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Seokjin is in a hurry.
He is heading towards their monthly meet up with his BDSM community. The meeting starts at 2 PM. It’s now 3 PM and he has just stepped his foot out of the car and into the building they were supposed to meet at.
His boyfriends are already there and he couldn’t wait to see them as well. He’s been so busy with the modelling work that he had slept over at his manager’s house for two nights already. His boyfriends were opposed to this but they finally decided to support Jin and his career, so they reluctantly let Seokjin do what he pleased.
Namjoon, one of his lovers, best friend, brother and the organiser of this event, told him that there will be a lot of new faces here today. He had missed the last few meetups because of his work. But today, he is determined to get to know more people and allow other people to learn from his experience as much as possible. It has always been the purpose of this type of meetups.
Since there are going to be a lot of new faces, and being the kind hyung he is, Seokjin brought snacks. Maybe too much snack, but he didn’t care. So, both of his hands are occupied by countless small and big bags filled with food and drinks.
From the parking lot, he goes straight to the lift.
He tries to recall what the younger said to him about where their room was. And he is comforted by how he remembered precisely that Namjoon told him that when he reaches level 7, take a left turn, go straight and take a right turn, and then it’s the first room.
So, there he goes. After he reaches level 7, he strolls down the corridor quickly, takes a left turn, straight and then a right turn. And he confidently goes into the first door he sees after that right turn.
When he opens the door, he is surprised to see that there is absolutely no one in the room. There are only opened bags and belongings laying around the room.
This is weird.
Namjoon didn’t tell him anything about leaving the room for outdoor activities. Where could they be?
He thinks to himself and settles the snack bags on the table. And when he was just about to reach for his phone in the pocket, someone boldly swung the door open.
“Oh, sorry. I didn’t know someone was inside.” Seokjin is met with a young man, supposedly younger than him, judging from his looks and how he dresses. But so very well-built nonetheless. Through those white tee and tight jeans, Seokjin can see the toned muscles and strong legs. He processes this in less than a second and licks his lips. However, this man has this big doe eye, contrasting to his toned body.
A newcomer, huh?
How can gorgeous and cute fit together so well?
Could he maybe be a switch?
Seokjin let his imagination and curiosity peak for a second before answering the man in front of him.
“Oh, no need to be sorry.” Seokjin answers with a little smile. “Do you know where everyone else is?”
“Rooftop. They’re all there.” The young man answers but he is looking at Seokjin curiously and frowning at his big bags of food and snacks. Then he suddenly looks up with a realisation on his face. “Ah! You must be the new guy they told me about!”
“Umm, I don’t think I consider myself the new guy in this community anymore” He mumbles to himself, curious about what his boyfriends are telling these new kids about himself. “Anyways, my name is Kim Seokjin. Nice to meet you.” He reaches his hand out.
The young man firmly takes his hand and gives him a bright bunny smile. “Jeon Jungkook.”
Seokjin gently returns the smile. “Jungkook-ssi, should we go join the others then?”
“Sure! Let’s go. I just need to grab a few things from my bag.” Jungkook goes around Jin and digs his bag for whatever he is looking for.
And as friendly as Jin is, he starts asking questions trying to get to know more about this bunny boy. “So Jungkook-ssi, what do you refer to yourself as?” Without any answers coming from the young man, Jin decided to prompt him a little more.
Maybe he is a shy one.
“Are you a dom? Sub? Switch?”
When Jin looks back to meet Jungkook, he is met with the same young man, but with his jaws hanging down.
“Ah-wh-” The young man seems to be super flustered and confused right now. It’s kind of cute to Seokjin’s eyes. “Excuse me?”
“Oh, or are you still exploring? That’s totally fine too! And I won’t judge, you know that’s one of the biggest things in our community, right?”
“E-exploring.. what?” Jungkook’s expression changes from his mouth hanging down in shock to this unreadable frown. “Okay, I’m not sure what you’re talking about. And who calls this photo club a freakin’ community? That’s way too cheesy man, not cool.”
…
A what?!
Now, it’s Seokjin’s turn to be met with a shock. With his jaws dropping, a shiver runs down from his spine to his leg and back up, but this time it’s warming his face.
“A.. a photo club?” Then he looks around the room. All he sees are empty bags and cases that are made for cameras, lens and tripods laying around. And suddenly his ears feel too hot for him to handle.
“Of course! What do you think this is?”
“A BD- Shit, nevermind.” Seokjin rushes to gather his snack bags up and headed towards the door. “I’m sorry to confuse you. I’m super sorry. I wasn’t trying to be inappropriate, I promise. Please pretend this didn’t happen, but it was nice meeting you Jungkook-ssi. I’m so sorry!” He stepped out the door and closed it as soon as possible.
