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When Jared parents told him that they would soon have a new neighbor, he was very unimpressed and uninterested. He wasn't as excited or curious as his mother.
It didn’t mattered for him and he didn't thought about it until he saw his new neighbor for the first time.
It was a saturday afternoon. Jared had already heard from his mum that their new neighbor had moved into the house next door a few days ago. She told him how nice and funny Mr. Ackles was.
Jared doesn’t remembers that his mother told him Mr. Ackles would be at their house at the weekend. It's short before the summer holidays and the teachers write thousands tests at the same time.
So the 16 year old was constantly learning. He never met Mr. Ackles on the sidewalk or saw him in his garden either.
And unfortunately, their first meeting was extremely embarrassing. Well, at least for Jared.
Mr. Ackles or Jensen seemed very amused.
On this saturday Jared got up after 3 pm. He was busy with studying all night long for the math test on monday. He is good in math, but the subject they have right now is very difficult and he went to sleep after 5 am when the sun had already risen.
That's why he crawled out of his bed so late, still half trapped in his dreams, with messy hair, in boxershorts, with dark circles under his eyes and stumbled down in the kitchen.
Then he stood there. Jared looked up and was facing this strange, wonderful and almost perfect man. His green eyes with the golden sprinkles in them seemed to look right into his soul. His nose was surrounded by an incredible number of freckles.
Jensen's beard made him look so masculine. His broad shoulders and strong arms almost made him drool. On that day he wore a black shirt with the Led Zeppelin logo on it, an open green and blue flannel shirt over it and the tight blue jeans left no room for much imagination.
Jensen's muscular legs and the bulge in his crotch were clearly visible under the denim. Jared could see the outline of his big cock.
And he couldn't help but imagine how that dick would feel deep inside of him. How it would thrust into him and pumps him full of cum.
The voice of his mum dragged him out of his lustful fantasies and to his horror Jared had to find out that his cock was half hard.
Then he noticed that Jensen looked at him intensely. He remembered that he was still half-naked. Uncomfortable and ashamed, he crossed his arms in front of his bare chest.
Jensen himself tried to memorize every detail of the boy, even if he knew deep down that it was wrong to look at a minor so lustfully. He couldn't help it.
He has memorized these beautiful hazel-colored eyes. Every mole on his young, pale face. Those long, brown eyelashes and the messy, slightly too long hair.
And his lips! God, his pink lips!
Jensen let his eyes wander over the boy's flat torso. He saw a few more moles there too, which decorated his soft skin. He could easily see Jared's ribs, which probably meant that he lately had a growth spurt and has lost the rest of his baby fat.
The 16-year-old was already quite tall for his age and Jensen knew instinctively he would grow a lot more and probably get even bigger than he self.
He could also see his slightly defined abs, which probably meant the boy does some sport. And not a single hair was visible on Jared's body. His skin was so soft and smooth.
Jensen had imagined what it would be like to have the boy lying under him, to make him moan and beg while he sunk his cock into his hot, tight hole. But before his dick could react to these wild imagines, Miss Padalecki started to speak.
“Jensen, that's my son Jared. I'm sorry for his look right now! You know, Jared is a freshman in high school and the teachers are throwing tests and homework on them like it’s nothing. He was probably up all night and learned."
A nervous laugh escaped her and Jared only rolled with his eyes. Why don’t you tell him my whole life story right away, he thought, a little annoyed. Then suddenly a hand was held in front of his face. Confused, he looked up at Mr. Ackles and quickly grabbed his hand.
He blushed and Jensen grinned mischievously at him. He automatically had to smile back.
"My name is Jensen and don't worry about your missing clothes, I used to walk around at home like that all the time!"
Grinning, they shook hands and Jared laughed softly.
"If I had known that we would have a visitor, I would have put on some clothes before coming down!"
With a slightly ashamed smile, he scratched his neck and Jensen began to laugh softly. The sound made goose bumps running all over his body. Uncomfortably, he folded his arms over his chest again so that the older man in front of him couldn't see his hard nipples.
But Jensen just smirked at him knowingly and licked his lip obscenely. Almost as if he would like what he saw.
“Jay, go in your room quickly and get dressed. Then come back downstairs in the living room. I baked cake!"
He just nodded and threw one last, gentle smile at Jensen and then he stormed upstairs.
In his room he had to take a deep breath. He has never been so hard before. It's almost painful.
Jared had an erection more than once, but he has never touched himself. His parents were always at home and he was just too embarrassed to do it while they are there. And the fear of getting caught was too strong. So most of the time, he just ignored his cock until the erection went away.
And with all the stress and pressure to learn lately, he was always too exhausted and annoyed to get aroused.
But one look at this wonderful man and his whole body went crazy. His heart was beating too fast, his stomach got warm and tingly, he couldn't take his eyes off from Jensen and he kept blushing.
Before he could think about it any further, he pushed his thoughts aside and got dressed. Then he went downstairs again.
The afternoon was really nice. Jared didn't really had the opportunity to talk to Jensen, because his parents kept him involved in a conversation all the time. But at least he could watch him.
For hours he just sat there and bathed in the beauty of Jensen. Sometimes the older man caught him staring and smiled sweet at him. So the day wasn't entirely unsuccessful.
Since this saturday Jensen has been at their home more often. He and his parents have become good friends. And sometimes Jensen and Jared were able to talk a little bit. But it was always just small talk.
That was a month ago and now it seems like the two have the chance to really get to know each other.
~°~
The last school day is over and Jared can finally start his summer holidays. He is on his way home right now. Next to him walks his best friend Chad.
"Do you have any plans for your summer holidays?"
Jared smiles, looks at Chad and gives a shrug before answering.
"I have no idea! I'll just relax, play on my PS1 and finally finish my book."
"And of course you will watch Mr. Ackles when he works in his garden, half naked and jerk off to it!"
Chad bursts out into laughter as he blushes and he punches his friend in the side. Even if he's right, he doesn't have to scream it across the whole neighborhood.
Jared told his friend some time ago that he finds Jensen more than attractive and that he even thinks he is in love with him. But he isn’t sure. He's never been in love before and so he doesn't know how it feels.
He asked his mother how it felt and how you know that you’re in love. She told him that whenever you see this special person, there is this tingling feeling in your stomach and your heart beats faster.
And you always think too much about this person and want to be close to them. She said you knew it instinctively when you’re in love.
