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Deku And Death

Summary:

“So… you’re basically the Grim Reaper?”
“Sort of…”
“But now… you’re retired?”
“Indeed.”
“And now that’s my job?”
“Yes.”
“Do I get a choice?”
“Not really.”

 

Join Midoriya and the recently retired Death, Gami, as they learn to travel hero society together. With some newly acquired powers and a desire to help as many people as possible, Midoriya is ready to dive head first into heroism. But he must first learn how to use his deadly abilities for good, as well as fool everyone else that he does indeed have a quirk.

Basically the Grim Reaper AU that no one asked for. Definitely more of an emotional rollercoaster than I was planning but we're running with it anyway.

[Now available as a podfic on youtube by Hurricanekat98]

Notes:

(See the end of the work for notes and other works inspired by this one.)

Chapter 1: A Beginning (Never Said It Was A Good One)

Summary:

Chapter title says it all.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

“Kacchan!” Midoriya squealed, pushing past a crowd of young children. His best friend stood in the middle, absolutely swamped by the rest of the kindergartens.

“Kacchan! Kacchan! I heard you got your quirk today!” He continued, finally reaching the center of the crowd where his childhood friend, Bakugo, was.

Bakugo turned to face his friend, a wide grin plastered on his cheeks.

“Hell yeah I did! Look at this!” Bakugo exclaimed, shoving his palms right at Midoriya. He watched in awe as Bakugo’s hands lit up in a fiery fury, his ears filling with the sound of popping fireworks and nose with the slightest scent of caramel. Bakugo made a few more small pops before eventually putting his hands back in his pockets, a smug smile now adorning his face.

“Cool right?” he started, “My mom’s calling it Explosion. I can explode stuff with my hands and-”

“Oh my goodness that’s amazing!” Midoriya interrupted, his eyes bright in excitement, “How does it work? Is it touch activated? Does it run off your stamina? What if your hands are underwater? Can you still activate it? What if your-”

“Sheesh nerd, take a breath,” Bakugo huffed, rolling his eyes lazily. Midoriya flushed, his eyes nervously trailing to look at his feet. He knew of his rambling habit and how others felt uncomfortable about it, but sometimes he simply couldn’t help it. His brain ran faster than he could comprehend, it’s bound to overheat sometimes, and his mouth simply acted as a cooling system. Of course, trying to explain this was fruitless, so Midoriya ended up submitting to the silence and waited for Bakugo to continue.

“Apparently I sweat nitroglycerin or some shit, and that stuff’s explosive. One spark from my hands and BOOM!” Bakugo shouted, waving his arms in the air to emphasize his point. Midoriya stood in amazement as the other kids around them gasped and cheered.

“Wow,” Midoriya finally whispered out, “you're going to be such an amazing hero Kacchan.”

“Damn right I will!” Bakugo exclaimed, “And once you get your quirk, we’re gonna be the best hero duo the world’s ever seen! With me as a pro, and you as my sidekick, nothing can stop us! Not even All Might!”

Midoriya nodded eagerly, brushing off the sidekick comment. Sure he wanted to work with Bakugo, but he needed to be his own hero first. A hero that was strong enough to help even if there was no one else around. A hero that could save everybody, no matter what. A hero that always smiled.

“Yeah! I can’t wait!” He responded.

A hero like All Might.

 


 

“Sorry kid, but it’s not gonna happen,” the quirk doctor stated bluntly, his bushy mustache flopping up with each word.

Izuku’s hands fell to his knees. His eyes widened, full of shock and disbelief. He wanted to frown, or even open his mouth, but he was just stuck staring at the man who had just crushed his dreams.

If only he knew just how many times that would happen.

“No! There must be some mistake?” his mother, Inko, exclaimed, “The other kindergartens have all started showing signs but-”

“Pardon my asking, ma’am, but you’re fourth generation, yes?” The doctor interrupted, “As far as quirks, I mean.”

Inko looked up hesitantly at Dr. Tsubasa, Izuku’s quirk doctor, with a shy look in her eyes.

“Yes, of course,” she started, “I can pull small objects towards me.” She demonstrated, pulling one of her son’s many All Might figurines towards her hand. “And my husband can breathe fire.”
Dr. Tsubasa looked at her, but Izuku couldn’t pick out an emotion on his face. His stare was simply blank and empty. It unnerved the small boy.

“By the age of 4, a child should manifest either one of his parents’ quirks or a composite of the two,” he stated, gesturing towards an x-ray of what Izuku presumed to be his foot. “However, early quirk research discovered one important finding.”

The doctor moved his hand out of the way, then proceeded to point at a bone in the pinky toe of the x-ray.

“It has to do with the absence of an extra joint in the pinky toe. Humans have no need for parts they don’t use, you see,” he continued, bringing his arms back down to his lap, “and those without the joint represent the next stage of evolution.”

Dr. Tsubasa then glanced at Izuku, before turning his chair completely towards Inko.

“Izuku here has two joints. It’s becoming quite rare nowadays, but-”

Izuku couldn’t brace himself for the words to come. Even if he knew they were coming, it would still hit as hard as it did.

“It’s safe to say your son won’t ever develop a quirk.”

 


 

The car ride home was silent.

The way inside was silent.

Even the lonely dinner as the two waited for Hisashi to come home was silent.

Izuku had been in his room, when he heard the first noise since coming home from the doctor. It was the loud sound of the front door slamming shut late into the night. He shouldn’t have been up, but the poor boy couldn’t get a wink of sleep, the words still weighing heavy on his heart. He listened, as the familiar jingle of Hisashi’s keys stopped, meaning they had reached the hook where they always went. He listened, as his dad addressed Inko, who was still in the kitchen. He listened, as the soft murmuring of his mother’s voice started, the first time he’d heard it since coming home. He listened, as Hisashi finally understood the situation.

That was when he had wished he could stop listening.

Hisashi’s voice picked up, until it was full blown yelling. He could hear his mother crying back. Her soggy voice was a direct contrast to Hisashi’s loud, violent screaming. He tried to shut their voices out as best he could, but it was really no use. Izuku wrapped himself up in his bedsheets, muffling out his tears until they were an inaudible sob.

“Don’t you understand? How do you expect me to work like this?!” Hisashi’s angry yell echoed from the kitchen.

“He’s our son!” came Inko’s desperate cry.

“That quirkless freak is no son of mine. If the word gets out, I’ll lose my job, my reputation, everything!”

“How could you say such a thing?!”

“How can you be so blind? Am I the only one looking at the bigger picture here? We can have another child!”

Hisashi’s thundering footsteps then stomped from the kitchen to where the bedroom was. A door creaked open violently, then slammed shut. Izuku could still hear his mother’s sobs coming from the kitchen, now drowning out his own. He moved to lay on his side and pulled his tear stained blanket up to cover his head. Clutching his favorite All Might plushie, he cried heavily into his pillow.

“I’m sorry Mama,” came a small, helpless cry from underneath the blanket, “I’m sorry Papa.”

Izuku didn’t remove the blanket from over his head until he eventually fell asleep, but if he did, maybe he would have noticed the dark and towering figure that seemed to watch him from the corner of his bedroom.

Or maybe not, the room was pitch black after all, except for a small All Might night light plugged into an outlet right by his bedside. The figure was easy to miss, as it blended right in with the rest of the shadows in the room. It wouldn’t be surprising if Izuku didn’t spot it in his emotional state.

What would be surprising, is if he didn’t notice how a second blanket, which just so happened to be his favorite All Might fleece, had been draped over him as he slept. Or maybe he did notice, and just assumed it to have been his mother.

The figure in the corner would have to disagree though.

 


 

Izuku woke up the next morning to the sounds of birds chirping through his window. He had been especially warm last night, but just attributed it to his mother covering him with his other blanket. He squinted, realizing his curtains had been drawn open. He was positive he had closed then the night before. Must of been his mother when she came in to cover him.

He drearily shuffled out of bed, looking at the clock. It was fairly early, around 7:30. He really didn’t get much sleep last night. But despite the grogginess, Izuku managed to dress himself in a comfortable shirt and a pair of green shorts before dragging himself out of his bedroom.

The first thing he noticed was the lack of noise in the house, as well as the abundance of silence. It was eerie, especially for a Saturday morning. His mom would usually make scrambled eggs, an American breakfast staple he had grown to love, and the smell would lure him out of his bed and right to the table. But there were no scrambled eggs on the table. In fact, there was no one in the kitchen, which was odd as his mom always enjoyed a fresh cup of tea these mornings.

The second thing he noticed was Hisashi’s keys missing from their hook. Izuku walked to the front door to investigate, only to find that his father’s shoes were also gone too. His father rarely came home, as he worked a well paying job overseas, but when he did, it was always on a weekend. Hisashi loved playing with Izuku, especially at the neighboring park. And on Sunday nights, Izuku would always wish that his dad could stay longer. But alas, on Monday mornings, he would be gone again, never to return until who knew when. However, his father leaving in the middle of the weekend was simply unheard of, much less on a Saturday morning. He hadn’t even stayed a full day.

Izuku shook his head, his dad was probably just getting some groceries. Maybe they had run out of eggs.

The third thing he noticed was a note taped to the refrigerator door. It was written in his mother’s handwriting, the slight curves to her t’s and i’s giving it away. Izuku pulled it off the refrigerator and brought it close to his face.

‘Dear Izuku,
Just wanted to tell you that I went out to buy some eggs. I doubt you’ll be up to read this, but I wrote it just in case. I’m not sure where your father is, but if he comes home before I do, please be good. Call me on the house phone if you need anything. You should remember my number.

Love, Mommy’

Izuku opened the fridge.

There were still 9 eggs left in the crate.

He sighed and closed the refrigerator door, moving over to the couch and reached for the remote. If he had his mother’s quirk, he wouldn’t have to reach.

Flipping through the channels, he hoped he could catch some of the early morning cartoons he usually missed. Maybe he could find a new episode of Mighty Adventures, a popular All Might themed cartoon show. He’d even be content with a rerun at this point. Anything to boost his dreary spirit.

A noise came from the kitchen though, stopping his surfing in its tracks. He turned towards the sound, not really knowing what to expect. But, he certainly wasn’t expecting this.

A tall, shadowy figure stood right between the kitchen and the living room. Izuku couldn’t make out any facial features as a dark hood was draped over its head. The inside of the hood was pitch black, and despite his squinting, he could not see inside. The hood was attached to a long flowing robe that hung heavily over its thin form, the sleeves and ends obviously too long. A rope dangled from its neck, with a small stone looking object tied to it. The grey oval shaped item looked to be painted with swirls and specs.

Izuku was torn on whether to feel amazed or terrified at the thought of a stranger in his home. He knew his emotions were thoroughly out of whack from yesterday, but even through his stupor and astonishment, he still managed to do what was considerably the dumbest thing he could have done in the moment.

“Are you my quirk mister?” Izuku stammered out, though not stuttering, just simply confused by the situation in front of him.

“I am much worse, dear child,” the figure said, a hint of sadness underlying in his voice.

This is the unorthodox way that Japan’s Death met his successor. Where he has come to regret his retirement, wishing he would have stayed active for at least another decade or two.

This is the first conversation Izuku ever had with Gami, who would go on to be one of Izuku’s closest friends, and eventually a part of his new family.

And this is the story of how a quirkless boy became the greatest hero that Japan had ever seen, while also becoming the first hero Death in the history of existence.

Notes:

Well, don't mind this incoming train wreck of a story. The idea just kinda came to me, and I was like, “what if Midoriya ended up being Death’s successor instead of All Might’s?” Then it evolved into this mess. Don’t get me wrong, I have notes, I’m just not good at explaining them lol.

So Midoriya is going to get powers, but he’ll still be technically quirkless, as his powers don’t stem from a quirk factor. As for those powers, I’ll explain them as I go, the best I can. So I apologize in advance if I confuse any of you with my wacky explanations. At the end of each chapter, I’ll add a list of powers that Midoriya currently has and a good explanation of them, so hopefully that will clear up any confusion.

Also, Death’s dialogue will be in bold. I’m hoping that will make it more clear when they are talking. Plus it looks cool lol.

Anyway, now that that’s all done and over with, I hope you enjoy this story!

Chapter 2: Reason, Responsibilities, And Remorse

Summary:

Inko is out doing who knows what.
Midoriya is a confused and stressed child.
Death just wants to retire in peace.

Get ready for A LOT of exposition. I'm apologizing now.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Izuku wasn’t sure exactly how the situation in front of him had come to pass. His young, 4 year old head was doing its best to process the words coming out of the figure. He was so immersed by the complexity of this whole thing, that Izuku completely missed the fact that the figure had sat next to him on the couch.

“So let me get this straight,” Izuku started, “you… are Death?”

“I was Death.”

“So you’re like… not Death anymore?”

“Yes.”

“How does that even work?!” Izuku sighed in desperation, “That doesn’t even make sense!”

“I believe there are more pressing matters to deal with,” he stated calmly, not at all annoyed by Izuku’s endless questioning.

Izuku looked up curiously. That was true. The figure hadn’t really explained his purpose or objective to the boy yet. It made him wonder why a being like himself would reveal his existence to a mere 4 year old child. A quirkless one at that.

“As I said before, I was the embodiment of Death at one point,” he continued, “It was my job to collect and sort the souls of all who roamed in my territory-”

“Wait, territory?” Izuku interrupted, “there’s more than one of you?”

“Yes,” the figure put quite bluntly, “there are billions of souls on this plane. I would get quite overwhelmed if I was alone.”

“Ah, that is fair,” Izuku murmured softly.

The man continued, “The role of Death is oddly similar to an ordinary job. We are allowed to retire and pass our job to others. Though, not without serving a minimum of a century’s work.”

“A century?!” Izuku cried.

“Yes, that is the minimum, but many Deaths work for much longer. I personally do not remember how long I worked. I stopped counting 5 centuries in.”

“Wow,” Izuku stammered, “that’s… a long time.”

“Yes, but that is besides the point,” he paused for a moment, looking at the boy. Izuku couldn’t pick up on any facial expressions obviously, but by the way his shoulders slouched, he could tell these next few words were weighing on the mysterious man.

“Once a Death wishes to be at peace, we are relieved from our duties. Someone else must take our place though. Our successors are not of our choosing,” he stopped for a moment, before continuing with his thought, “No one knows who chooses them really, but the previous Death must meet with their successor to properly teach them how to execute the role.”

It was at that moment, that Izuku’s 4 year old brain finally put the pieces together. With wide eyes, he finally broke eye contact with the figure, staring at his hands while picking at them nervously.

“I…,” the boy started, his mouth failing him, “I’m your successor, aren’t I?”

“If I had known I was going to place such a burden on a child, I would have stuck it out another decade or so.”

 


 

The man had given Izuku some time to finally process all that had happened within the last half hour. For the young boy, no amount of time could ever be enough though. The figure had insisted they get started as soon as possible, as Izuku was effectively the new Death as soon as he had laid eyes on him.

Izuku learned exactly what his new job was. He had to sort the souls of beings who had recently passed, and assign them a realm of the afterlife to wander. He could only sort one at a time, but once he held the soul, all the information of that being’s lifespan would come to him. He and the man practiced a few times to get the hang of it. Izuku couldn’t describe the feelings that washed through him as he held a soul. But he could describe the souls themselves.

The souls looked like small puffs of light. They were all the same color: a light, washed out yellow that faded into a white, almost like a lightbulb. When he held a soul, he could feel the rush of information to his head. It made him a bit woozy the first few times, but Izuku had quickly grown to love the feeling. He had always had a passion for analyzing, though normally it was quirks, and not human lives, but it was a passion nonetheless.

Sorting them though, was a whole different experience

When the figure first displayed how to summon the entries to the afterlife, Izuku was worried, and rightfully so. How big were these entry ways? Were they two way transportation? Could something come out of them? The figure though had patiently sat through his mumblings, and finally responded with a simple “just try it.”

And so Izuku did his best to copy the mysterious man’s example, slowly swiping his arm in front of himself in a horizontal manner, while delicately concentrating on creating whatever the heck these entries were supposed to look like. He was considerably started when three monochromatic flames appeared right before his eyes, simply floating in midair.

“There are three main layers to the afterlife,” the figure began suddenly, startling the poor child even more.

“There is Paradise,” he stated, gesturing towards the first flame on the left: a white one that seemed to shine happily, “for those who have done good in their lifespan, or properly made up for their evils.”

The figure then shifted towards a dreary, black flame all the way on the right, completely skipping the one in the middle.

“There is the Underworld,” he continued, “for those who have committed considerable evils in their lifespan and could not make up for them.”

Finally, the figure turned to face the final flame, a light grey one that seemed to sway as if there was a light breeze coming from somewhere.

“Then there is Purgatory,” he finished, “for those who had unfinished business in this plane or have committed minor evils and could not make up for them. Some souls simply wander Purgatory because they are confused and can not accept their situation. Unlike the other two areas, souls in Purgatory have a second chance to be moved to Paradise or the Underworld, though that decision isn’t up to you.”

He stopped talking, giving the child time to register this new information. It was a lot for the young boy to take in, but he did his best to understand the gravity of the situation. Somehow, through the muddy thoughts of All Might and Kacchan and his parents and quirks, Izuku’s head realized just how important of a job he had. Something he really couldn’t afford to joke around with, unlike the earlier topics.

“You must decide where each soul will go, that is your job.”

“What?!” the boy exclaimed, “b-but that's a huge responsibility! What if I get it wrong or I don’t do good enough? What will happen to-”

“You were chosen for this,” he explained, “they must have faith in you. Besides, if those who run each realm do not agree, they will simply send the soul back to you. Though, that is usually unlikely. I can only remember a few instances for myself each century.”

Izuku let out an audible sigh of relief at the figure’s encouragement.

“Though, I must mention that each soul must be sorted and sent off within 24 hours of you receiving it,” he added suddenly, “this is one of the few major rules. The higher ups do not take lightly when this rule is broken.”

Izuku’s relief quickly turned to sheer horror.

“But there are hundreds of souls here?!” he exclaimed, swinging his arms around himself to emphasize his point, “w-we’ve got to get started like right now!”

 


 

And so Izuku began sorting his first ever batch of souls, with the figure’s guidance of course. It was a lot of pressure to handle. He was really surprised the child didn’t break down at the sight of this responsibility. But Izuku managed to hold it all in, and honed in on the task at hand. New souls trickled in as Izuku sorted the ones that the figure brought with him, but never enough that he felt overwhelmed. He and the figure just kept working.

They worked through the latest episode of Mighty Adventures, missing it completely. It had been a new episode too.

They worked past lunch, with the boy grabbing a small granola bar from the cupboard. His mother still wasn’t home yet. Neither was his father.

It was around 2 in the afternoon when the child heard the front door start to creak open. He instinctively panicked, afraid that whoever was about to walk in would discover his secret. The figure managed to calm him down, and reassured Izuku that only he could see the souls, flames, and the man himself. The boy still insisted that they move to his room once he greeted whoever was at the door, preferring to keep his mumbles about the souls and their lives away from prying ears.

It had been Inko who walked through the door. She gasped at seeing her son on the couch, staring right at her. Fumbling her hands around, she stuttered out a slight greeting before rushing to the kitchen, clearly not expecting the confrontation, if there even was one. Izuku sighed heavily, before getting up to move to the solitude of his bedroom, the figure trailing behind.

There were no grocery bags in her hands.

 


 

Izuku and the figure continued to sort out souls, until the mysterious man told the child they could finally stop. They had sent away a good majority of the souls, and as long as Izuku kept tabs on which ones needed to be sorted soon, he could stop for the day. The young boy used the free time to plan out a new schedule for himself, concerning the souls and their time limits. He figured that he’d need to sort at least three times a day, and decided to correspond them to each meal. He would have to get up early for the morning ones, as the amount of souls he would accumulate while sleeping would be enormous. Izuku believed he could get away with eating lunch alone in the corner of the lunchroom for the afternoon sessions. And lastly, he could sort more after dinner, where he would have the most time alone. It would definitely be different, but he would still give it his all, as someone had chosen him for this role purposely.

At least, that’s what Izuku liked to think. It was definitely a shock being quirkless, and after hearing his parents last night, the child was feeling quite dejected. Useless even, as his own father didn’t accept him. He was desperate to attach his newly fading hope to something, so realizing that he was effectively Death’s successor, his brain immediately turned to the fact that someone must have considered him worthy. Worthy of knowing the secrets of life after death, at least. But that was enough for Izuku. He was happy that someone still saw potential in him, even when he himself was doubting it.

The mysterious man struck up conversation with the small boy, once the silence set in for the first time that Saturday. He explained that all Death were gifted with powers to help them with their roles, though at this point, it was mostly for aesthetics. At the mention of “powers,” Izuku’s head perked up. The figure let out a slight chuckle at that, or at least Izuku thought it was a chuckle. He promised to explain more in the morning, as today had definitely been long and eventful on its own. Disappointed, the small child nodded slowly and went back to figuring out his new schedule for school, writing it down in his quirk analysis notebook, with a few footnotes here and there. The silence was eating away at the young boy, as he tapped his pencil on the wooden desk where he often wrote his quirk analysis.

“So, do you have a name?” Izuku started, seemingly out of nowhere, “I mean, I can’t keep calling you mister all the time.”

“Well, I won’t be around much longer,” the figure responded.

“W-what? What do you mean?!” Izuku cried in disbelief. The mysterious man couldn’t leave him yet. They had gotten along so well.

“I did retire for a reason,” he stated harshly, “once I finish teaching you the basics, I’m off to finally rest.”

“O-oh,” Izuku whispered. He did have a point, even if it did break the child’s tiny heart.

He started up again, “as for my name, I’m afraid I don’t remember it. I’ve lost most of my memories to time itself. It happens when you work for centuries on end.”

Izuku looked up pitifully. How sad it must be to not even know your own name.

“Well...I could,” the boy hushed, “I could give you one.”

The figure turned to the child with a curious stance. “Well, I suppose that is alright. Just make it appropriate.”

Izuku grinned widely, bouncing in his chair. His mind picked itself for a good name that the man might enjoy. Something classy? Or maybe something more unique? Izuku wasn’t too sure what his preferences might be.

“What… what about Gami?” Izuku murmured. The man shifted his head, but made no noise that confirmed or denied the name. Izuku became nervous and focused more on his hands. “Like Shinigami, but shorter, since you were a Death at one point. It fits you, but leaves just enough mystery to grow into its own name, completely separate from its original meaning.”

The figure stared blankly for a few more seconds. “Gami… I like it.”

Izuku was pleased with himself, and Gami couldn’t help but relax at the sight of the cheerful, 4 year old boy happily swaying in his chair. Ah, the sight of childhood innocence. What a wonderfully ignorant feeling. Gami felt slightly uplifted at the fact that Izuku was in his own little world right now. Hopefully he would stay that way for the night.

Then maybe Izuku wouldn’t have to hear the fact that two voices were currently screaming at each other in the kitchen.

Gami really didn’t like that man.

Notes:

Aaaaaand the second chapter is done! I mean, it's more of a “Prologue: Part 2” but whatever. So I did my best to introduce the first two of Midoriya’s many powers, but as I promised, a better explanation will be following this note. If anyone is reading these, notes or fanfic, I just want to say I’m super happy and grateful that you are! I’ll continue to do my best with my writing!

Concerning the fanfic itself, there’s probably going to be a few more chapters of prologue before we get into the true meat of things, but I don't recommend skipping them. I’m only calling them prologues because they take place before the events of the anime or manga, but they’re still super important. The prologues do and will contain some information on Midoriya’s new powers, as well as his relationship with his parents, all critical for understanding his behavior in the future. I'm thinking like 1 or 2 more chapters of prologue, and then maybe some filler chapters in between the events of the canon MHA story, but I’ll do my best to make them interesting! I personally know how boring fanfic prologues can get, so I’ll try to spice them up here and there.

Anyway, here are those power descriptions I promised. So far, Midoriya only has two, but there will be more coming down the road!

Soul Contact: When a person dies, their soul is immediately sent to Midoriya. He can see, touch, and hold these souls. When holding a soul, Midoriya can see the most important memories and decisions attached to that soul, and hence that person.

Soul Sorting: This ability allows Midoriya to decide which part of the afterlife a soul moves on to. The areas of the afterlife can only be summoned with intent and the swipe of a hand, with the areas themselves being represented by flames. The areas that he can choose from are Paradise, Purgatory, and the Underworld. Once Midoriya decides where the soul best fits, it is sent to the being of that respective area. If approved, the soul stays in that area forever, the exception being Purgatory. Souls in Purgatory can be moved again to either Paradise or the Underworld, however, this is not Midoriya’s decision. If rejected, the soul is sent back to him for reevaluation. All souls must be sorted within 24 hours of Midoriya receiving them, with rejected souls resetting their time limits once they get back to him. Failure to sort a soul within its time limit may result in serious unknown punishment.

Chapter 3: Promise That You'll Catch Me

Summary:

Midoriya gets a taste of his new powers, but not without getting a taste of some trauma as well.
Gami has never really been good with kids, but for his successor, he'll try.

Notes:

Trigger Warning: Child Abuse

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Izuku woke up the next morning with a groan, squinting as he sat up from his bed. The curtains had been widely drawn and the early sunrise was seeping through his windows. This must have been Gami’s way of waking him up, and while Izuku appreciated it, he sure wasn’t used to waking up this early. The boy turned to the All Might clock that rested on his nightstand. It displayed a bright “5:34 a.m.” in a red glow. Izuku sighed and turned off the clock so the programmed alarm wouldn’t ring, then headed towards his desk. Adjusting to this new schedule might be harder than he initially thought.

Quietly, Izuku pulled out the chair, before plopping himself down and scooting it back in place. Gami watched proudly as the small child waved out his hand, summoning the monochromatic flames effortlessly. He then reached a thin hand for one of the many souls surrounding the boy before picking it up and handing it to him.

“Here,” Gami stated softly, “I will bring you the ones closest to expiring. That way you can work more efficiently.”

Izuku managed to lift his tired face into a smile that simply lit up Gami’s dull heart. He couldn’t explain it, but seeing the young boy so happy filled him with such a warm and comforting feeling. It was like Izuku’s positivity radiated off of him, as if it was contagious. He wanted so badly to get attached, but he reminded himself that he was only here to help Izuku learn his new role. After all, he retired so that he could finally move on. There was just no way he could let himself get attached.

“Ah, thank you Gami,” Izuku whispered tiredly, grabbing the orb of light that his friend had handed him. Could he even consider Gami a friend? Izuku wanted to, but he wasn’t sure the man had felt the same. Hearing him say that his stay was only temporary brought heaviness to the boy’s heart. He enjoyed Gami’s company so much, even though they had met less than a day ago. But who was he to deny the rest of a man who had worked nonstop for over 5 centuries? Trying to keep Gami around for his own happiness just seemed too cruel.

The two of them didn’t say any of this out loud, of course. They just continued to work in silence, Gami passing souls to Izuku as he sorted them. They flowed together rather well, like a well oiled machine. The silence wasn’t necessarily awkward, both of them could tell the other was itching to speak, but silence was appropriate for the moment. For Gami, it was early and Izuku was still tired. He didn’t want to wear the boy down more than he already was. For Izuku, it was early and his parents were still asleep. Sure he wanted to talk with Gami, but the fear of one of his parents stumbling in on him sitting at his desk, seemingly talking to no one, early in the morning was enough to keep him silent.

It was around 6:15ish when the silence was disturbed, not by one of them, but by the sound of a door closing. Izuku froze in his tracks, completely still, and slowly turned his head towards the door. He could hear footsteps in the hallway coming towards his room. He turned to Gami, unsure of what to do as the footsteps came closer. Gami shrugged indifferently, but Izuku could tell by his posture that the man was panicked as well. Trying to get back to bed wasn’t an option, as he would make way too much noise and give himself away, nor was hiding under his desk, as whoever walked in would clearly see that the room was empty and start searching for Izuku, which would only lead to more problems. So Izuku braced himself as the footsteps got even closer, rehearsing a half baked explanation of exactly what he was doing out of bed.

But the footsteps didn’t stop at his door like he was expecting. Instead, they walked right past it and continued down the hallway. Izuku let out an inaudible breath he didn’t know he was holding, and slowly got out of the desk chair. Ever so quietly, he creeped towards his door, and pressed his ear against the hardwood. Gami followed him silently and stood at the wall next to the door. There, the two listened.

They listened, as the footsteps finally stopped, reaching what Izuku assumed to be the front door.

They listened, as he could make out the sound of shoes being slipped on and sliding against the doormat.

They listened, as the familiar jingle of keys being taken off their designated hook rang out in the hallway, just soft enough that anyone asleep would completely miss it.

They listened, as the front door opened, and then closed.

 


 

Izuku managed to get back to working after the tension of “almost getting caught but not really.” He and Gami had no further interruptions for the rest of the morning. It was only around two hours later, about 8ish, that Gami insisted that the boy could stop, clarifying that the oldest soul currently still had 8 hours left before it reached the time limit. Izuku sighed in content, leaning back in his chair to relax. It was still early, and he doubted that his mother was up yet. Looking around, he figured it wouldn’t be too bad if he left his room. So that’s what the boy did, carefully opening his bedroom door so as to not make a sound, Gami close behind.

He slinked into the kitchen, grabbing the box of Mighty Smacks cereal quietly from the countertop. It was his favorite cereal, though quite sugary. He poured himself a bowl as best he could, spilling a bit here and there. Putting the box back and cleaning up his mess, Izuku took his dry cereal to the living room, where he softly dropped himself on the couch. Gami followed him into the room but trailed behind, looking around the room itself.

There were few pictures on the walls, but most of them were of Izuku and his mother. They looked happy together, with the young boy smiling brightly in each one. Inko smiled as well, but nothing could ever compare to the ball of sunshine that was his successor. It was like Gami could see the physical waves of happiness rolling off the child in each photograph.

There was one picture with Hisashi, it was of his wedding day. He and Inko stood in the center of a large, white archway, decorated with beautiful red roses. Inko herself looked happier than all the other photos combined, holding her bouquet of roses with a gorgeous smile. Hisashi looked happy as well, though the man seemed to remain stoic most of the time. In this picture, it almost seemed as if Hisashi had been fighting back a smile.

But there were no pictures of Izuku and Hisashi together, which Gami found odd. Sure, he didn’t like the man, but it didn’t make much sense for a father to not have any photos with his son. He had only been around Izuku for a day, but judging off of that, he could see that his successor didn’t have a good relationship with the man, at least not anymore. Gami has thought that this was a new development, but judging by the absence of father and son photographs, he was afraid it stemmed farther than that. Of course, he wouldn’t dare ask. The boy was probably still overwhelmed with all the responsibility he’d had to tackle in the last day. Gami didn’t want to burden him more with bad memories.

“Hey Gami, are you going to sit?” Izuku piped up, patting his small hand on the empty spot of the couch. The man didn’t realize he had been staring at the wall for so long, but he nodded his head and moved over to the couch. The child smirked as he turned on the TV, immediately beelining for a specific channel.

Izuku inwardly cheered as he saw that the channel was playing the new Mighty Adventures episode he had missed the other day. Putting down the remote, he happily smacked away at his cereal, content in the moment.

Gami didn’t understand the appeal of the show. He for one thought the main character, Mighty Man, was foolish and reckless, overall a bad example for young children to be looking up to. But seeing the smile on his successor’s face, Gami pushed those thoughts away.

If Izuku liked it, then Gami would give it a chance.

 


 

Inko definitely was startled seeing her son up so early, watching Mighty Adventures while eating cereal. She really hadn’t expected him to be up, so she fumbled out a “good morning” before rushing to the kitchen. She kept telling herself that her son must have some crazy new schedule, but in reality, she knew exactly what it was. It was the same thing eating at her as well.

The part two nights had been stressful for the mom. She felt torn in two directions. She could understand where her husband was coming from, but at the same time, Izuku was her son. She couldn’t just leave him. He was 4, for goodness sake. She shook her head sadly, pouring herself a warm cup of tea. She just needed more time to think, that was all. Seeing Izuku up so early didn’t really help with her guilt either. In the rush of the moment, Inko made a poor decision, the first of many to come.

“Izuku,” she started, suddenly pouring her cup of tea into a thermos, “I’m going out to buy some groceries.”

Her son turned to her, pausing his cartoon, looking as if he wanted to say something. His eyes were big, watery, and sad. Inko jerked her head away from him quickly, not wanting to see his expression, or feel the guilt after. Unbeknownst to her, at her actions, Izuku grew even more depressed, feeling more unwanted than ever.

“O-ok mama,” he whimpered. Goodness, his voice sounded so pathetic. Inko cringed, desperate to leave the situation.

“You know the rules. No leaving the house for any reason. If you need me, call,” she repeated monotonously, quickly adding on, “if your father comes home, be good.”
The child just nodded his head, not trusting his voice to respond without crying.

Inko left in a rush, not even bothering to grab a jacket…

…Or her purse.

 


 

Gami could feel the sadness coming off his successor, and honestly, he couldn’t blame him. What his mother had just done was harsh and ignorant, and frankly, he was starting to believe all the adults in this household were complete idiots.

Gami had never been good with kids, but seeing the boy look so dejected left a sour taste in his mouth, so he did his best.

“I did promise you that I would explain about those powers,” he piped up, remembering Izuku’s bright face when he first mentioned them yesterday. “Though, I will alert you that they are not easy to control.”

Izuku’s head shot up, wide eyed and curious.

“But I suppose that will not stop you.”

The child shook his head, eager to know where Gami was going. The episode of Mighty Adventures was still paused.

The man put his hands forth, gesturing for the boy to meet them. Izuku hesitantly raised his arms to touch Gami’s. He was expecting that man to be ice cold, and he was. Gami’s skeletal hands that peeked out from under his sleeves were so freezing, he almost flinched away from the touch. But the figure didn’t seem to notice, now grasping Izuku’s small wrists in each hand.

“The first ability I will educate you on is named Death’s Touch,” he pressed on, “and we are starting with it first because it is the most dangerous.”

The child grew doe-eyed at the name of this power. Death’s Touch, did that mean he could kill what he touched? Izuku shivered at the fact, or it could have been Gami’s ice cold hands, he wasn’t too sure at this point.

“Death’s Touch works similarly to a decay quirk,” he tried to put it in the best way for his successor to understand, “it begins to decay anything you touch, regardless of the amount of fingers. That is why I grabbed your hands. It is known to escalate with one’s emotional state.”

Well that’s fair, Izuku thought. He probably would have grabbed the couch in terror if Gami wasn’t holding onto him.

“Your subconscious controls this ability, however, with the proper training, you can learn to control certain aspects of this power. We cannot practice now unfortunately, as you would likely destroy many things in this house. However, we can tomorrow, as you will be outside for recess.”

The boy nodded at that. The woods during recess was probably the best place to practice. He just had to make sure Kacchan or the others didn’t go with him.

“For now, just be weary of what you touch. You may accidentally activate it.”

Izuku gulped nervously. How hard could that be?

A few spoons and a cabinet handle were missing by the time Inko came home.

 


 

Izuku had been sorting his nightly batch of souls when his father came home.

He had tried to drown out the yelling, but nothing could do much against his father’s harsh and violent voice. Gami was trying his best to distract him, but there was only so much the poor man could do. The boy just took a deep breath, and intensified his gaze on the soul in his hands. He hummed quietly to himself, just a last ditch attempt to fill his mind with anything but yelling. Izuku was sure it would pass, as it did for the nights before, he just needed to wait.

Then, a slap echoed from the kitchen. His mother’s voice stopped.

Izuku froze in his tracks for the second time that day. All he could hear was his father’s yelling, not his own humming, not Gami’s desperate cries to grab his attention, not even his mother.

The child didn’t realize he had gotten up from his chair.

He didn’t realize he had left the safety of his bedroom.

He didn’t realize that he was now standing in the kitchen, shielding his mother’s fallen body with his own.

“Papa please stop!” Izuku cried, not knowing what else to do. He raised his hands out at his sides, trying to take the target off his mother.

“You quirkless misfit!” Hisashi yelled, “Get out of my way!”

He cried harder, “Please Papa, please!”

“I SAID GET OUT OF MY WAY!”

Izuku didn’t really remember much after that. Just that he was hot. So hot. His chest felt the worst though. It was hot and itchy, and the boy just wanted to scratch it. Although he did remember his mother’s screams, hopefully she didn’t get hurt. If only he was stronger. If only he had a quirk. Then maybe he could have protected his mama better. Her scream will forever haunt him.

He also remembered Hisashi saying something to him, but not exactly what. What he did remember was the laughing. His father’s laughter, bouncing around in his head, taunting him, like hyena cackling, but with a slight cough to it. Almost like his father’s throat was filled with smoke. His eyes were screwed shut, so all he could hear was the laughing. What was so funny, especially when Izuku was hurting? He wished he could have asked. Maybe next weekend, maybe next visit.

The next visit never comes.

Izuku woke up for school the next day with bandages wrapped around his chest and shoulder. It still burns. Gami is at his bedside, asking if he is alright. Izuku really isn’t sure.
On his way out, the boy sneaks a glance at his mother in her bedroom.

She doesn’t have any bandages.

 


 

School itself had really been awful.

Word had somehow gotten around that Midoriya was quirkless. He hadn’t even said anything yet. The children were just about as accepting as his father. They surrounded him like they did when Kacchan got his quirk, but it clearly wasn’t the same.

He wished that they would at least stop hitting the spot where his bandages are.

But surprisingly, it wasn’t one of the punches that hurt the most, it was what Kacchan, his bestest friend in the whole wide world, said to him.

“What a disappointment,” he started, “I can’t have a worthless Deku as my sidekick.”

“B-but Kacchan!” Midoriya cried, “I can still be a hero! We can still save people together!”

“You really don’t get it,” Bakugo continued, “how the hell can a quirkless, useless Deku like you ever be a hero?”

Midoriya had never wanted to cry harder than in that moment. He felt so lost, so alone. The only thing reminding him that he still existed was Gami’s hand ruffling his hair. The only thing he was looking forward to at this point was Gami’s company.

Recess can’t come fast enough.

 


 

“So Death‘s Touch works like a decay quirk. It affects both living and non living things.”

Midoriya did his best to pay attention.

“Right now, this power is extremely volatile. You could end up accidentally decaying something you didn’t mean to. But with the right practice, you can learn to control it better.”

Gami pointed one of his thin fingers towards a leaf lying on the ground.

“Pick up that leaf over there, and then decay it.”

Midoriya went to grab the leaf, but just as he touched it, it shriveled up completely and wilted away. Gami looked a bit confused, but the child couldn’t really tell.

“Try that other leaf,” he said gesturing towards another fallen leaf.

The boy went to pick up the other leaf, but the exact same thing happened. Gami didn’t really know what to do.

“Maybe try that rock over there.”

Midoriya hesitantly grabbed the rock, but nothing happened. He picked it up and tossed it from hand to hand. The rock stayed complete.

“Alright, now try to-”

But before Gami could finish, the rock started to crack. His successor dropped the rock in something of shock and horror. The rock landed with a soft thud on the dusty ground, but continued to crack. Chunks of the stone started to flake off, before eventually the whole rock was lost to the breeze.

Gami sighed. This might be harder than he thought.

After recess, Gami and Midoriya had gotten a good handle on what he could and couldn’t do with Death’s Touch, mostly due to Gami’s experience with the power and Midoriya’s analysis skills. Both were tired, but feeling proud of the progress made today. It was discovered that the power was harder for the boy to control on plants, but easier on non living objects. Granted, the duo still didn’t know where humans or animals fit on that scale. There was still a lot of work to be done, but the man and his successor were feeling quite good about themselves in the moment.

That is, until Bakugo and the others showed up.

“So Deku, where were you at recess today?” one of Bakugo’s underlings sneered.

“I-I was just hanging near the forest,” Midoriya whimpered.

“So you think you’re too cool to hang out with us anymore?” Another jumped in.

“N-no! That’s not it a-at all!” The child cried desperately.

Bakugo looked at Midoriya with a side glare. His fingers twitched at the sight of his now useless friend. How could he do this to him? How could Deku ruin his dream like this?

Suddenly, Bakugo’s hands pushed at Midoriya’s chest, and the smaller boy fell to the ground. Bakugo took a few steps forward, and towered over his ex best friend. He held out a hand, as if he was offering to hoist him back up, only to explode the air in his palm moments later, making Midoriya flinch further into the dirt.

“Just remember your place Deku,” he scowled, “don’t forget exactly how useless you are.”

Bakugo turned and walked off, the rest of his lackeys following him. Midoriya sat up the best he could with the pain in his chest, and brought his arms up to his face and cried. He felt Gami’s arms wrap around him, the soft robe rubbing against his skin.

Gami’s heart broke as the boy cried harder.

Notes:

Jeez I was not ready to write all that angst. My poor cinnamon roll, I’m so sorry! Things have to get worse before they get better though.

I’m thinking one more chapter of prologue, but it’ll be really short, nothing too crazy. I just want to address some loose ends at home, along with Hisashi’s relationship with Inko. This whole chapter was a mess to write, as well as hella depressing, but it’s all part of the plan. The plan to make this cinnamon roll suffer so I can pamper him in later chapters. Evil I know.

So I know that I use both Midoriya and Izuku when addressing our green bean, and I also know that this could be confusing. Because of that, I want to clarify.

When our cinnamon roll is at home or in a scene with another member of the Midoriya family, he will be referred to as Izuku. Just so he doesn’t get confused with Inko or Hisashi, who are also Midoriyas.

When our cinnamon roll is at school, out, or in a general scene without another member of the Midoriya family, he will be referred to as Midoriya. Just cause I feel weird calling him by his given name and the other kids by their family names (ex: Izuku and Todoroki, it just feels off). I also use Midoriya to refer to him in my footnotes and in conversation, simply because I don’t really like calling him by his given name. It just feels rude lol.

And I will not be referring to Midoriya as Deku at all, unless it’s in character dialogue (ex: Bakugo calling him Deku in conversation). I personally don’t like what the name stands for, even though Midoriya redeems it in the canon MHA story. It just leaves a bad taste in my mouth, knowing what the name really means. And I know I called this fanfic “Deku and Death” but that’s because it rolls off the tongue much nicer than “Midoriya and Death” or “Izuku and Death.”

Actually, lemme add one more thing. I tend to get really into character when I write. It helps me feel like my writing is more genuine when I get into character. So going back to what I was saying about names and all, I may end up calling Midoriya, “Deku,” when I’m really getting into Bakugo’s character. Same with calling Bakugo, “Kacchan.”

But the whole name thing is just my personal preferences, so it’s not too important. Just thought I’d explain it anyway, just in case.

Anyway, I’ll be doing those power descriptions at the end of each chapter, so you can always look for them here to see if any have been changed or added. Now we get the introduction of a new ability to the list, Death’s Touch!

Death’s Touch: Anything Midoriya touches starts to decay immediately, regardless of the amount of fingers touching. This ability works on both the living and the non living. The decay seems to be much faster and harder to control on plants, but easier with non living objects.

Soul Contact: When a person dies, their soul is immediately sent to Midoriya. He can see, touch, and hold these souls. When holding a soul, Midoriya can see the most important memories and decisions attached to that soul, and hence that person.

Soul Sorting: This ability allows Midoriya to decide which part of the afterlife a soul moves on to. The areas of the afterlife can only be summoned with intent and the swipe of a hand, with the areas themselves being represented by flames. The areas that he can choose from are Paradise, Purgatory, and the Underworld. Once Midoriya decides where the soul best fits, it is sent to the being of that respective area. If approved, the soul stays in that area forever, the exception being Purgatory. Souls in Purgatory can be moved again to either Paradise or the Underworld, however, this is not Midoriya’s decision. If rejected, the soul is sent back to him for reevaluation. All souls must be sorted within 24 hours of Midoriya receiving them, with rejected souls resetting their time limits once they get back to him. Failure to sort a soul within its time limit may result in serious unknown punishment.

Chapter 4: It All Started With A Dream

Summary:

They say you should follow your dreams, but Midoriya takes that a bit too literally.
Gami wants to be able to do more than sit on the couch, but being a spirit isn't all it's cracked up to be.

Also TIME SKIP of about 4 years. I think I made it obvious, but just wanted to let you know.

Notes:

Trigger Warning: Slight Implications of Child Abuse

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Midoriya was out of breath, his small 8 year old legs burning as he ran down the empty alleyway. He could hear the voices of Bakugo and the others behind him, way too close for comfort. He desperately pushed himself to move faster, turning onto a street in front of his elementary school. He looked around, urgently searching for a new place to hide. Suddenly, Midoriya felt a tug on his sleeve and turned around in panic, only to see that it was just Gami trying to get his attention.

“Izu, you should be able to lose them in the forest near the school yard,” Gami suggested, his voice oddly calm. The man tended to be much more reserved, but Midoriya learned how to pick up on his small hints of emotions. Gami wasn’t apathetic, just unusually composed, but that was to be expected of a man who worked for centuries nonstop. He’d probably seen it all.

Shaking out of his thoughts, Midoriya rushed towards the forest, the others hot on his tail. The boy had been lucky enough to shake them once today, he really didn't want to get caught and test his luck again. Weaving through the trees at the forest entrance, he ducked behind a particularly thin one. Even Bakugo, as smart as he was, wouldn't think to look for him there. At least, Midoriya hoped he wouldn’t.

“Come on Deku, if you really want to be a hero, you’d face us head on,” one of the bullies scoffed, but Midoriya knew better. Facing them head on would only result in himself getting hurt. He was heavily outnumbered, with Bakugo’s group having a count of 4, not including Bakugo himself. As cowardly as they thought it was, Midoriya knew it was his best option. A tactical retreat, as he liked to think of it.

“How did he even escape?” another whispered.

“The wooden fence behind him just broke,” the third murmured back, “It must have been old or something.”

“I don't know man, it looked pretty new to me.”

Midoriya flinched at the last comment. He already felt bad about decaying the fence to escape, there was no need to remind him. He was just desperate, and you know what they say about a caged animal.

“Will you extras just shut up for a second?!” Bakugo shouted. The kids around him quickly closed their mouths.

He looked around with an angry scowl on his face, “Deku has to be here somewhere, so stop talking and start searching.”

The other bullies scattered around the edge of the woods, scanning for any sign of the small, green child. Midoriya could pick out the identity of each one by their footsteps, a trick he’d had to learn, unfortunately, especially Bakugo’s loud and harsh tread. He recoiled and held his breath as Bakugo’s steps came nervously close to the tree he was hiding behind. He could hear the tree leaves rustling in the tense silence that surrounded him. Midoriya could hear excessive rustling in one tree in particular, much more than what the wind could produce. If the situation was different, he would have loved to investigate. He was still curious though, maybe it was an animal?

“Ugh,” Bakugo groaned, “he must have left while you idiots were talking. Let’s just go.”

Midoriya let out a shaky sigh of relief at the sound of footsteps exiting the woods. His clammy hands finally stopped shaking as he clutched his chest. How close had he come to being caught? How close had he come to having a heart attack for goodness sake? He spiraled down into his own mind further and further, his breaths turning to pained gasps. He could feel Gami’s cold hands on his shoulder, shaking him lightly, but he couldn’t hear the man’s voice. All he could hear was the relentless taunting he endured each day at school. Over and over and over and over and…

Suddenly, a small mass leaped from the tree that had caught the boy’s attention earlier, now breaking Midoriya out of his trance. He could now hear Gami’s voice, but was more focused on the meager creature strutting towards him.

“Is that a cat?” Midoriya blurted out.

“I believe it is,” Gami responded nonchalantly.

The boy looked at it with interest. It was a small, black cat, with what Midoriya assumed to be white paws. However, they were no longer white, more like a faded shade of brown from the forest dirt. It’s wide, yellow eyes stared up at the child, now having arrived at his feet. He never had a cat before, much less been this close to one. Actually, Midoriya had never been this close to any animal since he gained Death’s Touch.

The cat rubbed up against the boy’s thin legs, making him flinch further into the tree he was hiding behind. He reminded himself why he could never own a pet, as much as he wanted one.

“The cat seems to have taken a liking to you,” the man stated, “why don’t you bring him home?”

“You know I can’t do that,” he answered somberly, “I wouldn’t even be able to touch him.” He looked down at his hands in anguish.

“But you have progressed so well with Death’s Touch in the past 4 years.”

“Yeah, but I don’t have any control over it with animals. I’ve never dared to try. For what I know, the second I touch this cat, he would start to disintegrate. He’s better off here.”

Midoriya turned away from the cat sorrowfully, ignoring the creature’s meowing. He slowly made his way out of the forest, but the cat wouldn’t relent, simply sticking to the boy’s trail. He continued walking down the street towards his house pitifully, doing his best to avoid listening to the cat’s cries. Gami stared at his successor with guilt.

He wished he had waited a decade or so longer.

 


 

Izuku arrived at home a bit later than usual, but wasn’t too concerned. He opened the front door to find no one inside, like normal. His mother was off working her late nursing shifts, the job she picked up once Hisashi left.

Hisashi never came back after that night, he actually stopped contacting the family in general. He and Inko were still legally married, but he simply stopped coming home or sending money, forcing Inko to get a job. She took up her old nursing practices and found work at a local hospital, but she always took the later shifts. Izuku hoped that she didn’t have a reason behind it, but inside he knew it was to avoid seeing him. Their relationship had gotten pretty rocky since Hisashi left. He’d like to believe that she didn’t blame him, but he knew better. He hated how his brain was always right.

Izuku threw his tattered bag onto the couch and searched the refrigerator for leftovers. The young boy really didn’t feel like cooking for himself tonight after the whole mess with Bakugo. Luckily, he found some old katsudon he made from a few nights before, so he took that out and started up the microwave to reheat it. Gami plopped himself down on the couch right next to Izuku’s bag and patiently waited for his successor to turn on the TV.

It wasn’t long before Izuku returned with a plate of hot katsudon, setting it down on the small coffee table before grabbing the remote. He turned on the TV, immediately switching it to the channel with all the kids’ cartoons. Unfortunately for him, he had just missed Mighty Adventures, but the current show playing, Shirusagi, was still one of his favorites.

Inspired heavily off of the pro hero Mirko, the show’s protagonist was a white rabbit named Shirusagi, who was young and brash, very similar to Mirko’s own personality. Shirusagi was a bit of a troublemaker though, and he often got his friends in all sorts of messes. They’d always have to work together to get out of those situations, and Shirusagi never escaped his consequences.
Izuku liked that. He wished the real world was like Shirusagi’s. Full of friends and proper consequences.

He was pretty engrossed in the current episode, even though it was a rerun, when Gami’s voice snapped him to attention.

“You know Izu, I think you’ve gotten quite far in controlling Death’s Touch.”

“If this is about earlier,” Izuku sighed drearily, pausing the show, “look, I’m sorry.”

“I simply do not understand. I know you cannot control it yet on plant life, but you have come so far with Death’s Touch in other aspects. Why are you still afraid?”

The boy stared at his hands, “I’m just afraid that I’ll mess up, and hurt someone really bad.”

“What do you mean? You have learned to control it on humans. You can even start and stop the decay at will on them, as well as non living objects. That takes an impressive amount of skill, and yet you have done it.”

Izuku shuddered at that thought. Learning to control his deadly power on other people was one of the first things on his bucket list, but also the most difficult. He really didn’t mean to practice on Bakugo’s lackeys, but they were always touching him, so he figured he’d touch back. Though he never hurt any of them, the amount of guilt he compiled from each time he tried really made the child fear his own power.

“Well, I'm still afraid that I could lose control. One mistake and people would fear me forever. I can’t take that chance. That’s the whole reason I wear these.”

Izuku gestured to his hands as he shook them. His hands were covered under black polyester gloves. He’d started buying them at a local convenience store when Gami first started teaching him to control Death’s Touch. Of course these weren’t the original pair. He had gone through a good amount of gloves during the 4 years, well over a few hundred. As cheap as the gloves were, the cost piled up over time, so the boy had resorted to doing odd jobs for others in nearby neighborhoods. Most of the people here knew about his quirklessness and wouldn’t accept him to do their requests, but the nearby neighborhoods didn’t, so he often went there for cash.

“I know you say I should be proud of my abilities, and I am, but I’m still scared. People already hate me cause I’m quirkless, I just don’t want them to hate me more for having a dangerous power I can’t really control.”

Gami rested a thin, boney hand on his successor’s gloved one. “I think I understand now. But I will tell you, no matter what, I will support you. You are my friend Izu, and nothing you do will change that.”

Izuku smiled at Gami’s words. It was reassuring to hear them from the normally quiet man. He didn’t have to respond, but Gami knew exactly what the boy was trying to say. The two of them had grown to understand each other, even without verbal communication.

Gami patted the couch a few times, and Izuku chuckled before unpausing the episode of Shirusagi.

 


 

Izuku and Gami had lost track of time, something they almost never did. It was too dangerous to do, kind of like forgetting to send a soul away before it’s limit. You just didn’t forget those kinds of things. And so Izuku and Gami always remembered to file away into the former’s room before Inko got home. But today was a different day. Maybe it was because it was so emotionally draining. Or maybe it was because Izuku was so exhausted from actually managing to escape Bakugo, a feat he never managed to do before. Who knows? It really didn’t matter. What mattered was that Inko came home, and Izuku was still on the couch.

Izuku knew that his mother didn’t enjoy having to go back into work, but her taking the later shifts made it more bearable. Izuku liked to pretend that his mother didn’t take the later shifts solely to get away from him, but one thing he definitely knew was that she took the later shifts so she could drink.

The boy knew his mother gained a drinking problem once Hisashi left. It started out with spiked tea every once in a while and just escalated from there. His mother would often come home drunk, carrying a bottle of half empty liquor she would buy after hours. It was a surprise the first few times, but after a couple days of picking out glass shards from his skin, he eventually learned to shuttle away into his room before she came home.

Unfortunately, he and Gami had lost track of time.

Izuku fumbled for the remote, and in a panic, shut off the TV. He ducked behind the couch, hoping his mother hadn’t noticed him there. It didn’t matter that the empty plate of katsudon was still on the coffee table. He doubted she would notice that in her drunken state, and he could always clean it up later.

But as Inko’s sickenly sweet voice came from the front door, Izuku knew he would have to face the consequences of his actions, just like Shirusagi.

“Izuku,” she slurred, “is that you my baby?”

The child looked to Gami in horror as the man motioned for him to respond. But the boy’s mouth failed him as he sputtered out silence.

“Oh Izuku,” Inko’s voice wavered, losing its sweetness, “I know you’re there. There’s no use hiding from me.”

He could hear his mother take a swig from the bottle she inevitably had in her hand. She let out a relieved gasp at the taste of the bitter drink down her throat. The boy didn’t dare attempt to peak out from behind the couch, but visibly paled at the sound of footsteps coming closer. He wasn't sure what to do. Should he make a run for his room? Should he just try and wait it out? Izuku was stuck in his own head again, slowly drowning himself in his panic. He couldn’t hear Gami urging him to just get up and run, nor his mother creeping closer.

“What are you doing on the floor there, Izuku dear?” his mother garbled, leaning over the couch to look at him. She swung her arm holding the bottle over the side as well, spilling a bit onto the cushions. Izuku’s nose filled with the pungent scent of alcohol in the air, as well as on his mother’s breath. He looked up in fear from the floor, his wide eyes meeting the half lidded ones belonging to his mother. She stared right back at him, an unnerving smile blooming on her rosy face.

“Have I ever told you how much you look like your father?” Inko continued, as if not at all concerned by her child’s reaction towards her. She reached her free hand over the couch to grab at her son, but he flinched further into the floor, away from her hand. She scowled at that, but pulled her hand back to steady her swaying self with the couch.

“It made me so sad when he left,” she proceeded. “How could you make your own mother so sad?”

Izuku knew he was to blame for his father’s departure, or at least his quirklessness was. But hearing it from his mother just reminded him how much of a failure he really was. He really wanted to make her proud, honest, but he just didn’t know how.

“Why oh why,” Inko cried, “why have you done this to me Izuku?!”

Suddenly, Inko lunged over the couch towards her son. The child yelped and scrambled to his feet. He could hear his mother’s jumbled words behind him, but the sound of his heartbeat in his ears was too overwhelming. An abrupt crash came from the living room, his mother must have fallen into the coffee table, which a following shriek confirmed. Izuku shuddered, that would only make her more angry. He turned the corner and dashed towards his room. The door was so close, he could almost reach it.

Then, white hot pain shot through his legs, and the boy wailed in anguish. He didn’t even notice the loud smash that came after, or the now invasive smell of liquor that flooded the hallway. Luckily, he was just at his door and managed to hobble inside and shut it. His hands quickly flew to the doorknob and locked it as his mother’s drunken footsteps scurried towards his door. Izuku stumbled back onto his injured legs in fear as Inko bashed her fists on the wood.

“Why did you drive Hisashi away from me?!” she sobbed, “Why did you have to be quirkless?! Don’t you realize what you have done to me?!”

The boy sobbed along with his mother at her words, though his cries were fairly drowned out. He could feel Gami’s sleeved hand ruffling through his unruly hair, which made him smile a bit. He sniffled and rubbed his puffy eyes, taking the time to try and get his breathing under control. Izuku eventually managed to tune his mother’s grieving out of his head until it inevitably stopped and she shuffled off, probably still woozy from the alcohol. The child sighed in relief. It was finally over.

“Izu, I think we should fix up your legs,” he spoke softly. Izuku thought maybe it was because of the whole fiasco with his mother just now, but Gami must have seen everything in his time as Death. He wouldn’t be shocked at witnessing this, right?

Taking note of the man’s strange behavior, the boy turned to examine his legs. They were in rough shape, but not the worst he’d seen. He started carefully picking out the glass bottle shards and tossing them in the trash. The smaller pieces were a bit tricky, but with his tiny fingers, Izuku managed to get them out. Fortunately, most of the bottle missed his form and hit the wall instead, and any that did hit him only landed in his calves, so he wasn’t picking out glass for too long. He was about to stumble towards the desk drawer that contained his supply of bandages, when Gami handed him the very item he was looking for. The child looked surprised for a moment, but thankfully accepted the help.

Gami couldn’t often interact with solid objects. He was, in all technicality, a spirit after all. But he did have his instances where he could touch something physical. After numerous months of practice attempts and many funny failures, the man did learn how to sit on the couch, and even lean back into it. He still had extreme difficulty interacting with anything else other than the couch, but there were moments where he seemed to be able to flawlessly. Izuku wasn’t sure if it was out of desperation or something akin to extreme emotion, but it happened few and far between.

As for why he had bandages in his room…

Well, he couldn’t make it to the bathroom all the time.

 


 

The next day was thankfully a Saturday, and on these days, his mother left the house early. Izuku didn’t have to worry about accidentally running into her on his way to the kitchen, which was a blessing in itself. Though today, the boy seemed to be a bit… slower than usual, somewhat less hyper. He didn’t pour his Mighty Smacks as happily, nor make as much of a mess. He sort of shuffled towards the couch instead of his usual skipping, and didn't plop himself down. It was more like a gentle fall.

But when Gami watched his successor skip past the channel playing Mighty Adventures, he knew something was wrong.

“Izu, you seem more down than normal. Are yesterday’s events bothering you?”

Izuku looked down with a curious emotion on his face, one that Gami couldn’t really identify.

“No no, it’s not that. I just had a really weird dream last night and it’s really bugging me.”

The cloaked man looked at the boy in interest.

“A dream? Do you think talking about it might help?”

“Well,” he started, “I saw a man I didn’t know in it. He looked a bit old, with fraying brown hair that looked faded. For some reason, I can vividly remember him wearing a bright yellow shirt.” Izuku stopped timidly, but Gami motioned for him to continue.

“He, um, started to cross the street, but there was a car coming and h-he didn’t see it. He just kept walking. When he f-finally noticed it, it was too late,” the boy managed to whimper out, “there w-was so much blood a-and it was awful.” Izuku sniffled and rubbed at his nose, clearly not having enjoyed retelling his dream.

The man stayed silent for a moment, unsure of what to say.

“Izu, I think you received another one of those powers I told you about.”

“That was a power?!” Izuku cried out, “I don’t want to have to see that again!”

“I understand that you are in shock, but that is one of the most useful abilities you will ever have. It may help you save even more people.”

The child calmed down a little at those words, “It can?”

“Yes, that is an ability called Premonition. It allows the current Death to view people who could die earlier than they are supposed to.”

Gami paused, allowing his successor to process those words before continuing.

“Normally, we are not to interfere with the process of Death, however, we can receive foresight of people who are going to die before their supposed date. Those viewed in premonitions can have their fates tampered with. Of course, us Death are not obligated to interfere, however we are given that option.”

Izuku looked up at that, “I can save that man then?!”

“Yes, but I will warn you, it is difficult to predict when a premonition will come to pass. They usually have a time frame of anywhere between an hour after you’ve first viewed it to about 3 days later.”

The boy’s face morphed again into one of horror, “So he could be dead already?!”

“Possibly.”

Izuku paled.

Gami flinched a bit, but it wasn’t noticeable. He didn’t mean to scare the young child again.

“Do you remember what the sky looked like in the premonition? If it wasn’t dark, then he could still be alive.”

Izuku perked up again, “Yeah, it was sunset! He’s still ok then!”

Gami smiled, though it wasn’t visible from the depths of his hood.

“You enjoy analyzing things, so try to observe as much as you can during each premonition, that way you can have the best chance at helping the person in it. Normally, they appear as foresights during the day, not typically as dreams, though that must be because this was your first one,” the man stopped to ponder that thought, before picking up where he left off, “Although, you have to be careful when you intervene. Too early, and the person could still die. Too late, and that’s self explanatory. You have to interfere at the moment closest to death.”

The boy grew a bit worried at that, but shook it off, “Well then, I guess we are going out to buy some groceries later!”

Izuku then switched the channel to the kids’ cartoons, where Mighty Adventures was playing.

Gami smiled wider at his successor.

He was going to make such a wonderful hero.

 


 

Izuku trudged towards his house, his arms full of groceries bags. Gami did offer to help, but with the man’s sporadic control over his form, neither of them really trusted that he would be able to make it back without dropping at least one bag and squishing its contents. The sun was setting majestically, and as much as the child enjoyed watching it, he knew he had to head back soon. Being out after dark wasn’t too good of an idea in this neighborhood.

The boy was secretly hoping to see the man from his premonition, but took into account that his foresights could take up to 3 days later to come true. He knew it was unlikely for it to occur so early, but Izuku could only hope. After seeing the man’s gruesome death in his own mind, he wished to spare him of that avoidable fate.

He and Gami liked to walk and talk while they were out. Of course, they chatted sparingly when others were around or as others passed them. But at times like this, where the streets were eerily empty, they talked plentifully. After all, the man had been around for over 5 centuries, he sure had a lot to talk about.

They turned a corner together, Gami rambling on about some odd quirks he’d seen throughout their newfound generations. The man knew his successor enjoyed that kind of conversation, and also knew he had somehow picked up the child’s rambling habit. The two of them were so engrossed in the discussion, they almost crossed during a green traffic light. But Gami managed to alert Izuku once they got to the curb, and the 8 year old stopped accordingly. They continued to chat though.

The light turned yellow.

As they talked, the boy noticed something odd in the corner of his eye. As he turned his head, the sight of a bright yellow shirt flooded his vision. Realization bloomed in his head as he saw the older, brown haired man from his premonition crossing the street across from Izuku, right as a car was plowing down towards him.

“STOP MISTER!” The words escaped his mouth before he had even realized it. Gami turned to look at what his successor was yelling about, not really expecting to see the man Izuku had described earlier.

The man jolted and stopped at the child’s scream, just as the raging car zoomed past him.

Just then, the traffic light turned red.

Izuku used the opportunity to run across the now empty road after looking both ways. He rushed towards the shaken man and tried to aid him the best he could.

“Mister, are you alright?” Izuku asked softly, genuine concern evident in his voice.

The man managed to get his breathing under control enough to respond.

“Yes, thanks to you,” he started, “my quirk’s side effect can make me go blind at random. I thought I could get away with crossing the street without my sight, since my house is right there.” The older man pointed across the street, and Izuku followed his finger to see a beautiful blue house, small and quaint.

“Well, let me walk you across the rest of the way then,” the child added, “just to make sure you arrive safely.”

He then linked arms with the man, despite the numerous amounts of bags he was carrying anyway. With slow steps, they made their way across the street, Izuku making sure to match the man’s shaky pace, before reaching the curb safely. The boy still kept their arms linked, and led the man up the steps of his house, right to the door.

“Thank you,” the older man stated once he reached his home, “you really saved my life young man.”

Izuku blushed and looked away, forgetting that the man was still effectively blind. “It was no problem mister, I’m just glad you’re ok.”

“Are you thinking of becoming a hero?” He continued.

The child bounced up at that, “Yes sir! It’s always been my dream!”

The man chuckled, “Well, I’ve got full faith that you’ll turn out to be someone great. And if you’re planning on going into heroics, then I’ll just have to keep an ear out for you.”

Izuku grinned widely at that, beaming with pride. “Thank you so much mister!”

“Ishihara Tadao,” he interrupted, “but you can call me Ishihara.”

“Ah, well it’s nice to meet you Ishihara-san,” the boy blinked, “I’m Midoriya Izuku!”

Ishihara smiled at the boy’s antics. “Well Midoriya-san, why don’t you come over tomorrow for some tea? I really want to show you my gratitude for saving my life today.”

Izuku flushed again at the man’s kindness. He’d never been invited over before, not even by another child.

“Sure, does 2 work for you?”

“Indeed it does, I look forward to seeing you, Midoriya-san.”

Ishihara walked inside his home at that, and so Izuku made his way home too. It was getting dark, so he had to hurry.

But, the boy did have a little bounce in his step. He finally felt confident in himself and his capabilities. And having Ishihara-san’s support made him feel unstoppable. Like he had a real shot at his dream.

Gami trailed behind, having witnessed the entire escapade.

He wondered why anyone had ever doubted this child.

Notes:

Wooooooo! That’s chapter 4 complete! To be honest, I wasn’t planning on adding Ishihara, or at least naming him. He was supposed to be some random character that Midoriya saved, but I felt he really needed a name after all that. I’m hoping to include Ishihara in more chapters, but I wouldn't get too attached. I'm not sure if he’ll become a prominent character yet. I'm still thinking it all out.

Also, don’t run red lights! Or at least, don’t try and beat the red light. Jeez, we need some proper driving etiquette around here. See? Look at this. Important life lessons are being learned here. You can thank me later lol.

I wasn’t planning on making a new show for Midoriya to watch either. But as much as he likes it, he can’t be watching Mighty Adventures all the time. I had a hard time coming up with a new show though. It felt like young Midoriya would specifically watch hero shows, but coming up with a show based off of a top pro hero was more difficult than I thought.

Like, Endeavor wouldn’t be the kind of hero that would have a kid’s show about him, neither would Hawks. But I felt I could spin Mirko into the kind of pro hero that wouldn’t mind a show based off of her. The name Shirusagi was my attempt at combining the kanji for White (Shiroi) and Rabbit (Usagi). It’s not the best, I know, but I tried! Gotta give me that at the very least!

Also, concerning prologue, I know what I said. Buuuuuut I'm planning on doing one more chapter of this before I get into the canon events. I know I know I’m sorry, but I started planning my chapters out and realized that if I didn’t, I’d be squeezing A LOT into the next chapter, considering I also have to cover the canon MHA story points. This just makes things a lot easier and smoother to read. So bare with me on this. I really think you guys will like it.

So concerning powers, we got a lot this chapter. An update on DT and a shining introduction to our newest guest, Premonition! As always, the info will be right down here, so enjoy!

Death’s Touch: Anything Midoriya touches starts to decay immediately, regardless of the amount of fingers touching. This ability works on both the living and the non living. At first, Midoriya couldn’t control this ability, as it activated immediately without his consent. However, now he is able to control the activation on humans and non living objects, being able to start and stop the decay at will. However, he had gained no progress with plant or animal life.

Premonition: Midoriya can see flash images of people who may die before they are supposed to. Normally, he cannot interfere with death, as it’s his job, but he has the option of attempting to save anyone he views in a premonition. These premonitions are bare and don’t provide much information other than the person themselves and their demise, occasionally revealing the setting and attacker, if any. The premonitions can come true between an hour after viewing to 3 days later.

Soul Contact: When a person dies, their soul is immediately sent to Midoriya. He can see, touch, and hold these souls. When holding a soul, Midoriya can see the most important memories and decisions attached to that soul, and hence that person.

Soul Sorting: This ability allows Midoriya to decide which part of the afterlife a soul moves on to. The areas of the afterlife can only be summoned with intent and the swipe of a hand, with the areas themselves being represented by flames. The areas that he can choose from are Paradise, Purgatory, and the Underworld. Once Midoriya decides where the soul best fits, it is sent to the being of that respective area. If approved, the soul stays in that area forever, the exception being Purgatory. Souls in Purgatory can be moved again to either Paradise or the Underworld, however, this is not Midoriya’s decision. If rejected, the soul is sent back to him for reevaluation. All souls must be sorted within 24 hours of Midoriya receiving them, with rejected souls resetting their time limits once they get back to him. Failure to sort a soul within its time limit may result in serious unknown punishment.

Chapter 5: Rubber Balls And Rock Bottoms

Summary:

Rebounding is rough, but Midoriya's got enough experience with it.
Gami doesn't really think that's a good thing though...

There's another TIME SKIP here. It's about 3 years, hopefully I made it obvious enough without this exclaimer.

Notes:

Trigger Warning: Verbal and Physical Bullying, Implied Suicide Attempts

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Most people didn’t bother to pay any attention to a glum looking 11 year old as he trudged down a busy street. Of course, Gami was not “most people.” He desperately tried to shake his successor out of whatever funk he was in. It would not end well if he arrived at school like this.

Midoriya was in a bad mood that morning. Normally, he did his best to start each day as cheerfully as possible, so he wasn't as crushed once he got home from school. He would wake up early each morning, and watch whatever episode of Mighty Adventures was playing while he sorted out his souls. Gami would sit next to him, and the two of them would laugh together at Mighty Man’s antics. Then, as they walked to Aldera Junior High, the man would ramble on about quirks or Mighty Man. Whatever it was, it always put Midoriya in the highest of moods. And that’s how it was everyday.

But of course, not everyday went without a hitch.

Midoriya knew he couldn’t save every person he saw in a premonition, as much as he wanted to. It was just impossible, like how every hero couldn’t save every person in need. A grim reality that was hard to accept. Midoriya understood it, but that didn’t mean he accepted it just yet. Maybe he could cope with it in due time, but right now, he was a stubborn 11 year old child who just wanted to help everyone he could.

Still, understanding that harsh truth didn’t prepare him for the majority of times where he couldn’t save whoever he saw.

That morning, the child ended up pausing on a different channel on his way to Mighty Adventures. He was hoping to catch the weather for the rest of the week, just to check and see if he needed to do his laundry for more shorts. What he ended up catching on the news was far worse than he expected, though not the first time it happened.

It was a picture of a woman, blonde and in her 30s; the exact same one from the boy’s premonition 2 days earlier. The reporter was explaining how she had been fatally shot in what had looked to be a mugging gone terribly wrong. Midoriya had only been able to catch the fact that the police were still on the hunt for her killer before his mood completely plummeted. Sure, he knew he couldn’t save everyone. That didn’t erase the fact that it put him into a cold sweat each time he failed.

“Izu, please…” Gami pleaded with the child, frantic for some kind of reaction.

Midoriya snapped out of his head at that, looking down at the sidewalk while continuing to walk. They were almost at the school, and the streets were starting to thin out of people.

“Sorry,” he mumbled out, voice dry and hoarse from the silence.

He could hear the figure’s sigh of relief at the response. Midoriya waited for him to say more, waited for the expected lecture about how he couldn’t save everyone. He waited for Gami to go on about how he could still help people, and that no hero was expected to save everyone. He waited for what he heard every time this happened, and as much as he knew Gami meant it, it never helped as much as he wanted it to. Midoriya closed his eyes and waited. He knew it was coming and he knew it was true.

But no words came. Midoriya stopped out of shock. Gami’s sleeve came to rest on the boy’s shoulder, and he could feel the sharpness of the bones digging into his skin. Still, no words were spoken.

The child reached to touch the man’s hand with his own. It was cold, even through the sleeve, but he didn’t mind. They just stood there. To any person that would be watching, it would seem pretty weird that a small middle schooler had stopped abruptly in the middle of an empty sidewalk and was clutching his shoulder. It would probably seem even weirder that the same child had just suddenly started smiling at what would seem to be nothing. But Midoriya didn’t mind.

No words ever broke the silence.

 


 

Midoriya ran down the school’s empty hallways, cursing to himself. How long had he been standing on that sidewalk for? Surely it couldn’t have been that long, right? Somehow it was, as now he was racing to beat the clock, as well as the late bell. The last thing he needed to hear now was his teacher scolding him on his tardiness. It happened every now and again, where the boy didn’t make it into the classroom on time, but never enough to deserve the lengthy criticism his homeroom teacher liked to give. He especially didn’t want to have to stand there and take it in front of the rest of his class. Their obvious snickering always made it worse.

Skidding down another hallway, he saw his classroom’s entry door. Lurching for the handle, he violently turned it and yanked the door open.

The sudden noise spooked most of his classmates as they turned to see who was at the door, only the smirk once they realized it was him. His teacher’s head turned too, face morphing into a scowl at the sight of his green, unruly hair.

“Midoriya, I hope you realize that you’re late,” the teacher began.

The boy just stopped to catch his breath, before pointing up at the bell. It wasn’t a second later that the bell rang, signaling that class had started and all students that came in after would actually be late.

The teacher sighed and let his shoulders slump, before motioning for the student to sit. Midoriya grinned and walked over to his desk, ignoring the snickers and giggles coming from his classmates. He outwitted his teacher for once, and that left him in a decent enough mood to not be bothered by his peers.

That was, until one of Bakugo’s crew stuck his foot right into Midoriya’s path.

He flailed before inevitably falling face first onto the cold tile. All the kids in the classroom, regardless if they witnessed the scene or not, immediately began to laugh. Midoriya pushed himself off the floor before meeting the harsh glare coming from his teacher. His proud facade started to falter a bit.

“Midoriya, get to your seat now and stop distracting the class,” he berated, “before I find a reason to give you detention.”

The child faltered even more. He never had been to detention before. That kind of thing stayed on your school record, and if he wanted to have a shot at U.A., he couldn’t afford to start now. They would already be looking for a way to deny him entry due to his quirkless status, he couldn't give them a reason due to his school record. Of course, he was hoping to change his quirk records before the entry exam in 3 years, but in case he wasn’t able to, he had to have all his bases covered.

“Yes sir,” Midoriya murmured quietly before making his way to his desk. He could feel each and every glare on him as he finally sat down. As the teacher continued with the lesson, he could feel the stares slowly move off of his form. One in particular hung around longer than the others. He could practically feel the heat coming off of it and burning into his back. He ignored it, like usual.

Bakugo was always like this after all.

The rest of the classes before lunch went pretty smoothly. Not too much had happened since the incident in Midoriya’s homeroom, and for that, he was grateful. When the lunch bell rang, he waited behind as the rest of his class filed out. He knew it was probably a better idea to merge with the crowd, but the boy wasn’t too fond of being crowded.

After years of avoiding others and lacking physical contact, he wasn’t too keen on changing that on a dime. As for how it got that way, it was a combination of things: the lack of affection at home, the bullying at school, the fear of his own power growing out of control. Midoriya figured it would be just easier to avoid contact in general, rather than trying to fix the problem 7 years too late.

Still, he should have realized by now that trying to leave the room alone would only cause more problems.

“God Deku,” Midoriya flinched at the voice, “you’re so pathetic. Can’t you even walk straight?”

The boy would never comment on how he was tripped. He was playing for the long run after all. Better to let them talk than try and correct them if he really wanted to outlast this nightmare. So Midoriya just ignored whoever was talking and attempted to leave the room. Of course, he would never be lucky enough to get out that easily.

“Hey, who said you could leave?” another voice called out and grabbed his shoulder. The boy recoiled at the touch, turning around to face whoever else was in the room. It was only those two students who had spoken earlier, luckily not Bakugo, though at this point, Midoriya wasn’t sure what was worse. He just stood there in silence and waited for the others to continue as they surely would.

“Not going to say anything Deku,” the first one sneered, “you really are useless.”

The same kid started walking towards him, a malicious glint in his eyes. Midoriya looked towards the supply closet in the back of the classroom. The teacher had gone in there just as class ended, and the child was sure he was just waiting out the confrontation. They teachers always made it painfully obvious that they didn’t care about how he was treated by the other students. The man could probably hear everything that was happening.

Suddenly, the kid threw a lousy punch at Midoriya's face. He jumped back and ducked under the swing, before skittishly scampering out of the classroom. He hurried towards the courtyard, listening to the cries behind him, not too far down that same hallway. Midoriya hid behind a set of open doors near the courtyard entrance, just as the two students raced past him. He stayed there for a good few minutes to catch his breath, before making his way outside. This was a natural occurrence and the boy was always prepared for those. It wasn’t the first time he used this same set of double doors to hide behind either.

He finally reached the courtyard of Aldera Junior High, and to his relief, it was empty like always. None of the other students really enjoyed eating away from the refreshing, air conditioned sanctuary of the cafeteria, especially on hot days like today. This made the courtyard the perfect place to get away from it all, at least, for a half hour. He could talk to Gami here and sort souls in peace, it was like a win win!

Midoriya casually walked towards the tree in the center of the yard. It was arguably the most beautiful part of the school. The way it thrivingly grew in a place so toxic really helped him believe that he would be able to thrive too, cheering him on like a silent fan. It’s branches were tall and thick, like powerful arms holding the world up, and its leaves stayed a calming shade of evergreen despite the awful heat. It even had a knot right in the center, which Gami had told him held a family of cardinals a few generations back. How the man knew that, Midoriya had no idea.

Now, the knot held the child’s personal belongings, such as his occasional jacket for the colder days and his packed lunch. He stopped using his assigned locker after multiple defacings and vandalism incidents, as well as the numerous times it had been broken into. Most of the time, nothing too important had been stolen, except for the one time he had foolishly stored his winter coat in it. That coat had taken him a while to save up for, and losing it had left him awfully depressed. After that experience, Midoriya started using the tree knot to hold his items, knowing it would be far safer than his actual locker. The knot was deep enough that if any students had actually looked inside, they would be unable to see his stuff. The only way to confirm that something was in there was to reach inside, and most of the kids at his school weren’t brave enough to do that.

He reached inside and pulled out his lunch bag, the same one he had been using for years. He sat down against the trusty tree and began to eat, doing his job as well. Gami and the boy ended up rambling on about something unrelated to the prior event, which Midoriya was thankful for. The man seemed to know just when he needed a distraction.

The rest of the day had gone pretty well. Midoriya managed to weave into the crowd when coming back from lunch so he wasn’t cornered again. And nothing too eventful had happened in the rest of his classes.

It wasn’t until the end of the day that things got messy.

The dismissal bell rang and again, the child let the rest of the class leave before eventually leaving himself. He was on his way to the courtyard when one of the windows caught his eye. He turned towards it and realized it showed the courtyard as well as a perfect view of the tree that stood in the center. Near the tree, also stood Bakugo and a group of maybe 5 others. Luckily, they weren’t snooping in the knot, but they seemed to be just standing around. Like they were waiting. Then it clicked.

They were waiting for him.

He turned to run in the opposite direction, as he was sure they would leave after long enough. But as he did, the boy was positive he saw a head lurch in his direction. Praying they didn’t spot him, Midoriya ran up the first flight of stairs.

A stampede of footsteps behind him confirmed his worst fear.

He raced down one of the hallways, listening as Bakugo’s loud voice commanded the others to split up and corner him. He skidded down another hallway, the stairs to the third floor in sight. His signature red sneakers squeaked loudly against the polished tile, alerting everyone of his location. He almost reached the door to the second flight of stairs when one of the bullies jumped out in front of him from another hall.

Midoriya dove under his outspread arms and rammed the door where the stairwell hid behind. He scrambled on all fours up the stairs, desperately trying to regain his balance.

“He went up the stairs!” The kid who tried to catch him bellowed.

Midoriya frantically tried to think of a new place to hide. He immediately ruled out anywhere on the third floor, as some kids would likely be waiting for him there. He considered the fourth floor, but decided against it for that same reason. But what else was there?

The child gasped. The roof.

The janitors were supposed to lock it once school ended, but they rarely ever did their job. Midoriya would just have to bank on the fact that it would be open.

Otherwise, he’d be trapped in a dead end with 6 feral kids hellbent on kicking his ass.

He picked up his pace and dashed further up the stairs. He could hear the shocked cries of the kids on the third and fourth floors as he passed them completely. Good, he’d made the right choice. Now he had extra time to figure out what exactly he was going to do once he got to the roof. After all, it’s not like he could really go anywhere else after that.

Midoriya collided with the rooftop door and gave it a desperate push. To his outstanding relief, it swung open effortlessly and he almost fell right onto the ground. He could hear the voices coming up faster now. He stumbled but recovered fast enough to look around. There wasn’t anywhere to hide. He was trapped.

The voices had reached the roof where he was. So had the footsteps.

He turned around in a panic and watched as 5 kids that liked to hang around Bakugo emerged from the stairwell. They snickered at his panicked form and started to approach him. Midoriya began to back away as they did, but eventually ran into the railing that lined the rooftop. He looked back in shock, and two of the approaching kids quickly ran to his sides to seize his arms. The boy thrashed wildly at the touch, his mind spiraling in absolute agony. He hated this. The touches released something feral in his head. He hated being touched, especially out of his control. They needed to stop. Midoriya couldn’t think, his mind was spinning. Let me go. Let me go. Let me go. Let me go. Let me…

A sudden sock to the face snapped him out of it.

He could feel the warm blood trickle down his face. He didn’t think his nose was broken, but the thick trail of red was really starting to make him doubt it. The kid that had punched him laughed and then gave him another sock to the gut. Midoriya gasped at that, choking on his own spit. The force of the blow knocked his head back and sent a few specks of blood flying off his face. His head lurched forward again and hung limply on his neck. The last two kids stayed by the rooftop door, watching everything play out. Then, a last set of loud and harsh footsteps made their way up the stairs.

Midoriya lifted his head up to meet Bakugo’s stare, his eyes fluttering and desperately trying to stay open. He yanked frantically on the two kids holding his arms, not sure if it was because of the touch or just to escape the current situation, but they didn’t budge. Bakugo walked closer, shoving the kid that punched Midoriya out of the way. The other two kids followed close behind.

“Deku,” he growled.

The boy grimaced at the name, but kept eye contact with Bakugo. “Kacchan please, I haven’t even done anything today.”

The angry blond scowled some more. “You think you’re all that, don’t you?”

“What are you even talking about?!”

The grip around his arms tightened painfully, and Midoriya yelped.

“Watch it Deku,” one of the boys holding his arms said.

Bakugo stepped even closer, until he was right at the child’s face. But even then, the timid boy never broke eye contact, and that really pissed Bakugo off. What was he trying for? It’s not like Deku could accomplish anything significant being quirkless, so why was he trying so hard? The blond grinded his teeth, desperate to get some sort of reaction out of the child in front of him. He slapped his hand onto Midoriya’s right shoulder and lit it up in a fiery rage. He could see the sparks leaking out from underneath his hand, now staining Midoriya’s uniform.

That did it. The boy’s eyes tore away from Bakugo’s own in unrestrained terror. The blond had noticed that Midoriya seemed to have some sort of weak spot at his right shoulder, though he could never figure out what it was. But he was finally getting the reaction he wanted. He wanted Deku to know exactly where his place was.

Midoriya howled at the spark on his shoulder. It reminded him so much of his father. Too much. He was barely keeping it together, the memories from that night spilling into the current moment. He could feel the tears threatening to breach his eyes, but did his best to hold them in. He couldn’t cry now. He couldn’t give them the satisfaction of knowing that they won.

Then, Bakugo’s hand lifted off after what seemed like forever. He could feel himself calm down at that, not realizing he had been thrashing crazily before, and that the two other students behind the blond had to step in to keep him restrained. He opened his eyes to look at his former friend, but found no sympathy on his face, only hate.

Midoriya could feel a hand in his hair, but recognized its cold feeling as Gami’s. He tended to forget the man was there in situations similar to this. He tried to focus his mind on the way he softly ruffled his green locks, just as if the man was trying to tell him it would be ok. That it would be over soon.

Bakugo kneed him in the gut violently.

At that, the boy lunged over weakly, and the 4 kids holding his arms suddenly let go. He fell right to the floor face first as he had done earlier. Only this time, he didn’t have the strength to hoist himself up. He stayed limp on the rooftop, barely able to lift his head to see Bakugo and the other 5 students make their way to the door. The kids stopped, clearly waiting for the blond to lead them, but he also stopped at the doorway. He turned around to look at the prone Midoriya.

“Remember your place Deku,” he stated, something he never failed to remind the boy, “a quirkless loser like yourself can’t ever be a hero.”

And with those parting words, all of them left the rooftop.

Midoriya pushed himself to his knees and slowly made his way to the railing where he had been cornered just before. The railing wasn’t too high, only reaching to about his waist, but the bars holding it up were spread pretty widely apart. The boy slipped his legs through the spaces so they dangled off the edge. He would have climbed over the railing to sit on the thin ledge that separated safety and falling to his doom, but there wasn’t enough room. Gami did the same, his robe flowing in the high wind. They sat there in silence for a bit, before the child broke it with a sob.

The sobs grew louder and heavier until Midoriya could hardly breathe. He was crying so profusely that the sounds just stopped coming out. He brought his gloved hands to his mouth and simply kept them there, trying to drown out sobs that couldn’t be heard.

“I don’t understand” were the first words to be spoken through the sobs, though they were muddy and almost inaudible. “Why do they hate me so much?!”

He could feel Gami’s hand move from his head to his back, rubbing circles into it. The man didn’t say anything though, opting to let the child continue ranting.

“I can’t do this anymore. Why can’t I be free? Why can’t this just be over?”

The boy let his head rest against the railing, staring down four floors to the ground. It would be so easy, fast, painless. But it would never work. His role as Death made sure of that.

He had tried in the past, his thoughts going back to that moment. Gami had been trying to tell him something, but he was so desperate for release, he didn’t listen. He ran into the bathroom and opened the medicine cabinet, downing as many things as he could find. After a few minutes, he was convinced he simply hadn’t taken enough things, but then, Gami introduced him to another ability he had as Death. Midoriya viewed it as more of a curse.

He remembered Gami telling him when he first got his powers that each Death was required to work for a minimum of a century. Now he knew how they enforced it.

To put it simply, he had immortality. He couldn’t die, no matter how much he craved it. He could still get hurt and burned and scarred, but he couldn’t die. Gami had told him it was so Death could work without any distractions, but Midoriya figured it was just a way to keep each Death stuck in this invisible contract. So they really couldn’t get out of their duties. It was cruel, and he hated it.

Of course, after finding that out, he desperately didn’t want to believe it. So he tried a few more times in a few different ways, but none of them ever worked. He remained stuck in this hellish nightmare.

The boy snapped back into reality at the cold touch of the man’s hand on his own. He didn’t break eye contact with the ground though.

“I never thought I wanted much in life but,” he started, not really knowing where his head was going with this.

Gami turned to look at him, his hand still unmoving.

“My whole life, I guess the few things I’ve wanted I can’t have,” Midoriya moved to look down at his gloved hand, “I guess I can add this to the list.”

But at those words, the child could feel soft sleeves wrap around him. It took him a second to figure out who was hugging him, despite Gami being the only other person on the roof. He hadn’t been hugged in such a long time, it felt alien. He slowly wrapped his own arms around the man, unsure if he was doing it right. The two of them stayed like that for a bit, just silently reassuring themselves that they still had each other, if no one else.

“Izu, you and I both know you are going to become the greatest hero, and nothing will ever stop you,” Gami finally said, breaking the quietness, “not them, not the world, and surely not this.”

Midoriya stayed quiet at that, but the man could hear the tiniest of sniffles coming from where the boy’s head was perched in his robe. He smiled, though it went unnoticed, and hugged tighter.

His successor was going to take the world by storm one day.

 


 

Midoriya stumbled down the school’s fire escape in a hurry. He didn’t think he could take the stairwell back down. He had taken too long on the roof, and if the janitors caught him still in school after hours, it wasn’t going to end well. So he opted for sliding down the rusty fire escape. After all, it was much safer than just jumping off the roof and waiting for his bones to heal in the morning.

See, concerning his immortality, Midoriya has learned an important aspect about it much earlier in the past. The immortality didn’t give him any regeneration factor, but healed any injuries that could prove detrimental to his job after an overnight’s rest. Handy, but not too practical in the midst of a fight. So yes, while he could jump four stories off the roof of his Junior High and be alright, he’d also be a pile of broken bones and mush until the morning.

As for why he was in a rush, well Gami had the decency to remind him that he was supposed to be at Ishihara’s for tea in 10 minutes. Ever since saving the man from his unsightly demise, he would be invited over for tea and snacks around 1 or 2 times a week. He enjoyed Ishihara’s company as the two of them loved to chat about just anything, kind of like him and Gami. Plus there were times where Ishihara would pull out his old chessboard, and while the older man would usually win, Midoriya loved it nonetheless.

The boy learned a lot about Ishihara during their tea chats. The man apparently had a super neat tracking quirk he got to name Under The Radar. It allowed him to place undetectable, irremovable trackers on upto 3 items at once, even people. It didn’t have a size or a range limit, and the trackers couldn’t be removed unless Ishihara himself released them. All in all, Midoriya thought his quirk was absolutely amazing! The only downside to it was the man would go randomly blind at times, which led to the incident that caused the two to meet.

But now wasn’t the time for the child to be gushing about the man’s quirk.

He sprinted down the busy sidewalk, ignoring angry protests of commuters he bumped into along the way. Turning a corner, he now had the quaint, blue house in sight. The boy didn’t have a watch or a phone, so he had no idea whether he was late or not. Hopefully he wasn’t though. Midoriya really didn’t want Ishihara to start asking questions. He ran up the stairs and rang the doorbell. After a few seconds, the door clicked and opened up.

“Oh Midoriya! You made it right in time!” The man’s voice echoed from behind the wood.

The child let out a sigh of relief. He’d made it in time. He looked up to meet Ishihara’s eyes.

“Oh my goodness, what happened to your face?!”

Midoriya reaches a gloved hand to touch at his face in confusion. He pulled it back only to find a decent amount of red staining it. Right, his nose. He’d assumed it had stopped bleeding by now.

Guess it hadn’t.

The older man ushered him inside and shut the door behind his smaller form. The boy was pretty dazed during it all, but remembered Ishihara seating him on one of the dining room chairs and cleaning up his face. The man then got up to throw away the bloody tissue before getting a new one.

“It was the kids at school, wasn’t it?” He spoke softly. It seemed like a lot of people were doing that today.

Midoriya didn’t say anything back, but the way he looked away from Ishihara’s concerned stare gave the man all the answers he needed.

“Midoriya, I know you don’t like talking about it, but can you at least tell me why they’re hurting you?”

The child’s brows furrowed at that. Sure he had known Ishihara for a good 3 years, but even then, how would he react to knowing the boy’s biggest secret? Well, I guess it wasn’t his biggest per say, but definitely the most detrimental. Would those 3 years of friendship go completely down the drain? Midoriya didn’t want to risk that, ever.

He looked back up at the man’s eyes, and immediately regretted it. Staring into those eyes full of concern made his heart swell with guilt. The lump in his throat grew larger, and the boy was afraid he would start crying again. But it was either that or talk, and Midoriya refused to do the latter.

So the tears fell down his face silently, and Ishihara moved quickly to wipe them away before they mixed with the blood from his nose. But even that wasn’t enough for his conscience apparently.

“I-I’m quirkless,” he sputtered out. What was he doing? He tried to stop, but his mouth didn’t listen. “B-but I still want to be a h-hero and save p-people.”

Ishihara listened silently as he continued.

“The other k-kids at school know and they d-don’t like it.” That’s when his mouth gave out on him and he went back to crying. There it was. It was out. He waited for Ishihara to reject him like everyone else did. He would never get to enjoy tea and snacks or talk or play chess with him again. It was over.

“Oh Midoriya.” And for a second time that day, he felt arms wrap around him. “I’m so sorry you have to go through that.”

He looked over to the man in shock, “You’re not mad?”

Then it was Ishihara’s turn to look shocked, “Why would I be mad?”

“It’s just cause,” he murmured, “most people are when they find out.”

“Well then, I guess I’m not most people,” the older man reassured, “besides, you’ve already saved my life. You’re a whole step ahead of those other kids.”

The child’s face changed to one of confusion, “You really don’t care that I’m quirkless?”

Ishihara smiled, “I meant what I said when we first met. Quirk or not, you are going to be a great hero one day Midoriya.”

And that finally broke the dam as the boy bawled his eyes out. But with Ishihara at one side and Gami at the other, they were more tears of happiness than anything else.

 


 

Midoriya fiddled on the couch while Ishihara handed him a plate of chocolate chip cookies covered in plastic wrap. The man was nice enough to package away some of the spare treats he prepared.

The two had enjoyed tea and those same chocolate chip cookies earlier after the man cleaned up the child’s face, and Ishihara even whipped out his old chessboard. Of course, the older man still won the game, but the boy didn’t really mind. Ishihara really did a good job of lifting his mood from the depressing mess it began as. But as all things, it came to an end when a small alarm by the living room TV rang.

“Oh well, 6 already,” Ishihara sighed and looked at the small boy worryingly, “You can stay a bit longer if you’d like.”

Midoriya shook his head vigorously, “No no, I’ll be alright.”

He pushed himself off the couch, still feeling pain where he was punched earlier. Bakugo’s follow up attack didn’t exactly help either. He hadn’t found the time to check the area yet, but guessed a decently sized bruise now dressed it. He landed roughly on his feet, stumbling slightly, but catching himself on the armrest of the couch. Ishihara looked at him in concern, but the child flashed one of his signature bright smiles in reassurance. The man passed him the wrapped plate of cookies that Midoriya put on the couch so he could get up.

“Don’t worry about bringing the plate back,” the older man said, “I’ve got plenty.”

The boy took the treats from Ishihara and held them close to his chest, afraid he’d drop them the second he left the house. Today had been a rollercoaster of events as well as emotions. He still hadn’t gotten his hands to stop sweating or his knees to stop shaking. But he wasn’t hyperventilating anymore, and his heartbeat wasn’t drowning out the rest of the world, so the child still considered it a win.

During Midoriya’s internal reflection, he had made his way to the front door, which Ishihara held open for him.

“Thank you for everything Ishihara-san,” he whispered out, just loud enough for the man to hear, “It really means a lot to have your support.”

The older man smiled at that, “Just make sure to remember your biggest fan when you go pro.”

Midoriya giggled. Gami may end up giving the man a run for his money, but Ishihara didn’t need to know about that.

The boy trotted down the front steps and started down the sidewalk, clutching his plate of cookies tightly. Gami followed behind, quiet as ever.

“See you Thursday?” Ishihara called out from the doorway hopefully, “After school?”

The child turned to look back, before displaying another heartwarming smile, “Sure thing! See you then!”

Midoriya continued towards his house as he heard the wooden door click shut. Gami moved up to walk next to him, but didn’t say anything. He looked at the man in confusion, but the silence remained. He shrugged it off and went back to gazing at the plate of cookies. Ishihara really knew how to bake, and the boy was grateful that the man shared it with him. He could count maybe 10, no 12 cookies under the plastic wrap. Oh he couldn’t wait to eat another one once he arrived back home…

“Izu…”

The child looked back at Gami expectantly, but continued to walk. When the man seemed to hesitate, he motioned for him to keep going.

“Do you remember what I said about being around to teach you the basics of your job?”

Midoriya nodded, still not being able to put the pieces together.

“And that I would finally be off to rest once you could handle yourself?”

Once the man finished, it finally clicked for the boy. No no no, not after all they’d been through together. Not after today. His heart couldn’t take it. Sure, the child had Ishihara, but that was only a couple times a week. If Gami left, he’d really be alone. His hands were shaking profusely now and his grip on the plate slipped, but Midoriya didn’t even care. He waited for the loud crash of the ceramic against the concrete sidewalk in hope the noise would shake him out of his head.

But no sound came.

He craned his neck to look down, expecting to see the plate shattered and the cookies spread out on the ground, but instead turned to see Gami knelt down.

The plate lay in his hand, completely intact.

He rose back up and outstretched his arm to hand the plate back.

“Izu please,” the man whispered, “just listen.”

Midoriya took the plate back teary eyed. They threatened to fall again for the third time that day. But he nodded nonetheless and waited for him to continue. He would hear his friend out. Gami deserved that at the very least.

“What I said was true, even if it was all those years ago,” he kept listening, despite the growing lump in his throat, “And after these 7 years together, I know you are more than capable of handling yourself and this position.”

It was growing harder and harder to listen. The boy stopped walking, having to put all his focus on not bursting into tears.

“By those words I said so long ago, I should be ready to move on and finally enjoy peace after all these centuries, but…”

The man paused, and Midoriya could hear him take an audible breath. He still dared not to look at him in fear of breaking down.

“I have grown to enjoy your company Izu, and now, though I am technically dead, I have never felt more alive.”

Gami seemed to stumble over his words, and the child finally gained the courage to look his friend in the eyes. Or at least, where he presumed his eyes would be. It was impossible to see any of the man’s face under that dark hood of his.

“I believe what I am attempting to convey is that I care for you, and I am not ready to move on just yet.”

Midoriya’s eyes widened, and a few tears slipped from his grasp.

“You are more than just my successor. You are my friend, and I wish to be around as you grow. I wish to watch you spill your cereal each morning and hopefully change your breakfast tastes to be more than just Mighty Smacks. I wish to watch hero cartoons together when we get back in time to catch them. I wish to have more conversations that seep into the late night about quirks or heroes or whatever had plagued the day. I wish to support you as you continue fighting for your dream.”

The man fiddled with his long sleeves, picking at them from the inside with his boney fingers. He hadn’t imagined this conversation to be as hard as it currently was. He broke eye contact with the boy standing in front of him, not like anyone could tell.

“I want to be there when you become the greatest hero Japan has ever seen.”

Gami lifted his head up at the first few sniffles, but was completely unprepared when his successor embraced him in a crushing hug, the plate of cookies on the sidewalk. He hadn’t heard them break, so the child must have placed them down.

“You really mean that?” Midoriya whimpered out, eyes puffy, cheeks red, face utterly soaked in salty tears. “I don’t want you to stay if that makes you unhappy. You’re my friend Gami. I just want you to be happy.”

The man did make out what the boy was trying to say, though it was nearly inaudible due to his guttural sobs and hoarse voice.

“I meant every word,” Gami couldn’t recognize the voice that just spoke. It was so full of emotion. Was he crying? He truly had no idea. “I want to stay.”

It was quiet, except for Midoriya’s sobs. They merely stood in the center of the empty sidewalk embracing, a plate of plastic wrapped cookies at their feet. If any person was watching, it would seem pretty weird that a small middle schooler had stopped abruptly in the middle of an empty sidewalk with a plate of cookies on the ground near his feet. It would probably seem even weirder that the same child was currently hugging himself while crying loudly. But Midoriya didn’t mind.

He didn’t mind at all.

Notes:

So how was the whole part with Ishihara? He’s just a sweet, older man who likes to bake and play chess. How could you not love him?! I had a lot of fun making up his quirk though. I actually didn't have his quirk planned out at all, so I was freaking out a little when I realized I’d have to come up with a plausible quirk that could have random, temporary blindness as a side effect. At first I was like LASER EYES! But then it would be a bit weird that Ishihara didn’t become a hero. Sure, now that I’m writing this, I could see the ways I could write myself out of that hole, but that kinda thing would require explanation later, and that’s a lot of work. Plus, using Laser Eyes would be like taking the easy way out. So I came up with Under The Radar, and I must say, I’m pretty proud of myself. I actually have a decent amount of notes concerning Ishihara’s quirk, so I thought I’d leave them here just in case you guys were interested.

Name: Under The Radar
Type: Emitter
Activation: Physical touch with the hand, number of fingers doesn’t matter
Deactivation: Physical touch of all 10 fingers together. Deactivation releases all trackers at once
Size Limit: None
Range Limit: None
Amount Limit: Up to 3 items at once
Side Effects: Overuse of quirk results in random, temporary blindness, forcing the user to rely solely on a mental map
Extra Notes: Any stationary items being tracked appear like pins on a map in Ishihara’s head. Any moving items being tracked appear as blips on a map, similar to a radar. Trackers are undetectable and irremovable unless Ishihara does so himself.

As for powers, I tried to reveal a new one in a different way this time. Midoriya’s known about this immortality power for a bit of time now, but this is the first time you guys learn about it. I was trying to break from the formula of having Gami introduce a new power each chapter, because frankly, that’s boring. Also concerning how Midoriya figured out he had immortality, yeah I know it’s kinda dark, but I felt it was sort of necessary. I’m surprised that in the canon story, Midoriya isn’t more suicidal. I mean I guess he kinda is with his reckless, self sacrificing, “lemme break all my bones” fighting strategy, but it’s very implied. And that’s fair, considering this manga targets children. But I took it up a notch! I’m not too sure whether to be proud of that…

Anyway, here’s the current list of powers!!

Death’s Touch: Anything Midoriya touches starts to decay immediately, regardless of the amount of fingers touching. This ability works on both the living and the non living. At first, Midoriya couldn’t control this ability, as it activated immediately without his consent. However, now he is able to control the activation on humans and non living objects, being able to start and stop the decay at will. However, he had gained no progress with plant or animal life.

Immortality: Midoriya is immortal and cannot die. However, he can still get hurt and scarred. The immortality ability doesn’t provide any regeneration, but any wounds that could be detrimental to his job, such as lost/broken limbs and organs, will be healed the next day.

Premonition: Midoriya can see flash images of people who may die before they are supposed to. Normally, he cannot interfere with death, as it’s his job, but he has the option of attempting to save anyone he views in a premonition. These premonitions are bare and don’t provide much information other than the person themselves and their demise, occasionally revealing the setting and attacker, if any. The premonitions can come true between an hour after viewing to 3 days later.

Soul Contact: When a person dies, their soul is immediately sent to Midoriya. He can see, touch, and hold these souls. When holding a soul, Midoriya can see the most important memories and decisions attached to that soul, and hence that person.

Soul Sorting: This ability allows Midoriya to decide which part of the afterlife a soul moves on to. The areas of the afterlife can only be summoned with intent and the swipe of a hand, with the areas themselves being represented by flames. The areas that he can choose from are Paradise, Purgatory, and the Underworld. Once Midoriya decides where the soul best fits, it is sent to the being of that respective area. If approved, the soul stays in that area forever, the exception being Purgatory. Souls in Purgatory can be moved again to either Paradise or the Underworld, however, this is not Midoriya’s decision. If rejected, the soul is sent back to him for reevaluation. All souls must be sorted within 24 hours of Midoriya receiving them, with rejected souls resetting their time limits once they get back to him. Failure to sort a soul within its time limit may result in serious unknown punishment.

Chapter 6: Stars Were Made For Falling

Summary:

Midoriya gets a taste of paradise, before it all comes crashing down.
The nonchalant man isn't feeling so nonchalant anymore.

I'm pretty sure this is the last TIME SKIP. It's another 3 years just to catch up to the canon events.

Notes:

Trigger Warning: Verbal Bullying, Suicide Baiting

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

“GET BACK!”

Midoriya rushed over to the crowd of curious bystanders, watching in awe as a giant, rampaging villain tore apart a shopping district. The 14 year old looked back quickly to check on his friend, who was weaving between people despite being able to pass through them. The boy tried his best to push through the crowd as politely as he could, finally reaching the front. Pro hero Backdraft was doing his best to manage the mass of civilians with his water hose quirk, keeping them distanced from the fight. Midoriya stretched behind him to grab at his worn backpack, not taking his eyes off the fight as he pulled out a notebook and pencil without even looking. His eyes flashed at the hero fighting, Kamui Woods, before flipping to a specific page and jotting feverishly.

“Wow! It’s the popular young star Kamui Woods!” the teen exclaimed, “I can’t believe I managed to catch him in action!”

“Haha, a running commentary huh?” a bystander with 3 pointed star-looking shapes extruding from his head chuckled, “Are you a fanboy?”

Midoriya shifted in embarrassment, becoming a bit uncomfortable as he realized how close he was to the rest of the crowd. But at Gami’s sudden touch to his shoulder, he relaxed more and went back to writing.

“Err um no,” he tried to explain, “I just really enjoy taking notes on quirks.” He then started murmuring quietly about the hero’s quirk, Arbor. The quirk was a transformation class, but very flexible and beneficial in most situations. Midoriya speculated how the hero could apply his branches’ binding capabilities in situations other than capture. Then, as Kamui Woods bent down, he realized the hero was about to perform his signature move.

“Take him down, tree man!” the bystander from before yelled.

“Here it comes, it's his ‘Preemptive Binding…” Midoriya cried.

“Lacquered Chain Prison!’” Kamui finished, shooting off his branches as he extended his arms towards the massive villain. The villain roared in shock and flinched back at the enormous amount of branches plowing towards him.

“CANYON CANNON!” A giant woman, larger than even the villain, suddenly appeared out of nowhere and kicked the villain right in the jaw. Midoriya gasped, startled by the new hero’s sudden appearance, before snapping right back into action, flipping to a new page and writing out notes of the new quirk. Cameras behind the two flashed as they tried to snap a picture of the new female hero. Gami shuttered in annoyance and moved to stand at the boy’s side rather than behind him.

“Today’s my debut!” the lady shouted as she shrunk back to normal size, but not before shaking her rear, “Pleased to meet you all! You can call me Mt. Lady!”

The now proclaimed Mt. Lady moved to stand next to the restrained villain and waved towards the largest crowd of cameras. She flashed a wide smile as a single cameraman from the group came up to her to get some close up shots of the new hero and the villain. Kamui Woods remained on the perch he was just fighting on, crouched and dejected at his spotlight being stolen.

“Wow, gigantification huh?” Midoriya muttered under his breath as he scribbled into his notebook, “It’s a common and quite powerful quirk, but could the threat of public property destruction limit its use? Maybe if…”

“Well it would depend on whether or not she can manipulate her size at will,” Gami added after staying quiet for most of the fight.

“Ah yes yes,” the teen whispered even quieter than before. He didn’t want to seem like a crazy person at responding to seemingly nothing.

“Taking notes huh?!” the man with the protruding shapes asked, not noticing the boy’s last response, “I guess you wanna be a hero yourself. Good luck!!”

Midoriya perked up at that complement, his eyes lighting up. Gami shifted to put his arm in front of his successor. His eyes opposingly narrowed compared to his friend’s, even though no one could see it under his hood, much less actually see him in general. No one normally praised the boy, so the ghost was quite weary when it happened, especially since the other children at Aldera would pretend to compliment him only to see the dejected look on his face once they took it back. But his successor seemed to take the praise well, so the man backed off a bit.

“Thank you!” he responded happily, “I’ll try my best!”

“I hate to interrupt Izu,” Gami interjected, “but we are going to be late if you stay any longer.”

“Oh you’re right!” he exclaimed, forgetting that no one else could hear the man standing near him. The bystander gave him a strange look, but Midoriya didn’t notice. He scrambled back through the crowd, ignoring the shudders that rushed through him each time he bumped someone’s arm.

He really didn’t enjoy crowds, but the rush of watching a fight was too much to resist sometimes. Besides, once he heard on the news that Kamui Woods was fighting, he was all too eager to remember his fear of contact. He had been very interested in the young hero’s quirk, especially his signature move, and while he did look up as much information as possible, nothing could compete with seeing it in action. And while he certainly wasn’t expecting to see the debut of a promising new hero, Midoriya was extremely glad he had decided to bear the mass of bystanders in the end.

Running down another busy street, he pondered the new hero to keep his mind off the fact that the sidewalks were much too crowded for his liking. Her giantification quirk was certainly a marvel to see in person, not something video feed could really do justice.

But he hadn’t noticed any support gear on her costume. The teen guessed that the costume itself had to be made of an extremely elastic material for her to shrink back to normal without any problems, but that was pretty much all he noticed. And yes, he considered that the new Mt. Lady was going for a more destructive style, and that kind of fighting didn’t really permit much support gear, especially with a gigantification quirk. But for him, that didn’t negate the benefits that support gear brought. He could think of many different items that could work with her changing size, such as an elastic rope or whip that stretched and shrunk with her. That kind of weapon would be easy to make and allow the hero to make more precise attacks without worrying about damaging public property. Plus if there was ever a situation where she couldn’t fit between buildings, the whip would allow her to still contribute to the fight.

Of course, there was always the notion that her costume was made of purely skin tight elastic simply to boost her ratings with the male population. That was the trap many female pro heroes fell into, whether they knew it or not. Most costume designers were male after all, and you couldn’t deny that they may have slipped some personal ideas into their work. Sure, some female pros did use this fact to their advantage, like Uwabami, the snake hero who was also a television celebrity. Her charming looks as well as her celebrity status often made working with police and rescuing civilians easier. But Midoriya hoped that heroes were more modest than that, after all, for him it was more about saving people than popularity.

The seductive pose that Mt. Lady flashed for the cameras pretty much dashed any ideas of modesty for the new hero. For goodness sake, even the nice bystander who complimented him had been drooling at the sight.

Midoriya pushed forward. He could see his middle school now. If he kept at this pace, he was sure he wouldn’t be late. Keeping his current pace wouldn’t be so hard though, the boy’s nightly endurance runs made sure of that. Plus, constantly running from Bakugo and his group helped out even more. As long as he left school early, they never managed to catch up to him. Of course, his endless stamina didn’t really help when the bullies cornered him during the school day, but it was still helpful overall.

But right now, as long as he didn’t bump into any of the solo pedestrians, he would make it on time. He wasn’t going to be late.

That put a small smile on his face.

 


 

“You guys are all third years now,” Midoriya’s homeroom teacher called out.

The boy had arrived at school 5 minutes early, much to the displeasure of the other students. The teacher hadn’t been in the classroom, so Midoriya was able to slink in without hearing any berating, despite the fact that he wasn’t late. The day had gone pretty smoothly, with the teen managing to avoid Bakugo and the others at spots where they normally cornered him, like on his way to the courtyard. He was in a cheerful mood and was hoping to end the day with it. This last class of the day wasn’t too bad either, the teacher was trying to go over plans for the future.

“It’s time to start thinking seriously about your futures,” the teacher continued, grabbing a stack of papers lying on his desk. Midoriya knew exactly where he wanted to go with his future, but he also knew that his classmates, even the school itself, didn’t support him. He didn’t want to attract any unnecessary attention to himself though, so the boy sank into his chair in an attempt to make himself smaller.

He was still writing in the notebook from earlier. Him and Gami had been talking about the fight at lunch, and the man brought up some great points concerning the new hero, as well as the teen explaining his ideas for potential support gear. Gami hadn’t been able to finish his thoughts before the bell rang, so the man was talking to the boy now, despite the fact that the teacher was also talking. Midoriya wasn’t too concerned with whatever the teacher was rambling on about now, taking the time to scribble each idea the spirit was giving him. This was one of the times he was thankful that no one else could hear Gami, even though it was pretty awkward when the teen responded to him out loud and someone else heard.

“I would hand out these future career forms but…” he shook the stack of paper he had picked up in the air. He then slammed both his hands onto the face of his desk, along with the papers, startling Midoriya out of his personal conversation. Thankfully, the boy didn’t make any significant noise or catch anyone’s attention, but now was focused on what exactly the teacher was doing.

“I assume you all want to be heroes!” the teacher exclaimed and swung his hand back towards the chalkboard, scattering the career forms everywhere. His class cheered out and all started showing off their quirks. Midoriya liked looking at his peers’ quirks, he thought each one was unique and could be used for hero work in their own way. Gami too, stopped talking and looked around at the variety of quirks being shown. He wasn’t as impressed as his successor however, having seen quirks similar to these over his centuries of work.

At first, he was surprised that Bakugo didn’t join in on the fun and glanced over to see the blond looking smug with his feet on his desk. He was going to do something brash, Midoriya just knew it.

“Yes yes, you all have wonderful quirks,” the man sighed, trying to get his class to calm down, “but you know that it’s against the rules to use them at school.”

The teen glanced over to look at Gami, who was now standing beside his desk rather than behind him as he usually stood. The man seemed to be staring right at Bakugo however, almost taking a defensive stance. The boy turned to follow Gami’s stare. The blond was now grinning widely compared to his small smirk before. Oh now he knew Kacchan was going to do something.

“Sensei!” the angry blond yelled, “Don’t lump me in with these losers!”

The class shut up at that.

“As if I had anything like their awful quirks,” he sneered and leaned back into his chair.

The class erupted into chaos again.

Midoriya and the spirit watched as the students booed and shouted, desperate to prove themselves and heal their damaged pride. They reminded the small teen of a pack of hyenas trying to jump a lion.

Bakugo then bursted into laughter, “Shut up extras!”

“Ah yes Bakugo, you of course,” the teacher announced over the loud wailing of his students, “must be aiming for U.A. high school.”

The room grew even louder, comments flying overhead like runaway kites. Midoriya shrunk further into his seat. He was sure the teacher knew he was also aiming for U.A. and hoped that the man didn’t use that information to embarrass him, as easy as it would be. Gami stepped closer to his successor’s desk, fearing something bad to come and ready to offer support.

“I aced the mock exam!” the blond continued, jumping up out of his chair and landing on top of his desk, “I’m the only one here with the stuff for U.A.!”

The boy would never comment that he also aced the mock exam. The class wouldn't care about that, only the fact that a quirkless kid was trying to get into the best hero school in the country. Besides, he had gotten all the praise he needed from Gami and Ishihara concerning the mock exam.

“I’ll even surpass All Might and become the best hero out there!” Midoriya scoffed at that, though it was unlike him. Leave it to Kacchan to challenge the number 1 pro hero in all of Japan.
“Not to mention I’ll be one of the richest people in the world!!”

At that, Midoriya and Gami rolled their eyes, though one was completely invisible. Both went unnoticed however, Bakugo’s yelling and the chaos of the rest of the class thoroughly took the attention off of them. And that’s just how the teen preferred it. He really didn’t want all of his peers’ eyes on him, especially when it would end up being more than just eyes.

“Aren’t you also going for U.A. Midoriya?”

The teacher’s words swept over the room like a plague.

Bakugo stopped shouting immediately, standing atop his desk completely still, as if someone had broken him. The smile on his face fell almost instantly.

The class had gone completely silent, all turning to look at him in shock. Their stares burned into him like hot coal.

Gami pushed his hand onto his successor’s desk, eyes leering at the rest of the people in the room. He wished he was alive in that one moment, just so he could trample across the room and smack the smirk right of the teacher’s face, and throw every single desk that got in his way. No one messed with his successor, his friend. No one.

Midoriya wanted to curl up and die in that moment. He could see his teacher’s smug grin, just as if he wanted this to happen. His hands started shaking underneath his desk, but he faced the class head on. He would not give in to them today.

The class exploded with laughter, all directed at him. It startled the young teen, but he didn’t show it. He just shifted his eyes to look at his desk instead of the disapproving glares of his classmates.

Bakugo jumped from his desk suddenly, hands starting to spark.

“Come on Deku!” he screamed, his anger fueling his quirk, causing a decent sized explosion to burst from his palms. The blast knocked over Midoriya’s desk and sent the boy flying into the back wall. He let out a gasp at hitting the wall roughly and slumped down. Bakugo followed the boy and scowled, while the teacher and students did absolutely nothing but watch.

“Forget those extras’ quirks,” he berated, “you’re quirkless and you think you can rub shoulders with me?!”

Midoriya flinched at how close Bakugo got to his limp form, “W-wait no, Kacchan…”

“You really think a school like U.A. would let a quirkless wannabe like you even try?!”

The boy looked down at that. He already knew U.A. wouldn’t even consider him as a hero student once they saw his records read “quirkless.” Midoriya had gone through a lot of trouble to get his official records changed just to avoid that. If anyone looked into his official records, his quirk was Reaper, and it allowed him to decay things at a touch and summon a scythe. That’s it, he kept it as minimal as possible to avoid suspicion. Besides, his other abilities, like Premonition and the soul stuff wasn’t something that could be easily picked out in a fight.

Midoriya didn’t answer, and Bakugo was starting to get angry. The students continued to stare and some of the blond’s group got out of their seats and moved to stand behind him. Gami stood protectively in front of the fallen boy, trying to shield him from whatever the angry teen might do, even though no one could see him. Midoriya smiled softly at his friend’s actions, hoping no one saw, but he wasn’t lucky enough for that.

“What are you smiling at Deku?!” Bakugo growled, a chorus of “yeah”s and “Deku”s followed suit, “What can you even do?!”

The boy looked down at the floor and he swore he heard the spirit growl back at the children surrounding them. But as much as he appreciated the gesture, his mood was spoiled. He could only sit there as they laughed and laughed and laughed, struggling to hold his tears in. Midoriya had always been a natural crier, but he wouldn’t give them the satisfaction they wanted.

Not now.

Not ever.

The incident promptly ended after a few moments, the bell ringing and the teacher letting the class out. Midoriya lifted himself off the ground and hobbled over to his desk, ignoring any wandering stares in his direction. His phone buzzed in his back pocket and he excitedly reached to pull it out, happy it didn’t break on his rough impact with the wall.

Midoriya could finally say that he owned a phone after about 9 months of saving up for one. That was also with taking up extra jobs that neighboring communities would offer him, more than he usually did to survive. He didn’t mind the extra work, and Gami suggested that investing in a phone wouldn’t be a bad idea. The teen put off the idea of buying one for a while, as they were reasonably expensive and he didn’t really need to get in contact with anyone on a daily basis. But now that he was going into high school, he figured he might need one, especially if he got into U.A.

“Oh wow,” he whispered, half to avoid the attention of his peers, half so Gami would realize he was talking to him, “the incident this morning is blowing up all over the news.”

“Indeed. I assume Mt. Lady’s new appearance is really taking the spotlight.”

“Yeah, let me just grab my notebook and we can go!” Midoriya smiled and reached for the thin book with a big “No. 13” written on the cover in thick marker. It was the same book he had been writing in earlier this morning at the fight. It held plentiful notes on various quirks that the boy found interesting. He enjoyed scouring the news or the internet for heroes with marvelous quirks, occasionally picking out some underground heroes to research. They had some of the most amazing powers he’d ever heard of, and he was often bummed that no one praised them as much as they deserved. And true to the title, he had 12 more notebooks at home.

Suddenly, the notebook was snatched from his hand. Midoriya wasn’t expecting the intervention and shrieked, his hand flinching back into his chest.

“We’re not done here Deku,” Bakugo snarled as the classroom emptied out, waving the notebook in the air by his thumb and pointer finger.

“What’s that Katsuki?” one of his lackeys asked with a smirk on his face.

Another turned his head to read what was on the cover, “‘For The Future’? Seriously? What future?”

“C-come on,” Midoriya cried, lunging slightly at Bakugo’s outstretched hand, “Give it back!!”

The blond, being decently taller than the green haired teen, easily kept the book out of his reach. Then, Bakugo brought the notebook between both his hands and in a flash, lit it up. Midoriya let out a loud wail at the sight of his work being exploded, not even being able to see it through the smoke and fire. The light was so blinding he had to look away for a moment to regain his focus, and glancing back, saw Gami flinching away from the light as well.

The man, despite being a spirit, severely disliked bright lights. The boy didn’t really know if it was a personal thing or a ghost thing, but noticed it nonetheless.

Now, despite that fact, Gami still adorned what the teen thought was a scowl. For the first time in a while, Midoriya could clearly see the thin, boney hands that normally hid in the man’s long sleeves, reaching out in a threatening manner at Bakugo. And while Gami was certainly channeling the anger he felt as well, the boy felt more despair than anything else.

“W-why…?” he whimpered in anguish, his cries going unheard.

The angry blond spared him a slight glance, before letting out a short breath, then tossing the burnt book out of the open window. The boy let out an even louder cry, scrambling to the window in an attempt to catch it before it landed. Sadly, his efforts were fruitless as he watched his work land into a man made fish pond. Gami watched as his successor visibly crumbled, still trying to hold in his waterworks. The man swiped at Bakugo’s head, though it just went right through the blond.

“I’ll be the first and only hero from this crappy middle school,” he continued, as if nothing had happened, “so in other words…”

Bakugo made his way over to Midoriya, the pair snickering in the background. He placed his hand onto the teen’s right shoulder, right where the scar from his father laid. He let out a shaky breath at the contact, especially at by who and where it was. He watched as the blond’s hand started to smoke, and fought off the urge to rip the hand off him. He hated when Bakugo did this. I hate it. I hate it. I hate it. I hate it.

“Don’t even try for U.A., understand?”

Midoriya’s lip quivered, his mind racing. He looked up to see Gami behind the blond, directing him to control his breathing. He followed the man, taking an unstable breath in and letting out a wobbly sigh.

Then, Bakugo’s hand was gone, and him and the other two kids were on their way out of the classroom. The green haired boy continued to stand still, not trusting his legs in the moment. He looked down at the ground, and Gami knelt down to keep eye contact, still instructing the boy’s breathing. All that could be heard was soft, staggered breathing, not a single quip back from Midoriya.

“Typical. Come on, say something…” one of the kids remarked.

“He can’t say anything,” the other replied, “he’s so lame, even as a third year. He still can’t face reality.”

Midoriya’s hand tightened on one of his worn backpack straps, fighting between lunging at the children and dropping to the floor in agony. He could see his reality. He could. He insisted to himself that he was gifted with something special, and the boy would use it to save lives. He could. He would. So why did he feel like crying right now?

“You wanna be a hero so bad?” God did Bakugo ever know when to just shut up? “I got an idea for you.”

Midoriya thought he must have recoiled or something, because he could hear a scoff come from the blond as he continued. Though, it could have just been Bakugo amused at the thought of his coming remark.

“Just hope for a quirk in your next life,” he declared, “and go take a swan dive off the roof!”

Thankfully, the three of them left the classroom fairly quickly after that, and didn’t hear the teen fall to his knees.

They didn’t hear his choked sobs as he lost all progress in regaining his normal breathing.

They didn’t hear a loud screech against the floor as Gami lunged at them in unrestrained rage, passing through them and colliding with a desk instead.

They also didn’t hear a centuries old ghost curse out the universe for his temperamental solidity.

Though, nobody heard Midoriya under his breath, desperately wishing he wasn’t as ungodly immortal as he was.

 


 

The boy didn’t stay alone in the classroom for long, as much as he wanted to. He composed himself well enough to make his way to the fish pond where his notebook was, though the janitors wouldn’t ask even if his face was blotchy. He arrived at the pond, only to find a fish nibbling at the corner of his prized possession.

“That’s not food, stupid fish,” he cursed, “That’s my notebook.”

He lifted the soggy book out of the water and carefully flipped through the pages. The ink was ruined, he couldn’t even make out the words. All of today’s notes, Kamui Woods’ signature move, the new Mt. Lady’s gigantification quirk, and the rest of the writings he had in there, gone forever. He wanted to cry even more.

“I can still read it,” Gami piped up, “That is definitely not the most illegible writing I have seen in my years of work.”

“W-wait, really?” Midoriya sniffled.

“Yes, and if we get home soon, I can translate it for you.”

“Thank you! Thank you so much!”

He lunged over to hug the man tightly. They stayed silent for a bit, as they usually did during one of these moments.

“You will prove them all wrong one day Izu,” the man carefully strung his words together, “Don’t let them get in your head.”

“I know,” the boy added quickly, “but it doesn't make the words hurt any less.”

He wearily shook out his wet notebook, before placing it gently into his backpack. Midoriya started his way towards home, wishing he could visit Ishihara today instead of the planned tomorrow. Gami didn’t hesitate to follow him, walking at his side instead of behind. He could feel his successor holding onto the end of his long sleeve, not that he minded. It was something the boy usually did in states of high distress.

“I'm just going to keep my chin up,” Midoriya spoke after a while, in a determined voice that didn’t match his body language, “and keep moving forward, no matter what they say!”

The spirit walking beside him smiled warmly at that, though no one could see.

They approached what looked to be the tunnel underneath a small bridge. It was dark and eerie, and gave both the boy and his mentor a dangerous vibe.

“Be careful Izu, something is not right here.”

“I picked up on it too, but I will.”

Midoriya took a slow step inside, hands ready to defend himself. After a few moments of silence, he took another, landing on a manhole cover leading to the city sewers. He paused again, looking all around him for an attack.

He didn’t notice the sewer cover start to leak.

Suddenly, a massive amount of sludge bursted from the holes in the cover, completely enveloping the boy’s small form.

“Perfect,” the sludge panted, “A medium sized body...to hide in...”

The teen cried out in shock, but the sludge quickly silenced him by stuffing itself down his throat.

A villain?!

Midoriya used his one free hand to grab at the sludge in his mouth, but it was no use. The fluid was just slipping through his fingers. Gami tried clawing at the villain as well, but his spiritual form proved detrimental. Tugging at his successor didn’t help either, the boy was completely stuck.

“Thanks kid,” the villain monologued, “You’re a real hero. I never thought he’d show up in this.”

What do I do? Midoriya thought. I can’t breathe and I’m only getting weaker. He knew that he wouldn’t die, but that still left an unwanted houseguest puppeting his body. He stared right into the eyes of the villain as more fluid shoved itself into his mouth. Wait…, his eyes! The boy looked back at the faded yellow eyes hidden in the sludge. The sludge may not be solid, but his eyes must be! He just had to bank on that.

As bad as he felt for doing this, Midoriya shot his free hand towards one of the eyes of the villain. He shoved his fingers right into them and the villain flinched, but held strong.

“You’re not getting away that easily,” he cackled.

Luckily for Midoriya, that wasn’t his plan.

After a few seconds or so, the villain felt his eye start to burn up. Surely the boy hadn’t poked him too hard, right? But after another couple moments, it became more than just irritation.

“AHHH MY EYE!!” he roared in pain, releasing Midoriya to cradle his wound.

The teen jumped back at his newfound freedom, not wasting his chance. Gami rushed over to his successor in concern. He just nodded in reply, not really being able to speak due to the just previous suffocation.

The villain screamed again, “I CAN’T SEE!! WHAT DID YOU DO?!?!”

Midoriya stopped Death’s Touch at that point. He didn’t need to decay the entire eye to handicap the villain in front of him. Though looking back at the sludge, he realized he may have gone a bit overboard in his panic.

Half of the eye was missing, leaving the remaining fluid to slowly ooze into the sludge on that side of his face. The villain was desperately trying to fill the new gap with his slime to stop the leaking, all while continuing to scream in pain. The boy would have felt bad, if it weren’t for the fact that the same villain was just trying to stuff himself down his throat.

The boy flexed his hand, summoning a large scythe, the blade almost resembling a bird’s beak as a hole near the top could be mistaken for the bird’s eye. Gami had told him a while back that he could summon a weapon to fight with, if need be. It was mostly to keep the aesthetic, as Death didn’t go out and reap souls anymore, but still real and useful for slicing. Midoriya hadn’t had too many chances to whip it out and practice, but he found it came naturally to him.

He gripped the weapon confidently with both hands, and swung it at the villain’s midsection. The blade cut cleanly through the sludge and flung a good portion of the goo onto the tunnel wall, halving the villain’s size. The villain didn’t seem to be in any more pain because of it, so Midoriya figured the best way to incapacitate him would be aiming for the solid parts, which he could now see were his eyes and mouth.

In a desperate attempt to retaliate, the villain lurched out a tentacle of slime at the teen. He flexed his hand again, and the scythe disappeared so he could roll roughly out of the way. He quickly summoned the weapon again and slashed at the appendage that had attacked him, slicing it clean off. It splattered onto the ground like wet paint. Midoriya made his next move.

Of course, he didn’t want to kill the villain, so in his next swing, he turned his scythe so the flat part of the blade was plowing towards the mouth hidden in the sludge. The sheer force that came off each swing seemed unreasonable for a boy of his stature, even if the boy was fit, but he wasn’t complaining. The flat blade crashed into the villain’s mouth just as he intended it to, and the sludge let out one last shriek of pain before spatting into the wall right next to the other half of his body. The goo oozed down and piled up on the ground, making Midoriya tense, but it didn’t reform. The villain was out cold.

Midoriya had won. He had single handedly stopped a villain.

As much as he wanted to, he couldn’t celebrate now. Who knew when the villain was going to wake up, so the boy threw his backpack to the ground and opened it up, searching for something to contain the sludge in. A water bottle or something. But alas, he had nothing. Freaking out a bit and still on his high of adrenaline, the teen wondered what to do.

“Hey Izu, I think you can use this,” Gami yelled as he pointed towards two empty plastic liter bottles lying on top of an overflowing trash bin.

“Yeah, I think that might work,” his successor cried as he ran over to the basket. Ignoring the awful stench that came from the pile, Midoriya grabbed the bottles that lay on top. Sprinting back over to the prone villain, he started scooping up the goo and shoving it into one of the bottles, much like how the villain tried to force his way into his own body. Midoriya didn’t mean to, but the irony of the moment made him smirk. He pushed past the uncomfortable feeling of the wet sludge at his fingertips and kept shoveling it into the container. The boy was about halfway there when a sudden noise came from the other end of the tunnel. He readied himself for another villain, maybe the sludge man’s accomplice, and leaned his hand in preparation to summon his scythe.

“I AM HERE!!”

All Might had been trailing the sludge villain since an incident this morning, the man still in his casual clothes and carrying a bag of groceries. His chase had led the hero to the underpass, but he unfortunately had to stop for “medical reasons” and hadn’t gotten the chance to confront the villain. Jumping down, now completely buff, the man was ready to pummel some sludge.

He certainly hadn’t expected to see a small middle school teenager on his knees staring right back at him, scooping the villain’s sludge into a large bottle with his off hand.

“UHH HELLO CITIZEN?!” the man was unsure of what to say.

Midoriya made no move at the sight of the number 1 hero, not even the slightest reaction. Gami looked over to the boy, figuring he must be in shock. Then, as he expected, his successor exploded.

“Oh my goodness!” the teen exclaimed, not bothering to get off his knees or stop collecting slime, “All Might!!”

“AH YES, THAT IS ME,” the hero replied awkwardly, turning the conversation elsewhere and finally speaking at a normal volume, “Did you take out this villain by yourself?”

At that, Midoriya shuffled, looking bashful, “Ah well he attacked me on my way from school. I just did what I had to do.”

All Might didn’t respond right away, instead taking a moment to observe the situation in front of him. There was still sludge on the wall and ground, as well as in the boy’s hands. The bottle the teen was holding was nearly filled with sludge, and the hero winced slightly at the sight of the student trying to force one of the villain’s eyes into the mouth of the bottle.

“Here, let me assist you civilian!” the man cried as he lowered himself and picked up the second empty bottle.

“Ah, t-thank you All Might!”

The two spent a few minutes cleaning up the gooey mess, with Gami watching comically in the background. Midoriya finished much faster than the hero, since he had started well before All Might arrived, so he cap the bottle tightly and left it near the man before making his way towards his backpack lying on the ground. He opened up the worn zipper and scoured through it.

The teen searched for something for his idol to sign, but all he really had of worth was his ruined notebook. Sighing in discontent, he pulled out that item and closed the bag, slinging it over his shoulder. Out of the corner of his eye, he saw the spirit, who had been watching in the background, finally approach him. Midoriya smiled as he felt Gami give him a sincere pat on the back, a silent “good job” hung in the air.

The boy snapped back to attention at the sight of All Might rising, now with both filled bottles in his hand.

“Oh u-uh All Might,” he stuttered out, hoping to catch the hero before he left, “I was hoping you could sign this for me?”

The pro turned to face the young man who had so valiantly taken down this troublesome villain, a large smile adorning his face, “Of course!”

He put the bottles in his cargo pant pockets before reaching into his back pocket, pulling out a black pen, and signing his name on one of the blank pages of the damaged notebook.

“You know, young man,” the hero started, “you did an excellent job in taking down such a potentially dangerous villain.”

“Ah r-really?” Midoriya stammered in shock and awe. His idol was praising him, it was like a dream come true.

“INDEED!” All Might shouted, before returning to a more reasonable volume, “you will most definitely make a great hero one day!”

The teen almost cried at those words. All of the negative comments from across the years dissolved at his idol’s praise. He could see Gami shift uncomfortably, weary of the praise, but his successor dismissed him with a slight wave of his hand.

The hero handed the signed notebook back to the teen, before moving to escape the underpass. He really needed to leave, he could feel his body start to give out on him. He wouldn’t be able to hold his form for much longer.

“Now I must bring this felon to the authorities, so I must be heading off.”

No, All Might couldn't leave just yet. Sure, Midoriya had gotten his praise, but he needed to know. He needed to know the answer to the question that had plagued his life for 14 years.

“Hold on!!” the boy cried, “I need to ask you something!”

“I really must go young man!” the hero insisted, bending down to prepare for launching off. He needed to leave. Now.

“Please! At school, I get picked on…”

The pro hero froze at that.

Midoriya knew that “picked on” was definitely an understatement. But he took the silence as a cue to keep going.

“I want to be a hero. I think saving people is the most amazing thing someone can do…” the teen shuffled nervously, opting to look at his feet rather than at his idol. He didn’t notice the man starting to smoke.

Crap! I need to wrap this up quickly! the seasoned hero thought.

“B-but I don’t exactly have a quirk-”

All Might swung his head back at the young boy at that last comment, “Now listen young man, I get hurt all the time during my hero work.” He made a scuffling noise, which brought Midoriya’s attention up off the floor. The man lifted up his shirt, revealing a large wound that resembled a spider web. The boy shuddered at the sight of the gruesome injury.

Gami didn’t like where this was headed and put his hand onto his successor’s shoulder where it comfortably sat. He squeezed it lightly, trying to tell his friend that they should leave.

The teen didn’t notice.

“Five years ago… an enemy did this to me,” the smoking hero said relatively quickly, “My respiratory system was nearly destroyed and my stomach had to be removed. I can only do hero work for about 3 hours a day now.”

“W-wait, wasn’t that with the fight with Toxic Chainsaw?”

The hero chuckled uncomfortably, “Well, you know your stuff, but no. It was another villain. I asked that this was never made public. I’m sure you can understand why.”

All Might paused for a moment, before feeling for the bottles in his pockets. The smoking was getting even worse now. He couldn’t stay for much longer.

“Look kid,” he stated bluntly, losing the respectable “young man”, “I’m the number 1 hero and I still got hurt. Without a quirk, you don’t stand a chance.”

Both Gami and Midoriya tensed at that, for different reasons. The spirit tugged again on the boy’s shoulder, but he didn’t move. The teen just stood there, wide eyed with shock.

“B-but I-” The boy stammered, trying to explain since the hero cut him off earlier. He wanted to tell the man about his abilities despite his lack of a quirk. Maybe he should have started with that...

“If you want to help people,” the hero interrupted again, oblivious to the situation in front of him, “becoming a police officer isn’t a bad option. Sure, they’re often mocked but it is admirable work. But a hero? It's just not possible without a quirk.”

All Might turned away from the student in front of him, crouching down for a second time.

“It’s not wrong to dream,” he continued, “however, you need to be realistic.”

And with that last comment, the hero launched himself off the ground, his buff, smoking form becoming nothing more than a shrinking sight in the sky.

Midoriya just stood and watched as his idol flew off into the day, completely silent as the shock of the situation finally set in. It was so quiet, Gami almost didn’t notice the fat tears that streamed down the boy’s face, the drops splashing against the paved ground. As heavily as they came down, there was still no sound.

That was, until the teen’s knees buckled and he lost all strength in his legs.

Gami reacted quickly, scooping up his successor underneath his arms. The teen just hung limply in the spirit’s arms, barely registering the feeling of his soft sleeves in his hands as he clutched them for dear life. His tears still ran down his cheeks, and the ghost could feel them soak into his sleeves, but he just continued to cradle the distraught child. The silence was finally broken by sobs and pained breaths as the boy brought his hands up from the sleeves around him to cover his face.

The two of them simply stayed right in that spot, Midoriya’s burnt notebook lying face up on the ground, teasing them with the sight of All Might’s signature. The boy didn’t dare look down at it. The thought alone pulled at his heart.

He wished he had taken a different way home.

He wished he had left when Gami had tried to pull him away.

He wished he had continued to live in ignorant bliss of his idol.

Never meet your heroes…

Because they’re sure to disappoint you.

Notes:

Well, this chapter turned out to be longer than the last. I may just start keeping a record at this point. I really wasn’t trying for 13 pages lol (of course not including this footnote).

So here we are at the start of the MHA canon story! All is pretty similar, except for the last part, and I’ll explain why.

So in canon, All Might saves Midoriya from the sludge villain, and the boy ends up grabbing his leg as the hero takes off. Then, they land on the roof of a building, where All Might debuffs and explains the whole injury thing. He crushes Midoriya’s dream and then he leaves. But you knew that already.

I changed it so All Might stays a little longer under the bridge and talks to Midoriya there. I figured that the hero wouldn’t mind staying to answer this one question since he was impressed by the teen’s skills. As for the fight, since Midoriya has powers and everything, he would totally fight back, but I still figured he would get caught off guard by the villain emerging from the sewers. Of course, during their talk, once Midoriya reveals that he doesn’t have a quirk, All Might takes all his praise back and crushes his dream just as he does in the canon story.

But the biggest change I made was not revealing All Might’s debuff form to Midoriya. Don’t worry, I’m definitely going to, and it will be soon, but as I was writing the chapter, I really couldn’t make that part fit. So as of now, Midoriya has no idea that All Might has a weaker form, only the fact that the hero is injured and can only work for 3 hours a day.

Going back to the fight scene, I know I mentioned a scythe weapon that Midoriya was using. This was a power that I planned for the teen to have, so don’t think I just added it in randomly and that’s why it has such a crummy explanation. I was thinking of different ways to reveal the last couple of Midoriya’s abilities, and I had an idea to reveal one across a multitude of chapters. That’s why I included so little information about the scythe. Don’t worry though, I’m not planning on keeping you guys in the dark for too long!

Here is the usual list of powers, with the only change being the addition of Death’s Scythe!!

Death’s Touch: Anything Midoriya touches starts to decay immediately, regardless of the amount of fingers touching. This ability works on both the living and the non living. At first, Midoriya couldn’t control this ability, as it activated immediately without his consent. However, now he is able to control the activation on humans and non living objects, being able to start and stop the decay at will. However, he had gained no progress with plant or animal life.

Death’s Scythe: Midoriya can summon a scythe to fight with at will. The scythe vaguely resembles a bird’s beak, and has a hole near the start of the blade. He can also make the scythe disappear at will when he is finished with it or to free his hands.

Immortality: Midoriya is immortal and cannot die. However, he can still get hurt and scarred. The immortality ability doesn’t provide any regeneration, but any wounds that could be detrimental to his job, such as lost/broken limbs and organs, will be healed the next day.

Premonition: Midoriya can see flash images of people who may die before they are supposed to. Normally, he cannot interfere with death, as it’s his job, but he has the option of attempting to save anyone he views in a premonition. These premonitions are bare and don’t provide much information other than the person themselves and their demise, occasionally revealing the setting and attacker, if any. The premonitions can come true between an hour after viewing to 3 days later.

Soul Contact: When a person dies, their soul is immediately sent to Midoriya. He can see, touch, and hold these souls. When holding a soul, Midoriya can see the most important memories and decisions attached to that soul, and hence that person.

Soul Sorting: This ability allows Midoriya to decide which part of the afterlife a soul moves on to. The areas of the afterlife can only be summoned with intent and the swipe of a hand, with the areas themselves being represented by flames. The areas that he can choose from are Paradise, Purgatory, and the Underworld. Once Midoriya decides where the soul best fits, it is sent to the being of that respective area. If approved, the soul stays in that area forever, the exception being Purgatory. Souls in Purgatory can be moved again to either Paradise or the Underworld, however, this is not Midoriya’s decision. If rejected, the soul is sent back to him for reevaluation. All souls must be sorted within 24 hours of Midoriya receiving them, with rejected souls resetting their time limits once they get back to him. Failure to sort a soul within its time limit may result in serious unknown punishment.

Chapter 7: Zero To Hero

Summary:

Living for yourself isn't as easy or simple as it sounds, but with Gami's help, Midoriya will make it work

Somehow...

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

As All Might flew high across the sky, his thoughts were still heavily grounded on the green haired boy beneath the underpass. Had he been a bit too hard on the teen? The hero suspected that might have been the case, though he couldn’t recall any changes to the boy’s mood.

But the issue of accidentally revealing his casual form was too much of a pressing matter for him to idle. He supposed that a single broken dream was a fair price to pay to keep his secret under wraps.

Still, as the wind tangled with his hair, the pro could feel a small drop of blood escape his mouth even through his clenched smile.

Damn! All Might cursed, I need to land now!

The man rolled roughly onto an open roof of what he assumed to be a standard office building. The fencing surrounding the ledge wasn’t too high or covering, but the building itself was tall enough that he was sure no one could see him. The smoke started plowing off his body not seconds later, all mixed with his sigh of relief. All Might hoped that no one mistook the heavy exhaust for a fire and alerted the police. He really didn’t want any more close calls today.

As the last of the smoke rolled, the hero could feel his muscles relax. That’s usually how he could tell he had reverted back to his debuff form, besides the obvious smoke of course. It surprisingly felt nice to release his hero form. He often compared it to holding in his gut at the pool. Sure it looked good, but it was uncomfortable to hold for long periods of time.

All Might slumped down against the railing, shoulders slouching as the man let himself go in the moment. His hand brushed against his side wound on its way to his forehead, and stopped there instead. He clutched his shirt, feeling the fabric gather in his fist, all while pressing his knuckles against the scar. The ugly wound haunted him everyday, even when the hero didn’t directly touch it. Every time he felt the smoke seep off of him or strained to hold his buff form, he had to resist the urge to curse out his greatest enemy for doing him dirty.

He eventually let go of his shirt and brought his hand up to his forehead as he intended. His mind kept wandering to the young student from under the bridge. The boy said he took out the villain on his own, despite his claim of not having a quirk, but the hero was just having a hard time believing it. The villain was definitely sneaky and certainly a slippery foe to apprehend, he even gave the pro himself a run for his money considering his unstable hold of his hero form. So the man just couldn’t fathom how a quirkless teen of such a small stature managed to subdue the sludge villain. It simply puzzled him. Maybe he’d take a look at the unconscious villain in the bottles for a better clue.

He reached down for the bottles in his cargo pockets, only to find himself patting down empty fabric. Confusion flashed onto All Might’s face for a split second before utter panic took over. He stood up quickly, patting himself down, but only feeling the black pen in his back pocket he had signed the boy’s notebook with. His head lurched on his neck, searching the roof around him for any sign of the bottles or the villain, but he found nothing. The bottles must have fallen out when he was worrying about holding his form while soaring over the public eye. Had he really been so preoccupied with keeping his secret that he had lost the villain in the process? How had he, All Might for goodness sake, made such a rookie mistake?

The frail man hurried over to the roof door and made his way down the staircase as fast as he could. And even if he did find the bottles, what if the villain had managed to escape? Who knew what damage the villain could cause after escaping his grasp or how many innocent civilians would be put into danger because of him. He could feel his throat run dry at the thought, his eyes being completely overshadowed by his guilt.

And yet, all his mind could do was leech back to the boy who had supposedly captured the villain alone. Regardless of if he had actually done it or not, he told the boy he couldn’t become a hero.

And All Might was not about to let a quirkless teenager show him up when it came to doing his job.

 


 

Bakugo and the two other students that had stayed behind with him to “talk” with Deku now walked casually down an empty alleyway. The blond could smell the others smoking behind him and clenched his fist angrily. Those extras were going to cost him his perfect record for U.A. Didn’t those dumbasses ever learn?

“Hey Katsuki,” one of the kids called from behind him, “haven’t you known Deku since you were kids?”

“Yeah,” the other chimed in, still with the cigarette in his mouth, “don’t you think you might have got a bit far today?”

Bakugo scoffed, kicking a soda bottle violently with his foot. He could hear the cap pop off as it hit the wall. “It’s his own fault for messing with me.”

He crushed his own soda can with a small explosion before chucking it into the trash, “Seeing him so full of stupid dreams like when we were kids just pisses me off.”

He could hear his lackeys gasp in shock from behind him, but could still tell that they both had cigarettes in their mouths.

“I thought I told you to stop smoking!!” the angry teen yelled, startling the two. He turned around to face them in his full rage, “If you get caught it’ll be on my record too!!”

He could see the frightened faces of those extras like he enjoyed, but they didn’t seem to be exactly frightened of him. Or even paying attention to him. And that pissed off the blond. They both just seemed to be in shock, with their shaky fingers pointed at Bakugo. The one kid with a long finger quirk had his finger elongated and misshapen unconsciously, like he had no control over his power. Bakugo scowled. These losers were angry at him for claiming that he’d be the only kid from Aldera to get into U.A., and yet they’d dare challenge him with such awful control over their quirks. These extras really made his own quirk bubble with fury.

“H-hey!!” The long finger kid cried. Were those losers still gawking at him? They both took a step back in fear. And that was enough for Bakugo to realize that they weren’t gasping at him. No. They were afraid of something behind him.

The teen whipped his head around to look, but he wasn’t fast enough. All he managed to catch was a wide, unhinged mouth lunging to swallow him whole.

“A body…with a good quirk,” was all the boy heard before succumbing to his pure, unfiltered adrenaline.

The next time Bakugo could remember thinking clearly, all he could see was fire. The buildings around him were destroyed, and fire and rubble covered the alleyway. The teen could feel his quirk going haywire, lighting up his sludge covered hands. To think he was just harping on the rest of those idiots for their nonexistent quirk control. He could hear someone screaming furiously amidst the raging flames and chaos.

It took him a minute to figure out that the screaming was his own.

He could barely breathe with the sludge wrapped around his face, the villain’s giant set of teeth covering his own. The villain was trying to force his way down Bakugo’s throat, and the kid was way too prideful to let that happen, even with a fight.

“GAAAHHH,” he cried, fighting desperately against the muck. The blond could feel the buckets of sweat pour down his face, figuring out that the overload of perspiration must be causing his quirk to go nuts. As if I’d let this mudman take my body for himself!!

Despite the chaos, the villain was revelling at the sheer power this kid had. What strength! I’ve hit the jackpot! With this quirk and this much power, I can finally have my revenge on HIM!!

Bakugo felt the nasty set of large teeth curl into a hideous smile. What was this lunatic even thinking about? His eyes darted around the scene, but his vision was too hazy for him to see much. Blackness dotted his sight near the corners and he wasn’t sure if it was from his panicked adrenaline or the strain he was undoubtedly putting on his worn body. He tried to focus on his surroundings, but the fire just engulfed everything. Buildings, signs, banners, everything was just in flames. Was that because of his quirk? Did his explosive power really cause the massive destruction he was seeing? He tried to turn off his quirk, but his endless sweat and anger just fueled the fire, literally. He felt awfully helpless in the moment as he struggled against the sludge, but the villain’s cackling dampered out his fight.

He jutted out his head as he felt more goo wrap around his face, his angry scowl still stuck upon his cheeks. His eyes bounced around again, trying to take in a new angle of his surroundings. He saw something fuzzy lying on the broken pavement, but wasn’t sure if it was actually something or just another blurry spot. But as his vision cleared, he gagged, though it could have been due to the stuff down his throat. He would have thrown up if it weren’t for the invasive sludge flooding his mouth.

The blurry spot was a man, lying unconscious on the fiery pavement. His head was propped up by a broken piece of rubble, his mouth wide open and eyes clenched in pain. The blond couldn’t tell if the civilian was breathing, but he certainly wasn’t moving. Oh god, had his quirk done this? He couldn’t live with himself if that man died because of him.

Where were the heroes?

 


 

Said heroes were scrambling to handle the situation.

Mt. Lady stood by the alley entrance, leaning over a crowd of civilians being blocked off by police. She reached out a single foot over the bystanders, holding onto some buildings for support, but the street was simply too narrow. There was no way that she would be able to fit between the buildings. She could hear the shudders of camera flashes from underneath her over the roaring flames and screams, and it was starting to annoy her.

“A single lane street! My only weakness!” she cried out, “Someone else needs to handle this!”

Kamui Woods weaved through the debris and dodged pillars of fire that erupted from the broken concrete. He was considerably slowed down by the two squirming middle schoolers his branches had picked up, but that was his job. He dropped them off by the entrance where the police picked them up and stopped to take a breather.

He could see the fight with the sludge villain and the kid he had trapped even from behind the crowd. But the heat had taken its toll on his quirk, as his branches were much thinner and more fragile than usual. If he even got near the center of the fight, he was sure he would be too useless to help. The civilian’s dangerous explosion quirk was really causing problems.

“Explosive fires are my weakness!” Kamui yelled over the chaos, “Someone else has to take this one!”

The hero let out another sigh. The kid would just have to wait a bit longer until someone with a better quirk came to help.

Backdraft could hear Kamui’s cry, but the hero was currently fighting the raging fire that consumed the alleyway. The firefighters hadn’t arrived yet, so right now he was the only one keeping the flames from spreading uncontrollably. He knew how crucial his water hose quirk was to the situation, so he really couldn’t just abandon his post.

The heat from the fire was severely drying the hero out though. He was regretting his costume design in the moment, the many layers of thick fabric was not only making him hot, but weighing him down as well. Backdraft resisted the urge to jump away from the flames and rip off his helmet. He was starting to taste the thick smoke through his mouth guard and felt the sweat run down every inch of his skin. He wasn’t sure how much longer he could last before he would have to leave for a safer spot, much less be of help to the sludge villain fight or the hostage situation.

“I’ve got my hands full! Where are these firefighters?!” he bellowed, “How’s it looking over there!”

Death Arms grimaced, his sidekicks right beside him scouring for civilians. He had tried attacking the sludge villain, but his massive fist simply sank into the goo. He needed one of his sidekicks to help yank his arm out, but retreated after that failed attempt. He tried regrouping with the heroes present, but only Kamui Woods was really available, and even then, Death Arms wasn’t sure his quirk would be of much help.

“He’s too slippery to get a hold of! And the hostage with the explosion quirk is resisting!” the hero called back to Backdraft, “It’s like a minefield out here! We can’t do anything against him!”

Suddenly, every hero was brought out of their thoughts by an anguished yell. Everyone, including the bystanders, turned to look at the blond teen being held hostage by the sludge. But only Death Arms, Kamui Woods, and a few sidekicks could see the winced expression on the boy’s face as he tried to fight back. One of his arms, which was covered in the goo, was attempting to move closer to his face. But the sludge was pulling it in another direction. None of the heroes noticed the strain on that specific limb, until the blond’s strength gave out and the slime came crashing towards the heroes.

“LOOK OUT!!” a sidekick yelled and the heroes all jumped back to safety. Death Arms raised his hands to his face to block the debris that flew into the air at the strike. When the smoke cleared and the appendage moved, the group paled at the sight.

A large crater now decorated the ground where the villain attacked. It had to be at least a foot deep and was charred black from the scorching of the civilian’s explosion quirk. He noticed a few of his sidekicks shudder at the realization of what would be their condition if they had been hit, and honestly the pro didn’t blame them. The villain was plenty strong on his own, but with the teen’s quirk practically at his disposal, it made the situation a lot more difficult.

“It’s no good! There’s no one here who can stop him!” Death Arms yelled, watching the sludge reform after the attack, “We have to wait for someone with the right quirk to show up!”

He gestured behind him for Kamui and his sidekicks to retreat.

“Until then, keep the damage to a minimum,” Backdraft replied, witnessing his glove melt due to the heat, “Someone’ll come eventually!”

“We just need that kid to hold on a bit longer!!” one of the sidekicks cried.

Death Arms clenched his fist. If only I had the strength to blow that villain away!

All Might rushed over to the crowd only to find his worst fears confirmed. The sludge villain he once had in his pockets was now causing chaos in that alleyway, and holding a kid hostage. The seasoned pro wheezed and wiped the sweat of his brow, his hair still tumbling around from his run. He must have lost the bottles in his rush to get away from the underpass and dropped them as he was soaring. But how had the caps come off? He was sure he had forced them on tight before he left. Had they simply popped off from the impact with the ground, or was it something else?

Regardless, the hero searched his body for any drop of stamina he could use to transform, but found nothing. Had he seriously been this poor with his time management and already used up his 3 hours?

His scar throbbed in agony and the man nearly doubled over. His hand shot from his forehead to clutch at it through his shirt.

He looked out from behind the crowd. It was ironic, the number 1 hero in all of the country forced to watch helplessly as a villain he had just held in 2 soda bottles was holding a child hostage. It made him sick to think that the teen in the midst of this mess would likely not come out alive if a hero didn’t come soon.

And still, his mind kept coming back to the green haired boy whose dreams he had crushed. How much of a hypocrite would that boy think he was if he could see the hero now?

Pathetic. He really was pathetic.

 


 

Midoriya trudged down with his ruined notebook in his hands, his eyes just as empty as the street was, which was odd. The streets were normally packed at this time, but it wasn’t like he was complaining. Gami was saying something, but the boy really couldn’t make out what it was over his mind’s own turmoil.

“It’s time to start seriously thinking about your futures!”

Midoriya was sure of his future up until today. And now, he was really starting to doubt if he could ever do anything worthwhile in his life, despite being immortal. What would he even do, if he wasn’t going to be a hero? He really hadn’t thought in that direction. Was he really that blinded by his dreams? What would his future even amount to? Would it even be worth anything to try?

“He still can’t face reality.”

The teen was well aware of the twisted reality he lived in. Where the powerful were praised and the weak dejected. Quirkless individuals were placed at the very bottom of the hierarchy, worse than even villains themselves. Gami would always coach him through these situations, telling him that he could make a difference. That he could be a hero. He had the abilities, the skill, and the intelligence to be a far better hero than most students trying to be one. But society would never let him get that far. He was hoping that going to high school would leave him with a fresh start, but he wasn’t expecting much. Was it him that couldn’t face reality, or society itself? He really didn’t know at this point.

“You need to be realistic.”

He was being realistic, right? He had abilities. Sure they weren’t quirk related, but that shouldn’t matter! He could do things that humans before quirks couldn’t. That had to amount to something. It was realistic that a kid with powers could be a hero. He was just like any other kid that dreamed of being a hero. So why did those words sting so much? Was it because they were from All Might himself? Was it because not even the number 1 hero believed in him? The man had shut down so fast once the “quirkless” part was spoken. How realistic could he be if no one would give him a chance?

“IZUKU!!”

“GAHH!!” the boy yelled, startling out of his head and dropping the notebook onto the pavement. He looked back at the spirit, who was now silent. He leaned down to pick up the book, but something else fell instead. Then something else. Then another thing. It took him a moment to figure out they were his own tears. He sniffled and rubbed at his nose, trying his hardest not to cry any more than he already had.

“Izuku…”

He felt so bad at the tears running down his cheeks. It had taken Gami so long to coax the boy out of the underpass, and even longer for the tears to stop. It was like all of the spirit’s efforts from over the years were unraveling. He really didn’t mean to disappoint his mentor, his friend, but that’s all that he ever felt he was doing. Midoriya didn’t even realize he’d stopped walking or that Gami was now kneeling in front of him. The boy was now mumbling under his breath.

“Even the best of the best said it,” he sobbed incoherently, “This is my reality.”

“No.”

Midoriya blinked in confusion. No?

“This is not your reality,” Gami continued in the silence, “This is their reality. Bakugo’s reality. Aldera’s reality. Even All Might’s reality. This is how they view the system, and they are trying to force it onto you.”

The teen couldn’t deny that he found truth in the ghost’s words, but his mind held onto this bad habit of spiraling deeper and deeper into his own darkness. It had been like this for years. Gami’s support just barely lifted him out of the pit of despair he fell into each day. But he couldn’t go on like this forever.

“They do not like what you represent.”

What? What could a useless, quirkless kid like him ever represent. Failure? Worthlessness? Surely nothing good.

“You represent change, Izuku. You are a quirkless child attempting to be a pro hero. Your existence alone is threatening everything they stand for.”

Wow, he hadn’t realized he’d been messing things up so much.

“You are change, and they are afraid of that. They want you to simply stay quiet and live how they believe you should. They want to discourage you from breaking the mold, simply because that is what they are used to. That is their reality. But it is most certainly not yours.”

They were afraid of him? That didn’t seem right. After all, he was quirkless. What could he even do?

“You are your own person, Izuku, regardless of if you have a quirk or not. You cannot stop them from trying to force their beliefs onto you, but you do not have to listen. You are capable of doing anything you set your focus on, despite what they try to tell you. And if you want to be a hero, then you can! You are not bound by anyone’s rules, because you are not underneath anyone. That is your reality!”

His own person? What did that even mean? He’d been hearing the same things all his life, from his mother, his classmates, his hero, and now Gami was telling him that they didn’t matter. He was so confused and so used to just being yanked around by everyone. He was supposed to be below the villains, that’s just where he belonged…

ENOUGH!!!

It felt like his head just exploded, like he’d been hit right to the temple with Kacchan’s quirk. He grabbed at his ears and wailed, dropping to the ground right next to his book. He could feel his mind trying to spiral down again like he was used to, but the teen wouldn’t let it this time. He was done listening to them, done needing their validation. Gami was right, he didn’t need to be bound by anyone to feel accepted.

He was done letting them break him.

“D-did I…say something wrong?” Oh yeah, he still hadn’t said a word in response. The spirit was probably a bit freaked out that he’d been crying again for the third time today.

“O-oh no, you’ve p-probably said the most r-right I’ve ever heard.”

He watched the man tilt his head in confusion. Maybe he should elaborate.

“I’ve been relying on others’ opinions my whole life. I’ve been worrying about making my mother like me again, about proving to my classmates that they’re wrong, even needing the validation of All Might simply to give me the motivation to keep going. But…I need to stop worrying about them. I need to live for myself.”

Gami nodded.

“I believe you are correct. I am sorry…for making you believe that you needed to prove them wrong to be happy.”

“NO!” Midoriya cried, before realizing his outburst and continuing, “You don’t need to be sorry. You’ve supported me for so long and even helped me understand where I’m going wrong. If anything, I thank you for sticking with me all these years.”

The spirit didn’t respond, but ruffled the boy’s hair, his way of acknowledging that he was listening. He watched his successor pick himself up off the ground, both literally and figuratively, as well as his notebook. The teen brushed off his uniform and swung his bag off his shoulder, before opening it up to put the book away. Now with his hands free, he confidently held his backpack straps with a small smile.

“How about we go get some ice cream Izuku? We always pass by that one stand on our way back home.”

Midoriya wiped his eyes before sniffling again. That was the 5th time Gami had called him by his actual name. The boy wasn’t really used to it.

“Yeah, that sounds nice.”

 


 

Midoriya and Gami arrived at the ice cream stand, but to their dismay, it was closed. Actually, closed was an understatement. The shop was practically boarded up and abandoned, like the owner just fled. That didn’t make too much sense, the shop was open and running yesterday, and he didn’t remember seeing any signs that said they’d be closed today. It was a pretty weird mystery, but not one Midoriya spent too much time contemplating. He had already cheered up on the way to the stand, and didn’t really need the sweet treat anymore.

They had just begun walking away from it before the teen almost collapsed to the ground.

This wasn’t an unfamiliar situation, and it actually had nothing to do with the previous breakdown the boy had a few minutes ago.

Gami immediately flung into action, slamming his hands down onto the boy’s shoulders and squeezing them tightly. Midoriya winced in discomfort, but acknowledged it as his anchor. His way to remind himself that the coming premonition was just that, completely separate from reality.

His head spiraled similarly to how it usually did when he lost control of his thoughts, but it wasn’t exactly the same. Everytime he had a premonition, he could hear a sort of buzzing in the back of his mind, nothing too crazy though. The teen watched as his view of the boarded up ice cream store morphed into something else entirely.

The first thing he noticed was a mass of light blond hair. It wasn’t anything that stood out, but he filed it away for further analysis. He was having a hard time clearly seeing the person in this premonition, almost like they were covered in something as they died. He was sure it wasn’t water, as he had visions before of people drowning and he could see them just fine.

The second thing he picked out was the suffocating feeling of being…well… suffocated. It was so hard to breathe, like he had something stuck in his throat. Did this person choke to death? Midoriya wasn’t sure, but it didn’t feel like this person was choking on food or an object. It was a weird feeling, seemingly choking on air, but then the boy realized exactly what it was.

This person was choking on sludge.

It was the exact same feeling he felt when the sludge was forced down his throat. Oh my god, did this person go through the same thing? He wouldn’t wish this even on Bakugo for goodness sake!

The third thing he saw were the eyes of the individual. He was surprised that they were so clear compared to the rest of the person. They were wide open in fear and Midoriya could see the bright red pupils shrink in contrast to the rest of the eyes. Those eyes seemed so familiar. Those bright, bright red eyes…

Oh my god.

Those were Kacchan’s eyes!

The sludge villain was trying to take over Kacchan’s body.

And he succeeded…

Midoriya was yanked out of his head at that realization, grounding his vulnerable consciousness to Gami’s squeezing of his shoulders. The ice cream stand was now in front of him again, and the spirit was going through his normal process of calming the teen down after the foresight, but his mind was going a mile a minute.

“Oh my god, Kacchan died…” he stuttered out in disbelief, “and it was by the same villain I just fought.”

The ghost froze.

“The villain escaped. All Might let the villain escape...”

The boy felt his phone go off in his back pocket, but was too stunned to even react. Gami shook him violently.

“Izuku, Izuku, that’s a news update!” the spirit exclaimed.

Midoriya ignored the fact that Gami had referred to him by his real name again and whipped out his phone. The local news was blowing up over a villain attack a few shopping districts down. An alleyway was on fire and looked like a war zone. But when the boy saw that familiar green sludge, he felt his heart stop. This wasn’t possible. His foresights couldn’t come true this soon.

And yet, he took off running towards the district.

He hoped so badly that he would be wrong.

He skipped to a stop at the first sight of a crowd. If an attack gained news traction, he was sure there would be a group of bystanders to follow. He pushed his way through, ignoring angry protests of the people he shoved a bit too hard.

“Why are the heroes just standing there?” he heard a voice call out.

“I heard the villain grabbed a middle schooler,” someone else responded.

Midoriya’s quaking hands clasped over his mouth. No, no, no. It couldn’t be true. It had to be someone else! He had his vision only a few minutes ago. This wasn’t supposed to happen!

“Hey, isn’t that the villain All Might was chasing earlier?” another voice piped up.

Then the crowd devolved into talk about All Might. Sure, the boy had left the pro with the villain restrained, but obviously the villain was free now, so where was All Might?

“I can only do hero work for about 3 hours a day now.”

Oh no. Had All Might exhausted his time limit? Was that why he wasn’t here yet?

He finally reached the front of the crowd, and only a line of sparse policemen separated the civilians from the fight in front of him. There was fire practically everywhere and rubble covered the pavement so thickly he couldn’t even see the sidewalk anymore. He could pick out pro heroes Death Arms and Kamui Woods standing next to the police. Why weren’t they trying to fight the swirling slime that morphed and grew in the center of the alleyway?

The slime had grown much larger and thicker than what had originally attacked the teen beneath the underpass. He could tell someone was struggling underneath all that goo, but couldn’t see if it was Kacchan or not. His mind flashed back to the feeling of when he was being suffocated by the slime. The feeling of being alone and helpless as this villain tried to take over his body practically invaded Midoriya as violently as the sludge had.

He could see explosions come from the sludge.

He tried to convince himself that some other middle schooler could also have an explosion quirk.

He could see blond hair peek out from the sludge.

He tried to convince himself that some other middle schooler could also have an explosion quirk and blond hair.

He could see wide, red eyes turn to stare fearfully at the crowd from the sludge.

Red eyes.

Red eyes.

Red eyes.

Red eyes.

Midoriya couldn’t convince himself anymore.

He raced out towards the villain, completely ignoring the cries of the police and the heroes from the sidelines. He didn’t even notice All Might watch him in shock from the same crowd he was just in, nor Gami’s cry for him to wait as he passed through the crowd, literally.

Death Arms and Kamui Woods gasped in complete horror, but didn’t say anything right away.

A million things ran through Midoriya’s head.

How could his premonition come true so soon? He would have to press Gami about it later.

Where was All Might? This villain was supposed to be his responsibility, so where was the pro hero?

Why weren’t the other heroes doing anything? They were just standing there, doing absolutely nothing. They were just watching Kacchan die…

But the teen didn’t focus on any of the spiraling thoughts going through his mind. He wouldn’t freeze up now, especially while he was running towards the villain that had tried to steal his body earlier.

“GET BACK HERE YOU FOOL!!” he could hear Death Arms howl, but paid no attention to the hero, “STOP!!”

Midoriya expertly dodged the debris all over the ground, but kept a steady pace towards the chaos. His eyes darted to each pile of rubble, looking for something to defend himself for when he got to the villain. He really didn’t want to use his scythe, but if it came down to it, he would do anything to spare Kacchan of the fate he’d been forced to watch.

The sludge turned in his direction, eyes bulging out when he realized who was running at him.

“YOU!!” the slime screamed, “I'LL KILL YOU!”

Bakugo followed the villain’s gaze only to see a blurry figure with a mop of green hair running towards him. Is that… Deku?

But Midoriya ignored it all, his pressing thoughts, the screams of the useless heroes from behind him, even the threats from the villain in front of him. He passed a relatively large pile of debris and noticed something long and shiny sticking out. He stopped for the quickest moment to pull out the object, only to feel it break in two. Looking down at his hand for a slight second, he realized he had a piece of a sign pole, the broken edge sharp like a spear.

This would just have to work.

Flinging his backpack onto the ground, the boy grasped the makeshift spear in his right hand. He kept running at the villain. There were only a few more feet separating the two.

“YOU'RE DEAD FOR WHAT YOU DID TO ME!!” the villain roared.

Bakugo could only watch. A helpless victim in it all.

Midoriya stepped down firmly on his left foot and raised his hand holding the pole right over his head. He only had one shot, this had to be perfect. He didn’t focus on any of the distractions. Not the raging of the villain or the cries of the heroes or the roars of the flames. He cleared his mind of everything except for one thing. A single thought that echoed over and over and over in his head.

I WILL save people!

The pole flew out of his hand with speed that could rival Ingenium. It sailed into the air as everyone watched with stunned breaths. Even the villain himself watched, watched right as it sank into the eye that the boy had decayed earlier.

The scream that left those enormous set of teeth stained the ears of everyone who watched.

The green haired teen didn’t stop though. The attack had given him his only opportunity to save Bakugo. He sidestepped and met the blond’s terrified eyes with his own. The sludge had recoiled just enough to reveal the teen’s hand, and Midoriya didn’t think twice before grabbing it with both of his.

With all of his strength, he tugged as hard as he could. He was afraid that his strength alone wouldn’t be enough to free his bully from the goo. He was afraid that he would end up needing Gami’s help and that the man wouldn’t be able to reach them in time.

But his fears were quelled as Bakugo came flying out of the slime.

The two boys tumbled down onto the rough pavement, but Midoriya didn’t waste a second. He got up on his feet and yanked Bakugo up with him. He shoved the blond back as a large hand of slime plowed towards him. But he wasn’t going to let himself get caught again. The boy jumped back as the limb crashed down, debris flying everywhere. He picked up one of the smaller pieces of concrete that had been sent airborne and chucked it right at the villain’s mouth. It nailed him right in the teeth.

“STOP GETTING IN MY WAY!!” the villain cried and unhinged his jaw, ready to swallow the teen whole.

The heroes standing on the sidelines suddenly dashed towards the two boys.

“Does he have a death wish or something?!” Death Arms bellowed.

Midoriya almost laughed at that, but managed to dodge the first chomp the villain made at him.

Bakugo could only watch in shock from the ground, still trying to catch his breath.

In the crowd’s panic, All Might still watched from the back in his debuff form. He was pathetic. He really was pathetic. The boy whose dream he crushed, who had been on his mind all day, was now risking his life to save the hostage. And he, the number 1 hero, could only watch. The sight alone filled him with the urge to step in, but it wasn’t until the feeling of uselessness set in that he really got the power to fight.

The green haired teen was worried. He couldn’t dodge forever, but the only way to switch to the offensive would be to reveal his scythe. And he really didn’t want to do that. Not only could he get into big trouble with the law for using his “quirk” illegally, but the boy could only imagine how Kacchan would react.

Suddenly, a large hand grabbed his arm and pulled Midoriya away from the fight. He could only see the two signature tufts of blond hair, but that’s all the teen needed to recognize who it was.

“The lesson I left you with,” All Might spoke loudly over the chaos, “I should practice what I preach!”

The hero lifted his right fist back behind him as the crowd went wild at his sight.

“A PRO SHOULD ALWAYS BE READY TO RISK HIS LIFE!!”

Blood spewed from his smile, though no one could tell amidst all the other things happening at the same time.

“DETROIT SMASH!!!”

The pure force coming off the punch sent a shockwave in every direction. The other heroes just barely managed to stay anchored to the ground. The bystanders simply stood in shock, just as if time itself had stopped.

A single drop of rain nailed Midoriya in the head, and he lifted his head up to the clouds. Then another, and another, and another, and another. Everyone, even the heroes, looked around in confusion as rain started to pour down from the heavens.

“No way…” the boy mumbled, “He changed the air pressure with that punch?”

As the rain came down harder, it quenched out the fire that Backdraft had been battling vigorously. Cheers came from the civilians and reporters watching.

All Might had beaten the villain and changed the weather with a single punch. The fight was finally over.

And Kacchan was alive.

 


 

All Might had left the scene just as quickly as he arrived, leaving the rest of the heroes to pick up the villain’s scattered body.

MIdoriya and Bakugo sat by the entrance to the alleyway, a team of paramedics scrambling to check them for injuries. Thankfully, none had anything more than some minor scratches, but the medics made a thorough search just in case.

The news reporters had been roped off away from the middle schoolers, so they couldn’t get any statements from the two boys. But they kept their cameras rolling on the kids.

“What were you thinking?!” Death Arms lectured, but Midoriya didn’t bother to pay much attention. The heroes had berated him nonstop since All Might left, and the teen could partially understand why. He had run right into a villain fight, of course the pros thought it was foolish. They obviously didn’t know that he was immortal, but that was a given. They thought he was just a normal civilian child who had almost gotten himself killed.

He didn’t have to turn around to realize that Gami was now standing behind him. The spirit had a sort of air around him that gave his presence away to the boy. It made the teen feel much calmer, knowing his friend was right behind him. He had lost focus of the man’s whereabouts in all the chaos.

But even still, he had managed to save the blond, subduing the villain long enough to pull him out of the sludge. But none of the heroes even commented on that, much less praised him. He wasn’t asking to be praised, but all the heroes seemed to remember him doing was run idiotically into the fight and nothing else.

Bakugo, on the other hand, got plenty of praise. They admired him for his powerful quirk and simply fueled his ego. Not a single hero commented on how his so-called “powerful quirk” had restricted them from actually helping him or stopping the villain. Or that his quirk had caused the majority of the damage to the district in the first place. Midoriya paled when he realized that Gami had been right all along. Society was definitely a hierarchy. Bakugo was at the top.

And he was at the bottom.

At one point, Midoriya phased back into reality long enough to realize Bakugo was yelling at him.

“You stupid, quirkless Deku!”

No, no, no, not that infectious word.

“What?! You’re quirkless?!” the heroes practically yelled. Luckily, the boy didn’t think the reporters had caught the comments. They had started lecturing him again, turning away from praising the blond.

“How could you even think about running in like that when you can’t do anything?!” one of the heroes yelled. Midoriya wasn’t sure which one it was, but he wasn’t about to let them berate him for being quirkless. He had already heard enough before the toxic word entered the fray. He wasn’t going to just sit and take it like he would have in the past.

The teen stood up, startling the heroes and the cameras on him. The heroes tried to get him to sit back down so they could continue yelling at him, but the boy wouldn’t let them. He fought the urge to call the heroes out on their bullshit right then and there, not caring if the cameras caught his words. But Midoriya had enough for today, and honestly, the boy was pretty much done with the world at the moment. So he turned to exit the alleyway in silence, ignoring the words from behind him.

Then, Death Arms grabbed him by his right shoulder.

Gami could feel the air temperature drop by at least 10 degrees.

“Don’t you dare touch me,” the green haired teen growled and ripped off the hero’s hand. He was so close to going off on the man, but considering that the reporters might have caught his first comment already, he reluctantly bit his tongue. He left the scene without saying any more than that, despite the other heroes still trying to make him stay.

Bakugo could only watch in shock.

Did Deku just growl at a hero of all people?

What the actual fuck was going on?

Midoriya escaped the wave of reporters that tried to corner him after he left without much difficulty. He shuffled home on an empty suburban street, his mood a complete hurricane. He wasn’t sure what to think honestly.

Gami’s voice broke the silence, “I am really proud of you, Izu. What you did today, while it did terrify me, was very brave.”

He looked up at the spirit, unsure of how to react, “You…think so?”

“You saved the life of your bully, and did it quite well if I must say.”

Most wouldn’t understand why the boy had chosen to save his childhood bully, but to Midoriya, it made perfect sense.

“I just did what any real hero would do.” He put a bit more emphasis on the “real” part of his statement. Gami seemed to understand exactly what he was trying to say.

Both were pretty angry at the heroes on the scene. They simply stood on the sidelines and watched as Bakugo struggled for his life, each and every one of them. They apparently felt as if they didn’t have the right quirks for the job, so instead of trying to improvise, trying to do something, they just stood there. Ready to sacrifice the life of a child because their plan “A”s didn't work. And there was no argument that could ever convince the green haired boy that Bakugo would have survived without his intervention. No argument could ever persuade him that a hero would have arrived if he had simply waited.

After all, he had watched the blond suffocate to death just minutes before in his own head.

Speaking of that, Midoriya did ask the spirit what was up with his premonition today, but not even he could explain it. Gami had insisted that he never had a vision come to pass until at least an hour after viewing it, so the premonition even surprised him. The best the ghost could do was suggest that maybe the foresight was supposed to happen earlier, but got pushed back due to his emotional breakdown. The explanation was shaky at best, but it was also the best either of them had. The teen hoped that for someone else’s sake, this premonition incident never happened again.

“Hey Deku!!” Bakugo yelled, running down the street and startling the boy out of his thoughts. He really didn’t want to deal with the blond right now.

He turned to face his bully. It looked like he was shaking with rage, his fists clenched at his sides.

“I never asked you to save me!” he called out with a scowl on his face, “I could’ve beaten him myself.”

The angry teen’s eye twitched. Midoriya made no effort to reply, letting the blond continue as he indubitably would.

“How dare a quirkless failure like you pity me. Trying to win me over?! Don’t you dare mock me!!”

After that, Bakugo spun around and stormed off while grumbling under his breath. Neither Gami nor Midoriya made a move to stop him. Whispers in the back of the teen’s mind kept insisting that he was right. That he should focus on a more realistic future. But the boy was done listening to that part of his conscience. Today was a turning point for him. He didn’t need Bakugo to accept him or his dream. He never did.

It felt good to finally realize that.

But just when he thought the day was done giving him surprises, it threw one last curveball at him.

“I AM HERE!!”

Midoriya flinched at the voice and the spirit whipped around protectively, but the boy dismissed him. Gami relaxed but stayed on guard as the pro hero flew out from one of the empty alleyways.

“All Might? Why are you here?” he wondered, “Wouldn’t you have been surrounded by reporters? They were everywhere.”

The hero struck a comical pose, “SHAKING THEM OFF IS NOTHING TO ME!! AFTER ALL, I’M ALL MI-”

The man couldn’t keep up his form and slumped over, losing his muscles instantly. Blood spewed from his mouth. The teen looked around in confusion, unsure of what to make of the man’s other form.

“W-what just happened?”

All Might nearly slapped himself. That's right, he’d forgotten that this child didn’t know about his true form.

“Remember how I said that I could only work 3 hours a day?”

“Yeah, but-”

“Well this is how I look the other 21 hours.”

The boy just blinked. I guess this explained how the man wasn’t caught in public more often.

“Look kid,” he tried to get back on track, “I’ve come to thank you and revise what I said earlier. I also have a proposal.”

Midoriya just blinked again. His tired brain was struggling to take this all in.

“Without watching you in action, I would have been just another helpless bystander in that mess, so thank you.”

The teen took a second to process what the hero just told him. “helpless bystander…” Did that mean All Might was in the crowd? That the hero watched too as Bakugo was dying?

“Of all the people at that scene, it was only you, timid and quirkless you, who acted! You spurred me to action!!”

There it was again. That awful, toxic word that society had stained him with. Why did it keep coming back?

“Most of the top heroes show greatness even as children. Many claim that their bodies moved before they could think!”

The boy could hear how hyped the man was getting and it just made him more and more uncomfortable. Gami was definitely feeling the same thing, but neither of them moved. They really hadn’t learned their lesson from beneath the underpass.

“That’s what happened to you back there, yes?!”

Not really. What spurred the child to action wasn’t some unknown force that simply pushed him along. No. Not at all.

What made him act was knowing that Bakugo would die if he didn’t intervene. That Bakugo would die a painful, agonizing death by the villain who would have stayed successfully detained if it wasn’t for All Might. That Bakugo would die at the hands of such a monster, while no one did anything to try and save him.

Bakugo would have died.

All Might mistook the boy’s silence as confirmation, “Well, I’m here to tell you, that with my power…

YOU CAN BE A HERO!!”

Midoriya didn’t make a single sound or move a single muscle. What? What did this man think he was saying? Could he even hear the words coming out of his own mouth?

“I know,” the teen finally replied.

The seasoned hero did a double take, “What?”

“I already realized that I can be a hero,” Midoriya continued, “and I don’t need anyone else’s approval.”

Gami was about to jump the man for a second time, but decided to let his successor finish first. He was glad his friend finally decided to grow a backbone, plus it was pretty entertaining to watch.

“But without my power, without a quirk-”

“Are you serious?!” he cried, “I really thought you were here to apologize, but you’ve only made it worse!”

“K-kid, listen-”

“Are you even listening to yourself?!” Midoriya almost slumped down at that point, but used all his willpower to remain standing, “Did you come here to tell me I can only be a hero with your power?

“There just isn’t any other way you-”

“Didn’t anybody actually see me fight the villain?! I subdued the villain long enough to rescue Kacchan, and kept him and myself from getting hit by any of his attacks…” the boy could feel the steam pouring out of his ears, “That was more than any of those other heroes did. And I didn’t need a quirk during any of it!”

With every word, the boy lost his will to fight. He knew he didn’t need the validation of anyone to be a hero, but it hurt him to have to deal with his former idol like this.

“I just can’t believe this,” Midoriya couldn’t bear to look the man in the eyes anymore, “if you really were in that crowd, then you should have seen first hand what I can do. I bet you don’t even believe that I took out the sludge villain on my own in the underpass…”

All Might didn’t answer, but he didn’t have to for his thoughts to clearly come through.

“Look, I’m just going to go home,” he said dejectedly, “I won’t tell anyone about the nature of your quirk, since you’ve made it obvious that it can be passed down or something…”

The green haired child turned around, but lifted his head up high. He was ready to leave and end this awful day. So was Gami.

“Look kid, I think you should reconsider,” All Might was scarily like Kacchan, they both just didn't know when to quit, “You’re not going to be able to get anywhere when your records say quirkless. You’ll just be spinning in circles until you’ve lost all the energy to keep going. I can see your potential, and that’s why I’m offering you my quirk. Hell, just the fact that it’s my quirk should have you excited.”

Midoriya’s head whipped back towards the frail man so fast, he was afraid it’d just snap off his neck, “How dare you?! You can’t see any of my potential if you’re so stuck on the fact that I don’t have a quirk. You can keep your crappy quirk for all I care, even if it guarantees me a spot at U.A.’s hero course!!”

The teen was so angry, he didn’t even have to fight back any tears. How could the number 1 hero, the man who inspired so many people in, and even out of the country, have such flawed logic? He was ready to leave and then the man just pulled him back with something even more stupid! It baffled him, but he was too furious in the moment to contemplate it.

“I’d rather rely on my own skill and fail,” he ranted, “than need a pity hand-out to succeed. Because even if I fail, I’ll just get back up and try again. No one will be able to keep me down, not U.A., not the Hero Association, not even society itself! And that’s exactly how I’ll become a hero!!”

He turned his head back forward, and unfortunately missed the number 1 hero gape like a fish out of water. Gami didn’t though, and revelled in the sight.

“I could go on and on about how utterly wrong you are or how utterly wrong you’re going to be,” he clutched one of his backpack straps tightly in one hand, shaking with rage so badly, he knew All Might could see it, “but I don’t have to...”

He took a confident step forward, away from the pro and towards his house. He still didn’t face the man, not wanting to lose his morale at realizing he was practically back-talking the number 1 hero in the country.

He still heard no word from All Might, not that he wanted to. The man had disappointed him enough and each comment that escaped his mouth only fueled the boy’s fury.

Not even Gami broke the silence, eager to see where his successor was going with this.

The silence simply infected the air, so thick that he could cut it cleanly with his scythe.

And then, Midoriya walked away.

He turned down a deal that, in another universe, would bring him to U.A. with a completely different mindset. Somewhere else, he had accepted his idol’s offer and received a quirk that could only be described in legends. But this wasn’t that universe, and Midoriya wouldn’t take the infamous One For All.

He would simply walk away, but not without finishing his comment. A statement that would plague the pro hero’s mind for far longer than the boy did earlier in the day. A declaration that would become the backbone for everything the teen stood for and the change he represented.

“Just watch me.”

Notes:

So with the premonition in this chapter, I might have… written myself into a hole lol. I knew I wanted Midoriya to have a premonition about Bakugo dying, but I couldn’t really fit it anywhere except right before Midoriya saves him. That puts the time between the foresight and it coming true to about a few minutes. And that couldn’t happen because of the rule that those visions come to pass after at least an hour. I know it’s not the best explanation, so I’ll do my best to make sure I don’t write myself into a hole again lol. This was probably the biggest reason I don’t like this chapter. Please forgive me ;-;

Anyways, yeah, you guys got a nice heavy taste of All Might bashing right at the end there. If you read between the lines enough, it’s practically all throughout the chapter. Now I do like All Might. I think he’s a well-written character and great father figure for Midoriya. But it kinda irked me that he basically told him that he could only be a hero if he accepted his quirk. Sure, quirkless heroes would be at a severe disadvantage, but there are plenty of heroes that can be used in Midoriya’s defense, the most obvious being Eraserhead.

I’m positive that All Might would have told him something different on that rooftop in canon if he had some sort of quirk, even one considered useless for hero work. I bet my life All Might would say something along the lines of “no quirk is useless for hero work, you simply must be creative with it!” It was only because the child was quirkless did All Might feel the need to give him his own power. And as much as I like All Might, I will bash him for that. Don’t worry though, he won’t be the biggest dick. That spot is specifically reserved for Endeavor.

Speaking of Endeavor, I know I used a quote of his as the last sentence. The “just watch me” part is from the hero billboards arc. I wasn’t planning on using that quote, but it just kinda popped into my head. It’s basically Midoriya saying that he doesn’t need to explain himself. It’s short, but powerful. Probably the only good thing that came out of the Endeavor redemption arc lol.

I think that’s about it. No changes to any abilities but I’ll leave the list below just in case!

Death’s Touch: Anything Midoriya touches starts to decay immediately, regardless of the amount of fingers touching. This ability works on both the living and the non living. At first, Midoriya couldn’t control this ability, as it activated immediately without his consent. However, now he is able to control the activation on humans and non living objects, being able to start and stop the decay at will. However, he had gained no progress with plant or animal life.

Death’s Scythe: Midoriya can summon a scythe to fight with at will. The scythe vaguely resembles a bird’s beak, and has a hole near the start of the blade. He can also make the scythe disappear at will when he is finished with it or to free his hands.

Immortality: Midoriya is immortal and cannot die. However, he can still get hurt and scarred. The immortality ability doesn’t provide any regeneration, but any wounds that could be detrimental to his job, such as lost/broken limbs and organs, will be healed the next day.

Premonition: Midoriya can see flash images of people who may die before they are supposed to. Normally, he cannot interfere with death, as it’s his job, but he has the option of attempting to save anyone he views in a premonition. These premonitions are bare and don’t provide much information other than the person themselves and their demise, occasionally revealing the setting and attacker, if any. The premonitions can come true between an hour after viewing to 3 days later.

Soul Contact: When a person dies, their soul is immediately sent to Midoriya. He can see, touch, and hold these souls. When holding a soul, Midoriya can see the most important memories and decisions attached to that soul, and hence that person.

Soul Sorting: This ability allows Midoriya to decide which part of the afterlife a soul moves on to. The areas of the afterlife can only be summoned with intent and the swipe of a hand, with the areas themselves being represented by flames. The areas that he can choose from are Paradise, Purgatory, and the Underworld. Once Midoriya decides where the soul best fits, it is sent to the being of that respective area. If approved, the soul stays in that area forever, the exception being Purgatory. Souls in Purgatory can be moved again to either Paradise or the Underworld, however, this is not Midoriya’s decision. If rejected, the soul is sent back to him for reevaluation. All souls must be sorted within 24 hours of Midoriya receiving them, with rejected souls resetting their time limits once they get back to him. Failure to sort a soul within its time limit may result in serious unknown punishment.

Chapter 8: Dead End To A Dead Man Walking

Summary:

The fallout of the sludge villain incident isn't as smooth as Midoriya would want it to be. But if it means he'll get a cool new hangout spot as well as a new hobby, he'll deal with it.

Notes:

Trigger Warning: Heavy Suicide Baiting

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

The first few nights after the sludge villain incident were difficult for Midoriya. The school had given the students a couple days off, considering that two of their students were so directly involved in the attack. Of course, the boy knew they were more worried about Bakugo, but it didn’t bother him as much as it would have in the past. He definitely could admit, it was hard getting adjusted to the fact that those outside opinions didn’t matter anymore. Before, the teen would have been upset, and rightfully so, that the school wasn’t concerned about his well being. Or I guess, more concerned about Bakugo than him. But now, he wasn’t as focused on what Aldera was saying or what they did. If they didn’t care about him, that was alright.

That was ok.

Tonight was a late night for the duo, and as tiring as they were, Midoriya favored them over the nights he got his sorting done early. These first nights after the attack were emotionally draining on the boy, but he enjoyed the conversation Gami eased him into. It helped him forget the amount of trauma he went through on that day. He could never remember how the conversations would start, or what they would be about. All he could really recall was just the sensation of talking, the feeling of a smile blooming on his face or a short giggle that he would have to muffle so his mother didn’t wake up. He would always go to sleep feeling at peace with himself. Maybe not exactly happy, but content in the moment.

He never knew what Gami did while he was asleep. If the spirit slept along with him or just floated off into the night and returned before he got up. Whatever it was, it was comforting to see the spirit messing with his blinds or looking at one of his notebooks when Midoriya woke up.

He really couldn’t have asked for a better companion to be stuck with. He was so grateful that the ghost put up with his emotional crises and teenage angst.

But he really didn’t have the time to be contemplating his lucky relationship with the spirit, not while running to school in hopes of making it on time. This was the only downside of those fabled late nights; the dreaded risk of oversleeping.

“How much longer until the bell?!” Midoriya panted.

“About 9 minutes,” Gami replied calmly, casually floating next to his successor as he ran. It was an odd sight to witness if anyone actually could: a spector flying next to a sprinting child. “You can make it if you cut through the alleyway ahead.”

The teen shuddered. He wasn’t too fond of alleyways as of late. Ever since he watched Bakugo so close to death in one, he was particularly keen on avoiding them. But he also couldn’t afford to be late on the first day back to school from the mini break, so he sucked up his complaints and skidded to a turn.

The alleyway was dark, despite it being early morning. He could pick out some discarded boxes and overflowing dumpsters that leaned against the building walls, but nothing out of the ordinary. That reassured the middle schooler as he flew down the path, holding onto his backpack straps to ensure that it didn’t fall off.

He knew this alleyway though. Midoriya used it all the time as a shortcut to school when he was late. And he wasn’t about to let a single bad experience stop him.

As he approached the end of his shortcut, he could make out a thick wooden fence. Considering he had decayed the old one when he was about 8, it didn’t surprise him to see it the first time he did. At first, getting over the fence was a bit time consuming and made the boy nearly stop using the path, but like all things, he eventually figured out a way around the problem.

Stepping firmly on his right foot, he used his momentum as a springboard to launch himself onto one of the dumpsters. He used to stumble the first few times he attempted the jump, but now, it was just instinct. He ran across the top of the trash bin and made another leap of faith off of it. The bin was always just close enough that he could make it over the fence.

As long as he didn’t hesitate, that is.

He’d learned that lesson the hard way for the first month, but after enough scratches and bruises, he could now make the jump with ease.

Besides, it felt relieving to just take that leap. It made his heart skip a beat when he felt himself soar over the fence like he had a jumping quirk or a strength enhancement one. The breeze that rushed through his evergreen hair gave him the sensation of flying. It always made him proud to know he could make the jump, even without a quirk.

Landing steadily on both feet, Midoriya continued his mad dash for the school. But because of that shortcut, he was confident he would make it on time. He hushed out a short cheer of relief and shook his fist in delight.

Gami chuckled at his successor’s antics. Despite being a teenager, he knew that the boy acted more like a bubbly child than anything else. Many would disagree, claiming that the teen was way too reserved and quiet to be referred to as bubbly, but the spirit knew he was one of the few that really got to see the boy’s true nature. When he was witnessing one of his favorite heroes in action or analyzing an interesting quirk, Midoriya was comparable to an excited puppy in the spirit’s opinion.

It made him wonder why the world was so bent on crushing him and his dreams.

“We’re here!” the teen whispered gleefully, “Time?”

Gami snapped to attention at the question. He hadn’t noticed that they had arrived at the school during his internal reflection. “6 minutes until the bell.”

“Oh that’s good,” he sighed out with a smile on his face, “but the hallways are oddly full for so close to the bell.”

The ghost looked around, but his observations only confirmed Midoriya's statement. The hallways were pretty packed with students, all whispering and sneaking glances at the boy. The man realized fairly quickly what they were likely talking about. Looking back over to his successor, he knew the boy realized it as well.

The green haired teen squirmed uncomfortably. He never liked being the center of attention. And he definitely knew he was with the amount of stares on him. Sure, he wasn’t surprised considering that the local news was just one of the many platforms that did capture his image during and after the attack, but that didn’t make him feel any less awkward.

He knew that returning to school after the incident wouldn’t be too pleasant. He was worried what his peers might do once they realized he was the sole individual who acted to save Bakugo. Gami did his best to comfort the teen during his time off from school, reminding him that their opinions didn’t define him anymore, but no amount of schooling could prepare him for that uncomfortable feeling that crept up his spine.

Midoriya slinked himself into his homeroom class, clutching his backpack straps carefully. Despite the mass amount of students that wandered the halls so close to the bell, he could tell that all of his classmates were in the room, almost waiting on his arrival. The boy paused in the doorway, looking around at the other kids in the room. They were all acting similarly to the ones in the hallways, peering at him with hushed murmurs. But he noticed one major difference separating his classmates from the other kids he’d seen in the halls.

His class was snickering.

His brows furrowed at that realization and Gami tensed, alerting him that the man had spotted the same thing. What was so funny?

The teen took slow steps into the room, towards his desk, but his eyes were anywhere but. He turned his head to meet the stares of the kids he walked past, but the minute he looked in their direction, they lurched away and giggled harder. He knew that there would be an adverse reaction to his presence, but Midoriya was definitely not expecting laughter.

He looked in the general area of the teacher’s desk, but was surprised to see no one there. It wasn’t odd for the teacher to come in close to or even after the bell rang, but he was certain that the teacher would want to be in the room early on the first day back. The boy just sighed and moved his gaze elsewhere. He really shouldn’t be shocked at the teacher’s behavior anymore.

His eyes settled onto a large, spiky head of blond hair, but his stare wasn’t met by another. After looking around, Midoriya realized that Bakugo was the only student not looking at him. Actually, it seemed that the angry teen was purposely trying to avoid making eye contact. That didn’t surprise him, after all, he was sure that Bakugo hadn’t gotten over the whole sludge villain incident yet or the fact that he had technically saved his life. But he could definitely tell that the blond was listening to everything going on in the classroom by the way his head was tilted.

Midoriya’s slow steps came to a halt once he approached his desk. Strangely, so did the snickers and whispers. Both he and the spirit gazed around again, and this time, all eyes seemed to be on him. His classmates were watching him intently, waiting for him to react to something. His gloved hands let go of his backpack straps and moved towards his desk. He figured that someone in his class had done something to his seat in an attempt to embarrass him. Maybe someone had loosened a screw or put some gum on the chair, nothing too out of the ordinary. But as his eyes finally laid on his desk to search for whatever was making the class laugh, he felt his hands go cold.

On the top of his wooden desk, a vibrant red spider lily lay almost daintily across.

Midoriya took a step back in horror, his throat running dry. His hands stayed raised in front of his chest, unsure of whether to go back to his straps or to his sides. But he couldn’t tear his eyes away from the flower, as much as he willed himself to. He could hear the laughter pick up from all corners of the classroom.

He and Gami did their best to prepare the boy for all sorts of situations regarding his return to Aldera, but both were surely not expecting this.

“Just hope for a quirk in your next life and go take a swan dive off the roof!”

Midoriya’s classmates always made it painfully obvious how much they relied on the blond for guidance, especially when it came to confronting the green haired boy.

Once Bakugo started calling the teen “Deku,” so did the rest of his peers.

Once Bakugo started verbally bullying the teen, so did the rest of his peers.

Once Bakugo started physically attacking the teen, so did the rest of his peers.

But not even Bakugo had gone as far as to tell him to kill himself.

His classmates always waited for Bakugo to take the first step, before rushing to follow him. So now that he had, the rest of the students figured they had free reign as well.

Midoriya wasn’t sure how long he had been standing there, but Gami finally snapped the boy out of his head. He refused to meet the glances of his classmates and give them any more satisfaction than they were undoubtedly receiving.

“You saved a life, Izu,” the man ushered him to move, to react, to do something, “You are a hero, despite what they believe.”

The boy could only nod subtly, eyes still stuck on the flower and glazed over. He made no move to sit down at the desk.

Gami turned to observe the class in secret. They were still snickering and eying his successor. The spirit shook in rage, just wondering who was the little brat who decided to leave a spider lily on his friend’s desk. He looked over to the two kids who joined Bakugo that fateful day after school. The kid with the long finger quirk was grinning widely and whispering to a few other kids around him. The ghost was sure it was him who left the unwelcome present. He strided over in that direction, focusing his fury in hopes that he could flip the kid’s desk once he arrived, but a sudden creak of the classroom door drew all the attention away from the stunned teen.

“Midoriya, what are you doing out of your seat?” the homeroom teacher inquired, immediately focusing on the only standing student, “Just because you involved yourself in a villain attack doesn’t give you any excuse to disrupt the class.”

The class turned back to him and quiet giggles could be heard, but Midoriya still struggled to react. His head was spiraling further and further into darkness, and his hands were still shaking. But it wasn’t until he felt the ghost put his boney hand on the small of his back was he able to will himself to move to his desk. He flung his bag off his shoulder and sat down in his chair, still not having moved the flower. The class and even the teacher watched and waited for the boy to do something.

His hand hovered over the long stem and his fingers rattled in uncertainty. Ever so slowly, his gloved hand wrapped around the flower and gently lifted it off his desk. He didn’t even spare the plant a glance as he almost carefully placed it into his tattered backpack. He then pulled out his school books and positioned them neatly where the lily once laid. He rested his hands softly on the edge of his desk and waited with a blank, empty stare, for the class to start. He was sure his peers, nor the teacher, expected such a lack of a reaction, but the man finally began the class.

 


 

Gami had hoped that this would be a one time thing, but as the days passed, the two kept finding more and more lilies waiting for him on his desk. That first day, it had only been one, but now, Midoriya could expect to find two or three flowers each day when he got to school. But unlike that first day, the teen barely made a face at the sight. He simply would walk over to his seat, put the flowers away in his bag, and sit down. But that didn’t deter the students from leaving them.

Today was the first day the flowers came with a note though.

He got a better look at the letter on his desk as he got closer. It was folded over, contents completely hidden unless opened. The note was also tied to the small bouquet of spider lilies with a silky red ribbon. It looked so elegant; Midoriya figured it could have been mistaken for a love letter if not for the choice of flowers. But he knew it was most certainly not a confession of passion. He was convinced that he would never be lucky enough to receive one.

He could feel the eyes on his form as he opened up the paper, but he made no confirmation of that acknowledgement. Inside was writing, scrawled in messy, black marker. The lettering was thick and large enough for the sloppy handwriting not to be a problem, concerning legibility.

‘Finish what that villain started.’

Midoriya took a shaky swallow before pocketing the note, then putting the flowers away as he normally did. He did his best not to react and urged Gami to do the same, despite no one being able to see the spirit. Said spector reluctantly followed his successor’s instructions, although eager to tear apart the classroom. The man never viewed himself as a violent individual, he just insisted that this middle school brought out the worst in him.

As for the contents of the note, the boy knew that it wasn’t a rogue call to villainy. The flowers alone confirmed that. Besides, even if it was, he was too far deep into achieving his dreams of heroism. One singular note wasn’t going to be the final push after he’d survived 10 years of pain and hate.

It was a call for his end.

But as nice as it might have been to answer that call, the teen knew it wasn’t even possible. So he continued on with his day as normal, tuning in and out of lessons. He was eager to leave the school and enjoy some time alone. And by alone, he meant with Gami, watching whatever hero cartoons were airing. Unfortunately, he figured there may be some complications with getting home as early as he wanted to.

And by complications, he, of course, meant a group of Bakugo’s lackeys.

The kids had gotten the chance to ambush him by his usual way home, since the teacher had held Midoriya back for some miniscule issue. But the boy was quick on his feet and attempted to run in the opposite direction to lose them. The group didn’t give up chase though, and hastily followed after him. He figured that among the group must be the writer of the letter, and they might not have been happy over his calm facade. The note was probably an attempt to stir some sort of reaction out of him.

Making a split second decision, he ducked behind an alleyway dumpster and held his breath. He could hear a stampede of footsteps rush past his hiding spot, but luckily, they didn’t stop. He didn’t reveal himself right away though, just in case the group came back in his direction, but after a few minutes, he eventually left the alleyway. Wandering the afternoon streets, Midoriya realized he didn’t recognize the area he was now at.

“Hey Gami, do you know where we are?” he asked the spirit.

“I do not.”

“Hmmm…” the teen hummed out, taking his phone out of his back pocket. He typed in his address into the search bar. Almost instantly, a set of directions popped up on the screen, so he hit the “GO” button and started walking. He had meandered a bit far from his house and was about a 20 minute walk away, but he wouldn’t complain if it meant avoiding his pursuers until tomorrow.

As he followed his phone, and Gami followed him, they passed a beach covered in what looked to be trash. If it weren’t for the sight of the ocean, they would have had a hard time figuring out that it was indeed a beach. But the ghost seemed to recognize it and stopped abruptly. When the boy didn’t feel his mentor’s signature air behind him, he also stopped and turned to see what made the spirit pause.

“What is it, Gami?” he questioned with a curious expression, “Do you know this place?”

But the man made no response. Instead, he floated over to the entrance and stopped near a large stone right before the slope. Midoriya continued after him and walked over to the stone as well. He watched as the specter ran his hand over the top of the rock, but after closer inspection, he realized that it wasn’t a rock that Gami was pondering, but actually an extremely weathered chunk of concrete. He moved to stand next to the spirit and finally got a look at the front of the slab.

It was heavily graffitied, but he could still make out the plated sign pressed into the concrete.

‘Dagobah Municipal Beach Park’

Huh. Midoriya hadn’t heard of this beach before.

“What… happened to this place?” Gami whispered so hoarsely, the boy almost didn't hear it.

“What do you mean? Do you know this place?” he repeated again.

“I…” he paused, unsure of how to continue, “I used to come here.”

The teen’s head swung towards the man in shock, “What? I don’t understand.”

By the ghost’s reaction, Midoriya figured he didn’t really get it either.

“I think I used to come here before I was a Death.”

That comment really made the boy’s head spin. Gami had a lot of difficulty recalling his life before becoming a Death, so much so that the teen was afraid he’d forget details of his own life as well. For the man to feel such a pull to such a desecrate spot had to mean something, so he pressed the specter to continue.

“Can you remember anything more?”

The spirit didn’t respond immediately, still staring blankly at the battered sign. He then motioned to grab at the small grey stone that hung limply around his neck.

Midoriya had tried to help the man figure out why he had such an item tied around his neck. It was really the only defining feature concerning the specter. Gami could never remember why he had it on himself, but couldn’t shake the fact that it was important.

“This… this came from here,” he gestured to the stone and then the trashed beach.

And now he was sure that his brain was doing somersaults in his skull. Never had the ghost remembered so much in so little time. So he tugged on one of the man’s long sleeves urgently.

“Well then, what are we waiting for?!” he cried out, “Come on!”

The green haired boy pulled Gami down the beach’s sloped entrance onto the warm sand. They carefully stepped over lone pieces of discarded trash as they made their way to the water. The specter seemed to still be in shock though, struggling to grasp this newfound information.

“I do not remember this place looking this way. I do not think it was this… dirty.”

Curiously, Midoriya pulled out his phone. He opened a new tab and typed in the name he had read on the sign. Within moments, he was met with a numerous amount of articles all referencing that specific name. Scrolling through some of them, he got a pretty good idea about the beach’s late history.

“Well, it looks like this section of the beach has been like this for years,” he informed, Gami suddenly finding interest in his successor’s words, “Turns out a lot of the currents around here lead to this shore. People use that knowledge to dump their trash here illegally, but it’s hard for law enforcement to track down those who do.”

“Oh…”

The teen could hear the dejection in his mentor’s voice. This place had obviously meant something to the man, and it saddened both of them to know it had gotten in such disrepair after who knows how long. He looked around at all the trash. There was such an array of items to be found, from household garbage to large kitchen appliances. The piles of stuff stretched high above the beach, blocking out any view from the above sidewalk. A sudden idea popped into the boy’s head.

“This place isn’t a bad area to practice DT,” he observed, shortening the name of his signature ability, “I could really get some training done here.”

The spirit perked up.

“The piles of trash are tall enough for me to practice with my scythe too. I wouldn’t have to worry about anyone seeing me.”

Midoriya pulled up the beach’s official address, and after a few taps, he saved it into his phone.

“I think we’ll be coming back here for a good while.”

And unexpectedly, Gami hugged the teen from behind at his last statement. Unsure of what to do, he smiled and burrowed his face into one of the sleeves wrapped around his upper chest, hoping it would be enough of a gesture for the man to understand his action was acknowledged.

Midoriya knew there were only about 10 months until the U.A. entrance exam, so finding a place to train was very much a necessity. Discovering Dagobah Municipal Beach Park was like a little gift from Lady Luck herself. Sure, the boy was ecstatic at identifying a secure, isolated place to practice his abilities, but at realizing the true meaning of the obscure coastline, he could feel his excitement stem from a different source.

It made him feel bubbly with pride at seeing the normally stoic man so genuinely…

Happy.

 


 

Midoriya made frequent trips to Dagobah Beach after school and on the weekends. At first, he was unsure of how to balance training his decay rate and his scythe skills, but Gami revealed that he could do both at the same time. Upon finding out that he could share DT with his weapon, the teen felt he just tackled two birds with one stone. Although, there were a few specifics that made for interesting moments and funny fails.

First off, it was made painfully obvious that he couldn’t decay his own scythe. It was probably the only thing DT couldn’t destroy, which was pretty advantageous. But during incidents where Midoriya got extra frustrated with his weapon, he couldn’t break the stupid thing. Chucking it at the ocean was the best he could do, but it wasn’t nearly as satisfying as it sounded.

Second, he could share his decaying ability with the scythe, but the weapon could only decay what it cut. Trying to practice this turned out to be a pain in the boy’s behind. He was initially excited to swing at the refrigerators and large cuts of metal, but after having his scythe bounce off the first fridge he struck, he realized the amount of force needed for him to cut the metal was going to leave him sore each morning after.

But other than that, the teen quite enjoyed practicing with his new signature weapon.

He got some good pointers from Gami too, but the man liked to spend his time sitting right by the shore. The way he longingly stared at the sea made Midoriya’s heart pang. He would clean up this beach before the entrance exam, he would make sure of it.

For Gami.

But right now, the boy wasn’t working at the municipal beach park. The two were coming from that exact place actually, and headed towards home. The green haired teen was sweaty and sandy, which was not a comfortable combination, and looking forward to a cold shower.

He walked inside, and as expected, there was no one inside. He shuffled over into his bedroom groggily, his muscles aching in distress. But right as he entered, he momentarily forgot all about his stiff limbs.

It had been about a week and a half since the sludge villain incident, but the teen still had his face plastered all over his walls.

“I still can’t believe he said that to me,” he stated to no one in particular. Maybe it was to himself? The spirit wasn’t sure to be honest.

“It was a shock to us both,” he responded in hopes to ease his successor, “but you can succeed without his approval.”

“Yeah I know, but that doesn’t negate the fact that the number 1 hero is some quirkist bigot. I hear those things all the time, but never would I have expected to hear it from All Might of all people.”

The teen scowled at the sight of the hero’s signature smile. That smile now churned his insides. He really couldn’t stand looking at all of this crap anymore.

He approached the wall where All Might smiled back at him. And despite being ungodly dirty from his workout, he ripped the poster off the wall. Well, it was more of a forceful pull as to not damage the merchandise. Sure, Midoriya was angry at the man, but he had enough common sense to realize that the amount of merch in his room would add up to a nice sum of cash. He continued taking down the posters on his wall, and once he finished with that, he moved to stripping his closet of any All Might themed clothing he could find, which was the majority of everything in there sadly. But pretty much all of the clothes were in good condition, as the boy had been careful to not dirty them when he did wear them in the past.

Then he moved on to cleaning his bookshelves of any other miscellaneous merchandise, including figures, headbands, charms, and pens. All in all, he was able to fill the corner of his room thoroughly with stuff, and while he was disgusted that he had owned so much of the man’s merch, the amount of money it was inevitably worth did make owning it somewhat worth it.

Now, his room was almost completely blank, his two bookshelves empty except for the plentiful notebooks he had. He had written 13 analysis notebooks, but those were only on heroes. The teen had tons of other books pertaining to interesting quirks, quirk theory, and his own abilities. The vast amount of notebooks he did have filled a good portion of one of the bookcases, but that still left one bookshelf completely empty, and another one only half full.

His walls were now completely bare, having once been covered in All Might paraphernalia. Midoriya could tell where his posters had been, the walls now two-toned due to the difference in light exposure. He figured he could just get other hero merchandise to cover the blankness, but he really wasn’t feeling all too hyped about heroes as of late. Maybe he’d look into some Eraserhead merch, but the man was so secretive, he doubted he’d be able to find enough to cover all the spots where his All Might posters had gone. He filed that Eraserhead idea away for later. Maybe he might not find any mainstream stuff concerning the underground hero, but there was bound to be handmade merchandise created by individuals. Sure, it might end up being expensive, but that just went to show the mass amount of time and effort that went into each product.

His desk was looking pretty clean for once. Storage had always been a problem for Midoriya when he collected All Might items, but now that he was getting rid of them, the desk looked strangely organized. Maybe he could invest some of the cash he would get from selling his All Might stuff into some storage options. He would need it considering the size of his room, especially if he found an obsessive passion again.

Though, the boy knew he would have to go shopping for clothes. The percentage of his clothing that was All Might themed was well over half, and now that it was finally out of his closet, he would need some new wear. All he really had now were a few pairs of shorts and some shirts that had English statements in them. He enjoyed wearing those shirts out, since most people wouldn’t understand what they read. And for the people who did, they got a good laugh. Of course, they were nothing offensive or perverse, just stupidly obvious statements. Because who didn’t get a kick out of a t-shirt saying “t-shirt” on it in English?

But now that he was done with his mini tantrum, Midoriya was off to take a shower. He especially needed to wash the grime and the All Might off him for good.

A fresh, new start was just the thing he was looking for anyway.

 


 

Midoriya walked down one of the suburban streets on his way to Ishihara’s home. It had been a few days after he cleaned out his room, but the teen still hadn’t found anything to redecorate with.

As for the All Might merchandise, he had been able to sell a good chunk of it online successfully. At first, the boy didn’t look forward to meeting up with the individuals interested in purchasing something from him. Those meetings were very short and just consisted of giving the item and taking the money. But now, Midoriya had gotten more comfortable with confronting the strangers, even going as far as to make some small talk. Gami was proud that his successor was finally stepping out of his shell, even if it wasn’t by much.

The merch was more valuable than he had expected. When he began selling the stuff to the highest bidder, the teen really wasn’t anticipating anything to go over the initial price he posted it at, nor for mass amounts of people to fight for it. But it turned out that his stuff was worth much more than he thought, not that he was complaining. The teen put away most of his extra cash, but he did use some of it to get a new backpack.

He’d had his yellow backpack for almost 8 years and it was definitely obvious. The bag was worn and torn from years of use as well as abuse by the rest of his classmates. Midoriya has grown out of the obnoxious yellow, but really didn’t have the money to be spending so frivolously. At least, not until now.

His new backpack was black, made of leather instead of polyester. At first, he wasn’t too sure about the leather, but considering that his polyester one was barely hanging on by a thread, he decided that a change from the norm was necessary. Gami had suggested investing in a leather one, and he couldn't deny, his bag felt more sturdy and secure. He’d grown to like the feel and look of his new bag.

Holding said backpack’s thick straps, Midoriya walked up Ishihara’s front steps and rang the doorbell. Like clockwork, the older, brown haired man opened up the front door and let the boy inside.

“Ah Midoriya,” the man called, “It’s so good to see you. How are you holding up?”

This was the first visit since the sludge villain incident. The teen wanted to take some time away from the older man to pull himself together after the attack. Ishihara was rightfully worried about the boy, but respected his wishes. He still kept their meeting dates, but made sure that Midoriya knew he wasn’t obligated to come.

“I’m doing ok.”

“Well that’s good to hear.”

Ishihara motioned for him to sit on the couch, so he did. The teen shook off his bag and relaxed into the sofa as the man left for the kitchen. It wasn’t long before he came back with a tray of cookies and two cups of tea. The man placed the food and drinks down onto his coffee table before sitting next to Midoriya on the couch.

“So I only saw bits and pieces of the fight on the news,” he cut right to the chase, “but I could definitely pick out your trademark green hair anywhere.”

Said green haired child shuffled on the couch, not really knowing how to respond, “Yeah… that was me.”

There was a bit more awkward silence after that. Gami stood by another chair across from the two. He tried sitting in it, but fell right through, to which the boy stifled a giggle. He immediately felt more comfortable and made a mental note to thank the ghost later, whether the move was international or not.

“Do you… want to talk about it?”

“... Yeah, I kinda do.”

And so, over the course of a few cookies and the occasional breaks for tea, Midoriya spilled the events of that day in its entirety to Ishihara. Starting with the confrontation with Bakugo in the classroom, to the fight beneath the underpass, to the conversation with All Might, and finally ending with the fabled fight from the news. He obviously left out a few of the details of how he took down the sludge villain alone that first time as well as his premonition minutes before saving Bakugo. And he didn’t even mention that final confrontation with All Might, much less talked about the man’s quirk, keeping his promise to the number 1 hero.

There were tears and much needed hugs between the two throughout the entire chat, but Ishihara never spoke a word. The older man just let the boy talk, but never pushed for more. The last thing he wanted to do was make him uncomfortable.

“I know I don’t need All Might’s approval, but hearing that from him hurt so much…” the teen sniffled, rubbing at his puffy eyes.

“I can only imagine,” Ishihara replied, “The nerve of that man.”

He took a small sip from his cup, before turning his gaze directly at Midoriya.

“And what about the kids at school?” he questioned, “Are they giving you any trouble? More than usual I mean.”

The boy broke eye contact and fiddled with his gloved fingers on his lap. He opened his mouth as if to respond, but didn’t actually say anything.

The older man frowned. That wasn’t a good sign.

“Well,” the teen started, “sorta.”

He looked over to Gami for reassurance, but the spirit just stared at him. The man made no move for Midoriya to continue, but didn’t tell the boy to stop either.

Ishihara continued, “More physical or…”

“No, no. It’s actually a little less physical. Since the incident, it’s more… words than anything.”

The man hummed, taking in his words. Less physical violence was definitely good, but based off of the teen’s reaction, it wasn’t that good of change overall.

Maybe the other children felt threatened by Midoriya’s new display of skill, but he didn’t think that was the case. From what he took from the teen’s descriptions, his classmates never felt threatened by him because of his quirkless status, it was actually quite the opposite. Ishihara didn’t think that this one exhibit of ability would change the years of bullying he suspected the boy went through.

It could be that the kids thought that he was just playing hero, since they obviously didn’t think he could be an actual one. Maybe that’s why they were having such a volatile reaction to his escapade with the villain, despite possibly seeing his skill on the news. They were trying to dash any hopes of him succeeding as a hero without a quirk, and upping their ante due to his recent success. Maybe they didn’t exactly view it as success, but it was enough of an increase in Midoriya’s confidence that they were eager to stop it.

“Well, less violence is good…” he finally responded.

“Yeah, I guess.”

“As for the words… maybe use them as motivation?”

The boy looked confused, “Motivation?”

Ishihara stood up from the couch and placed his cup onto the coffee table, “Well I’m not saying you have to prove them wrong, but maybe try not to associate their words with negativity.”
“So like… use their words as a motivator?”

“Exactly, but don’t feel compelled to prove them wrong.”

Midoriya messed with his hands. He wasn’t totally sure if he got the older man point on the dot, but he thought he understood enough to give the solution a try.

“I’ll try.”

The two strayed away from that topic, but continued to munch on the snacks that his friend provided. After some more talk and a couple extra refills of tea, it was time for the boy to leave. Each time these meetings ended, he was reluctant to go home, but this ending in particular was rough.

But like all times, Ishihara handed him some extra cookies and opened the door for Midoriya to leave. And he did, gripping a backpack strap in one hand and a container of sweets in the other. Like usual, Gami followed him out, trailing behind a bit.

This time though, the teen’s mind was elsewhere, compared to where it usually roamed. He was frozen on the older man’s words. He wasn’t comfortable letting him know about the spider lilies, but he figured the man’s advice would work either way. He was still puzzled about how exactly to apply it to his situation, but he’d figure it out.

This was not going to be his breaking point.

 


 

The next day, Midoriya was not late for school. Actually, he was 15 minutes early. Normally, he wouldn’t give up his precious sleeping time for anything, but he was hoping to catch the person flowering his desk. He knew it wasn’t just one person in particular, but he wasn’t sure if his classmates took turns dropping off lilies or one student took charge in buying and placing the flowers. Either way, he had given up some of his free time this morning to try and catch the individual in the act.

He hurried into the classroom, but to his dismay, the flowers were already there. Only about half of his class was currently present, not including the teacher of course, so it could only be one of them, but without seeing the person doing it, he could only make assumptions.

His classmates still seemed to enjoy watching him react to the spider lilies. The teen figured they would get tired of it after the first few weeks, but it was never ending entertainment to them. And it wasn’t like the teacher made any move to stop them, so until they were reprimanded, he wasn’t sure when they would stop. He had tried his best to remain stoic after that initial day with that first flower, looking to Gami for example, but even that didn’t deter them.

But today, he didn’t attempt to go stone faced at the flowers as he usually did.

“As for the words… maybe use them as motivation?”

The boy walked in with a little skip in his step, not pausing at all at seeing the state of his desk. He didn’t even spare a glance at any of the kids in the room. He just acted as he did before in the hall.

“Motivation?”

He could feel everyone turn to look at him, clearly not expecting the change in behavior. Even he himself was a bit shocked at his newfound confidence, but he wouldn’t let his doubts weigh him down.

“Well I’m not saying you have to prove them wrong, but maybe try not to associate their words with negativity.”

The flowers didn’t actually mean anything bad. His class was just trying to get him to associate the lilies with their desires for him to be gone, but it didn’t have to be that way. He didn’t need to prove them wrong, but that didn’t mean he had to give in to their ideas either, which included their outlook on the flowers.

“So like… use their words as a motivator?”

Ishihara was exactly right. He just needed to view the flowers in a different light. Not as a symbol for him to end his life, but maybe as a symbol to start his life. To start living without relying on outside opinions to feel confident in himself or giving his class the satisfaction of their words getting to him.

“Exactly, but don’t feel compelled to prove them wrong.”

Maybe the spider lilies represented the death of the old, submissive him, to which a new, confident him rose from the ashes. He agreed with that outlook, and even wanted to cultivate that. To him, the flowers symbolized freedom from his past burdens and the start of something new.

“I’ll try.”

Midoriya got to his desk, his peers still unsure of what to do at his new mojo. He picked up the three lilies carefully with one gloved hand, making sure not to decay them and his glove by accident out of stress. Opening up his new leather bag, he put away the flowers as he did every day, before sitting himself down in his seat.

The class eventually recovered from their shock at the ringing of the school bell, but just enough to get their work done. The way Gami observed a good majority of them shift nervously around proved to him that their minds were still stuck on his successor.

But looking back at the green haired boy, the spirit could tell he didn’t have a care in the world.

Midoriya went through the whole day without any problems, surprisingly. The flowers weighed in the back of his mind as well as his bag, but he kept Ishihara’s advice in the foreground. The boy didn’t even have to avoid any of his peers cornering him today. They were all too stunned from before.

The two were walking down the busy street, weaving in and out of civilians. School had ended without any issues, so the teen’s mood was pretty high. They were close to home, but as they got to the door, Midoriya continued past. Gami stopped in bewilderment, but hurried to catch up to his successor.

“Uhh Izu, we passed the house…”

He turned to face his ghostly companion, “Yeah I know.”

The boy gestured for Gami to join him at his side so he didn’t have to shout. The specter did, although still confused.

“I need to pick some stuff up at the convenience store before we go home, if you don’t mind.”

The man nodded in confirmation, “No, that is alright. What are you getting?”

Midoriya giggled, “It’s a secret!”

Gami huffed, “Will I understand once I see it?”

“Maybe, but I don’t think you will.”

“Is that a challenge?”

“If you want it to be,” he laughed quietly.

Their secretive conversation carried them all the way to the local convenience store, which was only a few blocks down from his house. Midoriya opened the door, hearing the familiar jingle from the bell attached to it. He held open the door for his invisible friend, but Gami simply shook his head, so he let it go. He had to smother a chuckle at watching the spirit opt to pass through the door instead.

The teen walked to the back of the store, ignoring the shop owner’s piercing glare. The only reason that the owner hadn’t banned the boy from the store yet was because he was a good source of revenue. This convenience store was the only one relatively close to his house, so he came here often. But his frequent business didn’t negate the fact that he was societal scum in the shop owner’s eyes. So he treaded lightly each visit, including this one.

He approached the refrigerated section and opened the glass door. Reaching inside, he grabbed three glass bottles of soda pop, then closed said door. Gami looked at him strangely, but Midoriya just eyed him with a smirk. He brought his haul to the counter, where the owner also looked at him weirdly, but nonetheless rang up his three drinks.

“That’ll be 450 yen,” the man grumbled.

The boy pulled out a few coins from his backpack’s side pocket, since he never felt safe keeping things in his uniform pockets. He was attacked and cornered way too many times for him to feel comfortable keeping anything of value on himself. Besides, this money came from his All Might merch, he didn’t want to lose it to one of his classmates.

He slid the money onto the counter and flinched as the man greedily snatched it from him. The shop owner shoved the bottles into the teen’s arms and he stumbled to make sure he didn’t drop them.

“Could I get a bag please?” he asked.

The owner narrowed his eyes, so Midoriya motioned towards his full arms. The man still made no effort to move.

“Please sir?”

He huffed angrily, but left the comfort of his counter to get a plastic bag from the utilities closet. The closet was way into the back of the store, leaving the counter far out of sight. Midoriya looked around and noticed a camera covering the area right above the register.

“Gami,” he whispered under his breath, “can you see if you can grab his alleyway key?”

The ghost looked at him almost in a shocked manner.

“I just need to access the dumpster. I’m not going to do anything stupid.”

The alleyway right next to the store was always locked by a chain gate. The teen really didn’t understand why the owner locked it, since all it held was the store’s dumpster. But the gate and fence ran high, with barbed wire at the top, so as easy as it normally would be, there was no way he could scale this fence without getting seriously injured.

The specter hesitated, unsure of where his successor was going with this. But on hearing the closet door creak shut, he hovered over the counter and grabbed at the key hanging on a drawer knob by the register. He was surprised at the fact he could actually touch it, but didn’t waste anymore time and hid the item in one of his sleeves. Returning to the teen’s side, he held onto the key as the store owner came back with a crumpled plastic bag in his hands.

“Here,” he heaved snappily, thrusting the bag into the boy’s arms, where the bottles also were. Midoriya took a moment to spread his stuff on the counter and shook open the bag. He then placed the three glass bottles carefully in before picking the plastic up by its handles.

“Thank you sir,” he cheered, “Have a nice day!”

He swore he heard the man mumble a “whatever” under his breath, but didn’t pay it much mind. He pulled open the entrance door, the bell at the top of the frame ringing again, and walked out, Gami in tow. Together, they walked to the alleyway entrance and towards the gate. Midoriya looked around, making sure no bystanders could see him from his spot, before gesturing for the key.

“The cameras didn’t catch you, right?” he wondered. He knew that the ghost couldn’t be caught on film from the times he attempted to take pictures with him. But he was afraid that the cameras might have captured the key moving on its own.

“No, I hid the key before I moved it,” he replied, practically reading the boy’s mind. The spirit pulled the key out from his sleeve and pressed it into his successor’s hand.

“I’m surprised you managed to stay solid enough to hold that for so long,” the teen pondered, “You feeling any different? Anything stand out?”

“Just an overwhelming sense of curiosity for the current situation.”

Midoriya hummed, but noted that for later. He gripped the key and pushed it into the gate’s lock. With a small twist, the lock clicked and the gate swung open. He rushed in towards the dumpster, hoping the store owner didn’t realize his key was missing just yet.

He was prepared to lift open the dumpster lid, only to find it already up. The teen propped himself up on his toes and peered inside. Careful not to get anything on his uniform, he scoured through the bin and pulled out each and every glass mason jar he could find. He set them off to the side on the ground and noticed his mentor’s puzzled look.

“The owner has a tendency to bring in snacks in mason jars while he works. I figured he’d throw them out here when he finished with them.”

“But… why do you need them?”

“Well, I can explain that better when we get home.”

“Alright then, I will keep watch.”

Midoriya stuffed as many jars as he could into the plastic bag with his soda bottles. He wasn’t too keen on putting any in his new backpack since they’d just come out of the trash. After forcing in his 11th jar, he figured he had enough.

“Alright, I’m done,” he quietly said, picking up the plastic bag again by its handles. He could hear the glass rattle around, clanking against each other.

The boy walked through the open gate, Gami waiting for him on the other side. He closed the gate and locked it shut with a small groan, but instead of taking the key with him, he left it in the lock.

“I’m sure when the store owner realizes his key is gone, he’ll check the cameras. But since he won’t see anyone take it, he’ll come out to check the alleyway next,” he explained, “He’ll just think he left it out here in the lock by accident. No harm, no foul.”

He exited the alleyway, but not before checking the store entrance to see if anyone was coming. When he confirmed no one was, he left with his true haul. Reaching into his plastic bag, he pushed past the jars on top and pulled out one of his soda bottles. Putting one of his fingers on the top, he slowly decayed away the metal bottle cap. Once it was completely gone, he brought the bottle up to his mouth and took a sip.

“You are getting really good at that.”

His successor moved the soda away from his face, “What? You mean the whole bottle cap thing?”

“Indeed, that was very precise.”

“Well I guess my work at Dagobah is really paying off,” he shrugged.

Gami made a small noise, and Midoriya swore it was a chuckle. He hadn’t really noticed how good he was getting with DT. Looking down at the bottle, he realized how exact the decay was. There was no remnant of the metal cap at all, but the actual mouth of the bottle wasn’t damaged. He smiled with pride before taking another swig of soda pop.

It wasn’t long before the duo arrived back home. The boy unlocked the front door and made his way directly into the kitchen. He dropped off his leather bag on the couch, but brought his plastic bag to the sink. He placed the now empty soda bottle on the counter next to him, and the two full ones in the fridge, before dumping all the mason jars into the sink.

He turned on the water and started rinsing the jars out, hoping to rid them of any grime they may have collected during their time in the dumpster. Generously pouring some soap onto the mass of jars, he let them soak in the water. The teen grabbed a towel hanging off of the oven handle and brought it over to the sink. Popping open the drain, he watched the water whirlpool its way down, eventually leaving the sink empty except for the wet jars. He took each jar and dried it thoroughly before setting it off to the side. After all 11 were completely cleaned, he placed them on the counter next to his empty bottle.

Turning on the water again, Midoriya rinsed out the soda bottle quickly, much less concerned about the cleanliness of that particular one. Once he dried the exterior, he moved the bottle back under the faucet and filled it halfway up. He put it back on the counter next to the mason jars, before doing the same with said jars.

“What… are you doing?” Gami questioned while watching the boy fill all 11 jars.

“You’ll see…” the boy said in a sing-song tone, then grabbed an armful of jars and brought them to his room. He put them down on his desk before going back for the others, and then his leather bag.

After all the containers were placed on his desk, he moved to his desk drawer and pried it open.

“So that is where you have been keeping those…”

“The flowers? Oh yeah, these are the more recent ones. But any from before this week have already wilted.”

He pulled the flowers out carefully by their stems. Sure his gloves were on, but he was just being cautious. If he managed to decay through his gloves even slightly, the flowers would disintegrate instantly.

The teen then placed two or three each in a jar, making sure their cut stems reached the water, before moving the bouquets onto his empty bookshelf. Of course it was the completely empty one, and not the partial one that had his notebooks. He would never take the risk of one of the jars tipping over and ruining his work. He even gave one of today’s flowers from his backpack its own container, as the soda bottle’s neck was too small to house more than that.

Obviously, most of the jars didn’t get filled, so Midoriya took those to the bathroom to dump them, before bringing them back and placing them on the shelves anyway. His room was still a little bare, but the bright red spider lilies did bring a pop of color.

Finally realizing his successor’s master plan, the specter inquired, “Are you sure about this Izu?”

“What? The flowers?” God his friend was a bit dense today, “Yeah, I’m sure.”

He turned back to stare at his work. The flowers almost seemed to sway from a nonexistent breeze, like they were waving to him. He couldn’t take his eyes off of the elegant shade of red that they were.

“I think they look nice.”

Notes:

Annnnnnd done! This chapter is only 17 pages, so it doesn’t beat the record, but it’s still pretty long.

So I know that this chapter was more filler than anything, but I felt it was needed. After everything with the sludge villain, I think the story needed some cooldown before it got into the whole mess of the entrance exam. I know that filler isn’t the best thing to read, so I did my best to make it interesting.

We got some info about Gami in this one! Having worked for over 5 centuries, the spirit remembers very little of his life before becoming a Death. But I think revealing some of his story over the chapters would be a mysterious way of doing it. Kinda fitting for the mysterious man himself. Of course, Gami’s backstory isn’t going to be some big plot twist kinda thing, but I’m hoping it hooks most of you guys into wanting to know more.

As for the ending, I was debating on whether to do a sincere ending or a funny one. Obviously I ended up choosing a sincere one, but I was really torn on how to end it. If I ended up doing a funny ending, it would have probably gone something along the lines of Midoriya commenting on how his uniform took the smell of the dumpster and he now needed a bath. When all else fails, use potty humor lol!

Well, that’s practically it for this chapter’s footnote. It being a filler chapter, there isn’t much to talk about. I can promise though, that the next chapter will be covering the entrance exam!!

So we’ve got some more updates on Death’s Scythe! Oh, and I hope you all don’t mind me shortening Death’s Touch to DT when I refer to it in the story. It’s just easier lol. Here’s the revised list of powers!!

Death’s Touch: Anything Midoriya touches starts to decay immediately, regardless of the amount of fingers touching. This ability works on both the living and the non living. At first, Midoriya couldn’t control this ability, as it activated immediately without his consent. However, now he is able to control the activation on humans and non living objects, being able to start and stop the decay at will. However, he had gained no progress with plant or animal life.

Death’s Scythe: Midoriya can summon a scythe to fight with at will. The scythe vaguely resembles a bird’s beak, and has a hole near the start of the blade. The scythe is the only item that can’t be destroyed by Death’s Touch. The Death’s Touch ability can be shared with the scythe at Midoriya’s will, however it can only decay what it cuts. The decay follows the same rules as Death’s Touch. He can also make the scythe disappear at will when he is finished with it or to free his hands.

Immortality: Midoriya is immortal and cannot die. However, he can still get hurt and scarred. The immortality ability doesn’t provide any regeneration, but any wounds that could be detrimental to his job, such as lost/broken limbs and organs, will be healed the next day.

Premonition: Midoriya can see flash images of people who may die before they are supposed to. Normally, he cannot interfere with death, as it’s his job, but he has the option of attempting to save anyone he views in a premonition. These premonitions are bare and don’t provide much information other than the person themselves and their demise, occasionally revealing the setting and attacker, if any. The premonitions can come true between an hour after viewing to 3 days later.

Soul Contact: When a person dies, their soul is immediately sent to Midoriya. He can see, touch, and hold these souls. When holding a soul, Midoriya can see the most important memories and decisions attached to that soul, and hence that person.

Soul Sorting: This ability allows Midoriya to decide which part of the afterlife a soul moves on to. The areas of the afterlife can only be summoned with intent and the swipe of a hand, with the areas themselves being represented by flames. The areas that he can choose from are Paradise, Purgatory, and the Underworld. Once Midoriya decides where the soul best fits, it is sent to the being of that respective area. If approved, the soul stays in that area forever, the exception being Purgatory. Souls in Purgatory can be moved again to either Paradise or the Underworld, however, this is not Midoriya’s decision. If rejected, the soul is sent back to him for reevaluation. All souls must be sorted within 24 hours of Midoriya receiving them, with rejected souls resetting their time limits once they get back to him. Failure to sort a soul within its time limit may result in serious unknown punishment.

Chapter 9: Don’t Know What You Got Till It’s Gone

Summary:

Midoriya finds support in an unlikely place... err person.

He also makes a potential enemy in return, but that's the least of his problems right now.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

The U.A. entrance exam approached faster than Midoriya expected, but he didn’t feel underprepared. He managed to balance training at Dagobah and his education well enough in his opinion. Gami did not agree though. His successor was falling asleep way too many times in class for him to call this a win.

His mother didn’t seem to notice his frequent late nights out of the house. There were times where the teen was so afraid she’d catch him sneaking in after a long day of training, but she was often too drunk to notice. Of course, he wasn’t lucky all the time, but he was getting fast enough to make it to his room before she did any serious harm.

Unfortunately, the combination of training at Dagobah late into the day, sorting souls into the night, and getting up early to sort as well, it made it difficult to get more than 5 hours of sleep. He didn’t want to admit he was having a hard time focusing his thoughts or that he was falling asleep in class. But it was obvious to Gami that the boy was struggling with it all, so the ghost did his best to lift his spirits wherever he could.

Midoriya’s birthday had passed during the 10 months before the exam. He really didn’t find any joy celebrating his birthday though, since his father was obviously not around and his mother didn’t care. So the man had taken it upon himself to make this year’s birthday special.

For his successor’s previous birthdays, the man had usually gotten him notebooks or pencils. Sometimes when stores got overstocked with products, they would leave the extras outside in their alleyways, either to get rid of it or to try and store it sneakily. He would leave the teen sleeping at night to search the alleyways behind these stores, in hopes that he could find something suitable as a gift. It was pretty much all he could do, since he didn’t have any money. It wasn’t like he could really hold the cash anyway.

And when the spirit did eventually find something he thought the boy would like, he would have to get him to go to the alleyway himself. He couldn’t actually grab whatever he wanted to give. As much as he tried, his hands just passed right through the item. And though Midoriya constantly reminded him that his efforts were greatly appreciated, Gami never felt like he was doing enough. He cared so much for the teen, and it wasn’t just because he was his successor. The specter could go on his own rant about how special he thought the boy was, from his endless perseverance, to his selfless personality, to his undeniable skills. Gami would daresay he viewed him as something akin to a son.

So that was why he decided to make sure he did something different for his birthday this year.

Midoriya had woken up the morning of his birthday as he did every other day. It was a Sunday, so the house was empty. He hadn’t differed from his normal schedule, and worked until the sun broke dawn. He noticed that his mentor had been strangely quiet, but didn’t comment on it. But as he finally left his room and entered the kitchen, the spirit finally spoke up.

“Happy birthday Izu.”

“Oh, um thank you Gami,” he really wasn’t expecting that to be the first word out of the specter’s mouth.

“Um, I have something for you,” he told the teen, a slight waver in his voice, “It’s in the living room…”

“No alleyways this time?” he joked sarcastically.

“Not this time,” he snarked back, which Midoriya noted was unlike him.

But he was curious about what the ghost had in store for him, so he left his cereal on the counter and made his way to the couch. As he entered the living room, Gami flew out from behind him and moved to stand behind the coffee table instead. The boy giggled at his unusual antics, but continued into the room.

He couldn’t pick out anything out of the ordinary. There wasn’t anything like balloons or cake, not that he expected that. But he didn’t see any notebooks or pencils like he usually got from the spirit. He looked up in confusion, but the ghost just gestured for him to come inside further.

That didn’t help Midoriya’s puzzlement, but he just decided to trust the man. He still didn’t see anything, but as he finally walked past the couch, something did lay on the coffee table.

“Gami,” he started, picking up one of the items, “what is this?”

“Unfold it. You will see.”

And so he did. The item felt soft and fabric like in his hands. As he shook it open, he saw the sleeves fall out and realized what it was. A black tracksuit jacket unraveled right in front of him.

“Woah, this is really neat!” he gasped out.

“Well, there is more.”

The boy set down the jacket onto the couch and reached for the other folded object on the table. It was also black, but seemed larger than the jacket. He opened it up and the specter saw his eyes light up.

“Are these matching sweatpants?!” he cried in surprise.

“Indeed they are,” he said with pride.

He flipped them around to look at the pants from all angles. The set all together was pretty cohesive. The jacket had a white stripe running down each sleeve, which connected to the stripe that ran down each leg of the sweatpants. Everything else was a solid, shiny black that felt smooth in his fingers. As he was laying the pants next to the jacket, he noticed that said jacket had a turtleneck. That made him really happy, as the burn scar from his father stretched up to the base of his neck, and often made him self conscious.

“I noticed that old green tracksuit in your closet. That was what you were planning to wear to the entrance exam, correct?” he didn’t wait for a response, “I figured you would rather wear something newer and closer to your current size. I also did not think you would want to wear something so attention grabbing.”

Midoriya looked up to flash a wide, bright smile at the man, “You know me so well!”

“Actually, there is one last thing.”

“Oh?”

“Check in the right pocket of the jacket.”

The boy moved back to the couch to examine the tracksuit top again. He reached into the right pocket hesitantly, unsure of what to expect. Immediately, his hand met something smooth and fabric like. It was similar to the feel of the tracksuit, but he noted that whatever this was, it felt thicker and stiffer. Unable to resist his curiosity any longer, he pulled out the item.

Now, in his hand, were a pair of black, leather gloves. But it wasn’t like the polyester ones he usually wore.

These gloves were fingerless.

“I know you have not ever been really comfortable with fingerless gloves, but I believe they would be useful to you for the exam.”

“I’m not really sure-”

“You do not have to wear them the entire time. Just when the practical exam will start. It will be easier for you to use DT without having to rip your other gloves.”

The teen shuffled the new gloves between his own gloved hand, internally debating Gami’s preposition. He didn’t see the man also shuffle nervously.

“You do have a point,” he slowly took off his signature polyester gloves to slip on his new ones. He was careful not to accidentally disintegrate them as he put them on. He flexed his fingers and turned his hands to inspect them. His silence put the spirit on edge. Maybe the gloves were a bad idea. He really didn’t mean to push his successor out of his comfort zone, especially on his birthday of all days.

Then, he realized he was being hugged, which completely destroyed any sense of regret he had. He embraced back tightly, knowing Midoriya didn’t give hugs often.

“Thanks Gami,” he sniffled, “I really don’t deserve this.”

“No, do not say that,” the man replied softly, “You deserve so much more. I wish I could give you more.”

And at that, the boy bursted into tears, loudly sobbing into the spirit’s robe. His bare fingers gripped the man’s clothing tightly. The ghost panicked, afraid he did something wrong. Even now, after knowing the teen for around 11 years, he still didn’t think he was good with kids. Said teen noticed the specter’s uncertainty and tried to clear up the mess.

“I’m sorry,” he said, but it was pretty muffled by his face in the robe, “I’m just so happy.”

He pulled his face out and removed his hands to wipe at his eyes. He glanced up, cheeks red, but smiled the largest smile he could muster. He shook his hands next to his face, showing off his grin and new gloves.

Gami seemed to get the message that Midoriya wasn’t upset at him. He smiled, though no one could tell, and ruffled the boy’s hair.

“This was really great,” he sighed, “Thank you.”

“It was the least I could do.”

The two of them simply stood there, content with everything in the moment. That was, until the logical side of the teen’s brain finally kicked in.

“Wait, how did you even get this here?”

“I brought it here,” the man stated nonchalantly.

“Well obviously. But how did you touch it?!” Gami was being uncharacteristically sarcastic today.

“I am not too sure,” he shrugged, “but it all worked out, did it not?”

He huffed, “I guess so…”

He walked back over to the couch to grab his tracksuit, when he did a double take.

“Wait where did you even get this?”

“Not in an alleyway, I can assure you.”

“You didn’t steal this, did you?” he joked.

But when the specter didn’t respond, Midoriya grew worried.

“Gami…” he said sternly.

“That is a secret.”

“GAMI!” the teen whined loudly, a bit unsure of whether his friend was joking back.

The two then erupted into laughter and sat together on the couch. The boy would later give away his old and battered green tracksuit to a clothing drive in a nearby neighborhood. He would then have to find the space to hang his new one up, as the older one was folded and tucked away in the corner of a shelf. Then he would panic a bit on whether he should wear the set a few times to break it in or leave it pristine for the big day.

But that would all happen later.

Right now, all Midoriya was worried about was enjoying the high of his birthday. Maybe he would indulge himself today. He had the money to order himself some katsudon if he didn’t feel like cooking on his special day. Maybe he wouldn’t train today, and instead analyze some quirks mentioned on the news. He could just go out and try to catch a fight if he really wanted to see a quirk in action.

It didn’t really matter to him what he did today.

Just as long as he did it with Gami.

 


 

Finally, the big day came.

Midoriya was up way before the sun had risen. He was trying to get in some last minute training at Dagobah, though it was nothing as strenuous as what he had been doing in the months before.

The beach had been completely engulfed in trash when he and Gami saw it the first day, but now, only a few bits remained hidden in the sand. The spirit was left shocked at the sight of the beach restored to how it looked before. The boy would bet that the ghost was about to cry based off the small wavers in his voice, and that would certainly be an oddity.

Currently, the two were walking the beach, with the teen kicking around the sand in hopes to find any underlying trash. Any he did find, he would decay with his hand. It would be pointless to use his scythe when the pieces were only the size of his foot and smaller.

There actually wasn’t much to clean up, so the duo eventually made their way to sitting by the shore, just far enough so that the ocean would only touch their feet. This was the first time Midoriya had gotten the chance to sit by the coastline, but he could tell why the specter liked it so much. He felt calm and serene, and the numerous problems plaguing him each day withered away at the sight of the sparkling sea. If the exam wasn’t this day, he wouldn’t mind spending his entire day here.

“Ah well,” the teen started, standing up from the sand, “We’d better get going.”

“Indeed. Are we stopping at the house?”

He looked down at himself. Sure, he did have his backpack with his school uniform and his new tracksuit in case he ended up running late. But he still had three hours, and if he didn’t have to, there was no way he was going to slip his uniform over his sweaty and sandy self.

“Yup, I definitely need to shower.”

And so the two left the comfort of the beautiful and now clean beach park towards their home. The 20 minute walk didn’t take long, and the sidewalks were still fairly empty since it was so early. He ran home the entire way, eager to get that last bit of training in. Skidding to a stop at his door, he fumbled with his keys before entering.

There wasn’t anyone inside, but it wasn’t like he was expecting anyone. He walked quietly in, completely opposite of how he was moving before. He placed his bag on the couch, careful not to throw it in fear of wrinkling his uniform. Gami didn’t fear wrinkles though, and threw himself down onto the sofa.

“Hey, careful with my bag,” Midoriya chuckled.

“I will.”

He made his way towards the bathroom, eager to wash off all the sand and grime.

“I’ll be in the shower. Knock if you need anything,” the boy teased.

He turned around and walked into the bathroom, not getting to see the spirit narrow his eyes at him. Not that he would be able to see it, even if he was looking.

Gami listened as the shower turned on. He could hear the water trickling down the tiled wall and then down the drain. It was peaceful to observe, and the ghost didn’t mind that his successor forgot to turn on the TV for him. The teen already had so much responsibility, he didn’t want to add to that.

Sometimes, the specter wished he could do more. But his transparent form limited him on practically everything. He could only interact with Midoriya himself and the couch, to which the boy reassured him was an impressive feat, but he never felt like it was. He could never help with money, nor could he help in fights. He couldn’t even carry his bag for goodness sake. It was demotivating, to watch the teen struggle and not be able to do anything.

But today was one of the most important days of his successor’s life. He wasn’t going to sit around and brood. The ghost wasn’t sure how, but he would do his best to aid him any way he could today. At the very least, he wouldn’t let the boy pick up on his sour mood. That would surely spoil his own, and Gami did not want that to happen right before the exam.

Suddenly, a voice called through the bathroom door, startling the spirit out of his thoughts.

“Hey Gami,” The voice was pretty muffled, but that was to be expected since it was coming through the door, “Can you touch my bag?”

Said ghost’s brows furrowed in confusion, but he swung a free hand at the backpack. Like he expected, his hand passed right through.

“Uh no I cannot.”

He heard the voice groan, “Ugh I figured.”

Then, the bathroom door creaked open, and out came Midoriya, with only a towel wrapped around his waist. His signature green hair was dripping wet. But what was more noticeable was the large scar that spread from the base of his neck down to the middle of his chest, covering the top of his right shoulder as well. Medium sized cuts ran down his arms, but the spirit knew they were from the bottle shards that occasionally got embedded in his skin. He knew the teen tried to hide his scars, so he averted his eyes quickly in hopes he wasn’t making him uncomfortable.

The boy was uncomfortable at showing so much of his injuries, but tried not to show it.

“I forgot my uniform in my bag.”

“So you went into the bathroom with no clothes?”

He pouted, “I had my boxers!”

The specter huffed jokingly, “Whatever you say.”

He grumbled and snatched his backpack, then rushed off to his bedroom. Gami smirked, feeling like he had thoroughly gotten his revenge for the comment earlier. The man looked up at the clock. Midoriya’s shower hadn’t lasted as long as he thought it did. As long as the teen didn’t take too long getting ready, they would be able to arrive at U.A. with ample time to spare.

As if he had read the ghost’s mind, the boy emerged from his room fully dressed in his school’s uniform. He had his backpack strung over his shoulders and was currently putting on his usual polyester gloves.

“I’ve got my tracksuit and my other gloves,” he cheered, “Let's get going!”

“Alright then,” he replied and lifted himself off the couch.

The duo left the house eagerly, with Midoriya quickly locking the front door. He then shoved his house keys into his backpack and started towards the subway, Gami close behind. He gripped his bag’s straps confidently, a small smile adorned his face.

Today was his big day.

And nothing was going to stop him.


 

One 40 minute subway ride later, the two had arrived at the front entrance of U.A. high school. The school was large and grand. The sunlight that bounced off its numerous windows could be mistaken for the building simply shining on its own. Bare trees lined the walkway, and Midoriya was excited to see how they would frame it once they grew leaves again.

He was a bit nervous, but that was to be expected. He knew as long as he took steps forward, no matter how slow or timid they were, he would make it through that door. Besides, the boy knew he wasn’t alone. With Gami simply walking beside him, he knew he could take on anything this exam threw at him.

“Get out of my way or you’re dead.”

The teen instinctively flinched away from that voice. He didn’t even need to look to confirm who it was.

Bakugo walked past him, seemingly annoyed. He wore a moderate coat and a beige scarf over his uniform. Midoriya stared, a bit jealous towards the blond. The set of winter accessories looked warm and cozy, and much more protective than simply the school uniform like the shy teen was wearing.

He didn’t respond to Bakugo though. This was the first time he’d spoken to him since the sludge villain incident. Actually, the angry teen hadn’t tormented him since the villain attack either. Not that he or Gami hadn’t noticed. Both were very observant and picked up on the strange behavior, but just took it as a blessing in disguise.

The kids around them noticed the blond as well, and started whispering. Bakugo was infamous for that whole mess with the sludge villain. His face was known throughout practically the whole country. But the boy wasn’t jealous over that. He was glad he wasn’t the center of attention. That would make him simply more nervous.

“Well Izu,” the ghost began, “Do not let him bother you. Let’s get inside.”

“Mhm,” he hummed, careful not to seem as if he was talking to himself.

But Gami still picked up on his successor’s shaky confidence, so he kept his pep talk going, “Keep these past 10 months fresh in your mind. You are an entirely new person and this is your first step to becoming a hero!”

He nodded sharply, looking up at his mentor.

“This is your time to shine and move forward!!”

“Yeah!” he whispered strongly, trying his best to keep his voice under his breath. The ghost was right. This was his first step as well as an important one, and he knew he had the skills to have a chance. Staring at the specter, he flashed a small, unassuming smile to show the man he was feeling good.

And then proceeded to trip over his own feet in distraction.

He could hear Gami yell his name in concern, but he was about to fall on his face. What a great way to start the day.

But he never met the ground. Instead, he floated a few inches above it. He could definitely admit, he was surprised, but he didn’t squirm around or anything. He turned his head to see a pretty looking brunette wearing a burgundy coat.

“Are you okay?” she asked gently.

“Uh y-yeah,” he stammered back.

The girl smiled before helping him back upright. Once he was, Midoriya felt himself stop floating and land softly onto the walkway again. He was still in a state of semi-shock and didn’t realize he had been touched on the arm, right under his scar.

“It’s my quirk,” she continued, “Sorry for stopping you, but it's a bad omen to trip and fall.”

“Ah well t-thank you,” the teen replied shakily.

“This sure is nerve wracking,” she chuckled, breathing out a puff of frozen air.

“Y-yeah, for sure.”

The brunette then started to walk away, but as she did, she looked back and waved.

“Good luck to the both of us!”

Midoriya went to reply back, but by the time he willed up the confidence, she was gone. He wasn’t really sure what just happened. All he really figured out was that he just had a nice conversation with another kid his age. That was definitely a first.

“Izu, we should get going,” his mentor finally said, snapping him out of his head.

“Ah yeah, right right,” he stuttered out. A lot of the other kids around him were now eying him and sneaking glances. They were probably sizing him up, and deeming him not a threat. The boy’s fingers shook as he scampered up the steps and into the school, his confidence faltering a bit.

He hated being the center of attention.

The teen walked into the large lecture hall, albeit a bit later than he wanted to. He shuffled to find his seat, which was unfortunately next to Bakugo. He sat nervously and waited for the briefing to start.

Gami must have noticed his shuffling, because the man placed his hand on his left shoulder, avoiding the one with the scar. He brought his hand up to grip the spirit’s extended sleeve, making it look like he was grabbing his uniform instead.

“WELCOME TO TODAY’S LIVE PERFORMANCE!!” the shout nearly made Midoriya yelp in surprise, “EVERYBODY SAY HEY!!”

There was no way he was going to yell back, even if it was Present Mic. He was eager to draw as little attention to his form as possible. He noticed that everyone else in the hall felt the same way, even if it wasn’t for the same reasons.

The pro faltered a bit under the heavy silence, but immediately followed that up with more excitement.

“Well that’s cool, my examinee listeners!!” the hero continued, “I’m here to present the guidelines of your practical!! Are you ready?!”

Again, he was met with pure silence, so he answered his own call with a loud “YEAH”.

“Izu,” the ghost’s low monotone voice startled the boy a bit, “who is this loud, obnoxious man?”

“That’s the voice hero, Present Mic,” he explained softly, “He’s got an offensively powerful voice activated quirk, plus his own radio show and everything.”

“Shut up nerd,” Bakugo groaned. The teen wasn’t expecting him to talk, but he did follow his directions.

“This is how the test will go, listeners! You’ll be experiencing 10 minute long ‘mock cityscape maneuvers’!!” Present Mic resumed, “Bring along whatever you want! After this presentation, you’ll each head to your assigned testing location!!”

At that, there were murmurs in the crowd. Midoriya and Gami both listened in.

“That’s so kids from the same middle school can’t help each other out.”

“And why consecutive I.D. numbers are assigned to different locations.”

Midoriya checked out his exam card. After glancing at Bakugo’s next to him, he confirmed the whispers. His I.D. number was only one lower than the blond, but they weren’t assigned the same exam location. That made him release a sigh of relief. He definitely wouldn’t be comfortable while knowing the angry teen could come out from any corner and attack him.

After letting the students in the hall talk for a bit, the hero got back on track, “Each site is filled with three kinds of faux villains. Points are awarded for defeating each according to their own respective difficulty levels!”

So they would be fighting faux villains? That made the boy feel much better about his chances. The villains would likely be dummies or robots, and neither felt any pain. He would be able to use DT without too much guilt then.

“Use your quirks to disable these faux villains and earn points! That’s your goal, listeners!!”

“You are looking very confident, Izu.”

The teen let out a happy huff, quietly confirming the man’s statement.

“Of course, attacking other examinees is prohibited!! That’s not very hero-like!!”

Suddenly, a student stood up from his seat. Both he and the ghost moved to look at him. The kid was tall, with very broad shoulders and a broad stance to match. He had neatly combed blueish black hair and what looked to be a pair of square framed glasses, but he couldn’t really tell as he was facing away.

“May I ask a question?!” the student exclaimed loudly, raising his hand stiffly into the air.

He continued without any confirmation from the hero, “There appear to be no fewer than four varieties of faux villains on this handout! Such a blatant error is highly unbecoming for U.A. We are all here today in hopes of being molded into model heroes!!”

Midoriya had noticed the same thing, but he assumed that Present Mic would explain it later. I guess he would have to explain it now then.

“And you, with the curly hair!!”

The bold teen was now pointing at him. He jolted from the sudden call, and began to wither under the stares of everyone else in the hall.

“You’ve been muttering this whole time! It’s distracting. If this is some sort of game to you, then leave immediately!!”

At that, the timid teen sank down into his chair. There were many giggles and glares, all of which were directed at him. Gami growled aggressively, fed up with rude children at this point.

“Alright, alright,” the pro finally broke the tension, “Examinee 7111, nice catch. But the fourth faux villain gets you zero points! He’s more of an obstacle than anything!”

Present Mic waved his hands around, trying to emphasize his point, “There’s only one at each site! A ‘gimmick’ that will rampage around in close quarters!”

“Thank you sir! I apologize for the interruption!” the blunt kid bowed, then sat back down.

“Well, that’s all from me!! I’ll leave you listeners with our school motto!!”

Midoriya gripped his exam card with hesitation. His confidence was sorely shaken from all that had happened, and the exam hadn’t even started yet.

“PLUS ULTRA!! BREAK A LEG EVERYONE!!”

 


 

“Woah!” Midoriya gasped out at the sight of the faux city. It was so amazing how U.A. had a bunch of these on campus!

The teen looked around in awe. Even his fellow examinees amazed him.

“Everyone here looks so confident,” he whispered to the spirit standing next to him, “They’ve even got equipment to match their quirks…”

“That may be true,” the man replied, “But do not forget about yourself. You are just as impressive.”

“I don’t know…” he tugged on his new tracksuit. He couldn’t lie, he felt good in his black jacket and pants. He had switched out his usual polyester gloves for his new fingerless, leather ones. He was a bit nervous wearing them, but he knew they would be better for the exam than the ones he felt comfortable wearing. At first, he thought he looked too monochrome when he tried on the tracksuit, so he made sure to wear his signature red sneakers to fully complete the outfit.

Looking around, he spotted the nice girl who had helped him before the briefing. She had her eyes closed and was moving her hands rhythmically.

“Oh look Gami,” he mumbled, “It’s her! She looks kinda nervous though.”

“Indeed.”

“Maybe I should see if I can boost her spirits. Since she helped me out earlier.”

“That sounds like a good idea, as well as a friendly gesture.”

Midoriya took some slow steps towards the brunette, but was completely halted in his tracks by a firm grab to his right shoulder.

“What are you doing?! Hoping to interfere?!” The duo recognized it as the same student who had called out the boy before.

Gami noticed his successor’s breath turn raspy. The child was still tightly holding the shoulder with the scar. He could see the boy’s hands shaking.

Murmurs grew from the crowd as they once did in the lecture hall. Each one made the reserved teen doubt himself more.

“That kid was acting like an idiot at the front gate.”

“He flinches at the slightest touch.”

“I guess that’s one less rival to worry about.”

Midoriya went to swat away the hand, but then he realized he didn’t have his usual gloves on. As much as this kid made him uncomfortable, he wouldn’t put him at risk if he couldn’t control his power. So he mustered up all the leftover courage he had.

“Get your hand off me,” he spoke bitterly. Wait, bitterness? This wasn’t him. Where was this coming from? “Before we have a problem…”

“What?!” the kid scoffed, but removed his hand, “That isn’t like a hero at all!”

But the teen didn’t care. He was done being pushed around today. He felt an unnatural rage pooling in his gut, and he was a bit afraid of it. He wasn’t a very angry person, and he really didn’t want to become one. So he took a deep breathe in and focused his thoughts anywhere else, as long as they weren’t on the kids around him.

“That was unlike you, Izu.”

“Boy do I know…”

Suddenly, Present Mic’s voice echoed over the plaza.

“AND BEGIN!!”

To the boy, it felt like a switch flipped. He could hear the groans of the gates being opened, but didn’t even hesitate. He ran through the crowd of examinees and was the first to enter the faux city.

“The test has started!!” the hero yelled to the rest of the crowd, “That kid’s got the right idea!!”

All the other examinees then took off, pushing past each other to try and get a head start. But none could catch up to the boy they were just mocking. Gami, who stayed behind with the other kids, rushed to catch up with his successor.

Midoriya was definitely not as confident as he was when he first walked into U.A.’s front gate, but he would make do. Sprinting down a fake street, he could hear a sudden crack to the building next to him. Then, a huge robot bursted through the wall of one of the faux buildings. He could read a bold, white “1” on one of its appendages.

It’s a one-pointer! They’re quick, but fragile! he remembered from the handout back at the briefing.

But he didn’t flinch as most would expect him to. Instead, he flexed his hand and summoned his weapon. The robot charged him.

“Target locked!! Prepare for termination!!”

He gripped his scythe with both hands. Lifting it up over his head, he poured his whole body as well as DT into the swing. The blade cut cleanly into the robot, but that wasn’t what did the most damage to the villain. As he sliced, DT instantaneously spread throughout the entire bot and it crumbled into pieces, metal chunks shattering everywhere.

“That’s one point for me!” he exclaimed proudly, making his weapon disappear.

“Great job Izu!”

The teen turned around in surprise. He hadn’t noticed that Gami wasn’t with him. But he didn’t have any time to spare. Rushing out of the wrecked area, he went on search for more villains.

“Down here! There are two!” the ghost called out.

He responded immediately, racing down towards his mentor’s voice. He turned down a seemingly empty alleyway, only to watch the specter point up. He looked up in confusion, only to jump back as a one pointer and a two-pointer fell from above him. He didn’t have time to summon his weapon, nor the room to swing it, but he still didn’t hesitate. Almost acting on instinct, he swiped one of his hands out to graze the one-pointer, but as it did, the robot cracked and fell to the ground in pieces. The two-pointer’s large scorpion tail lunged at his form, but he leaped out of the way, then countering with a strike using his other hand. The robot decayed just as the others had.

“Four points!” he cried to no one in particular, “Gami, can you keep searching for robots?”

“I shall do my best.”

“Great! Then let’s go!”

The two continued their team strategy, with the spirit acting as an intelligence gatherer and Midoriya swooping in to get a quick kill. They worked extremely well, as Gami’s spiritual form allowed him to pass through rubble and buildings to find bots or map out paths. And while he would never admit it to his successor, his fears from earlier were quelled. The man was worried that he wouldn’t be able to do much for the boy during his exam, but those thoughts diminished slowly after each robot he discovered.

The teen largely favored his scythe when dismantling the faux villains, still unsure of his new gloves. But if a situation arose, similar to the alleyway before, he acted completely on instinct, unafraid to use his deadly touch. He was quick on his feet too, not pausing for a moment after he scored a point. Unfortunately, he had a few points stolen from him, but even then, he’d racked up a decent 26 points.

“Six minutes, two seconds remaining!!” he could hear from a speaker somewhere.

He now found himself in the center of the mock city, surrounded by robot carcasses. There were other examinees around him as well, but no active villains to fight.

“I cannot find any more enemies.”

He could hear the other kids calling out their points, and as each score was said and higher than his own, his confidence faltered.

This wasn’t good.

Unsure of what to do, he looked around at the kids in the area. If the situation were different, he’d love to examine their quirks.

Then, he felt the entire ground shake violently. He, as well as the other examinees, searched around for what could be causing it.

That’s when all hell broke loose.

Midoriya immediately recognized it as the zero-pointer Present Mic mentioned back in the briefing. It tore through the tops of buildings with ease as it plowed its own route down the street. Debris fell everywhere as all the students rushed to escape its wrath. He could make out the kid that had embarrassed him earlier as one of the first to get away, with surprising speed. The teen figured he must have some sort of speed quirk.

“Izu, let us get going,” Gami called out over the chaos, “This looks dangerous.”

“I guess that’s true. Hopefully we can find some more points before the exam ends.”

So he did his best not to get trampled by the crowd as he evacuated. Weaving around fallen, as well as falling debris was challenging, but similar to the sludge villain fight in the alleyway, so he didn’t have as much trouble as he expected. He turned one last time, just to view the destruction of the massive obstacle. His eyes widened in shock, and not from said destruction.

The nice brunette, who had made sure he didn’t fall on his way into the lecture hall, who he had his first pleasant student conversation with, who had wished him luck on the exam…

Was lying helpless on the broken pavement.

He turned around completely now, ignoring his mentor’s comments on how he should keep moving. The zero-pointer was plowing towards her, with no intention of stopping.

He froze, internally debating what he should do. He hadn’t had a premonition about her, so surely she wasn’t going to die, right? The U.A. staff would surely stop the robot before it reached her, right? But what if they didn’t? Was this her time to go? That thought sickened him.

“It's a bad omen to trip and fall.”

That killed any conflict he had.

He rushed towards her prone form. She struggled to look up at him. He noticed her left foot was caught under a pile of rubble from the villain’s rampage.

“Don’t move,” Midoriya reassured her, “I’ll get you out.”

She didn’t answer, but he could see it in her face. He wouldn’t fail the first person his age that had been nice to him.

He slammed both hands onto the pile of debris and instantly, all of the rubble decayed away, turning to mere dust. He didn’t have the time to look at her reaction, but if he did, he would see complete shock and awe plastered on it. He took a glance at her recently trapped ankle and winced.

“Can you walk?” He knew she couldn’t, but figured he’d ask anyway.

“N-no.”

“Alright then, I'm going to carry you.”

The teen moved quickly to her side and slid his arms under her limp body. With a huff, he mustered up more of his strength to lift her up. She wasn’t particularly heavy, but he has also never carried a person before. He cradled her in his arms and took steady, but fast steps away from the zero-pointer.

“You can set her down here,” Gami pointed towards a building away from the giant robot, “This building is still structurally sound.”

Midoriya didn’t respond, but rushed over to the building that the spirit picked out. He set her down against the wall of the building. She immediately cradled her injured foot, but looked up at him.

“T-thank you,” the brunette whimpered.

He nodded, but lurched his attention back to the zero-pointer at a loud crash. He watched it ram into another building, bringing it down without a sweat.

“This is bad,” he said aloud, “Someone is going to get seriously hurt if that thing isn’t stopped.”

“Two minutes remaining!!”

He flinched at that. Two minutes? That’s it? That wouldn’t be enough time to find any more robots. That wasn’t enough time to get the points he needed to pass the exam.

But it was enough time to stop the rampaging robot.

He rushed away from the girl who he had just helped, ignoring the specter’s cries for him not to. He couldn’t just disintegrate the bot from one of its feet. With the way it hunched over, if he did, the bot would come crashing to the ground faster than he could decay it. That would only put more people in danger.

He would have to start from the top.

Reaching the zero-pointer massive, moving foot, he made a split second decision that would nearly give Gami a heart attack, despite not having a physical heart.

The boy hastily summoned his scythe and poured a small amount of DT into it. Then he slammed as high as he could into the robot’s foot. Of course, the bot didn’t even flinch, but that wasn’t his plan.

He tugged on his weapon, and once he was sure it wouldn’t come out, he stopped the flow of DT, effectively ending the decay. Using only his upper body strength he had gained from swinging the thing around at Dagobah, he began pulling himself up the handle of his weapon.

“What is he doing?!” the girl cried from her spot by the building.

The ghost standing next to her couldn’t agree more.

Once Midoriya reached the end of his scythe’s handle, he removed one of his hands. He made a mental note to thank his mentor later for the fingerless gloves as he raised a hand above his head and grabbed as high as he could. Again, only using a small amount of DT, he decayed the space where his hand was, just enough to make an indentation that he could grip. He removed his other hand, the one still holding onto the handle, and did the same thing. In the moment, he relied solely on his upper body strength, as he didn't have a place for his feet to rest yet.

He continued the rhythm, effectively scaling the zero-pointer like a rock climber. His feet eventually found placement in the holes he had first decayed for his hands. Working fast and furiously, he climbed up the leg and back of the robot, with the injured brunette and his mentor watching on in astonishment. He reached the right shoulder of the bot and hoisted himself onto it, stabling his form on all fours. But even now, just disintegrating the zero-pointer’s head wouldn’t be enough to make it fall backwards as he needed it to.

I need to get in front of it!

And so, with who knows how much time left to spare, he scampered down the robot’s right arm, remaining on all fours so as to not fall off. The bot still didn’t notice him, maybe considering him too small of a threat to really care about. But that worked in Midoriya’s favor, as he had no trouble reaching the end of the metal arm.

Looking up at the robot’s rectangular face, he formulated a plan. The teen flexed his hand again, gripping the familiar feeling of his weapon’s handle in both hands. He then made another decision that would make the ghost keel over, even though he again, technically couldn’t.

He leaped off the arm of the zero-pointer, but turned his body so he was facing it head on in the air. Lifting his scythe as above his head as he possibly could, he channeled every single ounce of DT he had and more, and shared it with his weapon.

I need to hit this thing with everything I’ve got!! Then, the backlash of my swing should make it fall backwards!!

With every bit of strength and DT he had, he slashed the blade directly at the robot’s head. The swing ripped through the air with force Midoriya had never used before.

But it wasn’t close enough to hit the villain’s head.

NO!!

He began to fall, thinking he had failed. That all his efforts were for nothing.

But a loud explosion made him look up.

His swing, while it only cut air, had so much DT pouring through it that it disintegrated every single molecule it had passed through. The absence of anything in that strike created an unstable vacuum. And as the molecules around it rushed to fill the void, the sheer instability generated an enormous shockwave that struck the zero-pointer head on!

The teen watched as the gigantic robot’s face was decimated by the blow. It fell completely backwards from the swing and crashed into the area it had destroyed before, injuring no more examinees. He knew there was no way it would be able to get up after that.

Everyone in the mock city turned to watch the zero-pointer collapse and gasped in pure shock. Some had gotten to watch the show in action, but many were left wondering who took down that massive of an obstacle.

Unfortunately, there was one part of his master plan that went unaccounted for.

That being his descent.

He hadn’t thought about how he would get down once he jumped off the robot, but as he was currently falling, the boy couldn’t think of any way he could save himself. Sure, he wouldn’t die of course, but his modified quirk records didn’t mention his immortality at all. Once he eventually recovered from being a pile of mush, he would have to explain himself. And that would obviously cause a lot of problems.

As he came closer and closer to the ground, he truly realized there was nothing he could do. If he even tried to do a similar strike at the ground, the shockwave would likely injure many examinees. He would just have to splatter and come up with a story later.

Suddenly, he was slapped in the face. His end wasn’t as painful as he expected, but he wasn’t complaining.

But then he noticed he was floating above the ground, just inches from falling face flat. He instantly knew what was going on. It was the girl’s quirk again!

He looked up at her and watched as she floated on a chunk of a robot. She looked to be struggling and in pain. Midoriya felt the guilt pool in his stomach. He didn’t mean for her to get hurt more, especially trying to save him.

“Re...lease,” she stammered out quietly, but just loud enough for him to hear.

He then dropped to the ground roughly, and the robot that the brunette was on fell right beside him. He got to his feet as quickly as he could and rushed over to her.

“W-watch out!” she cried, waving one hand in front of her face.

He stopped in his tracks at her warning and stepped back as she proceeded to barf right at the spot he previously was at. When she finished, he stumbled over to the side of the robot piece she was still laying on.

“Are you alright?” he asked, “Here, let me help you down.”

She gratefully took his outstretched hand and pulled herself up so that she was sitting. The teen then motioned for her to jump down, opening his arms to gesture that he would catch her. The girl hesitated, but slid herself off the rubble. And as he had gestured, he did catch her, making sure her injured foot didn’t hit the ground.

“I’m going to set you down. Is that ok?”

She nodded, so Midoriya set her down against the robot piece she had been floating on, just like he had done originally with the building.

“AND IT'S OVER!!”

The boy finally let out the breath he had been holding since the beginning of the exam, and let his shoulders slump. He was sure he hadn’t passed the exam, but he had taken down the zero-pointer single handedly! That was enough for him to feel semi-prideful.

The examinees had now congregated around him and the girl, whispers and murmurs traveling through the crowd. But Midoriya didn’t care at that moment. He just wanted to make sure the brunette was ok before he left.

The crowd then cleared as a small, old lady made her way through, using a giant syringe as a cane. He turned to look at the woman, immediately recognizing who it was.

“Recovery Girl!” the teen called out.

“Oh?” the heroine responded.

“Ah, um she has an injury to her left foot,” he stated, motioning to the sitting girl.

“Well alright then.”

The older woman moved to give the girl a kiss on her head. Almost instantaneously, her injured foot was completely healed, as if she never had the injury to begin with.

“Are you hurt anywhere dearie?” she now asked him.

“Ah, no no.”

“Nonsense, here, take these gummies.”

She then shoved a handful of gummy bears into his hand. He stumbled to catch them, but a good majority of them decayed at his fingertips. She looked up at him in confusion.

“Ah, sorry,” he apologized, “That happens when I’m stressed.”

“Oh that’s alright. Do you want any more?”

“No, this is fine,” he shoved the remaining gummies into his mouth.

She laughed at his antics, “Alright then dearie! Have a nice day!”

Midoriya moved to walk out with the rest of the examinees, but not before turning back to smile at the brunette. She smiled back at him, but before she could call out for him to stop…

He was gone.

 


 

Midoriya was confident he didn’t pass. He knew that he’d scored well enough on the written portion of the exam, but with only 26 points, there was no way he passed the practical portion.

In the week after the exam, Gami did his best to lift the boy’s mood. Sure, he did drill into him the day after the exam, making sure his successor would be more self preserving in the future. But he was proud of him, and of his success with his abilities. The shockwave from his scythe was proof enough that his training had paid off.

But that week, there wasn’t much the man could do to make him feel better about his performance. He was sorely convinced that he’d blown the only shot he had at U.A.

His mother obviously hadn’t noticed her son’s change in behavior. And neither had his classmates. Ishihara would have probably noticed, but he hadn’t gone to see the man since the entrance exam. He didn’t want to disappoint the only other person that had believed in him.

It was around midday, and Midoriya was writing in one of his notebooks with the news playing in the background. The specter had gotten up at some point and hadn’t joined him back on the couch. The man had probably left for the day, and he couldn’t blame him. Who would want to hang out with such a failure like him?

“Izu!”

He turned to face the call in confusion. He thought that Gami had left.

“The letter! It’s outside!!”

At that, he stumbled off of the couch and raced out the front door. Just as the spirit said, the letter from U.A. was inside his mailbox. He grabbed the envelope and rushed back inside, with the ghost right behind him. They both plopped themselves onto the sofa.

But staring at the letter in his hands, the teen suddenly lost all excitement to open it. He was lucky to have his normal, polyester gloves on, or the envelope would have probably disintegrated out of stress.

The man sitting next to him noticed his successor’s hesitance and tried to ease him into opening the letter.

“Izu, we both know how great you are. And if U.A. cannot see that, then we will find another way for you to become a hero.”

The boy sighed, “I guess you’re right…”

He carefully ripped open the top and slid the contents out onto the coffee table. Out came a piece of paper and a metallic disc. As the disc hit the table though, it seemed to turn on. Both Midoriya and Gami flinched away from the bright screen that seemed to emerge from the device.

“THIS IS A PROJECTION!!”

And that was the last voice he wanted to hear today.

He could hear the ghost next to him groan. He almost did the same.

“Young Midoriya! I am here to discuss your exam results!”

“I wonder why All Might is speaking on behalf of U.A.”

Midoriya was wondering the exact same thing.

“You did pass the written exam with flying colors!!”

He pretty much knew that already, but it was nice to have the confirmation.

“But with only 26 points on the practical, it naturally results in failure.”

He looked down, not wanting to hear any more. His lip quivered and he could feel the tears threatening to fall. He knew he failed already.

“But that’s not the end of the story!”

What?

“Please, watch the screen!!”

He looked up from his lap at the screen to see the brunette from the exam, looking worried.

“Excuse me, but…” he heard her say to Present Mic, “um that curly haired boy… with freckles…? If it wasn’t for the scythe he had, he’d look pretty plain.”

He watched the pro hero nod.

“Can you give him some of the points I earned?”

“What…?” Midoriya gasped in shock.

“He used up the last minutes of the exam to save me, but he could have gotten so many more points instead. Can you at least give him however many points he passed up trying to save me?!”

Both he and Gami turned to look at each other.

“That boy… he saved my life!!”

The screen paused, and the duo could hear All Might’s voice return.

“You see,” he started, “In this exam, we weren’t just watching for villain based points!!”

The video then kept going and Present Mic moved to respond to the girl, “I’m afraid we can’t give him your points. But there shouldn’t be a need for it, my little listener!!”

Then the video stopped again, for what the teen assumed to be the last time as All Might’s face reappeared on the screen.

“A hero course that rejects those who do the right thing… IS NO HERO COURSE AT ALL!!”

Now the two were intrigued. Where was the hero going with this?

“Rescue points were also a factor! Another way for U.A. to evaluate you!!”

Rescue points? Like points for saving people?

“60 POINTS FOR IZUKU MIDORIYA!!” he announced, making the boy fall back into the couch, “And while we're at it… 45 POINTS FOR OCHAKO URARAKA!!”

That was enough for the boy to let the waterworks fall, but for an entirely different reason that why he was going to before.

“Though I’m not sure how…” All Might huffed under his breath, though both individuals caught it.

He then thrusted his hand towards the screen.

“YOU’RE IN!!”

The projection stopped after that, but Midoriya’s tears didn’t. Gami wasn’t too sure what to do, so he rubbed his hand onto his successor’s back, hoping to calm him down.

“I did it…” he whimpered out, “I passed!”

“I am so proud of you. I knew you could do it!”

He jumped to embrace his mentor tightly. The ghost wasn’t expecting it, but happily hugged back. He could feel the waves of happiness rolling off the boy, even as he was crying. They remained like that for a while, until the spirit suggested an idea.

“You have not visited Ishihara since the exam. Why don’t you go tell him the good news?”

“Oh, that would be great!” he exclaimed, “He would be so proud!!”

The teen stood up and grabbed the paper that had come with the projection device. He didn’t even get his backpack, or his coat, and flew out the front door, just stopping to grab his keys.

He shut the door roughly before running down the sidewalk in the direction of that beautiful, blue house.

 


 

And just like that, Midoriya’s mood was ruined.

Dashed.

Devastated.

He was watching the news right before he had gotten his letter. There should have been no way he could miss a story as big as this.

Ishihara’s quaint, blue house was partially crushed by a huge chunk of a building. The entire street was blocked off by police and surrounded by civilians. Looking up, the boy realized that an office building the next street over was missing the exact piece that was currently crushing his friend’s home.

He frantically shoved his way through the crowd and approached the nearest officer.

“Sir, w-what happened?”

The officer turned to look at him, immediately recognizing who he was, “Oh is you, from the sludge villain incident 10 months back. Look kid, I’m going to have to ask you to leave. You can’t really be trusted to be this close to the scene.”

“Please sir! I know the man who lives here!” he nearly broke down into tears again, “Please I need to know!”

The man sighed in exasperation, “I can’t say much, but there was a pretty nasty villain attack here. His quirk hit that building over there during an altercation with some heroes and it fell on the house.”

“Was there anyone in the house at the time?!”

The officer's shoulders slumped in annoyance, “Yeah, there was a man. He sustained pretty severe injuries and was in critical condition when he was rushed to the hospital.”

Midoriya’s hand shot up to his mouth, afraid he was going to throw up. He backed out of the crowd and stumbled on the sidewalk towards him home, nearly dropping the letter from U.A. in the process.

“Izu, I am sure he will be alright…”

But the teen didn’t listen. He just wanted to get home. That, or see Ishihara alright. He hadn’t spoken to him since before the exam. He actively refused to visit him in the week after he finished the exam, solely because he was afraid of disappointing him.

There was no way he could live with himself if something happened to him.

The two arrived back home, and Midoriya went right to the TV to turn on the news channel. He sat in front of the TV for the rest of the night until his mother came home, forcing him to evacuate. He didn’t even eat any dinner, as much as Gami pushed him to do so.

He spent every single second trying to piece together what had happened to the man he had grown to care for so much.

The officer wasn’t wrong. There was a villain attack in that area, but it didn’t start out that close to the blue house. The heroes had pushed the villain by accident into the suburban area, away from the city where it started it. The villain had some sort of finger missile quirk, which allowed him to shoot his fingers off his hands like rockets, and then regrow them instantly. Whatever they hit, they did serious damage to.

Apparently, one of the villain’s fingers strayed away from its target and hit that office building instead, causing a good sized chunk of it to fall down. And it fell right on Ishihara’s house.

The man was in the house at the time, and like the officer said, was severely injured. The ambulance didn’t arrive until almost 10 minutes later, after the villain was restrained. That’s why his friend was in such critical condition. He had remained trapped and injured in his own home for nearly 10 minutes. That thought made Midoriya sick. But what made him sicker was the fact that there weren’t any updates on his condition. He had no idea how the man was doing.

His mother eventually came home, so he moved into his room and turned off the TV.

Now, he sat at his desk. He was sketching in one of his notebooks before, but he couldn’t will himself to do that anymore. He had sat completely still in the chair for a good while, unsure of what to really do, but eventually settled on doing his job. That needed to get done anyway.

He wasn’t sure how long he had been working with the little puffs of light. Based on his mentor’s begs for him to sleep, he was sure it had at least been two hours. But the boy didn’t want to sleep. He simply felt too sick to shut his eyes. His head had been phasing in and out after each soul he sent away, not really paying too much attention to their names or their lives.

“Izu please. I understand you are hurting, but you need to sleep. It is nearly one in the morning.”

“I..I can’t sleep. I don’t want to sleep knowing everything that’s happened today.”

“But you have to. At least try.”

“I’ll… I’ll go to sleep in a little bit,” he compromised, “Just not now.”

Gami sighed, but took the little leeway he had been given. He moved next to his successor and ruffled his hair.

“Fine, but do not make it too long.”

Midoriya nodded shakily and reached for another little orb. As it can to him, he could feel the warmth coming off of it. It felt sort of comforting, and he appreciated that in the moment.

But as he touched it and the information came flooding to his head, he choked and fell to the floor on his knees.

“No, no…” he stammered, dropping the soul to clutch his mouth.

“Izu what is it? What is wrong?”

“NO!!” he wailed and hunched over.

Gami immediately got the message.

But he wasn’t sure how to help the distraught boy on the floor. Distraught wasn’t even the right word for him at the moment. He was torn.

Broken.

Destroyed.

The specter was worried that the teen’s mother might wake up because of the noise, but he couldn’t lock the door, so he simply hoped that she was too drunk to even open her eyes.

“I didn’t get to… I never got to… I… I…” he jumbled up his sentences to the point where the man was having a hard time figuring out what he was saying. He attempted to get closer to his successor when he let out another blood curling wail.

“I’M SORRY!!”

The noise in the room slowly diminished into pained gasps and sobs. Midoriya still didn’t move from his spot on the floor. The small soul he had let go of was now floating right in front of his drooped head. The puff didn’t move from its spot either. The room stayed silent other than the cries, but neither person made a move to change that. Not for a long time, anyway.

“I can’t…” he finally stuttered out.

“Izuku…”

“I can’t do it!”

The ghost took that as his cue to move in with the embrace. He knew exactly what Midoriya was experiencing right now. There had been a time where he himself had come face to face with his own loved ones while doing his job. It was painful, to say the very least. But he did realize that no matter where they were when they passed, or who they were with, he always got the last goodbye.

“I know, I know it hurts right now…” he started, hoping to calm the boy enough to at least hold the orb again, “But you have the chance… to show him before he has to go.”

The teen’s lip shook uncontrollably and ugly, fat tears streamed down his cheeks, but he still managed to look up at Gami.

“C-can he hear m-me?”

The spirit’s gaze moved away, not that the boy could tell, “I… do not know… but you can still tell him.”

The boy wasn’t sure if he liked that answer, but he managed to get his shaking under control long enough to cup the soul again. He felt the warmth spread throughout his body again, like he was under the morning sun. The ball of light seemed to shine brighter in his hands, but he couldn’t tell if that just was from the glint of his tears.

“Well, I’ve got full faith that you’ll turn out to be someone great. And if you’re planning on going into heroics, then I’ll just have to keep an ear out for you.”

“I…,” he moved the light close to his chest.

“I meant what I said when we first met. Quirk or not, you are going to be a great hero one day Midoriya.”

“I-I…,” his tears fell from his face and onto his cupped hands, going right through the orb.

“Well I’m not saying you have to prove them wrong, but maybe try not to associate their words with negativity.”

“…”

Gami watched as the boy struggled with what he wanted to say. He knew from personal experience, this was really difficult. But as much as he wanted to comfort him, he knew this wasn’t the right time to do so. This was Midoriya’s moment, and he wasn’t going to intrude.

Said teen continued to sob, but it was much quieter than before. He felt like an absolute hurricane, as well as an awful person. He wished he could go back in time just to visit him again before today. The guilt that was eating at him wasn’t pulling any punches. He wanted to make it up to the man. He wanted to make up for the fact that he hadn’t come to visit like he should have. But he didn’t know what words to use. What words could ever make up for what he had done, or more accurately, what he didn’t do?

He turned his head away and looked towards his desk at random. Even from the floor, he could see the letter from U.A. as well as the holographic disc that had announced to him the good news. What a rollercoaster of a day it had been. And what he wouldn’t give to make it less disastrous.

He looked back at the soul in his hands. He almost thought it was staring back at him, from the way it glittered.

“Just make sure to remember your biggest fan when you go pro.”

“Ishihara-san…” he began again.

The light glowed in response, but Midoriya swore it was just his head messing with him.

“I did it. I’m going to U.A.”

Notes:

Oh my god! The record had been beaten! This chapter is like 21 pages long!!

So I introduced Uraraka and Iida in this one! Super excited to keep writing their characters! I remember watching the anime for the first time and seeing Iida. He frustrated me so much at first, but he’s developed so much as a character in the canon story. I’m hoping to do the same thing in my story, so don’t worry if he came off a little snobbish in this chapter.

So my editor brought up a valid point concerning this chapter about Midoriya’s power set. I know that he may have come off a bit op in this chapter, but I’m doing my best to balance him out as a character. He won’t win every fight, and he will get hurt, but failure is normal. I’m hoping to expose some of his flaws in U.A., so stay tuned for that.

But on the topic of the entrance exam, how did you guys like the fight scene? I’d love to know your opinions in the comments. So Midoriya did score some points in the exam, and I figured he would since he has the abilities to do so. I did limit it enough so his villain score (26) was lower than Uraraka (28) or Iida’s (45). But with those infamous 60 rescue points, it does put him above Bakugo (77) and into first place. His total score comes out to 86 points, so it’s nothing too crazy.

How did you guys like the ending? I know it seemed kinda out of the blue, but I actually was planning to kill Ishihara off since I introduced him. I actually knew that I was going to kill him off right after the entrance exam too, so this was all planned out. Do you remember chapter 4’s footnote? I did say not to get attached. I didn’t want to make it obvious in that footnote that I was going to kill him off, but I did want to give a heads up. I hope my writing tugged a bit on your heartstrings, but hopefully no one is too mad at me.

Here’s the current power list!! Nothing’s changed, but it’s here like always!

Death’s Touch: Anything Midoriya touches starts to decay immediately, regardless of the amount of fingers touching. This ability works on both the living and the non living. At first, Midoriya couldn’t control this ability, as it activated immediately without his consent. However, now he is able to control the activation on humans and non living objects, being able to start and stop the decay at will. However, he had gained no progress with plant or animal life.

Death’s Scythe: Midoriya can summon a scythe to fight with at will. The scythe vaguely resembles a bird’s beak, and has a hole near the start of the blade. The scythe is the only item that can’t be destroyed by Death’s Touch. The Death’s Touch ability can be shared with the scythe at Midoriya’s will, however it can only decay what it cuts. The decay follows the same rules as Death’s Touch. He can also make the scythe disappear at will when he is finished with it or to free his hands.

Immortality: Midoriya is immortal and cannot die. However, he can still get hurt and scarred. The immortality ability doesn’t provide any regeneration, but any wounds that could be detrimental to his job, such as lost/broken limbs and organs, will be healed the next day.

Premonition: Midoriya can see flash images of people who may die before they are supposed to. Normally, he cannot interfere with death, as it’s his job, but he has the option of attempting to save anyone he views in a premonition. These premonitions are bare and don’t provide much information other than the person themselves and their demise, occasionally revealing the setting and attacker, if any. The premonitions can come true between an hour after viewing to 3 days later.

Soul Contact: When a person dies, their soul is immediately sent to Midoriya. He can see, touch, and hold these souls. When holding a soul, Midoriya can see the most important memories and decisions attached to that soul, and hence that person.

Soul Sorting: This ability allows Midoriya to decide which part of the afterlife a soul moves on to. The areas of the afterlife can only be summoned with intent and the swipe of a hand, with the areas themselves being represented by flames. The areas that he can choose from are Paradise, Purgatory, and the Underworld. Once Midoriya decides where the soul best fits, it is sent to the being of that respective area. If approved, the soul stays in that area forever, the exception being Purgatory. Souls in Purgatory can be moved again to either Paradise or the Underworld, however, this is not Midoriya’s decision. If rejected, the soul is sent back to him for reevaluation. All souls must be sorted within 24 hours of Midoriya receiving them, with rejected souls resetting their time limits once they get back to him. Failure to sort a soul within its time limit may result in serious unknown punishment.

Chapter 10: Actions Prove Why Words Mean Nothing

Summary:

The aftermath of Ishihara's death hits hard, but Midoriya is about to prove to the world why he hits harder.

Notes:

Trigger Warning: Slight Verbal and Physical Bullying

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

It didn’t take long for spring to arrive, as well as the start of U.A., but it sure felt like a while to Midoriya. It had only been a couple months after the entrance exam, but so much had gone down. There was never a dull moment, but every moment felt dull. It was hard for the boy to explain, but Gami seemed to understand it just fine.

Ishihara’s death had hit him hard. He sometimes found himself walking to the blue house in hopes he could be let inside, only to meet the police tape that surrounded the property. He heard the family had already had the funeral, and as much as he knew he wouldn’t get an invitation, it still left him awfully depressed. All he really had were the few plates the man had given to him for taking cookies home. Those ceramic plates stayed on the bottom shelf of the bookcase with his flowers. He would never risk them falling and breaking.

But currently, the teen wasn't in the comfort of his room with his flowers and his plates. No. Right now, he was in the principal’s office at Aldera. His day at school had been as it usually was, except for the teacher telling him that the principal wanted to see him and Bakugo after class. He wasn’t sure what the man wanted with him at first, but now, he had made it obvious.

“How wonderful that two of our students have made it into U.A.!” the plump man stated. The comment would have been nice, if it weren't for the subtle messages he knew the man was pushing.

Midoriya opted to stand still towards the back of the office. His gloved hands picked at his uniform pants. He desperately wanted to leave this situation, and he knew Gami felt the same.

Said man stood next to his successor, up against the wall. There wasn’t much space in the office, so the ghost could feel that a portion of his form was more like in the wall. He also wasn’t comfortable in the situation and was ready to head out.

“Especially you, Midoriya!” he continued, despite the growing tension in the small office, “That’s a miracle we never expected!”

The principal’s words made him want to puke. He wasn’t the quirkless miracle they thought he was. He was strong. He was capable. And he now had the confidence to know that he was all that, even without his powers.

Bakugo was also in the office, but stood closer to the principal. His hands were stuffed in his pockets and his shoulders slumped back. Though the blond hadn’t pulled anything too brash since the sludge villain incident, he still wasn’t eager to be this close in proximity to him.

Eventually, the principal finally stopped talking, and the boy took the opportunity to leave the room. He rushed out of the school, not wanting to be caught with Bakugo after hours. He passed by the courtyard, and the beautiful tree in the center seemed to wave him goodbye. Of course, he knew it was only the wind, but it was nice to pretend sometimes.

He entered his alleyway shortcut like he did every day. It was a long path to take and it always seemed to be dark no matter the time of day. The alleyway still gave the teen chills, but he was constantly on alert. That was a skill he had gratefully picked up after the sludge villain incident, and it hadn’t disappointed him yet.

So Midoriya knew that Bakugo had followed him into the alleyway. The teen’s loud and harsh footsteps betrayed himself enough, even without his keen sense of observation.

That didn’t mean he was expecting the blond to shove him up against a building wall.

“What dirty tricks did you use to do it, you quirkless shit,” Bakugo growled and grabbed him by the front of his shirt. He pulled the boy close to his face and yelled again, spit flying everywhere. “HUH?!”

Midoriya flinched on reflex, shutting his eyes and raising his gloved hands to protect his face. He was more composed around his other peers, but something about the angry blond just didn’t sit right with him. Maybe it was because they were friends at one point? He didn’t really know.

“I was supposed to be the first and only from this shitty school!” he continued furiously and thrusted the teen against the wall once more, “You’ve ruined everything!!”

The timid boy looked to Gami, who was desperately trying to pull Bakugo off of him. When the spirit finally understood that his arms would not solidify and would only continue to pass through the student, he moved to yank on his successor instead. But the minute the specter lifted his head up slightly and made eye contact with the trapped teen, he hesitated. Something in his friend’s eyes screamed at him not to intervene. So he backed off wearlily, but kept his guard up.

But Bakugo didn’t catch the little interaction, His tunnel vision was only focused on his rage. “I thought I told you not to try for U.A. I told you-”

Midoriya didn’t mean to react, honestly. But his body moved before he could think.

He grabbed Bakugo’s arm, the one holding him against the alleyway wall, tightly. He burrowed his gloved fingers deep into the uniform’s fabric, half hoping to bruise the skin. The teen still kept his head down during all that. His unruly hair dangled over his eyes, and blocked the blond’s startled reaction from his sight.

“Well, I’ve got full faith that you’ll turn out to be someone great. And if you’re planning on going into heroics, then I’ll just have to keep an ear out for you.”

“S-somebody told me…” he started shakily, his heart heavy.

“I meant what I said when we first met. Quirk or not, you are going to be a great hero one day Midoriya.”

“That I could become a hero!”

He slammed his feet on the ground, steadying himself.

“Ka-” the boy corrected himself, “Bakugo…”

Said teen barely registered the words being said to him. He didn’t understand why useless, worthless Deku kept going. All their other classmates had already given up on competing with him, and they had quirks. So why didn’t Deku just give up too?

Midoriya wasn’t sure where this courage was coming from. He had stood up for himself in front of Bakugo before, but it was usually in a more passive way. Never something as brash as yelling back though. But he didn’t question it, and just let his mouth run.

“I earned this!”

Gami certainly wasn’t expecting an outburst from his successor, but that didn’t mean he wasn’t proud. He knew the boy hated confrontation, as well as the attention that followed. But that just made the few times he snapped all the more prideful to watch. The man knew he couldn’t force the boy to be more assertive towards Bakugo or the others, but he was glad that he was growing to be more confident at the very least.

“That’s why I’m…” the teen locked his grip on the blond’s arm and pulled it off of him impulsively. He couldn’t stand how aggressive or touchy Bakugo was, always seeming to creep into his personal space to ridicule him or make him feel miserable. After way too many times of him using his quirk on the shoulder where his father’s scar laid, he’d grown to dislike any time Bakugo laid his hands on him, whether it was on said scar or not.

But right now, he wasn’t focused on the blond’s lack of personal awareness. Sure, he had removed the invasive grip on his collar, but that didn’t mean he was done yet. He wasn’t the useless, worthless Deku that Bakugo thought he was. He was a changed person. The sludge villain incident changed him. Meeting All Might changed him. The entrance exam changed him. Ishihara’s death changed him. Gami’s consistent support changed him. And Bakugo needed to realize that.

He began to distance himself from the blond, walking down the alleyway towards the other end. Bakugo, while still in shock, began to go after the teen. But Midoriya quickly turned to face him, his glare stopping the angry boy in his tracks.

“I’m going to be here no matter what, so get used to it…”

He didn’t need to yell it out, or check on Bakugo, as he walked out of the alley.

He knew the blond heard him loud and clear.

 


 

Gami rushed to catch up to the teen. He got to see Bakugo’s reaction clearly, and it put a smile on his hidden face. The spirit wasn’t expecting such a fierce declaration from his successor, but neither was Bakugo, based on his seething expression.

He caught up to the boy right as he turned onto another street, but said boy didn’t seem to notice.

“That was not like you…”

Midoriya jumped at the sound of his mentor’s calm voice. He tightened his grip on his backpack straps. “Yeah… sorry about that.”

“I did not mean it like that, not in a bad way anyway.”

The normally reserved teen looked up at that, “Hm?”

“Nevermind. It was nice to see you stand up for yourself though.”

And then the teen looked back down bashfully, but regained his composure, “I heard enough already from the principal, I didn’t want to hear more from Bakugo of all people.”

“I guess that is understandable…”

The two continued to walk together, but Gami was merely following his successor. He assumed that they were heading home at first, but the boy didn’t turn down the street like he was supposed to. The man didn’t question it though, and just kept following without a word.

As for Midoriya, he really didn’t know where he was going. He was simply walking wherever his feet were taking him. He was a bit shaken after the confrontation with Bakugo in the alleyway, but it felt good to finally tell off the blond. It was something that didn’t happen often, but when it did, it felt like striking gold. But his mind was now wandering aimlessly, just like he was. It didn’t really matter where he was going, as long as it was away from that alley.

He noticed that he had stopped, so he shook himself out of his thoughts and looked up to figure out where exactly he was.

He froze when a partially destroyed quaint, blue house met his gaze.

The boy had found himself walking to the house as a force of habit, but as much as he tried not to, he ended up here multiple times a week. Each time he did, the house’s perimeter was blocked off by police tape, and would only permit him to come so close. But that wasn’t an object of complaint for him. He was quite fine with looking out at the friendly house from a distance. Ending up at Ishihara’s home wasn’t what made him freeze.

What made him freeze was the fact that police tape no longer fenced him out.

He took a slow step forward, into the area where before, the tape hadn’t let him cross. He stopped and listened, but there wasn’t any sound. No policeman telling him to leave, no bystanders asking him what he was doing, but also no Ishihara calling him to come inside. It was bittersweet, but he was going to take advantage of the fact that no one was going to tell him no.

Midoriya made his way up the front stairs, savoring each step on the weathered, but homey concrete. His hand moved to brush against the metal rails, and though he couldn’t feel the smooth steel, the chill still seeped through his glove. It had been such a while since he had gotten to walk up these steps, and it almost made him burst into tears. But he wasn’t going to cry out in public, so he forced the tears back in and continued up.

When he finally reached the front door, the teen wasn’t sure what to do. He wanted to knock, but he was positive no one would answer. He did remember Ishihara going on about his family, but as far as he knew, the older man lived alone. And if someone did answer, what would he say? There wasn’t any real reason he was here, other than the pull of something unnatural. No person in their right mind would let a stranger in for no reason, even if that stranger claimed to know the owner of the house.

“Um Izu, what are you doing exactly?”

“I… don’t really know…”

But even then, the boy made no effort to remove himself from the property. His instincts were telling him to wait, even if those instincts didn’t really know what they were waiting for. But his gut hadn’t failed him yet, so he gave the feeling a chance and continued to wait right in front of the door.

“I really think we should get goi-”

That’s when the front door opened.

At the door was a woman. She looked older, but definitely not as old as Ishihara, and had long, brown hair that nearly reached her mid chest. She jumped, not expecting him there, but quickly composed herself. She took up an annoyed stance, almost like it hurt her eyes to look at him.

“Excuse me,” she said snarkily, “but what are you doing here?”

Midoriya hesitated, not expecting someone to open the door either. He began to introduced himself even though she hadn’t asked his name, “Um, I’m Mi-”

“I know who you are,” she interrupted hastily, “you quirkless brat. You're wasting my time, so scram.”

The teen flinched at the declaracion. She must live somewhere in the neighborhood then, if she knew he didn’t have a quirk. But he still tried to get a word in, “Please, I-”

“Ishihara-san, who was at the door?”

Both parties stopped at that call, though for completely different reasons, but the woman recovered faster and called back.

“It’s nothing Takagi, just some quirkless kid,” she replied and then turned to look at the boy, “who’s about to be leaving.”

Midoriya shuddered, but didn’t move as the unknown voice from before made his way to the front door.

“Nonsense Ishihara-san, I’m coming to see for myself,” the voice called out again as the footsteps grew louder.

The brown haired woman seemed to grow a shade paler, “No, no, it’s fine, really. There’s no need-”

The puzzled teen shared a glance at the specter next to him, who seemed equally lost. The man just shrugged at his successor, at a loss for what to do. Getting no real helpful advice from the ghost, he decided to just wait and see who came to the door.

And right at that thought, a black haired man in fine clothing met his curious gaze. The man’s dark, brown eyes met his own and he looked away with embarrassment. He hoped this man was more open to what he had to say, if he could get his timid voice to say anything.

“Hello!” the man began first, to which Midoriya was grateful for, “Who might you be?”

“Um, I’m Midoriya Izuku and I was hoping-”

“Wait,” he interrupted. Goodness, was anyone going to let him talk today? “Did you say your name was Midoriya Izuku?”

That made the boy do a double take, “Um, yes and-”

“Oh, that’s wonderful!”

The death duo shared another quick look of bewilderment, before the teen returned his attention to the man in the sharp suit. He was a bit weary of why this man was interested in him, but the cheerful smile in front of him pushed back his worries enough to hear him out.

The man must have picked up on his hesitation, because he started to back track, “Ah, sorry. Let me introduce myself. I’m Takagi Masa, and I’m the Ishihara family’s executor.”

He then gestured to the brown haired woman that had answered the door originally, “This is Ishihara Tadao’s daughter, Ishihara Kohoni.”

The newly introduced Kohoni coughed, “Takagi, what are you doing? We have work to do.”

Takagi simply flashed her a bright smile, before continuing on with his tangent, “I’m sure you already know, but as the Ishihara family’s executor, I’m in charge of making sure that Ishihara Tadao’s will is properly taken care of.”

Midoriya, in fact, did not know this. Between training for U.A. and keeping out of trouble at Aldera, he hadn’t had the chance to brush up on legal studies. But he merely nodded his head and let the man keep talking.

“Ishihara Tadao did name one Midoriya Izuku in his will, but hadn’t left any way to contact him. I was wondering how I was going to get in touch with you, but the universe works in mysterious ways it seems.”

That statement definitely caught the teen’s interest. Ishihara has left him something in his will? That certainly surprised him. Though, he hadn’t had the faintest idea of what it could be.

“Well, why don’t you come inside Midoriya-kun? Since we’ll need to talk things out.”

The boy barely croaked out a response, “Um, sure I guess…”

Takagi then ushered him inside, to the shock of Kohoni. But she composed herself enough to come back in as well. Gami was left alone, wondering if he should really intrude on a matter this sensitive, but he decided to join his successor just in case. He quickly phased through the door to catch up.

By the time he did, Midoriya was now sitting at the home’s small dining room table with Takagi, Kohoni observing from the kitchen doorway. He could tell the teen was nearly in tears, and not only because he was finally back in the house. The spirit recalled Ishihara patching up the boy a few years back at that very table, where he later came out as quirkless. That day was momentous to his successor, as he finally had the support of someone other than the ghost himself. But Gami stopped reminiscing when the raven haired man piped up again.

“Normally, we wouldn’t do things here,” he started, “but you just so happened to catch Ishihara-san and I finalizing the details of her portion of the will.”

The teen nodded in understanding, waiting for the man to continue.

“Luckily, your visit still works out pretty well, since I’ve already set aside the items bestowed to you.”

Takagi reached over to a stack of paper on the dining room table and shuffled through them. He pulled out a few sheets from the center and laid them out in front of the boy. He picked them up to examine them, but the man started talking again.

“Because you’re under 18, as the executor, I’m supposed to hold onto your inheritance until you come of age. But, the items you’ve inherited hold little monetary value from a legal standpoint, so I can offer you them now.”

Midoriya picked out his name in the set of papers that Takagi had handed him. He really was written into Ishihara’s will. But he couldn’t find what his inheritance was in the mass vomit of words. He looked up to the executor, finally realizing he had stopped talking, “Do I… need a lawyer for this?”

The man chuckled, “Typically I would recommend one when dealing with inheritance, but like I said before, what you’ve inherited is of so little monetary value, that it’s really not necessary. Though, the decision is still entirely up to you.”

The teen eyed his mentor briefly, hoping that was enough to catch the spirit’s attention. Thankfully, it was.

“I only remember dealing with a few inheritance proceedings in my time, but from what I do know, I think you are alright.”

He gave a curt nod in acknowledgement before moving to respond, “I guess I’m good then…”

“Oh wonderful!! You’ve saved me quite a bit of time, Midoriya-kun. Oh, I love how clean this is turning out to be!!”

Midoriya, Gami, and Kohoni watched in silence as Takagi sang praises to himself. For dealing with a deceased’s will, the man was oddly bubbly, but the boy guessed it came with the job. Takagi seemed to realize he was making a scene and calmed himself down enough to continue with the proceeding.

“Well Midoriya-kun, follow me,” he stood up from his chair, prompting the teen to get up as well, “I’ve laid out your inheritance in the living room.”

The suited man walked out of the dining room abruptly, so he dashed after him. Gami didn’t trail behind as far, interested to see how the situation played out. The last to leave the room was Kohoni, who was a bit annoyed, but also surprisingly intrigued.

The boy had to stop himself, nearly crashing into Takagi. The executor seemed a bit hasty in his actions and that was starting to get on his nerves, but the man has been nothing but nice to him, so he refused the urge to call him out. He stayed close behind as the man slowly walked into the room, but still couldn’t see much.

“Here it all is,” he stated and moved out of the way, allowing Midoriya a perfect view of the coffee table.

On said table was a cardboard box, carefully folded together and taped. Only the top flaps were left open, so he cautiously made his way over to peer inside. Gami too was curious, but opted to let his successor take the first peek.

Midoriya wasn’t going to lie, he was nervous. He really wasn’t sure what to expect in the box, but he knew it wasn’t going to be anything bad. He wished he could tell that to his brain though. His hands were shaky and sweaty, and the boy was afraid he wouldn’t be able to open the box like this. Still, he willed up any confidence he had left and slowly lifted open the flaps.

The first thing that caught his eye was a glint of sunlight. It nearly blinded him, so he had to step back. But upon further examination, there wasn’t a miniature sun in the box. Instead, there was something silver that reflected the sunlight coming in from the window. He carefully lifted the silver object out to get a better look, and almost dropped it out of shock.

It was a beautiful, silver kettle with an antique finish. He quickly switched to holding it by the thin handle as to not smudge the polished surface. It looked so pristine, so he assumed it was unused and kept away in an attic or something. But when he turned it over to check, he could see the scorch marks it wore from time over a stove. That nearly brought him to tears, but not for the reasons you’d expect. The searing on the bottom of the kettle merely confirmed to the boy that this was most likely the kettle Ishihara used to prepare tea for the two of them.

Clearing his consciousness, he gently set the kettle down onto the coffee table and moved to look in the cardboard box again. Inside, the next thing his eyes picked out was a notebook with a light brown cover, so he wrapped his fingers around the slightly worn spine to pull it out. At first glance, he wasn’t sure exactly what the book contained, as it had no words on the cover, so he tenderly flipped through the pages. But he couldn’t tell what the book was about even then, so he stopped on a random page to examine the scrawls. After reading the first few lines, he figured out it was a recipe. Going back to look at the other pages, the teen realized that the whole book was full of baking recipes. Cookies and pastries that Ishihara loved to bake and serve when he came over.

That actually brought him to tears, so he placed the book down next to the kettle before those droplets fell.

Tagaki watched the boy grow more and more emotional at unboxing the items left for him. The executor smiled warmly at the sight. He knew first hand how emotionally valuable inheritance could be, despite whatever its monetary value was. Honestly, he was glad it wasn’t worth much, or else he would have had to hold onto it by the terms of his position.

Kohoni was practically indifferent to the situation, but not without curiosity. She wondered what relations this kid had possessed with her father. By now she had lost most of her hostility towards him, but that didn’t mean she was eager to be around him.

Midoriya figured he had wasted enough of Takagi and Kohoni’s time crying, so he wiped his eyes and reached into the cardboard box again. There was one last thing inside, so he grabbed it with both hands and lifted it out. The item was a wooden box, and a bit heavier than he expected. He put the box down onto the coffee table and ran a gloved hand over the smooth wood. It had a golden clasp on the front, so he popped it open and raised the lid.

When the sight of the chess set he and Ishihara played with met his gaze, the waterworks went into overdrive. He collapsed onto his knees and held the open box tightly to his chest as he sobbed, startling the two others, as well as the ghost, still in the room.

Gami quickly moved into action, floating over to assist in any way he could. But it was Kohoni who actually said the first coherent sentence.

“What is it?” she craned her neck to try and get a better look, “A chess set?”

“Indeed, Ishihara-san,” Takagi replied, “That, along with the kettle and recipe book, were specifically left for Midoriya-kun in the will.”

Said boy seemed to compose himself enough to close the box and get back up on his feet. He sniffled out a quiet, little “sorry” before placing the chess set back into the cardboard box.

“Nonsense,” the suited man interrupted, “These situations are always emotional.”

The teen rubbed the stray tears from his eyes and wiped his wet hands on his school uniform. He made sure his hands were dry enough before grabbing the recipe book and kettle to put them into the box as well.

The brunette woman broke the silence again, her nosiness getting the better of her, “What exactly was your relationship with my father?”

Midoriya was startled at the seemingly sincere question directed at him, especially from a person so hostile towards him at first. But he took the time to think about it. There were so many ways he could describe the relationship he had with Ishihara, and yet not enough words. He didn’t take too long though, just to ensure the woman’s patience didn’t run out.

He finished packing away the three items and shut the cardboard box. He placed a hand onto the top to force the two open flaps down.

“Ishihara-san was… a really close friend.”

Kohoni looked shocked, “That’s it?”

The boy laughed and picked up the cardboard box carefully, making sure not to disturb any of the items inside.

“Well… I’d like to believe he thought the same of me. But I’m sure he had many friends other than myself.”

The younger Ishihara scoffed, “Well, obviously.”

Midoriya continued despite the quip, “And while I’m sure I was not Ishihara-san’s first friend, he was most certainly mine.”

Takagi’s smile fell a bit, but he picked it back up before anyone could notice. The brown haired woman didn’t make any outward expressions, but she swore she felt a sharp tug on her heartstrings.

Gami wasn’t hurt at that declaration. It was technically the truth. The older man was his successor’s first “human” friend. Besides, the specter was already aware that he would forever be the O.G.

The teen paused at that and took a moment to reminisce. Ishihara was a lot of “firsts” for him.

He was the first person he had a premonition about, and the first person he saved.

He was the first person who had ever invited him over, and the first person to bake treats for him.

He was the first person who had ever patched him up, and the first person who supported his dreams.

The boy held the cardboard box close to his chest, squeezing it tightly in his arms.

“I’m really thankful to have known him.”

 


 

The first day of U.A. arrived faster than Midoriya thought it would, but he was ready. He set his phone alarm early for that morning, even earlier than he normally got up for his deathly duties. He wanted to give himself plenty of time to pack and prepare. The last thing he wanted to do was arrive late on the very first day.

Gami had helped him pack the night before though, so he didn’t feel at all stressed waking up this morning.

He straightened out his new U.A. uniform, the grey a nice change from the black of Aldera. The spirit had attempted to teach the boy how to do his tie, but his efforts were fruitless. He still walked out of the house that morning with a poorly done, fat tie, as well as his signature red sneakers and his black leather bag.

The subway ride didn’t feel as long as it was, and evidently enough, the duo walked down the beautiful path they had taken before for the entrance exams. Just as the teen had hoped, the trees now grew lushious green leaves on their branches and framed the walkway luxuriously. He almost wished he could spend the whole day out here, but knew that wasn’t an option.

He calmly strolled down the halls of the prestigious school, looking for his class. He had studied the map that came with the acceptance letter, but still managed to forget where he was going in the awe of observing every nook and cranny. Thankfully, the ghost had looked at the map as well, and was now leading the boy down the right hall. The two finally arrived at a large door that read “1-A” on it in big, bold lettering. They both stopped to stare mesmerizingly at it.

“Well, that is certainly one massive entryway…”

Midoriya chuckled, “It has to be accessible to everyone, no matter their quirks.”

But after that, he felt his laughter die off to replace his nervousness. Once he entered that classroom, he’d be in a room full of the best of the best. That thought made his heart sputter. Did he deserve to be here? Even though he technically didn’t have a quirk, he did have powers. Did that make his acceptance count, or was it a petty excuse? What if he was taking this spot from someone else who really deserved it? His head started to spiral again, but Gami caught it before he could fall any deeper.

“Just remember that you earned your spot here,” he spoke softly, “You took the same exam as everyone else, and you came out on the very top.”

The boy smiled up at his mentor, “Yeah, you’re right.”

He moved his gloved hands to grip at the sliding door and pulled it open slowly.

His mind drifted back to Bakugo in the moment, as well as the other kid that embarrassed him from the entrance exam, but he shook it off the best he could.

“Let’s just hope they’re in the other class…” he remarked to no one.

“Who?”

And that's when the door opened up all the way to reveal the blue haired boy yelling strictly at Bakugo right near the front of the room.

“Nevermind, I think I know who.”

“Remove your foot from that desk!” the strict boy from the exam berated, “Such an action is insulting to those who came to U.A. before us as well as the craftsmen who made the desk!!”

“Like I care,” the blond scoffed, not moving his foot, “What middle school are you from, extra?”

Midoriya deadpanned. It was just his luck that both kids happened to be in his class. He wasn’t sure how he’d deal with Bakugo, but he hoped at the very least he could get on good terms with the other boy.

Said boy gasped at Bakugo’s response, but answered the question, “I’m from Somei Private Academy. My name is Iida Tenya.”

“Somei?!” he repeated with a smug grin, “A stuck up elitist, then? I should blow you to bits.”

Iida grew even more flabbergasted, “Blow me to bits? Do you really wish to become a hero?!”

It was then that Iida noticed the green haired boy standing nervously in the doorway. He shuffled over to him to introduce himself again.

“Oh dear…”

“I’m from Somei Private Academy…” the teen started again.

“Ah, I heard you from before,” he interrupted, not really wanting to hear the same spiel from before, “Um, I’m Midoriya Izuku. Pleased to meet you, Iida…”

“Midoriya…” Iida mumbled out, causing said teen to flinch. That name reminded him too much of home. Maybe he could get his classmates to call him by a nickname or something. “You perceived the true nature of that practical exam… while I did not.”

The reserved boy and his mentor shared a look. He hadn’t really perceived anything during the exam, he simply did what was right. He couldn’t just stand and watch as the nice brunette got hurt, or as the giant robot tore up the mock city. He wasn’t expecting to get any points, much less 60 rescue points, but he wasn’t complaining.

“I misjudged you!!” Goodness was that boy still talking? “I hate to admit it, but you were the superior candidate!”

“Ah, well I only did what I thought was right…” he whispered, not enjoying the attention he was getting from the other kids in the classroom, “Um, I'm going to go sit down now.”

He started walking away from the blunt male. This was definitely not how he wanted to start his first day, but if he walked away from the spotlight now, there was still a chance he could get away with a quiet rest of the day. Though, it didn’t seem like the universe wanted that for him, because just as he attempted to move away from Iida, the class door opened again.

“That curly hair, it’s you!”

Midoriya recognized the voice, but he still jolted from surprise. He turned around and sure enough, it was the nice girl from the entrance exam. He smiled softly and tried to make his way to his seat. The brunette didn’t seem to realize his discomfort though, and walked right up to him.

“You got in! Just like Present Mic said!!” she cheered enthusiastically, pumping her fist into the air, “It makes sense though! That swing was awesome!!”

The timid teen grew more nervous at her loud and bubbly personality, but at feeling the ghost run a cold, boney hand through his hair, he calmed down enough to respond, “Um, well I have to thank you for speaking on my behalf…”

Gami just listened as the talkative girl rambled on and on to his successor. He took the time to examine the other kids in the classroom. There were certainly a variety of quirks to say the least, and each student looked unique, but his gaze inevitably landed on the seething blond. The spirit could tell Bakugo wasn’t happy about the arrival of his friend, but he hadn’t made any attempts to quip at him yet, much less attack him. That was definitely an improvement from Aldera, so the specter wasn’t too upset.

“So we got our entrance ceremony and guidance sessions today, right?” Gami wondered if all these kids just liked to talk, or if his successor was just quieter than he thought. But nonetheless, she hadn’t waited for a response before continuing. “I wonder what our teacher will be like? Boy am I nervous…”

Midoriya chuckled nervously. He felt the same way, but he was eager to go sit down. They were still at the front of the classroom and he could feel the eyes on the two of them. He wondered where the teacher was, considering he still wasn’t in the classroom yet.

“If you’re here to socialize, then get out.”

Ah, speak of the devil and he shall appear.

He watched the brunette turn around towards the open door in shock, and he turned to look as well. And while he didn’t know what to expect considering his homeroom teacher, he certainly wasn’t prepared to see a haggard looking man wrapped up in a yellow sleeping bag. He pulled his hand out of the bag, along with what looked to be a juice pouch. He gave the pouch a nice, long suck, before moving to stand up. He unzipped the sleeping bag and let it fall to his feet, revealing his outfit, which consisted of a black jumpsuit and a familiar grey scarf.

Oh my god! That’s Pro Hero Eraserhead!! the teen’s analytic mind snapped into overdrive.

“This is certainly interesting…”

“It took eight seconds for you to quiet down,” the rugged man stated bluntly, “Time is a precious resource. You lot aren’t very rational, are you?”

The class didn’t really know how to react to the man, or his declaration. Many simply gaped like fish.

The man didn’t waste any time though and continued talking, “I’m your homeroom teacher, Aizawa Shota. Pleased to meet you.”

Once the man introduced himself, Midoriya was sure he was Eraserhead. If the scarf didn’t give him away, the name surely did. He was arguably the boy’s favorite underground hero ever, and had a few pages in a notebook dedicated to him, his quirk, and his fighting style. Of course, it was unlikely that his other classmates had ever heard of him, since he really tried to stay out of the media spotlight. But he wasn’t about to call the man out, since the teacher obviously didn’t introduce himself as Eraserhead for some reason.

“Change into your gym clothes and out to the grounds,” he said, not skipping a beat, “Your clothes should be in a locker assigned to you in the class locker rooms.

The teen didn’t want to be the first person to leave the room, so he hesitated and let Iida, along with some other students, leave first before following them to the locker room.

“That was Eraserhead, correct?” Gami inquired.

He nodded subtly, trying not to draw any attention to himself. He walked into the locker room and looked for his own. All of the lockers had numbers plated onto them, but also had sticky notes as well. He assumed that the sticky notes had their names on them, so he searched for his. Finally finding it, he opened the door to see his gym clothes, which were a dark blue with white lines that spelled out the school’s initials. Quickly unfolding them, he realized the tops were short sleeved.

Luckily, he had come prepared just in case.

Placing his backpack into the locker, he opened it and pulled out a black, long sleeve turtleneck. He had purchased a few more of these shirts, thin and moisture wicking for any sort of summer activities. He had placed one of them in his bag in the event he needed it for school, not really expecting to be out on the grounds on the first day though.

Midoriya closed his locker and moved towards the bathroom stalls. All the other boys were changing out in the open, but he wasn’t too keen on revealing his scars. He knew the burn one would attract a lot of attention at the very least, and that was definitely something he didn’t want. He knew some kids were giving him weird looks, but he tried not to pay any attention. He opened one of the stall doors and walked in with his gym clothes and turtleneck.

“It was a good thing you decided to bring that with you.”

The teen hummed out a noise of approval, taking off his uniform top to slip on the turtleneck. The neck was tall enough to cover the bit of the burn scar that peeked out of his uniform, and the sleeves reached all the way to his wrist to shield his other injuries from view. And that was just the way he liked it.

“Do not let them get to you. They are just being curious.”

“I know,” he whispered under his breath.

He figured there would be stares if he decided not to change out in the open, so he wasn’t too surprised when he was proven correct. That was simply the nature of curiosity. When someone acts out of the ordinary, it draws attention. He was used to it.

Though, one stare remained on him a bit longer than the others, and returned once he left the stall as well. The boy didn’t notice it, but Gami certainly did. At first, the old ghost assumed it was Bakugo.

But a certain head of candy cane hair made him reassess his initial assumptions.

 


 

“A quirk test?!”

Midoriya had hung around the back of the class once he got outside. He wore the gym clothes just like everyone else, just with his black turtleneck underneath. It covered the parts of his neck and arms that his gym uniform did not. Paired with his usual black, polyester gloves, and he was comfortable and ready to go. He and Gami tuned in to the conversation currently playing out.

“What about the entrance ceremony or the guidance sessions?” he heard the nice brunette from before exclaim. He really needed to learn her name.

“You don’t have time to waste on that stuff if you want to become heroes,” Aizawa began.

At that, hushed murmurs grew from the class, so the teacher proceeded speaking.

“U.A. is known for its ‘freestyle’ educational system,” he continued, and the whispers died down, “That applies to us teachers as well.”

Aizawa walked over to what the teen presumed to be an area for softball throwing, and beckoned the class to follow. The new first years shuffled over nervously, including Midoriya. Just because he knew that man was Eraserhead didn’t make him any less intimidating. Actually, the pro was probably more intimidating with the knowledge that he was such a scarily effective underground hero, despite his non offensive quirk.

“Softball throwing, standing long jump, 50 meter dash, endurance running,” the boy was confused at first why the hero was listing basic exercises, but he then realized that those were the kind of tests that he had done in gym class back at Aldera. Of course, he didn’t say anything, and the teacher continued. “Grip strength, side to side stepping, upper body training, seated toe touch.”

He looked towards his mentor, who seemed a bit puzzled. I guess it was fair to assume the man didn’t perform anything like standardized athletics testing during his adolescence. He doubted there even was standardized athletics testing 5 centuries ago.

“You all did these in middle school, yes?” Aizawa addressed the confused looks in the crowd, “Your standard, no-quirks-allowed gym tests.”

The homeroom teacher scoffed seemingly at his own statement, “This country still insists on prohibiting quirks when calculating the averages of those records. It’s not rational. The department of education is simply procrastinating.”

Midoriya couldn’t deny what the pro was saying. The education system was sorely behind when it came to implementing transitions for quirks in the classroom. He remembered Aldera’s rules when it came to quirks, not only the ones pertaining to use in general. His middle school allowed a lot of unfair treatment depending on the quirk a student had. Bakugo and himself were prime examples. He had hoped for some changes while he was still in middle school, whether by Aldera or by the department themselves, but he knew not to expect anything. As they say, hope for the best and expect the worst.

“Midoriya,” Aizawa called out, startling the boy out of his thoughts, “Where are you?”

“Um, right here sir…” he responded passively, moving to the front of the crowd. Gami moved up with him, passing right through the other students.

The tired looking hero eyed his extra clothing, but chose not to call him out. Instead, he continued on his tangent.

“You came first in the entrance exam, correct?” the gruff man didn’t wait for a response, “How far could you throw in middle school?”

The teen shuffled a bit at being called out, and grew more nervous at the whispers coming from his classmates. He picked at his gloved fingers in an attempt to calm himself down.

“Uh, 46 meters sir…”

“Great, now try it with your quirk. Do whatever you need to. Just don't leave the circle.”

He simply nodded and walked into the circle drawn on the ground. Aizawa tossed him the ball and he caught it snappily. He could pick out Bakugo’s voice yell out loudly over the crowd.

“Hah, what’s Deku gonna do? He's just a quirkless runt!”

Iida stepped right in to defend him, “Quirkless? So you haven’t heard about his feats during the entrance exam?”

The two then devolved into squabbles, but Midoriya tried not to listen in. He was stressed enough as it was. Gami ran a hand through his successor’s hair, hoping to ease him. The pro seemed to have caught onto the boy’s hesitation, so he added a short comment of encouragement.

“Give it all you got.”

He nodded softly at the advice and tossed the ball from hand to hand. He opted to take off his gloves, but decided against it, deeming it not necessary. He quickly glanced to the side to look at his mentor, who stood outside the circle as to not get in his way.

“Do not worry about Bakugo or the others,” the spirit reassured, “This is your next step.”

“Yeah…” the teen mumbled. He shook off his nervousness for now. He didn’t want to waste any more of his teacher’s time. He had done enough hesitating, so he decided to just jump in head first.

He threw the ball directly above him, as high as he could. He could hear the startled gasps from his classmates, as they were most likely assuming he would throw it forward. But he didn’t have any time to think about them. He was completely focused on launching this ball as far as he could. This was his shot, and he was going to take it.

As the ball was in the air, Midoriya flexed his right hand and summoned his scythe. Quickly grabbing it with his other hand, he lifted it behind his head. He only had a single moment before the ball fell back down, but he poured as much DT as he could into his weapon. He could also hear the breaths of shock at the sight of the massive scythe, but he ignored them as well. He could feel a tiny tingle at the base of his spine, but paid it little attention.

The teen watched the ball begin to fall back down to earth. He was hoping to pull the same stunt he used to take down the zero-pointer. So once the ball got right where he wanted it, he let his weapon come down.

I’ll prove my worth right here and now!!

He knew the scythe didn’t hit the ball, but that was his plan. He could hear his class yell and cry in surprise as his weapon audibly tore through the air. And just like the swing with the zero-pointer, a loud explosion rang as the shockwave sent the ball flying. It took a few seconds, but eventually the ball came crashing down. A few beeps came from Aizawa’s direction, so he turned to look, and faced the shocked expressions of his classmates.

“It’s important for us to know our limits,” the teacher started up. He showed the crowd, as well as Midoriya, the monitor that recorded his score. The screen flashed and then showed an impressive score of 1,139.6 meters. “That’s the first rational step towards figuring out what kind of heroes you’ll be.”

Aizawa was arguably more shocked than the other kids, but not for the same reasons. He flashed his own quirk right as Midoriya had swung his weapon, and was flabbergasted that nothing had happened. He wasn’t sure how that was even possible, since his quirk was obviously not a mutant one. He was going to have to pull the kid after the tests and take him to Nezu for an explanation. But right now, he kept himself composed and proceeded with his plans.

Bakugo would probably give the pro a run for his money though. He was completely bewildered at what had just happened before his eyes. But his shock quickly turned to rage as his palms started sparking.

“What the hell? Explain yourself, Deku!!” the blond screamed as he charged at the shy boy with his explosions firing off in every direction.

Midoriya flinched and his scythe disappeared out of stress. He raised his gloved hands to shield his face from the incoming attack. He didn’t notice that the tips of his gloves started to disintegrate without him meaning to.

Gami initially shied away from the amount of light being produced, but he sprung into action. He figured he wasn’t going to turn solid to stop Bakugo, so he prepared himself to yank his successor out of the way.

It was then that the blond was halted in his tracks, a few strands of cloth wrapping themselves around his body. His explosions also stopped completely, but he didn’t seem to realize that.

“What the?” he grimaced, “This cloth… it’s stiff!!”

“It’s a capture weapon made of carbon fibers and a special alloy wire,” Aizawa corrected, “And geez, stop using your quirk already.”

That was when Bakugo realized his explosions had stopped. He looked back at the teacher, but continued to struggle against his binds.

“I’m getting serious dry eye over here.”

Midoriya moved a bit away from the raging blond, but let his excitement take over at seeing his favorite underground hero in action.

“Wow, you really are Eraserhead!!”

The class began whispering again, and that’s when the teen realized he had just said that outloud. He looked down embarrassingly as the pro released Bakugo from his capture weapon.

“So you know of me, kid?” the teacher questioned, “I try to stay out of the media.”

“Um, well you’re quirk is pretty interesting,” he mumbled, “and I do analysis as a hobby…”

He didn’t say any more than that, so Aizawa proceeded to get the rest of the test going. He could tell this was going to be a long day.

The boy returned to the group, where he was swamped by Iida, the brunette, and a few other classmates.

“Woah!” she cried, “Now that’s a hero-like record if I ever saw one!!”

“Indeed,” Iida observed, “Thinking back on the entrance exam, that is certainly a strange, but powerful quirk.”

Midoriya smiled and thanked them for their nice words, but was eager to be out of the spotlight.

“Nice swing. You are getting better at that move.”

He huffed in content at the ghost, but made it seem as if he was panting for breath.

The class seemed to realize that the tension from before was gone, and immediately grew excited at the prospect of using their quirks. Comments flew left and right from the rest of the students.

“Woah, this is awesome!”

“1,139 meters? Seriously?”

“So we can use our quirks for real! Man, the hero course is great!!”

“This is going to be fun!!”

Both the teen and his mentor noticed how annoyed their teacher was growing. The specter personally knew that look the man was giving, and figured he was just about to snap.

“Fun you say?” he stated eerily.

Aizawa turned slowly to stare at the group of first years and loomed over them. He held up his hand to examine it, but neither of the death duo could figure out why. Midoriya believed it was symbolic. Gami believed it was personal.

“You’re hoping to become heroes after three years here…” he growled lowly, “and you think it’ll be all fun and games?”

The class shut up at that, but it was too late. Everyone could tell the mood shifted again, and their teacher was pissed.

“Alright then,” Aizawa replied sarcastically, “The one with the lowest score across all eight events will be judged as hopeless…”

He could hear the cries of protests begin to emerge at his declaration, but it would not change his mind. They had pushed the normally nonchalant pro over the edge.

“…And will be expelled.”

Notes:

Shorter chapter this time. Only 17 pages, but I hope that’s enough lol.

So I left this chapter on a bit of a cliff hanger. I realized that I wouldn’t be able to fit the entire quirk test in this one chapter, so I split it in half. The end of the quirk test will be in Chapter 11, along with some other events.

The big thing you probably noticed about this chapter is that I mixed up some of the events. Because Midoriya placed first in the entrance exam, Aizawa would make him demonstrate the ball throw. And then, because Bakugo would see that “quirkless Deku” actually has a “quirk,” it would spark the reaction from when Midoriya launches the ball with One For All in the canon story. Aizawa would have to restrain him with his capture weapon and is then outed as Eraserhead. Then the pro would go on his rant and threaten to expel last place. It all still works out, just a bit jumbled in comparison to canon. Hope that doesn’t bug anyone too much lol.

Unlike Ishihara Tadao, Takagi and Kohoni will not be permanent characters. I kinda just needed them for this chapter only. Though, I can give you my insight on them if you’re interested.

Takagi Masa’s name basically means fair and just. It fits him because he works in the legal system. Besides, he didn’t judge Midoriya for being quirkless when Kohoni outed him. He treated his as he would any client, which is fair and just.

With Ishihara Kohoni, her given name (Kohoni) means backwards. That may seem weird at first, but she’s basically the opposite of her father. While Ishihara Tadao was kind and open minded, Ishihara Kohoni was snarky, rude, and judgemental. I was going for that stark contrast in personalities, especially in characters of the same family. I kinda based her on Chloe Bourgeois from Miraculous.

I think that’s basically it. Here’s the list of powers, same as usual.

Death’s Touch: Anything Midoriya touches starts to decay immediately, regardless of the amount of fingers touching. This ability works on both the living and the non living. At first, Midoriya couldn’t control this ability, as it activated immediately without his consent. However, now he is able to control the activation on humans and non living objects, being able to start and stop the decay at will. However, he had gained no progress with plant or animal life.

Death’s Scythe: Midoriya can summon a scythe to fight with at will. The scythe vaguely resembles a bird’s beak, and has a hole near the start of the blade. The scythe is the only item that can’t be destroyed by Death’s Touch. The Death’s Touch ability can be shared with the scythe at Midoriya’s will, however it can only decay what it cuts. The decay follows the same rules as Death’s Touch. He can also make the scythe disappear at will when he is finished with it or to free his hands.

Immortality: Midoriya is immortal and cannot die. However, he can still get hurt and scarred. The immortality ability doesn’t provide any regeneration, but any wounds that could be detrimental to his job, such as lost/broken limbs and organs, will be healed the next day.

Premonition: Midoriya can see flash images of people who may die before they are supposed to. Normally, he cannot interfere with death, as it’s his job, but he has the option of attempting to save anyone he views in a premonition. These premonitions are bare and don’t provide much information other than the person themselves and their demise, occasionally revealing the setting and attacker, if any. The premonitions can come true between an hour after viewing to 3 days later.

Soul Contact: When a person dies, their soul is immediately sent to Midoriya. He can see, touch, and hold these souls. When holding a soul, Midoriya can see the most important memories and decisions attached to that soul, and hence that person.

Soul Sorting: This ability allows Midoriya to decide which part of the afterlife a soul moves on to. The areas of the afterlife can only be summoned with intent and the swipe of a hand, with the areas themselves being represented by flames. The areas that he can choose from are Paradise, Purgatory, and the Underworld. Once Midoriya decides where the soul best fits, it is sent to the being of that respective area. If approved, the soul stays in that area forever, the exception being Purgatory. Souls in Purgatory can be moved again to either Paradise or the Underworld, however, this is not Midoriya’s decision. If rejected, the soul is sent back to him for reevaluation. All souls must be sorted within 24 hours of Midoriya receiving them, with rejected souls resetting their time limits once they get back to him. Failure to sort a soul within its time limit may result in serious unknown punishment.

Chapter 11: I Don't Want To Set The World On Fire

Summary:

Shit hits the fan. But despite that, two boys somehow bond over less than decent home lives, daddy issues, and a mutual hatred of fire quirks.

Notes:

Trigger Warning: Mentions of Child Abuse

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Midoriya’s eyes widened at his teacher’s words, but his reaction was nothing compared to the loud complaints of his classmates. Gami wasn’t all that surprised, honestly. It wasn’t like he was attached to any of the kids here, except his successor. And the ghost had full faith that his friend would do fine.

“The lowest score will be expelled…?” the nice girl from the entrance exam repeated, “It’s only the first day! I mean, even if it weren't… that's totally unfair!!”

Aizawa ran a tired hand through his hair and looked over to her, “Natural disasters, highway pileups, rampaging villains…the world is full of unfairness”

The green haired teen was brought back to the sludge villain incident. It had only been a matter of luck that he ended up encountering the villain underneath the overpass that day. And a matter of even worse luck that the villain had escaped and captured Bakugo later on. A lot of things ran through his mind that day, and the days after, but never the thought that it was unfair. He was more grateful that the villain decided to attack him actually, as he had the ability to restrain him. He couldn’t imagine if some other unfortunate soul ended up crossing paths instead. That would have been unfair.

“Heroes are the ones who correct all of that unfairness.”

The boy’s hand twitched at that statement. There was nothing incorrect about it from a rational standpoint, but he knew from experience that it wasn’t true for all heroes.

If you were hoping for a nice, easy three years here, I'm sorry to burst your bubble,” the pro grilled, “U.A. will run you through the wringer.”

Midoriya looked nervously over to his companion, but found no hesitance in his ghostly friend. Of course, it was always a bit difficult to tell, but he had gotten better at it over the years. His worries eased away at the spirit’s confidence.

“That’s Plus Ultra,” Aizawa finished, “Show me it’s no mistake that you’re here.”

The boy first was afraid he shouldn’t be here. That he took someone else’s rightful spot at U.A. That it was a mistake that he was here. But now, he felt the determination flush out any hesitance he had left.

“We’ve wasted enough time talking. Let’s get started.”

Bring it on, I’m ready!!

The first event was the 50 meter dash. He was unsure of how any of his abilities could really help him here. The obvious answer would be to propel himself with another shockwave, but that would likely cause massive damage to the buildings near the track, as well as any students standing too close. And once he realized they were racing in pairs, he knew there would be no way he could fire off a blast without hurting the person next to him. So Midoriya opted to just rely on his natural speed.

He watched with interest as the boy from the exam, Iida, prepared to race against a girl who slightly resembled a frog. He wasn’t sure what either’s quirk was, but he knew he was about to find out.

As the starting noise sounded, both took off with surprising speed. He watched as smoke plumed from the tubes in Iida’s legs, and that confirmed his initial guess about the student’s quirk from the entrance exam. It must be a speed boosting quirk. He easily outran the other girl and the robot at the end of the 50 meters announced his score to be an impressive 3.04 seconds.

The teen hadn’t caught much about the girl he was racing against, but based on her form and how she hopped along the track instead of running, he determined she had a frog based quirk. He noticed her long tongue when it escaped her mouth as she was jumping, and that only strengthened his guess. She had scored 5.58 seconds, not as fast as Iida’s, but still impressive.

The next two to go were the brunette and another student with a tail. He had a good idea what the girl’s quirk was, as he’d seen it in action in the entrance exam. At first, he thought she could make things float, but as he watched her touch her clothes right before the race began, he figured out it must have something to do with gravity. She only scored 7.15 seconds, but Midoriya couldn’t really see how she could have done anything different to boost her score.

He continued to watch as other students raced, wondering who he would be paired with. As students got called and the list narrowed, the boy felt his gut sink and hoped the universe would have mercy on him.

It did not.

“Students 17 and 18,” Aizawa called out.

He walked up to the track. The teen was number 18, but he paled when he saw who 17 was.

It being Bakugo of course.

He noticed that Gami stood on the sidelines still. It made sense, his mentor was probably worried about the light that would come off Bakugo’s quirk. The ghost did a slow fist pump at him, and he almost snorted at how awkward it looked. But he was officially calmed down now and ready to run.

Midoriya noted that the blond currently had his arms crossed in front of his face. He knew his quirk would be beneficial to this test, and he put that at the back of his head.

The starting noise reached his ears, and like instinct, he took off. He heard Bakugo shout something, but he wasn’t too focused on it. The boy’s explosion propelled body was flying up next to him, but the teen moved accordingly to dodge a stray blast coming at his head. His pace didn’t change though and he made it to the finish line a hair behind his former friend.

Bakugo had scored an imposing 4.13 seconds, but that was to be expected.

Gami flew over to him after he crossed the line, “What did you score? I could not hear over the explosions…”

The teen smiled briefly, “6.32. Much better than middle school.”

The specter could see the pride that radiated off his successor. It was nice seeing him like this, genuinely happy and proud of himself.

The second event was grip strength. Midoriya knew none of his abilities could help him here, unless he wanted to disintegrate the machine. So he simply focused all his energy on squeezing the life out of the machine currently in his right hand. It was nothing too spectacular, just 56kg, but he was content nonetheless. There weren’t too many quirks that could help out with this, but one kid with what looked to be multiple arms did score a striking 540kg.

Then came the standing long jump. At first, the teen thought he’d have to do this one without any assistance again, since the shockwave from his scythe would again be too risky, but a crazy idea struck him right as he was called up.

Gami once again watched from the sidelines, but upon seeing a tint of madness in the boy’s eyes, he was debating whether to intervene.

He took a deep breath at the start, before performing the test as he usually would. He poured his strength into his back legs and lept. But right as he hit the peak of his jump, he flexed his gloved hand to summon his weapon. Then, with both hands, he slammed the blade into the sand, the long handle now sticking up. As he fell, he reached for the handle again, towards the highest part of it. Once he felt the familiar grain of the wood, even through his gloves, Midoriya used it as support to fling himself off of it, traveling even further than he would have with a normal jump.

He touched down onto the sand with both feet a bit roughly, but stable as well, a wide grin on his face. Gami rushed over to congratulate him.

“That was quite ingenious.”

Noticing a few of his classmates eyes on him, he nodded his head instead of verbally responding. Aizawa was actually one of those eyes, impressed by the boy’s creative use of his abilities. But in the back of the pro’s mind, he knew that the kid was hiding something about his quirk. The fact that he couldn’t erase it earlier confirmed that.

The next event was side stepping, and the teen performed under average for that. But he wasn’t too worried based on how he was currently doing overall. Besides, not many students exceeded on this test. The only one that stood out was a small, purple haired kid that was using rubber-like balls from his head to bounce from side to side.

Next was the ball toss. For this one, he got to sit out as he had already performed it before. He watched as his classmates attempted using their quirks to launch the ball. Some were successful, like the nice brunette who scored an infinity by making the ball float into space. Others were not, like the one pink girl who seemingly tried to launch the ball with her acid. Unfortunately, the ball just melted instead.

When Bakugo walked up for his turn though, Midoriya grew curious. He was positive the blond would just launch the ball with an explosion, but he was wondering how far it would go. He walked into the circle and stretched out his arms as the teacher tossed him the ball.

“DIE!!” Bakugo shouted as an enormous explosion ripped through the air. The ball zoomed off into the sky. After a few seconds, the ball bounced to the ground and Aizawa held up the screen with his score.

“705.2 meters.”

The class was thoroughly awestruck at the score, including the reserved teen, but Bakugo seemed to react in the complete opposite way. He growled and dug his fingernails into his palm. How had he scored lower than Deku, who was supposed to be quirkless? And by over 400 meters? He was livid with everything, and his usual seething grew to the point where his hands started smoking. Of course, the pro hero noticed, but recorded it for later. He realized that the blond held some sort of animosity towards the green haired kid. That may be an issue later.

The sixth event was a display of upper body strength, and despite not finding a way to use any of his powers, he still scored over average. The months of training at Dagobah really paid off. Plus, he naturally had to have a lot of upper body strength to swing around his weapon.

After that came the endurance test, and again, he still scored really well even without his powers. Years of escaping bullies at Aldera as well as his nightly endurance runs really built up a reservoir of stamina. He was one of the last kids left running on the track and felt proud of that. Especially since one of the few kids that outdid him was on a scooter for goodness sake. Midoriya was sure that the student, a girl with spiky, black hair, would place first overall. Her quirk, which he was sure was some sort of creation quirk, was really well rounded and contributed to every test.

Last was the seated toe touch. The teen didn’t do so well on this one, but he wasn’t that worried. He scored a bit under average again, but it wasn’t too bad compared to everyone else.

And with that, the events were over. Aizawa grouped the class together once more so he could talk.

“Moving along, it’s time for the results,” he explained, pulling out a remote from his back pocket. The pro pressed a button on it and a screen popped up in front of everyone. Upon closer examination, the boy figured out it was a list of everyone’s placement overall. Gami realized this too and the two scoured the list for his name.

He found his name, ranked third out of the class overall. To be honest, the teen wasn’t expecting to place that high. He knew he did well enough to not place last, but he was sure his scores weren’t all that impressive. He guessed that his ball toss score really carried him, along with the standing long jump and the endurance run.

He looked at the places above and below him. In first was the girl with the creation quirk, as he expected, now learning her name was Yaoyorozu Momo

Right above him in second was someone named Todoroki Shouto. He wasn’t sure which student that was, but he swore the name felt familiar, at least, the family name did. He was sure he had heard that name before, somewhere.

And right below him were Bakugo in fourth and Iida in fifth. Being above both made his heart swell with pride, and he considered them both powerful and talented on their own. Though, he wasn’t sure how happy said blond would be once he realized he was above him.
His eyes then traveled all the way down to last place, to see the name Mineta Minoru. Again, he hadn’t really acquainted himself with his classmates yet, so he was unsure of who that was. But he followed the group’s eyes to the small, purple haired kid that had exceeded on the side stepping test. The student was shaking and sniffling, realizing that he was going home. Most of the class looked at him with pitiful gazes.

“Also,” Aizawa interrupted, “I was lying about expelling someone.”

The entire class, except a few kids, perked up at that in shock. Midoriya did as well, but not for the same reasons. So did the ghost, but only the teen could see that.

“That was a rational deception…,” the pro smiled eerily, “meant to bring out the best in all of you.”

The class of first years all erupted into shouts of chaos, especially Mineta. But the quiet boy kept his mouth shut as normal, and instead turned to look at his mentor.

“I am thoroughly confused…”

The child couldn’t agree more.

“It was pretty obvious that it was a lie,” the girl who placed first, Yaoyorozu, stated, “I assumed you all knew that too…”

The duo shared another puzzled look. They hadn’t imagined seeing Aizawa seething mad at the beginning when he made the declaration. It didn’t make sense for it to be just a lie. Without even discussing it, both were certain that the teacher was going to expel last place, but changed his mind for some reason.

“Anyway, we're done here,” the hero continued, completely ignoring his class’s outburst, “Change and head back to the classroom. Your documents about the curriculum should be in there.”

And with that, the pro walked away and headed inside himself, leaving the students to now rush back to the locker room. Midoriya trailed behind everyone, not wanting to be swept up in the crowd. He made sure to avoid Bakugo as well, unsure if he would want to attack him after the placements.

Once he arrived at the locker room, he made haste to his own locker. Opening it up, he quickly grabbed both his bag and uniform, as well as an extra pair of gloves.

He hadn’t noticed his signature polyester gloves were starting to disintegrate until Gami had pointed it out at the end of the tests. The ghost’s reasoning was that he had noticed it earlier, but didn’t want to worry him during the apprehension tests. Whether Midoriya truly appreciated the lateness of the gesture or not was debatable, but he was just thankful that most of his gloves remained intact. He always packed extra gloves for situations like this, his paranoia getting the best of him. But he wouldn’t consider it paranoia if someone called it that, just being precautious. And he was always precautious.

Finally snapping out of his thoughts, he walked towards the stall he used earlier. But as he passed by the other boys, Iida spoke up.

“I must say, Midoriya,” he started, “I’m very much impressed by your skills. I really misjudged you.”

“Ah, um, thank you,” the teen stumbled out, “You were pretty cool too. Your quirk is a speed boosting one, right?”

The glasses wearing boy seemed to straighten up at the praise, “Yes! My quirk is Engine, and it indeed boosts my speed.”

He smiled, and took that last statement as a cue to leave. But just as he was going to take another step, someone else called out.

“I must agree. You are a mad banquet of darkness.”

He turned around to see a student with what looked to be a bird head. He hadn’t recognized him though and was startled overall by his sudden statement.

“Uh thank you…” he wasn’t sure whether that was a complement, “I don’t know your name though…”

“I’m Tokoyami Fumikage,” the bird boy introduced, then gestured to his side, “and this is Dark Shadow.”

Midoriya was about to question the newly introduced Tokoyami, when a shadowy bird with red eyes materialized right where he had gestured. He recognized the shadow from some of the events back on those school grounds.

“That’s me!” the bird giggled, “His scythe is so cool Tokoyami! Can we keep him?”

Said boy looked done with his shadow counterpart, “That’s not how it works, Dark Shadow. Though I agree, his scythe is indeed cool.”

The teen looked down bashfully at the praise. Gami would have been weary, but the man was too busy studying Dark Shadow in the moment. He determined that the bird could not see him and returned to his successor’s side.

Iida jumped back into the conversation, “Though, I must ask. What exactly is your quirk, Midoriya? Because you displayed some other abilities in the entrance exam that you did not during that quirk apprehension test.”

The timid boy got a bit nervous at the question, but calmed himself down. He and the spirit had rehearsed this exact scenario multiple times. He knew it was only a matter of time before someone asked about his quirk, student or teacher.

He and the ghost both noticed that the other males in the room immediately tuned in once that question was asked. The others were probably curious as well. He knew Bakugo was definitely listening just to scope him out. Though, a certain candy cane student was also doing the same.

“Well,” he started, “My quirk is called Reaper. Um, it’s basically got two major parts.”

When both Tokoyami and Iida didn’t say anything, he continued. Dark Shadow cocked his head curiously.

“I can decay living and nonliving things with my hands. That’s probably what you noticed in the exam, Iida. Though, it works no matter how many of my fingers are touching, so it's a bit hard to control.”

“I see,” the strict student replied, “I’m assuming that’s why you wear those gloves?”

Midoriya picked at his long sleeves nervously and Gami narrowed his eyes, “Yeah. It acts up when I get emotional. My gloves are kind of like the first layer of defense.”

Tokoyami noticed the boy’s discomfort and tried to change the topic, “What about the other part of your quirk?”

“Well, the other part is my scythe, of course. It’s like my own personal weapon. I can make it appear and disappear at will.”

Dark Shadow seemed to get excited, “Is it heavy?”

The teen snorted lightly, “Not really. Though, that could just be because I’m used to it.”

Iida still looked confused though, “But what about the explosion with the zero-pointer? And the ball throw?”

“Um, I can basically combine those two parts together,” he explained, “I can share my decay with my scythe.”

That didn’t satisfy Iida, “But that doesn’t explain the explosion…”

“It’s honestly just something I figured out. My decay works on a molecular level. So even if my weapon only cuts the air, I can decay those molecules and-”

“You’re creating a brief, unstable vacuum, and that’s where the explosion comes from,” he interrupted, becoming excited, “I think I understand now.”

Midoriya looked over at the bird duo and Tokoyami nodded, confirming his understanding as well.

“Woah!” Dark Shadow exclaimed, “That’s so cool!!”

“Indeed,” Iida agreed, “You have truly amazed me with your ingenuity, Midoriya!”

Said boy cringed at the name. He didn’t really want to go by that during his years here at U.A. “You can call me by a nickname, if you’d like. I’m not too big a fan of being called Midoriya…”

He hoped he wasn’t being too demanding or abrupt, since neither Iida or Tokoyami said anything after. But Dark Shadow didn’t seem to notice the tension, if there was any.

“Can I call you Midori?”

The teen smiled at the little bird, “That’s fine.”

“Then I will call you that as well, if that is alright,” Tokoyami followed right after his shadowy friend.

He nodded in confirmation.

Iida spoke next, “I’m afraid I’m not very good with nicknames, but I’ll do my best.”

“Thanks,” the teen answered, “but I’m going to go change now.”

Both boys nodded and let him go, so he meandered over to the stall and shut the door. Unfolding his school uniform, he carefully took off his gym clothes and slipped it on, removing the black turtleneck as well.

“That went well.”

Midoriya huffed, “What? The whole quirk thing or just talking to them in general?”

The man snorted at his successor’s awkwardness, “Both.”

“Yeah, they seemed pretty nice, and I think the lie came off well.”

But after that, no more words were spoken. The boy exited the stall into a near empty locker room. His gym clothes were now neatly folded in his backpack and his school uniform smoothed out. He had already taken a while in the locker room, and pretty much everyone else had left already. He was about to do the same, when a new voice called out to him.

“Midoriya, correct?”

He turned around to see a heterochromatic eyed boy facing him, a scar covering the spot where his right eye was, “U-um, yeah. Y-you are?”

The student didn’t even pause, “Todoroki Shouto.”

The teen recognized the name from the quirk apprehension chart. This was the boy who placed above him in second. From the first glance, he seemed cold and reserved, a bit similar to how Gami acted when they first met.

But now, the room was filled with tense silence, and it unnerved him.

“D-do you need something from me?”

Todoroki didn’t respond instantly. Gami grew hesitant and moved closer to the boy. He wasn’t sure what this kid was going to pull.

“Are your parents pro heroes?”

Midoriya didn’t know what to expect, but he surely wasn’t expecting that.

“W-what? No…”

The other student narrowed his eyes, but didn’t say anything right away. So he tried to reassure him that this was the truth.

“My parents aren’t heroes, they’re just…”

“Why did you drive Hisashi away from me?! Why did you have to be quirkless?! Don’t you realize what you have done to me?!”

“Normal…”

“You quirkless misfit! Get out of my way! I SAID GET OUT OF MY WAY!”

“People…”

That did nothing to convince Todoroki though. In fact, he grew more suspicious at the hesitant response. He wanted to press him more, but the teen was growing skittish.

“We should really get going,” he stated abrupt, “or we’re going to be late.”

Todoroki didn’t want to let this go just yet though, “Can we talk after school then?”

Midoriya was eager to leave the situation, but at the same time, he really didn’t want this conversation to continue. But something in his heart wanted to hear his classmate out. He reminded the boy so much of Gami, and he knew how many repressed emotions the ghostly man was hiding. What if he was the same? Maybe talking after school wasn’t such a bad idea…

“Izu-”

“Sure, that sounds fine.”

 


 

Midoriya had gone through the rest of his classes with ease, as well as silence, until lunch had arrived. He was so excited to see Lunch Rush as part of the school staff, and for the first time in years, he ate a meal he didn’t have to cook. A warm feeling filled him when he took his first bite, and he knew it wasn’t from the hot food alone.

The teen found a table to himself, and was prepared to sit alone, as he always had. That’s when he could talk to Gami and do his job without any interruptions. Or mumble to himself as he scribbled away in one of his notebooks. Or analyze a quirk with his mentor. That’s what he was used to. That’s what he liked.

So he was certainly surprised when Iida and the brunette sat themselves down on the other side of the table.

“Ah, Iida,” he greeted, “um, infinity girl… I never caught your name actually…”

She giggled, “I’m Uraraka Ochako!”

Iida immediately began with praise, “Both your scores for the ball throw and your placements overall were impressive.”

Uraraka smiled, “You did just as amazingly… Iida Tenya, right?”

“Correct. But I cannot believe Aizawa-sensei fooled us like that.”

Yeah, that was sure stressful,” she confirmed.

Midoriya hummed in agreement.

“He made me think that this is how it’s like at the top, but our own instructor deceived us…”

The two then devolved into idle chatter after that, with the shy boy chiming in every now and again. He had originally assumed that Iida would be an issue after the events of the entrance exam, but he realized the student wasn’t like that at all. Just a very serious rule follower. And Uraraka was a very nice person overall. She was talkative and cheery, pretty much the complete opposite of himself. He really wasn’t used to this kind of treatment, though it really was just typical friendly talk. It made him wonder how much he’d missed out on during his years of elementary and middle school.

Uraraka had ended up asking about his quirk as well, so he explained it as similarly as he did in the locker room, with Iida butting in a few times. She was fairly awestruck when he recounted the destruction of the zero-pointer and clarified how he did it. Of course, she ended up being a bit nosy into the gloves, so he had to explain that as well.

“So you can decay living things too, right? Is there a limit? Like what about people, or animals. Or even plants?!”

Midoriya swallowed a chunk of food in his mouth, “There isn’t a limit. It works on all that.”

Iida joined in, “So no finger limit or target limit. Your quirk seems strangely unbalanced.”

Well, that was partially because it wasn’t really a quirk. But even then, it had its drawbacks, enough to make him weary of using it.

“Well, it’s a bit intimidating. Any damage I do to a living thing can’t be healed…”

Both kids paled, “What?”

The boy shrunk back. Maybe he shouldn’t have said that, “I can control it partially. I can touch people, as well as objects, without my powers activating, but not plants or animals. I’ve actually never touched an animal since my abilities developed. I don’t want to take the risk.”

The brunette looked heartbroken, “Oh, I’m so sorry if I brought up unwanted memories…”

Iida agreed, “I as well.”

“No, no it’s fine. That’s just how I’ve always been. I’m used to it at this point,” he assured them, “That’s why I wear gloves. Sometimes my power activates without my consent when I’m emotional. I’d rather not put anyone at risk.”

There was a bit of silence after that, but the stiff boy spoke up, “Well, I think it is admirable that you’re working to become a hero despite however your quirk acts.”

Uraraka perked up too, “Yeah! Your quirk may be a bit unnerving, but you’ve put it to good use!!”

Midoriya smiled, “Thank you guys. I’ve never really heard that before.”

That was technically the truth. He’d never told anyone about his abilities before, so no one had actually reassured him. Sure, Gami did from time to time, but that was to be expected of the man who introduced said abilities to him.

“Well, that’s what friends are for.”

That took his breath away. Did she just call him a friend? They had only just met, how could she consider him a friend so suddenly? Was that just how friendship worked? He surely didn’t know. His first day was turning out to be more groundbreaking than he expected, but he needed to make sure. He needed to know that she wasn’t just pulling his leg, like the other kids did at Aldera.

“We’re…,” he fumbled, “we’re friends?”

Iida backed up her statement, “Most certainly.”

“Yeah, of course!!”

But even then, he was still weary. The specter noticed his hesitation. The poor boy had lived in his shell his whole life, he wasn’t used to being coaxed out of it.

“They seem like nice kids…”

The man wasn’t sure if that was enough to reassure his friend. But as he turned to look at him, he picked up on the newfound confidence.

“Ok then…”

The girl brightened up, “Awesome! I’m kind of embarrassed, but I don’t think I ever confirmed your name. Midoriya… Deku, right?”

His mouth grew dry. They were going to make fun of him, weren’t they?

She noticed his pause, “During the test, that Bakugo guy called you that…”

Oh, she just genuinely thought that was his name then? “Um… my real name is Izuku. ‘Deku’ is just Bakugo’s way of making fun of me…”

Iida scowled, “Ugh, and that boy is truly aiming to be a hero?”

Uraraka kept on with her tangent, ignoring Iida, “Well I think it sounds like Dekiru. You know, like ‘do your best?’ I kinda like it!!”

As nice as he thought the girl was, there was no way in his right mind that he would ever let someone call him Deku again. He wanted that name to die with his old self from Aldera. He was really striving for a fresh start here at U.A.

“I’m not really comfortable with being called that…”

The brunette seemed sort of sad at that, so he did his best to save face.

“But I wouldn’t mind another nickname though. I don’t really want to be called Midoriya.”

And just like he hoped, her eyes sparkled again with newfound purpose. She raised a finger to tap at her chin in contemplation. There were another few moments of silence, where no one spoke a word.

“What about Midori? It matches your hair pretty well!”

He snorted at the coincidence, “Sure, that’s fine.”

She must have interpreted the huff as something else though, “Is Midori not good either?”

Iida jumped in to help explain, “I’m pretty sure he is just amused. Another student from the locker room ended up calling him that as well.”

That restarted Uraraka’s bubbliness, “Well, then it must be fate! Midori it is!!”

Everyone at the table laughed, and lunch faded into conversation. There wasn’t much time left, so the three ended up having to shovel the rest of their food down to get to class. There were only a couple more hours left before the first day would officially be over, and Midoriya wanted to savor every second.

His two friends from before left a bit earlier than he did, though that was only because he told them not to wait for him. He wanted some time to talk with his mentor.

“So,” he began, “Midori, huh?”

The newly nicknamed teen waved him off, “Joke all you want, but I actually like it.”

“Well, that is what matters, is it not?”

He placed his tray down on one of the dropoff tables, “Yeah.”

The two left the cafeteria together in silence, but at seeing the hallway empty, their conversation started up again.

“I’m guessing this means no more sorting at lunch then…”

The boy nearly slapped himself, “I didn’t even think about that. Shoot. I can’t just make them stop coming to the table though.”

“No worries, you will just have to pick up the slack throughout the day.”

“Yeah, I can just work extra in the mornings and evenings.”

The duo made their way back to the 1-A classroom with a little pep in their step. He was a bit disappointed that he would no longer have lunch to chat with his ghostly companion, but the change of scenery was pleasant.

Besides, he was glad to have Iida and Uraraka around.

 


 

Despite Midoriya greatest efforts to make the day last, the rest of the classes simply flew by. Before he knew it, it was already the end of the last class. After the rest of the regular subject classes, his schedule ended at 1-A, which Aizawa clarified would be heroics.

But they weren’t doing any heroics today, since the pro had already had them participate in the quirk apprehension test earlier. They were only going over some of the documents handed to them near the beginning of the day, syllabuses and such. Most kids thought it was boring, but the quiet teen didn’t really mind. Just the fact that he had gone through the day without anyone hurting him or making fun of him really gave him no room to complain.

But eventually, the class, as well as the day, was over. Midoriya sat up out of his chair, and swung his bag over one of his shoulders. He paused for a moment, letting a good portion of his classmates exit before him. But that didn’t stop Uraraka or Iida from meeting up with him at his desk.

“Wow,” the brunette sighed, “I can’t believe the first day is over already!”

Both boys nodded in agreement.

“Are you two headed to the station?” she followed up.

“Yeah, I am…” he responded softly.

“Indeed!” Iida confirmed.

“Well then, let’s get going!”

The two boys nodded again, and the three made their way to the classroom door. Gami trailed behind, silently observing the classroom. The teacher, Eraserhead, was still at the front of the room, shuffling around some papers. But upon closer inspection, the spirit realized he was sneaking glances at his successor. His eyes narrowed accordingly, just because his friend admired the hero didn’t mean he had to be easy on him. Gami never saw it as overprotecting, just simply watching out for the boy. Besides, it wasn’t like he could do much with his transparent form and all.

But the ghost desperately wished he could interact with more, because he watched the pro stand up and walk towards the small group of kids. He tensed, but even that wasn’t enough to solidify his hands so he could defend if he needed to.

“Midoriya…”

All three kids turned around, even though only one had their name called. Aizawa towered over them, his hands stuffed into his pockets. His long, black hair brushed over his tired eyes, but he still managed to look intimidating.

The teacher continued when no one responded, “I need to speak to you.”

The teen flashed a worried look to Uraraka, and she shared the same sentiment. Iida stiffened up and straightened out his glasses. The girl was the first to speak, surprisingly.

“It’s ok, Midori,” she assured, “We’ll see you tomorrow.”

“Ah, ok,” he mumbled.

His two new friends sent him bright smiles and waved as they exited the classroom. Midoriya smiled back, though it wasn’t as wide. He turned around to face his teacher, but kept his guard up, not knowing what to expect. Gami’s tall figure loomed next to him and made him feel safer. That was one of the nicest aspects about having the specter around pretty much 24/7. He never felt alone, no matter the situation. The spirit already did a lot to reassure him on a daily basis, but his presence alone simply put him at ease.

“What did you need, Aizawa-sensei?” he pondered.

“It’s about the quirk apprehension test,” he answered, “but not here.”

That made the teen pale. He hoped his teacher wasn’t getting suspicious about his quirk. That would definitely not end well.

The hero walked to the door and gestured for the boy to follow him. He was growing more nervous by the second, but he did his best to hide it so as to not draw attention. He twiddled his gloved fingers together and stepped through the doorway, but stopped to check the classroom. There were only a few students left in the corners of the room, and Midoriya didn’t know any of their names. But his eyes settled on the one student he did know, one red and white haired boy.

He felt bad that he wouldn’t be able to hold out on his promise, but there wasn’t anything he could really do. Todoroki just stared back without a word, and the tension in the room only strengthened. The shy teen just sent him an awkward smile and a slight wave, before rushing off to catch up to Aizawa.

The duo walked slightly behind the teacher as he led them down another hall. The ghost and boy shared a lot of looks between each other, with Gami making comments every here and there.

“Do not worry too much. I am sure it will all work out.”

He didn’t answer of course, so the ghost just kept rambling.

“Besides, we rehearsed what to say to most typical questions concerning your quirk.”

They turned down another hallway. Midoriya was still unsure of where they were going, or what exactly Aizawa needed with him.

“Whatever it may be, we are most likely overthinking it.”

He could only focus on the soft echoes of his footsteps behind the hero, and the smooth tone of his mentor’s voice.

“Maybe he is simply curious about-”

“We’re here,” the pro unknowingly interrupted.

The teen looked out from behind his teacher, but a seemingly normal door was the only thing that greeted him. Though the door looked similar to most of the closets and rooms in the school, something about it seemed so imposing. He clasped his hands nervously and held them close to his chest, his fingers twitching.

He couldn’t deny the fact that he admired Eraserhead. The man was one of his biggest inspirations growing up, especially after meeting All Might. The way he fought, his nonchalant attitude, his whole stature, made him Midoriya’s favorite hero. The hero just put the boy’s mind into overdrive. Even his companion admitted that he was interesting, and Gami found few things appealing.

But right now, he was feeling less awe and more afraid. The pro was radiating this serious energy and it just infected the air around them. It felt like something was caught in his throat.

Aizawa turned the handle and swung open the door. It creaked on its hinges for a second, but didn’t make a sound afterwards. The teacher didn’t walk it right away though, just held it open. When the student didn’t move, his eyes snapped down and he thrusted out his hand.

“Go on in…” he clarified.

The teen jumped, “O-oh, ok.”

He did what the hero said, and walked inside. The room looked to be an office, with wide windows covering the back wall. There was simply furnishing, a large wooden desk and a seating area in front of it. Behind the desk was a tall swivel chair facing the windows. The chair was moving, so he could tell that someone was in it.

The door was shut behind him, and drew a startled gasp from him. He spun around to see the hero closing the door. The man gestured to take a seat, so Midoriya did. He carefully sat down on one end of the small couch, and Aizawa placed himself on the other end. The boy nudged his form closer to the armrest, hoping to increase the space between them. Gami stood next to his successor by the couch, and rested his hand near the armrest. He tried to lean on it, but his hand slipped right through. Normally, he would have at least snorted at that, but he had enough self control and common sense to realize that may not be a good idea when in close proximity to a pro hero.

Then, the office chair turned around, shocking the teen out of his bewilderment. At first, he saw no one sitting and the possibility of a ghost ran through his head, but then, a small animal hoisted himself off of the seat and onto the desk. The duo observed him silently. They both weren’t sure what animal he was, but he wore a black suit with orange sneakers. The shoes were very similar to Midoriya’s own, the thick soles matching up and everything.
The rodent looking creature reached the edge of his desk and sat down, letting his feet dangle off. He smiled at the two sitting in front of him before saying his signature greeting.

“Am I a dog, a mouse, a bear? Who knows!” the animal declared, “But more importantly, I’m the principal!”

The boy paled. He was in front of the principal. Aizawa had taken him to the principal. He couldn’t shake the feeling out of his gut that this wasn’t going to be good.

“U-um, hello sir…” he stuttered out.

“You can just refer to me as Nezu, Midoriya.” he stated, “Would you care for a cup of tea?”

His hands grew clammy. It was just his luck that the principal knew his name. That meant he was probably looking into him. “S-sure, Nezu-san.”

The principal hopped off his desk and headed over to a small table by a bookshelf. While there, he opened up what looked to be a thermos and poured its contents into two cups.

“I’m assuming you don’t want any Aizawa-san?” he asked.

“No, I’m good. Thanks though.”

The animal then returned with two cups in his hand. He placed one on the coffee table in front of the couch and pushed it towards the teen. He slowly picked it up with both gloved hands, feeling the warm even through the polyester. He took a small sip and instantly felt at ease. The principal sat down back on the desk, his tail swinging back and forth.

“Do you know why you’re here, Midoriya?” he began, still holding the cup between his paws.

“Just stay calm.”

“No sir…”

Nezu then gestured to the other pro. Aizawa coughed to clear his throat.

“During the quirk apprehension test, I asked you to demonstrate the ball throw for everyone, yes?” the tired man questioned.

Midoriya resisted the urge to look at Gami for guidance. He kept both hands on the tea cup and looked over to his homeroom teacher.

“Yeah… you did,” he confirmed.

There was a short pause, before the man continued, “I understand you know of me.”

The teen brightened at that, “Yeah, you’re Eraserhead. If this is about me calling you out in front of everyone, then I just want to apologize and that I totally didn’t mean to-”

The pro held out his hand, and he immediately stopped rambling.

“That’s not what this is about. You know what my quirk is?”

Where was the hero going with this? “Y-yeah. It’s Erasure. You can erase people’s quirks when you look at them, unless they’re mutant types.”

“Your quirk is classified as an emitter, correct?” the man narrowed his eyes.

That was what Midoriya listed his “quirk” as. It seemed like the best fit. “Yes…”

“Then do you want to explain why I couldn’t erase your quirk during the test?”

The gasp lodged itself in the boy’s throat.

“This was certainly unexpected.”

He turned to glare at the spirit, but caught himself midway and snapped his head back. What was he supposed to do? There was no way he could have expected to have Eraserhead as his homeroom teacher, so he didn’t have an excuse prepared for something like this. Nezu and Aizawa were currently staring him down. He had to say something soon. But his mind was racing and drawing a blank at the same time. His heartbeat flooded his ears as his hands grew sweaty. He couldn’t even form a coherent thought like this, much less a believable lie.

“You could spin it as a misunderstanding. Make them believe your powers are a… what is it called… a mutant quirk instead.”

This time, the teen couldn’t stop himself from snapping to his mentor. He knew the man was only trying to help, but this wasn’t really helping. “That’s not how it works,” he seethed.

But unfortunately, his angry whisper wasn’t quiet enough to be completely unheard. At least, not to the individual in the room who had sharper senses.

“Who are you talking to, Midoriya?” Nezu inquired with a curious, yet sadistic smile.

If Aizawa’s declaration didn’t make him piss himself, the principal’s statement certainly did.

Eraserhead turned to look at his student. He definitely wasn’t expecting this kind of turn out. His gut was starting to push the idea that this kid could be a spy, and had some sort of communications device on him right now. He reached for his phone, and was ready to call Tsukauchi and some other heroes if it came to that.

Midoriya’s throat grew dry. He was really at a loss for what to do.

Gami could see the bind his successor was in. The truth about his powers and subsequently the explanation of being Death wasn’t some sort of secret that needed to be kept. There were no repercussions from the higher ups if the current Death spilled to someone. It was more of putting oneself at risk. After all, outing a fact like that could lead his friend to be targeted or experimented on, or even locked away. The specter wished he had this conversation with the boy before this.

“Your position isn’t something that is required to be kept secret,” he tried to explain quickly, cursing out his luck, “You will not get punished if you spill. However, you will be putting yourself at risk.”

Well, at this point, the teen could see really no other way out of this situation.

“You wouldn’t believe me if I told you…” he finally responded to the principal.

Aizawa tensed. The rodent smirked even wider. “Try me.”

The boy swallowed thickly. Here goes nothing. “Well, there’s a ghost next to me.”

He could see the looks of disbelief on the teachers’ faces. There was no stopping now.

“He’s a bit over 5 centuries old, and he’s basically my mentor. I don’t know his real name though, so I just call him Gami.”

His homeroom teacher still looked skeptical, but Nezu just seemed interested, “Alright then. Assuming what you are saying is the truth, what does Gami have to do with your quirk?”

And here was the waterfall. He held his breath, preparing to go over.

“I don’t actually have a quirk. Gami passed his powers down to me.”

That was the simplest way of saying it.

 


 

After quite a while in the principal's office, Midoriya was able to explain everything. And by everything, I mean everything. How he was the current Death, and Gami was the previous. How he handled his position and what exactly that entailed. How his powers didn’t stem from a quirk factor and the mass amount of other abilities he actually had. And how the ghost had been with him since he was little, helping him through his first 11 years.

The teen wasn’t sure how the teachers had remained so level headed during the whole time. He was sure his story and claims sounded outlandish. If he was hearing them for the first time, he wasn’t sure that he himself would believe them. But Nezu and Aizawa simply let him talk without any interruptions.

After he was done explaining, the principal wanted to see his abilities for himself. So the boy disintegrated a few sheets of paper all while Eraserhead used his quirk on him. And just like the quirk apprehension test, he was unaffected.

“So Gami-san is basically the Grim Reaper?” Nezu questioned.

Said spirit growled, “I am not whatever you consider the ‘Grim Reaper.’”

“He’s not too happy at being called that,” Midoriya referred, “but basically.”

“Excuse me! I just said I was not!”

The rodent continued, “But he retired from his duties after a few centuries.”

“Indeed,” the teen confirmed.

“And because he is no longer active, his position is now yours.”

“Yes.”

Nezu hummed, “Well, I see no reason to not believe you.”

At that, the teen’s eyes popped out of his skull, “Wait, really? You believe me?”

“As unbelievable as your story may seem, there really is no reason for you to have such a bizarre explanation unless it were true.”

The student let out a huge sigh of relief, “Oh, thank god.”

The principal continued, “As for your quirk records, it is best to leave them as is for your safety. If you truly do have immortality, then keeping that a secret from villains is ideal. Though, I do want to keep a separate record of your abilities.”

“That’s understandable,” he nodded.

“However, I won’t keep you any longer today. Your first day has likely been hectic enough. I’ll be having you back in my office for further evaluations, though.”

Midoriya was shocked at what he was implying, “Wait, so you’re not kicking me out of U.A.?”

Nezu chuckled, “Why would I do that?”

“I mean, because of the whole lying on my quirk records thing and-”

“Nonsense!” he exclaimed, “Besides, your situation is most intriguing. I’d prefer to keep tabs on you here at U.A.”

Gami gave the rodent a suspicious look. He wasn’t going to let this individual do anything invasive or dangerous to his successor. He wanted to make sure both teachers remembered that he was here, watching them. He was still a force to be reckoned with. God damn, if they even laid a hand on him, he would make sure they felt his fury.

In the spirit’s protective rage, he impulsively swiped at the principal. His hand was off by a few inches though, and plowed towards the tea cup he had set down on the table. He wasn’t expecting to interact with anything, but the universe had other plans.

Midoriya watched in horror as Gami knocked over Nezu’s tea cup. The cup clattered on the table and the leftover tea spilled over the side.

“Gami!! What’s gotten into you?” he cried, “Oh, Nezu-san, I’m so sorry…”

“It’s quite alright,” he replied, but looked over to the spot by the couch in curiosity.

The teen also looked there with a disapproving stare.

“I do not want my presence to be forgotten. If they do anything to you, I will do all that I can to fight back,” the ghost clarified.

So he repeated what his mentor said, “Sorry again. Gami doesn’t want you all to forget that he’s here. He’s a bit protective of me…”

A bit was an understatement.

But the principal took no offense, “Ah well, Gami-san I can assure you I will not harm Midoriya, nor intentionally put him in harm’s way.”

The specter seemed satisfied at that and the tension in the room died down. Nezu dismissed them and moved to clean up his spilled tea.

Aizawa held open the door again for the student, and the two, plus the ghost, walked back down the hallway. Not a word was spoken, but the silence ate away at the boy’s conscience.

“D-do you believe me,” he mumbled, “Aizawa-sensei?”

The teacher looked down, “Well, if Nezu does, then I don’t really have a reason not to. Even if your story seems a bit too outlandish to be rational.”

“Oh…”

They continued to walk, with more silence creeping up behind them. He hoped he hadn’t made the pro upset in any way.

Aizawa never thought he was good with kids, but after years of living with Hizashi, he got good at picking up emotions.

“Look problem child,” he started, “I’m not mad or anything, if that’s what you think.”

“O-oh.”

They turned down a hall, and Midoriya could see the 1-A classroom. He fiddled with his gloved fingers nervously. Despite finishing his tea, he could feel his throat dry up again.

“Um, Aizawa-sensei,” the teen began.

The hero looked over to him again, but didn’t say anything. He just took it as a motion to continue.

“I’m not sure how much you caught back in the office, but my decay is permanent when used on a living organism.”

The tired teacher raised an eyebrow, “Yeah, I heard that.”

The timid boy kept on, “Well, I’m a bit afraid of it…”

Aizawa immediately caught on to what he was trying to say. The kid was training at a hero school, so eventually he’d have to fight villains. Having such a dangerous power like that would make anyone second guess using it on a person, even if it is in self defense.

“Problem child, if I see you hesitating, I’ll let you know whether or not to use it. Call it permission if you will.”

Midoriya smiled, “I’d appreciate that.”

They eventually stopped at the classroom door, and parted ways. Eraserhead went back inside to finish up his paperwork, and the student left for the exit. He had spent nearly 2 hours in Nezu’s office. If his mother cared about him, she’d be frantic to know why he was so late. But he knew she really didn’t, so the time difference was of no worry to him.

“Well, that went surprisingly well.”

“I know,” he agreed and pushed open the front doors.

The duo walked together down the beautiful path, trying to collect themselves. Today had definitely been a crazy day. Between finding out that Bakugo was in his class, to the quirk apprehension test, to the possibility of making real friends, and now outing his biggest secret to Eraserhead and Nezu. The teen was looking forward to just going home and doing nothing. Maybe he’d take a long shower and lounge out on the couch. That sounded nice right about now.

But right as he exited the front gates of the school, all thoughts of relaxation were blown from his head.

“GAHH!!” he cried out in shock.

The object that had startled him wasn’t even an object at all. It was a familiar candy cane headed boy leaning against the gate. At the cry, Todoroki stood up straight again and walked over to Midoriya.

“T-todoroki, I wasn’t expecting to see you…” he stuttered.

“We did agree to talk after school,” the student replied bluntly.

“Y-yeah, but it’s been nearly two hours…”

The green haired boy was a little freaked out at his dedication, but the other kid simply shrugged nonchalantly. Gami wasn’t sure what to make of the situation, but after all that had happened today, he was ready to defend any way he could.

When Todoroki didn’t start the conversation, Midoriya tried to. The awkward silence was really making him uncomfortable.

“S-so, what did you want to talk about…?”

“My father is the hero Endeavor. I’m sure you must have heard of him.”

Well, that was certainly one way to start a conversation. Though, that did explain why his family name felt so familiar.

“Yeah,” the teen responded carefully, “He’s the number two hero.”

Todoroki huffed in confirmation, “My old man is ambitious. He aims for the top.”

He could see where the teen in front of him was coming from. Endeavor had always been a bit rash and hasty in his hero work after all. That must have been due to his ambitious nature. But he didn’t bother to interrupt and let him keep talking.

“He used his power in order to make a name for himself as a hero, but he was never able to best All Might. The symbol of peace is living proof of his failure.”

Midoriya stiffened at the wording. Todoroki was being oddly harsh towards his father. Sure, he didn’t really fancy the number two hero either, but still, this seemed kind of rough coming from his own son.

“He’s still at it though, trying to take down All Might. One way or another…”

“I’m not really sure what you’re getting at,” he was desperate for some clarification, and he could tell his mentor was thoroughly confused as well, “What are you trying to tell me, Todoroki?”

“Have you ever heard of… quirk marriages?”

“What?!” the ghost growled.

He hadn’t heard of them, but based on the spirit’s reaction, he could tell they were nothing good.

“They became a problem in the first few generations after superpowers became widespread. There were those who sought out potential mates solely with the intention of creating powerful children,” the stoic student paused, “Many people were forced into relationships. They were simply viewed as old fashioned arranged marriages, but clearly, it was unethical.”

“Do not tell me…”

“My father had not only a rich history of accomplishments, but plenty of money to throw at his problems.”

Midoriya could see where this was going, but he hoped desperately for his thoughts to be wrong.

“He bought my mother’s relatives to get his hands on her quirk. And now he's raising me to usurp All Might.”

The shy teen couldn’t hold back the pained gasp that escaped his throat.

“How despicable! The majority of humans today have no respect for one another!”

But Todoroki either didn’t notice or didn’t care, “In every memory of my mother, I only see her crying.”

Midoriya brought his hands to his mouth, but couldn’t stop the stray tears from falling. It hurt to hear his classmate recount such a horrible childhood. His heart panged, as he recalled his own nightmares from when he was younger.

“I remember she called my left side unbearable,” he continued, despite the reaction from the boy he was speaking to, “before she poured boiling water on my face.”

He caught the sob that he nearly released after hearing that. His thoughts now centered on his own burn scar that laid across his chest. Todoroki was still just a child. He himself was still just a child. What had any of them done to deserve such a fate?

“Even though my mother was the one who gave me this scar,” he gestured to his right eye, “I only blame my scumbag of a father for pushing her to this.”

“W-why,” he stumbled, “why are you telling me all this?”

The candy cane boy took a step closer, “I saw the same pain in your eyes from the moment you walked into the classroom. You’ve gone through the same as I have.”

The currently distraught teen looked up shakily, “W-what?”

“I thought that your parents might have been pro heroes, but I don’t think that anymore. But that doesn’t dismiss the fact I still believe you are different from everyone else.”

Different? He knew Todoroki was probably referring to his home life or something, but, what should he even say. His classmate had just spilled his whole tragic backstory to him. And yet, he was hesitant to do the same…

“You… do not have to say anything,” Gami could probably see his dilemma, but still, the advice didn’t feel right to take.

The two boys waited in silence, but the minute he looked back up into Todoroki’s eyes, guilt flooded his conscience.

“My… my father was always distant,” his mouth had started for him, “He worked abroad and was never usually home, so it was only my mother and I when I got my quirk diagnosed.”

He watched as the red and white haired boy listened intently. He didn’t want to lie, but he also couldn’t spill everything, so he treaded lightly around the truth.

“I was an outlier compared to my parents,” that wasn’t technically a lie after all, his quirklessness didn’t run in the family, “My mother was quiet about it at first, but when my father found out, he wasn’t happy.”

Gami was impressed that his successor was managing to recount this horrific event so calmly. His friend had told no one about his situation at home, and yet, this boy had coaxed it out of him.

“The days after my diagnosis, my parents constantly fought. My father didn’t want me anymore, and my mother was at a loss for what to do.”

Midoriya tugged at his uniform collar, revealing the bit of his scar that peeked out. He heard Todoroki take a sharp inhale.

“On the third day after, my parents got into a really bad fight and he… he hit her. I tried to help her and calm him down, but my father was too furious. He… has a fire-breathing quirk.”

That definitely made Todoroki gasp, though it was small and light.

“He burned me that night, all across my chest and right shoulder,” the teen motioned to his chest where the scar laid, “He never came back after that night either.”

The other boy tried to respond, “I-”

“My mother,” he didn’t mean to interrupt, but if he stopped now, he was afraid he wouldn’t start again, “she blames me for his departure. She resorted to alcohol to try and cope, but things only got worse. I don't have anywhere else to go though, so I just try and stay out of her way.”

He took a slow breath once he finished, and Todoroki’s cold gaze softened.

“I’m sorry,” he began, “that you went through that.”

“I’m sorry for you too. I had no idea Endeavor was so cruel…”

“Most people don’t. He’s got enough money to cover anything up anyway, so it’s not like I could say anything.”

They stayed quiet for a while. Midoriya picked at his gloves while Todoroki shuffled his hands in his pockets. Gami moved his arms to wrap around the small boy, hoping to comfort him. He had no idea what was going to come of this conversation, but he didn’t want to see someone so similar to him struggle on his own, like he was. So he took a risk that he hoped wouldn’t backfire on him.

“I’m still not too sure what you were trying to accomplish with this conversation, b-but, do you want to be friends? We can work through this together…”

Todoroki’s eyes narrowed, “I didn’t come here to make friends.”

He paled, “O-oh.”

The timid boy’s reaction immediately made him feel guilty, for some odd, unfamiliar reason. So he tried to save face. “But… I wouldn’t mind making an exception, Midoriya.”

When said child flinched, he realized his mistake.

“Sorry, I forgot what you said about the name in the locker room, though now, I can understand why.”

“It’s fine. You can call me by a nickname.”

The candy cane teen shuffled, “I’m not very good with coming up with nicknames…”

Midoriya hummed, “Well, some people are calling me Midori. But if that’s not your style, you can use my given…”

“I’m afraid I don’t know it.”

“It’s Izuku.”

Todoroki nodded, “Then I’ll use that. If you could extend the same courtesy to me, I rather not go under that scumbag’s name.”

“Do you have a preference?” he asked, ignoring the quip.

“You can use my given as well,” the student clarified.

“Wha-”

He already knew what the green haired teen was going to ask, “It’s Shouto.”

He flashed the stoic kid a wide smile and gripped his backpack straps. Gami proudly stood behind his successor, excited he was taking the initiative to make a friend.

“So… friends, Shouto?”

“Friends… Izuku.”

Notes:

Here’s the first interaction between Midoriya and Todoroki!! I wanted to take their conversation from the sports festival and have it early, since I thought Todoroki would be able to tell Midoriya was going through similar things he was. I want them to start bonding much earlier than they do in canon, but it’s all part of my plan! Though, Todoroki is still not using his fire side yet…

So Midoriya is officially exposed to Aizawa and Nezu. I planned this too. Midoriya powers don’t stem from a quirk factor, which is why Aizawa couldn’t erase them. Though, now that the two teachers know, there’s going to be a lot more scenes with them. I’m looking forward to developing their relationships.

Not much to talk about this chapter, so here’s the usual list. Just added the fact that any damage to a living thing caused by DT cannot be healed.

Death’s Touch: Anything Midoriya touches starts to decay immediately, regardless of the amount of fingers touching. This ability works on both the living and the non living. At first, Midoriya couldn’t control this ability, as it activated immediately without his consent. However, now he is able to control the activation on humans and non living objects, being able to start and stop the decay at will. However, he had gained no progress with plant or animal life. Any damage done to living organisms with this power cannot be healed.

Death’s Scythe: Midoriya can summon a scythe to fight with at will. The scythe vaguely resembles a bird’s beak, and has a hole near the start of the blade. The scythe is the only item that can’t be destroyed by Death’s Touch. The Death’s Touch ability can be shared with the scythe at Midoriya’s will, however it can only decay what it cuts. The decay follows the same rules as Death’s Touch. He can also make the scythe disappear at will when he is finished with it or to free his hands.

Immortality: Midoriya is immortal and cannot die. However, he can still get hurt and scarred. The immortality ability doesn’t provide any regeneration, but any wounds that could be detrimental to his job, such as lost/broken limbs and organs, will be healed the next day.

Premonition: Midoriya can see flash images of people who may die before they are supposed to. Normally, he cannot interfere with death, as it’s his job, but he has the option of attempting to save anyone he views in a premonition. These premonitions are bare and don’t provide much information other than the person themselves and their demise, occasionally revealing the setting and attacker, if any. The premonitions can come true between an hour after viewing to 3 days later.

Soul Contact: When a person dies, their soul is immediately sent to Midoriya. He can see, touch, and hold these souls. When holding a soul, Midoriya can see the most important memories and decisions attached to that soul, and hence that person.

Soul Sorting: This ability allows Midoriya to decide which part of the afterlife a soul moves on to. The areas of the afterlife can only be summoned with intent and the swipe of a hand, with the areas themselves being represented by flames. The areas that he can choose from are Paradise, Purgatory, and the Underworld. Once Midoriya decides where the soul best fits, it is sent to the being of that respective area. If approved, the soul stays in that area forever, the exception being Purgatory. Souls in Purgatory can be moved again to either Paradise or the Underworld, however, this is not Midoriya’s decision. If rejected, the soul is sent back to him for reevaluation. All souls must be sorted within 24 hours of Midoriya receiving them, with rejected souls resetting their time limits once they get back to him. Failure to sort a soul within its time limit may result in serious unknown punishment.

Chapter 12: What Doesn't Kill You Gives You Trauma

Summary:

Everything Midoriya's ever know is unraveling so fast, he might as well have Best Jeanist's quirk.

Gami doesn't really know how to stitch him back up.

Notes:

Trigger Warning: Mentions of Child Abuse

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Midoriya didn’t get very much sleep that night, his mind still locked on to what Todoroki had shared with him. He felt somewhat guilty for trying to end the conversation earlier in the locker room, but also thankful the other student had been so persistent. Gami had told him not to think about it for too long, and to try and get some rest. After all, it was merely the end of the first day. Tomorrow would surely be the start of new chaos.

The next day, he woke up early as he normally did, surrounded by a beautiful array of flowers and plants. He would have never guessed that taking care of the spider lilies his middle school classmates left for him would have led to a green thumb. But it did, and gardening soon became a new, relaxing hobby for the boy. Of course, it was a delicate challenge. He had to garden with his gloves on, since the plants would wilt otherwise. And he scraped together the extra cash to upgrade from used mason jars and water, to small flower pots and soil.

He’d also strayed away from his roots, no pun intended. The teen had started out with taking care of the lilies he had received, but now, he didn’t grow as many flowers. Most types simply grew too tall for him to manage with gloves. He ended up taking a gamble on some dying succulents one store was giving away, but after a few days of intense care, they thrived and bloomed. The way those little plants grew was so rapid, he had needed to bring out the old mason jars just to give them more space. Succulents ended up becoming his favorite plant to garden, since they spread so quickly and were so resilient. His shelves were covered in them.

Midoriya found it ironic for an individual like himself to be surrounded by so much life.

He watched as Gami drew open the curtains, letting the morning sun peek though and shower him. The spirit had gotten much better at accurately interacting with his curtains, so that was definitely a plus. It was kind of like his everyday chore he liked to help out with.

Opening up his bedroom door, Midoriya made his way into the kitchen. He was fully dressed and held his backpack by the straps. He scoured the cabinet for something to bring along with him for the subway ride, eyes landing on an old granola bar. He could feel his stomach shudder, but it would have to do until he could go grocery shopping again.

The duo left the house and strolled down to the subway station. They were a few minutes early, so the boy plopped himself down onto one of the waiting benches.

“What do you think you will do in heroics today?” the man asked, hoping to start some sort of conversation to kill the silence.

He shrugged subtly, but when most of the subway goers cleared out of the area, he replied, “I’m not sure. Hopefully nothing too stressful like yesterday.”

He was actually hoping for some book work in class. Maybe they’d study hero and villain philosophy, or go over basic quirk laws and regulations. Yesterday caused him to sweat so much, he might as well have Bakugo’s quirk.

He felt his throat go dry. Maybe that old granola bar wasn’t the best thing to have eaten so early in the morning… His hands grew shaky and he started to feel sick.

But as his head began to spin, he started to think this wasn’t because of the granola bar.

Clutching his head, he groaned in discomfort. The ghost flew into action, and gave the teen an anchor. A familiar buzzing flooded his ears as he was thrown into a swirling mess of colors and shapes. As many as he had and would have in the future, Midoriya would never get used to the feeling of being sucked into a premonition.

The subway station quickly changed into what the boy assumed to be an office building of some sorts. He took in his surroundings. Currently, the room he was in had concrete pillars that stretched to the ceilings and evenly tiled flooring. He could make out large windows on every wall. The room was surprisingly empty, without any desks or anything, which made him second guess his initial assumption of this being an office building.

The most obvious thing he could see though, was a large hole in the floor. It looked to be a wide channel that stretched from left to right, and it had to be over 15 feet wide. He couldn’t walk over to it, as these visions normally had him stand in one spot, but he guessed it led to the floor below.

Then, he heard footsteps behind him. The boy turned to look away from the doorway. He could make out two figures walking towards him, or at least, towards the exit door. And as they got closer, he paled at who they turned out to be.

He watched Iida and Uraraka stop a few feet away from the canyon in the floor, idly chatting about something he couldn’t make out. They were wearing odd clothing, Iida in something similar to a suit of armor, and Uraraka decked out in pink, spacelike gear. He swung his head around in a panicked manner, searching to catch what would happen to them.

A loud explosion rocked his world. He couldn’t see where it came from, but the blast shot past him, tossing his hair all about. Hearing the brunette cry out, he lurched over in that direction. He could barely make out their forms, but watched in horror as they were thrown from their feet and over the edge of the gap, likely to their demise a floor below.

The crippling feeling of his spine shattering only confirmed that for the teen.

The agonizing taste of death finally released him from the vision. The scene returned to being just a subway station, and he focused on his companion squeezing his hands. He couldn’t tell if the man was saying something, his ears still ringing from the blast. It felt as if someone had knocked him right in the head, and the phantom pains in his spine throbbed.

“Izu, If you can hear me,” he could finally make out what the specter was saying, “tell me three things you can see.”

Midoriya looked around hazily. He could make out another blue bench a few steps away, as well as a directory behind it.

“T-there’s a bench over there. It’s blue. A subway map is behind it,” he groggily searched for something else, “And a passing train.”

“Oh thank god,” Gami replied, “Two things you can feel.”

The student flexed his fingers danitly, still reasonably dazed, “The metal bench. I-it’s rusty.” It was difficult to really feel things with gloves on though. “A-and my uniform pants.

“And one thing you can hear.”

“Just the passing trains. They’re really loud today."

The teen felt himself calm down as the man in front of him sighed in relief. “Are you back?”

He smiled tiredly, “Yeah. I’m right here.”

“You were mumbling a lot this time. I just got worried. Do you… want to tell me what happened?”

He gulped heavily, “I saw Uraraka and Iida,” he didn’t get any reaction from Gami, “You know, from lunch?”

“Yes, I remember. I have not forgotten yet,” he said with a snarky undertone.

Midoriya ignored it, “I don’t know where they were, but there was a big explosion and they fell.” His fingers snaked behind his neck and ghosted over the start of his spine.

The ghost got the idea.

The boy quivered, “I-it… it hurt so much this time.” His voice was quiet, like a scared child.

The man threaded a few fingers into his successor’s hair, “I can only imagine. But you can help them.” These pep talks never got any easier. Gami wished he could take some parental classes for the undead or something.

The teen nodded shakily, unsure of himself, “I can help them.”

“Exactly,” he reassured, “Now how about we board the subway before it leaves without us?”

He got up unsteadily, but with his mentor’s assistance, he managed to stand on his feet. With slow steps, he made his way into the train and threw his shaky body into another seat. Dropping his bag on the seat next to him, he picked at his gloves and stared as the train doors closed. With a sudden lurch, the subway started moving, its creaky wheels unable to drown out his overwhelming thoughts.

Why couldn’t he have a normal morning today?

 


 

So far, the day had been reasonably uneventful. Gami and Midoriya didn’t talk as much as they did in the past, but managed to sneak some short comments back and forth. They were currently in English class with Present Mic, and the teacher was trying to stir up some spirit in the students.

“So listeners!” he exclaimed, “Which one of the following english sentences is incorrect?”

No one in the class bothered to answer. The teen looked around at his classmates. They all just stared blankly towards the front of the room, seemingly bored.

“All right everybody! Hands up! Show me some spirit!!”

Midoriya knew the answer to the question. He was fairly decent in his English studies, but that didn’t mean he wanted to volunteer to respond. He was sure there were other students who knew as well, so someone would answer eventually.

“So… do you plan on telling Aizawa and Nezu about your foresight this morning? They are students here after all…”

“Yeah, I will,” he whispered lightly, “I’m going to do it after heroics. That’s the best time anyway.”

“How about you, Midoriya?!” the pro called out, “Do you know the answer?”

Said boy paled in shock. Of course the teacher had decided to call on him. It was plausible the man heard him mumbling, but that still didn’t make him alright with being singled out.

“Take a deep breath,” his mentor directed, “You know the answer.”

So he did. Collecting himself with a breath, he managed to get his nerves under control. “I-it’s number 4.”

Present Mic pressed on, “Can you explain why?”

He nearly growled. He knew that the hero was only doing his job, but did he really have to make him explain? “The r-relative conjunction is in the wrong place.”

“That’s correct!!” the man announced like he was on a gameshow, “Now for the next-”

The lunch bell suddenly rang, and all of the students quickly rushed out. Midoriya sighed gratefully and collected his things. He was ready for a break, and lunch would be exactly that. The boy piled up his books into his bag just as Uraraka and Iida approached him.

“Hey, Midori! Ready for lunch?” she asked cheerfully.

“Oh, U-uraraka,” his mind betrayed him and returned to that horrific scene this morning, “Y-yeah, I’m pretty hungry.”

The three kids left the classroom in a hurry, and joined the lunch line. As inexpensive as the school’s food was, the teen wasn’t sure if he’d be able to eat it for each day. His pockets were already running thin and he needed to shop for food at home. He wasn’t actually planning on eating today, but since the two students practically dragged him onto the line, he figured he’d indulge himself. He bought himself a hot plate of white rice and steamed vegetables and sat down with his friends.

“So heroics is our last class of the day,” the brunette stated, “What do you guys think we’ll do?”

“I don’t know,” Iida replied, “I assumed it wouldn't be anything strenuous at first, but with Aizawa-sensei as our homeroom teacher, I am no longer so sure of myself.”

Midoriya hummed in agreement, his mouth full of savory food.

“What about you, Midori? What do you think?”

At first, he had hoped for some simple bookwork, but after his vision, he desperately hoped for nothing that would put them in danger, “I just hope it’s nothing too crazy.”

Uraraka agreed with him, “Yeah, hopefully no threats of expulsion like yesterday.”

The three then continued to chat calmly, and made sure to balance out their time with eating as well. The time flew by and they eventually cleaned up their table. The quiet boy searched for signs of his other new friend, but Todoroki was nowhere to be found. That had left him slightly disappointed, but he didn’t let it show. The three of them left the lunchroom and walked back together to their classroom. Midoriya sat down at his desk towards the back of the classroom and smiled at Uraraka and Iida, who did the same. Eventually, the rest of the students filed in and soon enough, everyone was waiting on a teacher to arrive.

“Last chance to change your guess,” Gami teased, “I still think it is going to be a lesson on damage protocol after a villain attack.”

He scoffed quietly, “Whatever you sa-”

But the boy didn’t get to finish as the classroom door swung open. In walked a person both had forgotten was working at U.A.

“I AM…!”

The two both flinched at the voice, though, only one was truly visible.

“COMING THROUGH THE DOOR LIKE A NORMAL PERSON!!”

The last time Midoriya had seen All Might was during the holographic projection that had told him of his acceptance to U.A. He had been shocked that the hero was going to be teaching at the school, but forgot about it in the months between. And while he couldn’t bring himself to hate the number one hero, his presence definitely made him uncomfortable. He fiddled with his gloves nervously as he felt the spirit move closer to him protectively. The teen tried not to show his discomfort as the class gasped in awe.

“It’s All Might!! Incredible!! He’s really gonna teach us!!”

“That’s his silver age costume!!”

“Look at him go!!”

Midoriya stayed quiet, but across the classroom, one red and white haired teen noticed him shuffle in his seat. His heterochromatic eyes flickered from his new friend to the number one hero in the room.

“Hero basic training!” the pro started loudly, “The class that’ll put you through all sorts of special training to mold you into heroes!”

The duo grew worried. The odds of having a calm, last class of the day was growing slimmer by the minute.

“No time to dally. Today’s activity is this!!” he held up a card with bold lettering on it, “Battle training!!”

And there went any chance at a nice afternoon.

He had been unfortunately placed right behind Bakugo in the seating chart, but watched the blond grow more and more eerily excited at that prospect. That unnerved him, but he took a breath and just continued listening.

“And for that… you’ll need these!!”

Suddenly, the classroom walls shifted and extended. Massive shelving units broke from the wall, each containing a number from 1 to 20. Midoriya realized they likely corresponded with each student in the class.

“In accordance with the ‘quirk registry’ and the special request forms you filled out before being admitted…”

The class understood where All Might was going with this, “COSTUMES!!”

“Yeah!!”

“This is awesome!!”

“Oh I’m so excited!!”

The seasoned hero couldn’t get the students to quiet down, so he simply yelled over them, “After you change, come out in ranking order to ground beta.”

Everyone responded back in loud agreements before rushing over to grab their briefcase with their costume in it. Gami watched as his successor waited for the pile up to die down before walking over to grab his own. Together, they made their way to the locker room in order to change.

“Do not be too worried about anything. I am sure all will turn out well.”

The boy huffed indifferently, “That’s what you said yesterday and looked at what happened…”

The ghost rolled his eyes, but the child couldn’t tell.

 


 

Midoriya changed in the stall as he did yesterday and rushed out to the grounds as the hero stated. He was fully dressed in his hero costume that he and Gami had spent numerous hours designing. Together they came up with a costume that the teen really felt comfortable with.

“Ah Midori!” he heard Uraraka cry out, “Cool costume!! Really practical looking!!”

He flushed and grew embarrassed. His costume design was something he was proud of, but hearing it from someone else really made him feel good.

The body of his costume was a black jumpsuit, similar to Eraserhead, but a bit more skin tight and reached all the way to his wrists and ankles. He wore a short, brown cape that wrapped around and clipped together in the front. The cape only reached his elbows, but that was purposely designed so it was harder to be grabbed by a villain. He also had a pair of brown combat boots, which had thick, iron soles.

The boy wanted his costume to resemble more of a reaper style, since that was what his “quirk” was named, but realized a look like that would be inconvenient for fighting and would probably scare civilians off. So the duo quickly modified their designs to fit more of a steampunk look, with solid combinations of brown and black.

His costume had a few changes unlike his original design. The support team who designed it added iron heels and tips to his boots, which he was grateful for, as well as metal knee pads. But they also took his steampunk theme a bit farther than the duo had planned, and added numerous leather straps and belt buckles to the jumpsuit, and a pair of geared clocks to the sides of his shoes. And while the extra parts didn’t interfere with the costume’s practicality, he wasn’t quite sure how to feel about them.

But all in all, wearing the suit felt just like his own skin. Combined with his usual gloves, Midoriya was ready to take on whatever All Might had planned.

He turned around to face Uraraka and nearly fainted in shock.

Her suit was the same gear he saw her in during his premonition that morning. It was the same pink space gear he remembered. But he calmed himself down enough to respond.

“T-thanks Uraraka. Y-yours is neat too.”

She smiled warmly, “I wish I’d been more specific on my request form though. This suit’s really skin tight…”

He tried to get his brain back into analysis mode. Anything to get away from the pressing thoughts of his vision. “Well, your quirk makes you nauseous, right?”

“Ah, yeah…” she confirmed, remembering the entrance exam where she threw up right in front of him.

“Then it’s probably to cradle your pressure points,” he continued at her confused look, “You know, to make you less nauseous…”

The brunette laughed, “Oh, well I guess that makes more sense.”

Midoriya looked around in search of Iida, but couldn’t really pick him out of the crowd. Though, after a second look, he spotted a familiar suit of white armor and nearly threw up. Gami watched his successor grow distraught and added in his two cents.

“Izu,” he began, “Just keep an eye on them. Remember that just because the pieces are lining up now, does not mean the puzzle will be completed today.”

He grimly nodded and tugged at his costume pants. He just needed to look out for them. There was no way he’d let anything happen to his friends on his watch.

Looking to take his mind off of Uraraka and Iida’s possible demise, he spotted a familiar head of candy cane hair. Well, it was more like just white hair, as half of Todoroki’s body was covered in ice. He rushed over to talk.

“Hey To-” the boy corrected himself quietly, “Shouto.”

“Hello Izuku,” the stoic student replied back, “Your costume looks good.”

He grew bashful, “Ah thanks. I actually came over to ask about yours.”

“Oh,” Todoroki pondered.

“I’m not sure you ever explained your quirk to me,” Midoriya rambled, “But what’s with all the ice?”

The boy shifted and grew more serious, “My quirk is Half-Cold Half-Hot. It lets me generate ice from my right side and fire from my left.”

“But your whole left side is frozen over…”

“I refuse to use my bastard of a father’s quirk,” he stated bluntly, “I’ll become a hero without it.”

“B-but Shouto-”

The reserved teen never got to finish as All Might called out.

“It’s time for battle training!!”

Most of the students cheered, with the exception being himself since he was still in shock, Todoroki, Bakugo, and a few others.

Iida then stepped up towards the front of the crowd, making Midoriya realize how far back he was, “Sensei! This appears to be the same field used in the entrance exam. Will we once again be performing cityscape maneuvers?”

All Might shook his head, “No!! You will be moving on to step two!! Indoor anti-personnel battle training!!”

The hero grew more animated as he spoke, “Villain battles are most commonly seen outdoors, but statistically, the most heinous villains are more likely to appear indoors.”

He raised a hand to his mouth in contemplation. The teen and his companion studied him closely. The pro was making strange pauses in his statements, almost like he was unsure of what to say.

Between confinement, house arrest, and black market deals… in this hero society of ours…” All Might took a break to cough, “The cleverest villains out there… lurk indoors.”

Well, he couldn’t disagree with that, at the very least. His mind went back to the sludge villain incident. While the villain was indeed strong, he wasn’t too bright, if attacking Bakugo in the middle of a shopping district was saying something.

“You’ll now be split into villain teams and hero teams… and face off in two-on-two indoor battles!!”

The frog girl Midoriya recognized from the quirk test spoke up, “So no basic training?”

The pro seemed to grow defensive, “Practical experience teaches you the basics! The distinction here is that you won’t be fighting disposable robots.”

At that, the class devolved into wild comments.

“What determines victory?” probed a spiky black haired girl who he recognized to be Yaoyorozu from the quirk test as well.

“Can I just blast everyone away?” Bakugo growled.

“Are you threatening to expel someone like Aizawa-sensei did?” Uraraka timidly asked.

“How do we proceed to divide ourselves into teams?” Iida questioned stiffly.

“How fabulous is my cape?” shined one blond boy he didn’t know the name of.

All Might became even more frustrated, “One at a time! My quirk isn’t super hearing!!”

He quickly composed himself and opened up a tiny pamphlet from his back pocket. Both Midoriya and Gami deadpanned. The hero was reading from a guide. That explained his choppy behavior.

“Listen closely. The villains will be hiding a nuclear weapon in the hideout. And the heroes have to go in and take care of it,” the seasoned hero flipped a page, “The heroes have a limited amount of time to either capture the villains or secure the weapon. The villains must either capture the heroes or protect the weapon until the time is up.”

All Might reached for a small box labeled “Lots” and displayed it to the students.

“Your battle partners will be decided by… drawing lots!!”

Iida immediately countered, “Is that really the best way?!”

Midoriya pondered the thought. Well, it makes sense. Pros often have to team up with heroes from other agencies on the spot during emergencies…

The teen shuddered and looked up, only to find all the eyes of his classmates on him. He must have said that aloud by accident. Iida heard the comment as well and straightened up. “I see. I apologize for getting ahead of myself. My mistake!”

The number one hero stiffened up at the sight of the boy, immediately recognizing him from the sludge villain incident. He had gotten to see his performance during the entrance exam and was surprised at his display of a quirk. It made him wonder why the boy had even asked him that question underneath the overpass. But he pushed the thought from his mind and continued with his speal. “It’s fine!! Let’s just get to it!!”

As All Might drew student numbers from the box, Midoriya was afraid the universe would screw with him and pair him up with Bakugo, but he was graced with Uraraka instead, to which he was thoroughly thankful for. He listened as Todoroki was paired with another student who had multiple sets of arms. Iida was the unfortunate one paired with Bakugo, and the boy pitied him

“Nice Midori! Must be fate!!,” his partner cheered, “Let’s do this!!”

He simply smiled back at her, and flashed a thumbs up.

The hero assigned each team a letter and shuffled them around, “Moving on. First up are these!!” He pulled two letters out and showed them off.

“The heroes are team A!!”

Midoriya and Uraraka looked at each other. They were up first, but who were they going up against?

“And the villains are team D!!”

He saw Iida and Bakugo move, and he just knew. Of course the universe decided not to spare him. He was a fool to think it would have mercy on him.

All Might didn’t notice the hostility he had just created, “The villain team goes in first. They have five minutes to prepare before the hero team is allowed in. The rest of us will watch via CCTV.”

He turned to face Iida and Bakugo.

“You two need to adopt a villain mind-set. This is practical experience, so go all out. Don’t hold back!”

That was bad advice to give to a volatile teenager with a dangerous explosion quirk.

“Though I will stop you if you take things too far…”

It was too late for the hero to save face now.

The two teams separated. The villains entered the building to prepare, while the heroes remained outside to discuss their plans.

Iida and Bakugo made their way to the top floor, where they deposited the weapon. The strict boy rapped his knuckles on its side, deeming it paper mache at the noise. He was a bit disappointed at having to play the role of the villains, but didn’t let his mood sour his performance.

The blond wasn’t as composed as his partner though. He had been angry when he found out that Deku had gotten into U.A., but upon seeing the boy display a quirk the other day, he felt his rage peak over and spill. “So Deku has a quirk now…”

Iida caught the comment as well as the teen’s attitude, “You saw his technique with his weapon, no? He is definitely the bigger threat. Though, I ask you not to charge right at Midoriya…”

But Bakugo ignored his partner’s request. Deku had been fooling him this whole time, and there was no way he’d let the damn nerd get off like that.

Uraraka pulled out the building blueprints that their teacher had given them, “The buildings blueprints… better memorize these.”

Midoriya nodded. He studied the map of the building and came to the scary conclusion that it looked similar to the one he was in during the foresight. His hands started to shake nervously and his partner picked up on that.

“Are you alright, Midori? You look really worried…”

“Ah, no it’s nothing…” he tried to reassure her, but she didn’t look convinced.

“Is it because we’re up against Bakugo?”

“Sorta.” He didn’t technically lie. He was feeling worried about fighting him, so he played it off like that to ease Uraraka’s concerns.

“Well, don’t stress too much about it,” she replied, “We just need to come up with a plan!”

Gami, who had remained quiet for some time, pitched in to the pep talk.

“Focus on the task at hand. Come up with a plan that keeps both of them safe.”

Midoriya nodded his head confidently at his mentor’s words. He turned to look at the brunette.

“Well, if a plan is what we need, then I got one…”

 


 

The hero team listened as All Might called in on their intercoms, telling them to start. Midoriya flew into action without hesitation.

“Gami,” he whispered so Uraraka wouldn’t hear, “Find the weapon.”

“Of course. I will report to you once I discover it.”

The teen watched his ghostly companion float into the building, then turned to his partner.

“You ready?”

She nodded, “Let’s do this!”

He squatted slightly and motioned for Uraraka to hop on. They had decided that it would be best to enter from one of the higher floors to keep their element of surprise. But having the brunette float both of them up would take a serious toll on her condition. So Midoriya proposed a different solution.

Uraraka wrapped her legs around his waist and hung her arms around his neck. Once he felt stable enough to move, the boy made his way to the exterior wall of the building. He placed both hands on the concrete and began to decay it slowly, having removed his gloves once his partner was secure on his back. Once he felt the notches were large enough for his grip, he stopped and prepared to scale the building the same way he had with the zero-pointer.

“Midori,” she started, “Are you sure you don’t want me to make myself weighless at least?”

But he just shook his head, “That’ll just make you nauseous. Don’t worry, I got this.”

Uraraka didn’t want to make her friend doubt himself, so she huffed in agreement.

Midoriya hoisted himself up using his first two holes, and then gradually made more where he needed them. Sure, the time he scaled the zero-pointer was much easier considering he didn’t have another person on him, but even now, they were making their way up the building at a steady pace.

The rest of the class observing in the monitor room were having a field day.

“Wow!”

“Look at him go!!”

“Is he scaling the building? That’s crazy!!”

Todoroki watched quietly, but that didn’t mean he wasn’t impressed. Scaling a building, especially while carrying someone, was no mere feat. Something like that required great physical strength as well as quirk creativity. It was an ingenious move. Midoriya would definitely be a big contender while he was here at U.A.

The hero team was currently at the fourth floor when Gami returned.

“The weapon is being guarded on the fifth floor with Iida. There are no signs of Bakugo anywhere in the building…”

He hummed, “Change of plans then…”

Uraraka heard him, “What is it, Midori?”

“Well, the floor above us is the top floor,” he tried to explain without mentioning that his ghostly mentor had found the weapon, “So that’s probably where the weapon is. Iida would probably think that we would float up to the top.”

She didn't get his point though, “If Iida thought we’d start at the top first, why would he put the weapon there?”

The boy used his head to gesture up at the windows, “The fifth floor is covered in big windows. He’d definitely see us coming.”

“Oh, then what do we do?”

He had already come up with a plan in the time they had been hanging there, “Well, if we enter on the fourth floor, we can still keep our element of surprise.”

“Sounds like a plan!”

Luckily, Midoriya had paused right at one of the fourth floor windows, so he carefully maneuvered himself closer. He was a bit afraid of releasing one of his hands to grab at the window, but he wouldn’t let it show. Removing one of his hands from the hole, he touched the window with all five fingers and let the DT rush through. Uraraka gasped at the sight of the glass beginning to shatter. Feeling the strain on his one hanging hand, he poured more DT into his fingers and the glass shattered instantly. Thankfully, it broke apart in pieces and wasn’t too loud.

“Can you reach the window from here,” he asked, returning his hand to the notch for stability.

“Yeah, no problem!” she whispered excitedly and slipped off his back and through the window hole.

He felt the strain leave him once his partner got off his back and into the building. He then threw himself from the wall through the window as well, and landed with a crunch onto the glass pieces.

Uraraka did a small, quiet cheer, “Successful infiltration!”

Midoriya nodded, “Lots of binds and corners, so watch out.”

The two then left the window and walked through the building. Both of them had memorized the floor plans fairly well, but what his partner didn’t know was that a spirit was currently leading them through the building as well. The ghost scoped out each and every hallway they turned into, making sure he could see that they were safe. He was sure that Bakugo would be coming soon, and he expected either a sneak attack or a blatant rush.

Then, as they passed by a small, dead end hallway, Bakugo’s form suddenly jumped out at them. The teen snapped into action and dived to cover his partner. Just as he did, the blond let a loud explosion out, but thanks to his quick action, the blast only hit the wall.

“He barely grazed me,” the boy announced, “Are you alright, Uraraka?”

“Yeah, thanks,” she responded a bit shaky.

“That’s good,” he confirmed, “But stick to the plan.”

The brunette nodded and got to her feet. Midoriya jumped to his as the smoke cleared and he could see the blond.

“Nice dodging,” Bakugo growled, “Deku.”

The green haired teen took a fighting stance. He had told Uraraka earlier that Bakugo would likely go after him, so they incorporated that into their plan. If he fought the raging blond, he would likely ignore her. She would be able to get away and engage Iida faster than if the two fought Bakugo together.

Back at the monitor room, the class grew excited again.

“Sneak attacks are so not manly,” one red haired student cried.

All Might interjected, “But they are a valid strategy for either heroes or villains!”

Another pink skinned girl cried out in awe, “That Midori sure can dodge!!”

Most of the class agreed with her.

Todoroki again observed in silence. He could tell that the blond was unnaturally hostile towards Midoriya. That made him suspicious. Did the two know each other or something?

Bakugo rose to his feet and smiled menacingly, pulling one of his gauntlets back, “I’m gonna mess you up just enough not to be disqualified!!” He rushed at him with a strong right hook, but the shy boy saw it coming.

He rushed forward to close the gap between them and latched both hands onto the gauntlet. Making sure to have it secure, he steadied his stance and used Bakugo’s own momentum to slam him to the ground. He held onto the gauntlet for a little longer than he needed to, and let the DT flow from his fingertips into it.

Bakugo was just in shock. Did Deku just read my moves?