He stands there in front of the door, trying to breathe and calm himself down from the embarrassment he just made. And at that moment, somebody opens the door opposite to this fucking photo club room.
And he is finally met with a familiar face.
“Hyung! Where have you been? We’ve been waiting for you!” Jimin immediately gives him a hug.
Jin immediately melts into the hug. “Oh gosh, just let me in.”
“Why are you so red?” Jimin asks, giggling. “Come on in first.” Jimin helps him with all the bags and pushes him inside.
When they walk into the room, the first people Seokjin spotted are his boyfriends. Well, apart from Jimin who has just brought him in, there’s Namjoon with Hoseok who are talking in a small group with some new faces he doesn’t know. And there’s Taehyung and Yoongi. Yoongi just sitting in Taehyung’s lap, seems to be too absorbed in their own world.
Just seeing these people here makes a smile grow on Seokjin’s face. They’re home to him. And he forgets about the whole incident with that bunny boy for a second.
“Everyone!” Jimin calls out to get everyone’s attention. “I would like to introduce you all to, yet, another boyfriend of ours!” The smaller man made a playful statement, bringing out some chuckles from the crowd as they turned around to look at the newcomer.
Seokjin gives them all a warm welcoming smile and starts speaking. “Hi everyone, my name is Kim Seokjin. It’s nice to meet you, I look forward to talking and getting to know you all! And I also brought some snacks and drinks so feel free to grab yourself something.”
There was a round of applause before everyone started to come and say hi to Seokjin and exchange a little introduction, grab some snacks and go back to whatever they were doing. After the buzz starts to fade around the model, his boyfriends start walking up to him.
Taehyung and Yoongi come in and each gives Seokjing a hug and a peck on the lips. Then Namjoon and Hoseok also join in.
“Why were you so red earlier, are you feeling alright?” The same question shoots at him immediately by the utmost perceptive person in their group, Yoongi.
“Oh gosh, it’s a long story.” He can feel his face glowing up once again. He starts telling his boyfriends all about the little accident anyways and sees that everyone is having mixed feelings about it. But most definitely everyone couldn’t help but laugh at him.
“Hyung! Oh gosh.” Jimin is still smiling and just calming down from laughing too hard. “That must’ve been so embarrassing. Poor Jeon Jungkook though, he must’ve been traumatised.”
Jin makes an unbelievable face and shouts at Jimin playfully, “Yah! It’s me who should’ve felt traumatised! He didn’t even catch on what I was talking about!”
Namjoon chuckles and pats on Seokjin’s shoulder. “It’s okay hyung. You’ll probably never meet this bunny boy Jungkook ever again anyways.”
They all look at each other and let out a lighthearted laugh. Seokjin feels comforted by this and knows that this will just end up being a joke to them all at one point.
“Okay! Enough hyung shaming for today” Hoseok says with a wide smile. “Come on, let’s get you introduced to other people. You said you wanted to know the new faces right?”
“Oh yes,” Seokjin replies and is thankful that Hoseok changes the topic.
So Seokjin went into little groups chatting and getting to know more people with Hoseok by his side. He has always loved community meetups like this. Even though it is just a small one, it still feels comforting to know that an important part of who they are is being accepted in this safe space. And it is always exciting to meet people who are just as curious and enthusiastic.
Meetups such as this are just talks and discussions. There are no actions or scenes involved, which is quite refreshing. You get to see people who are willing to learn and make friends, not the ones who are hot, bothered and head clouded with lust. Even though he must admit that he occasionally enjoy those vibes as well. But they do allow some people to show their dynamics with each other since this is a closed space, as long as they are not being too explicit.
And as Seokjin looks around, collars are visible. Thin leashes are visible too. Some people’s hands never leave their couple’s neck or waist. Oh, how he wishes he has a leash and a collar on for his boyfriends as well. Jimin would sure love it.
He is brought out of his own head when a couple asks him about his relationship with his boyfriends.
“How did you get yourself into this lifestyle?”
“How did you end up together?”
He is not a stranger to these questions. He had answered it enough times to realise that it’s easiest and the most beneficial to them to just tell their story. “Well, it started with just Yoongi, Namjoon and I. We’ve known each other since college, that was quite a long time ago. We dated, it was weird at first since there are three of us but we made it work. And when it comes to this lifestyle, we know since the beginning that our preferences are not.. vanilla, and we are lucky that we’ve found each other. We explored so many things, did some things that are on the very edge of all the above: safe, sane and consensual. We were teenagers, we wanted to have fun. Until one time we learned the hard way of the importance of those precautions and safewords.”