But that didn't help Jared. Yes, his stomach always tingles when he sees Jensen, his heart beats faster, he thinks of him all the time and wants to be around him.
But the 16 year old still doesn’t know if he is really in love with Jensen.
And even if, he's 20 years younger than Jensen. They could never have a real relationship. Jensen could go to jail for that. Besides, what should Jensen want from him? Jared is just a child in his eyes.
Even though he knows all these things, he still feels attracted to the older man. And it frustrates and confuses him.
He noticed some time ago that he likes boys more than women, but why does he find Jensen so attractive even though there is such a big age difference between them?
It doesn’t seem normal.
All couples and partners in love that Jared knows or sees on the streets are always in the same age group. And he is interested in a 20 years older man, which he doesn’t even really know and who is befriended with his parents.
It’s so exhausting not to now that his happening with himself! And Jared can't even talk about it with anyone!
Chad, even if he's his best friend, would make fun of him. Without meaning it, of course. He is just not the right person to talk about stuff like that.
His parents are definitely out of the question! Who knows how they would react.
His siblings are also not the right people to trust them with this problem. His brother would only tease him and his sister would never keep his secret to herself. Also, both of them are in college right now and he wouldn't like to explain this over the phone.
Jared could go straight to Jensen for advice and an explanation. After all, he is the reason why he is so confused about his feelings.
But after such a confession, Jared would need to move to the other side of the earth to escape the embarrassment and humiliation of this situation.
So he just decides to do the easiest and most helpful thing he can think about. He’ll search in the internet for answers.
~°~
As soon as Jared is home and has quickly greeted his parents, he runs upstairs to his room to satisfy his curiosity.
In his rush he doesn't even notice the packed suitcases in the hallway.
He sits down on his bed with his laptop on his lap and opens Google.
At first he doesn't know what to enter, but then he just types in ‘why do I want a relationship with an older man‘ and the first results appear.
He clicks through a few pages until he finds something that arouses his interest.
And so is Jared introduced to the world of Daddy Kink and DDLG relationships. Completely lost in his thoughts, he reads his way through the descriptions.
Daddy Kink is mostly used as a kind of role play during sex. Many people play roles like father and child or teacher and student. It‘s something completely sexual.
On the other hand, a DDLG relationship means something different. The DaddyDom doesn't play the role of an father. He is like a protector and caretaker for his LittleOne.
The little one is usually a child-like woman or man who likes to be guided. They want someone who loves, protect and takes care of them. But of course they also want to make their Daddy or sometimes their Mummy happy too.
In a DDLG relationship, shelter and love stand in the foreground, not the sex. And there are also some rules that serve to protect the little one.
For example: Daddy always has the last word, if the little one doesn’t like something it has to say that and maybe also use a certain safeword and the little one isn’t allowed to have sexual contact with other people.
Self-harm is strictly forbidden, same for lying. And a Daddy has to make sure that his little one is always doing well, that it is feeling comfortable and has everything they need.
Everyone can come up with rules which suit them and adapt to their own relationship. Everything needs to be based on mutual consent. Also, if someone breaks the rules, there is a punishment.
For example: Spanking, cell phones and TV bans, or writing an essay about why little's behavior was inappropriate.
But rules should only be used if both of them really want it and think it's okay! It isn’t a must!
And it’s also usually that there is an age difference between the Little and DaddyDom.
While Jared reads all the information, he realizes how much it appeals to him. Not only in the sexual aspect, also in terms of a relationship like that.
The idea that there is someone who takes care of him, loves and protects him, makes him feel extremely comfortable.
Especially when he imagines that Jensen could be that person.
Just as he is about to continue reading, his mother suddenly calls out for him. A little annoyed, he quickly clears his browser history and then closes his laptop, before going downstairs.
"What's up?"
A little confused, he watches as his parents run around hectically and pack some remaining things into their suitcases.
"Do you want to go somewhere?"
His mother looks up and gives him an apologetic smile.
“Yes, my sister called today. I told you Eli was pregnant, right? Well...your little cousin was born yesterday and now Eli could use some help. It's her first child and she doesn't know how to deal with it yet, besides that, the father run away and she's all alone. That's why your Dad and I are going to visit her for a few days."
Jared nods and is secretly happy about the few days alone at home. Maybe Chad could even sleep by him for a night? They could play on his PlayStation until the sun rises again and drink some beer. That sounds like one hell of an good idea.
“Well, don't worry about me. I'll be fine for a few days alone here!”
This time his parents seem confused and his Dad clears his throat, before he speaks.
"Jared, you know we trust you and you've always been a good boy. But your Mom and I just...we don't feel comfortable leaving you here for four days without an adult. And since your siblings don’t have a semester break yet, you will stay with Jensen during that time!"
For a moment he thinks his heart has stopped beating.
~°~
Since Jensen saw the cute little Jared for the first time, he can't stop thinking about him.
Every time he goes to bed in the evening and closes his eyes, he sees the boy in front of him. Naked, under his own much larger and wider body, moaning and squirming, while Jensen sinks himself into his hot, tight, virgin hole again and again with deep thrusts.
And every evening this imagination alone and his hand around his hard, throbbing cock, brings him an incredibly intense orgasm.
Jensen knows, of course, that it’s wrong to think in that way about a minor. But as hard as he tries to suppress it, it just doesn't work.
It's been a while since he last saw Jared face to face or even talked to him. His mother told him that Jared is really busy with studying.
And somehow that makes Jensen a bit proud of the boy. He just thinks it's good that Jared really cares about his future and works towards it.
Still, he doesn’t like it that he hasn't seen Jared in so long. He would like to get to know the younger boy. In a friendly, non-pedophile, sexual way.
That's why he immediately agreed, when his new friend and mother of Jared asked him, if he could watch out after her son for a few days.
Jensen cleaned his house this morning before he went to work. Well, he only prepared the guest room. Otherwise it’s actually always clean in his home.
He even finished his work a little earlier today, so that he is ready when Jared comes over to him.
It’s shortly after 3 pm and Jensen is already standing in front of the door, waiting impatiently. He huffs a laugh when he noticed that he acts like a teenage girl in love who brings her boyfriend home for the first time.
A shudder comes over him as he thinks about Jared as his boyfriend. But he quickly pushes these unrealistic fantasies aside.
The doorbell rings exactly when he is about to turn around and go into the kitchen to make himself a coffee.