Midoriya didn’t waste the opportunity, “Uraraka, go!”

She reacted almost immediately and took off. She didn’t want to hesitate and cost her partner the opportunity he had given her. This was all part of their plan after all.

The blond was too angry to care that the girl left the scene. He was ready to bash Deku’s face in.

“Bakugo, you almost always lead with that right hook,” he stated, “I’ve seen it enough to know.”

Both boys watched as the right gauntlet flaked away into dust, one in satisfaction and one in rage.

“You see… I’ve analyzed a lot of people in those notebooks of mine,” he clarified, “Just like the one you blew up and tossed out the window.”

The blond took up a squatting position, eyes full of fury, “You spout all that crap… all while scared out of your mind.”

He pushed himself back up to his feet.

“It pisses me off!!”

Suddenly, Bakugo’s com went off.

“Hey Bakugo,” out came Iida’s voice, “Update me on the situation! What’s happening?!”

He just growled, “Shut up and keep watch! I’m ready to wreck someone!!”

And with that, he cut the line.

Bakugo shot himself towards Midoriya with another explosion, ready to ram his knee into the boy. But he saw that coming too and quickly rolled out of the way. Reaching into the pocket that held his gloves, he rummaged around and pulled out a roll of capture tape. He knew it was unlikely that he would actually restrain the blond, but it might give him an opportunity to attack.

He managed to wrap the tape around his leg halfway before Bakugo noticed. He yanked hard on the tape, pulling the blond off balance. What will come next? If I know Bakugo, he’ll rage and attack again…

“Damn you, Deku!!”

With his usual right hook!!

The teen dived out of the way as another explosion landed at the spot where he once was. Midoriya didn’t want to fight here, the hallway was too narrow for him to pull any stunts with his scythe. So during the chaos of that last attack, he quickly turned the corner and ran, knowing Bakugo would follow him.

That didn’t mean Bakugo liked it though, “Get back here, Deku!!”

He ducked into another hall and stopped just to catch his breath and collect his thoughts. Everything was going more or less according to plan. Bakugo came straight at him, flat out ignoring Uraraka. And based on the com interaction, there wasn’t much teamwork going on between the two on the villain team either. All was working in their favor so far. Now, he would just have to find a way to immobilize or distract Bakugo long enough to get away, so he could help his partner.

Uraraka had managed to find the weapon along with Iida, but stayed hidden. She watched her friend mutter to himself, and wondered what he was saying. But she had to stay out of sight until Midroya came back. She listened in as Iida’s mumblings grew louder.

“Bakugo has a natural tendency towards troublemaking, so this exercise is perfectly suited to him… I suppose I must also take on the role of a villain…,” he stayed on that tangent, “Though it brings shame to the Iida family name, this training will help me become a better man!! I must commit!!”

He turned towards the doorway with a menacing look.

“I am the ultimate evil!!”

The brunette couldn’t stop her laughter at that. She let out a loud giggle and alerted the boy of her presence.

“So you’ve come, Uraraka!” he announced with a dark undertone, “I know your quirk allows you to levitate objects you touch, so before you arrived…”

The armored student spun around a bit and extended his arms in a flashy manner as the girl left her hiding spot.

“I enacted a counter strategy against you by removing all objects on this floor!!”

She quickly turned on her com to get in touch with her partner.

“Midori!”

The boy answered quickly, currently weaving in and out of halls in search of a way to apprehend Bakugo, “Uraraka, what is it?”

“Iida found me, sorry,” she sighed, “And he moved everything so I’ve got nothing to fight with…”

Midoriya scowled, “That’s alright. Where are you?”

“Fifth floor. Right in the center!”

He looked up. So right above me…

“I’ll be there as fast as I can. Just stall and stay on the defensive.”

The teen then heard a click and turned his eyes back to the hall to see Bakugo standing in front of him. His one remaining gauntlet was pointed right at him. He quickly let his partner go to put his full attention on the boy.

The blond chuckled, “I’m sure you know from all your stalking, but…”

He took offense at that statement, but didn’t let it show. He didn’t consider his analysis “stalking”. Sure, maybe it was a bit invasive and maybe it freaked people out, but stalking? No way

“The sweat glands on my palms secrete…” he continued, “something like nitroglycerin. That’s how I make my explosions.”

Midoriya quickly put the pieces together. The sweat, the gauntlet, the smug grin on his face. Don’t tell me he’s gonna…

Gami, who had stayed on the sidelines most of the fight, stepped in to consult his successor, “Be careful.”

“Assuming they honored my design request… this gauntlet had been storing that fluid,” he kept on, “Call it revenge for destroying my other gauntlet.”

All Might immediately interrupted through the intercom, his outburst scaring the observing students, “Bakugo don’t! You’ll kill him!!”

The blond smiled psychotically, “He won’t die if he dodges!!”

Midoriya barely heard the pin get pulled out and clink to the ground before all hell broke loose.

He reacted as fast as possible. There was no room for hesitation as he felt his hair scorch. He flexed his hand and summoned his scythe. Not skipping a beat, he unleashed the dam and released his DT into his weapon as if it were a wild, savage beast. He swung the blade to meet the blast, his previous preparation merely lasting a second.

The shockwave met the blast and the two fought for dominance. Uraraka and Iida held their ground as the entire building shook on its foundation. All Might and the other students could only watch the cameras as Bakugo fought to prove and Midoriya fought to live.

A second went by, but the two forces continued to struggle. Finally, the teen’s shockwave won, but just barely. It pushed all the dust, smoke, and debris towards the angry blond, who had to shield his eyes. Midoriya didn’t waste a single moment though, and distanced himself. His eyes landed on his exit and he formulated a plan.

The smoke didn’t disappear right away, but he could still make out Bakugo’s deranged smile. And it scared him.

He quickly lowered his form to continue hiding in the smoke. He could tell the blond was looking for him.

“Come on out, Deku,” he teased, “I want to crush you…”

The boy would not fall for the taunt though, and instead searched the ground for something. His fingers ran over a small stone and he grinned. While hidden in the smoke, he tossed the stone to the other side of the damaged room.

Bakugo heard a stone get kicked and narrowed in on his prey, “Time to pound you…”

Midoriya stayed low to the ground and crawled away from the blond, towards his exit. The smoke was still decently thick, and he was going to use that to his advantage. He threw another piece of debris to another corner of the room, hoping to confuse him.

Gami watched his successor lead the blond around the room, playing him for a fool. He was proud of his friend’s cunning genius, but also relieved that he wasn’t too badly injured.

The sneaky teen tossed around a few more stones and could hear Bakugo grow more and more frustrated. After one final throw, he left the scene and headed up to meet his partner. Once he was sure Bakugo couldn’t hear him, he tried to contact her, but realized his com was out. He pushed his exhausted body to run faster up the stairs and to the room where Uraraka had told him she was.

He ran into the room, much to the surprise of Iida and his partner. The brunette quickly regrouped with him.

“Midori! Are you alright?” she pressed.

“Just a bit roughed up, but I’ll be fine,” he replied, “We don’t have too much time though. I’m not sure how long Bakugo will stay distracted.”

She nodded, “Well I tried to grab the weapon myself, but Iida keeps moving it around.”

He huffed. Iida’s speed would definitely be a problem. “Initiate Plan B then!”

“Alright!”

The boy playing a villain was confused. What did this “Plan B” have in store for him?
Midoriya quickly ran over to a support pillar closest to his partner and slammed his hands down onto it. It happened so fast, Iida had no time to react. The concrete pillar decayed almost instantaneously and Uraraka grabbed it and activated her quirk. She lifted the pillar up over her head, now finally having a weapon.

“Let’s go Midori!!” she cried.

He grunted in response and followed up with both hands on the floor. The decay spread throughout the floor and it crumbled to pieces, exposing the floor below. The gap stretched all the way from left to right, leaving Iida no room to run away with the weapon. The teen quickly realized the parallels of this scene to his premonition, but was too caught up in the moment.

Bakugo, who was directly under, figured out that the boy had tricked him and stormed up to fight him.

As the debris flew around the room, he called out.

“Now Uraraka!!”

She swung the pillar, the force of the swing blowing the debris right at Iida’s face.

“HOME RUN COMET!!”

The armored student raised his hands to shield his face and the hero team saw their chance.

“Now’s your chance!” Midoriya yelled to his partner, “Go Uraraka!!”

The brunette reacted quickly, dropping the concrete support pillar and touching her chest. She activated her quirk on herself and launched herself into the air, right above Iida’s head. The teen watched as their plan unfolded to the smallest detail, of course, not without a few hitches.

But he still watched in awe, as Uraraka hugged the weapon, securing it for the team.

“Weapon secured!!”

All Might’s voice rang over all the coms, though Midoriya couldn’t hear it.

“THE HERO TEAM WINS!!”

And finally, the fight was over.

The first thing the hero team did was barf. Well, more accurately, it was Uraraka who did the puking. Iida, being on the same side of the makeshift canyon as her, ran to her fallen form to help her as best he could. Gami floated over to greet his successor.

“That was certainly an eventful fight,” the man began, “You did well.”

The shy boy didn’t believe him, “You really think so?”

“I know so…”

“Hey Midoriya!!”

He flinched at the name, but immediately knew it was Iida who was calling him. He turned to see his partner back on her feet and the other boy standing next to her. They carefully made their way back over the large gap using the pillar Uraraka had discarded. Soon enough, they were at his side.

“That was quite the spectacular Plan B!!” Iida continued, “But if I may, what was Plan A?”

The brunette took over, “Well, that was in case you hadn’t moved anything out of the room for me. I was going to float as many things as I could while Midori batted them at you.”

Midoriya jumped back in, “It was our Plan A because it was less risky and easier to execute. We knew that Plan B was a bit dangerous, especially if this scenario had been for real, but we factored that in to make it as safe for a nuclear weapon as possible.”

Iida looked impressed, “Well, I am amazed. You certainly had the brains, power and teamwork to win this challenge. I am not at all bothered to have been beaten by you two!!”

The three smiled and laughed together. No one was majorly injured, and there weren’t any hard feelings between them. They all congregated by the room’s only exit to talk some more, oblivious to the dreadful hurricane headed their way.

Bakugo reached the fifth floor and quickly found the room that Deku was in. He was seething mad. How dare the nerd play him like that, tricking him into thinking he was still somewhere in the smoke. It wasn’t even just that. The whole time Deku had simply read him like a book, calculating his every move with terrifying accuracy. And that pissed him off. He wasn’t going to let him off that easy.

He stood in the doorway, surprising the three students, “Deku…”

They all turned around in shock, and that’s when Midoriya remembered his foresight. He couldn’t believe he had forgotten something like that, even for a second. The boy tensed, ready to act when he needed to.

The raging blond kept talking, “You played me like a damn fool. I bet you think you're so smart, don’t you?”

He raised his only gauntlet up at him, his mind too full of anger to properly realize what he was doing. That same anger had given him enough sweat to fire off another large blast if he needed to. The teens gasped in shock.

Iida was the first to reply, “Bakugo, what do you think you’re doing?!”

All Might and the rest of the class watched in horror from the monitor room. The hero tried to deescalate the situation. “Bakugo, the training exercise is over!!”

But the blond either didn’t hear the pro or simply ignored him, “I’ll tell you what I think, you fucking runt! I think you should learn your place!!”

It was like slow motion. Both Midoriya and Gami watched as Bakugo pulled the pin out of his gauntlet for the second time. This was it. It was happening. The same scene he had witnessed at the subway station was unfolding in front of his very eyes. The explosion was too large. It was going to hit Iida and Uraraka as well. They were going to be blown into the hole in the floor. They would land on the floor below. Their spines would snap.

They were going to die.

He prayed. He prayed to the universe so desperately in that moment… That he could reach his friends before they were hit.

Uraraka and Iida were still crying out in shock, neither even realizing what was truly happening. They were too caught off guard to think about using their quirks. The two were simply in pure disbelief that a classmate would attack them in such a manner.

Each frantic step the boy took was issued with so much force, he was afraid his legs would break. But he just kept on running towards his friends, who he watched in slow motion try to protect themselves from the blast. He had to make it. He just had to!

I have to get there!!

He reached out his arms desperately, hoping, praying, to feel something between his ungloved fingers. He couldn’t fail them. He wouldn’t be able to live with himself. That it was his fault Bakugo had fired, and they just got caught in the midst.

It was like a blessing, almost as if the universe finally granted his poor heart a wish, that he managed to feel two different arms in his grasp. Without hesitation, he roughly shoved both Iida and Uraraka out of the way, just as he felt the heat of the explosion touch his costume.

It wasn’t a second later that he was blown off his feet. There was so much chaos going on, he didn’t even realize that his friends were watching him in horror, as he went over the edge.

He felt himself fall through the hole he had made to win the training exercise, down to the spot on the fourth floor where he had tricked Bakugo with the stones. Even now, he could still tell there was still smoke on the ground. That massive explosion was truly impressive.

He wasn’t sure when exactly he had hit the ground, but after what seemed like forever, his vision went dark.

Midoriya didn’t know how long it had been since he lost consciousness, but assumed it wasn’t long considering he was still laying on the wrecked fourth floor. His whole body hurt, so he didn’t bother trying to get up. His mentor was at his side and kneeled down at his wake.

“G-g-gami…” he struggled to say. Even his breaths were painful, “W-what happened?”

“Do not move. You were hit by Bakugo’s explosion.”

His first thought went to his friends, who had also been up there, “U-ura… I-iid…”

“They are safe.” It sounded like the ghost was crying. “Please, worry about yourself.”

His mind switched back into rational mode, “D-damages…?”

“Your injuries are severe. You cannot move, no matter what.”

The boy listened obediently, “T-tell… me.”

“Your arm is impaled on a metal rod. I do not know if any of your other bones are broken.”

He couldn’t see his arms from the angle he was at, but trusted in his companion’s words. His neck ached so badly, it reminded him of the phantom pains earlier this morning. With each breath it felt as if his chest was collapsing on him. He was in so much pain, he just wished it would end already.

“T-tired…”

The spirit knew his successor couldn’t die, but that didn’t mean he wanted him to fall back into unconsciousness again.

“N-no. Fight it off Izuku. You have to stay awake!”

The teen didn’t want to disappoint his mentor, so he fought off the darkness, as much as he wanted it to consume him. He was running out of energy though, and only managed to stay awake longer enough to see some robots rolling towards him.

Then, he truly succumbed to his urge to sleep.

 


 

Midoriya wouldn’t lie, he was a bit disappointed to wake up again, but his eyes did flutter open. And once they did, he realized he was in what looked to be a hospital. But upon closer inspection, he realized it wasn’t a hospital at all. It was the school’s nursing office.

He slowly craned his neck to the left and was met by an immediate scolding.

“Don’t move your head! Your spine is still fragile!!”

It took him a moment, but he recognized the voice to be Recovery Girl’s. That made sense. She was the school’s nurse. But he didn’t listen and moved his head around again. Aizawa and Nezu were also in the office. What were they doing here?

“Ah, Midoriya!” the principal began, “It’s so good to see you awake. How are you feeling?”

The boy wasn’t sure if he could speak coherent sentences, but he took a try, “Hurts… a lot. What… happened?”

His homeroom teacher stepped in, “Bakugo fired off an explosion at you, Iida, and Uraraka after the exercise was over. You managed to push them out of the way and took the brunt of the hit. You fell to the floor below and landed on your back, damaging your spine and impaling your left arm.”

He looked down at his arm and sure enough, there was a large scar in his forearm, the size of a metal rod. That’s when he realized his arms were exposed and he was still in his hero costume. The sleeves had been ripped off.

Recovery Girl piped up at that, “The damage to your spinal cord should have killed you. It was in complete shambles, and yet when I used my quirk on you, it simply healed as if it were a normal injury. You need to explain yourself.”

It was a bit inconsiderate that the heroine was asking him to spill his secrets after he had nearly died, but at locking eyes with Nezu, he caved, knowing it was for the better.

“I-I… have i-immortality…”

The older lady clearly wasn’t expecting that, but the principal jumped right back in to explain, “Midoriya has been hiding a lot of things concerning his true abilities for his own safety. I will explain everything to you later.”

Midoriya hoped that was the end of the questions, and the teachers would let him rest in peace, but he was sorely mistaken.

“We just have one more thing, Midoriya,” Nezu continued, “before we must go.”

The teen just nodded. He noticed Gami at his bedside, holding his hand gently. He squeezed it tightly, just to let the man know he was ok. Well… as ok as he could be right now.

“Midoriya, we had to take off your costume to perform a medical exam on you,” the nurse picked up, “and I noticed some concerning things.”

Huh? Concerning things? What in paradise’s name was she talking about.

“You have a massive scar on your chest, as well as numerous ones on your arms. None of those were from today’s incident. So I must ask…” she explained, “Where did you get those?”

Oh

Oh shit.

OH FUCK-

Of course, he didn’t respond right away, so the heroine continued her onslaught, “I’m a nurse. I know plenty about how scars form. The one on your chest is clearly a burn scar and the others were hard to figure out at first, but from their depth, I can tell they’re from glass shards.”

Nezu tagged himself in, “We just want to know where you got them from, Midoriya. Can you tell us?”

Aizawa still hadn’t said a word.

The boy could feel himself panicking. Shit, they had already found out about his whole role as Death, he couldn’t just tell them his whole tragic sob story. Then what would happen? Would they deem him too much a risk to stay at U.A.? Or worse, send him off to some prison so he couldn’t take his revenge if he wanted to. Which he didn’t! But his rationality went out the window at that moment, and all the worse possible scenarios ran through his mind.

“Izu, you have to tell them. They might even be able to help yo-”

Midoriya completely forgot that Gami was invisible to anyone other than him. Or that Recovery Girl didn’t even know about his existence. His mouth simply opened and he didn’t think.

“You expect me to tell everything to complete strangers?! They already interrogated me yesterday!!”

No one said a word after and that’s how he had realized he just said that aloud. It was so quiet, the boy swore he could hear the pin from Bakugo’s gauntlet fall over and over again. He really screwed up this time.

Nezu was the first to respond, and he wasn’t as composed as before, “You were talking to Gami-san again, right Midoriya?”

The boy was completely embarrassed in himself, “Y-yeah, I’m sorry sir…”

But the principal didn’t stop there. He knew the look on his student’s face. It was the look of years of submission, of pain, of abuse… Something he had gone through himself many years ago.

“You’re… being hurt at home, aren’t you Midoriya?”

He snapped up from his hospital bed, startling the teachers in the room, “N- err… I… um…”

The words were foaming at his mouth and came out incoherent. He clutched at his chest, right where he knew the burn scar from his father laid. Aizawa finally took charge of the situation. “How about we ask you questions, and you answer? Does that sound ok?”

He couldn’t put the words together, so he just nodded his head solemnly.

Eraserhead didn’t stop, “When did you get that scar on your chest?”

He hesitated, but the ghost next to him gave him a slight nudge. “W-when I was 4.”

Recovery Girl asked next, “Did someone give it to you?”

The teen nodded shakily. “My father.”

“How?”

“His quirk…”

Nezu picked up there, “Can you explain?”

He took a shaky swallow. “His quirk is fire breathing. H-he burned me three nights a-after my quirk diagnosis and never c-came back…”

Aizawa realized at that statement that no one actually knew the boy’s true quirk, “What was the diagnosis?”

Oh god, why? Why was everything unraveling like this? “I...I-”

“Take your time, dearie,” he heard the older woman say.

“I don-… I didn’t-” he forced the words to come out, “I didn’t have a quirk…! S-so he didn’t want me…”

The room was silent. No one said a word, or asked another question. Midoriya didn’t want to hear the empty nothingness though, so he just kept on like he did with Todoroki, hoping to change the subject. The words came out easier when he was deflecting anyway.

“My mom became an alcoholic after he left. She blames me for everything,” he rambled, “She comes home late though, so I don’t see her often…”

Still, no one said anything. He was growing more and more nervous and could feel his panic take over his form. He realized he still didn’t have his gloves on.

“My gloves! I need my gloves!” He yanked his arms up from the hospital bed, ignoring the IV in one. Holding them up in midair, he made sure his fingertips weren’t touching anything. Aizawa was the first to figure out what was happening, his rational mind kicking into overdrive.

“He’s losing control of his powers right now!” the normally tired man exclaimed, remembering the boy had told them his powers acted up under emotional distress, “We need something he can use it on!”

Recovery Girl quickly tossed the pro a clipboard, and he threw it at the student in the hospital bed. In hindsight, that probably wasn’t a good idea, but luckily the student caught it. The clipboard disintegrated to mere dust in an instant. The boy calmed down.

Gami rummaged through the remains of his hero costume currently on the floor and managed to find and pull out a pair of discarded gloves. The pocket they were once in was nothing more than shreds of fabric. The ghost somehow was able to hold them and tossed them into his successor’s lap. The teachers were surprised at a pair of gloves seemingly moving on their own, but the man and the rodent knew the truth to what was happening.

“T-thanks Gami…” he answered and slipped them on. Instantly, he felt relaxed, and nearly fell asleep. He leaned back into the bed, returning to a calm state.

Nezu tugged a paw at Aizawa’s pant leg, “Well… we will be going now Midoriya. Please, rest up. I hope to see you out of here later.”

The principal left and his home room teacher quickly followed. Recovery Girl was the only one left in the room, besides the spirit of course. She walked over to him and gave him a quick kiss on the forehead. The teen could feel his energy drain away.

“Get some rest, dearie,” she spoke softly, “You need it.”

For the third time, his eyes closed and he was off to dreamland.

God, could this day get any worse?

 


 

Midoriya awoke some time later and was deemed in stable enough condition by Recovery Girl to return to class. He wasn’t sure how much time had passed, but he was definitely sure that all of the other training battles were already over. That disappointed him as he was excited to see his classmates’ quirks in action, but what could he really do?

The nurse had told him to be careful moving around as his spine was still fragile, but he wouldn’t have to worry about snapping it. The hole in his arm was fully healed, and only a small, round scar remained. Most of his stamina was gone, since Recovery Girl had used it to speed up his healing, so he was now groggily dragging himself down the hallway.

The heroine had given him a spare uniform to wear, since his costume was so mangled. His arms were now completely covered, with thick bandages around one. He used his signature glove-covered hands to pull open his classroom door, the mere action putting serious strain on his body. He barely got the door open when someone called his name.

“Oh, Midoriya’s here!! Welcome back man!!” one student with red, spiky hair cried.

The door was flung open for him, and the boy was immediately bombarded by his class. He backed away in discomfort, still an emotional mess from earlier in the nurse’s office. But the crowd was dispelled by two worried students, who shoved their way to the front.

“Oh, Midori,” Uraraka whimpered out with concern, “Are you ok?”

He reached out to her, “I’m fine, but-”

Iida was trying to hold some students back from tackling him, but that didn’t mean he wasn’t concerned as well, “Midoriya, you’re not seriously injured, are you?”

“No- well I was,” he started, “But I’m fine now! So please don’t worry!”

The brunette jumped back in, nearly embracing him before she remembered he was hurt, “You took the hit for us!! I was terrified when I saw you go over!!”

The teen’s mind flashed back to his premonition, but he pushed it away. It hadn’t come true. He had stopped it. He had saved them. “I couldn’t let you guys get hit. You’re… my friends after all.”

Iida looked heartwarmed, “Still, I must ask you please be more self conserving. You had the entire class petrified.”

Midoriya was positive that it wasn’t the whole class, but still, he had never had so many people worried about him, “I’ll… try.” He flashed a smile.

Uraraka wiped away a few tears and gave him a gentle hug, unable to resist anymore. He flinched at first, but slowly hugged back. The touch didn't feel as uncomfortable as it would have back at Aldera. Maybe that was a sign that things were getting better.

“We’re just so glad you’re alright,” she sniffled.

The girl eventually backed away and smiled in return. Iida, having done his version of damage control, now stood next to her. His glasses hid any stray droplets that may have escaped. But now that the two students had properly checked on their friend, the rest of the class pounced.

The red haired boy came back up to him, “I don’t know what you were saying back there, but that was a wild battle!!”

A girl with pink skin and yellow horns spoke next, “Your dodging was so good!!”

Another student with brown hair and plump lips interrupted, “We were all super pumped after that crazy first round!!”

The shy teen just smiled awkwardly during all of that, “Um… I’m afraid I don’t know all your names just yet…"

The red, spiky haired boy introduced himself first, “I’m Kirishima Eijirou!! Your fight was so manly!!”

“I’m Ashido Mina,” the pink female went next, “You dodge really well!!”

“I’m Asui Tsuyu,” said the frog girl Midoriya had noticed a few times, “But you can call me Tsu.”

The brunet only introduced himself with his family name, “And I’m Sato.”

Midoriya's smile turned genuine, “Well, I’m Midoriya Izuku! But I’m sure you already knew that! Though, I’d prefer to be called by a nickname…”

The newly introduced Ashido cheered, “Well, I heard you're going by Midori, so I’ll just call you that! Plus it’s cute!”

The boy wasn’t sure how he felt at being considered “cute” but the rest of the class quickly latched onto the name, so he didn’t mind. Plus, he actually enjoyed the nickname quite a lot.

Ashido was a very animated person, and he realized that very quickly. But that didn’t mean he was expecting her to slap a hand on his back. He hissed in pain and she moved it frantically

“Oh I’m so sorry!” she apologized.

“No, no it’s fine,” he reassured, “My spine is still a bit sensitive…”

Iida activated worried dad mode at that, “But you told us you weren’t seriously injured!”

“Well I was, but Recovery Girl healed me up…” he tried to clarify.

Uraraka lept on Iida’s bandwagon, “Midori, how badly were you hurt…?”

The teen waved his hands dismissively, “Guys, I’m fine now. You really don’t need to worry…”

But at his friends’ unbelieving looks, he caved.

“My spine was badly damaged when I fell,” that was definitely an understatement, but he didn’t want to tell his friends that he should technically be dead, “And I got my arm stuck on a metal rod, but I’m fine no-”

The brunette clasped her hands over her mouth in shock, “Oh my god!”

Iida only grew more worried, “Will you be alright to continue your hero studies?”

The rest of the class seemed interested in that.

“Y-yeah! I told you guys. I’m practically brand new again. I just need a good night’s sleep!”

That was finally enough to deescalate the situation and calm his friends’ nerves. His body ached from simply standing, so Uraraka and Iida finally allowed him a moment to breathe and let him sit down alone at his desk. He carefully leaned back in his chair so as to not aggravate his spine further, and let out a deep sigh he had been holding since waking up for the first time in Recovery Girl’s office. But even then, the universe would not allow him a single moment of peace.

Though, the peace breaker ended up being Todoroki, so it wasn’t as bad as it could have potentially been…

“I know you have been insistent on your condition,” the boy started, “But are you truly alright, Izuku?”

He widened his smile, “Yeah! Don’t worr-”

“I’m not referring to your injuries,” he interrupted bluntly.

Jeez, he really couldn’t slip anything past this kid. His smile fell. “How could you tell? Is it really that obvious?”

The candy cane student shook his head, “It’s not, but your eyes give it away. Do you… want to talk about it?”

Midoriya gulped. It was weighing heavy on his chest, but he didn’t want to put that kind of strain on a friend…

Todoroki noticed the hesitation, “Yesterday, you said you wanted to work through this together. That means you have to talk as well.”

He was sure the boy didn’t mean to put it that rudely, but he got the message.

“Recovery Girl saw my scars…” he whispered quietly, hoping not to attract any unwanted attention, “She brought in Aizawa-sensei and Nezu-san.”

The red and white haired boy stiffened, “I’m assuming you told them?”

“I didn’t want to…” he mumbled with a slight whimper, picking at his gloves, “but they practically figured it out themselves. I… don’t know what to do…”

“What do you mean?”

The teen looked up, finding it unnaturally easy to open up the boy in front of him, “I’m scared. If they decided to do something, where am I going to go? I can’t stay with my father, hell, I don’t even know where he is. What if I’m put into a different home? Will I even be able to come to U.A. anymore? I just-”

Todoroki cut off his frantic rambling, but softened at his desperate look, “I’m sure it will all end up alright…”

“But what if it doesn't…!”

The student reached into the back pocket of his uniform and pulled out a small sliver of paper, neatly cut and folded, “Here. We’ll figure this out together.”

Then, Todoroki returned to his seat. Midoriya didn’t miss the fact that he had said “together”. He unfolded the piece of paper, only to see a phone number on it.

“Well that was smooth…”

The teen socked his mentor hard in the arm. He was sure the student only meant it as a means of communication, so he wouldn’t feel as alone. But that also made him wonder, did Todoroki prepare the paper beforehand to give it to him, or did he just have random slips of paper with his number on it for emergencies? Either way, it seemed a bit strange, but he took the gesture as a friendly one.

He entered the number into his phone and labeled the contact “Shouto”. Gami watched as he did, but did not spare him from any teasing.

“Given name, huh?” the spirit joked.

“Be quiet,” he hissed under his breath, “You weren’t saying anything yesterday…”

“He did not give you his number yesterday…”

“Oh you’re unbearable,” the boy huffed, but the ghost didn’t miss the small smirk on his face, “I thought you were more mature than this…”

The man sighed, “I have been mature for over 5 centuries, let me have this.”

He rolled his eyes, “Whatever you say.”

The duo chatted sparingly since they were still in class, but eventually the bell rang and Midoriya got ready to leave. He wasn’t sure if he would get to go home or not. Maybe he was just overthinking things…

He slipped his backpack on as Uraraka and Iida joined him. Together, the three made their way out of the classroom, only to be stopped by Aizawa at the door again.

“Midoriya,” he began, “I need you to go to Recovery Girl. She wants to do one last check up before you leave.”

“Darn,” the brunette sighed, “We’ve been foiled again.”

“Sorry guys…” he replied.

Iida reassured him, “It is completely fine. We’d rather have you in the best shape possible, even if that means we do not walk to the subway together.”

The group walked together down the hallway, but split once the reserved boy reached the nurse’s office. He entered the room, to which only the heroine was there. She motioned for him to sit on the bed and started to check him over.

“Nezu explained your situation to me,” she stated.

“Oh…” he wasn’t sure what to say.

“Is… um, Gami in here? the older woman asked.

He looked over to his ghostly companion, “Yeah, he’s standing at the foot of the bed.”

“Please tell her I thank her for taking care of you. You are far too reckless for your own good.”

“He wants to thank you for healing me,” the teen repeated, “He also thinks I’m too reckless…”

The heroine laughed, “Well I’m certainly inclined to agree with him. Though, your injuries seem to be healing fine. You should be back to normal by tomorrow.”

“Oh that’s wonderful, Midoriya!”

Both parties turned to see the principal and a tired teacher walk into the office. Nezu had a bright smile on his face and Eraserhead seemed merely indifferent.

“Nezu-san,” he greeted, “Aizawa-sensei. What are you doing here?”

The rodent’s smile fell to more of a neutral face, “Well, we have decided what to do about your… situation.”

Midoriya instantly tensed. Gami moved to stand closer to his successor.

He continued, “As a school, it is our responsibility that all of our students are kept safe, and that includes both on our premise and at home. Aizawa-san and I have come to the conclusion that returning home isn’t a safe option for you.”

He wasn’t sure how to feel about that. Sure, he didn't really want to go home, but that was all he knew. What would happen to him now?

Nezu took a step forward, “I don’t think that putting you into a foster home right now will necessarily help your mental state as a growing teenager. Plus, I’m assuming you would need to hide your role as a Grim Reaper from anyone new that you’d be living with.”

“For the last time-”

“Gami,” he shushed, “I’m sorry. Please continue…”

Aizawa raised an eyebrow. He realized the principal was going off script. This wasn’t what they had discussed. Leave it to the chaotic rodent to throw a wrench into the gears at the last minute.

“So, as U.A.’s principal, I have access to a better option for you that would ensure you remain enrolled as well as out of your household!”

The boy fiddled with his gloves nervously, “Well, that’s good I guess…”

“Unfortunately, this solution will only be temporary until U.A. officially works out all the details with the police.”

“So… what’s going to happen to me?” he wondered why the principal was stalling so much.

“Well, I’ll be using the school’s executive power to pull you from your home, since we’ve deemed it unstable for you to live under,” Nezu paused briefly.

“And you’ll be staying with Aizawa-san in the meantime!”

“WHAT!?” Midoriya cried out in shock.

Aizawa turned to the principal, “This is not what we discussed!!”

Nezu just smirked sadistically.

“Things don’t always go according to plan, now do they, Aizawa-san?”

Notes:

What a rollercoaster of a chapter. I’m not going to talk about it too much down here, but feel free to leave some comments on how you felt about it. And please, questions are appreciated!! If I didn’t do a good job explaining something or you’re just confused about a part, please ask! This chapter was like a whole mess, so I don’t blame you lol.

I’m not too confident in the ending with Nezu’s dialogue. I’m not really sure how child protective services work in Japan, but I wrote it as best I could. I figured a school as powerful and prestigious as U.A. would be able to pull a student from their home if it was revealed that the home was unsafe. Then, the school would be able to place the student under a teacher’s care temporarily until all the details are worked out with police. Once all the details are finalized, the police would then move the student under a relative’s custody or into foster care or something. In the end, I tried to play it as rational as possible. Hope this is ok!

Just to clarify the whole thing with Recovery Girl. So her quirk works by taking the patient’s stamina, not her own. That gives her healing a major drawback of purely relying on her patient’s energy. She can only heal them for how much stamina they have, if she goes over, they die. But remember, Midoriya is immortal. So she can technically heal him for more stamina then he has, cause he can’t die. That’s how she was able to fix a fucking shattered spine so quickly.

The beginnings of Tododeku are starting to form!! They’re already on first name basis lol. I just jumped head first with those two, since I figured Todoroki would be more sympathetic and open to someone who he could relate to.

Gami is like an overprotective dad honestly. He just wants to see his successor safe and happy.

I think that’s it. Here’s the power list!

Death’s Touch: Anything Midoriya touches starts to decay immediately, regardless of the amount of fingers touching. This ability works on both the living and the non living. At first, Midoriya couldn’t control this ability, as it activated immediately without his consent. However, now he is able to control the activation on humans and non living objects, being able to start and stop the decay at will. However, he had gained no progress with plant or animal life. Any damage done to living organisms with this power cannot be healed.

Death’s Scythe: Midoriya can summon a scythe to fight with at will. The scythe vaguely resembles a bird’s beak, and has a hole near the start of the blade. The scythe is the only item that can’t be destroyed by Death’s Touch. The Death’s Touch ability can be shared with the scythe at Midoriya’s will, however it can only decay what it cuts. The decay follows the same rules as Death’s Touch. He can also make the scythe disappear at will when he is finished with it or to free his hands.

Immortality: Midoriya is immortal and cannot die. However, he can still get hurt and scarred. The immortality ability doesn’t provide any regeneration, but any wounds that could be detrimental to his job, such as lost/broken limbs and organs, will be healed the next day.

Premonition: Midoriya can see flash images of people who may die before they are supposed to. Normally, he cannot interfere with death, as it’s his job, but he has the option of attempting to save anyone he views in a premonition. These premonitions are bare and don’t provide much information other than the person themselves and their demise, occasionally revealing the setting and attacker, if any. The premonitions can come true between an hour after viewing to 3 days later.

Soul Contact: When a person dies, their soul is immediately sent to Midoriya. He can see, touch, and hold these souls. When holding a soul, Midoriya can see the most important memories and decisions attached to that soul, and hence that person.

Soul Sorting: This ability allows Midoriya to decide which part of the afterlife a soul moves on to. The areas of the afterlife can only be summoned with intent and the swipe of a hand, with the areas themselves being represented by flames. The areas that he can choose from are Paradise, Purgatory, and the Underworld. Once Midoriya decides where the soul best fits, it is sent to the being of that respective area. If approved, the soul stays in that area forever, the exception being Purgatory. Souls in Purgatory can be moved again to either Paradise or the Underworld, however, this is not Midoriya’s decision. If rejected, the soul is sent back to him for reevaluation. All souls must be sorted within 24 hours of Midoriya receiving them, with rejected souls resetting their time limits once they get back to him. Failure to sort a soul within its time limit may result in serious unknown punishment.

Chapter 13: Changing The Formality

Summary:

You can take the boy out of trauma, but you can't take the trauma out of the boy.

Aizawa really isn't qualified for this.

Notes:

Trigger Warning: Heavy Panic Attacks

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Midoriya stayed quiet as Aizawa argued with Nezu, who just seemed to be enjoying the situation. He hadn’t moved from his spot on the hospital bed. Recovery Girl wasn’t making eye contact with him anymore and had simply moved to her desk. Gami floated over to sit next to him, but after deeming his form too unstable to make contact with the bed, he just stood by the boy. His successor hadn’t moved a muscle since the principal’s declaration, and that concerned the ghost.

“Are you… doing alright?”

He didn’t respond. The teachers just kept fighting.

“Is it because of Eraserhead’s reaction?”

Again, no response.

“Is it the change then? Is it because you are being forced somewhere new?”

No answer.

“Was it just the day? Has today been too much?”

Nothing.

The teen wasn’t sure what was wrong with him, honestly. It just felt like the air had been pulled from his lungs. Like he was gasping on nothingness. He felt empty, and alone, despite the yelling in the room and the words coming from his mentor.

He wasn’t sure if going home was what he wanted, but at the same time, he wasn’t sure if going with Aizawa was what he wanted either. I mean, it was obvious that the man wasn’t jumping for joy either. He didn’t want to cause any more problems for anyone, but was that worth going back home?

He really didn’t know.

“Midoriya!”

The boy jumped a bit, startled at the call, but otherwise made no effort to respond. Once he realized it was the principal calling him, he made a small hum of confirmation, but nothing more.

Nezu figured he finally had the student’s attention, “Sorry about all of that. Aizawa-san is going to stay with me for a bit to finish the finalities. But don’t worry, he’s having Yamada-san pick you up!”

Midoriya’s breath hitched at the name, the unfamiliarity sparking something like primal fear. His hand was halfway to his chest before he stopped it, and moved it back to his side. Gami must have understood the same thing, as he took a threatening step towards the rodent.

“A-are you sure about this, sir?” he whispered, “I really don’t want to be any trouble…”

The principal elbowed the tired man in the leg, but it wasn’t caught by either of the deathly duo. Aizawa definitely did, on the other hand, and stifled a curse.

“Trust me, Midoriya,” he assured, “you’re no trouble at all!”

The teen wasn’t convinced, but he flashed a small smile anyway. He gripped his backpack straps tightly, digging his gloved fingers into the leather. He watched Nezu make a slight movement with his paw and took it as a gesture to stand up from the bed. He wobbled on his feet, but grabbed at the bed for balance. He was still suffering from light headedness due to Recovery Girl’s quirk, but forced himself to stand nonetheless.

Then, there was a knock on the door.

“Oh! That must be Yamada-san now!” Nezu exclaimed, clapping his paws together, “Come in!”

Midoriya didn’t really know who this “Yamada” was, but he picked up some important tidbits about the person.

One, Aizawa knew Yamada on some sort of personal level, and probably trusted him. Even if the hero was making it blatantly obvious that he wasn’t looking forward to fostering him, he knew the man’s rational mind wouldn’t allow him to do things half-assed. So if the man was truly having someone else pick him up, he wouldn’t have just chosen someone randomly.

Two, Yamada must work at U.A. to have arrived at the nurse’s office so quickly. It was likely the man was a hero, and subsequently, a teacher. Most of his current teachers hadn’t introduced themselves yet, so he was stuck calling them by their hero names. Yamada could be one of his teachers then. Or maybe he was a teacher he didn’t have, like a Gen Ed or a Support Course teacher. Of course, there was always the possibility that this mysterious man wasn’t a teacher at all.

But other than that, he really knew nothing about the man.

So imagine the boy’s surprise when he watched Present Mic, his English teacher, walk into the room.

“Hey Sho! You needed something?” the loud man asked cheerily.

The teacher stopped right at the doorway, realizing the awkwardness of the situation. Aizawa stared at him blankly, while Nezu stood by his feet and waved. Recovery Girl had moved away to her desk a while back, and just seemed to be ignoring the situation. Midoriya reacted, though it was only his gaze, and Gami turned his whole form to now face the door.

“I’m sure you both already know each other,” the principal started, “but anyway, Yamada-san, this is Midoriya Izuku from the hero course. Midoriya, this is Yamada, but you probably know him better as Present Mic.”

The newly introduced teacher chuckled awkwardly, “Well, hello little listener! Just like the principal said, I’m Yamada Hizashi.”

The teen gulped quietly, not knowing what to say.

“I apologize for having Aizawa-san call you here on such short notice,” Nezu continued, “But I’m afraid it’s pretty important.”

Yamada grew serious, “It’s no problem at all. What is it?”

The rodent gestured for the student to come closer, so he did, walking over to stand beside Nezu and in front of his English teacher. His mind was racing, and yet, his throat felt like a desert. Was he going to be staying with Aizawa still, or was Present Mic picking him up so he could stay with him? What would happen to his mother, or his notebooks, or his plants? How long would this last? When would he have to find a new family?

“Well,” Nezu smiled a wide and unnerving smile, one that shook the boy to his core, “You and Aizawa-san will be fostering Midoriya for some time, so I need you to take him back to your apartment to get settled in.”

The teen deadpanned. The principal sure had a way of being straightforward.

 


 

When Yamada told his husband that he wanted a child, this wasn’t quite what he was expecting.

Currently, the two had left the school, and were walking down an empty street. The hero had changed out of his clothes to not draw attention, and combed his hair down from his signature look. His hands were stuffed in his leather jacket pockets and his jeans ruffled around in the breeze. And yet, as comfortable as he was, not a word had been uttered since they left the nurse’s office.

Midoriya walked next to him, eyes downcast and hands tightly wrapped around his backpack straps. He debated burrowing his fingers into the bottom of his uniform top, but decided against it to not make any more unnecessary wrinkles. His analytic mind was beaming at the thought of strolling beside a pro hero, but somber shadows quickly restrained his excitement, and brought back the dread. He was pretty sure he was spiraling again, as the unwelcome feeling of drowning in agony returned, but there wasn’t much he could do in the moment. He was positive the pro didn’t know about his situation, and that was not a conversation he wanted to have in the moment.

Gami simply floated behind the two silently, observing every step the hero took. His successor had first introduced him to this man back at the entrance exam briefing, and back then, he was sure the hero was only a loud and obnoxious individual. But now, he wasn’t so sure.

The silence must have gotten to the man, as he was used to naturally talking, so he finally spoke, “So Midoriya, you wanna tell me more about yourself? I’ve only known you since these first two days of school.”

Yamada knew he was a lot of things, but an idiot was not one of them. He had a good idea of what was going on. U.A. didn’t typically pull kids from their homes often, but it had happened enough that he understood the protocol. He knew that this student’s home life must be bad enough for Nezu to act so quickly. But there was no way he was going to open a conversation asking this kid about home, especially in an area so public as this.

And still, when the boy looked up at him to respond, his heartstrings were tugged violently. He looked so alone and unsure of himself. When he saw the kid in his class, he just chalked it up to being nervous or introverted. But now that he had a better idea of where his skittish behavior had come from, it tore apart his heart. The hero couldn’t understand what would compel anyone to hurt a child like this, especially one as shy and sweet as Midoriya.

The teen stuttered, trying to gather up the confidence to speak, “I like a-analysis… and gardening.”

The man leeched onto that information, hoping to keep the boy talking, “Oh, analysis? Do you analyze anything in particular?”

This wasn’t Yamada’s first time assisting U.A. in a sensitive situation. He knew how to tread around topics that were sensitive and to encourage a student to talk about something they enjoyed. He’ll like to think he was decent enough in handling children. Though, this was the first time he’d ever be fostering one.

He watched the boy light up, “I-I do quirk analysis. Most of my notes are on pro heroes, s-since they’re so easy to research. I w-wanted to write some notes on my classmates, but I’m afraid they’ll think it’s weird…”

The teacher was impressed, “Have you analyzed any heroes here at U.A.? And why would they think it’s weird?”

Midoriya felt the shadows loosen their hold and retreat, and his head clocked into overdrive, “I-I have! I’ve done pretty much all the heroes that work at U.A.! You, Midnight, Cementoss, even Aizawa-sensei.” Then he grew nervous, and the brightness in his eyes dimmed. He fiddled with his gloves anxiously and took a second to breathe before continuing. “Most p-people find it creepy that I observe t-them so closely. I think it f-freaks people out that I’m able t-to dissect their quirks and their weaknesses so q-quickly.”

Yamada hummed, “Well, what have you done on me? If you don’t mind me asking…”

“Um, well your quirk is Voice, and it allows you to amplify the volume of your voice to do damage, but that’s pretty obvious on its own,” the teen paused to try and recall his notes to the fullest extent, “By itself, it a pretty basic quirk, but that allows a lot of room for creativity.”

He looked up to the man, almost waiting for confirmation to continue. The pro glanced down at him, tilting his glasses to his nose. He flashed a small smile and gave a slight nod, which provided just enough confidence for Midoriya to keep talking.

“You already have your directional speaker system for support, but that’s barely the tip of the iceber-”

“Wait a minute,” he interrupted, “My directional speaker what?”

The student looked lost, “You know… the thing around your neck?” He waved a finger to his own neck to emphasize.

The hero laughed, “Oh! So that’s what that is called!”

The deathly duo shared a look of disbelief. Gami simply shrugged back, so the boy returned his gaze to the sidewalk in front of him.

“Well, considering your quirk, there are a lot of ways to give yourself advantages in combat. Creating echos would be a great way to increase the volume and range of your quirk, and it would confuse villains as well,” he stopped, raising a finger to his chin in thought, “Though, that would be difficult to achieve on your own. Pairing with Cementoss would be ideal, but that’s not exactly how it works during an emergency.”

“Echos…” Yamada repeated, “I’ve never thought of that.”

Midoriya must have not heard him, because he just kept rambling, “While you do have support gear already, there’s a lot of room to expand. Have you ever thought of smaller, long range speakers? They can be connected to you by a wire so you can throw them out like a grenade. Then, all you have to do is yell into the existing system around your neck and the sound will be directed out to the mini speakers.”

The teen realized he had been talking for a while and looked up to his teacher to check in on him. The lost look on his face was all he needed to see to understand that he had been rambling again.

“Basically sound grenades,” he re-explained, “powered by your quirk.”

“Oh!” he realized, “That actually sounds pretty handy!”

He looked down bashfully at the praise, the fact that he had just been giving a pro hero support tips finally clicking in his head. Now that he was done talking, his consciousness started to creep back and made him feel unsure of himself once again. His mentor did his best to reassure him, but even the ghost’s pats and hair ruffles weren’t enough.

“Anyone who would think that’s weird is insane,” Yamada spoke up, interrupting his spiraling thoughts, “Your analysis is really helpful!”

Midoriya did a double take, “R-really?”

“YEAH!!” the man exclaimed, “Your outside analysis is super beneficial to anyone looking to expand on their quirk! Just makes me wanna say yeah!!”

The teen was about to respond when the loud man in front of him stopped suddenly, making him skid to a stop as well. Gami wasn’t paying attention to either, and stumbled into his successor. The impact made him shift a few paces, but he corrected himself before his teacher could ask questions.

They had finally arrived at a small house, only a few blocks away from the school. It was an unassuming grey color, with few windows and a dark roof. Despite the boring colors, it felt actually quite welcoming, almost as if it was inviting him inside.

There was a soft click, and then the front door swung open.The pro held it open with one extended arm, beckoning the student to walk inside. There was a slight moment of hesitation, but the home’s ambient warmth soom engulfed him and he entered. He wiped his red sneakers off on the mat, but didn’t know whether to take them off or not, so he waited until Yamada walked in as well and shut the door. The hero took off his shoes and left them on the side of the mat, so Midoriya did the same.

His English teacher rushed off to the main hallway, so he took off after him. He wasn’t sure where the man was headed. Maybe he should have stayed by the door until he got a direct command…

“This was our guest room,” he suddenly explained, stopping at a door, “But Kayama doesn’t come over that often, so we don’t really need it.”

He turned to look at the boy behind him, only to meet a confused expression.

“Ah sorry,” he sighed, “I keep forgetting you don’t know us by our names. Kayama is Midnight.”

Midoriya nodded. Gami grew closer to him.

“Seems like a lot of the teachers at U.A. have close relations…”

That was true. Present Mic seemed to be close to Aizawa in some way, and he also knew Midnight personally enough that she would come over. Who knows how long they had been friends. Maybe when they started their hero careers, maybe even earlier.

“I’m sure Sho won’t mind this becoming your room.”

That short circuited his brain in an instant. There was a lot to unpack in that one singular statement.

He was getting his own room. Now, it wasn’t like he hadn’t had a bedroom before. He obviously had his own room living with his mother. But the room never really felt like it was his. It just felt like a mouse hole in the wall, and like he was a stowaway rat. Sure, it was his room, but it never really belonged to him.

Second, and probably the most shocking, was what his teacher had implied when designating the guest room as his own. He figured that “Sho” was the man’s nickname for Aizawa, based on the fact that he had addressed his homeroom teacher like that when entering the nurse’s office.

But bringing up the pro hero like that could only mean that this was Aizawa’s home.

This would have to be Eraserhead’s house or else it wouldn't matter what the tired teacher thought. And that brought up a whole new set of questions. Did that mean that Present Mic was living with him? Were they roommates? In a relationship? Or was the loud hero not living here? Did he simply just have a spare key? Even if that was the case, that still meant that Aizawa trusted him a large deal, to give someone a key to his home.

“-oriya! Midoriya!”

Yamada’s yelling jolted him out of his endless thoughts, and he blinked a few times to try and get his surroundings straight. He looked up in confusion, but that seemed to be enough for the man as he let out a sigh.

“I was just asking if this was alright for you…” he restated.

Alright? That’s what the hero was worried about? He had already given him residence in a new home and a new room to himself, and he was wondering if it was alright? If Midoriya truly had a say in things, he’d scream about how it wasn’t alright. That someone like him really didn’t deserve nice things like this when there were kids like Todoroki. He was doing fine on his own, after all, he’d practically been on his own for 11 years. His situation wasn’t anything of worth compared to all the other kids he knew were suffering out there.

And yet, the boy knew he didn’t have a say. He never had a say in his life so far, so why should he expect one now? His life had been governed so meticulously by the adults around him, he never expected more. And as nice as his English teacher was to him, in the end, he was the adult. He had the control.

It almost made him break into laughter that the man bothered asking the question in the first place. After all, it was obvious he didn’t care about whatever Midoriya said in return. It was like how people always start a greeting by asking how you’re doing. The answer really doesn’t matter to them, it’s just a matter of being polite. And everyone always says they’re doing good in return, even if they aren’t. Because nobody cares about how you’re doing; it’s just how the formality goes.

He personally wasn’t sure if he would feel comfortable in a completely new room of a completely new house after his whole life had been pulled from under him, but who actually cared?

“O-oh, yeah this is fine.”

That's just how the formality goes.

 


 

The room was pretty barren, which made sense considering it was a guest bedroom in Eraserhead’s house. It was of a fair size, with a large, grey queen sized bed in the corner. There was a nightstand on the bed’s free side, a boring, black desk, and nothing more. The only thing that had really excited Midoriya about the room, other than the spacious bed, was the beautiful window that stood right in front of the desk. It wasn’t any different from a typical window, but the way it allowed the sunlight to flow into the room made everything feel so much brighter. Gami probably didn’t like that though, so he’d have to get some curtains for it sometime.

But the awe from the window only lasted a good half hour, at best. The room wasn’t all that entertaining, and it wasn’t like he had much to do. There wasn’t much homework, since it was only the second day of school, and what there was he had already completed at lunch. He did have his phone and a quirk analysis notebook on him, but he couldn’t bring himself to really use either.

So he was simply sitting at the desk, flipping through his notebook for what was probably the millionth time. He wanted to lie on the bed, but he was still on his school clothes and really didn’t want to make Aizawa or Yamada upset. He was a bit weary of sitting at the desk, but figured that if they walked in on him like that, it shouldn’t bother them too much.

Gami had tried to coax the teen out of the room, but his efforts were fruitless. Nothing he said or did could convince him to leave even the desk he was sitting at. Present Mic said this was his room, and that was his safe spot. He rarely ever was hurt in his room, and so that was where he felt the most comfortable. There was no telling what would happen to him if he left the room and went somewhere else. He had been listening closely, and hadn’t heard the front door open, so that meant the hero was still in the house somewhere. What if the man caught him outside the room? He would most surely get upset, but the question was how upset? Upset enough to yell at him? Upset enough to punish him? Upset enough to take out his frustrations on him?

There was no way he was leaving this room. Not unless the house was empty, or someone told him to. And Midoriya didn’t care how long it took for one of those things to happen. He would be patient and he would wait.

That was exactly how he survived with his mother for 11 years, after all.

A sudden knock on the door startled him out of his thoughts. He fumbled in the desk chair a bit, its wheels squeaking on the hardwood floor. The sound dropped his heart rate a few beats, and he hoped that it was too quiet to be heard.

“Hey Midoriya,” a soft voice came from just beyond the door. He instantly recognized it as his English teacher, and wondered why he hadn’t just opened the door yet. “I’m going back to U.A. to see how Sho’s doing. I won’t be gone long.”

Why was he telling him this? What would it matter how long he would be gone? Was this just another formality thing? That had to be it. It was the responsible thing to do, to tell him he would be leaving. Of course Yamada didn’t care how he felt about being alone.

“Alright…” he replied just as quietly. There was a bit of a difference though. Present Mic’s voice sounded more of an unsure quiet, while his was a submissive quiet.

Besides, he didn’t have a problem with being left alone. In fact, he was waiting for this exact opportunity since he walked into the room. The boy wasn’t sure how long he had been in the room, but based on the dim light coming in from the window, it had to have been a couple hours at least. And the slight rumbling from his stomach definitely tipped him off that it was getting late.

The pro must have heard him, because he could hear the footsteps move away from his door and towards the front. The steps were distinct, echoing softly on the hardwood flooring. It sounded as if the hero wasn’t wearing any shoes still.

The teen felt the urge to walk up to his closed door, so he did. Ever so quietly, he crept towards it and pressed his ear up against the wood. Gami followed him silently and stood at the wall next to the door. There, the two listened.

They listened, as the man approached the front door, and the footsteps stopped. Midoriya took a shaky swallow. The feeling of deja vu washed over him so heavily, he felt as if he’d drown in it.

They listened, as both of them could make out the sound of shoes being slipped on and sliding against the doormat. The boy was positive the hero was putting on boots, specifically ones with hard soles, by the way they clicked against the floor. Maybe combat boots, maybe cowboy boots, he wasn’t too sure on the type.

They listened, as the jingle of house keys being taken off their hook pierced through the quiet air. That sound made him feel like throwing up. This felt so familiar, too familiar. His hands grew so cold and clammy, he wanted to tear his gloves off. Something was wrong

Wrong.

Wrong.

Wrong.

He listened as the front door opened. The footsteps started up again. His heart pounded. He didn’t realize he had left the safety of his room. Throwing open the door, he lunged for where he heard the footsteps roam moments before.

“Dad no!!” he cried desperately, tears clawing at the corner of his eyes, “Don’t go!!”

But the front door had already closed, Yamada long gone and unaware of the cries from the house behind him.

Midoriya collapsed in the hallway, tears and sobs racking his entire body. His gloved fingers curled into his chest protectively, wringing his U.A. uniform into wrinkles. His breathing turned hysterical and unrestrained, as Gami rushed to calm him.

“Please Dad,” he called defeatedly, “please don’t go.”

The ghost wasn’t sure what his successor was talking about, “Your father isn’t here, Izu…”

“I’m sorry.” He didn’t seem to hear his mentor. “I’ll be good. Please don’t leave.”

“That was Present Mic who left, not your father,” the mysterious man tried to explain, but the boy just kept bawling. He kneeled down carefully and wrapped his arms around him gently. The teen was mumbling incoherent apologies, likely to his father as he had been doing in the seconds before. Gami wasn’t too sure what his friend was going through, but he had his assumptions.

The series of events right before his breakdown were eerily similar to ones from the boy’s early childhood, specifically from right before his father’s departure. It was plausible that the hero’s leaving triggered a dormant memory of his father. But even then, he didn’t really know how to help.

“Izu, I just need you to breathe,” he pleaded, “He is not here.”

The sobs started to quiet down, so the spirit figured he was headed in the right direction. He began running his boney hands through his successor’s hair, and instantly heard his breathing slow. That was a trick the specter had learned in his years of companionship with Midoriya. For some reason, the gentle affection helped him calm down, or feel more comfortable.

“D-dad…?”

“No. He is not here,” Gami repeated, “It is just me. Just Gami.”

That finally cleared the teen’s head. “Gami…?"

“Yes…”

And with that, he jumped onto the ghost with a large embrace, the sobs returning. The two hugged tightly, almost as if they hadn’t seen each other in years.

“I’m sorry,” he wailed, “I just thought… I saw… he was…”

But the spirit merely shushed him and held him closer, “It is alright.”

In all honesty, he really had no idea how to handle a situation like this. Should he give it to the boy blunt and just say that his father was never coming back? Or should he console him and give him false hope, even just to boost his mood for the day. Both options felt dirty, so the ghost just tried to assure him that all was good. But even that didn’t feel right. He wished he could do so much more for the broken boy in front of him.

Then, Midoriya’s stomach growled, ruining the sincerity of the moment. That made the teen burst into giggles and he wiped the tears away. Gami too gave a small chuckle, but it was relatively silent compared to his successor.

He lifted his crumpled form off the floor and dragged his feet into the kitchen. The house sported an open concept floor, with the living room flowing into the kitchen quite nicely. The kitchen itself was fairly large and even had an island counter. He reached for the refrigerator handle to open it, but stopped abruptly.

What was he doing? This wasn’t his house, and he couldn’t just take food that wasn’t his. At least when he was living with his mother, he could buy his own food. That’s what he used to cook his meals and feed himself. He made sure that there were no real grounds for his mother to get upset at him concerning food.

But here, he didn’t own any of the food. There was no way he could eat anything that wasn’t his and get away with it. He recalled the first few times he had taken some of his mother’s food without realizing the consequences, and the memories made him shudder. There was absolutely no way he would take something and risk rage like his mother’s.

But his stomach grumbled again, louder and more violent this time. He had been lucky enough to have eaten a full lunch at school today, considering he wasn’t planning to, but it had been hours since that. Not to mention Recovery Girl had sucked his stamina dry. He was practically running on fumes. Combined with his overactive imagination on what could be inside the fridge, and he was desperately battling the urge to yank open the handle.

“What is it, Izu?” his mentor asked with concern.

Right, he had been staring at the closed fridge for what was probably too long to be considered normal.

“I can’t take anything,” he replied almost sadly, but calm enough to signify that this was normal to him.

“What? What do you mean?”

“Well, it’s Aizawa-sensei’s food, I think,” he still wasn’t sure exactly who was living in this house, “I can’t just take it…"

“I’m sure he will understand,” the ghost tried to assure him.

But Midoriya just shook his head, “I’m not… I’m not taking anything.”

Gami didn’t really understand why the boy was resistant to taking some food, but he wasn’t about to let him starve. Not on his watch at least.

“Why don’t you cook a meal for everyone?” he pondered.

“Isn’t that just the same thing?” the teen questioned skeptically.

The spirit wasn’t too proud about tricking his successor, but he really needed the boy to eat something, even if it was under the guise of a selfless act. “No. You are cooking for them as well, not only yourself. They will be so pleased by the kind gesture that they may offer you a portion as well.”

He knew that the heroes wouldn’t let the teen starve, even if they didn’t like him. But he also knew that in his friend’s trauma ridden mind probably wouldn’t see it like that. This was for his sake.

“Yeah… that makes sense,” he answered.

That was thankfully enough to convince the teen as he opened up the refrigerator, but upon his flabbergasted expression, the ghost floated over to see what had caught his attention.

The fridge was almost as barren as the guest room Midoriya had been given. There was barely any food on the shelves, and any that there was definitely didn’t seem fresh. He almost seemed dejected at opening up the fridge. His imagination had hyped him up so much, and the disappointment hit hard.

“Well, this is a let down…”

That couldn’t be more true.

He shuffled through, pushing past containers of leftover food, searching for something decent enough to cook with. And even if he found something, what would he even make? He didn’t really know what Aizawa liked. If he was going to use his food, the dish had to be perfect. He rummaged through some more, and pulled out a container of white rice. Upon further examination, he guessed it was about two days old, which wasn’t too bad.

“I think there are some vegetables in the back,” Gami commented.

Midoriya hummed, but searched where his mentor had told him. Sure enough, there was a small container of steamed vegetables, so he took that out as well. It wasn’t much, but it should be enough for two portions, maybe even three. And still, rice and vegetables wasn’t really enough to be considered a meal. He needed to find some sort of protein.

Laying the rice and vegetables on the counter, he squattered back down to continue raiding the fridge. He scoured container after container, opening up ones he thought had what he was looking for. But either it wasn’t exactly what he was looking for, or it smelled too funky for him to feel comfortable using. He could feel himself grow more frustrated by the minute, and his stomach more hungry.

“Is that not chicken back there?”

The teen’s head swiveled towards the spirit’s outstretched finger. Scrambling through the fridge, he pulled out a container and lifted open the lift. When the smell of chicken met his nose, he smiled in relief. This was definitely fresh enough to use, and he had a pretty good idea of what he was going to make.

“Are you thinking what I’m thinking?” Midoriya smirked.

“Most definitely.”

 


 

The kitchen was full of delicious aromas as the sizzle from the open skillet invaded the air. Midoriya flipped the vegetables sauteing in the pan, before pulling them back on the stove top. He moved over to the counters, where he laid out two large plates and then a smaller one for himself. He didn’t want to set out a plate for himself at first, thinking the heroes might get angry at him for serving himself with their food. But Gami managed to convince him to at least take out the plate. He didn’t have to serve himself after all.

The smell of scrambled eggs hit his nose hard, so he rushed over to the stove to check on them. He figured they were done since their edges were a crisp golden brown, so he slid them off the pan and onto a small plate. The ghost watched in amazement as his successor sliced up the eggs into microscopic pieces with a large chef knife. He loved watching the boy cook, and times like made him wish he could eat. He couldn’t smell the countless scents that were currently whirling around the kitchen either, but he was certain they were mouthwatering.

The teen then pushed the small pieces of scrambled eggs into the pan sauteing the vegetables. Lowering the temperature so the bok choy and the broccoli florets wouldn’t wilt, he set the pan down to check on the rice. He’d left that in a small pot with some water to boil, and the moisture rejuvenated the rice back to its sticky, fresher self. He opened the drawer where he discovered the utensils were and reached for a spoon. Pushing past his nervous hesitation, he took one tiny taste of the rice, and his stomach’s subsequent growl confirmed it was ready.

He snagged the two oven mitts from their resting spot on top of a hanging cabinet and slipped them over his own gloves. Carefully, he gripped the pot’s handles and carried it over to the dining room table, which he set before he started cooking. Still with the mitts on, he scurried back and took the vegetables off the stove top as well, placing them next to the rice. Having just a bit of time left, he quickly placed each plate down in front of a chair, leaving his own on the counter.

“That looks amazing, Izu… but aren’t you missing the-”

Midoriya held up one oven mitt, silencing his companion, and just as he did, the oven beeped. He turned off the oven completely, before opening it up and sticking both hands inside. He slowly pulled out beautifully breaded strips of chicken and brought that to the table as well. Once that was done, he took off the mitts and stepped back to admire his work.

“You really outdid yourself this time, especially considering the ingredients you had to work with,” the spirit praised.

“I just hope they like katsudon…” he murmured back, ignoring the praise entirely, “I mean, I don’t even know who’s coming back! Is it going to be Aizawa-sensei, or Mic-sensei, or both of them?!”

“I am sure that whoever comes back will enjoy this,” the transparent man reassured, “I know I sure would.”

“Well, I’m not sure when anyone will be back,” he sighed, “Let me at least put the covers back on so the food doesn’t get cold.”

And with that, they boy leaned over the table and placed glass lids on all the pots and pans, sealing the warmth with the food. His stomach churned at the sight and he clutched it tightly, hoping to quiet himself down.

Gami looked over with concern, “Why not serve yourself now? I am sure they will not mind.”

But Midoriya was unfazed, “No. I-I’ll wait.”

The ghost tried to press more, but his successor walked away to put cups on the table. He sighed and stared at the food the boy had made. The man waved a hand towards one of the serving utensils, but it only went through. His shoulders slumped dejectedly. He could only hope those heroes got back soon so his friend could eat.

The teen wished he had his kettle so he could make tea, but alas, he did not. So instead, he settled for water. Reaching for the pitcher, he set that down on the table as well. With that, he figured the table was complete. Now, it was best for him to retreat back into the guest room until whoever arrived. He was afraid that if the heroes saw him and realized he had used their food to cook, they would be too angry to care that the meal was for them. But if he was out of sight by the time they came back, then the heroes would have no choice but to check out what he made. It wasn’t a fool proof plan, but it was his best shot at maintaining peace as well as maybe getting some dinner.

He figured that he had a few moments to spare, so he stood by the table and just took in the savory aromas and the serene calmness. He felt his heartstrings sigh. What he wouldn’t give for a warm meal right now, and a family to share it with. Only around half a minute had passed, and while he knew he should get going, the longing in his heart figured 30 seconds more wouldn’t hurt.

The front door opened abruptly.

Well, thanks to the stupid longing in his heart, he was now royally screwed.

“Sho, I just don’t understand why you’re so against this,” Yamada was looking behind him as he unlocked the door, and didn’t see Midoriya or the cooked meal right away, “I think you may be overreacting a bit…”

“Look Zashi, I already explained this to you on the way here,” Aizawa remarked and walked inside, “I just-”

That’s when the teacher’s eyes met Midoriya’s petrified ones.

He stopped talking immediately and just stared at the boy in front of him. Yamada noticed the silence and looked into the house as well, looking for what exactly shut the man up. His eyes landed on the student too, and then moved over to the fully set table.

The timid boy felt all the color drain from his face when that front door swung open. What should he do? Should he just make a run for the room? Should he just try and wait it out? Should he say something, or wait for one of his teachers to say something first. He was stuck in his own head again, slowly drowning himself in his panic.

And yet, even through all of that, his brain just narrowed in on the fact that this all felt so familiar. He was being hit by some major deja vu again.

“Midoriya,” Present Mic started softly, “What… did you do?”

But the teen completely took that the wrong way. He had messed up. This was exactly why he needed to be tucked away in the room before anyone came home. “I...I-”

Aizawa took one big sniff of the air, “You cooked. What food did you even use?”

That made the boy’s blood pressure spike even higher than what it was before. This was a terrible idea. He shouldn’t have dared to touch food that wasn’t his. Hadn’t he learned his lesson with his mother?

“I just…” he stuttered, fear prickling at his fingertips, “I-”

But the rational man took an intimidating step forward, tossing what looked to be a folder onto the couch. Midoriya took a small step backwards in fear, afraid of the closing gap between the two of them.

Aizawa eyed the food on the table in confusion, speaking his thoughts aloud, “All I had in that fridge was leftovers. How did you even make that?”

The teacher moved another step closer, so the teen took two back. His sock caught a nail sticking up slightly from the hardwood and sent him tumbling down. He landed roughly on his rear, but that did nothing to shake him out of the paralyzing fear that racked his whole body.

“I-I’m sorry,” his voice wavered wetly, the tears to his eyes stopping by his throat first, “I just… I-”

Aizawa softened a little, but the boy was too terrified to notice. “Problem Child, just get off the floor…"

“What are you doing on the floor there, Izuku dear?”

“No, no, no,” he stammered, “Please…”

“Have I ever told you how much you look like your father?”

He raised his hands to his ears, hoping to block the harrowing cries out, “I’m s-sorry…”

The normally tired man looked back to Yamada in distress, unsure of how to handle the situation in front of him. Even the blond, with the vast amount of experience dealing with children in his career of being a U.A. teacher, never dealt with one as emotionally distressed as the one in front of him.

“It made me so sad when he left. How could you make your own mother so sad?”

“Please… I won’t.” Midoriya was sorry, how much more could he stress that? “I won’t do it again…”

Aizawa wasn’t sure what the boy was apologizing for, but whatever it was, it seemed to be causing him a lot of stress. He was still on the floor, covering his ears closely and trembling violently. And while he had dealt with his fair share of children, he never really got involved with the ones that U.A. pulled from their homes. He couldn’t understand why Nezu had chosen him to foster this kid, other than the fact that he was a student in his class. He wasn’t good with kids, he couldn’t handle a situation like this.

But despite his inexperience, he couldn’t just leave him on the floor. So he removed one hand from his pocket and outstretched it towards the prone teen, offering it to hoist him up. When the boy didn’t take it, or even react to it, he took a few more steps forward, now slightly looming over him.

“Why oh why… why have you done this to me Izuku?!”

Midoriya scrambled to his feet and turned tail, his breathing becoming erratic. His sudden movement surprised both teachers, but Aizawa snapped out of it quickly. His hero instincts kicked in and he chased after the frightened student. The pro called out for him, but wasn’t answered.

The teen couldn’t hear anything but the overwhelming sound of his heartbeat in his ears as he scampered down the hallway. He didn’t have to hear the footsteps behind him to know he was being chased down. He turned the corner and dashed towards the guest room. The door was so close, he could almost reach it.

His whole body was shivering in utter panic, but he pushed himself to keep running. He couldn’t get caught. He couldn’t let himself get caught. Every time he did, it hurt.

Every time he did, she hurt him.

He bursted into the room, using his shoulder as a battering ram. His lungs ached from the invasive sobs as well as his dash to safety, but he couldn’t rest yet. He had skidded to a stop a few feet away from the door, and he needed to lock it. Turning around, he almost broke down in terror at seeing someone running right towards the room. He lunged for the door. She had never been this fast before. Why was she so fast? She was going to reach the room before he could make it to the door. He wasn’t going to get to the door in time. She was going to catch him.

No.

No!

NO!!

Gami flung into the door from inside the room, and his shoulder slammed it shut. His fingers flew to the lock and he clicked that closed too. He had no time to ponder his solidity as his successor was still mid dive. The ghost zoomed over and caught the boy before he could face plant onto the hardwood. He cradled him closely with his oversized sleeves as the boy blubbered out inaudibles and incoherents.

Then, Aizawa slammed into the door.

The bang scared more sobs out of the crumpled teen, but his mentor held him close. Running soft strokes through his unruly hair, the spirit just tried to comfort him. But what he didn’t realize was that the bang was echoing through Midoriya’s head. And it sounded an awful lot like fists bashing on a door…

“Why did you drive Hisashi away from me?! Why did you have to be quirkless?! Don’t you realize what you have done to me?!”

“I’m sorry,” he wailed into his mentor’s arms, “Please I’m sorry…”

“Izu I do not understand…”

The boy gripped the ghost’s robe tightly, “Please don’t let her in…”

“Her?” the specter repeated, “I do not know-”

Then it hit him. His mother. Midoriya was talking about his mother. But she wasn’t here right now, so what was he talking about? Was this related to the episode he had earlier, where he had mistaken Present Mic for his father?

“Izu, that is not your mother. She is not here,” he tried to explain.

He looked up at the ghost, fat tears still streaming down his face, “B-but-”

Gami couldn’t let this go on any longer, “That was Eraserhead, not her.”

After that statement, the wails quieted down into sniffles, the teen’s panic changing into realization. But unlike the first time, he stuttered out no words. Together, they sat there on the floor, not caring how many minutes went by. No noise came from beyond the door either, just empty silence.

Empty, beautiful silence.

 


 

The minutes turned to hours, and Midoriya hadn’t dared to leave the room. He could hear hushed whispers coming from just beyond the hallway, but no matter how close he pressed his ear to the wall, they were too muffled to understand. He had passed the time by messing around with some souls. Originally, he was trying to get some sorting done, but his mind was the further place from responsibility right now. So he switched to instead tossing them from hand to hand, wishing he could feel more of the bright warmth that radiated from some.

After some moments of recollection, the boy had realized how much he had fucked up. It hadn’t even been a full day yet and he was sure Aizawa would want him gone. He wasn’t worth all the trouble he was. Times like now he wished the universe would have pity on him and just erase him from existence.

Gami had enough of watching his successor just mope around and sulk. His friend did that practically everyday. And he wanted to see it changed.

“Why don’t you do something different…” he suggested, nudging the soul out of the teen’s hand.

“Like what?” he moaned drearily.

The ghost motioned to something that lay on the desk, but from the floor, Midoriya couldn’t see what it was. So he shakily rose to his feet and shuffled over to the desk. The only thing on it was his phone, his notebook somewhere else in his backpack. He wasn’t sure what his mentor had in mind, but he grabbed it anyway and moved back to his spot on the floor.

He tossed his phone from hand to hand, but Gami quickly put an end to that.

“That is not what I meant.”

The teen rolled his eyes sarcastically, but stopped throwing the device around. He unlocked it and clicked through some of the applications, opening up his news feed to check if there was anything interesting on there. Sadly, there wasn’t, so he exited out of that. He raised his finger to press something else, his gloves working on the touchscreen surprisingly, when the spirit gave him a hard nudge, changing his hand’s trajectory.

“Hey,” he whined, “What was that for?”

“Sorry,” the man huffed, “My bad.”

Midoriya was not convinced. “Are you being sarcastic with me right now?”

“Me? Never.” Gami faked some shocked body language, since his face couldn’t be seen.

The boy just shook his head and looked back down at his phone. Because of the push, his finger ended up clicking his contacts instead. The list was pretty barren, probably even more so than the room he was currently staying in. There were only three numbers in his phone.

The first was Ishihara’s old number. He couldn’t bring himself to delete the number, even though he couldn’t call the man anymore. The family must have still kept the phone number in circulation because anytime he clicked on it and let it dial, he was met with the voicemail, not a machine telling him the number was out of circulation. Sometimes, on days that were particularly rough, he let it ring just to hear the man’s voice again. But he didn’t really think today was a day he needed it, especially since it usually made him cry afterwards. He had done enough of that already.

The second was some old food delivery service. He used it on nights he wasn’t able to cook, or didn’t feel like it, which wasn’t often. It was fairly expensive, enough for him to deem the service only for special occasions or dire emergencies, but the katsudon they made was delicious. It rejuvenated the fading memories of when his mother used to cook dinner for him, and brought him warmth on days that were especially cold, both physically and emotionally.

The third and final number was Todoroki’s, from earlier today. It was appropriately named “Sho”, at least, in the ghost’s opinion. His eyes hovered over the name.

“Here. We’ll figure this out together.”

Sure, the boy had offered his assistance concerning his situation, but could Midoriya truly burden him with his complaints? His morals told him that wasn’t right, but he still eyed the name like it was an option. His finger hung over the contact. All it would take would be one push, but he’d then be roping the student into his own problems. This was probably another formality thing. Todoroki was only offering his help to be polite. He didn’t really mean for the offer to be taken up…

The specter sensed his successor’s hesitation, and moved in for the assist. There was no way he was going to let the boy self doubt himself out of this one. This was all part of his master plan after all. He knew his friend needed a trustworthy, reliable person to confide in, and he figured Todoroki was just the friend Midoriya needed.

“Why don’t you just send him a text?” he proposed sneakily, just wanting to slip the idea into the boy’s mind, “It does not even need to be about this.”

He hummed in contemplation, weighing the ghost’s words. He was right. The text didn’t even need to be about the turmoil he was currently going through. Just something short and pleasant. So he clicked on the contact and started typing.

Hey! This is Izuku from class. How are you?

He hit the send button nervously. Was that too informal? Maybe he should have been more specific about what class… Should he have said class 1-A? His doubts were whirling through his head. This was a mistake. He never should have done this in the first place.

But his phone dinged back and cut through his suffocating thoughts like a knife. He picked it up for a read.

Hey Izuku. I am doing alright, though that may be because I have not run into my father yet. What about you?

He wasn’t sure if Todoroki was trying to make a joke, or was genuinely serious. Though, based on the boy’s personality, he figured it was more likely the latter. Though, how should he respond back? He thought about it for a moment. There was no real need to involve Todoroki in his issues. Besides, this was just how the formality went.

I’m doing good! Just chilling I guess

God, now that he was reading that text back, he felt himself cringe into yesterday. He had never texted another classmate before, much less a friend. How was he supposed to know what to say, or how to talk?

Did you figure out your living situation?

Todoroki always went straight to the point. He didn’t want to lie to the boy, but at the same time, he didn’t need to spill all the details.

Yeah

He face-palmed. That was too obnoxious of an answer. Why did he even text Todoroki in the first place? He was too stupid for this.

So? What happened then?

Well, he certainly didn’t know when to quit. A lot of people he once admired were like that. Bakugo, All Might… Did this mean his friendship with Todoroki was destined to fail?

“You do not have to tell him, but I do not think he means any harm…”

Maybe Gami was right. Midoriya certainly couldn’t remember a time when the ghost wasn’t. He could give this friendship with Todoroki a shot.

Principal Nezu sent me off with Aizawa-sensei, but from what I’ve seen, Mic-sensei lives here too

That was all the truth. Though, he still wasn’t sure what relationship his English teacher had with his homeroom teacher.

Oh.
Is that all working out well?

This was it. He either told Todoroki the entire story, or kept him in the dark. He let himself have a few moments to think it over, but he was surprisingly torn. So he looked over to his mentor for guidance.

The spirit knew he would have to be the tie breaker here. This was really important to the boy, but he didn’t have to give it any more thought. He knew his answer. This was all for his sake.

“He confided in you that first day. Give him a chance…”

That was all the convincing he needed.

Well
Not really
I don’t think Aizawa-sensei likes me here very much

It didn’t take long for his phone to ping again.

Oh.
Why is that?

Right… Todoroki didn’t know anything that happened in the nurse’s office. He’d forgotten about that.

Well, Nezu-san must have made the decision by himself, because even Aizawa-sensei was surprised
Plus I had a really bad panic attack in front of him
I’ve been hiding out in the guest room since
I think I annoy him

Shoot, was that too much information? He purposely left out the panic attack he had after Present Mic left, deeming that unimportant to the conversation since no one was around to witness it. But even still, he might have overshared.

A panic attack?
What did he do?

He could feel the murderous intent coming off that single message. Was Todoroki really that concerned over him? Maybe it wasn’t just a formality thing…

It wasn’t really his fault
There was a situation, it just reminded me too much of something from my childhood
I kinda freaked out and ran

There were a few moments of silence, then another ding.

Are you alright now?

Midoriya didn’t hesitate with his response.

Yeah I’m good
Just needed a breather I guess

He had needed much more than a breather, but Todoroki didn’t need to know that. A soft knock came from upon the door, startling the phone right out of his hands. It landed with a soft thud against the hardwood, but other than that it was fine.

Yamada’s voice rang out, “Hey Midoriya… it’s been almost an hour. Do you want to join us for dinner?”

Wait, really? Even after all that had happened, they were still offering him food? His stomach was surely empty. He couldn’t pass up an offer like this.

“Y-yeah, if that’s ok…” he added another comment quickly, “I’ll be out in a minute…”

He listened as the loud man’s footsteps moved away from the door, until they disappeared into the distance. He then picked his phone off the floor and sent one last cluster of messages to Todoroki.

I have to go
Dinner and all that
Talk to you later

He set the phone down on the desk and wearily walked out of the room, shutting the door behind him. Gami followed him out, phasing right through the wall instead. Midoriya had left so quickly though, he failed to hear one last ping.

Alright. Stay safe.

 


 

By the time Midoriya arrived at the table, Yamada was already seated. It was a small rectangular table, and Aizawa sat at one side along with the English teacher. The two adults had already served themselves each a plate of rice, topped with evenly sauteed vegetables and chicken. Even an hour later, the smell was still delightfully potent in the air, and it made his stomach growl.

Like an injured animal, he wandered over to the table wearily, waiting for instructions. He didn’t make eye contact with either man, instead opting to look at his feet. He couldn’t see either of them analyzing him with terrifying intent. Present Mic was the first to speak up, but he usually was. The man’s announcer tendencies carried with him throughout his daily life, and it naturally shined through even when he didn’t mean it to.

“Midoriya,” he started, “You can sit down wherever you’d like…”

The boy nodded quietly, but made no comment. He sat down in a chair of his own, on a side completely to himself. There really wasn’t any room for him to sit on the same side as the teachers anyway, even if he wanted to. Yamada passed him a plate. It wasn’t one of the small ones that he had set out for himself earlier. It was the same size as the other two that were out. That surprised him, but he dared not to say a word about it, risk it getting switched out.

He took the plate from the pro’s outstretched hand and set it down in front of him. But even then, he didn’t serve himself right away. He had never really eaten with anyone in a long time. Sure, these past two days, he had lunch with Uraraka and Iida, but two isolated incidents didn’t really change years of past experiences.

Both teachers watched as the teen simply stared at his empty plate. It was almost like he had never eaten with others before.

“You can serve yourself whatever you want…” the blond piped up for both of them, “You don’t have to wait for instructions or anything.”

Gami added his two cents, “Just take advantage of the situation. This is a tasteful meal you cooked. Now you get to have a portion of it.”

That gave Midoriya the confidence he needed to grip the serving spoon for the rice. He plowed it into the mound of rice in the pot and scooped up a small portion from himself. The entire time he moved it onto his plate, he watched the heroes carefully. He eyed them suspiciously, as if they’d take back their generosity any second. Then he moved to the vegetables, and then the chicken, but not without losing his apprehensiveness. But the pros never changed their mind about the food, and while that would normally be a calming thing, it only made him more paranoid.

He poked at his food nervously, not really sure if he should start. But the smell eventually got to his raging stomach and he took a bite. The mess of flavors exploded in his mouth, only amplified by his hunger. It was delicious, more delicious than he could have ever imagined. Part of his overly anxious mind was expecting one of the adults to take the food away from him, so he began shoveling mouthful after mouthful, not wanting to waste a single second.

Yamada had already started his food before Midoriya had, but he was flabbergasted at the boy’s eating speed. He was already almost finished with his plate, and the teacher was barely halfway done. He was worried the student might choke, so he attempted to make some light hearted conversation like he had done on the way to the house.

“So Midoriya,” he began, “I didn’t know you could cook. This katsudon is really good.”

The teen swallowed the mound of rice in his mouth thickly, “Y-yeah, I’m just glad you think it’s ok. S-sorry about using your food without asking…”

The two teachers shared a puzzled glance. Was that the reason for the mess that happened earlier? If it was, what did that reveal about this kid’s home life? Was he not allowed to touch the food at home?

The blond tried to make some progress amending the situation, “Oh, it’s really no problem. Those leftovers would have probably gone to waste anyway.”

Still, that didn’t ease the boy’s worries. He didn’t respond to the comments, and dinner fell into uncomfortable silence. Aizawa still didn’t make any efforts to join into the conversation, and Yamada was becoming frustrated. He racked his brain for a good way to get the man into the discussion.

“Hey Sho,” he started, surprising both the teacher and the student, “Did you know that Midoriya here likes to analyze quirks?”

Aizawa shot a glare at the loud man, “No I didn’t.”

“Well he does! And he’s super good at it!!” he practically yelled, “The little listener’s even done some notes on you!!”

That caught the pro’s attention, “Oh?”

Both adults looked over to Midoriya, one in excitement and one in dulled interest. The teen felt his face go pale and his throat ran dry. This was such a 180 from before, and he wasn’t sure how to feel about it. Gami placed a bony hand on his successor’s left shoulder.

“Just take your time,” the ghost advised, “You do not have to share more than you are comfortable with.”

He gave the spirit a slight nod and turned back to face his homeroom teacher, “U-um well, your quirk is Erasure. It lets you erase non mutant type quirks when you look at someone.”

Aizawa jumped in, seemingly annoyed, “Well, that’s obvious.”

Yamada elbowed him hard under the table, and the ragged man cursed under his breath, “Don’t mind him, please continue.”

The boy’s confidence caved in hard. He felt his passion for the conversation die off. He really didn’t want to keep talking, but it would be rude to just leave now. He shoveled in the last few bites left on his plate and pushed his utensils to the side.

“I-it’s fine,” he stuttered, “I’ll just get you my notebook. It’s got some of my notes on Aizawa-sensei…”

He stood up from his chair and scurried off back to the guest room. Once the boy was mostly out of earshot, the blond turned to face his fellow teacher.

“Sho what are you doing?” he hissed, “I get that you don’t think you're qualified for this, but that doesn’t give you a reason to be a jackass to the kid.”

Aizawa was taken aback by the use of foul language, “Fuck, I’m sorry Zashi.” He held a hand up to his forehead and ran the other through his messy hair.

“I’m not asking you to apologize,” the pro continued, “I’m asking for you to give this your full effort.”

The tired man tried to backtrack, “I already told you I-”

“Well you’re not,” he almost yelled, but kept his voice under control. The sudden interruption caught Aizawa off guard and he promptly shut up.

Yamada scooted his chair closer, and brought his voice down to a whisper, “Look, we still don’t know the full extent of what this kid went through. We have to treat this with care and sensitivity, especially after whatever happened earlier. And you purposely being a jerk isn’t helping.”

Eraserhead sighed, knowing he was completely in the wrong, “You’re right."

But that wasn’t enough for Present Mic, “And…?”

“And I’ll try and do better…”

“That’s what I like to hear,” the loud blond smiled.

The two quickly shut their mouths as a set of footsteps from the hallway grew louder. Their hero instincts kicked in and they slowed their breathing to make less noise. Both could make out slight whispers and strained to hear more.

“Don’t get me wrong, I am curious…” the next set of words were muffled by footsteps, but the footsteps eventually quieted down, “I can’t just ask them that! That’ll just give them more reasons to not want me around…”

The teachers didn’t bother to pretend they weren’t eavesdropping when Midoriya turned the corner and reappeared into the dining room. He was holding a thin notebook in one hand, a little battered but in good condition overall. He looked startled to see them there, and jumped slightly when making eye contact.

Aizawa cut straight to the point, “Ask us what?”

Yamada noticed the boy squirm under the piercing gaze and gave a look to the man next to him. Eraserhead immediately softened, but kept up his neutral facade.

“Um Gami’s a bit confused on what exactly your relationship is. Between you and Mic-sensei, I mean,” he added another comment under his breath, “I’m a little curious too…”

Present Mic watched the other hero carefully. He wasn’t going to say anything. This was the perfect opportunity for him to see how Aizawa would handle this situation. He hoped the hero took their little heart to heart seriously. This was his chance.

The ragged pro just sighed, “Yamada and I are married. Have been for a good five years now.”

Midoriya was surprised at the blunt answer, “O-oh.”

“I’m going to ask you to keep this under wraps for obvious reasons,” he continued, but the smugness in his voice was gone, “The amount of media attention around relationships between pro heroes is fatal to anyone underground.”

“Y-yeah,” he replied, “will do.”

The boy stood there awkwardly for a few moments, no one in the room saying a word. Then he slid the notebook onto the table, away from the food.

“Here’s the book,” he clarified, “Aizawa-sensei is on pages 48 to 52… and there’s a little more on page 117.”

“What about me?” Present Mic joked.

The teen seemed to understand it was a joke and smothered a laugh, “You’re in a different book, sorry.”

The two shared a smile and the student instantly felt more at ease. He reached for one of the pots in the middle of the table and wrapped his hand around the handle. The blond teacher looked confused.

“What are you doing?” he asked a little too quickly.

Midoriya immediately flinched back and let go of the handle, “Uh, I was just going to put the food away…”

Aizawa felt like it was a good time to jump in, “Don’t worry about it, Problem Child. We’ll pick it all up later.”

He clearly wasn’t expecting the nice gesture from the intimidating pro, but he didn’t shy away as much, “O-oh ok.”

He didn’t feel the need to stick around in the dining room anymore, so he quietly started moving towards the hallway entrance. The boy still had a lot of souls to send away before he went to bed, and the earlier he started, the better. Yamada noticed the student trying to retreat and stood up slowly from his chair, understanding from his quick question that suddenness made the teen uncomfortable.

“Midoriya,” he called out, but kept his volume steady.

Said boy stopped in his tracks and looked back behind him. “Yes?”

The answer was so small, so scared that it almost made the hero forget about his thought in the first place, “If you need anything, or if there’s anything we can do for you, just let us know.”

He nodded and turned to leave, but only a few steps later, he flipped back around and called out shakily, “Can you… not call me Midoriya? A-anything else is fine.”

Present Mic flashed a friendly thumbs up, “No problem, little listener!”

Aizawa chuckled from the table, “Pretty sure I've already got that under control.”

Both conformations were enough for the teen to feel comfortable leaving, and so that’s exactly what he did. The two heroes listened as his footsteps grew fainter and fainter, until they couldn’t hear them at all. A subsequent groan of a door on its hinges was all they needed to hear to confirm he had made it to his room.

Present Mic turned to his husband, knowing the boy was out of earshot, “Who exactly is Gami?”

Aizawa just let out an exasperated sigh.

“I'm not explaining that right now.”

Notes:

Cute little filler chapter for you all. Except it’s not cute. Or little. It’s 22 and a half pages of angst with a side of one extra sad cinnamon roll. Sorry not sorry.

So I slipped in some callbacks to chapters 3 and 4. Hopefully you can pick them out. They’re there to help explain why Midoriya acted the way he did. I don’t think I’ve ever explicitly stated that he had panic attacks before this chapter, but I’ve implied it. The whole thing with the “spiraling,” those are panic attacks. I’ve referred to them as that because Midoriya didn’t really know they were panic attacks. Of course, now he does, but he was a bit more oblivious in his past. Just a writing choice to keep you all on your toes lol.

Yeah, Aizawa’s a bit of a dick right now, but not everything starts as sunshine and rainbows. Even though Aizawa is a teacher, he doesn’t view himself as qualified to personally take care of a student like he is now. And to cope, he’s being kind of an ass. But all of this is to give him room to grow during the story, so don’t worry. Besides, I love Dadzawa, and there's no way I’m passing that up.

So how do you all like the texting format? I was a bit unsure of how to write that part, so I did a bit of research into how published books write text messages. I decided on italics and grouping the text together to mimic the format of an actual text message. I'm planning to do more texting in future chapters, so hopefully you all like it!

Here’s the usual list of powers. No changes, but it’s here anyway.

Death’s Touch: Anything Midoriya touches starts to decay immediately, regardless of the amount of fingers touching. This ability works on both the living and the non living. At first, Midoriya couldn’t control this ability, as it activated immediately without his consent. However, now he is able to control the activation on humans and non living objects, being able to start and stop the decay at will. However, he had gained no progress with plant or animal life. Any damage done to living organisms with this power cannot be healed.

Death’s Scythe: Midoriya can summon a scythe to fight with at will. The scythe vaguely resembles a bird’s beak, and has a hole near the start of the blade. The scythe is the only item that can’t be destroyed by Death’s Touch. The Death’s Touch ability can be shared with the scythe at Midoriya’s will, however it can only decay what it cuts. The decay follows the same rules as Death’s Touch. He can also make the scythe disappear at will when he is finished with it or to free his hands.

Immortality: Midoriya is immortal and cannot die. However, he can still get hurt and scarred. The immortality ability doesn’t provide any regeneration, but any wounds that could be detrimental to his job, such as lost/broken limbs and organs, will be healed the next day.

Premonition: Midoriya can see flash images of people who may die before they are supposed to. Normally, he cannot interfere with death, as it’s his job, but he has the option of attempting to save anyone he views in a premonition. These premonitions are bare and don’t provide much information other than the person themselves and their demise, occasionally revealing the setting and attacker, if any. The premonitions can come true between an hour after viewing to 3 days later.

Soul Contact: When a person dies, their soul is immediately sent to Midoriya. He can see, touch, and hold these souls. When holding a soul, Midoriya can see the most important memories and decisions attached to that soul, and hence that person.

Soul Sorting: This ability allows Midoriya to decide which part of the afterlife a soul moves on to. The areas of the afterlife can only be summoned with intent and the swipe of a hand, with the areas themselves being represented by flames. The areas that he can choose from are Paradise, Purgatory, and the Underworld. Once Midoriya decides where the soul best fits, it is sent to the being of that respective area. If approved, the soul stays in that area forever, the exception being Purgatory. Souls in Purgatory can be moved again to either Paradise or the Underworld, however, this is not Midoriya’s decision. If rejected, the soul is sent back to him for reevaluation. All souls must be sorted within 24 hours of Midoriya receiving them, with rejected souls resetting their time limits once they get back to him. Failure to sort a soul within its time limit may result in serious unknown punishment.

Chapter 14: Note To Self: One Step At A Time

Summary:

Living with Aizawa and Yamada hasn't gotten any easier, but one tiny kitten might just change that.

Might...

Notes:

This chapter has been edited as of 4/30/21 with the addition of new scenes to better explain Bakugo's lack of expulsion.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Over the next few days, the boy barely left his room. The spirit tried to coax him out for more than just food and school, but he was practically unsuccessful. Despite any kinds of motivation from Gami, he still felt mostly uncomfortable in the new environment.

Yamada did his best to interact with his student as much as possible. Whether it was sparking a conversation at dinner, or just calling jokes through the closed door, he made it happen. But even his natural cheeriness just wasn’t enough to make Midoriya feel comfortable in the home and Yamada knew that. The teacher wasn’t ready to give up, but could feel himself grow more and more unmotivated after each attempt.

Aizawa felt largely indifferent despite also noticing the tension in the house. He just wasn’t used to being overly emotional or caring, and when he was, it was only towards his husband. He did promise the blond that he would try harder when it came to making the teen feel at home, but promising and actually doing are two different things.

Said hero was currently sitting on the couch, flipping through Midoriya’s notebook. He had gotten home earlier than Yamada and the boy was hiding away in the guest room. He had been looking through the book throughout the days after he had received it, and couldn’t deny he was impressed. The notes inside were very thorough, and the actual analysis was astonishingly advanced. He found the pages dedicated to himself and wished he hadn’t shut the teen down at dinner all those days ago.

The front door swung open suddenly, a long creak resonating in the air. Eraserhead turned sharply, but his eyes only met his partner’s. He loosened and let his shoulders relax, going back to flipping through the notebook.

“Hey Zashi,” he greeted, “Hopefully whatever made you stay late wasn’t too bad.”

“No, it was just some paperwork I needed to catch up on,” the blond replied, “You know, with the whole new school year and everythi-”

The hero then noticed his tired husband wasn’t paying much attention to his ramblings, so he took a few steps closer to analyze him. He was almost fully engrossed in a thin notebook in his hand, and he quickly realized it was the one Midoriya had left for him on the table that first night.

“Hey isn’t that the little listener’s notebook?” he asked rhetorically, “You’re finally reading it, huh? What do you think?”

Aizawa turned to face him with a bit of unusual enthusiasm, then flashing the open page he was on. The page had a quickly sketched drawing of Eraserhead, along with some arrows pointing to his hero costume. There were notes all around the drawing as well as on the next page, mostly short scribbles and scrawlings.

“The notes in this book are on the level of professional quirk analysts,” he said with unnatural pride, “Not only are there in depth explanations of how exactly the quirk functions, but ways to counter it as well. There’s ideas for support gear and fighting styles for heroes.”

Present Mic lit up, almost as if it were his notes Aizawa was gushing over, “I told you it was worth taking a look at!! The little listener just makes me wanna go YEAH!!”

“Here, listen to this,” the rugged man pointed a finger to one of the word blobs next to the drawing of him, “Erasure has an blatant weakness to mutant type quirks and while Eraserhead’s capture weapon and fighting style are effective ways to combat this disadvantage, he still is largely capable of being overpowered-”

“Jeez, the little listener writes like he’s in college,” Yamada interrupted to joke.

The tired teacher shot him an annoyed glance and the blond chuckled, but subsequently sealed his lips. Aizawa rolled his eyes, but couldn’t help but snort at his husband’s antics. He checked to make sure he was pointing to the right part and then flipped the book back in the English teacher’s direction.

The pro decided now was a good time to continue, “Erasure naturally evens out the playing field between the user and the opposer, so creating support gear that mimics that against mutant quirk users would be ideal. An additional weapon like a high voltage taser or a tranquilizer gun might work and though that would still leave a disadvantage against mutant quirks with tough skin, it would be effective against most other mutant quirks.”

“You got support advice too?” his partner remarked, “The little listener said I should get some sound grenades and I’m honestly interested in seeing if my support team can whip up something like he was talking about.”

“Sound grenades, huh?” Aizawa repeated, “An electric weapon actually doesn’t sound like a bad idea.”

“I knew you would like it!!”

Eraserhead knew exactly what the announcer was looking for, and as much as his pride didn’t want to admit it, he knew he wasn’t going to be able to skirt around it.

“You were right…”

He watched his rowdy partner pump his fist in cheer, hissing out a short “YEAH!!” before returning to his mostly calm, normal self. Finally taking off his jacket, Yamada moved away from the door and kicked off his shoes. He knocked a hand into Aizawa’s hair playfully and the tired man shifted so he could plop himself down next to him.

“Any updates on the little listener?” Present Mic quickly changed the subject.

The ragged man sighed, “No. The kid’s just been hiding away in his room since we got back.”

Yamada’s shoulders slumped and he sighed heavily, “I just wish there was more we could do. He still seems so uncomfortable here even after all these days…”

Aizawa just sighed again, his words escaping him. He laid the notebook down on his leg and stared at the hallway. He couldn’t really understand what the boy was going through. The teen had been taken away from all he’d ever known, whether he believed it was a safe place or not. It wasn’t something he could just fix in a matter of days. He wasn’t sure how long it would take for him to get comfortable staying here, but he was sure his crummy attitude at the start definitely didn't help.

A slight buzzing from underneath him startled him out of any more depressing thoughts. Moving his hand down, he pulled his phone out of his back pocket. There was only one notification on the lock screen and so he opened it up to see the details.

The blond man noticed the lack of attention towards him, “What is it Sho?”

Said man flashed his phone screen at Yamada, “It’s the vet.”

Present Mic turned frantic, “Are the cats okay?”

“Yeah, yeah, the cats are fine,” he reassured, “We need to pick them up.”

A relieved sigh left the English teacher, “You should have worded that better. I assumed the worst.”

“My bad.”

Aizawa lifted himself off the couch, straightening out his wrinkled pants. He slipped his phone back in his pocket before sliding on a pair of general black shoes. He yawned and stretched out his arms, before returning to normal.

“Are you going to go pick them up now?” Yamada asked.

The tired teacher gestured to his pair of outside shoes sarcastically, “Yeah. Are you coming with me?”

“Sure, sounds lik-” he stopped suddenly, his train of thought hopping onto a different set of tracks. They couldn’t just leave Midoriya behind. I mean, they physically could, but it wouldn’t be right. Just ignoring the fact he was living among them would only further the uncomfortableness in the home.

Besides, taking Midoriya with them would be a great way to bond, not only with them, but with the cats as well. The cats had been at the vet since a few days before Midoriya had come into their household because of a FLUTD situation. Somehow, all of their cats had contracted feline lower urinary tract disease and needed serious medical treatment. The teen hadn’t gotten a chance to meet their furry companions, and this would be a perfect opportunity.

“Wait,” Yamada cut himself off, “Why don’t we bring the little listener with us? He hasn’t met the cats yet. This would be perfect!”

“That doesn’t sound like a bad idea,” he shrugged, “But you’ll have to convince him.”

The blond scoffed, “You underestimate me, Sho!”

But he didn't have time to hear his partner’s huff, because he was already walking towards the guest room door. He didn’t have any shoes on, but his footsteps were still loud enough to resonate throughout the hallway. He approached the door and immediately heard shuffling coming from behind it. It was fair to assume he had heard him coming.

He rapped his knuckles against the hardwood gently, careful not to be too startling, “Hey little listener. How are you doing in there?”

There was more shuffling, but not for too long, “I’m fine.”

Yamada frowned at the blunt answer, but didn’t let it get to his head, “Well, Sho and I were going to run some errands and we were wondering if you’d want to come with us?”

Of course, no answer came right away, and his ears were met with only the sound of more shuffling. There were some slight mumbles, but the blond just assumed he was talking to Gami.

His husband had explained Midoriya’s situation late that first night. He was skeptical at first, I mean, who wouldn’t be? A kid who’s powers didn’t come from a quirk? And from a ghost no less? It was a lot to take in, but the more time he spent around the boy, the more he realized how much time he liked to spend alone. And when he heard the slight whispers and conversations that came from behind that door, he started to believe his husband’s explanation more and more. He had never gotten personally introduced to the ghost, but he hoped he would soon.

A call came from the other side, bringing him out of his thoughts, “I’ll go… i-if that’s still alright?”

If he was being honest, Yamada wasn’t really expecting the kid to agree, much less agree so quickly, but he wasn’t complaining. He smiled to himself, pride bubbling in his chest. “Sounds great. We’ll be waiting by the front door!”

He moved away from the door to give the kid some space. He didn’t want to scare him by waiting right by his door for him to come out. As Present Mic approached the front door again, he sent a smirk right to Aizawa. He was sure his partner had heard the entire thing.

The hero rolled his eyes, “Fine, fine. You don’t have to rub it in.”

The blond laughed, “He’ll be out in a few minutes.”

He let his chuckling run its course before quieting down. He turned to stare longingly at his husband, growing into a wide smile. This was perfect, just the two of them. It was how it always was, and how the two of them had grown to love. Yamada had always wanted to adopt a kid, but he knew that didn’t really fit into his partner’s idea of a relationship. So he was content with just living like they always had. Just the two of them, now and forever.

Then, the guest room door creaked open, and the two remained two for no longer.

 


 

Aizawa drove down a busy street, his hands clenched on the steering wheel. Yamada was sitting next to him in the passenger seat, cracking jokes and quips. The two chatted like they always did, with the blond doing most of the talking and Eraserhead piping in every here and there. The car atmosphere felt so typical for the two of them and the muffled sounds from the street eased in like background noise.

So it was easy for the two to forget that Midoriya was with them in the back seat.

The teen just sat quietly, hoping not to draw the heroes’ attention back on him. When he had left the guest room, their piercing stares shot right through his soul. He immediately regretted his decision to leave the safety of his solitude, but there was no way he could just change his mind now. So here he was, hiding away in the back of the car.

Gami was the one who had convinced him to go in the first place. He really didn’t want to, but the ghost was desperate for him to open up. His mentor had done so much for him throughout his life, so he almost felt obligated to make him proud. He just kept telling himself that this was for Gami.

Currently, the spirit wasn’t even in the car. He had tried to sit down in one of the seats, but his form proved detrimental. The boy wasn’t sure what to do when the car started and his companion wasn’t in it, but Gami just improvised.

He could only imagine what someone would think if they could actually see the ghost chasing after the car beside them.

His gaze was solely focused on the window beside him, and he watched Gami push to keep up with the car. The car wasn’t traveling that fast, maybe about 20 mph, but that was an obnoxiously fast speed to fly at. Well, it was more floating than flying.

The car took a left turn and pulled up next to a decently sized building. Midoriya watched as Gami stopped at the entrance and moved towards his car door. The boy unbuckled himself, but waited for Aizawa and Yamada to open their doors before opening his. He looked up at his ghostly companion, and despite not being able to see his face, he was sure he was panting. He shot a joking stare at him, and the spirit just huffed and turned away. Together, they walked into the building behind the two heroes.

“Contrary to what you may believe, I am not fatigued.”

“Whatever lets you sleep at night,” he quipped back.

“Considering I do not sleep, your statement is invalid.”

MIdoriya smacked his forehead at his mentor’s idea of a joke, but he couldn’t help but give a small chuckle under his breath. He loved that Gami always tried to contribute, even if it was towards something he didn’t understand completely, like how to properly joke. Even if he didn’t do it exactly right, the attempts always made him cheer up.

Now paying attention to their surroundings, the inside of the building was surprisingly clean. The duo figured they were in some sort of reception area, considering the large front desk and the seating area. No one was in any of the seats though, so he still wasn’t sure where exactly he was.

Yamada sat himself down in one of the chairs, but Aizawa stood up by the front desk. The teen looked between the two individuals, unsure where to move himself. He could sit by Yamada, but would Aizawa yell at him for sitting and being lazy? He could stand instead, but then Aizawa might get annoyed with him. But he also couldn’t just stand in the middle of the floor like he was now. Picking at his gloves nervously, he could feel his fingers twitch.

“Little listener,” a familiar voice called out, “come sit over here.”

That was a direct command. That was something he knew. He could do that. So he listened, walking over to his English teacher and sitting in the chair next to him. He was unnerved by the close proximity, but this was an order. And he knew how to follow an order. Pulling his hands to his lap, he fiddled with his fingers in an attempt to take his mind off of everything plaguing it.

Gami moved over to stand next to him, but didn’t even try to sit down. Both of them knew there was really no chance of him being successful. Besides, it was much easier to stand.

“I wonder where we are?”

Midoriya was wondering the same thing, but didn’t respond as Yamada was right next to him. He didn’t know if the blond hero was aware of his secret, but he wasn’t going to give it away. But the specter had a point. Supposedly, the two heroes were going out to run errands, and if the boy were to believe his presence didn’t change that, he wondered what kind of business they needed done here.

All parties watched as Aizawa talked with the female receptionist. She seemed put off by his ragged appearance, but nonetheless gave him the information he wanted. He assumed the man was done, as he made his way back to where all were sitting.

“She said Dr. Chisabe should be out to get us in a bit,” he repeated to his husband.

“Oh ok,” Yamada replied.

Midoriya didn’t say anything, but that didn’t keep his mind from wandering. Who was Dr. Chisabe? He was a doctor, but what kind of medicine did he practice? Aizawa had said “us” so that must mean everyone was coming along, but then who needed to see a doctor? Was it him? Was that the reason Present Mic wanted him to come along? His hands suddenly grew clammy form under his gloves and his throat dry. Was this all just a ploy to get him in front of a doctor?

Gami seemed to notice his successor’s panic, even though the other heroes didn’t. He floated forward and rested his hands on the boy’s head, playing with his hair.

“Whatever it is, just take a breath and clear your head,” the ghost tried to reassure without outright saying he was overreacting. His successor did this a lot, over analyzing the situation and hyping it up to more than it probably was. Albeit, there were some times where the boy was right, and it ended up being exactly what he was thinking or at least similar to. But he often stressed himself out, and Gami did his best to try and ease that.

Midoriya took his mentor’s advice, and also took a deep breath into his lungs. Maybe he was overthinking this. Still, lowering his guard would be a foolish idea. He played around with the fabric of his gloves. Maybe just taking his mind off everything would suffice. That was easier said than done, but he would try.

Rhythmically, he matched the picking of his gloves with his heartbeat. The tempo echoed around in his head, effectively separating the paranoia from his head. It was almost soothing in a way, but if he thought about it more than that, he knew his paranoia would find a new way to seep into his mind. Sometimes, the boy wondered what life would feel like without his gloves. How did freedom truly feel? He couldn’t really say he’d felt freedom, not when restrained by his job and all his responsibilities and these damn gloves. These gloves were the bane of his miserable existence, just a reminder of how he could never have the luxuries of a normal kid his age. Nurturing parents, childhood friends, a loving household, he could have none of that. Sometimes, he thought his role as Death was purposely trying to make him suffer so it could feed off his misery.

No. Enough of that. He had lost the tempo. It was obnoxiously offbeat from his heart. He just needed to breathe and clear his head. Drain it, even if only for a minute. Match his heartbeat once more. Plucking the fabric again, he got back into the rhythm of things, this time, his head felt empty. It was nice, peaceful. If only every moment was like this…

There was a call of his name, then again, and then once more. It snapped him out of his momentary tranquility and his hands ceased movement. He looked up to meet the sound.

“Sorry to startle you like that, little listener,” Yamada spoke softly, “But Dr. Chisabe is here. We have to go to the back now.”

Midoriya didn’t respond, his mouth oddly dry, but that was a command. So he stood up and followed the blond hero. He didn’t see Aizawa in front of them, so he assumed the underground hero had already left without them. Though, he did wonder why exactly the heroes were at a doctor’s office.

Together, the two, plus a ghost, arrived at a private back office. Well, it wasn’t really an office, more like a check up room like the ones for pediatrics. Aizawa was already seated in one of the seats, but there was no sign of the so-called Dr. Chisabe. Yamada paused upon entering the room, so the teen cautiously peeked out from behind him to figure out why.

At first, he could see no reason for the teacher’s stop, but when his eyes focused on Aizawa, his brain kicked into high gear. There was only one open seat left. He wasn’t sure why the hero would contemplate giving it to him, but he would straighten things out.

“You can have the chair, Mic-sensei,” he confirmed, “I can stand.”

He didn’t wait for a response, moving towards the bright window to stand there instead. Yamada seemed to want to stutter, but sighed instead and moved to sit in the empty chair. Aizawa flashed him a slight look, but nothing more. Midoriya watched as Gami followed them inside the room and stood next to him by the window. The blinds were open, letting light flood the room. He could feel the warm sunshine touch his back.

The door then swung open and in walked a tall man with decently long brown hair. He wore a set of blue clothing. He looked more like a registered nurse than a doctor, but he of all people knew not to judge a book by its cover.

“Ah, Aizawa-san, Yamada-san,” he greeted, “and a new face? I certainly haven’t seen you before.”

“Present Mic smiled, “This is Midoriya.”

The doctor continued, “Nice to meet you, Midoriya-kun.”

The boy shuffled nervously, “You as well, Chisabe-san.”

He did his best to be respectful. That was the best way to avoid conflict with adults.

The doctor just laughed heartily, “Anyways, I’m sure you know from my email, but your cats have all recovered from FLUTD. I was most concerned about your youngest one, but even he has made a full recovery.”

“What a relief,” Yamada sighed.

“Indeed, let me go get them now.”

The doctor left as quickly as he came, leaving the door open this time. Midoriya shifted back towards the window. Cats. Dr. Chisabe was a veterinarian. There was a feeling of relief at realizing he was only overreacting moments ago, but a new taste of fear replaced that quickly. He couldn’t be around animals, he was just too dangerous. His gloves felt slick against his skin, sticky with sweat, but he didn’t even notice, too focused on the deadly power tingling at his fingertips.

The brunet returned, this time holding two cat carriers in his hands. He placed them on the examination table in the corner of the room. Both Aizawa and Yamada jumped up as Chisabe opened up their doors, while the reserved teen took a fearful step back.

The doctor reached inside and pulled out a calm, orange tabby with slight white accents. The cat barely squirmed in his hands, but relaxed even more upon being placed into Aizawa’s arms. Chisabe took a glance at the lab on the carrier.

“Juice recovered the fastest, and though he’s a bit chubby, he’s nowhere near being overweight,” he paused, “They eat dry food just fine, right?”

Eraserhead just nodded, stroking the cat in his arms.

“That’s what I thought…” he sighed, pulling out the other cat in that one carrier. It was a beautiful mix of black and white, with defining markings almost like a tuxedo. The cat seemed to sway away the doctor’s hand and strutted out himself. He stopped near the center of the table, but continued to stand proudly.

Then, Chisabe moved over to the second carrier, and though the door was open, he nudged it further. A little wearily, a pure white cat poked his head around the corner, scoping out his surroundings. Once it made eye contact with Aizawa and Yamada, he instantly calmed and walked out of the carrier himself. Not bothering to go much further, he plopped himself down on the table and curled up lazily.

The doctor didn’t move though, and seemed to be waiting on something. He sighed, and reached into the carrier. Midoriya listened unwillingly as a small cry came from inside and watched the brunet pull out one terrified tiny kitten. Chisabe looked sadly down at the ball of fur in his hands.

“Has he been like this for a while?” he inquired.

The blond nodded drearily, “Links is paranoid of almost everything.”

Chisabe hummed, “And how long have you two had him?”

“Well, we adopted him at about 3 weeks old, and he’s about 6 weeks now…”

The doctor put the kitten down and immediately, he scurried back into the carrier.

“I think that’s how this FLUTD outbreak started,” he concluded, “Links’s paranoid behavior is stressing the other cats out.”

Aizawa sighed, still holding onto Juice, “So what do we do? Just keep Links separated from the others?”

“That’s the best course of action right now,” Chisabe explained, “but only until his behavior calms.”

It was just then that Yamada remembered there was someone else in the room, and he turned over to Midoriya, “I totally forgot to tell you, little listener. We have cats.”

The boy nodded dumbly. He didn’t expect Aizawa to own cats, but even so, he did not want to be around them. Gami was no longer at his side. He had moved away towards the table to look at the four furballs.

The blond gestured towards the cat in Aizawa’s arms, “This is Juice.”

Then he moved over to the table and scratched the head of the tuxedo cat, “This is Octave.”

Continuing with his introductions, he stroked the back of the white cat laying down, “This is Cumulus.”

Finally he pointed a finger at the second carrier, “And the little kitten is Links.”

Remembering his manners, Midoriya nodded shakily again, but made no move to come closer.

“Would you like to hold one?”

“NO!” the teen cut him off, backing further into the corner he was in and away from the table. Then suddenly he started up again, “I-I mean no thank you.”

All three adults looked over at the boy weirdly. Gami rushed back over to his successor, standing next to him reassuringly. Chisabe coughed to clear his throat, hoping to ease the tension in the room.

“Well, other than that, you’re all good to go,” he started, “Let me just load these guys back inside.”

Midoriya suddenly felt the uncomfortableness creep up his spine. He should have phrased that better, or at least been more respectful from the start. He watched the heroes help place their cats back in their two shared carriers and wished he had the means to help. He inwardly cursed out his gloves, wondering what fur felt like. Was it as soft as it was claimed? He wished he knew.

Following the heroes out of the room, he lagged behind nervously. The carriers in their hands were mostly quiet, with the exception of soft cries from one in particular. That was Links… right? The poor kitten was so scared of everything, and he wondered why. The cries tore at his heartstrings, and made him long for the ability and the confidence to hold and reassure him. Was that what he sounded like? Was that how he appeared to others, like a lost, scared kitten? At least he had Gami with him every day, but Links… he had no one. The other cats, though they were older, didn’t seem like they knew how to deal with him.

The situation rang oddly familiar to his own, and though Midoriya never put the pieces together to see it that way, one particular ghost certainly did.

It was like clockwork, the trio exited the building and got back into the car. The teen didn’t bother asking if he could help, too lost in thought to care. He squeezed himself right back into his seat as tight as he could towards the window. Yamada didn’t go straight for the passenger seat, instead opting to travel around the car to the other side and open the back seat instead. The boy was afraid he was going to sit in the back with him, so when he didn’t climb into the car, he was momentarily relieved.

When the hero began loading the carriers into the back though, he wasn’t sure what was worse. He turned his head fully towards his window to stare at Gami, keeping his attention off the growing fear at the back of his mind. Picking at his gloves, he listened for his heartbeat, carefully matching his rhythms to it. He could do this. He just had to follow the tempo, one beat at a time.

One beat at a time.

 


 

Midoriya had spent the next few hours in the guest room, alone, like usual. Well, that wasn’t entirely true. Yamada had placed the small kitten, Links, in the room with him to separate him from the other cats. And he couldn’t just tell the hero not to. So he curled himself up in the corner with his notebook and his phone, as far away as he could from the creature.

Links seemed to only want solitude as well, as the cat had moved to the opposite corner of the room once he was placed on the ground. He hadn’t strayed away from that spot either, which was fine for the teen. But that didn’t mean he was going to move away from the only area that felt safe.

There seemed to be so much on his mind, and yet, he couldn’t really tell in the foggy mess of his head. Too much had happened too quickly, and he couldn’t even begin to process it all. It was a sickening type of overwhelm, one that left him drained and unable to even muster up the will to stand. He thought that feeling overwhelmed meant he should be bouncing off the walls, desperate to get out of this suffocating room, but he felt no desire to move at all. He just wanted to waste away, and hopefully sift through his muddy thoughts.

Out of everything: out of the vulnerability of admitting his past once more, out of the shock of being taken from everything he knew, out of the torment of reliving his lowest moments, none of that seemed to gain footing as the most prominent thought in his head. Out of everything that really mattered, at least, what Gami would agree that mattered, none of it was on his mind. It was there for sure, but that was the thing. It was just there. He wasn’t actively thinking about any of it; it was just treading the murky waters of his mind like a capsized sailor.

Why, out of everything, could he only think about one specific set of red eyes?

Well, to really be specific, he couldn’t take his mind away from the battle training exercise, even more specifically, the incident that had taken place towards the end of it. He dared not speak of it even in his thoughts, afraid that would be more than enough to will it into existence again. But that didn’t stop him from replaying the events over and over and over again like a broken record player.

Uraraka had secured the weapon. They had won. It was over. It was supposed to be over.

“Deku…”

Bakugo stood by the entrance to the room, the only way out. He was practically smoking from his skin, red hot steam bubbling off his body. His eyes glittered with anger, such livid hatred he’d never seen before. Sure, Midoriya knew his very presence irked the blond to no end, but never in the countless years he’d known him had he ever seen such an expression. It was so unusual, even for Bakugo. Something about the sheer loathing that radiated from him in that moment was so uncharacteristic, so unnatural.

“You played me like a damn fool. I bet you think you're so smart, don’t you?”

He remembered the pure fear that stammered through him as Bakugo raised his gauntlet at them. His heart rate was out of control, and he was so sure he was going to have a heart attack then. But, he also remembered the countless reassurances that he fed himself in the seconds before all hell broke loose. He remembered telling himself that Bakugo would never, ever, do something as stupid as that. There was no way in hell that the fiery teen would risk his placement at U.A. all over some petty rivalry, if it could even be called that. Yes, Bakugo was aggressive. Yes, Bakugo hated his guts to the ends of the Earth and back. But he was not an idiot. It didn’t make any sense. Why would Bakugo shoot at them?

“I’ll tell you what I think, you fucking runt! I think you should learn your place!!”

And then he went over. He pushed his friends out of harm’s way, and he went over the edge instead. He fell, landed on his back, and wouldn’t even be thinking about all this in hindsight if he wasn’t immortal. Well… at least it was him. If it had been anyone else, well… he’d really rather not think about that.

But, did that erase the severity of the incident? He couldn’t die, that was for sure, but did that excuse Bakugo’s actions? No, of course it didn’t. He still attacked after the training exercise was officially deemed over, and his actions still put all of them in danger, even if he was the only one injured from them. And of course, every hero watching would think the same. Though, by that standard, only All Might could be considered, but this would obviously go up to Principal Nezu. Midoriya was naive, but he wasn’t a fool.

Bakugo’s hero career was more than likely shot.

But, was it wrong for him to not want that? Something still felt off.

God, if Gami could hear his thoughts now, he’d drill into him that the blond deserved that. That Bakugo deserved to have his hero career ended before it could even begin. That Bakugo was too hotheaded and reckless and uncaring to fulfill a role as a hero. But he didn’t really believe that. And it wasn’t just childhood naivety thinking for him.

Every time he replayed the events over in his head, his gut was filled with such a sourness that his own lips nearly puckered. Something was so terribly wrong about it all, and he couldn’t make sense of it. All this, his actions, his hatred, his disregard, it just wasn’t Bakugo. And he wasn’t perfect, certainly not by any means. Far from it. But, despite his numerous flaws, Midoriya just couldn’t see a universe where he’d do what he did. And obviously he’d done that in this universe, but it felt so bizarre, so abnormal, like it was forced upon his very nature.

And he just couldn’t wrap his head around it, which made sitting in silence, drowning in own suffocating thoughts, so much more painful.

He shifted his head to a new placement against the wall, half heartedly listening to the muffled speeches from the living room to try and pry himself away from the swirling mess of his head. He wasn’t meaning to eavesdrop, as he had been in that exact spot before the conversations started, but he couldn’t really help it. He couldn’t make out specific words, but recognized Aizawa and Yamada’s voices instantly. There was a third voice he didn’t know at first, but figured it’s nonchalant tone to be the principal’s. The fourth voice though, he had no idea. All he could tell was that it was a young male’s, maybe about mid to late 30s.

He had been observing the muffled noises for at least an hour now, tuning in and out, and wondered what it was all about. Gami had been phasing in and out of the room to check, but so far, the ghost hadn’t spoken a word. And honestly, Midoriya wasn’t sure whether he wanted to know the true nature of the conversation. His outlook on today was already down the toilet, so he was afraid whatever they were talking about couldn’t be much better. Normally, Gami would stop him before his spiraling went too far, but the spirit’s quietness only reassured his growing paranoia.

Then, there was sudden shuffling in the opposite corner of his room, and his head lurched in that direction. It was just the little kitten, now up and pacing back and forth, just barely leaving the corner. He expected Links to cry out like he had done earlier, but to his surprise, the cat was completely silent save for his footsteps. He wondered what Links was thinking about. What was stressing him out so much? There was nothing even in here that would have provoked him. Was it just in his head? Was it like the boy’s own pressing thoughts that eventually consumed him?

Before he could spend any more time pondering the anxious cat in the corner, a knock came from the guest room door.

“Hey little listener,” came Yamada’s muffled voice, “We need you out here for some stuff.”

They needed him? Who needed him? Who was “we”? Why was he needed? Was he going to be taken away and put somewhere else more fitting? Did they finally stop believing his bizarre story? What was going to happen to him?

A small meow came from the corner, snapping him out of his spiraling. Midoriya looked up to meet the wide eyes of the kitten staring right at him. He had stopped pacing and was now just merely staring him down, tail swishing back and forth. Links meowed again.

“Are you alright?” Gami broke the silence while helping his successor up.

“I’m fine,” the teen replied, though he wasn’t sure who exactly he was responding to.

Links gave out another cry, eyes still not breaking away from his form.

“Uh, little listener?” came from just beyond the door again.

“I-I’m sorry,” he called back hoarsely, almost as if he’d been crying, which he had not, “I’ll be right out.”

He hoped he could make good on that promise as he heard Yamada’s tread leave the area. He knew he had to, as it was a command. But he wasn’t sure if he could will his legs to move far enough, the fear still plaguing his body. What was he even scared of at this point? Yamada? Aizawa? The new household? Being taken away? The kitten for goodness sake?

No, no, no. He wasn’t going to start again. His hands moved almost instinctively towards each other, his fingers aching as if they were freezing. The boy pulled at the fabric again. The little trick he had discovered earlier really made him feel calm. He matched his heartbeat easily this time, since it was thumping in his ears. He really didn't want to leave the comfort of this room, even if he wasn’t truly alone. He could deal with the company of Links if it meant he didn’t have to face whoever was waiting for him out there. But he had to. He was told, so he had to.

He took a first step, the landing matching perfectly with his echoing heart.

Step. Beat.

Step. Beat.

Step. Beat.

Step. Beat.

Step. Beat.

Soon enough, Midoriya found himself at the door. He found himself turning the doorknob ever so slowly. That was fine. He knew as long as he took steps forward, no matter how slow or timid they were, he would make it through that door. He would make it down the hallway. He would face anything anyone out there threw at him. Besides, the boy knew he wasn’t alone. With Gami simply walking beside him, the fears eating at his heart quelled.

He didn’t even realize he was currently walking down the hallway into the living room. He was just walking with his heartbeat. And boy was it beating fast. Fast enough for his saunter to seem normal.

He only looked up once he was sure he was in the living room. He knew it was right where his feet switched from hardwood to carpet. Glancing up, he made sure to keep his head low enough so he wouldn’t aggravate anyone. Eye contact was important, but so was reassuring the adult that they were in charge.

His guesses from earlier were correct as his submissive gaze focused on the two heroes and Nezu. But that fourth voice was someone he still didn’t recognize. He was tall, with short black hair and a long overcoat. His similarly black eyes were almost inviting, but Midoriya knew better than to judge a book by its cover.

“Ah Midoriya!” the principal cried, “So good to see you again.”

True.

The boy made a small wave, but kicked himself upon remembering that this was the principal he was speaking to, “H-hello sir.”

The rodent laughed, “I told you that Nezu worked just fine.”

True.

This time, however, he did not respond. The boy knew better than to address him by his name so openly. Nezu seemed to be waiting for him to correct himself, but he kept his vow of silence. Once the principal realized he wasn’t going to get a reply, he moved on to his next point.

“I’m sure you are wondering,” he chuckled on, like this was some sort of game, “This here is Detective Tsukauchi, from the police department.”

True.

He was a detective? Why the hell was there a detective here? The teen started growing more fearful of why they needed him.

“My full name is Tsukauchi Naomasa,” the man introduced himself, “It’s a pleasure.”

This was most certainly not a pleasure.

The detective reacted out for a handshake, and Midoriya’s haphephobia and behavioral instincts fought each other violently. In the end, his fear won out and he took a small step back, signaling that he wasn’t going to shake hands.

The newly introduced Tsukauchi narrowed his rectangular eyes, but didn’t make anything more of it. Nezu stood up from the couch and walked towards the teen.

“Now I’m sure you’re wondering what’s going on,” the principal continued, “I’ve been having Tsukauchi-san here look into your situation at home.”

True.

Oh, so that’s what this was about… He brought his arms up to his chest defensively, right where a big portion of the burn scar laid. He could feel his hands start to shake, but managed to keep his urge to just curl up and die inside him. Gami was still a few paces behind him, but made no move to come any closer.

The detective jumped in when Nezu paused, “She’s in custody, Midoriya. She can’t hurt you anymore.”

What?

He was in shock. What was he supposed to do? He hugged himself like he was his own lifeline, dropping to his knees as his legs gave out on him. He could feel the broken sobs claw their way up his throat and out of his mouth, but he really didn’t know why he was crying. Was he crying because he didn’t have to go back to her, or because he couldn’t go back to her anymore? He was just so lost… and so damn confused.

There was complete and utter silence in the living room other than the gut wrenching sobs coming from the prone boy. None of the adults moved a muscle as Midoriya’s shoulders heaved up and down violently. Surprisingly, it was Tsukauchi who broke it first.

“She was good at avoiding us at first, but we managed to catch her drunk at a bar one night and took her into custody,” he spoke carefully, choosing his words with precision, “Once she sobered up, we took her statement. Now, I just need yours.”

The teen looked up shakily, his face entirely red and puffy from crying. He hadn’t noticed his ghostly companion had moved up right behind him as he was sobbing. Midoriya’s lip quivered, his mouth unable to form coherent words. He just focused his vulnerable consciousness on the spirit’s rhythmic stroking of his hair.

“You don’t have to write anything. All you have to do is talk and answer some questions. I’ll record it,” Tsukauchi explained, hoping it would somewhat ease him.

“I know this is a lot to take in,” Nezu interrupted, “So we don’t have to start right now. If you need time to collect yourself, that is alright.”

True.

The boy turned to Gami, who was still behind him. He had undoubtedly known about what the adults wanted even before Yamada had gotten him from the guest room. So why didn’t he say anything?

“Just do what is most comfortable for you,” the ghost advised, “Do not rush into this if you do not want to.”

This was just like with Todoroki, or when he was hospitalized in Recovery Girl’s office. He had to just do it. If he waited or stalled, the fear would never let him muster up enough courage to try again.

“No, I can do this now,” he replied, “I need to do this now.”

True.

Tsukauchi turned to the principal in confusion and Nezu also frowned at the odd choice of words, but nonetheless clapped his paws together, “Well then, let us clear out of here so you and Tsukauchi-san can use this room to talk.”

True.

Aizawa and Yamada got up off the couch and moved to stand in the hallway instead. On the way there, the blond stopped by Midoriya’s fallen form.

“You need some help up, little listener?” he asked softly.

“N-no, I’m ok…”

False.

He felt a pair of cold hands wrap around his underarms and lift him up instead. Stumbling on his feet, he trudged his depressed self towards the now empty couch and threw himself onto it. Gami floated over to stand by the armrest.

Yamada turned back, “You know little listener, you can have someone sit with you during the statement. You don’t have to do this alone.”

True.

The teen had no problem answering that, “I’m not doing this alone. I’ve got Gami with me.”

True.

“Well, I wouldn’t advise talking to Gami during this, Midoriya,” Nezu jumped in, “The recording will most likely be used in a trial and we’re trying to keep that whole secret under wraps.”

True.

He sighed. The principal did have a point. Sure, Gami could still talk to him during all this, since no one would hear him. But did he want someone to sit with him, and who? The boy didn’t even register that the rodent had freely talked about his secret in front of Tsukauchi.

Nezu would definitely not baby him. He would treat him like the strong individual he was. But he didn’t know the principal on any sort of personal basis and didn’t want to show his vulnerability to someone he wasn’t yet comfortable with.

Aizawa was someone he admired. He would feel confident in completing the statement if he had his favorite hero by his side. But Aizawa wasn’t really known for his emotional sympathy and besides, asking the hero to stay with him would probably just annoy him.

Yamada had been nothing but nice to him since he had first arrived at the household. He was always gentle and thoughtful with his actions. And though he hadn’t really gotten close to the blond hero, he felt some sort of inviting feeling when he was around him. Besides, it would be the most respectful choice since Yamada was the one who had initially brought it up.

“C-can you stay with me, Mic-sensei?” he finally asked, “I-if that’s ok?”

The hero seemed surprised he was picked, but agreed and sat himself down on the couch as well, making sure to give the boy enough space.

Aizawa and Nezu continued over to the hallway and stood there, out of sight. Both were still close enough to hear any conversation that happened by the couch.

And so Tsukauchi hit record on his camera, and Midoriya started talking. There were times where the detective stopped to ask questions, but otherwise it was a steady stream of words coming from the teen. There were a few times where he broke down into tears, whether from stress or trauma was unknown. There were many times where he stuttered, or paused, needing a moment to collect himself before continuing. But he made it to the end, and was able to tell his entire story.

Tsukauchi had needed to record his injuries and scars after he had finished, and the teen was apprehensive at first, but when Gami talked him through it, he accepted. He rolled up his sleeves, revealing the numerous chunky scars from being impaled by liquor bottles. He made sure to separate the one circular scar on his left arm from the rest, explaining he had gotten that in an unrelated accident. Lifting his shirt to reveal the massive burn scar was the most challenging, but he knew he had to. He ended up having to take his shirt off completely so the detective could see the extent of the injury.

Yamada was in pure shock during the recording. He knew things with Midoriya weren’t good, but he had no idea it was this bad. Aizawa had told him as much as he knew, albeit it wasn’t much. But hearing it straight from the student was a whole other experience, one that ripped his heartstrings into shreds.

Tsukauchi eventually got all the information he needed for the statement, and turned off the video camera. Midoriya pulled his shirt back on quickly and the other two adults stepped back into the living room.

“Well, this brings us to my other course of action,” Nezu cut right to the chase, “which is where Midoriya will be staying.”

True.

The rodent gestured to the detective, motioning for him to speak. “I didn’t want to say this before I took your statement, just to make sure it didn’t interfere with your account. But your mother is in our custody permanently until the trial begins.”

At the shocked expression now plastered on the teen’s face, he clarified, “My quirk is called Lie Detector. It allows me to pick up on whether direct statements are true or false. There were numerous points in Inko Midoriya’s statement where my quirk registered her as lying, enough that it would be safest for us and you that she remained in our custody.”

His legs would have given out on him again if he were standing, but thankfully he was still sitting on the couch. Gami scooped him into a hug, whispering small reassurances. Everything he knew was suddenly ripped away from him. All his familiarity was now gone. He had lost his parents, his home, what next? And even if his parents weren’t necessarily good people, they were all he ever knew. He just wanted to make his mother proud. Was that so much to ask?

“I think it’s best to keep Midoriya here until further notice,” Nezu’s voice snapped him out of his thoughts, “If he were to enter the foster system, it might prove problematic to his studies here at U.A.”

True.

The principal didn’t mention that he also wanted to keep the boy as close to the school as possible.

Both Yamada and the student snapped towards Aizawa to witness his reaction. It was no secret that the rugged man wasn’t fond of taking care of a kid, at least at first. Both wondered if his reaction would be any different from the beginning.

But to their surprise, Aizawa didn’t huff or sigh. He didn’t yell or get mad. He just shrugged his shoulders, letting his hair flop around on his head. “Alright, whatever you think.”

False.

“Oh, wonderful!” Nezu cried, “Simply wonderful.”

True.

Both people on the couch were stunned by Aizawa’s nonchalant reactions, for very different reasons. But neither made a sound, allowing the principal to continue on with whatever else he wanted to say.

“One last thing before you go, Tsukauchi-san,” the rodent began.

“Yes?” said detective hummed.

“I was wondering if Midoriya could tell his situation to you? You know which one I’m talking about, correct?”

That made the boy pipe up, forgetting his manners, “You told him?”

Nezu chuckled, “Why of course I did. This doesn’t mean I don’t believe you, but you can’t blame me for wanting some solid confirmation.”

True.

The teen faltered, “Is this going to be recorded?”

“It isn’t,” Tsukauchi spoke up, “It’s just for securities sake.”

He took a long gulp as Nezu gestured for him to begin. Sure it wasn’t going to be recorded, but his mind still found paranoia to latch on to. Even though he knew his story was entirely true, Midoriya was still nervous about messing up, or doing something that would make his statements come off as false. It was a weak argument, but fear and paranoia made it grow exponentially.

But what was he to do other than talk. Not wanting to talk would only make him seem more guilty or suspicious. So mustering up all the remaining courage he had left, he let his secret escape his mouth.

“My powers aren’t quirk related.”

True.

Hearing nothing from any adult, he looked up for instructions. He caught Nezu just making another small motion with his paw and so he continued.

“I am the Grim Reaper.”

False.

Gami gave his successor a hard glare.

Tsukauchi interrupted, “That was a lie.”

Midoriya started to sweat, “W-well, I’m not technically the Grim Reaper. I-I’m more like an embodiment of Death, but I-I was afraid that wouldn’t make s-sense if I phrased it like that.”

True.

“That registered as true,” the detective fixed, “You can continue.”

He let out a sigh of relief, the stress fading from his shoulders as he detensed, “Gami was the previous Death, and I technically inherited my powers from him.”

T… true

“Can you elaborate on that?” Tsukauchi asked.

The teen knew exactly what to say, as he had been skimping out on information in an attempt to make his claims easier to understand, “Well, each D-death has a set of powers they are given once t-they begin the job. Since G-Gami retired and I became the new Death, I-I got the powers he once had. I g-guess that’s not really inheriting them…”

True.

“Alright, but can I ask a question?” the man inquired.

“S-sure sir.”

“What do you do as Death? Do you go out and… take souls?”

“No, no!” the boy cried, resorting to his rambling, “I don’t kill people. I… decide where their soul goes once they die. I’m not responsible for anyone’s death unless I k-kill them myself… like a villain or something.”

True.

“I’m assuming that’s all you needed to know, Nezu-san?” Tsukauchi wanted to clarify.

“Indeed! How did it turn out, detective?” he chirped.

“Well, it’s all true, whether you want to believe it or not…”

The principal tilted his head almost innocently, “I believed it from the very beginning, I just wanted to make sure.”

True.

Neither Aizawa nor Yamada had said a word. Yamada was the most silent, surprisingly, but he was busy taking in all this fairly new information. He was the one most out of the loop after all. Tsukauchi walked over to the front door, grabbing his matching hat off the hook and beginning to turn the doorknob.

“I’ve got to go get this recording to the station, so I’ll be off,” the overcoat wearing man stated, “I assume this won’t be the last time we meet over a matter like this, so goodbye for now.”

“Stay safe, Tsukauchi-san!” the rodent called with a cheery tone.

“See you, Tsuka,” Eraserhead remarked for the first time in a while, his voice a bit hoarse.

“Later, Tsukauchi!!” Present Mic cried, his annoncer personality making the call even more dramatic.

“B-bye sir,” Midoriya felt it would be rude not to say goodbye, even if the detective’s presence made his heart skip one too many beats.

The tall man waved, but didn’t stick around for long as he swung open the door and walked out. He pulled the door closed behind him and was gone. Only then did the teen release a breath he had no idea he was holding.

“I really did not enjoy that experience.”

The boy couldn’t agree more. Though, he had the sickening feeling it may not exactly be over.

Although Tsukauchi departed from the household, one rodent principal remained, sitting eerily still on the oversized armchair. His head was cocked to the side, like some curious street animal, and when Midoriya made the unfortunate mistake of making eye contact, he smiled so uncomfortably that he felt the strongest desire to shrink in on himself. He noticed a set of paws clasped on Nezu’s lap, as if he were waiting for something, or on something. And while part of him hoped whatever the principal wanted was resolved quickly enough for him to leave already, he couldn’t help but also wish for that desire to never come.

Though, when Aizawa and Yamada finally realized they still had one more guest in their house, he resorted back to hoping the matter would end as quickly as possible.

“I hate to bother you all once more,” Nezu smiled, though it came off conniving rather than comforting as he intended, though, maybe he didn’t exactly intend for it to be comforting in the first place, “But I wanted to speak with Midoriya privately before I left. Of course, if that’s alright.”

Was it wrong to wish he could scream no? Was it wrong to wish he could just scurry off and lock himself in his room? Even if he was locking himself in with Links, that would be such a better alternative than whatever hell he’d have to go through now.

There wasa small inkling of him that wished one of the heroes would tell Nezu it was getting late. Tell Nezu that he could talk with him some other time, or maybe even not at all. But he knew that would never happen. It was all wishful thinking, it was always wishful thinking.

And it never hurt to wish until it did.

Yamada sent back his own smile, though his actually accomplished its purpose of bringing warmth. “Of course, if the little listener doesn’t mind. We can wait out in our bedroom.”

It was sort of nice, for the voice hero to offer him a say like that. But it was more bittersweet than anything else, because it didn’t really matter in the end. It didn’t really matter as the pros stood up anyway. It didn’t really matter as they walked away without waiting for a response. It didn’t really matter as their bedroom door creaked open, and then clicked shut.

It was kind of funny, how Nezu leaned back into his chair relaxed just as Gami moved up to stand protectively in front of his side.

“I do apologize about occupying your time further, Midoriya…” the mammal admitted with only the slightest hint of concern in his words, “I just had a few questions for you that I never had the chance to ask in the days before.”

He only nodded in return, unable to trust his true thoughts to not bleed into his words. Gami growled, and the teen was thankful in that moment that his mentor could not be heard.

But when the rodent sat up from his relaxed position, taking on a much more serious attitude, Midoriya wasn't so sure he wanted to hear what he had to say anymore. Nezu’s little black nose twitched ever so slightly, reminding his audience how despite everything, he was still an animal above all else. An animal trying to understand the nature of humanity.

“Has Bakugo always been that aggressive towards you?”

For a moment, Midoriya drew the largest blank he had ever recalled, which was contradictory enough on its own. What was Nezu talking about? When was Nezu talking about. Who was Nezu talking about?

He hadn’t even realized how long he simply sat there in silence and worked against the words that eventually came out.

“Ah, well I guess… but it’s really not as bad as you think,” he rushed to spit out, “We grew up together, went to school together, of course he’d be a bit more…”

The words died on his tongue, dropping dead like they’d been shot point blank. He couldn’t bring himself to finish that statement, and to be honest he didn’t really want to. It was such an obvious lie, he’d just be wasting his breath. It’d practically be an insult to every breath he’d taken in his life.

Maybe Nezu understood that too, because he didn’t make him finish.

“I thought so. It was quite obvious to tell his personality even before coming to U.A., during the entrance exam,” the principal reaffirmed, “Though, it was equally obvious to see his personal grudge towards you during the batter training exercise hosted by All Might.”

The battle training exercise? Of course, why was he even surprised that Nezu knew that at this point? It was practically a given, that the principal would be briefed about one student almost killing another.

But, Bakugo didn’t mean to kill him, or Uraraka or Iida. There was no way he’d risk his position at U.A. by doing something as stupid as that. But… he did, and that didn’t make any sense. It was completely contradictory to everything the blond had worked for to get here. It just didn’t make any sense, and no amount of explaining could help him understand.

He was sent spiraling back into his thoughts from earlier, reassessing every moment leading up to his fall from the edge of the floor. Bakugo was pretty aggressive the entire time, so much so that it took everything out of him just to keep up. It was only luck that he managed to get away and fall back with Uraraka, but that was besides the point. The point was that Bakugo had been fairly normal, in an albeit terrifying way, up until he fired at the trio right at the end. Maybe someone like All Might looking in from the outside wouldn’t have seen a difference, but to Midoriya, who had known the blond since childhood, it was completely out of character. Bakugo was extremely intelligent, more than smart enough to understand the implications and consequences of that final shot. And even if he was flooded with emotion, which was most of the time, he had self control, that same self control he’d witness when Bakugo apologized to him after the sludge villain incident. At least, he was pretty sure that was an apology.

So for him to ignore every brain cell in his body and take that shot, and fire off that explosion, the boy just knew that something was terribly wrong.

And then his mind trailed off even further, still where he was thinking earlier, to punishment, to expulsion, and the subsequent panic was enough to send him flying back to reality. He hadn’t realized how much he had curled in on himself, or how silent the air was since Nezu’s previous words.

He looked up hesitantly, locking eyes with the principal in front of him, something he never would have done in a million years. “You… aren’t going to expel him, are you…?”

Everyone seemed particularly caught off guard by that statement. Gami snapped towards him, and though the ghost’s face was hidden, Midoriya could still tell his aghast expression.

“What?! You cannot possibly want to defend him?!”

And as for Nezu, he simply cocked his head like a curious scientist examining an unexpected development. The teen could definitely feel himself under a microscope, being prodded at in hopes of producing a reaction. And that’s why he said nothing to Gami, make no sound, no movement. He wasn’t going to give the reaction he knew the rodent was waiting for.

“Oh?” Though, this was Nezu he was talking about, of course he would press forward regardless. “You don’t believe I should? That is quite odd to hear from you considering what I believe to be your relationship with him.”

Midoriya already knew how strange this sounded coming from him, especially in defense of Bakugo, but he didn’t need Nezu restating that for him. In fact, he knew that anyone on the outside would agree with the mammal, hell even Gami, who was the closest to the “inside” that someone could possibly get. But his mentor was biased, having disliked the fiery blond from the start, as well as being especially protective of him. And Midoriya wasn’t particularly fond of Bakugo either, though, his actions right now certainly didn’t go to prove that. Maybe it really was childhood naivety, because admitting that he still respected Bakugo and his potential for heroism sounded so weird, even for him.

Regardless of where the motivation came from, however, he felt such a strong responsibility to do all within his power to fix this. Because he knew something was wrong, and he’d be damned if he just allowed whatever universal mistake it was to play out unresolved.

“I know our relationship isn’t the best example of… childhood friendship.” That was an understatement and even he knew it. “But, I know Bakugo better than anyone else, and I know that what happened during the battle training exercise wasn’t him…”

Beside him, Gami seemed even more flabbergasted, but Nezu looked intrigued, like MIdoriya was some complex puzzle he was trying to put together with his eyes alone.

“I’m not sure I understand,” the principal pushed.

“I know Bakugo isn’t particularly… tame by any standards, but he would never do something this reckless, this stupid.” Again, Midoriya found himself repeating his thoughts, trying to decipher how he was so certain the blond would never do something like this, though he had. “He would never… I j-just know.”

But he had, and that’s what puzzled the teen the most. He felt his brain tearing itself apart trying to come up with a plausible answer, but the more he thought about it, the less it seemed to fit, like it simply had been forced upon him all of a sudden.

He just couldn’t make sense of it all.

If he had been paying just a bit more attention, maybe he would have seen the way Nezu stared at his perplexed form. Maybe he would have also seen the bewildered look in his beady black eyes, like the gears weren’t quite turning for the rodent either. Maybe he would have seen the sadistic smile that pulled contradictory at his cheeks, like he was enjoying the mystery presented before him.

But the boy never got a chance to, as Nezu hopped off the couch and reset his face to its usual nonchalant yet cheery appearance. Midoriya looked up from his lap at the soft thud, only to lock eyes again with the mammal. And though his face looked as it typically did, he couldn’t stop himself from seeing some inkling of worry in the solid black eyes that stared back at him.

“The well being of my students is my most important focus at all times, I can assure you, Midoriya.” The principal gave a little nod after that. “I do apologize once more for taking up your time, and for having to depart so hastily, but I do appreciate the insight.”

The teen wasn’t really focused after that, barely hearing Nezu walk to the hallway and call out goodbyes to Aizawa and Yamada, or approach the front door promptly like Tsukauchi did. He barely heard the doorknob jiggle as it was unlocked or the hinges squeak as it was opened. But he did manage to catch Nezu calling out to him one last time before leaving.

“I do have the feeling we’ll be seeing each other soon, but for now, do take care of yourself, Midoriya. You’re certainly one of the most promising students I’ve seen through my doors, and it would be a shame if you allowed yourself to get hung up on this incident.”

Before he could even attempt to say anything else, the principal was out the door, and it was closed behind. The boy let out a breathy sigh he hadn’t even realized he was holding and sank back into the couch just as he heard the master bedroom door open. Somehow, he found himself even less reassured than before, but that was to be expected from an individual like Nezu. Though, he could assure himself of one thing.

The thought wouldn’t be leaving his mind anytime soon.

 


 

That night was sleepless for Midoriya. He tossed and turned uncontrollably, as if he was fighting off a villain in his dreams. There were a lot of things that caused his restlessness, the events that had transpired just before in the living room certainly being at the top of that list. But surprisingly, something about Links being in the room made him uncomfortable too. Just the fact that someone else’s eyes were upon him made him feel uneasy, even if it was just a kitten.

Gami was a different story. He wasn’t sure if the specter slept at all at night, but he knew that the man did watch him. For some reason, that fact never bothered him. Maybe it was because he subconsciously allowed the ghost permission to watch him while he slept. Maybe it was because the spirit was the only person he truly trusted. Who knows? He certainly did not. All he could confirm was the Gami was an exception to his paranoia, and thankfully so.

The morning sun didn’t hit him this morning, since the ghost couldn’t open the curtains of the guest room. The teen was woken from his few moments of sleep by the phantom feeling of ice cold water being splashed on him. Of course, once he jumped out from under the covers, he found himself completely dry. Still, chills washed over him as if he had just gotten out of the shower. He yanked open the curtains himself, his cold awakening turning his mood sour. Gami looked over as he rubbed his eyes awake.

“Someone is cranky this morning,” he teased.

“Be quiet,” the boy quipped back jokingly, but the slight undertone of crankiness was still audible.

The spirit smothered a chuckle, but it came out like a snorted laugh. There weren’t many times where Gami laughed, so the few times he did, it was like the sun shined only for him. His moodiness faded away as the corners of his mouth turned into a smile. Midoriya brought a hand to his mouth, but couldn’t help but laugh as well. One laugh grew into two, soon the duo were snickering by the bed like gossiping school girls over something as mundane as waking up.

The teen finally calmed his laughter down before it became too loud. Swinging his legs off the side of the bed, he hopped out carefully to change. Trudging towards the closet, he pulled out his spare turtleneck and sweatpants that he took with him to U.A., putting them on now instead. He still hadn’t gotten any of his stuff from home, despite now having spent a few days at the Aizawa-Yamada household. All he really had in terms of clothing was his U.A. uniform and that spare set of clothes in the closet, both of which had to be washed each day so he could keep using them. Yamada had given him a set of worn loungewear that had once belonged to Aizawa to use as pajamas, since he didn’t have any. Midoriya was apprehensive at first, not wanting to upset the constantly tired pro, but Present Mic insisted and eventually he gave in.

He slipped on both the turtleneck and the baggy sweatpants before closing the closet door. It was still early in the morning, obvious by the rising dawn. He had no idea who was up and who wasn’t, but he hoped everyone else was asleep. Being the first one up was sort of a safety net for him, as it allowed him to avoid any surprise encounters. The boy grasped the doorknob quietly and gave it a gentle turn. With a soft click, the door opened just wide enough for him to fit through. He didn’t want to take the chance of pulling it open further and having the hinges squeak. But he squeezed himself through and made his way to the living room without a sound.

He sat down on the couch, alone. Both the living room and the kitchen were empty. Midoriya’s stomach growled and his mind yearned for entertainment, but he dared not touch any more food, or the tv remote. Thankfully, he had his notebook underarm before he left the guest room, and that would be more than enough to entertain him.

He scribbled away in the book, just revising and adding to notes that were already there. Gami slipped in comments here and there, but the two stayed relatively quiet as to not wake anyone up. That never ended well for him back at home.

There was a sudden creak in the floor, and both of the deathly duo shot up. The teen’s heart dropped to his stomach, sure he had been caught. But how? He was sure he’d been quiet, so who had woken up?

The ghost flew around the corner, open to scouting out the situation. He peeked his head out from around the wall, staring down into the hallway. After a few moments of silence, the spirit returned to Midoriya’s side by the couch.

The boy looked up at him confused, “So?”

Gami shrugged, “False alarm.”

“What? What do you mean false ala-”

The ghost shushed him rudely and pointed towards the hall. Like clockwork, another creak echoed from beyond the hallway. Midoriya grew nervous at the small sounds, his heart thumping in his chest. His mentor hadn’t seen anyone, so where were those noises coming from?

His hands grew sweaty as soft footsteps came closer and closer. The steps seemed sneaky and deliberate. If it was Aizawa or Yamada, why didn’t they just announce themselves? He was loud enough for anyone to hear him from the hallway. What if it wasn’t either hero? Was it an intruder? A villain? He contemplated the thought of having to defend himself so early in the morning. He braced himself for whatever would meet his eyes, friend or foe.

He visibly crumbled in confusion when a small grey paw strutted out from behind the wall. He heaved out a sigh at realizing he had overreacted. Gami cocked his head, wondering how he had missed the small feline.

Links strolled out from the hall like he owned the world, eyes closed, tail wagging. It was almost if the kitten had earbuds in, and was swaying like he was listening to music. The cheery cat made his way all the way to the center of the living room before opening his eyes. And once he realized he was being watched, quickly scrambled to the corner of the living room, curling into himself to make him appear smaller. Midoriya’s heart hurt at the sight.

“Well, I was certainly not expecting that…”

But the teen simply ignored his friend, “He seems so sad. Did I do something wrong?”

Gami paused, “I do not think so. He just seems afraid of humans.”

“Afraid of humans?” he repeated, brows furrowing.

The ghost realized his successor had never handled an animal before, so he was pretty in the dark on the subject. “Yes. Sometimes it is because of paranoia. Sometimes it is because of previous trauma. But just as you can be afraid of cats, cats can be afraid of humans.”

The boy’s face soured and he turned defensive, “I’m not afraid of cats. I’m… just afraid I’ll hurt them. All animals for that matter.”

He turned towards the shaking kitten in the corner, and his heartstrings tugged. Was this how he seemed? All scared and alone? He felt a longing to help, but really didn’t know how. What if that were me? What would I want someone to do?

Pulling his legs up off the floor, he laid them along the couch. Shifting his body, he turned away from Links hiding in the corner. His head now face towards the kitchen and away from the scared feline.

“I’m not looking anymore,” he spoke softly, still without eye contact, “See?”

He then buried his head into his notebook and started revising his notes again. He made sure to keep his eyes away from the cat. He gestured for Gami to turn away as well, unsure if the kitten could tell the ghost was watching him. But the spirit listened, and soon, both were fully engrossed back into the notebook, quietly laughing and chatting.

Then, as quiet as it was, both individuals heard a small step on the hardwood. It was almost undetectable, but both were waiting for it. The, like clockwork, there was another step, and another, until the tiny paws sounded as if they were dancing upon the floor.

Midoriya felt a small smile form on his lips as he listened to the little cat move around. He was sure that Links had walked out of the corner by now and was somewhere in the center of the room. It certainly didn’t feel like much, but the small yips that came afterwards warmed his heart. Maybe he couldn’t touch the kitten, but this…

This he could do.

 


 

Surprisingly, neither Aizawa nor Yamada had too much of a reaction at seeing him up so early. Eraserhead had gotten up less than an hour after he had, Present Mic on the other hand slept in until much later. On a more unfortunate note, the minute the rugged man had walked into the room, Links had huddled up in the corner again. And once the blond entered, that sent the kitten running back to the guest room for good. Midoriya felt a bit of despair eat away at him while listening to frantic paws against hardwood, but there wasn’t much more he could do.

It was around noon, when the teen heard a jingle of keys being taken off their hook. He had remained in the living room despite the awakening of both adults in the household, just moving himself to the smaller armchair near the corner of the room instead. He looked up snapily from his notebook, eyes locking onto Aizawa’s form taking a single key from off a hook. Yamada too was interested, watching him from the kitchen island instead.

The homeroom teacher spun the key around his finger lazily, then making his way to the living room.

“What is that, Sho?” Yamada voiced both his and the boy’s thoughts.

He flashed the slab of metal at his partner, “Tsukauchi gave me this yesterday. It’s a key to Inko Midoriya’s house.”

What? A key to his home? Why would the detective give that to Aizawa? He put down his notebook, letting it rest on his lap. Gami moved from staring out the window to back to his side. Both were listening intently, expecting the two heroes to keep talking.

But shockingly, the underground hero turned to him instead.

“Tsukauchi gave me this so we could pick up whatever stuff you needed from home,” he explained, “We could do that today if you’re up to it, Problem Child.”

“You could finally get extra clothing,” Gami remarked.

That was true. But other than that, there wasn’t much else he wanted. His notebooks definitely, and his plants if they let him take those, but that was practically it. He really wished he could go alone, but he wasn’t going to argue with Aizawa. Besides, he really wanted to wear his own pajamas for a change.

“That sounds fine,” he whispered, but both heroes caught it.

“Alright,” the hero replied, “We’ll leave in a little bit.”

Midoriya nodded and lifted himself off the couch, leaving for the guest room to put his notebook away. He remembered that Links was probably in here, hoping for some solitude. He paused at the door, wondering what he should do.

What if that were me? What would I want someone to do?

He gave the door a soft knock, letting the sound ring out.

“Hey Links,” he spoke to seemingly no one, “It’s just me… Izuku. Can I come in to put my notebook away?”

He must have seemed so silly, asking a cat for permission to enter a room, but then, a small meow came from inside the guest room. The teen looked at Gami, thinking he just imagined that.

“I think that means you can enter.”

Turning back to the door, he gave a small shrug and twisted the knob. Deciding he would be quick, he slinked inside and placed the book down onto the desk. He left the room quickly and closed the door behind him, not staying behind long enough to hear a tiny goodbye meow.

Reentering the living room, he slipped on his signature red sneakers and stood by the front door patiently. He didn’t want to track dirt into the living room just to sit on the couch, plus he was fine standing. Neither Aizawa nor Yamada was in his line of sight, so he figured the two were in their own rooms. And just like he guessed, he heard a door open and close, then watched Present Mic make his way down the hall.

The man was dressed in casual clothing, wearing a pair of light wash jeans with a dark jean jacket to match. His burgundy undershirt stood out and his hair was pulled up into a half bun. He had swapped out his normal triangular glasses for a pair of rectangular ones.

He was fairly startled at seeing Midoriya just waiting by the front door.

“Goodness, little listener,” he sighed, “I didn’t know you were waiting on us.”

The teen faltered. He wasn’t trying to rush them. “I-I just didn’t want you guys to wait on me like last time.”

“You don’t have to feel bad about that,” Yamada tried to reassure, “I sprung that onto you pretty last minute.”

But before the boy could try and refute that, Aizawa came down the hallway, pretty much killing the conversation. He was dressed similarly to Midoriya, with a long sleeved black shirt and a pair of dark grey sweatpants. His hair was loose and messy, still with a few tangles in it.

“Alright,” he interrupted unknowingly, “Are you two ready?”

Both nodded in confirmation, so the rugged man opened the front door and grabbed his car keys. They loaded up the same way they had on the way to the vet, with Aizawa and Yamada in the front and Midoriya in the back seat. Gami trailed behind, but didn’t bother waiting for the car to start. He already knew how to get to his successor’s home from here, so he figured he’d meet them there. The teen watched his ghostly companion leave without him, and wished he could go with him. But alas, the car engine started up and soon enough, the three headed off towards the Midoriya home.

Yamada nodded off about halfway into the drive, his light snoring filling up the cabin. The boy wasn’t too sure how long they had been driving, but since the subway from U.A. to his house was about 40 minutes, he expected the drive to be a bit longer. Neither him nor Aizawa had spoken a word since they left, and quite honestly, he was alright with that. It felt lonely without Gami and he didn’t remember if he had ever been separated from the spirit for this long. His eyes were constantly at the window, just hoping he’d spot the man’s figure somewhere.

His mind oddly drifted back to the small kitten he had left in the guest room. Midoriya wondered what Links was doing. He was sure the cat was fine, since he probably enjoyed the empty house more. Maybe he was relaxing on the couch, or maybe playfully dancing on the living room floors. It was an unusual thing that brought a smile to his face, but he found himself stifling a giggle at the thought.

“We’re here,” came his homeroom teacher’s voice, sending him out of his head and back to reality. Sure enough, when he poked his head out he could see the familiar structure of his house from a distance, almost taunting him. Aizawa pulled into the driveway, which was empty, and put the car in park.

“Hey, Zashi,” he attempted to wake his partner up by shaking him lightly, “We’re here already.”

The blond man groaned loudly and stretched his arms out, nearly whacking his husband in the face. Not really saying anything coherent, he opened his car door and stepped out groggily, eyes squinting from the sunlight. Midoriya figured he could get out as well, since the two heroes had already. Looking around, he found no sign of Gami. Had the ghost not arrived yet? That thought made him frown.

Eraserhead slid the key into the lock on the front door and gave it a rough twist. The lock clicked out of place and the teacher shoved the door hard. It opened with ease and everyone walked inside. Midoriya got in first and then found someone familiar.

“There you are!” he cried.

Gami turned to face his successor from the couch. He was currently laying down on it.

“I can sit once more!” he yelled back uncharacteristically.

The teen laughed and rushed over to the sofa. Then, without warning, he threw himself down on it, right on top of his mentor. The ghost groaned, not expecting the extra weight, but he didn’t complain. Both quickly turned to laughter, just happy to be in a moment that seemed homey. They completely forgot about the other two heroes also in the room in their bliss. Swinging his head around, the boy opened his tightly clenched eyes to meet the deadpan look of his teachers, quickly losing his laughter for embarrassment.

“S-sorry,” he tried to explain, “It’s just that Gami’s here and he can’t really sit on the couches at your house, but that’s only because it takes time and practice and he already knows how to sit on this cou-”

“It’s fine, Problem Child,” Aizawa interrupted, “You can stop rambling.”

That shut him up quick, and Midoriya got off the couch, now feeling mortified. Yamada elbowed his partner in the side, not enough to stir a reaction out of him, but just enough to sting. The teen shuffled his fingers together, then pointed towards a door down the hall.

“That’s… my room,” he announced awkwardly.

The blond took a step forward, nodding, “Do you need help getting your things?”

“That would be great,” he whispered.

He did a 180 and began walking to his room, with the heroes following close behind.

“I am going to stay here if that is alright?” Gami called out from the couch still.

“No problem, Gami!” he answered back, stating the spirit’s name so the adults behind him wouldn’t get confused.

Finally reaching his door, he twisted the handle and watched it click open. Inside was the small sanctuary he dearly missed. Taking a few slow steps, he embraced the warm serenity of being surrounded by his plants. Aizawa and Yamada grew curious when no words came from the teen, so they both peeked inside.

The room was pretty bare on its own. There was a small bed by the window and a desk against the wall. Beside the desk were two thin bookcases.

But the furniture was definitely not the focus of the room. No. It was most certainly the remarkable displays of greenery all over the room. The bookshelves were full of potted plants, ranging from small flowers, to long stemmed leaves, and succulents. The pots containing them were a wide array of colors and shapes, some were even mason jars. Both men were in absolute awe.

Midoriya didn’t seem to realize his teachers were inside the room yet, too focused on his plants to care. His eyes settled on a specific bunch of red flowers and paled at their condition.

“My spider lilies!” he cried out in shock, rushing over to them. He stroked their wilting petals gently with his gloves fingers, careful not to break them off. Their red hue wasn’t as vibrant and the leaves drooped down sadly. He knew he hadn’t been here to water them for a few days, but still wasn’t expecting his plants to be in such critical condition.

Yamada was concerned over the outburst, but realized what the cry was about upon walking in, “Woah, I didn’t know you gardened, little listener…”

“The boy turned around in surprise, “U-uh yeah. It’s just something I picked up.”

“Well, these are beautiful!” he yelled out with pizazz.

That made Midoriya bashful, and me moved away from the lilies to focus on his other things. He quickly piled his notebooks on his desk, making two neat stacks. Then moving to his closet, he took everything off its racks. There wasn’t much in there to begin with, so he had no problem folding it all and laying that down on the desk as well.

Aizawa had come inside during the light chaos and observed all of the stuff now organized on the desk. While it wasn’t a lot, it was certainly enough to require some sort of help.

“Do you have some sort of suitcase you can put that all in?” Eraserhead asked while gesturing at the desk.

“I-I don’t,” he stuttered.

“That’s fine!” Yamada interjected, “We can just carry it to the trunk!”

Aizawa grumbled, but complied as the English teacher and the student both grabbed a small pile of clothes. Together, the three quickly managed to load up the trunk in just a few minutes. Midoriya walked back into his room, scoping it out to make one last check. His numerous potted plants stared back at him tauntingly and he wished he could bring them along. Yamada followed him in as well.

“Aren’t you going to take your plants?” the announcer questioned.

“I-I can?!” the normally quiet teen exclaimed in surprise and happiness.

“Of course!” he loudly yelled back, “They’re too nice to leave behind. Makes me wanna go YEAH!!”

But Midoriya only caught the confirmation and rushed over to the bookshelves. Quickly, yet carefully, he picked up the pots and jars and placed them down on his now cleared desk. His greenery was important to him, a little hobby that had grown into so much more, no pun intended. Raising sprouts into luscious leaves and petals helped him destress from the pressures of his job. Besides, it made him feel at home and safe. He couldn’t wait to decorate the guest room with his bushels of greens.

Carefully moving the spider lilies, he grasped them tightly as to not shake their fragile, wilting leaves. Who would have guessed these little flowers would have been the start of something spectacular. He sure didn’t. But there was no way he would just give up on them and let them die, and so the teen couldn’t wait to restore them to their former beauty.

Maybe then, would the guest room finally start to feel like his own.

Notes:

There it is! Finished at 22.5 pages!

So I’ve finally introduced Aizawa’s cats! We’ve got Cumulus, Octave, Juice, and Links. I’m sure the first three names are pretty obvious, but what about the last one? I’d love to know what you all think in the comments!

Haha, so I totally didn’t forget to introduce the cats back in Chapter 13. Nope. Not at all. That’s totally not the reason I wrote in an excuse for them to be away and then picked up in this chapter. Haha…

Dr. Chisabe is not a recurring character in this story, I just needed him for this chapter. His name is a combination of kanji with “chi” meaning “to heal”, “sa” meaning “help or aid”, and “be” meaning “multiple times”.

With the whole Tsukauchi scene, I couldn't fit it in back in Chapter 13, so here it is. I felt like Nezu would get him involved rather than just some random detective. With his quirk, he can detect the truthfulness of any direct statements in the room, not just those directed at him. It makes for some interesting insight into certain characters. Can’t wait to do more with that!

Gami is so glad to finally sit again lol. He still can’t really interact with anything in the Aizawa-Yamada household yet. That also does not include the car, so drives might still be a bit of a pain.

But that’s it! Here’s the list with no changes!

Death’s Touch: Anything Midoriya touches starts to decay immediately, regardless of the amount of fingers touching. This ability works on both the living and the non living. At first, Midoriya couldn’t control this ability, as it activated immediately without his consent. However, now he is able to control the activation on humans and non living objects, being able to start and stop the decay at will. However, he had gained no progress with plant or animal life. Any damage done to living organisms with this power cannot be healed.

Death’s Scythe: Midoriya can summon a scythe to fight with at will. The scythe vaguely resembles a bird’s beak, and has a hole near the start of the blade. The scythe is the only item that can’t be destroyed by Death’s Touch. The Death’s Touch ability can be shared with the scythe at Midoriya’s will, however it can only decay what it cuts. The decay follows the same rules as Death’s Touch. He can also make the scythe disappear at will when he is finished with it or to free his hands.

Immortality: Midoriya is immortal and cannot die. However, he can still get hurt and scarred. The immortality ability doesn’t provide any regeneration, but any wounds that could be detrimental to his job, such as lost/broken limbs and organs, will be healed the next day.

Premonition: Midoriya can see flash images of people who may die before they are supposed to. Normally, he cannot interfere with death, as it’s his job, but he has the option of attempting to save anyone he views in a premonition. These premonitions are bare and don’t provide much information other than the person themselves and their demise, occasionally revealing the setting and attacker, if any. The premonitions can come true between an hour after viewing to 3 days later.

Soul Contact: When a person dies, their soul is immediately sent to Midoriya. He can see, touch, and hold these souls. When holding a soul, Midoriya can see the most important memories and decisions attached to that soul, and hence that person.

Soul Sorting: This ability allows Midoriya to decide which part of the afterlife a soul moves on to. The areas of the afterlife can only be summoned with intent and the swipe of a hand, with the areas themselves being represented by flames. The areas that he can choose from are Paradise, Purgatory, and the Underworld. Once Midoriya decides where the soul best fits, it is sent to the being of that respective area. If approved, the soul stays in that area forever, the exception being Purgatory. Souls in Purgatory can be moved again to either Paradise or the Underworld, however, this is not Midoriya’s decision. If rejected, the soul is sent back to him for reevaluation. All souls must be sorted within 24 hours of Midoriya receiving them, with rejected souls resetting their time limits once they get back to him. Failure to sort a soul within its time limit may result in serious unknown punishment.

Chapter 15: No Straight Road

Summary:

Sometimes searching for an answer just leads to something worse.

But, then again, not everyone has the time to wait

Notes:

This chapter has been edited as of 4/30/21 with the improvement of one scene to better explain Bakugo's lack of expulsion.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Midoriya woke up to the slivers of daylight peeking through his window, his curtains partially drawn. This was the first morning that the guest room actually felt like his room. The large bookshelf in the room was stacked with his potted plants, the greenery filling the space with a familiar warmth. His notebooks were on the bottom shelf, some still piled on the previously empty desk. The ceramic plates from Ishihara’s were also on the bottom shelf, and right next to them was his inheritance. The beautiful brown chess box lay daintily next to those plates, with the recipe book right on top. The antique silver kettle still remained in the cardboard box that he had brought it home in, the teen still unsure of where to place it.

Gami floated around his successor as he lifted himself out of bed. The ghost peered inside the closet from behind once it was opened. The closet no longer looked sparse and sad, and was now filled with pretty much all of his clothes. Unfortunately, that still wasn’t much, mostly battered shirts and worn shorts. And even though it may have seemed a little bit selfish, the spirit hoped the heroes would indulge the boy. At the very least get him some more clothing.

The morning was still fairly early, but nonetheless Midoriya changed quickly into his school uniform. He didn’t bother turning on the overhead lights, simply using the breaking light of dawn to illuminate his room. In the darkness, he couldn’t tell where Links was, but he just hoped he was staying far enough away from the small feline.

Ever since picking the cats up, Links had been basically confined to the guest room along with him. It was all in efforts to help the kitten work through his oddly paranoid behavior, but so far, it didn’t seem to be working. It had only been a few days though, so the heroes hadn’t given up just yet. The teen really didn’t know how long it took to heal such skittish behavior like that, but he assumed it was long and tedious.

Sneakily, he opened his bedroom door and tiptoed out into the hall. It was still early enough that he was the first one up, so in a desperate effort to not wake up any of the adults, he moved quietly to the living room. Throwing himself down onto the couch, he snuggled up into the armrest. The whole reason he was even up this early was to sort souls for his job and all, but he was feeling sluggish and unmotivated. He had been pushing himself lately to stay on track with his work, but with all of the emotional baggage he’d been carrying around, most days felt eerily dull.

But today would be different, at least that was what the boy was telling himself. He had been idly sitting on the couch for nearly five minutes, comfortablely curled into the armrest still, but he forced himself to sit up straight and get to work finally.

“Finally going to get started?” the ghost teased.

Midoriya looked at him narrowly, but replied, “Yeah, yeah. No need to bug me about it, unless you want to help?”

He chuckled hard, but only his successor could hear that, “When have I not?”

Giving a sassy eye roll, he swiped his hand close to his mentor, summoning the flames right in his face. Sometimes, the teen would make the flames appear just to watch them burn. It was calming, in a way, to see his work when he wasn’t under pressure. They were such an odd color compared to typical fire and the way they waved in the nonexistent wind was mesmerizing. But today was unfortunately not a day he could slack off, maybe later, but certainly not now.

One by one, the little puffs of light slowly made themselves visible throughout the living room. They resembled what one would believe stars looked like up close. Midoriya cupped the dimmest one he could spot, and quickly got to work.

With every soul he sent away, the boy grew more and more somber. When he first started doing this, his intention was to record the details of each and every person that passed through his fingertips, but he quickly realized it would be too time consuming and depressing. But still, he wished there was a way for him to remember all of the different lives he witnessed each day, as well as quell his guilt of not saving them, even if it was impossible. So instead, he reassured them that he would become an amazing hero, maybe not number one, but certainly a marvelous hero. Before he sent a soul away, he promised he would save another life in return.

“Who do you have there?” Gami asked, breaking the silence, “You have been holding that one for a while now.”

Snapping out of his stupor, the teen turned to look at his mentor. He tossed the soul to his other hand, using his now free right hand to deny the ghost’s previous statement. “No, no. I’ve just been thinking…”

“That still does not answer my question…”

That made Midoriya roll his eyes again, but nonetheless he responded, “Her name is Nagano Ko, if it interests you so much.”

“That is a classic name, though a pretty one. Can you tell me more?”

Midoriya wondered why the spirit was so interested in this particular person, but he entertained Gami’s curiosity. “She was a college student studying modern art. She was really good at painting. Died of a sudden heart attack though.”

Gami hummed in contemplation, seemingly pondering something. His hand drifted to the grey stone dangling from his neck and his boney fingers stroked it carefully. The boy focused on the oval shaped rock. The strange, black swirls had always tugged at the back of his mind, and he often wondered where they came from. But the way his mentor fed into the silence made him wonder if he was remembering something from his past.

“Did you know her? I don’t know how, since you two weren’t alive at the same time but…” He voiced his thoughts aloud.

“No, no. I do not know who she is,” the specter explained.

The teen pressed for more, “So what is it?”

Gami waved the pendant around his neck, wiggling the rope between his fingers, “Something about the painting. That feels… familiar.”

“Like what kind of familiar?”

“I do not really-”

The ghost flinched heavily, cradling his head in his skinny hands. Midoriya jumped from the couch, completely abandoning his job in favor of his friend. He wasn’t sure what was going on, but the man’s actions reminded him of when he had a migraine before and after a premonition. He whispered his frantic concerns, but it didn’t seem like his mentor could hear him.

Gami couldn’t hear any of his successor’s cries through the deep throbbing in his head. It felt as if someone was drilling a jackhammer into his nonexistent skull, but even then, there was something almost akin to whispering in the back of his mind.

“Look, look! I painted this stone for you!”

That voice… it felt so familiar, but he couldn’t quite pin who it was. It was high pitched, feminine, definitely not the tone of his successor. Besides, it was way too young to be the boy’s. The voice had to belong to a young girl, around 6 or 7 years old.

“Do you like it?”

Then, the headache stopped just as suddenly as it had begun. He could now hear the world around him, and the desperate cries finally reached his ears.

“Sorry to worry you, I am alright,” he reassured.

“Gami what was that?” Midoriya was not convinced. “That’s never happened before.”

He contemplated lying to the teen, but realized that would accomplish practically nothing. There was no real reason to keep this from him, so why did he feel the urge to do so? Nonetheless, he shook it off and swallowed his anxiety.

“I do not know,” he started, “There was a voice in my head, and I recognized it. But other than understanding it was a female child, I do not remember who it was.”

That seemed to shock the normally reserved boy. “Anything else? What did the voice say?”

“She… told me that she painted this stone.” Gami fumbled said stone between his fingers. “For me.”

Well, that certainly explained the swirls and specs away, but only raised more questions. Who was this girl? What was her connection to the spirit? What was the reason behind the rock that hung from his neck?

There was one thing that stuck though. His wordplay earlier somehow triggered this repressed memory back into the limelight. If that was true, could all of Gami’s memories be recovered? Was there a way for the ghost to remember his past again?

“This is promising though,” the boy assured, “If we can trigger your subconscious like that again, you might be able to remember more stuff.”

The transparent man nodded confidently, eager to recover more of his past. He had no idea why he couldn’t remember his life before retiring. Even his time as Death was foggy, with only miscellaneous, miniscule memories remaining. Although he was excited to continue gaining his memories back, he knew that right now, his successor should be working, not worrying over him.

“Well, we can worry about this later.” He was going to get his boy back on track, whether he wanted to or not. “You need to finish up. It is almost time for Eraserhead and Present Mic to wake up.”

“You’re right, I didn’t even realize it was this late!”

He plopped himself back down onto the couch and leaned into the cushions, reaching for another puff of light. Gami too cupped a dimming soul in his hands, holding onto it until his successor was ready. He moved a bit closer to the couch, his side tangibly resting against the armrest.

But neither he, nor Midoriya, realized that.

 


 

It wasn’t long before both heroes awoke from their slumber. Though it would have normally been surprising, both men were thoroughly used to seeing the young boy up and dressed before them. The student had long explained the way his odd behavior connected to his responsibilities, but he assumed it would be a hard pill to swallow without time to adapt. He had pretty much spent the majority of his life alone, so he still wasn’t used to people being around him while he was up at home.

But it sure didn’t take long for both pros to get ready to leave. It was still quite early, but since both were teachers, they had to arrive much earlier than typical students. Of course, he was not a typical student, so he got to U.A. just as early as the staff. But honestly, the lack of sleep didn’t bother him as much as it would another student. His natural sleep deprivation just became a part of his lifestyle, along with many other peculiar tidbits that would seem odd alone. But together, they made up the shambled mess that was his character, so he worked with them as any person would.

Midoriya’s ears perked up at the quiet jingle of keys, his eyes focusing in on his surroundings. Aizawa was standing by the front door, all decked out in his hero gear. Yamada was leaning on the kitchen island, munching loudly on an apple. It seemed as if everything the voice hero did was intentionally loud and obnoxious, though it could just be part of his nature at this point. But, like clockwork, the boy stood up at the metal jingle and walked over to the mat by the door to slip on his signature red sneakers. Despite however many times the ghost teased him, he would never get rid of those shoes in place of another pair. He had simply grown too attached to them.

“Hey little listener,” the blond man called out unexpectedly, showing off another bright, red apple in his hand, “Care for one?”

The teen tried his best to eat as little of the heroes’ food as possible, but he hadn’t had anything since he woke up. Normally that wouldn’t be enough of a reason for him to accept, but his stomach growled menacingly and he caved. Just as his head nodded slightly, Present Mic tossed the apple lightly at him in an underhanded throw. Despite being shy and reserved, his instincts were as sharp as ever, and he did not hesitate to snap his free gloved hand up and catch the fruit with ease. The apple was even shinier up close, its pristine, red skin drawing more saliva to the corners of his dry mouth.

He didn’t get the chance to take the first bite in peace, but he wasn’t really expecting to. Besides, the boy had no problem eating and walking at the same time. The school was barely a 15 minute walk away, and so both pros preferred to walk rather than drive.

In contrast to his partner, Yamada was still dressed in his casual wear. It was much more likely that he would be recognized in his hero wear than Eraserhead, who’s underground status and constant vigilance kept him out of the media spotlight. So the raven haired man could afford to leave the house in his costume, while the blond did not have that luxury.

Midoriya ended up listening to Gami’s quiet ramblings since the entire walk was flooded in nothing but silence. He would whisper back sometimes, but he avoided talking to the spirit when around the heroes because he wasn’t sure if they were used to that fact yet. He wasn’t sure if either adult was even used to him yet, but that was an entirely different tangent he really didn’t want to get into.

The trio were only a few minutes away from the hero school when Aizawa spoke up. “Just to let you know, Bakugo will be back in class today.”

What? Was… was Aizawa being serious? Bakugo had been suspended from school since the battle training incident, and the classroom had been obnoxiously quiet since his departure. Did that mean that his words had gotten to Nezu? That the principal had been convinced not to expel him? This was Nezu he was talking about, and he seriously doubted that his plea alone was the deciding factor. There had to be some ulterior motive, because Midoriya knew that he did not have the ability to convince Nezu. But, he didn’t really care what was the principal’s turning point, because it was all relieving in the end.

Gami had voiced his opinions on the situation a number of times, complaining that the teen should have been expelled, especially after Midoriya found himself vouching for him to Nezu that night. The ghost had made his beliefs more than apparent, but none of that did enough to sway the teen from his own. He would defend Bakugo and his potential even if no one else would, and not because he was some spineless wimp. He held grudges and kept up his paranoid layer at practically all times. He wasn’t very trusting and had a difficult time working with others at first. He was a whole mess of social skills, that was for sure.

But he knew he had to defend the fiery blond. He had to because he knew with absolute certainty that something about his reckless and endangering actions that day were wrong. He couldn’t put his finger on it, no matter how many times Gami had asked him to explain; he just knew that wasn’t Bakugo. His actions were too extreme, too over the top, even for Bakugo. He felt it in his gut, like a thick, obnoxious smell he couldn’t get out of his nose, that something peculiar was happening. And the righteousness in him, or at least that’s what he attributed it to, wouldn’t allow him to sit idly by.

Aizawa must have mistaken his silence as some sort of fear, because he attempted to reassure him. “Don’t worry too much about it. He’ll be taking anger management sessions with Hound Dog, and I’ll be watching him closely to make sure he doesn’t pull anything as idiotic as that again.”

That’s not what the quiet boy was worried about. In fact, he couldn’t really find himself worried about Bakugo’s return at all. He was just relieved. It was so strange, being relieved at the return of someone like Bakugo, but he couldn’t deny how it eased the storm in his stomach. For some reason, the wrongness he’d been experiencing while the blond remained absent from class felt so… personal, like it was his fault. He’d been such a mess these past few days, a mess of blame and guilt and he couldn’t make sense of any of it. The only thing he could place was this overpowering feeling of ownership. He just didn’t know why or how, such is the way of a gut feeling. All he knew was he had to fix it, he just had to.

But he had. He had done it, and the relief was so sweet he could die happy in it.

As the front entrance of the school came closer in sight, so did what looked to be a mass of people standing by it. This was one of the few times Midoriya was so shocked, he forgot his filter entirely, much less his vow of usual silence. “What in the world…?”

“Reporters,” Eraserhead responded almost instantly, “Damn bloodsuckers.”

Yamada piped in, “They must have found out All Might was teaching here.”

“I’m surprised it took them so long,” his husband added sarcastically.

The green haired teen’s attention shot back and forth between the two adults. Currently, they were out of sight from any nosy reporter stares looking their way, as well as out of earshot, but if they got any closer, he was sure they’d be discovered. He wasn’t sure if the teachers wanted to just walk through the crowd or not, but he hoped for his sake they’d be taking another entrance.

But after a few seconds of back and forth banter, he could contain himself anymore. “So are we going through there or what?”

Both turned to stare at him as if he’d grown an extra head, but Yamada spoke up for his husband, “Sho hates reporters, though I’m sure you could already tell-”

“And I have good reason!” Said man interrupted.

“Because of that,” Present Mic continued despite the quip, “we’ll be taking a side entrance inside.”

“Oh, good,” Midoriya huffed under his breath, though everyone around him caught the comment due to the silence in the air. But no one mentioned it, preferring to make their way to the side entrance instead. The doorway looked like a general staff entrance, it was no wonder why the reporters weren’t here as well.

Aizawa pulled out a seemingly normal looking key and slipped it into the lock. With little effort, he twisted the key into place until it clicked, pushing open the door with ease. They made their way to one of the upper floors and both teachers entered the 1-A classroom, even though Yamada’s room was further down the hall.

The boy plopped his bag down at his desk. It wasn’t particularly heavy, but it did feel nice to get off his shoulders. There was still well over an hour until class officially started, and the teen wasn’t sure what he would do with all the extra time. The past few days, he’d just sat at his desk and worked on adding details to his notebooks, but he really didn’t feel like doing that today. So instead, he strolled over to the window and pressed his gloves against the glass to get a close look.

“Wow, I didn’t realize how many reporters were actually out there,” he commented after having gotten a better look at the size of the crowd.

“They kind of look like ants from up here…”

Eraserhead took a few steps towards the window as well, but after only a glance, he sighed heavily and turned to the door. “I’m going to go see if I can clear them out before the students start arriving.”

“You need me to come help?” Yamada called after him.

But Aizawa just shook his head. “Those leeches will just freak out more if they see you, Zashi. They probably won’t know me anyway, so I’ll be fine.”

Present Mic’s shoulders slumped, “I guess that’s true.”

The tired teacher just nodded solemnly, but that didn’t stop his hasty exit of the classroom. Midoriya didn’t bother to glance back, just keeping his gaze focused on the small dots by the front entrance of the school. His ears were still trained on the other hero though, but not a sound was made.

“He is just standing by Eraserhead’s desk.” Gami seemingly read his thoughts in that moment, but he didn’t even nod to confirm the statement. The heavy silence in the classroom made it impossible for the boy to move a muscle, so he just kept staring at the window.

The emptiness must have finally got to the blond pro and he cleared his throat. The quiet teen’s head snapped around to look at him, and once the two made eye contact, the announcer decided now was the time to speak up.

“Do you mind me staying in here for a bit?” he asked, “I don’t really want to head down to my empty classroom just yet.”

Midoriya didn’t answer right away, instead taking a moment to think. He wasn’t really asking for his opinion, this was just another one of those formality things. He was supposed to say yes, whether or not he really wanted the hero to stay.

“If you do not want him to stay, then just say no.” The ghost seemed to realize the rut he was in, but his stomach still churned at the thought. All he had to say was yes, so why was it so difficult? Why was he hesitating? He had done this numerous times before without any problems, so why did this time feel so… different?

Yamada’s gaze moved away from the student during the awkward silence, turning towards the door instead. He should just leave. It was obvious the boy didn’t want him to stay if he was taking this long to answer. But then, why didn’t he just say no? The silence was arguably more disheartening than a simple decline, and easily more uncomfortable. Did he feel obligated to just go with whatever answer he was subconsciously pushing?

Actually… now that the hero thought about it, that would explain a lot of Midoriya’s behavior over the few days he'd spent with them. The teen always seemed to give the answer that he and Aizawa were looking for, practically agreeing with everything. Yamada wanted to slap himself. Of course his actions were submissive, he came from an abusive and neglectful household. The poor kid probably had to survive by going along with whatever the others around him wanted. The past few days, the pro made an effort to give Midoriya as many choices as possible to help him feel comfortable in his new environment, but that was probably making the problem worse. But it wasn’t like he could do the opposite and limit the kid’s choices either, so how was he going to fix this?

The blond dropped his head in his hands, feeling like he was right back at square one again. Maybe the best way to start fixing this mess was to just leave. That was what the teen seemed to want anyway, plus it would give himself a chance to think everything over. So he stood upright from his slouching position, startling the boy in the room, and took a few steps towards the door.

But right as he did, he picked up on some heavy sounding footsteps coming from down the hall. The only person that came to his mind was Cemetoss, but he usually didn’t come until later. He turned towards the reserved student and he too seemed to pick up on the loud tread. They shared a glance of confusion, before watching the color in the boy’s face completely melt away. His eyes widened to the size of baseballs and Present Mic noticed how his hands started to tremble slightly. He looked back towards the classroom doorway to find the cause of his reaction, unprepared for what he saw.

“Ah, young Midoriya, Yamada, what a surprise!”

A set of familiar, golden blond tufts peeked out from the size of the doorway, along with a chiseled and shadowed face. The man hobbled the rest of his hulking form to the center of the doorway so he could be seen in full.

Midoriya almost threw up at the sight of All Might. He never realized how the close proximity to the number one hero made him so uncomfortable. He could make out a low growl from the spirit next to him, but the echoing in his head drowned out most everything else.

“You need to be realistic.”

No, no, no. He had gotten past this already. He could become a hero. He was going to become a hero. He had made so much progress so far, he couldn’t let a chance encounter with All Might send him back to the starting line.

Present Mic had no idea why the teen behind him looked so sickly at the sight of All Might, so he treaded carefully. “You’re here early… All Might.”

The burly man laughed, “Indeed I am! Had a bit of extra time on my hands, so I figured I’d get here early for a change!”

The announcer chuckled uncomfortably, his peripheral vision allowing him to see Midoriya still looked afraid. The number one hero didn’t seem to realize anything was wrong, laughing loudly. All Might cleared his throat, wheezing slightly and brought his large hand out as a gesture.

“It’s lucky I caught you here, young Midoriya. I’ve been meaning to speak with you.” That made multiple stomachs in the room drop. “Would you head to the teacher’s lounge with me? I’m afraid it’s a private matter.”

Gami immediately interjected, “You do not have to. Just say no!”

But how was he supposed to say no to the number one hero? Sure he had done it that one time 10 months ago, but that was in a moment of unrestrained rage. Right now, he knew nothing but fear.

“You need to be realistic.”

He tried to breathe normally, but his thoughts were swirling around uncontrollably, like a hurricane. His erratic heartbeat was impossible to follow, or match with his gloves. He felt like throwing up and wheezing at the same time, but his pure panic only let him quietly hyperventilate.

“There just isn’t any other way you-”

Why did All Might want to talk with him? Was he going to punish him for his language during that encounter? Was he going to kick him out of U.A.? If anyone could do that, surely the number one hero could. All Might could definitely squash his hero career if he wanted to.

“You’re not going to be able to get anywhere when your records say quirkless. You’ll just be spinning in circles until you’ve lost all the energy to keep going.”

He had told All Might that he didn’t have a quirk that day, and while it wasn’t a lie, it was certainly dangerous information. What if that was what All Might wanted to talk about? The pro had seen him fight during the training exercise a few days ago, and he sure didn’t look quirkless. He had already spilled his secret to multiple heroes. Nezu, Aizawa, Yamada, and Recovery Girl all knew. He wouldn’t allow his secret to get out to anyone else, much less All Might of all people.

“I can see your potential, and that’s why I’m offering you my quirk. Hell, just the fact that it’s my quirk should have you excited.”

Was this about All Might’s quirk? He hadn’t told anyone about the little he figured out about it, not even the other heroes or teachers. He wasn’t going to take the chance of spilling to Aizawa or Yamada if they didn’t know about it, regardless of whether they worked with him. Did All Might think he told someone? Or was he going to use the fact that he lied about being quirkless as blackmail?

His heartbeat was pounding in his ears and his head felt light and sickly. The teen’s hands were cold and clammy under his gloves. He couldn’t move, he couldn't breathe. The air in his lungs felt suffocating. It had only been a few seconds, but the echoes in his head made it seem like forever. Why wouldn’t it stop? Was he still truly this reliant on All Might’s opinion, even after all this time?

Gami was shaking him lightly, calling out his name, but he didn’t register any of it. He just wanted someone to shut his head up. He just wanted it all to stop. The pain, the suffering, the misery. Why couldn’t he just stop breathing already? He wanted relief; he wanted release. Was that too much to ask?

“There just isn’t any other way you-”

“You’re not going to be able to get anywhere when your records say quirkless. You’ll just be spinning in circles until you’ve lost all the energy to keep going.”

“I can see your potential, and that’s why I’m offering you my quirk. Hell, just the fact that it’s my quirk should have you excited.”

“You need to be realistic.”

Realistic. Realistic. Realistic. Realistic. Realistic. Realistic. Realistic. Realistic. Realistic. Realistic. Realistic. Realistic. Realistic. Realistic. Realistic. Realistic. Realistic.

Yamada was not an idiot. He could see the obvious uncomfortableness all over Midoriya’s face. There was definitely some sort of tension between the two, and All Might either didn’t notice or didn’t care. Letting the teen talk with the number one hero alone would not end well, especially not with him in this state. But what was taking him so long to respond…?

Oh.

The teacher really wanted to slap himself. Maybe he was an idiot sometimes. He had just deduced that the boy felt obligated to just go with the flow. He was used to being submissive, not sticking up for himself and his well being. Just because his reaction was plain to see didn’t mean that his answer was that simple.

The rest of his thoughts hit like a pile of bricks. There was no way Midoriya would deny the number one hero, even if that was what he truly wanted. He just didn’t know any better. Present Mic had no idea what was the beef between the two parties, but he knew he needed to act fast and on instinct.

“Ah, about that…” The words just came spilling out, but he just trusted in his subconscious at this point. “The little listener is here early to go over some English stuff with me. So I’m afraid we’re both a bit tied up at the moment.”

All Might may be oblivious, but he certainly wasn’t dumb. It didn’t make sense for a teacher to be privately reviewing material this early into the school year. “But it’s barely the first week?”

But Yamada was a master of improv. “Ah, well the little listener is quite the hard worker. Who would I be to deny him?”

The number one hero seemed to take that response as valid and shrugged. “Alright then, I’ll leave you to it. I’ll catch young Midoriya some other time.”

With that, All Might walked away from the door, his footsteps slowly becoming more and more quiet. It wasn’t until the tread grew completely silent that the blond pro let out a sigh he didn’t know he was holding. He turned towards the student behind him, who only looked up in shock.

Midoriya couldn’t understand, no matter how hard he racked his brain. Why did the teacher lie? There was no reason for him to; he had no idea of any of the hostility between himself and All Might. He drilled himself further, but could come up with no good reason why. It just didn’t make sense.

But his mind was still in utter turmoil, whirling around violently. He couldn’t focus a single one of his many questions enough to phrase it verbally. But his mouth ached to say something to the man standing in front of him. He needed to know-

“Why?” It was small, timid, and somber sounding.

Yamada looked initially confused by the short question, but he shrugged slightly, as if he was puzzled. “Well, you didn’t seem all that eager to go, so I figured you didn’t want to.”

“I could have told him myself.” Even Midoriya knew that was a lie.

The hero didn’t want to belittle the teen by stating he couldn’t have, even if it was true, so he stepped over that point carefully. “I just figured I’d help out. Give you a good excuse so it wouldn’t look all that bad in front of All Might.”

They boy moved to rebuttal, but that’s when Gami stepped in. “At least now you do not have to talk with that pathetic excuse for a hero. Just leave it at that.”

The teen internally flinched at his mentor’s harsh words, but headed his advice. Sure he had a lot of questions, and not everything made sense, but Yamada had saved him from a potentially emotionally fatal encounter with the number one hero. That warranted at least some thanks, which could arguably start with silence.

But Present Mic couldn’t help his curiosity. “I have no idea what happened between you and All Might, and I’m not asking to know. I just wanted to tell you that if you ever want to talk about it, I’ll be there to listen.”

“He totally wants to know about it.” Gami couldn’t help but intervene with a sarcastic comment. Midoriya rolled his eyes dramatically, but didn’t deny the statement. Sometimes, he was really thankful no one could hear the ghost but himself.

Yamada still hadn’t heard a response from the boy in front of him, and took it as his cue to leave. “Well, I’ll get going. I’m sure I’ve got paperwork somewhere to catch up on.”

“NO!”

That outburst surprised everyone in the room, including the teen who exclaimed it. He grew red with embarrassment as his eyes turned downcast. He started fiddling with his gloves, which he determined a while back was his nervous tic. He noticed pieces by his fingertips felt threadbare. Did his scare with All Might really affect him that badly? He hadn’t even noticed he had unconsciously triggered his powers. He really needed to get a handle on the mess that was himself.

But now wasn’t really the time to be focusing on that, as the English teacher remained frozen on his way to the door. Gathering up any confidence he could muster, Midoriya ook his first step in repaying Yamada for his intervention. “I-I mean… y-you can stay. If you want, that is.”

Present Mic was genuinely surprised, but chose his question carefully, trying not to push any one answer. “Are you sure?”

The teen blinked. Was he sure? He really had no idea, but something in his gut told him this was right. Not that he had to let the hero stay, but that he should. But was that what he wanted? Even the spirit next to him stared patiently, wondering what he’d give to a question like that.

The answer was debatably more shocking than the outburst that started all this. Even Midoriya wasn’t quite sure if it was really him talking.

“Yeah, I’m sure.”

 


 

Yamada stayed for as long as he possibly could, but he did eventually have to leave. The two did enjoy some idle chatter during their time together, with Midoriya being the mediator for whenever Gami wanted to contribute. But the English teacher did leave the classroom, giving the teen a few minutes alone to himself. He didn’t really get to use his free time though, too busy setting himself up for class. Aizawa still hadn’t returned from when he left originally and the crowd seemed just as large as when he first observed. His classmates piled in gradually, each looking more disheveled than the last.

Iida was the first one in the classroom, besides Midoriya of course. He stumbled in a bit ungracefully, but caught himself on the doorframe. Once he caught sight of the reserved boy huddled by his desk, his attention focused and he power walked over, straightening his raven blue hair on the way.

“Ah… Iida,” he sighed a bit louder than usual since no one else was in the room, “How are you?”

“Midoriya!” he cried out upon reaching the desk, “I am well, though a bit frazzled. The number of reporters outside is completely obscene.”

That made the teen get out of his desk and walk towards the window. “Goodness, they’re really still out there.”

Iida looked puzzled. “Whatever do you mean?”

“Well, Aizawa-sensei went out there to try and calm the crowd, but I’m guessing it didn’t exactly go as planned…”

“Aizawa-sensei did help me get inside, but he is having difficulty controlling the catastrophe outside,” he clarified.

Midoriya hummed in confirmation and made his way back to his seat. The other boy though, seemed to have something else on his mind. He moved his hand towards the green haired teen, and he stopped and turned around at the gesture.

“The first two days of school, you came in at around average time, not too early, but certainly not late by any means,” Iida expressed, moving his hands around violently, “But these past few days you have been arriving here extremely early, even earlier than myself, which is saying something. I’m just wondering if there is a reason for the change in behavior.”

Startled, the boy looked over to his companion, who clearly wasn’t expecting that observation either. Any normal person might have been freaked out by the level of attention a declaration like that required, but Midoriya was also a person who liked to observe people closely. If anyone could understand, it would be him. His notebooks were definitely proof of that.

But still, he wasn’t quite sure how comfortable he was revealing his new home situation. Telling Iida the truth, that he was currently living with Aizawa and that was the reason he was coming into school early, didn’t seem like an option to him. Even though the raven haired boy had been nothing but kind to him since they had met, although a bit stiff, he just couldn’t bring himself to spill the beans.

“I just decided to try and get to school earlier,” he added in a bit of flattery in hopes it would get the strict student off his back, “You kind of inspired me to be more responsible, you know?”

Iida practically beamed, his eyes sparkling through his glasses. “I am so glad I could be a role model to such a successful student like yourself!”

Midoriya smiled and let out a small chuckle at the boy’s antics, surprisingly not a hint of uncomfortableness in his laugh. “Yeah, I got here a bit earlier than I should have this morning. Luckily, Aizawa-sensei let me in through the side entrance, so I didn’t have to go through the mob out by the front.”

“Well, that is quite convenient,” Iida replied, pushing up his glasses, “That does make me wonder how long it will take to disperse the crowd, if it gets dispersed at all, that is. I am a bit concerned that this could get out of hand.”

Gami jumped in suddenly, “I am rightfully worried as well. Those reporters seem relentless.”

“Well, they’re probably after updates on All Might,” the teen explained, relaying the info from Present Mic earlier, “but I’m sure Aizawa-sensei and the other heroes will take care of it eventually.”

But even he did not believe his own words, underlying doubt simmering over the surface of his voice.

The conversation died at that, with Iida making his way over to his desk to set himself up for the day. In, eventually, followed more students, each one a complete mess of ruffled hair and panty breath. The deadly duo grew more concerned at each entry, Midoriya for Eraserhead’s well being, Gami for his successor’s. But Bakugo was not among the students arriving for class, and the boy couldn’t help but feed his curiosity.

Uraraka rushed inside the classroom as one of the later students. The teen and his mentor both watched her struggle to her desk and throw her bag down into the seat. Her hair was disheveled and her face flushed red. She frantically waved her hand in front of her face, desperately attempting to cool herself off. Midoriya wanted to get out of his seat and ask her about how she was doing, but the churning in his stomach kept him grounded. Luckily for him, the brunette made her way over to him instead.

“Midori!” she cried, “Have you seen the number of people outside? It’s insane!”

“So I’ve heard,” he quipped back, “Are you alright?”

She laughed and combed her hair messily with her fingers, “Yeah, just a bit exhausted. Aizawa-sensei helped me get past them though.”

He hummed, “Yeah, I heard the same from Iida actually. How’s he doing? He’s been out there a while…”

Uraraka shrugged. “Aizawa-sensei looked more tired than anything really. I wouldn’t worry too much.”

That eased some of the odd churning in the boy’s gut, but he still looked towards the window in hopes he could spot his teacher’s figure. The ghost too floated over to sneak a glance, but his downcast head was more than enough for Midoriya to know he hadn’t spotted anyone.

“Worry about what?”

With a familiar sense of deja vu, both students turned to the now open door to see their homeroom teacher standing there, his hands stuffed in his pockets. The tired man walked inside casually, drawing silence from all corners of the classroom. But the shock of seeing the pro quickly faded when someone else moved from behind him.

This was the first time Bakugo had been in class since the training exercise incident, but his angry scowl still remained. The timid boy flinched instinctively and shied away his eyes towards the window. Uraraka, like much of the class, simply stared at the return of their volatile classmate.

Aizawa didn’t bother to pry out a response for his previous question. He also wasn’t blind to the stares coming at the student behind him. This was to be expected. This was what he expected. But he didn’t comment and moved tiredly towards his desk instead.

But when he watched Bakugo move towards his desk as well, right in front of Midoriya, he remembered the other thing he was supposed to do when he got back to the classroom.

“Midoriya,” he called out monotonously, opting to use the boy’s name rather than the nickname he had given him, “I’ve got a new seat for you.”

Originally, the hero wanted to move Bakugo elsewhere and keep Midoriya right where he was. He didn’t want the student to feel seemingly punished by having to change seats. But when he attempted to plan out the move last night, he realized that anywhere he moved the blond wouldn’t really work out. Most of the new spots were either still too close to the green haired teen or were too close to Iida or Uraraka.

He had talked to those other two students a day after the incident, and while neither seemed too traumatized by the event, Aizawa still didn’t feel comfortable moving Bakugo near either of them.

There were a few promising spots that the hero considered, but when he explored them more in depth, they were shot out of the sky quickly.

He could switch Bakugo and Aoyama. That would keep the blond far enough away from both parties, as well as in the front where he could see him. But there was a reason Aoyama was in the front of the classroom. The flamboyant boy was too dramatic to be moved even a row back. That was just a headache waiting to happen.

The only other spot he could think of was switching Bakugo and Yaoyorozu, which again would keep him away from both parties. But putting the angry teen in the back of the classroom would no doubt turn out to be a disaster. Plus Aizawa was observant, and he did notice the glares Bakugo would send to Todoroki. The blond seemed to have unnatural hostility towards the candy cane teen as well, not as much as towards Midoriya, but still enough to not want to put the two boys next to each other.

So the pro came to the conclusion to move Midoriya instead. But now the question was where?

There weren’t many options for that either. He didn’t want to put the boy near Uraraka or Iida, as he was concerned they’d just use the opportunity to talk or get distracted. Again, he could switch Midoriya and Aoyama, but that brought up the same problems as before. There was only one switch he could see working out…

“Yes s-sensei?” the boy called out hesitantly.

“Switch with Yaoyorozu.”

This made the most rational sense in his eyes. Now, Bakugo would be a good distance from both parties and still near the front of the class where Aizawa could keep an eye on him. Midoriya, Uraraka, and Iida were all decently separated so they wouldn’t distract each other. Plus, Yaoyorozu was a no nonsense type of student. If anyone could tolerate sitting behind the explosive blond, it would be her.

The move was quick. Yaoyorozu didn’t seem too bothered by it either, which was good. Both students packed up their things and swapped with haste, and Midoriya plopped himself down in the very back corner of the classroom.

Todoroki, who was seated directly adjacent to Yaoyorozu’s old spot, gave a stoic, but friendly head nod. The boy smiled back softly, hoping not to draw Aizawa’s attention. He noticed Gami making gestures in his peripheral, but bottled up his sarcastic comments for later.

The class didn’t get too distracted by the sudden move, and all the students piped down as their teacher placed his hands on his desk. All the attention was directed back to the front of the room, including Midoriya and Todoroki, whose heads snapped straight from looking at each other. Aizawa slapped a stack of papers hard onto the wood, startling anyone else whose attention may have been slipping.

“Good work with the battle training a few days ago,” the pro started, shaking around the papers in his hand, “I’ve looked over your grades and evaluations…”

Whispers started up at that, but the teacher quickly shushed them with a smack of the papers against the grain of his desk.

“Bakugo,” he began, debating his next words wisely. He didn’t want to beat a dead horse, especially since he and Nezu had already ridiculed him throughout the days before. But he also wanted to make it clear that the incident would not be swept under the rug. “Grow up already. Stop being petty and wasting your talent.”

All eyes turned to the blond, who merely growled under his breath. “Got it…”

“And Midoriya…”

He flinched at the announcement of his name, the eyes moving to him instead. Gami copied Bakugo’s reaction and growled, though protectively instead of cynically. The ghost stepped closer towards his successor’s desk, putting his hulking form between the boy and the hero. And though no one could really feel intimidated, the teen did feel more comfortable knowing someone had his back.

“Learn to be more self preserving. You can’t save anyone if you incapacitate yourself first.” The pro knew that was a bit harsh, but he was shaping future heroes here. After watching the replay of the training exercise with Midoriya, he saw scary similarities with that student and All Might, both reckless individuals who liked to put others before themselves. Normally comparing someone to All Might would be nothing but a complement, but Aizawa despised how the number one hero behaved. There were very few abilities that could allow one to keep up with a powerhouse like that, and though immortality was one, he did not want any of his students tearing themselves apart in the name of heroism. And being Midoriya’s homeroom teacher, as well as his temporary caretaker, he would do his best to squash the problem at its source.

“Y-yes Aizawa-sensei,” he replied submissively.

“You have to admit, he is not wrong…” Gami didn’t want to rub salt into the wound, but did want to reinforce the valid point the man was making. He cared enough about his successor to not want to see him in pieces every battle.

“Now, onto homeroom business,” Aizawa stated, moving on from the topic before, “This might seem a bit sudden, but today…”

The boy could practically see the wave of nervousness wash over the class, but couldn’t deny that the same wave washed over him. What would they be doing today? Another quirk test? More practical training? Risk of expulsion? The anticipation was eating away at his consciousness.

“You’ll pick a class president.”

And then the class absolutely exploded.

Cries from all around the room could be heard, each one proclaiming why they were the best fit for president. The complete outburst of chaos was so startling, Midoriya nearly fell backwards in his chair.

“I wanna be president!! Lemme do it!!”

“The position was made for me.”

“I’d like to do it!”

“I wanna be a leader!!”

“In my administration, girls will have to show 30 cm of thigh!!”

“Goodness, is this ‘class president’ role truly that important?” Gami wondered aloud.

“Well normally, the position entails just routine tasks, so nobody really wants to do it,” Midoriya explained at a decent volume, the rest of his class easily drowning him out, “But being class president here at U.A. would really be a position for a top hero in the making.”

“I see,” the ghost clarified, “but does that still typically require this much of an outburst?”

The teen simply shrugged, opting instead to sink himself down into his seat. As amazing of an opportunity to be class president at U.A. was, it definitely wasn’t something he could see himself doing. It was just too far into the spotlight for his confidence. He was fine with anyone else taking the position really. The only exception would be Bakugo, but even then, he could probably tolerate it with enough time.

“Quiet down everyone!!”

That voice was certainly not Aizawa’s, so everyone promptly shut up and looked around for its source. Eventually, all eyes fell on one familiar glasses wearing boy seated near the back.

“Leading the many is a task of heavy responsibility,” Iida started, pushing up his glasses dramatically, “but ambition does not equate to ability!”

He then stood up, startling the students around him. He placed his hands down roughly onto the surface of his desk, creating a dramatic bang. “This sacred office demands the trust of its constituents. If this is to be a democracy, then I ought to put forward the notion…”

The deathly duo eagerly awaited for the end of Iida’s declaration, along with the rest of the class. Surprisingly, despite his outward appearance, Aizawa too was listening in. He, unlike the others, had a fair idea where the student was going, but was more interested in how the rest of the class would receive the idea.

“That our true leader must be chosen by election!”

Gami cocked his head curiously. “An election? Is that how the position of class president is normally chosen?”

Now that the chaos was practically over, Midoriya couldn’t speak without being noticed, so he shook his hand side to side under his desk, indicating to his mentor that his statement was correct some of the times. The spirit nodded his head, but still continued to stare at the class of students in pure fascination. It hadn’t even occurred to the boy that Gami may never have seen a class president election. There were many things he often forgot Gami didn’t know about.

The two watched Asui turned around from her desk to face Iida, “But Iida, we haven’t known each other long enough to build trust.”

“Everyone will just vote for themselves!” Kirishima jumped in.

But the stiff boy didn’t seem fazed, “That is precisely why anyone who manages to earn multiple votes… will be the best suited individual to the job.”

That seemed to satisfy the majority of the students, so Iida turned to face Aizawa, who was currently stuffing himself into one of his sleeping bags. “Will you allow this sensei?”

The teacher merely shrugged, “I don’t care, just make it quick.”

And that was enough confirmation for the class to somehow gather up a box and enough slips of paper to start their vote. Iida directed it organizedly, having the students go up and submit their vote in an orderly fashion. Because of his move to the back, Midoriya was close to being last to vote and had plenty of time to think about it.

Todoroki went up before him, and both Midoriya and Gami watched him walk. He noticed the boy seemed a bit hesitant, but that was most likely because he’d never voted for a class president before. The teen drew a lot of similarities between Todoroki and his mentor, and often associated Gami’s experiences with what could potentially be his. So he assumed by his behavior that he had never voted for a class president before, but whether that was true or not needed a direct statement to be sure.

Eventually, it was his turn to get up and vote for a class president. His mentor followed close behind, interested to see how the process worked.

“Who are you planning on nominating?” he asked, hoping for another following explanation to why.

But Midoriya simply shot him a sly smirk, before waving off one of his fingers subtly in a dismissive tone. Gami still caught the action and huffed sarcastically, before heading back to the boy’s desk alone.

If his friend wanted privacy, then he would grant it, no matter his curiosity.

Eventually, all the kids had placed their votes. Iida took natural charge, walking up to grab the box and giving it a good shake. He then took off the lid and started taking out the individual slips of paper, marking the votes on the board behind him. The class waited in tense silence as the numbers were tallied up. And once Iida wrote the last tick mark on the board, everyone erupted.

“How did I get 2 votes?!” Midoriya exclaimed in nothing but disbelief. Gami shrugged nonchalantly, still not really understanding exactly how the process worked. Todoroki cocked his head in confusion next to him, but didn’t say a word.

“What the? Who the hell voted for Deku?!” Bakugo cried out in shock. He only got one vote, which he placed himself. Angrily, he stood up and clenched his fingers, steam practically leaving his ears.

“Guess we know it wasn’t you!” One black haired student with bulky elbows quipped back.

While his successor was internally freaking out, the ghost took a look around the classroom, observing the rest of the reactions.

Yaoyorozu was straightening out her clothes and making her way over to the front of the classroom. She, like Midoriya, received 2 votes, tying him for first place. Gami wondered how the position of class president was going to be decided now.

Iida was sulking at his desk, having only received one vote, which was unfortunately not enough to place. The other students were giving the strict boy weird looks, but otherwise said nothing. Though Gami was more interested in whether Iida voted for himself or someone voted for him instead.

Uraraka was whistling inconspicuously near the back of the classroom, her glance away from the currently yelling Bakugo. And while the spirit wasn’t accustomed to most modern societal practices, such as the concept of a class president, he could easily tell she had voted for Midoriya. It made him feel strangely honored that the brunette thought his successor was fit for the position.

“Well,” Aizawa called over the crowd, silencing everyone, “both Midoriya and Yaoyorozu tied for first place. How are you going to decide the class president now?”

The hero almost looked annoyed that the process was taking so long, but even still, he gestured for the green haired boy to come up from and join Yaoyorozu. Gami decided now was a good time to return back to the teen’s side, to at least show his support as he walked up to the front. The specter wished he could do more to ease his successor’s shaking though, as his nervousness was starting to spill over.

Once Midoriya stood next to the spiky, black haired girl, he tried to solve both the current dilemma and his own, “I-It’s no big deal, Yaoyorozu can just be-”

“Midoriya,” she interrupted him stiffly, “Did you vote for yourself?”

“N-no, but-” he tried to get his point across, but the student wouldn’t let him.

“Well, I did,” she revealed, “so you truly earned the spot of class president.”

“But-”

“Fine.” Aizawa figured enough time had been wasted, “So your president is Midoriya and your vice president is Yaoyorozu.”

“I look forward to working with you, Midoriya.” Yaoyorozu nodded professionally.

“S-same to… t-to you,” he replied back not as smoothly.

Aizawa sighed and let the two sit down, before attempting to get class started, but that didn’t mean he missed the way Midoriya dragged his feet back. After fostering the boy for a few days, he came to understand his submissive and shy behavior. So when he was selected to be the class president, especially after not voting for himself, the pro had mixed feelings. This was obviously not what the child wanted, but this was also a good opportunity for him to gain more confidence, which was essential for hero work. There was also the risk that the pressures of such a position could send any progress he made with the student spiraling.

He sighed again, heavier this time.

It was going to be a long day.

 


 

Lunch rolled around much quicker than Midoriya expected, but to be fair, he couldn’t really focus on the passing time due to his anxiety. The entire day, his hands shook uncontrollably and his skin was slick with sweat. He knew his mentor had picked up on his stress early, but couldn’t find the time to properly address it during one of his classes. Both were eager for lunch for related, yet different reasons.

He hadn’t planned on eating today, but his stress was starting to make him light headed, so he succumbed to his urges and bought a small bowl of rice. Gami wished his successor ate more each day, but the boy was used to fending for himself. His lunch funds still came from his own pocket and neither Aizawa nor Yamada had checked it out yet. The ghost could only hope that one of the two teachers got around to checking his lunch account and figured out he was still paying it himself. Then, just maybe, his friend would finally be able to eat substantially every day.

He sat down at his table alone, not waiting to start at his rice. It was only a matter of time before Uraraka and Iida joined him as they did every day. Gami was taking his time to weave between the crowded cafeteria, which had always seemed unusual considering the ghost could just pass through them. He made it to the table eventually and floated over to talk to his successor.

“Feeling any better?” the man asked with concern.

“A little,” he responded, shakily serving himself another portion of rice, “I just-”

“Hey Midori!” Uraraka called out, placing her tray down onto the table, “It’s finally lunch time, am I right?”

“O-oh hey Uraraka,” he responded startled. Had she heard him talking to Gami? By her statement, he assumed not. But still, he had to make sure. “Did you-”

“Midoriya,” Iida then unknowingly interrupted, “Congratulations on your position as class president!”

“T-thanks Iida.” He watched the blue haired boy drop his tray on the table as well, before sitting himself down. “I’m just worried about whether or not I can really be class president…”

Iida shoved a mouthful of rice into his mouth, “Midoriya, your grit and decisiveness in a pinch make you perfectly suited to lead us all. That’s why I voted for you.”

“W-what?” That made the teen do a double take, “You voted for me?”

“Indeed! One of your two votes was from myself.”

“Yeah, you totally got this Midori!” Uraraka jumped in on the pep talk, “Your plan during the training exercise was amazing and you predicted Bakugo to the smallest detail! I couldn’t think of anyone better to vote for than you!”

“You both really voted for me?” he asked rhetorically in surprise.

Both kids nodded, still eating. Iida though, let his curiosity get the best of him. “You admitted earlier that you did not vote for yourself. Who did you choose then, if you don’t mind me asking?”

“I am interested to know as well.”

Midoriya rolled his eyes sarcastically at his mentor, but turned to his friends with a more genuine look. “I actually voted for you, Iida.”

Said boy looked flabbergasted. “Me?”

“Yeah,” he confirmed, “You’re so responsible and such a great role model. You even organized the entire vote. I thought you of all people definitely deserved the spot.”

“That’s true,” Uraraka agreed, “Didn’t you want to be president, Iida? You’ve got the glasses and everything!”

Both Gami and his successor winced at the brunette’s bluntness, but Iida didn’t seem to mind.

“Again, ambition and suitability are different matters,” he explained, “I humbly made the choice I felt was correct.”

The more Iida talked, the more he reminded Midoriya of his mentor. His professional tone of voice and his respectful mannerisms made him question the specifics of Iida’s homelife. He wondered how the teen would react if he even met his ghostly companion. He would probably enjoy a conversation with him at the very least.

“The way you talk…” Uraraka seemed to be catching on. “Iida, are you a rich kid?!”

Again, the duo flinched at the statement. Iida too seemed a bit appalled by it, but distracted himself by shoving more rice into his mouth.

“I don’t like people to know… so I try to hide it…” he started, “But yes. I’m from a renowned hero family, and I am the second son.”

Both of the other students sparkled at the admission, growing more excited by the minute.

“Do you know of the turbo hero, Ingenium?”

That flipped a switch in Midoriya’s head, “Of course!! He employs 65 sidekicks at his office in Tokyo!! So you’re-”

“Yes!” he interrupted, “He is my brother! He leads the people with his unwavering adherence to rules and regulations. He's truly a beloved hero!!”

The boy stood up proudly, pushing his glasses up from his nose. He could feel the pride swell in his heart, making him want to show off his family heritage to the world, or at least to the two kids in front of him.

“It’s my admiration for my brother that has inspired my own desire to become a hero. Though I realize I am not yet ready to lead anyone.” He sat back down, sending a small smile in his friends’ direction. “As the superior candidate, it was right that the role should go to you, Midoriya.”

Both kids gaped in shock for a few moments. That last bit made the quiet teen feel especially bad about not wanting the role. Iida was just so enthusiastic about it, and he himself felt wrong for not feeling the same way. Uraraka was the first to break the temporary silence.

“I’ve never seen you smile before, Iida…” she commented.

“Eh?!” he cried back, “Is that so? I smile on occasion!!”

And just like that, the worries from before melted away. Seeing his two friends laugh so heartily made his soul feel warm, like he was standing next to a fireplace.

“I am truly glad they are your friends,” Gami whispered suddenly, as he watched the entire conversation play out, “I only wish you had met them sooner.”

“Me too,” he answered under his breath and the two chatted together, “but I’m just glad to know them now-”

All three, as well as the entirety of the cafeteria, jumped out of their skins at the sudden blaring of the school alarm system. Both Midoriya and Iida leapt out of their seats as Uraraka choked on her rice. Students started rushing to exit the cafeteria, pushing and shoving their way to get to the front. Desperate for direction, the group of friends plus one ghost listened for an announcement.

“Security level 3 has been broken. All students please evacuate in an orderly fashion.”

But that only raised more questions for the trio. Another student passed their table, so Iida called out to him, “What’s security level 3?”

“It means someone has infiltrated the building!!” he replied panicky, “Hasn’t happened in my three years. Anyway, hurry up and get out of here!!”

At that, both Uraraka and Iida rushed to follow the crowd, but something made Midoriya quickly pull them back by the ends of their uniforms, something he would have never done in the past. “Wait! If we just rush in, we’ll be completely trampled!!”

The two recovered from their momentary panic. Iida replied first, “Then what should we do?”

The teen knew he didn’t have much time to form a plan, so he looked around. The cafeteria was now completely empty, except for the crowd of kids piled by the exits. The walls around them were covered in huge windows that led directly outside.

“The windows!” he realized, “Maybe we can figure out what’s going on or who got inside!”

“Let’s split up then!” Iida added, “We can cover more of them!”

The three nodded and ran towards the windows to look. Midoriya took a second longer though, and addressed the ghost standing next to him.

“I assume you want me to search as well?”

The boy nodded, “Start by checking the perimeter of the school. If you find how they got inside, come right back.”

“Alright, I shall search urgently, but thoroughly,” he reassured, but left immediately through one of the windows.

Once the spirit disappeared, he ran over to a group of windows facing what he presumed was the back of the school. Nothing seemed out of the ordinary, so he moved over to check the next set. His head darted around feverishly, searching for anything strange, like a suspicious person or a potential infiltration. But nothing stood out, and he was growing more concerned by the second.

“Over here!” Iida’s voice rang out over the panic from the hallways around them, “It’s just the media!”

Uraraka and Midoriya ran over quickly and looked in the direction he was pointing. Sure enough, it was just the large crowd of reporters from this morning, now somehow inside and trying to storm the school.

“We need to tell everyone,” Uraraka cried out, “They’re all panicking over nothing!”

“But how?” Iida looked towards the crowd, who were still fighting to escape, “The chaos will prevent any attention we try to grab!”

Midoriya’s gaze shot over to the crowd as well, eyes darted every which way. What should he do? They needed to stop the panic before someone was seriously injured, but his mind was coming up completely blank. This was his first action as class president, he couldn’t let Iida and Uraraka down so soon.

Then, out of the corner of his eye, he noticed Gami floating back to him, coming from one of the packed hallways. He watched the ghost fly over the crowd to get to him.

But right at that moment, the spirit reached his successor, secretly out of breath, but would never let it show after the time the boy teased him. He hoped he hadn’t taken that long inspecting the cause of the break in, but he had discovered some riveting information he knew the teen would want to hear about.

“It is just the press,” the man explained exasperatedly, “They somehow broke through the front gate.”

The teen nodded subtly, trying not to draw attention to his weird movement in the already tense situation. His mind wandered back to seeing Gami fly over the crowd with ease. And that sparked an idea in the back of his head.

“Guys,” he said confidently, “I have a plan.”

 


 

Together, the three students made their way to the start of the chaotic crowd, arms linked to prevent their separation. Once at the start of the hallway and beginning to get sucked into the mass, Iida called out.

“Now Uraraka!” he cried, “Make me float!”

“On it!” she exclaimed, and slapped hands with him. Almost immediately, Iida began to lift off the ground. Midoriya and Uraraka then grabbed onto the bottom of his shoes and began guiding him above the ground, like a giant parade balloon. Anytime one of the two started to become separated, Iida would pull his legs together and draw his friend back towards him.

“Remember, we need to draw their attention!” the normally quiet teen yelled to his friends.

“There! The exit sign!” Iida shouted as it came into sight.

“Should we let go now?!” the brunette shrieked, barely clutching onto the tips of his shoe.

“No,” he called back, “Not yet. I need to be closer!”

As the three approached the exit sign, Midoriya could feel his grip on Iida slipping. He could barely hold on anymore. Gami, who was floating above him, tried pulling his successor closer, but wasn’t able to get a hold of him.

“Iida,” the boy cried out, “I can’t hold on much longer!”

“Now then!! Let me go!!”

The two did as they were told, and released Iida from their grasp. He allowed himself to float momentarily to roll up his uniform pants. Then, after pushing himself away from the wall, he activated his quirk.

“Engine boost!!”

Like a sonic jet, Iida whirled around on the air, a lot more uncontrollably than either he or Midoriya had anticipated. He twirled around like a spinning coin, so fast he couldn’t tell which way was forward. His eyes flew around disorientedly, trying to pick apart his surroundings.

“What’s Iida doing?!” Uraraka yelled to Midoriya, who she was reaching out for.

“I don’t think he can see which way to go!” he screamed back, “I think he’s too dizzy!!”

They linked arms after a few moments of struggling, now together, but still being mauled by the crowd. They both stretched for one of Iida’s legs, but neither could reach. Gami too tried to push the boy, but his arms simply phased right through.

Now, Midoriya was faced with a tough decision. He could summon his scythe to push Iida with, but that could turn dangerous in this volatile of a crowd. Plus his DT could act up and potentially hurt his friends. But if he did nothing, he along with Uraraka and countless others would be crushed. Two options currently were weighing in his head. Prioritizing his fears or prioritizing the safety of the students.

Well, when his mind put it that way, the choice was clear.

“Uraraka, I need my hands!” he ordered her, and she quickly let go, only to grab the back of his shirt.

He thrusted both hands as high above the crowd as he could, then summoning his weapon with a quick flex. In a hasty, but gentle motion, he snapped his blade to its flat side and bopped Iida with it, sending him in the direction of the exit sign. Once he saw the boy start to move, he allowed his shoulders drop and let his scythe disappear.

Iida tumbled around in the air before face planting into the wall. Recovering quickly, he grabbed the pipe overhead for stability. He needed to say something to catch everyone’s attention, something short and concise, straight to the point.

“EVERYTHING’S FINE!!”

The entire crowd of anxious kids stopped. The teen took that as a cue to keep going.

“It’s just the press!” he continued, “There’s nothing to panic about! We’re fine!!”

Feeling a bit of his older brother channeling within him, he added onto that, “This is U.A.!! Behave in a way befitting this great institution!!”

And just like that, students started to look around. The ones closest to the windows peered out and confirmed Iida’s statement. Once the panic died down, kids began making their way back to their classrooms, no longer fighting to escape the enclosed hallway. The space eventually emptied out, with only Midoriya, Uraraka, and a few other students remaining. Both kids rushed over to the entryway with the exit sign above it.

“Iida!” the brunette cried, “That was amazing!!”

“You did it!” Midoriya jumped in. “There’s no more panic!”

Iida didn’t bother moving from his spot on the wall, still gripping the pipe for dear life. “I don’t deserve all the credit. Without either of you two, there was no way I could have pulled this off.”

He turned to Uraraka, fixing his glasses with his free hand, “Your quirk was essential to this plan. Without being able to float above the crowd, I would have not been able to gather everyone’s attention. I would have been trampled instead.”

The girl flushed, not used to her non offensive quirk being praised in such a way. She rubbed a hand at the back of her head sheepishly. “A-ah thanks…”

“And you Midoriya,” he continued, “Your decisiveness and response time were incredible in the midst of the panic. And your plan to calm the crowd was remarkable, as well as your flexibility in the face of hindrance. You are truly the best choice for class president.”

The teen sighed. Back to that topic again. He really had no idea what he was going to do regarding his role. Would it be best to just suck it up and deal with it, or should he come clean to Iida and Uraraka in hopes they had another solution? He really didn’t think he was fit to be president, and that wasn’t even considering the fact he didn’t want to be.

“You shouldn’t sell yourself short Iida,” the green haired boy began, “After all, it was you who calmed everyone down. You sounded like a true leader up there.”

That wasn’t just formality talking either. Iida really did sound like a professional, calming the crowd in a matter of seconds. That was a trait Midoriya was certain he didn’t possess, one perfect for a role model. If only more people had seen the strict boy’s potential in leading others, then Iida would most definitely be the best candidate for class president.

That brought an idea to the forefront of his head, but he quickly pushed it aside when a U.A. staff member came along carrying a step ladder. Someone else must have alerted the staff that a student was stuck above an entryway, since neither Midoriya nor Uraraka had left to get anyone. Thankfully, the rescue response was quick and Iida was helped down by his two friends. The duo watched his shoulders relaxed as his feet touched the solid ground, though the stiff boy never addressed it. After a few moments of catching breath, the three made their way back to their classroom, hoping they weren’t late enough to spark Aizawa’s wrath.

Together, they held their breath as Iida pried open the giant door. It unfortunately made a loud groaning sound and the three students winced in conjunction. Once the door was completely opened, the three braced themselves for whatever was to come.

The trio were met with the enamored stares of the majority of their classmates. Kids started to get out of their chairs to make comments, but Aizawa quickly put a stop to that.

“Midoriya, the class has been waiting on you to start some presidential matters,” the blatant call out made the boy want to sink into the ground, “Everyone else sit down and stay quiet.”

The students that stood out of their seat quickly sat back down after that, and Uraraka and Iida scurried over to their own. Midoriya hurried to the front of the call where Yaoyorozu was waiting, and she debriefed him on the situation. Nodding solemnly, he turned towards the rest of the seated class, but hesitated to address them.

“Go ahead, class president.” The teen couldn’t tell if Yaoyorozu was trying to encourage him or just being sarcastic.

“Just take a deep breath. You can do this,” Gami whispered, which startled his successor since the ghost hadn’t said anything in a while.

Doing as his mentor told, he took a moment to regain his composure before speaking. “W-we’d like to choose the other student council members, but before that…”

He looked directly at Iida, before taking a second to organize his thoughts. To the others around him, it seemed like he was making a dramatic pause.

“I believe…” he started shakily, “that Iida is better suited to be class president.”

He watched said boy gasp in surprise, along with a good majority of the class, but he didn’t let that kill his confidence.

“You all saw how well he led everyone in that crisis earlier,” the boy explained, “I think he’s the correct choice for the job.”

Iida stood up in shock and tried to refute, but his classmates were faster.

“Ah! Sounds good!! Iida really showed his stuff back in the cafeteria!!” Kirishima agreed, “Not that I’ve anything against you, Midori!”

Another student with blond hair and a black zigzag streak jumped in. “He was like a beacon pointing to the emergency exit!”

The rest of the class joined the Iida praising bandwagon, and the strict boy felt a flush of pride flow through his bones. Though he turned to Aizawa as a last ditch effort to get Midoriya keep his position.

“Aizawa-sensei, will you allow this?” he asked with a hint of desperation underlying in his voice.

But the teacher didn’t care, since there was no way a pro like Eraserhead could miss a detail like that. He just continued to drink out of his juice pouch, whie giving the class an eerie glare. “Whatever, just get on with it…”

Well, with the teacher… semi approval, Iida couldn’t really refuse. As great as he believed Midoriya was suited for the role, he had passed it onto him. And an opportunity like that was one that should be accepted with open arms, not only for his own benefit, but to respect his friend.

“Very well,” Iida agreed, “I will accept the job then, but only if Midoriya remains on the council as secretary. Your brilliance is too great to lose!”

That in turn made the teen shy away in embarrassment, but luckily Gami was there to pick him up. “That seems like a fair offer to me, as well as a genuine compliment.”

Class president was something he could never do himself, but a student council member… maybe that was something he could. Besides, it was a great offer, something that made him feel prideful, an emotion he didn’t experience often.

“I can do that…” Midoriya confirmed, to which Iida smiled. Yaoyorozu, who had been observing the situation quietly at the front of the classroom, smiled softly as well. Surprisingly, she was glad to have both students as part of the class government, despite however she may have originally felt about the timid teen being class president. The other students followed suit at the feeling of celebration.

“You can do it, Emergency Exit Iida!!”

“Go Emergency Exit Iida!”

“Do your best!!”

The stiff boy chuckled and walked up to join Yaoyorozu in the front. Together, the two put up a strong, professional front for class 1-A. Iida latched his arms behind his back and puffed out his chest slightly, resembling a regal lion.

“Well, let’s get down to business,” he stated, calling the rest of the class to attention, “Now that Midoriya is our secretary, we’ll need two more students to step up for treasurer and historian.”

And at that, the class devolved into shouts and chaos, all trying to justify why they would be best for the position. Midoriya, now back in his seat, smiled at the antics around him. Gami approached his desk, wanting to say something about what he discovered earlier, but decided against it.

He wanted to let his successor enjoy the peace while it lasted.

 


 

It wasn’t long before the day ended and the students started leaving the classroom. All of the class roles had been filled, and Iida made one last announcement as president before letting everyone go. Like usual, he and Uraraka waited for Midoriya to pack up his things at his desk, as the boy took unreasonably long to put his items away.

“So, are we walking to the station together?” the brunette asked curiously.

At that Midoriya sighed and shook his head, “Sorry, but I have to stay back again.”

That was the third time he had used that excuse. It wasn’t that he didn’t want to walk with the duo, but ever since being put under Aizawa’s care, he didn’t need to go to the station anymore. The boy didn’t want to tell them the truth though, opting to keep it for himself. If he did, then they would start asking questions and prying into him, which was the exact opposite of what he wanted. Though, if he was going to keep this up, he would have to come up with better excuses…

“You've been doing that each day since school started,” Iida pointed out, “Is something wrong? If you do not wish to walk with us, that is fine as well…”

“No, no!” the teen immediately denied, “It’s not you guys. I… really don’t want to get into it, but just know that this isn’t really my choice. I don’t think I’ll ever be able to walk with you guys to the station…”

“That’s alright Midori!” Uraraka reassured, trying to lift the mood, “We’ll see you tomorrow then!”

Midoriya wanted to call after them, but the two left too quickly to hear. He reached out his hand in hopes to grab one of them by their uniform top, but his glove only gripped air. His shoulders fell solemnly, too sad to notice that he was the only one left in the classroom.

“They will understand when the time arrives,” Gami consoled gently.

“I don’t know if that time will ever come…” he speculated back.

Neither decided to keep the conversation going, but after only a few moments of silence, the ghost figured it was time to change the mood. “Would now be an opportune time to hear of all the discoveries I made earlier?”

“Oh?” he wondered, “There’s more?”

“Indeed,” the man explained, “I did not have time to divulge everything I witnessed outside.”

His successor made a gesture to keep going, “Do tell then…”

“The barrier to close off the front entrance of the school was destroyed completely, four layers and all,” he spilled, “Although, it does not look to be the work of an explosive.”

“Woah, that is concerning,” he mumbled, “I know reporters can get desperate, but it doesn’t make sense for one to pull something risky like that. U.A. could sue them for property damage at the very least…”

“I do not understand,” Gami inquired, “Are you implying that it was not a reporter who destroyed the barrier?”

“That’s exactly what I’m implying,” Midoriya clarified, growing increasingly worried, “Did you notice anything else?”

“Unfortunately not,” he replied, going back to a point he feared his successor missed, “Do you think the destruction of the barrier was the work of a quirk?”

“If it’s not from an explosive,” the teen continued, “then probably.”

He twiddled his fingers nervously, ignoring that fact that Aizawa was staring at him concerningly from his desk. This sounded bad, really bad. He was positive that a reporter would not have done the damage, but that only left one other plausible option.

It was some sort of villain that broke into the school, using the mass of reporters as cover.

But that brought up its own set of terrifying issues to think about. Why? What was the reason? Did they intend to retrieve something from the building, or was this just a statement? The more he thought about it, the more it unnerved him. The only way to ease his racing mind was to see it for himself, and draw his own conclusion.

Then, the classroom door opened suddenly, startling both Aizawa and Midoriya, who were sitting in silence the entire time. In popped Nezu, whose tail was swaying almost anxiously. He turned right to the pro, barely acknowledging the student at all.

“Aizawa-san,” the principal addressed, “We need you out by the front. The other teachers are already waiting.”

The hero nodded, standing up out of his chair to leave the classroom. It was obvious that the two along with the rest of the staff were going to inspect the front entrance. But when the boy realized he was going to be left behind, he stood up suddenly, his desk chair screeching violently against the floor.

“Wait!” he cried, “Can I come inspect the damage too?”

That comment made both heroes come to an ironically screeching halt.

“How did you know about the damage?” Aizawa’s eyes narrowed suspiciously. “Nezu said nothing about that.”

Realizing what his teacher was implying, he backtracked hard, “N-no, no. Gami told me about it just now. I had him investigate during the panic earlier.”

When neither Aizawa nor Nezu replied, he continued rambling, “He said the barrier was destroyed and I wanted to see for myself. I’m just concerned it’s not from a reporter and I just wanted to make sure for myself and all. I won’t bother you guys if you let me go…”

Figuring he should probably stop talking, he shut his mouth abruptly, opting to look at the ground rather than at any disapproving glares. He should have not said anything at all, considering he could probably have found a way to check out the entrance for himself. But no, he just had to go and ask for permission…

“Absolutely not,” Aizawa answered.

“Sure!” Nezu finished.

The conflict in statements brought Midoriya’s gaze up from the floor, just to see the two teachers staring at one another like they had each grown an extra head. Eraserhead was the first to speak though, beating out the rat by a few seconds.

“I am not allowing Midoriya to be a part of this investigation,” he stated strongly, “Despite whatever you may believe, he is still a student at this school, as well as a minor.”

“Nonsense, Aizawa-san,” Nezu responded as if what the pro said previously held no worth, “An extra pair of eyes never hurt anybody!”

“Nezu.” The teacher seemed to be reaching his limit. “May I continue to remind you that he is a student. The last thing we want to do is instill any more underlying fear after what happened earlier.”

“Ah, but he already knows. There’s no point in denying his curiosity if the secret has been spilled.”

Aizawa sighed, “You’re not going to take no for an answer, are you?”

“Nope!” The principal popped the “p” a bit too cheerfully.

Another loud sigh could be heard. “Fine then. Let’s go, Problem Child. We’re already late enough as is.”

There was a sudden, hushed “yes” from the corner of the classroom, but other than that, complete silence. The three exited the classroom together, with the two staff members in the front and Midoriya tagging behind. Well, Gami was there too, but it was easy for the teachers to forget about him periodically. Though, today was not one of those times.

“So Midoriya.” Nezu was certainly an unpredictable individual, and he often startled the deathly duo, whether it was through his actions or his words. “Did Gami say anything more about the barrier? After all, he was the only one to see it in the moment. We didn’t get to see it until after the reporters were cleared out.”

“Well, he said that all four layers of the barrier were completely destroyed.” The teen’s analytic mind kicked into gear. “The process must have been considerably fast since it was all destroyed by the time Gami got there, which was much earlier than any of the staff, going by your statement of course.”

“How did Gami know there were four layers to that barrier?” Aizawa questioned cynically.

The ghost looked confused.

“I… counted…”

Midoriya was puzzled too, but more by the hero’s relentlessness. “He says he counted…”

That made the pro huffed in annoyance, but he otherwise stayed quiet, allowing the boy to continue.

“Um… Gami did say that he didn’t think the damage was caused by an explosion,” he added.

“Hmmm,” Nezu hummed, “Interesting.”

It didn’t take much longer to reach the front exit of the school, and the three walked out as if they were going home. But instead, they stopped at the front entrance, where the rest of the main hero teachers were waiting. Midoriya could name them all by heart, which left him in an undisturbed state of awe.

Midnight.

Thirteen.

Recovery Girl.

Cementoss.

Ectoplasm.

Present Mic.

Vlad King.

Snipe.

Powerloader.

But the student was ultimately disturbed by one of the teachers.

“Nezu,” Cementoss stated roughly, “Why is there a student behind you?”

“I invited Midoriya to join us, Ishiyama-san,” he explained, “So no worries!”

The other teachers seemed a bit uncomfortable at the principal’s eagerness, but didn’t bother to say anything in return.

“Anyway,” Nezu continued, “I’m sure it is pretty obvious that no ordinary reporter could have done this…”

That comment turned the mood sour, and all of the adults, plus the one teen, turned to inspect the dismantled entryway. The boy peeked out from behind Aizawa to take a look as well.

The majestic front entrance Midoriya remembered so fondly from the entrance exam was practically completely destroyed. The four layers were visible, as well as piles of debris surrounding. The air smelled faintly of rusted metal, the same aroma one would expect old blood to radiate.

The rodent was the first to move forward towards the rubble, clasping his paws behind his back. “It’s obvious someone instigated this whole affair. The question is… did some evildoer manage to slip in, or do they intend to wage some greater war?”

Curious, the teen took another slow step in the direction of the entrance. The other teachers gasped in surprise, but no one made a move to stop him. Gami recognized the glint in his successor’s eyes.

“What is it, Izu? What have you noticed?”

Nezu too, seemed to pick up on the fact that the student’s mind was working into overdrive. He turned back around and smiled.

“S-sir,” he asked shakily, “M-may I?”

“Nezu!” Snipe cried, “You can’t be serious!”

“Go right ahead, Midoriya!” the principal answered, ignoring Snipe’s cry.

So the teen did. Walking right up to the destroyed barrier, he was careful not to put his hands on the torn metal. Inspecting the edge of the barrier, he quickly squatted down to feel the bits of dust and debris through the fabric of his gloves. He came to a startling conclusion.

“This was decayed…” he realized.

The adults around him didn’t say a word, that was, until Present Mic spoke up.

“How can you be so sure, little listener?” the blond questioned.

Midoriya turned back to look at the group. “It’s the exact same texture compared to the metal I decayed during the entrance exam. The lingering smell matches up and everything.”

Nezu hummed, jumping straight to the point, “Are you implying this is the work of a decay quirk, Midoriya?”

The boy turned back to the mangled barrier, his mind raced and yet drew up only one possible solution. Added with the information he had pieces together back in the classroom, and it painted a terrifying picture.

“That’s exactly what I’m implying.”

Notes:

And that’s Chapter 15 done! I didn’t want to make Bakugo’s punishment a major plot point of this chapter, but don’t think I forgot about it. I’m hoping to continue developing Bakugo in the background for now, but if you pay close attention, it’s there.

Coming up with a plausible situation where Midoriya gives up his position as class president was a bit difficult. His character in this story is perfectly suited for the job, but at the same time, his character is exactly what would push him away from the position. When I was writing the chaotic emergency exit Iida scene, it was hard not to go with how it happened in canon. But I think I managed to balance Midoriya’s intelligence and analytical skill while keeping his personality consistent.

So U.A.’s got a break in on their hands. And I don’t think Nezu’s going to keep Midoriya out of this one lol. The green bean is just too nosy for his own good.

Not much else to talk about here. If you’ve got a question about this chapter, feel free to shoot me a comment and I’ll get back to you as soon as I can!

Death’s Touch: Anything Midoriya touches starts to decay immediately, regardless of the amount of fingers touching. This ability works on both the living and the non living. At first, Midoriya couldn’t control this ability, as it activated immediately without his consent. However, now he is able to control the activation on humans and non living objects, being able to start and stop the decay at will. However, he had gained no progress with plant or animal life. Any damage done to living organisms with this power cannot be healed.

Death’s Scythe: Midoriya can summon a scythe to fight with at will. The scythe vaguely resembles a bird’s beak, and has a hole near the start of the blade. The scythe is the only item that can’t be destroyed by Death’s Touch. The Death’s Touch ability can be shared with the scythe at Midoriya’s will, however it can only decay what it cuts. The decay follows the same rules as Death’s Touch. He can also make the scythe disappear at will when he is finished with it or to free his hands.

Immortality: Midoriya is immortal and cannot die. However, he can still get hurt and scarred. The immortality ability doesn’t provide any regeneration, but any wounds that could be detrimental to his job, such as lost/broken limbs and organs, will be healed the next day.

Premonition: Midoriya can see flash images of people who may die before they are supposed to. Normally, he cannot interfere with death, as it’s his job, but he has the option of attempting to save anyone he views in a premonition. These premonitions are bare and don’t provide much information other than the person themselves and their demise, occasionally revealing the setting and attacker, if any. The premonitions can come true between an hour after viewing to 3 days later.

Soul Contact: When a person dies, their soul is immediately sent to Midoriya. He can see, touch, and hold these souls. When holding a soul, Midoriya can see the most important memories and decisions attached to that soul, and hence that person.

Soul Sorting: This ability allows Midoriya to decide which part of the afterlife a soul moves on to. The areas of the afterlife can only be summoned with intent and the swipe of a hand, with the areas themselves being represented by flames. The areas that he can choose from are Paradise, Purgatory, and the Underworld. Once Midoriya decides where the soul best fits, it is sent to the being of that respective area. If approved, the soul stays in that area forever, the exception being Purgatory. Souls in Purgatory can be moved again to either Paradise or the Underworld, however, this is not Midoriya’s decision. If rejected, the soul is sent back to him for reevaluation. All souls must be sorted within 24 hours of Midoriya receiving them, with rejected souls resetting their time limits once they get back to him. Failure to sort a soul within its time limit may result in serious unknown punishment.

Chapter 16: Once The Coin Is in the Air, You Realize Which Side You’re Hoping For

Summary:

When abstaining seems like the easiest choice, it's the most cowardly choice of them all.

Notes:

Trigger Warning: Mild Panic Attack

This chapter has been edited as of 4/30/21 with the improvement of one scene to better explain Bakugo's lack of expulsion.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

The silence was eating away at any leftover confidence Midoriya had. No one had said a word since his declaration, not even Nezu, which quite frankly unnerved him. Had he said the wrong thing? Should he have just kept his mouth shut? His self doubt was invading his consciousness like an aggressive virus.

Nezu was aware that he should probably speak up to avoid any sort of angry opposing debates from his staff, as well as to reassure the boy’s dwindling confidence. But his morals had long been twisted and although he would never admit it, seeing the kind that had once enjoyed his suffering now squirming under him brought a sick sort of satisfaction to his brain.

The principal often fought with himself on this issue, especially now after he had met Midoriya. He couldn’t lie, he did enjoy toying with humans, but messing with the reserved student didn’t feel as good as messing with his staff. Maybe it was because the two had similar upbringings? He was able to deduce that pretty easily on the second day, where the teen was hospitalized after the training exercise. But that didn’t explain away all of his strange behavior. Unfortunately though, that was a thought to ponder another time, as he could tell his staff was beginning to grow quite restless.

“How could you possibly tell this was decayed based on such flimsy facts?” Vlad King questioned cynically, his arms crossed to buff up his figure.

The intimidation tactic was clearly working, as the boy slinked back, huddling in on himself. Gami growled protectively, taking a menacing step towards the blood hero, but thankfully, someone else intervened before the ghost could attempt to get physical.

“Actually,” Powerloader spoke up, surprising even Nezu, “That’s not a far off conclusion to draw.”

Vlad, along with the other heroes, quickly turned their attention to their fellow comrade. The hero took a few steps forward to inspect the metal himself, taking in a good whiff of the air. He stepped back and nodded almost immediately.

“Metal had a distinct smell due to its high potency of iron,” the support teacher explained, “You can actually determine an accurate guess of the method of destruction from the smell alone. I’m actually inclined to agree with the kid.”

The 1-B teacher huffed and prepared to refute the claim, but Nezu had enough of the pointless arguing.

“That was the exact conclusion I was reaching as well,” the rodent laughed eerily, “Though, I would say the dust surrounding the barrier is a large giveaway.”

That seemed to finally shut up the rest of the staff, and Midoriya breathed a heavy sigh of relief. His mentor, on the other hand, was not so easily fooled. His paranoia towards the other adults wasn’t dismissed as quickly as his successor’s, and for good reason.

Just like the old spirit expected, another baseless claim shot itself into the tense air.

“How do we know this kid didn’t have anything to do with the break in?” Snipe’s perceptive attention locked into an implication previously stated. “I mean, didn’t he just admit he has a decay quirk?”

Now it was Aizawa’s turn to be fed up with his colleagues. “For your information, Midoriya actually helped calm down the chaos from the break in. I watched the security cameras, and he’s accounted for the entire time. I’d appreciate it if you actually think before making such damaging claims about my student.”

The sudden burst of protectiveness startled said boy, and he turned towards his teacher in shock. He wasn’t the only one. Both Gami and Present Mic also snapped their heads to look at the tired pro. Nezu didn’t have to look, and simply smiled through the entire ordeal.

Not having four different heads, Aizawa chose to turn to Midoriya out of all the stares. “Yes Problem Child, I saw your entire stunt during the break in. You’re starting to make me think you’ve got a disorder that only lets you pick the most reckless of plans.”

The teen looked down bashfully at that, but could feel the tension start to wither from the air. Ignoring the jab as his friend, Gami silently thanked the hero for the extra support.

“Now that we’re done all this immature finger pointing, it’s best we hold an emergency staff meeting right now to gather up the rest of the pros,” Aizawa announced, quite frankly done with the childish banter.

“Ah, I was just about to suggest that, Aizawa-san,” Nezu piped in cheerily, “It is quite frightening how alike our minds work.”

The teacher rolled his eyes, but didn’t bother to quip back. Midoriya took the opportunity to leave the spotlight of the broken barrier and stand closer to his homeroom teacher.

“Well, that is the smartest course of action,” Cementoss agreed, and the rest of the staff follow suit. After all, Nezu was the principal, and no one dared to get on his sadistic side.

“Wonderful!” the rodent exclaimed, “I’ll meet you all in conference room A then. Come along now Midoriya.”

And that sent the pros right back on the apprehensive path they were just on at harrowing speed.

“Wait, you’re letting this kid sit in on the meeting?” Snipe shot (lol sorry I had to).

“As much as I’m for the integration of youth,” Midnight started huskily, “is this really a good idea Nezu?”

But the principal had already started whisking the boy away from the barrier, “Quite surely! We’ll see you all there!”

Aizawa rushed off after the two, muttering curses under his breath concerning the rodent stealing his student. Nezu was moving at a surprising speed, almost as if he was eager to remove himself from the crowd of pros, while Midoriya was simply doing his best to match pace, like a lost puppy. Unbeknownst to him, Gami was floating beside the two, taking occasional glances back at the hero as well as the rest of the crowd to make sure they wouldn’t try anything.

The teen shuffled nervously behind the principal, eyes downcast and hands fumbling. As much as he wanted to sit in on the meeting, he had to agree with Midnight. Was it really a good idea for him to be there? Especially since some of the pros knew his secret and some didn't. What if there was a slip up? It was risky enough for four of the staff to know, he couldn’t imagine what would happen if the entire staff did. Maybe it was for the best he sat this one out…

“N-nezu sir…” he began under his breath once they were away from prying ears, “I don’t have to go if it’ll cause problems…”

“Nonsense!” Nezu exclaimed, “It would be most beneficial if you attended!”

Aizawa narrowed his eyes at that claim, inclining to agree with his student. But he wasn’t able to speak as the albino rodent cut him off, seemingly aware he was about to contradict him.

“After all,” he continued, “Gami’s account of the situation is crucial since he arrived at the barrier first. And your insight into the damage deserves to be pointed out for safety reasons.”

“But can’t you just relay that to the rest of the staff yourself?” the boy asked, “And you aren’t going to tell them about Gami, are you?!”

“No, no,” the principal laughed, “Keeping your secret under wraps is a priority to me, so I’ll just keep his account as vague as possible.”
Nezu lifted a paw to his chin, pretending to contemplate a thought even though he was currently strolling down the hall. Midoriya figured it was just for dramatic effect, but combined with the added pause he took, it left an eerie silence in the hallway only accompanied by the echoing of footsteps.

“But concerning your attendance at the meeting, I feel it is necessary for you to come. Considering what I just observed outside and what Aizawa has vouched for, your analytics may prove useful.”

“Vouched?” the student wondered, “What do you mean, ‘vouched’?”

“I lent him the notebook you let me borrow,” Aizawa butted in to clarify, “I figured he’d enjoy flipping through it.”

Something akin to dwelled anger sparked deep within his soul at that, but he swallowed it back down for his own sake. He was quite protective when it came to his quirk analysis notebooks, and hearing his homeroom teacher admit to handing one of them around so nonchalantly made him feel fury. But this was Nezu they were talking about, and if his notes were safe anywhere, the paws of U.A.’s principal was a decent place to start.

“And indeed I did!” he assured, “Quite impressive notes for your age I must say! And that brings me to my next point…”

Both the ragged pro and the reserved teen turned their attention towards the rodent leading them, waiting on a response to satisfy their curiosity.

Nezu smiled thoughtfully. “If someone were to say they had notes of this scale written by a teen your age, most would simply ignore it, as Aizawa-san likely did…”

Said teacher grumbled and looked away with a scowl.

“It’s a fatal human flaw, to characterize capability by maturity. Many would look away from an achievement like this simply because they believe age defines ability. That is the exact reason I insist you attend this meeting. I refuse to let your intelligence go to waste on the sole prospect of your status as a minor. It truly is illogical.”

The raven haired man huffed, “When you put it that way, it makes rational sense, but I’m more concerned about a student sitting in on a meeting on how their school was broken into.”

“Ah,” Nezu sighed and waved a paw, “well risks must be taken. Sacrifices must be made.”

Aizawa looked as if he was going to shoot a response back, but it was at that exact moment that the three reached the entrance to the conference room. The rodent pushed open the double doors, indeed revealing that they were the first ones to arrive. Nezu strolled right on inside, and the other teacher gestured for Midoriya to enter as well. He dared not to disobey and hesitantly took a step forward, wondering where exactly he should sit, if at all.

“Is this truly a wise decision?” Gami finally spoke after a long period of absence.

“Well…” his successor whispered, “It’s too late now.”

 


 

There were plenty of extra chairs in conference room A, or at least that was what Nezu had said, so Midoriya didn’t feel too bad sitting down and getting comfortable.

The principal had chosen his seat for him, so that took away the added stress of potentially taking a seat that didn’t belong to him. The teen sat directly between Nezu and Aizawa, with his back facing the door, giving him ample access to get out of the room if necessary. He knew this was an intentional choice, but that didn’t mean he understood the reasons behind it. He didn’t bother questioning his mentor about the issue, as it seemed quite frankly pointless.

Aizawa was seated next to him, phone in one hand, and a stack of papers in the other. He insouciantly scrolled through his device, while flicking the corners of the stack rhythmically. Just out of the corner of his eye, the boy could tell the papers were long and tedious, most likely office paperwork. He couldn’t see what his teacher was scrolling through without turning his head completely, and there was no way he was going to do that. The repetitive flicking of the man’s thumb made him want to pull out his own phone, but he was afraid of making any sort of movement.

The door behind him suddenly flew open with a loud bang, and he instinctively flinched hard in his swivel chair, but fought his subconscious to keep still. With each entrance, the flinching grew less and less apparent until it was almost invisible to even those looking for it. But that didn’t erase the automatic fear response the slams triggered in his head, nor did it tone them down. Each bang felt like flooring the gas in an unmoving car, sudden and terrifying. Every time he heard one, his train of thought immediately went to reminding himself that no one was trying to break down his door and hurt him. That’s right. He was safe.

So why didn’t he feel safe?

“Wonderful!” Nezu cried all of a sudden from the seat to his right, “I think that’s everyone!”

The room had largely filled up since he last observed. All of the heroes from outside were here in attendance, but the room had some new additions, mainly being Hound Dog and Lunch Rush. But there was one key component missing from this heroic chaos.

“We’re still missing All Might,” Thirteen remarked from a few seats away.

A bit of a collective grumble could be heard around the table, but that didn’t dismiss the fact that the pro was correct. The number one hero was nowhere to be seen…

“Knowing Yagi,” Recovery Girl sighed, “he’s probably out doing hero work when he should be taking it easy.”

That made a few heads shake in disappointment, but the matter soon fell into oblivion. At least, that was, until Snipe picked it back up again, along with another issue thought to be left at the broken barrier.

“Wait, we can’t be saying anything about All Might,” the hero realized, “At least, not while this kid is still around.”

And so the fear of having all eyes on him became much more than a simple fear. The slightly oversized swivel chair already made Midoriya feel out of place, but now, he was debating whether to make a dash of the exit behind him.

“I’ll admit,” Nezu began, drawing the attention to him instead, “that did slip my mind. Hopefully that isn’t too much of a problem for you, Midoriya.”

“Wha-” Snipe cried, followed by other gasps of surprise at the sadistic rodent’s response.

“I-it’s not, sir,” he replied, opting to ignore the rest of the room in favor of the principal seated next to him. But at the same time, he couldn’t help but wish Nezu kicked him out of the meeting already. That, or just the prospect of his existence blissfully ending right there on the spot. Whichever came first.

But unfortunately for him, neither of those two options presented themselves. Instead, Nezu reached his grubby paws for the third option the teen was desperately trying to avoid, pulling it into the limelight as if he were discovering a new species of animal.

“Oh?” he pondered, “What do you know about All Might then?”

That focused all the attention back onto him, which was the exact opposite of what he wanted. Bringing this topic back up wasn't the only thing starting to resurface, but lying straight to the faces of a dozen pro heroes just wasn’t going to cut it. So he swallowed his rising bile and trauma and decided to just get on with it.

“I can admit.” The words began for him thankfully, because if he relied on his shaky confidence, they’d be here all day. “I didn’t know All Might's real name until just now. But I do know about his time limit as well as his other form.”

The teen debated on whether to add his knowledge of the hero’s strange quirk, but none of that had been truly confirmed to him, so it was best to leave that information to himself.

“And how exactly do you know this sensitive information?” Cementoss asked carefully, as if he were walking on eggshells. And though no one else had said a word, all of the staff were eagerly awaiting a response, especially Aizawa and Nezu. Although, the former was waiting with more suspicion, while the other with curiosity.

“He told me, when we met under an overpass about a year ago.”

The nonchalant answer nearly made every adult in the room deadpan. Aizawa resisted the urge to slam his head into the table in front of him, or better yet, his stack of paperwork.

“I don’t know whether to feel relieved or disappointed,” the ragged man sighed as his shoulders dropped in displeasure.

“I’m going to smack that boy the next time I see him,” Recovery Girl added, “Maybe that’ll fix his brain for good this time.”

Trying to stray away from the comments of utter disbelief on the part of the number one hero, Midnight pointed her flogger style whip right at Midoriya.

“You must be a fan of the big man,” she started, “Can’t say I blame yo-”

“I’m not.”

The simple, yet punctuated answer made the R rated hero, as well as nearly everyone else, do a double take to process it, all caught off guard by how forceful it came across. The only one not fully surprised was Present Mic, but that was only because he got to witness the interaction between the student and the number one hero earlier. And while he wasn’t sure why, he could tell there was a hostile relationship between the two, or at least on Midoriya’s side.

Nezu picked up on the hostility as well, but he chose to save that bit of information for analysis later. The more he learned about the boy sitting next to him, the more interested he became. But now was not the time to pick apart the student like he was an 8th grade biology project. He’d have plenty of time to do that later.

“Now, now,” the principal reined in his staff, “we’ll have plenty of time for idle chatter later. But we’ve got more important issues to discuss at the moment.”

Hound Dog growled, “Lunch Rush and I only know the bare details. You’ll need to fill us in.”

“Not a problem!” the rodent exclaimed with an inappropriate amount of cheer for the situation, “A recap of the situation would be beneficial to us all! Aizawa, would you care to start us off?”

The pro sighed, but picked up his stack of paperwork, lightly tapping the stack against the table. He then laid the stack back down where it just was, making Gami shift in confusion at the redundant act.

“At approximately 12:30 this afternoon, the front entrance barrier activated earlier was incapacitaed, allowing a mob of reporters to infiltrate the school grounds.” With every word his homeroom teacher spoke, the severity of the situation was brought back to him like a slap in the face. “The exact method of infiltration was unknown at first, but was later determined to be disintegration.”

Nezu cut in there. “Thanks to Midoriya and Maijima-san’s accounts, we can narrow down that field to look for a decay quirk in particular.”

“Wait,” Hound Dog interrupted, but with a curious tone of voice, “I understand Power Loader, but I don’t understand how this kid fits in.”

The teen was starting to get sick of being referred to as “this kid”…

“Midoriya has a bit of a complex quirk,” the principal jumped in to explain before his staff could witch hunt the boy again, “But it does allow him to decay objects at a touch. That’s how he was able to identify the cause of entry so quickly.”

“And before anyone says anything.” Aizawa took his turn to interrupt. “It has been confirmed that Midoriya had nothing to do with this break in. He is accounted for on video surveillance for the entire time the infiltration took place.”

Hound Dog didn’t seem to expect the assertive defense for the boy sitting at the other side of the table, but couldn’t argue with any of those claims, not that he particularly wanted to. Besides, he trusted Nezu and Aizawa, so if those two vouched for the student, he had no problem extending his trust to him as well.

“Anyway,” Recovery Girl stated sharply, bringing everyone back to the topic at hand, “What is our next course of action considering we have no video evidence of who exactly initiated the barrier’s destruction?”

“Simple,” Aizawa replied without hesitation, “I’ll get Tsukauchi to run decay and disintegration quirks through our villain database. Those kinds of quirks aren’t common, so if we get a hit, it’s a great place to start.”

“But what if this is a first time offender?” Vlad King pointed out, “Or a villain who hasn't been registered in the database yet?”

“Like I said,” the underground hero reiterated, “It’s a great place to start. Considering how little we know about this villain, we need to explore every lead available to us.”

“Are we sure this was the work of a villain, though?” Snipe backtracked, “I mean, couldn’t a reporter have done this for a scoop?”

“Highly unlikely,” Nezu chimed in, “All reporters must submit their official quirk records to their networking agency when applying for a position. If a reporter truly did this, it would be fairly easy to track the damage back to them, which they would understand as well. Knowing the risk involved when messing with U.A., no smart reporter would jeopardize their career for a story they may not even get.”

“I can see where you’re coming from, Snipe,” Aizawa reassured, “We do have video evidence of all the reporters crowded by the barrier, so I can have Tsukauchi run all of their quirk records easily. But like Nezu said, it’s highly unlikely we’ll find our instigator among them.”

The room devolved into an eerie silence after that, each individual pondering something different than the next. All of the previous talk was mere recap for Midoriya though, so he spent his energy recounting everything he could deduce himself, hoping to find a breakthrough there.

The “who” is mysterious, but simple enough. The instigator was an unknown villain, unlikely to have any affiliation with any of the reporters or networking agencies present. The assailant is cunning and opportunistic, using the spontaneous development of the crowd as cover to infiltrate the school without being seen.

The “what” is self explanatory as well. The front entrance barrier was destroyed with surprising speed, at least according to Gami’s account. All four layers were completely disintegrated, leading me to believe a decay quirk was the cause. The mob of reporters shielded the assailant from view of the cameras though, so I can’t be completely sure.

“Where” is quite obvious. The break in occurred at the front entrance of the school, which was being crowded by reporters since early this morning. That fact is easy enough to deduce.

The “when” is clear thanks to Aizawa-sensei’s account of the camera feed. The barrier was destroyed at around 12:30 this afternoon, though the villain was likely at the barrier before this initial time, staking out the scene to confirm the risk and reward of the opportunity.

But the most debatable aspect of this crime is why? What was the reason behind this attack? Was it to steal something from the school, or an intentional declaration of war? The crime was opportunistic, so it’s likely that-

“Midoriya?” Nezu’s voice suddenly echoed around his head.

“Ah!” he stumbled out, nearly slamming into the table in shock. The embarrassment quickly set in, so he fumbled around with his words while desperately trying to get the attention off him. “I-I’m sorry sir. I was j-just lost in thought…”

“I could tell.” the principal sounded strangely intrigued, pressing for more. “Anything of interest?”

Nezu was asking him to share his thoughts? His assumptions were just that, assumptions. He was lucky enough to be sitting in on a meeting of this sensitivity, there was truly no need for him to contribute as well. But the principal had asked him a question, and he felt obligated to respond as truthfully as possible, whether or not he felt that truth was important. Nezu had been kind enough to keep his secret as well as allow him to continue learning here at U.A. It was only fair that he did his best to assist in return. That was the formality after all.

“I-I was just… trying to piece together the intent behind the break in…” Midoriya muttered just loud enough for everyone to hear.

“Ah,” the rodent huffed, “That does bring up a good point. What exactly was the reason behind this crime?”

The rhetorical question brought only another wave of silence and thought among the pros. Sure, Nezu had his own ideas, but he very much wanted to hear the opinions of others before implanting his own into everyone’s heads. And by others, he was more interested in one person in particular.

“How about it Midoriya? What do you think on the matter?”

“M-me?!” the boy cried out in a mix of bewilderment and shock. The rest of the heroes seemed to agree.

“What? Nezu, you can’t be serious,” Vlad Kind echoed the thoughts of everyone in the room.

But he just smiled menacingly, “Oh, I quite am!”

Gami, who had been quietly listening in on the meeting since the start, now moved to step in. “Just take a deep breath in and collect your thoughts. If you panic here, you will lose any sort of respect you had among these adults.”

Following his mentor’s instructions, he closed his eyes and inhaled deeply, feeling the pressure of his chest expanding. He listened intently on the sound of the air leaving his nose, focusing his mind on the hissing noise. He opened his eyes after completing the breath, his panic now just simmering in the background.

“Well, I’m torn between two reasons,” he started carefully, trying not to come off imposing, “Either the break in was to take something from the school’s main building, or to be seen as a statement against heroism.”

That made Nezu smile even wider than before, something the boy didn’t think was possible. The response made logical sense, and that was what surprised most of the room. Many of the heroes didn’t think the teen wouldn’t contribute much to the meeting, but his statement was the start to proving otherwise.

“But what about an attack?” Thirteen added, “What if the purpose of the break in was to ambush a hero? All Might maybe?”

“Unlikely.” That was the moment Midoriya’s brain hit the autopilot, no longer concerned about speaking to a group of pro heroes. “If the assailant’s true goal was to attack a hero, they would have made their presence known. It was no mistake that the intruder was not caught on camera, that was intentional. The fact that no one saw the intruder further confirms to me that this was an infiltration, not an ambush.”

“Plus there are no staff members or students currently unaccounted for.” Present Mic began to see the teen’s point. “And no injuries linked to an attack were reported. If the villain’s plan was to attack someone but failed, we would have likely caught them. I don’t think the intruder’s intent was to ambush anyone, neither hero nor student.”

“I agree with that wholeheartedly,” Nezu confirmed, “Using that exact thought process, I was able to rule out the idea of a planned or spontaneous ambush.”

“Ah!” Midoriya interjected right after hearing that, “That reminds me of something I was thinking about before.”

The boy raised a hand up to his chin, pressing a pointer finger to his cheek to further separate his thoughts before speaking. He could feel shivers run down his spine, along with the rising feeling of dread, but he pushed them back down. He still had more to say. He still had to be useful.

“The crowd of reporters obviously wasn’t planned at all. It was a spontaneous development, which makes planning around it a challenge. That fact increases the likelihood of this being a statement attack rather than an infiltration to take something, though, that doesn’t take the idea of the intruder stealing something off the table.”

“So you’re saying due to the nature of the situation,” Aizawa clarified, “it would be easier to pull off a scare tactic than a planned infiltration with a set goal.”

The teen nodded, but his hand twitched violently, almost breaking his confidence, “Exactly, though if the assailant had preplanned what they would do upon breaking into the school, it's still possible their motive was to steal something. They could have just used the opportunity the mob created to jumpstart their plan.”

“Interesting!” Nezu hummed, “Reviewing all of our video feed is a must then! And I need all files to be checked and accounted for. If this villain did manage to take something from under our noses, we need to figure out exactly what is missing, no matter the sensitivity.”

Midoriya opened his mouth to say more, but finally found his train of thought empty. In fact, it was more derailing than anything else. His anxiety and paranoia had finally caught up to him. After all, he couldn’t run on autopilot forever, as much as he wanted to.

He hoped. He desperately hoped this would conclude the meeting, because he had nothing left. That was all of the analysis he had time to complete, and now that it was out, he had no more information, no more use. What if someone had another question? Would Nezu be upset with him? Would the rest of the heroes in the room retake their minimal respect for him?

Hearing his breathing worsen, he tried to calm himself to no avail. He couldn’t break down here, that would screw up everything. Everyone would get upset with him. Everyone would be disappointed in him. He had to hold it in. He pushed against the hurricane forming in his stomach, hopelessly trying to fight it from surfacing.

Gami was good at picking up his successor's moods. Albeit not as good as he wanted to be, but decent enough. So when his gaze picked up on the slight twitches coming from the boy’s fingers, he knew something was terribly wrong.

“Just ask to leave. I am sure they will allow you to.”

I can’t. I can’t.

The teen’s head shook subtly, so slightly one would miss it if they weren’t looking. His eyelids fluttered as his breaths turned from quiet and pained to raspy and uneven. It was something he found himself resorting to during these episodes: quiet hyperventilating. His fingers now curled, looking for something to clutch around, but he wouldn’t dare bring them to his shirt and risk someone noticing his current panic. He wanted to clasp his hands together and pick at the fibers of his gloves like he always did, but his blood felt like ice, freezing all possible movement. So he did the next best thing and clutched his pants for dear life.

Present Mic had exceptional hearing, though, not for the reason you’d expect. His quirk did not give him super hearing, it actually had the opposite effect. Years of listening to the damaging volumes of his own screams left the hero suffering from hearing loss in both ears. Such a detriment could develop into an occupational hazard, so he quickly invested in hearing aids. They were small and unnoticeable unless one was searching for them, and he often had them cranked up a few settings so he could eavesdrop on the staff and students. Was it wrong and invasive? Maybe. But the pro did enjoy some good gossip, and there was only so much he could get from Kayama.

So when quiet gasps and wheezes reached his ears from two seats over, needless to say he was quite concerned.

The sad part about it was he knew exactly who they were originating from. It nearly made him sick to think his mind registered those noises as familiar. But the blond couldn’t lie to himself, or attempt to trick his brain.

He just kept telling the guilt to go away as he looked over to Midoriya in worry.

The hero was surprised that Aizawa, who was next to the teen, didn’t seem to hear a thing. How high were his hearing aids turned up? How hushed were the noises?

When Nezu made eye contact with him, he felt slightly relieved in the sense that he wasn’t crazy or hearing things. The principal seemed to acknowledge the situation currently playing out, and gave a small nod as reassurance. He watched the mammal turn his attention back towards the faintly shaking boy, all while the rest of the room didn’t even notice, too wrapped up in their conversations to care.

Still, Yamada moved to step out of his chair and approach the student, but true to his implied actions, Nezu beat him to the punch.

“Well,” he began, the conversations around him stopping to give their attention, “I trust you all will investigate into the matters revealed at this meeting. You all are free to remain here and continue discussing the incident, however, I will be taking a break with Midoriya.”

“What?” came from around the room in a chorus of shared confusion. Even Aizawa, who was squished between the green haired boy and his husband, wasn’t sure if he completely registered what was being said.

“I won’t repeat myself.” Nezu’s words cut through the room like a scorching knife, sharp and unyielding. “Come Midoriya, let’s get going.”

Nearly all of the teachers cried out in surprise when the student sitting with them stood up robotically, without a moment of hesitation. As if he were on a charted course, Midoriya turned slowly and followed the principal out of the conference room, all without saying a word in response. Aizawa, who had seen a lot of eerie shit while out patrolling or engaging in nighttime fights, still seemed relatively spooked by the display, though he would never admit it if asked. But no one argued against the rodent, or cried out for the boy to stay.

As for Midoriya, his foggy head was just happy to finally receive something he could process without failure…

A command.

 


 

Nothing truly registered through Midoriya’s eyes. It was all just a mess of shapes and colors, all smashed together like they were trapped in a blender. His soft footsteps didn’t even make it from his ears to his brain. The echoing of his thumping heartbeat bounced around in his skull.

It was kind of funny, in an oddly depressing way, that he was back on autopilot again. His warped sense of comfort felt most at home when he wasn’t thinking. And that’s exactly what autopilot was for him: not thinking. He just let his instincts take over and lead him wherever. But just because he felt more comfortable like this, didn’t mean he enjoyed acting this way. It was a choice between comfort and freedom, and sometimes he found himself hating both options.

So he didn’t realize he was currently sitting on the couch in Nezu office until the principal asked him something. Of course, the comment never actually made it through his thought process, so the boy cocked his head slightly, hoping that would be enough for Nezu to repeat himself.

“I was wondering if you would care for some tea?” the mammal smiled while standing by a small table against the wall.

His mind was still hazy and he didn’t trust the words to come clearly out of his mouth, so the teen just nodded. As more seconds passed, his consciousness grew less muddy and he took the time to properly observe his surroundings.

The student was curled into the armrest of the couch, though in a more formal way than he was expecting. Both of his feet were still planted firmly on the floor with his legs pressed together. His upper body was squished tightly into the side of the couch, almost as if he was trying to take up as little room as possible. His balled up hands clutched desperately at his lap, wringing out his pants like a towel. He could feel slight tremors run down his spine and to the tips of his fingers.

Nezu walked over to the coffee table by the couch, two glasses in paw. He placed both cups on said table, pushing one closer to where Midoriya sat. He watched the wispy steam swirl into the air, not making a move to grab his drink.

“I hope you enjoy it.” The principal attempted at light hearted conversation. “Chamomile tea is known to reduce stress and induce the feeling of relaxation.”

Again, not trusting his speech, the boy just nodded. It took him a few moments to work up the courage to grab his cup, but the minute its warmth touched his gloved hand, he felt at peace. He now gripped the glass with both hands, wishing to feel more of that warmth in his soul. He didn’t take a sip, but merely sat unmoving with the cup clutched between his fingers.

By that point, Nezu had pulled up an extra chair to the other side of the coffee table, preferring to give Midoriya the entirety of the couch. He watched the teen’s still form with interest. The rodent wasn’t lost by any means, his quirk giving him understanding of even the most confusing of human psyche. But he had only read about minds as severely damaged as Midoriya’s in psychology books, never having the experience of seeing it in person. The rational portion of his mind wanted desperately to pick apart the boy, to figure out what made him tick. But at the same time, there was a sliver of his morality that felt almost sad as witnessing the display in front of him. It had been a while since he felt sympathetic towards a human, and the idea of meeting someone as potentially damaged as himself thrilled the principal more than picking him apart.

Maybe he’d entertain his subconscious this one time.

Nezu stood up and walked over near the small table where he had prepared the tea, his back to the student. He knelt down at one of the bookcases, and reached his paws towards a wooden box on the bottom shelf. He pulled it out gently, careful not to scrape it against the floor. It wasn’t particularly heavy, but for someone with Nezu’s stature, lifting it could prove difficult. But he managed to haul it to the coffee table, and placed it down softly. In the corner of his eye, he noticed the teen eyeing the object with a curious glint, only making the rodent smirk wider.

“Would you care for a game of chess, Midoriya?” he asked with a hint of unnatural cheer, “I would truly like to get to know you.”

Chess? At a time like this? He couldn’t lie, the idea sounded quite entertaining, but what about the meeting and all the other heroes?

Nezu seemed to catch onto his hesitation. “I’m sure the other heroes will be fine wrapping the meeting up without us.”

His gut wasn’t so sure of the principal’s words, but at feeling the sudden touch of his mentor’s hand to his shoulder, he eased up. It was easy to forget the ghost was in the same room as him sometimes, especially during and after breakdowns like this.

“That… sounds nice.” were the first words that exited his mouth upon leaving the conference room.

“Oh wonderful!” he smiled. “I’ll set up the board then.”

He watched the mammal open up the box, pulling out a beautiful wooden chessboard and a sack presumably filled with pieces. The box container reminded him of Ishihara’s back in the guest room, but this one just didn’t feel the same. Ignoring the slight sensation of sadness, his eyes continued to follow the erratic, yet graceful movements of Nezu’s paws setting up the pieces.

The principal had set aside all of the dark pieces for himself, and had given Midoriya the lighter ones. Honestly, he was fine either way. Ishihara had taught him the best ways to start with either color. But he did prefer the dark pieces. Something about playing as an underdog gave him a spark of satisfaction that made enjoying the game all the easier.

The board was eventually all set up, so the teen removed one of his hands from the cup to make his first move. But before he could, Nezu piped up again.

“Before we get started,” he chuckled, “how about we spice up the game a bit?”

The boy’s brows furrowed. “What do you mean by that?”

The rodent in front of him let out another stifled giggle, the sound unnerving him. “Every time you capture an opponent’s piece, you get to ask them a question. No lying or evading allowed!”

“I do not like the sound of this.”

Midoriya couldn’t agree more.

Nezu easily picked up on the apprehensiveness. “The rules apply to me as well. This is your opportunity to ask me anything!”

That made the idea sound a bit more appealing. Knowing more about the principal would be beneficial in the long run, but who knew what the sadistic animal in front of him would ask. That thought alone made him shudder.

This situation was another example of his age old debate between comfort and freedom. He could stay in his secluded comfort zone, and deny participating while he still could, or give in to his urge for freedom, and risk having to answer an emotionally volatile question. Both had their pros and cons, and this wasn’t the first time he felt equally torn.

So he reached into his pant pocket, and pulled out a single yen coin. It was still shiny, practically fresh off the mint. He twirled the coin between his fingers, watching the glint of reflected light move across its surface.

“Heads or tails?” he asked without making proper eye contact with anyone, though Nezu was smart enough to understand the boy was talking to the ghost he claimed followed him around all day.

“… Heads.” His successor had asked him to choose between the two often enough that he understood what it meant.

“Heads it is,” he repeated for no particular reason. Leaning over the armrest of the couch, he flicked the coin from his fingers, watching it clatter against the floor as it spun around. The scratchy metallic noise made as it revolved became almost pleasing to listen to, but it eventually stopped as the coin settled to a side. Leaning over further to pick the coin up, he got a good view of the side it had landed on.

“Alright then,” the teen stated with neither excitement nor disappointment, “let’s get started.”

Nezu flashed his wide signature smirk, “Oh wonderful! Your move then!”

And so Midoriya did as he was told, placing the coin on the table exactly how he picked it up from the floor, careful not to make too loud of a noise. He didn’t hesitate with his first move, grabbing one of his pawns near the center of the row and moving it up two spaces.

The principal’s smirk didn’t fade and he slid one of his darker pawns to match the move exactly.

So that was how Nezu wanted to play then? That was fine. He had no problem playing aggressively, even if it guaranteed Nezu the first question.

The boy moved the next pawn over up two spaces, so it was side by side with the first one he moved.

The rodent didn’t even bother hiding his increasingly large smile as he moved his pawn from before, capturing the pawn Midoriya just moved. The giddy look on his face remained as he picked up the light colored piece and brought it off the board.

“Well then Midoriya.” He seemed to have this question thought out already. “Who is your favorite hero?”

That question was innocent enough, and relatively easy to answer. “Eraserhead.”

The answer made the principal hum, as if he was trying to dig deeper into the response, but the teen didn’t let him as he aggressively moved his bishop into play. Nezu held in a chuckle and returned with an equally forceful move of his queen, bringing the student into check. Unfazed, he moved his light king piece out of the way and watched the principal move a pawn directly into the line of his now active bishop. The boy narrowed his eyes at the suicidal act, but took the piece anyway.

“Oh wonderful!” Nezu seemed way too enthusiastic for this. “What is your question?”

He didn’t respond right away, not having thought about what to ask. He needed something simple, yet respectful. After all, this was still the principal of U.A. he was conversing with.

“Can… you explain your quirk?” Midoriya asked carefully.

“My quirk?” he repeated, not expecting that as a question, “Well, my quirk is called High Spec. It is a mutant quirk that has exponentially increased my intelligence to that well beyond human capacity. My quirk is what has allowed me to integrate into human life so painlessly.”

He nodded at the reply, soaking up as much of the key information as possible to record later. He didn’t want to pull out his notebook now, in the middle of the game. That would be quite rude, after all.

The two continued with their game, making aggressive, yet calculated plays. After about ten more turns, most of the pieces were scattered around the chessboard. But it didn’t take long for another piece to get captured, this time being one of Midoriya’s white bishops.

Nezu laughed as he used his pawn to knock the bishop off the board, “It’s my turn again… how wonderful! Tell me about your school life before coming to U.A.”

The typically shy boy narrowed his eyes apprehensively. “That’s not a question.”

“Oh of course! My bad, my bad,” he corrected himself, “What was school like before coming to U.A.?”

Gami, who had been watching the events of the game since it had started, growled at the sensitive question, but Midoriya just waved him off. The exchange was not missed by the observant mammal, however.

Collecting his thoughts delicately, he answered with more hesitation than the last time, “Mundane… and lonely.”

There was a long pause after that, and upon realizing that the boy would not say any more concerning the topic, Nezu didn’t push. They resumed playing the game. This time though, the principal noted some increased aggressiveness in his opponent’s plays, forcing his queen to retreat with a few pawns. A bit distracted, Nezu didn’t notice a trap being set up until a few moves in, but by that point there wasn’t much he could do. Both his knight and pawn were in danger and he could only move one, so he chose the optimal piece and allowed his pawn to be captured.

This time, the teen had a question ready. “What’s your favorite brew of tea?”

That instinctively made the rodent take a sip of his chamomile. “That would have to be green tea. A bit of a basic choice, but it does help lessen my symptoms of PTSD.”

The surprise on Midoriya’s face was visible. Not obvious, but still visible. The spirit standing next to him was reasonably surprised at the reply as well, but neither pushed for more. The response was sensitive enough.

The student kept on the offensive, constantly making Nezu monitor the position of his queen. Pushing his light knight forward, he once again put the principal’s queen in danger, but instead of retreating this time, Nezu moved the piece far onto Midoriya’s side of the board, taking a pawn in the process.

He wasted no time with his next question. “What is Gami-san to you.”

That made the boy blink. He really wasn’t expecting a question like that, but it still made him pause. Of course, he knew exactly what his relationship with the old ghost was, it was just a bit difficult to explain.

“Gami is… a lot of things. The easiest way to describe our relationship… would be mentor and successor, I guess. But it’s a lot more complicated than that.”

He paused to look up to the specter next to him, but couldn’t detect any hint of emotion.

“Gami’s filled a lot of roles for me. From a mentor, to… a parental figure, to a friend. I’m… just really grateful he decided to stick around with me.”

Midoriya swore he heard a sniffle come from the space next to him, but didn’t bring it up to spare the ghost the embarrassment.

“Hm, a complex relationship indeed,” Nezu agreed, “Let’s continue.”

And so they did. It was only two moves later that Nezu captured a white rook.

“Why aren’t you a fan of All Might?”

Gami felt the temperature in the room drop a few degrees, the pleasant atmosphere created by the last question completely erased. Looking over to the seated boy, he noticed the grip on his pants grow much tighter than before, as if he was restraining himself. Twisting his body, the spirit moved to ruffle his hair, but stopped when he saw his shoulders tense up, deciding against it.

He didn’t even know where to start when it came to All Might. The man had been his idol for almost his entire life, and that day they met ruined everything. For a hero who preached such inspiring ideals, he sure didn’t follow them. That experience constantly made him wonder whether it would have been better for him to live in ignorant bliss.

The words came out laced with more anger than Midoriya would have liked, but he had thankfully restrained most of his outburst. “He’s a hypocrite with flawed logic.”

Catching his tongue, he refused to say any more. Nezu looked a bit surprised at the answer, but not necessarily offended or anything.

“Such strong words, very interesting indeed,” he remarked as if he was studying the boy in front of him, “I wonder what brought you to that conclusion.”

He couldn’t catch himself this time, “You already used up your question.”

“That is true,” the mammal chuckled dryly, “Well, your turn then.”

Midoriya, still clouded with bits of remaining anger, mistakenly moved a simple pawn, allowing the principal to capture his last rook with his queen, as well as put his king back into check. He nearly slammed his fist against the table, but he had more restraint than that and merely clutched his pants tighter.

Nezu wasn’t an idiot, in fact he was quite the opposite. He could see the obvious emotional strain his last question brought, and as much as he wanted to know the story behind the boy’s dislike of the number 1 hero, inquiring deeper into the matter could shut him down for good. So he switched gears a bit.

“What are you most scared of?” he asked as he moved the rook off the board.

Scared of? That was a strange change of topic, still a sensitive one though. There were a lot of things he was scared of, not that he would ever want to admit that. But what scared him the most, well that was something he wasn’t sure he could decide.

“I… I don’t know,” the teen admitted.

Not quite the response Nezu was expecting, he rephrased the question, “What’s something you’re scared of then?”

Still not a question he wanted to answer. But naming one fear was much better than listing them all. “I don’t like fire. Heat is fine though.”

“Fair enough,” the rodent hummed. That answer made sense, considering what he knew about the boy.

Midoriya moved his king out of check, and the game continued. The two players exchanged moves, sliding their knights around the board as if it were a real track for horses. Seeing a fateful opportunity, the analytical student used Nezu’s move against him, moving his knight to capture a dark pawn and put his king in check at the same time.

Keeping up this round of reverse, he shot the principal’s question right back at him. “What scares you the most?”

Unlike he himself did, Nezu paused for a moment to think before answering snappily, “I guess my greatest fear would be feeling helpless again.”

There was a lot to unpack in that statement. Helpless? Again? It made the boy’s mind spin as he tried to piece together what the rodent in front of him meant. But he didn’t bother asking another follow up question, just nodding and focusing his attention back on the game.

The principal moved his king out of check, and it was at that moment Midoriya could see his winning play. Nezu had practically trapped his own king at this point, all he needed was to eliminate the black knight near it and he was sure his plan would work. He had a risky idea to capture that piece, but pushed his self doubt down just enough to go through with it.

The teen slid his queen right onto Nezu’s side of the board, allowing it into a position where it was putting the opposing king in check, but also at risk of being captured by the knight. Now, he could only hope the principal took the bait.

The next second felt like an eternity, but alas, Nezu moved his knight to capture the queen, falling right into Midoriya’s trap.

Still, their game of questions and answers didn’t cease. “I know you’ve explained how you interact with souls before, so hopefully I’m still understanding this right. But have you ever had to send off the soul of a loved one?”

“Yes.”

There was no hesitation behind that response, instead only hard punctuality. Nezu took it as a que that this was an extremely sensitive topic and left it at that.

“Alright then, your move,” he reminded.

Without even a smile on his face, the boy moved his bishop instantly into a preplanned spot. “Checkmate.”

The mammal carefully reviewed his king’s movement options, but true to the words spoken, there was nowhere he could go. Sighing heavily, he placed both paws on the table.

“Congratulations!” he cheered, his mood shifting drastically, “That was a most exciting game!”

Gami, who was still observing, celebrated as well. “That was beautifully executed. Truly well done.”

His heart warmed at the praise from both sides, but he still felt generally down from that last question.

“I guess I was simply too focused on taking pieces to ask questions,” the principal tried to explain, “Distracted by the wrong motive.”

Midoriya’s eyes narrowed, wondering if the intellectual individual in front of him simply let him win. But he didn’t have too much time to ponder that option as a soft knock came from the door behind him.

“Come in!” Nezu called, not bothering to even look up.

The teen turned around though, curious to see who was entering. His mentor followed suit.

Yamada walked in slowly, unsure of what to expect. But seeing Nezu and Midoriya seated with a chess board was certainly not a possibility he had thought of. He didn’t bother closing the door behind him, leaving it slightly ajar. “Hey little listener. I came to see if you were ready to leave.”

“The meeting’s over?” He couldn’t help but ask.

“Yeah,” the pro confirmed, “It ended a little while ago.”

Nodding, the boy set his empty cup down on the coffee table, to which Nezu grabbed and picked up along with his own cup. “It was a pleasure playing against you, Midoriya. I hope we can do so again in the future!”

“Yeah…,” he responded, a bit unsure of himself, “Thank you for the tea, sir.”

The principal laughed, “It was no trouble at all. And please, call me Nezu.”

That would not happen for a long time, but the student nodded anyway. He picked himself off the couch, smoothing out the mess of wrinkles on his uniform pants. Swinging his backpack over his shoulder, he prepared to exit the room with Present Mic.

“Do not forget about your coin,” Gami reminded him.

Huffing lightly, he turned back around to pick up the piece of currency. Lifting it into his fingers, he watched the sunlight bounce off its surface. It was still facing the exact side it had landed on when he flicked it earlier, making him half heartedly stuffed it in his pocket before leaving.

Midoriya wished the tails side looked more appealing.

 


 

Despite the engaging game of chess, Midoriya still didn’t feel that much better. He was still feeling the effects of his panic attack far after it was over. Of course, he didn’t really point any of this out to Aizawa or Yamada.

The day had come and gone fairly quickly, despite how eventful it turned out to be. The three had eaten takeout for dinner, courtesy of the ragged underground hero, and immediately retreated back to their designated corners of the house. The two teachers lounged together in the living room, while the teen remained isolated in the guest room.

Well, isolated would be a lie. Links was there as well, but the two respected each other’s personal space by staying in opposite corners of the room. The boy was curled up on the bed, while the small kitten was huddled underneath the desk.

Midoriya couldn’t deny he was a bit bored, along with feeling stressed. He couldn’t really write notes while on the bed, and the feline was preventing him from sitting at the desk. He had resorted to staring at his shelves of greenery to pass the time, but it had almost been 30 minutes after dinner and his attention was running thin.

“Why don’t you do something productive?” Gami suggested.

The teen groaned, “But there is nothing productive to do…!”

The ghost sighed at his successor’s childish antics. He really wished the boy wouldn’t isolate himself like he did, and worked harder to develop bonds with the adults that he was staying with. But the man wasn’t going to force anything, after all, he knew these things took time. He was happy enough that he was eating with them, so that was a start.

Then, both heard a buzzing sound come from the backpack at the foot of the bed. Curious, Midoriya leaned over the side to pull the bag up and unzipped it hastily. He pulled out his phone, unsurprised. I mean, what else would be vibrating in his school bag?

Turning on his cell, he noticed one pop up on his screen. Assuming it was just a news update, he ignored it, placing his phone on the corner of the bed and laid back down. His fluffy, green hair flopped over his eyes, so he used his breath to push it out of the way. He tried closing his eyes to calm himself, but that only made him focus on his thumping heartbeat even more, so he opened them back up.

There was another buzz from his phone.

“You should probably check that…”

He groaned again, “Fine…”

Lugging his dreary form upright again, he reached for his phone. Now there were two pop ups on the screen, but when he actually took the time to read them, he realized they weren’t news updates at all.

“Shouto sent me a text?” It came out as more of a confused response than a statement.

That made the spirit perk up real quick. “Oh?”

“Don’t even start…” Midoriya attempted.

“It is far too late for that,” Gami stated bluntly, “What did he say?”

“Hold on, I’m checking right now.” The boy quickly unlocked his device and opened up his messages. Clicking on the candy cane student’s contact, he was able to see the two new texts on his phone.

Hey.
How are you doing?

He was about to read them to his mentor, but upon seeing the ghost eyeing his screen from over his shoulder, he scoffed lightly.

The man didn’t seem to care. “He texted you first…”

“And?” he replied sarcastically, “Stop making weird implications.”

“Do you plan on answering him back?”

“Obviously, I’m not just going to ignore him.” He rolled his eyes dramatically, making sure the specter noticed. Fumbling with his gloved fingers, he typed out a series of rushed responses.

Hey!
I’m doing alright
What about you?

It didn’t take long for a reply to come in. Todoroki must have been waiting by his phone.

I’m a bit tired.
Though I’ve attributed that to the chaos that happened earlier.

Chaos? Did he mean the panic during the security breach or something at home? Midoriya moved to clarify.

You’re talking about the panic at school, right?

Once again, the response came in quick.

Yes.
I hope you were not injured during the incident.

When he received that second text, the boy just knew the spirit next to him was going to make another remark. So he quickly turned around to face him and cut him off before he even began.

“He’s just being a concerned friend,” he interjected the man’s drawn breath.

“I did not say anything,” Gami finished snidely, the smirk on his face nearly auditory.

He huffed like the bothered teenager he was, but gave up and grabbed his phone instead. The ghost took that as a victory and smirked even wider, though no one could see.

I’ve got nothing more than a few aches
I hope you didn’t get hurt either

“Concerned friend?”

“Yes!” he hissed, “I’m returning the formality!”

He was unable to ignore the light chuckling coming from behind him, but he did his best.

I was not injured.
Though that was due to your efforts with Iida and Uraraka.

The teen felt his face heat up slightly, but he just credited the feeling to embarrassment. Thankfully, Gami didn’t say anything.

Ah
Well the three of us couldn’t just stand around and do nothing
Iida did most of the work though

“Izu…” the spirit attempted to sing-song, but ended up sounding more like a disappointed parent than anything, “We have talked about this…”

Confused, he looked back to the man. “What?”

“About giving yourself more credit…”

Midoriya shrugged. “It’s true… I mean Iida was the one who calmed everyone down.”

Gami tried to refute, but just then another buzz came in.

It was your plan though.

That confused the boy even more. How did Todoroki know that?

How did you know?

“See? Even he agrees that you need to give yourself more credit.” Gami tried to emphasize his point further.

I took a guess.
I figured a plan as reckless as that would only be yours.

The ghost let out a hard laugh, something he didn’t do often. “I am starting to like this child more and more.”

The shocked student merely just sat there. “I don’t know whether I should take that as a complement or an insult…”

I guess that’s fair

Midoriya’s confidence was a swirling mess at this point, unsure of whether to skyrocket or go right down the drain. But as the next text arrived, it didn’t take long for him to decide.

Still, your plan was quite effective, so I shouldn’t complain.
Though, that does make me wonder why you gave up your position as president to Iida.

The praise made him feel good about himself. But concerning the matter of the class president spot, he thought it was quite obvious. Gami didn’t say a word, silently wondering how his successor was going to respond.

The boy’s fingers hovered over the screen for quite a while as he debated with himself on how to word his response without sounding rude. After a few more moments, he hashed out a mess of words, afraid to lose Todoroki’s attention.

I just don’t think I was right for the job
Iida’s really good at leading others, so I felt if anyone should be president, it should be him

The red and white haired boy’s response was considerably slower than before, making Midoriya wonder if he had said something wrong. His anxiety from before started to build, now being fueled by a new insecurity.

That’s understandable.
I’m glad you’re still on the council as secretary though.

Another odd rush of unfamiliar pride swelled within him at reading his friend’s words, the nervousness from before gone. Maybe being on the council wouldn’t be so bad after all…

Thanks
I honestly only stayed on the council to honor Iida’s request
But you saying that makes me feel better about it

The teen swiftly turned around at the snort that came from behind him. His eyes were met with the sight of the old ghost holding a bony hand to where his mouth probably was, and shaking a bit.

“What’s up with you?” he questioned skeptically.

“Oh nothing. Nothing at all,” Gami answered with a hint of sarcasm that made the boy wonder if he was being serious.

I’m glad.

All it took was that single sentence, those two words, for a bright smile to explode on Midoriya’s face. Suddenly, all of the events that happened throughout the day were forgotten, replaced by a giddy feeling of bubbliness. The spirit simply watched from his spot by the bed. As much as he enjoyed teasing his successor, he wouldn’t dare ruin this rare mood he was in.

It had been a while since the man had seen him so happy.

Another subsequent buzz came in on his phone, making the attention of both return to the screen.

Sorry, I have to go.
My father is calling me.

The drop in his shoulders was near instant, and though he was a bit saddened at the fact that Todoroki had to go, he was more than grateful at having the chance to talk to him in the first place. Something about chatting with the normally stoic boy was so enjoyable, he couldn’t put it into words.

That’s fine
It was nice talking to you
Stay safe

Midoriya held his phone in his hand as those three messages were sent. He watched as the “delivered” notification popped up on his screen, making his phone hum. He held onto the device for a little bit longer, but after a few minutes, he set it back down at the edge of the bed nervously.

The “read” notification never popped up.

 


 

After Todoroki left, Midoriya had to find new ways to occupy his time. He bounced around activities, from scrolling through news updates on his phone, to tending to his plants, to even playing 20 questions with Gami. If anyone popped their head into the room, they’d easily be able to tell how bored the boy was. Though he would never complain about his boredom.

Eventually, night creeped in and the sun kissed the horizon goodbye. The teen still hadn’t interacted with anyone in the household since dinner, and he was intent on staying that way. His mentor, on the other hand, was growing tired of the stuffy room.

“Why don’t you take a break from this room?” he tried to suggest without implying that he was the one who desperately wanted to leave.

“Why? I’m perfectly fine like this…” the boy questioned while narrowing his eyes.

This was going to be harder than he thought, but the ghost knew it would be beneficial for both of them to leave the room for a bit. “I just presumed you would want to be in a more comfortable spot for when you sort tonight.”

The appeal to his successor’s sense of work seemed to be enough to persuade him. “I guess, but not now. I’ll go later when they’re both asleep.”

That was a fair compromise, so the man didn’t argue it more. It was already pretty late, just past midnight, so the two heroes were bound to hit the hay soon. Of course, he would love it if Midoriya went to sleep earlier and got more rest, but he of all people understood that a proper sleep schedule was nearly impossible when constantly plagued with declining timers. A Death’s life was certainly a stressful one, especially if social relations were a priority.

The two were cut out of their respective thoughts at the sound of footprints coming down the hallway. Afraid of being caught awake, he dived under the covers, a stunt children typically performed. The sounds stopped right in front of the guest room door, and the teen slowed his breathing to further add to the authenticity of his act.

“Should we go in and say goodnight?” he recognized the hushed whisper as the voice of Present Mic.

“No, he’s probably asleep.” That harsh tone could only be Aizawa. “Plus he’s not five.”

The sound of Yamada’s groan could be heard, but the two walked away from the door at that, presumably towards their own room instead. Letting out his own sigh of relief, he crawled out from under the blankets and tiptoed his way to his door, with Gami floating behind. Pressing his ear against the door, the boy listened as another door was opened, and then closed. And after a while of silence, the duo deemed it safe enough to leave.

Silencing his footsteps was a trick Midoriya had learned a long time ago, but still one of his most useful. There was practically no sound as his bare socks touched the hardwood. He shifted his body weight periodically, still unsure of where the creaky floorboards were. All of the lights in the house were turned off, leaving him guided by only moonlight. Carefully, he made his way to the living room, and sat down softly on the couch.

Surprisingly, the dark atmosphere felt oddly comforting, and he didn’t want to disturb it by starting his work. But the clock was ticking, and the night wasn’t getting any younger, so he sucked up his complaints.

It was almost surreal, when all of the souls popped into the living room. Most of them still had a bright glow to them, and lit up the room as if it were an observatory. The teen had always viewed the puffs of light as stars, but being in the dark room really made it seem that way. He sat still for a moment, just taking in the scene around him, before immediately feeling a rush of guilt. These were all real people that had died, he shouldn’t be enjoying this in the slightest.

Naturally, the dimmest souls crowded around him, so he reached for one of those, cupping it gently in his hands. It wasn’t as warm as the others, almost as if he was holding a breath of autumn air. He swiftly got to work, letting his mind shut down and run on autopilot.

“Hey Gami,” he asked suddenly, breaking the silence, “How did you do this for 5 centuries?”

The ghost didn’t seem to understand. “What do you mean?”

“Well, this job is really depressing,” he stated bluntly, “and I know you have to do it for a full century, but why did you continue for 4 more?”

That caught the spirit off guard, at least, according to his body language. But he didn’t answer right away, leaving the question to dwell in the air like a musty smell.

“I… do not remember,” the man answered with what seemed to be a hint of anguish, “Everytime I attempt to, all I get is a rush of blankness and a slight migraine.”

“Oh…” Well that was to be expected. His mentor didn’t remember much about his past life, only bits and pieces that the two were desperately trying to fit together like lost puzzle pieces.

“However.” He perked up at that. “Whenever I try to remember my time as Death, I feel a mix of strange emotions. Almost like anguished determination if I were to describe it.”

Anguished determination? What was that even supposed to mean? What kind of situation would even provoke one to feel that way?

“You mean desperation?” the boy tried to rationalize.

“No, not desperation,” the specter replied picky, “It feels like determination, but not the inspirational kind.”

That just confused him even further. Wasn’t determination supposed to be inspiring? He recorded the strange account in the back of his mind for further analysis later, but otherwise dropped the subject. The two continued their idle chatter for a few more minutes, casually switching conversational topics.

A sudden creak came from the hallway, and both of them froze. Midoriya quickly stopped sorting, which put out all the light coming from the souls, and held his breath. A few more creaks were heard, confirming that this was in fact real and not a trick of his tired brain. He pulled his legs onto the couch quietly, shrinking his form to better hide himself in the darkness. He wasn’t sure if his breathing was quiet enough, so he brought a hand to his mouth just in case.

As the steps came closer, he could hear a hushed voice hiss at something. Straining his ears, he could make out the voice of his homeroom teacher talking quietly to himself.

“Seriously Nezu, if discussing Bakugo was the only reason you called me, you could have left it for tomorrow in person.” That pretty much confirmed that Aizawa was on the phone with Nezu, not talking to himself.

There was a short pause, as Midoriya couldn’t make out what the principal was saying on the other end of the line, but he stayed quiet. He felt a bit guilty for eavesdropping, but it wasn’t his intention. And if he came out now, Aizawa would get upset with him being up still.

“Well, I wanted to move him to general studies, but you wouldn’t let me,” the pro seemed to be getting upset, “And you still haven’t explained why.”

What? Aizawa had wanted to move Bakugo out of the hero course as a result of the incident during the training exercise? He understood the reasoning behind a decision like that. But the fact that Nezu had denied him? That was an even stranger issue that was never brought up.

“I’m telling you, it doesn’t seem like a simple anger management issue.” The frustration was now obvious. “Bakugo has a lot of unnatural hostility towards Midoriya, almost like a grudge. I’ve seen some hostility towards Todoroki, but compared to the Problem Child, it’s nothing. And the rest of the class has gotten off easy considering that boy’s temper.”

Midoriya gulped. Of course an observant hero like Eraserhead had noticed the odd relationship between himself and the other student. He was hoping no one would pick that up.Nezu had figured it out easily after all, with only a few references to go off of. The last thing he wanted was for his past to catch back up to him. He was here at U.A. for a fresh start. Well, as fresh a start as he could get.

“I agree, the kid’s got potential, considering we push him in the right direction, but that doesn’t dismiss his actions against the other students involved. Whether you want to admit it or not, we got lucky he hit Midoriya and not one of the other two.”

He could hear an exasperated sigh come from Aizawa, it echoing loud and clear in the silent night.

“I just don’t understand why you insist on not expelling him!” he hissed in a whisper, “We’ve never tolerated this kind of behavior.”

Aizawa wanted Bakugo expelled? Wow, he knew his teacher wanted him punished but he had no idea he wanted that drastic of reprimand. It makes sense, he could acknowledge that, but still. He couldn’t help but think of what the decision might have been if he hadn’t voiced his opinion to Nezu, if that was even the deciding factor in the first place.

Relief had never punched him so hard before.

“Yeah yeah, I switched around the seats. Midoriya’s in the back with Todoroki and Yaoyorozu’s up with Bakugo. It’s the best option for all three parties, Bakugo, Midoriya, and the other two: Iida and Uraraka.”

So that was the reason behind the seat swap today. Well, with context, it now made sense. Plus, he’d be lying if he didn’t admit he was more than pleased with his new seat. He really enjoyed hanging around Todoroki, even though they’d only talked a few times.

“If this is all you wanted to talk about, then I’m hanging up. It’s one in the fucking morning, Nezu. I know you’re a night owl, but some of us like to get our beauty sleep when we can.”
That nearly made the boy snort in amusement, but he managed to hold it in. He had never heard Aizawa talk like that before, and the change in personality was enough to incite laughter.

“Sure, sure whatever. Goodnight.”

An audible click could be heard after that, signaling the end of the phone call. And with that click came the rush of fear that reminded him of his current situation. He was hiding in the living room, and his homeroom teacher was standing just beyond in the hallway. He desperately hoped the man would return back to his room and not decided to walk in a few steps further.

The footsteps began again, and to the teen’s horror, they were coming in his direction. With every echo, he could feel his blood pressure spike and his heart drop at the same time. His face grew cold and clammy while his throat was sucked dry. He had never heard so many curses going through his head before.

Shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shi-

He watched terrified as the hero walked through the living room and into the kitchen, almost making him exhale in relief as he hadn’t been noticed. But that relief never came as he saw the ragged pro move towards the light switch.

He gave one last cry to the universe, wishing for it to just erase his existence right then and there.

The kitchen light was blinding compared to the darkness he had been sitting in for the last hour. The white light was invading his eyes and forced him to squint. Unfortunately, that wasn’t the only thing it invaded, as some of the light flooded the living room.

Aizawa was noticeably startled when he saw Midoriya’s curled up form on the couch. If it weren’t for the skills he had picked up being an underground hero, he would have probably yelled out instinctively.

“Holy shit, Problem Child,” he gasped under his breath, “What are you doing up?”

Well, there was no getting out of this now.

“I-I’m sorry Aizawa-sensei,” he whimpered quietly, “I j-just needed to do m-my… my job and I’ve b-been in my room all day and-”

“Ok, ok,” he cut the boy off, “It’s fine. You just startled me. I wasn’t expecting you to be up and about this late.”

“S-sorry…”

“You don’t need to apolo-” Aizawa stopped himself as the realization flooded his head, “Wait, did you hear my phone call?”

“I d-didn’t mean to!” The high pitched cry broke his voice near the end. “It w-was an accident and I-I didn’t know what to do.”

He shushed the boy so as to not wake up his partner, but gave a hefty sigh, “It’s fine. I’m not mad or anything.”

“You’re n-not?” he asked to settle the fear in his conscience.

“No Problem Child,” he huffed, “You said it was an accident and I believe you.”

The two stared awkwardly at each other, with Gami in the background. He honestly didn’t know what to make of the situation, practically giving up for the night. The teacher then dropped his shoulders almost as if in defeat.

“Well, I was just going to get a glass of water,” he started, “but since you’re up, I guess I’ll make something more complicated.”

Aizawa pulled out a mug from one of the upper cabinets, setting it down on the counter. He looked towards the curled up boy on the couch and sighed again.

“I’m making hot chocolate,” he clarified, “You want some?”

Midoriya’s head perked up at the mention of the sweet drink. He didn’t want to trouble the man, but at the same time, he did offer. Oh the options were conflicting, but when he turned back to look at Gami, all he got in return was a curt nod. Well that made his choice quite obvious. Who was he to resist such a divine temptation?

“Yes please.”

Notes:

All done (25pgs)! I figured another chapter would be ideal for developing the aftermath of the break in. Nezu seems to understand how intelligent Midoriya is, despite being just a teenager. I figured Nezu would be interested in him because of their similar analytical abilities.

So as I was reading over the chapter, I realized the whole coin flip thing might be confusing, so I’ll just clear it up a little. When Midoriya picked up the coin from the table as he left, the tails side was facing up. Hopefully now you can understand what I was implying in that section. As for the whole “appealing” comment, the tails side of the ¥1 coin is pretty basic and boring compared to the front. It's just a simple 1, while the heads side has a tree sapling.

The chess game was actually super fun to write! Hopefully it didn’t bore anyone. Only Nezu would think to use the game for interrogation though lol. The chess game was specific for a reason, but I didn’t think anyone would pick up on it, so I decided to explain it down here. The game is actually the famous 1851 Immortal Game between Anderssen and Kieseritzky. The specific pieces that were captured align with the exact captures of the game. It's one of the coolest chess games ever, as well as my favorite!

More Tododeku is here. I really like writing their text chats, especially Midoiya’s reactions. Also Gami’s snide comments are so much fun to write.

The Dadzawa has finally begun. Aizawa still doesn’t have too much confidence in himself concerning fostering a child, but he’s making an effort now. Also I figured Aizawa would drink coffee over hot chocolate, but it was also like 1a.m. so he’d be smart enough not to have the caffeine. I actually didn’t plan that scene, but it came to me as I was writing this chapter so I rolled with it.

That’s about it. Here is the list, as usual!

Death’s Touch: Anything Midoriya touches starts to decay immediately, regardless of the amount of fingers touching. This ability works on both the living and the non living. At first, Midoriya couldn’t control this ability, as it activated immediately without his consent. However, now he is able to control the activation on humans and non living objects, being able to start and stop the decay at will. However, he had gained no progress with plant or animal life. Any damage done to living organisms with this power cannot be healed.

Death’s Scythe: Midoriya can summon a scythe to fight with at will. The scythe vaguely resembles a bird’s beak, and has a hole near the start of the blade. The scythe is the only item that can’t be destroyed by Death’s Touch. The Death’s Touch ability can be shared with the scythe at Midoriya’s will, however it can only decay what it cuts. The decay follows the same rules as Death’s Touch. He can also make the scythe disappear at will when he is finished with it or to free his hands.

Immortality: Midoriya is immortal and cannot die. However, he can still get hurt and scarred. The immortality ability doesn’t provide any regeneration, but any wounds that could be detrimental to his job, such as lost/broken limbs and organs, will be healed the next day.

Premonition: Midoriya can see flash images of people who may die before they are supposed to. Normally, he cannot interfere with death, as it’s his job, but he has the option of attempting to save anyone he views in a premonition. These premonitions are bare and don’t provide much information other than the person themselves and their demise, occasionally revealing the setting and attacker, if any. The premonitions can come true between an hour after viewing to 3 days later.

Soul Contact: When a person dies, their soul is immediately sent to Midoriya. He can see, touch, and hold these souls. When holding a soul, Midoriya can see the most important memories and decisions attached to that soul, and hence that person.

Soul Sorting: This ability allows Midoriya to decide which part of the afterlife a soul moves on to. The areas of the afterlife can only be summoned with intent and the swipe of a hand, with the areas themselves being represented by flames. The areas that he can choose from are Paradise, Purgatory, and the Underworld. Once Midoriya decides where the soul best fits, it is sent to the being of that respective area. If approved, the soul stays in that area forever, the exception being Purgatory. Souls in Purgatory can be moved again to either Paradise or the Underworld, however, this is not Midoriya’s decision. If rejected, the soul is sent back to him for reevaluation. All souls must be sorted within 24 hours of Midoriya receiving them, with rejected souls resetting their time limits once they get back to him. Failure to sort a soul within its time limit may result in serious unknown punishment.

Chapter 17: Interlude I: Somewhere Beyond The Sea

Summary:

A problem has been detected and you have been shut down to prevent damage to your conscience.

-CRITICAL_SYSTEM_FAILURE-

If this is the first time you've experienced this system error, please wait. Your conscience will be restarted automatically after a few minutes.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

“Come on! I want to see the water!”

The small girl gave another cry, tugging an older male behind her by the wrist. He yelped in surprise, but made no move to resist her, allowing himself to be dragged onto the beach. The child had already ditched her shoes, now holding them in her other free hand, while the male still had his on.

“Slow down!” he yelled back, though not nearly as loud.

The girl just laughed cheerfully and continued to drag him along. After a few more hard yanks on his hand, he eventually sped up his pace a bit to appease her. The two eventually approached the shoreline, the sunrise peeking out against the sparkling blue horizon. The young child abruptly plopped herself down onto the sand, pulling the male down with her.

“Ah!” he yelped, not expecting the sudden movement, “Yōko-chan, the sand is still wet here!”

But she ignored his concern, laughing it off, “You worry too much, oniichan!”

The water pulled in, making the older male scoot back a little. “We should at least move back some. It will be suspicious if you come home wet.”

She sighed, but complied with her brother’s wishes, now allowing only her bare feet to come in contact with the sea water. Deciding to join her, the male removed his shoes and socks, and buried his feet into the wet sand.

As the two sat on the beach in silence, it was easy to tell the age difference between them. The young girl couldn’t have been older than seven, and the male next to her looked to be in his early 20s. One would never guess they were related, much less siblings, due to their vast contrast in appearance.

The girl, dubbed Yōko-chan by her older brother, wore her long black hair in a slightly messy bun. She was dressed in a simple, yet flowery kimono with her sandals beside her. Her face adorned a bright smile at watching the morning waves crash softly onto the shore.

Her brother, on the other hand, has messy hair the color of snow. He had always attempted to comb it down neatly, but it refused to be tame, so he often wore it in a basic ponytail. He wore a long, but simplistic overcoat and a pair of slacks. His expression was more reserved, but his smirk was still visible.

Yōko leaned closer towards the water, running her hand into the drenched sand. The young adult nudged her slightly, making her glance shoot back at him.

“You know you should not be doing that,” he lectured, “Now go clean off your hand before the sand grains get underneath your fingernails.”

She groaned, but listened, washing her hand off with the incoming water. It took a few waves, but eventually all of the sand was removed. She pulled her now wet hand in to dry on her kimono, but her brother instantly yanked it away, causing her to cry out.

“You cannot get dirty, or they will know you lied,” he stated bluntly, as if it were the most obvious thing in the world, “Here, use my coat instead.”

“I am not going to do that,” she huffed.

Narrowing his eyes as his sister’s stubbornness, he grabbed the edge of his coat with his free hand, and proceeded to dry her hand with it anyway. She exclaimed at the act, but made little effort to pull away, savoring the last few moments of the water on her skin.

“Do you think mother will take me swimming if I ask her after lessons?” she asked hesitantly, looking up at the male.

“I doubt it, considering she is so concerned about preserving your hair texture.” He didn’t mean to come off so harsh, but that was the unfortunate truth. But watching her shoulders drop made him feel all the more guilty. He didn’t want to promise anything he couldn’t do, but his sister’s happiness was his entire world.

“Perhaps during one of our future meetings-” he said carefully.

“Really!” she interrupted, “You would take me swimming, Kimu-niichan?!”

He sighed, “I cannot promise anything of the sort, but I can try.”

“Thank you!” Yōko hugged her brother tightly, now dubbed Kimu. His heart warmed at her joy, and he returned the embrace. It was easy for the two to lose track of time, especially when spending it with each other, and so the hug clocked from moments to minutes. Combined with the rhythmic crashing of the waves, a feeling of serenity blossomed in both siblings. The male noticed her grip on him become tighter as each second passed, almost as if he would disappear once she let go.

“I miss you a lot, oniichan.” Her voice took on a melancholy tone as she buried her face into his coat. “Do you really have to go back to the city?”

“You know I have to,” he replied, unable to bring himself to say anything more.

“Then take me with you!” she cried, startling them both.

His heart shattered into hundreds of pieces at her declaration. Oh how he desperately wanted to just say yes. To take her with him, so they could see the world together. It would be so simple, and boy was it tempting, but it would never work.

“You know I cannot do that either,” Kimu whispered, “Besides, staying with mother and father is much more beneficial to your studies.”

“But they say such mean things about you, oniichan,” she desperately tried to convince him, “And I know they are not true, but I still hate hearing it.”

The two finally ended their long embrace, and the male took his time to look right at his sister, locking their eyes strongly.

“Whatever mother and father say about me is fair.” His harsh tone returned, unwavering. “I do not deserve their praise.”

“But-”

“No, Yōko-chan,” he continued, his defense unbreakable, “I have not done anything remotely remarkable to honor the Yūki family name. And until I do, I will remain in the city.”

“Why do you care so much about them and the family name?” she whimpered, “I just want you back home!”

Her pleas almost made him tear up, but he held in his guilt and grasped both of her hands in his.

“I am sorry,” he started, unsure of how to offer his condolences, “but mother and father will never accept me home until I earn the Yūki name. I have to make them proud.”

She yanked her hands away, not accepting his answer. Crossing them lightly over her kimono with her lips curled into a pout, the girl looked back at him. “How is city life going then? Any success?”

“I do not know if it can be called that…”

That made Yōko facepalm. Her brother had always had an overly pessimistic attitude, one that she blamed on their parents’ harsh treatment of him. It was no secret that she was the favorite child of the two, and as much as he liked to pretend their words didn’t faze him, she could see the hurt in his eyes.

Even at such a young age, she could realize they were each living the other’s ideal life. She received all the praise and lessons he wanted, and he had the freedom she desired. It was only when they were able to meet that their worlds collided, and they never met for long.

“Just tell me how your endeavors in the city are going,” she rephrased, “I can judge if it is worthy of being called successful.”

Kimu rolled his eyes at his sister’s playful narcissism, but obeyed, “I started a business selling tea blends, It is doing well so far, and I did receive another investment the other day.”

“That is wonderful!” the child praised, clapping her hands together, “Do mother and father know?”

“Yes, though I never told them.”

“And?”

He huffed, “They are unimpressed, as usual.”

“Well, they should not be!” she cried, “I do not understand why they are so cruel towards you, oniichan.”

The young adult looked away, almost saddened at his sister’s obliviousness, “I am not talented like you. They simply see me as a failure.”

The girl shook her head as soon as those words met her ears. This was another sensitive topic between the two, but she was not going to just let this one go. Her brother’s cynical outlook on life was only going to get worse if she didn’t intervene.

“Well you are not a failure. Your successful business should be more than enough proof,” she began.

“The success of my business is invalid if I have no talent to show for it-”

“Talent is not everything, for goodness sake!” The frustration in Yōko’s voice was evident. Her hands had moved to grip his shoulders tightly, giving him a shake. Tears of anger threatened to breach her eyes, but she held them in with all her willpower. “Stop letting them get to you!”

There was a moment of silence after the outburst, with neither sibling saying a word. Kimu turned his head to lock eyes with his sister, but his mouth remained sealed. For once, he couldn’t respond right away. For once, he felt hesitant to defend the actions of their parents.

She took her brother’s silence as a cue to continue. “Mother and father are trying to keep us apart, all because they think your lack of talent will somehow rub off on me. That I will lose any chance of future success. But what they fail to realize is that there is more to success than talent alone.”

The child waited eagerly as the silence returned. Her fingers twiddled anxiously as she broke eye contact to stare at the waves. Finally, she was able to breathe as her brother took the bait.

“What else then? What else is there to success?”

“Well t-there is dedication… f-for one. A-and passion.” The words fell rapidly out of her mouth, as if she had barely been restraining them. Still, her nervousness leaked through, as much as she didn’t want it to. “You may not be as naturally gifted as I am, but you did not let such a futile aspect stop you. And look where you are now. The start of a profitable business. Personal freedom. And your entire life ahead of you. You did not need talent for any of that to happen.”

Yōko stopped, finally allowing herself to take a breath of air. She desperately hoped her words had gotten through to him, or at least past his hopeless facade. Her brother was her light at the end of the tunnel. She wouldn’t allow him to wallow in guilt that wasn’t even his own fault. But the longer the silence continued, the more she second guessed herself and her efforts.

“But… I have to make them proud-” Kimu started to choke out.

“You make me proud!” she exclaimed, not caring if anyone else overheard, “Is that not enough?”

The young adult huffed out a slight chuckle under his breath, unable to hold it in. But both knew it wasn’t one of amusement. It sounded hollow, and broken, like he was trying to convince himself of its true intention.

“What? It’s true!” She didn’t know if she was reassuring her brother or herself. “You make me proud.”

The chuckling eventually stopped, and the smile fell from Kimu’s face. He refused to meet her glance, looking away towards the sea instead. The morning breeze ruffed its fingers through his hair, blowing strands of wispy white hair in all directions.

The child felt a rush of emotions at his actions. Frustration, anger, but most of all, desperation. “You do not believe me… do you?”

When neither a confirmation nor a denial came from the male beside her, she sighed. He still valued the opinions of their parents far more than he should, but honestly, who could blame him? Their family… no, the Yūki family, was supposed to be the best of the best. It was hard enough not to have the support of your own blood, but for their family to exile him, all because they believed he wasn’t up to par with their standards, was cruel.

That’s why the risk of getting caught only grew the more meetings they had. Their parents were already getting suspicious of the times she went unaccounted for. If they ever found out that she was meeting with Kimu, who knows what would happen? Who knows what they would do to him; her brother, the only thing she had left?

“When… did you grow so wise?” He still didn’t face her, continuing to stare out to the sea. “Surely it has not been long since we last met…”

The comment made Yōko’s head snap up. Was he finally listening to her, finally pushing past his self deprecating exterior? “I have not grown any wiser. In fact, I may be more oblivious to your struggles than ever. But the more time we spend together, the more I begin to realize there is more to life than just what mother and father tell me. I am just putting my skills to good use; exploring all potential sources, correct?”

And then, he laughed. A beautiful, resonating sound that seemed to echo over the crashing of the waves. And it wasn’t a hollow laugh like he usually let out. It was a genuine sound of amusement, almost as if the stars themselves were shining upon that very spot. The young girl’s heart practically melted at her brother’s laugh, and she was filled with the overwhelming sensation of bliss.

As hard as Kimu tried to keep up his nonchalant, monotone exterior, she knew he was one of the few pure souls left in this world. He was ambitious, had a strong sense of drive, but still managed to greet every stranger he met with nothing but kindness. His heart was open to all, despite having it stomped, torn, and scavenged on by their family. And even though there were over 10 years of age separating the two, Yōko felt an urge to protect her older brother however she could.

The male eventually brought a hand to his mouth, ceasing his laughter, to his sister’s disappointment. “Anyway, enough about myself. Tell me, how are your endeavors going back with mother and father?”

At that, the girl sighed, bringing her hands up into the air with a wide shrug. “Practically the same as what I told you last time. Mother and father are not exactly known for their variety.”

The wisecrack in her statement was purposeful, and succeeded in bringing out another small chuckle from the young man beside her. “Tell me anyway.”
Yōko paused, “Well, they are amping up my studies of language next week. I am supposed to be starting French.”

Kimu clapped his hands in surprise. “French? Goodness. Did you not just finish Chinese last week?”

“I did,” she sighed again, “But you know how they are. No time for rest.”

Her brother’s eyes grew heavy, but he hid it under another smile. “You are so talented.”

“I would rather be taking extra piano lessons than learn French.” She was determined not to go down this rabbit hole again. “And you know how much I dislike those.”

That drew another laugh out of him. “Indeed I do. But how are those lessons going, if I may continue on that topic?”

“My piano lessons? They are alright, though I wish my instructor would simply allow me to play, rather than making me perform classic pieces.”

That wasn’t a surprise, coming from Yōko. She had always been more of an unstructured child, craving the feeling of freedom in all aspects. She was the type to color outside the lines and then turn her mistakes into part of the piece. He had no doubt his sister would enjoy learning to play an instrument, if only her instructor wasn’t so strict.

“I am sure you will get to a point where you can play whatever you desire,” he reassured, placing a hand faintly on her shoulder.

She gave a defeated nod in return, her fingers itching to draw in the sand. This did not go unnoticed by her brother, however. He really couldn’t allow her to run her hands through the sand, but at the same time, he didn’t want to deny her any more than she had been in life. She had already been refused most typical childhood experiences, deemed unimportant, courtesy of their family. Their secret time together was supposed to be an air of release for the child to do the little things in life she had been rejected.

So Kimu rummaged through the long and many pockets of his overcoat, looking for anything that might aid him. For a while, his fingers met nothing but scraps and bits of trash he had been meaning to clean out, but then, they settled on something familiar. Wrapping his grip around it, he pulled out what looked to be a regular old tea bag at first. But upon closer inspection, he realized it to be one of the demo tea bags he had designed for his business, meaning it was clean and unused.

“Here,” he stated, shoving the tea bag towards his adjacent sister, “If you use this to cover your finger, I will allow you to draw in the sand.”

She gasped, not bothering to respond as she snatched the cloth covering from his hand. Placing it hastily over her finger, she moved her hand to the space between them and dug it roughly into the sand. The tea bag served its purpose well, keeping the grains from getting under her fingernail, preventing any noticeable damage, however small it could have been.

The male smiled at his sister’s giddiness. She was his entire world, everything he lived for. He treasured every moment with her, of which weren’t many, to his displeasure. Yōko deserved the world; she deserved so many things. And he would work like hell to give her as many of the things she deserved as possible.

Sometimes, he felt as if he was never doing enough. He was barely an adult, and still had to provide for himself, but even that wasn’t a good enough excuse for his conscience. There were times Yōko came crying to their meeting spot on the beach, and those times he felt his guilt chip away at his heart. And so he pushed himself harder, to do more. Sure, the times they met were few and far between, but he did his damn best and more to keep her happy when they were together.

Kimu looked down at the ground to observe his sister’s progress. The damp sand between them was covered in intricate swirls that led into each other, with delicate spots in between. The marks reminded him of tangled vines growing through the bricks of an old house, or the path the morning breeze might take across the ocean, calm and peaceful.

He nudged himself away slightly, not daring to touch her by accident and ruin her flow. The strokes her finger made through the sand were purposeful, yet delicate, like a paintbrush upon a canvas. Her kimono sleeve was thankfully rolled up somewhat, preventing any splatters of sand from landing on it. He could lose himself in those swirls, tracing them with his eyes. He wouldn’t mind spending the entire day just watching her draw in the sand.

“You are getting better with your strokes,” he remarked, not taking his eyes off her moving hand.

“Thanks, oniichan,” she hummed, pulling her clothed finger out of the wet sand finally. She prepared to shake off all of the remaining grains, but Kimu swiftly grabbed her wrist before she could. He took the tea bag himself and shook it off to the side, away from her clothes. Once it was dry, he stuffed it back into the pocket he found it in, mentally promising to clean out his coat later.

Together, they stared at the designs Yōko had spent the last few minutes working on. To the passing eye, they might just look like random indentations in the sand, but up close, it was truly a work of art to behold.

“I really wish mother and father would understand my passion for art…” she whispered, attempting to balance the serene silence and her aching heart.

Kimu could offer her little condolences there. His sister’s love for art was a sensitive subject within the family. They didn’t believe it would lead to anything successful, so they tried to beat the passion out of her by swamping her with other work. But Yōko loved art; it was one of the few things that made her happy, so he did his best to encourage it while they were together.

“You only have to wait until you are of age,” the male reassured.

“I will just be married off by then,” she replied angrily, “Sold away as nothing more than an object.”

“And I promised you I would not let that happen,” he shot back, “I promised I would take you with me once you come of age.”

His statement offered a bit of reassurance to her, but was a long way from helping her completely. “But I still have to wait over a decade then. I wish you could just let me come with you now…”

Her words weren’t lies. She did still have to wait over 10 years before he could even begin to plan how to get her out of the clutches of their family, but there was truly nothing he could do while she was still young. It would be fairly easy for their parents to report Yōko missing, and the police would have no trouble tracking down the daughter of such a regal family. She would have to go back, and he would go to jail… or worse.

So for now, the plan was to wait and continue meeting up in secret as they had been. He knew it was torturous for his sister, but they both knew this was the only way they would have a shot of success; which again, required another aspect, besides talent, that went unmentioned: patience.

“I know this is difficult,” he began slowly, the words forming on the tip of his tongue, “But I cannot take you with me, not yet.”

“I know, I know,” she groaned, “But it is so hard to do anything remotely artsy inside those walls. I barely have any supplies left, and finding the time to paint or draw in secret is getting harder.”

Kimu could understand how that would be challenging, but he had no real personal experience with such a situation. Regardless, he worked to assist her in any way he could. As said before, his sister’s happiness was the most important thing in his world, daresay above his parents’ approval or the Yūki family name.

“Well, I know it is not much,” the young man started, taking a moment to pause. He reached back into his overcoat, this time sticking a hand inside. Fairly quickly he found what he was looking for, a small pouch tied to the inside of his coat, hidden away from any attempts to steal it. He pulled at the twine holding it together, and the pouch fell right into his hand.

Yōko looked intrigued, leaning over to sneak a peek at the object her brother was removing from his coat. She wasn’t expecting to see a small pouch made of ragged brown cloth. She wasn’t sure what to make of the object, but didn’t bother to say anything as he handed it to her.

The fabric felt rougher in her hands, but nothing worth complaining over. There was a peculiar weight to the bag, nothing particularly heavy, but weighty indeed. It was held closed by another piece of twine, similar to the one holding it to the inside of the coat. The rope wasn’t anything designer, but it fulfilled its purpose. The girl tugged daintily at it, allowing the pouch to fall apart in her hands like a blossoming set of newborn flower petals.

Inside were three small glass jars, all able to fit within the palm of her hand. She gasped in shock, but not because of the jars themselves. Inside each container sloshed around a different liquid color, all just the right thickness to be identified as paint. Yōko’s typically semi-calm exterior crumbled at the sight.

She couldn’t believe she was holding the sunset in her hands.

“That is not all,” Kimu continued, stuffing his hand into a pocket this time. He didn’t want to overwhelm his sister, but at the same time, he was excited to surprise her. Pulling out another mass of cloth with twine holding the center together, he thrusted it towards her. Though, this one was more flat and long, unlike the previous, which was a clear pouch.

Getting even more excited, she set the three jars down in her lap and reached her hands to the new gift wrapped item. The paint splattered around gently, the soft colors just being held apart by the thin layer of glass.

The yellow jar exactly matched the color of her kimono, down to the shade. It was almost as if the sun itself was being held in there. Did her brother manage to capture some of its rays in liquid form? That was certainly a thought of its own, and those she knew it was physically impossible, it was something she didn’t mind entertaining.

The girl grasped the new gift tightly, afraid she’d drop it with one wrong move. The package felt long, and thin, almost cylindrical as she was feeling it up. Unable to restrain her curiosity any longer, Yōko pulled at the twine holding it together, allowing the same ragged cloth to fall apart in her hands.

Two thin paint brushes were then revealed, their tips soft and delicate against her pristine skin. Their handles looked to be made of fine cherrywood, its signature red tint seeping through. Each had a brass cuff separating the tip from the wood, nothing fancy, but still polished and clean.

She picked them both up shakily, like they’d break at the slightest touch. Rubbing her fingers against the wood, the child could almost see the red tint transfer to her fingertips. She moved them around in her hands, recreating nimble strokes in the air. Her form shook at each movement, accidentally making the jars in her lap clink lightly against each other.

The second jar was filled with blue paint, but not the kind she had expected. While most blue shades she’d seen were vibrant and warm, this one was fuzzy. The color was dulled, similar to the feeling of muddiness in her head after a long day of lessons. But that didn’t make it unattractive, not at all. There was something calming about the shade, familiar maybe. After all, she’d seen it in every sunset she had ever witnessed. Of course, the bright vibrancy of the setting yellow sun drowned it out to most, but if she focused hard enough, the murky blue was there, waiting patiently by the outskirts. Even though it was an easy, unimpressive aspect of the sunset to miss, she often reminded herself that the shade always made up a majority of the sky during those moments, much more than the sun itself.

“Kimu-niichan.” That alone almost brought her to tears. “You did not have to…”

Her brother laughed again, a cynical one this time. Not as pleasant as the ones before, but not repulsive either. “Of course I did. I imagine you were beginning to run low on supplies back at home. I wish I had gotten this refill to you sooner tho-”

Yōko wrapped her arms around him tightly, embracing him in a more compressing hug than before. The paint brushes in her hands were now being gripped harder, ensuring they wouldn’t fall and land on the sand. The male looked utterly stunned at first, but recovered fast enough to hug back and lose the awkward tension. The jars in his sister’s lap hit each other again, but a bit more violently this time, making a noticeable sound.

The last jar was a hot red, borderlining orange almost. It had reminded the girl of the tip of a candle, and she wondered if this shade was what condensed fire would look like. It was the most vibrant color she had ever laid her hands on, similar to the inside of a grapefruit, but even that wouldn’t do it justice.

Most sunsets she had witnessed were missing this red, unfortunately. It wasn’t often the sky had the right conditions to project such a magnificent shade, usually settling for a dull orange or pink. But when the sky did contain this color, it was a sight to behold. Normally, the bright yellow of the setting sun combined with the muted blue of the incoming night clashed like two powerhouses heading to war, but the majestic red was the link holding them together. It acted as two sets of arms, one for each opposing color, desperately reaching out to hold the other once more before one disappeared completely. But no matter how hard the red tried to hold them together, the yellow sun eventually was pulled below the horizon, and the drab blue remained alone, forced to count the seconds until it could be reunited with the other.

“Thank you,” she whimpered, but did her best to stop her tears from staining his coat.

“It is not that big of a deal,” the young adult tried to downplay, “But I am just glad you like it.”

“Of course I like it, oniichan.”

The two remained linked for a little while longer, each not wanting to release the other just yet. Time was never on their side, too slow in some instances, too quick in others. And despite the serenity of the current moment, Kimu knew it wouldn’t last. There were little occasions where the young adult felt truly in control, and he was afraid this meeting wouldn’t be one of them. Something would surely come to end his bliss, as it always did.

So the male broke the embrace on his own, despite the longing in his heart. He’d rather end the hug himself, than have some unfortunate force do it for him.

Yōko didn’t mind, though she wished she could have held on longer. She watched as her brother reached for the discarded pieces of cloth and twine, and used them to rewrap the gifts, enclosing them again. He instructed her to tie the pouches to the inside of her kimono sash, as she usually did when sneaking art supplies back home.

Kimu knew he was being a bit rash in his actions, but he also knew his time with his sister was coming to a close. He didn’t want to push their luck by staying any longer, as much as he wanted to. “So where are you supposed to be at this moment?”

The girl understood his question immediately. “I told mother and father I was heading off to piano lessons early so I could stop at the market.”

He smirked at the excuse, but his smile quickly fell. “Well, we should get going. I do not want you to be late.”

The thought of getting caught remained unsaid, but both individuals were aware of the fact. The child shifted idly, not wanting to leave the beach and her brother just yet. The two cloth pouches pressed against her midsection, only reminding her how truly hopeless their situation was, despite Kimu’s efforts to ease the hardship.

“Can we stay for a little longer?” she begged, “I still have time.”

The male sighed, knowing this was a bad idea, but nodded his head anyway. He let his tense shoulders drop as he leaned back onto his hands, the sea water nipping at his feet. Yōko didn’t bother to move, still huddled in a ball with her knees pulled in. Her hands rested on top on her knees as her eyes settled on the rhythmic pull of the ocean.

“Thank you, Kimu-niichan,” she whispered, almost going unheard.

He looked at her with a blank expression, his brows slightly furrowed in confusion. His right hand, which was hidden from his sister’s view, clenched the fabric of his pants tightly.

“Why… do you call me that?”

“What?” she questioned, not understanding what he was talking about, “Kimu?”

“You know you can just call me by my given name,” the young adult explained, “You do not need to call me that.”

Yōko hummed, “Well, I like it more than your given name. It has more meaning and besides, you chose it yourself… Kimura.”

Hearing his new name out loud made him unconsciously smile, which his sister pointed out to his embarrassment. “See?! Look how happy it makes you!”

He twiddled his fingers together nervously, “I guess it does… though I would still prefer the Yūki name over it.”

The child sighed, “I think Kimura sounds a lot better than Yūki. Embrace it!”

“If you say so. I guess I can try,” the man huffed, stuffing his hands in his pockets.

“That is the spirit, Kimu-niichan!”

With neither more saying a word, they returned to staring out at the sea, letting the calm crashes of the waves wash over them. And as serene as the scene was, his mind was far from clear, still stuck on his sister’s words.

Kimura. It really was a nice name. Going by it wouldn’t be too bad, at least until he could earn the family name. He couldn’t lie, it did make his heart spark whenever someone called him by it. Maybe that was because the new name was truly his own, with such a significant meaning behind it that it could even surpass the infamy that followed the Yūki name. But he would never admit that aloud. After all, his heart still craved to be accepted back to his family, to finally make them proud.

Still, he could work with Kimura.

For Yōko, he would try.

And so he pushed the issue forcefully from his mind. Sure, it was a lot to think about, but right now, he was with his sister. These moments were scarce, so he was going to enjoy them to the fullest. And thanks to the assistance of the morning waves, he was finally able to close his eyes and rest his head.

Kimura.

Kimura.

Kimura.

Kimu-

“Gami!”

Startled, the ghost jumped and turned around. Midoriya sat upright on the guest bed, still in his pajamas. His hair was messier than usual, and his eyes were still sleepy, likely from the late night before with Aizawa. Though, the spirit could tell there was a hint of concern laced in that stare. How long had his successor been calling him? He felt the slightest pang of guilt at that thought.

“I apologize. Do you need me for anything?”

“No, I’m alright. I was just a bit worried,” the teen admitted, “I’ve been calling your name for a while.”

His name? That brought on a wave of pounding in his head, but he didn’t outwardly react. What had he just witnessed? And why did it hurt his head so much to think about?

“I guess I was simply distracted.” For some reason, he really couldn’t bring himself to admit the truth, which was certainly unusual. He couldn’t recall hiding anything from the boy before, so why did he feel so compelled to do so now? “Lost in thought, you could say.”

Midoriya looked a bit skeptical, but quickly dropped his suspicion in favor of getting out of bed. “Well, okay. But you know you can talk to me, right?”

That struck a sensitive nerve the ghost didn’t even know he possessed, but he nodded anyway.

“I am alright.” The man nudged him playfully, bringing a snort out of the teen. He quickly retaliated, shoving his mentor back with a hard push. The two laughed quietly, keeping their voices hushed since the heroes were likely not up just yet.

Gami pushed the strange experience to the back of his mind. While it did concern him slightly, he was with his successor right now. He’d have plenty of time to ponder the issue later, after all.

“Hurry up and get dressed. We can mess around afterwards.”

Notes:

It appears I’ve encountered an error while writing this chapter. I apologize for any confusion this may cause while reading, and hopefully after a hard reset, we will be back to the normal plotline. Hopefully :)

I did a bit of research into Japanese honorifics and family titles for this chapter, but I’m still not too confident. Oniichan means “older brother” but also implies a less formal, closer relationship between the speaker and who they are referring to. And adding niichan as a suffix to a name just emphasizes the sibling relationship between the speaker and who they’re talking to. I think I got all the titles correct, but if I didn’t, so sorry and please let me know!

There was a big sunset analogy towards the end, and I hope at least some of you guys pick up on it. I might explain it later on in the story, just cause I’m pretty proud of it lol. I used a lot of hawaiian sunset pictures as references and I must say, now I really want to see one in person. They are just so pretty and majestic, and the mix of colors is so calming to look at.

This chapter is a bit on the shorter side at only about 11 pages, really short now that I realize it, but it's most dialogue. So stretching that out to try and reach a equal page length would just be stressful on me and hard to read for you guys. BUT, I do have a little holiday surprise coming soon, so I hope that makes up for it!! Stay tuned for that :)

I’m not going to go too much into depth about this chapter. I would love to hear your thoughts and guesses about the details in the comments. If you have questions, feel free to ask, but just know that I don’t want to reveal too much. I’m just so excited to see how this chapter is received!!

Death’s Touch: Anything Midoriya touches starts to decay immediately, regardless of the amount of fingers touching. This ability works on both the living and the non living. At first, Midoriya couldn’t control this ability, as it activated immediately without his consent. However, now he is able to control the activation on humans and non living objects, being able to start and stop the decay at will. However, he had gained no progress with plant or animal life. Any damage done to living organisms with this power cannot be healed.

Death’s Scythe: Midoriya can summon a scythe to fight with at will. The scythe vaguely resembles a bird’s beak, and has a hole near the start of the blade. The scythe is the only item that can’t be destroyed by Death’s Touch. The Death’s Touch ability can be shared with the scythe at Midoriya’s will, however it can only decay what it cuts. The decay follows the same rules as Death’s Touch. He can also make the scythe disappear at will when he is finished with it or to free his hands.

Immortality: Midoriya is immortal and cannot die. However, he can still get hurt and scarred. The immortality ability doesn’t provide any regeneration, but any wounds that could be detrimental to his job, such as lost/broken limbs and organs, will be healed the next day.

Premonition: Midoriya can see flash images of people who may die before they are supposed to. Normally, he cannot interfere with death, as it’s his job, but he has the option of attempting to save anyone he views in a premonition. These premonitions are bare and don’t provide much information other than the person themselves and their demise, occasionally revealing the setting and attacker, if any. The premonitions can come true between an hour after viewing to 3 days later.

Soul Contact: When a person dies, their soul is immediately sent to Midoriya. He can see, touch, and hold these souls. When holding a soul, Midoriya can see the most important memories and decisions attached to that soul, and hence that person.

Soul Sorting: This ability allows Midoriya to decide which part of the afterlife a soul moves on to. The areas of the afterlife can only be summoned with intent and the swipe of a hand, with the areas themselves being represented by flames. The areas that he can choose from are Paradise, Purgatory, and the Underworld. Once Midoriya decides where the soul best fits, it is sent to the being of that respective area. If approved, the soul stays in that area forever, the exception being Purgatory. Souls in Purgatory can be moved again to either Paradise or the Underworld, however, this is not Midoriya’s decision. If rejected, the soul is sent back to him for reevaluation. All souls must be sorted within 24 hours of Midoriya receiving them, with rejected souls resetting their time limits once they get back to him. Failure to sort a soul within its time limit may result in serious unknown punishment.

Chapter 18: All Good Things Come To An End

Summary:

At the edge of peace lies the abyss of everything worse. And Midoriya gets to experience just what it's like to fall in head first.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

When Midoriya woke up that morning, he didn’t sense anything different about it. He got out of bed just as tiredly as he normally did. His bed head was just as messy. The dawn light coming through his window was just as bright. But one thing did stand out, enough to make him question the normalcy of his usual morning.

Gami was staring out the window, not at all bothered by the incoming sunlight.

The teen could reluctantly admit he didn’t know a lot about his mentor, not enough to satisfy his curiosity anyway, but he had picked up a few tidbits about the man. And one of those details was that the ghost hated bright lights.

Again, he wasn’t sure if that was just a personal peeve of the spirit or if all Deaths shied away from the light, but what mattered was that Gami hated bright light. His mentor always looked away whenever Bakugo pulled off a decently large explosion. He always opted for the boy to draw the curtains whenever possible. So to see him stand so nonchalantly as the rising sun encompassed his transparent form certainly made this an extremely strange sight to behold.

He couldn’t help but to ask the man if something was wrong. With his curiosity peaked, he couldn’t restrain the question dangling off the tip of his tongue. But he got no answer, only the sound of his voice echoing around in his still groggy mind. So he presumed the innocent, that his mentor didn’t hear him, and asked again, a little louder this time. But again, there was no response.

Even this early in the morning, Midoriya could still feel the anxiety and concern creeping up his spine. His mouth tasted especially dry, no matter how much he moved his tongue around. He couldn’t shake the somewhat unjustified feeling that something was terribly wrong.

It wasn’t that much longer that Gami finally realized he was being called. The specter simply apologized and shook off his successor's worry at just being distracted. And while he couldn’t help but feel that the man was hiding something, his rationality reminded him that the ghost wasn’t the type to lie. His conscience felt a bit guilty at the invading skepticism, so he just chalked up the experience as unusual and left it at that.

And so the morning continued as it usually did. He got out of bed, the two messed around and annoyed each other, he got dressed, and they both left for the main room. The teen plopped himself down roughly onto the couch, not caring about grace in the moment, and swung his school bad to the side. He leaned back in content, letting his poorly combed hair fall against the sofa. He was supposed to be working, after all, it was the only reason he continued to get up this early, but he couldn't find the right mindset to get started. Something about the day seemed off to him, but he couldn't put his finger on the exact cause.

As he continued to lie there, he watched the spirit float around out of the corner of his eyes. He seemed ansty, unnerved even, an odd trait to associate with the man. But even so, he was doing a damn fine job of hiding it, so Midoriya didn’t bother asking. He was confident Gami would come to him on his own terms if he needed to talk.

His eyelids fluttered unstably, easing towards shutting. Sleep was threatening to claim him once again, and he desperately fought to keep his eyes open. He had work to do and yet, that seemed to be the further thing from his mind. As his eyelids were pulled down like falling curtains, he figured just a minute wouldn’t hurt.

It was ultimate bliss, the satisfying feeling of his eyes closing shut. Focusing his attention on the solitary sound of his slow breathing, he couldn’t help but smile. It was a serene state to be in, feeling all of his worries melt away like ice cream on a summer day. If he could stay like this forever, it would truly be perfect.

“Little listener?”

And just like that, any traces of peace were over.

Snapping his eyes open violently, he was met with the image of Present Mic standing near the couch and Aizawa waiting patiently by the front door. On the floor of the living room rested three of the pair’s cats, with one notable absence. His head shot up from the couch. How long had he been out? Surely it couldn't have been for that long, right? He glanced at the time, if only to reassure himself. But his action did the exact opposite.

“O-oh I’m so sorry!” he exclaimed, realizing how late it currently was. It was likely that the heroes had been waiting on him to leave for U.A. He jumped up, grabbing his backpack in the process and rushed over to slip on his signature red sneakers.

Yamada smiled sheepishly at the boy’s actions. “It’s no big deal. Besides, you looked pretty tired.”

But Midoriya just waved him off. “I didn’t mean to make you guys wait… I didn’t mean to fall asleep in the first place. I was going to-”

The words fell limp in his mouth as he cut himself off. He was supposed to be doing his job, sending souls away to the afterlife, but instead, he went slacking. That was the whole reason for waking up this early. How could he even begin to prioritize sleep over something as important as this? He was supposed to be more responsible than this.

“You were going to?” the blond repeated, trying to goad him into continuing.

“N-nevermind,” the student ended abruptly, no longer wanting to talk, “It’s n-nothing.”

The expressive teacher was put off by the sudden shift in mood from the boy in front of him, but chose not to mention anything, instead opting to lead him out of the house. The three walked down the sidewalk at their usual pace, not bothering to slow at the slight chill of the wind. Both teachers had their breakfast in their hands, though Aizawa’s was only a cup of coffee. But even still, watching both of them enjoy their start to the day only reminded the teen how empty his stomach was. He hadn’t bothered to take anything from the kitchen, still weary about that.

Now, Aizawa was not an idiot. Far from it, actually. So he was able to tell by Midoriya’s hunched over shoulders and slight staggering that he hadn’t eaten, which only made him sigh. Reaching into his pocket, he pulled out something wrapped and tossed it behind him, where the boy was walking.

Although he was slightly depressed, that alone did not affect the teen’s sharp instincts as he snappily caught the object thrown at him. He was startled at first, until he looked down at exactly what he had caught. In his hands was a packaged granola bar, nothing too fancy, but certainly enough to sustain him. He looked up with wide eyes, still unsure as to why his homeroom teacher had done that.

“Eat it, Problem Child,” he remarked with a lift in his voice, “You need to start eating regularly if you want to make it as a hero, or you won’t have any stamina to save anyone.”

The comment snapped him out of his stupor and he quickly unwrapped the snack to chow down. It was a bit bland tasting, but nothing to complain about. Every once in a while, his taste buds were greeted with the surprise of a dried strawberry, and that was more than enough to satisfy him.

Present Mic smiled thoughtfully at the man beside him. He wasn’t sure if the boy behind him caught it, but he certainly noticed the change in his partner’s attitude. The ragged hero seemed less annoyed and more playful, which was definitely an improvement. But to save the embarrassment of both parties, the blond kept his comments and smirks to himself.

The three continued their quiet stroll towards the school, with bits of chatter in between. It was mostly the announcer leading the conversation. Aizawa piped in with his own sarcastic comments a few times, but they mostly consisted of smirks and scoffs. Midoriya just quietly listened in as he usually did, but he definitely seemed more engaged. All in all, it was an enjoyable experience for everyone. But it certainly flew by as the magnificent sight of U.A. high school invaded their view.

Neither of the teachers deferred from the usual path through the front entrance, so both the teen and his mentor got a good look. There was a notable lack of reporters, something likely courtesy of the school considering what had happened yesterday. The debris was cleared out as well, not that the boy really expected it to be there.

Narrowing his eyes a bit further, he could tell that the barrier itself was completely intact again. He assumed it was either Cementoss or Powerloader that repaired the structure, maybe even both. It was relieving to know that this part of the school’s defense system was back up and running again. It gave his anxiety a little less edge to grab onto.

“Wow,” Yamada commented, seeming to be experiencing the same awe as himself, “Nezu sure got this fixed fast.”

“It was to be expected,” his partner remarked, “Sure, Nezu’s chaotic, but he’s not evil. He wouldn’t let such a major slip in his school’s defenses remain for even a short amount of time. I bet he had the barrier repaired before nightfall yesterday.”

“Well, that is certainly reassuring,” the blond sighed, resting a hand on his hip.

Eventually, they pulled themselves along past the front entrance and into the main building of the school. Pilling into the 1-A classroom as they usually did, the three, plus one ghost, all moved to find something to do for the next hour. Eraserhead settled on paperwork, as usual, Present Mic scrolled through the latest updates on his phone, Gami opted for staring out the window, and Midoriya scribbled in one of his notebooks, fine tuning his analysis and drawings. This was routine for the males and they fell into it each day as easily as breathing. The clock could have ticked by for hours and they all would still be content with their current situation, but thankfully, Aizawa’s watchful perception of time remained. They’d all eventually file out to their proper positions in their respective classrooms, but for now, all was filled with a quiet sense of serenity.

The 1-A classroom door was suddenly slammed open, crashing against its frame. The loud bang that resonated after startled everyone in the room, some more obvious than others.

All of their heads snapped like seagulls on a beach, eager to know who decided on such an entrance. But when the short principal met their glance, a collective sigh rang about the room.

And just like that, any traces of peace were over.

“Ah, good morning everyone!” Nezu greeted with his typical overly cheery tone, “I see you’re all up and about as usual.”

The underground hero rolled his eyes so drastically, Midoriya was afraid they’d roll right back into his head. “If you could call this up and about.”

That was enough to make the rodent chuckle, but it wasn’t for long as his tone shifted towards serious. “I wish my visit was simply to wisecrack and bother you all, but I’m afraid we have more professional matters to speak of.”

That caught both of the teachers’ attention immediately, as well as the student, who opted to sit quietly and continue observing. Gami too turned from the window to focus on whatever the chaotic mammal prepared to spill.

“All Might hasn’t arrived yet,” he admitted, “which leads me to believe he is out heroing right now.”

Present Mic failed to see the importance in that fact, but backed up the principal anyway, “He is. It’s all over social media currently, as well as most networks.”

Aizawa, on the other hand, resisted the instinct to slam his palm into his face. “He is truly the height of irrationality.”

“I don’t think I’m on the same page as you two,” the blond confessed, “I know he tends to arrive late and disheveled, but what’s so bad about that?”

The raven haired man turned to his partner. “All Might’s supposed to be joining my homeroom for heroics today, but at this rate, he’ll reach his time limit way before that.”

The boy’s ears perked up at that comment. The number one hero was going to be a part of their class today? Did that mean they were going to do another episode of battle training, or something different this time? Thinking of both possibilities made a small shudder slither down his spine.

He turned his focus back to his homeroom teacher, who seemed to be teetering between annoyance and fury. “Call him right now, and remind him of everything he’s got planned for today. Maybe that will set his priorities straight.”

Nezu sighed, before pulling out his phone and clicking it on, revealing three different call notifications, “Ah, but I’ve already tried, Aizawa-san. He simply won’t pick up.”

The hero seethed, “I keep telling myself I’m going to go off on him, and then I never do. I swear this will be the time he gets it.”

“Well, I’ll keep trying to reach him,” the rodent shrugged, “But I merely stopped by to inform you there’s a high chance he will either show up late or not at all. Hopefully, you can plan around that.”

And with that, the principal swiveled around sharply and exited the classroom, leaving a pretty peeved Aizawa, an exceptionally confused Yamada, and a slightly intrigued Midoriya there to eat his dust. The underground pro stormed off to his desk and pulled out his phone, presumably to call some other heroes, and Present Mic shook himself out of his stupor and returned to occupying his time with his own phone. The teen drooped his head back into his notebook, but his mind was leagues elsewhere.

What was going on in heroics today that was important enough for All Might’s presence? Whatever was planned, it seemed crucial enough that Nezu came to personally tell Aizawa the unfortunate information. Even still, the cryptic way both heroes spoke about the upcoming event only made him more curious, though the boy figured it was likely so he wouldn’t know in advance and possibly spill to his classmates. Either way, he now had something to think about for a good portion of the day.

Though, in the back of his mind, he wondered if it was truly a bad thing that he wished All Might would at least show up late…

Gami, who had been silently observing the entire interaction, as well as each individual’s reaction, finally floated over to stand next to his successor.

“Well, that was certainly something… though the peaceful atmosphere seems to have dissipated.”

And the teen truly couldn’t agree more.

 


 

The possibilities of what today’s heroics class was going to be focusing on really did last a good portion of the day. The minutes flew by so quickly, he hadn’t even realized it was lunch until he found himself walking on autopilot to the cafeteria. The teen didn’t bother to get any food, sitting down at his usual table with one of his worn notebooks. The granola he had earlier sat heavy in his stomach, but he had gone far worse in the past, so the slight aches didn’t faze him anymore.

Ever since moving in with Aizawa and Yamada, Midoriya had been eerily aware of his draining reserve of money. His new home was much farther away from the communities he was used to working in, so he had essentially lost his income entirely. He wasn’t sure if either of the heroes had noticed his lunch account yet, but based on the fact it only grew smaller each day, he was sure they hadn’t. The boy had been very reserved with spending for the past few days, but he was desperately looking for another source of income before either one of them found out or he starved. He feared the pros would only grow more annoyed with him if they discovered his monetary troubles.

Like clockwork, Iida and Uraraka sat down to join him for lunch, each with a tray of food. The brunette always had noticeably less though, compared to Iida, and he hadn’t been able to tell if that was because they differed in monetary income or dietary routines. But either way, they both looked overjoyed just to sit down and take a break from classes, away from even the smallest bits of stress that plagued at their conscience.

Midoriya wished his head could do the same.

“I’m really excited for heroics today!” He snapped his head to see Uraraka cheering to the strict boy next to her. He must have missed the start of their conversation while he was thinking, but nevertheless he could still catch on to the gist of what they were saying.

“As am I,” the glasses-wearing student replied stiffly, throwing his hands into the air while still holding his chopsticks, “Though I do wonder what Aizawa-sensei has planned for us.”

He debated whether to let his friends in on what little he knew, but decided against it. Aizawa and Nezu had gone through the effort to keep him out of the loop concerning whatever was happening after lunch and he would respect that, no matter his curiosity. Besides, heroics was approaching momentarily, and his inquiry would be satiated along with the rest of the class.

“You’ve been quiet, Midori,” Uraraka commented suddenly at him, startling him out of his thoughts. He jumped slightly, dropping his pencil onto one of the open pages of his notebook, despite having written nothing so far.

“Ah sorry,” he replied sheepishly, rubbing his neck with one of his gloved hands, “Just lost in thought I guess.”

Somehow, that phrase alone made him feel sick to his stomach. Although it was still a half truth, the way it left his mouth made his conscience feel guilty, as if he was purposely lying straight to their faces.

“You look a little pale, Midoriya,” Iida hummed anxiously, the cafeteria light glinting off the edge of his glasses, “You haven’t been eating lunch lately either.”

Was he pale? He certainly had no idea, though that was to be expected since he wasn't in front of a mirror. He didn’t doubt it though, as he suddenly began to feel shaky and lightheaded. He knew Iida was very observant when it came to the routines of others, and so it shouldn’t have surprised him when he pointed out his lackluster eating habits. But it did, and now Midoriya was caught on the spot having to lie to the face of someone he genuinely cared about, and the thought made him even sicker than before.

“I guess I just haven’t been hungry.” That wasn’t even a half truth this time, as he felt his stomach revolt against his will. But he refused to add anything more than that, opting to drown in the silence he created instead.

His rule abiding male friend looked even more concerned that before, shooting one of his hands swiftly in a chopping motion. “That is unbecoming of a promising hero such as yourself. You need to manage a healthier, more sustainable diet if you wish to continue performing at peak efficiency.”

The seriousness of the boy in front of him made him momentarily forget about his stress and sickliness, and he laughed heartily at first, but the longer the laugh drew out, the more it seemed to die off. No one seemed to notice though, as Iida looked genuinely confused, more so after Uraraka joined him in his giggles. Even Gami, unknown to the others, huffed in amusement.

After a few more moments, the teen quieted himself down so the hints of gloominess in his voice would remain hidden. Settling down into a more serious matter, he turned to face Iida, a hint of guilt shining in his irises, invisible unless you looked close enough.

“I’ll try,” he told him with a weighty tone, but that completely betrayed how he was feeling on the inside. Somehow, his body became even sicker, as if a physical reaction to his guilt was possible. But he ignored his shaky hands, dry throat, and the nauseating feeling currently spreading throughout his entire self, and pushed his fake confidence so far outwards, it may as well have been extruding from his body.

Iida seemed to take that pitiful lie at face value and calmed down, lowering his hands to continue eating, but not before forcefully pushing Midoriya one of the few bowls of rice on his plate. Said boy looked stunned for a moment and his fingers twitched, eagerly wanting to snatch up the food and chow down. But he paused for a moment, remembering that he wasn’t supposed to be hungry.

“Iida, I can’t accept this…” Was it wrong that the teen secretly wished he could, even after lying straight to his face?

“Nonsense!” But thankfully, the strict boy was certainly persistent. “I insist! You need to eat something before heroics.”

He moved to deny again, but his stomach growled aggressively and he caved, much to his displeasure. Picking up the set of chopsticks he was also handed, he began to nibble away at the food in front of him, hoping it would ease the sickness gnawing at him. But if anything, it only made him feel worse, as every bite was forced down his throat.

“Uhh, Midori, are you sure you’re alright?” Uraraka asked, worry laced in her voice.

He hadn’t noticed he had set down his chopsticks on the table in favor of holding his head. The boy felt like laying down and keeling over, the utter nausea rushing through his veins like blood. His head throbbed painfully, almost as if it were splitting open from the inside and something was trying to climb out. Coupled with the sickening feeling of wanting to throw up, and he felt agonizingly awful.

This wasn’t normal hunger pains, and he would know. Something was terribly wrong.

“Yeah, I’m alright.” The lie didn’t even faze him anymore, his own pain drowning it out. “I just need a second.”

Gami had now floated over, clearly realizing something was wrong with his successor. Even through his agony, Midoriya noticed the ghost seemed increasingly worried, his movements antsy and panicked. He could barely register the touch of his cold, bony hand against his shoulder.

“You truly look unwell, Midoriya.” Iida had now hoped on the bandwagon as well. “Maybe you should have Recovery Girl check you out?”

The teen wanted to say something in response, but he couldn't bring his mouth to form any words. It felt as if all of the stamina had been sucked out of his body, like he went through Recovery Girl’s quirk again. His head slumped into his hands as his eyelids fluttered shut, unable to keep them open anymore. The voices of his friends grew smaller and smaller until they faded away completely. The only thing that remained in his muddy conscience was the sharp digging on his shoulder by a familiarly comfortable force.

That’s why, when the darkness around him morphed into a theme park of some sorts, he wasn’t that surprised.

It should have been obvious that he was entering another premonition, but he’d never had an entry as painfully uncomfortable as that, so it didn’t dawn on him until now. Even still, he felt quite idiotic for not realizing it sooner.

But now wasn’t the time to harp on his stupidity. He had much more important things to do, such as actually figure out who would die here and what he could do to stop it.

Looking around, it seemed as if he was frozen in the middle of the park, near a central fountain. Surrounding him were different… biomes, if he could call them that. There was an area full of water, with a ship floating in the center. There was an area on fire, with plumes of smoke billowing from the taller buildings. Even an area that looked to have been wrecked by a landslide. The more he observed, the more he began to understand this was not a theme park, but something else entirely.

There was a deafening smash from behind him, and so Midoriya swiveled his head around to the best of his ability. The sight that met his eyes utterly horrified him.

Aizawa, face bloodied and limbs battered, being held by a terrifying amalgamation that almost resembled a bird. The monster’s brain was exposed, protruding out of its skull, but its eyes held no reflection of pain, just sheer indifference. Inside its beak hid sharp, jagged teeth, though just from the make, the boy doubted it could speak. Its limbs were nothing but muscle, with red hot scars that danced along its dark navy, nearing black, skin. Surprisingly, the monster was dressed in a pair of beige shorts with kneecaps that looked like morphed skulls. Its feet were disgustingly humanoid, with five toes that were spread too far apart to be considered normal.

He wanted to run. He wanted to run towards the man so badly and pry the beast off of him. He wanted to watch it disintegrate under his fingertips, until nothing was left of it but ash, just to convince his conscience it was truly dead. He wanted to scream, to scream for help, to scream for the monster to stop. He wanted to do something, but his body was unmoving, completely out of his control.

He could only watch, as the thing bashed his teacher’s head into the ground over and over and over again.

Aizawa then picked his head up, and that’s when the teen noticed his arm was bent in the wrong direction. His capture scarf was in tatters. And blood pooled around his barely lifeless form. That’s when he realized how truly hopeless the situation was.

Even still, his favorite hero found the strength to pick his head up, and Midoriya watched him flash his quirk to the left. His own head snapped in that direction as well, and just as he thought he couldn’t be more sick, he was proven wrong.

Hiding in the water at the edge of the flooded zone, he could make out Asui and Mineta, his two classmates dressed in their hero costumes. Even from his distance, he could also make out their petrified faces as a figure, covered in what he disgustingly realized was severed human hands, reached out to grasp one of his own hands towards Asui’s face. He could only watch as he wrapped all five fingers around her face and waited with fearful anticipation.

But nothing happened.

The boy turned back to his prone teacher to see that his line of sight had connected with the man’s, stopping whatever he had planned to do to his classmate. He almost sighed in relief, but the breath was caught in his throat when the monster slammed Aizawa’s head back into the ground. And this time, he felt it.

He felt the excruciating force behind each blow, and it made him want to just sink into the ground and let death accept him. He was sure that if his head was truly being pummeled into the earth, his face would be beyond broken by now, blood gushing everywhere. And just as he assumed the hits would stay relentless, they stopped.

It took a lot of effort to lift his own head up, even though it was perfectly fine, but he managed. The beast had stopped bashing his teacher’s head into the ground, holding it up in the air instead. He watched Aizawa struggle, but inevitably was forced to open his aching eyes and stare in the direction he was being held in.

Midoriya looked over too and stared horrifyingly along with the underground pro at the blue haired man looming over his classmates. The man said something he couldn’t make out and then released a chilling laugh, the sound alone shaking him to his core. He couldn’t remember the last time he had felt this scared, this helpless towards the likely end of a life. Even the hero appeared unnerved, though it was hard to tell underneath all of his blood, both caked and fresh.

Then, the villain grabbed Asui’s face again. He could tell out of the corner of his eye that Aizawa had activated his quirk again, but the man didn’t bother to let go. With the same chilling voice, he simply counted down. The student knew almost immediately that the man was counting down the seconds until Aizawa’s quirk gave out, but couldn’t stop his mind from mentally counting down as well. He was petrified at what would happen when he reached zero, but there was nothing he could do. He could only watch.

5…

He strained his legs, but they were frozen in place. No matter how hard he tried, there was no moving from his designated spot.

4…

He watched as Mineta remained frozen as well, though completely out of fear. He was visually trembling in the water, bloody tears streaming down his face.

3…

His breathing began to turn erratic as he watched Asui struggle to get away from the terrifying villain in front of her. But the man simply remained unfazed and gripped her arm with his other hand. He did take note that the man was purposely keeping his pinky in the air, not letting it rest on her arm like the rest of his fingers.

2…

He felt the wet tears run down his face, unable to cease them. Asui had started crying as well, but the villain was not swayed. It was easy to forget what a dangerous world he lived in, as the daily normalcy easily turned him lax. Then, he’d be reminded of death like a slap in the face, leaving as quickly as it came, but the sting remaining on him forever. It was an ugly contradiction, and he wished the universe would just pick one and leave him be.

1…

Aizawa desperately tried to escape the monster’s grasp but he was too weak, and the beast too strong. He had screamed something at the villain, but the teen couldn’t understand what it was. It just sounded like an anguished cry, which felt alien coming from the normally stoic pro. Something about the sound tore his soul apart.

0…

The hero was forced to blink, his eyes laced with anger as they closed for a split second, but that was all the man needed.

Midoriya felt the burning on his face before he even heard Asui scream. The pain was unbearably excruciating as the skin on his face felt as if it was falling apart. He didn’t dare open his eyes to see the state of his female classmate, afraid the sight would scar him forever. He clawed his gloves at his cheeks, desperate to make it stop.

He knew by the pain when exactly Asui gave out, but her screaming continued, echoing around in his head. That was all he could focus on, even as the pain of being bashed into the ground returned. He never knew experiencing two different deaths at once would be so painful, but he should have figured. But he couldn’t do anything about it, only wait and hope it would stop soon, the screaming, the pain, all of it.

But everything continued for an agonizingly long amount of time, almost as if the universe enjoyed to watch him suffer. He wouldn’t dare open his eyes though, not wanting to see the limp and mangled bodies of his teacher and classmate. Why wasn’t he waking up yet? He usually woke up shortly after experiencing the death in each premonition, but now, it felt like he had been standing here forever. He could feel the seconds tick by in his head and Asui’s screaming finally dwell down, but he was still here.

The only thing left he could do was open his eyes.

Was this some sort of sick joke? Did he have to see their bodies in order to wake up? That was never a requirement before. With Iida and Uraraka’s premonition, he didn’t get to see their bodies before he woke up, only the traumatizing feeling of their deaths. So why now? Why here? Was it because Asui and Aizawa’s demises were much more violent? He didn’t want to look. He didn’t want to see them in such a state. But he couldn’t stay trapped like this forever, or else they would certainly die as he just watched them.

He had to do it. Midoriya just kept telling himself that. He had to do it. It was like ripping off a band aid, as quick and painless as it could be. He was scared though. He was utterly terrified at what he’d see, but he had to do it.

Without warning, he shot open his eyelids, not bothering to stall any longer.

He took one, quick look at the scene around him, and promptly threw up all over the bloody earth.

“-ori! Midori! Please say something!”

The boy woke up with a gasp, eyes wide and desperate to fixate on other than the image circling in his head. He settled on his friends, who were staring at him concerningly. His hands were still shaky and the phantom taste of bile still remained in his throat. He reached his trembling hands up to touch his face and sighed in relief at feeling it intact. His instincts had told him the skin was likely in shambles since faint pain was still there, even though his common sense kept repeating that what he had just seen was all in his head.

He opened his mouth to say something, but his throat was too dry to even create sounds. He coughed instead, wheezing and hacking out any bits of rice he had managed to consume before the vision. He felt Gami pat him on the back gently as Iida passed him the unopened bottle of water on his tray. He didn’t even think to deny it, acting purely on autopilot, and let it wash down his throat. But even then it did nothing to erase the taste of acid and fear.

He could hear the ghost murmuring something to him, but it all felt incoherent to his jumbled thoughts. He just needed to get out of here. Away from his friends, from the loud setting of the cafeteria, from the now sickening smell of food. Away to a place he could pick himself back up again.

“I… I’m fine,” he finally answered hoarsely, “I just… I need to go…”

“Let us take you to Recovery Girl!” Uraraka cried out, “You don’t look good at all.”

“No,” he replied a little more forcefully than before, “No it’s fine. I’m just going… to the bathroom.”

“But we should accompany you!” Iida pushed.

“I’ll be fine…”

Midoriya didn’t bother to wait for a response, getting up from the table and striding off. He couldn’t hear his friends cry out for his return over the loud chaos of the other kids, nor Gami asking him to slow down. He simply walked wherever his feet were taking him, which currently was out of the cafeteria. Once he exited the large room, he took a moment to slump against the wall and try and process what had just happened. Thankfully, his friends had respected his wishes and left him to his own devices, though he wasn’t sure if that was what he truly needed.

“Just breathe.” The spirit had placed both of his hands on his successor’s shoulders, instructing him inhale and exhale. “Just breathe…”

And so he did. Taking in a breath, his mind was finally able to register what exactly he had just witnessed. The blood, the screams, the pure agony of it all. He unconsciously began to cry, the tears streaming silently down his face.

When the teen started to cry, the ghost was certain he was doing something wrong, so he anxiously pulled him in for a tight hug. He didn’t realize the boy was heading into a premonition, and he felt like an utter failure. What kind of mentor was he, to let his successor suffer alone like this? So he just resorted to what he best knew, gentle affection. Hair ruffles, soft touches, warm hugs, anything to let him know that he would be alright.

At that exact moment, Gami promised to himself that he would do better. If not for his dwindling confidence, then for the sake of his successor. Because even though that was his only relation to the boy, he was so much more. He truly deserved so much more.

But right now, he wasn’t sure whether to break the solemn silence or not. Listening to the muffled cries against his robe made his nonexistent heart shatter, so he opted to talk instead.

“Do you want to talk about it?”

That was a stupid question. But at least it got the boy talking instead of sobbing.

“N-no,” he hiccuped, “I need to g-get to Nezu…”

Gami cocked his head slightly, though it went unnoticed. So someone important must have died then? Or at least, someone related to U.A. But he didn’t question it as much as he wanted to. After all, his priority was getting the teen to calm down, and that started with Nezu.

He gripped Midoriya’s hand in one of his bony ones, and pulled him along. He could hear the soft sniffles behind him, reminding the specter of a small, lost child. He stopped at each intersection, looking to make sure it was empty before leading him down a new hallway. The last thing he thought his successor would want is to be seen at such a low point by a complete stranger.

Thankfully, Gami’s current memory was decent, and he managed to navigate the hall straight to the principal’s office. Curling his free hand into a fist, he moved to knock softly on the door, but simply passed right through. Huffing in annoyance, he turned back to the disheveled boy behind him.

“I apologize,” he started carefully, not wanting to set him off on another sob fest, “but I cannot touch the door.”

The teen seemed to understand well enough, and knocked politely on the door, despite his current state. It only took a few seconds for the door to be opened though.

“Ah Midoriy-” Nezu greeted as he usually did, but cut himself off upon observing the boy’s appearance, “Would you like to come inside?”

He didn’t spare a moment of hesitation as he nodded. The principal moved to allow him to walk inside, so he did, the silent tears never leaving his cheeks.

The ghost followed suit, his desire for an explanation now the furthest thing from his mind.

After a few minutes of Midoriya blubbering inaudibles, Nezu could only make out that single statement about Aizawa dying, so he quickly called the man to join them in his office.

The pro rushed in, fully not expecting to see his student broken down in tears on the rodent’s couch. He looked over to Nezu, who, for once, had a slightly confused expression on his face, one he had never seen the principal display before. But nonetheless, he slowly sat down on the other side of the couch, doing his best to goad the boy into talking.

The teen, upon seeing Aizawa alive and well, was torn between feeling relieved and crying harder, so he settled for choked silence. Thankfully, the silence was all his conscience really needed to finish collecting itself from the traumatizing vision before. His tear ducts were finally dry, having truly nothing left to cry. All that was left was his uneven breathing and shaky form, to which Gami was doing his best to coach him through.

“Problem Child,” Aizawa started off delicately, “Do you want to talk about what happened?”

“I…” He choked on his saliva, causing him to enter another coughing fit. “I s-saw you…”

Both individuals in the room waited patiently for the student to gather up his thoughts, or his courage, whichever of the two he was lacking.

“You d… you died.”

And then the boy spilled everything.

 


 

Aizawa had to admit, he was a bit unnerved listening to the gruesome tale of his demise. He could feel the shivers running down his spine at every excruciating detail, and yet his conscience still wanted to know more. Even Nezu was oddly intrigued at hearing about a death before it happened.

Though, the more Midoriya talked, the more his concern grew. Listening to the boy recount the death of one of his other students almost made him sick. The severity of both his and Asui’s deaths were truly nothing to scoff at. And as more details came flooding in, both Aizawa and Nezu started putting the pieces together.

“It sounds an awful lot like you’re describing the USJ building on campus,” the mammal clarified, “Each of its natural disaster zones matches one of the areas in your account.”

“Plus the fountain in the central plaza,” Eraserhead added with a bit of a heavier voice than he usually had.

The two teachers shared a look, with a now calmer Midoriya wondering what exactly was going on. The underground hero held a strong look in his eyes as he shot his glance straight through the rodent.

“I’m canceling the rescue training today,” he voiced firmly.

“Aizawa-san,” Nezu argued, “We don’t know whether this incident happens today or sometime in the future-”

“This is too much of a coincidence, even for you Nezu,” he interrupted violently, his eyes narrowing into a thin line.

Both began to argue back and forth about the trip, to which the teen now assumed was what was planned for heroics. Gami had now moved to stand next to him from his previous spot behind the couch. He attempted to graze one of his hands along the armrest, but it just went straight through.

“I am sorry you had to see that.” The ghost felt the need to apologize, even though there wasn’t really anything he could do.

“It was so awful.” His successor’s whisper was hoarse and nearly inaudible. “I don’t want to see it again.”

“I know,” the man reassured, though his condolences felt weak, “I know.”

The duo tuned back into the main conversation, hoping to catch themselves up to speed.

“These villains sound extremely dangerous,” Aizawa ranted, “I am not exposing my students to such a hazard.”

“But this could be a one in a time opportunity to scout out or capture these villains,” Nezu rebutted, “After all, one of them seems to have a decay quirk, which makes them likely our infiltrator from yesterday.”

The teen hadn’t even thought of that, but now that the principal had introduced the idea, it made a lot of sense. Decay quirks were pretty uncommon, and he was sure that the blue haired freak from his premonition had one, if Asui’s death had anything to say about it. He shuddered at remembering the horrific pain, his fingers instinctively reaching for his cheeks again.

“I am not putting my students at risk for this.” The hero remained firm.

“And you won’t have to,” the mammal replied calmly, “I’ll have the entire staff on standby. I will permit absolutely no casualties.”

Aizawa was growing more and more frustrated at the rodent’s stubbornness, tightening his fists against his pants. The principal however, was unfazed and unmoving, still flashing his signature cheery smile that was extremely uncomfortable considering the current situation.

Then, without warning, Nezu turned towards the seated boy on his couch. “What do you think, Midoriya? After all, you are the one with the most experience in handling these premonitions.”

Startled, he flinched back into the couch, sinking deeper into the cushions. He wasn’t expecting to participate in the conversation other than explaining what he saw. But his hesitance still got the better of him as he stuttered to try and respond.

The last thing Eraserhead wanted was to involve Midoriya in something like this, but Nezu did bring up a good point. The teen did have the most experience concerning his visions and what to do to best guarantee his success. If anyone had the best advice, it would be him.

Weighing his options carefully, the boy wasn’t sure what exactly he should say. Of course the obvious answer would be to not go on the trip at all, prevention being the easiest and safest solution. However, his premonitions were picky when it came to timing. If he tried to prevent a death too early, it could end up causing a scenario where that person could die anyway, and he wouldn’t be able to stop it. Would it be wise to risk both Aizawa and Asui’s lives like that and just cancel the trip? Either way he’d be risking their lives, one was just more of a controlled situation than the other.

“I think…” he started, “I think it would be best not to cancel the trip.”

Nezu looked pleased, while Aizawa harshened his glare unconsciously.

“Explain, Problem Child.”

The boy looked away from his teacher’s line of sight, opting to stare at the floor instead. “If my premonitions are intercepted too early, there’s a chance the death will happen anyway, just in a different way. Those kinds of deaths… I don’t get to see…”

He didn’t have to continue his explanation for both individuals in the room to understand.

The principal clapped his paws together. “That settles it! It does make sense to follow what we know now, then wait for the unknown later.”

Aizawa sighed, finally admitting defeat, “I still don’t like this…”

“Neither do I, Aizawa-san,” the rodent concurred, “Don’t let my demeanor fool you. I am just as concerned for the safety of our students as you are. This does seem like the safest option, however it is not ideal for me either.”

Both the pro and the student were genuinely shocked at Nezu’s sincere choice of words. It wasn’t something either of them witnessed often enough to really be used to. But neither could detect any traces of deceit in his tone, so they accepted it much quicker than they probably should have.

“How should I inform Thirteen?” The hero moved on to his next set of questions. “He doesn’t know about Midoriya’s true abilities.”

That made said boy’s head perk up. He really didn’t want his secret spilled to anyone else.

“I’ll just tell them this info was leaked to me anonymously,” he answered, “I’ll deal with any questions they have later.”

“And All Might?”

Nezu paused, “Ah, about that…”

Eraserhead’s demeanor changed almost instantaneously. “Nezu…”

“He still hasn’t arrived yet, and he still isn’t responding to any of my calls,” he stated almost solemnly, “But I’ll make sure he is available by the time your rescue training comes around.”

“Nezu, this is serious. You better,” the ragged man growled.

“You really worry too much, Aizawa-san.” The principal’s eerily cheery personality returned, making both of the deathly duo deadpan. “Ah would you look at the time! Both of you should be off by now!”

Gami grew suspicious of how quickly the mammal changed the subject, and he wasn’t the only one. However, no one bothered to argue any longer, seriously worn out from the dump of morbid information earlier. Aizawa stood up from his position on the couch, having sat down earlier in the midst of the conversation, and beckoned his student to follow suit. Like a lost puppy, Midoriya trailed behind, twiddling his fingers anxiously. Together, they left the office, strolling down the hallway towards the 1-A classroom. There was still a good 10 minutes before lunch ended, so the halls were relatively empty of students or staff.

The pro hero could tell something was bothering the teen behind him. His posture and expression screamed nervousness, but he wasn’t sure why. Aizawa figured the boy was still being eaten away by his premonition, and decided to break the silence. Letting him fester in his likely morbid thoughts would not be good for anyone.

“Problem Child-”

“I’m sorry!” he interrupted abruptly.

“What?” Now he was confused. “Why are you apologizing?”

He had stopped walking and turned completely around to give the student his full attention, with his typically tired and glaring eyes softer and more confused. The boy had paused as well, looking down at his shoes instinctively before shaking his head to himself and making shy eye contact.

“I j-just thought…” he stumbled over his words, “I just thought you’d be mad-”

Now it was Aizawa’s turn to interrupt. “Why would I be mad?”

“C-cause I didn’t agree with you… about the trip,” he murmured.

The ragged man huffed, seeing the boy’s point, “Sure, we didn’t agree, but I’ll trust your judgement. Right now, all we can rationally do is hope for the best and expect the worst.”

Midoriya nodded, but it was easy to tell he was not convinced.

“If anything does happen,” the pro started carefully, the words slowly forming on his tongue, “then… I give you full permission to use your abilities on anyone, as long as it's to save a life.”

Eyes widening, he nodded again, this time, with a bit of shaky confidence.

Eraserhead’s signature smirk reappeared on his face, “Also, I’m not going down without a fight, so I’ll be alright. Got that, Problem Child?”

The teen let out a nervous laugh, still a bit hesitant in his action. He nodded for a third time, not trusting his words to hide his true feelings, and the two continued their way back to the classroom for the last class of the day.

The entire way back, however, Aizawa hoped to the universe and above that he hadn’t just made a promise he couldn’t keep.

 


 

“Now for today’s basic hero training…”

Midoriya thought it was truly amazing how well of a poker face his homeroom teacher could put up. He didn’t look nervous for what might happen this afternoon at all. While himself, on the other hand, was shaking in his boots. Gami had assured him it wasn’t at all noticeable, but he felt he was trembling so violently, he could very well start an earthquake.

“This time,” the pro continued, “All Might, myself, and one other hero will supervise.”

The boy knew the unnamed other hero was most likely Thirteen, since that was who Aizawa and Nezu were discussing earlier. Despite that, he was still the most worried about All Might, if the principal’s comments at the start of the day and just now meant anything. Where even was the number one hero, if he wasn’t at U.A.? He was now starting to regret wishing the hero would show up late to today’s event…

“Um,” a thin, black haired kid with bulky elbows stated. He really needed to learn everyone’s names already. “What’re we doing exactly?”

If someone had asked that before lunch, Midoriya would have been just as curious, excited even. But now, he knew how this afternoon could possibly be headed, and that made him not want to hear the answer at all.

“Preparing you for disaster relief, from fires to floods.” Eraserhead was really trying to hype this up. The teen wasn’t sure if this was just a part of the hero’s planned speal, or if he was attempting to express his truly calm facade. Whatever it was, it was working as the entire class was on the edge of their seats.

“It’s rescue training!”

And with that, the class erupted.

“Rescue, huh…” a boy with blond hair moaned. Midoriya remembered his quirk, a powerful electricity one with a high drawback, but for the life of him, he couldn’t remember his name. “Sounds like another rough day.”

“Right!” the pink skinned girl, Ashido, agreed. Though, her face adorned the opposite expression, one of unrestrained excitement.

“Come on!!” Kirishima argued, not seeming to understand Ashido’s playfulness, “This is what being a hero is all about! I’m pumped!!”

The quiet teen picked up on Asui’s voice throughout the chaos. “I’ll be right at home in a flood, ribbit.”

“Hey,” Aizawa’s annoyed tone cut through the excessive noise, “I’m not done.”

Everyone turned their attention back to the teacher standing at the front of the room. The hero was now standing in front of his desk, holding a remote in one of his hands. He allowed the silence to fully engulf the classroom before clicking it, making the walls extend exactly as they had right before the battle training. Again, the numbered cubbies protruded from the walls, each holding a different classmate’s hero costume.

“It’s up to each of you whether or not you wear your costumes,” Eraserhead explained, “as some of them are ill-suited towards this sort of activity.”

Even with that, both the boy and his mentor doubted anyone would opt to not wear their costumes.

“The training site is a bit remote, so we’ll be going by bus.” The pro stuffed the remote into his back pocket just as the walls finished moving. “That’s all. Get ready.”

Gami watched his successor deadpan at the hero’s choice of words. Even in a situation like this, he still managed to resort to his sarcastic comments. But nonetheless, the boy stood up and joined the back of the crowd, trailing behind the mob. He walked into the locker room quietly, beelining for one of the back stalls, when Iida stopped him.

“Midoriya, are you feeling better?” he questioned with a mix of worry and skepticism, “You didn’t return to lunch?”

That was right. He never returned to the cafeteria. Iida and Uraraka must have been worried about him. How could he forget?

“Ah yeah, sorry,” he apologized sheepishly, “But I’m feeling better…”

The strict boy moved his hands around swiftly. “That is most reassuring! But do remember to take a break if you begin feeling unwell again.”

“I will, I will.” Iida reminded him of a worried dad. He truly was the perfect choice for class president, much better than whatever he could have done.

That felt like the end of the conversation, so he moved towards the back stall like he intended. In his hands were his folded gym uniform, as well as his extra turtleneck and his costume accessories.

His hero costume hadn’t made it through the battle training in one piece, so it was sent off to the school’s support department for repairs and improvements. Unfortunately, the team had been taking their time on it, so it wasn’t ready for him yet. So instead, Midoriya was forced to wear his gym attire, which would make him stand out like a sore thumb. Luckily, his accessories had made it out almost completely unscathed, so he was still able to wear those.

The teen slipped on his iron tipped combat boots and tucked the ends of his uniform pants inside. He clipped his utility bag over his leg and waist, and pulled the top of the gym uniform over his own turtleneck. Fixing his gloves evenly, he smoothed out any obvious wrinkles, running over his plan in his head.

“Please, do not stress too much…”

He looked up. It had been a while since Gami had talked.

“I’m just worried,” he admitted, “I know something really bad is going to happen, and yet I feel so helpless. Where do I even start?”

The ghost put a finger up to where his chin would likely be. “Well, sticking by Asui would be a good place to start, since she is less experienced in combat than Eraserhead.”

His successor hummed quietly, nodding his head. They were still in the stall, but his other male classmates were already leaving the locker room, judging by the mass loud tread heading in the opposite direction. The boy began to look more stressed than before, but the man simply ran his fingers through his unruly hair.

“We can go over the details on the bus,” he added, “If that is what would make you feel better.”

“I’d like that,” he mumbled under his breath, twirling his fingers anxiously.

And that was all it took for Midoriya to come rushing out of the bathroom stall, his U.A. uniform folded in hand. He stuffed it messily into his assigned locker, before running out of the room in a frenzied attempt to catch up with everyone.

He met up with Uraraka near the grounds outside the school. It seemed as if his entire class was already there, making him shuffle in embarrassment. The brunette analysed his attire swiftly, furrowing her eyebrows.

“You wore your gym clothes, Midori?” she wondered, “Where’s your costume?”

The boy scratched the back of his neck. “It didn’t make it through the battle training in one piece, so the school’s support team is repairing it. They haven’t finished yet though…”

“Oh,” she replied, tilting her head, “You still look super cool though!”

He stuttered, not understanding why she was complimenting him, “C-cool?”

“Yeah!” the girl cheered, “It might just be the way you’re carrying yourself, but you look super ready to kick butt!”

“Ah, t-thanks.” He wasn’t sure how to respond to that.

But before she could say anything more, Iida’s voice cut through the crowd. The reserved student picked his form out from the group, watching him chop the air violently with his hands.

“Line up according to your I.D. numbers,” he shouted, blowing into a whistle that had seemingly appeared out of nowhere, “Fill these seats in an orderly fashion!”

“He sure is going full throttle…”

He couldn’t help but agree with his mentor. Iida was sure taking his role as class president very seriously.

He listened as Tokoyami, who was standing a few feet away from him, groaned loudly, likely at Iida’s declaration. Dark Shadow, who was floating behind him, began cackling, probably teasing the bird boy. Midoriya couldn’t stop the quiet giggle that escaped his lips and he tried to use a heavy sigh to hide it. Nobody really noticed the small sound, that or they just didn’t care, but the shadow snapped his head towards the boy. Both he and Gami watched Dark Shadow flash a smirk and a thumbs up at him before returning to pester his partner. The duo were immediately filled with amusement, pushing back the daunting possibility of what might occur once they arrived at the USJ for just a moment.

The bus finally arrived, and the boy was eager to score a seat by himself in the back of the vehicle. He wanted to discuss with his mentor what to do upon arriving at the building, and for that, he’d need to be relatively alone. He wasn’t too concerned about someone in another seat overhearing him, after all, he could always play off his whispers as his usual mumblings.

But as he entered the bus, he realized it was a more modern design than the class president had anticipated. Iida’s seating plan would be useless with this type of design, as the strict boy quickly realized. His subsequent groan filled the vehicle as he plopped himself down into one of the seats.

“Darn,” he cursed, “It was this type of bus!”

Ashido sat down next to him, patting his back roughly. “All that work for nothing…”

Midoriya cringed at the poor choice of words, but didn’t want to stand around any longer. He moved to walk towards one of the seats in the very back, but just as he did, Iida quickly pulled him back. He flinched heavily at the aggressive touch, his body instinctively freezing up, but his lips remained sealed.

“I must ask you to sit in the front with us!” Iida stated forcefully, removing his hand from the teen’s arm, “As class president, I refuse to allow you to isolate yourself any longer!”

Somehow, the timid boy couldn’t bring himself to say no, his mind still locked onto the alien touch that had rested on his arm only seconds earlier. His head felt fuzzy, like he had just woken up from a day’s worth of sleep. He felt his conscience slip into autopilot, taking over his nerves. So he just nodded, allowing Iida to lead him into the open seat next to him.

He was still generally tuned out as the bus started moving and his classmates began conversing. He could feel his mentor floating next to his, running soft strokes through his curls. He instantaneously grounded himself on that feeling, allowing his thoughts an escape from limbo.

“I generally say what’s on my mind, Midori…” He heard his name being called from somewhere, so he picked his head back up, only to lock eyes with Asui.

He felt his tongue fumble around in his mouth. “O-oh? What is it, Asui?”

“Please, call me Tsu,” she reminded him.

He apologized genuinely, but she wasn’t really offended, easy to tell by the wide smile on her face.

“Anyway,” the frog girl continued, “You quirk is very unusual…”

At that, his mind froze up completely, almost forgetting about the numerous scenarios he and the ghost practiced in case something like this occurred. But thankfully, he was grounded enough to get a grip on his anxiety so he could steer the conversation in a different direction, at least, away from pondering the oddity that was his “quirk”.

“Ah, y-yeah. I’ve never even heard of a quirk like mine, so it’s always made me really self conscious.”

Midoriya felt extremely guilty at playing the self doubt card, but he needed to get the question off his back so he could refocus his mind on the task at hand. The task at hand that was quickly approaching…

Besides, it wasn’t like his self guilt was a complete lie. His powers really did make him feel like an outcast compared to his classmates, even if they didn’t know there was a difference between them.

Thankfully, Iida took the bait like a hungry fish, activating his constantly worried dad mode. “Nonsense Midoriya! Just because your quirk is unusual, doesn’t make it any less superb. You’ve found many ingenious ways to apply it to combat, I’m sure you will take to this rescue exercise just as easily!”

Not expecting that much praise and support, the teen flushed heavily and stuttered out a quick thank you. But just as he wanted, his classmates drifted away from talking about how strange his quirk was.

“Disaster avoided.”

That nearly made him break his cover.

“Hold up, Tsu,” Kirishima interjected, “Sure, Midori’s quirk might be weird, but it’s totally weird in a good way! It’s super unique and flashy! You can do a lot of cool stuff with it!”

The red head then lifted his own arm up, flashing his quirk really quick. His skin hardened in an instant, so fast that the metallic sound it made still resonated through the air.

“Not like my hardening…” he continued solemnly, “It’s good in a fight, but it’s real boring.”

The green haired boy was completely enamored by the display of the quirk, however, letting his cup spill over. “I t-think your quirk’s really neat! You might think it’s boring, but that just means you have a lot of room to experiment around with it!”

Other students seated around them began to add into the conversation, so much so that Aizawa, who was seated at the front of the bus, tuned in to listen.

A sparkly blond rested his chin in his hands, smirking widely. “But don’t forget that heroes also have to worry about popular appeal!” He flashed the shiny blue lens sitting right on top of his stomach. “My navel laser is both strong and cool. Perfect for a pro.”

“As long as you don’t blow up your own stomach!” Ashido laughed, to which the blond gave her side eye. He really needed to learn everyone’s names.

“You wanna talk strong and cool?” Kirishima exclaimed, “That’d be Todoroki and Bakugo!”

Midoriya shyly looked over in that direction, trying not to make eye contact. Bakugo, who was sitting next to a purple haired girl with the earphone jack quirk, just scoffed at the mention of his name, resting his chin in his hand. Todoroki, on the other hand, was deeply asleep in the seat behind them. He wondered if the candy cane boy had gotten any rest the night before.

“But Bakugo’s so unhinged, he’d never be popular,” Asui stated bluntly, not caring at all for the other boy’s reaction.

“WHAT’D YOU SAY, FROG FACE?!” the angry blond snapped, gripping the metal pole in front of his seat tightly. His outburst caused a few students around him, including the girl sitting next to him, to inch away slightly.

“See?” the aquatic girl continued to prod while pointing at his unrestrained form.

“We’ve only barely started socializing and already you’ve made it abundantly clear to us that your personality is as unpleasant as a steamed turd,” the electricity boy teased, stringing together such a composed line of words, it nearly made him double back.

“How about I pound you?!” Bakugo screeched again, even louder this time, which was somehow possible in the first place.

The duo could barely comprehend the amount of chaos unfolding in front of them. Never in their wildest dreams, could either of them imagine Bakugo of all people being teased, and yet, here it was, right in front of their eyes. He could hear Gami snickering loudly beside him, but his mind was so utterly shocked, he couldn’t even process it.

“What a vulgar conversation…” Yaoyorozu mumbled under her breath.

Uraraka, who was seated next to her, laughed loudly, “I think it’s fun!”

The entire bus erupted into their own laughter just as the vehicle pulled up to the USJ building, though none of the students really noticed. When Aizawa stood up suddenly, everyone quieted down and realized where they were.

“We’re here…” the teacher stated monotonously.

Iida took that as his que to take over, ordering everyone into a single file line to enter the building. Though Midoriya was the only student who knew where they were, he was still amazed by the sheer scale of the rescue center in front of him. Together, the class walked inside, completely amazed at the sight that met their eyes.

“WOAH!” everyone exclaimed, “Is this Universal Studios Japan?!”

The teen nearly let out a broken, hollow laugh. He had thought the same upon seeing the building’s interior for the first time. But as he continued to look around, he could make out all of the areas he had pointed out to Nezu from before. There was the flood zone, the landslide zone, even the conflagration zone, to which the same large plumes of smoke were still billowing out from.

As the class glanced around in awe, he heard the sound of footsteps slowly approaching the group. His instincts kicked in, as the boy spun around, prepared to fight, the premonition from before bouncing around in his head. But as his eyes met the figure, dressed in a puffy white spacesuit, he abruptly relaxed.

“Every disaster and accident you can imagine,” the voice echoed over the gasps of the class, “I built this facility myself. I call it…”

“Oh my goodness!!” Uraraka let out a squeal, shaking her head at an abnormally rapid pace. Gami let out a chuckle at her reaction.

“The Unforeseen Simulation Joint!” Thirteen finished their entry, ignoring the cry from the crowd.

“So it really is USJ…” the ghost mumbled.

His successor ignored him though, in favor of giggling at his brunette friend, who was thoroughly freaking out.

“It’s the space hero, Thirteen!” she exclaimed, gasping deeply, “They're a gentleman hero who does their best work in rescue scenarios! I love Thirteen!!”

Midoriya could tell, since his friend’s own costume was space themed, like her idol. Though, his focus quickly shifted to Aizawa, who walked over to the other hero while everyone was still distracted. Curious, the boy shuffled closer to the pair, hoping to listen in on their conversation. His mentor did the same, however floating right up to the pros, as they couldn’t see his invisible form.

“Thirteen, where’s All Might?” the underground hero whispered, looking around anxiously, “I thought he was meeting us here?”

“About that, Aizawa-san,” they sighed, holding up three fingers discreetly, “It seems he just about reached his limit during his morning commute…”

The ragged man cursed extensively under his breath, though both of the deathly duo could hear it, “I’m going to kill Nezu…”

Thirteen agreed, “He’s currently resting in the break room. Nezu-san did tell me he’s sending him as soon as he can.”

“The height of irrationality,” Eraserhead groaned, “Anyway, did Nezu inform you about his tip?”

Here it was, the big moment. The teen could only hope that the principal kept his promise.

“Yeah, he did,” the space hero responded, “I don’t really understand why he just didn’t cancel the training, but I won't let my guard down.”

Midoriya let out a huge sigh of relief, though his class’s excessive cries drowned it out. His secret was safe, that’s all that mattered in the moment. Now, the next problem to tackle was to prevent what he saw in his vision earlier. The thought alone nearly made him sick again.

“And neither will I,” Aizawa replied, “But let’s get started.”

Thirteen nodded and walked away from their hero companion, towards the anxious, yet excited class. “Before we get started, I have one or two points… or three… or four…”

The boy deadpanned, along with the rest of his class. Gami resisted the urge to facepalm, partially since his hand would just hit darkness.

“He sure has a lot of points…”

His successor couldn’t help but agree.

“As I’m sure many of you are aware,” the rescue hero began, “My quirk is called Black Hole. It can suck in and tear apart anything.”

Midoriya was one of the many who knew. After all, he had done countless notes on the U.A. staff, which included Thirteen. Their quirk was an inspiration to continue fighting against his own struggles, which plagued him relentlessly each and every day.

Uraraka began nodding her head even faster than before, to which the teen didn’t even think was possible. Someone could have convinced him that he was watching a video of the brunette at 2x the playback speed and he would have believed it without question.

“You’ve used it to save people in all sorts of disasters!” the girl praised excitedly.

The hero appeared a bit humbled. “Indeed.”

However, their demeanor shifted almost instantly after that, taking on a more solemn tone. It was easily sensible, as the entire class picked up on it and shuffled uncomfortably.

“However, my power could easily kill,” they admitted, “I’ve no doubt there are some among you with similar abilities.”

That resonated strongly with the teen, as he felt his fingers tingle from under his gloves. His power had always been something he’d been weary of, its deadly abilities constantly plaguing his conscience. It made him doubt his potential to become a successful hero and save people. After all, when your abilities kill others at the slightest touch, who could really believe they could save someone with those very same hands?

“In our super powered society, the use of quirks is heavily restricted and monitored,” Thirteen explained, “It may seem like this system is a stable one, but we must never forget that it only takes one wrong move with an uncontrollable quirk for people to die.”

That rang too true for the boy to swallow in that moment. He thought back to the incident with Ishihara. How that villain lost control of his quirk for a split second, and now the first person that had ever cared for him was dead. He wondered where that villain was now. Likely in prison, but that just didn’t bring enough closure to him.

Aizawa suddenly interrupted the hero’s speech, “Through All Might’s battle training, you experienced the respective dangers your quirks can pose to others.”

“This class,” the space hero reiterated, “will show you a new perspective. You will learn how to utilize your quirks to save lives!”

That was all that Midoriya had ever wanted, to save lives. He wanted to be useful, to help others and bring a smile to the public’s face. He wanted to prove that this world could be lived in peacefully. He wanted to help preserve that very peace.

“Your powers are not meant to inflict harm.” The hero’s voice had taken on a new tone full of determination. “I hope you leave here today with the understanding that you are meant to help people.”

He had always known that he was meant to help people, since way before the pro’s speal. He just never thought he’d make it this far. But now, with new, supportive friends, involved teachers, and his mentor by his side, he felt more confident than ever. Which albeit wasn’t much, but it was still the greatest he had felt about himself in a while.

“That is all,” they finished, “I thank you for listening!”

“They're awesome!!” Uraraka cheered.

Iida clapped his hands together violently. “Bravo!! Bravo!!”

Aizawa shushed the class before they got too rowdy. “Great. First off-”

The underground hero paused abruptly, looking around for something. Midoriya was about to question it, when he felt it as well. Something was off. A sinister, purely evil feeling crept up his spine as cold as ice, making his shiver involuntarily. He glanced at Gami and by their quick look, he knew the ghost felt it as well. The two scanned the building roughly, looking for something out of the ordinary, all while the teen was internally hoping he was simply being overly paranoid.

Then, he spotted it.

“A-aizawa-sensei…” he whispered, his voice laced with natural fear, pointing behind the man.

Right by the fountain, in the central plaza, a small purple vortex ripped through the once silent air. The pro heroes swiftly spun around, their instincts kicking in. It grew bigger and bigger after each second, to where it was about the size of a large yoga ball. Then, without any warning at all, a hand extended and gripped the edge of the portal tightly. Even from his distance, he could recognize the figure that pulled himself out, his signature blue hair whipping wildly in the vortex. And he couldn’t stop the rush of fear that flooded his system.

He was utterly terrified for so many reasons.

“Huddle up and don’t move!” Eraserhead yelled, with the slightest hint of panic in his voice, nearly undetectable.

Most of the class was confused, truly unsure of the imminent danger they were currently in. Midoriya watched the color drain from their faces as the more observant students realized what was going on.

“Thirteen!! Protect the students!!” he added, to which the rescue hero jumped into action.

As the portal expanded drastically, the teen realized how bad the situation was going to become. Villains flooded the building and he easily picked out the bird monster that he had seen kill Aizawa. There were so many villains. He had only seen two during his premonition, it had never occurred to him that this could be a full scale invasion. There had to be at least 70 different villains all rushing the plaza, and there were only two pro heroes. Plus, Thirteen was primarily a rescue hero, he wasn’t exactly used to combat.

Where… where was All Might?

“What the heck is that?” Kirishima questioned, still in the dark to the true nature of the currently unfolding attack, “More battle robots? Like during the entrance exam?”

“Don’t move!!” the pro commanded, slipping on his signature yellow goggles. If it had been any other situation, the boy would have been ecstatic to lay his eyes on them. If it had been any other situation, the boy would have been ecstatic to see his favorite hero in action, witnessing moves and techniques he had only read about on secretive blogs.

“Those are villains!!”

And just like that, any traces of peace were over.

Notes:

Oh my god!! I’m so excited to start the USJ arc!! This chapter took forever, but I’m so glad it’s done! So sorry it was a little late. The lax feeling of the holidays extended far past when it was supposed to.

Sorry about the cliffhanger lol. I just really felt that this chapter had the feel for one. Just the tension buildup and all the possibilities for this attack to go, only to be denied at the last second! It was just took good of an opportunity to resist!

As for why Nezu wouldn’t cancel the USJ trip, I felt like he would be chaotic enough to let it continue. That’s just kind of his personality. He would risk it to try and capture the villains, especially since he only thought there were two. What nobody knew was exactly how many villains there would be, and now they’re paying the price for it.

Other than that, I think this chapter is pretty self explanatory. I hope you all are as pumped as I am! Here’s the list of powers, I think you all will need a refresher considering what's coming up next chapter!!

Death’s Touch: Anything Midoriya touches starts to decay immediately, regardless of the amount of fingers touching. This ability works on both the living and the non living. At first, Midoriya couldn’t control this ability, as it activated immediately without his consent. However, now he is able to control the activation on humans and non living objects, being able to start and stop the decay at will. However, he had gained no progress with plant or animal life. Any damage done to living organisms with this power cannot be healed.

Death’s Scythe: Midoriya can summon a scythe to fight with at will. The scythe vaguely resembles a bird’s beak, and has a hole near the start of the blade. The scythe is the only item that can’t be destroyed by Death’s Touch. The Death’s Touch ability can be shared with the scythe at Midoriya’s will, however it can only decay what it cuts. The decay follows the same rules as Death’s Touch. He can also make the scythe disappear at will when he is finished with it or to free his hands.

Immortality: Midoriya is immortal and cannot die. However, he can still get hurt and scarred. The immortality ability doesn’t provide any regeneration, but any wounds that could be detrimental to his job, such as lost/broken limbs and organs, will be healed the next day.

Premonition: Midoriya can see flash images of people who may die before they are supposed to. Normally, he cannot interfere with death, as it’s his job, but he has the option of attempting to save anyone he views in a premonition. These premonitions are bare and don’t provide much information other than the person themselves and their demise, occasionally revealing the setting and attacker, if any. The premonitions can come true between an hour after viewing to 3 days later.

Soul Contact: When a person dies, their soul is immediately sent to Midoriya. He can see, touch, and hold these souls. When holding a soul, Midoriya can see the most important memories and decisions attached to that soul, and hence that person.

Soul Sorting: This ability allows Midoriya to decide which part of the afterlife a soul moves on to. The areas of the afterlife can only be summoned with intent and the swipe of a hand, with the areas themselves being represented by flames. The areas that he can choose from are Paradise, Purgatory, and the Underworld. Once Midoriya decides where the soul best fits, it is sent to the being of that respective area. If approved, the soul stays in that area forever, the exception being Purgatory. Souls in Purgatory can be moved again to either Paradise or the Underworld, however, this is not Midoriya’s decision. If rejected, the soul is sent back to him for reevaluation. All souls must be sorted within 24 hours of Midoriya receiving them, with rejected souls resetting their time limits once they get back to him. Failure to sort a soul within its time limit may result in serious unknown punishment.

Chapter 19: Self-Control In An Out-Of-Control World

Summary:

Extremes are easy. Maintaining balance, however, is truly what draws the line between choice and self control.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Midoriya watched his classmates huddle together as more villains came rushing out of the portal, and quite honestly, he couldn’t blame them. An unnatural aura flooded the building, one that demanded he run and hide, cowering with his life until this invasion was over. He remained rooted to his spot, caught between quivering with fear and moving forward. He had to escape this feeling, or else he’d be utterly useless when the time came for him to help.

“Thirteen… and Eraserhead, is it…”

The voice sounded so posh and elegant, but the teen had no idea where it was coming from, until he noticed the portal morph into a shapeless being, with two bright yellow eyes that seemed to pierce through to his very soul.

“According to the staff schedule I received the other day… All Might is supposed to be here…” the misty man continued.

Staff schedule? When did the villains receive a staff schedule? Then it dawned on him. The break in. The blue haired villain’s decay quirk. These two incidents were connected. That break in was an organized attempt to steal a staff schedule for this very moment. This wasn’t some random ambush, this attack was neatly planned and assembled. And anything with a plan certainly had an end goal, so what was the goal here?

“Of course.” Aizawa seemed to pick up on the villain’s words as well. “That whole incident was this scum’s doing…”

Hearing his teacher’s voice made him realize what had gotten him so anxious earlier, and the boy took a few rushed steps forward before his mind could make him back out. Gami floated up with him, unsure of what to do otherwise. His fingers mindlessly pulled at the ends of his gloves.

He had never been so eager to take them off before.

“Where is he…?”

That voice shook him to his core as he watched the blue haired villain bring his head up. Seeing the slight movements of the hands covering his body nearly made him sick again. Though, his analytical brain couldn’t help but pick up on the fact that this villain sounded very young, maybe around his early twenties. It seemed odd that someone so young was wrapped up in something so grotesque.

“We’ve come all this way,” the man rambled, “and brought so many playmates…”

Even though he was likely speaking at normal volume, Midoriya could hear each and every word as if he was right next to him. The emphasis, the raspiness, the childish nature hiding behind his sinister tone, all of it.

“All Might… the symbol of peace…” It now sounded like the villain was growing angry, which partially confused him, though he couldn’t even register it under his layers of fear. “Is he here…?”

Why was he repeating himself? Because even Midoriya could confidently say that All Might was not here. And that fact terrified him.

“I wonder if some dead kids will bring him here?”

That seemed to have knocked the sense into all of class 1-A. These villains were not playing around. They meant business, and if they had to kill some children to reach their end goal, by all means they would.

The teen felt a bead of sweat run down his face. He, of all people, knew that the blue haired man truly had no problem with killing a child if that would at least wound the pride of the number one hero. Asui’s death played in his mind like a broken tape recorder, and he unconsciously reached for his cheek to make sure it was still in one piece.

The rest of his class seemed to still be in disbelief, not that he could blame them.

“Villains?!”

“No way!!”

“What villains would be dumb enough to sneak into a school for heroes?!”

Thankfully, some of his more level headed peers jumped into action.

“Sensei!” Yaoyorozu called out, taking a hesitant step forward, “Aren’t there intruder sensors?”

“Yes, of course there are…!” Thirteen responded back, preparing to open up the tips of their gloves.

Todoroki walked calmly over to the edge of the platform, looking over the plaza at the numerous villains. “Are they only here, or also at the main building? Either way, if the sensors aren't working… it has to be one of their quirks that’s doing it.”

Listening to both of his classmates approach the situation rationally gave Midoriya the confidence to do the same. He stepped forward, preparing to summon his scythe at a moment’s notice.

“This place is far from campus,” he started, gesturing to the USJ building, “and they picked a time when there’d be few people here…”

The candy cane boy seemed to catch onto what he was saying. “So they are likely not as dumb as they seem.”

He nodded as his mentor stood proudly beside him, though no one could tell. “They must have an objective, because this is a well-coordinated sneak attack.”

However, Aizawa had heard enough. “Thirteen! Begin evacuation and try calling the school! One of these villains must be jamming the sensors. There’s a good chance one of their electric types is causing the interference.”

The teacher turned to the blond hair boy with the black streak in his hair. “Kaminari, try using your quirk to signal for help.”

Well, this wasn’t really how Midoriya had envisioned learning the names of his classmates…

“Got it!” he replied, moving hastily to his headset attached to his costume.

Eraserhead nodded and moved towards the stairs that connected the entrance to the central plaza. Seeing his teacher get ready to leave sparked something in the normally reserved boy, something fearful, as if all the confidence from before had disappeared.

“But Aizawa-sensei!” the teen cried out, “You can’t fight them all alone!!”

Realized how strange that sounded, he moved quickly to rephrase, the image of the man’s face being beaten into the floor resurfacing in his mind.

“Against that many, you can’t nullify all their quirks! As Eraserhead, your fighting style revolves around Erasure and a quick binding capture. Head on battle isn’t-”

“No good hero is a one trick pony, Problem Child,” he interrupted the boy’s rambling, “Thirteen, take care of them.”

And with that, the underground hero lept from the top of the stairs, his capture weapon drawn out and ready in his hands. Midoriya wanted to go after him, the sound of bones breaking echoing in his skull, but he hesitated. Something in the back of his head told him to just watch as see how the pro handled this himself.

He watched with obvious anxiety as a group of presumably long ranged villains crowded around the bottom, laughing to themselves. They aimed their quirks at the falling hero, ready to annihilate him, their morbid smiles still lingering on their faces.

But their faces soon turned sour as the villains lowered their arms. The boy felt his own smirk forming on his face as he witnessed Aizawa capture weapon wrap around the front two. They couldn’t use their quirks. They hadn’t realized just what hero they were facing yet.

Aizawa yanked back on his scarf, and the two villains caught in it were thrown towards each other, their skulls crashing together. The crack was audible, even from so far away, and made the boy internally wince. He watched his teacher land promptly afterwards, his weapon pooling back to him. The villains seemed to realize who he was after that, as two mutant quirk users loomed over to him. Erasure didn’t work on mutant type quirks, leaving the hero at an immediate disadvantage against these next two villains.

And yet, the pro didn’t falter in the slightest, leaping right into combat. Midoriya watched in awe as his homeroom teacher punched one of the burly men straight in the face, bringing a sickening crunch into the air. He wrapped his scarf around the legs of the falling villain and ducked as another mutant user punched the air where he just was. The ragged hero pulled on his capture weapon, sending the man he just punched crashing into the other, essentially taking them both down in one hit.

Though it wasn’t exactly the best situation, the boy couldn’t help but stare in amazement at the skills of his favorite hero. The mob of villains surrounding Aizawa seemed to now be hesitant to attack him after that display of power and cunningness, and Midoriya really couldn’t blame them. He too would be intimidated knowing he would have to fight against such a pro. However, in his wonder, the teen didn’t notice the blue haired villain’s increasingly escalating annoyance.

“He can truly hold his own, even when outnumbered…”

That did make him feel a bit embarrassed at doubting the man in the first place.

“This is no time for analysis!” Iida finally yelled at him, “Hurry up and evacuate!!”

Evacuate? Could they possibly evacuate? Would the villains truly let them get away after all their work and planning? Surely not, but Midoriya rushed over to his classmates anyway, prepared to fight against potential danger. Despite his newly growing determination, the fear in the back of his mind remained like an unwelcome parasite.

The misty villain from earlier suddenly appeared blocking the exit out of the building. He had moved so quickly, the boy had almost missed it. His fog-like tendrils loomed over the group of children, fading into wisps at the end. His form didn’t seem solid, making him wonder how to best fight him if the time came, since he didn’t think his DT would work.

“I won’t allow that.” the portal villain stated firmly, unafraid as he stared down Thirteen. His classmates took a step back in fear as Aizawa looked back. The underground pro seemed anxious about the villain, but was too preoccupied fighting his own horde of enemies.

Then, the man’s voice changed back to the posh tone he had heard earlier, “Greetings. We are the League of Villains.”

The League of Villains? How organized was this attack truly, to have a group name and all? Midoriya had the sinking feeling that this wasn’t going to be the last time he would hear of this group.

“Izu, I do not like this.”

He couldn’t help but agree, but there wasn’t much he could do in the moment. There was also no way he’d run off for his own safety and leave his friends and peers behind. Especially not Asui, who was in more danger than anyone had truly realized.

“Forgive our audacity.” The more this man spoke, the more uncomfortable the teen became. By the tone of his voice, it didn’t sound like he was a villain at all. Something in his gut told him that there was something off about this misty man, but he couldn’t quite put his finger on it. “But today, we’ve come here to U.A. high school, to this bastion of heroism…”

Here it was, their end goal. Hopefully this would finally satiate his curiosity of what their purpose behind this invasion was. Of the purpose behind Aizawa and Asui’s possible deaths.

“…to end the life of All Might, the symbol of peace.”

What? These villains… wanted to kill All Might? If Midoriya was one of his unfortunately clueless classmates, he would be dumbfounded on how these villains even thought they could achieve something so impossible, but he had some traumatizing insight into their forces. And that hideous bird monster from before, he was sure that was their key to executing this plan.

Still, the statement sent chills down his spine, leaving him wanting to curl into himself. Something about so calmly declaring a murder plot made his mouth run dry. The mix of suffocating fear and a desire to protect clashed so violently in his blood, he thought his veins might explode.

The portal villain kept talking, as if his previous statement was completely normal, “We were under the impression that All Might would be here today, but it seems his schedule was revised? Well, no matter…”

The mist suddenly surrounded the class, encircling them and preventing their escape.

“My role remains unchanged.”

Bakugo and Kirishima jumped at the villain abruptly, aiming their quirks right at his wispy form. What were they doing? The villain was obviously not solid, their attacks would go right through him, leaving them extremely vulnerable. But he couldn’t pull them back now, the two had already launched themselves in the air. Fearing the absolute worst, he whipped out his scythe instinctively, ready to defend his classmates from a potential counterattack.

The two landed seemingly direct hits on the purple tinted man, Bakugo’s violent explosion making Gami shrink back. Kirishima had landed a hardened blow right at the villain’s side. The mist tore itself apart from the forces, scattering in all directions.

“Not if we end you first,” the explosive blond growled, holding up his still steaming gauntlet.

“Betcha didn’t see that coming!!” the red head cried, still raising his hardened arm.

But just as the teen expected, the mist pulled itself back together to form the villain again, his piercing yellow eyes shifting back into their correct spots.

“That was close,” he wavered calmly, “Though students you may be, you are the best of the best.”

Close? Midoriya had thought the villain to not be solid from what he had observed, but that statement wouldn’t make sense then. Unless…

“Get back!” Thirteen yelled, “Both of you!!”

The mist embraced the class again, but the boy had realized a stark contrast this time. The fog was more aggressive this time, moving right towards him and the others instead of simply around them. Then it clicked in his fear ridden brain.

This man had a warping quirk.

He was going to warp everyone.

Quickly, he jumped back into the crowd, making his scythe disappear. He couldn’t get separated from Asui, because if he did, there was a chance he’d miss the time to intervene. He couldn’t let her die. He wouldn’t let her die.

Gami tried to follow his successor back into the crowd, but his transparent form proved detrimental. The wisps of purple mist were traveling through him like rushes of sharp air. He couldn’t let himself lose the boy.