Seokjin pauses. Even though everyone has already moved on from that point, it’s still not a pretty picture to remember. He continues. “So we took it more seriously, came up with proper safety nets and really got educated on it. But that was not easy. This was years back when there were no communities, the information on the internet was nothing but misleading. We owe the success of this lifestyle to Namjoon who read so much of this topic in English, since he was the only one who was able to do it at first. There’s just more information there and more open online communities. But we couldn’t find any support or communities locally but we were pretty sure that there are more people like us. So, we started to form this type of meetups. Then we met Hoseok first, he was just purely curious. After we talked and did some exploration, he had quite a bit of conflict arising in his identity. Because Hoseok is nothing but a kind and happy soul. When he realises that his preference in sex is rather the opposite, he felt unsettled.”
“Oh yes, definitely. I’ve experienced this same dilemma myself. It took me a while to be at peace with the different sides of me” A woman who he’d known to be a dominant chimes in.
“Yes, I’m sure many of us, both dominant and submissive have experienced it before. It’s not an easy thing to overcome.” Seokjin says and smiles at her. “It’s good to hear that you’re able to be at peace with yourself, that’s the best for your mentality.”
There are nods here from here and there.
And he continues. “Yeah, so after Hoseok accepted this part of himself, he returned to us. And through trying to guide and let him have good experience about it, we adored him too much to let him go. And luckily, Hoseok doesn’t want to go anywhere else either. As for Jimin and Taehyung. They are already a couple before they know us. They’ve been exploring BDSM for a while. When they came to us, they were actually looking for a third person to complete their dynamics.”
Seokjin chuckles. He remembered that day so well. The day that Jimin and Taehyung came up to him rather shyly to ask if he knows someone interested in a polyamory relationship. His first impression of them is that both of them are a sub couple who are looking for a dom but looking back, he couldn’t believe how wrong he was.
“Jimin is the submissive among them, and one of his brands is pet play. He loves it. Unfortunately, Taehyung is not a pet kind of dom. But they have this soulmate thing between them, so instead of separating, they are out to find people to fill in their gaps instead. And between us, Namjoon, Yoongi, Hoseok and I, we always wanted to try pet play. But Yoongi, who is the only submissive among us, is not into those plays. So we thought that this could be an interesting match. And honestly, we thought we are going to scare Tae and Jimin off since there are already four of us, but both of them absolutely loved it. And according to them, the more the merrier . Especially Tae, he can be very creative. And that’s pretty much how we ended up together. It’s only a matter of people with a high tendency of openness to try new things really, given that it’s within safety and trust, of course.”
“This might sound easy, how we ended up together, but trust me, there are tons of talks happening at that time. I cannot emphasise enough on how important honesty and communication is. They are the things that keep this whole big and messy relationship going. Because in a group as big as this, there tends to be jealous or people feeling left out. We try our best not to let that happen and we were fortunate enough that everyone has this tremendous amount of ‘goodwill’ for each other. Or basically, we’re head over heels for each other and that’s another reason why this works.”
“Wow, that must’ve been quite a journey you all have together.” Another gentleman comments.
“Definitely. It was not an easy one either.”
“But how do you do with so many doms?”
He lets out a smile and a chuckle. “About that, it was a nightmare at first. As you might have already known, Namjoon, Hoseok, Taehyung and I are all dominants. And we don’t switch either. Well, once in a while maybe but it’s not a normal thing that we’re comfortable with. So that makes things interesting. At first, when there were just Namjoon and me, it wasn’t hard. I guess we kind of has equal authority in the bedroom then. But the balance starts to tip-off when Hoseok comes in. Not to mention that it was getting hard on Yoongi as well, being the only submissive at the time. So the four of us had to make an agreement then. Yoongi told us how much he can take, limits and play hours are very clear. He could be really upset if anyone intervenes too much of his working time. We then learn how important discussing a scene beforehand can be beneficial. Especially when there are many doms like this. We don’t want to step on each others’ toes. And we stick to those very strictly. Now, after knowing each others’ limits, preferences and reactions by heart now, we don’t have as much discussion beforehand anymore if it’s not something new. Plus, after living and spending more time together and definitely discussing more, we realised that each of us dominants didn’t want the same level of dominance.”
Seokjin looks around and sees the expected confused look from people in the crowd.
