcasm?”
“Go figure it out yourself.”
“A compliment, then.”
“Whatever.”
They walk on the dark footpath through the ruins of the city. Vergil spots some homeless people taking shelter inside a building. They watch him cautiously, but do nothing. Those people just want to survive and live in peace. This view stings him. Even though he embraces his human part, he is still indifferent about human life. He cares a little about them, except for his family and a few of his acquaintances. But these humans in these ruins are victims of his greed. It’s his responsibility. He looks away, thinking of how tremendous the effect of his destruction, before he quickly catches a group of children. Lyra notices this too—glancing at them sharing their food. One of them approaches and gives her a stargazer lily hairpin. She realizes the boy hopes for a trade.
“Here,” Lyra takes out some of her money and a packet of gummy bears from her backpack. “Share it with your friends.”
The boy timidly turns his sight to Vergil, hoping for some trade too. His innocent face reminds him of Nero and Kyrie adopted children whose cheerful behaviour isn’t compatible with Vergil’s cold nature, but he tolerates them because children do childish things. The hybrid’s hand reaches inside his coat, then he hands the boy an amount of money.
The boy smiles delightfully, “Thank you.”
“You’re welcome.”
As the boy takes his leave, Lyra turns her head over to Vergil and takes the palm of his hand, much to his surprise. Then she pours a little amount of gummy bears on his palm, “For you. It’s blueberry.”
The half-devil frowns and presses his lips, “This is the most childish thing someone has ever given to me.”
“If you don’t want it then return it to me.”
He eats them all in one swallow, “Absolutely not.”
Lyra smiles smugly and eats her candy.
“It’s been almost two years after I escaped the Underworld and I still can’t get used to this taste of food…” Vergil contemplates, chewing the candy as his tongue tastes the strong mixture of sugar and blueberry extract.
“Do hybrids need to eat?”
“Physically hybrids don’t need to eat. But we can eat human’s food if we want. My foolish brother has an appetite for pizza and anything that includes strawberries.”
“I see…”
The two of them head out to the empty road as Vergil unsheathes the Yamato and opens up a portal back to The Literarium. This time she allows him to escort her to her house, which is quite far from the center of the town, located in a secluded suburb. He takes note of the distance between the Devil May Cry office and Lyra’s house, calculating and storing it inside his brain, just in case he needs a portal to her house someday. After almost forty minutes of walking, they arrive in front of a minimalist cottage, but seem comfortable with a small garden and pleasant fragrant homemade foods. This house belongs in The Shire , Vergil ponders.
“Thank you for today,” Lyra smiles. “Next time maybe I’ll hire you as my bodyguard again.”
“I’ll think about that,” the hybrid says. “Besides… you are a pleasant person with whom to… spend time.”
Lyra chuckles, “I’m glad to hear you chose the word ‘spend time’ rather than ‘waste time’.”
“Probably because you’re less infuriating than the rest of the people.”
“Well… thank you?”
“You are very welcome.” Vergil shrugs, silently happy to see a delightful smile on Lyra’s mouth. He notices the eyes of her twinkle in amusement. That suits her, he thinks. I’ve never imagined I have to do this ridiculous bodyguard roleplay to spark some joy in her eyes.
“Thank you,” the librarian cackles, tightens her grip on the strap of her backpack. “For being a great company.”
“The honour is mine.”
“See you tomorrow,” Lyra gives him a small wave before she turns around to get inside her house.
“What happened to your leg?”
The question sounds like a storm inside the librarian’s ears.
“Oh right, I forgot you’re a hybrid. You must’ve easily recognized my limp,” Lyra glances at her right leg. “I fell from a tree when I was seven. My landing position wasn’t exactly very comfortable. Then… voila,” she mimics her limping. “It was getting better from time to time but somehow I could never get rid of this limp. Thankfully, it’s too subtle for human eyes, so people won’t notice.”
The hybrid has seen too many scars and injuries to know that her limp will be most likely permanent. The fall changes her bone and joint structure. Even if she was transfused by demon blood or planted demon cells, it won’t change anything because it was an old injury. Although magic or witchcraft might manipulate her leg to work properly, it won’t cure the wound.
“I’ll get inside then,” her solemn voice shatters Vergil’s contemplation.
“Very well. Auf wiedersehen, Lyra.”
“Auf wiedersehen, Vergil.”
As the librarian closes the door, Vergil turns his back to the lonely road. The moonlight illuminates his way as he receives a call from Dante, who invites him for dinner with Trish and Lady. By dinner, he means more pizza and beer. Before Dante could finish his question about his twin brother’s whereabouts, Vergil quickly answers he’ll soon arrive at Devil May Cry. He draws his sword, staring at the dark portal. His face is somber.
Because when she told him the story behind her injury, he knows those eyes of hers speak different things. It’s not sadness or joy. Not even a void one.
It’s the eyes of humans when they feel threatened. Or worse, when they tell lies.
“You didn’t finish your story,” his voice sounds like a whisper wind as he walks through the portal. “What are you not telling me, Lyra?”
We grow accustomed to the Dark
When light is put away
As when the Neighbor holds the Lamp
To witness her Goodbye.
In case you wonder Vergil’s expression when Lyra gave him gummy bears, @drusoona on Tumblr captured the perfect angle :