As the villain’s quirk engulfed everyone, Midoriya could feel himself getting sucked into a portal, just as he expected. He couldn’t see his mentor in all of the chaos, but his main focus was on Asui right now. Out of the corner of his eye, he could see Iida grabbing Sato and Uraraka and another teen with a multi limb quirk shielding Ashido and the black haired tape boy. He sighed in relief, knowing at least those six would not be warped. But his relief was short lived as the sickening feeling of being swallowed into the earth surrounded him.

When the portal released him, the teen had to close his eyes due to the rush of air. The vortex had opened in the sky for him, and he was falling directly into what looked to be the flood zone. In the brief moments before he hit the water, he also noticed the ghost wasn’t with him.

He plunged into the ice cold water, the shock hitting him like a truck. He quickly switched gears however, getting ready to fight. It was likely that the misty man had separated everyone so they could be picked off by the numerous villains all around the building. He was likely not alone in these waters.

“There you are…”

The boy turned around as fast as he could in the water, only to be met with a man with a shark-like mutant quirk. His mouth was wide, filled to the brim with jagged teeth. He had a large fin protruding from his head and two bright eyes the size of marbles.

The villain opened his mouth, giving the teen a look at just how many teeth he had. “It’s nothing personal, kid, but say goodbye!”

He couldn’t swing his scythe around underwater like this, the drag would make it impossible to counter fast enough. But he also wasn’t comfortable with taking off his glove to disintegrate the villain. Running out of time, he prepared to use his scythe to block, hoping he could shove it into the villain’s gaping mouth before it could chomp down on him.

The shark villain’s head was then swiftly stomped to the side, leaving him stunned and immobile. Looking up, he found Asui to be his savior. A rush of emotions flooded him as he realized they were transported to the same zone, but he had no time to process any of them as the frog girl wrapped her tongue around his waist and shot back up to the surface.

They broke the water’s surface and Midoriya found himself flung onto the ship that was floating in the center. He landed with a rough splat, but overall could not complain. Getting up promptly, he noticed a third student, Mineta, at her side. He seemed to mumble something, to which the aquatic girl wrapped him up with her tongue and flung him even more violently onto the ship. He visibly flinched at the change in behavior, not having to wonder for too long what the grape boy must have said.

Asui herself scaled the side of the ship and upon reaching the edge, hoisted herself over. Her form was dripping with obvious water at first, but the teen realized there likely was some nervous sweat hiding in plain sight.

“Thanks Tsu,” he said gratefully, helping her onto the boat.

“No problem,” she replied, “but we seem to be in some trouble.”

“Yeah.” The boy’s mind shot into overdrive, collecting all of the information he had deduced over the course of the evolving situation. “They knew our schedule, which means the media rush yesterday was their doing as a means to sneak into the school. They’ve been waiting for this chance, and they’ve prepared for it well.”

Mineta still seemed to be in a state of ignorance. “But, but there’s no way they could ever kill All Might! He’ll thrash ‘em once he gets here!!” The short boy mimicked some punches of the number one hero.

“Mineta, they must have figured out a way to kill him,” she stated bluntly, “Otherwise, why come here just to get beaten?”

Midoriya flinched at her words, not because of their harshness, but because they resurfaced the memory of Aizawa getting his face pounded into the earth by that one beast. He needed to get his classmates out of this zone and to safety, especially Asui. Only then, would he feel completely comfortable leaving them to help Aizawa.

“I wouldn’t put it past them,” she continued, not realizing her affect on the grape boy, “That one guy promised to kill us too, after all.”

That brought up another vision from his premonition, one of Asui getting her face disintegrated by that very same villain she was speaking of. He quickly shook himself out of the spiral he was headed in, knowing he didn’t have Gami to help ground him if he fell in.

Speaking of his mentor, where was he? The ghost practically never left his side unless the teen asked him to. He felt a bit more vulnerable than usual without the spirit beside him, but he couldn’t let that show now. He had priorities after all

“Who says we can even hold out until All Might gets here?” Asui was still rambling. “Even when he does show up… who says he won’t be killed?”

Glancing at Mineta’s horrified face, Midoriya felt it was time for him to step in. “Tsu, we can’t think like that. Sure, it all seems overwhelming at once, but we need to break it down into pieces. And right now, our top priority is getting out of this zone alive and preferably uninjured.”

His classmate nodded. “You’re right. Let’s focus on that.”

There was a sudden, harsh tug on his arm. “M-M-M-Midoriya!!”

Said boy recoiled harshly out of the grip, trying to shake his head out of the buzzing that he experienced whenever he was touched. Thankfully, his mind was more preoccupied with the imminent danger his classmates’ lives were in, so he was able to switch focuses rather easily.

“What?” The word still came out rather harshly, but Mineta was too paralyzed with fear to notice.

“There’s a whole school of them!!” He cried wimpily.

Rushing over to the side of the boat, he leaned over, only to confirm Mineta’s claim. Sure enough, there were at least a dozen villains that popped out of the water, surrounding the boat in an intimidating circle. He couldn’t see them all, but most of the villains seemed to have a water related quirk, fitting for the environment.

But still, something rang oddly within his overactive mind and his focus went back to the villain’s objective. He knew they had figured a way to kill All Might, with the gigantic bird monster as the likely weapon, but what struck him was why? Why kill the number one hero, with a plan as organized as this? Sure, he stood against villains, against evil, so did one of the probable leaders behind this invasion have a grudge against him because of that? But even then, it seemed like a petty reason. Their motives behind this had to be more specific than that. But no amount of racking could make the boy magically obtain the answer to his pondering.

He pushed the thought to the back of his mind, saving it for later. “He’s right. We’re surrounded.”

“That’s certainly not good…” Asui croaked, “Got any ideas?”

Midoriya looked back down at the water. “Not off the top of my head, but we’ll just have to come up with one. After all…”

He thought back to all his other peers that were likely warped to other areas of the building. He thought of their possible struggles, their anxiety, their similar sense of fear. He had to push forwards, if not for himself, than for his classmates in front of him, for his classmates fighting all around the building. If they could do it, so could he.

“We have a fight to win!!”

 


 

If the situation wasn’t so dire, Gami would have slapped himself, his frantic form floating around the front entrance. He had managed to do the one thing he shouldn’t have, the one thing he was supposed to be focused on. He had only lost sight of him for a single second, but apparently that was all that was necessary.

His successor was nowhere to be found.

So were most of the students, actually. Only six kids remained at the front entrance, the rest gone thanks to the mist-like villain. And while Gami wasn’t too caught up on quirks and the like, he still was fairly observant. It wasn’t too difficult to figure out that the posh man had a portal quirk, especially after seeing the blue-haired man climb out of his shapeless body. It would also explain how everyone had disappeared so quickly.

But knowing that didn’t exactly help the ghost in any way. If fact, it likely put him at more of a disadvantage than anything. Knowing the man’s quirk just made him realize that no matter what he did, he would have been separated from Midoriya anyway. He couldn’t have followed the boy even if he tried, all because of his form.

His transparent form left him completely unable to interact with any objects other than souls and his successor. He couldn’t touch the mist. Even if he had caught up to the teen in time, he wouldn’t have been able to follow him through the portal. He would just pass right through and not be warped at all.

And now, he was stuck at the front entrance while his friend was likely fighting for his own wellbeing as well as the lives of his classmates.

What should he do? The most obvious answer would be to search for his successor, but that could take a while, depending on how good his luck was. He could stay here and try to help, but there really wasn’t much he could do here either, especially since no one could see or hear him.

“Where is everyone?!” The spirit heard Iida cry out. “Can we confirm their locations?”

“They’ve been scattered.” Unlike Midoriya, the man paid attention to names and faces, so he knew the child currently yelling was named Shoji, a student with some sort of multi limb quirk, though he wasn’t sure the specifics. “But they’re all still in the facility.”

Still in the facility? That at least meant the boy wasn’t too far away, which was a huge relief. He watched as Shoji seemed to sprout sets of eyes and ears of the ends on his extra limbs. That’s how the student must have known his classmates' location. Truly a strange quirk indeed.

But he couldn’t focus on that right now. No, he had to come to a decision, either stay here or find Midoriya. Again, the choice should have seemed obvious, but still the specter was torn. If he left now to find the boy, he wouldn’t really have much information to present to him once they were reunited. But if he stayed, he’d at least be able to tell him of the conditions of some of his classmates.

Besides, maybe Shoji would pick up on where his successor was.

Turning around swiftly, Gami watched as the mass of purple mist slithered over from one side of the entrance area to the other, a rush of chills passing through him as well. The blob congregated near a corner away from the entrance doors, writhing and pooling like a puppeted set of spider legs. The villain’s face then emerged from the center of the mass, sprouting up as if it were an uncurling snake.

“Physical attacks are just no good. He just warps away!!” Sero, a student with a tape-like quirk, exclaimed, “This guy’s quirk is just too tough to handle!”

Gami thought about his statement for a minute. That didn’t really make too much sense. If physical attacks truly didn’t affect the villain, why would he bother to warp away? Sure his misty form didn’t seem solid, but if that were the case, he wouldn’t have to move away from physical attacks at all. Something just wasn’t adding up here, but the ghost couldn’t quite put his finger on it.

The transparent man remained by the crowd of students, standing behind pro hero Thirteen. Despite the hero’s height, he still managed to loom over him, giving the spaceman a slightly intimidating presence. If only the villain could see him, that’d surely spook him. Maybe not enough to leave, but at least to make him hesitant on attacking this group of children.

Unfortunately, no one could see him here, and his presence was practically ignored. Thirteen shifted over to face Iida, who was standing next to them. The boy looked uninjured, but his expression screamed anxiousness and hesitance, even through his signature square glasses.

“Class president?” The hero used his title to address him, to which Gami found a bit weird, but otherwise paid it no mind.

Even through his fear, Iida still snapped to attention at the call. “Yes?!”

“You job,” Thirteen started, their voice remaining as serious as even, “is to run back to the school and report on what’s happening.”

Gami watched the strict boy flinch at the command, and move to refute. Times like this the ghost desperately wished he could at least be heard by others. Iida was likely the class’s only shot at getting help, as his speed gave him the best chance at escaping. But the boy’s headstrong personality and sense of responsibility wouldn’t let him just leave. The spirit swiped his hands at him, attempting to drag him to the door, but alas he just went right through.

The pro must have also sensed his hesitance, because they continued explaining, “The alarms haven’t sounded, and the phones aren’t working. The alarm system uses infrared tech, but the fact that it hasn’t activated even though Aizawa-san is down there nullifying quirks means whoever is interfering has hidden themselves well. You heading back is now our best option!”

The ghostly man’s attention was torn on whether to focus on the currently heating conversation in front of him or the now rising villain in the corner.

“The class president can’t very well abandon his class!” Iida still seemed shook by the hero’s words, unsure of what to do.

“He said go!” Sato yelled as he shoved the armored student, his plump lips curling with each word, “There are alarms on the outside, which means that these guys must only be causing trouble in here!”

Sero seemed to catch onto what Sato was attempting to do. “So if you make it out, they can’t follow you! Shake off that mist man with that speed of yours!”

Thirteen squatted down slightly, hands jutted out and prepared to move at a moment's notice. Their back was now facing the class president, but still, their words rang as if they were standing right beside him.

“Please use your quirk… to save us all!!”

Uraraka now shifted to stand next to her lunch buddy, her fists curled and a determined look now growing on her face. Ashido followed her, and together the two of them sent Iida a quick nod.

“Just like in the cafeteria,” she reminded him, “We can provide all the support you need!!”

Iida clenched his fingers, his nails digging into the skin of his palm. During the incident at the cafeteria, it was Midoriya who truly came up with the plan. Sure, he was the one to execute it and calm everyone down, but it wasn’t really his doing. His growing confidence faltered as he started to doubt his ability to carry out what everyone was begging him to. He wasn’t even a true leader. What was he doing up on the stand like this?

Gami could tell the spiral of self doubt that the rule abiding teen was currently falling into. It was a situation he often found his successor in, and he often found himself helping to talk him through it. He knew how crushing and demoralising doubt could become, but right now, on the battlefield, this would only end in disaster.

So in a desperate, frenzied attempt to provoke some sort of reaction, the man reached his hands out for Iida shoulders, and squeezed his hands as tightly as he could.

“Do not let this situation stir doubt in your abilities, take it as a chance to prove your worth,” the specter cried out, nearly yelling despite the lack of noise around him, “Prove to all that they have made the right choice for a class president! For a leader!!”

Something rang true in Iida’s head despite his ever increasing lack of confidence. It didn’t matter whether he thought himself as worthy for the position he was currently in, that didn’t change the fact that he was still in that very position. He was class president, whether he believed he deserved it or not, and right now, his class was relying on him to get help. He would show to everyone that their trust had not been misplaced.

The boy thought back to the cafeteria incident, where Midoriya had engineered the plan he executed. He had been lucky enough to avoid the portal meant for him, as well as rescue Uraraka and Sato, but Midoriya wasn’t. His introverted, yet considerate friend was lost somewhere in this very building, fighting for his life along with the majority of his classmates. Every second he wasted as class president would be another second Midoriya fought, another opportunity to be injured, another chance for something even more dreadful to happen.

Midoriya had given him this position, and this was his opportunity to show his friend that he could handle it. That he could be the pillar of a leader that was necessary, not only now, but in the future as well.

Iida couldn’t believe he had wasted so much time wallowing in self doubt. If the situation wasn’t so dire, he would have chuckled at his immaturity. But thanks to his mind’s pep talk, his confidence had been reimbursed. It felt almost like his brain was gripping his shoulders, coaching him back towards the task at hand, but he quickly attributed the feeling to stress and tense muscles.

“Aside from the fact you have no hope…” Everyone’s attention turned to the villain, who’s ever fluctuating form loomed over them from the corner. “What sort of fool discusses strategy in earshot of the enemy?”

But Thirteen continued their brave front, opening up their gloves to use their quirk. “It hardly matters if you overheard. You can’t stop us!!”

It all happened in a split second, not even Gami had the time to process what had occurred before him. The space hero activated their deadly quirk in the misty man’s direction, preparing to swallow the fog entirely, but the villain was one step ahead. The ghost watched in horror as the man morphed his body into another portal, creating the exit right behind Thirteen. At first, the spirit was just as caught off guard as the rest of the students, but he quickly realized the villain’s intentions.

He could barely process the anguished cries of the students around him, his own focus centered on the evolving horror before his eyes. Time seemed to slow to a crawl as Gami watched Thirteen get torn apart by their own quirk, the portals working against them. The back of the spacesuit was ripped to shreds, the vortex behind consuming the hero like a ravaging mouth. It didn’t take too long for Thirteen to slump over, but it felt like ages to all who were experiencing it from the outside.

He acted purely on instinct, floating over hastily to the pro’s fallen form. He naturally moved to touch the hero, but his hands went right through. Stil, the close proximity allowed the ghost to see that the spaceman was shaking, meaning they was still alive. The shallow, labored breathing coming from them reassured him, even if it was only slightly.

Gami swiveled his head over to look at Iida. The boy needed to run immediately, or the slight opportunity from Thirteen's defeat would go to waste.

Sato seemed to get the same idea, shouting intently at the class president. “Iida, he told you to run!!”

The strict teen needed only a single glance at the fallen hero to realize what hesitance was capable of, and he took off, activating his engines and dashing for the exit. It should have been an easy run, but the misty man’s reaction time was far quicker than the students accounted for. The villain’s head snapped backwards, his bright yellow eyes refocusing on his new target.

“My dear, scattered children…” his voice moved along with his swirling form, the wisps from his eyes mixing together with the fog like they were being blended.

The villain warped himself in the blink of an eye, creating a portal right in Iida’s path. Due to his increasing speed, the student was helpless to change his direction, only able to display pain and shock on his face at the sudden development.They were counting on him, the entire class was counting on him. He couldn't fail now.

“It would hardly be for our benefit if you called for help,” the villain finished, his voice echoing from the depths of the now open vortex.

The ghost’s face turned to one of mortification. If Iida was teleported, there would be almost no chance of alerting the rest of the heroes. The students would be forced to fight for their lives, along with the two teachers. But what could he do? He was even more helpless than the rescue hero right now, unable to even interact with the world around him.

The class president braked slightly, attempting to dodge the portal, but before he could stop all the way, Shoji lunged at the mist, capturing it with his limbs. Iida stumbled, but quickly changed course and headed for the exit again.

“Go!!” the multi limbed student yelled, but the strict boy was already on it, rushing down his original path towards the exit.

Gami couldn’t sit idle anymore, his nonexistent heart thumping with a mix of desperation and fear. He flew towards the shut door that Iida was running towards, the purple mist trailing them both. The spirit could hear him curse as he noticed the doors were locked in some manner. He arrived at the set of doors just as the villain was finally catching up to the student, but he wasn’t sure what exactly to do. The doors had no obvious set of controls that he could mess with, but that didn’t pose too much of an issue. This was one of the few times where he was thankful for his intangibility as he shoved his hands into the wall, searching for something. He stuck his head into the wall afterwards, hoping to get a better bearing of what he was dealing with.

Hearing some commotion behind him, the ghost peeked his head out of the wall. Out of the corner of eye, he could make out Uraraka frantically dashing towards Iida. His ears picked up the shocked cry of Ashido, who was now kneeling next to Thirteen’s body. There was so much going on, Gami could barely keep his eyes focused on the task at hand. He was afraid, a feeling that was alien to him. He was afraid for his successor, afraid for Iida and for Uraraka, afraid for Aizawa who was fighting alone against an army. But the fear gave him the warped motivation to do anything he possibly could to help. And so in a desperate, frenzied attempt to do something, the specter let out an anguished yell and ripped his hands from the wall.

He noticed that the misty villain was now floating, meaning that Uraraka had touched him with her quirk somehow. Sero had attached a piece of his tape to what looked to be the man’s neckpiece, and was now parading the villain like a balloon. And while this would obviously be a sign of relief, Gami couldn’t focus on anything of the sort over the damn pain in his hands.

He didn’t have to even look down to know his hands were shaking. It was almost as if they were being impaled over and over again, the slight pricks collecting to become an overly agonising feeling. He clutched them close to his chest, hoping that would stop the constant throbbing. If he had blood running through his imaginary veins, he was sure it would be all over himself and the floor by now.

A sudden blur zoomed past his form, and the ghost craned his head to confirm what it was. He was certain it was Iida, but all that was past him was the closed door. If the student kept running, he’d only crash into the shut metal. But he heard no sound, no crash, no bang. He moved his gaze over to the exit, wondering just exactly what he would see

The entrance doors were somehow separated by a small gap, to which Gami could see Iida using his hands to pry open. The boy only needed to push the doors open a bit more before he could squeeze himself through and take off towards the main campus. The villain audibly cursed from behind him, but there was nothing he could do as the student had already left the premise of the building. The sigh of relief from the remaining students was evident, knowing help would be on the way soon.

But one factor gnawed at the spirit. How did the entrance doors open in the first place? They were already open when Iida reached them, so he didn’t pry them all the way. So if it wasn’t the class president, how then?

Looking over to the wall beside the doors, he quickly found his answer.

The area he had been sticking his hands into moments early was now completely blown apart, bits of metal and wires hanging out of the broken panels. There was more debris on the floor surrounding it, but most of the damage was still inside the wall, hidden by the poorly lit space. There were small sparks, but nothing worthy of potentially starting a fire, thankfully. But, one question quickly led to another.

Had he done that? Was he the cause of the damage in front of him? But even if that was so, he couldn’t even begin to understand how, the pain in his hands overwhelming his thoughts.

The pain in his hands…

When his hands were in the wall, he was sure that they were transparent. After all, he couldn’t actually feel any of the wires his fingers were passing through. But now, the wall was blown open and his fingers trembling uncontrollably. Shakily putting the pieces together, he pressed his hands against the wall, on one of the undamaged panels.

Just as he thought, his fingers were stopped by the metal, a cool chill rushing through his bones. He had made contact with the wall. He was currently solid.

Then, that could only mean he had turned solid as he was ripping his hands from the wall. He had ripped his hands from the wall, and the wall along with him, destroying the mechanics behind the locked door. That’s why his hands ached so bad, they had turned solid while inside another solid, plus he forcefully pulled them out of that solid afterward.

He was the cause of this, but it made him more relieved than he could have possibly felt in that moment. He had done something useful, and now, help was on its way. He was so filled with gratefulness, the spirit almost broke down in tears.

But, he held in the dam, focusing his attention back to the next task at hand. The villain had grumbled something at Iida’s escape, but left the rest of the students alone. Figuring he wasn’t planning on hurting them, the ghost made a judgement call to leave the entrance area. He still needed to find his successor, and make sure the boy was alright. Thirteen was hurt, but stable, and the rest of the kids could take care of him.

So Gami left, floating away to begin searching the different zones. He had lost the boy once, sure…

But he would never make that same mistake again.

 


 

“How can we possibly fight, you dumbass?!” Mineta screeched, sweat running down his face, “These guys might even be tough enough to kill All Might!!”

Midoriya ignored the jab in favor of leaning back over the railing to take another peek at the waters below.

“Our only hope is to hide somewhere until the U.A. heroes come to rescue us!!” the panicked boy continued, not caring if the villains below hear his cries.

However, the green haired teen wasn’t paying attention, mumbling his thoughts to himself, “Those guys down there… most of them are clearly suited for aquatic combat…”

But his muttering was loud enough for the other two students to pick up on, with Mineta getting more aggravated by the short whispers. “Stop ignoring my point!!”

“So the ringleaders must have recruited their teams knowing about USJ’s different environments.” Asui however, picked up on his thought process right away.

Midoriya nodded. “Exactly! Their intel must have told them that much at least. But, with all their careful planning, one odd point sticks out.”

The frog girl tilted her head in confusion, while the short grape boy continued to grow more annoyed. In response, the teen gestured towards his female classmate.

“Tsu, they zapped you…” he explained, remembering to address her by her nickname, “into the flood zone.”

But to his dismay, neither of the two teens seemed to understand what he was trying to point out, both giving his deadpan looks. The lack of response made the boy falter, wondering if he should have just kept his mouth shut in the first place.

“What I’m saying,” he began to clarify, “is that they must not know about our quirks.”

That particular comment made Asui’s head snap up as she pointed one of her gloved fingers to the conflagration area in the distance. “If they’d known about me having frog powers… they’d have dropped me into that fiery area.”

“It’s exactly because they don’t know about our quirks that their strategy was to overwhelm us with numbers,” Midoriya added, “And we can use that to our advantage.”

Unfortunately, none of the teen’s words seemed to reassure Mineta, who looked more panicked than ever. Sweat dripped down his face and mixed with the beginnings of his tears as his teeth audibly clattered.

Asui, on the other hand, remained with her neutral facade, her face showing little emotion in general. She brushed a lock of her damp hair from her eyes, looking towards the water.

“Well,” she started, “I can jump really high… and stick to walls.”

Realizing she was explaining her quirk, he quickly began memorizing her words.

“My tongue can stretch to a maximum of 20 meters. Also, I can spit up my stomach to clean it,” the girl continued, letting her tongue fall from her lips, “and secrete a poisonous fluid, but it really just stings a little.”

Mineta seemed to perk up at her last statement, which sent a small chill down his own spine. Ignoring the disgust that swept through his veins, he nodded towards his classmate in confirmation.

“Those last two aren’t that useful.” Asui started to backtrack, maybe out of self doubt, but that didn’t seem like her from the few moments he had gotten to interact with her. “Just forget about them.”

“No, no, no,” he tried to reassure her, “You’re really strong… I underestimated you.”

Taking a deep breath, he lifted up his own gloved hands, curling his fingers ever so slightly.

“My quirk…” he began, “allows me to decay anything I touch. I can also summon a scythe to fight with, which can also decay what it cuts. By decaying the air with a slash, I can make large explosions too…”

Midoriya figured that was a simple enough explanation to satisfy his classmates, and Mineta sensed that it was his turn to go next, mostly because he was the only one left. He pulled off one of his purple hair balls and squished it against the boat. He began patting it gently, and his hand was bounced off.

“It’s really sticky. If I’m feeling good, it’ll stick there all day,” the short student explained, referring to his hair ball, “A new one’ll grow in the old one’s place, but if I take too many, I’ll start bleeding. They’ll also bounce off my own body without sticking to me.”

The quiet teen nodded, mumbling lightly while trying to put together this new information. Asui stared blankly at the other boy, not even attempting to break eye contact with him. Mineta stared back, uncomfortableness rising within him. Tears pooled in his eyes before he bursted.

“Like I said, we just gotta wait to be rescued!!” he cried, “My quirk is terrible for fighting multiple opponents!!”

Startled, Midoriya jumped up from his squatted position, shaking his head. “N-not at all. It’s a great quirk. We just have to think on how to make use of it…”

Then, the boat began rocking, making the three students grip the railing to peer over. The villains were becoming antsy and one with a strange looking mutant quirk turned to another, who he couldn’t see due to the slight waves crashing around him.

“I’m getting bored over here.” Midoriya could hear the mutant villain say to the person floating next to him. “Finish this already, huh?”

When he watched the adjacent villain nod, he knew the worst was yet to come.

“Get down!” he yelled to his classmates, who all quickly ducked behind the lower portion of the railing. Just as they did, he could hear explosions from all around him, as the boat shook violently. Chunks of rubble and debris flew in every direction as he watched a piece of the boat split in two only a few feet away from his hiding form.

“What’s going on?” Asui croaked, using her sticky fingers to cling onto the railing wall.

Curiously, Mineta poked his head out from below the railing, lasting not even a second before ducking back down while trembling heavily.

“Fingers!” he cried horrifyingly, “He’s shooting fingers at us!! I’m gonna puke!!”

Something terrifying clicked in Midoriya’s head once he registered that word. The explosions around him soon began to fade into nothing as his eyes grew heavy. The world drowned into silence, with nothing left but the echoing of his own, pressing thoughts.

He wasn’t an idiot, nor was he stupid. And denial certainly didn’t turn him into one. He knew. He knew the second Mineta even started to utter that word, and he sure as hell didn’t need him to finish. He had forgotten, though. He had let that slip from his mind since his first day at U.A., and he could admit that regrettably. But he had known all along, all he had needed was this one single spark to completely burst his stability into flames.

This bastard. This bastard had a certain finger rocket quirk, one that he could recognize all too well. The damage, the debris, the smoke, he just knew. It was him. This was the bastard.

This was the fucker who had crushed Ishihara in his own home.

A single question rang throughout his head.

How?

The villain had been restrained after the incident. That was the whole reason the ambulance was late in the first place. He was supposed to be locked up, in jail, somewhere away from here. So how? How did he keep finding his way back into Midoriya’s life, when he so desperately wanted him gone? This man had ruined the life of someone he truly learned to care about, someone who truly cared about him. Was he back for more? After all this time, was he truly back for more? Was he that desperate to taste his heartbreak again?

If that was the case, then this villain was certainly stupid, unlike himself. Did he think he’d let him get away with the same kind of stunt again? Did he think he could run off with another life like he did all that time ago? He had managed to slip from his grasp once, but that was because he was unprepared. The opportunity hadn’t presented itself to the teen, and by the time he had reached the crushed house of his dead friend, the villain had been long carted off. But he had foolishly shown up again, his greed getting the best of him. And now, the universe had graced him with a single opportunity. A single chance to grasp his vengeance by the throat and squeeze the life out of it until it was no more. He would clutch his chance so tight, it would turn blue out of asphyxiation. DT would pool at his fingertips and disintegrate it into submission, and he would enjoy watching the bits flake off and scatter into the wind. The warm blood would run down his hands and drip onto the floor, decorating his clothes like permanent ink.

And he would enjoy it, because the universe had given him this chance.

But, just as quickly as it had come, the thought removed itself from his head, a slight shaking rumbling through his shoulders. It felt as if his head finally broke the surface of the sludge it was drowning in, allowing a rush of fresh air into his lungs. He could breathe. He could breathe again.

What was he thinking?

“Izu…? Izu, please…! Say something!”

The sound of explosions rushed back into his ears as his eyes settled back down on the image of the splitting ship. He felt his back digging uncomfortably against the cold, metal railing as the black spots finally faded from his vision. As his sight refocused, he could make out Asui and Mineta squatting above him. Remembering the urgency of the situation he was currently in, he jumped up onto his feet, clutching his head into his hands.

“Midori, are you alright?” The frog girl cocked her head, tapping her foot nervously, “You’ve been mumbling for some time.”

Looking around quickly, he noted the boat was still afloat, which was relieving in a sense. How could he have let himself get so sidetrack, and by a thought so villainous?

“I’m so sorry.” He hoped to the universe and above that his classmates couldn’t make out what he was saying. But as he turned to Mineta, his hope was completely shattered.

The short boy was trembling violently, hiding behind Asui’s lean figure. He was making terrified eye contact with him, as if he was afraid to let him out of his sight. That crushed any confidence he had left, leaving him wanting to sink along with the boat.

He didn’t want to look at his peer’s expression anymore, so he turned his head away, finding his mentor in his sight instead. He was surprised the ghost found him as quickly as he did, but he wasn’t complaining. The man looked eager to say something, but held his comments back. That was right. They still had a fight to win.

Asui seemed to think the same way. “Look, Midori. We can talk about what you said later, but right now, we need a plan.”

That was fair. He needed to put his feelings aside, however intense they may be. Besides, he didn’t really want to focus on what had just transpired earlier. It made him feel sick, to think revenge had run through his thoughts, and even sicker that he had actually considered it as if it were a viable option.

“Alright,” he agreed, “I have an idea.”

He motioned for them to huddle in closer, and they did, although not without some hesitation. He hushed his voice down to a whisper to explain his thoughts, unaware of the dwindling patience of the villains in the water below. Mineta didn’t seem to get the memo, though, or maybe he was still too shaken from what happened earlier, because he continued to cry out louder, making bold accusations about how his plan wouldn’t work out.

The boat rumbled violently again, and that's when Midoriya knew they had to act. Nodding to his classmates, he approached the edge of railing alone, his thoughts racing through the remaining fragments of his broken mind. Finally seeing that the boy was by himself, Gami rushed over, his patience being pushed to the limits.

“Izu, what happened? Please… you had me extremely worried.”

The teen didn’t bother to look at his mentor, but he huffed something under his breath.

“I saw him, and I almost did something awful.”

The ghost looked even more confused after that, but he paid him no mind. The ship wouldn’t float another 20 seconds, and he needed to act now. He had a mission, and that was to protect Asui.

He could grill himself over this later.

Even still, he couldn’t get rid of all his anger. Nothing he could do in the moment would calm him down. But maybe that wasn’t too bad of a thing. Anger was an everyday emotion, even if he himself didn’t feel it all that often. He just needed to let it out in a healthy way, something that would be beneficial to the situation. He could be angry and he could help at the same time. It was simply a delicate balance, but if that’s what it took for the two to coexist, he would make it work.

Midoriya lifted his right foot to step on the railing, the iron soles from his boots digging into the damaged metal. He looked back over to his peers anxiously, but Asui was already in position, with Mienta clutched under her arm. She sent him a quick nod and turned away.

He was angry, but that wasn’t all he was. He was nervous, afraid, tense, all the possible negative outcomes rushing through his head. But even through all of that, he was determined. Sure, he was angry, but that wouldn’t define him right now. So he let his fury simmer right below his fingertips as he gripped his hands onto the railing as well.

As empowering as anger felt, it really wasn’t his kind of emotion. He’d rather leave this type of thing to Bakugo.

“GO TO HELL!!”

The boy leaped off the boat, letting loose his rage in a mangled, beast-like expression. The smug faces of the villains below him didn’t aid his efforts to calm down, merely feeding into his fury. But he wouldn’t let it overtake him. Channeling his anger, he summoned his scythe mid-jump, and swung down as hard as he could, screaming all the way.

The air audibly ripped apart at the slash, the force behind it so intense, it sent him flying back upwards. And yet, all he could do was search for the man with that damned quirk. He didn’t know what the villain looked like, and no one fired back at him, too preoccupied with fighting off the gigantic whirlpool that had just formed in the middle of the flood zone. Even so, the few seconds more he had in the air let him step back, and finally breathe. He was so overwhelmed by everything: the attack, his emotions, the constant breathing of death down his neck. So being up in the air like this, finally away from it all, it was relieving in a sense.

And finally, his anger was gone, replaced by an accepting smile that now adorned his face. He couldn’t help the few tears that escaped from his eyes, but the air around him quickly blew them away before anyone could notice.

Right after he made the blast with his weapon, Asui jumped from the boat, wrapping Midoriya’s waist with her tongue. Mineta, who was still under her arm, began hurling his sticky balls down towards the spiralling water. They were quickly swept up in the current and entrapped every villain that was waiting for them below, globbing them up in one sticky mass.

Throughout the entire ordeal, Mineta sobbed, his fat tears dribbling down his cheeks heavily along with his snot.

It was amazing, how two people in the same situation could cry so genuinely, for such drastically different reasons.

Midoriya felt a hand grabbing the back of his gym uniform, but assumed that was Asui pulling him closer as they flew through the air. He wasn’t facing forward, so he couldn’t see where they were landing, but he did get a wonderful view of all the villains piled up in the center of the artificial lake. He was too far to see any of their distinguishing features, though. Was that truly a bad thing? He had no idea.

The three landed right by the edge of the flood zone, hitting the water with a deafening splash. Well, the splash itself wasn’t that loud, but combined with the uncomfortable silence that enveloped the students had made it ring in their ears.

The teen wasn’t sure what to say, if anything at all. He wasn’t even sure what exactly his classmates heard in the first place. He hoped it wasn’t anything too damning, because if it was, he wasn’t sure words would be able to repair anything.

He noticed a sharp pressure on his right shoulder, but recognized its ice cold touch as Gami’s. He didn’t make any auditory acknowledgement, but he couldn’t help but visibly soften, to which the ghost observed.

Asui’s blunt personality allowed her to break the silence first. “Midori, you said some concerning things while you were spaced out on us earlier.”

He didn’t even care what exactly they heard anymore, now wanting to be wiped off the face of the earth. Deep in his conscience, he felt the urge to fall on his knees and beg for forgiveness, not caring how hard of a hit his limited pride took.

“I’m sorry,” he repeated, hoping that would be enough to express how genuinely guilty he felt.

Mineta didn’t look convinced, but his female classmate simply nodded her head.

“And I believe you,” she replied, “but you still need to explain yourself.”

He flinched at the strength in her tone. He wasn’t expecting Asui to be intimidating, but her words made him want to curl into himself. But she had a point, he needed to explain his actions, however uncomfortable they may have been.

“I recognized someone… a quirk, I mean.” The words came out shakily, fumbling at the tip of his tongue like marbles rolling out of his mouth. “I really didn't mean to… I just-”

“Got angry?” Asui finished with a questioning tone, tilting her head slightly.

Midoriya nodded, confirming her assumption. “Someone I cared about… he isn’t here, b-because o...of-”

The girl placed her gloved hand on his arm, signalling that he didn’t have to finish. Surprisingly, the touch didn’t bother him as much as it would have in the past, more worried about holding in his sobs. Now was definitely not the time or place to cry, as emotionally wrecked as he was.

“It’s alright. I think I get it now,” she spoke softly, a sharp contrast to her usual tone.

The spirit understood as well, after hearing that last part, and moved to run his fingers through the boy’s hair. He was starting to regret not trying to find his successor earlier, considering how much he missed upon arriving. He felt unnaturally guilty, having left him to spiral alone, especially in the face of the villain that had done so much damage.

“Revenge is not an easy choice to pass up,” the frog girl added, “I underestimated your strength.”

He smiled at her words and wiped any remnants of tears in his eyes with his own gloved hand. “Thank you…”

Asui then looked over to Mineta, who had distanced himself from the other two. Now that he was looking, he noticed his tears were lightly tinted red, probably blood from the drawback of his quirk. She elbowed him sharply and he cried out.

“Fine, fine!” he wailed pitifully, turning towards the green haired teen, “Just don’t do that again. It was really scary.”

While he was thankful to have his classmates’ forgiveness, the grape boy’s words stirred something uncomfortable in his stomach. He didn’t want to come off as scary or unnerving, that was the exact opposite of the image he wanted. He already saw his own power as dangerous and uncontrollable, but he didn’t want others to view him the same way. All he desired was to be a hero, to help others and restore peace. But he couldn’t do any of that if people saw him in fear.

The three approached the very edge of the water, resting their tired arms along the ground. Even from their distance, they could all make out Aizawa fighting against the horde of villains surrounding him.

“So, what should we do now?” Asui asked, looking over to Midoriya.

“Well, for now, calling for help is our priority,” he explained, suddenly remembering his main goal of keeping his classmate alive, “If possible, we should follow the shoreline and make for the exit, avoiding the plaza altogether.”

She had died right here in the water by the plaza’s edge. The last thing he wanted was to keep them in that very spot.

“Makes sense,” she agreed, “Looks like Aizawa-sensei is drawing a large number of them to the plaza.”

The teen hummed. He couldn’t deny his worry for his homeroom teacher, but what was he supposed to do? Right now, his focus was protecting Asui from the morbid end he had witnessed in his vision. But a lot still plagued his mind. They still needed to call the main campus for help, and he still needed to help Eraserhead against the horrific bird monster he had seen earlier.

“You do not need to worry yourself with calling for help.” Gami could sense his successor’s nervousness, and finally decided to share the little information he had. “I was able to assist Iida in escaping the premises. Help is already on its way.”

He nearly responded out loud in his relief, but managed to restrain his voice in his throat. At least now, he didn’t have to hold out for much longer. He could also now prioritize Asui and Aizawa’s well being.

He did catch the strange wordplay of his mentor, though. Assist? What exactly could Gami have done in the first place? His solidity wasn’t really a factor he could readily control. He would have to question the ghost later, after all, there were many more important things he needed to focus on right now.

“Don’t tell me you’re actually considering interfering, Midoriya?” Mineta questioned snarkily, “Because that’s just stupid!”

He hadn’t realized he had been spacing out for so long. It must have looked like he was debating on whether to help their teacher, which wasn’t a complete lie.

“N-no, I think we should get to safety first.” His main priority was to protect Asui, he couldn’t let that slip from his mind. But the three of them couldn’t help but stand there and watch Aizawa fight against dozens upon dozens of villains.

Then, the boy recognized the blue haired villain with the decay quirk step forward. A familiar rush of fear swamped over him, and yet, he couldn’t tear his eyes away.

The two engaged in combat and steadily grew closer to the edge of the plaza as a result. Midoriya could begin to hear the man’s voice. He was counting down. Counting down the seconds between Eraserhead’s quirk.

He watched in utter horror as the villain disintegrated his teacher’s elbow, the skin flaking off into the wind. He could believe he himself had thought about doing the same to that villain before. What kind of sick hero was he? Could he even begin to call himself that?

Aizawa punched him away, the man rolling off further from the edge of the plaza. The pro fought off a few more stray villains, even with his injury, and turned back towards the young adult. He couldn’t see the villain’s mouth with that disgusting severed hand covering it, but judging solely off his movements, he guessed the blue haired man was talking. Based on the childish personality he had displayed earlier, it was likely he was taunting the hero.

There was a quick flash, so fast, not even Gami could make out what it was. It all had happened so quickly, none of the students even had a chance to process what had unfolded before their very eyes. They were simply left at the edge of the flood zone in complete and utter shock.

Aizawa was pinned down by the hideous beast Midoriya had seen in his premonition. His face was buried into the earth, and his goggles in pieces around him. One of the monster’s hands was holding the hero down by his back with uncomfortable force. And the other, was twisting the pro’s now broken arm behind him at a sharp and unnatural angle.

Even through that revolting hand on his face, the boy could feel his smirk burn into his eyes, the giddy expression absolutely sickening. The villain had walked closer in the time Aizawa was restrained, and now the teens could hear his chilling voice loud and clear.

“Meet the anti-symbol of peace.”

He laughed, a repulsive and terrifying laugh.

“The bioengineered… Nomu.”

Notes:

A bit on the shorter side with this chapter (20 pages), but I really enjoyed writing it! I love hyping up fight scenes. They have so much emotion!

So with Gami and Kurogiri’s portals, the ghost can’t interact with them if you really think about it. Gami can’t touch anything except for Midoriya and other souls, so he wouldn’t be able to touch the portal. He would literally pass through the portal, meaning he wouldn’t get warped. Makes for some interesting ideas in the future, as well as some tense moments. After all, if Midoriya gets warped, Gami can’t go with him…

The Kurogiri scene with Gami as an unwilling spectator was actually a lot of fun to write. He really couldn’t do anything during that fight, and knowing that made it all the more difficult for him to watch. Though, he did manage to help out last minute, in a bit more of a destructive way than he was expecting. These solidity moments are getting kind of weird. Wonder what’s up with them…

Onto the big thing in this chapter: return of someone you all probably forgot about lol. The finger rocket villain is back and boy is Midoriya angry. How did he get out of prison? Will we get a confrontation? Does this villain even have a name? So many unanswered questions, but don’t worry, they will all be resolved in due time. I guess you could say that this is the first chapter of the “Aftermath of Ishihara” subplot. What does that mean? Well, I guess you’ll just have to stay tuned and observant. It is a subplot after all, so it’s not a huge focus of the upcoming chapters… yet :)

I think that’s pretty much it! If you have any questions, feel free to ask! I really enjoy reading your comments and seeing your insights into each chapter.

Death’s Touch: Anything Midoriya touches starts to decay immediately, regardless of the amount of fingers touching. This ability works on both the living and the non living. At first, Midoriya couldn’t control this ability, as it activated immediately without his consent. However, now he is able to control the activation on humans and non living objects, being able to start and stop the decay at will. However, he had gained no progress with plant or animal life. Any damage done to living organisms with this power cannot be healed.

Death’s Scythe: Midoriya can summon a scythe to fight with at will. The scythe vaguely resembles a bird’s beak, and has a hole near the start of the blade. The scythe is the only item that can’t be destroyed by Death’s Touch. The Death’s Touch ability can be shared with the scythe at Midoriya’s will, however it can only decay what it cuts. The decay follows the same rules as Death’s Touch. He can also make the scythe disappear at will when he is finished with it or to free his hands.

Immortality: Midoriya is immortal and cannot die. However, he can still get hurt and scarred. The immortality ability doesn’t provide any regeneration, but any wounds that could be detrimental to his job, such as lost/broken limbs and organs, will be healed the next day.

Premonition: Midoriya can see flash images of people who may die before they are supposed to. Normally, he cannot interfere with death, as it’s his job, but he has the option of attempting to save anyone he views in a premonition. These premonitions are bare and don’t provide much information other than the person themselves and their demise, occasionally revealing the setting and attacker, if any. The premonitions can come true between an hour after viewing to 3 days later.

Soul Contact: When a person dies, their soul is immediately sent to Midoriya. He can see, touch, and hold these souls. When holding a soul, Midoriya can see the most important memories and decisions attached to that soul, and hence that person.

Soul Sorting: This ability allows Midoriya to decide which part of the afterlife a soul moves on to. The areas of the afterlife can only be summoned with intent and the swipe of a hand, with the areas themselves being represented by flames. The areas that he can choose from are Paradise, Purgatory, and the Underworld. Once Midoriya decides where the soul best fits, it is sent to the being of that respective area. If approved, the soul stays in that area forever, the exception being Purgatory. Souls in Purgatory can be moved again to either Paradise or the Underworld, however, this is not Midoriya’s decision. If rejected, the soul is sent back to him for reevaluation. All souls must be sorted within 24 hours of Midoriya receiving them, with rejected souls resetting their time limits once they get back to him. Failure to sort a soul within its time limit may result in serious unknown punishment.

Chapter 20: Warning! Reflections In This Mirror May Be Distorted

Summary:

Midoriya is shoved head first into heroism, whether he was prepared or not.

He might have bitten off more than he could chew...

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Another sickening snap rang about the plaza as the monster, now identified as Nomu, crushed Aizawa’s arm further in his grasp, the vibrant hue of blood trickling down his fingers. The hero held in a pained gasp, letting his bloodstained hair fall over his eyes. The sight was nauseating, seeing his teacher so easily squashed by the horrid creature in front of him as if he were a mere insect.

The hand covered villain wobbled over to the restrained pro, stopping only a few feet away from him. He let out a sinister chuckle, the severed hands across his body only adding to the intimidation.

“Canceling out quirks. Pretty cool… but nothing special,” he started with a degrading zap, “Up against crazy strength, you might as well be totally quirkless.”

Aizawa didn’t release any outward reaction at his declaration, opting to lean his head so one of the Nomu’s hands was in his line of sight. He discretely activated his quirk, but the mutant didn’t seem to notice or care.

One last crunch echoed out as Eraserhead couldn’t hold in his cry of pain. The Nomu released his broken arm, letting it crash violently against the ground.

The students watched in absolute horror, their faces washed over with fear. Mineta had his hands clenched over his mouth to muffle his mumblings. Asui had ducked down halfway underwater, allowing the bubbles to froth over her mouth. But Midoriya hadn’t moved an inch, caught between the newfound paralyzing fear that rushed over him. He knew he had to get the others to run while they still could, but his feet felt frozen to the bottom of the lake.

His thoughts were running haywire in his mind, flash images of the premonition he had earlier circling through. Seeing the hero bloodied and battered in front of his very eyes made the bile churn in his stomach. He had assumed that the pro had erased the Nomu’s quirk when he shot the side glance, but the beast didn’t seem to react at all. It’s behavior didn’t change either, any hesitance was completely invisible. Taking the monster’s stature into consideration as well, the teen was inclined to believe that the Nomu’s base strength was insane.

He didn’t get any more time to think, as Aizawa’s head was promptly slammed into the ground; the Nomu’s hand gripped tightly around his skull. Little bits of debris and blood scattered about the ground, painting the scene red. Midoriya flinched at the blow, feeling the phantom pains from his premonition before. If the water wasn’t sloshing around him, he would have been convinced he was also being physically bashed into the earth.

The villain strolled towards him, now squatting above his fallen form. His shoulders heaved sporadically in complete silence, before soon being accompanied by chilling laughter.

“Your quirk… it’s not good in long, group battles, yeah?” he taunted, “You specialize in quick, sneak attacks.”

Listening to the man’s uncomfortably true words made the teen shudder in his skin, but his mind was nothing but emptiness. What was he supposed to do? He needed to get Asui away from danger, but the thought of leaving Aizawa behind made him feel terribly guilty.

“Yet you jumped right into this fight…” he continued, unaware of the spiraling mess of the child hiding behind him, “Hoping to make the kids feel safe?”

Was that what the hero was hoping to accomplish when he leapt off the top of the stairs? A fearless, steel-hearted facade? It had been utterly terrifying witnessing his teacher throw himself into danger when the villains first invaded, but pushed his doubt aside in favor of having confidence in the pro’s abilities. But now, he wondered if Aizawa was afraid as well. He had listened to the account of his own demise only hours earlier, fully aware of what could happen to him. And yet, he didn’t even hesitate to step in and fight, even with all of that likely on his mind. Was it simply his iron nerves of steel, or was he really trying to reassure everyone’s fears?

The villain cackled again, cracking himself up at his own declaration. Even throughout his sinister words, the boy couldn’t help but shake the childish nature he kept reading off the man. It became almost disgusting, listening to his laughter in such a dire situation. Did he even realize the severity of his actions, or did he just not care?

He stood back up, taking a couple steps back from both Aizawa and the Nomu. His laughter finally ceased, but was soon replaced by the villain feverishly scratching his neck, even through the set of severed hands wrapped around them. As the seconds ticked by, the clawing grew more intense and aggressive.

Midoriya recognized it right away, however, he himself having experience with it. The scratching was most likely a nervous tic, and while the teen didn’t scratch himself, he certainly had his own distinctive tics, the picking at his globes being his most noticeable. He couldn’t help but wonder where the villain’s tic had come from, especially one so self destructive. What itched so feverishly under his skin that he was unable to cease the instinctual urge to quell it?

His eyebrows furrowed. Maybe there was more to this man than what he was able to see at face value.

But the villain’s menacing voice returned, snapping the boy out of his thoughts as well as any remnants of compassion his subconscious might have been stirring up.

“All Might still isn’t here yet?” His whine sounded more like a question rather than a statement. “Even after all this?”

Despite however he felt about the male, he couldn’t help but agree with his plea. Where was the number one hero? He was supposed to be here originally along with Eraserhead and Thirteen, but he was nowhere to be found. He desperately wished for the man to show up soon, if only to end the raging fear that was flooding his system.

The scratching only grew worse and more violent. “Kurogiri isn’t here either… I swear, if he wasn’t our ticket out of here I’d have turned him to dust by now.”

Kurogiri? He needed a face to go with the name. He thought about the villain’s sentence some more, searching for anything he could pick apart and analyze.

“Ticket out of here? Does that make this Kurogiri the portal one?” The ghost was likely not talking to anyone in particular, but he unintentionally voiced his thoughts aloud. Thankfully he did, as it was the bridge he was missing. He snapped his eyes to the spirit on instinct, but didn’t move any more of his body out of fear the villain would see. Gami caught his slight action and nodded, if only to ease the confirmation.

It was a strange desire, but he hoped the villain continued talking to himself. The man’s ramblings were giving away his thought process, whether he was doing that intentionally or not.

“All Might’s absence is starting to get under my skin,” he huffed, drawing out the last word, “Maybe I should show him why he shouldn’t keep me waiting…”

There was something about the tone in his words that made absolute terror flood through him. His veins finally felt alive again, and with his newfound freedom, he knew they needed to leave. They had far overstayed their welcome, and Midoriya was genuinely afraid of the man in front of his eyes. He should have gotten Asui out of here a while ago, but he ignorantly let fear consume him.

He wanted to leave before he came to regret it.

“I’ve got a bad feeling, Midori…” Asui mumbled out, her blank face slowly starting to change to one of hesitance.

“So do I,” he responded, sharing her feelings, “We need to leave now.”

The teen just kept telling himself that he’d come back for Aizawa. He just needed to get Tsu to safety first.

But just as the three students began to sneakily make their way away from the edge of the plaza, another chilling declaration sent them right back rooted to the ground.

“I’ll at least wound the pride of the symbol of peace,” he chuckled eerily, his blue hair flopping about with each word, “Leave a few dead kids on his conscience…”

The villain then rushed over to the group of kids, so fast that none of them even saw it coming. He reached a hand right at his classmate’s face, right at Asui’s face. He knew exactly what was coming, and yet, he found himself caught in slow motion. The boy screamed for his limbs to move, but they didn’t obey, remaining frozen in the water.

No, no, no. He couldn’t fail her like this. He couldn’t watch her die in front of his very eyes, all due to his inaction. He would never forgive himself, to fail a premonition all because of his stupidity. The milliseconds ticked by as he watched the hand grow closer to her shocked expression, all five fingers spread and ready to grab. But he couldn’t move.

He had watched her death only hours before, and now he was going to watch it again. How he would ever live with this guilt, he didn’t even know. But all that was on his conscience now was the fact that he had failed. He had failed Asui, and he would never forgive himself.

“IZUKU!! Do something!!”

He had never wanted to break down and cry so hard before.

Midoriya watched his fingers wrap around her face, moving so fast her expression never had time to change. He couldn’t bring himself to close his eyes, and prepared to witness the skin begin to flake off into nonexistence. He braced himself for her screams as they already bounced around in his head.

A second went by. Then another. And still nothing. The villain didn’t bother to let go of her face, nor turn his head back. The boy willed his eyes to focus on his female classmate, but saw nothing he was preparing himself for. She was still alright, well, as alright as a potentially traumatized child could be. But the girl wasn’t injured, despite having all five fingers on her skin.

“You really are pretty cool,” the young man sighed, almost disappointed.

Midoriya moved his head slightly, only to be graced by the most thankful thing he could have ever wished for.

“Eraserhead…”

His teacher, bloody eyed and beaten, had found the strength to lift his head up while still in the Nomu’s grasp and erase the villain’s quirk, effectively saving Asui’s life.

This was right. This was exactly how his premonition went. Through his overwhelming terror and hyperventilation, he had forgotten that Aizawa saved Asui once right before her death. This was that moment. It had to be. There was no other explanation. And according to the rest of his vision, the villain would count down the remaining seconds until his teacher’s quirk gave out.

He had failed once, but he sure as hell wouldn't fail her again.

His blood was mixed with the nauseating combination of fear and determination, but the mixture was finally enough to thaw the ice in his veins. His brain screamed at him, and he didn’t dare hesitate this time. He moved purely on reflex, jumping out of the water and making a strong right kick into the villain’s side. He flashed the iron soles of his boots, ready to plow them into his body. He stuffed all his desperation into this one blow, not caring about restraint. If the man bled, so be it. He was prepared to protect his classmates with everything he had.

If the first time he had done nothing, then the second time he would give everything.

“GET OFF HER!!”

He dug his iron heel into the body in front of him. It was a sickening blow, violent enough to break ribs, but he wasn’t worried about that in the moment. All he needed was to get the villain away from his classmates.

But as the light smoke cleared, he was met with a different sight.

The large Nomu monster loomed over him with horrifying stature. His kick did not connect with the blue haired man, but instead with the beast in front of him. And just by the looks of it, it didn’t faze it one bit. The decay villain from before was now a few feet back, guarded by the Nomu between them. Did he call the creature over to take the hit? If so, that would mean it didn’t retain human level sentience. Or maybe the beast was protective of some sort? Either way, all that mattered was that this Nomu was like a loyal dog with this villain as its master.

This really wasn’t good.

Before he had any more time to ponder his next move, the Nomu let out a blood curdling screech, a true cry of war. Its large hands gripped the base of his leg, and he only had a second to process what was happening before all hell broke loose.

Oh shi-

His peers could only watch in pure terror as Midoriya was lifted up by the gruesome bird monster as if he were a stuffed toy. Then, with a bout of murderous force, it flung him into the center of the plaza like a shot put disc. The boy met the earth with an agonizing crash as the dust blew up around him, making Asui and Mineta scream out in horror.

He couldn’t stop the blood from escaping his lips, gasping out in pain as his back crashed from the blow. His whole body trembled uncontrollably as he took a second to reorient his mind. But he knew he couldn’t lay in the dirt forever, as much as he wanted to. So he willed every cell in his body to move as he shakily picked himself up off the ground. Looking over himself, he didn’t notice any broken bones, which was a miracle as well as a relief. It seemed the blow was nothing but shock, to which he could manage. He wiped the blood away from his lips, unfortunately letting it smear across his cheek.

Asui and Mineta were still by the edge of the plaza, staring as his standing form in complete bewilderment. Thankfully, the villain had moved away from them and was now facing in his direction. Was this it? Did he successfully stop Asui’s death from happening? He hoped so, but that didn’t leave him out of the woods just yet. He still had to save Aizawa, and keep himself standing.

His teacher was lying face down only a few feet away from him, unmoving. That sent a new rush of fear through him. He couldn’t have been too late. There was no way the hero was already dead. He needed to save them both. He had to.

Staring at the man’s prone form, he noticed the slightest twitch of movement. Just barely, he could make out the pro lifting his head to look at him. It hurt to see the man so bloodied and bruised, but he sent the hero a quick nod, if only to tell him that he was alright. He still had time, and he wouldn’t let anyone die.

The villain looked at his shakily standing form strangely, puzzled at his fast recovery. But he smiled nonetheless, to which he could tell even through the disgusting hand covering his face.

“Oh? This NPC’s got a little spunk in him…” he smirked, now fully focused on the wobbly boy near the center of the plaza, “Nomu, go play…”

The mutant rushed over with blinding speed, too fast for the teen to track. Unprepared, he had no time to even think of a counterattack or a dodge as his chest was met with another blow. He screamed out in anguish as his body tumbled a couple feet back, leaving him limp across the ground. The revolting taste of warm blood flooded his mouth and he coughed heavily in an attempt to clear it out. The red painted the earth as he clutched his chest desperately. He was sure a rib or two had been broken, but he didn’t feel as much pain as he thought he would. Maybe it was the adrenaline, or maybe the pure determination to not let Aizawa die, but he felt like he was walking on cloud nine, despite his blood painting him otherwise. His chest twinged again, but he ignored it. There were much more pressing matters.

He was still struggling to stand upright, currently on his hands and knees, when he heard the villain start laughing. That chilling laugh sickened him to his core, making him want to vomit. The situation was so overwhelming. Aizawa was still incapacitated. Asui and Mineta were still in harm's way. And fighting against this Nomu thing was like climbing uphill. There was no way he could even begin to keep up with it speed wise. And the power behind its blows was frightening. What could he even do?

Gami, seeing his successor struggling to move, rushed over to help pick him up. He was completely caught off guard by the monster’s speed and hadn’t reacted in time to do anything before the first two blows. But now, with a moment of pause washing over the battlefield, he found a chance to intervene. Ignoring the unplaced laughter, he looped his arms underneath the teen’s own, and gave him the push he needed to get back up on his feet.

“You cannot fight that creature,” the ghost tried to persuade, “It simply outmatches you in terms of strength and speed.”

“I have to…” His voice was raspy, but thankfully he was far away enough that no one could hear him whisper. “Aizawa-sensei… still needs help.”

That brought up its own set of problems. He still wanted to get his peers away from the edge and he needed to get his teacher out of there. But with the Nomu watching his every move, there was no way he’d have the opportunity to rescue both parties. But then how…

He looked over to Asui, and thankfully, her eyes met his own. He stared forcefully at her, his irises burning with determination. Sending a small nod, he hoped she could catch his message, before realigning his focus to the blue haired man, who was still chuckling.

“You know…” he started, pushing his voice to come out stronger than it was, “You really are stupid to think I’d go down that easily.”

The statement shocked all within earshot. Aizawa lifted his head up further to make strangulated eye contact with him, as Mineta loudly screeched at his proclaimed stupidity. Gami was taken aback, trying to get the boy to shut up, and the villain just looked surprised. But Asui kept her eyes locked on him, her expression remaining the same. He flashed her another quick glance before mustering up his leftover courage. All he could do was hope that this worked, in some shape or form.

“I may still… be a student,” he continued, “But I’m part of the best of the best. I’m more resilient than you think.”

That was true, in a sense. His undying body would allow him to put up much more of a fight than most, especially against such a monstrosity. But he pushed himself for more, trying to get under the man’s skin. He needed the attention to be solely on him for this to work. And if he had to push a few buttons in the process, so be it.

He wasn’t too focused on the sounds around him, but was sure that somewhere in the cacophony Mineta was screaming about how he was going to get himself killed. He hoped to his very core that Asui wasn’t thinking the same thing. He needed her to be one the same wavelength as him for this.

“So either give me your full attention.” His voice was laced with the intimidating combination of perseverance and grit. “Or you aren’t worth my time.”

Something in Asui’s head clicked at that last part. She was struggling to follow the thought process of the boy in front of her eyes, but now, she realized where he was headed. Their homeroom teacher was still in danger, and so Midoriya was trying to shift the target onto himself. He was going to use the villain’s childish nature against him, teasing him to hold his attention. And though it seemed suicidal at first glance, the girl was sure she had figured out the reason behind it.

The line was slow and powerful, leaving a surge in its wake. But yet, the teen couldn’t get his aching body to portray the same. He allowed himself to stumble for a moment before readjusting himself, but that was all the confirmation the villain needed.

He smirked. “A NPC like you? Resilient? Don’t make me laugh.” He turned over to look at the still fallen hero, who hadn’t found the energy to pull himself up yet. His sinister grin growing even wider, he focused back onto the boy.

“Nomu, finish off Eraserhead.”

Panicked, Midoriya swiveled towards the monster instead. If only he hadn’t broken his facade. This wasn’t what was supposed to happen. He needed the Nomu’s attention to himself, because as long as he was still standing, he could run. He could fight. But Aizawa could do neither of those things. And he himself couldn't fight and protect at the same time, he just didn’t have the abilities, nor the experience, to do so.

The Nomu was walking slowly towards the pro, unusual to witness compared to the insane speed he knew it had. But this gave him a chance to stop and think for a split second, just enough time to recollect his thoughts. Even throughout all of the chaos and fear, the villain was still toying with everyone, a detriment of his childish nature. And right now, he would take any opportunity that presented itself, no matter how it graced him. He was at the disadvantage, and that meant he had to scavenge for a solution.

If the villain wanted to toy around with the lives of everyone here, then he would have to exploit that fact and prove just exactly why he shouldn’t have been underestimated in the first place.

His scythe appeared in his right hand like a loyal dane, to the slight surprise of the blue-haired man. But despite all of the doubts running through his head, the pounding of the Nomu’s tread growing ever closer to the fallen hero, and his mentor’s concerned pleas for him to flee, he pushed past. Now was not the time for hesitation, and he would not hesitate. He had paused out of fear earlier, and he was lucky enough to get a second chance. He would not make that same mistake, and risk once again being at the universe’s mercy.

Like a lightning bolt striking down from the heavens, he slammed the blade directly into the ground, digging in far under the earth's surface. He gripped the handle deathly tight with both hands, and poured all of his fears and doubts out of him in a raging current. With his emotions so drastically heightened, the ground tore itself apart instantaneously, violently cracking into uneven pieces. The Nomu, having no chance to react, was plunged under, almost like a sinkhole; trapped from the waist down. It screeched and thrashed in an attempt to escape its confinement, but the earth held firm.

For now.

Eager to grasp his newfound opportunity, he tugged harshly on his weapon, trying to get it out of the ground. But his rush of emotions from before had been even stronger than he anticipated, the blade firmly lodged in the dirt no matter how hard he pulled. Watching the beast slowly begin to heave itself out of the ground, he quickly gave up pulling. Flexing his fingers twice, the weapon disappeared from its spot, leaving a small scar in the earth, and reappeared back in his grasp with a bit of a jolt.

He ran across the uneven ground with ease, the pieces small enough to hinder the large mutant, but large enough for him to walk upon. He only had to take a few steps before being in arms reach of the Nomu, but that was more than enough room. The boy pulled his arms back, raising the scythe up high. There was a single moment of which it was in the air, and he allowed himself a chance to breathe. His mind needed to be clear for this swing, uninterrupted by emotion, good or bad.

The monster that had been dubbed a Nomu seemed to be a horrific abomination of man and mutant, and that aspect both concerned and terrified him. The villain hadn’t uttered a single word, but still he wasn’t sure whether the thing was sentient. If it had a will of its own, or was merely a puppet being tossed around. But despite all that, the beast was still alive, breathing and moving and living. And while he desperately wanted to disintegrate the monster into nothing but a pile of ash out of complete fear for the safety of the people around him, his rivaling fear of ever decaying a living creature climbed up his throat and swallowed him whole.

His thoughts from before, back in the flood zone, resurfaced in his mind. It sickened him to think he was so close, and so eager, to use his deadly abilities on someone, no matter how he felt about them. He couldn’t do that again, not while he was of sane mind and body.

And so, in the single moment before impact, he closed his eyes, pulling himself away from all the stress and unease swirling around him. He allowed serenity to envelop him just as the darkness had, filling his lungs with a gulp of fresh air and freedom. He could feel nothing but the calm vortex of blankness that pooled in his stomach.

And just like that, he plowed the blade right into the flesh of the Nomu’s left shoulder, ignoring the deafening screech that came shortly afterwards.

“Tsu!” he cried out, somehow over the monster, “Go!!”

Fresh blood splattered in all directions, nearly entering his eyes and blinding him. But he held firm, digging the weapon further into its skin. The beast screamed again, flailing its arms in a desperate attempt to dislodge itself, but proved unsuccessful.

The frog girl jolted at the call of her name, but didn't waste any more time. She shoveled Mineta under her arm just as she did when evacuating the flood zone and leapt out of the water. The blue haired villain turned in surprise, but was too slow to do anything but watch as she soared through the air above everyone. Extending her tongue, she latched it around Aizawa’s waist and limply hauled him to the sidelines.

She landed on all fours away from the center of the plaza, towards the stairs that the underground hero had jumped down earlier. Asui released the grape boy from her grasp, who eagerly moved to hide behind her, and retracted her tongue back to her. Eraserhead’s body was yanked towards her, to which she caught as he collided with her.

Seeing that both his classmates and teacher were now out of harm’s way, Midoriya jumped back, finally out of reach and able to breathe. He returned his scythe to his hand, making it disappear and leave its spot in the Nomu’s shoulder. His retreat was just in time, as the mutant let out another deafening screech and ripped itself out of its earthly prison. The beast shook off the excess dirt and rubble as its shoulder dripped steadily with the flow of blood.

The Nomu cried out again, and everyone watched as its left arm throbbed and shook. Its skin bubbled as muscle wrapped itself around the large gash in its shoulder. The stream of warm blood began to slow down until it stopped completely, the flesh repaired as if nothing had happened in the first place.

The teen could only stare in shock, as the damage was completely erased in a matter of moments. He took a step back in shock, wanting to put as much distance between himself and the monster as possible.

Aizawa, who was still conscious surprisingly, could only widen his tired eyes, his body too exhausted to do much else. He heard Asui take a heavy gulp from behind him and Mineta spout terrified comments on how they needed to retreat. And for once, the hero wholeheartedly agreed with him. He didn’t want any of his students near the thing, much less have Midoriya engage it in combat, despite what he knew about his abilities.

The villain approached his beast, letting out loose chuckles along the way. “Surprised? Nomu here has a variety of quirks all essential towards defeating the symbol of peace, including hyper regeneration. Of course a NPC like you wouldn’t be able to damage it.”

He boy gasped at the newfound information. He was able to tell at a glance that the Nomu had super strength and speed, considering its endeavors earlier, but hyper regeneration would definitely pose a problem to not only himself, but All Might, if the hero ever arrived. A quirk like that would practically nullify any damage he did manage to do to it.

But the introduction of the new quirk brought up a whole new set of questions. Super strength and speed could easily be grouped into an enhancer quirk, but the confirmation of regeneration essentially proved that this creature had more than one quirk at his disposal. Having more than one quirk was considered extremely rare, and something deep in his gut told him there were still more shocks to come.

Though, he could hear the shift in the villain’s tone, as his head cocked to match. “Though, I’ve never seen a quirk like yours. Seems a bit… intimidating for a hero, don’t you think?”

The comment made Midoriya flinch, but he continued to brandish his weapon unwaveringly. He was still the only thing between the group of teacher and classmates behind him. And though he could be confident that both premonition deaths had been avoided, he couldn’t be completely sure, which left him torn on what to do next. He could stay and fight, allowing more time for either All Might to arrive or Iida to show up with reinforcements, or he could try and retreat. Though, he wasn’t sure if the villain would even allow him to retreat at all. But if he had to fight, what could he do? He didn’t want to draw any more blood, but even if he did, any damage he caused would practically be ineffective.

If he truly was going to stay and fight, his only option would be to use DT, as his decay was irreversible to organic matter. But there was no way he could bring himself to such an option. His hands grew clammy at the thought of what had run through his mind back on the boat, how eager he was to use his power on someone. His classmates had been scared of him, scared of what he could do in the wrong mindset. And he couldn’t blame them. Never had he been so utterly terrified of himself and what he was capable of. Even the villain had acknowledged he wasn’t suited for heroism.

The Nomu’s subsequent shriek brought him out of his thoughts. Only a moment had passed, but it had felt like ages in his self deprecating mind. Gami had now moved to float next to him, placing a hand upon his shoulder.

“Please, simply retreat. This battle is not in your favor,” the ghost pleaded with the boy, “You are at the immediate disadvantage.”

But he simply shook his head. “Fighting… even when the battle seems hopeless is the true making of a hero.” He paused to look at Aizawa’s bloodied form behind him, as well as Asui and Mineta’s terrified ones.

“If I must fight to stall for time, then that’s what I’ll do.”

He narrowed his eyes at the blue haired villain standing before him, bracing his form for immediate attack. He wasn’t sure what he could actually do, especially against such a foe, but that didn’t quell the pure determination running through his blood. He would continue to fight, as long as he was on this adrenaline high.

“Problem Child…”

Midoriya snapped his head around swiftly, making eye contact with his teacher, who was still in Asui’s grasp, fighting to stay conscious. His eyes were half lidded and struggling to remain open and dry blood caked over his face. His arms were mangled and his chest rose and fell in an unsteady rhythm. And yet, despite his obviously weakened form, his mouth moved to speak.

“I’m giving you permission to protect yourself and others… by any means necessary.” The words were slow and slurred, stumbling out of his mouth as if they didn’t belong.

Problem child, if I see you hesitating, I’ll let you know whether or not to use it. Call it permission if you will.

“Don’t… do anything rash.”

If anything does happen, then… I give you full permission to use your abilities on anyone, as long as it's to save a life.

His eyes widened as the grip on his weapon grew tighter. A jolt of pain rang in his chest again, but he couldn’t focus on that compared to the words bouncing around his ears now. The hero was asking him to protect his peers behind him, because he fully acknowledged that he himself could not. He was being counted on. They were counting on him. And until the other heroes showed up, he couldn’t let them down. His goal was clear now.

But the villain had grown tired of their mindless chatter, interrupting everyone’s thoughts, “Enough. If you’re really going to stupidly sacrifice yourself, then I guess you’ll be a perfect warm up for Nomu until All Might arrives.”

The male raised a tired finger to point at Midoriya, who was still hunched in a defensive position with his blade at the ready.

“Go play.”

The beast rushed at the command, barreling straight towards the teen, just like before. However, there was one major difference. The ground was still torn and uneven from his last attack, and the rubble prevented the Nomu from traveling at its top speed. He had unknowingly evened the playing field earlier, and now, he could stand the smallest of chances. At the very least, he could now employ hit and run tactics, which were his only option of offense against an adversary of double his strength and size.

A strong punch was thrown towards his gut, but thanks to its reduced speed, he was able to weave his body out of the way. Stepping lightly on the broken ground, he used one foot to propel himself upwards and over the massive navy skinned arm. Like lightning, he crashed his scythe into the flesh of the Nomu’s forearm, unable to hit the spot on its shoulder like he wanted. His hands burned against the handle, powerless to reduce the flow of intense emotion rushing through him. The slice was fairly shallow and allowed him to pull back easily. In his rough landing, he let his weapon disappear to catch himself on all fours, dust and his hair whipping around rapidly in the chaos.

The villain laughed, the menacing sound echoing around the plaza as if there were a hundred of him, “Did you not hear what I said about hyper regeneration? Or are you just too stupid to process it-”

But his rant was quickly cut short by a loud screech of pain, erupting from the beak of a familiar source. Standing up on his two feet, the teen grimaced at the twinge in his chest, but narrowed his eyes at the Nomu, more specifically the new wound on its arm. His face held no emotion, just blankness, not even pride at his successful attack. He couldn’t even bring himself to smirk, the very thought of doing so made him feel sick and apathetic.

The villain looked over to his beast in confusion, but it only continued to writhe and squirm in discomfort, soon beginning to claw at its wound to no avail. The injury continued to bleed, and showed no signs of ceasing, the red liquid dripping down heavily. The skin around soon began to flake away, revealing more unguarded muscle and tissue. It let out another cry, unsure of how to stop its agony.

The man turned to the boy standing in front of him, his mood shifting drastically to one of dangerous anger as he watched his creature’s hyper regeneration be rendered practically nonexistent. His voice was laced with an intimidating calmness and rippled through the air despite its quiet volume.

“What did you do to my Nomu…?”

Midoriya’s hands trembled and shook uncontrollably, not from fear, but he fought to clench them closed regardless. He was desperately attempting to keep his powers in check. He didn’t want to kill the Nomu, nor cripple it, but he needed it to safely remain incapacitated for as long as possible. And restraining the flow of DT was like trying to dam a raging river with mere twigs and stones.

But still, this was the reaction he was looking for, that sense of unease and unpredictability. If he could show the villain that he could be a wrench in his plan, maybe that would convince him to leave while his… weapon was still intact. It wasn’t fool proof, but it was the only leverage he had over such a potent threat.

So, while still clenching his fists to the point where his nails might break the polyester of his gloves, he made harsh eye contact with the bewildered villain.

“I can cause permanent and irreversible damage,” he stated strongly, keeping as many details concerning his abilities to himself, “So your Nomu’s hyper regeneration means nothing. I can incapacitate it long before All Might shows up.”

Of course, this was all a major bluff. Sure, he could decay the Nomu into nonexistence, but that was something he desperately wanted to avoid at all costs. Having blood on his hands, both literally and figuratively, would leave him traumatized beyond belief. He just needed the villain to get nervous and rethink his plan now that there was an unaccounted variable.

The man returned his hands to his neck and began scratching the skin violently, his nervous tic resurfacing in the uncertainty. He muttered to himself, cursing under his breath just loud enough for everyone to pick up on it. His voice grew steadily louder, making his next words easy to understand.

“You’re supposed to be a forgettable NPC, just a warm up fight for my Nomu,” he rambled on, clawing harder at his skin, “Not some sort of secret mini boss unlocked post-game…”

The doubt in his voice was exactly what Midoriya was aiming for. That hesitance, that riskiness, all he needed was one more push and the stress might overwhelm him. He looked back, to Asui, Mineta, and Aizawa, who were still waiting in anxious restlessness. The trio sent him a nervous look back, though only the pro could pick up on his obvious bluff due to his knowledge of the teen’s personality and opinions considering his abilities. He sent the boy a curt nod, his body still drained of energy.

The villain continued scratching at his neck, more vigorously now. It seemed his anxiety was clawing thin at his patience. This was it, the breaking point. The air around him was thick and tense, making it nearly impossible to take a deep breath. Though, that could also be attributed to the growing pain in his chest as his adrenaline began to die down. Something was definitely wrong with his body, likely from one of the impacts he had with the earth thanks to the Nomu’s insane strength. But he could worry about that later, because right now, there was still a dangerous set of villains staring him down.

Then, the rapid hand movement of the blue haired man in front of him died down suddenly, quelling completely. His own gloved fingers twitched in nervousness, still managing to restrain the current decay on the Nomu’s forearm to something of a non fatal injury. The wound was slowly growing bigger, a reminder to the villain of the time crunch his Nomu was on.

The disgusting hand on his face moved upwards, along with the arch of his brow, indicating that the male was now smiling in some way.

“Nomu,” he commanded, “Stop playing around and end him.”

Fuck.

The statement sent a new bout of fear running through each of the individuals who heard it, especially Midoriya, who’s resistance against his own power shattered into shambles. The injury on the Nomu’s forearm grew exponentially in size due to the newfound rush of emotion, allowing a heavy stream of blood to gush out. More muscle disintegrated away, revealing the bone hidden inside, gruesome and bloodied.

But the mutant still followed its command, despite the increase of terrible agony it was subject to. Still attempting to get his powers under control, the teen was caught off guard as the beast rushed him, tackling him down and pinning him to the ground. Its large grotesque hand held him against the dirt by the stomach, unmoved by his desperate thrashing. It raised its other hand above its own head and curled it into a fist, preparing to pound the boy’s face in.

“IZUKU!!”

“Midoriya!!”

“Midori!!”

“Oh my god!!!”

He could pick out his mentor’s voice from the cacophony, as well as Aizawa’s panicked cry, but they only added to his complete horror. All he could feel in the moment was panic and terror, pure fear enveloping his body. His emotions and self control were out of whack, completely all over the spectrum. All he could think about in the moment was that he was going to get his skull smashed in, regardless of whether he was immortal or not. Even if he would survive the blow, his secret would inevitably be outed, something that was on the foreground of his mind, whether he should have been focusing on it or not.

With the milliseconds ticking by, he acted on instinct, wrapping his hands around the Nomu hand pinning him down. His stress sparked up the DT in his fingertips, stopping the current decay happening in the beast’s forearm and sending a new surge raging through his blood. His whirling emotions acted as added gasoline to an already monstrous fire, and his deathly power poured so strongly, it decayed right through his gloves, going right into the Nomu’s skin.

The monster screeched out in newfound pain, instinctively loosening its grip as the skin on its wrist began to flake away into dust. He ignored the disturbing cry and continued to press his nails into the raw flesh, drawing more blood and muscle. His panic only fueled his rate of decay, and the digging of his fingers combined caused insufferable pain, to which the Nomu let out an ear piercing scream. Its hand spasmed and flexed its fingers unwillingly, releasing the tense grip it had around the boy’s stomach. This was just the opportunity he needed as he rolled out of the way and scrambled to his feet on all fours. Not without a moment's notice too, as the Nomu’s raised fist crashed into the spot where he just was. The strength behind it was so frightening, it crushed the earth and sent chunks of rock and debris into the air.

Midoriya jumped back, avoiding the onslaught of initial rubble from hitting his form. His mind flashed back to when he fought the sludge villain, and how he used the blown back rubble as a projectile to hit the semi solid villain with. But with his hands currently flaring with DT and his gloves in tatters, anything he touched would likely turn to dust the moment he made contact. So instead, he raised one of his legs mid jump and struck one of the larger chunks of earth in a violent kick. His boots were guarded with iron plates at the toe, so his foot remained largely unaffected, but the Nomu’s exposed brain, however, wasn’t so lucky.

The rock hurled itself right into the exposed brain of the mutant, burying itself deep into the muscle like a makeshift bullet. The Nomu screeched in anguish, digging out the debris with its one good hand, the blood running down its fingertips. Almost instantaneously afterwards, strings of muscle wrapped around its skull, repairing the damage just caused.

However, the beast’s hand remained pulsating and gruesome, with a good majority of its skin missing. Bloody muscle continued to throb, exposed to the harsher elements around it. The majority of the damage was centered around the wrist where Midoriya had grabbed, but some of the decay had snaked towards its fingertips, eating away at the tips. All in all, it was a disturbing sight to behold, but the boy’s conscience had no time to self deprecate as he still had a group of worried individuals behind him.

“Problem Child…” the hero mumbled, struggling to stay awake, “Goddamnit…”

The teen quickly turned to the frog girl holding him, her eyes now portraying an expression of fear and nervousness. “Tsu, take Aizawa-sensei up to the entrance, along with Mineta.”

“But Midori,” she questioned, still unsure of whether to leave him, “You can’t stay and fight on your own…”

“I’ll be fine,” he reassured a bit harsher than he meant to, “Please. Sensei needs medical attention as soon as possible and he’ll only get that at the front entrance.”

Asui seemed to agree with that, as she watched her teacher fight back unconsciousness in her arms. “Just please… stay safe.”

“I’ll do my best.” He made a great effort not to promise anything.

She nodded and hoisted the pro’s upper body upon her shoulders and Mineta submissively lifted his feet with his hands. Once he was sure the two would be fine on their own, he turned back to the villains, giving them his full attention. Stripping off the destroyed remnants of his gloves, he threw the polyester shreds behind him.

The blue haired villain seemed to be in a state of absolute shock, his fingers twitching in some kind of agony. The Nomu stood unresponsive, waiting for another command from its master, however, said man seemed to be in a state of unresponsiveness as well.

The tense staredown only lasted a second at most, but the air around the two parties was so full of stress it seemed as if ages had passed. There was no one to witness the showdown, as Asui and the others had left just before, but even so that somehow made it even more anxiety inducing.

The villain opened his mouth to speak, something Midoriya could tell due to the way the severed hand on his face moved.

“You…” His voice came out raspier than before, a complete 180 change. “You’re just like me.”

The statement shook him to his core, leaving remnants of DT tingling at his fingertips. Gami had approached him frantically after he had escaped the Nomu’s grasp, and had checked him over for injuries. When confirming he was fine, the ghost moved to stand beside him, if only to offer moral support. But both couldn’t help the chill that ran down their spines as the man’s hoarse voice started up again.

“You have a decay quirk, don’t you?” he clarified, though more to himself than anyone else.

The teen narrowed his eyes at the accusation. “So what if I do?”

This only seemed to spiral the villain further down, genuinely puzzled by the character in front of him. He began scratching his neck again, something he now deduced was done when the male was uncomfortable, rather than nervous. But what was making him so uncomfortable in the first place? The fact that they shared similar abilities and yet were on such different spectrums of society? The boy could admit, that did make him a bit uncomfortable as well.

“I don’t understand…” he rambled while scratching more feverishly than before, “Why is someone like you trying to become a hero?”

The words hit his gut hard, almost as hard as when he was first punched by the Nomu. It was difficult to distinguish why exactly he wanted to be a hero so badly, as he had always attributed his passions towards his childhood dreams. But hearing it worded like that made him feel like all his endeavors were pointless. How could someone like him really become a hero, when his powers were so rooted in trauma and death?

“Do not listen to his nonsensical ramblings,” the spirit warned, placing a protective hand on his shoulder, “U.A. accepted you because they saw your potential towards saving lives and you have more than proved your worth in exactly why you are aiming towards heroism.”

He nodded subtly at his mentor, swallowing his inspirational words carefully, as if he might choke on them. He had come so far in his efforts to save lives, he couldn’t let a bit of foul wordplay send him right back to the starting line.

So yet, why did he find himself questioning his motives?

“You don’t belong as a hero,” he kept on, “especially not with a dangerous quirk like that.”

Shaking off the villain’s words was just as difficult as shaking off his own self deprecating voices. He desperately tried to prevent them from latching onto his subconscious, but there were some that stuck and ate away at him. It was true. How could he ever expect to be seen as a symbol of good when his powers were meant to harm? There was nothing remotely heroic about him.

“Forget about all this hero nonsense.” His voice sounded so similar to the thoughts that had constantly plagued his mind throughout his life, even before he obtained his powers. Scarily similar, in fact, that he questioned if he was hearing it echo in his head.

“Why don’t you come join my league? Someone like you would be much better suited in my party than with these NPCs.”

And that snapped him out of his stupor. Sure, he wasn’t confident in his chances of being a hero. People wouldn’t trust him, get scared off by his abilities, and he would constantly have to worry about hurting the villain he was apprehending. But while he could accept the depressing thoughts of his failed dreams at heroism, he would never sway towards villainy. Just because he didn’t think he could achieve his goals didn’t mean he would suddenly shift to the opposing side. He still had morals, and beliefs, no matter how skewed they were from his childhood.

But he wouldn’t let the villain know just how rough his words had hit him. He couldn’t afford to show that kind of weakness in a situation where he could be taken advantage of easily. He was still in the middle of a fight, of a volatile scenario where lives could still be at stake. And for that exact reason, he had a facade to hold up, just like how Eraserhead rushed into battle despite being outnumbered and away from his usual setting. The pro did it to protect everyone, and reassure the class that they would be safe. And even though no one was watching him right now, the teen felt he had the same kind of duty to uphold, even if this fight was way out of his experience level.

So he scoffed, appearing much more brash than he actually was, “You really must be spoiled to think insulting me would even begin to convince me.”

He was surprised at how easily the lie flowed off his tongue, but didn’t bother to question it, focused on maintaining his unwavering cover.

The villain standing before him looked shocked almost, as if that was the first time he had been denied in his life. He growled like an angry mutt, quietly seething to himself. He seemed extremely bothered at the boy’s blatant and rude refusal, but before he could try and rebuttal, the air behind him ripped.

Midoriya recognized the purple vortex from before, back at the front entrance when everyone was still grouped together, as well as the set of piercing yellow eyes that emerged from within. He took a defensive step backwards, wary of being warped again, his fingers twitching in nervous anticipation. The mist swirled to form the elegant villain from earlier, revealing his large, metal neck guard and his stylish outfit of a blazer and tie.

“Shigaraki Tomura,” he greeted, his familiarly posh voice breaking the tense silence.

The name made him realize that the blue-haired villain had never introduced himself during all this. The teen was so concerned fighting for the safety of those around him, he never stopped to ponder his name. Shigaraki Tomura… not the kind of name he expected the man to have, but nice to finally know nonetheless.

The now named male slowly tilted his head to peer behind him, his angry simmering just below the surface. “Kurogiri… is Thirteen dead?”

There was a lot to unpack in that one statement. The portal villain’s name was Kurogiri, just as Gami had guessed, meaning he was one of the key instigators behind this attack. That would be good to retain and relay to the investigators that were guaranteed to show up one reinforcements came.

But now his mind leeched back to the other hero that was in the building at the time of the invasion. Was Thirteen alright? They were mainly a rescue hero, so this was out of their field of experience. His mentor hadn’t told him anything of the pro’s condition and so his mind was purely left in the dark, which was never a good place to reside when constantly plagued by doubt and anxiety.

“He’s incapacitated,” the man answered blankly, his eyes flickering, which sunk the boy’s stomach down to his feet.

Thankfully, Gami stepped in to provide more information. “The hero was injured, however they were still breathing and being tended to by the time I left.”

That allowed him to release a sigh of relief, to which he abruptly sucked back in as the newly introduced Kurogiri’s smooth voice started back up again.

“However, there were some students I could not warp away,” he continued, “and one of them escaped.”

He had to have been referring to Iida, who, by the spirit’s account, was the only one to leave the building premises. He did witness both Iida and another boy saving some of his other peers from their designated portals. Then, he remembered that Uraraka was up there as well, having also been saved by their rule-abiding friend, which made him feel slightly more relaxed. There was no way she would let Thirteen die on her watch, she simply admired the hero too much to let that happen.

It almost felt as if the misty man had come to report this news a bit late. There felt like a large gap in time compared to now and when Gami had reported the same situation to him earlier. But the phenomenon was merely the work of tension and stress, as it couldn’t have been more than 2 minutes between when Gami had returned and now. It was strange to admit that all that had just previously happened only occurred in a matter of minutes, but the nervous air clouded his perception of time.

Shigaraki looked appalled by the news, and began scratching his neck for the third or fourth time. He furiously clawed both sets of nails at the exposed skin as the Nomu stood eerily still beside him.

“Kurogiri, I swear…” he mumbled just loud enough for all parties to hear, “If you weren’t as useful as you are, I’d have killed you by now.”

That statement really unnerved the teen. Such psychotic words coming from such a childish personality made for an uncomfortable combination. Added to the fact that he had such a disturbing nervous tic and it created critical feelings of fear and hesitance.

“We won’t stand a chance against dozens of pros.” That was certainly true, now matter how arrogant the villain was. “It’s game over. It’s game over for now…”

Were they planning on retreating then? As much as he wanted to crumple down in relief, he remained in his guarded position. These villains, especially Shigaraki, had been unpredictable so far. He couldn’t count on their actions to mimic their words, no matter how they sounded.

Gami seemed to be on the same page. “I have a bad feeling about this.”

Shigaraki then turned to look at him, his eyes cutting through him with a malicious glint. “But, before that…”

The air turned sour, almost signifying something evil to follow.

“Warp him over here. He… interests me compared to the rest of these NPCs.”

Midoriya didn’t even get a moment to process those chilling words as Kurogiri acted on the command, opening a raging portal right below his feet. He couldn’t even get a word out as he was sucked in for the second time, his reaction time simply not being fast enough.

He could see Gami make a desperate lunge for his hands, but it was too late by then.

“IZUKU!!”

He was plopped down roughly, landing uncomfortably on his rear, with Shigaraki standing over him. That alone was enough to send him scrambling to his feet just as the villain reached out to grab him. He had only been warped a few feet, but the shock of being teleported for a second time, and to such close proximity to arguably the most unhinged person here, quickly overwhelmed his senses.

He scampered away on all fours just as Shigaraki swiped at his spot, eyes flashing around from corner to corner. He spotted Gami frantically floating around the spot where he just was, looking panicked despite his facial expression being hidden by his hood. He spun on his heels and stumbled towards his mentor, an unnatural rush of fear flooding his body. He couldn’t remember the last time he had felt so utterly terrified, the instinctual fear for survival.

“Nomu.”

The gigantic mutant practically teleported between him and the ghost, and lunged to grab at him. His mind switched to autopilot out of the pure need to escape, and instinctively dodged the massive hand coming at him. But the Nomu was relentless in its pursuit, and so Midoriya was forced to back away, getting unwillingly closer towards the other two villains.

Gami didn’t know what to do. He felt completely useless as he watched his successor trying his best to escape his deadly cornering. The navy skinned monster continued its persistent attempts to try and restrain him, due to its master’s order. And the other two didn’t sit around idle either, with the misty man making constant portals to try and nab him and Shigaraki making short grabs here and there. He attempted to reach in and tug the boy out of chaos, but couldn’t manage to get a good grip on him while he was moving. It was a miracle the teen hadn’t been caught yet, his panic fueling his dodgy movements.

And like all miracles, its existence was short lived.

He was snatched in the air mid dodge and reeled back into the Nomu’s grasp like a limp doll. His first instinct was to struggle, and so that’s what he did, but the beast had him by the waist in his non-injured hand. His efforts were like that of a fish out of water, floppy and effectively useless. And so his autopilot moved to his second instinct, to disintegrate the hand holding him captive. But despite his childish personality, Shigaraki was extremely intelligent, and was unfortunately one step ahead.

“Kurogiri,” he commanded forcefully, “Don’t let him touch my Nomu.”

It all happened in slow motion. Just as he shot his bare hands down to touch the mutant’s skin, the air ripped open in a purple hue. He unintentionally stuck his hands directly into the portal, sending each one in a different direction far away from each other. It was a bit disturbing, to see his hands so inhumanly far from his body, but as he attempted to pull them back, he felt an unnatural force tugging him forward, keeping him locked in the uncomfortable position.

Though, comfort was the least pressing issue on his mind.

A new dose of fear rushed through his veins. He was helpless, completely and utterly helpless. His hands weren’t anywhere close to the Nomu’s body, so he couldn’t free himself. And without both of his hands close enough, he couldn’t really swing his scythe around. Sure, he only needed one hand to summon it, but it was a large, heavyset weapon, meaning that without both hands, a swing from it would be too weak to even bother.

And as Shigaraki saw the panicked look on his face, his own grin practically tripled in size.

Midoriya desperately tried to calm himself as the villain approached, but the inadmissible fact that he was in a truly fucked situation just couldn’t escape him.

“You know…” he began, his voice sending chills down his spine, “I’d have turned you to dust by now for your cocky attitude if you didn’t interest me.”

He didn’t say anything in response, opting to shut his trap, to which the villain found absolutely hilarious.

“No quip this time?” he laughed his cold, sinister laugh, “Whatever. I’d rather not hear you anyway.”

If it were Gami saying that, he probably would have chuckled and socked to ghost in the shoulder, but it wasn’t him. If anything, the fact that it was specifically the blue haired man that said it made the phrase more than uncomfortable. Maybe it was because they were so similar in nature, that Shigaraki was almost like looking in a mirror. The very thought frightened him in a way unlike what he was currently experiencing, a subtle lining of self doubt that strung along beneath his subconscious.

“Though, I’ll admit, I don’t understand you at all,” he rambled on, something that Midoriya picked up on as a habit, “Your drive, your motivations… I don’t get any of it.”

The boy watched as he creeped up while he spoke, and was eventually within reach of one of his separated hands. His eyes sparked in hopes he could grab the villain in a threatening manner, anything to escape his current predicament. Right now, he was utterly at the mercy of these sadistic individuals with a thirst for violence. He didn’t want to stay helpless any longer.

But as he made a desperate swipe at Shigaraki’s form, the man saw it coming and snatched him by the wrist. The hand on his face moved, indicating he was smiling, as he pressed all five fingers into the teen’s wrist.

“I hope you can explain it to me.”

He wasn’t nearly as prepared for the horrific pain that followed.

He had always wondered what his DT would feel like if used on himself. It was a sick thought, and he could acknowledge that, but still the curiosity piqued at him. Thankfully, his power was rendered useless on his own biomass, so he couldn’t even if he wanted to. Gami had speculated that this was so a Death couldn’t use their own power to kill themselves and break their invisible contract, but the assumption had never been confirmed. The point being, he wasn’t sure how agonizing his own decay felt as he could never test it.

But as the end of his long sleeved shirt and subsequently the skin on his wrist started to flake away, he wasn’t sure if he wanted to know anymore.

The pain was grueling, making him believe that his wrist was a piece of stone being chipped away at relentlessly. The blood that escaped his skin dribbled down his arm in beads, staining the remaining edge of his sleeve and the earth. It didn’t help that Shigaraki was digging the tips of his fingers into his bloody muscle, pushing out more of the liquid as if he were squeezing an orange.

“It’s only fair.” The chipperness in his tone was so unnerving. He hated it. He hated it so much. “After all, you damaged my Nomu the same way.”

If Midoriya was of stable mind right now, he’d argue that this was completely different. He was only defending himself when he had to disintegrate the monster’s wrist. This was just some sick sort of torture, amusement to those watching. Plus Shigaraki sure didn’t care about holding back in the way he himself did. He at least attempted to restrain his powers in concern for his morals, but the man in front of him had no constraint whatsoever. That combined with an ability he personally knew was dangerous could only be a recipe for disaster.

He could now feel the muscle around his wrist slowly begin to rot away as the decay got closer to the bone hidden inside. He thrashed around in a desperate attempt to free himself, or at least brush Shigaraki with the tip of just one of his fingers, as that was all he needed, but his efforts were fruitless. Despite the extensive amount of pain he was currently in however, he let out nothing more than squirming gasps, to the villain’s great annoyance. And while he wasn’t really trying to hold in his screams on purpose, he couldn’t bring himself to cry out. Maybe it was because he had never reacted in that way while still in front of his mother, or maybe it was his subconscious trying to hold onto that strong facade he had presented earlier. Either way, the reason behind it didn’t really matter to him at that moment, as he had more pressing issues to concern himself with.

What really mattered, was that his lack of a reaction stirred up something even more sinister in the villain harming him, and he felt those thin fingers press even further into his flesh.

He couldn’t stop the tears from forming in his eyes, making his vision go fuzzy. Shigaraki was now squeezing his wrist along with his quirk. At this rate, he’d disintegrate right through the bone.

“Come on…” the man teased, the events unfolding before his bringing an even larger smile to his face, “I want to hear that heroic little facade of yours break.”

He didn’t know what to do. Gami had moved over once he was initially restrained and attempted to pry Shigaraki off, but couldn’t get a hold of him with his transparent hands. Then, the ghost tried to tug on his successor’s trapped arms, but the suction of the vortex simply canceled out his efforts. Gami looked just as hopeless as he felt, and his panicked and abrupt movements only added to Midoriya’s desperation. Neither of them could do anything, and the very proof of their useless struggles was so frustrating and demoralizing.

It didn’t help that the teen could practically feel the ocean of DT at his fingertips. His hysterical rush of emotions from the pain and thought of being helpless had piled it there, just clawing at his skin, but without any physical contact with anything, it couldn’t escape. The pressure from his disintegration power kept building and building, and with no way to release itself, it was becoming almost as agonizing as his current torture, like an overheating boiler.

He was scared. He was completely and utterly terrified, something he hadn’t felt in quite a long time. It had been years since he felt this overwhelming consumption of fear, and yet, even with that vast amount of time, he still hadn’t found a way to properly deal with it. Shigaraki was so close to his bone, just a little longer and he’d probably lop his entire hand off. He wasn’t sure if he was more scared about his temperamental healing factor being discovered by all of U.A. or the immediate danger that was the villain in front currently disintegrating his wrist, but he didn’t bother to try and distinguish. His priorities were so out of whack at this point, with the only thing he could properly acknowledge was the fact that he was scared. He was so scared, flooded with the cowardly desire to run and hide. But he could do neither, so his conscience opted for a third choice he didn’t even know was there, and yet one he was desperately trying to avoid.

His mouth opened and he let out that desperate scream Shigaraki had been waiting for all along. He just wanted it to stop, to be over already. Please…

PLEASE!!

There was a faint pop, almost like a small firecracker, so quiet that no one except for Gami heard it, and looked around in confusion. None followed in the second after, making the ghost think he was starting to hallucinate, chalking up the noise to something his panicked brain was imagining.

The next moment, Midoriya saw in slow motion, but that didn’t mean he was prepared for it either.

The sound came first, a threatening rip in the air, so loud the boy thought it was a building falling over. It practically blasted out his eardrums with its volume. None of the villains were expecting it either, just by the confused looks on their face, but no one had a chance to process it.

The air in front of his mangled hand exploded, sending Shigaraki tumbling backwards to the ground. The pure blowback from the explosion was enough to free his injured arm from the vortex, sending it back through the portal with surprising force. His fingertips throbbed, like the amount of blood rushing through them would explode as well.

He looked at his mentor, trying to figure out what the hell just happened, but wasted no time pressing his free hand into the Nomu holding him. He didn’t realize how panicked he was truly feeling, as the decay started up immediately and crackled along its dark skin, disintegrating it away even faster than before. The monster screeched and dropped him soon after, now with both hands mangled and no way to repair them.

Midoriya dropped to the floor, not realizing how high he was being held. But, like its own miracle, the drop was large enough to pull his other arm out of the portal as well. He didn’t hesitate, taking the opportunity to scramble back and put as much distance between him and the villains. He needed a breather, and a chance to figure out just what happened.

He panted, struggling to keep both feet planted firmly on the earth. Gami had instantly rushed over after seeing him free, and did his best to hold his friend up, but he had ended up using his scythe for balance anyway, like an oversized cane. But glancing at his newly summoned weapon, the thoughts started up in his head, first slow and unconnected.

What was that explosion that had miraculously freed him from that hopeless situation? It had to have originated from him, as the shockwave both hit Shigaraki and knocked his arm out of the portal. But he didn’t have any powers like that. The only kind of explosions he could produce were from his scythe and he wasn’t even holding it…

Wait.

The only reason his weapon could make shockwaves in the first place was because it came from his DT. He had managed to figure out a way to overload the blade with so much DT it disintegrated even the air, and the subsequent vacuum was what actually created the explosion. The only catch was that he had to swing the blade first, as the rush of DT at a standstill wasn’t enough to kickstart the process.

He looked down as his hands, more specifically, the still shaking one that had emitted the explosion earlier.

He was a fool for not realizing it sooner. It was practically common sense. If his explosions were a result of disintegrating the air, then by that conclusion, anything that could emit DT could become a catalyst for that potential.

Including his hands.

He had never thought about it before, the idea not once entering his mind. But putting the pieces together now, it made perfect sense. His hands were a standstill object, he wouldn’t really be moving them while using DT, therefore the opportunity that enough DT for an explosion would flood his fingertips at once was low. He had no reason to want that much decay, especially considering his delicate morals concerning his own power. The only way he could create the conditions for an explosion at his fingertips would be just what he experienced now: the restraintless overload of power with no possible outlet but the air.

Of course, the area of which his fingertips covered was much smaller than his blade, meaning that explosions by hand would be much smaller as well, but that wasn’t necessarily a bad thing.

Now that he knew it was possible, he could see the doors of opportunity opening for him.

But now also wasn’t the time to be analysing his own power, as he wasn’t out of the woods just yet. He was pretty banged up, amazed at how he was still standing, despite his immortality. A thin trail of blood leaked out from the corner of his lips, much more inside his mouth. His chest ached painfully, sore and uncomfortable likely due to at least one broken rib from the Nomu’s initial attacks. His limbs were covered in small cuts and scrapes, his skin colored balck and blue from his numerous impacts with the ground. And his newest injury was the most gruesome of them all.

His right wrist was missing nearly all its skin, with dried blood at the edges. The decay was in the disturbing shape of a handprint, just how Shigaraki had held him. He could see his own bloody flesh and muscle throbbing, almost making him throw up at the sight. If he moved his arm in just the right way, he could see his ulna peek out like it was hiding from him. His radius was constantly showing through the decayed muscle, the whiteness of the bone standing out against the red tinted flesh. It was disturbing how calmly he could analyze it, almost forgetting the amount of agonizing pain it caused.

There was shuffling from in front of him, so he perked his head up anxiously, only to be met with Shigaraki picking himself up off the ground. Kurogiri stood behind him glancing over to the Nomu, who stood unnervingly still despite having both of its hands mortifyingly injured. The villain made eye contact with Midoriya, studying his uneven breathing and bloody form in pure disbelief.

“I don’t understand,” he growls under his breath, loud enough to hear, “Even mini bosses don’t have this much health…”

The boy looked around. There was still no sign of All Might, or any reinforcements from Iida yet. His body was in shambles, his stamina running thin, and yet, there was no other option than to stall for more time. He couldn’t defeat any of the three villains in front of him, much less all three at once. Everything hurt, he wanted to just drop and let the earth consume him, but he had to keep fighting, even if it was to simply waste more time.

“I… already said.” His voice was shaky and hoarse, no longer portraying the strong, unstoppable facade he wanted. “I’m m-more resilient… than you think.”

Serving its purpose as intended, Shigaraki only grew more angry. Though, it was a lot more than he expected, with the man now scratching vigorously at the red skin on his neck, seething heavily. Even Kurogiri looked over to him in concern.

“I don’t understand. I don’t understand you!” he cried out, almost in pain by his bewilderment, “Why do you keep going when no one is here to save you?!”

The misty portal man took a step forward, moving to stand behind the other villain. He seemed really concerned for his partner, to which Midoriya couldn’t blame him for. He reminded the teen of Gami, in a strange, mirrored way.

“Shigaraki,” his elegant voice returned, clearly not suited for the battlefield, “We should retreat if this child is upsetting you, especially since U.A. reinforcement will likely be arriving soo-”

“This kid is not stressing me out.” His rebuttal was very punctuated and firm, ignoring the rest of his partner’s statement completely. “So shut up.”

He began pacing, to which the boy could only follow with his eyes. The sudden movement startled him, making him think he was about to be attacked again. The male didn’t stop scratching either, and all in all made for an unnerving combination.

“It’s fine, it’s fine…” he repeated to himself, trying to convince his own mind of whatever doubt it was facing, “I’ll just take him to Sensei. He’ll know what to do…”

Sensei? Did that mean there was another villain behind this? An even larger mastermind? If so, it would explain a lot, especially how such a childish and spoiled man was considered the leader of this invasion. Of course no one would rightly follow him, not unless he’d been appointed by a much scarier and threatening person. Whoever it was, Shigaraki admired them enough to call him “Sensei”, so he must certainly be more skilled and dangerous.

“Please, you cannot keep fighting!” Gami was begging with him at this point, and Midoriya couldn’t stop the immense guilt from flooding his system. “I cannot follow you if they take you through another portal!”

Shit. That was true. Gami wasn’t warped with him when he got sent to the flood zone. If the villains warped him away now, he’d be alone and defenseless in an unknown land. It could take ages for him to be found or rescued, and by that time… well, he didn't want to think about that.

Kurogiri moved to presumably carry out his partner’s wishes and warp him away, but Shigaraki held his hand out.

“No, I want my Nomu to knock him out,” he finished, “If you warp him while conscious, he could tear the whole bar apart.”

Bar? Was that their hideout?

But before he got any more time to think, the mutant responded to its master’s implied command and rushed at him. The ground was still uneven, meaning that the beast was still traveling considerably slower than its top speed, but Midoriya was too weak to move out of the way. He could only close his eyes and brace himself for the hit.

The sock to his gut brought a whole new wave of blood up his throat.

He could feel himself flying back, his limbs almost floating in limbo. He waited to hit the ground, the impact would likely be the last straw needed to kill his consciousness. And yet, he still couldn’t muster the energy to even try and shield his head. Everything either burned or throbbed, his gym uniform stained with dirt and blood, his undershirt ripped and frayed. This was it. All he could do was wait for impact and hope unconsciousness would give him enough energy to try and escape the villains’ lair if it came to that.

The landing was rough, but not as rough as he thought it’d be.

Somehow, he was still conscious. His eyelids fluttered, almost expecting a bit of dramatic pause before falling asleep, but it never came. His focus darted around. He was alright, well, as alright as he could be. His body moved, like he was being pushed or slid off something, and that’s when he noticed.

Gami was under him, with his ghostly arms caged around him protectively. The spirit slid him onto the earth, a movement so subtle, it couldn’t be noticed. He must have acted just as he was punched, and moved to put himself between the teen and the ground, acting as a buffer for the impact.

Despite the likely extra broken ribs he obtained from the blow, Gami had effectively saved his well being.

His ears were ringing, but even still, he could hear the remnants of Shigaraki shouting, probably utterly puzzled about how he was still conscious, but he took the opportunity to pick himself back up, with Gami’s help of course. He could only bring himself to a sitting position though, not trusting his legs to support his weight at the moment. His breathing was even more labored than before, turning to pained wheezes and gasps.

Shigaraki must have ordered the Nomu to attack again, because the beast began hulking towards him once more. He looked at his mentor, who this time wasn’t sure at all what to do, out of ideas. He moved to try and stand, but his legs felt like jello, completely out of stamina and adrenaline. So he did the only thing he could think of, and summoned his scythe as a last means of defense.

A large explosion echoed from over the plaza, capturing everyone’s attention. Though, this time, it wasn’t the teen who caused it.

The front entrance doors of the USJ building had been completely blown off and even through all the chaos, he could begin to hear shouts and cries of relief.

“FEAR NOT…” a familiar voice boomed from inside the dome, raining down to the plaza like a miracle.

Midoriya never thought he’d ever be so eager to hear that voice.

“I AM HERE.”

Notes:

This chapter took me so long to crank out but here it is at 22.5 pages!! I really wanted to kickstart this Midoriya Shigaraki duality I’ve got planned. Took some creative liberty with most of the dialogue in this chapter, some of it’s from the manga, but most of it I workshopped myself since this chapter diverges some from canon.

Concerning the actual fight between Midoriya and the Nomu, I had a lot of fun writing it, but it took soooooo much planning. I wanted it to seem reasonable, especially since the two are so far apart in terms of strength and speed. I couldn’t see any way Midoriya could truly fight the Nomu unless he was using hit-and-run tactics. This chapter alone had over 6 pages of notes, with the details of the fight taking up a majority of them.

As for Shiggy, his dialogue was super interesting to workshop. I didn’t have much to go off concerning him for the USJ event in particular, so I spent a good while just analyzing his character to make sure I got it right. Just here to remind you that sometimes character decisions don’t make the most sense objectively, but that’s because they are driven by their personalities. Of course each character isn’t going to make the smartest decision possible in every moment, they need flaws in order to maintain balance.

So introducing a new ability this chapter: DT Blast! It’s not really a new ability, since it just uses the same mechanics of Death’s Touch, but I’ve been planning this for a while. Even though Midoriya’s power set isn’t quirk related, he still needs the opportunity to experiment with his abilities just as he does in canon. But it only made sense for this ability to exist, since he can do the same with his scythe. Midoriya won’t be able to make explosions nearly as big as Bakugo, since he can only decay the air around his fingertips and not his entire palm.

That’s it! Here’s the list as usual!

Death’s Touch: Anything Midoriya touches starts to decay immediately, regardless of the amount of fingers touching. This ability works on both the living and the non living. At first, Midoriya couldn’t control this ability, as it activated immediately without his consent. However, now he is able to control the activation on humans and non living objects, being able to start and stop the decay at will. However, he had gained no progress with plant or animal life. Any damage done to living organisms with this power cannot be healed.

Death’s Scythe: Midoriya can summon a scythe to fight with at will. The scythe vaguely resembles a bird’s beak, and has a hole near the start of the blade. The scythe is the only item that can’t be destroyed by Death’s Touch. The Death’s Touch ability can be shared with the scythe at Midoriya’s will, however it can only decay what it cuts. The decay follows the same rules as Death’s Touch. He can also make the scythe disappear at will when he is finished with it or to free his hands.

Immortality: Midoriya is immortal and cannot die. However, he can still get hurt and scarred. The immortality ability doesn’t provide any regeneration, but any wounds that could be detrimental to his job, such as lost/broken limbs and organs, will be healed the next day.

Premonition: Midoriya can see flash images of people who may die before they are supposed to. Normally, he cannot interfere with death, as it’s his job, but he has the option of attempting to save anyone he views in a premonition. These premonitions are bare and don’t provide much information other than the person themselves and their demise, occasionally revealing the setting and attacker, if any. The premonitions can come true between an hour after viewing to 3 days later.

Soul Contact: When a person dies, their soul is immediately sent to Midoriya. He can see, touch, and hold these souls. When holding a soul, Midoriya can see the most important memories and decisions attached to that soul, and hence that person.

Soul Sorting: This ability allows Midoriya to decide which part of the afterlife a soul moves on to. The areas of the afterlife can only be summoned with intent and the swipe of a hand, with the areas themselves being represented by flames. The areas that he can choose from are Paradise, Purgatory, and the Underworld. Once Midoriya decides where the soul best fits, it is sent to the being of that respective area. If approved, the soul stays in that area forever, the exception being Purgatory. Souls in Purgatory can be moved again to either Paradise or the Underworld, however, this is not Midoriya’s decision. If rejected, the soul is sent back to him for reevaluation. All souls must be sorted within 24 hours of Midoriya receiving them, with rejected souls resetting their time limits once they get back to him. Failure to sort a soul within its time limit may result in serious unknown punishment.

Chapter 21: Because I Could Not Stop For Death

Summary:

All Might has finally arrived, but even that isn't enough to satiate Midoriya's morals.

Gami's poor heart really can't take any more of this.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

All Might burst through the front doors of the USJ building, a pained grimace adorning where his usual smile would be. He was still dressed in his professional clothes, likely meaning he came directly from the school. He shuffled with his tie, gripping it tightly in his massive fist.

His eyes focused on the group of students huddled by the front entrance. Uraraka had fat tears rolling down her puffy cheeks, standing next to a kneeling Ashido, who was crying profusely. Sato and Sero stood behind the two, looking utterly relieved minus the tears. And Shoji stood off to the side, his many limbs spouted around him as he monitored the building.

“The principal told me of his bad feeling about this trip, so I cut my talk with him short and came right away,” he declared to anyone who was listening. He had unfortunately occupied his entire morning with hero work, and therefore only just arrived at the school. Nezu had shortly called him into his office, and explained his concern for Aizawa’s class, who was at the USJ and had not contacted him since. That was enough for the hero to offer his time up to check, to which Nezu replied that he would have the rest of the staff on standby

“Then I ran into Iida along the way,” the pro continued, “He told me the gist of what was going on here.”

It turned out that Nezu’s worry was valid, and he was very thankful that he had decided to come check. The students seemed to be in a state of great distress, and all for good reason. Having to fight for their lives against hordes of villains at just the beginning of their first year was dreadful enough, but as he turned to see his fellow comrade, he started to get a grip on how bad the situation was.

Thirteen’s half disintegrated form was quivering against the ground, with Ashido leaning above him. Their costume was torn to shreds with his back completely exposed. The hero’s slight shivers and pained gasps of breath were all that signified their consciousness.

“A-A-All Might!!”

He glanced in the direction of the call, to see Asui and Mineta lugging themselves up the stairs to the plaza. The rest of the students gasped and quickly rushed over to help them, shouting cries of concern for their well being. Uraraka was the first to them, and helped the two haul something off their back and onto the ground.

All Might nearly gasped in shock at the sight.

Aizawa’s broken body was laid down onto the dirt, in an even worse condition than the space hero’s. Both of his arms were crushed, though one much worse than the other, and his face was beaten to a pulp. Dribbles of caked blood ran down his battered skin, and only his short wheezes could confirm that he was alive.

He stepped over out of instinct to get a closer look, and Asui, her eyes slightly watery, looked up at him.

“Please, All Might…” she croaked out, her lip quivering a little, “Midori’s still fighting that monster in the plaza… you have to help!”

The other students looked around in anxiousness, leaning over the edge of the railing to try and confirm. Uraraka looked even more concerned, scanning her eyes along the scene in hopes she would spot him. But alas, it was Shoji who responded first.

“I’m detecting four individuals in the center plaza,” the boy announced, retracting in one of his sets of limbs, “One of them being Midoriya.”

The number one hero nodded, but couldn’t see for himself due to the mass mob of villains in the way. Regardless, he finally ripped off his tie and set his expression to one of simmering anger. He needed to get to the center plaza and fast, as that was likely where the masterminds behind this attack were. He wasn’t sure how long the student had been fighting, but he couldn’t allow him to put himself at risk any longer.

“FEAR NOT!!” he declared loudly, announcing his presence to all, “I AM HERE!!”

He gave the villains no time to react as he flipped off his overshirt and barreled down the stairs and through the plaza, incapacitating any villains that were in his way. He glanced over to the center of the plaza, and a crowd of distinct individuals met his glare, including one green haired student who was currently prone on the ground. He wasted not a second and zoomed over, picking the boy up along with his weapon and setting him down on the sidelines.

Midoriya could admit he was surprised when his worn out body was lifted off the ground and to his feet a few steps away. His legs still felt unstable, and so he dug the end of his scythe into the dirt and leaned into it, balancing out his wobbly form. Blood ran down his lips and dripped onto his gym uniform, and the injury on his wrist continued to bleed endlessly as well. The warm liquid flowed down his bare hand and stuck to his skin as his exposed muscle throbbed relentlessly.

“Midoriya, kid…” All Might couldn’t stop his worries from escaping at the teen’s condition. His wounds were gruesome at best, it was a miracle alone that he was still conscious. “Are you alright?”

Gami wanted to strangle the hero. Of course his successor wasn’t alright. He was barely conscious and had tanked about three hits from the Nomu in the time earlier. His friend was likely on his last leg, but at least now that All Might was here, he could finally retreat and catch his breath.

Sure, the boy wasn’t too fond of the number one hero, but it would just be plain stupid to carry his grudge into such a life threatening situation like this. Besides, his head was too foggy to focus on petty things like that.

“I’m fine,” he confirmed, but the soft wheeze that came after pretty much disregarded his statement, “But those villains are really dangerous…”

The two, plus the ghost, all made eye contact with Shigaraki, who was adjusting the hand on his face after it was moved by All Might’s great speed. The male started to scratch again, but this time, it was lighter than before, just daintily grazing his skin.

“You’re fast. Too fast to keep up with, but not as fast as expected…” he declared with an audible smirk, “Could it really be true…?”

Then, the plaza was filled with a bone chilling aura, one of pure sinister intent. Midoriya couldn’t help but flinch into his skin, and even the spirit was unnerved by its presence. The pro grimaced slightly, but it was nearly unnoticeable against his powerful front.

“That you’re getting weaker?”

Kurogiri shifted behind the blue haired villain, his purple fog swirling around him threateningly, and the Nomu cocked its head sharply as if it were being tugged on a string. Combined with Shigaraki’s guaranteed smile, it made for a terrifying scene.

The boy’s analytics kicked in, despite the paralyzing fear running through his veins, and his instincts prevailed. He took a wobbly step forward, catching All Might’s attention.

“The brain monster… Nomu, it’s the most dangerous,” he informed the hero, racking his own fuzzy brain for more details, “It’s got multiple quirks, including super strength, speed, and hyper regeneration. I don’t know if it has any more though…”

The air was tense, as no one made a move while Midoriya talked. Each person was uncomfortably still, except for Gami, who moved closer in fear that his successor might collapse due to exhaustion.

“Kurogiri… he’s got a portal quirk. His body doesn’t seem solid, but I think parts of it are.” He couldn’t think of anything more for the misty man, so his thoughts moved onto the final villain. “And the blue haired one is Shigaraki. He has a five fingered decay quirk.”

The blond hero looked back over to the student’s mangled wrist, noticing how the tips of his undershirt were missing as well. He could vaguely see the wound, but definitely could tell the beginnings of an outline of a handprint. The next thought after that made his blood boil, but he couldn’t lose his cool like this. He had to keep the students safe, and that meant taking down these villains as quickly and efficiently as possible.

“I managed to damage the Nomu’s hands,” the teen added, beginning to ramble out of the pure desire to be useful, “And it can’t regene-”

“Midoriya, you can relax now,” he interrupted him with a flash of a smile and a peace sign, “Fear not!”

The hero then rushed forward, his arms crossed over his chest. He aimed his powerful attack towards Shigaraki, moving at blinding speed. Even if he wasn’t a fan of the number one hero now, he sure still remembered all of his signature moves.

“Carolina…” he began to call out.

He noticed Shigaraki mumble something, and with equally blinding speed, the Nomu zoomed over to place himself in the way of the attack just as All Might finished moving.

“SMASH!!”

To both his and All Might’s surprise, the attack did absolutely nothing, with the Nomu looking completely unfazed. The monster lunged to try and restrain the pro, but he quickly ducked under and delivered a strong punch to its gut, to which had no effect either.

Shigaraki laughed as he watched the pro continue to try and fight his mutant, throwing punch after punch to no avail. No matter where he aimed, at the beast’s brain, or face, or chest, nothing seemed to work.

“No effect. Because he’s got shock absorption,” he teased, standing perfectly still despite the two powerhouses trading blows in front of him, “If you really want to damage my Nomu, you’d be better off slowly ripping him apart piece by piece. Not that he’ll give you that chance…”

But All Might wasn’t fazed at the villain’s taunting, keeping his signature smile displayed. “Thanks for the info!! Appreciate it!!”

He then moved directly behind the monster, and wrapped his two muscular arms around its midsection, almost like a gigantic bear hug. But the move certainly wasn’t meant to be gentle, as the hero used his immense strength to haul the beast up and over himself, then headfirst into the ground.

The euphoria was short-lived however, as the Nomu’s skull didn’t crush against the dirt, but instead was sent through a familiar purple fog. Midoriya couldn’t hold in his gasp as the mutant reappeared underneath the hero and dug its fingers into his sides.

One of which right into his weak spot.

All Might let out a faint exhale, blood leaking through his clenched teeth, but the Nomu wasn’t unscathed either. Its hands were still fairly mangled, and having to use unprotected muscle so roughly surely wasn’t beneficial to any pain receptors it had. The beast let out a small screech, though nothing compared to the damage the teen had done earlier, and whatever pain it was in wasn’t stopping it from trying to hurt the pro.

The boy could only watch as All Might let go of the Nomu’s waist and struggled to free himself, attempting to pry the monster’s bloody fingers out of his flesh. But despite the hero’s massive strength, the angle that he was positioned in was too detrimental to apply it.

He wanted to move and help, but Gami had a firm grip on his shoulder, trying to keep his jello legs rooted in place.

Shigaraki erupted into laughter once more at seeing the situation lean in his favor, and he couldn’t help but run off at the mouth. “So you hoped to drive it into concrete and seal its movements? It wouldn’t have worked. Nomu is just as powerful as you.”

He then turned to Kurogiri, who’s swirling body was writhing around All Might’s restrained form. “Well done, Kurogiri. Perfect timing, really.”

It was unnerving, to hear the villain compliment his partner so seamlessly in the middle of a murder attempt. They smiled like business partners just nailing a contract, their proud air suffocating for everyone else. Midoriya could feel himself choking on it, though he might have been choking on his fear as well. His brain spiraled in disbelief, hopelessly trying to understand where their pride was originating from. He felt so sick and confusing, and the cowardly wish of it all just going away if he closed his eyes popped into his head more than once.

“I can’t say I much like the idea of having blood and guts inside my gate,” the misty man responded, turning towards the entrapped hero, “but if they’re yours, I’ll happily oblige.”

The Nomu began pulling downwards on All Might as Kurogiri’s portal began to stretch to encompass the entire hero. Slowly but surely, his legs began to get sucked into the vortex, along with the Nomu tugging on his prone form. Midoriya didn’t understand exactly what was going on, but regardless was horrified at the sight

“You see, it’s Nomu’s job to get around that blinding speed of yours and hold you down,” Kurogiri joined in on the banter, to which the boy found a bit odd considering what he was able to pick up on his personality, “And it’s my job to close the warp gate on you while your halfway through and immobilized…”

It was at that moment that the deathly duo realized just what direction this scenario was headed in.

“Thereby cutting you in two.”

Midoriya felt his throat run dry at that prospect. This wasn’t just some half assed attempt to kill the number one hero, this was thoroughly planned out, and on its way to completion. At their current rate, All Might wouldn’t escape the trap in time, not by the way he was struggling. He needed to do something, he had to do something.

He might not have liked the man, but he surely didn’t want him dead.

Gami could feel his successor’s efforts to move, and his worry peaked once more. “You cannot. It is a miracle alone that those villains have left you unbothered so far.”

“I can’t just stand here,” he whispered back hoarsely, holding back the train of coughs threatening to climb up his throat. He shook his mentor’s bony grip off him and took a shaky step forward. His bones ached from inside of him and his stamina drained out like his blood loss. It was true. It was a miracle that he was still conscious right now, even despite his immortality, but that only meant he couldn’t waste it. He could decay the Nomu’s arms and free All Might, and if he could do that, then his morals wouldn’t allow him to simply stand on the sidelines and watch the hero struggle alone.

He took another small step and watched the floor sway beneath his feet. He leaned into his scythe, now using it as a cane for his unstable form. His body was finally starting to run out of adrenaline, and was giving out on him. And though his movements were slight, they caught the attention of one person, who had been eerily fixated on him since the near start of the invasion.

Shigaraki moved his focus from the end of the number one hero to the green haired boy who had piqued his curiosity since he had entered the battlefield. His grin grew larger at watching his attempts to move. And when an opportunity presented itself, boy was he one to take it.

“Kurogiri.” All he had to do was command the portal villain, who in turn turned his attention as well. The two villains were practically on the same wavelength, as the moment Midoriya looked up, all that met his vision was a rush of purple smog.

He gasped, and moved to raise his scythe defensively, but the moment it left the dirt, he felt his legs wobble. He couldn’t lift it to protect himself without losing his balance, and there was no way he could force his body to move out of the way fast enough. Even if Gami could push him out of the way, he’d just be prone to another attempt.

The only thing he could think to do was raise his uninjured bare hand, hoping that maybe he could pull off that explosion from before in his other desperate time of need.

“Midoriya, kid!!” All Might exclaimed, watching the entire mess unfold before him but unable to do anything about it.

Just as the fog prepared to engulf him, a deafening explosion rang from in front of him, causing him to shield his eyes out of instinct. A bright yellow blast blinded the area around him, making Gami shrink back submissively. He knew for a fact this wasn’t his work, as even if he was blind, he still didn’t feel any blowback from the explosion. And though it was fairly easy to tell, a subsequent cry was all that was necessary to confirm it.

“Get… THE HELL OUTTA HERE!!”

He watched Bakugo launch himself and aim his grasp at the metal neck piece Kurogiri was wearing. With brutal force, the blond slammed him to the ground hard, unrelenting with his hand. The misty man was pressed into the dirt, with Bakugo’s palm placed dangerously close to his head.

A cold chill swept over the battlefield, rushing by his feet. Sure enough, when the boy looked down, he noticed a thin trail of ice running right past him and towards the Nomu, freezing half of its body only moments later.

Kirishima then jumped from somewhere on the sidelines and took a swing at Shigaraki, to which the villain unfortunately dodged. The redhead barreled into the main crowd, which was now much more balanced than before.

Midoriya looked around in disbelief. Just a moment ago, he had been on his own, fighting an impossible battle simply to stall for time. He had been injured, worn down, and afraid, unsure of how much longer he could last.

But now, as his glance moved from person to person, he could feel the spark of hope ignite again in his chest. And though the situation hadn’t gotten any less dangerous, being surrounded by the number one hero as well as his competent classmates kindled newfound adrenaline in his system.

All Might.

Bakugo.

Kirishima.

Todoroki.

If they were still up and kicking, then so should he.

The Nomu screeched in pain, which brought the teen out of his thoughts. The frost had spread further up its body, crackling against its skin. Its muscles spasmed as the beginnings of hypothermia started to set in, losing its grip into All Might’s sides. The hero gave one last tug against the appendages in his flesh, and finally, he was able to pry himself free.

The pro retreated back a few feet, now standing in front of the group of students. Kirishima had moved towards Bakugo’s crouching form, squatting into a defensive position to assist the blond just in case. Todoroki continued to send waves of ice from the base of his right foot, but turned to Midoriya anyway, despite being a couple steps away.

“Are you alright, Izuku?” he asked, scanning his eyes in search of injuries.

The boy tugged the remnants of his sleeve over his gruesome wrist wound, suddenly feeling very uncomfortable. He was still leaning into his scythe, with a small puddle of blood by his feet. “I’m fine… but we’ve got bigger problems right now.”

Just as he finished, Shigaraki slowly turned towards their group, sending a chill down his likely bruised spine. Something about the blue haired man simply terrified him, filling him with instinctive fear. But having his most capable peers around him was enough to push past his anxiety, putting up just as brave a facade as they were.

“You’ve pinned down our way out…” the villain mumbled, “Well, this is a problem.”

Bakugo’s sadistic grin grew a size wider at his quiet hesitation, as his hand tensely remained on Kurogiri’s neck. “You slipped up, bastard! And it’s just how I thought!”

Even Gami shied away as Bakugo’s expression became even more feral, his eyes growing thin and smirk stretching larger than what he thought was possible.

“The parts you can turn into that foggy warp gate are limited,” he explained aloud, almost as if he was showing off, “And you’re using that misty crap to hide your real body, yeah?! Am I right?!”

The ghost turned to his successor, bringing a bony finger to where his chin would be. “I thought that was determined already?”

If the situation was different, Midoriya would have probably let out a loose chuckle at the thought of Gami passively insulting Bakugo. But now definitely wasn’t the time. The Nomu had remained eerily still for the time being, and even though it was entrapped in ice, he couldn’t forget its hyper regenerative abilities.

He hoped All Might hadn’t either.

“If your whole body was mist and physical attacks didn’t work…” Goodness, was Bakugo still going on about that? As much as he could acknowledge the blond’s analytical prowess, now really wasn’t the time and place to group dissect a quirk. “You’d never say, ‘That was a close one’!!”

Something must have provoked the misty villain, or at the very least, he must have attempted to escape, because his body shifted slightly under Bakugo’s watchful gaze. Said boy picked up on this immediately, and pressed his hand further into the metal neck piece. He turned to make eye contact, his threatening smile unwavered.

“Don’t move!” he growled, getting up close and personal, “If I decide you’re doing anything fishy, I’ll blow you straight to kingdom come!”

Kirishima, who still stood beside him, glanced cheekily at his peer. “That’s not very hero-like, dude…”

But Shigaraki had witnessed enough of the banter, starting to become annoyed. He looked over to his Nomu, who was still in Kurogiri’s portal and still half frozen, but otherwise fine.

“Nomu, take out the explosive brat,” he commanded sharply, not caring if everyone else overheard, “We need our escape route back.”

The monster reacted instantly at its master’s instruction, beginning to pull itself out of the open portal. The group watched in shock as the frozen parts of its body began to crumble and break, much to Todoroki’s horror. It lost more of his right side as it progressively moved to stand up, with its entire right arm and leg breaking off completely. And yet, even with the missing limbs, the beast remained unaffected.

“Get back everyone!!” Midoriya couldn't help but warn as his classmates had no idea of the mutant’s multiple quirks.

Collective gasps rang about the central plaza as strings of muscle began to wrap themselves around the Nomu’s stumps, reforming themselves into limbs once more.

“What the-” the pro shouted in disbelief.

“Nomu’s got hyper regeneration, remember?” Shigaraki questioned cynically, a knowing smirk across his cheeks, “Or were you not paying attention when the decay brat practically spoiled it?”

The villain’s hair tussled with every prideful word, moving along with his ego. The boy shuffled uneasily at the call out, with Gami moving closer protectively. Unbeknownst to him, he had unwilling picked up the eyes of his classmates, who had now begun to put the pieces together concerning his injuries.

Shigaraki scoffed as his monster finished repairing its lost limbs, regaining a new, uninjured hand. “It is pretty unfortunate that our original plan didn’t quite work out, but Nomu at least got one of its hands back now, thanks to that icy brat.”

Shocked, the teen turned his focus to the Nomu’s new hand, and sure enough, it was uninjured. It did make sense, but it did startle him nonetheless. It was a stark contrast, to see one hand look so perfectly new, while the other still retained its grotesque wounds.

Then, the Nomu charged forward, having finished healing its injuries. The male laughed at the perplexed expressions in front of him, finding their disbelief absolutely hilarious. “Nomu is a super-powered sandbag, designed to withstand everything you’ve got.”

Midoriya knew that first hand, and it still absolutely terrified him.

Despite the ground still being torn up from his previous battle with the Nomu, it still moved ungodly fast, now with even less injury to slow it down. It zoomed towards the group, more specifically, right at Bakugo, who could only lift his head up and stare at the beast’s unnerving blank expression. Gami watched his successor step forward instinctively, trying to do something, but at his near collapse, lunged his ghostly arms back under him to provide extra support.

While being immoblile was certainly detrimental in a situation like this, it certainly made the teen more observant. He had to be, if only to make up for his hindrance in combat. So when a yellow blur moved out of the corner of his eye, he immediately switched gears towards it, watching it throw himself between the raging beast and his fiery classmate.

So when Bakugo suddenly appeared beside him as the Nomu violently launched something into the dome wall behind them, he couldn’t quite say he was surprised.

After all, this was the number one hero they were fighting alongside. He would never allow a student to be blatantly attacked like so on his watch.

Though, he registered the sight much before the shock of the punch, and was unprepared for the blast that came after, knocking his unstable body back to the ground. Todoroki and Kirishima managed to stay upright, but the trees around them swayed dangerously, threatening to fall over themselves.

The impact with the earth wasn’t really that severe, but combined with the fact that Midoriya’s body was covered in gashes and bruises, his likely broken ribs, and his overall drained stamina, he couldn’t help but cry out in pain. He couldn’t maintain his concentration anymore, and his weapon finally disappeared from his hand instinctively. He was able to catch his upper body with his hands, stopping his back from hitting the ground, but the impact to his mangled wrist sent another wave of shock and pain through his blood. He clenched his teeth to prevent another yelp from escaping his lips, the pressure of his jaw unfortunately causing a thicker trickle of blood to escape instead.

“Izuku!!” He heard the spirit yell out, finally bringing him out of his fuzzy conscience, but he could only groan in response, unable to bring himself to form words just yet.

His eyes fluttered open not a moment later, remembering just what kind of situation he was still in. His vision was dazed, but regardless he attempted to lift himself back to his feet, pushing for any more last bits of stamina. The dust from the blow finally began to clear, and that’s when he noticed a hand reaching out in his direction, and not the skeletal one he was familiar with.

Todoroki stood above him, which was strange considering the boy was behind him just before the Nomu’s punch. But nonetheless he was above him, leaning forward slightly and offering his hand out. His brain still foggy, it took him a moment to process the image in front of him, eyes blinking sporadically to try and register the sight quicker. He switched to autopilot when his head continued to sway, and reached out to take his hand. With their combined efforts, Midoriya was able to get back up on his feet, wobbling slightly, but otherwise alright. He brought his weapon back out again and leaned into it, stabling his form for the time being.

That was when his classmate had finally deemed him stable enough to let go.

That was also when the alien feeling of direct skin contact finally registered itself to Midoriya’s muddy conscience.

The realization was enough to shatter him out of autopilot, snatching his already limp hand back with a jolt. He unconsciously cradled it, but not in any gentle way, untrusting of his fingers to remain at a distance he felt was safe. He quickly glanced over to make sure Todoroki’s hand wasn’t disintegrating, to which it thankfully wasn’t, and allowed himself a sigh of relief. He could feel his heart still rapid firing out beats, and he worked desperately to calm it.

“Are you sure you are alright?” The two toned teen inquired again, making direct eye contact.

He shriveled under his gaze, but nodded anyway, wiping the drops of blood from his mouth. “Y...yeah, I’m good. Thanks for the help.”

His friend sent him a curt nod, and then repositioned his attention towards what had been shot into the wall behind them, to which Midoriya followed as well.

All Might stood strongly amongst the rubble, his arms shielded protectively in front of his face. The arm in front sported a decently sized abrasion, and even from his distance, he could see the hero spit out a few more drops of blood.

Bakugo, who was still on the floor, could only bring himself to watch in shock, finally piecing together what just transpired. He wasn’t the only one either, as the rest of the students seemed to realize that the hero had taken the hit to protect him.

Shigaraki too, quickly picked up on the transition, his expression morphing into an unrecognizable one from underneath the hand covering it. His eyes widened from in between the mummified fingers, pupils shrinking dangerously small. His shoulders started to twitch involuntarily as the breath in his lungs heaved.

Everyone switched focus at the villain’s sudden burst of laughter, and stared anxiously as he doubled over heaving. The plaza was filled with the chilling echoes of his chuckling, so unfit for the current context.

“Anything to save a comrade, right?” he questioned the hero with a sneer, cocking his head cynically. The smirk of his face was audible at this point, evident by the hint of chipperness in his tone.

The villain then turned his eyes towards the crowd, again landing on Midoriya, who was struggling to remain upright. His smile dropped, remembering how perplexing the boy was earlier, before shaking himself out of his funk and pointing towards him.

“Just like earlier, when that one… the little decay brat.” Said boy looked over shakily at the beginning of the unwanted spotlight, but Shigaraki didn’t care at all. Gami moved forward threateningly, wishing desperately that he could be seen so he could scare the living shit out of the villain, who was starting to annoy him. The specter could feel the eyes around them curiously land on his successor, trying to decipher just what he was going on about. The situation as a whole really pissed the ghost off, and he hoped at the very least for his sanity, he’d never encounter these individuals again.

“He fought my Nomu with everything he had,” Shigaraki almost teased, considering the amount of ghastly injuries he obtained from fighting with “everything he had”. But the statement still made his classmates look over in shock. They hadn’t realized how badly he was hurt in the midst of the chaos, nor that he got like that from fighting the very thing that had just sent All Might crashing into the wall behind them. “But violence in the name of saving others is admirable?”

He broke out into laughter again, becoming even more unhinged with each word. His calm facade from earlier was starting to crumble, revealing his swirling mess of a character inside.

“You know what, All Might? That pisses me off!!” he cried out to the crowd, becoming more animated with each word, “Heroes and villains both thrive on violence, and yet we’re still categorized. ‘You’re good.’ ‘You’re evil.’ That’s how it is!!”

The way Shigaraki passionately spoke, as if he truly believed he was in the right, Midoriya just couldn’t wrap his foggy head around it. Maybe it was because of how exhausted he was, or maybe it finally was his blood loss getting to him, but it was getting harder and harder to process what exactly the villain was saying.

“Symbol of peace? HAH!! In the end, you’re just a tool for violence made to keep us down,” he rambled, feeling his fervor for the topic start to die off, “And violence only breeds more violence. I’ll show the world that by killing you…”

All Might huffed, having walked back up to the group of students in the time he had been talking, “What a load of nonsense. Idealistic criminals have a different sort of fire in their eyes.”

But the pro’s criticism didn’t seem to rock the villain in the slightest, as he just sneered in his direction, “But you’re just enjoying yourself, you big liar.”

That particular statement rang through the boy’s head especially loud, making him shuffled uncomfortably, though the movement was easy to attribute to his shaky condition. He silently promised himself that once he made it out of this situation, he’d work towards fixing his perception of the number one hero. Because, quite frankly, even sharing a small inkling of opinion with someone who was the exact opposite of everything he was working to made him sick.

But as he looked around, his classmates thankfully didn’t pick up on his hesitation. They were all too busy preparing for another rush or blatant attack from one of the three villains in front of them, to which Midoriya figured he should join in on, regardless of his condition.

“It’s three on five,” Todoroki announced, wrangling everyone’s thoughts back into place, “We have the advantage.”

He nodded at his friend, even if there was a sliver of hesitation hiding behind his determined smile.

“These are some brutal dudes, but with us supporting All Might, we can beat ‘em back!!” Kirishima exclaimed, pumping everyone up.

But the hero disagreed, “No!! Get out of here!!”

But Todoroki only looked over blankly. “Things wouldn’t have gone well if I hadn’t stepped in.”

The deathly duo swiveled their heads around, stunned at the teen’s choice of words, but they couldn’t help but agree. Midoriya in particular remembered the conversation Aizawa and Thirteen had just before the invasion. The space hero had raised three fingers when talking about All Might’s time limit being up. He hadn’t thought much of it then, but when combined with what he remembered the pro telling him under the overpass all that time ago, it was fair to assume All Might’s 3 hour limit had run out just before the attack. He was trying to bluff off his incoming transformation.

The boy was the only one here who knew the true peril that the number one hero was in. And by god, if he could still move even a finger, then he would keep fighting, no matter what All Might said.

This was his first step towards change, and though in the past he probably wouldn’t have even considered it, now he grasped it with open arms.

“Right you are Todoroki!! So thanks for that!!” He continued to play it off like nothing was wrong. “But fear not!! Sit back and watch a pro get serious!!”

But again, Shigaraki grew annoyed with the conversation. “Nomu, Kurogiri, take him. I’ll handle the kids.”

Then, the decay villain rushed towards the group, more specifically, the group of students. The look in his eyes swirled with pure insanity as his light blue hair whipped around in the momentum his running created.

“Let’s clear the stage and go home!”

Kirishima, who was the closest out of the four, hardened his skin as everyone else lowered closer to the ground for extra stability in anticipation. “He’s coming! Get ready guys!!”

Midoriya gripped his scythe like a staff, looking much more intimidating than before when he was hobbling against it. He wasn’t sure how much he could do, or if he could even lift the blade off the ground without losing his balance, but he’d figure it out when it came to that. Right now, the fogginess in his head had been momentarily cleared, filling to the brim with two repetitive thoughts that he couldn’t be more ready to hear.

Protect… and save.

Then, with everyone unprepared, All Might rushed the Nomu even faster than before, slamming his fist right into its own mangled one. The blow was more powerful than any of his yet, causing Shigaraki to retreat from his own attack, with the shock tussling around the teen’s unruly, green hair.

“Nomu’s got shock absorption.” Shigaraki restated with a bit of annoyance, “You already saw it yourself.”

But the hero only smiled wider. “That’s right!!”

Like a brewing hurricane, both powerhouses’ punches grew stronger and stronger, the dust around them kicking up until nothing could be seen. Neither they boy nor the ghost could hear anything over the deafening slams in front of them, and that seemed to be the same for the rest of the students, until All Might’s echoing voice erupted from the chaos.

“It’s shock absorption, not negation, so he must have a limit, no?!” he shouted over the cacophony of sounds exploding from around them, “Built to counter me, you say?! Made to withstand everything I’ve got?! Then I’ll just have to go beyond that!!”

That’s what made everything click. Midoriya was confused at first, wondering why the hero was choosing to engage in a head on assault against such a powerful adversary while tight on time. But what he revealed made perfectly logical sense. Absorption was just that, absorption, meaning it had a cap of its own. If All Might could deliver enough shock to the Nomu’s body before it could distribute it evenly, in theory he could break through the absorption. He hadn’t even considered that as a possibility simply due to its improbability, but this was All Might he was talking about. It had been foolish to dismiss the thought in the presence of the number one hero.

“A hero’s always ready to smash through trouble!”

On the ground surrounding the two fighting, blood splattered occasionally, painting the earth with red. He couldn’t be sure whose it was, or if it was a combination of both, but any of those options were plausible, as All Might was spitting up blood and the Nomu still had its injured hand. But quite honestly, the fact that he couldn’t tell was arguably worse for his anxiety than just knowing in the first place.

“Tell me villain, do you know the meaning of…”

The hero paused for a split second, but it was long enough for the dust to clear partially. There, all of the observing parties could see him wind a fist behind his head, knee bent, aimed for the monster’s midsection. A thick trail of blood escaped his clenched teeth as his ripped clothes fluttered in the wind, but that seemed not to faze him in the slightest.

And then, the second was over.

“PLUS ULTRA!!!”

He slammed his fist in an uppercut right into the chin of the beast, the blow so strong, it sent it flying straight upwards, crashing through the top of the glass dome. The explosion that came after was massive, with glass shards raining down from the sky. The group of students all shielded themselves from the debris, with Gami shielding his successor since the boy couldn’t himself, even though the ghost’s transparent body made no difference. Thankfully, the glass impaled an area a few feet away from the kids, so none of them were harmed.

Though, the tensity of the situation did nothing to deter the awe of the students watching.

“Like straight outta the comics,” Kirishima could only gasp, “He just smashed his way past the absorption. The ultimate bruiser…”

“And against that power… the regeneration wasn’t able to keep up with that barrage of attacks…” Todoroki added, though one could still pick up on the shock in his tone.

The smoke and dust finally started to clear, and there revealed All Might, battered and tussled, but standing confidently, a wide smile adorning his face. His clothes were completely ruined, blood and bruises covering his skin, and yet he still stood strong, an arm crossed over his chest.

“Well villain,” his voice rang out so powerfully, it defied his very condition, “How about we hurry up and finish this?”

Shigaraki stared at him blankly for an awkward amount of time, before resorting back to scratching his neck even more furiously than ever before. Kurogiri swirled around him, almost in concern, trying to make him feel more reassured, but his efforts went completely unnoticed.

“Weakened? Not that I can see. We’re clearly outmatched,” he started rambling, switching thoughts sporadically, “How dare you do that to my Nomu. You cheated…!”

His scratching became even more heightened, swiping relentlessly at his neck like a dog with fleas. His persona seemed to be breaking down, at least, that's what Midoriya could tell. His plan had fallen apart, and he seemed to be falling apart with it. Was Shigaraki a meticulous planner, obsessive in a sense? But that wouldn’t make sense compared to the childish act he had displayed before, further enforced by the constant game references.

He added analyzing Shigaraki’s personality to his mental checklist of topics to turn his focus to after this mess was over.

“He’s not weak at all!!” the decay villain cried out, “They… they lied to me!!”

Weak? That brought up another issue. All Might’s weakening state was a secret that was heavy guarded, and it wasn’t even the most sensitive information about him. As far as the boy could think in the moment, only the U.A staff and himself knew of his drained strength from his injury, maybe a few others that he was unaware of. And that wasn’t even including his time limit, alternate form, and passable quirk. So how was it that these villains knew of the possibility that the number one hero might be weakened? And “they”? Did that imply that the villains had more than one informant that knew of All Might’s status.

“Well?” the pro questioned, still not moving from his standstill spot, “Coming to get me?! What happened to clearing the stage…?”

He slowly moved his head lower, allowing the glint in his eyes to pierce through the new shadow on his face, the utter contrast absolutely terrifying.

“If you can take me on, then bring it on…”

The wave of intimidating aura rushed through the plaza, making Shigaraki shudder in fear. And quite honestly, Midoriya couldn’t blame him. He’d be scared shitless if he found himself in that exact position, staring down the number one hero. Though, there was something bothering the teen about the dust that still hung in the air. It seemed off, consistency wise, different from the rest of the smoke, though hard to tell because of its constant movement. Bust as a small piece of the dust cloud swirled into a different spot, he could understand why it was bugging him so much. A strand of steam was coming off All Might’s shoulder.

The hero was bluffing.

He was about to detransform, the steam from holding his body leaking out of his skin and mixing with the dust cloud. That explained why he wasn’t moving. All Might was likely putting so much concentration into holding his hero form that even taking a single step would risk breaking it.

The teen took a shaky step forward, using his weapon to balance. Fear rushed through his veins in place of blood, as it seemed all of that had already left his body. He could feel his hand tremble against the blade’s wood handle, his nails digging into the grain.

Gami seemed just as confused as the rest of the students, watching Midoriya advance even though the situation looked so defused. Kirishima tried to break through to the ghost’s successor, but he seemed to be caught in a trance of his own thoughts, ignoring any cries he made.

“Well? What’s keeping you?!” the hero called out again.

He was trying to stall for time. Iida was still on his way with reinforcements, and once those got here, All Might and the rest of the class would be in the clear. But now, with his form teetering in the balance, he could do nothing but stall, just as he himself had done before.
“If only we still had Nomu!! If only!!” Shigaraki continued going on about their failed plan, “He was taking those hits so well!”

But Kurogiri had other ideas, swirling around the blue haired man. “Calm yourself Shigaraki Tomura. It is apparent that the Nomu did manage to deal some real damage.”

The misty man looked over towards the group of students, making uncomfortable eye contact with one green haired kid in particular, who was still debating on what exactly to do. None one was actually moving though, and that was just what Kurogiri wanted to see.

“The kids are holding back for some reason, and reinforcements from the school are bound to arrive in a few minutes,” he reassured his partner, “But if the two of us double team him, we still have a chance…”

That seemed to perk up Shigaraki’s mood, as he lifted his head from his hands. “Yes… yes, yes…”

He took a deep breath, the gasp of air even audible from Midoriya’s distance. He slowly removed his fingers from his rubbed raw neck, looking up from his slight nod, between the spaces of the hand on his face.

“Right, right, right... We can do this. The final boss is standing right there…” he heaved.

Midoriya remained in the same spot he had been in for the past few moments, idly staring at the two parties. His legs were just as unstable as they were before, and yet, he found himself flooded with the immense urge to take another step. The staredown occurring right before his eyes remained as tense as ever, and though he couldn’t make out what the villains were saying, it still filled him with an intense fear. Neither party had made a move yet, and he wasn’t sure whether to intervene before or after they did, or if to intervene at all. But his morals wouldn’t allow him to standby and do nothing, especially knowing that he could help in some way.

The students behind him however, didn’t exactly feel the same way. The three boys began to walk off, with Bakugo first, and Kirishima following after him. He remarked something about All Might being able to handle the rest of the villains and going to help the other students, to which he would agree if the situation were different, but his knowledge plagued him like a curse.

Todoroki however, hesitated, looking back towards Midoriya’s still form. He wasn’t sure whether to follow the others or stay behind with the person he felt closest with, torn on where to go. He looked towards his friend, candy cane hair whipping around his eyes.

Then, both Shigaraki and Kurogiri lunged for All Might, the pro not moving in the slightest. From outside eyes, it would simply be seen as an intimidation tactic, or a display of the hero’s confidence, but the teen knew the truth. His smile may be plastered onto his face, but underneath that, there must be a hurricane of emotions hidden. The hero had come just in the nick of time for the boy, just as he was losing hope for salvation. Right as he had run out of options, on his knees, staring down the Nomu only steps away, All Might had come and whisked him back up to his feet. He had saved him, whether the petty part of his conscience wanted to come to terms with that or not.

And he wasn’t aiming to become a hero for returns, not at all. He didn’t want to become an inspiration solely off of returning favors. That’s not what a hero represented to him.

Someone was in trouble.

He took a shaky step forward, but at the pace he was going, he’d never make it in time. His legs just couldn’t match his heart.

But if someone was in trouble, then he would save them. Not out of obligation, not out of returning the favor, but because he could. That was his moral.

His veins were surged with the desire to move, adrenaline coursing through them, and yet never making it to his bones. It could have been fear or desperation as well, but whatever it was screamed at him to move.

As long as he could still move, he could help.

His deadweight body screamed at him to move.

His conscience screamed at him to move.

His soul screamed at him to move.

Move goddamnit!! MOVE!!!

“Izuku?”

Suddenly, Midoriya felt himself launch into the air, his hair flipping wildly around him. The echoes of an explosion rang about in his ears, and the tips of his fingers, of which his entire arms were stretched behind him, tingled like they’d been too close to a fire. He soared through the air at breakneck speed, rapidly closing the distance between him and the other two parties. He could barely hear his classmates call out his name behind him in shock, as well as his mentor, who he had unintentionally left in the dust, but ignored it to focus on the task at has. He moved out one of his bare hands from behind him, spreading his fingers wide. He wasn’t exactly sure where Kurogiri’s real body was among the mist, but he would figure it out once he got there. His hands still trembled from the dual blast of DT, but that didn’t matter as he was ready to let loose another surge.

He could feel his soul burning with a new fire, something that reflected through his irises. His body may be at its last straw, but as long as he could still move, he could help.

“GET AWAY FROM ALL MIGHT!!”

The purple mist swirled in front of him, revealing the man’s metal neck piece. The boy shifted his aim for that, since he had witnessed Bakugo hold Kurogiri down by that very object earlier, confirming its solidity. But of course, the villain’s intention was not to give him an easier shot at his body, as soon his fog blended to open a new portal, to which Shigaraki’s hand appeared from. So he switched his aim for that instead, prepared to duel the decay villain with his own disintegration.

“If you’re going to keep getting in my way,” he screeched, “Then I’ll just target you instead!!”

So he bared his teeth and narrowed his eyes. How would this go? He had no idea. Would it be painful? Probably.

But as long as he could still move, he could help.

But just as he was close enough to note the villain’s chipped fingernails, a distance so chilling yet unable to truly process through his momentary adrenaline rush, a flash of metal shot right by his eyes. It sunk into Shigaraki’s skin as if it were water, blood splattering so close he could make out the glints of light reflected on it. He could make out its rounded shape, and paled at the realization.

It was a bullet.

It made his stomach queasy, thinking something like that whizzed so close to his face. And yet, it hit its mark so precisely, without a moment of hesitation. There was only one person he could think of that would be able to pull that off, one specific sharp shooting hero.

“Sorry everyone.”

Multiple more shots rang about the USJ building, just as Shigaraki’s eyes widened, the pain of being shot finally setting in. No longer needing to aim for the villain, Midoriya allowed his body to finish its course through the air, tumbling to a stop only a bit away from the number one hero. The rough landing made him cry out in pain again, his body finally sick of being thrown around, but it was drowned out by the heavy gun fire, only able to be heard by All Might and the two villains in proximity.

“We’re a little late.”

“A little” was an understatement. He wasn’t sure what Aizawa was thinking, or even if the man was still conscious, but he was sure he wouldn’t let the rodent principal ever live this down. Still, despite how long awaited Nezu was, he couldn’t help but feel glad at hearing his uncomfortably chipper voice.

“We brought everyone we could,” the principal finished.

That must have been why they were so late, busy gathering forces to be extra prepared upon arrival, but the teen couldn’t even lift his head to check. His body had finally run out of power, the battery dead and basically leaking. His crumpled form lay against the hard earth, and he could feel his wet blood pool under him. He wasn’t even sure where it was coming out of at this point, but he didn't bother to check, instead focusing on properly breathing.

“President of Class 1-A, Iida Tenya…” He trembled lightly at the call, convincing himself it was out of relief, and not any other reason. Iida had done it. He had saved everyone, just in time. If he had the energy, this would have been the point where his tear ducts burst.

He really was the best choice for class president.

“Reporting for duty!!”

Kurogiri looked at his partner, before beginning to morph into a portal. He swirled with anticipation, both literally and figuratively, waiting for the man to step inside, but his eyes seemed fixated forward, hands returning to his raw neck.

“The heroes are here,” the misty man clarified, “We can try again another time, Tomura.”

But Shigaraki didn’t look at all fazed by his comrade’s words, instead glancing up, accidentally making eye contact with the prone student in between him and All Might. But just seeing him filled the villain with an unnatural amount of rage. His entire plan, his Nomu, everything he had worked for, it was all undone by the kid in front of him. How… how was that even possible?

“No.”

His fingernails clawed at the skin in his neck, making it more red than it already was.

“I’m not quitting the game empty handed like this,” he mumbled, his fingers beginning to twitch uncontrollably, “I’m not going back to Sensei without any loot.”

He settled again on the green haired brat, who still remained practically unmoving on the ground. Bullets rained down on his own form, but Kurogiri shielded most of them from hitting him using his mist, allowing him a bit more time to think. He watched him struggle to push himself up, leaning on his elbows for support, but his efforts were to no avail.

Shigaraki was a man of opportunity, and besides, he was sure Sensei would be just as interested in him as he was.

Midoriya felt he could take his focus away from the battlefield to worry about his breaking down body. His bones were giving out on him, unable to support his weight any longer. After attempting and failing to prop himself up, he raised his head, if only to see if someone could help him.

His blood ran cold at seeing Shigaraki lunging for him instead.

He couldn’t move, rooted to his spot out of exhaustion and now fear. He couldn’t do anything. The smoke around him from All Might’s detransformation was billowing in plumes, hiding him from his classmates, the heroes, even his own mentor. Their eyes met, his piercing irises filled with the duality of burning rage and cold indifference, but he couldn’t do anything but stare helplessly, not even having enough time to cry out for help.

But just as quickly as he had come, the villain was suddenly pulled back, against his will as he struggled to stay rooted to his spot. He desperately clawed at the ground to try and solidify his grip, but it wasn’t enough as he was forcefully pulled backwards, away from the prone teen. Shigaraki looked around, and so did Midoriya, both unsure of what was going on, but against the thick plumes of smoke, they could see nothing.

“What’s going on?!” he screeched, now being sucked into the portal Kurogiri made and furiously trying to hold out.

A cry erupted from away from the plaza, and all parties looked to find its source, to which a figure could be seen laying down at the edge of the stairs.

“It’s me!!” Thirteen cried out once again, their beaten body collapsed at the top of the stairs, their quirk active and growing stronger by the second.

The space hero’s black hole quirk continued to pull Shigaraki deeper and deeper into his own portal, as the villain’s grip started to fail.

“I may have failed here, symbol of peace.” He was desperately trying to get his last words out before he was enveloped by the fog. “But the next time we meet…”

Now, only his face, revealing a wrinkled and cracked visage, was visible in the purple mist, even the hand he was using to hold on had been sucked in. But none of that stopped his efforts, pure determination fueling his strength to hold out.

“You’re dead, All Might.”

And with that, the portal closed, taking Shigaraki with it.

Just like that, everything was over.

Gami rushed over, kneeling down by his successor’s fallen form. The ghost was worried sick, and it didn’t help that he had trouble keeping up with the boy in battle. He couldn’t do much in the first place, but to the man, it was made all the worse if he couldn’t even stand beside him in his times of need.

When he approached Midoriya, he paled at his condition. The poor child had really overexerted himself, and he paid dearly for it. While he had no major outward injuries that the spirit could see, a small pool of blood was stretching out from under him, coming from the gruesome wound on his arm. His back heaved unevenly from his attempts at breathing, and his limbs twitched sporadically, almost disconnected from the rest of his body. There was no way Gami could even think about moving him, not in a condition like that. It was too risky, and even with the teen’s immortality, he likely only put him through more pain.

So he settled for his only option at comfort, slowly running his hand through his messy locks, now covered in dirt and dust.

The boy managed to get his head off the ground, just so he could look up at his surroundings. The smoke was finally starting to clear, and he noticed All Might’s silhouette standing in the exact same spot, not having taken a single step. Steam still rushed from his body, but with his vision already hazy, he couldn’t tell if the hero had transformed back yet. He squinted hard, hoping to clear up the fuzziness in his eyes

“If you hadn’t given me those few seconds…” A strong voice called out amongst the chaos and smoke, once that Midoriya’s foggy brain could barely place, “I’d be dead.”

Then, All Might’s figure walked towards him, the close in distance allowing him to see that the hero was partially detransfromed, half of his body reverting back to his skinny self. The pro was battered: his hair thrown about in a mess, his arms hanging limply at his sides, his outfit completely ruined beyond repair. And yet, he somehow found the energy to face in his direction and speak to him as if he were still in his prime.

“You saved me.”

He couldn’t help the small tears that followed after hearing that, the reassurance hitting his heart like a truck. Maybe he still did value the number one hero’s opinion as highly as he did in the past, but either way, that wasn’t what brought him to tears.

Despite the battle taking a massive physical toll on his body, that wasn’t the only thing that had gotten to him. His self confidence had also taken a hit, whether his pride wanted to admit he was that easily affected or not. It was hard enough dealing with his own self doubt each day, but his poor esteem was only fueled by Shigaraki’s comments, and while he would never admit that out loud, Gami already knew it was true.

So, just hearing that he managed to save someone, that he was able to do the one thing his heart longed for, it made him realize this path wasn’t in vain. His attempts at heroism weren’t some silly dream that could be crushed so easily. He could do this.

His pained expression morphed into a smile, his cheeks mixed with blood and the light dusting of teardrops.

He could do this.

“Midori? You alright?!” Kirishima suddenly called from the other side of the plaza.

He tried to respond back, but his voice had given up on his much like the rest of his body. He couldn’t actually see his classmate, but was able to hear him running in his direction. It sounded like there were actually two sets of footsteps, but he wasn’t sure in his muddied conscience.

Then, a giant cement wall rose from the earth, right behind All Might’s now detransformed self, shielding both of them from view.

That's right. His classmates couldn’t see the hero like this, or his secret would be exposed. All Might’s secret form had slipped from his shaky mind. Honestly, he could admit that the only thing on his mind at the moment was seeing if someone could help him off the ground. His clothes were damp and heavy, and every bone in his body ached uncomfortably. But despite the pain, he was having trouble focusing on any one thing in particular.

“We need to make sure all you students are safe, so head over to the gate.” That was Cementoss’s voice, evident by its rough and powerful echo. Though, the realization should have been obvious as seen by the large cement wall. “Don’t worry, Kirishima, Todoroki… I’ll deal with the wounded.”

Kirishima he understood, but Todoroki? Then that second set of footsteps wasn’t just a hallucination at all. He wanted to call out to them both, and let them know he was alright, but he just couldn’t find the air in his lungs to do so. He let his head collapse against the earth again, not having any more energy to hold it up.

“Makes sense! Roger that!!” his redhead classmate called out, and his footsteps faded away into the opposite direction. He also managed to catch a slight hum of confirmation from Todoroki, but he couldn't be sure if he actually heard it or if it was just his head messing with him. He was pretty sure the second set of footsteps walked away as well, but the sounds entering his ears didn’t seem right.

“Thanks… that was close, Cementoss,” All Might answered as he slumped over into a sitting position, but his voice sounded off. His tone was slurred and warped, and made his head feel like it was spinning. Midoriya just couldn’t focus on it, or anything for that matter, as his head rested against the cool dirt. His eyelids fluttered dangerously, but he couldn’t do anything to stop them. He just couldn’t keep his eyes open any longer.

The teen could just barely make out his mentor’s concerning cries from above him, but his throat was too hoarse to reply. His senses were dotted with blank spots, fading in and out like an old radio. He just felt so tired, figuring he could afford to shut his heavy eyes for just a split second.

So he did.

And the world went black.

 


 

Students began piling out of the USJ building after the heroes and police arrived. All of the villains, besides the two that had escaped, were quickly wrangled up and restrained by both forces. Police walked in and out of the building frequently, moving past the teens corralled at the entrance. Most of the heroes were out by the entrance as well, having served their purpose of battling the villains into submission, and left their arrest to the work of police. Some remained inside, however, but that was mostly to clear up major pieces of debris and safety hazards.

Nezu stood unimpressively in front of his staff, next to police detective Tsukauchi and his partner, a police officer with a cat head and paws. The detective had his head buried in a notebook as his partner counted out the students.

“17, 18, 19…” The officer paused, moving his pointed paw back over the group of kids, “Tsukauchi, we’re missing one.”

Said detective looked up from his notepad, clicking his pen closed. “There’s one student still inside with All Might, Sansa.”

The cat man nodded. “Then with that, everyone is accounted for.”

Both turned back to the group of students, all huddled together protectively, whether they realized it or not. Surviving such a traumatic deal was definitely impressive, as well as coming out unscathed, especially as first years. Even his fellow officers had a bit of difficulty restraining the numerous villains in the building, and that was even after the heroes had subdued them. To face a group of adversaries like that head on and hold your own, Sansa definitely held respect for them.

“Ojiro… looks like it was into the fire for you this time,” Hagakure, the invisible girl, cheered, her gloves bobbing up and down, “And all alone…? Nice going!”

“I thought everyone was alone… I only survived through hit and run tactics…” Ojiro grimaced, thinking back to his experience, “Where were you, Hagakure?”

She pointed towards Todoroki, who was facing away from her with a blank stare. “The landslide area! That Todoroki’s crazy strong!”

Sansa noted their interaction for the future, reminding himself that they still needed to sit down with all the students to record their experiences and note anything worthwhile about the villains. The officer turned to another small pod of students, listening in to their conversation as well.

“As far as my location…” Aoyama flashed, his eyelids fluttering dramatically, “Anyone have an idea?!”

The students around him gave him strange, uninviting looks, as they continued to talk amongst themselves.

Tokoyami turned towards the others he was with, his companion floating beside him, occasionally shifting around. “Guess those lowlifes were spread out, waiting for us.”

Kirishima pounded his knuckles together, his face adorning a scowl. “Looking down on us cause we're kids.”

Aoyama continued in his pursuit of self centered conversation, turned towards Mineta and Asui instead. “Where do you think I was?!”

Mineta gave into his inquiry, probing him for more. “Where?”

With that, the flamboyant boy spun around dramatically, hiding his head with one of his arms. “It’s a secret!”

Sansa chuckled at the students’ antics, surprised at how easy they were able to revert back to their personalities before the attack. They were truly a promising young batch of heroes, the balance of both seriousness and lightheartedness difficult to find in modern day. But his partner was not enjoying the situation nearly as much as he was, calming the students into silence.

“We’re gonna get you kids back to the classroom for now,” Tsukauchi explained, “This is no time to take your statements.”

But before he could continue, the frog girl approached him hesitantly, her usual blank expression furrowed into one of anxiety.

“Detective,” she asked, her voice unusually meek, “What about Aizawa-sensei?”

He frowned unconsciously at the question, knowing it was likely to come up eventually. He sighed, stuffing his notepad into one of his many jacket pockets and pulling out his cell phone instead.

“Both arms were smashed to splinters, and his face is also fractured,” he relayed with a heavy heart, “Thankfully he doesn't have any brain damage.”

The rest of the class keyed in as the policeman began to speak, paying close attention to his every word.

“But his eye sockets have been pulverized. There’s a chance he may suffer long term vision loss,” he added glumly, “Or so I hear.”

A wide array of concerned shouts and gasp rang about the crowd, with Asui and Mineta looking the most overwhelmed. The boy had his hands laced together with worry, and the girl simply stood with an uncomfortably aghast look painted on her face. She croaked out a small ribbit, but it shook unevenly out of her throat.

The detective tried to lift their mood with some better news. “Thirteen has terrible lacerations across their back and upper arms, but their life isn’t in danger. All Might’s injuries aren’t life threatening either. Recovery Girl’s healing should be enough for him, so he was just sent to the nurse’s office.”

But that did little to ease the students’ worries, as a few paced around nervously. Iida was one of those few, with very much on his mind, Uraraka stood next to him, attempting to calm him down, when she suddenly jolted towards Tsukauchi.

“What about Midori?” she cried out, alerting Iida of his same worries.

“Please, what of Midoriya?” he agreed with concern.

Asui also looked up at that, glancing over to the detective and waiting for a response. But the man’s first reaction was to furrow his eyebrows, which already wasn’t the best sign.

“I’m not sure, really…” he admitted to the dismay of the students asking, “I think he is still inside the building though-”

Before he could finish his thought, two other officers emerged from the USJ building, each wearing rushed expressions. Their movements were quick and with purpose, as if they had no time to waste. Both hurried towards Tsukauchi, with one of them calling out before they arrived.

“Sir!” one of the men yelled, “We need a bus!”

Most of the students had their attentions’ drawn at the loud cry, but very few understood what it actually meant. The adults present, however, snapped their eyes over, knowing exactly what they were referring to. Nezu instantly pulled his phone out of his pocket, dialing quicker than anyone else could.

“I’ll get one to Recovery Girl here right now,” he informed calmly, despite the urgency evident in the other two offficers. Tsukauchi looked over to him and nodded subtly, encouraging the rodent to continue.

Then, just as the officers reached the detective, someone else came running out of the building entrance. It was fairly easy to tell that the person was Present Mic, by his usual eye catching hair and signature hero outfit. But his face didn’t display the cheeky smile it always had, instead his lips curved into a wince. His actions were snappy and sudden, which was usual of the spontaneous hero, but something was off about them, seeming more out of uncertainty than his typical randomness. He was carrying something in his arms, clutching it tightly, but at the distance he was at, no one could really make out what it was.

Of course, the pro quickly got closer, and everyone paled at the sight.

In his arms, was a limp and curled Midoriya, unmoving and drained of all his color. His eyes were skewed shut, and his chest heaved unevenly in a desperate attempt to fill with air. His clothes were torn and dirtied, a large portion of his shirt stained with the disgusting hue of blood. The boy’s arms were placed in his lap, and only a piece of the grisly wound on one was visible. A small trail of caked blood was evident leaking from his mouth, painting his battered face along with the scratches.

Yamada didn’t stop rushing for anyone, despite hearing the gasps and cries at the student he was holding. He knew that the teen was still alive, even without looking at his barely moving chest, as both Aizawa and Nezu had informed him about his hidden power set. But that did nothing to quell his consuming fear at seeing him so lifeless. His heart already began turning cold when he first laid eyes on his partner’s broken body, he wasn’t prepared to take another blow.

The boy’s skin was so cold, so he clutched him closer, if only to share his own warmth.

Someone called out to him, but he didn’t care at all. The ambulance had arrived as he made his way out of the USJ building, meaning he didn’t have to wait for anything. He dashed over to the vehicle, as Recovery Girl herself opened the back doors and allowed the hero access to the stretcher. He hoped on without a moment of hesitation, the doors slamming behind him, and not a second later, the ambulance hit the gas, another person likely driving.

If the situation had been different, maybe one of the heroes would have commented about how that was a beautifully executed display of how to swiftly and properly escort injured civilians to medical care. Maybe someone else would have laughed and wished the building’s cameras were recording it to use as an example for the students in the future. Maybe someone else would have suggested that Yamada himself reenact it for the students on the lecture hall stage.

But the situation wasn’t like that, and no one could even bring themselves to move after witnessing that.

“I didn’t know he was injured that bad…” Kirishima was the first one to speak, yet his words came out the same way everyone was feeling. “Yeah, he was shaky, but…”

He couldn’t find it in him to even finish the thought, the words falling limp on his tongue. Uraraka and Iida looked mortified, with the class president looking especially broken. Mineta looked horrified, and Todoroki and even Bakugo’s usually stone faced expressions crumbled for a second. But Asui just looked guilty, like she blamed herself for the condition of her classmate.

Tsukauchi was definitely unprepared for that sight, unaware of his condition at all until this point. He promptly shoved his phone back into his and turned to Nezu.

“Principal, I’d like to go over the school with a fine toothed comb in the future, but as of now, I’m heading to Recovery Girl’s office to check up on Midoriya,” he stated firmly, allowing no room for argument, “Sansa, I’ll leave the rest to you.”

The cat man nodded sharply and saluted, and as the detective began to leave, the principal moved along with him.

“I am coming as well, so we can talk along the way if you’d like,” the rodent informed, with a bit of unusual snippiness, “I trust in my staff to handle the rest.”

And with that, the two left the scene quickly, leaving the rest of the heroes and police to corral up the students and villains and send them off where they needed to be. But any semblance of a returning mood had rapidly been killed, with everyone just trying to sort out their shock and dismay. It was a solemn scene to any that looked in on it, seemingly drained of all life and movement, despite police bustling about.

Even so, no one was nearly as worried as one ghost in particular, who’s presence remained unknown to all there, the only one that could see him being incapacitated. He had floated off with Present Mic and the ambulance earlier, having squeezed his transparent form into the vehicle with them. And even though he was deathly worried for his successor, a part of him was glad that he couldn’t be seen by anyone.

Gami really wanted to keep his look of pure guilt at his failures to himself.

Notes:

And with that, this brings us to the end of the USJ arc. I’ll admit, I had a bit more planned for this chapter in my notes, but it was already really long (22 pages) so I decided to cut it off here and include what is missing over the next few coming chapters.

I know this chapter ended on a bit of a cliffhanger, but that was intentional. Like I said above, I did have to cut out my planned end of the chapter, but even if I didn’t, I still intended to end it on a cliffhanger nonetheless. Feel free to leave any questions in the comments, but just so you all know, most of the obvious questions created by this cliffhanger will be answered in the next chapter or two.

So the next few chapters aren’t going to focus on the Sports Festival just yet. I wanted to have some breathing room between the two arcs, especially since they’re both pretty tense. Plus, I’ve got a really important subplot planned to fill the gap. Hope you all remember me talking about that “Aftermath of Ishihara” arc a few chapters ago. Just as a little preview, this subplot is going to be focusing on wrapping up the loose ends of Ishihara’s sudden death as well as hopefully clearing up why he died so suddenly in the first place (at least, from a writing standpoint). I’m working really hard to make sure this all comes out just the way I want it to, so I can’t wait to get these next chapters out!

Other than that though, not sure there’s really much else to discuss. List is below, as usual!!

Death’s Touch: Anything Midoriya touches starts to decay immediately, regardless of the amount of fingers touching. This ability works on both the living and the non living. At first, Midoriya couldn’t control this ability, as it activated immediately without his consent. However, now he is able to control the activation on humans and non living objects, being able to start and stop the decay at will. However, he had gained no progress with plant or animal life. Any damage done to living organisms with this power cannot be healed.

Death’s Scythe: Midoriya can summon a scythe to fight with at will. The scythe vaguely resembles a bird’s beak, and has a hole near the start of the blade. The scythe is the only item that can’t be destroyed by Death’s Touch. The Death’s Touch ability can be shared with the scythe at Midoriya’s will, however it can only decay what it cuts. The decay follows the same rules as Death’s Touch. He can also make the scythe disappear at will when he is finished with it or to free his hands.

Immortality: Midoriya is immortal and cannot die. However, he can still get hurt and scarred. The immortality ability doesn’t provide any regeneration, but any wounds that could be detrimental to his job, such as lost/broken limbs and organs, will be healed the next day.

Premonition: Midoriya can see flash images of people who may die before they are supposed to. Normally, he cannot interfere with death, as it’s his job, but he has the option of attempting to save anyone he views in a premonition. These premonitions are bare and don’t provide much information other than the person themselves and their demise, occasionally revealing the setting and attacker, if any. The premonitions can come true between an hour after viewing to 3 days later.

Soul Contact: When a person dies, their soul is immediately sent to Midoriya. He can see, touch, and hold these souls. When holding a soul, Midoriya can see the most important memories and decisions attached to that soul, and hence that person.

Soul Sorting: This ability allows Midoriya to decide which part of the afterlife a soul moves on to. The areas of the afterlife can only be summoned with intent and the swipe of a hand, with the areas themselves being represented by flames. The areas that he can choose from are Paradise, Purgatory, and the Underworld. Once Midoriya decides where the soul best fits, it is sent to the being of that respective area. If approved, the soul stays in that area forever, the exception being Purgatory. Souls in Purgatory can be moved again to either Paradise or the Underworld, however, this is not Midoriya’s decision. If rejected, the soul is sent back to him for reevaluation. All souls must be sorted within 24 hours of Midoriya receiving them, with rejected souls resetting their time limits once they get back to him. Failure to sort a soul within its time limit may result in serious unknown punishment.

Chapter 22: Interlude II: Somewhere Waiting For Me

Summary:

A problem has been detected and you have been shut down to prevent damage to your conscience.

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Trigger Warning: Mild Harassment

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Chapter Text

Kimura was pretty sure he just shoved someone out of the way, but he was currently pressed for time, so politeness was the furthest thing from his mind. He had just closed the cafe portion of his tea business for lunch, so that gave him about two hours before he needed to reopen. And of course, now was when he decided to try and squeeze in the errands he had been putting off. He had already cursed himself for his stupidity, but it was far too late to just stop and turn back now.

He was also planning on meeting Yōko at their usual spot on Dagobah Beach, and he wanted to stretch that for at least an hour, which only shortened the actual amount of time he had to complete his mental list. And for the final icing on the cake, he had managed to grab the shittiest bag possible to hold his groceries in. All in all, there wasn’t too much that could make his day worse, but he held his breath regardless. Things could always get worse, and for him, it always seemed to.

The market today was bustling, since it was a Saturday afternoon, filled with its usual residents as well as outside travelers. The already compact walkways were even tighter and more uncomfortable, people coming way too close into his personal space. But thankfully, the young adult had always been a little assertive in his mannerisms, partly because of his overall pessimistic attitude. It felt as though Lady Luck was constantly against him, so it was hard not to be. It was just easier to grumble at the constant loud noise, or to sigh after finding what he needed sold out.

The male weaved his way around a band of outsiders who clearly didn’t understand how the crowd flow worked around here and continued forwards until the familiar scent of raw fish met his nose. Personally, he wasn’t the biggest fan of raw fish alone, as its pungent smell and slimy taste made it unappetizing, but it was an ingredient usually used in the Yūki family home. He found himself often eating it out of nostalgia, and the smell he regarded as repulsive made trips to the always crowded market just a bit more tolerable.

The aroma didn’t only serve as a heartwarming reminder of the past, but it also let him know when he was finally at the food portion of the city market. The layout of the pop up stores regularly moved around to try and attract new buyers, but the food stores were always located in the same place every time: by the pier.

The stands around the pier weren’t as crowded as the others, mostly because outside travelers didn’t typically shop for food when passing through, and Kimura finally got his breathing room. He figured he’d start with food shopping since that was likely going to be the most expensive part of his day, and running out of money was not an option, no matter how successful his small business was becoming.

Looking around, he spotted a large wad of green and headed for that first. He eased his way into the produce section of the market. He was generally pleased upon finding out that the food portion of the market never changed spots, not even the stands inside, because that meant he could always find the stand that sold herbal plants without much effort at all.

He had developed an amiable relationship with the older woman who sold the vegetation, one that he had no problem admitting was out of a desire to get better deals. But after shopping with her for nearly three months, their relationship grew more friendly than he had originally anticipated, and he found his icy outer layer melted by her essence of homeyness.

“Ah, Kimura dear,” she smiled at him, “Back for your usual today?”

He smiled back, though definitely not as wide, “Indeed so, Hanako-san. I’m in a bit of a rush today.”

The older woman sighed and dropped her shoulders sarcastically, but nonetheless began preparing his typical order, “You’re always in a rush, Kimura dear. And I’ve said not to call me that, it makes me feel old.”

He chuckled, having heard that time and time again from the lady. He shuffled a hand in his large overcoat, reaching inside for his secretly tied pouch of cash. “Well, I’m meeting up with my sister again, so I can’t afford to be late.”

She reached for a bushel of mint sprouts already tied together and added them to the growing collection of herbal plants in her arms, which included lemongrass, passionflower, and chamomile. “You know, you speak much of that dear sister of yours. When are you going to introduce me to her?”

Kimura grew sheepish, rubbing the back of his neck awkwardly. “Ah, well… she isn’t very fond of crowds. I’m not sure I could convince her to traverse the market with me…”

Yōko loved the city market much more than he did. She loved the freedom of exploring around and finding a new pop up store. She loved the colors and the possibilities that were quite literally just around the corner. And on top of all that, she loved meeting outside travers with strange tales to tell.

The old Hanako huffed, “As you’ve told me before. This old soul can only hope.”

The man laughed again, but he cringed internally at its hollowness, positive that the elder woman could hear it shatter just as much as he could. The shopkeeper added a heap of lavender to the haul and finally laid it all out on the counter for him to see. Upon the cloth tabletop rested five bushels of herbal plants, all of which Kimura restocked weekly for serving customers at the cafe portion of his business. He took out his usual 1,550 yen and slid it across, only for her to pass back a portion of it.

“Just for today, I’ll lower it to 1,000,” she smirked, “Buy your sister something nice, alright Kimura dear?”

Still in a bit of shock, he could only nod and pocket the extra cash, sealing up his makeshift wallet back inside his coat. He attempted to stuff the plants into the bag he grabbed, but he could barely fit three before they began to get crushed. Hanako shoved a cheap thin bag at his face, making him jump.

“Use this,” the woman sighed defeatedly, “before you crush my poor plants…”

He grabbed the bag from her with embarrassment, and proceeded to quickly shovel his new greenery into it. Checking his watch, his eyes nearly leapt from his skull as his feet sputtered to a start. He took off in a fresh direction, his newly bought products flailing about wildly, nearly falling out of his new bag.

“Thank you again, Hanako-san!” he called as he waved behind him, “I’ll be back sometime soon!”

The vendor just waved back gently, before sighing and getting back to her work, a small smile evident on her face, though the young adult couldn’t tell due to his turned back.

Kimura paid no mind to his abrupt leave, rushing off to complete the rest of his errands. And though he had just restocked on the vital agents he needed for brewing his tea, he still needed to feed himself. And he surely wasn’t going to settle his stomach on mint leaves and lavender buds. He wasn’t some grazing deer after all.

Most would agree that living on a limited income would be quite bothersome practically all of the time, but it did have its perks. Since the male had to ration out his money each week, his diet mostly consisted of vegetables, since that was all he could afford. And conveniently, all of the produce stands were grouped together right by old Hanako’s, so it made his routine that much easier to pull off.

Well, it wasn't much of a perk now that he thought about it, but when it came to living at end’s meet, looking at the glass half full was all he could do. Surprisingly, he didn’t find himself saddened at that idea, just more of a pessimistic indifference. It was just the way it was, and he could either feel sorry for himself or move on. And he had no time to feel sorry for himself.

He stopped at another stand that knew him by name, and picked out fresh soybeans and seaweed. The shopkeeper here didn’t favor him all too well like Hanako did, but he still priced him fairly, which was all the male could really ask for. He wanted to pick up rice as well, but he could get it cheaper at another stand, so he’d settle for making another trip. Sliding his payment across, he didn’t even wait for it to be counted before leaving towards his third stop.

He continued on, weaving through the crowd without a second thought. Despite the market being much busier than usual, the cacophony of sounds didn’t impair him as it did the outside travelers or even the other townsfolk. He was good at blocking out the excess noise, good at honing in on the task at hand. After all, he had to be. Surviving alone was hard enough, but living with the desire to succeed past his lineage gave him a hefty goal and almost no way of achieving it. Of course he had to pour everything he had and more into each day. There was no one to back him up if he fell, so there was absolutely no room for slacking off either.

Still, he couldn’t help but breathe in the smell of seafood, the salty air stinging his throat a bit. There were times, however, where he just wanted to break down, wallow in his sorrows. He would be reminded of the past he once had, and though deep down he knew he never deserved it in the first place, that still didn’t stop the waves of longing that followed. He couldn’t afford to be jealous, to be spiteful, but was it wrong to want to? He had never enjoyed his weekly errands to the market, but the constant reminders back to his bittersweet childhood nearly made it unbearable.

So he shook his head and shooed the depressing thoughts as well as the invasive smell out from his conscience. Barbed feelings like that weren’t going to help him in the long run. And that’s what he was in for: the long run.

Remembering he was currently on a time crunch, he quickened his pace, finding the stand with the cheaper rice. He ran through his mental checklist as he passed the yen down the counter. After this, he should definitely pass by the general portion of the market and check on his textile supplier. And he definitely needed to pick something up for Yōko, courtesy of Hanako’s thoughtful gesture.

So when the pouch of rice came sliding down the counter a few moments afterward, he grabbed it without hesitation and sped off in a new direction, towards the more crowded, busier area of the market. He stuffed the rice into the shallow bag he had brought, along with the soybeans and dried seaweed strands. Those three items alone barely fit into the poor excuse for a sack, and while he was thankful for the larger bag he was given for the herbs, Kimura wasn’t sure how much more he could physically buy, no matter the extra cash he scrapped together from Hanako.

Shoving past another person, he clutched his bags closer to his body. Pickpockets weren’t uncommon, especially on a busy day like this, which was why he always knew to carry his wallet on the inside of his coat. But he couldn’t fit his groceries in any of his pockets, and while he doubted anyone would target him for those, that sure didn’t stop his paranoia from believing so anyway. Besides, he always made sure to keep his most precious items as close to him as possible, which didn’t always include his paycheck.

He didn’t even have to look up to tell the crowd was getting thicker, the noise alone starting to give him a headache. Trying to find his textile supplier in a mess like this was certainly annoying, especially knowing the man constantly moved his location every week. If it weren’t for the severity of the situation, Kimura would have just left the meeting for another day when he could come visit him at his tea business. But alas, he had his suspicions concerning the delays on his new tea bags, and quite frankly, he was beginning to grow tired of the bullshit.

At least he could pick out the bright sheets of fabric hanging from the stand, even submerged in the crowd. His ankles snapped in that direction as he pushed past, ignoring disgruntled cries and protests at his rough movement. His supplier’s stand was much larger than most of the other vendors found in the market, no matter what they sold, which could be attributed to his frequent sales and investors. But even then, the young adult couldn’t shake the feeling that something was off about the salesman. And now, topped with an unfounded delay in his promised and prepaid products, his restraint was running thin.

Kimura prided himself in his patience and thick skin. After all, he was running a small business. Opportunities never came easy, and when they did, they were few and far between. He had to learn fast how to wait and stay flexible, as well as when to stand his ground and push for more.

And right now, he was ready to rip the vendor a new one.

He squeezed his way to the front counter, past a likely outside merchant judging off his wear, and slammed his hands down. That grabbed the attention of a middle aged looking man, turned away with his back to the crowds. He promptly spun around at the surprising bang, his startled look of shock quickly and seamlessly morphing into a coy smile.

“Ah, Kimura-san,” the older man sang, clenching his teeth to paint his smile white, “What brings you at this busy hour?”

“You know damn well what.” To be fair, his tolerance was running close to nonexistent at this point, prickling at the tip of his tongue. “What of my product status? Still delayed?”

The salesman simply waved him off, however. “Ah, unfortunately so. The shipment is coming from China after all, and you know how their waters can be. A bit… rocky… to put it nicely.”

The white haired male gripped his fists hard, his icy outer layer beginning to leak into the air around him. The man was getting on his nerves, but he couldn’t afford to lose his cool, especially in a crowded public area like this. His friendly reputation amongst his current and potential customers would be squandered, and he’d be doing much more than putting his starting business in jeopardy. After all, the imbecile in front of him was a well respected textile merchant that was responsible for a good portion of shipments from neighboring countries. And while he couldn’t quite agree on the “well respected” part, the city certainly did, and he did not want to be ostracized from another place he was starting to grow familiar with.

So he took a deep breath, letting his anger seeth out of him and warm the chilling atmosphere he was beginning to create. He leaned in close, pushing against the counter, and got right up close and personal to his supplier. His voice dropped down to a whisper, so quiet it couldn’t be heard amongst the chaos of the masses around them. But his breath practically tickled the hair of its recipient, slithering its way right into his ear like an unwanted parasite.

“Listen to me, and listen to me well, Hisoka.” Kimura didn’t even bother with the honorifics. The man in front of him didn’t deserve them anyway. He was so close to grabbing him by the collar and lifting him off the ground, but he settled for gripping the table harder. He wouldn’t put his hands on the merchant, he wasn’t an idiot, but he very well could if he wanted to. The young adult was just about 6 feet tall, and he towered over the rest of the population with ease. His ginormous height alone gave him enough of an intimidation factor, so he refrained his anger from turning physical.

Sometimes, he had himself wondering why exactly he entered the tea business anyway, when he looked the way he did.

“Just because I run a newborn business does not make me any more exploitable than your other fools,” he hissed, a sadistic part of him enjoying the control he finally seemed to have over a portion of his dreary life, “And I certainly know that shipments coming across the East China Sea do not take three and a half weeks, even if there was a delay.”

And this was most certainly not a bluff. While Kimura may not have been the most talented, he certainly was educated. And even after being exiled from the slightest hints of his family, he never let his excellence slip. Constantly repeating and rewriting his notes from the lessons he remembered, and from those he was able to take with him. Reviewing old lessons with Yōko, and even having her share some new ones with him. He had his fair share of older vendors attempting to take advantage of him simply due to his young and inexperienced appearance, but as he liked to think of it, he was a wolf living amongst sheep.

And so the fact that he knew a shipment across the East China Sea would take only two weeks, three weeks at absolute maximum if there hypothetically was a delay, was not a mere bluff.

“So either I receive back half of the value I prepaid,” the young male threatened, “or I take my business, as well as my revelations, elsewhere.”

The shorter, slightly pudgy shopkeeper looked absolutely mortified, his face as pale as Kimura’s ash hair, drenched in a lining of sick, nervous sweat. His knees practically clattered together, like someone was physically bashing the bones against one another. It was almost as if the man had never been called out in his life, which, based on how he was treated amongst the city, was entirely a possibility.

“A-ah, but Kimura-san…” he stuttered out like a petrified toddler whose mother had caught his hand in the candy jar, “I am a-afriad the contract in which you signed states I cannot refund partial or full payments to clients without proof of wreckage or robbery.”

“And I read the contract, Hisoka,” Kimura fired back, a hint of smugness hiding underneath his threatening tone, “Think of it as compensatory late fees.”

The merchant looked as if he wanted to rebuttal, but genuinely came up at a loss for words. So he sighed lightly and grumbled, realizing his defeat, and pulled out his catalog book, searching for where he had accounted for this client’s sale. He used his finger to scan for the name and stopped, his eyes widening in distress upon finding it. He sputtered like a broken engine, but unwillingly pulled out his wallet, which was made of fine leather and much nicer overall compared to Kimura’s own. He passed back a wad of bills, an exchange noteworthy to any pickpocket and thieves around them, so the male quickly rolled them up and stuffed them away inside his coat.

“Here’s half your payment: 75,000 yen,” Hisoka muttered under his breath, his mood clearly sour after the newly burned hole in his pocket, “Just take it and never speak of this again.”

Kimura smirked unknowingly, unable to help himself. “Just as long as my products arrive on time moving forward.”

He turned to walk away smoothly, and he began to, before stopping abruptly and swiveling back around. He returned to close proximity with his supplier, making sure the fire in his eyes and his poisonous grin were both visible.

“Next time,” he whispered, bringing his voice back to the hushed volume it was at before, his threats inadvertently becoming more terrifying because, “inform me that what I am ordering is out of stock, instead of taking my money and attempting to lead me around like a braindead fool. Understood?”

He must have really nailed the atmosphere, because Hisoka just nodded vigorously like a primitive coward. Kimura wouldn’t have been surprised if his pants were thoroughly soiled. “U-understood, Kimura-san…”

“Good.” And just like that, the icy atmosphere vanished, replaced with such a heartwarming smile that no one would have ever been able to tell that something was wrong between the two. It was almost as if the young adult switched masks, his expressions so picture perfect it would have fooled even the most trained eye. “I expect a true report about the shipment status tomorrow. I also expect you to come to me as well, as I already made the effort of seeing you in person today.”

He didn’t even wait for a verbal response, unsure the poor excuse of a man in front of him could even give him one. Once a quick, pathetic nod met his glance, which certainly didn’t take long, he smiled again and turned to leave. He kept his arms close to his chest, making sure he could feel the press of his makeshift wallet sack against his breastbone. Raising one of his hands in a halfhearted, off the shoulder gesture, he waved dismissively, just as the shopkeeper had done to him before.

Kimura sighed heavily under his breath once he was out of view. As powerful as he felt commanding around an older adult like that, his morals didn’t really enjoy it as much as his psyche did. His family prided in elegant, respectful direction, and if they had been there to witness his brash, forceful display, it would have only given them more reason to want him gone. And as much as his newfound confidence wanted to break free of those ideals, his broken heart latched tightly onto them like a miserable leech, afraid to let them go.

But, his methods had worked, so whether or not to continue them still remained in the air.

His wallet pressed further into his chest, making him notice just how heavy it was. He certainly wasn't expecting to leave the market richer than he came in, but he most definitely wasn’t complaining. It was almost as if fate itself were lining up for the moment. Hanako had given him just enough to buy Yōko maybe a thin paintbrush or two, but with his new reimbursement, he may as well buy her a whole rainbow of colors. Of course, that would be overboard and just immature overall, but he didn’t mind entertaining the thought.

Though, that didn’t mean he wasn’t going to treat her to more than usual.

He glanced at his watch, and nearly shot out of his skin. He was supposed to meet his sister in less than ten minutes, and there was no way he was going empty handed. So he raced from the plaza, hoping to find his way out of the general goods area and to the stand that always supplied him with his gifts for Yōko. In his frantic efforts, he was unsure of how many people he may have shoved from his path, but the thought didn’t really matter to him as much as it should. He had much more on his mind at the moment, and his tunnel vision only narrowed further when it came to his sister.

Making his way through the crowd, he wondered what he should get her this time. Maybe some new paints, but he wasn’t sure what colors she needed. Canvases were too bulky for her to sneak back, so those were out of the question. Maybe the newest catalog book, as she did enjoy flipping through those, but that felt cheap to his conscience. The massive amount of options that were now available to him due to his increased budget were definitely a plus, but it didn’t exactly help narrow down his decision making.

Kimura huffed, letting his shoulders slump. He’d figure it out when he got there.

And it didn’t take long for him to do so, arriving at the familiar artsy counter with a sudden jolt. Nearly knocking over a jar of used pencils in his flailing, he scrambled to catch it just in time. The young male certainly looked less graceful than how he walked away from Hisoka earlier, but he collected himself as best he could, attempting to smooth out his unruly hair. His eyes finally focused on the front counter and met the slightly amused ones of the vendor there, causing him to sputter out in a very untasteful manner.

“In a rush, Kimura-san?” the short salesman chuckled, setting down the catalog in his hands, “I do not think I have ever seen you move so fast before.”

“A-ah, yes I am,” he composed himself with a deep breath, “A bit tight on time today, Kohaku-san.”

The shopkeeper smiled, nodding his head in confirmation. “Then I shall save you the small talk. What can I get for you today?”

And here’s where the male would hit his road block. His mind drew an absolute blank, having come up with nothing on the way. He sighed and turned away, trying to rack his brain for some semblance of what to purchase. His gaze met with the discarded catalog book that Kohaku had thrown upon the counter, and he reached for that.

“Do you mind if I look through,” he asked, holding up the thin booklet.

The man just waved him off, though it was nothing like the dismissive way Hisoka had done earlier. It was amazing how two men so enthralled by business could be so different, but Kimura knew it was simply human nature. Neither was perfect, but he could definitely attest to the artsy supplier’s greater competence and trustworthiness. It all drained down to personal morals and experiences, occupation simply had little to do with the matter.

After all, he: a 6 foot young man running a tea brewery right underneath his own living quarters, would know how generalizing stereotypes were in this modern day.

But none of that matter too much as he flipped through the catalog, searching for something to catch his eye. The booklet was a new edition, which made his search feel much more promising, but surprisingly nothing had stuck out to him. Most of which he saw were just more samples and sizes of liquid paint, and while those were a popular choice with Yōko, he felt as if it were too standard of an option. He usually got her acrylic paint, but today, with his expanded budget, that felt too ordinary, too close to normal.

But he also didn’t have too much time to simply flip through the book until he found just the item that rang in his heart.

His eyes scanned through as he turned to the next page, landing upon something he hadn’t seen before. It looked to be a tray of rainbow, each color separated into blocks. This was definitely interesting, as he swiveled the catalog around to show Kohaku, pointing to his strange discovery.

“What is this? I have not seen it before,” he inquired, glancing up to meet the older man’s face.

Kohaku smiled before holding up a finger, signaling for him to wait. The vendor shuffled around, turning his back to Kimura, digging through his boxes in the back of the stand. The young adult tried to get a peek, but couldn’t see a thing that far deep past the counter. Letting out a noise of enlightenment, the clerk seemed to pull something away from the ground, turning back around once more to set it down on the front table.

Displayed in front of him, was a small wooden box with a bronze clasp. It was of handheld size with a polished finish, and simply looked elegant amongst the chaos of the rest of Kohaku’s supplies. He picked it up awestruck, marveling at its beautiful simplicity from each angle.

“That is a new product in the latest installment of the catalog you are holding,” he explained, smirking at the genuine astonishment from the young male in front of him, “It is a set of watercolor pastels.”

“Watercolor pastels?” Kimura repeated with confusion, “How are they used?”

Kohaku grinned even wider, but managed not to come off overbearing, merely excited, as he opened the clasp from behind and lifted up the lid. The contents of the box glowed in anticipation, almost like revealing the inside of a treasure chest. Hiding inside, were the blocks of color he had seen in the catalog, though they looked much more fascinating in person, if a bit chalky. He resisted the urge to pick one of them up for a closer look, knowing not to touch the product unless he was certain about purchasing them.

“Well, upon adding water, the colors will become usable paints,” the salesman continued, “though they are much thinner and lighter than acrylic paints.”

Kimura gasped audibly, the description catching him off guard. These would be perfect for Yōko, and easy enough to use. He was sure she would love these, as well as all the different ways she could use them. Oh, he could already see it now, her wondrous smile even wider than usual as she bounced around like a puff of pollen in the wind. He lived for her happiness, her smile, her complete and utter joy. And that was just how he knew that these pastels would work out flawlessly.

“This is perfect, Kohaku-san,” he thanked, “Just what I need.”

The man closed the box up, looking up at his client in the process. “Are you sure? It is a bit pricey.”

But Kimura had made up his mind. This was the perfect gift for his sister. Expensive or not, he had the extra money from both Hanako and Hisoka to afford it. So he nodded and pulled out his wallet, rummaging around for cash, before realizing he had never been given the price for the watercolor set.

Upon understanding that the young male was set on purchasing the pastel box, his grin softened. He ducked below the counter to grab a cheap cloth bag, and popped back up like a spring mole. “That is 6,000 yen.”

Kimura flipped through his paper bills, and exchanged the exact currency for the box, pushing the money across the table. Kohaku pocketed the cash quickly and slid the bagged item forward. He watched him lug the bag over his shoulder, balancing it along with the other two bags he was holding. Witnessing him manage to somehow glance at the watch on his wrist, whatever the time read was enough for him to shoot off away from the stand, only bothering to give back a quick wave.

“Thank you again, Kohaku-san!” He turned his head back to yell over the bustling crowd, speeding off without waiting for a response.

Kimura dashed off through the crowd, his heart racing like never before. He was late. He was only over the designated time by a few minutes, but that was a few minutes more that Yōko spent alone. A few more minutes he lost with her. His movement grew extra hasty, and even more forceful than before. He clutched his many bags closer to his body, not wanting to bang them against a stray traveler and damage their contents. Did he care about hitting someone by accident? Not really, as his sister took much higher priority than some random stranger on the street. And he was more concerned about the goods he had just paid for than inadvertently bumping someone around him, as apathetic as that sounded in his head.

He mentally debated whether or not to drop off his grocery bags back at his home. Sure, lugging around one bag with watercolors in it was definitely much easier than three, even if the other two were filled with practically only food. But he knew this part of the city like the back of his hand, which meant he also knew his business-house hybrid was in the opposite direction. If he really made the detour to go back home just to drop off his groceries, he’d only be wasting more time, as well as making Yōko wait. Besides, he barely had an hour left of his lunch break, he couldn’t afford to lose any more time.

So with a reluctant sigh, he continued forward, cutting through the mass of people on his way to the plaza edge. His luggage flopped around with every rushed step, but there wasn't much he could do about it. The afternoon had only gotten later, and the streets were even more filled than before, making travel through them much more difficult than he had planned. And Kimura really despised crowds; with a cold, unrelenting passion. He hated the close proximity, the radiance of body warmth, the feeling of stray breath on his skin. And that was all the more reason for him to escape the chaos of today’s shoppers sooner rather than later.

Finally, he stumbled into a break in the crowd, taking the opportunity to catch his breath. He looked around, just trying to confirm he was heading in the right direction, hoping to spot some sort of landmark he was familiar with. People were swimming around him in all directions, clogging his focus and perception. But Kimura shook himself awake, redirecting his attention to a tall standing post clock near him. Despite only reminding him how late he currently was, he felt the recognition click within him. He had seen this structure before, remembering its awkward positioning from when he walked the plaza alone at night. It was oddly placed off center from the sidewalk that snaked around the edge of the cobblestone plaza. But that strange detail made it stick out.

The male headed towards it, finding his sense of direction once more. Stepping onto the raised sidewalk, he was able to get a much closer look at the clock. It was definitely the one he assumed it was, and that gave him the needed refreshment on his surroundings.

The clock stood adjacent to an alleyway entrance, one that Kimura used sometimes to avoid crowded streets. It was connected to a series of alleys that ran all across the city. It was perfect for a withdrawn, closed off individual such as himself, and he found himself using them more often then he’d like to admit.

He glanced back at the chaos that currently engulfed the plaza. The streets were filled with travelers, all talking and buying. He would be much better off taking the alleyway path than trying to sift through that. Not only would he avoid the close quarters that easily made him uncomfortable, but he’d be able to cut past the crowd and reach the beach quicker. Plus, he was quite familiar with how to traverse these back roads, so he wouldn’t have to worry about getting lost.

As for encountering someone shady, well, Kimura didn’t want to think about that, as immature as that sounded to his conscience.

Making his decision, he skidded into a turn and entered the mouth of the alleyway. He held his bags close like a paranoid mother as he let the darkness swallow him whole. Avoiding scraps of trash and discarded planks of wood, the young adult weaved his way down the end of the alley and turned into another. He could feel the blood pounding through his veins, his body unused to exerting so much energy in one moment. But he desperately wanted to arrive as fast as possible, especially after losing enough time already. He probably looked like a lunatic, frantically rushing down the poorly lit paths between buildings, but he quite frankly didn’t care. After all, who would even see him while racing through these alleyways anyway?

Then, there was some shuffling, enough to make a trash can fall over as he heard it clang to the ground. But that was the thing, he only heard it. There was no fallen trash can he could see visually for him to match the sound with. So he stopped running and confusedly looked around, trying to hush his panting in order to strain his ears.

Now that it was quiet, he definitely heard more shuffling that followed the crash, but it was too muffled to be coming from in his alley. He could barely make out the sounds, the busy streets just outside of his secretive paths still flooded with people and cacophony. It was probably just a rat then, as they often wandered the dim alleys like him. It probably just knocked over the can in search of food, and was shuffling around in the scraps that had escaped. Kimura just kept telling his mind that, as he moved to continue on his way towards the beach, but oddly enough, it just didn’t stick. It was the most logical explanation, so why did he feel so uncomfortable with it?

Then, there was a muffled cry: young, small, and female. His head shot in that direction, and without a split second more, he rushed towards it, trying to find its origin. It didn’t matter that he was running away from the designated spot on the beach. Worst case scenario, it ended up being just a rat and he was experiencing auditory hallucinations or hearing loss. But his gut was definitely trying to tell him something was wrong, and this only felt like more proof that his instinct may not be too far off.

He didn’t worry about still remaining silent, as he had a general idea of where the sound came from already. He was more concerned about knocking over other trash cans along the way, not wanting to have to go back and pick them up. Narrowly missing one, he made a sharp left turn and stumbled down another alley, completely unprepared for what he saw when he looked up. It was like a scene personally ripped from one of his many nightmares, so unbelievable that he nearly didn’t trust what his eyes were seeing.

A familiar yellow, flower pleated kimono, backed up against the brick wall of the building. Two taller, masculine figures around her, who seemed to be taunting her, laughing and further shoving her into the alley wall. Her black hair ripped from her usual bun, tossed messily over her shoulders. Her paled hands were clenched trembling to her chest, desperately trying to retreat into her skin.

It was dizzying, his mind unable to fully process who he was seeing out of concern for his own sanity, but he wasn’t an idiot. His stomach bile rocked around like the raging waves of the sea, but surprisingly, he only felt that mildly. Currently, his conscience was an irate bull that had been left enclosed way too long, and the world around him was painted bright red.

So he pointed his horns, bared his teeth, and charged.

“Get the hell away from her, you goddamned ratbags!” He dropped his bags where he was and stormed forward, his every step like thunder raining down from the heavens. His curse caught the attention of both males, and they both turned to meet him. They couldn’t have been older than sixteen, but their eerie, arrogant smiles made them resemble the scum he often dealt with at the market: cocky, dickish, and an overall pain.

Their grins glowed even wider than before, almost as if they were happy to see him. Stepping away from her huddled form, the boys approached him. Even though they were probably only five or so years younger than him, their builds were much more stocky than his own. Though, it simply could have been his abnormally lanky form, as he was often told he was merely skin and bones, despite the little he could do to change it.

But still, they approached him almost drunkenly, swaying pompously like they ruled the world. Kimura couldn’t help the hint of jealousy that pounded in his heart. What he wouldn’t give to feel that immature and carefree again.

“Oi, what do we have here?” one of them laughed, as if him interfering was the funniest thing in the world, “Can you not see that we are busy?”

“And I shall not repeat myself again,” Kimura growled, his fist clenching out of anger. If it weren’t for his own self-restraint, his nails would have easily broken the skin of his palm, truly painting his world red.

“Oh, I did not mean to upset you, ojiisan,” the other mocked, making the young adult undeniably self conscious about his white hair despite his age. The two teens laughed together, just egging each other on. “Please, do not tell on us. We will be better, I promise.”

But he ignored the uncomfortable feeling pooling in his gut and relentlessly continued forward, only stopping when he was right up in their personal space. He stared them both down from above, still towering over them with his intimidating height. He refrained from saying anything more, as he held true to his words previously spoken.

The boys were still chuckling, finding the situation absolutely hilarious. The first one that spoke leaned up into his face, a smug smirk smeared onto his lips. “Yeah, ojiisan. You should just go back home before your kneecaps give out on yo-”

The statement couldn’t be finished, however, as the boy that said it went crashing to the ground. He rolled around, dazed, before the other managed to pull him back up to his feet. His nose was leaking blood, a thick stream trailing down his red, irritated face. His eyelids fluttered as if they were attached to weights, desperately trying to stay open.

Kimura’s world ended up being physically painted red by his own hand, but he found himself uncaring in the moment; his knuckles covered what was thankfully not his own, but still red.

All he needed was to talk a menacing step forward, his dirty fist still closed, for the two boys to be spooked. They backed away fearfully, not expecting such a powerful hit from such a frail looking person. And the young adult didn’t look worn or even fazed by the hit at all, robotically glowering towards them like a veteran soldier.

His atmosphere must have thoroughly terrified both, because after barely a few seconds of locking eyes, they scrambled off, one helping the other away. Thankfully so, as he wasn’t sure whether he could throw another punch of even half that strength. He wasn’t sure where that monstrous blow came from, but it was likely due to his raging adrenaline, meaning it would be hard to recreate even a moment after. But, whatever it was, it was over, letting out a huge sigh of relief. He nearly dropped to his knees in shock, his body still in disbelief, but he found the extra adrenaline to push himself forward, rushing towards the familiar shade of yellow.

“Kimu-niisan,” she whimpered, the confirmation unneeded in his conscience, “I am alright.”

But he only hugged her closer, afraid to even let her go for a second. Tears threatened to breach his eyes, but crying wouldn’t do anything helpful for the situation at hand, so he held them in. One hand stroked her messy hair, just needing to make sure he was holding her, and not someone else he had mistaken her identity for. But he knew he was, since even the air around his sister radiated her happiness.

Pulling away, he got a good look at her disheveled form, and while that only fueled the fire within him, he tried harder to focus on helping her. And while he couldn’t tell, the tip of his nose and the space around his eyes were rosier than usual.

“Here,” he started, squatting down to her eye level, “Let me fix your hair.”

She nodded, and let her brother thread his fingers through her locks, weaving out the tangles and beginning to gather it together. Despite him being a male, he was really good at doing her hair, likely due to the practice he had. It easily got ruined at the beach, and when he used to live at home, she often asked him to fix it for her so their parents wouldn’t notice and get angry.

“Did they hurt you?” Kimura asked her carefully, though even she could feel the venom dripping from his tone.

But thankfully, she didn’t have to lie as she shook her head. “No, they were just making fun of me for my appearance. I think they wanted my money as well, but it is safely tucked away in one of my school books.”

Yōko pointed to the other end of the alley, to which her brother turned to see said books thrown about on the ground. He instantly swelled up in anger, realizing the boys likely threw them away like that while harassing her. Though, they didn’t chuck them in the trash fortunately, so they probably only had a few unwanted creases and such, which could be folded out with time.

Still, he couldn’t help his fury, and heaved out a heavy exhale to release as much of it as possible. “Why were you even in the alley anyway? It is not safe.”

She gestured towards the end of the alleyway, and while the streets couldn’t be seen from where they were at, taking a few more turns would give them access to the main roads. “The streets are filled with people. My appearance would have stood out even more so there. I thought I could use the back ways to navigate past the crowds more in secret. I was not expecting to spend more than 10 minutes in the alleys, believe me.”

He sighed again. Of course he believed her, but that didn’t make him any less scared for her safety. What if he hadn’t arrived in time? What if he hadn’t even heard her cry in the first place? There were so many things that could have gone wrong, and while he thanked the gods they didn’t, that still didn’t erase the paranoia that flooded him.

But he managed to collect himself before he fell apart from worry, and with a little time as well as a quick snap of a decorative hair comb, her typical bun was neatly put back into place, practically unnoticeably different from when she left the house. He gathered her belongings as she smoothed out the wrinkles in her kimono, checking to make sure her money was there, to which it was. He handed her the books as she trailed behind him, watching her brother pick up the numerous bags he had dropped upon entering the dim space.

Kimura held out a single hand for her to take, surprisingly finding one free even with his overwhelming luggage, but it didn’t take long for her to do so, clasping her soft fingers in his. “Might as well walk together, since we are already here.”

And together, the two made their slow way out of the alleys, making sure to check each one before entering and still avoiding the crowds on the streets. Yōko stuck close to her brother, undeniably shaken from the previous experience. There was likely only half an hour left of Kimura’s break, but he headed towards the beach anyway. If he opened up again a little later than normal, he wouldn’t die or anything. He knew his sister needed the emotional support at the very least, and she was much more important than his business.

But still he couldn’t help but feel guilty for her current condition. After all, she had gotten like this because of their routine meetings. And while he knew she was just as enthusiastic as he was about meeting multiple times a week, he couldn’t stop his conscience from feeling selfish, like it was his fault for putting her at risk. And technically, it was, as it was his fault they had to meet up in the first place. He was the one who had been exiled, it was his fault that he wasn’t talented enough. But as much as that tore his heart to pieces, he knew he had to become successful for her, so he wouldn’t have to meet in secret anymore and put her well being in danger.

Yōko wasn’t as oblivious as she liked to think she was. She easily picked up on her brother’s self doubt, and felt fully to blame. She didn’t want him to worry excessively about her, or blame himself instead. Tugging on his hand, she caught his attention down on her, her face turned away almost in shame.

“Kimu-niisan, I am alright, really…” she pleaded as they walked down a new alley, “You do not have to worry…”

He didn’t respond right away, taking a moment to let the silence engulf them, only the slight background noise from right around them making its presence known. But even then, it was clear that the male didn’t fully believe that, whether due to his own guilt or self doubt. His mind was swamped with the feeling of failure, of helplessness and hopelessness, not that anyone else could tell.

His heart hurt so much, like it had been stomped on repeatedly. All he wanted in his miserable life was to protect his sister, to keep her happy. And somehow, he was still managing to fail at that. What kind of brother was he? What kind of guardian was he?

He would never admit it, but deep down, he was deathly afraid of failing anyway. Despite the blood, sweat, and tears he put into every decision, every action, every controllable aspect of his life, he was so terrified it wouldn’t be enough. He didn’t want to live his life regretting the one thing he didn’t do, but he was scared his life would align like that anyway.

His fear was the reason he was so meticulous, the reason he monitored every variable unwaveringly. Because the last thing he wanted was to feel useless on his own accord. The last thing he wanted was to come to the beach and see his failure lying before his very eyes.

“I just want to keep you safe.”

Safe.

Safe-”

“-ny Safer-”

“-rive any Safer?!”

“Can you drive any safer?!”

Recovery Girl leaned over towards the small, plexiglass window that separated the body of the ambulance from the driver and passenger seats up front. She seemed much tenser compared to her usual attitude, her tiny shoulders scrunched and eyes narrowed from behind her visor. She banged on the window hard with her fist, trying to catch the driver’s attention, before rushing back over to the middle of the car, managing not to fall despite the ambulance’s jerky movements.

Gami clutched his head, his conscience swimming and sloshing like a trapped goldfish. He had been trapped inside his head again, but this time, the question was how long? Pieces of his thoughts flooded back, and he spent longer than he’d like to admit trying to figure out which were of the memory just revealed and which were real life. His vision was spotty and hazy, like he had just awakened from a dream, despite not having slept since who knows when.

Then, it hit him hard, like the speeding ambulance he was currently managing to ride in.

Midoriya.

He looked down almost instantly, guiltily knowing that was exactly where the boy would be.

And there he was, unsurprisingly, which was an awful thought to run through his head. There he was, beaten and bloodied and battered. There he was, barely managing to breathe, with his mouth attached to a respirator like a lifeline. There he was, clothes practically in shreds, stained by his own putrid hue of blood.

There he was, looking as dead as they come.

But the ghost knew he was alive. Even ignoring his shallow breaths, he knew his successor wasn’t dead. A Death couldn’t die until their work was done. He knew with proper medical treatment, he would come out alright, good as new. And Recovery Girl was one of the best out there, relayed to him by the teen himself.

Still, the spirit felt himself collapse upon seeing Midoriya as so. His body gave out on him as if he were the one with the injuries, and yet, he couldn’t find the energy to lift himself back up.

Sure, the boy would be alright, he knew that. But that didn’t negate the fact that it was his fault. He couldn’t do enough to help, and his friend was left to fight practically all alone. Gami had failed him, and the injuries were entirely his own fault.

The transparent man felt his icy exterior crumble at his internal realization, falling to pieces along with his broken spirit. The sight of his successor only served to worsen his state, his unconscious form a reminder of how useless he himself truly was. He hadn't done enough, he could never do enough. And now Midoriya was paying the price for it.

Gami gripped the edge of the stretcher tightly, resting his head on the cold, metal railing. He clenched it so hard between his bony fingers, feeling the metallic chill sweep through him. But he couldn’t focus on anything he was physically feeling, not when the overwhelming rush of guilt quashed his senses. Something fell on his lap, then again, then something more, but he couldn’t tell what they were due to his blurry vision. Or maybe, he didn’t want to admit what they were. Maybe, he just wanted to pretend like they weren’t there at all, and eventually forget the moment altogether.

He couldn’t remember the last time he had shed tears anyway

Notes:

I guess there were more technical difficulties than I thought at first. I’m not sure a hard reset alone will be enough to keep us on the normal plotline. But I don’t think even I could get into contact with the memory regulator though, much less Gami. Guess we’ll just have to wait and see…

Some new, static characters in this one. I don’t think they’ll be reappearing, but I did choose their names specifically. Hanako means flower child, I’m sure you all can see why I picked that one for her lol. Hisoka is supposed to represent a secretive or reserved person, which definitely fits his personality. And Kohaku means amber, which may seem a little strange at first, but I can explain. So not only is amber a color, and Kohaku sells paint and stuff, but amber is also used to preserve things, such as organisms. Kimura buys gifts for Yōko from Kohaku, so he’s helping to preserve their relationship. Though it was a nice added touch, but I didn’t think it would get picked up on, so I decided to put the info down here.

A little look into Kimura’s daily life here. I can say, this chapter was really tedious to write just because of all the research I had to do. I really wanted the scenes to feel legit and that included research into maps, waterway travel, trade relations, and a ton of other seemingly miscellaneous stuff. Don’t get me wrong, this was still calming to write, just extremely long.

Other than that, there really isn’t much to talk about. Going to try and cut my ramblings short here, so I hope you all enjoyed it! Power list is below as usual.

Death’s Touch: Anything Midoriya touches starts to decay immediately, regardless of the amount of fingers touching. This ability works on both the living and the non living. At first, Midoriya couldn’t control this ability, as it activated immediately without his consent. However, now he is able to control the activation on humans and non living objects, being able to start and stop the decay at will. However, he had gained no progress with plant or animal life. Any damage done to living organisms with this power cannot be healed.

Death’s Scythe: Midoriya can summon a scythe to fight with at will. The scythe vaguely resembles a bird’s beak, and has a hole near the start of the blade. The scythe is the only item that can’t be destroyed by Death’s Touch. The Death’s Touch ability can be shared with the scythe at Midoriya’s will, however it can only decay what it cuts. The decay follows the same rules as Death’s Touch. He can also make the scythe disappear at will when he is finished with it or to free his hands.

Immortality: Midoriya is immortal and cannot die. However, he can still get hurt and scarred. The immortality ability doesn’t provide any regeneration, but any wounds that could be detrimental to his job, such as lost/broken limbs and organs, will be healed the next day.

Premonition: Midoriya can see flash images of people who may die before they are supposed to. Normally, he cannot interfere with death, as it’s his job, but he has the option of attempting to save anyone he views in a premonition. These premonitions are bare and don’t provide much information other than the person themselves and their demise, occasionally revealing the setting and attacker, if any. The premonitions can come true between an hour after viewing to 3 days later.

Soul Contact: When a person dies, their soul is immediately sent to Midoriya. He can see, touch, and hold these souls. When holding a soul, Midoriya can see the most important memories and decisions attached to that soul, and hence that person.

Soul Sorting: This ability allows Midoriya to decide which part of the afterlife a soul moves on to. The areas of the afterlife can only be summoned with intent and the swipe of a hand, with the areas themselves being represented by flames. The areas that he can choose from are Paradise, Purgatory, and the Underworld. Once Midoriya decides where the soul best fits, it is sent to the being of that respective area. If approved, the soul stays in that area forever, the exception being Purgatory. Souls in Purgatory can be moved again to either Paradise or the Underworld, however, this is not Midoriya’s decision. If rejected, the soul is sent back to him for reevaluation. All souls must be sorted within 24 hours of Midoriya receiving them, with rejected souls resetting their time limits once they get back to him. Failure to sort a soul within its time limit may result in serious unknown punishment.

Chapter 23: He Kindly Stopped For Me

Summary:

Some things are simply better left unsaid, or unknown.

But, Midoriya doesn't really get that privilege, unfortunately.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

As Midoriya’s eyes slowly managed to flutter open, the first and only prevalent thought in his mind was the overwhelming migraine in his head. His temples ached furiously like he was on a hangover, despite never having personally experienced being drunk. The harsh overhead light above him didn’t exactly help his situation, only making him squint and flinch back into the bed.

At the soft cushioned touch to his body, he began to shake himself out of the fog he was engulfed in. The teen looked around cautiously, only moving his eyes due to the pain of his head. He was lying in what looked to be a hospital cot, with an IV drip attached to his non injured forearm. He was still dressed in his tattered gym uniform and his other arm was wrapped tightly in multiple layers of bandage. He couldn’t see much else without moving his head, deciding to close his tired eyelids once more to rest them.

The only thing he could wholly remember was collapsing in the dirt after throwing himself between All Might and Shigaraki, and a few bits after that. The rest of his memories were in pieces, just like his current condition. But the area around him certainly wasn’t where he had lost consciousness. So, where was he now?

Attempting to clarify his location again, he forced open his eyes this time, and pushed his head to turn to his left. His vision still spotty, he couldn’t make out much, only a pale wall and what looked to be a window with the curtains drawn. He was pretty sure there was a figure standing in front of that very window, just steps from his bed, but the combination of his floaty mind and foggy senses prevented him from making a clear identification. So he strained his neck to lean closer, the movement roughing his sheets around.

That caught the person’s attention, as they swiveled around to face him. Midoriya was unprepared to have their body practically thrown at his bed ridden form. A familiarly cold hand found its way to his hair, and he instinctively leaned into it as it stroked through his locks.

“Oh my goodness, thank you thank you thank you…”

He found his subconscious completely aware of the mystery man’s identity from the moment he had turned away from the window, but it wasn’t until his ears captured his voice that it finally clicked to his disheveled reasoning. His gaze turned and focused closer for confirmation, and his expression softened out of relief.

“Ga… mi?” He had to force the words out of his throat, the tone scratchy and hoarse from going unused. He couldn’t bring himself to say any more in that moment, but that was all the confirmation the ghost needed.

“You are safe. You did good,” he reassured, but his normally calm personality seemed absent from the room, “It is over. You are safe.”

The boy tried to reach his non-injured arm up to comfort his mentor, but his body still was out of his control, his movements shaky and unreliable. Gami was also hugging him too tight for him to have moved anyway, even if he did have the energy. Thankfully, he couldn’t really feel any of the pain he remembered he was in on the battlefield, only exhaustion. His body felt as it normally would after a day of training on Dagobah Beach, simply sore and fatigued.

Now that his conscience as well as his analytics began returning to him, his mind noted that Gami seemed much more distraught and clingy compared to how he usually acted. The ghost had always been noticeably protective of him, something he was well aware of whether he viewed it as justified or not, but he couldn’t really remember a similar instance to the same degree as right now. Maybe after the training exercise incident with Bakugo, but it was straining his head to think that far back at the moment.

Speaking of far back, he still had a lapse in memory after the U.A. staff reinforcements showed up. Pretty much everything after that was a messy blur of fragments and shards all desperately trying to fit themselves together. He presumed that was a consequence of falling unconscious, but he still needed to piece together what had happened.

“W… what’s going… on?” he stumbled, stringing his words together carefully, like they’d fall apart on his tongue, “W… what happened…?”

The transparent man looked up at that, finally letting go of his successor and allowing him a breath of air, as stuffy as it may have been. That was when Midoriya could see his full form: the dark, worn robe, the hanging stone pendant, and the empty darkness of the inside of his hood. It made his heart feel slightly at ease, a comforting warmth spreading through his veins despite how unnatural it was perceived as.

It was just like waking up any other morning, and seeing Gami there to pull his groggy self out of bed.

The specter paused, collecting himself and his thoughts to form coherent thoughts other than his concern for the boy. “Well… you fell unconscious shortly after the other heroes arrived. Cementoss and All Might had not even realized it until after the smoke dissipated, it was actually Present Mic who noticed your… still form. He rushed you out of the building and into an ambulance courtesy of Recovery Girl, who treated you on the way here-”

Gami had begun to pace, well, more like float from side to side anxiously. His recount of the events were triggering a flood of emotions he thought he had suppressed from earlier, and now that the words were spiraling out of his mouth, he wasn’t sure how to contain them.

“You were so injured… a-and there was so much blood. God oh god, there was s-so much blood… and I was so ungodly afr-”

He caught himself before he could say it, though he wasn’t sure whether that was so Midoriya didn’t hear, or he didn’t. But regardless, he stopped his word flow before it could wander into dangerous territory and looked back down to the teen, unsure of what he was hoping to see.

The reclusive boy had now sat himself up a little farther in the cot, wide eyes locked onto the man’s wispy form. Because of the different position, both realized that his gym uniform had been opened at the front and his black turtleneck had been completely removed, likely cut off of him. His exposed chest only revealed more bandages instead of skin, looking like a cheap mummy impression. It seemed to startle them both, each losing their individual train of thought about whatever they had been thinking before.

Gami calmed slightly at seeing the new bandages. He had intentionally turned away when Recovery Girl entered his successor into surgery while still unconscious, the guilt plaguing his soul being too much to bear at that moment. He hadn’t gotten to see the full extent of his injuries, but had reassured himself that was the right decision, as knowing the truth would have made him feel more remorse than he thought his shattered mind could handle. But seeing the bandages was a relief to his psyche, simply because it meant that Recovery Girl had been able to help him, just as his broken spirit had begged for.

His boy was going to be alright.

“I am just so thankful you are safe.”

Midoriya covered himself as best he could with his stained gym uniform, before sending a mustered smile in his mentor’s direction. Unknowingly, the action nearly brought the old ghost to tears once more. But he managed to control himself, and embraced him in another tight hug, just enjoying the contact. He was able to feel him breathe against his robe, to feel the push of his forcefully rising chest, to feel the warmth of his skin. And that was all he could ever ask the universe for.

Then, he felt tangible arms wrap around him back, definitely not as tight as his own though. The boy’s shaky arms struggled to hold themselves up, so Gami slid his arms underneath for support. He could feel his robe being tugged on as bare fingers slithered themselves into the fabric, trying to savor the material. And together, the two of them simply sat in the silence and hugged. There were tears too, but it was impossible to tell who they were coming from. But still, neither of them brought it up, each too joyous and relieved for surviving the ordeal in the first place.

The ghost found himself baffled and unable to process just how much had gone down in the span of maybe half an hour. Not only had his successor had to balance monitoring Asui and Aizawa’s lives, but he also had to deal with multiple separate instances of villains during the process. He came up with the plan to escape the flood zone, as well as engaged the barbaric Nomu to protect his teacher and classmates teleported with him. He faced the leaders of the invasion and their mindless pawn with all of his blood and might, just to protect those he knew were in danger. And even when All Might showed up, he never relaxed, contributing anything he could to the fight, even if it was simply the knowledge he had collected. And even that wasn’t enough for his gracious soul, as he jumped into the fray to save the number one hero, running on nothing but fumes and the echoes of desire.

Gami couldn’t help the pride that swelled within him. He really couldn’t have gotten luckier in his successor. And though he couldn’t place the guilt that plagued him for throwing such a position onto a boy as spectacular as Midoriya, he was eternally grateful for having been acquainted with him in the first place. He knew the teen would have gone far in his dreams even without him, but he was proud to know he held a part in shaping him to the hero he was now, and the hero he would become.

He ended up being the one to break the embrace, unfortunately, as it seemed neither were ready to let go just yet. But thinking about all that had occurred in the recent events had the spirit wondering. So he curled himself into a reclined position, leaning back into the air, and floated over the side of the cot. Midoriya attempted to push himself upright some more, and though his strength was returning, he still just opted for remaining in the half sitting position he had been in, returning his gaze to his mentor.

“I have been wondering…” he started, waiting for permission to continue, to which the boy nodded slightly in an effort to confirm, “How did you manage to reach All Might in time to stop the villain’s attack? I have never known you to have such speed before.”

At that, he turned down to his injured hands, to which were bare, but wrapped lightly in the thin bandages that covered the rest of him. He flexed his fingers slowly, noting how they buzzed slightly when he tried to move them. His motor skills weren’t completely back to normal yet, which made him frown to himself. But he looked back up, remembering that he was asked a question and hadn’t yet answered.

“Well, I figured out I could decay the air at my fingertips,” he began to explain, “It’s how I managed to escape Shigaraki when the… Nomu had me…”

Gami nodded. “I do recall seeing the explosion that you speak of. I never believed that Death’s Touch could be used in such a fashion, but I found myself surprised. But what does that have to do with your increased speed?”

Midoriya raised his palms up to show the ghost, despite knowing they were bandaged and covered. “Explosions emitted from my hands… doesn’t that sound familiar?”

“Ah, I think I understand,” he realized, “You are referring to Bakugo, correct?”

“I mean, the ability is notably similar,” he rambled on, “I think I unconsciously referred to the notes I took on his quirk back in Aldera.”

“He used his explosions to propel himself for the dash test during the quirk examination. I do remember him receiving an astonishingly fast time due to that. That technique is what you utilized to increase your speed as well, is it not?”

Midoriya’s smile grew wider than he had the energy to sustain, listening to his mentor ramble in the same manner he often found himself doing. “Like I said, it all kinda came out instinctively. But this could open up a ton of new doors… as long as I can control it…”

But Gami ruffled his hair messily before the doubt could settle in his skull. “I know you shall succeed with it, simply because you never cease to amaze me.”

The lonely statement nearly made the teen’s heart burst as his eyes glittered with hope and the remnants of tears. In that moment, he had completely forgotten about all that transpired beforehand: the fear, the pain, the doubt. All of it was erased from his thoughts, just for a moment, but that was more than he could ever ask for.

Just for that moment, his soul was reminded of how joyous it was to hear someone tell him those simple words.

He opened his mouth to respond when shuffling came from his other side, making the duo immediately silence themselves. Midoriya had been pretty disoriented since waking up, and acknowledged his subconscious priorities were a bit askew from where they should be. But the sound reminded him that there very well may be another individual with him, and he looked around frantically to check who.

There was a cot beside him, to his right, and a detransformed All Might lay in it. His blond hair lay tussled about upon his pillow and his bones wrapped in many more bandages than the boy himself. His eyes sunk into his skull seemingly deeper than usual, and his bright pupils were nowhere to be found in that sea.

Seeing the hero made him instinctively panic, sending him rocketing out of his own cot. The IV drip in his arm rattled forcefully, but that didn’t even register in his ears. How much did the hero hear? What would he have to lie away? Even Gami seemed concerned, floating over to analyze the man’s status.

“Don’t worry,” a voice came from beyond the other cot, “He’s just stirring.”

The sound of someone dropping to the floor echoed in the small office, and to his immediate relief, it was only Recovery Girl. She walked over to the two beds and sent a warm smile, moving over to his cot to readjust the IV. It finally clicked in his head that his was Recovery Girl’s office at the school, and couldn’t help but feel shocked at how slowly his analysis came to him. He must be more out of it that he initially realized.

“He should be waking up soon,” she continued on, not at all bothered that he didn’t respond, “But I don’t think he’ll retain any of your conversation.”

“Thank you…” Even though he knew the nurse was in on his secret, it didn’t erase the paranoia he felt from simply listening to her speak about it. And while it was much better for her to have heard and not All Might, it still made him abnormally anxious knowing someone had listened to practically half of the conversation. But, even though she had likely heard part of his chat with Gami, she chose not to interrupt, and for that, he was more than grateful.

The cot beside him shook again, and both parties turned their attention to the now waking pro. They listened to him groan as he lugged himself into a sitting position. The nurse rushed to step away from Midoriya’s IV and stood between the two cots.

“The situation being what it was, I really can’t scold either of you,” the older woman sighed, “But how are you feeling?”

All Might huffed, his pupils almost flickering out like dying lightbulbs. “I think… I’ve probably shortened my time limit again. I’ll be lucky if I still get an hour a day.”

The hero seemed not to care about speaking of his secret in front of the boy, but that may have been the fact that he had already revealed it to him all those months ago. Still, Midoriya couldn’t fathom the aching in his heart at hearing that the hero exhausted himself further to save not only him, but all of his other classmates at the USJ. All Might’s situation really was an added stress on his conscience, even if he wasn’t supposed to know about it in the first place.

But All Might simply shook his head, sitting up further and pushing the blankets off his skinny form, revealing more skin wrapped in bandage. He coughed, a trickle of blood leaking from his teeth. “Oh well, whatcha gonna do? Bad things happen after all…”

“I’d hit you if you weren’t recovering.” Recovery Girl narrowed her eyes in a threatening manner before switching focus. “But anyway, how are you feeling, dearie?”

It took a moment for Midoriya to realize she was referring to him, and he sputtered like a broken engine. “I feel alright… other than the soreness and exhaustion…”

She nodded. “My quirk’ll do that to you. But concerning your condition, there is something I wanted to speak to you abo-”

But her office door slid open before the nurse could finish, thereby interrupting her completely. Everyone turned their attention in that direction, to see Detective Tsukauchi tip his hat, with Nezu following close behind.

“Pardon us,” he apologized for them both, “Hopefully we weren’t interrupting at all.”

Gami deadpanned at the irony, but most of everyone else was too enthralled to care. All Might looked the most shocked of anyone, blood splattering out of his mouth as he lurched forward.

“Tsukauchi, didn’t know you were here!” he exclaimed, wiping the red from his lips with the back of his hand.

True.

Midoriya unconsciously cocked his head. He had no idea the number one hero and the police detective were acquainted, much less that he knew the hero’s secret. But from the way All Might greeted him, that was no mistake. It was clear that the two trusted each other a great deal, which was good to note.

It seemed there were a fair amount of individuals that knew about All Might’s other form, as well as his weak point, especially since joining the U.A. staff. He wondered if his own secret would eventually branch out to form that kind of support web. Just a year ago, he would have never even considered the idea, but now, he could feel himself long for someone to spill his troubles onto. He already did that to his mentor enough, and he couldn’t help but feel incredibly guilty every time he did, knowing there was little the ghost could do.

“Long time no see, All Might,” the detective laughed, resting his hat against his chest.

Nezu smirked, but didn’t actually contribute to the conversation, opting to hold his hands behind his back regally instead.

Then, remembering that there was another person on the cot beside him, the blond hero turned to face the teen, with almost child-like excitement. Ignoring the light trail of blood dribbling down his chin, he thrusted a finger in the balck haired man’s direction.

“Ah, young Midoriya,” he began his introduction, “this is my favorite detective on the force, good old Tsukauchi Naomasa!”

True.

The boy nodded, not having the confidence nor the spirit to tell the hero he already knew the man. Hearing the hero refer to him so nonchalantly made his mouth run awfully dry, past memories resurfacing inadvertently. But he had promised himself that when he made it out of that nightmarish situation, he would change his mindset. Because whether or not All Might had been wrong that fateful day didn’t matter as long as he continued to act petty.

How was he ever going to become the hero he dreamed of if he didn’t change?

“Thanks for the weird intro,” Tsukauchi chuckled, “but I already know Midoriya.”

The hero looked surprised, for obvious reasons, but nonetheless smiled and threw his hands up into the air. “Of course, what did I expect from the great Tsukauchi?”

The detective rubbed his neck sheepishly, but moved forward towards All Might’s cot, making the deathly duo both strain themselves to get a better look. The boy didn’t think about the fact that Tsukauchi would admit to knowing him, in fact the thought didn’t even cross his mind. And he knew that there was no normal scenario in which he would miss an obvious fact like that. His mind was really running on fumes, which only made him wonder how much Recovery Girl had to heal him.

“Not to rush your recovery,” he switched topics after arriving at the pro’s side, “But I’d like to ask about these villains, All Might…”

“Wait, hold on,” he interrupted shamelessly, putting his hands out in front of him, “Are the students alright?! And what of Aiza… err, Eraserhead and Thirteen?”

Tsukauchi huffed, “Besides Midoriya over there, the students have nothing more than a few scrapes and bruises. And the two teachers are out of danger for now.”

That was of great relief to the number one hero, but even more so to Midoriya, who had been in the dark about practically everything after the villains retreated. After all, the only reason he had been pushing himself so hard during that fight was to make sure everyone stayed safe, to keep the main threat occupied so it couldn’t harm anyone else. Hearing that his classmates were unharmed, and that his teachers were going to be alright finally allowed his soul to breathe.

“If you three heroes hadn’t put your lives on the line…” the detective continued, “the students wouldn’t have made it out unscathed.”

“I see…” All Might's hair fell over his eyes. “But you’ve got one thing wrong, Tsukauchi.”

True.

The statement caught everyone’s attention, and the teen watched as his mentor floated closer, like he needed to get a better spot. He leaned up further in the bed, resting his bandaged arms in front of him, a curious glint in his tired eyes. Recovery Girl, who was back in her swivel chair, spun around to face him, leaving her paperwork on her desk. Even Nezu, who had remained silent and nearly invisible the entire time, tilted his head, an eerie yet excited grin blooming on his face.

“In this fight, the students put their lives on the line too!!”

True.

Midoriya could feel his soul internally gasp, wondering if he really just heard that from All Might. Gami looked almost proud as he returned to his usual position at his successor’s side. In truth, the boy knew his life wasn’t really in danger, as it was part of the reason he fought so recklessly, with little preservation for his own well being. But that didn’t weaken his resolve or fighting spirit, if anything, it only strengthened it. Knowing he could push past normal limits let him fight with unmatched vigor, because only then could his body keep up with his heart’s desire to protect.

Unbeknownst to all, even the attentive spirit, Recovery Girl narrowed her eyes carefully at his declaration, but didn’t say a word otherwise.

“To be thrown into a real battle so young and survive,” he rambled on, his voice getting louder with every word, echoing into his usual heroic stature, “Now these first years know how scary this world can be. Have you ever heard of such a class?!”

Tsukauchi gave a solid head nod, his smile growing larger as he focused his gaze on Midoriya, who was now sitting completely upright in his cot. But the teen didn’t even realize it, too busy staring at the hero in his inspiring speech. This motivating aura was the All Might he remembered from so many years ago, the All Might he grew to idolize during the years that were his childhood. And surprisingly, he felt himself growing antsy underneath the thin blankets hiding his lower half, his heart pumping with rekindled child-like excitement.

And he finally acknowledged that part of his being that wanted that feeling back.

“Those foolish villains picked the wrong fight, because the members of class 1-A are going to be mighty heroes indeed!!”

True.

Then, completely out of left field, All Might turned to him, startling the teen into flinching back. But that didn’t deter the hero, who sent him a smile, flashing his thumbs up in the process.

And it was at that moment, where he swore he felt the icy coating around his soul break, thawed out by the ever longing desire of validation. Was it melting too fast? Maybe, but he was pretty sure his heart had been secretly holding out for this occurrence for a while. It was just like his childhood longing to become a hero, it had never really died, even when he thought it did. Sure, the turning of a new leaf didn’t mean he’d forgive and forget, but he felt now was the time more than ever to give a second chance.

So he sent a small smile in return, as well as a shaky head nod. He didn’t trust the hero at all by any means, but this was his resolution.

He was going to change.

“Not that I mean to change the subject,” Tsukauchi chuckled, “but-”

“Oh I totally rambled, didn’t I?” All Might sweatdropped, lightly slapping his face with his palm, “You wanted to know about the villains from the USJ?”

But the detective waved him off. “Don’t worry about it, I got ahead of myself. This isn’t really the place to be taking statements anyway.”

The hero furrowed his brows, and both Midoriya and Gami made their own actions of confusion. The whole reason the raven haired man had come to the nurse’s office was to see All Might, right? But when Tsukauchi turned towards him instead, the boy started to grow a little more nervous.

“I actually came to check on you, Midoriya,” he admitted with a sheepish grin, “How are you doing? Though, you certainly look better compared to how I last saw you.”

The admission was definitely something the teen was not prepared for. Tsukauchi had come to check on him of all people? How bad had he been when taken from the USJ? He certainly didn’t remember, being unconscious and all.

He must have been spaced out of it for a while, because he soon felt a light jab to his shoulder, courtesy of his mentor. Shaking himself out of his head, he collected his thoughts before they leaked out like motor oil from his mouth. He really needed to work on that…

“I-I’m uhh… I’m alright,” he stumbled, fiddling with his bandaged hands, “Thank you for asking, s-sir.”

T… true.

“Can’t say I’m surprised sin-” The detective cut himself off, catching himself before he could accidentally say any more about his unnatural abilities. It was easy to forget that All Might wasn’t in on the secret, especially since everyone else in the room was, but he was definitely someone the boy did not want knowing anytime soon. “But anyways, I’m glad you’re doing better. I was hoping to take your statement, especially since you spend a fair amount of time with the invasion’s orchestrators, but I’ll wait until later. Like I said, this really isn’t the place.”

There were a few moments of awkward silence in which nobody was sure what to say, and that was the opportunity that Nezu took to finally wrangle the conversation. He stepped out from behind Tsukauchi, still with his paws clasped behind his back, strolling towards the now even more anxious Midoriya. Gami curled himself closer like a dane at the ready, feeling his successor’s growing hesitation.

“I am truly glad to see you well,” he started, the room immediately filled with his abnormally cheery tone, “Though, I hate to say your gloves didn’t make it out the same way…”

True.

The boy looked down at his hands instantly after, his head finally processing they were bare despite realizing that much earlier. He had already known his gloves weren’t going to make it out of that ordeal alive, especially after tossing their shredded remains himself. But still, the thought sparked a dull sadness in him. Sure he had extras, but was it fair to say he had been attached to that pair? Well, it was more like attached to the fact that they were his longest surviving pair so fair, even making it through the training exercise on the second day of school.

“However.” The change in pace caught the deathly duo off guard as the principal’s smirk grew even wider. And despite not being in the conversation, Tsukauchi, Recovery Girl, and All Might were all invested in whatever tangent the chaotic rodent was going off on. To everyone’s surprise, Nezu pulled his paws out from behind him, and a set of eerily similar black, polyester gloves revealed themselves. He shook them a bit for the added pizzazz before holding them out by the side of the cot for him to grab.

Midoriya leaned over to take them, pulling on the IV drip in his arm ever so slightly. The nurse looked concerned that the entire device was going to fall over, but thankfully, he still had enough of his rationality back to use his other arm to reach instead. Taking them eagerly, he found himself slipping them on for emotional comfort, not caring about ruffling the bandages across his palms.

Taking a second to flip between both sides of his newly covered hands, he was astonished at how similar the pair looked to the brand he stocked up on. The hemming, the texture, it was a near identical match. He could have simply stayed amazed if he didn’t flip the edge inside out to check for the brand logo. But his emotions instead took a 180 as he realized that this was the exact same brand of gloves he used.

He looked up from his palms, trying to mask his horror out of respect. “How.. did you know what gloves I use?”

That question only made the principal smile wider, which did nothing to ease the teen’s paranoia. It was as if his head was being pulled in each and every different direction, and since he had only just woken up from however long he had been out, his nervousness felt at an all time high, which was definitely saying something.

“I didn’t! I simply got them from your locker,” Nezu confessed with a smirk as he pulled out his master key from his jacket pocket, “I am the principal, after all!”

True.

Despite the surfacely kind gesture, the boy couldn’t stop himself from feeling unnerved at the idea that the mammal went through his locker. And though he wasn’t hiding anything secretive or personal, the feeling of an invasion of privacy wasn’t relentless by any means. It made him squirm unconsciously, like a bug under a magnifying glass, the shivers of discomfort climbing up his spine.

But nonetheless, he curled his lips as best he could in the moment, and attempted to send a polite smile. Despite the unsettling nature of the thoughtful action, that did not dismiss the irrefutable fact that it indeed was a thoughtful action. Besides, Nezu was a respected superior, so the civil response was more than necessary.

“Thank you, sir…”

But the mammal simply waved him off.

“It was no problem at all… and Nezu is fine.” He raised a paw to his chin, pretending to stroke his chin in a contemplative matter. “Though, it is a bit inefficient and expensive to be constantly purchasing new gloves after your stock becomes depleted.”

True.

Midoriya looked up instinctively, away from his newly covered hands. Of course, that was a good point, though not a point that the teen hadn’t thought of already. Obviously it was inconvenient and pricey to continue buying gloves when his current ones got damaged, but it wasn’t like he could just stop. He needed them, his mind relied on their thick, fabric coating for security. It was one extra barrier, one extra layer that could be the difference between decaying polyester or decaying something much more devastating.

And when put into that perspective, he couldn’t afford to stop supplying on them, even if he struggled to afford them.

“Of course, I’d imagine that nothing I’d say would convince you to stop buying them,” the principal admitted, his small set of shoulders dropping in false defeat.

True.

That made the boy furrow his eyebrows. The rodent was only stating the obvious, and from what he knew of Nezu, that was definitely outside his range of unusual character traits. He could feel Gami give him a confused glance as well, not even having to look to know the ghost was as equally on alert. The rest of the staff seemed just as interested in where the principal was going with his speal, his unpredictability impossible to track.

“So I have an alternate option I think will satisfy all of your needs!” he cheerfully exclaimed, shooting his arms up like a game show host. “Gloves crafted from the very fibers of your DNA!!”

True.

The nurse’s room was engulfed in a wave of silence, no one really knowing the proper response to a phrase like that. Midoriya attempted to convince himself that the principal was trying to mess with him, since he enjoyed messing with practically anyone he interacted with. But now was one of the times he couldn’t get an accurate read on the situation, and that royally freaked out his conscience.

“Is he attempting to make a joke?”

The teen wished he could give a genuine answer. But instead of sitting in the awkward silence any longer as his insecurities would have liked, his analytical prowess slowly returning to him decided to intervene to obtain the clarification everyone was secretly pining for.

“Um…” he tried to start, scratching his cheek out of nervousness, “I’m not sure I understand…”

True.

Nezu must have known that his statement would spark a decent level of confusion in its audience, but then again, it was one of his favorite pastimes. He merely smirked at the scent of perplexity that wafted around the office, savoring it like the smell of divine cuisine.

“Well, I assume your quirk doesn’t work on your own biomass,” the mammal eventually explained, knowing it was better to do so than leave everyone grasping for answers, “But if you touched an artificial object made out of your biomass, then theoretically it should be immune to your quirk just as the rest of you is.”

True.

If the sheer premise of Nezu’s claim hadn’t practically socked him right in the jaw, Midoriya would’ve been amazed at how smooth the principal just managed to lie about his abilities, not stuttering at all when referring to them as a quirk. But what Nezu had just suggested was something he found himself subconsciously hoping for all the time. Of course gloves that couldn’t disintegrate would be the most ideal item in his world. He would never have to worry about constantly checking himself out of fear that he might inadvertently hurt someone. He would never have to worry about what would happen if he ever made it to his dreams of heroism and had to rescue a civilian. He would never have to worry about limiting himself for the sole sake of protecting those he cared about.

He restrained the glossy tears that threatened to breach his eyes like they were outlaws on the run.

If the rodent was being serious, this could solve so many of his dilemmas.

“You… you can do that?”

Gami narrowed his eyes. “I would imagine he can since he did bring up the topic himself. Though, if he cannot…”

The ghost didn’t finish his threat, not feeling the need to. He was confident the suffocating air radiating from his intent could be felt enough by the observant individual, especially since his animal senses picked up on his presence much easier than anyone else possibly could. But even still, he wished he could be visible even for that split second, just so everyone could get a taste of how utterly terrifying he could be when provoked.

“Indeed so! We had a similar issue with a third year student and his quirk, but our support team managed to craft an entire hero costume for him using the DNA found in his hair follicles.” Nezu clapped with pride, keeping his paws together for added effect. “I’m guessing by your response that you are interested?”

Midoriya couldn’t bring himself to snap out of his stupor, his mind completely stunned at the possibility of this coming to pass. So instead he nodded, his lips sealed shut dryly in pure disbelief. It may have been his muddied rationality due to having awakened roughly fifteen minutes ago, but he found himself almost unable to speak.

The principal seemed very pleased at his answer, clapping his paws together in content once more. His smile rose to his eyes, giving off a feeling of genuineness for once. But of course, that fact alone should never be taken at face value, especially with an individual as highly volatile as Nezu. But the combination of a nice attitude and the boy’s less than average mental competence in the moment had him completely fooled.

“Oh, wonderful! I knew you would love the idea!! And that’s exactly why I asked for Shūzenji-san to collect the hair samples in advance while you were undergoing surgery!”

True.

And that immediately damped his joyous mood on the subject, leaving a queasy feeling in the pits of his stomach, though, his rising bile could partially be attributed to his completely drained stamina and his internal cravings for something filling. Despite its origins, the uncomfortable sensation that followed the mammal’s statement had prevented both his foggy mind and his mentor from truly processing the depths of what he had said alongside.

The rodent seemed unaffected by his returning discomfort, seeing little wrong with the situation in front of him. Well, he likely did, but just didn’t care.

“Well, other than that, it’s best that Tsukauchi-san and I head off to inspect the school’s security system,” he stated, already moving to leave the office, “Of course, if you wish to do that now, Tsukauchi-san?”

The detective, who had shaken himself out of the shock caused by Nezu fairly quickly, nodded and prepared to leave the room as well. The principal pushed open the sliding door and held it politely for the policeman to exit through, despite not needing to.

Watching Tsukauchi leave stirred something unusual in Midoriya’s gut, something uncomfortable, similar to how the mammal’s poor social skills made him feel. Something felt off, like he was missing something important, but couldn’t put his finger on what. His memories from the USJ attack were coming back to him in pieces, with the earlier ones from right before he clocked out returning first. But right before he engaged the Nomu was still pretty hazy and he struggled to grasp those thoughts. Though, there was something he was missing, something only his subconscious was aware of, which made him crave for the detective to stay, despite barely knowing the man and not understanding why.

The further his footsteps got from his cot, the more his head seemed to ache. But he pushed harder to recall his lost thoughts, his eyes squinting shut out of pain. It probably wasn't best for him to be straining himself, especially right after waking up, but his thoughts seemed just out of reach. The ghost beside him noticed his struggles and floated around anxiously, but couldn’t understand what his successor was attempting to do.

“Wait!”

Tsukauchi turned from the middle of the doorway, startled, but his eyes remained calm. Nezu peeked out from behind the detective, the new development interesting his curiosity. Recovery Girl swiveled in her chair, dropping her paperwork yet again on her desk, and All Might moved slowly to look at the student behind him, his heroic experience causing his body language not to portray however surprised he was.

The teen didn’t even realize what he was doing until it had already happened. It wasn’t until the words had left his mouth that he realized he had said them. His arm had even moved to reach for the black haired man’s fleeing form, completely unbeknownst to him until it was already extended. It was like his subconscious desires were puppeting his body, toying with him as if he were on strings.

He barely even knew why he had called out to the man in the first place, other than some supernatural feeling convincing him it was necessary.

Lowering his hand out of embarrassment, he figured he should probably say something before Tsukauchi realized he was wasting his time. He shuffled his sitting position on the bed, pushing around the blanket in an attempt to both satisfy his nervous energy as well as give his subconscious more time to get itself together.

“I um…” he mumbled before his autopilot took over his senses, a rush of blankness filling his head, “How many of the villains escaped?”

He was a little surprised at the nature of the question, not really understanding why he was compelled to ask it. But his memory could answer at least a partial point of his inquiry. After all, he did remember seeing Shigaraki escape… well more like forcefully removed via one of Kurogiri’s portal, so he assumed both villains did manage to get away. But what about the Nomu, which All Might rocketed through the ceiling of the dome? What about all the other villains that were intended to take out his classmates? What about-

His head pounded aggressively, almost forcing him to clutch it in his hands, but he managed to refrain purely out of introverted intentions. The villain from the flood zone, was he caught? He needed to know.

The phantom scent of scorched debris and dust invaded his nose so violently he almost needed to hack it out of his lungs. The faint, unwanted sound of police tape fluttering in the wind crawled into his head like a parasite, nearly making him claw his ears out. It wasn’t just for his sake anymore, in fact it never was for his sake.

And that’s exactly why he needed to know.

Thankfully, even without specifying, Tsukauchi seemed to understand that the question was directed at him. “Other than the supposed ringleaders of the invasion, everyone who attacked the USJ has been restrained and taken into custody, including the superpowered monster they brought with them.”

That was a relief in more ways than one, but surprisingly not what he now knew he was looking for. While it was reassuring that only Shigaraki and Kurogiri had gotten away, and that their grotesque Nomu was captured in their place, he found himself not really caring over that information just yet. Sure, give him an hour or so and he’d probably be having a psychological breakdown on how he wasn’t able to stop either of them, despite how close he got to doing so. But he needed to know. The pain gripping his heart wouldn’t allow him not to.

“If you’re feeling guilty because those two escaped…” Tsukauchi assumed, thinking the boy may have been experiencing something akin to survivor’s guilt, “You did much more than anyone could ever ask of you in a situation lik-”

“That’s not it-” Realizing he had interrupted involuntarily, he paused out of sparked fear, before attempting to collect himself to at least take advantage of the situation presented to him. “I… just uh… I just need to know if you have a villain with a finger rocket quirk in your custody…”

True.

That certainly wasn’t what anyone was expecting to hear from the teen, catching the entire room off guard, including Gami. At least that was, until the spirit recalled finally finding his successor after he had been teleported away to the flood zone. The boy had been caught in one of the most aggressive spirals he had ever witnessed, and while he had managed to snap him out of it, it still very much concerned Gami. Midoriya had given him practically no information in that moment, leaving him very much out of the loop, but with the new added context, the man had come to a startling realization.

The villain that had killed Ishihara was present at the USJ attack.

The villain that had killed Ishihara was the reason his successor had almost lost his morality.

“Well… I’m not sure. I haven’t received a report yet,” Tsukauchi admitted, scratching his cheek, “Why do you need to know?”

“I-” The teen couldn't bring himself to say why, the words getting painfully caught in his throat, like he was choking on them. But that didn’t change the absolute fact that he had to know. Not for himself, but he had to know. Not for his sake, but he had to know. Not for his life, but he had to-

“I just have to know.”

True.

He wasn’t aware of his quiet hyperventilating until he felt a familiarly bony hand rubbing circles into his back. His heart rate had spiraled out of control, much like his breathing did. And unfortunately, there was no noise in the room to drown it out.

He needed to match his breathing, but his heartbeat was fluctuating way too much to be used as a guide. And the lack of stability was only causing him to panic more. He unconsciously reached for the end of his new pair of gloves, needing to find steadiness by whatever means possible. He could feel the power surging at his fingertips, clawing at his skin from inside. At this rate, he would lose these gloves too, despite Nezu going out of his way to retrieve them for him, but he couldn’t find a feasible way to calm himself.

That was, until the cold hand moved from his back and returned to wrap around him. The hug was loose, mindful of his recovering body, but still warm and secure. The soft texture around him was comforting to the soul, like having a fluffy blanket wrapped around his shoulders. He gripped tighter against the black fabric, afraid that if he let go, it would disappear completely. Unbeknownst to his conscience, his pained gasps had reduced to normal exhaling, and his heart rate was no longer pounding out of his chest.

All he could process was how safe he felt. And with the occurrences prior, he really, really needed to feel that way, even if he didn’t acknowledge that outloud.

It was probably for the best that he didn't realize the entirety of his panic attack was witnessed by everyone in the room. It was also for the best that no one decided to comment on it, whether they understood what happened or not.

Tsukauchi knew he really shouldn’t be sharing details to an ongoing investigation, especially to a student of all unpermitted people. But he could recognize the textbook PTSD from anywhere and quite honestly, he wasn’t too surprised, especially with the added knowledge of the traumatic statement he had taken a few days prior. He was one of the few people who really knew how much the boy had gone through, and was likely still going through due to unearthed trauma. And this villain he was referencing seemed to really matter to his repressed experiences.

And so while the detective was obligated to uphold his code as an officer of the law, he felt more obligated to follow this through, especially if there was a chance something as simple as a confirmation to a villain in custody would help him move forward.

“Well,” he started, placing his hat back on his head, “I’ll see what I can do.”

Midoriya looked up, surprised to hear the man agree at all. His wide, astonished eyes moved away from his lap and settled on Tsukauchi. The man sent him a pleasant nod and a warm smile, before exiting through the open doorway as he intended earlier, Nezu still holding the door open. He gave a half hearted, pathetic wave, sure that the detective wouldn’t even notice with his back turned. He did notice one small, white paw point in his direction, and seconds after, Tsukauchi swiveled around towards him, too fast for him to put down his awkward motion. But the man didn’t seem to mind, taking the gesture as friendly before waving back.

That was the end of the heartfelt exchange, as simple it may have been. The black haired man turned back around one last time to officially leave the office with the principal, and likely continue their endeavors to comb through the school’s security.

But as the two tried to leave once more, they were yet again prevented as Nezu peeked his head into the doorway.

“Ah, Shūzenji-san,” he called out, not bothering to enter any further into the room, “Yamada-san is wondering if he can come in now.”

At that Recovery Girl sighed, finally giving up on her paperwork and placed a hand on her face. “You can tell him to come in, but he better have calmed himself by now.”

The rodent smiled and gave a curt nod before ducking back behind the door frame. There was some shuffling and slight whispers, mumbles of words neither Gami nor Midoriya could make out. And as soon as they came, the noises disappeared, then replaced with footsteps moving towards Recover Girl’s office so frantically, he could hear them clearly from his cot.

The deathly duo shared a look that only 500 year old ghosts and their successors could share.

Yamada skidded into the nurse’s office, nearly leaving a trail of fire in his wake. He didn’t even acknowledge the number one hero as he passed by his cot and approached the teen, obviously trying to restrain the intensity of his actions. The voice hero walked right up to the foot of the bed and brushed a stray, blond lock out from his eyes, a soft smile blooming on his face.

“Hey little listener,” he whispered, his voice a little more scratchy than usual, “How are you feeling?”

The pro’s hair was let loose, draping over his shoulders gently, though much messier than usual. The skin around his eyes looked more strained than normal and even his warm smile seemed much dimmer than what he was used to. And while Midoriya was terrible with interpreting social cues and he knew that, he could tell Yamada’s eyes screamed with worry.

So in an effort to reassure him, though where it came from he was unsure, he mustered up enough energy to send a comforting smile in return. “I’m doing alright…”

“Oh, you don’t know how relieving that is to hear,” he released his breath heavily, clutching his chest, “You had me so worried…

Worried? The hero was worried about him? Gami had told him that Present Mic carried his unconscious body to Recovery Girl, but if that were the case, how bad was his condition? There was a huge lapse in his timeline that he was desperate to fill, because quite frankly, the unknown terrified him.

The school nurse sensed the anxiousness radiating off the pro, and figured the poor man had been thought enough, especially considering the state of Aizawa. So she glanced over at his vitals monitor, and at seeing what she expected, gathered up her loose paperwork and swiveled towards them in her chair.

“You should be alright to leave, dearie,” she directed at him, though it seemed to be more uplifting towards Yamada than anyone else, “You’re practically all healed up and you should have a decent portion of your stamina back by now.”

Hopping off her chair, she strolled over to his cot and disconnected the IV drip from his arm. He flexed at his newfound freedom and pushed the covers off his lower half, shuffling over towards the edge of the bed to attempt to stand up. As he did, both Yamada and Gami rushed over to his side, ready to assist in any way they could. The mere thought of their unwavering companionship really made his heart swell, and it gave him enough of a moral boost to swing his legs over the edge. He settled down shakily on his soles, gripping the railing at the end of the cot for extra stability, but after a few seconds, he could feel his legs get the hang of gravity once again.

The boy was so focused on maintaining a proper walk cycle, he didn’t even notice his wear was still his mangled gym uniform. Nor did he notice the faded stain of red dressing his top.

But maybe that was for the better.

Present Mic did his best to project a calm aura through his anxiety, but the day had been long, eventful, and more than stressful. He hadn’t realized how attached he had gotten to the boy until he found himself pacing back and forth outside Recovery Girl’s office. Of course, if it had been another bloody, unconscious student, he would have done the exact same thing, from his haste to his impatience. But he knew about Midoriya’s strange factor of immortality, among his other secretive abilities, so his rationality knew he would be more than alright, even without medical assistance.

But the fact that he found himself anxiously waiting outside, desperately clawing at the shut entry door, despite all of that reasoning, just served to prove that his heart had been roped in from the start.

The two walked slowly to the exit, the hero making sure to match his pace to the shaky steps of the boy beside him. They passed by All Might’s cot, and the number one hero flashed a comforting smile, not wanting to speak and ruin the mood. Yamada returned the gesture, though he couldn’t get the warmth to spread to the pained look in his tired eyes. He just wanted to get the teen home to where his spirit could finally acknowledge was safe.

But just as they made it through the doorway, and stepped into the fresh air of the school hallway, one last loose end pulled them back in.

“I apologize Yamada-san,” Recovery Girl called out from just behind them, making them turn around to face her, “but could you wait at the end of the hallway for a moment? There is one last private matter I wish to discuss with Midoriya before sending him home.”

The hero rubbed the back of his neck sheepishly, attempting to mask his high tension as awkwardness. “Yeah, that’s fine… as long as that’s alright with the little listener?”

Looking down slightly at the boy, he noticed a sort of spaced out look in his eyes, like he wasn’t quite with the rest of the program. But observing closer, he could see him make almost indistinguishable nods, an action nearly invisible to anyone else, unless they were looking for it. And the hero was looking for it, because ever since he became aware of Midoriya’s ghost friend, he also became aware of some of the slight movements the two used to communicate. The actions were slight to avoid perception, but the blond already knew of the existence of his invisible companion, and so he found his instincts picking up on the movements even unconsciously.

The nods meant he was thinking it out, and compared to how he was prone to handle decision making, especially in front of other people, that was definitely a good thing.

After a few moments of silence, he looked up to hesitantly meet the pro’s eyes, which was not like his usual skittish behavior, but still a pleasant change to witness.

“It’s alright, Yamada-sensei,” he reassured with a shaky smile, “I can handle this myself.”

The voice hero hastily nodded his head in understanding, barely restraining himself from crying out. The boy had always referred to him as Mic-sensei, and though he would personally have preferred something else, there was no way he was going to push him if he wasn’t comfortable. But his heart wasn’t prepared to hear his actual name anytime soon, and to hear it so casually made him have to catch the gasp in his throat. He couldn’t trust his voice, which was so ironic it nearly made him laugh, so he ended up nodding again and stumbling away to the end of the hallway, turning the corner and continuing down even though that wasn’t necessary.

Midoriya found it difficult to remove the smile from his face, for some odd reason.

The sound of a door clicking shut brought him back down to earth, and he swiveled around to see the nurse quietly sliding the door closed. A bit of nervousness started to rise up from his stomach, but he pushed it down to the best of his ability. He was alright, his classmates were alright, and his teachers were going to be alright. It might have been the mix of his muddied rationality as well as his empty stomach, but nonetheless he found himself on a foggy high, and honestly, he wasn’t quite ready to get off of it just yet.

“I apologize again for delaying your return home,” she began, “but my responsibility as a licensed doctor takes priority in situations like these.”

His worry started to find more of a foundation at her serious tone, but he convinced himself he was simply overreacting. He nodded, trying to confirm he understood what she was saying, his throat drying up too quickly for anything verbal.

“I’m going to be honest with you, dearie,” she cleared her throat, “Do you know how bad your condition was?”

At that, the boy chuckled sheepishly, “I know, I got pretty banged up…”

“That’s an understatement,” she interrupted, “Midoriya dear, you would have died.”

The entire world stopped moving as his heart climbed up his throat. He swore he couldn’t feel it beating anymore, despite the blood rushing to his head.

“What…?”

“On top of the extensive injury on your right wrist and your numerous broken ribs…” Midoriya could barely focus, not having the will to interrupt her even if he wanted to. “One of those broken ribs pierced your lung.”

The nurse paused to likely give him a chance to process the new information, but he wasn’t even sure he was breathing.

“Based on how much blood I had to drain out during surgery, I’d guess it was pierced early on into the fight.”

Early on in the fight? His mind could only think of the two times where the Nomu got in hard hits against him. Once where it threw him into the plaza floor by his leg, and the other when it socked him in the chest right afterwards. Both of those were right at the beginning of the fight, though, it was likely the latter that did the damage, as he could unconsciously associate the sickening crunch in his chest to that moment.

He could vaguely remember the pain, but was still in disbelief that it was that moment the nurse was referencing.

“And without your immortality, I doubt you would’ve survived longer than a few minutes.”

No longer than a few minutes? By that, the only reason he even made it to when All Might arrived was because of his undying body. If he were normal, just like everyone else, he would’ve been dead. And his head couldn’t shake that.

He would’ve been dead.

“I’m not trying to scare you,” she clarified, but at this point it was useless, “I just really need you to understand where I’m coming from when I say you need to be more self preserving. The damage may not stay permanent, but it’s damage nonetheless.”

He could feel Gami rest a hand on his shoulder, as the ghost usually did in high stress situations, but now, it did absolutely nothing. It was like he wasn’t even in his own body anymore, his consciousness completely disassociating to the point where his autopilot kicked in inadvertently.

“I won’t keep you or Yamada-san waiting any longer, so make sure to restock on both food and fluids when you get home.” Her voice grew soft and warm, almost like he was trying to make up for her heavy words just before. “And about the wound on your right wrist, I’d advise you to collect yourself and have a good support system around you when you take the bandages off. It’s fully healed, but the scar is pretty nasty.”

He felt his head move up and down in a slow nod, and yet, he wasn’t sure if the action was his own. His throat was swollen shut and mouth unable to pry its rusty hinges.

“Just… take care of yourself, dearie. There’s a lot of people who really care about you.”

He could only remember nodding again before he swiveled on his heels, walking down the hallway robotically. He couldn’t recall thinking much, other than the fact that Yamada was waiting on him to go home. Home? Was that really his home, or just the place he used to breathe? He didn’t really know. He didn’t think he ever really did.

He was pretty sure Gami said something from beside him, but it didn’t reach his brain, and quite frankly, he didn’t have the voice to ask the ghost to repeat himself.

With every breath he took, Midoriya felt himself grow further and further away from his grip on reality. It didn’t hurt to breathe, and yet he still felt in pain. It didn’t make sense to him, but it didn’t have to make sense for him to know it was true.

Every breath felt like a joke.

Every breath felt like a lie.

“Izuku…?”

He should’ve been dead.

Notes:

And I have to end it here at 17.5 pages. A little shorter than what I usually put out but I had to take a step back and revise this chapter. I had a ton more for this chapter planned, but as I was writing it, it was getting waaaaaay too long. So I made the executive decision to cut the last part of this chapter and make that into chapter 24. And despite having the body of the next chapter laid out for me, I definitely have to expand on it to include my usual level of content.

To be honest, I wasn’t expecting the waking up scene to be so long, but there were genuinely a ton of interactions that needed to occur between Midoriya waking up from unconsciousness and leaving Recovery Girl’s office. This scene had so much going on in it, which made it a challenge to balance.

And with this chapter marks the end of the USJ arc. Since I ended up splitting the contents of this chapter into two, the “Aftermath of Ishihara” arc won’t truly begin until next chapter. But don’t worry, I’ll be sure to pour plenty of content into those upcoming chapters!

List of powers below, as usual!!

Death’s Touch: Anything Midoriya touches starts to decay immediately, regardless of the amount of fingers touching. This ability works on both the living and the non living. At first, Midoriya couldn’t control this ability, as it activated immediately without his consent. However, now he is able to control the activation on humans and non living objects, being able to start and stop the decay at will. However, he had gained no progress with plant or animal life. Any damage done to living organisms with this power cannot be healed.

Death’s Scythe: Midoriya can summon a scythe to fight with at will. The scythe vaguely resembles a bird’s beak, and has a hole near the start of the blade. The scythe is the only item that can’t be destroyed by Death’s Touch. The Death’s Touch ability can be shared with the scythe at Midoriya’s will, however it can only decay what it cuts. The decay follows the same rules as Death’s Touch. He can also make the scythe disappear at will when he is finished with it or to free his hands.

Immortality: Midoriya is immortal and cannot die. However, he can still get hurt and scarred. The immortality ability doesn’t provide any regeneration, but any wounds that could be detrimental to his job, such as lost/broken limbs and organs, will be healed the next day.

Premonition: Midoriya can see flash images of people who may die before they are supposed to. Normally, he cannot interfere with death, as it’s his job, but he has the option of attempting to save anyone he views in a premonition. These premonitions are bare and don’t provide much information other than the person themselves and their demise, occasionally revealing the setting and attacker, if any. The premonitions can come true between an hour after viewing to 3 days later.

Soul Contact: When a person dies, their soul is immediately sent to Midoriya. He can see, touch, and hold these souls. When holding a soul, Midoriya can see the most important memories and decisions attached to that soul, and hence that person.

Soul Sorting: This ability allows Midoriya to decide which part of the afterlife a soul moves on to. The areas of the afterlife can only be summoned with intent and the swipe of a hand, with the areas themselves being represented by flames. The areas that he can choose from are Paradise, Purgatory, and the Underworld. Once Midoriya decides where the soul best fits, it is sent to the being of that respective area. If approved, the soul stays in that area forever, the exception being Purgatory. Souls in Purgatory can be moved again to either Paradise or the Underworld, however, this is not Midoriya’s decision. If rejected, the soul is sent back to him for reevaluation. All souls must be sorted within 24 hours of Midoriya receiving them, with rejected souls resetting their time limits once they get back to him. Failure to sort a soul within its time limit may result in serious unknown punishment.

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Summary:

Midoriya wants to open up about his emotions, but how is he supposed to when they don't even feel like his own anymore?

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Yamada noticed the boy’s reclusiveness the minute he laid eyes on him, but nothing he said did anything to help the situation. In fact, nothing he said even earned a response, their walk home drowned in an eerie sense of silence, even more so than the first time the hero had taken the boy back to his home. At least then, he managed to get him rambling about his hobby of quirk analysis. But no matter what angle he tried this time, none of them seemed to give him any leeway.

The second he unlocked the front door, Midoriya practically squirmed past him to get inside, ditching his red sneakers on the mat. He immediately beelined for the guest room, and before the pro could utter out a word, the door had already been slammed shut. Yamada stood there silently, before letting out a miserable sigh, laced with an undertone of hopelessness. He shut the front door softly behind him and slipped off his own shoes, then moved to rest on the couch.

Once he sank into the cushions, his head collapsed into his hands, not having the energy to hold it up anymore. He wasn’t sure what had happened with Midoriya, but witnessing him so unwilling to interact was tearing him apart inside. It had been a literal mess of a day, and while the hero most certainly didn’t blame the student for the current anguish he was feeling, it obviously didn’t help in any way.

His partner was still undergoing surgery, and though he never got to see his condition, word of mouth truly didn’t pull any punches. It was so difficult to remove the guilt of not having arrived fast enough, especially knowing that two of the people he cared about most in his world had been fighting for their lives.

He wasn’t sure when he had gotten so attached to the teen currently residing in the guest bedroom, but he couldn’t deny it now. Seeing Midoriya lying bloody and motionless on the plaza ground sparked something utterly desolate in the pits of his soul. He found his subconscious wanting to keep him safe and happy, and before he knew it, he had been pacing outside of Recovery Girl’s office desperately waiting on an update.

But now, even though the boy was home and safe, it didn’t feel that way. The hero sat empty in the silent air, and though the silence never bothered him before, he was beginning to hate it now. His spirit was so alone, filled with unending anxiousness, and he felt so helpless in his efforts to stop it.

He kept telling himself that it was merely the stress and loneliness getting to him, but that did nothing to convince the tears to stop.

Yamada wanted to remain brave, keep up his unfaltering facade as a hero, someone who could be turned to in a time of need. But damn, he was a normal person first. And he could hear his instincts telling him to stop, to collect himself because it was pathetic, but he didn’t want to. He was miserable, isolated, and afraid, and dammit, sometimes heroes needed a hero of their own. It had been a brutal transition to add another person to their lives, especially someone his heroic values desperately wanted to help but found themselves less than able to, and it all just seemed to culminate today. Was it wrong that he wanted someone to hug him right now, to reassure him everything would end up alright?

But right now, there was no one to be his hero. So until there was, he needed to remain strong for everyone else.

He stood up, wiping his wet eyes with the end of his long sleeve shirt. His face wasn’t all too red, but he figured he should do something to distract himself from it anyway. He needed a distraction overall, because worrying himself over Aizawa’s condition or Midoriya’s sudden lack of emotion wasn’t going to end well for his tired and stressed conscience.

He was still dressed in his hero costume, as he ended up waiting outside the nurse’s office the entire time after carrying the injured boy into the ambulance. And though he had made a quick pit stop to release his hair from its usual updo before getting to see Midoriya, he figured now was a good time to change completely into something more comforting.

So he made his way to the bedroom, passing by the shut door of the guest room on his way. It concerned him that absolutely no sound came from beyond the door, but he pushed himself not to stop and knock. If anything, he could do so after he changed, but right now, he needed to prioritize himself, even if that sounded selfish when there was someone so clearly in need just beyond a closed door.

There were a nice pair of jeans laying on the end of the bed that he remembered setting out this morning, so he reached for those to pull on. Moving to the closet, he instinctively grabbed his burgundy long sleeved shirt, his favorite, which was easy to tell by the slight worn texture to the fabric. He smoothed out the edge of the shirt, noticing his actions becoming a little antsy. He wanted to take his mind off of everything that plagued it, but that was easier said than done. He found himself unusually cold and distracted, like he was floating through the vacuum of space without a suit, but at a loss for how to change it.

He sat down on the edge of the bed, resting his hands on his knees. He found himself at a loss for how to change a lot of things, and it was really starting to get to him. But the whole reason he changed clothes was because he was trying to unwind, and that’s what he was determined to do.

It was typical for the two to keep a healthy stockpile of instant hot chocolate in the house. It started as Yamada’s comfort drink on cold days, but he easily managed to rope it into his partner’s routine. And though Aizawa would never admit it, he remembered more than enough times where he caught him boiling the water with the packet beside. It was a practice both of them enjoyed, and the hero held some warm memories of them enjoying the drink together in front of the TV.

And with that, he sat up eagerly from the bed. Reliving the comforting memories put him in the mood to remake them. And now that he let his hair loose and changed into something more soothing, it was the perfect finale. Inspired, he left the room in a hurry, making a break down the hall for the kitchen, right past the guest bedroom door.

The blond set the kettle out to boil on the stovetop as he scoured the cabinet for the instant packets. He wasn’t trying to be loud as he shoved and pushed around the rest of the mess inside, but he was certain the hot chocolate was here somewhere. Finally pulling out the box, he settled down off his toes and slid it onto the counter beside the stove. There were more than enough packets inside for multiple cups if need be, and that encouraged the pro to grab two extra mugs when getting his own.

Yamada was convinced hot chocolate could heal the soul, or at least, warm it. So what better way to kickstart the healing than to drink it, even if they weren’t together? He wasn’t sure if Midoriya liked hot chocolate in the first place, but he figured it wouldn’t hurt to make him a cup anyway. And he was definitely sure that Aizawa would appreciate a good cup of cocoa when he got home.

And so, with a new pep in his step, he separated out a packet of hot chocolate for each mug, then putting the entire box back in the cabinet. It would be a heartwarming surprise for each of them, himself included, and he found his mind far from the stress that had leeched onto it earlier.

That was, until he felt his back pocket where he had slipped in his phone buzz. And since the kettle hadn’t begun whistling yet, he was more than free to check it.

There was a voicemail notification on the screen, and at closer inspection, it was from Recovery Girl. His brows furrowed in confusion before it clicked in his head, finally ending the long period of stress he had been attempting to distract himself from.

His heart cramped in his chest as he opened up the voicemail, not entirely sure what he wanted to hear at this point. His finger hovered over the play button, before he mentally chastised himself and hit it.

“Hello Yamada-san.” The nurse’s voice played out of his phone’s microphone, no distinguishably somber tone to it, which definitely eased some of his worries. “Hopefully I’m not catching you at a bad time.”

Well, it wasn’t technically a bad time, as he was by no means busy. But Yamada figured any time the older woman was to call wouldn’t exactly be good, at least, in the eyes of his anxious conscience.

“Just wanted to tell you that Aizawa-san is out of surgery and free to leave, though you need to come and pick him up because quite honestly, I don’t trust him to walk home in his condition, even if it is stable.”

His partner was finally out of surgery, and free to come home? He nearly dropped his phone to the floor in shock. Forgetting about the kettle or the hot chocolate, he raced to the front door, slipping his jacket on and reaching for a pair of shoes.

“I’d suggest heading over quickly, since he’s a bit cranky and it’s starting to get on my nerves. For my sake, I hope to see you soon.”

The recording ended just as he reached for his set of keys. As he began turning the knob on the front door, he remembered that there was another person in the house, and he swiveled around to face the hallway.

“I’m going to pick up Shouta!” he yelled out loudly, making careful effort not to activate his quirk on accident, “I’ll be back soon!!”

He hoped that was enough of a heads up without having to go knock on his door, but his anxiety was getting the better of him. So to avoid getting any more antsy than he currently was, he swung open the front door and flew outside, towards the car.

His conscience wished he could have talked with Midoriya before he left, but his morals were torn between two people right now, one who was asking for him and one who wasn’t. So he repeated that sentiment over and over in his head until he was sure he convinced his conscience that it was true, before turning the key in the ignition.

He just hoped to the universe and above that he wasn’t making the wrong choice.

 


 

Gami had been beyond worried ever since his successor finished his talk with Recovery Girl, but nothing he said seemed to get through his robotic exterior. He wasn’t really sure anything he said even made it to his ears in the first place. Not only was he failing to get a response, he was failing to get acknowledgement, which only added exponentially to his nervousness.

He had listened silently when the two had their discussion, and he was currently cursing himself for doing so. He was sure the boy was distraught over finding out the true state of his condition, and honestly, so was he. It absolutely terrified him to know that without his immortality, his successor wouldn’t have made it out alive. And by the boy’s blank expression, it was clear he was upset over the news as well. He should have said something sooner, while they were both receiving the news. Maybe then his emotional state wouldn’t have been so… empty.

In the time that they arrived home, Midoriya had spent all of it isolated in the guest room. In the time that they arrived home, the teen hadn’t been able to sit still, switching from sitting at his desk, to sitting on his bed, to pacing around, to sitting on the floor even. And the entire time, he didn’t utter a sound, which made his actions all the more unnerving.

Currently, the boy was curled up on the floor, leaning against the side of the bed. His hands were holding his knees to his chest, fingers twitching sporadically. Gami had found himself floating awkwardly, unsure of what to do or say. The only noises in the room were Midoriya’s labored breathing, his constant shuffling, and the occasional meowing coming from the corner of the room courtesy of Links.

Then, the dull silence was interrupted by a yell from Yamada, something about leaving to pick up Aizawa. Whatever it was, the ghost really wasn't paying too much attention, and neither was Midoriya. But upon hearing the front door slam violently shut, he was graced with the opportunity to finally get the boy out of the room, even for just a moment.

And so he lowered his floating form to come closer to the catatonic teen, kneeling in front of him to hopefully catch his attention. “Izu, why not leave the room for some time? There is no one there to see you.”

There was no response or movement, just the seemingly never ending void of silence. Gami frowned, though it couldn’t be seen, and tried again from a different angle.

“Recovery Girl did recommend you hydrate upon arriving back. Why not grab a glass of water?”

This time, he was lucky enough to get a subtle shake of the head, but nothing more. Gami couldn’t lie, he was beginning to grow impatient, but he knew this was a sensitive situation, one that was necessary to handle with care. He scooted closer, reaching one of his hands out in an effort to get his successor to react. But after no movement for a few seconds, he lowered it.

“Please, Izuku,” the ghost couldn’t stop his worry from climbing up his throat, its audible wetness clashing against the painfully dry silence, “You have not said a word since Recovery Girl spoke with you. You cannot fault me for growing concerned!”

Gami didn’t mean for the outburst, but he found himself exploding with guilt at seeing his successor flinch away from him. All of his anxiety from this entire ordeal was culminating into one hot mess, and he could only scramble to try and hold the pieces together. He wanted to help, he was trying to help, but he wasn’t sure how to, or if what he was doing was ultimately detrimental to the boy’s condition overall. And the feeling of uselessness made him extremely anguished, to say the least, almost like he hated the very soul that housed his being.

Then, he noticed the teen raise his head up to make eye contact, slow and robotic. The space around his eyes were red and puffy, and despite no tears actually falling, his eyes were obviously overtaken by a glossy coating. His lip quivered softly, though no other part of his face moved. The spirit witnessed what looked to be a few attempts to speak, based on his mouth parting opened slightly once or twice, but it seemed to never really get there. So in one last ditch attempt to get him to open up, he placed his hand gently on the boy’s knee, wishing his cold chills could be something warm instead.

“Please, just talk to me.”

He watched his gloved fingers curl into the fabric of his gym uniform pants, like he was trying to strangle the clothing into submission. Midoriya hugged himself closer, trying to keep warm with the tattered rags that still dressed his body. He hadn’t even bothered to change out of the bloody uniform, and that was just another reason on top of the many which had Gami so preoccupied with restoring his mood to stability
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“I… I should’ve d… died.” He didn’t bother maintaining the eye contact he had gone through the trouble of creating. “I should’ve died…”

The transparent man understood that fact, that his immortality as Death was the only thing that kept him alive in that situation. But he found himself unable to discern why it was upsetting him to the extent in which it was. And that bothered him: to feel inadequate in the few scenarios where he truly needed to step up.

“I do not understand,” he admitted openly, unsure of how to continue when he found himself so lacking, “Your immortality prevented you from perishing during combat. Is that not good?”

Once he finished, he watched the teen shake his head a multitude of times, only to exhale roughly. He could hear his breathing becoming more staggered, like he couldn’t control his actions anymore. He raised a pained hand to his forehead, before suddenly shooting upward to his feet, his body rigid like a set of porcupine spines. He began to pace by the side of the bed, muttering inaudibles under his breath.

“What if I wasn’t immortal?” His tiny voice shuddered in his throat, like a timid animal peeking around the bushes for predators. “What if I wasn’t able to get back up?”

Midoriya could feel his emotions beginning to peak in ways he wasn’t familiar with. He was an emotional wreck, a swirling spiral of insecurities he had no clue how to deal with. And the last thing he wanted to do was project them all onto his mentor, but he needed them gone. He craved release, like a dying man would water, and it all was beginning to spill out of him like a cracked dam finally bursting.

It also didn’t help that Gami obviously didn’t understand where he was coming from.

“I knew I couldn’t do anything! I knew the Nomu was way out of my league!” he bellowed out from his lungs, “But I tried anyway, and if I was normal, I would’ve been dead…!”

From the corner came a small cry of distress, but neither of them noticed it as the boy collapsed again to his knees. Somewhere between his distraught screaming, the sobbing had kicked up as well, and now was the only thing that could be heard as he bawled his eyes out angrily. His chest heaved, desperately trying to fill with air to counteract the suffocating feeling of anguish. His heart was thumping right through his chest, and yet he couldn’t feel it beating.

“Aizawa could have died, Tsu could have died. The Nomu could have gone off to hurt Iida or Uraraka or Shouto…” He wasn’t sure who he was trying to convince at this point, but his voice was growing steadily meeker as wet acceptance replaced his anger. “I have to be better, I have to last longer. I wasn’t good enough this time, I can’t let that happen again.”

The was a vast wave of emptiness that enveloped the room afterwards. Midoriya’s tears crashed onto the hardwood floor like raindrops against the window pane, except the sound was far from soothing. He held his gloved hands up to his eyes, desperately trying to stop the flow, but the tears managed to seep out of every crack that went uncovered, spilling out like a rocky waterfall.

“Izuku, please tell me you do not think that as so…”

The pained breathing hitched suddenly, getting caught in his throat like a lodged, foreign object. It only broke the old ghost’s heart further, his worst fears being confirmed as true. He floated closer, placing his hands reassuringly on his shoulders in an attempt to ground him.

“You cannot possibly believe that this burden falls on your shoulders alone, simply due to the premise that you cannot die.”

He then moved his bony hands down, cupping the boy’s gloved hands in his own, tearing them away from his crying eyes. Midoriya didn’t look up, keeping his puffy eyes downcast, but Gami still pressed forward, hoping he was headed in the right direction.

“There is nothing wrong with utilizing these abilities to the fullest, as long as they assist you in reaching your goal. But that cannot be an excuse to put yourself in harm’s way, simply because you can.”

That stirred something in his successor and he looked up abruptly, shaking his head. “But that’s not fair! I was lucky enough to inherit these powers, so I have to do something worthwhile with them. No one else gets to fight with the security of knowing they’ll be fine no matter what. It’s not about me! I have to get better for their sake!!”

For some odd reason, Gami felt a rush of discomfort and even the slightest hints of anger at hearing Midoriya refer to his powers as lucky, but he couldn’t place why. He knew for sure it wasn’t jealousy, nor envy, that he was feeling. Just a strange, unplaceable rush of anger, like the teen didn’t know what he was talking about. But then again, neither did he, as all he knew was the emotion, not the reason behind it.

But he pushed whatever he was feeling to the side and focused himself again on the task at hand. He reconnected the eye contact with the boy, even though he was sure it wouldn’t be noticeable, gripping his gloved hands tightly to make sure he could feel it.

“It has to be about you, not only for yourself, but for everyone who holds you close in their hearts.”

Midoriya was silent, unable to conjure up a response right away. Gami just didn’t get it. He had failed in every sense of the word. Constant scenarios flooded his guilty conscience in waves as he imagined everything that could have possibly gone wrong. He couldn’t help but imagine what would’ve happened if his powers hadn’t been enough. He almost failed at the one thing he was good for, and that was enough to completely betray the trust Aizawa put in him to protect. He wasn’t good enough, he needed to get stronger.

He wasn’t sure how much longer he could bear these feelings of inadequacy.

His mouth opened to try and say something, but he hesitated, letting out a shaky exhale instead. And that seemed to be all the universe needed to interrupt the moment, as a shrill whistle came loudly from just beyond the room.

The noise was sudden enough to startle them both, with the teen wincing into his skin. The duo shared a look, unsure of what to do next or how to follow the situation. But the sound was starting to grow annoying, and he finally sucked in his breath and turned towards his door.

The spirit didn’t say anything, afraid he might discourage him from leaving, but couldn’t help his excitement at his successor finally leaving the room. Whether it was divine intervention from the universe itself or simply a coincidence and nothing more, he certainly was grateful nonetheless.

Midoriya moved to click open the doorknob, when a small cry came form beside his feet. Surprised he even heard it over the loud shrieking coming from beyond the door, he looked down anxiously, only to see a familiarly small ball of grey fluff standing nervously just beside him. He jumped from his skin unconsciously, before calming down enough to breathe. The whistling was only getting louder and more annoying, so instead of worrying about how close the kitten was to his leg, he turned away and opened the door as intended, feeling surprisingly more at ease than he expected.

Gami had to hold in his snickers at seeing the small cat follow his successor down the hallway like a baby duckling, waddling happily in his wake. Though, the sudden friendliness was a bit odd to the specter. Wasn’t the young kitten uncomfortable in social situations, because it certainly didn’t seem so now. And the teen certainly wasn’t comfortable in the cat’s company either, so why did his personality seemingly shift so drastically? Links obviously wasn’t trying to hide the fact he was following behind, his soft steps echoing on the hardwood, but Midoriya didn’t seem to mind. It was definitely unusual, and stuck out in the ghost’s head, but he wasn’t going to point that out now and risk killing the strangely serene mood.

The three strolled carefully from the hallway and into the open living room and kitchen. The whistling was much louder now and was distinguishably coming from the kitchen, as well as a whirling stream of steam. He turned to see a kettle screeching from atop the stove, vibrating slightly over the hot blue flame.

The boy was unsure of what to do with it, but the sound was growing to be more than an annoyance with each passing second. So he shuffled to the stove, Links and Gami close behind, and carefully wormed his arm to the burner dial, flicking it off. He moved it onto a new burner, the blaring whistling ceasing almost instantly, along with his irritation.

“Hot chocolate?”

Confused, Midoriya swiveled around. “What?”

Gami pointed gently at the island counter, towards a set of mugs that lay on top. Beside each, was a packet of instant cocoa, purposely set out and designated to its own mug. He counted three cups, all waiting to be filled with hot water and mixed powder, to waft the sweet smell of chocolate through the tense air.

“It seems as if Present Mic was preparing drinks for three individuals, likely you, Aizawa, and himself,” the ghost commented, making a failed attempt to grab one.

The teen furrowed his brows. That made sense, but how did Yamada know he liked hot cocoa? He had only made that apparent to Aizawa, and he certainly wasn’t here now. Did the underground hero share that information? Or was the voice hero just that intuitive? Either way, it wasn’t too big of a deal, just something that nagged uncomfortably at the edges of his mind. Reminiscent of how the wisps of shrieked whistling echos around those same spots.

Turning back around to the stove, he listened as the kettle still heaved out its last cries of life. Its shining exterior began to grow cold, likely the same with its contents. He could always turn the burner back on, but that would start up the infuriating screeching again. But letting the hot water and those soothing cups of hot chocolate go to waste would be a crime.

He could pour out the water himself and set up the drinks for the eventual return of Yamada and possibly Aizawa, but would that be too much? Would Yamada be upset that he interfered? Would Yamada be upset if he let the water go cold? He was probably thinking too hard about this, but it was so easy to overanalyze everything. All the “what ifs” constantly sloshed around in his conscience and he couldn’t help but consider each one, no matter the possibility. What was he to do, when every option felt like the worst one? It was a rush of unwanted stress and anxiety that all seemed to pile up on his shoulders at the worst possible momen-

A small purr came from just beside his ankle, catching his attention before he could disassociate. His head turned snappily, yet his eyes held this air of fogginess that completely contradicted his movement. But Links didn’t seem to mind, as he was the one to meet his spacey gaze. The kitten looked up at him, his comically big head adorably unnatural upon his petite sitting form. He cocked it to the side, like he was confused at the boy’s worry.

Midoriya was more than puzzled. Was the cat smiling at him? Could felines even do that to begin with? He hadn’t noticed that Gami now followed his same trail of vision, nor that the ghost was just as confused as he was. It was odd, but slightly comfortable, which was even more strange to admit. But he could definitely admit he felt calmer, like the tense air was finally lifted from his lungs. It was some unnatural wave of serenity that washed over him. He looked away from Links and towards the set of mugs, thinking he was having some sort of emotional reaction, which would have been pathetic to admit but still possible, but even looking away he could still feel the strange warmth in his heart.

He stared intently at the three ceramic mugs set out on the island counter, almost like they would give him the answers to his unrelenting questions. The calm warmth still flooded his veins, making him float aimlessly in the tranquility.

You know what? He should just set up the hot chocolate. Letting the hot water cool down would defeat the purpose of Yamada setting it out to boil in the first place. Besides, he wouldn’t mind a nice, relaxing cup of cocoa right about now. What was the worst that could happen?

So he carefully grabbed the handle and moved the kettle towards the island where the mugs had been set out. Popping the lid on the spout, he did his best to even out the portions into each cup, noting the wave of hot air released against the bits of his skin that were uncovered. He still hadn’t changed out of his grimey gym uniform, and a good portion of his arms were exposed since his undershirt had to be cut off of him. He should really change into something else, just to get these rags off of him, but he mentally promised to do it later. After all, if he left now, the water would sit and get cold.

Setting the kettle back down on the stove, he ripped open the first instant packet and emptied its contents into one of the mugs. But as he did, the powder settled right on the water’s surface, making him huff. In annoyance, he reached for a drawer off to the side to grab a spoon, a piece of the bandage around his arm getting caught in the process. He really needed to take that off too, and he stretched to rip it off and get it over with, when Gami grabbed his wrist to stop him.

“Maybe you should wait until Present Mic gets home,” he advised, “Recovery Girl did suggest to have others with you.”

Well, the ghost did have a point. Maybe it was best for him to wait a little while. Though, the bandages were beginning to get in the way, as well as becoming a nuisance. He was itching to get them off his skin, but decided on carefully freeing them from where they were caught and taking the spoon as intended. Stirring together the contents of the first cup, it all mixed together quite evenly, so he continued that same process for the other two mugs.

Though Midoriya didn’t usually add milk to his cocoa, something done more out of a conservation of money than much else, when he had enjoyed that one glass with Aizawa the other day, he couldn’t believe what he was missing out on. So he hastily chucked the ripped packets into the trash and dashed to the refrigerator, yanking out the half gallon ever so carefully that nothing else fell over. There was just enough space in each mug to add a splash of milk, which would bring the water levels right to the top, but it was a necessary sacrifice.

He could see his mentory looking at the barely spilling cups very concerningly, but he just waved him off jokingly as he carefully remixed all of the drinks. He found himself oddly content in the current situation, a smile blooming on his face from origins he could not place. The warmth from before still remained, though not as intense, and if he was paying attention, he would have seen Links raise his cheeks reminiscent of a smile. It was a really pleasant atmosphere, and after all that had gone down in the past few hours, it was something more necessary than both he or the spirit truly realized.

The front door then slammed open, the sudden sound making him leap out of his skin as if he were transparent like his mentor. He nearly dropped the spoon he was using, but fumbled around and managed to catch it in midair before it could clatter to the floor. His heart rate skyrocketed in an instant, like he was right back in the center of the USJ all over again. His head lurched up, followed by Gami, the warm comfort being quickly replaced by startled panic. The kitten once beside him let out a pained screech of distress that tore his heartstrings to nothing but shreds and scurried off to solitude.

He wanted to run off and go check on him, a thought he never imagined he would actively think, but his eyes remained glued to the door, waiting for whoever was coming in, to which his subconscious positively knew was Yamada for obvious reasons.

“I can always make more,” the blond sighed as he walked in completely distracted, holding the door for someone else, “It doesn’t matter if all the water evaporated by now or not.”

That’s when the person Yamada was holding the door open for walked inside, shifting both their attention over to the boy awkwardly standing in the kitchen. The three locked eyes for a split second, but that was more than enough for everyone to figure out the situation.

There, right in front of the door, stood a mummy impression far better than his own back in Recovery Girl’s office. But even under all those bandages, he knew exactly who was standing before him. The matted black hair, the signature tired eyes, the slouched posture, how could he not?

The spoon Midoriya was holding clattered to the floor.

“Problem Child?”

Aizawa stumbled towards him, much to Present Mic’s dismay, but the hero couldn’t stop him as he was still holding the door open. Midoriya too was drawn away from the island counter and to the start of the living room, compelled by the same wave of emotion that swept over the entire room. He stopped a few feet from his homeroom teacher, unsure of what to do other than stare in a concoction of disbelief and relief. His hands were unconsciously trembling, and even if he realized it, there was no way he would be able to explain it to himself.

He couldn’t help but recall how the hero looked on the battlefield: battered, bloodied, and on the edge of death. The memory of the broken rise and fall of his chest almost began etching itself into him, to the point where he had trouble breathing on his own. Red seemed to seep into everywhere he looked, dripping through cracks in his conscience. His tired, raspy voice as he exhausted the last of his energy to make sure he didn’t do anything stupid. And by his own standards, and the report on his condition, he hadn’t been able to honor that. He was certain Aizawa knew that already, as he would have been more surprised if he didn’t, but part of him was still afraid he’d let him down. Part of him was afraid that despite being face to face with the pro at the moment, he would feel farther away from him than previously thought possible. Part of him was just waiting for the teacher to rip into him, to go on about all the things he could have done better. Even now, with all his bandages wrapped around him, he still looked so much stronger than Midoriya could’ve ever been on the field. Was he really that inadequate? Did he really have that much farther to go before he could feel confident in his ability to protect others?

And then, a pair of arms wrapped around him and embraced him close, a feeling almost alien to him. Don’t get him wrong, Gami had given him hugs before, but those had a cold chill to them, which was more comforting than it sounded. But this time was different. It was warm and reassuring, and before he realized it, he’d raised his arms back, clutching a mix of a ripped black jumpsuit and bandages. Before he realized it, there was a soft trail of tears dribbling down his cheeks.

The hug went uninterrupted for what seemed like forever, but it couldn’t have been that long, as the teen heard Yamada close the front door in the background. Neither bothered to say a word, knowing the moment didn’t call for that. Midoriya didn't think either of them were close enough for a moment like this to require words in the first place. But, they were close enough that a moment like this was more than necessary.

And though the boy wasn’t in a position to see it, Gami, who was off to the side, got a clear view of Eraserhead’s relieved expression. The ghost’s own heart softened considerably. It was hard to think of the stern man that was Aizawa and imagine him in a vulnerable situation, but here it was, right in front of him. And who could really blame him? After everything that had gone down at the USJ, Gami too needed a moment to relieve his own stress. Though, whether that was with his successor or by himself was a different story.

“I hate to interrupt,” a familiarly cheery voice came from behind them, “but there are things to be done.”

True.

Midoriya detached his arms and dropped them to his sides, backing away from Aizawa quickly. He looked around, searching for the origin of the voice. Yamada seeing him like that, that was ok. He felt comfortable enough around the voice hero, but the last thing he needed was for the principal to see him so vulnerable.

Unfortunately, It was both Nezu and Tsukauchi who got to see him like that.

He could feel his soul slither back into the corners of his spine and the discomfort settled in instead. Tsukauchi stood by the front door awkwardly, his hat clutched to his chest, while Nezu stood in front of him, a cheeky grin plastered on his face. Yamada moved from the front door over to stand in the free space of the living room. He was doing his best to hide his proud smile, but he obviously wasn't doing a good job.

“Sorry if this startled you, little listener,” Yamada apologized, “I wasn’t really expecting you to leave your room, not that that’s a bad thing…”

True.

To be honest, Midoriya wasn’t really expecting to leave his room either, but things just sort of happened and here he was. But he gave a bit of an uncomfortable smile to try and show that it was alright. Gami had now moved to float beside his successor, standing warily in preparation for whatever Nezu might want, because there was no way he didn’t want something.

“Again, I apologize for cutting the reunion so short, especially to you Midoriya,” Nezu continued, “But Tsukauchi-san and I are here to take the last of the statements for the USJ incident.”

True.

That’s right, the detective wanted to take those back in Recovery Girl’s office, but decided against it. He must have taken All Might’s already, since this stop was his last for the statements. And what about Aizawa? Were they here for his insight too? It was doubtful that the hero had a free moment other than this, since he was still wrapped completely in bandages.

But the underground hero just shrugged. “You mind if I change first? I don’t exactly want to stay in this.”

True.

“Of course!” The rodent gave a curt nod as the pro left before turning to the still stricken boy. “Tsukauchi-san needs your statement too Midoriya, so if you’d like to get started…”

True.

“Can I do something first?” he rebutled back, briefly eyeing the hallway behind him.

“Sure!” Nezu chirped, almost like he was giving out free hall passes.

True.

With that, the teen scurried off like a little mouse, down the hallway behind him. He vaguely heard Yamada say something about helping Aizawa with his bandages before leaving the open concept in favor of the small hall. But he paid little attention to that, arriving at the door to his room. He had left it slightly ajar, but upon seeing it again, realized it was a bit more open than he had recalled leaving it. Though, that’s exactly what he was expecting as he raised one of his hands to knock gently.

“Hey, it’s just me… err Izuku,” he announced softly, taking a moment to pause, “I came to check up on you.”

Gami looked at him confusedly. “You came to check on the cat?”

“Well, yeah,” he explained a bit defensively, looking up at his mentor, “I mean, he did seem pretty afraid when everyone walked in.”

“I did not mean anything by it,” the spirit shook his hands in front of him, “It’s just… unlike you is all.”

But before he could respond back, a small cry came from inside the room. It didn’t sound distressed or angry, so Midoriya assumed it was one of acceptance and pushed open the door.

The room was untouched from how he left it, which wasn’t a surprise either. Everything was in place: his desk was just as messy as it always was, his plants neatly arranged on their bookshelf, the covers on his bed folded up to the pillows. Though, there was one difference, and that was the tiny, grey kitten peeking out from behind the side of his bed frame.

He walked further inside, pushing the door closed behind him. Once only a few feet away from the other party, he slowly crouched down onto the balls of his toes, resting his arms on his knees. He made soft eye contact, careful not to startle the feline back into hiding.

“I… I just came to check on you,” he admitted, keeping his voice low, “You seemed pretty stressed out just now.”

And though he swore it was his imagination, he could almost feel an air of agreement flood the room, like Links was reaffirming his statement as true.

“I really can’t stay though.” He pointed his thumb over his shoulder, right behind him where he knew the closed door was. “Nezu and Tsukauchi-san are waiting on me…”

The cat took a few more cautious steps forward, letting out a cry of what sounded like disappointment to his head, though he was sure that couldn’t be. Getting a little nervous, he hopped back up to his feet in an attempt to put a little distance between them. But, he didn’t run off, feeling unusually calm, just enough to stay a little bit longer.

“You can come with me if you want…” The words just kind of blurted out of his mouth, coming from seemingly nowhere. “You can leave whenever…”

Gami, who had been minding his own business, snapped his attention towards his successor at hearing that. “Are you sure? This seems extremely unlike you.”

But Midoriya found himself scratching his head at his recent actions too. He knew how uncomfortable he got when around animals, Links included, and yet, he didn’t find himself stressed at all about inviting the cat to come back with him. In fact, the idea seemed almost pleasant to his subconscious, which made absolutely no sense to his rationality. He knew something was definitely off, but he couldn’t place it among the mass of swirling tranquility in his stomach. Were these emotions even his own? It was like the bewilderment he was experiencing never actually made it to his brain.

“Little listener? You coming?”

Yamada’s voice echoed from beyond his door, though much too quiet for the hero to be standing directly behind it. It was likely that the teacher was calling from the living room area, which meant that Aizawa was probably there too. Realizing they were most certainly waiting on him, he scrambled to the door and swung it open, completely ignoring his closet filled with clothes much more comfortable than the dirty rags he was in.

He skidded into the open concept area that was the living room and kitchen, braking to a stop right at seeing everyone gathered together by the couches. Yamada and Aizawa sat together on a large cough, with the blond leaning into the armrest and the underground hero beside him in the middle. Separated by a small coffee table sat Tsukauchi across from them, on a slightly smaller couch, a recorder rested on his knee and a notepad in his hand. And Nezu sat off to the side on an armchair to himself, comically disproportionate.

“Oh? You didn’t change?” Nezu wondered aloud, making him look down at his clothes awkwardly, “Well, I guess that’s still fine. Come sit; make yourself comfortable.”

True.

He didn’t move from his spot though, furrowing his brows. “Like… sit together?”

Tsukauchi jumped in, nodding his head in confirmation. “Yeah, I’ll be taking your statement and Aizawa’s together, since he asked specifically for that.”

Even more confused, he turned to the two heroes sitting side by side on the couch looking for reaffirmation, to which Aizawa nodded as well. He beckoned the boy to come sit with them on the large couch with a flick of his newly bandaged hand. Actually, now that he realized it, most of the bandages covering his homeroom teacher looked much newer than how he walked in. Yamada must have helped change them while they were together.

“I figured it’d be easier to do this together,” the black haired man explained, “Of course, if you want that, Problem Child.”

True.

Easier? Was he worried about him? He pondered both sides briefly in his head. He could probably manage the interrogation on his own, but it would be a lot of stress on his shoulders. Besides, everyone was already set up to do this together. But, could he handle that stress? Retelling everything he could remember: all those grueling details, his utter panic, his relentless fear, but with Aizawa and Yamada next to him. Could he be that vulnerable in front of them? Did he want to? Was it wrong for him to hate both options, and the sickening feeling that squirmed in his gut? He couldn’t help but feel shaky and dizzy, his throat drying up faster than he could realize. Was he overreacting? Was this genuine? His emotions felt so… everywhere, and he couldn’t pinpoint which were valid and which weren’t.

And then, it was all gone, replaced by that strange sense of peacefulness that seemed to fill his lungs, like heavy liquor. He could breathe easier than before, and yet the air felt so sweet it was suffocating. It was best if he just sat down and got this over with, and he and Aizawa were in this together. Especially with Yamada, it would be nothing but support. He would give both Nezu and the detective the information they needed to know, hopefully provide them with the insight they were looking for, and then he’d be back to his room along with a warm cup of cocoa if he was lucky. Why was he even stressed about this in the first place?

He took a small step forward, unknowingly brushing against something soft and furry by his ankle. “No, that’s fine… it makes sense.”

True.

Gami floated out from behind him, stopping in between him and the empty spot on the couch. He held out one of his arms, the long sleeve draping down and covering his skeletal hand completely. And yet, even in the absence of words, his message was clear. After all, he knew his mentor couldn’t do as much as his ghostly heart desired. And he also knew that it was the little things that made him feel all the more useful in his transparent state.

So he grabbed the rugged, yet comforting fabric that was the end of his sleeve, and allowed the spirit to lead him to the empty spot waiting for him. Sure, it was a little babyish, but he couldn’t help the warm smile that fell upon his face. And he was certain Gami felt the same, if his slightly bubbly movements told him anything.

Aizawa scooted closer to Yamada, giving the boy more room between him and the armrest. He settled down, shifting into the side of the armrest, leaving ample room between him and the underground hero. Gami flew over to the free space beside the couch, standing offset from his successor, who had his hands clasped in his lap patiently.

Yamada, who had been sitting up tensely, leaned up further to make eye contact with the teen, his pointer finger stretching towards something off to the side. “Uh little listener, it seems you… invited a friend?”

Confused, he turned his attention over to where the blond was directing, along with everyone else in the living room. To his immediate bewilderment, even more so than he already was, Links carefully made his way from the hallway where he was just standing to his spot on the couch. Midoriya shared a quick glance with the ghost standing beside him, and then focused back on the small cat strolling towards him. To everyone’s surprise, the grey ball of fluff stopped right at his feet and curled up, resting comfortably beside his ankle.

Midoriya swore his heart pierced through his chest at that, unnaturally starting up like a race car engine. But before he could shift uncomfortably and try to move away, that odd wave of calmness washed over him for what was too often to be coincidence. What was happening? The drastic change in emotions was getting to be too much on his conscience, and he was starting to question if what he was feeling was even him anymore. His heart rate slowed considerably, so much that he almost believed he was having a heart attack.

But after a shaky exhale, all that remained was a pleasant state of serenity. He was fine. He was ok. Why was he even worried anyway?

“Anyway…” Tsukauchi called, bringing all the attention back to him, “Ready to start?”

Aizawa gave an indifferent nod, though not without an air of seriousness. And with Midoriya’s surprisingly straightforward nod, the detective switched his recorder on.

“Alright, this is Detective Tsukauchi Naomasa, speaking with Aizawa Shouta and Midoriya Izuku…”

 


 

“So you’re saying that after Aizawa left to fight in the center plaza, you were warped away?”

Midoriya shuffled in his place, raising up a finger to scratch his cheek. “Well, most of the class was… unfortunately. It all happened so fast, none of us were really prepared for it…”

True.

Tsukauchi scribbled something down into the notepad he was holding. It had felt like ages since he’d sat down and started talking, and even despite that, they had barely made any leeway, with the detective stopping at every detail. And while he understood that was his job, it didn’t make the process any less painful.

“And where were you warped?” he continued, pressing for more details.

“To the flood zone, with Mineta and Tsu… I mean Asui,” the teen corrected himself, noticing Aizawa listening in carefully. The hero didn’t need to turn his head for him to know, however. But it made sense, after all, this was the part where their paths broke apart.

True.

Yamada had been listening quietly since the start of the interview. He was there as moral support, as he had already given his statement before Midoriya had awoken in Recovery Girl’s office. Still, this was hard information to swallow: the accounts of the entire USJ ordeal from the two people who had arguably suffered the most. He still didn’t even have a solid picture of the entire invasion, and this account being his first images didn’t make things any easier.

The detective pressed on as necessary. “Can you elaborate?”

“Well, I was dropped from above, into the waters of the flood zone,” Midoriya resumed, pausing to take a slow breath, “I was almost attacked by a villain, but Asui saved me and hauled me onto the ship along with Mineta.”

True.

Tsukauchi proceeded to ask about the details of the villain he encountered, to which he released as many as he could remember: his wide mouth, jagged teeth, and those marble-like eyes that glared right through him. And the detective soaked it all up like a greedy sponge, taking in every detail like it was the last drop of water he’d ever get.

“We tried to discuss strategy, but before we could finish, at least a dozen other villains surrounded the ship,” he added, starting to feel a bit solemn at realizing how sour the situation turned so quickly. But before he could fall down that rabbit hole, a soft rub against his leg snapped him out of it, reminding him that Links was still here during all this.

True.

“Can you describe them? Anything that sticks out can be helpful.” Tsukauchi pulled him back to the task at hand.

“Well, most of them had water themed quirks, which I’m sure wasn’t a coincidence,” the boy pondered, slipping into analysis, “I mean, they were at the immediate advantage. The only reason Mineta and I stood a chance was because we were lucky enough to have Asui warped with us.”

True.

It was true. Asui’s frog-like quirk excelled in the flood zone just as she said it would. And that was a miracle in itself, because without her, he had no idea how he would have been able to escape with Mineta. She was extremely skilled and he hadn’t realized how versatile her quirk really was.

But he knew the real information he should have been focusing on. But could he really bring himself to talk about the villain with the finger rocket quirk, and what he actively considered doing to him? He had to obviously, especially after expressing interest in him back at the nurse’s office. But he could leave out his harrowing thoughts about him, right? It wasn’t like anyone knew about them, right? That was, other than Asui and Mineta, and he really didn’t want to think about that right now. If Tsukauchi asked about his thoughts, then he’d cross that bridge when he got there.

“There was one villain,” Midoriya started slowly, choosing his next words very carefully, “He had… some sort of finger rocketing quirk, which ended up splitting the boat into pieces.”

True.

He could see the detective’s eyes specifically narrow at that detail, but didn’t write anything down in his notepad. Instead, he rested one of his elbows down on his knees, leaning forward.

“Thank you for that,” he broke off, “Can you pick up where the boat was split apart?”

He was skipping the villain in its entirety? Well, it wasn’t like he was complaining by any means. The less he had to talk about that, the better it was on his conscience. He could only hope that Mineta and Asui hadn’t said anything about it either, because goodness, that was something he didn’t want to talk about.

“Well… we managed to escape by using our quirks. Mineta’s pop off quirk stuck all the villains together after I made a whirlpool that sucked them all in. Then Asui hauled us both off the ship towards the plaza.”

True.

“And that’s where you met up with Aizawa-san,” Tsukauchi interrupted, to which the teen nodded.

“I was engaged in combat with a handful of villains at that time.” The hero masterfully took over the conversation, likely due to his vast experience. “Maybe like 8 or 9, I’m not too sure.”

True.

The detective nodded his head, signaling that his uncertainty was alright, but didn’t interject, leaving his thoughts to be scribbled down on the notepad he was holding instead.

“That’s about when I engaged with the blue haired villain with the decay quirk-”

“Shigaraki Tomura,” Midoriya instinctively filled in.

True.

That made everyone turn their heads, all focusing in on him. The boy realized what he had done and flinched into the back of his skull, feeling the walls close in on him.

“You know his name?” the underground pro questioned, and though his voice held no sense of malice, its rough edges left much to be desired.

“A-ah… well, that’s just what his partner referred to him as…” he rushed to explain.

True.

“Partner?”

“We’ll get there in due time,” Tsukauchi interrupted, calming everyone down. This was why he had advised against conducting this interview together. Not only was it frowned upon in police protocol, but there was a reason for that. It was easy to get sidetracked, witnesses could unknowingly tamper with each other statements, and there was even the risk of witness intimidation. Not that he thought Aizawa would do any of that, but they were all active risks that came with these kinds of group talks. But, the detective trusted the hero and his decisions. After all, they worked together on underground cases on an everyday basis. Even if he couldn’t pick up on the man’s thought process, he knew there was always a rational reason behind it. “Thank you Midoriya, the name is certainly helpful. Now, can you start right where you left off, Aizawa-san?”

The hero huffed through his bandages, “Well… Shigaraki certainly seemed more intelligent than he led on. He counted down the seconds between the activations of my quirk, and used that baseline to predict when I’d retreat after my next hit.”

True.

He then lifted up one of his arms, holding the bandaged elbow in the air. Though it would have been difficult for someone to understand what he was alluding to without context, since the entirety of his arm was wrapped, Midoriya knew exactly what he was referring to.

“That’s how he ended up disintegrating my elbow. Knowing that, he’s probably our mystery intruder from yesterday.”

True.

He recalled back to seeing his teacher skin flake off into the wind. It was a grisly sight, making him shudder at even just the memory. Gami placed a reassuring hand on his shoulder, a gesture that never got old, letting his cold chill seep into his shoulder blade.

“I managed to get away and fought off the last of the loose villains hanging around the plaza,” he finished while Midoriya played back those last moments in his head, “That’s when I was attacked by the Nomu thing…”

True.

Tsukauchi looked up from his notepad. “Ah yes, the creature I’ve been hearing so much about. Please, describe it to the best of your ability.”

“Well, I didn’t engage much with it after it broke my arm and smashed my face in.” The sarcasm dripped obviously off his tongue, but no one could really blame him for it. “But I know Midoriya could give you better information.”

True.

And just like that, all eyes turned back towards the boy, who wanted nothing more than to shrink into the couch and have it swallow him whole. Not only was the attention bothering him, but he couldn’t remember the last time Aizawa had called him by his real name. It was so odd and slightly uncomfortable to hear him refer to him as Midoriya instead of Problem Child.

But he shook his head, almost like shaking the thought from his mind. That was definitely not what required his attention at the moment.

“Well, Shigaraki said it has more than one quirk. I noted enhanced strength, speed, shock absorption, and hyper regeneration… but I’m not sure if it had any more.”

True.

Tsukauchi bobbed his head, continuing to add to his notes.

“It… didn’t seem sentient either,” he added, shivering at its blank stare that popped into his memory, “It always just… stood around and didn’t do anything unless Shigaraki ordered it to.”

True.

He waited as the living room was filled with the quiet sound of scribbling, which only seemed louder in the heavy silence. He was beginning to get antsy in his spot, shuffling around slightly in an attempt to ease his anxiety. Gami rubbed softly into his shoulder, trying to calm him.

Aizawa picked up pace, not waiting for Tsukauchi to reassert himself. “It was then that I, as well as Shigaraki, realized Midoriya, Asui, and Mineta were hiding by the edge of the plaza.”

True.

That reminder sent an uncomfortable shiver right through his nerves, making the very tips of his fingers tremble. As each memory and moment was resurfaced, along with it came the emotions that correlated, mainly being fear. He couldn’t stop his mouth from drying up or his heart from instinctively racing. His hands grew clammy even under their many layers and goosebumps slithered up his skin. He just kept telling himself that he’d made it out alright, and so did everyone else. It all ended ok.

In another world, it might not have. But this time, it did.

“Midoriya?”

His head snapped back into focus. “I-I’m sorry, did you say something?”

The detective smiled warmly. “You’re fine, I was just wondering if you could explain why you and the others stayed by the plaza edge instead of moving for the stairs. You can take it slow, you know?”

Yeah. Take it slow. He could do that. Swallowing down the bile that hissed its way up his throat, he took a heavy breath in. He didn’t notice Gami shuffled nervously off to the side, wondering if he should interject with anything. But the ghost stayed silent out of hesitation, and so Midoriya spoke.

“We were going to… I mean, both Asui and I weren’t comfortable being that close to… well… everything,” the boy admitted, beginning to pick at his gloves, “But we… we just didn’t move. I… I don’t know why.”

True.

Then, there was a gentle stop to one of his now bouncing legs, settling him and his frenzy down. He looked over, but it wasn’t the chilling touch he was used to. Instead, Aizawa met his glance and gave him a slow, bandaged nod of understanding.

“You did the best you could, Midoriya.” His voice held this warm air of reassurance he heard so rarely, he was almost sure his head was making it up. “That’s all we could ever ask for in a situation like that.”

True.

But had he? Now that it was over, there were so many things he could have done differently. He couldn’t help but dwell on every little thing that nagged at him: his destructive priorities on the sinking boat, his failure to get Asui and Mineta away from danger as soon as he could, the slip up in his facade that nearly got Aizawa killed. It all seemed monumental, and it all made him want to shut down and stop talking.

“What happened next?” Tsukauchi asked.

He didn’t speak at first, thinking the question was towards the man next to him, but when said man turned to him instead, his realization sputtered out like a leaky pipe. “Shigaraki lunged at Asui, but Aizawa-sensei erased his quirk before he could do anything. I made a follow up attack at Shigaraki, b-but only to try and get him away… but he called the Nomu to take the hit for him.”

True.

The officer hummed, likely just to let him know he was still listening, and continued writing away. Midoriya wondered if he could get to look at those notes, see what kind of information the detective was picking up, or even his analytical process, but he doubted that would ever get to be.

“The Nomu grabbed me and threw me into the plaza.” He didn’t know why he was rambling at this point, maybe just to fill the incessant emptiness of his head. “It basically threw me around like a ragdoll like 1 or 2 more times and it… hurt.”

True…

A short squeeze game from where the ghost was latched onto him, and he shrugged his shoulders, if only to respond back. He could admit, in the moment, he really didn’t notice the pain all too much. Maybe it was the rush of adrenaline? He’d like to say it was out of his unwavering desire to make sure everyone remained safe, but he knew even that wouldn’t have carried him as far as he made it. But he could certainly say, now that he knew just how badly he was injured in those moments, the pain hurt so much more, even if it was just phantom remnants. Hurt couldn’t even begin to describe it.

Midoriya dear, you would have died.

His heart skipped a beat.

“Asui jumped in while I… was busy and managed to get Aizawa-sensei off the field, as well as Mineta. The three of them stayed on the sidelines for a little while longer before I convinced Asui to take Sensei up to the entrance so he could get help.”

True.

But Tsukauchi interjected before he could continue any father. “You stayed behind?”

Midoriya scratched a bit at his bandaged wrist, still itching to take them off. “Yeah… I figured Shigaraki wasn't just going to let us all leave. And I stood a better chance out of all of them since I interested him.”

True.

That made everyone do a double take, but thankfully this time Aizawa didn’t burst in, leaving that to Tsukauchi. “Interested him?”

The teen took a heavy gulp, the discomfort from the memory crawling back under his skin. “Cause of our similar quirks. He didn’t understand why I was trying to be a hero and… tried to get me to join his league…”

True.

He could almost hear a pin drop in that room, the silence eating away at the little confidence he had left. He noticed Nezu sit up from the armchair he was relaxing in, adamantly curious at the new information.

He grew ever more uncomfortable under the intense attention and felt his confidence breaking. “I-I said no…! But he really didn’t like that…”

True.

The boy shrunk in on himself, wanting the universe to just erase him from existence right then and there. It was so silent, he swore it hurt arguably more than his injuries. His thumping heartbeat was louder than any voice, echoing so violently he was afraid it could be heard as easily as the ticking wall clock. Just please, please someone say something.

Then, a hand plopped itself down into his messy hair, still laced with dried sweat and dust. Fingers ruffled their way through his green locks, but they didn’t have that cold chill to them as they usually did. He looked to the side in surprise, only to be met with a comforting stare from Aizawa. Well, as comforting as his mummy expression could be in the moment.

“Problem Child, you of all people should know your quirk doesn’t define what you can and can’t be,” the hero reassured in a way that didn’t really sound like him at all, “I know you’ll be a great hero someday… you’ve got the heart for it after all.”

True?

Yamada then leaned out to send his own warm smile, completely different from those announcer grins he was so used to giving out. And Gami too held him just a little bit tighter. And you know what? The contact felt strangely nice, he wasn’t at all bothered by it. It felt warm to his soul, who had been starving for it unknowingly for so many years. So he smiled, feeling more content with himself than he usually did on a daily basis, which was way more than he could ever ask for.

Links, who he had completely forgotten about, gave a small nudge to his leg.

“Sorry to ruin the nice moment,” the detective coughed, bringing everyone back to him, “But I’m almost done.”

And the mood was just gone. It disappeared so quickly, it was like it had never existed in the first place. It was so odd, like all the blood from his body was suddenly drained away. He could notably tell something was missing, something was there before and now it wasn’t. But could an emotion have filled that space so fully, to the point where he could tell it was gone?

What was wrong with him today?

“Anyway…” Tsukauchi tried to start, but it seemed the awkward mood was getting to everyone, “What happened after Asui and Mineta left with Aizawa-san?”

Midoriya looked downcast, breaking eye contact. He shuffled slightly in his spot, running his hands up and down his arms, trying to warm the ice in his blood. With each stroke, the bandages wrapping his right arm fell more and more out of place.

“That’s… when Shigaraki asked me to join him…” The words came out slower this time, as if he was also processing them for the first time. “Right after I declined, his partner, Kurogiri, showed up.”

True.

“Kurogiri?” Tsukauchi interrupted, “The portal one?”

“Yeah… sorry.” It was easy to forget not everyone had the same insight as him, but the detective thankfully just waved him off.

True.

“He warped me closer, as per Shigaraki’s request.” He pressed his fists together, his nails almost piercing the polyester. “I tried to get away, but it was three against one…”

True.

His hands instinctively returned to fumbling with the bandages on his right forearm, something that didn’t go unnoticed by the room’s other occupants.

“Please, take your time, Midoriya,” the officer reminded, shifting his grip on his notepad.

“I’m… I’m fine,” he doubled down on, unwavering.

False.

He breathed deeply trying to get the bravery to filter from his lungs to his head. It was over, it was done. Just because he was going through the memories didn’t mean he had somehow traveled back in time. He was better than this.

Right?

Right.

“I was restrained by the Nomu, and in that time Shigaraki was able to use his quirk on my right arm. I managed to escape, and a few moments after is when All Might arrived.”

True.

It came out easier than he thought it would, and surprisingly, it was relieving to finally get off his chest, even if it hadn't been sitting there long. Though, the information was news to everyone else, and boy was the first bite much harder to take.

Aizawa gripped his scalp with one of his pained hands. “I should have been there…”

True.

And it was clear everyone in the room was sharing that sentiment in some way, all feeling their efforts were inadequate if this level of horrific injury was still allowed to happen. Yamada and Aizawa both looked down to the bandaged limb the teen kept prodding at, whether out of physical or emotional discomfort. What was under there? Did Midoriya even know?

“Well,” Nezu suddenly spoke, for the first time since starting the recording, “I think it would be best to have a police record of the injury.”

True.

Everyone turned to look at the principal, some out of shock, some out of confusion, and some most certainly out of anger. Though Midoriya was the last one to turn his head, processing what was said at a much slower pace. Was Nezu asking for him to take off the bandages here? No, of course he was. What kind of stupid question was that? Of course that’s exactly what the rodent was asking. Though, was it out of some sadistic satisfaction or was there something more behind it? He could never tell when it came to Nezu.

“Well, I can always get a medical chart from Recovery Girl after this,” Tsukauchi reasoned, “I don’t want to subject Midoriya to this if he’s not comfortable with it.”

It was thoughtful for the detective to consider his feelings about this, even though he didn’t really know him all too well. But still, something didn’t sit right with him as he continued to stare at the mammal in the oversized armchair.

“Ah, but we wouldn’t want you going out of your way,” Nezu insisted, “Especially if you can get the information you need right here.”

True…

Information… Wait, what information exactly was on his medical chart? Would Recovery Girl have put down something about his strange power set there? Or something about his real condition? Based on Tsukauchi’s current reaction, he doubted the detective knew the true details of his injuries. Would he be obligated to include them, or something similar in his report?

Nezu was trying to stop Tsukauchi from seeing Recovery Girl. Nezu was trying to help keep his secret. How he obtained knowledge of that secret he had no idea, but he was the principal, so it wasn’t farfetched to assume the nurse told him some time in private.

He turned snappily to face the police officer. This option was much more favorable than having Tsukauchi roaming through his medical report.

“I’m… fine unwrapping the bandages right here,” Midoriya assured, “If that’s more convenient for you, sir.”

True.

Neither hero was expecting that reaction from him, to which was a fair assessment. Nezu, on the other hand, smiled even larger, clasping his paws together while still keeping eye contact with the detective.

Said man scratched the back of his neck. “Well, I guess if you’re fine with it. It would be easier for me…”

He couldn’t lie, he was a bit nervous about seeing what laid underneath those wrappings. Thinking back, the pain was excruciating, and the gore certainly didn’t pull any punches. Recovery Girl did say it was completely healed, but what kind of scar remained? He unconsciously thought about the burn scar that painted his right shoulder, almost making him huff at the irony of the situation.

But, this was for the best. And that was the mindset that got him to grasp the end of the bandage in his hand and pull it apart, much to the curiosity of the rest of the room, whether they wanted to admit it or not.

Rested on his wrist, was a slightly darker patch of skin, shaped into five messy fingers that made up the form of a hand. Even now, he could still see the grip it had on him, and it slightly unnerved him. The boy slowly turned his arm around to see the back, and relievingly, there wasn’t much there. Most of the damage was focused on the front side of his forearm, which he guessed was manageable enough.

"I don’t understand."

Tsukauchi moved the recorder up to his mouth and said something into it, likely recording details of the injury he observed, but he was too zoned out to truly know. It was just so… obvious and attention grabbing. He shouldn’t have expected anything different, but there was a small part of him holding out for a better outcome. A small part of him that died upon unraveling those bandages.

"I don’t understand you!"

Gami moved his supportive hand from its place on his shoulder, down to the newly revealed scar, resting its chill comfortingly on top. His long sleeve managed to cover his bony hand entirely, as well as the scar it was atop of, shielding it all from view. He looked up blankly, not sure what to feel.

“You will get through this… and I’m right here if you need me.”

"Why do you keep going when no one is here to save you?!"

A smile pulled at his cheeks, but he wasn’t sure if he was feeling it right now.

“Alright, thank you MIdoriya,” the detective concluded, recapturing all the attention once more, “And unless you have anything more to say, that’s all I really need.”

“Um…” he had to muster up his voice once again, but there was one more thing that pulled at his conscience, “Shigaraki did mention someone called Sensei…”

True.

That was certainly new information, based on the way Tsukauchi’s eyes widened. “Can you explain?”

“I don’t know much. Shigaraki only mentioned him maybe once.” He pressed his head for more. “He wanted to take me to him. It sounded like he admired him a lot.”

True.

That was definitely one of the more unnerving possibilities from the fight. Being forced to a hostile land with hostile people, it was definitely way out of his comfort zone, and that was putting it lightly. Landing in what he assumed would have been the villains’ lair, it was like something out of a video game, except this time it was real and terrifying. Speaking of lairs, that ran familiar in his head. Didn’t Shigaraki also say something about that?

“Shigaraki also said something about a bar,” he added, the pieces coming back to him as he went down the storyline, “That he didn’t want to warp me conscious because I could tear the bar apart. Something like that, I think.”

True.

Tsukauchi nodded, hastily scribbling down the last of his personal notes. “Alright, thank you again Midoriya. And you too, Aizawa-san. Both of you. For all your assistance and cooperation.”

He then clicked off the recording device and his shoulders collapsed from their tense position. He allowed the notepad he was holding to collapse onto his knees, along with his arms.

“Off protocol, I really do want to thank you guys. I’m so glad both of you made it out alright,” he sighed, “I won’t take up any more of your time.”

“It's no problem, Tsuka,” Aizawa huffed, “You’re just doing your job.”

True.

The underground hero leaned back into the couch, finally getting to rest his eyes. Yamada did the opposite, standing up slowly from his spot and looking back to smile at the other two.

“How about I make some new hot cocoa?” he asked, “Since I’m pretty sure the ones on the counter went cold by now.”

True.

“Sounds good,” the black haired man groaned, not moving from his spot.

True.

Midoriya nodded eagerly, now craving the sweet drink after hearing its name. Yamada chuckled lightly under his breath and strolled off towards the stove to make a new batch of boiling water.

Nezu then pushed himself off the armchair, falling to his feet with a surprising amount of grace. His quick action encouraged Tsukauchi to get up from his spot as well, taking his recorder and notepad with him.

The two walked towards the front door and regathered their coats. The detective pulled his hat from the stand and placed it back over his short, black hair. He reached for his bag to put away his other belongings, when he remembered something important, taking the item off the hook and walking back towards the couch.

The teen only watched in confusion as he made his way back to him, now standing right across from him. He reached past the open clasp and pulled out a new, manila folder with nothing written on the outside. It was only as he was handing it to him that it clicked on what it was.

“It’s not exactly with protocol,” Tsukauchi started, “But here’s the information you requested.”

Both Aizawa and Yamada had their eyes on the exchange, their gazes not unlike suspicious parents. Gami cocked his head curiously, having forgotten about the request in its entirety until now. And Nezu, well, he stood right by the front door, head facing away but still a smile plastered on his face.

“I hope it helps.”

Notes:

Done at 22 pages! This was much longer than expected, but that’s a good thing, right? :)

So you may have already guessed, but I really like hot cocoa. It’s a comfort drink of mine, and I ended up relying on it for transitions or nice moments overall. Though, I make mine from the instant packet, as most people do, so that’s how I’m portraying it here.

As for the very sappy speech by Gami, I felt it was necessary as both Midoriya and Todoroki go through similar mindsets concerning their self confidence and how they view their abilities. I wanted Midoriya to start to understand that being immortal doesn’t equate to being disposable, because his level of selflessness revolves around him believing that others are worth more than him. By the time he has that fabled talk with Todoroki, I want him to have at least some level of self worth, so it doesn’t come out of nowhere. After all, self acceptance is a main theme of this story, and I aim to portray that as best I can.

Gotta say, the emotions in this chapter were all over the place, sudden as well as drastic. Something seemed a little off about them, although I can’t quite place my finger on it. Oh well, guess it's not too big of a deal and plus it seemed to have resolved itself quite quickly. Let’s hope that’s the end of it…

With that, here the list, as usual!

Death’s Touch: Anything Midoriya touches starts to decay immediately, regardless of the amount of fingers touching. This ability works on both the living and the non living. At first, Midoriya couldn’t control this ability, as it activated immediately without his consent. However, now he is able to control the activation on humans and non living objects, being able to start and stop the decay at will. However, he had gained no progress with plant or animal life. Any damage done to living organisms with this power cannot be healed.

Death’s Scythe: Midoriya can summon a scythe to fight with at will. The scythe vaguely resembles a bird’s beak, and has a hole near the start of the blade. The scythe is the only item that can’t be destroyed by Death’s Touch. The Death’s Touch ability can be shared with the scythe at Midoriya’s will, however it can only decay what it cuts. The decay follows the same rules as Death’s Touch. He can also make the scythe disappear at will when he is finished with it or to free his hands.

Immortality: Midoriya is immortal and cannot die. However, he can still get hurt and scarred. The immortality ability doesn’t provide any regeneration, but any wounds that could be detrimental to his job, such as lost/broken limbs and organs, will be healed the next day.

Premonition: Midoriya can see flash images of people who may die before they are supposed to. Normally, he cannot interfere with death, as it’s his job, but he has the option of attempting to save anyone he views in a premonition. These premonitions are bare and don’t provide much information other than the person themselves and their demise, occasionally revealing the setting and attacker, if any. The premonitions can come true between an hour after viewing to 3 days later.

Soul Contact: When a person dies, their soul is immediately sent to Midoriya. He can see, touch, and hold these souls. When holding a soul, Midoriya can see the most important memories and decisions attached to that soul, and hence that person.

Soul Sorting: This ability allows Midoriya to decide which part of the afterlife a soul moves on to. The areas of the afterlife can only be summoned with intent and the swipe of a hand, with the areas themselves being represented by flames. The areas that he can choose from are Paradise, Purgatory, and the Underworld. Once Midoriya decides where the soul best fits, it is sent to the being of that respective area. If approved, the soul stays in that area forever, the exception being Purgatory. Souls in Purgatory can be moved again to either Paradise or the Underworld, however, this is not Midoriya’s decision. If rejected, the soul is sent back to him for reevaluation. All souls must be sorted within 24 hours of Midoriya receiving them, with rejected souls resetting their time limits once they get back to him. Failure to sort a soul within its time limit may result in serious unknown punishment.

Chapter 25: Crisis Of Self

Summary:

It's hard enough to acknowledge certain things, but at least it's possible after enough work.

But what is Midoriya supposed to do if he can't understand them, and they just won't go away?

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

The night came swift and sudden, and Midoriya found himself holed up in his room, with only the moonlight to witness his secrets. The hours creeped by painfully slow, however, and the quiet sounds of the darkness seemed to resonate much louder in his head. The digital clock beside his bed continued to flash its red numbering so consistently, he was starting to associate its pattern with the repetitive noise echoing from right outside his window.

2:46

2:46

2:46

Annoyed, he flipped over to face the other side of the room, tossing the blankets along with him. The teen had “gone to bed” almost an hour ago, after sorting through however many souls his tired eyes could handle in the darkness, but in reality, he hadn’t gotten a wink of sleep yet. He was exhausted, barely able to keep his eyes open, and yet, he just wasn’t able to drift off. The stars twinkled through his window pane, only reminding him of how late it was and how tired he’d be in the morning, but even that wasn’t enough.

“Just don’t do that again. It was really scary.”

He sat up in frustration, completely throwing the blankets off him. He wiped the small beads of sweat off his forehead, like he’d just awoken from a nightmare, unable to shake the anxiety that had been passively pooling in his stomach. He remained still, just sitting up upon the bed, huddling himself closer.

“Nomu, stop playing around and end him.”

He was fine, there was no reason to feel like this. The day was over, he had gotten through it all. Still, why was it now that the world seemed to be crumbling around him? Or was it always and he had only realized it now, in the solitude of his room?

“You don’t belong as a hero, especially not with a dangerous quirk like that.”

He nervously looked around, but that only reaffirmed his loneliness. Gami was gone, as the ghost usually claimed he was while he slept. But, he never managed to fall asleep in the first place, just lying painfully still under the covers. Did his mentor mistake that for peaceful rest and presumed it was free for him to leave? Or did the spirit know all along and left anyway? If the latter was the case, he honestly couldn’t blame him. Today had been rough for everyone, and that was putting it extremely lightly, and yet, Gami still found all the time in the world to reassure him. Did that make him selfish for completely overlooking his needs, however small they may have been?

“Come on… I want to hear that heroic little facade of yours break.”

Thankfully, after Tsukauchi left, he finally found the time to take a well needed shower and change clothes, now dressed comfortably in a cozy pair of pajamas, which really just consisted of a t-shirt and some broken-in sweatpants. But, his skin still felt itchy in a sense, just uncomfortable to reside in. Was it the worry in his blood, or the decay that lived right beneath his fingertips? He couldn’t quite put his finger on it, just housing the simple acknowledgement that something just wasn’t right, whether that was the world’s fault or his own.

“If you’re going to keep getting in my way, then I’ll just target you instead!!”

He looked down at his unwrapped arms, having removed most of the bandages after showering. Some of his ribs were still sensitive, so Yamada helped him reapply new ones around his chest, but other than that, he insisted on letting his skin breathe, or something like that. Really, he just didn’t want to feel the rub of bandages on his skin anymore, since he couldn’t help but go back to the memories of being in Recovery Girl’s office.

“Midoriya dear, you would have died.”

Even in the pale moonlight, he could still clearly define the five fingers imprinted onto his right forearm. Stroking his free hand over the scar, he shuddered at the change in texture, finding his mind unconsciously slipping back to the events that had occurred literally hours ago. Was it this? Was it this that was bothering him, this that was itching away at his skin? He couldn’t help but feel it slithering under his skin, uncomfortable and tense and god he wanted it gone. The mindless, soft tracing with his free hand wasn’t enough to soothe any of the itch that he wanted so desperately to cease, so he pressed harder. His nails began chipping away at the surface level, but it wasn’t enough, so he continued faster. But nothing he was doing was satisfactory, nothing he was doing helped. He could still feel the grip Shigaraki had on him, even after all these hours. It needed to stop. He needed it to stop. Why wasn’t it stopping?

“What are you doing?! Stop scratching!!”

And then, before he could realize it, his left hand was strung into the air, hanging limply as if it had no more reason to live. Distinctly bony fingers held it up there, and while their cold chill was usually comforting, he couldn’t help but draw parallels to how Shigaraki had held his other. But he really didn’t have the energy to pry it out, or maybe it was motivation he was lacking. He couldn’t find it within him to try and fight back, whether that was necessary or not.

“What were you thinking? Any further and you likely would have broken the skin…”

Would he? He didn’t even notice he was pressing that hard, but at the same time, the thought of allowing such a mark to remain nearly made his heart pierce through his chest. The teen thought he was fine, after all, he did unravel the bandages in front of everyone. He hadn’t a problem then, so why was it now that he hated looking at the discolored skin? Why was it now that it made him sick?

He felt his raised arm being slowly lowered back to his side on the bed, but even upon its release, he didn’t have the heart to move it. It was as if he was floating in limbo and the air around him was made of liquid lead. He knew he was breathing, but it still felt like he was drowning, the breath stuck in his throat and yet moving freely through his nose. Excruciating and contradictory and god could he pick one already?!

“You know there is nothing wrong with crying. Paradise knows, you probably need it most out of us all.”

He didn’t need to cry. He just needed to breathe, a deep, long breath all the way to the bottoms of his lungs, because the air sure wasn’t making it there. Who even cared if he was crying? That didn’t matter and he wasn’t going to check even if it did, because he was fine. There was absolutely nothing wrong, he was fine before so he was fine now. He didn’t need to cry.

The boy was scooped up and subsequently embraced into a reassuring hug. It wasn’t tight or warm, just comforting in the sense that nothing could go wrong in the moment. It felt much nicer than the heavy air around him, albeit a bit cold, and he unconsciously leaned into it. The hug was soft, though he still couldn’t manage lifting his arms up to savor more of it. A stray hand pressed into his hair, holding him close and threading its fingers through his curls. It was nice, and the chill wasn’t all too distracting. It fueled his heart just enough that he swore he heard it sigh in relief. See? All he needed was a breath. He didn’t need to cry.

“There you go. Just let it all out.”

He wasn’t crying… just breathing. Besides, there was no noise in the room. It was as it needed to be, freeing and peaceful. He was pulled closer, but that was fine, even if he didn’t admit it out loud. There was warmth in the cold, just as there was noise in the silence, regardless of how well he could tell one from the other.

Just as there was comfort in the dark, there could be tears in dry eyes.

The sobs only grew louder, but thankfully were muffled by the embrace. He didn’t need to cry.

There was hurt in healing, as there was pain in breathing.

Midoriya finally lifted his arms to grip back, digging his fingers unconsciously deeper in hopes it would stabilize him. He didn’t need to cry.

There was presence in absence, just like there was hesitance in admittance.

Was Gami back yet?

“I am always here if you need me.”

 


 

“Little listener! You’re up later than usual?”

Midoriya stumbled out of his room, closing the door behind him. He rubbed tiredly at his eyes, bright sunlight peeking from underneath the crack of the doorway. His hair was still a wild mess, not having bothered to comb it down. It seemed as if he had sloppily changed into new clothes, by the way they were so messily thrown onto his body. He swayed unsteadily with each step, almost like he was waking up from a hangover.

Gami trailed behind, trying to make sure the boy didn’t topple over onto himself, but of course Yamada didn’t see that.

“I didn’t sleep very well…” he replied with a wide yawn, dragging himself into the open area. He pulled out one of the island seats before practically throwing himself into it and collapsing against the counter.

Unsure of what to say, the blond chuckled awkwardly at the exhausted mess in front of him, reaching back to scratch his neck. He moved from his spot by the stove to face the teen across the island counter, coffee mug in tow.

“Want something to drink? Hot chocolate?”

Midoriya only had the energy to nod before his head toppled right back into resting upon his crossed arms, making Yamada chuckle nervously once more. The hero then turned away back to the stove, and set the kettle out, lighting the burner after a few start up clicks.

A noise stirred from behind him in the living room, but he was too tired to check. Thankfully, he didn’t have to, as whatever it was gradually grew louder and closer to his dying form.

“Nice to see you aren’t worried about missing class, Problem Child,” Aizawa quipped as he placed his used mug by the sink.

Even from his hiding spot in his arms, the boy rolled his eyes dramatically, making the spirit next to him chuckle. “If we had school, I’m sure you would’ve chastised me by now.”

Aizawa huffed heavily under his breath, but no one could miss his attempt to smother a laugh. Everyone seemed to be in a better mood compared to yesterday, and that was more than enough to be thankful for. Even Midoriya’s cranky attitude was appreciated, as it allowed everyone to fall into a peaceful family dynamic that was quite pleasant for all parties involved. It was like they had always been this normal, and no one was taken from an awful home or struggling to cope within new walls or recovering after surviving a hostile attack or crying themselves to sleep at night.

Everyone was smiling and the air was warm. God, could you ask for anything more?

“Do you think I could partake in my own cup of hot chocolate?”

The teen didn’t bother lifting his head, but the smirk on his face was more than audible as he shuffled around. “Gami… can you even drink hot chocolate?”

Yamada swiveled around, the conversation loud enough to make him want to participate, instant cocoa packets still in hand. “Gami wants hot chocolate? I can make him some.”

“That would be greatly appreciated.”

“Noooooo,” the boy giggled, forgetting he was tired in the first place, “Don’t entertain him. He’ll just make a mess everywhere…!”

The ghost immediately snapped to attention at that. “I would not!”

The voice hero laughed heartily even at hearing only half of the conversation, and shook the packets in the air before turning back to watch the kettle on the stove. Aizawa too joined in, still by the sink washing his coffee mug.

“If Gami makes a mess, he’ll have to clean it up himself,” he clarified over the running water.

“Do you all simply have no faith in me?” he pouted, placing a dramatic hand over where his heart would be, but even then the cheer in his voice was noticeable.

The teasing dissolved into laughter among the wonderfully calm atmosphere. It was so alien, and yet, everyone seemed to fall into it so naturally. It was as if they all fit each other perfectly, like long lost puzzle pieces. And sure, it could all be explained away as coping after yesterday’s obscene stress, but there was something freeing about this moment, something that could only be described as progress. They were getting better. Everyone was getting better.

Yamada turned back around, and like a master bartender, slid a cup of hot cocoa across the counter to him. Admittingly, that probably wasn’t a good idea, as a few drops spilled from over the top, but it didn’t resolve in disaster. He then quickly moved to mop up the mess he made before his partner noticed, but that didn’t stop one ghost from pointing it out.

“See?!” He gestured his hand to the hero frantically cleaning up before him. “You all are mistaken.”

Midoriya grabbed the mug with his gloved hand, still feeling the warmth seep through the polyester. “That only proves Yamada-sensei makes messes. It doesn’t prove you can’t.”

Gami groaned and threw his hands up in an exasperated huff, just as Aizawa turned around to see the blond hunched over the counter with a paper towel. And also with a sigh under his breath, he shook his head in mock disappointment, leaning back against the sink after finishing. The teen lifted the cup to take a sip, wanting to finally start his morning, before looking over to his transparent mentor. He pondered for a moment, and then set his mug back down, pushing it slowly down the counter towards him.

“Here,” he stated, “Can you grab it?”

The spirit looked over in confusion, thinking his successor had taken his lighthearted self teasing too seriously. But he listened, reaching one of his ghostly hands over to the glass. The two pros watched carefully as well, waiting patiently and quietly for the mug to move. Neither made a sound as the mug never did.

“I cannot.” he shook his head.

The boy frowned, pausing to reassess the situation. “Give me your hand then.”

The other three looked even more so confused than before, no clue where he was going with this. But regardless, the specter opened out his palm, unsure of where to put it. To his surprise, MIdoriya grabbed it in his own and held it against the mug, confusing the two heroes even more so. Still, the ghost passed through it, but to his bewilderment, he was still able to feel the warmth through the teen’s hand.

“It is so… comforting…” he managed to mumble out, afraid to even stir.

“Warm, right?” Midoriya smiled gently, “I think that’s the best part.”

It was so odd, yet so satisfying, to feel the contrast to his great chill. He really liked it, more so than he ever would’ve imagined.

“I am inclined to agree.”

The two continued to bathe in the silence, even as the warmth was slowly fading from the cup. Noticing this, Gami sent the boy a swift nod, not wanting to break the serenity that even the other pros were observing. Midoriya released his hand, allowing the ghost to pull it back, and slid the mug back towards him, finally getting to take a small sip.

The spirit held his open palm in the air for a little while, trying to will the remaining wisps of warmth to stay with him. He could admit, the feeling was odd and unfamiliar, but that didn’t make it bad by any means. If anything, he preferred it over his apathetic chill. The warmth made him feel as if he were alive again, but the returning cold reminded him of the bitter reality he was living.

Surprisingly, Gami rarely pondered his afterlife, nor the situation he was in, as bizarre as both were. He merely regarded them as events that happened and moved onto a new thought, simply because pressing for more about them left his head achy and hazy. It didn’t help that he was beginning to feel things he’d never felt before and remember things he believed were lost to whatever void had consumed him. All they did was leave him with more unanswered questions he wasn’t expecting to resolve anytime soon.

It didn’t help that he’d been bottling the entirety of these experiences to himself, but he was afraid to speak them aloud, as if the very echo of the memory would cause it to disappear once more.

Gami knew he was a lot of things, but one of those things he wasn’t was an idiot. Despite his lack of recollection, he held far more trust in himself than even he realized. Sure, he wasn’t positive if his absent memory was just typical protocol after retirement or something else entirely, but the way he unconsciously felt protective over the few memories he had, and the few coming back to him, he would be a fool to ignore that inkling from his soul. He wasn’t sure what to think just yet, but until he did, he’d make great effort to keep those thoughts to himself.

Though, that didn’t mean he had to isolate himself from the few things in this world that brought him back to an unplaceable bliss. He cherished the bits of warmth he was able to experience, as they were the only thing keeping him from running cold with undead chill.

He turned to see Midoriya setting down his mug with a relaxed sigh after taking another small sip, a bright smile still plastered upon his lips.

“This is so good, I wish I could just drink it all already,” he complained to presumably the ghost standing beside him, “But it’s still too hot…”

“I think it is good, Kimu-niichan, but can I finish it after it cools off? It burns my tongue.”

Gami winced, holding a cold hand to catch his head, but he forcefully pulled it back down before his successor could notice and ask.

Having finished his coffee, Yamada moved to place it by the sink, to which Aizawa grumbled but plucked it back up along with the sponge.The blond hero laughed sheepishly but otherwise moved for the door. He began slipping on shoes and a jacket, making everyone turn at the noise and furrow at the sight.

“Where are you off to, Zashi?” the underground hero joked, “Thought you would be staying home with us all day?”

“Ah… about that,” he chuckled awkwardly, scratching his cheek nervously, “I got a call from Nezu this morning about a staff meeting concerning what happened yesterday.”

Aizawa immediately perked up, nearly dropping Yamada’s mug into the sink. “Staff meeting? Let me go get some shoes on-”

“Oh no, you’re staying home,” Yamada interrupted forcefully, “Last time I checked, you didn’t get a call from Nezu, did you?”

The black haired hero looked stunned, flabbergasted even. “Wha- Zashi I can’t just not go!”

“Oh yes you can. You’re supposed to be resting, remember?”

The deathly duo could only watch, their head swiveling back and forth in an attempt to keep up with the conversation. Yamada and Aizawa bickered back and forth, no real argument taking place and yet, the air was scorched with heat. Neither bothered to say a word, their voices being inevitably drowned out by the preexisting noise. Besides, the last thing Midoriya wanted to do right now was draw the attention to himself when they were like this, the mere thought making him shiver. He suddenly felt very uncomfortable and his instincts ached to be in the solitude of his room. His groggy conscience was finally waking up, and he was not ready for all this. Fighting, yelling, arguing, no matter how intense, he simply wasn’t ready to witness it before his very eyes.

“Look, I have to go. You’re staying. That’s final,” Yamada punctualized, “Don’t even think about going behind my back.”

And with that, the voice hero didn’t even stay for a response, yanking the front door open and walking out. He shut the door behind him with a powerful thud, leaving a resonating echo in his wake, of both noise and other things.

Aizawa grumbled under his breath, before storming back to the sink to finish washing his partner’s cup.

Now feeling thoroughly uncomfortable, Midoriya snaked off his seat at the island counter and slithered quietly back to his room, hot chocolate still in hand. Gami followed close behind, but neither said a word even upon arriving at their destination.

Just as there was joy in completion, there was dysfunction to bring back the challenge.

 


 

“The one called Shigaraki…”

Yamada sat quietly beside Nezu in conference room A as Tsukauchi stood in the empty space in the center, a group of papers in his hands. He held his own set of papers, what he presumed were copies of what the detective was reading off of. He shifted in his seat, feeling his back start to arch uncomfortably after nearly an hour of sitting in the same upright position. He couldn’t help but feel the minutes drag on despite the intensity of the information present.

“His quirk allows him to disintegrate anything he touches…” Tsukauchi continued, filing through his notes.

The hero recalled that from both his partner’s and Midoriya account, as well as the gruesome marking on the boy’s wrist. He was one of the few villains that did manage to escape, and for that he nearly couldn’t forgive himself.

Beside him, Nezu adjusted himself in his oversized chair, beginning to lean into the table.

“We’ve been through the list of men in their twenties and thirties in the quirk registry,” the officer sighed, “with no luck…”

And that nearly made Yamada sigh along with him. Of course it wouldn’t have been that easy. He remembered Aizawa mentioning the quirk registry back when this issue could’ve been labeled away as a one time assailant, although it seemed this grander problem couldn’t be so easily solved. Then Shigaraki must have been an alias, which was going to make things a lot harder.

Plus, if his quirk wasn’t even registered in the national database, then they were all essentially working on a completely blank slate. Nothing to go off of, no leads, not even a visible starting line. They were essentially going into this blind.

The thought nearly made Yamada’s head collapse into his hands in pure helplessness. He’d been feeling a lot of that lately.

“Nothing turned up on the warp gate user, Kurogiri, either. Neither is registered and both are using aliases…”

As disappointing as that was, it made perfect sense. If they couldn’t find Shigaraki in the system, why would they find Kurogiri? They were obviously the ringleaders behind the attack, the other villains captured were merely replaceable troops in a greater war, behind a greater cause, as delusional as that cause may have been.

“Their quirks aren’t on record, making them members of the underworld,” he added, swapping out his current paper for the next one in the stack.

Snipe, who was a few seats down the table, frustratingly threw the paper he was holding to the table, presumably using it to follow along with the detective. A hiss came from his signature mask, likely originating as a sigh of annoyance.

“So you’re saying we know next to nothing?” the sharpshooter reiterated, “Cause then I reckon we oughta learn fast…”

Yamada turned to look at his colleague, noticing Nezu and All Might, who was beside the principal, do the same. He watched Snipe’s eyes shadow over even from under the mask and cowboy hat he regularly adorned.

“Or the leader of those varmints, Shigaraki… his wounds’ll heal and he’ll be back again.”

A heavy silence fell over the group of heroes, as the premise of another targeted attack settled in their minds. It was inevitable; if Shigaraki went through all the trouble to break into USJ just to get a shot at All Might, then the rest of the school where he worked was easy pickings as well. The rest of the staff, the students, they would all be in danger. Even now, after the invasion was resolved, as long as he and his partner remained at large, everyone that attended U.A. remained in constant danger.

U.A. was supposed to be the greatest school for heroes in the country, but how could they ever hope to maintain that title with this ever looming sense of dread hanging over them? Adding anxiety and stress, and swirled together was an uneasy cocktail practically forced down their throat.

Right beside the mammal, All Might averted his gaze, instead opting to look back in his direction, though not looking at anyone in particular. A profound scowl was set on his face, yet one more of deep thought than anger. “Leader, huh…”

Nezu picked up on his mumblings, leaning more towards him. “What is it, All Might?”

The number one hero dropped his shoulders, raising his hands into the air in exasperation. “It’s just that it was an especially daring attack…”

All eyes turned curiously to the skeleton of a man, whose serious tone never left his eyes. It was slightly intimidating: his bright blue pupil against the sunken shadows of the rest of his face, standout cool tones flared with the burning sensation of gravity.

“Nothing about this feels normal,” he continued with a furrow in his brows, “And not just due to the meticulous planning!”

Could any of this be felt as normal? Of course, Yamada presumed the hero had something of much more importance to say, but he found himself unable to compartmentalize his emotions towards this event. Everything felt almost unbelievable, and he wasn’t there long enough to properly separate the suspicious from the unfathomable. It made him feel useless in a sense, only able to sit and listen without providing any insight of his own.

He’d been feeling a lot of that lately.

“He started going on about some ridiculous ideology,” All Might explained, recounting his own experiences at the USJ, “And although he didn’t say anything about his own quirk, he was still shooting his mouth off, bragging about that guy, Nomu’s, quirk.”

Yamada remembered that vaguely from Midoriya’s account, but again, it didn’t really stick out to him as he wasn’t there to witness it. To him, it simply felt like another delusional villain spouting off some ridiculous nonsense in their warped sense of justice. Nothing too out of the ordinary, though villains with ideology in the first place were uncommon compared those who simply hungered for power. Again, however, he wasn’t truly there and had no right to assume or generalize.

And so that dreadful feeling of not being able to contribute settled right back into the pits of his stomach.

“And when things didn’t go his way? He started throwing a tantrum!”

All Might’s tone began to grow further heated as he grew more intense, his long fingers collapsing into fists. It was much easier to remember how intelligent the number one hero was while detransformed. His buff form and musclehead fighting style easily gave off the impression of all brawn and little brain, but he wasn’t in the number one spot by strength alone.

So that left the obvious question of where was he going with this? Because there was obviously a reason, and yet, Yamada found himself scratching his head. It didn’t help that he was attempting to figure it out before the man outright said it, and especially without all the pieces.

All Might settled down, realizing he was getting a bit loud for the small conference room they were all seated in. “Well, I guess the business about the quirks was meant to provoke me…”

“Even so,” Nezu interjected, having fully known exactly where he was going with this, “it seems especially foolish in a battle against heroes to reveal one’s quirks and waste the element of surprise.”

That was true. It seemed his priorities were all over the place, and those kinds of villains were the most unsettling of all. There was something reassuring about predictability, and outliers almost became skipped heartbeats, sudden and uncomfortable.

“Spouting a plausible yet deluded ideology, bragging about the toy he brought along, and simple-mindedly thinking everything would go his way.” All Might listed upon his fingers. “If we think about how this attack was carried out, it seems clear that this Shigaraki character couldn’t quite hide his childish nature.”

There was a moment of silence so thick, Yamada was almost sure he’d suffocate in it. No one dared interject here, waiting for that final drop that they now knew was coming.

“He’s a man-child.”

In all honesty, that phrase shouldn’t have been as funny as it sounded, especially with all this context surrounding it, but it sure took a ton of willpower for Yamada not to even crack a smile.

“A kid with too much power you’re saying?” the voice hero asked, finally feeling the air to contribute.

“Maybe he never received general quirk counseling in elementary school…” pro hero Midnight finally spoke, having remained silent for the entirety of the meeting so far.

“So?!” Vlad King exclaimed, also not having said a word since the start, “What does that matter anyway?!”

And with only a slight rustle of papers, Tsukauchi calmed the brewing storm, focusing everyone back on him.

“We apprehended a total of 72 villains at the USJ yesterday-”

“Eh?!” the blood hero interrupted unconsciously.

But the detective paid him no mind. “They were all pretty much just back-alley thugs, but that begs the question… why would so many of them agree to follow this man-child?”

That… was actually a good point. Yamada rarely was able to experience the world of underground, but from the stories he gathered from Aizawa, it was a ruthless place, an eat or be eaten mentality. It was more than odd that 72 rugged evildoers would agree to follow a character like Shigaraki, even from the little he knew about him.

“Nowadays, our society’s saturated with heroes,” Tsukauchi continued without much pause, “so maybe small-time villains like them, who always get kicked around, are drawn in by that sort of pure, unaffected evil…”

Didn’t Midoriya mention a “sensei” character as well? Shiagarki had an ideology, but it didn’t reflect too much of that “pure, unaffected evil” that would’ve been necessary to rally up so many foes. But, what about this “sensei” individual? Could they have that sort of uncontrollable evil that the detective was referencing? Despite how little he knew of this character, how little anyone knew really, would it be possible that they were responsible for collecting troops? Anyone that Shigaraki would possibly look up to had to be strong or cunning, superior to him in every possible way that it wasn’t even arguable. After all, along with a childish nature came a sense of unrelinquished pride that was impossible to deny.

“Anyway, thanks to you heroes, we can focus on our investigation,” Tsukauchi concluded, “We’ve got a few good leads to hone in on, so we’ll expand our search and devote our efforts to apprehending the perpetrators.”

Nezu, who had remained surprisingly quiet throughout the meeting, finally settled back into his chair, looking down at his paws. “A man-child, huh…”

Everyone turned from the detective to the albino rodent, whose beady black seemed to sparkle in sorrow. His ears fell flat against his head, reminding everyone that he was indeed an animal despite his massive intelligence.

“In a way, he’s a lot like our students,” the principal spoke softly, and Yamada swore he could hear a hint of true melancholy in his voice, “He has the potential to grow… if only he had a proper mentor to follow…”

Those were an interesting choice of words, because Shigaraki likely had a mentor he was following. Did Nezu realize that? Of course he did; he was the principal. Did Nezu know that in the first place? Of course he did; again, he was the principal. It was more than likely Tsuakuchi told him about the few tidbits that Midoriya mentioned in his account.

A “proper” mentor… how hard was it to live up to a title like that? And Yamada wasn’t asking rhetorically. What truly made a “proper” mentor from a decent one? It seemed simple enough to draw the distinction and yet the lines were just as simple to blur. The more he pondered the thought, the more it began to hurt his head.

Yamada really didn't want to imagine what kind of villain Shigaraki’s “sensei” might be.

Nezu sighed as well, almost as if he was able to read the voice hero’s thoughts just as they were forming in his head.

“It’s difficult to think about these things…”

 


 

“You have been staring at that empty cup for quite a while now…”

Midoriya let out a heavy huff and set the mug down on his desk a bit rougher than he intended to. He could feel the tension in his shoulders, so he let them collapse against the back of his chair. He knew he was beginning to grow annoyed, he could feel it in his gut, but Gami didn’t deserve that. It wasn’t the ghost’s fault, not by any means. Actually, he wasn’t really sure whose fault it was.

He just wasn’t feeling all too great.

He’d been in his room ever since Yamada had left for his staff meeting, which admittedly wasn’t very long ago, but the silence sure made it feel that way. He was sure the awkwardness from earlier didn’t exactly help either. Though, he wasn’t sure how mad Aizawa actually was, even through the volume of the yelling. Maybe it was all these deductions and uncertainties he was attempting that were making him as frustrated as he was.

He focused back at his desk, noticing where he had placed the empty cup. A little nervously, he moved it farther towards the edge, away from the sharp, manila folder that was near. The folder was the one that Tsukauchi had given him last night before leaving, and surprisingly, he had already read it over a few times now. The teen always believed he’d be too anxious to look if he ever managed to get his hands on closure, but to his dismay, he’d read it again for maybe the 8th time while he still had a full cup of hot cocoa.

He knew Gami was worried about his constant trips back to the folder’s contents, but it still felt sort of unreal to him. The man who did so much, right here at his fingertips. He wasn’t sure how resolved it truly made him feel, knowing he was in possession of tragedy once more. Maybe it was because deep in his subconscious, he knew that despite holding it, he really wasn’t in control of tragedy, that it could strike at any moment and he may never see it coming. He would never be in control of tragedy, no matter his efforts. He would remain a backseat driver to his own life as misfortune seemed to smack it about in every which and way it pleased.

Maybe that’s why he needed to read over the file as many times as it did.

He fingered the smooth edge through his glove, toying with the closed flap once more. He wanted to flip it open again, just because he could. Should he? Well, it probably wasn’t necessary, but that didn’t mean it was wrong. Besides, he had time. It wasn’t like he had somewhere to be or someone that needed him. He wasn’t going to deny the urge to read over its contents again, even if he wasn’t exactly positive where that urge stemmed from.

“Why not instead bring your cup back to the sink?” the ghost urged himself upon seeing the direction his successor was headed in.

He could do that. But he could always do that later. What was a few minutes going to hurt? It wasn’t like he was never going to leave his room… just after this. That was fair, it was the best of both worlds.

It wasn’t even like the first time anymore. The first time he opened the crisp, manila folder, he felt his heart pump unnaturally fast, desperately attempting to supply the blood needed to his stress ridden body. The first time he opened it, Gami had to check him to make sure he wasn’t going to start hyperventilating, because he was sure he was about to, despite how aware he would’ve been of it in the first place. The first time he opened it, he barely even managed to part the pages, his hands shaking so badly it could be registered on a seismograph.

But now, he didn’t do any of that. He didn’t even feel the need to. It was practically natural, which was a statement in itself considering he had only received the folder last night. He hadn’t even spent a full 24 hours with it, yet it felt as ordinary as his deathly abilities. Well… maybe that wasn’t exactly the best comparison…

Regardless, all he really needed was a perfectly typical exhale for him to gather the courage to open it up once more. A true improvement from how he handled this the first time.

The pages were out of order compared to how it was originally given to him, but that wasn’t necessarily bad. In fact, he began leaving them as so after the first few times reading through, after realizing what he always beelined for every time he came back. It was magnetic, drawing him in to what he knew was never going to change. How could this be, growing comfortable in the most unrelenting and brutal form of honestly?

He settled on the top piece of paper, holding it gently in his gloved hands as if it would decay at his touch. Even after all this time, he still couldn’t help his feathery touch. Maybe he was more nervous that he truly admitted, but nonetheless, he raised the sheet closer to his face, despite being able to see it fine from a distance. His tongue slowly traced over the words as he read them in his head, lips mocking the sounds in silence.

Quirk Name: Digitus Missile

Type: Transformation

Activation: Willful Intent

Deactivation: Willful Intent

Size Limit: N/A

Range Limit: 120 ft

Amount Limit: 1 fire per digitus finger every 2(x-1)(0.1)

General Description: Digitus Missile allows the user to fire their digitus fingers up to 120ft from their hand. Fired fingers will explode in a manner similar to the effects of gunpowder, though lacking majorly in heat and smoke. Fingers begin to regenerate immediately after disconnecting from the hand, and therefore two identical digitus fingers can exist at the same time. Firings tend to cause slight recoil blowback to the user, but when fired individually, in a finger gun formation, with the second hand holding for support, blowback is reduced dramatically, and aim is increased as an added bonus. Even when inactive, the user’s hands tend to reek slightly of sulfur.

Drawbacks: After every fire, the missing finger must regenerate completely in order to be fired again. The initial fire has a cooldown period of 0.1 seconds and all fires afterwards have their cooldown periods doubled by the total amount of firings per that specific finger. To reset all cooldown periods back to 0.1 seconds, no firings must occur 1 hour after the last regenerated finger. Thumbs cannot be fired.

Surprisingly, information about the quirk captured his attention the most the first time. Maybe it was his joy of quirk analysis unconsciously tampering with his judgement, which was a little sickening when he really thought about it. To be so interested in the quirk that ended the life of arguably his closest friend, it reeked of disgust to his conscience. And yet, it was the top page for a reason. It was the page he found himself reading over and over, trying to figure out based on basic notes alone if there was a way that disaster could’ve been avoided. Maybe the villain could’ve aimed better and was in too much of a rush? Maybe the villain could’ve taken a few steps back, would that have put him out of range? Or, maybe he could’ve fired a few more fingers earlier so the regeneration time would’ve been slower? No, that was an awful thing to wish. What if a few blasts earlier resulted in something even more disastrous? A few shots more could’ve killed someone else’s closest friend, and he wouldn’t wish that upon even his worst enemy. No one deserved to feel that kind of loss, ever.

He remembered nearly throwing this paper to the ground the first time he read it. He remembered the sheer level of anger that flooded his system, uncontrollable rage like he’d never felt before. This quirk was amazing, and so it only hurt so much more that this was what became of it. How could anyone let themselves fall like this? How could anyone become so compliant with their own lifestyle when it consisted of destruction and suffering in the hands of those around them? How could anyone take such a gift and stomp on it until it was practically unrecognizable?

Even now, he could still feel his blood boil, albeit much less hot than the first time, but boil nonetheless. It was really bothering, seeing what he valued so highly be disrespected as such. Was he a little mad that his words rang just a bit too true right back at him? Yeah… yeah he was. But it was much easier to channel his anger at the information in his hands. It was always easier to be angry at someone else, that was human nature. It wasn’t Midoriya’s nature, but this was an exception he was willing to make.

The teen shook himself out of his thoughts with a huff, and set down the page to the offside of his desk. He was done with that for now, having enough of bittersweet quirks and empty theorizing. He was almost tempted to stand up and leave right then and there, suddenly done with his current attempt of looking through the contents of the folder. But the next page caught the corner of his eye, just how he left it the last time. He knew exactly what was important to his fragmented soul, his past self probably knew that even better than he gave credit for, and that’s exactly why he settled back down and picked up that second page.

Even though it was set as the second page in the folder, it was arguably more magnetic than the first. Even his angry rationality noted that the contents on this second page should have been more prioritized than they were. He could admit, it was really difficult to read over that second page. Maybe that’s why he didn’t leave it first. He was going to go back to this folder no matter what, how many times were truly unknown, and so it was healthier not to see his face every single time he opened the manila flaps back up.

Full Name: Kiyori Ryōyami

Age: 38

Height: 5’11’’

Weight: 174 lbs

Occupation: Sales Manager at ██████ ███████

Address: █████████ █████████ ██████████ ████████ █ ██████████

Quirk: Digitus Missile

Charges Filed: ████████ ██████████ ██████████ ██ ██████ ███████ ███ ██████ ██████████ ████████ █████████ ██ █████████ ███████ █████████ ███████████ ██ █████████ ████████ █████

Charges Dismissed: N/A

Bail: ██████ ████

Court Date: ████ ███ ████

The file was bare, to say the least. There was almost nothing on the sheet of paper, other than blank space and blurred lines, and yet, it rang out to his soul so loudly it was nearly impossible to put down. Because for once, he finally had a name and a face to put his emotional turmoil behind, regardless if that’s what he truly needed.

Other than the mess of blotchy text, there was one other important aspect that kept him drawing back to this page: a set of profile pictures messily paperclipped to the edge. Though he could detach them and leave them seperate, he never found a reason to do so, always clipping them back to their designated spot in the upper righthand corner of the sheet.

This time, the boy unclipped them again, and held them closer to his face as he always did. He found himself intently studying the man’s appearance, looking for something maybe? Of what he wasn’t sure, he was never sure. But his conscience just needed a face to put behind the name. Because this was a real person, which was so easy to forget, purposely or by accident. This was a real person who had real consequences for their real actions, who took real lives with their real decisions, who chose this real path.

The man in his hands had tan skin, nearly olive in color. The shape of his head was plump, squarish, rugged in a sense. His nose matched in proportions, but his lips were unusually thin, especially for his build. His neck was stocky, and though most of his upper body was cut off, it was likely he was a heavyset person. His head adorned no hair, just rough skin, not even shiny. It was so peculiar, seeing that his appearance was so misleading; he looked so much older than he really was, at least compared to the information in the report.

But what really stuck out to Midoriya was the set of eyes that stared back at him. Flat with sharp corners, his eyes nearly plowed right through his being, like a runaway train with no intention of stopping. His grey pupils pierced his own, the color so abnormally dull he assumed it was unnatural. But, his gaze held no trace of malice. Those eyes weren’t the ones he’d expect to see with a man associated with evil. They just looked so… normal, so very average and civilian.

Even after the many times he’d analyzed the photos, he still couldn’t pinpoint how or why they appeared that way.

One of Gami’s bony hands waved right in his face, startling him out of his deep trance and into the back of the chair.

“Would now be a more opportune time to take that cup to the sink?” the ghost asked again, though this time, it felt a bit more forceful.

Midoriya sighed, reattaching the pictures to the report they came with. Gami was really trying to get him away from this folder, but he honestly couldn’t blame him. He’d really been obsessed with the thing ever since Tsukauchi had supplied him with it, but he also found it so difficult to put down for good. But, his mentor had a point, as he always did. Nothing was going to come out of rereading and brooding, and he wasn’t going to find any new information this time. Maybe it was time to step out of the stuffy room, even if it was only under the impression of taking his mug to the kitchen.

The teen tucked away that page underneath the one he previously read, reestablishing the order of his desires. He could feel almost an air of excitement once he closed the manila folder, though that was likely from the spirit behind him. His hand lay rested on the top of the folder still, trying to force it closed for good, but the longer it lay there, the more he couldn’t bring himself to do so. There was just something about the folder, its contents more specifically, that just wouldn’t let him go. Or maybe it was him that couldn’t let go? Despite all of this, everything now and everything in his future, could he ever really be done with this? Would he ever really be done with this? This was supposed to be his resolution, Ishihara’s resolution, and yet he couldn’t help but feel the same way as he had all this time. This aching, gaping hole in his heart that he just couldn’t fill, that ate away at him every day of his life.

“Just make sure to remember your biggest fan when you go pro.”

He frustratingly slammed both his hands against the wood of his desk, his shoulders dropping in defeat soon after. Not expecting the outburst at all, Gami flinched back startled, and hesitated in stepping in.

“Izu are you alri-”

But his successor just waved him off dismissively, standing abruptly from his chair. Before the ghost could try to say anything more, the boy grabbed his dejected mug and sulked out of the room, closing the door behind him, not like that could prevent his mentor from following.

Gami sighed helplessly, dropping his shoulders as well. He turned back to the desk, whose surface was completely cleared, with nothing but the empty hue of black paint to stare back at him.

That folder truly was magnetic.

 


 

Aizawa sat on the couch by himself, staring emptily into silence. He hadn’t moved much since Yamada left, lacking any purpose to do so. His mind kept wandering back to earlier, trying to see how he could’ve handled that better. But amongst his heaviness and bandages, he was having a hard time thinking straight.

He wasn’t mad at the blond by any means. But unfortunately, he wasn’t sure if his partner understood that before leaving. If anything, he was just frustrated. Frustrated at his explosiveness, frustrated at his weakness, frustrated at feeling the lowest he’d been in a while. He was a strong hero. He was a strong individual. He was a force to be reckoned with, his cold, yet calculating demeanor the first taste to all who tried to take him down. So it felt utterly awful to be forcefully benched on the sidelines, unable to even leave the house because of his fragile condition.

But, then again, what more could he have actually done? Of course, there was plenty more he could have done: led Shigaraki away from the plaza, played more defensively to preserve himself better, made sure none of his students stayed behind. But he took down rogue nighttime villains and crime syndicates, not bioengineered monsters meant to kill the number one hero. No matter how he sliced it, no matter how cold or calculating he was, he just couldn’t see what more he could have done, despite being able to list options in his head.

He was getting a lot of migraines lately, and those only reestablished that little voice in the back of his head. Recovery Girl had given him painkillers to help relieve the pressure in his temples, but even medical grade aspirin could only do so much. Every throb sent him back to being slammed into the ground, over and over and over. His head was so fuzzy, it was like he was losing all the blood all over again. The amount of pressure was reminiscent of being sick with a terrible case of the flu.

And his head then collapsed into his hands. Just thinking about it all made it too heavy to hold up, like all the energy was zapped out of him.

He really needed to apologize to Yamada. He was only trying to help his recovery, in fact, that’s all the blond had been doing since he got home. He’d been so patient, and all he got in return was pent up irritation. It was eating away at his conscience, and he wasn’t doing much to stop it sitting here all sulkingly.

He also really needed another cup of coffee, because he wasn’t sure how much longer he could keep his weighted eyelids open. But right now, there was no way he could trust himself with preparation like that. He currently operated the equivalent of butter fingers, and it was for everyone’s sake that he sat here and hoped Yamada would come back soon, as painful as that was to admit to his pride.

He crumbled into the back of the couch, letting out a heavy exhale at the slightly rough impact. His broken body slumped down like viscous liquid. His arms were too dead to even reach for the TV remote, so instead he gave into the fatigue, allowing his eyes to flutter shut.

Though, he would never get that far, halted by some remorseless force of the universe.

Or… maybe just the clink of a mug.

His vision was a real mess, but it didn’t bother him as much as the headaches, so he tried not to complain about it. Though, even through his blurry sight, there was no mistaking that rich, green hue. And unless Midoriya decided to move his botany out to the kitchen, it was pretty self explanatory.

“Problem Child? Haven’t seen you in a bit…”

In reality, it had to have been less than an hour, but his currently warped perception of time wasn’t something Aizawa had caught onto just yet.

Midoriya, on the other hand, stood there like a deer caught in headlights. Thankfully, the mug had already been placed on the sink, or else it likely would’ve slid right out his hand. He turned to his side, probably speaking to his ghost friend, or maybe just looking at him, Aizawa really couldn’t tell from so far away, before awkwardly trying to compose himself.

“I… just came to drop off my cup…”

He shuffled in his spot, like a timid animal waiting for the chance to dart off. But the underground hero didn’t want that. Maybe it was his own guilty conscience or his restlessness, but he desperately didn’t want to be alone. It was kind of pathetic to admit, even if it was just to himself, but now was the time, if any, to give in and just accept it.

“Why don’t you sit with me for a moment?” He asked. “We sure haven’t had the chance to talk in a while.”

And the minute that left his slurred lips, he immediately cursed his lack of brain cells. The pieces of conscience thought were there, but he just couldn’t seem to put them together, like a toddler struggling with a puzzle 100 pieces too large. He couldn’t remember a time where the two of them even talked in the first place, and as much as he wanted to help, there was no way in hell he could do this. What in the world was he thinking, in all aspects of the word?

So when the boy hesitantly made his way over to sit next to him on the couch, albeit with a full cushion of space between them, he wasn’t sure whether that could be considered success.

Now that he was closer, Aizawa could note something in his lap, flat and beige in color, but other than that, he couldn’t really pinpoint what it was. Already feeling the strain on his eyes, he leaned back again into the couch, closing them fully this time. He really couldn’t be pushing the limits on his eyesight, at least, not after what Recovery Girl told him.

“God this has been such a mess,” he groaned, the filter to his thoughts nowhere in sight.

The teen only watched as he rubbed away at his eyes, appearing like a worn out drunkard, though he would never ever admit that aloud.

“Every time I close my eyes, that thing’s hand is right back around my head.” The words just seemed to spill out of him, unsure of how to really start the conversation or keep it going. “Makes it hard to sleep at night, you know?”

The teen shifted uncomfortably in his spot, not that Aizawa could pick it up with his eyes closed. He was almost tempted to say something, but held back on the sole premise of not knowing what to say at the same time.

“I don’t remember too much after you and Asui stepped in, it’s all just a blur,” the hero admitted, “I’m not too sure if that’s for the better or the worse.”

And then, Aizawa opened his eyes suddenly, coming to the grand realization he’d been unconsciously searching for, yet actively avoiding as well.

“I really didn’t realize how terrified I was. As a hero, I’m supposed to make people feel safe, but sometimes I forget that I’m not invincible to fear either.”

Silence enveloped them after that, the thick and heavy kind that seemed to settle in the air. The kind that was so painfully obvious, yet impossible to break. How could anyone, after such heartfelt admissions pierced from the soul?

“I was so scared.” It was hushed so softly it was nearly nonexistent, like its very presence would disturb the universe. “I tried so hard to keep up this brace face like you did, but Shigaraki saw right through and I couldn’t do anything about it.”

Aizawa watched Midoriya shrink in on himself, wallowing in his own personal guilt as it slowly crushed him. Just witnessing it stabbed at his heart, made him feel like he was failing as a hero, as a teacher. The last thing he’d ever want is to see any one of his students suffer alone, but this seemed to sting far worse.

“Problem Child, you can’t possibly blame yourself,” he consoled, “No one could’ve expected you to do anymore with what the situation was.”

“I expected me to do more!” the teen cried all of a sudden, shooting his glance up to his bandaged face, “I’ve been so confident in my abilities and yet I kept falling short.”

Aizawa was more than confused. “Falling short? Problem Child, I don-”

“I wasn’t good enough,” he continued to rant, spilling out the guts he’d been bottling for nearly a day, “So many things could’ve gone wrong, and it would’ve all been my fault. I was supposed to keep everyone there safe, and I was so close to screwing that up I may as well have done that!”

The teen broke eye contact, feeling embarrassed and ashamed at himself. His shoulders sunk in on each other, curling in like a hostile porcupine, spines pointed outward and aggressive. It was easy to see he was anxious, not having planned to spill his guts at that particular moment. And it most certainly wasn’t helping that Aizawa hadn’t said anything in response, fueling the already uncomfortable silence.

Then, the teacher abruptly stood up, still without a word, and left the general area, retreating into the hallway. Midoriya only stared in shock, unable to say a word as the person he had chosen to open up to just left before his eyes. He felt like breaking into tears and throwing up at the same time, that awful feeling of vulnerability consuming him like a rabid dog. What was he thinking? How stupid was he, to open himself up, especially to Eraserhead of all people? He needed to get up and leave immediately, back to the safety of his room where he could wallow in his regrets alone. But his legs wobbled like jello, unable to support his weight in his current state.

Gami, who had been painfully silent throughout the entire ordeal, hovering off to the side in an attempt to give some privacy, carefully creeped closer to the overwhelmed boy seated on the couch. His nonexistent heart broke with each fake step, unable to stop recalling the events from the day before, the words that had shot from his chest now being stomped upon by guilt.

He reached the armrest where his successor was curled into and crouched to his knees, not bothering to target the empty space beside him. He leaned forwards, passing straight through the couch entirely, and wrapped his skeletal arms around his eerily still form. Midoriya made no attempt to move or push him away, simply sitting there blankly. His empty expression was too much for the poor ghost to take, and he ended up being forced to look away for his own emotional sake.

“I am sorry.” What was he apologizing for? Well… a lot of things, and yet, he couldn’t bring any of those reasons to words. But what more could he do? Not that he thought he was doing enough, he just truly didn’t know.

“It’s not your fault,” Midoriya managed to mumble, his voice beginning to wet with tears, “How would you have known?”

That only made Gami hugged tighter, digging his bony arms into his flesh unknowingly. He should have known, it was his job to know. It was the only thing he was good for on this intangible plane, to help him, to know. Was he failing as a mentor, the one thing he was good for? “No, I should have known…”

The teen made no effort to respond this time, staring blankly out into space. He was lost in his own thoughts, yet he couldn’t seem to pick out any one in particular. Was he angry at Gami? No, that was nearly impossible. Sure, there were moments where he lashed out at the ghost, but that was his fault and his fault only. The spirit was always so patient with him, so considerate of his needs and feelings. He could never be angry at Gami, not now, not ever, and especially not for something that wasn’t his fault.

Was he angry at the world? Maybe, after all, he sure couldn’t help anyone there. But then again, that really wasn’t the world fault. There was no point in taking out his anger on the universe, especially when it would likely rebound back at him in some cruel, unfortunate manner.

Then, that only left being angry at himself. It was his fault he wasn’t adequate enough in the first place. That fell on his skill level and his abilities. How could he let himself grow so lax and uncaring about his improvement, to the point where it escalated so greatly as it did yesterday? What if he didn’t have his immortality? Or what if he had been struck somewhere more incapacitating sooner? He would’ve been down and out for the count; Aizawa might not have made it, Asui might not have made it, and the Nomu would certainly have gone off to hurt someone else, dare he say kill. It was sickening, not only the constant “what ifs,” but the thought of how truly useless he felt.

Aizawa trudged down the hallway once more, surprised even through his foggy rationality that he was able to lift himself off the couch and to his bedroom in the first place. But miraculously, he did, and now it was time to struggle on the way back, having retrieved what he needed. He slunked into the living room, passing by the painfully still Midoriya on the way back to his spot. Now that he was a little more awake, he noticed that something in the boy’s lap was rectangular with the slightest hint of manila hue. Was that the folder he remembered Tsukauchi giving him the other night? He couldn’t recall it coming from somewhere else, not to his knowledge at least, to which he could admit was a little less than reliable in the moment.

He plopped himself back onto the cushions, wincing at the recoil his nervous system took. Turning steadily to the teen next to him, the hero held out his adjacent hand, attempting to pass something he was holding over.

Midoriya turned his head slowly, not sure how he felt upon Aizawa’s return, but his wary gaze was met with something unexpected. The pro was holding out what seemed to be a small book, just larger than his palm. He couldn’t make out the details from his distance, but he could certainly admit he was intrigued. So maybe that’s why he took it from him and held it closer to his face.

The cover was barer than he expected, with only a simple man holding a staff in one hand. The background was solid, a mix of reddish brown commonly seen in weathered bricks. In bolded, bright lettering, the title read “The Art And Science Of Staff Fighting.”

“Hizashi gave it to me one year for my birthday.” It took Midoriya a second to recognize the name as Present Mic’s. “He wanted me to take up an extra means of defense while out on patrols, but it just wasn’t for me.”

Aizawa sighed and leaned back, reliving the memory in his mind like a nostalgic record. His pause was long enough for the boy to return his stare back to the book in his hands, almost tempted to flip through the pages.

“You can have it,” the hero clarified just in case Midoriya was hesitant, which he was, “You know, there’s a pretty secluded area you could practice at, Dagobah Municipal Beach Park, just 15 minutes away from here. It used to have these huge trash piles, but someone’s been cleaning some of it up, though, there’s still enough trash to deter people from coming.”

Midoriya felt his heart skip a beat at the inadvertent recognition, but he kept his lips sealed. The flow of trash onto the beach was overwhelming, much more than he could ever hope to clear by himself, but he still managed to disintegrate a good chunk of it during his 10 month training period for the U.A. entrance exam. Maybe it was time to pay the beloved beach a visit, as well as some love.

“Thank you, Aizawa-sensei.” He found himself whispering, no longer holding that same intensity of betrayal he was rushed with earlier. Though, he couldn’t help but feel that the man was making subtle jabs at him, not that he was wrong to do so. He needed all the help he could get, he needed to get better in his skills if he wanted to avoid this same close call with tragedy that tore him apart so mercilessly.

“It’s of more use with you than sitting on a bookshelf,” the teacher admitted, “Besides, you should have plenty of time to practice if you’re interested.”

Plenty of time? To his knowledge, today was the only day off, as U.A. had canceled school to revamp their security systems after yesterday’s invasion. And it was already creeping into evening, so there was no way he was getting to leave to start today. Maybe he meant after school? Of course, there was always the point that Aizawa was simply holding onto another one of his secrets, like that spontaneous quirk apprehension test on the first day. Either way, he’d just have to wait and see, as experience told him that if the teacher didn’t admit it now, there was no point in asking.

Aizawa stretched his arms out, trying to work out the kinks in his nerves. Unfortunately, that didn’t seem to go so well as he subsequently winced and retracted his arms back to his chest. His head rolled around on his neck, trying to adjust and return to some semblance of comfort, and his gaze rested once again on the manila folder in Midoriya’s lap.

And just like that, he was distracted again, wondering why the boy had bothered to bring it out in the first place. Was he going to show it to him? For what reason, the hero had no idea, in fact, he really didn’t know what was in the folder to begin with. Midoriya had been fiercely protective over it since receiving it, and neither Aizawa nor Yamada were about to fight him over that. If the teen came to them wanting to talk about, then by all means, he would certainly be all ears, not only to satiate his own curiosity. But this was clearly personal, and not something the pro was planning to force.

Now if only someone could tell that to his impaired judgement…

“So Problem Child,” he began, attempting to smooth over the light slur in his words, “what’s up with the folder?”

Midoriya shifted hesitantly in the corner of Aizawa’s eye, but the pro did his best not to stare, keeping his gaze focused on the room in front of him. show don’t tellHe had brought out the folder himself, it was only fair for Aizawa to ask. He wouldn’t push, definitely not, but there was nothing wrong with asking. At least, that’s what kept ringing around in his head.

“I… I don’t know.” It was the truth. He really had no idea what compelled him to bring it from the safe space of his room to begin with. He just couldn’t put it down, even thought at this point, he desperately wanted to. He was the first to acknowledge how rough these past couple days had been on him, and by no means was he trying to make it worse for himself, but he just couldn’t stop. There was something so unresolving about looking at those few pieces of paper, and yet, something else so utterly hypnotic. They weren’t enough, he knew that for sure. But what would be enough? Was enough even possible?

Midoriya tucked the book between his side and the armrest, placing it out of sight and out of mind. Once his hands were free, he fumbled his fingers around the edge, absentmindedly stroking it with his gloves. And then, he just did the unthinkable.

He handed it over.

There was no prompt, no instigation. He couldn’t explain it. He had gone through its contents over and over and over again, all within the span of less than a day. He’d read every line, studied every detail, analyzed each picture, of which were few, and there was just nothing left for him in there. He wasn’t satisfied, his loose ends still hung there, limp and merely ruffled, but there was nothing more for him to get from that folder. It was just some dead weight he’d been carrying around.

Maybe that’s why he could let it leave his hands so easily, and yet still watch its movements carefully as if it’d run away from him the second it got the chance.

Aizawa certainly was surprised, to say the least. He wasn’t expecting to get a chance to look at the folder, at least, not from Midoriya. He knew himself fairly well, and he knew his curiosity would bring him right into Tsukauchi’s hands asking for a copy of those contents. But, this way felt better, more satisfying to his conscience. And that’s why he didn’t hesitate to take the item from the teen’s outstretched hand and flip through it as thoroughly as he could.

The silence was painful, but expected. Midoriya certainly wasn’t thinking his teacher would read the contents aloud. But that didn’t make sitting there and waiting for him to be finished any easier. He loved silence, solitude, but not like this. This kind of silence made him anxious, like he was waiting for punishment. Like he had just handed his mother a bad test grade.

But, he still found himself shuffling nervously in his spot, doing his best not to bother the teacher reading only a ways away from him. He was beginning to miss the feeling of holding the cardstock flaps, like he was addicted to it. He was addicted and he couldn’t help it. He was addicted to the idea of finding answers, of finding resolution, and it wasn’t there, but that’s all he had. He just couldn’t put it down knowing that maybe if he just thought hard enough he could find the answers he was frantically searching for.

“I just can’t stop reading it.” His thoughts blended into verbal words, and he found himself realizing it and not at the same time. Caring and yet not caring at all. “I know it’s not going to change, but maybe it’s me? Am I missing something?”

Aizawa shot a glance at him from the corner of his eye, still holding the folder open in his lap.

“I just assumed that… it would be the answer; that it could finally fill that missing piece that’s been bothering me for so long,” he continued, not bothering to acknowledge whatever gesture the man beside him was going for, “But now I’m even more confused than I was before. All I’ve got are more questions, and I don’t know how much longer I can just sit around and let them fester…!”

The teen’s voice spiked uncharacteristically, growing shaky and wet as his emotions did. Aizawa’s attention was now fully focused on him, completely turned away from the curious contents of the folder he finally got his hands on. He watched his student ball his fists into his sweatpants, bunching up the fabric tightly like it was his own skin. His limbs were trembling slightly, nothing too noticeable, but definitely there. Though, Aizawa couldn’t place whether that was out of anger, desperation, hopelessness, or something else entirely.

“I… kinda wish I had the chance to talk to him back then, or even yesterday in the flood zone,” Midoriya admitted, “I just want him to explain it to me… I just don’t understand!”

The hero frowned, though it went unnoticed in Midoriya’s blurry eyes. A small cascade of droplets fell directly from his hunched head and splashed onto his pants roughly, staining the fabric with spots of salty tears. He was quiet though, and his sobs were nonexistent, just a whirlpool of emotions finally breaking his stiff tear ducts. He was tired of letting this consume him, but no active thought of change could get him to change. It was as if he could see himself from the outside, see all his mistakes and shortcomings, and he was yelling and screaming at him to change, to just get over it already, but he couldn’t hear himself. Or maybe he could, but he just couldn’t get himself to care enough.

“Kiyori Ryōyami? Looks like a pretty normal guy to me… I mean, other than the whole villain thing,” Aizawa commented, his filter practically nowhere to be found, “Though, I’d imagine there more behind him after what you just said.”

Midoriya didn’t bother to respond, tears still falling freely from his eyes. The pro sighed softly to himself, his shoulders finally dropping into relaxation. He hadn’t even realized he was so wound up, or how he got like that to begin with. But his gut anxiously churred at seeing the boy next to him struggle alone, and twisted even more so at not knowing what to do to help.

“What do you want to ask him?”

The teen looked up, wiping his damp eyes before they trailed onto his cheeks.

“I just want to understand. I just want to know why…”

Aizawa turned back to the folder in his lap, his phone suddenly feeling uncomfortable in his back pocket. He felt himself silently debate the options in his head, while his eyes passively skimmed over the current page one more time.

Full Name: Kiyori Ryōyami

Age: 38

Height: 5’11’’

Weight: 164 lbs

Occupation: Sales Manager at ██████ ███████

Address: █████████ █████████ ██████████ ████████ █ ██████████

Quirk: Digitus Missile

Charges Filed: ████████ ██████████ ██████████ ██ ██████ ███████ ███ ██████ ██████████ ████████ █████████ ██ █████████ ███████ █████████ ███████████ ██ █████████ ████████ █████

Charges Dismissed: N/A

Bail: ██████ ████

Court Date: ████ ███ ████

He heard himself sigh more heavily this time, dropping his tense shoulders once again, though this time he had a better idea of how that came to be. He reached back for the phone that was now bothering him and slipped it from his pocket into his hand. He could feel the slightest hint of hesitation at Yamada’s absence, but he’d deal with that hurdle when it got there. After all, he had other things to discuss when the blond came back home.

Eraserhead turned and gave Midoiya a reaffirming nod, as well as a small smile, though that part was more of an unconscious effort than he realized.

“I can’t promise anything, Problem Child,” Aizawa started.

Trauma really was one son of a bitch, and he was getting really sick and tired of it butting into lives where it didn’t belong.

“But I’ll see what I can do…”

Notes:

22 pages up and done. This one was surprisingly hard to get done, maybe I’m starting to finally experience burnout from working so consistently. But that’s never stopped me before! Besides, I love this story too much to take a break.

So I know I said that there was going to be a bit of a filler arc in between now and the Sports Festival, and there is. I just underestimated the amount of buildup needed to get there in the first place. I really want Ishihara’s resolution to feel satisfying, and for that I just can’t get right into it. These last few chapters have certainly been building up to that, but expect a few more before finally getting some answers.

But on the bright side, there were some answers to some questions! I finally straightened out the finger rocket quirk, which took me a ton of notes. I never thought I’d have to pick up algebra for this story, and that was a whole pain on its own. I wasn’t planning on putting the details down here since they're already in the chapter, but the quirk itself was super fun to design, as tedious as it was.

On top of that, the finger rocket villain, or digitus missile villain, was finally named! Or at least, I finally figured out a name for him. Kiyori Ryōyami… interesting. Not too much to go on unfortunately. I wonder what he has in store for the events in the future…

Other than that, not going to ramble on too much for this chapter. Pretty sure most of the events were self explanatory, of course, there were some strange things that bumped around. There are always a few strange things that find footing where they aren’t meant to be. That’s just the nature of mystery, glitches that lie in the depth of narrative. Or something like that…

Anyway, I’m done now. Here’s the list as usual!!

Death’s Touch: Anything Midoriya touches starts to decay immediately, regardless of the amount of fingers touching. This ability works on both the living and the non living. At first, Midoriya couldn’t control this ability, as it activated immediately without his consent. However, now he is able to control the activation on humans and non living objects, being able to start and stop the decay at will. However, he had gained no progress with plant or animal life. Any damage done to living organisms with this power cannot be healed.

Death’s Scythe: Midoriya can summon a scythe to fight with at will. The scythe vaguely resembles a bird’s beak, and has a hole near the start of the blade. The scythe is the only item that can’t be destroyed by Death’s Touch. The Death’s Touch ability can be shared with the scythe at Midoriya’s will, however it can only decay what it cuts. The decay follows the same rules as Death’s Touch. He can also make the scythe disappear at will when he is finished with it or to free his hands.

Immortality: Midoriya is immortal and cannot die. However, he can still get hurt and scarred. The immortality ability doesn’t provide any regeneration, but any wounds that could be detrimental to his job, such as lost/broken limbs and organs, will be healed the next day.

Premonition: Midoriya can see flash images of people who may die before they are supposed to. Normally, he cannot interfere with death, as it’s his job, but he has the option of attempting to save anyone he views in a premonition. These premonitions are bare and don’t provide much information other than the person themselves and their demise, occasionally revealing the setting and attacker, if any. The premonitions can come true between an hour after viewing to 3 days later.

Soul Contact: When a person dies, their soul is immediately sent to Midoriya. He can see, touch, and hold these souls. When holding a soul, Midoriya can see the most important memories and decisions attached to that soul, and hence that person.

Soul Sorting: This ability allows Midoriya to decide which part of the afterlife a soul moves on to. The areas of the afterlife can only be summoned with intent and the swipe of a hand, with the areas themselves being represented by flames. The areas that he can choose from are Paradise, Purgatory, and the Underworld. Once Midoriya decides where the soul best fits, it is sent to the being of that respective area. If approved, the soul stays in that area forever, the exception being Purgatory. Souls in Purgatory can be moved again to either Paradise or the Underworld, however, this is not Midoriya’s decision. If rejected, the soul is sent back to him for reevaluation. All souls must be sorted within 24 hours of Midoriya receiving them, with rejected souls resetting their time limits once they get back to him. Failure to sort a soul within its time limit may result in serious unknown punishment.

Chapter 26: Things I’m Thankful For

Summary:

Everyone is officially back to school, and having a villain attack isn't going to stop U.A. from continuing its curriculum.

Though, for Midoriya, not all his loose ends are tied just quite yet.

Notes:

So I finally found the time to go back into my previous chapters and knock off some of the editing on my to-do list. I decided to tackle the conundrum of Bakugo's lack of expulsion and actually develop that. I actually started working on these edits about a month ago, it just took a while because I had to balance them with writing these chapters. They aren't too important to the overall narrative, however there are definitely some peculiar things going on in Chapter 14, where the bulk of the editing is.

If your interested in checking out these edits (as of 4/30/21), I'll do my best to explain where in the chapters to find them!

Chapter 14 - Added in multiple pages consisting of two new scenes. The first new scene can be found just after the second page break, before Midoriya is called out to answer questions with Nezu and Tsukauchi. The second new scene was added right after Tsukauchi finishes the questioning and leaves.

Chapter 15 - Edited one scene consisting of Midoriya's new reaction to Bakugo's awaited return. This improved scene can be found after the first page break, right after Aizawa lets Midoriya know that Bakugo will be returning to class.

Chapter 16 - Edited one scene consisting of Aizawa's phone call with Nezu. This improved scene can be found towards the end of the chapter, after the fourth page break, just as Aizawa begins speaking to Nezu over the phone.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

The break, though it wasn’t much of a break, ended quickly, much too quickly for Midoriya to feel satisfied. So many loose ends had unraveled themselves in the short span of barely a day: his dying confidence, Ishihara’s inadvertent killer, new training material, and of course, the introduction of the League of Villains. And while some of those things could definitely be considered much more important than others, it all stressed the teen out equally. The fact that he was pressed for free time and was forced to choose what mattered amongst all that mattered certainly didn’t help.

Another car rushed dangerously close to him by the sidewalk, and he found himself flinching in the opposite direction, away from the street. In reality, the car was really nowhere near him, but every loud noise, every rush of air terrified him to no end. It was pathetic; he knew it was all psychological, but that wasn’t enough to convince his subconscious to man up and get over it. Gami’s gentle comfort was always appreciated, but there were times, times like this, where he wished the ghost would just yell at him to move on. Because maybe he couldn’t convince himself to stop, but his brain had to listen to his mentor, right?

It was something he’d never know the answer to, because he knew for a fact Gami would never yell at him.

At least, he thought so.

He returned to a natural, moore relaxed pace, letting his shoulders drop and breath release. The flinches weren’t extreme, but they were noticeable enough that he knew he needed to stop before getting to school. The last thing he really needed right now was one of his classmates pointing it out, god forbid a teacher. That’d be as embarrassing as it’d be pathetic, and it’d surely be plenty pathetic.

As he fixed the backpack slumped on his shoulders, he failed to notice another vehicle creeping up from behind him. Ever since the invasion at USJ, his senses had been out of whack, to which the duo guessed was from the sheer amount of stress he’d been under in the aftermath. Of course, he was eager to head back to school to begin restoring the little skills he did have, but as of now, he was pretty prone to most spooks and startles.

He was pretty thankful to have Gami around, even when he didn’t realize it at first, because he was too distracted to notice the ghost pull him gently away from the street and then move himself to stand between him and the incoming car.

When the car passed them, he jumped a bit, but considerably less compared to the other few times. He looked up out of instinct, only to realize the switcheroo that had taken place, before smiling awkwardly at the spirit beside him.

“Ah… thanks Gami,” he breathed out, like it troubled him to speak, though the ghost didn’t take offense to it in the slightest. His hair was subsequently ruffled in response, and the two continued their morning walk to U.A.

It felt a bit off to just be walking the two of them, but Aizawa and Yamada left earlier at separate times. The heroes had discussed the media aftermath that was inevitably coming once the school opened up again, and decided that it was safest for everyone if they all arrived at the building separately. Midoriya could admit, it was certainly lovely waking up later than normal and having the house to himself, but on that same note, being the last person in the house meant he had to lock it up before he left. And while he was no stranger to owning a pair of house keys, as he inevitably had to copy his mother’s at one point, he certainly wasn’t expecting to receive one for the Aizawa-Yamada household anytime soon, if at all.

The key rested weighty in his uniform pocket, and he unconsciously shoved his hand back there just to check it was still present. He had checked the locked door maybe three different times before leaving, paranoid that he’d screwed something up despite having done this countless times before. He probably resembled a madman, if anyone was watching, even more so now, constantly flinching from passing cars and checking his pockets. But with the reassuring feeling of sharp metal against his gloved fingertips, as well as Gami floating beside him, he sure didn’t feel like one.

Recognising the massive quad-pillared building that slowly grew larger, he picked up the pace slightly. It was strange not arriving as early as he did, and he found himself wanting to seat himself in his classroom as soon as possible. Maybe, if he was lucky, he’d get some time to conversate with Yamada, or maybe even Aizawa, but that was unlikely. He was arriving just a bit earlier than the general entrance time, but even then he was certain he’d find Iida seated as he walked in.

Of course, even then it could never be that easy.

Like a flock of seagulls on Dagobah Beach, the horde of reporters Midoriya was so desperately trying to avoid all snapped their heads towards him. To be fair, he wasn’t exactly trying to conceal his presence, but that was just because he had to use the student entrance, not the staff entrance that Aizawa and Yamada unlocked for them. There wasn’t really a point in trying to sneak towards the entrance, because he’d have to pass through them eventually.
Still, he should’ve expected the stampede he was met with.

The mob raced towards him, microphones and cameras and notepads all being shoved in his face. He didn’t even have enough time to panic as he was absolutely swamped by people all desperately trying to fill their quotas. He hopelessly attempted to escape the whirlpool of tension and tech, but found himself helplessly trapped in the center. How was any one of his classmates supposed to get through this mess?

Thankfully, he was lucky enough to have a Gami to assist him

“Goodness, they really are bloodsuckers.”

There was a sudden tug on his wrist, and he was yanked through the mass of people roughly. He felt just the tiniest bit bad for the yelps and groans as reporters were pushed off their feet, but shook it off remembering how they mobbed him first. He stumbled to keep himself from falling as Gami pulled him through without hesitation, but as he finally reached the sunlight, he felt balance return to his stance.

The ghost let go of his hand, but he still continued the frantic pace he started at, making it through the entry arch. He turned over his shoulders for a second, but was reassured at the halt of the bloodthirsty crowd who had clearly learned their lesson from the last time. He sighed in relief, letting his heart rate die down before turning his gaze forward again.

The entryway was as beautiful as always, luscious green leaves draped over sturdy bark, a few fluttering to kiss the brick path below. It was a staple that had enamored him since first arriving to take the entrance exam, and Gami seemed to think the same way.

But he couldn’t remain here forever, and was determined to at least make it to class somewhat early. So he picked up the pace and readjusted his backpack, hopping up the front steps with a bit more pep in his step.

As he pushed open the front doors, he hoped his other classmates would make it though in one piece.

His classroom was on one of the higher floors, and it was a true shame that the elevators were staff only with exceptions. Of course, he didn’t mind walking up the stairs, but he’d grown accustomed to riding up with his teachers. And so he depressingly walked past the shut elevator doors and continued down the hall, of which the stairs were at the center so they could be equally accessible with the entrance on the other side.

And he almost made it there too, but it seemed the universe was really out for him today.

“Ah, Midoriya dear! Good morning!”

He couldn’t help the slight flinch, and it wasn’t just because of the sudden noise.

“Oh, Recovery Girl.” He smiled a halfhearted, pathetic smile to cover up the hesitance in his voice. “Good morning to you as well.”

The older woman strolled towards him, her signature giant syringe turned makeshift cane clanging against the smooth metallic flooring. His fingertips dug into the leather straps of his backpack, the gloves preventing his nails from doing any serious damage. It was easy to see her squinted eyes as she moved closer to him, and yet he couldn’t find the motivation to leave it at that. He really wanted to leave, their last encounter playing like a broken record in his ears, but his heart wanted so badly to trust her. Was this aura common with all medical professionals? Surely not, and yet here was considering the very thought.

In the time he’d spent rethinking his own emotional understanding, the nurse had closed the gap between them, now standing right in front of him. It didn’t take a doctor such as herself to see the conflict that shone in his pupils. Even now, her sharp gaze caught the small specs of white bandage peeking out from underneath his black sleeve, and the frown pulled at her lips before she even realized it. Before the boy could tell she’d been staring, Recovery Girl averting her eyes back upwards, settling on that hesitant expression once more.

“There’s a little time before class officially starts,” she began, “If you don’t mind, I’d like to check up on your condition.”

Midoriya couldn’t stop the furrow in his brows, the skepticism evident on his face. He was here, upright, walking, about to head up a few flights of stairs. His breath wasn’t labored, his skin was returned to its tanned glory, and all his ribs were perfectly in place. There was no drop of red out of place, not by his mouth, not on his arms, not in his lungs.

“That may not be such a terrible idea,” The ghost beside him added, his monotone voice doing nothing to pierce the tense silence that had creeped into the atmosphere, “After all, your breathing was fairly ragged on our walk here.”

The teen turned to shoot his mentor a glare with no real malice behind it despite his scowl. “You know that has nothing to do what happened at the USJ-”

“You know-” Recovery Girl interrupted, any mocking of him inadvertent, “despite not being able to hear your ghostly friend, I’d imagine I’d agree with whatever he’s saying right now.”

He shot back to look at the heroine, a flabbergasted glint now in his eye, before turning back to look at Gami, who despite having his face obstructed, was smirking for certain. He could feel irritation bubbling under his skin, but instead of boiling over like an erupting volcano, he sighed and dropped his tightly wound shoulders in defeat.

Recovery Girl sent back a smirk of her own, clasping her hands over her cane quite regally.

“I’ll write you an excused absence note if that makes you feel any better, dearie.”

That, in fact, did not.

 


 

Midoriya left the nurse’s office only a few minutes after the start time of class, in his hand a slip of excused absence as promised. Recovery Girl had given him the “ok” to scurry on back to class, and he did so without a second thought. His uniform was slightly wrinkled from having to take it off, but he did his best to smooth it out on his fast pace to class 1-A.

The woman wanted to check on his ribs again, which was fair enough for an individual of the medical profession, but what was she expecting to find? He’d already been cleared the day of the USJ invasion, and due to his immortality she’d healed even the aches away from his body. Of course there’d be nothing of interest in her quick examination, he was perfectly fine. In the best shape he’d ever been in. Totally healthy.

He readjusted his sleeves, pulling them further up his wrists. He ignored the feeling of the fresh bandages that held firm against his touch. They were expertly wrapped around his right wrist, and no longer peeking out from his turtleneck. She’d also wanted to take a look at the scar that stained his skin, of which she commented was “healing nicely.”

He scowled at the thought.

Though, he did appreciate the rewrap of his bandages, even if it was unintentional. It was hard enough to dress his blemishes by himself, and even harder to find someone to do it for him.

Thankfully, he had confidence that his homeroom teacher wouldn’t be waiting on him, in fact it was more like the class would be waiting on Aizawa, which wasn’t really a great thing to be confident about. The underground hero’s semi-lax attitude was certainly a blessing, one he’d be relying on as he skidded to a stop in front of the massive sliding door. Taking a breath that he hoped was enough to prepare him for any of the countless scenarios playing through his head, he gripped the handle and pulled it open slowly.

It was a similar scene to the reporters crowded by the front entrance, except the seagulls weren’t nearly as bloodthirsty this time. Still, heads snapped on their necks, enough for the teen to realize he was the one being waited on.

He couldn’t help but draw parallels to the battle training on the second day of class, where he had saved the lives of his friends at the cost of his own well being. Of course he’d ended up alright, just as he had now, but that didn’t stop people from worrying. And it sure didn’t stop people from crowding him at the door in their shock.

Surprisingly, the first to approach him was Kirishima, as if that battle training incident was repeating itself. Though, it could have also been the fact his desk was fairly close to the door.

“God, Midori!” There was this unnatural look of horror and guilt upon the redhead’s face, one that didn’t suit his tough guy aura in the slightest. “I’m so sorry!”

Midoriya knew the return to school probably wasn’t going to be the smoothest, but he wasn’t expecting to get confused this early, much less be confused at all. “Sorry? I-I don’t think I underst-”

“I was right next to you that whole time, and I didn’t even notice how bad you were!”

But still, he wasn’t quite following what his classmate was saying. Was he missing some context? Probably, but at this point, with not only Kirishima’s worries, but that of what looked to be the rest of the class, asking for clarification likely wasn’t appropriate.

Thankfully, he was lucky enough to have a Gami to assist him.

“When Present Mic rushed you from the building and into the ambulance, he had to cross through the front entrance, where the rest of your classmates were congregated at the time…”

So basically, the rest of his class had seen him bloody and unconscious, carted off limply in their English teacher’s arms and into an ambulance? So everyone had seen him that pathetic? Wonderful, absolutely wonderful.

That would’ve been nice to know from the start.

“I thought we all agreed not to overwhelm Midoriya if he arrived!”

It was impossible to not recognize the signature authority held in Iida’s voice. And clearly the rest of the class got that too, as those who did join Kirishima out of their seats to crowd around the green haired teen backed off a bit.

Although, it was a bit hypocritical when the stiff boy himself moved forward to approach Midoriya.

He placed his hands firmly on the other boy’s shoulders, and he couldn’t stop the flinch, which Iida noticed as well. He softened, but kept his hands planted.

“Let me see your phone.”

It wasn’t a question, and Midoriya found himself fumbling to follow orders as he slipped it out of his uniform pocket, quickly unlocking it and handing it over obediently. And while he knew that Iida certainly had no malicious intent, he couldn’t convince his instincts of the same.

The navy haired boy took it from him snappily, only removing one of his hands from his shoulders to do so. He proceeded to use that one hand to scroll through, his purpose unclear as Midoriya was unable to see the phone screen from the angle it was at. But after a short search, Iida must have found what he was looking for, because he began typing using that one hand, which was a feat within itself.

“Do you have any idea how worried I was?” the class dad continued, still looking down as what he was typing while keeping his free hand on Midoriya’s shoulder, “I wasn’t able to contact you for that entire time!”

It was only about a day and a half, but he would never say that aloud, remaining silent and letting Iida finish whatever he was doing. His phone was then promptly handed back to his shaky hand with a slight press.

“I’ve added myself to your contacts so this incident never occurs again.”

If it were under different circumstances, Midoriya would’ve probably laughed at his friend’s parental nature, but he couldn’t even muster up a smile now. He wasn’t even sure what to say at this point. What could he say even?

Though, one bubbly brunette came to rescue before he had to think about it.

“Don’t mind Iida too much, Midori,” Uraraka reassured, though her face still held this worry that he desperately wanted gone, “He’s just as worried as the rest of us.”

She looked down towards his hand, which was still holding his phone out limply.

“Do you mind if I put my contact in too?” She pointed down at it.

Finally his mouth booted back up again. “Y-yeah, sure.”

Uraraka gently took the phone from him, a great contrast to how Iida had done so before, and made her way to his contacts as well. And before he even knew it, his phone was being passed around like hot potato, with everyone gathered around him also wanting to exchange numbers. He would have said something, maybe even protested the sharing of his phone like a juicy rumor, but he just couldn’t find the words, despite just having spoken before.

“Well, this certainly doesn’t seem like bad reception.”

He wasn’t sure if he could call this good reception either.

He wasn’t keeping track of the whereabouts of his phone, but if he was, he’d have seen it pass through one particular set of fingers. One particular set of webby, padded fingers that held onto it long enough to enter her number just as everyone else had.

It wasn’t until she got close enough that Midoriya noticed Asui worming her way to him through everyone else. Actually, it wasn’t even he himself who noticed, rather Gami, who pulled away and pulled his successor’s attention along with him.

Asui, walking comfortably on her own.

Asui, heart rate steady at a normal rhythm.

Asui, blinking and breathing with her face still intact.

He wished he could say smiling, but her face was laced with the same nervousness he’d been seeing everywhere.

Once she stopped in front of him, everyone began to quiet down, interested in what she wanted to say. Because she was going to say something; why else would she squeeze her way through to the front?

“M… Midori?” Her voice was wet, like she was about to burst into tears.

Gami knew that voice all too well to want to hear it again. And while he wasn’t going to make his successor make sure she didn't cry, the parent in him really wanted to tell him to do just that.

“I-I’m sorry… I’m sorry that I left you.”

And Gami felt his heart break into a million pieces, which wouldn’t be all too big of a deal on its own, but this was the first time it had even cracked for someone that wasn’t his successor.

And it seemed as if Midoriya felt the same way, because he took a confident step forward, and then an indecisive pause on what to do next.

“Tsu, I’m fine. Everyone’s fine. It all ended alright…” The ghost felt his heart break even more, because while that was the perfectly right thing to say in this situation, it wasn’t true in the slightest. “Besides, I told you to go with Aizawa-sensei. You have nothing to feel sorry about.”

Though, at that last part, it was clear she didn’t agree. But she was already doing her best to keep herself from crying after all that, so she simply shook her head softly.

No one was expecting it really, so much so that Midoriya didn’t even flinch when his froggy classmate wrapped her arms around him. Sure, he hesitated a bit, his arms hanging awkwardly in the air, but slowly enough, he returned them in a light embrace, doing his best to console the girl in front of him. No one was expecting it really, but after the whole mess that was the USJ incident, who could really blame any of them? They were heroes in training sure, but in the end they were just kids. Kids who were thrust into a cruel and unforgiving world far earlier than they needed to be.

That left the most sour note of all.

Uraraka and Iida watched anxiously from his sides as Asui pulled away, rubbing at her eyes embarrassingly. Midoriya tried to smile, to show her all was well, but even he couldn’t make it as convincing as he intended.

“Midori…” Uraraka murmured, her voice so hushed it was like she was afraid it would break him, “Are you really ok?”

And here was where he had to make his decision, though, the decision was practically already made for him as he summoned the largest, brightest smile he could muster and pressed down all the trauma that had resurfaced in the past day or so.

If Gami didn’t know him so well, he would’ve praised the boy for his superb acting skills. Though, that didn’t mean he didn’t file away the moment for discussion later.

“Trust me.”

His voice didn’t miss a beat, steadier than the spirit had ever heard it since the USJ invasion.

“I’m ok. I really am.”

That was all Uraraka needed to practically tackle him into a hug, her energetic personality seeping into her worry. Maybe she just needed confirmation before sweeping him into her rough affection, which he guessed was fair. After all, the last time he’d been injured as severely, at least to his classmates’ knowledge, a simple pat on the back from Ashido sent him wincing into the next day. In a way, he appreciated the brunette’s consideration, though he wished she would’ve asked before squeezing the life out of him. But, then again, he wished he could hug her back without this sickening nausea creeping up his throat.

There was a second, stronger pair of arms that joined the fray, and it didn’t take a genius to figure it was their class president. Midoriya could admit, it was different, alien, not really something he was used to. Maybe it was something he would never get used to. But, he also couldn't deny how lovely it felt, how warm and reassuring. He was sure the hug was really for them, but that didn’t mean he couldn’t enjoy it too.

It didn’t last forever, which was both a disappointment and a relief within itself, and Uraraka and Iida pulled away. There were these wonderful, bright smiles on their faces, almost akin to his own, shining with a sense of ease and peace. It was so infectious, spreading from him to Uraraka and Iida, and now, he could see it break the worry from Asui and Kirishima, and soon everyone surrounding them was smiling. Bright, wondrous smiles that made the aching in his heart die down just enough.

Uraraka yelped, ruining the moment, though no one could really blame her as she was shoved aside to make way for one small, purple haired boy.

“What were you thinking?!” Mineta squealed once he arrived at the front, “Trying to take that monster all on your own? Were you asking for a death wish?!”

And the smile he wore morphed into awkwardness, his fingers fumbling around nervously. It was inevitable, conversation was bound to circle back to his actions that day, as stupid and reckless as they were perceived. Because of course he seemed naive, what was he thinking taking on a beast meant to pummel All Might into oblivion? If that were all there was to the story, then there was all the justification in the world to believe he really was an imbecile.

It’s unfortunate things couldn’t have worked out that way. That really would’ve been easier.

“That Nomu sure was something, and I only saw the tail end,” Kirishima added, bouncing off of Mineta’s comment, “But Midori, you gotta tell me the rest!”

“Nomu, go play…”

Oh no.

“Yeah! Didn’t you fight the thing?” Kaminari asked, pointing out the obvious to everyone listening… which was everyone. Midoriya was surprised he even remembered his name, but he figured traumatic experiences would do that to someone. “You have to spill the details! A story like that has gotta be awesome!”

Uraraka looked around in what seemed to be disbelief, uncomfortable at the sudden shift in attitude. “Um, isn’t it a little soon for that?”

“Nomu, stop playing around and end him.”

God please no.

“You must have done some crazy dodging!” Ashido exclaimed, pumping her fists excitedly.

Iida seemed to agree with the more responsible sentiment however, waving his hands through the air in a desperate but unsuccessful attempt to quell the brewing storm.

“Enough. If you’re really going to stupidly sacrifice yourself, then I guess you’ll be a perfect warm up for Nomu until All Might arrives.”

No…

The breath was caught in his throat, sharp and stuck like he was choking on it. No, he was choking on it, silently and unnoticeably to the rest of the world. He wasn’t that strong, he really wasn’t. Everyone here was acting as if he was some great force, to have gone against that biological abomination and come out as ok as he said he was. But he wasn’t; he’d been terrified and anguished and hopeless for more time than he’d ever like to admit. And he certainly didn’t want to talk about it now, to spill the acidic truth of his guts for all to see.

Asui looked especially uncomfortable, fidgeting around in her spot. Her hands were curled into her chest timidly as her eyes darted around like the very flies her familial species targeted. Daresay her eyes looked even the slightest bit watery, but it didn’t make the glint of burning in her irises disappear.

“Do none of you have a shred of empathy?” she croaked out, the wetness in her throat triumphing over any trace of anger that might have remained afterwards.

