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Shuhua felt a body laying down next to her in the bed. It didn't startle her as much as it should, this was all too familiar.
"Are you awake?" Soojin said as she tried to get closer.
"No." Shuhua said.
She still smelled like him.
Soojin let her body intertwined with her darling's and took deep breaths into her neck. The winds made Shuhua's entire body shiver and she just wanted more.
The younger girl's hand placed itself on Soojin's upper thigh, but she came to quickly regret it when her hand met something sticky. It made her quickly move her hand away and her eyes shot up.
"You didn't shower before getting into bed?" Shuhua asked.
Soojin couldn't judge if it was Shuhua just being tired or if she actually started to get mad.
"I'm sorry," Soojin started and kissed Shuhua's jaw, "I'm just too exhausted. It's like all the energy inside of me has disappeared. But it's my bed anyways."
Shuhua rolled her eyes and pushed away the other girl.
"You should tell him that next time you sleep together. I'm sure he'll be really proud." Shuhua said, salty.
Soojin chose to ignore the meaknae. Again, she scooted closer only to get punched away.
"Why are you sticky anyways?" Shuhua asked, genuinely curious. "Wait, he didn't use a condom?"
Shuhua sat up at the sudden realisation and her body turned towards Soojin, whose cheeks were powdered red.
"Of course he did," Soojin started, "I would never do it if he didn't."
"So that's you?" Shuhua said.
It was more of a statement than an actual question.
Shuhua knew Soojin and that boy were sexual with each other, but she didn't think he pleasured Soojin as much as she pleasured him. A struck of pain suddenly traveled in Shuhua's body. She cuffed quietly before laying back down.
"Don't be jealous, Shushu." Soojin said and kissed Shuhua's jaw once again.
She pulled Shuhua's body closer to her own again and gently rub her hand up and down Shuhua's waist.
Shuhua could not not be jealous. The person she wanted most in the entire world was sleeping with someone else, a man even.
Those thoughts quickly disappeared when Soojin's hands started working their way up and down Shuhua's body. Soojin leaned into Shuhua's shoulder and started kissing every part carefully. Shuhua's breath turned heavy as Soojin infiltrated her mind. Suddenly, the kisses turned into sucking. Not hard enough for marks to appear, both of them knew better.
"Jin-ah..." Said a hesitant Shuhua.
"Mm." Soojin hushed her.
"This is cheating." Shuhua stated.
She didn't actually care the tiniest bit about that, but she needed some way to make Soojin stop, or she would go crazy. And it worked. Soojin stopped her movements and lifted her upper body up.
"Why are you thinking about that now?" Soojin's brows frowned as she looked at the younger girl.
"I'm just saying,"Shuhua started, "you're kissing someone else with the results of him still on you."
The older girl's face turned bright red, but not out of embarrassment this time.
"So?" She said blankly, raising one eyebrow.
"Don't you think it's wrong?" Shuhua asked.
It was the final sentence that needed to be said before Soojin scooted away from the other girl. The older one placed the cover on top of her with her back facing Shuhua.
Shuhua wanted to beat herself up, but was still relieved. She took deep breaths in and out and placed a hand on the spots Soojin had her lips on. Did that really happen?
"I was thinking about you while we were doing it." Soojin said after awhile.
Shuhua's head turned towards her quickly as her eyes grew three sizes bigger.
"I just though I'd tell you." The older girl stated coldly.
The corners of Shuhua's mouth moved upwards. Even if she'd fucked it up now, hearing that made all the insecurity in their relationship disappear. Maybe they couldn't be a real couple, and maybe Soojin already had a "relationship" with someone, but at least now she knew the other girl felt the same way. Their love and lust weren't one-sided.
Shuhua moved closer to the girl and wrapped an arm around her as the other one traveled down to the stickiness she'd actually, indirectly, caused herself. She couldn't help but smile even wider at the sensation.