“For example, Hoseok doesn’t want to be dominant at all out of the scenes, he’s not someone who is a 24/7 dom. And even in the scenes, he sometimes finds himself enjoying taking guidance from Namjoon or me as well. And this changes the dynamic. Taehyung, on the other hand, likes to be a tease all the time . He’s playful, it’s in his nature. But with the right people around him, he can be almost sadistic in his every waking moment, though it would be more subtle. As for Namjoon and I, we being in this lifestyle the longest, we take the role of keeping everyone in line. I am the oldest here but I have to agree that most of the time, Namjoon is the best leader among us. He glues us together in his own calm manners that calls for everyone’s respect.”
And what Seokjin chose not to tell the crowd is that all the dominants in the house were at least once, if not countless of times, punished and fucked by Namjoon.
“Because there are six of us. And there tends to be someone who is needy almost all the time. When that person distracts other people from their work or privacy time, it becomes complicated. If your boyfriend is needy and they want to play with you but should be doing your own thing, you can feel conflicted whether you should use this time to reciprocate the needs of your boyfriend or not. If you don’t you feel bad for your boyfriend. But if you do, you feel good while playing but it leaves us feeling shitty about not being able to keep up with our other aspects of life. So we set up some rules and consequences for not respecting both one’s and others’ time. And I tell you, they’re not easy and enjoyable funishments. They’re harsh punishments designed for each person, knowing that they would not like it, but is not out of their limits. And now rarely do they disobey the rules. We just had to make it strict at first to make sure we follow it right, then it becomes a norm in the house.”
“Wow. It must’ve been a lot of effort” One of the people in their little crowd comments.
“It’s amazing, I just couldn’t believe how you handle all of this.” Another person chimes in.
At that moment, Namjoon and Hoseok join back into the circle, going to each side of Seokjin, “Yeah, I couldn’t imagine being in all of this without this wonderful man either.” Namjoon said with a smile on his face.
“We couldn’t have done it at all if there’s one of us missing,” Hoseok adds.
Seokjin gives both of his boyfriends a peck on their cheeks, receiving an ‘ aww ’ from the crowd.
“And are you guys still open for new people?” A curious girl asks. “Sorry, I’m not implying anything, I just want to know.”
“Don’t worry about it, it’s okay to ask.” Seokjin turns to her. “Well, this is a matter that I can’t decide alone. But for now, I think our hands are quite full.”
On the other side, Taehyung, Jimin and Yoongi are sitting together. Yoongi sitting back into Taehyung’s lap.
“I can’t wait to go home.” Yoongi softly says with a pout.
“Hmm? Why so, hyung?” Jimin asks him. “Aren’t you enjoying this?”
“Well, I do. Kind of. It’s nice to be out and about sometimes. But it’s been too long and I need my bed.” Yoongi then turns to look at Jimin and forms even a bigger pout. “And maybe you on the bed with me.”
“Awww, does someone need a cuddle?” Taehyung teases Yoongi and gives him a peck on the cheek.
“Aish, don’t! Tae!” Yoongi moves his face away from Taehyung. But they all know how much of an attention sucker Yoongi is. He just likes to put up a little bit of ‘annoyance’ demeanour and be a brat. So Taehyung keeps teasing him. Pecking on one side of his cheek to the other, repeatedly.
“You’re gonna bruise my baby’s cheeks now, Taehyung-ah,” Seokjin speaks as he, Hoseok and Namjoon walk toward the table.
Taehyung chuckles at the sound of irritation made by Yoongi and says, “Oh, it takes a lot more to bruise this little brat.”
“That is true.” Hoseok adds and leans down to whisper in Yoongi’s ear. “Do you need some more bruises tonight, baby?” And then he grips hard on Yoongi’s inner thigh, precisely where he left the bruises last night.
“Ah! Hoseok! Don’t!” Automatically, Yoongi’s hand comes up to push Hoseok’s hand away. And he shouldn’t be surprised, but he is, when he feels a pair of strong hands already succeed in locking his arms behind him.
Taehyung’s dark chuckle is heard from behind Yoongi and all Yoongi can do right now is trying to look as angry as he could and stare into Hoseok’s eyes. But that did nothing but to evoke Hoseok’s desire to tease the man in front of him even more. He raises his eyebrows and smirks at Yoongi, pressing harder into the clothed flesh until Yoongi finally gives in and lowers his head down.
“Please, please” Yoongi pleads.
“Please what?”
“Not here please, not right now.”
Hoseok chuckles. “Of course, I’ll deal with you later at home.” and the dominant man stands back after giving Yoongi a light slap on his face twice.
When Hoseok releases Yoongi’s tender flesh, Taehyung also releases his arms and gives him a loose back hug instead. Yoongi takes in some breath before looking up. He is not surprised to see his boyfriends looking at him with dark, predatory gazes. But looking beyond that, he sees that almost everyone in the room is also looking at them.
