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Suddenly a strong sound hits my body. It seems to invade every single space in my surrounds. Then I start to shake so abruptly, I can’t control my movements and I feel the same electricity invading myself again. Your voice was something that I didn’t recognize at first, but the feeling was always there, distant but there.
Your touch brings me to the full blue-sky reality. We were at your Mercedes driving to the coast. Your rough hands, grey hair slicked back and the smell of cigarettes in the white leather seats makes me smile. I just remember that with you I can be anything. My mind drives me to another piece of our relationship, leaving me in other reality and the booze is almost at the end.
We are together just a few months, although we proved the stars are the limit. Nothing can touch us - except our drinking problems. And that came sooner than we thought. The Mercedes seemed fine after the crash, but your hands are loose and wet from the blood which comes out of your head. I’m so confused. I feel the blood in my hands too. And everywhere – your seats are wine now.
The full blue-sky makes me feel sick, dizzy. Everything just fades away, and your blue eyes are only thing that I recognize in this last breath of life.