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Staying home all day can be a total pain but Hifumi knows it’s for a good reason. This doesn’t change how bored he gets being locked doing nothing — it’s just wake up, eat breakfast, lunch, watch television or check on social media, then see how Doppo is doing and in the end sleep.
The days goes by so slow already and now, the only thing that you can do is be lazy and let whatever is on the screen consume your mind… Yeah, it just got worse. Most of the time, it’s just him there on that big living room and it’s depressing at least.
His best friend sometimes doesn’t even go out of his room, trying to work on something the company asked, making the host have to take care of everything. Even though they are home every second, this doesn’t mean Doppo stopped with the bad habit of skipping lunch — yeah, no. Hifumi needs to go there and bring him out to feed the salary man.
(Receiving a few groans and “Hifumi!”, of course but the satisfied smile and the soft ‘thank you’ in the end makes the host feel happy at his right decision — only to them go back as before .)
It almost felt like his best friend was avoiding him.
The blond misses having someone hearing his bullshits... Human contact never felt so good, huh. Well, at least no girls appear surprising him.
The thoughts run through his mind, just after waking up as if it’s on 220 volts — t urns around on his bed, finally opening his eyes and facing the darkness of his room.
5:12 A.M. He let a whining, not feeling sleepy anymore. After a long sigh, got up from bed and just like that went marching to the room besides his with a cute pout on lips.
If Hifumi didn’t know better, he would have kicked something on the floor or probably slipped on a shirt — but it’s Doppo’s room and well, that mess is too familiar. Besides, after years of experience even the way he needs to do for that bed is there, automatic.
“Doppo-chin! ~”Voice dripping with honey while trying to take the spot near the wall. His best friend’s arms were open before doing anything, ready to be used as pillow. Unceremoniously, he lied down. “Hey!”
Doppo didn’t react. At all.
He wished someone would be there to talk with, but being like that wasn’t bad either. The red haired boy radiates a warm feeling, his skin always hot and soft. Why not just try to sleep a little more — t hat’s a nice way to keep from going crazy, he thought.
He thought. Only thought. Not even two minutes after, he was turning around trying to find the most comfortable position. Looking at the grey wall was too boring. Facing the white ceiling would make it worse. Well, not make any comment on seeing Doppo sleeping because that’s totally creepy—
“Hifumi,” Finally, a sign of life coming from his best friend... Just a groan. “Let me sleep.”
“Doppoooooo!” The host hugged the sleepy boy tight and the loud voice made him look at the other side, giving the back to Hifumi. “Doppo, I’m bored… Look at me! ”
“Look, it’s…” There was a stop on the voice and his eyes opened only to look at his side. “Five in the morning! It’s too early for this.”
“You don’t give me attention anymore!” Suddenly, things got too silent. “I miss you, my best friend…”
Doppo turned around, the soft blue looking directly at him. It was a little less tired, warming Hifumi’s heart a bit. Working home would do a lot better for him – at least no packed up trains, yells or physical unwanted touches. The duty was there but just focusing on himself.
The soft blue… Look as pretty as always. It’s always him. Every damn time looking at those so familiar eyes his heart hurt in ways no one else knew but him. These eyes make everything being true, simple.
Before anything leaves his big mouth, Hifumi starts tickling his best friend — hearing a yelp and later a deep laugh. It’s been a while since he hasn’t heard this and God, this is the part where he misses their teenage times.
“H—Hifumi!” There was that voice and the cute laugh. Even a little bit of tears in his eyes from too much strength. “Stop, please!”
“This was your punishment for not talking to me, even when we are in quarantine!” The attacked boy was breathing hard, still leaving a small laughs between. “I was so alone, Doppo!”
Both were looking up, letting the silence stay there — Hifumi knows his best friend needs a bit of space to think so there it is. Maybe it means a time alone too, but before he could get out of bed Doppo pulled him down again, soft hands on his sides squeezing lightly.
“W-What? Hahahaha…” Hifumi didn’t know if the laugh was because the squeeze or having his best friend doing it. There was nothing more comfortable than having these times together. “Doppo-chin!”
“I -I … Huh, I ’m sorry if I…”
“It’s okay, Doppo!” They turned around facing each other. “I was just getting worried you didn’t go out of this messy room not even to eat, because I care about you and I wanted to hear your—”
Doppo’s face came closer and closer until the chapped lips met his, cutting every blabbing coming out. The blond boy’s eyes widened, but immediately the smile appeared between the soft kiss. Before getting the chance to kiss back, there was an abrupt interruption.
“What did I… I’m sorry, I’m sorry! God, I -I’m so sorry!” The salary man sat down fast, his hands on his own hair pulling it. “Y-You must hate me now!”
“Wait…”
“They are right, I don’t deserve to be your friend. I fucked up big time now. What made me, a dirty person, think I deserve… ”
Before any other nonsense come out from it, Hifumi jumped on him laughing softly before connecting the lips again. Now they were even. The host’s hands were on Doppo’s chest, keeping him closer.
It was so soft and there was a small sigh between before feeling each other’s soft tongue. It was slow, comfortable and soft — if Hifumi had to describe it, maybe flowers and sun would be on it. The warm hand stopped on his neck, keeping them close but they stopped to suck air.
“I love you.” That was Hifumi’s voice. It was fluffy and the happiness could be felt just listening. “I am happy you weren’t mad at me…”
“I was doing on purpose,” Doppo’s voice was too low, but he got that making him frown. “I thought looking at you every hour would make things worse and if I told you what I felt…”
“Silly! No matter what, you can always count on me!” Leaving a soft peck, both of them were blushing. “I would never ignore you, even if I didn’t felt the same what would be impossible since we know each other has been a long time and I was do things for you and everyone in school were always joking about how we were boy—”
Doppo kissed him with too much will, still smiling hard.
“I love you too.” The red haired boy closed his eyes and sighed. “Can we sleep now?”
The couple laughed together.