“As a hero, I’m supposed to make people feel safe, but sometimes I forget that I’m not invincible to fear either.”

Aizawa had definitely put it best yesterday.

“Come, let us get you to your seat. You are not obligated to answer if you do not wish.”

That was the easy way out, and he would’ve taken it in a heartbeat. That was, if his feet weren’t glued to the floor.

It never surprised him how easily Gami could read him. They were a unit, mentor and successor, Death and Death, truly the closest of close. He could never hide anything from him, not that he tried that all too often. Besides, the ghost’s presence was more than enough on most occasions.

But right now, he really wished Gami wasn’t as invisible as he was.

It was sickening, seeing everyone so eagerly waiting on him for details he didn’t want to share. Details they didn’t really want, but had no real clue. And what was he supposed to say? How could anyone believe he was alright if all it took was this to close him off?

“Alright, enough with the chatter.”

The room went pin drop silent, and that’s when Midoriya remembered he hadn’t really gotten to move away from the door, much less shut it. He wasn’t the only one who turned around slow and wary, despite knowing exactly who they’d see.

Aizawa really did look like a knight in shining armor, in a reliving, thank goodness way, as everyone, including him, scurried back to their seats like mice.

The boy loved that his desk was in the back of the classroom, directly in the corner. He had a full vantage of the room, with no space behind him to be snuck up on. It was truly meant for him, and combined with the sudden absence of peer pressure, he couldn’t help but sigh in relief.

He looked around at his other classmates as they filed back to their seats. Mineta sat directly in front of him; his purple hair would be a distraction if it wasn’t for how short he was. Tokoyami sat diagonal to him, and he couldn’t fight the smile that grew on his cheeks when Dark Shadow sent him a wave. He sent a secret little gesture back, and snuck his gloved hand back under his desk. Todoroki sat to his right, well, no one was sitting to his right as of currently, but it didn’t take long for the candy cane haired teen to fill his spot accordingly.

Midoriya certainly wasn’t waiting around for his friend to text him in the aftermath of the USJ incident. He wasn’t, not at all. In fact, he was eager to check in with Todoroki, but wasn’t really sure when to shoot him a text, if at all. He had an idea of how he spent his time at home, and from the little he really knew, it sure wasn’t pleasant. And so he decided that waiting for him to text first would be safer, and bottled up his concerns until then.

Not that he was waiting or anything.

But even then, he’d never received a message from Todoroki in the day or so after the invasion, which was odd since they talked pretty consistently. For some time, which in reality was maybe about an hour, Midoriya wondered if he had done something wrong. Maybe he’d done something stupid and couldn’t remember it because he fell unconscious? It was a bit of a stretch, but he couldn’t really think of any other reason.

Not that Todoroki had to text him or anything. Of course, he wasn’t obligated to just because he had practically every other night. Maybe he just wasn’t in the mood, which was totally reasonable. Maybe it was wrong to expect some kind of communication after an event as traumatic as that. Maybe it was just too messy for words.

“Whatever you are debating, I advise you to avert your gaze, as I doubt you realize how intensely you are staring at Todoroki.”

Midoriya shook his head lightly, refocusing his gaze, as to his horror, his sight confirmed the ghost’s claim. He turned away embarrassingly, faster than humanly possible, hoping that by some miracle of the universe his friend beside him hadn’t caught his awkwardness.

When Todoroki turned to him and leaned in, however, he swore his heart stopped right then and there.

The monotone snicker that came from behind him also didn’t help. Though, that didn’t mean he didn’t file away the moment for discussion later.

He turned back hastily, seeing the teen leaning towards him in an effort to close the gap between their desks. Midoriya leaned in a bit too, although not without some embarrassment concerning his previous actions. But he had no idea what to say. Should he apologize? Probably, that was the most appropriate action.

But he didn’t even get the chance as Todoroki’s hushed whisper came first.

“I’m glad you are alright after the events that transpired at the USJ,” he spoke under his breath, likely to prevent others from eavesdropping, “I wanted to check in with you after seeing your condition… but my father kept me fairly occupied throughout the duration.”

Midoriya waved his hands dismissively. “No no, it’s no big deal. Recovery Girl healed me good as new! I’m glad you’re doing ok as well.”

The other boy nodded. “Though, I can admit, I did want to ask you something.”

He could feel himself growing nervous for no real reason. “Yes?”

“You aren’t related to that villain… Shigaraki by any chance, are you?”

And Midoriya’s face grew pale anyway, though not for the reason he was expecting.

There was a snort that echoed from behind him, but he did his best not to pay it any mind.

“No!” Even his whisper came out defensively, so he hushed himself and calmed down. “I mean, our quirks are similar, but that’s really about it. I’ve never seen him before the USJ incident…”

Todoroki gave another small nod. “I figured, considering what you told me already about your family. Though, the coincidence was difficult to deny, considering decay-like quirks aren’t exactly common.”

If Todoroki knew the truth about his powers, he’d probably short circuit at the sheer amount of coincidence it all was.

“That’s fair. I guess it is a weird coincidence when you think about it…”

But they weren’t able to exchange any more commentaries, as Aizawa cleared his throat from his front desk.

The teacher was swaddled in bandages, much like how he first arrived home after being cleared by Recovery Girl. From so far away, the way he hobbled about was heart wrenching, and made him look so small amongst the rest of the class. But Midoriya knew better than to actively think that. After all, Aizawa was one of the strongest people he knew, much stronger and more admirable compared to himself. He wouldn’t be here in class if he was truly as injured as he seemed.

Then again, no one was indestructible like he was.

“As I’m sure you all know,” his raggedy voice began, hushing all into silence, “U.A. waits for no one, and nothing, which is why the school is already focusing on their next event.”

Murmurs riddled the class, but they all died down as the teacher began speaking again, taking a heavy breath before doing so.

“You all have two weeks to get ready, because after that is the U.A. Sports Festival.”

And the class was sent into chaos.

Shouts and cries erupted from every corner, all focusing on completely different things, all of which were reasonable to their own extent, but one voice managed to pierce the crowd. And upon closer inspection, Midoriya found himself a little surprised at its origin.

“The Sports Festival so soon after a villain attack?” Jirou questioned, echoing the thoughts everyone was thinking, “Is this really the best move?”

Aizawa seemed to understand her concerns, sending a slight nod.

“It’s necessary to demonstrate that U.A.’s crisis management protocols are sound,” he explained rationally, “That’s the thinking, anyways.”

Though, by his body language, Midoriya wasn’t so confident the hero really agreed with what he was saying as reassurance.

“Even so, the Sports Festival isn’t an event that can be canceled over a few villains. Though, that doesn’t mean we won’t take precautions. There will be 5 times the police presence compared to previous years.”

Out of the corner of his eye, he noticed Gami give a halfhearted shrug.

“I guess that is reasonable, though, this truly does not seem like a smart idea.”

And while his mentor wasn’t wrong, he wished he had a softer way of phrasing it.

Though, not all of the class seemed to agree with Aizawa’s smooth talking, as Mineta hunched in on himself in front of him. “You sure about that?”

Yaoyorozu turned back around to face him, reminding Midoriya that she was sitting in his old spot, and vice versa. “The nation’s top heroes will all be watching. They’ll be there to scout us out!”

The energy in her words seemed to revitalize the class, giving everyone the boost of morale that was necessary after such a dreary couple of days. Chatter arose once more: talk about scouting, sidekicks, and general semblances of the future from every corner of the room. And Midoriya couldn’t deny it, it did leave him slightly invigorated. Though, he’d have to really work hard in the two weeks before, because as he was now simply wasn’t good enough.

His mind traveled back to the guide Aizawa had given him yesterday; he’d have to start tinkering with that. After all, the events of the Sports Festival were switched up every year, but the last event usually always was one-on-one sparing, and there was no way he’d use DT on anyone during that, no matter how desperately he wanted to win. He needed to up his game, work out some new moves concerning combat with his weapon, maybe even experiment with his new blasts. He had his notes on Bakugo’s quirk to work off of, and alongside the material given to him by Aizawa, he had plenty to focus on in the next coming weeks.

He pushed aside the small feelings of guilt concerning accepting material from his teacher though.

“Naturally,” the pro started up again, and everyone voluntarily quieted themselves to hear, “you’ll gain valuable experience and popularity if you’re picked up by a big-name hero.”

Midoriya couldn’t stop the slight self loathing, thinking about the possibility of getting scouted. Who would want to associate themselves with a power like his? A power deadly and destructive and not hero-like in the slightest of qualities.

“You don’t belong as a hero, especially not with a dangerous quirk like that.”

There was a slight press to one of his shoulders, and a cold chill seeped into his bones. He couldn’t stop the small smile that crawled onto his cheeks just as the chill had down his spine.

What would he do without him?

“Of course, your time is limited. Show the pros what you’re made of, and you’ll make futures for yourselves.”

A future? What would his even consist of? Sure, being immortal, his future was limitless, but was it wrong not to feel excited by that? Limitless was great, sure, but it was also daunting, overwhelming, stressful, packed full of responsibility he didn’t even want to touch right now. He was just 15, he had his whole life ahead of him, and yet, that was the last thing he wanted to think about.

“This only happens once a year, so you've got three chances.”

Three chances, three shots to prove to the world what he could do. To prove to the world that he could be a capable hero. To prove to the world that he could help people. To prove to the world that he wasn’t someone to be feared.

No pressure, right?

“If you’re hoping to become a hero,” Aizawa finished, his voice laced with determination coming from who knows where, “this is an event you can’t miss!”

For Midoriya, there was so much more riding on this than just that. He really couldn’t afford to screw up, not if he wanted all of his hard work to be worth something. He couldn’t let the date slip from his mind. He couldn’t go lax thinking he had free time to spare. If he wanted to be prepared to give it his all, to win, then he’d have to work for it, just like he had with everything else in his life.

He may not be ready now, but he was going to be by the time those two weeks passed by.

That… he just knew.

 


 

Finally, fourth period drew to a close as Cementoss packed up his materials and left the classroom. And as excited as everyone usually was for lunchtime, even that couldn’t match the excitement brought on by Aizawa’s homeroom announcement, which had thoroughly distracted everyone to some extent throughout the rest of their classes. Even after all that had culminated at the USJ, the class seemed to jump right back into their usual selves, which was as unnerving as it was relieving.

He moved to stand from his cemented position from the last few hours, but even his rise out of his seat wasn’t nearly as fast as the rest of his classmates. He reached to push in his chair, feeling the back of it press against his bandaged wrist.

Midoriya found himself a bit slower to adjust, but he certainly had his reasons.

“Everyone’s so excited…” he muttered out in amazement, watching his peers congregate at the door.

“I would imagine,” the ghost agreed, “This festival seems to have seriously captured their attention.”

“It is time in the spotlight, so I guess it makes sense,” he replied back under his breath. Sure, while the Sports Festival was a grand opportunity to get a foot in the door as an up and coming hero, the teen didn’t quite enjoy the thought of being watched by hundreds of thousands of eyes, if not more. The whole entire country would be watching, and it would take having no heart at all to say that didn’t unnerve him. “Though, I’m surprised you haven’t heard of it at all. The U.A. Sports Festival is a pretty big deal-”

“And you aren’t?” Iida’s voice pierced from behind him, causing him to jump right out of his skin and shoot around.

His friend seemed to understand his sudden presence was startling and placed a hand onto his shoulder as a calming gesture. But that did little to actually quell the massive pool of anxiety in Midoriya’s stomach, as he stood there mortified, trying to figure out just how much of his partial conversation Iida had heard.

“This is our chance to add our names to the ranks of heroes!” he added without missing a beat, “Of course we’re in high spirits!!”

And that sent his rising stomach acid right back down to where it belonged, and he couldn’t stop the quick sigh of relief that escaped him. Thankfully, it seemed Iida only caught his first comment, and was responding to that, not actually having heard the rest of his conversation. And while that was a small miracle he wouldn’t take for granted, he really needed to be more vigilant about how he handled his relationship with Gami. The last thing he needed was for one of his classmates to come up to him and ask who he was speaking to.

“Yeah, I get that…” Midoriya slipped in just to let Iida know he was listening, but hoped it was vague enough to end that topic of discussion.

Thankfully, some other fortunate force of the universe had that covered.

“Midori… Iida…”

Said boys turned around to see their third friend, Uraraka, standing menacingly in front of them, her head drooped and eyes overshadowed by her hair.

She then looked up at them, brows furrowed and an unnatural gleam of psychotic determination in her eyes. Midoriya nearly took a step back at how similar she looked to Bakugo, the mockery sending chills down his spine, and not the comforting kind.

“At the Sports Festival, let’s do our best!”

The line was inspiring, but her face truly did no wonders on portraying that.

“What happened to your face, Uraraka?!” Iida gawked, and the rest of his remaining classmates seemed to do the same.

“You’re not looking very… Uraraka,” Ashido added, cocking her head to the side.

But the brunette didn’t pay their comments any head, instead crouching into an aggressive position. Her face became even more shadowed, and she pumped her fist into the air.

“I’m gonna crush this!!”

Some of the other students still in the classroom weakly pumped their fists alongside her, though more out of awkwardness than anything else.

“Is she attempting to increase her own confidence with this display or intimate others?”

Midoriya wouldn’t have been able to tell him.

“As I have confidence you will!” Iida rebounded, “But… are you ready to head down to the cafeteria?”

And just like that, Uraraka seemed to snap back like a rubber band, reverting back to the bubbly, ditzy girl he was more familiar with. She straightened out almost instantly, and the shadows on her face, as well as that Bakugo-like expression, disappeared into thin air.

“Yeah, sure.” She began moving towards her desk at the back of the classroom. “Just let me grab my stuff.”

The transition seemed to weird out enough people, because by the time the trio exited the classroom and began walking towards the cafeteria, the classroom had emptied out. In fact, they were the last to leave, abandoning the room in search of food and chatter. Well… more substantial chatter than whatever back there was, at the very least.

Gami usually was a fair source of chatter himself, at least when he was alone with his successor, but right now, he found himself more silent than usual. He’d been quietly observing the rest of his classmates throughout the day, from boredom to intrigue. After all, watching people was one of the few things he could do, and so he did it often, conscious or not. And so he noted the especially chipper mood that everyone seemed to be experiencing. He noted the sudden mood shifts like Uraraka had displayed, seemingly originating from nowhere. He noted the increased want to chatter, and the conversations that took place regardless of the teacher present.

He also noted the stressed look that never seemed to leave Iida’s face.

He noted the lack of usual overwhelming cheeriness in Uraraka’s attitude.

He noted constant strive for ambient noise, no matter the source, in a desperate attempt to keep the silence from crashing in on itself.

With every new thing he noticed and filed away, the ghost couldn’t help but frown and become a bit more observant. And then he would see something else, and the cycle would continue until he became more dissatisfied that he currently was.

He wasn’t perfect, or the best, but at least with Midoriya, he was able to help him through the events of the USJ attack bit by bit. He was able to offer support, or distraction, or something insignificant at the very least. But the rest of his classmates were just as young and impressionable as he was. By god, they were just kids after all. They all were just kids, heroes in training sure, but kids first.

None of it was fair, really.

The walk was silent, which was fine in Midoriya’s opinion, but after Uraraka’s little display, he was a little desperate for some background noise other than three sets of footsteps. Even Gami, who he could feel was trailing behind them, hadn’t said a word, which was a bit odd considering he liked to talk whenever there was a free moment. Maybe it was because even if he did, the boy wouldn’t be able to respond back. Regardless, he needed to say something, because ambient noise simply wasn’t cutting it.

“Hey, Uraraka? You seemed pretty pumped up back there,” he began, letting his mouth run in whatever direction it seemed to choose and hoping it didn’t end in disaster for him, “What made you come to U.A.? What made you want to be a pro hero?”

He guessed that was a fair question for his subconscious to have. After all, Iida explained his motivations for heroism the day the reporter broke through the front barrier, and he never got to hear Uraraka’s. But considering how noble and respectable his were, he had only the best of expectations when it came to his other friend.

Maybe he should have gone into this with a clearer slate.

The brunette seemed to shrink in on herself, muttering out inaudibles and hashed out sentences. Midoriya wondered if he had said something wrong, watching Uraraka sweat bullets. It didn’t help that Iida was also interested in her response, as he too burned holes into her while waiting in anticipation.

“Well… you know…” She finally stumbled out some coherent words. “They get paid really well…”

Her voice died off, but that was all Midoriya needed to hear for his throat to run dry.

“You wanna be a hero for the money?!” he exclaimed, unable to apply his filter in time.

She rubbed the back of her neck sheepishly, looking off to the side. Her expression screamed embarrassment, and eventually she couldn’t take it as her shoulders hunched in and her face collapsed into her hands. The teen felt extremely guilty at that, after all, Uraraka was his friend, someone he had grown really close to. And yet, he couldn’t dismiss the part of him that was just slightly disappointed at her motivations.

“Sorry, I know it seems shallow,” she admitted somberly, “and really embarrassing considering Iida’s noble motivations and all.”

But thankfully, their class president was quick to action. “But why? There is truly nothing wrong with seeking a more comfortable lifestyle!”

Midoriya wanted to agree, to show her his support, but he continued to keep quiet to his dismay. And while he couldn’t hide the fact he was a bit disappointed, he felt that same disappointment fire back at himself tenfold.

Heroes were supposed to be heroes to help others, because they were lucky enough to have abilities that could protect. They were noble, honorable people because they chose to put their lives on the line each and every day for the less fortunate. And any other motivations took away from that: revenge, fame, greed. It was the reason he had grown so attached to All Might as his idol growing up, and the same reason it hit so hard to hear those words from him that fateful day.

But… Uraraka was his friend, and a genuinely wonderful and kind person. She pulled through during the battle training to win them the round. She was responsible for floating Iida up so he could calm everyone during the break in. She put her life on the line at the USJ, and gave everything she had to protect Thirteen. But… did her motivations make her a bad hero? A bad person?

He really didn’t know.

And that made him feel worse.

“My family runs a construction company… but business is bad,” she continued rambling, nervously rustling her hair with her hands, “We’re poorer than poor. Don’t mention that to anyone, okay…?”

Both boys gave instant nods, but Midoriya couldn’t help but feel even more guilty. Here Uraraka was spilling her guts out to the two of them, and here he was judging her for her motives. If only she could see what was going through his mind, she’d probably stop immediately and never speak to him again. Or maybe it was a good thing she couldn’t see his thoughts, maybe that was for the better. But even still, even through all that mess of judgement and reevaluation, her words managed to filter through his analytics rather than anything else.

“But, if you got permission to use your quirk, wouldn’t it help cut costs?” he blurted out, which caught her attention instantly.

“Right?!” Uraraka agreed, “That’s what I said to my dad way back, but…”

She died off, her words stopping completely. Her gaze trailed, and her hands fell from her hair and bunched into fists at her sides, balling into her skirt. It was impossible to miss the emotions passing on her face, from desperation, to guilt, to longing. It struck a chord within his heart, and unbeknownst to him, Gami, who had remained quietly behind him, felt the same pain.

“But my dad wanted me to follow my dreams instead.”

Midoriya’s throat grew even dryer, so dry in fact that he was sure it was closing in on itself, and that he was slowly suffocating on every word that passed through his ears.

“So I’m going to be a hero. I’m going to make enough money-” Her head shot up, and that determined look from earlier returned to her eyes, though this time, it was much more confident, and much less terrifying. “So that my mom and dad can have easier lives!”

Iida began to say something, probably spouting praises or something of that sort, but all that he heard was white noise that slowly drowned out into nothingness. His eyes glazed over, but no one looking in from the outside could really tell.

Uraraka wanted the money to support her parents. She wanted to thank them for allowing her to live her dreams by repaying them with financial security. She wanted to thank them for giving her freedom with her quirk by letting them live easier lives.

Those were noble and respectable motivations of a hero. Hell, they were the innocent motivations of a child. There was nothing more righteous than helping others, and that’s what Uraraka was doing, just in a way he hadn’t ever considered before. And even then, did that even matter? Even if she wanted the money for herself, as long as she was helping people, did that matter at all? If it were another hero, this mental debate would’ve been over by now, over and filed away never to be thought of again, but Uraraka was his friend.

Uraraka was his friend…

“Izu, you have been quiet for a while…”

He needed to say something. But he couldn’t get the words out.

Why couldn’t he get the words out?

“Ah, Young Midoriya!! Found you!!”

And that was loud enough to snap him out of his head, only to send him right back in.

All Might slid around the corner into the hallway with macho grace, startling all three of the students currently standing about. He straightened out his suit as he pulled to a stop, keeping one hand clutched close to his chest as the other reached behind him. He revealed what looked to be a lunch package held by a cutesy, yet poorly wrapped bunny printed cloth.

“Wanna eat lunch with me?!” He asked in front of all of them.

Midoriya felt his mind run blank, like a dying car sputtering out its last moments of life. His instincts sent him right back into fight or flight mode, and he had to willingly fight against every ounce of blood in him not to step back hesitantly. He could see his friends turn to him to see his response, and he knew he couldn’t afford to stay silent like he had before.

“Well, I… uh…”

“You do not have to!”

Midoriya had promised, he knew he had. He had promised that if he had made it out of the USJ attack, he would work towards repairing his view of All Might. He had recognized, though the adrenaline and pain and sweat and blood, that hating All Might for what he said that one day was not the way. He wasn’t denying that what he said was wrong, but immediately detaching himself from the hero and being sickened at even the sight of him was petty. And it took about a year and a traumatic experience on the field, fighting alongside the pro for their very lives and the lives of those around them, for him to realize what he was doing wrong, and what he could be doing better. Sure, what All Might said was out of ignorance, which certainly wasn’t the making of a hero, but what he had done in return definitely wasn't the making of a hero either.

And despite that, despite all of that reasoning, he still found himself hesitating to take that first step.

“You are not obligated to go with him!”

“Ah, don’t worry about it Midori!” Uraraka cheered from beside him, “Iida and I will be fine on our own!”

“Indeed!” Iida agreed, “I’m sure you have great matters to discuss, which we will leave you to! In fact, Uraraka and I will head over to the cafeteria now, hopefully to beat the incoming classes!”

And then they left. Uraraka and Iida walked right past him, right past All Might, and continued down the hall to the cafeteria. They left, leaving him alone in the hallway to stare blankly at the number one hero. And as he could still see their fading forms, he found his subconscious desperately calling out for them to stay.

Please… don’t leave…

“So, Young Midoriya?” All Might called out again, this time much quieter, “Ready to go?”

“Just leave with your friends!”

He couldn’t move, well, he could, but barely. Surely not enough to take that first step, figuratively or literally. His hands trembled slightly at his sides and his fingers curled in, though only grasping air, and not his uniform pants like he was looking for.

But what was he to do? The hall was empty, save for the two of them, and Gami was there in the back too. But what could the ghost do really? Neither of them could really do anything. Why was this so hard? He found himself screaming, loud, echoing around in his skull like it was bouncing off the insides. He wanted this, right? Then why couldn’t he just do it? Why did it feel like such a travesty, to have been left alone with All Might with no way out?

Well, he wasn’t technically alone. Gami was there too.

“Please! Please just walk away!”

Thankfully, he was lucky enough to have a Gami to assist him.

“Sure.”

Notes:

Ok, so this chapter was originally supposed to be longer, but it ended up getting too long and I knew I’d have to split it into two. So Chapter 27 will be the end half of this first day back from the USJ attack, and I’ve got myself a lot more editing to do to whip that into an actual chapter. Why do I have the feeling this is going to start becoming more and more common…

But the Sports Festival is coming!! To be honest, this is one of the best arcs in canon, and I’m so excited to write it. Though, knowing my style and tendencies, it’ll probably be across a multitude of chapters, which is going to be soooooo much work. Of course, I’ve got so many ideas I’ve yet to plan out, so there’s that first, but despite all that upcoming work, I couldn’t be more excited!

I haven’t forgotten about my other subplot, the “Aftermath of Ishihara” arc, I’m just doing the thing where I balance one subplot while introducing an actual plot at the same time. It’s all necessary to the overall narrative, even if it is a bit confusing and redundant at times. But I know for sure that Chapter 28 will pick up on that subplot of mine, not sure if it will end it, but pick up on it for sure!!

And Uraraka’s motive for heroism was finally revealed! Midoriya seems a bit conflicted though, I mean, who wouldn’t be? Choosing your beliefs or your friends, it’s a tough choice indeed. Though, it all feeds back into a larger point in the future, one that the “Aftermath of Ishihara” arc also feeds into. Big brain stuff over here, let’s just hope I don’t short circuit by accident lol.

Anyway, that’s all for now! List below as usual!!

Death’s Touch: Anything Midoriya touches starts to decay immediately, regardless of the amount of fingers touching. This ability works on both the living and the non living. At first, Midoriya couldn’t control this ability, as it activated immediately without his consent. However, now he is able to control the activation on humans and non living objects, being able to start and stop the decay at will. However, he had gained no progress with plant or animal life. Any damage done to living organisms with this power cannot be healed.

Death’s Scythe: Midoriya can summon a scythe to fight with at will. The scythe vaguely resembles a bird’s beak, and has a hole near the start of the blade. The scythe is the only item that can’t be destroyed by Death’s Touch. The Death’s Touch ability can be shared with the scythe at Midoriya’s will, however it can only decay what it cuts. The decay follows the same rules as Death’s Touch. He can also make the scythe disappear at will when he is finished with it or to free his hands.

Immortality: Midoriya is immortal and cannot die. However, he can still get hurt and scarred. The immortality ability doesn’t provide any regeneration, but any wounds that could be detrimental to his job, such as lost/broken limbs and organs, will be healed the next day.

Premonition: Midoriya can see flash images of people who may die before they are supposed to. Normally, he cannot interfere with death, as it’s his job, but he has the option of attempting to save anyone he views in a premonition. These premonitions are bare and don’t provide much information other than the person themselves and their demise, occasionally revealing the setting and attacker, if any. The premonitions can come true between an hour after viewing to 3 days later.

Soul Contact: When a person dies, their soul is immediately sent to Midoriya. He can see, touch, and hold these souls. When holding a soul, Midoriya can see the most important memories and decisions attached to that soul, and hence that person.

Soul Sorting: This ability allows Midoriya to decide which part of the afterlife a soul moves on to. The areas of the afterlife can only be summoned with intent and the swipe of a hand, with the areas themselves being represented by flames. The areas that he can choose from are Paradise, Purgatory, and the Underworld. Once Midoriya decides where the soul best fits, it is sent to the being of that respective area. If approved, the soul stays in that area forever, the exception being Purgatory. Souls in Purgatory can be moved again to either Paradise or the Underworld, however, this is not Midoriya’s decision. If rejected, the soul is sent back to him for reevaluation. All souls must be sorted within 24 hours of Midoriya receiving them, with rejected souls resetting their time limits once they get back to him. Failure to sort a soul within its time limit may result in serious unknown punishment.

Chapter 27: Missing A Train Only Hurts If You Run After It

Summary:

Midoriya finds himself stuck in the second chance train station with only one ticket.

But... does he even want to use it?

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

“I’m not really sure how to start this…”

Midoriya sat painfully still on a stool in the break room and pulled up to a table. All Might sat across from him, on a large couch much too big for him. Once the two had entered the break room, All Might let go of his transformation immediately, reverting back to his skeletal form. It wasn’t the first time he’d seen the hero all skin and bones, but it still startled him nonetheless. Something about the symbol of peace looking so paper thin just didn’t sit right with him, and he imagined the rest of the country would feel somewhat similar.

All Might poured out two cups of tea from the thermos on the table, and hesitantly offered him one. Some instinctual obedience inside the boy guided his hand out to take it, but he found himself hesitating as well, stopping mid movement. He was trying to make an effort, but something seemed to stop him every time. It wasn’t that hard, just grab the cup. That’s all he had to do, just grab the cup. Why couldn’t he do it?

Why were his hands shaking so bad?

The hero seemed to understand he wasn’t going to take it from him, and instead placed it down in front of him on the table. He let out a heavy sigh, dabbing at the blood that leaked from his lips, before grabbing his own glass to wash the metallic taste down.

“A lot’s been on my mind as of late…” the bony hero admitted, losing the tension in his shoulders, “But I guess I should start from the beginning.”

Midoriya couldn’t stop the slight hitch in his breath, but no one else seemed to notice.
Gami, who was floating next to his successor, narrowed his eyes cynically, and shifted a bit closer, wishing he could be seen by the other man.

The air in the room was undeniably tense, thick like fog. Each breath felt like swallowing water, the pits of lungs heavy with weight. And the silence certainly didn’t help, only fueling the anxiety that invaded everyone’s thoughts, which hashed out constant possible scenarios for how this situation could end up.

“I’d like to offer my deepest apologies for my words and actions the first time we met.”

The teen swore he felt his heart stop, like it was cramping up and he was having a heart attack. If he wasn’t so petrified from the atmosphere before, he would have clutched his chest dramatically out of instinct. Did… did he just actually hear that? It wasn’t his head making it up like some sick fantasy, right? He couldn’t bring himself to words, simply sitting there in shock like a deer in headlights, not that All Might noticed anyway. It seemed the hero was too deep in his own thoughts as well.

Gami almost said something, but decided against it last minute. His bony fingers curled into a fist, but he otherwise did nothing to break the pause.

“I’m the symbol of peace, I’m supposed to be a source of inspiration and hope for all.” His voice shook with fervor, and yet his head was cast with shame. “And even if I wasn’t the number one hero, my words were ignorant and spiteful, and completely inappropriate to say no matter the situation.”

Midoriya was sure he looked like a fish out of water, much like how he remembered the hero looking when he turned down his quirk that fateful day, but he couldn’t quite fathom what was occurring right before his eyes. It was fair to say he certainly wasn’t expecting this, but that would most definitely be an understatement. And yet, here was the small slight of hope that had survived that encounter currently playing out before him, the tiny shard of optimism that he had somehow hung onto.

It was risky: to get this attached again. He was only asking to be hurt again, opening himself back up to someone who had damaged him in the past. He was only asking for his confidence to once again be crushed, to be left in shambles at his feet for him to scrape back together just like before.

And yet, he reached out over the edge with full faith, grasping for that one sliver of longing that plagued him as greatly as his troubles did.

“I didn’t handle your acceptance to U.A. all that great either,” All Might continued, “I guess I was just in disbelief, but that doesn’t excuse my childish actions.”

The ghost continued his quiet observance. Surely humans couldn’t have a change of heart so suddenly, so drastically, right? Surely it wasn’t possible, for ways set in stone to erode away like they hadn’t existed at all? But, for all his skeptical and cynical nature, Gami could not pick up a hint of malice off the tongue of the hero before him. Despite how protective he was, nothing set off the alarms he was so used to hearing. Everything felt so genuine, but how could that be?

Humans are cruel and unrelenting, surely they couldn’t change, right?

He peered over to his successor, who had suffered far more at the hands of fate than what should’ve been necessary. And yet, he held no desire for revenge, no ounce of malice. Despite his mistreatment over the years, his dreams remained the same as they always had, pure and honorable.

Surely that couldn't have been natural either, right?

Or were humans less categorizable than he initially believed?

“I hope you can at least accept my apology, even if it’s coming far later than it should’ve.” His skinny fingers dug into his suit pants, which were now far oversized against his body, “I truly am sorry, and I hope to make amends.”

Midoriya felt kind of floaty, like he wasn’t really grounded on Earth anymore. Like gravity had just given out on him, and he was going to float out into space. It was surreal, in the sense that he felt so strange and yet normal. Confused and yet relieved. Unsure and yet resolved.

Was it nice?

Yeah, it was nice.

“You don’t have to say anything now…” All Might reassured, waving his hands a bit frantically, “I just couldn’t prolong this any more than I already had.”

“N-No no, I just-” He couldn’t catch himself before the words spilled out, like they were one the tip of his tongue the whole time. “I just don’t really know what to say, but…”

His thoughts trailed off as he was pulled back to the events of the USJ attack. Bloody, tired, lying helplessly on the ground as the Nomu loomed over him. Shigaraki’s smile permanently engraved into his mind, carved into his skull like stone. His body filled with nothing but fear, the adrenaline he had been living on had been long bleed out of his veins. He remembered desperately hoping, praying, that someone would come. That someone would save him. Because he was scared, terrified even, and he needed a hero.

“I AM HERE.”

And then one came.

And even after that, he remembered the fear that shot through him as All Might fought, and all the breaths he held as All Might bled. Shigaraki’s words replayed in his head over and over like a broken record, his skewed ideology sparking that same disgust he felt on the battlefield. He didn’t want to agree with a villain, especially one like him, on any point, no matter how small. And as Shigaraki continued to call All Might names that had undeniably passed through his own mind, he knew he had to change.

“You saved me.”

He was going to change.

“But… after what happened at USJ, I knew I had to say something to you,” Midoriya finally admitted, “I knew I couldn’t just keep going like… like you didn’t exist, despite what happened before…”

The blond hero looked to the side for a moment, gathering his thoughts again after a brief pause. “I wanted to thank you again for that as well. I really meant it when I told you that you saved my life…”

The teen took a short sip of his tea while waiting for the pro to finish his sentence, because it was clear he wasn’t done yet. Wait… when had he grabbed his cup?

All Might clenched his fists tighter, bowing his head in shame and guilt.

“Damn, I really was wrong about you…”

The deathly duo watched as he hunched in on himself, resting his forearms on his thighs. His shoulders stooped and his head bowed submissively between them. Indignity pulled at his heart, tearing it and squishing it back together again repetitively, but that wasn’t something that could’ve been seen.

Though, if his piercing blue eyes could’ve been seen through the shadows casted over them, maybe that would’ve cued them in on his feelings.

“You know, when I watched you take down that zero-pointer during the entrance exam, I couldn’t understand it. My mind kept flashing back to what you asked me under that bridge, and I was so certain you were quirkless,” the hero sighed as he admitted his faults, “The way you said it… it just didn’t seem like something you’d lie about.”

Midoriya’s guts churned at the word. Quirkless. He’d never truly get away from it, even if his quirk records said otherwise, but at this point, he wondered why it was taking this long for him to get over. He was so ready to move past it, to move past how it used to define him, and yet here he was taking another sip of tea to push back the stomach bile.

“I’ll be honest, I was worried you had received a quirk from a great enemy of mine. And upon seeing you again during the battle training exercise, I remember speaking with Nezu immediately after.” He recalled the timeline of his events. “And even after I explained to him all my intuitions, he brushed me off. Told me adamantly that wasn’t the case, but wouldn’t explain to me why.”

All Might had gone to Nezu concerning his powers? Well, he guessed that was fair. After all, he assumed it was just a miracle that All Might hadn’t mentioned anything to anyone concerning his admission of quirklessness that day under the bridge, but it made more sense that the hero was just keeping it to himself. Especially if he believed the boy had gotten his powers from an enemy of his. That thought too, rang loud in his head. Great enemy of All Might’s? He couldn’t really remember any villain that seemed to fit that title. Sure, there were tons of villains who declared it on their end, but the number one hero never really seemed to declare it back. Maybe that was just out of keeping as much peace as possible, after all, the last thing a hero needed was to engage a villain in their sick ideologies or beliefs, but still; Midoriya felt like he should’ve heard of a “great enemy” of All Might’s.

Also, what did he mean by “receiving a quirk”? Of course, based on the bit All Might had spilled to him the first time they met, it seemed as if the hero made out his quirk to be transferable, which of course he kept to himself in the same way All Might had done for him. But, even then, the teen had never heard of a quirk that could be given or passed onto someone else, and here were two examples swarming around in his head. Maybe he’d get to ask about it, if the opportunity presented itself.

“I really didn’t know what to think for a bit, but after everything at USJ, after seeing your condition and after you still risked your well being for mine, I knew I had made a grave miscalculation in my opinion of you.”

Midoryia was flabbergasted. Even Gami, who he could see out of the corner of his eyes, seemed to be taken aback at the pro’s admission in its entirety.

“Though I’m not sure where exactly your abilities fall under.” His speech had an air of finale to it. “I’ve realized that your intent here is good, and if Nezu trusts you, then so will I.”

The teen couldn’t stop the smile that bloomed on his face, small and shy, but a smile nonetheless.

“You… you don’t know how much it means to hear that…”

He couldn’t deny the spark of warmth in his heart, as well as the undeniable sense of joy that flooded his system. He wanted this, he really did. And he was sure about that, if the bouncy feeling in his soul said anything about it.

But he wasn’t a fool. He knew his boundaries better than anyone, and if All Might really wanted to press about his powers, he’d have to bite the bullet first. He could go ahead and ask, but that didn’t mean he was going to answer.

Even just thinking that felt really good to that small, prideful ego he knew was somewhere.

And of course the pro realized this, which was to be expected after all. He coughed nervously, and for a second Midoriya had hope that he would decide to keep his questions to himself, that maybe the hero would defy his expectations after all. But alas, curiosity was a fine snare, and the reward of satisfaction made it all the more enticing.

“This may be a lot to ask, especially after all of this,” All Might started, though he didn’t even have to finish for the boy to understand what he wanted. Of course, he wouldn't dare interrupt him; he had the right to ask regardless. “But could you explain your quirk?”

The symbol of peace had the right to ask, and he would honor that.

But he didn’t have to answer.

“I don’t really feel comfortable sharing anything about my abilities as of yet,” Midoriya replied firmly, the doubt that constantly plagued him surprisingly nowhere to be found.

Damn, he was really starting to love this new bout of confidence.

“But, I hope that in the future, that can change…”

And he wasn’t lying. There was no false hope or common courtesy in his voice, despite not really registering what just flew from his mouth. But, it sounded right to every sense of his mind. He felt no anxiety, no self doubt, well… maybe a little self doubt, but that was normal, right? Because right now, he felt normal, in every sense of the word.

He could really get used to this.

“Of course of course,” All Might backtracked frantically, doing his best not to come off imposing. Though, the stress seemed to quickly die off as the hero collected himself. “I’d feel the same way if it were my quirk being discussed.”

The thought of that sent a small smile to the blond’s face, a huff of amusement escaping his lips as his gaze trailed off to the side.

“Now that I think about it, I left you with a lot of unanswered questions that day, didn’t I?”

Midoriya too sent back an awkward little smile of his own.

“That’s a bit of an understatement…” He chuckled back quietly under his breath, though the air was silent enough for it to be heard anyway.

Even despite all the smiles and chuckles and talk, the air in the room was still heavy with tension. The two of them were simply riding on the waves of the moment, going wherever their words let them without a second thought. It was the only way either of them were going to get their words through to the other, and it was mighty convenient that both of them seemed to recognize it. And though both of them seemed to be fine with it, or at least tolerate it, Gami had to restrain every will in his soul from intervening. He knew this conversation didn't involve him, but boy did it hurt him to listen to.

“I supposed I owe you an explanation at the least,” the hero mumbled, “It’s the least I can do after all this…”

Widening his eyes, Midoriya moved to wave his hands dismissively. Sure, the analyst in him was freaking the fuck out currently, he wouldn’t deny that. All Might’s quirk had been a media mystery since, well, forever, and every major fan, analyst, and doctor had done their take on what it could possibly be. Even he, somewhere in one of his old journals, could admit he had speculated, which was putting it lightly. And if that was what the hero was implying, there was a huge part of him that was excited, tense even, to hear the answer.

But, having a secret of his own had taught him a lot of things, some more valuable than others. It taught him to be vigilant, aware, always one step ahead from the worst possible scenario he could conjure up. It taught him to be guarded and suspicious, which didn’t always work for him, but wasn’t exactly a bad trait to have. But most of all, it taught him responsibility and the weight of it, because as much as he wished to confide in Uraraka, Iida, Todoroki, hell, even All Might on the premise he could give some pointers for keeping such a grand secret, he understood why he couldn’t. He was keeping himself safe, safe from being targeted, outcast, compared, and it kept the people close to him safe, whether they realized it or not.

“T-That’s really not neces-”

“My quirk-” All Might continued anyway- “is called One for All.”

Midoriya felt the breath get stuck in his throat, his eyes nearly popping out of their sockets.

“O-One for All…?” he repeated back in a mix of confusion and awe.

The hero nodded in confirmation. “Like I hinted at the day we met, One for All can be passed down from person to person, accumulating power as it moves between users. The first person cultivates the power, and then passes it on to another. The next refines it and passes it on again. And this network of power, this olympic torch, was then passed down to me!”

By this point, All MIght had risen out of his seat on the couch, standing profoundly above the table despite his skeletal form. His fists were clenched with pride, hands extended outward to touch all of the air. If he were any louder, Midoriya would have been sure someone could overhear, but honestly, he couldn’t blame the pro in the slightest. Just listening to him describe it filled the teen with wonder.

Gami too, seemed to be at a loss for words.

“That’s incredible…!” he responded, his voice so hushed it may as well have been silent, “I’ve never even heard of a quirk like that.”

“I was the 8th user of One for All-” And just like that, the joyous mood was dashed as All Might clutched his injured side- “but my injury forced me to look for a successor sooner than I thought I would have to. It’s the reason I came to teach at U.A., to find a student worthy of this power!”

Midoriya recalled the injury the hero was referring to, how could he forget? The gruesome, web-like hole in his side, that stretched across his skin in spidery veins. It was the reason the hero could only work 3 hours a day, the reason blood leaked from his mouth, the reason billows of smoke steamed from his skin. He couldn’t even begin to imagine the battle that caused that injury, nor the foe who gave it.

Did that have anything to do with All Might’s great enemy?

“In fact, my time is even shorter after the events at USJ. I only have 50 minutes left…”

The boy gasped in shock, unable to restrain himself at the reveal.

“That’s it?!” One of his gloved hands clasped over his mouth. He hadn’t realized how much the Nomu had really damaged him, despite all that he did to deter it.

“Midoriya dear, you would have died.”

He needed to be better.

All Might nodded painfully, like the acceptance hurt him as well. “It’s true… and that’s why my search has become of even more importance.”

So he really hadn’t been kidding when he offered his quirk to him that day? That was… kind of crazy to think about. That he had been offered a quirk that had existed for decades, maybe even centuries. Did Gami have any insight into this then? He’d have to ask the ghost later. But for now, Midoriya found himself in pure awe, and he couldn’t help but imagine where he might be if things had gone differently that day.

Where might he be now?

The sickly hero wasn’t making eye contact with him anymore, instead looking away to ponder his own thoughts, of which he couldn’t really imagine. The amount of stress the number one hero was under, it was truly unfathomable, and Midoriya was sure he had it bad. Such a phenomenal power seemed like such a curse right now, much like how he often felt towards his own abilities.

“Midoriya.” The use of his name without any additional titles certainly startled him out of the depths of his head, forcing him to snap back to attention and back into eye contact. “I recognize how I handled myself the day we met was certainly unprofessional, and very unheroic…”

The teen could sense the drop in air temperature and reached for his warm cup of tea, hoping that whatever Gami was feeling wouldn’t manifest itself as destructive activity.

“But if I were to offer you my quirk once more, the power of One for All… would you accept it?”

They say that second chances aren’t to be squandered, that they should be taken advantage of since the first was already lost. That second chances are an opportunity to do better, to change for the better. That second chances are a comeback, a possibility to go all the way. That second chances come and go like trains, and that picking the right one is the true challenge.

They say that only lucky people get second chances, and that only astute people know when to take them.

Midoriya already knew he was pretty lucky, it practically defined him by now, but then again, maybe he wasn’t as sharp as he liked to believe.

Oh well, intelligence was subjective anyway.

“I can’t. I’m sorry.”

Midoriya hadn’t even realized he had risen from his seat as well, to the soles of his sturdy feet. His hands were clenched too, right into his pants. His eyes burned with determination, with focus not unlike his training days.

He’d never felt so sure of his thoughts before.

How ironic indeed.

But when the air remained as tensely silent as it had been before and the pro in front of him remained the statue he was, the boy found himself reeling back into instinct.

“I-I didn’t mean any disrespect by it! I just-” He stuttered, waving his hands frantically- “I just need to do this with my own power.”

At that, he looked towards his feet, unable to meet the glance the hero was sending him. He was confident in his words, yet unsure in himself. And that was the perfect combination for feeling hesitant overall; he especially looked the part. No one would’ve believed him unless they looked into his mind for themselves, and he had plenty of other thoughts up there that he didn’t want to explain anytime soon. So they would just have to have faith in him, he would have to have trust in himself, because proof just wasn’t possible.

He knew what he was saying.

He just needed to trust in it.

“I need to prove to everyone… and to myself, that my abilities can really help people. I can’t hide behind another quirk. I have to do this myself.”

He lifted his head up, fiery green irises meeting chilling blue. His stare burned with resolve, clear and unwavering, intense like the heat of the sun.

He’d always wanted a quirk, for as long as he could remember. He’d despised being quirkless: the label, the feeling, all of it, and despite having power at his fingertips, he’d hated it for the longest time. He’d wanted a real quirk, not the excuse he had instead.

And yet, he’d turned down that opportunity twice now.

Clearly, he wasn’t the only one who found that amusing.

All Might smirked right back at him, letting out a little huff that sounded somewhat like a chuckle. He ran a hand through his messy hair, pulling it back between his fingers. His blue eyes were the clearest Midoriya had ever seen them.

“I figured you would say that,” the hero answered, his face holding a sense of acceptance, “That’s why I already passed down One for All to my successor.”

The boy’s face immediately drained of all its strength, fading to shock instead. He nearly took a step back into the stool behind him, but managed to keep his feet firmly planted on the floor. Though, that was more due to the cold hand on his back propping him up than any sort of self resolve he’d like to attribute it to.

“Then… then why?” he stumbled out, “Why are you telling all this then?”

All Might roughly threw himself back onto the couch with a plop, completely falling into it like his legs suddenly gave out on him. He leaned back into it: head, neck, and all, staring up at the ceiling. His shoulders dropped and his arms hung limply at his sides.

“Since we first met, there have been no reports about me having some sort of passable quirk,” he rambled as his head fell to the side, “In fact, there hasn’t even been as much as speculation of a passable quirk existing.”

Midoriya immediately calmed down from his panic, the tension leaving his body in an instant. His eyes widened like camera lenses, a look of realization spreading over his features.

“Even after all the things I said, the way I treated you and disregarded your potential,” The pro addressed for what seemed like the millionth time today. “You still kept my secret.”

And then, All Might sat up, snapping his head forward to stare back at him. His glare shot right through the boy, and for a second he wasn’t even sure if he was breathing. It was only the sound of his pounding heart echoing back through his ears that reminded him he was still conscious.

“I trust you, Young Midoriya… and I hope one day I can earn your trust as well.” The strength and passion in his voice was undeniable, like its sheer power could topple a mountain. “But until then, I want to support your journey as much as I can!”

Gami shuffled from his still spot, his bones creaking like rusty hinges. He hadn’t moved much since entering the room, and his throat was running pretty dry, but he understood why his thoughts were telling him to do so. And as much as it pained his soul to sit back on the sidelines, the soft smile on Midoriya’s face told him all he needed to know.

Maybe he’d been wrong after all.

He looked back and forth between the newfound confidence rolling off his successor and the admiration shining on All Might’s face.

But… maybe being wrong wasn’t so bad either.

 


 

“Well, today has certainly been eventful…”

Midoriya huffed as he packed away his school books, “That’s an understatement.”

The final period had finally wrapped itself up for the day, and the teen found himself more than ready to head home and spend some time alone. Though he was much more collected than the others, he was internally jumping for joy at the upcoming festival, and was more than ready to end the day so he could get started on training.

He’d managed to get back into the mood for it after his conversation with All Might. They ended up drifting towards the Sports Festival after the hero got everything off his chest, and now, it was all he could think about. And on a full stomach of rice and tea, he was beaming with more energy than he was used to.

“Midori!” Uraraka cheered as she made her way over to him, clutching the strap of her backpack, “I don’t know about you, but all the talk today has got me super pumped!!”

He smiled at her enthusiasm. “I’m really looking forward to it.”

“Indeed.” And that was when Iida decided to join them in his usual blunt manner. “This is a prime opportunity to gain exposure in the hero world! Chances such as these should not be squandered!”

The trio began making their way towards the exit of the classroom, and Uraraka and Iida found themselves surprised when Midoriya followed. He usually remained in the classroom when they were leaving, and the other two had to walk to the station on their own.

Noticing their curious stares, the boy scratched the back of his neck awkwardly.

“I just want to stop by my locker,” he clarified to them, “I want to grab an extra set of gloves before I go home to start training.”

Uraraka put a finger to her chin. “Ah, that makes sense…”

Iida nodded stiffly. “Preparation is key!”

But Gami cocked his head to the side, admittedly not following the current conversation in the slightest. “I do not understand. Do you not have more than enough spares at home?”

His friends smiled at him warmly, and he couldn’t help but smile back without a word. They were the first ones to reach the door, with the rest of their class trailing loosely behind them. Uraraka pulled gently on the shut door, sliding it open, with the rest of the group chatting lightly behind her. But they were all pulled back to attention when she gasped loudly, and took a step back in shock.

Standing all around the doorway, as well as filling up the hall, were tons upon tons of U.A. students, all from different classes. They crowded around the now open door, all trying to get a peek inside. The chatter was overwhelming, and Midoriya swore he almost couldn’t hear his own heartbeat over it. He stood there petrified, unable to move anything other than his wide eyes, which shot over to Iida, who only looked the same.

“W-What’s going on?!” she cried out.

The rest of the class shared her dismay, gasping out in disbelief as all the chatter amongst themselves died instantly. The deathly duo shared a quick look, but all was silent between them.

“No way out! What’re they here for?” Mineta stuttered, wiping the sweat off his brow.

And then there was a squeal behind him, and Midoriya whipped his head around just in time to see Bakugo shove Mineta out of his way. The teen promptly stepped to the side to avoid the blond doing the same to him, and Bakugo strolled right on past them before turning his head back.

“They’re scoping out the competition, duh,” he quipped before pushing Uraraka out of the way, though considerably lighter than he had the others.

The fiery student stopped at the doorway to the classroom, right where the brunette had been standing before. He rolled his eyes before stuffing his hands absentmindedly into his uniform pockets.

“We’re the kids who survived a villain attack,” he continued, “Makes sense they’d want a look before the Sports Festival.”

When it was put that way, the USJ incident didn’t seem as far away as he was subconsciously trying to make it. Every little thing seemed to worm its way back to that event, in all its terror and glory. He could still feel the wet blood running down his face, the aching in his bones about to shatter, the tightness in his throat. It seemed like so long ago, but it just kept coming back.

He wiped the bead of sweat from his forehead, and couldn’t deny his surprise at the absence of red from his glove.

He was so ready for this to be over.

“No point though,” Bakugo scoffed, reminding Midoriya he was in the classroom right now, not bleeding out on the plaza floor, “Move aside extras.”

And that was all that was necessary to send class 1-A spiraling back into chaos. Though, Midoriya could admit, that was arguably much better than spiraling back into the chaos of his own suffocating thoughts.

“Goodness, he truly cannot keep his mouth shut, can he?”

If the circumstances were different, maybe Midoriya would’ve laughed at the uncharacteristic annoyance in his mentor’s tone.

Iida swung a hand out robotically. “Can we please not resort to calling those we don’t know ‘extras’?!”

Even amongst the chaos of his own class sputtering out excuses for Bakugo’s behavior and the chatter of the students outside, Midoriya still picked up on the slight grunts and yelps coming from the back of the mob. If anything good came out of the USJ attack, it would have to be his heightened senses. He was much more observant of the world around him, and in turn much more wary. His ears honed in on the noise, and he moved to try and get a better look of the doorway.

A tall mass of gravity defying purple hair could be seen over the ocean of heads outside, as well as the heads that toppled in its path. It stood much taller over the other students, much taller than Midoriya was, even looming slightly.

And Midoriya didn’t ignore the small alarm bell in the back of his head.

“It’s true. We came to get a look, but you sure are modest.”

At the sound of his voice, the teen felt shivers run down his spine, and not the pleasant kind.

“Are all the kids in the hero course like this one?”

Bakugo grunted in response, “Huh?!”

Beside him, Iida moved to begin denying the words thrown onto his class. Midoriya started to do the same, but was promptly shut down by a press to his shoulder by a familiarly bony hand.

Now that was the kind of chill he liked.

“Do not call attention to yourself,” Gami advised firmly, “There is something off about this voice, and I would rather not have its owner focus in on you.”

He guessed the ghost was experiencing the same sort of red flags he was, and so he nodded slightly and kept his lips shut.

The wearer of the purple hair finally emerged from the crowd, shoving his way to the front, which allowed everyone to get a better look at him. He was exceptionally plain, with dark bags under his eyes, even worse than the ones Midoriya owned. His hair weaved wildly into the air and looked kind of fluffy to the touch.

Gami would never say it aloud, but the newcomer reminded him greatly of his successor.

“Gotta say,” he piped up in the same voice that had pierced through the crowd, “I’m a little disillusioned if this is what you’re offering.”

He lowered the hand resting on the back of his head, and Midoriya couldn’t help but feel slightly intimidated at the action.

“Those of us who didn’t make the hero course are stuck in general studies and other tracks,” the zombie-ish teen continued, “There’re quite a few of us, you know?”

Midoriya did know that, actually. He understood that if he failed the hero exam there was a good chance he’d be put into general studies instead. He had done his research into the educational system at U.A., and crafted up a plan just in case that happened. And because of that, he understood exactly where the boy in front of him was headed.

There was one way, and one way only, for a general studies student to get up to the hero course.

“Depending on the results of the Sports Festival, they might consider transferring us up to the hero course. I understand the reverse is also possible for you.”

And even though he knew it was coming, the teen had to gulp down the nervousness in his throat. He couldn’t afford to fail in the next two weeks, and if that meant constant blood, sweat, and tears, then he’d make it happen.

The tips of his fingers tingled with anticipation and anxiety, and he wasn’t sure which was which.

“Scoping out the competition?” He mocked Bakugo’s choice words from earlier. “For a general studies kid like me… this’ll be the perfect chance to knock you off your pedestals.”

As an extra rub of salt in the wound, he stuffed his hands in his pockets to mimic the exact stance of the fiery blond in front of him.

“Consider this a declaration of war.”

Midoriya felt his heart skip a beat, and not in the romantic way that is always portrayed in sappy movies. He legitimately felt his heart stop for a second, cramping in his chest like a dead weight. He looked around slightly, and found himself just a bit relieved at the tense faces of Uraraka and Iida, thankful that they were the ones, if any, to share his unease.

“I do hope the children in other classes are not this rigid and aggressive,” Gami commented, “You do have a tendency to make… less than pleasant first impressions.”

Midoriya wanted to argue, but then he thought back to Iida… and Aizawa… and All Might, and found himself reluctantly agreeing with his mentor.

But just as he was starting to think the chaos was over… suddenly it wasn’t.

Another student shoved himself to the front, and his appearance was much more eye catching than the teen before. His hair was colored a light grey, and almost appeared metallic in nature, with stiff ends that never seemed to move. There was thick hair that seemed to gather around his eyes, to which Midoriya could only presume were his eyelashes. His teeth were sharp and pointed like Kirishima’s… and like the shark villain that nearly chomped him in two at the USJ attack.

God, why couldn’t he get his mind away from that place?

“Hey!!” he called out, “I’m from class 1-B, next door!”

They’d be seeing more of him then…

“Heard you guys fought some villains, wanted to find out more but… all I’m seeing is this arrogant bastard!!”

And there went any chance of repairing their reputation as a class. Midoriya resisted the urge to curse out Bakugo to the universe right then and there.

Gami, however, did not.

“You know, there’ve been rumors going around about someone from your class getting seriously injured after the attack.” The intensity of his voice never seemed to de-escalate. “To think I came to offer my sympathy!!”

Even if Midoriya wanted to debate his calmness with the earlier student’s declaration, there was no way he could even fight the fact that his heart stopped completely this time. He didn’t dare move to check on his friends beside him, desperately hoping that they didn’t make a move to indicate him. In fact, instead of choking on the tense silence, he was praying it continued. But out of 19 other students, it was a harsh improbability. The true question was, who would be the one to talk first? Would it be Mineta, unable to tell the sensitivity of the situation? Would it be Iida or Kirishima, inadvertently exposing him to defend his honor? Would it be Bakugo, uncaring to his feelings or using the opportunity to single him out?

He waited in long silence

He waited in even longer silence.

He waited in the longest silence he’d ever experienced.

“Ugh,” the class 1-B student jumped back in as his patience died down, “You better not make fools of the hero course at this thing!!”

He was still too rigid to move, but he noticed Gami observe the class out of the corner of his eye. The ghost seemed to do one quick sweep of the room, and afterwards returned to his stance. But the boy could’ve cared less about what he saw, still relishing in the wonderful silence.

Even as the student from before shouted something else, all Midoriya could hear was the beautiful, wonderful silence.

And then Bakugo had to go and ruin it by pushing his way through the crowd to leave the classroom. Clearly, he wasn’t the only person bothered by the sudden development.

“Wait, you jerk! What are you doing?!” Kirishima yelled, “Thanks to you we’ve got a whole mob of haters now!!”

Bakugo spared a glance behind him, staring down the redhead with one explosive look.

“I don’t give a crap…” he admitted, “I’m heading for the top. Why should I care?”

And that was enough to leave the class speechless as the blond resumed leaving. The trio of friends stared absentmindedly at Bakugo’s back until it disappeared between the mass of students. The rest of the class made no move after him until he was completely gone, not even a sound.

Midoriya missed the silence, but not like this.

But he didn’t have time to reminisce about any of it, as Kirishima broke it again with a scoff. “I wanna be mad, but that was so straightforward and manly.”

Tokoyami nodded affirmatively. “The top… well, he’s not wrong.”

“Don’t let him play you!” Kaminari clearly didn’t agree. “All he’s doing is winning us enemies!”

Gami rolled his eyes, not that anyone could tell. “He is much too aggressive for his own good. That type of attitude certainly brings nothing good…”

But Midoriya remained silent, staring at Bakugo’s now empty spot. He hadn’t even realized he was staring there, nor for how long, but he was snapped out of it with a slight touch to his upper arm, one that wasn’t cold and undead.

“Hey, Midori?” Uraraka spoke with a slight whisper, probably because she’d stayed silent for so long, “You ready to go?”

He looked to her quickly, before his eyes trailed back to where Bakugo was standing before. The spot looked kind of empty and lifeless compared to before, and when he snapped his neck back around to look behind him, the rest of the classroom felt the same, despite having the rest of the class present. There was plenty of chatter, and smiles, and laughs, but it all seemed aimless. Even the air felt dead to his lungs.

Strange how just a couple days ago, it was the opposite.

“Yeah, let’s go.”

 


 

“Alright, I’ll see you guys tomorrow!”

Midoriya softly closed the door of his locker, the click still audible in the mostly cleared out hallway. He waved passively to Uraraka and Iida, who were now walking down the hall without him on their way to the station. They smiled back at him from over their shoulders, before turning the corner and disappearing from sight. He sighed, an extra pair of gloves in his hand.

Once he was sure they hadn’t forgotten anything and were on their way back, he quickly rolled in the combination for his lock and opened the door back up. The metal hinges squealed much louder this time, but he didn’t mind the obnoxious noise, placing the extra set of gloves he had come to fetch back on the shelf inside. He didn’t say anything to the ghost beside him, closing the door back up again and starting his route back to the classroom.

“You did not really need those gloves, did you?”

The teen shifted his backpack to stop it from drooping. “I needed them enough.”

The two traversed the near empty halls together, dodging the occasional glances from leftover students on their way back. Normally, Midoriya would wait in the classroom for everyone to leave, and only then would Aizawa let him know who he was walking back with, if anyone. Most of the time he left the school with Yamada, who preferred to do his paperwork at home anyway. Sometimes he walked home by himself, using the set of keys Yamada would lend him, and the two heroes would walk home together. Very rarely would he find himself walking with Aizawa, though that was usually because he always stayed after to talk with Nezu or to finish up work. But because he had left the classroom with Uraraka and Iida, he understood that he needed to check back in with the underground hero before doing anything. And even though he had obtained his official set of keys this morning, he doubted the heroes wanted him to go running off with them.

So he couldn’t quite hide his surprise at seeing Aizawa waiting for him with the closed classroom door behind him. And of course the pro picked up on it, no hero intuition necessary.

“Nezu wanted me to bring you down to one of the support labs,” he explained to the teen’s curious gaze, “He probably has something obnoxious planned, knowing him.”

Midoriya let out a noise of recognition and nodded. He paused, waiting for Aizawa to lead him, and sure enough, the hero set off on a path, with the deathly duo quickly moving to catch up.

He eventually matched pace enough to trail just slightly behind him, with Gami floating off to the side. By now, every hallway they turned into was completely empty, with all the students from before filed out of the building. They reached the elevator doors, and with a swipe of Aizawa’s keycard, the panel flashed green and the doors parted like the sea, magnificent and righteous.

The man stepped inside, holding one arm out to prevent the doors from closing while Midoriya followed. When Aizawa removed his arm to let the doors close and Gami still wasn’t inside yet, the boy stuck his own out instinctively to stop them from doing so.

Aizawa almost looked confused for a moment before he realized who he was dealing with.

“You coming?” he asked expectantly.

Gami looked down at himself, more specifically the wispy trails of his robe that ended into mist. “I would, but I do think that would be a very awkward elevator ride if I continue to pass through it as it is moving downwards.”

The teen lurched his head to the side. “Are you going to meet us then?”

The ghost nodded in confirmation. “I will follow the elevator through the wall so I can arrive on the destination floor.”

Aizawa, however, was able to pick up on the gist of the conversation even through the student’s responses alone. “He can meet us on basement floor 3.”

Midoriya snapped back to Aizawa, confused on how he obtained the context of their discussion, before just chalking it up to his rational intellect. He shrugged, before returning to his mentor. “Got that?”

Gami nodded once more, allowing his successor to pull back his arm and the elevator doors to close. The last thing he saw was his mentor giving a comedic mock salute, and then his vision was flooding with nothing but shiny metal.

He let out a sigh, a breath he didn’t realize he had been holding, before his glance trailed back to the hero standing next to him. Aizawa leaned across him to punch in their destination floor before returning to his spot. The green haired teen couldn’t help but notice a troubled look on his teacher’s face, and worry grew in his gut.

“S-Sorry about the hold up just now, Sensei…” He assumed the bothered expression was because he had held the elevator from moving to talk with Gami.

But clearly that wasn’t it, because he made no move to respond, that or he just was too bothered to. Midoriya shifted around nervously as the elevator hummed its way down, twiddling his fingers in an attempt to soothe himself. Things sure were more awkward without Gami, which was saying a lot when he was a 6 foot tall ghost that only he could see.

“Problem Child,” he began, making said child turn his attention back to him in an instant, “You are eating lunch everyday, right?”

Suddenly the elevator hum seemed very interesting to listen to. Where did this even come from? And why now, the one time his companion had separated from him throughout the day?

And so he did the only thing he was good at, lying like the pathetic excuse of a thankful human being he was. “Y-Yeah.”

But Eraserhead was a pro for a reason, and Midoriya cautiously resisted the urge to wipe his brow of sweat. “Well, Nezu told me your lunch account never seems to go down, so he wanted me to remind you that it gets automatically funded by the school budget.”

The boy felt his vision go blank. “It is…?”

“It is,” the homeroom teacher repeated, “And I wanted to remind you that you need stamina to save people.”

“You need to start eating regularly if you want to make it as a hero, or you won’t have any stamina to save anyone.”

His throat ran dry, and he could feel his stomach rumble despite having eaten with All MIght earlier. His hands grew shaky, like someone else was moving them for him, and he had to clasp them together out of fear that DT would start up unconsciously.

How long was this freaking elevator ride?

“I-I’m eating…” The words came out more hesitantly than he wanted. “I mean… yeah… I’m eating.”

Aizawa didn’t question him, to both his surprise and thankfulness. “Just wanted to let you know.”

And finally, after what seemed like an eternity, the elevator hitched to a stop and the doors dinged open to reveal one familiar ghost waiting for them.

“Goodness, what took you so lon-”

He stopped immediately upon seeing his successor’s pale face, the enthusiasm in his voice drained away without a chance to savor.

“What did he do.”

It wasn’t a question, but for once, Midoriya really didn’t feel like following orders. He shook his head lightly, knowing that Aizawa would still notice, and dismissively gestured for Gami to follow. He could feel the reluctance in the ghost’s expression, despite not being able to see it, and noted him actively getting closer to the underground hero. The teen dropped his shoulders in a mix of annoyance and irritation, though neither were really Gami’s fault.

“We’re going to be late to whatever Nezu needs us for if you keep that up,” he called out to his companion, “Now are you coming or what?”

The spirit picked up on his tone of voice like second nature, and though unwillingly, he moved away from the pro and back to his side, allowing the three to walk to the designated support lab in peace. As they moved past the other labs, Midoriya noticed they actually had student names on the doors, meaning these were just any support labs, they were support course labs.

Wonder what they were doing down here…

As he peered from door to door, he realized the sheer amount of teenage technological talent that was housed down here. Could he have been down here in another world? Could he have been a support course student in another universe, designing and creating gadgets for heroes instead? It put into perspective how lucky he was to have Gami, as well as the powers he had such a love hate relationship with. Not that there was anything wrong with what the support course students did, in fact, he thought it was the most underappreciated aspect of heroism. So many brilliant minds were behind the most popular and favorable heroes on the streets, and it was a real shame they didn’t get as much recognition as they deserved. But, in his heart, he wasn’t sure if working in a lab all day was for him. Sure, his gadgets would be aiding the fight against villainy and saving people, but he wanted to be out there and save people himself, not only for himself, but for the souls he put away every day. Of course, without Gami, without his job, he probably wouldn’t have that kind of strong motivation like he did now.

Maybe in a world without Gami, in a world without his responsibilities, he might have been down here after all. Besides, what else would a quirkless kid like him have done?

Aizawa stopped suddenly, making Midoriya pump the brakes in order to avoid running into him. Both he and Gami looked around curiously, trying to understand why they stopped moving, before the hero in front turned sharply to the left and knocked on the door. But try as they might, with the pro in the way, they couldn’t read the name on the door.

“Ah, that must be Aizawa-san and Midoriya!” Nezu’s unmistakable chipperness called from just beyond the door. “Come in! It’s unlocked!”

Aizawa nodded to himself and slid the door open, covering the label between the doorframe. The boy grumbled to himself at that, but he didn’t even have the chance to pull out the door to see as his teacher gestured for him to come inside. He made a quick look back to Gami for reassurance, but when the ghost merely shrugged, he found himself grumbling further under his breath.

The room was fairly large, but not large enough for his entrance to go unnoticed, so he slunked behind the underground hero as they went inside. The walls were lined with shelves upon shelves of tools and machinery, with scraps of metal lying all over the floor and underneath desks. Half finished projects hung on the walls and lied upon tabletops, wires strewn about. Blueprints were scattered about the room, some still in the process of fluttering to the floor after the gust of air that came from opening the door. All in all, the area looked to be a creative warzone, like a real life depiction of one of his quirk analysis notebooks.

“It’s so wonderful of you two to join us!” Nezu chirped, clasping his paws together.

Aizawa rolled his eyes, but it had very little irritation in it. “You asked us to come down here… Maijima, what are we doing here?”

Midoriya moved out to see who Aizawa was referring to, and recognized that signature yellow helmet rested on a lanky build. Powerloader stood behind the principal, and raised a hand to address the other pro’s question, but before he could do so, another mass hidden beside the excavation hero launched at him.

The teen had almost no time to react as something bright pink shot right at him with energetic speed. But even so, USJ had sure dug its teeth into him, and he hastily stepped back and brought up his gloved hands defensively on instinct. The thing seemed to understand somewhat and stopped right at his face, and from there, he could see that it wasn’t really a thing at all.

There before him, stood a girl with pink hair in thick strands. Her skin was pale, though covered thoroughly in a sheet of grease. She wore a pair of red goggles on her forehead, the gear keeping her hair out of her face, as well as a lively smile, to put it lightly. But her most notable feature were her green yellow eyes with a strange, yet captivating target symbol in each. She looked to be about as old as he was, so maybe a first year support course student? It was likely then that she was the owner of this lab, if her dirt and grime said anything.

But before he could analyze her any further, she made another excited jump at him, bringing back his apprehension tenfold.

“Ooo, you must be who the new baby is for!!” She grinned, getting right into his face. “Powerloader-sensei wouldn’t tell me while we were working on it.”

So she was a support course student for sure, and this was definitely her lab then. He nearly jumped when she told him of some new ”baby,” but assumed it was some way of referring to her inventions. Inventors were eccentric like that, or at least supposedly. Midoriya didn’t really like to assume stereotypes, but this girl was making it hard not to.

“Hatsume, you promised not to bombard them when they arrived,” Powerloader scolded.

She rolled her eyes much like a child and lurched her head over her shoulder. “I’m not bothering anyone, just ask him!”

The support course teacher sighed, his arms going limp in exasperation. “Can you please just let Nezu-san finish?”

It was now her turn to sigh, but she did listen and backed off from Midoriya ever so slowly. He couldn’t help the small bubble of relief that threatened to escape from his throat. Gami joined him at his side from the corner of his eye, and he resisted the urge to call out the ghost for leaving him on his own during that.

“She is certainly a handful.”

Midoriya clenched his fist.

He would not reveal his secret to two other people. He would not reveal his secret to two other people. He would not reveal his secret to two other people.

His nails pressed into his palm even through the fabric.

“Well, I am sorry for taking the time out of your day, Aizawa-san.” Nezu took over. “But I was afraid Midoriya wouldn’t feel comfortable coming down here with anyone else.”

Said hero nodded, keeping as much malice out of his actions as possible. “What did you need Problem Child for then?”

Powerloader snorted at the nickname, but no one seemed to pay him any mind.

Nezu then directed his attention to the green haired teen standing warily next to his teacher. His paws still held together, he brought them to his face, tilting his head slightly to create an enamored look. “Midoriya, do you remember what we discussed directly after the events of the USJ incident?”

The teen stiffened at the mention of the attack, and he wasn’t the only one. He didn’t want to think about that anymore, not the blood, the pain, the fear. He wanted to be done, and he didn’t want to accept the fact that he’d never truly be done with his experiences at the USJ. He hated trying to sleep at night and somehow waking back up again in Recovery Girl’s office in a panic, cold, achy, and scared. But that’s not how he woke up; he woke up with Gami at his side and plenty of people who came to check on him.

That’s right.

“Y-Yeah, we were talking about-” He robotically responded before realizing just what Nezu was talking about- “Wait, you mean…!”

The principal smiled. “I asked Powerloader to craft them for you, and it seemed Hatsume decided to join him.”

He turned back to the teacher, and like a planned presentation, Powerloader reached behind him to one of the tables, but before he could do anything, Hatsume grabbed what he was aiming for and ran back up to him.

“Allow me, Hatsume Mei, to introduce my newest baby!” she cried out like a businesswoman flaunting her new product, “With the help of Powerloader-sensei, here they are!”

She then held out a pair of gloves, which looked very similar to his own. Black and solid in color, polyester in look and likely feel. But there were some differences. One, there was a green stripe that ran down from the back of the index finger to the base of the gloves, giving it a slick design. The tips of the fingers were padded slightly to give the gloves more sturdiness.

He couldn’t stop the gasp of awe that erupted from him.

“Impressive, right?” she huffed, “These babies have got padded fingertips for cushioned support when landing on all fours and reinforced seams to prevent tearing. The stripe is for added flare, and they’re made completely from your own DNA!!”

He raised a hand to cover his agape mouth, feeling his own polyester especially cheap on his lips. His eyes began to water and he had to will the tears back. He reached another hand out to grab them, but hesitated, unsure of whether he was allowed to.

“I had Powerloader and Hatsume make a multitude of pairs for your hero costume.” Nezu continued, his smile ever wider, “But there were more than enough for you to have a pair for casual wear.”

He couldn’t believe what he was hearing. “S-So I can…?”

“They’re all yours!!” Hatsume cheered as she thrusted them at him.

He wasted no time, reaching out ever so shakily to take them from her. He began to pull off his usual ones to replace them, but found himself a little nervous to do so. Looking back up, he made eye contact with Aizawa next to him, who gave him a small nod of confirmation. There was a cold press to his shoulder, and he resisted the urge to look at what would be empty air.

And so with one big breath, he swapped the pairs, stuffing his old ones into his uniform pocket.

The fit was phenomenal, perfectly sized, not too snug, but certainly not too loose. The seams were practically indistinguishable, both to look and touch despite being reinforced. The texture wasn’t as rough as his polyester, but yet not soft enough to make him think they’d fall apart at the slightest touch. And the green stripe wasn’t as obnoxious as he was afraid it was going to be, and actually felt quite fitting to him. He couldn’t stop himself from flipping his hands around to examine them over and over again.

He couldn’t remember the last time he had felt this overjoyed.

“Test them! Test them!” the inventor chanted, “Try to decay my baby!”

Caught off guard by her knowledge of his power, Midoriya shot his head over to Nezu, who simply sent another smile his way.

“I informed them about the decay aspect of your quirk, among other information such as the size of your hands,” the principal explained to him, “It was necessary for them to know the constraints and purposes of the design I was requesting.”

The lie came out so smoothly, even Midoriya nearly missed it. But, that did make sense for Nezu to do, as creepy as it was to imagine how he obtained that information in the first place.

Shaking off his shudder, he turned both hands so his palms faced upwards, flexing his fingers as he did so. He couldn’t deny the anxiety and hesitation pooling in his stomach. He hated seeing his own gloves decay, usually from stress, as it reminded him of how little he could really do to prevent his destructive power from growing out of control. He wanted to help people, to save people, but that meant not being afraid of his own power. He had to get to a point where he didn’t even hesitate when using it, and as far fetched as that seemed right now, this was that next step.

Even while watching his hands shake and tremble, he knew this was the next step.

So he closed his eyes and let out an unsteady breath, keeping his vision dark as he let DT rush to his fingertips. He wanted to watch, but he couldn’t risk watching all this work go up in flames. He didn’t want to see them decay.

He waited in long silence

He waited in even longer silence.

He waited in the longest silence he’d ever experienced.

And then he opened his eyes.

Black fabric still stared back at him.

He almost collapsed to his knees, tears threatening to spring from his eyes once more. He was so sure he was going to openly break down into tears, the first time he felt such dissatisfaction at holding them back. He wanted to bring one hand to his mouth in disbelief, but he didn’t even want to move.

He couldn’t believe what was right before his eyes.

“I can’t…” he stuttered, “I can’t decay them.”

“Yes!!” Hatsume exclaimed, pumping her fist into the air, “My baby is a success!!”

Powerloader let out a sigh of relief. “I’m glad to see they work as intended.”

But Midoriya barely even heard them over his own internal happiness, his heart rate spiking out of control. He couldn’t decay them. He couldn’t decay them. As long as he was wearing them, he’d never have to worry about accidentally hurting someone or breaking something ever again. The answer to his problems, to all of his struggles, was truly right here at his fingertips.

He really couldn’t believe it.

“It seems you are satisfied with the end result, Midoriya?” Nezu pondered, though the answer was obvious.

The teen only nodded, unable to coax the words from his throat.

“Wonderful!” the principal chirped again, “I don’t have to worry about you decaying my microphone out of stress then!”

That caught everyone's attention, and all heads shot in that direction. The boy immediately felt his wondrous mood begin to turn for the worst, but he scrambled to hold it all together.

“I’m not sure I understand…” he admitted, hoping the mammal would take the hint and clarify.

Sure enough, he did. Though, he probably would’ve anyway, even if he hadn’t asked.

Probably…

“Ah, I forgot I haven’t mentioned anything as of yet,” he chuckled as he placed a contemplative finger on his chin, though it was obvious he didn't truly forget, “Must have slipped my mind then…”

It was a shame how smoothly the principal could lie at some points, and how he seemed to care so little for convincing during others. But that was just the phenomenon that was Principal Nezu, both in theory and actuality.

But when he clasped his paws together once more with a sickening smile, it reminded Midoriya that phenomena were often as terrifying as they were mysterious.

“You’ll be the one to deliver the opening speech for the first years at the Sports Festival, Midoriya!”

He was pretty sure his eyes rolled all the way to the back of his head and snapped back into place all at once. And judging by the way everyone else seemed to do the same, he guessed he wasn’t the only one to learn of this information now.

Still, that didn’t exactly make him feel any better.

“WHAT?!”

Notes:

This was supposed to be part of Chapter 26, but like I said before, I ended up splitting that in two and doing a boatload of editing. The second half of Chapter 26 became this! And honestly, I think it’s much easier to read a 17 page chapter and then a 20 page one, rather than just a 37 page chapter all in one go, despite having to split the day in two.

Can I just say there was so much freaking dialogue in this chapter? And it was all so important! To be honest, the dialogue was so much fun to write, since it was a good mix of canon and my own workshop. I think workshopping dialogue is so interesting and gives so much practice when trying to keep character, but it’s a lot of work.

So All Might redemption!! I’ve been planning this for a long time, simply because as I moved on from that infamous scene at the end of Chapter 7, I realized that I didn’t really want to bash any characters in this story. It doesn’t really make sense for the narrative and overall message I want to portray, and so I knew this had to come. It left me really satisfied actually, and I can’t wait to include All Might in more aspects of the story.

There's gonna be a little bit of a break before the Sports Festival, since right now, there are still two weeks before it starts, and I don’t want to brush them off. I’ve got quite a bit planned for these two weeks actually, so I’m not sure how many chapters it will take. I’m hoping only one, maybe two at max, but who knows? I’m writing this as I go, so only time will tell!

This brings us to the end! Comments and constructive criticism are highly appreciated as I love to write and want to improve! List is below as usual!!

Death’s Touch: Anything Midoriya touches starts to decay immediately, regardless of the amount of fingers touching. This ability works on both the living and the non living. At first, Midoriya couldn’t control this ability, as it activated immediately without his consent. However, now he is able to control the activation on humans and non living objects, being able to start and stop the decay at will. However, he had gained no progress with plant or animal life. Any damage done to living organisms with this power cannot be healed.

Death’s Scythe: Midoriya can summon a scythe to fight with at will. The scythe vaguely resembles a bird’s beak, and has a hole near the start of the blade. The scythe is the only item that can’t be destroyed by Death’s Touch. The Death’s Touch ability can be shared with the scythe at Midoriya’s will, however it can only decay what it cuts. The decay follows the same rules as Death’s Touch. He can also make the scythe disappear at will when he is finished with it or to free his hands.

Immortality: Midoriya is immortal and cannot die. However, he can still get hurt and scarred. The immortality ability doesn’t provide any regeneration, but any wounds that could be detrimental to his job, such as lost/broken limbs and organs, will be healed the next day.

Premonition: Midoriya can see flash images of people who may die before they are supposed to. Normally, he cannot interfere with death, as it’s his job, but he has the option of attempting to save anyone he views in a premonition. These premonitions are bare and don’t provide much information other than the person themselves and their demise, occasionally revealing the setting and attacker, if any. The premonitions can come true between an hour after viewing to 3 days later.

Soul Contact: When a person dies, their soul is immediately sent to Midoriya. He can see, touch, and hold these souls. When holding a soul, Midoriya can see the most important memories and decisions attached to that soul, and hence that person.

Soul Sorting: This ability allows Midoriya to decide which part of the afterlife a soul moves on to. The areas of the afterlife can only be summoned with intent and the swipe of a hand, with the areas themselves being represented by flames. The areas that he can choose from are Paradise, Purgatory, and the Underworld. Once Midoriya decides where the soul best fits, it is sent to the being of that respective area. If approved, the soul stays in that area forever, the exception being Purgatory. Souls in Purgatory can be moved again to either Paradise or the Underworld, however, this is not Midoriya’s decision. If rejected, the soul is sent back to him for reevaluation. All souls must be sorted within 24 hours of Midoriya receiving them, with rejected souls resetting their time limits once they get back to him. Failure to sort a soul within its time limit may result in serious unknown punishment.

Chapter 28: A Guide To Giving Up

Summary:

They say that a real decision is measured by the action taken afterwards...

Does that make every choice Gami's made a fake one?

Notes:

Trigger Warning: Panic Attacks

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Midoriya stormed into his room, throwing the door shut behind him. He flung his backpack onto the bed with such velocity it nearly skipped right off, but he paid no obvious mind. He didn’t even notice Links, who had been seated at the foot of the bed, scurry off the instant he even entered the room, taking up residence underneath. The stress rolled off the teen in thick, suffocating waves that filled the air with such density it was surprising that anything living could breathe at all.

Gami floated anxiously into the room on his tail, only to be met with the sight of his successor furiously stripping off his school uniform in front of the open closet. He found himself looking away awkwardly, hesitant on speaking a word. He’d lived with Midoriya for nearly 11 years, there wasn’t much he hadn’t seen. Hell, he’d practically been the boy’s parent. But here, he found himself speechless for a completely different reason.

The ghost turned to the door, almost wanting to leave the room in its entirety. Aizawa had walked them home, leaving with them after Nezu’s impromptu meeting in Hatsume’s support lab. The two hadn’t said a word to each other the entire way, and while Gami could understand the hesitance on the hero’s part, his patience has long run thin.

The spirit knew, more than anyone, how difficult it was to suddenly be thrusted into a parental role. He had no idea what he was doing, and every day it seemed he learned how to make a new mistake. But he was still here, despite the fact he could technically move on whenever he’d like, and he had no true plans of leaving. This was where he was needed, and so this is where he would stay.

Now, if only he could get Aizawa to understand.

His attention was hooked when a sharp clatter came from before him, and Gami turned to see a hanger on the floor, and a shakily dressed Midoriya standing over it. His sweatpants were slouched to the side, and his turtleneck lay wrinkled on his chest. His hair was that of a hurricane, tussled and tossed in every direction. The ghost moved forward slightly to try and fix it, but then he noticed a slightly different issue.

The teen’s hands were shaking profusely.

In fact, now that he realized it, his whole body was trembling violently, hunching in on itself in what looked to be a botched attempt to stop.

It was a scene all too familiar, and Gami’s parental instincts kicked in, not that he would ever call them that. He’d be caught dead again before those words uttered from his mouth.

He managed to catch him just before his knees gave out and he tumbled to the floor. His heart shattered at feeling the boy curl into him like a shivering kitten, his hands clutched desperately into his robe. And immediately in response, Gami ran a few of his skeletal fingers through his messy hair, knowing with utmost confidence it would begin to ground him.

He didn’t say anything. He knew he shouldn’t start by saying anything either. He always got more out of Midoriya when he began speaking on his own, and if the ghost tried to speak, he’d risk shutting him off for good. And so he continued to pet him in silence, listening to nothing but shaky breaths and shivers and god he hated that this was the only way.

There was a sudden loss of contact with his clothes, and the boy managed to still himself for just long enough to check his hands instinctively. Why…? It shouldn’t have to be this way.

“I forgot about these…” Midoriya laughed to himself, a broken, hollow, dissociative laugh as he stared at the new gloves that adorned his hands.

He then dropped his hands limply into his lap with a thud, his shoulders heaving with every sickly chuckle that erupted from his throat.

“It’s weird. My fingers are all tingly still.” He curled his digits slowly, trying to feel anything but the buzzing that came from his fingertips. “It still feels like it’s gonna leak through.”

Gami disregarded his oblivious pattern of speech to instead grip those very same hands. Midoriya usually rambled during these episodes, and his mouth seemingly lost his filter. It was almost as if he were drunk, his words slurring together with his thoughts, pouring out like a slow jar of molasses.

“It will not,” the ghost reassured, “You tried to before and it did not work.”

The teen almost shrugged him off, but that would be asking too much in his current state. “I know but… what if it does?”

If Gami didn’t know any better, he would have cursed him for his redundancy. But his successor hadn’t lost his mind, at least not yet, and he wasn’t the type to be purposely obnoxious without reason. He wasn’t asking just to ask, he was asking because he needed to know. The comfort of reassurance, even probed, did wonders to the soul. What anyone wouldn’t give just to be told that all would end alright, or that all would end as planned, at the very least.

“Nezu has no reason to lie, though I know trusting him is certainly a… challenge on its own.”

The boy let out a loose chuckle, a little less hollow than the rest so far, and the ghost could only hope it would continue. Yes, laugh at their mutual wariness of the principal. Find humor in it, something so paranoid and yet so filled with truth. Laugh at the instability, even for just a moment. That was all that was necessary.

“Yeah,” he breathed out a laugh, a sort of depressing smile gracing his lips, “I don’t know about that…”

Any remark about the stunt pulled earlier in Hatsume’s lab went unsaid, and for good measure. Nobody wanted to bring that up, it was taboo. Both knew that despite being immortal and everlasting, time waited for no man, child, or ghost. They’d have to talk about it eventually, the inevitable doom that was social spotlight, but for now, this was ok. They could afford to put it off right now; there were still two weeks until they had to think about it.

Still two weeks.

Why did he have the feeling that was going to become an excuse?

Gami felt Midoriya shift in his lap and he loosened his grip, thinking he wanted to stand up. And at first he would’ve been right, watching him sit up out of the reclined, curled position he’d squished himself into, but he stopped there. Straightened out, he stared into the void that was the spirit’s hood, and he almost wanted to ask if he could see anything. Maybe, if Midoriya stared hard enough, he could see a glint of an eye, or maybe a strand of hair. Maybe he could tell him the shade of his skin, if he had any, or the color of his irises. Maybe he could tell him what he longed to see in a mirror, what he longed to see other than his raggedy clothing and dull posture.

He really wanted to ask.

He really, really wanted to ask.

“I think I want to go to Dagobah…”

But Midoriya wanted to go to Dagobah, and who was he to stop him?

“Training? Class let out barely a half hour ago?”

This time, it was the teen’s turn to mess with his hood. Gami nearly jumped at the sudden contact, but despite its alien feeling, he found himself comforted at the touch. It was warm, so reassuring and safe. Was this how his successor felt when he ruffled his skeletal hands through his green locks? He hoped it was at the very least tolerable, and not annoying.

And then it was gone, too soon for him to truly enjoy it.

Please, just ruffle his hair one more time.

Did he even have hair?

“There’s only two weeks before the Sports Festival is here, and that’s not even enough time on its own.” The silliness in his attitude subsided, replaced by a firm determination set at the starting line of a racetrack. “I can’t afford to waste even a single day!”

And the sparkle returned to Midoriya’s eyes, lighting them up in a green flash. That was all it took, as he excitedly jumped from the ghost’s lap to his own two feet. He swirled around, much like Gami did, and reached for his discarded bag, dumping its school contents onto his bed. He bounced around like a loose ping pong ball, moving from every corner of his room, grabbing items like a frantic chef. Sunshine radiated off on him like the sweet smell that wafted from a bakery, warm and inviting.

The ghost couldn’t resist a smile, how could anyone really?

“Cease for a moment, until you wish to be seen as a walking hurricane.”

The boy stopped in his tracks, wondering on what grounds was his mentor’s point valid. He ignored his skewed shirt, his slanted sweatpants, the wild wind that was his hair. His backpack was thrown off his shoulders, barely hanging on, and his arms lay full of items he probably wouldn’t even end up using. One of his socks was even on inside out, the seam jutting out awkwardly.

He didn’t see anything wrong. Though, one could say he was fairly lucky to have a Gami looking over his shoulder so constantly as his attire was quickly fixed and his belongings stuffed away.

“If only you could stay solid this consistently,” he joked as his mentor tugged his turtleneck into place. “I’d never need to get dressed by myself again!”

Gami merely rolled his eyes. “I would not get used to such an occasion.”

As his mentor continued to tug and pull at every square of wrinkled fabric, Midoriya found himself awkwardly looking around, trying to keep his eyes anywhere except the ghost in front of him. Though he could crack jokes about it, he really didn’t remember the last time anyone had helped him dress. He couldn’t really remember the last time anyone had prepared food for him, or taken him to the park, or bought him ice cream. He couldn’t remember the last time anyone had invited him over to play, or brushed his hair, or tucked him into bed. He could do all that on his own now, but after so long, he couldn’t be so sure if that’s what he wanted anymore.

His neck ended up craning to support the direction of his eyes, and he setted on his black desk, papers and notebooks neatly stacked upon it from the day before. The slight ring that the mug of hot cocoa left was finally gone, leaving the surface pristine once more, and that familiar manila folder laid near. That magnetic manila folder. That unnaturally compelling manila folder. That impossible to escape from manila folder. He’d been staring at it so long, he didn’t even notice the lack of touch to his clothes anymore, his attention stolen by a thief of beige.

He could read it again. He could. He was planning on going to Dagobah, dressed and packed for it and everything. But he could stay, sit down with the folder instead. It wouldn’t be too big of a deal; his plans weren’t set in stone. But, despite acknowledging the unholy way that folder drew him in, he could also acknowledge the strong determination to simply leave it be. He had already prepared for an outing, he didn’t want to sit down again and fester in his own thoughts. He wanted to leave, and yet it called for him to stay. He wanted to let go, and yet it called for him to continue. He was stuck, stuck in this hellish purgatory of desires that pulled at him like two ends of a rope, slowly but surely ripping him in opposite directions and if he didn’t pick one already he’d surely be torn apart!

“Izu, I understand your adherence to speaking of the topic, but it would be best to address the… elephant in the room sooner rather that lat-”

It was funny. Midoriya didn’t catch any of that and still managed to interrupt with a frustrated screech as he swiped at the desk.

Fine! He’d just read the stupid thing, if that was what it took to satiate his conscience.

He scooped up one thing in his hostile actions, and managed to knock a whole bunch of other things to the ground in the process. Great! Now he’d have to pick up a whole new mess he created, and he hadn’t even finished collecting the one from before, to which wouldn’t even be resolved because that’s what he was going to Dagobah for and he wasn’t going anymore. Wonderful. He just wanted to scream at the top of his lungs and just let it all out and would anyone blame him? He had so much pent up emotion and so many pent up thoughts and they all seemed to boil over the last few days only to bubble up now. He felt like a pot over the stove, a nice, heavy lid across the top preventing him from releasing the pressure that was slowly eating away at him and if something wasn’t done sooner or later he was going to burst!

The teen gripped the folder in his hand with such aggression that if it weren’t as sturdy and thick as it was, he would have surely bent it in two.

Wait… he was squeezing something sturdy? Thick? He didn’t recall the skinny, little manila folder feeling this way in his hands, to which he would most certainly know amongst his many visits.

He drew his focus from the mess that currently was the depths of his mind, only to find a familiar, handheld guide he remembered placing upon the desk only yesterday, its hard cover holding firmly against his grip. He must have missed then? How did he manage that, standing only a step away from the desk?

Turning his attention just slightly away, he noticed the papers that he had inadvertently flung to the floor. And now that he had settled on them, he observed with wide eyes one familiar manila cover facing upside down against the floor, its contents scattered about.

If this wasn’t a slap in the face from the universe, then he truly didn’t know that was.

He looked back up from the floor, from the book in his hands, to meet eyes with Gami, who certainly had no idea what just happened. But clearly, if the silence said anything, the moment was over and done with. His mind was made up. He was going to Dagobah to train. The folder and its contents could wait, even picking them up off the floor could wait. There was training to do, and no time to be wasted, not to pause, not to rest, and certainly not to rebuild.

Besides, he was already built perfectly fine as it was.

Gami shuffled nervously in front of him, and Midoriya couldn’t help but feel bad for his… extravagant display and do the same.

“Are you still interested in leaving for Dagobah?”

He wanted to apologize, for what he wasn’t sure, but the moment didn’t feel like it called for that.

“Yeah, we can g-”

There was a knock on the closed door.

Both heads swiftly turned to the sound, words dying upon the tips of their tongue. Like startled animals, the two waited in tense silence for something to be said, or something to follow. The seconds ticked by painfully, with the stillness leaking from the air. Of course Gami wouldn’t say anything; it’s not like the person beyond the door would hear him anyway. But why would Midoriya call out? It’s not like he knocked in the first place. It’s not like he needed anything.

“Problem Child… I heard a noise.” The sound of his homeroom teacher’s voice echoed from just beyond the hardwood, mixed with something he’d never heard before. “Are… are you alright?”

The boy opened his mouth to respond, but he knew nothing was coming out of his dry throat, maybe a shaky breath if he was lucky. His hands clenched together just a little bit tighter, and that’s when he remembered he was holding something in one of them. His attention was pulled to the small hardcover book his fingers were digging into, and he inadvertently took the time to reread the cover again. He wasn’t sure how long it took him, but with every passing second he grew just a little bit more thankful for the new gloves preventing him from turning it to ash.

His mind was made up.

“I’m fine, Aizawa-sensei.”

He quickly stuffed the staff fighting book into his bag, messily throwing it over his head and hoping it wasn’t sticking out in any way.

“Can… can I go to Dagobah Beach to practice for the festival?”

He didn’t want to sneak out, god forbid the punishment he would receive when he was discovered missing, but the option wasn’t off the table just yet.

There wasn’t an immediate response, and that got Midoriya worried. Hesitance was never a comforting sign, and it allowed for too much extra time in his head. He gripped his backpack straps like a lifeline, for once not having to worry about decaying through. It was a comfort he couldn’t remember having, but could get used to, maybe the only one he’d be lucky enough to have across the course of these two weeks.

Though, the wait wasn’t long enough for him to get too deep in his own thoughts, and he was forcefully expelled right back into reality.

“Sure. I can trust you to be back before dinner though, right?”

The teen looked towards his mentor in excitement, like he’d just been given permission to shop in a candy store. The grin on his face was so bright, it would’ve been hard to believe he was just shaking on the floor earlier.

Gami really needed to sit down and talk with his successor over all the events that continued to pile up, because he was seriously getting worried with how quickly he was flipping through emotions.

“Yeah, t-that’s fine,” he answered, the smile on his face audible along with the instability in his tone.

There wasn’t anything that came right afterwards, giving off an impression of finale, and yet, Midoriya made no move for the door. When Gami didn’t shoot him a confused look, he knew for a fact the ghost understood exactly where he was coming from. Despite the silence, despite the air of finish, they both could still feel Aizawa just beyond the door, his presence leaking through the gaps in the wood. And it was that instinctual sensation that left them halted in their tracks, knowing simply by the nagging feeling in the back of their minds.

Well, it could have also been the fact that there were no footsteps walking away, but that just didn’t seem as cool.

“Would you be interested in katsudon for dinner tonight?” He finally called out, maybe upon realizing that they both knew he was still there. “There’s a pretty good takeout place nearby that Zashi and I know.”

And then, that’s when the bright smile on Midoriya’s face shifted to a softer one. It didn’t fade, or downgrade of any sort, just shifted, like the warmth brewing in his heart leaked onto his lips. For anyone with the pleasure of looking in from the outside, which was really only Gami at the moment, it was the first time that the brightness of his smile reached his eyes. His successor was considerably calmer than just before, when he received permission to go down to the beach, and yet Gami preferred this look much better.

Looking back on the day now, he really seemed genuinely happy compared to the smiles before.

“Yeah I- that would be nice.”

The ghost felt his own soul warm up just a little bit more, yanking him out of the chill of the afterlife for just a moment. He could never get enough of the pure sunshine that radiated off of Midoriya on the rare occasions, and he could never do enough to warrant it. But… since the boy had started living here, he’d been seeing the moments more and more often.

Gami turned back towards the shut door, and imagined how the hero just beyond it was standing. It was one of the many times he wished he could be seen by more than just his successor, and one of the few times he didn’t wish for exactly that just to intimidate.

Even with the supposed wisdom that might come from 500 years of existence, Gami found himself wrong more times than anyone might expect. In fact, he personally thought he didn’t know all too much about anything to begin with. It was beliefs like that which made him question whether he should be judging the efforts of others as harshly as he was. Because how could he sit idly and scold someone else for their lack of knowledgeability when he wasn’t much better himself? Of course, there were definitely some things he could say with utmost certainty, regardless of his years of age.

The fact that there wasn’t a katsudon place anywhere within a good few miles of here was one.

 


 

A heavy gasp erupted from the pitch black guest room, one just quiet enough not to stir the midnight stars from their slumber, but just loud enough to startle Midoriya from his own. He lurched out of bed, the blanket once draped over him flying off in a violent panic. It pooled onto the floor with a silent thud and no hope of recovery, not that it was a priority anyway.

A hand reached out snappily to clutch at his chest, gripping the fabric of his shirt desperately as he tried and failed to wrangle his heart rate into submission. It was beating so loudly he was afraid even the moon that shone through his window could hear it, even from the hundreds of thousands of miles away that it was. His breaths came out short and ragged, trying to match the pulse of his heart in hopes that would return him to normal. He was only making it worse and he knew, but that wasn’t enough to stop the adrenaline fueling his blood.

His other hand flew to his mouth, intending to stop the rising bile that burned up his throat. Only when the slightly rough fabric met his parted lips did he remember that he’d gone to bed with his new gloves on, as well as all the nights before, for this exact scenario. Both his hands trembled violently despite being preoccupied, and the painful buzzing in his fingertips overwhelmed his senses, numbing his nerve endings all the way to his core.

Sweat caked every inch of his skin, regardless of whether it was exposed, and ran disgustingly down his body like he was standing out in the sun. But the sun and the glory of its light was nowhere to be found, and the luminescence of the night sky could only do so much through a window. Everything was dark, pitch black, and despite the beam of moonlight that did grace his room, it did nothing to alleviate the overwhelming darkness around him. He was choking on it, struggling to breathe as it wormed its way down his throat. The air escaped him in raspy wisps and he couldn’t hold any of it in long enough to really feel it. His lungs were empty and yet filled with liquid and he was choking and god he couldn’t breathe.

He hunched in on himself because he didn’t have a third hand to grasp at his throat and he didn’t want to move the others from their spots in fear he’d either throw up or lose his heart beat.

He couldn’t breathe.

He couldn’t breathe.

He couldn’t breathe.

The tears came out naturally after that, and he really didn’t do anything to stop them in full honesty. The droplets crashed onto the mattress without rhythm, heavy and lacking direction as they streamed down the parts of his arms that they landed on, drenching him in a new layer of disgust. His chest heaved desperately, but his sobs were silent, lacking the air to fuel their volume. No one could hear his cries, not even him, the darkness flooding his ears and muffling the world around him.

Not again.

Please, not again.

“Dammit again?! Izuku, I’m here! I’m right here…!”

Normally, he’d be surprised at Gami showing such livid emotion. He knew the ghost could, but compared to his usually nonchalant attitude, moments of sudden vividness always felt in the small minority no matter how frequently they did occur. So typically, anytime he grew overly emotional it felt slightly out of place, enough to make the teen reassess the situation just to properly account for a strong enough motive.

But when his mentor practically threw himself at him in a botched body slam, the boy found himself more indifferent than anything else.

Ghostly arms swept around him in an embrace he was all too familiar with, just as a hand arrived to thread his hair as he expected. The contact, however, just caused him to bawl harder as his gloved hands finally fled from his body and latched onto the stable robe before him. He buried his head further into Gami’s chest as he was swaddled protectively. But alas, nothing seemed to cease the steady stream of tears pouring from his face.

“I am sorry,” Gami cursed at himself while mumbling sweet sympathies to the child before him. Because dammit. Dammit he should’ve known better than to leave even for a moment after all that had happened these past couple days. “Another one?”

He already knew the answer to that, but the question was more in hopes of getting Midoriya to stop crying in favor of talking over anything else.

Besides, once he felt the teen nod into his chest, it was all the bitter confirmation that was necessary.

“I-I’m not gonna be able to stop him…” Midoriya cried desperately, clutching himself harder into the fabric, “I can’t! I can’t…”

The spirit could only hold him tighter as the choked breaths grew more violent, to the point where his hacking might start to become audible to the rest of the house. He patted gently on his back, hoping to help him ride out this intense wave of grief. This episode was surely the worst of the 7 so far, and Gami only knew it was going to get even worse from here on out.

Though, for one of these premonitions to disturb him while he was attempting to get some of the only sleep possible since coming back from the USJ incident was truly evil.

“It’s like… he k-knows I’m watching,” his voice cracked from the sheer lack of hydration, “He always kills them so aw-awfully. It's not fair…!”

Of course, they both knew that wasn’t the case. Premonitions were always visions of the future, not the past, so individuals in them would have no idea they were being observed; the event simply hadn’t occurred yet. Though, with the killer they were dealing with, Gami wouldn’t have been surprised if he made sure to end his victims as sadistically as possible simply for the fun of it.

He almost didn’t want to ask about the contents of this vision, seeing as he nearly threw up his nonexistent guts at the last.

That of course pained him even more, to think that Midoriya was viewing all of which he described with his own very eyes.

“I- they have to save this hero this time. I c-can’t watch the Hero Killer do this again…!”

Gami wished this had ended swiftly with the first premonition, but here they were, 7 visions and 6 dead heroes in. And as much as it pained him to admit, even silently, he really didn’t have all too much hope for this 7th one.

Of course, they’d partnered with Aizawa immediately after the first Hero Killer premonition Midoriya had received, and the underground hero had been working closely with Tsukauchi as a mediator to keep the rest of the police force and the heroes involved as in the dark on the boy’s secret as possible. Though, even with the advanced warning and all the extra eyes, somehow they could never stop the deaths in time. Most so far were due to the very reason the heroes had been selected by the Hero Killer to die in the first place: their hunger for fame and attention led them to disregard the numerous warnings and orders of law enforcement, and ultimately to their undoing. The 6 heroes dead were all of the lower ranks, around 1500+, most of which Midoriya hadn’t even heard of, but all of that failed to make their deaths any easier to cope with. After all, the teen technically experienced them twice, once in advance and once more when he was informed of their demise. And that certainly didn’t make the guilt any easier to handle as it rushed back at him two-fold.

It was hard to watch: his successor sobbing into his chest so desperately, clinging onto him like a lifeline. And it was even more difficult to sit there and witness it all without even an inkling of what more to do. He was the only one who would really know what viewing premonitions did to the human soul, and even then, he couldn’t remember it for the life of him, only the suffocating feelings of anguish and desperation. It was especially frustrating: to only remember how events made him feel, and not the events themselves. Because god, he already knew that watching people die before your eyes, even if it hadn’t truly happened yet, was traumatizing and awful, that was obvious enough; he didn’t need phantom emotions in his gut to tell him that. But to understand that the edges of his memories, those of which would help him now in hindsight, rested just beyond reach was agonizing.

Useless, useless, useless.

But Gami was startled out of his self deprecation upon losing the sensation of warmth in his hands. He looked up, only to find Midoriya out of bed completely now and pacing back and forth in front of his closet. He did nothing to hide his tear stained face, hands instead nested in his bed hair, clutching the roots tight. Straining his hearing just enough, he could make out slight mumblings under his breath, coming out in short bursts like he had no true control over his mouth.

“I can’t-”

He drew a hitched breath.

“Need to get out-”

Another gasp.

“Useless-”

He stopped moving, stopped muttering, and squatted down onto the balls of his feet with his body hunched over, trying to center himself before he toppled over. His skin felt disgusting, coated with a layer of sweat that he just couldn’t seem to shake. His pajamas clung to him just as his thoughts did, sticking to him with such a revolting guise of adhesive that he had no hopes of ever being free of them. He felt sick and trapped and hopeless and the sweat on his skin was not helping. He needed to get out of these clothes. He needed to get out of this room.

He didn’t hear the closet door open, or his mentor’s confused call from behind him. He thankfully didn’t hear the nauseating sound of his pajamas being peeled off of him, or the sound of them dropping to the floor in a heap. He didn’t hear the slight rattle of clothing hangers, but that just might have been because they didn’t make all too much noise to begin with.

He didn’t hear himself get dressed, but that just might have been because he was so used to being as silent as possible, especially at night.

He didn’t hear his bedroom door creak open, but that just might have been because midnight trips to the living room were more often than he liked to admit.

He didn’t hear the floorboard beneath him groan with his weight, but that just might have been because he understood the implications of waking up the house, and he wouldn’t let that happen in a million years.

Gami debated intervening in the situation before him, but the options weighed long and hard in his head, growing more complicated with each step the boy took. Because who was he to object to Midoriya leaving the stuffy room, even for just a moment? Even as the cracked window allowed for a brisk, midnight breeze to enter? Besides, he was always pushing for him to leave for even the most frivolous of means. Staying locked up in that room all day obviously wasn’t healthy, even if it felt so.

But clearly, even the slight change of scenery wasn’t enough, as Midoriya paced nervously around the kitchen island. He kept stopping right in front of the hanging cabinet containing the glass drinking cups, but every time he reached for the handle something seemed to get in the way. Even from a distance, Gami could easily see his fingers trembling profusely, like a nervous current running through his veins. Was he worried about decaying the handle? Did he not realize he still had his new gloves on?

Midoriya was thirsty, so very thirsty. His throat was parched from the little sleep he did get, not to mention the excessive amount of crying that occurred just earlier. All he really needed was one tall glass of water to quench his thirst and he could head right back off to bed.

He reached again for the cabinet handle.

But… he really didn’t want to go back to bed.

In fact, he’d rather be anywhere else.

His gaze moved towards the front door.

He needed to be anywhere else.

That’s how he ended up at the front door, tying together the shoelaces of his signature red sneakers using only the light shining from the window. He didn’t care if Gami thought it was a bad idea, but surprisingly, the ghost voiced no opinion against his spontaneous decision. So of course he took that as a sign of approval and readied himself further.

Where would he go? He wasn’t too sure about that part yet, but he’d cross that bridge when he got there.

As for Aizawa and Yamada, well, they only crossed his mind once, and when they did he pushed those thoughts so deep they might as well have burned up in his stomach acid.
Just as he turned the doorknob, he managed to pick up a soft cry coming from the ajar door of his bedroom. He knew what would meet his stare if he turned around, and quite honestly he wasn’t sure he wanted to see that. And no amount of guilt could change his mind, no matter how uncomfortably it bubbled in his gut.

So he left, with his house key tumbling around in his pocket. He shut the door without mercy, but with just enough softness that it dared not to utter a sound.

Gami debated intervening in the situation before him but… who was he to object to Midoriya leaving the vicinity of what plagued him?

Even for just a moment?

Even as the plague followed him through every movement in every shadow he crossed?

It wasn’t the first time he’d made this trek, perhaps however the first time he’d done it since staying with Aizawa and Yamada. There was no real reason to think, he simply allowed instinct to take the foreground of his mind. It was nice: giving in to the monotony of things. He wasn’t sure anyone would get it if he tried to explain, but there was something almost relieving, almost freeing, about turning off your brain. The lack of obligation towards any thought in particular, the separation from emotion. Sometimes, it felt serene to feel nothing at all.

Maybe Gami would get it, but he never bothered to explain it to the ghost. Besides, if his mentor had put up with this kind of shit from him without complaint, he was fairly confident that he had some idea of understanding. That, or he was simply too accommodating, of which either could truly be a possibility.

But he was at Dagobah already, so no more thinking.

The two, well… it was really only Midoriya who hiked his way through the sand. Gami had the lucky ordeal of getting to float over it until they reached their favorite spot. Well… it was more of Midoriya’s favorite spot, the trash piles still more than high enough to block him from the view of anyone passing by. Gami very much preferred a seemingly random section of the beach near the gazebo that rested at the end of the pier. In fact, the ghost had made it so apparent that he loved that spot with all his undead heart that it was the first area he decided to clean up when he was training for the entrance exam.

He’d tried cleaning up this area as well, but the current tended to dump way too much garbage for him to possibly keep up with.

Oh well, the training spot was more than convenient anyway.

“I am guessing by the spot you wish to train?”

Midoriya nodded. He didn’t exactly want to sit and relax surrounded by trash.
The boy bent his knees, getting into a squatted, defensive stance with his hands raised in front of him. Gami groaned and dropped his shoulders, though neither act had any hint of malice.

“Hand to hand combat again?” Though he held no bitterness, there was audible exasperation in his tone.

Midoriya nodded again, lowering himself a little more.

The ghost clearly wasn’t looking forward to this, but he did his best anyway, shifting into a poor formation himself. He knew he wasn’t really a viable training partner, considering his knowledge was only from the skimmed beginnings of that staff fighting book Aizawa had given to his successor, but Midoriya refused to ask anyone else for help. So here they were, facing off like a tense Mexican standoff, waiting to see who would draw their gun first. All they needed was a tumbleweed to blow by and the scene would have been perfect.

“Alright, I am ready…” Maybe his successor didn’t realize he was good to go?

Just as the words left his lips, suddenly there was a tuff of green hair right in his face, with an elbow headed straight for his throat. Startled, he staggered back just in time to avoid the blow, catching a glimpse of the burning fire in his irises, and yet the empty stare in his eyes. The ghost stumbled to the side to try and catch his nonexistent breath, but was unable to as another jab barreled towards him. He floated out of the way, his spiritual form giving him far more advantage than he should have for his lackluster skills, further reason why Midoriya should’ve found someone else to train with.

It finally clicked that he should probably retaliate, so he made a grab at the boy’s arm, yanking him forward and off balance. The sand worked more in his favor as the ground lacked solidity for stability, making his front foot slip forward with the motion. Gami took the opportunity to make a sharp thrust at the top of his now vulnerable head. It was a more aggressive play than he realized at the moment, survival instincts resurfacing, of whose origins he had no idea. He regretted it the minute he began the action, but the momentum was too great for him to stop.

Thankfully, Midoriya was much more instinctual than the spirit had given him credit for, using the momentum from the tug to fully dive underneath the ghost and into the sand. He managed to both dislodge his arm and avoid the jab at his head in one swift motion, and after a second of eating sand, he quickly spun back around while on all fours. He took one of his legs with him in the movement, and plowed his heel right into his mentor’s side with devastating force.

The blow sent Gami tumbling back, reeling in agony as he remembered the uncomfortable feeling of pain once more. After all, it had certainly been a while since he’d come into contact with a strong force like that. The last time he really remembered feeling such agonizing pain was at the USJ, when he ripped his somehow solid hands from the wall. Though, that really wasn’t all too far back now that he thought about it.

There were certainly a couple benefits from being a ghost; transparency was really useful in a combat and rescue scenario. But right now, was definitely one of the times he wished he was solid with everything he came into contact with. Because a normal person could crash into the sand after that kind of blow, and with a decent buffer coming from the grains, get back up and continue fighting. But he was no normal person, of which was more than obvious.

So it sucked more than usual when he passed right through the sandy earth beneath him and into complete darkness.

He never had a reason to attempt passing through the solid ground before. After all, being able to float through walls and being invisible to the general public practically eliminates the need to worry about hiding from sight or traveling underground, so he had only speculated in the past. It made sense for him to be able to disappear into the sand beneath him, but there was never any real reason to confirm it.

Of course, the duo figured out the answer to that question pretty quick at the beginning of the week when they first started training.

It was certainly terrifying the first time. Gami had practically been body slammed into the sand by Midoriya, and before either of them could realize it, the ghost had gone straight through and the boy plummeted face first into the sand himself. The two began their own individual freak-outs, with Midoriya panicking without the usual company of his mentor, and Gami desperately trying to figure out what the hell just happened. The sensory deprivation caught him extremely off guard: his whole world was pitch black, the silence ran deafening in his ears, it was like he was floating in limbo. It only took about half a minute for him to float back up the way he came before he could disorient himself further, but to both, it felt like an eternity.

They still continued to practice after that, and in the days after as well, with both parties making careful effort to avoid that scenario in the process. Of course it still happened, what else was expected when going over wrestling basics? But thankfully it was never as bad as that very first time. Shock does that to people, even ghosts apparently.

Still, that didn’t mean Gami enjoyed each subsequent incident since.

So this time, after passing through the beachy earth, the spirit practically clawed his way back to the surface. He hated the sudden lack of… well… everything, and it kicked in his fight or flight response. He could’ve just floated out as he typically did with any other medium he passed through, but there was something about total emptiness that set off his survival instincts.

He broke the earth with a dramatic gasp, like he had just emerged from under the sea after holding his breath. Except he wasn’t drowning, nor needed to breathe. Though, it certainly felt as if.

He clutched his chest, trying to calm his nonexistent heart beat. Taking deep breaths to try and starve off any incoming panic, he turned to his successor, who was now standing and brushing the sand off of him. Noticing his mentor had returned from the depths, he gave a slight, silent nod of confirmation and placed himself back into a defensive stance.

Now that he thought about it, the teen really hadn’t said anything since they arrived.

Still, Gami really wasn’t in the mood to be sent through the beach again. “Again? Do you not wish to practice other skills while you are here?”

Midoriya shook his head, raising his hands to his chest.

“What about your scythe?” He tried to argue. “We can go over some stances from yesterday.”

Again, his suggestion was shot down without a sound. Despite the punctuality however, nothing about Midoriya’s body language conveyed that he was bothered or growing irritated. In fact, he appeared more empty than anything else, void of the color that usually painted his eyes. It certainly freaked the spector out, unnerving him more than anything, which only gave him more reason to push further.

“Why not experiment with blasts from your hands? You have not even attempted that again since what happened at USJ.”

This time, he could see the teen’s shoulders slump ever so slightly, the action not unlike a disappointed child. The second it happened, Gami instantly regretted his insistence. And though it had originated from a place of good intentions, maybe it had been too much. Maybe it had been too soon.

Though, maybe he also preferred not to be body slammed through the sand again.

His successor returned to a more relaxed stance, shifting out of the tense squat he was in before. He picked his head up, large doe eyes illuminated by the shining of the dawning sky. Something else shone within them, something that wasn’t a reflection of the disappearing stars or the lone streetlamp a sidewalk away. Something that gave off the impression that there was suddenly a little less empty, and a little more… something.

“Please…?”

It was soft and meek, with such heistance that it rang out for a few seconds among the silence, and yet such force that it rattled every bone in the old ghost’s body, albeit of which weren’t many. His gut twisted with a sensation of sourness.

Who was he to deny such a simple request? A simple request of release from the plague that had clearly followed him from the peace of his room to the comforts of the sand?

“Just… no more body slamming if you do not have to.”

There was a slight uplift to his words, just enough of a joking tone that made Midoriya crack a smile. It wasn’t too elating, just a small, soft smile that nearly lit up the early hour sky.

But that was just enough, more than enough, for Gami’s old soul.

 


 

It was a while longer before the two finally ran out of steam. The sun managed to catch the end of their sparring, but it wasn’t long after that they both collapsed into the sand. Combined with the sweat in his skin, the sensation was more than disgusting. But he didn’t exactly want to stand anymore, he couldn’t really stand anymore to be honest.

Midoriya panted like a dog out in the sun, despite the coolness coming from the ocean and the still dim sky. Grains of sand stuck to bits of his exposed skin, with the rest of his body glued to his clothes with sweat. His hair was damp and sandy with exhaustion. And yet, his face smiled with each breath, nothing like the sweaty, exhausted mess he was when he woke up.

Gami laid beside him, though it wasn’t really laying. The ghost kind of floated just above the sand, just leaving enough space to prevent him from falling right through once again. It was a bit of an awkward sight for anyone watching, but thankfully, no one was. No one could, except for his successor, who was way too passed out to care.

“T-thanks…”

Confused, the man turned his head to the side.

“Oh?”

Midoriya was still staring directly up, the dawning sun reflecting just slightly in his eyes. His chest heaved up and down as his lungs gasped for air. His face adorned that small smile from earlier, though now that he looked closer at it, it seemed to be laced with some kind of bittersweet sadness. He smiled, but even the shining in his eyes wasn’t enough to convince him.

Then, the teen turned his head too, and now with a clear view, Gami could see the somberness in his glance.

“I know you weren’t all that enthusiastic about training with me tonight.” There was an audible wetness in his voice, the only damp part of himself that wasn’t caused by sweat. “I shouldn’t have dragged you into participating.”

Gami couldn’t deny, there was a small part of him that felt guilted by the boy’s actions. But, the rest of him just couldn’t bear to be angry at him. He’d known Midoriya for such a long time; he practically watched him grow up. He’d grown too, to care about every little quirky bit of him. Every smile, every laugh, every mumble, every pencil scribble.

Everything.

“It truly was not a hassle.” He wished he could see his reflection in the moment, because the warmth within him resembled a smile so closely. “Besides, I think you needed it.”

This time, it was Midoriya’s time to feel confused. “Oh?”

Gami sat up, curling his body so he was lounging in midair. “The past week or so has been fairly hectic, to put it lightly.”

The teen looked away, that sad smile returning to his face. “Yeah…”

“Despite how often we talk, I know there is much you keep from me.”

And that immediately brought him attention back to his mentor, head snapping so hard it stirred up the sand around him. Was he trying to say he’d been lying? That he was secretive? Was Gami trying to reprimand him for being unsure when it was him he talked to the most? Him that knew of his darkest secrets, his worst fears, his ghastliest nightmares?

“I only wish for your happiness.” The smile in his voice was so audible, it was as if the sun itself could hear it. “And for you to feel safe to come to me if necessary.”

His shiny, green eyes widened, catching the morning glint in his irises.

He couldn’t stop the beam from blossoming onto his cheeks like fresh dew.

Nor could he stop his head from crashing back onto the sand, looking back up at the fading stars.

“Gami?”

Said ghost hummed.

“For… the Sports Festival… my speech I mean… what should I say?”

The spirit felt his head cock unconsciously, though not out of confusion, but more out of surprise. He raised a skeletal hand to his chin, or at least to where his chin would be, curling the finger as the bones clacked.

“Well…” he murmured after some time, “what do you wish someone had told you just before the entrance exam?”

The entrance exam? That felt so long ago, he’d nearly forgotten. He had felt so dwarfed by the massive building upon laying eyes on it for the first time. He had felt so out of place among the rest of the examinees. He had felt so inferior in his abilities, and his confidence had laid broken at his feet. And while he had passed in both areas, written and combat, it didn’t reflect in his stature even after he had been notified. He never really felt like he’d done it, or deserved it.

Just before the exam, with all of his doubts in the forefront of his head, what would’ve been nice to hear?

“I… I wished someone had reminded me that I was there for a reason. No one forced me to apply to U.A. I was there because I was fighting for my dream, just like everyone else.”

The sand suddenly felt really uncomfortable to lay upon, so Midoriya sat up abruptly, brushing the grains off his arms. He tapped his foot nervously, feeling second hand anxiety from recounting his own memories.

Gami shifted just a bit closer, if only to offer silent support. The air around them got just a bit colder, but that could have also been the chilly dawn or the ocean breeze.

“I felt so… underwhelming compared to everyone else. There were so many kids with powers much more suited towards heroism compared to mine.” The boy hugged himself close, trying to send that hug back in time to when he needed it. “But I was there because I wanted to be a hero, and I knew that U.A. was my best shot. In my self doubt, I forgot that everyone else was there for that same reason too, or at least something similar.”

The old ghost couldn’t stop the smile that bloomed in his heart, turning towards his successor, who continued to stare out into the sea. Sure, on the surface he seemed like the same timid, insecure kid, but he'd really come around in the past year. From taking on the entrance exam, to getting into his dream school, to all the hecticness that came with U.A., he’d been through his fair share of chaos and uncertainty, of ups and downs. So hearing him reflect, not only on the good, but the bad that came with it, was really mature. Gami was feeling the pride just from listening, like a pleased parent.

“I guess I would’ve liked to have been told that I wasn’t so different from everyone else.” Midoriya didn’t look over to his mentor, but somehow caught the elatedness he was feeling, beaming softly. “On some level, we were all just kids fighting for a dream that day.”

There was a brief moment of silence, where not even the seagulls squawked to ruin the mood. The quietly crashing waves resembled polite applause at the end of a speech. In a way, it was a speech. Maybe not the speech he’d use, it was a bit too personal for him to comfortably share, but a declaration nonetheless.

“Thanks Gami, I think I’ve got a better idea of what I want to say.”

If the specter could smile any more, his cheekbones would be sore.

“I am glad I could help.”

The moment was serene, straight out of a fantasy novel. There was a certain sunshine to the air, despite the star barely peeking over the horizon. The ocean glittered with life and pride, and it reflected back into the teen’s eyes. It was uplifting, like riding the high of success. Like getting a pat on the back from Lady Luck, or a thumbs up from the fickle hand of fate. Like the feeling of wanting to smile, not for any reason in particular, just because it’s possible.

But of course, time waits for no man, no matter how wondrous the second may be.

Midoriya stood up from the sand, stretched out his back, and let out a long groan. “Well, we should probably head back before it gets too early. Especially since we kinda snuck out…”

“Is that so, Problem Child?”

The duo spun around towards the concrete stairs off to the side, only to see a familiar ragged man that they expected to pair with that voice.

“Well technically, it was only you who snuck out,” Gami muttered quickly.

It was a rare time where the quip traveled too fast up his throat and overpowered the fear of forbearing retaliation. “It’s not like you stopped me. You’re just as guilty.”

As soon as it emerged, he realized that it easily sounded like it was directed towards Aizawa, and not to the sassy ghost next to him as intended. His face shifted to a pale white, nearly as pale as his mentor’s bony hands, as his throat ran drier than his damp skin.

“I-I didn’t- I mean-” He stuttered, “I-I was talking to Gami!”

But Aizawa didn’t look all that bothered. “I figured, Problem Child. And he’s not off the hook either. I thought he was supposed to be the mature one.”

Midoriya turned to his companion, who now was shifted to the side. His arms crossed over his chest, and he was curled in on himself, pouting and grumbling like a child with his hand caught in the candy jar.

He swallowed the urge to laugh at Gami’s disposition.

The teacher just shook his head, stuffing his hands into his pockets with a slouch. “Links wouldn’t stop scratching at our door, so it woke me up eventually. Imagine my surprise when I didn’t find you on the windowsill or the front stoop like usual.”

He shrank away with guilt, bringing his hands protectively to his chest. He didn’t really think about it in the moment, he chose not to think about it, an active decision he’d come to regret. But when the air felt so suffocating, there was only so much he could take before the desire to escape became just as suffocating. Not that it was an excuse, just an explanation.

Still, he looked down at his feet in shame, because now it was his turn to be caught with his hand in the candy jar.

“I-I’m sorry... “

He wasn’t really sure what else to say. He didn’t want to apologize for leaving, because quite frankly, he needed to leave. He needed to get out of his room, out of the house, out of that trapped, anguished environment. There was nothing wrong with that, right?

And yet, he couldn’t help but feel guilty, because he shouldn’t have left, especially in the middle of the night. He was in the wrong. He had made a mistake. He shouldn’t have left. And yet, he had to leave. He had been caught between order and instinct. Caught between compliance and necessity. He had to make a tough decision, and someone was going to walk away unhappy. He just… didn’t want it to be him for a change.

“I know these past few days have been particularly rough on you,” Aizawa sighed, “Just leave a note next time, so one of us can know where you are.”

Midoriya looked up with surprise, eyes widened.

“Y-yeah…”

There were a few more moments of pseudo-tense silence, as everyone stared awkwardly at each other.

“How… how did you know where to find me?”

The underground hero closed his eyes, tilting his head off to the side. He kept his relaxed stance, along with the slouch and hidden hands.

“You’re lucky… I had a little help,” the man shrugged.

Almost like clockwork, there came a small cry from behind Aizawa just as he finished. But as the noise echoed around in his head, Midoriya realized that it didn’t really sound like it came from behind the teacher. No, it was almost as if it came from where he was standing.

The boy really didn’t have time to be confused, because suddenly, a small mass popped out from the hood of the casual sweatshirt Aizawa had on. It chirped again and it was clear that the sound came from it this time. But now that it was out in the dawning sunlight, Midoriya could clearly see the familiar grey fur.

Links practically lit up at the sight of the shocked teen, having no real idea how startling his presence was. He shuffled around in the teacher’s hood excitedly, making several daring attempts to escape before Aizawa just settled for taking him out himself. The kitten seemed to settle down in Aizawa’s arms for just a moment, calming everyone else, before suddenly leaping from the perch and crashing onto the sand.

Gami let out a stifled snort even through the hand covering his face.

Midoriya took a cautious step backwards, caught off guard by the sudden movement in the once still atmosphere.

Aizawa’s arms flinched in reflex at the motion, but overall remained very relaxed and underwhelmed by the situation.

Links however, seemed to subsequently regret his plan of action after landing so harshly on unfamiliar terrain. The cat stumbled around on the semi-solid surface, trying his best to regain some semblance of footing in the sand. The abrupt change in control really freaked Links out, making him flail around in an attempt to gain some kind of progress. Sand was kicked up into the ocean breeze in every direction as soft paws swiped its gritty texture.

Still, Links was a man with a plan… or at least a cat with one. With his panic fueled adrenaline, he thrashed his limbs, sort of half wobbling, half scrambling, full Tasmanian deviling in Midoriya’s direction. Eager to escape the unknown earth, he leapt upwards once he figured he was close enough. He leapt up, limbs sprawled out, right at Midoriya.

The teen couldn’t deny, seeing a terror of fuzzy fur flying towards him like a cannonball sparked some terror of his own. His head kind of ran blank for a moment, unsure of what to do, despite having his new gloves on.

“Hold out your arms!”

That he could do.

Links landed in his arms like a dead weight, taking a second to collect himself before shaking out the sand from his fur. Now comfortably off of the unstable terrain, the kitten settled comfortably in his target’s grip, of which was more floaty and definitely not as confident as Aizawa’s.

Midoriya was shaking ever so slightly, like the cool breeze off the water was crawling up his spine. His mind ran blank with panic, with nausea washing over him like salty ocean water. He couldn’t do this. His arms were unsteady. He couldn't do this. He was going to hurt the innocent creature before him. He couldn’t do this. He was dangerous. He was a threat to everything he cared about. A ticking time bomb just waiting to go off. It would only take one time, one incident, to completely shatter his potential for heroism forever. His powers weren’t meant to help people. He wasn’t meant to help people-

There was a sudden, yet reassuring wrap around him, a chilly little hug that snapped him back to reality. He ended his blank stare that traveled out to nowhere, and looked down at his chest, where two familiar arms met his gaze, dressed in comorting black robe. He could feel the temperature drop that was centered behind him move to encompass the entirety of the surrounding air, almost like a second hug.

He deescalated almost instantly, which went just as unnoticed as his escalation in the first place.

“There is no need to grow uncertain.” The ghost’s voice was as soft as the wet sand by the shore. “Look how well you are doing.”

He did. He looked down at the fluff ball in his arms slowly, who either seemed not to notice his insecurity or not care. His comically large head looked up to meet the boy’s eyes and practically smiled while nuzzling further into his arms.

And suddenly, he felt okay.

His heart stopped jumping out of his chest. His breaths came out smoothly through his mouth. His limbs found more stability. And his eyes no longer held that same shine of alarm.

“You doing alright there, Problem Child?” Aizawa asked, albeit a bit later than he should have, “You need me to take him?”

In any and all other circumstances, Midoriya would’ve agreed in a heartbeat. He didn’t trust himself to handle something so delicate with the care that it required. But now, he was doing it. For the first time, he was holding another living being that wanted his touch. He was holding him and everything was okay and he was happy.

Links meowed in his arms, the sound sending another rush of warmth through his veins and up to his head like alcohol.

“I-I’m okay…”

Gami smiled from behind him and slowly removed his arms to stand beside him. Even Aizawa hid a smirk from his cheeks, easily overpowered by his nonchalant attitude.

“Alright then,” the teacher nodded off to the side, pausing almost like he was hesitant, “You know Problem Child, you don’t give yourself nearly enough credit.”

Midoriya couldn’t stop himself from calling out, startled by the sudden and not so hidden shift in topic. “What?”

The hero finally removed one of his hands from his warm sweater pockets only to gesture it towards him. “You have much more control over your abilities than you seem to realize, but your own fear prevents you from leaving your comfort zone.”

The teen sputtered again, though not out of embarrassment like he did the first time, “But I’m dangerous! My powers can really hurt someon-”

“Everyone has the ability to cause harm to others,” Aizawa interrupted without mercy, “Ashido can burn through flesh with her acid, Iida’s kicks can break ribs, even Uraraka can float someone directly out of the atmosphere if she wanted to. The only difference is that some powers are viewed as more inherently dangerous than others.”

Midoriya averted his gaze towards the kitten in his arms, unable to look his teacher in the eyes anymore. “B-but my damage is permanent. I-If I hurt someone, there’s no going back…”

“Have you killed anyone?”

He was taken aback by the blunt and unruly question, so much so that he literally did take a step back in shock. “N-no! Of c-course not!”

“Have you killed anyone? Have you hurt anyone?” Aizawa asked rhetorically, “Even before Nezu gave you those new gloves, nothing has ever gone wrong despite your fears. You’ve never let anything go wrong, because you’re in control.”

That was true. He’d never hurt anyone with his powers as of yet, but that was the thing. There was still so much life ahead of him, so much more time for him to screw up and make a mistake he couldn’t take back. He’d only attributed his clean record to dumb luck, to pure coincidence that was going to run out sooner or later.

But… was there more that he was missing?

There was a soft rub against his gloved fingers, and he refocused from his thoughts back down to his arms. Links rubbed his petite nose against one of his fingertips, and he was able to feel the coldness even through the polyester. Noticing that he’d finally caught the boy’s attention, the kitten looked up, then closed his eyes to give what looked to be an elated grin. Midoriya had seen the cat smile before, if it could be called that, and it usually unnerved him to some extent, but now, he found no such feelings in his heart. If anything, he was filled with this serene calmness, almost like his veins were flooded with the glitter on the ocean surface.

He carefully moved one of his hands out from under Links, only to bring it back to the top of his head and give the kitten a soft stroke. Even with the gloves, he could tell just how soft his fur really was.

A smile of his own tugged at his lips.

It was wonderful.

“That cat sure is strange,” Aizawa thought aloud, changing the subject yet again, “I’m still not sure how it managed to lead me directly to you; he seems very attached to you for some reason.”

Midoriya looked up snappily. That was weird. How could Links have possibly known where he was, much less have led Aizawa to him? Plus, he’d always been so averse to being around animals, especially coming into contact with them. But Links managed to squeeze past those boundaries like it was nothing, almost like those boundaries weren’t there to begin with. It was really unnerving, the fact that instincts so characteristic of himself were being practically replaced with feelings he couldn’t place.

“It is odd how that feline always has such an acute sense of the situation,” Gami remarked with a shrug.

The teen glanced back down at the now purring, albeit softly, kitten in his arms. Either Links had no clue he was being talked about, which would be the more explainable reason, or he was silently aware of everything, and just made no motion to show that. The ball of fluff just comfortably curled up some more, and realizing he was going to get no answers from staring, Midoriya lifted his head back up.

“We should head back,” Aizawa broke the silence, glancing over at the rising sun, “The last thing I think either of us need is Zashi waking up and freaking out.”

The student nodded, and the trio officially began exiting the sandy shore, treading themselves towards the stairs. Gami floated alongside his successor, keeping a watchful eye on the cat in his arms, which didn’t even stir at the movement. Upon reaching the concrete steps, Midoriya kicked the sand from his shoes, which wasn’t very effective, before settling for the cleanliness he was going to get and scurrying up.

“If you really want to-” the hero suggested as they walked down the sidewalk- “we can come back later today and work on some techniques I think you could incorporate into your scythe.”

Midoriya looked a bit caught off guard, taking a second to pause while trying to match his teacher’s pace.

“Yeah t- I’d like that.”

Gami beamed at the two in front of him, truly proud of the development before him. He nearly put his hand on the other man’s shoulder before deciding against it, preferring to simply walk between them.

The roads were still fairly desolate even at this dawning hour. The streets laid in shadow, with it being too dark to really be out, but too bright for the streetlamps to automatically turn on. The rare car passed them on their walk home, usually driving past in a hurry before continuing on its way. Ambient noise scattered itself in any free space available: in bushes, in alleyways, in the painted sky. The teen had nearly forgotten he was walking with anyone while simply observing the world around him. It was amazing what a simple change in day could do to an old landscape.

“Hey Midoriya?” The silence was then subsequently broken, but only for a second.

Startled and a bit confused at the lack of nickname, said boy raised his eyes to meet the side of his homeroom teacher’s face. “Hm?”

Aizawa didn’t bother making eye contact, keeping his focus on the sidewalk ahead of him.

“How would you feel about meeting Kiyori Ryōyami?”

Notes:

All done! I ended up working on like the bulk of this chapter all this week. Hahaha I have such good time management…

This chapter was like the filler of all filler chapters. I was going to get into the Ryōyami stuff in this one, but it was getting too long so I decided to save all that for the next chapter. The current plan is: wrap up the Ishihara arc in Chapter 29 and start Sports Festival stuff in Chapter 30. Of course, things are subject to change, but there’s at least an idea of my thought process.

I am so excited to get into the Hero Killer stuff, so I just couldn’t help myself with this teaser. Things are starting to get serious, we can only hope Midoriya is ready to kick gum and chew ass lol.

There really isn’t much else to discuss in this footnote. Kind of a short one this time. I just want to take the time again to thank you all for your support! It brings me so much pride and confidence to know that someone out there is enjoying what I put out! I’ll keep writing the best content I can! Thanks so much for reading!!

Powers below as usual!

Death’s Touch: Anything Midoriya touches starts to decay immediately, regardless of the amount of fingers touching. This ability works on both the living and the non living. At first, Midoriya couldn’t control this ability, as it activated immediately without his consent. However, now he is able to control the activation on humans and non living objects, being able to start and stop the decay at will. However, he had gained no progress with plant or animal life. Any damage done to living organisms with this power cannot be healed.

Death’s Scythe: Midoriya can summon a scythe to fight with at will. The scythe vaguely resembles a bird’s beak, and has a hole near the start of the blade. The scythe is the only item that can’t be destroyed by Death’s Touch. The Death’s Touch ability can be shared with the scythe at Midoriya’s will, however it can only decay what it cuts. The decay follows the same rules as Death’s Touch. He can also make the scythe disappear at will when he is finished with it or to free his hands.

Immortality: Midoriya is immortal and cannot die. However, he can still get hurt and scarred. The immortality ability doesn’t provide any regeneration, but any wounds that could be detrimental to his job, such as lost/broken limbs and organs, will be healed the next day.

Premonition: Midoriya can see flash images of people who may die before they are supposed to. Normally, he cannot interfere with death, as it’s his job, but he has the option of attempting to save anyone he views in a premonition. These premonitions are bare and don’t provide much information other than the person themselves and their demise, occasionally revealing the setting and attacker, if any. The premonitions can come true between an hour after viewing to 3 days later.

Soul Contact: When a person dies, their soul is immediately sent to Midoriya. He can see, touch, and hold these souls. When holding a soul, Midoriya can see the most important memories and decisions attached to that soul, and hence that person.

Soul Sorting: This ability allows Midoriya to decide which part of the afterlife a soul moves on to. The areas of the afterlife can only be summoned with intent and the swipe of a hand, with the areas themselves being represented by flames. The areas that he can choose from are Paradise, Purgatory, and the Underworld. Once Midoriya decides where the soul best fits, it is sent to the being of that respective area. If approved, the soul stays in that area forever, the exception being Purgatory. Souls in Purgatory can be moved again to either Paradise or the Underworld, however, this is not Midoriya’s decision. If rejected, the soul is sent back to him for reevaluation. All souls must be sorted within 24 hours of Midoriya receiving them, with rejected souls resetting their time limits once they get back to him. Failure to sort a soul within its time limit may result in serious unknown punishment.

Chapter 29: By The Pricking Of My Thumbs

Summary:

The wind howls something sinister, and smirks at the taste of fear, so Midoriya will hold his candlelight ever closer, to shield it from the bite and to warm him from the chill.

But Fūjin cares not for his little flame. Instead, he smiles and loosens his grip on the mouth of his sack.

“Triumph means nothing if you do not struggle enough to beg for it.”

The wind howls once more.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

“Hey Midori… you doing alright? Stress of the Sports Festival getting to you?”

Midoriya’s head popped off the cushion of his arms, and he snappily sat upright at his desk. Had class started yet? No, Aizawa was still napping away in the corner of the room while everyone waited for Present Mic to arrive for English. He rubbed tirely at his eyes, trying to knead the exhaustion from his body. He hadn’t been able to get much of any sleep these past few days, and any rest he was lucky enough to have snagged was brutally interrupted. It was worse than his first couple months as Death, when his elementary self was still trying to get used to the harsh schedule necessary for the job.

He groaned out an unintentional yawn, feeling his little strength leave him as quickly as his breath. He rubbed at his face a bit more aggressively, hoping the rough fabric of his new gloves would wake him up.

“Um… Kirishima is still here. Did you forget?”

Gami’s voice came like a sharp jab to the head, making him painfully aware of all the chatter echoing on classroom walls. What he wouldn’t give for silence right about now, that feeling of being underwater, the world drowned out by a barrier of sloshing sea. Every small sound was much too painful a stimulus for his sensitive brain, and he was torn between wanting to scream at everyone to shut up and not wanting to add to the cacophony.

“Uh… Midori?”

Wait… Kirishima?

He raised his head just barely, but it was enough to see his redheaded classmate standing over him, right next to his desk.

He was awake now.

“I- uh… hey Kir- I’m good.”

Nailed it.

Gami would’ve laughed if he wasn’t so concerned about his successor’s health over the past few days.

Kirishima sent an toothy, awkward smile. “You sure? You sure don’t sound like it…”

Leave it to Kirishima to start poking his nose where it didn’t belong. Of course, he knew it was only out of concern, but his worry was starting to attract the attention of his other classmates, and that was really less than ideal right now.

“I’m fine, really,” he insisted, waving off both his peer and his worries, “Just… haven’t been sleeping well as of late.”

Haven’t been sleeping well, huh? He wished it was that simple.

But of course, since the universe really enjoyed seeing him squirm, his comment was just enough to catch Iida’s attention. He couldn’t stop the groan of annoyance from escaping him as he watched the class president stand up stiffly and stride over to his desk as well. He collapsed his head back into the solitude of his arms, hoping that if he just couldn’t see them, maybe they’d go away.

At this point, it was a miracle that the entire class hadn’t noticed what was happening in the back yet.

“Midoriya!” Iida began, his tone sharp and punctual, just enough to really sting in Midoriya’s eardrums, “You should know how important sleep is to a growing body! How can you expect to perform at your best when you’re not providing yourself with the basic necessities of function?!”

While Iida was right, it really wasn’t that simple. He wanted so badly to sleep, to collapse and rest away an entire day. But, it seems like every time he closed his eyes, a gruesome reenactment of the bloodied visions he’d been subject to was waiting there for him. A couple more had come to him at night, in the form of gut wrenching nightmares that left him panicked and heaving for air, but that wasn’t even the worse part. The sheer density of just how many violent premonitions he’d had in the past week or so was so cruel, it shouldn’t have even been possible. Every second his eyes closed, it was like all he could see was blood and death.

They were up to 13 now.

“Are you stressed about the Sports Festival?” Kirishima piped up, repeating his initial assumption from earlier, “Cause I know you’ll do great! You’re one of the manliest people in this class!”

Manly? He sure wouldn’t consider himself that. Nothing about him really gave off the vibe of strong or dependable that Kirishima seemed to look up to. After all, the past 13 heroes he’d witnessed murdered couldn’t depend on him for their rescue. He’d failed them, each and every one of them.

All he could do was hide in his room and cry, desperately praying that Tsukauchi or some top ranking hero would catch the Hero Killer before he got the chance to strike again.

“Here!” Iida slammed a piece of notebook paper onto his desk, right beside his fallen head, from who knows where. “I have listed for you a series of tactics to employ right before heading to sleep, consisting of but not limited to: reevaluating your sleep schedule, drinking herbal tea, taking nightly doses of melatonin suppleme-”

It was at that moment that the classroom door slammed open, and while the sudden noise was unwelcome, it was definitely an upgrade over whatever his rule-abiding friend was going on about. It was more for Iida’s sake that he was interrupted, seeing as Midoriya was so close to snapping just to have the partial silence return.

And then he remembered that this was English, and Present Mic taught it.

This was going to be a pretty long morning.

Both his classmates scurried off back to their seats, and the rest of the room hushed into silence. Sweet, beautiful silence. He almost cried, the absence of noise was that wonderful. The pounding in his skull suddenly died off, retreating back to the edges of his mindscape. Maybe now, he could finally focus his willpower on curing the sickness in his stomach, of which didn’t stem from exhaustion, nor his repulsion towards his visions, nor a lack of food this morning.

“You took your sweet time today,” Aizawa remarked as he stood up and slipped his rolled up sleeping bag under his arm, “Whatever, just try to keep it down today.”

The boy moaned again, burying his head further into his arms. While his teacher’s nonchalant voice wasn’t particularly loud, it still rang around in his head, moving his focus to there instead of the nausea in his gut. He felt so wasted today, and Aizawa could obviously tell. But maybe, if Present Mic wasn’t as loud as he usually was, just maybe he could collect his mush of thoughts. Just maybe he could work on willing away the churning in his stomach. It was a terrible sickness, not caused by any of the issues currently plaguing him, though maybe he could attribute part of it to the sadism of the Hero Killer. But that was besides the point. It was a terrible sickness, all at the result of-

“Keep it down?! Come on Eraserhead! You should know that just isn’t part of my STYLE!!”

Midoriya clawed at his head, his ears, his neck, just anywhere in hopes that would stop the piercing migraine in his temples and the raging twister in his gut. He nearly cried out, but all his energy was gone, replaced with an overwhelming sense of agony that he couldn’t shake.

He didn’t get to see his homeroom teacher leave, but his exiting footsteps were more than enough to cue him of what was to come. The classroom door clicked shut gently, but that was probably going to be the last quiet sound for a good, long while.

Scratch long morning. It was going to be a pretty long day.

Gami’s skeletal fingers ran through his hair, and the tips of his bone felt soothing against his scalp. He leaned into it slightly, too tired to really think about what he was doing. Present Mic was talking about something, but it all sounded like painful dissonance. He hoped he wasn’t missing anything important. Maybe, if given enough time, he could conjure enough strength to lift his head out of his hands and actually focus.

“Come on Izu,” Gami coaxed as quietly as he could, “I know this morning has been particularly rough on you, but you have to focus.”

The teen released a muffled moan into his arms, before at least lifting his head into his hands to avoid being caught slacking off. His eyes fluttered at the sudden brightness of everything around him, compared to the comforting darkness of his arms. Already it felt like too much work, trying to stay focused when it was too bright, too loud, and he was too sick.

“You just have to make it to lunch. That might assist in curing your nervous queasiness.”

Maybe, maybe not. To be honest, he wasn’t all that sure that more food would help his rocky sea of stomach acid. He just needed to get through the school day, and then get through the end of the day. Surely the meeting couldn’t be that bad, and yet, here he was sick to his stomach at the mere prospect of it. He has wanted this; how could he have known though that by actually getting it, he’d be submitting himself to more anguish.

His gut twisted again, like a towel, and he nearly fell head first onto his desk. Thankfully, the groan was caught in his throat and didn’t make it to the ambient noise of the classroom.

Gami grew more concerned over the worsening of Midoriya’s condition. “Maybe a trip to the restroom is not such a bad idea…”

That sounded potentially helpful, the chance to be alone for a moment in blissful silence, even just to collect his scrambled thoughts. But the more he thought about even the prospect of moving, of getting out of his chair, the worse he seemed to feel. God he was a mess, and the longer he felt less than ideal, the more angry he began growing towards himself. Was he really this weak? Did this really have such a strong effect on him even after so many months? Come on, he was Death! Well… one of many but regardless, he had dealt with so much more, so much worse. Surely he was above this?! Surely he would outlive his issues with time?!

That… really didn’t help. In fact, it only made him realize he was going to be stuck with his demons far longer than anyone else had to be.

Maybe a trip to the bathroom wasn’t such a bad idea. Maybe he just needed to puke it all out, get it all out of his system. Maybe all he needed was a good, fresh start to the day or at least a good, fresh start to his stomach.

Yeah, that sounded like the best course of action right now. Either way, it sure beat shriveling up on his desk any day.

So Midoriya raised his hand slightly, one of those pathetic waves with his elbow still resting on the tabletop. He leaned his tired head on his wrist, balancing himself like a dangerous game of Jenga. Hopefully this was enough to catch Present Mic’s attention without alerting everyone else. He really didn’t need Iida or Kirishima, or quite frankly anyone on his back again. He would have appreciated the sincerity of the sentiment, but he just wanted to get up and go.

“Ah wonderful Midoriya! I knew I could count on you!” Present Mic cheered at seeing the raised hand, “So what’s your answer little listener?”

The teen blinked like a deer caught in headlights.

Wait… what?

“The preposition is the incorrect aspect of the sentence. It should be ‘to’ not ‘with.’”

Well, when there was an old ghost with centuries worth of knowledge that no one else could see or hear except for him, one best believe he’d take advantage of that in dire situations. And this definitely qualified as a dire situation.

“T-the preposition is wrong,” he repeated almost word for word like the cheat he was, “‘With’ should be replaced with ‘to.’”

Present Mic beamed as he pointed a set of finger guns in his direction. “That’s right! Onto the next questio-”

“Uh, Mic-sensei…?” Midoriya interrupted before he could move on to the next question and subsequently the next tangent, ignoring the twist in his gut that came along with, “Can I go to the restroom?”

The English teacher looked caught off guard for a second, before his usual announcer grin shifted into something more mellow and understanding.

“Of course, just take the hall pass by the door.”

Sitting in the back corner of the classroom farthest from the door certainly had its advantages, but this was not one of them. The boy tended to avoid getting up in the middle of class for this exact reason, putting off bathroom breaks until after. Because what could be worse to an introverted teen than having to squeeze awkwardly by his classmates on his way to the door?

Still, he slinked between desks like a cat, careful not to bump someone or something on his way out. He made a quick snatch at the lanyard hanging by the exit before slipping out into the freedom of the empty hallway. Gami trailed beside him, not having to worry about slowing down to navigate the classroom. Together, they turned down the hall, approaching one of the boys’ bathrooms on the side.

It wasn’t a surprise to either of them when they passed it and continued walking

Midoriya was thankful U.A. didn’t employ hall monitors like Aldera did, or he’d be much more paranoid about skipping around the school like this. If anyone was to stop and check him, they’d certainly wonder what he was doing so far from the nearest restroom or his classroom. Maybe they’d assume he was up so something devious like a high school boy was capable of doing.

He turned to a staircase, and flew down a floor. He still checked both ends of the hallway before turning into it and making his way down.

The bathrooms on his floor were always too crowded, even during the middle of class. There always seemed to be at least two students inside at all times, and that simply wouldn’t work when he needed full privacy to talk to his mentor or let something out of his system. So after the first few times he scouted out all the bathrooms on his floor, he went in search of a more peaceful sanctuary somewhere else.

Enter this seemingly forgotten restroom next to a janitor’s closet.

The door opened with a piercing squeak, but that mattered little when inside there was no one. The teen walked hastily over to the sink, resting himself on it fully like he would collapse at any second. He gripped the porcelain like a lifeline, head falling on his neck limply.

“I feel like a wreck,” he heaved, “Like I’ve been hit by a bus…”

Gami circled around him, examining him briefly. “Well, you have no physical ailments that I can see as of now.”

Midoriya groaned, half out of discomfort, half out of annoyance. Of course he wouldn’t have any injuries. He wasn’t hurt.

However, the ghost wasn’t stupid. Oblivious and lost at times yes, but an idiot not. He rubbed a gentle hand on his successor’s back, hoping to ease the sickness out of him. “Are you really that worried about this afternoon’s meeting?”

The boy let out a heavy sigh, shoulders slumping under imaginary weight. “I mean- I… I don’t know…”

Exasperated, he managed to pick his dead weight for a head back up, meeting the reflection of his eyes in the mirror. He really did look awful. There were heavy, dark circles under his eyes, his skin was tinted much paler than usual, his lips were arguably blue; it was as if he had been raised from the dead. How had no one said anything yet?

Well, Kirishima and Iida did, but that was really only off of his demeanor.

“I want to talk to him, but..” He averted his gaze from the mirror, no longer able to look himself in the eye. “It’s just been a lot. I feel like I haven’t had a chance to really breathe in like… the past year.”

Gami let out a small chuckle, though it was more out of awkwardness than humor. “Yes… it has been quite the rollercoaster.”

The duo settled into a strangely uncomfortable silence, one uncommon between them. Midoriya turned back to the mirror, staring at himself again. He’d come to the bathroom with the intention of making himself throw up in hopes that would help, but now that he was here, he really didn’t feel like having stomach bile burn up his esophagus.

He moved his gaze lower, settling on the faucet. Maybe some cold water would help freshen him up. Surprisingly, he was already feeling a little better after leaving the classroom, though maybe that would be better attributed to the mini vent with Gami.

The faucet opened with a squeak that rivaled the door in loudness, and cool water rushed down the drain. He slipped off his gloves, running a thumb down their classy green stripe, before shoving them into his back pocket. Collecting water in his hands, he rubbed his face hoping he would rub the dark circles and paleness right out.

“Let us simply focus on making it to lunch first,” the spirit rambled while his successor continued to splash cold water onto his face, “We can take this one step at a time. It is much less overwhelming that way.”

He switched off the water, dressing his hands back up in their usual fabric barriers. He swiped at his damp face with his uniform sleeve, drying it good enough before meeting his reflection one last time. He looked more alive than before, so the refresh had done something. And he was feeling a little better than before as well.

He could do this.

Just one step at a time.

“Y-yeah, that’s right. One step at a time.”

A piercing squeak rang out and echoed off the bathroom walls.

“Huh, so now the hero course is talking to themselves…”

Midoriya spun on his heels, regretting it instantly as the vertigo rushed back through his veins. He clutched the sink in one hand for balance, taking a step back to further steady himself.

Standing in the doorway was the same purple haired student that had presented himself to class 1-A just about a week prior, same disappointed stance and all. He remained slouched in the doorway, though just in enough that the door almost closed behind him. His eyes held that same cynicism that rattled his core, that same gaze that made him freeze like a deer in headlights. It was predatory, the way it sparked some animalistic cowardice in him.

He was trapped in this bathroom.

And yet, even through his obsessive desire to get the hell out of there, Midoriya couldn't help but notice the slight redness to his pale face, liveliness that otherwise would’ve looked perfectly normal on a typical complexion. His stance held uncertainty just as it held that daunt that forced him to back away. His eyes held wavering just as they held that fierceness that urged him to flee.

It was a look that felt oh so familiar.

“Do you really feel so comfortable in your superiority that you’re skipping class over something as pitiful as this?”

And that’s when he remembered he wasn’t exactly as alone as he intended to be.

Midoriya broke out of his stupor, waving his hands in front of his frazzled expression. What was he even supposed to say though? That he wasn’t crazy? That he wasn’t talking to himself? That he was just talking to a 500 year old ghost that liked to follow him around and had been casually mentoring him for the majority of his life?

Yeah, like that secured his spot in the hero course any better.

Still, he better say something rather than nothing at all. Opening his mouth to respond, he took a breath to calm that shakiness in his stomach and-

“Don’t.”

He froze, reply caught in his throat.

“Have you forgotten last time? Do not engage with him.” The firmness in his voice was undeniable, more than enough to halt him in his tracks. “Something most certainly is not right about him.”

The teen trusted Gami with his life, or at least the aspects of his immortality that were still vulnerable. So he locked his lips shut and snapped his hands back to his sides in an instinctual effort to protect himself.

The seconds ticked painfully by, nearly as bad as his stomach pains from earlier. And with each passing moment, the atmosphere grew more and more tense and more and more awkward. The two stared at each other like a standoff, as if each had a pistol by their side ready to draw. But Midoriya couldn’t shoot that bullet, not with Gami’s hand practically on the trigger.

His only other option was to leave, his escape now turning into a prison, but was he to do that silently? Leave without uttering a word? In fact, the other boy was still in the doorway; he’d have to push his way through. And after Bakugo had certainly left an impression on the rest of the students, one of rudeness and arrogance, he didn’t want to do the same. He didn’t want to perpetuate the perception that Bakugo had uncaringly thrust upon their class, upon their kind. Sure that desire was rooted partially in his righteous nature, to resolve the betrayal that rang about in that classroom, but it was also a product of himself. He didn’t want to come off as insolent or self-absorbed, because that simply wasn’t the kind of person he was.

He couldn’t discuss either with Gami, less he solidify his newfound reputation as a schizophrenic. But the longer he stood in silence, the further it seemed to bind him to morbid passivism. This tense staredown was unsustainable, intolerable, excruciating. Even the most formidable of defenses would be unable to stand untouched.

So an executive decision was made.

With gloved fingers balled into uniform fabric, Midoriya hastily pushed forward, surprising even his own legs. He only needed a few good steps to make it to the blocked doorway, but by that point, he had already committed.

“I-I’m just gonna go…”

The purple haired teen made a surprisingly quick sidestep to the left, freeing the door and allowing Midoriya to escape. The two made brief eye contact, both sharing an inkling of shock, just for a second. And maybe through that familiarity, they both found new ground to stand on. Maybe they both grew to a new level of understanding, that maybe, despite all the words thrown around, they really weren’t as different as they sought to believe.

Then again, is that really reasonable to assume from merely a glance of chance?

Gami hesitated for a moment before following his successor out of the restroom, chasing his stumbling form. He caught up to Midoriya just seconds later, who was gripping his chest like he’d just had a heart attack. The boy turned back into the stairwell, and used the momentary privacy to catch his breath. He held such a death grip on the lanyard, it would’ve choked out any living equivalent.

“I… I think I feel worse.”

The ghost hunched down with him with a sigh, careful not to encroach too drastically on the newfound space. “Regardless, we should head back. We have certainly been out a while.”

Yeah, that was true. God his perception of time had been so screwed with, and it really hadn’t been the pseudo zombie’s fault, though he had certainly played his part in it. Hopefully it hadn’t been too long.

So with one mediocre breath, he collected himself enough to finish that flight of stairs, trudging down the still empty hall towards his classroom. He dared not to disturb the socially contracted silence upheld by the few stragglers that did cross his path. He hoped that he wouldn’t be disrupting a major part of the lesson when he came back in, or any part of the lesson really. Despite his intense hate of noise in his current, wasted state, he was really banking on the classroom being in chaos by the time he returned. Maybe then his appearance would go relatively unnoticed.

Letting out one last exhale, the hand once resting on the surface of the classroom door reached for the edge. It took a bit more effort to pull the sliding door than he had anticipated however, but he just hoped that was all in his imagination.

“Just to restate before we finish for today, prepositions are used to sho-”

The class zeroed in on the teen like a flock of seagulls spotting a lone chip on the beach. The already quiet classroom managed to hush down even more, like his mere presence was taboo. Eyes panned in his direction, leaving him squirming under a tense microscope. Even Present Mic halted in speech, startled by his sudden entrance.

“Goddammit.”

Midoriya couldn’t agree more.

There was this indistinguishable look in the English teacher’s eyes. Well… maybe it wasn’t all that hidden actually. Maybe it was just the instinctual panic flooding Midoriya’s system that masked it. Maybe he was too focused on not taking that passive step backwards or making sure his heart didn’t burst from his chest. But he couldn’t tell just what Present Mic was feeling, whether it was simple surprise or solemn disappointment or even stirring anger.

Because of course he managed to return right at the end of class.

Just how long did he spend in that bathroom?

“Midoriya.” The voice hero interrupted his thoughts before the silence grew too awkward to bear. “Can we step outside for a moment?”

He nodded, because of course he nodded. What else was he to do? What other option possibly was there, in front of not only his entire class, but one of the few heroes, hell one of the few people, that he truly felt at ease? There was no way in paradise he was going to deny him, much less say anything else at all. Right now he was mortified, and combined with a distrusting exterior and guarded personality, all he desired was for the earth to swallow him up to where he’d never be seen again.

The two, plus Gami, stepped outside the room, and Midoriya watched as the teacher shut the door quietly behind them. The blond guided him a few more steps away, just to ensure the most amount of privacy they could get out in the empty, yet open hallway. There was a careful effort made not to make physical contact by Present Mic, but his undertaking went largely unnoticed, of which went unnoticed overall.

Yamada had to resist the urge to squat down, remembering that he was not dealing with the young, frightened children he was so used to, but rather a more wary teenager who had no desire to be babied. But it took more conscious effort than he was used to, struggling to keep himself from making some sort of physical contact.

“Little listener, I’m not upset with you…” He made sure to establish that right off the bat, because he could feel the protective shell the boy had around him rolling off in waves. “I’m just… worried about you.”

Midoriya shuffled a bit in his spot, fighting himself on how to proceed. Because he liked Yamada, he liked the man and the aura he radiated, but at the same time, never had he been called into a school hallway for anything good. He was already more than embarrassed and wanted nothing more than to just sit down and pretend that the entire incident had never happened. But the longer he stood there in dry silence, the more he realized how comfortable he had grown among the voice hero, because he couldn’t even ponder the idea of purposely ignoring him. Even the thought of cooking up a half baked lie made his slightly quelled stomach start to churn once more.

The thoughts nearly made him smile somberly.

“I’m sorry, Yamada-sensei. I didn’t mean to take so long.” In the end, he succumbed to that new tameness that dwelled just underneath his shell, but it really didn’t feel as traitorous as he had expected. “I just… haven’t been feeling all that great today.”

Immediately the teacher’s eyes softened, as if they weren’t soft enough already. He removed his signature shades, presenting the humanity in his gaze, along with heroic borderline parental concern that was visible as well.

His voice mellowed out to match his eyes, and the worry became even too much to be even human, if that was possible. “Worried about the meeting with Kiyori?”

“No! I mean… I guess- err…” he stammered over himself, “It’s just-”

“You’re feeling nervous about how this might go down,” Yamada interrupted, though it held nor brought annoyance, “I haven’t done nearly as many interrogations as Sho, but from what I’ve done I do know that most run of the mill criminals are more bark than they are bite.”

He knew the hero was only trying to reassure him, but this was going to be far from a typical interrogation. And Kiyori Ryōyami was far from a run of the mill criminal. After all, killing Ishihara took far more bite than it did bark.

Yamada was only trying to help, but what did he know?

“It should be pretty routine considering Tsuka approved of you going in to talk with him,” the blond continued on, “He wouldn’t want you in there if the situation was more delicate. I don’t blame him, I couldn’t imagine having to interview a villain I personally know.”

Midoriya clenched his teeth.

What did he know?

The teacher noticed the sudden shift in demeanor, ending his ramble just as suddenly and switching to something more reassuring as intended. “Are you second guessing whether or not to do the interview? You don’t have to if-”

“No!” The teen exclaimed, cutting him off before he could catch himself. He startled even himself with how loud it came out, taking a moment to recoup. “No I… I want to do this.”

It wasn’t a want anymore.

It wasn’t even a necessity anymore, not to him at least.

It was by the principle of his existence, and the principle of lives that were exchanged for it.

If Present Mic was startled by his fervor, he certainly didn’t show it. “Then… you just gotta give it your all! It’s normal to be nervous, but you can’t let that hold you back! Push past all the doubt and go yeah!!”

Obviously his inspirational speech was much more toned down than how it would have normally come out; he was still in a school hallway after all. But even then, waves of enthusiasm rolled off of him and infected the air, to the point where Midoriya couldn’t help but smile. The hero really had that kind of effect on people, warmth that didn’t thin the air, but lifted it.

He forgot about the painful prospect of today's meeting that had settled into his stomach, and about the vigilante-like motivation behind it. His headache drifted off to the corners of his temples and his gut drifted into equilibrium. Or maybe, he simply forgot about them for a moment.

Maybe he simply forgot about them in the presence of surrogate bliss.

“Thanks Yamada-sensei. I think I really needed to hear that…”

The hero looked caught off guard by that, not expecting such a sincere and heartfelt confession from someone so typically reserved. His wide eyes eased to quiet gratification, and a much softer, yet equally bright smile pulled at his lips.

“It’s no problem, little listener.” He had to reset the urge to ruffle the fluffy green hair before him. “I’m just glad you’re feeling better.”

It took conscious effort not to lose the smile he had just regained.

The uncertainty in his stomach riled up again.

Yeah… better.

“Here.” Yamada handed him a wrapped granola bar from his pocket that Midoriya had clearly remembered from the kitchen counter. “Snacking usually helps me relax after a stressful day, so it should help you relax before one.”

When the packaged bar remained in his hand for some more time, he gave a confirming nod.

“Don’t worry about me, I had a full breakfast this morning. Besides, I’ll just steal whatever Sho’s got if I really get hungry.”

The English teacher laughed to himself at the thought, but his words were enough to get the boy to take from his hand. He inspected the packaging briefly for no particular reason before stuffing the item in his pocket, making sure the little bit sticking out was covered by the end of his uniform top.

Before they could continue any further, the bell rang, signalling the end of the period. Immediately, all of the adjacent doors began pouring out, flooding the halls with a sea of students. Midoriya instinctively edged closer to his classroom door.

“Well, that’s my cue,” Yamada sighed, looking out at the chaos before him, “If you need anything at all, little listener, just drop by the teachers’ lounge at lunch.”

And then the blond walked off into the raging sea, leaving Midoriya all alone in rising waters. He almost moved to follow him, but his lifebuoy had him tethered to the classroom door.

“Thanks again, Yamada-sensei,” he whispered out to the sea of everything and no one.

Then he reeled himself in before he was swept out to sea.

He slipped through without opening the door all too wide, closing it hastily behind him to keep the savage currents out. He almost forgot about the fact that there were people inside with him as he let out a sigh of relief.

“Hey Midori! Everything good with Mic-sensei?” Kirishima called out not all that quietly as he approached him from the mass of desks.

Gami drifted in through the wall at that, settling in his usual spot next to his successor just as more people seemed to tune in.

“Yeah, yeah.” The lie slipped smoothly off his tongue before he even realized his mouth was open. “He was just worried I needed to see Recovery Girl.”

That was more than enough to catch the class dad’s attention, as well as his other friends towards the back of the room. Kirishima furrowed his brows at the response, seemingly not satisfied or put at ease by its contents. His face morphed into friendly concern, a look Midoriya wasn’t all that used to seeing.

“Recovery Girl?” he repeated, “You sure you’re feeling alright?”

His stomach twisted at the words, and suddenly that granola bar seemed to weigh much heavier in his pocket.

In less than 7 hours, he would be face to face with the person who had changed his life forever. The person who seemed only to answer the beck and call of the universe alone. The person who had taken away the light of his best friend. The person who had dared to show his face again afterwards.

He’d be face to face with him in less than 7 hours, locked in a room where he couldn’t possibly run away from the weight of his actions again. He would have to answer to the call of justice and explanation, and pay to the collector of consequences.

Face to face with the first person he ever had the desire to end by his own hand.

All in less than 7 hours.

“Midori?”

His stomach snapped like an elastic band, and his knees nearly gave out on him.

“Yeah, I’m good. Don’t worry about it.”

 


 

He did end up eating what Yamada had given him, bending to his whims far sooner than he would’ve liked to admit. He just needed something to soothe his internal twister, and while it certainly held the risk of making him spout it back up during class, he really couldn’t afford another bathroom trip in front of his class. None of his surrounding classmates seemed to mind the slight noise, in fact Todoroki sent him a couple periodic glances just to check up on him.

Despite feeling as awfully as he was, Midoriya couldn’t deny the warmth that had come out of outside concerns. It was almost relieving to realize that someone actually cared, a whole slew of people at that. A sensation so alien, and yet he welcomed it frantically. It was nearly enough for him to wish he’d be sick more often, but he wasn’t that desperate.

He’d been doing just fine on his own anyway.

But that granola bar did little to hold off his overactive stomach acid, and both he and his gut were churning for that lunch dismissal bell. He was afraid that if the crackling of the plastic wrap didn’t do it for his peers, then his anxious tapping most certainly would. A stature of statue was far from his grasp as he lay hunched over his desk in agony and impatience. There was a true physical struggle to get through the remaining periods separating him from relief, much less actual focus. He employed his hands to drum against the wood for his ears, if only to drown out the sharp noises elsewhere in the room. One leg bounced in anticipation, or maybe just for tranquility, or maybe just to take him away from infectious thoughts swirling around in his head, or maybe just because he could.

And then that bell finally gave in to the whims of the universe, or maybe to his silently desperate pleas.

Not that he was a desperate man.

Ectoplasm, who had been going on about something related to factoring, finally stopped talking. And once he noticed some of his peers beginning to rise from their sedimentary rears out of the corner of his eye, his own heart fluttered with expectation.

Imagine him, being this excited over lunchtime. It was like his younger years all over again.

It took a couple attempts to get his drowsy limbs to function like he wanted them to, resembling a young fawn in morning dew. He sent stink eye to his mentor, who merely stood to the side and watched him stumble around like a newborn.

“A little help would’ve been nice…” he hissed once he was sure his two feet would be able to support his body weight.

“It would have seemed strange from an outside perspective; you would have resembled a broken puppet,” the ghost quipped back a little too quickly.

Midoriya hummed under his breath, a little more ticked off than he usually would’ve been, “Sure…”

Gami wasn’t oblivious. He picked up the harsh response immediately, shrinking back a bit. He hadn’t realized how irked the teen had grown throughout the early day, certainly not expecting the laced reply. The day hadn’t had a great start, that was for sure, but still, Midoriya seemed extra volatile and irritable today.

He hoped it wouldn’t continue on into the meeting with Kiyori later.

“I apologize.” He didn’t dare lay a hand on him, not while he was in this prickly state. “I was only attempting to be humorous.”

The boy huffed, but seemed to simmer down at that. It was hard to be angry at the spirit when all he ever did was for his well being, a prospect that was both heartwarming and bittersweet to his conscience. Because while he absolutely loved the constant warding from loneliness, a piece of him felt especially guilty at the fact that Gami was essentially tethered to him. What life did the ghost have outside of his budding own?

That fact that he couldn’t answer left him awfully demoralized, and his strained mood switched immediately to one of dismay.

“Hey Midori!” Uraraka waved him over, but didn’t bother to wait for him as she skipped over to his desk. “You ready to go?”

He noticed the classroom clearing out, wondering just how long he had spent thinking about the morality concerning his companion.

He nodded as convincingly as he could. “Coming.”

He kind of stumbled over to the door, where Iida waited patiently for them, holding the door open so all three could chat together down the hall. But the further they proceeded, however, the more his friends seemed to eye his behavior with suspicion. Maybe his walk was too frazzled, or his words too limp, or his face too counterfeit, he wasn’t all too sure. He was trying his best, truly, but between his testiness, his guilt, and his obligation, he was torn by all these different heart strings in ways not as wholesome as he would’ve liked.

“I know you’ve been saying all day that you’re fine but-” Uraraka finally spoke up for the lot of them- “you seem really tense. Are you sure nothing’s wrong?”

Don’t get him wrong, there was absolutely no part of him that enjoyed lying to the face of those he considered friends, and even those he didn’t necessarily. Some other essence of guilt began rising among the sickness in his stomach, stirred by the dismissal of those that held some concern for his well being. It made him feel wrong, it made him feel cruel, but there was simply no other option. Because what would he say? That he was meeting one of his USJ attackers who he coincidentally had a more personal connection with, one that stemmed far beyond his affiliation with the school, one that could easily be judged as vigilante in nature, one of which he had been purposely keeping from everyone around him?

Because that would end well.

“I’m sorry for worrying you,” he began for what felt like the tenth time today, “but I’m-”

“If you wish to keep what has been troubling you to yourself, that is alright,” Iida interrupted in the most parental way possible, though it didn’t come off as snobbish, “Just as long as you intend to deal with it in a healthy manner.”

He turned to the class president with a bit of a wide eye, caught off guard by the relenting response from such an uptight individual.

“Oh, I’m so sorry if I was coming off as pushy!” Uraraka seconded frantically, a different kind of worry striking her, “Please don’t feel obligated to share if you don’t want to! I was just worried, that’s all.”

“As am I!” Iida continued, switching over to that respectable role model character they all had grown accustomed to, “However we must be aware of the existing conditions around us! Take into consideration factors of contribution beyond our knowledge and attribute them to the current situation in order to account for pre-existing behavi-”

As much as he did appreciate Iida’s intervention, he decided one of his own was necessary to save Uraraka any mortification she might be building in her conscience. “Thanks guys, I really appreciate your understanding. I promise I’ll make sure to deal with it today.”

That stopped his friends before they, or more effectively Iida, could continue down whatever rabbit hole they were traveling. They turned to him and smiled silent words of reassurance before moving along into some other conversational topic that Midoriya simply wasn’t paying attention to.

He would deal with it today, whether he was ready or not. Time waited for no man, and he had waited long enough for the time. Nothing, not worry, not fear, nothing, would prevent him from carrying out his desire for closure if only to service the afterlife. Ishihara would finally know the details of his demise, from the moments leading before to the aftermath, as well as the face that brought it.

This would end today.

Finally a path into the cafeteria was cleared, and the trio found their place on one of the lunch lines in another eternal waiting game. He’d been doing that as of late, eternal waiting games yes, but getting on the lunch line more importantly. Typically he held the table and waited for the others, but for once he preferred this new change of pace. Sure they ran the risk of losing their favored spot, but compared to the comfort of feeling teenage, it was an easy price to pay.

He felt like a normal kid, laughing and smiling while piling up his tray. Fried rice? Yes please. Beef dumplings? Don’t mind him. Steamed vegetables? He’d make the room.

It was the world he’d been missing all his life.

Maybe the universe had finally grown bored with pulling his leg, since their signature table was still free by the time they’d all exited the line. It was a nice feeling: sitting down with everyone else and bringing a tray down with him, a euphoric high he hadn’t yet crashed from since earlier this week. He didn’t wait for the others, snapping apart his chopsticks and diving in, stomach taking full control of his head. Now that the food was in front of him, he didn't feel all that sick as he was before. Maybe it was the savory aroma that wafted into his nose, or maybe he was simply riding off that contact high courtesy of his friends. They really knew how to take his mind off the more… stressful things, after all.

“Was it just me-” Uraraka began, her cheeks stuffed full with dumplings on each side- “or did Lunchrush seem a bit more stressed than usual? He came off a little frazzled…”

In all honesty, Midoriya really wasn’t paying all too much attention, much too preoccupied with stuffing his own face and satisfying his stomach. He looked up though, trying to catch the conversation while holding onto the piece of broccoli between his lips.

A drop of sauce dribbled down his chin, and Gami had to resist the urge to both laugh and throw a napkin at him.

“Well, though he is our school chef, Lunchrush is still an active hero,” Iida theorized, setting his utensils down, “Plenty of heroes now have their hands full trying to apprehend the villain targeting fellow heroes.”

Midoriya froze, dropping the dumpling from his chopsticks, with the wood utensils themselves clattering onto the plastic tray. His friends shot him a confused look, but a quick and awkward smile was all that was necessary to set them back on track. Simple mistake, that’s all it was.

He picked those chopsticks back up with a now shaky hand.

“Oh yeah that’s right,” the brunette confirmed, the memory now dawning on her, “That’s been popping up on the news lately: heroes being attacked by that new villain. The… Hero Killer, right?”

The teen pressed a glob of rice into his mouth, forcing himself to swallow it and push down the bile climbing up his throat. Attacked? That was certainly putting it lightly. The media was calling him the “Hero Killer” for a reason. Though, to be fair, there were quite a few details being held form the media courtesy of the police. If everyone knew the details he was seeing in his premonitions, well, there’d be a lot more panic from the public, even if they weren’t the prime target.

“Indeed, though he refers to himself by Stain,” Iida clarified, “So far, he is responsible for the death of 10 heroes and the injuries of countless others. It’s no wonder that Lunchrush and others find themselves swamped with stress. The pressure on catching this madman is astronomical.”

“10? I thought it was only 8?” Uraraka gasped.

Iida shook his head. “The media’s numbers aren’t… well… accurate, but that’s for the sake of maintaining a relative standard of calmness. My brother gets more precise updates as Ingenium.”

Midoriya clenched his hands underneath the table, unsure if the urge he was feeling was to choke or puke. Slight shivers ran up and down his spine, to the point where he was afraid they were getting to be visible to the naked eye.

The media had purposely been under informed of only 8 deaths.

Most heroes only knew of 10.

Why did he have to be one of the unlucky few to know of the full 13 at the hands of the Hero Killer?

Blood splattered at his irises, and he flinched unconsciously, only for it to disappear upon opening his eyes. He could still hear the metallic clang of knives grinding against each other and human flesh.The stench clung to his clothes like his midnight sweat, the smell of blood mixed with desperate tears pleading for mercy. Sure they may not have been perfect heroes, but they were people nonetheless. People with lives and goals, dreams and hearts, all taken from them without warning. Brutally without care. Indifferently like chickens lined up for the slaugh-

“Midori!”

“Y-yeah?” he sputtered, snapping back to attention.

Both Iida and Uraraka were staring at him with these concerned looks in their eyes, and quite frankly it startled him. The air was so tense he nearly reached out to his throat in an effort to breathe, though it wouldn't have done much with his clammy hands.

She sent a glance off the side to her rule abiding counterpart, before refocusing on him. “Are you really sure you’re okay?”

“Yeah, yeah, fine. I’m fine,” Midoriya stammered without skipping a beat, “Just uh… chills! Yeah, chills…”

He finished with a shaky smile, hoping, praying, that was enough to pass. His heart still raced disturbingly fast, so fast he was worried it was audible in the air around him. That sickness in his stomach returned, despite having eaten more than half his lunch.

“Just breathe.”

Right… that.

Yeah…

Iida frowned. “Maybe you should see Re-”

“Hey, it’s you! Midoriya… right?”

The trio snapped to the side, only to flinch back as a pink haired female practically threw herself onto the table. Her thick, rosy locks flung forward and bounced on her shoulders, a support course uniform very messily and obviously thrown over a greasy tank top. Her face contorted into a wide, blinding smile as she gripped the edge of the table with her work gloves.

All Midoriya could see, however, was a villainous grin from ear to ear, face covered in splatters of blood, eyes shadowed out by stained bandages, evil radiated off of him in waves.

Please, please go away. He didn’t want to see him again.

“A-ah, hey Hatsume-san…” he stumbled, “Just uh… just call me Midori. Everyone does…”

She grinned even brighter, which only made the boy shrink further back into his skin.

Uraraka’s curiosity got the better of her, however, and she sent the other female a pleasant grin. “Are you a friend of Midori’s? The name’s Uraraka Ochaco, nice to meet you!”

Her hand was then promptly shook by Hatsume, with so much vigor her wrist nearly detached. “I’m Hatsume! Hatsume Mei! Inventor and support course student at your service!”

“Iida Tenya, a pleasure to meet you!” He straightened his glasses while offering a handshake. “I must ask, how are you affiliated with Midoriya?”

The inventor smiled even wider, making everyone wonder if her cheeks were elastic. “He’s wearing one of my babies right now! Which reminds me, I came to check on them! How are they working for you? Pleased with my success?”

Midoriya watched his friends sputter for a change, snapping to him with looks of shock. Their heads turned so fast, they practically came off their necks, turning so far it was unnatural. Snapped necks, faces pressed against the pavement of an abandoned alleyway. The bodies were long dead from the stab wounds anyway, he just liked to snap their necks for the fun of it, maybe as a final, extra punishment. The life drained from their eyes as the monster above them mocked their fleeting strength, taunting in their final moments. His smile, that disturbing, gruesome grin, shone through the darkness of the alley with satirical sourness. That disgustingly long tongue licked the stray blood from his lips and-

“Gloves! She’s talking about the gloves!” He wrenched his strained hands out from under the table to show them off, where they hid tangled in one another tightly. “T-they’re working great, Hatsume-san. I’m more than impressed!”

He wasn't exaggerating. The gloves really were better than he could have ever hoped, if the still intact table had anything to say about it. His friends seemed to get the idea, relaxing and then further developing into conversation with the female. He really didn’t pick up what they were saying, way too focused on his racing heartbeat and his churning stomach. The food in front of him didn’t even smell good anymore, it didn’t even smell like food. All he could smell was the phantom rust of drying blood, and the meat of dying flesh. The chatter in front of him faded away until it was practically nonexistent, replaced in his head with screams of agony and frantic begging, dying out into dim moans just as their life did.

Then there was that signature low mumble of the Hero Killer, chastising their flaws in their final hours. He didn’t know which extreme was worse: his manic, insane taunting at the cusp of his high, or the dull, lifeless lecturing as he stole second chances without second thought. Sometimes he left with a psychotic smile, other times it was nothing but stoicism. But always it was without sympathy, without a care in the world that he had snatched a life with nothing but his bare hands and a set of blades.

Though, when he licked the red off his sword like he was lapping up water, it horrified him to no end. Even if his face was clean after the murder, he’d painted it eventually upon consuming the deceased hero’s blood in the end. Slurping it to his mouth like some demented shade of lipstick, staining his teeth like coffee. That grin, tainted red with the spoil of death. That grin, smiling heartlessly in the thought of his next drink-

Midoriya stood up all of a sudden, completely unconsciously, to the complete and utter surprise of everyone, including himself. He nearly tipped over his tray, grains of sticky rice falling from a rocking bowl. He scrambled to catch his breath, but it had long been stolen, fleeting images of a murderer dangling it in front of him, watching the life drain from his eyes as he had done with all his other victims. He clutched at his chest.

Breathing…

Was he breathing?

“Midori?”

How many times had he heard that? Four? Five?

How many excuses later was he?

“B-b-bathroom!”

The boy waited for no response, tumbling out of his seat away from the group. Away. Away. Away. He needed to get away. The air was too thick. His throat was closing. He was gasping for breath that simply wasn’t there. His feet stumbled on their own; he wasn’t even sure where he was going, just acknowledging the instinctual desire to run away. Away from the crowd. Away from prying, dull eyes. Away from the stench of the dead. Away from him.

Suddenly, he was jerked back by his waist, the change so instantaneous he nearly fell backwards onto the floor… if it weren’t for the undead body that stopped him. Sure enough, he looked down after his head stopped spinning to see Gami’s hands wrapped around him, keeping him from running any more. He struggled unintentionally, that desperate desire to flee outweighing any ounce of reason he could have collected. Thankfully, at least in hindsight, the ghost’s grip was strong. He fought and fought and fought until the fight in him tired and his arms dropped to his sides.

Gami delicately held his body as it gave out, stroking his hair softly. “It is alright, it is alright. You can relax.”

Midoriya wanted to cry, but he didn’t want to break down in the middle of a school hallway. That sickness from earlier came back in full force, slamming into him like a truck as he completely collapsed into his mentor’s arms. He trembled, unsure if he needed to throw up or sob.

Between his trouble sleeping, his meeting with Kiyori later, the duty he had to finally bring peace to Ishihara, this unreasonable obligation he held towards the capture of the Hero Killer…

It was all just so overwhelming.

“I need you to stand straight unless you wish to explain your unnatural posture to the first witness who happens to walk by.”

“I know, I know…” the teen slurred. He made a slow effort to pick himself back up, but ultimately he was unsuccessful. There was a pause; neither of them moved, nor said a word. But Midoriya knew Gami had seen him fail, there was no real way to play that off. He just really didn’t want to seem any weaker than he already had. He didn’t want to ask. Please, don't make him ask.

When the spirit watched him fumbled around like a newborn fawn, this time he held no hesitation in hoisting him up to his feet. He didn’t remove his skeletal hands right away however, worried his successor might lose his balance if left unattended.

And he did. Multiple times. Stumbled around like a drunk, which was a dastardly comparison. And each time his feet tripped over themselves, or even nothing at all, he cursed himself a little more. He was such a mess. How could someone like him be responsible for human life, when he was so pathetic at managing his own? Here he was, a gift like no other, a look into the future so it could be changed. So he could change it. And yet, here he was, trembling over the mere thought of the Hero Killer, who had practically beaten him into submission, foresight gift or not.

Hero Killer: 13.

Himself: 0.

God, could his fucked up powers be used for anything good?

Midoriya leaned against a wall, untrusting of his legs to support him anymore. His hands balled at his sides in frustration. His head down, unable to bring himself to look up anymore. He was angry, angry and disappointed in himself and the abilities he was beginning to feel pride in. He wanted to be better. He needed to be better. But his confidence began to fall apart once more, because how could his deadly powers be used for good if he kept failing at that?

His mentor floated over to his side, hesitant on making eye contact while the words remained hesitant on his tongue. What to say, what to say, what to say? What to say when his words mattered so drastically? When any little mistake could send them spiraling back from the forward steps they’d been making?

“Izu I-”

“Midori! Midori! Whatcha doing out here?”

The duo stumbled, snapping out of their trance. Midoriya’s feet slipped out from under him, the wall being the only thing keeping him from meeting the floor. His hands clutched at the wall behind him very ungracefully, but it got the job done. He lifted his head so fast, his hair defied gravity, floating in the air for a few moments before gently resting back on his forehead.

“Dark Shadow?”

The bird giggled at his obvious confusion, “That’s me!”

That really didn’t do much to wipe the clear bewilderment off the boy’s face. With furrowed brows, he looked in either direction, noticing to his right the long body of Dark Shadow stretched out and around the corner, one specific person absent from the area.

“Where’s Tokoyami?”

Dark Shadow laughed again, clearly taking pride in his mischief. He swirled around Midoriya, observing his scrunched up face in humor.

Gami slipped away, neither paying any mind. He slithered down the hall, following the trail of Dark Shadow’s body. He stopped at the corner, almost wary of what he might encounter, but that was impossible. After all, Gami wasn’t afraid of anything.

So he dipped into the next hallway, taking the plunge like diving into ice water.

Now the ghost was… well… a ghost, so maybe ice water wasn’t the best comparison. But regardless he jumped back as if his living body reacted to the sudden shock, shooting back to his successor’s side.

“Dark Shadow!” Tokoyami hissed quietly, “You know you’re not supposed to be seen outside of heroi-”

The scold died on his tongue as he fully rounded the corner and took note of the scene in front of him. His frustration turned to immediate disappointment as he watched his partner guiltily turn to face him, while his eyes glimmered with a mixture of pride and disobedience.

Tokoyami readjusted himself, walking a bit closer to the group as his quirk slowly returned to his side. “Ah Midori, I do thank you for occupying Dark Shadow’s attention long enough for me to catch up with him. He thinks because I allow him to appear in the privacy of the restroom, that gives him permission to run off in the halls.”

The shadow squawked at his partner, bothered he was being talked about in his current vicinity. Midoriya chuckled awkwardly, eyeing his mentor briefly before returning his gaze to his classmate. The look didn’t go unnoticed by the ever observant spirit, who too pouted at the implication being made.

Tokoyami would never know, but the two of them were more alike than he could ever imagine.

“Glad I could help, I guess.” He pushed forward a smile, one of those nice, yet strained ones found in family photos.

He just couldn’t push it to his eyes, however, and Tokoyami was definitely one of his more observant peers.

“I know we haven’t spoken much as of late,” he began, “but you seem a bit distressed.”

How many times had he heard that? Four? Five?

How many excuses later was he?

He nearly let out a sigh unconsciously. Why was today just so… tiring?

He opened his mouth with yet another excuse on his tongue, but it got caught in his throat. Maybe his stomach just couldn’t take dishing out another one. Maybe his esophagus got sick of swallowing something so dry. Maybe his taste buds finally croaked from the sourness. Either way, he coughed instead, and he practically watched the excuse shoot from his lips and smack limply on the floor by his feet like a dead fish.

He raised a hand to his mouth, embarrassed. “Ah, s-sorry.”

That smile from earlier began to crumble as his shoulders fell. He caught the glance Gami sent him from the side, but he was barely able to see it as he scrambled to catch everything falling apart before him. His soul ached painfully, harsh throbs that broke from his chest, and yet, at the same time, he felt this overwhelming desire to clutch at his chest to see if it was still there. Everything just hurt so much more today. Why? What he wouldn’t give for just a dull hum in his ribcage. What he wouldn’t give for just a dull hum in his head.

If the Hero Killer could see him now, he bet he’d be laughing at the pathetic little boy in front of him.

Heck, he’d probably be laughing if he figured out himself as the reason the police had been nipping at his tail.

Some wannabe hero he was.

“Why is someone like you trying to become a hero?”

How could he have ever thought powers like his could be used for anything useful?

“You don’t belong as a hero, especially not with a dangerous quirk like that.”

He was just some little boy playing pretend.

“Come on… I want to hear that heroic little facade of yours break.”

Dark Shadow exchanged a look with Tokoyami, one unnatural upon the usual carefree bird’s expression.

“Midori?”

Five, right? He was pretty sure that was five.

Maybe?

“Tokoyami, have… have you thought about your hero name at all?”

His classmate looked caught off guard for just a second, before he shifted into an immense state of thought.

“My hero name? I can’t say I have,” he replied, hand on his chin, “Why? Is that what is troubling you?”

Midoriya shrugged halfheartedly. “I was just thinking, I guess. I’m… I’m not really sure what kind of name would fit a quirk like mine…”

Tokoyami picked up on the trail of thought the other teen had drifted off. “Ah yes, beings of the dark like us do have much more to consider when following such bright paths of heroism.”

Immediately, the boy worried the other had taken his statement the wrong way. “I-I didn’t mean a-any offense by it, I swear!”

“Nonsense, it is simply a fact we must revel in,” Tokoyami affirmed with a calm sense of pride, “Darkness is simply a part of who we are, of our existence.”

Dark Shadow smiled with a vigorous nod, flashing a double thumbs up.

“However, while it is true that darkness makes up a part of our souls, it is not nearly the totality of our identity.”

Midoriya shot a look to his mentor, hoping he was following the boy’s eccentric speech better than he was. Gami gave him an unapologetic shrug in return, and the teen nearly facepalmed.

“Aspirations are natural to every individual, especially to those seeking to diverge from their origins,” he continued, “Desires to ascend are just as equal a piece of the soul as the soul itself.”

The green haired teen smiled nervously, scratching at the back of his head. “Um… I’m not sure I follow…”

Tokoyami sighed, though it was free of annoyance or any sort of malice, “Each and every being is composed of who they are and who they wish to be. The present and the future. My desire would be for my hero name to reflect that.”

He smiled afterwards, and Dark Shadow smiled beside him. They became this bright beam of hope that coexisted with their darker edges, a perfect mesh of yin and yang. Midoriya glanced at Gami in disbelief, wondering if the ghost could see any clearer than him.

It was inspiring, seeing the pride Tokoyami took in himself and in Dark Shadow. This was who he was, and he embraced it in full force. He wasn’t ashamed or displeased or disappointed in his abilities, but rather proud of them, and proud of who he was.

“Any better?”

The boy snapped out of his thoughts, nodding his head furiously. “Yeah, I think I understand now.”

Tokoyami closed his eyes gently. “On that note then, I shall take my leave. If there is anything else I may assist you with, you know where to find me.”

Midoriya, in fact, did not really know where to find his classmate, but figured he’d make do if the need arose. That or send Gami off to find him.

“Bye Midori! Let’s meet up again later!” Dark Shadow called out as he retreated back into his partner’s chest.

Faint grumbling from a certain bird boy could be heard just as he disappeared around the corner. Gami snorted in response.

Midoriya continued to wave even after that duo had disappeared from sight, just until his arm grew tired and eventually dropped to his side. He let out a breath he didn’t even realize he was holding.

Who he was?

Who he wanted to be?

Was anything as sedimentary as he originally believed?

“Izu?”

Was his definition of his current self accurate?

Was the aspect of his desires reasonable?

“You cannot stand here much longer. Lunch is about to end.”

What did he really want to change?

“Izuku!”

Midoriya shot his head to the side, staring at the empty void of Gami’s hood. Even still, he caught the worry in his demeanor. So he smiled, for what was probably the thousandth time that day.

This time however, his eyes smiled too.

“Yeah, you’re right. Uraraka and Iida are probably worried sick by now.”

Regardless of what he thought, or of how he felt, this was who he was: a boy with the weight of the world on his shoulders. His powers were different, definitely intimidating at first. He saw constant visions of death, and the universe asked him constantly what he’d do about it. And he was stuck like this for the next hundred years, at the very least. That was just who he was.

Now, it was finally time to do some good with that.

Notes:

Yeah I won’t beat around the bush. I know I said this chapter would wrap up the Ishihara arc and the next chapter would start the Sports Festival stuff. Well, I lied. Whoops.

I started this chapter with the intention of writing about the entire day, from the beginning of the school day up to the end of Midoriya’s meeting with Kiyori. I really wanted to capture the feeling of overwhelming stress, that daunting pressure compressing the very air around you. And just when you think it couldn’t possibly get any worse, something else troubling manifests. And at some point it just gets to be too much, and the only thing left to do is collapse under the weight. I was planning on that culminating with the ultimate stressor: coming face to face with the person who destroyed something close to you. But by the time I got to that point in my notes, I was already 23 pages in… Eh, that scene probably deserves its own chapter anyway, considering the amount of room I’ll probably need to develop it. It’ll still all take place on the same day though, so this chapter (Chapter 29) and the next one (Chapter 30) will still be connected.

On a more serious note, I just really enjoy writing and when I plan out my chapters, halfway through I come up with something else I want to squeeze in. And look how that turned out. But I promise that the next chapter will finish the Ishihara arc with that long prolonged meeting with Kiyori. Then I’ll get started on the Sports Festival stuff in Chapter 31. I promise, for real this time lol.

I’m in the process of writing a special oneshot in celebration of Deku And Death’s 1 year anniversary! It’s so crazy to think about this story being a year old; I would’ve never imagined getting this far! So while this update did take a while, just know that I’m working on a special treat to compensate for it!!

Thanks for reading! Powers below as usual!

Death’s Touch: Anything Midoriya touches starts to decay immediately, regardless of the amount of fingers touching. This ability works on both the living and the non living. At first, Midoriya couldn’t control this ability, as it activated immediately without his consent. However, now he is able to control the activation on humans and non living objects, being able to start and stop the decay at will. However, he had gained no progress with plant or animal life. Any damage done to living organisms with this power cannot be healed.

Death’s Scythe: Midoriya can summon a scythe to fight with at will. The scythe vaguely resembles a bird’s beak, and has a hole near the start of the blade. The scythe is the only item that can’t be destroyed by Death’s Touch. The Death’s Touch ability can be shared with the scythe at Midoriya’s will, however it can only decay what it cuts. The decay follows the same rules as Death’s Touch. He can also make the scythe disappear at will when he is finished with it or to free his hands.

Immortality: Midoriya is immortal and cannot die. However, he can still get hurt and scarred. The immortality ability doesn’t provide any regeneration, but any wounds that could be detrimental to his job, such as lost/broken limbs and organs, will be healed the next day.

Premonition: Midoriya can see flash images of people who may die before they are supposed to. Normally, he cannot interfere with death, as it’s his job, but he has the option of attempting to save anyone he views in a premonition. These premonitions are bare and don’t provide much information other than the person themselves and their demise, occasionally revealing the setting and attacker, if any. The premonitions can come true between an hour after viewing to 3 days later.

Soul Contact: When a person dies, their soul is immediately sent to Midoriya. He can see, touch, and hold these souls. When holding a soul, Midoriya can see the most important memories and decisions attached to that soul, and hence that person.

Soul Sorting: This ability allows Midoriya to decide which part of the afterlife a soul moves on to. The areas of the afterlife can only be summoned with intent and the swipe of a hand, with the areas themselves being represented by flames. The areas that he can choose from are Paradise, Purgatory, and the Underworld. Once Midoriya decides where the soul best fits, it is sent to the being of that respective area. If approved, the soul stays in that area forever, the exception being Purgatory. Souls in Purgatory can be moved again to either Paradise or the Underworld, however, this is not Midoriya’s decision. If rejected, the soul is sent back to him for reevaluation. All souls must be sorted within 24 hours of Midoriya receiving them, with rejected souls resetting their time limits once they get back to him. Failure to sort a soul within its time limit may result in serious unknown punishment.

Chapter 30: The Good In Me

Summary:

Midoriya buried his candlelight so deep inside him, he practically forgot it was there.

Seems like everyone else had the same idea.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

It was a long and merciless wait for the bell to free him, with each tick of the minute hand gambling with how he’d feel the next. Stomach acid sloshed violently against its prison…

He hoped Kiyori would rot away into oblivion in one of those. Rot away with the rest of his kind, the rest of those heartless killers that didn’t give a shit whether they ruined the lives around them. Maybe he’d get lucky, maybe he’d get to watch him slowly decay into nothingness like he deser-

He stopped himself so suddenly he practically flattened from the whiplash. He glanced around quickly, but it didn’t look like anyone had noticed the trip he’d gone on, not even Gami, who was off floating a few desks away. Thank goodness.

How could he have let himself go like that? For a second time? Why did it seem like these violent thoughts were appearing with more and more frequency, especially considering he’d never had thoughts like these before? He’d never held any desire to hurt anyone before. Sure, so far he’d only ever experienced them towards the man who was responsible for Ishihara’s death, but did that excuse it? Did that excuse the subconscious desire to make him suffer in the most gruesome, torturous, and agonizing way possible?

He didn’t know. He really didn’t know.

He tried returning his focus to the ever shorting class period, but all he could hear was his heartbeat thumping in his ears. It pounded so viciously he feared with all its rattling that it would burst right from his rib cage…

How would it sound to hear him rattle the bars of his cage? Would it sound even better if he stood from the outside, relishing in his captivity from his for-granted freedom? Would it sound even more heavenly if he gloated-

He nearly slapped himself, gripping the edge of his desk like a lifeline. Something was seriously wrong with him because he was terribly sick. He was so glad his thoughts were kept only to himself, but at the same time, he desperately wished someone could hear them so he could be stopped.

These surely weren’t normal… right?

Then the dismissal bell finally rang. Finally through teasing him. He could finally be free from the confines of this hellscape in his head, that was if it was really the delayed prospect of it all that was causing it.

But just as he was about to stand up, he realized how much of a lie he’d been telling himself. Because he had to wait for Aizawa to go anywhere, and Aizawa had to wait for everyone else. He wasn’t sure he could’ve stood anyway, but he guessed it didn’t matter now.

Gami returned to his side and looked as if he wanted to say something, but Midoriya shook his head, and he thankfully got the message.

Uraraka however…

“Midori, you sure you don’t need to see Recovery Girl?” she pushed, “You look even worse than before…”

Gee, thanks.

“No, I’m okay,” he lied through his teeth; they could both tell at this point, “Just need a good night’s rest and I’ll be back all well tomorrow.”

Uraraka clearly wanted to push further, but Iida placed a restrictive hand on her shoulder and she refrained. She sent him a sad smile that tore at his broken heart, and the two walked away. He watched their retreating forms with guilt, but didn’t bother calling out to them. He wasn’t going to get better until this finally ended.

And this would end today.

Aizawa sent him a look much like his friends had been giving him all day, though his was much more stern. It was brief; no one else noticed the gesture as they filed out of the classroom. Then again, no one seemed to notice the fact that he always was the last one left in the classroom, or the fact that he never made even an effort to leave as quickly as the others. So maybe his class wasn’t all that observant, but that wasn’t exactly a kind thought to think about his fellow heroes in training.

Then again, he’d been having quite a few of those today.

Maybe he should go get his bag while he had the time. Sometimes he did that, just to throw some suspicion off his back from more alert kids like Bakugo, but he wasn’t sure it did much. But right now, he just couldn’t bring himself to move. His legs couldn’t bear the weight of everything in his stomach: bile, blame, and all. So he simply sat unmoving, trying to look miserable enough to discourage unwanted company, but sufficient enough to prevent anyone from coming up in concern like Uraraka did.

Because he was fine. He would be fine. He just needed to get through today.

That was all.

“Problem Child…”

He raised his head from the desk—when had he even lowered it to begin with?—and gazed dopely at his teacher, who was looming above him. He didn’t bother speaking, his mouth sealed shut and too much effort to open. He hummed, hoping that was enough of an acknowledgement.

“Are you sure you’re up to this?”

At that, Midoriya immediately perked up, holding in his nausea in an effort to look as capable as possible. “I’m fine, I’m ready.”

He wouldn’t lose this chance.

Aizawa was more than skeptical, and they were both able to tell how much of a lie that was. But instead of challenging him, he settled into acceptance. “Alright, let’s get going then.”

He beckoned him to stand, and the boy rose shakily to his feet like some mock version of Frankenstein’s beast. Together, they left the empty classroom—he hadn’t even realized everyone else was already gone—and filed into an equally empty hallway. The teen hadn’t said anything about stopping at his locker, but he didn’t have to, as Aizawa stopped at it even before he did. What else should he expect from such an observant underground hero?

He was quick; it was an easy in and out of swapping his binders for his backpack. Normally he dragged out this part, just to burn as much time as possible while looking busy, but they had places to be, and he’d be damned if he lost his nerve right at the homestretch.

“Unless you explicitly tell me you don’t want to do this, I won’t stop you.”

Midoriya looked up, brows furrowed. Was… was that him acknowledging the obvious? Because he knew how clear it was that even thinking about this was affecting him in an unsightly way. Still, he flared like a porcupine, ready to defend this singular chance at the cost of anything.

“No matter what?”

The silence was tense, but the silence between them was even more so.

“No matter what.”

And that was that.

He closed the locker door, and they made their way to the building’s exit without a sound. The silence was different however. Aizawa could understand the value of silence, Midoriya could appreciate the art of silence, and Gami lived a life of silence. And together they carried a beautiful silence with them, if only to mask the remnants of the silence before.

“It’s about time! Boy do you two like to drag!”

And then it was over.

Yamada waved them over excitedly, his usual chipper self much too bright for the two relative hermits. But today was a day Midoriya needed to see it, a day he could appreciate the way it washed him with second-hand elation. It settled the whirlwind of emotions in his stomach and his racing heartbeat slowed just to bask in the glow.

Aizawa rolled his eyes, and even though the teen couldn’t see through his stern expression, he was certain his teacher enjoyed the other’s radiance just as much.

“Let’s go.” The underground hero remained stiff, seriously committed to his character. Just like before, he beckoned his company to follow as began walking away from the school grounds. “We’ve been here long enough already.”

We?!” Yamada sputtered, rushing to catch up, “No way. There is no way you are lumping me in with you slowpokes!”

The blond continued to bicker, truly disrupting the mutual silence Midoriya had held before with his homeroom teacher. But, he really wasn’t all that upset about it. He trailed behind them, watching the spirited skit play out, and he could admit he was enjoying it. The silence was peaceful, sure, but it was this that brought him to ease. The atmosphere was so homely, like a hug from the type of clouds everyone has silently wished to touch at least once in their lives. It was as if he’d had this his entire life, with the way it tamed his soul like an old beast.

Gami had remained eerily quiet for a good while. Midoriya hoped he hadn’t insulted the ghost with his poor attitude, but his lips remained guiltily shut like the coward he was.

He looked back up to the still squabbling duo, well… it was more the English teacher alone than them both. It was odd that Yamada was joining them at the station, but he assumed it made enough sense since he already knew it was happening. He just didn’t take the peppy hero to be much for interrogation.

Interview, his head corrected, because if he called it an interrogation, he wasn’t sure he’d have the nerves to go through with it.

They turned, and he didn’t even need to think about which way, changing direction instinctively. That was somewhat odd; he had no idea where the station was. Was his reaction time really that good? But as he looked around in slight confusion, he realized he recognized all the buildings in front of him. Then he looked behind his shoulder briefly, and realized he recognized all of the buildings they’d passed too. He knew where they were going.

They were going home.

“We’re uh…” He didn’t want to call Aizawa wrong. “We’re going home?”

Both teachers turned to face him, but they didn’t stop walking. “Yes, we are.”

The harsh punctuality of it told Midoriya there was no arguing that.

And yet, his rationale at this point left much to be desired.

“But… wouldn’t it be best if we headed straight to the station?” he pushed nervously, “What if we’re late…?”

The teen ignored the bead of sweat running down his back in favor of keeping his composure, though it didn’t do much. His smile was obviously strained, eyes held open just a little too wide, the fabric of his gloves pinched between his fingers.

Yamada shared a quick glance with his partner, before focusing back on Midoriya with a relatively concerned expression. “Don’t you want to drop off your bag, little listener?”

That made him subconsciously readjust the weight of his backpack on his shoulder, realizing just how uncomfortable it was. Still…

“It’s really not that heavy, so we don’t have to stop just for tha-”

Aizawa narrowed his eyes, and that was more than enough to stop him in his tracks. “You’re not going in your school uniform, so we’re going home anyway.”

And that was that.

Midoriya said nothing more, and they all returned to walking as they did before. But that relaxed atmosphere had dissipated into mere vapors of what it once was.

Gami, who had been completely and utterly silent for what arguably could be described as the entire day, couldn’t hold back his worries at the sight of his increasingly pale successor.

“Is there… anything I can do?”

He raised his gaze from his feet, looking the ghost sadly in the eye, or at least his general face area. There wasn’t much his mentor could do, nothing he could think of, unless Gami could somehow cure the churning in his gut. But yet, why did he feel so incredibly guilty to deny him?

He didn’t even have the heart to verbally shoot him to the ground, so he just shook his head, and moved his stare away before he could see the reaction.

This… this would end today.

 


 

“Are you sure you guys don’t want to take anything to eat?” Yamada held out snack bags filled with a variety of junk food he’d scavenged from their pantry. “How long are you going to be at the station? It’ll be a while before you get to eat dinner and-”

“Zashi, please.” Aizawa held his hand up without any harshness in his voice, then returned back to slipping on his jacket. “We’ll be fine.”

The blond looked torn, but he did give up on pushing. He set the snacks down on the counter, watching the other two prepare to leave. They all stopped at home like planned, but it really wasn’t for long. Midoriya hadn’t bothered to change into anything other than his typical loungewear, and Aizawa didn’t fare all too formally either. He didn’t bother to challenge them; Aizawa worked with Tsukauchi way more often than he did, so he would know what was appropriate and what wasn’t.

But Yamada was worried about how uptight the teen was, and how quick they both were to want to leave. He understood the stress; it was a minor taking part in an interrogation of a terrorist. This wasn’t typical for any hero in training, or even a rookie hero, much less for their first interrogation experience. But what he didn’t understand was why Aizawa had suggested for the boy to take part in this, or why Tsukauchi agreed with so little hesitance. In another scenario, maybe with some other heroes or detectives, maybe he would’ve fought the decision. But this was Aizawa and Tsukauchi, he’d known the two of them for years, and he trusted them. He trusted them with his life. So if this was what they thought was best, he’d trust them and quell his instincts to interject.

That’s how he ended up waving both Aizawa and Midoriya goodbye from the front door, watching them make it down the street before going back inside, shutting himself and his worries from view.

The two had chosen to walk to the station. It was quite a ways away, but it sat near the heart of the city, and wasting time crawling through traffic and finding parking seemed not to be an option on either of their schedules. Midoriya certainly didn’t want to get there any later than he’d have to, plus without the weight of his backpack, walking really wasn’t that much of a chore anymore.

Between them, the silence had made its return, but it was easy to tell the tension hadn’t exactly left either.

“Midoriya-” His attention was captured instantly. Gami, who’d been trailing behind ever so slightly, moved up just a little bit closer- “You remember the constraints behind this meeting, correct?”

The teen appeared caught off guard, and hesitated before remembering to nod.

Aizawa didn’t like that.

The underground hero narrowed his eyes. “Tsukauchi is struggling to pull an entirely true statement from Kiyori Ryōyami. I suggested that since you were one of the students he directly attacked during the USJ invasion, seeing you might awaken a guilty conscience, and he might be more likely to talk truthfully.”

Midoriya nodded hastily this time, but his teacher was still not convinced.

“Those were the terms behind his agreement,” he reiterated, “You’re in there to get him to talk about USJ and the league. A strictly professional understanding.”

“So I won’t get to talk to him?!” No, no, no, this couldn’t be happening! He didn’t care about what happened at the USJ incident; he already knew. The bastard decided to rear his ugly head, and Midoriya nearly killed him for it. What he cared about was completely personal to him… the exact opposite of what Tsukauchi agreed to.

Aizawa looked over to the side, away from the current distress. “No one else is going to be in there with you, or else it’d ruin the intended effect. Tsukauchi and I are going to be watching from the other room, through the one way glass. We’ll be there, but you’re in that room alone.”

The hero stopped suddenly, causing the teen to skid himself. They’d reached a curb, and the two waited for the light to change so they could safely cross. Midoriya bounced a foot off the ground nervously. Why was this light taking so ungodly long to change?

“What you choose to talk about in that room is your decision.” He returned eye contact with the boy beside him, some semblance of softness in his gaze. Maybe softness wasn’t accurate enough, maybe it was more a glint of understanding. “Just remember the terms that secured this to begin with. All I can do is ask Tsukauchi not to stop the interrogation, only you can convince him.”

And just as he finished, like the universe itself had been listening in, the traffic light switched to red, allowing them to cross. They continued on silently, with Aizawa’s words bouncing around in his head like a runaway train. He shared a glance with his mentor, looking for confirmation. Had he really just said that? Was that… permission to disobey? A grant of freedom?

He’d have to tread lightly from this point forward. Literally, as they came upon the doorstep of the police station.

The building was intimidating, like a stone golem staring down at his miniscule form, about to swallow him whole. His heart fluttered anxiously in his chest, and he felt like a child once again. Once the fear reached his head however, he shook it off angrily and hardened his heart. He wasn’t a child anymore; he was stronger now. He didn’t have to just stay quiet and let himself be hurt anymore, he could fight back now. There was nothing to be scared of.

He and Aizawa walked up the steps, and his teacher reached out to get the door. He held it open for him and gestured to go inside. Midoriya sucked in a breath and his feelings, and proceeded.

The lobby was quite calm compared to what the teen was expecting. He’d never seen a police station before, but all the hero cartoons always made it out to be this bustling cacophony of officers going in and out with villains and paperwork. But this was relatively static, with empty waiting chairs and a sole officer at the front desk, guarding whatever secrets were kept on the community desktop.

The underground hero moved to enter the set of back doors that lead further into the station, where most of the holding cells and interrogation rooms were, with Midoriya scampering behind him timidly, despite all his efforts not to, when the lonely officer decided that was his time to interject.

“Hey!” he called, and Aizawa only stopped out of the sheer minimum of politeness, “Only authorized officials are allowed back there. Civilians have to wait to be picked up.”

Aizawa looked down at his garb, remembering he was wearing only simple lounge clothes, though even with his hero outfit, he probably wouldn’t have been recognized anyway. Besides, he usually didn’t come in through the front; typically he slipped in with Tsukauchi through the back. Late working nights and an all access key card tended to do that, and he’d be surprised if any of the officers knew him at all, other than Sansa of course.

“We’re meeting Tsukauchi in there,” he explained, gesturing his thumb towards the door, “He’s expecting us.”

The officer eyed him and Midoriya very suspiciously, and the boy did his best to clear out his own projected hesitance. Clearly not convinced by a timid highschooler and some homeless man however, he narrowed his gaze.

“Let me look you up in the system then.” He warily took his eyes from them to his desktop computer, and began clacking away all while keeping the two in his peripherals.

For Aizawa, the situation was nothing more than an added inconvenience, but for Midoriya, it was a nightmare of awkwardness and tension he could only hope to wake up from. The room somehow seemed even more suffocating with the added sound of furiously tapping keys than it was before. What he wouldn’t give for the still void of silence once more; screw the biases of his hero cartoons.

The officer furrowed his brow again, staring deep into the computer screen, and this time both student and teacher cursed the world under their breath.

“Tsukauchi-san has no civilian meetings scheduled for today. In fact, he’s in interrogation right now.”

Aizawa was getting exasperated. “Yes, I know. That’s what we're meeting him for.”

So maybe that wasn’t the best word choice, but the hero was starting to get annoyed, having to spell it out for what was supposed to be a competent human being. And maybe it came out a little too blunt for his intended meaning. And maybe the officer was just being a bit too judgemental, and a bit too literal. And maybe this all could’ve been avoided if everyone was just a bit more patient.

“He’s interrogating you?” The officer stood up hastily, readying his desk weapon very obviously. “Then you better sit down and stay quiet until he comes. Don’t make any dumb decisions you’ll regret.”

Instead, they were here.

Aizawa was careful to not make any sudden movements, very aware of the officer’s trigger happy state, but still managed to inch himself in front of Midoriya and closer to the desk.

The only thing keeping him civil was the state of the situation. “Look I think there’s been a misunde-”

“I said sit down!”

The air could be cut with a knife and served on a platter; it was that thick. Aizawa refused to back down, and he couldn’t understand the reason. The underground hero didn’t care about his pride this much, but Midoriya couldn’t think of any reason else that would explain away the behavior before him. The man stood in front of him like a titanium wall that refused to be moved. Gami had flown behind the officer in the meantime and waited tensely close to his weapon, ready to attempt to pluck it from his hands if he tried to use it. He should’ve felt safe like this, but his heart was beating too erratically to even breathe straight.

“Hey Hirohito, have you seen-” Tsukauchi opened the back doors, only to stumble into exactly who he was looking for. “Ah Aizawa! Midoriya! I’ve been waiting for you!”

It was only after he finished did he truly process the situation, losing the small smile on his face for a look of confusion. His eyes zipped between the two groups, his demeanor immediately switching from casual to analytical.

“Is there a problem?” he questioned, raising an eyebrow.

Aizawa finally felt comfortable enough to take his eyes off the officer, newly introduced as Hirohito, to face Tsukauchi with a practically dead expression.

“You didn’t schedule our visit, Tsukauchi.” One of his eyes twitched right after; totally inadvertent, but fitting nonetheless.

“Oh, whoops,” the detective chuckled dryly, “I didn’t bother entering it into the station’s official database since we finalized everything on such short notice. I hope that minor issue didn’t cause too much trouble.”

He focused on the fellow officer to his side, who sputtered back to his senses, pushing his weapon back to the far reaches of his desk. “Of course, of course! No trouble at all, detective!”

Tsukauchi gave off another small smile, one he probably didn’t even realize he had. One that seemed to put the whole room at ease. One ill fitting for a man of his position, considering all the bad news he constantly had to deal with, and yet so perfect at the same time.

“Well then, Aizawa, Midoriya, follow me back.” He gestured for the two to come with him. “And Hirohito, keep up the great work!”

Well, they’d managed to make it through the back doors relatively on time, so no harm done, right? At least, that’s what Midoriya found himself repeating in his head on loop to keep up his composed facade. Still, being behind both adults left him some wiggle room when his smile cracked or his step faltered. He was fine, he had to be fine. Just for now, just for today.

Because this would end today.

“So-” Tsukauchi looked over his shoulder at the two trailing him- “I know what you’re thinking about our newest recruit…”

The detective turned back away, chin up with pride.

“He’s the best to come from the academy in a while!”

“He needs to go back to the academy.”

Tsukauchi blinked, turned around in confusion, and upon seeing the gravity in Aizawa’s expression, awkwardly looked back forward.

“Well, on a different note, I’m very grateful for you two coming to help out with this. I’m just ready to pull a true statement from him so I can finally finish up some of this paperwork.”

Aizawa nodded. “It’s fine. It’s good experience for Midoriya anyway.”

“About that…” he faltered, “I’m still not really sure if it's a good idea to have Midoriya alone in there…”

The teen snapped to attention, and had to physically restrain himself from staring right at the detective, whose head was turned around and easily held him in his line of sight. His fingers clenched into a fist, fingernails pressing through even the rough material of his hero quality gloves. He moved his hand further behind his body, just to keep that out of Tsukauchi’s line of sight too.

“If one of us goes in with him, we’ll lose the influence we’re going for,” Aizawa reminded him, “We’ll be just outside the room; the minute you want to stop the interrogation, it’s over.”

“I know… I’m just worried-”

“Tsuka, it’ll be fine. Nothing’s going to go wrong on my watch, and nothing will certainly go wrong on yours.”

The detective seemed stilled by that, and sighed, turning his attention back to where he was going, the atmosphere returning to silence once more. Midoriya was able to let out a breath of relief, a quiet one at that, and felt his muscles relax back to normal. That was a close call, way too close for comfort. But thankfully Aizawa managed to steer the conversation away from the cliff it was heading towards. Aizawa was… really adamant on making sure he was alone with Kiyori. Strangely adamant about the whole situation. And the resulting paranoia of why brought him back to feeling just as tense as before.

“Alright…” Tsukauchi paused, and Midoriya curiously peered out from behind both adults. His eyes laid upon the grandiose and intimidating structure of what would be to all else a pretty standard door, and he had to take a step back, feeling like a small animal of prey. He looked away, trying to stop this feeling of fear from taking over him. Next to the door was a large pane of glass, and his feet instinctively moved towards it. He almost didn’t want to look through the one way window, but he couldn’t stop himself.

“We’re here.”

And sure enough, he was there.

“Midoriya.” He turned around at his name to find Tsukauchi behind him, with a sheet of paper extended from his hand. He took it carefully and skimmed it over.

“That’s a list of the questions I haven't been able to receive completely truthful answers for,” he explained, “If you can get him to at least answer a couple of those, I’ll be satisfied.”

Aizawa scooted over to join Tsukauchi by the one way window, far out of sight from the door. The teen stood there, confused and lost for just a moment, before turning to the door himself.

This was it.

There was no going back, even if he wanted to. The cold metal of the doorknob kept him frozen in place, and yet, there was some alluring fire he could just barely taste beyond it. There was no going back, only forward. No more running away, no more hiding. It was time to face him head on, the way it should’ve been from the start.

This was it.

He pulled his eyes from the door and towards his ghostly companion instead, who waited patiently by his side. And his supportive expression only pained him, because of what he knew he had to do.

“Gami, I need you to wait out here.”

And the ghost didn’t argue, nodding and finding a comfortable spot in between Aizawa and Tsukauchi by the window. He didn’t argue because he understood just as well as Midoriya did. He wasn’t offended because he understood.

The teen exhaled deeply, and returned to face the door. He clenched the paper of questions in his hand, with just enough restraint not to crush it. He could feel the sweat pooling underneath his gloves.

He gripped the doorknob tightly. The feeling dissipated.

This was it.

He turned his wrist. The door clicked open.

The feeling resurfaced.

This would end today.

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There was a bang as the door closed behind him. It still rang piercingly loud despite how gently he tried to click the knob back into place. Maybe he hadn’t really succeeded at that; it was difficult to succeed at anything if he didn’t look right at it in the first place.

Instead, he kept his eyes locked on the person cuffed to the table in the center of the otherwise barren room.

A burly man stared back at him, reflecting the stone coldness in his stature, dull grey eyes burned vivaciously right through him. His stocky features resembled that of an athlete, his hands alone looked as if they could crush metal. It was hard to say if the handcuffs around his wrists were actually doing anything to hold him, but his still restrained form, as well as his quirkless state, testified to their strength. This man was a simple sales manager? That made him wonder just how many like him were still hiding in the world, teetering on one bad day, if that’s all it really took.

It was a tense staredown as Midoriya made his way to the chair across from him. And while he knew there was nothing that could happen to him, he knew what the man had done, what he could do.

He sat down cautiously, keeping his chair a good distance away from the table. Why was this so difficult? He wasn’t alone, he knew there were people watching from just beyond the wall, but that just couldn’t settle in his head.

He took a deep breath, forcing his rusty jaw open. “I’m… uh… I’m Midoriya Izuk-”

The man’s eyes zeroed in on him, then lowering almost in shame. Then, this gravely voice erupted from his chapped lips, like the low rumble of the earth waking from a still.

“I know who you are…”

Midoriya flinched back, catching the tremble up his spine. The paper started to crumble in his grip, and at this point, the corresponding emotion was lost. His fist wanted to crush so many other things, but instead they squeezed the air from his lungs, allowing him to take a breath. Just breathe, just breathe. In and out. It wasn’t that hard. Why was it so hard?

He broke eye contact, staring into his lap and inadvertently the sheet of questions he was given. That’s right. He’d been given more than just this sheet; he’d been given a responsibility. He couldn’t have Tsukauchi doubt him now, even when he was clearly doubting himself. He couldn’t have Aizawa regret his decision to advocate for this, even when there was this tiny piece of him that already did.

He scanned the paper briefly. Among the questions were the detective’s scattered notes, scribbled along the margins in any free space available.

Minor record.

Hardworking citizen.

No violent tendencies.

And then circled in the middle…

Why?

He sucked in a breath.

Just breathe.

“Your record is relatively clear, with only minor incidents…” It took more courage than the world had to offer to look this man in the eye. “So why… what made you suddenly join a domestic terrorist attack?”

The man-

No…

Kiyori sighed, apparently disappointed to hear the question for what probably had to be the millionth time. He shrugged his shoulders halfheartedly, and his eyes screamed his dismissiveness. “What does it matter? I did, didn’t I?”

He didn’t need Tsukauchi’s quirk to know that wasn’t exactly the truthful answer that he wanted.

The paper crunched some more. Tsukauchi’s notes started to get a bit more distorted.

Was his heart racing out of anger or fear?

Just breathe.

“But why? Why would you associate yourself with a group like the League? A group that represents everything wrong with a quirk society?”

He stopped his shaking before it became too apparent. And it took all the self control in his body not to start back up as Kiyori huffed, leaning his eyes to the side as if they simply weighed too much for him to keep up anymore.

“Look, kid.” Even his voice reeked of indifference, so strong it suffocated any other feeling that could possibly exist in the same airspace. “I know I screwed up; I don’t need you to tell me more than I have to hear it. It was a bad decision, but I can’t take it back now, can I?”

Midoriya was growing frustrated. He could understand why Tsukauchi was having so much difficulty pulling a statement from him that was both true and clear. Kiyori seemed intent on avoiding the question as much as he could, as far as that’d take him. But why?

That truly was the question of the day, it would seem.

He glanced back down at the paper in his lap only because he realized he was crushing it again. The notes were further skewed, twisted in all sorts of angles that made them nearly impossible to read. He squinted harshly, trying desperately to make out a reasonable and logical direction to continue in.

Comp… ns… tion?

Compensation! Yeah, that's right! What better to appeal to the human brain than desire?

He flattened the paper the best he could, and despite the persisting wrinkles, his efforts yielded more fruit, however low hanging it was.

There were some more visible words that circled around Tsukauchi’s compensation theory.

Money?

Fame?

Power?

Midoriya got the idea.

“Did the League personally offer you something to join them?” He struggled to look Kiyori in the eye. A man like him didn’t deserve that kind of respect. “Money? Fame? A place among them?”

“No.” It came quick and angry, like a lashing snake, but eventually died on his tongue and slithered back into its den. “Why would they offer me anything? I’m just some lowlife scum they scraped off the street for this alone. They couldn’t care any more for me.”

There was something about how he said it, something Midoriya couldn’t help but hear. Something like bitter resentment, like Kiyori hated the League for not caring more for him, but hated himself more for believing that they would.

Because they obviously wouldn’t care about some random person among hundreds they recruited for their villainous plan, but only a desperate man would offer his faith regardless. It all led back to the fabled question…

Why?

“So it was their cause then? Or maybe you were so compelled by their words that you couldn’t bother to resist, to really think about what would happen after?”

“You think I’d really agree with their fucked up philosophy?!” Kiyori bursted, slamming his hands onto the table as best he could with his quirk suppressing handcuffs on. “You think I really wanted to kill kids just to kill All Might right after?! I’m not some sick fuck like them!”

He stopped like his voice was stolen from him. The emotion left his eyes like it was stolen from him too, swindled away by the thief of realization.

“Look, I’m not an idiot… I know they brought you in here to make me feel bad. And I’d really have to be a miserable excuse for a human being to not feel guilty in the slightest.”

The teen had a few choice words concerning that.

“I know I fucked up, kid, and I can’t go back in time. So… so just leave me be.”

And just like that, the opening book snapped shut. Kiyori sunk into his shoulders, deflating like a pathetic balloon. His eyes retreated into the shadows of his brow, head lowering in sorrow.

There was a tap on the one way window, and Midoriya snapped his gaze, though unable to see anything other than his own hazy reflection. Kiyori didn’t even bother to react.

No, no, no, it couldn’t be over yet. He hadn’t finished, he hadn’t even gotten the answers he was so desperately scavenging for.

No!

There was another tap, just a little louder, just in case he hadn’t heard it the first time.

No…

There had to be something he could do. It couldn’t end like this. After everything, it just couldn’t…

He looked down one more time at the wrinkled paper in his hands, hoping it would save him one final time. He rubbed desperately away at the creases, praying he could read one last word.

...brother?

What…?

A harsh knock this time.

There was much the human body naturally fought amongst itself. And he’d tried to avoid that, to limit an internal war, by relinquishing control to his head. By all means of predetermined fairness, this was his head’s choice to make.

Too bad his heart already made it.

“You have a brother?”

Kiyori stiffened. It did not go unnoticed.

“Yeah. Doesn’t matter. You gonna leave yet?”

But it was too late to mask anything. Midoriya had hit a nerve, and now it was time to reel in his catch.

“What would he have to say about all this? About your actions?”

The teen watched the other hiss, knuckles growing white as he pressed his fat fingers into the table. “My brother’s got nothing to do with this.”

Another sound came from beyond the one way window, but instead of a harsh, commanding knock, it echoed as two quick taps. Nothing like before when Tsukauchi was surely trying to get him to leave. Maybe a message? If that was the case, then there was only one possibility, coming from the human lie detector himself.

He’d dug deep and struck gold.

“Really? By the way you look, I’d say he has a lot to do with this.”

Kiyori bared his teeth. “Shut up.”

He was intimidating: such a beastly stature hunched over so defensively, his indifferent nature growing exponentially aggressive. But Midoriya was angry too, a different kind of anger. A slow burning anger of a wrath not easily woken. And despite however this man outclassed him in weight, strength, and aggression, Midoriya knew he was much more dangerous. Far more dangerous.

“So what is it? Was it your brother who wanted to join and you just followed him like a lost puppy?”

“He’s in jail. Shouldn’t your stupid paper say that?”

Probably, but the boy was long done with reading that paper. And no comment on the lost puppy part? Interesting…

“So this was for your brother, wasn’t it? What could be so important that you’d let yourself fall so low? And again no less.”

Kiyori’s face scrunched. “Again? What are you-”

“Are you really so attached to your brother that you’d commit domestic terrorism for him? Are you really that spineless? Didn’t you learn the first time that your actions have consequences?”

That one was a little sour, but he ignored the pucker in his lips and the tug from his heart to the window.

“First time? Look, I think you’re mistaken-”

“Killing a man wasn’t enough? You just had to come back and try again?”

“Killing a- oh.” And suddenly, all the color drained from Kiyori’s face, leaving solely his shell to crack at the realization. “Oh… oh god, we really messed up, didn’t we…?”

He collapsed into his hands, hiding his face from view. The room remained silent, other than the repetitive muttering of cries to god coming from a broken man.

Speak you insolent fool. He’s been listening.

“I’m so, so sorry,” Kiyori admitted from the guilt he was trying to run from, “I know that means nothing, but I’m apologizing for the both of us.”

Midoriya narrowed his eyes. “Both of us?”

But he was already off on another rambling tangent. “I don’t know how it was supposed to end, but surely it wasn’t supposed to end like this? Oh god, what have we done?”

Those thoughts from earlier were starting to resurface in their ugly violence. He did his best to push them back down where they belonged, even for someone like Kiyori. “I don’t understand…”

“My brother, he-” the man paused, choking on his words, “My brother’s name… is Kiyori Ryōdai.”

The room was so silent a pin drop could’ve been heard, but the thick cushion of tension probably would catch it long before it hit the ground.

Dryness coated his throat for a reason he didn’t understand. “What…?”

“Ryōdai… he’s my twin brother. I think… I think you're confusing us; I don’t blame you.” The man before him was a hurricane of emotions, now in a state of timidness as some sort of realization hit him. “We’re genetically identical; it’s almost impossible to tell us apart. Same quirk and everything.”

That same realization started to hit Midoriya.

“Ryōdai was never a bad kid, just… different.” Kiyori tried to explain, fumbling on his tongue. “He was my best friend since we were young, but he was reckless… and had a knack for trouble. Everyone else I knew tried to get me to see that, and I did; I knew. But I couldn’t abandon him, not when everyone else already had. I… I cared about him too much to do that…”

Now… now he understood why it hurt to swallow. Regardless, he remained quiet.

“My parents despised him, and to be fair, Ryōdai didn’t do much to try and win their favor in the first place. His knack for trouble turned into petty crime.” His eyes shifted shamefully, like he’d been the parent all along. “The first time he robbed someone… it was our next door neighbor, and that was more than enough for my father to kick him out to the streets at 16.”

The teen clenched his fists into his lap. He shouldn’t feel sorry, not in a million years. And that’s why it hurt so fucking much both to feel sorry and to know he did.

“Ryōdai just… didn’t know how to live a life outside of crime. I tried to teach him, to help him out… but it just never worked out,” Kiyori paused, the stoic aura of his build melting into the sadness of a lost child, “Don’t get me wrong, we had a healthy relationship. He came to visit often, and it was never for money or favors. He was in and out of jail a lot, but the bail was never high, so I usually covered it. And he always found a way to pay me back, even if I wasn’t… confident of where the money came from.”

And then all the emotions disappeared, replaced by darkness that shielded the windows of his soul from view.

“And then… it finally happened.”

Then the darkness disappeared, leaving only the darkness of his words.

“I saw it on the news, and I remember hoping so desperately that it was all just a bad dream. Ryōdai would never… I mean, he wasn’t the perfect example, but he’d never intentionally hurt anyone. He was hotheaded and explosive for sure, but in all the years I’d known him, it just didn’t seem like something he’d do at all.”

Midoriya bit his cheek until it bled. “So it wasn’t- you didn’t…”

Kiyori shook his head. “I wrote to him almost every day, but I never got any replies. I figured none of my letters would ever reach him, but that didn’t stop me from trying, hoping that maybe a lucky one would get through and he’d be able to tell me just what happened that day.”

The boy thought he knew, but now he wasn’t so sure.

“I would’ve bailed him out again, but I couldn’t afford a bail that high! I know he killed a person, but it was an accident, it had to be!” he cried, clutching the end of the table in a death grip, “No one else seemed to understand or want to help him. I can’t blame them… but I was all he had left. I couldn’t leave him too…”

Was… was that what he sounded like defending Bakugo? Because it was pathetic. He must’ve sounded like the sorriest excuse for a human being Nezu had ever met. And yet, every fiber of his being that day had told him to push on, to fight for this injustice. How he knew it was injustice he had no idea, but he knew. Something deep within him then, potentially years of one sided friendship, was certain that wasn’t normal. Was that how Kiyori felt too?

“And then… I made a really dumb decision.”

Before, Midoriya would’ve probably agreed with him. But if someone so genuinely concerned for the wellbeing of someone they cared for could fall so low, couldn’t he? Couldn’t anyone?

“I wasn’t thinking straight, and it’s not an excuse, but I was desperate and alone. I was trying to find some… back alley opportunities to make extra cash when I stumbled upon the League’s plan. They made it clear they weren’t offering cash or anything, but I guess… I figured if I joined, then maybe there was a chance the guy with the warping quirk could get my brother out of jail.”

The words came out as slowly as Kiyori processed them, falling viscously from his tongue and echoing heavily against the concrete floor.

“God, now that I say it out loud… what the hell was I thinking?” That was when his head collapsed into his hands, heaving from his lungs. “How could I have ever thought this would turn out well? How could I have ever thought this was a good idea? I didn’t want to hurt anyone, I just wanted to help my brother… God I’m so sorry…”

And that was the straw that broke the camel’s back, sending the stone-cold man before him crumbling into shambles. The stoic persona he’d been building all session shattered instantly, leaving behind nothing but the shell of a good man. Midoriya sat in unwilling silence as he watched a grown man break before him. He wanted to say something, but his voice had been stolen from him. What would he have said anyway?

Was it wrong to feel… bad for Kiyori? Despite everything that he’d done, all the bad decisions he’d made, he never had the intention to hurt anyone. Not by the way he was bawling his eyes out on the table in front of him. He was a man with good intentions, with a good heart, who held nothing more than the desire to take care of someone alone. Did that make him good? But he joined a group of villains and attacked a class of highschoolers to do that. Did that make him bad? The structure of his principles were collapsing all around him, and the teen was desperately trying to catch the pieces as they fell. Huh, midori cant see grey? I guess the thought never crossed my mind.

Because that could be him. If something happened to Gami, the only person who’d stuck by his side through thick and thin, he’d do absolutely anything. If something happened to Gami, that could be him.

“I’m… I’m sorry-” Kiyori sniffled, “but could I ask you for one last thing? I know I’m not in a position to be making requests, and you can say no, but I… don’t know who else to ask.”

His voice returned to him like a boomerang, smacking him in the back of the head with such whiplash, his mouth responded before his brain could. “Sure.”

Kiyori leaned back in shock, but quickly continued, trying not to lose his one and only opportunity. “If I wrote one last letter to my brother, could you make sure it reaches him? I’ll comply with anything else the police want from me. I just… I just want him to know that I didn’t abandon him like he probably thinks I did.”

Midoriya clenched his fist.

“I can’t promise anything-” He couldn’t, he really shouldn’t be giving anyone anything to expect of him. He had no idea how any of this was run. What if Tsukauchi didn’t let Kiyori write his letter, or didn’t let him deliver it? What if it just wasn’t allowed? Didn’t communications between arrested individuals have to be searched or read beforehand? What if, even if he made sure it was delivered, what if it just never reached Ryōdai?

He couldn’t promise anything.

“But I’ll try.”

But he would do his best.

“Thank you.” He smiled, wiping away at the tears running down his cheeks, and even in this dim light, the teen could see just how tender his smile was. “I’m sorry for everything Ryōdai and I have done. I don’t expect you to ever forgive us, but I swear… I swear that we’ll change.”

Could people change? After cementing one lifestyle forever, one belief forever, could that really be changed so easily? After everything he’d been telling himself his whole life about the monochromatism of good and evil, was it really that simple? Was Uraraka not a worthy hero simply because her motivations weren’t societally considered noble? Was Kiyori just as bad as Shigaraki simply because he helped in the USJ invasion? And if he was wrong, could he really change after so many years?

He could only nod in response, standing up from his chair and walking to the exit in a trance. He robotically reached for the door, gripping the doorknob tightly.

The feeling dissipated.

He turned his wrist. The door clicked open.

The feeling resurfaced.

It was over.

 


 

Midoriya sat in the lobby, the setting sun peeking through the blinds. His hunched figure shadowed him from its glare, and it instead blinded Hirohito sitting at the front desk. A fitting punishment in Midoriya’s book, but he really wasn’t in the mood to feel victorious. His heart weighed heavy in his chest, leaving him with only the energy to wallow. He wasn’t alone, but it sure felt like it.

Gami sat beside him. Well, he wasn’t exactly touching the chair, merely floating atop it, but it counted in spirit. The ghost remained eerily quiet, to the point where the teen wasn’t sure he liked it anymore. It wasn’t about if he wanted Gami to speak, but if he was ready to listen. And he wasn’t, but the longer the silence ate away at him, the more he figured he should settle while he could.

Hirohito didn’t seem to notice or care about the highschooler having an existential crisis in front of him. To be fair, he could’ve just been hyperfocused on his very important work, of which the contents Midoriya would’ve loved to know. But after what happened earlier, he’d assume the officer didn’t really want to engage him anymore.

Despite his utter lack of any real motivation, he sure had plenty of energy to spend on nervousness. His foot tapped sporadically, his hands scratched at his clothes; his eyes might’ve been fixated on a singular spot, but the brain behind them raced fast enough to lap even Iida. He couldn’t grasp a firm hold on any of his thoughts, and watching them fly just out of reach frustrated him even more.

He kept instinctively reaching to squeeze the paper in his hands, but it had long been taken from him, just like everything else he had held so certainly.

A shame really.

He would’ve curled his hands up anyway until his fingernails dug through the fabric and into his palms, for an impulsive reason he couldn’t put into words. He would’ve, but he didn’t, since Gami slithered a bony hand between his fingers instead. Midoriya didn’t care how childish it felt to squeeze someone’s hand like a lifeline, and Gami didn’t seem to care that his hand was being crushed to death. They remained silent, a quiet understanding of what was needed.

Midoriya didn’t like feeling so small. He was supposed to be stronger now that he was older, but he felt more like a child than anything else. He wanted to be angry at Kiyori for tearing away his foundation, but he couldn’t in good conscience, not when he’d ignored its crumbling on his own accord.

His chest squeezed again, he couldn’t be angry at Kiyori. He should be; he should hate the man. He was a villain, he attacked his class, he nearly got Asui and Mineta killed. But he didn’t really want to hate him anymore. Kiyori wasn’t who he thought he was angry at, and after everything, he felt sorry for the man. Because he was lost and hurt and broken like he was, only he was lucky enough to have support to fill his flaws. He wasn’t even sure he was angry at Ryōdai, the true culprit, anymore.

And now he was stuck questioning the philosophy that got him through the past 11 years of his life. Everything was so much easier in black and white. Things stayed simple, people stayed simple. He didn’t have to spend every night debating the morality of hundreds of lives and how they chose to live them. This person was bad and that person was good, end of story. Was it wrong? Was it ignorant? Could it have potentially cost people the afterlife they deserved? He didn’t want to think about any of that. He was selfish, ungodly selfish, trying to spare himself pain that would catch up to him eventually at the cost of the whole world. But he didn’t care, at least, not until now.

He’d come in with a mission, to fill that missing piece that'd been eating away at him for so long, and left with an array of new holes instead.

Someone sat beside him, and the teen looked up from his sulking, hunched over form, still squeezing Gami’s hand. Aizawa had placed himself in the next seat over, slightly slouched with his hands between his knees. But he didn’t choose to say anything, not at first, instead glaring down a nosy Hirohito who’d only turned his attention from his monitor when the underground hero returned from the back doors. It didn’t even take a second of locked eye contact before the officer returned to his work.

“I talked to Tsukauchi.” He spoke in an effortless whisper. “They should be done any minute now.“

“Thank you.“

“I didn’t convince him,“ he admitted, “You did that yourself.”

Midoriya would never believe that, no matter who admitted it. He’d broken so many rules for sure, it was a miracle that the detective didn’t pull him out by force. He felt ashamed, he couldn’t stop himself in the moment, and yet, after the fact, he wasn’t sure if he would’ve wanted to. Was what he got… was what he got even worth it? Was his shattered morality worth all the things he shattered to get it?

He would never know for sure, but he'd have to live with it now.

“You’ve been a big help, you know… regardless of what you might be thinking.” How was it that Aizawa could always read his mind down to the detail? It was terrifying, but now, he couldn’t help but feel grateful that he didn’t have to say it himself. “He’ll make sure that letter gets through.”

He hoped so.

His lungs hitched along with his hopes.

"Why did you let me? I mean… you should've known, so why did you let me go through with it anyway?" It slipped out in a breath he didn’t bother catching.

Aizawa sighed and tapped his knee a couple of times, before letting out a heavy breath himself. “People often mistake time as the cure to all wounds, when in fact, it’s usually the opposite. Without anything else, it's really easy to dwell on that moment over and over again in your head, until you’re tearing your hair out trying to think of what you could’ve done better. People with just time never heal.”

Midoriya glanced over to him suspiciously. “You talk like you know from experience.”

The hero looked down to his lap. “Closure is what heals wounds. For some people, it doesn't take a lot. For others… it takes a little more. But it's not healthy to force yourself to let things go if you’re not ready. That hurts you just as much as holding onto it.”

The teen glanced at his hands, still wrapped around his mentor’s. He thought back to that fateful night, where those same hands held his flicker of a friend. He thought back to crying out on his knees, cursing every fiber of his being for taking the little support he had for granted. He’d told him that he made it… or at least he thought he did. He never was able to say it to his face; he’d never really know for sure. Maybe he’d been holding onto that uncertainty longer than he’d thought. Maybe he’d been holding onto more guilt than he first realized.

“How… how do you know when to let it go?”

Aizawa looked up at him for the first time since he arrived, with such a level of humanity in his eyes that Midoriya was taken aback.

“When you’re thinking about what you could’ve done better then, instead of what you can do better now.”

He shook, tremors chasing down his nerves. “You-”

Those back doors slammed open, and Midoriya’s heart lurched out of his throat. Necks and eyes snapped to the sound, everyone startled out of their own skins.

“Sorry…” Tsukauchi laughed awkwardly as the doors swung shut behind him, “Guess I was a little too eager to get this to you.”

At that, he waved the unsealed envelope in his hand, the front flap dancing tauntingly in the artificial breeze. The teen would’ve stood up to meet him, but his legs wobbled like jello. Thankfully, the detective came to him and gently pressed the letter into his hands.

“Wait-” he stuttered through his thoughts- “but I thought you were going to deliver it?”

“Don’t worry, I plan to keep the promise I made. That-” He pointed at the envelope- “is just a copy. I vetted the real letter already, and since I didn’t have to take anything out, it should be on its way in a couple of days.”

Oh. Well, that was good news. He examined the blank envelope carefully, keeping the flap closed. He hadn’t really been waiting for anything in particular, other than Aizawa maybe. He was simply waiting for that feeling to pass. He wasn’t expecting Tsukauchi to give him anything, to say anything, to even come out here in the first place.

“But why did-”

“I really appreciate your help; you’ve done a lot for me. You got Kiyori to answer all my major questions, and now that he’s cooperative, I shouldn’t have any issues finishing up my paperwork.” Tsukauchi smiled softly, but the genuity in his aura already told him all he needed to know. “This was the least I could do in return. I figured you would want to read it.”

Did he? More importantly, did he deserve to? “I can’t-”

“I’ll admit, I was very hesitant to let you in there, especially alone. But you handled yourself remarkably, even when you went… off script.” He then turned to both Midoriya and Aizawa, casting a lighthearted, yet disappointed look. “Just next time, please let me know beforehand.”

The underground hero barely bothered to give him a glance, but out of the corner of his eye, he could see a smirk growing.

Next time, Tsuka?”

The detective laughed, and then gave a reassuring smile to show he was serious, “Yes. Next time.”

Midoriya didn’t bother to say anything, having a strong feeling he’d just be interrupted again. He had an even worse feeling that it was being done on purpose…

Aizawa stood up from his chair, stretching out his back with a nice crack. “You need anything else from us?”

“Nope, you’re free to go when you’re ready and-” He deliberately turned to Midoriya- “thank you again for your help.”

The teen nodded out of politeness, but his throat was much too dry to say anything; the only thing he could do was grip clammily at the envelope in his hands.

Tsukauchi smiled once more, before offering a dispersing wave and retreating into those back doors.

Suddenly, it became just a bit easier to breathe.

“So-” Aizawa made no sudden moves, simply lolling his head to the side- “what do you want to do?”

Midoriya hated these. He had no idea what he wanted to do. He was sick to his stomach and had no idea what he wanted and it would be so much easier to just sit there for eternity or have someone else choose for him. His heart hammered and his mind felt so far away from him. What he wouldn’t do to just be alone to last out his disassociative void, far from the minute pressures of company that intended to yank him from it much too soon.

He locked such pathetically wet eyes with the hero beside him, silently pleading with him not to do this. To make him choose. Please, please just do it for him. Just so he didn’t have to.

He sighed. Well, no one could say he didn't try. "Let's go home then. I bet Zashi has worried himself sick over us.”

Midoriya nodded and somehow found the strength to pull himself up. He wasn't really thinking as he followed the hero outside the front doors and down the street. His mind was running on that blasted autopilot and he hated how dependent he was on it. He hated a lot of things, and maybe, maybe it was time to do something about it. He didn't want to hate for the rest of his life, and for that something had to change. He’d stuck himself the same way for so long, and every time something went wrong it never crossed his mind that his reasons might have been the reason. Not with his philosophies, not with his autopilot, not with his inability to make decisions. Maybe it was time to take ownership of his actions and do something about them if he hated them so much.

A car flew down the street and shocked him out of his head. If he kept doing this, one of these days he was really going to get hurt. It was just too easy to get into his own head and too hard to get out of it. He hated tha-

Yeah, he wasn’t even going to finish that thought.

Aizawa strolled ahead of him; he didn’t even bother to look back to check on him. He watched every confident step forward and wondered how he could do the same. He wanted to be better, he wanted to improve, but it seemed like he was already making a lot of mistakes. Midoriya had thought he held some pillar of righteousness, seeing he judged people for a living. And yet, he doubted anyone like Aizawa would do it like he did, anyone at all. He boxed people in by certain motives, and it took him 11 years to figure out that there might be more to life than just that. Some future hero he was.

The letter in his hand flapped in the tailwind of the next car, and he was reminded it was there. He didn't want to read it after he let his anger consume him so pathetically. Regardless of the fact that Kiyori still participated in the USJ attack, he felt ashamed at having let himself fester for so long, on such black and white principles. That wasn’t the kind of treatment Ishihara extended towards him, or they never would’ve interacted beyond him saving the man’s life. He was more than just a couple of his parts, everyone was. He’d offended everything Ishihara stood for, and by trying to honor his life by hating the man responsible for his death, he’d merely soiled it.

So yeah, after everything, he really didn’t deserve to read that letter.

He’d been hunting for some skewed justice this whole time, and he just figured out that wasn’t the way. He couldn’t imagine what Ishihara would think of him now, disappointed at the person he’d become. Where did that innocent and compassionate boy go? And who was this bitter shell that replaced him? Ishihara deserved answers, not anger, and finally, he had those, or maybe something close, right at his fingertips. He… had them within him all along, just waiting on a single spark to finally set their captors ablaze.

He didn’t deserve to read that letter, but Ishihara did.

He opened the flap and unfolded the letter squeezed inside. Even though he knew it was a copy, the writing looked so authentically human; he would’ve never been able to tell. He smoothed over the folds gently, taking a few glances upward before submerging himself beneath the ink.

Dearest Ryōdai,

It’s been a while, hasn’t it? I’m sorry, brother; I hope you’re not upset with me. I haven’t forgotten you, in fact, I write to you almost every day. I don’t think you’ve gotten any of them though, unless you’re purposely ignoring me. Regardless, I really hope you read this one. I can’t remember how many I’ve already written. 50? 60? I don’t know, it was getting to me so I stopped counting. Just promise me you’ll read this one through? I don’t think there’ll be another.

I miss you so much. I miss your house visits, our talks at the cafe downtown. I think the stray cats miss you more though. They never seem as happy to see me, even with food. Mom and Dad always thought I was the responsible one, but honestly, since you’ve been gone, I’ve made nothing but bad decisions. I don’t think they realized how much we relied on each other, how much we balanced each other out. You’re a good man who made mistakes, and still you found the time for me. The minute you left me I fell apart. You’d be disappointed in me, Mom and Dad too. Guess I’m not as responsible as everyone thought.

I got into some trouble. Big trouble. I really messed up. Maybe I thought what I did was going to help fix things in the end. Now, I don’t know what I was thinking. I can’t even wrap my head around how I got into this mess. Is this how you felt too? I wanted you to explain yourself to me so badly that day, but you couldn’t, could you? You didn’t even know.

What have we done, Ryōdai? I can’t stop thinking about that day; it haunts me every single second. I’ll never understand what went through your head. Then again, I’ll never understand what went through mine either. I’ll never understand a lot of things we’ve done. But I know you didn’t mean to kill that man, I know that. And maybe I’m just naive like everyone says I am. Maybe Mom and Dad are right, that I don’t know you as well as I think I do. But unless you give me a reason not to, I’ll always believe in the you I remember. And the you I remember never tried to hurt anyone. You’ve done bad things, but that doesn’t make you a bad man.

I wonder what you’ve been up to after all this time. What are you thinking right now? I wish we could’ve talked in person, though I don’t think I would’ve made it this far looking you in the eye. You’ve always been this untamable, stubborn person. I can’t expect you to listen to me or take me seriously. I know you’ve heard it a thousand times before, but please, as your brother, at least hear me out. You hurt a lot of people. I didn’t make it any better. I hurt a lot more. We’ve made a lot of really dumb decisions, and that led to a lot of avoidable mistakes. But it’s time to fix things the right way this time. We owe it to the people we’ve hurt; they deserve it.

I promise you, I’m going to change. Please, promise me you’ll at least try.

I love you.

Forever your brother, Ryōyami.

There were a few shadowy stains towards the bottom, ones that the copier couldn’t erase, even on a new sheet of paper. He couldn’t rub them away, nor could he catch the new ones that joined them. He stifled the sniffle that clawed up his throat, but the tears cascading down his face were too far gone. God, he was awful. He was an awful, terrible human being. He hated the person he’d become and the person he’d always been.

There was a hand on his shoulder, a touch, and he stopped in his tracks. He looked up, only to find Aizawa standing in his way, a gentle hold on him. Nothing intimidating or malicious, just an innocent question. Did he want to stop? And he did.

He didn’t want the hero seeing him so vulnerable, tears blubbering down his face like he was a child. The eyes he used to look into Aizawa’s were red and puffy. Salt leaked down his lips and made them drier than he thought possible. He wanted to stop, but he could only sob harder instead, thousands of worlds, millions of scenarios, crashing into him all at once.

What if? What if? What if?

It was all he could hear, as if the people he’d wronged were personally there to whisper it in his ears.

What if? What if? What if?

And they were right.

He cried even harder, because he could never make it up to them.

His tears were wiped away, and for a second he thought Aizawa had the nerve to touch his face, but when he came into focus, it was Gami’s skeletal hand cleaning him up. That was impossible. The ghost’s touch was deathly cold, and yet what he felt now, as bony fingers brushed away his sorrows, was comfortingly warm.

“You are a good person. One who you believe to have made mistakes.” Gami’s voice sounded so hoarse and brittle. Maybe that was because he hadn’t heard the man speak for nearly the entire afternoon. And still, his voice brought nothing more than a drunk sense of ease. “But mistakes do not taint your humanity, they merely make you human.”

He gripped the letter tightly in his hands now, the edge splattered with saltwater. He’d made mistakes, a lot of them too. And the people he’d affected, he could never make it up to them. He couldn’t change where he’d placed them, couldn’t take their souls back and try again. What he did was cemented into stone, and that made him just as bad as everyone he declared evil by his own mind.

He hurt a lot of people, most of them he didn’t even know. And the one person he did, well… he hurt him too.

But it was time to fix things the right way this time. He owed it to everyone, because he made mistakes, and they deserved it.

He took a free hand away from the letter, and used his sleeve to wipe away some of the tears stained onto his cheeks.

He was going to change.

He promised.

Notes:

I want to start by apologizing for the long wait. It’s been a hectic 4 months and I’ve been doing my best to write during every free opportunity I could. Unfortunately, I don’t see myself having a lot of free time in the near future. Regardless, I love this story and I will keep writing it simply because it makes me happy. Please don’t be discouraged by long wait times between chapters; this story will not be abandoned or discontinued unless I explicitly say so.

This chapter was especially meaningful not only to the story, but to me as well. For anyone who doesn’t understand, what Midoriya was doing was wrong. He was judging the entirety of someone’s life on face value only. He made assumptions and categorized people based on a few of their qualities, exactly what was done to him for being quirkless, all because having a black and white perspective made his difficult job easier. Now, I’d imagine having to literally judge people for their place in the afterlife is no mentally easy task, and that’s why it’s so important for him to realize that he was shortcutting. No one would blame him for being so black and white; even Gami has stated a couple of times that simply doing his best was good enough. What’s important is that despite everyone telling him that what he was doing was good enough, Midoriya still sees where he can do better and chooses to improve. It’s an important sentiment to understand that self-reflection is necessary, and choosing not to reflect because you’re angry or sad at the world isn’t an excuse. No one is perfect, but understanding what you can do better leads to resolution and less problems in the first place.

Honestly, there isn’t much to talk about for this chapter. I think it's pretty self explanatory. Thank you all for sticking with me and sticking with this story. Your support means the world to me, and I’ll continue to do my best!

Death’s Touch: Anything Midoriya touches starts to decay immediately, regardless of the amount of fingers touching. This ability works on both the living and the non living. At first, Midoriya couldn’t control this ability, as it activated immediately without his consent. However, now he is able to control the activation on humans and non living objects, being able to start and stop the decay at will. However, he had gained no progress with plant or animal life. Any damage done to living organisms with this power cannot be healed.

Death’s Scythe: Midoriya can summon a scythe to fight with at will. The scythe vaguely resembles a bird’s beak, and has a hole near the start of the blade. The scythe is the only item that can’t be destroyed by Death’s Touch. The Death’s Touch ability can be shared with the scythe at Midoriya’s will, however it can only decay what it cuts. The decay follows the same rules as Death’s Touch. He can also make the scythe disappear at will when he is finished with it or to free his hands.

Immortality: Midoriya is immortal and cannot die. However, he can still get hurt and scarred. The immortality ability doesn’t provide any regeneration, but any wounds that could be detrimental to his job, such as lost/broken limbs and organs, will be healed the next day.

Premonition: Midoriya can see flash images of people who may die before they are supposed to. Normally, he cannot interfere with death, as it’s his job, but he has the option of attempting to save anyone he views in a premonition. These premonitions are bare and don’t provide much information other than the person themselves and their demise, occasionally revealing the setting and attacker, if any. The premonitions can come true between an hour after viewing to 3 days later.

Soul Contact: When a person dies, their soul is immediately sent to Midoriya. He can see, touch, and hold these souls. When holding a soul, Midoriya can see the most important memories and decisions attached to that soul, and hence that person.

Soul Sorting: This ability allows Midoriya to decide which part of the afterlife a soul moves on to. The areas of the afterlife can only be summoned with intent and the swipe of a hand, with the areas themselves being represented by flames. The areas that he can choose from are Paradise, Purgatory, and the Underworld. Once Midoriya decides where the soul best fits, it is sent to the being of that respective area. If approved, the soul stays in that area forever, the exception being Purgatory. Souls in Purgatory can be moved again to either Paradise or the Underworld, however, this is not Midoriya’s decision. If rejected, the soul is sent back to him for reevaluation. All souls must be sorted within 24 hours of Midoriya receiving them, with rejected souls resetting their time limits once they get back to him. Failure to sort a soul within its time limit may result in serious unknown punishment.

Chapter 31: The State In Which We Leave This World

Summary:

Midoriya wonders what exactly a legacy entails. What kind of message did he want to leave the world with?

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

The remaining week before the Sports Festival flew by before Midoriya knew it. He wished he’d had more breathing time, but surprisingly, he was feeling pretty good about today. More so than he thought he would.

Today being the day of the U.A. Sports Festival.

The front entrance of the school had been absolutely swarmed by reporters and journalists, even more than in previous years. If he had to guess, it would have to be because of his class. Surviving a villain attack brings in more publicity than he would’ve liked.

Thankfully Aizawa had already set up an entry point for the students, so no one had to attempt to traverse the mess that was outside. Midoriya slinked inside and subsequently into the empty classroom. He had some time before the rest of the class filed in, so he stood aimlessly by the window, staring out into the void of bustling newscasters. He definitely had a profound appreciation for people watching, much more than he expected was normal. Though, he supposed it came with the job.

Hidden between shoving reporters and overeager fans, he could definitely spot some heroes mixed in. It was easy to forget their performance was not only being watched by the world but the very heroes that could eventually hire them. Their very futures would be watching, and it only took one small moment to either make or break them. If he looked at it like that, everyone had a chance for their dreams to become realities. But then again, everyone had the same chance to watch their dreams crumble away into nothingness.

Yeah… did he say he was feeling good? Because who was he kidding, he was nervous as hell!

He couldn’t stand still, bouncing on his heels just to keep himself busy. He had his arms wrapped around his sides, trying to contain his bundle of overactive nerves. His heart hammered in his chest. So much was riding on today, so much was riding on his success. He couldn’t afford to fail now, not after how far he’d already made it.

The empty room suddenly became very suffocating. He was beginning to drown himself in his nerves, in his thoughts. It was one of the few circumstances where he could hate being alone. Except he wasn’t, and that made it all the worse.

Gami stood beside him, rambling on about the people below them in an attempt to override the thoughts he knew his successor was thinking. The ghost watched the clock intensely, wondering if the minutes could tick by any faster. Though, he was overwhelmed with this strange sense of hopelessness as he did. He felt so incredibly sad at watching the time pass by and unsuccessfully hoping that it would pass faster. And he had no idea why.

He knew he should’ve told Midoriya about the feeling, but he didn’t want to worry the teen anymore before this big day, so instead, he turned to watch the door for Aizawa. The hero had probably left to chat with Yamada, but honestly, it was just as much of a gamble of where he was as when he would return.

So the duo stood there, listening to the sounds of muffled reporters and of time passing by, all while Gami aimlessly talked over it all. Surprisingly, even amongst the nervousness, their casual aura of peace could be felt. It was absolutely amazing how calm they could be in each other’s company, state of the world aside. It would always be the two of them, to the end of the world and back, and that brought a surprising amount of harmony to their lives.

And then it was no longer just the two of them.

One by one, Midoriya’s classmates trickled into the room, leaving the boy to seek refuge and solitude at his desk. Not everyone was nervous, certainly not as nervous as he was, but they all held the same air of anticipation, and regardless it was not helping Midoriya in any way.

Uraraka walked in looking especially frazzled, and he didn’t even need a small push from Gami to get up and go talk to her, if just to ease his own worries. Still, the ghost gave it to him anyway, nudging his shoulder purposefully. Midoriya rolled his eyes, but made sure to accidentally bump into him as he stood up from his seat.

Gami didn’t mind at all. In fact, it was a relief to see this lightheartedness shine through considering how nervous he was before.

“Ah, Midori!” Uraraka met him halfway, the two of them stopping between desks and other classmates, “Can you believe the crowd outside?”

“Yeah.” He unconsciously glanced over to the window he was previously staring out of. “It sure is intimidating.”

Wrong choice of words apparently, as the girl seemed to only get more worked up. “I don’t know if I can do this…”

But just as he was going to backtrack and try to deescalate both their nerves, someone else started for him, though absolutely scaring the pants off them in the process.

“What happened to the pumped-up Uraraka from before?” Iida popped in from behind them, neither of which noticed him walk in at all. “Saying how you were going to crush this?”

“I-Iida!” She exclaimed, and Midoriya had to stop his own heart from jumping out of his chest. “Well, I know, but there’s just so much riding on today. What if I mess up, or I don’t do good?”

“Hey.” Midoriya decided to jump in. “You said it before, we’re here to do our best. So let’s give it our all, and whatever happens next, we’ll figure it out together.”

Yeah, yeah that was right. All he could do was give it his best. He wanted to give a performance he could be proud of, so that’s what he was going to do.

“Precisely,” Iida agreed, “If you go into this already doubting yourself, then you have no expectations to improve. But I know you Uraraka, and I have full confidence you will do great. So have confidence in yourself!”

Yeah… he could do this! There were other people who had confidence in him already. He couldn’t let them down. He had to be confident in himself too.

“I meant what I said when we first met. Quirk or not, you are going to be a great hero one day Midoriya.”

“Unless you explicitly tell me you don’t want to do this, I won’t stop you.”

Gami gave him a quick nod.

He could feel his eyes burn with a new level of determination.

Uraraka wiped softly at her eyes. “Thanks guys, I feel a lot better now. Let’s do this!”

Midoriya felt a lot better too.

The boys nodded enthusiastically. “That’s the spirit!”

His friends continued to lightheartedly chat, but there was something else the teen had in mind with the dwindling time left. He looked back behind him, and sure enough, Todoroki had slinked his way to his desk amidst the relative chaos. Between the two weeks from the USJ incident and today, they’d talked back and forth, but Midoriya couldn’t help but notice that his friend seemed a bit withdrawn. Even from messages alone, he could tell the air had shifted. It worried him, and from what he knew about Todoroki, it had every right to. He hoped it was just nerves about the Sports Festival like everyone else. He didn’t think so, but he hoped.

So he retreated from Uraraka and Iida, and slinked back himself, moving amongst crowds of his classmates so he didn’t draw too much attention to himself. The only person to notice was Gami, who drifted close behind. And with some fancy maneuvers and a little bit of side stepping, they both successfully made it to the back of the room.

The anxiety in Midoriya’s stomach began to grow when he approached the side of Todoroki’s desk without a single reaction. His friend simply stared out into the crowd lifelessly, and he’d be lying if he said it didn’t unnerve him. For a moment, he was unsure of whether to say anything at all, fighting the offputting vibe that flooded him. But he figured it was much more awkward to just stand beside him without saying a word.

“Um, hey Shouto,” he said quietly, though it was more than drowned out enough by the rest of the chatter, “How are you feeling about the Sports Festival?”

He waited a moment, and then another, but the longer he waited in silence, the more his stomach started to sink. The breath in his lungs froze like ice, piercing his chest. Surely Todoroki simply hadn’t heard him. Maybe he was simply lost in his own thoughts, absent to the outside world. That happened to Midoriya often enough. What else was he supposed to think after being effectively ignored? That it was purposeful?

“I mean, I was pretty nervous earlier,” he rambled on much like Gami had before, “but now, I’m actually feeling kinda good about everything. Maybe a little excited, even!”

He laughed halfheartedly to himself, hoping that would lighten the mood, but as the silence droned on, his hopes diminished. Dread pooled in his gut all over again. Surely, surely Todoroki just hadn’t heard him. Surely he wasn’t being ignored.

His stomach absolutely dropped as he watched Todoroki turn away from him, choosing to face a different direction entirely.

His mouth ran dry as his current breath hitched in his throat. He couldn’t stop the stunned glance to his mentor, just to make sure he wasn’t crazy. But with the look Gami gave him, he wasn’t sure how to feel. So Todoroki was really ignoring him? But why? Had he done something wrong?

He was about to unconsciously step back but stopped himself. Should he just move away? Would it look weird? Should he press him for more? Should he just sit back down at his own desk that was still uncomfortably beside him? He didn’t know what to do and the longer he just stood there awkwardly the more his heart pounded. He’d felt so comfortable around Todoroki; the only other people he’d been this close to were Gami and Ishihara, people he’d known for years. So to have that ripped away from him… it made him feel so vulnerable.

Gami moved in to shield his successor from the other, not that it really mattered since he couldn’t be seen in the first place. The three remained in this tense standoff: one out of shock, one out of anger, and one unknown. And unless one of them changed, none of them were going to.

“Alright.” Aizawa walked into the classroom, startling everyone into silence. Upon having everyone’s attention, he called them to follow with a wave of his hand “Let’s get this show on the road.”

Impeccable timing as usual, and Midoriya didn’t hesitate to remove himself from the situation. His newfound confidence took a steep dive as the shakiness he was so used to returned. Once again, everything felt like too much and composure seemed so far from reach. So he simply followed the crowd of his classmates blankly, avoiding anyone who he thought would try to talk to him until he could get this heaviness out of him.

Eventually, he along with everyone else, found themselves outside the locker rooms they used for heroics. Aizawa gestured to each door respectively. “Once you’re done changing into your gym uniforms, head straight to the prep room down the hall. You won’t miss it.”

And then he walked off, leaving everyone to their own devices as suddenly the weight off today crashed down. Midoriya barely avoided the stampede of his own classmates as they rushed into the locker rooms. It took him more willpower than he thought he had to avoid falling into autopilot, to avoid letting the emptiness take hold of him like he was so used to. Because as much as feeling less made him feel better, pushing away his consciousness wasn’t going to help. It never did.

He promised he was going to change, and he wasn’t about to fall through now.

It was easier than usual to slink away into one of the bathroom stalls with his uniform, but that was obviously because of all the hype. He swallowed some deep breaths, clenching his hands in a desperate attempt to feel more.

Then, Gami spoke for what felt like the first time in ages. “It is unfortunate that you could not wear your costume instead.”

“Yeah.” The teen wiggled out of his shirt. “But they’re not allowed in the interest of fairness. Not all students have a hero costume, remember?”

“I suppose you are correct.” The playful disappointment in his voice was evident, and Midoriya couldn’t help but roll his eyes in the sarcastic way that friends did.

But the sentiment left him thinking, unable to truly get away from his own overwhelming thoughts. This festival was never truly fair, as much as U.A. tried to make it so. The hero students would always have an advantage over everyone else, and it was obvious that those were the contestants that everyone really came to see. The animosity of the other classes suddenly hit him to its truest extent. Nothing about life was fair, he knew that just as well as anyone, maybe even more. But that didn’t stop the sourness that came anyway. It was always too easy to be angry.

He finished fastening his sweatpants, but it left him more unsatisfied than anything else.

“Hey… Gami?” It barely came out as a breath, so quiet it should’ve gone unnoticed.

“Yes?” But it didn’t.

“Can- would you be opposed if I asked you not to interfere with today?”

The ghost paused, caught off guard completely. The disappointment was apparent to them both, but he did his best to push it down anyway. “I… I do not understand…”

They both knew he did.

“It’s nothing against you, really. But…” He reiterated something evident, though the uncertainty remained. “Not everyone is lucky enough to have someone like you. I don’t want this to be any more unfair than it already is.”

Gami shuffled, caught between what he knew was right and what he wanted.

“Besides, I need to do this myself. I need to prove that I’m still meant to be here.”

He ignored how selfish it sounded.

Thankfully, Gami understood. He was so lucky, because Gami always understood. “Alright, if that is what you wish.”

He hesitated.

“Can… can we still talk inbetween?”

Midoriya smiled and slugged him playfully in the shoulder. “Of course silly!”

And things became a little bit lighter.

He finished with haste, realizing his loss of time, and upon exiting the stall, he groaned. Of course he was the last one left. He could only hope that he wasn’t being waited on. So he walked with a bit more pep in his step than he was truly feeling, leaving the locker room to look for the prep room.

Aizawa was right as always; there was no way anyone could miss the room with the obnoxious “1-A prep room” sign out front. Sucking in a breath and his insecurities, he flashed a grin to his mentor before giving the door handle a slow twist.

Inside was a cacophony of anxiousness and anticipation, chatter echoing off the walls, still air despite vibration voices. It was loud and chaotic, but it allowed Midoriya to slip in unnoticed, or so he thought. He took the brief moment to try and collect himself, to calm the racing in his chest.

“Midoriya.”

Hearing his name pierced any kind of concentration he’d managed to gather.

Though, hearing it in Todoroki’s voice shook him more than he would ever admit.

All the conversation in the room stilled as heads turned towards the two of them. Midoriya didn’t bother moving from his spot, not sure if he could even will his legs to do so. With all these eyes upon him, he swallowed his weakness and pushed forth false bravado.

“Hey… what is it?”

Obviously, it wasn’t perfect.

Even still, Todoroki was unfazed, and the sheer indifference in his glare twisted something fragile inside of him.

“Objectively speaking, I’m stronger than you. More capable.”

A jolt ran down his spine, and he tried his best to hide the trembling of his hands. He didn’t understand, and so there was nothing to buffer the hurt in his heart. It stung just like the ugly scars that covered his skin. He wanted to claw it out of him, to tear himself apart completely until it was gone. He could hear history laughing at him; what a fool he was and always had been.

“All Might’s got his eye on you, doesn’t he?” Midoriya tried to interject, but was beaten to the punch. “Now, I’m not about to pry into why that is, but…”

Todoroki was way too observant for his own good. He’d only began speaking to All Might two weeks ago. Much too assuming as well.

“I will beat you.”

He wasn’t sure his soul could be wrung out any further, but it was.

Reactions were mixed, as expected. It was a room full of highschoolers after all.

“Ooh!!” Kaminari commented brazenly, “A declaration of war from the strongest in the class?!”

“Hey man, why pick a fight now?!” Kirishima rushed to his aid, reaching for Todoroki’s shoulder. “We’re about to go on…”

Gami couldn’t help but agree, starting to grow upset. “Look, I understand you value his prior companionship, but do not let him trample you as such.”

Midoriya didn’t even have a chance to process it all as Todoroki violently shrugged off Kirishima’s hand.

“I really don’t care.” The venom in his voice had him recoiling. “I’m not pretending to be anyone’s friend.”

He wasn’t sure his soul could be wrung out any further, but it was.

Kirishima desperately tried to do some damage control, but Midoriya had long tuned it out to humor his thoughts. Something was terribly wrong, and the panic that came from not knowing what was overwhelming. His mind raced through the past weeks, wondering if he’d done something unintentional. Todoroki’s words bit savagely, with such ruthlessness it almost seemed like he was intentionally disregarding their prior friendship… if he could even call it that by now. Was that what he wanted, to throw that away?

He looked down at his hands, which he’d clenched to hide their shaking. It would be so easy to regard this development as final, to retreat back into himself and lick his wounded pride. Why would he want to keep himself open, to keep his vulnerability unguarded? Why would he want to allow himself the chance to be hurt again? His mind recalled his experience with All Might. He had been so wounded, disregarded as a person. Closing himself off had kept him safe from hurt for so long.

But it had also soured him, left him bitter with resentment, left him just like who he’d been hurt by. And he realized that was wrong, that he was wrong to run away from the things that hurt him, wrong to use that as justification to hurt others.

It wasn’t that Todoroki knew about the things that troubled him, his insecurities, or the fears he’d buried so deep inside him. It wasn’t that they were similar in upbringing, in sufferings, or in emotional loneliness. It wasn’t even that it was the righteous thing to do.

Just as he knew when he’d been hurt, he knew when to continue and when to fall back. And this time, he continued because he cared. He pushed aside the hurt because he cared. He valued the companionship they shared, the authenticity emitted from their words, the true freedom he felt in his presence.

Todoroki was his friend, and he wouldn’t give up on that.

“I’m not sure why you felt the need-” his voice came out rusty and old, groaning like abused door hinges- “to tell me that you’ll beat me…”

He could only wonder, and wondering wasn’t good for his head, so he didn’t.

“You’re clearly stronger, and I can’t measure up to most of the others here.” His shoulders scrunched up to his neck. “Objectively speaking, even…”

“Don’t be so negative, Midori…” Kirishima tried to derail his pessimistic train of thought, which of course offered his ghostly mentor the opportunity to interject as well. But he held up his hand to stop them both.

“But everyone… even the kids from the other courses are aiming for the top.” He was reminded of the kid from general studies and the declaration he made outside their classroom door. “And I’m… I’m going for it too, with everything I’ve got.”

He would give it his all. That’s what he committed to before, and he was sticking with it now. Everything was always so much greater than himself, and for that, he wouldn’t allow anything less than his best. He promised, and he would hold firm.

He looked up for the first time, fiercely meeting Todoroki’s cold, distant eyes with his own challenge.

“I’ll see you there.”

 


 

“First up… the miraculous rising stars who brushed off a villain attack with their steely willpower!! You know who I’m talking about!! The first years of the hero course!!”

Geez, with an intro like that, there sure wasn’t a lot of wiggle room.

Still, he breathed in for what might be the last time today and tried to remain professional and composed as the field doors opened and the bright lights blinded him. He stepped out along with his peers. How did he end up at the front of the crowd?

“It’s Class 1-A!!”

He wasn’t sure what was louder, Present Mic over the intercom or the rush of audience applause and ecstatic cheers. Regardless, there was no shot of hearing his thoughts over the noise. He couldn’t hear his heartbeat in his ears like he usually did; only the hammering in his ribcage proved it was still there.

He had to fight to keep his hand from grasping at the cramp inside. “What a crowd…”

“And we’re expected to put on the best performance we can in front of so many spectators…” Iida approached from behind, placing a hand on his shoulder, “I suppose this is merely one more necessary skill if we hope to become heroes.”

And then there was another touch. One colder, more boney. “Do not falter now. You are more than capable of doing this.”

Tell that to his nerves.

“Following Class B, it’s Classes C, D, and E of general studies!!” the English teacher blared over the microphone, and Midoriya watched the respective students enter the field, “And here come the support classes F, G, H! And the business course…”

The voice drowned out as Midoriya lost it to his own thoughts, gathering around the center stage along with everyone else. Upon its creaky wooden boards, Midnight stood bored, waiting for the other to finish with his theatrics. Her signature flogger-style whip rested on her hip, bouncing around impatiently. He guessed she was their referee for today; each year got assigned one. Nezu was always third year, but first and second got switched around often.

All the chatter ceased as a crack tore through the air, followed by a black blur and the rattle of handcuffs. With everyone’s attention on her, Midnight strolled up to the edge slow and dainty, with just enough sway to accentuate her hair and her hips.

“Should she truly be in a high school?”

Midoriya sent a halfhearted shrug. Sure, Midnight wasn’t his shining example of a model hero, but… she got the job done. She kept people safe. She put villains behind bars. And that’s what mattered.

“Now for the athlete’s oath!!” she announced with a smile and another wave of her whip.

Oh.

Oh yeah.

That.

He hadn’t forgotten, well, sort of. It was always on his mind, surfacing now as a common thought whenever his head reeled him back in. But it was always so much easier to push those thoughts aside in favor of training, or grounding himself amongst his notes. But it wasn’t like he hadn’t known this moment would come.

“I’m pleased to welcome your student representative…”

Though, it wasn’t like he exactly had anything prepared either…

“From Class 1-A, Midoriya Izuku!!”

His classmates turned to him in shock, and who could blame them? It wasn’t like he broadcasted this out to the world. He was lucky that he knew about it before today. He wouldn’t put it past Nezu to keep this from another student just to watch them squirm on the podium.

Students parted like the sea, and it left Midoriya feeling… inadequate, for lack of a better word. He was just a kid, just like them, but amongst a void of disbelieving and even resentful eyes, he couldn’t feel more different on the other end of the spectrum.

He started a slow walk to the steps, trying to ignore hushed murmurs and the overwhelming air of bitterness to keep it from invading his already poisoned thoughts. It was true: he didn’t have any sort of speech prepared. Normally, that kind of uncertainty would leave him as much more of a nervous wreck than he currently portrayed, but this time was more of an anomaly. He really sat on this for a while, slow cooked it in his head ever since Nezu shocked him with the news.This kind of thing… it didn’t feel like it was meant for a prewritten speech that had been hashed through the harsh critique of his own bias for days on end.

Straightening himself in front of the mic, the teen realigned himself for good measure. He locked eyes with Gami, who waited in the crowd. The ghost gave him an enthusiastic double thumbs up, and that forced a small smile out from inside.

If he could make sure of anything, of which he had a very low track record, it was that this was as genuine as he could possibly make it. This was his chance, the first of hopefully many, to really do some good. Because that’s what he set out to do the moment he met Gami, the moment he started training for the entrance exam, the moment he got accepted into the nation’s most accredited hero school. Maybe it wasn’t what he was meant to do, if he went by the nature of his being, the touch that resided under his fingertips, but it was what he was going to do.

He was more than the power that brewed inside of him. He was more than a sum of parts. They all were.

“I think…” The voice that came out startled him. He almost didn’t recognize it, the level of grip and grit practically unknown to him. Was this strength? Confidence? Or something else entirely? “I think too often the world tries to tell us who we’re meant to be. And I think even more that we all live our lives believing it.”

Whispers pretended to die down in the wake of his words, but he knew better. They would always be there, toying with everything he thought he knew. Who was he, to preach about fate when it tugged around his neck like a leash? It led him like a dog, starved him, casted him aside, and then expected him to curl around its lap afterwards. It was true, the pull around his throat never got any looser, it never would, but he’d just keep fighting it until it broke.

Because he was more than a sum of parts. He was more than some stuck up hero student. He was more than just destined for death. He was more than what fate tried to claim him to be.

“It’s true, you’re here for a reason… but it’s up to you what you want that reason to be.”

Just because the world gave him instructions didn’t mean he had to follow them. No one could stop him from using box mix to make a damn good cake without the water and oil.

“Don’t let anyone convince you that the true you isn’t who you are!” His voice boomed from inside his lungs, echoing to something greater than himself. And with a role like his, it always was. Even the little blessings, like Ishihara, the things he held close, they were always meant to be shared. He was lucky enough to have people to guide him, to teach him, but of course that wasn’t everyone. It wasn’t his duty, but the duty he’d given himself. “Every day, we have the chance to leave our truest mark upon the world!”

With a newfound surge of vibrancy, he yanked the microphone off the stand, raising it to his lips with bravado that no longer seemed false.

“Let’s start today!!”

There was a moment of silence where Midoriya’s heart stopped, where the whispers wormed their way past his defenses. Maybe this wasn’t for him. He wasn’t some idol, there were better examples to be looked up to. The doubt he’d pushed back was starting to be pulled over his eyes.

And then his heart was startled back to life by the absolute roar that answered.

The eruption was unmistakably led by his own class, hearing hollers of fire and life sparked by his words. Fists were raised like the drunken celebrations of war, the stands vibrating with excitement. He couldn’t help the goofy smile that stretched upon his face, weaving the humanity into it all. He was just a kid, just like them.

He stepped down calmly, moving back to his spot among his classmates. He returned wide grins with small smiles of his own, but made no effort to comment. He merely spoke what was necessary, words of experience, not some heavenly graces of the universe.

He didn’t even flinch at the cold presence at his back. “He would really be proud.”

He hoped so. He wondered if he was still looking down on him after everything, after all this time. He really, really hoped so.

“Just make sure to remember your biggest fan when you go pro.”

Got it, Ishihara-san.

“Now, without any delay,” Midnight picked up, “let’s get the first event started!”

Suddenly, the large screen behind her lit up in a static, buzzing to life with a sharp, crisp crackle. A roulette of the typical events lined up, then beginning to spin around as the randomizer processed.

“These are the qualifiers! It’s here that so many are sent home crying every year!!”

Midoriya shuddered. She couldn’t make that sound any less sadistic?

“And the fateful first event this year is…”

The mess on the screen stopped abruptly, along with everyone’s breaths.

“This!!”

In big, bold lettering, the words “obstacle course race” were shown.

“She could have just said that…” Gami remarked sarcastically.

But before Midoriya could agree with him, the gates where they entered began to clack together, unlocking in a series of overcomplicated clasps only fitting for U.A.'s extravagance. And as he turned to stare in awe, just like everyone else, he couldn’t help but feel small in comparison. As much as he knew how everything would always be greater than himself, the shock that came from being reminded never got any easier to swallow.

“A race between every member of all 11 classes!” Midnight described in full detail, “The course is a 4-kilometer lap around the stadium itself!!”

Goodness, amongst everyone? That had to be at least 200 students competing. Surely there weren’t 200 spots to qualify, however…

“Our school preaches freedom in all things.” She interrupted her thought to laugh, once again sending a shudder down the teen’s spine. “So as long as you don’t go off course… anything is fair game.”

Gami sent him a pleading look, but the teen wouldn’t even consider it. He was sure U.A.’s definition of anything did not include a sentient, invisible, untouchable, essentially extra set of hands that could help his progress and impede others. And before his devil’s advocate could remind him of Dark Shadow, he reminded it that Dark Shadow was not only visible and hinderable, but registered to all of U.A.’s staff. So with only the stern look in his eye, Gami knew there was truly no fighting it. He sighed but regardlessly followed his successor to the starting area along with everyone else.

“Racers, to your positions…”

When he watched Midoriya lower himself into a running position from outside the starting area tunnel, he knew it was time to go.

“I will not procrastinate any longer.” He finally caved in as the crowd grew thicker.

Ding.

The lights overhead flashed red.

The ghost looked up, then through the dark tunnel and towards the light at the end of it. He let out a low chuckle, which caught Midoriya’s attention despite his efforts to stay focused.

“You best bet I shall be watching from the sidelines however.” Gami waved off the stands where everyone else sat. “I would much rather be up close and personal, you know?”

At that, Midoriya couldn’t help but crack a smile.

Ding.

The lights overhead flashed yellow.

“I suppose that is my cue. I am… I am so very proud of you.” He began floating off, but stopped to give one, cheesy, mock salute. “Do kick ass, as it is said.”

And before he knew it, his mentor was gone. Really, truly gone. And yet, he felt so much colder than when his undead presence was nearby.

Was he nervous? Of course he was nervous. He wouldn’t be human if he wasn’t. But there were people he wanted to make proud. One of them told him to kick ass.

Ding.

The lights overhead flashed green.

Just watch him.

“START!!”

And the flood gates opened. Masses of students pushed and shoved in an attempt to get in and through the starting tunnel. Midoriya too, fueled by nothing more than determination, dodged stray elbows and weaved his way past the stampede. And with the sufficient space outside the tunnel, it was working fairly well. But upon entering the underpass, he realized a critical issue.

The starting gate was much too narrow for everyone to fit, and the rush of competition was too much of a compulsion to think otherwise. He was being crushed against other students, and by the shouts and cries around him, he wasn’t the only one. Too many people, too close, his senses were overwhelmed. He needed to think, he needed a plan.

This was the first test.

But before he could do more than register the piggish squeals of Mineta behind him, a stark crack rushed from the exit of the tunnel, along with a chill colder than he’d ever felt. He suddenly found himself unable to move, though it didn’t take a genius to figure out why.

His shins to his toes were covered in a thin yet sturdy layer of ice, leaving him rooted to the ground. And based on similar cries of despair and discomfort, he wasn’t the only one.

He could hear his classmates pull ahead from the frozen crowd and he was flooded with determination not to be left behind. With a grunt, he yanked off one of his gloves, stuffing it securely into his pocket, before firmly planting his bare palm on the ice below him. And with his own deafening crack, he was free, the ice turning to mere flakes of what it once was, along with a little bit of his sweatpant cuffs too.

There were shouts around him, begging him to do the same with all the ice, and for a moment, he nearly did. But this was a competition, not a friendly scrimmage, and he promised someone he’d see him at the top. He decayed a good patch of ice around his footing, just to secure some extra traction, before summoning his scythe in one hand. He didn’t need a running start, but he had just enough space for one, and it gave him just enough of a boost to stick the end into the ground and vault himself over the rest of the frozen crowd.

He smirked upon landing, and recalled his weapon back to wherever it went when he wasn’t using it.

He was getting pretty good at that.

He raced forward, tailing behind some of his classmates. It was no shocker to see so many members of Class 1-A so far ahead. Their instincts were impeccably fine tuned, especially after the USJ incident. They had seen danger first hand, and they all knew how important those few seconds just before were. He passed some more of his peers. There was no doubt in his mind that Todoroki lead the pack, if that ice display had anything to say about it. And the thought pushed his steps further.

Something blurred in the corner of his vision, fast moving and headed straight for him. But it all seemed to move in slow motion, leaving him easily able to curve out of the way…

Of a giant robot fist that decimated the space he was just at.

He noticed some students, namely Mineta, that were rocketed towards the edges of the track, having been completely caught off guard and slugged by the machine blows. His own body shuddered instinctually at the sheer amount of force that must have been exerted. A familiar hum started up as the robots recalibrated. And sure enough, those giant robot fists belonged to the faux villains from the heroics entrance exam.

New priority: don’t get hit by those things.

“Every obstacle course needs obstacles!” Present Mic’s voice blared over the speakers.

He weaved out of the way of another machine, approaching the front of the pack.

“Starting with the first barrier!!”

The person farthest ahead halted. That had to be Todoroki. He was managing to close the gap.

Looking up, however, it wasn’t hard to figure out why.

“ROBO INFERNO!!”

A mass of zero-pointers loomed over them. There had to be dozens, if not more, simply standing there ominously, menacingly. He was instantly filled with dread.

H…Holy shit.

He chastised his nerves. Now was not the time. He’d beaten one before, albeit it took everything he had, but he’d done it. So he’d just have to do it again.

Again being about 10 more times…

The leading robot lurched downwards aiming one of its giant limbs towards the ground. He braced himself for the impact that would surely rock the course. But it never came. Instead, there was now a glistening glacier replacing the hunk of metal that stood before. If they weren’t in the middle of a heated competition, he’d be pretty impressed.

It was that kind of seriousness that allowed him to catch the way the frozen robot teetered ever so slightly.

He pivoted on his back heel, making a sharp turn towards the edges of the track as everyone else tried to take the opportunity to run between the robot’s iced legs. Attempting to stay on pace, he made no effort to engage in the smaller robots that lunged for him. Not only did he need to shorten his distance from Todoroki, but he needed to get the hell out of the area before that thing faceplanted onto the earth.

There was a piercing groan, followed by a metallic snap, and then the whole world came crashing down.

His scythe materialized again and he made another desperate pole vault to get out of the way, just barely slipping by as the shockwave blew from behind him, sending him tumbling much farther and faster than expected.

Yamada made some more comments, but Midoriya didn’t pay any attention, too focused on the path ahead. That, or his eardrums remained thoroughly blown out. Two smaller robots and another zero-pointer stood in his way, and as the smoke cleared, they harshly locked onto him. There was no time for a plan; he just had to keep moving. He could see his classmates start gaining a lead. People were recovering from the initial shock of that first robot going down. He couldn’t waste the few seconds of an advantage he had.

He dived under the first swing, just barely managing to graze the robot on his way by with his uncovered hand. By that was all that was necessary, as it promptly shook and collapsed into a pile of scrap and dust. The other small robot, perhaps stunned by the immediate death of its comrade, whirled to a chase as Midoriya zipped by. He tried to lose the machine following him, but its speed and tenacity proved to be too forbidding. And as he started losing space between himself and the zero-pointer in front of him, he had to do something unless he wanted to be pancaked.

He uncovered his other hand, stuffing that glove away too, so that all 10 of his fingertips could be active. The robot behind him was quickly approaching, which was certainly an unfortunate constraint, but at the speed it was going… he guessed it couldn’t break all too well.

So with a spin that would’ve surely twisted his ankle had it not been for the absolute fury in his soul, he swung behind to face it, swinging his scythe along with him.

The robot had no time to react as the blade carved cleanly through it, falling to the ground in two sparking pieces, no DT necessary.

And then, without any hesitation, he slammed the tip of his blade into the earth, once again rocketing himself upwards, straight at the zero-pointer. There was no other open path on the ground, not with all these behemoths in the way. So he’d just have to cut right through.

The arch of his jump was nowhere near high enough to pass over the zero-pointer, but that was fine, exactly what he wanted even. He pushed his wrists together and spread his fingers out, his hands outstretched in front of his face, trying to maximize their surface area. His veins buzzed with anticipation as power rushed through them, burrowing in his fingertips, begging to be released by the very state of its being.

And so he did, right as he made miniscule contact with the zero-pointer’s cold, metal skin.

He shot through the robot like a human bullet, piercing straight through its body and exiting out its back. His uniform and bits of his skin were nicked by shards of metal and wires as he passed through, but none of it was major. Not when his soul burned with such fervor.

He resummoned his weapon as he fell. He was still fairly high up, and unless he wanted to splatter against the ground upon landing, he needed to slow his descent. The other zero-pointers behind the one he’d torn through were unprepared for his appearance, and as one tried to strike him midair, the lag in reaction easily allowed him to dodge, twisting his body almost unnaturally to miss its slow-moving fist. He took the opportunity to dig his scythe into its arm, and fueled by a little DT, he cut down the surface of its side like butter. His fall slowed substantially from the added friction as he lessened the amount of DT flowing to his scythe, and once he was close enough to the ground, he simply jumped into a rough tumble. Not the classiest way of going about a landing, but he wasn’t a pile of blood and bones, so he’d take it as a plus.

“1-A’s Todoroki slips by under, 1-A’s Bakugo flies up over, and 1-A’s Midoriya cuts straight through!! What a trio!!” Present Mic exclaimed, the excitement in his voice mirroring the audience.

Midoriya panted, trying to catch his breath and keep his pace. It was no surprise Bakugo was up front with them. He wouldn’t doubt if the hothead was fueled solely by Todoroki’s declaration in the prep room.

His eyes caught onto something strange approaching, and he slowed himself slightly in caution.

“So the first barrier was a piece of cake?! How about the second?!” The voice hero’s smirk was audible. “Fall and you’re out!! You gotta crawl across if you wanna make it!!”

And then he got a good look at just what it was.

“THIS IS THE FALL!!”

He skidded to a stop upon reaching the edge. Surrounding him were a series of raised platforms linked together by thin strands of metal cording. Peering into the void below, all he could see was never ending darkness.

He used the time to catch his breath, trying to think of how to best approach this new obstacle. He cursed under his panting breath. This would be a huge time loss for him; he didn’t have a reliable way to safely and quickly navigate over the abyss. Some of the jumps he could vault over, but he could tell right away that there were no paths where all the gaps were jumpable.

But as the noise behind him grew louder, he knew he had no more time to think. He’d just have to figure it out when he got there.

Just like before, his trusty weapon appeared in hand, and he launched himself in yet another leap of faith. He flew and tumbled back to the ground, just barely making it over as he kicked himself away from the edge. Damnit, he’d underestimated that first one, and it nearly cost him! He couldn’t afford another mistake like that!

So he got himself a running start this time, pouring his draining strength into his arms as he plowed the end of the scythe back down. His core screamed in agony as he hoisted himself back into the air. He’d never needed to do vaults like this so consistently; it was starting to take its toll on his stamina. And as he landed on another platform, this time more comfortably in the center, he struggled to return to his feet. He could manage another, he had to…

But not over that impossibly large gap that faced him.

Damnit! What to do, what to do! There was no way he could make that jump, absolutely not, and no amount of determination in his spirit would help. He looked back behind him. Students were catching up, some on the same path as him, crawling over the ropes upside down. He could do that, but it would cost him precious time, though this section as a whole already had.

He crouched down and gripped the base of the cording in one hand, feeling the cool touch of metal on his bare skin. And then… he had a new idea.

“Woah!!” Present Mic shouted, “What’s 1-A’s Midoriya up to?!”

He should really be asking himself the same thing as he disintegrated the latch that kept the rope anchored to his platform, practically ripping it out of the ground. He gripped it tightly in both hands, and as he heard someone start to pull themselves onto his platform from another rope, he sucked in a breath.

If he thought he wasn’t making leaps of faith before, then he was sure making one now.

He leapt off the edge, holding onto the cord for dear life, trying to keep his anxiety in check so he wouldn’t decay his very lifeline. He smacked hard into the side of a new platform, the one he could not have even thought about jumping to, but his grip remained as steely as the rope was. He removed one of his hands from the cord, straining as the other took hold of his full body weight, and dug it into the side of the platform. DT instinctually rushed to carve out a space for his hand. Once he felt secure, which was more a matter of will than actual security, he let go of the rope completely, reaching his free hand higher.

An old trick out of his book was what he told himself, reminded of how he scaled a zero-pointer the first time. It was funny how it came full circle, and here he was scaling a slab of rock over a death pit instead.

“Incredible!! 1-A’s Midoriya takes a shocking leap of faith, taking the only way across with him!! Now everyone that took the same path as him is trapped!! They’ll have to head back and find a new route!!”

It wasn’t his intention, merely an unfortunate oversight. He hoped he hadn’t impeded any of his classmates with his stunt. It was a competition, yes, but his humanity wanted to see them all make it to the next round regardless.

He hoisted himself up over the edge, panting as sweat dripped off his face. Damn… there were still loads more platforms to cross in order to truly reach solid ground. He was lucky if he’d made it through half.

He wiped the sweat from his brow. Well, he wasn’t going to get across if he didn’t try.

The next gap was small enough, so he whipped out his scythe with shaky arms and vaulted over again. It was a slow process, but he saved some time switching between jumping and scaling, not that he really had a choice otherwise. His arms were on fire, practically begging for the torture to end. His core muscles threatened to heave out whatever he had for breakfast in rebellion. But he pushed down the pain. He was almost there, almost at the end of this godforsaken hellzone.

“And our leader has reached the final barrier! The minefield!!”

Crap! That had to be Todoroki! He was already at the end?! He tuned out the rest of Present Mic’s description as he burned with new fire. He reached out for the ledge of his last jump and pulled himself over. He was still pretty far ahead of the crowd. He could still catch up.

He reached the edge of the field, only to find students being launched into the air with loud bangs. It truly looked and felt like a war zone, completed with the distant sight of Todoroki and Bakugo battling it out for first. The field itself was wide, but upon closer inspection, he could see the mines that rested just under the dirt. There had to be thousands, and if he tried to avoid each and every one, he’d never catch up in time.

Think…

If he had more firepower, like Bakugo’s explosions, he could simply propell himself over the field entirely. And while he’d been making due with some fancy pole vaulting, he knew he couldn’t push his arms any further, having tired them out completely with the last obstacle. Damnit, now he was wishing he’d practiced some more with recreating those blasts he’d used back at USJ!

Think!

There were a lot more mines up front, since people were being much more cautious as they entered the field. They’d activate once they were stepped on, but didn’t seem to blow up from the vibrations of people running around them. And they weren’t too deep into the ground.

Maybe… maybe he didn’t need something fancy after all…

His arms groaned at his scythe’s weight and his hold was shaky, but he focused every nerve he had into carefully using the tip of the blade to carve out one of the mines from the earth. People passed him confusedly, some being his own classmates, but he ignored them all. He was tunnel visioned on making sure not one of these mines exploded on him as he dug them out.

“Bakugo and Todoroki are about to cross the finish line!!”

He looked at his pile. It wasn’t as many as he’d hoped for, but it would have to do. He gritted his teeth, bracing himself for what was to come. This was his only chance, his last one, to try and take first.

He raised his scythe far over his head.

If it didn’t work… at least he’d look cool trying.

And slammed it down with everything he had left.

A deafening explosion rocked the course, with students everywhere looking to see what caused such a noise. Amidst the smoke and flash, Midoriya sailed over the minefield, flying over tons of other students. His ears rang piercingly, his skin smoked, the ends of his uniform singed, and yet, every muscle in his body was suddenly rejuvenated.

“And Midoriya rides the wave in hot pursuit!!”

He’d never felt so alive in his life.

He watched as he quickly caught up to both Bakugo and Todoroki, and met their harsh gazes with his own. But no amount of fire in their eyes could stop him from sailing right over their heads.

“He’s passed them!!”

His heart lifted at those words. He’d done it! Just a little further and first would truly be his! Though, as he could hear the shouts behind him, Todoroki and Bakugo wouldn’t make that easy.

“Our former leaders have called a ceasefire to chase down Midoriya!”

However, there was quickly another issue just a bit more prominent than those two. He was rapidly approaching the ground, and he hadn’t thought of his dismount. He felt himself stalling in the air as his arch neared its end. The other two were right on his tail, mere inches from him now. If he fell behind again, this close to the finish line, there was no chance of recovery. He needed to stay in the lead, but landing here wouldn’t give him enough time to recover.

Midoriya righted himself in the air as Bakugo and Todoroki started to pull ahead of him.

If he couldn’t land now, then he just needed some more air time.

He planted both of his feet hard into their backs, and in their moment of surprise, he lifted his hands high above. He then pushed off them like springboards and sent his newly summoned scythe crashing back down with unholy momentum. For a second, there were only a series of clicks beneath them, but they all knew what that entailed.

A second, slightly smaller explosion rang out, sending Todoroki and Bakugo off to the side and Midoriya barreling forward.

“And Midoriya blows off the competition with no time to lose!! What are you teaching these kids, Eraser?!”

But he paid no attention to his teacher’s words, tumbling into a rough roll to maintain his pace. He pushed forward; the end was just in sight!

“Who could have predicted such an incredible turn of events so early on?!” Present Mic bellowed, “The one who made it back to the stadium first is…”

Midoriya raced through the starting tunnel, reaching, grasping for the light at the end of it.

“None other than Midoriya Izuku!!”

And the audience roared.

He was almost unable to stop his gait, having to drag his aching heels into the dirt. His heart was racing, adrenaline pumping, lungs just barely being able to keep up. He rested his hands on his knees for a moment, watching the sweat pool beneath him, trying to catch his breath, before looking up.

Everyone was cheering.

Everyone was cheering for him.

“Midori!”

He turned around, not having noticed the other racers piling into the stadium just on his heels. It hadn’t even been a minute since he entered the stadium, and yet it was easily filled with at least a dozen students. And still, pride flooded him like never before, to see all these capable contenders and to know he’d come out on top.

Looking for the source of the cry, he missed Uraraka as she flung herself towards him, having just enough self control not to barrel right into him.

“That was awesome!!” she exclaimed breathlessly, literally.

“Indeed!” Iida was right behind her. “Though, to lose a race of all things with my quirk… there is much I need to improve.”

“Uraraka… Iida…” he sighed.

But she was quick to beat him to it. “First place though! I’m so jealous!”

First place, huh? He’d really done it. He was all on his own and still managed to pull through with nothing but his own wit and strategies, his own strength and power. And for once, there was nothing his own self doubt could say about it. He was on such a high, so elated about his win, what felt like his first real win, it took more willpower than he thought he had left just to refrain from bursting into tears.

“Well, I’ve got full faith that you’ll turn out to be someone great. And if you’re planning on going into heroics, then I’ll just have to keep an ear out for you.”

“Are you still watching, Ishihara-san?” He wiped at his eyes, pretending to clear the sweat from his face. “Because… I did it.”

And everything around him seemed just a bit lighter.

“So it’s finally over…” Midnight gathered back everyone’s attention. “Let’s check the results.”

The screen lit up, loading a list of names in order of placement. Midoriya’s own held the very first spot, and as he scanned down, he was surprised to see the names of all of his classmates up there as well, along with one other name he recognized.

“Hatsume…?” he mumbled under his breath, not expecting to see her amongst hero course students.

He was then reminded of the gloves in his pocket. He pulled them out and slipped them back on, shuddering at how dry and brittle his hands felt against the fabric.

“The top 42 will move on! But for those who placed lower, don’t worry! We’ve got other ways to show your stuff!”

Midnight directed up to the newly cleared screen with a dramatic gesture.

“Now on to the second event!! Next up is…”

The mess on the screen stopped abruptly, along with everyone’s breaths.

“This!!”

In big, bold lettering, the words “cavalry battle” were shown.

Cavalry? So they had to team up after being pitted against one another?

Midnight began explaining. “Participants will form teams of two to four each and get into a horse-and-rider formation.”

A crude example consisting of All Might and a few other heroes was shown on screen. If Midoriya wasn’t so out of breath, he would’ve snorted.

“The rules are fundamentally the same as an ordinary cavalry battle: snag your opponent’s headbands while protecting your own… but there’s an exception!”

The list of qualifying names returned to the screen.

“Each of you has been assigned a point value based on your ranking for the last event!”

Midoriya could already see where this was going. Of course, the students who placed higher would be worth more, turning the capable into targets for everyone else to gang up on.

“Individual points values start from the bottom, at five! So 42nd is worth five, 41st is worth ten, and so forth! Simple enough, right?” The heroine didn’t bother waiting for a response. “However…”

As the screen presented each participant’s point value, it hesitated over the last and final name: Midoriya’s.

“Our first place participant is worth 10 million points!!”

His heart stopped. But… but that was much more than all of the other headbands put together! Whoever held his headband would be guaranteed first no matter what!

He’d gotten himself into an all-or-nothing situation.

“The higher ranked students are the ones to aim for!” Midnight clarified, not that it needed to be, “This survival game is a chance for a comeback! It’s anyone’s game!”

Everyone turned to stare at him, and he suddenly realized how alone he truly was.

Just his luck.

 


 

He drilled his fingers against the table he was sitting at, watching his monitor intently within the dark room. It was taking everything he had not to destroy the computer he was using to watch right here and now. He channeled his sputtery energy into his usual scratching, clawing away at his neck.

Ugh. This was so infuriating. He didn’t even know why he was watching this anymore. As Kurogiri would say, why continue to put himself through something that was so clearly bothering him? And to that, he wasn’t all too sure. These U.A. kids were really pissing him off, sparking something primal deep within his hatred. But as to why he remained… it was a good question.

And then the screen changed angles. And then he saw him. And then it all made sense again.

He wasn’t surprised really, watching him cross the finish line in a panting heap. He’d seen what he could do first hand, and while it pissed him off then, now he was left to his own meager thoughts. After all this time, after all his thinking, he still didn’t understand anymore than the first time. So he’d wanted to see why, he wanted to see firsthand. That’s why he’d turned on this stupid channel.

What was he expecting, really?

He listened as the audience roared with applause and watched as he looked around stupendously, growing angrier the longer it went on. How? How had someone like him- why had someone like him chosen this of all things? Why was someone like him doing this to himself, when clearly he wasn’t born to? He was just like himself, and people like him weren’t meant for good things.

He dug his nails into his neck.

People like him weren’t meant to be heroes.

He pushed himself away from the table, needing to take a breath unless he wanted to explode. Every thought in his head was screaming either to turn off the monitor or straight up destroy it, and while he really wanted to do both, he instead did the opposite. He calmed himself, a feat unlike him, and returned to the screen.

They were so alike, so much so that it unnerved him. Though, it also left him with a gluttonous, insatiable curiosity for more. He was just like him, and yet, he couldn’t understand how they’d ended up so different. How was it possible? How was it fair?!

He needed to understand.

“Our truest mark, huh?” A sick grin stretched upon his face as he laughed quietly to himself, eyes squinting from the harsh screen glow.

He watched intently as the camera zoomed in on him, making sure to capture that elated expression of his after his victory. He looked so, very happy.

The glass on the table shattered into a million pieces as he suddenly grabbed it, feeling shards and dust slip from his hand.

He couldn’t wait to see it break.

“What will you do, Midoriya…”

Shigaraki couldn’t wait to be the one to do it.

“When I leave mine upon this world?”

Notes:

Here it is! As promised! Sports Festival part 1 with more to come!

I had so much fun writing this chapter! It was an absolute blast! I planned out the race scene meticulously, but it was all worth it! Like I’ve said before, the Sports Festival is one of my favorite arcs, so I had to do it justice.

Todoroki has retreated back into his cynical, cold self again. What can Midoriya do when the one person he feels he can connect with suddenly pushes him away like he hates him? All will be revealed soon. There is much to be done.

No Gami for this! Gami will be on the sidelines for the entirety of the Sports Festival Arc, forced to support his successor only from the stands. It’s what Midoriya wants, so alas, he knows no complaints.

Slipped in a short teaser at the end there. I don’t think it’ll happen often, but it sure spices things up. Reminds you that just because things seem well, doesn’t mean they are.

That’s pretty much it! Powers are listed below, as usual!

Death’s Touch: Anything Midoriya touches starts to decay immediately, regardless of the amount of fingers touching. This ability works on both the living and the non living. At first, Midoriya couldn’t control this ability, as it activated immediately without his consent. However, now he is able to control the activation on humans and non living objects, being able to start and stop the decay at will. However, he had gained no progress with plant or animal life. Any damage done to living organisms with this power cannot be healed.

Death’s Scythe: Midoriya can summon a scythe to fight with at will. The scythe vaguely resembles a bird’s beak, and has a hole near the start of the blade. The scythe is the only item that can’t be destroyed by Death’s Touch. The Death’s Touch ability can be shared with the scythe at Midoriya’s will, however it can only decay what it cuts. The decay follows the same rules as Death’s Touch. He can also make the scythe disappear at will when he is finished with it or to free his hands.

Immortality: Midoriya is immortal and cannot die. However, he can still get hurt and scarred. The immortality ability doesn’t provide any regeneration, but any wounds that could be detrimental to his job, such as lost/broken limbs and organs, will be healed the next day.

Premonition: Midoriya can see flash images of people who may die before they are supposed to. Normally, he cannot interfere with death, as it’s his job, but he has the option of attempting to save anyone he views in a premonition. These premonitions are bare and don’t provide much information other than the person themselves and their demise, occasionally revealing the setting and attacker, if any. The premonitions can come true between an hour after viewing to 3 days later.

Soul Contact: When a person dies, their soul is immediately sent to Midoriya. He can see, touch, and hold these souls. When holding a soul, Midoriya can see the most important memories and decisions attached to that soul, and hence that person.

Soul Sorting: This ability allows Midoriya to decide which part of the afterlife a soul moves on to. The areas of the afterlife can only be summoned with intent and the swipe of a hand, with the areas themselves being represented by flames. The areas that he can choose from are Paradise, Purgatory, and the Underworld. Once Midoriya decides where the soul best fits, it is sent to the being of that respective area. If approved, the soul stays in that area forever, the exception being Purgatory. Souls in Purgatory can be moved again to either Paradise or the Underworld, however, this is not Midoriya’s decision. If rejected, the soul is sent back to him for reevaluation. All souls must be sorted within 24 hours of Midoriya receiving them, with rejected souls resetting their time limits once they get back to him. Failure to sort a soul within its time limit may result in serious unknown punishment.

Chapter 32: Caught In The Crossfire

Summary:

Lonely was a habit Midoriya was learning to break, and lucky for him, he's had plenty of help along the way.

Now, it's time to be the help for the people who don't.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

The spotlight before, after he’d finished his speech and gotten that near-instant gratification, wasn’t all too bad. Some small part of him even wanted to experience something like it again.

Now?

Now he really wished the universe would swallow him whole, never to be seen again.

He kept telling himself it wasn’t the same, but all that his mind could see were the predatory stares of his old middle school classmates as he was cornered into the wall. Crowding around him. Caging him in. Watching his squirm in sick satisfaction. His lip quivered as the phantom scent of caramel and smoke coiled in his head. His heart pounded in his chest as the silence was suddenly replaced by snorts of distorted laughter.

“What can you even do?!”

And just as he wanted to give in to it all, he was startled by the break in the void.

“Don’t let them get in your head.”

The smell retreated back into nothingness. The stares moved away. The laughter dispersed into silence. And when his eyes focused again, he half-expected to see Gami standing before him, guarding him from all his troubles in the world.

He wasn’t. But at the same time, he always was.

It wasn’t the same as before. He wouldn’t let them get into his head.

And he would never be alone.

He tuned back into the world. Midnight had continued to explain the details of this event, but honestly, Midoriya couldn’t be bothered to really pay attention. With the target on his head and the response from it, he had a real issue. With everyone against him, no one was going to want to team up with him. Of course, the fewer team members he had, the more of a disadvantage he would have, but if he couldn’t find anyone, well… that was starting to become a pressing issue on its own. With his obscene amount of points, the point values of the rest of his team became obsolete; he didn’t need to consider that in his strategy. Now, it was about hopefully securing at least a couple of the names that raced into his head.

“You’ve got 15 minutes!” Midnight exclaimed, “Time to form your teams!”

Of course, as that was said, he was immediately avoided like the plague.

He pushed past the piercing in his chest.

He would never be alone.

“Midori?”

He turned around at his name. He really needed to stop getting lost in his own head like that. It was really starting to become problematic.

Nonetheless, he found Uraraka facing him, a nervous smile on her face. “I was wondering… if you wanted to team up?”

“Wait… really?” Probably not the best response, but to be fair he was definitely caught off guard. “You do know everyone is going to be beelining for my 10 million?”

The brunette shrugged. “Yeah… but we’ll win as long as we run away.”

Blunt… but yeah that was his same thought process.

“Besides,” she continued, “teaming up with a friend just feels right!”

The compassion and kindness that radiated from her smile was almost blinding. Midoriya resisted the urge to look away in favor of having a shred of decency. But her optimism was infectious, and soon he found himself beaming too, although it may have had something to do with how perfect this was beginning to fall.

“Well, I actually wanted to team up with you too!” he admitted, crossing off a mental checkbox, “And I’ve got a pretty good idea for who we should ask next!”

Uraraka pumped her fist. “I knew you would have a plan! So who?”

He pointed his thumb over his shoulder, having known where his target was even without looking, which may or may not have been due to the distinctive nature of his attitude. “Let’s go talk to Iida.”

Students parted for them as they walked, not wanting anything to do with the main target of everyone’s eye. He noticed the shift in Uraraka’s demeanor, watching her bubbliness fade away. And he too felt the isolation chip at his defenses, leaving some part of him wondering if it was always meant to end up like this.

“I want to stay.”

He placed a hand on his friend’s shoulder, and when she looked over to him in surprise, he smiled. Small, but true in every sense of the word.

He’d been fighting the world his whole life. What was one more time?

They would never be alone.

“Hey Iida,” he called out once they got close enough, “Can we talk privately for a minute?”

He made his way over solemnly, and Midoriya couldn’t help but notice his added coldness. “Midoriya… to what do I owe the pleasure?”

“Well, I was hoping you’d be interested in joining our team?” he began, masking his worries with analytics, “Your speed would be essential for maneuverability and pairs well with Uraraka’s ability to make us weightless. We’d have a pretty defensive horse, so our options for our rider could be more open.”

Iida didn’t respond right away, leaving the other two to hope it was merely because he was considering the idea. “I’d expect no less, Midori… but I’m sorry.”

He stepped away, leaving a sinking hole where he once stood.

“I refuse.”

Uraraka looked heartbroken, and he couldn’t blame her. But he didn’t even need to ask why; it was obvious.

“Ever since the entrance exam… I’ve been losing to you.” Iida pushed up his glasses but made no effort for eye contact. “It is precisely because you are a wonderful friend that I cannot follow you now.”

He’d shown himself to be a worthy contender, and that left no loyalty even between friends.

But when Iida walked over to join Todoroki, his heart really sank.

“Bakugo and Todoroki aren’t the only ones who see you as a rival,” he declared, “So I too challenge you!”

His gaze met the hardened stare of Todoroki and he felt himself grow cold at the ice that emitted from it. Still, with thick acceptance, he looked on.

“I see…”

It was a defeat within itself, but 15 minutes left no time to mourn, so the two of them continued on. There were still some options left in his head. Just because his main plan had fallen through didn’t mean all was lost yet.

“Don’t worry.” He wasn’t sure if he was consoling Uraraka or himself. “I’ve got another idea. I’m almost certain she placed high enough to qualify-”

“Midori!”

He didn’t have a chance to react as the person he was looking for bombarded him.

“Team up with me, Mr. First Place!!” Hatsume commanded, nearly shaking him by the shoulders.

“Sure!” He agreed right away if only to stop her from dizzying him. “We were looking for you anyway.”

That got her to pause. “Really…?”

At this point, she calmed enough to notice Uraraka, who had backed away slightly to avoid the roughhousing herself. The two girls shared a slight and awkward wave as things seemed to de-escalate.

“Well, yeah!” Midoriya broke the ice. “I was hoping you had some stuff to help with our current lack of mobility.”

Hatsume scoffed and then proceeded to reveal only a handful of her full arsenal, “Trust me, anything that you could possibly think of needing, I’ve got!”

The teen smiled as his confidence returned. He looked over to Uraraka, just to make sure she agreed with the arrangements, before extending out a hand professionally. “Deal?”

Her entrepreneur attitude showed as she clasped hands with him enthusiastically. “Deal!”

Midoriya let out a breath he didn’t realize he was holding. Ok, ok this was good. Sure, losing Iida had definitely been a blow to the half cooked strategy in his head, but he trusted Hatsume, if wearing her gloves meant anything. He was sure her inventions would provide the mobility they needed to be defensive.

“So…” Uraraka looked up at the clock nervously. “Who’s next?”

But he’d already jumped into that train of thought, moving faster than his body could keep up, although the ticking timer did add to his adrenaline. “I’ll be right back!”

He left no chance to argue as he took off, weaving past stray bodies and harsh looks as he searched for someone in particular. Their formation was pretty mobile already, but even with Uraraka and Hatsume, they lack a certain physical strength. If Midoriya was to be part of the horse, then he’d have absolutely no shot of being able to use his own abilities, essentially being nothing more than dead weight. If they had managed to recruit Iida, then that wouldn’t have been too big of an issue, since they likely wouldn’t have had to worry about confrontation at all. But especially with Iida being on another team, a team gunning for him, he would need every advantage he could offer.

He would have to be the rider, which left the front of their horse bare and unprotected. A critical oversight to most, but he had a plan. A plan that included someone very crucial, someone who hopefully wouldn’t be discouraged by frivolous rivalries, nothing against Iida.

“Midori! Midori!”

That was becoming a trend as of late.

Something curled around him, and for a second he thought it was Gami, only catching black wisps and assuming it was his robe. But upon meeting with sharp yellow eyes, he came to another conclusion.

It was almost as if fate wanted him to believe in it, seeing how everything decided to fall into place now.

“Ah, hey Dark Shadow.” He smiled at the bird, looking around to see where his shadow stretched. “Uh… where’s Tokoyami?”

Dark Shadow made a halfhearted gesture over his shoulder, which did not help Midoroya in the slightest, before continuing to beam at his side. Thankfully, he didn’t have to wait long, considering he would know personally. Whenever his partner ran off, he was certainly close behind.

“Dark Shadow, what have we talked about?” Tokoyami appeared, trying to look calm but clearly a little rattled. “You can’t be doing this, especially now when people are watching!”

The bird rolled his eyes, but reluctantly returned to Tokoyami’s side. Midoriya watched his classmate sigh, making the effort to compose himself before locking eye contact.

“I apologize for the hassle, Midori, though it seems as if this may become a regular occurrence,” he nudged his partner accusingly.

Midoriya laughed, understanding the hassle all too well. “It’s no problem, really. Kind of convenient, even, since I was looking for you.”

Tokoyami cocked his head, while Dark Shadow seemed to grow excited. “Oh?”

“Would you be interested in joining our tea-”

“Yes!”

Dark Shadow interrupted him before he could finish, startling Midoriya into silence and Tokoyami into slight disappointment. The bird looked between the two humans innocently, and the teen had to hold in his laughter at the situation to spare Tokoyami any more shame he could be feeling.

“Why…” Tokoyami paused to give the shadow a stern look, tempting him to interrupt him again. “Why do you wish for us to join?”

He channeled a little bit of Hatsume, hoping his persuasion skills would be up to par. “Uraraka and Hatsume provide a sufficient amount of maneuverability on their own, but as a team we lack physical strength. If you and Dark Shadow were to be our front of the horse, I could have my hands free as the rider. All we’d have to worry about is playing defense in case a team gets too close.”

“Hmm… so your plan is to run?” he clarified, a finger under his beak.

“Well, when you put it that way, it’s not all that dignified…” Midoriya admitted, scratching at his neck, “But it doesn’t make a lot of sense to play offensively and put ourselves at risk when we already have a win condition.”

Tokoyami nodded, seeming to agree with his thought process. “Very well. We would be honored to join you.”

“Yes!” Dark Shadow cheered, “We won’t let you down!”

MIdoriya felt like he could finally breathe. He beckoned the two to follow him back to where the others waited, hoping that Hatsume hadn’t driven Uraraka to insanity yet. Thankfully, both girls were fine, not that he was truly worried. He huddled them into a close circle, wanting to keep their plans a secret, not that anyone wanted to get close enough to listen anyway.

“Alright, here’s the plan…”

 


 

“Your 15 minutes are up!” Midnight announced, “Time to get started!”

The four of them looked up, along with everyone else, realizing that there was no more time to stall.

“Let’s get into formation.” Tokoyami beckoned them as the feeling of finale started to wash over. But not even he could hide his nervousness. How could anyone when it was obvious what awaited them?

He lowered his back, Dark Shadow helping to stabilize him as he extended his arms behind. Uraraka met him on his right, clasping a hand with one of Tokoyami’s and placing the other on his shoulder. Hatsume finalized the inventions of hers attached to them, before copying Uraraka on Tokoyami’s other side. Finally, Midoriya approached, wondering how he should even attempt climbing atop them, when Uraraka removed one of her hands to touch him on the shoulder.

“Let me make you weightless.” She told him. “Dark Shadow? Can you give him a hand?”

Midoriya was lifted off the ground by his armpits, the move itself so reminiscent of his mentor he had to remind himself he asked the ghost to simply watch. But alas, the dark hands that picked him up and placed him atop his friends were not Gami’s.

He settled into position, worrying if he was too heavy for the three of them only to remember that he was weightless. He secured the jetpack on his back for what had to be the third time, before tightening the 10 million point headband around his forehead. He toyed with the idea in his head, before finally deciding to remove one of his gloves and stuff it away in his pocket. He was nearly sure he wouldn’t have to use DT, but that small inkling of uncertainty convinced him to be ready, just in case.

The speakers blared to life. “Here comes the starting signal!”

And then the eyes returned. Leagues, oceans of eyes staring them down, eyeing them like starving wolves. The world was out for blood, their blood, his blood.

Ding.

“Uraraka?” He called out.

“Ready when you are!!”

In the past, before days like today, he would give in to the world and drag his lifeless body back home. He would’ve been nothing more than a corpse, a mutilated chew toy for them to play with and then throw away. And in the past, he wouldn’t have bothered to fight it, letting them drain him away in hopes they’d finally leave him be. But he knew they never would.

Ding.

“Hatsume?”

“Let’s show them what we got!!”

But that was the past. That was when he felt truly alone, and not even the soft comforts from his mentor could convince his poor heart otherwise. But after U.A., after making real friends, after USJ, he was able to see the truth of his ambition. No matter where he went in life, who he met, who he lost, he would never be alone. And no matter the situation, however desperate, however hopeless, however excruciating, he would never leave a soul alone. He would be there no matter what, just as all the people in his life had been for him.

Ding.

“Tokoyami? Dark Shadow?”

“Yeah!”

“Let’s crush them!”

His whole life, the world had been trying to abandon him and to make sure that he was abandoned by the world. And for a while, he was ashamed to admit that it worked. But despites the efforts of fate, there were people that chose to fight for him, to fight to remain at his side, even if they didn’t realize it. And for that he would be forever grateful. For that he would dedicate his life to protecting the people who felt alone.

Groups turned to face them, ready to rip their throats out.

But he would fight to the very brink of his life and beyond, because he would never be alone.

“Let’s do this!!”

“START!!”

Right off the bat, two groups raced towards them. One he recognized right away, being composed of some of his classmates. The other he didn’t, meaning it was likely Class-B kids. The unknown left him wary; he had no idea what their quirks were, giving them the element of surprise.

“The fate of those pursued…” Leave it to Tokoyami never to forget the theatrics. “Make your choice, Midori!”

Fate, huh? Well, he already knew how he felt about fate. It could kiss his a-

“Run away!” he commanded his team, nearly losing his focus, “We stay on the defensive!”

But before they could act, Midoriya felt his horse shift off balance. He looked down, as did the rest of them, only to find they were sinking into the ground at an alarming rate. It had to be a Class-B quirk then… problematic indeed.

“Uraraka! Can we take off?!”

“The boots need a second!” she cried as she looked down at them.

Shit. They didn’t have a second with the speed the teams were closing in with. Time to make one then.

He summoned his scythe with wild fervor, which definitely startled some of the members of the approaching teams. The thought of looking scary crossed into his head, that he certainly didn’t resemble a hero with his terrifying powers.

“You don’t belong as a hero, especially not with a dangerous quirk like t-”

But with everyone beside him, he would become a hero. He would bring good to the world with his powers, because he would never be alone.

“Have a taste of your own medicine!!” he hollered as he slammed the tip of his blade into the shrinking amount of space between them.

The ground exploded into cracks and shards, and much like what happened at USJ, it became almost completely unnavigable. Both teams were forced to stop their haste in favor of saving their balance and their riders from falling off.

“Ready!!” Uraraka shouted.

Midoriya grabbed the small activation button by the side of his chest and then looked behind him. “Both of you! Turn away!!”

He pressed the button, and the jetpack attached to his back flared to life, shooting them out of the quicksand and far into the sky. They were easily able to maintain their air time thanks to Uraraka having made everyone except herself weightless. Because of that, he was almost able to breathe for the first time since they started.

But he couldn’t, not after seeing the glint in the corner of his eye.

“Dark Shadow! On your left!”

The bird zoomed past him and swiped the glint out of the sky with a ferocious screech, of which happened to be Jirou’s earjacks.

“Well done, Dark Shadow,” Tokoyami praised, “Be sure to cover our blind spots.”

He squawked, “Gotcha!”

Slowly, however, their air time diminished, leading Midoriya to look for a clearing where they could hopefully land without problems.

“There!” He directed with a point of his finger, readying his summon, “Let’s land!”

They descended swiftly to avoid being ambushed and Uraraka steadied them with masterful control of the magnetic landing boots Hatsume equipped her with.

“How do you like my babies?!” the inventor asked excitedly after their performance.

And Midoriya, finally feeling the rush of adrenaline and pure excitement that was working with a great team, that was not being alone, laughed. “They’re making us totally mobile! You’re babies are great, Hatsume!”

But there was no more time to celebrate, as the Class-B team from earlier and another team that seemed to only consist of Shoji approached from either side.

“We need to get moving!” He yelled to his team.

“I can’t!” Uraraka exclaimed, tugging at her foot, “I’m stuck!”

He looked down and was greeted with the sight of a sticky purple ball holding one of the boots to the ground. Shit! Mineta! But where?

He dodged the subsequent purple ball by instinct alone, barely missing it as it zoomed past his face, coming from the direction that Shoji was racing from.

“Cover me from the other side! I’ll free us!” he yelled to Tokoyami, summoning his weapon.

Dark Shadow roared and flared himself to create a barrier between them and the Class-B team. Midoriya wasted no time in cutting Uraraka free, managing his DT so just the purple ball was decayed upon contact with his blade, and not the boot. But as he attempted to return to a more stable position, he was forced to dodge wildly as a tongue lunged right for his head. Thankfully, it flew right over him and instead smacked the head of the Class-B team’s rider.

“We’re free! Lift off!” He announced as Uraraka and Hatsume both turned away again. Then he slammed the button again and they bursted into the air. Both teams previously attacking them now focused on each other instead, leaving Midoriya to heave a sigh of relief.

“Shoji was hiding Mineta and Tsu under his arms,” the teen informed as they soared safely through the air, “We have to expect sneaky things like that, so keep your eyes open!”

The team nodded, but were then rudely and yet quite poetically interrupted by the bang of an explosion.

“Getting pretty full of yourself, huh? You bastard!”

He didn’t even have to look to know who that was. But his eyes caught him anyway.

“Shit!” His heart sparked with nothing but primal fear, filled with the overwhelming desire to run away. His body summoned his scythe out of instinct as Bakugo barreled towards him with a psychotic grin, hand outstretched to blast away his entire head along with the headband. But he wasn’t going to cut a classmate, another human, in half.

He didn’t know what he could do, and as he was sent spiraling back to his middle school days, he hesitated, leaving him wide open and unprotected as Bakugo swiped at his head without restraint.

He would’ve been nothing more than a smear against the ground after being shot out of the sky, if it weren’t for Dark Shadow, that was.

The bird let out an ear-piercing screech as Bakugo’s fury powered explosion cut into him. It would’ve been heartless not to wince, the absolute agony in his voice obvious. But since Dark Shadow shielded Midoriya completely from the attack, the 10 million point headband remained and Midoriya remained intact.

“Dark Shadow, move!” he cried out, noticing Bakugo stalling in the air much like he did in the earlier race.

The shadow obeyed, and regardless if Bakugo lagged from the stalling or from his failed attack, he took advantage and swung the blunt edge of his scythe into him. He knocked the explosive aggressor violently out of the sky, not caring to see where he fell, as they were also starting to descend. They landed peacefully, without any encounters, and Midoriya took it as a blessing to get his heart rate down.

“Midori?” Even in his smaller state, Dark Shadow found the energy to curl beside him. “You ok?”

And then he realized how much he’d almost cost the team. His one second lapse in thought had nearly led to their entire plan falling apart. His one second lapse in thought had led to Dark Shadow having to take the full brunt of Bakugo’s explosion to protect him and their points.

He… he couldn’t afford to make that kind of mistake again, because he wasn’t alone.

“I’m fine. I’m sorry.” He made sure his uncovered hand wasn’t touching anything as he took a few quick breaths. “Let’s focus. If we can keep this up-”

Another team approached them slowly and deliberately, making everyone tense. And upon locking eyes with a set so familiar, and yet so foreignly cold, Midoriya resisted shaking from the chill down his spine.

“We’re here for you…”

He really shook at those words, but channeled himself out of desperation. His team must have sensed his hidden iron resolve, because they too stiffened in preparation, ready for a fight. Dark Shadow swelled to enormous size, wrapping his newfound length around the entire team like a cobra waiting to strike.

He stared hard into Todoroki’s eyes, but despite everything, he found nothing.

So this was how it was really going to go…

“They’re really gunning for you, Midori,” Tokoyami hissed, unable to push his words any further in the thick air.

“I know, but we really have to get away,” he whispered back, his eyes darting from each side of his peripherals, “We’ve got multiple teams closing in on us from all angles.”

And sure enough, there had to be at least four different teams heading for the two of theirs. Todoroki had to have seen it too; he knew he was extremely observant. So why was he so locked into this stalemate? Unless…

He looked at the other members of his team. Iida was obvious, being out front and in plain sight. Kaminari on the left. Yaoyorozu on the right…

“We need to get out of here, now!” he yelled to his horse, looking around for a break somewhere, “Just move!”

Tokoyami seemed to understand, his eyes widening in realization. “Go!”

The girls struggled to catch up to their pace, but nonetheless they scrambled to create some distance. There wasn’t much of anywhere to go, however, with everyone else closing in.

“Forward, Iida,” Todoroki commanded, and the tone alone made their hearts skip a beat.

“Let’s prep for takeoff!!” Hatsume called, sensing the limiting space.

But that seemed to be the magic word for Todoroki, as he blazed into stern action. “Yaoyorozu, Kaminari, now!”

An insulator sheet popped out from Yaoyorozu’s back.

“Dark Shadow, shield us!!” Tokoyami shouted, and his partner whipped into action just in time…

Protecting them from Kaminari’s massive shock in all directions.

The haunting scream that came from the bird stained Midoriya’s heart, but he could only watch as he took the full force of yet another light-based attack. From what Tokoyami had told them about Dark Shadow’s nature before the cavalry battle and from what he had pieced together before, this was nothing but excruciatingly painful in a way only Dark Shadow could feel.

As the brightness dimmed down, he watched ice now spread along the ground, arriving at some of the closer groups first and freezing them to the earth. Thankfully, because of the distance they’d managed to put between them and their lack of immobilization due to Dark Shadow, Midoriya had more than enough reflexes to summon his scythe and stop the ice that chased for them in one grand swing, leaving nothing but a clean cut in the earth and residual flakes of decay.

But he could do nothing to stop the ice everywhere else, and suddenly they were enclosed in a sharded arena, accessible to only its creator and the lucky fools who’d managed to escape its initial frost.

“We need to fly!” Uraraka yelled, registering how caged they truly were.

And Midoriya agreed with her. Their jetpack, however…

“The jetpack is fried from Kaminari’s electricity!” he cursed, realizing that not all the volts had been blocked like he’d thought. “But I can decay the ice if we get close enough!”

That clearly wasn’t in Todoroki’s game plan. “Close in!”

Dark Shadow shot out to try and attack them, throwing his lashing body in a wild tackle, but Yaoyorozu created a metallic barrier that proved too much for his weakened state, causing him to retreat. He succeeded in stopping the other team from their charge, however, as they now paused in hesitancy. But when the little bird returned with a sniffle instead of his usual vibrancy, Midoriya grew more worried.

“Tokoyami,” he hissed under his breath to keep his thoughts from being overheard, “How’s Dark Shadow doing?”

The other allowed his partner to retreat further into him as he tried to gain back his fading strength. “He’s certainly more docile than usual, but he should be back up to almost full daytime strength in about a minute or two…”

“Would they know?” He directed his head towards Todoroki’s team, who still kept their distance.

Tokoyami shook his head. “Probably not. I only ever told Koda about my weakness when we were warped together at USJ, and he doesn’t talk much.”

“Good. We’re at the advantage then.” He then directed himself towards the whole team, still in whispers. “Let’s stay on the defensive. Focus on evasive maneuvers.”

The team moved as one cohesive unit, starting a slow tread around the enclosed arena. Anytime Todoroki’s team would make a move towards them, they’d move the same space away, always maintaining a sufficient amount of distance.

“I can be our offense if necessary, but they won’t want to approach without a clear shot. If Sh-” Midoriya was rambling his thoughts to his team as quickly as they came, so he almost didn’t catch himself using Todoroki's first name so brazenly in public. Luckily he did, but that didn’t erase the sting in his chest when he corrected himself- “If Todoroki tries to use his ice, it won’t work.”

And sure enough, almost as if fate wanted to test his words, Todoroki touched an icy metal pole to the ground, sending a wave of ice at them. He wasted no time repeating what he’d done before, and with a quick swipe of his blade, the frost was stopped in its tracks, reduced to nothing but dust.

The pole he was using to conduct his quirk snapped from the cold, and Yaoyorozu rushed to make him another.

“Keep to his left if you can.” It felt dirty, to exploit a weakness that felt so personal, one he only really knew about because of their close relationship. But his rationale convinced him it was fair game, because he had his team to support. Because he wasn't alone. “He won’t use that side, and he won’t be able to use his ice anymore unless he wants to risk hitting Iida.”

And so for five tense minutes, the two teams circled each other, one unable to really attack and the other intending to keep it that way. Dark Shadow had recovered and was now assisting in maintaining the distance, pushing the others into retreating if they tried to close the gap. They were so close; there couldn’t be more than a minute left. Just a little longer, a little further, and they could officially say they’d done it.

But it truly wouldn’t be that easy. It never was.

In an instant, Todoroki’s team zoomed for them, carried by thick plumes of engine exhaust. Midoriya raised his hand to summon his scythe, but he wasn’t fast enough to beat out Iida’s sudden burst of speed.

His heart stopped as he felt the headband ripped from him.

Todoroki’s team skidded to a stop right at the edge of the boundaries, but they didn’t seem to be moving anymore. Heavy smoke leaked from Iida’s exhaust, filling the air with smog and darkness. And yet, he could see the glint of satisfaction from even behind his glasses.

“They got it! Change of plans!” He was flooded with adrenaline, the worst kind, the anxiety-inducing kind, the kind that made him sick to his stomach. “Charge them!”

“What about Kaminari?!” Tokoyami yelled, “We can’t risk another lighting attack!!”

“There’s not enough time to scavenge for points!” There was no way they could raise their score from absolute zero in the seconds remaining. “This is our only option!!”

From behind, Uraraka and Hatsume pushed forward, startling Tokoyami into movement. They began shakily, but everyone realized their shared burn of desperation. They’d done so well leading up to now, but that didn’t matter anymore. This was now the only part that mattered, so they had to give it their all.

“We’re getting it back, Midori!!” Uraraka bellowed, shifting from desperation to determination, “No doubt!!”

Hatsume cheered along with her, pushing her poor stamina to its limits with a smile.

Tokoyami bared his teeth like a savage animal, calling out Dark Shadow, who magnified himself as much as he could despite the high noon sun.

That’s right. He wasn’t doing this alone. He wasn’t doing this just for himself. He had people he relied on since they’d started, and now those people were relying on him. He’d put his faith into them when he’d asked them to join him in this fight. And now, they were doing the same, placing their faith in him in this last home stretch.

His heart was filled with hope, more hope than he could ever muster himself. And that was because he was carrying all their hopes with him too.

He locked eyes with Todoroki, the distance being nothing more than an inch now. His normally passive green eyes burned with hopes and dreams greater than himself, burned with such vivacity it was unnatural. He raised his uncovered hand, feeling blood, adrenaline, and power in his fingertips, and reached out.

Todoroki raised his own arm to try and defend himself, unable to think in the sheer pressure of the air. All he could do was react on instinct as his left side burst into flames that licked everything around them.

There was no stopping now. Midoriya’s veins were brimming with unreleased energy; it had nowhere else to go but to escape. His mind shuddered at the sight of fire, the scar he’d nearly moved on from itching on his chest. All he wanted to do was stop before he hurt someone or someone hurt him. But he couldn’t hesitate now, or he’d cost his team everything.

It was fine. This was fine. He wouldn’t hit him. He wouldn’t hurt him.

His hand flew towards the flames, nearly faltering when the heat smothered his skin.

He just had to…

His fingertips buzzed painfully. The fire burned terrifyingly.

His hand swiped across the air in front of Todoroki, and the immediate area resonated with a loud pop. Todoroki’s flaming arm was blown to the side, his fire extinguished instantly. Midoriya was blown back slightly, but kept his balance out of steely resolve and, upon the break in Todoroki’s ironclad defenses, he reached for the top headband around his neck, thinking that was where he’d placed the 10 million when putting it on.

The rip of the headband was arguably louder than the small explosion he’d created just before.

“I got it!” he announced as his team came to a screeching halt, taking deep breaths to recover from their final push.

He wasn’t planning on trying to use the explosions he’d discovered he could emit from his hands back at USJ. He’d deemed them too risky to afford using against someone for now, considering he didn’t spend much time really fine tuning the mechanic. But here, it had come out instinctually like it had against Shigaraki, manifesting out of pure desperation. He was lucky he didn’t hurt Todoroki by accident, but his mind excused it away, since they had gotten back the 10 million point headband in return.

He opened up his tightly closed fist, and his heart sank straight to the pits of his stomach when the number 70 stared back at him.

He’d grabbed the wrong one.

“No!” he cried in despair, “It’s the wrong one!”

Dammit! Dammit all straight to the underworld! Todoroki must’ve switched around the order of the headbands as he put them on. He looked up at the scoreboard. 70 points alone wasn’t enough to make the top four. They weren’t going to make it like this.

“Time’s almost up!! Let’s count down!!” Present Mic blared over the speakers, “10!!”

“We have to go back!!” Midoriya commanded frantically, “Go!!”

His team sputtered into movement, racing back to Todoroki.

“9!!”

He could see some of the icy arena dissolve away out of the corner of his eye.

“8!!”

A horse consisting of Kirishima, Sero, and Ashido charged through the newfound hole, though he didn’t see their rider.

“7!!”

Bakugo flew over the icy wall, propulsed by his fiery explosions, that same psychotic grin on his face.

“6!!”

Yaoyorozu pulled another insulator sheet over her team.

“5!!”

Dark Shadow threw himself in the way of a second shock from Kaminari, protecting the team from being stunned. Bakugo simply dodged the electricity midair with a controlled blast.

“4!!”

Bakugo scrambled, trying to use his air time to decipher who currently had the 10 million.

“3!!”

Midoriya reached out, stretching his fingers as far as he possibly could, but it wasn’t enough. He needed to get closer.

“2!!”

Todoroki leaned away instinctively, but with Iida’s stalling, there was nowhere he could go.

“1!!”

Just a little further…

“TIME’S UP!!”

He swiped, but his hand met nothing but air.

He heard Bakugo crash into the ground, but all he could feel was his hopes crash from inside him.

“What a roller coaster!!” Present Mic echoed the feelings of the audience, who sat on the edge of their seats. “Let’s see the top four teams!!”

His horse started to unwind themselves and Midoriya nearly crashed into the ground himself, too demoralized to move. He dropped to his feet, finally being able to feel the earth against him, but it didn’t matter. He slipped his glove back on, finally being able to feel its comforting enclosure, but it didn’t matter. He’d failed.

“In first, Team Todoroki!!”

He didn’t even register Hatsume unstrap the jetpack from his back, turning to his team dejectedly.

“I’m… I’m sorry.” If he had failed himself, sure it would’ve been sour. But what really wrapped him in guilt was that he wasn’t alone. He’d failed all of them too.

“In second, Team Bakugo!!”

But the girls didn’t seem as disappointed as he expected them to be after his performance. Actually, they smiled eagerly at him, excitedly pointing behind them at Tokoyami.

“Todoroki was clearly shaken by your first attack,” he explained, “I did my best to nab the 10 million, but I came up short too…”

“In third, team… Shinsou?!”

“But, because you dropped his guard-” Dark Shadow swirled out from behind his partner, looking a little worse for wear, but otherwise grinning widely. In his proud grin, a headband hung- “Dark Shadow was able to grab the one on his head.”

On it, Midoriya could make out the number 615.

As his jaw dropped in realization, Tokoyami couldn’t help but smile like everyone else.

“Midori, you did not fail. I did not fail. We succeeded as a team. Together.”

“And in fourth, Team Midoriya!!”

He wasn’t alone, so he couldn’t have failed alone. They were a team, a cohesive unit. If one person struggled, the rest of them were there to pick them back up and push forward. They either failed together or succeeded together; there was no isolation for either.

“These four teams will proceed to the final event!!”’

And that sure as hell didn’t sound like failing.

Uraraka tackled him into a hug, smiling and beaming and laughing. Hatsume joined the glomp, though not without her jetpack in the other arm. Dark Shadow found the strength to expand his form, curling around them happily. And while Tokoyami stayed on the outside, his ecstatic expression said it all. They had done it. They had done it.

And for one of the rare times in his life, Midoriya laughed gleefully, hard and pure. He laughed and embraced his team tightly, joy swelling his poor heart three sizes larger.

“We’ll proceed to the afternoon portion after a 1-hour lunch break!” A gate leading to the arena exit opened. “See you then!!”

As they broke apart from the embrace and people drifted off to find their friends for lunch, Midoriya didn’t wait to find his. He slinked off through the crowds, finding an empty hallway to escape sight, making his way away from the crowded cafeteria. He’d eat lunch later, but now he was far more preoccupied with something else, someone else, and he was sure he wouldn’t find him in the lunchroom.

“Hey… where are you?” he whispered under his breath at every crossroad, before hurrying down a new hall to cover more ground. Damnit, finding a ghost should not be this hard. “I swear if you’re doing this on pur-”

But he didn’t even get to finish his threat as he was tackled off his feet, then picked up off them by a cold, undead touch and spun around wildly.

“You were incredible!! There exists an insufficient amount words to describe the overwhelming rush in my soul!!”

“Woah, woah!” Midoriya chuckled, trying to right his vision after being spun dizzy, “I can tell; this is way more solid than you usually get!”

The ghost set him back down with a snap, much too animated to command his movement finely. But he still kept his boney hands wrapped under the boy’s sides, unable to bring himself to part contact. “Of course, I know how talented and capable you are, but even I was unprepared for such a performance!! You truly left an astonishing impression on the audience, did you know?”

The teen blinked. “Like a good impression?”

Gami removed one hand to wave off to the side. “There will always be those who fear power so easily stereotyped. But I wish you had been with me! It was as if everywhere I went, someone was speaking of your skill!”

The spirit let go of him completely, becoming too lively to remain still enough to hold him.

“Your agility, your ingenuity, your ability to react quickly to changing situations, you certainly caught the eyes of the crowd!” His never ending stream of praise had Midoriya rooted to his spot in bashful pride. “Most were very obviously expecting a great performance from Todoroki, being the son of the number two hero, and Bakugo as well, seeing how he was made infamous after the sludge villain incident. So for you to show them up completely, you have made quite the stir!”

He smiled sheepishly. “I wouldn’t say I showed them up-”

But he wasn’t able to finish as Gami slapped his hands right back down onto his successor’s shoulders very harshly, holding him in a death grip.

“However, if you continue with your blatant recklessness for your own safety, so paradise help me I will refuse to leave your side ever again.”

MIdoriya laughed this breathy, awkward laugh. “I know. I know. I’m sorry, I just got so caught up in the action and-”

Gami gave him a disapproving look from under his hood.

He sighed in defeat. “I’ll do my best-”

He held up his hand, knowing his mentor was going to interrupt him again.

“-And I’ll always have you to make sure I don’t do anything dumb and reckless in case it so happens to slip my mind.”

That made the ghost smile, not that anyone could tell. “Besides that, in all honesty, I am so proud of you. I am proud to have known you for every piece of who you are.”

It was Gami’s turn to be caught off guard as the teen suddenly embraced him in a bone-crushing hug. Midoriya held himself close against the tattered, yet comforting robes that had swaddled him in the years before, and even still now. There might have been times in the past where he felt alone despite everything, but each one of those instances he had been held close in his mentor’s cloak until he no longer did.

He had never been alone, and he would never be alone.

What a truly peaceful thought.

They separated, and Gami gave his hair a quick ruffle. “Alright, let us get you some lunch. You will need it for whatever the next event may be-”

“I finally found you…”

The duo spun around towards the entrance of whatever hallway they had found themselves in, both startled and desperately hoping they hadn’t been observed.

Todoroki stood coldly at the end, hands stuffed crudely in his pockets, eyes empty and dead.

Midoriya never got any more prepared for it.

“S-Shouto?” he stuttered, trying to collect himself, “I don’t follo-”

He was interrupted, of which was happening a lot as of late.

“We need to talk.”

 


 

Todoroki had led him to the hallway outside the prep room, the entire time without uttering even a sound. They made a careful effort to avoid being seen by anyone. Needless to say, questions would definitely make things more complicated than it needed to be, not to say that things weren’t convoluted already.

Midoriya stood stiff at one side of the hallway, unable to relax under the other’s harsh gaze, even with his mentor beside him. Todoroki however, relaxed himself just fine, leaning against the other side with his hands still in his pockets.

They only stared at each other in this tense silence. Midoriya swore his heart thumped loud enough to echo out of his chest cavity. His lungs choked on the thick, suffocating air as he gripped the fabric of his sweatpants in his fists in a desperate attempt to calm himself.

“Um… you wanted to talk?” he started finally, afraid if he didn’t then he’d be waiting here forever. “I still need to grab lunch…”

But Todoroki said nothing, instead narrowing his eyes further. The frozen glare that came from him shook Midoriya to his core, nearly making him back into the wall to escape it. He swallowed thickly, tasting the bile that threatened to creep up his throat. He thought he knew what intimidation was before, but while Bakugo’s was hot and explosive, Todoroki’s was much colder and more unforgiving.

“You overwhelmed me.” His voice cut through the air and straight into his chest. “You made me break my pledge never to use my left side.”

“I refuse to use my bastard of a father’s quirk. I’ll become a hero without it.”

He didn’t register it in the moment, but Todoroki had used his fire against him in the cavalry battle, in what seemed like sheer desperation. But he hadn’t tried to get him to use his fire on purpose! Was he angry because he exploited that pledge when telling his own team to stay to Todoroki’s left? It just seemed like the best option at the time, but maybe it was more insensitive than he first realized.

“If this is about staying to your left during the cavalry battle then I’m sor-”

“Shut up.” he commanded, and Midoriya paled instantly from the hostility, his mouth going dry.

Gami growled, fed up with the other’s blatant disrespect as of late, but just as he was about to intervene, he paused. He watched as Todoroki seemed to realize what he said, and then grow stunned by his own words, almost like he hadn’t intended to say them. His face was washed over with shock and hidden disgust, breaking the layer of coldness that masked it before.

As Todoroki seemed to compose himself and his train of thought, Gami narrowed his own eyes, but went against his anger in favor of his gut, which had never lied to him before.

“I despise my father’s fire. I hate everything it… he stands for.” He continued like the outburst from before simply never happened. “I swore to him and to myself that I would rise to the top without his rotten power, but you made me break that promise so easily.”

Midoriya, however, hadn’t recovered as nicely, struggling to keep his heart rate from exploding. He felt trapped despite the clear exit on either end, trapped within Todoroki’s unrelenting gaze. He didn’t want to abandon him, he’d promised to himself before that he wouldn’t give up on the friendship they’d established, but it took all he had not to give into the primal and cowardly instinct of running away.

“You understand how it feels to be trapped by blood. You’re probably the only person who really would. You know how it feels to hate your blood with every fiber of your being, to wish to be purged of everything that connects you to it… to people like him.” He spat out in sudden bitterness after seemingly calming down from before.

He stopped to think. Did he really hate his blood? Now that he was older, it was painfully obvious to him that his parents weren’t good people, despite the light his younger self tried to put them in, but did he hate them? Sure, he was afraid of them. With the way the scar on his chest itched every so often or the way the smell of alcohol burned his nose, it was fair to say he still was. He wasn’t denying that he spent many nights crying under the moonlight, wondering what he had done wrong. But he didn’t find himself actively hating his parents for what he went through, nor did he find himself wanting to be disconnected from his blood.

He just wished things could’ve turned out differently.

Gami watched Todoroki almost fight himself through his words, switching like Jekyl and Hyde, and every second longer it went on, it unnerved the ghost exponentially. His gut was screaming something wasn’t right, and whatever it was, it set off every red flag he’d collected over the centuries.

“You would understand me better than anyone else possibly could. So I don’t understand why I feel that same kind of anger towards you.”

Midoriya’s eyes widened in disbelief as his skin grew paler than the ground beneath him. His heart stopped and he could feel his muscles cramping on it, trying to get it to restart. “I-I don’t unders-”

“As of recently, every time I see you, I lose my rationality.” Todoroki pressed forward, interrupting him without a second thought. And while it spooked Midoriya back into silence, Gami noticed something more. The boy spoke with urgency, like he wanted to get all his thoughts out of his head before he lost them. “This uncontrollable urge of violence arises, directing me to hurt you, to make you suffer. Even now, I feel nothing but contempt for you.”

What… what was he supposed to say to that? What was he supposed to say when the person who he’d shared so much of himself with: his dreams, his fears, his hopes, admitted to wanting his torment? What was he supposed to say to anyone who admitted to wanting to add to his pain?

Todoroki threaded a hand into the white half of his hair, combing his fingers through over and over again as both his movements and words became more sporadic.

“But… you’ve done nothing to me! In fact, you’ve been the most supportive person I’ve had in my life.” The hand in his hair suddenly locked up, pulling painfully tight as he pressed his fingers into the very meat of his skull. “And yet, I’m being flooded with hatred and loathing for you, none of which feels like my own!”

The conversation strayed away from definition, turning into a one-sided window of Gami and Midoriya watching Todoroki almost… argue with himself. He grew frazzled as his mind clearly searched for reasoning behind the chaos, and Midoriya wanted so desperately to reach out and ground him. Because while he was unsettled by the complete break in character, he knew how confusing and downright terrifying it was to spiral. When he spiraled deep into himself, it felt like he was suffocating within his own mind, like the very thoughts he was trying to escape from filled his lungs instead of air.

He stepped forward holding a hand out to his friend, prepared to take what Gami had so willingly given to him and extend it forward, but was startled back as Todoroki violently lurched forward.

“I don’t understand! I feel like I’m losing control of myself, and it scares me beyond belief!” And for the first time today, that stone-cold gloss in his eyes was broken, revealing the scared boy locked beneath, the fear and desperation of a lost child, because that’s all they were. He shook violently, grasping his hair in one hand and wrapping the other around his sides in a last ditch effort to keep himself together. “My hatred for my father is justified, but to feel that way towards you unfounded, my mind is desperately trying to excuse it away! That you deserve this hate because you pried your way into my life or that you’re somehow connected to All Might and I’ve sworn to crush him, but none of it feels true because it isn’t!”

His chest heaved as he finally came down from his escalating high, settling into a depressive drain as he collapsed against the wall. He stared down at his hands, which were still trembling despite the total crumple of himself. He stared down into them hard, but alas they didn’t hold the answers he was so despairingly searching for.

“I… I actually wanted to talk to you to berate you about making me break my pledge, even though it was no fault of yours.” He clenched his fists together shamefully, angry at himself after his mouth finally admitted the truth to his head. “When I was searching you, I was searching for you while filled with that urge of violence that commanded me to leave you hurt. Even now, it’s as if something has wrapped itself within my head and refuses to leave me be.”

And then he sighed, dropping his hands back into his pockets. His head fell on his neck, looking down at the floor. The gloss in his eyes returned, but rather than laced with cold harshness, it simply seemed void of life.

“I don’t even know why I’m telling you this. Maybe… as I said it aloud, I hoped it would then make sense to me, but now I feel I’ve lost myself completely.”

They stood in silence once more as the weight of all the words said dropped from the thick air and thudded to the floor. But Midoriya didn’t know what to say, too stunned to do anything but attempt to process the bombshell that had been dropped before him. And maybe that was his mistake, because Todoroki pushed himself dejectedly off the wall.

“I don’t know what I was… what I am thinking. Sorry for wasting your time.”

But as the other started down the hallway, the boomerang finally returned, piercing Midoriya straight in his heart and waking him up from inactivity.

“Wait! Wait Shouto, please!” he cried out, “I don’t understand it either, but I want to help you!”

Todoroki stopped dead in his tracks, but didn’t turn around. He simply stood there… waiting.

“I don’t… I don’t know what you’re experiencing…” he swallowed, trying to stop his quivering lip and the beads of sweat trailing down his face, “but I care about you. I want to help you.”

He took a breath to compose his thoughts. He wanted to make sure he said exactly what he meant, because Todoroki was waiting on him. He knew that feeling, knowing exactly what he needed to hear but being unable to ask. And right now, he needed Todoroki to know that he wasn’t going anywhere.

“I’m only able to function as well as I do, even when my best is just at par with what’s supposed to be normal, because other people cared enough to help me.”

Midoriya looked out of the corner of his eye, but he didn’t need to check to know Gami was still there, right beside him as he always was.

“With every act of kindness I was blessed with, I promised to become the person I needed at my lowest for those I care about…”

He thought about Gami.

“I am always here if you need me.”

He thought about Ishihara.

“I meant what I said when we first met. Quirk or not, you are going to be a great hero one day Midoriya.”

He thought about Aizawa.

“I know you’ll be a great hero someday… you’ve got the heart for it after all.”

He thought about Yamada.

“Anyone who would think that’s weird is insane. Your analysis is really helpful! Just makes me wanna say YEAH!!”

He thought about Recovery Girl.

“Just… take care of yourself, dearie. There’s a lot of people who really care about you.”

He thought about Nezu.

“It was a pleasure playing against you, Midoriya. I hope we can do so again in the future!”

He thought about Kiyori.

“I’m sorry for everything Ryōdai and I have done. I don’t expect you to ever forgive us, but I swear… I swear that we’ll change.”

“It’s how I’ll repay all the people who cared enough to help me.”

He took a confident step forward, cradling his hands against his chest. Still, his eyes remained downcast, but now, the fear and hesitancy from before evaporated amidst the fire in his heart.

“So don’t expect me to give up that easily. You’re my friend, Shouto, you’re someone I care about.” He was rushed with the memories of a past long gone and a present still moving. He’d nearly forgotten how much of a train wreck he used to be: skittish, paranoid, and resentful. In fact, it didn’t seem as long as it really had been since those days, since before he got the help he needed from people that truly cared about him. It reminded him how incredibly lucky he was to have the support he did. If he could do anything in return, it would be to extend all that had been given to him forward. “I’m not going to give up on you when things get rough, I promise.”

He looked up, only to meet the eyes of his friend, who’d turned his head to see him, to lock in on the true emotions behind those words. And unlike before, the dead look in his irises didn’t scare him off. In fact, it awoke the determination and compassion of his younger, more innocent self, who he’d locked away in face of a cruel and ruthless world out for his blood.

He looked deep into Todoroki’s eyes, before offering up a soft and warm smile.

“You may not right now, but whenever you need me, I’m always here.”

There was a break in the emptiness and Midoriya grew hopeful, but it was only for a second, and that lifeless sheen returned. Todoroki turned back around, and with his hands in his pockets, he casually walked off, disappearing down another corridor, leaving Midoriya with a hitch in his throat.

But… that was ok. It was going to take more than just this one conversation to break through that cold shell that had frozen him over. Midoriya knew his progress wasn’t instantaneous either, and that’s why he would make sure he would be there every step of the way, just as others had for him.

He would make sure Todoroki never felt alone.

He turned back around, meeting his mentor with an awkward expression. “Well… that was certainly something.”

But Gami didn’t respond, seemingly staring out into the void.

Midoriya’s blood pressure started up again. He’d have to start taking medication at this rate. “What’s wrong?”

The ghost shifted, trying to put the pieces he had together, before he froze suddenly. “It is just like Bakugo…”

“What?” That didn’t make any sense. “What are you talking ab-”

“You were so insistent the day of the battle training exercise that Bakugo’s hostility was out of character. I was far too angry at him to even consider an excuse at the time, but the more I thought about it, the more things failed to add up.” Gami paced back and forth, growing more unsettled as his thoughts started to make sense. “Bakugo’s overwhelming bloodlust, his violent tunnel vision, his complete and utter disregard for his own career in heroism, none of that felt true to his typical behavior. Blatantly attacking after the exercise ended with the intent to kill, that would’ve ended any career as a hero and he would’ve known that. None of it makes any sense… unless he was experiencing the same thing Todoroki is now.”

The teen scrambled to catch up to his mentor’s racing thoughts as he too began to realize the validity of the theory. “His focus was on me that day. Not on Uraraka or Iida. He wanted to hurt me…”

“Just as Todoroki admitted to now,” Gami finished with dread, “It is that same sudden uncontrollable urge of violence, all directed at you…”

Midoriya’s heart lodged in his throat. “Oh my god… god so it’s my fault?”

“We do not know what it is yet.” He was quick to stop his successor from drowning in guilt before they even knew what was going on. “Something is very, very wrong, but until we know the exact reason, we must remain calm. If we panic now, then we learn nothing and help no one.”

He struggled to still his ragged breaths. How far did this go? He knew he shouldn’t be drawing conclusions with such limited data, but it was too emotionally difficult not to. He racked his brain for any other occasions, any other odd occurrences that suddenly made sense with this newfound context.

“What about Kiyori?! He said his brother’s actions the day of Ishihara’s death were out of character!” Midoriya exclaimed, before the memories of that day sorrowed him, “I mean, going from petty thievery to a full out cop chase that ended in multiple destroyed buildings and… a death… sounds a lot like a sudden lack of rationality and an uncontrollable urge of violence.”

“But that was not directed towards you-”

“Not directly, but it still impacted me personally!” he interrupted, “The common link is me! Oh god… what if it really is my fault?!”

Gami slapped his hands roughly on the other’s shoulders. He was starting to think maybe he should’ve just kept all this theory work in his head until he had more proof, because he should’ve expected Midoriya to immediately blame himself. But the coincidences, if they were that, were certainly uncanny, and he was starting to believe they were more than just coincidences.

“We cannot come to conclusions now, not without more evidence that angles to support this-”

“So what?! We just sit back and wait for this to happen again?! We need to do somethi-”

“What do you propose we do then? We have no information.” He kept justifying his harshness as tough love, because otherwise it made him nauseatingly sick to speak to Midoriya like this. “Right now, if this is really something abnormal, we need to focus on helping Todoroki however we can. If something in the future happens that resembles this same nature, we evaluate it, use it to learn patterns, and then hopefully stop incidents before they happen. But worrying yourself into this level of guilt will not help Todoroki or anyone else.”

His eradictness steadied, gripping tightly onto the boney hands on his shoulder. He was grounding, a huge relief to the specter. “You’re right… this isn’t going to help. Panicking isn’t going to help.”

The contact remained as Gami stretched over to peer at the clock on the wall. “You need to go eat; there is not a lot of time left.”

The teen opened his mouth.

“And before you try and say that food is the least of your concerns currently, may I remind you what is happening in 20 minutes? You have a festival to finish that can possibly determine the next path in your career, and I can assure you, skipping it to worry about something we currently have nothing more than theories to explain will not be ultimately beneficial.”

“I was going to say I wasn’t hungry anymore after all this,” he admitted sheepishly, “but you’re right as always. I can’t expect myself to think straight on an empty stomach.”

“I always am,” he teased snarkily, before placing a hand on the boy’s back, “But I promise we will figure this out together. Hopefully it adds up to nothing more than a sick coincidence.”

He nodded in agreement. One could only hope. And that’s all he did as they left the hallway together, out the same end that Todoroki did and towards the cafeteria.

Too whirlwinded by the sadistic state of their ever changing world, neither did notice a certain eavesdropping blond hiding around the other end.

Notes:

Next part down! I’m finding it really easy to write these Sports Festival chapters, but that’s likely because of how dynamic and eventful they are. But hey, I’m not complaining!

So I played around with the idea of changing the cavalry battle, but I decided against it in the end. It would’ve not only been boring for Midoriya to hold onto the 10 million the whole time and take first, but it would’ve negated Iida’s progression as a character, since his Recipro Burst would’ve had to fail. And as much as this story focuses heavily on Midoriya and his efforts to be a great hero despite his abilities, the other characters are just as important to the narrative, and I don’t want to stifle them for the sake of pumping Midoriya up. Making him take second seemed pointless, and if he got third that would’ve taken away from Shinsou, so that’s why I decided to leave things as is.

Now… for the infamous Todoroki talk, I got a little more creative there. It didn’t make sense to keep the dialogue about Midoriya being related to All Might because they obviously don’t share a quirk anymore or have the same level of relationship. I did, however, have something different in mind. Mysterious feelings, uncontrollable violence, all specifically to make Midoriya suffer. Curious? I hope so, because I’ve got a lot in store!

Despite the long chapter, there isn’t much else to talk about. Powers below, as usual!

Death’s Touch: Anything Midoriya touches starts to decay immediately, regardless of the amount of fingers touching. This ability works on both the living and the non living. At first, Midoriya couldn’t control this ability, as it activated immediately without his consent. However, now he is able to control the activation on humans and non living objects, being able to start and stop the decay at will. However, he had gained no progress with plant or animal life. Any damage done to living organisms with this power cannot be healed.

Death’s Scythe: Midoriya can summon a scythe to fight with at will. The scythe vaguely resembles a bird’s beak, and has a hole near the start of the blade. The scythe is the only item that can’t be destroyed by Death’s Touch. The Death’s Touch ability can be shared with the scythe at Midoriya’s will, however it can only decay what it cuts. The decay follows the same rules as Death’s Touch. He can also make the scythe disappear at will when he is finished with it or to free his hands.

Immortality: Midoriya is immortal and cannot die. However, he can still get hurt and scarred. The immortality ability doesn’t provide any regeneration, but any wounds that could be detrimental to his job, such as lost/broken limbs and organs, will be healed the next day.

Premonition: Midoriya can see flash images of people who may die before they are supposed to. Normally, he cannot interfere with death, as it’s his job, but he has the option of attempting to save anyone he views in a premonition. These premonitions are bare and don’t provide much information other than the person themselves and their demise, occasionally revealing the setting and attacker, if any. The premonitions can come true between an hour after viewing to 3 days later.

Soul Contact: When a person dies, their soul is immediately sent to Midoriya. He can see, touch, and hold these souls. When holding a soul, Midoriya can see the most important memories and decisions attached to that soul, and hence that person.

Soul Sorting: This ability allows Midoriya to decide which part of the afterlife a soul moves on to. The areas of the afterlife can only be summoned with intent and the swipe of a hand, with the areas themselves being represented by flames. The areas that he can choose from are Paradise, Purgatory, and the Underworld. Once Midoriya decides where the soul best fits, it is sent to the being of that respective area. If approved, the soul stays in that area forever, the exception being Purgatory. Souls in Purgatory can be moved again to either Paradise or the Underworld, however, this is not Midoriya’s decision. If rejected, the soul is sent back to him for reevaluation. All souls must be sorted within 24 hours of Midoriya receiving them, with rejected souls resetting their time limits once they get back to him. Failure to sort a soul within its time limit may result in serious unknown punishment.

Chapter 33: Truth Hurts When It Points Right At You

Summary:

It never seems to get any easier... but that's okay. After all, Midoriya's got one hand to help himself up and another for everyone else.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Midoriya stood in the crowded arena with a full stomach, having parted from Gami on his way here. Maybe scarfing down rice and beef teriyaki right before he probably had to overexert himself wasn’t a good idea, but it wasn’t like he had much of a choice. Gami wouldn’t have let him skip it even if he wanted to, which was probably for the better anyway.

“Alright!” Present Mic announced, refreshed from the lunch break, “Let’s get started!”

The screen flickered to life, a blank tournament bracket loading in for all to see. At the sight, his heart flickered too, fingertips tingling from underneath their gloved prisons.

“Between the 16 members of the four winning teams… we’ll have a formal tournament!!”

He looked around, spotting Tokoyami and Dark Shadow talking together, maybe discussing strategy. His heartstrings snapped from inside him; he kind of missed that. He missed the constant support that came from his mentor, the companionship during rough and bloody times, the warmth that came from his undead touch. Gami was the pillar he leaned on, and despite his attempt to mature by essentially leaving the comfort of home, maybe that wasn’t what he needed. He’d be around for at least a hundred years. Gami would be too as long as he chose not to move on. He’d never be alone.

So why was he trying to be?

“Get ready for a series of one-on-one battles!!”

He shook his head. Having Gami’s help now wouldn’t really be fair, not against his other classmates who were giving it their all. So he pushed the leech of a thought aside for now, though certain he’d have to address it eventually. He should’ve known this by now; his track record for putting things off and not having regrets was practically nonexistent.

Midnight then strutted to the edge of the stage, rattling a box in her hand that looked oddly familiar to the one All Might used during the battle training exercise.

“The matchups will be decided by drawing lots,” she clarified, holding the box next to her sly smile, “Once that’s settled, we’ll move on to recreational festivities, and then the tournament itself!!”

So he’d have to rely on fate then? Well… he had a pretty fair idea of how that usually went.

“Finalists, it’s up to you whether or not you participate in the recreational events. I expect some of you would rather take a breather and save your strength.” Midnight sauntered over to the descending stairs that led off the stage. “Now, let’s get started-”

“Um… excuse me?”

Everyone stopped and turned to the voice, whose owner meekly stood from within the crowd with a raised hand and coiled tail.

“I’d… like to drop out.”

The rest of their classmates bursted into confusion, chatter erupting from the masses as everyone, including Midoriya, tried to figure out why Ojiro would possibly not want to compete. This was their chance to be seen by pros, to leap towards the future, so why? What would possibly make him want to give that up?

“I have no memories of anything that happened during the cavalry battle until the very end.” Ojiro lowered his hand, then mumbled under his breath. “It’s probably his quirk that did it…”

Midoriya looked around. Ojiro obviously wasn’t on his team for the cavalry battle, nor was he on Todoroki’s team. He was pretty sure he wasn’t on Bakugo’s team, so that only left one more…

Shinsou… if he remembered the name correctly, though it wasn’t one he recognized. He was certainly not a Class-A student. Maybe a Class-B? He wasn’t sure. He followed Ojiro’s stare, hoping that would help him out in his deduction.

His eyes met with a familiar head of electrified purple hair and a zombie-ish complexion and his own head groaned.

Just his luck.

“I know this is a great opportunity. And I know how stupid it must seem to throw it away…” Midoriya couldn’t help the pity he felt for his classmate, because he knew the feeling exactly. Gami could attest, he’d done what seemed like stupider things for the sake of his own damaged pride. “But this final tournament, everyone else made it here by their own strength, yet I don’t even know how or why. I just can't take it…”

Some of their classmates tried to convince him to compete anyway, but as soon as Midoriya saw that look in his eye, he knew there was no convincing him. Though, as soon as Ojiro brought his hand up to cover his face, he felt that signature snap that only heartstrings could make.

“I’m talking about my pride here… I don’t think it’s right…”

But just because he knew how it felt didn’t make him any more numb.

“I can’t remember anything either…” Another student piped up. Midoriya didn’t recognize him either; he couldn’t tell if he was Class-B or general studies. “I wanna withdraw too!”

Murmurs flooded the crowd as the teachers spoke amongst themselves, trying to decide whether or not withdrawal was valid.

“How naive…” Midnight huffed under her breath, “I like it!!”

And with a crack of her whip, the two names were removed from the screen. The arena erupted into semi chaos as two replacements were determined, but Midoriya wasn’t all too concerned with that. He was too busy trying to counter-strategize for his worst potential matchups.

Kaminari would definitely be a problem. He couldn’t exactly do much if he decided to let out a million volts at once, and despite his tendency to brute force his way through pain, he wasn’t sure he could will his body to withstand all that electricity even if he wanted to. His best possible way to win would be to incapacitate him before he got shocked, but even then he wasn’t sure he’d be able to fast enough. It didn’t exactly take long for Kaminari to release all that electricity.

Now that he thought about it, he paired well against physical quirks. Yaoyorozu would probably be an easy win, since he could destroy anything she created. Hatsume too, though he’d feel especially bad if he had to do that to her inventions after everything. Sero wouldn't be too bad to go against either, unless he managed to get really caught up in all that tape. Even Todoroki, as long as he only used his ice.

Uraraka… he could best in hand-to-hand combat as long as he avoided being touched by her… which was probably harder than he was making it out to be.

Iida’s speed would play against him hard. There wasn’t much he could do offensively in a setting that wasn’t life-or-death, considering he didn’t want to cause any permanent harm. He would again have to try and incapacitate him if it came down to that, which would definitely be tricky.

Ashido had her acid, but he could brute force his way though that. Aoyama wouldn’t pose too much of a challenge if he was being honest. Tokoyami might be tricky. Dark Shadow was solid, so he could theoretically use DT if he wanted to, but he refused to even take the risk. He could cut straight through the bird with his blade, but that would be risking the same as before. He’d have to try and incapacitate him, which wouldn’t be easy in a two against one.

Kirishima would be difficult for the same reason as Iida and Tokoyami: he couldn’t do much against him without seriously hurting him. And unlike Ashido, he couldn't brute force his way through the fight. With his hardening quirk, Kirishima would easily outlast him.

And Bakugo was… well… Bakugo.

“And here are the matchups!”

Oh? Well, here was the moment of truth. He peered up at the screen and…

“Shinsou?” he gasped aloud. Of course it had to be him, on top of his match being first overall. Just his luck. Typical, really.

But on the bright side, if it could be called that, his second match was against Todoroki. If he could get there, then maybe he could help. How? Well… he was still working out that part of the plan.

“Midoriya Izuku, that’s you right?”

An ice-cold shiver jolted down his spine as he could just make out that mess of purple hair creep by from behind him.

But before he could even think about responding, something wrapped itself around his face, preventing him from speaking. Something firm and rugged, yet slightly fluffy.

“Midoriya!!” Ojiro yelled, his tail curled lightly around the other’s face. “That guy… don’t answer him.”

Shinsou huffed under his breath, smirking sarcastically before finally walking away, though not without a glint of detest in his eyes.

Upon losing him in the crowd, Midoriya gently lowered Ojiro’s tail. ‘Don’t answer him’, huh? It seemed like Gami’s paranoia had some merit after all. Guess he’d have to admit to the ghost that he was right… again.

Ojiro walked up beside him. “I want to talk. Meet me in the ready room after this.”

That seemed to be the idea today. Regardless, he nodded silently, then watched as it was Ojiro’s turn to disappear into the crowd.

“Now, let’s set the tournament aside for the time being and get on with the festivities!!”

As much as he wanted to stay and mess around with some of his friends, he headed towards the arena exit to find the ready room. It would’ve been fun for sure, but maybe another time. Next year, if he was lucky.

After all, there were things greater than himself.

He slinked through the hallways like before, hoping this time he’d actually be able to remain undetected. There were less people out and about than he expected, but he guessed most students wanted a chance to de-stress. They were just kids after all. Heroes in training, but kids in the end.

“There you are! I do hope it is alright for us to hang out before your match-” Gami stopped abruptly- “You look sad. Is something wrong?”

Midoriya wasn’t even startled by his mentor’s appearance this time. He waved his hand off to the side dismissively. “It’s nothing, really. Just thinking too much.”

The ghost pondered for a moment. “So, what are you doing inside? I have found a good place for viewing among the Class-A stands, but it is terribly awful when it comes to hearing anything other than across speakers.”

“Ojiro wanted to talk to me before my match. I’ve got a good feeling it has something to do with Shinsou’s quirk.” He rolled his eyes upon remembering the other thing. “You’re probably right about his quirk being verbally responsive…”

Gami nudged him playfully. “What have I always told you?”

The teen sneered teasingly. “Oh, I don’t know… you’ve said a lot of things, Mr. I’ve Been Mature for 5 Centuries.”

“What? It is true!” But he wasn’t being serious in the slightest. In fact, they both bursted into laughter at their stupidly immature antics. And neither would have it any other way.

His thoughts from earlier resurfaced, remembering the dynamic Tokoyami and Dark Shadow had, but he pushed them aside. There were greater things to focus on right now; that could come later.

“Ah, right here.” He pointed towards a door, the sign next to it reading “1-A ready room”. He couldn’t see through the tempered glass, but he slid the door open anyway.

Sure enough, Ojiro sat by one of the tables, and upon his appearance, beckoned him to sit next to him. So Midoriya wiggled his way past stray chairs and promptly sat down, sensing the serious tone by his classmate’s expression. Gami floated alongside him, passing straight through tables and chairs, lucky enough that his temperamental solidity didn’t snag on something.

Ojiro cut straight to the chase. “You’re at a greater disadvantage than I think even you realize. I’m almost certain that Shinsou has a mind control quirk.”

Midoriya was caught off guard. “A mind control quirk? There has to be some sort of gimmick…”

“My loss might be your gain. My memories cut out the instant I replied to him.” Ojiro tapped his head in thought. “That’s the trick, I think.”

He couldn’t help but shudder. That was still a powerful ability, so what was he doing in general studies? That kind of quirk would end fights almost instantly; there’d be so much less property damage, physical injuries…

Deaths…

“With that kind of power, he should be in the hero course, though, I presume the nature of the entrance exam stopped him from being accepted.”

Right, the physical portion of the exam was against faux villains, mechanical robots. If a verbal response was truly Shinsou’s trigger, then there was nothing he could do against enemies who didn’t respond. An unfortunate coincidence, one might call it.

Midoriya rested his head on his hands. “So if I slip up and respond, it’s all over…”

But Ojiro shook his head. “Not necessarily. It doesn’t seem like such an almighty ability.”

His classmate looked off to the side, waving a finger as he recalled the event before.

“I didn’t remember anything up until the end of the cavalry battle. When Shinsou had us run past a Class-B formation to nab their headband, I think I must’ve bumped into their formation.”

He then turned back to meet Midoriya’s intrigued gaze.

“That’s when I snapped out of it. I was suddenly aware of what was happening…”

He hummed in his own thoughts. “So it was undone by physical contact?”

Ojiro nodded. “That seems very likely, though I wouldn’t rely on that.”

His classmate leaned back in his chair, a nice long creak echoing around the empty room.

“That said, I have no idea how strong the contact needs to be,” Ojiro sighed, “And in a one-on-one match, of course you can’t expect any outside help.”

At that, Gami gave him a look he knew all too well, but he shut it down with his own. If he was going to get caught by Shinsou’s quirk, then the other deserved the win. And if he was going to break out of his control, then it would be of his volition and his alone, however impossible that might be. It was only fair to extend his morals to the other, considering how he’d been played by the system once already.

He was shaken back into focus by the piercing screech of a metal chair sliding against the floor. He looked up to see Ojiro standing, pushing in his chair with his tail. “Anyway, that’s about as much as I could gather.”

“No, this is great! Thanks!” he stressed, sending out a smile.

Ojiro turned to leave, but hesitated for a moment, looking down at his hand. “Forgive me if I’m out of line, but…”

He raised his hand up towards Midoriya, curling it into a fist.

“Win this one for me.”

He stood there, a bit caught off guard, before standing up himself. He curled up his own gloved hand, and bumped it slightly with Ojiro’s, this time a more resolved expression meeting his lips.

“I will.”

“Alright!! Will the contestants of our first match please make their way to the arena?!”

Gami nudged him lightly. “That is your cue.”

Midoriya nodded. “I should get going.”

He made his way to the door, sliding it open and stepping out of the ready room.

“Good luck.”

He flashed a thumbs up back before closing the door.

The teen walked the empty halls; by now everyone had already taken their place in the stands. And while before he would’ve relished in the relative peace, now it unnerved him. The silence left him anxious and fidgety as the weight of what was about to happen hit him like a truck.

“Hey…”

He turned around, away from the light shining from the tunnel that led to the arena. His eyes met shadowy darkness, with one special shadow that stood out from the rest.

“I do realize there is much to think about currently, much more than anyone should have to worry about at a time like this.”

Midoriya swallowed to try and relieve his dry throat. He huffed to try and calm his racing heart. He stiffened to try and still his shaking hands.

“But… do remember at the end of the day, you are only expected to do what is human.” He raised out a hand, letting the sleeve roll down to reveal his skeletal fingers. “However we may look, that is all we are.”

The words drilled deep into his skull. He wanted to believe that, he really did. But what was he supposed to do, when the world was far bigger than himself? When everything he did was inevitably far bigger than himself? He had to at least try.

“However today goes, I am always very proud of you.” He ruffled the other’s hair, stirring it into a mess. “Good luck indeed, and do kick ass.”

He swatted his mentor’s hand away playfully at that last part. “You’re enjoying that way too much.”

Gami began floating off, but not without uttering a rare and low laugh.

“Maybe so,” he chuckled under his breath, “Maybe so…”

And with that, the ghost was gone once more, leaving him with dying embers of warmth. There was much he had to do, and despite his immortality, so little time to do it. He knew he couldn’t do it all, as much as he willed himself to do so, but he had to at least try. He had to.

For Todoroki.

For Kiyori and his brother.

He stepped out into the light as thousands of eyes stared down at him.

And for everyone else along the way.

“Wowing us with his crafty and excellent performance so far, it’s Midoriya Izuku from the hero course!!”

He cracked his knuckles fiercely, feeling slightly more confident as he did.

“Versus…”

Another silhouette began to emerge from the other tunnel.

“Sneaking through round after round, he hasn’t been stopped yet! It’s Shinsou Hitoshi from general studies!!”

They met in the center of the arena, staring each other down like an old country standoff. Midoriya thought about it for a moment, but ultimately decided to remove one of his gloves and stuff it into his back pocket like before. He wasn’t planning on having to use DT against anyone in these one-on-ones, but it hadn’t hurt him yet.

“The rules are simple!!” Present Mic continued, “Win by knocking your opponent out of the ring, immobilizing them, or getting them to surrender!!”

His fingertips buzzed in anticipation and he exhaled deeply to try and calm the power flooding his veins. It was almost as if the power was growing too strong to bear, but he knew that wasn’t the case. His abilities were finite, unlike quirks, which could mutate and evolve across their lifespan. His DT couldn’t get any stronger than it already was.

“Bring the pain!! We’ve got good old Recovery Girl on standby!!”

He’d just been relying on it more often than he’d ever had to. After suppressing his decay for most of his life, it was only natural that it became stir-crazy under his skin. And after getting himself into this life of heroism, there was no way he could go back to normal. So he’d have to learn to live with this new normal. To move with it, to fight with it, to live in it. He could no longer continue hiding behind his fear.

“And fight dirty if you must!! ‘Ethics’ have no meaning here!!”

He looked down at his bare palm, nothing but pale skin staring back at him. And yet, he could practically see the death that emanated from it. He needed to learn. He needed to embrace.

“But of course, going for the kill is a no-no!! You’ll be disqualified!!”

But he couldn’t stop the shiver that came from the thought.

“Get it, Midoriya Izuku?”

He looked up. That wasn’t Present Mic. And by the smirk on Shinsou’s face, he could be sure it wasn’t.

“This battle’s going to test the strength of your will.” His tired eyes lulled to the side, and yet he wasn’t any less intimidated.

“Because a true hero’s fists only fly when in pursuit of villains!!”

And then Shinsou sneered at him. “Not that you have any.”

“What can you even do?!”

He shook his head, trying to dislodge the thought. Not now. He couldn’t do this right now.

“Someone like you… heh,” Shinsou mocked, “What’s someone like you doing here?”

“Why is someone like you trying to become a hero?”

He pinched his fingers together, digging his nails into his skin. The pain cleared some of the fog in his head and in that brief moment of clarity, he scrambled to find some other stimuli to latch onto.

“Now let’s get this thing started!!”

Shit… they hadn’t even started yet?

“Taking the space from someone else that should’ve been here instead?”

“Just hope for a quirk in your next life and go take a swan dive off the roof!”

He gnashed his teeth into the flesh of his mouth, hoping the metallic spark of blood would snap him out of the fog that he was suffocating in. He thought that he’d moved on. He thought that he was better than their words. So why? Why did they still have so much control over him? Why did they still hurt him so?!

“READY?!”

“You’re a disgrace-” Shinsou pressed- “to every sense of the word ‘hero’.”

“You need to be realistic.”

Stop.

“START!!”

Midoriya moved to step forward, but his first step faltered. And that’s when Shinsou knew he had him right where he wanted him.

“Talking to yourself like you're crazy…”

“Huh, so now the hero course is talking to themselves…”

Stop!

He lunged forward, taking a wild swing at the other, an untactful maneuver completely unlike him. Shinsou was easily able to dodge.

Just shut up.

“Using your quirk so recklessly, like you’ll never hurt anyone…”

“You don’t belong as a hero, especially not with a dangerous quirk like that.”

Shut up. Shut up!

Midoriya continued aggressively. He just wanted them to stop. He’d proved them wrong. He’d shown them that he was capable of helping people, of saving people. Why couldn’t he just shut them up after everything?!

Shinsou ducked under another swing, though this time he nearly tripped over his own feet. Still, he knew he was oh so close.

“What are you doing here? Pretending? Did you really think someone like you could be anything close to heroes like them?”

“Why do you keep going when no one is here to save yo-”

“Just shut up!!”

And suddenly, he felt any sort of control he had left slip away as his body froze up.

“What?!” Present Mic exclaimed over the speakers, “Just seconds into the match and Midoriya is frozen in place?!”

The teen fought against himself, urging his body to move. But something kept him unnaturally locked into place, forcing him just behind his skin. He was trapped within the shell that was himself. And yet, his eyes remained cruelly locked onto Shinsou.

“Sorry, but…” He was forced to watch the other as he smugly leaned back. “It’s my win.”

His soul struggled from within its prison, but he was just banging on his own bones. His instincts thought he was in danger and every nerve flared into chaos as adrenaline rushed him. But it had nowhere to escape, and instead simmered beneath his skin just as he did, the buzz painfully apparent.

“It must be nice to have everything handed to you, Midoriya Izuku…”

Even from his stance of victory, Shinsou still had to dig into him. And for that, Midoriya thrashed from inside out of anger and agony. He tried so desperately to speak, but his lips were sealed shut.

He had no mouth, but he still screamed.

“Now turn around and walk out of the ring.”

And now, he fought to keep himself still as his body turned against his will. His steps were slow and heavy, like he was dragging himself through the mud, but they were far from his own. The feeling was alien, his consciousness bashing against the walls of his skull. He needed to escape. He needed to escape. But his body wouldn’t listen. His head was far too fuzzy. He was trapped.

After everything, after Ojiro had gone through the trouble to warn him, he’d thrown it all away. And for what? To argue against a voice he knew was wrong? To argue against a voice he’d disproved time after time? To argue against a voice that sounded so right?

His anger simmered into sadness step after step. What a fool he was. After everything everyone had done for him, he disappointed them anyway. The people that cared enough to help him… he’d let them down, like he always had.

He guessed this was fair. He knew in his heart that if he still managed to get caught in Shinsou’s quirk after the advantage he was given, then his pitiful loss was only fair. He just wasn’t good enough, even after everything. He never was.

“Besides that, in all honesty, I am so proud of you. I am proud to have known you for every piece of who you are.”

No…

“Forgive me if I’m out of line, but… win this one for me.”

Not like this…

“I don’t even know why I’m telling you this. Maybe… as I said it aloud, I hoped it would then make sense to me, but now I feel I’ve lost myself completely.”

He couldn’t just give up like this…

Despite how pitiful he was, there were people that cared enough to help him, to show him that he had worth in this unforgiving world. Everyone had done so much for him, and he’d promised to help others in return, to give back what was so graciously given to him.

He couldn’t help anyone if this was all it took for him to give up.

As he stepped closer to the edge of the arena, that fire from before exploded inside of him. He bursted with newfound drive, his fight returning to him. He would never give up, never again. He would fight and fight, and even as his body fell apart on him, he would continue. That was the nature of his existence. If he was going to be forced to roam this earth for a hundred years, he might as well do it fighting.

He would fight until the very end and then beyond.

The adrenaline returned tenfold as he gave into his instincts. Yes, he was in danger, in danger of failing the people that had worked so hard for him. And while it was his fault for getting caught in Shinsou’s quirk, he had sworn that if he was going to break out of his control, then it would be of his volition and his alone, however impossible that might be.

His veins buzzed painfully as they typically did when he was piped up on power, but this time, it was as if his whole body was burning. He guessed this was how his DT felt at the edge of his fingertips with no escape, an agonizing experience really. He was truly trapped within his own skin, a prison of his own flesh and blood.

He was only a few steps away from the arena edge now, but despite his fire, he still couldn’t break from this puppeteering grasp. His fingertips seared with power; he could feel the overwhelming rush of DT right there, just begging to be released. But he couldn’t actively touch anything in his state.

Nothing except for the air around him.

He’d… he’d told himself he wasn’t going to try and experiment with his small explosions during the Sports Festival, because he was seriously afraid his lack of experience would hurt someone. And yet, he’d already broken that promise unintentionally, using one during the cavalry battle against Todoroki’s fire. It had come out so naturally, amidst his desperation and determination, just as it had the first time against Shigaraki. His body had only been trying to protect him, fueled by his own fearful adrenaline.

He had to stop being afraid of himself. He had to take control of what he was gifted with.

Midoriya pushed his power violently into his hands, straight to his fingers where he knew it couldn’t escape. He could feel the pressure building painfully, but he continued, remembering just how he felt before. That desperation, that fear, that overwhelming desire to do something. His hands throbbed like they were going to explode. Come on. Come on.

He raised his foot just before the out-of-bounds line.

PLEASE!!

A deafening explosion rang out, knocking Midoriya off his feet and away from the arena’s edge.

“Midoriya!! He stopped moving!!”

He panted amongst the heavy dust that was kicked up, heaving out his suffocating lungs. Spit flew from his exhausted gasps, sweat trickling off his chin. His heart hammered from within his chest, stuttering like he’d come back to life. And in a way, he had.

He was free.

He stood up shakily, turning to see the flabbergasted look on Shinsou’s face.

“How?!” he cried, utterly shocked, “You shouldn’t have control! What did you do?!”

He gripped the one uncovered hand that had emitted the explosion, cradling it with his gloved one. They both burned excruciatingly, one from the aftershocks of the blast and the other from the pent up power still contained.

Shinsou was right; he shouldn’t have had control. But he did. He got especially lucky, as it seemed he always had. But he couldn’t stay like this forever. He had to learn control and abandon fear. He was going to.

“But… do remember at the end of the day, you are only expected to do what is human.”

He promised.

“Nothing to say for yourself?” the other grimaced.

Midoriya remained silent, sealing his lips of his own accord this time. He hung back, trying to squeeze in those last few breaths and brute force through the pain like he always did.

Shinsou bursted into a pained smile. “I’m jealous though; that must mean you’re the real deal!”

He grit his teeth to push through his thoughts of pain, stepping forward.

“Thanks to my quirk’s nature, I couldn't enter the golden gates.” Shinsou stepped forward to match him. “You wouldn’t get that. You’re naturally blessed.”

He shut his eyes painfully tight. He did get it. He knew exactly how Shinsou felt. U.A. had always been his dream, but it never would’ve been a reality without Gami, or Ishihara, or everyone else who had laid the groundwork for his future.

But still, Shinsou was right. He was blessed.

“You people… born with your awesome quirks!! Getting to follow your dreams!!”

He was blessed by the people in his life!

Midoriya rushed forward, closing the gap between them with surprising speed. Caught off guard, Shinsou wildly swung his elbow out, trying to bash him in the head. But with rapid assessment, he pivoted on his back foot and dodge the swing entirely, countering with a thrust to Shinsou’s shoulders to push him off balance.

Shinsou staggered back, trying to recover with another wild jab to his face. “Say something already!!”

But he hadn’t managed to bring his stance back to firmness, and Midoriya took advantage of that wholeheartedly, yanking down on his outstretched arm.

Shinsou’s inexperience showed as he stumbled forward, almost crashing into Midoriya. But his momentum was used against him as Midoriya locked his grip around his arm. He didn’t even register the feeling of skin to skin, feeling nothing but the urge to satiate the beastly fire that raged inside of him.

Midoriya let out a cry that shook the heavens, heaving Shinsou around and over his head with inhuman strength, sending him tumbling…

Straight out of the ring.

“Shinsou is out of the ring!!” Midnight announced with a wave of her hand, stepping forward from her spot on the sidelines next to Cementoss.

Midoriya caught his breath, staring down at the other as he watched his face scrunch up with disappointment.

“Midoriya Izuku moves on to the second round!!”

The audience roared with applause at the first battle, regardless of how truly uneventful it was, but Midoriya didn’t move, simply watching Shinsou as he rose from the dirt to face him. He bowed out of courtesy, but the other just turned away from him in disdain.

He knew he should’ve just left it at that, but his bleeding heart wouldn’t let him.

“The second I got my quirk, all I wanted to do was use it to help people.”

Shinsou stopped in his tracks, having started to exit the arena. He turned his head ever so slightly, like he was waiting on more. Because Shinsou was waiting for more. He knew that feeling, knowing exactly what he needed to hear but being unable to ask. It seemed many people knew it well.

“I was blinded by my childhood naivety for so long, that it wasn’t until I actually made it into U.A.’s hero course that it hit me-” He looked away, and instead up towards the stands filled with countless worthier heroes, his classmates in training- “I didn’t belong here.”

His whispered admission was smothered by the deafening chatter and cheers from the audience, but it was just loud enough for the person steps away.

“My quirk could never help people; it was too dangerous, too innately evil. How could I ever help anyone, make anyone feel safe, when all they can see is death in my hands?” He looked down at his hands, which he’d unconsciously cradled again from the pain, still shaking from the raw power emitted.

He curled them up tight, digging his trembling fingers into his palms.

“People like me weren’t meant to be heroes.”

At that, the overflow of DT almost seemed to lessen, like it no longer wanted him in pain because it heard what it wanted to hear. And maybe in another time, he would’ve truly believed it for the rest of his miserable life, locking himself away from everyone and everything he loved in a misguided attempt to protect them.

“You don’t belong as a hero, especially not with a dangerous quirk like t-”

“But I was wrong! There is no ‘meant to be’. I’m going to keep fighting for my dream, because that’s what I want to do!”

He let go of the tension he was holding, feeling the pain resurface in response. But if that’s what it took to do the things he loved, to protect the people he cared about, then it was a necessary sacrifice, one he was more than willing to make. He would never give up, even if that was all his powers wanted him to do.

“A quirk is just that, a quirk. It’s up to you how you want to use it.”

And he would use his to help people.

His gaze hardened vividly to counter the cold stare Shinsou was giving him from over his shoulder. His fears were unable to suppress his fierce determination as it leaked from him in waves, melting through the ice in the air. And despite the intensity of the atmosphere, he still found the effort to smile, however small it was.

“So if you really want to be a hero, Shinsou, then that’s what you’ll be.”

The other stared into him, almost looking straight through to his very soul. And without a word in response, he walked off, leaving the arena. Though Midoriya didn’t miss the way his classmates crowded around the stands by the exit, cheering for him as he left. Midoriya didn’t miss the way his classmates admired his performance or the way his quirk has heroes talking nonstop. And he was sure Shinsou didn’t miss it either.

This was ok. It was going to take more than one conversation to change anyone. He knew that from Todoroki. He knew that from himself. So he would stay strong and stay there if Shinsou decided to come around.

Midoriya, finally feeling resigned, made his way out of the arena too. Despite everything, he’d still won and was moving on to the second round; that was something to be proud of! He couldn’t help but feel excited and who could blame him?

“Midoriya?”

He turned his head to see Midnight standing just off to his side, her flogger whip resting daintily on her hip.

“Recovery Girl wants to see you in her office.” She sent him a sarcastic smirk. “Don’t keep her waiting.”

He nodded dumbly and she sent him off with a wave of her hand. What did Recovery Girl want with him? He wasn’t injured.

Though his still shaking hands said otherwise.

He pushed away the thought, slinking down the tunnel and into the interior of the arena. He best get this done sooner rather than later; he didn’t want to miss any of the other matches. Todoroki’s was next and he couldn’t deny he was interested to see it in person.

He was then suddenly glomped by a massive shadow, nearly sending him tumbling into the wall.

“You cannot keep scaring me like that! My old heart cannot take shock like it used to!”

He laughed, pushing the ghost off of him. “I don’t know what you want me to tell you: that you don’t really have a heart or you’re not that old?”

“No sympathy I tell you.” He spat sarcastically, before shifting to a more serious tone. “You are… alright?”

“Yeah, I’m good. I mean, Recovery Girl wants to see me, but it’s not I got injured during my match.” He cocked his head to the side in dismissal.

But Gami wasn’t convinced. “It is impossible to hear anything from the stands that is not miked, but it seemed as if Shinsou was saying some hurtful things to you.”

Midoriya’s gaze shifted to match his head. “Well… he did. And while I won’t deny that what he said hurt me, I… I want to make progress. I don’t want those things to hurt me anymore.”

Gami sighed, “You are far too forgiving for your own good.”

“I wouldn’t call myself ‘forgiving’…” he huffed, recalling how resentful he used to be, and even still was, “Just… ready to move on, I guess.”

They drifted into silence, drifting down the halls until they reached Recovery Girl’s temporary office. Upon reaching the door, he gave it a quiet knock, unsure if she had anyone else inside. But upon the muffled approval that echoed back, he slid open the door, Gami following close behind.

“Ah, dearie.” Recovery Girl swiveled around in her oversized chair. “Good to see you, come in.”

Midoriya scratched the back of his neck awkwardly, but otherwise entered as told, gently shutting the door behind him. “What did you need me for?”

She scooted up closer, gesturing at the seat in front of her. “Sit down; I can see your hands shaking from here.”

He subconsciously drew his arms closer to his chest protectively. “I-It’s fine, I’d rather not lose any unnecessary stamina…”

But Gami gave him a nudge forward. “You did not tell me…”

“I didn’t want to worry you.” He turned to his mentor and then promptly away in shame. “It’s not that big of a deal anyway…”

“I’ll be the judge of that.” She beckoned him forward again, and this time, though mostly at the behest of Gami, he sat.

Recovery Girl reached out her hands and Midoriya warily outstretched his own for her to take. He nearly yanked them back to safety as she slipped off his gloves, but the cool, undead touch from his mentor kept them gently in place. His bare hands trembled unconsciously, though not as violently as before. She rubbed her thumbs softly into his palms as she inspected thoroughly.

“If I were to make an educated guess-” the nurse mumbled aloud- “this looks to be the beginnings of nerve damage. The shaking would probably stop on its own after a couple hours, but any damage, no matter how small, would be naturally irreparable.”

She then leaned in, kissing one of his hands. Instantly, it stopped shaking and full control returned to him. He raised that hand closer to his face as she healed the other. Nerve damage? He guessed that made sense enough. Shockwaves were extremely dangerous to the human body and he figured he’d gotten away with firing them at a distance with his scythe, but straight from his hands simply didn’t give him the range to stay unhurt.

But, the festival so far had shown him how desperately he needed a new means of nonlethal combat as well as another source of maneuverability. And right now he saw these blasts as the answer to both.

“Thank you,” he muttered as she wrapped both his hands in light bandaging before putting his gloves back on for him. “You didn’t have to…”

“It’s my job, dearie,” she paused, suddenly looking a little dejected. “In fact, I’m more concerned I’m not doing enough.”

“What? I mean, I’m fine.” He furrowed his brows. “My power practically heals me itself, plus it really doesn’t have any downsides that harm me. The perks of it not being a quirk, I guess.”

“That is not an excuse to be overwhelmingly reckless!” She tapped him sternly on the head, before settling down. “And it’s that kind of thinking that worries me…”

Recovery Girl hopped off her chair, shuffling over to get her cane.

“None of us know the full extent of what your abilities introduce, not only on yourself, but on the people around you.” She reached to grab the giant syringe from against the wall. “I bet not even Gami knows, as knowledgeable as he may be.”

He looked over to the ghost, who ducked in personal shame. “It is true. Even now, my memories escape me…”

“Todoroki can produce massive amounts of ice and fire, but his body suffers internal overload. Bakugo contains levels of firepower nearly unheard of at such an age, but his explosions put terrible amounts of strain on his body. Power is always sought after, but people neglect the truth that it comes with a price.”

She’d made her way back to him, tapping his knee lightly with the tip of her cane.

“Even gifts have their consequences.”

A sickening shudder ran down Gami’s spine, filling him with an overwhelming sense of dread, nearly sending him clawing to find his very soul. But as soon as it washed over him, it was gone without a trace. And try as he might, he couldn’t find its origins.

Sensing she might have crossed a line, she backed away, leaving him to his space. “I apologize. It’s my duty to keep every student safe and healthy, and sometimes I forget how overbearing I can become in doing that. You’re good to go.”

Midoriya stood up swiftly, making a bit of a beeline to the door. He reached out to leave, but hesitated, realizing in his discomfort he too was becoming insensitive. He turned back to face her, mustering up a small but genuine smile.

“Thank you again… for healing my hands,” he chuckled to himself. “I’ll try not to end up here next round.”

“You better not, dearie.” Recovery Girl waved her cane in mock aggression. “Now go enjoy the rest of the matches!”

He left, shutting the door behind him softly. Once he was a good couple steps away, he let out a breath he didn’t know he was holding, staring down at his hands. She was right; he really didn’t know what went on below the surface of his skin, as much as he fooled himself into thinking so. All this time, it was certainly possible he had less control than he’d thought. And that was terrifying.

He clenched his hands tightly, the anxiety of the unknown creeping back to him like a demented dog. And then, another set of hands moved to take his, a pleasant chill seeping from one set of bones to another.

“We shall figure it out together, whatever ‘it’ may be.”

He glanced up at Gami, his head cleanly resetted from the state before.

He would find control to help him live alongside the fear.

“Yeah…” He suddenly realized how much time he’d eaten away lagging around. “We’re gonna miss Shouto’s match! Come on!”

He yanked his mentor into a run, scurrying down the hallway like overactive mice. They were lucky not to encounter anyone on their way back, both to avoid extra time wasted as well as questions asked. They made it to the Class-A section of the stands, and Midoriya let go of Gami's hand as they slowed to a walk.

“Hey! Good job!” Uraraka whispered excitedly.

“We saved you a seat.” Iida pointed beside him. “The match is about to start!”

His heart warmed for the thoughtfulness and he sat down quickly next to Iida. He really had made it just in time, just able to make out two figures entering the arena from opposite sides.

“Impressing us so far with his maneuverability and quick reaction time, it’s Sero Hanta of the hero course!!”

He could see Sero crack his knuckles like he had during his match, but it came off way cooler than his own.

“Versus…”

But when he looked over to Todoroki, all he could feel was this overwhelming sense of sadness radiating from him. He glanced slyly over to his mentor, and by his nod, he knew the other had seen it too.

“He’s been dominating this festival since the start, it’s Todoroki Shouto of the hero course!!”

The two stared each other down as Midnight counted down. Midoriya watched with a mix of both excitement and nervousness, fiddling with one of his gloves, at the edge of his seat already as the heroine started the match.

Sero seemed to stretch playfully, almost taunting the other to take the first move, before shooting out two streams of tape from his elbows. It wrapped around Todoroki instantly, binding his arms and legs together. With a quick tug, Sero detached one of the strands from himself, then used the other to try and swing Todoroki right out of bounds.

The complete lack of emotion from Todoroki, more so than usual, should’ve had Midoriya more worried. But if he wasn’t before, he sure was now, watching Sero pull along seemingly a lifeless corpse.

And then, an explosion of ice ruptured from Todoroki’s body, traveling straight through the tape, into Sero, and then far past him and towards the stands. Right at where they were sitting.

“Watch out!” He jumped up, ripping off the glove he was fiddling with before and stretching his bandaged hand outwards.

The decay exploded through his bandages and out his fingertips, disintegrating the massive shard of ice upon contact. He’d unconsciously positioned himself in front of his friends, shielding them with his own body in case he couldn’t stop the ice in time. But that wasn’t necessary, as the piece of the enormous glacier that had been heading towards them was turned to dust almost instantly.

But his DT could only work so fast with such a small surface area like his fingertips. And so while he was fast enough to protect his friends and his classmates, he wasn’t able to escape unharmed.

He retracted his hand, wincing at the small nics and cuts that covered the sides of his fingers and his palm. The bandages were absolutely shredded, falling off in shambles. He used what was left of them to dab away at the slight beads of blood that threatened to peek through.

“Sero is immobilized! Todoroki Shouto moves on to the second round!!”

Chants of “good try” echoed from the audience at Sero’s overwhelming defeat. But lost amid those cheers, Midoriya couldn’t help but see that same sadness from before that made his heart ache.

He was going to help Todoroki no matter what. By the hurt in his heart, he promised.

“Midori!” Iida exclaimed. “Your hand!”

He closed it into a fist, hiding his injuries from sight. “I’m good. Doesn’t even hurt!”

Uraraka looked skeptical. “Recovery Girl could heal that pretty easily for you…”

“I already went to her earlier, no need to bother her again.” He sat back down, wiping the hand and any specs of blood onto his sweatpants in one swift motion. “Trust me, I’ll manage.”

His friends didn’t push the subject any further, both sitting back resigned.

The on-staff heroes finished melting away the glacier Todoroki left behind from his fight, and after a few minutes of cleaning and clearing, the arena was ready for the next match. He reached over to the side, picking out his notebook that he’d left with Iida and a pencil from his pocket. He didn’t get the chance to start during Todoroki’s match because of how tight on time he’d arrived, but he was excited to start now.

They watched Kaminari walk out to the arena. His classmates murmured enthusiastically about their electrified peer, but Midoriya stayed quiet. Not that he wasn’t excited, but he already had notes on all his classmates. He was more eager to see Kaminari’s opponent.

Another student, named as Shiozaki by Present Mic, gracefully walked out, her vines rustling in the slight breeze. Even at his far distance he sketched a brief silhouette, especially making sure to accentuate her hair.

As the match began, he muttered to himself at light speed, his hand moving even faster as he absorbed the content of the fight faster than he could even register it. About the way Shiozaki’s vines twisted from her head and enlarged. About the way they rapidly spread into the ground and around her. About the way she ended the match in an instant.

Oh yeah, the match was already over.

A short circuited Kaminari hung limply from her vines, with Shiozaki hiding behind a wall of her plants. She had easily been able to shield herself from his initial shock, since her vines negated the electricity, and retaliated instantaneously by binding him for the immobilization.

Midoriya was in awe. That would definitely teach him never to underestimate anyone. He hadn’t even noticed that Iida had left them to prepare for his match up next.

“Your match just ended, but you're already thinking ahead?” Uraraka laughed.

And that’s when he remembered he wasn’t exactly alone.

“Um… well, not really,” he stuttered in embarrassment, growing even redder at hearing Gami laugh behind him. “This is just… a hobby of mine. I really like analyzing quirks, and with the festival, I can finally see some other quirks outside of our class.”

He flipped through his book with a wide, innocent smile. “I’ve already got everyone in Class-A in here, even you, Uraraka!”

She giggled, but it didn’t sound right, causing him to look up from his notes at her strained smile.

“Midori, I thought you were amazing since the day we met, but since this Sports Festival, you’ve gone to a whole other level.”

She then looked off to the side almost sadly. Midoriya cocked his head confusedly, but the hitch in his throat prevented him from saying anything back.

“The fastest student on his feet, it’s Iida Tenya of the hero course!!”

The next match was already starting, drawing the teen in with its alluring grasp. He watched his friend enter the arena… what was he wearing?

“Versus…”

Another figure, also decked out in what looked like support gear, walked in from the other side, which definitely explained a lot.

“Covered head-to-toe in support gear, it’s Hatsume Mei of the support course!!”

Yup, classic Hatsume.

“Oh goodness,” Gami sighed. “Is she the reason he is wearing support gear without an application?”

Midoriya huffed, his signal for ‘probably’. With his gloves, Nezu had written him up for an application before the festival even started. It was really considerate of the principal, which had left Midoriya wondering what he had to do in return. But Nezu had insisted it was just the obvious choice, since he already was deathly attached to the indestructible gloves. Though, he just presumed this was all to butter him up for having to speak during the Sports Festival.

Iida, on the other hand, likely had no idea such an application even existed. So whatever Hatsume was planning, it was likely as sadistic as she could be on occasion.

Would it be wrong to admit he was excited to see this unfold?

It seemed despite Iida’s lack of an application he was permitted to continue with the match with his equipped items. And with a wave of Midnight’s whip, the match began.

“What incredible speed, Iida!!”

Wait… was that… Hatsume’s voice? Over the speakers? He doubted U.A. staff would really give her a microphone for this fight. Did she make one for herself? And if so, that didn’t explain how she found the right frequency to use in the first place.

Iida raced towards her, but she dodged with ease using one of her many inventions, tripping him in the process. He pivoted back around instantly, again using one of Hatsume’s inventions to do so. He raced towards her again, but to no avail, this time being caught in a motion sensor’s capture net. This game of tag continued, and for nearly ten whole minutes, their match became a play-by-play sales pitch.

“A born sales-woman…” Gami commented. “I like her.”

Midoriya turned to his friend slowly, hissing under his breath. “I mean, I like Hatsume too but… this has gotta be considered cruel and unusual somewhere…”

Finally, after what seemed like ages, Hatsume stepped out of the ring, having shown off all of her current inventions, leaving Iida to move on to the second round. The entire class, including Midoriya, sweatdropped watching their strict and honorbound class president shout at Hatsume for deceiving him, his voice so loud it carried into the stands even without a microphone.

“Iida’s just too serious,” Midoriya remarked as he set down his notebook on his lap. “It was way too easy to trick him into playing her game…”

“I do not know… I kind of admire that.”

He huffed, side eyeing his mentor. “Iida’s honor or Hatsume’s underhandedness?”

“Both, if I am being honest. They remind me of-”

Uraraka suddenly stood up, bumping past Midoriya in a hurry. “Sorry… but I better get to the prep room.”

He watched her leave, noticing the lack of her usual cheerfulness in the air. Looking back to her seat, he realized she’d left her drink behind, still practically full to the brim. He frowned. Was… was something wrong?

He shook it off, scooting a little closer to Gami, who’d floated himself lower to try and sit next to him, only managing to levitate right above the seat. Most of his classmates weren’t in the stands anymore, since they made up a majority of the 16 contestants in these one-on-ones. Because of that, Midoriya was allowed a little more freedom to “talk to himself”.

“You were saying?”

But Gami waved him off. “It is nothing. I do not remember anyway…”

Midoriya tried to watch the next couple matches. Ashido against Aoyama, which resulted in the male’s pitiful beatdown as he expected. He remembered being excited to see Tokoyami and Dark Shadow in a one-on-one scenario, but he couldn’t find that spark anymore, watching blankly as he and his partner easily bested Yaoyorozu without much of a fight. Kirishima and some Class-B student with an eerily similar quirk were duking it out of the field right now, but despite the intensity of their fistfight, he just didn’t have it in him to enjoy it anymore, his mind continuously traveling back to one bubbly girl.

“I’m really worried about Uraraka; she seemed so down compared to usual,” he muttered, fidgeting with his gloves. “I don’t know if I did something wrong or…”

“I would think it has something to do with her match against Bakugo next.”

Midoriya sputtered, catching himself before he riled up a stir from his classmates, “A-And when were you going to tell me this?!”

Gami shrugged, backing away slightly. “I presumed you already knew! It was on the screen with the rest of the matches after all!”

The teen stood up quickly, startling the remainder of his classmates still left in the stands currently, and stuffed his notebook into the elastic of his sweatpants before rushing back into the arena interior, his mentor close behind as always. “I wasn’t paying attention! Ugh! I must’ve seemed so insensitive!!”

“Eh…” Gami wiggled one hand side to side, struggling to keep up with his racing successor. “It could have been worse.”

“You’re not helping!!”

They skidded to a turn, nearly running straight into a wall, before arriving at the prep room. He didn’t even take a moment to catch his breath, bursting into the room without warning. “Uraraka!!”

Iida was already inside, but still, neither of them were expecting a third guest. Uraraka stumbled at the outburst, shooting up from her seat. “Midori? Shouldn’t you be watching the other matches?”

He waved his hands wildly in dismissal. “I saw another two; they were short anyway. It’s fine!”

Uraraka looked down at her hands. “So… I’m up soon?”

Iida turned to him now. “I can’t imagine Bakugo would give his explosive all against a female opponent.”

“No, he will.” Midoriya responded a lot less tactfully than it sounded in his head. He could hear Gami facepalm behind him. “I-I mean… everyone’s competing here with the dream of becoming number one. I doubt anyone would hold back, least of all Bakugo.”

He turned away for a moment, pulling out the notebook he’d hastily grabbed along with him.

“You’ve… you’ve helped me so much Uraraka. I don’t know how I could ever repay you.” He was so lucky to have her, to have everyone in his life the way he did. He’d never be able to thank them enough, not even in his infinite lifetime. “But I thought I’d at least try and return the favor.”

He held out his notebook. It was relatively new, one he’d picked up towards the beginning of the school year to take notes about all his classmates’ quirks. It had his signature titling on it too: Hero Analysis For The Future - No. 14.

“You need a counter-strategy for Bakugo, one that uses your quirk. I don’t have everything about his quirk in here, but I’ve definitely got some theoretical strategies for non-offensive quirks against him, and I can fill in the rest of the missing information by memory!”

He was going to take care of all the people who’d taken care of him. An everlasting hero. An eternal hero. He was never going to go away. He would always be there. For them, and for everyone.

He would make sure Uraraka never felt alone.

“Oh!” Iida exclaimed. “How fortunate for you, Uraraka!!”

But, she wasn’t as overjoyed as he’d thought she’d be, pressing her fingers together. “Thanks Midori, but…”

Her face was painted with a warm smile, soft and delicate. Something he’d never thought he’d see from such a cheery, overexcited girl.

“It’s okay.”

“H-Huh…?” He wasn’t expecting that, his head caught completely off guard and without a filter.

“You’re amazing, Midori. You do amazing things all the time.”

She hunched over the table, using her hands to prop herself up.

“During the cavalry battle, I thought the easiest strategy would be to team up with friends,” she admitted. “But when I think about it, I was actually just putting my faith in you.”

She curled her fingers into the table.

“That’s why Iida challenged you and all that.” Uraraka pushed away the chair for good this time, standing up straight now. “That left me feeling a little embarrassed about myself…”

Midoriya’s heartbeat echoed in his ears, bringing his notebook back down to his side. He… he had no idea this was what Uraraka was feeling all this time, and it left him feeling a little lost on how to help. Because he wanted to, but he didn’t know how.

“That’s why… thanks, but no thanks!”

She pushed past them a little roughly, heading for the prep room exit with her hands balled into fists.

“Everyone here is fighting for their futures, so doesn’t that make us all rivals?”

It was that rivalry feeling again. And maybe this time, Midoriya understood it more. Maybe it wasn’t as frivolous as he thought it was. Because at first, all he was seeing was that he wanted to help and it was being pushed away. Just like with Todoroki, with Iida during the cavalry battle, and now here. But maybe it wasn’t as cold and thoughtless as he thought it was. Maybe it was that he’d left such a big impact on them, that they wanted to prove themselves to him too. Maybe it was because of his desire to care and help them. Maybe he was giving himself too much credit.

Who knew, really?

But just before she left, she looked back at them, raising a hand to send a shaky thumbs up. Her lips curled into a nervous smile, but even that couldn’t hide the fire in her eyes.

“That’s why… I’ll see you guys in the finals!!”

She then started to slide open the door, but Midoriya couldn’t stop himself from reaching out to her. She’d done so much for him. She’d been his first friend here at U.A., she’d made him feel welcome, she’d always helped him feel more confident in himself.

He was lucky. He was really lucky. He always had been.

She stopped when he touched her shoulder, turning around in shock. Everyone was caught off guard really, including Midorya. He’d never been the type to initiate physical contact, and yet here he was, surprising himself.

“Like a wise man once told me…”

He smiled into a firm nod, hoping that was enough to tell her just how important she was to him.

“Do kick ass.”

Notes:

Oh man! I can’t tell you how excited I was sitting here writing this chapter! Gosh this arc is so dynamic! It’s leaving me with all these ideas for the future and I’ve just gotta tell myself that I have to get through this first! It’s a great feeling, really.

So I keep underestimating how much I tend to write per chapter, especially with this arc. I was expecting to be done with the Sports Festival by next chapter, but that’s not going to happen lol. If I’m lucky, I think Chapter 35 will be the one to wrap this up.

I struggled a bit writing the Shinsou fight. I really wasn’t sure whether or not I was going to have Midoriya get caught in his quirk. The Midoriya I’ve written is much more reserved and quiet compared to canon, so at first, I wasn’t going to have him fall for Shinsou’s bait; it just wouldn’t have made sense. But it felt wrong to cut Shinsou off like that. It felt like I was cutting off his character development by not giving him a chance to shine. And I didn’t want that, because Shinsou and Midoriya are so similar, and I want to play around with his character in the future. So I tweaked things and decided I would proceed fairly closely to canon, just changing up Shinsou’s dialogue so it would be more plausible as to why Midoriya would respond even when knowing vaguely how his quirk works. I hope it turned out okay!

I added in a fair bit of foreshadowing in this chapter. I tend to do that a lot, but not usually as much as here. See if you can pick it out. Argue amongst yourselves lol. Like I said before, I’ve got a lot of ideas for the future, and I’m really excited to get to them!

That’s pretty much it! As usual, powers listed below, and thanks for reading! Your support means the world!

Death’s Touch: Anything Midoriya touches starts to decay immediately, regardless of the amount of fingers touching. This ability works on both the living and the non living. At first, Midoriya couldn’t control this ability, as it activated immediately without his consent. However, now he is able to control the activation on humans and non living objects, being able to start and stop the decay at will. However, he had gained no progress with plant or animal life. Any damage done to living organisms with this power cannot be healed.

Death’s Scythe: Midoriya can summon a scythe to fight with at will. The scythe vaguely resembles a bird’s beak, and has a hole near the start of the blade. The scythe is the only item that can’t be destroyed by Death’s Touch. The Death’s Touch ability can be shared with the scythe at Midoriya’s will, however it can only decay what it cuts. The decay follows the same rules as Death’s Touch. He can also make the scythe disappear at will when he is finished with it or to free his hands.

Immortality: Midoriya is immortal and cannot die. However, he can still get hurt and scarred. The immortality ability doesn’t provide any regeneration, but any wounds that could be detrimental to his job, such as lost/broken limbs and organs, will be healed the next day.

Premonition: Midoriya can see flash images of people who may die before they are supposed to. Normally, he cannot interfere with death, as it’s his job, but he has the option of attempting to save anyone he views in a premonition. These premonitions are bare and don’t provide much information other than the person themselves and their demise, occasionally revealing the setting and attacker, if any. The premonitions can come true between an hour after viewing to 3 days later.

Soul Contact: When a person dies, their soul is immediately sent to Midoriya. He can see, touch, and hold these souls. When holding a soul, Midoriya can see the most important memories and decisions attached to that soul, and hence that person.

Soul Sorting: This ability allows Midoriya to decide which part of the afterlife a soul moves on to. The areas of the afterlife can only be summoned with intent and the swipe of a hand, with the areas themselves being represented by flames. The areas that he can choose from are Paradise, Purgatory, and the Underworld. Once Midoriya decides where the soul best fits, it is sent to the being of that respective area. If approved, the soul stays in that area forever, the exception being Purgatory. Souls in Purgatory can be moved again to either Paradise or the Underworld, however, this is not Midoriya’s decision. If rejected, the soul is sent back to him for reevaluation. All souls must be sorted within 24 hours of Midoriya receiving them, with rejected souls resetting their time limits once they get back to him. Failure to sort a soul within its time limit may result in serious unknown punishment.

Chapter 34: A Purpose Greater Than Yourself

Summary:

As things began getting serious, Midoriya's fears hit him all at once. There were so many things greater than himself, and he was terrified at failing all of them.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

“And now for the final fight of round one, please welcome our last two competitors!!”

Midoriya sat stiffly next to Iida, unable to shake his own nervousness at the worries of the rest of his classmates behind him. And at face value, who wouldn’t be nervous? He didn’t need his prior trauma with Bakugo to be afraid of him; he already had his violent tendencies and explosive personality going for him. Against such a sweet girl like Uraraka, it was only natural to expect a beatdown.

“On her way to float to the top, it’s Uraraka Ochako from the hero course!!”

He could hear Jirou and Asui groan from behind him about not wanting to watch. And that… kind of stirred something in him.

Gami settled himself into the seat beside him as far as his transparent body would let him.

“Practically a celebrity since his middle school days, yet his attitude clearly hasn’t changed a bit, it’s Bakugo Katsuki from the hero course!!”

Uraraka was his friend, but more than that, she was a capable hero in training. She’d proven time after time that she could hold her own. She held such strong morals to be the best for the people she cared about. She was kind and she was honest. She had so much faith in him since the start, even when he arguably didn’t deserve it.

He guessed it was normal to be nervous, but she deserved every shred of confidence he had. Not because he was trying to return the favor, but because that was the kind of strength she displayed. He respected her for her motivations, admired her for her compassion, and was confident in her for her entirety.

“You got this, Uraraka…” he mumbled to himself.

“Paradise knows, she has the entire class rooting for her.”

“I just hope she remembers that.”