He runs to the door and pulls it open, maybe a little too enthusiastically. And there stands the most beautiful boy he has ever seen, in all of his 36 years on earth. Jensen holds back a satisfied sigh.
He gives Jared a charming smile, but the boy only looks over his shoulder and watches his parents with a grumpy expression.
Jared glances at his parents. He feels like a little child who can’t be alone by himself. He didn't even notice that the door to Jensen's house has opened and that said man is standing there, looking down at him.
His parents wave to him again and give him an apologetic smile before getting in the car and driving away. A snort escapes his throat and his grip on the handle of his sport bag, in which are clothes and hygiene items, gets tighter.
“Don't be angry with them. Your parents just want to make sure you’re okay, sweetheart. And I promise you to make our four days as exciting as possible!"
Startled and with a surprised yelp, he turns around to the voice. As soon as he looks up at the man who is one head taller, he loses himself in his awesome, emerald-green eyes.
But the nickname Jensen gave him, brings him back to the reality. He blushes and quickly looks at the ground. He hears the older man laugh soft and he also looks up with a smile, the anger at his parents already forgotten.
"I know that they only want to take care of my safety, but I’m 16 years old and I know how to cook without setting the house on fire!"
Another, this time a louder, throaty laugh escapes Jensen and he nods understanding.
"Yeah, I understand what you mean! When I was as old as you and my parents drove away, I always had to stay with my aunt or my neighbors. And I was always pissed off too. Oh, and since your cooking skills seem to be so good, you can take care of our dinner tonight!"
Jared looks at the man in front of him, plays like he is horrified and punches him lightly in the stomach. Jensen laughs again and the melodic sound fills his ears. He joins his laughter and both of them are quickly out of breath.
When they have calmed down, they just grin at each other like two idiots. Then suddenly Jensen opens the door a crack wider and steps aside.
"Come in, I'll show you my house."
The 16 year old nods with a smile and enters the house of the older man.
Jared walks past Jensen and takes a deeper breath. The fruity smell of him fills his nose. It reminds him of mango, coconut and a hint of peppermint. Menthol cigarettes.
He suppresses a needy whimper, his knees feel like jelly while he walks in the house and he continues to inhale his new favorite scent.
He feels Jensen's body heat, because he walks so close to him. He gets a soft smile from the man across from him and then their little house tour begins.
First, Jensen shows him the lower floor. There is the living room with the open kitchen in it. The kitchen islands are made of marble and there is enough space for two people to cook at the same time.
The living room is large and spacious. Jensen has a flat screen TV and a large, comfortable looking couch.
There are also a few bookshelves on the walls, which are full with books, DVDs, CDs and games for the PS2.
They go to Jensen's office, from where you can also get on the terrace.
Jared asks Jensen as what he works and it turns out that he is a very well-known manufacturer of electronic equipment. He runs his own company and they make products like headphones, music systems and speakers.
The boy knew the name Ackles sounds familiar to him. Jensen's company is called Ackles-Electrics and is also known worldwide. Jared is really impressed.
His office is big and simple decorated. And the terrace is so just beautiful.
In one corner of the large terrace is a porch swing and on the other side are two armchairs and between them, an upturned wood box that serves as a table.
A lot of fairy lights hang on the beams of the roof from the terrace and Jared can only imagine how nice that must look when it’s dark.
White and red roses curl up on the support beams. The wood of the terrace is kept in a dark shade.
The garden is also beautiful. Jensen even has a fire pit.
The 16 year old can't get enough of the wonderful sight and he is in a trance, until Jensen pulls him out of it with a soft laugh and a gentle grip on his wrist.
There is also a guest bathroom on the lower floor and then they go upstairs to the second floor. The first room is the guest room, in which Jared will sleep for the four days. Jensen has already prepared everything for him.
Jensen's bedroom is right next to the guest room. Jared can’t stop staring. Like the rest of the house, the walls are painted a creamy white color.
The dark furniture makes a good contrast. And the older man has a damn big bed! Three or four people could sleep in there!
Now Jared is feeling a little insecure. He clears his throat and feels how his cheeks start to burn, before he asks Jensen a intimate question.
"Jensen, I...um...it might sound a bit unrestrained and...um...curious, but-but...um...do you have a girlfriend?"
Jared doesn't dare to look up to the older man and prefers to glances at the gray, soft carpet on which they’re standing. Then suddenly he hears a giggle and a hand lies under his chin to push his head back up.
Now he looks into the breathtaking, green eyes of Jensen again, who is grinning down at him.
“You don't have to be embarrassed, beauty. Ask me as many questions as you want! And no, I don’t have a girlfriend or a boyfriend."
Jared looks surprised at the older man, who slowly lets his chin go, his fingers stroking over the sensitive area on his neck and making him shudder, while he tries to process the information.
He's so surprised and shocked that he didn't even realize the nickname.
Has Jensen admitted that he is bisexual?
It’s almost as if he has read his mind because Jensen starts laughing again and leads him out of the bedroom. While he shows him the upper, much larger bathroom, Jensen continues to talk.
“To answer your silent question, yes, I’m bisexual. How is it with you?"
Again Jared is surprised by this perfect man, somehow it becomes a habit. The 16 year old boy looks into the bathroom, which has a shower and a bathtub, then answers shyly.
“I'm gay and I've known it for a while. I've never been attracted to girls, so it wasn't a big surprise for me. And, well, I also...um...don’t have a boyfriend."
Jared feels his cheeks turning more red and now he's really annoyed by it. But Jensen just chuckles again and they go back downstairs.
"Okay, here's a suggestion from me, we're both starting to prepare the dinner and keep talking. When we have eaten, we go into the living room and watch a movie, which you can choose. What do you think?"
Jared returns Jensen's smile and pushes a strand of his hair out of hid face, behind his ear.
“I like that idea! What do we want to cook?"
The older man thinks for a moment and begins to nibble on his lower lip. Jared immediately imagines what it would be like if he could feel and taste those full lips on his own. He almost leaned forward to fulfill his wish by himself.
“How about homemade pasta and salmon in a cream sauce, with tomatoes and onions? The recipe is from my grandmother and is actually very simple!"
Jensen's voice pulls Jared out of his wild imagination and he blinks confused a few times.
"Um...oh yes, of course! It sounds really delicious!"
And so the two start to cook their dinner. Jensen prepares the pasta dough, Jared salts the salmon. Then he begins to cut the tomatoes and onions.
While they work together, they talk more and get to know each other better.