No...
They’re looking at him .
He didn’t know when the room had gone silent but it definitely is quiet now. Yoongi could feel those gazes burning into his body and he feels the heat rising to his cheeks and ears.
But he wishes that’s the only place where hot blood flows to.
Once he knows that everyone is watching his little encounter with Hoseok and Taehyung, blood starts to flow down south and makes him feel tight in his pants that it starts to feel uncomfortable. He shifts around a bit in Taehyung’s lap. Even Jimin is giving him a grin.
Taehyung slowly lowers his hands from Yoongi’s waist down to cover the smaller man’s crotch. And Yoongi almost let out a moan, if he didn’t bite his lips down first. Taehyung’s big hand just stays right there. Keeps him needy, keeps him wanting more, but never giving any more pleasure than the warmth and minimal pressure from the palm.
“Fuck!” Yoongi hisses as his breath pick up the speed.
He wants to buckle up his hips but he knows better than to do that.
It’s Taehyung’s rule that the subs are only allowed to feel what was given to them. Otherwise, a punishment entails. Because it’s Taehyung’s forte. He likes it when he is in control and responsible for the sensations felt by his submissive. This trains the submissives a lot about self restrictions. Even though it’s Taehyung’s rule, it does help discipline the submissives overall. They can beg, they can swear and cry however they like, but they are not allowed to do anything that would give them more pleasure unless they are told to.
That’s why Yoongi is currently trying his best not to push up into Taehyung’s palm even though it’ll get himself some more friction.
“Why are you so tense, hyung?” Taehyung mocks him. “I haven’t done anything yet.”
“Damn you, Taehyung. Either you take your hand away or press it harder.” Yoongi seethes.
“Why? Is this not enough for my slutty hyung?”
A shiver runs up Yoongi’s spine. “Oh god, no...”
Yoongi is starting to lose his composure and it doesn’t help that some eyes are still on him, dark and lustful. He looks up to his other boyfriends for help. Luckily, when his pleading gaze landed on Namjoon’s, the taller man decided that it was best that Taehyung stopped his manoeuvre.
“That’s enough, Taehyung.” Namjoon chides. Taehyung’s hand is still on Yoongi’s cock. “I’ve told you, nothing too explicit, have I?”
“I haven’t done anything, hyung.” Taehyung shrugs.
“Are you going to be a brat as well now?”
“Fine, fine.” Taehyung finally lifts his hand away from the hyung’s crotch which Yoongi is very grateful for.
“Thank you Namjoon-ah.” Yoongi voices out loud enough for the younger to hear.
“Oh no, don’t thank me. Jin-hyung and I are going to have our ways with you when we’re home tonight. And I will make sure that you get what you deserve.” Namjoon answers. “I’m not pleased with you showing that you’re hard-on, flustered and head all clouded right in the middle of our meetup like this.”
Yoongi blinks at Namjoon in disbelief, “But I can’t help it!”
Now people are starting to get curious again, with Yoongi raising their voices. So, Namjoon gestures him to quiet down.
“You shouldn’t have melted when Taeahyung and Hoseok are having their ways with you.”
“Then why aren’t they being punished?”
“Oh, they are.” Namjoon speaks in a matter of fact tone. And he made sure that Hoseok and Taehyung are also listening. “There definitely are consequences. I told everyone explicitly before we came here, that we are not to do anything that might bother or disturb everybody else sexually, have I?”
Getting no answers from his boyfriends, Namjoon repeats himself. “I asked a question. Hoseok, Taehyung and Yoongi-hyung. Have I or have I not?”
“Yes, you have”
“Yes, Joon-ah”
“Yes, hyung.”
“Behave yourselves. I’ll deal with you all later.”
And with that note, they all had to behave better as the meeting ended a while after that.
The atmosphere between them got better and everyone had a smile on their face as they parted. And now, it’s time for them to go home as well.
The group are waiting for the lift to go down to the parking area. When the doors of the lift opened they filed in quietly. And as the doors are about to shut, they hear a hurried, “Wait for me, please!”
So with Seokjin’s fast reflex, he turns to press on the open button right before the door closes.
“Thank you so much.” A small familiar voice comes through before the man lifts his head up to thank the person who opens the door for him properly.
And when the man stepped in the lift, they both looked at each other and their eyes grew as wide as they could.
“Jungkook-ssi!”
“Seokjin-ssi!”
And the entire lift was silent. Yoongi, Namjoon, Hoseok, Jimin and Taehyung all look at each other. Yoongi grins quietly while Namjoon chokes on his own saliva. Taehyung mouths Jimin with a glint in his eyes.
The bunny boy.