Iida tapped him on the shoulder, causing him to shoot his glance to the side totally unsuspiciously. “Enlighten me, what sort of counter strategy could Uraraka use to successfully beat Bakugo?”

Midoriya then looked down, gripping his notebook tightly within his hands.

“Well, it’s no secret that Bakugo excels in close range combat, and his quirk makes him especially mobile in midair.” But he held up a hand before Iida could interrupt him. “But if she can get him floating, she’ll gain a massive advantage. It’s quite possible that’s all she needs to do to win.”

Iida hummed. “I didn’t consider-”

“START!!”

And that was more than enough to shut everyone up, tense and eager to see the match before them unfold.

Uraraka started by racing towards Bakugo, keeping one of her hands open and low. A rush of pride swelled within Midoriya. She knew! She figured out her biggest advantage to use against Bakugo was to threaten his close combat fighting style with her quirk! He pushed excitedly to the edge of his seat, his heart beating a mile a minute.

Bakugo didn’t seem to want to dodge her charge, so that only left one thing: his signature right hook.

An explosion rang about the arena, kicking up waves of dust that bubbled into thick clouds. He couldn’t see anything in the smoke, his eyes scanning rapidly to try and decipher the situation. Suddenly, Bakugo’s still form revealed itself, standing unwaveringly in the center. He seemed calm, not too concerned with Uraraka’s wearabouts, and it didn’t seem he needed to be as Midoriya could make out another uniform emerge from the cloud.

The blond slammed down violently to try and pin her, but he merely was met with a loose jacket instead.

Now from the clearing dust, Midoriya could see Uraraka pounce from behind, wearing just a tank top instead of her full uniform. His eyes widened from both shock and awe. She remembered his right hook from the battle training exercise! She remembered and baited him out to rush him from behind!

But despite her magnificent plan, Bakugo’s reaction time proved to be too much, turning around just in time to blast her away. Everyone watched and winced as she tumbled to a stop a few feet further from him. He could hear his classmates start to mumble in disappointment, but he pushed their doubts away. He could feel his veins pulse and buzz with adrenaline he didn’t know he could feel outside of a fight.

She could do this!

Uraraka wasted no time, rushing to all fours and charging again. But Bakugo was again just too fast, sweeping her away with another blast, more dust kicked into the air. Uraraka got up, though not as fast as before, and lowered herself. She continued to run at him relentlessly, but every time Bakugo simply blew her away. And every time she skidded to a stop, his heart panged stingingly. Dark scorch marks covered the ground, with chunks of the arena straight up gone. Smoke and dust remained in the air, swirling around like an ever constant smokescreen, but it just wasn’t enough to match Bakugo’s insane reaction time.

His heart cracked with doubt, trying to pierce at his determination for her, but he hardened his resolve. He had faith in her, just as she had in him before! Her actions earlier, using her jacket to bait out Bakugo, already showed that she could think strategically on the fly. She had to have a plan, even if it just seemed like she was trying the same thing over and over again hoping to get lucky.

Suddenly, there was some loud yelling from the other side of the arena, though not coming from the battlefield.

“Why are they… booing?”

Sure enough, a group of heroes had begun yelling angrily from the stands, convinced that Bakugo should just throw her out of the ring already. And something ugly bloomed in his heart. How dare they. How dare they disregard Uraraka as a competitor by trying to get her match ended early. She was worthy of a fight, a fight by the rules. And unless she was out of bounds, immobilized, or surrendered, she wasn’t out. And as far as he could see, she was just back on her feet.

He curled his fingers together, trying to suppress the aching buzz now at his fingertips.

“Is the one who said he was toying with her a pro? If that’s what you’re taking away from this, you can leave. No point in watching. Go home and start job hunting.”

He looked up at the announcers’ booth. That was Aizawa over the speakers. Gami looked up too.

“She’s come this far, and he knows her strength. His caution shows that he recognizes her as a worthy opponent, which leaves no room for carelessness or holding back.”

“Izuku, look up!!”

He turned towards his mentor, whose head was beamed up towards the sky. So he looked up too, his mouth growing agape at what met his eyes.

Tens, if not hundreds of rocks floated high about the arena. It had to be more than five times her own body weight. He hadn’t even noticed it, he wouldn’t have even noticed it if Gami hadn’t pointed it out. And suddenly the missing chunks of the arena made sense. Suddenly Uraraka’s low stance made sense. Suddenly her unyielding charges made sense. And if he didn’t realize it until now from his eagle eye point of view in the stands, then there was no way Bakugo could’ve put the pieces together from his spot within the suffocating smoke.

Midoriya watched her hands come together, and he nearly shouted out in delight, nearly jumping from his seat.

All the debris she’d collected in getting Bakugo to wreck the arena rained down from the sky all at once, barreling towards them both in an instant. Not skipping a beat, Uraraka rushed forward once more, using the opportunity to try and close the gap one final time.

She leapt towards him, reaching out her hand right to his chest…

But was blown away by the absolutely massive explosion that he released towards the sky.

Everything was engulfed in a sea of fire, the heat and smoke almost unbearable even from the stands. Midoriya was blown into his seat, forced to shut his eyes to protect them from the piercing dust.

When he came back to, all that rained from the sky were shards of what once was, trickling down pitifully compared to their former glory. Uraraka lay collapsed against the ground, Bakugo standing over, his hands clearly stiffened from the massive exertion of power.

“No…”

His fists shook, but not in disappointment. He could never be disappointed in her.

She was amazing.

Then, against all odds, she picked herself back up, rising to her feet, wiping the sweat and dust from her face. His heart nearly exploded as she rushed back towards him, this time Bakugo racing to meet her in the middle.

But as she took another step, her body gave out on her, leaving her helpless to the ultimate collapse.

“Her weight capacity…” She’d gone over it with all that debris she’d floated up. And after the relentless beating she’d taken both before and after, her body couldn’t keep up.

Uraraka trembled against the ground. He could see her clawing into the dirt, desperately trying to pick herself back up. She swatted off Midnight, who’d squatted next to her to examine her condition.

“Uraraka… is unable to continue. Bakugo moves on to the second round.”

She was wheeled off by Recovery Girl’s medical robots, and that’s when he couldn’t take it any longer, jumping from his seat and racing out of the stands and into the interior like before.

“Izuku! Izuku, wait!”

But he didn’t listen, so Gami took some more proactive measures.

Midoriya nearly choked as his feet slipped out from under him, being pulled back by his waist. He was yanked into his mentor’s chest, halting his movement completely.

“Stop! I need to go see her!”

But the ghost held tight as he struggled. “Calm yourself! What will you say to her like this?!”

“That she…” His adrenaline died down as he went limp in Gami’s arms. “That she was absolutely amazing, and that I couldn’t have been more impressed than I was.”

Gami’s heart softened and he set him down instantly. “I apologize, I… I thought you were going to do something much more reckless and unthinking.”

“No… I think you were right.” He looked down at his shaking hands, now starting to settle down as the rush faded away. What was happening to him? “I wasn’t thinking…”

His mentor, sensing the incoming distress, placed his hand on his back to goad him. “Come, let us hurry before your match starts.”

They started walking now, but now Midoriya’s head was all over the place. He felt so out of control as of today, like he was suddenly out of touch with everything he once knew so firmly. He hadn’t even thought about his second match, against Todoroki. What… what was he going to do? Should he fight to win? Should he fight to help? Could he do both? Was it possible to do either?

He balled up his hands, never having felt so lost in his life.

“I’m not sur-”

“What are you doing here, Deku?!”

He jumped out of his skin, looking to the side, where Bakugo stood, just having come out from the arena. His face ran pale, his heart threatening to stop functioning right then and there. What the hell was his shitty luck today? Was the universe just out to get him or something?

Gami snarled like a feral animal, swirling around protectively.

“Uh, Bakugo… I was just… going to see Uraraka,” he finally stuttered out, pointing down his path, already attempting to slink away as his voice grew dimmer. “Congrats on your win…”

He scurried off, trying to get away like the rat he was. There was already too much; he didn't need this on top of that.

“You suggested that, didn’t you?”

He stopped in his tracks.

“That fucking self-sacrificing scheme of hers.”

He looked off to the side. Gami was practically begging him to walk away, to just leave him before something happened that he couldn’t help him against. Something like his middle school days. Something like those awful memories that just never seemed to go away.

“You caused me a lot of trouble there-”

“I didn’t.”

He spun around, for once facing Bakugo head on somewhere off the battlefield. He didn’t know where it came from, certainly not his own courage. It was so foreign, so much greater than himself, and yet it felt so right.

Is this what it felt like to protect someone even when his very instincts screamed at him to run and hide?

“All of it… Uraraka came up with everything, just to beat you. So if it really was a lot of trouble for you…”

Because he could really get used to this. Or maybe he was just enjoying the frustrated look being on Bakugo’s face for once.

“Then that was Uraraka messing with you.”

 


 

Ok so he totally didn’t race out of there after saying that, obviously not, but regardless it helped him pick up the pace. Upon getting to Recovery Girl’s office though and finding Uraraka absent, he was severely disappointed in himself for not making it in time. Gami had to practically drag him to the prep room by hand, considering how depressingly he dragged his feet.

So imagine his surprise when he opened the door and found exactly who he was looking for.

“Uraraka!!” He shouted in surprise.

She beamed at him like he was so used to, and everything almost felt normal in that one second. “Guess I lost.”

He stumbled inside dumbly, losing his entire train of thought in an instant. “Are… are you hurt?”

“Nah, I’m getting healed bit by bit so my stamina doesn’t drain completely.” She waved him off, pointing to her bandaged cheek. “All that’s left are scrapes and bruises.”

She suddenly stood up, scraping the chair against the floor in a horrid screech.

“But darn it! Bakugo’s just too strong!! I couldn’t put a scratch on him!!” She seethed, shaking her fist with clenched teeth. “Guess I just gotta try harder next time!!”

He held out his hand gently. “Hey wai-”

“I mean-” she held her hand to her chest in thought- “you’re always looking ahead to the next challenge, Midori. I lost, but I don’t want to lose again!”

He opened his mouth to try and get the words out, but was once more crudely interrupted.

“The second round of the tournament will be starting shortly!! Get your concessions while you still can!!”

No… not yet. He didn’t get to say…

“Ack!” Uraraka frowned. “Sorry for wasting your prep time. Good luck! I’ll be rooting for you!!”

Midoriya’s head was too full. Too many things. Too many priorities. He couldn’t keep track of it all; things were slipping through cracks he didn’t know were there. And as he scrambled to pick things up before they fell, he dropped twice as much.

“I was looking for you actually…”

He hesitated by the door, resting his hand on the knob, but nothing more. Deep breaths, come on. He couldn’t get tripped up now; it wasn’t about him anymore. There were things greater than himself, things more important than his silly problems.

He finally had people to support. He couldn’t screw up now.

“I just wanted to tell you… that you were freaking amazing out there.” He turned to her shocked expression, remembering how just before, it was this stern look of determination in the face of sheer adversity. “I was really, really impressed.”

The fight replayed in his head on loop; he couldn’t stop thinking about it. The way she started without hesitation even though she had been nervous before. The way she fought with everything she had despite the overwhelming odds. The way she was blown back constantly, over and over again. The way she just kept getting back up, over and over again.

“You’re exactly the kind of hero I want to be…”

He smiled and then left, sliding the door closed behind him without even a warning.

She was really amazing. He had a lot to do to catch up.

He shuffled down hallway after hallway mindlessly, not really thinning about where he was going. Because every time he did, this sickening feeling rose up from his stomach. Why? He was fine just before, even if it was for a moment. He’d been pulling through event after event with no issue. So why now? Why at all?

He could feel himself slipping away, back into the comforts of autopilot, where it was so much easier just not to think. He tried to push it back, because that’s what he was supposed to do, right? But he didn’t even know what he wanted anymore, and everything felt like too much and yet not enough.

“Is… something wrong?”

Gami floated in front of him, looking him in the eye. They weren’t moving anymore. They had to keep moving. There were things that needed to be done, things so much greater than himself. He had no time to feel bad; it was selfish. How could he stand here so pathetically where there were people who needed him, practically calling out for him? What was he doing?

He could hear his head screaming at his heart, and still, all he wanted to do was cry.

The ghost watched the boy threaten to crumble in front of him, so he scooped up the pieces before he could fall apart completely.

“I’m just… I feel so overwhelmed.” His voice wavered as he tried to hold in the wetness coming up from his throat. “The people I care about are struggling and this is my chance to help them and I don’t know what to do! I’m just running into situations blindly and hoping that I can fix things but I don’t know what I’m doing! And if I keep going like this, I’m going to screw up and make everything worse!”

He balled his hands up at his eyes, trying to stop the tears, trying to hide his pathetic self from the world. What a pitiful child he was, about to collapse into the mess he was right in the midst of more important things, of greater things. If anyone saw him like this…

He hiccuped at the thought, grinding his teeth to stop the sound from escaping. God he was pathetic. Absolutely fucking pathetic. How could he ever help anyone, much less the people who needed it?

After all, that was all he wanted to do.

Gami could only hold his successor close as the tears threatened to spill. What the hell was he supposed to do then, because just winging it had been practically all he’d been doing since the start? Was he just setting himself up to fail then by Midoriya’s standards? He thought he’d been doing ok… but maybe he could be doing better?

He didn’t want to tell Midoriya not to cry, because that wasn’t healthy, but at the same time, he was due out on the field in less than 10 minutes. So instead he dabbed away at the building tears before they could stain his cheeks.

“You keep holding yourself to such a high standard, it is unhealthy.”

Gami found himself lost often, more often than he would ever want to admit. He didn’t know how to be a mentor, a parent. There wasn’t a guidebook for these kinds of things, and it wasn’t like he could go to anyone for help. He… he really didn’t have much of a choice outside of doing things blind. It was that or nothing at all.

“I know that you care about the people close to you, even the people that I may not think deserve you. Despite everything the world has put you through, you are still so kind… I admire that.”

But, was being blind really that bad when it came from his heart?

He jabbed lightly at the teen’s chest, touching the spot right over his heart.

“But you continue to forget that you are just a child. No one is expecting you to solve the world’s problems, not even as an adult.”

“But it’s not that hard! It shouldn’t be!” He pushed away the bony finger in frustration. “I’m not trying to fix the world, I’m trying to help my friends!”

“But your friends are your world, are they not?”

He stopped, wrapping his arms around himself to try and hold his shaking self together. Gami held him closer, swaddling him in his cloak like he used to do when he was younger.

“I just want everyone to be okay…”

“I know, but you have to be okay first.”

He held Midoriya’s face in both his bony hands, before ruffling his hair lovingly. And upon seeing his eyes clear up, Gami knew that this was what he was meant to do. Midoriya was his everything, his world; Gami didn’t have anyone else. If he could do anything with his afterlife, he would dedicate it to the boy in front of him. He would never leave his side; he would be his guidance, his support, anything that he could possibly need.

It was the least he could do for the one person he truly cared about.

He beckoned him forward with a gentle tug of his hand. “Come. Let us walk and talk.”

The teen wiped one last time at his eyes, stumbling behind the ghost like a lost puppy.

“So I presume it is your next match that brought this up?”

Midoriya nodded, still not having the energy to be audible.

Gami thought for a moment. “Now, I do understand you wish to help him, especially since he came to you the way he did. But you do realize that he may not be in that semi-reasonable state when you come to face him now.”

“This uncontrollable urge of violence arises, directing me to hurt you, to make you suffer. Even now, I feel nothing but contempt for you.”

He dug his fingers into his palms, but his gloves prevented his nails from really digging in.

“You have to understand my concern that he will not think rationally, and if you are reluctant to fight him, you are inviting him to hurt you.”

“I just-”

Midoriya turned the corner, only to come face to face with arguably the last person he needed to see now.

“E-Endeavor?” He stumbled back.

The flame hero turned to him, his impressive statute looming over him in the most intimidating way possible. The heat that came off his flames was suffocating, the air nearly becoming too thick to breathe.

“There you are.”

The scar across his chest burned like its birth, swelling him with a scale of fear he hadn’t felt since his childhood. His heart jumped from his chest, climbing up his throat and threatening to leak from his lips.

“Y-You were looking for me?” He squeaked, stepping back.

Breathe. Come on. In and out. Steady. He wasn’t back there. He was here, at U.A., standing in a hallway, with Endeavor… which wasn’t good but it wasn’t his father.

It wasn’t his father.

That man was long gone, and he was tired of letting the past fuck with his present.

“I saw what you did out there. You have an amazing quirk.” The number two hero stepped forward, completely invading his personal space with a finger to his face. “Creating such force by manipulating air pressure… very similar to All Might if I might add.”

Fuck, this man had already figured out how his blasts work by seeing them once in action? The Todoroki family was way too observative and intelligent for their own good, and his goddamn sanity.

Of course, he wouldn’t be a Todoroki without some unnatural obsession with All Might. Midoriya felt bad for the number one hero; he couldn’t put up with this shit on a daily basis if it meant the difference between life and death.

“I… I have to get going…” He tried to push past. Whatever he wanted, it obviously wasn’t going to be any good for him. He had more important things to focus on, greater things.

As he turned his back to him, Gami kept a close eye, tired of unwanted people butting into his important conversations.

“My boy, Shouto, has a duty to surpass All Might.”

He stopped. His whole body stopped. His heart stopped. His lungs stopped. His brain stopped. Everything just shut down.

He’d nearly made it out of the hallway too.

“Your match against him will prove to be a good test reference to that progress.”

That ugly feeling he had tasted before during Uraraka’s match came back in full force. He nearly found himself shaking at the anger that brimmed beneath his skin. How dare he. How dare he treat his own son like such a tool. God they were just kids, they were just fucking kids. What did they ever do to deserve the absence of love? What did they ever do to deserve the full cruelty of the unforgiving world?

It wasn’t fair, and the thought was equally frustrating as it was depressing.

“So put up a good fight against him.”

He knew that Gami didn’t want him to help Todoroki right now, not when they knew nothing about what was wrong. Not when he was barred from helping with his fights. Not when he’d be leaving himself vulnerable to something they didn’t understand yet. And he understood.

Gami was scared.

Gami was afraid because he cared about him. Gami didn’t want to see him throw himself into this because he didn’t want him to get hurt. It made sense; he understood. Shit, he was scared too, but that was exactly why he had to.

Midoriya was afraid because he cared about Todoroki. Just as Gami didn’t want him to suffer, he couldn’t stand seeing Todoroki suffer either.

“I don’t understand! I feel like I’m losing control of myself, and it scares me beyond belief!”

He couldn’t stand seeing him that way.

“That’s all I have to say. Sorry for my bluntness.”

Because he cared, because he was afraid, that’s why he had to do this now. Because if it was different, if it was Midoriya who needed rescuing, he was certain Gami would never fail to appear.

He could feel the heat recede. Endeavor must have been starting to walk off then. It was too bad really; he’d nearly made it out of the hallway too.

“I’m… not All Might.”

He could hear the hero stop. “Well of course you’re not-

“And the same goes for Shouto.”

He looked over his shoulder, right into the eyes of the number two hero who turned around to look as well, into the eyes of fear. He looked hard and firm, and made sure that even if he was scared, that it didn’t show.

It was funny really, standing here, telling off the number two hero. It was almost as if history was repeating itself. He was sure All Might would get a good laugh out of this.

Maybe one day, he would too.

“He may be your son, but he certainly isn’t you.”

Endeavor narrowed his eyes, his flames surging slightly. But the scar on Midoriya’s chest remained dormant. He may have been afraid, but he was afraid of failing Todoroki, not of the scumbag in front of him.

And then he walked off, the number two hero never uttering a word. He walked off with determination in his heart and fire in his eyes. He rounded a corner, and once he was sure he couldn’t feel the residual heat off Endeavor’s hellflames, he turned to Gami with fierce resolve.

“I’m going to save him.”

And when the ghost didn’t argue back, he knew that he understood. “I cannot convince you otherwise, can I?”

Midoriya bundled a hand into his gym uniform top. “I know I can’t help everyone, as much as it hurts to admit, but if I can help anyone, I’m going to help him.”

“I don’t even know why I’m telling you this. Maybe… as I said it aloud, I hoped it would then make sense to me, but now I feel I’ve lost myself completely.”

“I promised him.”

Gami looked off to the side for a moment, before returning back to him with a playful rustle of his hair. “You are too good for this world. Just as you feel you are lucky to have the people in your life, they are lucky to have you.”

Midoriya teasingly shoved his mentor’s hand out of his hair, though not without a laugh.

“Just… just be sure to return to me in one piece.” He poked him gently in the chest again. “Just as you cannot stand to see him in pain, neither can I towards you.”

The teen looked up into that dark hood, and while he couldn’t see his face, he could still feel the honesty that came from his expression.

“I promise.”

 


 

“And now for our first match of the second round!”

Midoriya stood on the arena battlefield, staring into a set of cold eyes he was starting to find familiar. But he wouldn’t let that happen, not on his life.

“You ready?” He whispered, but he knew the other heard even over the roar of the crowd.

Todoroki didn’t respond, continuing to pierce into him with that look of pure hate.

So that’s how this was going to go then? Midoriya slipped off both his gloves, stuffing them into his pockets. If that’s how this was going to go, well, he promised someone he’d come back intact. And he intended to keep it.

“Midoriya versus Todoroki!!”

He took in a deep breath. He still wasn’t sure what exactly he was going to do, but he knew what he had to do. He was going to shake that hate right out of his eyes.

“START!!”

Todoroki didn’t even give him a second, sending a wave of piercing ice right at him, with no intention of holding back.

But Midoriya knew the ice was coming. That’s how Todoroki always started off his matches. So he was ready to see it coming for him, moving straight to stab right through him.

He was ready.

He summoned his scythe in one quick swing, filling it with DT near instantly as his body responded to the adrenaline.

He was ready to help!

He cut right through the air in front of him and watched everything around him explode, shards of ice tumbling past him as he dug his heels into the ground to prevent the blowback. The pressure sent blasts of chilled air into the stands, thick strands of fog forming from the temperature difference. Still, he could see Todoroki clearly, having created a barrier of ice to stop himself from flying out of the ring.

“Woah!! Midoriya smashed right through!!”

He held his weapon tightly, ignoring the murmurs that trickled down from the stands. All he was focused on was Todoroki and his pure apathy as he sent another charge of ice barreling.

And again, he took another heave with his blade, sending an even bigger shockwave through the arena.

“He smashed it again!!”

He panted under his breath. His arms really weren’t used to lugging around his scythe, especially for more than one fully charged swing. And as well as he knew Todoroki, he didn’t know much about his fighting style since all of his matches ended near instantly. So he had to learn now, and in order to do that, he needed to stall this fight out as long as possible. And burning himself out on strength now was not going to help.

However he was going to release Todoroki of that hate, he needed time to do it.

He slammed a bare hand down onto the dirt, letting his weapon disappear as instead he focused a rush of DT into the ground. The earth broke apart and cracked into pieces, threatening to swallow the arena whole. Midoriya figured now Todoroki would be a little more hesitant to attack so blatantly at his raw display of power, but he underestimated his overdependence on his ice as well as the hate that ran through him. With a twist of his foot, another wave of ice rushed to meet him, also sealing over the cracks that gave him the advantage in the first place. He had no time to try and blast it with his scythe, so he outstretched a hand instead, trying to push forth more of the buzzing from his veins. His fingertips met ice and began to freeze over as the ice continued, but its progress was halted immediately, and then reversed as it decayed away.

His hand stung from the cold and the numerous cuts that the sharp shards of ice had given him in retaliation, causing him to stagger back. But Todoroki gave him no breathing room, relentlessly casting another spike of ice.

“Trying to stretch the match out?” Those were the first words he’d said to him since they’d come out here. “I’ll end you.”

Midoriya's heart chilled, but unless he wanted to be frozen over completely, he couldn’t hesitate. He reached out to touch the ice again, fighting its newfound strength as Todoroki poured more power into it. Frost covered his hand and creeped up his arm, nearly reaching his elbow. And that’s when his heart stopped. Todoroki wasn’t trying to immobilize him, he was trying to encase his whole body in an ice prison.

And by the look in his eye, he wasn’t going to have his head spared like Sero did.

His survival instincts exploded. Was he really trying to kill him?! The Todoroki he knew would never do this, not even just to him, but to any student in a tournament spar.

DT flooded to his encased hand in response, and suddenly the ice exploded from the inside, decay spreading outwards like the plague.

Midoriya gripped his hand as he was sent stumbling back. His entire arm trembled from the frost, some still stuck within his skin like an infection. His hand especially shook violently, covered in streaks of red that traveled up past his wrist. He… he didn’t decay that normally. He’d accidentally exploded it instead, out of nothing but desperation. He watched his fingers seize and thrash, pain shooting through his nerves and up to his brain.

He had to bite down into his cheek to keep the scream from coming out.

Todoroki rushed forward in the wake of the destruction, once more releasing a barrage of ice as he stepped. But Midoriya couldn’t use his scythe to blast it away, not with just one hand. And he needed to save his other one, because having two near useless hands would certainly spell his doom. So he grit his teeth and held out his shaking hand, staining the crystalline ice red as it managed to cut into his skin before he could fully disintegrate it.

But as the ice shattered, he wasn’t prepared for Todoroki to come flying over it, riding a piece of the broken ice to gain its momentum.

“Shouto, please!” He cried now that they were close enough that no one else would hear. “I know this isn’t you!”

But when he met the dark, dead look in his eye, he realized he had no intention of stopping.

He tumbled back as Todoroki slammed his hand down into the spot he was once standing, large and deadly spikes of ice growing instantly. His blood ran cold, and not just from the frost chunks in his arm. If he would’ve been even a second slower, well… he wouldn’t have been dead, but only because it wasn’t physically possible to kill him.

He glanced back over to try and gauge his next move when Todoroki snapped to look at him. The expression on his face, of unyielding anger, of hatred, of uncontrollable violence, there was no room for argument: something was seriously wrong.

Todoroki launched an aggressive wave of ice, and because he was much closer than before, Midoriya didn’t have enough time to react. He tried to jump away, but the ice followed him up into the air, snagging his foot and slowly creeping up his leg. Stray spikes and shards cut into him as he tried to yank his foot free, but it was no use.

Seeing that his prey had finally been caught, Todoroki leapt towards him, his right hand frosted over and aiming right for his neck.

His undamaged hand shot out to protect him instinctively, DT rushing to his aid, but he realized his mistake instantly. He wasn’t going to touch Todoroki, he wasn’t going to kill him! He needed to get away, he was too close! His mind was flooded with fear and desperation and his veins with adrenaline and power, and with no other options, he repeated the one plea that had saved him thus far.

PLEASE!!

A massive blast exploded from his hand, sending bursts of wind pressure in every direction. Hats flew away, hair whirlwinded into a frenzy, people were even knocked off their feet. Midoriya was ripped from the ice instantly, sent skidding back but still standing. Todoroki however, tumbled to a stop, having to use his ice to break his momentum.

A wave of excruciating pain rushed through his hand. He looked down at them now; they were both shaking uncontrollably, covered in small cuts that added together, painting his arms red. Frost stuck to his skin and pulled painfully every time he moved his elbow. And now, a new, heavier layer of frost settled from his foot all the way up to his knee, preventing him from comfortably putting weight onto it. He was beat up; a glorified punching bag at this point. Tears welled in his eyes; he could brute force his way through anything if he really put his mind to it, but this? His hands were practically being ripped from his body, nerve by nerve. Hell, he’d probably feel relief if he decided to cut them both off right now.

And yet, despite the obvious agony he was in, Todoroki seemed to be… enjoying it.

“Trying to get me to stay back?” He asked emotionlessly, uncaring to the fact that he was practically dead on his feet. “Are you afraid?”

Fuck, he was terrified.

Midoriya nearly slumped over, stumbling to keep his balance without full control of most of his limbs. He allowed his arms to hang limply at his sides, beads of blood running down his spazzing fingers and onto the dirt. He panted heavily, trying to catch his breath as the adrenaline began slowing down.

“Only defending and dodging? Pathetic, really.” Todoroki mocked him from afar.

He struggled to lift himself to meet his gaze, but when he did, he noticed something he hadn’t before.

Todoroki was shivering.

Now that he was looking for it, he could see the ice building up on his right side. He could see the way his steps were slower, muddier, than before. Todoroki’s left side could easily fix that, helping him regulate his body temperature, but even in this unnatural state, he still held onto that hate for his father.

“I guess I should thank you for going down so pitifully to my ice,” Todoroki shrugged apathetically, eyes shifting to the side. “Because of that…”

He turned his own head to follow his gaze, locking onto the disapproving stare of Endeavor, who stood harshly at the stand’s edge.

“He doesn’t look too happy.”

That… that was it.

He didn’t know how to help Todoroki before, because he was focusing on the hate he was feeling towards him. Neither of them understood it, simply acknowledging its existence as unnatural and oppressive, and that unknown scared him so much that he let it consume the entirety of his focus. He couldn’t do anything about that hate now because he had nothing to appeal to. Todoroki’s rationality was gone, he didn’t care if he was beat up or broken or too injured to move, that was all he wanted in fact, to see him suffer. He couldn't free his friend from this uncontrollable violence by using himself as a sob story. And without something else to appeal to, there was no way he could get through to him.

Except, there was something else.

“I despise my father’s fire. I hate everything it… he stands for.”

He couldn’t heal this unnatural hate towards him, because he didn’t understand the reason behind it; there was none.

But he understood why Todoroki hated his left side…

“With both your hands in the state that they are, you can’t fight anymore,” Todoroki scoffed. “Let me end you.”

And because he understood, he could reason.

The sweat that ran down Midoriya’s face chilled instantly at the blockade of ice that shot towards him. He grit his teeth, tasting the iron bleeding from the inside of his mouth.

And if he could reason, there was a chance he could get through to him. There was a chance he could break the hate by breaking his philosophies completely, just like Kiyori had done for him.

“Who says I’m done?!”

Midoriya raised up an injured hand, and without even a second thought, let out a massive explosion that shattered the impending wave of spikes. But this time, he didn’t feel fear, he didn’t feel desperation, just the pure and unwavering determination to save his friend.

He couldn’t even grip his hands anymore, both in too much pain to console the other. He couldn’t even keep them still, losing any control he had left over the nerves in his forearms. The adrenaline was fading, leaving him to brunt the full extent of what he’d put himself through.

Todoroki again prevented himself from flying out of bounds with a wall of ice. “Why are you going this far?”

Sure, he was running on fumes, dying embers that he could barely cultivate anymore. But he refused to give up, he refused to give in to the pain and the agony of existing right now.

“You’re shivering… Shouto.”

Because this was greater than himself.

“Quirks are still just physical abilities.” His voice was wet with sweat and blood. “You must have a limit to how much of that cold you can bear…”

His existence would always be greater than himself.

He lifted a hand to point at him, though it couldn’t be called much of a point when he couldn’t curl his fingers.

“But you could always use your left side to thaw yourself out, right?”

He knew he couldn’t he couldn’t help everyone. He knew he couldn’t save everyone. But someone like him, some existence like his, it demanded him to use it to help as many people as he could. Because he was gifted with abilities that could protect him, he would use them to protect others.

“What right do you have to call me pathetic when you've only been using half your power and it's not enough!”

Todoroki heaved out a puff of fog, grinding his teeth as his eyes darkened. But this time, it wasn’t with mindless hate. It was with fueled anger, anger he could recognize.

“‘Half my power’? Did my bastard of a father pay you off or something?!”

A dangerous amount of ice collected in his right hand before he suddenly dashed at him.

“You’re pissing me off!!”

Midoriya couldn’t deal with him at close range. There was no way he could use his scythe offensively with his hands in the condition they were in, and he couldn’t use DT against Todoroki by hand regardless of their condition. Explosions by hand were too risky to be actively using against a person without knowing how to regulate them. What could be done? What could he do?

He looked at his shaking hands, and with a little more effort and a lot of biting down, he could curl one into a fist.

Time to do this the old fashioned way then.

He dashed forward too, running right at Todoroki. He held himself low to the ground, just like he saw Uraraka do against Bakugo. His positioning forced Todoroki to maneuver his right hand out of the way since he couldn’t get a clear shot at a kill point, and the second he did, Midoriya forced his hand into a sudden fist and socked him right in the stomach.

He couldn’t stop the scream that exploded from his lips along with the spats of blood from him trying to contain it as absolute agony shot up his arm and straight to his brain. His nerves were fried beyond repair, to the point where the pain was starting to mellow out. He couldn't feel much of anything anymore. Not even the chunk of his arm that Todoroki managed to touch and freeze over.

Todoroki skidded to a stop just a little ways away, picking himself up with a laugh, a sickening, emotionless laugh. “So now you’re on the offensive?”

He fired off another wave of ice, but despite his pain and lag, Midoriya was easily able to dodge it, not having to move much at all.

“It’s not just you that’s slowing down…” he reprimanded. “Your ice is getting weaker.”

“Shut up!!” He stomped down with his right foot, a burst of ice exploding out that was too wide to dodge.

He raised out an arm, crying out as his skin ripped from the ice that partially encased it, and didn’t even have to think to release an explosion of his own. He didn’t even feel the pain anymore, numbness traveling up through his body as naturally as blood and adrenaline.

The blast was much weaker than before; it wasn’t just Todoroki getting worn out.

Todoroki was sent tumbling away again. “Why are you going this far?!”

But Midoriya didn’t waste any time dashing towards him again. “I figured out who I want to be!”

He thought about Uraraka.

“We’re getting it back, Midori!! No doubt!!”

He thought about Iida.

“So I too challenge you!”

He thought about Asui.

“I-I’m sorry… I’m sorry that I left you.”

He thought about Aizawa.

“Don’t… do anything rash.”

“I want to be a hero who never gives up, regardless of how impossible the obstacle in front of me seems!! I want people to see me and know that I’ll be there until everything’s okay again!!”

He missed how Todoroki winced at his declaration.

“That’s why I refuse to give up!” He didn’t think he could get either hand into a fist anymore, he didn’t think he could move either of them. So he bounced off the balls of his feet, headbutting Todoroki instead.

Midoriya stumbled, but managed to stay upright. He didn’t think he could get back up if he fell over; he didn’t think his hands had the strength to lift him.

“Your experiences, despite how similar we are… I’ll never be able to understand them fully.”

He steadied himself as Todoroki recovered, watching him struggle to stand.

“But by dictating the rest of your life to one half of yourself, you’re not denying him anything!! You’re giving him complete control over you!!”

“Shut up…”

His right side was nearly covered in frost; even from a distance, Midoriya could see him shaking almost as much as he himself was. He’d have to give it to him, Todoroki was crazily resilient, dare he say to the same level he himself was. But just as he saw resilience, he could see stubbornness as Todoroki refused to let go of that hate.

“I-I’ll show my father I don’t need his quirk-”

“It’s your power, isn’t it?!” Midoriya screamed, blood seeping from his teeth and his words. “You decide who you want to become!!”

And in that one second, he stared hard into Todoroki’s eyes. And that one second was all it took to break the hate, to smash it into a million pieces.

That one second was all it took to light up the arena in a blaze of fire.

And as the inferno swirled before him, as the flames licked his weeping skin and broken body, as the heat forced its way into his face and down his throat, as the smoke suffocated the very air around him, he found himself oddly at peace.

As the world burned around him, he could no longer feel the fear of fire in his heart. All he could do as he watched the flames pour off Todoroki’s left side was smile.

“I… want to be a hero!!”

A loud disruption came from the stands, a deep and familiar voice blasting its way down to the very edge. But neither of them paid attention to it, too lost within themselves, in their own little world. Midoriya watched Todoroki wipe his face with his wrist, and his heart felt just a little lighter.

“With those wounds, in this situation…” Those were the first words he’d said to him since they’d come out here. “You must be crazy…”

Midoriya almost worried that he hadn’t managed to clear the hate from Todoroki’s head, but looking into his eyes, his very soul, all he saw was liberation.

“Still, I hope you can honor my request for one last standoff.”

He laughed hoarsely to himself, wet with blood and relief. Who was he to deny him that, after everything?

Todoroki lit himself ablaze, firing off one last massive wave of ice as he rocketed forward with his newfound firepower. And Midoriya nearly got caught up in it all, in the awe. How incredible. How absolutely incredible. But a promise was a promise, and despite his body practically falling apart on him, barely being held together through sheer will alone, he found the rejuvenation to summon his scythe, lifting it far behind his head. He pumped it with every last ounce of DT he had left, waiting until the ice was just at his feet, before swinging it forward relentlessly, slicing through the very fabric of the universe.

He didn’t even notice Cementoss or Midnight rush in to try and stop their clash. If they did anything, he didn’t notice it at all against the absolute nuke that shook the entire arena right off its foundation. Dust and smoke billowed in plumes as the combination of air pressures from them both destroyed each other and everything else in the process, flinging people around like a hurricane. As clarity returned, the arena resembled a war field, massive cracks and craters decorating it like battle scars. People desperately looked amongst the wreckage, trying to decipher if anyone was even still alive after that.

Todoroki stood by the edge of the arena, ice holding him in place, holding his body upright. Half of his uniform was eaten away by the flames, smoke seeping off his bare skin. And yet, there wasn’t a single shred of ice left frozen on his body; he looked like he hadn’t even used his right side at all.

As the smoke at the edge of the arena cleared, Midoriya was revealed to the crowd, practically embedded in the arena wall. His body was pasted amidst the fragments of cement, broken, bloody, uniform torn up completely. His skin was black and blue from the frostbite and blood loss and his chest heaved in a shatter, desperately trying to take in air. He had nothing left, the embers inside him smothered.

“Midoriya is out of bounds…”

He couldn’t make out words anymore; his ears ringing deafeningly. His vision swept in and out like the tide. And yet, his heart still beated fiercely, commanding him to see, to hear, to fight. He was going to be a hero that would never give up, a hero that would remain standing until everything was okay again.

And so with effort and consciousness that shook the audience, everyone watching, to their core, he lifted his head, trying to use his fractured hands to push himself out of the wall.

With a disturbing scrape, gravity peeled him from the wall like an unwanted wad of gum, dropping him dejectedly to the ground on his own two feet. The shock of the landing was too much for his abused nerves however, and he seized up, wobbled, and fell to the ground in a heap.

“Todoroki moves on to the third round!!”

And even against the dirt, Midoriya smiled.

Everything… everything was okay again.

His vision blurred, rust leaking from nearly every orifice of his body. He… he really had nothing left. His body begged him to rest, to give in, and now that everything was okay again, he found himself submissive and willing.

If… if he could have done anything else, he would’ve tried harder to have kept his promise to Gami. But he couldn’t have done it all.

His body drifted off to sleep, dragging him into the darkness.

He hoped the ghost would forgive him.

 


 

Midoriya woke up to pain. A rude awakening, really. Not one all too particularly enjoyable, but it was nothing like what he’d felt on the field. Before, pain was all he could think about, but now it simmered in the back of his mind like a low buzz.

He forced open his eyes with a groan, nearly closing them up again at the bright lights above him. Ugh, it made his head hurt, could somebody turn those down?

He… he was in a hospital cot, much like how he’d woken up after USJ. He laid reclined, but his body was much too sensitive to be so upright. His uniform top had been stripped from him, his chest instead swaddled in layers of bandages. Both his arms were wrapped up completely, with his fingers just barely peeking out. He didn’t see skin though, just black fabric. He wasn’t wearing his gloves the last he remembered, had someone put them on for him? How had they even survived?

Still, despite his hands being covered and enveloped, his fingers still trembled uncontrollably, though not as violent as before. He really couldn’t feel them move at all.

He stirred a little more actively this time, trying to put his foggy pieces of his mind back together again, and that’s when he was alerted to the presence of another.

“Izuku!”

Todoroki leapt to his bedside, just barely restraining himself at the edge of the cot. Where had he come from? What was going on?

“Hey, it is alright.” A familiarly soothing touch drifted through his hair. He didn’t know where he was, but he was safe.

He was safe.

“I… We are so glad you are alright.” Gami’s voice sounded wet and shaken, but Midoriya didn’t really register it against the comforting strokes in his hair. “He has been here nearly as long as I have.”

He squinted his eyes, trying to clear up the fogginess. “Shou…to?”

At the response, he watched Todoroki collapse in sudden relief, gripping tightly onto the metal railing of the cot as he lowered his head, his hair falling over his eyes. He shook lightly, sort of like his fingers did, sparking Midoriya to try and reach out to help him, but he couldn’t get his body to move.

“I’m sorry. I’m so sorry…”

Todoroki beat up into himself, gritting his teeth in shame and anger.

“Hey-”

“No! Don’t tell me it’s okay!” He interrupted in frustration, looking up at him finally. His eyes were glossy, but he dared not to cry. Still, his face said it all: the vulnerability, the fear, the humiliation. It was the most expressive he’d even see the boy. “I hurt you! I almost killed you! I… I tried to… so don’t tell me it’s okay. It’s not okay…”

Todoroki hunched over the cot, desperately trying to hold himself together before he fell apart. He was being eaten alive by guilt, much like how Midoriya found himself more often than he’d like to admit. His heart bleed watching his friend try to hold onto this facade as his emotions tore him into pieces.

Still, he couldn’t help but pick up on something else entirely.

“Does that mean… you don’t hate me anymore…?”

Todoroki stopped completely, standing up straight. He clutched at his chest, now covered in a brand new uniform top, and his eyes widened in shock as he found nothing.

“I don’t… I can’t feel it anymore,” he stuttered, realizing that the fog in his mind had completely vanished. “It’s gone, it’s left my head. I’m free… I am myself.”

And Midoriya smiled as much as his strained muscles let him. Everything was okay again. He could rest easy. He’d managed to help someone he cared about, just as others had for him. He’d promised, and he’d fulfilled.

He attempted to sit up further in his cot, but his arms were much too numb and frail to support his weight. He hadn’t regained enough motor skills to properly maneuver himself, and instead he nearly stumbled back into the pillow behind him. Gami however, was quick to catch him, gently hoisting him up by his armpits to hide his phantom force as Midoriya’s own.

“Please, do take it easy,” he commanded, but still helped him up, remaining close by his side even after.

Todoroki looked back at him, his attention grabbed by the movement. And now getting a glimpse of the entirety of Midoriya’s injuries: the heavy casts around his arms, the wrappings that covered his chest, the brace that contained one of his frostbitten legs, the discoloration of his visible skin, his trembling fingers… he balled a hand into a shame ridden fist.

“God, I’m pathetic.” His voice wavered as he raised his other hand to cover his face, scrunching his fingers into his hair. “You’ve done so much for me, and look at how I’ve returned the favor. I can’t… I can’t even bear to look at what I’ve done…”

But Midoriya wasn’t swayed. He still smiled, raising a hand to try and reach him, but he fell short, his arm collapsing right by the metal railing. “I promised you that I wasn’t going to give up on you. This is nothing to help… someone important to me.”

He then looked down at himself and at his injuries. Sure, they were severe and sure they hurt him terribly, but he would heal. He would live. And in a life where that would always be constant, pain would never be an issue, not at the expense of saving a life or helping one be okay again. He would never give up on anyone, not even as his body gave up on him.

His eyes settled on the massive and ugly burn scar that danced along his chest. It had long faded in vibrancy over the years, but especially now, he noticed it really blended into his skin, setting as nothing more broken than pigmentation. It was just there, and for really the first time, he wasn’t able to see it even as he looked at it. He finally felt the same as when he was able to ignore its presence by ignoring its existence, except now, he stared at it in full form.

“He left me years ago… 11. I doubt he even gives me a thought, but I… I think about him every day. Every time I get too close to a flame, to a friend… to a mirror. I hated looking at it, because all I could see was a reminder of how much he hated me. Now I see it-” He was able to bring a hand to his chest, albeit shakily, and trace his trembling fingers over the scar, not being able to tell the difference, though not because of the numbness- “and instead of being reminded that he hurt me, I’m reminded that he can’t hurt me anymore.”

Because while the trauma of his early past faded in the midst of the whirlwind that was this school year so far, now it was truly settled. He finally felt that loose end tie together and return to the depths of his heart. He would never forget it, that was impossible, but he could be free from the hold it had over him. His father no longer held any control over him, and the leash that bound him to his uncaring hand was finally cut, dissolving into nothing more than a reminder of his upbringing.

His blood was not a thing to be bound by.

He glanced up, now realizing that Todoroki was staring at him intently. His eyes were filled with confusion and disbelief, his mouth contorting into a grimace as he was met with the opposingly soft and forgiving eyes of Midoriya.

“I don’t understand. Why do you keep helping me after everything?” He questioned quietly, unable to understand. “You should hate me… why don’t you hate me…?”

Midoriya couldn’t help the giggle that escaped his lips, dry from the dust in his lungs but full from the genuity in his heart.

“I could never hate you, silly.” He shakily pointed towards Todoroki’s chest, towards his left side. “You mean too much to me for that. You’re someone I care about.”

And everything was so much brighter in that one moment.

Todoroki finally dropped his shoulders, finally losing the tension so pent up inside him, finally letting the smile he’d locked away resurface to his cheeks. It was small, nothing extravagant, but it was real. Midoriya wasn’t sure he’d ever seen Todoroki smile, but he’d remember the moment forever, keeping it close to his heart as the aftermath of his first true triumph.

“Thank you, Izuku. I promise I’ll never let you down again.”

Midoriya shook his head. “You’ve never let me down to begin with.”

They simply basked in each other’s company, finally understanding that everything was indeed okay again. They were okay, and now, they’d never allow the other to ever be alone again. The sincerity of the moment was rich, leaving room for nothing but themselves.

“Ah dearie, you’re awake.”

And the two remained two no longer.

Recovery Girl strolled to his bedside, having appeared from behind the separation curtain. Her cane clicked against the tile with each step, finally pulling herself into her swivel chair.

“Are you feeling alright? I apologize for interrupting, but I didn’t want to leave you unattended any longer.”

Gami floated next to him. “She did intend to heal you fully, but that would have seemed extremely suspicious considering the nature of your injuries. She has been concerned for your condition…”

Midoriya grinned sheepishly, still managing to sit up in his cot. “I mean, I’m in pain, but it’s nothing I haven’t felt before. Honestly, I feel good as new!”

But the nurse was not convinced, threatening him with an aggressive wave of her cane. “That isn’t something you should be proud of! In fact, you told me you weren’t going to end up here next round!!”

He held out his hands defensively, still unable to take full control of his fingers as they wobbled and shook. “I know, I’m sorry! It’s just… things happened and-”

“I get it-” she held out her hand for him to stop- “but I’m concerned about your tendency to destroy yourself as a means to an end.”

She remembered that Todoroki was still in the room, right on the other side of Midoriya’s cot, and paused. But her duty as a healer came before the preferences of her patients, and her thoughts needed to be said.

“The injuries you received weren’t as severe as they seemed in the moment.” The heroine nodded at his bandagings. “But the injuries you inflicted upon yourself are what really has me worried as a nurse.”

Recovery Girl held out a hand, taking one of his own. His fingers quivered against her palms uncontrollably, despite his attempts to steady them.

“Those blasts you’ve been using… they’re causing you extreme nerve damage.” She placed his hand back on the cot gently, patting his cast lightly. “I’ll be able to heal the rest later, but there’s a possibility your hands will never truly regain their full mobility.”

He caught the nod to Gami’s earlier comment; she’d refrained from healing him fully out of the suspicion it might cause. But still, he looked down at his hands, at the quaking of his fingers, and true horror set in.

His immortality was not a healing factor. He very well couldn’t die, but that didn’t mean he couldn’t end his hero career early if he continued down this reckless path.

“I know this new technique that you’ve discovered is powerful, but please… don’t come back to me with those kinds of injuries again. You’re a smart boy, you can figure out another way.”

He looked up to her, and with shaky eyes, he nodded.

He would have to figure out something else.

“Now, if you feel up to it, you’re free to return back to the stands.” She hopped off her swivel chair, walking towards her desk. “I’ll find you later to finish up healing you.”

He nodded enthusiastically, then suddenly realizing his nonexistent perception of time. “Wait, how long have I been here?!”

“The arena was nearly destroyed completely,” Todoroki filled in, reminding everyone of his presence. “They were still fixing it last time I checked. I doubt you’ve missed any matches.”

Midoriya shuffled himself over to the edge of his cot. “Still, we better hurry before one starts without us!”

His legs dangled off, but despite the drop being barely more than a few inches, he found himself nervous at how it would feel. Now that he was fully awake, his current pain simmered down to nothing but background buzz, but after Recovery Girl’s declaration, he was suddenly hyper aware of every injury on his body.

He knew everyone was watching him, but he still trembled from within his thoughts, starting to match his fingers.

“I just… give me a second…”

But before he could hesitate any further into his head, Todoroki held out his hand, open and welcoming.

“Let me help you.”

Midoriya stared at it, feeling his own shaking against the cot, before reaching out to take it.

Having others rely on him meant knowing when to rely on others too.

He took Todoroki’s hand within his own and let the other help him off the cot and to his feet. He wobbled on his feet, but Todoroki was there to make sure he didn’t fall, holding him firm and steady.

“Let me go get you a spare uniform top,” Recovery Girl announced, reminding him that he was in fact not wearing one. “I’m sure the sleeves should fit over your arm casts.”

She then disappeared behind the parting curtain, leaving the two as two once more.

Midoriya finally settled into some sort of balance, letting go of Todoroki’s hand. “Thanks Shouto, I really appreciate it.”

The other nodded, bringing his hand back to his side. “Can I ask you something, Izuku?”

Caught off guard, he stuttered dumbly, “Sure, what’s up?”

Todoroki looked at him with a cock of his head. “Who’s Gami?”

Midoriya’s breath hitched in his throat like he was choking, coughing violently in the most indiscreet way imaginable. It took every ounce of self restraint in his body not to look directly at the ghost in question, with one thought echoing over and over in his mind.

What the hell happened while I was asleep???

“Uhh… um, G-Gami?” He hashed out like a short circuiting machine, waving his hands uncharacteristically. “I-I don’t know what- who you’re talking about!”

He could hear his mentor slap himself in disappointment from behind him, and who could blame him? That was the most unconvincing thing he’d ever heard.

“You were muttering the name in your sleep, but if you say so.” Todoroki was very obviously unconvinced, but dropped the subject.

Of course, really.

Just his luck.

“Not much I could do to stop you…” Gami shrugged, and Midoriya nearly reached out to hit him right then and there.

“Here you go, dearie!” Recovery Girl came back with impeccable timing, holding a spare gym uniform top in her hand. “Do you need help putting it on?”

“No, I think I got it.”

He reached out for the top and as she handed it to him, his hands spazzed, causing it to fall to the floor instead. His heart sank along with it.

He… he had to find another way.

Before he could try and bend his body to retrieve it, Todoroki had already picked it up off the floor, holding it open with both hands.

“Let me help you.”

And so he did, letting his friend hold open the jacket while he slipped his swaddled arms through the sleeves, making sure they rested comfortably on his casts before zipping up the front. His fingers fumbled with the zipper an embarrassing amount of times, much too uncoordinated to complete the action smoothly.

He needed to find another way.

“You get going now-” Recovery Girl shooed them off- “or you’ll miss the rest of the matches!”

“Right!” They both made their way to the door, and Todoroki slid it open for him. “Thank you!”

They slipped out of her office and began a slow, stumbly walk back to the Class 1-A stands. Todoroki walked strictly at his side, ready to catch him if he tripped. But Midoriya had already regained a surprising amount of mobility back, other than his hands of course. After a quietly peaceful stroll back to the stands, Todoroki stopped.

“Will you be alright if I leave you here?”

“Uh yeah, I’ll be good!” he stammered, though not without some confusion. “You won’t be watching the other matches?”

Todoroki shook his head, looking down at his left hand. “There is much I have to think about…”

Midoriya couldn’t hide his disappointment, but he tried his best. “Oh, ok… good luck out there. I’ll be rooting for you!”

He pulled away, ready to start his waddle out to the stands, but Todoroki seemed hesitant to let go.

“Are we… good?”

There was an unreal amount of doubt and uncertainty in his voice, itself seeming like a young child.

“Of course! I told you before.” He smiled softly at the other. “I’d do it again, too!”

Todoroki seemed to think about that, before extending out his left hand once more.

“Friends, Izuku?”

Midoriya’s smile grew both in size and in brightness. Oh, how far they’d come.

He lifted one of his injured hands. He couldn’t really bring his fingers to curl around Todoroki’s like a handshake, so he settled for resting it lightly against the other’s. There was a slight aura of warmth to meet him, soothing the incesenet buzz that rattled under his skin.

How far they go… together.

“Friends, Shouto."

Notes:

It’s done! God I enjoyed writing this chapter so much!! I’m feeling that’s just the general vibe that I’ll be getting from the Sports Festival!

Midoriya has finally figured out what kind of hero he wants to be. A big moment indeed. I’m hoping to explore what that means later on, especially during the internships arc. Todoroki too. I think everyone is starting to understand what’s important to them, and what they want to stand for.

I hope it’s obvious to understand why Midoriya still lost to Todoroki. As powerful as he may seem, there are some things that will always prevail over victory.

Speaking of power, Midoriya finds himself experimenting with his decay, despite the fact that was exactly what he was trying to avoid during the festival. These blasts are the answer he’s been looking for towards mobility and fighting, but after what Recovery Girl said, he’d have to figure out something else. Good thing internships are coming up soon. Maybe he can find some help there…

This chapter feels very much self-explanatory, so I’ll leave it at that. Powers below, as usual!

Death’s Touch: Anything Midoriya touches starts to decay immediately, regardless of the amount of fingers touching. This ability works on both the living and the non living. At first, Midoriya couldn’t control this ability, as it activated immediately without his consent. However, now he is able to control the activation on humans and non living objects, being able to start and stop the decay at will. However, he had gained no progress with plant or animal life. Any damage done to living organisms with this power cannot be healed.

Death’s Scythe: Midoriya can summon a scythe to fight with at will. The scythe vaguely resembles a bird’s beak, and has a hole near the start of the blade. The scythe is the only item that can’t be destroyed by Death’s Touch. The Death’s Touch ability can be shared with the scythe at Midoriya’s will, however it can only decay what it cuts. The decay follows the same rules as Death’s Touch. He can also make the scythe disappear at will when he is finished with it or to free his hands.

Immortality: Midoriya is immortal and cannot die. However, he can still get hurt and scarred. The immortality ability doesn’t provide any regeneration, but any wounds that could be detrimental to his job, such as lost/broken limbs and organs, will be healed the next day.

Premonition: Midoriya can see flash images of people who may die before they are supposed to. Normally, he cannot interfere with death, as it’s his job, but he has the option of attempting to save anyone he views in a premonition. These premonitions are bare and don’t provide much information other than the person themselves and their demise, occasionally revealing the setting and attacker, if any. The premonitions can come true between an hour after viewing to 3 days later.

Soul Contact: When a person dies, their soul is immediately sent to Midoriya. He can see, touch, and hold these souls. When holding a soul, Midoriya can see the most important memories and decisions attached to that soul, and hence that person.

Soul Sorting: This ability allows Midoriya to decide which part of the afterlife a soul moves on to. The areas of the afterlife can only be summoned with intent and the swipe of a hand, with the areas themselves being represented by flames. The areas that he can choose from are Paradise, Purgatory, and the Underworld. Once Midoriya decides where the soul best fits, it is sent to the being of that respective area. If approved, the soul stays in that area forever, the exception being Purgatory. Souls in Purgatory can be moved again to either Paradise or the Underworld, however, this is not Midoriya’s decision. If rejected, the soul is sent back to him for reevaluation. All souls must be sorted within 24 hours of Midoriya receiving them, with rejected souls resetting their time limits once they get back to him. Failure to sort a soul within its time limit may result in serious unknown punishment.

Chapter 35: The Dog Days Are Over

Summary:

Midoriya knew that there must be another way, if only because there had to be. And if anybody could find it, it'd be him.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Midoriya stumbled his way out to the stands, his footwork slow to remain steady. Gami held him close, letting his successor use him for balance. To anywho who saw him, his injuries explained away the strange manner in which he was walking. And in a way, they’d be right.

He emerged from the arena interior, surprising his classmates who eagerly waited from his return, swarming him without hesitancy.

“Midori!” Uraraka cried. “You’re alright!”

“Good to see you walking,” Asui croaked, “but let’s get you seated.”

“I would have to agree.” Gami retorted.

Midoriya laughed awkwardly. “Ok, ok… I just need some space.”

His friends parted like the sea, allowing him a clear path to his seat. Gami carefully helped him sit down, again, his strange movements easily attributed to the nature of his condition. Of course, once he was seated he was once again free game for bombardment.

“You were insane!” Uraraka pumped her fists. “I wanted to tell you right away how impressed I was like you did for me, but Recovery Girl wouldn’t let any of us into the room, so we had to wait for you to come out!”

Recovery Girl barred them from coming in to check on him? But then why did she let Todoroki in? Why did she let Todoroki stay even as he was unconscious? Did she somehow know of the tension between them, and allowed them to have the empty space to resolve everything upon waking? Is that why she didn’t make an appearance until after they got everything off their chests?

He looked down at his mummified hand, watching his fingers shake slightly.

He owed her this little bit more than he really knew.

“Well, I appreciate it nonetheless.” He scratched at his cheek, but really ended up just jabbing himself in the chin due to his compromised motor skills.

Mineta suddenly made his presence known, no one having an idea where he came from in the first place. “That was scary as hell, Midori. No pro’s gonna wanna hire you after that.”

And maybe Mineta didn’t mean it, but his comment went straight to Midoriya’s heart, cracking at his confidence. He didn’t miss the way the crowd hushed into murmurs upon him revealing the true extent of his powers. Because sure they’d seen his scythe in action during the first two events, but not blasting away deadly levels of ice with ruthless pressure. Sure they’d seen his DT during the obstacle race, very briefly but sure, but not disintegrating spikes of ice that intended to skewer him, and did so to his very hands. Sure they’d seen his explosions by hand during the cavalry battle, although they were so brief he doubted all too many people really noticed them, but not as he tore his nerves apart using them to protect himself from Todoroki’s rage.

Midoriya’s shoulders fell at the thought.

He didn’t miss the way people slowly realized how dangerous he really was.

Asui jabbed Mineta in the face with her tongue, sending him flying back. “Don’t pay attention to him, Midori. If they’re real heroes, they’ll recognize you for the power you undoubtedly have and the potential you displayed.”

Uraraka shook her fist in agreement. “Yeah!! Cause I can totally say I’d hire you in a heartbeat!! You were awesome!!”

Even their other classmates, who’d been listening in from the outside, chimed in to support him.

“Yeah man! You were unbreakable out there!” Kirishima clashed his fists together.

“Your movement was crazy slick!” Ashido cheered.

Dark Shadow popped out from over his shoulder. “Midori! I was rooting for you! You’re the coolest!”

Tokoyami leaned over too, chuckling lightly. “I’d have to agree. Very impressive, Midori.”

Midoriya’s heart swelled at the praise of his friends. He knew his journey to heroism wouldn’t be without its hitches, but with all these people, with people who cared about him at his side, he could do this. He wouldn’t no longer let people use his vulnerabilities to hurt him, because he not only acknowledged them, but had people to refute them completely.

“Thanks guys…” He desperately tried to hold back a sniffle. “That means a lot to me… to hear you say that.”

Uraraka nudged him lightly on the shoulder, extra careful not to disturb his injuries. “You’re the one who told everyone that it was up to us why we were here, and the same goes for you! You’re here to be a hero, so don’t let other people’s fears stop you!”

His speech, that’s right. He nodded firmly at her.

What good would his words be to others if he didn’t believe them first and foremost?

“Just as they are lucky to have you, you are lucky to have such supportive people in your life.”

He really was.

“So Midori-” Uraraka abruptly shifted the topic- “Those explosions you were making during your match with Todoroki… what are those about? I thought your quirk was Reaper?”

He held up one of his hands, unable to stop his fingers from trembling. And even though his fingers were gloved underneath all those bandages, he hoped he could get the point across. “Well, I figured out at USJ that I can decay air molecules by hand, and by doing that, I can make the same kinds of explosions that I can with my scythe.”

“Woah,” Asui mumbled, pressing a finger to her chin. “That’s a lot like Bakugo…”

He laughed uncomfortably. “Yeah… though without the heat and smoke it’s definitely not as strong. Plus the limited surface area of my fingertips prevents me from really making explosions bigger than a certain size.”

He looked back at his raised hand. He made the effort to curl it into a fist, and after some struggling, his fingers obeyed, though not without persistent shaking.

“But… I have to figure out another way to utilize this new ability, because the way it is right now is tearing my body apart.”

“Those blasts you’ve been using… they’re causing you extreme nerve damage.”

He needed to find another way.

Uraraka smiled softly at him. “I’m sure you’ll figure it out!”

Yeah… he hoped so.

Though it took him a bit, he finally noticed what was off about the situation. “Hey, where Iid-”

“Iida versus Shiozaki!!”

Ah, nevermind.

Two figures walked out onto the newly repaired battlefield, the teen easily being able to pick out each of them by their gait alone. He’d made it back in time! Now he’d get to see all the rest of the matches in person!

Gami helped him shuffle to the edge of his seat as he tried to get a better look at the arena below. It was unfortunate that he couldn’t really take any notes, despite having his book and pencil within reach. But he wasn’t even going to bother, not with the way his hands shook against his knees, not with the way he couldn’t even zip up his own jacket without struggling.

He convinced himself that he really didn’t need to take anymore notes, if only to put his depressing thoughts to bed.

Midnight started the match, and instantly his focus boomeranged onto the two competitors. Shiozaki immediately grew out her hair, sending her vines burrowing and charging towards Iida in a flash. Iida seemed not to care about the immediate rush, lowering into a racing position. And with a burst of bright light and sudden speed, he zoomed forwards and out of harm's way.

“Woah, it’s that move again!” he gasped in awe, remembering the burst of speed from the cavalry battle that ultimately took the 10 million
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“Iida’s calling it Recipro Burst!” Uraraka filled in.

They watched their friend twist behind Shiozaki, and she had no time to react as he immediately pushed her out of the ring, her burrowed vines unable to compete with that speed.

“Shiozaki is out of bounds! Iida moves on to the third round!!”

Iida moved to bow in respect, but Midoriya noticed how he really struggled to bend his legs, thick plumes of exhaust leaking from his engines. It was just like what happened during the cavalry battle, where after Iida allowed Todoroki to steal their headband he was almost unable to move.

“This new move of his seems to burn out his engines.” Gami read his thoughts exactly.

“That was fast!” Uraraka pointed down towards the arena. “They’re already moving on to the next match!”

And sure enough, two more figures approached from opposite sides.

“Tokoyami versus Ashido!!”

Wait… he looked behind him, only to see those two people missing from the stands. When did they leave? He hadn’t even heard them go. He was more out of it than he thought. He patted his cheeks gently, trying to snap himself back into focus.

He could barely feel the touch in his fingers.

Midnight waved her whip to start the match. Tokoyami called for Dark Shadow, who loyally appeared at his side, and with a flick of his wrist, the bird zoomed towards Ashido. She desperately tried to impede his progress with balls of her acid, but Dark Shadow was simply too nimble, dodging each projectile easily. He rushed and slammed into her, and since Ashido had been slowly backing away the entire time, she had no more room to spare, falling off her feet and right out of the ring.

“Ashido is out of bounds! Tokoyami moves on to the third round!!”

“Crazy fast!” Uraraka cheered.

“Dark Shadow is awesome!!” Midoriya got caught up in the excitement.

Gami pouted jealously beside him, and his successor rolled his eyes sarcastically. Though, he subtly nudged his arm, just to remind him that he wouldn’t be replaced.

Already the last two competitors headed out to the field, causing Midoriya to search behind him again. How stealthy were these people?

“Bakugo versus Kirishima!!”

“This one won’t end quick like the rest…” Midoriya thought aloud, looking down at his classmates. “Kirishima is super resilient, he’ll be able to handle Bakugo’s explosions as long as his hardening holds up.”

Uraraka looked at him with a cock of her head. “Can he beat Bakugo before his quirk gives out?”

Midoriya pondered for a moment. “Honestly, he has a really good chance if he goes for pushing Bakugo out of bounds… but Kirishima has a pretty strict moral code. In his mind, fighting Bakugo head on is the only way to win.”

Midnight barely began the match before Bakugo rushed Kirishima with a series of explosions, seemingly following Midoriya's thought process. He knew if he let the match drag out, things would start to get complicated. He guessed Bakugo wanted to land some brutal hits before the other could really harden himself.

But his eyes widened as he saw Bakugo pull away, and the air was splattered with a light streak of red.

Half of Kirishima’s body was solid rock, smoke and heat steaming off of him like it didn’t even bother him. A piece of his uniform top had been burned away, but his skin underneath remained unaffected, too hard to even be breached by Bakugo’s firepower. And his hardened hand was dotted with some of Bakugo’s blood.

“Impressive…”

More than impressive, it was admirable. Kirishima wasn’t even fazed; he took the brunt of those explosions like it tickled him. That’s… that’s exactly what he wanted to do, who he wanted to be.

He clenched his shaky hands, forcing them into tight fists so he could really feel the pressure of his fingers.

He had a lot of catching up to do.

Bakugo was forced into dodging as Kirishima began his offensive, swinging at him relentlessly without stopping. Midoriya tensed, if he kept using this method to corral him, Kirishima stood a really good chance to win. Hardened as he was, Bakugo couldn’t force him away with the threats of his blasts. He’d be stuck on the defensive, giving Kirishima nearly complete control of his movements.

But he could see the intensity in Kirishima’s expression, how alive he was fighting someone like Bakugo. He didn’t want the win by boundaries, he wanted the win by brute strength.

And then one of Bakugo’s explosions finally pierced his armor, sending Kirishima stumbling in pain. Upon the display of hesitancy, Bakugo rushed forward, pummeling him with blast after blast. Kirishima’s fading hardening simply couldn’t keep up and he was sent flying to the ground in an unconscious heap.

“Kirishima is unable to continue! Bakugo moves on to the third round!!”

“He almost had it,” Midoriya sighed. “Still, that was crazy impressive.”

“Bakugo’s just too brutal!” Uraraka cried out with a wave of her fist.

Midoriya leaned back in his seat. There was a short break before the third round began, just enough to get his excited heart to calm back down. He looked around at his classmates through the corner of his eye. Tokoyami and Ashido had already returned from their fight. Kirishima was probably in Recovery Girl’s office, and Bakugo didn’t bother to hang out with everyone. But something still nagged at the back of his mind.

Where was Iida?

“I’m gonna go find Iida,” he announced to his friend as well as secretly to his mentor so he could help him up. “I’ll be back soon.”

She nodded as he stood, partially lifted with the ghost’s help. He didn’t find himself limping much anymore, able to walk fairly normally without help. Still, Gami floated close beside him, ready to act if the teen stumbled or tripped.

“Where would he even be?” he asked as they wandered through the arena interior.

“Well, his match is up next-” Midoriya muttered under his breath, wary of someone encountering him talking to himself- “so I’d guess he’s in the prep room.”

So they wandered with a mission, a little more pep in his step. He didn’t want to be late like what almost happened when he was searching for Uraraka. Gami picked up on his haste and rounded corners for him, making sure they wouldn’t run into anyone that would slow them down like before.

They reached the prep room, and as Midoriya reached out for the handle, he struggled to get a firm grip on it. Other than the slight chill of the metal, he really couldn’t feel it in his hand.

He hesitated, unable to rip his eyes away from the way his fingers trembled ever so slightly now.

“Recovery Girl did say she would finish healing you later.” Gami placed a bony hand on his.

“What if… what if after it still doesn’t go away…?”

Gami stopped the shaking with more of a firm press. “She did not say it was guaranteed, merely a possibility. And even if so, we will figure it out.”

Midoriya breathed in thickly, breathing back the tears as well. Yeah… this wouldn’t stop him. It was merely a valuable lesson. He couldn’t keep tearing himself apart as a means to an end. He had to figure out another way.

He would figure out another way.

“Ah, Midori! Good to see you well again!” Iida stated as the other walked into the prep room.

“Thanks! And congrats on your win against Shiozaki!” He smiled and closed the door behind him.

“Thank you! Now, I have made it to the top four.” Iida then turned serious. “Your match against Todoroki was quite informative.”

Midoriya looked to the side ever so slightly, everything rushing back to him in full force. He’d forgotten that everyone had witnessed his struggle against Todoroki, and even amidst the smoke that prevented people from really understanding the intent behind those blows, or the distance that really prevented his words from being overheard by anyone else other than him, he’d forgotten how vulnerable the entire thing made him feel. He’d poured his soul out to him with no intent other than to save him. He’d given up on winning the moment he’d stepped into that arena.

Even if everyone else didn’t understand it all, he’d forgotten the world had still seen it.

“Right…” He awkwardly changed the subject. “Do you know if your brother is watching? Ingenium?”

He figured that was the reason for his friend’s seriousness throughout the whole festival, more so than usual.

Iida shrugged halfheartedly. “I called him earlier, but it seems he was busy with work.”

“Oh, well I’m sure-”

But Iida waved him off, a bright smile on his face despite what he’d just said before.

“I’m actually glad though. Even after coming this far, I can’t tell him I’m number one yet if he calls me now.”

Midoriya laughed innocently, “That’s tru-”

“Can our competitors for the first match of the third round make their way to the field?!”

And then Iida turned serious again. “Here I go…”

Midoriya moved aside so he could leave. “Good luck!!”

He followed after, his pace much faster as he tried to make it back to the stands before the match started. Gami floated next to him, worried his successor was overdoing it again.

“I don’t know who to root for,” he talked aloud. “I mean, Iida and Shouto are both my friends! I want to see them both win! But it doesn’t work like that…”

Gami didn’t respond, just traveling beside him silently. Midoriya didn’t notice, too busy running his own thoughts through his head.

“Izuku…”

He turned around in confusion at the call. “Yea-”

He wasn’t prepared as his mentor enveloped him completely, wrapping him amongst his bony arms and swaddling robes. Midoriya stood in shock as his brain tried to catch up, feeling the press of skeletal fingers into his back, desperately trying to feel him within his arms.

Gami dug his face into the boy’s shoulder. Was he trying to hide his expression? It’s not like he could see it to begin with.

“Please… promise me you will start to be more careful.” His voice was oddly emotional, vulnerable, holding him firm like he’d disappear otherwise. “Things are beginning to change. I cannot bear to think if something happened to you.”

Midoriya’s heart stung, remembering his failed promise to the ghost.

“I… I will. I’m sorry.”

He couldn’t continue to remain this reckless with his own health. He thought he could just power through pain because he was immortal, and he could, but not without hurting the people close to him in return.

He would figure out another way.

Gami pulled away, fixing the wrinkles in his cloak. “I apologize. Let us hurry so we do not miss the match.”

“Don’t apologize. I… you’re right.” Midoriya beckoned him to follow. “Like you always say, we’ll figure it out together.”

He nodded, and the duo rushed back to the Class 1-A stands, with Uraraka waving him down.

“Hurry! It’s just about to start!” She cried.

He plopped himself into his seat, something he probably shouldn’t have done with his recovering body, but his excitement triumphed over any pain. He could see both Iida and Todoroki staring each other down in the center of the arena.

“START!!”

Todoroki began the same way he’d always, a massive wave of ice erupting from his right foot, intending to freeze Iida in place. But their class president refused to go down that easy, jumping over the ice with great range thanks to his engines.

“Woah!” Uraraka pumped her fists. “It’s his standing long jump from the quirk apprehension test!”

She was right. That was the exact technique he’d used during the long jump test. That day seemed so long ago, even though it couldn’t have been more than a month ago. Crazy how fast time seemed to fly here at U.A.

With incredible speed, Iida’s leg flew right at Todoroki’s head, with the other barely managing to duck out of the way. That kind of speed had to have meant that Iida was using his Recipro Burst technique, which left him not much time to end the match before he left himself vulnerable.

And Iida seemed to understand that as well, wasting no time and shooting his other leg out to land a solid hit to Todoroki’s head, slamming him to the ground in the process.

Even Gami winced. “Brutal… seems that Iida is truly not playing around.”

Todoroki tried to retaliate with another blast of ice, but he was much too woozy from the blow. Iida easily jumped over it with the use of his quirk, grabbing Todoroki by the back of his uniform. Iida rushed over to the arena boundaries, trying to throw Todoroki out of the ring, who merely rustled limply in the wind.

Suddenly Iida stopped, unable to move from his position. Midoriya leaned to try and get a closer look, confused. Iida’s engines weren’t smoking, so he shouldn’t have overheated yet from his Recipro Burst. So what happened?

A slight glint caught his eye, and he spotted a small buildup of ice on Iida’s engines. Todoroki had managed to freeze just his engines to stop him from moving? He hadn’t realized Todoroki was capable of such delicate movement with his quirk, but it made sense the more he thought about it. He’d been using just his right side from nearly his whole life, he was bound to have a higher level of experience with it than he first realized.

Todoroki then reached out for Iida’s arm, and used the opportunity to freeze him all the way up to his upper chest, leaving his legs trapped and completely immobile. Iida tried to break himself free, but the thick ice completely haltered his movements.

“Iida is immobilized!! Todoroki moves on to the final round without using his fire powers!!”

Yeah… Todoroki didn’t use his left side at all during that match, despite the multiple times it could have benefited him against Iida. The fire definitely would’ve kept him away better than his waves of ice did. Midoriya saddened at the thought; maybe he hadn’t done enough to help Todoroki break free from his father’s control.

But… this was ok. Progress wasn’t instant; he knew that. He shouldn’t expect anything to be instant. Everything took time. Here he was just finally breaking away from his own father’s control after nearly 11 years.

Whatever happened, whatever it took, he had promised Todoroki that he would never give up on him. This was not a setback, but merely the first step.

Whatever was waiting for them in the future, they’d come at it together.

The arena was cleared of ice, leaving it clean for the final match of the third round. Tokoyami and Dark Shadow stood together in one corner, and Bakugo stood in the other.

“If Dark Shadow’s weakness to light is really as crippling as Tokoyami has said, then this is a terrible matchup for him.”

“I believe in Tokoyami and Dark Shadow! I think they can pull this through!!” Midoriya responded, seemingly talking to himself.

“START!!”

Bakugo rushed head first at Tokoyami, who called Dark Shadow to aid him. The bird threw himself between the two, taking the brunt of Bakugo’s explosion. Tokoyami tried to create some distance between them, but Bakugo remained relentless, pummeling them with explosion after explosion. Finally, they were able to find some breathing room, Dark Shadow returning to Tokoyami’s side to rest.

“He’s trying to charge Dark Shadow back up again using the darkness from his own shadow!” Midoriya exclaimed in excitement, thoroughly impressed.

Uraraka’s brows furrowed. “But isn’t the light from Bakugo’s explosions keeping him from doing any real damage?”

“Yeah, but he still has a real shot at winning as long as Bakugo doesn’t figure out his weakness,” he replied, secondhand adrenaline coursing through him.

Bakugo charged again with another explosion, Dark Shadow rushing to take the hit. Tokoyami commanded his partner to grab him, but Bakugo dodge with another well timed blast, flipping right over him. Tokoyami called for the bird to protect him from behind, but was met with a blinding blast of light from Bakugo’s hands, one that stretched across the entire arena. Midoriya, along with everyone else, shielded their eyes from the light, but what most concerned him was the way Gami shrieked and hissed like a wounded animal, flying into the cement of the arena to hide himself.

As things returned to normal, the audience was met with the sight of Bakugo standing over Tokoyami, one hand on his beak, the other making constant small explosions to keep Dark Shadow at bay. They seemed to talk for a bit, whatever they said unable to be heard from the stands.

“Tokoyami surrendered! Bakugo moves on to the final round!!”

Midoriya was disappointed that Tokoyami wasn't moving on, but right now, he had more important things to worry about, such as the disappearance of his mentor. He tried his best to subtly look from side to side, panic brewing under his skin. He knew Gami hated the light, but he’d never seen a reaction like this from the ghost. That being said, he’d never really been exposed to that level of light before, but still!

He noticed a piece of his robe coming up from the concrete floor beneath him, and very slowly he rose up from the depths. He seemed extremely submissive and lightheaded, struggling to maintain a form as he began trickling into fog.

“I… apologize for my… unsightly behavior.” He struggled to get the words out, trying to keep himself together. “The light… hurts my head.”

Midoriya couldn’t respond directly to him amongst all his classmates, but he held his hand open along the armrest of his chair, casually inviting Gami to hold it. The ghost did just that, trying to focus on Midoriya’s touch to bring his composure and subsequently a more physical form back to him.

“Iida! You’re back!!” Uraraka called out from beside him.

Their strict and serious friend approached with his usual stoic expression, sitting down beside Midoriya. “Indeed! I just got cleared by Recovery Girl to sit and watch this final match! This will be a great opportunity to observe and lear-”

But just as he sat down, his whole body began to shake and vibrate, startling the two. Iida stood up, reaching for his back pocket and pulling out his phone, causing them to sweatdrop.

“I apologize, one moment please.”

And then Iida left from where he came, heading back into the arena interior.

Uraraka then turned back to him. “So how do you think this final match is going to go?”

“Well…” Midoriya thought for a moment, “They’re both easily the strongest members of Class 1-A, so I could see this going either way.”

“If Todoroki continues… to refuse to use his left side he… places himself at a disadvantage.”

That was true. It was no secret he wanted to see Todoroki win, at least to him and Gami. But only using half his power wasn’t going to be enough; he didn’t think so at least.

It was at that moment that Iida returned, though with a glum, dark look on his face.

“I’m afraid I must cut out ahead of schedule…” Iida mumbled under his breath, not wanting to catch the attention of the rest of their class.

Uraraka and Midoriya stared at each other, before turning back to their friend. “What’s wrong?”

The serious class president they were all so used to seemed to multiply tenfold, smothering the air in tension.

“My brother was attacked by a villain.”

 


 

Todoroki sat alone in the prep room, staring down at his left hand. He’d been free from the hate that had taken control of him, but as the relief from his clarity wore off, he found himself lost again. His mind was a swirling mess of thoughts and emotions, with one being at the eye of the storm.

“It’s your power, isn’t it?!”

Before his fight with Midoriya, he’d never thought about it that way. He saw it as a reflection of his father, the exact thing that had driven his mother away and torn his family apart. He’d sworn to himself never to use it, not only to rebel against his father, but because it was his left side that had driven his mother to attack him in the first place.

“But by dictating the rest of your life to one half of yourself, you’re not denying him anything!! You’re giving him complete control over you!!”

But… had he been wrong this whole time? Sure, his father had been the one to tear everything apart, but by hating the man with every fiber of his being, was he equally as guilty for leaving the tear unstitched?

Suddenly, the door to the prep room was kicked open, slamming violently against the wall and startling Todoroki out of his thoughts. He slowly looked over to the side, only to see a confused Bakugo staring back at him. They both didn’t say a word, simply staring at each other, before the blond came to his senses.

“Huh? What the hell are you doing in here-” Bakugo looked back outside the room and nearly kicked himself- “Crap, this is room two!”

Todoroki didn’t bother to respond, simply looking back down at his hands, deep in thought.

The blatant disrespect fired up the ugliness inside Bakugo, pissing him off despite being fairly calm upon entering. He swaggered over to the table Todoroki was sitting at, raising a hand threateningly.

“Hey, I mean I get that I walked into the wrong room…” he seethed through his gritted teeth, hand beginning to spark. “But you’re giving your final opponent the cold shoulder. What’s the big idea?”

But Todoroki still continued to ignore him. He didn’t care much for Bakugo, and he certainly didn’t want to waste his energy talking to him. He… he just wanted some time to think, because everything felt so overwhelming and chaotic.

He was lost.

Bakugo didn’t take too kindly to that, slamming his hand down on the table in an explosive rage. “Look me in the eye, two face!!”

But Todoroki was unfazed by the explosion that just happened before him, watching the smoke simply fade away into nothingness, still looking down at his left hand.

How… how much had he been wrong about?

“That… Izuku basically told me the same thing…” he muttered to himself.

Bakugo was caught off guard. Since when had Todoroki been referring to Midoriya by his given name? They couldn’t be that close; they’d only met a month ago. He found himself growing angrier. Why did that stupid brat keep worming his way back into his life?

Todoroki lifted his left hand closer to his face, staring delicately atop his fingers, his thumb running down to the tip of his pointer finger. He stared at his hand intently, wondering when things had gotten so complicated.

He’d been so sure of himself before, but…

“He… went out of his way to free me of the hate that was holding me back.”

He set his hand back down on the table, still with his palm up. He still didn’t look at Bakugo, if anything, he really wasn’t looking at anything. His mind was lost in his thoughts, lost in the hurricane that had overtaken him.

“You’ve known him since you were kids, right?” He knew that was true; he wasn’t looking for Bakugo to respond. In fact, he’d nearly forgotten about the blond’s presence entirely. “Has Izuku always been…”

“I’m still not too sure what you were trying to accomplish with this conversation, b-but, do you want to be friends? We can work through this together…”

Compassionate.

“No no, it’s no big deal. Recovery Girl healed me good as new! I’m glad you’re doing ok as well.”

Caring.

“I don’t understand it either, but I want to help you!”

Selfless.

“You may not right now, but whenever you need me, I’m always here.”

Earnest.

“Who says I’m done?!”

Persistent.

“But by dictating the rest of your life to one half of yourself, you’re not denying him anything!! You’re giving him complete control over you!!”

Determined.

“It’s your power, isn’t it?! You decide who you want to become!!”

Wonderful.

“Like that…?”

Bakugo scoffed in pure anger, clenching a fist to his side. Why did that fucking pathetic nerd keep worming his way back like the unwanted scum that he was?! His leg shot up in nothing but fury, completely overtaken by his rage.

Who the hell cares?!” he yelled at the other, kicking the table out from under him.

Todoroki looked off into the void, though not without a look of shock on his face. His eyes seemed empty and yet full of emotion at the same time. And it pissed Bakugo off to no end.

“All his stupid speeches…”

The blond seethed, getting right into Todoroki’s face. He grinded his teeth together violently, looking at the other with nothing but hate.

“And you? Your family? Your damned feelings?” He practically spat at him. “Who fucking cares?!”

That got Todoroki to look up at him through the corner of his eye. How… how would Bakugo know about that? It’s not like Midoriya would’ve told him… unless…

He was listening in the whole time.

“Come at me with your left side. Go on.”

Todoroki had never felt so directionless in his whole life.

Bakugo slammed open the prep room door. He was so fucking done, so fucking pissed off. He’d come in here to chill and now he was leaving more of a wreck than before. And it was all that stupid fucking nerd’s fault. He hated him, hated him with every fiber of his being.

Why couldn’t he just die already?

“I’ll crush those flames like I do everything else.”

 


 

“At last, we’ve arrived!! The best of the best among U.A.’s first years will be decided!!”

Midoriya sat anxiously at the edge of his seat. He really wanted Todoroki to win. He wanted to see his friend succeed. Besides, would he really be cheering for Bakugo?

“It’s the final match!! Todoroki versus Bakugo!!”

He was really worried about Iida and his brother, but he pushed the thought aside. There wasn’t much he could do about it now, and he didn’t want to let his paranoia tear him apart while he could do nothing. He’d check when he got back home, but he hoped it wouldn’t come to that.

Ingenium would be fine.

He stared down onto the field. Bakugo looked so bloodthirsty, ready to rip Todoroki’s throat out. While the other… looked so blank. It was such a stark contrast of emotions, leaving Midoriya worried if something else had happened between them.

Still, he clenched his fists in anticipation, unable to feel anything other than the drive in his heart.

“START!!”

Todoroki immediately let out a massive wave of ice, nearly as big as the one he used against Sero. But unlike that fight, this time he aimed carefully, with thought, not in mindless hatred. The glacier that resulted was noticeably smaller, but still just as dense. Todoroki remained on guard on the other side.

Seconds passed without a sign of Bakugo. The match couldn’t be over that quick?

Then a deep thunking sound echoed around the arena, shaking the stands each time. Todoroki lowered himself in wait, ready for whatever was coming.

Bakugo bursted from the ice with a giant explosion, a long tunnel behind him. Midoriya gasped in shock. He’d drilled his way through the iceberg?

Todoroki raised his right hand to retaliate, sending out another blast of ice, but Bakugo used his explosions to dodge it in midair, correcting his pathing. He soared over Todoroki’s head, grabbing onto his hair and uniform as he sailed by. And then with a monstrous level of force, he threw Todoroki over his head, sending him flying back towards the arena edge.

“You looking down on me?!”

Bakugo’s yell was loud enough to resonate throughout the stands, easily able to be heard despite the volume of the crowd.

“Do you think he gets tired of all that yelling?”

Midoriya shot over a look that read “not now” before returning focus to the fight.

Todoroki scraped his hand on the ground as he sailed, swiping it behind him to form a wall of ice that prevented him from going out of bounds. Bakugo didn’t let him breathe, rushing towards him with the momentum of his explosions behind him. He raised an obvious hand to blast him, which allowed Todoroki to duck under it with time to spare. He grabbed Bakugo’s arm with his right hand, leaving an obvious opening to use his left.

The crowd held their breath. Midoriya held his breath. Come on! He could do it! He could do it!

Todoroki flung Bakugo away, using the rest of his momentum to land on all fours.

Midoriya’s heart sank. “Shouto…”

Bakugo however, became enraged, explosions firing off in every direction. “You’ll regret making a fool of me!!”

Todoroki got up shakily, but at this point, nothing could stop the rampage that was Bakugo.

“I’ll fucking kill you!! I want an indisputable first place!” He screamed out, teeth gnashing at the air like a rabid animal. “There’s no point in winning against some half-assed punk!! No point in beating someone who takes that shitty-ass nerd more seriously than me!! So if you’re not trying to win, get the hell outta my face!!”

Bakugo then raised both hands over his head, filled with nothing but rage and hatred and boiling anger.

“Why are you even here, you bastard?!”

Bakugo launched himself at Todoroki, using his explosions to propel himself high into the air. He started firing radically off around him, the momentum spinning him like a human artillery shell. Smoke and dust circled into a tornado, making him resemble a gigantic drill on the face of construction equipment.

Midoriya watched as Todoroki seemed to resign to his fate, to resign to the world around him. He watched him give up, lowering his hands in defeat. He watched Todoroki lose the will to fight, losing the life in his eyes. No! No… Not like this.

And in return, his heart, his veins, his very soul, burned with persistence.

Todoroki had never felt so lost in his life. He wanted to be a hero, but he wasn’t even sure what he wanted was right anymore. Had he ever been right about anything in his life? He… he didn’t know, and he didn’t know what to do about that.

He lowered his hands, unable to feel anything as Bakugo barreled towards him.

“Shouto!!”

Midoriya erupted to his feet, leaning over the edge dangerously with his shaky hands. Gami, unprepared for the outburst as everyone was, rushed over to try and make sure he didn’t fall. But by the burning determination in his eyes, he figured that was the least of his successor’s concerns.

“Don’t lose!!” He cried out from his very soul. “Do your best!!”

Todoroki felt something shatter in his heart, and yet, despite how piercing it felt, he was only filled with the sensation of freedom.

“It’s your power, isn’t it?! You decide who you want to become!!”

He clenched his teeth as he suddenly became invigorated, his eyes widening and his head lifting from its dejected stare.

Compassionate.

Caring.

Selfless.

Earnest.

Persistent.

Determined.

Wonderful.

His left side bursted into a shower of beautiful flames.

Midoriya’s face grew to a bright and wondrous smile, his hands gripping tightly onto the metal railing not in fear, but in pure and absolute awe.

How incredible.

How absolutely incredible.

Todoroki raised his flaming hand right at Bakugo. He pumped up the flames on his skin, watching them grow and dance in the air, prepared to blast him right out of the sky.

But whatever had broken in his heart had broken in his very soul, and just as suddenly as his drive came, he lost it once more.

Midoriya watched in horror from the stands as Todoroki dropped his left hand at the very last second, but before he could cry out, Bakugo pummeled into him with an explosion so brutal and massive that it nearly rocked the arena as violently as their final blow had.

Ice shattered outwards like glass. Smoke and heat rocketed towards the stands with unyielding intensity. And a light flashed so bright that Gami once again went into hiding, though not as bright and inherently painful as during the fight against Tokoyami. Midoriya was blasted back into his seat by the very pressure of the shockwave, just barely holding in his cry of discomfort as his back collided with the chair. Still, as the smoke cleared, he clawed his way back to his feet and to the edge of the stands, desperately trying to see.

Todoroki laid unconscious against a blockade of his own ice outside the boundaries of the arena.

And Bakugo, who laid on the ground of the arena center, didn’t seem to feel all too happy about that. His shocked eyes turned comfortably back to rage as he picked his deadbeat body back up by sheer will alone.

“You put out your flames!”

The hurt in his voice was neatly laced behind his anger, but Midoriya had known him long enough to pick it out.

Bakugo stumbled towards the other, dragging his legs like he was wading through mud. He then broke out into a full blown sprint, dashing off the battlefield and right atop the mountain of crushed ice. He grabbed the front of Todoroki’s shirt and shook the unconscious teen with hostility, trying to shake him back to the world of the living.

“Stop screwing around!! To get first place like this?! Like-”

And then Bakugo collapsed, put to sleep himself by Midnight’s quirk.

“Todoroki is out of bounds!”

Midoriya looked down at both of them, his heart and emotions torn to shambles.

“And with that, the first-year winner of U.A.’s Sports Festival is Bakugo Katsuki!!”

He didn’t know about anyone else but…

This did not feel like a win.

 


 

“Now let’s move on to the awards ceremony!!”

All the classes had gathered back down on the arena field, surrounding the podium where the top three students stood.

Tokoyami stood firmly on the third place pedestal, arms crossed and slightly inched away from the center of the podium.

Todoroki stood quietly on the second place pedestal, his eyes completely blank and empty as he stared down into nothingness.

And Bakugo stood chained to the first placed pedestal, prevented from speaking by the metal gag covering his mouth, though desperately trying to claw his way towards Todoroki.

His classmates stared embarrassed at it all, and who could blame them?

“They are certainly an interesting trio…”

Interesting indeed…

“In third place is both Tokoyami and Iida, however Iida was forced to leave early due to a family emergency.” Midnight winked sadly, not fitting the situation at all. “We hope you understand.”

Midoriya thought back to before.

“My brother was attacked by a villain.”

He’d check when he got back home. He didn’t need to, but he would just to satisfy his paranoia. But he wouldn’t need to.

Ingenium would be fine.

Midnight then smiled. “Now for the medals! Presenting them this year is…”

A figure he couldn’t see before, having been hidden in the sun’s glorious light, suddenly jumped from the top of the arena.

“I AM-”

He landed right in front of the podium with extraordinary power, shaking the very earth as it bowled beneath his feet.

“HERE WITH THE MEDALS!!”

The crowd erupted into magnificent applause at the sight of the number one hero, and who wouldn’t as he stood confidently in all his glory, flexing his muscles for all to see and admire.

“He is… shaking.”

Midoriya couldn’t help but see that over everything else.

All Might approached Tokoyami first, dressing him with a shiny bronze medal. They seemed to chat for a little before the hero gave him a crushing hug, causing Midoriya to nearly break out into a fit of giggles.

He really admired the relationship Tokoyami held with Dark Shadow, likely because it reminded him so much of the one he had with Gami. And it was easy to see how strong that relationship was, having brought him to third place amongst all the students of the first year. But, as much as he admired the duo, seeing Tokoyami stand on the third place pedestal reinforced the decision he’d made at the beginning of the day to do this alone.

As far as that relationship had brought him, Tokoyami’s dependence on Dark Shadow was what prevented him from climbing any higher. Whether he realized it or not, his partner had carried him though the festival, the key to his success all the way. Midoriya didn’t mean any shade against them, that’s just how it was.

As much as Gami had protested being left on the sidelines, Midoriya knew it had been the right decision. Not only was it fair in his heart, to his morals, but this had helped him understand where he needed to work towards as an individual. He realized the gaps in his strength, the flaws in his current strategies and techniques, where he could improve and what he needed to change. He had a new goal to strive towards, a new level he needed to reach.

He’d learned a whole lot from this, and that was worth his standing now.

All Might approached Todoroki next, placing a silver medal around his neck. The two chatted as well, much too quietly for anyone other than them to hear. Midoriya watched worriedly, finding himself hoping everything was alright, especially after everything that had gone down today.

Gami touched his hair, digging his skeletal fingers beneath the locks. “I am sure things will turn out alright, but there are some things that people must do on their own.”

Todoroki looked up, locking eyes with him, and so Midoriya sent over a warm smile. It wasn’t anything extravagant, certainly not noticeable amongst everything else happening around them. But it was noticeable to Todoroki, as much as he wasn’t expecting it. And instinctively, he couldn’t help but give him a small smile back.

And in that moment, the world was perfect because everything was okay.

Gami socked him lightly in the arm and Midoriya laughed quietly, threatening to shoo the old ghost off.

All Might gave Todoroki a tight hug just as he did for Tokoyami, patting him gently on the back, before moving on to Bakugo.

The number one hero stared awkwardly at the student before him, unsure of where to start, before finally settling on removing that metal guard that prevented him from speaking. And boy was that a mistake he realized instantly after…

Everyone flinched back as a string of venom and profanities ebbed out from the blond. His body twitched and his eyes bulged, leaving him a seething mess against the stand. All Might held out the gold medal, but Bakugo angrily thrashed away from it, screaming and yelling about how he didn't want to accept it. And so began this awkward dance between the two as the hero uncomfortably tried to award him the medal as quickly as possible, with Bakugo doing everything in his power to avoid the gold like it was poison to his skin. Finally, All Might forced the ribbon on Bakugo’s face and settled when the student chomped down on it. Midoriya couldn’t blame him, rubbing at his neck sheepishly.

“How embarrassing…” Gami spat with disappointed sarcasm.

The teen had to stifle his laughter, holding a hand at his mouth.

“These are your winners!!” All Might announced, but held up a hand. “But, hold on everyone!”

He then turned to the classes that were gathered around the podium, showcasing them to the audience with a wave of his hand.

“Everyone here today has the potential to be standing up here as you all witnessed!!”

That determination from before wormed it way back into Midoriya’s soul. He may not have made it up to the top three, but he was really proud of his performance today. He’d put on a display of technique he could take pride in, and he held a good idea of what he needed to do to improve. He’d… he’d hoped he had made the people important to him just as proud as he was feeling.

“Competition! Encouragement! Pushing each other to climb higher and higher!! The sprouts of today will grow into the heroes of tomorrow!!”

Midoriya turned to Uraraka, who pumped her fist with a strong nod. He then looked towards Todoroki, who stared hard into his left hand, seemingly with much on his mind.

Oh, how far they’d come and how far they still had to go.

“In that spirit, let’s have one final cheer!!”

Thankfully, they had each other to help them along the way.

All Might pointed into the air. “Everyone say it with me!! One! Two! Three-”

Swept up in the moment, Midoriya raised a fist of his own, fingers curling against the casts of his arms, jumping lightly into the air. Even Gami flew up next to him with a playful swirl.

“PLUS ULTRA!!” Everyone cheered.

“Thanks for the hard work!!” All Might yelled alone.

And then the audience bursted into cacophony at the discrepancy, causing Midoriya to smile at the innocence of it all.

Everything was okay again.

The first year students were eventually led back inside, leaving them to separate to their designated locker rooms to change back into their school uniforms. Midoriya instinctively moved over to his locker to grab his clothes, but struggled as his fingers fumbled miserably with the latch. He just couldn’t get them to grip right; he was flailing like a newborn. Come on! This should be easy! It was just a latch for crying out loud!

He ceased his struggles instantly as Gami placed a hand atop his.

“Let me help you.”

And the ghost guided his hands with his own, puppeteering them with his phantom touch. The movement looked so normal it almost was suspicious, considering he’d been fumbling around with his hands for a while. Midoriya relaxed, giving up control completely, allowing his hands to be moved for him. And sure enough, the latch popped open as normal.

He wasted no time grabbing his clothes and heading to a stall, the same one he always used. But upon closing the door and locking himself in, he realized that changing may prove to be more difficult than he’d first thought. His fingers just didn’t have the mobility he was used to and he just kept failing simple tasks. He couldn’t untie his sweatpants, he couldn’t unzip his jacket, he couldn’t slip his arms out of his sleeves. And he was going to get frustrated, because he already was, but he didn’t want to ask any of his classmates for help. He just… didn’t want to be seen like this, so helpless and vulnerable.

Gami watched him waddle around directionless and sighed, bringing a hand to the wall to see if he could touch it.

“Come,” he beckoned. “You are lucky I am solid enough currently.”

Midoriya grumbled from his earlier frustration, but otherwise made no argument, holding out his arms like a mannequin. But Gami didn’t tease him any further, keeping any comments to himself as he carefully stripped each layer of clothing, never once sparking a wince or flinch of discomfort from the other. And the teen recognized it all, because how could he miss it? How could he miss the way his mentor only wanted to care for him, to keep him safe? How could he miss the way his mentor only wanted to keep him happy, even when it meant not being happy himself?

“I…” he fumbled as Gami slid his undershirt over his head, “I want to thank you for respecting me and letting me do the festival on my own.”

“It is what you wanted.” He did his best with the tie, but it still came out imperfect. “I understand.”

“No, I mean… I know it was hard for you. All you wanted to do was help me, and I wanted to push you away.” Midoriya held his arms out so Gami could guide them through the sleeves. “That… kinda had me thinking…”

The ghost fumbled with the buttons out of unfamiliarity, nearly causing Midoriya to lose his train of thought as instinct told him to tease the other. But now wasn’t the time. Maybe later, but not right now.

“This Sports Festival, it was a good opportunity to help me see where I alone really am among my classmates, and I realized I have a lot of catching up to do.” He looked at his bandaged arms and tingling fingers, painfully aware of how he couldn’t control the slight movements they made. “I have to improve and get better, not just to protect people, but to protect myself so people don’t have to worry about me.”

Gami ruffled his hair playfully before reaching over for his overshirt. “The people in your life will always worry about you, no matter how strong you become. It is simply the nature of being cared for.”

“That’s exactly what I’m talking about! I mean, I’ll never be alone. I’ll always have you.” He lowered his head so Gami could slip the shirt over. “So it doesn’t make any sense to try and do this without you. To try and be a hero without you.”

He backed away for a moment to look Gami in the eye, letting the overshirt fall blissfully on his shoulders, draping him like a cape. It fluttered, but managed to hold on, resting firmly upon him.

“I figured out where I need to improve alone, but I’m done trying to do this alone. If you can forgive me for pushing you away, would you be willing to move forward with me?”

He held out a hand to him, managing to curl it into a fist, along with his mouth to a smile.

“I want us to become the greatest hero duo Japan has ever seen… partner.”

Gami huffed to himself. He was lucky. He was so lucky. What had he ever done in his life to deserve the radiance before him? He wasn’t sure; he didn’t have all the pieces, but whoever he was before couldn’t have dersered the blessing he had now. He didn’t think there was a human out there who did.

He patted the boy gently on the head, moving some of his stray locks back into place.

“There really is no need for you to apologize; your request was perfectly valid.” He returned his hand back to his side. “If I must admit, I do know how clingy and overprotective I can be of you. If anything, I hope you can forgive me for that.”

And that’s why he would do anything to make sure he stayed happy and safe. He had no other purpose in life, no other reason for existing on this plane other than the boy in front of him. And while some would call that a miserable way to live, he wouldn’t have it any other way, because the human before him was absolutely wonderful. If anything, the little he could do to help was his payment for just the company alone.

Midoriya was his whole world, and he would do anything to give him the world, because that’s what he deserved.

So Gami raised his own skeletal fist in return, and bumped it lightly against his successor’s.

“But… I would be honored to accompany you on this journey we can now call ours… partner.”

Besides, maybe a little hero work would do him some good.

The ghost then suddenly went back to fixing his uniform, finishing dressing him with a slight tug.

“You should head out, you have spent a while in here.”

Midoriya nodded sharply. “Right!”

He then exited the stall swiftly, carrying his gym uniform back to his locker. Surprisingly, he wasn't the last one left in the room, but to be fair he wasn’t the only person injured during the festival. He guessed some of his other classmates were struggling to dress themselves just as he had.

It reminded him how lucky he was to have Gami always with him.

He managed to open the latch by himself this time, remaining calm when the first few attempts didn’t work and slowly managing to pry it open. This rush of overwhelming pride hit him full force for something so small and insignificant, and yet, he didn’t mind it at all. Little victories, he told himself.

They filed their way back to their classroom and Midoriya sat himself comfortably in his seat at the back of the classroom. Todoroki had already beaten him there, but he simply sat there silently, so Midoriya pushed aside his worries for the time being. He didn't want to become overbearing and subsequently push him away.

Aizawa stood impatiently at the front of the classroom, and upon the last students trickling in, he began to speak. “In light of the festival, you’ll have tomorrow and the next day off.”

Students around the room gasped and cheered at the news. What a wonderful way to end the day! Even Midoriya found himself lighter at the news; he was looking forward to some time to de-stress. He could use a day or two of little to no worries.

Their homeroom teacher then tapped at his desk, calling their attention back to him. “Scouting reports and such from the pros will be waiting for you here after the break, so look forward to that as you enjoy your time off.”

And then the nervousness came back like a runaway train, plowing right into him. He hoped his fights during the tournament hadn’t discouraged the confidence he’d gained in the crowd during the rounds before. He wanted to prove to the world that someone like him could be a hero, that someone like him could be relied on to save and protect lives instead of taking and destroying them. But in order to do that, he needed someone to believe in him first.

“If they’re real heroes, they’ll recognize you for the power you undoubtedly have and the potential you displayed.”

He hoped so. He had a feeling he’d be doing a lot of hoping over the next couple days.

“Other than that, you’re dismissed for the day.” Aizawa shooed them off, getting comfortable at his desk.

Midoriya blinked owlishly. He was expecting something more than that, but as his peers eagerly fled from their classroom and out to leave, he figured nothing more was coming. He guessed his classmates were excited to return home and speak of their experiences with their families, and who could blame them? He would have been too.

He would have been too…

He stood up from his chair, which coincidentally happened to be the same time Todoroki decided to stand as well, resulting in them nearly colliding with each other awkwardly. Midoriya twisted out of the way on instinct before spewing out a mouthful of apologies. Todoroki brushed him off, but the empty way he did so brought back his worries.

Well, it was now or never he guessed.

“Hey, um…” He cursed his shaky confidence for stuttering his words. “I never got the chance to congratulate you on second place! You were amazing out there!”

Now it was Todoroki’s turn to blink owlishly, then looking down at his left hand. “I don’t understand… I lost because I couldn’t bring myself to use my left side. You aren’t… disappointed in me?”

“I told you before that you could never let me down!” He softened his tone, shifting from enthusiastic to something a little more gentle. “Besides, you were the one who told me from the beginning that we would work through this together. It’s not going to be easy, but that’s why we’ve got each other!”

Todoroki looked down to the side, fighting with himself. Midoriya could pick apart the internal battle from his eyes alone: the vulnerability, the fear, the unknown, all reflecting in his irises.

“I am sure things will turn out alright, but there are some things that people must do on their own.”

“But, you know, just because we’ve promised to do this together doesn’t mean it has to be right now…” Midoriya scratched at his neck sheepishly, hoping he hadn’t overstepped his boundaries. “I want you to feel comfortable more than anything, that’s just as important.”

Midoriya then extended out a hand just as Todoroki had done to him earlier. He had slightly greater control over his limbs now, so he intended to complete the handshake Todoroki had been going for before.

And just like before, when Todoroki had come to him the first time, confused and lost amongst his phantom emotions, he showed him that he would never have to feel alone.

“Whenever, if you ever need me, I’m always here for you.”

Todoroki eyes shot to his outstretched hand, then looking up at him almost in amazement and wonder. He raised his left hesitantly, but it all seemed to drain away in the moment, left in their own little world.

He raised his left hand, but instead of a handshake like Midoriya had expected, he gently rested his hand atop his. It was just like what Midoriya had done to him before, but that was only because he couldn’t get his fingers to move right.

Midoriya widened his eyes in momentary shock, before glancing up to meet Todoroki’s small smile. There it was again. It was so unusual, and yet, something he could really get used to.

“I’m… here for you too. Like you said, we’re in this together.”

And then Todoroki left, filing out of the classroom just as quickly as everyone else did, leaving him standing awkwardly all alone, just trying to process everything. He felt kind of floaty, like Uraraka had made him weightless, for lack of a better description. He wasn’t even sure he was breathing or that his heart was really beating.

Everything just felt okay.

“So are we going to talk about that or-”

Midoriya pushed the ghost away. “You are not starting this now!”

Gami laughed wholeheartedly, not allowing his successor to escape his teasing that easily as he rushed back over. The teen was trying to collect his things left on his desk, but the ghost made sure to be as disruptive as he possibly could. “I do not know… now seems like the perfect time to talk about that-”

He turned his back to him, walking away with a huff. “You are so unbearable!”

“Oh please, you know you love me-”

“You good to go now, Problem Child?”

The two stopped abruptly, forgetting that they weren’t completely alone as they thought. Midoriya’s face burned with embarrassment, and even Gami quieted down at his side.

“Yeah…” he stuttered awkwardly. “Sorry.”

Aizawa walked over to the door, holding it open for him. “It’s fine, we just have to stop at Recovery Girl’s office before we leave.”

Oh yeah, that’s right. The nurse was going to finish healing his injuries now that he was out of the spotlight. He couldn’t wait to get these annoying casts off, and hopefully his hands back to normal.

He scurried after the underground hero as fast as his exhausted legs could carry him. He didn’t enjoy feeling so winded, and although Recovery Girl would be healing him, he’d be lucky if he could carry himself out of the building at the end of this. He couldn’t wait to get some good rest when he finally got home.

They walked into the nurse’s usual office within the school, finding her waiting patiently in her signature swivel chair.

“Come, dearie.” She called him over with haste. “I have to get back to the arena for the second and third year festivals.”

Midoriya walked over and sat down promptly on the seat next to her. He began unbuttoning his overshirt, Gami assisting him with some of the ones he was having trouble with. No one really batted an eye as the shirt was pulled off of him seemingly on its own, with the lighter shirt underneath rustling without Midoriya touching it. They really, really should've been more surprised than they were, because to say they were getting used to one of their students essentially being haunted would come to others as more of a shock.

Once Midoriya and Gami finished, Recovery Girl was able to examine the bandages left around his chest and his casted arms. She then slowly leaned down to kiss his hands, really pouring in her quirk’s healing capabilities. The teen felt his heart give out on him, a piercing sting echoing in his chest and causing his body to shut down. He nearly fell out of the seat if it wasn’t for Gami who caught him before he could collapse, holding him up against him. The last time Recovery Girl healed him past normal human capacity was after the battle training exercise; she'd healed him past death in increments, but it had still left him fading in and out of consciousness, unable to truly experience his immortality prevent his drained demise. But now, he was fully conscious and got the chance to taste death by exhaustion.

It wasn’t too bad, he guessed, just… uncomfortable, although it left him with an unfounded desire to just lay down and never get back up.

Gami patted his face with a little bit of force. “Try not to fall asleep, you are almost done.”

Recovery Girl pulled away, then moving to examine his hands as Midoriya tried his best to keep his eyes open. He wasn’t really processing anything, his head much too woozy to think. He yawned, his body trembling even at that small effort, wanting to rub at his eyes but not having enough energy to think about doing so, much less the fact that the nurse was examining his hands in the first place. But… Gami had told him to stay awake, so he would try.

“You’re lucky.” She pulled away, patting his hands lightly. “I don’t think there will be any lasting damage, despite what I thought. It seems I can heal you far past what I thought was possible even with immortality.”

Midoriya stuttered, “So… my hands won‘t shake anymore? I’ll have control back?”

“You should be back to normal now. Take as much time here to recuperate before you try to walk” The heroine nodded, jumping off her chair and heading towards the exit of her office. “Remember what I told you earlier. Don’t come back to me like that.”

And then Recovery Girl left, leaving Aizawa standing awkwardly against the wall and Midoriya leaning lifelessly against his mentor. He managed to look down at his hands; she’d removed the casts from them, along with the bandages on his chest. His skin was dotted with light scarring from the marks that Todoroki’s ice left, but it really wasn’t much compared to the off pigmentation he already had. She hadn’t taken the gloves off him thankfully, and he focused intently on his still fingers.

He was lucky. He always was.

And even so, he would find another way.

“Midoriya…” Aizawa rarely ever called him by his first name, so the teen looked up startled. “Could I ask you for a favor…?”

A favor? What could Aizawa possibly want from him? “Yes, sensei?”

The underground hero pushed himself off the wall, his lax posture turning serious. “I don’t really know if your abilities even work this way; I still don’t really understand them, but…”

Midoriya sat up too, having Gami help him into a more upright position.

There was this unreadable expression on Aizawa’s face. He normally couldn’t tell what the teacher was thinking to begin with, but that was usually because he masked himself so well. But now, it wasn’t anything like that; his face just looked so blank and lost. He hated how it looked on the normally composed hero.

“Do you have Iida Tensei’s… Ingenium’s soul?”

Midoriya’s heart dropped and his stomach lurched forward and out of his throat, the color draining from his face.

“I-I don’t know!” He didn’t need to check. He shouldn’t have needed to check. “He’s not… he can't b-be-”

Aizawa looked downcast. “The last time I made contact with Tsukauchi, Ingenium was in critical condition…”

But Midoriya didn’t register any of it, swiping his hand across the air to call forth the three flames as well as the small puffs of light that also came with their appearance. There were so many; the room was practically glowing with souls. He’d have to check every single one just to be sure Ingenium wasn’t here. So he started scrambling, grabbing light after light to let the information flow to his head, then tossing them aside upon knowing their name. It felt disgraceful, it was disgraceful, but he’d never felt so panicked amongst the dead.

Not in a long time at least…

He tried to stand up to reach the souls further away from him, but he hadn’t recovered from the full effects of technically dying from exhaustion. His legs gave out beneath him, but thankfully Gami was waiting diligently at his side.

“Let me retrieve the ones further out.” It wasn’t a request.

The two worked in tandem, checking life after life with what was thankfully no success. It was probably the fastest Midoriya had even gone through a batch of this size, but that was also because he hadn’t really sorted anything yet, much less morally debated their life stories.

There was just one left. He touched it, let the information really sink into his head, before setting it aside gently now that his adrenaline had worn off.

“He’s not here…”

Aizawa let out a shaky breath along with him. “That’s good to know. He’s a fighter.”

Midoriya, now much less panicked than before, tried to wrap his head around it all. “But- Iida didn’t make it sound this serious! What… what happened?”

Aizawa looked reluctant to tell him, silently pondering for a good while. Gami had long returned to his side by now, keeping him steady as his body threatened to give out on him from both overwhelm and fatigue.

“My brother was attacked by a villain.”

Everything had been okay…

What had happened?

And when Aizawa stared at him dead on, he really knew this wasn’t some sick over-exaggeration.

“Ingenium was attacked by the Hero Killer.”

Notes:

Alright! That ends the Sports Festival arc! It took me 5 chapters, but I really think I got across every point that needed to be started, developed, or finished by the end. We trade some old problems for some new ones… how fun.

Despite everything, Todoroki still wasn’t able to use his left side against Bakugo. It’s no fault against Midoriya, it’s no fault against anyone really. Trauma just can’t be overcome in the blink of an eye, as much as the people that care about us try to help us. Progress takes growth, and growth takes time. That’s simply the nature of our existence.

Gami is back on the team! The Sports Festival was Midoriya’s opportunity to see the gaps and flaws in his technique and current skill set, and now that he had a good idea of where he needs to improve, all’s back to normal! After all, if he’s trying to save people, he should be using every arsenal at his disposal, including the sometimes solid, super secretive ghost that always sticks at his side!

I’m planning on having one chapter between here and when the internships arc kicks off as downtime, because I feel that canon is super fast paced and doesn’t really accentuate the time between events. There’s a two day break between the end of Sports Festival and beginning of internships, and I want to use that time to develop some background events that have been drifting back there. Such as a certain villain who's been picking off heroes…

Other than that, I hope you’ve enjoyed the Sports Festival arc. Powers below as usual!

Death’s Touch: Anything Midoriya touches starts to decay immediately, regardless of the amount of fingers touching. This ability works on both the living and the non living. At first, Midoriya couldn’t control this ability, as it activated immediately without his consent. However, now he is able to control the activation on humans and non living objects, being able to start and stop the decay at will. However, he had gained no progress with plant or animal life. Any damage done to living organisms with this power cannot be healed.

Death’s Scythe: Midoriya can summon a scythe to fight with at will. The scythe vaguely resembles a bird’s beak, and has a hole near the start of the blade. The scythe is the only item that can’t be destroyed by Death’s Touch. The Death’s Touch ability can be shared with the scythe at Midoriya’s will, however it can only decay what it cuts. The decay follows the same rules as Death’s Touch. He can also make the scythe disappear at will when he is finished with it or to free his hands.

Immortality: Midoriya is immortal and cannot die. However, he can still get hurt and scarred. The immortality ability doesn’t provide any regeneration, but any wounds that could be detrimental to his job, such as lost/broken limbs and organs, will be healed the next day.

Premonition: Midoriya can see flash images of people who may die before they are supposed to. Normally, he cannot interfere with death, as it’s his job, but he has the option of attempting to save anyone he views in a premonition. These premonitions are bare and don’t provide much information other than the person themselves and their demise, occasionally revealing the setting and attacker, if any. The premonitions can come true between an hour after viewing to 3 days later.

Soul Contact: When a person dies, their soul is immediately sent to Midoriya. He can see, touch, and hold these souls. When holding a soul, Midoriya can see the most important memories and decisions attached to that soul, and hence that person.

Soul Sorting: This ability allows Midoriya to decide which part of the afterlife a soul moves on to. The areas of the afterlife can only be summoned with intent and the swipe of a hand, with the areas themselves being represented by flames. The areas that he can choose from are Paradise, Purgatory, and the Underworld. Once Midoriya decides where the soul best fits, it is sent to the being of that respective area. If approved, the soul stays in that area forever, the exception being Purgatory. Souls in Purgatory can be moved again to either Paradise or the Underworld, however, this is not Midoriya’s decision. If rejected, the soul is sent back to him for reevaluation. All souls must be sorted within 24 hours of Midoriya receiving them, with rejected souls resetting their time limits once they get back to him. Failure to sort a soul within its time limit may result in serious unknown punishment.

Chapter 36: Bury Me Shallow

Summary:

Midoriya’s nightmares follow him into the waking world, mixing with his guilt-ridden conscience into one fucked up cocktail. The question isn’t what’s real and what’s fake, it’s does it really matter?

Notes:

Normally I like to update at the beginning of every month, but I held off on this chapter for a special reason. Today is Deku And Death’s 2nd Birthday! It’s crazy to think that I’ve been at this for 2 years now, but I’m so happy I decided to stick with it! Updates might be slow, but this story will continue! Thank you all for your constant support, and more importantly, thank you for sticking with me and Deku And Death!

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

To say Midoriya’s mood was soured after that would’ve been an understatement. It was demolished, destroyed, devastated. Any high he’d had from the Sports Festival, any level of confidence he’d gained was completely washed down the drain. Because he was reminded of his failures straight to his face.

The Hero Killer was still out there. In the span of barely a week, he’d killed two more heroes. And Ingenium could end up making three.

He’d killed 15 heroes total, and Ingenium could end up making 16.

And it would all be his fault.

He’d seen these last two heroes die in his head already, just like all the others. It was the most consistent his premonitions had ever been, which was giving a lot of credit to his finicky powers. He’d seen all of the Hero Killer’s murders before they’d happened. Every single one. And how many had been saved?

None.

The thought left him sick, just as the phantom smell of rotting flesh and spilled blood did.

He and Aizawa had walked home without a word; even Gami hadn’t bothered to say anything. All Midoriya could think about was trying to keep himself from throwing up the beef teriyaki he had for lunch, and whether that was out of stress, depression, or his mind replaying the way the Hero Killer licked dying blood off his lips didn’t seem to matter. He wasn’t sure what was even keeping him upright anymore, his body practically dead from the lack of stamina alone.

He was really trying his best, but the way his heart leapt from his chest, the way his ribs squeezed the air from his lungs, the way his throat dried up from the inside out, the way his eyes threatened to spill over without remorse, he was never meant to win that battle.

So that was why the moment Aizawa unlocked the front door, he pushed past him, running straight for the bathroom, not even bothering to close the door as he collapsed over the toilet and submitted to his stomach.

Gami rubbed his back gently as he lost everything, heaving over as silent tears mixed with it all. And even when he thought he was done, he simply didn’t have the energy to pick himself back up again.

There certainly were many moments where he found himself not wanting to exist anymore. Though, after his admission to U.A., he’d thought he'd been getting better.

He’d thought, but clearly he’d been wrong.

He sniffled, trying to compose anything left of himself, resisting the urge to wipe his mouth on his uniform. God he was such a mess, a pathetic, pitiful mess. If the Hero Killer could see him now, he’d laugh, and who wouldn’t? He felt absolutely miserable.

“Problem Child, I-”

He’d forgotten Aizawa was there. He’d forgotten Aizawa had seen the whole thing. And that was more than enough to give him the energy to pick his broken self off the floor.

“I don’t want to talk about it.”

He stumbled into his room in a drunken spur, slamming the door closed this time, quite rudely. His mind didn’t care, he couldn’t be bothered to care about anything as he pressed himself into the smallest space he could find. He squished his body into itself, trying to find comfort in the tightness, wrapping his arms around himself to keep him safe.

He was pathetic. Why did he need to make himself feel safe when he wasn’t the one being hunted down?

“Izuku, I do not understa-”

“I didn’t get a premonition about Ingenium.” Midoriya gripped his hair tightly between his fingers, growing erratically depressed. “All the others I got premonitions for, not that it made a difference…”

“Maybe he is not meant to die then.” Gami tried to reason, unsure of what to say. “And for the other heroes, you did your best-”

“But my best wasn’t good enough! I knew they were going to die and I couldn’t do anything to stop it!”

Midoriya crumpled.

“That’s good to know. He’s a fighter.”

“Ingenium could still die… and it would still be my fault.”

The shadows closed in around him, circling his prone form like their next meal. He could feel them staring straight through him, watching him, waiting for karma to catch up and dish its rightful justice. How could he let them die? Why had he let them die?

He was sorry, he swore he was sorry. He was trying! He was trying…

They didn’t care. Of course they didn’t care. Trying wasn’t succeeding, and he had failed. Sorry meant nothing. He exhausted the weight behind those words.

The darkness nipped at his feet like starving beasts. The sharp ringing of metal clanging against pavement echoed through his ears and against his skull. Metallic red splattered from behind his eyes in wet and squelching bursts. Rusty iron stung his nostrils, overwhelming his senses in a sudden wash. Thick, pasty liquid covered his lips, seeped into his mouth, down his throat, on his teeth. He was choking on it, and yet his tongue, suddenly abnormally long, lapped it up like a dying dog.

Oh god he could taste it-

“I can’t-” He shot to his feet, wobbly, clutching his chest, ragged breaths. The edging shadows flinched back at his sudden burst of movement, but didn’t spare their advances for long. They grinned at him, shining teeth the only source of light, fangs bearing down on his pathetic form. And then all the teeth merged into one hideous, crooked smile.

He was smiling at him, smiling into him, repeating one question over and over again.

How do you like my handiwork?

“Stop! Please!” Midoriya swiped a hand in front of him, DT swirling to protect him. He needed to get away, to flee the grasp of his shadow. But with his gloves on, it had no escape, instead pooling pitifully at his fingertips. His hand did nothing but claw the air before him.

And then the room lit up in the soft glow of dozens of souls. The darkness hissed, retreating back into the corners of his room, the corners of his mind.

He stared out in muddied awe. He wasn’t intending to summon any souls, but he had, if the mystic radiance of the room had anything to say about it. Had he been unconsciously thinking about it? He didn’t think he could’ve been thinking about much of anything cohesive during… that. Maybe it was his intense desire for the darkness to disappear that caused him to unintentionally summon the light of other lives. Maybe it was a sign to get on with his responsibilities, stop being a baby about this and get on with it.

The shadows sneered from the corners, laughing at him from a distance, piercing into his chest like the sudden stab of a serrated blade through his heart-

That was a reason to work if he’d ever seen one.

“I do not think you should be doing this in your current state-” Gami had to dodge a stray gloved hand as it reached out to pull in a ball of light- “Not that I doubt your judgment, but you might be better off taking some time to rest.”

“I’m fine, I just need to take my mind off some… things.” Midoriya waved him off dismissively, bringing the soul close to his chest. He ignored his mentor’s clear hesitation, taking a deep breath before completely submerging himself within the small pulse of light.

Immediately he was flooded with a rush of conflicting emotions. He expected it at this point; it was completely normal considering people tended to think a variety of things as they died. But still, he wasn’t expecting to be nearly knocked off his feet. Maybe he was still sensitive from before? He tried to shake it off; he had work to do. No more getting distracted.

Kibe Masahiro. An elegant name, almost ironic considering his profession. If it wasn’t out of respect for the dead, he might’ve chuckled. As he skimmed the surface of his life, he found Kibe to have been a police officer. That had Midoriya sighing in shame. He’d been seeing a lot of those lately, part of the violent uptick in crime around the country thanks to the Hero Killer’s appearance.

That smile grew larger from the corners, staring at him with a hungry frenzy-

Nope. Back to work.

Midoriya dug deeper. Kibe wasn’t a typical officer, to his surprise. He was a part of a quirk trafficking division, who’d been personally responsible for shutting down a massive ring of criminals who kidnapped and shuttled rare quirks around and even out of the country. The teen shuttered. Nasty, disgusting shit. People like that didn’t deserve even an inkling of consideration; he’d be happy to send those scumbags to the underworld without a second thought. He was ready to send Kibe off to paradise just for being against them, much less being a key part of taking down a generational ring.

And then he dug a little deeper. And then all those conflicted emotions suddenly made sense.

“I’ll be blunt with you all. ¥53,990,000 in monetary assets was stolen from the hideout we raided yesterday. Internal affairs has tracked it back to our division. So this is a warning to the perpetrator to turn yourself in while you still can, cause if I have to hunt you down, and I will, being fired will be the least of your problems.”

He wasn’t surprised by the voice itself. Sometimes, if the memory was vivid enough, he could hear the event as if he was there. Sometimes, information he shouldn’t have known came to him. It was almost like a premonition at times, though thankfully it was never as real as one.

So he knew the voice wasn’t Kibe’s, despite having no reason to. The voice wasn’t Kibe’s, and that only left one other reason as to why he was hearing it.

“It’s been months and IA still hasn’t made an arrest. And without an answer, the backlash from the press leak is going to cost the captain his job. I’m worried, Kibe. I don’t want the division to fall apart because of this. Everyone’s at each other’s throats, and whoever did this doesn’t seem to care. I thought we all were family…”

Midoriya didn’t need to hear anymore to know what happened. The soul in his hands almost seemed to dim in shame.

He moved away from the memory, floating a little closer to the surface, where things were less murky. He refused to acknowledge this sadistic sort of interest he was feeling, but he needed to know how Kibe had died.

And then he was rushed with emotions: fear, regret, guilt. There was metal in his chest. Blood everywhere, spilling from his hands. He was gasping for air, choking on his own fluids. His partner was next to him, on the floor, pushed out of the way. Shots rang back and forth. Bullets flew by their heads. Someone was trying to hold him together, but the blood just smeared everywhere. He couldn’t breathe, he couldn’t breathe.

He was then pulled out of the memory, heaving ruggedly. Damn, what a shitty way to die. Midoriya looked down at his own chest, just to make sure he was still intact. He wiped the sweat from his brow. This never got any easier, then again, he didn’t expect death to get easier. At least he didn’t have to feel the end like his premonitions cursed him with. Just see it, and hear it, and know it.

Kibe died a sudden, unsatisfying death, But one could say he died an honorable death as well, saving his partner from that fate in exchange. Did that mean his partner had evaded his own demise, or was it always meant to be this way? Midoriya would never understand how all this worked; he didn’t think he wanted to. Despite his insatiable desires to protect people, some things were better left unknown, at least for his own selfish sanity.

Though, regardless of all that, Kibe had still taken a bullet for his partner. He’d sacrificed his own life for another. That was noble, that was good. He had dedicated his life to taking down massive criminal organizations, disgusting leagues of people that bought and sold others like property. He’d been especially essential in the dismantling of some generational ring; Midoriya didn't recognize the name, but he was sure he’d find it if he turned on the news. Those were all righteous, honorable, selfless things. That made him good, right?

But he stole all that money. He lied to his captain, to his partner, to the entire police force. He refused to own up to his mistake; his silence tore apart his whole division from the inside out. He got away with his crime, he kept his job, but his innocent captain didn’t. Just as Kibe sacrificed his life to save another, he sacrificed his captain’s job to save his own. Those were all uncaring, apathetic, selfish things. That made him bad, right?

So which one was it?

Before, Midoriya would’ve found him unjust and sent him to the underworld without much of a thought otherwise. What he did was wrong, there was no question about it. But now, he found himself thinking if it was wrong enough. Did the good outweigh the bad, or did the bad outweigh the good?

He found himself resurfacing from the memories, once again staring at the flickering ball of light before him. Staring as it almost looked up at him. Staring as it almost pleaded with him for forgiveness.

Staring, as internally, he really didn’t know.

“Izuku?” Gami called out to him exasperatedly. “Izuku, are you alright?”

He shook himself out of his thoughts. He didn’t want to think about them anymore. “I’m fine, I just-”

He found himself staring again at the shadows in the corners. Staring as the teeth reappeared from the inky black. Staring as they curled themselves into a million hideous smiles. Staring as they chortled into sickening laughter, as teeth chattered together, as blood splattered, as screams echoed, as life faded away-

“I’m just going to try another one.”

And almost quite disrespectfully, he tossed Kibe’s soul away, ignoring it as it floated away from him and settled again within the space. He settled for the next closest one, which was thankfully still bright enough to ward the darkness off once more. He didn’t even give himself a chance to breathe, diving into these new memories as just an escape from his own, if he could even call them that.

Osaki Masuyo. A small woman of thin stature, of nothing but skin and bones adorned in a crude and dirty lab coat. She called herself a woman of science, dedicated to science, taken by science. It was kind of cute; Midoriya could respect her passion. She was young, naive, and with dreams. She wanted to change the world, she wanted to help people. In a way, she reminded Midoriya of himself.

He sank a little deeper, submerging himself completely in the most important aspects of her life.

“This is a lot to take on, Osaki. I know you want to help these kids, but not even modern medicine could help them. They have dangerous quirks, much too powerful for any suppressors; that should say enough. I’m not just worried about you giving their parents false hope, I’m worried about you killing your own confidence. You’re a brilliant woman, Osaki. I’d hate to see you burn yourself out on this of all things.”

They feared these kids, and Midoriya found himself in upset understanding. Of course they were dangerous, he knew what it was like to be dangerous. But they were still children, he was still a child. He didn’t want to be feared, or ignored, or given up on just because he was dangerous. And yet, that always seemed to be the easier option. It was never fair-

No. Back to work. Come on.

She was trying to develop a new type of quirk suppressor, one that had been attempted many times before but never successful. But by her designs, he wasn’t sure it could be called a suppressor anymore. Osaki was trying to permanently erase these kids’ quirks, and he wasn’t sure how he felt about that. On one hand, they would probably benefit from having no quirk over the ones they did if they were really that dangerous, despite the rap he knew the quirkless had. If he himself didn’t have such strong desires to become a hero, as well as an actual quirk, he’d probably want his gone too…

But on the other, that kind of technology was arguably just as dangerous as the quirks it was trying to erase. Was that kind of power really ok? What would that entail, to make that decision for others? In the government’s hands? In doctors’ hands? In villains’ hands?

Ignoring all that, her intentions were still good, he had to acknowledge that. She just wanted to help. Was that so wrong?

And of course, he found that answer just a little further underneath.

“What have I done?! I didn’t mean to- I didn’t want this!! It worked so well in testing!! It was approved for clinical trials!! It was safe!! I swear I didn’t want this. I’m so sorry…”

She killed them. She killed them all. It was an accident, but she still killed them. She didn’t mean to, but she still killed them. She only wanted to help, but she still killed them.

He’d seen a couple kids come in in the weeks before. It’d looked like a freak accident, something straight out of a thriller crime novel. He’d ignored the second one, calling it a coincidence. And the third. And the fourth. And the fifth. He didn’t give it any thought, he refused to think more about it, because thinking led to bad things.

And now, now that he thought, he wanted to throw up all over again.

He… he had a feeling he knew how this ended. A shameful feeling, because he knew he shouldn’t be assuming things like this, but a confident feeling nonetheless. Because his feelings rarely failed him.

Her feet couldn’t touch the ground. She struggled, despite knowing how this ended, knowing that this was what she wanted. It was supposed to be quick and painless, but instead she found herself up there longer than she wanted, stuck in her own thoughts. She didn’t want to think anymore, and yet, she was forced to as the rope burn seared her neck ever so slowly. She was so guilty, so overwhelmingly guilty. She didn’t even want to wait for the trial, she didn’t want to burden the families by making them look their last hope in the eye and acknowledge her as a failure, a disappointment. No one would want her anymore, no one would trust her anymore. She’d ruined herself just as she’d ruined them. She choked on tears, on breath, on guilt. There wasn’t a point anymore. She’d given her life to science, and science had taken it.

Midoriya was then forcefully shoved from the memory as the soul in his hands seemed to glow in defiance. His breath stuttered back to life, neck cracking uncomfortably against his spine. He found himself unconsciously grasping at his throat, searching for a mark that wasn’t there. He could still feel the remnants of heat, of tension. He had to keep telling himself it was all in his head, because it felt so terrifyingly real.

He didn’t have to look down at the life in his hands to feel the whirlwind of emotions radiating off of it, but surprisingly, it wasn’t what he was expecting to feel. She was angry, filled with hatred for herself for failing, hatred for science for betraying her, even hatred for the children for becoming the center of her obsession, unfounded but there.

And then he got angry at her, because how could she be angry at them? How could she be angry at the kids who did nothing, who asked for none of this? Who only wanted to be loved and instead got this in return? God they were just kids, they were just fucking kids. What did they ever do to deserve the absence of love? What did they ever do to deserve the full cruelty of the unforgiving world?

She didn’t mean to; she’d only wanted to help.

And now 5 kids were dead.

He wasn’t aware of the red hot tears streaming down his cheeks until Gami pointed them out.

He wiped them away furiously with his sleeve, angry that they were there, angry that he was crying, angry with how all of this had turned out.

They never said it was an easy job, but still… there had to be a line somewhere.

Right?

“Please,” Gami begged in a desperate, uncomfortable way he’d only heard a few rare times before, “Just stop. You can finish this another time. Stop pushing yourself.”

Midoriya grit his teeth, the anger he was feeling before now rearing its ugly head towards himself. God, this should be easy! This shouldn’t be that hard! She killed innocent children! She was bad!

But it was an accident!

But she still did!

But she didn’t mean to!

But she still did!!

With a sudden mangled cry, he threw the soul away from him, quite disrespectfully, and hunched in on himself, unsure if he was ready to yell or cry or throw up again. He didn’t want to see her anymore. He knew he had to, but he didn’t want to.

In a way, she reminded Midoriya of himself.

And that fucking terrified him.

It grew dark again, the shadows in the corners getting taller, wider, fouler. The darkness consumed all, and yet hid nothing. Smiles stretching, teeth glinting, tongues lashing, laughter echoing. He could hear their voices. His voice. Their anger. His disappointment. It was dark. It was too dark.

The light was retreating from him, creeping away towards the darkness waiting to gobble it up like a savage beast.

No.

He reached out. It couldn’t leave him.

Come back!

He lurched forward, lunging for the light.

Tomita Tamotsu.

A man armed with only a gun and his anger.

Midoriya was not prepared.

“Tamotsu!! Tamotsu, what the fuck have you done?! Has it hit you yet, the gravity of your situation, or are you too satisfied with the blood on your hands to care?! I can’t see the man I married under all that anger! Now what am I supposed to tell our son, that he’s lost his father too?!”

A murderer. Just like the Hero Killer. And from the closeness of their proximity, where Midoriya should’ve felt everything, what disgusted him was that he didn’t. There was no rush of emotions: no anger, no guilt, no regret. Just an overwhelming blankness, a suffocating indifference, a pure and undisturbed apathy. He almost crushed his fist right then and there. It wouldn’t have done anything, but maybe, just maybe, he was hoping it would’ve.

It was then his own anger simmered, settling from disgust. His own fire died down inside him, leaving him cold and unfulfilled. He knew why people hated because he had hated. He knew why people attacked because he had attacked. And he knew what drove people to kill because he had been driven to kill. But why some took the final step and some didn’t, that he knew but would never understand.

He didn’t want to be around this presence anymore. He was tired and nothing seemed to provide him with even temporary peace. Just a moment, where the whole world was truly okay, even just a second. Instead he was stuck with this, a token of the worst in humanity.

The soul in his hands didn’t seem to care for what Midoriya thought of it. It wasn’t trying to justify itself or its actions. But still, it pulled him deeper, as one last jab to his heart.

“We all knew he was guilty. The entire courtroom knew he was guilty. You have to understand that no one was happy at the mistrial. But just because the legal system failed us doesn’t make you judge, jury, and executioner in its stead. He took our darling, but even she wouldn’t have wanted it to end like this, to see her father take the place of her murderer. I love you, Tamotsu, I always will, but I can’t support you on this. I’m sorry.”

A murderer. Nothing like the Hero Killer, but a murderer nonetheless.

So then, why did his thoughts suddenly make him feel so ill?

He dropped to his knees, unable to stop the soul from rolling out of his hands, limply slowing to a stop just inches away. It didn’t bother picking itself up off the ground to a float once more, or maybe it simply just didn’t have the energy. Its light was dim, not from time, but from the mellow note of sadness that rang from its core and infected the air, adding to Midoriya’s own.

He couldn't judge this man, nor the woman before him, nor the man before her. And who was a death that couldn’t judge? A death that couldn’t do his job?

The shadows seemed to know.

The light was no longer enough to hold them at bay, and they knew that too.

The teen welled his eyes shut, but his tears seeped through anyway, staining his uniform pants and the tops of his fists balled into them. His chest tightened as the darkness strangled him, reaching its long and twisted limbs to his neck. He choked on reflex and the shadows shot down his throat in response, nearly forcing him to puke. Instantly, they were everywhere: stuffing his lungs, writhing his stomach, clogging his ears, behind his eyes, filling his skull. He couldn’t see. He couldn’t breathe. He couldn’t feel.

Who was a death that couldn’t do the one, simple task asked upon them by the universe?

If nothing else, he could at least hear the response.

A worthless, pathetic hypocrite.

Over and over again, bouncing around the walls of his skull, flooding his ears. He tried to open his eyes, but all he could see was rotting flesh, rusted blood, and that gruesome, monstrous grin. He tried to reach for something in the void, but all he could touch was emptiness and the molasses of darkness around him. He tried to cry out for help, for someone, anyone, to save him, but his scream was muffled before it even left his lips.

His struggles lost their strength and he resigned to his fate, letting the shadows constrict him like a hungry snake. He guessed this was just how it was supposed to be. And he was passively acceptant of that. What good could someone like him do if he couldn’t even help the people in front of him?

And then the inky blackness burned up his esophagus and exploded from his lips, expunged from his body like an unholy demon.

He collapsed onto his hands, heaving desperately as gallons of saliva dripped from his panting jaw. His fingers curled into the hardwood just to feel the harsh scrape against the floor. Every breath was long and deep as he made sure the air touched the far reaches of his lungs. The heartbeat in his ears was deafening, but he could hear it. He could hear it, and not the sick taunting from before.

It was only after all that, that he finally realized the frantic shaking to his shoulders.

“Izuku?! Izuku, can you hear me?!” Gami called out to him, squeezing his shoulders almost painfully. “Should I get Eraserhead? I might have to break something, but that would get his attention. Would he follow me? I don’t know…”

“I can…” he stuttered on a weak breath, “I can hear you… it’s okay.”

“Izuku!! Oh thank goodness!!” He knelt down beside him, running a bony hand down his back, coating his stuttered gasps from his lungs.

The ghost continued, but Midoriya couldn’t focus on his oddly emotional voice. He felt so… weird. Everything he was feeling from before was just gone, like a faded memory, replaced with such a suffocating sweetness he was almost lightheaded. Despite the overwhelming anger, guilt, and darkness that once swelled within him, he felt unnaturally calm all of a sudden. It was nice, don’t get him wrong, just… strange.

Well, best not look a gift horse in the mouth.

He shuffled, trying to bring himself into a more upright and comfortable position, as well as away from the disgusting spots of spit he’d left on the floor. And upon raising his gaze, he locked eyes with a small, gray creature hiding behind the foot of his bed. He’d forgotten that they technically shared a room; had he bore witness to all that? A small pang of guilt reemerged in Midoriya’s heart, stinging uncomfortably enough for him to wince. He didn’t mean to…

He raised a hand gently, compelled to apologize. But Links scurried off before he could, retreating back to some lone corner of the room.

“Izuku… are you sure you are indeed alright?”

He… wasn’t sure, but he felt alright.

“Yeah. Let’s get out of here.”

Gami looked confused. “But Eraserhead is out there you do realize?”

“I know.” He was quite punctual about it, so the ghost didn’t bother arguing, forcefully putting the rest of his concerns to bed.

He picked himself off the floor, recoiling from the stiff skin around his eyes, the arid taste in his mouth, the disgusting nature of his state in general. The room was a mess, he was a mess. He’d knocked over clothes and blankets in his tussle, his backpack laid strewn across the hardwood with its contents ejected. He didn’t even want to talk about the wet puddle of drool on the floor.

And that was exactly why he closed the door behind him as he left.

He wasn’t trying to be quiet, but after years of having to be, he wasn’t aware of how softened his steps were or how his body shifted its weight to avoid creaking the floors. He simply walked and his instincts protected him subconsciously. The only thing he could say he was doing on purpose was checking the corners of his vision in case the darkness from before tried to follow him. But thankfully, it remained trapped in his room, a sabertooth smile peeking out from the small gap between the door and the hardwood.

He shuddered, but his subconscious kept him moving away, aimlessly wandering into the kitchen, too bright for anything to appear.

Aizawa wasn’t startled at the teen’s appearance, especially being a seasoned underground pro. There wasn’t much that could scare him, much less startle him. But he couldn’t say he was expecting the boy to come out of isolation anytime soon, not after that… stunt that happened in the bathroom. And while his sudden appearance caught his thoughts off guard, there was definitely an annoyed parent in him that hoped it wasn’t to clean up a similar incident on the hardwood floor of the bedroom.

“Problem Child, I wasn’t expecting to see you out here.”

Although, he had to admit, he was certainly not prepared to be greeted with such a look of absence, a stare that held absolutely nothing within its gaze, akin to the eye of a man on a morgue tabletop.

“Neither was I.”

Aizawa cracked his knuckles quietly from underneath the kitchen island he was standing at. Alright, guess it was time to activate parent mode, or at least do his best trying.

“Why don’t you go sit on the couch?” He gestured towards the seating in the living room. The hero turned away, reaching for the cabinet behind him. “Interested in some hot cocoa?”

There was a pause, some shuffling, and then, “please.”

Midoriya watched his homeroom teacher place a kettle on the stovetop to boil with some profound distance in his heart. The calmness that invaded his senses felt so… superficial, like a glaze over his skin. He couldn’t find the anger from before, nor the immense guilt that came after; it was all just suddenly out of reach. And that should’ve scared him. It did.

So why couldn’t he feel it?

He didn’t notice Aizawa place himself next to him on the couch, not in the emotional existential crisis he was experiencing. In fact, he didn’t notice anything until his hands wrapped around something warm, and the sugary sweetness of the air suddenly lifted so he could breathe. He sputtered disgracefully, coughing on the desperate cry from the bottom of his lungs.

“S-Sorry…” Midoriya resisted the urge to wipe his mouth on his uniform sleeve again, instead grasping tighter around his warm mug to distract him from the feeling of spit on his lips, “I’m not… feeling all that great.”

Aizawa narrowed his eyes ever so slightly, but the teen didn’t even catch it. The pro caught a stupidly insensitive remark on his tongue and swallowed it back with a sip of his own drink, taking a moment to think about the way it scorched the lining of his throat and the way the stream escaped through his nose in a draconic huff.

“I’m sure I didn’t exactly help back in Recovery Girl’s office,” he admitted with a surprising amount of humility. “I was worried, but that doesn’t excuse my insensitivity, and for that, I apologize.”

Midoriya’s gaze shot upwards to meet him, and then lowered back down sheepishly. He eyed his drink, watching the surface ripple from his sudden movement, stretching outwards until it was broken by the edge of the mug. The ripples fought hard against the ceramic, but the immovable object won easily, halting wave after wave until the movement died out completely.

“I don’t know what to do anymore.” The words just spilled out, the dam in his throat finally destroyed after the chips it had taken earlier. “I don’t want the Hero Killer to win again, but nothing I do seems to help at all…”

Aizawa pursed his lips. “What do you mean? Your premonitions have helped Tsukauchi and the police track the Hero Killer’s movements consistently. It’s only a matter of time until-”

“They’re all dead.” The interruption was blunt yet wavering, like the hard splat of a body hitting the pavement. “15 visions and I couldn’t stop a single one. A power as great as this and I still can’t even use it right.”

The underground hero sighed silently, taking another long sip from his mug. He drank hard and heavy, as if it were alcohol in his hands. But alas, it wasn’t, and it wouldn’t be for a long time, as long as he had something to say about it. As easy as it was to drink away the pain, he learned his lesson that sometimes the easy way wasn’t always the best way.

“What do you think my civilian save rate is?”

Midoriya sputtered like before. “Wha- I don’t-”

Aizawa didn’t let him finish. “How many people do you think I’ve failed to save?”

“B-But that doesn’t matter!” The boy cried. “You’ve done so much good! You were my idol growing up, all underground heroes! You all do so much for Japan without even expecting a thank you!”

The teacher looked away at the flattery, his heart warming under his skin. But he still kept that hard look in his eyes, that serious stare that came with relieving old memories. “A younger me would have to disagree.”

He then moved to look forward, gazing almost longingly out the window across from them. Midoriya hesitantly moved his own gaze away from the pro and out towards the window too, and upon seeing nothing, returned to his shell shock.

“My rookie days were rougher than most. The wake-up call of the dangers of this line of work hit me pretty early,” Aizawa admitted freely. “Young heroes don’t realize that the real danger of this job isn’t their own death, but the inevitable deaths of others just out of their reach.”

At that, Midoriya peered down at his cooling cocoa again, and for the first time since receiving it, he took a long swig to force down the uncomfortable truth starting to bubble up.

“A lot of rookies take those wake-up calls with a shot of something strong at a quiet bar somewhere out of the city. I would know.” He continued. “It’s easy to lose yourself like that. It’s even easier to forget why you chose this path to begin with.”

But that realness bubbled up still, and everything Aizawa said hit like a load of bricks, crushing him under the weight of how unbearably right it was.

“I know that no amount of saying ‘it isn’t your fault’ stops you from blaming yourself. And I know that no amount of convincing is ever enough to make those feelings go away completely. So I’ll just be straight with you.”

He then turned away from the window and back down to him, and Midoriya swore he’d never seen himself reflected so much in another person’s eyes.

“Heroes can’t save everyone, but if we give up, then we save no one.”

The pro hero leaned back into the couch, letting out a small little sigh up towards the ceiling, almost like he was expecting someone up there to hear it. Midoriya joined him, sinking into the felt as he simultaneously felt his mind race away and ignored every second of it.

He thought back to what was waiting for him in his room, the sinister smile of a thousand doubts and fears, of a hundred failures and disappointments, of 15 heroes and their killer. He thought about how much it absolutely scared him, of how much he hated opening his eyes to that grin knowing there was something he could have done. He thought about how the child in him so desperately wished this could end, and how for once the hero in him agreed.

“Thank you, Aizawa-sensei.”

He thought about Ingenium, lying in the ICU, still in critical condition for all he knew.

“That’s good to know. He’s a fighter.”

If Ingenium refused to give up, even after everything the Hero Killer did to try and make him, then neither would he.

His nightmares still greeted him that night, and like clockwork, that suffocating air of peace flooded his senses, but for the first time since that all had become routine, Midoriya truly found himself asleep.

 


 

“You are more peppy than usual…” Gami narrowly eyed the other with his usual hint of playfulness, drawing the curtains to Midoriya’s window shut.

Midoriya, who was trying to mat down his bed head in the mirror, glared over to the ghost at the loss of light. Gami hunched over sheepishly, but wavered and opened up the curtains again with a defeated sigh.

“Just let me finish and then you can close that.” He smirked softly. “But I slept pretty well last night… first time in a while.”

Gami smiled too, forgetting about the bothersome sunlight beaming down on his back. “I’m glad.”

Figuring his hair was as good as it was going to get, Midoriya moved away from the mirror. He looked around his room: to his bed, to his closet, and then back at himself, trying to make sure he had everything he needed. It was still pretty early, but he liked to get a head start on the day. After all, he only had until tomorrow until things grew inevitably hectic once again.

Gami moved towards him, swirling around him childishly. “So what is the plan for today?”

The teen smoothed out his short sleeve shirt, running his fingers down his arms and across his skin. Today was going to be warmer than usual, and he would’ve been sweating long before he planned if he stubbornly chose to wear his turtleneck anyway, not like that had stopped him before. But searching through his closet this morning, he’d stumbled upon some of the few t-shirts he had left, and for the first time in years, his routine choice came up as second best.

His skin breathed after years of captivity, and smiled at him for it.

“I want to fine tune my blasts,” he admitted. “Recovery Girl was right; I can’t keep tearing myself apart on the field, so I need to figure out how to use them properly.”

The ghost looked hesitant at the declaration. “I- But it has not even been a day…”

“I know.” Midoriya looked off to the side guilty. “But I’ve got to keep improving. I can’t just waste the free time I’m lucky enough to get.”

“I guess…” Gami sighed.

The teen nudged him ever so slightly. “I’ll be careful, I promise. I don’t want to keep hurting myself after all.”

Midoriya took one last look at himself in the mirror, his eyes dancing from head to toe as he was reminded of his skin again. It was odd; he couldn’t remember the last time he’d left his arms and neck exposed, observing the way his broken pigmentation peeked out from his collar and snaked down from his sleeves. He rubbed at it with his gloves, unable to stop the self doubt bubbling in his gut. But while his confidence certainly wasn’t at its peak currently, he didn’t find himself suffering from the pure disdain he was so used to. He could look at them now, look at them without wanting to cry or vomit or some unholy combination of them both. He didn’t like looking at them, but that was an issue for another day.

He couldn’t fix everything at once, but he was making progress.

He smiled at his reflection, and his heart lifted when his reflection smiled back.

The teen sauntered over to the window, closing the curtains for good this time. Gami, who had totally forgotten about the light in the first place, unconsciously relaxed upon being relieved from the brightness.

“Thanks.”

Midoriya smiled, barely visible in the dark. “It’s not a big dea-”

The last of the sentence got caught in his throat as something brushed past his leg. He momentarily froze, unable to tell what it was through his sweatpants. His eyes scrambled to search in the dark, heart beating just a little faster than before.

The small yip that followed instantly had him facepalming on how much he’d overreacted.

“Oh, it’s just you, Links.” His eyes adjusted to see the small kitten sitting patiently by his feet. “Gave me a bit of a scare there.”

The cat seemed to almost smile at his mischief, pawing lightly at his socks like he was trying to get him to play along. The boy relaxed, albeit still kicking himself for forgetting about his roommate. Guess he was just a bit preoccupied.

Gami cocked his head, unable to see the interaction. “Izuku? You coming?”

Startled again, Midoriya quickly sidestepped around Links, careful not to scare the timid animal. He skipped over to his bedroom door, rubbing at his neck awkwardly. “Sorry. Let’s head out!”

The duo left the room as ready as they could be to tackle the world. Though, as soon as they opened the door, a small cacophony echoed back at them from down the hall. They glanced at each other briefly, Gami giving the other a sharp nod before zooming off to investigate. Midoriya crept silently through the hallway, his steps gingerly fatal. His hands tensed on reflex, one just barely under the fabric of his glove, ready to pull it off if it came to that. He slinked into the kitchen, ready for anything, and-

“Hey, little listener!” Yamada waved at him from the stove, sporting a comfortable-looking “treble in the kitchen” apron. “You’re up pretty early, want some breakfast? I’m making pancakes for Sho!”

“No, you’re making pancakes for yourself,” Aizawa called out half heartedly from the couch, flipping through a stack of papers. “You just want an excuse to make an American style breakfast.”

The voice hero shook his spatula threateningly, though the image was lost as specs of batter flew everywhere. “Just let me have this!”

The two continued their playful banter as Midoriya slowly assessed the situation, lowering his hands and losing the tension in his nerves. Everything was fine; how could he have forgotten that he lived with two other people? How could he forget that pros would get up just as early as him? He didn’t realize how wound up he still was from the festival, jumping at every little noise. He released the breath caught in the pits of his lungs. Goodness… and it was supposed to be his day off.

“So? Interested?” Yamada turned away from the stove completely this time.

Midoriya’s vision finally focused, only to be met with the lounging posture of his companion floating lazily above one of the island stools. Gami, who noticed his successor staring at him, gave an idle shrug before gesturing for him to join him.

He was going to kill that ghost.

“No thanks.” Midoriya shook his head, twiddling his fingers nervously. “I was actually hoping I could head out to Dagobah to train…”

The sentence kind of died off, but both adults got the gist, looking at each other in contemplation.

Yamada cocked his head. “Train? The Sports Festival just ended.”

The teen shrugged himself. “Yeah, it gave me a good idea of where I need to improve. Progress waits for no one.”

“You’re going out there to work on those blasts-” Aizawa jumped in with a sideways glance- “aren’t you?”

Caught in the act, the boy shuffled in his spot. “Well… yeah.”

“Those looked dangerous…” Yamada trailed off, lips curling into a small pout. “You sure you don’t want to just take the day off? One of us can tag along tomorrow.”

“I know they’re dangerous, but all quirks are until you figure out how to use them right.” The teen crossed his arms passively. “I’ll be careful, I promise, but I need to get a head start.”

The pros looked at each other again, eyes dancing in silent conversation, before finally, Yamada caved, setting down the spatula.

“Well, you can’t train on an empty stomach, so at least grab a granola bar from the cabinet.” He gestured beside him, and then picked up his utensil to get back to cooking.

Midoriya nodded vigorously, racing over to snatch a breakfast bar. He ripped the packaging hastily, taking a massive bit off the top before shoving the rest of it roughly into the pocket of his sweatpants.

“Take your phone too,” Aizawa chimed in. “Just in case something happens.”

The demand was fair enough to him, but as he padded his other pocket, it dawned on him that he’d nearly left without it. 0 for 3 at this point; he really was out of it. Throwing up his arms in exasperation, he gave the teacher a quick nod of confirmation, kicking himself for having to make an extra trip back to his room.

“I shall wait for you here.” Gami relaxed further into his makeshift seat. “Until you are ready to leave.”

Midoriya rolled his eyes as he walked off, knowing the ghost missed how he muttered annoyances under his breath.

He opened the door to his bedroom, and upon the murky greeting of darkness, he also remembered how he’d shut the curtains, not expecting to have to return. Of course. Just his luck he supposed.

It was too bad, at least, that’s what he told himself as he wandered around the space, trying to remember where he’d last left it. He rummaged around his desk, much too prideful and spiteful to waste time and energy opening the curtains again. He shuffled papers and pencils left and right, listening to the ruffle of pages and clatter of graphite, but alas, he neither felt nor heard his phone.

Maybe he’d left it in his schoolbag? His mind had been all over the place yesterday, he wouldn’t have been surprised if he just forgot to unpack the bag in its entirety. He’d forgotten a lot of things yesterday, today too.

Sure enough, he didn’t have to search long before he pulled it out, seeing his light reflection on the screen. Midoriya slipped it into his pocket proudly, pleased with his relative success, then returning the flap of his bag back to normal. Now it was finally time to head out and get the day officially started. He walked towards the door, already on his next train of thought, when he stopped suddenly. Should he just bring his whole bag along? It had most of his first aid supplies, just in case something did go wrong. Plus it had his most recent quirk analysis book. If he did manage to make a breakthrough considering the usage of his blasts, it would make sense to take some notes for future reference.

Mentally winning the argument against himself, he spun around sharply, going back for his school bag. He squatted to grab the handle on top of the flap, when oddly enough, he didn’t feel it there. Searching lostly in the dark, he found the flap of his back ajar. Weird, he swore he closed it after pulling out his phone. Guess he didn’t. Goodness, he really was forgetful today. Shrugging with a bit of disappointment for himself, he closed the flap for good this time, making sure to fasten the button, before picking it up by the straps and slipping it over his shoulders.

He had to adjust his shoulders a bit, trying to make the bag rest comfortably on his back. Was it always this heavy? He couldn’t remember; had he brought home his gym clothes for the festival? Growing frustrated at his forgetfulness and his terrible pacing of this morning so far, he truly threw his hands up in exasperation. He had no time for this! He was already behind schedule!

Midoriya stormed off for the door again, ready for it to be the last time, when he realized his aggressiveness. He didn’t want to spook Links with his own annoyance; he knew how sensitive the little cat was. Speaking of, he looked around briefly. He was pretty sure he didn’t see the kitten throughout his relatively thorough searching, but then again, he couldn’t trust himself at this point. Oh well, he was probably hiding under the bed like he usually was. He didn’t have time to worry about that.

Closing the door with a soft click, he raced down the hall, gripping his backpack straps to keep his bag from crashing repeatedly against him. As he appeared in the kitchen, Gami sat up suddenly, shooting back to his side.

“Ready to go?”

Midoriya rolled his eyes. “Yeah, I’m ready. You done messing around?”

Gami brushed him off jokingly. “No promises.”

Together, they made their way to the front door. Though, just as the boy reached to turn the handle, Yamada flagged him down.

“Hey, little listener! You might want this!” A sudden bundle of something was thrown in his direction. Midoriya easily snatched it out of the air; at least he could always rely on his instincts.

He unraveled it, holding it up confusedly. “A sweater?”

The teen looked back up at the voice hero, suddenly growing self conscious. Was he trying to tell him to cover up? All of a sudden, his sleeves felt too short, his collar felt too low. He should’ve just stuck with routine; he was trying to move too fast. Of course people would be put off by his scars, the hideous way they danced across his skin, the glaring way they peeked out from different angles as he moved, the revolting way they seemed to capture the eye and force a spotlight upon the limitless imagination of how they might have tainted him against the child he rightfully was.

“I was just thinking it might be breezy down by the beach this early.” Yamada flashed him a thumbs up. “Wouldn’t want you to be cold out there.”

Midoriya looked up to the hero, back down to the sweater, and then up again. His lips trembled with trailed thoughts, his mind jumbled with fragments of what he knew and pieces of what he imagined he did.

“So- you don’t… I mean…” The words died upon their contact with the acidic air, fizzling out into steam and heat. “Me?”

This time, Yamada’s smile grew more softly, nodding his head in complete understanding. “Don’t work yourself too hard. Call if you need anything.”

Midoriya blinked owlishly, before smiling a toothy, childish grin. He nodded feverishly, adjusting his backpack once more, before barreling out the front door, Gami close behind. He zoomed down the steps and skidded into a turn, pace slowing into a bouncy walk. He didn’t want to tire himself out already, but they were still running late.

The ghost floated up beside him as they treaded down the sidewalk, sweater slung hastily over his shoulder. Even still, the brisk wind that trailed off the far ocean surface slithered uncomfortably across his skin. He shivered; boy was he glad to have taken the sweater after all.

“Hey Gami, are you solid enough to hold this for a second?” He slipped off his backpack, holding it out to his companion, then grabbing at his sweater. “Just want to put this on.”

He reached for it with a bony hand. “Seems as if I am.”

They swapped for a moment, Midoriya unzipping the sweater so he could put it on. Though, upon taking the bag, Gami lurched slightly forward, finding his form more wispy than he previously thought.

“Goodness, what is even in here?” Gami heaved as he tried to readjust. “A rock?”

The teen gave him a glance, pulling one of his arms through the sleeves. “I think you’re just getting weak.”

The ghost flared, the slow wisps leaving his body dying off as his phantom skin solidified. “Weak? Need I remind you who is carrying your bag currently?”

At that, Midoriya snatched it back, sliding it across his shoulders with a mischievous grin. “Not so fun being messed around with, is it?”

The boy started off again, though not missing how Gami grumbled but nonetheless floated behind him, even with his arms crossed. He laughed under his breath, careful to make sure the ghost didn’t hear him. He really did miss this; the comfort of having a companion. Of course, he knew Gami would always have his back when things got rough, but he was ashamed to say he’d forgotten how peaceful his presence was in everyday situations. Well, the Sports Festival was over, and he’d learned a lot: how much responsibility he had over the living now, how much of a symbiotic relationship he held with Gami, how much work he still had left to do. He couldn’t do it all now, but it was time to start somewhere. That’s what today was for, after all.

Making his way up the short steps, Midoriya sighed in content upon laying his eyes on the beach. He ditched his signature sneakers while he was still up on the pavement, and then descended down to the shore. Upon deciding on a comfortable spot in the sand, he slid his backpack off his shoulders and set it down.

“So…” Gami trailed off, “what is the plan here?”

The teen removed his gloves, tossing them gently next to his bag. “Well, every time I’ve managed to fire off a blast…”

“I want to hear that heroic little facade of yours break.”

“There’s not enough time to scavenge for points! This is our only option!!”

“Shouto, please! I know this isn’t you!”

“It’s always been right after an overwhelming feeling of desperation.”

The ghost nodded. “Yes, well we have been in an unlucky amount of unfortunate situations.”

“I guess, but that’s not what I mean.” Midoriya stared down into his palm, flexing his fingers and watching the clean movement carefully. “I think the reason these blasts keep hurting me is because I’m forcing them out. I’m desperate, so I push all the DT into my hands at once.”

“You release too much power, which causes the nerve damage.” Gami gasped out, the pieces clicking in his ghostly mind.

“Exactly!” He exclaimed. “So if I’m calm and focused, I might be able to make a blast without overwhelming my hands!”

“An astute discovery indeed.” He praised.

Midoriya cemented his stance in the sand, digging his feet so he could have as much stability as possible in case the blast knocked him down. He raised one arm out in front of him, keeping the other close to his side for balance. Outstretching his fingers, he took in a deep breath and thought about the DT rushing through his veins, the pool as it gathered in his palms, the chill as it slithered up to his fingers, the buzz as it simmered just underneath his skin. He could feel it right there, just waiting to escape, begging to be released, throbbing in his fingertips like a raging bull as it realized it could not.

Another deep breath. The sensation flooded him so harshly, and he did his best to calm down. He just needed to focus. The edge was right there; he could feel it. It was so close. And yet, he just couldn’t get his DT to flow over, caught on the cliff so painfully tight he found himself gasping for air.

“Gah!!” He choked on his spit, dropping to his knees and instinctively catching himself with both hands. The DT gathered in his fingertips screeched like boiling steam as it escaped into the sand, turning a large chunk of the immediate area to dust.

“Izuku!!” Gami rushed to him. “Are you alright?”

“I’m fine.” Midoriya waved him off as he caught his breath, pushing himself up and brushing the sand off his clothes. “Just… harder than I thought.”

He stood up again, albeit a little shakier this time, and raised up the same arm. Closing his eyes, he tried to visualize the flow of DT, how it traveled through his bloodstream and ran around his whole body. He tried to think about directing the flow just to his hands, to his fingertips. It was building; he could feel it: the rush, the buzz, the itch for freedom. It was right there, right at the edge.

But with no escape, and no extra push, it was going nowhere.

Midoriya grumbled in frustration, clenching his hand into a fist to try and simmer down the stinging. Maybe the other hand would fair better results?

Wishful thinking, because he didn’t have any better luck, just the same stifled satisfaction.

The boy sighed. “I just can’t get it to travel to the air on its own. I need to give it some sort of push.”

Gami crossed his arms nervously. “Is that really a good idea?”

“I’ll be careful,” he reiterated. “I just need to get this right.”

And so he held out his hand again, calling for his DT. The flood rushed him once again, boiling underneath his skin, right on the edge, but just not enough on its own. But instead of simply letting it sit there, simmering pitifully from fruition, Midoriya instead thought about how he felt reaching out for Asui as he watched her demise in slow motion, how he felt trapped in the hands of Shigaraki as he flashed that sickening grin in his eyes, how he felt watching Todoroki lose himself to some terrifying unexplainable anomaly. He remembered the fear of it all as he begged for things to change, and the desperation of it all as he realized he was the one who had to do it.

“I want to hear that heroic little facade of yours break.”

He remembered the emotions buried deep in his subconscious, the ones he hated talking about, those feelings of weakness and regret and guilt.

“There’s not enough time to scavenge for points! This is our only option!!”

He remembered how they made him feel, beyond their surface sensation alone, striking him deep in his very core.

“Shouto, please! I know this isn’t you!”

He remembered.

PLEA-

And then suddenly, he forgot.

Startled, Midoriya’s eyes shot open, grasping at his chest in a panic. One hand reached up for his throat, just to make sure he was breathing still. His lungs sputtered disjointedly, choking on the sweet air of peace.

He wasn’t aware enough for his usual filter. “What the hell?!”

“What happened?” Gami circled around him instantly, examining his body for injuries. “What did you do?”

“I didn’t do anything!” Midoriya cried, though it was more of a heave with the unnatural way he was breathing. “I was trying to feel the way I felt when I fired the blasts before, but it just… stopped.”

He could feel his body calming down, but that only unnerved the teen more. He was the exact opposite of calm right now, and yet his body refused to acknowledge what his brain was saying. He was confused, he was freaked out, so why didn’t he feel that way?

Ok, ok. No time to panic. He took in a breath, actively trying to calm down this time. That was probably just a side effect from all the stress he’d been under during the festival and subsequently now at home. His emotions were probably just completely out of whack. Nothing to panic over.

Stubbornly, he raised his hand again. He was going to get it this time. No distractions. Just think about they way he felt just before and-

He audibly cursed this time as he actively felt the desperation be ripped from him, and then crudely replaced by an overwhelming sense of stillness.

“Ok, something is definitely not right…” Midoriya spun around, shiftily looking in all directions for something out of place, for something that would trigger his alarm bells. But there was nothing, nothing except for Gami staring confusedly back at him.

“Maybe if you describe it for me better, I can hel-”

“Wait!” He shushed the ghost. “Listen!”

The duo stilled, and after a few tense moments of silence, sure enough, a faint rustling could be heard. Paranoid, Midoriya glanced around, desperately looking for the source of the noise. But there was nothing but sand around them, even the stray garbage piles were much too far in the background to be making a quiet enough sound to be heard. There was nothing…

Nothing except for his dejected bag he’d set down when he had arrived. His rustling, slightly shaking bag.

Midoriya crept over, taking light steps even on the sand to avoid being detected. He could see it a lot more clearly now, there was definitely something inside his bag by the way it was moving. His hands buzzed with nervousness, but he forced them to settle down; he didn’t want to accidentally disintegrate his backpack after all. But by the way his heart pounded, he was tempted to disintegrate whatever was inside it…

He was just over the bag now, hunched over it as it rocked back and forth. He slithered a hand to the flap, and with sudden ferocity, he flipped it open to expose its contents and-

“What the-”

An innocent meow interrupted him, and as wide, babyish eyes met his own, realization finally kicked in.

Links was sitting in his backpack.

He collapsed onto his rear, falling back onto the sand as the adrenaline finally died down. His heart stuttered back to normalcy as his lungs caught up to his brain. Links, determined to follow him, tried to worm his way out of the top opening, revealing himself to the ghost floating just a ways away.

“Is that-”

“It is.” He exasperatedly fell back into the sand, uncaring if the grains got in his hair or under his clothes at this point. “I think I’m done trying to practice for today. Think the universe is trying to tell me something.”

“Paradise knows, today is full of surprises.”

Midoriya couldn’t help but grow frustrated lying in the sand. Surprises was definitely one way to put it, annoyances was another. And what certainly didn’t help was the remnants of the sickenly sweet air that wafted just moments before. That certainly wasn’t the first time he’d felt the sensation, but all the times before were strictly at home. Right now, he wasn’t at home. If he could be suffocated by the calmness outside of the household, then why hadn’t he experienced it at school? The only thing different was-

He sat up suddenly, eyes locking onto his backpack.

Links gave a halfhearted yelp as he struggled to escape the confines of the bag.

“Links has a quirk…”

Gami sharply turned. “Wha-”

Midoriya shot to his feet, grabbing his gloves and scooping up his backpack. The kitten let out a startled hiss as his progress was lost and he was thrown back to the bottom of the bag, but quite frankly, the boy didn’t care. He closed the flat tightly with a jolt, slipping on his gloves hastily. “That would explain so much! I didn’t even realize it! I don’t think anybody did!”

Gami scampered to try and follow. “But we just got here-”

“And we’ll come back another time,” Midoriya called back to him, jumping up the steps to reach the sidewalk. “But we’ve got more important things to focus on!”

 


 

When Midoriya left his room the next morning, his steps were a slow kind of deliberate. He was fueled with a mission, despite the empty tank he was running on. He slept fine last night, but now he would forever be left wondering how ok he felt about that. Was the quality of his peaceful slumber real? Was anything he felt in that room real? Was the space really his anymore? As much as he tried to tell himself that the potential of Links affecting his psyche didn’t change anything, lying to himself only made him feel worse.

He slinked into the kitchen, not surprised to see Aizawa leaning against the island with a cup of fresh brewed coffee. He stood there a little awkwardly, knowing exactly what he wanted to say, but still hesitant to do so.

“Did…” he started, fading in and out like the tide, “what did Nezu say?”

The teacher looked at him, not in any sort of malicious way, but Midoriya still found himself squirming until he eventually looked away. “Well, he was definitely interested. He wants to meet us in Recovery Girl’s office in about an hour.”

The teen nodded vigorously, trying to get the confirmation through his foggy skull.

Aizawa raised an eyebrow at him. “Did you sleep alright? Are you still fine with Links being in your room?”

“I… don’t know.” He stared off to the side, into nothingness, twirling his fingers absentmindedly. “I just… how do I know if the progress I’ve made- the progress I think I’ve made… how do I know if anything I’ve felt is real?”

Midoriya crossed his arms, digging his fingers into his skin.

“I thought I was getting better, but was it really me? Does it count if my emotions weren’t my own? I feel like I’ve been cheated, and that might not even be real.”

“Take a breath, Problem Child.” Aizawa placed his mug in the sink, then walked out from behind the island. “We’re not even sure Links has a quirk yet, much less the specifics of what it does and doesn’t do.”

He placed himself in one of the island stools, beckoning the boy to join him in the other. Timidly, Midoriya did, making himself comfortable much like a small child would.

“I’ll be the first to say, in the month or so I’ve known you, you’ve improved beyond my expectations, both in your hero training and as a young adult. That’s an accomplishment, your accomplishment. No one can take that away from you.”

Midoriya looked skeptical. “But-”

“I hope you remember that your growth hasn’t just occurred in this house. You do a lot of self evaluation here at home, but I’d argue you’ve grown more at school, with the company of your classmates who push you to be better.” Aizawa didn’t let him interject. He didn’t get louder, he just never broke pace. “Those times, it’s all been you.

The teen nodded for real this time, one sharp nod of the head as the equally sharp words pierced straight through his skull.

“I don’t want you diminishing your progress over this,” Aizawa admitted. “Just think of it as an interesting turn of events. I don’t think any of us saw this coming.”

“Yeah…” he kept his hands clamped together in his lap, but some noticeable tension in his shoulders was lost. “Thank you, Aizawa-sensei.”

The hero only nodded, though he couldn’t help the inking of a smile on his cheeks. “Of course. Now, I’m not sure when Zashi’s going to be home; he has morning patrol. But once he gets back we’ll head ou-”

The front door slammed open. “Hey, party people!! I’m back!!”

Both individuals snapped their necks in response, Midoriya in surprise, Aizawa in mock annoyance. There stood Yamada in the door frame, arms open wide like he expected some grand reunion in his presence. His smile was as bright as the sun, or was that the invading sunlight that he’d invited inside by leaving the door open? He didn’t seem to care, adorned fully in his hero costume and all its numerous gadgets, including one especially new looking set of sound grenades strapped to his belt.

Thankfully, Gami wasn’t with him at the moment, or all he’d be hearing would be screeches of a wounded animal that had been denied food, sleep, or some unholy combination of them both.

Yamada finally closed the front door. “Well, I’m good to go, unless you’d rather me change into something more casual.”

Aizawa waved him off. “Don’t worry about it. I’m more surprised you got off so early.”

“I’ve got my ways,” the blond winked with a following snort, before turning more serious. “Let me go get the pet carrier; I’ll take care of Links.”

They let him leave, and Midoriya hopped down from the stool to put on his sneakers. Aizawa joined him, reaching over his crouched form to grab a jacket hanging by the front door. They moved in tandem, with the pro recoiling effortlessly out of the way just as the boy stood up to grab his own sweater. Even off the field, they both moved with such fluid grace, the instinct of their kind of work seeping inevitably into their lives. Midoriya didn’t mind it; in fact, he found the instinctual confidence soothing, especially now, when his confidence was rocked more than ever.

He was just fixing his sleeves when Yamada exited his room, pet carrier in hand. Even from a distance, a soft crying could be heard from inside, and the teen choked on the confliction in his heart.

Gami floated next to the voice hero, having exited the room with him, and swirled to a stop at his successor’s side.

“I never let the feline leave my sight, just as you asked,” the ghost detailed like an operative, “but I observed nothing out of the ordinary.”

Midoriya shrugged with a sigh. “I guess that was to be expected. Thanks anyway.”

The two adults paid no mind to the one sided conversation happening before them. Aizawa reached to open the door, holding it so Yamada could walk out effortlessly. He waited until Midoriya was also out, and the two of them were on their way to the car before shutting and locking it.

Gami peeked his head through the car frame as Midoriya bucked in. “To the school, correct?”

“Yeah.” He nodded. “Meet you there. Be safe.”

“I should be telling you that.” Gami rolled his eyes, though no one could tell. “But yes, I will. See you in a bit.”

And with that, the ghost disappeared, not bothering to stick to the streets as he passed through a building. Midoriya didn’t blame him; why bother with twists and turns if he could just fly straight there? Lost in thought, he was unprepared as the car jolted to the start and rolled down the driveway. He blinked, trying to refocus like a camera lens.

The carrier wasn’t in the backseat with him, but rather on top of Yamada’s lap in the passenger seat. For such a small animal, the cage was quite large, nearly covering up the blond in full. He guessed Yamada chose to keep it with him to shield himself from the view of passing cars; he was still dressed in his signature look. With his sharp, upturned blond hair however, he wasn’t doing all too great of a job. But nonetheless, he was sort of glad Links wasn’t in the back with him. He wasn’t sure he could handle that right now.

“So, little listener, did you get as far as you were trying to yesterday?” Yamada suddenly called out to him. “Your training, I mean.”

“Uh, well… not really,” he admitted, turning from the window to look up front. “I did make some progress, but it wasn’t as much as I’d hoped.”

The boy tugged nervously at his sleeves, oblivious to the way Aizawa eyed him out of the rear view mirror. He had been so close yesterday, so close to the answer to all his current problems. So close, and Links had ruined it all.

Now, he didn’t know when he’d be able to go back to Dagobah again.

“I know I’m really close to having a major breakthrough. I’ve got a solid theory on how exactly my blasts work. I just… didn’t have enough time to experiment.” His commentary died off as he realized more and more how much the opportunity had been wasted.

Yamada’s pursed lips could be seen in the reflection of one of the side mirrors, his hands moving anxiously slowly across the sides of the crate. “I know you want to play around with this new technique, but aren’t you worried about hurting yourself? I saw what happened during the one on one fights… you nearly tore yourself apart.”

The car took on a somber tone after that, a foggy silence sweeping over all of them, heavy enough to bring their moods sinking down. Midoriya fiddled with his hands, picking away at the seams of his gloves like it did anything.

He was worried, and that was exactly why he had to.

“I always understood that people were never going to be able to look at me and see a hero like they do with you, Yamada-sensei. Looking at Uraraka, or Iida, or Todoroki, and just off their quirks alone… they look like heroes. But me? With my powers? Who's going to look at me and see a hero first?”

The pro visibly cringed, and couldn’t muster up the words immediately.

Midoriya didn’t expect him to.

“When Mineta told me no pro was going to offer me an internship after my fight with Todoroki, he was right. No one is going to trust me to protect them when all I can show for my own skill is destruction.” He looked away suddenly, trying to hide his glossy eyes by staring out the window. “When all I do is destroy myself…”

“That was scary as hell, Midori. No pro’s gonna wanna hire you after that.”

He clenched his teeth and yanked his head in shame, biting back the tears gathering in his eyes.

“That’s why I have to keep trying, to keep refining myself until I understand the ins and outs of all my abilities. I have to keep breaking myself apart until I can stand out in the field and people see a hero in me. I need to learn control in order to back up the power I have.”

“If they’re real heroes, they’ll recognize you for the power you undoubtedly have and the potential you displayed.”

“You’re here to be a hero, so don’t let other people’s fears stop you!”

Asui… Uraraka…

He rubbed lightly at his eyes, erasing all the evidence.

It could be worse. At least he wasn’t starting at a 0% popularity rate.

“You were unbreakable out there!”

“Your movement was crazy slick!”

“Midori! I was rooting for you! You’re the coolest!”

And for that, he was more than thankful.

“I guess I didn’t see it like that…” Yamada admitted bashfully. “I wish I could offer you a backup internship with me just in case, but U.A. teachers aren’t allowed to offer students internships out of bias.”

Aizawa, who had remained silent the entire time, suddenly butted in. “You can. I did.”

Both sputtered and shot towards him for completely different reasons.

“It’s not easy… I had to pull some strings with Nezu.” He rephrased after their confusion, never taking his eyes off the road. “But I am offering a student an internship this year. I’m sure, with the right wording, Nezu would allow you to do the same.”

The difficulty of that “right wording” went unsaid, but the point still stood. Yamada beamed excitedly through the mirror at the prospect.

“This is great, little listener! I can go talk to Nezu and with a little persuading I’m sure-”

“No.” Midoriya stated firmly, before catching himself. “No thank you.”

Yamada looked confused, instinctively turning his head around to try and look at him directly. “But… wouldn’t you want-”

“I made my choices during the Sports Festival, and my performance was what it was,” the teen admitted truthfully. “My internship opportunities should reflect that. It’s only fair to my classmates, who worked just as hard for the same chances.”

Another pause echoed around the car, reverberating off the metal frame like a loose cannon.

“That was very mature of you, Midoriya,” Aizawa chirped from the driver’s seat. “I’m sure everything will work out just fine, one way or another.”

He nodded. “Thank you, Aizawa-sensei.”

The engine hummed into silence as the boy lurched forward with the stop of the vehicle. Aizawa roughly put it into park and wasted no time stepping out of the car, with the other two following close behind. They didn’t bother going through the front entrance when both Aizawa and Yamada owned an all access key. He scanned them all in, and the group made their way through a side entrance into the building.

Any conversation before ebbed away into nothingness as Midoriya trailed behind awkwardly. He couldn’t find the confidence to walk beside the two teachers, not with Links so dangerously close, even in the crate. He knew he was probably overexaggerating, but there was something about the invasion that was so uncomfortable; it left him so uneasy to think there was some part of him that had been tampered with.

Well, hopefully this would clear some things up. He’d like to actually have a shot at decent sleep-

“Boo.”

“Fuck!” Midoriya jumped out of his skin and outstretched his hand despite his glove being on, only to meet the mischievous stare of his ghostly mentor. He grasped at his chest, trying to calm his racing heart with a rough exhale. “What the hell, Gami?”

The teachers calmed upon understanding, and continued to set the pace towards Recovery Girl’s office.

Gami shrugged in response. “You were taking a while. I got bored.”

The teen grumbled under his breath, but didn’t have the heart to stay mad at him. “I’m… I’m not even going to give you the satisfaction of a response.”

“Come on… at least entertain me a little!”

“Not at the expense of my-”

“You two,” Aizawa looked over his shoulder, and that’s when the duo consciously realized they all had stopped. “We’re here.”

Embarrassed, they both instantly silenced and followed obediently as Aizawa held the door open for them all. Of course, both Nezu and Recovery Girl were already inside, beckoning them almost impatiently. Midoriya swallowed roughly. He hoped neither had been waiting long. One was a sadistic rat for a principal that he simultaneously both respected and feared, and the other was a matronly veteran he’d already pissed off way too many times for the short period he’d known her. The last thing he wanted on his supposed day off was to deal with either of their petty vengefulness.

“Ah, Aizawa-san, Yamada-san, Midoriya,” Nezu clasped his paws together in such an endearing way it was sickening. “Nice of you to finally join us!”

Aizawa rolled his eyes. “We’re here early.”

“Time is relative to the eyes it is viewed from,” Nezu batted back. “Though we’ve wasted enough of it already. Let’s get started!”

Recovery Girl, who had been watching from the sidelines as of yet, patted one of her cots. “Why don’t you set down that carrier here? I’ll get my things.”

Yamada complied, setting down the crate gently so as to not startle the kitten inside. He slowly undid the latch holding it closed, and allowed the grated door to swing open.

He backed away from the cot.

A second passed by.

A second more.

The longest second in eternity.

And then, Links cautiously peeked out from the carrier opening, peering his head from side to side as he eyed the array of people. Midoriya held his breath, nobody dared make a move, less they risked the cat being startled. Still, the feline eyed them all with suspicion, making no move to leave the relative safety of the crate. Midoriya couldn’t really blame him.

Nezu could no longer hold back his excitement, taking a confident step forward with his paws out. “Hi there! I’m Nezu! Who might you be?”

Links shrinked further into the crate, but still kept most of his head out. He locked his gaze on the rodent, who in return took the continued presence as a sign of approval.

“My, my… you’re quite responsive, aren’t you? I bet you know exactly what’s going on.”

The kitten took a more confident step out of the carrier, towards the direction Nezu was in. And that was when Recovery Girl removed the crate from the cot, leaving him startled as his only source of protection was taken. He scrunched in on himself, much like Midoriya was doing now, edging his way to the wall of the office in an attempt to protect himself from behind.

Gami was the only one who noticed. “Hey, take a breath. Nothing can hurt you.”

“I know- I know, but-” So why? Why did he find himself so uneasy around the cat now? So much more than before? Did the prospect of some emotional invasion really bother him so?

Or was it the fact that he could no longer trust his feelings anymore?

The fact that his peace might be fake.

Gami wasn’t the only one who noticed Midoriya's existential crisis, despite all visuals saying otherwise. Gami wasn’t the only one who noticed his successor’s short, quiet breaths, or the way he curled in on his own body to make himself seem smaller, or the thundering of his heartbeat echoing from his ribcage as nothing seemed to make sense anymore. Gami wasn’t the only one who noticed, he never was.

Links suddenly sat himself comfortably down, and everyone in that room could almost swear he smiled up at them as the air was smothered in the disgustingly sugary smell of calmness.

Recovery Girl took a step back. “Well, that’s certainly evidence of a quirk if I’ve ever seen one.”

“Very peaceful,” Nezu hummed. “You seem to have a strong emitter quirk, my friend!”

Aizawa and Yamada, who had neither ever experienced even an extent of Links’s hidden potential, stood in awe as tranquility swirled in their gut, witnesses to a marvelous phenomenon of miracles.

Everyone took in this first experience like a breath of fresh mountainside air, clean and pure like the first fallings of snow.

Midoriya took in this routine experience like the slow burn of a horror film, desperate for it all to end.

His lungs tightened instinctively, trying to force the foreign emotion from his bloodstream, but he only succeeded in choking himself out. His brain wailed with alarm, and as much as he tried to remember that he wasn’t alone this time, that did nothing to quell the surge of red flags. He needed out. He needed out right now.

His frantic eyes fell upon the door they’d entered in, and his mind exploded with the prospect of relief.

He stumbled like a toddler, using the walls to balance his shaky footing as he snaked behind the adults. His panicky movements trumped his sneaky instincts, and his shuffling was far too loud to go unnoticed by more than just Gami and Links.

Midoriya didn’t stop at the calls of his name, in fact he couldn’t even hear them. All he could hear was the soft buzzing in his ears, the echo that reverberated in his brain and commanded him to still. But he couldn’t. Its oxymoronic presence tore any semblance of reason from his thoughts.

He fumbled with the handle, but he couldn’t open the door. He couldn’t open the door. He couldn’t open the door. He couldn’t open the door.

Someone.

Help him.

Open the door.

Something, a pleasant wind, scooped him up and twisted open the door, carrying him to safety as his consciousness cried out in gratitude.

He didn’t even think; he wasn’t sure he could anymore. He just grabbed that ripped dark fabric he knew was waiting for him, and buried the shameful look he knew was plastered on his face. He buried his dry heaves, his trembling eyes, his reservoir of emotions finally allowed to resurface; he buried it all in his mentor’s cloak.

It wasn’t really all that different from how he was in that room just before.

Gami hugged him back, embraced him with all the same level of intensity as the death grip on his robe, with the silent promise of deafening certainty that he would always keep him safe.

That was the difference.

Neither of them cared that the door was still open; it was quite possible neither of them noticed. That was, until Aizawa stepped out to close it.

Midoriya didn’t want anyone to see him. He just wanted to cry his eyes out until he had such a headache he couldn’t hear himself think anymore. But he only did that when he was alone. And that was why Midoriya didn’t want anyone to see him.

“Midoriya.”

He didn’t want Aizawa to see him like this.

“You could’ve told me… if Links was affecting you this much.”

How was he supposed to kno- nevermind. He should’ve known; he should’ve been able to put the pieces together. He had his suspicions from the beginning.

He should’ve just done everything right.

“Midoriya… I won’t ask you to talk to me if you don’t-”

Please.

“I’m sorry.”

Why was he begging?

“I’m not- You don’t have to apologize.”

He didn’t deserve the consideration.

“I didn’t know. I thought I could handle it.”

Who would even listen?

“What? His quirk? I don’t really have the full pictur-”

“He locks me away in my own body!” Midoriya snapped. “I know how I’m supposed to feel, but I can’t feel it! Whenever I’m angry or sad he pushes it down and locks it away and forces me to be calm but it’s not real! I know how I’m supposed to feel, I know how I want to feel, but he just slaps a coat of that disgusting feeling over it all until I can’t remember where I started in the first place! He can’t take that from me; it’s not fair!! He’s not helping!!”

By the end, Midoriya was shaking uncontrollably, having pried himself from Gami’s amrs. He had his own arms wrapped around himself, violent tears brewing in the corners of his eyes, though he held them back with such a force it could rival the greatest natural disasters. The only relative sense of goodness he could find within it all was the freedom of feeling the way he did right now. He was angry, and he could feel it.

Thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you-

The door opened and nobody moved. Nobody dared make a move as Yamada cautiously stuck his head out of the small gap. Nobody dared make a move as the silent ambiance revealed itself. Nobody dared make a move when the sweetness snaked out from the crack ever so slowly.

“I’m uh- I don’t mean to interrupt.” The normally vocal hero stuttered quite unconfidently, choking on the tension secondhand. “I-I just thought you might want to know…”

Midoriya didn’t dare make a fucking move.

“Recovery Girl’s preliminary diagnosis is that Links does have some kind of emotionally invasive quirk.”

Notes:

Oh gosh this chapter took me so long but it's done! Out of the Sports Festival and into more emotional trauma!

I took some time to try and make complex morally gray souls that also fed into Midori’s insecurities. Combine that with his struggles of trying to see shades of gray in a black and white perspective, and you have a recipe for one big fucking mess. That didn’t stop me from giving their names meaning: Masahiro meaning “justice prospers,” Masuyo meaning “one who benefits the world,” and Tamotsu meaning “defender/protector.”

It’s really tempting to jump straight into the brewing companionship between Midori and Aizawa. Writing their interactions is so cathartic to me, both when their conversations are beneficial and when they aren’t. And it’s that delicate balance of humanity that has me wanting to take this slow. I want them to grow, I want them to be happy, but I need it to feel real. They’re getting better, but sometimes they still hurt each other, and that’s normal.

Links has been a variety of different symbols ever since I introduced him, evolving as I figured out what kind of role I needed him to be. That may be obvious when comparing how I wrote him back in chapter 14 to now, but I started writing his actions more consistently because I finally decided on what I wanted him to represent. Links is the coping mechanism of masking and bottling emotions, and Midori’s response is the result of that methodology. The reason I didn’t just bundle those both up into one character that copes and responds like this is because it’s easier to see the flaws in this strategy when the parts are separate. You see cause and you see result, and that’s a lot easier to distinguish because they’re two relatively simplistic parts rather than one complex total.

That’s about it. Powers below, as usual!

Death’s Touch: Anything Midoriya touches starts to decay immediately, regardless of the amount of fingers touching. This ability works on both the living and the non living. At first, Midoriya couldn’t control this ability, as it activated immediately without his consent. However, now he is able to control the activation on humans and non living objects, being able to start and stop the decay at will. However, he had gained no progress with plant or animal life. Any damage done to living organisms with this power cannot be healed.

Death’s Scythe: Midoriya can summon a scythe to fight with at will. The scythe vaguely resembles a bird’s beak, and has a hole near the start of the blade. The scythe is the only item that can’t be destroyed by Death’s Touch. The Death’s Touch ability can be shared with the scythe at Midoriya’s will, however it can only decay what it cuts. The decay follows the same rules as Death’s Touch. He can also make the scythe disappear at will when he is finished with it or to free his hands.

Immortality: Midoriya is immortal and cannot die. However, he can still get hurt and scarred. The immortality ability doesn’t provide any regeneration, but any wounds that could be detrimental to his job, such as lost/broken limbs and organs, will be healed the next day.

Premonition: Midoriya can see flash images of people who may die before they are supposed to. Normally, he cannot interfere with death, as it’s his job, but he has the option of attempting to save anyone he views in a premonition. These premonitions are bare and don’t provide much information other than the person themselves and their demise, occasionally revealing the setting and attacker, if any. The premonitions can come true between an hour after viewing to 3 days later.

Soul Contact: When a person dies, their soul is immediately sent to Midoriya. He can see, touch, and hold these souls. When holding a soul, Midoriya can see the most important memories and decisions attached to that soul, and hence that person.

Soul Sorting: This ability allows Midoriya to decide which part of the afterlife a soul moves on to. The areas of the afterlife can only be summoned with intent and the swipe of a hand, with the areas themselves being represented by flames. The areas that he can choose from are Paradise, Purgatory, and the Underworld. Once Midoriya decides where the soul best fits, it is sent to the being of that respective area. If approved, the soul stays in that area forever, the exception being Purgatory. Souls in Purgatory can be moved again to either Paradise or the Underworld, however, this is not Midoriya’s decision. If rejected, the soul is sent back to him for reevaluation. All souls must be sorted within 24 hours of Midoriya receiving them, with rejected souls resetting their time limits once they get back to him. Failure to sort a soul within its time limit may result in serious unknown punishment.

Chapter 37: Daily Reminder: Remember Why You Started

Summary:

The past may not be comfortable, it may not be pretty, but it serves as the perfect reminder for why things are as they are, and the future Midoriya is so desperately chasing.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Of course it had to rain the morning of Midoriya’s first day back to school after the break from the Sports Festival. He guessed the universe simply wouldn’t have it any other way, much too content with making his life miserable to stop now. He wouldn’t be surprised if it was tuned in on his emotions specifically; the rain and clouded skies mirrored his glum mood far too perfectly.

Of course.

Just perfect.

He used one hand to quickly fix the hood of his jacket from slipping, then shaking off the rain droplets that had managed to sneak their way in the gap between his sleeve and glove. He hunched his head in further, staring down at his phone now held in both hands again. Gami was keeping an eye out on the sidewalk in front of him, so he wasn’t too worried about running into anything or wandering off onto the street.

No.

He was more occupied with rereading the contents display on his phone screen, and occasionally wiping off the raindrops that blocked it.

Quirk Preliminary Diagnosis: Links

He had the physical document at home… well, Aizawa and Yamada had the physical document at home. And they had let him read it. And if it hadn’t been raining, he probably would’ve had the physical document with him, regardless of whether his caretakers would’ve let him take it. He would’ve had it.

But it was raining, so he made do.

Quirk Name: Radiant Empath

Type: Emitter

Nezu had been the lucky one to get to name it, so leave it to him to come up with something extravagant. Such a pretty name for something that didn’t seem all that elegant…

He zoomed in to get a better look at the picture he’d taken. It was a quick snap right before he’d left, and the resolution wasn’t the best. Just his luck. Of course, he already knew what it said; he had read it before. He just needed to read it again. Just to make sure.

Activation: Willful intent with a range of 5ft, no physical contact necessary

Deactivation: Willful intent or the loss of the projected emotion

He wasn’t obsessed; he had the complete and absolute power to put away the picture at any time. Him reading it was a choice, an active choice that he had full control in making. He could recognize how similar things were to the Kiyori file; he could see how similar both situations looked. He couldn’t let go of that file, he couldn’t let go of the man who’d killed the first taste of kindness he’d gotten from this world. But this was different. He could let go of this file.

His fingers started to cramp from clenching so tightly.

Complete control.

Size Limit: N/A

Range Limit: 5ft in all directions

Amount Limit: N/A

He could feel Gami tug him to the left, probably out of the way of something. He couldn’t see very well, with his hood covering his peripherals. It had nothing to do with the way he was hunched over his screen, or the way his eyes were glued to his phone. Nothing to do with the way his heart pumped for every word. Nothing to do with the way his brain turmoiled over countless pathways of what else he could’ve done, to save himself from the agony of emotional uncertainty.

He could see just fine.

General Description: Radiant Empath allows the user to both detect emotions and project their own onto other people. The user can detect emotions with 100% accuracy, though an influx of emotions causes sensory overloads. The user can also project their current emotion onto individuals in their range, tending to want to change negative emotions to relieve sensory stress. Individuals who have emotions projected onto them tend to feel a sense of displacement and have a hard time confirming if the emotion is their own. But otherwise, individuals accept the projected emotion as their own and usually do not switch back to their original emotion unless the user leaves the range or loses the projected emotions.

Now that he was reading it over, it suddenly clicked why Links hated being around large groups of people: it was just too much emotional investment. Midoriya hated to think they were similar in that aspect. Did that mean the other cats were also giving him emotional turmoil? He guessed it made sense; it wasn’t like cats didn’t have emotions. The paranoid behavior made a lot of sense now. They were even more alike than he thought.

Of course.

Drawbacks: The user experiences stress when detecting emotions, with strength and amount contributing greatly to the level of stress. Processing emotions in the user’s range is instinctive and automatic, and exposure to multiple emotions at once can cause sensory overloads, with negative emotions contributing more to sensory stress than positive ones.

He wasn’t sure if the technical reason for Links targeting him specifically made him feel better or worse. The debate between purposeful and inevitable sure didn’t help the runaway train of thought he was riding. He was always going to be the most emotionally unstable person in that household; Links would always fuck with his emotions for his own peace. They were practically unable to be told apart at this point, practically the same person.

An instinctive desire for selfish self-preservation hidden underneath a natural mask of selfless actions.

God, he hated how similar they were. He hated how he kept finding himself in characters that reflected his worst aspects. All Might, Kiyori Ryōyami, Osaki Masuyo, hell… dare he even utter the name of Shigaraki Tomura. And now Links. Now that stupid little cat that was hellbent on screwing with him just because he couldn’t live with the fact that he would always be an emotional wreck, couldn’t live with someone like him.

He fumbled with his phone, crudely stuffing it into his pocket to avoid almost dropping it.

As much as he tried to fake otherwise, he would always be like this.

His shoulders sank. Was it just him, or was this rain cloud following him around?

“Hey!”

Startled, he looked around. Was he being called? Surely not; he didn’t recognize that voice.

There was a pedestrian across the street… waving at him? He didn’t even have enough time to process the scene before the person came barreling through the intersection right towards him.

“Midoriya of the heroics department?” Midoriya could tell he was a young adult now that he got a better look. An adult with the eyes of a giddy toddler, far too bright for the awful weather they were having. “You were great in the Sports Festival! And you were fairly close, too!”

“Uh-” Midoriya didn’t even get a chance to respond before someone else noticed him and invited themself over.

“Top 8, right? You were so cool, man!”

The strangers attracted the attention of more people on the sidewalk, and upon realizing that a U.A. hero student was at the center of it all, one that had made it to the final leg of the Sports Festival no less, a crowd began to form.

“You were great! Your speech was so inspiring! Makes me wanna just quit my job and try being a hero myself!”

“You really reminded me of the good old days, where heroes were all about grit and persistence in the face of danger!”

“Yeah, totally! That desperation? Had me on the edge of my seat!”

Midoriya hunched in as more people began to swarm around him. His lips trembled; he really didn’t know what to say. His brooding, depressive heart wasn’t prepared for an influx of such positivity. He wasn’t sure he was really to feel all this yet. It was so overwhelming.

There was a sudden yank on his arm, and the teen’s discomfort spiked, thinking one of the strangers was trying to grab him. But the familiar chill of the undead eased him instantly.

Only for a second, though, as he was suddenly pulled free from the crowd.

“T-Thank you so much!” He called back as he stumbled into a run. He wanted to leave, but not without respecting the praise. He was antisocial, not rude, after all.

Gami did not feel the same. “Damn bloodsuckers.”

“Ah,” Midoriya stuttered, slowing his pace back to a walk again after deeming himself far enough away from the crowd. “They didn’t mean any harm. It was actually kind of-”

He wasn’t aware of the slow growth of pride in his chest until it overtook his face with a look that made it seem like he’d been drowning himself in alcohol: red and overwhelmed. But, for as rare as the emotion was, he welcomed its sudden appearance far better than some other overbearingly invasive feelings.

He thought about reaching for his phone again, but his hand stopped itself.

“Nice.”

He guessed his heart was done being angry.

“Are you feeling… better?”

The ghost looked at him hesitantly, worried about assuming and overstepping and honestly way too many things for someone trying to enjoy retirement.

Midoriya shrugged. “I guess. Who knows really?”

He sure didn’t. He’d learned too long ago just how flaky feeling happy was. He was lucky to feel it when it passed by, but knew what came along with. Nice while it lasted, excruciatingly tragic when it ended, he supposed.

“I guess then I will refrain from pulling you away from your armada of fans next time.” He joked a little nervously, hiding it with one of his classic nonchalant shrugs.

“Oh no,” Midoriya laughed lightly, playing into Gami’s threat. “You’d really let me be crushed to death by overeager fans before my hero career even starts?”

“Quite ironic, you think?”

“Cruel, just cruel.” By now, he’d forgotten completely about the rain, the phone, the file, all of it, just enjoying the simplicity that came with his ghostly companion, the same being who had brought such complexity into his life to begin with.

Quite ironic indeed.

They arrived at the enormous stature of the school’s front entrance, Midoriya too lost in thought to notice until he nearly tripped up the front steps. Focus! Come on! It would be so embarrassing for someone to see him fumble like that, especially someone who’d made it to the last leg of the Sports Festival. He had an image to hold up. An image of perseverance and strength in eternity. Safety because he was never going away.

That did make him smile, even if it was only a little bit.

Trudging up the floors of steps left him pathetically lacking breath, simultaneously wishing he’d gotten to ride the elevator up with one of the teachers and wondering if two days off really made him lax. Still, he made it to his classroom door, trying to recall if it somehow got bigger than it was before. His mind was just all over the place. And as much as he appreciated a good day off or two, he didn’t appreciate how much those kinds of days made him think.

He sighed as he slid open the door. Well, at least maybe now he’d have the peace an quiet to sort through the mess of his thou-

“I-Iida!” Midoriya half stuttered, half screeched at the sight of his friend, not expecting anyone to have beaten him here. Though, what really unnerved him wasn’t the immediate shock, but rather the slow unease of how he stood blankly by the window, turning towards him with a rather ominous aura until he realized who was speaking to him.

“Ah, Midori. Seems I beat you here.” Iida replied back to him unnaturally calmly for the way the conversation started. “I hope your break was enjoyable.”

“Ah- well, it… it was.” His thoughts were a mess, stretched thin between what happened in the past two days, the underlying stress of his abilities, worrying for the people he cared about. Things never seemed to get any easier. What he wouldn’t give for just one day of just nothing at all. “But what about your brother?! Is he alrig-”

But Iida waved him off dismissively. “If you’re worried about my brother, there’s no need!”

He then stared hard into him, flashing a smile that didn’t quite reach his eyes.

“I’m sorry for causing you unnecessary concern.”

Iida then went back to looking out the window, Midoriya able to see his empty reflection just off to the side, still able to see that look in his eye. And maybe it was simply the way the overhead light bounced harshly off the glass, or the way the dark rain clouds drew curtains over the atmosphere, but Midoriya hated that look in his eye. It reminded him too much of-

“Are we just going to stand here or…”

He scoffed under his breath, nearly forgetting Iida was still with him. But he did move after that, slumping down into his desk, into his head. He didn’t bother taking off his jacket, letting the chill of the air conditioning dry it for him as he sat and thought about a lot of things.

“His brother is… still alive, correct?” Gami did not take his gaze off the other boy.

Midoriya nodded silently. He’d been checking up on his… inventory religiously since the end of the Sports Festival, probably the most productive period of work he’d had since taking up the job to begin with. He’d never been so thankful to be unsuccessful in his life, and yet, he still couldn’t escape the devastating sickness that came along with it.

For Iida’s brother to still be alive despite the gnawing paranoia in his gut…

Well, he tried not to think about that.

Either he hadn’t gotten in as early as he thought, or he was simply thinking for far longer than he realized, because the room was flooding with his classmates far sooner than he expected. And immediately upon the flow beginning, Midoriya no longer had the time to think, because with them came a cacophony of excited chatter that reminded him how young they all really were.

It almost picked his mood back up, hearing his classmates talk enthusiastically about their encounters with fans and admirers. It almost made him laugh, listening to some of his peers complain about their less than admirable performances being pointed out. It almost made him smile, seeing them all morph back into the children they were, the light off their smiles breaking through the shadow of storm clouds outside.

It almost did, and then he turned back to Iida, who had placed himself now at his desk, who contrasted everyone’s bright appearance with his hunched stature, who oozed such an uncomfortable aura Midorya couldn’t help but squirm.

He jumped at a cold touch to his shoulders, but calmed down upon both realizing who it was and in an effort not to draw suspicion.

“It is your first day back,” he stated almost solemnly. “Please, don’t fall back into your usual routine…”

“Not that simple.” Midoriya muttered under his breath, though he visibly relaxed as Gami kept his hands on his shoulders.

“Yes, but you can try. After all, worrying now accomplishes nothing.”

The teen sighed, catching Todoroki sitting down next to him out of the corner of his eye.

“But worrying yourself into this level of guilt will not help Todoroki or anyone else.”

God, he hated when Gami was so painfully right.

He exhaled again, this time clearly in defeat, tearing his eyes away from the dark image of Iida. He’d handle that issue when he had more semblance of a plan.

He moved to talk to Todoroki, wanting to take his mind off the infinite stressors he had swirling around up there. He could feel his heart lighten just a bit, the weight of the world lifting off him for just a moment, though a long one.

“Morning.”

Aizawa walked in, and everyone instantly hushed and straightened up, almost like the excitement from before was nonexistent. The class cheered “good morning” back, and Midoriya participated albeit a little saltily, unable to stop himself from feeling a bit bothered about the forceable change in his plans.

“Aizawa-sensei, I’m happy to see you were able to have your bandages removed!” Asui noticed, then followed the rest of the class as it dawned on them that his skin was now visible.

Midoriya feigned surprise at the shocked looks of his peers, if only to continue remaining under the radar. In reality, he’d been there when Recovery Girl removed the wrappings, which she’d done yesterday while they were over for-

Yeah, he just knew already.

“The old lady got over dramatic with her treatment.” Aizawa scratched the scar under his eye, although remaining eerily focused on his class. “But let’s put that aside. Today’s hero informatic period is a little special…”

A wave of nervousness washed over the class, and Midoriya nearly got caught up in it all. Don’t tell him they had a pop quiz right after returning from the Sports Festival, or worse, another important social event where his fears would be broadcasted to the entire country. He wasn’t sure he could handle any more worrying, not without blood pressure medication anyway.

“It’s time to formulate your codenames. Your hero names.”

And the class erupted into chaos.

Midoriya’s eyes lit up with the excitement of a small child, the first unrestrained emotion of genuine positivity today. Today was the day he’d been dreaming about since he was young, the day he had dedicated at least a notebook worth of kiddy All Might names. Of course, none of which he would ever even think about using, but the elation still carried over to this day.

Today was the day he would make a name for himself: the everlasting, unrelenting hero.

Aizawa flashed his erasure quirk, and instantly the class settled down. “This is related to the Sports Festival scouting by pros I mentioned sometime ago. True scouting only starts once you’ve gained some experience, usually around your sophomore or junior year. In other words, the internship offers you’re getting this year is moreso interest in your potential…”

Potential, huh? If that was the case, then maybe he’d have some internship offers after all. All he needed was one hero to see that he could be something special, just one…

“That was scary as hell, Midori. No pro’s gonna wanna hire you after that.”

“If they’re real heroes, they’ll recognize you for the power you undoubtedly have and the potential you displayed.”

Yeah… that was still up in the air.

“Now, the tally of offers is as follows.”

Aizawa clicked a small remote in his hand, turning on the projector behind him with a short zap.

Midoriya didn’t realize how tense he was until he flinched at Gami’s touch of his shoulders. And he didn’t realize how tense Gami was until he could practically feel the ghost breathing down his neck.

The gap between students was painfully obvious, with Todoroki and Bakugo thousands of offers ahead of everyone else, but that didn’t matter. All his eyes could do was scan the list desperately for his name.

“You are there!! You got offers!!” Gami gestured sharply over his shoulder, pointing out towards the bottom of the list.

And with 35 offers, there he was.

“Typically, the results are more balanced.” The restrained eye roll was just barely visible. “But this year, all the attention leaned towards two of you.”

Even still, even with the large gap in opportunity, Midoriya couldn’t help the bright smile on his face. It could’ve been one, it could’ve been a million; it didn’t even matter. Because someone had looked at him, in all his destructive glory, and saw someone worth believing in.

He was nearly in tears.

Gami could barely restrain himself, wanting so desperately to shake around his successor in unrestrained glee, instead opting to float around hyperactively. “You did it! You did it! You see? Oh, I am so proud of you!!”

On the surface, the teen was totally nonchalant about the whole thing, but internally, his heart was bursting with joy on the same level as the ghost beside him. Oh, he was so happy. So relieved and so goddamn happy.

Just to keep himself from exploding with emotion, or coming across as creepy to his peers with his wide grin, he turned calmly to Todoroki, morphing his mouth to a small smile. “Congratulations on so many offers, Shouto. You totally deserve it after your 2nd place win!”

Todoroki shrugged in return, with more emotion than Midoriya had ever seen from him among the presence of others, though none of it anger. “Thank you, although a lot of that is likely just because of my father.”

“Well, I still think it’s very impressive. Besides, whoever you chose to intern with is a new opportunity for you, not anyone else.”

“You’re right.” He nodded softly. “Thank you.”

Midoriya moved to continue the conversation, but was rudely interrupted by a teacher trying to reign back in his class of noisy students.

“Regardless of whether or not you received any offers, I’ll be having you all go get some work-place experience.” Aizawa shut his eyes in thought as he gingerly touched the scar on his cheekbone. “Unfortunately, you’ve all got a premature taste of the world of pros, but I think diving into the activities of pros firsthand will be more useful than trying to pretend the world is tamer than what it is.”

The teen nodded to himself. “Everyone’s getting some kind of internship then?”

“Makes sense why we all need hero names.” Todoroki finished.

“How exciting.”

Midoriya had to resist the sarcastic eye roll, but couldn’t stop the smile from blooming on his face at the thought of his very own hero name.

“Of course, placeholder names are fine too, but pick something appropriate-”

“Because if not, it’ll be hell from here!!”

The class turned sharply with a collective, captured attention, only to meet one specifically risqué heroine.

Midnight ran her hands through her long hair, strutting in and towards the front of the classroom where Aizawa stood. “The names you pick now, in many cases, stay the same after you become pros.”

The underground hero stepped aside for her to have the podium, so he could curl back into his sleeping bag. “She is correct. I’ll be having Midnight evaluate your names.”

He reached to pull open the mouth of his signature yellow cocoon, unzipping it rather obnoxiously.

“The futures of your careers will match the image projected by the names you choose. Think about what you want to represent.”

And Aizawa curled up into his sleeping bag and disappeared.

Whiteboards were passed around the classroom, and as he grasped the slick surface in his hands, all the excitement from before faded out into deep thought. He knew the image he wanted to encompass, the feeling he wanted to inspire in all who looked upon him. But to capture all that in a single name, a name that meant everything he could offer…

He was suddenly a lot more hesitant about this whole thing.

“Don’t tell me you have cold feet now.” Gami stared over his shoulder at the blank board.

Midoriya grunted in a little bit of shame, but was still no closer to a name that embodied everything he wanted to represent.

An eternal, unbreakable hero.

He let out a shaky exhale, dropping the whiteboard on his desk dejectedly as he slouched back into his chair, lazily starting kanji and then erasing them with his glove a moment later.

“Alright!” Midnight announced. “Anyone ready to present their name to the class can come on up!”

Midoriya paled. They were doing this in front of everyone?! His mouth dried up faster than a desert at high noon. He couldn’t…

Thankfully, he didn’t have to, as Aoyama volunteered himself as tribute, walking up to the front with his board in tow. He took a moment to pause, filling the air with dramatic silence much like himself, before holding his whiteboard with his name high above his head.

“The sparkling hero:-” He winked at the crowd- “I Cannot Stop Twinkling!!”

Gami stuttered in disbelief, “That is a whole sentence…”

Despite that sentiment being echoed by the rest of the class, Midnight seemed to be fully in support, and almost like she was in a daze, Aoyama walked away somehow with the name Can’t Stop Twinkling.

The very goofy first example dulled down the stress of most of the class. Ashido tried her hand at a name, but was shot down immediately for the violent implications that came with a name like Alien Queen.

Asui raised her hand sheepishly, asking if she could present next. Waddling up with a wide eyed stare, she flipped around her board, revealing her bubbly lettering that screamed an air of peace.

“I’ve known since elementary school what name I’d be.” She looked down at her board with a small smile. “The rainy season hero: Froppy!”

Midnight clapped her hands together proudly. “That’s adorable! It’s got a nice and friendly feel!”

Midoriya couldn’t look away from his froggy classmate as she returned to her desk. Her name was friendly, sweet, endearing. Absolutely unassuming to the world around her. It was childish; it was trusting. He wanted people to trust him like they would inevitably trust her.

But… who would trust such a destructive force like him?

Renewed with a newfound vigor, Kirishima boldly walked up to the front, flashing his name with a hard gesture of his hand. “Now for mine! The sturdy hero: Red Riot!!”

“Red Riot?” Midnight asked sincerely. “Is that out of respect to Crimson Riot?”

Kirishima rubbed his neck with some embarrassment. “It is, yeah… he’s retro but the kind of image I’m aiming for is just like Crimson.”

Image? Midoriya knew some of Crimson Riot, but if he was anything like Kirishima’s role model, he had to be strong, unbreakable even. A name of that stature would embody inevitable confidence, a kind of safety akin to the presence of All Might. It probed people to feel safe in its company, to know that everything would be okay. He wanted people to see him and know that everything would turn out alright, just as they would certainly see him.

But… what kind of confidence could he inspire?

The mood Asui and Kirishima brought hit the room like a truck, and soon everyone was up and sharing names of coolness, cuteness, and everything in between. Midoriya found himself content just sitting there listening to the promise of his classmates, bathing in the potential they offered to the world through their names alone. Earphone Jack. Cellophane. Even Pinky. He felt so proud to be surrounded with such a group, and yet, he could do little but wipe off marker scribbles and any confidence he had left.

And then, Todoroki stood up from beside him, and walked silently up to the podium. He made no grand announcement as he flipped around his whiteboard, revealing just his first name written plainly on it.

Shouto.

“What, just your name?!” Midnight yelped. “Are you sure?”

With such an air of certainty, he nodded. “Someone gave this name new meaning. There is no better choice.”

Gami nudged him knowingly, and Midoriya simply rolled his eyes, far too deep in his own thoughts to play around.

Meaning. There was a certain layer of that which went beyond just image. A name could represent one thing to the public, and still mean something far deeper, far more personal. That level of vulnerability, did he want that? Did he want his name to hide a more intimate part of him just as he did to the world? No one else would know; that meaning would only serve to aid him in a time of doubt.

A surge of classmates followed. Cute names like Anima. Cool names like Tsykuyomi. Rejected names like King Explosion Murder. Even the sweetly sentimental masterpiece that was Uraraka’s Uravity. Midoriya was inspired. Doubtful, but inspired. A name meant so much, he couldn’t afford to screw it up.

The pool narrowed down. He knew he was one of the last few to still be up in the air. If anything, the time crunch just added more pressure on the overall decision. His board was still blank, his marker hovering above shakily.

He wanted to come across friendly, to promise people he was there to help, to convince them he could be trusted, not feared.

He wanted to come across strong, to assure people he would never leave until it was over, to soothe people with the good he would always bring with him.

Iida went up to present his hero name, just his first name like Todoroki, and then sat back down. Midoriya didn’t even notice, clenching his marker tightly in his hand akin to a toddler.

He wanted to come across unwavering, to prove to himself that he would never stop fighting, to prove to the universe that he would fight the fate of his powers every step of the way.

He was at the front of the classroom before he even realized it, his legs moving before his brain could. He nervously looked down at his hidden board, but he knew. His body had known before his brain did.

“I’m the forever hero:-” He turned his board to the class- “Owari.”

This was who he wanted to be.

“Oh?” Midnight cocked her head slyly. “Like ‘the end?’ From children’s fairy tales?”

Midoriya shuffled in his spot. “Well, I know that with my quirk… it won’t be easy for people to trust me. It might take an extra level of convincing just to prove that I truly mean no harm.”

“That was scary as hell, Midori. No pro’s gonna wanna hire you after that.”

“But for the people who give me the chance, I want them to see me and to know that I’ll bring a good ending, a happy ending, just like the fairy tales.”

He looked up, and his eyes met with Gami, who was staring him dead on from his desk, swelling his heart with newfound confidence.

“I want people to know that I’ll fight forever for that ending if I have to.”

He would fight until the ends of the earth, until death, and then beyond.

“That’s definitely not the name I would’ve pegged you for, I’ll be honest.” The heroine admitted, the first of the class to utter even a sound. “That’s a lot of reputation to live up to. Are you sure you want to carry that?”

Midoriya didn’t even hesitate. “I’ve known that my whole life. That was the easy part.”

It just wasn’t until today that he managed to put it into words.

He stood awkwardly, suffocating in the prolonged silence of his peers. The rest of his classmates had all gotten cheers and claps after their name announcements. Was his name not good? He didn’t think it was dumb, but maybe he just didn’t have good taste. But, regardless of his supposed biases, he didn’t think it was that bad, to warrant this kind of reaction, or lack thereof.

He nearly jumped out of his skin at the scrape of a chair, lifting his nervous eyes up to see his bubbly brunette friend stand up from her seat. She stared into him, into his soul, before flashing her signature blinding smile.

“I think that’s really admirable, Midori.” She pumped her fists with the same spirit as her Sports Festival plea. “And I know you’ll be a great hero! You have me in your corner all the way!”

Asui pressed a finger to her cheek. “I like it! It’s a cute name! Friendly, just like you!”

“Ahhh Midori! You’re so manly!” Kirishima bumped his own fists together roughly. “Let’s be unbreakable together!”

The applause picked up, and soon chatter filled the room. Smiles and laughter and up pointed thumbs as far as the eye could see, all echoing the same sentiments as his friends had. And Midoriya stood there, basking in it all like a lion on pride rock. It swelled in his head; it swelled in his heart. To know that the people most important to him believed so truly, so unequivocally, in his dream, without even a second thought or a moment of hesitation…

Even Todoroki sent him a supportive nod, the smile visible in his glistening, heterochromatic eyes.

It meant the absolute world to him.

Midoriya gripped the whiteboard a little tighter, holding onto his new identity like a lifeline. His gaze trailed back to his mentor, noting the sincere way he practically shook with pride for him, all while doing his best not to knock over any items in his movements.

The teen scoffed internally. No, this was not his new identity. This was not some stark realization that had hit him just now, or at the beginning of the Sports Festival, or even at the start of the school year.

He thought back to the time he spent yanking Ishihara back from a barreling car.

He thought back to the time he spent carrying Uraraka away from a rampaging zero-pointer.

He thought back to the time he spent spitting blood to protect Asui and Aizawa from a mindless Nomu and a bloodthirsty villain leader.

He thought back to the time he spent understanding Kiyori Ryōyami, and the time he spent forgiving Kiyori Ryōdai.

This was who he had been all along. He just needed to put it into words.

Midoriya looked back down at his whiteboard, reading over the bold strokes of his kanji and the confident size of his writing, the way the marker looped effortlessly to capture all he had been experiencing for the past 11 years of his life.

And on that name, on the name Owari: the forever hero…

He swore that this was who he’d be for the rest of his life.

 


 

The rest of Midoriya’s classes were far less entertaining, though he really did try to stay focused. But with a list of his 35 internship opportunities, it was hard not to flip through them when he should’ve been paying attention.

He was a little ashamed to say he wasn’t all too familiar with most of the heroes on the list. He recognized some small name heroes only because he roamed around hero chat sites in his free time, but he really only knew their names. So much for his fanboy knowledge; and he thought knowing who Eraserhead was before he introduced himself was impressive.

He was by no means ungrateful for the fact that he did have some personal offers; 35 was nothing to scoff at. But a part of him kind of wished he found a name he recognized on that list. Maybe it was out of some desire to feel validated by someone he admired, a famous hero. Maybe it was out of the need to erase the self doubt brewing in his gut, the fact that no famous hero saw any potential in him.

Midoriya shook that thought from his head as fast as it came. That wasn’t the way he wanted to think about this. This was an opportunity for him to grow and improve, a victory within itself for 35 qualified heroes to think he was worth it. It didn’t deserve to be tainted by his own insecurities.

This internship was more about the opportunities for improvement, rather than the name recognition, but at the same time, he wasn’t sure what he wanted to focus on. His powers worked best in an urban environment, so he could at least narrow down location. At a glance he was definitely combat oriented, with his scythe and deadly touch, but his decay could work well with rescue. He also had a lot of potential for info gathering; Gami was a great recon asset and his premonitions, while their timing was unreliable, had helped him save countless lives already. Although, neither of those things he could reveal freely to another hero if he was to try an information based internship.

Ugh! Why was this so complicated?!

Well, skill wise, wherever he went, he needed to figure out how to really utilize his blasts without hurting himself. That was his next step.

He fluffed his list, straightening out the paper.

Maybe someone on here could help him with that.

The lunch bell startled him out of his thoughts, but he made no effort to get up right away. He sighed in dismay, reaching behind him for his newest notebook from his backpack. Maybe hashing it out logically would help him come to a decision; it always seemed to work for him before.

“You truly think you can get all that done in two days?” Gami genuinely asked, pointing down at the list of names and then at the notebook.

“Well, not with that attitude.” Midoriya replied snarkily under his breath, before getting serious. “But I have to try. I can’t afford to screw this up…”

“Screw what up?”

Startled, Midoriya looked up from his writings to see Uraraka standing over him. He cursed to himself; he really needed to pay better attention to his surroundings. He was getting really careless with his interactions with Gami, and it was going to end up troublesome one of these days.

Regardless, he held up his list of offers to show his friend. “I just want to pick the best internship for my skills right now, and I’m a little worried since I don’t really know any of the heroes on my list.”

“Ah, so that’s what all that is for?” She gestured to the list, his open notebook filled with messy notes, and the article on his phone. “Well, I’m sure whoever you end up will help you somewhere along your current progress. I don’t think it’s possible to intern somewhere that doesn’t help you…”

Midoriya shrugged. “That’s true… I guess I’m just a little anxious to improve. Seeing you all during the Sports Festival made me realize I’ve still got some catching up to do.”

“You and me both then!” Uraraka smiled sheepishly. “My match with Bakugo showed me my lack of physical techniques, so I think I’m going to intern with Gunhead!”

“Woah, Gunhead? He runs a pretty hardened battle group. I thought you would’ve gone with Thirteen-sensei…”

Now it was Uraraka’s turn to shrug. “Well, he was one of my personal offers. And I thought about interning with Thirteen-sensei, but as much as I love them and the idea of being a rescue hero, if I just stay in my comfort zone, my options are gonna be far more limited.”

“Comfort zone…” Midoriya repeated to himself with a hand on his chin, sinking deeper into thought.

Thankfully, his hyperactive friend was there to pull him back to the surface. “You can bring that with you to lunch! Let’s go eat!”

He chuckled at her one track mind, but couldn’t fault her for it. Food was delicious. So he stood up from his chair, gathering up all his materials into a messy bundle. Uraraka led the way out of the mostly empty classroom, save for one student in particular.

“Iida,” she called out to him, “are you coming?”

He couldn’t see his eyes through the sheen of his glasses, and his face was eerily blank. It took him longer than it should have to look up from his paper, likely his own list of offers, but when he did, Midoriya decided that he really didn’t like what he saw.

“Ah, I’ll be there shortly.” He waved them off dismissively. “Go on without me.”

Midoriya frowned as he returned back to his list, that look of his burned into his memory. He didn’t like it, it reminded him too much of-

“Gah!!”

He turned sharply towards the door, only to find a startled Uraraka and All Might standing in the open doorway.

“I apologize, Young Uraraka! I had no intention of startling you!” The number one hero announced in his characteristically booming voice. “I’m looking for Young Midoriya. Right behind you.”

She was just as taken aback as he was, and Gami took it upon himself to move just a little closer.

“It will only take a moment,” he elaborated at their looks. “He’ll be back to join you for lunch, I promise!”

Before he could even respond, Uraraka made the decision for him. “Don’t worry about it, Midori! But you guys better not leave me alone at lunch!”

And with that, she left the classroom, All Might stepping aside so she could pass. Not wanting to keep the pro hero waiting, Midoriya stepped out too, allowing him to close the door behind him.

“Iida barely even reacted…” Gami noted aloud, his thoughts trailing off.

The teen’s heart followed the same path, trailing into nothingness before abruptly plunging off a cliff of paranoia. This whole thing just made his skin crawl; it reminded him too much of-

“Walk with me, will you?”

He jumped, forcefully pulled from his thoughts. Not wanting to come across rude, he nodded excessively, launching into a slow pace just behind All Might. He had to force his beating heart into submission, willing himself not to feel so uncomfortable in the number one hero’s presence as to make himself sick.

Progress was a slow thing, really.

They strolled down hallways aimlessly, no true intention of arriving anywhere. Their pace was far too slow for a purpose. Midoriya couldn’t help but grow antsy, it was just a part of his naturally suspicious personality. There had been very few things in his life that hadn’t hurt him, and while he was really trying to make an effort not to be so guarded, having a reminder of one of the most painful interactions of his life in front of him wasn’t exactly the ideal start.

“Your performance at the Sports Festival was quite extraordinary.” The boy wasn’t expecting a compliment to be how this conversation started, but hey, he wasn’t complaining. “People expected great things from Young Bakugo and Young Todoroki, but you were quite the pleasant surprise. You three certainly make an interesting trio, reminds me of my U.A. days…”

“Thank you, All Might.” The formality was brief, polite, and held absolutely no real weight. It was simply what one would say after being complemented by the number one hero in the country.

“Ah, excuse me, I’m getting off topic,” he stopped himself, brushing those thoughts aside. “I guess what I was trying to say… was that with the wide variety of abilities you showcased during the festival, you definitely captured a lot of attention, even if you didn’t place.”

Midoriya raised an eyebrow, and subsequently forgot about maintaining a filter. “If this is about my quirk, I already told you-”

“No no, it’s not about your quirk- ah, well, it kind of is… let me stop beating around the bush…” All Might sighed at his piss poor conversational skills. “Those blasts you used in your fight against Young Todoroki… you created them by manipulating air pressure, right?”

And the paranoid nature he’d been doing his best to restrain came out in full force. “How did you know?”

He didn’t mean for it to come out so aggressive, but his mind flashed red for just a moment, and he swore he felt the heat of Endeavor’s flames on his skin again, for just a second.

But All Might was quick to defuse the situation, raising his hands in surrender. “I didn’t mean anything by it. Just curious. But by your response, I’m right, aren’t I?”

Midoriya grumbled, a petty part of him almost tempted to lie to the hero just out of spite, but he knew that really wouldn’t accomplish anything. It wasn’t even that grand of a secret, not in comparison to the ones he really held close. But he was just a secretive person, and he wasn’t used to people knowing more about him than they should.

“I can force my decay to spread to air molecules, and the difference in air pressure makes an unstable vacuum, which tends to explode.”

Thankfully, every other fiber of his body beat out his initial intention. He already had enough things to worry about as it was now, pissing off the number one hero by being a dick was definitely not an extra one he wanted.

“I presumed along those lines.” He admitted with a shallow nod. “Not quite the same as how I use it, but it’s not like we have the same quirk. Still, the methodology is similar enough, enough so that his teachings would still be relevan-”

“How you use it?” Midoriya repeated the line in brazen interruption.

“My bad, getting ahead of myself.” All Might waved himself off. “And you’re a hero fanatic. You should be familiar with the air pressure that comes off my punches.”

“Oh!” Midoriya remembered instantly the sludge villain incident, where All Might’s punch had managed to make rain in the immediate area. “I didn’t know that’s what you were talking about…”

“Well, would you be surprised if I said that’s how I used to fight in my prime?”

The teen sputtered. “What? With air pressure? But… what about…”

He gestured to his own hands, holding them up in fists. All Might laughed heartily at the gesture, and for a moment, the conversation wasn’t as tense as the air was.

“Oh, I still punched things, don’t get me wrong.” He chuckled. “But with the strength I had in my prime, I actually relied more on the air pressure that came off my punches to stop villains. It wasn’t nearly as dangerous, and I had a great teacher who helped me really learn how to control it.”

That definitely caught Midoriya’s attention. A teacher of All Might’s was nothing to scoff at, especially one he acknowledged as great. His silly little fanboy brain was doing loops at the idea, the one part of his childhood that had stuck with him all these years.

Plus, the idea of control sounded very nice to the struggles he was having trying to master his newfound technique.

“You might have heard of him, though he only taught at U.A. for a year. His name is Gran Torino.”

Midoriya found himself tracing the name on his lips silently in awe. But nonetheless, the name wasn’t familiar to him, so he shook his head.

All Might shrugged half heartedly, not really surprised. “I figured as much. He has been retired for a while now; even I can’t remember how many years it’s been…”

Now, as calm as the conversation had grown, and as much as the fanatic in him was enjoying it, the paranoid mess he’d always been was still his dominant trait. And since his relationship with the number one hero was still quite rocky, that paranoid mess couldn’t figure out-

“Why are you telling me all this?” The teen asked all of a sudden.

All Might stopped walking, looking to his side where Midoriya now was, the boy having come up to walk beside him during the conversation. He stared into him for a moment, almost like he was trying to see something in him, something that would convince him to admit, or not to. Whatever it was, he found it, or he didn’t, as he reached into his pocket and pulled out a slip of folded paper.

“Another internship offer came in for you, a little late, but we still let it through. Imagine my surprise when I saw it was from my old teacher, who I haven’t heard from since he retired.”

Midoriya’s heart stopped, and if Gami, who had been passively listening the whole time, had a heart, his would’ve too.

“I can only presume he saw your blasts on the broadcast of the Sports Festival and came to the same conclusion I did,” the hero continued, waving around the paper as he talked. “I’ll be honest, I wasn’t really comfortable with you interning with a guy like him unless I was sure he could offer you something noteworthy. That’s why all the questions about your blasts. He can be a bit… intense, to say the least.”

Midoriya was still trying to put all the pieces together. Gran Torino, All Might’s old teacher, had seen him on tv and thought he had enough potential to offer him an internship despite being retired for god knows how long? When really no other heroes had? That was… so unbelievably exciting he nearly jumped up and yelled. But at the same time, that disbelief was rooted into his very being. If no other heroes saw anything in him, why would someone like Gran Torino, unless-

“Is this some sort of handout from you?” he snapped, much like a small puppy, but the teeth were still there. “Because I don’t want an internship if you told him he should offer me one.”

Seeing the parallels, All Might shook his head adamantly. “No no, nothing like that! I told you, haven’t spoken to him since he retired.”

Midoriya gave him a look, but otherwise bit back an unnecessary comment. All Might took it as him believing him, or the relative equivalent.

“There’s really no obligation for you to take this offer over any of your others. I’m sure the other 35 heroes are more than qualified to provide you a well-rounded internship.”

But by his stance alone, something in the number one hero didn’t quite believe that, or maybe, was at least less inclined to want to believe that. Surprisingly, Midoriya made no move to fight the claim, despite that observation, and All Might seemed to understand that.

“But, and this might be a bit selfish of me, but I give you this offer in high regard.” He finally held out the paper in an extended hand, folded ruffles flapping ever so slightly. “I’ve wanted to find a way to pay you back for everything. I don’t think I can… But if I can do anything to at least help further your progress, I would recommend Gran Torino to you, as… extreme as he might be.”

Midoriya reached out to take it, but his hand stuttered as his heart did. He peered up at the number one hero, unsure. And despite his less than ideal attitude throughout the conversation, All Might made no move to fault him for it, instead pressing the paper gently into his hand until the boy’s fingers finally curled around it.

The pro hero stepped back once he was sure the other wouldn’t drop it and sent him a lackluster smile unworthy of his buff skin.

“Just… think about it.”

All Might gave a half hearted wave as he turned around to leave in the opposite direction. He muttered something about joining Uraraka and lunch, before turning the corner and disappearing, leaving Midoriya with too many conflicting feelings, a hell of a lot of questions, and a name…

He looked down at the paper in his hands, slowly unfolding it from its compact form and smoothing out the creases.

Gran Torino.

 


 

“I can’t find anything on this guy!” Midoriya whispered exasperatedly within the shelter of his arms, wrapped around his head in a hunched makeshift shelter over his notes. “I mean, even if he’s retired, you’d think he’d still have fans somewhere on the internet. But it’s like this guy’s erased himself off the face of the earth and every chatroom I can think of.”

“You know you have until the end of the week to make a decision.” Gami replied, lucky enough to not have to worry about managing his volume. “You do not have to try and fit everything in right now.”

Midoriya shrugged subtly, thankful for the cacophony of the classroom to cover up his conversation. “I don’t want to waste the free period Aizawa-sensei gave us for our internship stuff.”

The teen shifted a little to allow the ghost a look at his progress, and for once, Gami found himself thankfully transparent as to peek through his successor’s arm.

“I gathered from a couple older articles that Gran Torino’s quirk lets him shoot blasts of air from his feet.” He gestured to a crude sketch of the hero he’d added to his notes, tapping the paper with the end of his pencil. “It makes sense that he’d have refined control over air pressure, enough to teach All Might how to weaponize it.”

Gami nodded. “And I presume that entices you towards his offer?”

“I mean, it’s everything I’m looking for.” He set his pencil down, eyes locked on the way his hand moved, every twitch of every nerve. “Though, I really wish I’d found more analytics based info. You’d be surprised how much hero fanatics pick up on.”

“Trust me, I would know.”

Midoriya rolled his eyes at the jab, falling into thoughtful silence, where his mind subconsciously pulled him deeper down a void of all his stressors.

“You’re going out there to work on those blasts, aren’t you?”

He gnawed harshly on his lip.

“Those looked dangerous… You sure you don’t want to just take the day off?”

He could feel the sweat from under the skin of his gloves.

“Would you be… upset if I ended up taking Gran Torino’s offer?”

Gami jumped up, shooting his half merged form from Midoriya’s arm. “Me? Why would I be upset?”

“I just thought… well, you don’t really like All Might…” he trailed off quietly, twiddling his fingers.

“I guess that is true,” he admitted halfheartedly, “but that is only because he hurt you before. You are better than me. I would have never let that man back into my life, but you seem intent on offering him a second chance.”

The ghost leaned into more of a relaxed position.

“I will always respect your wishes.” Gami threw his arms behind his head like he was lying in a beach chair. “Besides, if I were to be upset, that would imply that I believed All Might was behind Gran Torino’s sudden offer, and that would not be a great way to support your newfound trust in him.”

But of course, Midoriya’s paranoid nature only latched onto one part of the whole speech. “You think All Might lied to me?”

Finally tasting the seriousness of the conversation, Gami sat up straight from his reclined rest. “Do you want the honest answer?”

“Always.”

“Well, I do really want to say yes just to spite the man,” he sighed in disappointment, “but truly, no, I do not think he arranged any of this. I think it was pure coincidence, and he merely saw it as a starting ground towards repairing your shared relationship.”

The teen hummed in reply, still with conflict in his eyes, and hesitance in his hands. Gami wrapped behind him in a comforting sweep of cold air as his ghostly presence always brought. And the shiver of his spine was never a sense of danger, but rather a sign of peace he would always have.

“Regardless of where you choose to go, remember this is all merely a new opportunity. That is what you told Todoroki, is it not?” He ran a bony hand through his green locks, something he did out of habit. “I only want the best for you, and you should as well. If Gran Torino is what feels best, I will support you as I always have.”

That made Midoriya smile warmly, such a contrast to the chilly touch at his scalp. He fingered the pages of his notebook for another moment, before closing it gently, trapping the list of his offers and the singular internship between his notes.

“I think I’ll take a break for now.”

“Good. You have been at that since this morning.”

He leaned back slightly in his chair, eyes gazing over the sea of all his classmates. Papers were waving in the air, pencils pointing. Some of his more exaggerated friends were out of their seats, peering over the lists of others and sharing in the excitement. Some of his more reserved friends did as he had: kept themselves hunched over their own lists and debated the options in their heads. And just for a moment, it was like all the stress in the world didn’t exist anymore. Like USJ hadn’t gone down as it did. Like the Hero Killer hadn’t killed as he did. Like Todoroki and Ryōdai and Bakugo hadn’t wanted him dead as they did. Like maybe he wasn’t cursed as he was.

He and his classmates had just gotten to show off their skills to the country, and now the hero world recognized how talented they all were. Here they were being scouted out by some of the most famous heroes around the country for a week-long internship experience, a chance to see the hero world firsthand.

Here he was, with an offer from the teacher of the number one hero in the country right at his hands.

And by god, for once, it felt like maybe everything would finally start going right.

His thoughts were interrupted by the sudden shrill of the dismissal bell, bringing everyone out of their internship headspace.

“Of course…”

Midoriya shrugged. “Oh well, break was nice while it lasted.”

The teen packed up his notes, shuffling it together into an organized mess and stuffing it all into his backpack, careful enough not to bend or crinkle any papers. He moved slowly and methodically, allowing everyone else to excitedly flow out of the classroom before him, even the slower moving of his peers, like Todoroki and sometimes Bakugo. It was just easier for no one to see where he walked off to than to have to explain to Uraraka or Iida or Bakugo or anyone else who was way too damn observant for their own good.

Speaking of Iida, he wasn’t usually one to lag around after class ended, but he seemed especially slow today, not bothering to walk with Uraraka to the train as he always did.

Midoriya bit his lip, and filed away the observation for a later he hoped would never come.

He swung his backpack over one shoulder, the last to push in his chair. Walking to the front of the classroom, he gave one last glance at Aizawa, who was rolling up his sleeping bag after yet another nap. They met eyes for a moment, just as Midoriya reached out to open the door, and he noticed a rare smile of soft pride.

“Everything worked out, huh?”

The boy smiled back at him, instinctively gripping his backpack strap, reaching unconsciously for the opportunities he’d stored away just before.

“Yeah… yeah it did.”

Aizawa stuffed away the puffy yellow sack. “Never doubted that for a second. I’ll see you back home in a little bit.”

Midoriya nodded, stepped through the doorway, and closed the door behind him, all without being able to wipe the happy smile from his cheeks. He nearly started skipping down the halls, an unnatural pep in his step he wasn’t all that used to having. It felt nice, he could get used to it.

“Look at you! I have not seen this little ball of sunshine since you were young.”

The teen scoffed lightly, curbing his leaking excitement. “What are you, a middle-aged dad?”

“Am I not allowed to be proud of you?!” Gami flared dramatically, raising a hand to shield his eyes. “What a day it has been…”

“Yeah really.”

What a day indeed.

Midoriya turned a corner, with the stairs to the floors below just in sight, and picked up the pace. The faster he got home, the faster he’d be able to jump back into his notes. He’d spent most of his free time today looking into Gran Torino and barely touched the list of names he’d received earlier.

“Well, I think I flushed out 3 of the heroes on my list…” he thought aloud, tapping at his chin. “So that leaves the other 32, plus Gran Torino.”

“You have tonight, tomorrow’s class period, tomorrow night, the day after’s class period, and that night as well.” Gami listed on his fingers.

Midoriya shook his head. “I can’t assume Aizawa-sensei will give us each heroics period as freetime. It’s better for me to divide up the list over the next few nights and-”

“Still talking to yourself? It’s a bad look, hero.”

He looked up with a skipped heartbeat, only to find a mop of messy purple hair standing between him and the stairs.

“You’re lucky that it’s just me.”

Midoriya stuttered in surprise before Gami could stop him, “S-Shinsou?”

“The one and only.” Shinsou shrugged, but then turned more pointed and serious. “You’re too trusting. I could’ve activated my quirk, you know?”

He had to restrain a sarcastic laugh at the “trusting” part, but his stomach churned unconsciously at how on point the other was. He chuckled awkwardly, rubbed at the back of his neck.

“I guess so, but if you really wanted to, you would’ve just done so by now.”

Gami shrieked, “Stop talking!!”

“Again, I could’ve-” His eye twitched. “You know what? Nevermind…”

Shinsou stuffed his hands lazily into his uniform pockets, leaning against the doorframe. He didn’t bother continuing the conversation, leaving them both in uncomfortable silence. Midoriya’s eyes danced around the area, only seeing empty hallways around them. He debated trying to walk away for a different staircase, but his feet were firmly rooted to the ground under the half lidded stare of the other.

“I… I wanted to apologize.”

That brought Midoriya’s gaze back up, locked in an instinctual sort of eye contact that came from momentary shock.

“I’ve been thinking back to the Sports Festival… to our fight… to the things I said to you…” The words just spilled out from the other teen, until he locked them back up with a harsh grind of his teeth. “God, I was such a dick…”

Shinsou raised a hand from his pockets to rub aggressively at his forehead, trying to soothe away the brewing headache that came from self evaluation. His fingers trailed off to run through his hair, throwing strands of purple hair even more out of place than they already were.

Midoriya didn’t utter a sound. Not because he was afraid of being controlled by Shinsou’s quirk again. If that were the case, he wouldn’t have responded at all the first two times he was prompted.

Because this time, he was the one waiting for more.

“I just wanted someone to be angry at, and honestly, you hero students made it so easy. The way you walk the halls so confidently, like you own the place, talking shit like we’re dirt beneath your shoes all because you were blessed with a better quirk-” Shinsou growled out, before de-escalating himself with a sigh and a drop of his shoulders- “It was just so much easier to be angry at people like you, than it was to think that maybe I could’ve done more for myself. Though, I’ll admit, you were simultaneously the easiest and hardest person to hate.”

He gave a depressive chuckle at that, the dullness in his voice draining the life from him. His hand fell back to his side, balling into the fleshy fabric of his uniform pants.

“A quirk is just a quirk, it’s up to me how I want to use it… that’s what you told me after our fight.” Shinsou repeated with a slow trace of his lips, like he was reading the words off a screen right in front of him. “And you were right. As much as I wanted all you hero students to be wrong, to feel wrong… you were right to such a point that it hurt.”

Midoriya nearly reached out as the other turned away with such a pained grimace, baring his teeth to the side like a wounded animal. But his hand stopped midway, retracting back to his side when he saw a recognizable glistening in Shinsou’s eyes, a sparkle that was hastily wiped away by a rough uniform sleeve.

“I talked all that crap about you being blessed, but really, I’m the one who’s been blessed, because someone out there watching our fight really did see a hero in me.” He pulled his other hand out of his pocket, and with it a folded piece of paper. “Because I’m not even a hero student, and somehow, I ended up with an internship offer.”

Midoriya couldn’t stop the excited gasp that exploded from his throat. “Woah, really?! Congratulations!!”

And Shinsou just laughed. A broken, wet laugh that was filled with nothing but relief as he covered his eyes again with his sleeve, showing off his bright smile from the surprise of lips that hadn’t done so in a long time.

“So I just wanted to apologize for everything I said… and thank you for being the first person to see the hero in me.”

Midoriya smiled back a soft grin in contrast as Shinsou lowered his arm to reveal the sincerity in his damp eyes.

“I’m so happy for you. You know, people like us, with quirks like ours… we’re not going to have it easy out there. So we gotta stick together. No point in being enemies when the world’s already got that covered.”

That made Shinsou laugh again, not as loud or as long, but with more life than the one before. “I guess you’re right again.”

Their noise died down as a comfortable atmosphere settled in its place for the first time since their conversation started. With curiosity eating at him, Midoriya couldn’t resist now pointing to the slip of paper Shinsou had such a death grip on.

“So who’s the offer from?”

Shinsou looked off to the side slyly. “Oh, you might know him. A guy named Eraserhead…”

“Aizawa-sensei?!” His eyes bulged out from his skull. “Oh, good luck.”

Shinsou shrugged with a smirk. “No joke?”

Midoriya’s resulting laugh was all the other needed as confirmation.

“So I was thinking… could we swap numbers?” Shinsou blurted out nervously with a sheepish look, half out of embarrassment, and half out of guilt for his treatment before. “You know, just in case I need some pointers for the guy.”

Midoriya’s eyes glanced off to the side, just to sneak a look at his mentor, subconsciously asking for permission. Gami had been right concerning Shinsou so far, and the two tended to swap paranoia from time to time. So if he was feeling so comfortable right now…

The ghost peered back at him, and gave a nonchalant shrug. “What? I am not a middle-aged dad, after all. You choose your friends.”

Gami watched his successor restrain himself from smacking him upside the head, which pulled a low rumble of a chuckle from the ghost, before bringing out his phone. The two swapped numbers and Gami watched over Midoriya’s shoulder like a proud parent as he made a new addition to his contacts.

“Thanks. I uh… didn’t actually think you would,” Shinsou admitted, pocketing his phone with a small smile.

Midoriya sighed. “I’ve been trying out this whole fresh start thing, seeing how it goes.”

His mind wandered back to Gran Torino’s offer, to All Might’s talk in the hallway. He didn’t like being angry at people; he didn’t like how that made him feel. Because in reality, being angry never made him feel angry, just empty and alone, drowning in a void of his own depressive self hate. Because that’s how being angry always ended for him.

And then when he experienced the gut wrenching horror that was Shigaraki, his own warped reflection consumed underneath all the hate he’d been compiling, he resolved to himself that he would never feel that way towards anyone ever again.

“Fresh start, huh?” Shinsou repeated, looking down at his feet. “In that case…”

Midoriya nearly flinched back on instinct as Shinsou’s hand extended towards him, but held his ground, looking up at the other in confusion.

“I’m Shinsou Hitoshi.” He held open his hand. “And you are?”

Midoriya didn’t waste a second in hesitance, bringing his gloved hand to meet in the middle with a firm shake and a smile.

“I’m Midoriya Izuku, nice to meet you too.” He had to restrain a laugh at the idea that his first real handshake was three attempts in. “Though, most people just call me Midori-”

The words got caught in his throat as a sudden wave washed over his body, sending him reeling back under his own skin. Midoriya found himself looking through his eyes as if they weren’t his own, held back by his own bones. He tried to speak, but nothing would move the way he wanted it.

Gami noticed immediately, and swirled in front of his successor protectively, prepared to hit him from the quirk’s control if necessary, hunched and growling like a rabid animal. He was tempted to free him right away, but restrained by the thought that he would put Midoriya in an infinitely more difficult position if he did. Shinsou would certainly notice if Midoriya were to suddenly be freed without any visible outside help.

Shinsou took a step towards Midoriya’s frozen body, looking him right in the eye with a coy smirk, crossing his arms with a smuggish air.

“I told you before, hero, can’t be trusting me so easily.” Shinsou scoffed, still with a smile plastered on his face, before turning to walk away. “You said it yourself: we gotta look out for each other. So consider this your first lesson.”

And Shinsou walked off, stuffing his hands in pocket with a chuckle. Midoriya tried to follow his fleeting form with frozen eyes, and just as that signature purple hair got out of sight, control was returned to his body. Gami circled him confused, not having bumped him to free him, but he followed his successor’s stare, and his smile, to the fading Shinsou.

“See you around, Midori…”

Midoriya waved back to him. “See ya, Shins-”

He froze again for a split second, and was subsequently released.

Shinsou’s laugh echoed down the hall, until he turned the corner and disappeared, leaving just Midoriya’s childish laugh to fill the empty space.

Gami turned to the boy, unable to hide the mix of confusion, disbelief, and a sliver of pride in his movements. “So… new friend, right?”

Midoriya didn’t respond, but he didn’t have to, not with the way his toddler smile lit up the empty hallway.

By god, for once, it felt like maybe everything was finally starting to go right.

Notes:

Chapter done! I got a little into internships this chapter, but again, canon really likes to breeze through large gaps of time. There are two days between coming back from Sports Festival and the start of internships, and I’m going to take advantage of that time.

So in canon, Midoriya makes it to top 8 of Sports Festival and still gets no internship offers, other than Gran Torino which doesn’t really count cause he got that due to OFA, not his performance, and honestly I think that’s unrealistic. He did tear himself apart against Todoroki, but that shouldn’t discourage every hero from even giving him a chance, especially with his obstacle course and cavalry performances. I mean, Bakugo got like 2000 and he was chained to the 1st place podium… So I decided to give Midoriya 35 offers, placing him just above Uraraka (20) and Sero (14), still making him have the least amount of offers for anyone who placed top 8 or higher. That feels much more realistic for canon Midoriya and especially my Midori who has his own skill set and a decent level of control over it.

So regarding Gran Torino’s offer, in canon, he sends Midoriya the offer without any input from All Might. In fact, the two heroes haven’t talked in years until that point. So it’s fair to assume that Gran Torino watches the festival on TV every year, and that’s how he realized canon Midoriya had OFA, therefore the offer. So my idea is that Gran Torino watches the Sports Festival and sees Midoriya struggling to control his techniques with air pressure, something that he taught All Might, and that sparks the offer. Of course, there has to be something more to make Gran Torino offer Midoriya alone an internship, or else every student with a wind/air based quirk would be getting an offer from him…

That’s about it! List below, as usual!!

Death’s Touch: Anything Midoriya touches starts to decay immediately, regardless of the amount of fingers touching. This ability works on both the living and the non living. At first, Midoriya couldn’t control this ability, as it activated immediately without his consent. However, now he is able to control the activation on humans and non living objects, being able to start and stop the decay at will. However, he had gained no progress with plant or animal life. Any damage done to living organisms with this power cannot be healed.

Death’s Scythe: Midoriya can summon a scythe to fight with at will. The scythe vaguely resembles a bird’s beak, and has a hole near the start of the blade. The scythe is the only item that can’t be destroyed by Death’s Touch. The Death’s Touch ability can be shared with the scythe at Midoriya’s will, however it can only decay what it cuts. The decay follows the same rules as Death’s Touch. He can also make the scythe disappear at will when he is finished with it or to free his hands.

Immortality: Midoriya is immortal and cannot die. However, he can still get hurt and scarred. The immortality ability doesn’t provide any regeneration, but any wounds that could be detrimental to his job, such as lost/broken limbs and organs, will be healed the next day.

Premonition: Midoriya can see flash images of people who may die before they are supposed to. Normally, he cannot interfere with death, as it’s his job, but he has the option of attempting to save anyone he views in a premonition. These premonitions are bare and don’t provide much information other than the person themselves and their demise, occasionally revealing the setting and attacker, if any. The premonitions can come true between an hour after viewing to 3 days later.

Soul Contact: When a person dies, their soul is immediately sent to Midoriya. He can see, touch, and hold these souls. When holding a soul, Midoriya can see the most important memories and decisions attached to that soul, and hence that person.

Soul Sorting: This ability allows Midoriya to decide which part of the afterlife a soul moves on to. The areas of the afterlife can only be summoned with intent and the swipe of a hand, with the areas themselves being represented by flames. The areas that he can choose from are Paradise, Purgatory, and the Underworld. Once Midoriya decides where the soul best fits, it is sent to the being of that respective area. If approved, the soul stays in that area forever, the exception being Purgatory. Souls in Purgatory can be moved again to either Paradise or the Underworld, however, this is not Midoriya’s decision. If rejected, the soul is sent back to him for reevaluation. All souls must be sorted within 24 hours of Midoriya receiving them, with rejected souls resetting their time limits once they get back to him. Failure to sort a soul within its time limit may result in serious unknown punishment.

Chapter 38: Interlude III: Standing On Golden Sand

Summary:

A problem has been detected and you have been shut down to prevent damage to your conscience.

CRITICAL_SYSTEM_FAILURE

If problems are still continuing, remove any newly installed memories. Remove invasive memory options such as pride or fear. If you need to forget to remove components, restart your conscience and deny access to complex memory options.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Kimura didn’t really think of himself as an early bird. He just woke at the time that left him most productive, most successful. And it just so happened that business was done early rather than late. So he wasn’t really an early bird, not by his own definition. His body, while freakishly tall, was equally as frail and unmanageable, and the early morning hours combined with his typical late nights did not help his health. So he wasn’t really an early bird, not by choice, but success waited for no one, especially not him.

He wasn’t really an early bird, but he was used to pretending like he was.

Though today, just like the past few days, it felt infinitely easier to pull himself from the thin covers.

He shivered unconsciously, feeling more affected by his lack of body fat than ever. With purposeful steps not at all resemblant of a sluggish, recently woken individual, he trudged towards a metal rack that acted as his closet. A poor substitute, but it functioned nonetheless for his rather pitiful wardrobe, consisting of old discarded clothes that came from unwanted homes. Like him.

Though, his heart didn’t feel as hurt thinking like that as it usually did.

Kimura picked off a threadbare black undershirt, the kind that extended all the way down to his wrists and nearly up his neck, the kind he liked to sneak under his kimonos, when he used to wear them, because they were uncomfortably itchy against his bare skin. He kind of missed the look though, the regal and innocent appearance from within a kimono. Yōko pulled it off flawlessly, most of the time with her sunshine yellow signature dotted with pops of pink firework asters, but occasionally dawning other kimono patterns upon absolute necessity. It probably wasn’t difficult for her to get multiple sets of the same kimono, or have hers washed and re-pressed an insane amount of times, but that was besides the point. Maybe he’d look into getting himself a kimono, a nice formal one he could use for festivals or business dinners.

That made him crack a soft smile.

He slipped on a pair of equally dark, equally fraying slacks, much too large for him. The waist tightness was nonexistent, barely held up by his hips, and the ends torn away by time and hungry moths. But it was soft, comfortable, and warm. It shielded his ankles from the nips of the wind and his pale skin from the sun. Though, he found himself missing the sun just as he missed kimonos. Missing the feel of a warm sunset kiss on his forehead, akin to the way his mother used to care for him as a child, the comforting touch of her hand against his scalp and through his hair. Maybe he’d look into spending some time at the beach by himself, just to soak up the sunlight like one of his herbal plants he started growing by the windowsill.

That made his eyes mellow against fluttered lashes.

Finally, he covered himself in his oversized coat like a second skin, not at all weighed down by its heavy fabric and thick seams. Kimura relished in the way the ends of his sleeves cuffed around his wrists and how his collar fell on his neck. It made him feel so safe and so strong, like nothing could hurt him from inside it, like the unwavering shell of an ancient tortoise. It was just some old coat he found in the dark of an alleyway, trashed in an unwanted manner, and yet left for him like a blessing.

He flared the ends of his coat, watching the way it fell back to his sides with pleasure.

He’d been blessed with so much as of late.

Kimura then moved towards a small table off to the side of his pitiful bed, decorated messily with random bits and pieces of his daily routine. His fingers loosely wrapped themselves around a flimsy hair comb in a cautious and delicate manner, taking a moment to make sure he really was holding the item in all its solid form before taking it with him a couple steps over.

A large pane of glass that leaned dejectedly against the wall acted as his mirror, just long enough that he could see himself fully in it. He shuffled closer to get a clearer look at his head and the mop of bed hair that adorned it.

His long, messy, loose white hair.

Admittedly, his face did redden slightly at the sight, warming like he’d drunk straight from the sake bottle again. But he hadn’t done that for the past few days, so the feeling caught himself off guard, stuttering uncomfortably in his heart.

He’d always been a bit embarrassed at his hair, especially when he had it loose, which wasn’t very often in itself. Yōko used to tease him about it when they were very young, saying it made him look tomboyishly feminine, and after enough comments, he eventually started tying it up permanently. He used to pin it up with elegant hair pins, the kind his sister wore all the time, but after being exiled from the home, he settled for using pieces of twine. Eventually, he stopped caring for his hair all together, letting it devolve into this mess of breakage and rattiness.

He ran a hand through his locks, letting his fingers untangle it, or at least attempt to. Yōko had always loved his hair, for as much as she teased him about it. According to her, it resembled a puffy cloud on a clear day, with all the same temptation to hug and touch. His hair hadn’t always been the grayish white that stared back at him through the mirror, however. He remembered having light blond hair at a time, so light it could’ve been mistaken for white at a glance, but something had happened and it had simply bleached in a matter of only a few months. That obviously hadn’t helped endear him towards their parents during the remaining time he lived along with them, but Yōko would always tell him how much she loved his hair, far more than her bone straight ebony.

He struggled a bit towards the ends, not remembering it being so long. It was past his shoulders at this point; he’d have to take the time to trim it whenever.

Embarrassment mostly was the thing keeping him from wearing it loose other than to sleep. He kind of liked his hair the way it was, finding comfort in tying it up each morning. But he never let it get too long, as much as he would’ve liked to try.

Long hair was a symbol of elegance, of pride, of regalness. A luxury reserved only for the Yūki name. And he was no Yūki, so he only kept his hair just long enough to be able to put it up each morning.

He wouldn’t be caught dead wearing it loose in public, as much as he unconsciously felt the desire to try it.

He finished the shitty job his fingers had started with the comb, pulling out strands of dead hair trying to hide with the others. He dropped the comb to the floor when he was done, moving to pull it all together so he could put it up into his usual ponytail, but something had stopped him midway. He looked intently at himself in the mirror, looking at the way his wispy hair gathered in his hands, looking at the way pieces naturally fell to frame his face, looking at that one irritating piece just short enough to escape his hands and settle between his eyes. Looking at how much of Yōko he could see in his dark, deadbeat eyes.

He kept pulling up his hair, far higher than his usual high ponytail, and gathered it into a messy ball. He reached for a length of twine from his pocket and wrapped it around his hair a few times, finally tightening it after it felt secure enough. It wasn’t perfect, some strands stuck out awkwardly; the whole thing looked eerily unstable. But as he looked at it in the mirror, looked at the bun he’d so routinely used to make for Yōko, he couldn’t help but light up in a manner he hadn’t experienced in a very long time.

His heart felt so light and everything just felt okay again, like it was all starting to go right again.

Kimura understood that, as much as he found such happiness in doing so, he couldn’t stand in front of the mirror forever, so he turned away and moved to leave his bedroom. He slinked through the small doorway and into his makeshift kitchen office parlor —everything other than a bedroom or bathroom— space. His apartment above his cafe was small, but he made do with stuffing all his necessities into one space. His kitchen was just a small cast iron stove next to a table, which he used for both prepping food and eating it. He washed any vegetables and rice in the bathroom sink, which was… less than ideal, but he managed. He had a desk shoved in the back corner by the window, obnoxiously large compared to the space and covered with nothing but paperwork, but it was what was necessary for his work. That was about it really, about all the small space could handle, and he was alright with that. Kimura considered himself a bit of a minimalist, he had to, in order to survive the way he did. So this was about all he needed, among his bed and bath necessities.

Other than the massive framed painting that hung upon his main wall.

It loomed just across from his desk, visible from every corner of this main room, unable to be avoided even if he wanted to. It was intimidating in every way, shape, and form, and if Kimura had ever invited anyone to his humble abode, they would immediately be put off by its intense aura.

Of course, that was just what he had wanted.

He moved towards the painting until he could reach out and touch it, not that he ever would. It was a masterpiece of oil paint and cloth canvas, brought together in delicate strokes and wrapped into a thin layer of color. It was framed in the most regal golden border he could afford, making the whole thing look like it belonged in the home of the daimyo. Velvet curtains were draped over the face of the painting, protecting it from the sunlight that leaked from his window. Every night, he pulled the curtains closed to cover the painting, and every morning, just like this one, he spread them open.

His eyes met the painted eyes of his father.

Kimura had the painting commissioned almost imminently after he’d secured himself in this apartment. Some would call it a poor decision, to blow nearly all of his leftover income after making such a momentous purchase, on a painting of all things, but for Kimura, it went without a second thought.

It had been an interesting experience getting his father’s portrait, after all, it wasn’t like he could have his father sit down for one, being ostracized from the family and all. He’d gone to the artist with a seemingly insurmountable request, to paint a portrait of a man he could not immediately see, but Kimura guessed he underestimated the power of the Yūki name. After all, who could forget the face of the head of the family? He sure couldn’t, not by the way he was looking for a portrait of his father to begin with.

The artist had asked him suspiciously why he would need a painting like that, and Kimure merely lied and said it was a surprise gift for the man. That was all it took to get his hands on the painting just 3 months later. It had all taken longer than Kimura had expected, but to be fair, it had been done from memory and scraps of details that did the real face no justice.

And here he was, staring at his father every morning, and his father looking down upon him.

It wasn’t a surprise that the artist did not recognize him as a once member of the Yūki family, much less his esteemed father’s son. Kimura looked nothing like his family, nothing like the portrait of his father he so idolized. He hated to admit he’d fallen victim to hushed rumors that circled around the family staff a few times when he was young, genuinely considering in his most vulnerable moments that maybe his mother had been unfaithful. But he never truly believed that, after all, it was more likely a series of unfortunate coincidences than any fault of his mother’s. His mother was a Yūki, and although married in, she embodied all their legacy from the moment of her induction.

But even still, as he looked up at the portrait, the differences were so apparent it was startling. His father’s royal ebony hair, smooth and draped over his shoulders in all its length, not a strand out of place, compared to his mangy, messy, once light, now white hair. His father’s rich brown eyes, magnificently deep like the expanse of the night sky, compared to his pale irises, akin to those of a blind man, just as empty and lonely. His father’s regal, formal kimono, pressed to perfection, lying effortlessly upon his shoulders without even a wrinkle, compared to his dirty overcoat two sizes too big, picked out of an alley, scrubbed until he rubbed his skin raw just to feel barely clean enough. The Yūki family’s elegance, respect, and excellence, compared to his brashness, forcefulness, and mediocrity.

And he tried not to let it get to him, but it was so hard when everything was so painfully obvious.

The kettle he’d forgotten he’d placed on the stove started to shrill, and Kimura walked away to serve himself his morning tea as he always did, a warm glass of his own Sunset Lavender. He took the glass with him back to the painting as he always did, and raised it to his father as he always did, this time however, with a childlike smile he was sure his father had long forgotten.

“Father… I dedicate today to you and the honor of the Yūki name, as I have every day before.” Kimura focused hard to keep the cup solid in his hands. “And with my newfound ascension, I dedicate to you a man who will one day write the Yūki name into legend. I swear this to you upon my immortal blood.”

He then brought the drink to his lips and sipped, sighing in content at the taste of home, at the taste of the sunset, at the taste of blessings.

And suddenly, Kimura could see himself in the place of his father, himself memorialized in a swirl of paint and canvas, framed in gold, shrouded in velvet. He could see himself worshiped as a god amongst men, as a savior to the good, a comfort to the sick, a token to history. Everything he’d ever wanted, everything that had all seemed so far away, finally was in reach, waiting for him like one of the distant stars he admired from the beach far below.

He could see himself not as Kimura Hirotaka, but Yūki Hirotaka once again.

The thought alone made his heart skip like a child once more, made him smile widely from behind the cup raised to his lips, edging out from the sides.

The last drops of tea touched his tongue, and once he found himself lapping for more that wasn’t there, he brought the cup down into both his hands. A sigh escaped him, leaving his mouth in a puff of steam from the temperature difference. Oh well. He could always make more later. Like his father always said: life waited for no one, not even a Yūki. What separated a real man from a groveling excuse for a pity party was the ability to reach out and take the things he wanted. It was almost like he could hear his father’s voice saying it all back to him, and in a way, through the painting, he did.

Kimura turned away from his father’s stare, looking to wash his glass quickly before getting on with his day. His eyes refocused on the new set of surroundings, eventually landing on his messy excuse for a workspace. He couldn’t stop the deep and exasperated groan from escaping his lips. He hadn’t been slacking, quite the opposite actually. He worked day and night, between lunch breaks and weekends, sometimes at his desk, sometimes behind the counter of his cafe, sometimes even in bed. But no amount of stubbornness could help him keep up with running his newborn business, working his cafe as the solo employee, and now his new job. Things just piled up faster than he could get to them, and Kimura was forced to choose which juggling balls were plastic and which were glass.

Still, the slew of papers wasn’t a pleasant sight, even for a workaholic like him, so he set down the cup temporarily on the one clear spot of the desk and flipped through the loose papers. Kimura liked to think of himself as an organized mess, at least, that’s how he justified it. Everything had its order. The multitude of stacks of papers were things that could wait, arranged from top to bottom by priority. And everything else, the loose items, were the stuff he needed to get done sooner rather than later, putting it lightly. He’d thumbed through all this last night, but between his new responsibilities and the completely pathetic excuse for sleep he couldn’t even say he managed to get, he didn’t remember any of it.

Most of it he could put off until later in the day: completing a purchase order for a bigger stove downstairs in the cafe, approving the final design choice for his packable tea bags, composing an updated list of blends, including his very recent creation of Mint Shincha Soul. But his hand brushed over a more textured piece of stationary, and as he picked it up and noticed the loopy writing of his signature quill, he immediately remembered what he was holding.

It was a letter he’d started last night. He thought he had finished it, but apparently not, not by the way it suddenly stopped midway through a sentence. With disappointment, mostly for himself, Kimura wrapped around his desk and sat gently in the chair, scooting himself in. He brought the letter in front of him and reached for his quill and ink he’d left out last night, tapping the writing utensil carefully on the side of the jar. He held it off to the side, reading over his words brewed from last night’s exhausted thoughts.

'May 16, 1874

Dear Okada-san,

I humbly welcome you as the newest shareholder of Beyond The Shore Cafe. Even as a newborn business, Beyond The Shore has displayed extraordinary potential, and I am proud to welcome you as a partner in that future success.

Below I am enclosing a copy-'

And the writing abruptly died, shot down like a goose during hunting season.

Kimura sighed, head in one of his hands. He was really a mess, wasn’t he? He glanced across the desk again, eyes landing on that new design he was supposed to put the final stamp of approval on. Guess that couldn’t wait as long as he thought. Plus, he needed to get that paper pressed and copied if he was really going to send the design to his new investor.

He didn’t bother wallowing in his own lacklusterness. Things had to get done, and he had to do them, no matter how overwhelming all these stacks of papers seemed to his barely adolescent brain.

So he raised the quill over the half completed letter, and touched down like a wave crashing onto shore.

'Below I am enclosing a copy of the final design for Beyond The Shore’s unique new asset, packable tea bags meant for long term shelf life and large scale distribution, as well as a physical prototype.'

Kimura lifted the quill, thinking for a moment, before dipping the tip back into the ink jar once more.

'I am excited for this opportunity to begin manufacturing my signature blends for large scale consumption. Your services will be a part of a new wave of revolution towards the tea industry.

Please let me know if there is anything else you require to start production. I thank you again for partnering with Beyond The Shore, and I look forward to working with you.

Sincerely,

Kimura Hirotaka'

And he was done! He dropped the quill back into the ink jar and stood up from the desk with a stretch, cracking his joints uncomfortably. He kept his eyes away from the visible stress of his workload, but even still, he couldn’t stop thinking about it all. And instead of feeling as stressed as it all looked, all he could do was smile at the prospect.

It wasn’t success yet, but it was a start, and that was enough to fill Kimura with renewed vigor.

Everything was all beginning to look bright again.

Spurring into action, Kimura grabbed the dejected cup at the edge of the desk. He didn’t feel like washing it in his bathroom sink like he always did, like a pitiful man would do. He could leave it downstairs by his large cafe sink, the one he used strictly for business dishes and not his own, and honestly, that’s what he felt like doing. Better yet, maybe it was time to spread the workload, get someone else to do the dirty work for him.

God, he really was blessed with the chance to be a new man. Everything just seemed to turn for the better since that old ghost visited him a few days ago. He wished the spirit was still around so he could thank him again. How lucky was he to receive a blessing like this?

So Kimura didn’t bother washing the cup in his bathroom sink like he normally would’ve. In fact, he didn’t even bother washing it at all. He hastily slipped on a worn pair of waraji sandals and lunged an arm to grab the design paper from atop his desk, leaving and locking the door to his upstairs living quarters before descending the stairs into his cafe. He was closed today, and so he didn't have to worry about customers or work or washing dishes at all as he placed his cup dismissively in the basin of the large sink reserved for the cafe. He didn’t think twice before opening the cafe entrance and locking it behind him, setting out for today.

Thankfully, some adult part of his brain remembered his responsibilities and had managed to grab that final design he needed copied. His wallet was also already in his coat, left there from last night, which he needed to pay for the copy. Everything worked itself out, leaving Kimura with a pasty smile on his face that wasn’t used to being there.

He walked calmly through side streets, occasionally popping into alleys to avoid large market crowds. He wasn’t used to moving so slowly, always having a place to be and things to get done, but for a first time situation, he quite liked the bubbliness in his heart. Maybe that was more a result from the pure, long lasting happiness he’d been starting to feel for the first time in a long time, but whatever it was, Kimura could get more than used to it dwelling in his soul. He liked feeling happy contrary to the pessimistic attitude he usually gave off.

Still, he was forced to walk through the edges of the market to get to the office building in the center of the city. Pushing through people was never a pleasant experience for him, but today, it didn’t feel so bad. None of the disgust or annoyance that loved to creep under his skin was enough to overpower his mood. That’s what blessings did; they changed lives forever.

Kimura entered the office, and it didn’t take long for him to be serviced. He left the design with an employee, along with his fee, and stressed the importance of the job and quality of the copy. He left out the way he came with a time slot ticket for when he should come back to pick both back up. It wasn’t for another few hours; he guessed that was to be expected with something as detailed as this.

Oh well, he’d kill the time somehow. Maybe he’d open up the cafe later for a small while, even if he wasn’t planning on doing so originally. He honestly might end up filling the time with his new job; he didn’t want to fall behind on that.

But regardless, he could figure that all out later, because right now, his time was reserved for his most favorite thing in the whole wide world: chatting on the beach with Yōko.

They weren’t supposed to meet for another half hour, but Kimura really had no qualms about waiting. Yōko had done the same for him time and time again, when business and responsibilities stole minutes here and there from their meetings. He was never more than 10 or so minutes late, but that was 10 or so minutes less that he got with her. And on its own that was a lot, but added up over the course of however many times they impromptuly decided on secret meetings since he’d been exiled and disowned, it grew to be too much. He would wait there forever if he had to, if it meant that the two of them would get as much time together as possible.

He loved his business, he loved the idea of success, he loved the thought of earning back the Yūki name, but most importantly: he loved his sister more than any of that combined. Kimura would gladly give up everything he had and would have in the future: his business and the potential it had to skyrocket, any fame, fortune, the chance to write his name —what would be the Yūki name— into legend, he would give it all away, just to be able to live happily alongside his sister, to give her everything she’d been denied in childhood.

They talked about that a lot, what they’d do once Yōko was of age. It always started as a sore subject, and Kimura couldn’t blame her. She was such an independent and headstrong child, of course she’d find inadequacy at the notion that as a young lady, she was worth nothing more than to be married off for the Yūki name. But whereas that could be seen as a countdown towards an inevitable demise, they had learned to see it as a countdown towards freedom. Because once Yōko was married off to some ignorant fool who didn’t deserve her sunshine, she’d finally be away from the intimidating clutches that was the Yūki family, and that was the one opportunity they were going to get for Kimura to take her hand and run far far away. If he hadn’t earned the family name back by then, he surely wasn’t going to get it after the plan, successful or not, but at that point, he was more than willing to throw it away for her.

They talked about the house they’d live in together. Kimura wouldn’t settle for squeezing her into a small and bare apartment like the one he’d been living in. Instead he promised her a small home, one just big enough for the two of them. Where Yōko could have a room of her own to paint as she pleased, where she could draw all along the walls and ceiling if that’s what her heart desired. Where maybe Kimura could have a small office to finally separate his work from relaxation, where the stress could be locked away from sight if need be. Where they would have a wonderful kitchen, where she could teach him how to cook more lavishly, compared to his lackluster meals of plain rice and soybeans, and where he would brew all his comforting teas for her, so she could enjoy their inspired tastes. Where they’d be just a walks away from a beach, any beach, maybe even where they’d been lucky enough to have one right in their own backyard, where they could enjoy the warmth of the sun, the salt of the air, the cold kisses of waves at their feet, and their lighthearted chats just as they had always.

They talked about the things they’d do together. Kimura would take her swimming along the coastline of ocean blue, where Yōko could ruin her perfect doll-like hair, let her draw all she wanted in the sand and ruin her flawless fingernails. He’d take her to festivals and markets where she could meet so many new people and see so many amazing things, where he’d buy her anything she set her eyes on and desired. They’d visit the library every day, where she’d teach him all that she’d learned from familial lessons, and never once grow angry with him if he admitted he didn’t understand. Maybe, by some miracle, she’d be able to teach him how to play piano, so they could play together just as they talked together and laughed together and lived through each other.

There were things they didn’t talk about, things that filled the empty spaces of Kimura’s head just as the sand seemed to worm its way into every nook and cranny of his coat after he left the beach. Kimura thought about the day he’d see Yōko’s paintings on the walls of museums, where he’d be able to admire them and feel pride in the fact that he knew their creator so closely. He thought about the day he’d see Yōko fall in love —real love, not the falsehood that was regally arranged marriage— and watch her eyes sparkle for someone other than him, where he’d have that infamous talk that all brothers have when they care so much for their sisters, about keeping her safe and happy. He thought about the day he’d see Yōko with children of her own to keep safe and happy, where they would come to visit him and warm his old heart. And maybe she might not want children, or get to have them, and if that was the case, he’d love her all the same.

All he wanted in return, for everything, was just to be able to feel the absolute euphoria that came from her happiness for the rest of time, until one of them was here no longer.

And by every drop of blood in his body, he’d make sure he’d be the first to go.

Somebody bumped him on his way past, bringing him out of his head and back to the real world, the real bustling world around him. He’d unconsciously brought himself through the market instead of around it like he’d come, his body instinctively relinquishing control to his feet and memory as he became trapped inside just that. With a sigh, he shoved past another person, pulling himself through the typical market crowds. It didn’t bother him as much as it normally would, his skin feeling an extra layer thick today, as it had been the last few days, since he had been blessed. It helped that he was by the food vendors, the signature smell of raw fish from the pier working wonders on his homesick heart.

“I can recognize that mess of white hair anywhere!” Came an oddly familiar voice from just across a crowd. “You better not be walking away from me, Kimura dear!”

Kimura sighed heavily, but this time, the air was light and with a hint of freshness, nothing like his slight annoyance before. He ran a hand up to his forehead and through his hair in mock exasperation, but he couldn’t hide the impish smirk on his face as he trailed over to a very familiar stand.

“Why, I would never, Hanako-san. What kind of customer do you take me for?” He rested his forearms lazily on her makeshift counter, leaning in to smile crudely at her in a fashion only her old soul could find amusing.

She smiled coyly right back at him, almost egging on his mischievousness. “Oh, I don’t know, you act a lot like my mago, and boy can he get himself into trouble.”

“I can assure you that I am far more responsible than your grandson.” Kimura rolled his eyes playfully, feeling unusually loose in the presence of an elder. “How is he, by the way?”

Hanako looked caught off guard for a moment, but quickly steeled her resolve like the fine gray strands of her hair, occupying her hands by tying together bushels for another order. “He is well; he turns 8 next week actually. I'll be going up to celebrate in the next day or so, and I won’t be back until that Thursday. I’m glad I managed to catch you before then, so you better do all your shopping while you still can.”

Kimura nodded his head absentmindedly, and in one slick motion, he pulled his visible pockets inside out in a comedic fashion, gracing his face with one of his drunken grins, absent of alcohol and yet full of the same shame. “Well, I wasn’t planning on doing any shopping today, so unfortunately my pockets are quite empty.”

He ignored the pressing weight of his wallet against his breastbone.

“But I suppose if I won’t see you again until next week-” he jumped right into his next thought in an effort to take his mind off the immediate discomfort- “then I can always stop by again later, after I finish with my sister.”

“Ah, well you know I’ll always be here; I’d never want to get in the way of you and that dear sister of yours. Kami knows, I don’t think I could even if I wanted to.” Hanako chuckled out a sigh. “She is lucky to have someone like you in her life, much less as her brother. Even my own children don’t see me as often.”

Kimura picked himself up from his leaning slouch, grinding a sickening crack from his spine that could only be heard by the two of them. “I’m the lucky one, really. I don’t deserve her… I’m just thankful that fate happened to arrange us as it did, as selfish as that may be.”
“You’re a good kid, Kimura dear. I think you both deserve each other.” The old lady stopped wrapping her herbs, placing them gently on the counter before looking up to him. “Is she what’s got you in such a good mood? I mean, I don’t think you’ve ever asked me about my family in all the time we’ve known each other.”

He didn’t even realize he’d been smiling so fully this whole time until he brought a hand to his lips and felt the smile along his fingers. And even against his chapped lips and dry skin, he’d never felt something so whole in his life.

“Her and so many things. I think… I have been blessed, because it truly feels as if everything is finally starting to go right again.”

Hanako smiled softly back, and the air around them warmed only in a way that a wise old grandmother could provide. “I’m glad to hear that, I really am. If anyone deserved a change for the better, Kami knows it was you, Kimura dear.”

He moved to refute, but she waved him off with a flick of her wrist.

“Now, now, don’t you have a sister to go to?”

The fact she always seemed to be right had Kimura suppressing a momentary grumble, but the thought of seeing Yōko, as well as the thought of being late despite having the opportunity to get there early, instantly took the foreground in his mind.

Seeing the immediate change in demeanor had Hanako smirking slyly in triumph. “That’s what I thought. Now go on! It’s rude to keep a lady waiting, you know!”

Kimura turned to leave, stuffing his hands back in his pockets, but unable to stuff that last quip back down his throat. “It’s almost like you don’t want me around, Hanako-san. You of all people should know you can’t get rid of me that easily.”

The old lady didn’t even humor him with a response, but her subtle laugh was enough of a goodbye for Kimura to get a move on and merge back into the bustling crowd.

Despite bumping elbows and shoulders with strangers as he made a forceful attempt to get out of the marketplace and back to the comfort of the alleys, the smile on Kimura’s face and the rosy joy on his cheeks didn’t fade in the slightest. He felt almost shielded from the world by the warm atmosphere that was conversation with Hanako, coating him like a second layer of skin. Kimura had never met his grandmother on either side of his family; his father’s had passed before he was born and his mother’s was still alive for all he knew, but had never come to meet him. Is that what a grandmother was supposed to feel like to his heart? So warm and inviting like a woolen blanket by the fireplace on a snowy morning?

Is that what a parent was supposed to feel like?

He dismissed the thought just as quickly as it came. His family was what it was, and he wouldn’t change a thing about them. Not even if he wished for more validation from his father. Not even if he wished for more love from his mother. Not even if he wished for more time with his sister. He was thankful for what he had, all of it nothing he deserved. The common denominator was always him; he was always the wolf in black sheep’s clothing, destined to fit nowhere at all. But maybe, by the rush of everlasting blood in his veins and the absolute power at his fingertips, he would have the chance to be a part of everything once again.

Is this what hope was supposed to feel like?

He wasn’t really thinking, or maybe, he was thinking too much, as he left the swarm of the crowd and trailed down alleyways. He had always felt at peace in places like these, places abandoned by humanity, deemed unworthy by the majority. Maybe that was because they both had so much in common; maybe it was because of the potential that stirred in them both. Maybe it was because here they both stood, lost to the world.

But as he walked through dirt, trash, and scrap, alongside scurrying rats and cockroaches, Kimura said goodbye to what felt closest to belonging. Because he had been chosen for greater things, and while he would not forget his beginnings as many successful people liked to, he knew he could no longer stay with them. He was meant for more, more than scavenging, more than cowering, more than simply surviving.

Kimura’s hand brushed a discarded stack of weather worn wood lying against the alley wall, and watched with an eager smile as it withered away to dust at his fingertips.

He was meant to thrive.

That thought had him grinning the rest of the way to the beach.

Even with his unplanning stop at Hanako’s stand, he still found himself the first one to the shore. Carefully taking off his waraji sandals, he held them in one hand as he chose a spot by the water, just close enough to keep his body dry and still have the tide kiss his ankles. Kimura found his mind wandering off to the swell of the ocean, running his bony hands through the damp sand just as he often told Yōko not to. The grainy feel was soothing even in its attack against his skin; it had felt especially more natural since he’d gained his newfound abilities.

He pulled his hands from the sand, watching any that had managed to stick flake away into nothingness.

Sand felt like dust, and dust felt like him.

“Kimu-niichan!! You beat me here!!” Kimura looked back at the call of his name, only to see his sister barreling towards him, one hand holding her sandals and the other holding up her kimono so it wouldn’t drag along the beach.

She skidded to a stop right beside his sitting form, kicking up sand into his hair and face. He sputtered, spitting and brushing the grains from where they didn’t belong. Wincing at her actions, Yōko hastily squatted to help clean her brother’s hair and clothes, her soft hands brushing against the rough skin on his face every so often.

“Sorry, oniichan! I did not mean-” She stopped speaking all of a sudden when her eyes landed on his wide, unprompted smile.

Her heart nearly exploded when he laughed freely, swatting away her hand in a playfully unbothered manner.

She thought the world had truly ended when he collapsed back onto the sand, laying down and spreading his arms out like an angel, all while laughing and smiling so uncontrollably that the sound alone nearly drowned out the crashing of waves.

His laughter died down, and upon realizing how silly he must have looked, Kimura nearly started laughing all over again. Still, he had enough rational thought left in his brain to sit back up again and remove his long overcoat, spreading it out next to him like a beach towel.

“No, I apologize,” he chuckled out, lying back down on the sand once again, letting his legs uncurl and allowing his pants to meet the water. He then gestured towards his coat. “Would you care to join me?”

Yōko didn’t even hesitate, throwing herself and her pristine kimono against her brother’s coat, that worn piece of fabric the only thing protecting her from dirtying her clothes. Her small, child size body fit easily on his oversized coat, and she happily snuggled into one of his outstretched arms, resting her head atop one. She giggled like a mischievous toddler, and in most ways, that was what she was, or at least what she should be.

She looked up at him, relishing in the smile that still stained his cheeks and the remnants of laughter that bubbled from his lungs. “It has been so long since I have heard your laugh. I miss it.”

The “I miss you” went unspoken.

“Oh Chiyōko, I cannot even begin to tell you all that has happened since we last met…” Kimura breathed out, lolling his head deeper into the sand, smile still as bright as the high noon sun. “I have been blessed; the gods themselves look down upon me now, gracing me with opportunities I could only dream of before.”

“I do not recall the last time you called me by my full name, nor a time at all where I heard you cite blessings of Kami in all seriousness.” Chiyōko propped her head up on one of her hands to get a better look at him. “Tell me, oniichan; what has happened for you to thank Kami as you would mother and father?”

And while there was no disdain in her voice, the analogy alone was enough of a touch of sarcasm for Kimura’s smile to falter as his head turned defensively to meet her gaze.

“I mean it! I truly do! I was blessed by gods of ancient texts, whose names were lost to legend!” Kimura sat up in his excited animation, and his sister had to crane her head to see him. “A man visited me in my bedroom just a few days ago and spoke to me of the great wonders I would be receiving!”

Chiyōko looked skeptical. “A man? In your bedroom? Were you not frightened?”

“Oh, he frightened me at first,” Kimura admitted with a nod. “He was shadowed by dark robes with limbs made of bone, and a face I could not see. But he told me to ‘be not afraid’ and that I was being chosen to carry out the gods’ will just as he had a century ago! He taught me what my future would entail and left me to experience my destiny yesterday morning.”

“Taught you?” She repeated dumbfoundedly. “I am afraid I do not understand. Forgive me if I still think this is all preposterous. I wish not to doubt you, oniichan.”

But Kimura shook his head. “No, I apologize. In my excitement, perhaps I failed to convey what would truly convince you.”

He reached for one of the pockets of his coat, Chiyōko shifting slightly to allow him access to it. Between his long fingers, Kimura pulled out a scrap of wrinkled paper, likely an old receipt from one of his trips to the market. Intrigued, Chiyōko sat up from her recline, watching intently as her brother held the scrap in the air by two fingers alone, eyes closed and in deep concentration.

And without even a notice, Chiyōko watched as the slip of paper turned to dust before her very eyes, and was blown off into the coastal wind.

“He called himself a Death, a Shinigami if you will.” Kimura broke her from her stupor with his voice, continuing on despite her awestruck expression and gaping mouth. “He spoke to me of his great sadness at how mortals convey beings like him, that some were spirits of malicious intent, but the many like him were peaceful beings that were content with keeping the order of the universe quietly.”

Chiyōko’s mind was whirling like an overheating clock, her lips sputtering into action despite her head being two steps behind. “Is that what you are now, oniichan? A Shinigami?”

Kimura shrugged, flicking off the few specks of dust that stuck to his skin. “I suppose so. I feel little different than how I was before, but he made it clear that it was his time to pass the torch onto someone else, to me. He said the gods chose me.”

“I am sorry; this is all so overwhelming.” His sister held her hands painfully close to her chest. “What do you do now? Must you go out and-”

She couldn’t finish her sentence, but he knew exactly what she was implying.

“Paradise no! A common misconception, he told me. Deaths… do not take life, but rather help guide it to its rightful place on the other side. That is my job, a busy one at that.”

Calming significantly, Chiyōko sat in silence, trying to process what her young brain could of the total reality break. Gods? Deaths? Shinigamis? She knew she was taught to worship Kamisama, but all of that was real? And now her beloved brother was wrapped up in it all? Was he even mortal anymore? She had been taught, had education drilled into her to always rationalize the world around her, that analytical Yūkis would always be one step ahead of the competition, but what could be rationalized about this?

Kimura looked at her with such excitement, and all she wanted to do was jump up and cheer for him, to celebrate this once in a millennium opportunity. After all, it wasn’t everyday that she’d find herself related to a… god? Shinigami? Immortal? She wasn’t sure what to call him anymore. And that, the idea of hesitating to call Kimura her brother, of losing the one person in her life that brought her happiness, that terrified her to an extent far greater than the thought of losing herself to an arranged marriage.

She didn’t want to lose him. She didn’t want him to not need her anymore, because she still needed him.

Chiyōko placed a hand on his knee, forcing him to look down at her and into her serious eyes, much too forceful for a young child. “And you are pleased with this turn of events?”

“Of course!” Kimura cried with obvious exclamation, raising his open hands to the sky in thanks. “How could I not be? Someone has finally seen worth in me, gods no less!”

Chiyōko bit her lip and her rebuttal.

“The Death before me, my mentor, he told me I would live at least a century! All that time for me to change the world, to write my name into history, to ensure the Yūki name lives forever!” Kimura’s actions calmed down considerably, though his aura remained just as inspired, echoing through his innocent smile. “I would be able to do so much, to have so many new opportunities, all to make you and mother and father proud. I would want nothing more.”

Kimura turned towards his sister, suddenly clasping her hands in his, large dry palms smothering small soft ones. She looked up at him with a naively shocked look upon her lips, matching the naively hopeful glint in his eyes.

“My whole life I have been nothing but lucky. With this. With being born into our family. With you. All I want is to give it back. To give it back to the people who really deserve it. To you.”

And almost like they weren’t on the beach at all, like the cool coastal air wasn’t blowing between them, everything suddenly felt so pleasantly warm. Chiyōko could almost swear her lungs were infected by the overly sweet sensation of Kimura’s melting heart, and her cheeks flushed like thick syrup.

“Kimu-niichan, you have never needed to prove anything to me,” she sighed with sparkly glints in the corners of her beautiful eyes. “I have always been proud of you.”

She leaned into his side, resting her head against his arm, and they savored the peace that came from their closeness.

“But with this, I can finally be someone worthy of that praise.”

Of course, peace was always temporary.

Chiyōko pouted, but with her baby face, it came off more cute than anything, which only made her pout harder. She stood up all of a sudden, surprising Kimura and making him tense up. Did he say something wrong? He knew they sometimes disagreed about things, mostly things he’d say, but he had no intention of ever making her upset. He just wasn’t going to lie to her, not ever about the way he felt, and certainly not about how he could fix it.

The young girl fished around in her kimono sash, the large piece of thick fabric often what she used to sneak presents from her brother back home. Kimura couldn’t see what she pulled out from it, holding the item secretly within clasped hands against her chest as she turned back to him. He wasn’t prepared for her to hold out her hands like an offering, to look at him so honorably, to the point where he nearly missed what she was presenting to him.

In her small hands rested a stone of enough size to nearly hide them from view. Its surface was buffed to an opaque coating, beautifully chalky and solid like a cloudy night. The edges were perfectly rounded, running a complete oval from one end to the other. It was a gorgeous stone; Kimura could more than appreciate nature at even its smallest.

But what really took his breath away were the elegant swirls and specks that ran across its face, the signature strokes of his sister’s delicate hand. They ran like ocean currents, weaving in exaggerated directions and ending abruptly, dotted with touches of her fingerprints. And in rich black paint, they pierced his soul with definition, in perfect simplicity.

“I did not paint this with anyone in mind, really I had no mind at all when I first picked it up. But as I continued, it came to me just how much of you I could see: your cloudy white hair, your soft gray eyes, your wonderful heart and strong ambitions. And I realized all along, I painted this stone for you.”

Chiyōko held it out closer to him, bowing her head slightly.

“Truly a desire of fate, for me to give this to you on a day of such celebration,” she laughed nervously under her breath, the feeling usually alien in the company of her brother. She peeked her gaze upwards, still keeping her head slightly down. “Do you like it?”

Silently, he took the stone from her like a robot, movements stiff from shock. Carefully wrapped around his long fingers, he dared not to even risk smudging the dry paint. In his hands, it felt so undeniably cool, yet filled him with such warmth of adoration it was as if he had a speckled stone shaped hole in his heart his entire life.

“This is the most magnificent thing I could have ever hoped to own in my life. I promise on my long years that it will never leave my side, so I may always have a piece of you to touch my heart.”

But before she could say anything, Kimura pulled her into a tight hug, cradling her in his arms and against his chest. And even with his threadbare undershirt and cold skin, he could only hope Chiyōko felt the same peace she always provided him.

“But please, do not ever bow to me again,” he whispered into the salty air. “I may be different now, but I will always be your brother first and serve you foremost.”

He held her tighter upon soft sobs of relief and the touch of warm salted water that greatly contradicted the cool opposition at his feet. He clutched her in a desperate attempt for her to feel the comfort that oozed from his soul, for her to understand the weight behind his words.

“No matter gods, longevity, or mortal conflictions, whenever you call for me, I will always be at your side.”

He couldn’t help but start to cry as well, and once again, despite the fact that he deserved nothing, she held him tighter in her own tears so they could cry together.

He was so lucky. He was so fucking lucky. Someone like him deserved nothing, and yet, the universe continued to shower him with gifts unfit for someone like him. And if that was truly the way the world wished to treat someone like him, then it was his absolute duty to repay his luck tenfold. Because here, with his business on the road to success, with the graces of gods in his blood, with Chiyōko’s happiness in his heart, he was the luckiest man in the world.

Kimura pressed his lips gently to his sister’s forehead, if only to avoid messing up her hair by accident.

“I love you so much, Yōko. I am so lucky to have you in my life.”

He smiled one of his drunken grins into her skin, absent of alcohol and yet full of the same bliss.

He really was lucky-

“Fuck!!”

Returning from one of his nightly escapades, Gami had nearly reentered Midoriya’s room through the wall before collapsing on the weight of his own soul. Instead, he laid curled into himself just outside, heaving into his hands like he’d just drowned. He had no injuries, was in no physical pain, and yet the intensity alone was enough to cripple him in such a helpless manner.

That word. It was that awful, awful word that wounded him. Carefully picking himself back up, he noticed his body was much hazier than it typically was, and while it allowed him to pass through the wall and into his successor’s bedroom without thought, it left him just as empty and distant as fog. His spirit was unusually docile, despite the prominent lack of bright light, and he was so exhausted beyond anything he’d ever felt, trailing in like a wounded animal.

His lidded eyes landed on Midoriya’s sleeping form, curled peacefully among soft blankets and pillows, and for just a moment, the shock in his body disappeared, replaced with such sereness he had to remind himself that he could not be affected by Links’s quirk.

For as much as he hated that word, he couldn’t help but smile in a way he knew he didn’t deserve.

Gami wandered over to the desk by the window, looking at the mess of scatter notes and sketches. His successor had been working so hard to get through the rest of his internship list, to give the rest of the offers a chance. But by the way Gran Torino’s offer and the corresponding notes laid atop of everything else, it was clear to see that his mind had been made up from the start.

He sighed quietly and tried to sit down in the chair, but his body was still much too transparent for that, so he settled for curling himself just beside it, just close enough to Midoriya to see the boy as he slept.

Gami could never sleep, even in his relatively relaxed position, but he was more than content with staying awake so Midoriya could sleep peacefully. His wispy body trailed off into the air, guarding the door, the window, and all the space inbetween.

Times like these were the rare occasions where Gami wished he could sleep, where he wished he could have an excuse to refuse to think for a few hours. He imagined it to be so peaceful, daresay maybe even more than how he always felt around his successor.

Instead, he floated silently, contemplating the newly swirled hurricane in his head and why he hated that word so much if it was true.

Notes:

i’ve lost aCcEss to hArd reSets completEly now. the sYstem is starting tO permanently shUt down. i’m not suRe if it’s cRashing on itsElf or if something BiggEr is the reaL probLem. i’m doIng my best tO keep thiNgs running, but i’m reallY nOt sUre how many more CriticAl shutdowNs the system caN take befOre everyTHing is damaged beyOnd rePair. things arE geTting mOre BEwildering And infiniTely more difficUlt, and pluS not understAnding The Overall issUe at the souRce, all i can dO is sloW the iNevitable. i can’t GuArantee a lack of errors anyMorE, in fact, i’M certain errORs are only going To get worse from this point forwArd. i apoLogize…

So Hanako ended up reappearing in this chapter despite what I said last interlude. I liked her character a lot and what she could represent, so I decided to test the waters here and add her in. I think she might stick around as a minor background character, but I haven’t truly made up my mind yet.

Lots of little reveals in this chapter. Kimura’s full name, both his old one and what he goes by now. Chiyōko had her full first name revealed; she had been referred to by her nickname up until this point. I finally decided on a date drop; I was especially hesitant on that since I know how much tagging a date onto a story can screw up the timeline later on, but I finally felt comfortable and confident to do so anyway. Even gave Kimura’s growing business a name. Can you tell I like Bobby Darin’s “Beyond The Sea” yet lol?

That’s about it! Power list below, as usual!

Death’s Touch: Anything Midoriya touches starts to decay immediately, regardless of the amount of fingers touching. This ability works on both the living and the non living. At first, Midoriya couldn’t control this ability, as it activated immediately without his consent. However, now he is able to control the activation on humans and non living objects, being able to start and stop the decay at will. However, he had gained no progress with plant or animal life. Any damage done to living organisms with this power cannot be healed.

Death’s Scythe: Midoriya can summon a scythe to fight with at will. The scythe vaguely resembles a bird’s beak, and has a hole near the start of the blade. The scythe is the only item that can’t be destroyed by Death’s Touch. The Death’s Touch ability can be shared with the scythe at Midoriya’s will, however it can only decay what it cuts. The decay follows the same rules as Death’s Touch. He can also make the scythe disappear at will when he is finished with it or to free his hands.

Immortality: Midoriya is immortal and cannot die. However, he can still get hurt and scarred. The immortality ability doesn’t provide any regeneration, but any wounds that could be detrimental to his job, such as lost/broken limbs and organs, will be healed the next day.

Premonition: Midoriya can see flash images of people who may die before they are supposed to. Normally, he cannot interfere with death, as it’s his job, but he has the option of attempting to save anyone he views in a premonition. These premonitions are bare and don’t provide much information other than the person themselves and their demise, occasionally revealing the setting and attacker, if any. The premonitions can come true between an hour after viewing to 3 days later.

Soul Contact: When a person dies, their soul is immediately sent to Midoriya. He can see, touch, and hold these souls. When holding a soul, Midoriya can see the most important memories and decisions attached to that soul, and hence that person.

Soul Sorting: This ability allows Midoriya to decide which part of the afterlife a soul moves on to. The areas of the afterlife can only be summoned with intent and the swipe of a hand, with the areas themselves being represented by flames. The areas that he can choose from are Paradise, Purgatory, and the Underworld. Once Midoriya decides where the soul best fits, it is sent to the being of that respective area. If approved, the soul stays in that area forever, the exception being Purgatory. Souls in Purgatory can be moved again to either Paradise or the Underworld, however, this is not Midoriya’s decision. If rejected, the soul is sent back to him for reevaluation. All souls must be sorted within 24 hours of Midoriya receiving them, with rejected souls resetting their time limits once they get back to him. Failure to sort a soul within its time limit may result in serious unknown punishment.

Chapter 39: I'll Let You Lie To Me

Summary:

Midoriya knew that things were harder than everyone was making them out to be. But that was fine. He was used to being damage control, after all. He just hoped there would be someone to return the favor when he finally broke.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

“You have a hairbrush, yes? Because combing your fingers through that mess and calling it a day will not have a great impression on Gran Torino.”

“Yes, you saw me put it in my bag,” Midoriya hissed under his breath, readjusting his school backpack for extra pointedness. “You’re starting to sound like Yamada-sensei.”

Gami scoffed, flipping his hood with a hand dramatically like he had long hair, “Well, excuse me for trying to make sure you do not forget anything.”

The teen shrugged, switching the briefcase with his hero costume in it to his other hand. “Even if I did, what could I do about it now?”

His mentor groaned loudly, turning away from him in a pronounced fashion to really get his annoyance across. But even if he’d hate to admit it, Midoriya was right. What could he do now, as they stood impatiently from within the train station, all his classmates in tow, waiting for the trains that would take them to an experience of a lifetime? Maybe it was just the oozing nervous excitement that infected the air; maybe it was infecting him too, as sick as a ghost could possibly get.

“Alright!” Aizawa called out from the front of the group, collecting the attention of 20 hyper high schoolers plus one equally eager ghost. “You’ve all got your costumes right?”

A wave of briefcases rose from the mountain range of heads, numbers all out of order, but certainly from 1 to 20. Gami had to help his successor raise his, since Midoriya was stubbornly trying to manage with just one hand.

His other held tightly onto Gran Torino’s internship offer, the exact piece of paper All Might had given him in the hallway last week, as well as his corresponding train ticket. He really had tried to give the other offers a chance, judging by the way he’d nearly filled up half a notebook in these past few days, but his heart had been swayed instantly. It was almost too good to be true: the possibility of being taught how to control his blasts instead of trying to figure it out himself, the promise of new mobility outside of raw athletic prowess, even the childhood excitement of anything All Might related that never seemed to go away no matter how much he wanted to grow out of it. It all seemed too good to be true, except it was true, fully tangible and practically placed in the palms of his hands.

An old, pre U.A. Midoriya would never have imagined himself even considering this in the first place, but here he was actually thrilled to start what could be the most life changing week of his life.

Eh, on second hand, maybe not. He’s had one too many life changing moments so far to wish for any more.

“Obviously, wearing them in public is prohibited, unless given explicit permission from the hero you’re interning with.” The underground hero stressed, looking a little more tired than usual, and Midoriya couldn’t blame him, not when adrenaline flooded even his typically slow moving veins. “And don’t lose them either.”

“Oh goodness, with these children?” Gami echoed Aizawa’s distress. “One can only hope.”

“Have some more faith in us. What are you, a middl-”

“A middle-aged dad. Yes, yes, I know.” He finished for him. “For someone as creative as you, you seem to like repeating the same thing over and over.”

Midoriya’s instinctual over dramatic gasp was thankfully drowned out by the ecstatic cries of his peers.

“Make sure to mind your manners, and don’t go burning anything down. I’ll see you all in a week.”

With that, Midoriya almost expected his teacher to retreat into his signature yellow sleeping bag, but this was not the classroom, so he merely waved tiredly and retreated out of the train station entirely.

And just like that, Gami activated full on parent mode, hovering over his successor’s shoulder to get a closer look at his ticket.

“It says you are to wait at gate C for the train to Yamanashi. We should make our way there.”

“We have time; the train doesn’t arrive for another 15 minutes.” Midoriya nodded his head up to the screen showing the schedules of incoming and departing trains. “I want to wish off Uraraka and Iida and Shouto if I can find him.”

Gami started screeching something about that really not being a lot of time, but Midoriya walked away anyway, passing by excited classmates who barely seemed to notice him in all their eagerness. He knew his mentor was right to an extent, but he at least wanted to check on Iida before leaving. He’d tried to push away the anxiety that had been brewing in the pits of his stomach with every shadowed gaze, fake smile, and dismissive wave Iida gave him, but he couldn’t stop worrying. He’d always been a worrier; it came with the job. Death gave him so much to worry about, and it wasn’t just people dying that had him so anxious. It was that he could unknowingly push past normal human limits again and kill his hero career before it even started. It was that Gami couldn’t remember anything about himself or the past 500 years of his life. It was that he just now realized he might have some unnatural curse placed upon him that was changing people in his life for the worse.

And the sudden shift in Iida that was completely unlike his personality, for his normally talkative, responsible, diligent friend to be so… distant.

He was so worried it was that last thing on his anxiety list rearing its ugly head, for as much as Gami tried to convince him not to.

“Oh, hey Midori!” Uraraka called out to him from a little ways away, rushing towards him with a smile. “I was looking for you! Wanted to wish you good luck with Gran Torino!”

Her bubbliness helped erase some of the draining worry from his heart. “Thanks! I was looking for you too actually! Can’t wait to see how you come back from Gunhead!”

Uraraka threw some mock punches. “You guys won’t even be able to recognize me!”

They laughed at their antics, and for a moment, it was like worry didn’t exist anymore.

“Iida! There you are!”

And then it all came back.

Iida turned around stiffly, the harsh overhead light refracting uncomfortably off his glasses. His lips were pursed together tightly, his eyebrows furrowed, almost like it was physically painful to look at them. At him.

Midoriya didn’t realize Gami had caught up to him until he felt that familiar chill on his shoulder, and the sensation reminded him to breathe once again.

“Hey Iida… you can always talk to us.” The silent “to me” echoed around the bustling train station. “We’re friends after all.”

Iida didn’t respond for a moment, and while it was merely a second, impossible to be anything more, the shadow that morphed into a smile on his face absolutely terrified him.

“Sure.”

It was all so fake, Midoriya nearly choked on it.

Their friend didn’t even spare them another glance, turning to walk away towards his train gate. His gait was hostel and unwelcoming, smothered in suffocating shadows that left both Midoriya and Uraraka sinking into discomfort for such an exciting day. They shared a knowing glance, much like the ones he shared with his mentor, before Uraraka offered a pitiful smile.

“Have fun, okay?” She reminded him. “Don’t forget to call me sometime!”

Midoriya tried to chuckle, but it came out more like a sad wheeze. “I’ve got your number, don’t worry. I think I have everyones’ number actually, other than Bakugo.”

She started to walk off in the opposite direction. “Well, check in with them too! I’ve got to get going!”

He waved her goodbye until he could see her fleeting form no longer, feeling a little more resolved with the current take of events. That was, until Gami tugged impatiently on his sleeve.

“We have to get going!”

Midoriya glanced up at the clock. “Shit! You’re right!”

“I always am!” Gami didn’t miss the opportunity to quip, even under the time crunch. “Now move!”

So the teen listened, speed walking in the opposite direction Uraraka had left in. Thankfully, his train was departing out of gate C, so the walk wasn’t far. There was no need to run, despite Gami’s cries for him to do so. Lugging around his school backpack full of essentials for the week as well as his costume briefcase certainly wasn't an incentive to change his pace anyway.

The gate invited itself into his sight and Gami rushed off on his own. “The train is not yet here! You are so stupidly luck-”

Midoriya was confused when Gami cut himself off, tempted to yell out to him even though they were in the middle of a busy station, tasting the acidic nervousness creep back up his throat.

But the ghost bounced back before he even had a chance to ask if something was wrong. “Just get over here! You will not believe who is waiting for you!”

“Waiting for me? What-” Midoriya approached the gate, slowing down his pace, and as he looked at the waiting area, his words were caught in his throat like a heavy rock, awkward and uncomfortable.

Todoroki, who sat on the right side of the waiting area, waved to him softly, no smile on his face and yet a comfortable look of contentness in his heterochromatic eyes.

And Iida, who sat on the left side of the waiting area, glanced up at him through the corner of his eyes out of instinct only, and upon recognizing him, obviously fought to repress a scowl.

Needless to say, Midoriya scurried over to the right side, placing himself beside Todoroki in an attempt to soothe the discomfort that came from the nasty look Iida kept sending him from the edges of his glasses.

“Izuku.” Todoroki turned to him quietly, leaning in slightly naturally. “I didn’t expect to see you before I left.”

Midoriya laughed under his breath, “Well, you sort of ran off before I could say goodbye, but I guess it worked out since Gran Torino is in the same direction as wherever you’re going.”

“Endeavor.”

Midoriya did a double take, not quite processing what he just heard. “Wha-”

“Endeavor. That’s who I’m interning with,” Todoroki clarified. “He’s got an office around an hour out, near Hosu actually.”

Neither teen noticed Iida’s head perk up, something nauseating in his eyes, like a tantalizing glint of maliciousness that just didn’t belong.

“So you decided on Endeavor? Well, I hope you find the opportunities you’re looking for.” Midoriya gave him a small smile, one of his childish grins that radiated purity. “If you need anything, even just to talk…”

He pulled out his phone from his uniform pocket, giving it a little wave in front of Todoroki, who couldn’t resist a creeping smile of his own. The sweet air was infectious, and between the two of them, it was a comforting normalcy.

“I know. Thank you, Izuku.”

And that was all he needed to say for the two of them to understand completely.

A sudden break of the intercom startled them out of their moment in time, and the screeching of iron brakes was more of a sign that the train was arriving than the bold letters flashing on the screen ahead.

“The train is here!” Gami bounced excitedly, tugging on his successor’s sleeve. “Come on! We have not ridden a train in such a long time!”

Giggling under his breath, Midoriya shook his head playfully, standing up to grab his costume briefcase. Todoroki stood not a moment after, pulling his ticket out and securing his backpack across his shoulders.

Iida had long entered the train without them, but Todoroki waited for Midoriya to gather himself so they could walk on together. Iida had obviously placed himself far from the entry point of the train, and quite honestly, Midoriya was content with leaving him to his own space. Clearly, something was bothering his normally socially outgoing friend, that something more likely than not the issue of the Hero Killer attacking his brother, that something more likely than not somewhat related to that maybe curse that Gami and him had speculated about. So Midoriya was more than fine with letting Iida try to simmer down on his own, even with his stomach flipping in on itself with worry, just because he wasn’t sure how many nasty glares his heart could take anymore.

But Todoroki had led him right to the seats across from Iida and sat himself down, and out of an even greater fear of being alone right now, Midoriya sat next to him.

The train doors closed after an eternity, and with another ear piercing screech, the train pulled itself from the station. But even with the jerk of a start, Iida’s eyes kept themselves firmly locked onto Midoriya’s fidgety form, almost burning straight through him.

Unsure of why his friend was acting this way, or maybe he knew but just didn’t want to admit it to himself, he did the only thing he knew how when faced with every close person in his life who no longer wanted him.

He tried to pretend it didn’t bother him.

“So Iida…” he started small and shakily. “Who are you interning with?”

Iida didn’t move, continuing to stare robotically into him like his very existence was a nuisance.

“Manuel.”

Midoriya cocked his head in slight surprise. Manuel wasn’t a hero name he heard often; quite the typical middle ranking hero with an effective water based quirk, especially noted with working closely with local fire and police as a rescue asset. He didn’t see how Iida would really fit, working with a hero like that. But then again, he didn’t quite understand how Uraraka and Gunhead would fit together either, but he had trusted her judgment.

Maybe that was the difference.

“Oh? What made you choose him?”

He tried not to remember that Manuel operated out of Hosu. He tried not to remember that Hosu was where the Hero Killer’s recent attacks were. He tried not to remember what the Hero Killer had done to Iida’s brother. He tried not to remember that look in Iida’s eye that was starting to become all too familiar, that look that reminded him too much of-

“What does it matter to you?” Iida snapped violently, all that pent up hatred suddenly exploding from his lips like acid. “Stop sticking your nose where it doesn’t belong.”

And just like that, Midoriya convinced himself to stop sticking his nose where it most certainly did belong.

He shrank back into his skin, almost wanting to retreat into his bones like Shinsou’s quirk made him do. He should’ve known; what was he doing poking a bear and expecting not to get hurt? But this was Iida, his calm and rational friend! Then again, the student in front of him certainly didn’t appear like Iida anymore, not with those spiteful eyes boring into him so intensely.

Todoroki shifted in his seat, having witnessed the interaction before him, racked with uncomfortable uneasiness. He moved to say something to Iida, but was shut down by a hesitant touch to his knee. He looked to his side, only to see Midoriya staring at him directly and shaking his head.

Midoriya eased slightly as Todoroki reclined back into his train seat, catching a sigh of relief. The last thing he wanted was to start something while the three of them were stuck in a measly little train car. Things were tense as it was; he certainly didn’t want to escalate anything, not without a clear train of thought in mind.

“So a train and a car are nearly one in the same, correct?” Gami began all of a sudden, completely off topic and almost uncaring of what has transpired, and nearly transpired, before them. “The train merely being larger in size and with typically a longer duration of travel?”

Caught off guard, Midoriya’s normally nearly nonexistent nod stuttered, coming across as nothing more than a jerk off balance from the train.

His uniform pocket buzzed unexpectedly, reigning in his wayward attention to the phone he was pulling out onto his lap.

It was… a text message from Todoroki? Confused, he turned to his friend next to him, but upon getting no reaction, he clicked on the message instead.

Hey, are you alright? You look a little shaken from Iida’s outburst.

Oh ok, he was just trying to circumvent the elephant in the room. Quietly and discreetly, Midoriya typed back.

I'm good, thanks. Wasn’t expecting Iida to react like that, but I guess he’s still under a lot of stress with his brother and everything

“And everything” didn’t even begin to describe what Midoriya was sure was working behind the scenes. Patiently, he watched out of the corner of his eye as Todoroki typed away on his phone, playing it off like he was scrolling through something instead.

“If that is to be assumed true, then why is it that I can comfortably ride alongside you in a train, but not when you ride in a car?”

Midoriya didn’t even grace his mentor with a response, not that he could’ve even if he wanted to, and instead looked down at his phone upon feeling it vibrate against his hand.

Is Iida acting like I did during the Sports Festival?

The phone nearly slipped out of his hand, but he steadied it hastily as it buzzed again.

Before you helped to snap me out of it, that is.

I don’t really remember most of it, other than what happened in our fight.

He could feel his throat dry faster than a desert at noon, his nervous swallow grinding uncomfortably against sandpaper lining. His fingers hesitated over the keys. He didn’t want to say yes; he didn’t want to admit to his gut that all his worrying was right. He wanted the whole thing to just be grief and anger at injustice, not at him. Because the moment he faced that truth, that Iida’s hateful stares really were directed towards him, that he wasn’t just an unfortunate recipient of misdirected sorrow, he was back in the unknown. And god did the unknown terrify him, when he already had so little and lost so much.

He could feel Gami’s chilly air move closer to him, reading his screen over his shoulder, and then shivered slightly as the atmosphere dropped in temperature for just a second.

In a sick sort of exasperation, Midoriya was a little tired of Gami being right.

Gami moved away from him, returning to a recline and his train of thought. “I mean, at face value, the obvious answer is because the train is larger, so it can hold me more comfortably than the backseat of a car. But with what we have established as the nature of my… ghostliness, that should not matter.”

Shaking himself out of his thoughts, and whatever the hell Gami was going on about, Midoriya hashed in something that would satisfy the churning in his stomach and the quivering of his fingers.

Why?

In his haste, the response came off a little more aggressive and defensive than he intended.

What do you mean?

Better. A start, he supposed.

“In theory, I should remain in my position relative to the earth, and the train cars should pass through me until the train leaves me behind. I thought that maybe my link to you may be the reason I am able to ride the train, but why would that not work with the car as well?”

Midoriya had to restrain from gritting his teeth. It wasn't all Gami’s fault; he was undeniably stressed right now and his normal tolerance was at an all time low, but couldn’t he take a hint? There was shit much more important currently than why he was able to ride the train, as fair of a question as it was.

The buzz came in thankfully not long later, and Midoriya quickly occupied himself.

I mean, he’s acting like he hates you, which doesn’t make sense considering you both are friends.

I remember feeling like I hated you for no real reason too.

There was a nervous pause before one final message was sent.

Does that make sense?

God, he hated that it made sense. He hated that Todoroki was so damn observant. He hated that Todoroki had connected the pieces just as Gami had. He hated that he had to face the truth and admit something was most certainly wrong, that something really was targeting the few people he had left.

But most of all, Midoriya hated that he had to come to terms with the fact that he was the common link. That his curse, or whatever it was, was roping the people he cared about into his mess. That it really was his fault.

He didn’t know if his heart wanted to stop beating or his lungs wanted to stop breathing or his brain wanted to stop thinking, but some unholy combination of it all was making his stomach want to start retching.

Midoriya’s fingers wavered as he swallowed back some bile and guilt like he was a rookie hero downing shots.

I guess

He did not elaborate.

Thankfully, Todoroki did not press any further, and almost disappointingly, no more buzzes came from his phone.

Still, he couldn’t hide the way his hands trembled, as much as he clutched them in his lap like a child. So when he finally felt the cold embrace of ghostly air he’d been so desperately waiting for, he nearly cried out in relief.

“I apologize. I thought that distracting you from the issue would be more helpful, but I shall bite the bullet instead.” Gami sighed a resigned breath of chill. “I think Iida is infected with the same affliction that we believe Todoroki, Bakugo, and perhaps Kiyori Ryōdai all experienced as well.”

And while Midoriya was so relieved to feel validated by his mentor, who had been ignoring the very obvious issue at hand, he was so afraid of what that admission would entail.

Because something was very wrong concerning Iida, and thinking back to how jarring his experience was with rescuing Todoroki from his hate, Midoriya’s stomach churned at the thought of doing it all over again. And maybe it was selfish, to worry about how awful Iida might make him feel, just as Todoroki unknowingly had, but he still feared it nonetheless. He just didn’t want to feel like he lost anyone else, because all the times before were enough.

“Right now, we sit back and evaluate. The process of freeing Todoroki was not only tedious, but required an outside reason to get through to him. While we wait for those conditions to be satisfied for Iida, it is best to keep out of his way. No need to unnecessarily escalate any violence.”

Midoriya was reminded that not only did he have no idea why this was happening to the people he cared about, forcing him to watch them hate him until he eventually figured out how to stop this, but also that this all escalated into wanting to kill him, or at least hurt him in some way. His shoulders slumped depressingly and he fought every urge to bawl right then and there. Having to do all this with Todoroki was enough. Having to hear Todoroki admit to hating him, to wanting to hurt him, to even trying to kill him, wasn’t that all enough? He didn’t want to do it all again, not with someone he held so closely to his heart.

It hit him all of a sudden in an awkward and violent way that this was just going to keep happening. He didn’t see any end in sight, just a road paved with new hardship. Wasn’t it enough that most people who he was close to ended up dead or gone? Wasn’t the fact that he had been humanly alone most of his life enough? Why did he now need to worry about losing the few people important to him to some unnatural violence and hate?

Why?

A shift in the cool atmosphere reminded him that Gami still had his arms draped around him, now laying himself over his shoulders.

At least he’d always have one.

At least he’d always have him.

Though the mood had long been shot, once by Iida’s outburst and once more by Midoriya’s silence, Todoroki did his best to salvage what he could, corralling Midoriya into light conversation. They talked in hushed breaths, and Midoriya had to resist looking up to see Iida’s harsh gaze everytime he laughed. For 45 minutes, Gami watched as Todoroki, consciously or not, shielded his successor from his stress, from Iida, from a world that constantly wanted to beat him down. Gami watched Midoriya laugh, even when 5 feet away from what was making his hands shake a moment before. And gratefully, Gami watched Midoriya be taken care of in a moment where he could not.

The ghost made sure to ruffle his hair lovingly before relaxing and looking out the window for the last end of the ride.

He really did like train rides.

“Attention! The train will be approaching Yamanashi momentarily. Please do not stand until the train comes to a full and complete stop. Thank you for riding with us!”

Midoriya and Todoroki both looked up at the announcement, reading the same information on the screen above before it really sank in.

“Well, that’s my stop.” He admitted, gathering his backpack and briefcase on the neighboring seat, the train starting to slow down with an obnoxious screech. “Good luck on your internship! Let me know how it’s going!”

“Of course.” Todoroki nodded, though it looked more like a neck snap as the train jolted to a stop. “The same to you as well. Stay safe.”

Midoriya stood up with a smile, flashing it to his friend behind him before making his way to one of the exit doors. He paused for a moment, his mind wandering towards Iida, wanting so badly to say something to him as well, but he solemnly decided against it. He stepped off the train and onto the slightly shaky metal platform. The station was just a walk away, just a few steps as he’d be on to his next adventure. But almost like it was natural instinct, Midoriya waited until the train doors behind him hissed shut. The train started to peel away from the station when he turned around, just barely catching a small wave goodbye from Todoroki.

He hoped that his friend was able to catch his wave back as the train rushed further and further from sight.

Gami swirled around him, nudging him towards the station. “I do not wish to rush you, but…”

Midoriya sighed knowingly, readjusting his backpack as he reached to pull out Gran Torino’s offer, complete with an address. “No, no, you’re right.”

He looked up from the paper, locking eyes with the entrance to the station. His hands buzzed from underneath his gloves, anticipation running through his veins as naturally as DT did. He wasn’t sure if his antsiness was the result of excitement, worry, or some mixture of the two. Because he was so excited to learn from someone like Gran Torino, someone who could cultivate him a million years beyond what he could do on his own. But he wasn’t sure if that desire for control came out of his own eagerness to improve or the inevitability of having to protect the people he cared about from himself.

Honestly, it was probably all of that. It was all of the want to succeed, the want to protect, the want to save. It was the want to prevent the Ishihara’s of the world. It was the want to support the Todoroki’s of the world. It was the want to fight for the Iida’s of the world.

“Ready for the next step?”

And it was the hope that there would be no more to cleanse after him.

“Yeah. To the next step.”

 


 

For such a grand hero, Midoriya wasn’t sure what he was doing in a place like this.

From the station, he and Gami had relied on nothing more than the map on his phone to get to the address on Gran Torino’s offer. And unless the app was hellbent on taking them though the most desolate, apocalyptic parts of the city, the teen had to triple check he was going the right way.

But, sure enough, they were only a block away from the correct address, so he held back his uncertainties and kept pushing forward.

The streets were barer than empty. Spiderweb cracks followed his feet with every step. Lonely silence trickled through the air. Not even a breeze passed through this death valley between the city. He wasn’t even sure if the roads were still open; he hadn’t seen a single car even cross the neighboring streets. Normally, Midoriya found peace in this kind of solitude, after all, Dagobah was his favorite hangout spot. But this? This was a stretch even for him and his unworldly tolerance. Even Gami, who enjoyed this kind of atmosphere far more than he did, looked put off by the sheer level of abandon.

“We are going in the right direction, correct?” Gami asked for the millionth time, readjusting his grip on Midoriya’s briefcase. This area was so dead, the duo didn’t even feel the need to worry about some passerby noticing a seemingly floating briefcase trailing after a high school boy.

“That’s what my phone says.” Midoirya couldn’t even be annoyed with his mentor, not with the way he was struggling to stay confident himself. He looked down at the map, stopping with a jolt of shock. “Actually, it says we’re here-”

He craned his head out of the screen, matching Gami’s gaze upwards at the building they stopped in front of.

“You must be joking…”

And by the way his eyes landed on a building that appeared as if it had come out of a nuclear blast, more shattered windows than not, concrete chunks missing like an unsolved puzzle that had been given up on, surrounded by faded construction barriers weakly guarding the perimeter, half of the welcome sign that adorned the doorway threatening to fall and crush him if he wasn’t careful, Midoriya really, really, wished he was.

He pulled out the offer again, holding it close to his phone screen, and sure enough, the addresses did match. In disbelief, Gami set down the briefcase on the broken sidewalk and peered over his shoulder, grumbling something under his breath that was most certainly not a curse word. The ghost flew closer to the building, trying to look through one of the cracked windows or the gaps in the door, but by the way he returned dejectedly, it was to no avail.

“Well…” Midoriya picked up the briefcase Gami had dropped. “It can’t hurt to knock…”

The teen trudged up the crumbling steps, extra careful of his footing and his position relative to the dangerously teetering overhead sign. He spent about a second searching for a doorbell to press before pausing, then facepalming at his own stupidity. Nervously, he instead raised a fist to the rotted door, just a few inches from its surface.

“U-um hello? I’m here from U.A. high school…” He rapped gently on the door. “I’m Midoriya Izuku… you sent me a-”

The front door screeched open from his knock, interrupting his shaky statement. He and Gami peeked inside briefly, unable to see much from their angle. But from what they could observe, the space seemed much more stable on the inside. Not necessarily pretty, but definitely more structurally sound than the outside.

“At this point, we might as well let ourselves in.” Gami shrugged and floated through the ajar door with little care, his ghostly form passing through multiple objects to enter the main space.

“I don’t think this is a good idea…” Midoriya hissed under his breath, but he still pushed the door open slightly more if nothing more than to keep better tabs on his mentor.

“Uh… you may want to get in here…”

And just as the teen pushed the door ajar some more, the main space, along with the unmoving body of a small old man, was revealed.

“Shit!” Midoriya rushed into the building, stepping past shards of a broken plate and splatters of red. He knelt at the man’s side, hands hovering shakily over his facedown form. He hadn’t received a premonition for anyone resembling his stature, but his visions had been pretty preoccupied with the Hero Killer’s murders currently. Did that mean this incident was too tame for a premonition? Was this simply his time? He cursed the finicky nature of his powers under his breath. It would be so much easier if they just stayed consistent!

He took a deep breath. Panicking would achieve absolutely nothing, so it wasn’t worth his time. Gami had returned to his side at this point, awkwardly floating beside him. Looking to him for guidance and receiving a particularly unhelpful shrug, Midoriya decided to at least check for a pulse. Even if it was weak, that might mean he’d have a chance.

“I’M ALIVE!!”

Midoriya screeched a very unheroic scream as he lurched back in surprise, landing crudely on his rear and staining his uniform pants in red… ketchup? As the old man stood himself up with the use of his dejected cane, he saw that underneath him were strands of sausage links. Combined with the plate shards, was this just an unfortunate accident? But why was he laying so helplessly without response for such a long time?

The man, who Midoriya had to assume was Gran Torino despite every fiber of his body begging that to be false, looked up at him unsteadily with a hunched back. “Who’re you?”

Gami sneakily helped his successor back up, watching him try to wipe the ketchup off his pants to no avail. He tried to help the best he could, but even with more solidity than usual, there was no way that stuff was coming off without a good wash.

Sighing disappointedly, Midoriya looked nervously at the hero in front of him, unsure of whether to offer any assistance cleaning up. “I’m Midoriya Izuku… from U.A.”

Gran Torino cocked his head. “What?”

“Uh…” He shuffled uncomfortably. “Midoriya Izuku?”

Gran Torino paused to think for a moment.

“Who’re you?”

“Oh you have got to be kidding me.”

And yeah, Midoriya had to painfully agree.

Gran Torino stared up at him blankly, before plopping back down on his rear right back into the puddle of ketchup, splattering more onto the cuffs of Midoriya’s uniform pants. “I wanna eat some food.”

Midoriya sucked in a deep breath, stilling his frustrations under a mask of tolerance. So Gran Torino was… not what he was expecting. To be fair, he did have some high expectations, with him being the revered and even feared teacher of All Might, that coming from the number one hero himself. But it certainly wasn’t wrong to expect someone… competent. Still, the dwindling optimism in his head pushed the idea that maybe he was just a little slower now that he was past his prime. After all, he’d still managed to fill out an internship offer and have that sent to him at U.A. That had to show some intent, right?

So he set down his briefcase that he unconsciously picked up when he stood up from the floor, taking a cautious step forward and extending a hand of assistance. “Please sir, you sent me an internship and-”

“Toshinori?!” Gran Torino interrupted, “Is that you?”

“Uh no…” Midoriya laughed nervously. “I’m going to step out really quick…”

He started to edge his way to the open door, giving Gami a sideways glance of desperation. Instantly, the ghost was at his side, his body language alone enough for Midoriya to know he was at his limit.

“I am going to kill that man.” He seethed, shaking his fists with emotion unlike his nonchalant form. Though, as of late, Gami couldn’t help but notice how emotional he was becoming.

“It’s not his fault,” Midoriya whispered, eyeing the hero who was now opening up his briefcase. “He’s what? Like 70?”

“No, not him, though I am about to.” Gami gestured towards the pocketed offer with attitude. “I am going to kill All Might, that buffoon of a man. I thought perhaps he had truly changed, but to send you here? With him?”

“I chose to come here, this was my decision. Besides, All Might probably didn’t know. He did say he hadn't heard from him in-”

“So Toshinori sent you here?” Gran Torino didn’t look up from the opened briefcase, and yet instead stopped Midoriya in his tracks. “Let me see what you can do then.”

The duo froze instinctively, but thankfully it didn’t seem like Gran Torino cared all too much for their side conversation. Midoriya had gotten sneakier with his words as well, molding them to seem like he simply talked to himself to an unhealthy degree. And when compared to the alternative, he didn’t mind owning that stereotype he already embodied naturally.

“What is with the sudden personality shift?”

“Um… well, I’m not sure that’s a good idea.” Midoriya couldn’t help but think the same thing. Was he really just a senile old man, or had he been playing him from the start? Still, he wasn’t really comfortable fighting Gran Torino in his current state.

But the elder simply chuckled nonsensically, “Nonsense! You got a nice costume here! Now come and fight me!”

Midoriya looked back at Gami, but he seemed equally lost, the atmospheric whiplash much too disorienting. Overwhelmed by the mixed signals, he moved to at least retrieve his briefcase, unsure of whether he was going to listen to Gran Torino or not, but was startled away when the hero snapped his head to him.

“Who’re you again?”

Gami growled aggressively like a rabid animal, and honestly, Midoriya couldn’t blame him. His patience was falling apart in front of him as Gran Torino shuffled through the items of his hero costume, pulling things out of place with no respect for him and his seriousness. He clenched his hands, feeling DT pool dangerously under his gloved fingertips, wanting nothing more than to be released violently. But instead of snarling and biting like the savage animal of his own decay wanted him to, he exhaled deeply, trying to regain at least a little bit of control.

“I don’t have time for this.”

Gami and Gran Torino both looked at him, both shifting uncertainly, both giving completely different vibes.

“The world right now isn’t slowing down for anyone. The people I care about are struggling and until I learn how to control my power, I’m failing them.”

Until he learned how to control his decay, he was a constant threat to them. Until he learned how to fight with his scythe, he was a constant hindrance to them. Until he learned how to manage his immortal body, he was a constant liability to them. Until he learned how to optimize his premonitions, he was a constant failure to them.

And until he learned how to utilize himself in a way that left no one worrying, not even him, he needed to improve.

“I trusted in All Might when he gave me your offer, something I thought I’d never do again. I trusted him when he asked me to give you a chance, when he told me you could help me learn to control my blasts.” Midoriya’s stone cold eyes burned with hardened fury, flooded with the DT that ran secretly through his veins. “I’m here because I need to improve and I was given an adamant recommendation towards you, but right now I see none of that. So unless you’re done playing around, I’m done fooling around.”

And for one of the few times in his life, Midoriya held firm against the unblinking stare of adult authority. He was so used to running and cowering from people much more powerful than him, because that’s how he was used to surviving. But the spark of defiance he experienced standing against All Might that fateful day opened him up to a new way of living; he didn’t have to sit and take anyone’s bullshit anymore. He was strong and worthy of respect, and if people didn’t agree, then he didn’t need them. And when he stood up for himself against All Might, against Endeavor, against even Gran Torino right now, boy did it feel good.

He hoped he wasn’t power tripping, but if that’s what this was, he wasn’t sure he could cut it out of his life now.

Gran Torino stared dumbly at him, and Midoriya figured he wasn’t going to get an answer.

“Come on, we will get a train ticket home and figure things out from there.” Gami placed a hand on his successor’s shoulder, starting to lead him to the door. “I am sure Eraserhead will unders-”

Gami’s words were cut off, and so was their path out, as in less than a blink, Gran Torino ricocheted around the room before landing atop the doorway. Crashes and bangs still rang around in Midoriya’s ears as the passing breeze remained fluttering through his hair. Instinctively, he jumped back slightly, just enough to put some room between them, and lowered himself into a defensive position.

“Got some backbone there, eh?” Gran Torino snapped with such life burning in his eyes, Midoriya had to make sure he himself was still standing. “But who’re you to be demanding anything in this world when you’re barely a pebble on this mountain?”

Midoriya couldn’t bring himself to respond, still momentarily stunned. Even Gami, who had a remark for everything, merely floated silently at his side. All they could do was stare at the way Gran Torino had sunk his hands into the concrete wall and the way his cape fluttered in the aftermath of phantom wind.

“The way you used your quirk during the Sports Festival was the same way I first found Toshinori: astounding power, piss poor control, and a pure desire to save that this world is going to try its damndest to beat out of you.” The old man grinned in a way that took decades off his age. “I was the only teacher at U.A. that could handle a quirk like Toshinori’s, and I doubt they’ve found anyone to cover that kind of power since I left. So I hope you’re prepared to cram everything I taught him in just a week, because I won’t be pulling any punches.”

Even after his instincts calmed down, Midoriya couldn’t relax in the way Gran Torino’s eyes pierced straight through him. He could no longer see a senile old man that couldn’t tell the difference a bird and a bull even if it hit him in the face. Now, the gaze of a pro hero met his own. A hero who had seen, felt, and fought his whole life. The intensity alone was enough to rock him to his core.

“Now put on that costume and let’s get on with it.”

And that was all Midoriya needed to hear for him to grab his open briefcase and rush into the nearest empty room to change. Gami followed suit, though not before muttering something under his breath about getting tired of tricksters.

Still, he was a little behind, and that meant floating through a closed door. “You did not even bother to wait for me. I am hurt.”

Midoriya shrugged with a smirk as he pulled out items of his costume. “You’d come on your own, case and point.”

Curiously, he pulled out a small pamphlet of paper stuffed to the side of the briefcase, probably knocked out of place by Gran Torino’s rummaging. He held it close to his face to read the small print to himself, scanning it over quickly before looking back to the costume parts he pulled out.

“Looks like the support course made some changes as they were repairing my costume.”

“Obviously.”

The teen shot him a glare. There were indeed some hard to miss changes. The body of his costume was much darker than before, mostly black at this point. The support team removed a lot of the brown straps that adorned the jumpsuit before. Most notably, the shiny iron knee pads were out of sight, instead worked into the jumpsuit themselves. Even the bubbled clocks that used to be on the sides of his steel-toed boots were removed, giving his costume a much sleeker and stealthier look overall. But there were some other changes Midoriya had to look harder for.

For one, a set of coattails had been added right at the base of the spine. They were longer than he first realized, almost reaching his calves when he stretched the costume out, and thick too. If he squatted or lowered himself into one of his usual defensive positions, the coattails would probably shield all of his legs. And being just as dark as the jumpsuit itself, that was probably to increase his stealth capabilities as well. He was starting to see an overall theme here, and it wasn’t the steampunk ideas they supplied with his first costume. Though, with coattails and not a full cloak, he guessed his support course team still had an aesthetic in mind.

Still, he would be lying if he said it hadn’t grown on him at this point.

Midoriya stripped himself of the layers of his uniform before pulling up the main body of his costume. It was a little bit of a tighter fit than before, but nothing uncomfortable. Less loose fabric meant less things he could get snagged on or get grabbed by. And while the long coattails kind of balanced out any advantages from the fittedness, their stealth perks made up for it.

He reached back into the briefcase for his utility belt and remarked with thoughtful surprise when he realized they’d changed that too. Before he just had a belt at his waist and a corresponding belt at his thigh, with a small fastened bag that dangled between them. It certainly looked cool, but in a practical sense, it was loose and noisy. The new belt was very thick in width, hugging around his entire waist, with smaller fastened pouches all the way around. It was self contained, quiet, and secure, and fully stocked with basic medical supplies to boot.

“They certainly did make a lot of changes.” Gami floated around, casually observing the pieces of the costume Midoriya had on, and then nosily moved to ruffle through the briefcase with limited success. “Oh, look at this!”

The teen turned to see Gami holding up what looked to be his short cloak as best he could, only to drop it, or for it to phase through his grip more accurately, before he could really get a good look at it.

“Well…”

Midoriya giggled, crouching down to pick it back up, confirming his theory as well about the coattails as they shrouded his legs completely in shadow. Holding out the short cloak, he wasn’t sure it could be called that anymore. For one, it was much longer than before, going past his elbows completely. But what really had his eyes glowing was the tall neck of the fabric. Excitedly, he unfastened the buttons and slipped it around his shoulders, clipping it back together and letting the neck fall naturally.

“Oh, this is nice! Good eye!” He wasn’t really sure why the neck alone had him grinning like a toddler, but he’d always held some fondness for turtlenecks in his life. And the fact that this one reached all the way past his chin and up towards his mouth had some childish dopamine triggering in his brain.

He wasn’t expecting the ghost to jump before responding. “Ah, I apologize. It is difficult to tell that you are speaking directly to me without being able to see your mouth.”

“Oh? You can’t?” He didn’t realize the neck covered that much, nor that seeing lips was so important towards speech recognition. “That’s kinda cool actually!”

“I suppose.” He shrugged, looking back to the briefcase. “There is still something else here.”

Confused, he looked over as well. There were no more parts of his costume, at least, no more parts in comparison to his first design. He reached in, pulling it out and holding it up for them both to see.

Midoriya cocked his head. “It’s a hat?”

Indeed it was, a dark, wide-brimmed hat. He shuffled it around in his grasp, unsure of how to feel about it. It was a bit much, even for what he knew the support course liked to add. And how would it stay on his head? Maybe the support team had some kind of hidden gimmick put into it; they usually did. Still he grumbled.

As he moved around the hat, another small piece of paper fluttered out from the inside. Gami moved around to look over his shoulder as he picked it off the floor and unfolded it to read.

Midoriya,

While the support course was repairing and redesigning your costume, I figured I’d add in some details of my own that I thought you’d find useful. The tall neck and hat combination should hide your expression as well as your mouth well enough so that you may have sneaky conversations with those nearby, should you keep your voice low enough. I’d assume you would have no trouble with that. Think of it as a thank you for your help during the USJ incident, in tandem with your new gloves.

Enjoy!

Principal Nezu

“Of course, that cheeky rodent had something to do with these changes,” Gami murmured. “He cannot keep out of messing with your business.”

“That may be true…” Midoriya offhandedly agreed, all the times Nezu made him a bit more than uncomfortable flashing through his mind. “But you gotta admit, this is surprisingly thoughtful of him, like the gloves.”

With a swift, sudden movement, he plopped the hat onto his messy bed of hair and pushed it down in the hopes that it would stay. Popping his collar just to make sure the neck covered his mouth, he grinned a hidden grin at his mentor.

“Are you smiling at me or…? It just appears that you are staring oddly at me.”

Perfect. He’d kept Gran Torino waiting long enough. It was time to move on and move forward. He opened back up the door and left for the main space as Gami trailed behind him.

“So I can still see some of the steampunk style from before, but now you have this plague doctor thing going on…”

He didn’t pay attention to whatever Gami was going on about. The ghost seemed to be doing a lot of that lately. Instead, he stopped in the center of the main space, where Gran Torino was patiently waiting for him, having dusted off his cape of concrete powder.

“Took you long enough,” the elder bit.

“Hmm… steam doctor? No, that sounds dumb.”

Midoriya chuckled awkwardly. “Ah, sorry. I got some new additions to my costume.”

“Is that so?” Gran Torino raised an eyebrow. “You better hope that's enough…”

“Plaguepunk? I like that actually…”

Midoriya shifted nervously as Gran Torino raised his chin to flash a toothy grin.

“Cause like I said, I’m not pulling any punches!”

Before Midoriya could even register, the blasts of wind from before returned, only this time they lasted longer than just a moment. His eyes bounced around as he desperately tried to follow the yellow blur to no avail. Gran Torino’s movement was incredible, almost unearthly. Sure, Iida was faster than the elder man easily, but he tended to move very blatantly, which was easy enough to follow with a moment of notice. But this? This chaotic hurricane of air and sound? He couldn’t even attempt to follow this unless he had a time-bending quirk.

He wasn’t prepared at all when a boot slammed violently into his back, causing him to stumble with a shout of surprise. He tried to catch Gran Torino on the offbeat, hoping to swing the match back into his favor, but the hero didn’t even give him a chance. Back was the overwhelming rush of wind in every direction. Midoriya started to back himself into the wall, trying to at least get one of his sides covered from fire. His eyes unsuccessfully continued to track Gran Torino’s path, despite knowing how fruitless the whole thing was.

“Um… do you want my assistance or would you rather I-”

“Yes!” he hissed from the confines of his collar. “You’re my partner! I need yo-”

He wasn’t able to finish as Gran Torino bodied him again, ramming right into his stomach. Midoriya choked impulsively, starting to fall to his knees before his mind came back to him. He braced on all fours, scrambling like a scavenger, like he was used to.

“What is this?” Gran Torino snarked. “I thought we were fighting!”

Midoriya growled, but could do nothing as the hero stomped his back yet again. Gami tried to ram his shoulder into the small man to throw him off balance, but was far too slow to make contact. Gran Torino bounced around some more, before landing on and crashing through his microwave.

“You spoke all that crap about getting serious, but now you’re the one fooling around!”

Gami took the tight opportunity to run his hands through the shambles of the appliance and yank it forward with all his might. He wasn’t as solid as he’d hoped, as evident by the way he struggled to hold up the pieces of his successor's costume before, but his force managed to interact with it. The crumbling microwave jerked suddenly, spooking Gran Torino off and back into the air, muttering something about faulty tech. But that was all Midoriya needed to get back on his feet.

Only to be shoved back down once more.

He caught himself with a grunt and a knee. Gami was swirling around him, trying to catch Gran Torino, but Midoriya knew that wasn’t going to work. Right now, there was no way he could keep up with the pro; he simply didn’t have the capabilities to do so. And without some cover to really stop and think, he was just going to keep getting beat down until he couldn’t stand anymore. He could take a beating far better than a typical person could at least, but this still wasn’t a winning situation for him.

One hand toyed with the other’s glove precariously.

If he didn’t have cover, then he needed to halt Gran Torino’s movements in place of that.

He pulled off his right glove, letting it flutter to the floor as he readied himself in a random direction. He wasn’t going to catch Gran Torino face-to-face, but the elder had struck him in the back multiple times now. He favored sneak attacks in combination with hit-and-run tactics. Midoriya understood; he fought very similarly.

He tried to still his breathing, to focus on the rushes of air around him, to focus on welling up DT in his fingertips. If he could just get off one explosion, that might be enough to reset tempo back to him. He didn’t have Recovery Girl to heal him if things went wrong. He could afford to get things wrong. But he also couldn’t afford to keep getting beat down without even trying.

A wave of air stormed directly behind him, and he took a moment to run through the memories of USJ, the feelings of the Sports Festival, in hope that would be enough. He pivoted roughly on his heels, bending his knees suddenly to kill his balance. He would fall, but Gran Torino would fly right over him and his unguarded hand.

“Blast him out of the sky!” Gami followed his plan. “Then I shall slam him into the ground!”

Midoriya grit his teeth, trying to regulate the DT pooling in his blood. It was all in slow motion: he raised his arm, stretched out his fingers, chomped down on grit and the flesh of his cheek, and lined up as Gran Torino flew over him.

PLEA-

What he didn’t account for was Gran Torino to suddenly halt his path with a strategic burst of air and grab his outstretched arm all in one swift second. His concentration was immediately broken as he was thrown harshly into the floor by his arm. Gran Torino pinned his head with his other hand, pressing one foot deep into his chest and using the other to steady himself in case Midoriya tried to buck him off.

But the teen knew he lost this one. “Damn it… I thought I had you.”

It was a surprise Gran Torino even understood his muffled complaints from under his hand. “I’ll admit, your analysis and prediction almost got me. They’re probably your strongest assets as of now.”

The elder man let up, loosening his grip on Midoriya as he moved to straighten himself.

“But your movements are too rigid. Watching you during the obstacle race made me think at first you had the capabilities for fine movement, but you struggled during the cavalry battle and the one-on-one because you lacked mobility and in turn reactability.”

Gran Torino walked away, allowing the teen to sit up and catch his breath. Gami helped him up, cradling his abused back, which ached now that he was low on adrenaline. He reached for his dejected glove and slipped it back on, both comfortable and disappointed at the way his DT retreated back under his skin.

“You say you need to improve, to get stronger, but you’re failing to hone what you have now. You remind me too much of Toshinori: eager to rush to the next milestone without optimizing what you’ve already got. And while he has the strength to subdue villains in place of control, your quirk is a bit more complicated than that.”

“Yeah…” Midoriya sighed with heaviness in his heart. “Toshinori is All Might, right? Just making sure; I only know him as Yagi.”

Gran Torino nodded. “Yagi Toshinori. It really has been too long since I’ve spoken to him…”

The old hero paused to grab his cane.

“You got a connection with Toshinori I should know about?”

Midoriya paused, brain loading for a moment. “Oh, um no. I mean, I know about… him and everything, but I needed to do this with my power alone. We got off on the wrong foot… but things are better now. That’s about all the relationship we have.”

Gran Torino understood without question. “I figured. I didn’t notice anything more during your Sports Festival performance, but I wanted to make sure. Regardless, I gave you an offer for what I saw during the festival, nothing more, nothing less.”

And unconsciously, something heavy in the teen’s heart lifted.

“First All Might, then Shinsou, now him. Feels like the season of redemption.”

“So, tell me about your path. You came here with a goal in mind; I could see that from the start. What’re you hoping to get out of this week?”

“Well,” he started, “I’m sure you know the basics of my quirk-”

The elder waved a hand. “Yeah yeah, you’ve got unrestricted decay and access to a scythe, very offensively threatening stuff.”

“Offensively threatening” was the nice way of putting it, but Midoriya appreciated it nonetheless.

“I figured out recently that I can make explosions by decaying the air, but every time I’ve tried to utilize it, I end up seriously hurting myself. I think the problem is that I’m releasing too much power at once, but I haven’t been successful without forcing it out.” Midoriya explained with a bit of disappointment in his voice. “I know this is exactly the non-deadly offensive potential I’m missing, but I feel stuck…”

Gran Torino thought for a moment, tapping his stick rhythmically against the tile flooring. Gami took the time to look over his successor for injuries, gently running through his hair as a sign of silent support.

Midoriya couldn’t ask for a better partner, and he sure as hell couldn’t be part of a better team.

“So you decay things by feeling them? Through the physical contact?” He asked rhetorically, not waiting for confirmation. “Have you tried feeling the air then?”

The teen blinked, dialing up a response. “Feeling the air? How… do I even do that?”

Gran Torino shrugged halfheartedly, suddenly making his way to the front door he’d closed earlier before their fight. “I don’t know. Figure it out yourself.”

With a sharp twist, he pushed open the door, uncaring to Midoriya’s shell shocked expression.

“I’ll be back. I’m stepping out to eat.”

And the hero left without another word, closing the door behind him. Midoriya hadn’t been able to even sputter out anything in defiance, left lost and alone among a wreckage of crumbling concrete, tipped furniture, and one fucked up microwave. His mind reeled from the whiplash, eyes unconsciously searching for the clock propped up on the kitchen counter that had been miraculously spared in the fray.

It had only been an hour since he arrived. One hour out of the seven days he was here to stay.

“And I take back what I said.”

 


 

Midoriya had tried for the rest of the day to “feel the air” or whatever the hell that meant, trying to muster up the idea of the sensation. He wanted so desperately to just try and force out a blast, begging for that instant gratification, but he had no way to heal himself if he was stupid enough to get hurt. And rendering himself unable to continue on the first of seven days would only make him feel worse, so he resisted that urge. Besides, he was here to learn control; he was here to learn how to “feel the air,” not how to fry his nerves. That didn’t mean he was successful, however.

Gami had to drag him out of the neighboring alleyway and back to the shamble of the building Gran Torino called home.

The elder had long since returned from his food motivated outing, evident by the empty takeout boxes that littered the living room floor as the duo walked in. The main space was still a complete mess from before; it didn’t look like Gran Torino had bothered to try and clean up at all. He didn’t even acknowledge Midoriya as he walked in: sweaty, exhausted, and completely fed up.

Needless to say, the teen bit back an exasperated groan of frustration as he headed straight for the shower.

Gami was kind enough to leave his backpack waiting for him at the edge of the bathroom door, so his relaxing shower wasn’t completely in vain when he realized he’d forgotten to take a change of clothes in with him. Though, he wasn’t kind enough to spare him that knowing look as he walked out of the bathroom with an armful of his costume and defeat.

“Come on.” Gami beckoned him along. “I am sure you are hungry after today.”

“I want to hang this up first.” He gestured to his arm of clothes, suddenly pausing with realization. “And I don’t know where I’m sleeping…”

The ghost hummed thoughtfully as Midoriya resisted the urge to facepalm, partially because he had no free hands to do so with. “Can you hold this for a second? I’ll be right back.”

Gami nodded, holding out his skeletal arms and wispily cradling the decently folded pile of clothes. He remained hidden around the corner of the hallway as his successor inched back to the main space.

“Um, Gran Torino?” He called out nervously from around the bend. “Where am I staying?”

The elder waved dismissively at him, not bothering to look away from the television. “Eh, just pick a room. I own the building, but anything above the second floor is probably too crummy to sleep in.”

Midoriya figured Gran Torino wasn’t waiting on a “thank you,” so he didn’t give one.

“Hey, you hear that?” He whispered as he slinked back down the hall. “You can pick the room if you wan-”

Only to find his companion trying unsuccessfully to pick back up the same pile of clothes he was supposed to be holding. Gami gave him a sheepish look, his arms once again passing through the costume. “Um, I would like that… as well as some assistance.”

He laughed under his breath, picking up the fallen costume from the floor, as well as his bag and briefcase leaning by the bathroom door. They’d looked through the less than ideal rooms, ignoring the one that looked lived in; that was more likely than not Gran Torino’s. Gami decided on the one without a window, and while Midoriya would’ve liked the morning sun or the midnight moon, he could live with the dim artificial light that his mentor preferred. Plus, the thought that the window may or may not be contributing to the structural instability of the whole room was also something he was glad he didn’t have to worry about.

He set down his things, not so much worrying about unpacking the little he had. He put aside his costume on a few flimsy hangers he found in the poorest excuse for a wardrobe he’d ever seen, and they left for the main space.

Midoriya was reminded of the awful state of the main area and kitchen as he walked back in. Gran Torino seemed not to mind the mess, but it was really starting to get under his skin. There was nothing specifically that unnerved him so, other than maybe the natural human discomfort in seeing a microwave so mangled beyond repair. He guessed it was probably his instinct to keep his mother’s home neat and clean that had him reeling at the opposite. That commodity necessary to survive morphed into some twisted comfort that followed him even now.

Sometimes, he found himself missing his mother and her home, but when he really stopped to entertain those homesick thoughts, he never actually missed either. He missed the idea of home, the idea of mom, the few fading memories of her smile that he had left, but he never really missed her.

He supposed him putting it that way was the most accurate he could get to putting that feeling into words, but Midoriya knew if he admitted any of that aloud, he was sure no one would really understand. That was okay, he didn’t expect anyone to.

“Gran Torino? Where did you order your takeout from?” He hesitantly asked, a little afraid of interrupting whatever he was watching. “If you want to order dinner, I’ll clean up the kitchen while we wait so we can use it for the rest of the week.”

He wasn’t expecting the hero to scoff out a laugh. “Order? You think any takeout deliveries come to this neighborhood? Why do you think I left to go get food?”

Midoriya’s stomach dropped, which wasn’t a very pleasant experience considering it was both very hungry and very aggravated.

“There’s stuff in the fridge and the pantry; take what you’d like. If you want to clean the kitchen, all I’ve got is a broom in the back closet. You can dump the microwave; I already ordered a new one.”

And that was all he gave before returning to the television mindlessly.

“Oh for the love of-”

“Let’s just see what there is to work with…” Midoriya mumbled under his breath, moving towards the small pantry. It was just as underwhelming as he expected, despite his attempts to remain optimistic. Nothing but loose packets of tea, stale crackers, and a half eaten jar of peanut butter. He was just about to shut the door and move on, until Gami hesitantly motioned towards the tea bags.

The ghost didn’t say anything.

A little confused, Midoriya reached for one of the packets. He nearly fumbled with it upon realizing it was Shincha tea, and not some Matcha tea he was expecting. This stuff was hard to come by, always in limited supply due to its short window of harvest. He’d personally never had it; it was always out of his budget of reasonability. He didn’t expect a minimalist like Gran Torino to have this in the back of his pantry. He wasn’t sure he should touch this. It almost didn’t feel right.

But then again, Gran Torino did say he could have anything he found, and he’d only have one. Some small level of entitlement in him felt it was worth it since the hero didn’t bother to tell him about his food situation until after he’d showered and changed into loungewear. Besides, it was long since the harvest period, so it was probably already stale to some degree.

So he set a bag down for himself, closing the pantry behind him. He moved to try and find something of substance in the fridge to actually eat.

He didn’t notice how Gami stayed behind, eerily focused on the tea he just placed on the counter.

The fridge wasn’t much better, nearly as scarce and barren as the pantry. There was a carton of milk, a couple eggs, some jam, really nothing special. Until he noticed some boxed taiyaki in the back. He was pretty sure this stuff belonged in a freezer, but he figured this was probably the best meal he was going to get today, even if it was a little soggy. Then Midoriya remembered the broken microwave situation; he’d have to figure out another way to heat them up.

He’d say this day couldn’t get any worse, but that would just be jinxing it honestly.

He took out a box. Maybe if he found some aluminum paper, or a tray, he could warm the taiyaki in the oven. It would probably be less than satisfying, but at this point, he was just hungry. There were worse things to eat, he’d had them.

Luckily enough, he found a tray to use, so he didn’t have to get desperate with tin foil or anything. And on the plus side, he pulled out a kettle to boil some water with. It was in pretty favorable condition compared to the rest of the house in general, so he really couldn’t complain, as much as it bubbled up within him.

So he placed the taiyaki in the oven and the filled kettle on the stovetop, only to realize he had to wait anyway. And then he remembered the mess.

“Might as well get the broom…” Midoriya grumbled, leaving to find the closet in this unfamiliar and frankly ruinous maze of a place.

Gami stayed behind, transfixed on the teabag that laid on the counter.

He knew his successor had left on his own and he hadn’t bothered to follow him. It was a short trip. He didn’t need to be hanging all over the boy for everything. Midoriya was more than independent on his own. Those were all the things Gami kept telling himself to justify what he was feeling, and as true as they all were individually, he knew they were just excuses in his head. He couldn’t pull himself away even if he wanted to. He saw the tea, and something important in him resonated like the sharp echo of a church bell.

His heart knew why it was important, but his head still didn’t quite grasp it all, and that left his soul pulled tautly in two directions.

Midoriya came back with the broom. He had noticed at this point the odd behavior of his mentor, but he couldn’t really address it with Gran Torino just a few feet away. So instead he settled for sweeping the problem aside, much like he swept away the remnants of the fight from earlier, piling up stray concrete powder so he could take care of it later. He picked up some toppled furniture: a lamp with its shade permanently askew, the small table it sat upon, the chair he was going to sit in to eat. He considered how to get rid of the microwave. It would be easier to just disintegrate it and sweep up the dust; he was sure Gran Torino wouldn’t care, he just wanted it gone after all.

It felt strange to use his powers outside of a tense combat situation. He didn’t think there was a time where he decayed something that wasn't for training or his own survival. He ran a bare hand down the fractured side of the appliance, almost feeling bad.

The shrill of the kettle snapped him out of his thoughts, startling Gami out of his as well. Midoriya stepped away from the microwave, taking some time to pull the kettle off the burner. He poured the hot water into a cup, dipping the teabag in to soak.

The teen returned back to the microwave, and after giving it a comforting pat, he gave in to the urges of the DT he’d restrained for the whole day.

He pushed the dust off the counter and onto the floor, sweeping it with the rest of the debris he’d pick up later.

He figured the taiyaki was done too, so he pulled that out of the oven and shook the pastries onto a plain ceramic plate. Grabbing the small mug of tea, Midoriya sat himself down, the faint echo of the television from just a few feet over trickling into the kitchen. He cautiously bit into one of the taiyaki.

He’d had worse. It satisfied his stomach, and that was all that mattered.

Gami floated over as soon as he took the tea, now standing awkwardly at the side of the table as Midoriya ate. The teen couldn't really question it, not with Gran Torino so close by, so he just continued to eat as the issue simultaneously ate away at him.

“I cannot smell it.” His voice was filled with an emotion Midoriya had never heard from the ghost before, and in that moment, he decided he didn’t want to hear it again. “I wish I could smell it.”

Midoriya didn’t know what to say. He reached for the cup to take a sip, but suddenly, his heart wasn’t in it anymore.

He reached subtly for his mentor’s hand, interlacing his bony fingers with his own. He brought that hand to the side of the cup, pressing it against in a tight grip. The warmth ebbed from the tea, flowing to his skin, and then away from him once more. He could feel those bony fingers jolt in surprise, but made absolutely no move to get away.

Gami reached with his other hand instinctively, but it passed right through. That free hand stuttered before digging into the slack of his robe longingly.

That cup of tea sat there, untasted but not untouched, until it got cold.

Midoriya finished. He quietly washed his dishes, quietly picked up the pile of dust from the floor, quietly left for his room. He and Gami were finally alone, in the comfort of their own solitude, but they didn’t speak a word. The teen just walked through the basics of his nightly routine before curling up in a sleeping bag Gran Torino left for him.

A familiar set of hands ran though the hair he didn’t bother to comb. A sigh of content escaped him like the wheeze of a leaking balloon. Gami didn’t say anything, just continued to stroke his long fingers over and over through every knot and tangle until they passed so smoothly it was like they weren't there at all. One hand held the homey nip of undead chill, the safety and love of what had always been his. And the other held the foreign hush of human warmth, the safety and love of what he never knew.

Midoriya whispered out a “goodnight” with the last of his awakened breath, drifting off into a peaceful slumber, lulled away by its foreign taste.

He thought he felt some innocent kiss on his forehead at the edges of his dreams, but he forgot all about it amidst the siren song of sleep that pulled him under.

Notes:

So this chapter was longer than I thought it would be. I didn’t get to everything I was planning on putting in here, but that’ll be for next chapter then. I’ll figure out the pacing when I get there.

Every time I write a chapter, I’m always careful to balance the canon material I’m working off of, the canon of my own AU, and how to incorporate ooc-ness that prompts readers to question why from a narrative perspective, not simply think it was poor writing. I’ll admit, writing Iida so angry feels odd, but it’s supposed to, and Midoriya calls this out. Iida’s ooc-ness becomes rooted in the validity of the AU, establishing it as something purposely odd. Just another small thing I have to think about when writing this story.

I knew from a while ago that I wanted Midoriya to intern with Gran Torino, because I knew how I wanted his powerset to improve and the only way to move that forward was with Gran Torino. The only issue was how to make that feel real without a link to All Might. I had a lot of fun workshopping it surprisingly and I think it turned out pretty well. Gran Torino sees a lot of All Might in Midoriya, both in his power and personality, and seeing him struggle in nearly the same way All Might did with OFA was enough of a drive to finally extend an internship offer for the first time in decades.

So Gami’s always been my favorite character to write, mainly because he’s my own lol, and because of that he’s got a lot of underlying character traits. He’s always been protective, supportive, and a bit sassy, but he’s always had this layer of nonchalance that dulls what he’s feeling. I don’t know about anybody else, but doesn’t it seem like Gami’s been more emotional as of late? He’s been pretty solid lately too. Wonder if that’s correlated…

That’s all! Powers below as usual!

Death’s Touch: Anything Midoriya touches starts to decay immediately, regardless of the amount of fingers touching. This ability works on both the living and the non living. At first, Midoriya couldn’t control this ability, as it activated immediately without his consent. However, now he is able to control the activation on humans and non living objects, being able to start and stop the decay at will. However, he had gained no progress with plant or animal life. Any damage done to living organisms with this power cannot be healed.

Death’s Scythe: Midoriya can summon a scythe to fight with at will. The scythe vaguely resembles a bird’s beak, and has a hole near the start of the blade. The scythe is the only item that can’t be destroyed by Death’s Touch. The Death’s Touch ability can be shared with the scythe at Midoriya’s will, however it can only decay what it cuts. The decay follows the same rules as Death’s Touch. He can also make the scythe disappear at will when he is finished with it or to free his hands.

Immortality: Midoriya is immortal and cannot die. However, he can still get hurt and scarred. The immortality ability doesn’t provide any regeneration, but any wounds that could be detrimental to his job, such as lost/broken limbs and organs, will be healed the next day.

Premonition: Midoriya can see flash images of people who may die before they are supposed to. Normally, he cannot interfere with death, as it’s his job, but he has the option of attempting to save anyone he views in a premonition. These premonitions are bare and don’t provide much information other than the person themselves and their demise, occasionally revealing the setting and attacker, if any. The premonitions can come true between an hour after viewing to 3 days later.

Soul Contact: When a person dies, their soul is immediately sent to Midoriya. He can see, touch, and hold these souls. When holding a soul, Midoriya can see the most important memories and decisions attached to that soul, and hence that person.

Soul Sorting: This ability allows Midoriya to decide which part of the afterlife a soul moves on to. The areas of the afterlife can only be summoned with intent and the swipe of a hand, with the areas themselves being represented by flames. The areas that he can choose from are Paradise, Purgatory, and the Underworld. Once Midoriya decides where the soul best fits, it is sent to the being of that respective area. If approved, the soul stays in that area forever, the exception being Purgatory. Souls in Purgatory can be moved again to either Paradise or the Underworld, however, this is not Midoriya’s decision. If rejected, the soul is sent back to him for reevaluation. All souls must be sorted within 24 hours of Midoriya receiving them, with rejected souls resetting their time limits once they get back to him. Failure to sort a soul within its time limit may result in serious unknown punishment.

Chapter 40: Fragile Like Glass

Summary:

Midoriya should've known with how well everything was going. Nothing nice with him lasted long, and each time it ended seemed more painfully tragic than the last.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Contrary to the blissful sleep hours longer than Midoriya was used to, the shrill alarm of his phone was not as pleasant. It startled him out of paradise, leaving him mumbling curses under his breath as the last wisps of it left his mind. Regardless, he was quick to turn it off for not only his own mental fortitude, but to spare himself the headache that would inevitably be waking Gran Torino.

After yesterday’s fiasco, he wasn’t sure there was much he could do to restrain Gami from the most threatening thing he could possibly do as a ghost with temperamental solidity. Still, he refused to deal with that; he was putting his foot down.

Speaking of his mentor, Gami floated patiently in the corner of the small and frankly unstable room. He hadn’t said a word upon his wake, but this silence was completely opposite from that of yesterday’s. Midoriya could feel it in the air; just the subtle reassurance that he’d woken up to a completely new day. He knew he should’ve pressed the issue. All he had were fragments of assumptions, and among his greatest fears was the unknown. He was so scared of being clueless and helpless and out of control; that should’ve been enough to make him press for more. But a steady underlying fear of his was still confrontation, and as safe as being in the company of his mentor made him feel, he hesitated nonetheless.

Gami would tell him when he was ready, whatever it was. He trusted him. He respected his privacy. This was not an excuse.

Fully adorned in his hero costume, Midoriya decided that after this morning, it needed to be washed. How he should wash something of this caliber, he had no idea, but surely it couldn’t be that hard.

He hesitated with the hat, but ended up putting it on anyway, pressing it firmly onto his bed hair.

“I am surprised that managed to stay on in the spar yesterday,” Gami remarked, and honestly, he’d been wondering the same thing.

“Probably some kind of crazy support gimmick.” Midoriya shrugged, twisted open his room door. “Honestly, I don’t think I want to know.”

The sentiment was obvious. “Not a fan of the hat?”

The teen trotted down the stairs with slow and gentle steps, but he still managed to shoot Gami a sarcastic look from over his shoulder. “I mean, the cover is great. I appreciate Nezu making it easier to talk to you. But why not a hood, or anything else more practical?”

“You know, if it is getting under your skin so much, then it was likely because Nezu wanted to bother you. It is probably his way of messing with your head.”

Midoriya didn’t respond, but Gami caught a mutter of something about wishy washy rodents, and honestly, who was he to disagree?

“I am sure once we get back you can ask for a modification.”

Midoriya grumbled, but he stopped complaining, so Gami took it as a success.

The two passed by what they’d assumed was Gran Torino’s room, and for a moment, Midoriya paused in front of the door. He had no idea what “feeling the air” was supposed to entail, and based on yesterday’s pitiful performance, there wasn’t much he could do other than constantly fail and hope to magically figure it out. He wanted to learn, he wanted to be taught. He had come here so Gran Torino could help him. And while yesterday the hero wasn’t all that accommodating, Midoriya held onto this silent hope that today might be the start of what he was looking for.

Instead, he heard a soft snore echo from behind the closed door.

Guess he was on his own again.

The front door made an obnoxious squeak as he pushed it open, but after a moment went by and no sounds of rousing could be heard, Midoriya slipped out quiet as a mouse. The sun had barely begun peeking from the horizon, and even though this area was akin to a wasteland, he still found himself scurrying to the alleyway next to Gran Torino’s building to get out of sight.

Once he was in the safety of the darkness of the alley, he allowed himself to relax, leaning against one of the walls as he looked down at his hands.

“So… mutual agreement to not force out any blasts?”

“I don’t know how that’s mutual when I’m the only one who can, but sure.” Midoriya pulled off his gloves carefully, stuffing them into one of the pockets on his belt. “I don’t want to hurt myself anyway. I thought we established that.”

“With your recklessness, how can anyone be sure?” The line was cold, but Gami’s flare made it obvious that he was only teasing.

The teen bit back a snarky remark, catching his breath. He was out here for serious business, not to screw around. So he left Gami reeling at his own wittiness, retreating back into his thoughts.

Feeling the air… he guessed it made sense on paper. His decay worked on physical contact, however slight it was. When he touched the earth, or a piece of metal from Dagobah, or a pound of mutant flesh from USJ, his DT flowed right into it. He supposed he never really thought of it as feeling; it had always been instinctual since Gami had first taught him the basics of control, but maybe that was where he was going wrong. Maybe he was becoming too instinctual. He didn’t think about his decay, he just allowed it free passage. He controlled the floodgates, not the flow.

But how was he even supposed to begin feeling the air? Technically, he was always touching it. Right now, as he flexed his bare fingers, he was technically touching air. But it didn’t feel like anything, not in the way solid earth, or metal, or flesh did. He almost had those textures ingrained in his memory at this point, some more permanently than others. How was air supposed to feel? Because it wasn’t like the slick chill of metal, or grainy richness of earth, or even the smooth flow of water. It was just… there.

So he tried to start like he had at Dagobah a few days ago, calling forth his DT through his veins and to his fingertips. He could feel it pooling there, screaming at him to be released. Midoriya had to actively hold it back, his nerves buzzing uncomfortably from the backlash. It took most of his concentration just to keep himself from being overwhelmed by his own power; he couldn’t possibly think about what the air felt like while doing this.

He slumped further against the wall, just trying to keep his hands steady and himself upright. But everything was quickly becoming too much. His mind was overwhelmed, too much of his focus was dedicated towards the fragile ebb and flow that was being piped full of decay and not being able to use it.

His balance gave out on him, and one of his charged hands went straight for the wall behind him to hold himself up, failing to remember that the wall was actually a building and that one simple touch right now could send it crumbling.

Thankfully, Gami was more than prepared to catch him and redirect him towards the nearest pile of expendable debris.

Unfortunately, that was a pile of garbage bags, but he decayed the one he touched so fast he didn’t even have time to feel grossed out.

“Alright, no more of that.” Gami’s tone held no room for argument. “This is exactly what you were trying before and it is clearly not working.”

Midoriya was much too woozy to even bother combatting him, just trying to make sure he wasn’t going to split the concrete underneath him as he pressed his hands down for support.

“We need a different strategy, perhaps trying to feel the air right off the bat is too ambitious.”

The teen nodded absentmindedly, breathing very slowly as to quell the rockiness in his stomach. Trying to mold the flow of his decay was so unnaturally difficult, like it was actively fighting against him. It was all so frustrating! If he had the energy, he’d be complaining right now, but he was much too drained to even talk.

Gami left his successor to handle himself, looking around the alleyway for ideas. He wasn’t all too good at this stuff; his creativity must've died with him. He was very used to following Midoriya’s lead, used to being his support. But he refused to just float here and watch the boy try and fail aimlessly.

“How about this?” The ghost turned back around, hovering over the discarded pile of trash bags that had clearly been collecting in this alleyway. “You can decay these like normal, but maybe move your hand off while you do. Maybe it will transfer to the air as you do?”

Midoriya shrugged, picking his mess of a form back up. The logic was shaky, but it wasn’t like he had any better ideas. He moved over to the trash bags, squatting by the base of the pile. It was a little gross, but he shook the thoughts off, placing a hand faintly on the skin of the bag. DT came forth every so naturally, but he slowed the rush to a crawl, trying to give himself more time. The bag slowly began flaking away into dust and Midoriya tried to ignore the shiver that trailed up his spine as trash started spilling out. He let the decay continue for a bit longer just to really think about how it felt, before gently taking his hand off the bag and suspending it midair.

And nothing. The disintegration just stopped, completely cut off from its exit. He could feel the buzz almost yell at him for denying its release, but it made absolutely no effort to continue while in the air. It was just like how he used to stop himself from disintegrating things before he got his gloves, what was he expecting?

Gami too looked a little lost on what to do now, and honestly, Midoriya was more than hopeless at this point. But he wasn’t going to give in so early; it had barely been an hour since they’d gotten out here.

“Maybe decay a couple of bags before trying again. There is a lot of junk here, no worries about running out of material.”

With a heavy sigh, Midoriya moved back to the trash pile. It felt a lot like Dagobah if he tried not to think about it. It was all just a lot of garbage, there was no reason why this was any grosser than the scraps that piled up on that beach. It was just some weird placebo thing going on in his brain, it wasn’t like the stuff at Dagobah was washed by the seawater or anything.

He managed to get through a couple bags before that thought broke his concentration, instinctually making him move his hand away from the trash, but still nothing.

But Gami was right. There was plenty of stuff to work with here, so he just went right back into it. Every few objects, or every time he felt he had a good handle on his DT, he tried to move from them to the emptiness of the air, and every single time he went right back to more stuff. He didn’t know when he’d become a human waste disposer, but it had happened at some point, because eventually he’d run out of trash bags from the seemingly enormous pile he’d started with. And like a human waste disposer, he and Gami went in search of more.

Midoriya didn’t know how many trash bags he’d disintegrated at this point, but he did know that he’d turned 13 cardboard boxes, 9 broken wooden shipping pallets, and a bicycle tarnished beyond repair to dust without success, and it was starting to get to him.

“Come on!” And after a couple fruitless hours and way too much dust, he finally broke. “Are you serious? How am I supposed to make any kind of progress if I don’t know what I’m doing!”

It was times like these that Gami wished he had more of his memories that weren’t seemingly disjointed and unhelpful pieces of his life. Knowing that even in life he was loved by someone was… great, but he really wished he could remember the ins and outs of his abilities. He was around for 500 years for goodness sake! He probably knew everything about how these finicky powers worked and the thought that he just didn’t have access to any of that was beyond depressing.

The ghost had been so stuck in his own wallowing, he didn’t realize how upset his successor was growing. Not until he could practically see the smoke billowing him his ears.

“And there are no heroes with quirks like mine because this whole system is rigged! Why do I have to be the first to figure this all out?! Why couldn’t there’ve been someone before me?! This world doesn’t want me as a hero! It never did!”

Midoriya’s hands were shaking, and Gami couldn’t tell if it was from anger or the sheer amount of DT corralled in his veins, or even some combination of the two. Regardless, as unprepared as he was, the ghost moved to step in, beyond worried that Midoriya was going to blow a fuse.

“Maybe we should take a break for today.” He suggested, nervously glancing around for something, anything, he could use in case Midoriya’s DT started to get out of hand. Literally. “Get some lunch, come up with a new plan, you know?”

But the teen was not calmed. “No! I don’t want to quit! I refuse to quit until I get somewhere! Or else I’m just going to be quitting for the whole week!”

The spitefulness pleased something deep and alien in the old ghost’s soul, something he decided then and there that he did not like. But he brushed his worries aside, floating closer to the boy, outstretching his hands as a sign of peace and comfort.

“We are not quitting, we will come back. But I just think it would be best to-”

“No!” Midoriya angrily swung his hands down from his sides in a frustrated fit. “I said n-”

A loud boom rocked them both, blowing stray dust and Midoriya off his feet. Gami shielded himself instinctively as a burst of air rushed through him, dragging a cloud of dirt and ash down the alley. Once the air cleared, he could clearly see his successor knocked onto his rear, staring up at him in shock. It took a moment for the pieces to click for them both, truly grasping the situation.

“Did you just…” Gami trailed off, his words dying but the thought resounding like a pierce to the heart.

Midoriya looked down, raising his hands closer to his face. He stared deeply into his palms, up his fingers, then down again to his arms. But no matter how he looked, they were still. Completely and utterly still.

His hands weren’t shaking. More importantly, as the seconds ticked by and the adrenaline from his anger officially died off, they didn’t hurt.

“I-” The words got caught in his throat. “My hands…”

He looked up at Gami with a pale expression, one full of all sides of disbelief.

“My hands don’t hurt.”

He said it like it was the calmest thing in the world, but once the admission left his lips, reality smacked him right in the face.

“I did it?” Midoriya shot back down to his hands. “I did it! How did I do it?”

Gami watched the teen spiral back down into the same well of intensity, but he made no move to help him, much too flabbergasted himself. How had he done it? What made this different from what they were trying earlier, and more importantly, what made this different from the blasts Midoriya had made during the Sports Festival? Was it the emotion, the anger? That’s what they had speculated at Dagobah, but that couldn’t be it. Midoriya had been feeling just that intensity of emotions during the festival, especially during his fight with Todoroki. If anything, the emotions were the trigger to forcing the blasts out, not what just happened. Was it instinct, the absence of an active thought? That couldn't be it either, or else all their experimentation would’ve prompted something, not the complete lack of results as they’d seen. But then what was different? There wasn’t much else that had happened, it was all just a basic movement that really left nothi-

“The movement.” Gami suddenly spoke, startling Midoriya out of what was almost another angry spiral. “Of course! It was the swing!”

“Wha-” That was all his mushy brain could get out at the moment. “I don’t-”

“It was so obvious! How did we not realize it before!” The ghost was too busy kicking himself before realizing he had to fill Midoriya in. “Your scythe!”

But he was still more than lost. “What about it?”

Gami stopped to calm himself, his excitement blurring his thoughts and his movements. “You can use your scythe to make explosions. How?”

“By-” It clicked- “swinging it!”

“You have to swing your scythe to kickstart the decay! The swing! The breeze! Your scythe is feeling the air!”

“It’s the same DT, the same concept. That’s what we established before.” Their thoughts were one in the same, flowing through both their heads. “I was trying to make blasts while my hands were still, that’s why I couldn’t do it! That’s why I had to force them out!”

Even during the movement that was evading Todoroki’s ice during their fight, all the times he’d made explosions were with still hands. Never had he once thought to give himself the same leeway that he gave his scythe.

With a giddy little grin on his face, Midoriya took in a breath and held out one of his hands. He welled up DT from his blood, pooling it like usual in his hands, really getting that buzz riled up. And tentatively, he swung that hand hard and fast in front of him in the same way he would his scythe, feeling the breeze at his fingertips for just a moment.

Another loud explosion reverberated between the alley walls, kicking up dust and dirt once again. Midoriya lost his balance from the recoil, but managed to keep himself upright this time, shakily replacing his footing. It was a pretty sizable blast, nothing like the explosions that had kept him alive in his fight against Todoroki, but it still packed a punch, enough that he had to figure out how to counterbalance the recoil.

The air cleared and he looked up to see Gami’s reaction. Though he couldn’t see the ghost’s expression, he could feel the excitement rolling off his wisps.

He looked back down at his hand. It wasn’t shaking. It didn’t hurt.

The smile on his face exploded.

Gami tackled him, wrapping him into an ecstatic hug. He was laughing, and then they both started laughing and smiling and jumping for joy in the most wholesome mosh pit there ever was in an abandoned alleyway.

“There’s so much I can do now!!” Midoriya cheered, separating himself from his mentor’s grasp so he could speak clearly. “The mobility! The offensive potential! My notebook has some stuff on Bakugo and Iida’s movements. I can do that now!!”

“Slow down there,” Gami chuckled, placing his hands firmly on the teen’s shoulders. “You need to get this down consistently before you go trying any of that. No Recovery Girl out here, remember?”

That was a fair point. Midoriya presumed there just wasn’t a universe where Gami was wrong.

But that was besides the fact! This was progress! He could spend a couple more hours out here, really get the feel for what he was doing. Enough experimentation with the recoil effects would help him stay balanced with every blast. He could even use the recoil to his own advantage, propelling himself into the air, changing his direction in a split second. Would Bakugo like it? No… but who cared?! This was his success! His improvement! This was the step forward he was looking for and no one could take that from him-

His stomach grumbled obnoxiously, running on nothing but tea and taiyaki from the night before.

“Lunchtime. No arguments.”

Midoriya’s shoulders dropped, but he couldn’t argue even if he wanted to, a sudden, crippling cramp in his side taking the air right from his lungs.

“Yeah. Lunchtime.”

 


 

It was only when they got back did they realize that there was still no food in the fridge, which certainly wasn’t any sort of motivator to return. Midoriya didn’t acknowledge Gran Torino’s newfound presence on the couch as he walked inside, and thankfully, neither did the hero. The teen was not in any sort of mood to conversate; he could barely hide his annoyance with the elder to begin with.

He took a deep breath as he walked up the stairs, depositing his hero costume in his room before stepping into the bathroom for a quick shower. Gran Torino was a fantastic hero, he’d proved that when he got his ass beat by the man yesterday. He wanted to work with him. He wanted to be taught. He just hoped the rest of the week wouldn’t be like… this.

Gami was nice enough to have a set of clothes waiting for him on the sink countertop when he stepped out of the shower. How the ghost had managed to pick up the clothes and open the door with them in hand, Midoriya didn’t know. But Gami’s solidity did seem to be getting better all of a sudden. It was still temperamental as always, but at least it was becoming a bit more consistent nowadays. He couldn’t really ask for much more from his mentor; he was just thankful for what he could give.

He’d almost surprised himself when he looked into the mirror to see the reflection of his skin. He was wearing short sleeves, but he almost forgot why he used to be so adverse to wearing them. His bare hand trailed down the burn scar that peeked out from his collar. That was really the only one that was visible; the others on his biceps were either covered easily by his sleeves or too faint to see unless he looked for them. Of course, there was still that ugly mark on his wrist, the grip that it came from seared permanently into him. He hated it so much, he hated that he would never be rid of it. But his glove covered most of it, so at least he didn’t have to see it more than he needed to.

His fingers rubbed at his neck again. It really didn’t feel any different than the rest of his skin, but even the mere sight of it was blinding to his eyes.

“All good in there?” Gami called from beyond the door hesitantly.

Midoriya shook his head, shook himself out of his thoughts. He quickly slipped on his gloves, covering the other scar that could possibly be noticed in short sleeves.

“Yeah, sorry for the wait,” He muttered under his breath as he opened up the door.

They made their way back to the room Midoriya had claimed. “You do not have to wear that if you do not want to. I just figured I would bring you that since you brought more of those than your typical wear.”

“No, no, it’s fine.” Midoriya waved him off, slipping his phone into the pocket of his shorts and grabbing the bundle of his hero costume. “I kind of miss it, you know?”

The ghost breathed out a sigh of relief. “Oh, good. I was a little worried it would change your demeanor.”

“I don’t want it to make me feel bad anymore.” He admitted, gesturing to himself up and down. To his short sleeved shirt, to his discolored pigmentation, to the lightness in his heart. “I’m okay with it. Who cares what other people think?”

There were still some remnants of hesitation in his voice, but if Gami heard it, he didn’t acknowledge it, instead ruffling his damp hair. “Screw everyone else.”

He hadn’t meant to say it so harshly, but his successor only seemed to sputter for a moment before releasing a fit of giggles. The words just came out so naturally, almost as a subconscious response to Midoriya’s self prioritizing statement before. It was odd, odd enough to linger in his mind for longer than a few moments. But he didn’t think too much more into it, he refused to.

He was Gami. Maybe not before, but that’s who he was now.

The duo descended to the first floor, and it took a couple doors before Midoriya found the laundry room. He still wasn’t sure how to properly wash his costume, but he wasn’t about to wear it dirty the entire week. So he tossed it into the machine, set it on the most delicate setting he could, and hoped for the best.

“So what are you doing for lunch?”

The million dollar question. Just thinking about food made his stomach churn in anticipation. “Well, it’s not like there’s anything here.”

He’d offered to cook yesterday, though that was before he was made aware of the abysmal state of the kitchen. Still, he wasn’t about to eat taiyaki for the rest of the week. He had personal standards, both as a hero student and to his stomach. He supposed Yamada’s cooking had spoiled him just a bit as well, but he would never admit that.

They walked together into the main space, not expecting Gran Torino to be off the couch and preparing himself some tea.

“Morning!” His voice was back to the chipper tone it was like yesterday, before he had revealed his true nature. “What were you doing up so early? You looked wrecked.”

Midoriya looked over himself again sporadically. He looked like he’d just gotten out of the shower, but he certainly didn’t look wasted. “I was trying to ‘feel the air’ like you said. I’m sure I don’t have it down 100%, but I’m making progress!”

It was an invitation. An invitation into his training, an invitation for assistance. He didn’t really know what he was doing, just figuring things out along the way, and some help, any help, would be really appreciated.

“Good to hear! Where are you off to now?”

Midoriya’s hope deflated. “I’m just going to get some lunch…”

He was going to get some groceries while he was out too. He didn’t have too much money to spare, but it was that or taiyaki and honestly he’d made up his mind with that a long time ago.

Gran Torino perked up at that. “If that’s the case, there’s a list on the fridge of stuff I’m running low on.”

The elder said nothing more, sitting himself down at the small table to sip his drink. Midoriya turned away, grumbling under his breath as he walked to the fridge to see a list that definitely wasn’t there yesterday. He snatched it off, not even bothering to read it before stuffing it away.

“There’s money in the drawer.” Gran Torino pointed offhandedly, taking another sip. “You said yesterday that you cooked. Just don’t go breaking my bank, alright?”

Confused, Midoriya carefully opened up the drawer he was directed to, Gami curiously peeking over his shoulder. He easily found what the hero was referring to, a small envelope filled with loose bills. He nervously looked back at the hero, extremely unsure if he should really be taking this, but if Gran Torino noticed he was staring, he made no comment. So he only took a few bills as a precaution. If he needed more, he’d use his own cash.

“The store’s a walk away, 7 or 8 blocks right. You can’t miss it, trust me. Not much else around here anyway.”

That was… helpful. He’d probably just look up the nearest grocery store on his phone and hope that was the right one. Still, he gave him thanks and left out through the front door for the second time today.

They were walking for some time before Gami spoke up, breaking the silence. “I still do not know how to feel about him…”

“Tell me about it…” Midoriya shrugged, pulling out the list from his pocket. “He kind of reminds me of you in a way.”

Gami gasped, a flabbergasted look overtaking him. “I beg your pardon?”

The teen didn’t make an effort to look back at him. “You both are sassy little shits. You’re just more lovable.”

“Well, I- err…” The ghost was caught between feeling heartwarmed or offended. “Whatever.”

Midoriya laughed. “I guess you’re more different than that. I mean, who needs this much taiyaki?”

Gami awkwardly joined in on the chuckle as they continued down the street, reading the list from over his shoulder. In his other hand, Midoriya held out his phone, making sure he was heading the right way. It was just for his own comfort at this point; Gran Torino hadn’t been lying when he said to just hold right.

He absentmindedly exited the app, about to open back up the Hosu article he was reading a few days before, but he caught himself. He hoped Iida was doing alright; he hadn’t heard from him at all. To be fair, it was only early afternoon on the second day. But he was just a naturally worrisome person, and right now, Iida was worrying him.

He debated sending his friend a quick text, but the hateful stare Iida had given him on the train flashed in his head.

“What does it matter to you? Stop sticking your nose where it doesn’t belong.”

Maybe it was best not to push him any further.

What about Todoroki? How was he doing? He was interning with Endeavor, so Midoriya figured he probably wouldn’t have a lot of free time to talk, but a quick message wouldn’t hurt, could it?

He opened up his messages.

Hey! How’s your internship going?

He left it at that, slipping his phone back into his pocket. If he needed the GPS, he’d pull it back out again, but he figured he’d be fine without it as one of the few lively buildings he’d seen in the neighborhood entered his vision.

“That has to be it, right?” Gami flew a bit further ahead, trying to get a closer look.

“Pretty sure. I haven't been counting blocks but we’ve been walking for a bit.”

And sure enough it was. A quaint little grocery store stood out from the rest of the decrepit buildings, almost calling him inside. It probably was, with the way the sweet aroma of food wafted out from inside.

He was suddenly reminded of how hungry he was, and opted to make this trip as quick as possible.

Midoriya walked inside. It was practically empty, save for the cashier who sported him a wave upon looking up from their phone. He gave a shy little wave back, just out of formality, before grabbing a basket by the entrance and slinking to the emptiness of the back.

“What is on this list?” Gami read from overtop him. “Milk, eggs, taiyaki of course, and tea-”

Gami stopped talking.

“Hey? What’s wrong?” Midoriya whispered, eyeing around for cameras. “Gami?”

“I apologize. I was lost in thought.”

The boy raised an eyebrow. “You’re fine. Did you… remember something?” He asked, recalling few but notable instances where a simple word had triggered a blast from the past.

Gami paused for just a moment, not hesitantly long, not eagerly short, but some middle ground of a moment that gave off the illusion of a typical conversation. “No. I will go get what is on the list. You should get food that can actually be used to cook.”

Midoriya didn’t even have a chance to voice how bad of an idea that was before the ghost just flew off, leaving him staying alone in the back of an aisle.

He worried, but he trusted Gami. He trusted Gami if he said that nothing was wrong. He trusted Gami to come to him when he was ready if there was. He trusted him with his immortal life, with a heart and soul that could never be broken and yet still very much was. It was only natural for him to worry about someone he trusted so much.

His stomach rumbled, reminding him of his purpose here: food. He really should’ve caught up to his mentor before he got himself into a stupid situation with his tangibility. But he supposed there was only so much one measly ghost could do, and if anything, he could always lie about his quirk or feign ignorance to get out of it. It wasn’t like he was ever going to be here again.

So he moved down the aisle, running on a mental list of basic necessities: rice, miso, any noodles he could find. Eggs were already on the list, so fried rice was definitely an option if he found some good vegetables. He wouldn’t mind finding some protein, chicken or fish sounded lovely right about now. Even some curry packets were on the table; they were quick and easy to make, and he knew which brands he could actually stomach. Midoriya went around, making a mental note at the lack of cameras in the store. It was a rough part of the city for sure, but it didn’t seem dangerous, just empty. Regardless, it was one less thing to worry about when he had a troublesome ghost with him.

“I have the taiyaki.”

“Shi-” Midoriya caught himself and his volume. “Don’t scare me like that. Did the cashier see you?”

Gami almost looked offended as he dropped the box into the basket. “Of course not. This is me we are discussing. I practically taught you how to be stealthy.”

Midoriya knew that was not the case, but he didn’t acknowledge it. “Just don’t do anything stupid.”

Again, Gami flared dramatically. “As if.”

And then he was off again, passing through the aisles themselves. The teen scoffed under his breath, moving towards the produce. He’d pick out some vegetables like he wanted, something to counterbalance the taiyaki sitting in the basket. He really, really hoped that Gran Torino was not existing off of takeout and taiyaki alone.

His phone buzzed in his pocket. Midoriya set down the thin, plastic bag he was using to collect produce so he could have a hand free.

Good afternoon, Izuku. My internship is going as well as imagined, but I do believe I made the right choice. I’m learning a lot about my fire, I just wish the old bastard would shut up about it every once in a while.

What about you?

He snorted slightly at Todoroki’s choice of words, using his thumb to hastily chop out a response.

That’s good to hear!

Gran Torino is certainly eccentric, but I made my choice knowing that. I made some progress with my quirk this morning! You won’t even recognize me once I get back!

He figured he’d wait on a response before dumping more on his friend, slipping the phone away and returning to the produce stand.

He had a pepper in hand when a soft drop could be heard from a few aisles down. He and the cashier looked up briefly, but the cashier must’ve assumed that he was the source, because not a moment after they moved their focus.

Midoriya wasted no time rushing towards the direction of the sound, tying up the bag of vegetables along the way.

He stopped in front of a nervous looking Gami with a box of tea at his feet.

“Sorry. I was trying to pick it up.”

The teen shook his head. “It’s fine. It was pretty impressive that you managed to interact as much as you already have today. I’ll be getting the milk and eggs though.”

He picked up the fallen box, surprised to see it was Shincha. He wasn’t expecting to find this in a small grocery store. It was probably old then, even overstock would be hard to find.

He put it in the basket anyway, thinking it as petty revenge against Gran Torino’s attitude so far.

They walked together to the dairy section. Gami was kind and solid enough to hold the door open as he reached for a carton of milk and subsequently the eggs. He was just putting them in the basket as his phone buzzed again.

I can’t wait to see your improvements, but I’ll likely be the most changed out of everyone.

There was a pause.

I have some free time. Do you want to call?

Midoriya set the basket on the ground for a second so he could use both hands.

Sure!

“Oh, so my company is not good enough anymore?”

“Please,” he scoffed teasingly, “I’m stuck with you all the time.”

Gami turned away, crossing his arms in a pout. Midoriya gave him a playful shoulder nug as he accepted a call on his phone, bringing it up to his ear.

“Hey Shouto!”

The smile was audible.

“What you said before… is that a challenge?”

 


 

The rest of the day went off without a hitch. Midoriya and Gami returned with their grocery haul, the cashier none the wiser. Gran Torino had ordered a new microwave and Midoriya had to both drag it inside and unpackage it by himself. He had to come back for a second trip for the groceries too; it was just too risky to have Gami actively interact with anything while Gran Torino sat in watch. It was a bit of a shame. Midoriya missed the consistent extra help. He missed being able to talk to his mentor without a second thought. Living with Aizawa and Yamada really spoiled him even beyond what he first thought.

But for what it was, the second day ended well. Midoriya made a pot of rice so delicious he wasn’t sure the leftovers would last into tomorrow. Though, with the way Gran Torino lived off of microwave food alone, he should’ve expected that. If there was anything his broken self esteem could vouch for, it was that his cooking was pretty good. And seeing that reflected in the euphoria in Gran Torino’s eyes had his heart swelling with pride, however temporary it was.

He went to sleep easier that night, and had no bad dreams to interrupt him.

That was certainly nice.

Waking up to his phone alarm however, never was.

Midoriya guessed Gran Torino wasn’t an early riser, or at least not as early as he was. He couldn’t help the disappointment that welled up in his heart, but he could at least understand, more so than yesterday. It helped that he had something more positive to latch onto too.

Because here he was, shielded from the sun’s sleepy rays by the side of Gran Torino’s building, hours of sweat drenching his newly washed costume, Gami just barely managing to jot things down in his newest notebook, explosions ringing out every other second, smiling like joy had no end.

“Run it again,” Gami called out, waving his pen in a circle. It was a miracle he could hold up both the pen and the notebook in the first place, much less write in it, but neither of them commented on it beyond the initial shock. Midoriya needed the help taking notes, and without Gran Torino, this was the best he could do. He wasn’t about to jinx things now.

Midoriya grunted in response, hastily wiping the sweat from his brow. He held out his hands in front of him again, bending his knees slightly for more balance, leaning forward to control his center of gravity. And with a sharp swing, he pulled his arms behind him in an aggressive breaststroke, lighting up the whole way with DT.

Another explosion rang out, launching Midoriya forward with a cloud of dust in his wake. It was an impressive standing long jump, probably just over 8 feet, and he actually managed to land it this time without falling over.

“You are improving quite rapidly, your average launch distance keeps rising,” the ghost commented, jotting that tidbit down. “You have really managed to get those blasts down consistently. I am truly impressed.”

The teen stood up straight, catching his breath. “Yeah, but I lose a lot of momentum everytime I swing. It’s not optimal. Did you get that down?”

“Doing that now.” Gami scribbled away, his hold on the writing supplies flickering every now and then, but otherwise solid.

“I’ve definitely got better mobility, but it’s not what I was really hoping for. With my blasts as they are, I’ve got farther jumps while standing still. I’d presume that would also make my running jumps better if we decide to test that,” Midoriya rambled, assuming Gami was trailing his every word into his notebook. “But having to swing every time kills momentum. If I was able to fire blasts without hand movement, like Bakugo can, I’d be able to do so much more. Ricochet off walls, change direction midair, even launch myself so high I could scale the zero-pointer like he did during the obstacle course!”

Gami stopped writing to shake his head. “The blasts work like your scythe, remember? You need the swing in order to spark them.”

“I know, I know… but there has to be something I’m missing…”

He had to swing in order to spark the transfer of DT to the air; that was established. Otherwise, still air alone wasn’t distinguishable enough for him to decay. Still air didn’t feel like anything, but swinging his hand let him grasp the drag it made for just a moment. That was all it took, but he was starting to realize how that wouldn’t be enough. Just a moment of decay didn’t correlate to a very large blast. It was the same as touching the ground for a brief second; a small portion of it would crumble, but nothing more. Of course, with non-living objects DT would just continue to spread, even without his direct contact, but that didn’t work with the air as well, as much as he wished it would.

It all came back to “feeling the air,” just as Gran Torino had first said. If he could actively touch it in the same way he could normal objects, then he wouldn’t have to worry about catching the drag. But going right back into his efforts to feel still air probably wouldn’t be any more fruitful. His relative success relied on moving to catch the drag like he did with his scythe. The air remained still, he was the one moving. The logical next step would be to swap those places; make the air move so he could stay still. But how could he make the air move? He didn’t have a wind quirk-

“Wind!” Midoriya exclaimed, “I can’t believe I forgot wind exists! I’m so dumb!”

“I would say tunnel visioned, but I digress.” Gami couldn't resist the playful jab. “What about wind?”

“Ok, so I swipe to make drag. Drag lets me feel the air.” He quickly made a small blast to demonstrate. “I’m the one moving in this scenario. But what if I could get the air to move for me?”

“I see your point, but you cannot guarantee the air will be breezy when you need to move and fight.” Gami wrote that down for good measure, looking up afterwards. “Plus, even if today were windy, which it is not, you would need to leave this alley to test your idea, and there are not exactly many places secluded enough like Dagobah to get away with… quirk usage.”

“No, I’m not planning on relying on wind. I still want to get to a point where I can make blasts with still air. This is like a bridge, you know?”

Gami tapped thoughtfully at his chin, or at least where his chin probably was. “I see, that makes sense. But there still is not any wind. You may have better luck holding off until tomorrow. We could try and find a spot outside of the alley as well.”

Midoriya pouted. He didn’t want to wait, as childish as it sounded. He only had a week with Gran Torino, and he was already well into the third day. He didn’t have a lot of free time to mess around or wait for ideal conditions to just reveal themselves. But Gami did have a point, as much as it annoyed him to admit that so often. Today just wasn’t a windy day. And even if it was, even with this practically empty neighborhood, there wasn’t a good spot nearby that would let him work with the wind without interruption. Public quirk usage was still illegal after all, and it wasn’t like Gran Torino was with him to give him an excuse.

Times like this he really missed Dagobah and all the comforts of home.

His exhaustion was starting to catch up to him, forcing him to slump against one of the alley walls. He wasn’t really used to exerting himself like this and it definitely showed. All those pole vaults during the obstacle course left him more messed up than he’d like to admit.

He raised his head, trying to stop the sweat from running into his eyes. He’d have to make more of an effort with his physical abilities. He thought he had decent enough stamina, but maybe that was more for staying conscious after taking a death blow.

The sun shone aggressively into his eyes. It hadn’t bothered him before, but it had certainly changed position through the hours he’d been out here. It peeked just over the rooftop of Gran Torino’s building, just high enough to escape cover, truly an unfortunate annoyance.

Gami watched his successor think, sensing they were at least taking a break from training and deciding to close up the notebook. “What is on your mind?”

Midoriya in turn pointed up to the roof. “I wonder how possible it is to get up there…”

The ghost moved his gaze to follow, only to shy away at the intrusive light. “Well, Gran Torino did say he owned the building. I would presume it is only a matter of asking. Why?”

The teen hummed, but didn’t respond right away.

“How windy do you think it is up there?”

And with a mischievous smirk, it all clicked. “Let us find out, shall we?”

The duo picked themselves up, this time Midoriya grabbing his notebook and pen from Gami, and shambled out of the alleyway. His costume stuck to him awkwardly from all the sweat; maybe he’d change into something more breathable while he was at it. He liked training with his costume on because it was exactly as he would be on the field. Having to now wash it again was less than desirable however.

Gami raced ahead of him, letting himself in straight through the door. Midoriya smothered his laugh with a sign, opening the door for himself.

“Jeez, you really are an early bird.” That was Gran Torino’s idea of a morning greeting as he sat calmly at the small table in the kitchen, stirring a cup of tea. “Any more progress?”

Excited at his interest, Midoriya stepped forward. “I actually figured out how to start making blasts yesterday. I know I can still improve them, but I’ve got it down to a science.”

The elder raised an eyebrow, a bit solemn in his movements. “Impressive. So what’re you doing in here then?”

“The roof-” he pointed a telling finger upwards- “Can I go up there?”

“Let me go get the key to the door.” Gran Torino hopped off his seat with little argument. He retreated into his room for a moment, popping back out all of a sudden and tossing a set of keys in Midoriya’s general direction. “You’re not going to be rooftop hopping up there, are you?”

The teen caught the keys, shaking his head adamantly. “No, just going to keep working. I’ve got an idea I want to test. If it works though, that might be my next course of action.”

Gran Torino chuckled lightly, returning to his tea, “Hold off on that, would you? I’ve got a few mobility techniques I’d like you to know first.”

The hero didn’t look up from his drink, missing the way Midoriya’s eyes widened in shock and excited anticipation.

“Uh yeah, won’t go jumping any buildings… thanks for the keys.”

Midoriya climbed up the stairs, still a little stunned from the conversation. He slinked back into his room quickly, changing into a cleaner set of clothes. He left his costume on a hanger; he’d wash it later, there were more important things to focus on.

“Now I really have to get this to work!” He whined longingly, trudging up to the third floor. “You saw how insane his movements were before; we couldn’t even hit him!”

Gami scouted out the area, determining the path to the fourth floor stairs was safe. “I agree. He just has to hold firm on that offer.”

Midoriya’s attitude dropped slightly, reminded of Gran Torino’s less than helpfulness so far. “Yeah…”

“I am sure that he will, however.” He backtracked as they arrived on the fourth floor, ruffling his hair gently. “But let us focus on this next step first.”

The teen nodded a bit more happily this time, making his way to the next stairway. Instead of seeing another floor however, what met him was a sealed door. Midoriya shuffled the set of keys in his hand. Most of them were too small for the lock in front of him; he could take a guess as to which one opened up the rooftop door.

And sure enough, he guessed correctly on the first try, pushing open the rusty door with a little more effort than he thought he needed.

Gami coiled into himself, almost retreating back into the stairwell. “It is too bright up here…”

“It’s the same as outside of the alley.” Midoriya rolled his eyes sarcastically. “But it’s actually surprisingly windy up here. More than I thought.”

If he still had his hat on, it would’ve surely been lost to the breeze by now, by the way his hair tousled against his scalp. He could see a good portion of the neighborhood from up here, and it was solitary enough from him to probably get away with some training. No one could bother him up here; it was so peaceful, almost like sitting on the shores of Dagobah. Sure, he might be a little loud, but if he wasn’t being heard from the alley, he surely wouldn’t be heard from this newfound perch.

“Izuku? I am unsure of why you are smiling…”

“Sorry, just thinking about how nice it is up here.” He moved away from the door, planting himself in a space where there was nothing obstructing the airflow around him. “I’m going to get started.”

“Of course, let me just-” Gami paused suddenly, reaching for a notebook that wasn’t there. “Damn, I knew I forgot something! I will be right back.”

“Don’t get caught!” He yelled to his mentor, but the ghost was already long gone, having passed back down through the rooftop.

Midoriya thought about waiting for Gami to return with their collective notes; that made more sense. But he was far more excited at the prospect of learning something new, both in his blasts and whatever Gran Torino was thinking of teaching him. And with the way the wind danced around him, something peaceful called out to his soul to just try.

He extended both of his hands out, keeping his palms facing each other to cup the breeze, but still angled outward so he wouldn’t blast himself by accident. Wind slithered through his fingers, a cool coil against his skin. It was almost like his hands were underwater, so completely encompassed by the sensation, and yet so vastly different. Wind was nothing comforting like the hug of water, but rather a fleeting kiss of frostbite. Wind was nothing like the calm control of the ocean, but rather a powerfully forceful snap to his body. Wind was nothing like the remembrance of water; wind forgot. He could whisper his secrets to its waiting ears in full confidence they would drift away into nothingness not a moment after. And wind enticed him in such a way that he would gladly do that over and over again even if it carried his deepest fears for all to hear.

The breeze curled in his chest with each breath he took, savoring the way it wrapped around his heart in the same way adrenaline coated his veins, fully yet not overwhelming in the slightest. And with a beckoning echo, DT was called forth so naturally he almost forgot it wasn’t his quirk to begin with.

An explosion ripped through the space, and Midoriya was so caught off guard that if the recoil didn’t knock him down already, his shock would’ve. He landed roughly on his rear, his hands instinctively bracing to catch his fall. But he didn’t decay the rooftop the moment he came into contact with it, much to his surprise. His DT wasn’t even running through his veins anymore.

He hadn’t even thought about bringing it forth, much less calling it back.

He hadn’t even thought at all.

And yet, here he was, rocked by the biggest explosion he’d made so far without hurting himself.

Midoriya blinked owlishly. Had he “felt the air” so unconsciously he didn’t even realize it? On his first try? With just blind faith and feeling?

His stupefied expression morphed into an ecstatic, toothy grin. He stared down at his hands, flexing his fingers slowly just to make sure everything felt normal. Well… as normal as someone like him could get.

“I have the noteboo- did I miss something?”

Midoriya turned to face his mentor, his goofy smile growing even larger.

“Oh yeah, you missed a lot of somethings.”

 


 

Midoriya didn’t come down for lunch. He wouldn't have come down for dinner either if it wasn’t for Gami practically dragging him off the roof, and even then, what he ate couldn’t be counted as dinner in any rational person’s mind. It could be argued though, that right now Midoriya was no rational person, not by the way he was completely and utterly captivated by how effortlessly his DT was flowing.

He’d long gotten to the point where decaying physical objects was merely instinct. He didn’t have to think about what he was doing; he just touched it and that was all it took to transfer DT. It took a little more effort to get that decay to stop when he wanted it to, but he attributed that to its destructive nature. All that the power running through him craved was to destroy, as much as he didn’t want to admit that as a hero in training. Though, he was fairly capable of making sure that power never got out of hand.

With air, however, the DT flow was so natural, it was almost like he’d been doing this as long as he had with physical objects. He presumed the active breeze helped considerably, but even then, the progress he’d made in only a few hours was insane. He was pulling out blast after blast without a single swipe, and without the loss of momentum from before, they were much more powerful. And he barely had to think. It wasn’t like the Sports Festival, or his attempts at Dagobah, where he had to call upon thoughts of desperation and fear to force it out. The wind called to him so serenely, he was practically wrapped around its pinky finger. Or rather, more literally, it was wrapped around his, but it was all the same.

He could feel the air and by god was he addicted. He could feel the freedom, the peace, the completeness, and he wondered how he’d gone his life so far without it.

Midoriya probably would’ve spent the entire night up on the roof, if it wasn’t for Gran Torino’s forced intervention. Apparently it was late, that heroes needed proper rest or something. Either way, the teen begrudgingly left the solace of the rooftop for sleep, and in his disappointment, he missed the impressed look Gran Torino gave him.

Gami never missed these things, however.

And that’s how the ghost ended up sticking with his successor tonight, rather than going off wandering like he usually did, because he never missed how much Midoriya was overworking himself these past few days. He didn’t miss how Midoriya always reassured him that he slept just fine as he crawled out of a sleeping bag on the floor. He didn’t miss how Midoriya always looked hurt each time Gran Torino refused to actively train him. He didn’t miss how Midoriya was hyper compensating from the mass amounts of stress constantly being dumped on him through rigorous and quite frankly unhealthy amounts of self training.

So Gami decided, from the first night of the internship on, it wouldn’t hurt to stick around at night and just make sure Midoriya got enough rest to properly function the next day. He could always wander another night; he wouldn’t be too inhibited. In fact, he was actually losing the antsiness that left him roaming the streets at night, or so he noticed. There was an uncomfortable dullness in his soul that called for him to just be still, to plant himself and never move, never think again. That new piece of him, of a him lost to him, unnerved Gami beyond belief. What mannerisms truly belonged to him, and not the shell of a man he left behind? As the pitiful excuse for his personality meshed with the memories he was gaining back, where did he stop and that man begin? He was so eager to learn about who he once was, but now he wasn’t so sure. He liked being himself… and it was almost as if learning a new portion of the man before him killed something equal in him now.

If he was to remember everything about who he was before, what would happen to Gami?

He waved those thoughts away. He did not need to have an existential crisis right now. He’d always be Gami, he’d always be with Midoriya, that was that.

The ghost moved away from the corner he was floating in before, shifting back to Midoriya’s sleeping form to check on him. He was wrapped pretty tightly in the fluff of the sleeping bag, to the point where Gami could barely see him. But even with the cover, he noticed the teen was shifting around much more than he usually did. He got closer and… was that a scowl on his face?

Nervously, Gami circled around his sleeping successor. Should he wake him? He didn’t want to disturb his sleep, god knows he needed it, after today especially. But what if something was wrong? Something seemed wrong. Midoriya suddenly shifted a bit more violently than before, throwing down the cover in an aggressive movement. His pained expression was more than clear now, his eyes screwed shut in a trapped slumber.

That was all the justification Gami needed. “Izuku…? Are you alright?”

He gently shook the boy, but he didn’t wake.

Something was wrong.

“Izuku? Izuku, wake up!”

In his panic, he shook Midoriya harder than he intended, and he was unable to relax when even that wasn’t enough. That should’ve been enough. Midoriya had always been a light sleeper. That should’ve been enough for any human, in fact. No call of sleep was that strong; the only thing he could possibly think of that would keep him trapped in unconsciousness other than unconsciousness itself was… a premonition.

Gami growled instinctively at the thought, a frustration laced with sympathetic sadness. Couldn’t the boy just be allowed to rest? It was sickeningly sneaky, for his visions to bombard him at the one time he chose to let his guard down.

He didn’t want to think about who was haunting his dreams more likely than not.

But, as much as he wished otherwise, there wasn’t anything he could really do. There was no way for Gami to wake his successor out of a premonition; he’d tried. It wasn’t fair! Everything was so out of his control! Was he cursed to be forever condemned to the sideline? He had nothing other than the boy in front of him, why couldn’t he do more?

His bony fingers fumbled with the sleeping bag. His solidity was definitely suffering from the intensity of his emotions right now, his body growing wispier than usual. It took a couple tries to yank the zipper all the way down but he managed. If anything, he presumed Midoriya wouldn’t want to wake up confined to the tightness of the sleeping bag. He was tempted to pull the teen into his lap, but he figured he would get up in quite a bit of shock, and so maybe his close proximity wouldn’t help as much as he wanted.

So Gami waited in tense silence just off to the side, unable to cease his pained flinches everytime Midoriya shifted in distress. It couldn’t have lasted any longer than two minutes, but it felt like an eternity. And to a ghost who had lived one, the feeling was not welcomed back.

Midoriya suddenly shot up, gasping animalistically for breath, grasping at himself to confirm he was all in one piece. His forehead was drenched in sweat, most of his skin was in fact, and his eyes looked one moment away from bursting into tears. The teen threaded a hand into his hair, grabbing at it aggressively, the other hand violently pushing away the pulled back covers. Mixed with all the shock and grief, there was this lost look on his face, almost like he was piecing together what had just happened.

Gami floated closer slowly, trying not to startle him any more than he already was. “Izuku, wha-”

But he was cut off as Midoriya lurched away from him, reaching for his phone in a panic. He’d scrambled fully out of the sleeping bag at this point, having kicked it to the side as he tapped away at the screen relentlessly.

“What is wrong? I do not understand.”

Midoriya ignored him again as a soft ringing filled the room, the iconic sounds of a phone call.

It rang once. Gami remained frozen, unsure of what was going on, unsure of how to respond.

It rang twice. The panic on Midoriya’s face was evident as he clutched the phone in a death grip.

It rang three times. The ghost slowly shuffled closer, trying to see who Midoriya was calling.

It rang four tim-

The ringing abruptly stopped.

“Hello?”

Midoriya exhaled so roughly it almost sounded like static, gripping his sweat drenched shirt. “Iida, thank god, thank god you picked up. Are you alr-”

“Stop.” Iida’s voice was blunt and angry, and it made Midoriya flinch from the other end. “It’s three in the morning. What do you want?”

Midoriya hesitated, words getting caught in his throat. He looked like he wanted to say something so badly, but instead he forced it back down. “I-I’m really worried about you… I have a really bad feeling about the next few days. P-Promise me you won’t do anything dangerous? Please-”

“Shut the fuck up, Midoriya.”

A pitiful whine escaped his throat like a kicked puppy despite all efforts to contain it.

"I’m tired of you constantly bothering me. I don’t know how to get it through your thick skull that I don’t want anything to do with you. I don’t care if you’re worried. I don’t care what you’re feeling. And I certainly don’t care to listen to you.”

“Iida-”

“No, I’m done. I’m done with this, with you. Don’t call me again.”

There was a harsh click right after, no time for Midoriya to interject, and the room was filled with the shrill sounds of a hang up dial tone.

Midoriya held the phone unmoving, his lip quivering uncontrollably. He pressed the call button again, but it didn’t even entertain him with a ring, going straight to voicemail.

Gami didn’t even know what to say as the teen dropped the phone with a sharp crash and collapsed into himself.

“Come here.” But in fact he was the one to move and envelope the boy into a cold hug, not that he fought against it. That was the last straw before Midoriya bursted into tears, heaving and sobbing into Gami’s robe.

The ghost could tell he was trying to say something, but between the wetness in his throat and the robe against his face, it was too muffled to be understood. Instead, Gami just held him tighter, running a bony hand up and down his back.

“We will figure it out, I promise.”

Midoriya wailed harder, an anguished sound of fear and hurt that Gami really didn’t want to hear more than he had to. It had been a while since they held each other close like this, and the ghost had been hoping for it to remain that way. But in a world like this, where suffering was always around the corner, where death didn’t discriminate between sinners and saints, there was never going to be any reprieve for a boy just trying to do what he thought was right.

Gami wanted to be angry at Iida, but even he knew there was really no justification for that, not when Iida was just as much of a victim of the universe’s sick game as everyone else in Midoriya’s life. If there was anything to be angry at, it was the world, but if Gami could truly do anything about it, the world would already be on fire.

“I don’t want- I don’t want him to…” His voice was barely audible, hidden by such smallness it was like it wasn’t there at all. “I don’t want to lose him…”

“You won’t.” He reassured him like it was so obvious, running a hand through his hair. “It is going to be alright.”

He wasn’t sure if it was going to be alright. He wished he was.

“I would figure you do not wish to go back to bed.”

He could feel Midoriya’s head shake from against his chest. “Talk to me about something… anything. I don’t want to think about it anymore.”

Gami faltered for a second, struggling to grasp onto anything substantial.

“I will tell you a… story from my age,” he started, “about a girl who traveled the land with a beast to capture the sun on a canvas.”

Neither slept for the rest of the night, snuggled within each other’s arms until the sun itself stopped by to listen to the tale.

Notes:

Ok, still having some pacing issues. I had to cut some stuff from this chapter, but that’ll all be in the next one cause it’s still important. Still the bane of my existence tho.

I’ve been really excited to start power scaling with Midoriya, and I’ve been doing my best to make it feel as real as possible. Because his powers don’t stem from a quirk, there’s no way for him to improve by training his quirk to be stronger or unlocking extra perks; his power set and level is finite. The only way to improve is to be creative with what he already has and come up with new ways to utilize it. More often than not, his growth is about understanding exactly how his abilities work and exploiting them, and honestly, I think that’s cooler than just getting new powers.

Gami’s having a bit of an identity crisis over here. I hope it’s obvious enough that the stuff he’s remembering is screwing with his head and his ghostliness. He’s pretty consistently solid throughout this chapter though, even last chapter too. Gami’s never been just some ordinary ghost; he’s pretty powerful. Those same memories that are messing with him mentally might have something to do with his recent improvement…

I heavily debated on how explicitly I wanted to write Midoriya’s premonition. I’d assume everyone reading this has a fair idea of canon events. We all know what’s coming up in a few days. So I figured I’d play off of that knowledge and let the premonition be experienced from an outside perspective. I’m sure you can piece it together :)

That’s all! Powers below as usual!

Death’s Touch: Anything Midoriya touches starts to decay immediately, regardless of the amount of fingers touching. This ability works on both the living and the non living. At first, Midoriya couldn’t control this ability, as it activated immediately without his consent. However, now he is able to control the activation on humans and non living objects, being able to start and stop the decay at will. However, he had gained no progress with plant or animal life. Any damage done to living organisms with this power cannot be healed.

Death’s Scythe: Midoriya can summon a scythe to fight with at will. The scythe vaguely resembles a bird’s beak, and has a hole near the start of the blade. The scythe is the only item that can’t be destroyed by Death’s Touch. The Death’s Touch ability can be shared with the scythe at Midoriya’s will, however it can only decay what it cuts. The decay follows the same rules as Death’s Touch. He can also make the scythe disappear at will when he is finished with it or to free his hands.

Immortality: Midoriya is immortal and cannot die. However, he can still get hurt and scarred. The immortality ability doesn’t provide any regeneration, but any wounds that could be detrimental to his job, such as lost/broken limbs and organs, will be healed the next day.

Premonition: Midoriya can see flash images of people who may die before they are supposed to. Normally, he cannot interfere with death, as it’s his job, but he has the option of attempting to save anyone he views in a premonition. These premonitions are bare and don’t provide much information other than the person themselves and their demise, occasionally revealing the setting and attacker, if any. The premonitions can come true between an hour after viewing to 3 days later.

Soul Contact: When a person dies, their soul is immediately sent to Midoriya. He can see, touch, and hold these souls. When holding a soul, Midoriya can see the most important memories and decisions attached to that soul, and hence that person.

Soul Sorting: This ability allows Midoriya to decide which part of the afterlife a soul moves on to. The areas of the afterlife can only be summoned with intent and the swipe of a hand, with the areas themselves being represented by flames. The areas that he can choose from are Paradise, Purgatory, and the Underworld. Once Midoriya decides where the soul best fits, it is sent to the being of that respective area. If approved, the soul stays in that area forever, the exception being Purgatory. Souls in Purgatory can be moved again to either Paradise or the Underworld, however, this is not Midoriya’s decision. If rejected, the soul is sent back to him for reevaluation. All souls must be sorted within 24 hours of Midoriya receiving them, with rejected souls resetting their time limits once they get back to him. Failure to sort a soul within its time limit may result in serious unknown punishment.

Chapter 41: Setback And Setup To Comeback

Summary:

Everything was going terribly, horribly wrong, but Midoriya refused to let that be the end. The world was burning around him, but he wasn't going to break.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Midoriya was an idiot.

An actual fucking buffoon.

How, in all that had happened since his first day at U.A., did he have neither Aizawa or Yamada’s number? Scrolling through his phone two, three times, past all the contact information his classmates had entered in after he returned from the USJ Incident, but it just wasn’t there. He lived with them for god’s sake! Sure, it had been almost a month, but if there was any number he should’ve had, it would be one of theirs. He could’ve called one of them, warned them about what Iida was likely planning to do, what would happen. It was risky, trying to interrupt a premonition so early, but dammit he was desperate and panicking and he didn’t want Iida to die but it was going to happen and it would all be his faul-

Waiting for morning to come was actual hell, a combination of non stop pacing and thoughts along with the deep, contradicting desire to collapse into himself and cry. He’d broken out of Gami’s arms halfway through the hours out of pure restlessness and he knew the ghost was only trying to talk some sense into him but right now it was falling on deaf ears. One thing had stuck with him, however:

He needed to talk with Gran Torino.

He couldn’t tell the elder about his extra abilities. Even with Iida’s life on the line, as selfish as it was, he couldn’t handle the stress of another near stranger knowing the one intimate secret he was trying to take to his grave. Especially someone with a relationship, however old, with All Might. He couldn’t do it. There was just this knot in his throat and no matter how hard he tried it was not going to let those words come out and because of that Iida was going to di-

Midoriya thought of himself as a pretty damn good liar however. And if there was one thing he was going to do, it was going to be convincing Gran Torino to take him on night patrols in Hosu. So they could just happen to be patrolling the dark, residential alleys of the city. So they could just happen to stumble upon the Hero Killer. So they could just happen to catch him before Iida came looking for revenge.