First they talked about what Jared wants to be in the future and what job would suit him and then why Jensen really wanted to open his company and what drove him to do so.
The two talked about god and the world. There was actually no topic that they didn’t discuss.
For example, Jared now knows that Jensen's second name is Ross, he is 36 years old and loves rock music, he even likes to sing and his favorite band is Kansas. He drives an old Mustang that he restored himself, his favorite color is blue and he smokes menthol cigarettes.
He also likes to drink a whiskey after work, he wants at least three children and a dog, he has a sister and a brother, he was also born in Texas, his best friend's name is Danneel, he likes to cook and is a romantic.
And of course Jensen also learned a lot about his young guest. Jared's middle name is Tristan, he is 16 years old, was born in Texas and has two siblings who go to college, he loves reading and his favorite book is “Pride and Prejudice” by Jane Austen, he likes rock and techno music.
He is just as much a romantic as Jensen himself, he would like to have children and two dogs when he is older, he sometimes writes his own poems, his favorite color is green, his best friend is called Chad and is quite an idiot but he loves him and his favorite singer is Bon Jovi.
When dinner is finally ready, they are both very hungry and practically throw themselves on the pasta. During this time they are silent, but keep smiling at each other.
After they are done, they sit down together on the comfortable sofa.
"Wow, your grandma must have been a great cook, because that was the best pasta I've ever eaten!"
Jensen just laughs at this statement and nods in confirmation.
“Yes, she was a really great cook and tomorrow I'll show you her fantastic cheesecake! You will think you’re in heaven!”
Now both fall into loud laughter and once again Jared notices how nice Jensen's laughter sounds. It's almost as beautiful as his voice itself. And besides, when he laughs, you can see his cute dimples.
“So which movie do you want to watch? You can choose whatever you want!"
Jared gets up and walks to the shelf where the films stand. He looks through them until he finds something that interests him. He reaches for the film and shows it to Jensen, who raises his eyebrow skeptically.
“You really want to watch Hellraiser - The Gate to Hell? You know, the movie is marked with FSK 18 for a good reason? And not even I, an grown up man, can sleep well after this horror show!"
Jared is very aware of this, he isn’t even allowed to watch horror films with his parents. So he puts on his best puppy look and starts to pout. Jensen watches him stubbornly and tries to stand firm, but after less than a minute he gives up.
“All right, we'll watch this old horror film! But if you can't sleep tonight, don't come to me and beg to sleep in my bed!”
Jared happily throws his arms in the air and laughs.
“I promise, I won’t come to you at night and beg to sleep by you! Come on, turn the TV on! Do you have popcorn?"
Jensen smiles and gets up to take the DVD from Jared's hand. Then he answers him.
"There should be a bag of microwave popcorn on the top shelf in the kitchen, but aren't you full from our dinner?"
While Jared is storming into the kitchen, he answers the older man.
"I'm a growing teen, I'm hungry all the time!"
His cheeky answer makes Jensen laugh. He puts the film in the DVD player and makes it himself comfortable on the couch again. His eyes automatically wander to Jared, who is stretching to get on the top shelf.
His t-shirt slides up and shows his ass in the too tight jeans. A gasp almost escaped him. His mind automatically wanders to his wild fantasies in which Jared plays the main character.
Jensen would love to grab a hold and feel the boy's soft flesh under his big hands. He would love to knead his ass cheeks and pull them apart to see his tight, pink hole.
Suddenly he feels a twitch in his boxer shorts and a pleasant pull in his belly. His blood quickly flows south and begins to collect there. His cock is already half hard.
Jensen manages to tear his eyes away from Jared and tries to think of something really disgusting.
The food in prison is sure as hell really good and having to share the shower with other criminals will be funny too.
But he can soon find it out, because if he continues to have these perverse and forbidden thoughts or maybe even gives in to his needs, he will end up in jail.
It's nothing new for Jensen that he prefers younger partners. His last girlfriend was 24 years old and his last boyfriend was 22. But he created a rule for himself, which he has always followed successfully.
His relationship or sex partner must be at least 21 years old.
Before he met Jared, it wasn’t hard not to break this rule. But this cute, innocent boy has an incredible attraction on him!
Jensen doesn't believe in love at first sight, but when he saw Jared's beautiful hazel eyes for the first time, the well-known tingling sensation in his stomach started and his heart was beating so fast as if he had just run a marathon.
He knows these feelings, which always arise as soon as he looks at the 16 year old boy.
A warm and tingling feeling in the stomach, his heart beating too fast, the slight nervousness, the joy and besides, he just can't stop grinning.
He knows this feelings really good and he also knows what it means, but he tries his best to ignore it and not think about it.
Sighing, he shakes his head and in the next moment Jared sits next to him, a bowl full of warm popcorn on his lap and he grabs the remote control to start the film.
Jensen is briefly distracted by the boy's incredible smell and he takes a deep breath. Jared smells like vanilla, chocolate and raspberries. There is also a slightly masculine scent that probably comes from his perfume or deodorant.
He would like to bury his face in the boy's neck and inhale this sweet, addictive smell for hours. But of course he doesn't do it.
Instead, he turns his face towards the television and lets himself be distracted by the film.
Jared has to admit to himself that he didn't expect the movie to be so scary and terrifying. He's actually a little scared.
Ok, let's be honest, this movie scared the living shit out of him!
And he already regrets that he decided to watch this film.
When the loud scream of a woman sounds again and she is brutally cut in a half immediately afterwards, he winces violently. Out of a reflex he clings to Jensen's arm, the popcorn long forgotten.
Only when he hears the gentle laugh of the older man does he realize what he is actually doing right now. Surprised by himself and embarrassed, he lets go of Jensen's arm.
Jensen leans forward and grabs the remote control to turn the film off. He breathes a sigh relief and calms down.
“Next time we'd better watch a comedy! It's after 9 pm, we should get ready for bed! I have to get up early tomorrow!"
Jared looks surprised up at Jensen. Why does he have to get up early tomorrow? Isn't it Saturday? Does he have to work on the weekend too?
“Why do you have to get up early tomorrow? Isn't it Saturday or do you have to work on the weekend too? "
Jensen nods a little sadly and reaches for the empty bowl to bring it into the kitchen.
"Yes, I'm sorry! I would have loved if we had breakfast together, but I have to be at work by 7am and my vacation just starts next week. But I promise to be back before 4pm so we can eat the cheesecake!"