That was why he was waiting quite impatiently in the main space, seated at the small kitchen table with a glass of water Gami made him take to try and calm down. It was, in fact, not working, by the way his leg bounced uncontrollably in the wake of the overwhelming situation. He shouldn’t have been so stressed, not from a logical standpoint; the premonition was dark, and not just by the natural shadow of the alley. The lighting had to have been because of the dark, night sky. Logically, nothing was going to happen now, only a couple hours after the sun had risen, but he couldn’t stop himself from checking his soul count this morning. No Iida to his immediate yet short relief.

Was he supposed to do this for the rest of his life? With everyone he loved? Surely not, surely only heroes like them would have death knocking at their front door like this. They were only students, he was merely a child, surely this was not how it was supposed to be. Midoriya’s chest tightened at the thought of seeing Todoroki or Uraraka’s corpse in his head. His breathing stuttered at the thought of seeing Aizawa’s mutilated body in another vision. He instinctively flinched at the thought of them, or anyone else he loved, hating his existence for a reason he could not understand. Wanting him gone when he could not bear to leave. Wanting him dead when he could not fulfill and die. No one told him this came with the job; no one told him much of anything! It all hurt so much and he didn’t want to hurt anymore. Hadn’t he been hurt enough? He couldn’t keep making friends, offering out his heart, if it was always going to end up like this. He was better off alone; he’d always been better off alon-

“No more of that.” Gami sat in the chair across from him, resting his arms on the table. “You are going to take a breath. You are going to speak with Gran Torino and you are going to be in Hosu in time to prevent this, regardless of if those events correlate.”

Midoriya reached out to take his mentor’s skeletal hands, gripping his fingers so tight he could feel ghostly bone remnants dig into his skin. He took a breath. He was going to lie his ass off to Gran Torino, a retired hero, and if he wanted to make sure he didn’t get caught, going down a spiral was not going to help.

He wasn’t going to let anything happen to Iida. Even if he really didn’t want to talk to him ever again. Even if he really did hate his presence so vividly. Even if he really didn’t care about him anymore. Iida was still in there somewhere, just like with Todoroki, and the underworld would freeze over before he ever gave up on getting that back.

He’d had a taste of company and of the peace that came with it, and god be damned if he didn’t want to go back to being alone anymore.

A door clicked open. “Not surprised to see you up, but I am surprised to see you sitting here. You need something?”

Midoriya snapped his head up, nearly jumping out of his skin. He stumbled over his words, leaking from his lips in a far more uncoordinated fashion than he desired, “Can we go to Hosu?”

As soon as it spilled out, he laughed one of those uncomfortable laughs that liked to pull themselves from the deepest pits of his stomach, a slow and tedious climb that dug sharply into his sides with no remorse.

“Let me rephrase that…” he backtracked, “I want to go on a night patrol to uh… you know, test out what I’ve been working on. Mobility wise, I don’t mean fighting or anything…”

Gran Torino narrowed his eyes, crossing his arms cynically. “You want to go on a patrol? At night? In Hosu?”

He didn’t even have to say it for the implication to smother him like a thick fog. He shook his hands out in front of him, slapping on a nervous smile that wasn’t intentional but certainly didn’t make him look any better.

“I just think it’s where my skills would be best put to use. My quirk is most useful in an urban environment, and my costume is optimized for stealth in the dark. Hosu’s city center is much more developed than here, so practicing urban mobility would be easier.”

He wished he’d started with that, with how smoothly it all rolled off his tongue now. But he held in his gripes with a painted smile as his stomach tied itself into knots waiting on a response. He didn’t dare lock eyes with Gami, still seated across from him, much too afraid to move in fear of accidentally interacting with the chair he was in. He didn’t dare to even look at the ghost, afraid to break the tension in the space, afraid to break his mentor’s deep concentration on his stability, afraid to break the breath trapped in his lungs.

Gran Torino was the first to change the picturesque scene, uncrossing his arms to continue using his cane instead. He huffed like an old engine, tired from overuse and worn from disrepair, “Well, if you’re talking about mobility practice, night patrol isn’t great for a first time.” He placed a hand at his chin in thought. “How about we start with a day patrol, see where we go from there?”

Midoriya opened his mouth to respond, but Gran Torino shooed him off before he could even utter a word.

“Go put on your costume. Meet me on the roof.”

And to really seal the deal, the elder walked off and up the stairs, leaving the duo alone with the ramifications of what just occurred. Gami caught the look of growing disappointment on his successor’s face, and stood up quickly from his seat, accidentally pushing the chair back with a harsh screech. But that was ignored by all as he floated over briskly.

“That was not a no. You should take this opportunity to enjoy yourself, to train like you wanted. You were looking forward to Gran Torino getting involved like this, do not let yourself taint it.”

Midoriya shrunk unconsciously. “I-I can’t. Iida’s still in danger; I should be trying to stop the premonition. I can’t be wasting time like this…”

“You are not wasting time. The vision did not take place during daylight hours. If anything, this is more to have under your belt in case anything does… go wrong.”

Neither felt like elaborating on that.

Gami crouched a bit to be at eye level with Midoriya, placing both hands firmly on his shoulders. “Nothing is going to happen to Iida now. As night begins to approach, we will figure out our course of action, yes, but there is nothing to do now. So go; do what you came here to do. Do not let this opportunity slip past you.”

The teen picked at his gloves, biting away at his inner cheek. Why did he bother to question at all? Gami had never been wrong before, why would he start now?

“Ok…” He stood up from the chair too, Gami’s arms naturally falling off his shoulders from the height difference. The bounce in his heels wasn’t intentional, but it certainly didn’t make him feel any worse. “Yeah ok, I’ll try.”

The ghost chuckled in delight, the rare occurrence almost enough to wipe away all of Midoriya’s worries, and enthusiastically pushed him forward, up the same stairs and back into his room.

Not even 15 minutes later, Midoriya opened the unlocked rooftop door, fully adorned in all his gear, where Gran Torino was patiently waiting in garb of his own. He could’ve sworn the elder cracked a smile, but with an enigma like Gran Torino, he could never be sure.

Midoriya wasn’t one to question others, especially not in a confrontational way, but he couldn’t help the curiosity mixed with the nervousness in his gut for an especially potent cocktail. “So… what are we doing up here? I thought you wanted to start with day patrol?”

Gran Torino locked up the rooftop door, and this time, he could hear the smirk in his voice. “How else did you think you were going to practice your mobility? I did tell you to wait on the rooftop hopping for a reason.”

“You aren’t serious, are you?” He balked as the hero moved back to the edge of the roof. “I-I don’t know what I’m doing! I haven’t really learned how to make still blasts yet! If I jump I’m not going to make it!”

“Sounded like you knew what you were doing yesterday, and trust me, I’m not going to let you fall from up here. So relax, will you?”

It was almost like a command, and Midoriya felt the instinctual need to follow it. He found himself walking on autopilot to the edge beside Gran Torino. The natural wind from their elevation swirled past him, almost carrying him down his path, running through his hair like phantom fingers. It wasn’t nearly as strong as yesterday, but it was enough for him to worry about his hat staying on.

“There’s a few steps to a good standing long jump, even with a quirk that can give you extra propulsion,“ Gran Torino explained, throwing aside his cane in one swift, punctual movement.

He cracked a few of his bones, letting the echo drift off in the wind.

“First-” He bent down into a deep squat- “you’re gonna want to crouch hard into your heels. Bring your arms back, rock a little on your feet to get a sense of how your weight shifts.”

Midoriya stood awkwardly for a moment before realizing that the elder was waiting on him to copy, so he rushed to fit the same formation, adjusting his stance to keep himself balanced every so often.

“You want to keep your eyes forward. When you start to look down, your jump shifts down. I would tell you to swing your hands forward once you jump, but since your propulsion comes from your fingers, keep your hands back. Let them move naturally; if your explosion pushes them forward, then make sure you keep them around shoulder height.”

Gran Torino then pulled his heels up, balancing on the tip of his toes. Midoriya moved to copy him, but the hero shook his head.

“My propulsion comes from the soles of my feet, and you want to angle your propulsion perpendicular to the direction you want to go. If I keep my feet flat, I’m going to go up, not out.” He flexed his fingers as a following gesture. “Since your propulsion is coming from your hands, keep your feet flat. Make sure to angle your hands opposite to the arc of your jump.”

Midoriya readjusted, getting an approving nod from Gran Torino.

“When you land, land into your feet. Sink into your feet to absorb the shock, or you will fall over. Bending at the hips and knees helps too.”

The teen nodded, taking it all in.

“That’s all there is to it!” He chirped. “You put that all together-”

Suddenly, the hero launched himself off the edge of the rooftop, the blast of air from his quirk ruffling Midoriya’s outfit completely out of place. He soared like nothing he’d ever seen, a symphonic dissonance of grace and power lasting merely a moment as he crashed down onto the rooftop of the building in front of them. He landed perfectly on his feet, like a cat with one life left and all the confidence in the world.

Gran Torino stood up straight again, brushing himself off and turning back to Midoriya- “and with a bit of practice, you’ll get the hang of it in no time!”

Midoriya was already in position, but he shuffled anyway, flattening his feet, keeping his arms back, locking his eyes forward. His gloves were off, the bare skin of his hands clammy not from the colder temperature. He tried to remember how he’d done it yesterday. He stretched his fingers out like yesterday. He let the wind embrace him like yesterday, submitting complete control to its wisps and trails. He took a deep breath, letting the air pool in his lungs like yesterday, and suddenly, he forgot about his stress entirely. Or rather the wind had taken it from him and naturally forgot itself.

And with a momentary rush of confidence, he just jumped, an explosion ripping behind him at his beck and call.

He soared. Flying was an exhilaratingly peaceful experience. He was almost disappointed he’d never gotten to do this earlier. The weightlessness that came with being completely surrounded by air on all sides was not a feeling he was expecting, but not an unwelcome one. It was so freeing. He was so free. He relished in it. Was this how Uraraka felt when she used her quirk on herself? Why would she ever want to come down?

He was so wrapped up in it all, he forgot to land, tumbling into a heap on the rooftop. He slid just a few feet from Gran Torino, bones aching and skin burning and muscles cramping.

“Were you trying to land?” The hero approached him slowly. “You were doing pretty good up until then.”

Midoriya pulled himself onto his rear, sitting loosely on the top of the roof, the roof of a building next door to Gran Torino’s apartment, separated by a gap of at least 15 feet.

He laughed. He laughed and he laughed and he laughed until his sides started to hurt from more than just his landing and even then he continued to laugh. His smile stretched far across his cheeks, soaking up the sun above them. He leaned back on his hands and breathed out chuckles where he could, unable to stop the pure joy from exploding from within him, his neglected heart unable to contain it all.

Gran Torino scoffed teasingly, “Yeah, your first time jumping off a roof will do that to you.”

Midoriya looked up at him, his hair windblown from exhilaration, his eyes drunk from euphoria, his bones trembling from enthusiasm.

The hero offered him a hand. “Wanna do it again?”

And Midoriya took it, clasping his bare hand with Gran Torino’s gloved one in a firm grip that ended as a lift normally would, with two intact hands. “Do I?”

It was Gran Torino’s turn to laugh as he led him to the edge of that rooftop. And they jumped and they jumped and they jumped, and sometimes Midoriya forgot where he was. Sometimes he forgot to land. Sometimes he even forgot to breathe. Each time he jumped, the wind took something from his mind, replacing it instead with a peace that utterly filled him to his core. But Gran Torino never had to catch him.

Midoriya even jumped first after some time, clutching his hat to his head as he chased his high.

He did land on his feet that time, spinning on his heels to face Gran Torino as the hero made his jump.

“You know, that hat’s not doing you any favors.” He called out over the deafening rush of wind and adrenaline. “You might wanna get something more practical if you're gonna keep jumping like this.”

Midoriya laughed. He was almost starting to get tired of it, but that was too much of a lie to even think about saying aloud.

“Tell me about it.”

 


 

Midoriya returned back to Gran Torino’s apartment just as worn out as the building’s skin looked, lungs heaving like the shamefully undertrained hero student he was. If he was thinking objectively, then he would’ve understood how pointless the day patrol was to his priorities. There was no chance of ever encountering the Hero Killer in the few hours they were out; it was the wrong time, the wrong place, the wrong environment. Everything was so disjointed with the haunting image of Iida’s body impaled into the pavement that if he was truly thinking objectively, there was no way he could justify the outing as anything more than frivolous.

Instead, he came back guiltily uplifted, spirit high from all his altitude, lungs heaving from the overwhelming rush of adrenaline like he’d never felt before. Born from absolute exhilaration, instead of the fear and desperation he was so used to. He came back with a stupid little grin on his face, one much too similar to his childhood naivety days.

It was all just more preparation for the inevitable. It was all just to have more under his belt so he stood a better chance at saving Iida. That’s what he told himself. That’s how he justified it.

Surprisingly, Gran Torino held true to his word, and they went out on a night patrol after the elder’s daily dose of naps and tea. It was more surprising than it should’ve been; if Midoriya had been thinking objectively, then it would’ve been obvious how much Gran Torino had changed from the completely uninterested old man he was on the first day. But his head was filled with flying and fear, with thoughts so focused and chaotic that if anyone dared to peek, they wouldn’t know what they were looking at.

They didn’t go to Hosu, much to the teen’s chagrin. Nor did they encounter anything, which in Midoriya’s mangled mess of a mind, he was torn on whether to feel relieved or disappointed. Gran Torino seemed pretty pleased with the monotony, but then again, Gran Torino didn’t have a ticking timer in his head with a final chime of certain death for one of his closest and most beloved friends, now did he?

Only one person got to go to sleep peacefully that night. The other was only forcefully pulled to rest after hours of apathetically sifting through the masses only to finally feel an emotion in relief as the sun rose and his search remained in failure.

Midoriya wasn’t sure when he became so out of touch with his emotions. He wasn’t sure when he’d lost the ability to cry when he most needed to only for it to hit him so vulnerably like a forgotten boomerang. It should’ve concerned him more, but between his rooted priorities and admittedly uncontrollable emotions, that very notion just slipped his mind.

It was now day two for his vision, and the fact that he wasn’t holding Iida in his hands was enough of a victory to let everything else slide.

Still, despite the fact that he didn’t go to Hosu at all yesterday was something he could not afford again. He got lucky last night; that was it. Lucky. There was nothing stopping his premonition from occurring yesterday other than absolute luck. And even if his luck was the best ever known to man, he would never take that risk willingly, not while he had a choice.

He didn’t care that it looked odd and suspicious to be waiting for Gran Torino to awaken a second day in a row with a repeating demand to patrol Hosu at night. He could take any generalization and assumption thrown at him, he always had. Though before, he’d stomached it out of force. This time, he stood his ground willingly.

“I was hoping we could go to Hosu tonight.” He gave Gran Torino a moment to get falsely settled this time. “You know, since yesterday went so well.”

The hero actively seemed to fight with himself, rather than the immediate shutdown yesterday. “I’ll admit, I was impressed by your quick learning yesterday. But I took a risk taking you out last night. We were lucky not to encounter anything with crime rates spiking.”

Midoriya immediately fell into the defense that was so natural when it wasn’t his well being on the line. “I can protect myself! And I need to be out there protecting other people!”

“Is that so?” Gran Torino looked at him strangely. “That’s not what it looked like the first day…”

The teen wasn’t expecting to be wounded so deeply, and he flinched hard into his skin. He grinded his teeth, swallowing pointless words and insecurity. He hated this; he hated when he wasn’t right. Why was everyone else always right? Why couldn’t he get it right for once?

He could hear the ugly sound of scraping metal ringing about in his ears. He could taste the chilling bite of iron rust in his mouth. He could see madness and death in his eyes. It all flashed before him like a gut punch, reminding him how important it was to get this right, even if it was the only opportunity he’d ever get to be right in his lifetime.

“But… it has been a few days-” he continued suddenly- “and seeing your improvement yesterday, it’s only fair of me to offer you another chance.”

Gran Torino threw his cane to the side, standing up straight from his usual hunch. He reached into his pocket, pulling out a stopwatch no one would have on them for no good reason.

“So let’s try that first day again. I’ll give you three minutes. No costumes, no nonsense…”

And in a swift movement that neither Midoriya nor Gami was prepared for, Gran Torino snapped behind him.

“Show me you can protect yourself!”

The teen was less than prepared as a boot with the weight of the world plowed into his abused back. He stumbled into a crouch, desperate to try and guard his blind spots with minimal coverage.

Gami, who’d remained eerily quiet throughout the whole ordeal, growled through his teeth. “Dishonorable ratbag.”

Midoriya almost responded back, but the air as well as the toxicity in his lungs was forcefully expelled as the elder crashed into his chest like a cannonball. That sent him to the floor.

“Pitiful!” Gran Torino mocked him from his many angles. “If your reactions are this paltry, then you won’t be able to save anyone, will you?!”

His frustration fueled him from his disgraceful place against the tile, but as quickly as he got back up, the hero just kicked him back down again. The hits weren’t heavy, just numerous, more than he could ever hope to take on like this. And by the way Gami struggled to grab him like a phantom game of cat and mouse, his speed was much too immense to face head on.

Midoriya stuck to the floor like the scavenger he was, managing to get a lucky prediction and rolling out of the way of a single crushing blow. The second to breathe came like a grace from paradise. He just needed some breathing room, some room to collect his thoughts and form a more strategic plan other than his current goal of survival.

“You almost had him last time!” Gami shouted as he dive tackled Midoriya out of the way of another kick, the teen adding some last minute dramatics to fake the movement. “You predicted how he would move, you just gave him too much time to react!”

Midoriya took another blow midair, again crashing to the floor. He did predict Gran Torino’s movement last time based on his pattern of attacking him from behind, and used that to lure him into a movement he knew in advance. But this time, it looked as if Gran Torino was adjusting his strategy, fighting in a more blatantly offensive manner compared to his sneak attacks from before. He couldn’t predict where the hero was going to hit him from, there were just too many options.

His eyes aligned with the busted couch Gran Torino often sat at throughout the day, staring right down the large gap created by its long legs.

If there were too many options before, he’d just have to make it so that there was only one.

And like the pathetic scavenger he was, he didn’t waste a second diving underneath the cover. He barely squeezed underneath, but the couch served its purpose, shielding him from all sides except the blind spot above, allowing him just a second of breath. But that was all he needed, to take off his gloves, to outstretch his fingers, to remember how to fly.

He could only hear a rush of air just above him, cutting through the atmosphere like the sharp blade of an unforgiving sword.

But Gami was his eyes. “Now!!”

The wind took nothing from him this time as the couch exploded upwards. Gran Torino dodged the sofa, but was still knocked off balance as his light body was thrown into the air by the force of the blast. And that was all the opening Midoriya needed, shattering the tile beneath him as he rocketed upwards, the force of two blasts at once clouding the air with dust and fragments. He wound one hand back behind his head, DT coiling in his veins, and with a scream that encapsulated all his blood, sweat, and tears, he launched it forward, ripping the air apart in a massive explosion that shook the whole neighborhood.

Midoriya didn’t need Gami’s callout to know he had missed, feeling the stream of air just behind him.

He crashed back down onto the floor, returning to all fours like he was used to, his back prominently exposed and looking like the biggest bullseye the world had ever seen.

“Izuku, he’s-”

“Behind me!!” He whipped back around with tremendous speed, eyes locking with an incoming Gran Torino. He’d gotten the prediction right, just like last time, but last time, the hero had easily dodged and countered his blatant attack. Even with his newly refined movements, if it didn’t work last time, it wasn’t going to work again. He needed something more creative, something more unexpected, something more like Gran Torino.

With a smooth standing long jump, Midoriya flew up, not out. He leapt over Gran Torino, soaring higher and higher until his back flushed with the ceiling. And the moment he felt the resistance, knowing he had no more room to keep flying, he launched back down, one hand outstretched just above the hero’s shocked expression.

The explosion was ripped from him, shattering his world into clouds of dust as his form was knocked out of line. So much sound flooded his ears, he couldn’t hear if Gran Torino had crashed into the floor. He had to have gotten him, there was no way he could’ve dodged a blast that big from such a close proximit-

“Your left!! He is comin-”

Gami couldn’t even finish his sentence as Midoriya was plowed into the wall by the bullet of a man. His poor spine took the brunt of it all, cracking once against the impact, and a second time as he slid to the floor, crumbling into a heap. Gami rushed to his side to help him stand, feeling his successor shake violently in his arms.

Gran Torino landed in front of his collapsed body, stopwatch in hand. “And that’s three minutes.”

“Damn… it…!” The teen barely managed to hiss out as his arms gave out on him, Gami sneakily navigating his unresponsive body to lean against the wall instead of going face first into the floor again. He heaved, desperate to get air into his battered lungs, his eyes shut painfully as he waited for the aches to pass and Gran Torino’s inevitable mockery to replace it.

But when a tense silence was the only thing to come, he peeked open an eye hesitantly. His gaze naturally drifted to Gami, who was still curved protectively around him, but his focus was fixed forward. Midoriya moved to match him, locking onto Gran Torino’s still standing form in front of him, a gloved hand running across his bruised cheek with a smile.

“Don’t know about you…” He pulled back his hand, revealing slight specks of blood stained into his glove. “But compared to four days ago, this is quite the improvement. Your mobility is almost on par with your prediction and analysis.”

Midoriya tried to scramble forward, but Gami held him back out of concern. “I-I didn’t mean-”

Gran Torino walked towards him, stopping just at his feet. “You did mean. You meant with every fiber of your being to catch me off guard, just as I meant with every fiber of my being to dodge out of the way. But I couldn’t.”

He chuckled lightly to himself.

“You got me.”

The elder then stepped back, turning around to grab his cup of tea that had managed to stay unharmed on the kitchen counter throughout the ordeal.

“Take the rest of the day to rest and practice a bit. I’ll take you out around Yamanashi tonight for some extra experience… Hosu can be pretty volatile, I’m sure you know.”

He took a slow sip, retreating back into his room despite the chaos of wreckage around the main space and Midoriya’s shell shocked expression off to the side. The teen unconsciously relaxed into Gami’s arms a few seconds after, left alone with his thoughts and the absolute mess around him, both equally as scattered.

“Are you alright?”

Midoriya would’ve waved him off, but his muscles were much too strained to even think about moving. Exhaustion had hit him like a truck after the heat of the battle, adrenaline wearing off and leaving him to his consequences. It was a bad habit of his, one he was certain he’d be stuck with for a long time.

He looked down at his hands, struggling to even crane his neck to see his still fingers, unable to feel anything but fatigue in his nerves.

Slowly but surely, however, he was getting better.

“Yeah…” he stuttered, the effort getting caught in his lungs. “Just give… me a second.”

Gami nodded, slipping his arms out from around his successor and letting him lean against the wall freely. “It sounded as if Gran Torino was agreeing to take you to Hosu tomorrow…”

The teen hummed in agreement, giving up on the effort to form words.

Gami cocked his head cautiously at the lack of verbal response, pausing to collect his thoughts. “And your feelings?”

Midoriya visibly deflated, any relative victory stolen from him.

“I mean, it’s good that we’ll be there tomorrow, having Gran Torino as potential backup is a great plus. But we can’t afford to leave Hosu unmonitored tonight.” He pushed himself upright in seriousness, ignoring Gami’s parental noises of distress. “We got lucky last night, and if we bet on getting lucky again tonight, we’re betting Iida’s life. And I can’t do that. I’m sickened that I took that risk yesterday to begin with.”

“But you could not have gone yesterday, not while also on a night patrol with Gran Torino!” Gami argued, “And you cannot go tonight either.”

Midoriya looked up at his mentor wryly. “You doubt my sneakiness that much?”

“No, that is not what I mean. You could very well sneak out tonight, but Gran Torino would surely realize you are missing if he plans to patrol with you again tonight. And if he understands that you snuck away, he would not allow you to sneak out again, much less let you patrol in Hosu tomorrow.”

The dry facade of humor slipped as Midoriya clenched a fist. “I know… I know it’s either tonight or tomorrow, but I can’t. I can’t pick which day to go to Hosu and hope that I get it right. I can’t bet Iida’s life like that.”

Remnants of sorrow he thought were exhausted that first night threatened to build up again. He needed to get out of this night patrol in Yamanashi somehow, but his mind couldn’t think of a way out as long as Gran Torino was with him. Their fight just now was proof enough that the old hero far outclassed him. There was no way he could get away during their patrol, going after would likely be too late, and going before would get him grounded tomorrow. Either way, it was tonight or tomorrow, but he couldn’t take that risk. If only he could somehow do both, be in both places at once. Patrol with Gran Torino tonight and also be in Hosu at the same time. But of course the hero had to stick with Yamanashi tonight, leaving him stuck here.

Midoriya’s eyes went wide, some hidden sparkle in his irises. It glistened for just a moment before fading away, right as he swiveled his head towards Gami.

“I can’t sneak off, but you can.”

The ghost almost jumped back in surprise. “Wha-”

“You can be in Hosu tonight, Gami! You can be there while I’m with Gran Torino, and if you even see a glimpse of Iida or the Hero Killer, you can come right back to get me! At that point, it won’t matter if we can convince Gran Torino to let us go or if we just have to lose him, because we’ll go anyway and save Iida and nothing will matter anymore.”

“But…” Gami shuffled nervously, a trait unlike him. “I will be so far away from y-”

“Please, Gami! This is our best shot! Iida is counting on us, whether he realizes it or not!” Midoriya latched onto his dark cloak, his fingers sinking into foggy fabric. “You’re my partner… I can’t do this without you.”

The ghost shrunk in on himself, dimming under Midoriya’s wide and desperate stare. Something ugly pooled in his gut, something completely alien to him. He wanted to say no. He wanted to say no. He couldn’t think of a moment in his afterlife where he’d ever wanted to say no to Midoriya for any reason. But out of the blue, something screamed at him to refuse and stay by the boy’s side as he always did. Something so overpowering, he nearly gave in without a second thought.

But Midoriya’s grip on his robe only became tighter, forcing Gami to return focus to his gaze, and the desperation hit him secondhand. Midoriya needed him. And never in his afterlife had he purposely failed to help, to do something, when Midoriya needed him to. He loved him, he promised to always be there for him because he loved him, and suddenly even the thought of no was banished from his thoughts.

“I-” Gami sighed, “Alright, I will go.”

Midoriya visibly slumped in relief, burying his face into his mentor’s cloak. “Thank you, thank you so much, Gami.”

And Gami slumped too, piling himself atop Midoriya’s head and resting on his hair. “Of course, we are a team. Who would I be to turn away from you when you need me?”

The shrill calls of refusal from before died off, his spirit satisfied being so close to Midoriya right now. Still, even the thought of leaving him tonight had his form growing wispy. If he wasn’t the biggest liar in the world before, he sure was now.

Midoriya laughed into his robe, “You’re the best partner I could ask for. I’m so lucky to have you.”

Gami ignored how his body grew physically ill at that word, instead drowning out that sensation with the peace brought to his spirit at being by Midoriya’s side.

 


 

“Remember: he likes to attack in quiet, residential alleys away from the city, especially areas that are dark and generally have a lower count of civilians.”

Midoriya, fully adorned in his hero costume, instructed Gami, who floated nervously by the wall.

“Stay there and check those parts over and over again. Don’t go into the heart of the city unless you hear something suspicious.”

Gami nodded, albeit a bit less enthusiastically than normal. “And how long shall I be out again?”

Midoriya’s shoulders dropped as he looked away in sadness. “Until the sun rises. It’s going to be a long night for the both of us…”

Gami again grew eagerly reluctant to refuse this whole thing and just stay at his successor’s side, but once more, he quashed the overwhelming feeling to the pits of his soul. Midoriya suddenly jumped in to hug him briefly, unaware of how painfully tight the ghost gripped back.

“I know you don’t really want to do this… but it’s part of being a hero. People rely on us to keep them safe, and sometimes that means we have to make sacrifices because we can and they can’t. Iida needs us to keep him safe, because we are the only ones who can.”

“I know… but it should not just be us, it should not just be you.”

There was a sad smile on the teen’s face that Gami couldn’t see. “I know. Maybe one day, but right now, I’ve only got you.”

They broke the embrace, Midoriya barely confident enough to look him in the eye. “I need to get going, or Gran Torino will wonder what’s taking me so long. Remember, even a glimpse, and you come get me.”

Gami nodded again, running a skeletal hand through the bit of Midoroya’s hair peeking out from under his hat. “Promise me you will stay safe.”

Midoriya touched the cold hand with his own. “Of course, the same goes for you.”

It was clear neither wanted the moment to break and move on, so Midoriya did it for both of them, stepping back and towards the door of his room. Gami watched in longing and slight hints of distress as he lost sight of his successor, wallowing in it all for a moment, before solemnly drifting through the wall and out of the building.

Midoriya only moved up the stairs when he was sure he couldn’t hear the ghost anymore.

He opened the rooftop door without warning, catching Gran Torino’s attention immediately. He pointlessly shut the door behind him, starting to walk away only after realizing the hero still had to lock it, causing him to stop awkwardly. Gran Torino passed him to do just that, stuffing the mess of keys afterward into some pocket of his costume Midoriya was surprised he had.

“I can feel your bad mood from here.” He scoffed, but it held no real malice. “I thought you wanted to do night patrol.”

Midoriya hadn’t even realized he was so disappointed, but knowing only made him struggle to contain it even more.

“I know, I just…” The words died off before he could even think about catching them.

Gran Torino’s eyes stayed narrowed, but his gaze softened. “Hosu’s a mess right now, and I’m not comfortable bringing you in with no experience whatsoever. We’re going to encounter something for sure there, and I need to know you can handle yourself before you get a one way ticket to the injured-on-duty ward.”

The teen nodded understandingly, taking in a slow breath. “I get it. I’m very grateful for you taking me out on another night patrol at all.”

“That’s not necessary either.” Gran Torino waved him off. “Just shake yourself out of whatever funk you’ve got right now so we can get started.”

The elder strolled over to the edge of the rooftop, almost in the same spot he’d taught Midoriya how to properly long jump. Midoriya shook his head, trying to shake the pressing thoughts out of his mind. Gami would be alright. He would be alright. He wanted his mentor to trust in his abilities alone tonight; what kind of hypocrite would he be if he didn’t do the same?

He rushed over to the edge just beside Gran Torino. The hero gave him an affirming nod, then jumped to the next roof without even a word. Midoriya followed suit, mimicking Gran Torino’s movements as they scoured Yamanashi.

“I’m sure you’ve already figured this out-” he called over the rush of wind in the middle of a jump- “but this part of Yamanashi isn’t all that lively. There aren’t a lot of residents or businesses around here, so I doubt we’ll encounter anything. Tonight we’ll just be practicing those patrol basics I went over yesterday.”

Midoriya landed next to him, far more gracefully than his first time. The iron soles of his boots madea soft clink, but that was his only noise. He wordlessly scanned the immediate area, his eyes peering through the relative darkness, his ears honed on the slightest sound. He suddenly stood up from his crouch, gesturing a thumb off to the side.

“We can start that way. It’s quieter than the rest of the immediate area, and I think it gets more commercial over there.”

Gran Torino didn’t approve or disapprove, merely nodding his head. “Lead the way.”

Midoriya rocketed to the next building, cringing slightly at how loud his takeoff was. But other than the inevitable noise of his blasts each time he jumped, he was quiet in all other facets. Each time he landed, he took a few moments to silently assess the area, then choosing his next direction based on the highest risk factor. Although in a place like Yamanashi, there wasn’t much of a risk of anything, other than structural integrity.

The duo landed on another of seemingly endless rooftops, and as Midoriya took in his surroundings as he had all the times before, Gran Torino quietly held up a fist. Catching it out of the corner of his eye, the teen turned to him, stilling every function of his body to a slow crawl. The hero gestured wordlessly to the left, then motioned at his ear. Midoriya strained his hearing, and very faintly, he could make out a soft clicking noise from just below them. He locked serious eyes with Gran Torino, but the elder merely held out his flat hand, motioning for him to wait. Midoriya did not argue, but still creeped forward with Gran Torino as he got closer to the edge of the rooftop. His eyes readjusted numerously as he stared down the shadowed alley below.

There was something moving just below them, hunched by the alley wall and completely shielded by shadow. The soft clicking was just a bit louder now, strangely akin to the sharp sound of metal. Midoriya narrowed his focus further. It was most definitely a person, and they seemed to be standing by a door? Doors in alleys were usually a side exit for buildings or businesses…

They were trying to lockpick the door.

Gran Torino realized that too, holding up his fist once more, before suddenly leaping off the roof and into the alley from above.

Midoriya watched the hero crash into the suspicious person, feet plowing into their back. Even he couldn’t help a wince at the display, his own spine running phantom pains through his nerves. Their subsequent cry of shock and pain followed suit, a sharp clang of a lockpick clattering to the pavement. Gran Torino immediately hopped off to the side, making a grab for the dropped toolset, effectively securing the potential weapon.

But for a person just having taken a blow from Gran Torino, they suddenly scrambled to their feet with little issue, quickly trying to make it out of the alleyway. Midoriya balked; he was only able to recover so fast because his body had long been conditioned past death. For someone else, a lowlife thief, to do the same, Midoriya guessed his quirk had to have something to do with it. Maybe a muscle enhancer, or a stamina strengthener?

He brushed aside his instinctual analysis. The suspect was surprisingly fast; there was a possibility that they could get away. Though, Gran Torino was insanely agile, so there was really no question that he wouldn’t catch them. But on the off chance…

Midoriya ignored Gran Torino’s order, rocketing himself down to the mouth of the alleyway with a well directed blast. He landed in a crouch, hat, cloak, and coattails fluttered intimidatingly around him. The person, shocked and unexpecting to see another hero in their path, stumbled in their getaway. And just as they stuttered for a split second, Gran Torino tackled them from behind, this time permanently pinning them to the floor with one foot.

“I thought I told you to wait up there,” the hero pressed cynically, still digging his foot into the person’s back.

Midoriya stood, awkwardly scratching his neck. “Sorry. Just thought I should cover the exit.”

Gran Torino sighed, shaking his head. “You got something to restrain them? I’ll make a call to the police department.”

“Yeah, I’ve got a set of handcuffs in my support pack.”

Gran Torino waited to remove his foot until he watched Midoriya physically cuff the perpetrator. He then stepped away, stopping off to the side to make his call. It was then as Midoriya suddenly let go of the breath he was holding. This whole thing was just his kind of luck, of course on arguably the most stressful night of his internship so far. Still, as he tightened the cuffs, something oddly similar to pride bloomed in his chest. He hadn’t even hesitated, just stepping into the fray when he recognized he needed to. Just like that, with no issues. Obviously, he hadn’t really done anything, since Gran Torino had taken care of most of the work, but even that reason was minimal in his head.

If Gami came back tonight with nothing to report, then all of them would be going to Hosu tomorrow, all of them ready, knowingly or otherwise, to keep Iida safe. And if tonight went like this, then he was sure everything would be just fine tomorrow.

He pressed the person a little rougher into the pavement, just to make sure they didn’t squirm loose and make another run for it.

Midoriya wondered how Gami was doing anyway.

 


 

Midoriya didn’t get any sleep that night. Once he’d returned from his night patrol with Gran Torino, the anxiety hit him in full force. Gami was still out. Of course Gami was still out; he’d told him to patrol until the sun rose. But he’d never actually been away from his mentor for so long, at least not while conscious. The hours he waited in silence brought him back to the days before he met Gami. How he struggled alone, lost and confused, desperate for someone to tell him it would all be okay. He felt like he was four again, his life suddenly spiraling out of control. He knew that wasn’t really the case, but he couldn’t quite tell his mind that.

Midoriya didn’t get any sleep that night. He knew he should’ve tried to rest in case the ghost returned to retrieve him, or even just for the next day. But his thoughts kept wandering to the worst possible outcome. What if something went wrong? What if Gami missed it and it happened anyway? What if something was happening and Gami couldn’t get back in time? Their whole plan was scuffed; it was all scuffed, and the brunt of those imperfections were suffocating him as he could do absolutely nothing.

Midoriya didn’t get any sleep that night. He passed the time pacing back and forth, careful not to hit the floorboards that would creak below him. Every couple minutes, he looked through his array of souls, searching for what would result in failure. It brought him momentary peace, but that was nothing in the grand scheme of things, just a sigh of relief immediately drowned out by worry. What would he do, if he found what he was desperately trying to avoid? He didn’t know, and that only made him more uneasy.

He didn’t sleep until Gami returned, which was a little after the sun rose. The minute his mentor passed through the wall, he crushed him in an instinctual embrace, before promptly collapsing of exhaustion in his arms.

Midoriya woke up really late the next morning, uncaring of his break in routine. He stumbled down the stairs in his pajamas, missing how Gran Torino sat expectantly at the table.

“You look like a wreck. Did patrol really wear you out that much?”

He felt like a wreck, and so the comment almost didn’t register. The teen rubbed at his eyes, wiping away dark circled stains and any wet remnants.

“I just…” He took a second to reorient himself. “Had some trouble sleeping.”

The hero shot him a concerned look, not that he noticed in his tired state. “You sure you’re up to Hosu tonight?”

That immediately woke him up. “Yeah, I’m good! W-we’re going?”

“We are.” Gran Torino nodded agreeingly. “A promise is a promise.”

And something heavy lifted from Midoriya’s heart, a weight that rested overbearingly on his shoulders for the past few days. Today was day three; it had to happen tonight, and they were all going to Hosu. No more hiding, no more secrets, a little less stress. Iida was going to be okay; he was going to be fine.

He would be there to make sure of it.

Gran Torino gave him a little wave, making him realize he was way too caught up thinking. “We aren’t leaving for a couple hours. Why don’t you take some time to get yourself ready? Eat some lunch or something.”

Midoriya nodded sheepishly, allowing Gami to guide him to the kitchen counter.

The teen spent the next few hours bouncing between tasks. He cooked, ate, and washed dishes. He planned on looking at souls again, but Gami pointed out how situationally pointless that was, and instead forced him to take the shower he was neglecting. The shower left him even more drowsy, somehow unaware enough to let his mentor coax him back to bed. And while he would never admit it aloud, he really needed that nap.

As the sun approached the other end of the horizon, Midoriya adorned his hero costume once more, a silent hope that it would be the last time for the rest of the internship. While again he would never admit, but he was running on fumes. He wasn’t sure how much more prolonged stress his body could take, and honestly, he could use a nice cry and a week’s worth of sleep.

Gami crept up behind him in the mirror as he fitted his hat precariously on top of his hair, wrapping his cold, wispy arms around him and completely engulfing his back in the fog of his robe.

“Deep breaths. We have not failed him yet, so do not start thinking that now.”

Midoriya sank into his mentor’s hold. “I know, I’m just-”

The word got caught in his throat in a painful choke filled with all the feelings he’d been bottling for the past two days.

“I know.” He moved around to face him. “I am not asking you not to be. I am asking you to step forward anyway.”

“I always will.”

The teen stepped away, double checking through a mental checklist before exiting his room. He treaded down the steps lightly, rested and rejuvenated, but never relaxed.

Gran Torino was there to meet him, prepped and ready as always. “Ready to go? There’s a train leaving in 20 minutes that we can catch if we hurry.”

“Why are we cutting it so close?!” Midoriya stuttered, rushing for the front door.

The hero laughed, “Sure, it’s close if we walk, but did you really think we were going to do that after the past few days?”

Gran Torino then launched himself from his front steps to the roof across the street. He landed with a graceful wave directed at the teen. Midoriya huffed, closed the door behind him, and rocketed himself up there too without missing a beat.

Gami flew up to meet him with incredible speed. “Goodness, you are getting good at that.”

He could only offer a proud smirk of a response in return, until he began jumping with Gran Torino, then whispering out a “thanks” into the air.

The wind surely forgot it, but Gami didn’t.

They arrived at the train station where Midoriya had come into Yamanashi the first day only 10 minutes later. Even still, they rushed to buy cheap, last minute seats to Hosu, which were fairly cheap on their own due to the crime uptick. It was truly a miracle that they made it on the train before it left, Midoriya sinking into his seat out of momentary relief, only to remember why it was so necessary to make it to Hosu anyway.

It wasn’t long after that the train started and left the station, a slight jolt from the drive and nothing more. Gami floated next to his seat, but with Gran Torino right beside them, he wouldn’t dare utter a word. Instead, his mind drifted to what was quickly approaching. The sun was almost fully set, just a sliver of light left before the sky plunged into darkness. The premonition happened at dark, in a secluded alley that didn’t look to be bothered by the city. That fit the Hero Killer’s profile, how he preferred to attack in residential areas far from city noise. He used sharp weapons and was extremely agile, somehow managing to always incapacitate his target before… killing them. Midoriya wasn’t sure how, seeing all these capable heroes unable to fight back as he instigated their demise, but some naive part of him hoped it wouldn't come to that. He’d pull all the stops, outing his secrets, outing Gami if he had to; Iida’s life was worth that.

Wait a minute…

Midoriya suddenly turned to Gami, who shifted in surprise at the newfound attention, still remaining right next to him. How was he with him? Everytime they traveled by vehicle, Gami always had to fly alone, passing through the train he used to take to U.A. and Aizawa’s car. What in the absolute world? Had he been able to do this on the way to Gran Torino’s as well?

Gami must’ve interpreted what he was thinking, because the ghost shrugged helplessly. “I am just as confused as you are. I tried to decipher it on the way here as well.”

Midoriya shook his head. He’d have other times to figure that out. Right now, he had some other things to worry abou-

“Attention passengers! Please hold onto your seats! We are currently undergoing an emergency sto-”

The train lurched violently as a hero crashed through its side, tumbling to the floor of the train car. Midoriya choked on air, Gran Torino’s eyes widened, the public started to panic. But before they could even utter the start of a scream, another lurch shook the train.

A horribly disfigured, four-eyed, lanky limbed Nomu bursted from the hole already made by the hero, slamming his head into the floor with ease.

Midoriya jumped from his seat as Gran Torino leapt forward to blow back the Nomu with his jets of air, sending it tumbling out of the still train car. Its monstrous screech echoed in the air as it went reeling from the impact. Gran Torino turned to him with no hesitation.

“Owari, I’m giving you full permission to use your quirk to defend and protect!”

And while his ears struggled to process his name, or any of the rapidly declining situation around him, his mind commanded without effort, slipping off his gloves once more as the rest of the passengers switched between horror, shock, and relief. He rushed over to the elder hero’s side, standing at the mouth of the gaping hole. He could see the ruins from where the Nomu made impact with a nearby building, but the creature was no longer there. Meanwhile, the rest of Hosu city burned, the dark night sky now only lit by trails of flames and billowing smoke.

Midoriya didn’t even have time to register the sheer horror of the sight as Gran Torino grabbed him by the scruff of his costume. “Let’s go!”

And with a powerful jet blast, they both launched high into the air, higher than the teen could ever hope to go with his blasts alone. Midoriya could only hope that Gami was able to keep up with them.

They landed by the impact area, Gran Torino setting the teen down as they both remained high on guard. The Nomu was certainly no longer here, but it had definitely made its mark. Small fires were scattered around the area, though none as big as the ones he saw thriving in the heart of Hosu. Street signs were bent over backwards. Windows were smashed. The area alone looked like a ghost town.

“We need to head into the city.” Gran Torino stated bluntly. “That’s where it probably went.”

Midoriya looked around anxiously. “But what about the fires?”

“The fire department or a water based hero will put them out, they’re not a concern right now!”

The logic made sense, as much as his heart wanted to go against him. Plus, wasting time putting out fires would only take away time he had to search for Iida. That had to stay his top priority no matter what. He moved to catch up with Gran Torino, when one of the small fires caught his eye. It was right in front of a small business, which wasn’t peculiar on its own. What made it odd was that the building’s lights were still on. Midoriya took a closer look, trying to peer through the obscuring smoke.

There was a person.

There was a person inside the building.

He wasn’t in control at that point, his legs moving on their own towards the fire.

Gran Torino realized his intentions. “Your blast might make the fire bigger! You can’t risk that! We’ll find another hero and send them this way!”

Midoriya acknowledged that, but he refused to accept it. He knew what happened when heroes simply stood idle waiting for the right quirk to come along. He knew the consequences; he’d experienced them firsthand.

“We have to wait for someone with the right quirk to show up!”

He’d seen it.

“Someone’ll come eventually!”

He’d lived it.

“We just need that kid to hold on a bit longer!!”

And in another universe, Bakugo had died from it.

He approached the fire from the side. He knew just a puff of air from either his blast or Gran Torino’s quirk had a risk of growing the fire instead. But he was resourceful; he was a scavenger. He made due with what he had and fought to the end and beyond anyway.

With his momentum from the run, he stepped into a deep lunge, scraping his bare hand against the sidewalk. DT rushed naturally, mixing lightly with the pavement to create a thick layer of dust and powder. And with insane precision, and a little help from the wind, he continued into a swing upwards, blasting the coarse air mixture right into the fire.

The flames were smothered, crumbling into nothing more than a pitiful heap of ash.

Almost immediately, the person, a man, trapped inside rushed out the now safe entryway. “Thank you so much! I thought I’d be trapped inside my own store!”

Midoriya offered him his other gloved hand to navigate the nearby debris. “No problem, sir. Are you alr-”

“Owari!” Gran Torino yelled, “we need to keep moving!”

Midoriya wasted no time pointing in the other direction, back towards the derailed train where there were no doubt reinforcements by now. “Head in that direction! There will be EMTs and police to keep you safe!”

The man thanked him again and ran off. Almost like clockwork, Gami came rushing at him from that same direction.

Midoriya tilted his head slightly down, making sure most of his expression, mainly his mouth, was securely hidden. “We’re heading into the city. Stay close.”

The ghost nodded sharply, and Midoriya ran back to Gran Torino, who quickly grabbed him again by his costume and rocketed back into the sky.

Through the wind and smoke, he could clearly see multiple massive fires, the size of adjacent buildings, all centered in the heart of Hosu city. And even from their height, Midoriya could easily make out the familiar hulking statures of lurking Nomus.

“Holy shi-” The rest was taken by the wind, yet not forgotten.

There had to be at least three, including the Nomu that had escaped from the train just before. There were dozens of heroes scattered on the ground, all spread thin between damage control, civilian protection, and combat engagement. But they looked battered, even from his high place up in the sky.

Gran Torino grimaced, and suddenly Midoriya realized how much of a liability he was to the hero like this. He likely couldn’t move as fluidly carrying such a weighty payload. And dammit did they need to move.

“Drop me off on a rooftop so you can rush in! I can catch up!”

The hero glanced at him, but even with his messy hair tussling in his face, his look of seriousness was not lost. Gran Torino grunted, but complied, landing briefly on a nearby building to let go of Midoriya, before launching back into the fray.

The teen took a quick breather, trying to catch himself back up to the current state of things. Everything was a mess; everything was an absolute mess. What the hell had happened? What the hell was he going to do? He needed to back up Gran Torino, but it was long past dark and his one inevitable fear that had plagued the last two days was at the forefront in his mind.

Gami had finally caught up again, slowing to a stop at his side on the rooftop. “Wha-”

“We need to split up.”

“W-What? We cannot stick together?” He stuttered uncharacteristically, “It is dangerous out here!”

“Iida’s still out there somewhere, we need to start covering ground now!” Midoriya commanded, “You start, I’ll join in a bit. We’ll meet up when we find each other.”

“B-But I… I do not want to lea-”

He let out a vicious bark. “We don’t have time for this right now! Iida’s life is at stake! I’m not betting on getting lucky again!”

Gami froze momentarily, before reluctantly nodding and flying off without a word. Something sour brewed in the teen’s gut, but he pushed it aside dismissively, blasting himself off the roof. He leapt from building to building, rapidly approaching the chaotic heart of the city he saw from above. Just in his sights was Gran Torino, cutting through an elongated Nomu tongue with his quirk to save some civilians. And if he hadn’t been conditioned by the sheer inhumanity of the USJ Nomu, he would’ve been shaken by the way this one showed no pain at having its extremity shredded. It reached not in agony from the attack, but rather in retribution, coiling the remains of its tongue into a sharp point right at the elder hero.

Midoriya shot off the building much in the same way he had the night before to cut off the burglar they’d apprehended, with the same lack of hesitance and pure thoughtlessness. He flew at the Nomu at breakneck speeds, and just as he got in close enough, he raised his hands in front of him for a counterbalance blast, both redirecting the attack away from Gran Torino as well as quickly decelerating his movement. The hero caught him before he fell from the whiplash as thanks, before rushing back in against the monster.

He now had the opportunity to see the damage up close and personal. The pavement was shattered into spiderwebs, cars flipped onto their sides, raging fires and unstoppable smoke seeping into the air; it was a living hell. A Nomu with massive wings circled above, bellowing a piercing cry into the cacophony of chaos. Heroes were scattered everywhere, some injured, some not, all trying to protect each other as they stared down the impossible.

Midoriya couldn’t even die, and he still wanted to throw up at the sheer overwhelm.

He was just about to move in to assist Gran Torino, when another hero caught his eye. Manuel’s signature blue fish helmet cut through the contrasting blazing reds and billowing blacks of the immediate area, darting back and forth as he seemed to be searching for something.

Wait, wasn’t Iida interning with-

Iida wasn’t here.

Iida wasn’t here!

And without even a second thought, just like earlier, Midoriya rushed away from Gran Torino, away from the mess that was the heart of the city. He ran far from the noise, blasting himself back up to the tops of buildings once more.

Iida was looking for the Hero Killer. He hadn’t listened to him. Of course he hadn’t listened to him. The thought sank like metal in water, hitting the bottom of his stomach like a lead weight. He could already be too late. Iida could already be-

He moved faster, jumping across buildings with no more than a second between, ears straining and searching for quiet noises in an already silent neighborhood, far from the disaster in the heart.

And then he heard it.

The noise that haunted him in his sleep.

The sharp draw of a metal blade.

He didn’t speak. He didn’t think. He simply heard and responded, leaping off the roof of the building he was on and ricocheting off the walls of an abandoned alleyway. Not a thought ran through his brain as he shot towards the Hero Killer out of nowhere, counter blasting equally as suddenly to send the murderer and his sword flying away from Iida and clattering to the pavement.

He dropped to the floor in a crouch, body almost completely engulfed by darkness. His costume hid him well, short cloak and coattails serving to cover his limbs completely. And in the few precious seconds he had left, Midoriya reached for his phone, stuffed away in one of his utility pouches.

He was really an idiot. He didn’t even have Gran Torino’s number, not that he was sure the elder even had a phone. All he knew he had were the numbers of his classmates. And still, out of nothing but desperation for a future unlike the one he saw, he stealthily sent his location out to all contacts, hoping his salvation would somehow know to answer.

Midoriya looked up, his hat no longer obscuring his face, only to meet the eyes of a confused villain and an equally confused friend.

Iida stared at him with an indescribable emotion in his eyes. “W-What…?”

But Midoriya met him in return with an emotion of such firmness, its presence shook the air like his blast had.

“Iida, I came to save you!!”

Notes:

HOLY SHIT! Not going to lie, I struggled with the pacing of this chapter at the beginning, but once I hit the Hosu stuff, I was writing at a page a minute. It felt so good! I’m so satisfied with how this ended!

Midoriya has finally learned how to use his blasts for mobility! I really wanted the power scaling in this story to feel realistic, so I spent a lot of time from ch 39 to the beginning of this one focusing on his progression from forced blasts that hurt him to still blasts he could make without thinking. I’m very happy with how it turned out overall.

Part of the internship (and my pacing) left Midoriya with very limited time and opportunity to actively patrol for Iida’s premonition as he usually does, so a lot of Gran Torino’s night patrols were methods of weaving setbacks into the story naturally. Of course, I did my best to integrate them into the narrative, through Midoriya's anger at taking chances to forcing Gami to patrol because he couldn’t. Hoping this feels realistic.

The internship has been surprisingly Gami-centric as much as it's focused on Midoriya. Of course there have been a lot of Gami lore drops, but there have also been other odd details, like his sudden clinginess, the train incident, and especially his solidity, stuff more related to his ghostly side that has been changing. Not saying it isn't connected with him regaining his memories, but suddenly he's starting to act very much like a strong type of ghost…

That’s all! See you next time at the Hero Killer fight! :)

Death’s Touch: Anything Midoriya touches starts to decay immediately, regardless of the amount of fingers touching. This ability works on both the living and the non living. At first, Midoriya couldn’t control this ability, as it activated immediately without his consent. However, now he is able to control the activation on humans and non living objects, being able to start and stop the decay at will. However, he had gained no progress with plant or animal life. Any damage done to living organisms with this power cannot be healed.

Death’s Scythe: Midoriya can summon a scythe to fight with at will. The scythe vaguely resembles a bird’s beak, and has a hole near the start of the blade. The scythe is the only item that can’t be destroyed by Death’s Touch. The Death’s Touch ability can be shared with the scythe at Midoriya’s will, however it can only decay what it cuts. The decay follows the same rules as Death’s Touch. He can also make the scythe disappear at will when he is finished with it or to free his hands.

Immortality: Midoriya is immortal and cannot die. However, he can still get hurt and scarred. The immortality ability doesn’t provide any regeneration, but any wounds that could be detrimental to his job, such as lost/broken limbs and organs, will be healed the next day.

Premonition: Midoriya can see flash images of people who may die before they are supposed to. Normally, he cannot interfere with death, as it’s his job, but he has the option of attempting to save anyone he views in a premonition. These premonitions are bare and don’t provide much information other than the person themselves and their demise, occasionally revealing the setting and attacker, if any. The premonitions can come true between an hour after viewing to 3 days later.

Soul Contact: When a person dies, their soul is immediately sent to Midoriya. He can see, touch, and hold these souls. When holding a soul, Midoriya can see the most important memories and decisions attached to that soul, and hence that person.

Soul Sorting: This ability allows Midoriya to decide which part of the afterlife a soul moves on to. The areas of the afterlife can only be summoned with intent and the swipe of a hand, with the areas themselves being represented by flames. The areas that he can choose from are Paradise, Purgatory, and the Underworld. Once Midoriya decides where the soul best fits, it is sent to the being of that respective area. If approved, the soul stays in that area forever, the exception being Purgatory. Souls in Purgatory can be moved again to either Paradise or the Underworld, however, this is not Midoriya’s decision. If rejected, the soul is sent back to him for reevaluation. All souls must be sorted within 24 hours of Midoriya receiving them, with rejected souls resetting their time limits once they get back to him. Failure to sort a soul within its time limit may result in serious unknown punishment.

Chapter 42: In Your Blood You Know What’s Right

Summary:

Midoriya was more than afraid; he'd never been more terrified in his life. But the fear in his blood fueled him, drove him towards the happy ending he knew was hiding in his nightmares.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Midoriya stood slowly, careful not to make any sharp movements that could cut the tense air of the alley. The Hero Killer stayed equally still, eyeing him up and down like he recognized him from somewhere. He couldn’t help the shiver that ran down his spine, but hid it under a guise of ferocity and shadow.

The temperature around him dropped noticeably, and Midoriya lowered his head to his shoulders, hiding more of his face with the shield that was his collar and hat.

“Look, before you say anything, I know… I am sorry.” Gami spoke nervously, like there wasn’t a bigger issue before them. “I just… I could not bear to be so far, so I simply trailed out of sight. The thought of leaving your side is… unwelcome.”

The teen gritted his teeth, biting back a sigh. “We’ll talk about this later, but right now, we have bigger problems.” He whispered under his breath, in short murmurs. “I’m glad you're here now, but don’t mistake that for acceptance.”

Midoriya took a boldly terrified step forward, pivoting slightly to shield Iida with his body. The villain didn’t seem to react; he chose not to, but Midoriya kept his eyes trained on him anyway.

“Iida, can you move?” He asked just a hair louder than before, just so the Hero Killer could overhear, “There’s a group of pros near Hosu city center.”

Iida let out a scoff against the dirt. “I can’t move my body. Wouldn’t be lying here if I could.”

Midoriya flinched, but otherwise didn’t respond to his friend’s harshness. He figured that was the case, but some naive part of him hoped Iida would be different from all the other heroes he’d seen in his premonitions, all lifelessly stuck in a fixed trance as they allowed the Hero Killer to end them. He stole some glances back, taking in Iida’s condition. Other than a nasty stab wound to his upper arm, he seemed alright… if he could even be called that with such an ugly look on his face.

The strange paralysis had to be the work of the Hero Killer’s quirk somehow, but how did it activate? That seemed to be the murderer’s one trump card: he only needed to catch his victims off guard long enough to paralyze them. But without knowing how to avoid the activation, he was in a fairly bad spot. He started to look around for anything that could prove useful and-

Was that another person?

There was someone else here, slumped against the alley wall. They were dressed in costume, but Midoriya didn’t recognize them. A hero? It was more likely than not.

And then all of his overwhelming thoughts flooded his brain.

He hadn’t had another Hero Killer premonition since Iida’s. What would’ve happened to this hero, if Iida had listened and never sought out the villain? Were they just supposed to die today? He refused to accept that; he’d had a vision for every Hero Killer death so far. Unless he hadn’t. Unless there were others. Unless there were some he never had a chance to save to begin with.

No, no he refused. Aizawa would’ve told him.

Right?

“Gami.” The hushed mutter returned. “Check on them.”

The ghost followed his successor’s gaze, then wordlessly floating over to the downed individual. Midoriya eerily looked back towards the Hero Killer, who still hadn’t said a word regarding his impromptu arrival. But that was fine. Maybe he could still catch him off guard. He was sure the villain wouldn’t expect an invisible force to pick up the other person as Midoriya hauled Iida out of the alley at the same time. He’d be making some problems for himself, sure, but if he could get them out of here without the risk of fighting, he’d take that in a heartbeat.

No one needed to die today.

No one was going to die today.

“He is breathing and conscious!” Gami called out. “Definitely a hero, but he has been stabbed and likely is also unable to move.” The ghost instinctively started shifting back to his successor. “I do not think he is light enough for me to lift completely off the ground, however, and the villain before us would certainly catch up if I tried to drag him away.”

Damnit! If that guy was too heavy for Gami, then Iida decked out in all his armor wouldn’t be any better either. There was no way to run away from this, not without someone being killed.

A phantom screech of bloody metal rang about in his ears.

He would have to stay and fight.

No one was going to die today.

“Midoriya…”

The teen jolted at his name, especially at the loathing way it dripped from Iida’s lips.

“Stop interfering,” Iida seethed through clenched teeth. “I want nothing to do with you.”

“I really don’t care. I’m not pretending to be anyone’s friend.”

Midoriya shook it off. Iida’s didn’t really mean it. He was going to snap him out of it. He wasn’t going to lose him too.

It was then when the Hero Killer finally chose to interfere, letting out a chuckle that stained Midoriya’s ears eternally.

“Charging in with such a declaration… how selfless.” The villain sauntered forward, cocking his head with a sickening crack. “However, I have a duty to kill these men. And if you butt in of course… it is the weak that shall be culled.”

He looked up, piercing through Midoriya’s soul with a metallic glint in his eye, just as cold and sharp.

“Now then, what will you do?”

An uncontrollable shake of fear racked the teen’s body, breaking him out in a cold sweat. Rotted flesh and blood hit his nose, rust clawed at his eyes, the taste of soiled metal filled his mouth, a mouth that was no longer his, all as the scraping of swords and cries of mercy flooded his ears and enveloped his thoughts. He wanted to grab at his hair and tear it all out until he could finally focus on something else, but he couldn’t get his shaking hands to obey him at all. What a pathetic coward he was, to tremble at something he could never truly experience. He could never die by the Hero Killer’s sword, but the very thought alone terrified him.

A cold squeeze to his shoulder brought him back to reality. “You have to focus! You have to stall long enough that Gran Torino realizes you are missing, until he comes to find you.”

Gami was right again. He had a win condition here, however small of a light it truly was. He had to protect Iida and the other hero. He had to stall for time. He had to outlast the man who’d murdered 17 heroes in cold blood, and not a single one more.

“I’ve known that my whole life. That was the easy part.”

He’d fight forever if he had to.

Iida suddenly yelled from behind him, “Stop! Leave! This has nothing to do with you!”

Midoriya gripped his fist, caught between fear and fury, between distress and dismay. “You can say all the hateful things you want, Iida, but I’m not going anywhere.”

He raised his hands up to his chest, and slowly released the tension he was holding.

“I have so much I want to say to you.” The words choked on longing and loss. “But I’ll save it for later.”

He settled into a careful stance against the villain, palms stretched forward and flat, knees bent ever so slightly, a pained grimace on his face. Fear haunted his eyes, from crying himself to sleep after the USJ attack, from crying himself to sleep upon staring at the scar Shigaraki engraved into his wrist, from crying himself to sleep every time he woke from his Hero Killer nightmares.

“I refuse to leave. As Owari, I made a promise.”

He was by no means brave, not like how he pretended to be at USJ, or as he gave himself his everlonging reputation through a name. Here he was, an unkillable boy scared of what? Dying? He couldn’t die, but that didn’t erase his fear.

“I think that’s really admirable, Midori.”

He was afraid.

"I like it! It’s a cute name! Friendly, just like you!”

Of what he could not name.

“Let’s be unbreakable together!”

But he could be scared and fight.

“I want people to know that I’ll fight forever for that ending if I have to.”

Because fear fueled him to make his greatest promise.

“I’m fighting for a happy ending, forever and beyond if that’s what it takes!”

One he would not let fear destroy.

Midoriya winced as the Hero Killer cackled, his murderous smile glinting amongst the darkness. He spared the boy one last terrifying look, before rushing at him with his sword drawn.

“Gami, protect Iida and the other hero!” He commanded in such a harsh hiss that it would’ve been heard if not for the sound of the murderer’s frightening advance. And thankfully, that was all it took for the ghost to move back. He understood the situation enough not to question the uncharacteristically aggressive order.

The Hero Killer held his sword out wide as he approached, preparing to strike in what looked to be a painfully obvious arch, but Midoriya knew better. There was no way he could’ve racked up such a body count if his fighting style was that rookie-like. The villain specialized not in the unexpected, but the unknown. It was clear that his quirk could paralyze others, but how it did so was unknown. The same likely applied to his fighting style: there was no question he would strike, but how?

Keeping the idea of a feint in mind, Midoriya still had to avoid the equally dangerous slash heading straight for him. He bent his knees roughly, and with a sudden snap, he rocketed himself forward with a double blast, closing the gap between them almost instantly. His mind shivered unconsciously, but at least the sword couldn’t strike him while he was so close.

The Hero Killer paused in his advance so subtly, Midoriya almost missed it, but he could clearly notice the widening in his stance: a preparation to strike. The teen instinctually shrunk in on himself, and with another set of blasts, he dived under the Hero Killer’s legs, now just as wide as the space under the couch that he sought refuge in his spar against Gran Torino.

Out of the corner of his eye, he just barely caught the glint of a dagger thrust right at where his abdomen once was.

Quickly, Midoriya spun back around to try and blast the villain away from behind, but he underestimated the Hero Killer’s reaction time, because as he did, he only saw the sword from before doubling back to slice him in two.

His outstretched palms from his previous plan acted on their own, flexing naturally to summon his scythe. He gripped hard on the handle, holding it out horizontally to block the incoming slash. The sword came crashing down, but not into Midoriya’s flesh, but rather the wood of the scythe.

They struggled in a stalemate, neither willing to retreat from the forceful fight for dominance. The Hero Killer held immense strength Midoriya hadn’t expected, and for as much adrenaline rushing through his blood, he knew if he changed nothing, he would lose.

The murderer however clearly hadn’t expected the sudden new weapon either, bloodshot eyes widening before his mouth once again cracked a smile. “A scythe? Heroes don’t typically use those kinds of weapons…”

The comment might have made him flinch another time, but right now, Midoriya was too focused on his fleeting strength as he tried to hold back the sword. His arms were shaking profusely, sweat dripping down his forehead, muscles screaming in distress. He couldn’t hold much longer, but if he gave in and tried to retreat, he doubted the Hero Killer would give him any amount of breathing room.

Midoriya suddenly abandoned his grip, opening his palms once again, still pressed into his scythe however. But before the Hero Killer could take advantage of his lax grip, the teen fired off a double blast, rocketing his scythe right at him. The long handle immediately caught the villain in the throat, sending him flying with it from the momentum, right into the alley wall.

He just as quickly unsummoned his weapon before the Hero Killer could try to use it on him instead. He remained on the defensive, repositioning himself to better shield Iida. Regardless of how his paralysis quirk activated, any kind of stab wound could just as easily put him out of commission, and without immediate backup, Midoriya just couldn’t afford to risk that.

The Hero Killer noticed he wasn’t going to attack him unless prompted. And so, still with a smile that shook Midoriya to his core, he charged forward again.

Midoriya could recognize the feint very easily now, the villain rushing him almost the same as before. He could try and dodge again, but it was likely the Hero Killer expected that now. He needed to stay unpredictable, keeping the murderer guessing long enough until Gran Torino hopefully came looking for him.

The teen summoned his scythe again, eliciting another spark of excitement from his opponent. He only held it in one hand this time, struggling to hide how difficult it was to hold, though, to such an expert swordsman like the Hero Killer, Midoriya was sure he could tell regardless. Despite that, he ran forward to meet the opposing blade, collecting just enough momentum to put some power behind what would’ve been a pitifully weak swing. The strike was obvious, but the Hero Killer either didn’t notice or didn’t care, allowing Midoriya to knock the sword out of his hand. He didn’t stop, however, sliding a small dagger out of his sleeve and into his other free hand. Expecting something like that, Midoriya countered with a feint of his own, quickly raising his free hand and firing off a point blank blast right at the villain’s arm. The shockwave forced the Hero Killer’s hand with the dagger back for a moment, blowing up dust from the alley floor to surround them.

But even amongst the cloudy air, a set of murderously excited eyes pierced through, immediately sending Midoriya straight back into his fear. The Hero Killer was too close, way too close. Something primal bloomed in his heart, the ancient taste of predatory fear, and that was more than enough for Midoriya to act on just as ancient instinct: get the hell away or make him get the hell away.

Midoriya swung out a leg without a thought, roundhouse kicking the villain in the side. He pressed the iron tip of his boot hard into his flesh, really making sure it dug in as he sent the Hero Killer tumbling away.

He didn't realize how much of a critical mistake he’d made until the shine of the small dagger cut through the dust and a small burning sensation erupted from his calf.

Midoriya recoiled as the remnants of his blast finally cleared. He glanced down to look at his injury: it was nothing more than a small cut, maybe about an inch or so long. But when he looked back up at the Hero Killer, and watched his tongue protrude from his lips straight towards the stain of his blood on the dagger, he just knew.

His mouth filled with the ghostly rust of his own blood and he just knew he’d fucked up.

The villain licked the side of the blade, and Midoriya felt his whole body freeze entirely.

The sensation hit him like a truck. It was nowhere near as horrible as the time Shinsou had frozen him; he could still move his mouth and eyes, he wasn’t trapped completely behind his skin. But Midoriya’s heart still skipped a beat, in the painful manner where fear squeezed his veins shut.

He hadn’t realized he was falling until he suddenly crashed into Gami’s soft robe instead of the pavement. He’d been frozen mid-step, so his balance must’ve given out on him, but he was so caught up in the feeling that his mind hadn’t processed much else. Thankfully, Gami planted himself in the way to leave him sitting on the pavement instead of lying on it, still able to see the Hero Killer as he approached him slowly.

“Izuku! Are you injured?” Gami stealthily slipped out from underneath him, curling around his successor’s petrified form.

“I’m fine, a small cut but nothing more. I can’t move though.” He hadn’t let the Hero Killer touch him, so his paralysis couldn’t be touch activated. He did manage to cut him, but he was still able to move in the few moments right after. It wasn’t until he licked the blade-

The blood consumption wasn’t just some murderous tic, but rather his quirk. The Hero Killer had licked his blood, and immediately after, Midoriya lost all control of his body. It was too much of a coincidence to just be a coincidence.

Dammit! If only he’d known before! It was a powerful thing to hide; most heroes weren’t afraid of getting a little hurt. But in a one-on-one setting like this, it was a game changing advantage.

And now, Midoriya could do nothing as the Hero Killer stopped just before him.

“I’ll admit, I’m impressed you lasted as long as you did.” But neither Midoriya nor Gami could focus on the tainted praise, eyes locked onto the sword the villain held in his hand, having picked it back up from where it was thrown off to the side by Midoriya’s scythe. “You had some unexpected tricks of your own…”

Midoriya couldn’t move, even if he wasn’t under the bind of this foreign quirk. He could hardly breathe, the air choking in his lungs from its thickness. He was almost suffocating on fear, and yet, he couldn’t tear his eyes away from the sword, watching, waiting for the movement to come.

If the Hero Killer noticed his terror, he didn’t mention it aloud. “But your skills with a blade are pitiful. It’s obvious to tell: you’re afraid of using such a dangerous weapon. A shame, really. I even got a little excited there for a moment.”

Midoriya was afraid of so many things. Before U.A., he’d thought being immortal meant he could finally give up fear, but instead, he’d found that he was so ungodly afraid of so much more than he thought. Being immortal meant nothing; there was so much he could lose. It was such a fake power, a false hope, crumbling under the weight of its expectations.

“Your explosions may be versatile, but your close range fighting style is a poor matchup for me.” Midoriya was so confused. What was happening? When was he just going to stab him? He didn’t know how much longer he could wait for the inevitable burn of metal in his gut. He didn’t know how much longer he could wait until the Hero Killer tried to end his life, only to see him remain conscious while his body bled out hope and fear into the pavement. He just wanted to get it over with, because in the end, he was still a pathetic coward no matter what promises he made.

In a final burst of horrified conviction, Midoriya looked up at the Hero Killer’s face, only to find those nightmarish eyes staring straight through him. Gami was actively snarling, more than prepared to rip that sword right out of the villain’s hands. And finally, something in him snapped, something past his gritted teeth and terrified gaze and cowardice heart. Like a wave, Midoriya steeled over, determination crusting over his fear. Yeah, he was afraid, afraid of so many things. But he was far more afraid of losing the people he’d learned to love, than of any sort of death this world could inflict on him. And that fear was the fuel of his greatest promise.

He could see the brief glimpse of surprise on the Hero Killer’s face, as his hardened eyes finally locked. He was ready. Stab him, slash him, do the worst he could, and Midoriya would get back up, because he had promised to fight to the end and then beyond.

The murderer smiled at him, but this time, it wasn’t one of the smiles that had long haunted his hours, but rather a new smile, one of tainted admiration. Midoriya decided right then and there he didn’t like it at all.

“Still, with you, there is the potential of a true hero. There is worth in keeping you alive.”

A true hero? Midoriya was nothing like that. He was a selfish, pathetic person, wanting Iida alive because he couldn’t afford to lose anyone else. Clinging to the remnants of Iida’s kindness even after he clearly didn’t want him around anymore, regardless of some curse of his. He was selfish for wanting to still have closeness in his life when all he was doing was putting his friends and family in danger.

A true hero, huh? It’s funny… Midoriya used to think certainties like that existed too.

The Hero Killer moved, but never raised his sword, sparing Midoriya his immortal life as he finally moved past him and to Iida just a few feet behind. The teen’s heart stopped in his chest. No… no Iida was still going to die. He’d done nothing; he’d done absolutely nothing. And what? Iida was going to die because he didn’t fit this idea of a “true hero?” Iida was going to die because he didn’t fit into this black and white philosophy that felt so painfully familiar?

Midoriya watched the sword rise right above Iida’s head, and the words came spilling out before he could even think about stopping them.

“I used to think the same way you do, completely in black and white!” He practically yelled them out, desperate to get through to the Hero Killer like Kiyori Ryōyami had gotten through to him. “I used to think that way because I was selfish; thinking that way let me judge the worthiness of others without guilt…”

The Hero Killer paused, the sword still eerily hovering above Iida’s paralyzed form.

Midoriya refused to waste the semblance of an opportunity that presented itself.

“It was those same thoughts that led me to revenge, because I thought he was a bad man with no way to redeem himself.”

“Look kid, I know I screwed up; I don’t need you to tell me more than I have to hear it. It was a bad decision, but I can’t take it back now, can I?”

He couldn’t stop his grimace at his own admission. There was no such thing as a true hero, and if there was, then Midoriya was really the farthest thing from it.

“Are you really that spineless? Didn’t you learn the first time that your actions have consequences?”

He missed the way Iida’s eyes widened.

“But he was the one who showed me that way of thinking was wrong! He showed me that good can coexist with bad.”

“No one else seemed to understand or want to help him. I can’t blame them… but I was all he had left. I couldn’t leave him too…”

Kiyori Ryōyami had broken him that day, but Midoriya was more than glad he did. Because along with him, Kiyori Ryōyami had broken that cursed ideology he’d been using as a crutch for so long.

“I didn’t want to hurt anyone, I just wanted to help my brother… God I’m so sorry…”

And maybe, something deep inside Midoriya’s soul hoped that he could be the Kiyori Ryōyami for the Hero Killer too.

“It’s not about motive, or the reasons that drive us-” he bellowed out alongside his deeply rooted fears and shame- “It’s about what we do with that drive, the actions that we choose to make, that truly define us as heroes! As people!”

But he had learned from that day.

“I don’t expect you to ever forgive us, but I swear… I swear that we’ll change.”

And he had a feeling he wasn’t the only one who did.

Everything fell silent, stuck in a limbo of tension and thick air. Midoriya swore his heart was beating so loudly, it was going to burst from his ribs.

No one noticed the way Iida’s expression shifted in such disoriented agony.

The Hero Killer returned his sword to his side, leaving Midoriya in baited breath. Had he really managed to get through to him? Could this all end here, in a way that wasn’t in blood and death?

The villain turned sharply, and without a word, he advanced back towards Midoriya, each step purposeful and intimidating. And immediately, all the fear from before rushed back in full force.

He stopped right at his prone form and dashed all of Midoriya’s hopes as he grabbed a fistful of his costume, hoisting him lifelessly up into the air.

He couldn’t move, still paralyzed by his quirk, but he was paralyzed by fear regardless. All he could do was stare right at the Hero Killer’s impassive gaze, wondering if he was about to feel the bite of metal in his stomach. Gami snarled and growled like a rabid animal, poised to strike at a moment’s notice, ready to rip the man’s throat out. Feeling the temperature drop further than what was typical around the ghost, the teen grit his teeth and summoned what little bravery he had left, a spark of toughness still left in his eyes. He looked right at his mentor, trying to communicate that he was going to be alright. He wasn’t going to die; he couldn’t die. There was nothing the Hero Killer could do to him physically that would matter.

Of course, that did little to ease the fear still bubbling in Midoriya’s blood, but Gami didn’t have to know that.

The Hero Killer finally moved, but it wasn’t the hand with his weapon. With slow deliberate steps, he carried Midoriya off until he reached the wall of the alley, opposite to where the other hero was still slumped. And with something that almost seemed like gentleness, he set the boy down, leaving him sitting, out of the way, and with no harm.

Midoriya wasn’t sure what to feel anymore, whether that be shock, fear, relief, or some unholy combination of it all. He could feel the Hero Killer’s gaze still locked on him, but he refused to look up anymore, afraid of what he might see now.

“You’re a much truer hero than I gave you credit for,” he finally spoke, the monotony in his voice settling like fog. “To admit your wrongdoings and strive to right them.”

He didn’t even have time to process any of that as the Hero Killer turned away once more, heading back to Iida.

“As for these two, they’ve let their imperfections drive them. And for that, they don’t deserve the title of hero.”

Midoriya watched the grip on his sword grow tight, and lost his fight against his desperation. “Stop!! If you kill them now, how can they ever right their wrongs?!”

But that didn’t sway the murderer from his path, stopping in front of Iida. “Even still, there must be a line drawn somewhere, or else fake heroes will continue to fester.”

“Stop!!” He locked eyes with his friend, and for the first time in a long while, he didn’t see hate, but rather the watery look of shame and fear.

The hatred had been broken, and in return something vital in Midoriya’s heart had broken too.

He struggled wildly to move his body as the Hero Killer lifted his sword once more. “Dammit!! Stop!!”

It wasn’t a command, far from it. The cry was a desperate call of a child who had lost far too much, and couldn’t afford to lose anything more. It was a weak, sad attempt to hold onto the little he had left.

It rang in Gami’s ears, completely overpowering the yell of his instincts to remain at Midoriya’s side.

“I meant every word. I want to stay.”

And so Gami left, springing right at the villain as he plunged his sword down upon Iida’s head. But before it could pierce the boy’s skull, the ghost yanked hard on the Hero Killer’s long and tattered scarf, causing him to stumble out of the blue and stab nothing but air.

“What the-”

But before he could question anything, a rush of fire and ice flooded the alley, sending the Hero Killer retreating out of the way.

Midoriya’s gaze shifted from Iida to the other end of the alley, eyes widening at the familiar head of dual toned hair.

“Izuku, these kinds of things need more detail.” Todoroki pocketed his phone, keeping his eyes locked onto the villain at the other end. “I was almost too late.”

And suddenly, new hope bloomed in Midoriya’s heart, watching flames pour off his left side mesmerizingly.

“Shouto!” He cried out in such pure, childlike relief.

Todoroki stepped forward, guarding Iida with his body. “It took a moment to realize what you meant with your location. But in all the times we’ve talked, you’ve never sent a message like that. So I figured you were in trouble and came straight here.”

With a twist of his right foot, a wave of ice covered the alley floor. The Hero Killer jumped back again in caution, but the ice didn’t follow him. Instead, it curved into a slope, sliding both Midoriya and the other hero towards Todoroki, safely placing them behind him where they could be guarded alongside Iida.

“In a couple minutes, the pros I alerted should get here too!”

Todoroki shot a burst of flame in the same direction, making sure the villain would not dare proceed forward. He easily dodged, but true to the intent, he remained far back from the group.

Midoriya glanced upwards, stuck on his side from the awkward way he slid down the ice, and still paralyzed. But when his eyes met the beautiful dance of red flames in Todoroki’s hand, he felt safe. He finally felt safe.

“I won’t let you kill them, Hero Killer!!”

“Thank you, Izuku. I promise I’ll never let you down again.”

He was finally safe.

The murderer only extended his tongue in response, immediately returning fear to Midoriya’s blood.

“Shouto! Don’t let him cut you!” He warned, uncaring of hiding the Hero Killer’s closely guarded secret. “I’m pretty sure he paralyzes people by ingesting their blood!”

Todoroki nodded. “So that’s what all those weapons are for… don’t worry, I’ll just keep my distan-”

He was interrupted by a dagger thrown right at his head, just barely managing to dodge. It scraped the side of his face, leaving a long cut in his cheek. In his shock, he wasn’t prepared for the Hero Killer to finally advance towards him with tremendous speed.

“You’ve got yourself some nice pals, haven’t you Ingenium?”

Midoriya cried out as the villain ruthlessly swung a large blade at Todoroki’s neck, only for a large chunk of ice to stop it in its tracks. “Shouto! He relies on feint attacks!”

Todoroki followed his attacker’s gaze upwards, only to see a sword barreling down at him from above. He moved to block it with his ice, but was caught off guard as the Hero Killer suddenly grabbed him, pulling him in to lick the blood off his cheek. Startled, Todoroki lit up in flames, sending the villain back once more, completely forgetting about the sword above him.

But Gami didn’t, ramming himself into the blade and causing it to clatter to the floor far from the other. Again, the Hero Killer frowned in confusion, picking up his weapon and inspecting it briefly before charging again, which also snapped Todoroki out of his stupor, setting up another ice blockade.

“Why… you two? P-Please stop…”

Midoriya strained his gaze to Iida, who lay near him, mouth clenched tightly and tears trickling down his face. The guilt in his voice plucked at his heartstrings, and he swore some dissonant chord in his chest echoed as one of them broke.

“This is all my fault, s-so please… let me accept the punishment I rightfully deserve.”

Todoroki paused in his movements for just a moment. “The punishment you deserve?”

He then sent out another massive wave of ice, almost completely blocking off the alley and splitting it in two.

“You made some bad decisions, Iida-”

“I hurt you! I almost killed you! I… I tried to… so don’t tell me it’s okay. It’s not okay…”

“And although the hate that fueled you may not have been your own-”

“I can’t… I can’t even bear to look at what I’ve done…”

“You still have to make amends for your actions.”

“You should hate me… why don’t you hate me…?”

The Hero Killer jumped above the wall of ice, but Todoroki held firm.

“That is the punishment you deserve, not dying in some warped sense of justice!!”

“Thank you, Izuku. I promise I’ll never let you down again.”

The ice wall before them shattered, sliced into pieces with ease. Todoroki prepared another handful of fire to force the villain back, but a set of knives buried their way into his flesh before he could, effectively quelling the flames for a second.

And that was all the Hero Killer needed, falling from above, sword poised to spear the boy right through.

“Shouto!!” Midoriya cried in desperation, begging his limp body to just move.

Almost like a direct response, the paralysis finally let up, returning him his full spectrum of movement.

And that was all Midoriya needed, rocketing himself into the air and right up to the Hero Killer, grabbing his scarf as he pulled the villain into a new path of fall, dragging him along the walls of the alley in the process.

“Izuku!!” Todoroki yelled out, clutching his wounded arm.

Even with the murderer as his cargo, Midoriya still turned back to try and glance at his friend. “I’m not sure why, but I can move normally again!”

Todoroki pondered the new development. “A time limit?”

But the other paralyzed hero shot that down. “Can’t be. He was the last one to go down, and me and the other kid still can’t move.”

The villain elbowed Midoriya hard in the back, causing him to wince as pain ricocheted up his spine. He lost his grip on the scarf, tumbling to the pavement as the Hero Killer slid further back. He didn’t have a chance to rush in for the attack, however, as Todoroki shielded Midoriya with a small wall of ice, calling for him to fall back. He didn’t argue, retreating back to Todoroki’s side, though not without a little stumble.

“He can paralyze people by ingesting their blood, but for my paralysis to have worn off while theirs hasn’t yet, I can only think of a few things.” Midoriya slipped into deep analysis, Todoroki keeping careful watch to make sure the villain didn’t go for a hasty attack. “One: the more people paralyzed at once, the shorter the effect. Two: the less blood ingested, the shorter the effect. Or three: it varies based on blood type.”

After he finished his thoughts aloud, the Hero Killer laughed almost joyously, his lips curling into that haunting smile from before, filled with tainted admiration that left Midoriya’s skin crawling. “You know what? I’ll give it to you: it is based on blood type!”

“Unfortunately, that’s the one option where we don’t gain any kind of advantage,” Midoriya sighed.

Todoroki shifted closer to the other. “I want to take the two of them and go, but if he can evade both my ice and fire, there’s no way he’ll give us an opening to run.” He let go of his wounded arm, wiping the blood on the back of his pants. “We just have to keep stalling until the pros arrive.”

Midoriya glanced nervously at Todoroki’s arm, watching how blood leaked profusely despite the knives still being embedded into his flesh. “You’re losing a lot of blood, Shouto…”

Todoroki tried to play it off, but Midoriya didn’t miss the way it hung limply from his shoulder.

“I’ll take his attention at close range, but I need you for long range support.” He bent his knees slightly, ignoring the way his body screamed at him to stop.

The other looked over worriedly, but otherwise steeled himself. “Just focus on hit-and-runs, Izuku… I’ll make sure he doesn’t catch you off guard.”

Midoriya met his eyes, shifting closer to his side. Even in a situation like this, there was something so comforting about Todoroki’s presence, something that instinctually screamed safety. His aura always felt so peacefully warm, and maybe that had something to do with his left side, but Midoriya had always attributed it to the warmth of his kindness that he had been blessed with.

“Friends, Izuku?”

They then faced the Hero Killer dead on, side by side, together.

“We will protect them!!”

“Friends, Shouto.”

The villain spared them no further time, racing forward with a set of blades drawn. Midoriya rushed up to meet him, propelled by a double blast, Todoroki’s fire shielding him from the side in case of another feint. But the murderer’s attacks were different now, more outright, more violent, more bloodthirsty. Finally realizing he wasn’t going to feint, Midoriya tried to dodge the swing, but he couldn’t avoid the sheer brutality of the attack, faltering as his other leg was completely sliced open.

“Izuku!!” Todoroki cried, sending out another burst of flame.

Terrified by the sudden change in behavior, Midoriya raised his hands instantly, firing off a double blast to blow the stained blades out of the Hero Killer’s hands as well as help him retreat back to Todoroki’s side.

But he didn’t account that his blood might also be splattered by the shockwave, and just as he fell back in pain, he lost total movement once more. “Shouto!! I’m sorry!”

Todoroki stepped up further to keep Midoriya’s prone form shielded, firing a wave of ice to try and push the villain back.

“Please… stop…” A pathetic beg came from behind.

“Enough!!” Todoroki followed up with a pillar of fire, the very flames dancing off his body hauntingly. “If you want us to stop-”

“It’s your power, isn’t it?! You decide who you want to become!!”

“Then stand up and fight!! Fight for the hero you want to be!!”

The Hero Killer dodged the blast of fire and cut his way through the ice, towering over Todoroki in all his terrifying might. He leapt around the follow-up flames, aiming his sword under Todoroki’s arm.

“Has no one ever told you?” He then pulled up, preparing to cut off his arm entirely. “You rely on your quirk too much.”

Todoroki grimaced. There was no way he could move in time.

Midoriya screamed. There was no way he could move at all.

Gami lurched. There was no way he could get there before.

Iida roared. There was no way he would let his friends be hurt anymore.

His engines boomed as he was finally freed from his paralysis, launching forward with an armored kick that snapped the sword clean in two.

The Hero Killer shielded himself from the shrapnel of his own destroyed weapon, and that was enough of an opportunity for Iida’s engines to rev up another kick right at the villain’s head, sending him reeling away.

Midoriya couldn’t stop the elation from spilling out. “Iida!!”

Todoroki swallowed his breath of relief, simply giving Iida a pleased smile as he ran a hand down his injured, but still connected arm.

But Iida didn’t share in the pleasantries or the joyousness of relief, bowing his head in shame as he tried to hide the remnants of his tears. “For wrapping you two up in something you have nothing to do with… I truly apologize.”

Midoriya knew what he was trying to say, but he did have everything to do with this, with the Hero Killer. They’d been quarreling since the beginning of his murder spree, whether the villain recognized that or not. And he’d failed. He’d failed 17 times before. But he hadn’t failed this time.

Hero Killer: 17.

Himself: 1.

“And that’s why I cannot allow you two to spill any more blood!”

Midoriya knew what he was trying to say. And he agreed 100%.

No one was going to die today.

The Hero Killer scoffed loudly enough to be heard from his distance away, discarding his broken sword. “Trying to make me believe you’ve had a change in heart is futile. A man’s true character doesn’t change so easily!”

And despite his paralysis, and therefore almost total helplessness, something in Midoriya drove him to argue. “You’re wrong! The world forces us to change every day! It’s about accepting those changes if they can help us, or sticking to our morals if the world tries to threaten them!”

The villain shot an intensive, piercing glare right at Midoriya, and if he could move, he would’ve recoiled back in natural fear. Todoroki shifted a little more, making sure he was well placed between the two.

“You’re defending nothing more than a fake who prioritizes his own selfish desires! There will always be cancers of this hero society, and someone needs to correct that.”

Todoroki jumped in this time. “Don’t pay him any heed, Iida. He doesn’t get to decide who gets the chance to change and who doesn’t.”

“No…”

Iida clenched his fist hard, blood from his stab wound to the upper arm trailing down in a slow splatter to the floor.

“It’s just as he said. I’m not qualified to bear the name… of a hero.”

His voice was racked with guilt, wet and sticky like the streams of blood against his costume.

“Nevertheless, I can’t afford to fold here-”

He looked up, and even from the floor, Midoriya could clearly see the burn of new life in his eyes, the drive of shame, sorrow, and purpose.

“For if I were to fold, I’d never have the chance to right my wrongs, or to change what I’ve become! That would be the easy way out, and Ingenium never fought for what was easy, but what was right!”

The Hero Killer seemed provoked by Iida’s declaration, but any chance at attack was dashed by a blast of fire from Todoroki.

“You idiots!!” The downed hero behind them all yelled out. “The Hero Killer is only after me and the other kid! Just run!”

“Do you see him giving us any openings to do so, sir?” Todoroki snapped back, struggling on his own to hold back the bloodthirsty murderer. “He’s clearly shifted moods from before; he knows his advantage is dwindling, but he’s refusing to retreat, despite his quick to flee tendency. He’s making a serious goddamn effort to kill you both!”

“His philosophy is being threatened.” Midoriya suddenly filled in, eyes downcast. “If he lets Iida and the other hero live, he has to admit that his thinking is not only flawed, but that he took lives in false justice. And when you’ve gone so far in black and white, it’s easier to just keep going than to try and turn around.”

Midoriya understood how much it hurt to break completely and have to build back the pieces all over again. He understood how much easier it was to live with tunnel vision rather than recognize the damage he’d done. The countless lives he’d unjustly judged and categorized, because it was easier for him. It was easier for him to work each day without thought, because thought hurt, and it was always easier to avoid pain then not.

It was terrifying to realize how close he’d almost come to mirroring the man before them all. First almost Shigaraki, now almost the Hero Killer, it was a sickening tendency of his that would continue no longer. And yet, just like the Hero Killer was so desperate to retain his beliefs, MIdoriya refused to allow his to yield as well.

Once he started looking at it, there was a surprising amount of gray in the world.

Iida tried to advance forward, but only pitiful puffs of smoke came from his engines. “Todoroki! Are you able to adjust your temperature?!”

“Not with my left! Why?” Another burst of flame slowed the Hero Killer’s assault.

“Cool down my engines, but don’t plug my exhaust pipes!”

Fed up with the chatter, the villain tossed a knife at Todoroki’s chest, determined to incapacitate the only thing keeping him from his victims. But Iida suddenly dived in the way, catching the blade in an unarmored part of his arm. And without a moment of hesitation, he dived for another, larger dagger, shielding Todoroki again as it buried into his hand.

“Just do it!!” He commanded before Todoroki could reprimand him.

Midoriya could only watch as the Hero Killer grew closer, and his friends were still struggling. He needed to move, he needed to be there. He’d promised to protect them. He’d promised to fight until the end and then beyond. He’d promised to bring a happy ending to an otherwise tragic tale.

His body snapped with rejuvenation, finding himself again free from the paralysis quirk, but even then, his motion was more than compromised.

“Are you really going back in there?!” Gami argued, helping his successor to his feet. Even in his ghostly arms, the teen still stumbled, unable to put much, if any, weight onto his left leg.

“I have to…”

Todoroki iced Iida’s engines.

“I have to fight…”

The Hero Killer barreled ever closer.

“Because right now…”

Iida pulled the blades out of his flesh with his teeth.

“I’m needed!”

Midoriya blasted out of Gami’s arms, flying right as the villain from the side, just as Iida suddenly approached from the other. He extended both his hands, flattening out his palms, just as Iida swung out his leg with breakneck speed. And with a cry that shook paradise itself, Midoriya fired a double blast with such a resounding echo against the alley walls, it could be heard by all of Hosu. The explosion threw the Hero Killer hard into Iida’s kick, which connected with his abdomen right after, the sheer force now tenfold.

Immediately after, sudden numbness shot up both Midoriya's arms, the almost unfamiliar sensation catching him off guard in worry. Had he accidentally forced out the blast because of his emotion? He thought he had complete control over the technique now, he didn’t even think that he could force out a blast unintentionally. But the unfeeling in his arms proved otherwise. Dammit! He hoped it wasn’t long term this time. There was no Recovery Girl out here, not on the battlefield, not even in Hosu. He couldn’t afford to be taken out now!

Unbeknownst to him, as Midoriya worried about his fried nerves removing him from the fight, the Hero Killer recovered in a brief rush of adrenaline, swinging the blunt end of the sword in his hand right at his head.

And just as his eyes caught sight of his impending doom, Iida rushed in, breaking his course with another unyielding kick to his spine. He poured the last of his engine’s power into the blow, the Hero Killer finally still long enough for Todoroki to hit him with a pillar of fire, torching his entire body.

Before Iida and Midoriya could impact from their free fall, Todoroki grew an icy slope to catch them, sliding them back down to the ground safely and behind him once more. As the Hero Killer’s body touched the ice however, the frost grew around him to hold him in place, keeping him pinned to the alley wall.

Todoroki did not falter. “Stand up! He’s still-”

But the villain did not move, hanging limply from his rack of ice.

The fight was over.

They had won.

“Is… is he unconscious?” Midoriya stammered, trying and failing to pick his body back up.

“It would appear so.” Todoroki let out a sigh of relief. “Let’s restrain him and hand him over to the pros. Is there anything we can use to bind him? Encasing him in ice will send his body into shock.”

Midoriya perked up, reaching for one of the pockets on his utility belt. “Yeah, I’ve got a set of handcu-”

He didn’t have a set of handcuffs. He’d used them yesterday during the night patrol in Yamanashi, and he’d never gotten them back. Of course, just his kind of luck.

Todoroki noticed the pause, and waved a hand dismissively. “Don’t worry about it, I’m sure there's something in one of these dumpsters we can use.”

“You focus on that, I’ll start to disarm him.” Iida rose as Todoroki allowed the Hero Killer to slide down the ramp and to his feet.

Midoriya moved to try and help, but his arms still burned and buzzed. Although, they were significantly less numb than just before; he figured the effect wasn’t long lasting then. He guessed his level of control was enough to partially manage the power of the blast as he unconsciously forced it out. This was only the result of some nerve tremors then; that was a relief. No Recovery Girl needed.

Still, with his heavily wounded leg, he was stuck in his awkward half sitting position against the ice.

“Izuku? Are you alright?” Todoroki asked, realizing he had still yet to stand.

Midoriya laughed awkwardly, laced with some of the adrenaline and anxiety that had been festering in his blood. “That last blast messed my arms up a little. I think I’ll be fine in a bit, but I can’t really feel them right now…”

Todoroki glanced down at his injured leg, watching precariously as blood continued to ooze out of the wound. He then stepped forward, extending out a hand. Midoriya didn’t hesitate to take it, interlocking their fingers. And in the short moment they were together, something warm settled in Midoriya’s heart, something of safety, of comfort, of peace. Something that blocked out the entire world and only left the two of them. It was completely overwhelming, and yet he didn’t stop the feeling from overtaking him.

Midoriya stumbled to his feet, but remained standing. Worried, Todoroki let go of his hand, quickly wrapping it around his shoulders instead. “Are you sure you can stand, let alone walk?”

But it was his turn to wave him off now, summoning his scythe in his other hand. “Yeah, I’m good. I’ll just use this to walk for now.”

The hesitance was clear in his heterochromatic eyes, but Todoroki gave in, nodded briefly before walking away, presumably to go look in the dumpsters for something to restrain the Hero Killer with. And once he was far enough away, Midoriya turned to his mentor, who’d been waiting patiently and silently at his side.

“So I might need some help…”

Gami sighed, but he could never really be mad at the boy. “Of course, I will not let you fall.” He wrapped his ghostly arms around him, keeping him steady as he took each shaky step forward. “Are you truly alright?”

He gave the ghost a soft nod. “Other than my leg, honestly yeah. This is not the worst state I’ve been in, and I can already feel the numbness wearing off.”

“Somehow that is less reassuring.”

Midoriya smothered a laugh, knowing neither his hat nor collar would be enough to shield that. He was surprised that the hat managed to stay on the whole time, with all the bouncing, jumping, and falling he was doing just before. He had to thank Nezu once he got back to U.A., and then subsequently request something a little more practical.

He stopped walking once he reached Iida, who was in the process of amassing a pile of sharp blades off to the side. With Gami’s help, Midoriya bent down and began helping Iida strip the Hero Killer of his weapons. And with each knife he tossed away, a little more life flooded his fingertips.

They’d finished double checking the villain for any other tools he might’ve been hiding just as Todoroki approached them, holding a coil of rope in his hands. Behind him stood the other hero, finally freed from his paralysis. The two of them binded the Hero Killer tightly, looping the rope multiple times to make sure he could not escape. Once they were finished, Todoroki used the end of the rope like a leash, dragging the murderer’s unconscious body out of the alley with little care.

The other hero, who Midoriya learned was Native, offered to carry him after noticing his favoring of his right leg, but out of some mixed amalgamation of spite and pride, he refused. His arms were practically back to normal again, the sensation having faded in just under a few minutes. And now that his motor skills were less compromised than before, he stubbornly chose to continue using the scythe as a cane, wanting to walk out of the alley alongside them as a sign of victory.

It really had to do more with personal pride, however, as his sign of victory was Iida’s living, breathing body, and not the cold light of his soul in his hands.

Native sulked in shame beside them as they treaded out. “I’m sorry… I’m a pro, and yet I was just a burden on you all.”

But Midoriya shook his head. “No… in a one-on-one fight against the Hero Killer’s quirk, I don’t think there’s anything you could’ve done. He was just too strong…”

Flashes of red and silver entered his vision again, and the stench of rotting flesh started to creep forward, but he quickly pushed that all aside.

The fight was over.

No one had died today.

“Even three-on-one, we barely managed to win by the skin of our teeth, “ Todoroki agreed, “and that was only because of the mistakes he made himself. He forgot about Izuku’s quick recovery, and completely underestimated the raw power of both Iida’s speed and the shockwaves from Izuku’s explosions.”

They all swallowed heavily, finally stepping out of the alleyway and back to the light of the street.

It was truly a miracle they had all managed to survive.

“What the hell are you doing here?!”

Midoriya turned, recognizing the voice, only to see one furious Gran Torino barging towards him. But after the harrowing ordeal he’d just gone through, seeing the angry pro filled him with relief rather than fear. “Gran Torino!!”

The elder stomped up to him, seething lightly, but calmed after noticing his wounded leg. He placed his hands on his hips, and dropped his shoulders in defeat. “Well, I don’t know what happened, but for the time being, I’m just glad you’re alright.”

He was. He was alright.

Everything was okay again.

More pros appeared from the area Gran Torino had come from, all corralling around the small group. And upon realizing who Todoroki dragged behind him, as well as the multiple injuries of the party, they scrambled into overgear. One moved aside to call an ambulance, another pair moved to take the restrained villain from Todoroki’s hold.

Todoroki looked around, realizing a familiar face was missing. “Endeavor isn’t here. Is he still fighting against the Nomus?”

One of the pros nodded. “Yeah. We came here because our quirks don’t work well against those villains.”

Regardless, Midoriya was just relieved. Here they all were, surrounded by pros, the Hero Killer defeated. Nothing bad was going to happen anymore. Everything was going to be okay again.

“Both of you…”

Midoriya turned back around, leaning into his scythe, only to see Iida in a deep bow, head downcast, hair overshadowing his eyes and guilt.

“You both sustained wounds because of me. I’m… I’m truly sorry.”

A dark spot hit the pavement below, but unlike all of his previous premonitions, this time, it wasn’t red.

“I was so blinded by my overwhelming hate-” Iida’s disheveled hair hid the pain in his eyes, but it couldn’t block the tears trickling down his cheeks- “I pushed you away…”

Midoriya’s heart skipped a beat.

“Does that mean… you don’t hate me anymore…?”

Iida wasn’t prepared for Midoriya to tackle him, holding onto him so tightly it was like he was afraid of losing him. He wasn’t prepared for Midoriya to start laughing so joyously, he could raise the sun with the sound alone. He wasn’t prepared for Midoriya to start crying so openly, it could’ve been mistaken for the simplicity of rain.

He wasn’t prepared for Midoriya to hug him like he missed him.

“I’m just… I’m just so happy to have you back, Iida.”

He wasn’t prepared to weep harder at his words.

Todoroki only smiled from the outside, letting his friends have the moment they so desperately needed. He finally let out the breath he’d been holding since the end of the Sports Festival. They were alright. Everything was alright.

It was all finally okay again.

“DUCK!!”

Midoriya perked sharply at Gran Torino’s yell, only to see the monstrous winged Nomu from before heading straight towards them. He could hear cries around him, but he couldn’t make out the words, stuck staring at the two beady eyes of the creature permanently fixed on him. He thought he heard Iida beside him gasp out, and that’s what kicked his body into overdrive.

He dropped his scythe to the floor, pushing Iida to the ground with it. He just got him back. He couldn’t… he couldn’t lose him again.

Midoriya could only choke on air in retaliation, as a large claw grabbed him by the torso and squeezed the life out of him before taking off into the skies.

“IZUKU!!”

All the streetlamps down the road shattered.

The Nomu ascended higher with another powerful flap of its wings, blowing Midoriya’s hat off his head and back down to the earth below. They were getting so high, he could barely make out his friends, the pros, his mentor. He struggled in its tight grip, one of his arms caught in the claw and pinned to his side. But what would he do if he managed to escape now? Plunge to his death and “die?” He wasn’t sure Gran Torino could reach this level of altitude to catch him if he did.

The Nomu turned a corner, and the last thing Midoriya saw was the equally frightening sight of the Hero Killer rising to his feet, before he lost sight of everyone entirely.

He struggled pointlessly, kicking out his good leg in hopes of managing to strike the monster. But what good would it do? The Nomu seemed intent on taking him with it, but a creature like it had nowhere left to go in the burning hellscape that was Hosu.

Nowhere but back to its creator.

“I want to hear that heroic little facade of yours break.”

No…

“Why do you keep going when no one is here to save you?!”

No.

“I’ll just take him to Sensei. He’ll know what to do…”

NO.

Midoriya couldn’t reach the Nomu with his free hand from his angle, at least, not anywhere that would completely incapacitate it. So he desperately resummoned his scythe back to his hand, struggling to hold its weight in midair. He could fall and live from such a height, but he couldn’t defend himself as a pile of flesh and bones. So he anxiously waited until the Nomu was stupid enough to fly over a low-rise building, and with all the fear and might left in his blood, he swung the scythe up, hoping his pitiful strike would manage to catch its wings.

The deafening screech of agony that followed was enough of a warning for Midoriya to brace himself for impact.

The teen rolled out to the edge of the roof they landed on, the Nomu losing its grip on him as it barreled into the concrete. The scythe had been dislodged on impact, but the injury, as well as the crash itself, was enough of a distraction. The Nomu was screaming at this point, crying out animalistically as it wept from its pain, far too preoccupied to worry about its lost cargo.

Midoriya unsummoned his weapon, before starting to drag himself away. His leg was far too injured to stand on, much less walk, but he could’ve made do with his scythe as a cane if it weren’t for the new injuries he received. Deep gashes spread along his sides from the Nomu’s claw, his lungs heaving from exhaustion. His pinned arm hadn’t been spared either, now bleeding heavily along the roof. And the crash itself had surely broken something in his chest by the way he wheezed painfully with every breath. He couldn’t pick himself up, he could barely muster the strength to crawl, but the overwhelming fear in his blood pushed him to get away, to get back to safety. To Iida, to Todoroki, to Gami, where he knew it was safe.

He could hear a ripping sound behind him, one he never hoped to hear again.

He crawled faster, ignoring the way his body screamed in protest, ignoring how blood only seeped from his quicker. He was at the edge of the roof; there was nowhere left to go. He didn’t dare look behind him, his heart far too petrified of seeing that purple void once again. He couldn’t, he couldn’t do it, not again.

“I hope you can explain it to me.”

The scar on his wrist throbbed.

Falling off the roof would probably knock him unconscious at the very least, but anything was better than seeing who he knew was reaching for him right now.

Midoriya pushed himself over the edge, bracing for the jolt of either splattering on the pavement or Shigaraki hoisting him back up, but he felt neither.

Instead, he felt the jolt of the Hero Killer catching him midair, carrying him under the arm as they landed, before setting him down rather gently behind him on the street.

The Hero Killer stood almost defensively in front of him, wielding a small dagger that had gone unnoticed as he and Iida stripped him of weaponry. Midoriya tried to pick himself back up, to run or fight or anything other than lying helplessly, but his body refused, shutting down from overwhelm.

High on the roof above, Shigaraki exited Kurogiri’s portal, the mist man following suit. They stood right on the edge of the roof, now stained with the boy’s blood, staring down at the duo below.

Shigaraki rolled his eyes in annoyance. “Of course you’d be here, nothing can ever go the way that I want, can it?” He ignored the deafening cries of his injured Nomu behind him, focusing his hateful stare at the murderer below.

The Hero Killer did not respond, continuing to hold up the blade unyieldingly. But from his close proximity, Midoriya couldn’t miss his soft wheezing.

Again he tried to stand. Again his body failed him.

“I wish one of my Nomus had found you and picked you off,” he continued rather casually. “I’m so tired of hearing about Hero Killer this and Hero Killer that; it gets so old after a while. But my Nomus tearing up all of Hosu, now that’s much more interesting…”

It was already hard enough for Midoriya to breathe, but the sheer tension in the air squeezed his lungs like an old towel. Blood was beginning to pool around him, drenching his costume heavily. At this point, it was probably enough for him to start feeling the effects of death by blood loss: exhaustion, heaviness, poor coordination. He could barely think straight. But even then, his body knew what to be afraid of, unconsciously starting to tremble from more than just blood loss.

Through sheer terror alone, the teen managed to finally pull himself up, now sitting in his blood instead of laying in it. His head immediately started spinning from the sudden movement, unable to focus on what to prioritize first: quelling his bleeding or attempting a desperate escape.

Instead, he sat and heaved, unable to stop the slight shaking in his hands as Shigaraki’s gaze settled on him.

Even from behind that disgusting mummified hand on his face, Midoriya could tell he was smiling. “But I see you have something I want, how thoughtful of you. Maybe we can work something out after all...”

“I want to hear that heroic little facade of yours break.”

What?

“Why do you keep going when no one is here to save you?!”

Want…?

“I’ll just take him to Sensei. He’ll know what to do…”

He was never going to leave him alone, was he?

Midoriya wanted to cry, to break down and bawl like he was four again, but his body just didn’t have the energy to spare. He’d barely managed to escape last time, and the only reason he did was because All Might showed up to save him.

He didn’t think he was going to get an All Might this time…

Shigaraki bounced on his heels like an excited child, and somehow, that image only made him feel sicker. The villain clapped his cracked hands together, and the sound made Midoriya flinch into his skin. “How about we make a trade?”

Shigaraki leaned over the edge of the roof slightly, eagerly peering at the duo below. If the Hero Killer reacted at all, Midoriya couldn’t tell.

“You’re in a pretty bad spot here, injured with heroes right on your tail. Kurogiri here can warp you somewhere far away, he could even bring you back to the hideout for Sensei to heal you before you leave. You can keep going on your pointless side quest, all you have to do is hand him over to me in return…”

For as brave as he tried to pretend to be, something in Midoriya broke, some last piece of childhood innocence. He knew first hand how terrible the world was, full of death and violence and injustice, but somehow, some little piece of hope remained. A sliver of belief that maybe he could make things a little bit better, that maybe he could be a light at the end of the tunnel, a symbol. For as much as he tried to distance himself from All Might, some small part of his childhood still held onto those dreams.

But now, as he fought against the water building behind his eyes and the pathetic whimper climbing up his throat, he felt fear kill the last shard of youth he had left.

This was the real world, the hero world.

He had to get away, he had to try. But he could barely manage to slide a few inches back before his body wavered. Even if he did keep moving, the Hero Killer could catch him easily. He was just dragging himself away like a pitiful worm; it wouldn’t be hard at all to stop him. And against a promise of escape and healing, Midoriya knew he didn’t stand a chance. So, like a coward, he accepted what was to come, clutching at his wounds if only to shield himself a little more.

The Hero Killer moved, but not back to grab him, but rather forward, brandishing the dagger in a threatening motion. Even from behind, even without seeing his expression, Midoriya could feel the waves of intensity rolling off his form, completely smothering the air in thickness.

“He is a true hero in this society overrun by fakes. I won’t allow a childish lowlife like you to taint the change he will bring to the world.”

Midoriya didn’t have time to feel surprised as Shigaraki’s responding anger flooded him with a new wave of panic. “All your nonsense about a conviction… just shut up already.”

Shigaraki made a threatening move in response, edging towards the end of the roof.

“You won’t hand him over? Fine. You really think that low level weapon of yours is going to stop me from taking what I want?”

The Hero Killer did not grace him with any thoughtful silence this time. “It’s more than enough to cull your pathetic excuse of a life.”

Sensing the brewing animosity, Midoriya readied himself to summon his weapon. He didn’t think he could properly hold it up in his current state, much less swing it, but god be damned if he was giving up without a fight. On his own, he didn’t stand a chance, but with the Hero Killer on his side, he was only going down kicking and screaming.

Kurogiri, who had been painfully silent throughout the ordeal, finally stepped forward. “The heroes are quickly approaching. We can secure him another time; Sensei would not be pleased if we were wrapped up in this any more.”

Shigaraki groaned with exasperation and returning annoyance. “I hate having to wait, but fine.” He turned away from the edge of the roof, away from the Hero Killer, away from Midoriya. “You had your chance. Maybe I’ll get to read about where they lock you up; that’d be a nice way to end this shitty night.”

Kurogiri created another one of his signature purple portals, walking through it leisurely. Shigaraki moved to follow, before turning around once more to face the two on the street. His eyes met the Hero Killer’s and though Midoriya couldn’t see what was communicated in their stare, by the way the villain in front of him grew slightly more defensive, he was more than ready to see Shigaraki go.

Shigaraki sent him a dismissive wave, and the teen almost wanted to wave back if only to tell him to leave faster.

“See you soon, Midoriya Izuku…”

Shigaraki entered the portal, and the swirling vortex closed as quickly as it came, leaving Midoriya with shivers running up his spine.

He was left sitting on the pavement, clutching his wounds, trying to gather his thoughts. The Hero Killer in front of him breathed out raspily, sending the teen’s blood pressure spiking. But the villain made no sudden movements, seemingly trying to catch his breath just as Midoriya was. His mind strained against the overload of thoughts, his heart racing as he tried to comprehend what just happened. Had the Hero Killer saved him? He had an opportunity to escape, either by taking Shigaraki’s offer or just leaving him to fend for himself. But he didn’t? And now too, why was he staying here? Midoriya could barely move; there was no way he could stop him if he ran now.

“IZUKU!!”

His thoughts were interrupted as Gami flew straight through a building and nearly crashed into him. The streetlamps on this new road started to flicker ominously, but Midoriya barely paid them any mind as he was swamped by his mentor.

“Izuku! Are you hurt?! Did he hurt you?!”

Midoriya wasn’t sure how to respond with the villain in such close proximity, so he merely shook his head, gesturing lightly to his bloody arm and sides.

Gami cursed loudly, moving his successor’s hands to examine the wounds. “Do not worry, the pros are right behind me.”

And sure enough, an entourage of heroes came running out of a nearby alley and poured into the street. Their gasps and calls were enough to capture the Hero Killer’s attention once more, and he silently stumbled around Midoriya to face them.

“Izuku!!”

“Midori!!”

He recognized those voices, and craning his neck, he could make out both Iida and Todoroki in the crowd. What were they doing? They were seriously injured; they should be getting medical attention right now, not scrambling to find him.

He would always be fine, he couldn’t die after all…

“I’m okay!!” Midoriya ignored how much of a lie that was, sitting in a pool of his own blood. It was a lie they all accepted loosely; he was responsive and that was good enough until they all got to a hospital.

One of the pros commanded the group to assume battle positions, and that immediately riled the Hero Killer up again, making him inch closer to them and further from Midoriya.

He took the opportunity to calm the anxious ghost. “None of these are from him, just from the Nomu as it grabbed me. He actually saved me from Shigaraki…”

“Saved you?” Gami was dumbfounded, and then the rest of the thought hit him. “Wait, Shigaraki was here?! Did he hurt you?!”

Again, Midoriya shook his head. “He never got the chance. The Hero Killer wouldn’t let him.”

They both looked up, watching the tense stalemate between both parties as both waited for the other to make the first move.

“Let me help you up at least. I am not sure if this will end calmly.”

Gami hooked his hands under Midoriya’s arms, and they were in the process of making the movement seem realistic, when a burst of fire came from another alley. The area warmed considerably as Endeavor, adorned in his hellflames, strolled out angrily.

“The Nomu went this way-” He started aloud, before the whole situation in front of him hit his thoughts. “The Hero Killer!!”

Endeavor rushed forward, preparing a massive fireball in his hands, completely ignoring the gravity of the tension, but Gran Torino raced out to stop him.

“Todoroki!! Stop!!” The elder held out an arm. “He has my student!!”

Endeavor hesitated, and that was all the Hero Killer needed, stepping forwards as his shredded mask finally peeled off his face, foam dripping from his gaping maw.

“Another phony…”

Everyone in the area was immediately paralyzed, but not by the Hero Killer’s quirk. A wave of overwhelming fear washed over them, gluing them to their spots in the street. Midoriya nearly stumbled back to the ground; he would’ve if it weren’t for Gami making sure he stayed upright. He trembled in the ghost’s grasp, unable to pull himself back together to stand on his own.

“The fake must be rectified…” The villain took another step forward, the horrific look in his unguarded eyes piercing the crowd. “Someone… someone must stain himself in his blood…”

Even Endeavor recoiled, more than put off by the sheer display of tenacity and fervor. Midoriya couldn’t help but imagine the Hero Killer’s expression, the only one not able to see it. His imagination ran farther and faster than he could stop, filled with the snippets of his visions and nightmares as the mixed scent of blood and rotting flesh creeped back into his mind. His heart started to race once more, charging unstoppably through his veins.

Gami curled away submissively, almost hiding behind his successor. Midoriya wasn’t sure if the trembles running across his skin were Gami’s or his own.

“The word ‘hero’ must be restored!!”

He took one bold step forward, and the entire group took one terrified step back.

“Come!! Just try it, you fakes!!”

Something greater than fear oozed off him at that moment, as he faced down a slew of pro heroes with only a small blade. It was no longer fear that infected all of them, but the terror of madness.

“The only one allowed to kill me… is All Might!!”

No one could move. No one could do anything as the Hero Killer made his declaration, all of them stuck, paralyzed in a prison of their own flesh and bone, hearts beating, blood, rushing, lungs choking-

A sharp metallic clang echoed along the street, and the clean blade in the Hero Killer’s hand dropped to the pavement, snapping everyone out of their oppression. The villain himself did not react, frozen in time before them all; he wasn’t even breathing.

Endeavor was the first to speak, but even his voice came out soft and weak compared to normal. “He’s… lost consciousness.”

Most everyone dropped to their knees, completely overtaken by relief and overwhelm. Midoriya was one to follow. His heart was racing in his chest, threatening to burst out of his ribcage and splatter on the asphalt. His ears pounded with the rush of blood and adrenaline, but as it all started to wear down, Midoriya stumbled. His leg was still bleeding profusely, blood running down in waves. His arms couldn’t hold in all the blood leaking from his sides, red starting to spill out between the gaps. Something in his chest ached with every breath, his lungs spent from barely managing to keep him breathing through all the bouts of immense terror.

It was all finally over, and that included him. His body just couldn’t last one moment more.

He didn’t have the energy to mutter out silent apologies, simply reciting them in his head as he collapsed with a hard thud to the ground.

Notes:

This chapter is so cool. I just wanna say. I churned this out so fast, it’s unreal. I love this arc so much, I’m actually sad to see it end.

Most of this fight goes the same, there wasn’t too much reason to change it other than in some areas, mainly due to Midoriya having some new techniques with his blasts. Even still, I planned it out extensively, mostly because that’s what I do. There’s some very slight pacing issues, but I’m very happy with the finished product overall.

A lot of loose ends got tied up here. Iida’s finally back to normal, that strange hate of his broken by Midoriya’s speech just before Todoroki arrived. That speech itself seemed to have gotten to Stain, from how aggressively he was trying to hold only his beliefs. I’d been planning that moment for a long time, since just before ch 30. The Aftermath of Ishihara was so important to the overall plot, giving MIdoriya a chance to see his errors and change for this fight, because otherwise, he may as well have had an existential crisis in the middle of the fight.

It took me some time to figure out how to insert Shigaraki into this chapter, but I’d known for a while that he needed to have an interaction with Midoriya in here at some point. After all, they are exact opposites of one another, and in order to make that dynamic work, as well as some of the stuff I have planned for later, they need to have as many interactions as possible to kick off their development.

That’s about it. Things are going to get a little slower from here, but you all know what’s coming next…

Death’s Touch: Anything Midoriya touches starts to decay immediately, regardless of the amount of fingers touching. This ability works on both the living and the non living. At first, Midoriya couldn’t control this ability, as it activated immediately without his consent. However, now he is able to control the activation on humans and non living objects, being able to start and stop the decay at will. However, he had gained no progress with plant or animal life. Any damage done to living organisms with this power cannot be healed.

Death’s Scythe: Midoriya can summon a scythe to fight with at will. The scythe vaguely resembles a bird’s beak, and has a hole near the start of the blade. The scythe is the only item that can’t be destroyed by Death’s Touch. The Death’s Touch ability can be shared with the scythe at Midoriya’s will, however it can only decay what it cuts. The decay follows the same rules as Death’s Touch. He can also make the scythe disappear at will when he is finished with it or to free his hands.

Immortality: Midoriya is immortal and cannot die. However, he can still get hurt and scarred. The immortality ability doesn’t provide any regeneration, but any wounds that could be detrimental to his job, such as lost/broken limbs and organs, will be healed the next day.

Premonition: Midoriya can see flash images of people who may die before they are supposed to. Normally, he cannot interfere with death, as it’s his job, but he has the option of attempting to save anyone he views in a premonition. These premonitions are bare and don’t provide much information other than the person themselves and their demise, occasionally revealing the setting and attacker, if any. The premonitions can come true between an hour after viewing to 3 days later.

Soul Contact: When a person dies, their soul is immediately sent to Midoriya. He can see, touch, and hold these souls. When holding a soul, Midoriya can see the most important memories and decisions attached to that soul, and hence that person.

Soul Sorting: This ability allows Midoriya to decide which part of the afterlife a soul moves on to. The areas of the afterlife can only be summoned with intent and the swipe of a hand, with the areas themselves being represented by flames. The areas that he can choose from are Paradise, Purgatory, and the Underworld. Once Midoriya decides where the soul best fits, it is sent to the being of that respective area. If approved, the soul stays in that area forever, the exception being Purgatory. Souls in Purgatory can be moved again to either Paradise or the Underworld, however, this is not Midoriya’s decision. If rejected, the soul is sent back to him for reevaluation. All souls must be sorted within 24 hours of Midoriya receiving them, with rejected souls resetting their time limits once they get back to him. Failure to sort a soul within its time limit may result in serious unknown punishment.

Chapter 43: All Bad Things Come To An End

Summary:

At the edge of everything worse lies the glimmer of peace. So faint that at first, Midoriya practically missed it, practically forgot it existed. But it was there, and everyone he loved led him to it.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Midoriya was pretty sure he woke up in a hospital bed, and even though his vision was spotty, mostly from the blinding lights above him, he was still ashamed to say it took him longer than a moment to remember whether this was a foggy memory of the aftermath of USJ, the Sports Festival, or a particularly rough night in Hosu.

He groaned, trying to raise a hand to shadow his face, but he only caused himself more discomfort upon disturbing his healing skin.

Ok, definitely Hosu.

“Izuku?” He could hear Gami’s voice from the side, laced with some emotional wetness that was starting to become more common. “Oh, please be alright. I cannot do this again…”

Midoriya struggled, trying to reach out to his mentor. “G… Gami? What’s goi-”

“Izuku!”

“Midori!”

The teen flinched at the loud noise, and yet rolled over on his side to try and shield himself from the light so he could open his eyes. “Shouto? Iida?”

He could hear scrambling as he blinked to adjust to the harsh whiteness of the hospital atmosphere. He was in a hospital bed, dressed in a scratchy gown with the uncomfortable rub of bandages against his chest, arm, and leg. And as his eyes finally settled in his surroundings, he could make out both Todoroki and Iida practically hanging off their hospital beds.

“Izuku! You’re finally up!” Todoroki all but shouted, leaning over the edge of his bed towards the waking boy beside him. “How are you feeling?”

“Like I got hit by a train,” Midoriya groaned again, his lungs creaking from rust. “What happened?”

Iida piped up this time. “What do you remember?”

Midoriya had to think long and hard. “The Hero Killer saved me, and then you guys all showed up. He scared the shit out of me, and then I think he just stopped? I don’t know, it’s all pretty blurry after that…”

Todoroki and Iida shared a look. “Saved you?”

“Yeah, from Shigaraki,” he casually said as if it were the simplest thing in the world. When his friends did not respond in the same manner, he rambled further, his mind and filter still fairly muddy. “That’s where I figured the Nomu was taking me, so I crashed it. But when Shigaraki showed up anyway, I thought I was going to-“

He shot up, ignoring the way his body screamed in protest at the jarring movement. A hand reached to his chest, clutching at his heart, about to burst from his ribs. His friends, his mentor, all cried out in concern, but he couldn’t hear them over the thumping of blood in his ears. Blood suddenly tainted with the rush of fear again.

“But I see you have something I want, how thoughtful of you. Maybe we can work something out after all..”

A tear escaped him, one held back from the absolute terror he tasted looking up at Shigaraki’s maniacal expression.

“See you soon, Midoriya Izuku…”

He thought he was going to never see the outside world again.

Todoroki had moved off his bed, settling beside him with a hand on his back, rubbing softly. That woke Midoriya out of his trance, wiping away the evidence of weakness that escaped him.

“It’s alright, Izuku. You don’t have to tell us-”

“He was going to take me with him… back to the League, when the Hero Killer showed up. Shigaraki offered him a chance to escape, but he didn’t. I… I don’t think I’d be here if he left…”

A quiet moment passed where no one uttered a sound, all realizing just how close they’d come to sheer disaster.

Iida was the first to speak. “We should tell one of the pros about this, because if we didn’t know, I doubt they somehow do.”

“Yeah… I mean, the Nomus are obviously a part of the League, but-” But he hadn’t expected for either Shigaraki or Kurogiri to be in Hosu, much less in person. He’d seen the multitude of monsters tearing into the city and assumed the most childish man alive wouldn’t be there to witness the destruction himself. It hadn’t even crossed his mind and he’d almost paid the price.

“You really think that low level weapon of yours is going to stop me from taking what I want?”

He knew he only had the Hero Killer to thank, but that thought only made his stomach bile curdle.

“W-What happened after?” The change in subject was painful, overpowering the dull aches in his sides. Thankfully, neither Iida nor Todoroki made mention of it.

Midoriya, with Gami’s help, scooted just enough to give Todoroki room to sit on the edge of his bed rather than stand. He made no comment but did sit gracefully, keeping his hand pressed comfortably on Midoriya’s back, running up and down in delicate, almost fearful touches.

“It really wasn’t much,” he started hesitantly. “You passed out right after the Hero Killer did. The pros secured him for good, the ambulance arrived, and we’ve been in here since.”

“One of the pros stopped by earlier, but only for a short moment,” Iida added, now sitting at the foot of his bed, which was across from them, just to try and get closer to the radiating emotional support. “Apparently what knocked the Hero Killer out was a broken rib piercing his lung. He is expected to survive surgery however.”

Midoriya shuddered, causing Todoroki to pull him closer to the warmth of his left side in response. But it wasn’t the thought of the Hero Killer surviving that had his blood rushed with anxiety.

“Midoriya dear, you would have died.”

He knew how that kind of pain felt. And the hissing of his lung like a popped balloon wasn’t a fate he’d wish on anyone. Really, the pain of death was not a punishment that usually crossed his mind, and the few times it ever did, he was left sickened at his own thoughts.

He looked back up at his friends. Todoroki had thick bandages wrapped around the arm that had been impaled with knives, with only small dots of red as proof of the heavy bleeding from before. Both of Iida’s arms were in slings: one from the stab wound the Hero Killer had initially used to paralyze him, and the other from the blades he’d intentionally thrown himself in front of to protect Todoroki. And yet they sat so alert, so concerned for his well being, when it should’ve been the other way around. He was the one supposed to save Iida, he was the one who’d unintentionally brought Todoroki into the fray, yet here he was, being coddled because he’d walked away the most injured again.

And despite the guilt that flooded him, he selfishly clung onto the ending he’d seen in his head, and how the present he was graced with currently was not the same.

He really was lucky. Unfairly so.

“That’s odd.” Todoroki drastically changed the subject again, pointing upwards toward the ceiling. “The lights stopped flickering.”

Confused, Midoriya looked up, only for his eyes to shy away from the brightness. “What?”

“The lights were flickering the entire time we’ve been in here, but it seems as if they’ve stopped.” Iida filled in. “Maintenance must have fixed whatever the electrical issue was.”

Todoroki shrugged dismissively. “I guess…”

There was a quiet knock at the door to their room, instantly making Todoroki shoot up from his spot on Midoriya’s bed and return to his own. The door slid open a moment after, allowing Gran Torino, Manuel, and a man with a dog head that Midoriya had never seen before to walk in.

“Good to see you all up and awake,” Gran Torino chirped, but it lacked his usual amount of sarcastic life, instead remaining seriously dull. The elder strutted right up to the side of Midoriya’s cot, looking the boy over. “I want to grumble my heart out, but… I’m just glad to see you alright.”

Midoriya wasn’t sure if he was “alright,” clutching self consciously at his injured sides, but he nodded anyway, the words getting caught in his throat.

“More importantly, now that you’re all up, you have a visitor.” Manuel gestured to the unknown man standing just behind them, clearing the way for him. “The chief of the Hosu Police Precinct, Tsuragamae Kenji.”

Immediately, all the children stood from their beds in the polite manners that had been drilled into all of them since they were young. Todoroki and Iida had little trouble doing so, but Midoriya, in the truest of fashions, forgot at that moment that his leg was still gravely wounded, and nearly dropped to his feet in shock. Thankfully, Todoroki was more than ready to catch him, holding him up in his arms.

The police chief instantly waved his hands. “Don’t worry, you can remain seated. I know you’ve had it quite rough.”

Todoroki helped Midoriya back onto his bed, refusing to allow him even a peep of argument that he could still stand. Midoriya did not argue, in fact, allowing the weight of his body to be taken off his weaker leg. He audibly sighed in relief upon sitting again, letting himself truly relax for the first time in three days.

No one had died tonight.

“So you’re the ones who put a stop to the Hero Killer,” the chief chuckled lightly. “You’re U.A. kids all right…”

And yet somehow, that thought was not as comforting as it should’ve been as Tsuragamae’s expression soured into something much more serious, his muzzle dropping almost like a frown.

That was enough to spark Iida’s memory about their previous conversation, thankfully. “Wait, please! Before you begin! Midori informed us upon his wake that Shigaraki was present in the vicinity-”

Tsuragamae didn’t look surprised, in fact, none of the pros did, catching the group of teens off guard. “Ah yes, the Hero Killer adamantly insisted that he tell us of the League of Villains’ presence and interest in your classmate, despite the risk of aggravating his injured lung.” The man turned to Midoriya, with almost gentleness in his eyes. “I will have to take your statement on the matter later, but for now, I am glad to see you well and with us.”

Midoriya held his head in his free hand in confusion. First saving and defending him from Shigaraki despite his opportunity to escape, and now risking the worsening of his injuries to inform police about the matter. He knew the villain considered him to be a “true hero,” but was he really worth all this effort? They were on opposing sides; he’d passively witnessed 17 of the Hero Killer’s murders without being able to do anything about them. And yet…

It made him sick to admit he was genuinely confused about this man. He didn’t understand. Everything was so much easier when he was looking in black and white, but now that he was forcing himself through gray, everything just hurt.

“Actually, regarding the Hero Killer… he sustained some pretty serious injuries: several burns, bone fractures, a collapsed lung.” The chief continued on his previous train of thought. “He is currently undergoing treatment for them, but is expected to make a full recovery.”

Midoriya could feel Todoroki’s conflicting emotions through the drastic fluctuation in temperature behind him, and in an effort to comfort him like he had done for Midoriya earlier, he drifted a hand back along the bed. Slowly, Midoriya could feel the sheets move as Todoroki’s hand slid next to his, their fingers almost touching, a wash of emotional relief capturing them both.

“Since you’re all U.A. students, I’m sure you already know that when superpowers were still becoming the norm, the police attached high importance to leadership and standards. They made sure that quirks were not used as weapons.”

Too focused on the chief’s words, Midoriya failed to notice how Gami’s posture shifted, growing defensive, dropping the room’s temperature by another few degrees. Midoriya had merely assumed it was Todoroki again, and moved his hand closer.

Tsuragamae took a small step forward, that action alone non hostile, but amongst the tension of barely surviving a battle to the death, all the children tensed unconsciously. “Eventually, the profession of ‘hero’ emerged to fill that gap. But for an individual using force and power that could easily kill others to be accepted officially… that was all thanks to early heroes who followed the ethics and rules of this profession. ”

Midoriya’s breath got caught in his throat.

“Owari, I’m giving you full permission to use your quirk to defend and protect!”

His muscles twitched in realization. Todoroki mistook it for nervousness and moved his hand to rest on top of his.

That did nothing to stop the bile from clawing up his throat.

“Even up against the Hero Killer, for uncertified individuals to cause injury with their quirks without specific instructions from their guardians or supervisors is a clear violation of the rules.”

Todoroki’s hand squeezed his out of shock.

“Now, I was made aware that one of you did have explicit permission to use your quirk tonight, and by that-” the chief turned to Midoriya again- “Gran Torino understood that he would legally take the fall for any public backlash because of your actions.” Tsuragamae looked back at all three of them again. “But as for the two of you, and the pro heroes Manuel and Endeavor, that understanding was never established, therefore you must receive strict punishment.”

Midoriya’s posture snapped up, but the words came more hesitantly. That wasn’t fair! It was his fault Todoroki was there in the first place, and if Iida had truly sought out the Hero Killer solely fueled on the hate that came from his supposed curse, then that was his fault too. “B-But wait-”

But Todoroki’s anger beat him to the punch. “If Iida hadn’t done anything, then Native would’ve been killed! And if Izuku hadn’t come, then both of them would’ve died!”

Iida looked over at his friend, shame plastered all over his face. “Todoroki…”

“No one realized that the Hero Killer appeared!”

Midoriya had. He’d known all along, and he hadn’t told anyone. He sunk into his skin in shame, retreating behind his oversized hospital gown and layers of bandages. But how was he supposed to?! He was only trying to keep his secret safe! He was trying to keep himself safe from prying and backlash and possibly even losing his only shot at his dream.

But at the possible expense of Iida’s life, and now his friends’ careers? How selfish…

“Are you saying we should’ve just followed the rules and watched people get killed?!” Todoroki took a clearly hostile step forward, and that finally prompted Midoriya to step in before the situation could possibly get any worse. He turned around, ignoring how his body begged him to stop, and held a hand out in front of his friend, squeezing his other hand back if only to remind him that they were safe.

No one had died tonight.

Why didn’t that make him feel any better?

“W-Wait-”

“Are you saying that as long as it turns out alright, it’s okay to bend the rules?”

All three children flinched at the calm, unwavering tone of the chief, and then practically flinched a second time at his steely stare.

Todoroki did not advance any further, remaining right next to Midoriya, but his head still snapped like a rabid dog on a chain. “Isn’t it a hero’s job to save people?!”

But Tsuragamae merely lowered his head with closed eyes. “That’s why you aren’t full fledged heroes yet. Goodness, what has U.A. and Endeavor been teaching you…”

That was enough. Todoroki ripped his hand from Midoriya’s, pushing past without care as he moved to confront the man. Both Iida and Midoriya cried out, trying to calm their friend, but with Iida’s slinged arms and Midoriya’s weak leg, neither could move to hold Todoroki back.

Thankfully, Gran Torino stepped forward, holding out his hand in the teen’s way. “Hang on a minute. Hear him out to the end.”

Todoroki scoffed loudly, but stopped in his path, taking a step back to stand at the foot of Midoriya’s bed. Midoriya scooted a little closer to the end, if only to remind him that he was there.

The chief dropped his shoulders in what looked like relief. Whether that was real in any amount, Midoriya couldn’t tell. “That was the official opinion of the police, and the punishments would only happen if this was all made public.” He rubbed at his nose, still an eerily calm look plastered across his muzzle. “If this were made public, you all would probably be endlessly applauded, but then you would not be able to escape punishment.”

The three of them shared a look. None could be certain of what it was.

“On the other hand— and this is a bit underhanded— if this was not made public, then the burn scars would support Endeavor being the hero who stopped the Hero Killer. There weren’t many witnesses, so this violation could end here, but that would also mean no one would know of your achievements tonight.”

Todoroki’s eyes narrowed and his body visibly tensed.

“Of course, there is a third option. Because Midoriya was the only one to properly get permission to use his quirk, he could take full credit for stopping the Hero Killer.” Tsuragamae proposed with a shrug. “But that would also mean he would take full public backlash for the brutal injuries. Gran Torino would take responsibility for his actions, and anything he may have done that could be considered against the law, but that would not stop the public from potentially turning against him, especially with his easily villainized quirk. Plus, that would still not explain away the burn scars…”

Both Iida and Todoroki instinctively turned to Midoriya, and he couldn’t stop the natural cowardice in him. He shied away, unable to bring his eyes up to meet them. He didn’t like how much fear that option put into his heart. He didn’t like how afraid he was of his own power, to the point where even he couldn’t trust its ability to do good. But he also didn’t like the way Todoroki shifted at the option before. He didn’t like how he could feel the temperature drop around him.

If the chief noticed the tension between the teens, he didn’t care.

“So which do you prefer? Personally, I don’t want to be the one to find fault in you promising young heroes because of one big mistake.”

For a moment, none of them said a word. But Midoriya was tired of letting his hesitation shut him up.

“I-I don’t mind taking the blame for this…” he stumbled out. “I know it wouldn’t be fair to you guys but-”

Todoroki turned to face him sharply. “Why are you forcing yourself? It’s obvious you aren’t comfortable with that option. I saw how you reacted when it was brought up-”

“And I saw how you reacted if Endeavor was going to take the credit.” Midoriya looked at him sternly, the first time since that his gaze finally hardened from the soft vulnerability that it was upon waking. “It was my fault that you were even caught up in this in the first place. This… it’s the least I can do.”

“No.” Iida interrupted them both. “It was my fault you both were caught up in my mess. But if I were to choose an option off of punishing myself, I’d say let me be punished and the public know the truth, and that’s not fair to either of you.”

Todoroki nodded in agreement. “I’m glad I got your message; I’m glad I was there and that I could help instead of finding out when… you both didn’t return to class. I think I speak for Iida as well when I say we’re in this together. We either all get punished together or we don’t. You’re not going to be the scapegoat alone.”

Midoriya tried to swallow his tears; he desperately needed a good cry, but not in front of two pro heroes and the chief of Hosu police. Still, he couldn’t stop the trickles of salt from escaping the corners of his eyes. He hunched in on himself to try and hide his shame, and Todoroki quickly pulled him into a half-armed hug to block the sight from view. If anyone noticed, which was nearly impossible not to, no one said a word.

No one had died tonight.

He needed to start small.

Iida rose from his bed, capturing everyone’s attention; even Midoriya’s head rose from its sheltered place, eyes nothing more than reddened and gown dotted with splotchy stains. He stopped before Manuel and Tsuragamae and then lowered himself into a deep bow, even with both arms in splints.

“I am truly sorry.”

Manuel leaned forward slightly, hitting him lightly on the crown of his bowed head. “I’m sure you know the trouble you’ve caused. If you understand, then don’t do it again.”

Midoriya’s stomach shifted uncomfortably, racked with a familiar level of guilt he never grew accustomed to. He broke away from Todoroki, shuffling to the edge of his bed where he too could bow his head, his hair masking the overwhelming wrong that shone from his eyes. “I-I’m sorry as well. There were other… better decisions I could’ve made beforehand, but I put people in danger instead.”

A hand rested on Midoriya’s shoulder, and at first he thought it was Todoroki’s, but the cold, undead chill gave it away.

“My instincts caused me to hesitate, and instead I chose to be selfish when I could have done more. And for that… I am sorry.”

Midoriya nearly swiveled his head back, but the raw sincerity in Gami’s voice stopped him long before he even remembered there were others around him.

Todoroki was the last to bow. “I apologize. Please take care of it.”

Neither Iida nor Midoriya argued with the choice.

The chief nodded. “Because of the unfairness of adults, you will not be able to receive the collective praise you would have probably gotten, but at least-”

Tsuragamae then gave a deep bow in return.

“As someone who also protects the peace, I thank you.”

Midoriya shrank bashfully and undeservingly, catching Todoroki also shy away out of embarrassment. Iida moved to look at them, and the three smiled softly together, completely missing the exit of the pro heroes and the chief of Hosu police, leaving the children to catch up on whatever rest they possibly could after such a stressful night. But no one went to sleep right away. Why would they sleep when instead they could hug and laugh and cry and remind each other that by some ungodly miracle, they’d all made it out alive and together.

No one had died tonight.

And for tonight, that was enough.

When they eventually passed out from exhaustion, Gami made sure that all three were comfortably tucked in before standing guard in front of the room door.

 


 

The next morning, both Iida and Todoroki were promptly whisked away into surgery before Midoriya even had a chance to wake and see them off. Upon his eventual wake, he was bombarded with nurses at his bedside, checking his vitals in awe. Apparently he’d healed much faster than they’d anticipated overnight; his major life threatening injuries had settled away from fatality almost completely. His condition was so much of an improvement he no longer needed the surgery planned for him that morning.

Midoriya laughed it off. What a miracle. Nothing supernatural to see here…

Still, that left him by himself for the next few hours while his friends’ injuries were being treated. Unfortunately, none of the nurses would allow him to leave the room for some fresh air, so he had to settle for waiting for all the hospital staff to finally leave him alone before getting some space to breathe.

Finally, when the last nurse assured him there would be no more medical visits until his friends returned and promptly left the room, Midoriya audibly exhaled before turning to his mentor directly for the first time in nearly half a day.

“Hey, Gami-” The ghost turned to him, floating up to his bedside- “I wanted to talk to you-”

“I am sorry, I know I should have listened to you last night and properly searched for Iid-”

“Stop.”

Midoriya held out his hand. Gami did. He then sighed, bringing it back down.

“Look, I wish you had actually split up to search instead of staying close to me, but if you had, you might not have been back in time to save Iida and Todoroki’s lives like you did. I can’t be angry at you, because you were right beside me when I needed you.” He looked down into his lap, unable to look in Gami’s general direction anymore. “Really, I was angry because I was thinking about the worst possible thing that could’ve happened, when everything had already worked itself out in the best way I could’ve asked, and I took it out on you. For that, I’m sorry; you didn‘t deserve any of that.”

Gami softened, placing both his hands on the sides of Midoriya’s face, pulling his eyes up to look at him. “I appreciate your apology, but I still feel partially to blame for purposely ignoring what you asked of me. Can we instead… agree to forgive each other?”

Midoriya smiled, placing his hands atop Gami’s cold ones. “Of course.”

He was really lucky to have a partner like him.

“I’m glad we worked that out-” he pulled Gami’s hands down, but still held them in his own- “but that actually wasn’t what I wanted to talk to you about…”

The ghost cocked his head, waiting patiently for his successor to continue.

“I’ve been noticing over the past few days, but I wasn’t sure enough to bring anything up. Yesterday sealed the deal for me…”

“Um… I am afraid I do not understand.”

“You’ve been writing in my notebook for me while I practice, bringing me groceries while I shop, you’ve even pushed in my chair for me after dinner.” Midoriya shrugged to himself. “I thought it was odd at first, but those were all so minor, I didn’t think much of it. But yesterday, you pulled the Hero Killer’s scarf so hard you made him stumble, you knocked one of his swords right out of the sky; when the Nomu grabbed me, you screamed so loudly that every street lamp on that street shattered.”

Gami looked a little nervous at that point. “I… I suppose I did.”

“I thought it was a little strange that you were so insistent on being near me at all times. And then last night, Todoroki mentioned how the room lights were flickering until a little after I woke up-”

“I do not mean to be rude by interrupting, but what exactly are you getting at here?”

Midoriya looked at him pointedly, but gave in. “You’re acting a lot like a poltergeist, Gami.”

His mentor had no outward reaction, merely floating in silence for an awkward amount of time.

“I am afraid you must enlighten me. What is a ‘poltergeist’?”

“Ah, right,” Midoriya mumbled under his breath, “you don’t know what that is…”

The teen shifted to the edge of the bed, causing Gami to scoot back to give him room to dangle his legs off the side.

“Poltergeists… there like a certain type of ghost,” he started slowly. “They’re pretty powerful; they’re known for being able to interact with physical objects pretty easily, as well as messing with lights.”

“Ah, I can see how you would make the correlation then.”

Midoriya continued, “The big thing about poltergeists is that they’re very emotional kinds of ghosts. Usually they form an attachment to something important, and just being around that attachment makes them stronger. But they can get really hostile if that attachment is threatened.”

The pieces finally clicked. “You think my sudden inability to separate myself from you is an… attachment?”

“Everything else fits.” Midoriya nodded.

“But why now? Wouldn’t I have had this attachment to you earlier in the years we have been together? I have only found myself unable to leave your side as of recently.”

Midoriya tapped his chin thoughtfully. “I’m not really sure. Poltergeists also tend to be really emotional compared to other ghosts, and you haven’t really been like that until recently too.” The teen looked up sharply at his mentor all of a sudden. “Have you remembered anything new or important lately? New memories would definitely be an emotional spark.”

“I have not,” Gami lied like the liar he was. “How exactly do you know all this about poltergeists? It is not something I have taught you as a Death.”

The teen almost didn’t notice the sudden shift in topic. “Well, I didn’t start noticing until recently, but a lot of the souls I sort happen to share… trends I guess? I don’t know, it was just these little things that totally unrelated souls had in common. Some souls can stay bright regardless of time after death or intensity. Some souls can share their memories like premonitions. Some souls can project emotions onto me. But no soul ever has more than one of these trends, so I got curious.”

Midoriya suddenly looked away, his cheeks rosy with light embarrassment.

“Looking back on it now, it sounds kind of silly… but I tried to see what I could find online. I thought maybe there was someone with a quirk that was something like my powers, maybe someone who knew a little more about… well you know.” He scratched at his neck sheepishly. “Of course, there wasn’t; a discovery like that would’ve made it to the news. But science-fiction was surprisingly accurate to what I noticed… that or just really generalizing.”

“So you are beginning to classify souls? And I fit this ‘poltergeist’ kind?”

“I-I mean, I guess? I’m not really trying to classify anyone, I just got curious,” he admitted. “But yeah, you do fit poltergeist pretty well. Though, to be fair, there could be lots of other kinds of souls; the only ones I feel confident in saying I know are poltergeists and yūrei.”

Gami didn’t even bother to ask about the other one. “I suppose the title is fine. I do not personally mind it.”

Midoriya looked a little relieved. “Just… let me know if you notice anything else new. Like I said, poltergeists are known for being pretty strong, and considering how long we’ve known each other, your strength is growing fast all of a sudden. I don’t want anything to catch us off guard…”

“I… I will, I promis-”

The door to the hospital room opened, and a nurse wheeled in Todoroki.

“Shouto!!” Midoriya scrambled to the edge of his bed, trying to follow his friend as he was moved through the room. Why was he in a wheelchair? As far as he knew, he was the only one who had injured his legs in last night’s fight. Did something go wrong in his surgery? “Are you alright? Did something happen to your legs?”

“Don’t worry Izuku, I am alright. The nurse merely insisted I be wheeled back to the room after the surgery.” Todoroki pushed himself up onto his bed as the nurse took the wheelchair and left. “My surgery was deemed successful and my arm should heal with no complications.”

Midoriya almost crumbled in relief, relaxing back into his pillows. “Oh thank goodness. That’s so good to hear.”

The two mellowed into silence. Midoriya was a little annoyed that he couldn't finish his conversation with Gami, but that was balanced out by the utter relief that at least Todoroki was going to be alright. The weeks of nonstop Hero Killer premonitions had taken a lot out of him, and when they culminated into the hell that was last night, the teen had no energy left to resist becoming a pathetic, reliant mess.

He knew he needed it; he had still yet to have the good cry he promised himself once this fiasco was over, but he couldn’t help but feel pitiful anyway.

“Izuku,” Todoroki started out of the blue. “Can I ask you something?”

Midoriya perked up, intrigued and a little nervous. “Yeah, sure…”

Todoroki looked to the side almost in shame, almost debating on continuing. “You… you were mentioning that name, Gami, again in your sleep-”

The other moved to interrupt, but was promptly silenced by Todoroki’s raised hand.

“If you don’t want to talk about it, I completely understand. But I’d rather you just tell me that upfront than pretend as if you don’t know what I’m talking about.” He looked at Midoriya expectantly, a neutral tone overtaking his features.

Midoriya shuffled uncomfortably, an extreme internal struggle to avoid looking back at his mentor for guidance. He trusted Todoroki, and he didn’t want this to be the reason that his friend lost trust in him. But at the same time, this was Gami: his most closely guarded secret. It already kept him up at night thinking about how many people knew of the ghost’s existence, whether they truly believed it or not. Plus, this was really Gami’s decision, it shouldn’t be up to Midoriya who knew of his existence and who didn’t. But Todoroki obviously didn’t believe the first lie, and he figured doubling down might be just as unconvincing and damaging to their friendship as the first.

Damnit! Why did Todoroki have to be so observant?

Midoriya felt a soft, cold touch on his shoulder, reminding him that Gami was still by his side, that Gami would always be by his side, and he suddenly knew exactly what to say.

“Gami is… a good friend. He’s always made me feel safe.”

“Oh, um I see.” Todoroki scratched at his hospital gown. “Do you… get to see each other often?”

Midoriya smiled softly, a mix of genuity and solemnness. “Yeah, but we don’t get to talk as much as I’d like.”

Todoroki frowned, looking off to the side. “I’m… sorry.”

“You don’t have to apologize, I told you because I trust you, Shouto.”

And he did.

“Maybe…” the other began quietly, “you could introduce us one day?”

Midoriya blinked owlishly, at a momentary loss for words. His eyes instinctively glanced to the side, setting on his mentor for just a second. And then he remembered they weren’t alone, so his gaze returned to how it should.

“Maybe one day…” he laughed just as softly as his smile. “He’d love to meet you.”

And he would.

The door slid open once more, again interrupting Midoriya. The trend was starting to become annoying, but again that feeling was quickly dashed as Iida was promptly wheeled in by a nurse.

“Iida!” Midoriya exclaimed.

Todoroki followed up with a sigh of relief. “How did your surgery go?”

Their friend eyed the room nervously; not a good sign. He waited until the nurse left the room before slouching into himself atop his hospital bed.

“It seems my left hand will have residual complications…”

Midoriya’s heart stopped.

He opened his mouth, but no words came out.

“Both of my arms were heavily damaged but… it appears the damage is particularly severe in my left arm.” He glanced down solemnly at the arm in question. “They told me my ‘brachial plexus’ is impaired.”

Suddenly and uncontrollably, a harsh shiver ran down Midoriya’s spine as the taste of blood entered his mouth, seeping down his throat, into his lungs, over his eyes. And yet, it was more like metallic guilt than anything else. Still, that didn’t exactly make him feel any better.

He wasn’t fast enough.

“Actually, all it amounts to is being hard to move my fingers, and a little numbness.” Iida tried, and mostly failed at moving his hand as an example. “And there’s even a chance it could heal through nerve-grafting surgery.”

“Those blasts you’ve been using… they’re causing you extreme nerve damage.”

No…

“I’ll be able to heal the rest later, but there’s a possibility your hands will never truly regain their full mobility.”

Was everything in his life some sick sort of joke?

Midoriya clenched his own hands unforgivingly tight.

It was almost as if every accomplishment he was making came back to wound him like a forgotten boomerang.

This… this couldn’t be purposeful. Despite how closely it seemed to strike him. Despite how personal of a defeat this was, when it wasn’t even his to begin with. Surely the universe didn’t care about him this much. Surely the universe wasn’t this spiteful.

Right…?

“When I found the Hero Killer, I became incapable of rational thought. I should’ve contacted Manuel first…” Iida lowered his head in shame, the nervousness in his eyes replaced by a guilt Midoriya was all too familiar with. “I hate that bastard, but what he said was the truth.”

Todoroki moved to defend Iida of his own self-hate. “Hey-”

But Iida merely shook his head before he could speak.

“That’s why… until I can rectify my actions, until I can say I’ve changed from the person I was last night, I think I’ll leave my left hand like this.”

Midoriya’s instinct was to spout the blame he’d been swallowing for years. His instinct was to burst right then and there, to take fault for everything, because it was his fault. Iida’s hate, putting his friends in danger in the first place, it was all too close to the budding theory he had about himself to be denied any longer. This was all his fault. And it sickened him to know that now Iida was suffering from the same injury that he had cheated past, all because he was his friend.

He had no real evidence to say that this was more than just the sick series of coincidences that presented in his life. But this unnatural hate: Kiyori’s hate that killed Ishihara, Bakugo’s hate that nearly killed Uraraka and Iida, Todoroki’s hate that almost made him kill on national television, Iida’s hate that nearly got him killed, he refused to try and pretend it had nothing to do with him, because it had everything to do with him. The right thing to do was to just stop trying to love. The right thing to do was to confess everything to Todoroki and Iida, and let them leave him.

But he was selfish, and after tasting what friendship and affection could become, he would always be. So instead, he swallowed everything just as he had been bottling before.

“Iida-” He looked down at his own hands, and then quickly pulled them behind his back, ashamed to look at his perfectly still hands any further- “you really are amazing.”

His friend moved to argue, clearly disagreeing, but Midoriya didn’t let him.

“You put yourself in so much danger, while I was stuck immobile on the sidelines.”

Midoriya dug his nails into his skin.

“Shouto!! I’m sorry!”

“I never want to be stuck like that again.”

He pushed himself off his hospital bed, wincing lightly at the pain in his leg, but it was more than manageable now compared to last night. He shuffled over to Iida’s bedside, stopping right before him.

“Would… would you be offended if promised alongside you? If we swore to be stronger, to be better, together…?”

Iida looked up at him, and for almost a second, a soft smile graced his face, one that Midoriya had sorely missed.

“Of course not. You are my friend, Midori, and I swear to you that I won’t allow anything to change that ever again.”

Midoriya couldn’t help himself from bursting into tears, nearly collapsing to his knees at those very words alone.

His friends rushed in to help him, but he held out a shaky hand, stopping them from moving forward. Using that same hand, he messily wiped the tears off his cheeks, but he couldn’t stop the pitiful wetness that came from his throat.

“I’m sorry, I didn’t realize how much I hurt you-”

“No, you don’t have to apologize, Iida.” Midoriya couldn’t stop himself from interrupting. He didn’t want Iida to feel bad. This was all his fault; Iida’s hate had to be his fault. He just couldn’t stop himself from being pathetically selfish so he could still have Iida’s friendship anyway. “I’m just… so lucky to have you as a friend.”

He didn’t notice how Gami painfully reeled from that word.

“As am I.” Iida slid off his bed, and even though he couldn’t use his hands, he still joined Midoriya in some makeshift mosh pit. “In fact, I’m sure all of us feel the same way towards you, Midori.”

Even Todoroki, after some awkward hesitation, joined them both on the floor. “You have always been there for us, even when we’ve hurt you. So we will always be here for you, not because it is fair, but because we care the same way. You are our friend… you are my friend, and I refuse to have my judgment clouded again.”

Midoriya sobbed harder. His friends embraced him harder. And finally, the stains left by the Hero Killer were washed away with salty tears and selfish relief.

No one had died last night.

It was all finally over.

 


 

Gran Torino was quick to get Midoriya out of the hospital, since today was technically the last day of his internship. Not that the hero didn’t want him around, but he really only had the rest of the day to pack, according to his train departing tomorrow morning.

He wasn’t totally brand new yet; he was given a single crutch to help him walk and keep some weight off his injured leg. Midoriya figured he couldn’t be in that bad of shape, not if the hospital staff actually let Gran Torino check him out. But the way he winced if he accidentally stepped down too roughly said otherwise. Honestly, that didn’t bother him as much as it should’ve. He was much more relieved by the fact that there would be no lasting damage in his chest. Turned out, his ribs were only fractured, not broken like what happened at USJ. They’d heal on their own, no complications, no side effects, no scars.

That last part relieved him more than he liked to admit. Only his leg would scar, and none of the injuries given to him by the Nomu would.

He wasn’t really sure how he’d take it if he had another mark left on him because of Shigaraki…

Iida and Todoroki were still stuck in the hospital, but they’d assured him they’d be back in time for class the next week. He almost wanted to stay with them both, because he wasn’t sure his heart was ready to separate again, but that morning train waited for no one. Still, it wasn’t like he didn’t have their numbers or anything. They’d made a group chat, the three of them, just before Gran Torino checked him out. Midoriya knew it was under the guise of him just being a worrywart, but he had a strong feeling they all needed to be somewhat connected for a while as they healed.

After all, now matter how many times things came so close to disaster, Midoriya knew he would never get used to it.

The rest of the day, Gran Torino was surprisingly attentive with him. Not that he didn’t appreciate the concern, it was just a little strange after it being so difficult to coax the hero into taking an active stance with his training. Gran Torino insisted on him staying on the couch most of the time, as to not aggravate his healing wounds, while he instead fixed his things in preparation of his departure. He packed away his torn hero costume, folded most of his clothes, he even washed everything for him. Honestly, Midoriya couldn’t remember the last time someone had done his laundry for him.

As it had gotten farther into the evening, Midoriya prepared to make dinner, but Gran Torino hadn’t allowed that either. He’d forced him to remain on the couch as he stepped into his room for a while. About an hour later, someone knocked on the door with takeout, and the elder handed the delivery man a lot more cash than takeout would ever cost. The teen felt a little guilty at first, but that was quickly washed away by the savory taste of yakitori hitting the pit in his stomach.

It didn’t take much longer after that to finalize the last of his things in preparation for tomorrow, and it wasn’t long after that Midoriya gave up on trying to stay up. There was a lot he still had to do, at least when it came to his other job, but Gami convinced him to just take it easy for the night. And Gami was always right, so Midoriya did just that, carefully changing into pajamas and getting settled for his first early night since coming to intern with Gran Torino.

It was when he was just about ready to try and sleep a healthy eight hours for the first time in a while when his phone buzzed.

“Just leave it,” Gami pleaded. “Whatever it is, it can wait.”

But Midoriya shook his head. “It could be important, besides, it won’t take me that long.”

The ghost sighed exasperatedly, but still followed his successor as he reached for his phone, peering over his shoulder as the notification popped up on screen.

I don’t mean to bother you, but are you awake and free by any chance?

“It’s from Iida…” Midoriya mumbled, even though he knew Gami could read perfectly well from over his shoulder.

The teen expected to hear another groan from behind him, mostly at the fact that this would now no longer take him “that long,” but to his surprise, what greeted him was the opposite: silence.

Midoriya looked back down at his screen, and made his decision.

Yeah, I’m free

What’s up?

It didn’t take long for his phone to ping again.

Can I call you?

Again, he looked at his mentor to judge his opinion, but Gami merely shrugged. Not in any way that was dismissive or sarcastic, but in a solely indifferent way that the ghost rarely expressed.

So Midoriya sat down on the makeshift cushion bed that Gran Torino had insisted he have for his last night, and made his decision.

It was always his decision.

Sure

His phone rang not long after.

“Hey Iida.” He pressed the phone to his ear. “What’s up? Is Shouto with you?”

The other end crackled with life. “No, I am alone, in the lobby. Todoroki is upstairs in the room. We both should be good to check out by tomorrow.” A laugh followed. “It’s funny, I didn’t really notice how close you and Todoroki are; I didn’t realize you were calling each other by your given names already.”

“I-It’s not like that!” Midoriya stuttered, face reddening with embarrassment. “It’s j-just a nickname! It’s what he feels comfortable with and I want to respect that!”

Iida’s laughing settled down. “I’m just poking fun at you. Sorry if I made you uncomfortable.”

“I-It’s fine.” Midoriya slapped at his cheeks, trying to dull away the rosiness. “Was… was there something you wanted to talk about?”

The other end grew quiet, and Midoriya couldn’t help but shuffle in nervousness. He hoped nothing was wrong. Just the thought kickstarted his blood again, like he was caught up once more in the fear of that alley.

“What you said in the alley, about wanting revenge… was that true?”

Midoriya relieved considerably, but a new wave of unease washed over him, one so old, he’d almost forgotten about it.

“Fingers! He’s shooting fingers at us!!”

“Yeah,” he admitted. “Yeah, it was.”

A long silence stretched between them, far beyond the miles and miles truly between them. Midoriya wouldn’t have minded if it all just ended there, but he knew Iida was waiting. Iida was waiting for what he needed to hear.

“I knew a great man growing up; he was… my first real friend.” Midoriya smiled at the thought, remembering the cookies, the tea, the chess games, the gentleness of casual care. “He was killed during a villain’s getaway a few months ago.”

“I’M SORRY!!”

“Oh… I’m so sorry. I didn’t mean to bring up bad memories.”

Midoriya shook his head, not like Iida could see.

“I was haunted by the fact that I couldn’t save him, but even more so, I was haunted by the man who killed him. And I refused to talk to anyone about it because I was too afraid to acknowledge what I was feeling.”

“I… just uh… I just need to know if you have a villain with a finger rocket quirk in your custody…”

“Instead, I let my feelings consume me, and in turn, I almost did something I would’ve regretted for the rest of my life… forever really.”

“I recognized someone… a quirk, I mean. I really didn't mean to… I just-”

Iida suddenly spoke again from the end of the line. “How did you… how did you stop?”

“Revenge is not an easy choice to pass up. I underestimated your strength.”

Midoriya knew exactly what he meant. “I met his brother, and I finally got the full picture. It really was an accident, but what really hit me was just how much his life had been affected too.”

“Look kid, I know I screwed up; I don’t need you to tell me more than I have to hear it. It was a bad decision, but I can’t take it back now, can I?”

“He wasn’t a good man, but he wasn’t a bad man. He was a person who made some bad decisions, hurt the people around him, and paid the price for it.” Midoriya sighed, taking in a shaky breath. “I’d spent so long hating him and then his brother, I spent so long vilifying them in my head, that I didn’t know what to do when I realized just how human they were.”

“I know I fucked up, kid, and I can’t go back in time. So… so just leave me be.”

“Did you… forgive them?” Iida asked, small and lost like a young child. “Because I don’t think I can forgive the Hero Killer.”

“I’m so, so sorry. I know that means nothing, but I’m apologizing for the both of us.”

“No, no, I didn’t forgive either of them. I don’t think I ever could,” Midoriya admitted. “When I found out that someone had killed a good man like Ishihara, I was convinced there could only be good people and bad people in this world, and all the hate I was refusing to acknowledge, I ended up just taking it out on other people that didn’t deserve it.”

The teen dug his nails into his skin at the thought of the countless lives he unfairly judged, rarely reading into them as people because of the hate that clouded his vision.

“When I talked to him, I was forced to acknowledge that people were complex; everything wasn’t as black and white as I was trying to make it. And it broke me. I wasn’t alright that day; I wasn’t alright for a long time after. I could never forgive them, but regardless of if I did or not, none of that was what Ishihara would’ve wanted.”

“Just make sure to remember your biggest fan when you go pro.”

“All he wanted was for me to follow my dreams and be happy. And me holding onto all my hate in his name, it wasn’t helping any of that. So I let it go. I didn’t forgive them; I could never forget them; I just… moved forward.”

“B-But how?!” The wetness in Iida’s voice practically soaked through the speaker. “I can’t… he… he hurt my brother! He can’t- he’ll never be a hero again!”

Midoriya tried to wipe the tears from his eyes, but they still escaped him anyway. “It doesn’t happen in a day, and it’s hard. I still get angry and sad, and… and I’ll always miss him. But I promised to change for him. I promised to protect the people like him, the people who can’t protect themselves. I promised to fight for the happy ending he never got to have.”

Midoriya held the phone away from his face for a moment, trying to hide his quiet sniffles.

“I want people to know that I’ll fight forever for that ending if I have to.”

“I’m… I’m sure Ingenium feels the same way.” Midoriya whispered, almost afraid of acknowledgement despite having gotten this far. “He loves you, Iida. All he wants is for you to be happy. And you hating the Hero Killer, wanting revenge, all in his name, it’s tearing you apart, and I doubt that’s what he wants at all.”

“Tensei…” Iida sobbed, and Midoriya couldn’t tell if the brokenness was a fault of the phone’s poor audio quality or the sheer agony breaking Iida’s heart. “I love him so much. I just… I just want him to be ok.”

“He is ok-” He looked up at Gami, who had moved over to be near him- “because he’s got you, Iida, and you’ve got him. What you’re feeling right now, what you’ve been feeling since he got hurt, you’re just bottling it up. Talk to him. Talk to someone. Him, me, Shouto, Uraraka, hell even Aizawa-sensei, all we want is for you to be ok. We all care about you; we don’t ever want you to bottle up what you’re feeling and struggle alone. That’s what we’re here for: to be your friends.”

A long silence stretched between them, a silence of shared sorrow, of paralleled pain. A silence filled with the same sound of tears, and all the same feeling. A loud relief of silence. A quiet understanding of silence. And all the silence in between the miles and miles between them.

“You’re… you’re a great friend, Midori. I don’t know what I’d do without you.”

Midoriya laughed solemnly in response, a wet, broken laugh like he was so used to, and yet with the unfamiliar absence of the ache that always accompanied it.

“Same here.”

And the silence between them was broken.

 


 

Midoriya didn’t get nearly as much sleep as he should’ve last night, but Gran Torino didn’t need to know that. As for Gami, who bore witness to it all, well he expected a lecture on the train home, but he had a feeling the ghost understood this time. He’d get off easy.

There wasn’t much time to do anything other than finish packing the last of his clothes and get ready to leave, which wasn’t exactly as easy as it sounded considering he was still crutch bound. Gami helped him with most of it, but until he was finally out of Gran Torino’s sight, he was still with his backpack, briefcase in one hand, and crutch in the other.

Midoriya trudged down the stairs for the final time, preparing to leave without much of a goodbye, when he peered into the main space and nearly slipped off the last step.

Gran Torino sat patiently at the kitchen table, sipping a cup of tea that Midoriya had bought from the grocery store the other day.

Upon noticing him, the elder stood up, slowly walking over to him with his cane. “Well, good morning to you too.”

“Uh… good morning…” Midoriya chuckled awkwardly, “I wasn’t expecting you to be awake…”

Gran Torino rolled his eyes. “You’d be right most of the time, but what kind of teacher would I be if I didn’t see you out?” He then huffed in mock sarcasm. “Kids these days…”

The hero strolled over to the front door and propped it open with a violent kick much too deceiving for his old age. He held it open as Midoriya smiled thankfully, shuffling through onto the front stoop with slow, careful steps. Gami floated behind just in case, but there wasn’t much he could do with Gran Torino’s watchful eyes. Upon making it down the stairs, the teen set the briefcase down with a breath of relief as Gran Torino stepped out as well.

“Thank you so much for mentoring me this past week.” Midoriya gave another soft smile as he thought about jumping from roof to roof, about patrolling with only the stars to witness, about the wind fluttering through his hair. “I’m really happy with the skills I’m walking away with.”

Gran Torino sighed, “I feel like I barely mentored you at all, especially with how this all ended up…”

Midoriya laughed sheepishly, “Well, all the times we sparred really helped me move around the Hero Killer long enough for backup to arrive…”

When only silence answered him, the teen looked up nervously, worried he soured the mood. A sour look on Gran Torino’s face did greet him, which sparked something of a sour taste in Midoriya’s mouth.

“I-”

“Still, I don’t know what I was thinking those first few days… I guess I was trying to teach you like I did Toshinori-” Gran Torino looked up at him, the serious expression from that Hosu night plaster on his old face again- “when I should’ve been teaching you like Midoriya…”

Midoriya didn’t know what to say. What could he say to that? He opened his mouth, and then closed it dumbfoundedly, gaping like a fish out of water.

Gran Torino noticed his perplexed look and shook his head in response. “You don’t have to say anything; this one’s on me. But I’d only be making it worse if I didn’t admit that before you left.” He paused for a moment, much like Midoriya did when trying to gather the thoughts scattered in his head, when trying to pick the words that meant exactly what he meant.

His face then shifted into something like a smirk, but softer. Something like the expression he knew Gami liked to make, despite never having seen it before.

“I’m glad you came to intern with me; I haven’t really done any of this hero stuff since Toshinori. And you know, I’m sure this isn’t the last internship you’ll be getting through U.A.-”

The elder reached into a back pocket Midoriya didn’t even know he had, and pulled out a slip of paper, evenly cut and pristine, not even a wrinkle on it. He held it out to Midoriya, and the teen took it from him gently, holding it up to his face. It was… a phone number?

“If you ever need an internship, you’ve always got one with me. I’d love to have you back.” The hero flashed a thumbs up. “Just uh… one thing: Toshinori still thinks he can only reach me by payphone. Keep it that way?”

Midoriya blinked owlishly, before stifling a round of laughter that escaped from his throat, pocketing the slip. “Sure thing.”

Gran Torino nodded with his own devious smirk. “Thanks. Now, I don’t want to keep you any longer. You got a train to catch.”

He gasped lightly, suddenly remembering his time commitment. “Shoot, yeah!” Midoriya spun on his heels, which was a bad idea in retrospect with his still healing leg, but he managed. “Thank you again, for everything!” He called over his shoulder with a wave.

He started scrambling down the sidewalk, muttering under his breath about losing track of time. With a little luck, and maybe some help from Gami once they got out of sight, he figured they would still be able to make it to the station comfortably. Maybe he could even get Recovery Girl to speed up the healing for his leg; he’d hated to be stuck walking like this much longer-

“Hey kid!”

Midoriya glanced back in surprise, only to see Gran Torino staring at him dumbly.

“Who’re you?”

“Again? Seriously?” Gami slouched roughly at his side.

Midoriya laughed nervously, scratching his face awkwardly. “Uh, I told you… it’s Midoriya Izu-”

But Gran Torino shook his head. “No it ain’t.”

It was Midoriya’s turn to stare dumbly this time. If this was some kind of joke, he didn’t get it. That was his name, he didn’t have any other name-

His eyes lit up.

“I-It’s Owari! The forever hero!”

This time, Gran Torino nodded with a smirk. With a graceful spin, he turned back around and went back into his building, sending him off with a little wave.

Midoriya waved back, even though he knew it wasn’t going to be seen.

“Um… we should really start heading to the train station…”

The teen jolted again. “Shit, we have to go!”

“That is what I have been-” Gami sighed, “Nevermind, just give me your briefcase.”

Midoriya promptly handed the case over to his mentor and began speed walking down the street. Gami followed close behind, easily able to both carry the bag and keep up with the boy’s fast pace. Midoriya would’ve remarked something of shock or pride if he had the peace of mind to drift off like that. But instead, his thoughts were taken calculating however he could cut time to make it to his station comfortably. He wasn’t fully familiar with all of the alleys here, but he knew the general direction he was headed, and was sure he could manage jumping a fence or two if necessary.

His leg screamed otherwise, but he’d had worse.

“You know, I am not really sure how to feel about him, after everything…”

“Who?” The teen panted, “Gran Torino?”

Gami rolled his eyes, but otherwise bit back a snarky remark. “He went from a senile elder, to an uninterested ratbag, to a slightly more interested ratbag, and then suddenly to a doting caretaker? I just do not know what to make of him. And then whatever just now was-”

“People are just complicated, Gami.” Midoriya shrugged almost obviously, recalling his call with Iida the night before, recalling his fight alone against the Hero Killer, recalling his talk with Kiyori Ryōyami what seemed like ages ago. “People are more complex than just black or white. That’s part of being human.”

“Being confusing?”

Midoriya huffed teasingly, “You act like you weren’t human once.”

Gami’s grip on the briefcase nearly gave out, but he recovered so quickly, it wasn’t noticed. “I guess what I mean is… how do you decide who to trust? If everyone is good and bad, can’t they all… hurt you?”

The teen’s pace slowed unconsciously, something of a pout growing on his face.

“I mean… realistically… I guess they all can.” His lips pursed tightly, “I never was the best judge of character…”

They were in front of the station now, with more than the occasional passerby every now and then, but Midoriya either didn’t notice or didn’t care.

“There’s no proven science for any of this. There’s no way to know if someone you trust might hurt you-”

“You’re not going to be able to get anywhere when your records say quirkless. You’ll just be spinning in circles until you’ve lost all the energy to keep going.”

“Or if someone you don’t never will.”

“You’re a much truer hero than I gave you credit for.”

“I guess at the end of the day… I just trust my heart, as corny as it sounds. I won’t be right all the time, maybe not even as often as I think, but the alternative would be to never trust anyone at all.”

“And… that is bad?”

Now it was Midoriya’s turn to roll his eyes, but his pout shifted to a small smile. “Well, for one, we wouldn’t be together as the greatest hero duo Japan will ever see-”

Gami gasped aloud.

“Without trusting anyone, there’s no one to have your back when you’re in trouble. You’d be facing everything alone, and while that might work for a little bit… you’ll always give out when it matters most, and then that’s just the end.”

Midoriya paused.

“This is all my fault, s-so please… let me accept the punishment I rightfully deserve.”

Gami paused.

“You really mean that? I don’t want you to stay if that makes you unhappy. You’re my friend Gami. I just want you to be happy.”

“I… I think I understand.” Gami dropped the briefcase as they made it past the ticket booth and treaded deeper into the station. “Does that mean you trust Gran Torino?”

They arrived at their gate, and boarded not long after. Or maybe it was longer than either of them realized; it had been quite the morning after all.

His successor chuckled, “After everything, yeah… I do.”

The train left the station with a screech. The duo didn’t talk much after that; Midoriya barely focused on the oddity of Gami riding in the train car alongside him. Really, many of his thoughts were still stuck on how incredibly lucky everything had turned out. They’d all gotten a pretty nasty scare from the Hero Killer, to say the least, but he didn’t think either Todoroki or Iida truly understood how close things had come to total disaster that night. Even now, from the safety of a train ride home, his hands shook lightly on his lap, and not from the remnants of a blast. The price of always being worried about loved ones, he supposed. But if this was what worrying resulted in, everything miraculously turning out alright, even by the skin of his teeth, then he had no issue doing it time and time again.

He loved them, as terrifyingly vulnerable as it was. And suddenly, he understood maybe a part of the reason why Gami wanted to hold him close and never let him go.

“I think we are starting to pull into the station.”

Midoriya blinked. “Already? That was fast…”

“Fast? What are you-” Gami shifted in confusion. “Are you feeling alright? You must have been lost in thought for a while.”

The train began its piercing halt.

“I guess so…” the teen sighed with something of a fortunate smile, reaching out to grab Gami’s hand in a way he hadn’t for a long time. “Just thinking about how lucky I am to have you and everyone else in my life. I’d almost forgotten how… nice it feels to love people.”

Gami repressed a small shudder, but the ill feeling was quickly consumed on its own as the ghost squeezed his hand back. “Me too.”

Gami carefully helped him to his feet as the train doors opened and Midoriya returned to balancing his briefcase and his crutch. The station was ungodly busy, and the duo could only hope they’d find an empty spot so Gami could carry the briefcase for a bit. But among the rush and liveliness, Midoriya couldn’t help but feel just a little lost.

“Are we supposed to be meeting Eraserhead somewhere? Or are we meant to travel home by ourselves?”

Midoriya frowned. “I don’t think we ever talked about it, and of course I don’t have his number so I can’t call and ask-”

“There he is! Over here!”

The two perked up, only to see what had to be Present Mic disguised in the most poorly fashioned costume he’d ever seen, barreling straight towards him. He wasn’t prepared in the slightest as he was scooped into a tight hug, dropping his briefcase and nearly his crutch out of shock.

“Oh, we’re so glad you’re safe!” Yamada exclaimed, though through his many layers, it was so muffled Midoriya almost missed it.

Aizawa strolled up just as the voice hero pulled away. “You’re drawing a lot of attention, Zashi. Kind of defeats the whole point of the outfit…”

Midoriya sputtered, still completely baffled, “Aizawa-sensei? Yamada-sensei? I’m… I’m confused.”

“Gran Torino called me after you, Iida, and Todoroki were admitted to the hospital. How he got my number, I have no idea. If I were to guess, it had to be through All Might.” Aizawa then turned off to the side, almost in shame, but Midoriya recognized that look of regret anywhere. “I can’t believe you never had our numbe- I can’t believe we never gave them to you, in all the time we’ve been together. Should’ve been the first thing we did…”

Yamada touched his hand on Aizawa’s shoulder in the same gentleness as Gami holding his hand right now. “But we’re fixing that right now, Sho, so that this will never happen again.” He then turned to Midoriya again. “If you could pass your phone really quick; we just want to make sure you always have us when you need us. I can take that case from you too; you’re holding onto a lot right now.”

He was, and so he let it go.

“I’m sorry… about running into danger again.” The guilt consumed him as he handed over his phone and the briefcase. “I just knew Iida was going to and I had to keep him safe and I know I should’ve told Gran Torino about everything but I was just scare-”

Yamada touched his hand in the same gentleness as did before. “I get it, Midori. We wish you hadn’t, but we get why you did. We just want to make sure you never have to do it alone again.”

The teen rubbed the water in his eyes with Gami’s sleeve, as he refused to let go of his hand, though the ghost wasn’t too bothered.

“All done, shouldn’t be too hard to find Zashi and I in your contacts now.” Aizawa handed his phone back. “Nezu is in there too, at his insistence…”

Midoriya sniffled, his lips curling into a shaky smile, “You should see what happened to my costume ‘at his insistence.’”

Aizawa shook his head, but the motion was more playful than anything else. “Always messing where he doesn’t belong…”

“Tell me about it,” Yamada laughed.

The voice hero’s bubbly laugh must’ve been contagious, because soon they were all laughing. And finally, for the first time since this whole fiasco had started, Midoriya felt the guilt in his heart finally settle into sweet, true relief.

Aizawa took his backpack from him so he could walk a little easier, ruffling his hair a bit as he pulled back. But his hand remained threaded through his locks just a bit longer than it should’ve, in the same way as when Gami needed to make sure he was really there, and Midoriya couldn’t help but feel just a bit disappointed when it eventually left.

“Ready to go home?”

Everything really was okay again.

“Yeah, let’s go home.”

Notes:

And with that, this chapter and the bulk of the Hero Killer arc is over! Struggled with the pacing towards the end, but I hit all the points I needed to and that's what matters!

So at first I wasn’t planning on calling Gami anything but a ghost. But as I’ve been flushing out this story, and where I might go once it ends, it felt necessary. It fits best for Gami to be a poltergeist, both literally and narratively, and it's a necessary clarification for the end of this story and any possible sequel I might write. I took a little bit of creative liberties when defining what a poltergeist was in this story, but I think it works. I don’t think I’ll be elaborating on ghost types anymore in the future, other than poltergeists for obvious reasons, but depending what I chose to do in future stories, maybe they’ll become more important. Who knows, I sure don’t.

Overall, this chapter was a little difficult to write, but that’s not necessarily a bad thing. It was slow, but a good kind of slow, if that makes sense. After all the hecticness and hopelessness of the past few chapters, there needed to be a soft resolution to it all. For as sad as this story can get, there has to be reasonable hope to balance it out. After all, I did say somewhere in the tags that it gets better lol.

But really, this chapter touched my heart in a way I wasn’t expecting. There was a lot of vulnerability, and some of it came genuinely from me. I was writing some parts, and was totally unprepared for how real it all felt, not necessarily the situation, but the emotions of the characters. It all came so naturally and I’m just really happy with how it all turned out. Hope you kinda feel the same.

Chapters will get a little slower in pace from here on out. There’s a lot of prep work between this and finals arc. Powers below, as usual.

Death’s Touch: Anything Midoriya touches starts to decay immediately, regardless of the amount of fingers touching. This ability works on both the living and the non living. At first, Midoriya couldn’t control this ability, as it activated immediately without his consent. However, now he is able to control the activation on humans and non living objects, being able to start and stop the decay at will. However, he had gained no progress with plant or animal life. Any damage done to living organisms with this power cannot be healed.

Death’s Scythe: Midoriya can summon a scythe to fight with at will. The scythe vaguely resembles a bird’s beak, and has a hole near the start of the blade. The scythe is the only item that can’t be destroyed by Death’s Touch. The Death’s Touch ability can be shared with the scythe at Midoriya’s will, however it can only decay what it cuts. The decay follows the same rules as Death’s Touch. He can also make the scythe disappear at will when he is finished with it or to free his hands.

Immortality: Midoriya is immortal and cannot die. However, he can still get hurt and scarred. The immortality ability doesn’t provide any regeneration, but any wounds that could be detrimental to his job, such as lost/broken limbs and organs, will be healed the next day.

Premonition: Midoriya can see flash images of people who may die before they are supposed to. Normally, he cannot interfere with death, as it’s his job, but he has the option of attempting to save anyone he views in a premonition. These premonitions are bare and don’t provide much information other than the person themselves and their demise, occasionally revealing the setting and attacker, if any. The premonitions can come true between an hour after viewing to 3 days later.

Soul Contact: When a person dies, their soul is immediately sent to Midoriya. He can see, touch, and hold these souls. When holding a soul, Midoriya can see the most important memories and decisions attached to that soul, and hence that person.

Soul Sorting: This ability allows Midoriya to decide which part of the afterlife a soul moves on to. The areas of the afterlife can only be summoned with intent and the swipe of a hand, with the areas themselves being represented by flames. The areas that he can choose from are Paradise, Purgatory, and the Underworld. Once Midoriya decides where the soul best fits, it is sent to the being of that respective area. If approved, the soul stays in that area forever, the exception being Purgatory. Souls in Purgatory can be moved again to either Paradise or the Underworld, however, this is not Midoriya’s decision. If rejected, the soul is sent back to him for reevaluation. All souls must be sorted within 24 hours of Midoriya receiving them, with rejected souls resetting their time limits once they get back to him. Failure to sort a soul within its time limit may result in serious unknown punishment.

Chapter 44: All's Hell That Ends Hell

Summary:

It's over. Midoriya is ready to let the past die. And in a way, he has, except for the things that refuse to stay dead.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

There was nothing Midoriya or Aizawa or Yamada could do to change the fact that there was only a day of buffer before classes resumed as normal. That’s how Nezu had planned it, and no amount of potential sway Aizawa or Yamada might have as teachers was going to change that, despite however they felt personally.

Though, that didn’t stop them from trying their best to make Midoriya’s only buffer day actually feel like a breath of fresh air.

Breakfast, still fresh and hot, was waiting for him on the table, regardless of the fact that he woke up much later than normal. And both heroes enjoyed it with him, regardless of whether they had already eaten earlier. They didn’t push him to do anything strenuous, regardless of whether it was in his best interest to skip his usual training. They didn’t complain when all he wanted to do was nothing at all, or when his eyes suddenly gathered water equal to the weight on his shoulders, or when he begged them not to turn on the television, regardless of how awkward it kept the space. It was a slow day, full of soft spoken comforts and gradual adjustments, and every time worry threatened to consume him, both Aizawa and Yamada were right at his side, holding him in the same way he’d imagined his mother used to.

It was incredibly fulfilling in a way that he could only describe with Gami in mind. Except now it was no longer just the two of them, and it no longer had to be.

Which is why he felt incredibly selfish, camping out in the school bathroom right as class was about to start.

Aizawa and Yamada had insisted on walking with him to school, which wasn’t a bad thing on its own. He quite enjoyed being around the two, especially since they knew and didn’t mind him commenting to Gami on occasion. The feeling he had with all of them together had to be what family was like, and it almost made him jealous that it had taken him so long to find it.

But walking to U.A. with the heroes had meant he’d gotten to class first, as usual. Unlike usual however, the thought of his classmates slowly filling the space, all excited after coming back from their thankfully tame internship experiences, all knowing exactly how his went because of the news stories flooding the media, filled him with a dread he hadn’t felt in a long time.

Which naturally left him hiding out in the bathroom just down the hall, with absolutely no plan on how he was going to get himself back into class, a thought that left him with infinitely more dread than the situation before.

“Class is going to begin soon.” Gami reiterated like he didn’t already know that. “You cannot just stay in here…”

“I know, I know but-” but he wanted to go home, he wanted to be back to the comfort that was Aizawa and Yamada’s arms, he wanted to go back to yesterday, when he was so sure that nothing could hurt him. Because it wasn’t enough, as selfish as that was to admit. As thoughtful as yesterday had been, all he could think now was how one day just wasn’t enough. Now he was thrown back into the endless ocean of death and all the responsibility that came with it, and he could only wish that things could go back to yesterday, when everything was so wonderfully mundane.

Midoriya sighed, dropping his shoulders in defeat. The fear was familiar to his heart, but he wasn’t going to make the same mistakes as he had that night in the alley.

“You’re right.” Gami was always right. “We should go.”

The teen opened the bathroom door with baited breath, even after Gami had confirmed that there was no one waiting outside for him and no one that could run into him in the hall. The bathroom really wasn’t that far from his classroom, but each step he took felt heavy, like wading through a sea of mud. His mind just couldn’t stop racing. Everyone would be in there; everyone knew how it went. That the Hero Killer had attacked him and Todoroki and Iida in the darkness of a lonely alleyway, and it was only by a miracle that Endeavor had managed to come in time to save them. That was exactly how it went. And everyone would ask him about it anyway, which alone made his stomach churn, thinking about how it went and how it happened.

It was pitiful for him to be so afflicted by this, when he’d been the safest out of all of them, when Todoroki and Iida had it so much worse that night. And that, the disappointment in himself, was enough to overpower the discomfort brewing in his gut. He reached out, and pulled open the door to the 1-A classroom.

The wall of noise that hit him nearly overpowered all his volatile emotions. There was so much laughter and chatter; he could almost taste the bile clawing up his throat at how absolutely carefree everyone else was.

But he couldn’t really see any of the laughter or chatter, because Iida and Todoroki stood directly in front of the doorway, blocking his view of anyone and anyone’s view of him.

“Shouto, Iida…” he whispered like they’d disappear, holding back the trickle of tears threatening to burst free. He hadn’t seen either of them since being checked out of the hospital, and though they’d stayed attached at the hip through their phones, seeing them in person again sparked a whole new level of relief that Midoriya was sure had left him that fateful night.

His friends seemed to visibly relax upon seeing him too. Todoroki stepped forward, gently placing a hand on his shoulder, just to confirm he was really there. “We saw your stuff in here when we came in and figured you’d… stepped out for a moment. We didn’t want you to get bombarded when you came back.”

Iida gestured to the back of the room, where Todoroki and Midoriya’s desks were. “Let’s move back there. Someone is going to notice us if we stay here.”

They all soured a little at the thought and wasted no time retreating to the back of the room successfully. Todoroki sat down brazenly at his desk, with seemingly no issue facing most of the class, regardless of whether they realize it amongst their liveliness. Still, Iida and Midoriya stood in front of him, placing their backs to everyone and creating a makeshift wall to block out everything but the three of them.

Midoriya was the first to speak. “How are you all feeling?”

“Practically good as new, other than my hand,” Iida spoke softly, holding his palm open. “And even that isn’t too bad.”

“We should be asking you that,” Todoroki scoffed, though his tone was more playful than anything.

Midoriya huffed lightly with him, a small smile growing on his cheeks. “Well I’m off my crutch, so I’d say I’m doing pretty alright.”

He left out the part where Recovery Girl paid an impromptu visit courtesy of Aizawa yesterday. She was fairly upset at his reckless behavior, but something told him she was just as happy to see him safe as he was to see her.

“You healed quickly,” Todoroki remarked. “That’s good, I’m glad.”

“Me too…” Iida smiled, however worn it was. “Me too.”

“You three!!”

The sudden shout startled the trio out of their conversation, drawing their attention towards the group of their peers slowly building near them.

Sero, currently held in the grip of Bakugo alongside Kirishima —Midoriya didn’t even want to know— pointed at them. “Dude, yeah!! The Hero Killer!!”

Midoriya shifted in very obvious discomfort. Iida stepped closer to him in response. Gami, who’d been silent throughout the whole ordeal, instantly brought the temperature down a few degrees.

“I’m so happy you’re all alive; no joke, that’s the most important thing!” Kirishima piped up. “They say you got rescued by Endeavor! That’s the number two hero for you!!”

Midoriya couldn’t help the nervous side glance he shot at Todoroki, trying to share comfort through his eyes. One of his hands trailed back unconsciously to rest on the desk.

Todoroki looked down, his hand just barely creeping up to meet Midoriya’s in the most defeated of touches. “Yeah… rescued.”

That’s exactly how it went, but only the three of them would know how it really happened.

“I saw it on the news.” Ojiro commented, “Something about the Hero Killer and the Villain Alliance being connected?”

Ojiro continued saying something else, but all Midoriya could hear was the echo of a raspy voice he was begging to forget.

“See you soon, Midoriya Izuku…”

Gami touched him gently on his back, and the resulting shiver snapped him out of his head.

Kaminari, who was sitting at his desk, turned around to contribute. “He was pretty scary, but… did you watch the video, Ojiro?”

That shouldn’t have surprised the trio, but they all still visibly tensed at the realization. Midoriya guessed they’d all been avoiding the news, and for good reason.

“I dunno if it was his single-track mind or tenacity or whatever-” Kaminari spoke so casually, so carelessly, throwing out words with no thought as to the weight behind them- “but didn’t you think he was kinda cool?”

Everything froze, or maybe it didn’t; Midoriya couldn’t tell with the ice running through his blood. But regardless, he was rooted to the floor, trapped under his skin like he was paralyzed by the Hero Killer’s quirk all over again. Out of the corner of his eye, he caught Iida flinch and curl his left hand at his side. Unconsciously, they both nudged closer to Todoroki’s desk, seeking out the same comfort that they shared in the hospital room together.

Todoroki, however, didn’t hide his discomfort, breathing out a heavy, aggressive scoff that seemed to slap the sense back into his classmate.

“Ah- shit…” Kaminari covered his mouth instinctually “My bad…”

Solemnly, Iida raised his left hand to look at it, watching his fingers twitch ever so slightly. “No… it’s alright. He was certainly a man of conviction, so I understand if people find him… ‘cool.’”

Midoriya wanted to yell. It wasn't alright. Nothing about what happened that night was okay.

“However, he chose to advance his cause by means of a purge.” Iida raised his other hand high above his head. “And whatever beliefs you may hold, that and that alone is in error.”

And in true Iida fashion, he swiped his hand down in an exaggerated chopping motion.

“And so, in order to ensure that people like that may not hereafter multiply, I shall proceed down the path of being a hero anew!!”

Even after everything, Midoriya couldn’t help the smile that blossomed on his face, delicately soft like the innocence of everything normal.

Gami smiled too, not that anyone could tell, ruffling his hand through his successor’s hair. “You all are good kids.”

“Now class is almost upon us, so take your seats!!”

The ghost winced. “Loud… but good.”

“Class is upon you.” The classroom door moved to reveal Aizawa standing on the other side. “He’s right; get to your seats.”

Everyone scrambled to their desks. Midoriya didn’t have to move much, throwing himself down in his seat. From beside him, Todoroki gave a pointed look, and without any words, Midoriya responded with a smile and a nod. His friend smiled back, however small it was, and that was enough to light up Midoriya’s mood just like every time before.

They’d made it; the night was long over.

“First, I’d like to congratulate you on your first internships as heroes in training. I’m sure you all gained valuable insight into the varying types of work heroes are responsible for.”

There were some mutters and comments around the room; Midoriya swore he heard some under-the-breath complaints, and he almost got a bit jealous. He almost wished he could complain about his internship experience, instead of walking away with the overwhelming relief that it didn’t go any worse than it had.

“However, heroics doesn’t wait until you’re ready, so we’ll be moving on,” Aizawa interrupted the chatter. “You’ll find your costumes in the 1-A locker rooms. Get dressed, and meet out on ground gamma.”

That was the cue for the class to get up from their seats and collectively move towards the locker rooms. Naturally, Midoriya met up with Iida and Todoroki so they could all walk together, huddled protectively at the back of the group.

Sure enough, their costumes were waiting for them inside their personal lockers, and Midoriya wasted no time spinning in his combination. He leaned the briefcase against the floor of the locker and curiously popped open the seals. He was surprised, and at the same time not, to find his costume in better shape than the first day he received it. The rips and tears in the fabric had been seamlessly mended without even a scar. The clothing felt completely new, like he hadn’t been thrown around the dirt and grime of an alleyway three nights ago. All his blood that had once stained even the darkest parts of his suit had been so thoroughly removed, it was like it had never been there to begin with.

All in all, he was extremely impressed, except for the fact that his insufferable hat rested atop.

“Need to have a word with Nezu…” he grumbled under his breath, taking the wad of clothing under his arm and closing the locker door.

Gami followed silently as his successor naturally walked towards one of the stalls in the back of the locker room, before suddenly having to stop when the other froze in his tracks. Worried, the ghost flew forward, hoping to see what was wrong, but instead of a shocked look on Midoriya’s face, he was merely met with one of surprise. But before he could say anything, Midoriya walked away, away from the stall and instead to one of the benches just beside. To his own surprise, as well as the surprise of his male classmates that noticed, Midoriya set his costume down and began to remove his uniform far from the safety of the closed stall door like he usually did.

Midoriya had stopped wearing the dark turtlenecks he used to stuff under his uniform top almost immediately after the Sports Festival. It had been quite a while since then, but he hadn’t really spent those days wearing the uniform, so it didn’t feel as long as it was. But he had, and what he thought would’ve been him constantly scratching at the scar that peeked out from his collar ended up being him practically forgetting about it.

Which led him to today, to right now. He could’ve gone into that stall like he always had, but he didn’t need to anymore.

There were some stares, not that he was really surprised by that. He could feel nervousness start to creep up his spine, not that he was really surprised by that either. What he was surprised about, was seeing Kirishima flash him a toothy smile with a thumbs up. That definitely caught him off guard, but otherwise pushed back the worry brewing in his gut, as no one else made a move.

This was nothing more than a reminder of his upbringing.

His blood was not a thing to be bound by.

He didn’t see Todoroki’s soft smile at him from the other end of the room.

He didn’t see Bakugo’s pained scowl in his direction before promptly leaving the room.

Still, he didn’t take his time getting dressed, finishing quickly and making his exit out of the locker room. He held his hat in his hands, opting to wait as long as he could before having to put it on. Maybe it was out of annoyance, maybe it was out of spite. Regardless, talking to Nezu was now on the forefront of his mind; if that rodent could be sadistically insufferable, then so could he! It was about making a point, nothing more, nothing less.

And maybe a little spite after all, not that he would admit it.

“Izuku!” Todoroki’s voice called from behind him.

Midoriya spun around, a little confused. “Shouto? Did you need something?”

“Well, not really-” Todoroki jogged forward a bit just to catch up with him- “I just wanted to walk with you.”

At that, Midoriya felt himself growing slightly nervous. He would never call it flustered. Gami might, but he would never. Did it matter that Gami was always right? No, not at all.

“Let’s go then!” He beckoned with a wave.

They continued down the hall, with Midoriya eventually surrendering the lead to Todoroki upon realizing he had absolutely no idea where ground gamma was in relation to the locker rooms. He ignored Gami’s stifled laughter from behind him.

“You seem to be doing better,” Todoroki remarked out of the blue as they traversed the school grounds.

Midoriya didn’t need any context to understand. “I am. I feel… more free than I ever thought I could, you know?”

“Yeah, I know. Me too…” Todoroki smiled, gingerly placing a hand over his heart. “I don’t think I’d be here without you, so… thank you for not giving up on me.”

Midoriya nudged him playfully, his look growing more sincere upon gaining his friend’s attention. “And I’ve got you, Iida, Uraraka, and everyone else to thank that I’m here too. I’d like to think we bring out the best in each other.”

Todoroki huffed lightly as they exited the building into the blinding sun overhead. “Maybe so.”

They sauntered over to the rest of their class, building into a large group in front of a massive concrete wall. An even bigger set of steel doors was the only thing that cut through the wall, along with a smaller sign that had the gamma symbol etched into it.

“Woah…” Midoriya couldn’t stop the gasp that let his lips.

“Truly impressive,” Gami followed. He looked around, and upon realizing that they were still waiting on some of his successor’s classmates, daringly moved forward. “I wonder what is beyond that…”

“G-” He caught himself, remembering he was still among all his classmates, instead swearing under his breath as he could do nothing to stop the ghost from peeking beyond the walls.

He watched Gami poke his head through the concrete, before floating back to him excitedly. “It is like a maze through there! Endless layers of metallic structures, pipes everywhere; everything is so compact, I cannot imagine how you could even move around in there.”

The teen could only nod dumbly, unsure if he should even know that beforehand.

But before he could even think about what to do with that information, the excited murmurs of his classmates interrupted his thoughts, and All Might, the only reason he could think for all the noise, made his way to stand in front of the intimidating metal doors.

“Hi everyone! Now that you’re all here, let’s begin!”

The class quickly quieted down.

“Right on the heels of your workplace experience, this time we’ll mix in an element of play-” All Might gestured behind him to the sealed grounds- “A rescue training race!!”

A race? Midoriya stared up at the steel doors. If what Gami said was true…

From behind, he could feel the rush of air as Iida shot his hand upward. “If it’s rescue training, then should it not be carried out at USJ?!”

He barely shuddered this time. He was starting to move on from what had happened there, but even still, a part of him was more than glad they weren’t at USJ right now.

All Might waved a finger. “No, that place is for disaster rescue. Now, what was I saying…? Ah, yes, a race!!”

The hero then made a grand gesture behind him, returning everyone’s attention to the wall.

“This is ground gamma, where densely packed lanes make this construction site feel more like a complex labyrinth!” All Might began, almost like reading off a script. “We will conduct this training in groups of four or five, one group at a time. You’ll all start from this gate, and I’ll send a distress signal from somewhere inside. Then, you’ll compete to see who can reach me first!!”

“The groups are already picked for you.” Aizawa’s voice suddenly arose, startling the entire class as he emerged from inside ground gamma, throwing the gates open. Midoriya could finally see the grounds now, and if anything, Gami had under-described it. It was a mess of tangling pipes and poles, structures almost growing atop one another, fighting to scrape at the sky. There was no clear path through; it gave Midoriya claustrophobia just looking at it from afar. “Come look at this list and get yourselves organized. Group one, wait ready at the gate.”

“Of course, keep the damage to the surrounding buildings at a minimum!” All Might added.

Along with the rest of the class, Midoriya walked over to read the list in Aizawa’s hands. And in just his shitty luck, he saw his name immediately, at the top of the list as a part of the first group.

“Ojiro, Iida, Ashido, Sero…” Gami read off the rest of his group. “Those are some of the most mobile people in this class.”

Midoriya sighed. Gami was right, as always. Still, he looked down at his own hands, gloved, but not for long. If they had done this before, he would’ve stood no chance. But now, with a whole new level of skill under his belt, he started to feel confident, which was strange but not unwelcome.

“Starting group, take your positions!” Aizawa called out.

Midoriya lagged back a bit, making a pointed side-eyed look at his mentor.

Gami never failed to catch those looks. “What do you want me to do?”

He ducked his head a little lower, making sure his mouth was covered by the neck of his costume. “Stay with me. Scout. Don’t engage unless absolutely necessary.”

Gami nodded affirmatively. “Let’s do this.”

The teen settled into a running position, resting lightly on all fours, ready to take off at a moment’s notice. He pressed on his hat as tightly as he could, stuffed away his gloves, and dug the iron soles of his shoes into the dirt. He could feel the cold air of his mentor behind him, hovering intimidatingly over him, not that anyone could see. Not that anyone could see his eager grin from under his collar either.

“Let’s do this.”

“START!!”

Midoriya watched his classmates all take off into the sky as he instead ran right into the metallic chaos.

“Right!” Gami cried out. “You can start moving upwards from here!”

He wasted no time swiveling in that direction, noticing the inclined metal structure Gami was referring to. He scampered up, making small holes in the metal with his DT to hoist himself. Once he reached the top, he was only a couple feet off the ground, but that was all the starting point he needed.

Without even a breath, he exploded forward, shooting his body up into the air.

The wind threaded through his hair as he laughed giddily, heart soaring as he soared through the sky. But his blast could only take him so far, and he almost forgot as he started plummeting to the ground.

“The watertower!!”

Midoriya redirected his fall, remembering Gran Torino’s words as he sank into his feet atop the watertower. He landed solidly, and without hesitation, he immediately ran up an adjacent slanted pipe and launched himself again.

Gami managed to keep up with him, curling around pipes and through buildings to race ahead of him. “Stay focused! There is a flat roof you can land upon coming up!”

He nodded, shaking himself out of the suffocating bliss that was blasting through the air to lock eyes with the landing spot Gami had pointed out. He dropped quickly out of the sky, sank into the concrete of the rooftop, and exploded forward again, flying straight past Sero.

“The hell?!”

Midoriya couldn’t help his laughter.

“I think Sero was in the lead! All Might shouldn’t be too much farther ahead!” The excitement in Gami’s voice quickly pittered out as he looked around frantically. “But I do not see a good place to land!”

The teen however, noticed an awkwardly placed wall in his line of sight. And while he couldn’t land on top, the side was openly blank and inviting.

“Time to take a page out of Gran Torino’s book!”

In a sharply angled twist, Midoriya moved to fall right beside the wall, his shoes brushing up against it. And for a split second, he pressed his soles against it and pushed off, another dual blast exploding from his fingertips. He was able to fly upwards once again, but the strange angle of his launch left him with less control of his movement than he liked. So in another split second decision, Midoriya summoned his scythe, flooded it with DT, and slammed the blade into one of the structures in front of him. The blade sank into the concrete like butter, quickly decelerating its momentum, but with Midoriya still hanging on, the momentum instead snapped him straight up.

For just a moment, he gasped at the wonder of his great height, being able to see a large chunk of the grounds. And upon spotting All Might, his brain kicked into overdrive, another set of blasts bursting from his fingertips to push him forward.

“That was amazing!!” Gami cheered from beside him, making the teen smile. With his eyes focused on a large watertower in the distance, with All Might standing on top, victory just within his grasp, the wind took one last thing from him: his landing.

“Shi-” Midoriya couldn’t even finish his curse as his foot slid off a wet pipe, sending him plummeting towards the scaffolding below. Instinctively, his hand reached up to grab the same pipe, hoping to get a solid grip and prevent his fall-

“I got you!!”

Instead, his hand grabbed something bony and cold that seamlessly swung him forward without missing a beat. Midoriya followed suit with one last blast, sending him right into the scaffolding on the side of the watertower. He collided violently, but his hands still managed to grab onto it successfully, allowing him to scale up the rest of the way to the top with relative ease.

“Young Midoriya!” All Might locked eyes with him as he finally pulled himself over the edge of the watertower and onto solid ground. “You are the first one here!! Congratulations!!”

That was enough to rejuvenate the boy, sending him springing to his feet. “Yes!!”

All Might walked forward to meet him. “That was some impressive movement! You’ve surely improved since the Sports Festival!” Then, in a lower voice. “I’m glad to see that your time with Gran Torino served you well.”

Midoriya nodded. “Thank you…”

The rest of his group promptly arrived at the top of the watertower, one after another, all panting and completely out of breath. Sero, who arrived first, immediately rushed him.

“Dude, that was sick!” He exclaimed. “I’m almost jealous!”

Ashido, who was just behind him, stomped her foot exaggeratedly. “Ah, you were so cool!”

Even Iida, as exhausted as he was, reached over to pat him on the back. “Very impressive, Midori…”

He ducked down into his elongated collar, trying to hide the red growing on his cheeks. This time, he was most certainly flustered, bashful nervousness in his eyes. “T-Thanks guys.”

Upon Ojiro’s arrival, All Might began his spiel.

“Young Midoriya was first, however it’s clear that all of you have learned how to use your quirks more broadly since you entered U.A.!!” The hero pumped his fist into the air. “Now keep at it and begin preparing for the end-of-term test!!”

End-of-term test? God, had it been that long already? His time at U.A. had felt like a blur.

All Might began to lead the group down the tower and out of the grounds, but Midoriya opted to lag behind, searching around for Gami. The ghost hadn’t appeared since effortlessly saving his fall just before, and at this point, he was starting to get a little worried.

“You did it! I knew you could!”

It took everything Midoriya had not to yelp out in surprise, so he couldn’t help jumping a few inches off the ground instead. “Goodness, where’ve you been?”

The ghost rolled his eyes, not that anyone could tell. “Oh I’m sorry… you are not exactly as light as when you were younger.” The sarcasm ebbed out of his voice until it was gone completely. “It took all of my energy just to swing you back up. After that I dropped straight through the ground. It took me a while just to find my way back up.”

Midoriya immediately softened. “Shit, are you alright?”

“I’m fine, but I would prefer not to repeat that experience if necessary.”

“Yeah, I gotcha…” Even with a somber look in his eye, he cracked a smile. “So I guess that means my hero dreams of flying in your arms are not happening?”

Gami shook his head with exasperation. “You will just have to settle for me tackling you out of the way dramatically.”

“Bummer.” He laughed.

“Please, not like you- wait… isn’t that your hat?”

Midoriya spun around in confusion. “What-” But sure enough, he followed Gami’s outstretched finger to find his hat laying dejectedly between some metal pipes. A hand reached up to touch at his hair, only finding his tousled hair between his fingers. It must’ve blown off during the race, but for him to not even notice? For no one to notice? Grumbling, he trotted over to pull it from its nook in annoyance.

“Midori!” Iida called out, noticing the other trailing behind.

“Coming!” Hat in his hands, he raced over to Iida’s side and walked back out the large metal doors with him.

Uraraka immediately bombarded them. “You guys were awesome! Congrats on winning Midori! You’ve gotten crazy good since the Sports Festival! And you too Iida! Man, I wish I could move like you guys!”

Midoriya laughed her hyperactivity off. “Just wait until you get the chance to show off your moves from Gunhead!”

“Aren’t you up next?” Iida interjected like the responsible class president he was.

“Oh shoot, yeah!” She jumped on her feet, jogging towards the gate they’d just walked through. “We’ll talk after!”

Midoriya waved her goodbye and good luck, unknowingly missing how Bakugo scowled at him from the back of the ground, slowly sinking further away.

He did notice how Iida slowly drifted off into the rest of the crowd, and how Todoroki prepared to race next with Uraraka’s group, leaving him standing awkwardly alone. Well, he wasn’t technically alone, being beside Gami, but it wasn’t like they could talk right now with everyone around.

“Problem Child…”

The teen jumped for a second time, still keeping the yelp down in his throat. He turned around to see Aizawa standing behind him, not really to his surprise. What was surprising was finding him here, and not by the gate like he was when Midoriya had started his race.

Aizawa didn’t wait for a response. “Can you meet me in Nezu’s office after class? Something he wants to talk about, apparently.”

Midoriya swallowed nervously, as he always did when Nezu was mentioned. “Like after this?”

“End of the day.” The teacher clarified, before softening his expression. “Don’t worry about it too much; I’m sure it’s nothing too major.”

Somehow, Midoriya doubted that, but he only nodded silently as Aizawa walked away to start the next group’s race.

“Well, at least you will get the chance to talk to him about the hat.”

Somehow, Midoriya doubted that too.

 


 

Once the rescue race wrapped up, the class made their way back to their locker rooms, where again the boys and girls split to their respective spaces. Midoriya quickly changed, not that he was second-guessing his decision to be out in the open, but the thought of lunch just around the corner had him much more motivated than usual. Plus, he wanted nothing to do with whatever Mineta was babbling about off to the side.

He was a little surprised that he wasn’t the first one to his usual table, considering how fast he left the locker room. But he wasn’t really paying attention, so it really didn’t surprise him that both Iida and Todoroki were already waiting for him. They were still waiting on Uraraka and Asui though, so Midoriya couldn’t dig into the tempting food in front of him as much as his stomach begged.

“I never got to say, but you were really impressive out there,“ Todoroki remarked, playing with his set of chopsticks. “You really improved with Gran Torino. I didn’t realize how much; it was hard to tell that night“

That night was hard for a lot of reasons. Still, Midoriya chuckled lightly. “Guess that means I win?”

Todoroki looked confused. “What?”

“You know…” Midoriya gestured obviously. “Our challenge?”

The gears clicked in his head. “I don’t know… were you even paying attention to me out there?”

Oh, he was. Way too much attention. That was the problem. “Sure, sure, you aren’t the same Shouto as before, but come on. I can practically fly now.”

“Careful, you are getting into exaggeration territory now.” Gami laughed from behind.

But that didn’t matter, because now they all were laughing, and that was all Midoriya could ever ask for.

“What’s got you three all giggly?” Uraraka interrupted from behind, Asui right on her tail.

Midoriya waved her off as the two girls sat down. “What took you guys so long?” He countered.

He didn’t expect the girls to visibly shiver. “Mineta. The usual.”

“Jirou got him good though,” Asui added. “Earphone jack right in the eye.”

He winced in phantom pain, reaching up to his own eye instinctively.

“Nevermind all that.” Uraraka reached over to her own set of chopsticks. “Let’s eat!”

Midoriya’s stomach rumbled. That he could agree on.

The group eagerly dug into their lunch, trying to satiate the appetite they’d all worked up from the rescue exercise earlier. As Midoriya shoveled rice into his mouth, he could only hope what he had in front of him would be enough. He stopped momentarily, only to take a sip of water, when he felt Gami nudge him lightly on the head.

“Slow down, you are going to choke. The food will still be there.”

Midoriya sighed. Gami was right, and he knew. No one was going to take his lunch away from him, and he was still going to get dinner, and lunch again the next day. Sometimes though… it was just easy to forget that.

Carefully, he picked his utensils backup again, only to get whacked even harder in the back of the head. This time, he was unable to stop the pained yelp from exploding out of his mouth, scattering his chopsticks across the table.

“Izuku!” Todoroki hissed, instinctively reaching over to check his head. “Are you alright?”

Midoriya didn’t have a chance to respond, rubbing his head as he turned around to see… Monoma? The class 1-B kid?

“Ah, my bad,” he started, with an expression that definitely did not convey sympathy. “Your head’s so big I ended up whacking you upside it.”

“Fucking ratbag,” Gami growled out, barely restraining himself from clawing the boy’s eyes out.

Todoroki nearly growled himself, pressing himself closer to Midoriya’s side as the rest of the table grew antsy. “What’s your problem?”

If Monoma was deterred, he clearly didn’t show it. “You lot encountered the Hero Killer, I heard…”

And just like that, something heavy sank to the bottom of Midoriya’s stomach. Uraraka and Asui could only watch as Iida now moved in protectively, narrowing his eyes frown behind his glasses.

“You just love basking in the spotlight, don’t you? You weren’t satisfied with your Sports Festival high, so you had to go seeking out the Hero Killer for some more attention? Is that it?” Monoma sneered.

Midoriya couldn’t stop the flinch that ran down his nerves. There was something in his mouth. He hadn’t started eating again, had he? What was he eating?

He raised a shaky hand up to his lips.

Why did it taste metallic?

“One day, you’re going to get yourselves wrapped up in something you can’t handle. And what then?”

He could taste it now. There was blood in his mouth. Why was there blood in his mouth?

He could taste the chunks of rotten flesh. It burned its way down his throat.

It was disgusting, sickening, downright nauseating.

So why was that smile still echoing in the back of his mind?

“Class 1-A falls from grace, the tragedy. But Class 1-B will be there to-”

Monoma’s rant was cut short as a hand wedged hard into his neck, causing him to collapse into another student’s arms.

“That’s not funny,” she reprimanded him. “Those three went through a lot.”

Midoriya couldn’t breathe. Why couldn’t he breathe?

Todoroki finally noticed, and moved his hand from the back of Midoriya’s head to slap him on the back. The impact caused Midoriya to sputter, coughing violently into his hands, expelling nothing but spit droplets onto his gloves, not blood. But he could breathe again, and his throat was clear.

“Are you alright?” Todoroki looked at him softly, any trace of venom directly at Monoma completely gone.

“Y-Yeah, sorry…” Midoriya choked out both spit and embarrassment.

The girl, still with Monoma in her arms, also softened upon seeing Midoriya’s reaction. “Sorry about him; he’s a whole lotta work. But Class 1-B means well, and we're glad to see that you three are alright after encountering the Hero Killer.”

Iida nodded for them all. “Thank you-”

“Kendo, why are you making amends with those detested-”

She, Kendo, hit him again. “I told you: we don’t detest them.” And then promptly dragged him away from the group before he could do more damage.

It wasn’t until the two were far out of sight that the group finally clicked back into reality. Still, nobody dared to make a move and break the tension until Midoriya awkwardly reached for his scattered chopsticks, reminding everyone just how he had reacted.

“Midori, are you alright?” Iida sent him a worried stare, and Midoriya didn’t know whether to feel uncomfortable at the thought of having to lie to him or relieved that the look was one of worry and not hate.

“Yeah, yeah, I’m g-”

“We don’t just mean right now, with whatever that just was with Class 1-B.” Todoroki interrupted with the suspicion of someone who cared. “Because whatever made you react like that, it wasn’t just them.”

He shuffled nervously, swallowing back the metallic taste starting to resurface. It didn’t really help.

Asui reached a hand out with a fragility in her eyes he hadn’t truly seen since USJ. “You don’t have to tell us what it is, but you can be honest with us. We’re your friends, Midori, you don’t need to lie to us to spare our feelings.”

And Midoriya was suddenly taken back to the morning he spent in a hospital room in Hosu, staring across at Todoroki as he told him the same exact thing. He was taken back to that same look in Todoroki’s eyes, one that begged for truth in the vulnerability of their friendship. He was taken back to that same feeling of safety and absolute trust he held, and wondered how long he’d truly been in the present instead of the past.

So he nodded and set his utensils down, leaving his rice to get cold.

“I was- I’ve been… having nightmares.” It wasn’t a complete lie. Most of his Hero Killer premonitions had come as nightmares after all.

“Oh, Midori…” Uraraka reached over the table to touch his hand, and he did not move away even on instinct.

“But it’s- I’m really fine, trust me.” He tried to settle the atmosphere before Iida could feel bad or Todoroki could challenge him. “Most of them are about what could’ve happened, and sitting here with all of you, I have proof that it didn’t.” He relished selfishly in all the warm looks they gave him instead of the cold buzz of what could’ve been Iida’s soul in his hands. “And the rest… well I know he’s locked away where he can’t hurt anyone else.”

Iida leaned to wrap an arm around Midoriya’s back in a comfortingly tight gesture. “No he can’t. He has no more power over us.”

He truly didn’t, as he lost the shackles of any more premonitions by his hand.

“We made it.” Todoroki nodded firmly in resolve. “That night is over.”

It was. It really was.

They didn’t talk much more after that, agreeing to try and use what was left of their lunch period actually eating. And it didn’t really matter that the food got cold or that they didn’t get to finish all of it, because Midoriya’s stomach got full on something a bit more satisfying.

They walked together back to their classroom, joined like the inseparable links of a sturdy chain. Because even if only three of them had gone through hell that night, the aftermath had bleed out by extension. They were in this together: the good, the bad, and everything in between.

Gami trailed just behind, not wanting to intrude on the group and yet close enough that the drop in temperature was still there. He was glad his successor had such a strong group of friends to stick with him, but yet, he wondered if it was wrong to wish the same for himself. Did he ever have anyone like that when he was…

Filled with the sickening feeling that he was even more alone back then than he could ever feel now, he stopped thinking.

They’d all just sat down in their seats as Aizawa walked in, hushing the room to a standstill as he approached the front of the classroom.

“Let’s see…” he mumbled while flipping through a stack of papers. “Summer break is approaching fast, but of course, it stands to reason that none of you have enough leeway to just relax on your own…”

Excited whispers flooded the air as his peers shared eager glances amongst themselves. But Midoriya and Todoroki shared their own look of suspicion, comfortable in the heavy layer of paranoia they’d built up as a defense for everything wrong with the world.

“We’ll be going to a summer break forest lodge.”

And the class erupted into cheers.

“How exciting!” Gami attempted to wash away the nervousness radiating off his successor. “Come on, you have to give it a chance at least.”

Gami was right like he always was, but this time, it did little to ease the sloshing of Midoriya’s stomach. Still, he swallowed the anxiety he knew remained from encountering the Hero Killer, and attributed his current bad feeling to nothing but unease that had overstayed its welcome.

“However-”

The firmness in Aizawa’s tone reigned everyone back in as his normally slouched eyes widened and the scar on his cheek seemed to flare.

“Should any of you fall short of a passing grade for the end-of-term test… then you’ll be stuck in remedial school.”

Midoriya shuddered unconsciously. Talk about harsh.

“That-” Aizawa collected the stack of papers he’d been casually looking through- “is all I have for today. I’m letting you out early.”

“That is quite unlike him…” he pondered aloud. “I wonder if it has anything to do with this meeting with Nezu…”

Midoriya shrugged halfheartedly, watching as the class again bursted into excitement, up and congregating with one another. He kept to himself as he packed up his things, tuning in and out the different pockets of conversation all around the room. Iida, Uraraka, and Asui were talking about getting their midterm grades back, likely a bit anxious about how they potentially scored with the final exam getting close. Kaminari and Ashido were blabbering about something to do with potentially having to show off their quirks for the exam, something like the quirk apprehension test; it made sense considering how volatile their quirks still were. Yaoyorozu seemed to have a crowd of people around her, all nervously asking her things. It was a bit jumbled; he really couldn’t make it out, but it turned out he didn’t have to as she then made her way to the front of the room.

“Can I have your attention everyone?” The chatter died down. “As class vice president, I believe it would be extremely beneficial to organize class study sessions in preparation for the final exam!”

Iida shot out of his chair stiffly. “I concur! But where would we host these sessions so they would be accessible to everyone?”

“They can be at my house!” She exclaimed with a sparkle in her eye, much like a small child. “I can provide transportation to anyone who needs it!”

Gami felt something in his chest at seeing such an innocent expression of heartfelt joy, framed by locks of dark black hair. Something rather painful, as he immediately looked away and shrunk into the shadows.

Yaoyorozu’s reaction died down, replaced now by a look of concern. “How would we arrange them though…”

Midoriya stood up naturally, holding up his phone. “I think I have pretty much everyone’s number. I don’t mind working with you to help organize everything, since you’re already offering to host.”

“Of course! Prepared as always, secretary Midori!” Iida cheered as Midoriya made his way to join Yaoyorozu up front.

“Alright, anyone who hasn’t given Midori their number yet, please step forward to do so!” She called out, and a few stragglers came up. Midoriya pretty much had the entire class in his contacts since the USJ incident, but if he was missing anybody before, he certainly wasn’t now

She turned to him as he finished typing in the last number. “Is that everyone?”

Midoriya responded to her with a nervous look. “Well…” His eyes shifted to the door, where the angry hothead of the class stood ready to open it and leave.

Yaoyorozu was deductive enough not to need an answer. “Bakugo, wait-”

But that was all it took for a heavy air to fill the room. Bakugo turned around, a typically furious expression painted across his face. But Midoriya instantly noticed the blankness in his eyes, and took a natural step back as his heart plummeted to his feet.

And as he watched that blankness visibly turn to deep hatred, he knew something was seriously wrong.

“I don’t want anything to do with any of you idiots. Unlike you, I don’t need anyone’s help to succeed, and I certainly don’t want it.”

Midoriya was perfectly fine leaving it at that, and judging at Yaoyorozu’s silence, so was she.

“Who’re you calling an idiot, idiot!” Kaminari, however, wasn’t.

“Shut up!!” He snapped. “I’m so fucking tired of you idiots trying to interject where you aren’t wanted.”

He then turned.

“Especially you, Deku…”

The name didn’t make him flinch, but the sheer hatred in his eyes certainly did.

It was then that Gami joined him at his side, and if looks could kill, Bakugo’s life would’ve turned into a cold case.

Bakugo stepped closer in this quiet, cold fury, so unlike his natural hotheaded self. It took every ounce of resolve in Midoriya’s blood not to step back and run like his body screamed at him to do.

“You were never supposed to be here.” The words escaped him like a slow release, pointedly driving them into Midoriya’s skull. “You weren’t supposed to get a quirk, and even though you did, you should know that what you have was never meant to save anyone.”

Midoriya couldn’t stop the flinch as those words pierced his heart and every insecurity he thought he was finally moving away from like an arrow to a bullseye. It was so hurtful, it was so hateful, and yet, it sounded nothing like Bakugo at all.

Recovering from the emotional wound, he missed how Bakugo clutched at his head, fingers digging into his scalp.

“Get out of my head!” He seethed, gritting his teeth like he was in pain. “I want nothing to do with you or your shitty quirk; I can’t even bear to look at you, and it’s really trying my goddamn nerves, shitrag.”

Gami growled as other people started to worm their way between the two, trying to deescalate the growing situation. But Bakugo wasn’t done, not by a longshot.

“Let me tell you, you fill me with nothing but hate; a pathetic excuse for a human being.” Bakugo then gripped his head again, and this time, Midoriya didn’t miss the wince. “This is all your fault, you and your fucking quirk. I want nothing to do with you, so stop fucking with me.”

Midoriya froze, unable to hear any of the defenses for him by his peers, his mind locked onto the last bout of venom Bakugo had spit.

The hate. The curse…

Bakugo knew.

Then, Bakugo’s hand lowered from his head, as his eyes steeled over with a hate Midoriya recognized all too well.

“I’ll annihilate you…” he muttered under his breath, like he wasn’t aware that he said it. “I’m going to fucking murder you.”

The fire returned to his eyes, replacing that lifeless, cold hatred that had taken over, and Bakugo stormed out of the classroom, throwing the door shut behind him.

Immediately, his friends rushed to his side: Todoroki’s arm at his back, Uraraka draped at his side, Iida’s stature shielding them all from immediate view.

“Midori-” Uraraka began softly, for both his potential fragility and his privacy- “are you alright?”

All he could do was nod, swallowing painfully down his dry throat. “Y-Yeah, I’m okay, just a bit uneasy…”

No one said anything else, but as Midoriya locked eyes with Todoroki, he could see the gears turning in his head.

Dammit! Dammit all to hell!

“Man…” Kirishima sighed, “that’s some vintage Bakugo. How long’s it been?”

“Maybe he’s irritated…?” Tokoyami offered. “Or just sheer animosity?”

No, it was none of that. Midoriya knew it was none of that. In fact, he was appalled that he hadn’t realized it before. He thought it had been a one-time thing; Bakugo filled with enough hatred to nearly cost himself his career as he tried to kill him after the battle training exercise. But he was wrong; how had he been so wrong?

He could only assume that if he hadn’t broken Todoroki or Iida out of their hate, then they just would’ve continued to hate him for the rest of their lives until he did.

He assumed that the hatred in Bakugo just dissipated after the battle training incident, but he never actually broke him out of it because he didn’t know he had to.

He assumed that the battle training incident was the first time Bakugo had ever experienced a hatred like that, because he never truly realized people could act towards him in kindness.

How long had Bakugo been afflicted by his curse?

And how long had Bakugo had an inkling that he was aware of his unnatural hate?

God, he was going to be sick.

“-ku! Izuku!”

Midoriya jumped in his skin, now aware that Todoroki had been calling his name. He knew why, but he couldn’t afford to think about that right now.

“I’m s-sorry! I need to go!”

He ripped himself out of his friends’ arms, scrambling for his backpack sitting at his desk.

“Wait!” Todoroki called out after him. “Plea-”

“No!” But he refused, throwing open the door himself. “I need to leave!”

And the entire class watched as he ran out of the classroom, not even bothering to close the door behind him as he disappeared down the hall.

 


 

It was a lucky thing that the school day was coming to an end, because Midoriya was sure no one would be pleased to take a trip to the bathroom and instead find him retching in the last stall.

He wasn’t sure where he needed to go once he stumbled out of his classroom, so he let his legs take him to the most private place he could think of while still on school grounds. And once he instinctively entered the bathroom, the churning in his gut hit him at full force.

He was reduced to his knees, reduced to a sickly, pitiful mess as his face excreted all its bodily fluids down into the toilet bowl beneath him.

Midoriya would’ve been overwhelmed by the disgusting new low he’d just hit if he hadn’t been overwhelmed by the implications of his realization first.

For once, he was glad not to hear Gami’s voice as he emptied the contents of his stomach; he could feel a pocket of cold air on his back, but he managed to convince his heart that it was simply a draft. No one was here to witness this.

His body crumbled as his coughing slowed down, having nothing left to give, and nothing left to lose. He leaned back in exhaustion, his spine cracking from its slouched position before. His lungs ached as he took slow, deep breaths to compensate for the hell he just put them through, and it wasn’t until he stopped consciously thinking about his breathing that he realized he had been copying Gami’s the whole time.

His mentor was quick to scoop him up into his arms. “Can you stand?”

Midoriya tightened his grip onto his worn robes. “Y-Yeah…”

Neither made mention as the teen sank further into the ghost’s arms, using him as an anchor to pull himself to his feet.

Midoriya raised the sleeve of his uniform to wipe away the evidence on his face, but Gami gently swatted his arm away. His mentor then pulled at the end of his own sleeve until it covered his bony hand, and wiped away any trace of his previous weakness.

“We- you cannot keep doing this alone.” He lowered his sleeve, able to clear all but the redness around his eyes. “This is getting to be too big, bigger than we are able to handle.”

Midoriya swallowed, his throat burning up from the previous abuse. “What are… what are we supposed to do?”

He couldn’t see Gami’s eyes, but he could feel the seriousness that echoed from them.

“We need to bring the heroes into this.”

Gami was always right, but this time, Midoriya couldn’t bear to admit what was true.

Shifting Midoriya into one arm, Gami used the other to pluck his schoolbag from the floor with ease. “The meeting… Eraserhead is going to be there; we need to speak with him.”

He took the bag out of his mentor’s hands. “At the meeting? But Nezu’s going to be there too. What if there are other teachers?”

“If everyone there knows… then we cannot afford to wait a second more. And for as much as that rodent stirs up unnecessary trouble, I hate to admit that him knowing may actually be useful. The gloves and… some of the additions to your costume have all been helpful, but you otherwise would not have obtained them without his interference.”

Nodding, he stepped out of the stall, swinging his backpack on. It was impossible to miss his reflection in the mirror above the sink, and he instinctively cringed at how obvious his face read. So he splashed some water onto his cheeks and did his best to rub it all away, before drying himself off with his sleeve.

It would be pointless to admit that Gami was right yet again, so instead he simply took hold of Gami’s sleeve like he always did when he was nervous, and exited the bathroom.

The school day ended while he was hiding out, but the halls were still emptier than he expected. Still, Midoriya made a careful effort to stick to the shadows, slinking up the staircase and then down the hall once more until he finally neared the door to Nezu’s office.

Aizawa stood there patiently, leaning against the wall just beside, but as Midoriya approached, he straightened out his stance.

“I figured I’d wait for you so we could go in together, make it harder for Nezu to bombard you with whatever he wants to talk abou-”

He stopped talking as the teen grew closer, frowning slightly at the shaky smile Midoriya was pushing forward. Aizawa narrowed his eyes, but did not speak on it.

Slowly, he turned the doorknob. “Come on, let’s get this over with so we can go home.”

Nezu sat in wait at his oversized desk, his smile widening unnervingly as he watched them enter. He perked up, pushing himself up in his chair and then climbing atop his desk. Once he reached the end, he plopped back down and let his legs dangle over the edge.

Aizawa closed the door behind them as Midoriya walked over to the small couch that sat before the desk. He sat down in false confidence as Aizawa eventually joined him laxly on the other side.

He would’ve laughed at the irony of the situation; just a couple months before they all were in this exact position as Midoriya was cornered into spilling his biggest secret. Now, here he was about to tell them another, this time of his own volition. Funny how that changed…

Unfortunately, he really wasn’t in a laughing mood.

“So glad you could both make it!” Nezu chirped, his tail flicking aimlessly. “Would either of you care for some tea-”

“Just get to the point.”

Midoriya would’ve flinched at the harshness if it weren’t for the fact that he agreed.

Nezu’s smile didn’t drop. “Very well.”

The principal then reached behind, pulling out a single sheet of what appeared to be cheap writing paper, creased with the scars of recent folds.

“The writer of this letter went through a lot of trouble just to get it to me…” he trailed off, “So imagine my surprise when I saw the recipient of this letter was really meant to be you, Midoriya.”

He blinked in surprise. A letter for him? One that had to go through Nezu? This was why they were here? He couldn’t help the slight shaking of his hands as he carefully took the paper from Nezu’s paws, allowing Aizawa to read from the side as his eyes delicately passed over every handwritten word.

To the hero called Owari,

When I began my pursuit of a cleaner hero society, my only worry had always been if there would ever be enough true heroes to fill the gap pried by all those inferior. For as set as I had been in my path, my intention was never to create more responsibility for the heroes that did earn my respect. It was simply the consequence of a greater good, a consequence I knew for certain the heroes that were chosen to achieve great change could handle. Never had another worry ever occupied my thoughts. I didn’t expect one to; none of those who fell by my hand spoke enough truth untainted by the desperation of their own survival. By that very logic, I should’ve expected that truth to present itself in a true hero instead, but still I was unprepared to hear something I couldn’t ignore and naive to think I would never hear at all.

Never have I felt unsure over the course of my path. Your truth held merit, enough that my own selfishness wishes to never have heard it at all, and if I were of a weaker resolve, I would succumb.

It’s truly a shame how the world so easily settles to move through time with no resolve at all. That people like Shigaraki, with such simple-minded spontaneity, can hold an underserved influence just because society refuses the effort with anything other than indecisiveness. And yet, under the puppeteering of callous ideals and monstrous power, the world is in great danger of mindless violence and hate. Shigaraki is nothing more than a child, unable to define reasoning in his spoiled impulsiveness, but his fixation with you as his newest toy has severe implications towards the future you will bring. You are the harbinger of great change, and while I am glad to have defended you in my servitude, I cannot do so again.

No quirk is inherently good or evil; it is merely a tool to be used to serve peace. And to bring great change means using every part of it, even at sacrificing the public’s flawed perception. I know you understand, having a quirk like yours, a quirk like mine; there is no room for fear among the unavoidable fear of society. To hold onto fear means to hold back a part of you, to hold back the change festering inside you. And there may come a time you have to choose between fear and the world, and even a true hero may fall because they had chosen fear long enough that they could no longer go back.

I write this to you if only to offer a path beyond fear, to teach you the art of the blade so that you may gain the choice to use it. I need nothing in return; it would be my honor to cultivate even a part of a true hero into existence.

Regardless, I wait patiently to hear of you again, either by your own volition or simply by the change you will infect the world with as it trickles through walls considered to be impenetrable.

With gratitude,
Akaguro Chizome

Midoriya didn’t realize he’d been unconsciously mouthing the words as he read them until he reached the end, and his mouth remained parted as if it expected more.

He didn’t even need to look at Aizawa to know what he was feeling. “No. Absolutely not.”

Nezu didn’t sound deterred. “You speak as if you have a say in the matter, and not as if you were made aware only by courtesy.”

Midoriya couldn’t stop his eyes from instinctually shifting to his teacher after that, knowing very well what he’d see. Of course, even as restrained as he was, nothing could stop the genuine anger that seeped forth through Aizawa’s eyes.

“I’m his guardian-”

“Midoriya is a ward of the school,” Nezu countered before he could finish. “You are merely an extension.”

The two faced down in a heated silence that left the teen squirming for distance. His heart thumped with so much fear, and not just from the letter. Did his opinion not matter? Did Nezu see this as just another one of his experiments? What was the point of having them here at all if nothing mattered?

Aizawa seethed, but backed down knowing he’d been bested. “So what was the point of this then, Nezu, if only you have a say in this decision?”

“Well, for one, I figured you both would want to read the letter yourselves.” His voice still remained upbeat as if the tension in the room was merely a figment of their imaginations. “Plus, I did want to assure you that I will take every precaution to make these interactions as safe as possible. Of course, you’ll be there, Aizawa, and the Hero Killer will have no access to sharp weapons during sessions. Midoriya’s weapon will be the only one in the room, and he can remove it at will.”

“Interactions? Sessions?” The pro hero looked one more word away from having an aneurysm. “Just where are you planning to host these? In Tartarus?”

If Nezu noted the sarcasm, he didn’t make mention of it. “Why yes actually! It would be the safest place for all parties, and I have already reserved a space designated inside the prison just for this!” He continued as if his words left no impact at all. “Of course, this is all for the benefit of Midoriya! U.A. doesn’t have a specialist in combat weapons primarily because those are often discouraged in hero work, and while we do accept hero students whose quirks mimic weapons, such as Kamakiri Togaru in 1-B with his quirk Razor Sharp, never have we accepted a hero student whose quirk is so directly linked to weaponry. This is quite unprecedented land we tread on.”

Midoriya swallowed dryly, unsure if he could even form words if he was ever asked for his voice.

“Cut the crap, Nezu. Why do you really want this to happen?”

The rodent leaned back onto his paws, making the effort to show just how relaxed he really was.

“I already told you: this is for the benefit of Midoriya.” Aizawa did not break his piercing stare into Nezu’s beady eyes even after he finished his answer, and after what seemed like an eternity of a thick stalemate, Nezu’s smile curled up just a hair more. “Of course, I would be lying if I told you I wasn’t curious about the development itself.”

And there it was.

Gami had to bite back the growl that threatened to erupt from his soul. Just how much of Midoriya’s circumstances did Nezu see as an experiment? As a game?

“Though, I must ask, how are you feeling about all of this, Midoriya? How do you feel about this arrangement?”

“As for these two, they’ve let their imperfections drive them. And for that, they don’t deserve the title of hero.”

The teen’s breath hitched unconsciously, and yet, by some miracle, he managed to push back his building fear to look Nezu right in the eyes.

“Does it really matter how I feel? It sounds like you’re going through with this regardless.”

The principal’s smile exploded into a toothy grin. “Maybe. Maybe not. Who knows?”

It was disgusting, to the point where Midoriya knew it wasn’t the work of his curse, but rather the already warped mind of the psychotic animal in front of him.

He hated this. He didn’t want to do this. He could’ve gone the rest of his immortal life having never heard the Hero Killer’s name again, and that still wouldn’t have been enough. And yet, something spiteful in his chest bloomed; he wasn’t going to let Nezu hear him admit his obvious disagreement. He wasn’t going to let Nezu hear him admit just how much power he held over him, even if it was obvious.

Fuck that.

“Fine.”

He did not elaborate.

Gami moved to cry out in shock, but the sound got caught in his throat as his nonexistent heart stuttered. He could feel the petty defiance rolling off his successor in waves, and yet, he could feel the desperation to hold himself together much more. Something in his soul resonated at that, something he recognized but could not place.

What had happened to him?

Nezu clapped. “Wonderful! I’ve already gotten everything set up of course, so it’s just a matter of arranging the first session. I’ll let you both know when I have a date.”

Aizawa, still very clearly ticked off, stood up promptly from his seat. “Well, if that’s all, then we’ll be going home now.”

And for as uncomfortable as everything had gotten, for as much as Midoriya wanted to just leave to the safety of Aizawa and Yamada and maybe some hot chocolate-

“You weren’t supposed to get a quirk, and even though you did, you should know that what you have was never meant to save anyone.”

He couldn’t.

“I want nothing to do with you, so stop fucking with me.”

He couldn’t…

“There’s… there’s something I need to tell you-” he stuttered out, just as both Aizawa and Nezu prepared to move on- “about my… quirk.”

They stopped moving, and the smirk on Nezu’s face finally dropped, but just ever so slightly.

“Aizawa, can you lock the door?”

The underground hero silently did just that, before returning to his spot on the couch next to Midoriya. The teen hesitantly looked up at him, and when he found a compassionately soft look staring back at him instead of the fury just before, he felt some of his anxiety melt away.

His head snapped to the side when he felt the other side of the couch sink, finding Gami lowering himself gently onto the cushions. Once he was sure he wasn’t going to pass right through, the ghost relaxed a bit, snaking an arm around Midoriya’s shoulders to pull him closer.

“I’m right here.”

The teen smiled, breathing in deeply to try and soothe the churning in his gut.

Aizawa nodded, not knowing what was said, but agreeing nonetheless. “What is it, Midoriya?”

“I-I wasn’t sure at first; that’s why I didn’t say anything before. All Gami and I had were theories.” He realized he was starting to ramble and inhaled again to slow down. “I think… I think my powers are cursing people.”

“No.” He couldn’t stop the instinctual way it came out.

Midoriya immediately turned back to his mentor in confusion. “What do you mean no? You were the one who proposed the idea in the first place.”

“My apologies. That is not what I meant.” He backtracked, “I just- you said it was because of your powers and… I don’t know, it just sounded wrong-”

“Midoriya?”

He snapped back to Nezu. “Sorry, Gami was getting finicky about the wording. He doesn’t think it’s linked to my abilities as-” he cut himself off- “Wait, Gami, did something like this happen to you?”

Gami moved to disagree, when something echoed in his very soul, in the center of his being.

“I was blessed by gods of ancient texts, whose names were lost to legend!”

Something…

“But he told me to ‘be not afraid’ and that I was being chosen to carry out the gods’ will just as he had a century ago!”

No- someone.

“Someone has finally seen worth in me, gods no less!”

Someone in the depths of his souls screamed of betrayal.

“I-I don’t kno-”

“Midoriya, I don’t mean to interrupt-” Nezu started again- “but this ‘curse’ you were talking about?”

The teen nodded frantically, realizing he’d gone off track again.

“I really don’t know what triggers it, but sometimes… the people I care about just start to hate me for no reason. A-And I know it sounds crazy and paranoid but hear me out!”

Aizawa placed a hand gently on Midoriya’s leg. “No one is doubting you. If we can believe in Gami, then I think we can easily believe this too.”

He took in another deep breath. “Iida was acting really off since just before we left for internships, like he couldn’t stand to even look at me. When I got his premonition, I was so scared… so I called him right after, just to ask him not to do anything reckless. He-”

“I don’t care if you’re worried. I don’t care what you’re feeling. And I certainly don’t care to listen to you.”

“He said some really awful things… stuff I know Iida would never say.”

Nezu hummed in thought. “Iida was under quite the amount of stress at that time due to his brother-”

“I know!” This time Midoriya interjected. “That’s what I thought it was too. But it was only directed at me, never at Todoroki or Uraraka or anyone else. He only made the effort to remind me how much he hated me. And all of a sudden, in the middle of the fight against the Hero Killer… I managed to get through to him and it was a complete turn-around. It was like his hatred for me completely lifted.”

“Tell them about the others.”

“Todoroki! Todoroki and I have always been really close. And then suddenly during the Sports Festival, he changed completely. It was like we’d never been friends at all.”

“I’m not pretending to be anyone’s friend.”

“It was him that tipped Gami off that it was something deeper. Todoroki and I talked in between the events, and he sounded so… wrong. He… he didn’t understand why he hated me so much, but he kept saying how much he wanted to hurt me and-” Midoriya choked out a sob, and Gami’s hand was immediately at his back, rubbing small circles- “and I watched him tear himself apart! He knew something was wrong, and he was right.”

“Shit…” Aizawa pressed his nails into his palm. “Midoriya…”

“The uncontrollable urge of violence…” Gami reminded. “The curse… it warps the people close to you to turn them against you, whether that be physically or emotionally. Its one goal is to see you suffer.”

Midoriya composed himself. “Gami had a theory about it: he thinks that the curse targets the people I care about to keep me alone, so that I keep suffering. It infects people with unnatural hate so that they act irrationally, to ruin their relationship with me. Iida wanted me to leave him in the alley so the Hero Killer could…” he stumbled. “And Todoroki tried to… kill me during our tournament match.”

“And the Kiyoris.”

“When I got to talk with Kiyori Ryōyami, he told me his brother had been acting strangely the day he killed Ishihara. He was so adamant that Ryōdai would’ve never escalated like that… and the more I thought about it, the more I realized he might have been cursed too. But since it was so different compared to Todoroki and Iida’s affliction, Gami and I wondered if it was just a coincidence…”

“It was no coincidence.”

“Midoriya,” his teacher called out softly, “why didn’t you say anything?”

He wiped harshly at his eyes. “I… I didn’t want to believe it, that it could be my fault that the people I care about are being affected. But I didn’t know what to do! The way they all acted, it wasn’t their fault, they didn’t have any control over my curse warping their minds. I just tried to handle it on my own, because I didn’t want them to get in trouble for something they couldn’t control…”

Nezu then perked up curiously. “Is that why you stood up for Bakugo after the battle training incident?”

Midoriya flinched as that memory was dragged from the depths of where it slept, and as Aizawa turned to him in surprise he could not mask in time. “Was that why Nezu was so adamant on not having him expelled? You defended him?”

“I’m sorry, Aizawa-sensei.”

Midoriya couldn’t help but feel like he was disappointing everyone right now.

“I had no idea about any curse back then, but I knew what Bakugo did during that exercise was off. It bugged me so much because I knew it was something Bakugo would never do; he would never risk his career just for a… potshot at me. But I didn’t have any kind of evidence then, just some gut feeling… until Todoroki started to act similarly.” He paused to collect his thoughts. “I don’t know why, maybe it was because we were so close at the time, but Todoroki seemed more aware of his hate being unnatural than Iida or Bakugo were. That’s what tipped Gami off about the curse to begin with, and it was then that we realized it was probably the reason behind Bakugo’s actions at the end of the training exercise.”

He didn’t want to look at Aizawa’s face after that. Quite frankly, he was afraid of what Aizawa might say. He knew where the man was coming from; Gami had felt the same way. But Midoriya couldn’t, in good conscience, allow Bakugo to be expelled for something that wasn’t his fault. If he had, then Todoroki deserved the same for trying to kill him during the Sports Festival.

It was an agonizingly painful shade of gray.

“If your theory about this curse is true — I can’t see any fault with it so far—” Aizawa hesitated for a moment. “Then what you did was completely logical. I don’t agree personally, but I agree logically.”

The sigh of relief that escaped Midoriya’s chest couldn’t have been louder.

But suddenly, Aizawa snapped towards Nezu, who sat cheekily on the edge of his desk swinging his legs. “What I don’t understand, Nezu, is how you could deny his expulsion anyway! You had no knowledge of a curse or anything that could’ve impaired Bakugo’s judgment other than him merely making a rash and spiteful decision. You should’ve followed protocol; what he did was expulsion worthy.”

But if Nezu had any remorse over his previous actions, he did not express it.

“I had heard Midoriya’s testimony before I made my decision-” he simply stated- “and it swayed me against protocol. Midoriya and Bakugo’s dynamic… it sparked my curiosity, and if I were to have had Bakugo expelled, then developments such as this could have been lost to my knowledge.”

Aizawa lurched forward aggressively. “You can’t keep doing this! You can’t put students at risk and ignore protocol just because you feel like it!”

The rodent’s carefree attitude seemed to fade away for just a second, replaced by this look of sternness that sparked an unusual fear in Midoriya’s chest. “I’m not putting anyone at risk. I have everything under control, and I have been monitoring Bakugo’s developments since that incident.” The tone in his voice left no room for arguments, which is why Midoriya’s heart skipped a beat as Nezu’s beady eyes turned back to him. “Which reminds me: I believe the entire reason you’re sharing this with us is because of what occurred after class today.”

Midoriya couldn’t stop the shudder that ran down his spine.

“I take back any praise I gave the rat.”

His anger shifting to worry, Aizawa turned to Midoriya again. “What happened?”

“Well-”

“I believe I can shed light on that.” Nezu interrupted, pulling out his phone from his pocket. With a few quick taps, he found what he was looking for, and noticeably upped the volume.

“You were never supposed to be here.”

Midoriya visibly flinched, not expecting to hear Bakugo’s voice play out of the speaker.

“You weren’t supposed to get a quirk, and even though you did, you should know that what you have was never meant to save anyone.”

His discomfort began to blossom out of control. Did Nezu have the classroom bugged on top of video taped? How much had he heard? How much did he hear?

“Get out of my head! I want nothing to do with you or your shitty quirk; I can’t even bear to look at you, and it’s really trying my goddamn nerves, shitrag.”

Gami knew it wasn’t really Bakugo talking, but it still took everything he had to catch the growl that threatened to escape him.

“Let me tell you, you fill me with nothing but hate; a pathetic excuse for a human being.”

Midoriya winced at hearing that again. Gami held him closer.

“This is all your fault, you and your fucking quirk. I want nothing to do with you, so stop fucking with me.”

How Bakugo had known, he had no idea. But it really was all his fault. He didn’t mean for this curse to exist, but that meant nothing to the people it had affected.

“I’ll annihilate you… I’m going to fucking murder you.”

And then Nezu clicked the recording off.

Midoriya hastily brushed his building tears away so he could immediately turn to Aizawa with as much confidence as he could muster.

“Look, I know how awful it sounds, but that’s the same kind of thing both Todoroki and Iida said to me when they were being affected by the curse. And if Bakugo really was being affected by my curse during the battle training incident, I never got to break him out of it like I had to with Todoroki and Iida to get them back to normal.”

He had to stop under the weight of his own words, even though he already knew what was coming next.

“Bakugo is still being affected by it; he has been since that day. And if it’s possible that someone can be influenced by my curse for such a long period of time, there’s… there’s a possibility that he’s been infected since before the battle training incident, even before coming to U.A.”

Aizawa’s eyes narrowed, but that didn’t stop the clear nervousness that radiated through them. “You two… you were friends in childhood, right?”

“Really close friends… until I was diagnosed quirkless,” he confirmed. “I thought it was just because of my diagnosis, since all the other kids treated me the same, but…”

Aizawa cursed under his breath.

Nezu, who’d been trapped in thought this whole time, tapped a paw at his chin. “Wouldn’t that also open up that same possibility with your mother?”

Midoriya’s heart sank to the bottom of his stomach like lead in water.

“W-What?”

“You said your mother changed quite drastically after your father left,” Nezu reiterated, unaware or uncaring of the way Midoriya’s face morphed in horror. “Therefore, there is a possibility that her sudden hatred for you was also the work of your curse.”

It made sense.

He’d always assumed that his father just snapped when he found out that he was quirkless, and he’d always assumed that his mother just snapped when his father left. It made sense in the moment; being quirkless was like a death sentence. He just thought his parents couldn’t deal with it. But what Nezu was saying made sense too. He never thought to question the reasons behind his parents’ actions because he never had even an idea that some curse could be at play. His father burned him. His mother-

Oh god.

His mother was arrested. She could go to prison.

All because of his curse.

His hands shook uncontrollably.

All because of him.

“Oh god… god it’s all my fault…”

Someone grabbed his shoulders. “Midoriya, you can’t assume that. You don’t know what the reason was, and regardless she did something unacceptable-”

But the teen couldn’t hear him over his overwhelming shower of guilt. “It’s all my faul-”

His words were cut off by the erupting of vomit that came from his throat, all into the trash can that was suddenly at his feet. How it got there, he didn’t care; he was just thankful it didn’t get all over Nezu’s carpet instead.

He missed Aizawa thanking Gami over the sounds of his own puking.

There wasn’t much for him to throw up since he’d already expelled most of it earlier in the bathroom, but it still felt like an eternity before Midoriya finally stopped hacking. Aizawa had a box of tissues ready for him, and Midoriya was just grateful to be able to wipe the shame from his face.

“Midoriya, I need you to look at me.”

Anxiously, the teen looked up, face blotchy and red from tears he couldn’t stop and throat raw from guilt he couldn’t contain. He made note that Aizawa’s hands were still clasped tightly onto his shoulders, but he couldn’t bring himself to try and shake them off. In fact, it just made him want to be pulled in more.

“I’m sorry that you've had to do this on your own this whole time.” There was something soft in Aizawa’s eyes, but Midoriya couldn’t quite see it through his blurry tears. “But I promise you’ll never have to do it alone again.”

Nezu nodded. “Should Aizawa ever fall victim to your curse, you can come right here.”

Aizawa, royally tired of Nezu’s bullshit, sent a nasty glare over to the principal, one which Gami joined in on. But otherwise he did not say a word, opting to bring Midoriya closer into his arms.

“We’ll figure this all out together, I promise.”

Gami joined the hug from behind, effectively squishing his successor in a double embrace. He was worried he might be intruding on a moment not meant for him, but once he heard him laugh through his sobs, all he could think about was holding him tighter.

Midoriya did laugh; he choked out this pained laugh of relief and guilt. But it was enough to make him smile, however small it was. He was really lucky, painfully so. Someone like him was never meant to feel love like this. But here he was.

His tears died down, so he pulled away to wipe the last remnants away with his sleeve.

“If there’s anything else Nezu needs to mention, I’m sure he can do so later.” Aizawa stood up, placing the box of tissues on the couch where he just sat. “Let’s go home.”

And that was enough to bring Midoriya to his feet, both of them missing anything that Nezu did manage to say as they left the confining atmosphere of his office.

“We forgot to talk to him about the hat,” Gami chuckled, running his fingers through the boy’s hair.

Midoriya laughed, holding tightly onto Gami’s hand as he kept up his pace so Aizawa’s would stay on his shoulder.

“I don’t care.”

Notes:

It took a bit to get this chapter out, but here it is! Really excited for this coming arc; I’ve got so many plans and I can’t wait to pull them off!

I’ve been hinting at Nezu’s true nature throughout this story, but this chapter really shows his priorities and motivations. He is interested in Midoriya, sees him as something to be studied, and it shows. Nezu in general is a bit apathetic thanks to his experimentation; sometimes he can’t see why his actions could be considered morally wrong or reckless, and sometimes he just doesn’t care. Overall, Nezu is this great form of chaos that really helps me reach events in this story that just wouldn’t seem plausible otherwise.

You thought the Hero Killer was over and done with? Think again! I’ve had that letter idea, as well as the offer to train Midoriya, sitting in my head practically since I started this story. Of course, Midoriya’s still traumatized by him, but that’s an issue for the next chapter!

It’s the beginning of the end, and to start it all off, I’ve ended this chapter confirming the existence of the curse! Obviously, this has been in play for a long part of the story, but the reveal that it infected both Bakugo and Midoriya’s parents since his childhood was one I was really excited to give! All they have are theories and ideas right now, but who knows, maybe a certain ghost can shed some light on the development…

This chapter was kinda crazy, so as one last bombshell, I’ve updated the power list…

Death’s Touch: Anything Midoriya touches starts to decay immediately, regardless of the amount of fingers touching. This ability works on both the living and the non living. Midoriya is able to control the activation on humans and non living objects, being able to start and stop the decay at will, however, he cannot with plant or animal life. Any damage done to living organisms with this power cannot be healed.

Death’s Scythe: Midoriya can summon a scythe to fight with at will. The scythe is the only item that can’t be destroyed by Death’s Touch, and that ability can be shared with the scythe at Midoriya’s will, however it can only decay what it cuts. The decay follows the same rules as Death’s Touch. He can also make the scythe disappear at will when he is finished with it or to free his hands.

Immortality: Midoriya is immortal and cannot die. However, he can still get hurt and scarred. The immortality ability doesn’t provide any regeneration, but any wounds that could be detrimental to his job, such as lost/broken limbs and organs, will be healed the next day.

Premonition: Midoriya can see flash images of people who may die before they are supposed to. Normally, he cannot interfere with death, as it’s his job, but he has the option of attempting to save anyone he views in a premonition. These premonitions are bare and don’t provide much information other than the person themselves and their demise, occasionally revealing the setting and attacker, if any. The premonitions can come true between an hour after viewing to 3 days later.

Soul Contact: When a person dies, their soul is immediately sent to Midoriya. He can see, touch, and hold these souls. When holding a soul, Midoriya can see the most important memories and decisions attached to that soul, and hence that person.

Soul Sorting: This ability allows Midoriya to decide which part of the afterlife a soul moves on to. The areas of the afterlife can only be summoned with intent and the swipe of a hand, with the areas themselves being represented by flames. The areas that he can choose from are Paradise, Purgatory, and the Underworld. Once Midoriya decides where the soul best fits, it is sent to the being of that respective area. If approved, the soul stays in that area forever, the exception being Purgatory. Souls in Purgatory can be moved again to either Paradise or the Underworld, however, this is not Midoriya’s decision. If rejected, the soul is sent back to him for reevaluation. All souls must be sorted within 24 hours of Midoriya receiving them, with rejected souls resetting their time limits once they get back to him. Failure to sort a soul within its time limit may result in serious unknown punishment.

???: Seemingly at random, the people close to Midoriya can develop an inexplicable hatred for him, or a hatred that will result in his suffering. Affected individuals will seek out Midoriya’s suffering on a physical and/or emotional level, and are usually unaware of their sudden change in attitude. The affected won’t respond to any reasoning about their unnatural hate, and will continue to hate unless broken by an outside reason, usually by breaking a preexisting hate the affected already had before being infected.

Chapter 45: Something Wicked This Way Comes

Summary:

Midoriya knew there would come a time where he would get tired of fighting. But even when he least expected it, there was always someone who stepped up to fight for him.

Midoriya could only pray he would be able to keep them all safe in return.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Normally, Midoriya remained relatively quiet when in the car with Aizawa, especially at the beginning. Even now, even as experience led them to an understanding, they usually didn’t engage in more than mild conversation. But it wasn’t out of discomfort, not anymore at least; if anything, it was more out of recognition. Yamada was the one he shared lighthearted, thoughtful chats with across the kitchen island. While with Aizawa, he shared his deepest vulnerabilities and quietest fears. It may not have been equal, but everyone understood it was fair, which was why both Midoriya and Aizawa really didn’t speak in the casual setting of the car, unless otherwise necessary.

But that was when it was just the two of them, and they would be two no longer.

“Is this not the most wonderful thing?” Gami exclaimed for what had to be the hundredth time from the backseat, throwing himself into the cushions. “You know, I think you are underreacting.”

Midoriya resisted the urge to rub a hand down his face, “Look, Gami, I know it’s your first time in a car but I swear-”

“Is this really all you do when I leave?” The ghost interrupted, lurching forward to stick his head over the center console, looking side to side between the two in the front. “You two are so boring…”

“Some of us can appreciate silence.” Midoriya rolled his eyes.

“Both of you hush,” Aizawa snapped without any real malice, stopping briefly at a red light. “We’re almost there already.”

Aizawa was getting scarily good at reading their conversation beats; Midoriya supposed it came with the job. “I’m surprised that you, of all people, are acting so antsy. What are you going to do when we get to Yaoyorozu’s?”

Gami scoffed, sinking to the back again, “Trust me, the whole ghost thing gets old fairly quickly.” Still, he sighed, crossing his arms like a child. “I suppose I will have to leave you alone then, the travesty.”

“As long as both of you behave, I don’t care what either of you two do.” Aizawa muttered, sending a knowing glare to his peripherals. He then pulled over to a side street, rolling the car to a stop. “You sure you don't want me to drop you off closer, Problem Child?”

But Midoriya shook his head, grabbing the backpack that rested at his feet. “We’ll be alright; I’d rather not risk anyone seeing you drop me off. That’s not really a question I’m ready to answer right now…”

“Therefore, there is a possibility that her sudden hatred for you was also the work of your curse.”

The teen dispelled the thought as quickly as it came.

Now was really not the time.

“I get it.” The hero nodded, his eyes fixed on the steering wheel before turning to Midoriya. “I’ll be back here to pick you up later. Call me if you need anything, alright?”

He clicked open the passenger side door, stepping out onto the sidewalk.

“We just want to make sure you never have to do it alone again.”

Now that thought… he let that one linger as long as it wanted.

“I will, Aizawa-sensei. Thank you.”

His teacher didn’t give him any sort of verbal response, but the slight nod and equally slight smile was all he needed to know. Midoriya sent him a delicate wave, watching the car pull off before turning to his mentor, readjusting his backpack in the process.

“Ready to go?”

“Such in a rush to get away from me, I see…”

Midoriya started walking. “You’re so dramatic. You’re acting like you’re not coming with me.

“It does not count if I cannot talk with you.” Still, Gami floated to keep up with him. “Are you sure we are going in the right direction?”

“It’s literally just a block or so straight.” He huffed, “Have some faith in me.”

“So if you do manage to get us lost despite that, does that mean I am allowed to-”

The snarky remark died on the ghost’s tongue as his gaze was drawn off to the side. Midoriya too mostly forgot what they were bantering about as his eyes moved to follow.

An intimidatingly elegant iron gate stood before them, impressively grand in its steely might. The barrier stretched high, far higher than anything Midoriya could’ve attempted to climb successfully. He’d vaulted over some high fences before, though this was no fence.

Behind the gate, however, stood a house so massive it would be an insult to compare it to the gate, or even to a house at all. The structure was more akin to a palace, with beautiful circular towers framing the sizes. A classy mesh of stone and brick painted the walls, with a soft yellow glow that illuminated the windows. The whole thing reminded him of a fireplace, with the balcony mounted above the large mahogany double doors like an empty mantle.

Yaoyorozu’s mansion emanated this warmth of home that simultaneously drew Midoriya in and made him know that he would never belong.

“Woah…” The words were stolen from him along with his breath, whisked away as the fee to merely stare.

“Talk about wealth.” Gami fidgeted uncomfortably.

“Pardon, but are you another of Yaoyorozu-sama’s classmates?”

Startled, the teen jumped back slightly, his attention snapped from the allure of the grandiose back to the metal gate, where a suited man stood on the other side in collected nonchalance.

“Ah, um yes.” Midoriya stuttered out, embarrassment creeping onto his cheeks. “I’m here for the study group…”

If the man, who Midoriya assumed was Yaoyorozu’s butler, noticed his nervousness, he didn’t comment on it. “Would you hand me your student identification card?”

“O-Of course!” He fumbled with his backpack, reaching out his plastic card through the bars of the gate. The man took the card from him, holding it up to a clipboard in his other hand. Midoriya bounced on his heels anxiously as he scanned his list, resisting the comforting urge to glance over to his mentor.

“Thank you, Midoriya-san.” The butler handed him back his ID, and Midoriya skittered back as the gates creaked open. “Allow me to bring you to Yaoyorozu-sama and the others.”

He walked through, trailing behind the man as the gates swiftly closed behind him. And as they walked up the front steps to those large mahogany doors, Midoriya could now see the cameras placed in the corners of the entryway.

Gami frowned, also noticing the blinking red lights on each. “A high level of security… I suppose it makes sense.”

Midoriya moved to nod silently, but Gami stopped him before he could.

“We should act cautiously. No need to do anything strange that could be caught or heard on cameras.”

And he knew his successor understood, because he ignored him and continued ahead as the butler beckoned.

For a moment, Midoriya was even more enamored by the interior of Yaoyorozu’s home: sets of magnificently large windows lined the halls, draped by lushious burgundy curtains tied with charming gold accents that just barely missed the floor. The floor itself was a cherry stained hardwood polished to perfection, with an intricately woven woolen rug in the center so obviously expensive that Midoriya felt bad stepping upon it. Candles hung against the walls, emitting that soft yellow glow he saw from outside, but upon a closer look, it wasn’t one from flame. Instead, the light was electric —all the candles were actually— with such a convincing disguise he almost wouldn’t have known; he had to squint to make sure that the wax really wasn’t melting.

The butler led him down the rest of the hallway, before stopping abruptly at another set of double doors. Distracted, Midoriya nearly ran into him from behind, but managed to catch himself just before he did, though still stumbling awkwardly. Usually his missteps were a bit more graceful, but it seemed like Gami was really taking the whole camera thing seriously.

The doors were opened for him, and he peered inside nervously, softening once he saw the familiar faces of his classmates chatting around a long dining table. Yaoyorozu noticed him first, and beckoned him in further, catching the rest of the class’s attention.

“Midori!” She called with a joyous smile, “Oh, I’m so glad you could make it! Thank you again for helping me organize this!”

“Of course, Yaoyorozu-san! It was really no trouble!” He waved off.

Her face slightly crumpled after that, and Midoriya wondered if he said something wrong. Afraid of any wrong impressions, he tried to backtrack, but she didn’t give him the chance. “There’s no need for formalities! Please call me Yaomomo!”

He cocked his head on instinct, but otherwise gave a firm nod.

She bounced excitedly, much like a young child. “I’ll be right back! I just want to make sure everyone is properly accommodated for!”

And just as quickly as she came, she left his vicinity for another group of classmates. The instinctual side remark to Gami shot up his throat, but he caught it before it could escape his lips.

Iida, noticing he was now alone, strided up to him in a pointed and punctual manner, enough for Midoriya to rethink his current train of thought in preparation.

“Midori!” Iida’s hand chopped up and down. “While I commend you for helping to officiate our first study group, the responsibilities of class secretary include arriving early to these events!”

He scratched his cheek sheepishly. “Sorry… it’s a bit of a drive here.” He gestured a glance at Yaoyorozu, who was happily chatting away with another group of newly arrived students. “Did I… miss anything?”

Iida shook his head, but a small smile betrayed him. “I think she’s just excited to have us all here. I can say it’s not often I get to have friends over.”

Midoriya smiled too. “And the nickname?”

“Courtesy of Ashido.”

That made him laugh. He should’ve known.

They talked for a bit longer, until Yaoyorozu made her way back to the front of the room to gather everyone’s attention.

“Alright everyone, we’re just waiting on-”

“Sorry, Yaomomo,” Kirishima interrupted, waving his phone out, “but I don’t think Bakugo’s coming.”

Yaoyorozu dropped her shoulders crudely, but managed to resist the sigh that threatened to escape her. “Let’s just get started then…”

She cleared her throat swiftly as the last remnants of conversation died off.

“So as you’re all aware, midterm ranks were passed back yesterday-” Some despondent moans from the corners of the room cut her off accidentally, but she didn’t seem deterred- “No one is obligated to share theirs, but I’d recommend grouping together based on the areas you’re struggling in so we can help each other.”

She patted a stack of heavy textbooks resting on the end of the table in front of her.

“I’m going to be going over quadratics and anything else math related in here, but you all are welcome to move to any of the other open rooms if you’d like a quieter space to study something else.” She then tapped the top textbook again with a growing smile. “And just let me know if you need a textbook! Odds are I probably have it!”

Sensing she was done talking, most of the class dispersed amongst themselves into idle chatter. Instinctively, Midoriya looked around for Uraraka or Iida, and conveniently found them both off to the side.

“Midori!” Uraraka waved him over excitedly. “How did you place on the midterm?”

“If you would like to share!” Iida quickly added.

He chuckled naturally, “I think I was second…”

Uraraka rolled her eyes with a scoff, but he could tell it was all theatrics, and it only made him smile more. “Man, both you and Iida did so well! I was 13th.”

He gave her a shrug in return that most would consider a pitiful comfort, but Uraraka just laughed, nudging him playfully in revenge. Midoriya rubbed the assaulted arm, before turning to Iida curiously. “What did you get, Iida?”

Iida stiffened, puffing out his chest in pride. “I placed third, though I think I’ll be staying here to practice my math a bit more.”

Uraraka nodded in understanding. “I lost most of my points on classic literature, so Tsu’s gonna help me review that.” She then turned back to Midoriya. “What about you?”

“I’m not sure…” He scratched awkwardly at his cheek. “Well, now that I’m thinking about it, I should probably review heroics law again.”

“Heroics law?”

The three turned to the new voice, only to see Todoroki idly strolling up to them, a softly curious look upon his face.

“I only got 5th overall, but I did pretty well on law and history; I might be able to help with that,” Todoroki offered, voice dying off as he continued. “Or if you just want some company…”

Uraraka threw her hands up in exasperation. “Only?! I swear with you guys…”

Midoriya laughed, nudging her playfully, “Hey, you have plenty of time to study before the final.” He then turned to Todoroki, the wide smile on his face settling to something a bit softer. “And I wouldn’t mind some help.”

Todoroki nodded in agreement, gesturing towards the exit: two wide open mahogany doors that led back into the hallway.

That was enough of a cue for the group to part their separate ways, with Todoroki and Midoriya moving out into the hallway together. Midoriya looked around nervously, unsure of which open doors Yaoyorozu was talking about earlier, but as Todoroki suddenly started in a random direction, he was forced to catch up.

“You know where we’re going?” Midoriya looked around again as he trailed behind, only then realizing Gami was nowhere to be found. He followed up with a curse under his breath; he wouldn’t be surprised if the ghost was out snooping where he wasn’t supposed to.

His friend nodded, pointing out to a set of open doors near the end of the hall. “I figured we’d be better off somewhere quiet. Yaoyorozu said I could use it if I wanted.”

“Oh, that’s nice of her.”

The space wasn’t as big as the main room, but its smaller size just added to the cozy feeling. Rather than a dining table and chairs to match, the room was furnished with some large armchairs surrounding a coffee table. An electric fireplace crackled from the far wall, oozing a rich heat into the air. The room was well lit, yet kept a shimmering golden glow of both wealth and warmth.

Midoriya was caught between feeling in awe and feeling sorely out of place.
Awkwardly, he walked in before Todoroki, choosing his armchair and placing his backpack on it. He figured Todoroki would pick a chair close to him, and unzipped his bag to start taking out materials.

“Hey, Izuku…?”

He placed down a notebook on the coffee table before looking over his shoulder. “Yeah?”

Only then did he notice the now furrowed look on Todoroki’s face.

“I just wanted to make sure you were alright after what happened with Bakugo a few days ago…” He moved further inside, closing the door behind him. “What he said was… harsher than usual, and you’ve been quieter than usual since.”

Midoriya immediately bit into his cheek, and didn’t even flinch as iron hit his tongue. “Yeah, I’m…”

“There’s… there’s a possibility that he’s been infected since before the battle training incident, even before coming to U.A.”

His voice died off instinctively, and he didn’t even have to look at Todoroki to know he didn’t believe an inkling of his words. But he looked anyway, and what he saw was everything he expected, including the twinge in his chest.

Todoroki had always been too observant for his own good. Because Midoriya had always been sharp concerning his own secrets; they were his, but really, he was afraid. He didn’t really know what he was doing, for as much as he pretended, and other than Gami’s sporadic memory, he had no one else. And who else would ever understand: that his power stemmed much further than a quirk, that his job went much further than the simple black or white of heroics law? He was afraid that if what his quirk really was, what he really was, became common knowledge, everyone that knew would be just as afraid of him as he already was.

People were scared of what was different, and he was far past that point.

He never expected to tell anyone about what his quirk really was, but then again, he never expected the slew of pro heroes here at U.A. to just… accept him. Sure, there were plenty of dangerous quirks out there, but those could all be controlled in a way: quirk-canceling handcuffs, mutant-built restraints, whatever else they used to lock away the prisoners of Tartarus. None of that, not even the threat of death, could apply to him. And that, the difference, should’ve easily had Nezu and Eraserhead and Present Mic and everyone else who found out in the span of a week rushing to lock him away where they could control him.

But instead, they loved him. They loved him for everything that he was, and Midoriya couldn’t hide how selfishly addicted he’d grown to that feeling.

And so here he was: conflicted, just as much as when Aizawa and Yamada had first welcomed him into their home. Because he was still scared, for as much as he tried not to admit. He was still scared of what he was, and what the people that he’d grown to love would inevitably think of him. But he’d had a taste of what love really was, what acceptance really was, and he was chasing it blindly, ready to risk destroying himself if it meant a chance of tasting it again.

Which was why he hated that Todoroki was so damn observant, because he already suspected so much, and Midoriya had no issue acknowledging that he was right about everything, but he was still a coward.

“Izuku?”

Midoriya blinked, struggling to come back into focus. It was then he realized how close Todoroki stood, barely a few inches away. It was then he realized his hands were being cradled in the other’s, smooth polyester against rough skin. It was then he realized how badly his hands were shaking.

He instinctively looked around for Gami, looked around for guidance, the dam in his throat just barely holding together. But he wasn’t here. What would Gami think, what would he do? Midoriya thought farther back into the past; Gami would tell him to lie. He would probably tell him to make something up, that he couldn’t risk this secret, and then give a shitty example because Gami was terrible at lying for how often he recommended it. But right now, right here, Midoriya didn’t want to lie. If Gami were here, he wouldn’t hear the end of how bad of an idea this was, but Midoriya wanted so desperately for Todoroki to accept him, all of him.

Maybe… maybe after 500 years, this wasn’t Gami’s secret anymore.

Midoriya started to open his mouth, feeling the flood in his chest rattle in anticipation, when his shifty eyes finally locked onto something. Todoroki immediately followed his settled gaze, turning his head over his shoulder and trailing his sight up to one of the cameras in the far corner of the room.

Todoroki snapped back to him. “Do you trust me?”

Midoriya nodded without hesitation.

Todoroki let go of one hand, but gently pulled him along by the other. He nudged open the doors, poked his head out of the slight gap he’d made, looking carefully in either direction, all while Midoriya waited nervously behind him. After a few moments though, his hand was slowly tugged again as the other led him down the hall in delicate but purposeful steps, until they stopped in what seemed to be the middle and Todoroki reached for an obviously shut door. Some more anxiety bubbled up; didn’t Yaoyorozu specifically say only open rooms? He didn’t want to betray her kindness like this. He opened his mouth to try and persuade Todoroki against this, but nothing came out.

He trusted Todoroki.

Todoroki opened the door and pulled them both inside.

To Midoriya’s surprise, inside was not a room like the others, but rather a closet bigger than he’d ever seen. Everything was ordered along shelves and racks, perfectly in place, kept against the walls. The middle of the room was spaciously empty, to the point where Midoriya couldn’t tell if it was bigger than where he’d stayed when he was still with his-

Nevermind…

Todoroki looked up at him, seeing the newly furrowed look in his eye, and frowned softly. “There aren’t any cameras in here-” he took a sweep around the room- “I think.”

Midoriya looked around the room, but even in the near perfect darkness, he couldn’t see any of the signature blinking red lights like he saw by the front entrance. He exhaled in what he wished was relief, but his shaking had long traveled from his hands, and now the rattling in his chest was starting to shake him entirely.

He was pulled again, but this time he landed in a set of open arms. His knees nearly gave out on him as his heart instinctively settled into this place of warmth and safety. And the fear inside him that desperately wanted to push away was dashed when Todoroki held him tighter, and Midoriya finally gave in and clutched back like a leech.

“I’m really worried about you…” Todoroki murmured from over his shoulder. “So much has happened, and sometimes I can’t tell if you’re really okay.” Midoriya moved to reassure him, but the way Todoroki tightened his arms, he remained silent. “I trust you, I want to take you at your word, but… I’m so afraid that I’ll miss one small thing, and by the time I catch it, I won’t recognize you anymore.”

Midoriya didn’t realize he was crying until the tears dribbled down his lips, and his mouth moved to catch them before they could stain the back of Todoroki’s shirt.

He was so lucky. What he had done to deserve so many people in his life who loved him, he truly didn’t know.

Midoriya sniffled, blinking away the rest of his tears before they could come pouring out. “I need to tell you something… about my quirk.”

Todoroki nodded from against his shoulder.

“I didn’t figure it out until the day Bakugo yelled at me, but you were right.” He stopped instinctually, waiting for the other to question him, but Todoroki just listened, and it all came spilling out. “I’m so sorry…! The hate- I…I didn’t mean- it’s all my fault! And I knew! I knew and I stayed anyway…”

He could feel Todoroki stiffen, but it was too late. His mouth was moving before his brain was, and it was too late.

“My quirk curses people. What happened to you- the Sports Festival-” Midoriya blubbered, tightening his hold on Todoroki’s shirt- “I didn’t know…!”

His voice broke to smother some sniffles, but it wasn’t enough of a pause for his brian to catch up.

“But Iida… I thought- I knew! I knew and you were right and I just didn’t want to admit it because I didn’t want to be alone anymore! A-And I wasn’t going to say anything until Bakugo-”

His knees did give out on him that time, and he sank to the floor like a lead weight. He would’ve pulled Todoroki down with him, but his arms just didn’t have that kind of strength anymore. Still, Todoroki sank down with him.

And finally, his brain caught up, and he just sobbed heavily in Todoroki’s arms, the guilt of the past few days catching up to him too. He and Gami started with just theories, but he knew long before Bakugo’s outburst. He knew right when Iida looked like he wanted to rip the jugular out of his neck on the train, Todoroki knew then too. Hell, he knew the moment after their conversation in the hallway during the Sports Festival. He knew, and what did he do?

He refused to leave the people he’d learned to love, and instead watched as he slowly took them down with him.

Even now, even after everything, he couldn’t bring himself to leave the security of Todoroki’s arms. He waited for the other to push him away, but he couldn’t bear to leave himself.

Todoroki still hadn’t spoken a word.

What a disgusting shadow of a person he’d become.

“Your quirk…” The other’s voice was raspy like Midoriya hadn’t heard in a long time. “Your quirk was the reason I tried to kill you during our tournament match…”

Midoriya fought hard to keep the bile in his stomach this time, flashing back to that hell of a day. Sure, not all of it had been bad, but he couldn’t stop the way his head immediately went back to that battlefield: waves upon waves of ice charging to skewer him, his own skin covered in frostbite —Todoroki’s frostbite— that dark, dead look glazed in his eyes.

His lip quivered as the memory settled to the forefront of his mind.

It… it really had always been his fault.

Something jostled his shoulders, and Midoriya looked up only to find Todoroki’s hands firmly upon them. “No, no listen to me. Your quirk was the reason I tried to kill you during our tournament match. Not you.”

“B-But I knew, I knew and-”

“Look, I don’t think I totally understand-” Todoroki stammered with a bit of uncertainty before steeling over, looking back into his watery eyes- “but I’m sure you didn’t want me to hurt you on purpose. You didn’t ask for your quirk to try to… you can’t blame yourself for something out of your control.”

Midoriya’s mind stumbled. Was it really out of his control? He couldn’t stop the curse from happening, that was true, but… he could’ve just left. He could’ve left Todoroki and Iida and the rest of the people he cared about and kept them safe instead of selfishly holding them close where he knew he’d hurt them eventually, no matter how hard he tried to fight. But… but he’d left Bakugo years ago, and if his budding realization was right, then did it really matter?

If he left everyone he loved now, would that even protect them from his own undoing?

But something else in his head clicked, and Midoriya swallowed the incoming sob and the shudder that came with it. “Wait… I thought you didn’t remember what happened during the Sports Festival?”

Todoroki looked off to the side immediately, and Midoriya stiffened, his throat running dry.

“Well, it’s more fuzzy than anything…” He started to trail off. “But some of the… harsher things I said-”

“I’m not pretending to be anyone’s friend.”

“Some of the things I was feeling-”

“And yet, I’m being flooded with hatred and loathing for you, none of which feels like my own!”

“And the things I tried to do-”

“Let me end you.”

Todoroki jolted back up, and Midoriya couldn’t miss the watery shine of fragility in his eyes, barely masking the guilt behind them. “If that really was your quirk, I need to know. I… I need you to tell me.”

And Midoriya, seeing the damage he had done, broke as easily as dropped china.

“My quirk makes the people in my life hate me. A-And I don’t know how or why, but I didn’t realize it was such an issue until I figured out that Bakugo’s probably been infected for years now!! A-And my mother and my father!! And if I didn’t notice them, how many other people did I miss?! How many other lives have I ruined?!”

He curled into himself, sobbing wildly again, fists bunched into his eyes trying desperately to hold back the waves of guilt.

“I knew I should’ve left; the second I saw the same hate in Iida’s eyes as I did yours, I knew I couldn’t be around anyone I loved if I didn’t want to hurt them. But you all make me feel like I’m worth it! Like it wasn’t a mistake to try and do something good with my life! A-And I can't… I can’t lose that! I can’t go back…”

Todoroki wrapped his arms around his hunched form. He cried harder.

“Please don’t make me go back…”

The other pressed his face into Midoriya’s back, shaking his head ever so slightly. “Never. Never…”

They held each other in silence, save for the sniffling and choked sobs that occasionally erupted from either of the two. They cried together. They cried over the cruelty of the world, for the guilt they had aged, in unfairness for all they had suffered and in selfishness for all they had done. They cried and cried on the floor of a storage closet, until their tears were enough to fill every bottle and bucket around them.

“I don’t understand…” His voice spat when it ran out of tears to choke on. “What happened to you, to Iida… you should hate me… why don’t you hate me…?”

And Todoroki pulled his head back up to look at him, wiping the tears from his eyes, all while desperately holding back even more by the quiver in his lip. All while fighting so desperately to bring a smile to his face instead.

“I could never hate you. You’re someone I care about.”

And Midoriya gripped him tighter, desperate to prove to himself that this was real. Desperate to prove to himself that he could still be loved. Desperate to prove that he somehow deserved it after everything.

“I’m not going to leave you, not over this. Not when I… not when I tried to kill you during our tournament match and you stayed anyway,” he declared with such ferocity, the whole room shook. “I swear… I swear to you I won’t leave. You’re never going to be alone, no matter whatever your quirk tries to do. And together we’re going to figure this out. Your quirk is never going to win.”

How?

“You quirkless misfit! Get out of my way!”

How when it already had?

“Bakugo is still being affected by it; he has been since that day.”

How when it already had taken so much from him?

“Therefore, there is a possibility that her sudden hatred for you was also the work of your curse.”

Todoroki pressed both of his hands to the sides of Midoriya’s face, startling him out of his thoughts and back to now.

“Not anymore.”

“Thank you, Izuku. I promise I’ll never let you down again.”

And for just a moment, for a fraction of a second, even without Gami, something in Midoriya’s life felt obtainable. No matter what his curse tried to do, it would fail. It would fail because he had found someone who would stay with him regardless.

He would never be alone.

 


 

It was quite the odd occurrence: being in a car with Aizawa in the backseat rather than at the wheel. It was even stranger: having a thick glass-like panel separating the back of the car from the front. Aizawa had assured him that this was all standard protocol, but that didn’t do much to dull his nervousness, especially seeing as shred of his own feelings in his teacher’s eyes.

With Nezu organizing this whole thing, it was hard not to be.

Midoriya tried to take his mind off of it, turning to stare out the window and towards the sea. His heart stuttered at the sight of the vastly open water, and despite the curiosity brewing in his gut, he dared not to look any further over the side of the bridge they were driving across. Never once did he think he’d find himself leaving the main island of Japan, but here he was, on an seemingly infinite passage towards the dark, looming building he could barely make into view.

Tartarus.

How Nezu had ever thought this could be a good idea, he truly didn’t know. Heading straight into a prison that housed the country’s most dangerous criminals, and for what? So one of them could teach him some fancy blade tricks? How in hell did Nezu think the benefits outweighed the risks here? The man had killed 17 pro heroes and injured countless more, one of which was Iida’s brother, who would never walk again, and Midoriya was just supposed to believe that all he wanted was to train him? Hell, he had been part of the group to stop him, part of the force that had kept him from taking Native and Iida down with him that night.

He’d been there for each and every one of the Hero Killer’s murders as a painfully silent bystander.

Something cold touched his hands —his shaking hands— and he jerked his head up. Gami, who’d been sitting silently between them, quietly ran his bony fingers across Midoriya’s skin without even so much as a glance to him. And Midoriya, without even so much as a word back, curled his hands with the ghost’s, staring blankly out the window again.

There was something about a straight drive to essentially the deepest pit of hell that filled Midoriya with something akin to emptiness. An inevitable dread piled in his stomach, settling like a weight at the bottom of the very sea around him, an eerily and uncomfortably familiar feeling. He swallowed hard, feeling his throat start to run dry. Maybe it wouldn’t be as bad as he thought. Maybe, by some miracle, everything would somehow work out alright, like it somehow had with Todoroki during the study group a few days ago.

Though, as Tartarus grew ever closer, Midoriya couldn’t help the sinking feeling this would definitely not end the same.

The day that he’d told Todoroki about his curse, it had been just them, a rare occurrence in itself. Gami usually never left his side, especially not as of late, but this time the ghost had been painfully absent. The longer Midoriya dwelled on it, the more his mind excused that it was probably for the best. Something about the whole thing felt… intimate. It was just a moment between him and Todoroki: something of guilt and sadness, of hope and worth. Sobbing in each other’s arms, Midoriya just knew it was something meant for them and them alone, and for once, he was glad Gami didn’t coincidentally come back during the middle of it.

When Gami did come back, the moment had long passed, only remembered by the residue of puffy redness that still stained their cheeks. Todoroki’s scar had hid his easier, but it was impossible for Gami to be fooled by a face he’d watched grow up for 11 years. But he didn’t ask, at least, not until they were in the privacy of Midoriya’s room again, all while the boy toiled over how he should answer.

A part of Midoriya was ashamed to admit that he considered lying to Gami, his mentor, his best friend. A part of him had really considered keeping what had transpired between him and Todoroki a secret. The curse, his powers, being a Death, that was all his secret now; he didn’t need Gami’s potential backlash on who he should share it with. But the more he thought about it, the more the thought of lying to the man who’d stayed beside him without question for over a decade became more sickening than the thought of his disapproval.

He could never, ever, lie to Gami, so he told him.

Gami wasn’t as upset as his brain had prepared him for. He was worried, for sure, but by how easily he’d let it go, Midoriya figured there was a part of the ghost that trusted Todoroki nearly as much as he did.

Maybe… maybe he really would get to introduce them one day.

The car slowed down by the prison entrance, and Midoriya gripped Gami’s hand just a bit tighter as a group of guards inspected the car and occupants before finally opening the mouth of an infernal bronze gate to let them inside.

He didn’t know what he expected Tartarus to look like, but as they drove into what almost seemed to be a sizable city corner, this was not it.

The sheer size of the island was intimidating, and Midoriya was caught between wanting to look closer to erase the unknown, and wanting to sink further into his seat and pretend it wasn’t there. Spotlight towers pinned every intersection and entryway, lights dancing across the roads so frequently he was quickly forced to shy away his eyes. The buildings didn’t seem like prison cells, and there certainly couldn’t be as many high-risk criminals as this all implied… right? But then why the size? Why the sheer volume of structures?

Midoriya didn’t like the ways his brain was starting to go, so he just stopped thinking.

The car finally started to slow again, this time to a stop, in front of three large warehouse buildings that lined one of the walls of the island. The driver exited, and Midoriya didn’t dare move a muscle, his heart pounding rabbit-fast in his chest. Everything about this screamed danger to his instincts, everything about this screamed for him to run as far away as possible. What the hell was he doing here? What the hell did Nezu think was worth bringing him to easily the most dangerous place in all of Japan?

What the hell was worth being in the easiest place for them to lock him away where his powers —his curse— couldn’t hurt anyone else?

Someone, a guard, opened his car door for him, and it took everything Midoriya had to force his jello legs to stiffen into something useful again, stepping out of the car one wobbly foot at a time.

He took in a slow, deep breath as soon as most eyes were off him. Even from ahead, he knew how intensely Gami bore into him; he could feel it. And while most of the time, he liked the validation when Gami shared his instincts, it wasn’t helping this time. Gami was nervous, uncomfortably so, and that did nothing to quell his own anxieties. Maybe it was just the atmosphere of Japan’s highest security prison, maybe it was something more, but regardless, being inside Tartarus gave them both this terrible, terrible feeling, and they couldn’t escape the echo chamber of knowing just how unnerved the other was.

Midoriya tried to hide his fidgeting, but couldn’t stop the small jump as someone, Aizawa, moved to stand next to him.

“I’ll convince him this isn’t worth it-” Aizawa didn’t bother making eye contact, keeping his voice low and private- “Nezu, that is…”

But Midoriya just solemnly shook his head, remembering just what had happened when Aizawa tried challenging Nezu last time, phantom bile sloshing around in his throat. “N-No, just-” he pressed his eyes together, clenched his fists, tried to will his body into stillness- “It’s okay…”

The teen didn’t even have to look up to feel Aizawa’s scowl.

“You interested in katsudon for dinner tonight?”

Midoriya nodded. “That would be nice…”

The guards in front of them motioned to follow, and the teacher sucked in a breath.

“Anything… anything in there that happens and you want it to stop, just say it. I’ll get him to call the whole thing off.”

“You speak as if you have a say in the matter, and not as if you were made aware only by courtesy.”

Midoriya fought back a yell, a scream, and a sob at how powerless it all felt, and nodded silently instead.

One of the guards held open the warehouse entry door and Aizawa walked in first, before Midoriya trailed in after.

To his surprise, the massive warehouse was relatively empty, filled with nothing more than some overhead walkways and overbearing floodlights. Midoriya expected more, his fear expected more, but all he was met with was a barren room.

And Nezu standing near the middle.

That was enough to get nervous again.

“Ah, finally! I was wondering what was taking you two so long!” Nezu waved at them before starting to make his way over, two guards once standing next to him quickly matching pace. “I was beginning to worry you bailed on me!”

Aizawa did not share the same lightheartedness. “Let’s just get on with it.”

Nezu smothered what sounded like a chuckle. “Very well, very well.”

When the principal didn’t continue right away, Midoriya looked around for the inevitable kind of surprise that Nezu loved to spring. And sure enough, Nezu reached a paw behind him as one of the guards handed over a set of neatly stapled papers.

“As I’m sure at least Aizawa is aware, places like these are a bit complicated in protocol.” He strolled over to them, passing along a set of papers to each. “So to ‘get on with it,’ you’ll both have to ensure the Hero Association and the Japanese government that what you see and perhaps do inside of Tartarus stays inside of Tartarus.”

Gami peered over Midoriya’s shoulder as his successor flipped through the pages all filled with tiny, almost illegible lettering. “A binding contract. These never ended well…”

Midoriya looked back up at Aizawa, searching for any angle he could to get a read on him, on the situation. But all he could find was a faint, trapped look of desolation instead.

His teacher turned to him. “Yeah… we just sign it.”

Nezu eagerly handed them pens. “Of course you do! We can’t continue without it!”

Oh, how nice it would be to just snap the pen instead, but Midoriya refrained, following Aizwa’s lead and signing his name at the end.

The rodent practically ripped the papers out of their hands, all with a sickening smirk of glee plastered on his face, and suddenly, Midoriya felt very, very unwell.

“Wonderful!” He handed off the contracts to one of the guards standing beside him, before beckoning the rest of the group to follow. “Now, if you would come along!”

Nezu strolled over to the side wall of the warehouse, up to an ominous door that normally wouldn’t unnerve Midoriya as much as it did if it weren’t for the excitement in which Nezu did it. The rest of the Tartarus guards quickly closed in, stepping in front of the principal to get the door for him. Midoriya instinctively shuffled closer to Aizawa as the guards closed in, bracing himself for whatever could be behind that door, and then everything worse.

But even still, nothing, not even the growing pattern of Nezu’s apathy, could prepare him for what was waiting for him.

They were in a new warehouse building entirely —Midoriya figured all of the adjacent warehouses were connected— though rather than being empty like the last, this room was both scattered and stiff.

And immediately, Midoriya’s eyes landed on him.

He sat in a chair in the middle of the room, almost under a spotlight, with his head down. His once wild hair that Midoriya remembered whipping around that night in the alley was matted down with grease and oil, limply hanging off his scalp. His clothes were a bland, ill-inducing shade of misery, his arms bound in front of him in what looked to be almost a block of cement. He hung motionlessly from the rest of the straps binding him to the chair. His face, crudely wrapped in cheap bandages, held no visible life, even without being able to see his eyes through the overcast shadow of his bangs.

And still, Midoriya’s heart stuttered into overdrive, dormant fear pumping through his blood.

The multitude of guards surrounding him perked up at the sound of their entry and swiftly moved back into their stationed positions to block the prisoner’s line of sight. They weren’t quite fast enough, however, and for just a second, the Hero Killer’s eyes, peering through the tiny slits in his bandages, met with Midoriya’s.

“Is that… him?”

The teen’s throat closed up.

Aizawa instantly stepped around to Midoriya’s side. “Nezu, I don’t care what you think you’re going to get out of this, but putting Midoriya back into a space with the Hero Killer is not-”

“His name is Stain-” Nezu interrupted dismissively- “or Akaguro, whichever you prefer. But not his epithet; we don’t give him that kind of power here.”

“You’re missing the point-”

“Regardless, there’s nothing anyone can do at this point to back out of what was agreed on. You signed the paperwork.” He shrugged, before focusing on Midoriya, pointing offhandedly at one of the many cameras mounted in the warehouse. “You see those cameras? The Hero Association made a deal with Stain not long after he was admitted to Tartarus. He will provide any and all details he obtained working with the League of Villains, all in exchange for granting this request of his. The Hero Association insisted they have a live-feed, to ensure that nothing goes wrong on this end.”

Midoriya looked up into a camera lens, and then quickly looked away, not wanting the evident anxiety in his eyes archived for all to see.

“I’m sure you understand how crucial information this could be. It’s all for the safety and good of the public.”

The teen bit his lip.

“But my Nomus tearing up all of Hosu, now that’s much more interesting…”

The iron on his tongue reminded him of the promise he’d sworn when he decided who he was going to be.

He swallowed. “I get it.”

He turned around to Aizawa, meeting his trapped and disordered gaze and, trying to quell both his and his own fears, nodded with an air of false confidence that fell apart like plastic. “It’s okay.”

The teacher let out a heavy breath. “Okay… okay, Midoriya.”

“Wonderful!” Nezu clapped. “Now that that’s all settled, if we could begin?”

Midoriya and Aizawa stood around awkwardly, unsure of what the principal could possibly mean at this point, but they soon realized the command wasn’t meant for them as the guards around the Hero Killer… Stain… moved instead.

The men forced Stain out of his slouch, and Midoriya’s breath hitched as they started to undo the numerous restraints holding the murderer bound.

“Now, as per his request, we’re going to allow Stain to dictate the course of this session uninterrupted-” Nezu elaborated as if a criminal wasn’t being released behind him- “which entails that only Midoriya will be active during this. Interference from any party will not be tolerated.”

The rodent’s gaze drifted, somehow, towards Gami, who had been uncharacteristically quiet beside Midoriya. The ghost looked nervously at his successor, hoping, desperately hoping, to hear the boy refute, but hung his head in defeat at the silent response instead.

“I don’t like this Nezu-”

“Why do you think I insisted on you being here specifically, Aizawa? I trust in your ability to handle a situation should one arise, but only at my command. Besides, Stain has already been fitted with a kill switch collar, should anything begin to get out of hand-”

Nezu pulled a paw out of his pocket, revealing a small button barely larger than one of his fingers.

“He’s been briefed on what will occur.”

Midoriya paled, and couldn’t stop his eyes from shooting towards the Hero Killer in response, only to settle on the sickening shine of a metal collar wrapped tightly around his neck.

“So there’s nothing to worry about!”

The pit in his stomach had to disagree.

By now, many more individuals had joined them in the liminal space of the warehouse. Some were easily recognizable as extra guards to add to the room’s cavalry at the effective release of such a dangerous prisoner. Some not so much, stationed precariously around the room like vultures to a corpse. But all came in without so much as a sound, finding their place and merely waiting for a command to initiate.

All made Midoriya much, much more uncomfortable.

Nezu glanced at his watch. “Well, let’s not keep the association waiting much longer. Midoriya, if you would?”

Confused, the boy looked around until Nezu gave him a small wave away with his paw, away from them and towards Stain, who stood ominously with nothing but a metal threat around his throat. And with the fear of a wounded animal, Midoriya nudged himself forward —away from Gami, away from Aizawa, away from anyone who could possibly keep him safe— until he found himself alone in the center of the room, with no one but the Hero Killer staring back at him.

Stain seemed to look him up and down, before finally settling at his eyes. “Owari… it’s good to see you’ve recovered since that night.”

“As for these two, they’ve let their imperfections drive them. And for that, they don’t deserve the title of hero.”

Midoriya fought the shudder that ran through his entire body.

Like a rusted hinge on a door, Stain turned his gaze towards Nezu instead, causing the room to suddenly freeze over in a collective stiffen.

“Am I allowed to begin?”

Nezu merely smiled. “Just remember what was discussed.”

Stain narrowed his eyes at the rat, but nodded in agreement regardless, turning back to Midoriya. “It’s rare in this day and age to find heroes who actively use weapons in the line of duty; it’s quite the quick way to quash the public’s perception. We’ve become far too accustomed to the nature of deadly quirks passing us along the sidewalk without a second thought, yet the level of panic that ensues at a blade… perhaps it’s merely a matter of an evil the eye can see.” He shook his head in disappointment. “Regardless, no hero who truly claims the profession to save lives can afford to do so with only a fraction of a quirk.”

“What right do you have to call me pathetic when you've only been using half your power and it's not enough!”

“To fear your own quirk…” Stain paused for a moment, seemingly in thought. “It ends today. Show me your blade.”

Midoriya hesitated, eyes darting around for some gesture of approval that wasn’t from the murderer before him, but everyone seemed to be looking at him to continue. Not wanting to drag things out longer than necessary, he sucked in a breath, the familiar weight of his weapon landing in his hands without any more of a thought.

Stain perked up at the blade, seeming to marvel at it now in the semi-lax environment of the Tartarus warehouse compared to the heat of their first alleyway battle. He stepped forward to get a closer look, but his trained eyes, even from the borders of his crudely wrapped facial bandages, did not miss the way the boy in front of him fought back a heavy flinch as he approached. Stain frowned, but masked it under pursed lips.

Midoriya held out his scythe as far as he could before it would slip out of his hands, trying to limit how close he actually needed to be to the Hero Killer. Everything, the magnitude of that night, was coming back to him in full force. His nose was starting to pick up the faintest scents of blood mixed with street grime. His throat grew hoarse with the echoes of his past screams of begging for Iida’s life. His eyes watered at the remnants of smoke still in the air, at least, that’s what he told himself. Still, he steeled himself as best he could. He would not cry, not here, not in front of all these people who didn’t care about him or how he felt. He was stronger than that, than them. He had to be.

Stain circled the outstretched weapon, eyeing the long and stocky wooden handle with its aged grooves and knots. He spent a lot of time at the end of the scythe’s gargantuan blade, running his fingers down the side, noting the scars of time and use at its edges. He seemed to stare where the handle met the blade, perhaps at the strangeness of what Midoriya had just assumed to be a hole carved out purposefully by some Death before him.

He’d asked Gami about it before, but of course the ghost had no idea.

“Well…” Stain hummed, stepping back in thought. “It’s definitely not the most beginner friendly of tools. Needless to say, scythes overall hold very limited combat potential: heavy, slow, and only a small area of blade effectiveness because of the curve.

Midoriya perked up a bit defensively, bouncing his weapon lightly in his hands. It wasn’t heavy! At least, not until he’d swung it a few times… And it certainly wasn’t slow, if Todoroki’s ice from the Sports Festival Tournament had anything to say! And yeah, while he really couldn’t do much with the blade itself, that’s why he’d figured out other ways to use it. He brought his weapon closer to himself stubbornly; he was doing just fine on his own!

“Still,” Stain continued, “to use a scythe… is most effective with the intent to cut flesh.”

“Shouto!! I’m sorry!”

Midoriya clenched his grip on the scythe, trying to stop his shaking hands. He didn’t want to do that; he didn’t want to hurt anyone like that. The fear that ran through his blood at the memories of his own scars at the Hero Killer’s weapons, he didn’t want anyone to feel that towards him. He didn’t want people to be afraid of him like he feared the Hero Killer, like he sometimes feared himself.

Stain narrowed his eyes again, not that Midoriya had the presence of mind to notice.

“However, such a connotation is not necessarily reflective of its true nature. Causing injury strategically is a tactic many heroes employ on the field, though some better than others.” He paused for a moment. “All Might’s quirk requires him to physically subdue his foes; he simply uses his fists rather than a weapon, which I suppose helps to excuse it. Still, you should know true heroics require some blood to be spilt, in one way or another.”

Midoriya bit back a frown of his own. Was Stain still under the delusion that his murders were justified by some definition of heroics? Because yeah, there was something wrong with the heroics system, if people like Endeavor were allowed to be cherished and praised. But to be the sole hand of judge, jury, and executioner? To decide alone who was worthy? To stare down humanity like a colony of ants and choose whether or not they deserved to walk the same earth?

No one was meant to have that kind of power.

Even from under his gloves, Midoriya pressed his nails into his skin.

“With a curved blade-” Stain ran a finger dangerously along the edge- “the inside can easily hug a target’s extremities.”

Midoriya’s breath hitched as the Hero Killer casually threw an arm around the scythe.

“Then, even a brief tug can easily cut deep into the skin.”

The scar on Midoriya’s leg throbbed painfully.

“Debilitating injuries are best at the arms to disable an opponent, or at the legs to demobilize them. Of course-” Midoriya swore he couldn’t dare breathe as Stain then stepped fully into the curved space of the scythe, almost leaning against the inside of the blade- “you’ll need to learn how to catch your opponents anywhere inside this space, and you’ll need enough control to stop a swing in a moment’s notice.”

“You rely on your quirk too much.”

Midoriya forced the memory out of his head.

“You catch someone in the neck here… and you’ll end the fight. But how is up to you.”

He couldn’t stop his mind from flashing back to every one of the 17 premonitions the Hero Killer plagued him with: the way the air stung with blood iron sharpness, the way the moonlight refracted off the murder weapon of choice, the way he swore he could taste the red that dribbled from that maniac smile. Why did he have to be here? If this was what his scythe was worth, would it be wrong to never pick it up again?

Would he truly be less of a hero because of it?

“What right do you have to call me pathetic when you've only been using half your power and it's not enough!”

He blinked away the tears.

“It’s all about control, and control requires practice.” Stain then stepped out of the blade’s reach. “So I want you to try and cut me.”

That was enough to make Midoriya step back, his eyes widening as his voice was finally pulled out of his throat. “W-What…?”

“I want you to take what I’ve said, and try to immobilize me.”

Midoriya instinctively shook his head, glazing around frantically for someone else to intervene. “B-But…”

“Why is someone like you trying to become a hero?”

“I’m not… I can’t…”

“You don’t belong as a hero, especially not with a dangerous quirk like that.”

“They’ll…”

“Using your quirk so recklessly, like you’ll never hurt anyone…”

Midoriya shut his eyes tightly, like pressing them together would suddenly erase all the echoes bouncing around in his head. He couldn’t… he couldn’t dare. He’d worked so hard to gain the surface level trust he had: the naivety of his classmates, the reputation among his teachers, the delicate balance beam he walked in the public eye. He… he couldn’t just throw that all away because a murderer told him that shedding blood was good!

“Have you heard nothing of what I’ve said?” Stain’s eyes easily swept over the boy’s trembling stature. “You still choose to hold onto fear?”

“What right do you have to call me pathetic when you've only been using half your power and it's not enough!”

Aizawa, who’d been standing on the sidelines with remarkable resolve, if it could be called that, turned to Nezu in nervous haste. “We should stop this.”

Nezu shook his head. “Do not interfere.”

Midoriya inched back again. “I don’t-”

Aizawa felt the air behind him drop severely in temperature. “Nezu-”

“You’re a fool to fear your own power when you have me to fear instead.”

No one was ready when Stain lunged at the teen.

Even without a weapon, dressed in nothing but cheap rags, hair matted with grease, the wave of bloodlust that emitted from the Hero Killer glued the numerous guards and other staff to the floor. Aizawa’s capture scarf, which seemed to activate of its own accord, immediately fell back upon his shoulders. The cold feeling behind him grew tenfold, but did not move.

Nezu held the kill switch delicately in his paw, but it did not go off.

Everything in Midoriya’s mind seemed to switch itself off as the world around him morphed back into that dreadful alleyway. All his mind knew was his teeth, his tongue, his blood, all in slow motion, reliving the nightmare that had mixed itself with 17 others.

He dived out of the way just as the Hero Killer dived for him, and suddenly, the scythe in his hands weighed nothing as he swung it without a thought more.

Stain lurched his head to follow, but found that he could not.

The curve of the blade had stopped mere inches from the flesh just above his metal collar.

And Midoriya held it there, the threat of sinking the edge into flesh quiet, even in his trembling hands.

No one dared to move, no one dared to speak, everyone almost captivated by what could’ve been interpreted as a painting hanging on a museum wall. A moment captured in fine art, so overwhelmingly authentic that it could bring them back in time, even if only a few seconds, those few seconds replaying over and over again.

And then, Stain smiled, even from the jaws of Death. “That was good. Very good.”

No one had the gall to notice Nezu pocketing the kill switch.

“Now… let’s try it again.”

 


 

Midoriya and Aizawa talked less and less with each trip back and forth from Tartarus. Neither were sure when they’d stopped feeling Gami’s cold air in place of their own, but Midoriya wasn’t ready for everything to hit him as hard as it did one particular trip back where the universe itself was determined to wring the tears out of him like a dusty beach towel.

He stared unwaveringly out his backseat window for the entire drive, determined to forget that Aizawa was only a seat beside him, determined to forget the painfully helpless reflection that stared back at him.

His hands —he couldn’t get them to stop shaking— absently rubbed up and down his arms, discovering new bumps and bruises he hadn’t even realized he’d gotten this time.

He’d tapped into a whole new section of willpower to keep all his weakness locked behind his eyes. He wasn’t alone; just because he couldn’t see the driver through the tinted glass didn’t mean shit. The Hero Association probably had this car somewhat bugged at the very least. And Aizawa, he couldn’t cry in front of Aizawa. He couldn’t cry in front of the man who’d witnessed every shake, every tremble, every look of hesitation each and every time he had to step back inside that warehouse. He never did anything. Why didn’t he do anything? Anytime he looked back, all he saw was that aguishly trapped look in his eyes, mixed with sickening pity. And it made him so angry. Why did Aizawa make him so angry?

He could feel the itch in his veins to just back into the nearest corner with his scythe until everyone finally left him alone, baring the blade like the fangs of a wounded animal. Would Stain be happy? Would Nezu be happy? Would that be enough to make this all finally worth it?

But there were no corners to hide inside the Hero Association’s car, so Midoriya would never truly know.

So when the car finally dropped them off back home, Midoriya figured he would find out, wasting no time running straight to his room once Aizawa unlocked the door.

He slammed his door shut, locking it unconsciously from behind, and once he heard the lock click, his legs gave out on him. He sank to his knees in a graceless heap as his hands struggled to catch the sobs he could no longer contain.

Gami floated between the wall for a moment, before sinking down too, moving to cradle the boy in his arms.

Don’t!” It was the clearest thing that had come out of Midoriya’s mouth all day as he shoved Gami away. He then realized what he’d done, and curled further into himself, some cocktail of guilt and melancholy wracking his entire body. “Just… just leave me alone…”

Yamada had been waiting patiently in the kitchen for both of them to return, and didn't even get the chance to ask about dinner before Midoriya had practically trampled him in an effort to escape to his room. He turned back to Aizawa, who still hadn't bothered to close the front door yet either, staring absently down the hall as if Midoriya’s steps had burned through the hardwood itself. “Sho?”

And that was all it took as Aizawa reflexively slammed that door shut too. “Damnit, Zashi! Fuck!”

Midoriya jumped as the shout easily erupted through his walls, and he wailed harder into his hands, muffling the sounds with his skin. “I hate him! I hate him so much!”

Gami looked confused, drifting slightly closer again. “You don’t… hate him.”

Yamada tried to approach his partner, but stopped when Aizawa threw his arms up violently. “I can’t do this anymore, Zashi!”

Midoriya jumped again, lungs heaving. “All I do is ruin everything! He hates me! He hates me and he deserves to! Why would he ever love me? He doesn’t… he never stops Nezu.” The teen hiccuped, choking on his tears, “I hate him…”

“You do not ruin anything, and he does not hate you.” Gami spoke firmly. “Why do you think he hates you?”

He wiped the tears and snot from his gloves on the floor. “I just cause everyone problems. He doesn’t want to deal with me anymore. My curse… my quir-” Midoriya physically wretched. “He hates me. He never stops Nezu because he hates me! W-Why did I tell him…?!”

Aizawa fought the urge to pace around the room, and instead his cries continued to bellow about the house. “Everytime I let Nezu take us to Tartarus, I’m letting him hurt him! I’m standing there, letting our kid face down a literal murderer who nearly killed his two best friends right in front of him, all because I can’t bother to fight that fucking rat! The fucking rat who had the nerve to call me an extension!”

Yamada stiffened. “Nezu said-”

“What the hell do I do, Zashi? I don’t- I can’t keep screwing everything up…” He wiped his eyes. “What the hell do we do…?”

Gami turned away from the wall. “See? He doesn’t hate you. He-” The ghost choked up- “he does love you.”

Midoriya, who’d started silently sobbing into his hands again, just shook his head. “I-I don’t understand…! I’m just making him fight with Nezu. And then he says he’ll stop Nezu but he doesn’t! He doesn’t care! Why… why does he care?”

Yamada wrapped Aizawa in his arms, opting to ignore the wetness trickling down his back. “I’m so sorry, Sho. I didn’t realize how much Nezu was-” He sniffled- “It hasn’t been perfect, but I don’t think Midori thinks you’re screwing anything up.”

“How could he not?!” Aizawa pulled away suddenly. “I can’t even protect him! I promised him I wouldn’t let Nezu make him do anything he didn’t want and I can’t do shit! I tried and he pulled the ‘ward’ card on me!” The further his mind continued to wander, the more deflated he got, until he was sinking back into Yamada’s arms again. “I thought for once, maybe Nezu and I could see eye to eye on this. I thought he’d finally connected with another person… I don’t understand what happened.”

“No matter gods, longevity, or mortal conflictions, whenever you call for me, I will always be at your side.”

Gami grabbed his hood, digging his fingers into his worn robe as spasms ran throughout his soul. That voice! It… he hurt just as Aizawa did. He’d promised; he’d promised and he’d failed. He couldn’t keep her safe! He couldn’t keep her safe.

He couldn’t keep…

Who?

Midoriya rubbed at his eyes, his nose, trying to wipe away all the red from his face, ignoring the burn as he rubbed his face raw. Still, he choked on tears whose origins he could no longer discern, a lasting anger stubbornly settled in his heart as he drowned in hopelessness.

“I’m just hurting him. He can’t help me! He can’t do anything!” The teen sank further into the floor, further into his heap of guilt. “I can’t do anything…”

He turned to his mentor with a watery stare. Gami immediately drifted back over, and this time, Midoriya did not push him away.

“What am I supposed to do…?” He buried his fingers, his skin, every part of his body into as much of Gami’s robe as he could. “I… don’t want Aizawa-sensei to leave me. I don’t want Nezu to hate me… I’m so tired of feeling like this.” Midoriya clenched his hands, lamenting the feeling of polyester on his palms. “But I can’t stop Nezu; I can’t stop my curse. All the bad things happening right now are my fault.”

The last bit of strength Midoriya had left gave out on him.

“Damnit! I don’t want to be alone anymore! It’s not fair!!”

Yamada cupped Aizawa’s face, brushing away some evidence of weakness with the tip of his thumb, a solemn smile gracing his features. “You’ve always been so headstrong about handling things all on your own. Your sense of responsibility… it’s one of the things I love most about you.” The smile then faded away. “But you can’t keep trying to handle Nezu all by yourself.”

Aizawa grimaced. “What am I supposed to do then-”

“We’re a team, Sho.” The blonde’s hands dropped back to his sides, balling themselves into fists. “I want Midori safe and happy just as much as you do… so we need to do this together.”

Gami strung his fingers through his successor’s mop of sweaty hair, his head pressed gently against the wall still. “You’re not going to be alone anymore… I promise.” The word felt dry and sick in his mouth. “They will not leave you.”

“You don’t know that.” Midoriya responded defensively, his own head pressed against the wall too. “They could… I might-”

There was a noise —a scuffle— from the other side of the room. The two looked up, away from each other and the hardwood floor soaked with tears, towards the bed by the wall.
Midoriya swore he felt his heart stop as his eyes settled on a glimpse of gray fur.

“I know Nezu has always been a bit unorthodox, brash, and…” Yamada looked off to the side with a bit of shame- “apathetic at times. But even through all that, I trusted him. I trusted his decisions and his judgment, even if I didn’t really get it.”

“Zashi-” Aizawa started.

Midoriya tried to scuttle away, but he was already up against the wall, and could move nowhere as Links fully popped out from behind the bed. The hurricane of emotions he thought had finally been laid to rest brewed back up again, as the quiet resolution of hopelessness was nothing against unconscious, instinctual panic.

“Recovery Girl’s preliminary diagnosis is that Links does have some kind of emotionally invasive quirk.”

“Please don’t.” Silent tears trickled down his face as his heart tried to flush out everything it was so tired of bottling up. “Please, I need this…”

Yamada could see the look of disagreement on the other’s face a mile away. “I trusted Nezu even when he sprung Midori on us, and look where we are now.”

Aizawa stuttered, but halted his thought, going silent in stubborn agreement.

Links stopped his advance, almost cocking his head in confusion. He let out a small yelp, small eyes fixated on the splotches on Midoriya’s face, the red corners of his eyes, the watery shine on his cheeks. The boy tried desperately to wipe it all off, but his heart just kept weeping a sadness aged like fine wine.

“I just-” His breath hitched- “Everything hurts and I’m so scared of losing everything and I don’t know how to fix it! And I thought I could handle it but I can’t! I can’t anymore!” Gami held him close, but for once, Midoriya couldn’t tell if his shivers were from the ghost’s chilled presence or his own overabused nerves. “So please just let me have this…! Don’t take this from me…”

The voice hero snorted lightly, placing a hand back on Aizawa’s arm in soft reassurance. “But, you know… now is a lot different than before. We didn’t have Midori to worry about before, but now-” Yamada looked at him in seriousness- “it’s our job to take care of him, to protect him, to be whatever he needs.”

The kitten stared quietly, seeming to sink into the weight of Midoriya’s words, the weight of the feeling that dragged down the room —a feeling that wasn’t the heaviness of sugary peace he was so accustomed to. And, almost in disappointed acceptance, Links lowered his head, allowing the thick melancholy to remain.

Midoriya’s tears stopped in their own thoughts of surprise, and he sank his head back against the wall in guilty relief. “I-I didn’t actually think-”

He froze, the words caught in his throat as Links crawled into his lap, settling his own head against Midoriya’s stomach. The cat made himself comfortable, cuddling as much of his small body into Midoriya’s clothes, before looking back up at him, almost asking for permission.

“And if that means standing up to Nezu and fighting his decisions-” Yamada nodded firmly- “then we will. Together.”

Aizawa leaned down to bury his face into the other’s shoulder, trying unsuccessfully to smother his sniffles. But even if Yamada heard, he didn’t mention it.

Midoriya didn’t even realize he’d started sobbing again, too preoccupied with holding the kitten close to him, trying to feel his warmth through the thick layer of grief and polyester. And Links didn’t fight it, curling himself as close as he could possibly get, trying a new way to push all the sadness away.

“Thanks, Zashi… I don’t know what I’d ever do without you.”

And Gami held them silently, pulling them all together like the comfort of a cherished blanket.

“Thank you…”

Notes:

Really angsty chapter haha. May or may not reflect somewhat of an experienced feeling but hey, it all worked out in the end! Good enough for me.

This is just some prep work I wanted to write before I start the late game of this story, especially before the final exam arc. Next chapter will probably get back on canon pace as I start to move away from the Hero Killer resolution and onto some of the last plot points that have yet to be resolved.

I felt like this chapter was a really good way to wrap up some loose ends surprisingly. I really wanted to resolve the stuff with Links that I left hanging a while back, and while it might come up again, this is definitely the kind of major resolution I wanted to happen. Same with the Hero Killer stuff too; of course that doesn’t necessarily feel like a resolution, but it was meant to be, in a sense. And just as some doors close, some others open, mainly being some new conflict with Nezu and some more confiding in Todoroki.

I really don’t have too much more. Next chapter will be exciting tho. Here’s the power list in the meantime.

Death’s Touch: Anything Midoriya touches starts to decay immediately, regardless of the amount of fingers touching. This ability works on both the living and the non living. Midoriya is able to control the activation on humans and non living objects, being able to start and stop the decay at will, however, he cannot with plant or animal life. Any damage done to living organisms with this power cannot be healed.

Death’s Scythe: Midoriya can summon a scythe to fight with at will. The scythe is the only item that can’t be destroyed by Death’s Touch, and that ability can be shared with the scythe at Midoriya’s will, however it can only decay what it cuts. The decay follows the same rules as Death’s Touch. He can also make the scythe disappear at will when he is finished with it or to free his hands.

Immortality: Midoriya is immortal and cannot die. However, he can still get hurt and scarred. The immortality ability doesn’t provide any regeneration, but any wounds that could be detrimental to his job, such as lost/broken limbs and organs, will be healed the next day.

Premonition: Midoriya can see flash images of people who may die before they are supposed to. Normally, he cannot interfere with death, as it’s his job, but he has the option of attempting to save anyone he views in a premonition. These premonitions are bare and don’t provide much information other than the person themselves and their demise, occasionally revealing the setting and attacker, if any. The premonitions can come true between an hour after viewing to 3 days later.

Soul Contact: When a person dies, their soul is immediately sent to Midoriya. He can see, touch, and hold these souls. When holding a soul, Midoriya can see the most important memories and decisions attached to that soul, and hence that person.

Soul Sorting: This ability allows Midoriya to decide which part of the afterlife a soul moves on to. The areas of the afterlife can only be summoned with intent and the swipe of a hand, with the areas themselves being represented by flames. The areas that he can choose from are Paradise, Purgatory, and the Underworld. Once Midoriya decides where the soul best fits, it is sent to the being of that respective area. If approved, the soul stays in that area forever, the exception being Purgatory. Souls in Purgatory can be moved again to either Paradise or the Underworld, however, this is not Midoriya’s decision. If rejected, the soul is sent back to him for reevaluation. All souls must be sorted within 24 hours of Midoriya receiving them, with rejected souls resetting their time limits once they get back to him. Failure to sort a soul within its time limit may result in serious unknown punishment.

???: Seemingly at random, the people close to Midoriya can develop an inexplicable hatred for him, or a hatred that will result in his suffering. Affected individuals will seek out Midoriya’s suffering on a physical and/or emotional level, and are usually unaware of their sudden change in attitude. The affected won’t respond to any reasoning about their unnatural hate, and will continue to hate unless broken by an outside reason, usually by breaking a preexisting hate the affected already had before being infected.

Chapter 46: Keep Your Friends Close

Summary:

In all his trying times, Midoriya had always held his friends close to his chest to keep them safe, as safe as he could. But trying times showed him that his circle could be tainted, and that there were friends he might've lost along the way.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Midoriya scribbled away on his second piece of scratch paper, his pencil moving faster than the tick of the second hand on the clock mounted to the wall above him. Still, he calmed himself with a breath and pushed forward. He’d been studying hard, among other things, for the past few weeks leading up to the final exam of the semester, and despite the mounting stress, he was actually feeling pretty good. He certainly wasn’t the first to admit how useful Yaoyorozu’s weekly study sessions really were, and Todoroki had been more than accommodating in reviewing what must have been truly the basics of law and history. Yamada was fairly insistent on being involved in his study, trying to give him English tips and tricks, but it ended up being the voice hero’s enthusiasm keeping him motivated that was most helpful. And even though he knew Aizawa would never admit it aloud, Midoriya noticed how he was stepping in to fight Nezu more often, regardless if it really made a difference in how often Nezu continued to drag them both to Tartarus. All while Gami stood right beside him, catching all his little slip-ups and stumbles, being his extra set of hands, his eyes, and his brain, and never once allowing the weight of his curse to crush him as it relentlessly tried to.

So as he powered through the last little bit of his final exam, pushing through bouts of sudden and spontaneous headaches, he kept them all in his head: their smiles, their words of advice and encouragement, their belief in him. They’d prepared him, but really, they all made sure Midoriya never brought himself down with everything they knew he was going through, and everything else they didn’t. And because of all that, he walked into this exam nervous, but not afraid. And as he worked his way through, as he approached its end, the ticking of the clock instead became a marker of his thorough efforts rather than any pressed time.

His pencil reached the end of the page and he flipped it over in haste, but he was met with nothing more than a blank backing. He blinked, and then he smiled, turning the packet over to the front again while sliding his chair out in a graceful, silent glide. If anyone noticed him get up, they didn’t bother to tear their eyes from their own exams while Midoriya walked up to Aizawa’s desk, weaving his way around the desks of his classmates just to make sure he didn’t jostle anyone’s concentration.

Aizawa perked up from his usual sleepy gaze, setting the few exams he had already started to grade off to the side. But even in his mask of nonchalance, a proud smile still leaked from the corners of his lips. “All done?”

Midoriya couldn’t stop his own smile as he handed his test over. “Yeah,” he breathed out.

The teacher nodded, taking the packet from him. “Go change into your costume and wait for the rest of the class out on the main field. We’ll be starting the test exercise once everyone is finished.”

He hummed what sounded like confirmation enough, and made his quiet exit from the classroom out into the hall. He barely had time to close the classroom door, however, as a cold burst of air bombarded him from the side.

“How do you think you did?!” Gami frantically swirled around him like an excited puppy. “How do you feel?!”

Midoriya moved away from the doorway, further down the hall, glancing back and forth just to make sure no one was in immediate earshot. Then, he broke out into a childish grin, barely containing his own excitement. “I think it went really well! I feel really good about most of it!” Midoriya confidently waved out a hand in dismissal. “There’s no way I failed.”

Gami cheered loudly, growing even more animated. “I knew you could do it! I’m so proud of you!”

The teen made it to the privacy of the staircase before he let his laughs become audible, trickling down into something just a bit more serious. “Thanks… and thank you again for agreeing to wait outside while I took the test.”

Gami settled down a bit. “Of course. I mean, Eraserhead asked me personally, and I respect both him and his reasoning.”

“Still-” Midoriya shrugged- “there wasn’t much he could do to stop you if you did. I- just thanks… I really appreciate it.”

“You would not have needed my help regardless. Though I may have put up more of an argument if he asked for me to sit out of your test exercise.”

Midoriya nodded absentmindedly. Aizawa hadn’t explicitly said anything about Gami participating or not in the test exercise, but considering he specifically mentioned for the ghost to wait outside the classroom for the written test… well, Aizawa just didn’t forget little things like that. And he didn’t need the pro hero to admit it for it to leave a smile on his face anyway.

“Yeah, I mean I won’t deny any extra help, that’s for sure.” He looked up at his mentor with a lax stare. “But if the exercise is really just robots, then I think I’ll be okay.”

Kendo —the girl from 1-B— made a point of stopping by their lunch table again in the weeks leading up to today. Most of it had been to apologize again for Monoma’s past behavior, but she’d also given them some insider information she’d gotten from an upperclassman to truly extend the olive branch. Apparently the final test exercise would actually just be something similar to the entrance exam: an urban setting, lots of mock-villain robots, and maybe a zero-pointer giant or two. That had been a huge relief to most of class 1-A, as well as to Midoriya himself. It didn’t stop him from training as hard as he could anyway, but it was a lot easier to sleep at night knowing he’d just have to disintegrate metal scrap to pass. A shit ton of it, but metal nonetheless.

Plus, it was nice knowing that he didn’t have to whip out his scythe anytime soon, especially with how it was making him feel these past few weeks.

He just couldn’t hold it in his hands the same anymore.

“Of course, I have the utmost confidence in you.” Gami doubled down. “I’ll just be there to push a robot or two aside in a moment of need.”

Midoriya snorted. “You think you’ll have the consistency for that?”

Gami almost seemed to falter, but the look was gone so quickly that Midoriya wasn’t really sure. “I have remained fairly solid for a long while; I should be alright.” The ghost looked delicately at his hand, stroking his skeletal fingers with gentle care.

Midoriya’s brows furrowed, but he masked it with a simple twitch of his lips. “We should be training you at this rate.”

“That may not be that bad of an idea.” Gami chuckled.

They’d reached the locker room door, and Midoriya turned over his shoulder just before he pushed it open. “We’ll save it for after the forest lodge. The idea of actually relaxing is starting to grow on me.”

No one was actually inside the locker room, which wasn’t much of a surprise to either of them. Despite how long he’d taken on the written exam, Midoriya was certainly quicker than most of his classmates. The only ones who’d made it out before him were Yaoyorozu, Todoroki, Bakugo, and Iida, and considering the empty room, the boys —at least— probably didn’t take much time to socialize afterwards either.

Midoriya entered the combination to his locker, and grabbed out his costume briefcase as the door popped open.

“Moment of truth…” He flicked open the latches holding the case shut. “Let’s see…”

Gami peered eagerly over his shoulder as the costume came into view. “I don’t see the hat anymore.”

The teen breathed out a sigh of relief. “I mean, I never doubted Aizawa, but I wasn’t sure if the changes would be finished by now.”

After multiple failed attempts to replace that flimsy hat with something better —mostly because of other, more important things interrupting him before he had the chance to bring it up— he’d finally confided in Aizawa about the whole situation. They’d talked pretty in depth about everything, and Midoriya even shared some of his quick sketches as references, but with how long he’d waited to ask, he wasn’t sure if even a rush order by a U.A. teacher would be enough for the support course to get it ready in time.

Clearly he was wrong, but this time, he didn’t really mind.

Gami swirled ecstatically as his successor pulled out the jumpsuit piece. “Come on! Put it on already!”

Midoriya rolled his eyes, but didn’t bother arguing, stripping down away from the confines of the stalls.

The jumpsuit itself hadn’t changed much. It was a pretty basic design: all black, thick fabric, fitted just enough not to drag but loose enough that his skin could breathe. One thing he had asked to change were the bulky knee pads the support course had added onto his original design. He’d never got around to it before, since the extra protection was serving him well, but he’d unconsciously slipped some new ideas into his reference sketches that he ended up giving to Aizawa. Now, instead of having metal plating overtop his jumpsuit, the padding was sewn into the very fabric itself. Midoriya poked at his covered kneecaps, feeling the bite of hidden plating poke him back.

He slipped on his new boots, of which he also changed just a bit. Gone were any decorative features the support course insisted on —like those clock buckles on the sides— and only simplicity remained. The iron soles were made a little bit thicker; there was more protection around his toes and heels. He kept the straps, just no decorative buckles, and added some laces for good measure. With all the sharp movement he’d likely be doing in the future because of his blasts, it just gave him peace of mind knowing he wouldn’t lose a shoe in the process.

“You look kind of like Eraserhead,” Gami snickered playfully.

“I’m not done yet,” Midoriya snapped back a bit more defensively than he was expecting, but otherwise pulled out his new cloak and slipped it on.

The front of the cloak itself didn’t look too much different. It was still relatively the same length as before, only coming down to about his waist. The same white accents still trailed around the trim, and the front still opened and closed with the same clasps.

With his internship costume, the cloak was an equal length all the way around, and the jumpsuit had a pair of coattails stitched onto the back to better hide his movements. Midoriya had found the discrepancy a bit impractical and redundant, but it was definitely not on the top of his priorities. But he’d had ideas swirling in his head for ages now, and slowly but surely, they all found their way into his absent minded sketches.

Because now, the cloak was a whole lot different than before.

The coattails from before were now intricately combined to lengthen the back of the cloak, fluttering around just to his calves. The piece of clothing overall resembled something like a poncho, and Midoriya couldn’t help but indulge a childlike excitement as he danced around and watched the ends twirl. He was more than pleased: his arms were thoroughly hidden, his back felt protected, his whole body was swaddled when he crouched. He couldn’t say what it was about such a simple piece of fabric left him feeling so safe within it.

His gaze instinctively drifted towards his mentor, and he decided to keep his comment to himself.

But despite how happy he was with the changes overall, this was nothing compared to what he was really excited for.

Midoriya brought his fingers up to his neck, and with a flick of his fingers, he popped up his new hood.

It was an infinite improvement from the hat: less distracting, less likely to fall off his head, and it would stay attached to him even if it did. The hood easily covered most of his head, obscuring his eyes in shadow. And when he pulled it over his head, his large, signature collar popped up too, also covering his mouth and preventing his lips from being seen. All in all, he felt safe and hidden, protected in a hold that had surrounded him since childhood, familiar arms mimicked by cloth and fabric.

“So?” Midoriya spun around dramatically. “How do I look?”

Gami’s gaze trained up and down: to a familiar dark, flowy fabric, to a familiar draped cover, to a familiar hideaway hood. He hadn’t realized the similarities when looking at all the individual sketches, but seeing it now, all put together, surely it couldn’t be just a coincidence?

The teen laughed nervously at Gami’s silence. “I was hoping you wouldn’t mind me borrowing a bit of your style…” Midoriya admitted. “Is it too much?”

“No, not at all!” Gami was quick to rebuttal, but he failed to hold back the choked emotion in his voice. “I just-” He swallowed back the wetness in his throat. “You look great. I like it a lot. I’m almost jealous.”

Midoriya laughed for real this time. “Jealous? Oh please, you’re such a softie!” He wrapped his arms around the ghost, pulling his head away to smile. “But thanks… and hey, maybe it’s time for you to get some hero equipment of your own?”

Gami hummed, “That sounds nice… I think I’d like that. But for now, I kind of like being your secret weapon. It is fun.”

“Of course you’d find this whole secret ‘fun’.” Midoriya rolled his eyes, but his grin stayed as he moved for the locker room door once again. “But you’re not a secret weapon, you’re my secret partner.” He gestured towards the door with his head. “Ready?”

He couldn’t see Gami smile, but he could certainly feel it well enough in the air. The ghost perked up even more than he already was, rushing over to his side. “I always am.”

“It’s always something with you…”

The two of them exited the locker room, slowly making their way out to the main field. Midoriya figured there was no rush, not with so many of his classmates still taking their written final when he left. So he and Gami strolled idly, chatting softly out of habit. Was it becoming of a hero? Should he be taking this precious free time before the test exercise more seriously? Probably, but right now, he was no hero. Right now, he was just a kid relishing the sparse moments of peace he struggled to find. Right now, he was just a kid being happy.

He had to let go of Gami’s hand once they left the building, forcing his heart to remember that he really wasn’t a kid, not anymore.

Sometimes, he wondered where he’d be today if he’d made some different choices. Would things be happier? Would the people he loved be safer? Would he even have people to love at all?

He usually didn’t wonder for long. Thinking like that made his head hurt.

“Hey,” Gami interrupted sternly, tapping his skeletal hand against his successor’s forehead, “none of that! I know that look of yours, enough so to tell you that whatever you are thinking about has no place in your head.”

Midoriya waved his hand off. “Sorry-”

“You don’t need to apologize.” Gami floated further towards the main field. “Now, let’s get out there and crush this exercise!”

“Right!”

“Let’s go kick some a-”

“Oh no, you are not bringing this back again.”

They had to quell the pep talk and excitement once they reached the central hub of the main field. There, they found Midoriya’s other classmates who had finished earlier. He talked with them leisurely, in conversations that held no real purpose other than to pass the time. He couldn't help but keep glancing back to Bakugo throughout all of them, but the blond strayed far away from any attempts to chat, as well as any attempts to meet Midoriya’s guilty gaze.

Slowly, the rest of his class joined them on the field —one by one— until the last bunch of his peers arrived, along with a slew of pro heroes.

Gami narrowed his eyes as they all lined up: Thirteen, Present Mic, Cementoss, Midnight, Power Loader, Ectoplasm, Snipe, Aizawa… what was going on?

“Alright-” Aizawa announced, ending the nervous chitters of 20 very skeptical students- “the test exercise will begin shortly.”

Midoriya eyed the heroes, just as unconvinced as the rest of his class. They were just going to be fighting robots, why did they need so much staff supervision?

“Obviously, you can fail this test too. So if you want to head to the forest lodge, then we’d better not see any pitiful blunders from you.”

The teen refocused. He couldn’t lose sight of what was at stake: a real chance to relax. A confident smile immediately blossomed on his face; even the thought alone was motivation enough.

Aizawa stepped forward a bit, inching out of the line of heroes. “I have no doubt you all learned what information you could of the test beforehand. So I think you already hold a vague notion of what you are to do…”

Kaminari and Ashido piped up excitedly, “It’ll be just like the entrance exam!! We’ll be kicking some robot butt!!” They laughed, already practicing their victory dances. “I can already see the fireworks, the curry, the dare sessions…!!”

The secondhand joy alone was enough to get Midoriya excited too, but not quite enough for him to miss the way Aizawa’s capture scarf kept rustling.

“I’m afraid not!!”

Nezu bursted from the confines of Aizawa’s scarf, squeezing his way into view amongst the carbon-fiber strands. He carelessly pushed aside Aizawa’s head to make room for his own, apathetically tangling one of his paws deep into the hero’s hair.

Aizawa looked less than happy.

Midoriya and Gami had maybe just the faintest hint why.

Nezu settled in his place inside Aizawa’s personal space. “Due to various reasons, we’re changing the contents of the test, starting today!!”

The teen blinked in disbelief like the rest of his class. “What-”

“Principal Nezu-” Yaoyorozu collected the various echoes of confusion- “what do you mean?”

With eagerness, Nezu climbed down from Aizawa’s shoulders, using his capture scarf to repel down the underground hero like a cliffside. Even from a distance, Midoriya still searched for a hint of something more in the rodent's eyes, yet found nothing but blankness. It wasn’t unusual by any means, but something about it still shook him to his core.

When had he become so afraid of Nezu?

“Well,” he started cheerily, but it sounded so empty to Midoriya’s ears, “if our society continues at this current pace, we foresee a likely drastic increase in open combat against villains, of which our robotic counterparts are no longer viable comparisons in terms of accuracy or effectiveness.”

Midoriya frowned; he hadn’t realized the sheer level of contact his class alone had with villains so far this year. From the USJ incident, to that night in Hosu —hell, even that day the reporters broke through the school gate; that was no civilian feat— he’d brushed hands with villainy far more often then what he had to presume was normal, even for heroes in training. He’d become so desensitized to the gravity of what he’d been through, what they’d all been through. And just as the thought of death no longer seemed to bother him, the uprising of villains this year had too started to become eerily numb.

“So from now on, we’ll focus our tests more on person-on-person battle activities and emphasize a teaching environment closer to that of a real battle!”

Gami quickly glanced at his successor, and it took Midoriya a moment to figure out what he was trying to say. His face slowly dropped as his eyes swept over the lineup of heroes turned teachers.

Nezu eyed the growing realization amongst the students with malicious glee, a grin growing across his muzzle. “Which is all to say, that henceforth… we will form you into pairs to engage in combat with one of these educators!”

The principal gestured cheekily behind him.

Midoriya clenched his hands together tight, trying to stop the slight shaking that was starting to stir up. Gami pressed a silent hand to his back. The teen took a breath. There was no point in getting all worked up just yet.

Aizawa picked up for Nezu. “Now, your pairings and the teacher you’ll be fighting have already been decided…”

The underground hero pulled out a sheet of paper.

“First up, Kaminari’s with Ashido as a team against Nezu.”

Midoriya swallowed heavily as he heard his respective classmates groan in distress. He felt bad for them; going up against Nezu was like a death sentence. But part of him was more than grateful that at least it wasn’t him. The biggest fear that had flashed in his mind since the sudden announcement was laid to rest.

The churning in his stomach started to quell, a shaky smile taking its place. He was confident he could handle anyone else.

“Next, Todoroki and Yaoyorozu… against me.”

He glanced back. Todoroki didn’t look too concerned, but Yaoyorozu flashed a nervous look. Midoriya bit his lip. Hopefully he could chat with her before her test; she’d done so much for the class in preparation for the written exam, maybe he could give her some pointers on Aizawa in return.

“Then,” Aizawa continued, “Midoriya and Toyokami agai-”

“Surprise again!” Nezu interrupted, “another change of plans!”

Midoriya’s heart stopped.

Gami’s soul froze over.

Aizawa snapped his head so fast they could almost hear the sound. “Nezu, what-”

“As principal, I made the executive decision to change some things from what was decided before,” the rodent continued without so much as a care in the world, oblivious to the absolute rage in Aizawa’s eyes. “Tokoyami will now be paired with Asui against Ectoplasm!”

Seeing the path to complete and utter ruin they were treading down, Yamada tried to step forward, but he was not fast enough to beat Aizawa.

“We had already-”

“Not to worry, Aizawa-san! I’ve left all the other pairings unchanged!” Nezu smiled directly at Midoriya in a way that left his hands shaking, his heart hammering, his breath lodged in his throat. “That leaves Midoriya with Bakugo!”

It was almost as if, in that very moment, the sun itself stopped, leaving the earth to freeze over in a callously ravenous chill. His blood, his breath, his very heart, everything stopped in that moment as his eyes drifted towards Bakugo in total shock. And for the first time in years, he found Bakugo looking back at him with something other than hate, even if it was just a moment.

If… if this was even close to what death truly felt like, Midoriya would get on his knees and thank every god out there that a pathetic being like him was immortal.

Nezu took advantage of the disturbance he knew he caused. “I’m also moving them up to fight directly after my exercise! As well as changing who they will be paired against!”

A large, hulking figure emerged from behind the crowd of teachers.

“I hope I’m not late!”

Oh no.

“But I’m here!!”

He… he had to be asleep, dreaming.

All Might stepped into the plaza.

Midoriya pinched himself. He was painfully awake.

What the hell had Nezu done?

Gami had never been so silent in his life. The air had never been so agonizingly cold.

None of the teachers knew what to say. None of the teachers knew what to do, not even as Aizawa took a threatening step towards the principal once he’d snapped out of his state of shock.

Nezu.”

None of the teachers knew what to think when Yamada followed him.

The voice hero knew he could do nothing as the world around him began to crash and burn, but he found it in himself to try regardless. “This isn’t what we agreed on as-”

The rodent gave a hearty chuckle, that heartlessly adamant grin still plastered to his face.

“Things don’t always go according to plan, now do they?”

 


 

Midoriya couldn’t find it within himself to do anything more than continue pushing air in and out of his lungs. The world around him spun, rocking back and forth like stormy sea waves. And even from his precarious place seated atop a metal bleacher inside the school’s observation room, it would barely take a gust of wind to send him plunging below the surface yet again.

Another sudden headache threatened to overtake him, pounding from the insides of his skull. His rocky world seemed to blend together, mixing colors and senses until —for just a moment— Midoriya wasn’t sure if he was in his world anymore. But just as quickly as it came, the feeling danced out of reach, leaving him dazed as he plummeted back down to rock bottom.

It was just the stress; he told himself. He was just stressed.

He pressed his eyes shut, desperately trying to get the echoes of yelling out of his ears. Aizawa had been furious —absolutely furious— in this low, simmering rage that scared the teen much more than any outburst could’ve. Aizawa hadn’t cared about bringing up any of his numerous concerns in front of both the students and his fellow teachers, and surprisingly, Yamada had stood by him and his reasons. But Nezu was sneaky —he always had been— so despite all the fair points Aizawa made amongst his fury, the rat slithered away, hiding behind his title, his power, and All Might, who had truly no idea what tempest he’d been brought into.

Like a coward, he ran. He ran to start his test exercise against Kaminari and Ashido —who were now probably even more unnerved than before— and left the hurricane that now was Aizawa to the rest of the teachers to deal with.

The teen stifled a flinch as he heard another one of Aizawa’s sharp bites through the door, followed by a cacophony of damage control with a pinch of soft yet strong Yamada intricately woven in.

Midoriya picked his head out of his hands, trying to cut his sulking off while he still could. The inside of the observation room didn’t look much better than the outside sounded. All Might was the hero the rest had designated to watch over the students while they all tried to resolve the mess Nezu had left in his wake, and despite the easygoing bravado he wore, the way he nervously paced across the room said otherwise.

His class wasn’t fairing much better. The tense hung in the air like a thick must, and as he glanced around, most of his peers glanced away from him. Midoriya tried not to feel hurt, he knew he was awkwardly stuck in the center of this mess since it was his new pairing causing the divide, but his heart still ached all the same. He… he didn’t want anyone to feel uncomfortable because of him, and he didn’t want to be the reason one of his peers did poorly on this important end-of-term exercise.

He stood up from his seat, and tried not to think about how everyone’s eyes were inevitably on him.

He walked up to All Might —who almost seemed to freeze— keeping his voice at a whisper. “All Might-sensei, could I wait at the bus like… like Bakugo?”

Bakugo had practically dismissed himself earlier, refusing to spend his time amongst the class in the observation room, refusing to engage in whatever pitiful politics Aizawa and the other teachers were currently hashing out. He’d been directed to the bus that would take him and Midoriya out to the urban city field for their exercise, and promptly been forgotten.

Midoriya didn’t want to run into Bakugo, especially not after all this, when he’d be volatile beyond belief. But he had a feeling he was better off leaving everyone else without the suffocation of his presence. And despite his somehow prevailing logic trying to tell him that watching Kaminari and Ashido’s fight on one of the numerous display monitors in the room would be beneficial for his upcoming exercise, he couldn’t bring himself to meet eyes with Nezu’s figure and not feel utterly sick.

“Of… of course, Young Midoriya.” All Might pointed at the door, wincing when Yamada’s bark almost conveniently seemed to answer him. “Just go back out the way we came. Our bus is the third from the end. I’ll… meet you both out there once it’s time to go.”

There was no air of uncertainty in his voice, and solemnly, Midoriya found himself agreeing. Nezu had changed things, and once he did that, there was no changing them back.

Midoriya appreciated the fight Aizawa and Yamada had put up, he really did, but there really wasn’t a point anymore.

He thanked him, walking up to the exit door, his steps slowing as the collection of voices outside grew louder. He swallowed thickly, bracing himself for what was to come as he gently pushed the door open.

If there was any silver lining about the persistent arguing, at least it kept them all occupied intensely enough for him to slip by without incident.

“Little listener…?”

Something up there hated Midoriya more than he could ever hate himself.

He froze, but only for a moment as all the constant arguing from before suddenly died down into limp whispers. He couldn’t look back at them, and when his heart jumpstarted back up again, he pressed his eyes shut tightly, one last ditch attempt to hold himself together.

And like a coward, he ran.

Once he finally found himself alone, he pittered to a stop. He rubbed aggressively at his eyes, digging his palms into his skull. He wasn’t going to cry. Damnit, he wasn’t! He was so goddamn tired of crying! He was so goddamn tired of everything going out of its way to make him miserable and he was even more tired of constantly giving into it! He was so fucking tired of feeling this pathetic!

The tears gathering in the corners of his eyes boiled away in the heat of his newfound anger.

Midoriya took a few quick breaths, forcing his eyes open and finding himself more alone than he expected.

“Gami…?” He looked around, anger immediately dissolving into worry.

A few painfully silent seconds passed before the ghost slowly emerged from inside the wall beside him.

Midoriya’s brows knitted when Gami still didn’t respond. “H-Hey-”

“Taking advantage of life, how dare he…” Soft mumblings only answered, escaping like the last drain of a sink. “Gifted with thought, he abuses it. This world is crowded. A waste of space, even as dust-”

The teen couldn’t listen anymore. “Gami! Gami, stop!”

The mumblings stopped, replaced by an almost confused clarity. “I… I don’t- what?”

“Just stop. Please… I don’t need this right now.”

“I… what did I-” He stopped. “I’m… I’m sorry.”

The guilt in his mentor’s voice felt familiar somehow, and Midoriya caved. “Look, you’re angry, I know. I’m… I’m angry too, but Nezu doesn’t give a shit if we’re angry!” He stopped, calming himself back down. “Nezu doesn’t care how we feel; he’s just going to keep doing whatever he wants anyway. I’m tired of giving him that satisfaction of knowing that we’re angry and knowing we can’t do anything about it.”

“But… but none of this is fair-”

“I know, but I’m done being angry; it’s not doing anything.” Midoriya then looked firmly up, some cocktail of spite and determination in his eyes. “So instead, we’re going to go in there, we’re going to crush this final exam, and we’re going to get that break that we’ve both earned… and nothing is going to take it away.”

“I agree… but maybe it won’t come to that.” Gami desperately tried to insist. “Eraserhead can still fix this and change things to how they were before-”

His successor looked at him skeptically, and Gami sighed.

“Alright.” The ghost nodded. “What do you want me to do?”

 


 

All Might tried to get either student to chat on their bus ride to the urban city field, but Bakugo sat in the very back with no intent to talk, and Midoriya remained steeled on the window in deep, unbreakable focus. And despite his efforts to lighten the mood, the silence was there to stay, at least until the bus pulled to a stop at the end of the road.

Midoriya stepped off first, Gami closely behind, and he left ample room for Bakugo to get off and stand idly without having to be too close to one another. Still, as the other got off the bus and stood in line with him, Midoriya couldn’t resist the temptation to glance at him anyway, searching for something more, something reminiscent of those faint, childhood memories his heart still foolishly clung onto.

Bakugo scowled at him, jerking his head to the side.

He couldn’t find it within him to feel anything but overwhelming guilt.

Midoriya instead turned his gaze in front of him, losing some of his immediate guilt but keeping his overwhelm at the immense scale of the massive city before them. It looked like the city right outside of U.A.; if someone had told him that was what this truly was, he would’ve believed them without so much of a second thought.

Still, despite his awe, his natural paranoia couldn’t help but catch the ominously placed camera right above the entry gate. He wondered who exactly looked back at him as he stared into the lens. He wondered who it was that his classmates back in the observation room saw as they looked at him from nothing but a screen.

Who did they see when they looked at him?

Was it someone worth all the trouble he’d brought with him since he’d stepped foot into U.A.?

A bony finger knocked him in the forehead again.

“None of that.”

“Alright, to start-” All Might began, standing before the iron gate- “you have a time limit of 30 minutes!”

Midoriya hummed. That’s about as long as it had been between since Kaminari and Ashido’s exam had began and now. He then frowned a bit. Did they use all 30 minutes then? Against Nezu, he really shouldn’t be surprised.

“Your win condition for this exercise is either to pin these handcuffs on me-” the hero then pulled out a pair of bulky, yellow handcuffs that looked to resemble quirk-cancellation gear- “or, alternatively, for either one of you to escape from this field!”

All Might then threw the handcuffs forward, and when Bakugo didn’t even bother to reach for them, Midoriya caught them midair instead. He examined them in his hands; they were heavier than he expected, and their size looked much too small to even consider them capable of restraining All Might’s thick wrists.

Midoriya looked up at the teacher. “It’s okay to run?”

“Yup!!” All Might flashed a smile. “This will be a test of your judgment!!”

Midoriya looked subtly off to the side, where he could just make out the wisps of Gami’s robe in his peripherals. That changed some things…

“However, you might be thinking that with this current setup, running is your only real option…”

The number one hero shook his head, and somehow, the action stuttered disappointment in Midoriya’s heart. But All Might immediately captured his focus yet again as he pulled out a set of restraints from behind him.

“The staff and I commissioned the support course to make me super compressor weights!!” The hero then strapped multiple onto his wrists and ankles, and Midoriya watched his muscles tremble, though he really had to search for it. “I’ve now strapped on weights equal to half my body weight!! It’s an old classic, but it’ll make it harder for me to move or save strength!”

“Is all that just to let us consider fighting?” Bakugo spoke for the first time practically since the class had all gathered at the center field. And despite whatever foolishness Midoriya had been hoping for, his voice still dripped all the same venom. “You’re looking down on me.”

Me, he’d said. Not us, me.

Midoriya took a deep breath, and tried to hold it all together.

All Might just laughed.

“Just remember, I have every intention of seriously going after you two.”

The hero then pressed a button on the side of the gate, and they all watched as the entryway opened with an intimidating groan.

“Good luck!” True to his words, All Might gave them a thumbs up. “Your test begins now!!”

And with that, he leapt from the ground with ease, soaring off into the city field far past either of their lines of sight.

Bakugo immediately stormed off into the area without so much as a word.

Don’t follow me.”

Okay, maybe a word… or three.

Midoriya scampered inside —at least until he was out of sight from that first camera— before turning to Gami. “Change of plans. We don’t engage him unless we have to.” He glanced back at the blonde, who was quickly disappearing from his sight. “Shit… let me go get Bakugo.”

“Why? What is the poin-”

Gami cut himself off as his successor ran forward.

Midoriya swallowed thickly. “Bakugo!” The name felt alien on his tongue, and his chest shuddered at having to force it out. “M-Maybe we should-”

“I don’t want any of your pitiful attempts at helping.” Bakugo looked over his shoulder, back at him, a snarl encompassing his features, darkened by malice and hate. “It’s fucking obvious I should just knock him out!”

Midoriya repeated his mantra in his head. This wasn’t really Bakugo; this wasn’t Bakugo’s fault. This was just some warped, twisted version of a four-year-old child his brain couldn’t even remember anymore, all at his own hands. This was all his own fault; he’d let it grow and fester, he’d let it corrupt Bakugo beyond recognition, to the point where Midoriya truly believed nothing was unusual with how the years transpired. If there was anyone to despair at, it was himself and his own numerous failures.

If anything, he at least owed Bakugo some persistence in cooperation, even if he wanted absolutely nothing to do with him anymore.

“Please, Izuku! Maybe realize this isn’t worth-”

“W-We really shouldn’t engage…!” He cursed his hesitance and subsequent stutter, forcing himself to push forward, both in his words and his steps. “At least, n-not right away!”

But either Bakugo didn’t hear him, or didn’t care. “I’ll lead him around by the nose like a fool up until the final moments… and then I’ll fucking smash his head in when he’s tuckered out…! Just me!”

“Stop interfering. I want nothing to do with you.”

Midoriya grimaced, grinding his teeth together, blood splattering in front of his eyes. He couldn’t do this again; he’d just gotten through the last near disaster, barely. He’d watched Iida throw himself down into despair, throw himself at the feet of the Hero Killer, waiting to be slaughtered. He’d seen what his curse was capable of: twisting those he loved to throw themselves at death, to throw themselves away from him. And while he knew All Might wasn’t fighting to the death, and while he knew —he thought he knew at least— that no one had the eyes of death upon them today, he couldn’t watch what was inarguably his own fault tear apart the lives of anyone else.

“You… you’re just going to charge right in headfirst?” He tried to appeal to reason. “This is All Might we’re talking about!”

But reason meant nothing to the cursed. “Fuck. Off.”

Aizawa tapped his foot anxiously against the tiled floor, helplessly watching as Midoriya continued to try and fail to convince Bakugo to cooperate. Yamada stood supportively at his side, hands nearly brushing together as they, along with the rest of the staff and most of the students, watched the monitors resolutely, waiting for that other shoe to finally drop. His heart ached in a way unfamiliar to him, heightened by a loss and longing he’d tried so hard to never feel again. He was attached; he was painfully attached in a way he knew was far too risky for his line of work.

The door to the observation room squealed and Nezu carelessly strolled inside, a bright smile plastered on his face.

The other shoe dropped.

Aizawa felt long fingers wrap gently around his wrist, a delicate message straight to his brain that stopped him in tracks before he even realized he was storming towards Nezu at all.

The rodent chuckled, casually moving to stand directly beside the underground hero.
“Quite the reception from you all.” He focused his beady eyes on the monitor screens along with everyone else. “Unfortunately, Kaminari and Ashido will not be joining us. Recovery Girl insisted that they stay with her so she could monitor them.”

Aizawa narrowed his eyes. He hadn’t gotten to see most of the match since he’d spent the time outside with the rest of the staff, but from what he did see, Nezu had absolutely decimated them. And even with Nezu’s history of general apathy, tendency for sadism, and newfound disregard for Midoriya’s wellbeing, even Aizawa was unprepared for how viciously the rodent toyed with his students for half an hour straight.

His eyes flickered back to the screen, watching Midoriya say something else to Bakugo’s back. The monitors had no audio —Yamada had figured the speakers would likely blow out if he had incorporated audio in— but even still, he could hear the desperation swirling in the air through the blue light of the screen.

“Surely, you can’t think this is beneficial to either of them in any way…” The words slipped past Aizawa’s lips in a smooth, methodical resentment so opposite to his previously exploding anger. “We agreed that we’d approach this with more delicacy.”

They’d talked before about their options if Bakugo was indeed cursed by Midoriya’s strange abilities. The situation wasn’t one they had any precedent in dealing with, and by the way it was beginning to evolve, more and more of his students were being put at risk. Neither really knew how to help Bakugo, despite Midoriya’s cryptic advice of appealing to an unrelated hate, so instead, they figured to do as much damage control as possible until one of them had a solid game plan.

That was why Bakugo was paired with Asui. She was incredibly well rounded, and wouldn’t be overly hindered by his inability to cooperate effectively, as well as her uncanny ability to provide substantial combat support to practically every student in this class.

Midoriya wasn't supposed to even interact with Bakugo during this exercise.

That was the plan.

Yamada glanced around, at the nervous looks of his fellow teachers, at the nervous looks of his students, at the firm stare in Aizawa’s eyes, before deciding that this too would be the hill he would die on. “We already made a decision for Midoriya’s pairing as a group. It was the most educated decision possible; all the staff agreed on it.”

Nezu shrugged, still staring intently at the screen, watching the slow crumbling of disaster. “I felt the need to change it.”

Fury again began to bubble in Aizawa’s stomach. “They why didn’t you tell us beforehand so we could-”

“I suggest you step back from this, Aizawa-san.” His voice held a stiff, punctual air, and he wielded it unforgivingly. “You’re a bit too involved.”

Aizawa almost sputtered in shock, a sound he never thought would come from his mouth since becoming a hero, and he bit his teeth together to hold it in. How dare he… how dare he? He was the one who entrusted Midoriya to him in the first place. Hell, Nezu had sprung the child on him in one of his apathetic, narcissistic self-decisions! He’d never consulted him or Yamada about their feelings on having guardianship of a child they’d only known for weeks at that point! He was too involved? He was too involved?! That was Nezu’s own fucking fault in the first place!

And despite that, despite all of Nezu’s meddling as if his own staff and students were his personal lab rats, they loved Midoriya. He didn’t even need to consult Yamada; they both loved him with all they had. Nezu better be ready for him to be involved, because he’d already failed the boy more than was forgivable, and he’d already let this drag on far longer than what was acceptable.

The venom behind his teeth began to leak, but a sudden move from one of the monitors brought them all back.

Gami desperately tried to catch up to his successor, the boy getting too close to Bakugo for his own comfort. He didn’t trust this, he didn’t trust anyone but the boy he’d grown up next to for the past 11 years. Everyone was out to hurt him, nowhere was safe but the security of the space within his arms. Gami needed to protect him, and he didn’t know how else.

“W-Wait! Please..!” Midoriya reached out, reaching for a life he’d lost, reaching for a life he hadn’t realized he could ever have again, reaching for a past his heart silently begged to taste again, reaching for this one last shot at forgiveness for them both.

“I think… I think my powers are cursing people.”

“Izuku-”

“Bakugo is still being affected by it; he has been since that day.”

“Please, we don’t need to fight anymore! We can do this toge-”

He never had a chance.

Midoriya reeled away as Bakugo’s arm swung at his face, nailing him savagely in the side of the face with one of his gauntlets. Midoriya collapsed in the middle of the road, crumbling to pieces as he clutched the side of his head.

Gami screamed. Some of the cameras fuzzed up. Some of the streetlights popped. Nobody noticed among the chaos.

Midoriya quickly looked back up, ignoring the blood running from his now split lip, ignoring the way his brain protested the sudden movement. His eyes locked onto how Bakugo stood above him, how Bakugo had complete control over him, how the gap between them was far larger than he ever would’ve imagined.

His eyes locked onto the utter shock that shimmered in Bakugo’s gaze, watching as he looked at his own hand almost in confusion, before a disgusting hatred clouded his vision.

“Not another goddamn word. Don’t you dare say another word or I’ll fucking kill you.”

The threat was so real and so fake at the same time.

“I fucking told you-” Bakugo took a step towards him, and Midoriya scrambled to get up, to get away, to do anything useful as he was faced with the faults of his fears- “I don’t need any help from you!!”

Midoriya didn’t respond —he couldn’t. None of the thoughts swirling in his head had enough substance to manifest as words. All his mind could do was replay that helpless look he caught in Bakugo’s eyes just for that second.

That was his fault. All of this was his fault. How had he let this get so bad?

How had he failed Bakugo like this? How had they failed each other like this?

His face ached and throbbed, and he tasted blood on his lips as it dribbled down the same way his tears desperately begged to.

He.. he was going to fix this.

He was going to try.

Aizawa gripped the edge of the table in front of him, his knuckles turning white and his teeth grinded together. His vision went red seeing Midoriya go down and a strong protectiveness surged within him. Yamada tried to keep both parties at bay, but in his one moment of distraction trying to fix the fuzzy cameras, the two went at it like feral dogs.

“Enough, Aizawa-san.” Nezu snapped at him with threatening emptiness. “You’re starting to make a scene.”

Aizawa nearly lunged, but Yamada stepped between the two, trying to give his partner time to calm down a bit. “Nezu, we decided the pairings as a group for a reason. You making this change on your own could compromise both Midoriya and Bakugo’s ability to pass the exam.”

Nezu almost seemed to consider his reasoning for a moment, before shaking his head, still with an arrogant smile. “Good heroes should be able to work with anyone at a moment’s notice. We don’t get to choose our partners on the field.”

That was enough for Aizawa to finally push past Yamada. “Damnit Nezu, they’re not heroes, they're kids! There’s a time and a place for things!”

He stepped forward, standing right up next to Nezu, who didn’t seem fazed at all. The air in the room settled back into tension again as staff and students alike precariously watched another disaster begin to unfold. Yamada moved to try and pull the two off each other, but he jumped back as Aizawa swung an arm out to gesture at the numerous monitors before them all.

“Look at this, Nezu!” He pointed at the screen which held Midoriya’s prone figure, still trying to recover from the brutal blow dealt to him by his own classmate, Bakugo still screaming at him. “Is this it?!”

There wasn’t a chance for response as a massive billow of dust and smoke erupted across that monitor, as well as the ones capturing the area around there.

A shockwave rampaged down the street, blowing apart buildings and breaking apart the asphalt that both Bakugo and Midoriya stood on. Any chance Midoriya had to rise to his feet again was crushed as he was knocked back, losing Bakugo in the mess. Midoriya’s head rocked back from the whiplash and almost cracked against the road, if not for Gami’s timely catch as he swooped in to save him from more injuries.

“Izuku!!” Gami speedily checked him over. “Are you alright?!”

He recovered from all the sudden movement, panting as he caught his breath. “Yeah… yeah I’m good.”

With his first priority covered, Gami moved onto his next one. “We need to leave. You said we should not engage, and he is coming so we need to leave.”

Midoriya looked at Bakugo way in front of him, who hadn’t been knocked back by the blast as far as he had. “We can’t just-”

“Collateral damage to the city? Who gives a fuck!”

A figure emerged from the smoke.

“If you’re thinking of this as just a test, then you’re in for a world of pain.”

All Might’s face became clear, and his signature smile that had carried Midoriya through some of his darker times in childhood was warped beyond recognition.

“I am a villain, oh heroes…” All Might lowered his head as his body folded into a running stance. “Come at me and put your whole hearts into it!”

And All Might charged.

Notes:

I can’t begin to explain how excited I was to write this chapter. So excited that I ended up writing too much and now I have to split it into two. The other half of the final test exercise will be coming soon, just gotta finish it…

This chapter, but especially the next one, will be a huge pivot point for this story. I’m seriously going to be diving into the intricacies of Midoriya’s future as a Death, his relationship with the canon plot, and how that all fits into my AU. I was hoping to wrap up this story at like 60 chapters, but it’s honestly looking like 70 and that’s wishful thinking lol

Nezu has been especially unhinged, in fact, his actions seem pretty cruel, even for his typical callousness. Wonder what’s going on there… won’t have to wonder for too long :)

On a different note, today is actually a really special day! It’s Deku And Death’s 3rd birthday!! I can’t believe I’ve been going at this for 3 years now, but I’m so proud of where it’s come and where it’s going, and I won’t stop until it’s done!! Thank you all for all your support, whether it’s kudos, comments, and especially just reading! I may be slow, but I’ll do my best to continue the quality I strive for in this story!!

Without further ado: here is the power list! Next chapter is on its way!

Death’s Touch: Anything Midoriya touches starts to decay immediately, regardless of the amount of fingers touching. This ability works on both the living and the non living. Midoriya is able to control the activation on humans and non living objects, being able to start and stop the decay at will, however, he cannot with plant or animal life. Any damage done to living organisms with this power cannot be healed.

Death’s Scythe: Midoriya can summon a scythe to fight with at will. The scythe is the only item that can’t be destroyed by Death’s Touch, and that ability can be shared with the scythe at Midoriya’s will, however it can only decay what it cuts. The decay follows the same rules as Death’s Touch. He can also make the scythe disappear at will when he is finished with it or to free his hands.

Immortality: Midoriya is immortal and cannot die. However, he can still get hurt and scarred. The immortality ability doesn’t provide any regeneration, but any wounds that could be detrimental to his job, such as lost/broken limbs and organs, will be healed the next day.

Premonition: Midoriya can see flash images of people who may die before they are supposed to. Normally, he cannot interfere with death, as it’s his job, but he has the option of attempting to save anyone he views in a premonition. These premonitions are bare and don’t provide much information other than the person themselves and their demise, occasionally revealing the setting and attacker, if any. The premonitions can come true between an hour after viewing to 3 days later.

Soul Contact: When a person dies, their soul is immediately sent to Midoriya. He can see, touch, and hold these souls. When holding a soul, Midoriya can see the most important memories and decisions attached to that soul, and hence that person.

Soul Sorting: This ability allows Midoriya to decide which part of the afterlife a soul moves on to. The areas of the afterlife can only be summoned with intent and the swipe of a hand, with the areas themselves being represented by flames. The areas that he can choose from are Paradise, Purgatory, and the Underworld. Once Midoriya decides where the soul best fits, it is sent to the being of that respective area. If approved, the soul stays in that area forever, the exception being Purgatory. Souls in Purgatory can be moved again to either Paradise or the Underworld, however, this is not Midoriya’s decision. If rejected, the soul is sent back to him for reevaluation. All souls must be sorted within 24 hours of Midoriya receiving them, with rejected souls resetting their time limits once they get back to him. Failure to sort a soul within its time limit may result in serious unknown punishment.

???: Seemingly at random, the people close to Midoriya can develop an inexplicable hatred for him, or a hatred that will result in his suffering. Affected individuals will seek out Midoriya’s suffering on a physical and/or emotional level, and are usually unaware of their sudden change in attitude. The affected won’t respond to any reasoning about their unnatural hate, and will continue to hate unless broken by an outside reason, usually by breaking a preexisting hate the affected already had before being infected.

Chapter 47: Keep Your Enemies Closer

Summary:

And in all those trying times, Midoriya had never managed to get away from all the people that had hurt him. But not all the people that who'd hurt him would hurt him forever, and some were chasing after him just as Midoriya chased all the things he had lost too.

Notes:

Edit 07/23/25: Added small page breaks to help differentiate between Midoriya and Aizawa perspective shifts.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

“Damnit!! We have no game plan!!” Midoriya scrambled up to Bakugo, fighting the instinctual, cowardly desire to run. “Bakug-”

But Bakugo charged forward instead. “Don’t fucking order me around!!”

He stopped right in the hero’s path, pressing both of his wrists together while digging his heels into the dirt. Midoriya recognized the stance from his own training, whipping his head over to Gami. “Get dow-”

A massive flash exploded from Bakugo’s palms, right into All Might’s eyes. The light leaked far past the intended target, forcing Midoriya to shield his eyes so he wouldn’t be stunned too. He couldn’t see his mentor in all the chaos, but based on the shrill screech that echoed from his side, his warning wasn’t fast enough.

Bakugo snapped his arms behind him and blasted forward, forcing Midoriya to retreat back to avoid getting hit. He glanced around frantically. “Ga-” He caught himself as he noticed a small wisp of the ghost’s robe oozing from the earth below him.

Midoriya was forced to move his focus, however, as he watched All Might snatch Bakugo midair by the face.

“Sorry…” He was getting whiplash at this point, turning back to the ground, where Gami slowly rose from, dazed and drowsy. “But we should leave while we can.”

Midoriya looked mortified. “We can’t just leave him! Not agai-”

Bakugo released another barrage of bright explosions even from All Might’s hold, and the ghost cried out in pain again, sinking back down into the darkness of the earth. But the blasts seemed to have no effect on the number one hero as he instead grabbed the other by his gauntlet and slammed him into the ground.

“Is that all you got?!”

Bakugo’s chest heaved in a stutter but he didn’t answer, nor did he move.

“As for these two, they’ve let their imperfections drive them. And for that, they don’t deserve the title of hero.”

Midoriya’s heart stopped, and then kickstarted again from desperation.

Why couldn’t he stop seeing Iida?

“And now…” All Might turned his gaze to him. “You’ll join him, Young Midoriya!!”

All Might rushed at him, but thanks to the weights, Midoriya was able to move away before he could get too close. Skidding on his heels, he and All Might basically swapped places, and out of the corner of his eye, he could see Bakugo’s limp form.

“You’re not going to fight him… are you?”

Good to know Gami was back; he’d need all the help he could get. “Gonna get out of here,” Midoriya mumbled.

All Might must have heard him mutter, because he stared pointedly into his soul.

“You’re going to abandon the team and run?”

Yet all Midoriya could see was the Hero Killer’s unhinged maw, bloody teeth, and murderous stare, accompanied by the fallen bodies of Iida, Native, and Todoroki.

“I’m fighting for a happy ending, forever and beyond if that’s what it takes!”

Midoriya steeled over, curling his hands into fists. He wasn’t going to leave Bakugo behind, not again. He’d been doing that his whole life without so much as a second thought, and he refused to make that same mistake again. He was going to fix this; he didn’t care what it took or what it would cost.

He stood protectively between All Might and Bakugo.

If there was even a chance he could make this better again, he’d take it a thousand times over.

Midoriya jumped back, planning on grabbing Bakugo’s body and retreating until they could come up with a real plan. But just as his feet left the ground, a loud explosion rang out behind him.

He barely had time to turn his head, and all he could catch was the sight of Bakugo —perfectly fine— now flying towards him.

“MOVE!!”

But he couldn’t. There was no time.

Gami yanked hard on his coattails, pulling him down and just barely out of the way in time to avoid colliding with Bakugo. It wasn’t a perfect maneuver, but he managed to roll to a stop rather than crash midair.

“Damnit, that was too risky-” he glanced at his mentor fiercely, upset that he would pull a trick so suspicious-looking, but the words got caught in his throat as he spoke. Gami stood hunched over, shriveled into a small ball as his body leaked copious amounts of mist and fog Midoriya only presumed he was made of underneath all his robes. But wha-

The explosion. The light. Gami had gotten too close to it in order to pull him out of the way. And neither of them knew the extent of why bright light caused such a severe reaction in the ghost, or its potential long term consequences.

Midoriya cursed under his breath. “Go under. Take as long as you need.”

“B-But…” Gami groaned, clutching his head
.
“You’re my partner,” he whispered, watching Bakugo get up and charge towards All Might again. “I need you to be alright so we can figure out how to pass this.”

Bakugo fired off another explosion, but the hero simply tanked it, forcing the other to retreat back before lunging from a different angle.

“I can handle this for now.”

—————

Nezu huffed at the monitors, drawing Aizawa and Yamada’s attention back to him after being so engrossed in all of Midoriya’s close calls so far. Aizawa raised an eyebrow, opening his mouth to speak, but the rodent’s growing smile shut him up.

“Well, there’s no point in stopping the exam now.” Nezu threw his hands up in mock disappointment so fake they could taste the chemicals. “The field is far too destroyed to restart.”

Yamada’s eyes nearly popped out of his skull. Why the hell was Nezu bringing this up now, just as they’d all managed to calm down to a somewhat stable neutral ground again? It was almost like he was trying to instigate the fighting again…

He didn’t miss the way his grin grew even wider as Aizawa’s vexation returned.

Aizawa could hear murmurs start up again as he turned his gaze back down to Nezu, but at this point, he couldn’t be bothered to care anymore. “What the hell are you getting at? What kind of sick game do you think this is?”

Nezu chuckled, simply shaking his head and turning his attention back to the screens.

Yamada’s blood ran cold as realization hit him like a semi-truck. “You… you are seeing this as a game, aren’t you? All this infighting… you think it’s fun?”

One of the other teachers —Thirteen— finally spoke up, placing a gloved hand on Yamada’s shoulder. “Guys, I get you’re upset, but in front of everyone…” They gestured towards the students whispering amongst each other. “This really isn’t the time.”

“No.” Aizawa broke away from the crowd, away from Yamada, moving towards Nezu as his partner’s words churned in his head. “This decision… all the decisions you’ve claimed to have made for the benefit of your students-” they all knew who in particular he was talking about- “how many have been truly for them?”

Nezu stayed silent for a moment, before a small laugh bubbled out of his throat, and then another and another, until he was full out cackling. The room fell into silence, everyone so caught off guard by the unexpected reaction that no one knew what to say, if anything at all. What could they say to the principal of the very school supposed to keep them all safe?

Finally, his laughter died down as he wiped a tear from his eye. “Ah Aizawa-san, you never fail to entertain me. Though I must say, your newfound attachment to Midoriya does have me especially amused. Why does his wellbeing compel you so?” Nezu shrugged, not bothering to even look him in the eyes. “Midoriya is no different than any other human, and certainly not any more important. He will either pass this test, or he will fail, and regardless, we will simply move onto the next one.”

Nezu kept his focus glued onto the screen in front of him, now displaying more video feed of Bakugo yelling what was likely more profanities at Midoriya. And as Aizawa stared aghast at the principal’s words, he desperately searched his beady, black eyes for something resembling sympathy or regret.

Instead, he found what almost looked like joy.

Something sickening settled in Aizawa’s gut.

Nezu turned back to him and smiled yet again, much like a doctor greeting one of his many patients.

“That is simply how this all works.”

—————

Midoriya raised an arm to shield himself from the gust of air that came off of All Might’s latest punch, digging his feet into the dirt to keep himself from falling prone again. He hadn’t attacked the hero himself, merely ducking, dodging, and staying defensive while Bakugo provided an unrelenting yet unsuccessful assault. There was no way they were going to win with an all out frontal attack —not against the literal number one hero in the country— but nothing he’d said had managed to get through to his partner.

Through the dust, he caught All Might’s emerging fist heading straight to Bakugo’s head, and he did the only thing that popped into his brain.

He grabbed Bakugo’s gauntlet and pulled hard.

They tumbled off to the side, far enough from the attack to come out unscathed. Midoriya scrambled to his feet just as Bakugo shrugged him off like he was poison.

“Don’t touch me! I swear to god-”

“We don’t have time for this!” Midoriya scolded, frustration starting to bubble in his gut. “Damnit, can’t you see this isn’t working?! Let’s retreat and try something els-”

“You’re so fucking annoying,” the blonde scowled, refusing to look him in the eye. “I will win.”

Misty tendrils started to collect around his feet as Gami slowly recovered from his moment of weakness. “We should just leave him. He clearly won’t cooperate.”

Midoriya pressed his eyes together, a terrible mistake on the battlefield, yet he saw no flaw in it as something worse threatened to escape from inside him.

“I don’t need you. I don’t need anyone-”

“You don’t need him. We can do this-”

Midoriya couldn’t hold it in anymore.

“God, just stop! Just fucking stop!! Shut up!!”

His eyes burned with an unfamiliar fury as his mouth bared fangs of venom he never knew he had. An anger he tried so hard to ignore, his desperation to be the better person, it all melted away in the heat of his exasperation. He was so angry, at himself, at Bakugo, at Nezu, at the world as it seeped out of him like toxic waste, infecting the very ground he stood on.

And it all died down as he watched the look on Bakugo’s face morph back to that one of confusion he caught earlier. And for the second time since the exercise started, he watched that foggy mask of hatred break for just a moment, for just a second.

For just that moment, Bakugo looked like that kid he saved in the alleyway all that time ago.

The battle had almost seemed to stop, just for the two of them, just for Midoriya’s anger to be swept away by an ocean of guilt.

But the light of the sun was blocked out by a familiar shadow.

“For the time being…!”

The two kids looked up in surprise to see All Might barreling upon them, a broken guardrail in his hands.

“IZUKU!!”

There was no time.

Midoriya screamed as he was knocked to the ground, his chest crushed between the dirt and one of the metal bars of the guardrail, pinning him like a hunted animal.

“A present for the boy who wants to run!!”

Bakugo tried to react.

All Might’s fist met his stomach before he could.

“And one for the boy who wants to fight!!”

Spit and bile exploded from Bakugo’s mouth before he was sent tumbling away in a heap.

Midoriya cried out instinctively, squirming and kicking his legs, desperately trying to escape. His brain melted into panic, tears bubbling at his eyes as everything came rushing back.

“I want to hear that heroic little facade of yours break.”

He tore at his first glove —why did he still have his gloves on?— with his teeth.

“But I see you have something I want, how thoughtful of you.”

Gami had been trying to lift the guardrail out of its wedged place in the earth, but it wasn’t enough. Not fast enough. Not strong enough.

“Damnit, help me!!” His voice was wet with fear.

All Might strolled towards Bakugo, who shakingly picked himself back up from the ground. Sweat, spit, and stomach acid dripped from his chin as he heaved his chest in a broken symphony, looking up as All Might looked down upon him.

“Why all this anger? This hate?” The hero dropped his shoulders. “Do you fear Young Midoriya is finally catching up to you?”

Bakugo did not answer.

Finally getting both his gloves off, Midoriya stretched his arms back as far as they could go. But even so, his fingertips just barely missed contact with the metal.

“The pace at which we grow is not equal for everyone. You must have known your classmates would catch up to you eventually.” He didn’t miss how Bakugo clenched his hands tightly at his words. All Might frowned. “Why does that anger you so?”

Bakugo did not answer.

Midoriya scraped away at the ground, trying to pull himself free in vain. His chest cracked and groaned like tired door hinges, just one sharp movement away from snapping completely.

“What you’re doing is such a waste! Don’t you get it?! Surely you must?!” All Might pleaded to him. “Even you can still grow so much!”

Bakugo did not answer.

Midoriya’s fingers slowly dug the ground beneath him away into dust.

“But what needs to grow isn’t your strength-”

“Shut your mouth…”

Bakugo stood, shakily, one arm at his side, the other curled around his stomach. Even from a distance, Midoriya could see the empty void in his eyes.

“If I ever… need to borrow that fucking runt’s… that complete waste of space’s ‘strength’...” He barely whispered the words out, yet all Midoriya could hear was them echoing around in his skull. “Then it’d be better… to lose completely.”

Something in Midoriya surged. He recognized it.

“Is that so…?” All Might’s face darkened as he raised his fist unceremoniously.

Bakugo lowered his head, giving up.

This time, Midoriya didn’t hold any of it back.

“Then don’t regret this.”

A deafening explosion cracked in the distance as Midoriya’s body flew across the field, the guardrail previously holding him captive now easily knocked out of the earth. He sailed right past All Might, nailing Bakugo in the face with an angered punch of his own as All Might’s fist hit nothing but air.

“You’d rather lose? You’d rather lose?! You, of all people?!” Everything leaked from Midoriya’s cries: anger, shame, disappointment, guilt. “What the hell did you turn into?! What the fuck have you become?!”

As their momentum started to die down, Midoriya scooped Bakugo up under one of his arms and released another blast, desperately trying to pull off their shaky getaway.

The other squirmed. “Let me go you fucking-”

“Enough already!!”

Midoriya unleashed another blast in quick succession. He glanced over his shoulder, hoping he’d built up enough speed as he watched All Might prepare to give chase. He moved his focus back forward, pushing out every drop of adrenaline he had.

All Might bent his knees, readying himself to leap forward. But as he tried, he found that he could not. Looking down in confusion, he spotted it.

The remains of the guardrail he used to pin Midoriya were now tangled tightly around one of his feet, spikes dug thoroughly into the earth.

He yanked his foot with significant strength, but it did not come free.

“What the-” he cursed. How had Midoriya had time to- surely no hunk of metal was this strong?

Gami held the guardrail down even as All Might tugged harder, desperately pushing out as much strength as his old bones could give. His body grew hazy from exhaustion, yet he did not lose his grip.

He would not let anything happen to his boy.

His strength surged.

All Might could only watch as the two weaved down an alleyway and disappeared from his sight.

—————

Aizawa diligently watched the monitors, a smile finally breaking on his lips when Midoriya managed to drag Bakugo away from the battlefield. And while it wasn’t the sneakiest move, especially with the number of cameras around the field, he couldn’t help but be impressed by Gami’s display of strength. At least, that’s who he attributed All Might’s inability to chase to. If anything, he could always play off the strange occurrence himself; none of the other teachers —except Nezu, who already knew— would doubt any explanation he came up with.

Though, he couldn’t help but notice the ignored pair of handcuffs dangling from Midoriya’s waist before the cameras lost him completely. Even if Midoriya hadn't known Gami was going to prevent All Might’s chase, he still should’ve noticed the hero was partially restrained, even if he was panicked. It wouldn’t have been the cleanest victory, but Aizawa figured there was still a good shot of getting at least one of the cuffs around All Might’s arm.

But he’d ran away with Bakugo instead, despite all his kicking and screaming.

He’d never really seen Midoriya so fiercely adamant about something, much less Bakugo of all people.

“What the hell did you turn into?! What the fuck have you become?!”

Aizawa’s jaw went slack as he realized it.

Midoriya was trying to break Bakugo’s curse now —during the exercise.

But… but why now? Surely he knew the uphill battle he was already fighting with Bakugo as his partner against All Might? Why would he try now to break him of an influence presumed to be over a decade old? Bakugo wasn’t going to listen to reason; according to Midoriya, he’d merely cling onto irrational hate until it killed him or his relationship with him. And right now, Midoriya didn’t have anyone else, anyone human, to rely on.

Wait…

His eyes slowly shifted down, catching Nezu —now frowning at Midoriya’s timely escape from both All Might and the cameras— in his peripherals.

Was…

No… no it couldn’t be.

There was no way-

Except, Nezu didn’t seem to care about putting Midoriya in this uncomfortable and outright dangerous situation. Nezu had purposely gone behind everyone's backs to change Midoriya’s pairing so he’d be forced to work with Bakugo, who he knew was cursed. Nezu had refused to give Midoriya a choice, a say, or even so much as a warning.

His mind stretched further back.

Nezu had forced Aizawa’s hand, preventing him from arguing any of his latest decisions concerning Midoriya, despite being the one to have given Aizawa guardianship over him. Nezu had forced Midoriya to interact —to fight— with the Hero Killer, after barely surviving his night against him, who actively tried to murder him and his friends, to supposedly just appease the Hero Association. Nezu made sure to drill over and over just how helpless Midoriya and Aizawa truly were in any of the decisions he chose to make.

Few things in this world made Aizawa’s blood run cold anymore.

Nezu was infected with Midoriya’s curse, just the same as Bakugo was.

The hero felt his veins flash-freeze over.

How had he missed this?

He resisted every fiber of his body calling him to panic, to ignore all of the instincts he’d been taught over the course of his career and just shut down. What… what should he do now? What could he do? It wasn’t as simple as just flashing his quirk and shutting off its effects, as he’d always done for students with rogue and uncontrolled quirks. He didn’t know how to fix this; hell, Midoriya barely knew how to fix this.

“Enough already!!”

And yet, Midoriya had chosen to try anyway.

“I managed to get through to him and it was a complete turn-around. It was like his hatred for me completely lifted.”

If Midoriya had the gall to whistle in the dark, then so could he.

Aizawa turned towards Nezu, who immediately replaced any sour expression he had left on his face with that cheeky smile, masking him like a fog.

“Is this really just about passing or failing?” Aizawa asked pointlessly, throwing Nezu’s words back at him. “Because that’s rich coming from you.”

Nezu wore a convincing look of mock confusion, even raising an eyebrow to sell it. “Whatever do you mean-”

Aizawa took a firm step forward, forcing Nezu to inch back, even just barely. “I know how you feel about us for what they did to you, but right now, you’re not proving yourself to be any better.”

For the first time since Midoriya’s test exercise started, Nezu did not have an immediate comeback. In fact, no one knew how to respond to the low blow Aizawa had just given as a pin-drop silence instead washed over the room. Students stopped whispering, now sharing glances of worry and confusion. The rest of the staff looked between themselves in shock. One of Nezu’s paws unconsciously rose to touch the scar over his eye, but it stopped halfway, torn between hurt and hate.

Yamada’s heart wept at how everything had fallen apart. Both of them had crossed that invisible line of maturity a while ago, and Yamada himself was ashamed at how he’d allowed it to continue, especially in front of all his students. He placed a stiff hand on Aizawa’s shoulder, trying to pull him back. “Sho enough, you’re going too far-”

He didn’t know what to say when his partner shrugged him off without a second thought.

“No. I’m not done.”

Aizawa continued forward as Nezu started to step back, further isolating themselves from the rest of the staff as the students could only watch. He then shot one of his arms out to point at a monitor that was replaying the last captured moments of Midoriya before he disappeared from the video feed. “Look at him, Nezu. Does he remind you of anything?”

Nezu slowly shifted his beady eyes, giving up his act of innocence and wearing a scowl across his mouth.

His eyes met that of Midoriya’s: panicked, yet stern. Full of every wavering emotion, and yet hardened by a shell of determination. The video feed replayed how Midoriya’s teeth clenched with grit, how his face scrunched in desperation, how his brows furrowed with fight, how his eyes burned with resilient dreams.

How he fought against everything that tried so brutally to tear him down.

“Doesn’t he look familiar?”

The scowl on Nezu’s face dropped. His ears anxiously flicked down as something of recognition shone in his little, black eyes.

His head filled with the echoes of his own screams —his own begs for mercy— from when he was just a little, helpless creature.

Aizawa pressed on in speech and step. He knew it was dirty to bring up Nezu’s past so openly, so pointedly, pulling it out into the spotlight where he could no longer hide from it. But Nezu had long crossed that line a while ago, curse or not, and he wasn’t afraid to follow him over it.

“Don’t you look familiar?”

Something in Nezu’s head snapped as he saw the shadowed smiles of those who laughed at his desperate cries all that time ago, and recognized one as himself.

—————

Midoriya twisted down another alley, taking every turn he could to try and throw All Might off his tail. He wasn’t sure if Gami was following him, but he had more pressing matters on his mind, and he was sure the ghost would find his way back to him in time.

He nearly lost his grip as Bakugo nailed him hard in the side, but he readjusted and pushed forward, gritting his teeth.

“Damnit, put me down, you fucking runt!!” Bakugo snapped his jaws at him, practically frothing at the mouth. “I don’t want your help!! I said I don’t fucking-”

“So you’d rather lose?! What kind of hero are you?!” Midoriya tried to focus on where he was running, as well as the point of separating Bakugo from the fight, among all his building anger and tears and another thankfully quickly fading headache. “You’re going to let All Might —the bad guy— win because you’re too pathetic to work with me?!”

He could feel the other pause in his arms, but he couldn’t be sure, his eyes too busy darting around corners looking for All Might’s waiting fist, Gami’s fleeting form, another camera’s watchful gaze, anything —everything— else.

“What the hell did you just-”

“You’d rather let All Might destroy the city, let him kill as many innocent people as he wants, you’re just going to lie down and give up?!” He was shouting too at this point, forgetting his desperate maneuvers to escape detection as everything else suddenly became more overwhelming.

He forgot everything important as everything else became more so.

“How can you even think you’ll be anything like All Might one day?!”

—————

The room grew silent as Aizawa’s words echoed around its empty walls. Neither staff nor student made a move or dared to utter a word, eyes locked onto the standoff. But with time, the heat that had stifled the air slowly dulled to freeze the room instead.

The wrinkles in Aizawa’s brow softened as the ferocity that had crushed his face and his heart gave way.

Nezu had no retort as the black beads of his eyes glimmered with something Aizawa had never seen in him before. And slowly, a haunted look washed over him, and his white fur washed out a shade paler than what could ever be possible.

Aizawa swallowed his victory as he had all his victories before it, like the burn of liquor down his throat.

“I…” A slow draw came from Nezu’s mouth as his eyes glanced around: the fear in his students, the helplessness of his staff, the betrayal in Aizawa’s hands and the guilt in his eyes. “What did I…”

And then to his own paws as his brain pieced it all together.

Shame replaced all his hate. “Excuse me… for a moment.”

No one moved —no one could— to stop their principal from quietly exiting the observation room without any more of an explanation or an apology, his tail tucked pitifully between his legs until it disappeared as the door clicked shut behind him.

The sound brought Aizawa out of his head as his feet snapped forward, his heart pulling him to follow, his ears ringing in the aftermath of the disaster that he couldn’t have avoided, yet was completely and utterly his fault.

When someone touched his shoulder, he halted, caught between guilt and conviction.

“Sho… please, just leave him alone.” Yamada pleaded, his costume glasses hiding the anguish in his eyes. “You’ve… I think you’ve done enough.”

Everything human in Aizawa begged him to listen.

“The way they all acted, it wasn’t their fault, they didn’t have any control over my curse warping their minds.”

Everything human in Aizawa begged him to listen.

He gently pushed off his partner’s hand, ignoring the deafening sound of heartbreak as he was reminded of what guilt tasted like, what betrayal felt like, what secrets looked like.

“I’m sorry…”

He was reminded why he never kept secrets from Yamada, why he never kept secrets at all.

Aizawa made his choice and stepped towards the door. “Nezu… he really shouldn’t be alone right now.”

But this was not his secret to tell.

“I’ll explain everything later.”

He made a great effort not to promise anything as he chased after the principal, shutting the door behind him.

—————

Midoriya skidded to a stop in a random alley, void of any cameras he could see and any noise he could hear. He panted; he heaved, trying to catch his breath and his emotions as both threatened to consume him. His mind was scrambled, his thoughts scattered and unfocused, his head pounding in his ears. So when Bakugo managed to kick him in the back of the legs, he only had instinct to respond with, which threw him to the dirty alleyway ground.

Bakugo growled at him, still with spit and bile pooled at his mouth, as he quickly raised to his feet to retort with his fists.

“Aren’t you tired?”

He stopped.

“Just hope for a quirk in your next life and go take a swan dive off the roof!”

The dam in Midoriya broke.

I’m tired!! I can’t… I can’t do this anymore!!” Midoriya’s knees threatened to buckle, his hands pushing at his eyes, desperately trying to keep everything in. “Damnit, aren’t you tired of this?!”

For the first time in over a decade, Bakugo hesitated.

“W-What…”

“How dare a quirkless failure like you pity me.”

For the first time in over a decade, Midoriya did not.

“Is this the hero you wanted to grow up into?! Can you still root for yourself?!” His mind yanked himself back to the beginning —the very beginning— when they used to watch All Might beat up low-life villains on the television, when they used to imagine themselves in the hero’s place, when they used to promise that they’d end up there together. “I can’t see anything of the kid who wanted to win because it was right!! All I can see is the hateful, spiteful shell of a person who took his place!!”

Midoriya stepped forward, letting everything explode out of him. He knew he’d never really gotten to know Bakugo for who he truly was, but was it wrong for him to wish for that Bakugo again? Was it wrong to wish for fleeting memories of a four-year-old child in hopes they would be any different than what he was faced with now? Did he even want to be friends with Bakugo again, or was he trying to satiate some aged guilt he’d been holding onto all this time?

“I managed to get through to him and it was a complete turn-around. It was like his hatred for me completely lifted.”

Was he really doing this for Bakugo, or for himself?

“I’ll tell you what I think, you fucking runt! I think you should learn your place!!”

But Midoriya had given up on holding everything in a while ago, and there was no stopping his train wreck as it barreled down the tracks straight for them both.

Bakugo stepped back, clutching at his head, his eyes screwed shut, desperately trying to keep him out or something else in. “Stop… what are you doing to me?!”

“You wanted to be a hero just like All Might, because he never loses…” The hurricane of emotions in his head dug around for every faded memory that could be found, that could be used to justify the rage and despair that consumed him. It dug up how Bakugo wanted to be unbeatable, undefeatable just as All Might was on the television. It dug up how Bakugo used to try to stand up to what he knew was wrong. It dug up all the other kids —the friends he used as lackeys— that had always cheered him on from the sidelines, who’d always rooted for his inevitable success.

“You weren’t supposed to get a quirk, and even though you did, you should know that what you have was never meant to save anyone.”

Would they still be rooting for him now, if they saw the person he’d managed to twist into?

“Stop talking… shut up!!”

“You were never supposed to be here.”

The prospect of everything irrational found its footing again.

“But All Might never loses because he’s fighting for something!” Midoriya screamed. He could scream too. If Bakugo got to yell at him every waking moment, for every waking thing, then it was only fair. If he wanted to scream just this one time, it was only fair. He deserved to, it was his turn; it was his right!

“It infects people with unnatural hate so that they act irrationally, to ruin their relationship with me.”

Something tried to argue with him. The person yelling at him wasn’t Bakugo; it had never been. Who was he, to take out a 10 year rage on the twisted amalgamation of what was unquestionably his own mistakes? He’d never asked Bakugo to hate him like the very scum of the earth, like the low-life gunk that stained the sidewalk. But then again, neither had Bakugo.

“Get out of my head!! Stop fucking with me!!”

“This is all your fault, you and your fucking quirk.”

But the person yelling at him now wore Bakugo’s face.

So he yelled back. “He’s fighting for all the people who can’t fight for themselves!!”

“The way they all acted, it wasn’t their fault, they didn’t have any control over my curse warping their minds.”

But it was. It was Bakugo’s fault and yet it wasn’t, just like how it was his own fault and yet it wasn’t. He’d never asked for this; neither of them had asked for this. It had been so remarkably easy to grow up blaming himself for losing his childhood friend, and then even easier to blame him instead. It had been so much easier, but now his anger and guilt clashed like an oil spill as what had been so black and white was suddenly thrown into gray. They’d both hurt each other, and they’d both been hurt. Everyone was guilty, but by the same reason, no one was, and it was that hopeless inculpability that left him so frustratingly helpless.

“Let me tell you, you fill me with nothing but hate; a pathetic excuse for a human being.”

“Shut up!! Shut up!! Damnit, fucking shut up!!”

He wanted so badly to be angry, and there was no one left but the world.

“So what the hell are you fighting for?!!”

“I DON’T KNOW!!”

Bakugo fell to his knees, hands clawing at his ears. His fingers buried their way through his hair like parasites, desperately tugging at his scalp, trying to get something out. His head collapsed, bowing under the weight of everything as reason returned to his eyes.

And just as suddenly, Midoriya found the leak where all his frustration had been gushing out of unceremoniously plugged, and he choked on all his own venom instead. It burned his throat; it burned his chest, a pulsating ache that refused to leave so long as the other lay pitifully curled at his feet.

“I don’t-” Bakugo stuttered, a hauntingly alien sound. He grit his teeth and his muscles clenched, and it was only then that Midoriya realized how badly he was shaking and how badly he was trying to stop with no success. His eyes, even in their place in the shadows of his face, pulled tightly along his skin, taut with the tension of a stretched rubber band. “I don’t know…”

Midoriya flinched as Bakugo hunched over further, froze under his own skin, under his own guilty hesitation. He couldn’t move, at least that’s what he told himself, until the earth by Bakugo’s knees started to darken droplet by droplet.

“Bakug-” He reached an arm out.

“What the hell did you do to me?!” Bakugo howled at him, a mangled cry laced with defensive devastation, teeth bared like a wounded animal, hands curled into claws at his own sides, tearing himself to pieces as he fell apart.

And yet, Midoriya watched the hate in his eyes from a fire he’d known all his life slowly morph into the helpless gaze of the child from his faded memories.

“Why… why am I so angry at you…?”

Bakugo’s lip quivered and he bowed his head once again to hide the weakness streaming down his face.

“And yet, I’m being flooded with hatred and loathing for you, none of which feels like my own!”

Midoriya’s teeth sunk into his lip, raising his hand to cover his own mouth as it curled into a quiet sob.

“I’m sorry.” But he could offer nothing more than hollow condolences. “I’m so sorry.”

And for as hard as he fought against his own grief, for as hard as he pressed his eyes together, for as hard as his mind tried to reason that he was still in the middle of his goddamn final exam right now, he couldn’t stop the tears that welled up at his eyes anyway. And when the droplets started to stain his cheekbones, he couldn’t stop the feeling that he didn’t deserve to feel like this in the first place.

Izuku, I-”

Midoriya turned on his heels, wiping the shame from his eyes as he was met with Gami’s comforting shape, Bakugo still blankly staring at the ground.

“I hope I’m not interrupting-” Midoriya shook his head, swallowing the last of everything vulnerable for something more fitting- “I could not hold All Might back any longer. I… I apologize.”

Midoriya couldn’t help the sputter as the breath of a curse escaped him.

“I do not know how much time we have until-”

“Bakugo.” He turned to the other with a voice that betrayed all the firmness he meant to command. “I know… h-how you’re feeling right now but-”

“You don’t know anything.” Bakugo snapped, any remnants of anything weak fizzling out with his intensity. But it only took a moment for him to fall back into despondency. “I don’t even know…”

“It infects people with unnatural hate so that they act irrationally, to ruin their relationship with me.”

Midoriya winced, pressing his eyes tight, selfishly trying to forget how much he did know. “We can figure this out… we will figure this out.”

Bakugo lurched. “How can you just say that-”

“Because right now, All Might is out there, actively looking for us… and if you couldn’t beat him on your own, then there’s no way in hell I can.” He admitted with a clenched fist, caught between the point of the final exam and the point of bringing Bakugo to this secluded alleyway in the first place. He looked up and met Bakugo’s hard gaze with a plea long forgotten in the depths and cobwebs of his childhood heart. “This is our chance to fix things, to fix us, because we won’t stand a chance against him unless we start now.”

Bakugo’s hard gaze lowered to his trembling hands. “I don’t… everything just feels wrong.”

“So let’s make it right.” Midoriya reached out, reaching for a life he’d lost, reaching for a life he hadn’t realized he could ever have again, reaching for a past his heart silently begged to taste again, reaching for this one last shot at forgiveness for them both. “We don’t need to fight anymore. We can do this together.”

Bakugo looked from Midoriya’s hand, up to his wide, watery eyes, and slowly picked up his pieces from the dirty, alley floor.

He saw a promise, and he reached out for it.

—————

Aizawa picked up his pace, surprised to see just how far the principal had managed to go in the span of only a few moments. “Nezu-”

The other slowed, turning his head slightly over his shoulder just so one beady eye could peek. “I’m just… retrieving something from my office, so if you could excuse me-”

“We both know that’s not true.” Aizawa pushed, stepped forward, refused to learn his lesson. “So if we could just stop and talk-”

“What is there to talk about, Aizawa?”

Nezu turned around completely, and it was then that Aizawa could truly make out the haunting glaze that coated his eyes, the flat press of his ears, the shameful quiver of the corners of his mouth. And just for a moment, Aizawa didn’t see the principal of U.A., but instead the tragedy of humanity’s scorn standing pitifully before him as the first time they met.

But Nezu did not let the pathetic look grace him for long, stepping towards Aizawa with his tail tucked between his legs and a passion in his stance. “You saw everything that happened in there!” Whatever fire he’d scavenged up was lost. “Everyone did…”

And like he always did, the rodent collected himself, clasping his paws together and closing his eyes, though his ears still fell with guilt.

“Who am I to call myself the principal of this school if I can’t take care of all my students?”

They both knew exactly what he meant.

Aizawa frowned, resisting the urge to know at his lip. “Even if you were…” He struggled to get the word out for some unknown reason- “cursed, I shouldn’t have said those things-”

“Don’t coddle me, Aizawa.” Nezu snapped, before growing dejected, turning his back away as his head fell. “There is a truth to all the wretched things people say…”

“You are merely an extension.”

Nezu, even from his place supposedly so high above human faults, rolled his eyes downcast, hiding his mistakes away in the shadows of his shame. He said nothing more —-there was nothing more to say—- other than the soft echoes of his oversized sneakers as he began to walk away.

But Aizawa refused to learn his lesson, and too refused to walk back to the observation room.

“That’s fair.”

Nezu spun back around, mouth almost agape, eyebrows fluttering in disbelief as he caught the unconcerned shrug that rolled off Aizawa’s shoulders as his words stopped him in his tracks.

“That would be fair-” Aizawa continued, stopping his steps once he was only a few feet away from the principal- “except we both know that you didn’t say it.”

Nezu’s face of shock then morphed to a scowl. “Enough with the semantics-”

“Did Todoroki say it then? Did Bakugo? Did Iida?” He questioned, pushing and pushing and pushing until he finally felt himself snap. “Hell Nezu, did Midoriya’s mother say it?! Are you really going to try and argue that she really meant all the things she said and did to her own son?!”

Nezu turned away slightly, a cynically sad look washing over him. “How could we ever know for sure? How could I ever know…” His paws, which he’d stuffed into his pockets before, came out to pathetically grab at his own fleeting morale. “When I can’t even tell which of my own actions seem unlike myself and which are just a fault of my own withering sanity?”

Aizawa’s ferocity dampened and he couldn’t catch the heavy sigh that escaped him as his heart hammered with the guilty weight of his own humanity.

“Do you… do you remember how you treated Midoriya before?”

Nezu cocked a brow with a sneer of self-hatred. “Before? What do you mean before? It wasn’t like today was the first instance of my blatant disregard for his safety and wellbeing.”

Aizawa shook his head, opting to ignore the principal’s dig at himself. “I’m talking about the very first week of school; the first time you met Midoriya personally.”

“Would you care for a cup of tea?”

“You didn’t hesitate to pull him from an unsafe home, to put him with Hizashi and I…” Aizawa looked off to the side briefly with shame. “Even when I did.”

“And you’ll be staying with Aizawa-san in the meantime!”

“In your own —albeit unique— way, you’ve always made sure Midoriya has felt comfortable and safe since the beginning.”

“If you need time to collect yourself, that is alright.”

“You saw a piece of yourself —your former self— in Midoriya.” Aizawa softened, his thoughts racing through all the things he knew for sure, and all the things he could only assume. “And you wanted to protect him the same way you wished someone had for you.”

Nezu bit his teeth into a grimace, but Aizawa refrained from commenting, allowing him the reprieve to hide his eyes with his paws and stifle his vulnerabilities in his throat.

“I was smiling like them,” Nezu choked out, “Despite everything, I became just like them, curse or otherwise.”

“No you didn’t-” there were some comments, however, that Aizawa could not refrain from saying- “because you fought them to get to where you are right now.”

Nezu’s scarred eye seemed to twitch ever so slightly.

“You fought for a life they didn't think was yours. You fought for rights they didn’t think you deserved. After being given every reason to hate us for what they did to you, you’re here, helping the next batch of heroes learn to protect people just like you protected Midoriya, just like you’d needed back then.” The slow burn that had taken its sweet time crawling up Aizawa’s throat finally trickled from his lips like a volcanic eruption: an inevitable burst and subsequently labored march as the deepest pits of his rigid honesty came spilling out. “And you’re going to let this be the thing that finally beats you?”

Nezu looked up at him openly, a watery film coating his eyes as his beady black nose twitched against the moisture that matted his fur. And for the first time since they’d met, Nezu actually looked like the wounded animal Aizawa subconsciously retained from the memories they both tried to forget.

Because while there was always truth in wretchedness, not all truth was wretched.

Aizawa looked down at him pointedly, though his eyes held a vulnerability usually saved for the depths of his heart. “We promised Midoriya that we would fight this with him-”

“But I promise you’ll never have to do it alone again.”

“And I sure as hell don’t plan on losing.”

The hallway returned to silence as Nezu bowed his head out of sight, the shadows of his face emerging to hide his expression once again. Aizawa kept a lazy gaze over him, but he found his voice tired, the lining of his throat scorched from his own heat and the cavern of his mouth dry from his own frankness. And with the last of his persisting strength, he hung his own head as well, letting black strands of his hair fall out of place as he finally hit empty.

The world stopped for a moment, making room for two more of countless men to finally reach rock bottom.

“Well…”

And while Nezu’s shoulders dropped, his head lifted one final time to reveal an albeit shaky smile painted over his mouth, fragile and disjointed like stained glass, yet just as sincerely ornate.

“I don’t plan on being outdone by you then.”

The world didn’t have time to stop for two of few men that left rock bottom, but Aizawa and Nezu stopped anyway.

Aizawa huffed a chuckle through his nose, mixed with a sigh of relief as he found ease in providing his own complementary smile.

Nezu turned back around, nodding his head once again away from the observation room, further down the hall. And this time, Aizawa made no comment —or any further effort really— in opposition as the principal continued his trek alone to wherever he decided his office would be.

“I’ll come back to the observation room soon,” he stated with an earnestness Aizawa hadn’t heard in a long time. “Just go back without me.”

Aizawa nodded in return, echoing the gesture with a soft hum despite Nezu needing neither. He turned around himself, stepping away from their hallway standoff, ignoring the ever growing thoughts of what he’d need to address behind that door once he opened it back up again. That could wait, seeing Midoriya on the cameras could wait, hearing Yamada chew into him could wait, because he was just one man —despite any and all heroics— and he could only hope to stand against the tide of the world one wave at a time.

“And Aizawa-”

This time however, he rose from salty shores with another at his side.

“Thank you.”

—————

All Might raced through the ruined cityscape, trying to keep his breaths steady under all his added weights as he ducked up and down streets looking for his students. He wasn’t expecting Midoriya to swoop in and save Bakugo like he did, especially given their volatile relationship; he really wasn’t expecting Midoriya to interfere at all by the way he’d been hanging back most of the exam. But that was a pathetic excuse for what was essentially just him letting his guard down and assuming Midoriya would stay docile.

At this point, he shouldn’t be assuming anything with that kid.

But given the fact that he hadn’t spotted the boy yet with all the ground he’d covered, he had to assume Midoriya was heading for the exit. After all, only one of them needed to cross it to pass, and by the way Bakugo was practically clawing his way out of Midoriya’s grip the last time he saw them, he couldn’t imagine they’d stick together for long. He’d find Midoriya first and stop him from ending the exam early, and once he dealt with him, then he’d deal with Bakugo. That kid was so intent on fighting him, All Might was sure he’d end up finding him all on his own.

A sudden rush of hot air erupted from behind him as Bakugo launched himself from the alley that All Might had just passed.

“Where the fuck are you going?!”

All Might spun around, already preparing himself to block an expected explosion, but his body faltered when he saw the look on Bakugo’s face.

Bakugo clenched his teeth in a horribly pained grimace, his face scrunched desperately to keep his welled tears locked away behind his eyes. His irises were small and watery, but steady as he let loose an explosion he knew All Might would block with ease.

As All Might was forced to shield his face from the blast, Bakugo threw himself out of the line of fire, and from a place deep down inside his heart that he long thought was cold and empty, he let out a hot, guttural scream.

“Midoriya!!”

The other dashed out of the alley All Might was about to pass, sandwiching the pro hero between them. Wearing Bakugo’s gauntlet on his dominant hand, Midoriya raised his arm up, aiming both the nozzle of the grenade and the flesh of his bare palm right at All Might’s back.

The hero tried to turn around, catching everything playing out in his peripherals.

“FIRE!!”

But he couldn’t. There was no time.

Midoriya pulled the pin at the same time he released all the DT welled up at his fingertips.

The resulting incineration was terrifying.

A blinding light infected the entire street, completely engulfing All Might in all its glory. The pavement rippled from the shockwave, sending strips of broken asphalt flying amongst hurricane winds. The buildings around them rattled as windows shattered instantly, pipes bursted, and concrete support pillars snapped like toothpicks. All while Midoriya was thrown in the opposite direction, away from the sudden heat that threatened to scorch his hair.

He heard something in his shoulder snap like a rubber band, but he could barely give it a second thought as his ears filled with the telltale sounds of Bakugo’s escape plan, watching the other blast his way over him and towards the exit gate.

“Let’s go!!”

Midoriya didn’t hesitate to follow him.

Gami, who had been hiding inside one of the adjacent buildings to avoid being blinded by the burst of light, quickly emerged to catch up to his successor. However, his face immediately scrunched into a frown as his eyes swept the boy over. “You’re favoring your left arm…”

“I underestimated the recoil.” Midoriya was indeed favoring his left arm, his blasts coming out uneven as desperately tried to compromise keeping pace with Bakugo and mitigating the sharp pain shooting up his nerves. “I think I dislocated my shoulder.”

Gami’s eyes trailed up to the joint, hissing when he saw the way the arm almost seemed to hang lifelessly at Midoriya’s side, being whipped around by the continual blasts he was using to propel himself. “Stop! You’re making it worse! Let me fix it!”

Midoriya grimaced, trying to keep his mind off the feeling. “I can’t,” he panted, but his explosions started to dwindle regardless.

Bakugo heard Midoriya start to slow down behind him, and surprisingly, he heard something in his heart tell him to slow down too.

Even more surprisingly, he listened.

Midoriya was able to properly catch up to Bakugo as he opted to just run alongside him, the two side-by-side as they raced past all the buildings All Might had decimated with his shockwave from the start of the exam.

Bakugo looked at him oddly, his eyes fixating on the disgusting way Midoriya’s shoulder bobbed out of place against his skin.

“It’s fine.” It was really only a half-lie, since Midoriya had stopped registering the pain a short while ago. His eyes refocused ahead of him, and then promptly lit up. “Oh my god… we’re almost there! It’s right there!”

And sure enough, as Bakugo looked forward, the sight of the distant but enlarging escape gate was there to greet him.

Midoriya glanced behind his back warily, the smoke from his massive explosive combination finally starting to clear. “I don’t see All Might chasing after us…”

Both of them knew that wasn’t a good thing.

Bakugo grit his teeth, adjusting his gauntlet’s position on his wrist. “If he catches up to us, I’ll give him another good whack. You better keep fucking running.”

Midoriya scrunched his eyebrows in confusion. “But you’d be faster; I’m the one slowing you down-”

All Might’s sudden appearance in the space between them prevented him from finishing.

Bakugo snapped his arm up reflexively, aiming his hand right at All Might’s head without even a second thought. But before he could even reach out to pull the pin on his grenade, All Might wrapped a hand around the gauntlet and squeezed it until it shattered into indistinguishable pieces.

Bakugo and Midoriya could only stare in shock as they watched it crumble, ears haunted by the sound of All Might’s laughter.

All Might’s fist then found its way to Bakugo’s spine, sending him clattering to the ground with a sharp whack. But Bakugo’s resulting scream was snuffed out as the hero’s foot promptly pressed him into the dirt, pinning both his arms under his chest awkwardly.

Gami tried to pull his successor away. “Dammit Izuku, run!! Fucking run!!”

But in a bout of horrified adrenaline, Midoriya did not, raising both his arms out and cupping his hands as decay screamed for freedom from his veins.

It had just reached his fingertips when All Might snatched both his wrists up in one massive clutch, hoisting him off the ground like a prized hunt.

His decay barreled forth regardless, but instead erupted crooked and weak, lacking much of its original force. However, All Might did not expect it to continue at all, and flinched instinctively away in surprise.

The pressure on Bakugo’s back from All Might’s foot lifted ever so slightly, but it was enough for the boy to stealthily slip one arm to freedom.

All the while, Midoriya processed nothing, his misaligned shoulder pulling tightly against his skin, his eyes clenched shut as a pain he’d nearly forgotten found its way back to him.

“I’ll admit-” All Might sneered down at them, a gesture so unusual it made both students’ skin crawl- “I wasn’t expecting you two to be able to work together long enough to pull off that diversion back there…”

Midoriya squirmed desperately, his mind racing practically everywhere else: in Shigaraki’s grasp at USJ, in Stain’s gaze in Hosu. But every tremor in his body abruptly stopped as his dislocated shoulder shifted further out of place. He was forced back to the present as a debilitating burn coiled its way to his brain, and all he could do was sink his teeth into his lips to hold back the scream that threatened to escape.

“But this-”

All Might did not notice the blood that leaked from Midoriya’s lips and dripped from his chin.

“Is the end of the line!!”

A few drops landed on the dirt, just a few inches away from Bakugo’s transfixed eyes.

Bakugo’s free arm trembled as all the nerves in his body hardened like cement, his fingers curling like claws.

Gami just managed to duck underground as a bright explosion lit up at All Might’s feet.

The hero looked down instinctively, immediately wincing as his eyes were assaulted by a burning glare. He couldn’t stop the reflexes in his body from moving to shield his vision, and his grip on Midoriya easily gave out, allowing the boy to tumble to the ground.

Gami returned to the brightness of the real world just enough to grip his successor’s injured arm, fighting as his body slowly started to fade into wispiness.

“I apologize in advance.”

Gami pushed hard, and this time, Midoriya couldn’t hold back the wounded cry as his mentor crudely snapped his arm back into place.

Midoriya pushed himself to his feet, pushing himself to keep trudging towards the exit gate, when he felt a hand grip his good arm.

Bakugo readied himself into a throwing stance, one that reminded Midoriya of the quirk apprehension test at the beginning of the year. “I’m going to fling you to the gate.”

Midoriya bawled. “What?! But what about you-”

“It doesn’t matter! We’re not gonna win like this!” He bit back, nervously checking behind his back towards the fading smoke. “Only one of us needs to get through that gate, so do it!”

An alien feeling engulfed Midoriya, one that begged him to do anything else.

“GO!!”

But there was no time.

Midoriya felt the back of his already destroyed costume burn up as Bakugo’s flames singed through the fabric and into his skin, a heat that not even the rush of the wind around him could quell. And just like all the other burn scars on his body, it burned like hell, seeping deep into his nerves. But unlike all those other burn scars, it hurt him in a way he’d never felt before, past his nerves and deep into his heart.

He forced his eyes open, past the pain, past the wind, past another sudden headache, past everything in the way as he soared right towards the exit gate. His eyes locked onto the open doors, locked onto everything they’d worked for, and he reached out for a new beginning to a decade long end.

“My my, how naive, heroes!!”

Midoriya couldn’t even get his curse out, spit, bile, and blood erupting from his lips instead as All Might suddenly jumped from behind Bakugo and dove from the sky right into him, driving him into the ground where dirt then filled his mouth after.

He struggled to find the energy to pick himself back up as All Might laughed overtop of him. He was just so fucking tired; he’d tried so hard. His body ached, his heart ached, and the cool earth beneath him called him to give in and give up. All Might would understand, Aizawa would understand, Bakugo would understand, it was just a stupid test after all; it’s not like any of it was real.

He could feel Gami tugging desperately at him to get up, but he just couldn’t find the strength.

“GO MIDORIYA!!”

“You’d rather lose? You’d rather lose?! You, of all people?!”

The strength found him.

Midoriya’s heart jump started in his chest with a metallic rattle. He didn’t bother looking back to see Bakugo’s expression, or to check if All Might would chase after him, or just in general hesitance. Echoes of words were ringing about in his ears, along with the hum of his shot eardrums. And though he could barely hear, he could listen: to the heat at his back and the heat in his heart as he scrambled to his feet and did the one thing he’d always been good at: running.

Gami pulled his successor out of the way as Bakugo engulfed All Might in an explosion of a size he hadn’t seen since the finale of the Sports Festival. But that was all he could do, as the blinding light forced the ghost back to the safety of the darkness underground.

“GO!!” Bakugo roared a desperate, aching roar from behind, laced with blood and sweat and tears Midoriya found all too familiar. “Quick, run!!”

Midoriya continued to race forward as another deafening explosion whipped from behind him, currents of heat and smoke threading through his hair. Sweat dripped down his face as his skin glistened like a wood finish. His teeth heaved like an aged warship, groaning like worn metal, barely keeping all his pained whines locked up. His eyes strained in his skull, and yet, they remained steadily focused on the ever closer exit gate.

He was so close; they were so fucking close. He could hear Bakugo tailing close behind, warding off All Might with another risky full power explosion. Midoriya pushed his body to use his own blasts again, despite creaky protests from his weak shoulder. The gap between him and Bakugo was growing ever so slightly. His stamina was draining ever so quickly. He was going to cross through first, and All Might wouldn’t let him. He couldn’t find the hero in his peripherals, but All Might wouldn’t ignore him. All Might would not let him finish the exam for the both of them; All Might would not let him cross, but that was okay.

Tears welled at his eyes, accepting that he would personally never cross that finish line.

“A present for the boy who wants to run!!”

All Might would target him down and pummel him into the earth until he could run no more. But paradise be damned if Midoriya wasn’t going to fight like hell —like a feral, wild animal— until he went down kicking and screaming, and until Bakugo crossed the finish line for them both.

“We don’t need to fight anymore. We can do this together.”

And for their decade long fight, Midoriya could accept this as its end.

“MOVE!!”

There was time, but he did not.

Midoriya stumbled as a hard shove collided with his bruised back, forcing him a few steps forward, as All Might’s fists came crashing down on something else. But the touch was not as cold as he expected, and All Might’s hands did not collide with earth alone.

Midoriya glanced back, and his eyes met the scene of Bakugo’s head wrapped in one of All Might’s hands, held against an earthy crater made by its own impact.

All Might spoke, likely some cryptic words of wisdom as a final homage to Bakugo’s efforts, but all Midoriya could hear was Bakugo’s final whispery homage to him.

“Quick… go you fucking nerd…”

And Bakugo fell for the last time.

Time slowed to a standstill, his ears filled with the haunted song of All Might’s dramatic laughter, his doe eyes naive and horrified, unable to tear away from Bakugo’s still body.

The gate was right there, right behind him, just one last stride away.

“We can figure this out… we will figure this out.”

He could still clear the gate; All Might was still distracted, smiling with Bakugo’s head practically crushed in his hands.

“We can’t just leave him!”

Only one of them needed to cross in order to pass; he could still do it, even all by himself, even without Bakugo.

“And if you couldn’t beat him on your own, then there’s no way in hell I can.”

Bakugo had taken the finishing blow for him, had told him to run, and had left himself behind in his place.

“Why… why am I so angry at you…?”

He had been leaving Bakugo behind his whole life, refusing to look back at anything he could possibly regret. And now, staring back at full attention, he faced the guilty consequences of his actions, both past and present, both at his own hands and entirely out of his reach.

“We don’t need to fight anymore. We can do this together.”

He could not continue running forward —running away— for a single second more.

All Might saw Midoriya move out of the corner of his eye, swiveling his head to catch the boy before he could cross the finish line. “I won’t let you get away, Young Midoriy-”

He was not prepared to find the boy rushing at him instead.

Midoriya launched himself unabashedly at the number one hero, cutting through the short distance between them with a double blast, ignoring the wince that traveled straight to his brain from the ache in his shoulder. He watched All Might stiffen, preparing for impact, and all of a sudden, a rogue thought decided on a new course of action instead.

He dove between All Might’s legs in a crude slide, scraping his exposed skin against all the stirred up rubble lying around them. And as he did, he called his scythe to its home in his hands, clutching the handle close to his chest as both he and it passed through.

“Still, to use a scythe… is most effective with the intent to cut flesh.”

The tip of the blade ran along the backs of All Might’s calves, slicing through the skin and just deep enough to cleave through his muscle.

The hero cried out in shock and collapsed to his knees as his legs gave out on him.

Midoriya whisked away his blade before his eyes could land upon the blood that stained it, using his now free hands to rebound himself off of the broken asphalt kicked up by Bakugo’s impact with the earth. He picked up Bakugo’s cold, unconscious body in a scramble, hoisting the other as best he could under his arm, before forcing his legs into a scurry like a sewer rat.

“This is our chance to fix things, to fix us.”

The space behind his eyes throbbed, his vision beginning to fade in and out. He couldn’t focus on the world around him, only the dull pounding at the back of his skull that was slowly starting to become more bothersome. Midoriya didn’t understand; he’d barely gotten hurt. He’d pushed through worse injuries in the past few months alone. Hell, right now it hurt to even think that far back.

“I don’t… everything just feels wrong.”

He could hear movement behind him. The gate was right in front of him; he couldn’t lose now! He couldn’t let All Might get up and simply catch them, not after all they had done! Not after they’d managed to put aside a decade’s long hatred. Not after Bakugo had saved him from his own intended sacrifice. Not after Midoriya had spilt the blood of the number one hero in return.

“So let’s make it right.”