With a warm smile, Jared just nods and gets up to stretch his sore muscles. For a moment he even thinks he can feel Jensen's eyes on him, when his T-shirt slips up and shows his slender hips and a part of his flat stomach.
He quickly suppresses this wishful thinking. Together they put the dishes in the dishwasher and then turn off the lights everywhere on the lower floor before they go up together.
Jensen is the first who goes into the bathroom and Jared goes in his guest room. He's looking for his sleep shirt in his backpack, after putting on his boxer shorts. But he can't find it.
Then he suddenly notices that not only his sleep shirt missing, but also his laptop and mobile phone charger. Annoyed, he sighs and searches in his bag for his house keys.
But he can’t find them either!
His parents let him know at the last minute that he won't be sleeping at home for the next four days, so he had to hurry to pack some of his things.
Of course he forgot half of it!
And now he can't even go over to his house to get the things, because he also forgot his key!
Annoyed, he runs a hand through his hair and shakes his head at his own stupidity.
"Damn it!"
"What's the matter, are you okay?"
Startled, Jared turns to the door from where he hears Jensen's deep voice. He didn't hear the older man coming in the room. And now Jensen is standing in the doorway, only in underpants, watching him worriedly.
He quickly tears his gaze away from the trained abdominal muscles and the blue veins that lead to his covered length and scratches his neck uncomfortably.
"I- um...I’m fine. I just forgot my sleep shirt, laptop and cell phone charger at home. And my key for the house is also still in my room, so I can't get my things."
Jared blushes when he admits his clumsiness in front of Jensen. The older man thinks for a moment and then disappears again. When he re-enters the guest room with a white T-shirt in his hands.
“Here, you can wear it to sleep. It's old, has a few holes and I don't wear it anymore. That would solve one problem. If you want you can use my laptop and my charger is also available for you."
He reaches for the old T-shirt with an AC/DC logo on it and pulls it over his head. The soft fabric lies loosely against his body and it’s so long it goes to middle of his thighs.
It smells wonderfully of Jensen and Jared sighs comfortably, without even noticing it. Jensen disappears again briefly and then reappears with his laptop in one hand and his charger in the other hand.
He places both on the table that is standing in front of the window in the guest room. The 16 year old boy gives him a shy and warm smile before thanking him.
“No problem, I'll go to bed now. Don't spend so long on the laptop. Good night, Jay!"
Before Jared even had the opportunity to answer him, Jensen had already disappeared and he only hears the door of the room next to his being closed.
The nickname rings in his ears again and a lovely smile lies on his lips. He buries his face in the shirt and breathes in the nice smell.
He can feel his heart beating faster again and his stomach tingling pleasantly. Of course, he suppresses these feelings and goes into the bathroom with his hygiene articles to get ready for bed too.
Jensen arrives in his own bedroom, breathing hard, and hears Jared going into the bathroom.
His boxer shorts got too tight when he saw the boy in his oversize T-shirt. And the way he sighed as he smelled on his old shirt almost made him growl lustful, possessive.
His dick is painfully hard and needs attention. So he quickly walks to the bed and sits down on it.
His back is leaning against the headboard and his legs are stretched out in front of him. He pulls his pants down to the back of his knees and his hard, pre-cum- leaking cock springs free and gently claps against his lower belly.
He knows it's wrong and he feels like a pervert and is already being eaten away by guilt, but if he doesn't touch himself, he will explode.
Jensen knows it won't take him long, that's why he doesn't care about the lubricant, just puts his dry hand around his aching, throbbing dick.
He moans softly, even though he hasn't even touched himself properly yet. His imagination takes over and he closes his eyes to see Jared squirming and moaning under him.
He see the boy how he clings on his back, looking for something to hold on to, while Jensen keeps pushing deep into him and hits his sweet spot over and over again.
He imagines Jared shouting ‘Daddy!’ when he comes all over himself. And how good it would feel to pump that tight ass full of white, hot cum. To mark him from the inside.
Jensen gasps and begins to move his hand quickly over his hard length. The pre-cum serves as a lube and after only five strokes, he comes with a muffled moan in his hand.
Breathing heavily, he looks at the sticky mess in his hand and reaches into his bedside drawer, where he always keeps a pack of wet wipes.
He wipes his jizz off from his hand and shakes his head over himself. The last time he came so quickly, he was 14 years old. And just the idea of the sweet, innocent Jared has pushed him over the edge.
Of course, the feelings of guilt rush over him and he pulls his boxer shorts back over his hips and lies down in his bed.
'I'm so fucked up!'
He thinks to himself and closes his eyes with a sigh. It doesn't take long and he is asleep.
As soon as Jared is out of the bathroom, he goes back the guest room, closes the door behind him and sits down in the bed with Jensen's laptop in his hands.
The room is lit by the small lamp on the bedside table. Jensen doesn't have a password in his laptop and he can simply open a new browser and enter his search.
This time he directly enters Daddy Kink and DDLG. He's just too curious and wants to learn more about these things.
At some point he even starts reading stories to these subjects. He didn't even notice what time it was.
Just when he is in a very interesting, hot and erotic sex scene in a story, he hears the door to his room open.
Startled, his eyes fly to the lower corner of the laptop, to look at the time. He is surprised to see that it’s shortly before 3 am.
"Jay, why are you still awake?"
Jared winces slightly when he hears Jensen's voice and looks to the door. The older man stands there and rubs his eyes sleepily.
His hair is messy and his boxer shorts have slipped a bit and now the 16 year old can see the slight beginnings of pubic hair. He bites his lower lip hard until he tastes blood, to suppresses a whimper.
He stammered out an answer while glancing down at the laptop screen to quickly clear his search history.
"I...um...I'm sorry Jen... I have read and- and then...well, I forgot the time! I'm really sorry and I'll go to sleep right now!"
When he finally managed to clear his history and the browser, he quickly closed the laptop. He hears Jensen sigh and enter the room. In the next moment the laptop is taken away from his hands and the older man looks down at him with a serious expression.
“I'm not mad or anything, Jay! But as long as you live here with me, under my roof, I want you to follow our rules! And that also includes going to bed on time!"
Jared can only nod, because the bossy tone and the silent warning behind it, have ensured that his cock has become hard in seconds.
He bites his lower lip to hold back a moan and wishes Jensen a good night, then he turns off his bedside lamp and watches how the older man walks out of the room.