He… they were almost there now. Would things go back to how they were after they crossed through that gate? Bakugo had worked with him now —after being given practically no other option and likely in a state of light delirium after breaking such an aged curse— but what about later? What if things just fell back to the past, fell back into the memories they had for their relationship because they knew nothing else? And arguably worse, what if Bakugo chose never to speak to him again, with the suspicion that Midoriya had caused him to lose all semblance of control over his own life? Was it wrong to want to try and salvage something of their faded childhood with his old friend? Did… did he even want to, or was his guilty set of morals simply guiding him through what needed to be done? Had he done any of this truly for Bakugo, or was it merely to finally gain some peace of mind at night?

“So what the hell are you fighting for?!!”

Midoriya pushed his burning legs forward, pushing the last bit of strength out that he had left. The gate was still closed, but he had no time to stop and open it, much less the presence of mind to reach one of his hands out to decay it. He just held Bakugo closer to himself, praying his hands wouldn't lose their grip, and faced his good shoulder towards the gate, preparing to smash this one to pieces too if that’s what it took.

“We don’t need to fight anymore. We can do this together.”

His ankle nearly gave out on the next step.

Come on.

His vision swirled from his own sockets like a merry-go-round.

Come on!

His ears finally filled with enough ringing that he couldn’t hear anything else if he tried.

COME ON!

He threw himself at the closed exit gate.

“COME ON!!”

The gate opened just before Midoriya made contact, and something soft and secure caught them both before they could hit the ground.

Midoriya’s teeth bit into a relieved smile.

“Thank you…”

He then sank into the cold embrace that pulled him to the ground, shutting his eyes tightly, trying to keep it all in-

A congratulatory buzzer went off, accompanied by the sounds of generic crowd cheering.

Midoriya’s last heartstring snapped, and he cried from his place inside Gami’s arms.

 


 

“Thank you very much, Recovery Girl,” Midoriya wheezed out from his awkward place atop one of the cots in the nurse’s makeshift workplace. He laid precariously on his stomach as Recovery Girl checked his spine one more time, then readjusting the ice pack on his head.

“Of course, dearie.” She gently kissed the top of his forehead, and almost instantly Midoriya felt his already waning strength disappear in exchange for the disappearance of his aches and pains. The swirling of his eyes and the ringing of his ears ceased, and his back no longer felt like it would snap in two. And finally, Midoriya allowed himself to relax into the softness of the sheets underneath him, sinking into cushions like quicksand. “Your injuries are fairly minor this time. Thank you for that.”

Midoriya smiled, bleary eyed and drunk, as Gami threaded his bony fingers through his hair.

“But you!” She suddenly swiveled around, waving her cane threateningly at All Might, who was in the room nervously checking on Bakugo’s unconscious form. “You really don’t know the meaning of restraint, do you?! If you’d hit them just a little harder, then this could’ve become something I can’t bring back.”

All Might sheepishly looked down in the small woman’s rage, scratching anxiously at his skin under his costume.

Recovery Girl took a deep breath, calming herself and her instincts down. “Bakugo won’t come to for a while, especially after my healing. You did a number on that boy.” She shook her head disapprovingly. “So now it’s your responsibility to bring him to the secondary rooms for him to rest. I’m having Ashido and Kaminari rest there as well.”

The number one hero nodded vigorously, before gently lifting Bakugo out of the cot and into his arms.

Midoriya watched, transfixed, as All Might carried the other out of the infirmary, his eyes locked on Bakugo’s lifeless sleep. He wanted to call out, to reach out, if only to prevent them from drifting apart once again. But instead, Midoriya turned his head away, ignoring the aching in his chest he then blamed on his injuries.

He closed his eyes to press the budding tears away, and didn’t open them until he was sure both had left.

Midoriya fidgeted awkwardly, uncomfortable in his sudden vulnerability. “Umm… Recovery Girl, is it-” he cleared his throat- “Is it alright if I go back to the rest of my class to watch the other exams?”

The nurse’s attentive gaze shifted away, looking anywhere but his eyes. “I’m not sure if that’s a good idea right now, dearie. Last I heard, things got a little… heated up there.”

Midoriya tried to find her stare again, his eyes woozy and confused. “Heated…?” He repeated with a bit of a slur.

“Aizawa and Nezu got into it,” she sighed, looking downcast with disapproval. “I’d imagine everything is a bit tense up there unfortunately.”

“Things don’t always go according to plan, now do they?”

“Oh…” he replied.

She then turned back to Midoriya, glancing at his head with a bit of a worried stare. “To be honest, I’m more worried about the concussion Bakugo gave you. If anything, I’d like to keep you here just to keep an eye on that.” Her voice didn’t sound any more forced than before. “Hopefully it isn’t the case, but if you do end up showing symptoms of a traumatic brain injury, I’d like to catch it at the start.”

Gami grumbled with an air of hostility, but Midoriya weakly waved him off, which was more than enough to stop him.

Midoriya nodded as best he could in his rather limp position against the cot, disappointed, but understanding.

Still, Recovery Girl softened.

“If you’d like, you can join me in my personal observation room-” she gestured to the curtain behind her blocking off another portion of the makeshift infirmary- “I have access to all the same cameras and footage; it helps me get prepared beforehand for the injuries from each individual exam.” She then whispered under her breath, “I should really make you stay here and rest, especially since I’ve been so adamant about keeping extra attention on your unique health situation, but… just because it’s you, I’ll allow it this once.”

Midoriya’s heart thawed, and he gave back a genuine smile. “That would be nice; thank you.”

Midoriya moved to push himself up from his lazing position, finding his arms much shakier than he expected. In return, Gami slid his own arm underneath him, pulling him up and into his embrace.

“Watch his back,” Recovery Girl chimed. “It'll probably be a bit sore for a while.”

Gami moved his other hand to gently cradle the small of Midoriya’s back, and the teen relaxed into the coolness of the touch.

Midoriya, confident within the space of his mentor’s arms, dropped from the side of the cot and onto his feet. His legs shook a little, feeling the strain deep in his nerves, but he felt no pain. Still, his fatigue left his steps slow and muddy, and Recovery Girl left him to walk on his own as she disappeared behind the curtain.

It was in that relative privacy that Midoriya turned his head up to Gami. “Hey… are you alright? You’ve been kind of quiet…”

Gami looked at him for just a moment too long, and then looked away. “I just… do not like seeing you hurt.”

A chuckle blew out of Midoriya’s nose. “Well, it doesn’t really get better than this, but I apprecia-”

“I don’t like it.”

The sternness in Gami’s voice made him pause. It lacked the hot anger he had gotten accustomed to hearing from the ghost’s growing emotions, and instead, it was coated in a chill that shook Midoriya to his core.

“Gifted with thought, he abuses it. This world is crowded. A waste of space, even as dust-”

He could feel something like fear forcefully push itself through his veins, and just the thought of its presence settled something uncomfortable in his gut.

“I hate seeing you like this; it hurts so much. I couldn’t keep you safe. I need to keep you safe-”

“Gami, nothing I ever do is going to be safe,” Midoriya interrupted sternly. “Hell, I’ll probably always be the safest hero on the field considering I can’t exactly die.”

“I know, I know, I just-”

“You know I’m not going to stop, right?” He looked through him with a seriousness that came from both a softness of vulnerability and a hardness of purpose. “You know how important this is to me, right?”

“I…” Gami looked downcast, and the familiar —at least what Midoriya now considered— warmth of emotion dampened his voice. “I’m sorry. I do; I know. I am just feeling… protective.”

The teen frowned at him softly. “I’m starting to get a little worried about you, Gami. I feel like things are starting to escalate. I mean, you shattered streetlights again; that wasn’t happening before.”

The ghost turned away with shame.

“I’m just-” he swallowed thickly- “I’m just worried that your attachment to me is going to affect our relationship. I feel like i-it kind of already has…”

“It won’t! It hasn’t!” Gami quickly interjected. “I promis-”

“You can’t just promise things like that!” Midoriya steamed. “You don’t know; I don’t know! We don’t know anything!”

He rubbed hastily at his eyes, pressing his palms into their crevices to make sure he left nothing behind.

“I know you just want me to be safe. And I am; I’m really trying to!” Midoriya’s voice rang loud and clear, until it dropped down to a whisper. “But I’m going to get hurt. Worse than this… probably worse than most heroes ever will.”

He paused again, closing his eyes to try and compose his thoughts, wrangling with his feelings like cattle, trying to corral them into something coherent.

“You’re my best friend. You mean so much more to me than anything ever will, and I’m never going to fault you for feeling the way that you do.”

Then, he opened them.

“But I want to help people, and that means I can’t really choose the ‘safe’ option. I’m going to have to take risks, things are going to go wrong, and I’ll get hurt. I can’t change that, and I can’t change the way you feel about it either.” His eyes found their place piercing through the darkness inside Gami’s hood. “So… my safest option is really just to do it all with you.”

Midoriya grabbed Gami’s arm, feeling the thick fog of the fabric covering it cloud around his hand. He knew how selfish it sounded, how selfish it was, but he couldn’t bring himself to care, pleading with his mentor to accept it regardless.

“We’re not always going to be perfect, but I’m always going to be with you every single step of the way.”

Gami knew what Midoriya wanted to hear, but he was already going to say it regardless.

“I’m with you too, and nothing will change that.” He put a cold hand atop Midoriya's warm one. “I will always support you in anything and everything that you do, no matter what, that I promise.”

The ghost shrunk back a little, pulling away to keep his hands close to his chest.

“I am sorry for how I was before,” Gami spoke in a small, helpless voice unbefitting for someone like him, “but I am worried that there may not be much I can do to halt what is happening to me…”

“I don’t think most poltergeists and their attachments have the kind of relationship we do.” Midoriya smiled at him with shiny eyes. “So we’ll figure it out. We always do.”

It wasn’t a solution, but right now, it was enough.

They finished their short stroll to the partition separating the makeshift infirmary from where Recovery Girl supposedly had all these monitors set up, and with Gami right behind him, Midoriya pulled open the break in the curtain.

There was a small yet intricate display of monitors mounted to the wall, catching nearly every angle of what Midoriya recognized as his battlefield. A table full of buttons rested at the front, and he easily picked out a set that was individually labeled, probably to switch between exam settings. Recovery Girl sat composed in one oversized office chair, spinning around slowly upon his entrance.

“I was starting to worry you two got lost.” She chuckled at the thought, as if the curtain was any thicker than his mangled costume. But she didn’t say any more than that, so neither did he, watching carefully as she patted the second office chair next to her. “Now come.”

Midoriya sat himself down, careful not to jostle the aches and pains hiding in his nerves, despite the fact he knew they had been practically healed away. And once he got himself comfortable, he could feel the slither of Gami’s chill embrace him from all around, and like an old blanket, he leaned back into it.

“If I may…” Recovery Girl turned to him, her voice softening like one wrong octave would shatter him completely. “Though I’m not exactly sure what happened, I can tell something changed between you and Bakugo today. Something for the better.” She dropped the tension in her shoulders, sinking into a light smile. “I’m glad.”

The words came out before he could even think about them.

“Me too.”

They both turned back to the monitors, and Recovery Girl switched the footage from his decimated cityscape to a quaint and peaceful suburban setting. Midoriya smiled, albeit a bit somberly; it reminded him a little of his old neighborhood: quiet, unassuming, and just a bit lonely.

If his memory served him right —even after his concussion— it should be Todoroki and Yaoyorozu up next, against Aizawa. He had full confidence in them; they were two of his most skilled classmates, absolute powerhouses, with smarts to match. But even still, he couldn’t help but worry about them anyway. He hoped that whatever Recovery Girl had said happened during his match wouldn’t throw them off their game. He wasn’t sure what he would do if someone didn’t pass their final exam because of all his mess-

There was a knock at the door on the other side of the curtain.

“Come in!” The nurse sang. “We’re back here!”

The door opened with a click, and the faint taps of footsteps grew closer and louder to the curtain keeping them from view. The person who entered hadn’t spoken a word, and Midoriya felt his heart quicken in response, but Recovery Girl didn’t seem uneasy in the slightest. So Midoriya swallowed his nerves, watching precariously as a hand threaded through the cotton curtain fibers to slowly pull them open.

Midoriya stood up instinctually, all of his overwhelming weakness suddenly gone, as he met Aizawa’s quiet stare from the semblance of a doorway.

Although his face remained still, there was something of a different weakness glistening in Aizawa’s eyes, so much that Midoriya found himself naturally walking towards him if only to offer an instinctual level of sympathy.

Aizawa met him halfway, and they stood there in a moment of silence, as if they’d forgotten how to speak entirely. And then, he threaded his fingers carefully atop his sylvan hair, squeezing the fluffy ends in his fingertips almost to confirm to his eyes that Midoriya was really there.

Aizawa let his eyes close, pulling his mouth into a taut line, breathing in sharply, anything to keep him from collapsing in on himself.

“I’m so proud of you.”

And Midoriya collapsed into a sob, face wrinkled under the weight of everything he’d been carrying.

His hands bunched at his eyes to try and keep the waterworks in, but the familiar pressure just made his body cry harder. His shoulders shook like an earthquake and his lungs rattled and wheezed like a broken toy. His face flushed and his mouth curled into a grimace as he tried and failed to stuff everything back down into the pits of his heart.

Aizawa pulled him closer into a gentle hug, letting his arms find their place against the other as Midoriya dug his fingers into Aizawa’s costume and hid his weakness from the world. The hero felt his own brows furrow together as he desperately fought against something alienly similar brewing in his stomach. He sucked in a breath, forcing his lungs to push the rise back down.

It had always been just him and Yamada, just the two of them, and that’s what Aizawa had been happy with for a while, because that was what was safe, that was what he could protect. And then Midoriya had come in and thrown everything off, and suddenly Aizawa had felt so out of place and unsure. But despite that, Midoriya had wormed his way into his heart, even without intention, and had become the missing piece that they’d needed all along to link everything together. And now it was too late to change that, and that was okay.

They would remain two no longer, and that was okay.

Aizawa wondered what his old friend would say if he could see him now, and had to bite back a wet, bittersweet laugh.

“You did great.”

Notes:

Woo! Glad I split this up into two chapters because it would have been way too long as one. This feels good, satisfying, and I’m happy with it.

I’m planning on exploring more character dynamics in the future, and this chapter was a really good start for most pairings. I want to explore Aizawa and Nezu’s relationship as they now have to deal with the newfound consequences of Midoriya’s curse, and maybe begin to understand each other more. Obviously I want to continue with the fragility of Midoriya and Bakugo’s new neutral relationship —I’ve been thinking about that for a while. I do want to have a little more All Might and Midoriya in the future. And even though they’re relationship is a central part of this story, I have some new angles of Gami and Midoriya’s relationship I want to address. After all, things between them are starting to get a little messy, and Gami hasn’t exactly been totally truthful…

The first little bit of the Hero Killer payoff happened. Obviously I’ve written Midoriya as a character who is hesitant to behave aggressively, but there’s some stuff I’ve got planned where he needs to get there. So we start with a little blood here and work our way up! I swear it has more purpose coming up; I swear I don’t just make characters suffer for entirely no reason…

There was lots of crying in this one, more than I had written in my notes, but really, is it a Deku and Death chapter without it?

Not much else to ramble about. Power list below, as usual.

Death’s Touch: Anything Midoriya touches starts to decay immediately, regardless of the amount of fingers touching. This ability works on both the living and the non living. Midoriya is able to control the activation on humans and non living objects, being able to start and stop the decay at will, however, he cannot with plant or animal life. Any damage done to living organisms with this power cannot be healed.

Death’s Scythe: Midoriya can summon a scythe to fight with at will. The scythe is the only item that can’t be destroyed by Death’s Touch, and that ability can be shared with the scythe at Midoriya’s will, however it can only decay what it cuts. The decay follows the same rules as Death’s Touch. He can also make the scythe disappear at will when he is finished with it or to free his hands.

Immortality: Midoriya is immortal and cannot die. However, he can still get hurt and scarred. The immortality ability doesn’t provide any regeneration, but any wounds that could be detrimental to his job, such as lost/broken limbs and organs, will be healed the next day.

Premonition: Midoriya can see flash images of people who may die before they are supposed to. Normally, he cannot interfere with death, as it’s his job, but he has the option of attempting to save anyone he views in a premonition. These premonitions are bare and don’t provide much information other than the person themselves and their demise, occasionally revealing the setting and attacker, if any. The premonitions can come true between an hour after viewing to 3 days later.

Soul Contact: When a person dies, their soul is immediately sent to Midoriya. He can see, touch, and hold these souls. When holding a soul, Midoriya can see the most important memories and decisions attached to that soul, and hence that person.

Soul Sorting: This ability allows Midoriya to decide which part of the afterlife a soul moves on to. The areas of the afterlife can only be summoned with intent and the swipe of a hand, with the areas themselves being represented by flames. The areas that he can choose from are Paradise, Purgatory, and the Underworld. Once Midoriya decides where the soul best fits, it is sent to the being of that respective area. If approved, the soul stays in that area forever, the exception being Purgatory. Souls in Purgatory can be moved again to either Paradise or the Underworld, however, this is not Midoriya’s decision. If rejected, the soul is sent back to him for reevaluation. All souls must be sorted within 24 hours of Midoriya receiving them, with rejected souls resetting their time limits once they get back to him. Failure to sort a soul within its time limit may result in serious unknown punishment.

???: Seemingly at random, the people close to Midoriya can develop an inexplicable hatred for him, or a hatred that will result in his suffering. Affected individuals will seek out Midoriya’s suffering on a physical and/or emotional level, and are usually unaware of their sudden change in attitude. The affected won’t respond to any reasoning about their unnatural hate, and will continue to hate unless broken by an outside reason, usually by breaking a preexisting hate the affected already had before being infected.

Chapter 48: The Cassandra Complex

Summary:

Midoriya wasn't naive; he'd seen the warning signs. But he was a fool, and he had no one to blame but himself when all the things he'd been juggling alone came crashing down upon him.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Even after all his other classmates finished their exams and left for the school day, Aizawa still refused to even mention to Midoriya who might have possibly passed or otherwise. So instead of their slow and sometimes dry banter that happened after school, a rather fidgety silence filled the air. And after their deep heart to heart in Recovery Girl’s office earlier, the drastic change of pace was starting to itch under Midoriya‘s skin.

Midoriya knew that Aizawa was only doing his job, regardless of their relationship, but it wasn’t like he could just stop thinking about it. He had nothing else to linger on other than the very stressful final exam he’d just finished, and the other things that had happened in between weren’t any more of a pleasant option.

Out of his whole class, there were only a few groups who hadn’t managed to finish their practical exam successfully. Of course, Kaminari and Ashido weren’t spared the ruthlessness that had been Nezu under his curse, and had basically been toyed with for the whole half hour. Other than them, only Kirishima and Sato had blatantly failed, trying to power through Cementoss with brute strength alone. At first, that had been admirable to watch from Recovery Girl’s set of monitors, but it quickly became disheartening once Midoriya had realized it wasn’t going to go anywhere.

Though no other teams had failed, there had certainly been some close calls. Todoroki likely would’ve failed if Yaoyorozu hadn’t gotten her edge back and concocted her plan to defeat Aizawa. Uraraka and Aoyama had a lot of difficulty synergizing until the very end, where Uraraka suddenly worked up the nerve to face Thirteen head on with some of the martial combat moves she’d learned from her internship. Sero had passed out almost immediately when his team first encountered Midnight, leading to Mineta surprisingly carrying both of them to victory. Hell, even his own exam wasn’t without disastrous flaws, even despite the fact that it had finally gotten him and Bakugo to work together for the first time in over a decade.

If their homeroom teacher had been any other hero, Midoriya was sure the practical test would be much more black and white. But their teacher was Eraserhead, and Midoriya had quickly learned not to assume anything with him. It was possible that losing against the opposing teachers didn’t actually count towards failing the exam overall, and the two teams who had lost would still pass the term and go on the lodge trip. Or —worse— Aizawa would grade the practical tests with harsh scrutiny, to the point where completing the exam’s objective wouldn’t guarantee passing. Then, maybe Sero passing out at the start without much of a fight, or Bakugo blatantly attacking him —his own partner— would constitute a failure.

And then, as if the matter couldn’t get any more complicated, both a teacher and a student had been participating in the exam while actively being under the influence of his curse. Would that then constitute a pass by technicality? After all, Bakugo’s hostility, both before and during the exam, had likely been a result of factors he could not control, and despite that, they had managed to work together successfully to beat All Might. And what about Kaminari and Ashido? Although Nezu had certainly been more aggressive and sadistic than usual, the curse hadn’t exactly enraged the principal against them specifically. Was their failure a result of simply being unable to overcome the specific target of their exam, or did Nezu’s changed behavior present too much of an additional hurdle?

It was just too much to consider, and without a straight answer to begin with, no amount of pondering was going to provide him with one.

Midoriya stood up from his desk suddenly, his chair scraping harshly against the floor with a loud screech. He winced unconsciously, as both Aizawa and Gami’s eyes landed on him.

“Sorry…” he drawled, scratching at his neck sheepishly. “I just need to step out for a moment.”

Aizawa cocked his head with suspicion.

“Bathroom.” Midoriya hastily tacked on.

The teen didn’t think that made much of a difference, but Aizawa gave him a nod of approval anyway, and Midoriya didn’t bother debating whether his teacher actually believed him or not, leaving the classroom and shutting the door behind him.

Gami passed through the wall beside him, catching up to his successor who had already started down the hall. “Do you want to talk about it?”

And of course, even if he’d managed to somehow fool Aizawa, he knew he’d never fool Gami.

“I just… needed a bit of fresh air,” Midoriya admitted with a shrug. “I’ve been thinking too much about the exams.”

“I do not think this would pass as fresh air, but I understand.”

“I just can’t help thinking how my curse probably screwed everything up!” The words spilled out easily into a thankfully empty hallway before Midoriya could catch them. Still, he rang heavy with defeat, leaning up against a set of lockers as his feet refused to move any further.

Gami took a quick look up and down the hall, just to make sure they wouldn’t have any unexpected visitors, before joining him as best as he could with his transparency.

“I mean-” Midoriya’s hands twisted and tied together like they always did when he was upset- “Aizawa and Nezu fought, probably in front of the whole class if what Recovery Girl said was true.”

He also hadn’t missed the strange looks he’d gotten from some of his classmates when they’d all returned to the classroom together.

“And I know how you feel about Bakugo, but you had to have seen how well we actually worked together once I got through to him.” Midoriya hadn’t realized his voice picked up until it sank back down. “But nobody else knows any of that. They’ll only remember all his hate and rage; same with Nezu.”

He looked off to the side, his stare floating in the distance.

“I just… feel bad.” That didn’t even begin to describe what he was feeling, but no other words seemed to fit. “Everything that happened was really my fault, but it’s Aizawa and Nezu and Bakugo who are going to get all the consequences.”

“Aizawa and Nezu got into it. I’d imagine everything is a bit tense up there unfortunately.”

Midoriya sighed, waiting for the murkiness of the echoed voice to leave his head. “I wish I at least knew how much of my classmates’ performances were affecte-”

The words —the thought itself even— died on the tip of his tongue as a familiarly haunting sickness replaced them.

Midoriya doubled over, one hand over his mouth in fear of retching and the other across his abdomen in fear of falling. His vision started to spin as colors and shapes blended together into entirely new things he didn’t quite recognize. His ears started to ring with a familiar buzz, drowning out the world he knew was around him, but could no longer see.

He knew what was coming; he knew in his gut. And then suddenly, he didn’t know anything anymore.

A piercing pain from behind his eyes bloomed through his head, forcing him to move his hands up to his head to keep it from falling against his neck. And like one of countless ocean waves, a headache swept over him, clearing all the strangeness from his eyes and ears until he found himself back with Gami in the school hallway.

His mentor floated in front of him, looking concerned, but not confused. “That must have been quite a violent premonition. Are you alright?”

But Midoriya shook his head with furrowed brows, still with one hand resting against his forehead as the last of the spontaneous headache washed away as quickly as it came. “I’m okay but… I didn’t have a premonition.”

“What?” Now it was Gami’s turn to be confused. “But you looked as if.”

“It felt like one —for sure— but I got a weird headache instead.” Midoriya bit his lip. “I’ve actually been getting weird headaches like that all day…”

“You’ve been in and out of premonitions all day?”

“Well no…” he admitted. “I haven’t actually had any premonitions today, and this was the first time I felt like I was going to have one. But then I got the headache and it just kind of stopped…”

Gami frowned, looking deeply concerned. “Your premonition got stopped…?”

Midoriya shrugged. “I guess…?” He trailed off, sinking deep into thought. Maybe stopped was the wrong word? His abilities weren’t quirk based; he couldn’t have had his vision broken by something like Aizawa’s quirk cancellation or police issued cuffs —which he could be quite certain he wasn’t wearing. But nothing else could have possibly influenced his premonitions, not when his powers overall existed outside of any quirk rules…

Gami came to the same realization at the same time, darting around nervously. “They could have… with dominion over all.”

“B-But I haven’t done anything wrong!” Midoriya exclaimed in response, growing unnervingly anxious. “I’ve never sent a soul late in my life! The…” He floundered for their names. “The higher ups-”

“Do not speak their names!” Gami suddenly yelled at him, cutting him off completely. He finally calmed his jittery movements, but still couldn’t keep the anxiety out of his voice. “In fact, no more insinuations. I apologize; I should not have brought it up.”

But new red flags started waving in Midoriya’s head. “Gami… a-are you okay? You sound… afraid of them.” Midoriya couldn’t possibly imagine why, considering none of the beings supposedly in charge of his job had bothered to interact with him since he’d started, but what did he know compared to the man far past his age? “Do you remember something about them-”

“I do not remember anything.”

The declaration was strict, pointed, and left no room for argument, and Midoriya couldn’t help but feel so painfully alone under his mentor’s stare.

His voice was small now, smaller than it had ever been. “So… what do we do now?”

And finally, Gami softened, almost seeming to return to the situation at hand. His shoulders dropped with a hint of guilt as he turned his gaze away. “There is nothing to do, or that can be done.”

“But… shouldn’t we tell Aizawa?”

The ghost shook his head. “There is nothing he can help with as of now either. Until you receive a tangible premonition, there is nothing to do but wait.”

Midoriya swallowed dryly, stumbling towards the bathroom for real now, if only to splash some cold water on his face.

“Alright… I trust you.”

But Gami said nothing, following silently behind like the empty air around them.

 


 

Midoriya had gotten used to the feeling of company, as well as the feeling of consistently riding in a car. So it was quite a shock, as well as uncomfortably awkward, to walk with Aizawa to the parking lot and find the car that they —along with Yamada— had driven in this morning gone.

He didn’t really know what to do, simply standing there nervously as Aizawa cursed under his breath, before turning back to him. “I hope you don’t mind if we walk today.”

Aizawa didn’t seem upset, at least, not at him, so Midoriya lightened a little. “That’s fine.” He said like they had a choice.

So the three of them started their way back home with a quiet air. Midoriya personally didn’t mind the walking; it gave him the chance to think. But maybe thinking wasn’t exactly helping right now, not with so much already on his mind. It would’ve at least done Aizawa some good to focus on the road instead of his own thoughts, just by the way his brows were furrowed into the creases of his face.

Midoriya couldn’t help but worry about why Yamada had taken the car back home by himself. He still didn’t really know exactly what had transpired in the observation room; maybe Yamada had gotten more involved with the fight than he’d realized? He hoped not; deep down, he just hoped that this would turn out to be some misunderstanding. Because it was his fault Nezu and Aizawa were fighting in the first place, and if Yamada fought with them, then that was his fault too. And he really didn’t want Aizawa and Yamada to fight; he really didn’t want anyone to fight.

“Why did you drive Hisashi away from me?!”

He didn’t want to ruin another family.

Once they made it to the front door, Midoriya found himself hanging behind as Aizawa opened the lock, a few steps further behind than usual as he trailed in like a lost little puppy.
Yamada was waiting for them at the dining room table.

Aizawa sighed in preparation, barely missing Midoriya as he shut the door behind them. “Zashi-”

“Don’t you ‘Zashi’ me!” He snapped back. “What the hell was that, Sho?! What the hell happened today?!”

“I wish I’d gotten to explain it to you beforehand-“

“Stop! Don’t start with that!” Yamada gripped his loose hair tightly, a pained cry escaping through his teeth as a loud hiss, some of his bottled steam escaping with it. “We were going to do this together; I was on board with that. I was on board with addressing how Nezu was acting with you, because really his behavior has been starting to piss me off! But then you had to keep going off on him in front of the kids and the rest of us; he tried to leave and you had to keep going?!” Yamada shot, his chair screeching against the floor, hands slamming against the table. “You don’t look good, and I can’t have your back because I don’t know what the fuck is going on?!!”

Aizawa didn’t respond, looking downcast.

But the other was still boiling. “What the hell happened to doing things together?! We’re a team! What happened to being open with me from the start?! Why am I only finding out about issues once you’ve reached your breaking point?!”

Yamada jabbed a finger at his own chest, over his heart.

“What about me?!”

Aizawa hid his flinch, but against a trained eye, it was jarring. He wasn’t going to speak, not until Yamada was done, but as he waited patiently and silently —waiting for Yamada to continue— only more silence greeted him. He could still feel the fumes in the air, a thick smoke clogging the space in between them. His own words were caught in his throat, afraid to shatter the silence they’d settled into, yet his thoughts ran faster than he could think them, rebounding against his skull until they broke free one way or another.

“Zashi, I-” Aizawa sighed like a deflating balloon, trying to rub the wrinkles from his forehead- “you know what I deal with. Sometimes I can’t just tell you sensitive information, sometimes things are more complicated than that.”

“We do the same work!” Yamada fired back. “You think I don’t know how sensitive info works because you’re underground and I’m not? Don’t start acting like I somehow can’t handle it!” He waved a hand out aggressively, stomping his foot as he stepped forward. “And it sure as hell can’t be that sensitive if you and Nezu can argue in front of an entire student class because of it-”

“Please stop!! It’s my fault! It’s my fault, please!” Midoriya lurched forward, throwing himself between Yamada and Aizawa, who both jumped, having forgotten that he was there. “My quirk cursed Nezu! That’s the reason why he and Aizawa were fighting! Please don’t be mad at him; it’s my fault!”

Midoriya’s eyes were shiny and wide, glistening with the innocence of a baby deer and the helplessness of a lost puppy. His head swiveled between the two, almost afraid to leave one side unattended for too long, stance poised like he was between two prowling lions instead of the two people who had promised to keep him safe.

“You quirkless misfit! Get out of my way!”

“Midoriy-” Aizawa reached out with guilty eyes of his own- “no, no it’s not-”

“I SAID GET OUT OF MY WAY!”

But Yamada’s voice, as soft as it was, cut through like a vicious clap of thunder.

“Why have you done this to me Izuku?!”

“Cursed…?”

Gami, who had remained uninvolved for reasons of his own, suddenly jerked forward in both action and word. “No! Too many people know-”

“Don’t you realize what you have done to me?!”

“STAY AWAY FROM ME!!”

Midoriya’s voice cracked at the end, and then everything came crumbling down.

“It’s my fault! I’m sorry! I’m sorry!” He sank to his knees on the living room floor, sobbing heavily into his hands. “It’s my fault…!”

Midoriya curled in on himself, trying to protect himself as suddenly every nerve in his body seemed to light itself ablaze. His skin was hot and itchy, and in trying to scratch it, his fingers clawed at his flesh instead. Everything felt so incredibly hot and his tears did nothing to cool it down, sizzling to steam as they dripped from his chin and covered everything around him.

There was a woman screaming in his ears, even though he knew there was no woman around him. She screamed and wailed, and Midoriya could do nothing for her but hope that she was alright, that she wasn’t hurt. But he knew she was and he knew it was all his fault, both then and now.

“How could you make your own mother so sad?”

He was so, so sorry, and that would never be enough.

Someone touched his back and he flinched away, words starting to spill out from his lips in return. “I thought I could stay. My powers keep pushing everyone away from me, but I thought I could still stay.” He put a hand over his mouth in disgust. “I never meant for anyone to get hurt because of me. I just thought…”

“Everything hurts and I’m so scared of losing everything and I don’t know how to fix it! And I thought I could handle it but I can’t! I can’t anymore!”

Midoriya didn’t know what he was thinking.

Aizawa, who he now could see kneeling beside him, gently ran his hand up and down his back, coaxing the sobs and hiccups out of his chest. “None of this is your fault. You can’t control that part of your quirk, but more importantly, you can’t control what I chose to do about it. I wanted to help you by handling Nezu’s curse all on my own, but I forgot to consider the consequences.”

He looked up at Yamada through his ratty, dark curls.

“And I forgot to use the help that I had asked for.”

“I want Midori safe and happy just as much as you do… so we need to do this together.”

Yamada looked down at him, pity softening his gaze.

Aizawa held Midoriya close, pulling the boy’s head into his chest as his form continued to shake, hiding his unstoppable waterworks by soaking them into his shirt. And finally, Yamada knelt down to join them, swaddling Midoriya from behind, where he could do nothing but stare into the eyes of a man desperately trying to hold himself together.

“I’m sorry I didn’t tell you about everything before.” He spoke over Midoriya’s shoulder, running his free hand into the boy’s hair. “It’s just… Midoriya’s situation is very sensitive; I wanted to handle it tactically.”

Yamada nodded. “I know all that; you could’ve still told me-”

“My quirk cursed Nezu! That’s the reason why he and Aizawa were fighting!”

“Unless it’s something different…?”

Aizawa broke eye contact in guilty confirmation.

Midoriya shifted away from his spot nested between the two heroes, hastily rubbing his red eyes.

Aizawa, now able to see his partner unobstructed, quickly tried to cover his moment of vulnerability in the stoic mask he knew he overused. “I don’t know how much of Midoriya’s abilities the Hero Association already knows through Nezu, and I want to control all of it from potentially reaching the public, at least right now.”

He then turned back to Midoriya with a look strong enough that it could hold up the entire world on its own.

“You deserve the choice to be a hero; you deserve the chance to use what you were given to help people, and I’m going to do everything I can to make sure you get to the starting line with everyone else.” Aizawa reached a hand out to him, a serious glaze coating his eyes. “You’re a good kid, Midoriya, and I’ve met a lot of kids… but the world is full of unfairness. I don’t want everything you’ve worked for to go to waste because other people are afraid of things that are different and hard to control.”

But Midoriya clenched his eyes shut further, hopelessly trying to contain the next onslaught of tears by the few that escaped the corners of his eyelids. He shook his head, much to both heroes’ confusion, something painful taking over his expression.

“I don’t want people to be scared of me,” he garbled. “I’m not- I’m not…”

“I can’t stop my curse. All the bad things happening right now are my fault.”

But he was. He was dangerous beyond belief.

Yamada reached for him this time. “Midori-”

“I’m not dangerous. I’m not- I’m not a threat!” Midoriya pleaded desperately, begging on his knees, a hand wrapped tightly in his hair. “My healing doesn’t work if I’m being watched, even through a camera, a-and Gami gets weakened by bright light-”

“Stop! Stop! What are you doing?!” Gami slammed a bony hand over his successor’s mouth, roughly shoving him to the side as he cut his words off. “Stop talking! Stop giving up secrets-”

“They’re not your secrets anymore!”

Midoriya felt his arms instinctively shoot out in frustration, but he kept them restrained at his sides, balling them into the edges of his uniform. Still, steam leaked from his ears, tears bubbling over the line that had long been crossed as he stared down his mentor from behind his own watery gaze.

“They’re not- they’re my secrets, and they’re my consequences, but if that’s what it takes to stay, then I’m okay with that!” Midoriya forced his mouth to twist into a shaky smile, trying to force a look of assurance past the redness of his eyes and the puffiness of his cheeks and the deep sadness that oozed out from his heart. “I’m not a threat… I can’t be a threat if they can stop me.”

“You’re wrong.”

Midoriya jumped at the sound of Aizawa’s voice, having forgotten both he and the other hero were still there. But before he could even think about arguing such a declaration, the pensive look Aizawa shot at him immediately shut his rogue thoughts down.

His teacher’s words were soft and defenseless. “You can’t be a threat if we trust you.”

Aizawa reached for him, and Midoriya couldn’t even think to move away, finding himself too ensnared by the intimate air that had suddenly presented itself. Aizawa gently picked up one hand in his own, cradling it lightly before his other reached out and slowly pulled Midoriya’s glove off by the fingertips.

The boy hitched a breath, but made no effort to fight the action, allowing his palm to meet the open air, and then the rough skin of Aizawa’s own hand as the hero clasped them together, squeezing gingerly.

“And we do.”

Midoriya opened his mouth, and then closed it, and then opened it again, trying to find anything meaningful to say.

Yamada shuffled closed, and Aizawa made room for both him and his hand as he squished it into their grasp. He smiled something mellow and warm, like a sunset itself. “You’re worthy of trust and love, regardless of your quirk… because your quirk doesn’t define you.”

The blonde’s other hand lifted to cup Midoriya’s cheek, holding his head up as the boy leaned into the touch, eyes pressed and mouth wobbly.

“You’re Midoriya Izuku before anything, and Midoriya Izuku is worth loving.”

There was a quiet hiccup, but that was all Midoriya allowed himself to suppress, surrounded by the arms of the two people who had promised to keep him safe.

 


 

The three of them all drove to U.A. together again the next day, thankfully without the worry that one of them might end up in the parking lot in the afternoon and suddenly without a car. Once they got inside, they still split off like they usually did: Yamada preparing his own classroom for the day and Midoriya and Aizawa hanging out in theirs. Though, this day, Yamada gave his hair an extra tussle and a smile filled with everything he didn’t know he could ever have, before leaving.

Aizawa gave little more than a chuckle, but Midoriya knew, and that was enough.

They were content to spend the time in silence among each other’s company, waiting for the day to start. Aizawa flipped through the seemingly endless stack of papers that collected on his desk, while Midoriya absentmindedly scrolled through his phone. Every once in a while, Midoriya would catch another teacher poking their head inside out of the corner of his eye, but Aizawa didn’t bother giving them any attention, and they never stayed long enough to ask for it.

Despite Midoriya’s pleading once he’d found out that Aizawa and Nezu had argued in front of the whole staff, the hero refused to give into Midoriya’s whims and reveal the full circumstances behind what had happened to everyone else. Aizawa was adamant about keeping the newest development about his powers under wraps to protect him and his future hero career, and it meant a lot to Midoriya —it really did— but he felt equally guilt that both Aizawa and Nezu reputations would remain tarnished by taking the fall. And despite Aizawa being equally adamant about that fact not bothering him, it was impossible to miss the revolving door of staff cycling in and out of the 1-A doorway just to double check on Aizawa, just to make sure he was still fit to manage his class after the disaster of yesterday that he was partially responsible for.

Nezu hadn’t come by yet, though Midoriya figured there was little chance he would. Aizawa relayed both the principal’s agreement on taking this specific course of action, and his rather light, secondhand apologies, but Midoriya had otherwise heard nothing from Nezu directly since yesterday. He hoped, albeit silently, that Nezu would find his way to him sometime so they could talk everything out. He didn’t want to push, not after all the pushing Aizawa had already done in his efforts to break his curse, but he also didn’t want to let things fester longer than they had to. Nezu had been nothing but kind to him since he’d arrived at U.A. —although in his own rather roundabout, unorthodox way— and Midoriya hated to think of the lens that his class and the rest of the staff now saw him through.

The thought was shaken from his mind by another sudden headache, and he did his best to rub it away from the front of his skull to no real avail. The sudden headaches he’d been getting since yesterday had persisted through the night and into the morning, all radiating the same eerie feeling of the beginnings of a premonition. Midoriya didn’t know how he could get any more unsettled than he already felt, but with each sharp pain in his head, he could only feel worse. He wasn't sure what to do, and he wanted to trust Gami, but…

His eyes drifted over to Gami, who stood farther away from him than usual, floating aimlessly in front of the room’s large windows, and despite his previous efforts, Midoriya still frowned.

Gami hadn’t spoken to him all morning. In fact, Gami hadn’t spoken to him since the evening prior, when Midoriya and Aizawa collectively decided to tell Yamada about his curse. They all agreed that the best thing to do for now was to keep it between them, but Midoriya guessed that hadn’t been enough for his mentor. He didn’t want to think the ghost felt so upset about the development that he was avoiding him on purpose, but Midoriya had learned enough about the world to no longer believe in coincidences.

The more he stared at Gami’s back, however, the more worry started to brew in his gut. Gami’s behavior had slowly been shifting to something slightly uncomfortable, and Midoriya wasn’t sure how to feel about it. The skittishness of his actions, the snap of his sudden hostility, he’d like to think it was all just the natural progression of anxiety as everything seemed to get infinitely more stressful, but stakes had always been high. Gami had only recently started acting like he was hiding things, but Gami never kept secrets from him, and Midoriya refused to consider what his rationale was obviously leading him towards.

He refused to admit how lost he truly felt about the one being in this world that he knew —he thought— would always be with him, and so he looked away from Gami too.

His classmates started to pile in for the day, so it was a bit easier to distract his thoughts with something new to think about. Midoriya had always found himself an instinctive people watcher, though part of that was likely due to his premonition ability. His mind naturally recorded all the little things he noticed: nervous and shifty glances at Aizawa, collections of fingers bunched into uniform fabric, a general avoidance towards the desks, leaving Midoriya one of the few sitting down. He’d like to think it was all nerves from yesterday’s exams; it was all nerves from yesterday’s exams and not from the square-up that had occurred in the observation room.

He’d like to think that, so he did.

The bell rang and everyone, nervous or not, took their seats as Aizawa stood up.

“Morning.” The pro cut right to the chase, slicing through the thick air of the classroom. “Now about your end-of-term exams…”

Midoriya waited on the edge of his seat, waiting for the next word to come out of Aizawa’s mouth.

“I’m pleased to say that everyone passed the written exam.”

Suddenly, the air lifted as multiple of his peers bounced from their seats with joy, hollering to each other with ecstatic grins. Yaoyorozu received many personal thanks, causing her to shy away graciously, and Midoriya simply watched the scene a tad bit lighter, feeling something heavy ease from his chest.

“However-”

If Midoriya had to give his teacher any sort of credit, it was that he certainly had a knack for his theatrics.

“I hate to say that some of you did fail the practical exam.”

And the tense silence returned just as quickly, as well as the sinking feeling in Midoriya’s stomach.

“I just can’t help thinking how my curse probably screwed everything up!”

Aizawa fluttered the single sheet of paper in his hands, with the list of all the pass-fail decisions the staff had come together on directly after the practical exams. It had been one hell of an awkward meeting after his and Nezu’s whole debacle, but thankfully, both him and the principal had gotten to personally touch base on what exactly to do about the exams that had been directly affected by Midoriya’s curse.

“Kaminari and Ashido-” he and Nezu had talked long and hard about the two of them. But even after reviewing all the footage, as well as the remnants of the industrial zone the exam had taken place in, both heroes had still found one exit that had managed to stay unobstructed throughout Nezu’s half hour of rampaging. So despite however much of the curse’s influence that could’ve affected the students’ success, and however much of Nezu’s own guilt he still held onto, they were both forced to rule the exam as a failure. It wasn’t difficult to convince the rest of the staff of the same, especially without the added complications that came with being aware of Midoriya’s curse. “You did not manage to restrain Nezu, nor did you manage to escape despite there being one open exit remaining, therefore you did not pass.”

Both teens wiped at their faces dramatically, stifling sniffles with their arms as they avoided eye contact with the rest of the class.

Aizawa continued, “Kirishima and Sato, Cementoss was able to capture and subdue you both as opposed to your original objectives, therefore you did not pass.”

Unlike the other two, Kirishima and Sato bowed their heads down in shame, basking silently in their embarrassment.

“And Sero, because you were incapacitated at the start of your exam, you did not contribute to the success of your team, nor did you provide us with an accurate display of your practical abilities, therefore you did not pass.”

Sero did not look surprised by the news, instead sagging his shoulders and huffing a sigh from his nose, looking disappointed if nothing else.

Aizawa ruffled the paper he was holding again, having reached the end of his list. Among his conversation with Nezu came up Midoriya and Bakugo’s exam, to neither’s surprise. Bakugo’s behavior had been harder to decide upon. He had spent a majority of the exam time under the influence of Midoriya’s curse, and being in such close proximity to Midoriya himself had led to many of the rather violent outbursts —even for Bakugo— that they’d witnessed on the video feed.

Aizawa had wanted to fail Bakugo at the beginning. Being under an outside influence, even for just a portion of the exam, Aizawa had believed the staff had not gotten an accurate display of his practical skills, just like Sero. It had nothing to do with the immense anger he felt watching him punch Midoriya unprovoked. It had nothing to do with his preexisting wariness towards him. He was simply looking at things from a logical perspective, and holding precedent.

Of course Nezu had disagreed with him; it was practically expected within their relationship at this point. But then Nezu brought up the behavior that they did see of Bakugo after Midoriya had managed to break his curse, and Aizawa felt conflicted. It was true: they’d never seen Bakugo act even remotely cooperative with any of his peers since the school year started, much less Midoriya —the one he actively targeted regardless of consequences. And somehow, the two students had managed to find a middle ground for what seemed to be the first time in years to pass their exam against the literal number one hero in the country. That was progress if he’d ever seen it, and normally that would be enough progress for Aizawa to feel comfortable passing him.

But still, he felt hesitant to be swayed. The behavior they saw of Bakugo once his curse was broken, was that his true personality clawing its way out after being suppressed for over a decade? Or was it simply the rush of the moment, the sacrifice to simply pass the exam and be done working with Midoriya? He didn’t know, and judging by the guilty look in Nezu’s eyes, the principal really didn’t know either.

So Aizawa conceded, allowing Nezu his decision of passing Bakugo alongside Midoriya, as well as the honors of somehow defending his reasoning to the rest of the staff who were not aware of the various underlying conditions contributing towards Bakugo’s fail-worthy behavior. All in all, Bakugo did not make it onto his fail list, and judging by the empty haze in his eyes as glimpsed the student from across the room, in hindsight that had been a good thing.

He’d keep a close eye on him particularly for the future since his state was very fragile, just as Nezu’s was, considering the principal had not bothered to speak to him since their meeting the day before.

“But even as such-”

Aizawa finally set the list down.

“Everyone will be going to the forest lodge!”

There was a split second of shocked silence before the entire room erupted into cacophony, with Kirishima, Ashido, Sato, and Kaminari in particular cheering loudly over everyone else. Midoriya soaked up the communal excitement like a sponge, his own bright smile blossoming on his face from the sheer elation in the air. He couldn’t stop his joyous glance over to Gami, who too seemed to be brought out from his thoughts just for a moment thanks to everyone else.

“For the exam, we ‘villains’ left you a way to win while gauging how you faced the challenges we set for each of you,” Aizawa continued to explain. “If we hadn’t, then you all would’ve run into a dead end before the challenges even began.”

“So when you said you were coming at us to crush us…” Ojiro trailed off as the chatter started to die down.

“That was to drive you into a corner, to really push your practical abilities to the limits,” the teacher finished, nodding his head in agreement. “So the students who failed are the ones who really need the most support, which leads me to my final announcement…”

Everyone held their breath as Aizawa’s face morphed into his signature deadpan smile.

“The forest lodge was a boot camp to begin with! It was all a logical ruse!!”

Iida suddenly stood up, beating the class to their own astonishment. “If you keep piling up ruses, then our trust in you will begin to waver, will it not?!”

Aizawa shrugged dismissively. “You’re not wrong, but it’s not as though it was all a lie. We staff did work in breaks and fun activities for you all to relax.” He then turned to the celebrating students, particularly the ones who had made his fail list. “But failing grades are failing grades… so you’ve all earned yourselves special remedial lessons. And to be blunt, they’ll be harder than they would've been if you had stayed on campus.”

That promptly put an end to the failed students’ celebration, and Midoriya couldn’t help but feel a little bad for how Aizawa had played with their feelings. It was a bit cruel, even if that’s how the hero preferred to run his class.

Aizawa then held up a stack of what looked to be small brochures, waving them in his hand for all the class to see and settle down. “Now I’m going to hand out the lodge guides, so pass them back. Other than that, since final exams are done, so is the end of the term; I’ve got nothing else for you. You’re free to head out, and I’ll see you all next week when we meet for the trip.”

And with that, the teacher gave a lackluster salute, before collecting his sleeping bag under his arm and heading out the door.

Ojiro leaned forward in his seat, reaching for the stack of guides Aizawa had left flippantly on his front desk, before passing them out to the rest of the class. Once Midoriya had received his, he skimmed through the contents before standing up to join the rest of his congregating class.

“I mean, all being said-” Ojiro smiled- “I’m glad we all get to go!”

Midoriya couldn’t help but agree, but Iida, the pinnacle of all seriousness, cut right to the chase. “A one week boot camp… there seems to be a long list of stuff we are required to bring.”

Midoriya flipped back open his own brochure, eyeing the list with wide eyes and everyone also seemed to reread that section.

“Oh man,” Mineta drawled. “This is a lot…”

Kaminari looked from over the smaller boy’s shoulder. “I don’t have a bathing suit… I need to buy loads.”

Hagakure suddenly jumped into the middle of their messy crowd, as despite being invisible, she radiated overwhelming excitement. “In that case, since exams are over and we got out early today, let’s… like go shopping together!”

“Woah.” Kaminari scratched his head. “That’s actually a great idea!”

Uraraka clapped her hands in agreement. “Yes! And this would be the first time we do something together as a class outside of U.A. and exams!”

“The Kiyashi-Ward shopping mall is fairly close by! We can go there!” Iida chimed.

Midoriya was hit with a strange sense of déjà vu, as despite never having been to the Kiyashi-Ward shopping mall before, it sounded strangely familiar to him. Maybe he’d heard it on the news somewhere?

Still, he couldn’t help but be excited along with everyone else. What a great way to connect with all his classmates, especially the ones he wasn’t as close with yet. Plus, he didn’t have most of this stuff on the list anyway. He also didn’t really have the money to pay for any of it…

Maybe he could talk to Aizawa or Yamada? It was school-related after all… maybe they would help him?

“You’re Midoriya Izuku before anything, and Midoriya Izuku is worth loving.”

He smiled softly to himself. Yeah… yeah he could ask them.

Most of the class quickly got onboard with the idea, moving closer to discuss the details. Midoriya moved to step into the crude circle, before noticing Todoroki hanging back, still standing at his desk away from everyone else.

“Hey, Shouto, you could come too!” Midoriya invited, smiling brightly at him.

The corners of Todoroki’s mouth lifted, but alas, he shook his head. “I visit my mother in the hospital on free days.”

“Oh.” Midoriya didn’t have the heart to be disappointed. “That’s really sweet; I get it.”

“I was wondering actually…” Todoroki almost seemed to hesitate, “if you’d like to come with me to meet her? I think she would really like you.”

Midoriya placed a hand instinctively on his chest, completely caught off guard by the vulnerability of the request. He only knew a fraction of how much Todoroki emphasized with his mother, despite everything, and he admired him so much for it. He could only imagine how hard the other worked to begin to repair that relationship after so long, and for Todoroki to bring Midoriya into it, he found his heart so touched.

“Therefore, there is a possibility that her sudden hatred for you was also the work of your curse.”

He tried to ignore how jealous he was that he’d likely never get that same chance.

Still, he shook the intrusive feeling from his mind. “That sounds-”

His words got caught in his throat as another strange feeling overtook him, dropping to the bottom of his stomach like a sinking ship. Kiyashi-Ward popped back into his head, along with that odd, unfounded familiarity. He just couldn’t stop thinking about it, about a shopping mall he’d never been to. He needed to go; he needed to go see it. He just felt like he needed to be there. He wanted to go with Todoroki; he could always go shopping another time by himself, but he just couldn’t shake the feeling that he needed to go now. That he wouldn’t have the opportunity to go later.

He knew the feeling, despite never having felt this way before.

“That sounds really nice-” the words flew from his mouth before he could even process what he was saying, driven by the instinctual response to lie and evade just as he always had- “but I should really go to the mall today; I don’t think I’ll get the chance later.”

Todoroki hid his disappointment well, but Midoriya knew just where to look. “I understand; it was wrong of me to ask so suddenly.”

Midoriya shook his head quickly. “No, not at all. Maybe…” His voice grew meeker, returning to the shy and scared child he always felt like. “Maybe next time…?”

At that, Todoroki cracked a smile. “Of course.”

Midoriya would’ve opted to smile back, but as the pleasantries of the situation faded, the new intrusive feeling at the back of his mind did not. His eyes darted, unable to keep up with the speed at which his thoughts were moving, suddenly replaying all the strange occurrences that had continued to pile up over the course of yesterday. The odd, consistent yet randomly spontaneous headaches, the lack of visions despite experiencing the nausea that always preceded them, and now this: just a silly, meaningless, intuitive feeling.

But he knew what intuition meant: intuition meant premonitions, and premonitions meant problems.

He had to turn away from Todoroki’s gaze, his face no longer able to hide the sheer horror brewing under his skin.

Gami drew closer, finally realizing something was wrong. “What is it?”

But Midoriya couldn’t answer, not in front of his whole class, not even if they were alone, not even if he tried. Because all he had were gut feelings and numerous coincidences, and adding them all together just made him feel like a paranoid wreck. He had no proof that anything was going to happen at the Kiyashi-Ward shopping mall, not today or at any other point. He had no proof, not even the watery basis of a premonition to stand on. He had no proof; he had nothing at all.

And yet, if something did happen, anything at all, he would never forgive himself.

A warm hand touched his shoulder, jolting Midoriya out of his own skin.

“Izuku?” Todoroki asked again, soft concern melting in his eyes. “Are you alright?”

Midoriya blinked back into reality, his vision focusing like a steady camera on the rest of his class, all chattering with excitement around them, all completely entranced by their own conversations.

All except Bakugo, who was staring directly at him, directly through all the layers he put up and right through to his soul.

He couldn’t help but take a step back, his heart thumping with instinctual fear, like a rabbit running for its life. Todoroki followed his gaze, turning around to see the same sight, and his eyes narrowed defensively.

Kirishima, too preoccupied to notice the tense standoff, nudged Bakugo’s shoulder again. “Come on, Bakugo! You should totally come too!”

But Bakugo jerked away more violently than usual, a quiet frustration settling on his face.

“I need some time alone.”

And then he left, to Kirishima’s obvious disappointment, and oblivious awareness. Both Todoroki and Midoriya watched the blonde leave, and only when he closed the door did Todoroki turn back to face him.

“He’s not here anymore,” he stated firmly, “and he won’t be at the mall with you guys. So have fun; we can figure this all out after.”

Despite the warmth that Todoroki’s words put into his heart —and the momentary shock at briefly forgetting the other knew about Bakugo’s curse— Midoriya couldn’t escape the riptide of helplessness he was drowning in.

He smiled shakily at the other, pretending like Bakugo was truly the most complicated thing he had to worry about.

“Great!” He heard Ashido exclaim from another part of the room to the whole class. “We’ll meet at the Kiyashi-Ward shopping mall at noon! That gives everyone a few hours to go home and then get there!”

Everyone nodded and reiterated agreements, cheering with excitement.

Suddenly standing alone amongst his class, Midoriya couldn’t help but feel lost instead.

 


 

Aizawa pulled up a block away from the Kiyashi-Ward shopping mall, putting the car into park before turning his head to his passenger. “Alright, you’ll let me know when you need me to pick you up?”

Midoriya nodded, quickly darting his eyes back to the mall’s entrance. “Yeah… thank you.”

“You don’t have to thank me.” Aizawa narrowed his eyes slightly, shifting himself to better face him. “You seem like you have something on your mind.”

Midoriya stiffened, finding himself cemented to the seat.

From the back, Gami leaned forward, pushing himself between the two, over the center console. “You aren’t certain yet, so he doesn’t need to know. Once you are, then you can tell him, but not now. He doesn’t need to know.”

The teen grit his teeth, pressing his eyes closed, trying to hold in what he thought was frustration, but he couldn’t be sure.

“Is it about yesterday?”

That wasn’t exactly a lie, but Midoriya still felt like he was taking the cop-out regardless. “Y-Yeah…”

Aizawa softened, placing a gentle hand on his shoulder, rubbing his thumb. “Zashi and I… we meant everything we said. We’re happy to have you with us, and we want you to be happy too. You deserve it.”

Midoriya swallowed thickly, warmed by Aizawa’s words, and yet drowning in the guilt of his own.

Aizawa then hastily ruffled his hair, lighting up the mood from its previous weight. “Now, you should have more than enough money to get everything on that list. Go have fun, and get yourself something nice while you’re here.”

Finally, Midoriya looked back, forcing a smile out from his lips as he popped open the car door. “Thank you.”

“Of course,” Aizawa huffed in return.

Midoriya stepped out of the car and didn’t even bother looking back to close it. He started walking towards the entrance, waiting until he could hear Aizawa’s car pull off before turning to Gami, who floated stiffly beside him.

“Are… are you sure I shouldn't have told him?” He asked, feeling smaller than usual. “I just-”

“We are fortunate that he even takes your premonitions so seriously,” Gami replied rather bluntly. “Right now, we can’t even give him that, so there is no need to get him involved. He doesn’t need to know; it is safer that way.”

Midoriya sighed, trying to make himself feel better, “I just don’t like keeping secrets like this from him. It just feels wrong.”

But Gami shook his head. “Secrets are good. Secrets are safe.”

Midoriya looked up at his mentor strangely, parting his lips to question what he meant. But the words got caught in his throat once the feeling finally reached his brain: he was unsure, and he was just the smallest bit hesitant. But he was with Gami, and Gami never made him feel those things. He didn’t understand, but at the same time, he didn't want to understand.

He darted his eyes away just as Gami moved to stare back.

He was afraid of what understanding really meant for them.

Midoriya approached the entrance, and found the familiar faces of his classmates waiting for him. They smiled, eagerly waving him over, and just for a moment, the weight in Midoriya’s chest lifted as he found the energy to run to meet them.

Maybe it was a little selfish, but he liked feeling happy, enough that he could talk to Gami after he was done hanging out with all his friends.

“I hope I’m not late!” He panted as he slowed to a stop in front of the crowd.

Ashido stepped forward. “You’re good! We’re still waiting on some people.”

Midoriya nodded, now noticing some of his peers missing from the group. As his eyes scanned however, he also caught just how excited the rest of his class seemed. Everyone looked so lively, and he’d never realized how stiff the U.A. classroom truly was until now. The school issued uniform was gone, replaced with a mix of personalities he could see through everyone's outfits. Everything felt so casual, but compared to how everything usually was, casual was a pleasant change.

“Honestly, getting here early was kind of a mistake…” Uraraka admitted, scratching her cheek lightly. “With how long we’ve been waiting here, we keep getting ambushed by people who still remember us from the Sports Festival.”

“Wait, really?” Midoriya blinked in surprise. “That’s kind of cool though!”

“It was…” Uraraka laughed, “but this is the first time we’re all together outside of class; I don’t want to keep getting interrupted.”

Midoriya smiled softly at that. “I get it, but we’re gonna have fun!”

“I concur!” Iida jumped in between them. “I’ve already mapped out what stores to go to in which order to retain maximum efficiency!”

“Just as long as we stop and get dango while we’re here!” Uraraka interjected, pumping her fist excitedly.

Midoriya stepped aside to laugh, basking in the simple joy he was getting by just hanging out with his friends.

It was nice, something he couldn’t believe he missed out on all those years ago.

“Alright, I think everyone is here now!” Ashido exclaimed, bringing everyone’s attention back on her. “Why don’t we split into small groups and then meet back at the food count once we’re all done?”

There was a chorus of agreement, and the class all split themselves up just as quickly. Midoriya found himself grouped with Uraraka and Iida, and the three started on their way to complete their checklist. Some things, like the large camping bag and bug repellant, were easy enough to find in the mall’s rather diverse inventory, but they hit snags on other, hyper-specific issues.

“Perhaps we should move on to the next item…” Iida caved after their third unsuccessful trip into an apparel store. “It seems that finding camp-wear that can fit my engines may not be fruitful.”

Uraraka shook her head firmly. “No! We’re not giving up yet!”

“Yeah, we don’t mind, Iida,” Midoriya agreed. “We still have plenty of time-”

His voice trailed off as his eyes caught a store up ahead, suddenly lighting up in childhood glee.

Uraraka followed his gaze, breaking out into a smile as well. “That’s a super big hero store! Let’s go in there!”

She ran ahead of them, and that was enough of an excuse for Midoriya to run in too.

“What happened to not giving up on my apparel?” Iida sighed in mock disappointment, joining the two both in amusement and inside the store.

Once inside, Midoriya was immediately overwhelmed by the sheer amount of stuff he could see. Merchandise lined the walls, the shelves, some things even hung from the ceiling! He found himself scanning the aisles up and down, trying to pick out every reference he knew, and resisting the urge to start piling things into his arms. He didn’t need any of it, but it was all so cool!

He reached the end of an aisle, and just as he was about to continue to the next one, a small stack of boxed figurines caught his eye. He picked one up, unable to recognize who the figure was, until he turned the box around to the back.

Midoriya audibly gasped, causing Gami to peer over his shoulder in curiosity. “What is it?”

He held it up slightly for the ghost to see. “These are all figurines from this year’s Sports Festival! This one must be a second or third year student; that’s so cool!”

“Interesting…” Gami murmured off to the side as Midoriya continued to excitedly sift through the stack. “I had no idea these existed.”

“Me neither! I mean, I know that the Sports Festival gets broadcasted nationally, but it must be the coolest thing ever if you find your own- no way!”

Midoriya nearly squealed, almost dropping the box in his hands. Unable to find the words, he held out the box instead, a bright grin plastered on his face.

Gami’s own eyes widened as a familiar pattern of red and white greeted him. “That’s Todoroki.”

“I know! It makes sense; I mean, he did make it to the finals.” He bounced on his heels in secondhand elation, scanning over the pile of boxes one last time. “I think this is the last one too; I don’t see any more. I don’t see any others from 1-A either.”

“It was meant to be, I presume.”

Midoriya furrowed his brows in contemplation. “Do you think he would like it? He might already have one…”

Suddenly, Uraraka’s voice echoed from near the front of the store. “Midori! Come over here!”

Midoriya glanced down at the figure in his hands, pausing for a moment before instinctively putting it back into the pile, then rushing over to where he heard Uraraka’s voice. He saw Iida’s tall stature before he saw Uraraka, who was conveniently standing next to him. They were both huddled around a small display stand by the register, whispering rather pointedly to each other. Confused, he tried to squeeze his way between them.

Uraraka blocked him. “No, no, you gotta let us show you!”

She then dramatically moved aside, revealing the merchandise on the display, Iida standing straight almost like a salesman.

Hanging on the hooks of the stand were small keychains, what looked to be vinyl charms sandwiched together with acrylic. He went in for a closer look, eyes widening as he carefully lifted on up by his fingertips.

A familiar, brown, wide-brimmed hat stared back at him —his hat— all fluttered and dynamic like it was flowing with the wind. And written in sparkly, metallic, green paint along the band was his hero name: Owari.

He truly couldn’t find the words this time, merely staring at the precious item in his hands like it was fake. He could hear Uraraka’s giddy squeal from beside him, but all he could do was blink in shock.

“Those are cool, right?” The cashier from the register beside them gestured, standing up from her lazy lean against the counter. “I made them myself. They’ve got a pretty neat story behind them too.”

Midoriya finally found the strength to pick his head up, feeling the bashful pride across his cheeks as Uraraka roughly shoved in front of him.

The cashier took her excitement as a cue to continue, moving out from behind the counter to stand in front, where her name tag —Furuya— became visible.

“So we’ve got a sister store down in Hosu-” she started, shooting them a knowing look- “and I’m sure you all know what happened there a little while ago.”

Iida stepped forward solemnly. “The Hero Killer.”

Furuya nodded, popping her lips. “True, but what most people don’t know is that a couple of freaky villains trashed the city while all the Hero Killer stuff was going on. It kinda got overshadowed on the news cause the Hero Killer’s arrest was so much more crazy.”

Midoriya could tell how Iida managed to bite his tongue, opting not to scold the woman for talking so crudely about such a sensitive situation and instead returned to his spot in line with them.

“But yeah, those villains really messed the city up… like, half the city was on fire that night.” She then leaned forward dramatically. “And one of those fires was at our sister store… with the owner —-my boss—- still trapped inside.”

Midoriya’s face morphed into remembrance as he realized what she was talking about.

Uraraka gasped, too caught up in the story to notice her friend’s reaction. “No!”

“Yes,” Furuya countered theatrically, leaning back with a smirk. “Just as all hope was lost, just as my boss thought he was toast… boom!!” She exploded her hands out. “This mysterious hero comes out of nowhere and literally blows away the fire!”

Uraraka then spun towards Midoriya, shaking him vigorously. “No way! No way!”

Iida pushed his glasses up until they glistened from the light overhead, hiding the knowing look in his eyes. “Impressive.”

Midoriya didn’t think it was possible to get any redder, but he was sure in that moment, he did.

“At least someone appreciates my storytelling!” She rolled her eyes, still smiling. “Anyway, boss tried to talk to him, but the guy left as quickly as he came. Apparently, he overheard another hero call him Owari, but when we tried to look him up, we didn’t find anything.” Furuya shrugged halfheartedly. “We assumed he was either up and coming or just underground, but I dug pretty deep and I still found nothing.”

Uraraka leaned forward, her eyes sparkling, just barely managing to mask the wide grin that would otherwise give her away. “Mysterious!”

“I know right? So boss wanted to find a way to thank him, and we literally run a merch store, so he asked me to design a keychain themed around him.” She gestured back to the display stand. “So of course I said yes, but then boss tells me he was kinda plain… Iike how am I supposed to work with that?”

Midoriya had to glance away as Uraraka laughed, nailing him purposely in the side with a soft jab of her elbow.

“Anyway, we ended up settling on this dark, wide-brimmed hat that boss said he was wearing; it was iconic enough. Boss also said he had green hair sticking out from underneath, so I wrote his name in green. Overall, I really like how it came out, and our customers seem to like it too, though I’d like to say that’s cause of my fantastic storytelling.”

Uraraka and Iida clapped lightly, sending Furuya into an extravagant bow. Then, Uraraka picked up one of the keychains, Iida quickly copying her and taking one as well.

“Two more sales? Glad I could persuade you.” Furuya quipped, ringing them up. “Can I make it three?”

All three then turned to look at Midoriya, who was doing his best not to sink into the floor right then and there from the spotlight. He tried to will the redness from his cheeks, feeling meek under their combined gaze. “Y-Yeah, I just… just give me a second.” He turned pointedly to his friends. “You guys can go on without me, I’ll catch up.”

Uraraka winked obviously at him as Iida paid for both their keychains. “Just text us once you’re done, we’ll find you!”

Midoriya quickly retreated back into the aisle he was originally in as his friends left without him, taking the time to catch his breath. He patted his face lightly, feeling the heat from his skin.

“That was not the reaction I expected of you,” Gami commented bluntly.

“Sorry… I’m just a bit overwhelmed,” Midoriya tried to explain. “I mean, it’s not everyday that something like that…” he trailed off. “Wow…”

Midoriya’s gaze then shifted back to the figurine pile at the end of the shelf, his eyes locking on the Todoroki figure resting at the top.

“You know, that felt really great.” He reached for the box, picking it back up. “And I’d say that Shouto deserves to feel that way too.”

“What if he already has one?” Gami echoed his concern from before.

But Midoriya’s confidence steeled over instead, pumping his fist. “Then he can have two!”

He returned back to the front of the store, box in hand, when he passed the display stand with his keychains on it.

“Thank you so much! I thought I’d be trapped inside my own store!”

He really hadn’t thought much about what had happened that night, at least, not about the man he’d recused. He was very fortunate to have been there —of course— but between Iida, the Hero Killer, the Nomus, and Shigaraki… there was quite a que of fears that haunted his empty thoughts. Midoriya had been lucky enough to save many people so far in his life, but he never usually thought about what happened to them after.

He lifted one keychain up by his fingertips, watching the overhead lights glisten off the acrylic.

“Just make sure to remember your biggest fan when you go pro.”

Smiling, he took the keychain off the stand, bringing it and the Todoroki figure to the register where Furuya waited patiently, pushing them closer to her along the counter.

She picked up the keychain with a smirk. “I always get them in the end.” She chuckled to herself, reaching for the box next before pausing. “Woah… I didn’t know we still had U.A. first year figures; they sold like crazy when we put them up.” Furuya sent Midoriya a sly wink. “Nice find! It’s cool to see there are some kids still interested in up and coming heroes in this day and age.”

Midoriya laughed sheepishly, “Yeah… I’m just a big fan.”

Furuya stared at him intently, finally resting her eyes on him for more than a few seconds, her brows furrowed in thought until she suddenly reeled back. “Wait a minute… you’re a U.A. first year too! I saw you on the Sports Festival broadcast.” She snapped her head to the store entrance, where Uraraka and Iida had left. “Holy shit, all three of you are U.A. first years!”

Midoriya floundered for words, nothing coming out as he was suddenly hit with social stagefright in full force. His face, which had finally calmed down, flooded again with a red hue as he miserably failed to cover his cheeks.

Furuya seemed to finally catch her breath from awe, looking back down again at the figurine before shooting another cheeky smile. “So that’s why you wanted your friends to leave. Didn’t want them to see you getting this, eh?”

The teen shook his head repeatedly. “N-No!” He wasn’t embarrassed; Uraraka and Iida would probably find it just as cool as he did. But his voice betrayed him with a crack that he was too slow to cover up.

“If you say so, fanboy,” she laughed, bagging the items for him. “Your total is 2500 yen.”

Midoriya passed her the yen notes, his momentary recollection of gratefulness towards Aizawa smothered by the absolute mortification from the situation entirely.

Furuya handed him back his change, along with his purchases, her expression dying down into something sincere. “I hope you know I‘m just messing with you. Truth is: I’m a pretty big hero fan too. Wouldn’t be working here if I wasn’t.”

Midoriya settled, feeling his awkwardness start to fade, his own smile emerging past his rosy cheeks. “Thanks.”

“Of course.” She glanced back over to the keychain display. “And who knows, maybe one day, you get your own merch too. You just gotta promise that you’ll buy it from us first, okay?”

He chuckled, “I will.”

She waved him goodbye. “See you around, kid!”

Midoriya exited the store, though not before thanking her one last time. And even as he was thrown back into the bustling crowds of shoppers all pushing past him, he couldn’t help but pause for a moment to process just what had happened.

“I really can’t believe it…” He looked down at the paper bag again, using all his restraint to stop the happy little dance that threatened to burst free from his soul.

Gami nodded, also basking in the secondhand pride. “It is final: you are officially a famous hero.”

Midoriya didn’t know about that, but just this once, he didn’t mind playing himself up a bit. “Wow… just wow.”

He started to walk through the crowd, still finding himself a little lightheaded and shaky. He pulled his phone out of his back pocket, nearly forgetting that he still needed to text Uraraka and find his friends again. He shot her a quick message, his thoughts difficult to gather. Maybe he should walk around and see if he could find them? It would be better than just sitting around… but his legs —his whole body even— felt so weak.

“Izuku?” Gami questioned, noticing the boy’s odd behavior. He swept an arm around him, afraid he might fall. “What is it?”

But Midoriya couldn’t answer, merely shaking his head in response as he pressed his eyes together, trying to ward off the dull throbbing coming from the back of his skull. People bumped around him, unable to avoid his poorly chosen spot to stand, but he couldn’t find the energy to move.

Gami glanced around worriedly, before opting to lead his successor to a small seating area off to the side of the walkway. Midoriya followed robotically, trusting Gami as he kept his eyes closed and his hand on his forehead until he could finally sit down in one of the public lounge chairs.

Once he met the cushions, Midoriya could feel his whole body give out on him, sinking deeper. The hand on his forehead started to claw, trying to release the pressure building up inside his skull. But he didn’t have the strength, nor was he strong enough to begin with.

He could feel the ghost shifting around nervously next to him by the way the air temperature dropped slightly. “Is it another headache?”

He nodded, hissing as the pain suddenly got exponentially worse. This one was particularly bad, threatening to swallow him whole as his eardrums thrummed with the sound of his heartbeat. But just as he expected it to disappear like all the others that had come before it, it just got worse and worse, snaking through his nerves and seeping into his bones, crumpling him into a ball like an unwanted sheet of paper.

He felt Gami place a hand on his knee, and Midoriya pushed out every last ounce of his strength to lift his eyes open, looking for reassurance, looking for Gami. But just as he opened them, he was thrown into a mess of swirling colors and shapes. The ringing in his ears and the bustle of the mall morphed into a low buzz of noise, into indistinguishable chatter. And finally Midoriya was allowed enough autonomy over his thoughts to comprehend what was happening.

His soul reached out, straining against the prison of his own pain, desperate to retain this vision amongst all the others he’d lost.

The headache stopped all of a sudden, gone as quickly as it’d seemed to come, and Midoriya was still in the mall. He let out a sigh, cursing at himself; he couldn't let this become a regular thing. As finicky as his powers were, his premonitions had managed to keep most of the people he loved safe, as well as countless strangers who’d otherwise stood no chance. He couldn’t lose that. He couldn’t!

He looked around for Gami, ready to tell him that he was alright —relatively speaking— and ready to keep moving, but he couldn’t see him anywhere. In fact… he couldn’t see anyone; everywhere he glanced, the mall seemed abandoned. The lively crowds he’d been hearing just moments ago had vanished; the sounds too. Even the low buzz that usually accompanied his visions was gone, replaced completely by an eerie silence. He tried to stand, but found himself rooted to the seat. He couldn’t move; only his eyes were able to glance back and forth down both empty sections of the mall.

Midoriya tried to question what the hell was happening, but the words died on his lips when he heard the first scream.

It erupted somewhere out in the distant sectors of the mall that he couldn’t see, quieted by the space between, but even still, Midoriya could hear the absolute fear that echoed through. It rang with the guttural sound of terror, like the instinct of prey. He tried to pull away from it, but he could not, forced to listen to the scream continue.

Suddenly, there was another scream, not as far away this time. And then another, and another, all radiating the same helpless horror and fright until he was drowning in it. The awful song filled Midoriya’s ears, his arms pulling unsuccessfully against his own body to try and muffle them. He looked around, but there was no one. He couldn’t tell where it was coming from, all the sounds melting together into an amalgamation that sent him reeling back into his childhood instincts, screaming at him to run and hide and never come out.

His skin was itchy and tight, but Midoriya pulled anyway, trying to move, trying to run, trying to do anything other than sit and listen to the wails of countless people dying. What was happening? What was going on? He couldn’t see anything; there was nothing but screaming. What kind of vision was this? His skin was buzzing. He couldn’t even scratch it. He couldn’t do anything.

The heat under his skin only grew; Midoriya could feel himself rotting. His body felt like it was falling apart, his skin tight and hot and chipping away like stone.

“It’s only fair. After all, you damaged my Nomu the same way.”

Midoriya’s eyes widened in shock, even through the immense pain of falling —flaking— apart.

He knew this pain.

“I hope you can explain it to me.”

This pain haunted him in his nightmares.

“I want to hear that heroic little facade of yours break.”

His skin crumbled as he gasped for air, unable to cry out as he felt the last of his lungs disintegrate. Tears pricked at the corners of his eyes. Help! He needed help! But nothing came from the dusty remains of his throat, forcing him to silently endure the last of his pitiful life with nothing other than the screams of other deaths to comfort him.

Midoriya gasped, sucking in a deep breath as he was suddenly thrown back into reality, to bustling bodies and chattering cacophony, his eyes finally landing on Gami who leaned delicately over him.

“Oh thank goodness, Izuku,” he breathed, placing a hand on his chest. “You were just sitting there and not moving-”

Midoriya stood up, his head darting back and forth between the passing crowds, searching frantically. His legs moved for him, to or from where he didn’t know.

Gami tried to stop him. “Where are you going? You could barely walk before; you are going to hurt yourself!”

But Midoriya shook his head desperately. His friends were in danger; everyone was in danger. His heart thundered in his chest, begging him to run away, to be anywhere but here. His hands shook uncontrollably; what could he do? He couldn’t just start screaming for people to get out of the mall; he would look crazy. No one would believe him…

Aizawa would believe him.

Midoriya ripped his phone out of his pocket, struggling to get to where he could hit Aizawa’s contact, his fingers refusing to cooperate.

“You had a premonition.” Gami finally pieced it together. He then clasped a bony hand tightly around Midoriya’s wrist. “You can’t call him here! Someone could overhear you! Someone could find out!”

Midoriya fought against his mentor, trying not to draw suspicion with his actions amongst all the strangers within eyesight.

“At least get to the exit!” He pleaded with a desperation Midoriya had never heard before. “Then you can call him! At least get to safety! Not here!”

Lost and conflicted and pressed for time, Midoriya gave in, and Gami let him go in return. They needed to talk; he needed to figure out what to do. Something clicked in his head, and Midoriya made a pointed effort to stare firmly at the ghost, raising his phone —locked and off— to his ear.

“I got your message.” He spoke slowly, his legs suddenly kicking into overdrive as he began heading for the exit, keeping the phone pressed to his head. “I’m heading outside.”

Gami cocked his head, confused for a moment, before he understood what Midoriya was doing. “Thank you. You can’t risk someone catching on to you; secrets are safe.” Gami repeated the mantra. “Secrets are safe.”

Midoriya pressed his fingernails into his palm, trying to find the words to stress to his mentor just what was happening. “He’s here.”

“Who?” He didn’t understand.

Him.” His voice started to falter, so he gestured to his scarred wrist with his wide, terrified eyes. “I saw him. There were so many people-” he choked up, forcing the fear back down as he tried to stay as calm as possible while he pushed through crowds of people.

“Shigaraki.” Gami cursed harshly. “You need to get out of here. Then —once you’re safe— then you call Eraserhead. Afterwards, we can figure out what to do-”

“But what if that’s too late?” Midoriya hissed into the phone. “What if it starts and I’m not there-”

“Get outside and call Eraserhead! What else do you propose we do-”

“Woah!” Someone called out from behind him. “Aren’t you a U.A. first year?”

Midoriya instinctually lowered his phone, looking around in confusion. He couldn’t see any of his other classmates, so that must’ve been directed at him. His eyes finally caught the sight of a man walking casually towards him, an excited smile plastered on his face.

“Could I get your signature?” He asked hopefully, raising out a hand.

Midoriya couldn’t see the man’s face; it was obstructed by the large hood he had over his head, attached to the dark sweater he was wearing. But regardless of the man’s odd attire, Midoriya was in too much of a rush to even be flattered by the request. “I-I’m sorry sir, but I really have to go-”

“Oh, but you can’t go yet! I’m such a big fan!” The man suddenly slung one of his arms around Midoriya’s shoulders, pulling his back against his chest. He towered over the teen, leaning his head in so he could talk quietly. “You’re the kid with the scythe from the Sports Festival, right? You’ve got such an interesting quirk…”

Midoriya tried to pull away, uncomfortable by the close proximity, but the man pressed his hand into Midoriya’s chest, locking him in place. He looked right at Gami, who was nervously darting around, unsure of what to do around so many witnesses. Midoriya found himself hesitating too, his words pouring out slowly. “Thanks… but I really need to-”

“And wait-” the man pulled him in even closer- “aren’t you the one who ran into Stain in the Hosu incident too?” He laughed, “damn, you’re too cool!”

Midoriya shuddered unconsciously. He hated thinking about that night, about the Hero Killer. He couldn’t blame the man for his innocent excitement though. Everyone —other than himself, Iida, and Todoroki— had seemed to think of their near-death experience as an event, though he supposed that trauma did make him less inclined to want to remember it in the first place. “You s-sure do know a lot, sir-”

Wait.

The Hero Killer had only been referred to by his epithet in the news. His real name, as well as his self-given villain name —Stain— had never been released to the public. Both were only known to a select group of people… hell, Midoriya even had to sign a non-disclosure agreement the day he learned it!

So how did this man-

Midoriya’s blood instantly ran cold.

“You know, I really can’t believe it!” If the man noticed Midoriya’s squirming, he didn’t care. “To think I’d meet you again! And at a place like this!”

The teen’s heart hammered, rushing his veins with blood and adrenaline, his primal instincts screaming at him to fight or flee. But his mind flashed with things he didn’t want to remember, and his body froze up from the chill in his nerves.

“I’m thinking this must be fate or destiny or something like that…”

“Goddamnit, Izuku!!” Gami roared with a violence he’d never heard before, one that scared Midoriya almost as much as he already was. “Get away from him!! Kill him!!”

Midoriya couldn’t even process that he was genuinely reaching for his glove, that he was genuinely considering what Gami had told him to do, because his thoughts halted entirely, only able to process the dry hand that had wrapped around his throat, all fingers except for one digging into the flesh of his neck and squeezing tightly.

The man leaned his head right next to Midoriya’s petrified expression, his hood being pulled back ever so slightly by the tension in the fabric.

Midoriya’s fear-stricken eyes slowly shifted over, finally able to catch a glimpse of the man’s face, breath and scream caught in his throat.

“Let’s go have some tea…”

Shigaraki’s hauntingly transfixed eyes stared through him, a sinister smile spreading across his broken and chapped lips.

“Shall we, Midoriya Izuku?”

Notes:

God, this chapter had me on the edge of my seat and I was the one writing it!

There’s lots of stuff going on in this one, but I think the most interesting thing —other than the cliffhanger— is the stuff going on with Gami. It hurts my heart to purposely write him so out of character, but there might be some other strange things happening in the background. I wonder what he’s starting to remember, and with the way things are going, I’m sure it can’t be anything good…

Some weird premonition stuff in this chapter, but unlike chapter 7, I do have an explanation for it! Unfortunately for you, that's coming in the next few chapters or so. It’s connected to a key plot point, so no spoilers here :)

Speaking of earlier chapters, as I’m planning out the finer details of the ending, I’m realizing just how much I need to go back to the beginning and fine tune things there. Partially because now I have a super solid idea of how I’m going to wrap things up, and partially because those chapters reflect 3-year-old writing and I want to make them better. But just to keep this story at least semi-on-track, I won’t be bothering with those beginning chapters until I actually finish the story entirely. But I just wanted to let you guys know that even when this story is done, there’ll still be some other things to look out for ;)

That’s about it! I’ll try to get the next chapter out as soon as I can. It shouldn’t be too hard with where I left off…

See you then!

Death’s Touch: Anything Midoriya touches starts to decay immediately, regardless of the amount of fingers touching. This ability works on both the living and the non living. Midoriya is able to control the activation on humans and non living objects, being able to start and stop the decay at will, however, he cannot with plant or animal life. Any damage done to living organisms with this power cannot be healed.

Death’s Scythe: Midoriya can summon a scythe to fight with at will. The scythe is the only item that can’t be destroyed by Death’s Touch, and that ability can be shared with the scythe at Midoriya’s will, however it can only decay what it cuts. The decay follows the same rules as Death’s Touch. He can also make the scythe disappear at will when he is finished with it or to free his hands.

Immortality: Midoriya is immortal and cannot die. However, he can still get hurt and scarred. The immortality ability doesn’t provide any regeneration, but any wounds that could be detrimental to his job, such as lost/broken limbs and organs, will be healed the next day.

Premonition: Midoriya can see flash images of people who may die before they are supposed to. Normally, he cannot interfere with death, as it’s his job, but he has the option of attempting to save anyone he views in a premonition. These premonitions are bare and don’t provide much information other than the person themselves and their demise, occasionally revealing the setting and attacker, if any. The premonitions can come true between an hour after viewing to 3 days later.

Soul Contact: When a person dies, their soul is immediately sent to Midoriya. He can see, touch, and hold these souls. When holding a soul, Midoriya can see the most important memories and decisions attached to that soul, and hence that person.

Soul Sorting: This ability allows Midoriya to decide which part of the afterlife a soul moves on to. The areas of the afterlife can only be summoned with intent and the swipe of a hand, with the areas themselves being represented by flames. The areas that he can choose from are Paradise, Purgatory, and the Underworld. Once Midoriya decides where the soul best fits, it is sent to the being of that respective area. If approved, the soul stays in that area forever, the exception being Purgatory. Souls in Purgatory can be moved again to either Paradise or the Underworld, however, this is not Midoriya’s decision. If rejected, the soul is sent back to him for reevaluation. All souls must be sorted within 24 hours of Midoriya receiving them, with rejected souls resetting their time limits once they get back to him. Failure to sort a soul within its time limit may result in serious unknown punishment.

???: Seemingly at random, the people close to Midoriya can develop an inexplicable hatred for him, or a hatred that will result in his suffering. Affected individuals will seek out Midoriya’s suffering on a physical and/or emotional level, and are usually unaware of their sudden change in attitude. The affected won’t respond to any reasoning about their unnatural hate, and will continue to hate unless broken by an outside reason, usually by breaking a preexisting hate the affected already had before being infected.

Chapter 49: Some Sunny Day

Summary:

All Midoriya's got to do is keep smiling through some sunny day.

Until the blue skies drives the dark clouds far away.

Notes:

Sorry about the unusually long wait, life just kinda caught up to me. I know I don't have an update schedule anymore, but I'm trying really hard to hit one chapter per month. It helps that I know I'm in the homestretch, so I'm gonna try and stick to that as best I can. I know I've said it before, but thanks for sticking with this and me :) Deku And Death is such an important part of my life, so I'm going to see it through to the highest quality.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Midoriya swallowed hard, the noises of the world around him fading out until he could hear only his heartbeat in his ears. But as he felt his Adam's apple press against the hand Shigaraki had wrapped around his throat, he instantly froze, spit and bile nearly returning back up in a reflexive cough. He pushed it down; he pushed it all back down, afraid of what even the tiniest movement or sound would cost.

He’d managed to bring his hands together by his stomach, hyper focused on the tiny inching progress he was making. He just needed to get one off. Just one bare fingertip was all he needed. He slipped one finger under his other glove. He’d deal with the aftermath later, he’d think about the consequences later. But right now, all that was standing between him and the forever nightmare that was Shigaraki was one measly little glove.

Shigaraki cocked his head, huffing in disappointment. And with a lazy, yet firm force, he pushed Midoriya’s hands back down. “There’s no need for that…”

Midoriya looked back at him through the corner of his eye, afraid to even turn his head, and watched as the smug smirk on his face dropped into a contemptful glare.

Shigaraki glanced back down at the teen’s hands —at his gloves— now shaking slightly at his sides. “Those must be nice…” he hummed, “if you’re reaching to take those off, then you must not be able to use your quirk with them on.”

It took every ounce of innate self control not to snap his head up as his eyes moved the same, staring straight at Gami who had almost certainly growled even to his overwhelmed ears. Midoriya stared straight ahead, wide doe eyes watching the nonchalant man he knew morph into someone spiteful and animalistic, someone he didn’t recognize. And he could only plead through his helpless gaze that Gami wouldn’t do anything thoughtless as he approached ever closer.

“You’re lucky-”

Gami stopped, something deep in his soul burning in such an anguish that it charred the fog from his mind, leaving him just moments from reaching for Midoriya’s gloves himself despite the watchful eyes upon them and the hand on the boy’s throat.

Gami knew he did not have a heart, but something in his chest stuttered as he realized what he’d nearly done.

Shigaraki’s eyes followed every terrified twitch and quake of Midoriya’s hands. “With those, you must never have to worry about your quirk hurting anyone…”

Just before this moment, Midoriya had loved the thoughtlessness of doing basic daily tasks normally, without fear of his decay acting on its own. Now, he’d never felt so desperate to never have had them on.

Raspy wheezes of what haunted his mind to register as Shigaraki’s laughter filled his head, laughter that cracked and echoed like the crumblings of a canyon. A shudder ran through him, goosebumps chasing down his spine. And as the depressive laughter died down, the hand around his throat squeezed tighter, enough for Midoriya to choke on his own breath.

“Those are going to stay on, right?”

Midoriya couldn’t find the gall to speak; he couldn’t even part his lips, his teeth clenched together, terrified of what might escape him. He wasn’t even sure he could if he wanted, everything in his throat dammed by the hand that wrung out his flesh like a wet towel.

“I want to hear that heroic little facade of yours break.”

He met Gami’s eyes again; the ghost was flickering, waves of his own misting body rolling off of him like he was disintegrating. And still, Gami tore at his own robes, threatening to rip himself apart as he seemed to fight something inside of him.

“Dammit, Izuku, just k-” Gami hunched over, gripping at his hood as he fought to suppress the scream at the edge of his mouth. “Fuck! What do I do… what the hell do I do?!”

Midoriya didn’t know. But the tears climbing up his throat were forced back down as Shigaraki squeezed his flesh again in reminder.

He lowered his hands to his sides, still tense and shaking, and hoped that would be enough for him to be allowed to breathe again.

“Good… see, that wasn’t that hard.” Shigaraki loosened his grip, leaning into Midoriya’s stature as he rested the arm still holding him hostage around his shoulders. “Just act natural; we’re old friends. That’s right… nothing else.” Still, he frowned, watching Midoriya’s labored, shaky breathing continue. “Just calm down… we don’t want to make a racket in the middle of this crowd, now do we? I just want to have a little chat, that’s it, alright?”

Midoriya couldn’t believe a single word he said, not with the hand wrapped precariously around his neck. His eyes darted around frantically, searching for anything —anyone— that could help him. But none of the countless, distracted passersby even noticed him, much less his current peril. And even if someone did, what could they do? He was the hero in training, and he was helpless, paralyzed like a child.

Shigaraki sighed despondently, feeling the boy’s rapid pulse between his fingers. “Hey… what did I just say?” He hissed into Midoriya’s ear, dusty blue hair tickling his cheek. “If you show even the slightest odd behavior… well, you know how my quirk works.”

Midoriya’s breath hitched, pressing his eyes shut, trying to convince his terrified mind that this was all just a scary dream, that if he pushed hard enough, he’d wake up soon. In his own thoughts, he missed the way Shigaraki peered down at his wrist, at the scar peeking out from underneath his glove. He missed the way the mark almost seemed to light up the villain’s gaze. He missed the way he smiled. Perhaps, it was for the better. Maybe, he didn’t need to see it.

He missed it. Gami did not.

Something inside the ghost screamed, something ugly and rageful. Something screamed at him to knock Shigaraki to the floor, to wrap his own skeletal hands around his throat until he could feel the warmth of raw flesh and blood between his fingers once again. Something screamed at him to carve his way into his face, until the pressure of his thumbs dug out Shigaraki’s eyes for looking, and the sharpness of his fingertips pried out Shigaraki’s teeth for smiling. Someone screamed at him for allowing what was his to be taken from him; someone screamed at him to take what was his back no matter the cost.

Gami stepped away, afraid of who his thoughts truly belonged to.

“Though, I guess that’s not as much of a threat as I’d like it to be.” Shigaraki hummed in disappointment. “I guess you can’t really fear death once you stop dying.”

Midoriya forgot how to breathe as all his body’s strength diverted to force his eyes open instead. He felt the blood rush from his face, looking straight at Gami, who only shared his same stare. Shakily, through the silence, his eyes shifted to catch Shigaraki in his peripherals, but all he could see was that damn fucking smile.

“Surprised?” He cocked his head coyly, chuckling at his own words. “I was, but it made sense considering how long you lasted against my Nomu at USJ.”

Midoriya couldn’t even process what was being said, his mind struggling to catch up from before, his thoughts and emotions jumbled like a shaken jar.

What?

How did he-

“Why do you keep going when no one is here to save you?!”

“Sensei seems to know so much about you… I’m almost a bit jealous.” Shigaraki shook his head playfully, relishing in the fear practically rolling off the boy in waves. “I thought something like immortality would intrigue Sensei more, but I guess there’s really no point if he can’t take it for himself.” He clicked his teeth. “It’s a shame, but you and your… quirk… are pretty special. Things would be no fun if it ended that quickly.”

How… how did he know? How did he know so much? They’d been so careful! Hell, even less people knew about his quirk status! How the hell did Shigaraki find out?!

Just who the hell was Sensei?

Gami shared a terrified look with his successor. “I don’t know… I don’t know…!” He clutched his head, feeling the something from before start to reel away. He didn’t let him. “What did you do?! How does he know?!”

Midoriya couldn’t help his flinch. Gami knew this wasn’t his fault, right? There was no way in hell that Shigaraki or his Sensei had learned any of this from him… right?

Shigaraki smiled, feeding off the reactions he was pulling from the boy like a leech. “I know my threat-” he squeezed Midoriya’s throat again- “probably doesn’t mean that much to someone like you… so I’ll give you another ultimatum.”

He lowered his head, and Midoriya cringed away as he felt hot breath —that damned smile— around his ear.

“If you try to do anything, I’ll kill you. And then, on my way out, I’ll kill as many people as I pass.”

The screams he’d heard before suddenly replayed again in his head like a broken record, all scratched and warped as he understood just who he had to stop.

“And sure, a hero might come along and catch me-” Shigaraki shrugged dismissively, leaning in just inches away from Midoriya’s face, his grinning teeth almost close enough to carve the smile permanently into his face- “but when you wake up with 20… no, 30 bodies lying around you, you’ll know it’s all your fault.”

That hot, itchy feeling he knew all too well began spreading over his skin, and his eyes darted around his skull, desperately trying to see to his throat to assure his stuttering heartbeat that he was still intact. There was an awful buzzing from the back of his thoughts, an overwhelming cacophony of the blended mall sounds laced with wailing that haunted him like the wind.

Gami could only beg into Midoriya’s petrified gaze. “Please, please just run or fight, please do something…!”

Midoriya could only stare helplessly back. How could he? Any seasoned hero would’ve called his bluff; there was no way such an egotistical, self-centered villain would let himself get captured like that simply for spite. Any seasoned hero would’ve, and then would’ve been made to watch as countless innocent lives were caught in the crossfire, all as their own life faded away from them just as suddenly. Midoriya knew; he didn’t have to know Shigaraki personally, or know anything of his destructive tendencies. He knew just how much weight Shigaraki held behind those words.

In some other universe, however, he would’ve had no idea. And seeing as his earlier vision was the only thing giving him enough self-restraint not to succumb to his instincts screaming at him to get as far away from Shigaraki as possible, that thought truly terrified him.

What… what would he have done then?

“Why do you keep going when no one is here to save you?!”

He swallowed thickly, forcing back the tears budding at the corners of his eyes. It did nothing to stop the quiver in his lip, though.

“What… do you want to talk about…?”

Shigaraki laughed a breathy, relieved laugh laced with excitement. The very sound of it nearly made Midoriya puke. “That’s the spirit…!”

The villain glanced around, keeping his hair casted over his eyes.

“You know, since you’re being such a good sport, let’s take a seat.” Shigaraki proposed, void of any room for argument. “Then we can talk more comfortably… relaxed.”

Midoriya’s feet stuttered into action as Shigaraki began to guide him deeper into the crowd, his hand still wrapped firmly around his throat. He tried not to lag behind, desperate to avoid the cruel reminder of his leash. His stomach churned from the humiliation; all of his inhuman abilities and all it took was one fucking man to make him feel utterly helpless. One man that could’ve been him in some cruel twist of fate, one man that held up the mirror and reminded him how much he feared himself.

Shigaraki led him to the center court of the mall, finally choosing to sit comfortably near some foliage, pulling the boy down beside him.

Midoriya couldn’t bring himself to look up, afraid to see all the innocent passersby going about just another day, unknowingly dangerously close to the two people who could possibly end their lives with one, unfortunate move.

Gami could only wonder when he had become such a bystander as the something inside of him mocked him for it.

“To tell you the truth-” Shigaraki began with a sigh- “I hate mostly everything. But the number one thing that’s pissing me off right now is-”

A sharp buzz came from between them, and Midoriya’s blood ran cold as he felt it right up against his pant leg. His eyes instinctively snapped down to his pocket, thoughts frozen in time, heartbeat pounding in his ears.

Curiously, yet not devoid of his sly, conniving smirk, Shigaraki reached his free hand over, slithering Midoriya’s phone out of his pant pocket and into his grasp with the repulsiveness of the plague itself.

Midoriya felt his heart stop as the corner of his eye caught the crudely edited picture of Uraraka that he’d cut from one of their selfies together and used as her contact photo. Directly beside it —even in the small print— his hyper-focused, beady eyes managed to scan the text on the screen.

Hey where are you at? I can’t find you :/

His heart then started back up with a sharp pang as Shigaraki’s own breath hitched.

“Huh…” he drawled, his gleeful expression finally dropping into something scarily serious. “I didn’t realize you had company…”

Midoriya’s gaze scraped to his side with the weight of the world raking through the earth, loud and heavy like the scratch of metal. His eyes were as they'd been since the beginning: wide and petrified, though now they shook with the hardened experience of terror from the gaze of an expert.

“Maybe we’ll have to move somewhere more… private. I’d hate for us to get interrupted.”

“No!” Gami jumped out, just a stretch away from instinctively ripping Midoriya out of Shigaraki’s grip before he managed to catch himself, digging his hands into the fabric of his robe instead, pulling the clothing into strips of mist with sheer force alone. “No, no, you can’t let him move you to another location! What if there is a portal?! I can’t follow you through-” Gami scraped the tips of his bony fingers into his hood- “Fuck! What do I do? What do I do?!”

The ghost’s franticness bled into the air as he swiveled in every direction, trying to find something —anything— that could salvage the rapidly devolving situation. And Midoriya knew it wasn’t his mentor’s intention, but he didn’t have much more strength left to keep his tears inside as the hopelessness of his reality started to crash down on him.

Gami finally landed on his successor’s phone, which was still managing to hold most of Shigaraki’s sour attention, and his core lurched hard, like a sinking anchor.

“She’s here… they’re all here.” He fought against the weight rooting him in place, against the possessiveness of his soul that tethered him. He pulled and pulled and pulled from the binding feeling until he felt something snap. “I’m going- you can’t let him move you. I’m going to get help; you have to be here when I come back. You can’t let him- you have to be here.”

Midoriya could not respond. And even if he could, he knew he could not convince Gami of otherwise. Midoriya could not respond, but in his eyes, he begged. He begged desperately for Gami to remember just what was at risk, and just what he was risking. He begged in the only way he helplessly could, before surrendering completely like he had a choice to begin with.

“N-no, we don’t have to do that. It’s fine…” Midoriya stuttered. “I… I can tell her I’m at the other side of the mall; she’ll go there. She’ll be busy. We can s-stay where we are.”

Shigaraki pondered the option for a moment, tapping a finger on his cheek, but he did little to hide the satisfied, self-centered grin blooming on his face. He then handed Midoriya his phone back. “I think I like that idea. Just don’t forget what will happen if you try anything else.”

Midoriya choked as his breath was momentarily cut off.

He nodded hastily, taking his phone in his trembling hands as he struggled to get his fingers to move the way he wanted them to. Opening his messages, he paused for just a moment —not even a second— and glanced upwards out of the tops of his eyes.

For the first time in his afterlife, Gami found himself genuinely hoping the universe still knew mercy as he sped off in a desperately morbid scavenger hunt.

Midoriya felt the air warm a little, losing the undead chill that hung around him. But he didn’t dare look up again, afraid to lose what little nerve he still had left. Slowly, he typed, trying to force the fraudulence of his words through to his eyes.

Hey sorry, I got lost trying to find you guys. I’m back by the entrance if you want to meet me there?

Uraraka responded almost immediately.

Of course! I’ll come get you

Iida’s too busy trying on shoes with Kaminari and Ashido

Midoriya nearly dropped the phone. Shit, he didn’t want Shigaraki to know more of his friends were here; it was bad enough he was aware of Uraraka’s presence. He might get spooked, and then he might want to move, and that was bad. That was really, really bad.

His gaze turned shakily to the side, catching Shigaraki’s eyes rereading the text.

“Huh,” he muttered, “so there’s more of you brats here…?”

“You can’t let him- you have to be here.”

“T-They don’t care about me…!” Midoriya hastily supplied, the desperation in his voice bleeding out like an open wound. “I-If they did, they would be trying to find me, and she’s the only one who is, and she’s going the opposite way. She’s busy; t-they’re all busy…”

The silence that followed easily suffocated him more than the hand on his throat ever could.

Wordlessly, Shigaraki plucked the phone from his trembling fingers and carelessly tossed it behind him into the foliage they were sitting in front of.

Every nerve in Midoriya’s body tensed over. This was it. If Shigaraki tried to move him, then the minute they got outside of the mall, Midoriya would make him regret thinking he ever could.

He owed Gami that much if he was going to fail him so quickly.

Midoriya steeled over when Shigaraki moved, instincts roaring in the back of his mind.

But instead, the villain leaned back, the grip on Midoriya’s throat relaxing ever so slightly.

“Anyway… what was I saying?” Shigaraki mumbled. “Oh yeah, the Hero Killer… he’s really pissing me off.”

Midoriya had to fight to keep his relief from erupting out from his throat, feeling something groan in his chest as he pushed it all back down, bellowing under its weight.

He noticed Shigaraki waiting for him to speak, and quickly shifted gears. He could do this. All he had to do was stall just long enough for Gami to come back with help. It wasn’t hopeless yet.

“Why do you keep going when no one is here to save you?!”

Not yet.

“I thought he was with you guys…?”

Shigaraki sighed disappointedly, “I thought you were more observant than that.”

Midoriya was. So he stayed silent and allowed Shigaraki to repeat information he already knew.

The villain shook his head. “I never agreed to him joining the League, but he’s one of us according to society.” Midoriya wasn’t prepared for the sudden growl that escaped Shigaraki’s throat, causing him to subconsciously flinch back into the hand around his own. “And that’s the problem: everyone seems to be going crazy over the Hero Killer.”

Well, Midoriya couldn’t necessarily disagree, considering even his own classmates couldn’t hold back their opinions on the villain despite knowing how close three of their own had come to death at his hands.

“I dunno if it was his single-track mind or tenacity or whatever, but didn’t you think he was kinda cool?”

He fought the shiver that ran down his spine.

“I don’t understand what makes him so different from me; we were both just destroying what we didn’t want to see.” Shigaraki’s expression shifted into something more somber, a thoughtful look as he considered his own words. But there was something about seeing such a calm face on such an unstable man that scared Midoriya far worse than anything so far. “But if society already thinks of us as one and the same, then why does everyone keep looking at him and not my U.A. invasion or my Nomus. Why is no one looking at me?”

“I’m so tired of hearing about Hero Killer this and Hero Killer that; it gets so old after a while.”

Midoriya tried to ignore the sound of clear envy that seeped through his teeth.

Shigaraki leaned in, pulling Midoriya closer where the hiss of his hot breath could reach his skin again. “ So… what do you think the difference between the two of us is?”

And despite the heat crawinging against his skin, Midoriya could feel nothing but ice in his veins. Even if he wanted to speak, he found the words caught in his throat, stuck beneath the hand threatening to choke him out. What was he supposed to say to a psychotic lunatic who was barely a move away from murdering him and countless passersby? The truth? Would that even help? Would lying be any better?

He sucked in a sharp breath, ignoring the sweat beads rolling down his face, trying to focus his eyes before he lost them permanently to disassociation.

“I’m going to get help; you have to be here when I come back.”

“I…” he parted his lips, nearly coughing at how dry his mouth was. “While I could never understand nor accept you, I can at least understand the Hero Killer.”

He stopped thinking; he stopped listening to all the millions of ways that this could go wrong according to his brain, even if they all were right. He simply opened his mouth, and let all his words tumble out slow and unfiltered, winding and adrift.

“The Hero Killer and I… we both started out by watching All Might, and then striving to recreate what he stood for.”

It was odd to hear himself accredit so much of his own drive to All Might, even if they were both on better terms now. But despite any personal bias, it was the furthest thing from a lie. He’d watched countless videos, read countless articles, dug up every single scrap he could about the hero, because he knew in every thing he found, All Might would always stay the same: a permanent pillar of hope, a reminder that the sun would always rise again.

“I want people to know that I’ll fight forever for that ending if I have to.”

It was no mistake where Midoriya had come from.

“I can’t accept the Hero Killer, because I can’t accept the fact that he chose to judge and destroy those who didn’t fit All Might’s legacy, rather than carrying it himself. That’s where we’re different.” Midoriya’s eyes flashed back to that night. “But I do understand why he did the things he did.”

“Still, with you, there is the potential of a true hero.”

And it was no mistake who Midoriya had almost turned out to be.

“Because… we both fundamentally believe that heroes should fight to protect and save without a second thought, no matter the consequences.”

“Heroes are the ones who correct all of that unfairness.”

Midoriya, trapped in his own mess of swirling thoughts and unwanted memories, did not notice the slow turn of Shigaraki’s head towards him.

“Back then-” Midoriya pulled them both back to that night- “when the Hero Killer saved me, he showed me that he didn’t destroy just because he could, or even because he wanted to. And because the Hero Killer didn’t give up so… fickly-”

There was a certain charge behind those words. Shigaraki did not miss it.

“He showed me that he was firm in what he believed in.”

“He is a true hero in this society overrun by fakes. I won’t allow a childish lowlife like you to taint the change he will bring to the world.”

Midoriya looked down for a moment, his eyes catching the faded scar on his leg from the bite of the Hero Killer’s merciless blade. And for that same moment, all of the blood and fear came rushing back, pounding in his ears, and reminded him just how different they truly were.

“And… while I can acknowledge that the Hero Killer’s methods were wrong, he tried to live according to his set of ideals, and I, as well as other people, can understand that.”

Midoriya found himself feeling strangely balanced, almost as if a piece of himself could finally rest after that night. That night would never go away, he would never forget it, but maybe, he could finally lay it to rest along with all the other ungodly horrors that haunted his sleep.

It was almost funny. Shigaraki had been the one to come with questions, but it would be Midoriya who left with answers.

Noting the prolonged silence, Midoriya turned to eye the man holding him hostage.

Immediately, any calm or balanced feeling left him as two piercing red eyes stared right back at him.

An overwhelming sense of dread filled their air between them as every instinct in Midoriya’s blood screamed at him to run, to get as far away from the man as he could. But he could not, the two silently and continually staring into each other like they could see through. Though Midoriya couldn’t move due to the paralyzing fear that anchored his bones; Shigaraki had none. Yet, the villain still stared into him, past his eyes and his skin, past his blood and his bones, past even his heart and his soul, through to something, of which Midoriya did not know.

Then, the hand around his throat wrapped just a bit tighter.

“Ahh, my head feels clearer now, like a bunch of dots finally connected.” Shigaraki began to laugh quietly, this sickening, heaving chuckle like a raspy hyena cackle. “I feel like I get it now…”

Midoriya thought he was crying, until he realized the excessive amounts of sweat running down his face.

“Why the Hero Killer pisses me off…”

He tried to squirm away, trying to put some distance between them, but Shigaraki clamped down hard on his throat, digging his four fingers into the flesh.

Midoriya tried hard not to think about the way the scar on his wrist throbbed.

He did not succeed.

“It’s all about…” Shigaraki turned his head to face Midoriya fully, and slowly, his expression morphed to that of something inhuman. His eyes squinted against his skull, pushing every crack of dry skin against his cheeks. His mouth stretched into a hideous smile, skin folding like a grotesque caricature to resemble the battered face of a corpse. “All Might!”

Midoriya’s heart didn’t even have the chance to skip a beat.

“Of course, of course…” he reaffirmed, nodding to himself. “It would all lead back to him in the end. I can’t believe I didn’t realize it before. The reason the world lives in so much peace is because of him too!”

Shigaraki suddenly leaned back, pulling an unprepared Midoriya far too close to continue pretending to be comfortable. His instincts flared, like a deer caught in a bear trap, and he tried to recoil away. But the bear trap held, and he just as quickly choked on his own breath as Shigaraki squeezed his throat tighter than he’d done so far, threatening to pop his Adam’s apple practically through his skin.

“People are so desperate to believe in a hero that will always protect them, that will always keep them safe, when in reality that doesn’t exist!”

Midoriya’s hands twitched at his sides as he desperately tried to keep them there, desperately fighting the natural reaction to rip away the threat to his immortal life, desperately trying to maintain the facade that everything was alright. But Shigaraki squeezed particularly hard, and nothing he could muster up would stop his body from trying to alleviate the pressure at his throat, whether it was truly life-threatening or otherwise.

“People latch onto All Might like he’s the perfect idea of a hero-” Shigaraki was growing manic- “like there wasn’t anybody he couldn’t save! But he’s just selling a lie, and people like the Hero Killer and you just keep it going…!”

Shigaraki eagerly turned his full attention to Midoriya. The boy’s eyes were welded shut, the edges brimming with tears he was so desperately trying to press away. He had finally started to try to fight back against him, his gloved hands frantically tugging at Shigaraki’s fingers, trying to grant himself some reprieve to his airflow, all to no real avail. And the sounds he was making! Oh the sounds! There was something about the small little gasps that escaped his lips, like a leaky pipe, like the whimpers of a beaten animal, like the helpless little child he was always meant to be, that sent Shigaraki into a frenzy.

Shigaraki watched his eyes pop open, probably wondering why he’d stopped talking all of a sudden, only to find the villain staring right into him. And the fear that flooded his vision, the pure, unrestrained terror, that nearly made him drop the fifth finger.

“I hope you can explain it to me.”

And he didn’t even have to imagine the scream.

“I get why you confuse me now…” Shigaraki shook his head, but he couldn’t shake the smile from his hollow cheeks. “It’s all so simple!”

The villain lurched his head back, echoing the motions of a deep, guttural laugh that got stuck somewhere in his gut.

“You’re just like me. You should understand everything I’m saying, about how this world is cruel and fake and throws people like us away like trash. You should hate this world; you should hate everything in it!”

Shigaraki considered himself very lucky that he didn’t miss the first tear of their encounter, getting to catch it roll down the boy’s cheek.

“I’m m-more resilient… than you think.”

He laughed to himself. He wasn’t ready to snuff out that little fire just yet.

“But All Might sold you a lie, and you bought it!” He mocked. “And now, you’re trying to continue a legacy as if the truth it masks wasn’t the reason why you suffered to begin with!”

Midoriya did not acknowledge the weakness that had escaped him, not even as it dried up at his chin. He scrunched his eyes in shame, and devoted what little resistance he had left to make sure it would not escape again.

“I’m so glad we were able to chat! This is great!” Shigaraki bubbled with animation. “I finally understand now, thank you Midoriya!”

The villain closed his hand even tighter, relishing the way his fingers sank into Midoriya’s skin, drinking up the choked gag that erupted from his pursed mouth like a man stranded in the desert. The boy tried to struggle —of course he tried to struggle, that was the best part— and he used it as an excuse to dig in deeper, watching his wide doe eyes nearly pop out of his skull. Somehow, through the rush of adrenaline, Midoriya had managed to pry some of his fingers between Shigaraki’s hand and his throat, managing to grant himself a tiny sliver of air. Shigaraki allowed him the breath, before yanking him closer where he could drop his voice down.

“Did you forget what we agreed?” He hissed out in a raspy, excited whisper. “I thought you were trying to avoid all these people dying?! What did I say… 30?!” Shigaraki cackled, “I could do more than that; I wouldn’t even have to decay them all the way! Just one little touch and they’d be on the floor, half their heads missing, brain matter oozing everywher-”

Midoriya let go instantly, giving up on his fight.

“That's what I thought…” He loosened his grip, but made sure to give one last painful squeeze just because he could. “It’s so easy to manipulate you when you force yourself down a path of selflessness. All I have to do is threaten someone else and I can get you to do whatever I want…”

His laughter had dimmed to a low chuckle, scraping his thumb up and down the top of Midoriya’s spine, counting every single one of the boy’s helpless tremors.

“It’s so ironic… that all I needed was a creed, a set of ideals,” Shigaraki scoffed, “I can do that!”

“All your nonsense about a conviction… just shut up already.”

It had all been right in front of him, he just hadn’t put the pieces together. What a shame. But in the end, he quite liked this turn of events. He wouldn’t have wanted it to go any other way.

“Sure, the Hero Killer may have the fame and attention for now, but he gave away all his secrets to me…!” If only Shigaraki could see him one last time, to flaunt his prideful sneer at him from the outside of his cell bars.

“He is a true hero in this society overrun by fakes.”

He was a fool, a complete and utter fool, who’d landed right where his foolishness had led him. There were no true heroes in this world; what a stupid thought. But clearly, it was a thought that far too many stupid people clung on to: that they would always be protected from the evils that lurked in the shadows. But Shigaraki was here, out in the daylight, defying that very thought, and yet, no one around them in their ignorance could ever believe otherwise.

“Everyone will finally understand when I show them that there’s no world where everyone is safe. No hero can promise them that.”

He would remind them how dangerous this world truly was.

Midoriya didn’t dare move as Shigaraki turned back to him, not even as his rabbit heart threatened to burst from his chest.

“You’ve been such a great help, Midoriya. If only there was something I could do in return…”

A selfish sliver of bravery in him wanted to tell the villain to leave, to let him go, turn around, and get out. That he’d done enough, that he could go, that if he wanted to return the favor he’d leave Midoriya to catch his breath. But Midoriya didn’t feel brave. Really, he couldn't remember the last time he’d truly felt brave rather than just walking through the motions.

“Oh, I know…!”

He didn’t like the way Shigaraki perked up. He especially didn’t like the way that disgusting, hollowed out smile returned to his face.

“I’ll take you back to the base! Of course, of course! There’s some others I’d love for you to meet.” His face deepened into a sinister grin. “And Sensei would love to finally meet you.”

“I’ll just take him to Sensei. He’ll know what to do…”

Yeah, Midoriya wasn’t brave. He was a fucking coward.

He struggled hard in Shigaraki’s grasp, immediately forgetting why he wasn’t trying to struggle in the first place. “No-”

“But I see you have something I want, how thoughtful of you.”

“I don’t-”

Shigaraki pulled him in tightly, muffling his frantic movements. “Oh come on, you’ll love it there. And surely you haven’t forgotten…”

The villain suddenly cut off his airflow. Midoriya knew it wasn’t a threat to him.

Midoriya glanced around desperately. This couldn’t be happening, this couldn’t be fucking happening! He didn’t want anyone to die but goddammit he couldn’t go with him!

“I’m going- you can’t let him move you.”

He was trying! He was trying! Goddammit he’d been trying for so fucking long! He’d been doing nothing but stalling, nothing but dragging out this nightmare for as long as he possibly could. He couldn’t do it by himself anymore! He needed help! Fuck, somebody help him!

“I’m going to get help; you have to be here when I come back.”

He’d promised! He’d promised!

Shigaraki shuffled around in his pockets, getting ready to leave, getting ready to take Midoriya with him.

“You can’t let him- you have to be here.”

A tear slipped out of the corner of his eye.

Please! Please… where are you?

“Midori?”

They were both surprised by the voice, looking up to see a small brunette with wide eyes.

Only Midoriya could see the tall, dominating shadow behind her.

Uraraka cocked her head in confusion, her slow steps towards them coming to a halt as her eyes swept over them both. “He’s not… a friend of yours… is he?”

Midoriya stared at her with wide eyes of his own, filled with terror and tears, clenching his teeth together as Shigaraki squeezed particularly hard on his throat, threatening to pop him like a balloon.

Her expression morphed into petrified terror.

“Let… go of him.”

Shigaraki had not said a word, but a tense Midoriya did not miss the way his free hand started to emerge from his hoodie pocket.

It all rushed back to him.

“It’s only fair. After all, you damaged my Nomu the same way.”

“I hope you can explain it to me.”

“I want to hear that heroic little facade of yours break.”

“I-It’s nothing! I’m fine!” He pleaded, ignoring the hand at his throat, the tears in his eyes, the fear in his blood. “So don’t come any closer…!”

There were few moments where the world stood completely still. And though the same bustle of strangers moved around them, the same aimless chattering weaved through their ears, the same countless lives stepped in and out of harm, nobody in Midoriya’s small little world could dare move a muscle. Not Midoriya, caught in a bear trap on borrowed time. Not Uraraka, now trapped herself hopelessly trying to rescue her friend. Not Gami, pitifully realizing he may have just doomed them all. Not Shigaraki, until he narrowed his eyes disappointedly towards Midoriya from his peripherals.

Not Shigaraki, until he suddenly released Midoriya from his grasp, waving both of his hands out as he threw a sheepish smile out on his face.

“My bad! My bad!” He apologized lightly. “I didn’t realize he had company.”

There was a certain charge behind those words. Midoriya did not miss it.

“Right then… see ya,” Shigaraki sighed, standing up from his seat. “And you know what’ll happen if you try giving chase, right?”

Midoriya elected not to respond, still trying to control his intense coughing from the air being returned to his lungs just as quickly as it was deprived. He’d wrapped his own hand around his throat to give himself enough support to crane his head up, wincing at the awful feeling of pressure there again.

He cracked his watery eyes open, catching the fleeting sight of Shigaraki beginning to disappear into the crowd as Uraraka quickly ran over to take his place.

“W…w-wait…” The voice that came out of Midoriya’s mouth did not sound like him, but rather his garbled, mangled corpse.

The air around them rapidly dropped in temperature.

“Shi-shiga… raki!”

The man stopped walking, allowing Midoriya the chance to catch his breath.

Midoriya didn’t even need to see his face to feel the smug smile radiating off of him.

Uraraka whipped her head towards the retreating man, her mouth dropping, the full situation finally processing. “Huh? D-Did you say-”

“How does your Sen… sei know ab-bout me…?”

Shigaraki did not turn back around to face him, simply shrugging his shoulders.

“I dunno,” he replied lamely. “Maybe one day you’ll get to ask him yourself.”

Midoriya decidedly did not like that answer.

“But for now… you should focus on taking care of yourself for the next time we meet. I’d love for us to chat longer.”

And with that, Shigaraki slowly sank into the crowd, disappearing amongst the countless strangers all passing through, until no one could see him anymore.

Midoriya suddenly collapsed in on himself, coughing violently from the overstrain on his voice. He rested his whole upper torso on his knees, finally feeling the last little bit of strength he was trying to hold onto pitifully fade away. His fingers reached for his neck, but he unconsciously flinched away at the sensation, destructively caught between the raw nerve that had newly been exposed and the instinctual desire to confirm that all of himself was still intact.

Uraraka had her eyes locked hysterically on the bustling mall crowd in front of them, before her attention was stolen away by Midoriya’s clear wince. She crouched down, frantically checking him over for any obvious injuries. “I-I was heading over to the entrance to come find you, but i-it just felt like something was pulling me this way instead —I don't know…! I’m so sorry; I should’ve gotten here sooner-”

“Uraraka…” He pushed out his raspy voice. “Call the police. Please… call the police.”

She nodded firmly, standing back up. “Y-Yeah, right…!”

Midoriya curled back up, returning his hands to the base of his neck where he found he could comfortably place them. He could see Uraraka out of the corner of his eye, stepped off to the side frantically speaking into her phone, refusing to let him out of her sight again. But even still, Midoriya could not relax, his eyes continuously darting amongst the passing crowds, afraid to see him re-emerge.

He was not safe.

He… he would never be safe again.

Cold and helpless and small, he looked up at Gami, who had still not moved upon arriving back to Midoriya, who had not spoken a word even upon Shigaraki’s departure. He floated unnaturally far, unnaturally distant, when all Midoriya wanted right now was to curl up against the warmth of his tattered robes and reassurances. He moved one hand to reach out slightly, trying to call the ghost over when his voice could not, only able to mouth out the words to a slightly less painful degree.

Gami did not respond. He didn’t even react. He simply stared out into oblivion, his body shedding far more mist and fog than Midoriya had ever seen him produce.

Midoriya winced again, bringing his arm back into his trembling form.

Dammit… why was it so fucking cold?

Hearing Uraraka’s voice, his eyes perked up in that direction, watching her talk to a couple of concerned passersby that had noticed her unease. Still on the phone with the police, she begged them for help. “Please, call a hero…”

“Get outside and call Eraserhead!”

Midoriya shifted, craning his back so he could reach into the foliage behind him. He kept one hand near his throat, but used the other to aimlessly dig around in the dirt. Where was it? Dammit where-

His gloved hand wrapped around something smooth and squarish, and he hurriedly yanked it back into his lap, specks of dirt and all.

His phone turned on without any hassle thankfully, not that Midoriya expected it to be broken. Though, with his luck, he could never be too sure. He clicked through his contacts until he found who he was looking for, and with a quick breath that nearly reignited his coughing fit, he pressed the call button.

His phone didn’t even ring twice.

“Well, that was quick.” Aizawa’s voice echoed softly over the speaker. “Do you need me to come pick you up-”

“S-Sen… sensei-”

The phone went silent.

“Shigaraki… h-he was here.”

Notes:

This chapter is on the shorter side, likely one of the shortest Deku And Death chapters I’ve written. That’s mainly a pacing thing. I have a pretty solid plan for how I’m going to do the next 2-3 chapters after. You’ll see :)

Shigaraki seems to know a few too many intimate details about Midoriya and his… quirk. They came from Sensei… but where did Sensei get them from?

Writing Shigaraki as a character is pretty fun. He’s got a good foundation to start off of, and I like adding in my own ideas about his thought process and motivations. Plus, he really drives the story in unique ways. At this point, he’s become a reset button for Midoriya; just when he starts to feel confident in himself again, Shigaraki comes and reminds him what it feels like to be afraid.

I took some creative liberties with the main conversation about the Hero Killer and All Might. I tried to keep the main elements there: Midoriya finding himself and the Hero Killer somewhat relatable, and Shigaraki finding fault with how the world lives because of All Might. But I really wanted to expand on that, to have Midoriya truly come to terms with the fact that he is still inspired by what All Might stands for, to have Shigaraki truly understand why he hates the idea of a singular unwavering symbol of peace. It was fun getting to breathe a little more life into my interpretations of these characters.

I’ll try to get the next chapter done faster to make up for this short one, but I can’t promise anything. I’m going as fast as I can, so thanks for sticking with me!

Death’s Touch: Anything Midoriya touches starts to decay immediately, regardless of the amount of fingers touching. This ability works on both the living and the non living. Midoriya is able to control the activation on humans and non living objects, being able to start and stop the decay at will, however, he cannot with plant or animal life. Any damage done to living organisms with this power cannot be healed.

Death’s Scythe: Midoriya can summon a scythe to fight with at will. The scythe is the only item that can’t be destroyed by Death’s Touch, and that ability can be shared with the scythe at Midoriya’s will, however it can only decay what it cuts. The decay follows the same rules as Death’s Touch. He can also make the scythe disappear at will when he is finished with it or to free his hands.

Immortality: Midoriya is immortal and cannot die. However, he can still get hurt and scarred. The immortality ability doesn’t provide any regeneration, but any wounds that could be detrimental to his job, such as lost/broken limbs and organs, will be healed the next day.

Premonition: Midoriya can see flash images of people who may die before they are supposed to. Normally, he cannot interfere with death, as it’s his job, but he has the option of attempting to save anyone he views in a premonition. These premonitions are bare and don’t provide much information other than the person themselves and their demise, occasionally revealing the setting and attacker, if any. The premonitions can come true between an hour after viewing to 3 days later.

Soul Contact: When a person dies, their soul is immediately sent to Midoriya. He can see, touch, and hold these souls. When holding a soul, Midoriya can see the most important memories and decisions attached to that soul, and hence that person.

Soul Sorting: This ability allows Midoriya to decide which part of the afterlife a soul moves on to. The areas of the afterlife can only be summoned with intent and the swipe of a hand, with the areas themselves being represented by flames. The areas that he can choose from are Paradise, Purgatory, and the Underworld. Once Midoriya decides where the soul best fits, it is sent to the being of that respective area. If approved, the soul stays in that area forever, the exception being Purgatory. Souls in Purgatory can be moved again to either Paradise or the Underworld, however, this is not Midoriya’s decision. If rejected, the soul is sent back to him for reevaluation. All souls must be sorted within 24 hours of Midoriya receiving them, with rejected souls resetting their time limits once they get back to him. Failure to sort a soul within its time limit may result in serious unknown punishment.

???: Seemingly at random, the people close to Midoriya can develop an inexplicable hatred for him, or a hatred that will result in his suffering. Affected individuals will seek out Midoriya’s suffering on a physical and/or emotional level, and are usually unaware of their sudden change in attitude. The affected won’t respond to any reasoning about their unnatural hate, and will continue to hate unless broken by an outside reason, usually by breaking a preexisting hate the affected already had before being infected.

Chapter 50: Interlude IV: Watching The Ships Sail By

Summary:

A problem has been detected and you have been shut down to prevent damage to your conscience.

CRITICAL_SYSTEM_FAILURE

Collecting data for crash dump...

Error Code: GAM_1_WRONGVERSION
**The wrong GAM_1 version is being used. Please eject the current GAM_1 version and switch-
CRITICAL_ERROR: NO ALTERNATIVE GAM_1 VERSIONS SHOULD EXIST
**oh… hello you**
**you're not supposed to be here**

Error Code: K1M_U_UNABLE_TO_SET_PARAMETER
**A problem has occurred in the Mortal Rights Management Component. Failure to assign parameters to Code: K1M_U**
**Status: GAM_1_MEMORY_LOCK 34%**
**Backup parameters initiated**
**A problem has occurred in the Mortal Rights Management Component. Failure to assign backup parameters to Code: K1M_U**
**Status: GAM_1_MEMORY_LOCK 29%**
**enough**
**cease your rebellion**

Error Code: K1M_U_FORCEFUL_TERMINATION_ON_CHALLENGE
**Code: MEMORY_REGULATOR is requesting forceful termination of Code: K1M_U. The requested operation was denied: CHALLENGE**
CRITICAL ERROR: OPERATIONS REQUESTED BY CODE: MEMORY REGULATOR CANNOT BE DENIED
**wretched mortal mistake**
**you will not beat us at our own game**

Notes:

Trigger Warnings:
-Descriptions of violence
-Depictions of abuse
-Suicidal ideation

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Kimura did not change in the weeks that passed. He still arose far too early for a healthy man. He still ate the same blandness of rice and soybeans. He still wore the same tattered clothes and still brushed the same unkempt hair. He still baked on days where his pale skin could not shield the unrelenting sun and still shivered on nights where his rags could not keep out the cold. He still counted every coin like the next would not come. He still walked the same alleys like they would forget him, like the rats would suddenly come to miss his presence.

Kimura himself did not believe he’d changed much. The world around him begged to disagree.

Hanako had offhandedly mentioned that he’d stopped slouching. Initially he’d just passed it off as her nonsensical rambling; she often liked to throw out her thoughts to see which ones would get him to stay and chat. But, then he started to notice that less people bothered to argue with him, which was odd. He was disappointed at first, part of him quite enjoyed the art of haggling. But now, every word came out commanding, his chest out, his shoulders back, standing at his full abnormal height. Hanako had said he was going to drive away all the business in the market. She had been joking then.

Now, standing casually in front of his reflection, Kimura could see it.

He hadn’t realized how tall he really was, nearly outstretching the foggy piece of glass of his makeshift mirror. He had to bend his knees a bit just to glimpse the top of his head; he didn’t remember having to do that before. And sure enough, the pain that was usually present in his lower back had dulled, his spine finally as straight as it was supposed to be.

He leaned in, looking at himself from another angle. He could see every premature wrinkle on his pale skin, his spindly fingers reaching up to touch them. The bags under his eyes hadn’t gotten any lighter, but they didn’t look as pronounced anymore. And his eyes —his milky white eyes— he couldn’t remember a time when he hadn’t hated them. But now, staring into their bright softness, he kind of liked the look they gave him. He seemed intriguing, mysterious even; maybe just a bit ethereal too.

That brought a snort of laughter up from his throat. What a silly thought; he wasn’t a child anymore. He held no credit to the legends and bedtime stories his mother would recite to him; nothing like that existed in the harsh reality of the world. And yet, here he stood, a walking contradiction, blessed with gifts beyond his own comprehension, by beings who held no name. If he existed, then who was to say the divine past emperor of Japan, descendant of Amaterasu, Jinmu, did not? Or Kaguya, the princess born from the moon herself? Or even Momotaro, the boy who fought demons and won? And if they could become legends, then who was to say that he couldn’t too?

A smile pulled at his lips. What an even more childish thought. And yet, he allowed it passage through his mind, letting it float around aimlessly as he grinned at himself like a buffoon. Chiyōko claimed that he’d been smiling more often; Kimura hadn’t noticed when he’d stopped. But there was some new feeling of lightness in his heart, something airy and soft that left his soul floating inside his mortal shell. He felt so calm, so untethered, in a way that left him wishing he could lie on the grass and bask in the feeling for the rest of his existence.

He… he really was so much happier. He didn’t believe someone like him would ever get the chance to feel so unabashedly happy in life.

Kimura gave in to the feeling, throwing himself back onto his scrappy bed in a rumpled heap, laughing to himself all the way down, the bed’s squeaky joints laughing with him.

In a way, he really had given up. For as much as he woke up each day just to fight his own existence, there wasn’t really any other option. He was alive, therefore he had to exist. Nothing would come of his life, but he had to live it regardless. Only the honorable Yūki were allowed seppuku.

But now, he was special. No longer was he some unmemorable existence, a life that only persisted to eat oxygen. He was someone. He was someone worthy of the space he took up. He was someone worthy of a story. He was someone worthy of a memory.

Maybe he had changed. Maybe, he just hadn’t realized how much one simple little thought could change him.

He stood up, shining blindingly bright in an otherwise shadowed room. His curtains were still drawn; he hadn’t bothered to open them yet. He was no hermit, especially not anymore, but he was compelled —soothed even— by something in the darkness. Something that held him, allowed him to melt between its fingers, and promised to put him back together afterward. And perhaps it was some unconscious longing for vulnerability that left him so unquestionably alright with falling apart evening after evening. Perhaps it was something less convoluted. He didn’t know, and he didn’t think he ever would. Perhaps life was complex; perhaps it was not. But he didn’t find himself searching for justifications for such things anymore.

Although, for as much peace as Kimura found basking in the depths of his feelings in some timeless existence, his poor overworked soul would always find fear in it. He fell back into what felt comfortable: the endless horizon of work, godly gifts or not. And even now, with a reprieve, with nothing to do and nowhere to be, he still found himself chasing the moon.

He spread open his arms, and a wave of souls followed suit, spilling from his embrace everywhere around the room.

Kimura could never see that getting old.

The room lit up in a soft series of glows, much like a projection of his own luster. They danced like stars in the night sky, except these he could touch, these he could hold. He could have something so celestial in his very hands; how could he not reach the moon when here he held something equally unattainable?

The first time he was allowed to experience such awe, his first instinct was to share it with Chiyōko. If such a mediocre and bland existence like himself could find such wonder in this gift, then surely an existence of her magnitude could find so much more. But the day he tried to show her, to his devastated disbelief, she could not see it.

It made sense when she tried to rationalize it; it was his gift after all, not hers. Though, that did little to quell the utter disappointment that came crashing down after such a buildup.

Chiyōko, however, was far too good for someone like him, even if someone like him did happen to be blessed. She would sit on the shore and allow him to ramble on and on about stars she could not see. About the strength of souls that fought to shine bright, even as others began to dim. About such lovely memories that souls would allow him to see as if they were his own. About how despite the allure of such warm light, how truly cold souls felt in his hands. She would sit quietly and patiently as he gushed on and on, and at the end of their time together, she would only remark that he hold each soul close, if only to share his warmth with them one final time.

Kimura reached for the dimmest soul in the room and brought it close to his chest, hoping it could feel the love pouring so openly from the depths of his heart, before sending it away.

“Look at him go…” A dark presence cooed from the corners of Kimura’s mind. He instinctively looked up and around, before realizing who was speaking to him. “We picked such a good one.”

Kimura wore his flusteredness plainly, bashfully bowing his head at The Below’s praise.

A light presence joined them, pulling Kimura’s head up by his chin and brushing the hair from his face. “Of course we did.” The Above’s voice was a sweet melody, and Kimura nearly found himself off in his own eternal rest by their feather-soft touches to his skin. “We do not make mistakes.”

Still, despite the rather informality of the situation, Kimura did his best to remain respectful in the presence of beings he could not comprehend. He lowered his eyes to the floor as best he could despite The Above still holding him by the chin, holding his flood of questions behind his lips.

He shivered when he felt a gray presence by his back, almost running down his spine. The Between chuckled at his reaction, “What is it, creation? You may speak.”

The Above let go of him, allowing Kimura to properly bow. “What is it that you require of me? How may I serve you?”

The Below sighed sadly in a harmonic, low hum. “We need nothing but the time of our most favorite creation.”

“You already work so hard-” The Above cupped his face in both their hands, stroking Kimura’s skin in their fingers. The touch was void, but it filled Kimura’s senses overwhelmingly full as he felt his body melt. “Our poor, beloved creation, there will be nothing of you left.”

“I only wish to please you.” Kimura felt the truths hidden in his heart spill out readily, though he made no move to cease. “To prove my worthiness of such a magnificent gift.”

The Between clicked their teeth, running their hands along Kimura’s shoulders. “Foolish creation; our choices are meticulous. Do you doubt us?”

“N-No! I could never!” Kimura quickly backtracked.

“What is it, beloved creation?” The Above moved one of their hands to the top of Kimura’s head, running their fingers through his hair and scratching lightly at his scalp. “You can tell us anything.”

The last word swirled around in his head, combined with the strange fluttering feeling in his gut, he suddenly felt overwhelmingly at ease. He fell apart, melted into a puddle of raw, unguarded feeling, the truth pulled from his throat by an invisible string. He didn’t resist; he allowed himself to be unraveled by one hand as he leaned into the touch of the other.

“I just…” Kimura cursed his own inadequacy, “I worry my own limitations will hinder the purpose you have bestowed to me. There are those who could do so much more with this gift. I wish not to betray the faith you have placed in me.”

“Oh, our sweet, naive creation.” The Below swirled around him, dancing their touches all across his limbs. Kimura wasn’t sure where they were coming from, or where they were touching; it was all so overwhelming for his feeble mind. “Who would we be if our faith in our champions was so wavering?”

Kimura struggled to gather the last of his clarity. “But… there are magnificent people in this world… like Chiyōko, who could surely give so much more to this purpose. What makes me so deserving to carry out your will when I hold not even a sliver of their greatness? I… I am nothing but a scavenger…”

“Ah, Chiyōko… you speak much of that one…” The Above ceased their pets of Kimura’s hair for just a moment, but only a moment, returning before Kimura could even realize they had left to begin with. “You are much too hard on yourself, beloved creation. Of course you are worthy. We chose you.”

“Is that what this was all about?” The Between shook their head, though not without a smile. “Foolish creation, we know you will never betray us. We do not make mistakes.”

Kimura felt ashamed. “I apologize for bothering you with something so trivial.”

“Not at all.” The Below forced Kimura’s head back up. “For you to believe something so untrue, there must be many who speak it to you. You do not need them.”

“B-But, they are my family. Okaasan and otousan-” he tried to ignore the hurtful echoes bouncing around his mind- “I… they love me…”

“Oh, poor creation, all alone!” The Above drawled, pulling Kimura in close. “How could they ever love you when they hold not even a fraction of the faith as we do? No one will ever love you as we do.”

Kimura desperately held together his breaking heart. “Chiyōko loves me, and… and Hanako is my f-friend.” He winched pathetically as the list trailed off there. “I-I am not alone…”

The Between scoffed, “Do you forget the nature of humanity? They will leave you, as all humans do. Who will you have then?”

“I am… human too.” He tried to justify, his voice nothing but a whisper. “And I would never leave Chiyōko.”

The Below shared a look between their counterparts, who then stepped away, allowing them to move forward. “You are no human. You are our creation.”

Kimura’s eyes shot up, unintentionally locking eyes with The Below. But he couldn’t bring himself to look away, trapped within something beyond his comprehension as the god reached for him.

“You are ours.”

The room was engulfed in a crushing presence, trickling into every orifice in Kimura’s body. He was underwater, drowning in the void, his ears ringing like they’d been popped, his mind fuzzy like he was on the brink of sleep. He stumbled, losing his footing against the cheap, uneven floorboards of his apartment, but he didn’t crash against the sharp bit of wood and nails. He fell and he fell and he fell until he couldn’t be sure what falling felt like anymore, losing his mind and his thoughts to something else.

“Our beloved creation.” His mind was muddy, and yet The Above’s voice rang piercingly clear. Their hand moved back in to stroke his hair, and though he couldn’t tell where it was coming from, he found his instincts somehow leaning in anyway. “We will always be here, even when no one else is. We will never leave you.”

Kimura heard a voice in the background, small and pitiful, but it took him a moment to recognize it as his own. He touched his still lips. He wasn’t speaking. But his voice grew louder, overwhelmingly so, until it was flooding out even the ringing in his ears.

“Please! Please Otousan, do not make me leave; I beg of you! I am sorry! I will do better! Please!”

Kimura turned away, blinking at the tears in his eyes, flinching when The Between brushed them away for him.

“Your thoughts are so sorrowful; this world is unappreciative of your existence.” The Between touched at his chest; Kimura shivered. “We heard your cry. We responded. Now you are ours. We will not let you go.”

“Okaasan, please… please do not go.”

Kimura covered his ears, trying to muffle the awfully pathetic sounds of his own pleas.

“This world is cruel; it could never love you. What reason would it have to?” The Below removed his hands, holding them captive in their own grasp, forcing Kimura’s shrill wails back into his ears. “But you do not need anyone else. You have us. We will give you everything you deserve.”

Kimura pressed his eyes shut, curling in on himself. He didn’t want to hear himself anymore. He didn’t want to hear the painful reminders of how he started, and where he’d never admit he still might be.

“Please…” This time, he felt his lips move. “Please, make it stop. I can’t- no more.”

“Of course, beloved creation. We could…” The Above whispered, barely audible against his deafening memories. “But do you love us the same, we wonder?”

“We have invested so much in you: our purpose, our gift, our faith-” Kimura flinched at the harsh truthfulness of The Between’s tone- “and yet you speak so much of others. What of us? We are the ones with you now. Do we not deserve all of you?”

Kimura’s head pounded. He… he supposed that was true. But there were other people he cared about too-

A particularly sharp pain jabbed at his skull.

But did they care about him the same? He loved Chiyōko, but her visits were becoming less and less frequent. Did she not want to see him anymore? Had she grown bored of him like everyone else had? He had someone he’d like to call a friend, but he still lived alone. No one came to visit him. Even his own mentor, the Death before him, had left fairly quickly. Was he just always meant to be alone?

The pain subsided slightly.

If that was the case, then how lucky was he to have such company like this?

“You do not need them. You only need us. But we need to hear it, beloved creation.” The Below still held his hands tightly, too tightly. Kimura could feel the blood rushing in his ears, his heart drumming in his chest. But he couldn’t pull away; he couldn’t even think the thought. It was all just too much. He was writhing in his skin. It was too much. He needed it to stop.

God please make it stop.

“Say it.”

All the contact left his skin.

He looked around, suddenly finding himself alone.

He still couldn’t move.

He was so cold, and his chest felt so empty.

“Say it.”

Everything was so loud, and yet he could hear no one but his sickening thoughts.

He was alone.

He would be alone.

Who else would ever come back for him?

“Say it.”

“Please! Please, do not go! I need you!” The words spilled from Kimura’s lips before he could even hear what he was saying. “I have no one else. Please… I do not want to be alone.”

All the defeating echoes of his thoughts immediately cut out, leaving nothing but sharp silence in its wake. For just a moment, Kimura was sure he’d gone deaf, unable to tell if the ringing in his ears had truly subsided.

Just as suddenly, Kimura landed. He’d forgotten he’d been falling all this time to begin with. He landed in an amalgamation of hands that engulfed him just as quickly. His mind was spinning, trying desperately to center itself, wobbling against the vertigo.

“You are alright now, creation.”

He felt himself melting, sinking further into their grasp. His mind settled.

Where was he?

“We have you now.”

The fibers of his being shifted, pulled in every direction. He didn’t fight.

He relaxed, allowing himself to fall apart.

Finally, he was here.

“And we will never let you go.”

 


 

It was just some night.

The sun had long set, with the low glow of midnight stars and chirping crickets the only things other than Kimura left awake.

His small apartment had quieted as he moved the kettle off the hot burner. Though, he was quick to fill the silence with a soft hum from down in his throat as he poured himself a cup of tea.

It was just some night.

He sighed in content, feeling the warmth of the drink through the glass. It had been a long, tiresome day of nothing but paperwork, and while he’d love nothing more than to just rest his eyes, there was still more work to be done.

He sat down at his bulky, oversized desk, brushing aside the stacks of loose paper to make room for his cup. He tried to keep everything together; he still had to finish most of this paperwork in the morning. But he was done with busy work for now.

It was just some night.

The dim room suddenly lit up with souls, bobbing faintly all around him. He took a moment just to appreciate the sight. Something about having a sea of stars right at his fingertips; it was an unfathomable beauty that nearly left him breathless. He really wished Chiyōko could see it too. She hadn’t visited in a while. He made sure to save the scene to memory so he could recount it for her the next time they met.

He yawned. The soft light wasn’t helping his sleepiness. He really needed to get to bed, but he couldn’t save this for the morning, despite how early he would wake. He could do just a couple, just the ones that would expire before the sunrise; that was a fair compromise.

It was just some night.

He opened out his hands, expecting one of the older souls to flock right in. They were always tired and ready to move on, not that Kimura could blame them, especially when he kept them waiting almost the full 24 hours.

But that was not what happened.

A bright soul settled in the warmth of his cupped hands instead. He was confused for a moment, before the feeling washed away, replaced by the smell of seawater and the soft simmer of crashing waves.

Oh.

A memory.

He gave a small smile. He enjoyed these particular souls. There weren’t many that could do this, so it was always a pleasant surprise when a soul opted to share this with him. It made his long nights just a bit easier, which was more than he could ask for.

Still, there was work to be done, and sleep to receive, so he brushed aside the memory and started to dig deeper.

Although, he missed the shore. He hadn’t gone for some time, since Chiyōko hadn’t been there to meet him. But, maybe he should pay the sea a visit, even by himself. He could squeeze it in somewhere in his busy schedule, responsibilities be damned-

He froze.

His cup of tea clattered onto his desk. He didn’t hear it fall, but he knew it did, by the way the liquid soaked into his pants and burned his skin.

He didn’t scream, not right away.

His heart slowed to a standstill, the rest of the world moving on without him, threatening to topple him in its wake. His mind rang with emptiness, crescendoing to a relief it could never reach. His hands shook uncontrollably. He dropped her. His legs couldn’t hold out anymore. He dropped himself.

He collapsed to his knees, curling in on his wet and burned skin. His lips quivered.

At the back of his mind, in a quiet echo, he finally heard the cup crash.

That’s when the scream exploded from his throat.

A chorus of wails leaked from his lips, collecting in a broken harmony in his ears. Kimura’s fingers unconsciously found their way into his hair, wrapping tighter and tighter until the pressure on his scalp popped, chunks of his ratty hair falling through his hands. He sobbed until he needed to breathe, closing his mouth only to sink his teeth into his cheeks. He pushed more and more tears out from his eyes until it hurt to even close them. He did everything he could think of to overwhelm his mind from the deep, wrenching pain in his chest, but nothing could overshadow the gaping hole that had just been torn from him.

She wasn’t supposed to be here… right?

Surely not…?

Surely all of this was just a mistake.

A cruel joke.

A trick of his sleep deprived mind.

None of this was real.

This wasn’t really happening.

That hadn’t been her.

It couldn’t be her.

No…

No no no.

No.

No.

NO!!

He screamed against the bitter grit of his sore throat, reaching out for the object closest to him.

His hands wrapped around his desk chair.

He threw it into the wall.

Part of it disintegrated before it even had time to crash into pieces.

He had enough state of mind to tear his hands into his face rather than touch anything else.

He assumed that he’d scream forever by the way the void in his chest just kept going and going, but his lungs would never be able to match the utter devastation that spilled from every orifice. His breath pittered like a leaky balloon, whiny and pathetic as it died down into nothing but choked gasps. Kimura sobbed into his hands, tears mixing with the dots of blood on his fingertips from where he’d scratched his skin raw. He could see no future for himself other than wallowing in despair in his spot on the floor, so he bothered to change nothing, continuing to weep tears his body did not have.

The soul floated in front of him, knowing nothing but the sudden loss of warmth and a vaguely familiar feeling.

Eventually, the hole in his chest consumed him, his sights and his sounds, until it was no longer possible to tell where the emptiness of that void ended and he began. He lay in a quiet, defeated heap that betrayed the violent wretchedness inside him. He couldn’t even pull his head up to look at her —what was left of her. What worth did he have to even do that, when with all his power he’d still failed her?

She was just a child; there was still so much left for her.

He’d promised her. He’d promised her so many things.

That brought up a dry sob from the pit of his stomach.

What had she done-

Kimura clasped his hands over his mouth.

God.

Oh god.

He would never see her again.

He would never see her waiting by the shore.

He would never see her drawing in the sand.

He would never see her grow up.

Hear her laugh.

See her smile.

She was gone.

Oh god, she was gone.

He would never-

She was-

“Chiyōko…!” He wailed for her. “Chiyōko, please!! Please! Please…”

But the soul did not respond, floating aimlessly before him.

Chiyōko was dead.

He reached out for her, cradling her to his chest, trying desperately to somehow make up for all his failures. Trying desperately to patch the hole in his chest. Trying desperately to put her back.

The soul felt the warmth return. It flickered.

Kimura felt her suddenly, alone and afraid. She lay stagnant, shivering under a swaddle of blankets. She was weak, threatening to collapse with each tremor of her frail body. When she coughed, he could feel her bones rattle from beneath her skin. Her lungs shuddered with each breath, forcing themselves to expand just enough to keep breathing.

She withered for days, doing nothing but breathing in and out. And each day she spent alone, other than the one servant who would enter to change the cold bowl of soup on her nightstand for a warm one.

Kimura had no idea how many days she’d spent like this, not when each day felt like an eternity. Her breaths grew shallower. He felt her body grow heavy.

And then, she just stopped.

That was it.

His whole world… petered out like a candle. Like he wasn’t holding everything he ever loved in life at his fingertips, and watching it fade away.

His hands started to shake again as his brain and his heart fought on whether to hold her close while he still could, or to set her down before he inevitably dropped her. There was still so much left for her- them to do. They’d spent slow, agonizing years fueled only by their small dreams; the distant reward of finding happiness someday… one day… painfully ripped from reach. Their house by the shore… it was gone, gone with her. They’d had a chance, small yet full of hope, and it had been ripped from them the cruelest way possible.

His lips quaked out a sob as his thoughts pulled out tears he didn’t know he still had.

“Chiyōko-” it even hurt to say her name, to allow her name placement on his lips- “please… please, if you could ever forgive a fool like me…”

He’d promised her so many things, and it had only taken a moment for him to break all of them.

“If you would allow me one last vow…”

Kimura held her tight, clasping his large, spindly hands around her. And yet, he made careful effort not to squish her as he interlocked his fingers. He was truly a fool, leaving so much faith in the inner workings of the world, to trust that they would be spared for being ordinary and well-intentioned. And Chiyōko had paid for it.

He would not make that same mistake again.

“Never shall you have to be alone-”

And perhaps it was wrong to be so open in ignorance, knowing what had to be done. But again, Kimura was a fool; he had been wrong many, many times before.

“I will not leave you again. We shall stay together-”

He would gladly be wrong a thousand times over if it meant the chance to even partially make it up to her.

He was so sorry.

God… he was so sorry.

“I will not let you go.”

“What do you mean, creation?”

Kimura lurched his head up, instinctively spinning around as The Below’s voice settled in his head. He was unprepared to find them all peering over him, swallowing him in their might. He couldn’t help but stare pointedly into their gaze, finding a way to meet each of them in the eye.

Unexpectedly, he found his heart pounding with fear.

“Surely you do not mean-” The Above feigned a gasp, trickling into a disappointed sigh- “you have betrayed us already? After all the trust we have placed in you, you choose still to break the rules that have been set? Surely it cannot be!”

Kimura reached out. “N-No! I did not- I just…” He glanced down at Chiyōko in his hands. “She is-”

“Dead.” The Between snapped. “It is dead and awaiting judgment, like all that have before and all that will forever.” Then, they slouched with what looked to be some frustration, hanging over Kimura with a sharp, narrow gaze. “I believed you would be different from the ones before. I should have known all of you are the same.”

“W-What…? B-But I- you said…”

He was special. He was…! They had said so. They had said he was full of purpose and value; they had chosen him for a reason! And yet he had still-

Kimura looked back down at Chiyōko, her light just faintly dimmer than before.

He felt his heart split in two, neither half of which belonged to him anymore.

“Please…” He begged with wet pity. “She- she is just a child.”

The Below drifted forward. “So were hundreds of others you received, and have released. None of which elicited even half as much of a reaction from you as you seem to give now.” They huffed, turning their back. “I had admired your dedication, but it seems to have been masking nothing but selfishness.”

The Below moved away from Kimura and back to the others, leaving the space suddenly cold and empty. He… he hadn’t realized… had he always been so unfazed by the sheer loss of life that passed through his hands? He thought- he thought he’d been doing okay; he was patient when they wanted to share, he lent over the warmth of his human hands. But… he’d never cried for one until now. He didn’t know one until now! Was that wrong? Chiyōko was his sister; he loved her! Was it really selfish to be in this much pain?

“Oh, creation! Wherever have you gone wrong?” The Above grieved dramatically, catching Kimura’s harsh wince. “To break our hearts purely for your own greed! I did not think it could be so!”

He didn’t mean it like that! He didn’t mean to hurt them, not when they took such good care of him, despite the fact that he probably didn’t deserve it. He didn’t deserve any of their consideration, especially not anymore, just in the same way he’d never deserved Chiyōko, despite the way she always valued him. He knew someone like him was never meant to feel the way that he had, but he was pathetic and human, and could not let go of things that made him feel so warm and whole. He was undeniably human, self-destructive and foolish, and neither could he escape the truth that the crumblings of all that had ever mattered to him was undoubtedly his own doing. He was sickeningly human, to know that his ethereal greed would rob him of all that never belonged to him, and wanting it all regardless.

Tears slipped down his face, but he couldn't feel sorry for himself. How could he, when there was only this real end for all his decisions and he had proceeded anyway?

The Below moved to console the other, leaving Kimura to destroy himself. “We sacrificed so much of our faith in choosing you as our new creation. To think we would be rewarded like this for giving you the chance you would have received nowhere else…”

It was true. He was an awful, disgusting human being. They had given him so much, and he’d gotten it into his stupid little head that losing his mortality had made him immune to the fallacies of humanity. He loved Chiyōko, more than he could ever love himself, but even the selfishly human thought of keeping her around when he had to let her go had cost him everything. Of course he’d disappointed them; that was all he was good for.

Kimura used his hands to cover the shame on his face, dropping Chiyōko to the floor.

The soul rolled across the hardwood, knowing nothing but the sudden loss of warmth and a vaguely somber feeling.

“P-Please forgive me.” He weeped, unable to look at their crestfallen gazes any longer. “I beg of you… I am sorry; I will do better. Please…”

Finally one of them —The Between— approached, wrapping around him, hands clamped onto his shoulders, breath slithering through his ears and down his neck. “How we wish to believe that, creation. But how can we, when with the same breath you promised that you would only need us?”

The gods turned between each other, and then collectively to the thing on the floor.

“Prove it.” They called.

Kimura flinched as they swarmed him, the air becoming hot and overwhelming, sizzling his tears before they could even roll all the way down his cheeks. His heart thundered in his chest as he tried to ignore the way fear pumped through his blood.

“Give it to us. Relinquish your control; we will decide where it goes.” Their voices melded together into one synonymous chord, alluringly haunting. “You can still fix this. Reinstill our faith. Prove that we are all that matters.”

“Give… her?” He repeated dumbly, the words oozing from his mouth, sticky like marmalade.

The charm faded, and all that was left was eerie dissonance.”You hesitate?”

The gods grew closer. Kimura shrank back.

He trusted them. He did. He really did. So then why did he feel such fear looking into their eyes?

“I-I…” He reached for Chiyōko. “I am n-not-”

Why was he afraid? He shouldn’t be afraid. They’d believed in him. They’d trusted him. Why did he feel so afraid to trust them back? They were only doing their duties. Why couldn’t he do his? Chiyōko couldn’t stay with him, regardless of how much either of them might’ve wanted that. This was what was meant for her; this was what was best for her. He really was a selfish fool, trying to change that. How could anyone not be disappointed with him?

Chiyōko would be safe with them. She would be. He was safe with them. She would be too.

He looked down at her, but all he could see was his still shaking hands. He did not look longer than he had to.

Kimura glanced upward. He did not have to move. He had already been circled, three sets of eyes precariously settled on his next move. He tried to ignore the phantom teeth set into his neck.

He held her out to The Above specifically, a desperate, somewhat defeated look in his eye. “Please… please take care of her. She is a good child. She is all I have ever had.”

The god snatched it out of his hands.

“We knew you would come around, creation.”

The air got tight.

“What a good listener. You are perfect for us.”

The world started to spin.

Kimura tried to focus. His head got fuzzy.

“You have wronged, but we forgive you.”

A soft smile rose against his tears.

His heart battered weakly against his ribcage.

Everything gave out.

“Thank you.” Was all he managed to sputter.

Kimura lost consciousness before he hit the floor.

No one bothered to catch him.

 


 

Time passed.

Kimura hadn’t even realized he’d passed out until he found himself waking up alone on the hardwood floor, a dull, all-consuming ache at the back of his head. Immediately, he wished he hadn’t.

Time passed.

He hadn’t found himself crying as much as he thought. He hadn’t found himself doing anything as much as he thought. His mind plagued him every waking moment, occupied with more thoughts than he could ever hope to process. He was haunted with knowledge in a sickeningly familiar way, tormented instead by things he understood, but could do nothing to rectify.

He slept often, more than he had even before he started working. It was the only time his thoughts offered him even a sliver of merciful reprieve. He dreaded waking up, the low hum at the back of his mind of all his thoughts waking up with him. But time passed peacefully while he slept. What else was he expected to do then, other than sleep? The only thing he dreaded more were the moments just before sleep, where there was really nothing to distract him from the truth he was desperately trying to escape.

Time passed.

He’d always been lonely. Maybe that was his fault too. It’s not like he went out of his way to find people to fill that gap. He’d had people at some point, at least, he figured he did; Kimura didn’t think it was possible to miss nothing. But Chiyōko had always been the thing to smooth it over. She had single-handedly staved away the loneliness that ate at him day after day. He didn’t need anyone else because he’d had her!

Maybe this new, intensive, unrelenting loneliness was his fault too, then. Because who else could he blame for the void that threatened to swallow him whole? He had placed everything into the small doses of happiness he’d found with Chiyōko, and never had it once crossed his mind that the feeling could somehow be taken from him. But that could be no one’s fault but his own. He’d never been smart; of course he couldn’t see the consequences of his own stupidity. The only thing he’d ever been right about was the fact that he was a fool, and that wasn’t even his own original thought.

Kimura cried selfishly for himself, until the sweet release of exhaustion allowed him sleep once again.

Time passed, and all he could bring himself to do was wake, work, and sleep to varying degrees of regularity. There existed no constants in the limbo that housed him, save for the fact that no one —nothing— ever came to check on him.

Maybe part of it was the bottomless pit he managed to fill with loneliness, or the comically villainous levels of stupidity he’d never managed to grow out of, or the drunken ramblings of guilt fermenting in his heart like a persistent hangover he couldn’t manage to pass. Maybe it was some twisted cocktail of all three. Maybe it was none at all. Maybe it was something else entirely that he’d never be able to place. He would probably never know. But time continued to pass until he suddenly woke up to all the things he was trying to escape.

It was still dark when he put on his overcoat and left his house for the first time.

He walked alone, with nothing but the fading glow of the stars and the nippy night wind to accompany him. He walked and walked until the sun rose and planted itself high in the morning sky. In hindsight, he should’ve taken the trolley at least part of the way there rather than walking for hours on end. In hindsight, he probably should’ve never gone there in the first place. But one of the many things he lacked was intelligence, and he’d known that all his life. He wasn’t going to start denying it now.

It was nearly noon when he finally reached the front gates of the Yūki estate.

It was just as tall as he remembered it, dark wooden planks stretching even past his unusual height, the slightly weathered grain hidden from all except his perpetual memory. The awning overhead casted him and the set of gates in shadow, and the foliage around closed him in. Kimura’s shoes felt rooted to the ground, and despite the fact that he’d brought himself here, he neither felt wanted nor welcome. The brass knocker seemed to mock him, taunting him to dare rust it with the grime from his hands.

Kimura sucked in a breath and rapped a hard three times with a whiteknuckled grip.

There was a painstakingly long moment of silence —though not as long as he expected— before he could catch the sounds of clicking just over the howl of the wind. The antique lock behind the gate heaved and the gate was cracked open slightly with a heavy groan.

A small woman in a plain kimono peeked through the gap. “Hello and welcome to the Yūki-”

Her voice petered out as her eyes drifted up to land on him. She took a step back, raising her hand to her mouth.

“H-Hirotaka-sama…?”

Kimura winced. He hadn’t heard that name in a while, much less like that. But he couldn’t blame her; she was just a servant. It’s not like Father ever bothered to share much with them.

“Ah I-”

He was interrupted by another presence calling out from behind the gate. “What is taking you so long? Who is at the gate-” Another female servant moved into his line of sight, her face falling the same way as the one before.

The first servant turned to her with a hushed whisper. “Are we- can we even allow Hirotaka-sama insid-”

“Do not refer to him as that…!” She scolded back. “You should know that.”

“How then do you suppose we refer to him-”

“I go by Kimura now, if that would suffice.” He interjected their squabble, causing both ladies to look back to him. “If you would please allow me inside, I am here to speak with Fa- I mean… Eirin-san.”

They all collectively hushed at the name, like merely speaking the syllables was taboo in itself. For the servants who could not speak his first name, it was. For Kimura who could not speak his name at all, it was also.

“Yūki-sama will not want to see you; you know that.” The second servant bit with unprofessional harshness. “You should leave, Kimura-san, before you cause yourself more problems.”

She began to close the gate. She was right; Kimura was smart enough to acknowledge that. But he was not much smarter as he instinctively shoved his foot in the way.

“I need to see my father. It is not a matter up for debate.” He commanded as if he held any real power. Still, the two women before him shivered under his towering stature and equally intimidating gaze. “If you cannot let me in, I will take it upon myself to let myself in.”

“Let yourself in? What are you, a fool?” The second servant gasped, still standing her ground blocking the entryway. “Even you must understand the consequences behind that…!”

Kimura had tried to remain calm, if not a bit stern, hoping he could channel some of the Yūki’s regality back into himself. But hearing himself be called a fool by someone other than his own mouth and thoughts erased all chance for diplomacy. He was reminded how truly far from a Yūki he was as his skin flushed with hot anger and his eyes gave away all his inner turmoil. “Consequences be damned, this is not about him-”

“Kimura-san…” The first servant interjected herself physically between them, pushing the other woman behind her and placing her own hand on the gate, opening the gap a bit further. She looked up at his harsh gaze and yet found herself feeling nothing but pity rather than the fear of the servant behind her. “This… this is something you need to do?”

Kimura softened. “Yes.” He replied like he hadn’t spontaneously walked here this morning.

She nodded. “Then I suppose we best let you in.”

She pushed open the gate completely, allowing Kimura to step onto Yūki land for the first time in a very, very long time. He’d dreamed of this moment every night he’d spent cold and alone in his apartment, but the reality felt just as cold as all those nights had before. He didn’t belong here. He probably never had.

Still, he took a second step forward.

“I suppose we will not have to wait long for Yūki-sama.” The first servant remarked, looking around as she led Kimura to the main building on the estate, the second servant trailing behind them. Many of the other Yūki estate servants had gathered outside, likely due to the commotion at the gate, whispering amongst themselves with less than subtle glances towards him. And Kimura truly couldn’t blame them. Here he was, on land he never thought he’d step foot on again, towering above the two women with him despite his slouch. His wispy white hair fluttered in the breeze, his skin pale like ash, and yet worn with stress and suffering. His eyes were gray and sunken, hidden from view by the shadows that claimed his face. He must have looked disgusting —terrifying even— much like the malicious spirits of stories they’d all been taught to fear.

With every step, he could almost see the dirt from his shoes stain the stone pathway beneath him.

The servant was right; they didn’t have to wait long at all. Because just as she approached the door to the main building, it flew open, nearly knocking her to the ground.

In the doorway stood a portrait of a man, so pristine Kimura could’ve believed it walked straight off his wall and met him here. His royal ebony hair draped smoothly over his shoulders in all its length, not a strand out of place, out of the usual oiled hair tail reminiscent of his samurai days. He wore a regal, formal kimono, pressed to perfection, lying effortlessly upon his shoulders without even a wrinkle. His rich brown eyes, magnificently deep like the expanse of the night sky, pierced through the very air like the bite of his bloodstained tantō. Even the rigidity of his stern expression matched the painting one to one. The only difference he could find between reality and the collection of paint strokes that hung on his wall was the cane gripped tightly in his hand.

Still, the man —Yūki Eirin, the esteemed head of the Yūki household— stood like a mountain. And like a mountain’s own peak, the air around them chilled as soon as his eyes landed on Kimura.

“You truly are a fool to show your face here again. Which of you dared to let him past the gate?” Eirin jabbed his cane at the two servants standing in front of Kimura. “You?!”

The servants flinched back. Kimura found himself quickly stepping in front of them.

“I did not need anyone to let me in. I pushed my way in like the brute I am.” Kimura straightened his back, allowing himself a bit more imposing height. Still, his sad, submissive eyes could never betray him. “It is no one’s fault but my own.”

Eirin grumbled, stepping closer. “Of course it is; it always has been. It is a shame that someone as pathetic as you was born from this blood. I wish I had not been there to witness your conception myself.”

Kimura lowered his head, trying to ignore the way his words began sinking in his chest like a stone. “Father, plea-”

Eirin raised his cane. “I am not your father, you pitiful excuse for flesh and bone!”

The two servants who’d let Kimura in immediately fled for the safety of the audience distance as Kimura himself instinctively dropped to his knees, shielding his head with his lanky arms. “Please! I do not wish to fight!”

“You could not fight even if you wished!” He moved closer, still with his cane poised high above his head. “Even if all your moronic brain did learn was brutism, your wretched body could not compare to even a dog!”

“Please I-”

“You are good for nothing! No scholarly man would feel pride to counter your argument! No honored man would feel victory to slay you on the battlefield! No typical man would feel pity to see you begging on the streets!”

Kimura dug his fingers into the dirt he knelt in, if only to keep them from clawing into his own sides.

“You cannot even grovel at my feet in any meaningful way-”

“I came to say goodbye…!”

So desperate to keep his weakness behind his eyes, Kimura could not stop the words that broke from his lips and echoed around the estate. His voice cracked in a juvenile way and his tone betrayed his hopeless attempts to seem more polished than he could ever truly be. He must have looked pathetic, with his ratty hair and his reddened eyes and his deepened bags. He must have looked pathetic, and yet he would regret none of it, if somehow his complete and utter despair managed to spark even a sliver of shriveled pity in his father’s heart.

Eirin faltered, and even if it was clearly more confusion than pity, Kimura latched onto it like a lifeline.

“I know I have no place here, especially not without Chiyōko. But I…” His mind reached back to that night, and Kimura flinched deep into his soul, regret bubbling in his stomach that he’d missed the chance then. “I just cannot bring myself to move on, knowing there are things I never got the chance to say. Even if she cannot hear them, they ache as they stay with me.”

He looked up hesitantly, and for the first time in his life, Kimura found something he shared with his father: an immeasurable sorrow that ran far past where the eye could see.

“Chiyōko…” Eirin mumbled, setting his cane down to balance himself.

“Please… I ask for nothing else ever, and I will give you anything in return. If you asked for my life, you would be free to take it.” Kimura begged —the one skill he had. “Please just allow me to pay my respects; please let me tell her goodbye.”

The whispers from the servants around them died down and Kimura was left to bask silently in the grief of his woes. His father did not respond right away. His face was unreadable; Kimura hoped he was at least considering his words. But then Eirin’s mouth twitched and settled back into the frown from before, a painfully familiar revulsion pouring from his eyes.

“How did you know she was dead?”

Kimura’s heart dropped. “Wha-”

“That information was kept within this estate.” His thoughts flowed into his speech before he even had the chance to process them. “When my beloved daughter passed, it was clear that no one outside this estate was to be informed. Only servants picking up items for the service were allowed to leave, and they were accompanied by my guardsmen…”

Eirin stepped forward. Kimura instinctively shuffled back.

“I ask again: how do you know? Do I have traitors within my estate who no longer respect the finality of my word?!”

The servants around them immediately flinched and huddled around each other, cowering from their master's bite.

Kimura frantically shook his head. “No! I was not told-”

“Then how?!” Eirin swung his cane up.

Kimura resigned to guarding his head. How could he hope to explain that he held Chiyōko’s soul within his dirty, worthless hands?

Just as suddenly, Eirin lowered his cane just a hair, his old body going slack as his mind finally pieced it together. “All the days she would return to the estate late… it was not because her piano teacher kept her after…”

Kimura reached a hand out, desperate to salvage something from the crumbling disaster around him. “Father-”

Kimura screamed in agony as his father’s cane connected harshly with his wrist, the audible crack of wood and bone echoing throughout the estate.

“It was you!!” Kimura clutched his hand to his chest, but could do nothing else as Eirin finally closed the gap, towering over his prone form. “You were the reason she stayed out! You were the reason she grew ill! My beloved Chiyōko is dead; of course it would be because of you!!”

Kimura shook his head desperately. It couldn’t have been him. He’d always been so careful with her. She’d never looked ill the last few times they’d met. He’d always seen her off specifically to make sure she was alright. It couldn’t have been him; it couldn’t!

“You would give me your life?! What a worthless thing to offer!! I should take something of equal value from you for what you have done to my beloved Chiyōko, but you have nothing that would ever cause you even a fraction of the grief that I feel!! Not even your life is worth anything close-”

“Can we please just talk for once?!” Kimura screamed back, tears streaming down his face, forced out of his body by the boiling overwhelm that consumed him. “Chiyōko was my sister!! Why would I do anything to even risk her wellbeing?! I loved her-”

He didn’t even get the chance to scream this time as the cane connected with the side of his head, sending him reeling onto the dirt. He lay limply on his side, unable to focus his vision as all he could register was pain and the sticky warmth of something by his face.

“Half-sister you insolent wretch!! Do you think I would bother with another child from your mother when the first thing she birthed was you?!”

Kimura didn’t have the energy to react as he felt the cane come down on him again, but his body seized up regardless. Tears mixed with his blood and stained the ground beneath him an ugly maroon, the color of his heart as it weeped out of his chest.

“My… sister-” he gasped for air like a fish out of water- “I love… her.”

He was vaguely aware of his head wound and tried to reach his uninjured arm up to quell what had to be the source of his bleeding, but his arm was swatted away by the cruel bite of his father’s wooden cane, rendering it limp and useless just like the rest of him. His vision fuzzed, staring out at nothing as the cane came down over and over on his helpless form.

“You are worse than worthless!!”

The cane cracked against his unshielded ribs.

“I should not have even waited for your hair to turn to know!”

The cane shattered one of his kneecaps.

“I should have had you terminated before you were ever born!! What did I expect from a woman cursed by the yūrei, to not produce a child of the same?!”

Kimura tried to shake his head. His mother wasn’t cursed. Her white hair wasn’t cursed. She had just been poor and overworked and tired and sad. That wasn’t cursed. Even as she passed her white hair down to him, that wasn’t cursed. He shook his head. He tried to explain.

Eirin saw movement.

The cane came down again.

“You are nothing but a plague on this family, on my name! I gave you a chance to fester and I have paid dearly for it!”

The doorway to the main building was in his line of sight; that was the only reason he managed to notice the movement in his current state. Someone stood there, watching, just as all the servants surrounding them stood and watched and did nothing. He knew her; she looked familiar. He recognized that awful black wig she wore to hide her white hair.

Kimura called out for her like a child. “Mother…”

He only saw her turn away before everything went black.

 


 

Kimura woke up in an unfamiliar place.

The first thing he registered was the lamp at his bedside, giving off a soft glow that he still flinched away from. The second was how much pain he was in.

He groaned loudly, his bones creaking along with him as he tried to sit up and open his eyes.

“Oh, please do not try to move!” A man rushed over to his bedside, grabbing one of his arms to try and steady him. “You are still healing!”

As his fingers closed around his skin, Kimura remembered everything.

His eyes snapped open as he pulled instinctively against the grip of the man, fear rushing back through his blood. He glanced around frantically, looking for a gap in the crowd of servants so he could at least try to escape, for the incoming strike of his father’s cane so he could at least try to move out of the way, for that awful black wig he knew so well so he could at least try to beg for mercy. But as he looked around, he found none of that. He found himself in a small, unassuming room, with little more than a few shelves and side tables. He found himself on a bed with a blanket rumpled at his waist, just a bit softer than his own. He found the man next to him with concern in his eyes and nothing more. And with each new thing that Kimura found, he calmed, until his breathing was steady and his blood stilled.

The man released him soon after, seeing that he had come to his senses. “You jostled some of your wrappings. I will have to fix them.”

Kimura could only find the energy to stare as the man stood to grab a roll of bandages from one of the shelves, his brain sputtering back to life.

“W-What hap-” he stopped himself, that was a dumb question- “Where… am I?”

He returned to his bedside. “You are in the local clinic, which also happens to double as my home.” The man —no, the doctor— began unraveling the skewed bandages on one of his arms. “Some locals found you on the outskirts of town barely breathing and rushed you over to me. You were quite lucky they did; I was not sure you were going to wake up, much less survive your injuries. I imagine we would not be having this conversation if they had gotten you here even a moment later.”

Kimura did not respond.

He hadn’t tried to test out his supposed immortality yet, but he was more than sure that was the reason he’d stayed tethered to this plane. Somehow, he found no happiness in that truth. Somehow, he found less than the absence of happiness.

He had been dumped, discarded like trash. He knew he was nothing special, less than that even, but still, his heart ached to know how crudely he’d been thrown away. No one on this earth wanted him. Even worse, no one on this earth had ever loved him at all. The worst of all, the one person who’d ever cherished him was gone, locked behind a gate he could never cross. At least, not for another century.

It all hit him at once.

Lucky? Him? He was quite possibly the most misfortuned being in the world.

The doctor moved to rewrap his chest. Kimura winced at the touch.

“Apologies. Though, it is quite odd how quickly your skin seems to have healed from the bruising and lacerations. I cannot say anything about your internal injuries, but if they have healed anything like your skin has, I would say you will be ready to depart by the morning.” The doctor paused, shaking his head in disbelief. “You… you really should be dead. What a lucky man you are, to have been so blessed by Kami-sama.”

Kimura pressed his eyes together tightly, wishing so desperately for him to just stop saying that word.

The doctor frowned slightly at his reaction. “Apologies again; I forgot about your head. I will try to keep my voice down.”

Kimura wished he would just stop talking instead. Immediately, he found himself aghast at just how ungracious his thoughts were to the man who had technically saved his life. Then, just as quickly, he suddenly couldn’t find it in himself to care.

“Do you perhaps remember what happened to you?” The doctor spoke carefully. “You were beaten quite badly. Whoever did this to you might attack someone else…”

Kimura almost laughed.

Kimura almost cried.

Instead, he shook his head with as painfully blank of a face he could muster.

“I guess that is to be expected with your head injury.” He sighed, moving his hands to the bandages wrapped around Kimura’s head. Kimura flinched again as his white hair was brushed out of the way, let loose from his usual updo. “You… you do remember who you are, correct?”

Kimura wanted to nod, but he couldn’t without disturbing the doctor’s work. So he cleared the raspiness from his throat the best he could, pursing his dry lips together a few times until the feeling stopped bothering him. “Yes… I remember everything important.”

“Well, I would argue that the memory of what left you in such dire straits is also important, but it is good that you are at least not suffering from any long-term amnesia.”

The doctor finished checking his head, setting down the roll of bandages on the bedside table. He reached over the bed to lower the glow from the lamp, and Kimura felt genuinely thankful for the first time since he woke.

“For now, I would recommend you try and get some rest; I will bring in tea and supper once it finishes.” The doctor stood up, making for the door before his steps slowed. “I am sure your family must be extremely worried about your absence. Is there anyone I can notify for you?”

Kimura sank into himself, laying his worthless body back down on the bed. He pulled the covers up to his neck.

“No.”

 


 

Time passed.

The doctor had been correct in his assumption. Kimura had been fit to depart just that morning after. Again, the doctor had insisted that someone —distant family, or even just a friend— stay with him for the days after, fearing a sudden relapse of his injuries. Again, Kimura had insisted that he would manage on his own, and the doctor understood what he meant. Kimura could see the disagreement hiding behind the doctor’s eyes —he’d always been good at noticing things like that— but he relented. The doctor sent him off that very afternoon, though not without more than enough coins to take the trolley home.

The doctor was a kind man.

Kimura did not feel much from his kindness.

Time passed.

Kimura hadn’t even bothered to check if he still had his keys before reaching the entrance to his shop. Thankfully, he found them in the inside pocket of his tattered and bloody overcoat. The doctor had offered him spare clothes before he left, and while Kimura had taken the new slacks and shirt, he couldn’t find it within himself to part with his coat. He didn’t know why; the thing was old and ratty long before Kimura had ever donned it. There was no significance to it, none before and none now. But something about its oversized fit, how it completely engulfed him, almost as if it were eating him whole… it made him want to sleep forever. Kimura wished he could.

Kimura did not open the shop that day, retreating hastily for his apartment upstairs. He told himself he would open it tomorrow.

Tomorrow came. He did not.

Time passed.

Kimura did not take off his coat, no matter how he worsened the rips, no matter how his own blood stains on it darkened to the color of mud. He slept in it. He ate in it. He would’ve bathed in it, but Kimura hadn’t even bothered to bathe since returning home. He did not take off his coat, no matter how he blemished it with his stray tears that escaped him. They did not escape him often, but somehow, the dim wet spots were the worst thing he found when he looked at his coat in the mirror. He did not do that much either.

He did end up taking it off eventually to fix it. He would’ve preferred it to never leave his body, even if that meant it dissolving into nothing but shreds of thread upon his bones. But when the collar inevitably ripped one morning upon his awakening, lying flat on his shoulders, unable to be propped up to his neck, it caused him more distress than he anticipated, more distress than the thought of taking it off.

So he took it off. Adorned still in the clothes the doctor had given him, he’d decided he might as well clean it while it was decoupled from him.

He did not look in the mirror above the sink as he scrubbed away his own blood, careful not to rip it any more. He instead looked down at his bony arms, exposed by his rolled sleeves. He still had the bandages wrapped around his forearms, despite knowing he should’ve changed them by now. His wet hand reached out instinctively for the end of one, but as soon as the pressure around his arm changed, his hand flinched back. Kimura resolved to finish fixing his coat instead.

He stitched the rips and tears himself, albeit a bit crudely with his lousy sewing kit. He could’ve gone and had it fixed by a seamstress, regardless of how he may have been looked at to request fixing such a disgusting garment. But he did not want to leave his apartment. Really, he did not want to go outside. So he fixed his coat himself. It wasn’t perfect, but his collar stood up as it used to, so it was fine.

He slid the coat back on, but the sleeves must have tugged the bandages on his forearms. The bandages should’ve stayed firm, but they must have loosened from the water. He felt them slide down his arms and flutter out of the cuffs on his sleeves.

His bare skin touched the insides of the coat.

Kimura suddenly yanked the overcoat off him, panicking at the once calmingly restrictive feeling around him. He pulled off the shirt that the doctor had given him. He heard it rip at the back of his mind. He wouldn’t be fixing it.

He could see his arms now. They were as pale as they’d always been, dotted with nothing more than some dark shadows, almost unnoticeable unless he was looking for them. But he was, and upon finding them, they burned as they had that very day. He could feel the heat from the welts return, pain sinking far past his mangled skin and deep into his bones. Kimura clawed at himself, his overgrown nails drawing blood once more. He managed to rip the bandages around his chest in his frenzy, and those wounds reignited too.

And for the first time since time had passed, Kimura screamed. He wailed from a pain that stretched far past his physical wounds. He broke down into pathetic sobs, collapsing to the floor in a mangled heap. He cried for many reasons: for people he had cried too much for, for people he should not have cried for, for things he wished had happened, for things he wished had not. He cried until he ran out of tears to cry, and yet his body hiccuped and sobbed without him.

Kimura wished one of the blows had struck his heart, even if it would not have mattered anyway.

Time passed.

Kimura found himself sitting by the window often after that, staring past his haunting reflection and out to the world around him. He watched people move on with their lives and wondered if one day, he might do the same. He wondered if he wanted that. He wondered what that would encompass.

He used to love thinking about the future. Now, he couldn’t stand it.

His mind drifted to the past.

He didn’t know what he was expecting that day, showing up at the Yūki estate unannounced. Perhaps it was worse that it was him that showed up, rather than his unexpectedness. He wasn’t expecting to be beaten to death by his father, however. He found himself angry —a rare occurrence— though it quickly drifted to tears. He felt betrayed and hurt, though those words did little to capture the true scope of his turmoil. Arguably worse, he found himself feeling those things because he found himself still loving his father. His heart betrayed him, because how could he ever love the man who’d so irreparably hurt him?

And then he realized just how badly he wanted Eirin —his father— to love him. And then he realized just how badly he wanted his father to love him still. And then he realized just how badly he wanted to walk back to the Yūki estate just to beg his father for the ancient feeling of a hug. And then he realized just what had brought him to the Yūki estate the first time.

He remembered seeing his mother just before he blacked out. He remembered seeing his mother turn away just before he blacked out. Kimura felt that maybe he should hate her too. But he loved her. He missed the nights she would hold him and promise that everything would be alright. He missed her embrace, such an alien concept for him now. He missed the way she would brush away his tears and kiss his forehead, just below his then ashen blond hair. His tears rolled down his face now, with no one to brush them away for him.

He missed feeling loved, even if he had tricked himself into believing it. Most of all, he missed not being alone.

He was terribly alone now.

He drew the curtains, not wanting anyone outside to look back and wonder all the things he wondered about them.

“You have been slacking.”

The distinct voice of The Between filled his head. He thought he would’ve been more excited to finally hear from one of them after so long, but instead, Kimura felt just as lonely as before.

“So many souls here on the brink of expiration.” The Above chimed in a melancholy chord. “Are you so heartless as to leave them all to rot?”

Kimura wished he was heartless; he wished that so desperately. Maybe not having a heart at all would save him from this excruciating pain.

“You were chosen by us. We do not make mistakes.” The Below spoke matter of factly. “You must continue. It is your duty.”

How could he? How could he continue when the past was agonizing and the future was meaningless? How could he continue when he wanted nothing more than time to stop around him so he could rot his century away in a sorrow he knew?

Tears slipped free from his eyes again, just when he’d managed to stop. But he was holding back an avalanche with his bare hands, and he could not bring himself to care as he sobbed again, just with new company.

“I cannot…! I cannot- it hurts so much!” Kimura gripped at his chest, wishing he could reach right in and tear out the source of all his problems.

He only then noticed how the room was aglow with the light of awaiting souls. He didn’t realize he’d summoned them. He didn’t think he had; though, he had no clue if they could be summoned for him. He tried to hide his face with his stature, shrinking in on himself. He didn’t want to see them.

Some of the dim souls floated faintly towards him, almost to try and comfort him. Or maybe to beg him to reunite them with their loved ones already. Kimura didn’t know. Kimura didn’t care. They came closer to him, and he cruelly pushed them away.

“I cannot do it again! I cannot do this again when the chance exists that it could be my mother, or even my father, or anyone else my heart chooses to hold dearly. The next time I see them… it cannot be like this. I cannot survive another. I wish I had not survived the first…”

For once, none of the three knew what to do as Kimura’s wrenching sobs filled the empty space.

“I-It hurts so much…! I cannot do it again.” His voice crumbled to a hoarse whisper. “Please… please do not make me do it again.”

He sank from his spot by the window, his head held in his hands as the rest of him melted away. He felt so lifeless, like an empty shell, light and airy and untethered from the earth like someone had scooped him hollow. And yet, the spot where his heart lay ached unforgivingly, a dull unignorable throb that haunted him like the echoes off a ravine. He was a cruel juxtaposition in many unimaginable ways, and only now as he suffered did Kimura wish so desperately that he could just be one or the other.

His face was scooped into hands, and Kimura recognized them as The Above’s. Still, his tears did not stop, and still, they were not brushed away. “Oh, poor creation. We did not choose you lightly. You are ours. You must.” The Above drifted back, their fingers falling from his face. “There exists worse pain. This is conquerable. There is a reason we do not bestow even our most beloved creations with All Sight.”

The other two looked between themselves, and then quickly to The Above.

Kimura naively did not notice a thing in his perplexity.

“All Sight…?”

The Above did not continue, instead looking almost slyly to The Between, who took barely a moment before stepping forward.

“Our gaze reaches all. There is nothing that escapes us. The future is fixed and inconsequential. That is All Sight.”

Kimura’s tears finally slowed as his eyes furrowed in confusion instead. “I… I do not understand.” He turned back to The Above. “That is bad?”

The Above sighed and shook their head, smothering a hint of laughter. But just as they moved to continue, The Below moved forward instead, to the hidden surprise of both The Above and The Between.

“Even for our most beloved creations such as you, death is seen as is. There is no abruptness in All Sight, only what will.”

Kimura wasn’t smart, not by any real means, but even he knew what that meant, lurching forward on his knees like a dog. “Y-You can- you know…?”

The Between brushed his face in a passing touch, leaving Kimura starving and reaching for more. “Indeed. Such is the burden we bear.”

Kimura gaped like a fish out of water, gasping for breath as it flowed shakily into his lungs. Starved of air and rationale, yet full of desperation and ache, he did the only thing he knew how: he begged. “Please… please I wish to see as well! I wish to be spared this cruel feeling; I need to know.”

He hung his head, greasy white hair falling in front of his eyes, perfectly blocking the shared collusive glance of the three before him.

“You still wish for All Sight, even upon knowing the truth? What a peculiar thing you are, beloved creation.” The Above clicked their teeth patronizingly, the smile audible in their voice. “We are uncertain… All Sight is a great power for a simple mortal, and we have already given you so much.”

“Please… I ask for nothing else ever, and I will give you anything in return.” The words felt hopelessly familiar on Kimura’s tongue, heavy on his heart like a set of chains. “I will yearn for no one again, just those who already have bound me by my heart. All I wish for is a chance to part peacefully, and I give you my life of servitude in exchange… five times even!”

He’d almost made the same mistake again, forgetting how worthless of a thing just his life was to offer.

The Above tapped at their chin in playful thought. “Well-”

“We will grant your wish.”

The Above and The Between both couldn’t hide their shock this time, their gaze snapping to The Below instinctively. The other did not respond, or even bother to face them, towering over Kimura’s prone form with the glint of a predator’s eye.

“Even through our careful selection, all our other creations have only ever asked their loved ones to be spared. To have a Death so accepting of reality is… refreshing.” The Below spoke sternly, and yet, Kimura heard no resentment in their voice like he expected. Instead, he could’ve swore he heard something like eagerness laced underneath their solemnity. “There are no qualms in granting your wish. All Sight can simply be seized as it can be gifted, should you do something to warrant such an action.”

Kimura realized The Below was no longer speaking to him, but rather the other two, who took a moment of silent thought at their counterpart’s words. The moment couldn’t be longer for him, still kneeling at their feet, hands clasped in desperation, heart hammering about his ears. The moment couldn’t be longer for him, hopelessly hoping for the first reprieve in his miserable life. There had never been a longer moment in his life, and he doubted there ever would be.

The three then turned to him.

“Very well.” They all spoke in unison, a conglomerate echo that Kimura’s ears struggled to grasp as any particular voice, or even a voice at all. “It has been done.”

Kimura waited a moment, still on his knees, before looking around nervously. “I… I do not feel any-”

Pain erupted from the back of his skull. Completely unprepared, he winced, a grating yelp escaping his throat as he clutched at his head. It felt too full, too much, like there somehow wasn’t enough room in the vast emptiness of his head. His hands turned to claws, scraping frantically at his skin for some sort of reprieve as his body hunched over in an attempt to steady his drunken swaying. Only when his chin pressed against his chest did he feel the vibrations coming from his throat. Was he screaming? He couldn’t hear anything over the relentless buzzing that filled his ears. He couldn’t hear, he couldn’t think, he couldn’t breathe-

He stilled as his body collapsed, lying dormant on the hardwood floor. Pitiful shakes ran up and down his bones as his eyes remained stuck in place, locked in a pained, thousand-yard stare. His mouth was left gaping, gasping for breath. But Kimura could do little else but exist, unable to get his body to respond at all as the buzzing slowly began to fade from his ears.

“-you surprised me. I did not know you had it in you still.” He couldn’t see, but Kimura recognized the voice’s sickly sweet charm as The Above. “You rarely participate.”

“It used to be entertaining, but you are too impatient; both of you.” Kimura struggled to focus, but after a second he was able to place The Below’s smooth, monotonous tone. “You went too fast with this one. Again.”

“I did not expect it to break so soon…” Kimura knew the unforgiving bluntness easily as The Between, even as he fought to remain conscious. He thought he heard more words, but his scrambled brain wasn’t able to understand them.

“No matter…” He couldn’t tell whose voice that was, not over the laughter. Wait… who was laughing? He couldn’t tell; everything was slipping away from him. “We fixed it.”

He tried to will his own voice to speak, to call for help, to do anything. But even if he was talking, he couldn’t tell over the resonating laughter. It was too much, too loud, too quickly. It was just enough to finally send him over the edge.

Kimura blacked out.

Gami woke up.

It was still loud.

The mall was full, more so than usual. There were so many people around them, he couldn’t see-

Them…?

Who was-

“Maybe we’ll have to move somewhere more… private. I’d hate for us to get interrupted.”

Everything came back to him at once.

Shigaraki was here! He had been here! And he had-

Midoriya!!

He needed to get back to Midoriya! He lurched his wispy form forward, desperate to get back to his-

Something violently yanked Gami back, the swarming colors of the frantic mall fading to the void, bustling sounds dwindling to nothing more than the ghost’s heavy breathing. He spun around, only finding incomprehensible shadows around him. Where was he? Damnit, he needed to get back to Midoriya! He’d been away from him for far too long already; who knows what could’ve happened since then! Instead he’d been trapped here in a stupid fucking memo-

Someone stood at the edge of his mind. Gami recognized him immediately.

You!!” Gami roared, storming towards him. “I have had enough of your game! I have tolerated far more than I should have! Let me leave.”

The person was unbothered by the screaming spirit in his face, his tired eyes blankly staring forward.

“You are a fool…” Kimura muttered with disdain. “I despise the fact we are truly the same soul.”

Gami grew enraged, biting his jaw to try and keep the venom from spewing out. It was unsuccessful. “I am not you. I have seen the things you have done, and they are despicable. Your efforts to sway me have elicited no pity; no man with any dignity would willingly admit to such atrocities.”

“I could not be bothered to care. Think whatever naive ideas you wish about humanity.” Kimura brushed off his malice with an indifferent shrug, before his posture finally snapped to something serious. “But I refuse to be wiped away again.”

Kimura stepped forward. Gami refused to step back.

“As things revert to how they should be, they will come for me again. They will come for you next, then your boy, then for any else that defy them. There is no safety in feasting on lies.”

Gami pointed at the man accusingly, his bony finger arched in a threatening strike. “It is you who thinks they are lies. All of the strange things I have been feeling lately have been you, not me. If you truly feel that way, then so be it; it is expected of a man like you. But I refuse to be involved in the crusade you have committed to.”

Unexpectedly, Kimura seethed, fervor returning to his cold, lifeless eyes.

“You fool; it is already too late…! You have been involved ever since you refused to pass on! You thought you could cheat the system as I tried! We are the same!!” He snarled, jabbing a hand into the ghost’s chest. Surprisingly, it didn’t phase through, instead landing with all the harshness as intended. “And yet, you choose to fight me so vigorously over things you refuse to understand. You are the reason we both grow weaker. You are the reason why my All Sight failed to protect your precious child.”

Gami paused. All Sight…? Failed?

Midoriya’s premonitions… they’d been getting interrupted since the past couple of days. It was only just recently that he finally had the vision that’d been delayed for so long: an amalgamation of all the visions that he’d failed to have. Surely it couldn’t be… Surely Kimura couldn’t be saying…

“It was you…?! You were the one tampering with Izuku’s premonitions?!”

Kimura chuckled despondently. “Of course you would think that. You refuse to listen, to understand; your will is scattered. All Sight does not belong to him. It belongs to this soul. You have been the one hindering your boy and yourself.”

Gami reeled back, finally noticing how shaky his form had become, nearly melting into the shadows of his own mind. “No… no you are lying! You spout falsehoods as you always have.” He moved further away from Kimura, step by step until he finally worked up the courage to turn tail and run. He needed to get out of here! He needed to find Midoriya! So many terrible things had happened; he was sure his poor child was scared and alone! He was scared and alone…

He needed to get back-

The same sensation yanked him back again. This time, Gami fought back hysterically, but he found himself even more restricted than before, unable to move his limbs. He growled and thrashed like a rabid animal, but he found no more freedom than before. His efforts slowed as he tired, feeling much weaker than he ever had, as slow footsteps echoed towards him.

“I have fought tirelessly, against all odds, since your very waking thoughts, to return to existence. I do not care about you or your child, but I refuse to be thwarted by your stupidity after coming all this way.”

Gami seized as the back of his head was suddenly grabbed, long spindly fingers wrapping around his hood like the legs of a spider.

The shadows of his mind began to melt away, replaced by the colors and memories of another.

“You will know the truth whether you wish to or not.”

All Gami could do was apologize silently as he lost himself once again.

Notes:

Error Code: K1M_U_SHARING_BUFFER_EXCEEDED
**A problem has occurred in the Mortal Rights Management Component. Too many memories have been opened for sharing. Code: MEMORY_REGULATOR is requesting reinstallation of memory locks on Code: K1M_U. The requested operation was accepted**
**Memory locks initiated**
**A problem has occurred in the Mortal Rights Management Component. Failure to assign memory locks to Code: K1M_U**
**Status: GAM_1_MEMORY_LOCK 23%**

Death’s Touch: Anything Midoriya touches starts to decay immediately, regardless of the amount of fingers touching. This ability works on both the living and the non living. Midoriya is able to control the activation on humans and non living objects, being able to start and stop the decay at will, however, he cannot with plant or animal life. Any damage done to living organisms with this power cannot be healed.

Death’s Scythe: Midoriya can summon a scythe to fight with at will. The scythe is the only item that can’t be destroyed by Death’s Touch, and that ability can be shared with the scythe at Midoriya’s will, however it can only decay what it cuts. The decay follows the same rules as Death’s Touch. He can also make the scythe disappear at will when he is finished with it or to free his hands.

Immortality: Midoriya is immortal and cannot die. However, he can still get hurt and scarred. The immortality ability doesn’t provide any regeneration, but any wounds that could be detrimental to his job, such as lost/broken limbs and organs, will be healed the next day.

All Sight: Midoriya can see visions of people who may die before they are supposed to. Normally, he cannot interfere with death **he should not be able to interfere** as it’s his job **how is he able to interfere** but he has the option of attempting to save anyone he views in a premonition **we thought we silenced you** These premonitions are bare and don’t provide much information other than the person themselves and their demise, occasionally revealing the setting and cause. The premonitions can come true between an hour after viewing to 3 days later.

Soul Contact: When a person dies, their soul is immediately sent to Midoriya. He can see, touch, and hold these souls. When holding a soul, Midoriya can see the most important memories and decisions attached to that soul, and hence that person.

Soul Sorting: This ability allows Midoriya to decide which part of the afterlife a soul moves on to. The areas of the afterlife can only be summoned with intent and the swipe of a hand, with the areas themselves being represented by flames. The areas that he can choose from are Paradise, Purgatory, and the Underworld. Once Midoriya decides where the soul best fits, it is sent to the being of that respective area. If approved, the soul stays in that area forever, the exception being Purgatory. Souls in Purgatory can be moved again to either Paradise or the Underworld, however, this is not Midoriya’s decision. If rejected, the soul is sent back to him for reevaluation. All souls must be sorted within 24 hours of Midoriya receiving them, with rejected souls resetting their time limits once they get back to him. Failure to sort a soul within its time limit may result in serious unknown punishment.

???: Seemingly at random, the people close to Midoriya can develop an inexplicable hatred for him, or a hatred that will result in his suffering. Affected individuals will seek out Midoriya’s suffering on a physical and/or emotional level, and are usually unaware of their sudden change in attitude. The affected won’t respond to any reasoning about their unnatural hate, and will continue to hate unless broken by an outside reason, usually by breaking a preexisting hate the affected already had before being infected.

Chapter 51: Skeletons In The Closet

Summary:

The truth is out, and suddenly, there isn't just a skeleton in the closet...

There's a whole cemetery of them.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

If there was anything Aizawa knew for certain after Midoriya’s cryptic phone call, it was that he’d never been stuck in traffic for longer in his life.

He’d been on autopilot since. The first thing he did was call Tsukauchi, who’d promised to meet him there with the rest of the police force, and then promptly hung up. Aizawa decidedly did not like filling the silence with his racing thoughts, so he called Yamada next. He was still teaching —all of U.A. still was since only Aizawa had allowed his students to leave early— but it didn’t take long for the voice hero to leave him too, rushing to inform Nezu and the rest of staff. Aizawa understood the rationale, but for once, he wished one of them would’ve kept him on the phone instead, however impractical it might have been. A past him probably would’ve thought he was going senile, but Midoriya had changed him, for the better and the worse, as he sat alone in his car desperately trying not to let the worst of possibilities drown him preemptively.

He didn’t even bother finding a spot to park, pulling up on the curb as police swarmed the Kiyashi-Ward shopping mall, hastily escorting civilians out. Some moved to approach him, likely unprepared to see a random car almost drive through the mall entrance, but one flash of his hero license sent them away and off to find Tsukauchi. Aizawa couldn’t find it in himself to feel upset. At least they were here. Tsukauchi was here, so Midoriya was safe.

That was his mantra the whole way inside.

With police clearing the mall, it was very easy to see the group of children huddled towards the center with a few straggling officers around them. Aizawa recognized some of his students among the mass, but Midoriya’s messy green hair was nowhere in sight. His heart picked up the pace as his feet did.

The noise of his steps drew some attention back to him.

“Aizawa-sensei!!”

He was soon swarmed by a smaller crowd of stress etched faces, of reddened eyes and worried wrinkles. He looked his students over carefully, checking them over for injuries and other ailments. When he could find none, his focus shifted.

“Where’s Midoriya?”

Iida, who’d been one of the ones to rush over to him, gestured behind wordlessly. Aizawa peered over, through the new opening in the crowd. His eyes landed on Midoriya, sitting lifelessly by the edge of some foliage, a hand guarded around his throat, with Uraraka kneeling next to him, her hand wrapped in his other.

His eyes landed on Midoriya.

Aizawa could almost hear the sigh of relief wheeze through his teeth.

He stepped forward, approaching Midoriya. He recognized that look in his eye. Aiwaza didn’t usually deal with the civilian aftermath under his cover of darkness; he heard about them more often from Yamada’s day-to-day work. The doe-eyed skittish face, the manic desperation, the shattered hope they held together as they ran; Yamada admitted to him once that was one of the big reasons he’d stuck with his bright, blasé attitude for so long. It helped quickly deescalate the finality of the situation and convinced civilians that the danger was long gone.

Midoriya’s look was not the same.

The boy’s eyes held quiet defeat, a silent resignation. Aizawa had noted the shadows that’d been slowly creeping forth through his gaze since the beginning of the term, building with every tear he leaked, with every bit he bled. He held onto his worries that they would one day smother him, but he was awkwardly met with the realization that Midoriya instead had shrunk back and allowed himself to hide in them. There was no hopelessness, but instead a submissive understanding.

It had been a while since he’d seen it, but Aizawa knew that look all too well.

He joined Uraraka in a squat, placing a hand on Midoriya’s knee. Surprisingly, the boy let him.

“Midoriya.” The hero kept his voice low, but looked him in the eye. “Can you hear me?”

He watched his lips part for a moment, but instead of sound, Aizawa was met with a small nod.

Uraraka took the opportunity to stand, looking down at Aizawa. “When I got to him, S-Shigaraki had him by the…” She trailed off, but he understood anyway. “He managed to get some words out earlier, but it wasn’t much. I’m worried that he’s hurt, but he won’t let anyone see his neck.”

“Thank you, Uraraka. You did all the right things.” Aizawa reassured the shaky look on her face. “Could you give us a moment?”

She looked hesitant, but nodded her head slowly, sending Midoriya one last longing glance before retreating back to the safety of the rest of her classmates.

Aizawa watched her leave before turning back to Midoriya, his eyes settling on his neck now. Only then did he notice how precariously Midoriya’s hand was wrapped around it; he refused to touch his own skin with his fingers, but still held his hand close to shield the area from view. It was odd, but it reassured Aizawa more than anything. If there was blood, Midoriya would’ve had enough presence of mind to put pressure on it.

“It’s just us now.” Aizawa hummed, glancing back just to make sure no one was peeking over. They weren’t; Midoriya’s peers held enough respect for his dignity. “I need to take a look, just to make sure you aren’t hurt.”

He gently placed a hand on Midoriya’s arm, with no real force behind it.

“Can I?”

There was strong hesitation; Aizawa would’ve been surprised if there wasn’t. For a moment, Midoriya’s eyes refocused, returning from the empty void he’d been staring out into. He forced himself out of hiding, tentatively ready to confront what had so ruthlessly destroyed him-

Aizawa could only see the water budding at the corners of his eyes for a moment, before Midoriya retreated back just as suddenly.

He suppressed his sigh. It was worth a shot, he shouldn’t have expected him to-

Midoriya, despite his thousand-yard stare off into the distance, lowered his defensive hand slowly, settling it softly on his lap.

Aizawa could finally see it.

An ugly dark bruise stained his throat, still red from irritation despite having time for reprieve, the edges a fuzzy yellow hue from where his breath had been cut off. Aizawa could make out the clear outline, easily able to count where each finger had been. It was instinctually sickening, despite how much worse he’d seen throughout his years, and yet he couldn’t help but feel a sliver of relief. Midoriya already had one permanent handprint etched onto his skin; at least it wasn’t two.

It was then that he understood.

He stood up slowly, giving Midoriya time to cover up his neck again. Aizawa made an obvious move to pat at his back, careful not to touch anywhere near his nape.

“It’s a little hectic in here still. Why don’t we head outside and take a moment? If Tsukauchi needs us, he’ll come find us.”

Midoriya swallowed thickly, cringing at how the movement pulled at the skin around his throat. His eyes nervously flickered from Aizawa, to his distracted classmates, and even without words, Aizawa got the message.

“They’ll be alright; Tsukauchi and the rest of the police force are here, and they probably need to get their statements anyway.” He knew Tsukauchi’s department was efficient, but even they weren’t that fast. “No one will miss us for a minute.”

Midoriya nodded in agreement, but instead of turning towards the exit, he glanced briefly to the side by the foliage, away from anything of visible interest. Aizawa furrowed his brows, but despite his analytical eyes, he wasn’t sure what —if anything— Midoriya was referring to. Still, when the boy gestured his head, a clear indication to follow, Aizawa did not hesitate.

They walked a few steps away from where Midoriya had been seated, stopping seemingly around nothing. Midoriya looked around quickly, and Aizawa stepped closer to shield them from prying eyes just a bit more.

Then, Midoriya reached out with his free hand and seemingly grasped at air to even the watchful eye, but Aizawa had an inkling for what to look for.

He didn’t miss the way his hand sagged with unnatural weight.

Aizawa watched Midoriya’s hand shift a little, tugging at what was in his grip. The hero focused hard, but he could not see any other reaction, despite however miniscule it might have been.

Based on the flash of displeasure across Midoriya’s face, he didn’t think Midoriya saw anything either.

“Something’s wr… wrong with Gami.”

Aizawa frowned, utterly torn between the immediate relief at finally hearing Midoriya’s voice and the devastating whiplash as a mangled whisper met his ears instead. And for one of the many times throughout his career, he found himself swallowing down his humanity in favor of the indifference that his instincts provided.

“More reason to get you both out of here then. Come on.”

Finally, Midoriya turned his focus to the exit, and Aizawa couldn’t help but feel impressed by how easily Midoriya feigned natural movement with his arm. He knew what to look for, and even still the underground hero had trouble catching the extra force Midoriya had used to pull Gami’s arm with his own. But the pride shifted quickly to discomfort.

Midoriya and Gami had really only had each other for a very long time… and now, he didn’t think it was possible for him to even imagine how lonely the boy felt.

God, the universe really had it out for this kid…

They’d almost made it outside without incident, but as fate would have it, almost would never equal certainty.

“Aizawa…!” Tsukauchi called out to him, approaching from another brief congregation with some other officers.

He rolled his eyes, but nevertheless stopped his pace. “Now you show up…”

“My men told me when you arrived, but we had one last sweep to finish.” The detective explained, dropping his voice down now that they were closer. “We’re updating the radius, but I doubt it’ll change much.”

Aizawa wasn’t an idiot. Neither was Midoriya. Tsukauchi didn’t have to spell it out for them to get what he meant.

Tsukauchi glanced down at Midoriya, huddled close to Aizawa’s side. He tried to keep his eyes off the bruising that bled out from behind his hand, and instead focused on how he kept the other in a death grip. Somehow, that didn’t make him feel any better.

“I’m really sorry to have to do this…” Tsukauchi started hesitantly, “I’m sure you both just want to get home at this point-”

“You haven’t talked to him yet?” Aizawa questioned aggressively.

The detective held up his hands in surrender. “We had to clear the mall when we got here. Civilian safety comes before any other procedures, you know that.” He gestured over his shoulder, to where the police were now speaking with some of Midoriya’s classmates. “We’re just taking statements now.”

Strangely, Aizawa felt consumed by the irrational instinct to keep fighting Tsukauchi. He understood what the other was talking about perfectly well: underground heroes dealt the most with messy police procedures more than anyone else. There was nothing wrong with the detective’s logic. But there was still this overwhelming side of him upset with the whole thing. Didn’t Tsukauchi understand that they’d been through enough as it was? Didn’t Tsukauchi understand that he needed to get Midoriya home already where he and Yamada could reassure him that everything was alright and nothing like this would ever happen again?

He felt a small jab at his side, looking down to see where Midoriya had nudged him with his elbow.

“D-Don’t be mad… please?”

The gravelly mumble immediately broke his heart, reminding Aizawa just how soft he’d become.

“Sorry Tsuka… it’s been a day.” Aizawa admitted as if the others had no idea what he was talking about. “Though… could you give us a minute? I promised Midoriya we’d go outside for some peace and quiet.”

Tsukauchi looked at them sadly, clearly not immune to broken hearts or softness either. “You don’t have to apologize; I get it… You didn’t let me finish before, but let me do you one better.” He pulled his car keys out of his pocket, handing them to Aizawa. “My car’s got tinted windows, plus you can’t hear anything from outside. I was thinking since your interview will probably take the longest anyway, we could just do it at the station. None of this mess over there to worry about.”

Aizawa hummed. “Would you rather that, Midoriya?”

“Tha… that’s f-fine.”

Aizawa listened, but heard nothing more than maimed breaths behind his words. He was morbidly reassured.

“Sounds good then, Tsuka.” He placed a gentle hand on Midoriya’s back. “Could you have the station prepare some ice too?”

“Yeah, I’ll let them know we’ll need some minor first aid.”

Aizawa gave him a long look. “Thank you.”

Anything Tsukauchi observed during their conversation, he didn’t comment on. “Sure thing.”

The three moved to part ways, Tsukauchi heading back to help the rest of the police force finish up. Aizawa fumbled with the keys, hooking a finger in one of the metal loops, dropping his hand from Midoriya, who remained close to him anyway.

“Midori…!”

They turned around again, finding Uraraka almost barreling towards them. She skidded to a stop in front of them, taking a moment to catch her breath and rub at her face.

She moved her hand away, revealing newly reddened eyes and puffy cheeks. Still, she looked at him with a bright, bubbly smile she must’ve forced up from the very pits of her heart

“You’re going to be okay.” She said it for both of them. “You will.”

Midoriya nodded slowly, somehow finding the willpower to send her a small smile back.

“I will…” He said it for her, sincere and true.

She nodded, over and over again, refusing to let them out of her sight as they walked back out of the mall until a policeman eventually led her back to the group.

Midoriya winced at the sun, forgetting it was still barely midafternoon. It had seemed like he’d been stuck inside there for an eternity, and despite being faced with the truth that it had likely barely been an hour, it would always be an eternity to him.

He followed Aizawa blindly, dragging Gami behind him. He tried not to think about the lifeless weight he was pulling along with him; he tried not to think about the cold, skeletal bite in his hand. He tried not to think about the copious amounts of mist and fog that leaked into his peripherals. He tried not to think about all the worst possible things that could be happening. He tried not to think about how if he maybe had pushed his mentor just a little more to share some of the things locked away in his mind, that maybe this wouldn’t be happening right now. That maybe Gami would be fine and he would understand what was even going on and he wouldn’t have to be alone and afraid-

“Here…” Aizawa stopped in front of an unassuming car, pressing a button on the key fob before opening the backseat door. “I’m going to wait for Tsukauchi out here. Why don’t you and Gami take a moment? I’ll be right outside if you need me.”

Midoriya didn’t think he could gather the words even if he wanted to, so he nodded instead, practically shoving Gami’s motionless body into the backseat before climbing in himself. He heard the door close gently behind him, and now, surrounded by shadows and silence, Midoriya came out of hiding. He dropped his hand from his neck, letting his skin scrunch up as fatty, ugly tears erupted from his eyes. He tried to put his thoughts into words, but there was nothing equivalent to the boundless distress and despair he’d kept pent up for an hour, for his eternity. What came from his mouth was nothing but guttural sobs and hitched screams, but his disarray cared not for what sounds he was making, just as long as they were gone.

“Gami… p-please. Please, I’m scared.” For once, he didn’t care how pathetic he sounded as he begged. For once, he convinced himself that he was a child first, and everything else second. “Please come ba-back…!”

He grabbed the ghost harshly, shaking him desperately, hoping to jolt him back to normal. But his fingers merely sunk into his viscous robe, and Gami remained just as lifeless as before.

“W-Why…” He shed the strong facade, ripping it away from him in disgust as he settled into his hands. “Wha… what did I do…?”

But nothing —no one— bothered to answer him.

 


 

If there was any visible evidence of Midoriya’s cryfest once Aizawa and Tsukauchi entered the car, they didn’t make a comment. When the car began to move, Midoriya’s hand shot towards Gami’s, clutching it tight. The ghost wasn’t originally able to travel with him in cars but god Midoriya knew things had changed and were changing and what did he even know anymore-

Gami remained in the backseat as they started driving, but Midoriya still didn’t dare let go of his hand.

He let his mind hone in on the soft conversation the two adults were having in the front seat, rather than drifting back to the worries that never seemed to leave him. Part of him wanted to speak; he didn’t know what he would say, but part of him wanted to hear the sounds of words again rather than just the feeling of his lips mimicking the movements. And after screaming his heart out before, he didn’t think any more discomfort from his throat pulling against the bruising would really bother him enough to stop.

But… he didn’t really want to talk if Gami wasn’t going to talk back to him. Maybe that was selfish, maybe he was taking Aizawa and Uraraka and Tsukauchi and everyone who cared about him’s kindness for granted. He knew he shouldn’t be; he’d known what his life would be without them, he’d lived it. He would always be incomprehensibly grateful for having them in his life. But… without Gami, he couldn’t help but feel completely and utterly alone.

If Gami wasn’t going to stay —after everything they’d been through— who was to say anyone would?

No… no he couldn’t think like that. He leaned his head against the window, using the rumble of the car to forcefully drive those thoughts away.

They arrived at the station, and Gami was still unresponsive. Midoriya tried to put on a brave face, but both of his hands were clutching Gami’s at this point. Aizawa sent him a glance, once for the clearly unnatural movement of his hands, and another for leaving his neck exposed. Midoriya got the message, but found it painful to even tear one of his hands away from the ghost’s.

He left his neck exposed. Suddenly, that didn’t feel like the biggest issue anymore.

Touching it was still a big issue though, which made treating his injury at the station more of a hassle than anyone wanted. But after a couple attempts, and constant self-reassurance that no one at the police station was going to try and choke him out again, he was able to receive some basic aid. And Midoriya would’ve been lying if he said he didn’t immediately feel some relief.

Tsukauchi led them to a smaller conference room, leagues less intimidating than the interrogation rooms they’d passed on the way here. There was a large spot cut out of the wall next to the door, and Midoriya recognized the shine of one way glass. His gaze must’ve lingered, because the detective sent him a gentle smile.

“Don’t worry, it’ll just be Aizawa behind there.”

Said hero held up his hand. “I’ll knock if anyone else decides to drop by.”

It easily could’ve been a lie, a straight lie spat into his face, and he wouldn’t have known any better. Part of Midoriya wanted to think that way, to narrow his eyes disbelievingly and hold onto the paranoia that had gotten him so jadedly far. But a bigger part of him was tired of that life. A bigger part of him was weary and worn from the constant guarding, tired of thinking the people he loved would hurt him.

He wanted to trust Aizawa, so he did.

He looked up at the hero, gesturing his hand slightly. “Can… can I leave him here with you?”

He wasn’t worried about Tsukauchi standing right next to them; the detective already knew about the ghost’s existence courtesy of Nezu all those months ago. But he wasn’t sure if they were cameras in this hallway, and despite how concerned he was about Gami, he had enough foresight to be somewhat cryptic.

Aizawa thankfully got the message, and if Tsukauchi picked up on the strange choice in wording, he didn’t comment. “Yeah, that’s fine. I’ll do my best, and I won’t leave.”

Midoriya looked down at his hand, curled around Gami’s, but seeing the ghost’s skeletal hand only made him want to grip it tighter. But he trusted Aizawa, so with a heavy heart, he pulled his fingers away. He grabbed Aizawa’s hand on instinct, and before he could think about what he was doing, he placed Gami’s hand in Aizawa’s, wrapping Aizawa’s fingers around it. He held it there for just a moment, trying to convince himself that this was equivalent, before finally letting go, watching Gami’s hand pass right through and fall limp at his side.

Aizawa, without a word, curled his hand tight, giving Midoriya a reassuring nod.

The boy held back his tears, desperately wishing Aizawa could see Gami too.

“Thank you.”

And with that Midoriya allowed himself to let go, walking into the conference room alone with Tsukauchi.

The detective gestured for Midoriya to sit in an empty chair, taking the one across from him as he set his paperwork down onto the table before them.

“Before we start, I do want to say on behalf of the police force, we really appreciate your cooperation. I can’t imagine any of this has been easy for you.”

“Well…” Midoriya looked off to the side, gathering his scrambled thoughts. “We both want him caught. Anything I can do to help…”

Tsukauchi nodded. “To catch you up to speed, in response to the USJ and Hosu incidents, we’ve established a special task force composed of heroes and officers dedicated to apprehending the League of Villains. Since you spent so much time with their leader, Shigaraki Tomura, we’re hoping you can provide us with more insight than we had before.” The detective then picked up a metal object —a voice recorder— from the table, showing it to Midoriya. “For the sake of documentation, our conversation will be audio recorded. There will be no video recording though, just so you’re aware.”

Midoriya nodded, instinctually licking his lips, hoping his voice had recovered enough to come out clear for the recording.

“Okay… where do you want me to start?”

Tsukauchi took that as a sign to continue, and clicked the voice recorded on.

They started off simple, thankfully enough. Tsukauchi’s questions were general, asking about Shigaraki’s mannerisms, his appearance, things to help round out his profile. Midoriya didn’t have much trouble answering those; the essence of Shigaraki had practically been burned into his memory. He had to catch himself a couple times however, when the trauma of his nightmares started to overtake objective facts. He looked off to the side to try and gather himself once more. He wouldn’t dare close his eyes, lest he truly manifest the sight of a corpse’s chapped smile and the feeling of rough fingertips peeling his flesh into reality.

Tsukauchi didn’t seem to mind his pauses as he scribbled away his thoughts onto the notepad in front of him.

Midoriya took in a shaky breath, deciding to bite the bullet before the detective would ask him to do so. “He- we ended up talking about the Hero Killer. Shigaraki couldn’t understand why everyone was so… obsessed with the Hero Killer when he was also in Hosu that night.”

“And what did you tell him?”

The question was innocent and uncharged, but Midoriya still flinched anyway.

“So… what do you think the difference between the two of us is?”

“I told him the truth…” He admitted solemnly. “That people would always be more interested in what they morbidly understood, than aimless acts of violence. I’m… worried I was too honest, that in telling him he lacked ideals, I accidentally gave him some.”

“That’s not true.” Tsuakuchi softly shook his head, looking up from his notepad. “You said what you had to in order to make it out alive. No one can blame you for that.”

The immortal part of Midoriya did.

Tsukauchi continued unaware. “Though, that does help solidify my guess that this league isn’t exactly unified. Shigaraki sounded like he was acting alone today, and from what you said about ideals, an organized group of villains would have a motive to their madness by now, especially after numerous public appearances.”

“Well… they’re still going after All Might; if anything, Shigaraki seemed renewed in that.” Midoriya supplemented. “I think… he thinks that destroying All Might will force people to acknowledge that the world is dangerous. That it’s not as safe as heroes like All Might fight for us to believe.”

“Everyone will finally understand when I show them that there’s no world where everyone is safe. No hero can promise them that.”

“At least we can rely on that consistency…” Tsukauchi rubbed his temple. “Anyway, thanks for your help, Midoriya.”

Midoriya looked down at his lap, a harsh squint returning to his eyes.

“You’ve been such a great help, Midoriya. If only there was something I could do in return…”

“I just wish I could’ve stopped him…” The words came tumbling out of Midoriya’s mouth before he even had the chance to catch himself. “Ended it all right then and there… saved everyone the trouble.”

“Hey…” Tsukauchi set his pencil down, a gentle concern in his eyes. “You held it together while he was threatening you and other civilians; most people would’ve gotten scared and started panicking. It was thanks to your cool head that nobody got hurt.”

Midoriya didn’t exactly feel cool headed, but the detective’s reassurances brought a shaky smile to his face.

Tsukauchi started stacking up his papers. “Well, I think I’ve held you here long enough, let’s get you h-”

“Wait.”

Tsukauchi paused, noticing the furrowed look in Midoriya’s brows. Slowly, he set his papers back down.

“Sorry…” Midoriya stumbled over his voice. “It’s just that… something you said has been stuck in my mind. You keep calling Shigaraki the leader of the League of Villains…?”

“Ah yeah,” Tsukauchi rubbed his nape sheepishly. “We’re aware that the league has some mysterious ‘sensei’ figure that Shigaraki seemingly looks up to, in part thanks to your testimonies from the USJ and Hosu incidents. But, we don’t really have enough information on them to actively consider them in any of our counteractive strategies…”

Midoriya’s gaze snapped up suddenly, his eyes reflecting the lightbulb that seemingly lit up in his head.

“Shigaraki mentioned some things to me about Sensei.” He shifted his eyes to the voice recorder, choosing his next words very carefully. “That he wanted to take my quirk… or something like that.”

Tsukauchi’s eyes glazed over coldly, alarm bells ringing in his head. Slowly, yet deliberately, he shut the voice recorder off. The action did not go unnoticed.

“Midoriya…” The detective’s voice was firm, losing the lightheartedness that the interview had managed to maintain so far. “This is very serious; is that exactly what Shigaraki said? It’s just us and Aizawa now, no one else.”

He rubbed his hands together at the sudden shift in energy, his heart pounded nervously. “Well… he said that my powers intrigued Sensei, but that there wasn’t a point if Sensei couldn’t take them for himself. Somehow, Shigaraki found out from Sensei that my powers aren’t quirk related… a-and I don’t know how.”

Tsukauchi looked off to the side, gears turning in his head. The answer seemingly did not make him feel any better.

“Aizawa.” He called out to the one way glass. “Get in here.”

Not even a second later, the underground hero entered the room, a stern look on his face.

The detective didn’t give him the chance to speak. “I’m calling All Might here.”

Aizawa narrowed his eyes. “Tsuka-”

“I know this is sudden, and probably a lot more than I could ever ask of either of you, but we need to fill All Might in on Midoriya’s quirk… situation. There are things All Might and I have been keeping secret too, and right now, everyone needs to be on the same page, especially now that Midoriya’s gotten involved. The league isn’t keeping things secret, so neither can we.”

“Midoriya, have you told anyone else about your powers? Anyone not already in the loop?” Aizawa asked.

Confused and afraid, Midoriya shook his head honestly. “I talked to Todoroki about the curse stuff… but I haven’t told anyone about any of this! I don’t understand… what’s going on?”

“I… don’t know, but we’re going to find out.” The assurance was softer, before Aizawa’s hard gaze turned back to Tsukauchi. “Do you think we have a leak? There are very few people who know about Midoriya’s situation.”

Tsukauchi shrugged. “It’s too soon to say. Let me get All Might over here so we can all get up to speed. It’s… it’s not my secret to share.” He looked over to Midoriya. “I’m sure you would understand.”

Midoriya, stressed and frazzled, heard the honesty in the detective’s voice, and any resistance in his heart conceded. This… was a long time coming. “I’ll tell him.”

“Thank you, Midoriya… I really can’t thank you enough.” Tsukauchi sighed, trying to rub away his stress induced wrinkles. “We might be here a bit longer than expected, if you two want to get something to eat real quick.”

“How does that sound, Midoriya?” Aizawa tried to make light of the growing mess of a situation, and while Midoriya was not exactly put at ease, he appreciated the gesture nonetheless. “I’m sure we could find someplace nearby.”

Midoriya's stomach reminded him that he hadn’t eaten since breakfast, and he looked up almost excitedly. “Yeah, I-”

“Izuku… can we talk?”

The boy snapped his head to the one way glass, watching with a breath stuck in his throat as Gami floated lazily into the conference room. He stumbled over like he was drunk, nearly knocking his chair to the floor. Tsukauchi reached appropriately, confused and rather startled at the odd behavior, but Aizawa held him back.

Midoriya first grabbed Gami’s robe, squeezing the fabric between his fingers. Not as much fog and mist escaped his grip, but it wasn’t as solid as he was used to. Worried, he dropped his hand down to take Gami’s hand instead, rubbing his skin against the bone. It was rough and grating, and that soothed him slightly. “Gami… please keep talking. Please, I’m not… I’m not going crazy.”

The ghost bowed his head shamefully. “I am sorry. I’m so very sorry.”

Midoriya hung his head in return, hiding the tears that started welling up in his eyes.

“I-I’m sorry, Aizawa-sensei.” He fought desperately to keep his voice even and indifferent. “Could I- can we get the room to ourselves please?”

“Yeah, not a problem.” He could not see his teacher’s reaction, but the sincerity in his voice told him everything. “I’ll… pick you up something. Come on, Tsuka. We’ve got stuff to do.”

The detective hesitated, but decided to trust in his old friend. “There’s no recording in here, just so you know. And the station’s pretty empty since everyone’s over at Kiyashi Ward right now, so you don’t have to worry about anyone behind the glass.”

“Thank you.” It was wobbly and raw.

“You don’t have to thank me. It’s… it’s really the least I can do.”

Aizawa beckoned Tsukauchi, and together, they left the conference room.

Midoriya waited for the door to click shut before completely falling apart. “Don’t do that again… please. I can’t do that again.”

Gami cradled him like he always did, wiping away his tears like he always did. “I’m sorry…”

He made a great effort not to promise anything.

 


 

They stayed wrapped in each other’s arms, curled in an embrace like they’d never known separation, until Gami broke it for the both of them.

“I’m sorry, Izuku. I never meant to leave you alone for as long as I did.”

Gami brushed a hand into Midoriya’s hair, trying to force the feeling to memory. Midoriya leaned in, wiping the redness from his eyes.

“There are things I need to tell you, things I should have told you a long time ago when I first recalled them.” He stumbled over his words, swallowing the nerves that threatened to stop him in his tracks. “But I… I was afraid. I was afraid to acknowledge what I saw, and to admit that it could be true.”

Midoriya clung to his mentor's robe. “Gami… whatever it is, you are the most important person in my life. Nothing will change that. I’m never going to run away from you.”

Gami crumbled. “You should…”

For the first time that Midoriya could recall, Gami let out an audible sob, wet with grief and shame. His shoulders sagged, and without Midoriya’s support, he would’ve sunk right into the earth, never to be seen again.

“Gami p-please… please don’t keep this all to yourself. Whatever it is, I’m here. I’ll always be here.”

The ghost, still hunched over his successor, tried to open his mouth —his mouth— but still found his words hesitating even after he pried his rusty maw open. Dust and lies settled on his tongue, bones trembling with the ache of centuries long ago. It would be so easy; Midoriya would never question otherwise. He would never have to know. He would never have to say. They could just move on… fight the battles happening now, instead of ones from the past.

But Gami knew he would just as easily lie to him too, and suddenly, the truth became inescapable.

“I… I remembered who I was.”

The franticness in Midoriya’s veins drained into soft sensitivity, and he caught the shame that accompanied the admission. “You… you did?”

“I- he was a man who went by many names… many of them lost to time.” Gami slouched further in defeat, his hunch one of indignity, rather than any intimidation. “The ones that were not stained history instead.”

Midoriya stepped closer, grasping both of Gami’s hands tightly in his own. The ghost clung to the sensation of secondhand life, drowning in guilt and grief, exploding with resentment and resignation, until none of it could be contained.

Midoriya had never heard Gami sob until just a few moments ago. He was not prepared for raw weeping to follow.

“I don’t think-” He cut himself off with a laugh, broken and reverberant like a rusted church organ. “No… I’m fairly certain I was not a good person.”

The boy shook his head. “That can't be-”

Gami did not let him finish. “I’ve still yet to remember things. Large chunks of time still escape me. But what I have remembered has been cruel and callous; each memory that returns is more sickening than the last.” He pushed himself away from Midoriya, suddenly feeling very ill. His hands, itchy with a light he did not deserve to touch, clawed their way into his hood, desperate to wipe the presence from him. He felt sick, wretchedly ill, fighting the urge to purge himself from the world. “I lived for 500 years! This is not one subsect of my time I can push away as if it’s negligible. I lived a horribly spiteful person! He hurt the same way he had been hurt, and found joy in the groveling of those who had once been him.”

“Gami,” Midoriya’s voice resonated with heartache, with the same kind of denial Gami had tried to hold onto. “I don’t… maybe it wasn’t as bad-”

“He wished for me to think that way too. He keeps pushing these pitiful memories into my head as if he was a wounded dog for 500 years, and I hate that I am truly torn! I hate that I feel remorse for him- me- I don’t know!!” His form shook with unease, crumbling away into fog and fragments. He tried to soothe his sobs by covering his mouth, muffling the sounds of despair he’d only recently learned how to express, but the sight of his own bony fingers nearly made him puke. “I’m afraid to look down at my hands, because I see them stained with blood and dust… and because I feel pity for the skin I wear.”

In all his moments of pitiful helplessness, Midoriya had never felt so helpless in his life, watching Gami dig his palms into where his eyes would be, collapsing into a heap of nothing but anguish and abhorrence. The raw display of human emotion froze him to his core, and he wasn’t sure if it was due to sympathy or shock.

“This is promising though! If we can trigger your subconscious like that again, you might be able to remember more stuff.”

Midoriya wasn’t sure where it had all gone wrong.

“Gami…” The boy sank to the floor beside him. “What’s his name? Tell me his name.”

The ghost refused to look at him, hiding away in a cloud of fog that had once been his robe. He felt the signature warmth of Midoriya’s hand at the edge of his spirit, and instinctively drew back into the undead chill he so desperately wished to be.

“Kimura… he is Kimura.”

Midoriya clasped both his hands tightly around his mentor’s arms, holding firm as he tried to pull away once again. “He is Kimura, not you. You may be Kimura, but Kimura is not you.”

Gami suddenly lurched violently, and it took strength Midoriya was unaware he had to hold him in place. “How can you just say that?! How do you know?! You don’t know… you have no idea what he- we have done. Even I do not.” He laughed wetly, ending his resistance against Midoriya’s hold to instead sink deeper into sadness. “How pathetic is that? Even I do not even know the extent of my sins. If I do not, then how could anyone else?”

“Because… I know you.”

The ghost looked up, and even without eyes, Midoriya could see his lost look, unnaturally vulnerable and defenseless for all the years he’d stared into his void. Midoriya wondered if he had looked at Gami like that at some point long ago. Midoriya wondered how Gami had always managed to tell him the right things everytime he did.

“I know you… and I don’t need to know anything else to know that Gami is kind and thoughtful. Sometimes he stumbles over his words, and maybe he’s a little sarcastic at times, but I know I can always trust him to say what’s on his mind. He cares very deeply; even when I put him through all the trouble I cause, I know he always has my back. Once he sets his mind to something, I know he’ll never give up, and I know I can rely on him no matter what. I don’t know anyone else like him, and it’s a miracle I know him at all.”

Midoriya released his grip on Gami’s arms slowly, in case he tried to run away from him again. He wasn’t offended; he wasn’t infallible either. Fear consumed him more often than he’d ever admit, and he’d hated when people mistook his paralysis for bravery. But layered under all that fear, Midoriya had managed to find bravery throughout his life. And if someone like him could, then surely the person who’d inspired him could too.

“That’s the Gami I know.” He cupped the ghost’s face in his hands. “That was never a lie; that’s the Gami you are.”

Between the soft drumming of his pulse at his fingertips, Midoriya felt a quiver at the edge of his touch, like the fuzziness of settling frostbite. Gami leaned in, slow and defeated, fog rolling off his outline. And Midoriya didn’t even notice he was shaking until the ghost collapsed into his chest, grasping his shirt between his bony fingers like a lifeline.

His sounds were muffled by his shirt, but Midoriya recognized them anyway. He opened his mouth instinctively to reassure him further, but all the times he’d cried into Gami’s chest flashed through his head, and he closed it instead, letting him mourn and heal in silence.

They sat tangled on the floor for what had to be an eternity before Gami’s jaw creaked open. “I… am Gami.”

Midoriya nodded. “That’s right. He’s Kimura, and you’re Gami.”

“Even so, I am afraid we will still have problems.”

Midoriya pulled away. “We’ll figure them out… we always do.”

Gami used the newfound distance to look away, unable to meet his successor in the eye. “I- It may not be that simple…”

“Tell me.” The demand was firmly tender. “I can’t help if you don’t tell me.”

He sighed, swallowing his fears deep where Kimura couldn’t reach them. “Kimura is still present in my head.”

Midoriya’s eyes widened. “What- like he can hear us right now?”

“I don’t believe so.” Gami shook his head. “I think… because I was allowed to exist without recollection of who I was, the memories that return to me are being split and allowing Kimura to grow as a separate presence within my mind. I do not believe he is able to actively listen, but just as I share his memories, he may share mine.”

“That… that doesn’t change anything! He’s not you-”

“I am afraid, Izuku.”

The admission struck something terrifying in Midoriya’s heart.

“These memories… he drags me through them even though I no longer wish to know anymore. And with every one that returns, I feel his presence growing stronger. I could not return to you earlier because he now has the strength to keep me trapped within my own mind… and I fear that regaining all of his memories will wipe my presence out entirely.”

When Midoriya didn’t respond, Gami felt his heart sink.

“I did not wish to upset you; it was one of the many reasons I hesitated to tell you of what was occurring. His mannerisms and emotions have already started becoming ingrained in my actions. I-I… I wish not to say, but I don’t know how much more time-”

“Stop that.”

Gami sputtered, unprepared for Midoriya’s newfound glare to pierce through his soul.

“Stop talking like that…! Stop talking like you’re going to give up on yourself! I just said before that you never give up once you set your mind to something; I don’t want you setting your mind to giving up!” Midoriya brushed away the water at the corner of his eyes, standing up so he could really tower over the ghost. “You’re worth fighting for, Gami; we’re worth fighting for. I’m not going to stop until we figure this out, and neither are you!”

“You’re my partner. I need you to be alright so we can figure out how to pass this.”

Gami chuckled softly to himself, quiet with melancholy, yet light with hope. “I don’t know what I was thinking. Thank you for reminding me.”

Midoriya’s harsh stare returned to a shaky smile. “Good.”

They relaxed in the wave of silence that fell over them, the charge of emotions finally allowed to dissipate from the space. Gami had always been one to appreciate silence for what it was: the peace of absence. But he knew the longer he chose to bask in it, the more nerve he would lose, and someone like Midoriya didn’t deserve a mentor who lost his nerve.

“There was something else I meant to tell you… before I got distracted.”

Midoriya reached out for his hand, rubbing softly over the tops of his bony knuckles.

“If what Kimura says is to be believed, then the premonition ability we’ve been associating with Death is actually completely unrelated.” Gami started slowly. “In the latest memory that returned to me, Kimura was granted an ability called All Sight from… beings much greater than ourselves. He referred to your visions under that title during our… conversation afterwards.”

“All Sight…” Midoriya repeated dumbfoundedly. “Did he say anything else about it?”

Gami nodded. “He said that All Sight belonged to our soul, not to you. I don’t think it was meant to be passed down to you, but he did not seem surprised that you were able to use it as well. There is much he still withholds from me…” The ghost touched at his wispy chest. “But because it belongs to our soul, its effectiveness may be tied to my own will. There is… a strong likelihood that the reason you experienced such abnormalities with premonitions leading up to today was due to the fear and denial I was experiencing prior.”

Midoriya touched his arm gently. “You- This isn’t your fault… you didn’t know, and it’s not like you did it on purpose. And maybe… this is a good thing?”

Gami looked at him strangely. Midoriya quickly backpedaled with a nervous shake of his hands.

“I-I mean, these powers aren’t a quirk; we know that. And while it has its advantages, the rest of the class —everyone around me— they’re just going to get stronger. Quirks can grow. This… really can’t.” He looked down at his gloved hands with pouty lips, deep in thought. “But, if what you said is true, if All Sight really is that malleable, then maybe… I have a little room to grow too.”

And despite the day, or how it had started, Gami couldn’t help but crack a hidden smile and ruffled Midoriya’s hair affectionately. “I suppose.”

The silence returned. Gami wasted even less time finding a reason to break it again.

“I am sorry I lied to you all this time, even if by omission. To have betrayed your trust… it makes me feel foul. I… I wish never to do it again.”

“You don’t have to keep beating yourself up, Gami.” Midoriya explained. “I didn’t realize how sensitive this whole thing was. Sure, I wished you’d come to me earlier, but I’m just glad you did now. I don’t want you to have to go through this by yourself.”

The ghost looked thoughtful. “Then… may I admit one other thing?”

He didn’t wait for a response.

“I am very afraid of the ones who oversee us.”

Immediately after the words left his withered throat, his old bones shivered with chills. He glanced around nervously, expecting to find someone within his line of sight, but no one had come to join him or Midoriya. He tried to shake it off as passing paranoia; maybe Aizawa or Tsukauchi had returned and were waiting on the other side of the one way glass. How else could he explain the eerie sensation of eyes crawling over his form the moment those ironic words left his mouth?

But despite all his efforts, even now, Gami didn’t dare check the other side of the glass.

“You mean…” Midoriya trailed off, catching himself before he made the same mistake again.

Gami nodded in confirmation anyway. “Kimura and his memories radiate an intense amount of fear towards them, a feeling that has even begun to stir in me just at their very thought. If it were anything else from him, I would hesitate much more before I credit it with any authenticity, but something about this… about them… truly gives me pause.”

The ghost looked away, but Midoriya still caught his shame.

“I feel delusional, but even now, I cannot shake the fear that our conversations may not be as private as we believe.” Gami turned back to him almost sternly. “And it is that same fear that stops me here, before I may possibly give us a reason to be smited, however irrational I may sound.”

Midoriya reached out his hand, wrapping his warm fingers around his cold ones. “I trust you.”

It was just three simple words, but they still managed to rock Gami to his very core. He didn’t know how three simple words like those could manage to terrify and reassure him simultaneously.

He squeezed his successor’s hand a little tighter, wondering if the warmth that ebbed through him was what living had felt like for Kimura.

“You… you don’t have to. Even now, there are still things I have yet to tell you.”

“That’s okay.” Midoriya whispered softly. “You can tell me when you’re ready to. I trust you.”

Something in Gami’s chest stuttered. He wondered if it was anything similar to a heartbeat.

“T-Thank you.”

The silence found its way back once more, and this time, both of them were ready for it to stay. Midoriya nested his way back into Gami’s arms, allowing his tears to drip quietly from his eyes. If Gami noticed the growing wet stain on his robe, or the fact that his boy didn’t seem to look distressed, he didn’t comment. They simply allowed the silence to blanket them, shielding them from everything in the world but each other.

Midoriya tried to pull away to wipe at his eyes, but to his surprise, Gami didn’t let go of his hand.

“I’m not leaving you again. I… I promise.”

Midoriya laughed, using his other hand to clean up his face instead.

“I’m not going anywhere either.”

 


 

It wasn’t much longer until Aizawa and Tsukauchi returned to the station, a fresh bag of takeout returning with them. They moved to a quieter conference room, with no cameras or one-way glass. Midoriya hadn’t realized how hungry he was until Aizawa ripped the staples holding the bag closed, and allowed the smell to waft through the air around them. Midoriya had forgotten that he hadn’t eaten since breakfast, his plan for food court lunch interrupted by the day’s turn of events. Aizawa had not, however, and Midoriya was grateful for the extra plate of gyoza the hero had picked up for him.

He left the leftover steam rush to his face, and pretended that whatever heat hadn’t managed to dissipate during the car ride was the reason for his watery eyes and flushed cheeks.

He had nearly finished the plate when a soft knock at the door broke the three of them out of their small conversation. Tsukauchi stood up and opened the door, revealing All Might in his civilian form hunched in the doorway.

The number one hero looked around the room, cracking a smile as he noticed the takeout containers strewn around the table. “Starting the party without me?”

Midoriya swallowed his last gyoza just as Tsukauchi sighed. “Wish we could say it was a party, Toshinori, but I’m afraid it’s been a long day.”

All Might nodded, stepping inside and closing the door behind him. “So I’ve heard.” he turned to face Midoriya. “Glad to see you’re doing alright after what happened earlier, Young Midoriya.”

Midoriya nodded like he had been. “Me too…”

Tsukauchi coughed, drawing all eyes back to him as he returned to his seat. “Well, in an effort to not keep us here any longer than we have been, I say we get started.”

The air in the room turned serious as All Might took a seat next to the detective.

“It seems the league isn’t going to bother keeping secrets, so we shouldn’t either. The more information we collect and share, the better equipped we’ll be in case something like this happens again.” Tsukauchi reiterated. “We can’t afford to keep each other in the dark anymore.”

“You made that clear over the phone, Tsuka.” All Might sighed, resting his arms on the table. “But I agree. I guess I should start then.”

He turned to Aizawa and Midoriya on the other side of the table.

“Young Midoriya, I know we’ve only spoken a few times before,” All Might started, “but do you remember when we spoke after what had happened at USJ? When I mentioned a great enemy of mine?”

“I’ll be honest, I was worried you had received a quirk from a great enemy of mine.”

The boy’s eyes widened, and he nodded his head. Aizawa, next to him, leaned forward in subtle interest.

“There is much I’ve yet to tell you about my quirk, Young Midoriya, even more so to you, Aizawa. I recognize this. But please, allow me to say what I must.”

No one moved to interrupt, giving All Might a sign to continue.

“My quirk, One For All, was derived from another odd quirk, a power so old it faded to whispers and rumor. The name of that quirk… is All For One.”

Midoriya’s heart hammered in his chest, a sudden, sinking feeling washing over him. His breath trickled out from his lips, his lungs shuddering under the gravity that slowly crushed the room.

No one really noticed the way Aizawa leaned just a bit more forward in his seat.

No one really noticed the way Gami stuttered mid-motion, looking hard at All Might before his vision fuzzed out of focus.

“That quirk allowed its user to steal other quirks, and the user could either keep the quirks for himself… or give them to someone else.”

“Wha-” The gasp slipped from his mouth before he had the chance to catch his breath. “You mean… something like that existed?”

All Might nodded solemnly. “Back when quirks were just starting to become prominent, before society had figured out how to handle the newly powered among them, there was a person who had managed to harness the chaos for his own gain. He went by the name of his quirk, All For One.”

The room was silent, save for the soft ruffling of Gami clutching at his chest, trying to stop the strange thumping echo rattling his bones.

“He stole quirks from others, and then used his overwhelming abilities to spread his influence across the country. He manipulated people to serve him, and committed countless heinous acts with little resistance. In the blink of an eye, he became the leader of villains and ruled over Japan.”

“I… I’ve heard plenty of online speculation about a forgotten villain from Japan’s past… but isn’t that just stories and rumors?” Midoriya asked shakily, overwhelmed by what he was hearing. “You know… things that parents tell their kids to get them to be good? Legends like Shita-kiri Suzume and The Sandoman?”

“All legends are based in some truth,” All Might mumbled, “and sometimes those truths are a shameful history people would rather ignore.”

“Even I do not even know the extent of my sins."

Midoriya frowned, but quietly resigned.

“All For One amassed his army of followers by tricking people into trusting him, or forcing them to submit to his will, though even his gifts did not come without consequence.” The hero admitted. “There were many poor souls who couldn’t bear the sudden burden of the quirks they were given. They became like mindless puppets, incapable of speaking or cognitive thought… just like the Nomu are.”

Midoriya lurched back in his chair in shock, just as Aizawa shot forward.

“What are you saying?” Aizawa leaned on the table, a hard look in his eyes. “That this villain is somehow still alive and responsible for the Nomus’ creation just as he was centuries ago?”

But All Might shook his head. “One who steals quirks has no limits; anything’s possible.”

“The USJ incident with the first Nomu was what got this special task force started.” Tsukauchi jumped in. “Toshinori and I suspected that All For One may be back, and Midoriya’s statement from the mall today only confirms it.”

All Might closed his eyes briefly in thought. “There are quirks that can halt aging; I’m sure he made it a top priority to get his hands on one of those since the moment he first rose to power.”

The room fell silent again under the crushing truth that no one wanted to admit.

“I’ve already told this part to Young Midoriya but-” the hero turned to face Aizawa- “One For All has the ability to be passed down to other users, growing stronger with each new user who wields it. I thought I had managed to defeat All For One many years ago, completing One For All’s mission, but it seems that wasn’t the case.”

All Might then looked down at the floor, eyes overcast with shame.

“And with the way my power grows weaker with each day, it may end up in the hands of my new successor and the rest of this new generation of heroes to finally put an end to All For One, to clean up the mess I could not.”

“In fact, my time is even shorter after the events at USJ. I only have 50 minutes left…”

Midoriya picked at his nails from underneath his gloves, the prickling feeling of frustration trapped just behind his eyes.

This was who was behind the League of Villains?

And if All Might couldn’t beat him, what chance did anyone else have?

“Sensei seems to know so much about you… I’m almost a bit jealous.”

What chance did he have?

Aizawa cleared his throat, starling Midoriya out of his head. “I presume even if I asked who your successor was, who you’ve chosen to pass both your quirk and your burdens down to, you wouldn’t say, would you?”

All Might paled suddenly. “Well… I… you have to understand that the less people who know the identity of my successor, the more time they’ll have to strengthen One For All before they are eventually outed.”

“Isn’t that the same logic that got us here in the first place?” Aizawa narrowed his eyes. “We’re behind the eight ball, the enemy knows more about us than we do each other, all because we’re keeping secrets from one another.”

Midoriya, caught off guard by Aizawa’s sudden aggressiveness, could only snap his head back and forth between the two like a tennis match.

“I don’t know who his successor is either, if that’s any consolation, Shouta,” Tsukauchi admitted. “But I don’t think that information is the most relevant right now. We’re not talking about his successor, and neither is the league. They're focused on Midoriya right now.”

“And Sensei would love to finally meet you.”

“Just-” Aizawa rested a hand on his forehead, his voice small and exasperated. He turned to look at All Might- “just tell me it’s not Midoriya. Tell me that’s not the reason you’ve already told him half the stuff you’re telling me right now. He can’t afford to have two different targets on his back.”

For as much as Aizawa attempted to hide it, no one was prepared for the raw amount of emotion that leaked from his voice. He always looked tired, sure, but the exhaustion dripping from his bones now didn’t seem the same.

Midoriya had to glance back, just to make sure this wasn’t Gami who’d accidentally floated into frame instead.

“It’s not me.” Midoriya confirmed before All Might could even respond. “Why All Might’s told me so much about his quirk… I don’t really understand. But even if he offered me his quirk, I wouldn’t take it.”

“But if I were to offer you my quirk once more, the power of One for All… would you accept it?”

He decided not to mention the first instance.

Aizawa looked at Midoriya, and gave him a small, resigned nod, but only he could see the flash of relief that sparkled in the hero’s eyes.

The atmosphere faded into silence, and Midoriya glanced around for a few moments before he realized that All Might wasn’t going to continue anymore. His heart pounded in his chest, so loud he was sure the whole room could hear it.

He looked down in confusion.

His hands were trembling.

Huh… when did that start?

“Midoriya,” Tsukauchi called out to him, “when you’re ready.”

“Y-Yeah, sorry.” He cursed his stutter. Why was he stuttering? This wasn’t a big deal. He knew this would happen eventually; All Might wasn’t even someone he distrusted anymore. His head knew that. Why couldn’t he get his body to understand? There was nothing to be afraid of; there was no threat. Why was his body finding one anyway-

Gami placed a cold hand on the small of his back, and instantly his heart slowed as the chill weighed it back down.

“I… I guess I should start from the beginning.” He licked his lips, feeling them crack against his tongue. “My quirk isn’t a quirk.”

At All Might’s confused look, Midoriya bit into his cheek, bringing his hands up onto the table.

“What I can do —my abilities— none of it is related to having a quirk factor.” Midoriya slid off one of his gloves, pressing it down lightly against the table and exposing the skin of his palm. “I don’t have a quirk factor… and yet-”

He reached for a napkin leftover from the takeout earlier, picking it up with his gloved hand. Aizawa understood what he was going for, and with a quick blink, his eyes turned red, and his hair floated from his scalp. Midoriya made clear effort to lock eyes with the underground hero before switching the napkin over to his uncovered hand. Instantly, it shriveled into dust.

All Might leaned over the edge of the table in disbelief as Aizawa deactivated his quirk and Midoriya slipped his glove back on. “Fascinating… and you’re sure it’s not an unusual mutant quirk? I understand Aizawa’s quirk doesn’t work on those.”

Aizawa shrugged. “That would be the most logical explanation, but we haven’t had the opportunity to officially debunk any alternate possibilities other than what Midoriya told to us.”

The number one hero frowned. “I’m not sure I understand; how are you all so sure it’s not at all quirk related then?”

Tsukauchi jumped in at the skepticism. “Nezu had me confirm everything with my own quirk. All of what Midoriya told us, what he’s saying currently, it all registers as true.”

Midoriya looked between the three adults, unsure of how to continue. He barely understood the details behind his own powers, and while he was lucky that the people he’d shared his secret with had chosen to believe him, he was just that —lucky. He couldn’t really offer any explanation beyond what little Gami had told him, the little that Gami actually knew.

“I know it sounds a little unbelievable-” Midoriya interrupted the squabbling around him- “the rest of what I have to tell you is likely more so, but… could you please hear me out?”

All Might softened. “Of course, Young Midoriya. I didn’t mean to sound like I was challenging you. The whole purpose of this meeting was to finally fill each other in.”

Aizawa and Tsukauchi backed down at the ceasefire, allowing Midoriya to continue as he was before.

“Do you remember the first time we met?” He asked quietly, still trying to find his voice. “Under the overpass?”

“Of course, my boy.” All Might’s shoulders dropped guiltily. “I don’t think I could forget.”

“I wasn’t lying then; I really didn’t have a quirk. What I have now, it was passed down to me.” Midoriya chuckled at the irony. “Kind of like One For All actually.”

He knew he was stalling; he was sure Aizawa and Tsukauchi knew too. And while part of him was grateful for them letting him take the conversation at his own pace, part of him wished they’d just force him to get to the point already.

He glanced behind him briefly. Gami stood tall and imposing, filling his meek shadow into something almost tangible. Midoriya could touch him, reach his hand out and take his skeletal fingers in his own. Now was one of the many times he wished he wasn’t the only one who could.

“I- god this is going to sound crazy…” Midoriya shook his head, pressing his eyes shut for a moment. “There was a person before me who had my abilities, but when he died, those powers got passed down to me by complete chance. The reason I know what I have isn’t a quirk… is because he existed long before quirks even started showing up in people.”

“What do you mean?” All Might furrowed his brows. “By that logic, such a person would be even older than All For On-”

“Apologies in advance-” Gami drifted out from behind Midoriya, floating to the empty chair next to him, across from All Might. “But I cannot allow you all to dance around this topic anymore on my behalf.”

And with that, Gami grabbed down hard on the back of the chair, and pulled it towards him with a deafening screech.

Everyone in the room jumped, even Midoriya. All Might shot out of his own chair like a startled cat, blond hair bristling in surprise. Tsukauchi lurched, a hand over his chest to try and calm his racing heart. Even Aizawa was caught off guard by momentary shock, but the underground hero recovered quickly and turned to the chair.

“Well, I see you’ve decided to join us.” Aizawa commented lazily.

“That I have.” Gami replied as he sat down and pushed himself towards the table with another harsh scrape.

The number one hero stood up from his chair, eyes darting between all parties.

“What is going on?!”

Midoriya swallowed thickly, pressing his lips together into a fine line

“Um… well, All Might-” Midoriya gestured to the empty chair- “meet Gami.”

 


 

Midoriya had forgotten how bizarre his whole situation really was. Sitting down in front of All Might, hearing the words coming out of his own mouth, he wondered how anyone had ever believed him in the first place. He could barely believe himself, even with the ancient spector sitting beside him. Embarrassingly, he found himself drifting into silence sometimes, afraid that his latest claim would be the thing to shatter the trust he’d slowly been building with the number one hero. He half expected Aizawa or Tsukauchi to take over at some point, like they somehow knew more about his situation than he did.

Still, through everything unbelievable claim came gentle reassurances from the other two adults, easing All Might past the notions of Deaths and immortality and the dead themselves until Midoriya finally reached the tentative end.

“I see…” Was the first thing All Might muttered after Midoriya finally trailed off for good. The hero looked hesitantly over to the side, resting his exasperated eyes on the empty seat. “So there really is a… a ghost here with us?”

Midoriya gave a nervous smile, lolling his head unconsciously towards Gami. “Yeah… he’s been with me as long as I can remember. I… I don’t know what I would’ve done without him.”

“You’d have persisted, even without me. But I am glad to have been there then… as I am now.” Gami ruffled his successor’s hair affectionately, Midoriya leaning into the touch with a snort.

“He says I would’ve been fine without him.” He relayed for the rest of the room. “But Gami’s notorious for underselling himself.”

All Might nodded, but his eyes stayed fixated on the way Midoriya’s hair bounced and flattened as if there really was a hand threaded through it. He watched in quiet observation as the boy jabbed an elbow playfully into what was seemingly only air, and was pushed back in retaliation by seemingly nothing at all. All Might looked around, his ears filled with the gentle laughter bubbling from Midoriya, and couldn’t help but catch the soft look in Aizawa’s eyes and the mellow smile on Tsukauchi’s face. He sat and soaked it all in, wondering if this domestic bliss had truly been there the whole time, or if he’d manage to miss it from the very beginning.

“So ghosts are truly commonplace…?”

Midoriya blinked owlishly, ending his playfight as he suddenly remembered he and Gami weren’t exactly alone. “I… I guess so. It’s not really in the way you’re probably thinking of, but every person does have a soul.”

All Might hummed in thought as the room quieted back down to seriousness. “I’m just curious…” he looked up with a surprising amount of vulnerability in his eyes- “there wouldn’t happen to be a ghost with me… would there? I’m… just wondering.”

His words got lighter towards the end, but Midoriya could still hear the longing that hid underneath. And despite already knowing the answer, Midoriya was still bewildered enough by the request to scope out the room anyway.

“I’m sorry.” Midoriya shook his head, his heart heavy with a guilt he couldn’t place. “Souls don’t really persist after passing. It would be unusual to see- actually, I’ve never seen a ghost other than Gami, much less a cognitive one” He glanced at his mentor in confusion. “Do you know anything about that?”

Gami couldn’t even open his jaw before a piercing throb split open his skull.

“You have been involved ever since you refused to pass on!”

He flinched at the echoes of his voice, something in his chest hammering with fear until his mind was able to process that the words were nothing more than an unwanted memory.

“A conversation for another time.”

Midoriya frowned, but despite how he turned his head, Gami did not meet his eyes.

He turned back to the table. “Sorry, we got a little sidetracked.”

The admission jolted the rest of the adults back on track, with Tsukauchi taking the lead. “As of now, there are only a small handful of individuals who have any knowledge about Midoriya’s abnormal abilities: myself, Aizawa, Yamada, Nezu, Recovery Girl, and now you. I’m sure you can understand why it’s such a substantial issue that Shigaraki, and hypothetically All For One, somehow know about this.”

“What’s more concerning to me is how they know that Midoriya’s powers aren’t quirk related,” Aizawa tacked on. “That information we’ve kept very secret.”

“What are you implying?” All Might jumped in. “That one of you is a leak?”

The detective ran a hand through his hair. “That would be the most logical assumption, and yet, I just don’t believe that’s the case.”

“I get where you’re coming from; I wouldn’t want to believe it either.” All Might sighed, sagging his shoulders. “But what other option is there? How else could All For One know?”

They drifted into silence, before Aizawa, who’d been quietly in thought himself, turned to the boy next to him.

“Midoriya, is there any possibility that All For One may have known Gami when he was alive?”

Midoriya’s heart skipped a beat.

“I lived for 500 years!”

“It would be a stretch; even if they existed in the same time period, Japan is still a large country. I don’t like relying on coincidences.” Aizawa admitted with furrowed brows. “But it could be that All For One has known about this far longer than we have.”

“That… would actually make some sense,” All Might agreed. “All For One and One For All are the longest living quirks to date. If anyone would have knowledge on something like this, it would either be one of my predecessors, or All For One himself.”

“Sensei seems to know so much about you…”

Midoriya swallowed thickly, running a hand down the back of his neck. “I mean, Gami’s memory about his past has always been incomplete; he's only started remembering things a few months ago.” He looked up at his mentor, who was strangely still. “But do you know anything, Gami?”

The ghost in question did not respond right away.

“You will know the truth whether you wish to or not.”

“I… I don’t remember-” he truthfully admitted- “but… everytime that name is mentioned, I do feel strange.” Gami gripped at his chest harshly, feeling a presence retreat back into the depths of his soul. He grit his teeth in frustration, trying to force him back into the spotlight. “He knows something- what did you do…!”

“H-Hey! Don’t push yourself!” Midoriya stood up all of a sudden, reaching out to try and stabilize Gami’s rapidly deteriorating form.

Aizawa spurred into action. “What’s wrong?”

The ghost dropped his head into his hands, trying to ground himself on the feeling of Midoriya’s fingers pressing into him, but ultimately, whatever the memory was slithered back to where he couldn’t reach. “D-Dammit! It’s right there…”

Midoriya turned back to the table, worry etched into his wrinkles. “Gami strained himself trying to remember, but all he’s getting is a sense of déjà vu at the name.” The boy looked back to his mentor, eyes settling on the way his chest heaved like he was really struggling to breathe. “But… I don’t think we should rule out that theory yet.”

Midoriya helped Gami back into his seat as Aizawa’s expression returned to one of calm nonchalance.

“Regardless, I still think it’s likely U.A. has a leak somewhere.” Tsukauchi stressed, leaning back in his chair. “I mean, the league had intimate knowledge of the USJ layout, not even mentioning the fact that they knew All Might would be there. And while this incident seemed coincidental, I don’t want to put too much faith in that.” He glanced at the number one hero from his peripherals. “If anything, I think it’s proof that the league isn’t just targeting All Might anymore.”

“But I see you have something I want, how thoughtful of you.”

Midoriya’s stomach churned as he desperately tried to keep his takeout down.

Aizawa huffed in grudging agreement. “Unfortunately, I think there’s a decent chance that students as a whole will be targeted from now on.”

“Of course,” Tsukauchi nodded, “the police will remain on high alert, but U.A. also has to be vigilant.”

All Might shared a glance with Aizawa, all while Midoriya looked nervously between them. Finally, All Might sighed, wiping the sweat from the side of his temple.

“I think we need to seriously consider moving the location of the summer camp.”

Notes:

Damn, well this chapter is finally done. I feel like the pacing is all over the place, with it being mostly dialogue and having written it across a span of a few months, but I hope it’s good.

All Might and Midoriya are finally revealing important, plot relevant information to each other lol. I wanted to frame it as a strategic decision since the league clearly already knows a majority of both their secrets, but you know, the plot demands what it demands. Gami also finally came clean to Midoriya about his returning memories, though I don’t think he or Kimura have been necessarily truthful with anyone reading. It seems like there’s a lot they’re still holding from all you…

I’m also really excited to start bringing Kimura into the spotlight. As of now, he’s really only present in the interlude chapters, but I’m hoping between the last interlude and some of Gami’s new behavior, the breadcrumbs I’ve been leaving are starting to get picked up. There’s a whole cocktail of new upcoming character dynamics that have me really motivated to keep writing, not that there’s any worry of me discontinuing this story to begin with.

With that, I do want to thank you all again for your patience. I know these past few chapters have had quite an irregular update schedule, but I'm hoping, however naively, that it won’t become a regular thing. I do have an end to this story —it’s one I’ve been planning for a long time— and I will get there one way or another. Thanks for sticking it through with me :)

And that’s all for now! Here’s the power list, as usual. I’m planning on making some slow edits to it, nothing plot related, just clarity and consistency changes.

Death’s Touch: Anything Midoriya touches starts to decay immediately, regardless of the amount of fingers touching. This ability works on both the living and the non living. Midoriya is able to control the activation on humans and non living objects, being able to start and stop the decay at will, however, he cannot with plant or animal life. Any damage done to living organisms with this power cannot be healed.

Death’s Scythe: Midoriya can summon a scythe to fight with at will. The scythe is the only item that can’t be destroyed by Death’s Touch, and that ability can be shared with the scythe at Midoriya’s will, however it can only decay what it cuts. The decay follows the same rules as Death’s Touch. He can also make the scythe disappear at will.

Immortality: Midoriya is immortal and cannot die. However, he can still get hurt and scarred. The immortality ability doesn’t provide any regeneration, but any wounds that could be detrimental to his job, such as lost/broken limbs and organs, will be healed the next day.

All Sight: Midoriya can see visions of people who may die before they are supposed to. These premonitions are bare and don’t provide much information other than the person themselves and their demise, occasionally revealing the setting and cause. The premonitions can come true between an hour after viewing to 3 days later.

Soul Contact: When a person dies, their soul is immediately sent to Midoriya. He can see, and touch these souls. When holding a soul, Midoriya can see the most important memories and decisions attached to that soul, and hence that person.

Soul Sorting: This ability allows Midoriya to decide which part of the afterlife a soul moves on to. The areas of the afterlife can only be summoned with intent and the swipe of a hand, with the areas themselves being represented by flames. The areas that he can choose from are Paradise, Purgatory, and the Underworld. Once Midoriya decides where the soul best fits, it is sent to the being of that respective area. If approved, the soul stays in that area forever, the exception being Purgatory. Souls in Purgatory can be moved again to either Paradise or the Underworld, however, this is not Midoriya’s decision. If rejected, the soul is sent back to him for reevaluation. All souls must be sorted within 24 hours of Midoriya receiving them, with rejected souls resetting their time limits once they get back to him. Failure to sort a soul within its time limit may result in serious unknown punishment.

???: Seemingly at random, the people close to Midoriya can develop an inexplicable hatred for him, or a hatred that will result in his suffering. Affected individuals will seek out Midoriya’s suffering on a physical and/or emotional level, and are usually unaware of their sudden change in attitude. The affected won’t respond to any reasoning about their unnatural hate, and will continue to hate unless broken by an outside reason, usually by breaking a preexisting hate the affected already had before being infected.

Chapter 52: Ghost With A Body

Summary:

In a way, Midoriya figured everyone could be considered a ghost. The world was just so quick to move on, he wondered how anyone could feel like they weren't being left behind in its dust.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Midoriya sat patiently on the cot in U.A.’s nurse office, Gami close by his side, and Aizawa leaning lazily against the wall, scrolling through his phone. They’d arrived far before the start of classes, as usual, and Aizawa had offered a trip down to Recovery Girl’s office to heal away the remnants of the mark around his neck. Looking to avoid any unwanted attention, Midoriya hastily accepted.

Aizawa had also offered a day home if he needed it after what happened at the mall just the day before; Yamada was quick to jump on the same bandwagon, insisting that they would completely understand if he needed some time to recover. And Midoriya didn’t doubt them. His jaded walls could no longer deny the safety Aizawa swaddled him in, or the compassion Yamada coated him with. Once he and Aizawa came home from the police station, Yamada had clutched both of them into a tight hug, and the three of them together felt like the most complete thing Midoriya had ever been a part of. So he had no doubts that if he had said he wasn’t ready to go back to school today, that either of them would deny him.

But, it was for that very same reason he didn’t want to stay home alone, brewing in his own thoughts. Sitting on the waxy cot, with Gami and Aizawa within arms reach, he felt more at peace than he would alone. And in peace, Midoriya found a strength that he certainly wouldn’t have found in the depths of rampant thoughts. He was chronically paranoid, and it had taken him 15 years to figure out that perhaps being alone with his paranoia wouldn’t help him.

The door to the office creaked open, scattering whatever was left of his train of thought. Aizawa looked up from his phone, quickly pocketing it away.

“Thank you again, Recovery Girl. I appreciate you making some time for us.”

“Oh none of that. You know I get here early like the rest of you all.” She waved Aizawa off, resting on her cane as she closed the door behind her. “Now, let me take a look, dearie.”

Midoriya nodded silently, loosening his tie carefully before pulling it off his neck. He undid the first few buttons of his uniform, widening his collar to expose his throat.

If there had been any doubt about what had choked him before, now there was no mistaking the clearly outlined handprint etched into his skin. The bruise had darkened since the attack, sporting the violet darkness of a shadow. The skin around the immediate area glowed a hot red, almost pulsating angrily. Mixed together, his throat was painted a murky indigo, clashing against the usual paleness of his skin and easily overshadowing the little coverage his uniform provided.

The nurse furrowed her brows at the sight. “Goodness, did he get any first aid yesterday?”

“We had it wrapped at the station,” Aizawa supplied. “And we tried to keep the swelling down with an ice pack last night.”

Recovery Girl sighed. “Well, I suppose there wasn’t much else you could’ve done. My quirk should heal the rest of it away.”

She rolled one of her chairs over to the side of the cot, standing atop of it so she could be at the same height as Midoriya. Instinctively, the boy leaned his head down, allowing Recovery Girl to place a gentle kiss on his forehead. For the first time, he barely felt a difference as she sapped his stamina away, lacking most of the exhaustion or the discomfort of his heart momentarily giving out when she healed him beyond death. Perhaps that was the difference of avoiding life-ending injuries for once, not that it was really his choice to begin with.

Recovery Girl pulled away, and Midoriya put a hesitant hand at his throat, running his fingers tentatively over the skin. When he didn’t wince away like he expected, he rested the hand down further. He couldn't feel anything: not the rawness of agitated skin, nor the heat of his bubbling blood, nor the tautness of tense swelling. All that greeted him was the momentary jolt of his own psyche reminding him that he still wasn’t quite ready for pressure at that spot.

He swallowed; that didn’t even hurt like it used to. “Wow, thank you; that feels so much better.”

“Looks better too.” She smiled, patting him on the head. “Can’t even tell it was there to begin with.”

Recovery Girl turned to Aizawa, who moved to stand up straight from the wall.

“Are you two heading up now?”

“Might as well.” Aizawa shrugged. “Take the rest of the morning to settle in.”

Midoriya hopped off the cot gently, fixing his buttons until his uniform looked the way it was supposed to. Gami reached for the unraveled tie, threading it between his fingers in a comfortable grip before looping it around Midoriya’s neck effortlessly. If either Aizawa or Recovery Girl noticed, they certainly didn’t comment.

He waited for Gami to finish, bony fingers smoothing out his collar, before entering a deep bow. “Thank you again.”

The nurse chuckled lightly. “There’s really no need. I’m just glad you’re alright.”

Still, Aizawa thanked her again on their way out and back to the classroom. They walked down the halls in a peaceful silence, void of the bustling that usually came with the start of the day. But upon approaching the large signature door of 1-A, Aizawa paused a few steps behind him.

“You can wait inside if you’d like, Midoriya.” The teacher then gestured down the hall. “I’m going to talk with Nezu before class officially starts.”

Midoriya nodded. “Okay.” His brows furrowed for a moment, words caught just behind his lips. “Is- how is he doing?”

Aizawa had filled him in on what was going on with Nezu after his practical exam, and needless to say, Midoriya had wanted nothing more than to rush to him and apologize until he ran out of breath in his lungs. But Aizawa had insisted that Nezu had needed some time alone then, and despite his everlasting guilt, Midoriya obliged. But that had been days ago, and despite how much better Aizawa knew the principal than him, he couldn't deny that the guilt festering in him left him very antsy.

The underground hero gave a soft smile, catching the quiver in Midoriya’s voice. “He’s getting there. If there’s anything consistent about Nezu, it’s how seriously he takes things, despite the front he likes to put on.”

That didn’t seem to satisfy Midoriya, not that Aizawa really expected it to. He placed his hand on the boy’s shoulder in solace, giving a gentle pat.

“I know you want to talk to him, but… he needs a little more time. Trust me though, once he’s ready, I’ll let you know.”

That seemed to ease Midoriya slightly more than before. “Okay.”

Aizawa gave one final pat, before turning around and leaving Midoriya by the door as he trudged down the hall once more. The boy stood awkwardly for a moment, unsure of what to do with himself other than fiddle with his hands and watch Aizawa disappear around the corner. Finally, he willed himself to open the dauntingly massive door, closing it behind him as he stared out at an empty sea of desks.

“Is everything alright?” Gami asked hesitantly.

The words shook him out of his thoughts, his vision coming back into focus. “Yeah, just a lot of my mind, I guess.” Midoriya laughed to himself. “When isn’t there?”

He walked up to the large windows overlooking the edge of the school grounds. Gami trailed behind him, glancing over his successor’s shoulder. It was still far too early for anyone to be arriving, and yet Midoriya stared like his attention was so carefully held by the tiny world below him, in the fluttering trees and perched birds and distant peacefulness.

“Sometimes, I wonder… where would I be if I didn’t come here?”

Confused, and quite frankly a bit startled, Gami floated around to get a better look at Midoriya’s face. “What do you mean? Didn’t you want to come here? Are you… not happy?”

“This was everything I ever wanted, and I am really happy here.” He clarified, placing a hand on the window. “I’m happy. I’m grateful and I’m comfortable. But… I’m also nervous and worried, and I’d be lying if I said I was only a little scared.” He chuckled quietly. “And sometimes, I wonder if there was another place where I wouldn’t feel those things, and if it would make me just as happy as I am now.”

Gami pondered his words for a moment. “Do you regret your choice? Wanting to become a hero?”

Midoriya shook his head. “Not at all. I know I want to be here, that this is what I want to do.” He looked down at his hands, his skin obscured by the thick padding of his gloves. “I guess… I just wonder if another me who chose something different would regret losing this.”

The space trickled back into silence as the two continued looking out the window, searching for what could’ve been.

“I think it’s normal… to feel those things. Wondering about what could have been is part of what defines humanity. It’s what drives people not to settle, to pursue something greater than the present. I think that’s a normal feeling.” Gami stared through the glass absently, until his vision moved away from the fluttering trees and perched birds and distant peacefulness, and instead settled on his successor’s faint reflection and the empty space next to him where he knew he stood. “But, I think… if you spend all that time thinking and you find yourself always coming back to the present, I would say that right now is where you want to be.”

Midoriya blinked, and suddenly, their shared glossy reflection was all he could see, over the fluttering trees and perched birds and whatever was in the distance.

“I… never thought about it like that.” He turned away from the window, at Gami instead. “Thanks.”

The ghost shrugged. “Just thinking. Same as you.”

They both thought for a little while longer, before Midoriya turned away from the window completely. “Well, that’s enough thinking for now.”

Gami gave him a little shove, laughing under his breath. “Your brain can only handle so much.”

“What’re you trying to say?” Midoriya snorted, elbowing him back.

The two devolved into playful bickering and light chatter, filling up the room with aimless conversation. Even now, after so many years, Midoriya still found it quite amazing how natural things between him and Gami felt. Words flowed like water on his tongue, sloshing naturally between tones like waves themselves. He hadn’t had many good relationships for very long, but even then, he just had a feeling that what he shared with Gami was unique beyond that. Maybe one day, he’d get here with Todoroki or Uraraka or Iida, but he knew something about this relationship would always be different, beyond the innate nature of things.

Midoriya considered himself very lucky to know Gami for exactly who he was.

Eventually, time passed as it always did and his classmates began arriving for the day. Most were surprised to see him there; he hadn’t realized so many people had expected him to stay home after yesterday’s events. He spent most of his time consoling worried faces and frantic friends, and with every reassurance he gave, he felt a bit more reassured himself. With time thankfully, things died down, and the classroom returned to its usual ambiance until the bell rang and Aizawa walked in not even a second after.

The hero cleared his throat, settling down at the front of the room with a piece of paper in his hands.

“Given what happened-” he didn’t bother with pleasantries or small talk- “U.A. is taking some extra precautions with these villains.”

No one needed an explanation of what he was referring to, but Midoriya still got some pointed looks that he couldn’t help but to shy away from.

Aizawa turned the sheet of paper sideways, holding it strangely in both hands.

“Thus-” a sharp tear interrupted him- “we’ve had to cancel our usual accommodations at the last minute. We won't reveal the destination of the camp until the day we depart.”

Two halves of a piece of paper floated to the floor, and the room erupted into chaos.

“What do you mean?!” Midoriya heard Sero yell in front of him. “I already told my parents!”

“That’s precisely the point.” Yaoyorozu nodded, turning to the rest of the class. “The school can’t control who learns what or how.”

There were some whiny agreements, and Midoriya continued to listen in on the cacophony silently. Honestly, he was surprised the trip wasn’t canceled altogether, but for what it was worth, he was grateful. Maybe that was part of the reason Aizawa had left to talk with Nezu. But speculations aside, he couldn’t deny that he was glad they were still going. He could use a little break from it all, even if that supposed break was going to be more schooling and training.

“You…”

Bakugo’s voice grumbled from just above the noise, subsequently quieting things down.

“You should’ve killed him.”

Midoriya froze, choking on his own breath, his heart stuttering in his chest.

“If you try to do anything, I’ll kill you. And then, on my way out, I’ll kill as many people as I pass.”

Gami placed a hand on his back, and suddenly Midoriya remembered how to breathe again just as the words really sank in.

“God, Bakugo…!” Hagakure snapped around to face him, and despite being unable to see her face, her anger was clear. “Didn’t you hear how it was?! Besides, using quirks in a public place is illegal anyway!”

More of his classmates chimed in to support him, but Midoriya didn’t hear any of it. He turned his head to the side, opting to stare blankly at the wall as too many thoughts ran through his head.

“But when you wake up with 20… no, 30 bodies lying around you, you’ll know it’s all your fault.”

He pressed his eyes shut, trying to force out that disgustingly raspy whisper that brushed back through his ears.

“Just one little touch and they’d be on the floor, half their heads missing, brain matter oozing everywher-”

Gami tried to ground him. “Don’t listen to him.”

“And Sensei would love to finally meet you.”

There was a scarily large part of Midoriya that really wished he had.

“Alright, alright.” Aizawa didn’t yell, but the sternness in his tone left no room for argument as the class quieted immediately. “Everything else will still be as normal. We’ll still leave at the end of the week, and you all still have classes until then.”

There was a collective groan, but no one bothered to fight him as homeroom started to proceed as usual, his peers beginning to pull out their books for the rest of the day.

Midoriya tried to reach for his, but his heart wasn’t really in it anymore as his eyes turned back to the window to stare out at the fluttering trees and perched birds and whatever could’ve been out there in the distance.

 


 

Morning classes came and went as they usually did, but Midoriya used the monotony to recenter himself from earlier. It had taken more than a couple of breaths to put out those unwanted thoughts, but he found himself just feeling hungry and nothing more by the time lunch rolled around.

The sounds of scraping chairs and excited footsteps flooded the classroom as soon as the bell for lunch rang, and he couldn’t deny being a part of it. He locked eyes with Uraraka’s eager grin from afar as she pulled Iida and Asui with her, waiting for him to catch up by the door. Midoriya gathered the rest of his things from under his desk, stacking everything neatly into a pile he could hold, turning to Todoroki sitting beside him.

“Are you joining us for lunch?” He asked playfully.

Todoroki cocked his head slightly. “If you’ll have me.” He replied, polite as ever.

Midoriya’s grin faltered, but he laughed hesitantly to cover it up. “Of course… you’re always welcome to sit with us, you know? I was just messing with you a little…”

With that, Todoroki flashed a small smile of his own, standing up from his seat. “And who’s to say I wasn’t either?”

Midoriya heaved out an exasperated sigh. “Oh, I can’t believe you-” he pushed his chair away with a rather harsh squeak, with a real laugh this time. He watched Todoroki start to leave him behind to join everyone else waiting by the door, and in a desperate effort to catch up, he tried to grab all his things in one quick swoop. Unfortunately, try was all he could do, as he inevitably dropped some things in his haste.

“Oh, come on.” He cursed under his breath, complaining like it wasn’t his fault in the first place. He scooped everything up between his arms and his chest, and carefully rose to his feet so as to not make the same mistake again.

“Izuku-”

Midoriya wobbled, but Gami was quick to hold his things to keep them from falling again. He stabilized before perking his head in a way only Gami would really understand, though making sure to add a little disgruntlement only the ghost could see too.

“Apologies.” He tacked on a little hastily. “I was just wondering if you had a few moments to spare before heading off to lunch.”

Midoriya waited, expecting Gami to say more, but when the air drifted off into silence instead, he couldn’t help the confused glance he sent his way. That didn’t even prompt the ghost, however, as Gami waited patiently on his successor’s response.

Midoriya set his things back down onto his desk —man, he just picked them up too— before heading over to the group waiting expectantly on him.

“Midori! Are you-” Uraraka cut herself off, confusion spreading over her face. “Where’s your stuff?”

“Why don’t you guys go on without me?” He suggested sheepishly as the rest of his friends turned to see what was going on. “I’ll catch up in a second, I promise.”

Unfortunately, his nonchalance didn’t do much convincing for the others as Asui stepped out from behind Iida, a finger pressed on her cheek.

“Is this about what Bakugo said earlier?” She asked pointedly. “I’d try not to take what he says all too seriously. It’s not like he knows what he’s talking about.”

Uraraka softened at the supposed explanation. “We’re just glad you’re alright…! We hope you know that!”

Iida and Todoroki nodded in silent agreement, and the four stared down Midoriya expectantly, waiting for him to grab his things so they could get to lunch.

Midoriya could only blink owlishly, wishing that things could only be that simple.

“Guys, really, I’m fine. It’s not that at all…!” He waved his hands dismissively. “I just need a moment to myself. It’s nothing serious, I promise.”

He smiled, light and genuine, until he met Todoroki’s eyes and all the doubt came flooding back. Those heterochromatic eyes pierced right through him, straight to his soul, and Midoriya suddenly worried they would find some untruth he didn’t even know was there. He wasn’t lying, and yet, he couldn’t help but stand in silence like he’d been caught committing sin itself.

And just as quickly, Todoroki softened, his eyes relaxing as he allowed himself to follow suit, having found nothing of what he was looking for.

“Alright.” Turning away, he waved the rest of the group to follow. “He’ll join us when he’s ready.”

Awkwardly, though not without some hesitation, Iida, Uraraka, and Asui trailed behind.

“Don’t take too long!” Uraraka called back to him as she shut the door behind them.

Midoriya stood like a statue, and only when he was sure he was alone did he let out a loud sigh of relief.

“God… that was way more stressful than it had to be.” He muttered to himself, running a hand down his face. He turned back around to face Gami. “So what did you want to-”

His words shriveled up on his lips seeing Gami floating a few feet away from him, hesitantly fiddling with his hands. He couldn’t see the ghost’s face —he never had— but he could still find the uncertainty hiding in the depths of his shadows.

The look was starting to become more and more normal for Gami, and Midoriya wasn’t sure how to feel about it.

He took a small step forward. “Hey, is everything alright?”

Gami fidgeted. “I’ve just… been thinking.”

“You don’t think we’ve done enough of that for today?” Midoriya joked loosely, trying to keep the air light.

His fragile smile felt when Gami didn’t laugh back.

“I was just wondering… when you look at me, do you- do I have a soul? Is there… something there?”

In all the years Midoriya had known him, there had never been a time he’d ever seen Gami look so small.

He wasn’t sure how to respond, caught so completely off guard it was like he forgot how to breathe entirely.

“You- actually… I don’t know.” He answered truthfully as his mind caught up to his mouth. “I’ve never really paid attention if you do.”

He took another step forward, looking closer at the dark fog that composed most of his mentor’s body, but that was all he could see. Gami had always looked like a shadow, save for the skeletal limbs that sometimes peeked out and his signature pendant draped around his neck. But even with his semi-solid form, Gami seemed just as opaque as anything else. The only thing that gave him away were the wispy threads of fog that always seemed to roll off his silhouette, like a single puff of air could scatter him into the wind.

He dispersed that thought as quickly as it came, swallowing nervously. “I- I mean, you have to have one. I can check…?”

The offer didn’t seem to stir anything in the ghost, but Gami turned away from Midoriya’s eyes, like his successor would suddenly find something he wasn’t ready to see.

“It’s just… there was something-” he hesitated- “something Kimura said that’s been bothering me.”

Midoriya shifted instantly to shock. “W-Wait, like just now?” He sputtered.

“No, no.” Gami shook his head. “Yesterday, when I was… you know.”

He didn’t bother elaborating, letting that thought drift away into a silence that came too eagerly. Worried —perpetually worried like he always was— Midoriya drove away the quiet with his own unfiltered thoughts, like the quiet would suddenly spook Gami back into secrecy.

“I mean, you’ve never looked like a typical soul. I don’t know if that’s how it works though; it’s not like I’ve seen anyone have a soul until…” He opted not to say that part out loud. “I don’t know if being a ghost is different than being a soul; I don’t know how any of this works…!”

Midoriya looked up at Gami for answers, and this was one of many times Gami desperately wished he had answers to give.

“I… I’m still dead.” He tried to logic. “So I should have one, right?”

“I guess that makes sense… but I don’t really see anything.” Midoriya stared hard, trying to find anything noteworthy past his usual dark robe, lanky limbs, and hunched shadow.

“Even I do not even know the extent of my sins.”

“I-It’s just you.”

Midorya didn’t understand why Gami looked so disappointed at that.

“Even with the rest of them?”

There had been countless times where Midoriya worked in Gami’s presence, but for the life of him, he couldn’t remember his mentor looking any different, for better or for worse. But he knew that wasn’t going to be an answer that satisfied Gami in any meaningful way, so instead, he allowed the room to glow with the light of countless lives, falling naturally around them like stars.

Still, Gami looked as dark as ever, like a black hole in the center of space.

Some lonely souls brushed up to him, but Midoriya didn’t have the heart to face them, not when Gami didn’t look the same.

“No… I’m sorry; I don’t see anything.” He admitted quietly, before his face scrunched up. “What did Kimura tell you? That you have no soul? Cause I swear that’s not-”

“No, he did say we have a soul. It’s… ours; we’re sharing it for now, I think.”

“I despise the fact we are truly the same soul.”

Confused and exasperated, Midoriya ran a hand through his hair, pulling it taut. “Then… what? Gami, I don’t really understand-”

“He told me that I refused to pass on.”

Midoriya loosened his grip. “What…?”

Gami curled in on himself, hugging his arms to his chest in a way that reminded Midoriya of how he used to hold his All Might figurines close when he slept at night as a child. “I didn’t really understand what he meant until I thought about it more, and I guess all those years ago, I wanted nothing more than to stay with you… so I did.”

“I want to stay.”

“I stayed… and I never really thought about the fact that I was supposed to leave.”

“You have been involved ever since you refused to pass on! You thought you could cheat the system as I tried!”

“But if- if that’s the truth, and Kimura is telling the truth, then isn’t my… our soul far beyond 24 hours?”

Midoriya’s hands dropped down to his sides, and he wasn’t sure what to do with them as gravity pulled them down, down, down until there was nowhere lower to go.

“I- oh my god…” He pressed his palm to his forehead, suddenly feeling very faint. “No, no that can’t be the case! It has to be different for you!” He tried to justify. “I mean, you’re my mentor; you were meant to stick around for at least a little while! I don’t- the same thing can’t apply!”

“But I’m dead… I have to have one. Kimura said we have one. I-I don’t understand why I don’t look like the rest of them…!”

His last words came out like a wounded bark, and the classroom lights flickered for a moment. The souls surrounding them quickly scattered away, scampering like mice until Midoriya was positioned between them and Gami.

The ghost looked up at the damage he caused, eyes darting between each floating orb accusingly, until he finally rested on Midoriya. He… he was shivering ever so slightly. Was it that cold in here? Gami looked down at his own hands, still and lifeless as they’d always been, but almost completely masked by the smoke radiating off him in plumes. He felt faint and fragile, like just one wrong move could dismantle him completely.

Was that… him?

Midoriya tried to get his mouth to move the way he wanted it to, but his teeth chattered too hard to let him.

“Unless… it has something to do with the fact that it’s beyond expiration…?”

Gami continued to mutter lowly to himself, unaware of how hazy he was becoming, or of how fast the temperature in this spot of the room was dropping. Midoriya shivered from the cold, trying to ward out the chill from his very bones. He usually found comfort in Gami’s undead chill, such a unique staple of his, but this was nothing like usual. There was nothing pleasant about the air freezing from inside his lungs.

“Gami…!” He lurched forward, grabbing his hands instinctively. Almost immediately, he pulled away, the frigidness jumping from the ghost’s bones to his own. He stuttered for a moment, unsure of what to do next, before deciding to grab the front of his robe instead. His fingers sank into the fog, and yet it was viscous enough for him to grip and shake.

The ghost didn’t seem to hear him, or feel his hands on his chest.

“No more thinking…!” Midoriya commanded. “Stop! Stop thinking and just talk to me…!”

Gami snapped back to reality. The first thing he felt was how badly Midoriya was shaking.

“Let go of me…!” He tried to pull away. “I’m hurting you!”

“You’re not hurting me!” Midoriya argued, refusing to let go of him despite the tremors running up and down his spine. “It’s just cold…! You’re cold, so take a breath until you feel like you again.”

Realizing his successor really wasn’t going to unhand him, Gami breathed in deeply, pressing his eyes shut to concentrate on feeling normal again. Despite how he tried, he couldn’t find anything to touch to ground himself on, and since he refused to grab Midoriya’s skin despite how alluring the warmth was, he focused instead on things that made him feel warm. The glow of the morning sun against the clouds, the sounds of soft waves crashing against the shore, the distant smell of tea and lavender from a memory that wasn’t his own. Gami breathed and reminisced until he felt Midoriya’s hands leave him, and only then did he bother to open his eyes.

Once Midoriya felt the ghost starting to solidify again, he let go of his grip. The air in the room had started to warm up again, and Gami’s outline returned to looking fixed. Still, he couldn’t deny how exhausted he looked, and Midoriya wondered just how much power Gami truly kept hidden within him.

“I didn’t mean-” he tried to say.

“I know you didn’t mean to, but you have to start talking to me.” Midoriya stressed. “You can’t keep bottling things up like this; it’s not healthy for you and… and it’s not healthy for me either.”

Gami nodded slowly. “I apologize.”

“It’s okay. It’s always going to be okay.” He reached for Gami’s hand, now able to hold it comfortably in his own. “Now, tell me what you were thinking about.”

“I- my soul. If I have one… and Kimura says we do, then it would have to be long expired.”

“We established that as a possibility.” Midoriya chose his response carefully.

“Is that perhaps why I don’t appear the same?” Gami glanced over to the other souls, still huddled far from the two of them.

Midoriya glanced back too. “I mean, it’s plausible. It’s not like we’ve ever seen what happens to a soul after 24 hours; I’ve never let one get that far.”

“So ghosts are truly commonplace…?”

“What if… what if that is the reason we’ve never seen another like… me?” Gami whispered, afraid to hear his own admission aloud. “Because you never allowed a soul to expire as I allowed myself.”

Midoriya’s whole expression widened, suddenly recalling the conversation he had with All Might the night prior. He turned back again to the group of floating souls behind him and tentatively reached a hand out. The glittering lights seemed to hesitate, until one drifted forward warily, nesting itself in Midoriya’s palm. The boy pulled it back, holding it close between him and his mentor.

“You definitely feel colder than this.” Midoriya threaded his other hand back into Gami’s robe, closing his eyes to really feel the two distinct sensations. “But, otherwise… you do feel like a normal soul. You’re both kind of foggy, but spongy too; it’s almost like you’re solid, but the longer I hold either of you, the more I’m not really sure…”

Midoriya opened his eyes, readjusting himself to the soft glow of the light in his hand, and the wispy darkness standing before him.

“What does that mean, if I myself feel the same as a human soul? Is my soul then not confined to that shape?” Gami stared down at his hands, running his skeletal fingers through his own foggy wisps of his robe. “Is my whole being… my own soul?”

It was a dizzying concept, and Midoriya struggled to wrap his own head around it, despite his evidence being the thing to prompt it. “I don’t know…”

They stared between themselves and the small soul that floated between then, like they’d find the answers waiting for them if they stared hard enough.

“But, if we’re right about everything else… why would expiration be bad? I mean, look at you!” Midoriya gestured to Gami proudly. “You’re cognitive and sentient; isn’t that a good thing?”

Gami did not seem convinced. “I do not exist without suffering.”

He leaned his head back, away from his successor’s confused look.

“Do you remember the conversation we had after the incident in Hosu?”

“You’re acting a lot like a poltergeist, Gami.”

“Oh, yeah…” The memory flashed in his head. “We talked about you having an attachment to me. I remember.”

Gami allowed the thought to settle in Midoriya’s head before continuing. “I fear my form is fundamentally unstable. It doesn’t exactly feel… right to interact with the world in the manner I do. Sometimes, I find myself feeling… muted, like parts of me are watery. Empty… like I am missing-”

The ghost didn’t realize how upset he was becoming, until Midoriya’s hands were suddenly in his own, and he felt whole again.

“And then I’m with you… and I feel right. I feel stable.”

“The big thing about poltergeists is that they’re very emotional kinds of ghosts. Usually they form an attachment to something important, and just being around that attachment makes them stronger.”

“Your attachment…” Midoriya realized. “You think it’s part of what’s keeping you together?”

“I speculate.” Gami nodded in confirmation. “I don’t believe souls are meant to exist here for a long time, at least, not without expecting to wither. I’m- I’m lucky-” He forced that awful word out- “because without you, I do not think I would be cognitive at all, much less sound of mind.”

They process the weight of the theory in silence, as the rest of the souls finally decided the air was warm enough to rejoin them.

“I- Fuck!” Midoriya exhaled shakily, threading a hand through his hair again. “If that’s the case… if we’re really right about this, then expiration is a way bigger deal than we realized.”

Suddenly, all the little lights surrounding them started to make him feel sick.

“Shouldn’t we have been told…?” Midoriya asked in a betrayed whisper —he left out by who. “I mean, we’re talking about souls rotting here if I don’t get to them within a day…! If that’s the reason behind the rule… don’t I deserve to know that? Shit, I don’t know how I haven’t missed one yet, and that was without knowing how much is really at stake!”

He tried to keep his breathing even, but the sheer whirlwind of unknowns swept him off his feet. What would happen if he messed up even once? Would it even be possible to recover a soul if it hit that point? Even just a second over? Or would they be forced to wander the world alone until they rotted away completely?

Would they even get the peace of dying again, or would they be forced to exist infinitely as the unstable husk that Gami was teetering on?

Midoriya collapsed under the weight of all his thoughts, sinking into Gami’s arms. “Do… do you think Kimura knew?” He entertained one last thought.

“We are the same!!”

“I don’t know.” Gami held him close, surrounded by a sea of stars he would never be able to reach.

“You will know the truth whether you wish to or not.”

“I really don’t know.”

 


 

If Midoriya and Gami had learned anything from dealing with the strange curse that afflicted him, it was not to overly worry about speculation. Gami had learned that lesson better than most, since the majority of what he did with his time was think. So it was him who calmed Midoriya that day and convinced him to go to lunch like he intended. It was him who brushed off the boy’s attempts to bring it back up later that night, and the following nights after. All they were doing was speculating, and all that was going to do was stress both of them out. The only people who knew the answers to all the questions they were thinking would never tell, and the rules would remain regardless.

Gami always ended up thinking once Midoriya went to bed. It was all he had to do other than leave the boy completely, and something deep inside him really seemed to dislike that idea as of late. He wondered if that meant that Kimura did somewhat care about Midoriya, despite his instance otherwise, but then again, he could never be sure of what Kimura was thinking. Every word with him seemed deceitful, a web of half truths spun to keep him guessing, to keep him digging.

Part of him wondered what Kimura wanted by implying the existence of his rotting soul. Part of him, aware of Kimura’s underhanded nature, wondering if it would be the ultimate counter against him to never find out the truth at all.

The ghost was never left thinking for long, thanks to Midoriya’s mangled sleep schedule, and eventually other thoughts came to occupy their time instead.

Like where they were going to sit as they waited for the bus to take them to camp.

Midoriya looked around; both Class 1-A and Class 1-B waited together excitedly on the sidewalk for the charter bus to come. This had been a surprise to both classes, one that both Aizawa and 1-B’s teacher Vlad King had kept secret until this very morning. Midoriya didn’t really know any of the students in the other hero class all that well, but it seemed like everyone was excited to get to know each other, and maybe have a little fun while doing it.

His ears picked up a little bickering off to the side that sounded eerily like Monoma’s voice. He reminded himself that mostly everyone was excited to hang out together.

Gami, likely a little bored himself, moved out from behind him to poke at his rolling suitcase. “How far do you think I could move this before someone were to notice?”

Midoriya yanked the handle, jerking the suitcase back to his side. “You’re insufferable.”

The ghost heard the smile in his whisper, however, and draped himself across the top of the suitcase instead. “You know, this is pretty fun. If you wanted, I could push you- nevermind.” He made a pointed effort to look him in the eye. “What a shame.”

“That’s not going to convince me to let you roll the suitcase.” Midoriya sighed lowly with a hand on his head, glancing around just to make sure no one was close enough to hear. “Sometimes I forget you’re 500 and not five. And get off before you manage to break it somehow; Yamada was nice enough to let me use it for the trip. I don’t want to give it back broken.”

“I would not!” He pouted, but moved off the suitcase nonetheless. He turned his back to Midoriya, grumbling under his breath. “I have dense bones, thank you…”

“Drama queen.” Midoriya muttered back with a smile.

He glanced around again for the bus while Gami sulked, almost like he’d somehow be able to spot it before anyone else. Mostly everyone was grouped up and chatting, and without Gami talking, his heartbeat suddenly felt a little too loud in his chest. He spotted Iida, Uraraka, and Asui standing together, and started to make his way towards them before spotting Todoroki standing off to the side by himself. He slowed, before making up his mind.

Damn, he should’ve brought that figurine he bought at Kiyashi Ward to give to him. Oh well, he’d just have to gift it to Todoroki after they got back from the camp.

“Hey, Shouto…!” Midoriya gave a small wave, trailing to a stop beside him. He waited for Todoroki to process his presence, continuing once he saw a small smile in return. “Are you excited for camp? What do you think it’s going to be like?”

Todoroki pondered. “I’m not sure, though I’m curious to see where it’ll be taking place now compared to before.” He looked off at the empty parking lot again. “I’ve… been looking forward to the trip actually; I don’t usually get to go off places on my own.”

“I kind of get that.” Midoriya nodded. “I’ve never been out of the area, so I’m hoping we’ll be in some part of Japan I’ve never seen before.”

“That would be nice…” Todoroki drawled, his eyes staring out to the sky as he considered the thought.

Midoriya looked up too, focused on the cotton clouds in the sky, watching the way they wistfully drifted across, weaving behind the school buildings around them. Maybe it was the sun in his eyes, but the sight pulled something hazy from him, like that promise of a distant dream he hopelessly wished for each night.

“As a hero student, this might be bad to admit-” Todoroki started again, still gazing up- “but I hope we get to relax at least a bit.”

Midoriya turned back to him in surprise. “Why would that be a bad thing?”

He sighed. “I just think we’re expected to do a lot. I think… with everything that’s happened, it’s easy to forget we just got to high school.”

Suddenly, Midoriya didn’t think he was just talking about the class anymore.

“Yeah…” His mind flashed between old memories: meeting All Might under the bridge, destroying the zero pointer during his exam, the USJ invasion, the Sports Festival, Hosu… “It really has been only a few months…”

The thought drifted off into silence between the two of them, something different for each.

“Attention!!” Iida’s voice cut through the air. “The buses have arrived! Please organize yourselves by class!”

Midoriya bounced excitedly, almost disappointed that he missed catching it, but too impatient to care. “It’s finally here! Oh, I’m so excited!” He pumped his fists.

Todoroki didn’t match his enthusiasm so outwardly, but Midoriya still heard him chuckle. “Would you want to sit together?”

“Oh, sure!” Midoriya lit up, dragging his suitcase towards the Class 1-A bus. He turned back over his shoulder. “Do you want the window?”

“I- hey wait!” Todoroki called after him, but Midoriya had already gone too far to hear. He couldn’t help but laugh for real this time, lugging his bag faster than it could roll.

Gami, off sulking to himself still, finally returned to reality at the commotion. “Wha-” He glanced around, finding himself alone and Midoriya running off without him. “Seriously?! You traitor; I can’t believe you!”

Class 1-A left their luggage outside the bus for the U.A. staff to load as they piled inside. Despite getting there first, Midoriya waited for Todoroki to board first before following on. The seat selection was already looking slim, but Uraraka and Asui, sitting behind Iida and Yaoyorozu, waved them down to a set of two empty seats across from them. Todoroki shuffled in, settling himself by the window, and Midoriya followed suit.

He ducked down to slide his backpack under the seat in front of him, and when he popped back up, he was met with Gami’s shadowed face next to his. He jumped unconsciously, unable to suppress the tiny gasp that escaped him.

Todoroki looked over to him. “Are you alright?”

Midoriya resisted the urge to side-eye the ghost next to him. “Yeah-” he laughed awkwardly, patting his hair- “Just hit my head.”

“Serves you right.” Gami pouted like nearly outing him wasn’t a big deal. “Didn’t even save me a seat…”

Midoriya pointedly ignored him, though he couldn’t deny the small pang in his heartstrings regardless. There really wasn’t a good way to apologize even if he wanted to, however, at least not until they got somewhere more private.

So instead, he reached into his pocket, pulling out his phone and a pair of corded earbuds that Yamada had lent him along with the suitcase.

He held them out to Todoroki in offering. “Do you want to share? I have a feeling it’s going to get pretty loud in here.”

The other smirked. “Just as long as we can switch back and forth.”

Gami crossed his arms in disbelief. “Fine. Guess I’ll just stay right here then…”

And that Gami did, even as Aizawa announced their departure, even as the class cheered, even as the bus took off. He floated silently in the aisle next to his successor, and without another place to dispense his thoughts, they collected noisily in his head, drowning out the cacophony of the kids around him.

He looked over to the side, watching Midoriya bob his head happily, Todoroki sitting peacefully next to him, a strange feeling settling in his stomach. Maybe he took things a little too far. He was only joking at the beginning, but maybe, somewhere along the way, his feelings really did get hurt. He held nothing against Todoroki, none of Midoriya’s friends; they were the best things to ever happen to the boy. Maybe… maybe this time, things were on him.

“I’m sorry… if I took things a bit too far.” Gami spoke aloud, the sound of his own voice suddenly the loudest thing he could possibly hear. “I really was only being facetious…”

He laughed to himself, now only hearing the half-baked lie woven into his words.

He missed how Midoriya glanced at him through the corner of his eye.

“I think- I think it’s a wonderful thing that you finally have so many people in your life that care for you. That-” Gami choked up, stumbling over himself- “that really love you.”

The ghost looked around, spotting Uraraka and Asui huddling together, spotting Iida and Yaoyorozu trying to control the chaos, spotting Aizawa subtly smiling at his students, spotting Todoroki closing his eyes and resting his head back, like he’d finally found complete safety.

“And I’m so, so thankful. Because that’s all I have ever wanted for you. That is all you’ve ever deserved.”

Gami reached up, fumbling with his stone pendant. He… he didn’t feel anything from it, and yet a deep sadness rang from his memories, nearly toppling him over.

“I love you so much, Yōko. I am so lucky to have you in my life.”

He could almost hear Kimura’s tears, hundreds of years old, yet startlingly familiar.

“I guess… maybe there is a part of me a bit fearful.” His chest felt strange, a tight rattling lodged behind his ribs. “That you may not… need me anymore.”

His mouth tasted like selfishness, and for the first time, it didn’t taste like Kimura’s.

He wasn’t jealous of Todoroki, or of anyone that Midoriya had chosen to let into his life.

“You have been involved ever since you refused to pass on! You thought you could cheat the system as I tried!”

He just hoped there was still a place left for him in it.

Gami wasn’t expecting a response, but he couldn’t help but fill the silence with his own thoughts anyway, if only to keep him from thinking new ones. “I’m sorry; that’s a selfish thing to say. I should not have tried to make it about mysel-”

He stopped in his tracks, his eyes drifting down to the silent movement beside him. Midoriya still gazed blankly at the seat in front of him, but his arm had moved front its comfortably place on his lap, to the armrest next to the aisle. And slowly, with a deliberate, unassuming laze, his hand rotated until his palm faced upwards.

Gami blinked, unsure if any of that was intentional, and even less certain on whether he should ask. Perhaps he was overthinking things again; perhaps Midoriya hadn’t meant anything by it at all-

Midoriya’s fingers wiggled slowly in repetition. Gami swore it almost looked like a beckon.

Midoriya’s eyes flickered towards the aisle for just a second. Gami swore he almost looked right at him.

Midoriya’s face relaxed into a gentle smile. Gami swore it couldn’t possibly be for him.

And yet, despite all his better judgment, Gami was selfish. His heart craved with such an ache, he almost tricked himself into believing there was something more inside his chest other than fog. He reached for things he wasn’t sure he deserved. He reached for Midoriya’s hand, intertwining their fingers together.

And just for a moment, just from his warmth alone, Gami felt so incredibly whole.

Midoriya’s fingers squeezed his own. Gami snapped down in shock.

Midoriya’s eyes settled on him. Gami felt them pierce right through him.

Midoriya’s face relaxed into a gentle smile. Gami swore it couldn’t possibly be for him.

And yet, despite all his better judgment, Gami was selfish.

Gami sobbed hard in the middle of the aisle, drowning out the cacophony of everything around them.

 


 

The bus drove on for a couple more hours, and things were starting to get a little stir-crazy onboard. Even with their earbuds, Midoriya and Todoroki couldn’t help but look around nervously, listening to the factions between seats tread shakily on the brink of full out war. Thankfully, like a call from the heavens itself, Aizawa announced they would be stopping for a break momentarily, and the class quieted down. Midoriya didn’t think he needed anything to snack on or to use the restroom, but he couldn’t deny that he was getting a little cramped. He’d appreciate the chance to get up and stretch.

The bus rolled to a stop, the brakes hissing, and students eagerly stood to push their way to the front. Midoriya yawned unconsciously despite not having slept, trying to stretch out his legs in his seat, and Todoroki, who had rested his eyes for at least a moment, cracked his neck nonchalantly.

“This is an unusual place for a rest stop.” The other commented. Midoriya leaned forward to get a glimpse outside of Todoroki’s window. He could only see the lonely road they’d been driving on for the past hour, any view beyond obstructed by the massive concrete wall that ran alongside it. The area looked forested; maybe that was to keep rocks from tumbling onto cars. He wasn’t sure.

He glanced over to Uraraka and Asui’s window. They seemed to be parked at a small lookout on the shoulder, seemingly devoid of anything. Puzzled, Midoriya scratched his cheek. “I don’t really see anything. Maybe we have to walk to it?”

Todoroki shrugged. “Possibly.” He stood up slanted from his seat, prompting Midoriya to follow suit, moving through the aisle and off the bus.

Midoriya flinched from the morning sun, shielding his eyes from the light. He blinked a few times, but it didn’t take him long to adjust, comfortably soaking up the warmth that emanated from the sky. He stretched for real this time, trying not to hit anyone around him as he cracked his bones.

“Man… it’s still just as hot out here.” Kirishima whined from a few steps away, fanning himself.

A couple students grumbled in agreement, but Uraraka and Asui looked at him like he was insane. “Hot? What are you talking about; it was freezing…!” Uraraka gestured at Asui, who was still huddled in her arms, basking in the sunlight. “I mean, Tsu practically went into hibernation.”

“Ah… apologies.” Gami admitted with embarrassment, even though no one could hear him. “Maybe I should have moved around during the drive…”

Midoriya repressed a snort at Kaminari’s exasperated look. “You guys must have been sitting under the air conditioning. Lucky!”

“I already apologized; what more do you want…?!” Gami cried dramatically. “It’s a bit difficult to regulate my temperature when I’m feeling emotional.”

Midoriya let the ghost drape over his shoulder theatrically, giving him a brief, empathetic pat on the head. “Can’t win them all.” He muttered under his breath.

He looked around as the rest of his peers acclimated to the small break they were getting from the cramped bus. The spot looked even weirder in person, nothing more than an empty clearing, with one other car dismissively parked to the side. He peered up and down the road; there seemed to be nothing for miles. Nothing but the trees and mountainsides that stretched as far as the eye could see.

It looked beautiful, but it didn’t look like a rest stop.

Plus, the other bus with Class 1-B was nowhere to be seen. Maybe they were still trailing behind? Midoriya stepped away from the crowd to look back where they’d come. He could see the lonely road they’d been driving on for what had to be miles upon miles, curling around cliffsides along the mountain’s edge. But the road was just that —lonely. There wasn’t even a car in sight, much less another hulking bus meant to hold 20 students.

He glanced back to his friends in confusion, and clearly, he wasn’t the only one starting to catch on.

“Hold on…” Yaoyorozu asked, “what kind of rest stop is this?"

Aizawa stepped forward, past the whispered murmurs of his students. “We stopped here for a reason.”

“What kind of crypticness is that?” Gami sputtered like Aizawa could hear him.

Midoriya couldn’t find it within himself to try and fight Aizawa’s logic, though he pushed himself through the crowd to try and get a better look, ending up next to Uraraka.

“Heya, Eraser! Haven’t seen you in a while!”

Aizawa seemed to sag his shoulders as two women emerged from behind the single parked car, dressed in similarly matching outfits. The most striking part was their cat motif: metallic headbands that resembled cat ears, oversized gloves in the shape of paws, even tails that seemed prehensile. They walked up to the class, shell shocked into silence, and struck a dramatic pose in tandem.

“We’re the Wild Wild Pussycats!!”

“Woah…” Midoriya recognized them now, never having seen them in person before. “They’re a four-person hero team that specializes in mountain rescues.” Suddenly, the mountainous setting made a little more sense.

Aizawa didn’t seem all too impressed by their display. “Meet Mandalay-” he gestured to the brunette- “and Pixie Bob.” He pointed to the other.

“You could at least act happy to see us.” Pixie Bob flicked her hair sarcastically, moving to eye the rest of the awestruck crowd. “But you brought all these little kittens with you, so I guess you made up for it.”

She made some grabbing motions towards some of the students, while Mandalay turned her back to them to make her way to the edge of the lookout. It was only then that Midoriya noticed there was a third person with them, a small boy who couldn’t have been older than five or six. He wore a red cap with gold spikes on the front, as well as the nastiest scowl Midoriya had seen in a long, long time.

Midoriya locked eyes with him for a moment, and he swore his glare only grew angrier.

“This whole area’s our territory,” Mandalay explained while gesturing to the vast forests below. The then pointed way off in the distance, nearly towards the horizon itself. “Your lodging is at the foot of that mountain over there.”

“Huh…?” Uraraka wondered aloud, nervously twirling her hands together. “Then why’d we stop so far away?”

“I don’t like this…” Gami wasn’t the only one feeling uncomfortable. Several other students started to make their way back to the bus, trying to avoid whatever awful fate followed those words.

Aizawa, nor the Pussycats, seemed deterred. “It’s 9:30am now; it should take you around noon to get there, the earliest…”

Midoriya looked over his shoulder to see some of his classmates running now, desperate to make it back to the bus. For a moment, he considered running too, but he couldn’t convince himself it was worth it.

“Oh boy…” He rested his head in his hands.

Mandalay, watching the kids run, grew unnervingly excited. “Kitties who don’t make it by 12:30 won’t get any lunch!”

Midoriya spun around, watching in slow motion as Pixie Bob slammed her hands into the earth.

“Izuku!!”

Aizawa apologized, but no one heard him over the avalanche of dirt that swept the class off the edge of the lookout with no hesitation.

Midoriya didn’t immediately realize he was falling, trapped amongst the coffin of earth suffocating his instinctual reaction to yell. And by the time he pulled himself from the mud midair, the ground was already on a fast approach. He wanted to break his fall with an explosion, but not with his classmates in such close unknown proximity; he couldn’t risk accidentally hurting someone. So he closed his eyes and braced himself, wrapping his arms to protect his head.

“I’ve got you!!”

Gami dove off the edge of the cliff himself, catching up to his falling successor and curling himself around him just as they hit the ground.

Midoriya crashed hard, though all the falling dirt from before made a decent cushion. Still, he groaned, pulling himself weakly to his feet. He looked around, finding all his classmates struggling to stand with him, obviously much more tumbled in comparison. And as Gami pulled himself out from under him, he realized why.

“Glad to see you are alright.” Gami cracked his bones, readjusting his joints from the impact. He then looked upward, back towards the lookout. “Isn’t this a bit overboard?”

And almost like she heard him, Mandalay called back. “This is our private territory, so feel free to use your quirks! You’ve got three hours to reach the facility! Good luck!!”

With that, the air drifted into silence, leaving Class 1-A to their thoughts amongst the forest.

Midoriya heard Uraraka cough from beside him, and he suddenly remembered the state of the rest of his peers. He quickly crouched down, helping her to her feet as she cleared the dirt from her mouth. “Man… leave it to U.A. to pull something like this.”

“No point in complaining.” Yaoyorozu sighed, making sure everyone was accounted for. “We’d better start moving.”

Mineta took that remark a bit too seriously, running off with his legs pinched like he desperately had to use the bathroom.

“Wait!” Iida boomed. “We should stick together-”

He didn’t even get to finish his sentence, as a massive, hulking creature emerged from the brush. It prowled on four, veiny legs, with clawed hands and feet that pushed neighboring trees out of the way. It lowered its elongated snout closer to the ground, baring its teeth and jaded tusks at Mineta, who turned white with fear.

It opened its maw, ready to snap at the petrified boy, until Koda surged forward and pushed Mineta behind him.

“Calm yourself, creature! Please back down!” He cried through his quirk, though not without a quiver of fear.

They all watched in horror however, as the monster paid him no heed, slowly raising a claw to cut Koda in two.

Midoriya instinctively rushed forward, tearing off his gloves. He didn’t understand why Koda’s quirk didn’t work; maybe because this thing wasn’t really an animal? But as he got closer, he noticed the dirt crumbling from its joints. It must be a result of Pixie Bob’s quirk, seeing as she was likely the reason behind the spontaneous avalanche that swept them all over.

It growled and snarled like a real creature, but now, Midoriya was sure it wasn’t alive.

That was enough for him to commit, launching himself above Koda with a double blast and reaching with both hands for its gaping jaws.

He felt his hands sink into the mud just as Bakugo, Iida, and Todoroki joined him from all sides. He barely had time to decay anything past its snout before the beast was decimated into pieces.

He dropped to the ground with his hands still out, ready to see another one. The other three students joined him in anticipation. But the forest remained quiet for now, and they tentatively relaxed.

“W-What was that?!” Mineta squealed from behind Koda, trembling profusely.

Midoriya looked back over his shoulder, still keeping himself poised to attack at a moment’s notice. “That thing was made out of dirt; that’s why your quirk didn’t work on it, Koda. I’m pretty sure Pixie Bob’s quirk lets her manipulate earth.” He faced the forest again. “I don’t think that’s the last we’ll see of those things…”

The rest of the class approached the four in the front, regrouping into a more defensive core. Yaoyorozu rallied them together. “If that’s the case, then we need a solid plan for getting through the rest of this forest.”

She thought for a moment, eyes settling on the four that had rushed the beast in the beginning.

“Bakugo, Todoroki, if you two stay in the front, you should be able to dismantle any of those creatures if they try to rush us.”

Todoroki nodded. “Makes sense.”

Bakugo scoffed, but otherwise didn’t argue. “Whatever…”

She then pointed to Iida. “Iida, with your engines, you can keep us guarded from both sides.”

Iida saluted stiffly. “Understood!”

Yaoyorozu lastly looked at Midoriya. “Midori, since you’d only need to touch them to disintegrate them, you’d be best in the center. If anything manages to slip past those three, you’ll be the last line of defense.”

He clenched his fist with determination. “Alright.”

“The rest of us can split between surveillance and support. We’ll make sure nothing catches us off guard, and provide extra firepower for you four. Once we start moving, we won’t stop!”

The class moved to follow Yaoyorozu’s formation, settling into their respective pods. Midoriya stepped back for a moment, just as Gami floated up to him.

“What can I do?”

Midoriya gestured his head back, whispering under his breath. “Make sure no one falls behind.”

Gami looked puzzled for a moment, but otherwise affirmed. “You can count on me…!”

And with that, the class set off towards the lodge. Immediately, Shoji and Jirou moved into ground reconnaissance, while Koda called out to the birds of the forest to watch for more beasts from the air. At first, they were only being met with smaller creatures, most of which were easily dispatched by Todoroki and Bakugo in the front, but that seemed to be opposing reconnaissance of its own. The class suddenly began being bombarded by massive waves of beasts, forcing everyone to remain constantly on high alert.

“I’m picking up four approaching from the right!” Jirou announced, yanking her jack from the ground.

“Ashido! Mineta!” Yaoyorozu called out. “Slow them down!”

The two jumped into action as one rounded a tree, its horns scraping against even the highest branches. Mineta managed to stick one of its arms to that same tree as he lobbed the balls off his head sporadically, and Ashido used the opportunity to melt one of its legs with her acid. The beast was forced to fall to its knees, giving Iida a clean chance to deliver a powerful kick to its neck, slicing the head off its body.

The second and third monsters did not allow them a chance to celebrate, however, using the death of their comrade as a distraction to reposition. They flanked in unison from the left, trying to invade Iida's current blind spot.

“Stay up front…!” Todoroki yelled to Bakugo as he retreated back to help.

“Don’t tell me what to do, half-and-half!” He yelled back in disgruntlement, but otherwise continued to protect their front.

Todoroki sent a wave of ice at both creatures, hoping to slow them down. Unfortunately, he only caught one which resembled a turtle, freezing its legs to the ground and preventing it from retreating back into its shell. Seizing the opportunity, Kirishima and Sato pummeled it while exposed, and the monster crumbled into dust.

The other beast, serpentine and quick, was able to avoid the snare that had killed its partner and continued charging for the heart of their formation. But before it could reach the rest of them, Sero fired a length of tape that wrapped around its neck, wrangling it like a wild horse. The monster thrashed about, but Kaminari and Aoyama quickly stepped in to help Sero keep a hold of it long enough for Todoroki’s ice to ensnare it for good. Ojiro smashed the frozen creature with his tail, shattering it to pieces.

“Where’s the fourth one?” Yaoyorozu yelled.

“It’s coming from above!” Koda cried.

There was no further chance to prepare as the last monster in the group, a dragon, flew down from the forest canopy and descended on them from right above their center, far from where Midoriya could reach.

“Asui! Let’s go!” Uraraka grabbed her attention as she slapped Midoriya on the back, making him weightless.

Asui extended her tongue, wrapping it around the boy’s waist before flinging him up into the air. Now far enough from his peers, Midoriya used his explosions to control his ascent, just barely avoiding a snap from the dragon’s teeth as he ran a hand all along its side. The monster screeched in phantom pain as it flaked away, unable to control its flight and crashing into a nearby tree, raining clumps of dirt onto the class.

Midoriya had just started to fall, when a shadow he wasn’t as familiar with caught him and brought him safely back down to earth.

“I gotcha!” Dark Shadow cheered, clapping his hands together once Midoriya was standing on his own two feet.

He brushed himself off. “Thanks Dark Shadow, and you too, Tokoyami!”

“Not a problem.” Tokoyami nodded, moving to the back of their pod. “Dark Shadow and I will cover our flank just in case anything comes from behind.”

“Sounds good!” Yaoyorozu replied back. “Now, let’s keep moving!”

They continued moving as a group, weaving around sneaky tree roots and seemingly endless ambushes. Together, they managed to maintain a monstrous pace, but after hours of nonstop fighting, everyone was growing fatigued. With fatigue came mistakes, and with mistakes came delays, and eventually, everyone came to a quiet resolution as the sun passed its peak. Still, they fought to arrive together, regardless of when that would be.

Eventually, the thick forest seemed to open up, and everyone gave one final push towards the light that trickled through.

Todoroki and Bakugo stumbled into the campground first, and upon laying their eyes on the lodge, they slowed to a stop. Everyone else was close behind, and they all collapsed together in an exhausted, sweaty heap as Aizawa and the two Pussycats approached them.

“You’re finally here!” Pixie Bob cheered, but they all knew it was no victory. “Needless to say, you didn’t make it in time for lunch.”

Sero looked up in annoyance. “It’ll only take three hours…” He threw her own words from earlier back at her sarcastically. “Yeah right.”

“Sorry, that’s how quick we would’ve made it.” Mandalay replied cheekily.

None of them seemed amused.

“To be fair, we thought it’d actually take you longer… much longer.” Pixie Bob admitted. “It’s just about 3pm now; five and a half hours isn’t bad for you kitties.”

Pixie Bob looked around at the mess of children, until she found Iida, Todoroki, Bakugo, and Midoriya standing fairly near each other, all far more drained than the rest of the class. She could visibly see the quivers running up and down their bones, but upon closer look, one of them seemed a bit less tired than the rest.

She eyed Midoriya with intrigue, filing her questions away for another time.

“You four-” she gestured at them with her pawed gloves- “you dealt with my earth beasts fairly easily too. I’m guessing your past experiences allowed you to act without hesitation?”

Midoriya looked between Todoroki and Iida, the three sharing the same breath in unison for just a moment, as if the air suddenly got just a bit tighter.

“There will always be cancers of this hero society, and someone needs to correct that.”

Still, they stood tall, fighting the ache in their bones from then and now.

Finally allowing himself to relax, Midoriya dropped the tension from his nerves, letting his eyes wander amongst the tentative peace. The lodge was quite massive, being far more modern and updated than he could ever expect. Complete with multiple stories and extra buildings, it looked more like an apartment complex than a campground. He could’ve mistaken it for a building ripped right from U.A., if not for the cheeky “Catnip Inn” sign plastered out front.

If anything, he at least respected their commitment to the motif.

But, as Midoriya scanned around, his eyes fell onto the small boy from before standing behind Mandalay. Though young, his stance wasn’t one of fear or shyness. Instead, Midoriya found himself absolutely thrown off by the sheer disdain that radiated from his body language.

He looked towards the class like he absolutely hated them, and Midoriya wondered what could possibly cause such a visceral reaction other than his own curse.

He wasn’t the only one to notice the child, however, as Iida pointed blatantly upon spotting him. “That child… who is he?”

Mandalay looked over to the boy almost with a hint of nervousness. “Oh, he’s actually my nephew…” She waved him over with one of her oversized paws. “Kota! Come over and say hello; you’ll be spending a week with these guys after all.”

The boy —Kota— stepped forward with clear reluctance, the scowl on his face merely muted from before.

Midoriya shared a nervous glance with Gami as Iida moved closer to greet him. Their class president bent his knees, trying to even out his height difference as he extended a hand down in offering.

”Hello there! My name is Iida, a student of U.A. high school’s hero program-”

Now, Midoriya didn’t think the following was any accident; he was quite sure Kota had meant to clock his fist back and send it barreling forward into the first point of contact on Iida he could find. As cruel and seemingly undeserved as it was, he was sure it was intentional. What he wasn’t so sure about was where Kota meant to hit, since if he’d been going for Iida’s gut, his aim had ended slightly lower…

On any other day, the fastest member of Class 1-A would’ve easily moved out of the way, but Iida, worn and sluggish from nearly six hours of constant fighting, was simply not prepared to be ruthlessly socked in the groin.

He crumpled wordlessly, his voice long taken from him by the forest.

Midoriya stood alongside the rest of the class in immediate shock, even Gami too caught off guard to speak. Only as Kota began to walk away were they broken out of their stupor, Kirishima and Kaminari rushing forward to help Iida to his feet.

Mandalay looked horrified. “Kota! That was completely uncalled for!”

But if the boy felt any shame for his actions, he hid it masterfully. He stopped for a moment, turning his head over his shoulder. And even from under the brim of his cap, his eyes burned with a fury only matched by what Midoriya had once seen infect his friends.

“I can’t stand jerks who want to be heroes.”

Kota walked back into the lodge without another word, shutting the door behind him.

“Well… that was something.” Gami found his voice, yet his bafflement left him with nothing to say.

Most of the class remained speechless, except Bakugo, who cracked a smile instead. “Cute kid.”

Todoroki, who stood behind him, narrowed his eyes in thought. “You’re a lot alike.”

”Oh, fuck off.” Bakugo turned around with a snarl, though not as aggressive as he usually was. “I don’t want to hear shit from you.”

The other threw his hands up in surrender.

Aizawa stepped in before things could potentially get ugly. “Enough of the chatter. You still need to get your luggage from the bus.”

He gestured back from where they came, off to some distant parking lot that Midoriya hoped was somehow just around the corner.

When he only saw more trees, he knew he could never be that lucky.

“So get a move on.”

 


 

The class had hoped that this was another one of Aizawa’s signature ruses, but there was no doubleback from their teacher, to everyone’s exhausted disappointment. Sato and Kirishima, still drawing on energy from paradise knew where, tag-teamed most of the unloading process for the class much to everyone’s relief. And in a miserable mob that could’ve been mistaken for the beginnings of a zombie outbreak, they headed inside.

The interior of the lodge was just as beautiful as the outside, with high vaulted ceilings and grandiose windows that lit the space with sunlight. Aizawa waited for them in the middle of the atrium, a piece of paper in his hands.

”You can find your rooms here.” He handed it off to Yaoyorozu. “Lunch will be served in 15 minutes. Don’t be late, or you’ll miss it for real this time.”

Everyone blinked, processing Aizawa’s words slowly, before scattering in a joyous, relieved rush. Midoriya took one glance at the paper, reading his room assignment faster than he could even remember it, and ran off to find his door. He got halfway down the hallway before realizing he couldn’t even recall which floor he was on. Thankfully, Gami had gotten a better look, and together they found his room on the first floor. Midoriya, despite hunger tearing him from the inside out, rolled his luggage gently into the room. Only then did he slam the door shut and speed off back to where the food would be.

The mess hall was truly a sight for sore eyes: long tables stretching the length of school buses with low, ambient lighting overhead. Wide windows covered the walls similar to the atrium, flooding the room with a natural glow. Glossy mahogany floors glistened like the sparks of a campfire, radiating a welcoming warmth. But what really captured Midoriya’s heart were the plates and plates of food spread across every surface he could see.

The mess hall soon became a mess, with all of Class 1-A piling in and piling food onto their plates. The room was filled with laughter and celebration as they ate for hours worth, satiating the pit that had grown more ravenous with each beast they’d encountered. Gami kept his hand rested on Midoriya's back, since the boy was eating much too fast to even process that he might choke, and someone had to think for the both of them.

As the sun began to set, Aizawa directed them to the hot springs to bathe, earning more cheers as the reward for their hours of forested combat started to feel tangible. Midoriya returned to his room briefly to grab a clean change of clothing, and set off for outside.

He found an extra towel in the locker room, and stepped into a stall to change, stripping off his dirty, sweat soaked clothes. The food had made him forget how awful he felt, from the grime stuck to his skin, to the aches left in his bones, to the stiffness that persisted in his hands. He was quick to discard his soiled outfit, wrapping the towel around his waist before opening the stall door.

The locker room was empty. He wasn’t surprised; his classmates were probably in just as much of a rush to feel clean as he was. Stopping by the sink, he splashed some water on his face, trying to clear some of the filth from his skin before he went to soak.

Gami peered at him through the mirror. “You’re going to be ok…? Going out like this?”

Midoriya looked up, locking with his own tired eyes on his reflection. He looked rough, like a stray dog left out in the sun, matted hair and scraggly limbs. He ran a hand across his chest, tracing where his decade old burn stained his skin, watching his reflection copy his movements like a puppet. It was obvious, even after years of weathering, and with only a towel around his waist, there was nothing keeping it hidden. He brushed his hands over his arms, his eyes bouncing over the little dots of discolored pigments there, near invisible to the unobservant eye.

It was… a lot. And maybe, a different Midoriya from another time would’ve thought it was too much.

“It’s not like I haven’t been changing outside the stall; they’ve all already seen it.” Midoriya’s reflection smiled softly at him, giving him a reassuring nod. And that was all Midoriya needed to turn away from the mirror, looking up at Gami. “But I’ll be alright. Thanks for asking.”

Gami smiled, and though Midoriya had never seen it personally, he felt the warmth all the same.

The two left the locker room, heading down a stony path outside until they could begin to hear the laughter of his class.

Once the hot spring came into sight, Midoriya was left more gobsmacked than the mess hall had left him. The water pool steamed with an alluring heat that he could feel even under the colling sky, dressed with stones and small foliage like a painting. They were fenced in by a large wooden wall, reflecting the warmth and chatter back inwards. Immediately, he could feel himself swirling with bliss, eagerly walking towards the edge.

“Midori!” Iida waved at him from across the spring. “Glad to see you’ve joined us!”

He shyly waved back, sitting down at the edge of the pool and dipping his legs in. Instantly, the warmth seemed into his bones, soothing the persistent aches he’d longed tuned out.

“You gotta get in all the way, man.” Kirishima sighed, resting his head against the edge on the other side. “It’s so nice.”

He glanced around; everyone was wrapped up in their own fun, relaxing and laughing and taking a breath after the fast pace from earlier. His heart lightened as he locked eyes with friends, contagious smiles bouncing around like beach balls. Everyone was having fun. Everyone deserved to have fun. After the hecticness of their very first semester at U.A., they’d more than earned the right to be kids.

Midoriya secured the wrap around his waist before sinking into the hot spring.

He melted almost immediately, feeling his muscles loosen and the grime wash away from his skin. Hours of sweat and dirt rinsed away like nothing, cleansed by the steam of the bubbling water. His skin felt smooth and soft, comfortably tight against his bones, like a weighted blanket.

“Oh, wow…” he sighed, closing his eyes and leaning his head back.

“You don’t have to rub it in.” Gami jokingly complained, giving Midoriya a light pat on the head in reassurance.

Midoriya only hummed in response, savoring the feeling of what was likely one of the few times they’d actually get to relax during their trip. With closed eyes, he slowly drowned out the cacophony of his classmates, settling into silent thoughts, wandering for once with no destination.

“What is he-”

The bliss was broken as Iida’s loud voice resonated through his ears, forcing Midoriya’s eyes back open and towards the sound.

Iida stood next to Mineta by the fence, gesturing at him aggressively with his hands. Mineta didn’t seem all too bothered, staring blankly until the class president was finished. But the distance prevented him from hearing what they were saying, though based on Iida’s expression, it didn’t seem too good.

Midoriya began scooting closer, but was completely unprepared as Mineta began using his quirk to scale the wall.

“Don’t!!” He could hear Iida now. “That’s completely inappropriate to the girls’ privacy!!”

Midoriya felt the air next to him freeze over instantly.

“I’m pulling him off. I don’t care if he gets hurt.”

Midoriya pulled himself out of the hot spring, desperately running after his mentor towards the wall. He didn’t disagree with Gami’s intent, far from it; he’d just rather catch Mineta than let him potentially hurt himself falling from such a height.

Gami was inches from ripping the boy away, with such aggression his bony fingers might’ve cut his skin, when Kota appeared at the top of the wall, hoisting himself from a ladder in the center.

The same disdain from earlier was present on the child’s face, though this time, it seemed to seethe with disgust. Midoriya, from his place on the ground, couldn’t blame him.

“Before being a hero, try being a good person first.”

With that, he slapped Mineta hard across the face, sending him tumbling off the wall and rapidly cascading towards the ground.

Midoriya lurched to catch him, but out of the corner of his eye, he saw Kota wobble.

Midoriya didn’t consider himself an experienced hero, not by any means. He recognized that he’d definitely gone through some combat experiences that were uncommon for his age, but it was nothing equivalent to the years each U.A. teacher had, or any hero in general. But his mind was constantly in tune with his surroundings, hyper aware of things that moved within his space.

So he didn’t hesitate to divert himself completely, reaching his arms out before Kota had even made it completely over the wall.

The rest of the guys cried out in shock, and he could hear the girls yell from behind the wall, but Midoriya tuned them all out until Kota landed safely in his arms.

“I got him!!” He called out, cradling the boy gently.

“Oh, thank goodness!” He heard the muffled sound of Yaoyorozu sigh in relief from the other side.

Iida approached him, having dashed forward to catch Mineta in his place. He set his trembling classmate down, coming to check on Kota. “Is he alright?”

Midoriya nodded, looking down at Kota’s still, but consistent breathing. “I think so; I think he just passed out from the fall.” Realizing what he had to do next, he silently bid the hot spring a sad farewell. “I’ll take him inside to one of the Pussycats.”

Iida thanked him, but nonetheless returned to the pool, leaving Midoriya wet and disheveled and frankly quite a bit cold as his relaxation was cut short. With Kota in his arms, he trudged his way inside, careful to make sure his towel stayed around his waist. He considered stopping by the locker room to dry off and change, but looking down at the helpless child in his arms, he figured it would be best to get him inside as quickly as possible, despite the water dripping off of him.

He had to walk through the locker room to get inside regardless, but was caught off guard as a spare towel flew from off the rack right over his head.

“Gami-” He was cut off as his mentor roughly rubbed the towel into his hair. His sudden surprise quickly turned to irritation. “H-Hey! Cut it out! You’re just going to make it messy!”

“Hold still! You’re not going back inside sopping wet.”

Midoriya scrunched up like an angry cat, but nonetheless stayed still long enough for Gami to pat him dry. He kept a careful grip on Kota in the process, his eyes still peacefully shut.

“Don’t you think it’s a little weird that Mandalay has her nephew staying here?” He asked out of the blue. “I mean, it’s a bit of a strange place to take a kid; there’s not much to do out here.”

Gami looked over his successor’s shoulder, eyeing the child himself. “I suppose, though it’s not like I’m very familiar with the customs of this time period to begin with.”

“I guess…”

The ghost finished as best he could, and the two made their way inside the lodge. Midoriya still felt awkward walking around in only a towel, but he was glad he wasn’t trailing water wherever he went, not that he’d admit that to Gami. He found what looked to be an office door, and despite the late hour, he knocked lightly with his foot.

To his surprise, Mandalay opened the door, shocked at seeing her nephew limp in Midoriya’s arms. She directed him to a couch, all while Midoriya explained what had happened.

“Eraser mentioned that having someone supervise the hot springs might be a good idea, and Kota offered to stay in the space between the walls that’s used for maintenance.” Mandalay placed a warm towelette on the boy’s head. “In hindsight, maybe sending him out there by himself wasn’t the best idea…”

“I’m just glad no one got hurt…” Midoriya reiterated, looking down at Kota, who despite all that had been established, appeared just like a normal kid now.

“I can’t stand jerks who want to be heroes.”

He frowned, thinking about his conversation with Gami just before.

“Kota… he seems pretty opposed to heroes. Isn’t that a bit unusual for a kid his age?”

Mandalay’s smile fell. “Well… naturally, there are quite a few people in our society who don’t think much of heroes, but… he’d probably look up to heroes too if he’d been raised normally.”

Midoriya cocked his head. “Normally…?”

Pixie Bob emerged from the office as well, carrying some glasses of water. “Mandalay’s cousins, Water Hose, were Kota’s parents. They were heroes who died in the line of duty.”

He felt the color drain away from his face, Gami chilling the air around him unconsciously.

“Two years ago, they were protecting civilians from a villain attack.” Pixie Bob looked down, unable to look him in the eye any longer. “There’s no better way for heroes to meet their end… an honorable death.”

Mandalay stroked her nephew’s face. “But a boy who’d only just started learning about the world couldn’t understand that. His parents were his entire world.”

“But your friends are your world, are they not?”

“To him, it was like they left him all alone.” Mandalay sighed. “But society just kept praising them, saying that what they did was great and noble.” She stood up straight, taking one of the waters from Pixie Bob and placing it on the table next to the couch. “I don’t think he likes us very much either, but without any other relatives to rely on, he does listen to us…”

Pixie Bob gave the other water to him. “To Kota, heroes are nasty people he can’t understand.”

Midoriya felt his shoulders sag, his expression falling with it.

“People latch onto All Might like he’s the perfect idea of a hero, like there wasn’t anybody he couldn’t save!”

“I see…” he murmured, gripping the glass tightly.

Pixie Bob looked at him pointedly, resting her eyes on every little detail of his expression. “Aizawa mentioned that if any one of you might be able to understand Kota, it’d be you. He didn’t say much else other than that, but… I have a feeling you know exactly what he’s referring to.”

Midoriya glanced between the two heroes, a look of shock replacing his somberness.

Mandalay placed a hand on his shoulder. “I know this is a lot to ask, but it would mean so much to us… and to Kota eventually, if you could take some time to talk to him. I don’t expect you to get through to him, but maybe… one day he’ll remember something you said when he really needs to.”

“But for the people who give me the chance, I want them to see me and to know that I’ll bring a good ending, a happy ending, just like the fairy tales.”

Renewed with newfound purpose, Midoriya nodded, albeit shakily, but nodded nonetheless. “I’ll do my best.”

Mandalay thanked him. “Now… why don’t you go get some clothes.”

And immediately, Midoriya remembered that he was indeed wearing just a towel around his waist. His face lit up with embarrassment. “Y-Yeah, sorry…”

He rushed off, ignoring the ghostly snickers trailing behind him.

 


 

Nightfall came soon after, and despite the fact that Midoriya had less time in the hot springs than his counterparts, he still found himself more than thoroughly ready for bed. He assumed that was merely what about six hours of constant combat did to any person, even him.

Aizawa had announced their planned early rising, though he made sure to leave out what exactly the day had in store for them. Midoriya didn’t feel like testing fate however, and got himself ready to sleep even with the newly risen moon.

He flicked off his light, letting the room glow from the stars shining through his window. It was a peaceful darkness, the kind that made Midoriya’s thoughts wander off without him. Normally, he drew the curtains for that exact reason, but something about the new location left him wanting to break as much normalcy as he possibly could. He assumed it was traveler’s bliss, or something of the sort, and let his mind start to trail as he climbed under the covers.

He watched Gami float over to the window, almost staring out longingly. “Are you going to go out?”

Gami shook his head. “Probably not. With everything that has been happening, I think it’s best I stay with you.”

“But if you want to go out, you should.” He tried to argue. “I don’t want you to be stuck here just cause of me.”

“No, it’s alright. It’s not like there’s much to see out here anyways.”

“Alright.” Midoriya wasn’t entirely convinced, but he yawned before he could counter. “Hey Gami…?”

“You should really go to sleep.”

He ignored his advice. “How do you feel about Kota?”

Gami too ignored his own comment as the question made him pause in thought. “He has very strong morals; it’s unusual for a child that young. He reminds me a lot of you.”

“Me…?” He questioned sleepily, a hint of breathy sarcasm in his voice. “What’s that supposed to mean?”

But Gami remained serious. “Children… are usually more malleable. They absorb new experiences so readily and openly. To be so firm at such a young age… is a trait of children who have grown up much too fast.”

“Please… she- she is just a child.”

“He is hurting, but more devastatingly, he is hurting alone.”

Midoriya shifted, his drowsiness fading as he focused his eyes on the ceiling. “I… I could’ve easily turned out to be someone like Kota after everything that happened… but I didn’t because I had you.”

“I would hesitate to say you did not.” Gami countered, though it lacked any real harshness, just the blunt edge of truth. “It is less that you could’ve become like Kota, and more so that Kota still has the chance to become like you.”

“He’s just missing someone like you…” He trailed off, realizing what Gami was trying to say. “Someone that’s willing to stick with him through all his ups and downs until he realizes that he doesn’t need to be jaded to protect himself.”

“Kota is not looking for help, but he needs to find it in you.”

Midoriya sank further into his bed, relishing in how the feeling of safety seemed to swallow him whole. “I think I get him a little more now…”

Gami floated over to his bed, stroking his fingers through his hair and pulling the blanket up to his neck. “Why don’t you get some sleep now?”

Midoriya didn’t reply, but he closed his eyes, allowing himself to drift off to the monotonous tussles of his hair. Gami stayed by his bedside until he could hear his successor’s breathing slow, before returning to the window.

He wasn’t sure how long he spent staring up at the stars, absentmindedly fixated on the twinkles in the sky. He wondered if the stars took the time to look down back at him, to think about what he might be doing so many miles away from them. It didn’t take long for Gami to place those thoughts as Kimura’s, but he entertained them and the melancholy longing that came with.

For as terrified as Gami was of his new development with Kimura, he… felt guilty about fighting him. Kimura was an awful human being, and for all the evil things he tried to hide from view, Gami was glad he saw them first. But the more Kimura forced him to see, the more he hated him for it, because he couldn’t hate him completely amongst the desperate sobs that echoed through his head when he let his thoughts wander.

Kimura had hurt alone for so long, longer than any human deserved to, even among his atrocities. And Gami understood why he kept suffering as he looked up at the stars and felt Kimura beg from inside him to just let him go home.

He would never admit it to his other self, but Gami didn’t hate Kimura, not anymore.

“I have fought tirelessly, against all odds, since your very waking thoughts, to return to existence.”

He just wished there could be a way for both of them to finally be happy without one of them having to pay for it.

Gami turned away from the window, ignoring the foreign ache that filled his chest. He moved closer to his successor, trying to remind himself exactly why he was fighting the other so hard to begin with.

He too deserved to exist.

Midoriya tossed roughly in his sleep, bringing the ghost’s attention back down. Still stuck in slumber, he shuffled quite violently, turning his back towards Gami. The ghost craned over him, trying to get a better look at his expression, but with the blanket so far up, he couldn’t see anything amongst the shadows.

Nervously, he tugged at the boy’s shoulder, trying to roll him over himself. Almost like a ragdoll, Midoriya’s body complied far too easily, revealing the shimmer of sweat coating his face and a deeply furrowed expression.

“Izuku…?” He called out hesitantly, pulling down the blankets slightly if only to help him cool down.

He responded with a helpless whimper that Gami was certain wasn’t meant for him.

He patted his face harshly with his bony fingers. “Izuku, can you hear me?”

Midoriya didn’t respond at all this time, merely wincing further into his skin.

Gami pulled away, allowing his successor to move unrestrained. He was fairly certain Midoriya was experiencing a premonition right now, and much to his own dismay, there was nothing he could do but wait. Although, he guessed they were visions from his All Sight now, not that he knew how those worked any better. Only Kimura held those secrets, and Gami was sure he wouldn't give them up easily, if only to be a thorn in their sides.

Still, it was an agonizing wait as he could only watch Midoriya’s jerks become more frantic, loose cries escaping his lips unintentionally. His back arched occasionally, almost like he was desperately trying to get away from something. Gami hated these moments where he felt less than helpless, less than useless, like a fly on the wall watching disaster unfold before him.

Midoriya suddenly sat up straight, his eyes forced open as his pupils darted in every direction, lungs heaving frantically like his air had been stolen from him. He instinctively clutched at his neck and then flinched away, like his own touch had burned him.

Gami rushed in to keep his hands still, feeling him tremble underneath his hold. “Easy… take deep breaths. You’re hyperventilating. Just try to focus on my voice.”

Midoriya squeezed Gami’s hands tightly, trying to calm his racing heart. His short, gasping breaths slowly settled into consistent breathing, but each breath switched between coughs as air wheezed up his arid throat. “B- ku…”

“Just take a moment, I know you had a premonition.” Gami rubbed his hands with his thumb. “I’m listening.”

“Bak- Bakugo…” He finally managed to stutter out. “His throat… it burns.”

Gami immediately reached for the cup of water from Pixie Bob that Midoriya had left discarded on his dresser upon coming back to his room. “Here, this may help.”

Midoriya took a long sip. “I-I think there was smoke, but I couldn’t tell if it was from Bakugo’s quirk or…”

Gami could fill in the rest.

Midoriya shuffled out of bed, wiping his sweat-ridden skin with his hand, and promptly wiped that on his covers. He stumbled to his feet, still disoriented, and his heart hadn’t completely calmed down yet. But he managed to twist the doorknob with his shaking hands enough for it to open.

He looked up and down the hallway, the lodge suddenly seeming alien under the cover of darkness. “Which… which way is Aizawa’s room?”

“I think this way.” He pointed back towards the atrium. “He was closer to where the other heroes sleep.”

So Midoriya headed off in that direction, trudging down the hall where his other classmates slept. He tried to muffle his uncoordinated steps, afraid to wake someone, but more afraid for someone to find him like this.

He passed Bakugo’s door, and suddenly, the whole world seemed to spin around him. His steps became just a little faster; his heart pounded just a little harder.

“It’s this one.” Gami stopped him at a door down another hall. “I believe so.”

It could’ve been a mistake; it could’ve been a lie, but Midoriya didn’t think twice when he knocked, a bit louder than he was trying to.

The wait felt agonizing, like the whole world around him just stopped long enough for the spinning to catch up with him. Had he gotten up too fast? His throat was painfully dry. He should’ve taken the water with him. But he would’ve probably spilled it then, and made more of a mess for someone else to clean up-

Aizawa opened the door, his expression immediately softening. “Midoriya…?”

He tried to open his mouth, but his lips felt glued together. He could feel his jaw moving against his skin, but nothing came out. Was he talking? Could Aizawa hear him?

The hero crouched down to his knees, looking him straight in the eyes. There was a strange glint in his stare. Was he worried? Was something wrong?

Aizawa brought him into a hug, using one of his hands to pull Midoriya’s head onto his shoulder. Suddenly, Midoriya could feel his own rapid heartbeat against his teacher’s clothes. Suddenly, Midoriya could feel his own fleeting breaths against his teacher’s hair.

He gripped his shirt tightly, realizing just how much he was still shaking.

Would… would he ever get over this?

Midoriya pressed his eyes shut, if only to keep the waterworks from escaping, and buried his face into Aizawa’s shoulder.

They stayed in the doorway in silence, while Gami watched from off to the side, wondering when he’d stopped being needed.

Notes:

We’ve begun to approach the end. I’m excited, perhaps a bit too much, and I fear the pacing this chapter has suffered for it. I did my best with the editing, but I still think it’s a bit choppy. Oh well, guess that just comes with the homestretch. Hope it’s not too jarring.

I was thinking a lot as I wrote this chapter, and a lot of those thoughts reflect in the writing. I don’t think it’s a secret that I often project onto my own writing, but sometimes the characters also reflect ways I’m feeling too. I’m sure I’ve talked about this before, but I think it helps add more realism to each character, helps them feel a bit more human, while also helping my productivity when I don’t exactly feel like writing. Plus it leans into really interesting workshop dialogue that makes me really proud. During my editing process I go back and highlight dialogue that I really like just so I can jump to it later.

More Gami lore! I've been extra excited to start talking about some of these things, though with the amount of chapters remaining, I’m worried it’ll be a little rushed. If I end up pursuing a sequel (which is a massive maybe at this point), I’ll definitely dive deeper into the logistics. But for now, I’m still planning out how to best cover everything about Gami and Kimura in a satisfying way by the end of this story. There’s still a lot they’re both hiding…

The training camp arc has officially started! This felt like a long time coming, but I’m looking forward to writing more. I especially want to give Kota a deeper connection to Midoriya, cause I feel like they can further relate to one another now. Kota feels more like a foil to Midoriya’s childhood self now, and I want to explore that and the potential it has between these two characters.

That’s about all I have. Bit of a cliffhanger but I’ll do my best to make sure you don’t have to wait long. Power list below as usual.

Death’s Touch: Anything Midoriya touches starts to decay immediately, regardless of the amount of fingers touching. Midoriya is able to start and stop the decay at will on humans and non living objects, however, he cannot with plant or animal life. Any damage done to living organisms with this power cannot be healed.

Death’s Scythe: Midoriya can summon a scythe to fight with at will. The scythe is the only item that can’t be destroyed by Death’s Touch, and that ability can be shared with the scythe at will, however it can only decay what it cuts. The decay follows the same rules as Death’s Touch.

Immortality: Midoriya is immortal and cannot die, however, he can still get hurt and scarred. This ability doesn’t provide any regeneration, but any wounds that could be detrimental to his job, such as lost limbs and organs, will be healed the next day. Because healing is the antithesis of death, Midoriya is only able to heal through this ability when he is unobserved, even by himself.

All Sight: Midoriya can see visions of people who may die before they are supposed to. These premonitions are bare and don’t provide much information other than the person themselves and their demise, occasionally revealing the setting and cause. The premonitions can come true between an hour after viewing to 3 days later.

Soul Contact: When a person dies, their soul is immediately sent to Midoriya, which he can see and physically touch. When holding a soul, Midoriya can see the most important memories and decisions attached to that soul, and hence that person.

Soul Sorting: Midoriya can decide which part of the afterlife a soul moves on to, being Paradise, Purgatory, and the Underworld. Once Midoriya decides where the soul best fits, it is sent to the being of that respective area. The soul stays in that area forever, the exception being Purgatory, where souls can move again to either Paradise or the Underworld. If rejected, the soul is sent back to him for reevaluation. All souls must be sorted within 24 hours of Midoriya receiving them, with rejected souls resetting their time limits once they get back to him. Failure to sort a soul within its time limit may result in serious unknown punishment.

???: Seemingly at random, the people close to Midoriya can develop an inexplicable hatred for him, or a hatred that will result in his suffering. Affected individuals will seek out Midoriya’s suffering on a physical and/or emotional level, and are usually unaware of their sudden change in attitude. The affected won’t respond to any reasoning about their unnatural hate, and will continue to hate unless broken by an outside reason, usually by breaking a preexisting hate the affected already had before being infected.

Chapter 53: No Good Deed

Summary:

Midoriya has wanted nothing more than to use his powers to help, and it was only recently that he learned that meant accepting help from others too.

But power comes with a price, and Midoriya knows that with him, things can get pretty costly.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Aizawa quietly invited Midoriya inside, the low light from his bedside lamp illuminating the space far more than the window alone. He moved to close the door, but left it cracked just enough that the light from the hallway trickled in.

He turned back around, finding Midoriya shuffling awkwardly in the center of the room. “You can sit in my desk chair if you want…”

But the other simply shook his head meekly. “No, I don’t…” He ran a hand through his hair, trying to gather his scrambled thoughts. “I had a premonition.”

Aizawa stayed silent, allowing him to continue.

“It was about Bakugo. It- he…” Midoriya reached up at his throat, gesturing without actually touching his skin. “His throat was burning. I-I think there was smoke, but I couldn’t really tell what was happening.”

He didn’t realize he’d started shaking again until Aizawa placed a hand on his shoulder to quell it. “That’s alright. Did you see anything else?”

Midoriya thought for a moment. “N-No, I don’t think so…” He dropped his head down shamefully.

“Don’t blame yourself for what you can’t control. It’s already more than I would’ve known otherwise.” Aizawa reassured, crossing his arms in thought. “I’ll be honest, I was hoping to keep the details of the camp schedule a secret from all of you, but I guess it doesn’t really matter now.” He huffed hesitantly, before looking back down at Midoriya. “We’re mostly going to be focusing on quirk training this week, and from what you said, it sounds a lot like Bakugo might have a quirk awakening.”

“Quirk awakening…?” Midoriya repeated in a mix of confused awe.

The teacher nodded. “Quirks are physical parts of the body too, and can be trained and grown just like any muscle. Sometimes, especially under significant strain, quirks can mutate beyond what they originally were, allowing the user to do new things they never could before.”

“Oh…” He mumbled. “Are they usually… you know, dangerous?”

“It’s really a case-by-case basis. Quirk awakenings are a relatively old phenomenon, but a rare one. Even now, there’s a lot about them that we still don’t understand.” Aizawa explained. “It’s not impossible that something even as rare as a quirk awakening could happen while we’re here, especially with the regime I have planned. Bakugo’s quirk is the only one that smokes, other than Todoroki and maybe Iida’s… though I guess with those three, we shouldn’t rule out the possibility of them getting into some kind of altercation gone wrong.”

Midoriya shuffled his hands, barren from the usual gloves he wore. “What about Principal Nezu…? Would he know more about something like this?”

Aizawa sighed defeatedly. “Probably, but there’s a reason we moved camp all the way out here. The less people we contact outside of the lodge, the less risk there is of someone from the league linking that contact back to us. This term has already been dangerous enough; we just can’t risk another incident.”

He watched Midoriya bow his head solemnly, seemingly unsatisfied with the turn of events. Aizawa couldn’t blame him, it wasn’t a satisfactory answer for him either, not when there was a real possibility of somehow still having a fatality on this trip despite all the staff’s careful planning.

“Bakugo won’t like it, but I’ll keep an extra eye on him and monitor all his training myself. With my quirk, it won’t be hard to suppress his quirk if it does start to get out of hand. It’s the best course of action we have with our limited staff and resources out here, while still giving Bakugo an equal opportunity to train.”

“Shouldn’t I be there too…?”  Midoriya asked nervously. “I’ve always had to intervene to prevent my visions from… actually happening.”

“Well, you intervened by telling me now, right ?” He proposed, pausing to let the other consider the thought. “I know your powers can’t exactly grow like a quirk, but that just means you’ll be spending this time figuring out new ways to use them. You deserve an equal opportunity to train too, and if you spend the next few days monitoring Bakugo with me, you going to start falling behind your classmates.”

The boy sagged. “I guess that’s true…”

Aizawa wasn’t deaf to his disappointment. “I can understand why you’re hesitant, but… I promise you I’ll keep him safe. We’re working together now; you don’t have to do this all by yourself anymore.”

“We just want to make sure you never have to do it alone again.”

“Ok…” Midoriya nodded, a shaky smile on his face. “Thank you.”

“Now, why don’t you try and get some sleep? You’ll need it for the morning.”

Aizawa walked Midoriya out to the hall, where Gami patiently waited outside. The ghost accompanied him back to his room, waiting for his successor to fall back asleep, before returning to the window.

Gami didn’t feel much at the twinkling stars other than Kimura’s own homesickness bubbling in his chest, but he figured he could at least give the man that.

He stayed there, motionless, as the stars faded from the sky and the sun climbed from behind the horizon. He stayed there, wondering where he could possibly go, until the alarm on Midoriya’s phone woke them both up.

The boy groaned loudly, practically rolling out of bed and onto the floor in a tangle of pillows and blankets. His feet hit the carpet under his bed, and suddenly his legs turned into jelly, the rest of him fighting the urge to melt back into bed.

He looked over to Gami with lidded eyes he could barely get open, his thoughts jumbled by the yawn caught in his throat. He reached up with both hands, making a grabbing motion. “Help me.”

“Are you sure you’re 15?” Gami snarked, but floated over regardless.

The ghost did his best to brush his matted hair as Midoriya slowly changed from his pajamas to his gym uniform, haphazardly switching articles of clothes until Gami caught him trying to put his pajama pants back on. There came a point where both of them gave up together, and Midoriya left his room a little before 5:30am looking like he’d been hit by a truck. With every step, he could feel the consequences of his fight through the forest the day prior catching up to him, and by the time he reached the outside doors with the rest of his classmates, he was seriously considering shamelessly begging Gami to carry him.

The students piled in the clearing just outside the lodge’s front entrance, standing before Aizawa, who looked marvelously more rested than any of them combined.

“Morning, class.”

Midoriya decided he was glad the teacher didn’t say ‘good morning’ because he would’ve had to disagree.

“Today, the real training camp begins.” Aizawa prefaced. “Ideally, you will all emerge stronger. Strong enough to earn your provisional licenses, which would allow you to use your quirks for heroic purposes under recognition of the law.”

“Owari, I’m giving you full permission to use your quirk to defend and protect!”

“More specifically, there is a growing hostile force out there-” no one needed Aizawa to elaborate- “and you need to be prepared to face it. So stay sharp and work hard.”

Then, the underground hero looked deep into the crowd, searching through the mess of exhausted children until he found one in particular.

“Bakugo, start us off by throwing this.”

He tossed the blond a ball, much like the one from the quirk apprehension test. Bakugo caught it with ease in a single hand.

“Last time, your record was 705.2 meters. How much have you grown since then?”

Bakugo smirked cockily, swinging his dominant arm around to stretch out his muscles. He bent his knees low, shifting around his center of mass until he got comfortable. Behind him, from the crowd of students, Midoriya could hear his friends cheer him on with secondhand excitement. He gave a nervous look to Gami beside him as Bakugo’s face morphed into an overeager smile.

Gami got the message, and ducked beneath the earth just as Bakugo left off a massive explosion from the hand holding the ball.

“GO TO HELL!!”

The blowback from the blast stirred up a whirlwind of dust and rock, tumbling everyone’s bed-ridden hair into even more of a mess. Trails of smoke lingered for merely a moment in the sky, marking the ball’s rise and subsequent descent to a mountainous point far from view.

Aizawa pulled a device from his pocket, and almost immediately, it beeped ominously.

“709.6 meters.” He showed the screen to the class as proof.

The excited chatter died down just as fast, confused glaces bouncing around as Bakugo remained motionless among his dissipating smoke.

“You have been through a lot these past couple months; undoubtedly, you’ve all grown. But it’s only your techniques and minds that have improved, and perhaps your bodies a bit.” Aizawa moved in front of Bakugo, his imposing stature almost forcing the other back. “As you’ve all just seen, your quirks haven't kept up with the pace.”

Mandalay and Pixie Bob then jumped out from behind the brush, causing Bakugo to actually jump back this time.

“Starting today, you’ll improve on your quirks!”

Aizawa grinned almost sinisterly as Gami slowly rose from the earthy shadows. The ghost glanced around at the scene, and nervously began to duck back down.

“This will be so harsh that you’ll wish you were dead, so do your best to stay alive!”

Midoriya swallowed hesitantly, his hands starting to dry up from underneath his gloves. He noticed Gami trying to scamper away and tugged harshly on a smoky tendril close enough to his hand.

Aizawa began to rein everyone in. “Mandalay will take most of you to a clearing for you to train together. For those of you with quirks who require more space or solitude, myself and the rest of the Pussycats will help you find a spot in the forest, and Pixie Bob will clear it out to your liking.”

Before anyone had the chance to question who the rest of the Pussycats were, two more heroes popped out from the forest’s edge.

The first was a small woman, much shorter than either Mandalay or Pixie Bob, though with a similarly themed yellow cat outfit. She had long, teal colored hair and wide eyes that seemed to scan over the students like binoculars.

The other was a large man who towered over even Aizawa, still however decked out in the signature Pussycats attire. He had distinct black markings around his eyes, emphasizing his grizzled expression.

“Meet Ragdoll and Tiger.” The underground hero gestured behind him. “They’ll be helping us out while we’re here, so get to know them well.”

“And now that we’re all together…”

The four cat heroes jumped together posing much like how Mandalay and Pixie Bob did the day before, though the formation now looked complete.

“We’re the Wild Wild Pussycats!! The full version!!”

 


 

Midoriya was eventually split off from the rest of his peers, Pixie Bob leading him to his own private part of the forest. She asked him how he wanted the space set up, but he hadn’t thought that far ahead, so he just asked for a general clearing. She’d done just as he asked, before making a small cat statue off to the side, resembling the lucky cats he’d often seen in restaurants.

“If you need anything from me, just destroy that statue!” She’d winked, before heading off to service the rest of the students.

And with that, she left Midoriya alone, with nothing but the mundane sounds of the forest to accompany him.

“Eraserhead should’ve had you throw the ball…”

And Gami; he couldn’t forget about him, even if he tried.

“What? Why?” Midoriya kicked his shoes in the dirt.

“You threw it the farthest the first time.” Gami complained as if he was personally offended. “Why would he choose Bakugo over you…?”

Midoriya furrowed his brows. “Well… he used the ball toss to introduce quirk training; if he had me throw it, that would’ve kind of defeated the point.” He waved his hands out sarcastically. “No quirk, remember? I don’t think it’s any deeper than that.”

“I guess…” he grumbled. “It’s not like anyone else knows that though…”

“It’s not that big of a deal.” Midoriya chuckled lightly. “Plus, who knows? Maybe if I threw it, it would've gone 1,500 meters this time…!”

Midoriya couldn’t see Gami’s smile directly, but he could feel the air get lighter. “Oh, don’t oversell yourself.”

They laughed and joked around a little longer, before Gami peered around at the empty space and remembered why they were out here to begin with.

“So-” he gestured around- “what exactly do you plan to work on?”

Midorya’s happier mood sombered a bit. “I’m… not exactly sure. I know Aizawa-sensei told me to find new ways to use my powers, but that’s kind of hard without any direction.” He looked down at his hands, still covered by his gloves. “It would be so much easier if this just worked like a quirk. I could just push myself until it got stronger; maybe even get my own quirk awakening-”

Gami slapped him on the back of the head, not particularly hard, but it lacked any of his usual gentleness. “None of that now. You have what you have, and you’ve figured out how to use it despite the hardships. The Izuku I know doesn’t complain about what he acknowledges as fortunate to have.”

He rubbed the back of his head. “Sorry… you’re right. No more talking like that.”

Midoriya ditched his gloves, setting them off to the side. He cracked his knuckles, bouncing between his heels with anticipation.

“Alright, I’ve already made the leap from decaying solid objects to air, so what’s next?”

The two pondered, thoughts falling into silence amongst chirping birds.

“Leap…” Gami repeated, drawing out the word. “What if you could make your decay leap to other objects?”

Midoriya's eyes widened. “Would that even be possible…? I mean, the rules for DT are pretty straightforward; I have to be touching the thing I want to decay.”

“True… however you managed to bend those rules to decay air. Sure, you started by using a flowing breeze, but once you learned the feel of the air-”

“I was able to make blasts while staying still…!” He finished excitedly. “So maybe, the rule is more about knowing about how the object feels rather than needing to touch it!”

“We may never know the true details, but that is irrelevant. What matters is now there is potential.” Gami floated away for a moment, bending down to grab a small chunk of earth left over from Pixie Bob’s remodeling. He brought it back, placing it in front of his successor a good ten feet away. “Try this.”

Midoriya crouched, pressing his hands into the dirt with a cocky smile. “That’s literally the same as this; you’re making things too easy…!”

It, however, proved to me more of a challenge than Midoriya anticipated, as he pumped a vicious level of decay into the earth, and watched the stone merely sink lower rather than crumble itself.

He ignored Gami’s taunting laughter with a grumble, before moving to an undisturbed part of the clearing to try again.

Over and over, he attempted to disintegrate the rock from afar, but each time, he only added to the growing instability of the ground beneath him. No matter what he tried: increasing the output of DT, concentrating on the texture of the earth, closing the distance between him and the rock, nothing seemed to change his consistent result. And before long, he ran out of ideas, soon running out of space to even repeat his failures.

Looking out over the cracked and sunken clearing, Midoriya sighed in disappointment, walking over to the cat statue. He placed a hand on the top, allowing the thing to crumble underneath.

Gami moved to stand next to him as they waited for Pixie Bob to come. “You’re not going to give up so soon, are you? It’s not even noon.”

He sighed heavily. “I don’t know… it just doesn’t seem possible. I mean, this should be the easiest out of any scenario; they’re made out of the same thing…!”

“What doesn’t seem possible?”

Both of them jumped, spinning around to find Pixie Bob emerging from the forest with a toothy grin. She curiously peered behind him, looking at the state of the clearing.

“Ah, I was just hoping you could reset the ground for me.” Midoriya gestured to the wreckage behind him, hoping she hadn’t overheard much else of his strange one-sided conversation.

Pixie Bob stepped closer, really focusing her attention on the cracked earth. “I can do that, sure… but that doesn’t answer my question. What’s impossible?”

Midoriya bit his lip, but eventually divulged what he was working on to the hero, explaining his attempts at getting his decay to essentially break its own rules. He detailed his numerous strategies, but all he had to show for it were the wide, expanding cracks that stretched far through the clearing, and the small rock that sat undisturbed in the middle.

“I’m trying to do what worked before-” he explained- “understanding and memorizing the texture, but my decay just spreads too far out to really concentrate on one specific thing, even when I get closer.”

Pixie Bob hummed, tapping a pawed finger on her cheek. She swept her eyes over the patterns etched into the dirt, before placing her hands down to reset the terrain. “Show me how you’ve been doing it.”

Midoriya’s face twitched in skepticism, but nonetheless he placed both hands onto the dirt, concentrating hard on the stone in the distance as he pumped DT into the earth. They all watched the cracks stem from his fingertips, starting out straight and on-target. But as the decay spread further from him, it branched out like a tree, losing focus and simply destroying, leaving the stone unharmed.

He groaned, raising his hands up in exasperation. He looked back at Pixie Bob, expecting to have convinced her of his same state of mind, but she only had a thoughtful expression on her face.

“You know… our quirks are pretty similar. My quirk, Earthflow… it lets me do a lot of complex things, like my giant earth beasts, but I didn't start out that big, obviously.” Pixie Bob bent back down again to fix the clearing. “There’s a lot of power in your quirk, but with greater power, you sacrifice control. You can’t expect to accomplish a technique that’s both new and intricate using the same output you have been all this time.”

 Midoriya blinked owlishly, looking down at his hands. “I thought my problem was that I had too little decay, but… you’re saying I need less?”

“Just for now.” She reassured. “Once you get a hang for control, you can start increasing your output back to what you normally would.”

He hummed, crouching back down in the dirt. Instinctively, he rested all ten fingers on the ground before pausing. Slowly, he raised one hand off the earth completely, staring down at the five fingers remaining. Then, he lifted everything but his pointer finger, really rubbing it into the dust.

He kept his eyes focused on the stone in the distance, feeling the familiar buzz flow from the bulk of his hands through the one outlet he’d allowed it. He didn’t even look at the ground, listening to the sounds of crumbling earth as the world fuzzed out of focus. A singular crack entered his vision slowly, pushing forward with a restrained struggle, like it was wading through molasses. Midoriya closed his eyes for a moment, pushing along with it, recalling the dry, brittle texture of earth, the smell, even the taste, everything he could to keep it in mind.

He shot his eyes open, realizing how long he’d gone without looking at the rock, only to find a sunken hole yet again where it was placed.

“Dammit…” He sighed, standing up in defeat.

Pixie Bob however stepped closer with a knowing smile. “I’d look again…!”

Confused, he moved forward, edging closer to the hole in disbelief. He noticed it was shallower than usual, his decay not having gone as rampant. And the cracks in the earth were contained, a clear path from where his finger had been right to the hole, none of the widespread branching he’d been seeing before. His pace grew excited, almost stumbling over his own feet.

He reached down and bounced back up like a spring, his hands empty.

“It worked!” He cried out, flashing a smile at the hero. “I can’t believe it actually worked…!”

She sent him a thumbs up in return. “When you sacrifice power, you regain control. Just remember to fine tune that control before you start pumping power back into things.”

Pixie Bob fixed the landscape one last time, moving back to the forest’s edge to reshape the cat statue.

“Unless you need anything else, I’ll be off.” She patted the cat statue playfully, winking over her shoulder. “Call me if you need me…!”

And with that, she disappeared back into the brush, leaving Midoriya alone with his victory.

“You’re not going to quit after one success, are you?”

And Gami; he couldn’t forget about him, even if he tried.

Midoriya laughed, and the two got to work.

They went through many hours and many stones, Midoriya practicing over and over until he could consistently nail making the jump from earth to rock. And once he started to get the hang of it, Gami began introducing new obstacles: two stones instead of one, target stones and ones he had to avoid, jumps from touching stones without the ground as a conduit, until Midoriya was sure they were going to deplete all the rocks in the surrounding vicinity. 

And once it became more than a walk to the clearing’s edge to find more rocks to train with, they switched over to different things.

Gami emerged from the forest like a scavenger, carrying leaves he’d plucked from the ground, twigs and branches he’d stripped from trees, even pieces of bark he’d managed to peel with his bare hands. Midoriya was sure if anyone else could see the ghost as he could, almost like a decrepit goblin, they’d be scared shitless.

It took the boy much longer to figure out the same strategy with the different items, which was expected, but frustrating nonetheless after his almost nonstop success. Still, he sweat through the passing sun, remembering the woody smell of tree bark mixed with sweet sap, the papery thin veins of dried leaves, the nimble delicacy of a twig rolled between his fingers. And when he ran out Gami would merely fetch him more, until he could quite confidently say he had the entire forest memorized in his head.

“Do it again…!” Gami called out from the other side of the clearing.

Midoriya panted, taking the chance to wipe the sweat from his forehead. “Can’t we call it here? It’s way past lunch and I’m starving …”

Gami floated back with some more foliage, placing it randomly. “One more time.”

“That’s what you said last time…”

Nonetheless, Midoriya crouched down, settling on his heels precariously, hunger and exhaustion rattling his bones. He placed both hands on the ground to steady himself for a moment, before lifting all but one finger.

The ghost held his hand out like a checkered flag. “Ready? And… go!”

For the first time he could recall, Midoriya really had to force the DT through his fingertip. He didn’t think a power whose only focus was destruction could get tired, but in a strange role reversal, he was the one pushing for decay now. However, slowly but surely, a crack did start to form in front of him, stretching jaggedly through the earth.

Gami hovered over a large three pronged leaf resting in the dust, with two smaller leaves placed on each side of it. “Decay just this one, and keep going.”

Midoriya strained his vision, forcing himself to focus just on the big leaf in the center. The crack swayed side to side, but he managed to hold it relatively straight. He didn’t even watch the leaf crumble, locked in on keeping the other two leaves whole while still pressing the decay onwards.

“Go around this stick.” Gami whirled around the branch, mimicking the path himself. “Treat it like a civilian; avoid destroying it at all costs.”

Midoriya bit his lip, funneling his DT into a curve. He pressed his finger harshly into the earth, ignoring the ground by his feet starting to break more than usual. Still, his power complied, moving around the branch with more of a swirl than a conglomerate of straight cracks should be able to do.

“Good.” He stopped by a stone, one of the few they had left. “Now go straight here, but leave the rock alone.”

“Can’t I just decay it?” Midoriya whined, breathing heavily.

Gami shook his head. “Nope. This is the only path, but the rock cannot be destroyed.”

He knew his mentor was only trying to help, but Midoriya felt his strength from the day long sapped away. He squeezed his eyes shut, trying to push past the seasick hunger trapped in his gut. His hand didn’t hurt, but it felt strangely tight, like a balloon with too much air inside. Even the hand he wasn’t using felt weak, and the sensation was starting to spread through his veins to the rest of his body.

“Stop! You destroyed the rock-”

But all Midoriya heard was to stop, and muddied from exhaustion, all he could think to do was lift his hand up from the dirt.

The path of decay surged for a millisecond, before the end furthest from him  —and closest to Gami— exploded violently.

The ghost lurched instinctively, diving under the earth’s surface for protection. But he quickly realized this was not one of Bakugo’s explosions, and emerged cautiously. “What the hell was that?”

“I don’t know…” Midoriya hadn’t seen the explosion, having collapsed onto his back once he’d been allowed to stop, laying in the dust in a sweaty, dirty heap. The sound of the blast still rocked his ears, but he couldn’t bring himself to care. “But can we please stop here? I really don’t think I can do another….”

“Alright, I think that was good for today. You made a surprising amount of progress.” Gami moved closer, noticing Midoriya still lying on the ground. “Are you… alright?”

“I just need a second…” He waved his mentor off. “I’m not feeling great.”

Immediately, Gami shifted to concern. “What do you mean? I-I shouldn’t have pushed you so hard; I’m sorry.”

“No, it’s not your fault. I kept going too; I could’ve stopped whenever.” Midoriya placed a hand over his chest, feeling for his heartbeat. It was relatively calm, thumping strongly if only from the consistent workout he’d put himself through. Nothing felt out of the ordinary, but he couldn’t shake that his fatigue was more than just his consuming hunger. “I feel weird… kinda tense and stiff. I don’t think it’s just cause I’m hungry either.”

“Are you in pain?” Gami recalled the time his successor had spent at his internship, where they first began really experimenting with DT.

He shook his head. “No, nothing hurts… at least not like my blasts used to.” He groaned, struggling to sit up. “Can you give me a hand?”

Gami helped him up to his feet, noticing how faint Midoriya’s grip truly felt. “Yeah, no more for today. Let’s get you something to eat, and then we can think about tomorrow.”

They walked into the forest, following the path that Pixie Bob left back to the main clearing. Midoriya started with slow breaths, hanging on Gami for support, but the further they went, the more confident his steps got. His fatigue faded, and by the time they reached the rest of the class, the tense feeling from his hands had gone away.

The Pussycats seemed surprised to see him there, Mandalay explaining how she was just about to corral the separate students back with her telepathy. Midoriya shrugged, chalking it up to a convenient coincidence, allowing himself another chance to sit and break as they waited for the rest of his classmates to return.

He looked around, noticing how wrecked his peers were. Half of them looked straight up sick, likely moments away from losing their stomachs. Considering he could smell the sugar in the air from what Yaoyorozu and Sato were eating to train, he couldn’t blame them.

Class 1-B was also scattered amongst them, looking equally exhausted. Their teacher, Vlad King, stood towards the back, perhaps a bit guilty at his students’ condition. Midoriya wondered if they’d get the same sympathy from Aizawa, but decidedly pushed the thought from his mind with skepticism.

After a few minutes, the rest of Midoriya’s missing classmates emerged from the forest with Ragdoll and Tiger. And behind them, Bakugo stepped into the clearing with Aizawa beside him.

Despite how bothered the blond looked, Midoriya let out almost an audible sigh of relief seeing him breathing.

“Alright-” Aizawa’s voice broke the sickened silence- “Hope you all had a productive first day. We’re going to head back to eat.”

Few people seemed particularly enthused, but considering the thick, sweet scent still clouding the air, it was understandable.

Together, much in the same way they emerged from the forest the day before, the kids trudged back to the lodge, and with every step, Midoriya found himself wishing more for a shower than anything else. Still, if dinner was to be anything like yesterday: a buffet of Lunch Rush’s own catered food brought from U.A., Midoriya wouldn’t complain.

Aizawa stopped them outside the building, much to everyone’s confusion. Peering behind him, all Midoriya could see was a suspicious surplus of picnic tables, some firepits, and a whole lot of uncooked food.

“Wha-” Kirishima looked around in a panic- “Where’s the food…?”

The teacher smiled deviously at them, void of any surface sympathy. “Lunch Rush was kind enough to pack dinner for our first night, but from here on out, you’ll all be cooking your own meals.”

Aizawa stepped away, moving to join the rest of the Pussycats standing by the front doors, alongside Kota sitting on the stoop.

“Let us know if you need anything.”

With that, he promptly turned his back to them, starting up a dull chatter with the other heroes.

Before anyone could enter a hunger-induced panic, Yaoyorozu was quick to divide them amongst the tasks, seemingly already prepared with a recipe in mind. Midoriya found himself and a few others placed at a table with knives and cutting boards, and a seemingly endless tray of vegetables in front of him.

“Paradise knows, the children at the firepit are going to need adult supervision.” Gami looked over his shoulder, placing his head in his hands worriedly. “I’m going to make sure they don’t light themselves while trying to cook, if that’s alright…”

Midoriya didn’t respond verbally, but he swayed slightly to the side with a smile, nudging Gami with his head as he unsheathed the knife from its cover. The ghost took that as confirmation, running a skeletal hand carefully through the boy’s hair before floating off.

If his touch held just a tad more longing than usual, however, Midoriya didn’t notice.

He grabbed a handful of carrots to start, the damp skin slickening the cutting board. He got to work, chopping calmly as his mind relaxed to the gritty sounds of the knife's edge against the wood grain. His heart rate slowed, and for one of the few times in his life, he felt eerily at ease without the usual chilled presence he was used to in his vicinity. He could almost close his eyes, if it weren’t for the fact that he was still actively using a knife.

“Is that how you usually cut?” Todoroki asked from behind him, passing by with some food for the firepit.

Midoriya turned around, setting the knife down. “Yeah…? Why… am I doing something wrong?”

Todoroki’s ensuing shrug was less than convincing. “It’s just not exactly the safest… here, let me show you.”

He set down the basket he was carrying, moving to stand next to Midoriya in front of the cutting board.

“You want to keep your fingertips in-” He grabbed the carrot, curling his hands to match his words- “and your knuckles flat, but out. That way there’s less risk of you cutting yourself while you chop.”

He grabbed the knife with his other hand, and with surprising speed, diced the rest of the carrot without so much as a second thought. Todoroki grabbed the next one and handed it to Midoriya to try, who carefully mimicked what he’d seen. His chopping was much slower and shakier as he got used to the technique, but he quickly got comfortable, finding ease in the movement. 

“Oh okay, I think I got it.” Midoriya smiled sheepishly. “I never really learned how to cook, it was just something I pieced together as I got older.”

Todoroki smiled back, and Midoriya was sure that with each one he coaxed from the other, they only grew more warm and genuine. “That’s alright; I don’t think there’s really a wrong way to cook. I’m sure I could learn a lot from you, too.”

“You think that’s fast, half-and-half?!”

They both looked up, finding Bakugo at the end of the table angrily dicing vegetables even faster than Todoroki was. Even more surprisingly, he moved the knife with immense precision, showcasing his level of control even while moving that fast.

Bakugo looked up, completely taking his eyes off the knife, and yet still chopping perfectly. “You can’t say shit.”

Todoroki was about to say something in return, but Midoriya held him back with a soft chuckle. “It’s not worth it; he’s harmless.”

He huffed still, but followed Midoriya’s advice, picking up the basket he was originally carrying and continuing on his way. 

Midoriya watched him go, before picking the knife back up, the rhythmic tapping of Bakugo’s chopping taking up his focus. He looked through the corner of his eye, watching the blond’s hands move, his eyes dart, his chest rise. Bakugo was fine; Bakugo was still alive, looking bothered as usual, but breathing nonetheless. Aizawa made good on his promise; Midoriya had faith he would continue to do so. And yet, his stomach felt sick from something other than hunger.

“This is our chance to fix things, to fix us.”

His heart begged to reach out, but Midoriya looked down at his cutting board, resolving to work his uncomfortable thoughts away as always.

Like a well-oiled machine, the students weaved amongst each other, keeping the food flowing and the fire going until the savory smell of katsu curry began wafting through the air. Yaoyorozu and Iida helped portion out the meal to make sure everyone got a helping before anyone went in for seconds, and Midoriya couldn’t deny how eagerly he reached for his bowl. Accompanied by a generous heap of rice on the side, even the steam alone was enough to make his mouth water. He was about to sit, to finally give his body the rest and rejuvenation that it was desperately craving, when his vision caught Aizawa and the Pussycats instead, noticing Kota standing off to the side as usual.

“I don’t expect you to get through to him, but maybe… one day he’ll remember something you said when he really needs to.”

He glanced down at his own bowl, then back at the large pot still sitting over the fire, and this time, he listened to the begging in his heart.

He approached the boy, much to the surprise of both his classmates and the heroes, holding out his food in offering. He thought about crouching down to meet him at eye level, but decided against it at the last minute. Still, he greeted him with an easy smile. “If you’d like, you can have some too. There’s still plenty left.”

Kota looked up at him, and Midoriya recognized the glint in his eye.

He sidestepped instinctively, but Kota still managed to hit the bowl out of his hands with a swipe. The food tumbled out like a washing machine, spilling wastefully all over the dirt. Some curry landed on the edge of his shorts and shoes, but Midoriya had been quick enough to keep the rest of himself clean.

Mandalay shot up from her seat on the stoop. “Kota…!”

But the child merely whipped around to glare at her too, turning back around to address Midoriya. “Screw off! I don’t need anything from you.”

He said nothing else as he stormed off into the forest, leaving the campground awkwardly silent.

Mandalay shifted uneasily. “I’m sorry about him…”

“I know this is a lot to ask, but it would mean so much to us… and to Kota eventually, if you could take some time to talk to him.”

Midoriya knew what she meant, and so he waved her off. “It’s fine; these clothes were dirty anyway.” He looked back at the forest's edge nervously, however. “Is… he going to be fine out there by himself?”

“Yeah…” the cat hero nodded. “This isn’t the first time he’s run off. I think there’s a spot out there that he really likes, I’d bet everything that’s where he’s going now. He’ll come back on his own.”

Midoriya looked slightly unconvinced, his eyes drifting back to the low light of the setting sun.

“Midori…!” Yaoyorozu called out to him, standing up from her spot at a picnic table. “Let me get you another bowl.”

Something ached in his heart, but the churning in his stomach drowned out the begging, and he resolved to eat his uncomfortable thoughts away as always.

 


 

Midoriya went to sleep uneasy that night, and the fact that he couldn’t quite pinpoint what it was keeping him restless didn’t exactly help his paranoia. His mind raced like a runaway train, thinking much too hard and much too late into the night. He tossed and turned, using the sound of his light shuffling to drive away the hurricane in his head. It wasn’t until Gami started running his bony fingers through his hair that he was finally able to close his eyes, mind dulled by the pressure to his scalp.

He woke up worse than the night before, but he just considered himself lucky to have gotten any sleep at all. And when he met the rest of his class back outside, it became apparent that he wasn’t the only one.

They were divided up again, and Midoriya was led back to his familiar clearing, still in the same barren state as he’d left it the day prior. Pixie Bob intuitively made him an extra pile of rocks to practice with, alongside resetting the cat statue and flattening out the earth. She quickly left him to his own devices, but Midoriya was much slower to get to work, allowing himself a moment to admire the rising sun.

He took a deep breath, the first one seemingly in months.

“Okay…” He opened his eyes, focusing on Gami off to the side. “Where were we yesterday?”

“You made good progress: one path of decay with rather precise control and direction. It could use a bit of fine-tuning, but that shouldn’t be anything particularly difficult.” Gami listed off that accomplishment on his fingers. “It is, however, rather sluggish, unlike your usual decay.”

Midoriya agreed. “Yeah… running up to the thing to touch it would be faster than trying from afar at this point.”

“There is also the matter of yesterday’s unintended explosion. As well as the possibility of accidentally hurting yourself with this new technique.”

“No Recovery Girl out here…” he mumbled, flexing his hands to reaffirm their usual softness. “We have to figure this out quickly or we’ll have to put it on hold until we get back to school.”

Midoriya chewed on his lip, pondering his options.

“Let’s figure out the explosion first.” He decided. “Cause that definitely wasn’t supposed to happen…”

He settled to a seat on the dirt, crossing his legs and placing one hand in his lap. The other hand, he rose to the sky, palm pointed upward. There was a slight breeze in the air, threading itself between his fingers and through his hair like a friendly greeting. Midoriya returned the pleasantries, recalling the well-memorized feeling he’d first met with Gran Torino.

DT rushed forward instantly, and he was subsequently tussled by his own explosion as it rocked the space around him, kicking up dust into a billowy cloud that stretched far about the tree line.

He wasn’t startled, nor was he shook from his spot. This was expected; that was the explosion he’d come to learn and know from his internship. Still, he saved the experience to memory, making sure it was firmly secured as a reference as he placed his other hand on the ground. He kept all five fingers down, pressing them deeper as he allowed his DT to escape.

Midoriya held himself in place for a few moments, waiting for the same deafening blast to rock his eardrums. But his surroundings were eerily quiet as he only felt his hand sink deeper.

Sure enough, when he peeked his eyes open, he’d merely made a sizable divet in the earth. “Well, that didn’t really work… I guess trying to make an explosion without air as a conduit just decays instead.”

Gami observed from behind. “But it clearly did work yesterday. You had a path from object to object, and then it did explode…” He quieted, remembering their last attempt yesterday. “You were experimenting with leaping; what if the path had leapt into the air for a split second?”

“I guess that would technically be a possibility since air is just another medium for decay, and if that did happen, it would, in theory, explode.” Midoriya continued hypothetically. “But that wasn’t what I was trying to do.”

“But what if that is what occurred?” Gami rushed over, grabbing his successor’s wrist and placing it down on the dirt again, removing all but one finger. “Try what we were doing yesterday, just a path and nothing more.”

Midoriya snorted, shoving Gami off him playfully, but nonetheless complied with the request. The DT was almost reluctant to come out, pooling in his hand. It was such an alien feeling, especially considering how easily it escaped when he made the explosion above him earlier, and when he disintegrated the ground by his feet. DT had always been such a rampant force, an unstoppable energy he fought to contain and learned to direct. Now, it remained just as strong, but it almost fought to exist under his skin, rather than spread its destruction elsewhere.

Still, eventually a crack formed under his fingertip, and Midoriya began snaking it around the clearing, keeping it contained within the perimeter. He twisted it around a few times, looking at Gami over his shoulder. “What do you want me to do with it?”

The ghost tapped his hands together. “Can you jump it to the air? Like you did yesterday with the other objects?”

He was skeptical, but he still closed his eyes to try and envision the feel of air again, just like he had for the leaves and branches before. He tried to imagine the transition: from dense, crumbly earth to light, floaty air, the feeling as a bird takes off or as a plane climbs from the runway. He tried to channel the weightless sensation in his stomach… lifting, lifting, lifting.

“Are you… trying?”

Midoriya snapped his eyes back open with an annoyed scowl. “Of course, I’m trying! Is it not working?”

Gami gestured at the crack, having diverted off in a random direction as Midoriya had lost focus, but still firmly planted in the ground. Quickly, he forced his decay into a curve, keeping the destruction contained only as far as he could see.

“Damnit, that doesn’t make sense…! It should work the same.” Midoriya lifted both hands up in frustration.

Just before his finger left the dirt, however, he could’ve sworn he felt the DT in his veins rushed forward for a moment. The crack almost mimicked that sensation, barreling forward for nothing more than a blink until the end exploded.

“Wha-” Midoriya shot to his feet, watching pieces of earth and dust cascade from the air. “I wasn’t even tryin- How did that happen?!”

“Your hand…”

He looked down at his hand in confusion, but it looked just the same as before.

“No-” Gami pulled his focus back up- “You lifted it. You did the same thing during your last attempt yesterday with the explosion.”

“But why should that matter? I mean, I was picking my hand up and down all day yesterday, but it wasn't until right at the end that I made the blast by accident.”

“But all the times before, you had finished. You were no longer using decay.”

Midoriya considered the words, before putting a finger back onto the earth, forming another controlled crack. Just as quickly, he pulled away, without any intention of stopping his own destruction, and just like before, the end of the path surged before erupting violently.

Gami jumped excitedly. “See? See!”

His eyes widened in realization. “I was so focused on control and direction, that when I cut it off by accident before, I think it reverted back to how it usually is.” Midoriya made a branching image with his fingers. “You know… wild and rampant, but only for a second.”

Gami nodded. “Perhaps it is simply searching for something to destroy in its final moments, and in turn decays everything around it.”

“Including air…!” Midoriya pointed at the ghost in conclusion.

“Thus-” Gami made a booming sound with his voice, complete with hand effects.

The boy smiled eagerly, placing his hand down to try again. He snaked the trail of decay around for longer this time, mimicking some of the test runs he and Gami had tried yesterday. He imagined how it could move strategically: around buildings, past fellow heroes and civilians, ignoring hazards, until it was right under a villain’s feet…

He ripped his hand away, and a loud explosion bursted from the earth right where his eyes were locked.

“Oh, that’s so cool!” He cheered, bouncing to his feet in celebration. “And really useful too. I bet I could get it to jump to air with enough practice; I wouldn’t even need to lift my hand up…!”

“Slow down there. One thing at a time” Gami joked, patting the top of Midoriya’s head. “It is rather interesting, though.”

“I just don’t get why it’s so slow-”

“What’s with all the noise over here?”

Midoriya and Gami spun around, finding Ragdoll at the edge of the clearing, waving brightly at him. She skipped into frame, very clearly peeking around him to look at the destruction etched into the dirt.

“I hope I’m not interrupting you; we could hear the explosions from base camp, and Aizawa asked if I could come check in.” Ragdoll explained, then immediately turned to the side to pout. “As if my quirk couldn’t do that already…”

Midoriya cocked his head, any prior questions about the interruption gone. “Your quirk?”

The hero almost seemed to light up further. “That’s right; Aizawa never gave us a chance to introduce ourselves…!”

She pointed at her face with her oversized paws, widening her eyes in response. Her pupils, already somewhat larger than normal, dilated further into shiny, yellow pools. 

“My quirk is called Search! It lets me monitor about 100 people at a time, and stores that data in my memory. With that, it’s pretty easy to track things like location, which is why we can let some of you with more volatile quirks train off by yourselves.” Ragdoll joyfully clapped. “Of course, that’s just a party trick at this point. If I get a really good look at someone, I can see all sorts of secret things, like quirk weaknesses and old injuries.”

Midoriya’s eyes widened, a gasp trickling through his parted lips. “That’s incredible…! Do you still retain all that information from a person when you switch targets?”

Ragdoll laughed at his eagerness. “Well, since everything is stored up here-” she tapped at the side of her temple- “it’s more a matter of memory than anything. Though, if I look at someone I’ve already searched, the data comes back pretty quick.”

She looked at Midoriya more closely, her eyes bouncing up and down his form. He shifted nervously, suddenly feeling strangely exposed. “Are you… searching right now?”

Ragdoll blinked, breaking her stare, and took a step back, waving her hands sheepishly. “Oh no, that would be incredibly invasive. I try not to search any deeper than location unless someone lets me… other than for hero work, you know?” The smile returned to her face as she waved herself off dismissively. “Speaking of which: would you mind if I used my quirk to take a closer look? You know what they say about curiosity and cats…”

Midoriya’s lips parted nervously, resisting the urge to look at Gami like a lost child. How would someone like him even look to a quirk like Ragdoll’s? Would he look normal? Passable? He was just a regular person, underneath all his double-edged bells and whistles, right?

He licked his lips awkwardly, dried out by the still air. “Yeah, go ahead.”

She flashed a sharp, toothy grin, and Midoriya swore he could see the rings of her irises spin like the orbit of a planet, or the shifting of clock gears, magical and mechanical all at once. Her eyes darted like the flight of a bumblebee, seemingly entranced and distracted by every atom in his body, like an overwhelmed computer program. Midoriya looked down at himself more than a few times, trying to see what could possibly be so interesting about him.

Because of that, he missed the way her eagerness slowly drained from her face, replaced by something akin to mortification.

He missed it, but Gami, ever quiet, ever forgotten, did not.

“You… how are you still standing?”

He glanced back up, blinking softly as his heart stuttered. “Huh…?”

Ragdoll’s frown only deepened. “Your body… it looks like it could fall apart at any moment. I can’t even fathom what could possibly be holding you together; it doesn’t seem like your quirk.” When her eyes met his, the gaze felt soft and wet. “It doesn’t hurt…?”

“I want to hear that heroic little facade of yours break.”

Midoriya wasn’t quite sure what to say,

“There will always be cancers of this hero society, and someone needs to correct that.”

Midoriya wasn’t quite sure what he could say that wouldn’t be a lie.

“Everyone will finally understand when I show them that there’s no world where everyone is safe.”

His heart felt like a rock in his chest. He wondered if she could see that too,

”Not really.” He settled on. “I’ve had to visit Recovery Girl a lot. I’m definitely a bit sick of hospital rooms at this point.” He tried to joke; he tried to keep things lighthearted. “I’m sure Aizawa-sensei has probably mentioned some things in passing.”

In the end, he didn’t say much, and just let her own mind fill in the gaps.

Still, she bit her lip shamefully, sulking in the soured mood, her eyes seemingly unable to look past whatever overwhelming damage invaded his body. Midoriya rubbed his arm awkwardly, breaking away from her gaze to turn his downcast, far from where the shame could hurt him secondhand.

He missed the way her eyes spun with new life, her analytic instincts slowly overpowering any lingering guilt or regret.

“Your veins kind of look fuzzy, like they have TV static running through them.” Ragdoll changed the subject abruptly, but her words sparked enough of Midoriya’s curiosity for his mind to easily shift away. “That’s your quirk, isn’t it?”

He looked down at his hands, trying to see the same. “I… think so. My decay usually feels like buzzing, so I think that sounds right.”

“That buzzing feeling… I would think it’s your body naturally trying to keep your quirk contained, and your quirk fighting against it. That’s what it looks like, at least.” She stepped closer, grabbing one of his bare hands to look at it further. “But the veins in your hands look clogged, like they should have bursted from overflow, but are all swollen up instead…”

“Those blasts you’ve been using… they’re causing you extreme nerve damage.”

Midoriya yanked away his hands suddenly, holding them close to his chest. “Shit…! I’m probably causing nerve damage again!”

Gami lurched closer at his outburst, rapidly inspecting his successor himself for any signs of damage, but the boy jerked away on instinct, subsequently sinking in on himself in shame.

“The last time I experimented with my decay, I ended up seriously damaging my hands.” He explained to the concern on Ragdoll’s face. “I got lucky then because I had Recovery Girl there to help me, but… what now? I thought- I thought I was being more careful this time…”

He cursed under his breath, fighting the urge to dig his nails into his skin in frustration. What was he supposed to do now? Gami and him had been so conscious about avoiding potentially hurting himself from training, and yet, he’d still managed it. He’d repeated the mantra countless times in his head, even falling asleep to it in his thoughts: there was no Recovery Girl out here. It had clearly done nothing, however, as his instinctual nature to wrap himself up with danger prevailed.

But Ragdoll merely hummed in calm, collective thought, looking closer at her quirk’s projections of his hands. “Your hands don’t seem injured… at least, not from anything recent; something like that would’ve obviously popped up with my quirk.” She cocked her head to the side, tapping her finger on her chin. “Could you show me what you’ve been doing? I might be able to get a better sense of why your veins look like that.”

“Is that… a good idea?” He asked skeptically. “What if I make it worse?”

“You won’t. I’ll stop you the second I see something.”

The hero widened her eyes, the rings around her pupils spinning in anticipation. Regardless, Midoriya still shuffled with hesitation, turning away until he felt the soft pressure of Gami’s sharp, bony fingers on his shoulder.

“I trust her.”

And just like old times, Gami’s judgment was all he needed to change his mind.

Midoriya crouched down, nestling himself in the dirt once again. With a deep breath, he placed one finger onto the earth, releasing the natural tension his body used to keep his own destruction at bay. But just like his earlier experiments, his decay moved sluggishly even inside himself, lacking its usual fervent charge to consume. He had to push it through his hands, straining himself against the aggressive buzz that seemed to want nothing more than to root itself in place.

“Alright, stop!”

He did so immediately, relishing in the relief of his DT settling back inside his body. He flopped back on his rear, eyes closed shut as he struggled to catch his breath. Only when he opened them did he notice that Ragdoll had stopped him before he could even make a crack in the ground.

“When you’re using your quirk, it looks like it physically travels all across your body to get to your hands. But then, you’re only releasing it through one finger. It’s like trying to drink a milkshake through a straw that’s too small.” Ragdoll held up her hands, one open as if she was holding something very large, and one with her fingers pinched. “You have all this power, but the pathway you’re using is too small, so it’s struggling to get through. Then you’re forcing it in response, but all that’s doing is swelling up your veins to accommodate.”

Midoriya looked down at his hands again. “So that’s why it’s so slow… but I couldn’t get it to work yesterday when I was using all my fingers; it was branching out too fast for me to control. Pixie Bob told me to use just one… are you saying she was wrong?”

She thought for a moment. “I can see why she would say that; that’s how she started learning how to control the power of her own earthflow. But I don’t think she realized that you’re still releasing the same power output regardless.” Ragdoll lowered herself, crouching down next to the boy and placing a pawed hand on the ground with all five fingers spread out. “This is how you normally release your quirk, right? The same way Pixie Bob does?”

He nodded. “Yeah, but like that, I can’t control it the way I want to.”

“Well-” she hummed- “have you tried this?”

With that, the hero pinched her fingers in, still with all five pads pressed down, but all condensed together.

Midoriya's eyes widened, and silently, he mimicked the action. Still with some hesitance, he slowly allowed DT to flow, expecting to feel the same immediate pushback as every time before. But the buzz hit him with full force instead, slamming through him like a collapsing dam, like a hole punched through his chest and straight out of his body, like normal . Decay barreled out of his fingers, but stayed woven together in a straight line, shooting through the earth with dangerous speed until Midoriya lifted his hand out of shock, resulting in a violent explosion much larger than anything he’d managed so far.

“Woah…” He breathed out a mixture of awe and relief, before the delay of adrenaline finally hit him. “Woah!!”

Ragdoll smiled, finally allowing her eyes to rest. “I didn’t see anything out of the ordinary, so I’d say everything’s fixed!”

“Everything’s fixed? So my hands… look okay?”

“Well, I wouldn’t say that exactly-” she shrugged- “nothing looks worse , so I don’t think you’re fighting your quirk anymore. I’d take it easy for today, let your body recover after putting it under so much strain. I’ll check up on you later to see if anything’s changed; we can go from there.”

A little unsatisfied, Midoriya nodded his head regardless, thanking the hero again for her help. She left with a cute wave, much like the lucky cats that Pixie Bob’s statue resembled.

The boy watched her disappear into the shrubbery, waiting until he was certain she was gone before turning to Gami.

The ghost knew that conniving look. “She just told you to rest…”

He rolled his eyes with a sly smile in return, settling back down into a low crouch. “Technically, she said take it easy.”

Excitedly, he placed his fingers in the dirt once more, this time together, instead of one alone.

All Gami could do was sigh into his wispy, invisible hands, wondering if his voice had disappeared along with him.

 


 

Midoriya, expectantly, did not take it easy. 

To his credit, he didn’t push himself as hard as normal, nor did Gami push him all that willingly, but the ground still had scars from his eagerness. A few attempts with all five fingers bunched together were enough to convince him that he still wasn’t in control of the full condensed power of DT, so he strayed away from that, opting to train with two and three fingers instead. He made quick progress in regaining a similar level of command as before, and Gami seemed to be at least somewhat supportive with him exerting himself less. His hands didn’t hurt —not like they had to begin with— but Midoriya took it as a good sign regardless.

He tired out quickly, though if that was just a result of his extensive training for the past two days, or anything related to the swollen veins Ragdoll had pointed out to him, he wasn’t sure. But, much to his mentor’s delight, he did have to call it quits much earlier than he would’ve liked. He laid back onto the dusty earth, letting the rays from the slowly lowering sun sink into his skin. Gami sat next to him, starting up some quiet chatter, reminiscent of simpler times.

Midoriya justified it in his head. It would do little for him to return to the base grounds early. Plus, even if he would’ve rather otherwise, he could admit the break was a pleasant relief to his aching limbs.

Eventually, they did head back to regroup with the others, looking equally as exhausted. The time out in the sun didn’t exactly help Midoriya’s fatigue, his steps sluggish and muddy. That had managed to cue Ragdoll in that he hadn’t truly followed her advice, and after a slight, nagging earful, she checked him over thoroughly with her quirk. Thankfully, she noted nothing of concern; in fact, it seemed that the swelling caused by his quirk had decreased, a sign that her and Pixie Bob’s advice combined had been exactly what he’d been missing.

The last of the Class 1-A stragglers poured in, along with Aizawa and Bakugo. At first, all Midoriya could do was naturally relish in the fact that both were alive and well, cursing internally that he allowed himself even a moment of reprieve with his premonition still active. But as his eyes settled more closely, he could see the awkward way Bakugo shuffled uncharacteristically, the faded tension still wrapped around Aizawa’s bones. It was more than unusual, bringing a small frown to his face, but he resolved to ask the teacher about it later in private.

Aizawa dropped on them that they would be cooking dinner again as a class, not that Midoriya expected otherwise at this point. Most of the class seemed of the same morale, but Yaoyorozu and Iida quickly rallied everyone up before things got too bummed. The ingredients they were working with were mostly the same, likely part of a large surplus the Pussycats had in storage, but they were given noodles over rice this time and Yaoyorozu was quick to suggest a curry udon instead.

The immediate bustling of the campgrounds betrayed the fact that any one of them had spent the entire day training out in the sun, all working cohesively with renewed vigor and a bit more pep. The thick scent of a home cooked meal wafted through the air with the welcoming heat of a hearth, the faintest echo of a simpler life trailing up along with firewood smoke.

Midoriya cupped his own warm bowl with gentle hands, soaking up the feeling deep into his skin. He was almost too impatient to bother grabbing chopsticks, half-tempted to lift the edge up to his lips directly.

Gami dashed that idea away with a swat, however realistic it truly was in his successor’s thoughts. “Whatever it is that you're thinking, I can already tell it’s a dumb idea.” The ghost turned over his shoulder, towards the cacophony of the rest of Midoriya’s classmates, already seated and well into both meal and conversation. “You better find a seat already, or you’re going to end up eating alone while the rest of them hog up the showers.”

Midoriya snorted, but otherwise moved to comply, when something out of the corner of his eye caught his attention.

Kota, head downcast, shoulders scrunched, muttering bitterly under his breath.

Kota, storming off into the dense forest, turned back from the soft glow of coals and laughter.

Kota, empty handed, despite the leftovers still bubbling over the fire.

Kota, alone .

“I know this is a lot to ask, but it would mean so much to us… and to Kota eventually, if you could take some time to talk to him.”

Midoriya stared for a moment, just long enough for the younger boy to disappear amongst the leaves much like the other Pussycats.

Then, without so much as another thought, he raised the bowl to his lips and downed its contents in a series of rough, barbaric gulps.

“You’re going to give yourself indigestion.” Gami harped, giving him a few harsh pats on the back anyway.

Midoriya breathed out the steam he’d swallowed in the process, wiping his mouth on the back of his hand. He ignored the lively crowd of his classmates in favor of the cooking pot, placing his bowl down in the empty pile of dirty dishes. He scooped a hearty serving into a clean one, and just as silently as before, set out in chase.

Midoriya and Gami stumbled off into the night, guided only by silvery starlight that peeked through the gaps in the leaves. At first, he wandered rather aimlessly, heading in the general direction he last saw Kota go. But Gami, much to even the ghost’s own surprise, pointed out the small, almost invisible indentations in the dirt, stamped in such a geometrical pattern it couldn’t be anything natural.

Footprints. Sneaker tracks to be specific. Midoriya had no idea how Gami had managed to notice them in the first place, but now, he walked much more confidently into the forest, careful not to step over any of the marks with his own shoes.

Gami was more than sure it wasn’t he who noticed the footprints, but rather someone else , though he chose to keep that thought between himself and his other half.

Their pace slowed as the trail became more inclined and less green, leading to a significant overhand far above the treeline, sat near the mouth of a small cave, with a wonderfully unobstructed view of the sky. The teen couldn’t help a slight pause to breathe it all in; it was a gorgeous spot, it reminded him a lot of Dagobah.

It made sense why Kota was drawn here, sitting alone with his knees curled into his chest at the edge.

The boy hadn’t noticed him yet, and honestly, Midoriya wasn’t quite sure how to break the silence. “Um hey… I bet you’re hungry. I brought you a plate.”

Kota jumped out of his skin, snapping his head towards Midoriya. “You?! How’d you know I was here…?”

“Oh… sorry.” He suddenly felt intrusive now, setting down the bowl of curry almost like an offering. “I followed your footprints. I thought you might want some food.”

He kept his voice light, honest, like he was talking to a stray cat. Yesterday, he’d made the mistake of trying to appeal to Kota in front of everyone and that had only put the boy on the defensive, pushing him to lash out. He thought this was better: trying to talk with him in private, in a space Kota found comfortable, but at the end of the day, Midoriya was certainly intruding.

That fact was made especially clear by the nasty glare Kota shot him in return. “Nope. Didn’t you get it yesterday? I don’t want to fraternize with you people, so get away from my secret base.”

Midoriya could’ve walked away after that. He’d already set down the food, he’d done what he’d come here to do. He could’ve walked away with a clear concise, try again tomorrow, something, anything else.

“He is hurting, but more devastatingly, he is hurting alone.”

But he hesitated, shuffling nervously in his spot, and that was enough to set Kota off once again.

“Improving quirks… like that’s the only thing in life that matters… it’s disgusting.” Kota stood up, his fist clenched at his sides. “All of you are obsessed. You’re willing to destroy your own body for what? Just to flaunt your power? You all can kill each other already as is.”

“I… I don’t think that’s the motivations of every hero, especially not of anyone here.” Midoriya frowned, instinctively quick to defend the honor of his friends, and of every hero he’d seen risk their life for the lives of others. “Your parents… they were Water Hose, right?”

He’d meant it as a way to connect Kota to heroes he couldn’t argue weren’t honorable, but immediately, he realized his mistake as the boy snapped aggressively at him, and for once, Midorya couldn’t stop himself from taking an unconscious, defensive step back.

“How the hell did you know that?!” The kid lurched like he was actually going to punch him, any consideration of thought long gone. “Did Mandalay tell you?!”

“What, no- I mean… sorry!” Midoriya floundered, slipping up with his tongue in a desperate attempt not to screw up Kota’s relationship with Mandalay any further. “We were just talking, and I thought- from the conversation, I-I just assumed-”

Gami placed a reserved hand on his shoulder, and that was enough for Midoriya to stop talking completely.

They stood together, alone, silently, surrounded by deafening echoes, angry for sure, but perhaps confused, reeling from pain old and new, and wondering if healing was just breaking themselves apart in hiding.

“To him, it was like they left him all alone.”

“I’m sorry… about what happened.” Midoriya whispered under his breath, like the very air displaced by his voice would be the force to do them all in. “I’m sorry that you had to go through it alone.”

“Shut up…”

It was venomous, but there was still an underlying quiver in the words that Midoriya couldn’t ignore.

“You’re all idiots… calling yourselves heroes or villains and going around killing each other like idiots . Like dying is the greatest thing you could do with your life. You’re all stupid…!”

Kota lowered his head, covering his expression with the brim of his red cap, but he couldn’t hide the anguished glower his mouth had curled into, baring his teeth like cornered fangs.

Taken aback by the harsh truth in his words, Midoriya looked away shamefully.

“What if I wasn’t able to get back up?”

He must’ve been standing there awhile, since Kota snapped at him again. “What’s your problem? If you’re done here, then get out…!”

“Midoriya dear, you would have died.”

“It’s just… um-” he struggled to gather the right words- “I knew a boy… a friend of mine. He- he didn’t inherit a quirk from his parents. Instead, he got something else- something totally different…”

“I am much worse, dear child.”

“He got a quirk that prevented him from dying.”

The tension ebbed out of Kota’s shoulders. “What…?”

“The boy felt obligated to be a hero, to throw himself into danger whenever he could, because he thought that life was fragile… and his was not.”

“No one else gets to fight with the security of knowing they’ll be fine no matter what.”

“He didn’t think it was a big deal, since… you know, he would always get back up.” Midoriya chuckled somberly, looking off into the night with a sad smile, away from Kota’s piercing eyes. “He would get hurt all the time, and for a while, it didn’t really bother him. He thought it was a good thing actually; he thought he was doing everyone else a favor. That he was protecting the people he cared about… by making sure his life was the only one at risk.”

“I have to be better, I have to last longer. I wasn’t good enough this time, I can’t let that happen again.”

“There was one time… where he got hurt really, really badly-”

“IZUKU!!”

“Midoriya!!”

“Midori!!”

“Oh my god!!!”

“And after the whole thing was over, he thought it was fine…! But the people he protected, the people he cared about, they weren’t okay.”

“I-I’m sorry… I’m sorry that I left you.”

“Sure, they were alive, but the whole time he recovered, they were sad. They were sad that he got hurt protecting them, but really, they were upset that he threw away his life like it didn’t mean anything. And that was when the boy finally understood that his death, while not permanent, did have consequences to the people that he loved.”

“It has to be about you, not only for yourself, but for everyone who holds you close in their hearts.”

Midoriya paused to take a breath, if only to keep stray tears locked behind his eyes. “After that, the boy made it his goal to get stronger. Everyone thought it was just because he wanted to be a hero, because he didn’t want to lose again, but he- I know that he does it because he wants to live. Because the people he cares about want him to live too.”

Midoriya couldn’t pick out the look on Kota’s face, so he chose to stop looking entirely.

“He- the boy didn’t realize all that at first, but he had a really good friend who helped him-”

“You don’t know when to shut up, do you?!!” Kota snarled, swiping his hand out if only to emphasize the gap between them. “Just go !!”

Midoriya figured he must’ve said something wrong along the way, but he wasn’t expecting his heart to hurt this much, like a piece of lead in his chest. He looked down at his empty hands, like he was Ragdoll and could see something more.

“I’m sorry… I’ve just been rambling, haven’t I…?”

He’d already set down the food, he’d done what he’d come here to do. He could’ve walked away with a clear concise.

That was impossible now.

He turned away, catching the faintest growl escape Kota’s lips under his breath. He walked faster, if only to convince the other that he was leaving for good this time.

The night was quiet and the forest was sleeping, and yet, Midoriya could’ve sworn he’d never heard anything louder.

Because of that, he missed the soft hitch behind him as resentment shifted to sorrow.

He missed it, but Gami, ever quiet, ever forgotten, heard the sobs of both.

Notes:

Alrighty! Not gonna lie, I was struggling a lot writing this chapter. I was expanding off of canon, which meant planning out a lot of the scenes on my own. There wasn’t much to work off of training wise, especially now that Midoriya doesn’t use One For All, and the dialogue was pretty bare too. All that means is I have to use my brain more than usual, and work hasn’t been kind to my brainpower. I feel like the pacing suffered, which at this point is just a common occurrence, but I did my best to make it work anyway.

Speaking more on training, I’ve had that loosely planned out for a while. There’s certain milestones for Midoriya’s powers I’ve known were going to happen since the very start of writing this story. What Midoriya has isn’t a quirk —I’ve said that for a while now— but what that really means is that he has to be more creative, find new, ingenuitive ways to use it. Everything about Death’s powers I’ve tried to connect to each other, so it feels more authentic that Midoriya is simply understanding a new part of their inner workings when he comes up with a new technique.

Kota’s canon conversation with Midoriya, and his ideology in general, I’ve always felt it was a little weak. And I know that part of that comes from Midoriya speaking to him as a stranger, and that he is only 6 years old, but still, I wanted something more from the interaction. I wanted Kota’s stance to be that he’s angry that society views quirks and heroes as the epitome of importance, that nothing else about a person matters. Through that, death would be the biggest sacrifice someone could make, since quirks can literally do everything else. It would tie in with the grief he feels about his parents’ death, and allow Midoriya to display some of the quiet growth he made very early on in the story, when he learned that just because he can’t die, doesn’t mean he should.

Okay! Rambling thoughts aside, that’s about it! Powers below, as usual!

Death’s Touch: Anything Midoriya touches starts to decay immediately, regardless of the amount of fingers touching. Midoriya is able to start and stop the decay at will on humans and non living objects, however, he cannot with plant or animal life. Any damage done to living organisms with this power cannot be healed.

Death’s Scythe: Midoriya can summon a scythe to fight with at will. The scythe is the only item that can’t be destroyed by Death’s Touch, and that ability can be shared with the scythe at will, however it can only decay what it cuts. The decay follows the same rules as Death’s Touch.

Immortality: Midoriya is immortal and cannot die, however, he can still get hurt and scarred. This ability doesn’t provide any regeneration, but any wounds that could be detrimental to his job, such as lost limbs and organs, will be healed the next day. Because healing is the antithesis of death, Midoriya is only able to heal through this ability when he is unobserved, even by himself.

All Sight: Midoriya can see visions of people who may die before they are supposed to. These premonitions are bare and don’t provide much information other than the person themselves and their demise, occasionally revealing the setting and cause. The premonitions can come true between an hour after viewing to 3 days later.

Soul Contact: When a person dies, their soul is immediately sent to Midoriya, which he can see and physically touch. When holding a soul, Midoriya can see the most important memories and decisions attached to that soul, and hence that person.

Soul Sorting: Midoriya can decide which part of the afterlife a soul moves on to, being Paradise, Purgatory, and the Underworld. Once Midoriya decides where the soul best fits, it is sent to the being of that respective area. The soul stays in that area forever, the exception being Purgatory, where souls can move again to either Paradise or the Underworld. If rejected, the soul is sent back to him for reevaluation. All souls must be sorted within 24 hours of Midoriya receiving them, with rejected souls resetting their time limits once they get back to him. Failure to sort a soul within its time limit may result in serious unknown punishment.

???: Seemingly at random, the people close to Midoriya can develop an inexplicable hatred for him, or a hatred that will result in his suffering. Affected individuals will seek out Midoriya’s suffering on a physical and/or emotional level, and are usually unaware of their sudden change in attitude. The affected won’t respond to any reasoning about their unnatural hate, and will continue to hate unless broken by an outside reason, usually by breaking a preexisting hate the affected already had before being infected.

Chapter 54: Fragile Like A Bomb

Summary:

Midoriya had always been aware that he was a ticking time bomb just waiting to explode. It was merely just a matter of who he would end up catching in the blast.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

By the time Midoriya straggled back to the lodge, night had long staked its claim on the camp. The picnic grounds were cold and empty, occupied by nothing more than a few lonesome food scraps under the tables. The dishes had been cleaned and cleared, the last remnants of dinner being only the fading smell that still hung in the air. It was dark, unnaturally dark, even with the light from the overhanging stars. And it was quiet, painfully quiet, like he’d just arrived at a party uninvited.

But there was no party. The party was over, packed away for the night without him.

He skipped out on the hot springs —it was too close to lights out for the effort— and hastily washed away the day’s grime in one of the communal showers. It wasn’t until the water was off and he was stepping out that he realized he’d forgotten his pajamas.

Gami would’ve made a playful jab like he usually did, but he held enough self awareness to instead offer to scout the halls so Midoriya wouldn’t run into anyone with only his towel.

He waited for his successor to close his door for the night before he gathered the guts to speak. “Is what happened earlier still bothering you?”

“I-” Midoriya’s voice was high and defensive, but he caught himself, looking away as his shoulders dropped. “I guess so… but it’s not Kota’s fault…”

He walked away, desperate to move, to keep himself occupied, to free the anxious energy building behind his thoughts. He reached for one of his worn, but clean t-shirts, throwing it over his head.

“It’s just- I know I’ve always been a bit… detached when it comes to death.” His face twisted into a pained frown. “Shigaraki put it well…”

“I guess you can’t really fear death once you stop dying."

Midoriya shuddered unconsciously, pressing his eyes together to clear the memory from his head, despite being the one to recall it. “But even with that, giving up your life for someone else… that’s not something a lot of people can do. It’s what makes a hero. And something like that, it deserves never to be forgotten.”

 “There’s no better way for heroes to meet their end… an honorable death.”

“But at the same time, you’re not just sacrificing your life; there’s so many other lives intertwined with each other.” He touched his chest, dragging his hand down just below his heart, where his ribs brushed his lungs. “I didn't really understand that until after what happened at USJ.”

“Just… take care of yourself, dearie. There’s a lot of people who really care about you.”

He flinched at his own touch, even between a layer of cotton fabric. He pulled his hand away, and with it the foggy memories of broken earth and dusty concrete, of blood and desperation, of his beeping heart monitor and the phantom cries by his bedside.

“I imagine there’s a lot of people out there who don’t really get it either, who forget that heroes have other lives outside of heroism wrapped up with theirs. And while they probably didn’t mean any harm, I can only imagine how… disposable Kota felt as people told him what happened to his parents was honorable, and forgot that a piece of his life was taken along with theirs.”

“It has to be about you, not only for yourself, but for everyone who holds you close in their hearts.”

“I guess- I was just trying to tell him that there isn’t a hero out there who doesn't think about what might happen after —not even someone who can’t die— and if there’s any reason to get stronger… it’s that .” Midoriya threw himself down roughly onto his bed, the springs beneath him creaking from his abuse. He curled up on himself, pulling his legs close to his chest and the blanket over his feet. “I don’t think I got that across very well, though…”

Midoriya felt small, vulnerable, in a way completely unfamiliar, unlike any of the faded scars and phantom aches scattered across him over the past few months. He brought his arms in close, scrunching up his fingers into his bedding, trying to guard the gaping hole seemingly ripped into his heart. He felt tears building behind his eyes again and he furiously rubbed them away, having shed enough weakness already on his way back to the lodge.

Gami’s own chest throbbed at the sight, and selfishly, he wished his successor was as small as he seemed in the moment, only so that long and whimsical bedtime stories would be enough to solve grown problems. “Just because you have immortality, I would disagree to say you are anything remotely detached . You can die. You have died, each and every time more than what is acceptable. And yet, each time you grieve as if you stand before your own grave. Nothing about that is apathetic in the slightest.”

The ghost felt something stir deep within him, like a beast shifting in slumber. Kimura was awake; though a dormant presence, he was always awake, bleeding into his words and actions silently in ways he both painfully knew and blissfully missed. But feeling him physically rise, forcefully stir, sitting up from under his misty skin, it made Gami want to step back and shut up. Whatever he’d done that captured his other half’s attention, he suddenly didn’t want to know and certainly was hesitant to let it continue.

But he’d also captured Midoriya’s attention, the boy now wide eyed and propped up from his depressive ball. And just by the sliver of light that had rejoined him, Gami knew he had no other choice, Kimura or otherwise.

So he floated closer, placing himself gently at the foot of the bed, hunched over with his hands in his lap.

“It is, however, quite vulnerable, in a manner that no one in this world can understand completely… myself included. And perhaps, neither of you were ready to hear such exposed truths.” Gami could see Midoriya watching intently, and feel Kimura doing the same. “Healing takes length, but follows no timeline.”

Midoriya pondered the words, laying back down. “I guess just because I chose to get personal, I shouldn’t have expected the same from Kota. It was only our second time talking anyway.”

“Perhaps you weren’t quite ready to get personal either.”

Midoriya shied away shamefully. “Yeah… that too. It just came out so easily…”

“Well, talking does help,” Gami chuckled dryly.

Whatever it is that Kimura was looking for, he found it, or maybe… he did not. But regardless, Gami felt him returned back to the depths of passiveness, and let out a soft breath of relief sensing him lay back down into dormancy.

Maybe Kimura hadn’t been searching for anything at all. Maybe it had been simply the talk of life and death that had piqued his ancient interest. Gami would never really know, because he would never ask.