As soon as the door is closed, he breathes a sigh of relief. His cock aches and pounds, but he ignores it and turns in the bed until he finds a comfortable position to sleep.
Less than two minutes later, he falls asleep.
Jensen saw the light shining through under his door and checked for him. He didn't expect to find the boy awake and still on the laptop. So after he made his point of view clear and took the laptop away form him, he went out again.
In front of the door he first had to take a deep breath, because he had noticed how a bulge formed between Jared's legs, under the blanket, when he corrected him.
After he goes to the bathroom to take a piss, he's now lying in his bed, trying to push the hot, erotic images out of his head and not get a boner again.
It takes him awhile until he finally falls into a light sleep.
~°~
At 5 o'clock Jensen's alarm rings and pulls him out of his wet, hot dream that made him wake up with a painful morning wood.
With an almost annoyed sigh, he swings his legs over the edge of the bed and strokes through his hair. After a few minutes he stands up and begins his usual morning routine.
He brushes his teeth, puts a suit on, takes some perfume and deodorant, styles his hair quickly and then he goes down to the kitchen to make coffee.
After he has drunk two cups black coffee and packed his briefcase, he goes upstairs again to check on Jared.
The boy lies stretched out on the bed, one hand behind his head, the other lying on his stomach. His chest rises and falls rhythmically and he smiles softly.
With a quite laugh, Jensen enters the room and stands next to the bed. He bends down slightly and can't resist stroking one of the long strands of hair from the boy's face behind his ear.
Jared makes a sweet noise and the he grins so much that his cheeks hurt.
“I'm going to work now, Jay! As promised, I'll be back home before 4 pm. Don't do nonsense and take care!"
Jensen only whispered these few words and he is pretty sure that the younger one hasn't actually heard him, but that doesn't interest him at all.
He just feels better after saying that. However, he didn't expect Jared to answer him. And the half-mumbled answer almost gave him a heart attack.
"Have fun at work! Love you, Daddy!"
After these two sentences, the 16 year old boy turned on his other side and fell into a deep sleep again.
As quickly as possible, but still quietly, because he don’t want to wake Jared, Jensen leaves the room. He closes the door behind him and almost chokes on his to fast breath.
That one, special word went straight to his dick, which twitches excited and starts to get hard again.
'He must have thought I was his father and that's why he called me Daddy! He didn’t meant it in an erotic or teasing way! The boy is far too innocent to know about things like Daddy Kink and stuff like that!‘ He thinks and tries to calm himself down.
'But which 16 year old boy still calls his father Daddy?' Asks another voice in his head. The voice that seduces him to his needs and desires.
Jensen shakes his head, grabs his car key from the top of the drawers and leaves his house.
Fortunately, at work he can distract himself with other things and thoughts.
When Jared finally gets up, it’s shortly after 11 am. He can still remember his dream.
Jensen came in his room early in the morning to say goodbye, because he has to go to work and Jared wished him a lot of fun.
He also told him that he loved him and called him Daddy. The older man looked surprised at him and he just stood there for a few seconds and thought about something.
Then he said 'Fuck it!' tore his clothes off and practically jumps at him.
They were both lost in their passionate love and rolled naked, sweating and full of lust over the sheets.
Jared thinks he can still remember how that big, thick cock felt inside of him. And the pleasure he felt every time his Daddy hit that sweet spot in him.
Sighing, the boy looks at his hard penis and decides to take a cold shower. He gets up from the soft bed and walks to his backpack.
He picks out underpants, socks and a T-shirt, as well as shorts. It's still mid-summer and a way too hot outside.
With his clothes in his hands, he disappears into the large bathroom and undresses. Then he goes under the shower and turns on the cold water. He holds back a startled scream as ice cold water hits his skin.
He stands under the water until his painful erection is gone. Then he washes himself quickly and uses Jensen's shower gel.
When he's finished, he gets out of the shower again and dries himself off. Then he puts his boxer shorts and then his socks on.
After that he pulls a simple, black T-shirt over his head and light-blue short jeans over his legs.
All dressed up, he makes his bed and packs his worn clothes in his gym bag before going down to the kitchen.
He eats cornflakes for breakfast and drinks some orange juice to it. While he eats, he reads in his book which he luckily hasn’t forgotten.
He's halfway through the book ‘Total Eclipse - The Rimbaud and Verlaine Affair’ and he just loves it. The story is beautiful, but at the same time so heartbreaking.
After reading a few chapters, he closes the book with a sigh, puts it on the coffee table and goes back to the kitchen with the empty bowl and glass in his hand.
He puts his dishes in the dishwasher and then starts looking for a certain recipe in the drawers.
Jensen said to him that he would bake his grandmother's cheesecake for him as soon as he got home. But Jared would like to surprise Jensen and make him happy, so he decided to bake the cake for him instead.
And it's also a small excuse, because he stayed up too late yesterday and didn't listen to the older man.
As soon as he has found the recipe, he begins to lay out the ingredients. He also turns on the radio, which is on one of the shelves.
He turns it up loud and quietly begins to sing and dance along, while he mixes all the ingredients according to the recipe. He also adds a special ingredient.
And then he puts the cake in the warm oven.
After that, Jared puts the used dishes in the dishwasher and turns it on. While the cake is baking and the dishes are being washed, he is tidying up the rest of the kitchen.
He doesn't even notice how the time goes by and then it's already shortly before 4 pm. He has emptied the dishwasher and now he puts the dishes back in the cupboards.
Walking on Sunshine is playing on the radio and Jared sings along loudly while he takes the finished cheesecake out of the oven with a shaking ass and a big smile on his face.
He doesn't even hear the front door open or the person walking toward the kitchen.
The first thing Jensen notices when he enters his house is the wonderful, sweet smell of baked cake. Then he hears the loud music and the lovely voice of Jared.
He puts his briefcase down and walks in the direction of the kitchen. He stops in the door frame and watches his young guest.
The 16 year old boy shakes his hips and sings along, while he puts the cheesecake on a wooden board. Jensen stands there smiling and enjoys the view.
It's cute how Jared dances through the kitchen and seems to be in a completely different world. And he even made the extra effort to bake the cake, even though Jensen said he would do it.
He clears his throat to draw attention to himself.
With a startled cry, Jared turns to the door, from where a noise came. He breathes a sigh of relief when he sees that it's just Jensen.
With a sweet smile on his face, the older man steps into the kitchen and walks straight towards him.
“You know you didn't have to bake the cake! I would have loved to do that for you!"
Jared blushes and runs a hand through his hair, before answering.
“I know that, but I wanted to surprise you and make you happy. It's also a small excuse because I was too long on the laptop yesterday."
His voice is low when he admits it and he looks ashamed at the floor instead of into Jensen's face. He hears the older man walking to the radio and turning it down.
"As I said yesterday, I'm not angry with you, so you don't have to apologize either. But I appreciate your gesture, sweetheart! It makes me really happy!"
The nickname makes Jared blush even more, but he smiles happily when he hears that he has made him happy.
"I’m glade to hear that! Would you like some coffee to your cake?"
With a shy smile he looks into Jensen's wonderful green eyes and loses himself in them. Before his imagination can get out of hand again, he quickly looks away and begins to cut the cooled cake.
"Nah, I would prefer a cold beer!"
Jared nods to show that he has taken note of the answer. Together they bring plates and cutlery out onto the terrace. He takes a beer from the refrigerator for Jensen, opens it right away and he makes himself a cocoa.
With the drinks in hand, he goes outside onto the terrace again. Jensen is already sitting in one of the armchairs and putting a piece of cake on each plate.
They toast and then start to eat. Jared waits a little uncertain for the older man's reaction.
Jensen tears his eyes open in surprise and takes an even bigger bite from his piece of cake.
“God, that tastes like paradise! My grandma's cake was always good, but this one is awesome! Perfect! Have you changed anything in the recipe?"
The 16-year-old answers the question with a shy smile, red cheeks and a low voice.
"Yeah, well, I just put some more vanilla in the dough and yeah..."
"You’re a genius!”
Both laugh briefly when Jensen mumbled these few words and then they continued to eat their cake, while they talked about Jensen's day at work.
After half of the cake is eaten, they begin to clean up together. They also think about what to do for dinner later.
They quickly decided on a light salad and homemade bread. While Jared volunteers to prepare the dough, Jensen goes outside and starts chopping wood. They want to make a campfire tonight.
Now and then the boy throws a few glances outside to watch the man at work. He is completely hypnotized by the muscle play in Jensen's arms.
The sun hangs low in the sky and shines on his face. Jared sees the glittering drops of sweat that run down his forehead.
His eyes wander over the muscular body of Jensen and he imagines how these strong arms simply lift him up, these strong legs carry him into the bedroom, there he is placed on the big, soft bed.
He would love to feel those full, pink lips on his own. He wants to know how Jensen tastes, what noises he makes when pleasure pumps through his veins and what his face looks like when he has his orgasm.
Jared wants to lie in the arms of this great man, cuddle up to him and talk to him about god and the world all night long.
He wants to see those incredibly green eyes light up as soon as he tells Jensen how much he loves him. And Jared really wants to hear how Jensen gently says that he loves him too, with his deep, whiskey smooth voice.
Sighing and slightly desperate, the 16 year old runs a hand through his hair and looks guiltily at his hands.
He can’t lie to himself anymore. He is in love with Jensen.
Jared fell hard in love with his 20 year older neighbor, who is also a good friend of his parents and he can't do anything against it.
He is so in love with this adorable man and he knows, it will destroy him.
Again he looks out of the window and what he sees there takes his breath away. Jensen has taken his T-shirt off and is now chopping the wood with his upper body bare.
Jared sees his abs working and his eyes wander over his hot V-line. Jensen's pants sits low on his hips and they are a way too tight on his ass.
It feels like he's about to pass out!
This man is pure sex and a walking wet dream on two legs! His cock seems to see it that way too, because it begins to get hard and pulsate with pleasure.
He quickly looks away and takes a deep breath. With shaky hands he washes the vegetables for the salad and tries to think of something disgusting to get his boner off.
But then suddenly he hears steps that are getting closer to him. He holds his breath when he feels a warm presence behind him. Jared smells the old, well-known aftershave from Jensen and when he feels the hand from the older man on his lower back, he bites his tongue so hard that it starts to bleed.
In the corner of his eye he sees Jensen leaning slightly over his shoulder to take a closer look at the bread dough, which stands next to him.
“The dough looks pretty good! And it smells wonderful too, you did that really well, Jay! I'll go to smoke a cigarette and then I'll help you to cut the vegetables, okay?"
Jensen gently runs his hand through Jared’s hair and he lets out a soft purr, while he leans into the touch. His cock twitches again and more pre-cum drips into his boxer shorts.
"Hmm..."
That’s the only sound Jared gets out and Jensen giggles softly. The hand disappears out off his hair and so does the hand on his back. The older man reaches over him and takes his packet of cigarettes from the counter.
While Jensen disappears outside again, Jared can finally breathe again. He quickly looks over his shoulder at the terrace and then runs upstairs to the bathroom.
He almost came in his underpants just because of this very light physical contact with Jensen. And that would have been more than embarrassing.
He takes a few deep breaths, splashes some cold water on his face and sits on the edge of the bathtub. Only now, when he has a minute to think, he realize how strange the situation was.
Why did Jensen even touch him so intimately?
Not that he minds it! God no! If it were up to him, then they could have become even more intimate!
But why did Jensen touch him so lovely?
Could it be that he...?
He quickly pushes this dumb and naive thought away.
It’s just wishful thinking and it would make the whole thing even more difficult for him.
After a few more minutes, he goes back downstairs and helps Jensen cut the vegetables.
Jensen looks smiling after the 16 year old boy as he walks upstairs, probably to go to the toilet. He didn’t missed the big bulge in his tight pants.
Now he's pretty sure Jared has feelings for him. No matter if they are only sexual or maybe even lovely. He also noticed earlier how the boy watched him chopping wood.
And when he stroked it through his hair, he purred! He purred like a little kitten!
Jensen almost moaned as a wave of pleasure washed over him, after he heard that obscene noise.
He takes a pull of his cigarette and at the same time his guilty feelings comes back and the smile disappears from his lips.
Even if Jared feels something for him too, it’s wrong and forbidden. He can't seduce a 16 year old boy, who just begins to learn something about his desires and feelings.
It's just not fair to him.
And Jensen really don’t need to see the jail from the inside, as a prisoner. Even if he thinks love can’t be stopped and shouldn’t be forbidden as long as both partners are happy and okay with it.
The state and society doesn’t see it like that.
He doesn't want to imagine what Jared's father, his friend, would do to him if he found out that he was in a relationship with his underage son.