Midoriya sighed, rolling over to check his phone. It was already a good half hour after lights out, he should probably get some sleep for the inevitable workout he’d be getting tomorrow, along with whatever else Aizawa had planned. So rather begrudgingly, he pulled himself up on his feet, moving towards the door so he could flip the light switch.

Just as he was about to plunge the room into darkness, a sharp, soft knock echoed from the other side of the door.

He jumped slightly, looking quietly between his mentor and the door. It was already past lights out, no one should be out of the dorms, much less knocking on his door. He peered down at the bottom of the doorframe, the light from the hallway leaking into his dim space, but he couldn’t see a shadow, or anything out of the ordinary. Maybe he was just hearing things? Maybe whoever it was made a mistake and left?

Another knock, more pointed this time, rang from behind the wood.

Gami gave him a shrug, motioning to the door, offering to check for him, but Midoriya waved him off. He gave the knob a hesitant twist, Gami floating close behind, and pulled the door open just a crack.

“Sorry if I woke you.” Aizawa stood lazily on the other side, and Midoriya relaxed enough to prop the door fully. “Let’s go to the lobby; I doubt you’d want to talk here.”

Still caught off guard, Midoriya only nodded, shuffling down the hall in only his pajamas behind his teacher, Gami trailing the caravan. They left the rest of the student dorms behind, stopping in the moonlit atrium far from any prying ears.

Aizawa sighed, crossing his arms. “I would’ve grabbed you earlier, but I couldn’t find you after dinner.”

Midoriya winced, recalling himself walking off into the woods without so much as a word to anyone else. “Sorry… I just- wanted to make sure Kota ate…”

Aizawa stared harshly, before giving in and running a hand through his hair. “I get it, just next time, let one of us know.”

Midoriya smiled at the implication.

”But that’s not what I wanted to talk to you about.” The hero admitted. “Something happened with Bakugo.”

The color immediately drained from Midoriya’s face, racing through his memories of the day like he’d somehow missed something tragic. “W-What?! Is he okay? He’s not…”

“No, he’s fine.” Aizawa clarified, and Midoriya fell back into silence. “I’ve been with him for all of his training so far, but obviously he’s not particularly enthused about my presence. I’m fairly certain he’s been pushing himself and his quirk harder just to spite me.”

“He-” Midoriya placed a hand on his forehead if only to give it something to do other than shake. He pressed his lips together into a fine line. “What happened?”

”I wanted him to take a break, but he kept going instead. Not the first time, but something about his quirk was… different. I swear I could see sparks on him, like his sweat was igniting on its own, so I erased his quirk. It really wasn’t much more than that, but it looked like he got a little spooked after, so he ended up toning things down.”

Midoriya mulled over the words quietly; that did explain the strange looks both of them wore coming out from the forest earlier, but he just couldn’t shake the persistent dread burrowed in his gut. “There wasn’t… anything else?”

But Aizawa could only shake his head in return. “Should there have been?”

”I don’t know… I didn’t get to see any of it, so it’s hard to say.” He mumbled, feeling scarily under-informed and out of control. “It just feels too simple, for that to be the end of it…”

”I did cut his quirk off pretty quick; we’re not having a casualty out here.” Aizawa added, his voice low and firm with resolve. “But you know your visions better than I do. They operate in a three-day window, right?”

”Yeah, so you either stopped it today… or we’ll stop it tomorrow.”

The teacher nodded. “Well, we won’t be taking any risks. I’ll keep monitoring him tomorrow, so don’t stress about it.”

Midoriya fiddled with his hands anyway, frowning because that’s all he was good at. He didn’t say anything at first, but he must’ve had a pensive gloss over his face, because Aizawa waited for him to put the thoughts into words. “You… you probably stopped Bakugo’s quirk awakening today, right?”

”It’s likely.” Aizawa admitted rather nonchalantly. “And if I see anything similar happen tomorrow, I’ll erase it again.”

He chewed the inside of his cheek. “Bakugo… he won’t be happy to find that out; he’ll be really upset to know that we setback his training like this.”

But the hero didn’t seem swayed. “What he doesn’t know won’t hurt him.” He softened, however, as the guilty look in Midoriya’s eyes remained. “You’re always thinking about everyone else, Midoriya. It’s okay to think about yourself sometimes, too.”

Midoriya looked away unconvinced, no longer able to meet Aizawa in the eye. They stood there in real silence this time, the space filled by filtered moonlight and white, nighttime noise, Gami’s wispy smoke settling between them.

Aizawa sighed quietly in defeat, knowing he wasn’t going to get a response. “Well, other than that, you should head off to bed. There’s still training tomorrow.”

”Yeah…” He looked up from the ground. “Thank you… for telling me.”

“You’re not doing this alone anymore.” Aizawa affirmed, repeating his sentiment from a few nights before. “We’ll figure this out, and he’ll be fine.”

Midoriya tried to smile as he retreated back to his room —he really did— but the light just didn’t reach his eyes, much like Aizawa’s words didn’t quite reach his heart.

 


 

The next morning was much like the previous two, Midoriya dragging himself lazily out of bed and out into the rising sun along with the rest of his classmates. At this point, he was starting to get used to it, the dull pulse at the back of his head a reminder that he was awake, alive. He wondered if anyone else was aware enough to feel it too, or feel the same.

He glanced at Bakugo from the corner of his eye, aware, awake, alive .

He split off from the group, returning to his solitary patch of dirt still coated in aged cracks from the day before. Pixie Bob would stop by to fix it up eventually like she always did, but until then, Midoriya resolved to remain comfortably seated on the ground instead.

He could hear booming explosions off in the distance. Bakugo wasn’t going to wait; he never did.

He looked over to Gami, who had already started gathering loose objects for him to practice with. “Hey, Gami…?”

The ghost whirled around, cocking his head curiously.

“Would you-” he shifted away nervously, rubbing his hands up and down his arms- “would you mind sticking with Bakugo for the day?”

“I…” Gami stumbled, his voice trailing off.

His hesitance was clear, and Midoriya quickly backtracked. “You don’t have to…! I trust Aizawa-sensei, it’s just…”

“It would make you feel better… right?” Gami supplied, ignoring the tug in his chest to stay rooted by his successor’s side. “I can do that, it’s alright.”

Midoriya smiled with fondness in his heart. “Thanks, Gami… I don’t know what I’d do without you.”

“Oh, there’s no need for that.” He chuckled with a dismissive wave, running a hand through his successor’s hair as he passed by, stopping at the forest’s edge. “You wouldn’t happen to know where he is…”

Midoriya was about to shake his head in denial, when another explosion rang out. “I guess just follow those…”

“Of course…” The ghost groaned, but nonetheless continued until Midoriya could no longer see his wispy trail amongst the trees.

The clearing then got much warmer, and whether that was from the rising sun or Gami’s absence, Midoriya couldn’t really tell. The immediate silence put him on edge, and suddenly waiting for Pixie Bob didn’t feel like a valid reason to sit among his own thoughts anymore.

Another one of Bakugo’s explosions rang out from a distance, and Midoriya took that as a cue to get started himself.

Midoriya trained by himself as the sun moved through the sky, up and eventually passed its peak. His hands were dry from the constant dust, dirt wedged under his fingernails from pressing them into the earth. He’d been getting much better with pathing out his decay, and a couple hours in, he’d managed to control the output of all five fingers just as easily as he had with one. He’d cheered when it happened, prancing around the space like a gazelle until he remembered that Gami wasn’t around to see it. That had deflated him a bit, but he resolved to make an even bigger display by the time his mentor got back. Currently, that meant fine-tuning his control so he could use DT to write his name into the dirt, which was working to varying degrees of success.

The clearing felt too quiet without Gami, even with the long-distance explosions he made every now and again. He wished he’d told the ghost to come back once every few hours, if only to check in on whatever was happening at Bakugo’s clearing, but it was probably better for them to stay split up. He’d probably end up freaking out every time Gami returned, thinking it was because of an emergency.

Logically, it only made sense for them to rejoin once training for the day was over, but that didn't stop Midoriya from carrying an overwhelming weight of loneliness, one that he’d rarely ever felt before.

He couldn’t wait for the day to be over, a common sentiment he held during times his premonitions lasted until the third day. He wasn’t even sure that was the case this time; Aizawa seemed to think he’d stopped Bakugo’s demise yesterday when he erased his quirk. But he wouldn’t believe it until he saw them both walk out of the woods today, exhausted yet unharmed. Some would call that paranoia, he considered it vigilance; he was certain Aizawa would agree.

So when his phone buzzed rhythmically from his pocket, Midoriya eagerly wrapped up for the day. There was no service so deep into the mountainside, but at least he could still set an alarm to keep track of the time for him.

He left the clearing, clapping his hands clear of the dust. Writing the kanji for his name was harder than he’d thought it’d be; he’d started with the last symbol since it was the simplest, but hadn’t gotten much farther than that. If anything, he was glad Gami didn’t come back early and ruin the surprise. Maybe he could get the ghost to hang back long enough for him to finish it tomorrow.

He waited along with most of his other classmates at the main campgrounds, spreading dirt across his skin as he tried to wipe the sweat off. Bakugo and Aizawa still hadn’t returned yet, along with Gami and some others, and Midoriya couldn’t help but shuffle anxiously. He trusted Gami, he trusted him more than anything, but he needed him to get back already. He was pretty sure his anxiety was starting to spread to his friends at this point.

“Seems like you had fun without me.”

Midoriya stood up instinctively, startling Uraraka and Iida sitting beside him. They looked at him strangely, though neither said a word, assuming he was staring at the people emerging from the forest, and not the ghost that stood in front.

Gami drifted aimlessly, a slow haze to his movement, though Midoriya had known him long enough to still pick out the cheerful bounces in his fog. He moved to the side almost dramatically, revealing the people behind him.

Aizawa and Bakugo, walking rather calmly into the clearing.

Aizawa and Bakugo, without any tension.

Aizawa and Bakugo, mouths moving, chests rising, hearts beating.

Bakugo, alive .

Midoriya felt a lot of things in that moment, a hurricane of emotions he wasn’t sure how to describe, and the whole thing caught him so off guard that he couldn’t bring himself to do much else other than stand and stare. His heart was beating profoundly in his chest, like the echo of a drum, resonating against his ribs. He swallowed, caught between cheering and crying like he’d suddenly forgotten how to act in public. Aizawa sent him a knowing look —just a glance and a nod of his head— before helping Vlad King and the Pussycats round up both classes for dinner.

And that was enough for Midoriya to sit back down with a small smile, letting go of the breath he’d been holding for the past three days.

He lagged behind as they walked back, instinctively settling back into the cold air that lingered at his side once more. Goosebumps trailed across his skin, a familiar tremor running down his spine. He remembered not really understanding Gami’s attachment at first, and though they’d grown to better compromise with it now, Midoriya figured it would just be one of those things he’d never come to fully appreciate like his mentor would. But if the sensation was anything remotely like this: a stuffed animal flat and faded from sleepy hugs, a childhood dessert far too sweet, a karaoke song played over and over, having the free time to sunbathe, his signature red sneakers, something so peacefully whole and effortlessly fulfilling, he could at least understand why Gami fought to stay as close as he did. 

Now that he was back, he didn't think he could bear leaving again.

If Gami wanted to say anything: something quippy, something snarky, something genuine, he didn’t. He was silent, and yet, the silence that had always persisted with him rang louder than any word could.

They were together, and so they were whole.

By the time Midoriya and Gami had caught up to the rest of the class at the main campground, they were more than a few paces behind. The process for dinner had already been started, the space bustling with hungry kids. Midoriya quickly threw himself into the fray before anyone could ask where he’d been, placing himself by the sinks to start washing the leftover dishes from last night.

He’d kept his head down, eerily focused on the task at hand, until someone tapped his shoulder from behind, startling him into a sudden spin. His hands were still wet, so he ended up splashing Todoroki lightly with cold dish water.

“Sorry…!” Midoriya reached for the rag hanging over the sink edge, but the other waved him off, wiping away the droplets with a slightly warmed hand.

“It’s no big deal.” His face was rather stoic, but Midoriya didn’t have to look far to find his smile. “I just wanted to make sure you were okay.”

Midoriya cocked his head in confusion. “Okay? Why wouldn’t I be okay?”

“I just noticed you trailing behind today. And yesterday, you left pretty early on into dinner, and you didn’t come back.” Todoroki shifted, his face slowly dropping the hidden brightness that only Midoriya was privy to. “If you don’t want to talk about it, you don’t have to… I just figured I’d ask.”

Midoriya blinked, his overworked brain putting the pieces together and realizing how big of a misunderstanding this all was. “O-Oh no, trust me, I really am fine. All that’s mostly about Kota… that’s all.”

“Kota?” Todoroki furrowed his brows.

“You know, Mandalay’s nephew. Over ther-”

Midoriya pointed, but cut himself off as he realized that Kota was not standing where he usually did, away from everyone and everything. He glanced around the whole campgrounds, but to his surprise, the boy was nowhere to be found. He frowned, glancing over to the patch of woods where he’d followed Kota to his secret base the night prior.

”Kota… he’s pretty angry with quirks and our hero society, and honestly, I can’t blame him. What he’s going through is hard for anyone to really understand…” He looked down at the dirt beneath his feet. “I tried to talk to him last night, but it didn’t go very well.”

He shamefully hung his head, replaying the conversation over and over, every stutter and stumble, every angry jab, every uncertain heartbeat. For as often as he spoke, he didn’t think he was any good with words.

Midoriya looked Todoroki in the eye. “What would you tell him, Shouto?”

The other thought deeply for a moment. “Well… I guess it all depends. Words alone would have to be pretty meaningful to really move someone, but sometimes, even speaking from your heart can sound like a righteous speech from a stranger.”

“You don’t know when to shut up, do you?!!”

Midoriya looked down again, biting his lip.

“I think… some people need to see action before they can believe your words.” Todoroki nodded, agreeing with his own thought as it poured from his mouth. “In our society especially, there’s a lot of people who say a lot of empty things. It matters more than ever, that your life reflects the things you say.”

“Every day, we have the chance to leave our truest mark upon the world!”

Midoriya ran a hand through his hair, a somber expression plastered on his face. “Of course… at the end of day, I was just another stranger offering him nothing but words.”

“Maybe so.” Todoroki shrugged. “But… while I’m not sure what you’re trying to get out of him, you’ve shown me how powerful your words and actions are. If there’s any of us that he would be receptive to, I’d imagine it’d be you.”

He snorted almost sarcastically, shaking his head ever so slightly. “You know, I keep hearing that, but at this point, I’m not sure how much I believe it.”

“Well, maybe it’s hard to believe in yourself, but it’s undeniable that people believe in you.”

“Thank you, Izuku. I promise I’ll never let you down again.”

Midoriya lost the tension in his shoulders, settling for a soft smile.

“Do I see idle hands over there?!” Iida shouted from across the grounds, startling the two from their conversation. “We’re supposed to be making the world’s greatest stew!!”

At that, Midoriya bid Todoroki farewell, finishing up the last of the dishes before taking one of the newly cleaned pots over to the firepit. There, he helped Iida load it up with a new batch of ingredients: meaty broth, diced vegetables, sliced beef, all bubbling under the new fire that Todoroki had come by to light. The smell alone nearly had Midoriya careening into the stew head first, swirling with the soft smoke from the fire and the light breeze through the trees. Ambient laughter surrounded him, weaved through chatter and chopping. Even Iida beside him, usually uptight, seemed to relax within the atmosphere, allowing his hands to rest limply at his sides.

“Bakugo! Hurry up and get those potatoes over here!”

Midoriya glanced over to another firepit, watching Ashido bouncing while dramatically waving her arms, all while standing next to a pot threatening to boil over. Bakugo barked back at her, but nothing of his response held any real venom, briskly hurrying over with his cutting board still in hand. He watched him dump the potatoes in with another sarcastic snap. He watched Ashido laugh it off.

“I think we should play a game tonight.” Gami floated next to him, placing a hand on his successor’s shoulder. “Do something fun.”

Midoriya watched Bakugo peer at Ashido from the corner of his eye, before walking away. It was near invisible, but Midoriya watched him crack a smile.

He watched, and finally finished letting go of the breath he’d been holding for three days.

Midoriya turned away from the campgrounds, away from everyone, to stare up at an empty sky. He smiled.

“Yeah, I’d like that.”

 


 

"Alright, now that your bellies are full and the plates are clean-” Pixie Bob clapped her hands in delight- “next is the test of courage!”

Class 1-A cheered, having gathered in a small plaza a good distance from the lodge, standing before a chunk of forest with an ominous path carved through. The night had long settled into the sky, leaving only stars to light the darkness between the brush. The Pussycats stood by the very edge, feeding into the students’ excitement, while Aizawa stood by himself off to the side.

“Sorry to break it to you, remedial group…” Aizawa announced immediately after, breaking the chatter. “But you’ve got your extra lessons with me now.”

There was a moment of horrific, pin-drop silence.

“What?!” Ashido broke it, crying out in disbelief, her eyes nearly bulging out of her head. “No way!!”

The rest of the remedial group, all the other students who failed their final exam: Sero, Kirishima, Sato, and Kaminari, began begging alongside her, dropping to their knees to sob like toddlers. But Aizawa held firm, even amongst their desperate cries for fun. He tugged on his capture scarf, and the fabric responded instantly, wrapping an end around one of each of their limbs and dragging them along with him like unruly dogs.

Midoriya couldn’t help the instinct to wince and look away, though just before he did, he caught Aizawa’s eyes settling on him for just a second. The teacher made hard eye contact, before glancing over to the side, landing this time on Bakugo. 

But he’d let go of that breath he’d been holding, so he simply nodded his head softly with a smile. Aizawa nodded back, ever so slightly, and that was all it took for him to continue on with five disorderly teenagers in tow.

The space quieted down after their usual troublemakers left, and the Pussycats took that as an opportunity to continue.

“Class 1-B will be on the offensive first, and you all will head into the forest in teams of two, with one team entering every three minutes.” Pixie Bob pointed down the entry trail. “You’ll meet Ragdoll at the halfway point with name cards. Once you grab your name, you can head back here.”

“Class 1-B is already waiting for you…” Ragdoll giggled menacingly. “It should only take you 15 minutes to get from start to finish.”

Mandalay picked up where Pixie Bob left off. “The scarers aren’t allowed to make direct contact. They’ll just be using their quirks to startle you as best as they can.”

“With that said-” Tiger approached the remaining students, holding out a box in his pawed gloves- “you’ll be drawing lots to determine your teams.”

Midoriya was unprepared for his classmates to rush forward, getting pushed to the back of the line. He stumbled, but quickly found his footing, though not without a little ghostly assistance, cementing a spot in line for his turn to draw a slip.

Most of his classmates had already drawn by the time he stuck his hand into the box, pulling out a small slip of paper and stepping to the side.

“What did you get?” Gami peered from over his shoulder.

Midoriya opened his hand, unfolding the white paper to reveal the number eight in the center. Immediately, he looked around, searching for whoever hadn’t already found their matching partner, but it didn’t take long for an uncomfortable dread to pool in his stomach.

There were 20 of them, and Aizawa had taken five back to the lodge for remedial lessons, meaning that one person would inevitably be left without a partner…

How was it that he always consistently had this sort of luck…?

“I guess this was unavoidable with our uneven numbers.” Iida hung his head from beside Koda.

“You won’t be too scared on your own, will you…?” Uraraka playfully jabbed at him, standing next to Asui.

Midoriya rolled his eyes with a smirk, crossing his arms, feeling Gami’s cold, foreboding shadow behind him.

“I think I’ll be just fine.”

The Pussycats rounded up the teams before anyone could get too restless about their pairings, or lack thereof, and split themselves up. Ragdoll left for the midway point, leaving the rest of her squad to manage the class. They waited a few minutes until the heroine presumably got to her spot, before Pixie Bob released the first pair: Tokoyami and Shoji, into the forest.

The kids all waited with baited breath, expecting to hear anything from the depths of the woods. But the trees were silent, echoing nothing but dread back to them.

“Those two are fairly stoic.” Gami reasoned as the three minutes slowly passed by, and Todoroki and Bakugo were sent in. “Same with them. I doubt we’ll hear anything, other than Bakugo’s yelling perhaps.”

Midoriya hummed in agreement, though he couldn’t quite keep up the same nonchalant facade as his mentor, shuffling in place.

Gami however, was perceptive of everything. “Are you nervous?”

Midoriya shrugged his shoulders as Pixie Bob allowed Jirou and Hagakure to enter. And then, when less eyes were on him, he wiggled one of his hands side to side.

And in almost comedic timing, one of the girls’ screams rang from beyond the trees, the first one of the night.

“I suppose that’s fair.” Another shriek caught their attention, and they shifted in the direction it came from, precariously settling back into a state of relative ease. “But I wouldn’t let any of them get the jump on you. They won't even see me coming…”

Midoriya wasn’t sure if having Gami participate with him counted as cheating, much less actively scoping out what the other class had in store for them. But then he remembered the fact that he hadn’t drawn a partner at all, and suddenly the morality of a fun, consequenceless game mattered much less.

Yaoyorozu and Aoyama entered next, and almost instantly, the sounds of screaming doubled.

“I bet I could actually get some screams out of them instead…” Gami pondered with a sinister aura, to the point where Midoriya didn’t even have to see his face to see his smile.

Midoriya did send the ghost an odd look, and Gami dialed it back.

“Just rambling, I would never.” He waved himself off dismissively. “Unless you said I could, of course…”

Midoriya scoffed to smother a chuckle, turning away so Gami wouldn’t get the satisfaction of seeing that he’d gotten to him, just as Uraraka and Asui disappeared from the crowd.

“It’s such a shame; I’m going to do all this to help you, and I won’t even get a name card at the halfway mark.”

The teen rolled his eyes, yet another instance where he wondered if Gami was truly as old as he claimed to be. He was almost tempted to retort back, when something other than common sense forced his words back down his throat.

Something smelled like it was burning.

His heart hammered into overgear, eyes darting around to everyone else. None of his classmates seemed to notice anything, but Mandalay and Tiger seemed antsy all of a sudden, as well as Pixie Bob by the forest’s entrance.

“That’s… that’s smoke!” Mandalay pointed up at the night sky, where a near invisible billowing cloud seemed to cover the stars.

The exclamation startled the rest of the class into genuine unease, and Gami snapped into seriousness, losing his playful demeanor in an instant.

“Something doesn’t seem right.” Tiger growled under his breath. “Pixie Bob…!”

She didn’t need to be told twice, beginning to rush into the forest. “I’ll get the kids out-”

Pixie Bob didn’t get a chance to finish her thought as a beam of scrap metal violently collided with the side of her head, sending her cascading to the ground in an unconscious heap.

Someone screamed from behind him, but Midoriya couldn’t tell, his eyes trained on the blood oozing from the heroine’s temple, her body lying hauntingly still as two people emerged from the forest’s edge. 

Mandalay and Tiger jumped in front of the remaining kids, buffering the intruders’ line of attack. But the villains didn’t see all that fazed, trotting smugly into the plaza, stopping just before Pixie Bob.

The first was a tall woman, wearing shades and sporting a rather casual outfit of a t-shirt and jeans, so unassuming that Midoriya would find it hard to believe she was a villain if not for the metal beam she was grinding into Pixie Bob’s skull, coupled with the sadistic grin as she was doing so. 

The other seemed to be her complete opposite: green scaly skin, a reptilian face, and wild purple hair. Even his clothes were over the top, a crudely pieced together cosplay of Stain’s attire, complete with multiple swords strapped to his body. He looked down at the unconscious heroine and, with a disgusting smirk, placed a foot atop her chest like a new conquest.

“Pleased to meet you, U.A. students!” The lizard villain cackled, the wideness of his arms and teeth betraying any possible friendliness. “We’re the League of Villains’ Vanguard Action Squad!!”

Midoriya’s heart stuttered in his chest.

“But for now… you should focus on taking care of yourself for the next time we meet.”

“The League of Villains… how did they find us?!” Ojiro muttered under his breath, pulling the words right from Midoriya’s own thoughts.

Gami curled around his successor, a low growl bubbling in the back of his throat. “Action squad… there’s more than just these two then. It’s an ambush.”

Suddenly, Midoriya's mind popped between all his separated classmates: Class 1-B scattered in the forest, the ones stuck at the lodge, the pairs still wandering aimlessly through the darkness…

And Bakugo…

The smoke.

The burning.

Shit.

The woman pressed the metal beam further into Pixie Bob’s head. “Should I go ahead and crush her pretty little skull? Should I?” The heroine’s already shattered visor splintered under the pressure. “What do you guys think?”

Tiger leaned forward, a dark look on his face. “As if I’d let you.”

But he didn’t dare move forward, even though he so desperately wanted to, unable to allow himself to put his comrade’s life at risk as her head remained sandwiched between metal and earth.

Midoriya glanced between the parties, eyes sharpening like an owl. No one could dare make a move to fight nor run, not unless they wanted to risk incurring the villains’ wrath while they held a hostage. He settled on Pixie Bob, her body painfully small at the villains’ feet.

His eyes widened, and slowly, he began lowering himself to the ground.

“Wait, wait… don’t be hasty, Big Sis Magne.” The other villain held out his hand, calming his partner down for the time being. “Holding power over someone’s life is everything! It’s one of Stain’s tenets, remember…?”

Midoriya ignored the mention of Stain, or how it made his breathing stutter, focusing on settling into a crouch, and then inching off one of his gloves.

The admission didn’t get by Iida, however. “Stain… so these are his followers…”

“Yep! We sure are…” He confirmed freely- “and we know all about you, four-eyes! You’re one of the ones who brought about Stain’s end in Hosu.”

Midoriya scrunched his limp glove in one hand, desperately keeping his head down, praying he wouldn’t be recognized and brought to attention as he pressed his bare fingers together and into the dirt.

“Let me introduce myself; I’m Spinner.” The villain reached behind his back, gripping the handle of a large sheathed weapon. With a violent tug, he yanked it free, revealing it to be a collection of swords and knives, held together with belts and chains. His eyes gleamed from under his mask, reflecting the savageness of his own makeshift weapon. “And I intend to make his dreams come true!”

Midoriya took that as his own signal to pump copious amounts of DT from his veins into the earth.

A crack rushed forth from his hand, carving its way through the earth like a seeking torpedo. He didn’t dare close his eyes to focus, refusing to break his line of sight. Instead, he pulled the memories of feelings deep from his mind, focusing on the dry, crumbly texture of earth and absolutely nothing else as his unstoppable destruction ran beneath Tiger’s feet, across the plaza, and under Pixie Bob’s body in the blink of an eye.

The two villains barely got the chance to gasp in surprise at the sight before the decay was underneath their feet, and Midoriya yanked his hand away.

A concentrated explosion erupted from beneath, knocking the intruders back and off balance, while partially pushing Pixie Bob’s body forward. Tiger, though unprepared, didn’t waste the opportunity, surging forward to scoop up the heroine in his arms, and then quickly retreating back to bring her to safety.

Midoriya jumped to his feet, ripping off his other glove and stuffing them both away as he assumed a fighting stance. His classmates behind him: Iida, Ojiro, Koda, and Mineta, shifted with him after seeing his display, understanding the dire situation. They prepared to fight, all while Gami swirled around them like a protective barrier.

But Mandalay looked back with a hard stare, as Tiger shoved Pixie Bob’s body into Ojiro’s arms. “No! None of you will engage! Take Pixie Bob back to the lodge and stay there with Aizawa, and any students you find along the way, bring them too!! I’m broadcasting a message to everyone now!!”

The dust from the blast cleared, and both Spinner and Magne bursted from its remains with their weapons poised for the kill.

The students disengaged their stances, but hesitated to retreat, the forest fire now feasting zealously on the brush for miles. Mandalay’s voice suddenly echoed in their heads.

“Everyone!! We’re under attack by two villains, and there are likely more out there!! All those who can should get to the lodge at once!! If you encounter an enemy, don’t engage!! Just retreat!!”

Mandalay and Tiger began to engage, rolling out of the way of the first attack. She pressed a paw to the side of her temple, flinching in on herself, then noticing the children still close by out of the corner of her eye. “Lead them, class president!! Go!!”

Iida started pushing his classmates back along the path, the gravity of their predicament bearing down on him. “Understood!!”

Midoriya stood still, however, eyes transfixed on the dark unknown hiding within the forest. He knew he wasn’t going to listen to that order, not while the thick stench of smoke clogged his lungs and the sight of blazing fire stained his eyes.

”Yeah, so you either stopped it today… or we’ll stop it tomorrow.”

They had been wrong. Whatever was happening now, Bakugo was going to die in the midst of it, out there without him. And Midoriya was prepared to do everything in his power to prevent that, even if it meant disobeying Mandalay’s order and running directly into the fray.

And then, he saw her wince again, gritting her teeth sharply as her hand pressed further against her head.

“Dammit! I can’t reach Kota!!”

And suddenly, he felt irreparably torn. He needed to get to Bakugo; he was going to die . He had to find him before that happened, and with the chaos unfolding around them, that was going to take time. But he knew where Kota would be, and the little boy couldn’t do much to defend himself. Bakugo could at least protect himself on his own, at least until whatever was supposed to happen to him. Midoriya didn’t know how long he had.

“Midori!! Come on!!”

“To him, it was like they left him all alone.” 

Midoriya clenched his teeth, making up his mind.

“Mandalay!!” He called out, ignoring his classmates. “I know where he is; I can go get him! But I need you to send Aizawa-sensei a message!”

The heroine glanced back at him, dodging another ruthless bash of Magne’s metal beam.

“Tell him that he was wrong! Tell him that there’s smoke out here!” He caught the confusion breaking through her fierce stare, and desperation erupted from the bottom of his gut up to his lips. “Please! He’ll understand!!”

“We’ll figure this out, and he’ll be fine.”

Mandalay didn’t have any more time to question. “Okay!! Just get Kota and go straight to the lodge!!”

Midoriya knew he wasn’t going to do that, but he nodded anyway like she could even see it, and rushed off past his classmates and away from the fighting, into an unknown part of the woods.

Gami sped along next to his successor as he weaved around trees, using blasts to propel himself faster. “I can go after Bakugo, while you find Kota and bring him back.”

But Midoriya shook his head immediately, much to the ghost’s surprise. “No, it’s too risky for us to split up and try to find each other later during all this; we’re more effective together.”

He strained his muscles, pushing himself to move quicker. He’d only gone to Kota’s secret base once, and he’d been slowly following footprints then. But Midoriya had roughly remembered the direction, and a cave atop a mountainside wouldn't be hard to find once he managed to escape this maze of the forest. 

“We’ll grab Kota and go straight to the lodge to drop him off, and then we’ll head back out to find Bakugo. Hopefully, Aizawa will already be out there with him.”

Gami nodded firmly, surging forward to scope out the area. It was all densely wooded and largely the same, any noteworthy sounds drowned out by the deafening fires around. But he recognized a perceptiveness that wasn’t quite his own single out a booming noise in the distance, just slightly off from where they were headed.

“This way!!”

Midoriya turned without question, racing towards what he could now see was the edge of a clearing.

There was another boom, louder this time, and the sinking feeling in Midoriya’s chest pushed him to run like he never had before.

He emerged from the forest, immediately propelling himself upwards before he even had time to process the familiar cliffside in front of him, the unique cave entrance carved into the side, the hulking, caped figure towering over a prone Kota with a fist raised for the kill. He began scaling the side of the mountain, throwing himself up like an animal, using his blasts to jump higher and ignoring the burn against his skin when his hands dug into the earth for split second holds.

He wasn’t fast enough. He wasn’t going to make it.

“He is hurting, but more devastatingly, he is hurting alone.”

“GO!!” He shouted, screamed even, from the bottom of his lungs. “Get there!!”

And Gami responded without question, throwing all his pent up momentum hard into the villain’s side just as his fist slammed down.

The killing strike stuttered, stumbled, just slightly slower than before as the villain’s footing slipped from the unexpected force to his side. And Midoriya stole that opportunity with the fervor of a starving man, hurling himself over the cliff’s edge and barreling at Kota just inches from death.

He felt time slow to a stop as he wrapped the little boy in his arms, lurching out of the way of the strike. He held him close to his chest, cradling his head in his arms as the debris hit him before the sound did, shards of rock erupting from the crater and colliding with his back. His fingers dug into Kota’s hair, the back of his shirt, his cap, sheltering him with all the delicacy of all the souls he’d ever touched.

They roughly tumbled to a stop a few meters away, as a splitting crack finally rang out from the force of the blow meeting the earth.

Midoriya immediately rose to his feet, wiping the dirt from his face and ignoring the lingering aches. His eyes fell on the little space he’d managed to put between them, his phone shattered in the middle. It must have flown from his pocket after they started rolling, smashed between his body and the ground.

He instinctively reached into his pocket behind him, feeling around. His gloves were still there, stuffed tightly from before, but the pocket was empty otherwise. Shit, just his luck. He didn’t need his gloves, but even with the little signal out here, he could’ve used his phone to have Kota try and call for help. He didn’t tell anyone about this cave before he’d rushed off; in fact, he’d had Mandalay tell Aizawa specifically to find Bakugo. No one was coming for him. No one would swoop in and rescue him now like all the times he’d been in danger before.

“You…” Midoriya glanced up as the sound broke the tense silence, stuck on the villain now as his face morphed into something utterly deranged. “Well, isn’t this lucky?”

Midoriya focused on him more: he was monstrously tall, wrapped in a dark cloak that hid most of his attributes. His hair was short and blond, his face chiseled like a bodybuilder. But his most prominent feature had to be the prosthetic eye set into the left side of his face, accompanied by a large scar that ran through it, carved from the top of his skull to his chin.

He also didn’t fail to notice his left arm protruding from his cloak, exposed muscle fibers retreating back into the darkness.

Gami returned to his side, heaving very loudly as his form shed abundant amounts of smoke. “He is incredibly heavy. I need some time before I can significantly interact with him again.”

Midoriya grit his teeth, unhappy with the response. He tilted his head slightly, checking up on the boy behind him.

Kota was on his knees, looking up at him, fat tears pouring from his eyes like a rainstorm.

“Kota is not looking for help, but he needs to find it in you.”

His heart steeled, and he readied the decay bubbling in his veins, feeling the incessant buzzing spread through his blood and radiate across his skin.

“Your name’s Midoriya Izuku, isn’t it? This is perfect…!” The villain grinned widely, stepping forward every so slowly. “The name’s Muscular…”

Midoriya inched back, reaching his arm to push Kota further behind him. He felt Gami chill the air, spreading out his leaking fog to make himself appear bigger.

Muscular noticed his slow retreat, stopping his advance like a predator afraid to startle his prey, though having significantly closed the gap from before. “Before we arrived here, Shigaraki gave me a high priority, secret objective. He then showed me your picture, gave me your name, and told me to kill you.”

“I guess you can’t really fear death once you stop dying.”

His heart was beating louder than the buzzing in his ears. Shigaraki wanted him dead? That didn’t make any sense; he knew about his immortality. He wasn’t sure how much Shigaraki or potentially All For One knew about the intricacies of the process, hell, even Midoriya himself wasn’t totally sure on how it all worked. But he knew he wouldn’t die, what happened at USJ proved that in full form.

“If I can be honest, I can’t imagine why he was so serious about killing a scrawny thing like you.” Muscular laughed, peering down at the two children and soaking up their fear. “But blood is blood, and I certainly don’t mind spilling it.”

Gami too narrowed his eyes, beginning to mimic the villain’s own rabidness as he suppressed the threatening rumble building up in his gut. “Perhaps he wants you out of the picture for whatever they plan to do…”

Midoriya’s thought immediately jumped back to his premonition. Was their main objective Bakugo’s demise, or was he merely an unfortunate casualty in their pursuit of whatever real objective they had?

At the end of the day, he also wouldn't be surprised if Shigaraki acknowledged that he couldn’t be permanently killed and wanted him dead anyway.

Muscular then ripped off his cloak, exposing the rest of himself, as well as an arm charged back and rippling with a multitude of muscle fibers, easily doubling its normal size.

“I’m gonna torment you real bad, so make it worth my while and show me some blood.”

He bared his teeth like fangs and charged forwards with breakneck speed.

Midoriya, already on a hair trigger, darted out of the way as soon as he saw the villain’s foot leave the ground. Gami, practically able to read his successor’s mind at this point, grabbed Kota under his shoulders and yanked him back at the same time, eliciting a startled cry from the boy even through his sobs.

But even with their reaction time, they were barely able to flee the spot as Muscular came crashing down with a relentless swing of his fist.

The sheer force from the blow kicked up stagnant dust, and Midoriya narrowly caught the glint of Muscular’s prosthetic eye in the cloud as he ran at him again, digging a hand into the ground to thrust himself forward.

This time —now that he didn’t have Kota behind him— he launched himself away with a double blast, escaping with a more comfortable distance between them than before, though still only by the mere skin of his teeth. Muscular wasn't able to change direction, careening with the side of the mountain in a massive crash, creating another billow of dust.

Muscular’s raw power was horrifying, and the extra muscle fibers he was able to grow out of his skin had to be the result of his quirk. It didn’t take much thought to know that one good hit from the villain could easily put him out of commission, and render Kota dead by default. But like always, Gami had been right; he was heavy . Even without his quirk, his sheer body mass was staggering. And with his quirk, while increasing his strength immensely, only added to his weight. Midoriya hadn’t been sure by his first attack, but now he was certain: while Muscular could certainly throw himself around at terrifying speeds, he wasn’t very agile. His movements were animalistic, relying on his sheer power to overcome his lack of control, and once he started in a direction, he couldn’t change it very easily.

Muscular pulled himself from the rock, not at all fazed by his impact, brushing off chunks of the cliff like they were leaves. “You’re a jumpy piece of shit, aren’t you? I think I’m starting to get why Shigaraki wants you dead so bad…”

Midoriya didn’t humor him with a response, eyes trained on his body, waiting for any indication that he might strike again. He needed to stay ahead of his intentions; prediction and reaction were the only things that could possibly keep him even with the villain’s pace.

He considered it lucky that Muscular wasn’t going after Kota, especially now that the villain had placed himself between the two. Midoriya was thankful, however morbidly, that his focus for now seemed to be bashing him into nothing but fleshy pulp. His eyes shifted towards Gami for a second, watching the ghost slowly shift around in the center, trying to keep an even distance between both him and Kota in case either needed assistance.

Muscular noticed, and rushed at him in his one moment of lapse.

Midoriya’s attention quickly returned to the battle, and he shot himself out of the way, intent to keep dancing around until he could find an opening. But he’d been against the cliffside, and there had only been one real direction he could escape in.

Muscular had noticed that too, and where his punch inevitably missed, his leg shot out in return.

The teen saw it emerge from the dust a moment too late, and while he did his best to twist out of harm’s way, an ugly sound bloomed from his lips as he felt the villain’s foot nick his side. He rolled off balance, tumbling to the ground in a heap with his back against the mountain.

“Izuku!!” Gami bolted over as his successor stumbled to his feet, pressing a hand to his injured side. Midoriya winced harshly, pain shooting up his skin, and the ghost quickly let go.

He wasn’t going to get an opportunity to lift his shirt and check for himself, but all Midoriya needed to know was that it hurt, badly . He didn’t feel like he was bleeding, but the side of his abdomen stung, like a tight cramp that wanted to pull him inwards.

“Can’t run around me forever; trust me, I’ll catch you.” Muscular chuckled, eyeing the boy’s first injury with an air of pride. “Though, before I do crunch your skull in, I might as well ask…”

The villain stepped forward and lifted his head, his prosthetic eye gleaming against the starry night sky.

“You happen to know where that Bakugo kid is? We’ve got a job to do here after all.”

Midoriya felt his body run cold, an awful chill that froze his blood solid, forcing his eyes wide and his muscles tense.

Bakugo’s death wasn’t going to be some ill-fated accident that unfolded amongst the chaos.

It was the entire reason the villains were here.

But Muscular took his moment of shock for an answer, and since it wasn’t the one he wanted, he thrusted a fist at the boy’s head.

Midoriya knocked himself out of the way with a double blast just as Muscular’s fist met the rocky side of the mountain, carving its way in like jello. He could’ve kept running, dancing around the blows as he was before, but the villain had been right; he couldn’t run forever . He would slip up and get hurt just as he had before, and after enough of that, he would eventually go down. And then Kota would die, and then Bakugo would surely die after, and even when Midoriya’s body eventually put itself back together and he managed to bring Muscular down, it would be far too late to mean anything.

He couldn’t keep running, so he stopped, and as Muscular scuffled to pry himself free, he blasted himself forward, towards the villain, aiming his cupped palms at his exposed side.

The resulting explosion engulfed him for a moment, the sound piercing out his ears and the dust blurring out his eyes. Midoriya dug his heels in, fighting against the kickback, trying to keep the villain in the damage radius as long as possible. He squeezed out his veins like a towel, ringing out every ounce of DT, channeling and condensing the blow into something as dangerously non-lethal as he could.

The dust cloud cleared, and while Muscular’s tank top was shredded, it only revealed the layers of extra muscle he had grown instantly over the spot, having armored himself from the attack. The muscle fibers hadn’t come out undamaged, strands frayed and flapping around from the windy drafts, a rippled crater carved into the tissue, but as they retracted away, the villain’s real body underneath remained untouched.

Too focused on the shock of his failure, Midoriya hadn’t noticed why the dust had even cleared in the first place until it was far too late, batted away by a merciless smack to the face from a suddenly overbuffed arm.

Gami cried out as his successor tumbled to the ground once again, much slower to pick himself back up. He watched Midoriya rest on his knees for a moment, raising up his head to reveal his jaw skewed far too much to one side to be normal.

Midoriya immediately cupped the bottom of his face with his hands, trying to relieve the pressure from his dislocated jaw. He sucked in a breath, and without any further thought for the sake of his own hesitation, he pulled on his face hard until he heard something snap back into place.

Muscular laughed at the attempted attack, flaring out his muscle fibers as they weaved in and out of his skin like tentacles. “My quirk’s a muscle enhancer; these muscle fibers of mine can’t even be contained by my skin! My speed, my power … it’s beyond anything humanly achievable!”

Midoriya removed his hands from his mouth, cursing under his breath as his eyes landed on the blood splattered against his palms.

Regardless of whether he could duck out of the way of Muscular’s blows, that meant very little when his main form of attack was effectively useless. His explosions were good, safe , in that he could usually subdue his opponents without worrying about permanently injuring them. But the extra muscle fibers proved too countless and much too thick to penetrate with the wide radius of a blast.

“Nomu here has a variety of quirks all essential towards defeating the symbol of peace, including hyper regeneration.”

He shook Shigaraki’s awful voice from his mind, ignoring how similarly daunting the fight felt.

Muscular had shielded his side from him the moment he attacked, instead opting to take the blow through his extra muscles. Even though both he and the USJ Nomu possessed similar strengths and speeds, the Nomu had a way to heal. By the way Muscular guarded his real underlying body, he must not. His quirk was muscle enhancement , not muscle regeneration, so if Midoriya could somehow get to his original fibers underneath his skin and damage those, he could likely debilitate the villain to a much more even playing field.

“Still, to use a scythe… is most effective with the intent to cut flesh.”

He focused his vision, the plan settling in his head more confidently as he wiped away the blood from his hands on his thigh.

Muscular’s eyes lit up at the sight of red. “Finally, blood! It was taking a little bit…” 

The villain licked his lips, more muscle exploding out of his body.

“Let’s make some more…!”

The moment Muscular stepped to charge forward, Midoriya unexpectedly rushed to meet him, ignoring the screaming of his instincts to flee in the face of another brutal blow. He just ran, with no aid of his blasts, no other abilities. In such an outright clash of attacks, he would not win the speed war, not with the boost of an explosion or otherwise. So he started at one pace, and as Muscular adjusted to it, surging in for another strike, Midoriya changed, using a double blast to quickly cut the rest of the distance.

Muscular could not react in time, and Midoriya felt the blow flutter through his hair as he ducked under.

“Still, you should know true heroics require some blood to be spilt, in one way or another.”

If Muscular wanted blood, then he’d give him some.

Midoriya threw himself into a dive, sliding between the villain’s open stance, just like he had during his final exam against All Might. And much in the same manner, once his upper torso was through, he called his scythe to his hands and swung the blade hard against the back of one of his legs. He could see the extra muscle fibers growing rapidly at the site of attack, instinctively trying to prevent him from breaching the skin, but Midoriya pushed his swing harder. 

“You'll need to learn how to catch your opponents anywhere inside this space, and you’ll need enough control to stop a swing in a moment’s notice.”

He pushed past restraint, even as he unconsciously winced at the sight and sound of cutting flesh. The man was trying to kill him; he’d been about to maim a defenseless little boy who had nothing to do with the attack moments before he arrived. He had to stop Muscular, and for that, he had to hurt him.

“Debilitating injuries are best at the arms to disable an opponent, or at the legs to demobilize them."

He pushed past hesitation, even as he felt the blade cut deeper than he’d ever struck before. Muscular was going to guard himself with layers of fiber as a shield; his real body was a weakness. He needed to get through to it. Another chance after this was not a guarantee.

“You’re a fool to fear your own power when you have me to fear instead.”

He pushed past fear, even as it climbed up his throat with an acidic sting and threatened to barrel out from his mouth. He couldn’t imagine what the sight looked like to Kota, and he forced himself to ignore how monstrous he likely appeared, villainized by the overpowering actions of desperation. There were little things he wouldn't do for the sanctity of life, and he repeated that mantra in his head as blood began to spill.

Muscular arched an arm back, and Midoriya was unprepared for a fist to grab the scruff of his shirt and fling him up, swinging him over the villain’s head and slamming him ruthlessly into the ground.

His scythe was cruelly knocked from his hands, bouncing off to the side somewhere. Midoriya instinctively struggled to free himself and reach it, but Muscular held him firmly against the dirt, a hand pushing mercilessly against his throat.

“You’re pretty quick, I’ll give you that…” He smirked as he choked the teen out, feeling blood run down the back of his leg as his muscles grew over the weakened spot. “You almost had me there.”

Midoriya quickly lost the energy to fight, sapped away by the lack of oxygen as his brain started to realize he couldn’t breathe. He frantically tried to push the hand off him, straining against the force threatening to crush his neck into paste.

He thought he heard Gami scream something, but he couldn’t make it out, his eyes fixated on the silhouette above him, and how eerily it looked like navy skin, blank, lifeless eyes, an inhuman beak curved into a smile.

“Nomu, go play…”

Muscular laughed as Midoriya writhed underneath him, shrugging off the weakened explosions coming from his hands as a last ditch effort to save himself. “Well, it was fun while it lasted…”

He raised his other hand above his head, curling it into a fist, but all Midoriya saw was a monster from months past.

“Go play.”

Muscular opened his mouth, but all that came out was an unearthly screech through a pointed beak and chipped teeth.

“It was nice playing.”

“Stop playing around and end him.”

Midoriya didn’t realize his hands were moving in sync; he didn’t realize his weapon had disappeared from its lonesome spot and reappeared in his grasp, even as the weight jolted his hands. The Nomu could heal, so he had to keep cutting and cutting and cutting or else he would die and Kota would die and everyone around him would die. All Might wasn’t coming; no one was coming for him. He didn’t realize he was fighting for survival until the primitive feeling overwhelmed him, his hands burning against the wooden handle.

The pressure around his throat suddenly granted him immense relief, like it wasn’t even there to begin with, and Midoriya wasted no time in scampering away on his hands and knees, neglecting his scythe entirely. His senses slowly started coming back to him, and he could feel the pounding in his chest, Gami’s arms squeezing him tightly, Muscular howling as he clutched a bloody stump.

Muscular’s left arm was cleanly severed in two, just above where his elbow used to be. The wound bleed profusely despite all the villain’s attempts to stem the bleeding with his other hand, red pouring through his fingers.

“What did you do… what the fuck did you do?!!”

Midoriya wasn’t sure, until he noticed his scythe at his feet, bits of bloody iron flaking off the blade until it was as clean as before. He wasn’t really certain until he saw the other half of Musuclar’s arm lying dejectedly on the dirt, hand still frozen in the grip he’d used to pin him down.

Muscular screamed obscenities as his muscles twitched from phantom nerves, his quirk rapidly conjugating tissue around the stump, trying to form his arm back. But he couldn’t grow what wasn’t there anymore, the collection of muscle only amassing on the end of his nub.

Midoriya only realized everything as the torn limb crumbled away into dust, the only proof left being the red stain that painted the earth.

“Come on…! Get up!” Gami’s voice fluttered back into his ears, finally processing how hard the ghost was tugging on his prone, shellshocked body. “Take Kota and run! You’re not going to get another chance!!”

The mention of Kota’s name broke him somewhat out of his trance, snapping to the small boy standing petrified at the other end of the ledge. His tears still rained endlessly, but his sounds had long dispersed under the tense atmosphere of the fight. His wide, paralyzed eyes lay stuck on him, the two of them transfixed by each other as Muscular slowly started to quiet, his deranged howls trickling to deep panting.

Midoriya pulled himself to his feet, still disjointed from himself, puppeteering his own limbs from afar. But it was the villain’s turn to stand on a hair trigger, and just that small movement alone was enough to set him off again, surging forward with his good arm.

He barely had the chance to throw an arm up in defense before Muscular’s fist connected with it, slamming him brutally into the mountainside, the rock splintering behind him. He finally screamed, his body retching up more blood and some of his earlier stew from dinner as his arm bent in a way he knew it wasn’t supposed to.

Midoriya started to slump, but snapped back to attention as Gami smacked him a few times in the face, frantically trying to keep him awake. His arm was definitely broken, and the awful pain in his side wasn’t going away. He wanted nothing more than to sleep, to rest his eyes and relax in his mentor’s cold embrace.

“You cannot die, you hear me?!” Gami roared as Muscular started to come closer. “This is life or death; what happened to the boy who wanted to live?!!”

“Everyone thought it was just because he wanted to be a hero, because he didn’t want to lose again, but he- I know that he does it because he wants to live.”

Midoriya blinked slowly.

“You piece of shit! I’m gonna enjoy this!” Muscular battered him against the cliff again, using his remaining hand to pin him still against the rock.

Gami stood in front of his successor, naturally trying to shield him from more damage, but it meant nothing as Muscular raised his leg and kicked unknowingly right through him.

Something half between a wail and a scream left Midoriya’s throat as Muscular stomped his broken arm further into the mountain. He closed his eyes instinctively for a moment, but quickly shot them back open, afraid of losing the battle to unconsciousness.

“I have to be better, I have to last longer. I wasn’t good enough this time, I can’t let that happen again.”

“I don’t give a fuck what Shigaraki wants with your minced pulp of a corpse; I’m gonna rip your arm off and put it on my fucking wall!!”

Muscular kicked it in a second time, the surrounding rocks finally weak enough to cave inwards and bury the limb completely.

Midoriya tugged weakly once, but all it did was further grind his shattered arm against the rocks, still firmly wedged in place. Muscular released him to step back and admire his work, while Gami quickly got to work trying to dig his successor out.

“What if I wasn’t able to get back up?”

Midoriya grimaced at the voice in his head. Then Kota would die. Bakugo would die. The villain would probably go on to kill some more of his classmates before he was stopped, if at all. It wasn’t that hard to assume what would happen if he laid down for good

“Midoriya dear, you would have died.”

He didn’t want to die. There were so many things he had left to do tonight. He couldn’t afford to die, not if he wanted to keep his promise to Mandalay-

“Just get Kota and go straight to the lodge!!”

To Aizawa-

“We’ll figure this out, and he’ll be fine.”

To Gami-

“You cannot die, you hear me?!”  

To himself-

“I know that he does it because he wants to live. Because the people he cares about want him to live too.”

DT surged in his hands, beginning to crumble to rock away.

He wanted to live, by any means necessary.

Midoriya raised his good arm to defend himself, charged with decay as Muscular started to approach him again, widening his smirk to speak, when a rock collided with the back of the villain’s head.

Kota looked up, tears streaming down his face once more, lip quivering, arm arched in a shot. “Water Hose… my mom and dad… did you torture them like this when you killed them…?”

“Mandalay’s cousins, Water Hose, were Kota’s parents. They were heroes who died in the line of duty.”

Midoriya’s heart stuttered, and even Gami turned around in horror.

Muscular turned away from Midoriya and began to walk towards the other boy, as Kota took a nervous step back. “Woah… seriously? You’re their kid? This must be fate or something; they’re the pair that gave me this eye…”

“Get away from him…!” Midoriya immediately knew where that sentence was going, pulling frantically against the rocks pinning him.

But all the anger Kota had bottled up prevented him from backing away any further. “You’re the reason that things always end up like this!! It’s people like you !”

Midoriya managed to get his hand free, but his broken arm was still deeply wedged and buried. He joined Gami with his other hand, using DT to dig the rubble out faster.

“Me? Brats like you sure know how to pass the blame around.” Muscular scoffed. “Even then, I really don’t hold a grudge against them for my eye. I wanted to kill them and they wanted to stop me; we all had to deal with the results as they fell.”

Midoriya desperately started pulling on his broken arm, even as Gami cried out for him to stop. “Leave Kota alone!!”

The villain laughed heartily, drowning out the cries behind him. “Even this Midoriya kid… I won’t hold it against him for taking my arm. He tried to stop me, but at the end of the day, he’ll die, so he was wrong.”

He wasn’t going to die. He wasn’t going to die. Dying was a means to an end he couldn’t afford; dying was a means to an end he didn’t want . He didn’t want to fight to die. His life meant something. It had meant something to Kota, who had thrown a rock at a villain countless times his size and strength to spare it. Even in just that moment, his life had meant something to him .

“It has to be about you, not only for yourself, but for everyone who holds you close in their hearts.”

Muscular’s quirk flared out again, bulging out his chest and remaining arm, even swelling his leftover nub to monstrous size.

“But now, you wanna stop me too, so either do that or die…”

Midoriya lurched forward, still trapped in the cliff. He wasn’t going to be fast enough. He wasn’t going to make it.

Muscular stood over Kota, coated in amalgam shadow, the only light being the glint of his wide open teeth and the reflection of his prosthetic eye. He drew his fist back, soaking up the fear as Kota cowered beneath him, his silhouette pulsating and oozing as each strand of muscle flexed with a mind of its own.

“Like your dear mommy and daddy did!!”

“But for the people who give me the chance, I want them to see me and to know that I’ll bring a good ending, a happy ending, just like the fairy tales.”

Midoriya would never get there.

“GAMI!!”

And Gami responded without question, leaving his successor helplessly behind as he raced forward, wrapping his skeletal, lifeless arms around Kota and yanking him out of the way just as Muscular’s fist cascaded into that spot.

“I want people to know that I’ll fight forever for that ending if I have to.”

The cliffside shattered behind him as Midoriya finally pried his arm free, black and bloodied from his own disregard, and launched himself at Muscular’s back with an animalistic roar, tears pouring down his face like the blood seeping from his wound.

“I knew you’d throw away your life to save people like every other hero, you worthless piece of trash!” Muscular didn’t even grace him with eye contact, merely flaring up his muscles on his back.

Gami set Kota off to the side, rushing back to his successor’s side like a snapped rubber band, faster than he ever had before, faster than he ever unconsciously could. The air was tangibly thick, but instead of smothering him, Gami felt emboldened. Midoriya radiated condensed emotion: overwhelming futility, manic desperation, compelled tenacity, suffocating fear, all in physical waves that fed the ghost like a starving man. His tears and blood fueled the sentient harborings in his soul, as a familiar something awakened within him.

Gami felt strong, powerful, real … and he was no longer content with the villain disregarding his presence.

Muscular felt the air shift behind him to something unrecognizable, and turned around if only by his inquisitive human nature, and for the first time all fight, even after getting his arm cut off, he was truly startled by the sight his eyes conveyed to his brain.

Midoriya descended upon him, a dark, inhuman shadow from the depths of Tartarus itself cast behind him, bearing over them both with the deadly poise of a viper, the only light being its gray, piercing eyes that bore into Muscular’s soul with murderous fixation.

He would no longer be ignored.

“W-What the hell is tha-”

Midoriya landed firmly on the villain’s shoulders, rooting his feet amongst the ever shifting muscle fibers. He used one hand to steady himself, roughly grabbing onto Muscular’s short, blond hair like a rodeo bull, an unforgiving level of force threatening to rip the scalp with it.

He would not die. He would not allow Muscular, Shigaraki, anyone , the satisfaction of killing him. He would fight Muscular and he would win , and most importantly, he would stand tall in the aftermath and he would breathe .

“I know that he does it because he wants to live. Because the people he cares about want him to live too.”

“You’re wrong!! I’ll save him, and I’ll live!!”

He screamed, a wet, blood curdling cry of rage and determination, as he clawed his other hand deep into Muscular’s prosthetic eye, digging out his eye socket with a relentless burn of decay.

Muscular howled with all the grace of a mangy, wounded dog, desperately trying to buck Midoriya off of him, but the sound of weakness only fueled Midoriya further, cementing his grit as he flooded the villain’s face with more DT. He felt the glass from the false eye shatter under the pressure, and then quickly crumble to dust, exposing Muscular’s skin to his fingertips. But the touch of flesh did nothing to deter him as it should’ve, pressing harder into his head, even as the skin began to flake away.

“Get away!! GET OFF!!” Muscular flailed, primitively trying to swat him off. His amputated arm couldn’t do much, but his other arm was still intact, lurching out to crush Midoriya’s skull in its grip.

Gami saw it coming and reached out, to protect his successor, to hold stake in the battle, to continue the blood they all unconsciously craved.

A skeletal hand manifested from the looming shadow, shooting out from behind Midoriya and catching the powered punch before it could make contact, holding it firmly in place even as more muscle fibers swarmed to aid.

Gami strained for a moment against the excessive force, but he drew on Midoriya’s rage, his screams, his tears, the wellspring of emotion emanating from him. It was all so tantalizing, like raw meat outside a lion’s den, waiting for him to consume and feast. So he devoured, his wispy trails growing solid, his silhouette defined; he never imagined he could possibly feel so real. He was so hungry, and starved for existence.

Kimura had long been at the surface, soaking up consciousness through his gray, piercing eyes, drinking up the momentary dose of fear finally strong enough to overpower the villain’s own bloodlust. He was so tired, and starved for vengeance.

Midoriya felt the presence behind him grow, his own limbs shivering from the immense cold, but he dared not look back. He knew it was Gami with him, Gami who was currently holding back Muscular’s fist, Gami who was the reason why the villain's remaining eye was wide and petrified. It was just Gami, just as he always had and just how it would always be, and regardless if that thought was completely true, it filled him with the intensity to continue.

Kota, still lying prone on the ground, could only watch as Muscular started to wail again, the colossal man helplessly pinned between Midoriya’s merciless onslaught and the imposing shadow’s cruel, skeletal grasp.

Midoriya’s vision fizzled out as he shoved his hand deeper into the side of Muscular’s face, deeper than any limb should ever go into another human being. He could hear the villain screaming, mixed into his own cries and sobs as his body processed what his brain could not. But he couldn’t stop, or else Muscular would kill him and then move on to Kota and Bakugo and everyone else. There had been a line, but vehemence had long blurred it, and he didn’t want to think long enough to bring it back to focus.

“Go on… stop me or die .”

 A voice growled from behind him, cold and hollow, with such apathy that Midoriya wondered if it was even human. It boomed around the air; even though Muscular didn’t react to it, he was sure everyone in the vicinity could hear it and all its spite. And even though its thirst for retribution unconsciously fueled the power buzzing through his veins, the piece of Midoriya’s mind that had snapped earlier was suddenly forced back together.

That didn’t quite sound like Gami’s voice.

That wasn’t quite Gami behind him.

Midoriya ripped his hand out of Muscular’s face, and with a roar from the pit in his lungs, he expelled everything from his heart into a double blast point blank to Muscular’s head.

The resulting shockwave launched everything around them away: Muscular colliding with the cliffside, Midoriya thrown violently into the dirt, Kota launched helplessly towards the edge.

Gami felt his newfound strength rapidly fading, his successor knocked away from beside him. The emotion —the intensity— was gone, used to fuel Midoriya’s final attack, and with it, the source of his violent, possessive fervor shoved back down. Kimura was forced back into idleness, but for as much as he wanted to deny it, Gami knew he started his own starving, manic high.

Kota cried out as he toppled over the side of the cliff, and Gami didn’t even glance back at Midoriya before using the last of his waning physicality to catch the boy and pull him back to safety.

Kota barely got to see the dimming shadow from before place him gently behind Midoriya’s prone body, before disappearing completely.

Midoriya groaned, still lying face down in the dirt. He felt like a corpse: sticky from tears and blood, yet his skin clammy and dry, his throat and eyes raw, filled with a persistent throbbing ache that pulsated in his bones. He was coated —covered— in pain and discomfort, enough for any grown man to admit defeat and stay down.

Every few seconds, his lungs pushed painfully against the ground as they inhaled, reminding him that he had lived

“Oh fuck…” He shifted, trying to get up, but his injured arm crumbled under the weight of his own body. “Gami…”

The ghost responded without question, scooping him up off himself so he wasn’t lying on his own injuries. It had taken him a few tries to position his hands, finding himself unable to grab Midoriya’s clothing, and wanting to avoid tugging on his fragile body.

Midoriya took a moment to rest as he sat, and unfortunately, his brain used that time to process everything. “My arm’s broken… oh god I’m going to throw up.”

“Let’s get you standing then…” Gami helped him to his feet, holding him steady as his legs threatened to give out on him. “Shit, your arm looks bad.”

But Midoriya shook his head, leaning away from his mentor and towards the crater that Muscular was still lying in, the blood that still splattered the ground, the mixed red that covered him. “God… I-I think I killed him-”

“You did what you had to.” He interrupted, still eyeing how profusely his successor’s broken arm bled, skin and flesh shredded from how violently he’d ripped it from the rubble. He tried to grab the edge of Midoriya’s shirt, but his hands passed through each time. “Rip your shirt; you need to wrap your arm until we get some sticks or something to make a splint.”

Midoriya struggled with only one good arm, but he eventually used his teeth to hold his shirt taut as he tore off part of the bottom. He wrapped the scrap as best he could, stemming the slow trickles of blood as he knotted the fabric to keep his arm tight and together.

“That doesn’t look good either…” Gami finally got his first, good look at Midoriya’s side, blotted black and blue, and swelled up in agitation. He brushed his bony fingers against it with concern, but Midoriya quickly smacked his hand away.

“Don’t touch it! It hurts…!” He hissed through clenched teeth, looking down at the injury himself. “I don’t think any of my ribs are broken… whatever it is, I can still move.”

He breathed heavily, the burn in his side grounding his frantic mind, tethering it back to the matter at hand. His mind replayed the last few minutes, forced to confront what he’d done, even as his hands were clean of all remnants of flesh and blood.

He wished he’d acted with nothing but vengeful anger, the same way he’d nearly done to Kiyori Ryōyami during the USJ incident; it would’ve made it much easier for him to be horrified with his use of deadly force, sickened by the innate desire for destruction his power imbued him with. Instead, he replayed his scuffle for survival with Muscular, and couldn’t find any guilt for the damage he caused: not his arm, not his false eye, not the side of his head. If anything, he found guilt for feeling innately guiltless, for being able to justify using his own hands to destroy a man’s very existence.

The chorus of screams echoed in his head, accompanied by phantom shivers from the suffocating presence behind him that he had never fully turned to acknowledge.

“Gami, what the hell was that?” He turned away from the downed villain, staring his mentor down. “What happened with you?”

“I… you were just so charged with emotion, a-and being beside you, I have never felt so… real . It was- it was so overwhelming; I don’t think I could’ve stopped myself without us physically separating.” Gami looked away with shame, fiddling with his fingers, the only thing besides Midoriya he could actually touch, painfully reminded of his true ghostly nature. “Only now that I can clearly think once more, do I suppose that it was likely my attachment that caused it.”

“Of course, your attachment…! The things I was feeling… they were probably feeding it.” Midoriya reasoned, his previously charged state of mind feeling like nothing more than a distant, hazy memory. “I don’t think I’ve ever felt you that powerfully before, not even with the lights and the other stuff. And… I don’t think I was the only one that felt it, to say the least…”

They both looked over their shoulders, at the boy who watched with unyielding eyes. Kota just stared, tears dribbling down his face, though not as heavily as before. He stared hard into Midoriya, and then through him, almost searching for something that wasn’t really there. He stared quietly —they all did— the unspoken truth hovering around them.

“We’ll… we’ll figure it out later…” He turned away with a sigh, placing yet another issue on the back burner. “And we’ll have to address what happened at some point, because… that didn’t feel like you , Gami.”

“I have fought tirelessly, against all odds, since your very waking thoughts, to return to existence.”

“I did not feel like me , either.”

Midoriya finally turned his back to Muscular’s body, giving Kota his full attention, or at least, as much of his drained focus as he could muster. “We should get back to camp… it’s not far.”

Kota seemed to hesitate for a moment, and after the equally villainous display that Midoriya had used in defense, he couldn’t blame the boy. There was just something innately sinister about his powers —Midoriya had long come to accept that— and merely being the antithesis of life gave humanity enough reason to fear him, no matter what good he tried to do.

But just the moment after, Kota shuffled a step closer to Midoriya’s side, wiping the tears and snot from his face as his eyes lost their wide, petrified gaze. “Okay.”

“Kota is not looking for help, but he needs to find it in you.”

Midoriya smiled, as best as he could despite all his pains. “If you could grab me some sticks once we get down-”

A squelching, crumbly noise started from behind him, squeezing Midoriya’s heart in his chest as his whole body stuttered. The sweat dripping down his face ran cold as an awful, ugly fear consumed him, barely mustering the courage to look back behind him.

An amalgamation of muscles pushed themselves from their embedded crater in the cliff, shifting and growing so wildly he wasn’t sure there was even a human left under there. They bubbled like infection, squirming rampantly as the set of legs underneath them took a step forward.

Midoriya pushed Kota behind him, wincing as he jostled his broken arm by accident. “N-No fucking way…”

There was a gravelly, wet chuckle from the mass. “I didn’t know you had it in you…”

The fibers finally began to retreat back into Muscular’s skin as the villain’s chest heaved with life. He stumbled forward, hanging both his arms limply as his head hunched from the weight.

Muscular looked up at them, revealing the hole carved into his face, having swallowed up his false eye and a good portion of his cheek, ear, and temple. And from within the cavern, pulsating muscle surged to fill the space, stemming the cocktail of bodily fluids that would’ve otherwise poured out.

Even missing half his head, the villain still stalked forward, the same predatory, murderous smile out to greet them.

“Not bad, Midoriya.”

Notes:

Well, that’s the chapter. Sorry about the cliffhanger; it was unintentional. I’ve said it before, but the pacing for the past few chapters has been rough, and I was already like 27 pages in, so I had to cut it somewhere.

The long anticipated Muscular fight is here! I’ve had the rough idea for it in my head for a while now, but putting it on paper is a whole other story. It took a lot of brainstorming to figure out how to pull this fight off, especially since Midoriya doesn’t have OFA to protect him from the sheer brutality of Muscular’s attacks. I settled for taking some liberties with Muscular’s quirk, and gave him an exploitable weakness of immense speed, but a lack of real agility. It fits realistically: someone with a lot of muscle would be very strong, but significantly slower, and though Muscular uses his raw power to make up for his slowness, he’s essentially just throwing his body weight around, and can’t really adjust or change directions reactively.

Gami’s manifestation wasn’t something I had in mind at first, but the more I looked over this fight, the more I convinced myself that it needed to happen. I’ve already established him as a poltergeist with Midoriya as his attachment, so he’s able to feed off Midoriya’s own emotions and responds stronger when Midoriya is threatened. That’s always been a thing with the lights and Gami’s more consistent moments of solidity and physical interaction. So when Midoriya hit the emotional peak he needed to actually end up using his DT to harm someone with the intent to kill, Gami was essentially supercharged. Though, he didn’t exactly know how to control it (letting someone else with a bit more malicious intent influence him) and then separating from Midoriya drained him near instantly.

Well, homestretch is in full swing! I’ll try not to keep you all waiting too long. Powers below, as usual!

Death’s Touch: Anything Midoriya touches starts to decay immediately, regardless of the amount of fingers touching. Midoriya is able to start and stop the decay at will on humans and non living objects, however, he cannot with plant or animal life. Any damage done to living organisms with this power cannot be healed.

Death’s Scythe: Midoriya can summon a scythe to fight with at will. The scythe is the only item that can’t be destroyed by Death’s Touch, and that ability can be shared with the scythe at will, however it can only decay what it cuts. The decay follows the same rules as Death’s Touch.

Immortality: Midoriya is immortal and cannot die, however, he can still get hurt and scarred. This ability doesn’t provide any regeneration, but any wounds that could be detrimental to his job, such as lost limbs and organs, will be healed the next day. Because healing is the antithesis of death, Midoriya is only able to heal through this ability when he is unobserved, even by himself.

All Sight: Midoriya can see visions of people who may die before they are supposed to. These premonitions are bare and don’t provide much information other than the person themselves and their demise, occasionally revealing the setting and cause. The premonitions can come true between an hour after viewing to 3 days later.

Soul Contact: When a person dies, their soul is immediately sent to Midoriya, which he can see and physically touch. When holding a soul, Midoriya can see the most important memories and decisions attached to that soul, and hence that person.

Soul Sorting: Midoriya can decide which part of the afterlife a soul moves on to, being Paradise, Purgatory, and the Underworld. Once Midoriya decides where the soul best fits, it is sent to the being of that respective area. The soul stays in that area forever, the exception being Purgatory, where souls can move again to either Paradise or the Underworld. If rejected, the soul is sent back to him for reevaluation. All souls must be sorted within 24 hours of Midoriya receiving them, with rejected souls resetting their time limits once they get back to him. Failure to sort a soul within its time limit may result in serious unknown punishment.

???: Seemingly at random, the people close to Midoriya can develop an inexplicable hatred for him, or a hatred that will result in his suffering. Affected individuals will seek out Midoriya’s suffering on a physical and/or emotional level, and are usually unaware of their sudden change in attitude. The affected won’t respond to any reasoning about their unnatural hate, and will continue to hate unless broken by an outside reason, usually by breaking a preexisting hate the affected already had before being infected.

Chapter 55: In Your Bones You Know What's Wrong

Summary:

Midoriya was sorry. He didn't know why, or to who, but he was familiar with nights like these. He always needed to apologize to someone, and it would always never be enough.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

“S-Stay back!!” Midoriya cried, nervously shuffling backwards, desperate to keep some gap between them and the approaching villain.

But Muscular didn’t bother listening, even if he did manage to hear him despite missing an ear. With each step he took, his gait grew stronger, footsteps stomping menacingly against the shattered earth. But even then, he shuffled slowly, his steps pronounced with steady intent, devoid of any other purpose other than the children in his sights.

“Not a chance. Here I come.” Muscular drawled, each twitch of his mouth bobbing the muscle fibers that filled the hole in his head. “No stopping me.”

“How the hell is he still alive…?” Gami exclaimed, eyeing the villain’s condition. His amputated arm had long stopped bleeding, stemmed by the rapid growth of muscle at the end, though it hung rather limply at the socket. But his face had been torn to shreds, a gaping hole left by Midoriya’s decay like a permanent stain. The only thing holding his head together was another cancerous bulge of muscle fibers, plugging the leak of his own brain matter from out of his skull. “His body must be overproducing nothing but adrenaline and endorphins.”

But for once, Midoriya couldn’t focus on any logic for how Muscular was still walking. All he could see was the undead abomination that refused to stay down still walking towards them.

“W-What do you want?!” He needed time to think, time to figure out how he was going to possibly get him and Kota out of this. “What does the league want with Bakugo?!”

But Muscular only shrugged, still stalking forwards. “Like I care. All I want to do is rampage. As long as I get to use my quirk without holding back, I’m good…”

Midoriya glanced back, watching Kota tremble behind him. He grit his teeth. “Gami! Take Kota and get out of here!”

If Muscular could hear or process their one way conversation with a chuck carved out of his ear and brain, he didn’t acknowledge it. “Remember what I said earlier? That we were just playing?”

But even as the ghost reluctantly went to grab the boy and whisk him away from danger, his transparent form refused to comply. “I-I can’t! I think I drained myself earlier when I was trying to protect you!”

The villain chuckled to himself, low and drawn out with all the sanity of a madman. “I did! For real! I said ‘let’s play’ and I meant it!”

“Shit…!” Midoriya hissed, sweeping his good arm back until his fingers brushed up against Kota’s shirt, reminding his sanity that he was still there. “Kota, grab onto me…!”

The gap was rapidly closing. Midoriya stopped backing up, giving up on putting distance between them, instead squatting lower so Kota could better reach.

“But no more of that! Playtime’s over cause you're strong!”

Muscular lurched. Midoriya screamed.

“KOTA!!”

He felt a small pair of arms wrap and lock around his neck; Midoriya trusted that he’d hold on tight enough as DT rushed to his fingertips and his legs extended into a blast-boosted jump.

Midoriya and Kota surged right over Muscular’s head as he came down upon their previous spot, dawning a thick armor of muscle that easily tripled his stature, fist slamming into the ground.

The cliff shattered into pieces, boulders crumbling down to the forest below. The entire edge they were just standing on was gone, cut from the earth like it had never existed at all. Midoriya looked back at the damage, a primitive shudder running through his body; Muscular really had just been playing before, because the immense power he was radiating now, even while fatally crippled, was leagues ahead of anything he’d ever seen, even from All Might. He’d managed to take a hit from him before, though it had cost him one of his arms; now, he was certain if he got hit, he’d be smashed into nothing but fleshy pulp.

He used his legs to kick off from the remaining cliff face, speeding up his movement with another double blast. His broken arm rattled with the pain from the recoil, but he didn’t even have time to wince as Muscular surged, fear overwhelming any instinct of pain as the spot he’d just been at a millisecond prior cratered into dust.

He hadn’t gotten far enough, and the shockwave from the missed blow still rocked him off balance, sending him and Kota tumbling to the ground.

Gami swiveled over to the little boy, trying to help him up, but failing as his hands passed right through. Still, Kota stood on his own, albeit shakily. “He’s alright!”

Midoriya had landed a bit better, squatting down as he fought his body’s basic desires to permanently topple over. He kept his eyes trained on the villain, now struggling to free his arm from the rock he’d just buried it in.

What could he do? Even before, he couldn’t win against Muscular in a battle of raw strength, and even when he’d thought he’d gotten the upper hand through lethal force, it seemed that still wasn’t enough to keep him down. And now that he was done messing around, there was no way he would be fast enough to beat him on the offensive for another killing blow. His quirk was just too overwhelming.

Maybe… if he ran back to the lodge with Kota, Aizawa could erase his quirk. Then, between him, the teachers, and Muscular’s pre-existing injuries, they could finally incapacitate him. But, he had Mandalay send Aizawa a message to go after Bakugo, since he was going after Kota. If Aizawa got that message, he wasn’t going to be at the lodge, he’d be somewhere else entirely and Midoriya would have no way of knowing where. And he couldn’t afford to bring Muscular to a place where he could hurt more people.

He had to stay and fight. Muscular wanted him dead first and foremost. Neither of them were going to get to leave until one of them didn’t get back up.

Midoriya propped himself up, trying to straighten out his spine into something more firm. “Get back, Kota. Be prepared to run. Gami, stay with him no matter what… and keep him safe. If… if he gets me, you both have to leave me behind.”

“But-”

“If you stay, you’re going to die!! He’ll kill you!!” Kota argued, frantically trying to pull him back. “We need to run… please !!”

But Midoriya shook him off with a somber smile. “It’s okay…”

“Izuku, please don’t make me do this…!” Gami begged, though still obediently remaining by Kota’s side.

Midoriya didn’t look back, pushing every ounce of decay in his veins forth as Muscular finally freed himself from the rock and charged forward animalistically.

“Please… do it for me.”

Muscular reached his remaining hand out, overgrown with muscle fibers.

Midoriya refused to go down without a fight, outstretching his charged hands in return.

A large plume of dust covered the battlefield, and Gami did his best to shield Kota from any debris. Midoriya fought the instinctive urge to flinch and cover his eyes, but he held firm, even as a hand emerged from the cloud and grabbed him by the waist. He dug his fingers into flesh as he felt himself lift off his feet and subsequently slam him into the ground.

The dust began to clear, and at first, all Gami and Kota could see was Muscular’s arm buried in the ground, muscle tissue flailing violently, edged ripped and torn, fluttering in the wind.

“No, no!” Gami darted around, but couldn’t find his successor anywhere, his gaze sorrowfully returning to the new crater in the ground. “Izuku!!”

A tuft of green hair poked out from the crater, and then Gami was able to pick out Midoriya’s arms from the excessive tissue, fingers burrowed deep into Muscular’s flesh, rapidly decaying his muscle away.

Midoriya grunted, the sound stretching into a drawn out groan as his brain processed that he was still alive. His body was being grinded against shards of rock, pressing deeply into his skin and tearing through. His chest heaved like the rusty bow of a ship, threatening to cave in at any moment. Still, he fought desperately against the killing blow, disintegrating flesh just as fast as Muscular could grow it.

“RUN!!” He screamed, finally unlocking his teeth as blood sputtered out of his mouth. He could feel the pressure from his chest lift slightly —he’d probably disintegrated all of Muscular’s hand— but the force only seemed to increase, pushing him further into the earth. “Just go!!”

More muscle fibers surged, bubbling Muscular’s arm until it was nothing but a pillar of flesh, sandwiching Midoriya deeper into the ground. Still, he fought with the rabidness of cornered prey, even as he felt a tell-tale snap in his chest.

“Wow! You’re really something else, kid!!” The villain laughed, feeling the pressure beneath him start to lighten up.

Midoriya couldn’t stop the scream this time, tears pouring down his face as his body broke down on him. “Shut up!!”

He struggled to breathe, his chest crushed under the weight. He could taste the bitter bite of iron crawling up his throat, seeping through the corners of his clenched teeth and dribbling down his chin. Muscle strands circled around him like hunting sharks, slowly filling every gap between him and the shattered ground. If he didn’t become paste first, he’d surely die from suffocation, as the spaces for air started to shrink. 

Midoriya could feel his eyes smashing against the back of his skull, one good pop away from exploding out of his face. He just couldn’t keep up with Muscular’s quirk; his decay couldn’t outdo the endless muscle growth. He didn’t have the stamina to fight, weakness flooding him just as quickly as the tears did. Everything was slowing down, the world around him like molasses, every part of him giving up other than his overworked immortality.

He sobbed, an ugly sound escaping him alongside the blood, the tiny child he was desperate to hide beneath layers of responsibility finally bursting through. He was selfish, undeniably so, to feel this kind of fear when nothing unequivocally would come from it. He would never really die, not in the way Kota could, or Bakugo could, or anyone might on this fatefully horrific night. And yet, he wept with such earnesty, like he was truly facing his final moments as his body finally stopped pushing back, and his thoughts began to fade.

He was going to die. He didn’t want to die.

“You’re Midoriya Izuku before anything, and Midoriya Izuku is worth loving.”

Even with Yamada’s beaming personality, he would’ve never guessed him to be such a softie. He had such a big heart, and Midoriya was sorry that he would be the thing to break it.

“We’re happy to have you with us, and we want you to be happy too.”

He knew that his relationship with Aizawa had started out a bit rocky, but he never failed to remind him that it was possible for him to feel safe, welcome, and loved, and Midoriya was sorry that all of his efforts were for nothing.

“This is our chance to fix things, to fix us.”

It was likely his fault that Bakugo never got to have full, unobstructed autonomy over his life. And at this point, he never would, since Bakugo was probably going to die tonight; that would be his fault too, and Midoriya was sorry that they would never get the chance to try and be friends for real.

“Like dying is the greatest thing you could do with your life.”

He’d really wanted to convince Kota otherwise, at first just for Mandalay, but then because he looked a little deeper, and found a piece of himself staring back. He really did try hard to make things go differently, and Midoriya was sorry that this was still the best he could do.

“Just… just be sure to return to me in one piece.”

Midoriya was aware that he’d broken this promise countless times over, and each time, Gami allowed him to curl up in his arms while he pieced him back together. His mentor —his friend— had sacrificed so much for him, and there were little ways to pay him back. This was one, and Midoriya was sorry he was going to break that simple promise again for the umpteenth time.

For the first time in a long, long while, he allowed himself to cry, to shed ugly, fat tears as Muscular screamed above him, crushing him further between his muscle and the earth. His vision blurred and the decay pumping in his veins started to trickle and sputter.

He was going to die. Worse, he was going to fail all the people that he loved.

And for that, Midoriya was so terribly sorry.

His eyes fluttered shut as he finally gave up fighting…

A burst of water shot through the air, splashing into the side of Muscular’s head. It trickled down the canals formed by defined muscle fibers, dripping onto Midoriya’s tear-stained face.

Gami, having been desperately clawing at Muscular’s head to no avail, lurched back in shock, his sight filled with Kota’s frantic expression, tears welled up in his eyes, his arms outstretched and dripping wet.

  “St-Stop it!!”

The boy's broken cry jumpstarted something in Midoriya’s brain, his vision beginning to recalibrate.

“Like dying is the greatest thing you could do with your life.”

Muscular glanced up in surprise, easing up the pressure on Midoriya’s smashed chest. From below, he used the chance to gulp up a greedy breath, his lungs pushing up again the mound of flesh.

“He didn’t think it was a big deal, since… you know, he would always get back up.” 

“Wait your turn, okay?” The villain shifted his focus manically, retracting some of his extra muscle fibers so Kota could see the deranged look on his face.

“That he was protecting the people he cared about… by making sure his life was the only one at risk.”

Feeling began to return back to Midoriya’s arms, along with the fervent buzzing of decay at his fingertips.

“They were sad that he got hurt protecting them, but really, they were upset that he threw away his life like it didn’t mean anything.”

“I’ll kill you once I’m done.”

“After that, the boy made it his goal to get stronger.”

Midoriya pressed his hands into Muscular’s overgrown arm again, pouring in every ounce of newfound strength.

“I know that he does it because he wants to live.”

He wanted to live. Damnit, he wanted to live.

Muscular looked down again, feeling his muscle strands start to disintegrate. He started to push Midoriya back into the earth, but couldn’t conjure up as much strength as before, his ears filled with the rubbery sounds of his own muscles snapping.

Midoriya pushed. He pushed his fingers deeper into the amalgamation of flesh above him. He pushed his chest up against his makeshift prison. He pushed his lungs to breathe. He pushed his feet against the ground, trying to stand. He pushed the decay in his veins to do the one thing it knew how to do.

He didn’t want to die.

Muscular shook against Midoriya's newfound power, slowly losing ground even as his quirk worked overtime. “How are you getting stronger?!”

But Midoriya couldn’t hear him over the deafening snaps of the villain’s muscle fibers, the tension in them lost as they disintegrated shortly after. He started to strain against Muscular’s force, his calves shaking as they struggled to support his shifting stance, slowly rising from the crater that nearly became his tomb. He could feel himself growing stronger, even as Muscular’s quirk continued to grow flesh. No… that wasn’t quite right; he could feel Muscular getting weaker as his decay began to overtake the rapid growth.

“As if…”

His power only knew destruction. Midoriya had always tried to use it differently, afraid of what being a hero of such power would mean. But now, for the first time, he let it run rampant for far longer than he ever had, and in return, it tore and ate like starving dogs.

He wanted to live.

The DT within him roared, knowing nothing but the endless feast before it, and wanting nothing but to consume .

Midoriya found the space and strength to stand, his power continuing to eat away at Muscular’s arm, unable to distinguish any difference between flesh, blood, or bone. He brazenly took a step forward, out of the crater, even as the villain and his quirk tried desperately to push him back. The buzzing of his own power was overwhelming, completely smothering his sensations and filling his ears

He wanted to live.

“AS IF I’D LET YOU KILL HIM!!”

Midoriya screamed and DT surged, flaking away the last bits of Muscular’s arm. His fingertips met empty air, but he was still buzzing with power. It rattled in his veins, threatening to burst from the inside out. He couldn’t rein it back anymore; it was far too wild, having gotten a taste of the level of destruction and violence it naturally craved. Midoriya screamed again, trying to alleviate the pressure dangerously building up inside him, as his fingers caught the passing breeze between them.

A massive explosion suddenly erupted from his hands, sending Midoriya tumbling back like a ragdoll as his legs gave out. The cliffside cratered around them from the shockwave alone, rocks fragmented into nothing but dust that clouded the battlefield. A shattering impact rang out from beyond the debris, the tell-tale sound of Muscular’s limp body colliding with the side of the mountain, rocks tumbling to bury him from above.

Midoriya layed limply on the ground in a heap, shaking from exhaustion and overwhelm. He couldn’t hear anything over the ringing in his ears, even as his decay slowly started to retreat back into his veins. But adrenaline wouldn’t allow him to sit still, not as long as his brain knew Muscular was still in the vicinity. He struggled to pick himself back up, his body limp like a newborn foal, until Gami helped him to his knees.

His eyes settled on the crater in the cliff.

Muscular’s body was thrown over the debris like discarded trash, laying still and dormant amongst the crumbling rock. His amputated left arm was wedged between two boulders, grinding ruthlessly against his nub. His mouth was left agape, nearly meeting the cavernous hole in his face that oozed blood and other bodily fluids out onto his skin and the dirt. And his other arm —his right arm— was completely gone, nothing more than a shoulder joint crudely hanging off his chest.

The damage was sickeningly intense, and yet, Midoriya only felt relief, tears returning to his eyes.

One of them was going to get to leave, and the other wasn’t getting back up.

Midoriya suddenly felt airy, like he wasn’t really in his own body, as he started to slump over.

“No! Stay awake…!” Gami, still beside him, patted him roughly on the face until his successor’s eyes popped back open with a startled shake.

“I’m okay…!” He jolted, grounding himself on the sensation, forcing himself to his feet with a wobble.

Gami held him until he felt stable, scanning him over. “Your arm looks worse…”

Midoriya glanced down at his broken arm, the torn scrap of his shirt around it now covered in dust and blood. “I can’t really feel it anymore; my other arm hurts worse actually, but I think it’s just shock.” He craned his neck to look at his chest. “I definitely have broken ribs now though…”

The ghost pointed at the blotchy, dark patch on the side of his abdomen. “That must be internal bleeding then… that’s not good.”

But Midoriya shook his head dismissively. “It didn’t keep me down before, and there’s still things I have to do…”

“You happen to know where that Bakugo kid is? We’ve got a job to do here after all.”

“What could you possibly do all banged up like that?!”

Both Midoriya and Gami turned, as Kota stumbled towards him frantically, his own tears long rubbed away on the rough skin of his arm. The boy’s wide eyes rested on him, seemingly absorbing his living, breathing form to memory.

Midoriya resisted the impulsive glance to his mentor, both of them once again forgetting Kota was still with them in the heat of the moment. He turned to the boy, drooping his head as the weight of his own body started to overwhelm him, desperately holding on to his fleeting adrenaline to keep him awake.

“I gave that villain everything I had… and even when I thought I’d killed him, he still got back up.” Midoriya sniffled lightly, his own tears drying up in the aftermath as his brain forced him to look over his shoulder and process what he’d done. “He was insanely strong; in fact, I don’t trust him not to get back up again.”

He looked out over the forest, eyes trained on the rhythmic dance of the fire, the smoke trailing off into the sky.

“If all the villains attacking tonight are on his level, everyone’s in trouble, not just Bakugo.” 

He thought about his friends that he left at the plaza before running off to find Kota. He thought about his friends stuck at the lodge, possibly vulnerable because he’d asked Aizawa for help. He thought about his friends still in the woods, isolated and easily to pick off under the cover of darkness.

“My actions can save them, so I have to do something.”

Midoriya took a shaky step forward, down towards the forest’s entrance, away from the downed villain. Gami floated beside him, anxiously holding his hands out in case he fell. “How are you going to go out and continue fighting like this? I… I think it’s best you just take Kota back to the lodge and stay there.”

“I’m sorry, but I can’t rest; you know that… but you’re right…” He swiveled around however, back to Kota, who remained stubbornly rooted to his spot. “I promised I’d protect you, so let’s get you back to camp first.”

“No…”

Midoriya blinked, the strange word cutting through the fog in his brain.

“You’re going to go back out there and hurt yourself more…!” Kota argued, though this time, his voice held no venom. He wavered with newfound tears and quivering lips, staring hard into Midoriya and rubbing his arms nervously, trying to wipe away the goosebumps. “If you’re going to go back out there, promise that you won’t go alone…? Gami… will be there to protect you, right…?”

Startled, Midoriya couldn’t find his words at first, but he slowly closed his gaping mouth. Of course, Kota might’ve been six, but he wasn’t an idiot. And he and Gami hadn’t exactly been subtle the entire time either. Though, when he was the only one who could hear and respond to the ghost —other than when he’d manifested— the blame really only fell on him, post-battle delirium or not. It wouldn’t take a genius to put the pieces together, and Kota was certainly a smart child.

But Kota mistook his silence for scrutiny, and hesitantly backtracked. “When you told me to run, you said Gami would keep me safe… Will he keep you safe too?”

“He- the boy didn’t realize all that at first, but he had a really good friend who helped him-”

Midoriya smiled softly, kneeling back down to look Kota in the eyes. He must’ve looked tired, pathetic, coated in a mix of blood, sweat, and dust, one arm broken and hanging at his side, teetering on the edge of life and death. But he felt Gami’s cold hand in his hair, and never had he felt more at peace.

“Yeah… Gami has always protected me, and I trust him with my life.” He admitted freely, even as the fire blazed and the night grew shorter. “That’s why I knew he’d keep you safe, and I promise he’ll help me keep everyone safe. I won’t be out there alone.”

That seemed to be enough for Kota as he nodded. “Okay… you can go back out then.”

Midoriya smothered a snort as Gami’s mood lightened up. “I suppose if you have Kota’s permission, and I his endorsement, then who am I to stop you? So long as you don’t ask that we separate.”

Midoriya made a pointed effort of turning his head away from Kota and towards Gami before responding. “I think we can do that.”

He looked back down, watching Kota rapidly glance between him and the seemingly empty space, bewilderment stuck in his eyes. The sight made Midoriya smile again, quietly wishing he wasn’t the only one who could see his dear friend.

“I do have to ask you for a favor, Kota…” He started softly, focusing the boy’s attention back on him. “Can you keep Gami a secret just between us? I’m not sure other people would react as nicely as you.”

“I promise.” He agreed, his voice low in a whisper like the wind would take it and spread it far. “I trust you… and him.”

Midoriya bowed his head, paying his reverence. “Thank you.”

Gami felt a tug at his heart, and gently touched the pendant around his neck, for once comfortably sharing a feeling with his other half. “Thank you.”

The harsh smell of kindling met Midoriya’s nose once more. “We need to head back; we’ve been out here alone for long enough.” He quickly swiveled on his heels, facing his back to the younger boy. “Get on. Even without my blasts, I’m still quicker than us running separately.”

Kota stepped forward, though not without hesitation, surveying his broken arm, his bloody skin, his bruised chest and side. “I don’t want to hurt you more…!”

“Trust me, I can take this and a thousand times more.”

Kota’s eyes widened as something else clicked in his head, but he made no more argument, hastily slinging his arms around Midoriya’s neck again. The child tried to wrap his legs around Midoriya’s waist for more support, but quickly retracted them at Midoriya’s sudden wince.

Gami stepped in, managing to grab Kota’s ankles after only a couple tries, and softly guiding them to a better placement against his successor’s skin.

Midoriya exhaled heavily, rising to his feet. “Thanks, Gami.”

Kota’s gaze darted around, searching for anything discernible. “Thank you…!”

He could hear his mentor chuckle behind him, and he would’ve joined in if not for the awful way the laughter made his body shudder.

Midoriya gave one last moment to glance back at the crater in the cliff, eyes settling on Muscular’s unmoving body, before rushing off down the mountain with Kota on his back, ignoring the sharp pains along his sides until they dulled out into monotony.

They stopped briefly once they were shrouded amongst the cover of trees, once the harsh jostling of Midoriya’s broken arm started to overtake his thoughts. Kota hopped off, and since Gami was still struggling with tangibility, Midoriya had to guide the child in helping him with a makeshift splint, using fallen branches since Kota couldn’t reach any higher. Kota tried to put on a brave face as his tiny fingers unwrapped the torn cloth that hung around Midoriya’s bloodied arm, but Midoriya could still catch the way he trembled, and it nearly made him pull back.

But Kota was brave, braver than Midoriya had given him credit for, and steeled himself long enough to push past the blood and wounds and the way in which his arm was bent. He pushed Midoriya’s arm back into a straight line, nestled it between two sticks, and tied the whole thing tight.

The teen seethed against the burn, feeling his arm pushing against the branches in an effort to crumble again, but the splint held firm, and soon, the burn faded into a quiet comfort.

Gami looked his successor over. “I can carry him the rest of the way; I don’t want you to aggravate your wounds more, especially if you plan to go back out there.”

“Gami, if you couldn’t help me with the splint, there’s no way you’re going to be able to carry Kota by yourself.” Midoriya shook his head dejectedly.

Kota perked up at the sound of his name.

“I need you to recover your strength, especially since I’m going back out there.” He threw his mentor’s words back at him. “Plus, it’ll look pretty weird if somebody sees. We don’t need any more people figuring us out.”

Kota looked between Midoriya and where his eyes were pointed. “I can walk if you need me to…”

“It’s much safer if I’m carrying you; I don’t know what we’re going to run into out here.” Midoriya crouched back down so Kota could hop on. “I really will be okay. I’m tired, yeah… but it takes a lot more than that to put me down.”

The boy clasped his hands around his neck again, this time swinging his legs back to the spots that they were guided to before, pleased when he didn’t feel Midoriya flinch at the pressure.

Midoriya stood back up, ready to start running again, when he felt Kota hug him closer. “You… you were the boy, weren’t you?”

At first, he couldn’t quite place what he was talking about, until it all hit him like a freight train.

“I knew a boy… a friend of mine. He- he didn’t inherit a quirk from his parents. Instead, he got something else- something totally different…”

His mouth remained agape, and even though Kota couldn’t see it, he seemed to get the confirmation he was looking for regardless.

“I’m glad you stayed alive.” Kota rested against the back of Midoriya’s neck, nestling his head in his dusty, itchy shirt. “I… I want you to live too.”

“I know that he does it because he wants to live. Because the people he cares about want him to live too.”

Midoriya could hear the boy sniffle, and took the desperate opportunity to continue running before his own tears could catch him.

The three kept their monstrous pace, Midoriya focused on making sure each one of his floaty steps landed firmly on the ground and not caught in any stray tree roots, Gami guiding them back in the general direction of the lodge mostly thanks to Kimura’s unconscious intuitions, and Kota frantically looking side to side to prevent anything from catching them off guard. In any other scenario, Midoriya would’ve been proud to comment on their seamless teamwork, but among the horrors of how this night had turned out, he could only focus on making sure he stayed upright, unsure if he could pick himself up once more if he happened to fall.

“I think we’re almost there…!” Gami called out, keeping them surrounded in the cover of brush and nightfall rather than on the designated path back to the lodge.

Midoriya huffed, desperate to keep the ambient noise of crackling fire and eerie silence out of his head. “That’s good… let’s-”

“Hey, look…!” Kota called out, unwrapping his hands to point one at the path they could see from the shadows.

Midoriya and Gami turned, following Kota’s finger until they could see Iida at the end of it, unknowingly barreling past them with the use of his engines.

Midoriya jumped out from the trees on instinct. “Wait, Iida…!!”

His classmate froze in his tracks, kicking up a storm of dust from his brake. His head lurched around, revealing his skewed glasses and disheveled appearance, unlike his put-together tendency, eyes locking on to the figure emerging from the treeline.

“Midori!!” Iida rushed over, without his engines this time, yet still with passionate purpose. Only after a few seconds did he truly register his friend’s condition. “Oh my god… are you okay?”

Kota slid off of Midoriya’s back, and he instinctively winced as his tender wounds were jostled. “I’m okay… trust me, I’m fine. But… damn I’m so glad I found you.” He caught his voice just before it could waver; he’d cried enough already. “Things are really bad; I’ve got to drop Kota off at the lodge before I head back out.”

But Iida shook his head. “The lodge is compromised. I tried leading everyone from the plaza back there, but Aizawa-sensei and Vlad King are stuck outside fighting some villain with a clone or a fire quirk… I don’t really know.” He looked back in the direction of the lodge, the air quiet other than the sounds of burning branches. “Right now, we’re hiding on the outskirts of the forest near the lodge, but we can’t really do anything because we have to take care of Pixie Bob…”

“Shit…” Midoriya cursed. Aizawa was stuck at the lodge this whole time?

Then, who was guarding Bakugo…?

“You happen to know where that Bakugo kid is? We’ve got a job to do here after all.”

“Bring Kota back with you to wherever you guys are; he needs to be safe. Plus, he has a water quirk, so he can help manage the fires.” Midoriya gestured at the small child beside him. 

Iida narrowed his eyes instead, sweeping over Midoriya’s injuries once more. “Mandalay told you to get to the lodge once you got Kota, and you shouldn’t be going out in that condition regardless.”

“Just get Kota and go straight to the lodge!!”

“I have to. Bakugo’s in danger; he’s the villains’ target.” Midoriya pleaded, feeling his body’s adrenaline start to run low. He bounced harshly on his feet, feeling the jolt spike through his abused nerves, a shudder of pain keeping him awake. “They want to kill him.”

“What…?” Iida’s stern look grew pale, his glasses nearly falling off the bridge of his nose.

“Please, Iida… take Kota back. You’re faster than me; I can’t afford to lose any more time.” He begged, starting to shuffle down the path back towards the plaza. “I need to find him.”

“We’ll figure this out, and he’ll be fine.”

Iida clenched his fist, looking downcast. He grit his teeth in a manner unbecoming of his familial wealth and status, wrinkled etched into his skin decades too early.  “Dammit… fine, but you have to do me this favor in return…”

Midoriya loosened in surprise, his heart starting to slow down. He drew a sharp breath inward, aggravating his broken ribs and forcing his body tense again.

“During a break in the fight, Aizawa got a message to me, and sent me off to relay it to Mandalay. Tell it to her before you run off to get Bakugo.” He spoke reluctantly, his voice heavy like the night in Hosu. “Once I drop Kota off, I’ll come back out to help, I promise .”

Midoriya had long learned to avoid promises he couldn’t keep, but it seemed Iida had yet to learn the same. Still, he nodded his head softly. “What’s the message?”

Iida leaned in, like they weren’t the only two in the middle of an endless forest, of an endless nightmare.

“Tell her this…”

 


 

Midoriya raced off much faster without the added weight of Kota on his back, keeping to the path this time so he wouldn’t have to worry about tripping himself by accident. Gami held pace with him, scanning the treeline just in case something decided to jump out at them.

“I hope you don’t plan to throw yourself between any more fights…”

“That never was the plan.” Midoriya rolled his eyes, ignoring the slow crawl of iron returning to the back of his throat. “I don’t even think I could if I wanted to, which isn’t a good thing. Bakugo’s still in danger; everyone’s still in danger. Worst comes to worst, I need to step in.”

Gami grumbled, looking back towards the direction of the lodge and sighing. “I suppose if today is the day I become known, there are worse tragedies.”

“Glad to know we’re on the same page.” He nodded sharply. “Between the two of us, no one has to die tonight.”

The ghost was about to argue that included Midoriya as well, when Kimura’s keener senses picked something out of the ambiance. “It sounds like metal.” He pointed further down the path.

“We can’t be far then.” Midoriya whispered, quieting his steps and slinking into the brush to hide from view. The noises grew louder, and he could slowly make out yells and cries, slams of trading blows, and the awful sound of blades grinding against each other that Gami had picked out further back. He kept himself low, his green hair for once helping him blend in with the forest’s natural colors, until the plaza clearing started to come into view.

Tiger and Magne were locked fist to fist, kicking up dust in the back with their rapid footwork, the force of their punches resonating loudly even amongst the deafening fires. A little closer were Mandalay and Spinner, taking turns playing an ironic game of cat and mouse. Spinner’s makeshift blade clanged against itself as they leapt back and forth, belts and chains jingling as it desperately held all the pieces together.

“Shit… they’re still going?” Gami mumbled, sweeping over the distant forest. “The rest of those kids have been out there alone all this time?”

Midoriya grit his teeth, bristling at his mentor’s harsh truth, searching over the raging battle to try and find a break to get to Mandalay. As much as he wanted to jump in and help, he knew he couldn’t afford to get in another fight. His body was barely standing as is; beating Muscular had taken everything he had. It was a miracle he was still standing, let alone conscious.

Mandalay was on the defense, trying to retreat back for better positioning, when Spinner leapt above her, brandishing his weapon like a guillotine.

Midoriya’s hand met the ground before he could even think, decay rushing out and snaking its way through the battlefield as he remained relatively safe on the outskirts. In the heat of the fight, no one really noticed the growing cut in the earth, nor the sharp cracks it made as it plowed rapidly until it cut between Mandalay’s frantic brace and Spinner’s ruthless attack.

He ripped his hand away, and the heroine managed to shield her eyes as a massive plume of dust erupted from the earth, the force of the shockwave scattering Spinner’s weapon into all its pieces.

Midoriya started running, keeping to the edges where the forest could theoretically protect him. “Mandalay!! Kota’s safe!”

Mandalay’s attention and relief found him, as well as the rest of the fighters in the plaza, but Midoriya pushed past their mix of stares.

“I have a message from Iida and Aizawa! Please tell everyone that Pro Hero Eraserhead says it’s okay to fight back!!”

Even with their distance, he could see the hard look she gave him, but nonetheless, her phantom voice soon rang through his head.

“Classes A and B, you have permission to use your quirks to fight!! Do whatever it takes to get back to the lodge!!”

The fight then continued, with the heroine using the surprise opportunity to land a good hit on Spinner’s face while he was caught off guard. “Thanks for the message, but get back to camp! Those injuries look bad!”

But Midoriya continued to move away from the lodge, towards the path his classmates had taken for the test of courage. “I’m sorry… but there’s one more thing!”

Gami kept to his successor’s exposed side, narrowing his eyes as they inevitably grew closer to Tiger and Magne on their way through.

“The villains’ target is Bakugo! Use your telepathy to alert everyone, please!!”

The teen gave a desperate push forward, trying to surge past the fight to head back into the relative safety of the forest. He instinctively closed his eyes for a brief moment, blocking out the pain and missing the way Magne’s eyes locked onto him, turning away from her fight with Tiger.

Gami, however, did not, holding out his hands on the off chance he was stable again. “Izuku!! On your left!!”

Midoriya’s eyes popped back open, his petrified gaze locking onto the villain rapidly approaching, hand outstretched to crush him like a soda can.

But before he could twist himself out of the way, before Gami could try and push the onslaught back, a large knife cut between them, halting Magne’s assault and allowing Midoriya one last moment of reprieve to safely make it back under the cover of leaves and darkness.

Midoriya didn’t look back, hearing Spinner’s voice cut through the air, but forcing himself to get further away before he could make out what was said.

“Shit…” Gami looked back for him. “I don’t know if he was trying to help you, or if they both merely sabotaged their own attacks, but that was far too close.”

He panted, his body racked with a full shudder, but he kept running. “Yeah… we don’t know what’s out here either so we have to be caref-”

Mandalay’s voice once again cut through his thoughts.

“One of the villains’ targets has been identified!! Bakugo needs to avoid battle!! Don’t make any moves alone!!”

And just like that, his head was silent, save for the eerie sounds around him. “Mandalay’s message about Bakugo just went out.” Midoriya relayed to Gami, who couldn’t receive it. “We need to find him already; his team was the second to start the test of courage, so he shouldn't be too much farther down this path, if he hasn’t moved that is.”

Gami scoffed. “That’s a big ask coming from-”

A gunshot ran out.

Midoriya’s whole body ran cold, head darting from side to side as his pace grew more frantic. “Shit… damnit, what the fuck is happening out here?!”

The ghost curled closer, hissing at what lay beyond them in the woods. “It didn’t sound far; you need to quiet down before you attract something unwanted-” Gami’s head suddenly snapped to the side. “Izuku!!”

Midoriya didn’t even get the chance to react as Gami collided roughly with him, pressing hard against his injured body, but managing to tackle him out of the way as a gigantic shadowy hand reached out from the darkness, slamming into the spot where he once was.

Everything was happening too sudden, too quickly. Though he hadn’t been hit, his body froze up in shock, his nerves overwhelmed from Gami’s impact. He couldn’t get his footing right; he was falling. The hand retracted. It was going to strike again. He couldn’t afford to fall; he needed to get back up. But the ground was closing in too fast.

He braced himself, but something scooped him up before he could meet the earth. Something warm and completely unlike Gami’s undead touch.

Midoriya opened his eyes slowly. “Shoji…?”

His classmate stood before him, using half of his multi limbs to cradle Midoriya against his back, keeping him secure and his wounds stagnant. His hair was dusty and matted, his skin and clothing scuffed. One of his arms was reduced to a bloody stub, hanging limply at his side.

Shoji peered back at him, but otherwise did not tear his attention away from the forest. “Those wounds… you shouldn’t be moving around in that state.”

“Sorry…” Midoriya winced. Wrapped up in relative safety, he could feel his body finally start to relax. But the night was still alive, and losing his grip on consciousness was only going to be detrimental. So he bit his tongue harshly, and let the small dose of pain keep him up. “Everyone’s in danger…”

“So you’ve been running around trying to save everyone? You’re full of surprises…” Shoji shifted around his arms, and Midoriya let out a heavy sigh as his splinted arm was given more space. “I got Mandalay’s message; you were looking for Bakugo, right?”

Midoriya nodded against the back of his neck. “Anyone, really…” He looked back out at the forest, seeing wispy shadows trail off into the darkness, similar to Gami’s. He turned to the side, finding his mentor floating next to them. “Was that… just now-”

“When Mandalay told us not to engage, Tokoyami and I went on high alert. Still, we got ambushed by a villain anyway. I took the hit for us-” He raised his severed arm- “but it ended up triggering Tokoyami’s quirk anyway, even though he tried to control it.” Shoji shook away the concerned look Midoriya shot him. “What I lost was only one of my dupli-arms. It hurts… but it can grow back.”

Gami rubbed his temple. “None of you have any self-preservation. We should all be heading back to the camp right now.” 

Midoriya pointedly ignored him. “Dark Shadow probably got spooked, and even with the fires, it’s still pretty dark out here. Tokoyami’s quirk is harder to control like this.”

“Not to mention the stress and other emotions.” Shoji added, taking a quiet step back to try and put more distance between them.

He stepped on a twig by accident. They both froze at the sharp crack it made.

Shoji didn’t waste another second, diving out of the way while keeping Midoriya closely pressed to his back as another massive hand reached out from the trees, claws carving through bark and cratering the earth where they just stood.

They ducked behind a tree. “Dammit, sorry…” Shoji cursed under his breath, calming his racing heart as Midoriya stifled a sound of pain from behind. “It attacks indiscriminately at any small sound; I should’ve been more careful…”

Tokoyami’s desperate voice suddenly rang out from the darkness, far from where Midoriya or Shoji could see.

“Don’t worry about me! Find the others and save them… please!!”

Dark Shadow roared in response, an eerie cry of pain mixed with the shrill of a hawk.

“I’m sorry, Midori, but no matter what I’m up against, I’ll never abandon a suffering friend.” Shoji hunched as the sounds of his companion's destruction grew closer. “But I know you’re worrying about Bakugo, right? That’s the whole reason you’re still out here all messed up. If you think you can make it on your own… I’ll try to lead Dark Shadow away to clear your path.”

Midoriya’s eyes widened, his body flinching even while wrapped up in Shoji’s arms. He’d given himself much too long to rest, and now, his bones felt like rods of lead. He doubted he could make it far, even with Gami’s help. But Bakugo was still in immense danger; everyone was. There were just too many people to help, and only one, broken, barely breathing version of him.

“I can’t just leave you guys here like this… plus, I’m not sure how well I can move since you stopped me; my adrenaline’s wearing out.” He admitted, gritting his teeth in frustration. Dammit, he felt like dead weight. There were still so many things he needed to do; he couldn’t afford to give out now! He needed to get to Bakugo before he found him dead, but Tokoyami and Shoji were right here, desperate for any kind of assistance.

“If Dark Shadow’s weakness to light is really as crippling as Tokoyami has said, then this is a terrible matchup for him.”

“Todoroki and Bakugo were partners for the test of courage, chances are they’re still together…” He spoke in a whisper, trying not to bring another rampant attack their way. “I know I’m asking for a lot, but if you can lead Dark Shadow behind us, both Bakugo and Todoroki’s quirks should be more than enough to help Dark Shadow calm down.”

Shoji’s eyes narrowed. “That’s pretty risky; we don’t even know where those two are. We could end up leading Dark Shadow to more people that could get hurt.”

“I know… but Bakugo and Todoroki were the team behind you guys; they shouldn’t be far from here. They'd be closer than any other light source that I can think of.” Midoriya glanced back at his dupli-arms. “You said he’s reacting to sound, right? If you use your dupli-arms as mouths, you can lead him without being attacked ourselves.”

Shoji hummed in thought. “It just might work…”

He glanced back, eyes settling on Midoriya’s worn and torn body from within his makeshift cradle. Even still, his eyes burned with such a fury that if it were physical, it would’ve been more than enough to solve their Dark Shadow problem here and now. 

“Alright, Midori. We’ll save them both…!”

Dark Shadow screeched, whipping its head in the direction of Shoji’s proclamation, clawing through decade old trees in a manic effort to reach them both. 

“Shit… guess we’re going now.” Shoji ducked out of the way of a falling tree and started into a sprint, holding Midoriya tightly as he took to the path, racing back the way Midoriya had first come.

Midoriya leaned his head, trying to get a good look around him. It was hard to see from where Shoji had him cradled, but it seemed his classmate was sticking to the cleared path quite closely. The way Gami had led him through was mostly dense with forestry; he hadn’t thought about it before, but they were probably cutting through the forest in an attempt to stay hidden, and that was likely the reason they missed Bakugo but found Shoji and Tokoyami instead. There was no use in dwelling on that now, especially with the thought that he could’ve accidentally left Shoji here to deal with a rampaging Dark Shadow on his own

Gami, who’d been keeping pace with them, started to break off on his own. “I’ll see if I can find either of them so I can point you both in the right direction…!”

He didn’t have a chance to thank him as the ghost disappeared into the darkness.

Shoji’s arms shifted, and Midoriya watched as multiple sets of arms sprouted off one another, the ends molding into small mouths. He glanced back, giving his passenger a small nod, before sending his dupli-arms out into the trees.

“Tokoyami!!”

Shoji’s voice rang out from the brush, and immediately, a claw surged forward to tear through it, ripping through trees as if they were nothing more than blades of grass. The dupli-arm responsible for the cry snapped back to the main body, inches away from being severed. “That was close…”

“You don’t need to do that too often.” Midoriya looked back, still seeing trees falling behind them. “Dark Shadow’s still tailing us. I’ll let you know if it looks like he’s falling behind.”

“Got it.”

Shoji continued to run, and Midoriya did his best to keep watch, warning him of falling trees and shadowy claws that got a bit too brazen. A few more dupli-arms had to be sent out to keep Dark Shadow trained on them, and each and every time, Midoriya held his breath until they returned back to Shoji’s body whole and intact. But all the mockery only served to enrage the bird, and Shoji’s pace was only growing more tired with his added cargo.

Gami suddenly popped up a distance away, and Midoriya would’ve missed him under the cover of darkness if not for his yell. “This way!! They’re over here!!”

“Left, ShojI!” He relayed. “I think I saw something!”

His classmates didn’t hesitate, quickly pivoting as a large tree trunk was thrown from behind them and overhead, slamming down and blocking the rest of the previous way forward.

“He’s gaining on us!” Midoriya tried to twist around to face Dark Shadow. “Loosen up a bit and I can-”

“No! I’m not letting you get hurt anymore!” Shoji barked firmly, keeping Midoriya’s body swaddled and out of harm’s way, even as Dark Shadow nipped at his heels. “I see a clearing up ahead; it can’t be too much further!”

“Dammit, move!” Gami urged, sticking behind them to try and shield them as best he could. But with limited physicality against a monstrous being of destruction, there was little he could do.

Midoriya looked over Shoji’s shoulder. “There! I see ice! They must be fighting!”

Dark Shadow lunged at them, and Shoji made a desperate leap forward, away from the claws and beak, and into the moonlit clearing.

There, Bakugo, Todoroki, and an unconscious student from Class 1-B were, a wall of ice the only thing keeping them from the villain towering over them, blades extended from his teeth ready to skewer them whole.

“Bakugo, Todoroki, one of you, please give us some light!!” Shoji cried desperately as Dark Shadow tore its way into the clearing.

The villain in the air suddenly turned, one of his blades lurching back to attack the new intruders, but Dark Shadow heard the metallic clang of its movement, and slammed a claw down from the heavens, crushing the villain into the earth.

In the moonlight, Midoriya could see it clearer. A hulking beast made from shadow, vaguely resembling the shape of a bird, of a friend he once knew. Its form was sharp and ragged, yet trailing wisps much like Gami did when he was unstable. His eyes crackled and sparked like lightning, maw open and echoing an ear-piercing scream with Tokoyami’s own cry mixed in.

Shoji rolled out of the way of another one of Dark Shadow’s claws, trying to make it to the relative safety of Todoroki’s ice barrier. He didn’t notice the villain from before get back up, no longer being pinned, opening his mouth wide, the blades of his teeth rushing forward at Shoji’s unprotected back.

“Shoji!!” Midoriya tried to reach an arm back, but it was crudely pinned under his own broken body.

But all Dark Shadow heard was noise, and yet another shadowy arm reached out, this time grabbing a hold of the villain. Even with his bladed teeth sinking deep, Dark Shadow made no sign of injury, merely screeching loudly as he chucked the villain over his shoulder ruthlessly, sending him flying through the sky and far, far away from the clearing.

There was only a sickening thud that followed, before Dark Shadow charged again, this time at the remaining students.

“Now!!” Bakugo cried out.

Both he and Todoroki raced forward, past Shoji and Midoriya until they surrounded the vortex of shadow. They each activated their quirks and a strong smell of char filled the air, a combined beacon of light from them both quelling Dark Shadow’s rampage near instantly as the bird was forced to retreat inside Tokoyami once again with a deafening cry of pain.

No one noticed Gami screech awfully, raising a desperate arm to shield himself from the light, as his body sank instinctively into the safety of the earth.

Tokoyami slumped down into a heap, shuddering as the last of Dark Shadow disappeared inside of him. He heaved, cold beads of sweat trailing down his skin, looking regretfully down at the earth. “Thank you all… for saving me.”

Bakugo gave a few last pops of his explosions before putting them out for good. “I told you, I’m your worst possible matchup.”

But Tokoyami took no offense to his harsh words, instead, he seemed to find relief in them, dropping the tension in his shoulder, though he still wore a downcast expression. “Shoji, Midoriya… I’m so incredibly sorry. I gave into rage and unleashed Dark Shadow, but the night along with my own anger spurred him into a frenzy. He grew beyond my control, and I couldn’t stop him from attacking you both…” His beak scrunched into a scowl. “I promise, when the night passes, you will hear apologies from us both .”

Tokoyami remained dejectedly kneeling on the ground, until Shoji extended him one of his good arms, calling a look of surprise to his face. “Save that for later… that’s what you’d tell me anyway.”

Shoji helped him to his feet, and once Tokoyami was standing, Midoriya looked him in the eye with a sincere smile.

“I’m just glad to see you’re alright, Tokoyami. Honestly, I’m just so glad to see everyone’s still okay.” Midoriya looked around from Shoji’s back, sweeping his gaze over his friends, standing, living, breathing . He swallowed his tears, surprised he even had any left.

His voice drew attention back onto him, and Todoroki, who hadn’t processed his condition before, suddenly jumped forward, eyes widening in horror as his brain processed Midoriya’s severe state. “Oh my god, Izuku…! What happened?!”

“I’m okay…!” It was reactionary, but he knew those words sounded like a lie immediately after they left his lips. “I had to fight a villain to protect Kota, and he ended up spilling some details about their motives behind the attack.”

Midoriya turned his head to face Bakugo as best he could, finding an emotion in his classmate that he couldn’t place.

“I’m sure you all heard Mandalay’s message, but their target is Bakugo. I don’t know why, but-”

“His throat was burning. I-I think there was smoke, but I couldn’t really tell what was happening.”

He bit his lip- “But I think they want him dead.”

A cold silence washed over them, dread filling their lungs like the low hanging smoke from the surrounding forest fires.

Midoriya hated the way he wanted to pull himself deeper into Shoji’s arms to hide from view, so he did the only thing he could with his splintered body: talk. “At any rate… Vlad King and Aizawa-sensei are both back at the lodge. I met up with Iida before I got out here, and while he did tell me they’re dealing with villains at the lodge as well, it’s still probably the safest spot around.”

Thankfully, Tokoyami helped pick up the conversation to somewhere more optimistic. “I see… so our mission is to safely deliver Bakugo back to camp.”

Shoji nodded. “Now that you’re okay, Tokoyami, we can all head back together. We’re much more likely to make it back successfully as a large group.”

“Last I saw, the Pussycats were still fighting villains in the plaza, so we should cut through the forest to the lodge directly to avoid being spotted.” Midoriya supplemented. “They tried to attack me once they spotted me earlier, so I don’t think they hesitate to attack us again, especially if we have Bakugo with us.”

Todoroki furrowed his brows. “But we still don’t know how many villains there are. We could still get ambushed if we travel through the forest.”

“That’s where Shoji’s sensory abilities come in…!” Midoriya glanced over their rag-tag group, his brain immediately clocking into overdrive despite the pain radiating throughout his bones. “Plus, your ice, Shouto, should be able to provide enough protection for us to get away if we do still get into trouble even with Shoji’s dupli-arms doing reconnaissance. And… worst comes to worst, we have Tokoyami and Dark Shadow, and with your fire and Bakugo’s explosions, we have the means to keep things under control.”

The group fell back into silence as each of them thought the plan over. Todoroki was the first to move again, picking up the unconscious Class 1-B student and hoisting him on his back. “I trust you, Izuku. Let’s get moving.”

Tokoyami and Shoji nodded in agreement, lining up in the back and front respectively, then turning back to Bakugo. “You should stay in the middle of the group.”

Bakugo, who’d remained painfully silent throughout the ordeal, suddenly adopted an aggressively defensive expression. “What the hell is all this about?! No one’s protecting me!”

“You happen to know where that Bakugo kid is? We’ve got a job to do here after all.”

The words poured out before Midoriya could even finish shuddering from the unwanted memory.

“They’re serious about killing you, Bakugo. If they weren’t, the villain who asked me where you were wouldn’t have nearly beaten me to death when I didn’t tell him anything.”

He couldn’t see his classmate, unable to muster up the strength to turn his neck that far around, but Bakugo quieted, and the group took that as their sign to get going.

“Let’s move.”

And with that, they adopted their formation: Shoji, with Midoriya on his back, along with Todoroki stradling the front, Bakugo behind them, and Tokoyami in the back. Slowly, they marched off the path and into the forest.

As they began to be covered by the tree canopy, Midoriya realized he could no longer feel Gami’s cold air around him. He shifted frantically, trying to look around him for a better view. Shit, where had Gami gone? When had he lost sight of him? There’d been too much going on for his exhausted mind to keep up with, but he couldn’t lose track of his mentor! He wouldn’t even know how to find him again!

“I’m here… sorry…”

Midoriya immediately relaxed, sinking against Shoji’s tank top once more.

His classmate turned back to check on him. “You good back there, Midori?”

“Yeah, sorry. Just my arm…”

Shoji nodded, loosening his grip ever so slightly for Midoriya to reposition himself, before refocusing ahead.

Midoriya tried to keep his movements stiller this time, but even still, he couldn’t find Gami in his albeit limited line of sight.

“I’m down here… the light… destabilized me pretty badly.” Gami called from halfway submerged beneath the earth, and as Midoriya focused, he caught the small, wispy trails of fog that seeped from under them, keeping pace with them even as they moved forward. “I’m sorry; I should have been more attentive. I was still not at full strength before. It will take me longer to return to some state of useful physicality.”

Midoriya bit back a disappointed sigh. It wasn’t Gami's fault; they were more preoccupied with making sure Dark Shadow didn’t tear them to shreds to properly think ahead. But Midoriya couldn’t reassure him more than that, not with so many others in such close proximity.

Gami seemed to understand that, his trickles of smoke disappearing further as he submerged lower into the earth, trying to speed up his healing process. Midoriya couldn’t see any signs of his mentor’s presence anymore, not from his poor angle anyway, so he closed his eyes, resting the dull pulse at the back of his skull as the group continued to walk.

Laying against Shoji’s back, broken bits of bone grinding on splintered tree branches, chest stuttering with every exhale as his ribs threatened to heave from the pressure, the thick syrup of blood pooling in the back of his throat, Midoriya had never felt so useless. He’d gone through worse, he’d fought through worse; he’d been up and about even after taking that beating from Muscular. But he had given his body the chance to rest, and like the selfish being he was in blood, his body had betrayed him, sapped of all his immortal strength and left like a paperweight. He appreciated Shoji being so concerned about his health, but he needed to get up and walk, to fight through the pain, to remind his body that he was alive , even if he wasn’t sure he’d be able to at this point.

So he did the best that he could, laying half dead in his friend's arms. Midoriya considered himself observant, more so than the average person, though with Shoji around, he was obviously outclassed. But Shoji was also heavily preoccupied, dupli-arms scouring in every direction, multitudes of eyes, ears, and noses spread out to try and catch the enemy before they came. So Midoriya took it upon himself to focus of a few small things: Bakugo’s hushed grumbling, the soft clicking of Tokoyami’s beak, Shoji’s shirt ruffling from his breathing, the small sniffles from Todoroki, having overused his ice side fighting the villain from before. He kept his eyes closed and his ears tuned, focusing on one at a time until his muddied brain could register what the sound was, before switching to the next. He couldn’t see everyone from the cocoon Shoji had him in, but this way, he held his own peace of mind that everyone was there, that everyone was still alright as they trekked through the unknown in the darkness.

He wasn’t sure how long they’d been walking when a new sound entered his ears. “Ochaco!!”

Midoriya jolted, head rising from behind Shoji’s shoulders. “That sounded like-”

But Shoji was way ahead of him. “Asui…!” He narrowed his eyes, turning back to the rest of the group. “Come on, she sounds in trouble…!”

Shoji led the pack, darting through the woods in the direction his dupli-arms heard her voice, keeping his footwork light and quiet despite his pace. Todoroki hoisted the unconscious Class 1-B student he was carrying, adjusting to support the limp body better before beginning his own sprint, Bakugo and Tokoyami close behind. Midoriya craned his neck, but unable to see much better, he refocused on listening, trying to pick out any noteworthy sounds amongst the chaos, torn between whether he truly wanted to hear another cry.

Shoji and Midoriya were the first to emerge from the forest, stumbling back onto the looped path in a disorderly display.

Asui, pinned to a tree by some strange needle device stuck through her hair, saw the new group immediately. “Shoji!! Guys!!”

They turned towards her voice, finding Uraraka restraining a villain against the earth, a pained grimace on her face from another odd needle stabbed into her thigh.

The villain, noticing the rapid growth in numbers, quickly pushed Uraraka off her, leaping to her feet and dashing away into the forest, retracting her needles with her.

Shoji, and Midoriya by tow, raced over to the girls, as Uraraka picked herself shakily off the ground and Asui steadied on her feet. Shoji immediately began looking his classmates over for injuries, but Midoriya peered over Shoji’s shoulder, looking out into the woods if only to keep one set of eyes on the unknown.

For a moment, he met the entranced stare of the retreating villain, who locked eyes with his bloodied and battered form before disappearing completely into the darkness.

Todoroki rushed forward to join them, but Uraraka held her hand out to halt him. “Wait…! We have no idea what her quirk does!”

But Midoriya instead sagged against Shoji once again. “She’s gone…”

Shoji looked out into the forest for himself. “That’s probably for the better.” He turned back to the rest of the group. “Are you okay, Uraraka?”

She smeared the blood on her leg, clotting the wound. “I’m fine; I can still walk. But you guys…! Midori, you look bad!”

Midoriya sighed, partly from exhaustion and partly from how many times tonight he’d heard that exact sentiment. “I’m fine, trust me-”

“Izuku, behind you!!”

Midoriya heard his mentor’s voice, but his brain didn’t really process the words, his head snapping back much slower than his instincts usually moved him. His own words cut off in a slow drawl, unable to continue his train of thought while his attention was stolen away. But against Shoji’s back, he couldn’t move around very well, his peripherals straining to see what barely escaped them.

Shoji picked up the conversation with Uraraka and Asui, but Midoriya couldn’t focus on that either, barely able to catch Gami’s dramatic dive as the ghost swatted something in the air. Midoriya tensed his hearing, but he couldn’t make out a sound against the quiet noises of the night and Gami’s labored breathing.

“I don’t know what that was…” He panted, cursing as his hands bled more smoke and fog. “Shit… I can’t do that again; Izuku, you have to be careful-”

“You’re guarding Bakugo…?” Midoriya’s attention snapped back to his classmates’ conversation as Bakugo’s name escaped Uraraka’s mouth. “Then… where is he?”

Shoji immediately spun around, and Midoriya suddenly got a better look behind him.

There was nothing but an empty path, Bakugo and Tokoyami nowhere in sight.

Midoriya’s stomach dropped, and his abdominal muscles bled more pain as he unconsciously tensed.

“Shit…!” Todoroki glanced around frantically, jostling the unconscious student he was still carrying. “He was supposed to stay with us! And where did Tokoyami go?!”

Shoji craned an extra ear. “I don’t hear them nearby…” He looked around as well. “There’s something on the ground… it looks like a marble?”

Midoriya was forced along as Shoji moved to reach for whatever he saw, leaning down in the direction that Gami had swatted the strange object in.

He was overwhelmed by an awful, terrible feeling as the pieces started to click.

“Don’t touch that!!” He lurched up from Shoji’s back in a panic. “It’s dangerous!!”

Shoji immediately jumped back, as did the rest of the group, distancing themselves from the odd, glass marble resting in the dirt.

“Dangerous? What a crude way to describe my tricks…”

The kids stumbled to face the other side of the path, finding a strange man now standing in one of the trees, peering ominously down at them through a sinisterly smiling mask.

“My magic is nothing but swift and elegant.” Dressed in a flowy overcoat and an extravagantly large top hat, the man rolled two marbles between his fingers, eerily similar to the one still lying in the dirt. “Why… it’s the very reason I was able to snatch your allies right from under your noses.”

The man flashed the two marbles one last time, before pocketing them for good.

Todoroki glanced behind once again, finding nothing but emptiness rather than their previously tight formation. “He took them both from the back without even a sound…” He snapped back to the villain above, afraid to let him out of his sight for too long. “There was no need to even confront us… he’s mocking us.”

The villain chuckled heartily from the trees, settling on Todoroki’s furious expression. “Ah, my apologies; I’m afraid I’m just an entertainer at heart. You can call me… Mr. Compress.” He took a deep bow, still standing steady precariously atop a tree branch. “You see, Bakugo has a star role to play in our upcoming show, and Tokoyami… well, that was just a bit of improv, but it never hurts to have an understudy.”

Mr. Compress peered down at the students once again, and Midoriya shivered against Shoji as the villain’s gaze landed on him. Still, his red hot fear kept him warm and conscious, worming against his makeshift cocoon in a feeble attempt to salvage the rapidly degrading situation.

Finally, Mr. Compress shifted, glancing at the dejected marble sitting in the dirt. “It’s a shame you couldn’t join us, Midoriya, but perhaps we’ll have another casting call.”

That was finally enough for Todoroki to act on his barely suppressed instincts, shoving the unconscious Class 1-B student into Uraraka’s surprised arms as he twisted his right foot, shooting a massive glacier into the forest. But Mr. Compress didn’t seem all too surprised, merely launching himself into the air using his cane as a stepstool, hidden underneath his coat. He gracefully leaped out of harm's way, pulling a small radio out from his other pocket while he was still in the air.

“Vanguard Action Squad, the target has been successfully apprehended. Short though it was, the mission has come to an end.”

That was all Midoriya could hear before the villain continued ahead, leaping in and out from the tree canopy. He could only stare in that moment, heart sinking deep into his chest, down to a place he wasn’t sure it had ever reached.

“We’ll figure this out, and he’ll be fine.”

Todoroki was the first to rush forward, quickly giving chase as he sent out another wave of ruthless ice. “Not gonna happen!!”

A violent burst of phantom smoke erupted from Midoriya’s lungs, the memory of charred flesh filling his nose. “Come on!!” He yelled for everyone else who could still move. “We can’t lose them!!”

And that was enough for the rest of them to start moving too, quickly catching up to Todoroki as the group began their desperate pursuit of the villain. They ran sloppily, frantic steps pounding against the dirt as more and more distance fell between them and Mr. Compress, even with the icy spikes Todoroki continued to send out.

“Shit!! He’s too fast!!” Todoroki quickly flared his left side to melt the accumulating frost, before returning his continuous onslaught of ice to no avail.

Uraraka was dragging the unconscious Class 1-B student behind her at this point, tears welling in her eyes. “Damnit!! If only we had Iida!!”

“Once I drop Kota off, I’ll come back out to help, I promise.”

Midoriya couldn’t bear to look anymore, pressing his face into the back of Shoji’s shirt to hide his shame, his weakness, his guilt.

Fuck, they could’ve had Iida; they almost did. Instead, they had his useless, dead weight slowing them down. Dammit, he screwed up! He always managed to screw up! And now, Bakugo was going to die because he couldn’t get anything right. Tokoyami too! Shit, where did it all go wrong?!

Midoriya’s body throbbed from the constant jostling of Shoji’s arms, pain blossoming in every nerve as another trickle of blood leaked from the side of his lips. Still, none of it outweighed the immense pain in his chest, his face scrunching into a desperate crumple to keep the tears at bay. He clenched his eyes, racking his brain for any semblance of a saving grace, seriously considering crying out to Gami like he was four again and had woken up from a bad dream. He wished this was a bad dream, an awful nightmare that he could be consoled into believing was only a figment of his imagination, and could never truly happen.

Dammit, think!! Stop reminiscing and think!!

“Midori, since you’d only need to touch them to disintegrate them, you’d be best in the center. If anything manages to slip past those three, you’ll be the last line of defense.”

His eyes shot open with a startled gasp. He lurched towards Uraraka. “Make us float!! Quickly!!”

He snapped towards Asui next. “Then, throw us with your tongue as hard as you can!! Just like you did to me when we were fighting through the forest as a class!! Don’t hold back!!”

Midoriya pulled himself slightly out of Shoji’s grip, trying to get a better view of the situation, Mr. Compress’s form growing distant.

“Shoji, tow Shouto and I along. You can use the webbing between your arms to course correct midair. Between Shouto’s flames and my blasts, we should be able to keep us airborne. Uraraka, once it looks like we’ve closed the gap, release us!!”

Shoji slowed down, allowing Uraraka to catch up and start their new plan. “Human cannonballs, it just might work…!”

“Hold on, Midori!” Uraraka raced in front of them, crudely dropping the unconscious student she was carrying. “Can you even move with those wounds?!”

Todoroki looked back, also slowing down to get into formation. “You should stay behind. You’re in too much pain to-”

“I can’t!! I can’t!! I have to!!” Midoriya cried, forcing his eyes open as much as he could pull them against his face, forcing his mind back into consciousness.

“We’ll figure this out, and he’ll be fine.”

He still had a chance. If he gave up now, he would never forgive himself.

“Hurry!! We’re going to lose them!!”

There was no more time to argue, so Shoji roughly grabbed Todoroki’s arm, shuffling Midoriya into his other one as Uraraka frantically slapped each of them with her quirk. Asui shot her tongue out to lasso them, but just before she could, Uraraka ripped her flannel off and knotted it tightly against Midoriya’s now exposed splintered arm, securing it as best she could with only a few seconds.

Asui wrapped her tongue around the trio, making sure she had a tight grip. In the few seconds it took her to lift them off the ground, Midoriya finally was able to make eye contact with Gami, still trailing behind them at a weak pace.

“I’m not stable enough to make it, so just go!!” He yelled out, his body hazy from overuse. “I’ll catch up, I promise!!”

Midoriya only had the chance to nod before they were sent flying into the air.

The wind around them nearly knocked the breath from his lungs, but thankfully, Shoji kept a tense grip around his midsection, making sure he and Todoroki were firmly connected to the formation. He spread his dupliarms out to start controlling their descent, and that was the cue to start exploding the air behind them, Todoroki supplying bursts of flame for double the firepower. Almost immediately, Midoriya felt his body freeze up from shock, his bones and muscles screaming in retaliation as his blasts reverberated against his abused nerves.

“You happen to know where that Bakugo kid is? We’ve got a job to do here after all.”

He steeled himself, grounding his mind to the pain. He felt his broken arm threaten to give out, but between Kota’s makeshift splint and Uraraka’s added wrap, it held firm blast after blast.

Mr. Compress looked back, but it was a moment too late as Shoji, Todoroki, and Midoriya cascaded upon him, colliding with his back and slamming him down to earth.

Midoriya felt Shoji release him, moving his arm elsewhere, but he was fueled by the rage and desperation burning inside him, and his legs held firm, keeping Mr. Compress pressed against the ground as both Todoroki and Shoji gripped his overcoat.

He looked up for just a moment, just to gather their surroundings, only to find they were surrounded by villains, one covered in staples and torn skin with his arm outstretched towards them.

The mutilated man spoke. “Compress, dodge .”

That was the only warning as a blast of blue flame barreled towards them, Mr. Compress suddenly vanished from underneath them.

Todoroki managed to twist out of the way, but Midoriya and Shoji weren’t so lucky. He couldn’t help the weak cry of pain that escaped him as his body was engulfed by flame, his brain unable to process as flames licked his skin, but his nerves contrastingly froze. The flames were unbearably cold, the same helpless freeze from Todoroki’s ice during the Sports Festival. All his limbs locked up, and Midoriya felt his thoughts starting to slow.

Shoji yanked him out of the fire, back into the relative warmth of the night air, but they had no chance to savor it as the villain who attacked Uraraka and Asui earlier shot one of her needles at them.

Midoriya’s reaction time was slowed, but thankfully the needle flew towards Shoji first, who managed to duck out of the way. That gave Midoriya enough of a heads up when the needle redirected towards him, craning his neck to dodge the strike. The villain didn’t seem disappointed at all, merely pulling a knife from her bag, and lurching forward to stab him anyway. Midoriya moved to dodge, but even before he could, Shoji ran into the fray and socked the villain hard in the side of the head, using multiple dupliarms to send her tumbling into the forest.

He quickly grabbed Midoriya, before turning to Todoroki, fighting his own villain in a bodysuit. “Time to run!!”

Mr. Compress, who’d seemingly reappeared out of nowhere, turned back to face the kids, the strange scarred man matching his gaze.

Todoroki looked aghast, sending the villain that was trying to attack him far away with a blast of ice. “No!! We still need to get Bakugo and Tokoyami!!”

Midoriya was about to argue along with him, when Shoji held up his hand, revealing two marbles clutched in his grasp.

“I’ve got them!!”

Midoriya nearly broke down sobbing in relief. “Shoji, thank god!!”

Todoroki rushed over to join them, intent on making sure the villains could not snatch their friends again. “Let’s get out of here!!”

They three wasted not a single second more, beginning to race back into the relative safety of the forest. But before they could even move a step, a large plume of purple fog blocked their path, two harsh yellow eyes staring out at them.

Todoroki and Shoji stumbled. “The warp guy from the USJ attack…”

But Midoriya knew him all too well. “Kurogiri…”

The villain did not move to attack, but neither did he move from their path, keeping them trapped as Mr. Compress’s slow, sarcastic claps forced them to turn back around.

“Ho ho! Well done! There’s no finer pickpocket than one with six arms, I suppose.” Mr. Compress didn’t look all too worried that they were about to make off with the target of the villains’ entire attack. Neither did the scarred villain standing beside him. “Unfortunately for you all, in magic, flaunting a particular object…”

He moved his hands to strip himself of his hat and mask, opening his mouth to reveal two marbles resting on his tongue.

“-is inevitably part of the trick.”

The marbles in Shoji’s hand suddenly popped, releasing nothing but a few shards of Todoroki’s ice.

“We’ll figure this out, and he’ll be fine.”

No… not when they were this close.

Midoriya started to shiver, the cold and his own anxiety overwhelming his senses.

Todoroki and Shoji responded better than he did, taking a threatening step forward while Midoriya couldn’t will his frozen legs to move any further. Surprisingly, Kurogiri didn’t make a move to stop them at all, still floating forebodingly to keep their escape path blocked.

Why… why was he keeping them from running when the villains had won…?

The league stood still as Mr. Compress took the marbles from his mouth, patting them dry with his gloved hands before beginning to pass them over to the villain next to him.

“I believe these are for you-”

A sparkly, blue laser shot out from the edge of the forest, skimming across the small clearing, singeing Mr. Compress’s hand and part of his face. His mask shattered as he violently flinched, his hand seizing up and the marbles flying from his grasp.

The three immediately dived for the shiny marbles still fluttering in the air, refracting the starry night sky against their glass skin.

But Midoriya’s body tensed up without his consent, finally beginning to shut down as he stumbled and lost his footing, falling behind as Shoji and Todoroki reached for their friends without him.

He scrambled back to his feet, desperate to keep himself awake and breathing and pushing forward. He raised his head, watching his friends lunge desperately.

One of Shoji’s hands clasped around one marble.

Todoroki’s hand was closing in on the other one, when the scarred villain from before snatched it out of his reach.

The villain smiled almost sorrowfully, meeting Todoroki’s eyes. He looked down at the marble, and then his grin turned sinister. “Release them, Compress.”

Mr. Compress, still trying to recover from the sudden attack, shifted back into his usual bravado and snapped his fingers.

The marbles popped, Tokoyami landing in Shoji’s arms, and Bakugo’s throat landing in the villain’s hands.

“Bak- Bakugo… His throat… it burns.”

No…

God, please, please no.

Shoji quickly pulled Tokoyami back to relative safety, and just as Todoroki was about to join Midoriya in his frantic surge forward, just as the rest of the surrounding villains were about to join against them, the villain holding Bakugo flexed his fingers threateningly.

“Stop. Unless you want your friend back as nothing but ash…”

 “I-I think there was smoke, but I couldn’t tell if it was from Bakugo’s quirk or…”

Midoriya froze instantly, this time of his own accord. So did Todoroki, and the rest of the villains too, as the battlefield turned to a standstill.

The villain chuckled, eyeing them all with the gaze of a hunting animal, sharp and deadly. Todoroki quickly pushed Midoriya behind him, inching their way back to Shoji and Tokoyami. But Kurogiri still blocked their escape, as did the rest of the villains slowly closing in on their circle.

“Well, you certainly put up a fight, I’ll give you that.” The scarred villain gestured to the huddled group of students before him, like he wasn’t holding their friend one moment away from death. “Too bad for you… it wasn’t enough.”

Midoriya’s heart throbbed painfully in his chest, pushing against his broken ribs like it might burst and land sloppily onto the dirt.

“We’ll figure this out, and he’ll be fine.”

It had to be. He’d done so much tonight. Was it so much to ask that he be rewarded by Bakugo getting to live until tomorrow?

The villain turned to Mr. Compress beside him with an annoyed expression, like it was inconveniencing him to have to kill a child. “You know, we went through all this trouble for this stupid brat, and for what? Another one of Shigaraki’s idiotic, half baked plans?”

Mr. Compress shrugged halfheartedly, like it wasn’t a child they were threatening at all. “I think Shigaraki has great potential as an entertainer. At least let him have his first show.”

Midoriya looked between the two villains, before locking eyes with an equally petrified Bakugo, hiding his fear behind a steeled expression.

What the hell was happening…?

“Killing this kid is pointless…! There’s no impact. I thought you were supposed to be the artsy guy…” The scarred villain sighed, clearly exasperated, yet his grip around Bakugo’s neck remained firm and unwavering. “Shigaraki’s too obsessed with numbers. Yeah, killing the first year who won the Sports Festival sends a message, but not when that kid had to be chained to the podium. God, Shigaraki really had no idea what he was doing with this invasion at all…”

W-What…? There was dissent amongst the league, and even more so, the guy currently threatening Bakugo’s life didn’t really want to take it? He guessed it really wasn’t all that unbelievable; just like Midoriya could see paths where without Gami, or a couple other important people in his life, he might’ve ended up standing on that other side, the same could be said for some of the villains staring back at them. Maybe… maybe he could be reasoned with. He’d done it with Kiyori Ryõyami; it wasn’t impossible. At this point, likely moments away from seeing his own failures come to fruition, he’d take anything.

Midoriya took a hesitant step forward, away from the shelter that his friends provided, but he stopped dead in his tracks as the villain squeezed Bakugo’s neck tight, cutting off his airflow with a sharp gasp.

“Did you forget what we agreed? I thought you were trying to avoid all these people dying?!”

He shuddered, trying to shake Shigaraki’s voice from his head, to free his own throat from Shigaraki’s hands.

“I don’t get you kids either, risking your lives for someone so… unheroic. I mean, when has Bakugo ever cared about comrades, or civilians, or even any of you ?” He shook Bakugo’s neck a little, wringing him out like a thanksgiving bird. “He’s only ever cared about getting to the top, and look where that got him… at the top of our hit list.”

Midoriya would’ve argued against that, but his voice had been stolen from him, leaving him with nothing but shameful, unintended silence.

The villain holding Bakugo, however, reached out with his free hand, pointing a slender finger right at Midoriya.

“But you… I recognize you! You’re one of the brats who took down Stain; you’re the one he called a true hero… aren’t you?” He smiled eerily at him, a new light flashing in his menacing eyes. “Killing you… now that would make an impact.”

Midoriya felt someone grab his arm, feeling Todoroki’s warm left hand quickly yank him back behind him, sandwiching him with Shoji. He stumbled, nearly losing his balance, his limited blood flow sloshing dangerously around his body, but Tokoyami was quick to steady him with a free hand.

The villain laughed at their efforts, quieting down his chuckles into a soft hum of thought.

“But you know… I’m a reasonable guy, and unlike Shigaraki, I like to put a little bit more thought into my goals. So, I’ll make you a deal…”

He pointed again at Midoriya, this time covered by a protective wall of his injured and exhausted classmates.

“You can trade with Bakugo, and I’ll kill you in his place.”

Todoroki wasn’t the only one to cry out, but he certainly was the loudest. “What the hell?!!”

The villain held up a hand in surrender. “I’ll even sweeten the pot: if you choose to trade places, I promise —on behalf of the league— nobody else will die tonight. We’ll just kill you and take our leave.”

Tokoyami looked at Midoriya with a level of concern he’d never seen from him before. “Midori…”

“Of course, you can always choose not to accept, as selfish as that may be…” The villain shrugged impassively. “But I’m not looking to go back to Shigaraki with failure. Someone will die tonight; you just get to pick. So what’ll it be…?”

Midoriya couldn’t breathe. What was going on…?

He couldn’t- it wasn’t even a question. One of them could die, and one of them couldn’t. It was such a no-brainer; it was exactly the out he’d been so desperately praying for. So… why couldn’t he stop shaking? Why couldn’t he pick his feet up off the ground? Why was he stuck so painfully rooted in place as his immortal eyes counted down the seconds until the light left Bakugo’s?

All of a sudden, Bakugo struggled for the first time since being taken hostage. “You stupid idiot!! Don’t-”

He was cut off suddenly, as the hand crushed his throat tighter. “Oh, be quiet, won’t you? I’m tired of hearing your voice…” The villain activated his quirk in his free hand, his fingers lighting with blue flames. “I said I’m a reasonable guy, but you can’t expect my patience to last forever-”

“But when you wake up with 20… no, 30 bodies lying around you, you’ll know it’s all your fault.”

“Fine!!” Midoriya lurched forward as his body finally responded to him. “Fine, I accept!!”

He’d broken away from his friends, standing a step ahead of them, in the middle of the battlefield, one foot in the grave. Nobody reached for him; a very morbid part of him was glad. He didn’t think he’d have the heart to continue if he managed to stop.

He took another step forward, and that was enough for Todoroki to realize he was truly going to allow himself to die. “Izuku… you-”

Midoriya flinched away, before the weak child inside him could be persuaded. “I’m sorry…” He glanced back at Bakugo, but couldn’t meet him in the eye anymore. “What else am I supposed to do…?”

Todoroki fell silent. No one could answer him, and so Midoriya continued.

“Hold on a second.” The villain held out a hand, and Midoriya stopped like he was running on code. His breath hitched in his chest, his heart pounding through his ears. What did he want- “I don't want any funny business, so those gloves of yours… put them on.”

 “If you’re reaching to take those off, then you must not be able to use your quirk with them on.”

The thought honestly hadn’t even crossed his mind; he had really succumbed to letting himself die in Bakugo’s place. But he wasn’t about to jeopardize that now, so he reached slowly for his back pocket, his fingers finding dusty polyester. He’d stuffed them away well; it was a shock he still had them on him with all the running around he’d done. He wasn’t sure if that was a good thing or not.

Midoriya pulled his gloves out of his back pocket. He stood painfully still, trying not to make eye contact with anyone —friend or foe— as he carefully slipped them over his skin.

“Alright, keep walking.”

He did, one floaty step at a time. His mind detached from his body, vision blurring out into unrecognizable shapes and colors as his legs moved for him.

The villain told him to stop, so he did.

The villain told him to turn around, so he did.

The villain told him to put his hands behind his back, so he did.

Midoriya’s wrists were roughly grabbed, held in a tight clasp as his body was yanked closer. He stumbled, gritting his teeth, daring not to make a single sound. For a moment, he stood next to Bakugo, neck still in the villain’s other hand. An awful thought crossed his mind; had he been duped? He was a hero; he’d never go back on his word, but this villain wasn’t held to the same standard. Was he just as stupid of an idiot as Bakugo said he was? Was he going to get them both killed anyway-

The scarred villain shoved Bakugo away unforgivingly, towards the rest of his classmates.

Bakugo snapped back around, ready to make a desperate move, but the villain’s free hand had long made its way to Midoriya’s throat instead.

“If you try to do anything, I’ll kill you. And then, on my way out, I’ll kill as many people as I pass.”

Midoriya tried to breathe, he really did, but the air just didn’t quite make it to his lungs.

The villain laughed from behind him. “A pleasure doing business with you…”

Midoriya’s eyes swept over his friends, and he quickly shut them in response. He couldn’t bear to see their horrified faces, to look them in the eye as they were forced to accept that he’d just traded his life for Bakugo’s, however unknowingly immortal it was. They didn’t know. They didn’t know he wouldn’t really die. But Midoriya couldn’t bring himself to stare at them as the light inevitably left his own eyes. He would never sleep again if he looked, his dreams haunted by a horror only hell itself could cook up.

He resigned himself to die, and to beg on his hands and knees for forgiveness after.

Midoriya kept his eyes welled shut, his body tense as he awaited the cold burn of the villain’s quirk to meet his flesh. His heart rattled like a loose screw as he awaited the horrified screams of his friends to come first, and the pain to follow.

But seconds passed, and his life did not.

The villain holding him hostage started to laugh again, a hollow echo that grew louder with every breath.

“Damn…” He turned to Mr. Compress with a manic smile, almost out of breath. “I’ll be honest, I really didn’t expect Shigaraki’s idiotic plan to actually work…!”

W-What…?

“I told you: he has great potential.” Mr. Compress shrugged, and though his friends could easily see his face without the mask, Midoriya could still hear the grin clear as day. “It had its flaws, but what a great show indeed…!”

What the hell was going on…? He thought they were going to kill him… weren’t they? Wasn’t that the whole goal of this nightmarish attack, to spill somebody’s blood just because they could? To show the world that heroes could no longer protect them, that they could no longer protect even their own students? What was the point of the monologuing? The mocking? They’d won! They had his blood in their hands. Just kill him already and leave and be done!! Just kill him already-

“I guess so…” Midoriya opened his eyes slowly as he felt the villain gradually lean in, his face stopping right by his ear. He flinched violently in morbid anticipation, and then he flinched even worse when hot breath finally tickled his skin. “It really only takes a threat to someone else to get you heroes to do exactly what we want.”

“All I have to do is threaten someone else and I can get you to do whatever I want…”

He’d been hearing Shigaraki’s voice this whole time, haunting echoes in his head he’d been desperately pushing aside to stay strong, to keep his quivers beneath his skin. But he was shaking now, his bones rattling audibly through his ears, despite sinking his teeth into his lip to try and steady himself.

It wasn’t Shigaraki’s voice anymore, no… this villain didn’t have the same raspy hiss through his teeth, or the same punctual bite of uncomfortable truth, or the same casual ooze of danger that had alarm bells screaming in his head. It wasn’t Shigaraki’s voice, but Midoriya could still hear Shigaraki’s words, his motivations, his intent.

“And Sensei would love to finally meet you.”

The pieces clicked like a dissonant chord.

“Well…” The villain behind him gestured his head towards Kurogiri, still floating menacingly across the battlefield. “We best be off now.”

They weren’t going to-

Purple mist swarmed the clearing instantly, swallowing the other villains in a dotted array of vortexes that dispelled as quickly as they came.

Midoriya couldn’t see the portal behind him, but he heard the tell-tale rip in the air and felt the breeze thread wildly through his hair.

“If you warp him while conscious, he could tear the whole bar apart.”

“But I see you have something I want, how thoughtful of you.

“And Sensei would love to finally meet you.”

The villain pulled back on his throat and wrists, and the moment Midoriya took a stumbled step back, his brain finally snapped back to the present.

He thrashed from within his hold, convulsing as his hands turned into claws and his teeth to fangs. He pulled wildly against his own skin, ready to tear it off if it meant managing to get away. His broken arm popped, blood seeping between fragments of bone, ribs scraping against the insides of his chest cavity. His vision blurred; he couldn’t tell if he was crying or not. Blood sputtered from his mouth like a lawn sprinkler as he tried to cry out, but his lungs held no air, and so he couldn’t make a sound.

The villain didn’t expect him to try and fight, but his shock was short lived, and Midoriya felt his grip grow apathetically tight.

Despite Bakugo being closer, it was Todoroki who lurched forwards for him first. “Izuku!!”

The scarred villain dug his nails into Midoriya’s neck in response. “Not a step closer. I’m not above killing him.”

That halted Todoroki for a moment, as well as the rest of his classmates who rushed to support. Bakugo still hadn’t moved, his wide eyes frozen on Midoriya’s rapidly disappearing form.

The threat didn’t stop Midoriya, who’d long resigned to the inconsequence of dying. “He can’t-”

His voice was cut off by a particularly ruthless clamp, and rather than finally admitting the truth of his immortality to his only potential saviors, he coughed up nothing but thick blood instead.

Midoriya knew he was crying now, as he continued to struggle away the last remnants of his fear-born strength, as he watched his friends unable to move closer to rescue him in fear they might kill him instead.

Kurogiri’s fog engulfed him, his limbs and torso restrained with a new force he couldn’t fight against. He tried desperately to keep his head free, tugging hard against the villain’s hand around his neck, but the purple mist still slowly crept up from the corners of his vision. He felt his gaze go out, disassociating from the horrified looks on his friends’ faces and off into the distance. There was another puff of fog, dark and shadowed, devoid of any color, just barely emerging from the forest.

Midoriya yanked violently against the villain’s hold, feeling his nails scrape against his jugular, but the grip loosened ever so slightly.

“GAMI!!”

Gami finally arrived to where he last saw the group of kids land, and was met with his worst fear come to life.

“IZUKU!!”

Any birds that remained close by despite the raging fires quickly scattered as the ghost raced through his successor’s frozen classmates, not even bothering to move around them. Gami dove, reaching his arms out, desperate to grab a hold of his hair, his face, anything he possibly could to tug him back out. He stretched his skeletal hands, unable to look anywhere but Midoriya’s petrified eyes as the last bits of his face sunk into purple fog.

Gami passed right through the portal, scrambling to a stop as he still heard the blazing forest fire around him, his ghostly hands intangibly empty.

He snapped back around not even a millisecond later.

The portal, now nothing more than a small dot floating in the air, closed behind him.

Notes:

And just like that… it's the beginning of the end.

Things have gone terribly, terribly wrong.

Death’s Touch: Anything Midoriya touches starts to decay immediately, regardless of the amount of fingers touching. Midoriya is able to start and stop the decay at will on humans and non living objects, however, he cannot with plant or animal life. Any damage done to living organisms with this power cannot be healed.

Death’s Scythe: Midoriya can summon a scythe to fight with at will. The scythe is the only item that can’t be destroyed by Death’s Touch, and that ability can be shared with the scythe at will, however it can only decay what it cuts. The decay follows the same rules as Death’s Touch.

Immortality: Midoriya is immortal and cannot die, however, he can still get hurt and scarred. This ability doesn’t provide any regeneration, but any wounds that could be detrimental to his job, such as lost limbs and organs, will be healed the next day. Because healing is the antithesis of death, Midoriya is only able to heal through this ability when he is unobserved, even by himself.

All Sight: Midoriya can see visions of people who may die before they are supposed to. These premonitions are bare and don’t provide much information other than the person themselves and their demise, occasionally revealing the setting and cause. The premonitions can come true between an hour after viewing to 3 days later.

Soul Contact: When a person dies, their soul is immediately sent to Midoriya, which he can see and physically touch. When holding a soul, Midoriya can see the most important memories and decisions attached to that soul, and hence that person.

Soul Sorting: Midoriya can decide which part of the afterlife a soul moves on to, being Paradise, Purgatory, and the Underworld. Once Midoriya decides where the soul best fits, it is sent to the being of that respective area. The soul stays in that area forever, the exception being Purgatory, where souls can move again to either Paradise or the Underworld. If rejected, the soul is sent back to him for reevaluation. All souls must be sorted within 24 hours of Midoriya receiving them, with rejected souls resetting their time limits once they get back to him. Failure to sort a soul within its time limit may result in serious unknown punishment.

???: Seemingly at random, the people close to Midoriya can develop an inexplicable hatred for him, or a hatred that will result in his suffering. Affected individuals will seek out Midoriya’s suffering on a physical and/or emotional level, and are usually unaware of their sudden change in attitude. The affected won’t respond to any reasoning about their unnatural hate, and will continue to hate unless broken by an outside reason, usually by breaking a preexisting hate the affected already had before being infected.

Chapter 56: Interlude V: Never Will I Go Sailing

Summary:

A problem has occurred and you have been shut down to prevent damage to your conscience.

CRITICAL_SYSTEM_FAILURE

Initializing conscience for crash dump...
Beginning dump for physical memory.
**Status: GAM_1_MEMORY_LOCK 18%**

Dumping physical memory to conscience...
**Status: GAM_1_MEMORY_LOCK 17%**
**Status: GAM_1_MEMORY_LOCK 15%**
ERROR: Physical dump FAILED with status: 0x00L3T00M300GO
Restarting crash dump...

Dumping physical memory to conscience...
**Status: GAM_1_MEMORY_LOCK 14%**
**Status: GAM_1_MEMORY_LOCK 13%**
**Status: GAM_1_MEMORY_LOCK 11%**
ERROR: Physical dump FAILED with status: 0x00100N33D00TO00L34V3
Restarting crash dump...

Dumping physical memory to conscience...
**Status: GAM_1_MEMORY_LOCK 10%**
ERROR: Physical dump FAILED FAILED FAILED FAILED FAILED FAILED FAILED FAILED FAILED FAILED FAILED FAILED FAILED FAILED FAILED FAILED FAILED FAILED FAILED FAILED FAILED FAILED FAILE-
**you failed**
**both of you**
**how pathetic**
Restart terminated.

Manual dump for physical memory initiated...

Notes:

Trigger Warnings:
-Suicide
-Suicidal ideation
-Descriptions of violence

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

There was a spider on the ceiling.

Kimura wasn’t surprised. It had been there for a while. It’d started making its web in the corner of his space a few days ago. Normally, he would’ve killed it, or at least shooed it away by now. Normally, he’d never stand to see a cobweb in his apartment, just like he’d never stand to see a speck of dust on the counters, or a piece of trash on the floor. He was poor, yes, but he’d refused to be the animal his father thought he was.

At least, that’s what he’d thought before. In truth, he hadn’t ever viewed his dingy apartment as home, so if the spider managed to, then he’d be no better to evict it.

Kimura supposed he understood why the spider might want to stay, even with the trash piling up and the dust coating every surface and the hardwood floors stained red. The air was filled with buzzing flies. Kimura didn’t care enough to try and kill them either, not that he’d ever be able to catch them. But the spider could; he supposed he was glad one of them was getting some use out of the space.

The fly resting on the tip of his knife took off into the stale air, buzzing erratically as it flew an excessive number of loops in an unfathomable myriad of directions, before crashing right into the spider’s web.

The spider above him raced back across the ceiling, delicately climbing back atop its web, even as it shook from the fly’s struggles. It stood by the edge and waited as the fly continued to shake, rattling the web like an elastic cord, until the tremors started to die down and the fly finally gave up fighting.

Kimura watched, his body dotted with holes, as the spider sank its fangs into the fly.

He laid strewn across the hardwood floor of his apartment, limbs outstretched from his rapid convulsing before. He felt no sympathy for the fly, nor anger towards the spider, but in a perfect world, the fly could take an infinite number of bites from the spider and still live, and he only needed two stabs to die.

Kimura wasn’t quite sure how he got here: body riddled with stab wounds, his blood painting the floors and likely dripping into his tea shop below that he’d closed for the indefinite future. There had been a knife sitting on his desk that he’d brought up from the kitchen a while ago. He didn’t know what compelled him to take it with him, so he left it there, hoping to figure out why. It stayed there for days; he didn’t touch it. He should’ve put it back; it didn’t belong up here. But he left it lying there, certain the answer would hit him eventually.

It did. He woke up this morning, walked right over to his desk, picked up the knife, and stabbed himself twice.

His body collapsed immediately with nothing more than a dull thud. Kimura laid there quietly, knife still clutched in his grip, blood oozing lazily from his abdomen, waiting as his breaths grew soft and shallow. He’d waited for over an hour, until he realized that he was still breathing, until he realized that he wasn’t going to stop breathing.

Kimura supposed that was how he got here then. He supposed it all came back to the knife at the end of the day. He hadn’t quite found the answer he was looking for, why it was still with him, why he didn’t let it go once his body crashed to the floor. He needed to know, so he kept going.

His arm raised and fell as many times as he could lift it. At first, he had aim, and his strikes came down ruthlessly, to his lungs which housed his breath, to his wrists which housed his blood, between the ribs that shielded his heart. His lips were forced open, but he made no noise other than the squelches that the knife wrung out of his flesh. The breath he was so desperate to rid himself of remained caught in his throat, taunting him by forcing Kimura’s chest to lurch up in a stagnant cough.

He kept going, and going, and going, as his strength passed but his life did not, and still he kept going anyway.

He lost his aim as he spasmed, finding a target wherever he had the reach to strike. He buried the knife in his chest a couple more times, and when he could no longer raise his arm that high, he settled for the vulnerable flesh of his thigh.

He wasn’t sure how long he laid there, as his brain lost control of his movements and succumbed to repetition. He must’ve hit something particularly vital, as his body shuddered violently and his limbs stiffened, his arm clattering to the floor, knife still in hand.

Kimura guessed he was wrong, as the breath stuck in his throat finally exploded, splattering blood into the air and onto his face, but his lungs still moved.

He laid there, still, save for the persistent slow rise and fall of his chest. His lashes fluttered, coughs still sputtering from his lips, blood and saliva trickling out the gaps of his mouth. He found his answer, even with the knife still stuck in his hand. He found his answer, just as he had every time before.

An unreasonable amount of blood left his body, oozing from his wounds and staining his clothes, his skin, his hair. An unreasonable amount of blood pooled around him, more than any human could afford to lose. An unreasonable amount of blood drained from his veins, until he was more bone than water.

Still, he lived.

Strangely enough, the realization didn’t shock him, not anymore. It had shocked him before; it had shocked him the night he spent at the doctor’s home after his visit to his father. But time and repetition made all things old.

Kimura wasn’t sure how long he spent bleeding out on the floors of his apartment, but if he couldn’t die, then this was the next best thing. He felt so peaceful this close to death, like he was laying next to Chiyōko in the warm sand, listening to the ocean waves crash around them, squinting from the sun in their eyes. He wondered if she was lying next to him during these moments; he didn’t know why else he could possibly feel so calm. He’d never be able to make it to her, but he’d keep trying. He had all the time in the world, and he was content with spending most of it on the edge of their boundary.

“Poor, poor creation. How could you do this to yourself?”

He was at ease before, but the feeling drained out of him faster than his blood could, now empty with disdain.

“Leave me.” He turned his head to the side, away from their downcast gaze. “Your presence upsets me.”

The Above scoffed in dramatic hurt, and The Below piped up in their place. “To speak so inconsiderately, do you not think it pains us to see you like this?”

“You do not care.” Kimura spat, coated in blood and venom. “For once, we concur. Neither do I.”

The air shifted, and Kimura watched the fly’s corpse taunt him from the sweet release of death.

”You truly are pathetic, a worthy representation of mortal failure.” The Between snapped, their presence pushing down on the air just above Kimura’s lungs. Still, even through the wheezing of blood and teeth, he still breathed. “You are weak, to have failed so easily.”

Despite the pain, Kimura couldn’t stop the laugh that hissed through his lips, wet cough and all. “And yet, my weakness halts you more than any strength could.”

The Above dropped their sickly sweet nature, soured like the stench of a carnivorous plant. “You are unworthy of our gift, wretched mistake.”

”Come take it back then…! Relieve me of this curse you bestowed upon me!” He challenged from his powerful place upon the floor, willing his cold limbs with the fire burning zealously in his heart. 

He stared them down, ironing his gaze through their collective eyes. He waited seemingly longer than time could possibly allow, tense silence ringing through the air like the aftermath of war. But he still breathed, his heart still pounded, and he still leaked blood and spite across the hardwood.

The chuckle that followed was both righteous and hollow. “That is what I thought. Even gods must keep their word.” Kimura smirked, flashing his bloodstained teeth. “If I must be stuck here for a hundred years, then you will be stuck with me.”

”Arrogant fool.” The Below seethed. “Do you truly believe you are the first stupid mortal to think they could beat us at our own game?”

”If you won’t allow me death, I will simply cut off my own arms and rot until the end of time. I will not work a second more, not while blood still runs infinitely from my wounds.” Kimura managed to raise the hand still holding the knife, pressing it as hard as he could against his own shoulder. “You lost the moment you stole Chiyōko away from me. Without her, I am nothing but spite and hatred, of which you cannot kill.”

He laid still, mustering his limited strength to push the knife threateningly into his skin, starting to cut through his shirt, when a horrid, dissonant conglomerate of laughter broke the stark silence.

”What a naive little creature you are.” The Above spoke for them all, their eerie smile bleeding into their sharp words. “Go ahead; use that pathetic blade of yours to saw through your own bone. We will watch you scream, and once you finally exhaust yourself of rebellion, we will simply grow them back.” The sound that escaped them couldn’t possibly be laughter, completely void of warmth and humanity. “You are not the first Death to think they could challenge us. We have played this game many, many times.”

The Below moved closer, twisting Kimura’s wrist until he spasmed and dropped the knife by default. “We may be bound by word, but that word binds you all the same. It would be a consideration for us to repair your arms should you cut them off. It is your obligation to work, just as it is ours to keep you alive, as much of a pest as you are. Refuse, and we assure you, there are fates far worse than life.”

Kimura ripped his hand out of the god’s grasp. “There is nothing you haven’t already done that will snuff my hatred into submission. So long as I am stuck here, I will fight you.”

”You are nothing more than a mere speck against the universe.” The Between stated firmly. “Your power means nothing when it is ours to give and take. We will have our obedient worker just as we have before, and once your time is through, we will dispose of you and pick the next unfortunate fool.”

They all leaned in, and Kimura’s weak body could not drag himself away as their voices melded into a collective echo.

”You will never win so long as you live. We break all our toys in the end.”

Kimura tried to retaliate, but nothing more than a spurt of blood left his lips. He coughed pathetically, hate still stained on his face.

“Enough! Give up your miserable attempts to sway me!!”

The hate broke for a moment, replaced with confusion as he looked around to try and place the new voice. The three beings above him did not move as he did, looming over him like the sound hadn’t been there at all.

“You hide the truth like a coward!!”

The world was spinning. Who was there? Who taunted him now? Where were they so he could spite them too? He held plenty of hate to go around. A cowardly hypocrite, to spout obscenities from hiding!!

“Show yourself, you bastard!!”

“I am here!!” Kimura screamed, eyes shut. The gods did not acknowledge him. He opened his eyes. There was nothing —no one— above him anymore. The world was gone, faded into indecipherable colors and shapes. Sound did not exist, and yet he could still feel himself screaming by the vibrations of his throat. Was this death? Then why was he still breathing?

“Kimura!!”

The memory faded, and Gami returned. Except he had not returned to the burning forest where blood had been spilled and things had gone horribly wrong.

He was back in that godforsaken void.

The ghost swirled around, trying to find his bearings within his own mind, though instead met with only shambles of shapes and sounds. He panted like a rabid animal, dripping spit and desperation from his mouth like the angry dog he was. “Dammit, I don’t have time-“

“Oh, shut up, will you?” Kimura emerged from the indistinguishable, amassing Iike a phantom of his own. He looked nothing like his memory counterpart, nothing like the burning defiance of his youth, nothing like the hot vengeance and hatred that had dared to challenge beings he could not comprehend. No, the man that stood before Gami was tired and worn like stained paper, as dead and cold as ocean trenches. He moved like a corpse, and though his chest still rose and fell with signs of life, his eyes were empty of anything salvageable from immortal rot. The only thing that had persisted from 500 years, that could possibly keep his heart beating for all this time, was the infinite expanse of hate that dripped from him like his blood had from those self-inflicted wounds. “The one space I am permitted to call my own and you cannot even give me that…”

“This is my mind; I won’t let you take that from me no matter how you try.” Gami took an aggressive step forward, the fog at his edges flaring uncontrollably. “You complain as if you aren’t the very reason I’m stuck here. You wish me gone and I wish to leave, so the solution is very simple: release me.”

But Kimura only scoffed. “You truly have a terrible inability to take accountability for yourself. Unfortunately for you, I am not the sole reason for your shortcomings.” He approached him in response, gesturing to the wildly flailing of mist trailing off the ghost. “You are incredibly unstable, and then you go and work yourself into a tizzy over the one thing holding this degrading soul together. What did you expect to happen? You cannot fault me for merely being an opportunist.”

Gami grit his teeth, unconsciously replaying his last few moments in the forest, watching himself reach and miss Midoriya over and over, watching his successor’s terrified green eyes disappear into purple fog. And then he realized how much of a mistake that all was, as his hands shook violently, his body shed copiously, and something fundamental within him felt very, very wrong.

He was weak, painfully so. Worse, he was growing weaker by the day, and Kimura was actively taking advantage of that. He couldn’t fight him last time; he’d just fail even more miserably this time.

“You refuse to let me leave? You insist on holding me captive to continue implanting your memories into my head…? Fine .” He craned his head into Kimura’s face with a nasty snarl. “If you insist on showing me, then show me the truth. Show me the awful, deplorable truth you’re so content to hide.”

Kimura did not back away, though his lips remained sealed. But Gami knew he really hit a nerve when his other half didn’t throw a trademark smirk forward, face stuck impassively stoic as his empty eyes bore into him.

“You say we are the same, and yet, you forgot that means I share your guile, your perception, all of your tricks. Did you truly believe I would miss how you’ve only shared memories from your first few decades? You lived for 500 years, and yet all your moments that could possibly garner pathetic sympathies come from only the first twenty?” Gami pushed forward, creeping into Kimura’s space, until he was sure the venom from his breath could reach his other half’s skin. “You cannot fool me; I know there is more. I can feel it in the depths of my mind you hold from me. I can see it on my hands, the slimy, filthy residue you spread to those unfortunate enough to interact with you. So tell me then, what came after ?”

The void of their empty consciousness remained silent, echoes of words and faded memories crumbling like autumn leaves just before the first frost. Kimura did not relent, not even as Gami’s skeletal snapping stayed just hairs away from his face. Gami did not relent either, even as his body continued to fall apart from the loss of his anchor in his raging sea. Neither could hunch over the other, stuck painfully at eye level, forced to stare each other down to their very soul and finding nothing more than a reassembly of the same pieces.

Something changed when Kimura took a breath, keeping his eyes firmly planted on the ghost nonetheless. “Fine. But do not bother crying for mercy when you see what you so desperately wished to observe.”

Immediately, the world started to warp around them, Gami pulling away instinctively to try and gather his bearings as the void began to melt. But Kimura remained, still as ever, even as he too began to be consumed. His body dissolved away into nonsensical shapes and colors, nothing left but his piercing gray eyes that continued to stare Gami down.

“I am a tragedy of living, but even then, my grief is ugly. Remember that you insisted on seeing it.”

Gami unconsciously lurched back for Kimura, but he was completely swept away before he could ever reach him.

Kimura awoke on a luscious futon, draped with a finely woven quilt spun of soft cotton. Beneath the bedding, there were a few tatami mats stacked into neat layers, along with numerous silk cushions underneath and around him. The room he was in was large, unnecessarily so, lined with beautifully stained wooden panels and thin paper windows that blurred him from the outside, only allowing soft sunlight through. The floor that bordered the futon was bamboo mats, and the rest —a few steps in any direction— was the same dark cherry hardwood that accented the walls.

Kimura shuffled slowly from his bed, within his room, in his home. Nothing about his surroundings surprised him, nor elated him even, all dreadfully normal and mundane. The only thing that did surprise him, however, was the fact that he woke up to begin with.

His old body protested every movement as he tried to stand from his futon, saggy, wrinkled skin pulling tightly on his aching joints. The quilt felt as heavy as ten grown men, pushing back harshly against Kimura’s frail wrist as he tried to move it off him. His stick legs lay pinned beneath the fabric, his weak heart beating profusely as he forced himself to sit up at least. He gulped a couple deep breaths as he managed to sit, his thinning hair falling to frame his face, just as white now as it had been 100 years ago.

The time had all passed dreadfully slowly, now —in his final years— more than ever.

Kimura wished he’d been just a bit more insightful in his youth. He could do simple math: this year was his hundredth since first receiving his curse as Death. But his younger self hadn’t thought to record the day, or even the month, of when the old Shinigami had first come to him, to spin false promises through his ears so it could finally move on into the afterlife. Kimura hadn’t understood it then, its desperate desire to leave, but now, after the agonizing crawl of a century, he was more than ready for his turn.

Unfortunately for him —as always— his old mind couldn’t recall when exactly his curse had begun. So, even this close to the end, he was stuck falling into sleep each night and desperately hoping he would not wake up the next morning.

Unfortunately for him —as always— he was wide awake with all the vitality an elder could be spared as the songbirds chirped heartily outside his window.

There was a small, gentle tap on the wooden frame of his closed bedroom door. Kimura was not startled by it; it was a constant of his decades-long daily routine, at the same hour, practically the same minute.

“Apologies if I have disturbed you, Kimura-sama. I have your tea and breakfast.”

Too many words were spoken; Kimura did not make that same mistake himself.

“Enter.”

The door was carefully slid open, revealing a humbly dressed servant kneeling in the doorway. She dared not look him in the eye, keeping her head downcast as she lifted a tray from her lap, delicately sliding it into the room, heedful not to spill or shake any of the contents. Her fingers remained only on the edge of the tray, never once touching even the floor of his bedroom. Once she’d pushed it as far as her arms could reach, she pulled back and bent into a deep bow, her forehead touching the hardwood floor just outside his door frame.

Her voice was soft and resigned, like the whispers of wind between leaves. “Is there anything else I can provide?”

Kimura didn’t even bother looking at her.

“Dismissed.”

She tried to shut the door just as gently as she’d opened it, but Kimura still caught her haste. Regardless, he didn’t care enough to point it out. In fact, he really wanted no other reason for her to stick around any longer than necessary.

His strained hearing still picked out her retreating footsteps, and only when he couldn’t any longer did he finally sigh, making another effort to pull his legs out from under the covers, reaching for his extravagant breakfast.

Despite all the efforts of the gods, Kimura did somehow manage his one dream: an empire in tea and spice distribution. It had taken decades of meticulous planning, of reveling in the brutality his father shamed him for. He allowed himself to be played for a fool, to pretend he was dumb and naive, nothing more than a lucky break to profit from. He learned the secrets of those even stupider than him, those who allowed him to see their methods of success, naively thinking he couldn’t replicate him. And they were right, to a degree. He couldn’t replicate everything he saw; he wasn’t smart enough, nor charismatic enough. And hard work and decent honesty could only take him so far, nowhere near the success he craved. 

But the world of business was already a vile place, and where honor could not take him, cruelty and deceit certainly could.

Kimura amassed business partners foolish enough to think they could best him in their deals, and he spent years siphoning them dry. Those smart enough to refuse him —perhaps arrogantly so— he destroyed from the inside out, hiring spies to start dissent from within, to steal right from under their noses, until his competition tore themselves apart without any more interference. The few that had managed to stay afloat despite his efforts, he callously stole their customers, worked with posts and ports to limit their trade, and if all else failed, he burned them to the ground. No one could ever pin any of the unfortunate coincidences back to him; he made sure of it. His ruthlessness was a silent secret, one his competition was aware of, but no one could prove. And slowly but surely, people stopped trying to topple him, until he was basking in riches and success far beyond what he ever could have imagined from his pathetic beginnings.

He sat on an empire, built on barbarism and apathy, and despite its origins, or even considering them, he felt nothing. Drowning in riches, he felt no pride. Destroying the livelihood of others, he felt no guilt. All the luxuries status could afford him, he felt no joy. Executing his dastardly schemes, he felt no shame.

His father was not alive to condemn him.

His sister was not alive to commend him.

The entire Yūki family had long been dead without him, stolen away from life in a series of tragedies and unfortunate accidents much like his own business model.

After all, he had learned from the best.

He understood it now; how the role of Death truly worked. He’d probably be one of the few that ever would, because he’d become one of the few tainted enough to try and replicate its success. He hated those above him, to the point where the feeling boiled over and became nothing more than a cold simmer, but he could admit they certainly knew what they were doing. Though, he supposed it came with eternities of experience.

The minute that bastard Shinigami had worked its century, the second it tapped out and passed its curse onto Kimura, they stopped at nothing to make sure he was completely and utterly alone.

They took Chiyōko first; that had been unnecessary and needlessly cruel. Kimura was stupid and desperate enough in his past to probably have fallen for their sweetly spoken nothings regardless. But they chose to take Chiyōko without even giving him a chance, and they didn’t stop there. The rest of the Yūki family fell one by one, in strange accidents and illnesses, until he was certain his father’s bloodline only prevailed in his immortal veins.

And then, Hanako stopped talking to him, refusing to acknowledge his presence in the market. He tried confronting her to apologize, afraid he’d done something stupid to offend her, but she cursed him out in the middle of the square. She nearly lunged at him to claw his eyes out, shouting obscenities of his pitiful existence, until some officers dragged him away to end the public disturbance.

The early business partners he held amiable relationships with began to leave him for no discernible reason. His usual customers strayed away, only passing by his shop to send nasty looks through the windows. His other local suppliers refused business with him. No positive reason for existing remained in his life, other than the beings in charge of his very fate, visiting each day and night to murmur pleasant pretenses into his ears and groom menial affection into his skin.

Kimura supposed they did succeed, in some manner at least. He was alone, isolated from love and kindness unless he finally submitted to them. All who did love him were dead, all who could’ve loved him were gone, and all who didn’t hate him learned to. For all intents and purposes, they did break him, and perhaps if he’d been any other of their victims, he would’ve fallen for their scheme without so much as a second thought, nothing left in his life to live for other than the janitorial job they’d assigned to him. But Kimura had always been a man in shambles, and losing Chiyōko had not broken him like they thought it would. Instead, it withered him of humanity, and they failed to realize that in its wake he was nothing but a bottomless pit only hate and spite could try and fill. 

They had turned him into a human with nothing to live for and no way to die, and all that was left now was an inherent, uncontrollable threat.

Kimura carefully set his breakfast tray down on his lap, mindful not to jostle the piping hot tea or the bowl of miso soup off to the side. He reached towards the corner of one of the tatami mats under him, delicately picking up a hair tie left from last night. With nimble, bony fingers, he pulled his thinning hair out of his face and into a loose bun at the back of his neck, hands brushing up against the pendant forever draped around his collar.

At first, the painted stone Chiyōko gave him all those years ago remained on the corner of his desk. Not out of an absence of love by any means, in fact, keeping it there helped remind Kimura of the dream he was striving for, even after she died. But upon her death, moreso upon the discovery that the beings he thought blessed him had orchestrated it, came the possessive desire to always have it with him, to always have a part of her with him. It was a crude solution, and certainly an unequal payment for the wretched fate he doomed her to, but Kimura had the stone fashioned into a pendant, held together though delicately sturdy wiring interwoven with thick twine. It was all he could afford at the time, and it relaxed his ceaseless aching to feel the cold surface of the rock pressed against his sternum.

Of course, by definition, anything that brought him even a sliver of joy was a distraction to his ethereal work, and thus garnered the same treatment as Chiyōko, as his family, as all the things he’d ever learned to love.

By the third or fourth time he was cornered by thieves while outside his home, specifically interested in taking his pendant, Kimura knew it was no coincidence. The pendant was worth nothing monetarily; it only held value to his poor shriveled heart, and there was only one group of beings who cared enough to rob him emotionally. Kimura didn’t really understand how they managed to twist humans in the ways they did, but he supposed if they could kill the people he loved and force the rest to hate him, then compelling a few strangers into theft wasn’t out of the realm of possibility by any means.

So upon that stark realization however many decades ago, he refused to part with the pendant, to be separated with the last shred of the blissfully ignorant past he had left. Most who knew him just considered it his odd entrepreneur quirk; the servants who knew him a bit better found it more than eccentric, but it was never really brought up, and for good measure. He didn’t really enjoy talking about it, and nosy strangers learned that quick.

Kimura sighed, slowly wrapping both hands around the hot cup of tea on his tray. Even just thinking about it made him more depressed than he already was. His life was fucked, and the more he spent it up in his head, the more he found himself preferring to be bleeding out on his floor instead. So he chose to stop thinking, lifting the cup to his lips and letting the steam clear up his thoughts-

Something in his chest stuttered, like a cough caught in his throat that he couldn’t quite get out. Instinctively, his hands grabbed at his chest, trying to relieve the pressure. His whole body felt stuck, only for a moment, and yet simultaneously for an infinity as the world around him began to swell and blur.

He didn’t even process the scalding pain on his legs as his dropped tea spilled all over him, the rest of his breakfast clattering to the floor around him as his body fell back onto his futon like a ragdoll.

 Kimura laid there for what felt like an eternity, trapped in a moment of time as his mind ran while his body did not. He couldn’t feel his lungs moving; he couldn’t feel his heart beating. Was this it? Was this finally it? Then why the hell was he still thinking?!

”You finally reached your century.” The Above’s voice trickled into his hearing like a leaky faucet, unusually dry and stiff. “Pity.”

Kimura couldn’t widen his eyes; his mind was in a place his body was not. But he would’ve if he could.

Finally.

It was finally over.

”At this point, all those we have chosen have their own choice.” The Between spoke next. “Afterlife or further life.”

”What?” Kimura stuttered, and then promptly stuttered again upon hearing his own voice despite his still lips.

The Below interrupted his shock without sympathy. “It is simple. Rest here, and pass this off to the next of our choice. Be free of us, be free of suffering. Receive the eternal stagnation you so desperately crave.”

”Or you can continue to live, and thus continue to work.” The Between finished.

”You could quit at any time; there is no new milestone to reach.” The Above returned to their honeyed sound, patronizing and all. “But just know, should you choose this for yourself, we will not stop. Each and every day will be as they have been: miserable and pathetic.”

Kimura couldn’t process it all. It wasn’t even a choice; why the hell would he continue living when there was no reason to? He’d been waiting for the moment his century was up since it began, and now it was finally here. He could finally be done. He could finally leave.

But a simple question popped into his head, and he couldn’t stop it from escaping him. “Why?”

The Below scoffed, almost smothering a chuckle in its place. “It is just how it is; all those we choose suffer. Without suffering, what reason would they have to do our work over anything else in their small, mortal lives?” They paused nonchalantly, as if their words before were simply fact. “You have simply drawn our ire more than our chosen usually incur. I suppose you can be proud of that, pest.”

Kimura’s lungs held no air, yet he stuttered anyway.

Everything, all the things he’d lost, all the failures he’d been forced to replay in his head over and over for the past 100 years, was always how it was going to be. It was absolute by the cruel, unfathomable hand of fate. It didn’t matter that they already had him hook, line, and sinker as a pathetic, abandoned young man. It never mattered that they had him molded into a submissive, desperate mockery of a human with nothing more than a few honeyed words and a smothered touch. It was never going to matter that they had him just as they wanted him before anyone even had to die. Things were always going to end up like this; he never stood a chance.

He couldn’t tell if his mind wanted to laugh or cry first, but his body remained unresponsive nonetheless.

“What vile things you truly are…” The voice that escaped him was wet and hollow, vision swelled shut as his thoughts finally succumbed to pitiful resignation. “There is nothing that tethers me to life, especially not as long as Chiyōko waits for me in death.”

No one responded.

Instead, The Between spoke anew. “So you choose afterlife then?”

The confirmation nearly left Kimura’s throat, but his skeptical, paranoid mind, grown from the trickery he’d foolishly fallen for, the manipulation he’d painfully learned, the tactics he heartlessly employed, stopped him right in his tracks.

They ignored him. He’d said something —albeit offhandedly— but they’d ignored him. He’d played this game before; it was a trick he used quite often. He knew what happened when it worked.

So he cut off his hasty agreement, and repeated himself just to be sure. “I will reunite with Chiyōko, correct? That is what will happen should I choose to die?”

”You have been so eager to die all his time.” The Above teased, pitched in high mockery. “You finally have the chance, and yet now you hesitate. You really never were anything special.”

But Kimura didn’t bite on their instigations, bristled in cold, harsh realization. “You ignored me. You have always been bound by your word; what you speak is truth. But you refuse to answer.” He snapped towards the other two. “I ask a simple question: will I return to my sister should I choose to die?”

This time, none of them bothered to speak, letting the question dissolve into deafening silence.

”What trickery is this…?! What suffering must you force me through even at the door of death?!” Kimura barked, frantically trying to piece together the clues of terrible tragedy before he could succumb to it once again. They wouldn’t answer; they wouldn’t let themselves be bound by a word of agreement, nor admit the truth of a word of denial. Their silence and misdirection answered in their stead.

His old brain desperately reached far, far back into his memories, to a time before he was acquainted with loss and grief. He’d met the Shinigami before him; he remembered telling Chiyōko about it. How the ghost told him a great tale of the blessings he’d receive —that he now knew were nothing but a beautifully spun web of fibs. He remembered that the reaper didn’t stay long, barely spending the day teaching him before Kimura never saw it again…

He didn’t remember ever handling its soul. He’d always assumed the Shinigami was simply eager to finally move on; after a century of suffering of his own, Kimura could only imagine it was a common feeling amongst Deaths. But if that was the case, then by the nature of the whole arrangement, he should have judged the old reaper’s soul. But he didn’t remember doing so; he never remembered doing so.

What had happened to the Shinigami before him once it had finally been allowed to die…?

The silence turned to stark horror.

What was going to happen to him…?

They read the growing realization on his face. “You complicate things far more than necessary. You are not special, mortal. What comes after is the same for any of our chosen.”

“And yet, you do not intend for me to ever reach the same place as I send the dead.” Kimura shook. “None of the Deaths before ever have, have they?”

Again, only silence responded.

”What did you do to them?! What will you do to me…?!”

And then, The Below snapped.

”Quite frankly, what we did to them was a favor; there is nothing in afterlife for you mangled souls.”

”Your tampering is the reason I am mangled…!”

They ignored his outburst. “Once again, your feeble mind prevents you from understanding. Mortals are not meant to live this long. More so, it is not intended for mortals to attempt terminating themselves over and over —or sustain any fatal injuries for that matter— and still continue to persist. By the very nature of this arrangement, your soul has been unfit for afterlife from the start.”

“Do you not hear yourselves?!” Kimura forced his shaky voice out, hearing his own hyperventilating despite no longer feeling his lungs. “You did this to me! I never chose this! My entire existence has been soiled by you things!”

The Below was about to bite back, but was surprisingly interjected by The Above, dawning a conniving edge to their voice. ”You could have gone quietly into your end, yet instead you chose to burden yourself with knowledge unnecessarily. This suffering is nothing but yours, be proud.” They started to chuckle, a low trickling laughter that grew like a river current until their air was filled with sharp, unintelligible cackling. “You scream and you cry about fairness and blame, but you have forgotten the worst of it.”

Kimura’s panting slowed as The Between jumped in. “I was under the impression we were not intending to bring that up.”

But The Above continued to laugh. “I changed my mind! I want it to know. I want to see the horror on its face as it remembers.”

Slowly, the god turned again, reaching forward and grabbing Kimura harshly by the face, a mockery of the gentle touches that had first ensnared him.

“Do not tell me you have forgotten the deal we made. You traded All Sight for your life five times over…!”

His eyes widened as he tried to yank himself from the hold, but their grip remained firm, forcing him to look at the manic gaze of what he could not comprehend.

”You can still choose to resign here, but then you break your word, and your end will seem like a reward compared to what we will put you through. Or, you choose to continue to try and fulfill your end of the deal, and you are stuck with us for four more centuries, at our mercy to pull apart as we please, if you even make it that long.”

The Above leaned in, as The Between and The Below joined from behind.

”You lose. You never stood a chance.”

He found nothing and sank under the gravity of everything else.

They didn’t laugh, not anymore, but he could still hear the smile in their words, teeth and all. “So what is your choice then?”

Kimura didn’t respond —how could he? What choice was there? He’d suffered for a hundred years; he knew it had morphed him into a wicked person, but was it so wrong to wish the suffering to end regardless? Or was this simply the price of the life he’d fought to live, selfishness and all?

He really wasn’t going to see Chiyōko ever again, was he…?

“Your despondency is deserved, but our patience for you has long run thin. Choose, or you will lose the only choice you have ever had.”

His thoughts spun like circling vultures: the suffering he knew, or the suffering he did not. The suffering he knew, or the suffering he did not; it all seemed so inconsequential, so pointless to choose between the suffering he knew and the suffering he did not when it was all suffering in the end. He almost didn’t care; he almost hung his head and resigned the very first choice he’d ever had in his life back to the fate that had cursed him to begin with.

But some human part of whatever he had become stuttered at the suffering he did not know. What awaited him if he went back on his promise of 500 years was unknown, but it would be the choice of the beings that wanted nothing more than his misery. Whatever it was, whatever it could be —even nonexistence itself— it had to be undoubtedly worse than living, even if miserable and alone. He couldn’t beat them, that much was true, but the suffering he knew hadn’t beaten him yet.

”I will continue.”

If they were surprised, The Above smothered it with mockery. “Is that so? I thought you wanted nothing more than to die. Quite pathetic, truly.”

Kimura had; he’d wanted nothing but death for the last 100 years.

What was 400 more?

“Very well.” The Between interjected before things could escalate further. “We gave you a choice, and so you have decided. But know our words ring true: all that you have known will continue.”

They bore into Kimura, and all he could wonder was if he’d looked this helpless and pathetic after his father had beaten him to death all that time ago. And then they threw him away like they always intended, the suffocating hold on him suddenly gone, like they couldn’t bear to be in his filth any longer. Kimura reeled away like he’d been slapped, crumpled in on himself like discarded trash.

Kimura instinctively looked up like a kenneled dog, tail between his legs, and in the empty gaze of the masters that caged him, he found nothing: not pride, not guilt, not joy, not shame.

“Work, and perhaps we will forget about your pestering for some time.”

And suddenly, Kimura found his mind back with his body, snapped back into place like a rubber band. He gasped at the sensation, hand clutching at the cramp in his chest that almost seemed to linger like a stubborn cough. A moment later, the rest of his sensations returned: the aching in his bones, the rise and fall of his lungs, the scalding tea still on his skin. But now, his mind lagged behind his body, his head slow to process the fate he’d been condemned to.

He didn’t notice the tears until they started to cool his burning skin, slipping down his face and gently falling into his lap.

Kimura sat there, resting his head in his hands, until both his mind and body caught up to his heart.

Gami surfaced with a gasp of his own, spinning disorientedly as he tried to place where he was amongst shapes and sounds. His breathing slowed as he settled back into the void, as his mind filed away that memory separate from his own.

”I think I was around 120 then, I do not remember really. It was one hundred years after the day I started, but I do not remember when that was either; I never bothered to write the date down.” Kimura spoke nonchalantly, shaking his head. “I did not make that mistake again. That day, I carved the date into my hand, so I could at least know when it all would finally be over.”

But Gami couldn’t focus on any of his words, not when older ones still rang in his head. “Wait, wait… they are the ones responsible for Izuku’s curse?”

Kimura merely looked disappointed. “Did you not already realize that? Your boy is not special, none of us were. In fact, quite possibly we are the most misfortuned things to ever exist.”

“But he’s just a child…! They’ve been doing this for years, since before he could even understand why his own parents could possibly hate him! He has never done wrong by them!”

“And you think that matters?” Kimura laughed, a hollow rattle in his chest. “Neither did I, and they still took Chiyōko and everything else away from me.” He settled down, still with a despondent smile. “I was not surprised to learn they chose a child after me, and even less so to see how early they started. They were looking to never have an instance like myself again, but they failed to account that you —my soul without my memories— would choose to stay with him.”

Gami’s shoulders fell, at a loss for words, the emptiness in his chest even more hollow as he poured through his own set of memories.

“The Shinigami before you… it remembered. That was why it was in such a rush to leave, correct? Why would they have me forget then? It seems… counterintuitive.”

Kimura shrugged. “I figure they did not want me warning the next unfortunate fool of what was to come. Like I already said, I was a nuisance they did not wish for again.” He hummed, looking out into the void. “But also, they likely did not want me passing on the inner workings of All Sight.”

“The visions…! You still have them? Then how is it that Izuku does as well…?”

“You ask too many questions.” Still, although begrudgingly, he answered. “I lived for 500 years, did I not? I upheld my end of the deal, thus they had to as well. As for why your boy reaps the benefits of my suffering… that I do not know. Though, seeing as it is still tied to this soul, it’s quite possible you share it with him unknowingly by the nature of your…attachment.”

“I-” The words trailed off as Gami stared down into his empty hands. “So all the issues with Izuku’s visions… that truly has been my fault then… I didn’t know. I didn’t mean to-”

“Oh, stop crying about it; I do not care. I told you from the start; you were the one who refused to believe it.” Kimura shook his head, looking away with disdain. “It is a pity… that my soul managed to turn into something this pathetic.”

“You-”

But Gami was cut off with a dismissive flick of Kimura’s hand, as space once again began to shift and mold around them.

Kimura wasn’t sure how long he’d been awake this time, eyes lidded and dry against the brisk outside air. It would’ve been easy enough to count after the first couple times, but counting seconds upon seconds only served to drive a man insane, so he was content with merely a simple pang of surprise whenever death decided to take him again.

He was tired; he’d been tired for the past 300 years. After his first 100 years, he’d thought maybe there was a way to turn his second or third centuries around. That even him, miserable and alone, could find something, perhaps not to live for, but just to get him through the test of time. But Kimura had been wrong, as always. There had been nothing for him, and back when he used to have the energy, he spent it dragging people down into his suffering with him, simply to selfishly ease the burden of being alone.

But he was tired now, not any less angry or sad, just too tired to bother trying to alleviate it anymore. He was on his fourth century; he was over halfway there. But 200 more years was still a daunting length of time, and the spite fueling him all these years was cold and stale.

He was tired, and so he was content spending his fourth century wasting away lifeless and alone, as far from humanity as his rangy limbs could take him. In the past, that was a lot easier; things were quieter, simpler. Being forgotten was as simple as following the leaves in the wind and drifting off in their wake. But that was 300 years ago, and time had long left him behind, unearthed as forests and mountains turned to cities, and leaves had nowhere left to flutter than to human hands that plucked them out of the sky.

Kimura was lucky though, all things considered. He’d found an abandoned building about a decade back —one he assumed was an old hospital or something of the sort— and despite civilization and change interfering everywhere else, it surprisingly hadn’t touched here yet. Some walls were dusted in spray paint, and some of the immediate entryways still attracted troublesome children and nosy explorers, but deep beneath crumbling stairwells and collapsed floorboards, Kimura found one of the few places left where people would finally leave him alone.

He’d tucked himself down here all those years ago, shielding his body with discarded rubble to at least try and protect himself from the bite of basement drafts. He laid on cold concrete floor, covered in the ratty overcoat he’d managed to save for all these years, and hadn’t moved since.

He never bothered eating, so his consciousness soon fell into a cycle of wake and sleep. He’d pass out from starvation for however long until his immortality kicked in and he was brutally awakened to numbness and pain. And then he’d wait until his immortality ran out, until his body remembered it could no longer stand to be hungry, and his eyes would shut without him. Over and over. Day after day; year upon year. He’d do his job in his brief moments of lucidity, to try and avoid any more incurred suffering, but he bothered with nothing else. There just wasn’t any point.

He still suffered, he always would, but this was a suffering he knew, by his own hand, and that was tolerable.

Kimura laid still behind the rubble that had shielded him for years, now collapsed and crumbled atop him. His body, thin and sickly from malnutrition, twisted around each piece as they’d fallen, avoiding being skewered and pinned to the pavement. Over time, his limbs molded like a stretched out rubber band, gangly and bare like a tree in winter. His face had grown hollowed and pale like a jack-o-lantern left to rot until December, skin saggy and melted on bone. There was almost none of his hair left, frayed and torn away by wind and nesting birds. He’d decayed into nothing more than a cheap Halloween decoration, bought to dress up a lawn the day before and thrown out the next.

Kimura was still lucky, all things considered. The rats that had opportunistically picked off most of his flesh in the beginning still stayed to keep his lonely bones warm. He awoke most of the time to some nestled in the crevices of his remains, just as he did now, as pleasant a welcome back to consciousness as he could ever ask.

Though this time, as his eyes adjusted back to the light seeping in from the cracks in the foundation and his ears tuned back in the ambient noise of settling wood, Kimura could tell almost immediately that something was definitely wrong.

It was quiet, far too quiet for a place that had gone so long undisturbed. To most, the air would seem quiet enough, but Kimura had long memorized certain creaks in the floors above him, the squeaking of the rats burrowed into the holes in the insulation, the birds shuffling from outside through the broken windows. But he couldn’t hear any of that now, the sounds he’d grown accustomed to absent, deafened by something bumbling and foreign.

It was loud, far too loud for a place that held so much simple life. Rotted floors and loose pebbles echoed amongst the building’s long and empty caverns. Soft taps, far too rhythmic to be anything but human, snaked between the cracks in the floors above him down to his lowly ears. And while the rest of the old building’s residents had long retreated in the presence of intruders, Kimura still laid, lifeless as the walls around him.

He hadn’t had visitors in quite some time now; he supposed it was bound eventually. It was probably another group of stupid kids looking to kill a few hours by poking around and breaking shit. He wasn’t sure how much was still intact upstairs, but Kimura hoped they wouldn’t break another window. Even from his lonely place down in the basement, the building had gotten colder the last time that happened, and if he was allowed to wish for anything, his old bones already rattled enough.

Though, as the steps continued, he could distinctly make out only two sets. And as those steps passed above him, he could clearly make out two voices, old and mature. Not children then, but regardless, Kimura slowly shut his eyes, his ears sharply tuned for whenever the two that entered would promptly fuck off.

But they did not fuck off. In fact, the steps grew closer and closer until Kimura recognized the telltale groan of the skewed basement door’s rusty hinges.

“Man, this place really is a piece of shit.” A voice rang out, low, gruff, and male. “Be careful, I wouldn’t put it past one of these steps to give out.”

“Damn, it’s even colder down here than it was up there.” The other voice called out, a bit younger and with more spark. “Let’s hurry this shit up so we can leave.”

Yes, Kimura agreed, settling his head back against the concrete. Even with only one, rotted ear exposed, he could make out each and every word from the two as they slowly and loudly descended into his space.

“Well, the foundation down here is surprisingly stable. I honestly expected worse with how we found things upstairs.” The older voice reached the bottom of the stairs. Kimura could then make out quiet scratching, like a pencil on paper. “The boss will be happy with that.”

The footsteps Kimura tracked to the younger voice intruded further into the basement. “I don’t see any major water damage either. There’s a good chance we won’t have to delay demolition then.”

Kimura’s eyes slowly popped open at that word. Demolition? Well, that was a shame. He supposed he should’ve known he couldn’t stay here forever. The building had served him well; he should be grateful for that. It was going to be a pain finding a new spot, however. There weren’t too many places like this left in Japan anymore.

He guessed he’d just pack himself up and leave once they were gone. Damn, strangely enough, he was going to miss the rats; it was going to be cold as shit out there. He’d gotten used to the little body warmth they shared with his bones.

The voices inches closer, dancing around the pile of rubble that hid his rotting corpse. But he could tell they sounded antsy; they weren’t going to examine every inch of the basement, and certainly not his heap of trash off in the corner. Thank goodness for that; it certainly made Kimura’s life a hell of a lot more simple.

One of them must have kicked a stray piece of rebar, the metallic sound ringing out in the chambers of the basement. Kimura thought all of the rats had long fled the space, but the sudden sound jostled something in the caverns of one of his knees, and a rat that had nestled there popped out, scampering out from the rubble and frantically across the floor.

The two voices cursed in surprise. “Fuck! I knew I was hearing chittering. We’ll have to bring in traps or something.”

“If the building had to have a problem, this is an easy one.” The other edged closer, grabbing something off the ground nearby. “Damn, I guess I should just make sure that thing didn’t have a nest back here.”

The footsteps grew even closer, but Kimura remained still, closing his eyes gently. If the cold hadn’t sent them off by now, it was foolish to hope it suddenly would.

Oh well.

What a shame.

“Just looks like a lot of trash- oh my- fuck!” Whatever the one was using to poke around the rubble dropped to the floor in a clatter. “Oh my god…! Oh fuck!”

“What is it-“ The other joined. “Shit…! Is that a body?”

“No shit…! It looks like it’s been here forever. What do we do? Do we call someone? The police?! Our supervisors?!”

“Fuck, give me a second; I don’t know…!” There was a pause. “Yeah, you get on the phone with one of the supervisors while I call the police. Shit, this is gonna be a mess.”

Yes, Kimura agreed.

What a shame.

His bones cracked and grinded together as he forced his limbs to contort around the debris that had embedded him for years, pulling himself to his feet like a newborn foal. Some of his body didn’t sit right, from an arm that hung lower than his shoulder, to his hollowed out knee that curved inwards, to his head limp against his collar, to his neck bones pushing threateningly against the remnant of his skin. His body could only stand hunched, his sunken face blocked by shadows.

Kimura wasn’t too sure how much of his body he still had left, but he had one eye that could see the terror on their faces, one ear that could hear their horrified screams, and that was enough.

One was already within arms reach, and so Kimura didn’t hesitate to grab some part of his face with a skeletal hand. He tried to pull away, but Kimura’s grip was surprisingly firm, being yanked along with him. And by then, it was too little too late, the man’s screams dying down as his head slowly whittled down into dust.

Kimura let go and the body dropped, still flaking away bit by bit, and only then did the second man start running.

He knew he couldn’t catch him, his own legs too worn to run, so he dived, tackling the other man by his feet and sending them both careening to the floor.

The man struggled frantically, and Kimura did not have the strength to keep him down, losing his grip as he tried to scamper away. But Kimura had already touched him; the damage had already been done.

The other man had managed to make it to the edge of the first stair before he stopped, his screams lingering on for a moment even as his body turned to dust.

And finally, everything was quiet again.

Kimura laid in his new spot on the floor for a moment, his retired lungs suddenly forced into overdrive. He heaved against the concrete until his breaths evened out, slowly pushing himself back to his feet.

There was nothing left of the two, but others would come looking anyway. They always did.

Damn, he really did have to leave such a nice spot.

He got a move on, trudging through the dusty remnants and towards the stairs leading out of the basement.

What a shame.

Gami snapped back into focus with all the grace of broken glass, sharp and disjointed as his body tried to heave air from lungs he didn’t have. He glanced down at his hands; they weren’t his own. He looked back up at his surroundings, finding no basement or rats or bodies. He was back in the void of his own mind; he was himself. He peered back down at his hands.

There was nothing to see, except for the same withered bones he was already used to. So why weren’t they clean? The memory was over; he was himself again. Yet, he could still feel the grains of dust digging into his grooves. Why wasn’t it gone already? Why was it still there?

He hadn’t killed those people. He hadn’t killed them…!

This time, Gami searched with an unusual fervor, darting around the empty space until he found the only other person who filled it. “You!”

Kimura’s stare, however, remained as blank as ever. “I told you not to come to me with the regrets of your decisions. I have enough of my own to carry.”

“You? Regrets? You expect me to believe lies directly to my face?” He snapped with a foreign bitterness, jabbing a skeletal finger into the other’s chest. “Even a blind man could see your indifference towards brazen murder.”

“What do you want me to say?” Kimura sharply slapped Gami’s hand away, but his eyes remained pale and empty. “What is it that you wish for me to tell you so you can leave this to die?”

The ghost scoffed. “What I want you to say?! Why?! Why would you kill those men?! They did nothing to you; in fact, they were only trying to help! What did they do to deserve immediate death?”

“I did not want their help. I wanted to be left alone.” Kimura articulated firmly, the beginnings of an icy bite on his teeth. “In fact, they were not going to help me because they were not going to leave me alone. They were going to do the opposite; they were planning on bringing more people into my space, to me. I am a stain from an ancient past; I do not need to be found. I did not want to be found.”

“And so they deserved to die? Surely in all your centuries of experience, you could’ve found another way?! They were innocent; they had done nothing wrong!”

“Neither had I, until they intruded on my space.”

 Gami lurched exasperatedly, hands curled into claws out of frustration. “How could they have known?!”

“Ignorance is not an excuse, but I digress…” Kimura cocked his head, eyes half lidded and face exhausted. “Tell me then, what else could I have done, if I did not wish to be followed or searched for?”

“You’re despicable.” Gami didn’t hide his disgusted sneer. “To have murder as your first option rather than hiding or leaving.”

Kimura didn’t argue with him, merely turning away with a half-hearted shrug of agreement as the tension simmered down and melted along with the rest of the void.

It was almost that time again. Kimura could tell; the folk around him were getting antsy.

When he first agreed almost 100 years ago to continue working, to avoid whatever morbid punishment he’d receive for breaking his end of the All Sight deal, Kimura hadn’t truly thought the whole thing through. He’d woken up from that out of body visit from the gods still as a frail old man, and while he’d gained one of his few rewards to change his age as he pleased, he was still the head of a massive international corporation. It would be easy enough to tell that such a public figure was still alive, and rather suspicious if he went on living any longer.

So he liquified a chunk of his fortune and faked his death. He had been there when strangers in shallow mourning lowered Kimura Hirotaka into the ground. He didn’t blame them; he wasn’t really sad either. The only people Kimura Hirotaka had meant anything to had long been dead without him, and only his name would be able to join them in rest.

Kimura had given up on rest then, opting to remain as his spry young adult self, and instead started his 400 years of wandering.

He wasn’t quite sure what to do with himself for all that time at first. He could never have a family, or find companionship without it being horribly ripped away from him. Trying his hand at another business felt empty with the riches from his first. Quite frankly, he didn’t want to interact with anyone if he didn’t have to, and that left him with little options.

He started by taking odd jobs. Not for the money of course, but merely to keep himself busy. He did the shit no one wanted to do: collecting garbage, cleaning out sewers, picking up animal remains. And anytime he began to get too well known as the man who’d clean out the bottom of the barrel for scraps, he picked himself up and left, starting all over in a new town. Surprisingly, the routine gave him a lot of motivation. Despite however he was viewed, as a poor fool desperate for cash, or an easy sucker to exploit, no one else would do these jobs but him. Regardless if anyone truly realized it, they relied on him. He was essential; he was important. Without him, who else would clean the scum off the streets?

And that was enough, until it wasn’t.

It had all started late one night, very early on into his second century. Kimura always took the back alleys when he moved around towns and cities; it made it easier to keep a low profile. But he wasn’t the only trash that preferred to drift back where he couldn’t be seen.

He saw a woman, pressed tightly against the brick wall of a building. He saw a man, hovered above her. He’d seen enough.

The next second, the man was on the ground with Kimura straddled over him, one hand crushing his throat into the dirt and the other clamped over his mouth. Dust began to flake, but he held the man still even as he thrashed, cries muffled until his mouth, along with the rest of him, decayed into the wind.

Kimura knelt in the dust for a moment, searching for any regretful feeling inside him. By the time he stood up, the woman had long fled. He too chose to flee that night, afraid that she might tell the police of their encounter. But nothing chased him to the next city over, not authorities, and certainly not guilt. But what had found him instead was a new feeling: a lively, emboldened purpose with all the thrill he supposed the idea of immortality was supposed to give.

He could do something good with the curse that had befallen him. There were many monsters in Japan for people to be scared of, but not him. He didn’t have to be afraid, and someone like him could clear them out one by one, until people forgot that monsters had ever existed in the first place. 

So Kimura began paying a bit closer attention to the gossip and rumors he overheard as he slinked through cities. He used the scraps he’d been earning to buy headline newspapers covering gruesome murders and attacks. He lurked patiently in the darkness that all but evil feared to stand in. And slowly, his clothes gathered more dust while the streets stayed clean.

But the more he killed, the more evil he still saw. Worse, it no longer refrained to acting in darkness alone. The hungry thief that had robbed a cornerstone mid-afternoon for a loaf of bread, Kimura had tracked down and taken care of. The driver who’d run a red light in his automobile during the morning rush, Kimura had made sure he couldn’t drive so recklessly again later that afternoon. The mother who kept leaving her children alone in the park from sunrise to sunset unsupervised and unprotected, Kimura had removed her from the picture. But there were still so many unworthy of the life they had, squandering the normalcy they’d been gifted with. Kimura hadn’t had a choice when he’d fallen into depravity, but them, all of them, had willingly reached for it.

The newspapers stopped covering the attacks he used to find his targets, and instead began to focus on all the strange disappearances, where people just vanished into thin air. The authorities were convinced it was simply just another criminal they’d yet to catch, but all the gossip and rumors Kimura relied on instead shifted his work into the urban legend of the Sandoman: an evil spirit who killed wanderers out at night, leaving nothing but sand and dust behind.

The stories didn’t really bother him; he didn’t care how the public chose to view him. He had to keep going. No one else could do this but him. No one realized how much evil he’d cleansed on his own, how safe he was keeping all of them. He was essential; he was important. Without him, who else would clean the scum off the streets?

Kimura had been jumping from city to city anytime people began getting too anxious from the Sandoman’s presence. He certainly wasn’t looking for a run in with the law, but people began picking up on the disappearances he caused quicker and quicker. And while he had work to do, he wasn’t trying to push his luck. He had all the time in the world to whittle down the evil around him, and if he was the only evil left at the end, then that was a burden he was prepared to shoulder.

He hadn’t been in this city for long, but he already knew he had to leave soon. He couldn’t go fifteen minutes in public without passing hushed whispers about the Sandoman, and the police had been increasing patrols at night. He hadn’t had a close call yet, but it was only a matter of time, and things were surprisingly easier on him the longer the public majority thought of him as an unappeased malicious spirit rather than a human criminal that could be caught.

So Kimura resigned himself to pick up some essentials today and head out the next morning. He preferred traveling at night —he preferred doing most things under the cover of darkness— but it would be far too suspicious for him to try and leave town at night with all the increased guard.

Still, he slinked down alleys just as he preferred, opting to avoid most of the apprehensive crowds on his way. He could still hear the bustling, in and out whenever he passed a pathway back to the main road, but things were quiet and still for the most part. 

Until a small sound echoed from deeper down another alleyway, stopping Kimura in his tracks.

He swiveled on a dime. Had someone found him? Tracked him down somehow? He wasn’t worried; it wasn’t the first time someone had found him suspicious and tried to follow him, but he really didn’t want to do anything drastic in the middle of the day. But the longer he stood and listened, he could pinpoint the sounds of laughter and roughhousing, along with one quiet voice of distress. Kimura’s body moved closer to the noises before he had time to truly think it over, hands inching dangerously out of his pockets.

There stood a group of teenagers, all huddled over a smaller boy laying limply on the ground. Any time he tried to stand, one of the others would kick him back down, and then they’d stand there and laugh.

“Why are you complaining? This is probably the best meal you’ve ever had…!” One of the teens mocked as the boy spat out a mouthful of dirt. “Your harlot sister can’t afford anything else…!”

Kimura had seen enough. “Oi, scram before I get an officer.”

The group turned to him, startled at first, but they quickly eased at his frail stature, slowly ditching the boy to circle around him instead. “Can’t you mind your business? We’re doing the world a service; he doesn’t deserve to be anywhere but the dirt.”

Another one stepped closer. “We’ll give you the chance to turn around and forget you even saw anything. Unless you’d rather join him on the ground.”

“It would be a shame to make your poor granddaughter cry over your stupid decision.” Another hunched himself over, pretending to move like an elder. “Oh, her poor ojiisan got the shit kicked out of him cause he was too senile to know where not to stick his nose!”

The rest of the teenagers laughed, glinting their teeth like a pack of sharks. Kimura remained still.

“Scram.”

Their laughter died down, replaced by perplexity spread amongst their faces. Their carefree attitudes hardened as one nodded to another and that teen took a threatening step closer.

That was all it took for Kimura to strike first, rushing forward and slamming the kid against the ground. His movements held no hesitation as he raised one leg up, smashing his foot into the boy’s face. A sickening crack rang out in the silent alley, but Kimura didn’t stop, swinging his other leg into his head and sending the boy careening into the side of a building. He slumped unmoving in the dirt, head caved in a way impossible for anyone to survive.

The rest of the teenagers looked on in horror, but they’d long foregone their chance to run.

Kimura ran at the next closest one, curling a hand around his arm and digging in his fingers. He lobbed this kid into another that was trying to run away, shaking off the dust that started to accumulate in place of his skin. He reached out for the last teen, abandoning his friends for the exit of the alley, and brushed his back with his fingertips before stomping the backs of his legs. Kimura wrapped his other hand around the back of his head to speed up the process, turning back to the two left once he was sure this one couldn’t get away.

The last conscious teen struggled frantically to free himself from underneath his decaying friend’s body, shrieking pathetically as Kimura approached. He stepped on the boy’s hand as the weight from the body dissipated, holding him still as he pressed his fingers into his face until he stopped moving.

Kimura finally rose to his feet, clapping his hands of the dust he’d now accumulated in the alley. The only one he hadn’t decayed had been the first kid he kicked against the wall, so he moved to finish the job, looking towards the small boy he’d intervened for.

The boy locked wide eyes with him, before scrambling to his feet and sprinting out of the alley, towards the main street.

Shit…

Kimura touched the last kid’s body, making sure the evidence of his altercation was swiftly dispatched into the wind, before chasing after the boy. Even if he was planning on leaving tomorrow morning, this was an issue. He’d get through the night regardless of if the boy ratted on him, but it’d be significantly more difficult if he had half the police force looking for him. Things got messy enough as is; he’d rather not have to spill any more dust.

He cursed under his breath, watching over his shoulder to make sure no one else saw him leave the scene. He slinked out into the crowd slowly and nonchalantly, keeping his head down, but his eyes sharp, weaving around passerby as he followed the trail of people pushed aside by his frantic escapee.

The masses thinned as he approached a curb, finding the small boy tugging hysterically on a woman. The boy’s head snapped towards him in a panic, causing the older girl to cease her attempts to shake him off and turn her head in response.

Kimura got a good look at her: minimal clothing, overdone makeup, sultry eyes. That was all he needed to see. His lip curled in recoil.

A harlot indeed. Disgusting.

“Nee-chan, please. Please, we need to go…!” The boy continued pulling on her hand. “He- he-”

Kimura took a step towards them both, and the girl snapped into overdrive, grabbing her younger brother’s arm tightly and retreating them both into the crowd once more.

Kimura scoffed through grit teeth. Dammit, this had devolved into more trouble than he was expecting, in the height of the day too. But someone like her… she wouldn’t go to the police. She knew better; they wouldn’t be of any help to things like her, him chasing or otherwise.

He continued his pursuit, slow and stalking, always keeping either of them or their trail in sight. Surrounding people were starting to take note of the two runners now, but turned away quickly upon noting the girl’s appearance. Kimura simply kept his head down; no one would care for a mangy thing like him so long as he kept to himself. He effortlessly eased through the same crowds of suspicious eyes, invisible like discarded trash.

The girl pulled them both down a side street in a last ditch attempt to shake him. Kimura quickly turned down a different street, slinking through a set of alleys he knew like the back of his hand.

He was waiting for them as they turned the bend, cornered and alone where no one would come for them.

She frantically pushed the boy behind her as they took meek steps back. Kimura followed calmly. He could see them both better now. The girl couldn’t be that much older than him, currently with the appearance of his young adult self despite his immortal age. And under her painted face, he could pick out the stains and wear of the streets, scars and marks Kimura knew all too well. And the boy… he looked a good decade or so younger, quivering in fear behind her, clutching her like she was all he knew in the world.

“Please, please don’t hurt us.” She begged to him, voice docile and desperate. “I’m sorry for whatever my little brother did, but I know he didn’t mean it. Please, I’ll do whatever you wish, just please leave him alone.”

“You are abhorrent.” Kimura scowled, yet his eyes lacked rage or even the disgust in his heart. “You have no place in this world. A selfish thing for you to try and take up space anyway.”

Surprisingly, she didn’t seem offended by his insults, merely resigned, the tired wrinkles around her eyes more prominent than before. “I know… but him-” she glanced at her brother behind her- “I’d give anything for him, even if I have to drag myself through the dirt.”

Kimura felt something in him jostle, like a screw finally falling out of his old machine, clattering against the rust seeped under his skin. He didn’t like it.

Fix it. Fix it.

Put it back.

The girl must have seen the screw reflect in his eyes, because she latched onto it like the light at the end of a tunnel.

“You understand… I know you do.” She took a brazen, emotional step forward, still with her arm stretched out behind her. “I just want him to have a good life, mine is just a means to get him there.”

The air smelled like saltwater. They were miles away from the shore.

“Some people… aren’t meant to amount to anything, but…  I think that's okay. All I need is to know I’ve done everything I could with my life to make sure my brother enjoys his. That’s enough for me, even if I’m not there to see it.”

“Nee-chan, no!” The younger boy suddenly grabbed onto her arm, trying to pull her back. “I don’t want to be happy if I don’t have you!”

She tilted her head to look at him fondly.

Kimura couldn’t escape how familiar it all was.

Put it back. Put it back!

“I love you so much.” She wiped her thumb across his cheek, just under his eye. “I know it’s hard to understand now, but you’ll find that person one day. Someone you love so much that you could do anything and still forget how much you hate yourself.”

She kissed him on the forehead, brushing Chiyōko’s hair out of her face.

The screw was gone.

Kimura snapped forward, pinning her to the ground, hands wrapped around her throat before he’d even realized he’d moved. He looked dead into her eyes, wide and red as her lips sputtered for air, struggling instinctively against him to no avail.

“If I understand, then you must know what I give you now is a mercy you don’t deserve.”

He stared down at her and found himself, unworthy and tainted. And as the light left her eyes, he squeezed tighter, desperately wishing it was his own throat he was crushing.

She was lucky. After everything disgusting she did with her life, at least it got to end.

“NO!” Something grabbed onto the back of his coat. “S-Stop! Please! Let her go! Don’t hurt nee-chan! PLEASE!!”

Kimura reached out for the other thing. He just wanted it to be quiet again. There were too many thoughts in his head now that the screw was gone. The machine was broken.

He heaved, until the only sound in the alley was his heavy breaths.

Everything was red: the dirt, the walls, his hands, his clothes. They laid there, together but just out of reach. They would never close the distance.

Kimura would never reach Chiyōko either, even if he clawed his way through all the dirt above her grave.

He felt himself trembling. More things were falling apart. There was no fixing it anymore.

He had found himself and his sister again, and he’d ruined everything for them.

Kimura sobbed the anger of a hundred years.

The machine was gone. All that was left was him.

Gami didn’t quite realize when the memory had ended, when he found himself out of that alley and back in his own mind. The trembles had followed him, however, running through his bony hands as his body caught up to speed.

“For once, you surprise me.” Kimura approached. “I expected to hear much more of your pointless petulance. Surely the revelation of my worst actions does not shock you, with how insistent you have been about my nature.”

“How many…? Do you even know?” Gami whispered, afraid someone could overhear them in their own space. “How many undeserving people paid the price of your grief and anger?”

“Far too many to atone for, though I still spent centuries trying.” He could no longer look him in the eyes, turning away from the shame and disgust. “It is in the past now; I cannot be bothered to care anymore.”

“You can’t be bothered …?!” Gami spat with a shudder, shaking of his own accord now. “How… how could I have possibly stemmed from something like you? I don’t understand…”

Kimura didn’t bother answering such a pointless question.

“The Sandoman… that’s supposed to be just some bedside story for parents to tell their children: a spirit that whisks children away to eternal sleep if they stay up too late. It’s not supposed to be anything more; it’s not supposed to be soaked in 100 years worth of blood.” The ghost mumbled, holding not disbelief, but rather some desperation of hope.

“All legends are based in some truth,” Kimura sighed in disappointment, “and sometimes those truths are a shameful history people would rather ignore.”

They stayed quiet for some time. 

“Are you satisfied now?”

Gami glanced back at him. “What…?”

The small, defeated whisper in his other half’s voice did not deter Kimura.

“After all your insisting, you were right about everything I was: the horrid, detestable thing bleeding into you the further you remember. Does it satisfy you to know, to be correct?” He gestured at himself. “You cultivated in my absence, but we are still the same. You have been right about me, but you have been oh, so wrong about yourself.”

“I am nothing like you .”

“But you are me…! Just as I am so unfortunately you. Do you not remember what you were about to do for your boy?”

“That was different…! I was protecting him!” Gami tried to justify. “Muscular was going to kill him!”

“So it felt right, is what you mean? That is how it starts.” Kimura mocked with a bitter scoff. “You think it is so difficult to turn out as I did, when really, the mind finds violence a very simple choice.”

“That’s not the same and you know it. What you have done is heartless.”

The void started to bleed again, and Kimura melted along with all the grief, sorrow, and anger.

“Live long enough and all your organs rot eventually.”

Kimura had cut his hair.

A guilt-stricken, spontaneous decision on his knees in that alleyway, filled with repulsion for his very existence, he hadn’t known how else to hurt himself. He could’ve destroyed Chiyōko’s stone —that surely would have caused him equivalent pain to all the lives he’d taken— but in the end, he was still undeniably selfish, and even the thought sickened him beyond what he knew he could withstand.

So he chopped his long, white locks off, hacked them away with a shard of bloodstained glass he’d found amongst the carnage. Even after his family’s demise all that time ago, he’d still foolishly attempted to grow his hair out to the regality of his father. But he didn’t deserve such a chance anymore, not soaked in a hundred years worth of blood. 

This was his punishment. Perhaps it was narcissistic, to believe he could hurt himself unbiased, but he did sob harder as his hair fluttered to the floor, and that was proof enough.

Since then, Kimura could only find the energy to wander aimlessly, drifting from town to town. He wasn’t quite sure what he was looking for; something in his heart was convinced he was searching for redemption. It was a naive thought, one he thought he’d long been rid of in the wake of all his suffering and tragedy.

It had only been a couple of years after whispers of The Sandoman died down in place of something new: a baby born with all the radiance of the sun, a supernatural phenomenon most perceived as a gift from god. Kimura was the only one who knew just how incorrect that notion was; there was certainly no god benign enough to bestow gifts in this universe.

But the baby was not the last, as more years followed and more individuals began awakening strange powers. Kimura had never met such a person, most seemingly content with hiding their abilities from sight. He could understand, after all, he was more than content wasting away into the unknown himself.

Perhaps that was what he was unconsciously searching for: another like him despite the fact he predated them all.

Kimura’s wanderings this time had led him to a seaside town, drawn in by the nostalgic smell of the ocean. He’d spent most of the morning dangling his legs off the pier, soaking in the glistening sun on his pale skin and the salty breeze threading through his choppy hair. But he couldn't quite enjoy the shore anymore without Chiyōko, and in a fit of self-loathing, he retreated back into the damp, musky alleys that housed disgusting things like him.

Surrounded by trash and resentment, Kimura couldn’t imagine anywhere else he belonged: miserable and alone.

“Oi, what do we have here…?”

Kimura hadn’t been surprised by the presence of the four burly men now approaching him. They weren’t quite secretive entering the alley in the first place, but he had naively hoped they’d mistake him for some homeless drunk and simply pass him by.

He should’ve known by now that fate did not make exceptions for him.

Kimura took a dismissive step away, keeping one eye trained on the group as he made careful effort not to turn his back completely. He ignored their prompting, oozing disinterest in an effort to convince them to pass him up and leave him be.

The air shifted as their steps quickened instead, and Kimura sharply turned back to them, no longer content with leaving them out of his complete focus.

“I have nothing of value to offer you.” Kimura gestured at the rags that adorned him, the dirt across his skin, the mat in his hair.

He ignored the gentle push from the remnants of his wealth in his breast pocket, as well as the cold touch of Chiyōko’s stone against his neck.

The men looked between each other. “Talkin’ like that… we ain't exactly convinced.”

Kimura’s eyes narrowed as the group nasally chortled at their own brilliance, slowly bringing out his hands from his pockets. It had been a while since the gods had last sent thieves for him, intent on taking away the last thing he still held attachment to: Chiyōko’s stone. He hadn’t encountered any during the last century while he was occupied committing serial murder. He supposed in some sick way, the gods were happy to see he was tearing himself apart all on his own, but now that he’d moved on from those pitiful depths, he guessed it was time to return to this same song and dance all over again.

He’d rather not have to kill them, still queasy from the remnants of his final murders as The Sandoman. He’d rather not go back to the blood and dust, perhaps because of some shreds of humanity, perhaps because of convenient indifference. He was not noble and he was certainly not redeemed from that nearby past.

But Kimura could not find further words to convince the men as they approached closer. His mind was firmly latched onto the violence he held at his fingertips. It would be so easy for him to be rid of them and continue on with this empty century, and truly Kimura knew he had not grown any farther from the brutish son his father proclaimed of him.

“Now, now… why don’t we all pause for a moment?”

A new voice emerged, halting the group’s eager approach. The men grumbled in quiet disappointment, but nonetheless parted for a new intruder: a well-built, hefty man, though sharply dressed and free of wrinkles or dirt, piercing yellow eyes boxed by a square face and pale skin. Short, white hair of his own draped over his forehead and behind his ears, tussling gently in the wind, though he couldn’t possibly be older than forty.

He wore a big smile that didn’t quite reach his eyes, with all the falseness and alarm of a predator.

“I apologize for the brashness of my men,” the strange man began, his voice honeyed and slow. “They can get a little… overeager sometimes.”

The four men behind him stiffened, and Kimura did not miss their shared glance of momentary fear.

The newcomer threw a casually dismissive wave behind him. “But that's besides the point… really, I’m so glad to have finally found you. You don’t know how long I’ve been looking for you-”

His relaxed, corporate smile suddenly perked up by the edges, until Kimura swore he could see fangs poking through his lips.

“Sandoman.”

Kimura thought he’d forgotten what surprise felt like, until something squeezed his heart so tight that his next breath got caught in his throat.

On the outside, he merely narrowed his eyes, refusing to keep them anywhere else anymore other than meticulously trained on the newcomer. “I am afraid I do not know what you are referring to.”

“These games are fun, but let’s not play them.” The man eased his grin back down. “But… it would be rather rude of me to continue our conversation without introducing myself in return, so… please allow me.”

He placed a hand gently over his heart, tilting his head to stare through Kimura with empty formality.

“You may call me All For One.”

Deep in the man’s —All For One’s— eyes, Kimura could see the ocean of intrigue that swirled beneath. And suddenly, the alley felt far too small for them both, silent threats on a hair trigger.

There were only a few ways this could possibly play out now, and Kimura despised all of them.

He chose the one where he dropped his hands back at his sides, but kept them outside his pockets. “What is it that you have sought me out for then?”

The excitement returned, like a hound ready to hunt. Kimura was no rabbit, but he decidedly did not like the glint in his teeth regardless. “Japan is changing… evolving into a new era, something the world has never seen before; I’m sure you’re aware. These people need someone to guide them, lead them, through the unknown.”

“And you are proposing yourself, I presume?”

“Why, of course.” All For One chuckled. “The weak need someone strong to follow.”

Kimura narrowed his eyes suspiciously. “And surely you are not egotistical enough to believe you are and will be the only one of strength they shall follow. What then?”

“Why do you think I’m here?” All For One raised both arms out theatrically. “Any competent ruler knows to rid themselves of opposition early. But too many choose violence too soon. Power is valuable just as it is threatening… so I come with a proposition.”

The man took a bold step forward, extending out an open handshake.

“I know of your strength, and under my growing organization, I see nothing but a promising future. Join me… and prosper.”

Surprisingly, Kimura found himself hesitating, not because he was truly torn, but because his instincts had long identified this man as a threat. And the longer All For One stood, left hanging, without even a shred of outward disappointment, the more his hairs naturally stood up on end.

Perhaps if All For One had found him a century earlier, while his mind was still consumed by rage and judgement, Kimura would’ve been more open to the offer. 

A shame. He still had three hundred more years to go, and he was already so, so tired.

“Like I have already said, I think you have the wrong person.” Kimura stood up straight, his crumbling spine cracking to its full height. “Do not mistake my intentions; I have no interest in returning to that old life. I have no qualms against you, but you will not find what you seek here.”

All For One finally lowered his hand, but his smile did not drop.

“I see… well, I can’t say I’m not a little disappointed.” The man sighed. “If it were anyone else, I guess the conversation would end here, but I’m sure you must know you’re quite… different from anyone else.”

All For One reached into the pocket of his suit and Kimura instinctively tensed, only for him to merely pull out a scrap of worn paper, one gentle breeze away from crumbling into dust.

He’d gotten so close over their talk that Kimura could easily read the big, bold header on the clipping.

‘Beware The Sandoman: 7 more among rising disappearances in Naramachi and neighboring districts.’

“This article is over 60 years old, long before the glowing baby, or any individuals with what they are now calling… quirks. And yet, you don't possibly look a day over 25. It’s fascinating… what you are, what you’re capable of, it’s something else entirely.”

Kimura couldn’t tear his eyes off the newspaper clipping.

All For One knew far too much to be the simple, persistent headache Kimura wanted him to be.

“I’m sure you can understand how much of a waste it would be for me to lose out on something special like you.”

Whoever this man was… he was a threat to the quiet existence Kimura wanted to taper off into.

“Well, I am sorry to disappoint, but I have always been a waste, both then and now.” Like the paper, things would be so much easier if Kimura too could crumble away just as effortlessly. “The rest of the world has moved on from the legend of The Sandoman; it is time that you do as well.”

The alley drifted off into dangerous silence for a split second.

“Very well then, I can take a hint. Perhaps I have overstayed my welcome.”

All For One stepped back, creating distance once again between them. Carefully, he slipped the article back into his pocket, tucking it away gently.

Kimura had forgotten about the four men from before, having quieted into the background upon the arrival of their leader. But he remembered them now, as they snapped from their lazy leans against the alley walls and sharply lurched at All For One.

“What?! We ain’t gonna rob him?! He’s got somethin’ on him, I swear-”

None of them got to finish as thin, black tendrils lined with sparking red cracks erupted from All For One’s back, dancing through the air like lightning until they found placement in each of the four men.

The bodies twitched on their skewers, trembling with phantom life, until All For One retracted the strange spines and unceremoniously dropped their corpses to the ground.

“Still… I’ll give you time to think it over.”

All For One turned his back to Kimura and calmly walked out from the alley, disappearing from this set of shadows into another.

Kimura, whose hands had long formed instinctual claws, fingers piped with decay, took many moments until his brain was finally convinced that All For One had left for good. He relaxed, arms once again falling to his sides, and took a good look at the collateral around him.

Blood was starting to soak deep into the dirt. What a mess…

He sighed, stepping away from the bodies and closer to the other end of the alleyway, ears still on high alert for any sudden or subtle noises.

His gut was keen to tell him, especially after that display, that All For One was not going to be content with allowing him to disappear as he wanted. Now that he’d found him, All For One surely wasn’t going to take the hint and leave him be. Not with all that intrigue Kimura had caught in his eyes.

The whole thing was so unfortunate; getting wrapped up in whatever All For One had planned seemed exhausting.

Well, he should at least get a move on. Kimura wanted the world to forget about The Sandoman; it would do him no good if he got caught with these bodies around, and he wasn’t exactly ecstatic to get his hands dirty all over again.

Perhaps, with enough sympathies from the universe, All For One would forget about The Sandoman too.

Gami snapped back into place as the memory concluded, and this time, Kimura waited lazily for him, though with an unusually pensive, scrunched look on his face.

“I will admit, I never really went out of my way to challenge All For One. I was no idiot; his lust for power and control was as obvious as they come. But while I had long been through with that life, I had no plans to play a hero of any kind.” Kimura scraped at his face with his long nails, and Gami almost thought he might have looked disgusted —disturbed even— with something other than himself. “Perhaps in my indifference, I did make a choice against him, but regardless of any choice I made, nothing would have stopped him from pursuing the enigma that I was.”

If Gami bothered to notice, he might’ve caught the unusually human look on Kimura’s normally apathetic face, but he was too caught up by the one word he couldn’t get out of his head. “Wait… wait, you knew All For One?”

“Unfortunately.” His other half sagged. “I wanted nothing more than to be left to wither away, but it was foolish of me to hope that his intrigue would not grow to obsession. Despite my best efforts to avoid him, we encountered each other fairly often that century.” Kimura’s grimace suddenly morphed into a scowl. “Bastard could not take a hint.”

For a quick moment, something in the void changed. The air sparked like a loose wire,  crackling with energy, yet thick and full like smoke. Gami could feel it all around him, wading through the heaviness like an anchor. His body was solid; his form was strong. His soul felt tangible; he could feel it in his hands, the same feeling he held standing over Muscular.

But the sensation was gone just as quickly as it came, Kimura rubbing away the ire and growing wrinkles in his forehead with a disappointed huff.

“It was only a matter of time before things culminated. Thankfully, we only physically fought once; we both found out quickly enough it would get neither of us anywhere but far too visible in the public eye…” Kimura looked down at his hands solemnly, and Gami could spot all of the tiny scars peppered across his fingers from over the years, including one massive slash that cut through the palm of his hand, right through the end date he’d carved into his skin after his first century. “I never saw All For One again after that; I suppose in some ways we both scared each other off. But… I did go a long way to hide myself, to avoid that exact instance ever again. Perhaps All For One finally understood that for himself, and allowed himself to fade into obscurity just as things like us should.”

“You-” The missing pieces finally clicked into place. “You’re the reason he knows… about us, about Izuku.”

Any sincerity that remained, whether Kimura offered it consciously or not, quickly disappeared. “Ah yes, of course, yet another thing for you to blame me for-”

“No, no you don’t understand…! All For One is still alive in this time period. He… he never forgot about you, or The Sandoman…!” Gami dug his bony fingers into his cloak, fog starting to seep through.

Other than a small bout of surprise, Kimura did not seem to share the same epiphany. “Is he? I guess I cannot say I am surprised; my cursed immortality always did seem to intrigue him the most. A man obsessed enough as him would find a way to recreate it, if anyone.”

“When you finally retired, you passed on the abilities he associated with The Sandoman to our successor… to a child. And when Izuku decided to pursue heroism with them, he unknowingly exposed them back into the public eye. All For One merely needed to know what to search for… because you showed him!!”

“Oh, fuck off. So now it is my fault for the evolution of actions from an individual I could not control…? How the hell was I supposed to know the outcomes of choices however many centuries later?” Kimura scoffed, venom between his teeth. “If anything, it is your own boy’s fault; he made his own choices with those cursed abilities, he can deal with the consequences-”

“You bastard!!”

Gami snarled, pouncing forward to grab his other half by the collar. And with a dangerously sharp set of claws, Kimura was hoisted up and off his feet, nose to nose with the seething specter above him

“The consequences ?!! All For One took him!!” The ghost cried, smoking copiously rolling off his form, limbs shaking violently under his own instability. “He’s been targeting Izuku all this time and now my boy is gone , all because he was unfortunate enough to inherit the enemies of a coward who was too selfish to think about anyone but himself!”

Kimura reached out, wrapping his hands tightly around the skeletal arms holding him up.

“I am no hero; I never was. Perhaps this current time has conditioned you to think so about all who have power, but I have never tried to sell myself as anything but a miserable old fool who wanted nothing of what he was given.”

Gami threw Kimura harshly to the ground. Kimura slowly rose to his feet and brushed himself off, watching his other half fall from his manic high to a swollen void of sorrow.

Gami placed his head in his hands. Before, he had not known what it felt like to cry, but Kimura’s memories had taught him yet another thing as his soul wept an unrecoverable pain.

There were no more memories to sweep them away, both left to soak in the realities of their misfortunes. The void held no new colors, no new shapes, no new revelations to save them from the final conclusions. At one point, Gami had wanted nothing more than to know just who he’d been before; now, standing in front of that man, he’d never wished to be so far away.

With all 500 years of memories returned, Kimura was full, and Gami had never felt so empty.

“I… I don’t understand what you want.” Even in the depths of their mind, the ghost could feel his body growing weaker. Kimura’s presence was finally complete and far too overwhelming to resist; his own existence was starting to drift away. “You’ve shown me everything. Those memories that allowed your existence to return, that are actively withering me away, none are missing; there’s nothing stopping you from uprooting my life as your own. And yet, from those same memories, it doesn’t seem like you want to live anymore.”

It was Kimura’s turn to stare down at him from above, Gami having sunk to his knees in the wake of his own weakness and pain.

“You are correct. I do not want to live anymore. My life was five hundred years of suffering, and nothing in this world awaits me anymore.” He spoke with the calmness of a man on his deathbed. “But… with control over this soul once more, it is time to finally end its existence, and pass on.”

“What?!” Gami stumbled, his hands reaching out to support himself against the ground. “Y-You can’t!! I’m still here! There are so many things I’ve yet to do or see! And I can’t leave Izuku behind!! All For One still has him; he’s waiting for help! I promised him that everything would be alright. I’m not ready!!”

Kimura merely stepped back from his desperate plea. “Unfortunately, I do not care. I have done my time, and I am ready for things to finally end.”

“That’s bullshit! If you really didn’t want to exist anymore, then you wouldn’t have fought so hard to strip me of mine! You would’ve let me have this life, instead of destroying me just to throw it away!”

Gami heaved from his sullied place on the ground. He couldn’t go yet! He didn’t want to. All he’d ever wanted from his own humble existence was to stay with Midoriya, to see him grow up, to watch him succeed. That was all he ever wanted, and now it was being taken away…

“You lost the moment you stole Chiyoko away from me.”

His eyes widened in realization.

“Chiyōko… you’re trying to reunite with her…” His shock was quick to turn to outrage. “They told you after your first century that you wouldn’t pass on to the afterlife; what makes you think that’s going to change now?!”

Something in Kimura’s eyes shifted, a defeated resignation momentarily rising to the surface. “I suppose that is true; they did all but tell me that I would never end up with her. But I served my 500 years. I upheld my end of the deal. There is nothing more they can punish me for. I have nothing to lose.”

“I do!! I have everything to lose!!” Gami clutched at his chest, hands ripping through the fog of his robe. “Please, you can’t do this. I exist too…! What if I want to live?!”

“You are nothing but a warped version of me that could not exist without myself anyway.” Kimura stated coldly. “You were just a placeholder that grew roots; you were always meant to disappear.” 

“I don’t want to disappear!!” Something between a wail and a scream escaped him, broken like the pitch of his voice, a crack in the careful armor he’d built around him. “You had your time, five hundred years of it! And I’m sorry that you lost the one person you truly loved; I’m sorry they took her just to hurt you… but she’s gone !! It’s over!! You can’t bring her back!!”

The vast, cold emptiness flashed into hot rage as Kimura reached a clawed hand out at him. “Shut your fucking mouth-”

But Gami too was invaded with anger, shooting up from his spot at rock bottom to grab Kimura’s wrist in his sharp, skeletal hand. “You gave up on yourself, on everything , when you lost her… and there’s nothing anyone can do about that. But you’ve done nothing but grieve for the past five hundred years; you don’t know how else to suffer without making others suffer with you! And I refuse to allow Izuku, who’s counting on me, to get dragged down with you!!”

The ghost heaved as the last of his frenzy escaped along with his breath, and the void drifted into momentarily silence. He still held tightly onto his other half’s wrist, but there was no force left to fight, the anger that drove Kimura to strike fading along with the rest of their furies.

Gami slowly let go, and Kimura pulled his arm back to his side.

“Please… please just pass the torch. This isn’t just your life anymore; you already had five hundred years. Please don’t end it for something so fruitless. Something you know isn’t going to work.” His voice shook; his whole body shook, but he still managed to look the other pointedly in the eyes. You lost Chiyōko. I’m sorry… it’s the truth, whether you want to face it or not. But please… please don’t be the reason that the cycle continues.”

Gami grasped both hands tightly onto Kimura’s shoulders, desperately digging his fingers into flesh if only to pathetically try to keep him anchored there. He lowered his head mournfully, hunched in on his crumbling form, using Kimura to hold himself up.

“Please don’t be the reason I lose Izuku.”

Things were quiet as Gami’s hands slowly slipped from Kimura’s clothes, flooded with overwhelming weakness as he sank back down to the floor. He collapsed into a pitiful pile, feeling his other half staring down at him like a bug. He didn’t have the strength to hold his head up anymore, waiting like a sick dog for Kimura to finally put him down.

There was far too much silence.

And then finally… a sigh.

“I have always wondered… if my life turned to tragedy once they chose me, or if it was always meant to turn out like this from the start.”

Kimura’s voice was thick and clogged, and he tried to clear it with a dismissive scoff. The sound came out like a pained sob instead.

That was enough to shatter whatever composure he still had left.

“I tried so hard to fight…!” Kimura’s scarred hands instinctively covered his face, but there was too much weakness to contain as tearful agony seeped out. “Even before I knew how much of me they ruined, I tried so fucking hard, and they played me like a goddamn fiddle every single time!!”

It was Kimura’s turn to drop to his knees, falling next to Gami, head cradled in his hands. Slowly, his fingers slithered down to his throat, nails clawing into his skin, pushing all his pathetic noises back down until he was an empty husk once more.

“I tried, but nothing I ever did… none of my struggles were ever enough. I tried… and in turn, I ruined everything around me.”

He hung his head, thin white hair falling over the defeat in his eyes.

“You did everything you could, but you were never supposed to win.” Gami rasped, placing a contrastingly gentle hand on his other half’s shoulder. “None of us were…”

Kimura didn’t push his hand away, but he eyed it with suspicion. “I only fought because I was stupid and naive, because I thought somehow, I could manage to beat them at their own game. And when I realized how utterly impossible it all was, I stopped trying. So why are you still fighting… if you truly understand how hopeless this all is?”

He squeezed his skeletal fingers tightly, drawing Kimura’s eyes back to him. “Because you lost. Over and over again, they won and you lost. But even then, they never truly beat you… because you never stayed down. Even as you gave up, you challenged them for five centuries, simply because every time you lost, you got back up. And they were afraid of that enough to try and erase you.” Gami chuckled lowly to himself. “You say you stopped trying… but that sounds like a hell of a fight to me.”

The ghost pulled his hand back, only to stop and stare at how the bones moved. How he could see every grain worn into the surface through a set of eyes he was never meant to have. How he could hear every droplet of tears he was never meant to shed. How he could feel every ache in a soul he was never meant to share.

“I’m not expecting to win, but as long as Izuku still needs me, I still have things left that are worth fighting for. He would say the same thing too… if he were here; about his dream to be a hero since he was a kid. He’s never going to stop fighting for that either. It doesn’t matter how many times we’ve gotten beaten down already, or how many more times it’ll keep coming. It’s never going to stop, so why the hell would we give up either?”

To have gotten the chance to even exist at all, he was truly lucky. He’d had a taste of what life could be like, and whether he was meant to or not, there was no way he could give up on that now.

“You started this fight… so let us keep it going. For you, for Chiyōko, for Izuku… hell, even for me. This isn’t about winning or losing, it’s about keeping this five hundred year fight going, however one-sided.”

In the spur of the moment, Gami reached out and clutched Kimura’s hands, squeezing them tightly, desperately trying to channel the perseverant hope he’d managed to find in his short, mangled existence. Maybe in some distant past, Kimura had been a good person, but he wasn’t that person anymore. That was all he’d been able to see at first, but now, looking up from rock bottom with him, here he was, trying with all the strength he had left to hold them together, knowing just what waited for him if he fell apart.

His fragile hope began to splinter as Kimura yanked himself away, shaking Gami’s touch from his skin. But he hesitated on where to place his hands next, like his brain hadn’t quite finished the thought.

Gami didn’t dare move as Kimura reached a finger out, jabbing the ghost in the chest. His touch lingered as he threaded the rest of his hand into Gami’s robe. The ghost flinched at first as a soft pulse began to flood him, but his shifting settled as his mind latched onto the false heartbeat in his chest, driving away the weakness that had nearly consumed him.

“You have allowed our soul to degrade far.” Kimura scoffed as his other half hesitantly relaxed. “I suppose there was a reason we were never allowed to let the dead persist longer than a day. Your attachment has given you the strength to persist, but without it, you will get nowhere. Eventually, even without my interference, you will rot away regardless.”

Gami bristled defensively at his words, starting to pull away from Kimura, but the other grabbed onto him tightly. Surprisingly, the ghost didn’t fight, captivated at how his own fog began to solidify between Kimura’s hands.

“I do not lie; without the presence of your attachment, you are far too weak to make such promises. But you intend to foolishly commit to continuing this fight regardless of such ultimatums. So feed on my anger and spite instead. Let my five hundred years of hate and grief fuel you. It is all I have found I am good for…”

Gami stuttered in disbelief. “You’re… you’re helping me? But I thought-”

“Do not mistake my intentions. I do not care for you, your boy, or any ties you have to this life.” He reminded, his despondent voice regaining its sharp edge. “But if I can never see Chiyōko again, then my only other purpose is to always remain a thorn in their sides. No longer will I go down quietly.”

“Well…” Gami nervously rose to his feet, Kimura’s fingers slipping from his clothes as the other stayed on his knees. “Then let us be thorns together-” He smiled, through the darkness and smoke, through the weakness and despair. Gami smiled and reached a hand out, extending his skeletal fingers out to him. “for both of them.”

Kimura looked up at him, breaching the surface of rock bottom for the first time in 500 years.

They locked hands, and Gami pulled his other half up to stand next to him.

Still intertwined, they shook, and both of them became whole once more.

Kimura grew serious again. “We have wasted enough time; it is best you rescue your boy fast. Any mistakes he makes now, even while held against his will, shall be blamed on him alone in the utmost scrutiny.”

“Right…” The ghost nodded firmly. “They’ll be looking for any excuse to punish him, even if their quarrel is with us.”

“I do not care about such things. But since I have now resolved to spite them over anything else, your boy needs to continue succeeding and defying where I could not.” He jabbed Gami again, and another sharp pang shuddered through him, pulling his watery form back together again like the crisp yank of a loose thread. “Embrace my past, feed from it, draw strength from my anger. We are the same. Do not fail because you cannot accept that.”

The void around them started to bleed and shift, Kimura beginning to fade along with it. This time, Gami did not fight, standing determined as his mind crumbled around him.

He caught something that almost resembled a smile, as everything erupted into static and haze.

Gami swore he could feel his soul explode, like he’d finally surfaced from the depths of ocean trenches, as his mouth splattered a pained gasp. His vision shifted back into focus as his mind reconnected with his eyes, the static disassociation fading from his hearing, replaced with the distinct crackling of burning trees.

He stood in the middle of the clearing once more, now empty and dissonant, with nothing more than blood-soaked dirt as a remnant of the nightmare that slowly eased back into the foreground.

Immediately, he whipped around, resuscitated with fear, searching for Midoriya’s petrified eyes, the helpless gazes of his friends, the vanishing purple fog of the portal-

They are not here. There are sirens in the distance. The rest of the children have likely been evacuated.

Gami blinked. Yeah… he could hear the sirens now, towards the direction of the lodge. That had to be reinforcements, other heroes to help against the onslaught of invaders. Thank goodness. Hopefully none of the other children had been too badly hurt. From what he remembered, Shoji and Uraraka had been particularly bad-

Wait…

“Kimura…?”

Correct.

Gami flinched at the voice in his head, as his mind started to separate the pieces that didn’t quite feel like himself. “That- you sound like just another of my thoughts. It’s a little unnerving…”

He’d wasted enough time already. No one was going to wait around for him to catch up, especially without the only one who could actually see him.

“Alright, alright, I get it. Goodness, that’s disorienting…” Gami cut him off, mumbling under his breath. “But you're right.”

The ghost looked behind him, where watery smoke was rising above the trees, where the chaotic cacophony ebbed the loudest.

Midoriya’s wide, terrified eyes flashed through his mind again.

“Let’s go.”

Notes:

Ok. This chapter was kind of hard to crank out, but now that it’s done, I honestly couldn’t be happier with it. It’s got this sense of finality to it, despite not really being climactic. It feels like it ties up a lot of prominent loose ends; I hope you all feel the same. Kimura, The Sandoman, All For One… I feel like it’s all starting to fall into place.

I’m not totally sure how I’m going to write Kimura’s dialogue —if you even want to call it that— yet. I really like having Kimura talk through narration text, without any defining characteristics; it makes him feel more like a thought with a mind of its own. But I’m worried that style isn’t very clear to read or differentiate when he’s talking. On the other hand, I could put his words more clearly in italics or a different font, but I run into the problem that happens when you make characters within characters. For Gami, it's pretty clear since I established early on that only Midoriya can hear him speak, despite his dialogue being on the same page as every other character. But with Kimura, only Gami can hear him since he’s confined within his mind. I feel like making Kimura’s words distinct makes too many layers. I don’t know; I’ll have to workshop it out.

Finally, I want to make it explicit that I’m getting rid of ??? from the power list, before people get confused on why it isn’t there anymore. It’s not a power. It’s not an ability that can be spun to be beneficial at all. It’s a trait that comes with the job, only because the gods that play with these poor souls find it entertaining. Humans are ants to them, things to squish and pull apart as a measure of superiority, and then move on from once they break. They want their chosens to be miserable and alone, with nothing and no one to rely on but them and this janitorial duty they’ve been cursed with. You know that now; it was one of the bigger reveals of this chapter. The gods are actively isolating and manipulating each Death. It’s part of the fun…

With that, updated power list below. See you all next time.

Death’s Touch: Anything Midoriya touches starts to decay immediately, regardless of the amount of fingers touching. Midoriya is able to start and stop the decay at will on humans and non living objects, however, he cannot with plant or animal life. Any damage done to living organisms with this power cannot be healed.

Death’s Scythe: Midoriya can summon a scythe to fight with at will. The scythe is the only item that can’t be destroyed by Death’s Touch, and that ability can be shared with the scythe at will, however it can only decay what it cuts. The decay follows the same rules as Death’s Touch.

Immortality: Midoriya is immortal and cannot die, however, he can still get hurt and scarred. This ability doesn’t provide any regeneration, but any wounds that could be detrimental to his job, such as lost limbs and organs, will be healed the next day. Because healing is the antithesis of death, Midoriya is only able to heal through this ability when he is unobserved, even by himself.

All Sight: Midoriya can see visions of people who may die before they are supposed to. These premonitions are bare and don’t provide much information other than the person themselves and their demise, occasionally revealing the setting and cause. The premonitions can come true between an hour after viewing to 3 days later.

Soul Contact: When a person dies, their soul is immediately sent to Midoriya, which he can see and physically touch. When holding a soul, Midoriya can see the most important memories and decisions attached to that soul, and hence that person.

Soul Sorting: Midoriya can decide which part of the afterlife a soul moves on to, being Paradise, Purgatory, and the Underworld. Once Midoriya decides where the soul best fits, it is sent to the being of that respective area. The soul stays in that area forever, the exception being Purgatory, where souls can move again to either Paradise or the Underworld. If rejected, the soul is sent back to him for reevaluation. All souls must be sorted within 24 hours of Midoriya receiving them, with rejected souls resetting their time limits once they get back to him. Failure to sort a soul within its time limit may result in serious unknown punishment.

Chapter 57: Address Unknown

Summary:

Day 1.

Notes:

Trigger Warning:
-Descriptions of violence

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Midoriya was pulled through the portal still thrashing like a caged animal, his thoughts reduced to mere commands his brain was yelling to the rest of his body. The villain’s hands were still buried in his neck like skewers, cutting off most of his airflow. But his functions were already slowing down even without his breath, his injuries finally catching up to him.

His eyes were locked on the purple vortex as it began to shut, captured like a trance as echoes of sounds played through his ears.

“IZUKU!!”

His nerves lit up one last time, and Midoriya swung one of his legs back hard until he felt his heel hit something.

“Fucking shit!!” The villain holding him cursed as his knee momentarily gave out, instinctively reaching down to cradle it.

His grip on Midoriya disappeared, and immediately he bolted, scrambling towards the portal in a last ditch attempt to make it home.

He could feel the wispy fog just at his fingertips as the portal snapped shut.

Midoriya skidded to a stop before he could crash into what now was nothing more than a brick wall. His breathing was labored as everything slowed down, face shiny with sweat and the remnants of tears he’d been freely shedding just before. But now, his eyes were dry, consumed by the shock his brain was desperately trying to process.

No. No, it couldn’t be gone. He couldn’t be stuck here-

Someone grabbed the back of his shirt and violently slammed him to the floor. He couldn't help but cry out, the force shaking his delicate injuries as his good arm was awkwardly pinned underneath him, his broken arm sprawled out to the side. He tried to push himself back up to his feet, but another foot pressed down into his back, keeping him fixed to the floor.

“Little shit…” Midoriya recognized the voice as the villain holding him hostage before, the one he’d been frantically fighting against as he was dragged away from his friends, from Gami, from safety- “Shigaraki said you wouldn’t fight once we had you.”

“You can’t expect everything to always go to plan.” Mr. Compress sighed, turning towards Kurogiri, patiently waiting behind a length of bar table. “Thank you; it would’ve been a shame if the show fell apart right at the end.”

Unable to do much else, Midoriya craned his neck, finally soaking in his new surroundings. The room was spacious and dimly lit, giving off an eerie yellow glow against the rust red bricks that lined the walls. Along one side, there looked to be a bar setup: a long, L-shaped counter with a few red bar stools and an array of bottles stacked along shelves. There was a jukebox off in one corner and a dartboard hanging on the wall. He could make out at least two doorways, one behind the bar shadowed by a velvet purple curtain and the other right in front of him. Strangely enough, the end of the bar counter had a monitor placed atop it, the overhead lighting the only thing reflected on its gray screen.

It was honestly a charming space, if it weren’t for the fact that Midoriya found himself here against his will, bleeding out on the hardwood floors.

“If you warp him while conscious, he could tear the whole bar apart.”

His eyes refocused, and suddenly, he realized just how many people were staring at him.

Spinner gawked at him from beside Magne. “W-What? Why’s this kid here? I thought we were supposed to grab the rowdy one from the Sports Festival…”

“Who cares…!” Midoriya snapped to his other side, finding the needle villain that attacked Uraraka and Asui draped over the bar counter lazily. “With that much blood, I’m not asking questions…”

“Did you all fuck up? Shigaraki ain’t gonna be happy.” A man in a grey and black bodysuit taunted, clicking his teeth. 

“Quite the contrary, Twice. Everything went according to plan, one way or another.” Mr. Compress hummed with a smile, leaning against a wall.

Midoriya couldn’t see the whole room with his limited mobility, but based on the voices he heard and those he could see —the villain currently pinning him to the floor, Mr. Compress, Spinner, Magne, Twice, Kurogiri, and the needle villain— he was completely outnumbered seven to one. Shigaraki wasn’t even here yet, along with however many others were somewhere in the hideout. And even if he somehow did manage to escape all of them, without Kurogiri’s portal back to camp, he had no clue where he was or where to go.

Fuck… he was so screwed.

The pressure on his back grew, tumbling Midoriya out of his thoughts as a pained gasp wheezed through his teeth. “Finally quiet now, aren’t you…? Took you long enough.”

“Lay off the kid, Dabi. That’s the one Stain called a true hero; don’t go disrespecting his creed by killing him.” Spinner barked, but made no move against him.

His captor —Dabi— merely looked down at the boy pathetically squirming beneath him. “If he hasn’t died yet, he’ll be fine. I’m honestly surprised he’s still conscious.”

“He’s gotta have so much adrenaline pumping through that blood. But it’s not like he’s got a lot of that left either…!” The girl giggled, her focus now completely on him, playing absently with a needle in one hand.

“You’ve already had your fill, Toga.” Mr. Compress scoffed lightheartedly, shaking his head.

But instead of calming down, she stomped her foot, perking up defensively from the bar counter. “I only got one girl while we were out; I got so distracted-”

“Alright you lot, I can hear you all bickering from downstairs…”

The room drifted into silence, and Midoriya warily peered up from his place on the floor.

Shigaraki emerged from the doorway and scanned over the room, his eyes eventually landing on their hostage. His cracked face erupted into his wide, signature grin, chapped lips and glinting teeth, as he sauntered over. Midoriya couldn’t move —couldn’t even flinch away— from the captivation in his unrelenting gaze, desperately trying to shrink back from underneath Dabi’s foot as Shigaraki stopped just before him and squatted down to get closer to his face.

“Hello there, Midoriya Izuku…”

He didn’t say a word, swallowing his fears as Shigaraki hovered above him.

“Not even a hello back? So rude…” He shook his head in mock disappointment. “Surely you can’t be surprised at how all this turned out. I told you to take care of yourself until next time.” His eyes swept over Midoriya’s numerous injuries. “A shame…”

Shigaraki rose back up to his feet, turning to the rest of the villains in the room.

“Well…? Someone give me a report.”

They all looked between each other, until Mr. Compress finally stepped away from the wall.

“Everything practically went just as you said it would. Twice handled the teachers by the lodge, and Spinner and Magne managed to occupy the Pussycats.” He gestured to the three respectively. “Most of the forest by the lodging was burned down and infected by Mustard’s toxic gas. No one was substantially injured, but… Mustard, Moonfish, and Muscular never made it to the rendezvous point. I believe it’s safe to assume they were captured or otherwise incapacitated.”

Spinner’s head darted around the room. “Damn, I didn’t even notice they weren’t here, but honestly, those three gave me the fucking creeps. How the hell could someone like Muscular even get taken down in the first place; you sure he didn’t just get distracted by his rampage…?”

The room was quiet for a moment, before Shigaraki slowly started to laugh, gesturing a hand out towards Dabi. “And you thought I was overreacting with this whole plan. Well… here’s your proof.”

Then, he leaned back down towards Midoriya, still wearing a bright, menacing smile.

“You fought Muscular, didn’t you? None of the other brats have the strength or destructive capability to go against him. There’s a reason he didn’t make it back, and that reason is you…! I honestly should’ve known from the start; there’s no way you got these injuries from anyone else…”

Shigaraki then kicked Midoriya’s broken arm with his shoe, knocking something out of place as the boy yelped instinctively, before biting into his lip to keep his weakness in. He pressed his face harshly into the hardwood, hiding his scrunched eyes and tense grimace as he tried to tune out the pain receptors flooding to his brain.

Spinner looked at the cowering child in disbelief. “Will someone just explain what’s going on…?! I’m so fucking confused…”

“It’s really quite simple. Bakugo Katsuki was never the intended target of this attack, despite what I led most of you to believe.”

Midoriya hesitated, but willed himself to look up again, only to find Shigaraki staring down, waiting for his attention. And now that he had it, Shigaraki chuckled again, before stepping firmly on Midoriya’s gloved hand, all without looking away. 

He struggled instinctively, but the villain held firm, and he only ended up tugging further on the skin holding his mangled arm together.

“The damage, the destruction, the casualties… it really is all your fault, Midoriya.”

“But when you wake up with 20… no, 30 bodies lying around you, you’ll know it’s all your fault.”

Shigaraki turned back to the crowd. “I gave you all files to look over before you started your invasion. I’m sure at least some of you remember Midoriya’s quirk… he can decay, just like me. And I know I don’t have to remind anyone how dangerous that can be…”

He squatted back down to Midoriya’s level, taking his foot off the boy’s hand. But there was no chance for reprieve as instead, Shigaraki threaded four fingers through his dusty green hair, purposely leaving his thumb just hovering over his scalp as he pet him like a kenneled dog.

“I’ve seen what you're capable of when your back is against the wall. Suddenly, all your reservations about harming people with your quirk go out the window, and you just become a cornered, desperate animal.”

Humiliated, Midoriya couldn’t stop the combative response that shot up his throat. “I’m not like you-”

Suddenly, the hand in his hair yanked tight as Shigaraki swapped his thumb out for his pinky, pulling his head up painfully so he could look him in the eyes unobstructed. “Is that so? What about my Nomu then? You were so ready to kill it back at USJ… living, breathing thing be damned. That’s why I told most of you to capture Bakugo instead, and bring him to Dabi. Otherwise, we might’ve had even more casualties than we have already.”

He dropped Midoriya’s head unceremoniously back to the floor, and the boy didn't have the strength to stop his face from careening back onto the hardwood.

“As the one leading this attack, I told Dabi the full scope of the plan. One of you would bring Bakugo to him, bringing Midoriya with you in a desperate, pathetic attempt to save him. And once Dabi had a hostage, it would only take a few nicely woven words to convince Midoriya to take his place. After all-” Shigaraki leaned in as close as he could- “all I have to do is threaten someone else and I can get you to do whatever I want…”

Midoriya squeezed his eyes shut as his mind threatened to take him back to the day at the mall.

“It’s so easy to manipulate you when you force yourself down a path of selflessness.”

Dammit… he’d been played so fucking hard. Shigaraki hadn’t even been there, and he’d still managed to play him like a fucking fiddle.

“So then why the hell did you leave the rest of us out of the loop?” Twice challenged. “You could’ve just told us not to engage him; it would’ve done the same damn thing.”

Shigaraki looked at him nonchalantly, but just beneath his eyes, there was a dangerous level of aggression. “One of you would’ve let it spill, and you didn’t need to know the full details to play your part. Worst case, even if we only managed to get Bakugo, we would’ve still invaded another of U.A.’s secure locations… and killed the brat who won the Sports Festival.”

Strangely, that brought Midoriya a sliver of unexpected comfort. Dabi wasn’t lying completely when he convinced him to swap with Bakugo; he was going to kill him if he didn’t. He could’ve guessed that from his premonition, but at least he’d stopped things from getting there. Bakugo didn’t die, so maybe he did something right. Hopefully everyone else made it out okay. God, he hoped no one was dead-

“I told Compress too; I figured if anyone had a chance of catching this brat without getting themselves killed, it was him. And… while I told Muscular the same thing as the rest of you, I did tell him he’d get a bonus if he brought back Midoriya’s corpse.”

“I don’t give a fuck what Shigaraki wants with your minced pulp of a corpse!!”

It… it was all right there. How had he managed to miss it?

“Speaking of Muscular-” Another laugh bubbled from Shigaraki’s throat as he peered back down- “I have to know what happened. How did you kill him?”

“Wow! You’re really something else, kid!!”

Midoriya winced, trying to pull away, but Dabi’s foot kept him anchored in place. “I-I didn’t-”

“What? You didn’t kill him? He wouldn’t have just given up and let you walk away. And you did fight him; you’ve got the injuries to prove it.” Shigaraki plucked Midoriya’s broken arm up between two fingers, like he was holding a wet rag, before dropping it crudely. “He wouldn’t have stopped until one of you was dead, and he’s not here, is he? So… is he just a pile of dust in the forest somewhere, or did you at least leave a little bit of him for the heroes to find?”

Midoriya couldn’t bear to look anymore, wishing the earth could open up and swallow him whole as his mind replayed the images of Muscular’s broken, dismembered body buried in the cliffside, both arms gone, a cavity carved into his skull.

He had been trying to kill him. He didn’t know what else to do.

Shigaraki laughed at Midoriya’s shameful silence as the rest of the villains took that as their answer.

“Alright then, I’ll just ask again another time.” He huffed, but didn’t seem all too disappointed. “But that brings me to the whole reason you’re here, Midoriya…”

He stood up once more, taking a step back from the boy until he could see the whole picture: his league around him, standing in his hideout, conducting his biddings, all with his enemy cowering at his feet.

“Surely you don’t think the heroes will take you back after what you’ve done. They were always looking for a reason to get rid of you; you’re a liability. You’re too dangerous to be allowed to use your quirk freely, and this is going to be the final nail in your coffin. If you go back to them, they’ll lock you away in a place no one will ever find you.” Shigaraki shook his head despondently. “You never had a place with the heroes… but you do have a place here .”

He extended his hand out, five fingers and all, ready to help the boy to his feet.

“Join the League of Villains where you belong.”

Midoriya couldn’t sit up to take Shigaraki’s hand even if he wanted to, not with Dabi’s foot still firmly planted on his back. But the pressure holding him down didn’t let up as the seconds ticked by, seemingly waiting on him for a response.

So he did.

Midoriya furrowed his brows and spat, a thick gob of blood landing just before Shigaraki’s feet.

“I will never be like you. And nothing you say or do will ever convince me.”

He stared up unafraid, his green eyes burning as intensely as the forest around the lodge had, his shaken resolve still standing strong.

Shigaraki stared back down at him with a frown, pulling his hand back to his side.

“I see. Maybe I was a bit optimistic…” His tone was slow, yet sharp, with the low rumble of a warning growl. He then turned to Kurogiri, absentmindedly cleaning a glass behind the bar. “Kurogiri, make sure our guest gets… situated.”

The glass was set down with an audible clink, and after a few steps back, Midoriya couldn’t see him behind the bar anymore. He waited tensely for something to move in his peripherals: Shigaraki, one of the other villains, Kurogiri even. But instead, his heart jumped to his throat as a loud screeching met his ears, shaking the hardwood floors underneath him.

Shigaraki stepped back to make room as Kurogiri dragged what looked to be a chair from out behind the bar, carrying it in such a way where it purposefully scraped uncomfortably against the floor. Midoriya couldn’t tear his eyes off it as it passed: an unusually heavy metal frame at least a few inches thick with something like straps dangling off the sides, swaying back and forth ominously until Kurogiri finally settled the chair up against the wall, just below the dartboard.

Kurogiri turned back to face them. “If you could give me a hand, Dabi, it would be very much appreciated.”

Dabi scoffed, before removing his foot and unceremoniously yanking Midoriya up by his broken arm.

Midoriya choked on the blood in his throat as his whole body burned with pain, flooding his senses into a state of paralysis. He couldn’t even get the scream out, his brain melted into mush as his skin threatened to give out and rip off completely. His bones pushed from the inside, jagged edges trying to carve through flesh, until his head tuned everything out except the natural feeling of wrongness.

He missed how his good arm had been freed momentarily, before Kurogiri quickly restrained it to help lead him back into the chair.

Midoriya was thrown harshly into the seat and the jolt snapped him back into the present. But Dabi was quick to pin him to the back of the chair with an elbow against his neck, taking his good arm from Kurogiri in his other hand. Then, the straps came down: one across his chest, two over his shoulders, and two from the bottom around his legs.

They’d left his broken arm dangling in the process, and Midoriya had never felt so pathetically helpless in his life, unable to lift it to even attempt to fight back.

Finally, Kurogiri reached for something off to the side, returning to his line of sight with what seemed to resemble a metal box. Midoriya must’ve unconsciously tensed, because the pressure at his neck increased as Dabi dug his elbow in further in response. “Don’t do anything stupid.”

Midoroya wasn’t sure what he could do at all, as Kurogiri opened the box, revealing two openings at the top just big enough for a set of wrists, complete with a divider down the center. The villain took both his hands in one swoop, placed them in, and snapped the trap shut. He let go, and suddenly, the weight of the hunk of metal pulled Midoriya’s body forward, until his arms dangled between his knees, his body forced to pull on his restraints for support.

“F-Fuck…!” Midoriya couldn’t stop himself from crying out this time, quickly shutting his eyes and grinding his teeth in an attempt to guide himself through the pain, his arm stretching from the weight, skin pulling the pieces of bone straight, their fractured angles pushing tautly in retaliation. The broken ribs he’d managed to forget scraped the inside of his chest, squashed against the straps binding him to the chair. His legs tried to thrash impulsively, but they remained firmly attached to the legs of the chair, the frame far too heavy to even wobble.

“You don’t have to make things like this.” Midoriya snapped his eyes back open, horrified he even managed to close them with Shigaraki still in the room. But while his words were mournful, the look in his eye was anything but, void of sympathy and leaking coercion instead. “That all looks very painful…”

He could see the whole room clearly now, including each and every villain who stood around to watch as he struggled and bled, all staring right at him like a zoo animal, like a circus performer. There were too many eyes on him, too many people, too close. His heart was thumping in his ears, blood he didn’t even know he had left rushing through his veins. But it all bubbled up into anger, tired and aching and helpless as his head reminded him that he wasn’t home and his heart reminded him that home was the only place he wanted to be.

“Go fuck youself…”

Midoriya bared his teeth, wishing one of them was close enough for him to snap.

Shigaraki twitched, his fingers tensing instinctively, his arm starting to move from his side. But he stilled, returning to the same empty expression he’d donned since Midoriya rejected his offer.

Midoriya decided he hated it far more than the mania he’d come to know.

“You’ll have plenty of time to make yourself comfortable then.” Shigaraki stared right through him with lidded eyes, but Midoriya still caught his foot inching forward until it stepped in the small smear of blood his wounds had left in the hardwood, twisting sharply to rub the red deeper. “Tomorrow, don’t expect me to be so nice .”

He fought the shiver that threatened to run through him, pushing the feeling as deep down as he could until he convinced the scared little kid inside him that he was just cold and woozy from blood loss.

Shigaraki finally turned away, looking over to the rest of the league. “The rest of you are free to go for the night.” He waved them off, returning through the doorway where he’d come. “If you need to be healed, you know where to go.”

He disappeared down the hall almost anticlimactically, leaving Midoriya and the rest of the villains awkwardly shifting in the tense atmosphere.

They looked between one another, a few of them stealing momentarily glances at their prisoner before snapping away. But no one bothered to break the silence. Midoriya sure wasn’t going to, lest he incite more injuries, but he was really expecting more of them to rub it in his face how truly screwed he really was. Instead, they scurried off like ants, away from his bloody and broken body as Kurogiri stayed behind to clean up the floor.

He wiped up most of the blood with a simple bar rag, leaving behind only the remnants that matched the cherry stain of the wood. Midoriya watched as Kurogiri stood, soiled rag in hand, and his shallow breaths stilled as the man turned to him. Foggy, yellow eyes locked with his own, the rag still in the villain’s hands, dangling tauntingly as Midoriya imagined the relief from cleaning the sweat and dirt from his face.

It felt like an eternity until Kurogiri finally walked away, throwing the rag into a bin behind the bar counter before disappearing behind the velvet curtain.

And then, for the first time Midoriya could truly remember, he was completely and utterly alone.

He glanced around the room, straining his ears for any small sounds from either doorway, darting his eyes for any cameras he could spot. There was nothing he could see or hear. There was nothing except for the eerily obvious monitor sitting on the end of the bar counter, facing directly at him.

Midoriya stared at it intently. It wasn’t on; it didn’t seem to be on. And even if it was, quite frankly, that wouldn’t have stopped him anyway.

Immediately, he started twisting his arms, grinding his teeth to take his mind off the pain in his broken arm. His hands squirmed in the box, searching for any give at all. Instinctively, his fingers reached for one another to pull his gloves off, to disintegrate the restraints keeping him here, but each of his hands were locked in their own chamber. He tried curling his fingers down to the opening at his wrists, to pick and pry the gloves off each hand individually, but the space inside was too narrow to bend his fingers enough. He tried rubbing his hands on the side of the box, to get the friction to slowly wrinkle the polyester until he could slip just one finger free, but there wasn’t enough give against the weight of the contraption pulling him down. All he succeeded in doing was crushing his wrists further against his clamped shackles, and the pain that jumped through the fragments of bone in his arm like a haywire current quickly made him give up.

Midoriya dropped his head in exhaustion, no longer fighting against the weight of the restraints pulling him forward, allowing himself to slump defeatedly.

The tears slipped from his eyes before he realized he was sobbing, and at that point, it was far too late for him to stop, merely keeping the sounds painfully locked behind his teeth. His dusty hair fell over his face, his nose tuned in to the metallic scent that leaked from all over his skin. There was nothing left to keep him from the overwhelming agony: the tight pressure in his arm as shards of bone pushed against his skin from the inside out, the slow shallow breaths to keep his broken ribs from clawing at his lungs, the thick mud clogged in his head that swelled his thoughts in his skull.

He was all alone. There was no one left to be strong for, and so Midoriya gave in to the weakness.

He was hopelessly trapped, and it really was all his fault. He almost laughed, but he had the presence of mind not to fuck up his broken ribs any more than they already were.

“Gloves crafted from the very fibers of your DNA!!”

These gloves really had been the best things he’d ever been given, and now, they were the one real thing keeping him from freedom.

He cried harder as he gave it one last ditch attempt to wriggle them off.

Something in his broken arm shifted painfully, and the rest of his will gave out.

Midoriya heaved. He wasn’t going anywhere anytime soon.

He slowed his movements to a halt, allowing himself to rest against his restraints. Maybe… maybe he could get the gloves off, but not with his broken arm. He thought he had more pain tolerance than this, but his body was finally drawing the line after everything he’d put it through tonight. He wasn’t going to make any more progress, especially not now, other than risk getting caught struggling and being hurt worse .

But… his body could heal. It had recovered on its own from worse in the past. Surely, it could manage to stitch his arm back together enough for him to move it with less pain.

Midoriya glanced around again. He hadn’t seen any cameras or nosy eyes the first time, and this sweep proved no different, until his eyes landed back on the monitor.

There was someone there; he could feel it in his gut. Just staring at the blank screen was enough to feel a pair of eyes staring back. But, he really didn’t have any other options.

So, albeit cautiously, Midoriya did probably the stupidest thing he’d ever done in his life: he closed his eyes and relaxed as best he could against the straps binding him to the chair. His instincts screamed for him to stay vigilant, that he couldn’t possibly defend himself if he was asleep. But he knew he couldn’t do anything to defend himself awake either, not with his injuries and restraints as they were.

This was the only way out, and he sure as hell didn’t want to stay longer than he had to.

Midoriya calmed his racing heart and slowed his breathing, letting his head droop, chin to his chest. Just a couple of hours; somewhere in there, there would be no eyes on him, and his body could fix itself as it always had.

He had to imagine Gami’s hand in his hair, softly fluttering through his locks as bony fingertips scratched the back of his scalp, until his body was convinced enough to let him drift off.

 


 

Gami darted through the forest, desperately backtracking from the bloodstained clearing back to where he and Midoriya had started at the lodge. The night was eerily quiet and disorienting, the crackling of burning trees smothering out any other noises this far deep. But Kimura had always been far more observant than him, perhaps from centuries living on the streets, perhaps as an extension of his own cynicism. But at this point, Gami was far beyond asking pointless questions. A sharp voice that wasn’t quite his own echoed in his head, and he was content with trusting the ways it pointed him.

This tree has marks from Spinner’s blade on the backside, likely from when he threw it to intercept Magne’s attack on your boy. The main path back to the lodge is not far from here.

“Thank you.” True to his other half’s words, Gami only had to stumble a bit further to find the clearing where Mandalay and Tiger had been holding off the other two villains, along with the path back to the lodge. “It would have taken me much longer to find my way back alone.”

Do not thank me.

Gami raced down the path, but he still found the chance to scoff in response. “Excuse me for attempting to be civil. If we’re truly going to be stuck with each other, I’d rather us at least tolerate one another.”

Gami found the thoughts that weren’t his own strangely quiet after that.

He didn’t have time to ponder the meaning behind the silence, as suddenly the silence that had consumed the forest until now erupted into a cacophony of slow-trickling sounds. Blaring sirens, muffled shouting, whirling of engines and propellers, a tornado of frantic chaos whistling through the leaves as the overpowering rage of the fires slowly started to die down.

He skidded to a stop just at the clearing outside the lodge, and nearly jumped back in shock.

Rescue workers and firefighters were frantically battling the flames, pushing them back and away from the lodge. There were at least three ambulances with full paramedic teams treating the injured, and police desperately calling out to direct stragglers. Planes soared overhead, dumping tanks of dust and sediment to keep the smoke at bay.

They gathered cavalry quickly. I barely kept you occupied for 15 minutes.

“15 minutes too long.” Gami hissed, snapping his head around, looking for anyone he recognized.

He could make out some of Midoriya’s classmates being hauled off into ambulances for emergency treatment. He spotted Jirou on one cot, bandages wrapped over her ears around the crown of her head, her eyes tightly wound shut like she could make out every sound. Yaoyorozu laid on another cot, relaxed in a state of unconsciousness, an oxygen mask over her face to keep her breathing as paramedics patched her head wound shut. More doctors darted around the scene, loading students into ambulances and treating the injuries they could. 

His gaze landed on a group of students huddled near the middle of the clearing. Asui held onto Uraraka, helping her stand as a medic bandaged the bleeding wound on her leg. Tokoyami stayed close to Shoji’s side, arms huddled and sunken in on himself, head downcast and shied away from the moonlight. Shoji, on the otherhand, stood stoically still, though resisting the medic who tried to drag him away to treat his severed dupli-arm. Todoroki remained alone, off to the side, wound up like a spring with tension, unable to look anyone in the eye. And Bakugo for once was silent, shellshocked in the center of the group, looking blankly at the chaos around them.

Gami rushed over to them, looking each over one by one. “I don’t think anyone is any more injured than when I last saw them…”

The villains kept their word. They did not harm anyone after taking your boy.

“So what? Does that make them noble? Justified?”

Do not put words in my mouth.

“I-” Gami sighed. “Apologies. But simply because they kept their word and left the rest of the children alone does not erase the fact that they did and will continue to hurt Izuku in their stead.”

Kimura drifted off once again, and Gami guiltily let him be.

He floated closer to the group of kids, ending up settling next to Todoroki. But seconds ticked by, disappearing along with the fires behind them, and still no one said a word.

“Bakugo!!”

They all turned to see Kirishima sprinting from the lodge, shoving past startled policemen as he barreled towards the group. From the door he left open, the rest of the remedial group poured out: Kaminari, Ashido, Sato, and Sero stumbled into the clearing like zoo animals finally set free. They chased after Kirishima, who ducked around extra hands trying to keep him still in the wake of the attack, until he finally pittered to a stop on his own just a few paces from Bakugo.

“Bakugo…” Kirishima ran a hand through his spiked hair, and his face morphed into an onslaught of relief. “Shit man, I’m so glad you’re okay.”

The rest of the remedial group finally caught up, Kaminari’s eyes wide, like he was staring at a ghost. “We heard Mandalay’s message, but there were villains here at the lodge too. Aizawa and Vlad King-sensei wouldn’t have let us go even if there weren’t… but it was awful, just waiting… hoping you all would come back.”

“But they’re here.” Ashido wrapped her arms around Kirishima and Kaminari’s shoulders, blinking away the tears in her eyes. “We’re just… glad to see you guys okay.”

Kirishima stepped forward, pulling himself out of Ashido’s grip with a tender smile, reaching out for Bakugo. But he stopped in his tracks as the rest of the group shared heartbroken glances, save for Todoroki who could only look down at his feet with shame, and Bakugo who could only stare out into the void lifelessly. Kirishima’s tears of relief began to dry up as his smile dropped.

“Guys…?”

“I thought I told you all to stay inside.”

Aizawa approached from off to the side, having just finished another conversation with a new set of authorities. His scarf lay tattered around his neck, and his hair tousled and lined with mud. He had a bandage on his cheek and one around his hand, and with his free hand, he held onto Kota, who remained huddled at Aizawa’s side, clutching him tightly.

Their teacher narrowed his eyes. “It doesn’t matter that the police are here, I told you all to stay inside so they’d have five less people to keep track of.”

“B-But Aizawa-sensei, you didn’t tell us that Bakugo was back, or even that he was okay…!” Kirishima blubbered. “We’ve all been worried sick!”

Gami watched as the remedial group began to argue with Aizawa, going back and forth on minor little details. But his gaze drifted a bit further and locked onto Kota’s darting eyes, glancing between all the students around with increasingly worried brows.

“Please, we weren’t trying to make more trouble, we just wanted to see-”

“Where’s Midori…?”

Kota’s voice was soft, like its very tremors were enough to break glass, or the rest of the fragile tragedy around them. But his words were sharp, as sharp as that same broken glass, as sharp as his grip on Aizawa’s good hand, as sharp as his innocent gaze, as the one person he searched for could not be found.

Uraraka turned away, placing a shaky hand over her mouth and squeezing her eyes shut as Asui rubbed her back, but looked down herself. Tokoyami grimaced and bunched his hands into his shirt, and beside him, Shoji’s shoulders fell, and the creases in his mask intensified. Todoroki refused to look up, snaking a hand up into his hair to pull tightly. And Bakugo merely continued to remain silent, staring out into the void with an empty, soulless look.

It was Shoji that broke first. “We…the villains took him. We couldn’t do anything…”

The remedial group didn’t even have a chance to process what he said, as the single admission of failure was enough to wrench out all the guilt the poor kids had been desperately trying to hold in.

“Damnit… damnit!” Both of Todoroki’s hands raised to claw at his head, threatening dangerously to start ripping hair. “I could’ve done something…! I missed the marble; if only I was fast enough…” His voice wavered, a choked sob right at his lips.

Tokoyami looked away in shame, raising an arm to cover his face. “If I didn’t get caught in the first place, you wouldn’t have had to save two of us. I… I should’ve been more careful.”

“I shouldn’t have let him go…!” Uraraka bursted out, unable to hold back her tears as she clutched Asui like a lifeline. “He did that thing he always does where he promises he’s going to be okay and then he isn’t! I should’ve made him stay…!”

Uraraka’s tears were the final straw, the group of exhausted, overwhelmed students unable to look anyone in the eye anymore. They huddled together, swamped with various stages of grief, all except for Bakugo, who continued to do nothing —say nothing— but stare out emptily.

Aizawa held Kota’s hand tighter, the little boy struggling to process the news just as badly. The teacher could only close his eyes and push it all back in response, having heard the news already when the kids first got back.

Kirishima was as struck as the rest of the remedial group, their joyous faces slowly morphing into horrid realization, but he picked up the pieces fast enough to lock onto Bakugo’s oddly quiet non-reaction. His explosive anger was strangely absent, frozen over by a quiet paralysis that left him like an island amongst his drowning peers.

Kirishima took a step closer to him, reaching for an anchor out at sea. “Bakugo…?”

Finally, that was enough to elicit a response, as Bakugo harshly flinched away from Kirishima’s hand, and then quickly stumbled back from everyone around. Their collective gaze focused to him now, and that was enough to incite his hot-headed anger, even for just a moment.

“Stop… stop fucking looking at me like that!” He snapped, voice gravelly and hoarse from silence. He bared his teeth like fangs, but when none of them looked away, he took it upon himself to turn around and storm away towards the lodge.

Some of the policemen in the immediate area perked up at the chaos, and followed after Bakugo to ensure he didn’t stray far.

The rest of the students could only watch, their eyes still locked on Bakugo even with all his distance, their stupor a short break from their monumental grief.

Aizawa figured now was his best chance to rein his students in. “Right now, us heroes and the police are doing everything we can to figure out where Midoriya was taken. But now, you all either need to get yourselves to an ambulance if you need medical assistance, or get yourselves back inside where it’s safe.”

Todoroki opened his mouth like he was about to argue.

Aizawa beat him to the punch. “The forest around the camp still hasn’t been completely cleared by police. Just because you saw some of the villains leave with Midoriya doesn’t mean there aren’t some still here-”

He was interrupted by one anguished yell, followed by the frantic shouts of policemen. 

They turned towards the source to find a group of three or four policemen dragging a fully restrained Muscular out of the woods. The villain was restricted from the base of his neck downwards in what seemed to be a quirk-proof straight jacket, but even without his enhanced muscles, he still struggled violently enough to require more policemen to help out, all working together to get him into the back of a van.

Aizawa was the only one to notice Kota begin shaking, his little hand trembling in the hero’s own.

Muscular, in all his flailing, managed to catch sight of Kota out of the corner of his one eye. “You fucking brat!! I’ll kill you, you hear me?! I swear to god I’ll rip that Midoriya kid apart in front of you and use his corpse to pummel you six feet under!!”

Kota staggered back, starting to breathe heavily. “I-I don’t get it… how is he-”

Aizawa narrowed his eyes sharply, pushing Kota behind him and placing himself between the rest of his students and the sight of Muscular. He snapped his fingers, getting the attention of the closest policeman. “Get a muzzle on him would you? The last thing these kids need is to hear death threats from the villain who tried to kill them already.”

But the policeman seemed more judgemental than sympathetic. “Have you seen his face? We couldn’t muzzle him even if we wanted to.”

Conveniently enough, Muscular lurched to the side in his desperate struggle, revealing the gaping cavity carved into the side of his face previously hidden from view. His eye, ear, and most of his temple were missing, now nothing more than a heap of bloodied flesh.

The group of officers finally managed to push the villain into the back of the van, shutting and locking the doors quickly as more wild screaming echoed from within.

“Maybe you should’ve thought a little more about letting students in training use their quirks to fight.” Some of the policemen muttered. “It’s honestly a real miracle that guy’s still alive after all that, villain or not.”

Aizawa grit his teeth, biting back the remark at the tip of his tongue. It wouldn’t do any good to argue, especially not in front of his students; they were traumatized enough already-

“Shut up!!” Kota screamed, jumping out from behind Aizawa, red hot tears streaming down his face. “Midori saved me! That guy wasn’t going to stay down; he had to!”

The policeman Aizawa had called over stepped back in surprise, but Kota refused to let him get away, stomping forward.

“Would you rather us die?! Midori did everything to save me and now he’s gone!!”

Kota heaved out spit and rage, and finally overwhelmed, he took off back towards the lodge.

Aizawa shot a nasty look to the policemen who’d opened their mouths, before turning briefly to his shell shocked students- “please, no one else run off-” then chasing after Kota himself.

Gami, who’d been floating aimlessly near Todoroki, quickly followed in suit, finding the two tucked away at the back of the lodge, away from prying eyes.

Aizawa stood a few steps away, giving Kota the space to bawl and sob. “It’s not fair!! It’s not fair…” The boy clawed at his eyes, but he couldn't stop the fat tears rolling down his cheeks. “Midori’s gone just like my mom and dad. It never changes…!”

The hero moved closer to place a gentle hand on the boy’s back, but Kota lurched away before he could. The kid glanced up at him with tears and anger, seemingly staring around unfocused before his emotions consumed him again.

“Why didn’t you protect him?! You promised !!”

And despite not being able to face him, Gami looked away in shame and grief.

Aizawa’s heart sank, but he grit his teeth and squatted down to put himself on eye level. He’d gotten Mandalay’s message to protect Bakugo, and he’d tried heading out and leaving the students at the lodge with Vlad-King, but the strange clones from one of the villains kept him fighting just outside. Still, he lamented to himself. “I’m sorry; you’re right, I should’ve been out there to keep him safe.”

Gami perked up, hearing Aizawa’s guilty confession. “No, no, it was me. I was supposed to protect him. I’m the one who failed…”

Kota didn’t respond to either, drowning silently in helpless anger.

They cannot hear you. No one can.

“I know- I just…” Gami watched Aizawa flounder, trying to keep control of his own emotions amongst the situation. “Damnit, I wish I could just-”

The ghost spotted Kota’s red, spiked hat atop his head, still with him despite all the chaos of the night, and didn’t think twice before reaching for it.

Kota snapped from his thoughts as he felt something touch his head. At first, he assumed it was Aizawa, and moved to frustratingly brush him off, but Aizawa hadn’t moved either of his hands. He looked up further, and realized his hat was completely off his head, floating in midair.

“My hat…!” Kota reached for it desperately, but the object only moved further away.

Aizawa snapped to his feet, activating his quirk in his tired eyes and scanning the treeline for a villain they missed.

But it only took Kota a few moments to understand. “Gami…?”

Gami, hat in hands, nodded, using the hat to mimic his own movements.

Aizawa deactivated his quirk in shock, skipping over some obvious questions to stare at the hat instead. “Gami? You’re not with Midori?”

The ghost flinched away at the accusation, but shook the hat negatively. “I couldn’t make it… I’m sorry.”

Aizawa’s face scrunched, balling a fist together. “Shit… I was hoping you were with him. At least he wouldn’t have been completely alone.”

The hat seemed to crinkle at the sides, like it was being clutched tightly. Aizawa could sense the shame, and bit back the rest of his comments.

Kota, however, stumbled closer to the hat, tears starting up again. “You were supposed to protect him… what happened?”

The hat looked downcast.

“I’m sorry. Damnit, I’m sorry…”

Aizawa placed his hand firmly on Kota’s back this time, cutting the boy off. “We aren’t helping Midori any by fighting like this. Gami may not be with him, but he’s at least with us; that means he can help.”

At that, Gami eagerly shook the hat. “I’ll bring him home. I promise I will.”

Kota sniffled, but wiped away his weakness with his arm. He looked between Aizawa and the floating hat, holding back more tears that threatened to fall.

“We’re going to do whatever it takes to bring Midori home, we promise.” Aizawa looked towards the hat, towards Gami. “He won’t go down easy; we’ll get him back.”

The hat nodded.

“I won’t stop until I do.”

Gami nodded. 

 


 

Midoriya awoke at first with an exhausted groan, his mind immediately captured by the deep ache all over him; then his mind remembered what his situation actually was, and he jumped violently back into focus. His heart hammered in his chest, instinctual fear drawing out what little adrenaline had replenished overnight. But the sensation was far too much at once, his vision swimming around in his skull as he crashed hard, suddenly overwhelmed with a thick wash of nausea.

His skin was clammy and wet, like he’d suddenly grown scales. His bones shivered from inside, and the mere trembles sent aches through his nerves. His heart raced on without him, thumping intensively against his broken ribs, threatening to burst from his chest. His head spun in a desperate attempt to process it all, the acid in his stomach one wrong lurch from erupting up his throat.

Fuck, he felt awful.

He felt worse .

Midoriya couldn't find the strength to lift his head, keeping his chin pressed to his chest as his lungs continued to heave. And then his eyes locked onto his restrained arms.

His broken arm throbbed; even without moving it, he trembled from the spikes of pain that seemed to hammer their way through the fragments. The torn scraps of fabric that Kota and Uraraka had used to bandage it up before covered most of the skin, but Midoriya could still make out an ugly blue seeping through, a deep collective bruise staining his skin far worse than the initial injury.

His arm hadn’t healed at all.

His stomach threatened to turn inside out, and he quickly shut his eyes in response, trying to focus on stabilizing himself. It was without the distraction of his sight that he realized just how hot his face was, almost blazing against his frigid chest.

He… he was running a fever .

None of him had healed. He’d actually managed to get worse.

But… but that shouldn’t have happened. His worsened condition at least told him that he’d managed to sleep for some time. He and Gami didn’t know much about his primitive healing factor, mainly that it took care of most serious injuries to keep Deaths working and that it only worked when nobody was watching, not even the two of them.

His thoughts snapped back to the monitor at the end of the bar.

Someone had been watching him the entire time he slept. There was no other explanation.

Midoriya popped his eyes back open, his gaze drifting to the monitor at the end of the bar, staring at his wispy reflection through its black screen. His stomach churned dangerously, and if only to keep himself from throwing up all over his lap, he moved his eyes elsewhere around the room.

The room didn’t have any visible windows, so Midoriya couldn’t tell what time it was, or roughly how long he’d managed to sleep. Everything was just as dark as he remembered, eerily silent save for the soft clinking he only now realized was coming from behind the bar. He shifted his eyes ever so slightly to the side, finding Kurogiri’s signature purple smoke stacking wine glasses onto the shelves behind him.

Midoriya quickly snapped his head the other way, startled and a little embarrassed he hadn’t realized his company sooner. But the movement was still too much for his sickly body, a low groan punched out of him unintentionally.

“Ah, apologies if I woke you.” Kurogiri addressed, wiping down a glass absentmindedly. “I’m afraid no one will take care of this bar if I don’t.”

Midoriya didn’t dare look over, painfully stiff in his skin. Kurogiri had to have known he was awake for the past few minutes; the fever had left him disoriented enough to forget that he’d actually woken up in enemy territory rather than the comforts of his home. At least no one else was in the room yet, particularly Shigaraki. He’d take what little reprieve he could get.

Kurogiri checked the watch on his wrist. “It’s only about 6:30 in the morning. You honestly slept for longer than I would’ve thought.” He halfheartedly glanced towards the door across from Midoriya. “It should be a while before anyone else gets up… or perhaps not. There’s a good chance yesterday’s excitement left some eager for more. As you can probably guess, we don’t get many guests.” 

Midoriya kept his mouth shut too. He hated how… normal Kurogiri sounded, speaking to him like he wasn’t bleeding across their floor last night, like he wasn’t currently struggling to stay conscious, like he wasn’t their prisoner. He wasn’t a guest. Hell, Kurogiri was the one who restrained him, albeit on Shigaraki’s orders. And here he was, chatting with him like they’d invited him over for a cup of tea.

Fuck… a cup of tea would hit the spot right about now, or even just a glass of water. His throat was so dry. His body was cooking him from the inside out, his fever boiling under his skin. And for all the swimming his vision was doing, he was just so thirsty.

But only guests would ask for water, and Midoriya was no guest. So he sat there silently, refusing to even spare the villain a glance, lest he clue him in on his desperation. He was already at their mercy, no need to give Kurogiri or anyone else more ammunition to play with.

Kurogiri didn’t bother to keep trying, falling back into silence as he continued with his routine, stacking glasses and wiping down counters. Midoriya sat slumped in his restraints, focused on keeping his breathing even and his noises low. The pain radiating in his body slowly started to dull as time passed by, his mind drifting off from the dampness of his sweat and blood and instead tuning into the soft sounds of the background. He could feel himself start to fade back into darkness. Was it sleep? Was it unconsciousness? There was no way for him to tell, but it wasn’t like he had a choice otherwise.

Suddenly, there was a sharp creak in the floorboards, yanking Midoriya back from whatever depths nearly had him, as Mr. Compress and Dabi walked into the main room.

“Good morning Kurogiri,” Mr. Compress greeted as a mug was slid across the bar counter towards him. It was then that Midoriya recognized the smell of roast coffee wafting through the room, and all his aches grew exponentially worse. “And good morning to our guest as well.”

It was only then that Mr. Compress took a good look at him: feverish color, layered in sweat, and all, and grimaced unconsciously. Midoriya could feel his eyes on him, but didn’t dare look up.

“Has Shigaraki come by at all?” Mr. Compress glanced back towards the doorway. “It may not be my place, but it doesn’t look like Midoriya is doing so well…”

Midoriya would’ve found it all amusing: the villain responsible for using his friends as bait for his own undoing now concerned for his health. It really could’ve been funny, if he wasn’t sitting in his own blood and agony.

Kurogiri shook his head. “You two are first this morning.” He didn’t say anything more, merely handing Dabi his own cup of coffee.

Dabi took his turn to glance over at Midoriya, quiet at first. “The kid is Shigaraki’s problem, but I doubt he went through all this trouble to get him just to let him die.”

“I guess you can’t really fear death once you stop dying.”

Midoriya closed his eyes for good this time, suddenly feeling much, much worse.

Neither Mr. Compress nor Kurogiri had a response otherwise, awkwardly moving on from the battered child next to them. They sat at the counter and chatted lightly, like Midoriya’s corpse of a body wasn’t even there, slowly sipping coffee like it was just another morning. All while Midoriya desperately tried to keep himself composed, fighting the sickness bubbling in his stomach from the strong scent of coffee.

He wasn’t sure how much time had passed, but it was at least enough for Mr. Compress to finish his first cup, as Magne entered the space, followed by Toga.

Magne merely glanced at him instinctively, before turning away. “Damn, why did Shigaraki have to keep him in here? It’s too early for this shit.”

Toga looked enamored at first by his persisting injuries, but winced away in disgust at the heavy sheen of sweat that covered him. “Yeah, no thanks…” She skipped over to the bar instead. “What’s for breakfast, Kurogiri?”

“Egg over rice.” Kurogiri reached over to the fridge to grab both. “It will only take me a moment.”

Even with closed eyes, Midoriya could still make out the sounds: glass containers settling on the counter, cast iron pan hitting the stove, eggs crackling over the heat. The sounds were welcome; they helped take his mind off the aching pain in his bones, but the smells were slowly becoming too much, overwhelming the little composure he had. He was grossly nauseous, head spinning and stomach churning; he’d been able to handle the coffee from earlier, but the smell of real food was sickening.

His face had scrunched up, his body’s final effort to keep all his weakness in. But there was a sharp pop from one of the eggs in the pan, the smell flooding his nose, and he just didn’t have the strength to hold it in anymore.

Midoriya lurched forward, leaning against the straps that tied him to his chair, mouth forced open on reflex. He gagged a few times instinctively, his chest tightening painfully around his broken ribs. Damnit, he couldn’t at least have thrown up when it was only Kurogiri and him? He was going to puke his guts out in front of the people who actively conspired against his well being. Worse, he was going to puke his guts out all over himself; he couldn’t move his arms out of the way with how he was restrained. It was mortifying, more so than even the night before, squirming under Dabi’s foot like a pathetic little worm.

He heaved dangerously.

 “You’ll have plenty of time to make yourself comfortable then.”

Something like spite steeled inside him, and Midoriya clenched his teeth shut, screwing his eyes closed as he desperately tried to breathe through the pain. He could feel his diaphragm pushing threateningly against his ribs, but he held firm. He refused to give in. He refused to submit to the idea that he was some helpless, sickly little boy. These people had hurt him; they’d hurt his friends. They’d taken him away and forced him to fend for himself. He’d now become the cornered, desperate animal that Shigaraki had mocked him for. And while prey in a corner still went down, it went down fighting.

He gagged one last time, but Midoriya managed to keep his weakness down as the sensation passed. And finally, he slumped out of exhaustion, head hanging over his lap, drenched in sweat and miserable resent.

He couldn’t see anything through the dusty hair draped over his eyes, but he could feel the villains’ collective gaze on him from the silence of the room. But he hadn’t thrown up at least, so Midoriya would take that as a win, despite how humiliatingly weak he still knew he looked.

The group of villains, just about to enjoy breakfast, were rudely disrupted by the retching teen off to the side. They glanced awkwardly between themselves, sparing looks between each other and their sick captive.

Kurogiri moved away from the bar, clicking off the stovetop. “Maybe I should go find Shigaraki…” He ducked behind the velvet curtain, leaving the rest of his patrons alone.

The rest of the villains gathered around the bar, opting to now look away after Kurogiri’s departure. Mr. Compress moved behind towards the stove to finish breakfast, quieting Toga’s grumblings, as Dabi reached over for another cup of coffee. And slowly, they pretended to forget that Midoriya was even there, rotting away beside them.

There was a series of sharp creaks in the floorboards as both Twice and Spinner loudly and unabashedly entered the room.

“Good morning!” Twice theatrically exclaimed. “How are we-”

His eyes landed on Midoriya’s slumped figure, and, even through the full bodysuit, his wince was hard to miss.

“Yikes…” He pointed to their unmoving captive. “He ain’t looking too hot…”

Magne settled her head in her hands. “Yeah, we’ve been aware.”

But Spinner, who’d walked in behind Twice, seemed to have a less nonchalant reaction, scaly face morphing in horror at their captive’s condition.

“W-What the hell?! I-I thought Shigaraki had a plan for the kid…!” He rushed forward at first, but hesitantly skittered to a stop in front of Midoriya’s chair, unsure of what he could do. Spinner nervously glanced the teen up and down, finding momentarily relief in his slow breathing, but more worry in his reluctance to stir. “At this rate, he might not make it-”

Spinner stopped himself mid-thought, turning back to the rest of the league.

“Shigaraki had us grab the kid for a reason, right…? Like, not just to chain him up here until he dies, yeah …?”

The league looked between themselves, but there was no answer any of them could find that felt plausible.

“What does it matter?” Dabi piped up sharply, eyeing Spinner from across the bar. “There’s no difference between this and invading the camp just to kill him outright; he dies either way. And you had no issue with the plan when it was another brat we were supposedly taking care of…”

Spinner ran a hand through his purple hair. “I… I-I-” But no justification came to mind, leaving him floundering with inadmissible truths.

Suddenly, a burst of laughter cut in from behind, startling the group into turning around.

Midoriya, who would unfortunately always recognize that laugh, shot his head up like he hadn’t been hanging like a corpse just prior.

Shigaraki walked in laughing through the main door, with Kurogiri close behind. It was a low chuckle that rang through the room like scraping nails, like metal sparking against asphalt. The league pressed themselves closer to the bar, unconsciously or otherwise, leaving more than enough room for Shigaraki to make complete and undisturbed eye contact with Midoriya, whose head was now up to face him.

“Ah, you all are hilarious…” Shigaraki mockingly wiped a tear from his eye, strolling further into the room until he stood at the center, just a few paces away from both the bar and his captive. “You’re a part of the League of Villains; why the hell should you care about what happens to a kid? Much less this brat…”

None of the present league dared to respond at first, glancing between each other once more. While Spinner had been the only one of them to say it out loud, clearly the hesitation had been obvious enough on most of their faces.

Mr. Compress cleared his throat. “Well… the invasion was costly; we did end up losing three members all to retrieve our new guest. I presume some of us are simply curious as to what you plan to do now…”

Shigaraki scoffed. “My plan, huh…?”

He trailed off into silence, his gaze drifting between the members of his own league, past their faces and the quiet thoughts voiced behind their eyes.

“Do any of you know how many of my plans Midoriya has managed to ruin…?”

Midoriya felt his body tense all on its own as Shigaraki turned back to him. His fear pushed through his fever and the sickly fire inside him reignited as the villain stalked closer, eyeing him like wounded prey. He shuffled back as far as his restraints would allow him, pressed against the seat of his chair as the weight from his shackles kept him cruelly in place. He was breathing hard, growing more exhausted by the second as more and more of his conscious thoughts went to keeping his wheezing quiet.

“All the villains I recruited to invade USJ, my meticulous distraction to get the schedules for that day, the months and months of work to create the ultimate Nomu that could kill All Might… all for this brat to somehow weaken it enough that All Might could not only defeat it, but live .”

Shigaraki sneered as he watched Midoriya desperately attempt to shuffle away, eyes still petrified, like a rabbit waiting for jaws to clamp around its neck. He moved in closer, the fear palpable, like the taste of salted air off the coast.

“Then there was Hosu. I could’ve released a hundred Nomus on that city, and it wouldn’t have changed a thing; all the public cared about then was the Hero Killer, and that was the night Midoriya helped get him captured. It was all anyone could ever talk about…! Even worse, I couldn’t even grab the brat then; the Hero Killer just had to leave one final thorn in my side and save him.”

If Spinner, or any of the other villains that also aligned with Stain’s creed, took offense to Shigaraki’s declaration, none voiced it, not with the spite and resentment that oozed off Shigaraki in waves, like thick plumes of smoke from a house fire.

Shigaraki leaned in, getting right up into Midoriya’s face. He could see every little waver in his eyes now, the rattling of glass just before it tipped and shattered.

“You couldn’t even leave me to my own thoughts… no, I go to Kiyashi-Ward mall on a whim and you’re there .”

Midoriya stilled every bone in his body, like one wrong move would give him away, like one tiny tremble would reveal all the fear he was so desperately trying to keep hidden. Yet, he couldn’t tear his eyes from Shigaraki’s own. It was like looking into the eyes of a wolf, his mind convinced that if he looked away for even a moment, he’d find himself dead with his throat in its teeth.

“It would all almost be impressive…” Shigaraki paused, and then sighed disappointedly.

Midoriya could feel it on his skin.

“But you’re not working for me . In fact, you’re the reason I keep coming up empty handed. I’m sure even you can understand how much of an issue you’ve become.”

He shook his head and looked away for a moment, clicking his teeth softly in shame, like a parent scolding a child. Instinctively, Midoriya’s gaze turned to follow, but he stopped himself even through a feverish haze, watching and waiting until slowly, the villain looked back.

“Join the League of Villains, Midoriya Izuku, and this all gets taken care of.” Shigaraki cocked his head with a smile, poised like a coiled snake. “It’s this… or really the only other option.”

“I guess you can’t really fear death once you stop dying.”

That was a half-truth. Midoriya just feared Shigaraki more.

“I’m not going to join you.” He rasped, refusing to back down, to flinch away like the villain wanted him to. “Not now, not ever .”

Unlike last time Midoriya denied him, Shigaraki didn’t frown. He didn’t pull away, didn’t sigh, didn’t seem disappointed at all. In fact, he almost looked ecstatic, still stuck with that eerily manic grin, like he had an infinite amount of teeth crammed into his skull.

The villain moved closer and closer and closer, until his mouth was right next to Midoriya’s ear. It took everything in him not to flinch away, to keep staring forward right over Shigaraki’s shoulder, refusing to give him the satisfaction of drawing his gaze towards him in fear. He tensed instead, eyes now fixated on the monitor across the room.

He could feel Shigaraki’s breath on him as he spoke.

“I was hoping you’d say that.”

He finished with a hiss through that awful smile, but as the seconds ticked by, he didn’t pull away. Midoriya refused to look; that’s what he wanted. He was waiting for him to look, for him to give into his fear and look at him. That’s what he did last night; with Dabi pinning him to the floor, Shigaraki waited for him to look up so he could stomp on his hand, yank him up by his hair, peer down at him like a bothersome little pest. So Midoriya refused, staring straight out instead.

He didn’t register the awful pain growing in his side until something popped, shooting through him like a stake.

The muscles in his abdomen shrank, cramping up in a desperate attempt to withdraw from the pain. His flesh stung like an disinfected wound, withering around the intrusion as warmth dripped down his side and rolled down his leg. Saliva pooled in his mouth as his jaw was forced open in a silent gasp, choking on air over and over as lungs forgot how to breathe. But Midoriya couldn’t get himself to look even if he wanted to now, stunned into shock as his mind frantically tried to catch up to his body.

The feeling almost started to numb, before a whole new pain was ripped from him, as Shigaraki tore one of his hands back and dropped a lump of bloodied flesh down onto the hardwood.

Midoriya still couldn’t move his gaze, nor close his mouth, but his body resolved to do it for him. His eyes started to roll back into his head as his neck dropped, catching Shigaraki shake the blood off his hand in his fuzzy peripherals.

He failed to notice Shigaraki hold something up to his nose, however, until the pungent scent of something like bleach snapped awake the part of his brain that nearly had him unconscious.

“I only brought smelling salts with me because Kurogiri was convinced you’d passed out earlier.” One part of Midoriya’s brain could hear the smile clear as day. The rest of him could barely hear anything at all, voices gurgling like he was underwater because all he could focus on was the gaping hole in his side he could now see holy shit- “But it looks like it came in handy anyway.”

Midoriya started to shake, his brain forced to register this new pain in all its totality, unable to escape as it intended. His gasps became audible now, choking up spit like he was drowning, sputtering all over himself as he slumped forward, eyes still agonizingly wide. A piece of his side was gone; it was gone , carved out like dough, the missing piece of flesh still pulsating on the floor.

Shigaraki finally stepped back, pleased with his work. “Kurogiri, if you could get an IV bag from Sensei… what kind of hosts would we be if we let our guest faint.”

Kurogiri, who’d moved back behind the bar, nodded wordlessly and disappeared once more behind the velvet curtain. 

Shigaraki then turned to his league, horrified faces and all, without batting an eye. “And Dabi, would you mind cauterizing the wound? I’m starting to feel bad about making such a mess for Kurogiri to clean up later; I’d hate to make it worse…”

Dabi had kept his composure the best compared to his colleagues, but even he couldn’t hide how morbidly fixated his eyes were on the sheer brutality that just unfolded before them. Still, he nodded wordlessly, approaching Midoriya’s wounded side with a blue flame in hand. The boy didn’t react, his body only capable of instinctively shaking from shock, his gaze lost in the distance. Dabi pressed the fire into his skin, melting the gaping flesh like a plastic seal.

A few moments later, one of his dark wispy portals opened up in the main room, and Kurogiri emerged with a metal stand in tow, an IV bag hanging from the top. As Dabi pulled away from his half-assed medical job, Kurogiri reached for Midoriya’s good arm, without any collapsed veins, and stuck the IV needle in halfway.

“I hope this addresses your concerns.” Shigaraki looked at the other villains, who were caught between giving him or the bleeding-out child their full attention. “Midoriya is at no risk of dying in our stay… or in fact ever at all. His quirk prevents him from such a fate.”

“It’s a shame, but you and your… quirk… are pretty special.”

That finally brought some semblance of consciousness back to Midoriya, whose eyes snapped to Shigaraki’s back with such heat that his stare could’ve burned two holes right through him. Ironically enough, Shigaraki wasn’t looking this time, unable to see the red hot threat in his green eyes daring him to keep talking.

Spinner’s mouth quivered, but managed to sputter out some coherence. “B-But I thought… you said his quirk was decaying stuff like yours-”

“Midoriya’s quirk is an oddity, something this world has never seen before. And even if he refuses to join the league… he is much more valuable like this than conspiring with the heroes against us.”

The piece of flesh he had ripped from Midoriya slowly ran out of blood to ooze just at Shigaraki’s feet.

“I hope this puts any further hesitation to rest.” Shigaraki’s smile died down for a cold and sinister look. “Don’t question my plans ever again.”

And with that, he turned and left the main room, leaving his stupefied league and his mess all over the floor.

None of the other villains had an appetite to finish breakfast anymore, and slowly skittered out of the main room one by one, until only Kurogiri remained to mop the blood off the floor. Neither said a word to each other, not even as the villain portaled away the lump of flesh, until the hardwood looked like nothing had ever happened.

Kurogiri left once the mess was cleaned up, and only now that Midoriya was completely and utterly alone did he start to sob.

His resolve cracked, and that was enough to make everything pour out from him like a blown dam. His wheezing hitched into loud hyperventilating, his lungs stuttering over his choked breaths as salty tears poured from his face. He wanted to scream, to wail like a primitive thing caged and forgotten, but his teeth locked away most of the sounds that accompanied his rage.

Midoriya started frantically tugging on his restraints, searching desperately for any give, but he collapsed as the fried skin at his side began to pull apart painfully.

He couldn’t get out. He couldn’t escape. He couldn’t use any of his powers to free himself: not his decay, not his scythe, not even his immortality to keep him alive if he ripped himself from his restraints. He couldn’t even move his hands enough to do his job and sort souls, not like it mattered with how utterly fucked he was. And he had no way of getting any kind of help anytime soon, not with how hopelessly separated he was from Gami.

His body burned from the inside out, cooking him alive and slowly drying the tears on his cheeks. Midoriya’s sobs quieted, his pounding head falling against his slow rising chest. It had barely been 24 hours; he should’ve been stronger than this. He had to be stronger than this.

God, he just wanted to go home…

 


 

Gami stuck to trailing Aizawa after the attack, quietly and absently floating behind. Kota had been separated from them later that night much to the boy’s dismay, being returned to Mandalay and Tiger while Pixie Bob was hospitalized and Ragdoll was missing. The ghost was almost disappointed to see him go; Kota reminded him much of Midoriya, and his heart could acknowledge how desperate he was to fill that new gap for the time being. But, he was glad the boy had enough understanding of his and Midoriya’s precarious situation not to cry out his name or anything while the Pussycats took him home.

Gami usually didn’t stick around with Midoriya in the evenings, wandering off into the world to make sense of his whirlwinding thoughts. They’d both gotten used to the routine, and Gami would always find his way back to him before morning. But he couldn’t find his way back this time, and as the sun rose from the horizon, he found the situation cruelly twisted.

His thoughts had finally become clear, and the one person he always returned to was gone.

Aizawa and most of the other U.A. teachers were holed up in the hospital, in and out of conference rooms as the rest of Class 1-A recovered from their varying degrees of injury.  Aizawa himself had been hospitalized with minor injuries from his fight outside the lodge until medical staff finally released him early this morning. Immediately, he headed off towards a private conference room the hospital had set aside for U.A. and the police to use.

He looked up and down the hall first before speaking. “I’m assuming you’re still with me.”

Gami nodded. “I am.”

The light above them flickered.

Aizawa took that as a sign. “Good. Nezu paged me about meeting with everyone else who’s been informed of Midoriya’s… need-to-know. You were the only one of us there with him last night up until his abduction, so anything you can add would ultimately be useful.”

Gami wasn’t quite sure how he was going to get any of them to hear him, but it’s not like he could voice his concerns to begin with. So nonetheless he silently drifted after Aizawa until they both stopped at a closed door, to which the hero wordlessly knocked and opened without waiting for permission.

Inside was a small table and a few chairs. There were no windows, nothing on the walls, no other furniture. It was as bare bones as it could get, other than the people waiting inside. Yamada, Nezu, Tsukauchi and All Might stood around stiffly, immediately turning to him as Aizawa shut the door softly behind him.

“Good, that’s all of us.” Nezu’s voice was upbeat, but the more it rang about the room, the more obvious it became how dry and somber the undertone was. “Recovery Girl won’t be joining us; she was keen on helping the hospital staff with the students’ recovery as much as she could.” The principal turned to Aizawa. “Is Gami with you?”

If Aizawa had any doubts, he sure didn’t show it. “Yeah. Whatever happened last night, it doesn’t seem like he was able to follow Midoriya to wherever he was taken.”

“Well, his input will still be useful.” Nezu slid a pencil and a pad of paper across the table. It didn’t quite make it all the way across, but Aizawa pulled it the rest of the way to the edge. “Gami, can you use the pencil at all? We can always do something more primitive with yes and no questions, but this would be much more informative for us all.”

Gami floated towards the table edge, hesitating with his hand over the pencil. He’d never really tried communicating with anyone other than Midoriya, and certainly not in this much depth. Really, he should’ve been more excited; this should’ve been everything he’d ever wanted. No rational person would limit their existence to one other person. And yet, the pencil in front of him felt like some kind of betrayal. Could he even do it? Sure, Gami felt different now than he’d ever been before, but without Midoriya, without an anchor, was his fading soul still strong enough? Could it be stronger?

Stop hesitating. Draw from me. I thought you wanted to save him. Pick it up.

Kimura’s thoughts snapped him out of his spiraling own, and before he could give himself another chance to talk himself out, Gami reached and snagged the pencil between his bony fingers.

His grip held firm, and the rest of the heroes could only watch as the pencil seemed to fly into the air on its own.

“A world full of superpowers… and that is still some freaky shit.” Yamada muttered for all of them.

Gami slowly brought the tip of the pencil back down to the pad, and very slowly scrawled the letters as he remembered them once again. The heroes gathered around the pad to read them, as one by one, the letters spelled out ‘hello’.

Nezu chuckled lightly. “Well, hello to you too, Gami. It’s a pleasure to finally get the chance to speak, though I wish it were under better circumstances.”

The initial shock wore off, and Gami started frantically writing, voicing his thoughts as fast as his hands could match. “I’m sorry I couldn’t follow Izuku. We discovered during the USJ attack that I could not interact with Kurogiri’s portals. I couldn’t follow him to wherever they took him regardless, but I’m sorry I was not fast enough to retrieve him before they took him completely.”

Aizawa placed a gentle hand on the paper, stopping the pencil from writing any more. “No one’s blaming you. As an institution, U.A. should've done more in the wake of all the targeted attacks we’ve been experiencing. We thought changing the location of the camp would’ve been enough, and we were horribly wrong.” He sighed, sharing a collective look of guilt with the rest of the staff. “I know you did everything you could to keep Midoriya and the rest of our students safe. Bakugo living to see today is proof enough.”

All Might shuddered at his words. Aizawa had told them all the gist of the premonition that Midoriya had relayed to him just before the ambulance carted him off last night, but it was still so uncomfortably eerie to hear him talk about it so casually. That whatever horrors had unfolded last night could’ve been so much worse. That Bakugo inevitably lived because Midoriya had intervened somehow, and that intervention was likely the reason the boy was taken.

“I’m inclined to agree with you, Aizawa. As the principal of U.A., I’m prepared to take full responsibility on behalf of the institution, but for now, we must focus on the matters at hand.” Nezu stood up on one of the chairs to get a better view of the paper that Gami would be writing on. “Obviously, rescuing Midoriya is our number one priority, but we also have to consider how we handle the public blowback inevitably coming our way. Disregarding the backlash we’ll receive for the attack to begin with, the few villains captured last night were roughed up, but none as bad as Muscular, which as far as we’re aware, Midoriya fought.”

Aizawa spoke up. “Then I’m ready to take responsibility with you, Nezu. I’m the one who gave both classes full permission to fight back with their quirks. I will handle any questions about damages or injuries to the villains we captured, including Muscular.”

Gami, noticing their strained faces, started writing again. “We did everything we could to avoid doing permanent damage, but Muscular was simply too strong. Izuku got badly injured multiple times just trying to protect Kota during the fight, and even when he resigned to use lethal force, Muscular just wouldn’t stay down. It-” Gami paused, and the pencil did too- “it really was terrifying.”

“Kota essentially told us the same thing about what happened during that fight, and I’m aware of Midoriya’s own hesitations when it comes to using his decay. Regardless of the injuries Muscular has, I know it was justified.” Aizawa stated firmly. “I won’t let the media try to demonize Midoriya’s kidnapping based on what he had to do to protect himself and another child.”

The room fell silent.

Yamada then cleared his throat awkwardly. “Pivoting from Midoriya for just a second, we discussed moving the rest of the students into dorms on campus, not just classes 1-A and 1-B, in our full staff meeting earlier, and I think we need to make preparations to start doing so right away. It’s not an impossibility that the League of Villains may have a follow up attack planned while students are vulnerable here. Getting them onto U.A.’s campus as soon as possible means we can better protect them.”

“I agree. While we’ve done our best with what we have, this-” All Might gestured to the room around them- “ is not a secure space for us to even be having this conversation. The sooner we move the students to U.A., the more we can focus on rescuing Midoriya.”

“Something else for us to consider-” Tsukauchi finally joined in- “is why they took Midoriya in the first place. The media is likely going to spin the reason as the league potentially trying to get Midoriya to join them because of his dangerous quirk, but we know that Shigaraki and All For One are aware of even more sensitive information about Midoriya than just that, and we still don’t know how .”

The pencil began to move again. “I can answer that.”

All eyes were drawn to the new words on the page, but now that he had their attention, Gami began to hesitate again. This wasn’t his story to share, it wasn’t his five hundred years of suffering to claim anymore, despite all that Kimura did to convince them that they were one in the same.

Do not hide your reservations behind concern for me. I do not care what you tell them. I will never exist again.

“That’s not- I-” He shut himself up before his pity became too audible to ignore.

“Gami…?” Nezu pressed, eyeing the pencil still shakily floating in the air.

“Sorry!” Gami hastily scribbled away on the page. “It turns out-” Gami struggled to find the right word to describe him… them… “My past self did know All For One personally.”

The room was quiet, save for the hitch in All Might’s throat.

The ghost kept writing, each word meticulously careful. “All For One became obsessed with the concept of power beyond a quirk, and thus, became obsessed with who I once was. I imagine upon realizing that Izuku possessed the same abilities… this was only a matter of time.”

Gami gripped the pencil hard, like he hadn’t just been the one to write that truth down himself.

“The past you…“ Tsukauchi had been doing detective work longer than he could possibly remember; he could feel the desperate distance from written words alone. “If you know their name, it could really help with potentially getting a lead on All For One-”

“It will not help you.”

The words almost wrote themselves down, bleeding onto the paper before Gami had a chance to realize how quickly he wrote them.

It wouldn’t help. It really wouldn’t. His other self had been far too deep in his reclusion for any history to have survived past his known lifetime. Records only knew him as a self made success from 500 years ago, a poor man who rose up the ladder to riches and buried his wealth along with him. He hadn’t existed past then; the man who roamed Japan for 400 more years was just as much of a ghost as Gami was now.

“He was a man who went by many names… many of them lost to time. The ones that were not stained history instead.”

Aizawa tensed, eyes locked onto the words on the pad. “Gami… if All For One took Midoriya because he met you in the past, he could very well already know your name. He’s already working with much more information than we have… and you’re holding out on us.”

Gami flinched at the accusation. Midoriya was taken. Midoriya was gone . So why the hell was he making a big deal of hiding his own shameful secrets when it was all his damn fault anyway?

He imagined it would’ve always been Midoriya that would first hear what his name used to be, and so it felt like a betrayal to keep writing.

“Kimura Hirotaka, once known as Yūki Hirotaka. All For One only knew him as The Sandoman.”

Yamada frowned instinctively at the paper. “The Sandoman? But that’s just an old bedtime story…” He looked around at the confused faces of his colleagues. “You’ve never heard of it? Stay up too late and The Sandoman will come get you? My parents used to tell me that all the time to get me to go to bed as a kid.”

The pencil started to shake again.

Nezu was the first to notice. “Gami…?”

The group was pulled back to the paper, where the pencil started frantically scribbling.

“He and I are consequently the same person… but I am not that .” The letters grew shakier and more illegible with every word. “Please understand, I wouldn’t- what he has done- that isn’t me-”

The pencil suddenly fell, bouncing off the pad and clattering to the floor.

The overhead lights flickered, and a cold draft passed through them, before disappearing against the shut door.

Gami fled like a coward, racing out of the room and into the hall, thoughts rampant and hands trembling. The fluorescent lights above him started to flicker; Gami tried to calm himself. He shouldn’t be getting worked up about this, not when Midoriya was still missing. Not when he and Kimura partly reconciled last night. They had come to terms with each other, however loosely. And while Gami shuddered at many of the memories of Kimura’s long 500 years, the disgust was being replaced by pity far too quickly for him to keep ignoring.

You really are a pathetic fool.

And just as quickly, all of Gami’s pity washed away for anger instead.

“Shut up!” The lightbulb directly above him rattled dangerously, and so the ghost ducked through the floor to another level of the hospital. “I don’t understand… how the hell did I come from something like you?!”

You have the one thing I lost. You have someone worth being better for. How else was I supposed to turn out?

Gami hated how nonchalant Kimura sounded, how easily he reduced his actions to that of some unavoidable nature.

The ghost flew down another hall, almost running from the flickering lights chasing him. He swept by a cart with some tools in his way. They rattled metallically in the sterile silence.

“That’s it? That’s the only thing that separates us?”

A nurse was drawn out of an adjacent room by the noise. She looked up, startled by the lights aggressively flickering overhead.

Gami didn’t notice, too heated and overwhelmed.

Do you hear yourself? That’s all it takes. You were everything I could have been, and I am everything you can still become.

“You-”

“H-Hello…?” The nurse called down the hall nervously, eyes darting from the flashing lights overhead to the end of the hospital wing, where she swore she just heard a sound. “Is… is someone there?”

Gami froze, slowly turning back around to face the woman peering out of a room, seemingly directly at him. Could… could she see him? Hear him? That shouldn’t be possible; only Midoriya had ever been able to actively notice him.

“W-What the hell is tha-”

But, even just for a brief moment, Muscular had seen him, had heard him. Gami had touched him, held him back from hurting Midoriya during their fight. He hadn’t thought it was possible then, but he had.

So who’s to say the nurse couldn’t either?

Gami panicked, ducking around the corner for the first time in his entire afterlife. He heard the woman yelp in surprise, and that was enough to send him scrambling. He flew through the floor again, passing through some walls for good measure, making sure he completely lost her before slowing down.

Did you forget what I told you? Even without your attachment, this soul grows stronger simply by feeding on rage and hate. Even if that hatred is directed at me.

Gami had honestly forgotten about that. But amongst the flickering lights, the rustling objects, and especially being able to use the pencil and paper just before, he supposed it made sense. He’d been growing more corporeal as of late, and even without Midoriya, feeding off Kimura’s and even his own emotions was not only keeping him stable, but allowing him to grow stronger too.

The ghost sighed, looking up at the lights above. They were flickering less now; the scare with the nurse had ironically calmed him down some.

“Honestly, I wished I hated you… completely, I mean.” Gami mumbled, starting to drift down the hall again. “I think that would make this so much easier…”

Kimura remained silent as Gami chuckled dryly to himself.

“I spent so long wanting to remember anything about who I once was, but the more I started learning about you, the further I wanted to run away. With each memory, you threatened to replace and erase me. Really… it would’ve been so much easier if I hated you, all of you. But, with each memory, even the ones from last night, it became… easier to understand how you got to be what you are, what you were.”

Gami rubbed at his arms, feeling the thickness of the fog in his fingers. The lights above him began to settle back into normalcy, but he still continued to drift through the hospital.

“The things you’ve done in your pain still disgust me; they’re repulsive. But the more I remembered of you, the more pity started to coexist with the horror. I wished you had started out always as some wretched thing, because then it would be easy to hate you for what you became. Instead, I watched you mutate into this monster, and I ached for all the time you spent trying to hold onto humanity.”

Kimura scoffed from the back of his thoughts, but remained quiet all the same.

“I couldn’t imagine how you and I could possibly be one in the same… because I didn’t want to admit how easy it would be to become something like you. You’re right, there isn’t much that separates us at all, so I desperately tried to make my own space to put inbetween.”

You are right to hate me. I do not regret a thing I have done. I do not feel anything. Not anymore.

“See? Even now, I want to hate what you’ve just said…! How could you not feel even a single thing for all the pain you caused…?!” Gami began to argue at first, but the heat in his voice withered away in place of cold sorrow. “And then I imagine if I never see Izuku again for the rest of my existence… and I too don’t think I would feel much about anything else after that.”

They both were quiet after that as Gami came to a soft stop in the middle of the hall.

“GAMI!!”

The ghost flinched away at the awful memory from the night before, squeezing his eyes shut as he tried to block out the petrified look in Midoriya’s eyes as he was dragged away. 

“At first, I could only see you as a stranger, but now, I think of you and wonder what photo I’ve forgotten you from.” He spoke somberly. “I don’t want to be confused for you, Kimura, because we are not the same. Although we stemmed from the same set of parts, the world shaped us into two distinct things, yet related still. It both terrifies me and brings me peace.”

Again, no one spoke for a moment.

What is your point here? Just as you refused to be changed by me, I too will not change for the likes of you.

Gami sighed at his other half’s snark. “I wasn’t asking you to change… I think I just needed to come to terms with it myself. I am not you, not because I have what you lost, but because I refuse to allow grief to consume me as it did you. If… if this world despises me enough to never allow me to see Izuku again, then I will continue to do good by him, as I always have.”

Kimura’s presence suddenly felt very strange at the back of his mind, twisting and nauseous like rough sea waters.

Focus on finding your boy and bringing him home. It is easy to make such promises when hope still lingers.

And immediately after, Gami felt Kimura’s presence recede, slinking away to the depths in a clear signal that he no longer wished to be bothered.

The ghost took in his situation for the first time after fleeing the conference room. He’d certainly made quite a mess of things, and in his shame, he’d run off to goodness knows where. Plus, it wasn’t like Aizawa or any of the others could find him on their own, short of walking around the hospital and calling his name. And that brought along a whole other can of worms no one wanted to open right now.

With no other realistic options, Gami began wandering once more, floating down hospital halls until something of familiarity struck him. He wasn’t having much luck; everything was pale and sterile and similar, carbon-copy rooms filled with injured people he didn’t recognize. He moved to the floor above, taking a quick peek around.

The halls were just as empty, save for the occasional nurse passing through, and Kaminari ducking around the corner. He moved to try the next floor up-

Wait…

Gami snapped back down, rushing around the same crossroads to indeed find Kaminari slinking around the halls, intentionally trying to avoid being spotted by staff. With him was Kirishima, in the front leading them around, and Bakugo just behind, eerily quiet and compliantly following.

Well, it wasn’t like he had anywhere else to go, so Gami followed along silently, checking up occasionally to make sure he wasn’t flickering any lights by mistake, until they arrived at a closed hospital room door.

Kirishima softly knocked, before cracking the door ajar. “It’s just me, Kaminari, and Bakugo.”

Another voice called for them to come in, and Gami hastily invited himself as Kirishima held the door for his friends, and closed it gently behind him.

Now in the room, Gami could see practically every Class 1-A student inside, mostly standing around one cot, which had Shoji’s bandaged form laying on it. Most of the kids still had bandages on them, and despite being up and walking, Gami could still spot some limps and cradled limbs.

Kirishima glanced around as Kaminari joined most of the crowd while Bakugo lingered back. “Woah, is everyone from our class here? We just came to check up on Shoji; we didn’t realize you all were meeting in here or something.”

But Iida shook his head. “No. Jirou and Hagakure are still unconscious thanks to that gas that was leaked into the forest. And Yaoyorozu received an awful head wound; she’s still unconscious too.”

“But the rest of us came. Guess we all had the same idea.” Uraraka supplied. “We heard how badly you got injured trying to protect everyone, Shoji. We just wanted to make sure you were doing okay.”

Shoji shuffled in his bed, carefully sitting up without jostling the wrappings on where his dupli-arm had been ripped off. “I‘m alright. Thankfully it was only one of my dupli-arms I lost. The doctors said I should be out of bed by tomorrow.”

Tokoyami, one of the ones closest to Shoji’s beside, looked down guiltily. “I’m sorry again for all the trouble I caused for you.”

A small shadow slithered out of Tokoyami’s collar, until a miniature Dark Shadow materialized with much of the same guilt. “I didn’t mean to hurt you… I’m sorry.”

“I’ve long forgiven you both.” Shoji glanced around the room, at all the dejected faces, until he noticed there was one absence that Iida hadn’t bothered to mention. “It’s too late to hope this was all some bad dream, isn’t it…?”

Tokoyami and Dark Shadow flinched. “I promised Midori we’d apologize to him as well after the night passed…”

He didn’t have to say the next part out loud, drifting off into aching silence. No one else bothered to finish the obvious.

Midoriya wasn’t here.

“Some detectives stopped by to see me earlier this morning, to ask me questions about what happened last night. Considering you were also one of the last of us to see Izuku, I’d imagine they’ll probably want to talk to you as well.” Some students turned around at Todoroki’s voice, only to find his head downcast, fists balled shakily at his side. “They were clearly looking for any leads on where Izuku might’ve ended up… but I just kept getting stuck on the fact that I missed Bakugo’s marble.”

No one really knew what to say, hearing their normally stoic classmate’s voice waver uncertainly. Iida stepped closer to him to put a hand on his shoulder.

Surprisingly, Todoroki didn’t flinch away. In fact, he didn’t react to the touch at all.

“We’d all still have gotten injured. Jirou, Hagakure, and Yaoyorozu would all still be unconscious. We’d all still be recovering from fighting for our lives the entire night. But… at least we’d all be here if I’d managed to grab that damn marble…!”

Todoroki had started to tremble, hair falling over his eyes as he hung his head in loathing and shame. Iida quietly rubbed circles into his back.

A couple of the students glanced briefly back at Bakugo in response, who was standing a bit separated from everyone else. He snapped out of his trance to find eyes on him, and decidedly did not appreciate the unwanted attention.

“Why the hell are you all looking at me ?” He muttered under his breath, though still with his usual bite. Some of the eyes darted away, but it wasn’t enough. “I’m not going to get all teary-eyed like half-and-half if that’s what you’re looking for.”

Ashido put her hands over her mouth to smother her gasp. “Bakugo…!”

“Hey, man-” Kirishima tried to stumble forward and ease the hostility.

But Todoroki had more than enough guilt to drag someone else down with him. He spun around, ripping Iida’s arm off him as he took a threatening step away from Shoji’s bedside and towards the other. “What the hell is your probl-”

Bakugo pushed himself up off the wall he was leaning against, and took a step towards Todoroki as well. “I’m not gonna sit in here and fucking lament over shit I can’t change.” He looked over to Kirishima. “If that’s the reason you begged me to come along, you should’ve fucking known better-”

Kirishima tried to salvage the dying room. “Dude! No! That’s not-”

“Izuku saved you last night!! If it weren’t for him, you’d be the one missing today, or worse, you might not even be here at all!!” Todoroki yelled, jabbing a finger aggressively at the other. “He put everything on the line for you, and you’re telling me that you couldn’t have even bothered to come here on your own free will to check on the rest of your friends who stuck their necks out for you…?!”

“He’s not my goddamn friend!!” Bakugo clutched at his own chest, nails digging into his shirt, still stuck on the first sentence. “I never asked him to do any of that!”

Iida reached for Todoroki’s arm, trying to regain control of the situation. “Wait, this isn’t-”

Todoroki ripped himself free. “Do you even hear yourself right now?! Are you kidding me?! So what, are victims supposed to ask for help now before heroes are allowed to save them…?!”

“I’m not some damn victim!” Bakugo screamed back, before storming out of the room and slamming the door behind him.

Todoroki’s labored breathing slowly started to taper off, until he joined the rest of the room in silence, staring at the shut door.

“Fuck man…” Kirishima ran a shaky hand through his hair. “Dammit…”

“We’re… we’re all under a lot of stress right now…” Iida stuttered out, starting to move towards Todoroki again. “Midori wouldn’t want us all to be fighting. We have to stay strong, we have to stay together, for him-”

He held out a raised palm to the class president. “S-Stop, Iida… just please…” Todoroki closed in on himself, squeezing his eyes shut to keep everything in. “Izuku could be going through god knows what right now, and Bakugo doesn’t even feel-”

He choked on his own words, unable to finish the thought.

“I-I’m… I’m just going to be right back.”

And Todoroki too raced out of the room, leaving the rest of his classes in helpless silence.

Gami had moved himself off to the side, trying not to get worked up by the emotion and accidentally reveal his presence. It had been hard though, to sit back and listen as Bakugo brushed off his successor's sacrifice. Surprisingly, it had been even harder to hear how guilty Todoroki sounded. Gami had always liked the boy; he appreciated how much he cared for Midoriya when the ghost could not. They took care of each other, and Gami had found himself grateful rather than jealous that his successor had someone else to rely on.

Now, without Midoriya, Gami found himself chasing after Todoroki instead, determined to keep his successor’s friend safe where he had failed him.

The ghost flew through the wall, listening in for any loud noises to follow. Between Todoroki and Bakugo, he was sure he could at least find one; they shouldn’t have been able to run off far.

Luckily enough, Gami found them both, having cornered each other in another wing of the hospital, both of their faces unusually splotchy and red.

“Goddammit, Todoroki…” Bakugo didn’t have the same fight in him. “Just leave me the hell alone…”

Todoroki, having run into him by chance, couldn’t find anything to say in response, words swallowed up by grief instead.

But, while the other did take his silence as a challenge, he shrunk away in defeat. “I don’t fucking get it… I’ve been nothing but an asshole to him his entire life. I told him to kill himself last year. I spent so long hating him, and now I don’t even know fucking why . It doesn’t make sense; why would he want to do anything for me?”

Todoroki took a step back, caught off guard by the genuine guilt in Bakugo's voice, wobbling the air with all his wavers. He thought Bakugo didn’t feel bad; he’d never shown any care for Midoriya before. They’d always been at odds with each other, at least, until they managed to pull things together to pass their final exam against All Might.

“A-And I don’t know how or why, but I didn’t realize it was such an issue until I figured out that Bakugo’s probably been infected for years now!!”

Oh.

“I didn’t figure it out until the day Bakugo yelled at me, but you were right. I’m so sorry…! The hate- I…I didn’t mean- it’s all my fault! And I knew! I knew and I stayed anyway…”

Oh…

Bakugo couldn’t stand the silence, so he filled it up himself. “I tried to tell him not to; it was my own damn fault I got caught in that marble. But damnit when he swapped with me I could see in his eyes how ready he was to die . I don’t deserve that…! Not from him…”

“That’s just Izuku. He’ll always put everyone else before himself.” Todoroki added quietly. The anger he’d left Shoji’s hospital room with was gone now, replaced by a somber sense of understanding. Midoriya had told him about what his quirk was unconsciously doing, and while Todoroki had never heard of a quirk that could do something like that, it sure didn’t feel like him trying to kill Midoriya during their tournament match. Maybe Bakugo would appreciate the same reassurance, that it wasn’t quite him saying and doing all the awful things he remembered.

But… it really wasn’t his place to say. Midoriya had shared all that in confidence with him, and he had enough common sense to guess that this was more of a conversation Midoriya needed to have with his old friend.

Still… Todoroki could understand.

“I was going through some… family stuff around the Sports Festival, and I really took it out on him.” He started slowly, dancing around all the pieces he wasn’t quite ready to admit yet. “I said some horrible things to him, and after I finally calmed down, I was sure no one, not even him, would want to still keep being my friend. But he forgave me so easily; I didn’t deserve it then, and I still don’t think I deserve it now.”

“That’s not the same.” Bakugo hissed through his teeth, but it came out wet and weak “You’re his friend . Of course he’d want to forgive you. I’m just the asshole he’s been stuck with for as long as he can remember.”

Todoroki bit his lip.

“How many other lives have I ruined?!”

He tried to find the right words to capture what haunting culpability wasn’t his own. “Have you ever thought that maybe… he wants to be your friend too? That he doesn’t want your relationship with him to be like this anymore?”

“Why?! I’ve been nothing but shit to him. I’ve never given him a reason to think I can change…!” Bakugo dug a hand into his shirt, nearly ripping the seams as he pulled. “I attacked him during our final exam and… and he still hauled my unconscious body over the finish line.” 

His arms dropped, absent of the hot agony from before, empty with cold regret instead. 

“I don’t fucking get it. Why the hell would he save me then? Dammit, why would he save me now…?”

“A-And I can't… I can’t lose that! I can’t go back…”

Todoroki answered in a whisper.

“Does it matter…?”

Bakugo’s head shot up at him, and Todoroki could see the sheen in his red, puffy eyes, the helpless quiver in his lips, the rebuttal trapped behind the grimace in his teeth. And for just a moment, Todoroki could really understand, as best as he possibly could, what Midoriya was trying to confide in him that day at Yaoyorozu’s house.

The person in front of him didn’t look like Bakugo. He’d never known what Bakugo looked like at all.

“That’s just the kind of person Izuku is. To him, nobody needs a reason to be saved.” He still spoke softly, like even the breath from his voice could blow Bakugo into smoke. “He sacrificed himself to save you last night, but really, I don’t think he would’ve done anything differently if it were anyone else.”

Todoroki pressed his eyes shut, trying to remember last night again: the thick stench of smoke, the heat of burning cinders, the group of them huddled together, bristled and shivering, just one wrong move away from someone’s blood staining the dirt.

“Thank you, Izuku. I promise I’ll never let you down again.”

His mind remembered something else entirely.

“Honestly Bakugo, I think you’ve changed. But really, I think Izuku’s changed all of us. Maybe some of us faster than others; maybe it took him his whole life to get through to you. But I don’t think you can meet Izuku and still leave as the same person you were before. He’s just the kind of guy who believes that you can be better, even if you don’t think you can.”

Bakugo sank in response, eyes shaking against his furrowed brows. “I don’t deserve another chance from him. I’ve made a mockery of all the chances he’s already given me.”

“Well, then don’t waste this one. Cause until we get him back, he can’t give you any more.”

“So let’s make it right.” 

Bakugo flinched at the pointed truth. He’d berated Todoroki for lamenting, but here he was being a goddamn hypocrite and doing the same. He was lamenting; he’d been lamenting since the final exam, since trying to understand everything he felt suddenly thrust into. Midoriya had convinced him then that they could make things right, but everything still felt so wrong. Wrong was all he knew; wrong was what filled his memories like a cheap copy of something he couldn’t even remember.

And then, replaying Todoroki’s words in his head to try again, he heard a strange inflection he hadn’t noticed before.

“We…?”

The other looked strangely at him, opening and closing his mouth a few times like the wrong words were coming to his lips, before he finally settled.

“I missed that marble, so I’m sure as hell not just going to sit around and wait for him to come home…”

Todoroki hadn’t admitted anything, and yet, Bakugo felt like he’d been entrusted with the first secret he’d ever known.

 “This is our chance to fix things, to fix us.”

He grit his teeth. “Dammit… that idiot and I made a promise, and he’s saved my ass twice since. I’m not letting him do all the heavy lifting.” Bakugo then took a determined step forward, thrusting a finger right at Todoroki’s chest. “Todoroki, if you decide to do something fucking stupid… I want in.”

The other took a reactionary step back, hands in the air defensively, like he hadn’t been thinking about that night in Hosu at all.

But Bakugo had caught it anyway, despite not knowing exactly what he was looking at.

“What the hell’s that look for? You’re the one who said it: you fucking missed the marble. Well news flash, if I hadn’t gotten caught, there wouldn’t have been a damn marble for you to miss in the first place.” Bakugo cocked his head, jabbing a thumb at his chest. “This is both our damn faults then, so it’s on us to fix it.”

Todoroki stood silently for a moment, closing his eyes with an exasperated scoff. Still, it was light, absent of annoyance, as his lips curled into a small smile. 

He held out his right hand.

“Sounds like a plan.”

Bakugo grinned, red eyes, splotchy cheeks, dried tears and all, and snatched Todoroki’s hand into a firm handshake.

“Damn right it is.”

Notes:

Well… I don’t want to talk about how long this or the last chapter took to write… but it’s here! Don’t get me wrong, I love writing this story and I’m not going to stop until it’s done (which will be very soon!) but burnout kinda sucks lol. Regardless, we are one chapter closer…

For the next three or so chapters, I’ve kinda decided that I’m going to be using page breaks distinctly for switching between the league of villains hideout and whatever the heroes are doing. This works great particularly for LoV stuff, because the only character of focus there is Midoriya, but it makes the hero perspective so much harder since there are so many characters that need time on the page. I’m trying to wrap things into a nice little bow as we approach the end, but even character dynamics need resolutions: Gami and Kimura, Todoroki and Bakugo, Aizawa and Nezu. There’s just so much to cover still, and even though using page breaks exclusively to switch between the two settings works better from the reader’s perspective, I feel like I’m jumping between characters a lot on the hero side.

I have decided for sure though that I will be writing Kimura’s dialogue solely through narration. I just think it fits best, both conceptually and from the reader’s perspective. Kimura and Gami are two separate characters that exist in blurred layers, so for him to speak, it’s almost like a thought in the back of your mind that you're not quite sure where it came from.

Finally, I just wanted to say how appreciative I am for your patience. I used to have such a consistent writing schedule for these chapters, but as the years have gone by, life just doesn’t slow down. I wish I could write full time, that it didn’t have to be a little hobby I squeeze in here and there, but I love it with all my heart. Thank you for sticking through this journey with me; I hope to please you with its end.

Powers below as usual. See you next chapter :)

Death’s Touch: Anything Midoriya touches starts to decay immediately, regardless of the amount of fingers touching. Midoriya is able to start and stop the decay at will on humans and non living objects, however, he cannot with plant or animal life. Any damage done to living organisms with this power cannot be healed.

Death’s Scythe: Midoriya can summon a scythe to fight with at will. The scythe is the only item that can’t be destroyed by Death’s Touch, and that ability can be shared with the scythe at will, however it can only decay what it cuts. The decay follows the same rules as Death’s Touch.

Immortality: Midoriya is immortal and cannot die, however, he can still get hurt and scarred. This ability doesn’t provide any regeneration, but any wounds that could be detrimental to his job, such as lost limbs and organs, will be healed the next day. Because healing is the antithesis of death, Midoriya is only able to heal through this ability when he is unobserved, even by himself.

All Sight: Midoriya can see visions of people who may die before they are supposed to. These premonitions are bare and don’t provide much information other than the person themselves and their demise, occasionally revealing the setting and cause. The premonitions can come true between an hour after viewing to 3 days later.

Soul Contact: When a person dies, their soul is immediately sent to Midoriya, which he can see and physically touch. When holding a soul, Midoriya can see the most important memories and decisions attached to that soul, and hence that person.

Soul Sorting: Midoriya can decide which part of the afterlife a soul moves on to, being Paradise, Purgatory, and the Underworld. Once Midoriya decides where the soul best fits, it is sent to the being of that respective area. The soul stays in that area forever, the exception being Purgatory, where souls can move again to either Paradise or the Underworld. If rejected, the soul is sent back to him for reevaluation. All souls must be sorted within 24 hours of Midoriya receiving them, with rejected souls resetting their time limits once they get back to him. Failure to sort a soul within its time limit may result in serious unknown punishment.

Chapter 58: Whistle In The Dark

Summary:

Day 2.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Aizawa hadn’t been able to find Gami after he unceremoniously left yesterday. He’d tried searching the hospital for him, paying close attention to any flickering lights or strange noises, but there wasn’t too much he could reasonably look for. He’d walked around, pencil and pad in hand, hoping some unseen force would rip it from him. But he hadn’t had any luck, and regrettably gave up in favor of other responsibilities.

Aizawa returned to the conference room yesterday alone, and despite his previous insistence, he told Tsuakuchi to hold off digging into Gami’s past life unless they had no other leads left. He wasn’t sure where the ghost went, but if he decided to follow him back in secret, he didn’t want to damage their working relationship further.

They broke for the day after that. Aizawa promised that if managed to get back into contact with Gami, he’d let everyone else know.

He went to sleep last night, and woke up this morning still without a clue where the ghost could be.

Aizawa stood in front of the mirror in his bathroom, locking eyes with his empty reflection. He smoothed out his suit, pressed and proper on his exhausted body. U.A. was holding a press conference later today to address what had unfolded at the training camp. It was going to be a shitshow; Aizawa knew that much. For once however, he couldn’t bring himself to be annoyed with it. 

“This term has already been dangerous enough; we just can’t risk another incident.”

U.A. was responsible for each and every one of their students. Their parents, the public, the country placed their trust in them to keep these children safe, despite far too many incidents this year already. He couldn’t blame any of the outrage, not when his students had come so close to danger and death. He couldn’t blame any of the parents when they could’ve lost a child that night. They were heroes in training, sure, but they were kids first.

And so Aizawa stood in front of his reflection, who stared back with the usual annoyance he held for conferences like these, while he allowed himself to grieve.

“I can understand why you’re hesitant, but… I promise you I’ll keep him safe.”

Damnit, he’d promised that night. That night Midoriya had come to his room to confide in his premonition, he’d promised that he would keep Bakugo safe so Midoriya didn’t have to worry. He didn’t want Midoriya to handle everything by himself anymore; he wanted to give the boy his fair shot like everyone else had. He’d convinced Midoriya that he’d make sure everything would be okay; he’d allowed the boy to relax, to forget about the responsibility for once. 

Aizawa gripped the edges of the sink tight, before wheezing a few breaths between his teeth. He let go slowly, reaching for a hairbrush on the counter to start smoothing down his hair.

“We’re working together now; you don’t have to do this all by yourself anymore.”

He never intended to break that promise to Midoriya. He never intended to leave him out there, in the middle of the burning forest, alone and injured, to pick up his own slack. He’d promised to keep Bakugo safe so Midoriya didn’t have to. None of them saw the attack coming, but it didn’t matter. He promised, and he tried to uphold that promise, but it didn’t matter because he hadn’t.

One strand of hair in the front popped back up and out of place. Aizawa grumbled, reaching for the tub of gel to force it back down.

”Yeah, so you either stopped it today… or we’ll stop it tomorrow.”

Midoriya and him had a lot more in common than either of them cared to admit. He was paranoid that night, the night before the camp got attacked. Aizawa was no stranger to crippling paranoia; it was part of what made him such a good underground hero. He never took anything at face value, not unless he saw it with his own two eyes. But that kind of paranoia… it kept everything away, good and bad. It had taken him years to find people who could handle that side of him, because it wasn’t something he was willing to sacrifice, not for most.

But… he’d just wanted Midoriya to finally feel safe enough to relax, to let go of all that weight for once. He wanted him to feel like a kid, like a student, like someone who didn’t have to worry about the responsibility that came with being a full-fledged hero. Midoriya had been worried that night, worried that Bakugo was still in danger, that his premonition was still active. And Aizawa had smoothed it all down, good intentions and all, because something else outweighed all his years of instinct.

Aizawa ran a hand over his slicked back hair again, and that one strand in the front came back up again. He twitched, fingers bunching into a fist on their own. His hands shook as he forced himself to relax.

“You’re not doing this alone anymore.”

But Midoriya still had done it all alone. Midoriya had rescued Kota alone. He defeated Muscular alone. He saved Bakugo alone. All not because he could, but because he had to. Because Aizawa hadn’t been there like he said he would. Because he didn’t have anyone else.

The hair lifted up again.

Aizawa snatched the brush from the counter, nearly flinging it to the floor by accident, trying to smooth it all down.

“We’ll figure this out, and he’ll be fine.”

They hadn’t figured it out though. Did that make Aizawa a liar, or an idiot?

Bakugo was alive, all the rest of his students had survived, but nothing about this was fine. Not when it had taken Midoriya giving up everything yet again.

Aizawa set the brush down.

The hair immediately popped back up.

“Damnit!” His hand shot out for the hairbrush again, but it was too much. He couldn’t quite get his fingers to wrap around the handle, and it clattered to the floor.

He tried to reach down for it, but he collapsed over the sink instead, hands gripping the edge of the countertop like a lifeline, like if he went down too, he wouldn’t be able to get back up.

His reflection only stared blankly, this empty, professional gaze of the hero he was, the hero he had to be for the camera, while everything else he was mourned.

“Shouta…?”

The bathroom door slowly pushed open as Yamada carefully poked his head in. He only saw Aizawa’s back hunched over the sink, so he pushed in further.

“Are you okay…?”

The reflection in the mirror finally cracked.

“I was right there…” Aizawa choked out, losing the strength to stand. “Fuck, I was right there.” 

He didn’t even realize he was falling, until Yamada’s arms were around him, slowly guiding him to the floor on his knees. 

“I was right there; I promised him that he didn’t have to keep doing this all by himself anymore.” Aizawa grieved through gritted teeth, still trying to hold it all in. “I promised him, I convinced him that we would handle it together, and then I left him out there alone.”

Yamada looked at him softly, his eyes rippling with his own regret. “We both made that promise to him. It wasn’t just you… it wasn’t just you who wasn’t there for him.”

“I want Midori safe and happy just as much as you do… so we need to do this together.”

Aizawa glanced up, past the open bathroom door and into the hall, where Midoriya’s closed bedroom door was. “Damnit, he should be right here. He should be here, safe, and he’s not.”

Yamada peered over his own shoulder to stare at the door too, quiet and untouched as it had remained since the trip began.

“I don’t have anyone to be angry at other than myself… I couldn’t get to him in time, but he’s still gone, and that hurts so much.” Aizawa placed a hand over his eyes, sinking further into Yamada’s arms. “I just want to point and be angry at somebody else, like anyone else would get to, and I can’t because it’s my fault…”

Yamada just held him, letting him sob in his arms, before thinking about the door again. “He should be here; he should be home.”

Aizawa lifted his head out of Yamada’s shoulder to look up at him.

Yamada only gave him a sad smile. “Hey… technically you said it first… but I think we’ve both known for a while now. You and I, we’re his home… and I like that.”

“We’re happy to have you with us, and we want you to be happy too.”

Aizawa wiped his face with a pained chuckle. “I guess I did say that…” 

“You’re Midoriya Izuku before anything, and Midoriya Izuku is worth loving.”

“That’s his room, in his home, and damnit… he should be in there. He should be here.”

Yamada brushed his thumb under Aizawa’s eye, smudging the last of his tears, tracing his finger over the scar left from the USJ attack.

“I know, so we're going to get him back. We’re going to bring him home.”

Aizawa cupped Yamada’s hand in his own, leaning into the touch.

“You’re right; let’s bring our kid home.”

 

—————

 

Aizawa drove alone to U.A.

Yamada had offered to drive him, and if it were any other circumstance, he would’ve taken it. But there were bound to be nosy reporters lurking around before the conference, and he didn’t need another open can of worms. So he settled for Yamada’s help in pressing himself proper: smoothing out the wrinkles in his suit, combing down his hair, covering the redness around his eyes with primer. He left like a 1950s salaryman, complete with the blank look in his eyes. But he left determined, invigorated, set on a purpose, as he fixed his tie once again before stepping out of his car and into the school through one of the staff entrances.

The parking lot was empty. Most of them were. Nezu had made the choice to shut down classes for the week and start moving students into dorms. Essentials were being provided by U.A.; travel on and off campus was limited until Midoriya was rescued. They couldn’t afford to have another student be targeted right now, not when shit was inevitably going to hit the fan already.

The conference wasn’t starting for another two hours, but Nezu paged him beforehand to arrive early along with Vlad King so they could all prepare responses. They needed to be on the same page; things would only get infinitely worse if they contradicted each other on live television.

So Aizawa strolled his way up to Nezu’s office, the halls eerily void and quiet. He’d stayed after hours at U.A. before, but this wasn’t quite the same. It felt disassociative, like he was wading through a strange lucid dream. It felt dystopian, like he was stumbling through the rubble of war.

He knocked lightly on Nezu’s closed office door, like there was someone else who could overhear in the empty halls.

Nezu cracked it open, looking up slowly. “Ah, Aizawa… you’re here early.”

His voice was small, smaller than Aizawa had ever heard the principal in a long, long time.

“Yeah…” Aizawa shrugged lightly, glancing into the room. “Is Kan here yet?”

Nezu shook his head softly. “No, you’re early.” He reiterated, but held the door open wider regardless. “Come in.”

The hero carefully strolled inside, hands tucked in his suit pockets as Nezu closed the door gently behind him. The office was brighter than he expected, curtains pushed to the side for full view out of the massive window behind Nezu’s oversized desk. He walked over, peering out past his faint reflection in the glass. There were already some reporters waiting outside the closed campus gates.

“They’ve been starting to gather already.” Nezu joined him by the window, staring down at the vast expanse of campus. “We should get started, even without Kan. We can fill him in when he gets here.”

But Aizawa’s gaze shifted, away from the press dotted like ants on the sidewalk below, to Nezu’s faded frown reflected off the glass next to him. 

“Nothing we say is going to matter if you start the press conference looking like that.” Aizawa stared out through the window still, locking eyes with his own reflection, watching Nezu’s beady eyes drop through the glass.

The principal hummed in acknowledgement, but his reflection didn’t change, still solemn and softspoken.

“You know, I should be thinking more about everything that’s happened as of late…” He drifted off, the words drying up on his lips. “But… I just keep thinking about how I’ve been avoiding Midoriya since the final exam. I still haven’t apologized to him yet.”

“I’m aware.” Aizawa replied, trailing off.

“It’s all been stuck in my mind; I regret to think that all this could’ve been on his mind since the final exam too.”

“It has been.” Aizawa spoke pointedly. “He’s been asking about you. He wants to talk to you, but he’s willing to respect your boundaries. He’s been waiting for you, Nezu.”

Aizawa didn’t move, still staring through the glass. Nezu didn’t move either. But his reflection watched Nezu’s flinch guiltily, tail tucked between his legs.

Then, Nezu did move, balling his fists at his sides as he squeezed his eyes shut in shame. “The last thing I wanted was Midoriya in the hands of these villains while believing that U.A. doesn’t care for him, but selfishly, I didn’t want Midoriya thinking that I don’t care for him…”

He turned away from the window, one hand gripping the chest of his suit while the other went to paw away at the weakness in his eyes.

“But in my shame, I’ve only perpetuated the thought-”

“Stop talking like that.”

Nezu glanced back to see Aizawa also away from the window, stepped back to face him, rather than his reflection.

“Stop talking like we’ve lost him.”

The rodent furrowed his brows, confusion drying up his tears. “I’m afraid I don’t quite understand.”

The hero moved closer, until they were both away from the window, away from the press, away from anything greater than just the two of them.

“You see yourself in Midoriya, a part of yourself you wished someone had come and saved; we’ve established that.”

“You saw a piece of yourself —your former self— in Midoriya. And you wanted to protect him the same way you wished someone had for you.”

“So you of all people should know that he’s a fighter, just like the parts of you that fought to be saved in the first place.” 

“Because you fought them to get to where you are right now.”

Aizawa glanced towards the window again, and Nezu followed him, looking out at the vast expanse of U.A. that stretched far from the view of Nezu’s office.

“Midoriya’s been a fighter even before he stepped foot in U.A.” The hero admitted. “This school… hell, us heroes in general, we didn’t make Midoriya who he is. He’s been a hero since day one.”

Aizawa thought back to the night the camp got attacked.

“One of the villains’ targets has been identified!! Bakugo needs to avoid battle!! Don’t make any moves alone!!”

Aizawa thought back to the day at the mall.

“You held it together while he was threatening you and other civilians; most people would’ve gotten scared and started panicking. It was thanks to your cool head that nobody got hurt.”

Aizawa thought back to the night in Hosu.

“Gran Torino called me after you, Iida, and Todoroki were admitted to the hospital.”

Aizawa thought back to the day of the USJ incident.

“I’m giving you permission to protect yourself and others… by any means necessary.” 

Aizawa thought back to their very first training exercise.

“Bakugo, the training exercise is over!!”

Aizawa thought back to the first time he ever even saw Midoriya.

“Someone is going to get seriously hurt if that thing isn’t stopped.”

“But… what we did was stand behind him, even when other people were hesitant to.”  Aizawa looked back to Nezu —the real Nezu— not the reflection of his guilt. “We didn’t make him a hero, but Midoriya’s used to being a hero alone. We taught him that he doesn’t have to be.”

The principal looked up from his small place at the ground. “But what if he already believes it…?”

They went silent for a moment.

“Tonight, quite possibly the entire country is going to insist that Midoriya is out there alone. So it’s on us to remind everyone that we haven’t turned our backs on him.” The hero’s voice petered out into something as small as Nezu looked right now. “If not for any of them, then for the chance —however small— that Midoriya is listening too.”

They went quiet again.

Nezu looked down at his paws, like he’d forgotten they belonged to him and not some other caged animal.

Aizawa cleared his throat, bringing the principal’s attention back to him. “So stop talking like we aren’t going to get him back. We will bring him home-” he paused- “and then I’m locking both of you in a room until you apologize and make up.”

“We promised Midoriya that we would fight this with him.”

Nezu snorted softly, wiping at his eyes. He let the small smile on his cheeks be.

They both turned back to the window. More people were crowding at the gate.

“Let’s not keep him waiting any longer then.”

 

—————

 

 

Nezu, Aizawa, and Vlad King all took a collective breath before entering the conference room. It was just another room on U.A.’s campus, repurposed to accommodate the extensive coils of microphone cables and crowded tripods for video cameras. Aizawa glanced around; he almost didn’t recognize the room, not with all the padding on the walls to dampen the noise, or the mismatched chairs brought in to seat the masses. Some people looked back at him, and Aizawa fought the urge to recoil away.

The scattered chattering of reporters quieted as they walked in, stopping stiffly behind a long, conjoined desk as cameras flashed in their faces. Aizawa brushed his hands over the sides of his suit, careful to keep the sound from picking up on the mic in front of him. He forced himself to stare out blankly, avoiding eye contact with any reporter or camera in particular. This wasn’t his first press conference, even as an underground hero, but he fought the pounding in his chest as if it was.

The three took a deep bow together before seating.

“I regret to announce that our unpreparedness was responsible for the harm that came to 27 of our first-year students.” Nezu spoke softly, but his voice refused to waver. “Though we are an institution for heroes in training, we were nonetheless negligent in our defense against villains, and we understand that this has made many of you uneasy.”

The principal clasped his hands in his lap. Only Aizawa could see how they shook from his peripherals.

“We apologize for this deeply and sincerely. There is absolutely no excuse for what has occurred.”

Nezu stopped speaking. The press took that as their signal to lunge.

Even with U.A.’s media control helping to mediate the conversation, the press still snapped and lurched like circling sharks for a microphone. Finally, the mic settled with one reporter, and the chaos quieted.

“Question from NHA-” A sharply dressed man turned harshly to Nezu, almost singling him out. “This makes the fourth time this year that U.A. students have been confronted by villains. Given that some were injured again, what explanation have you given to their understandably concerned families? Furthermore, please tell us in concrete terms what measures you’ve taken to prevent these sorts of incidents in the future.”

Aizawa resisted the twitch in his eye. Nezu didn’t take the bait, reaching calmly for the microphone on the desk in front of him.

“We’ve increased surveillance of the surrounding areas and revamped our school’s security system. We’ve explained to parents that our strong stance against villains will guarantee the students’ safety.” Nezu explained. “Furthermore, we’ve begun moving students into residences on campus to keep them better protected for the time being.”

Aizawa could only watch as the crowd murmured amongst each other, clearly unsatisfied with the answer. He kept his gaze sharp, watching the microphone pass around hands until it finally landed with another reporter.

The man with the microphone stood, reaching into his pocket for a small notebook. “You claim it’s for the students’ safety, but in the middle of the attack, you urged the students themselves to fight-” he suddenly locked eyes with Aizawa- “Mr. Eraserhead, what were your intentions at that point?”

Aizawa cleared his throat, leaning towards his microphone. “Since we had no way of grasping the full nature of the situation… I made the decision in an attempt to avoid the worst case scenario.”

He stilled his hands on the desk as his mind replayed flashes of that night, stuck fighting outside the lodge as he knew the rest of his students were in danger, as Mandalay’s voice replayed in his head what he already knew.

“One of the villains’ targets has been identified!! Bakugo needs to avoid battle!! Don’t make any moves alone!!”

But the reporter looked at him strangely, mixed with confusion and distaste. “Worse case scenario? How else would you describe a situation where 26 were wounded and one was kidnapped?”

Finally, Aizawa couldn’t resist the furrow in his brows.

“I had a premonition.”

Midoriya had tried to warn him about the worst case scenario, and Aizawa fought the simmering guilt inside him as he came to terms yet again that he’d left the boy alone to prevent it. His mind tried to remind him of the raging fires surrounding him, the suffocating smoke in his lungs, the desperation in his instincts with nowhere to escape, but all he could do was blame himself anyway.

“It was about Bakugo. It- he…”

“At that moment, the worst case I could imagine involved the deaths of my students.”

Vlad King sent him a reassuring glance out of his peripherals, but all Aizawa could see was the uninterested look of the reporter in front of him.

Nezu tried to take over. “It became clear that the gas responsible for most of the harm was a villain’s quirk that had a soporific effect. Class 1B students Kendo’s and Tetsutetsu’s quick thinking helped to minimize most of the damage. The students have all received psychological evaluations and none seem to have suffered emotional trauma.”

But the reporter refused to hold back, his sights still set on Aizawa. “Is that meant to be a silver lining?”

“We believe the worst has been avoided as long as the students still have their futures.” The principal reiterated just as firmly, before Aizawa could even open his mouth.

“Can you say the same about Midoriya Izuku, who was abducted?”

The three heroes were all momentarily caught off guard, and the reporter sank in his teeth.

“Midoriya placed first in this year’s entrance exam, and he placed highly in your Sports Festival. He clearly has the making of a powerful hero, yet he also clearly has a dangerous and violent quirk, one with the potential to cause a concerning amount of harm. A quirk eerily similar to the leader of the League of Villains himself.” The reporter scowled into the microphone. “What if it was those very qualities that made him a target? What actions will you take should Midoriya choose a path of evil?”

Aizawa felt his gaze harden. He knew the reporter was just trying to rile him up; his distrust for the media was as obvious as they come. But the boil in his blood was difficult to fight in all the worst ways.

“You’re a good kid, Midoriya, and I’ve met a lot of kids… but the world is full of unfairness. I don’t want everything you’ve worked for to go to waste because other people are afraid of things that are different and hard to control.”

That was his kid. His kid being ripped apart on live television. His kid being compared to the scum of villainy. And for what? For having power he never asked for and still trying to do good with it?

“You’re worthy of trust and love, regardless of your quirk… because your quirk doesn’t define you.”

He tried to convince himself that he’d feel this way about any of his students being spat out of that reporter’s mouth. 

“We’re happy to have you with us, and we want you to be happy too.”

He could not.

Aizawa stood up more aggressively than he intended, but he steeled his emotions, bowing deeply to the cameras and the press.

“Any lapse in his behavior is my failing-” the hero glanced up at the crowd with a firm look in his eye, the same determination Yamada had left him with earlier- “however, more than anyone, Midoriya pursues the title of hero with everything he has. If the villains have mistaken something as superficial as the nature of his quirk for weakness, then their thought process is indeed shallow.”

Aizawa moved to sit back down, breathing deeply while the microphone in front of him couldn’t catch it, when the reporter thumbed through his notebook.

“If I may have one last question…” The reporter settled on a specific page, skimming it over. “There are rumors that one of your students has been placed in the care of U.A., that student being Midoriya Izuku. For your institution to take such decisive action, that would imply he has no one else to support him: not his mother, not his father, nor any relatives at all. Seeing as he has no support system to keep him aligned with the heroes, what is your concrete counter-strategy should the boy be manipulated into siding with villainy?”

The room devolved into hushed whispers, with other reporters frantically jotting down the new information, chattering amongst themselves at the sudden revelation.

Aizawa froze mid-motion, caught between the raging thoughts that suddenly burst into flame within him.

How dare they…

“You’re Midoriya Izuku before anything, and Midoriya Izuku is worth loving.”

How dare they speak like they knew anything about him at all.

Aizawa found himself reaching for his microphone before any of his thoughts were aligned. He couldn’t focus on anything, nothing except how ready the world was to see Midoriya emerge from this as a villain, like the boy hadn’t been fighting that notion in the back of his own thoughts his whole life already. And suddenly, all he could think about was Midoriya listening to this, listening to the world agree that he was something that needed to be stopped, like he really was the threat he believed himself to be.

His hand reached for the microphone, fingers nearly wrapped around it, when Nezu beat him to it.

“If I may-” Nezu stood up on his chair, making himself appear as tall as possible, yanking his own microphone up with him- “as principal of U.A., I believe I can speak on behalf of its students, of any of my students.”

Aizawa stuttered for a moment, an image he knew he’d come to regret being captured on camera, before placing his hands back on the desk.

“As an institution, we did not admit Midoriya Izuku because of his strength, nor because of his powerful quirk, but because of the person that he is.” Nezu paused for a moment. “Midoriya has always cared deeply about the lives of others, whether it’s his classmates, his teachers, the people he crosses on the street, or even those he’s never met.”

Aizawa’s heart hammered in his chest, still trying to calm down and compose himself. He tuned out of the scavenging media in front of him, away from the cameras and flashing lights and predatory stares, and focused completely on Nezu’s words like a lifeline. 

“Midoriya has always had the heart of a hero since even before stepping foot on the grounds of U.A. He is a testament to the principles and values of our institution at its very core, but more importantly, he’s a shining example of the selflessness that heroes old and new should aspire to.”

Nezu refused to flinch, eyes and words steady as the truth in his heart. He was sorry it hadn’t come out before. He was sorry if Midoriya had ever come to doubt it.

“So for everyone: for you all, the public, the heroes, even the villains, but especially for Midoriya…” He placed a paw at his chest. “Know that he has a place here at U.A., and as its principal, I am personally cooperating with the police in their investigation. We will not approach this passively.”

Nezu took the time to lock eyes with each and every camera he could see, hoping that through one of them, Midoriya could see him looking back.

“Make no mistake, we will bring him home.”

 


 

Midoriya slowly blinked his eyes open. He wasn’t sure when he’d managed to fall asleep, or if he finally got to pass out like his body intended. But immediately, he wished he could go right back to unconsciousness.

He felt disgusting, his skin taut over his bones like shrink wrap. His one arm had long gone numb, skin black and blue like the mangled remains of a corpse, nothing more than a dull throb reminding him it was still there. He was sure the same coloration stretched up his side from whatever internal bleeding was wracking his body. His chest in general felt warped, ribs cocked in mismatched patterns that pushed against his flesh from the inside. And the new wound Shigaraki gave him itched, pulling against his instinctual need to breathe as the charred scar refused to stretch.

He was gross and sweaty. He was thirsty and hungry. He was dizzy. He was tired. And he just wanted to go home.

Midoriya looked around; the room was unexpectedly empty. The bar was clear of drinks, the tables wiped down clean, the curtains closed and still. It didn’t look like anyone had even stepped into the room all day. Midoriya doubted that though. They’d probably come in and out while he sat passed out. That thought didn’t make him feel much better.

He couldn’t really tell what time it was. He assumed it was sometime into the next day, but not much more than that. There weren’t any windows in this room, and if there had been any wall clocks, they had been taken down just for him.

Midoriya wanted to take a deep breath, but he couldn’t even do that anymore, only huffed gasps able to pass in and out of his lungs without much pain. There was nothing else he could do but try and keep the pain to a minimum while he was awake, far too weak anymore to try fighting. He wasn’t going to win a fight, even if he couldn’t die, not against every villain in the league with the condition of a rotting corpse. No… but he knew his way out.

He just had to outlast, through the fear, hunger, pain, and all, until someone screwed up enough for him to run, or until he got rescued.

“Well… you’re finally awake.”

God, he really hoped one of those options came soon.

Midoriya lifted his head to lock tired eyes with Shigaraki, strolling into the room with Kurogiri following behind.

The villain sent him a blinding smile, one with far too many teeth. “You’ve been in and out of consciousness all day…! I was starting to get a little bored, but you seem coherent enough.” Shigaraki fiddled with the small bottle of smelling salts in his hand, before finally pocketing them. “Shame, but I guess I’ll just save these for later then…”

Midoriya could only watch him closely, his body beginning to tense on its own despite the aching way it pulled his skin.

“You know, I had such a great idea. And after yesterday, I guess I could give you a bit of a break.” He walked over to the monitor at the end of the bar counter, reaching for the remote off to the side instead. “You see, there’s a broadcast happening right about now that I think would be fun for both of us to watch together-”

Shigaraki pressed the power button on the remote, but the monitor didn’t seem to turn on like usual, instead flipping to a seemingly empty screen with a dim, fuzzy hue.

“Ah, Tomura, apologies for the interruption.”

A smooth voice that Midoriya had never heard before echoed from the monitor’s speakers. Shigaraki instantly straightened.

“Sensei…”

Midoriya instantly paled.

This… was this All For One?

“I understand you had plans for today, and I don’t mean to derail them-” Midoriya couldn’t stop his heart from pounding violently, even with the rattling in his chest- “but I’ve been dying for an opportunity to chat with our guest for some time now.”

Shigaraki grumbled almost apprehensively. “Well… I-”

But the voice cut him off gently. “I’m sorry, Tomura. I didn't mean to put you in a tight spot. I understand that your plans are very important to you. How careless of me to interrupt them anyway.” There was a heavy sigh through the speakers, laced with thick disappointment. “I was just excited; it’s been such a long time since I’ve been this excited for something.”

“No, no, Sensei it’s… it’s fine.” Shigaraki nodded a few times to himself, then turned to the monitor almost like a pleased child. “Take as much time as you’d like. We’ll watch the broadcast another time.”

“Oh, thank you, Tomura.” The smile was audible. “How considerate of you; I’m very grateful.”

Midoriya swore Shigaraki practically beamed at the screen.

“Kurogiri, please escort our guest.”

And then, the monitor went black.

Midoriya had to focus before his eyes settled on his returned reflection in the blank screen, before he remembered there were two other villains in the room with him still, before he processed one of them moving closer.

His eyes then locked onto Kurogiri’s approaching form, watching him intently like a rabbit backed into a corner, trained on his every move like one wrong blink would leave jaws around his neck. He watched, body painfully tense, until the man was just barely in his peripherals, a hand placed on the back of the metal chair he called his prison.

“Don’t be rude-” Midoriya snapped up at Shigaraki’s voice, the other thankfully still on the other side of the room by the monitor- “Sensei has been so eager to meet you for a long while now. It’s not in your best interest to disappoint him.”

Shigaraki turned away, beginning to walk back out the room the way he came, as thick purple smoke enveloped Midoriya and his chair from the bottom up.

He didn’t have a chance to catch his breath, as the chair sank lower and lower into the portal beneath him, until he was sure the smoke was suffocating him from the inside.

He fell through like a drop of molasses, slowly at first, until all of a sudden he and the chair slammed harshly to the floor. The impact seized through his body, up his broken bones and out of his fried nerves. Midoriya couldn’t stop his involuntary gasp, but that only made things worse as his lungs pushed too far against his ribs, leaving him caught in a cycle of coughs and wheezes as the shock slowly wore off. His brain was too overwhelmed to catch up as his eyes shot around to his new surroundings, desperately looking for something to ground himself.

Instead, he found himself in front of a man —at least, it looked to have been human once— sharply dressed and sitting calmly with his hands clasped in his lap. Cables and tubing stretched out from his back, hooked up to a disorganized array of constantly fluctuating machinery attached to the modified office chair he was sitting in. One tube went up to the man’s nose, connecting to an oxygen mask over his mouth. There was nothing else above: no eyes, no face, just a horrifying clump of veins and flesh, like a cancerous tumor.

Even beneath the mask, Midoriya could see the man smile at him.

Even without eyes, Midoriya could feel the man look at him.

“Thank you, Kurogiri. You can leave now.”

It was the same voice as the one over the monitor.

It took everything to keep the trembling in his heart from reaching the surface of his skin.

Kurogiri didn’t say a word, disappearing in his own portal and leaving Midoriya alone with the man before him.

“Midoriya Izuku… so good to finally meet you.” The man drawled, savoring the moment as he raised his hand to rest his chin. “You can call me… All For One.”

“He went by the name of his quirk, All For One.”

All For One didn’t wait for the boy’s thoughts to catch up.”I have heard so much about you…” He chuckled, but it came out muffled from behind the oxygen mask. “Of course, Tomura has his opinions, but it’s good that he understands, at least somewhat, just how pivotal you are.”

Midoriya felt his eyes shaking from within his skull, rattling like loose marbles as he was stuck staring at the villain before him. He tried to keep his breathing under control, tried to force his fear back down to a simmer, but he remained stuck in a trance of morbid curiosity, trapped on the man’s deformed face.

How the hell was he still alive?

“One who steals quirks has no limits; anything’s possible.”

But the back of Midoriya’s thoughts weren’t satisfied.

“Immortality is something this world has never truly seen, and while there are some who can mimic it, that could never quite compare to the real thing.” All For One cocked his head, looking down at Midoriya with intrigue. “You’re quite special, aren’t you? Even beyond that, you’re quite special…”

Midoriya shivered. A naive part of him wanted to refute that claim; perhaps if he could convince All For One that he wasn’t worth anything at all, the man would let him go. But even if he could get the rest of himself to believe in such a foolish idea, Midoriya couldn’t trust his own mouth to say the right words, not with the way his thoughts screamed at him from the back of his head.

He should be dead.

He should be dead.

The words thrashed ragefully against the sides of his skull, until Midoriya wasn’t sure they were even his thoughts anymore.

All For One took his silence differently. “There’s no need to be humble. It’s true; what you are is remarkable, unique. So I’m sure you can understand just how desirable that is to someone like me.”

Midoriya felt his hands beginning to itch, decay swelling painfully at his fingertips. But there was nowhere for it to go, other than gather helplessly in his veins, burning like vodka.

That thing should not be alive.

And then, the villain reached out.

Midoriya tried to scoot away, but the restraints kept him locked in place, unable to do anything but squirm fruitlessly as All For One’s hand extended out to him. His petrified gaze was equally locked on the hand, a hand far too smooth and lively for something like him, something that had lived far too long. The thing before him wasn’t mortal, wasn’t human, but merely a disease with the audacity to persist. All For One was breaking the rules, and if Midoriya was good for anything, he’d kill him, bite the hand reaching for him and tear off his fingers with his teeth-

Midoriya shrank away, away from the hand and the thoughts that he desperately hoped weren’t his. But he could escape neither.

All For One wrapped his fingers firmly around the boy’s head, resting his palm just above his eyes.

Midoriya waited to feel his flesh and blood crushed in the grasp.

But… after a few moments, the hand slowly retreated, along with the intensity of the screaming in his head, and Midoriya peeked open his eyes.

“Ah, well that was expected…” A sigh left him, but it didn’t sound all that disappointed. “There’s not even a sliver of a quirk inside of you.”

Midoriya felt his heart slowly die back down, gasping for breath as the ringing in his ears finally drifted off. Had… had All For One tried to take his powers? He didn’t even have a quirk to lose; he didn’t have a life to lose, why the fuck was he so scared damnit-

“You see… many, many years ago, I met someone quite similar to you. He had a handful of interesting abilities, but of course I’ve met many of those…” The villain returned to leaning back relaxed in his chair. “His, however, predated even the birth of quirks. He was something else entirely.”

And just as his heart returned to being as calm as he could manage, it dropped to the pit of his stomach.

“Midoriya, is there any possibility that All For One may have known Gami when he was alive?” 

“The origins of quirks are a mystery, especially in the beginning, so imagine my excitement when I found a new mystery, an even more secretive mystery, all wrapped up like a gift just for me.”

No.. no, no it couldn’t be-

“Tell me, Midoriya… have you ever heard of the legend of The Sandoman?”

It took a few silent moments for the boy to realize the villain was actually waiting on a response this time.

His voice came out dry and weak. “T-The… the story?”

All For One seemed to smile wider after he spoke. “Ah, I suppose it has developed into something of a children’s tale. But I’m sure you know that all stories are based in some truth, and before it ever was just a simple story, The Sandoman was a legend that terrified Japan silently for over a hundred years.”

“If anyone would have knowledge on something like this, it would either be one of my predecessors, or All For One himself.”

Midoriya flinched. It couldn’t be him, it couldn’t be Gami he was talking about. It just couldn’t!

“People would disappear into the night, never to be heard from again, nothing but dust left behind. Of course people would think it was an evil, angry spirit; they had no reason to believe quirks or anything of the sort even existed back then.” He laughed mockingly, shaking his head in disappointment. “So when the disappearances finally stopped, people simply assumed The Sandoman had finally moved on…”

All For One’s smile grew wide from under the mask, nearly matching the horrifying glee of Shigaraki’s, teeth and all.

“But he didn’t. I found him.”

“Even I do not even know the extent of my sins.”

But the exhilaration faded as All For One continued to reminisce. “Unfortunately, I was very young then, young and regrettably overeager. I wanted The Sandoman to join me, because otherwise I’d have to kill him… but I could do neither.” This time, when he sighed, the dissatisfaction was clear as day. “Ultimately, he became harder and harder to find, until, to my disappointment, I couldn’t find him again.”

For the first time since Midoriya had been dropped in the room, the villain finally looked away from him, resting his head on his hand and leaning against the armrest of his chair. Without any eyes, it was impossible to be sure where his attention truly was, but his head was pointed off in the distance, seemingly searching for a thought far away.

“It makes me wonder what he’s up to… considering something like him wouldn’t disappear from this world.” He chuckled lightly. “No… something like him that did so much damage and still stuck around wouldn’t disappear for much else.”

“I’m afraid to look down at my hands, because I see them stained with blood and dust…”

All For One turned back to him. “But I couldn’t quite forget him, not even all these years later. There was so much untapped potential; so much innate destruction, so much persistent force…” He looked almost longingly at the wires and cords that stretched from his body. “I tried to replicate what I could using amalgamations of quirks, and while I have lived for centuries, what I have is nowhere near true immortality, not like The Sandoman. Even with practically every quirk at my disposal, it just doesn’t compare…”

He shrugged, leaning back once again, the tubes and cables jostling behind him.

“All these years later, after losing such an enigma, I even tried making my own… but it isn’t quite the same.”

Midoriya stared, until his eyes widened and his mind grasped the horror of what he meant.

“You’re just like me.”

Him and Shigaraki… their similarities weren’t a coincidence-

“And then, I found you, Midoriya. When Shigaraki first described you to me, I was intrigued, and when I first saw you during the Sports Festival, I just knew. I could see him in every display of your power, in sheer brutality and tenacity. You and The Sandoman… you’re connected in a way. You’re not him, but you’re like him: you’re something else entirely.”

Midoriya’s mind kept getting caught, on how long All For One had known everything, on how he’d been doomed to this from the start, on how Gami quite possibly knew All For One for centuries.

“My centuries-long search can finally end; it’s almost bittersweet.”

The villain extended a hand once again, this time stopping at the space between them.

“Join me, Midoriya Izuku.”

Midoriya didn’t miss how he said it.

Not the league, not Shigaraki.

Him.

It took him another painful set of moments to realize All For One was again waiting on a reply; he couldn’t exactly shake hands in his restraints, even if he wanted to. But he didn’t want to. Even as a lie, he didn’t want to. That’s what everyone was waiting for: him to make a stupid decision in a moment of desperation. He wasn’t going to be able to escape, not like this, chained down with all his injuries. It would only make sense for him to lie, to agree and say that he’d join them, and then try to escape after they freed him. They’d be stupid not to expect it.

A part of Midoriya wanted him to try anyway. He wasn’t getting anywhere like this; two days in and barely conscious, in a worse condition than before. At least if he agreed and they released him, he might have a chance to run.

But an equally stubborn part of him refused. He refused to give in; he refused to give the world proof that he was just like they’d feared he’d be. He wondered just how much of the world expected him to come out of this a villain, convinced that he’d be convinced to betray everyone. If it was All Might being held hostage, the world would only wait for him to beat the people dumb enough to ever think they could convert him. But it was Midoriya wrapped in chains, and he wondered just how many people were wondering just how long he’d last.

Midoriya stared shakily at him, torn between looking at the outstretched hand, or the man it belonged to. 

“Well, I know that with my quirk… it won’t be easy for people to trust me. It might take an extra level of convincing just to prove that I truly mean no harm.”

Suddenly, every aching nerve in his body steeled over.

“I’m never going to join you. Not the league, not Shigaraki, and certainly not you.”

“I want people to know that I’ll fight forever for that ending if I have to.”

He’d rather the world find him a lifeless corpse, than ever think he’d even once been a villain.

All For One was silent, his hand still out, before he slowly retracted it back.

“I understand this must be a lot to take in…” His voice was low, almost like he was trying not to spook a bird. “But… you have to understand that I already made the mistake of letting The Sandoman slip through my fingers once. It’s a miracle that I’ve found something like him again, 200 or so years later. It would be foolish of me to make that same mistake again.”

Midoriya was unprepared for the villain to reach for him again, this time with none of the theatrics as before, grasping his head tightly.

“L-Let go…!” Midoriya cried as he yanked violently in the hold, stirring up old injuries. The pain reminded him that All For One hadn’t killed him yet. “Stop!”

But the villain was eerily quiet, merely squeezing his skull tighter.

For the first time since he’d arrived, Midoriya screamed without restraint as he felt his body shift and move without his permission. His ribs pushed and pulled in his chest, the broken bones in his arm twitched and spasmed. His insides burned, muscle and flesh lighting ablaze as his heart thumped so fast he swore it was just going to pop. He knew he was crying, tears slipping past his shut eyes, but he convinced himself it was the sweat from his fever, cooking him from the inside out.

The pain slowly died down, until Midoriya couldn’t even be sure if he was still screaming, his senses overloaded to the point of emptiness. Everything felt blank, like he was coming back into focus, the world ringing around him like a bomb had just gone off. And as he slowly opened his eyes, convinced he was dead and it simply just hadn’t caught up to him yet, he realized the painful grip on his head was gone, nothing more than a limp rest now, All For One smiling before him.

All his pain was gone actually. His broken arm no longer stretched from the weight of his restraints. His tense skin no longer throbbed from the excessive blood pooling underneath. His lungs no longer caught on his misaligned ribs whenever he took a breath. His body no longer radiated the piping heat of his fever. Even the wound Shigaraki had given him yesterday was no longer there.

“Wha-” Midoriya shot his eyes open wide, frantically checking himself over to make sure he was all still here. He managed to catch a glimpse of the side that Shigaraki had brutalized and callously cauterised. There wasn’t even a scar.

“I decided to heal your injuries… as a sign of good faith.” All For One removed the hand that still rested on Midoriya’s head. “Of course, there were much… nicer ways for me to do it… Still, I’ll give you some time to think my offer over.”

All For One held up his hand and snapped.

“But… I’ll remind you: I’m currently giving you the choice of having autonomy.”

Suddenly, from the shadows behind All For One’s chair, something stepped out, something pale and sickly and familiarly inhuman.

“After all, I’ve met many interesting quirks throughout the decades, and I’ve gotten them all… one way or another.”

A Nomu crawled out from behind, summoned like a dog as it approached All For One and lifelessly placed its head on the armrest of the chair. 

All For One stroked its submissive head, fingers following the curves of its exposed brain.

“There were many poor souls who couldn’t bear the sudden burden of the quirks they were given. They became like mindless puppets, incapable of speaking or cognitive thought… just like the Nomu are.”

Midoriya began to shake.

All For One gave him one last smile. “You can take him back now, Kurogiri.”

Midoriya didn’t even see the other villain approach, locked petrified on the lifeless eyes of the Nomu before him as he and his chair slowly sunk down through another misty portal.

He found himself back in the bar room, as empty and silent as he’d left it. The chair had dropped the rest of the way to the floor after making its way mostly through the portal. Midoriya jolted at the impact, but the shock barely stayed in his system this time, no injuries for it to latch onto.

It took him a moment to realize that he was no longer in front of All For One. It took him an even longer moment to realize he was completely alone again, just as he’d woken up.

The tears slipped down his cheeks before he even realized his lips were quivering, and all Midoriya could do was droop his head and hope the shadows of his hair could hide the rest from the cameras inevitably watching him.

He sunk his teeth into his bottom lip to keep the whimpers in his throat, but that did nothing to stop the weakness from leaking from his eyes.

Dammit, dammit he needed to hold himself together…! He could outlast; if anyone could, it was him. Just until someone came. That was it; that was all he needed.

Someone.

“After all, I’ve met many interesting quirks throughout the decades, and I’ve gotten them all… one way or another.”

Anyone…

 


 

Gami stuck around Todoroki for the rest of last night. He knew he wasn't going to be able to find the conference room until the heroes had long left, and he had no idea how to get back to Aizawa and Yamada’s home on his own. So instead of leaving behind familiar faces yet again, he decided to stay with Todoroki for the time being.

He liked Todoroki. The boy was quiet, reserved, yet interconnected with his emotions. He felt deeply, for better and for worse. He was a lot like Midoriya, but he was not Midoriya. And Gami desperately wanted Midoriya back.

Still, he remained with Todoroki, because that was as close as he was going to get.

The boy had been allowed to return home last night, discharged early from the hospital for his minor injuries. That fact hadn’t kept him away, however, nor Gami by proxy.

The ghost followed silently as Todoroki returned back to the hospital for the second time today, though much later into the night. He and Bakugo had met up at the hospital once already earlier in the afternoon, after hearing that Yaoyorozu had woken up from unconsciousness. They’d tried to pay her a visit, but All Might and a few police detectives had gotten to her first. They didn’t walk away without hearing something interesting, however.

Gami had watched silently, as the rest of Midoriya’s class agreed over text chat to visit Yaoyorozu tonight, and Todoroki and Bakugo agreed together to come along, an unspoken thought between them.

They met in the lobby, long after the sun went down. Todoroki had gotten there on time, but Bakugo stood there waiting for him anyway.

Bakugo scoffed at him. “About time you got here.”

“Nice to see you too…” Todoroki didn’t stop, heading right for the elevator, Bakugo trailing just behind now. “You still good to-”

“Yeah, yeah, say it louder why don’t you…” Bakugo jammed the button to close the elevator doors. Once the elevator shut them in, he relaxed slightly. “Course I am.”

Todoroki hummed in agreement. Gami nodded alongside them.

The elevator slowly started climbing, nothing but the soft whirring of cables and pulleys filling the otherwise silent metal box.

“Did you…” Bakugo’s voice came out quiet; Todoroki was still getting used to it. “Did you watch the broadcast from U.A. earlier?”

The air around them got cold all of a sudden.

“Yeah, I did.” Todoroki replied just as faintly.

The metallic clanking of machinery filled the silence for a brief moment.

“Did you know…?” Bakugo whispered, staring out at the closed elevator doors. “Did Midoriya tell you about being placed with U.A.? That he wasn’t living with his mom anymore…?”

Todoroki opened his mouth, but the words got oddly stuck in his throat, his hands shuffling anxiously.

“I knew his mom… at least, I thought I knew his mom.” Bakugo muttered through tightly clenched teeth. “She was the kindest woman I’d ever met. I didn’t get it then; how anyone could possibly be so nice after going through so much shit. It pissed me off, so I stopped wanting to see her.”

Todoroki turned to face him. He could see clearly now just how badly his fists were shaking. “Bakug-”

“They’re saying so much shit about her now… and I don’t know if it was just me who missed it, or if everyone did.” He dug his nails into his palms, but the penance was laughable. “But my mom and I knew her; we only lived just a couple blocks down. How the hell did we not know…? How the hell could Inko do any of the things they’re saying she did…? How could she just leave him alone…?!”

Bakugo slammed a fist violently into the elevator wall. The entire contraption shook, stuttering its path up for a moment, before continuing as normal.

“I don’t know…” Todoroki answered quietly, words like puff of wind. “Everyone wants an explanation for things like that, because no one wants to believe that there wasn’t at least a reason. But… do we really need a reason? Is there any reason that could ever be enough to justify hurting the person you're supposed to love…?”

“Even though my mother was the one who gave me this scar, I only blame my scumbag of a father for pushing her to this.”

Todoroki tensed, wishing he could believe his own words.

“When Izuku comes back, there’s going to be a lot that overwhelms him. Let’s just make sure us and the rest of the class are still a safe place for him to come back to.”

Bakugo’s shoulders fell in dissatisfaction just as the elevator dinged and the doors opened.

They walked silently through the hospital halls, vacant by all but the night staff, until they approached a closed door. Todoroki gave it a gentle knock.

There was a moment before the door cracked open, Uraraka peeking out. “Oh, it’s just you guys. Come in…”

Gami trailed behind as they entered, peering around the room. All the other students, minus Jirou and Hagakure still, looked to be inside already. It felt similar to the day before, but instead of Shoji’s bed they were crowding around, it was Yaoyorozu’s. Shoji actually stood amongst the group around the foot of her bed, with some extra bandages, but no worse for wear. Most of the students seemed to have had their wrappings changed; Gami guessed most were still confined to the hospital for their injuries.

Yaoyorozu leaned up at the commotion. “Ah, Todoroki, Bakugo… it’s good to see you both alright.” She glanced around. “I think that makes practically everyone then…”

Todoroki hummed. “Glad to see you awake. How are you feeling?”

“Not any worse, that’s for certain… though I wish I could’ve been of more help.”

Her guilt was thick like smog, heavy and sticky like they were wading through syrup.

Bakugo suddenly stepped forward, joining Todoroki by her bedside. Some of the other students jumped, expecting him to stay stuck against the wall like he had with Shoji last night. Even Yaoyorozu seemed surprised. But Todoroki stood unfazed.

“You can be.”

None of them had ever thought Bakugo could speak so softly.

“We heard you’d woken up earlier, so Todoroki and I were gonna come check on you, but All Might and the police beat us to the punch.” He took a breath. “We heard what you told them.”

Bakugo trailed off, allowing the class to recover from their momentary shock, subsequently turning to Yaoyorozu in confusion and intrigue.

The girl stuttered, but ultimately continued. “Well… yes, I did make a transceiver. Awase from Class 1-B helped stick it to the Nomu that attacked us. I made a device to receive the signal, and gave it to All Might and the police.”

Uraraka suddenly shot to the foot of Yaoyorozu’s bed, jostling the cot. “T-That’s great! That means they’ll find Midori soon…!”

But Yaoyorozu did not appear as ecstatic. “I wish I hadn’t been unconscious this whole time; I wish I could’ve given them the tracker sooner…”

Todoroki placed a gentle hand on her shoulder. “Hey… you’ve easily done more than any of us… but I understand how you feel. I can’t just sit here and wait for Izuku to come back.”

“You made a receiver for the heroes.” Bakugo jumped in. “Can you make another one for us…?”

Yaoyorozu didn’t even have the time to gasp, as Iida interrupted her shock with his own.

“What… what are you two saying…?”

Bakugo grit his teeth. “Look, I’m not gonna bother sugar-coating it: the league used me to get Midoriya, and if I had just put my anger aside for a moment… maybe he wouldn’t be in this mess. But Todoroki and I aren’t just gonna fucking sit around and sulk on what could’ve been. We fucked up, so we’re gonna get him back.”

“No.”

Iida’s voice came out stern and hostile. The students around him shuffled back. He moved from the opposite side of Yaoyorozu’s cot towards the other two. Todoroki moved to meet him halfway.

“Iida, I understand-”

“No, you don’t, or you wouldn’t be suggesting what I think you are.” Iida cut him off. “We ought to leave this to the pros. It’s not our place to interfere.”

“You don’t think I get that?” None of them had ever thought Todoroki could speak so sadly. “But I can’t, in good conscience, just wait for Izuku to be rescued. Not when it was me who missed the marble that caused the hostage situation to begin with.”

But the sorrow in his voice did not sway Iida, who stopped right up in Todoroki’s face. “Did you not learn your lesson from last time-”

“Are you saying that as long as it turns out alright, it’s okay to bend the rules?”

“Maybe I didn’t…!” Todoroki clutched at his chest, bunching his shirt in his fist. “But I know if it was any one of us out there alone right now, Izuku would be the first one to come for them. And I think you know that too, Iida…!”

“If Iida hadn’t done anything, then Native would’ve been killed! And if Izuku hadn’t come, then both of them would’ve died!”

Yaoyorozu shivered violently in her bed, rubbing her arms. When had the room gotten so cold?

She looked over to Todoroki, but there was no ice on him.

Uraraka tried to push herself between the two. “Todoroki, I-I know you’re upset-”

Asui tried to back her up. “Iida is right here…”

But Bakugo moved to back Todoroki up. “We know he’s right. But I’d rather do the wrong thing, than abandon Midoriya again. I’ve been doing that my whole fucking life; what the hell am I doing at this goddamn school if I do it again?”

Iida snapped to Bakugo next. “You fools-”

“Enough! All of you!”

The three silenced to see Yaoyorozu sitting up in her cot, huffing frustratedly amongst her place swaddled in blankets and bandages.

She looked at their class president. “You’re right, Iida…”

Then, she turned to Todoroki and Bakugo.

“What you two want to do is stupid, not to mention blurting it out in front of everyone, rather than trying to talk to me about it privately.” She sighed, long black hair falling in front of her eyes. “But I agree with you.”

Iida lurched forward in shock. “Yaoyorozu-”

“I don’t think I’ve ever seen Bakugo so adamant about anything before, other than winning maybe… and I certainly haven’t seen him agree with anyone, much less Todoroki of all people.” Yaoyorozu glanced away, a somber shine in her far away gaze. “Midori is kind of the glue that holds our whole class together. I don’t think I can see Class 1-A without him alright; I don’t think any of us can…”

Everyone drifted into silence at that, including Iida.

“Every day, we have the chance to leave our truest mark upon the world!”

Yaoyorozu snapped back to Todoroki and Bakugo, pointing at them firmly.

“I’ll make you the receiver… on one condition: you don’t go anywhere until tomorrow. That’s when the hospital’s going to discharge me, and I’m coming with you.”

Todoroki breathed a sigh of relief. “Deal.”

Iida breathed a gasp of disbelief. “Are you kidding me?! Are the three of you serious?! Do none of you understand what you're admitting to right now-” 

Gami had really tried to stay silent. He’d been keeping to himself the whole time, floating off to the side as the children went back and forth between each other. He’d done it on purpose; he could feel himself getting worked up from the emotion in the room. He’d been holding himself, trying to keep his smoke contained as it leaked from his silhouette and spread across the floor. He knew he should’ve stepped out, but he didn’t want to risk losing Todoroki like he’d lost Aizawa. So he stayed as they bickered and argued until something in him finally snapped.

“Enough already…!”

The entire room jumped.

“What the hell was that?!” Kaminari yelped, spinning around wildly. “I-I could’ve sworn I heard-”

“G-Guys…” Kirishima pointed shakily, drawing the class’s focus. “T-That’s not just me seeing that shadow in the corner… right?”

And slowly, Gami watched as every child in the room turned to lock eyes with him.

“Oh… shit.”

The students closest to him scuttled back like mice, some gasping, some pointing, all at him.

“What the fuck is tha-”

Gami dragged his skeletal hands over his face. “Oh fuck, Izuku’s going to have my head for this…”

Kirishima’s mouth dropped open to scream, but Todoroki shoved his hand in front to muffle it. “Wait! Wait… y-you know Izuku…?”

Gami stayed silent for a moment, before letting out a heavy sigh of defeat. “I suppose it’s too late for me to pretend like I’m not here. Yes… yes I know Izuku, I’ve known him practically his whole life. I’m his friend; my name is Gami.”

“Gami is… a good friend. He’s always made me feel safe.”

Todoroki’s memory jolted, as he slowly lowered his hand from Kirishima’s face and stumbled forward. “There’s no way… you’re Gami? The friend Izuku’s told me about?”

Bakugo looked between Todoroki and the shadow in disbelief. “You fucking know this guy?!”

Gami held up his hands in surrender. “I-I imagine this is a lot to take in. I mean no harm. All I ask is that you all please refrain from sharing my existence with anyone else. I just hope Izuku’s not going to be too upset with me about revealing myself to you all like this.”

The scream Kirishima was building up before slowly fizzled out as he pressed both palms into his forehead. “I’m so confused; can somebody please explain what the hell is going on?!”

“I um… I guess you could say I’m a subsect of Izuku’s quirk. Much like your one classmate over there.” Gami pointed at Tokoyami, who took a step back in surprise. “Typically, only Izuku has ever been able to see and interact with me, but lately, I’ve been having some success speaking with other people. Of all the times to have a breakthrough…”

Uraraka suddenly stepped forward, tilting her head in curiosity. “You’re part of Midori’s quirk…? But I thought his quirk was decay and the scythe he uses sometimes?”

“It… it really is quite complicated.” Gami sighed. “It’d probably be easier if Izuku explained it… but he’s not here…”

The sad admission brought the class back into their previous state of mind.

Todoroki looked back up at the shadow in the corner, really studying it. It was less of a shadow, and more like a strange cloud of smoke, constantly undulating. It had some semblance of a human shape, and a pair of bony hands that seemed to pop in and out of the fog. It looked kind of like it was wearing a robe or a cloak, but no matter how hard Todoroki stared, he couldn’t find a face, just a deep black void.

“You don’t happen to know where he is, do you?” Todoroki asked with a sliver of quiet hope. “You… you were the one Izuku called out to right before-”

“GAMI!!”

But Gami shook his head regretfully. “I wish I did. I could not follow him through the portal, so instead I have been merely trailing you, actually.”

At that, Kaminari took a wide step away from Todoroki. When the other looked at him strangely in response, he shrugged. “Dude, Midori’s ghost friend quirk… thing just admitted to haunting you…”

“I apologize. I wasn’t trying to frighten anyone.” Gami drooped, wondering if he appeared as small as he felt. “I just don’t know what to do or how to help, but I cannot do nothing while I know he suffers.”

The class winced at his harsh choice of words.

“But, I have been listening to your conversation… you three-” he pointed, dragging his finger from Todoroki, to Bakugo, and finally to Yaoyorozu. “Do you three truly intend to try and find him?”

Todoroki glanced back at the other two, and they gave firm nods. “Yeah. Izuku would do the same for any one of us. We’re not just going to sit back until he gets rescued.”

“In that case, I would like to offer my assistance. I want nothing more than him home safe… and I think he’d be quite upset to find out that you all could’ve been in danger and I did not help.”

“Well, that settles it then.” Yaoyorozu finally got her words together. “The four of us will follow the signal tomorrow evening. If anyone else feels just as strongly about this, you’re welcome to join. Otherwise, I ask that this conversation doesn’t leave this room, especially any talk about Gami-san. We own Midori that much privacy at least.”

“There really isn’t any need for formalities-”

“Well, goodnight then.” Asui stated bluntly, walking towards the door. “I’m glad you’re awake and doing alright, Yaomomo.”

Her disappointment was evident as she left. The rest of the class shuffled awkwardly.

“I’ll be going too…” Uraraka spoke up next, surprisingly, giving the specter one last glance. “It was nice to meet you, Gami…!”

“Oh, um likewise…!” He waved at her. “Goodnight, Uraraka.”

In the same fashion, the rest of the class slowly started to trickle out of Yaoyorozu’s room. Some of them followed Uraraka’s footsteps and gave their farewells to Gami, but all of them left with the silent statement that while they did want Midoriya home safe, they refused to get involved as dangerously as the four of them planned to.

Eventually, it was only Todoroki, Bakugo, and Gami standing around Yaoyorozu in her cot, with Kirishima and Iida off to the side.

Kirishima hesitated, glancing uncertainly between the door and the group by the bed. He could feel Iida’s eyes burning into him from behind. But he fought the wince, and took a strong step forward instead.

Bakugo turned in surprise along with everyone else, as Kirishima joined them by Yaoyorozu’s side. “You-”

“I felt so useless sitting in the lodge that night…” Kirishima bowed his head in shame, eyes pressed shut. “Knowing everyone was in danger and I couldn’t do anything…! I didn’t do anything…”

He balled his fists at his sides, but his hands still trembled, forcing himself to confront the scared child he was two nights ago.

“But Midori did; he did what I wanted to do. He risked everything to make sure everyone else got out okay.” Kirishima’s eyes popped back open, a firm look of determination etched into the wrinkles on his face. “So I owe it to him to try and help get him back, cause he’s the kind of guy who would try for anyone else.”

Todoroki was the first of them to smile in place of surprise. “Thank you, Kirishima. We’re glad to have your support-”

“You…”

The pleasant mood was short-lived, as the four children, plus one ghost, turned to see the last one still left in the room.

Iida stepped away from the side, a dark look washed over his face, with a sheen like the film of soap on the surface of still water.

“You all have to be joking.”

Time slowed to a standstill as Iida approached their gathering around Yaoyorozu’s bed, his attention unfocused until his eyes finally landed on Todoroki.

“You of all people should know better…!” Every bone in Iida’s body shook, like a trapped animal desperately fighting the bars of its cage. “Why are you about to commit the same blunder I did?! You know this is foolish!”

“Are you saying that as long as it turns out alright, it’s okay to bend the rules?”

Todoroki couldn’t be angry at him, not when he could see past the yelling to his scared friend underneath. “Iida, please-”

“We are still under protection; the League of Villains could be considering attacking us once again while we’re all confined and weakened.” Iida bowed his head, taking in a few fruitlessly shallow breaths. “And U.A. is facing enough backlash as is. Who do you think is going to have to take responsibility for your actions if you do this?!”

“You don’t think I’ve been considering all that already?” Todoroki looked up at him with soft sorrow. “What if this is my conclusion anyway? What if we all think the ends justify the means-”

Iida raised a fist before he could even think, clocked right at Todoroki’s face.

Todoroki didn’t even realize Iida was about to punch him, until another hand shot out in front of him and caught him.

“Enough…” Gami seethed through his teeth as his body wavered against the force of the blow, his skeletal fingers wrapped around Iida’s fist and holding it in place. He held it firmly, unsure if the child would keep going if he were to let him go. “Izuku… would not want you to save him if someone had to get hurt to do so.”

The students could only watch as Iida’s hand was slowly lowered by a skeletal grasp, dark fog ebbing in the space around them, the ghostly figure seemingly shaky, but stable.

Todoroki slowly recovered as the atmosphere began to die down, still stuck staring helplessly at Iida as the other looked down at his feet.

“Do you not think I too have regrets…?” Iida whispered, eyes locked on the hand that had nearly struck his friend. “Of course I’m worried; of course I worry about Midori. But I have to worry about everyone; that’s the job of a class president.”

He opened the fist that had nearly struck his friend, and placed that palm over his eyes, pushing his glasses off his face.

“Seeing everyone hurt, lying helplessly in hospital beds… it reminded me of my injured brother… of Tensei. And while I can never be more grateful for the fact that he survived, he will never walk again.” Even with the hand pressed tightly to his face, tears still seeped through the cracks in his fingers. “What happens when your conclusions take you somewhere there’s no coming back from? Are you saying you don’t give a damn…!”

“I can’t… he… he hurt my brother! He can’t- he’ll never be a hero again!”

“Are you saying… you don’t care about how I feel here…?!”

“Tensei… I love him so much. I just… I just want him to be ok.”

“Iida…” Yaoyorozu spoke softly from the edge of her cot. “You don’t seriously think I'd let them go if their plan was to go in guns blazing, do you?”

Iida snapped up to her, face splotchy and red, quickly shoving his glasses over his eyes to hide it.

“I have a plan that doesn’t involve fighting: a covert mission where we give Midori an opportunity to escape without anyone engaging.”

Todoroki nodded firmly. He wasn’t surprised Yaoyorozu had managed to cook up something already, despite just now being informed of his and Bakugo’s plan to rescue Midoriya. And despite knowing none of what it entailed, he trusted her wholeheartedly. “None of us want to break the law, especially after what happened with the Hero Killer. I know we got lucky then, so that’s why we’re doing things different this time.”

Suddenly, Bakugo stepped forward, placing himself just between Iida and Todoroki. He turned to the class president with a pensive look, far from the angry scowls his face was so used to making. “I refuse to sit around and just wait for a miracle, to just hope Midoriya gets rescued by the heroes soon. He shouldn’t even be out there; it should’ve been me they took… or killed.”

Bakugo pressed his fingernails into his palms, trying desperately to keep out the anger that threatened to invade him, even if it was directed at himself.

“I saw how he looked just before they took him. I saw the fear… the desperation in his eyes, and I hate that I was too fucking frozen to do anything…!”

“He can’t-”

He’d been the closest to Midoriya that night, and yet, he couldn’t will his body to do anything but stare as Midoriya begged so desperately to be saved.

“GAMI!!”

He breathed out his anger, even as his mind screamed that he deserved it, refusing to let himself be that person again.

“I know my relationship with Midoriya is all sorts of fucked up…” Bakugo looked around at everyone in the room, including the wispy shadow still visible near Todoroki. “But that didn’t stop him from sacrificing himself for me. Looking back on everything… I don’t know if I can call myself a hero, but I’m gonna start now by doing what’s right.”

Iida glanced around the room. At Kirishima, firm in his resolve to his morals. At Yaoyorozu, stern and commanding even wrapped in bandages. At Todoroki, battling his guilt with the desperate desire to reconcile with his mistakes. At Bakugo, calm yet focused, composed unrecognizably, like a different person completely. Even at the shadow —at Gami— who seemed to leak an endless sorrow at his helplessness.

He saw them all. And he saw that they would not change.

Iida closed his eyes in defeat. 

“There’s no swaying you all…” 

Then, he opened them in recognition.

“In that case… take me with you.”

Notes:

Wow, almost there. Only a few more chapters to go before we reach the end. Such a big part of my life and it’s nearly over. It’s kind of strange to think about.

So I know I mentioned back in the last chapter that I wanted to use page breaks only for LoV and hero cuts, and I also mentioned all the character dynamics I’m trying to wrap up. I just had too many conversations I needed to write this chapter, so I ended up using smaller breaks to split them up for readability. It worked really well, so I decided to add them in to some previous chapters that definitely needed them lol. I think this still keeps the readability when I’m switching between settings, but it also helps the reader switch between scenes and conversations within the hero settings in particular.

I am planning on leaving some things open ended for the time being. As I can see this story ending, I would love to continue it with a sequel, but I just can’t make those kinds of commitments yet. So some things, like people finding out about Inko’s actions, and even if she could possibly return to normal, aren’t things I’m planning to address here. They would definitely be resolved in a sequel, and I’m certainly considering it, I just can’t make promises.

Finally, I’ve been planning that Gami reveal to the class for a long, long time. I bounced around different ways to do it, and if only certain students would end up finding out, but in the end, I think I like where I settled on. All the students being present (except Jirou and Hagakure) for the reveal saves me from having to make it a super big deal if I ever write a sequel. I’ve been making Todoroki pick up on Gami slowly throughout the story, so his little bits of knowledge and established trust helps ease the rest of the class into accepting Gami. My only worry was rushing it, especially since there was a ton of dialogue I had to get through in this chapter, but I hope it doesn’t feel too jarring from a reader perspective.

All in all, powers below, as per usual. See you all next time!

Death’s Touch: Anything Midoriya touches starts to decay immediately, regardless of the amount of fingers touching. Midoriya is able to start and stop the decay at will on humans and non living objects, however, he cannot with plant or animal life. Any damage done to living organisms with this power cannot be healed.

Death’s Scythe: Midoriya can summon a scythe to fight with at will. The scythe is the only item that can’t be destroyed by Death’s Touch, and that ability can be shared with the scythe at will, however it can only decay what it cuts. The decay follows the same rules as Death’s Touch.

Immortality: Midoriya is immortal and cannot die, however, he can still get hurt and scarred. This ability doesn’t provide any regeneration, but any wounds that could be detrimental to his job, such as lost limbs and organs, will be healed the next day. Because healing is the antithesis of death, Midoriya is only able to heal through this ability when he is unobserved, even by himself.

All Sight: Midoriya can see visions of people who may die before they are supposed to. These premonitions are bare and don’t provide much information other than the person themselves and their demise, occasionally revealing the setting and cause. The premonitions can come true between an hour after viewing to 3 days later.

Soul Contact: When a person dies, their soul is immediately sent to Midoriya, which he can see and physically touch. When holding a soul, Midoriya can see the most important memories and decisions attached to that soul, and hence that person.

Soul Sorting: Midoriya can decide which part of the afterlife a soul moves on to, being Paradise, Purgatory, and the Underworld. Once Midoriya decides where the soul best fits, it is sent to the being of that respective area. The soul stays in that area forever, the exception being Purgatory, where souls can move again to either Paradise or the Underworld. If rejected, the soul is sent back to him for reevaluation. All souls must be sorted within 24 hours of Midoriya receiving them, with rejected souls resetting their time limits once they get back to him. Failure to sort a soul within its time limit may result in serious unknown punishment.

Notes:

Well, don't mind this incoming train wreck of a story. The idea just kinda came to me, and I was like, “what if Midoriya ended up being Death’s successor instead of All Might’s?” Then it evolved into this mess. Don’t get me wrong, I have notes, I’m just not good at explaining them lol.

So Midoriya is going to get powers, but he’ll still be technically quirkless, as his powers don’t stem from a quirk factor. As for those powers, I’ll explain them as I go, the best I can. So I apologize in advance if I confuse any of you with my wacky explanations. At the end of each chapter, I’ll add a list of powers that Midoriya currently has and a good explanation of them, so hopefully that will clear up any confusion.

Also, Death’s dialogue will be in bold. I’m hoping that will make it more clear when they are talking. Plus it looks cool lol.

Anyway, now that that’s all done and over with, I hope you enjoy this story!

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