However, there is another problem that he doesn't really want to think about.
Even if - and that if is really big - they would start a relationship, they couldn’t have a good future together.
Jensen is 20 years older than Jared.
In 5 years, when Jared is 21 years old, Jensen will be 42 years old!
And he wants to have his own little family. Children, a house and also a dog. He can't have that with Jared, when he is still a child himself and his life only just began.
Jensen doesn’t want to take Jared’s chance of an adventurous, exciting life away. He should see the world, get to know other people and cultures and make new friends.
He should even be able to have wild, lustful sex, with more than one person, to gain experience and just to have fun.
Jared is supposed to have a funny time full of joy and he should get to parties, get himself drunk and wake up with a bad hangover in the next morning.
But he can't do that with Jensen, because he already had his adventurous time. It was great and exciting, but now he wants something solid. A happy apple pie life.
Not to mention the fact that Jensen will die much earlier than Jared. It's a fucked up point, but it's true.
When he's 80 or 90 years old and lies on his deathbed, Jared is 60 or 70 years old and has wasted his whole life for him.
Jensen can’t and doesn’t want to do that to the boy. So he should finally stop thinking about the boy like that and lusting after him.
Sighing, he press his cigarette out in the ashtray and goes inside again to start cutting the vegetables. Shortly afterwards, Jared comes down and helps him.
~°~
While the bread is in the oven, Jared and Jensen watch another movie. But this time it’s a comedy with Adam Sandler and both had a lot of fun.
Again and again they had to laugh out loud and Jared already knows that he will never forget the melodic sound of Jensen's voice when he laughs.
When the bread is ready, they ate dinner together. The salad was refreshing and the homemade bread was pretty good. Again, the 16 year old got a compliment from Jensen.
After watching the rest of film, they are now sitting outside in the garden.
Jensen is in the process of stacking the wood and spraying some gasoline on it, while Jared carries the two armchairs in front of the fireplace.
He places both of them close together in front of the campfire circle, which is delimited by large stones and he gets a sweet but knowing smile from Jensen, after he sees it.
“What do you want to drink? Another beer or whiskey?"
With a shy smile he waits for an answer and the older man thinks about it.
“I'd rather have a cold beer! And if you want, there is still a bottle of iced tea in the pantry!"
Jared just nods and disappears inside to get the drinks.
It’s shortly after 8pm and the sun is just beginning to set, when Jensen lights the fire and the two sit in the armchairs.
The orange-yellow fire warms their faces and the crackling of the burning wood is the only soft sound that surrounds them.
Both have a gentle smile on their faces and they stare lost in their thought into the flames.
But after a while Jared's eyes wander and now he watches Jensen. He feels nostalgia rise in his chest, when he looks into his face, with is lit by the fire.
The orange flames are reflected in his beautiful green eyes and the slight smile on his lips gives Jared goose bumps. He is craving to taste those full lips, just for once.
And suddenly Jensen turns his head and looks him straight in the eye.
Jared is a bit ashamed that the older one caught him staring, but he still can't look away.
Instead he smiles even wider at him and gets a bright, lovely smile in return.
The mood between them changes. There is a sexual tension in the air and the time seems to stand still. In that moment only the two exist and the whole world around them is forgotten.
Jared feels a strong, excited tingling sensation in his stomach and his whole body is covered with goosebumps. His heart beats so fast in his chest and it blossoms with love.
Jensen also feels the tension between them. His heart is beating too fast too, and his stomach feels strange but comfortable.
His fingers tingle and he would like to stretch his hand out, to brush a few strands of hair from Jared's forehead behind his ear.
His eyes which are colored in a incredible mix of blue, green and brown, with gold speckles in them, are so beautiful it takes his breath away.
Jared bites on his lower lip and Jensen has to hold back a deep growl. He wants to feel and taste those pink, plump lips.
Slowly he reaches out with his hand. He notices how the boy's breath speed up and he smiles gentle at him.
His hand is carefully placed on Jared‘s cheek and he immediately leans into the touch. Jensen’s thumb brushes over his lower lip and frees it from his teeth.
Carefully he lets his thumb wander rhythmically over the bloody lip and the boy gasps softly.
Jared feels his cock twitching excited, but he can't waste a thought on that right now.
Because Jensen, this wonderful, perfect man, sits only a few inches away from him and touches him again in such an intimate, yet lovely way that it makes his whole body tremble.
He feels Jensen's rough thumb wander over his lower lip and he whimpers softly. Before he can even realize it or stop it, he slightly sticks his tongue out and gently licks over the tip from his thumb.
He tastes Jensen's salty skin and hears him growl softly. He sees his eyes darken with lust and desire.
Both of them have forgotten the crackling and slowly dying fire in the background.
Jared decides to go a step further and closes his lips completely around Jensen's fingertip and begins to suck on it, while he continues to lick over it with his tongue.
The whole time they look deep into each other's eyes. Jared is just as hard as Jensen is. Both are more than just aroused by their little game.
Suddenly Jensen also puts his other hand on Jared's neck and the boy instinctively knows what is about to happen, which is why he releases his thumb from his lips.
Jensen’s hand remains on his cheek and it gives him a feeling of safety.
Their faces get closer and Jared can feel Jensen's warm breath stroking over his face.
His eyes flutter shut and he tilts his head slightly to the side.
Their lips brush soft, barely noticeable over each other. Jared holds his breath and then-
the door rings!
They both flinch shocked away and look surprised at each other. The romantic moment is destroyed and Jared feels fear and doubt start to fill his heart.
Jensen seems just as shocked and he stutters a few words out.
"I- you and...we, well...um- I'll...yes..."
Immediately afterwards he turns around and walks quickly into the house.
Sighing, with trembling hands and tears in his eyes, Jared runs a hand through his hair.
He almost kissed Jensen! He almost gave in to his desires! And the way the older man just looked at him - frightened, disbelieving and almost disgusted - Jensen will definitely just pretend nothing happened and forget it.
Maybe he'll even kick him out?!
Panic rises in him and he forgets the voices in the background. An even more terrifying thought comes to his mind.
Not only did he almost kiss Jensen, he also sucked obscenely on his finger and he whimpered!
His cheeks burn and Jared knows that they are fiery red. A violent wave of shame and humiliation crashes over him and suddenly it’s difficult for him to breath.
Full of fear, he looks at the door to the terrace and waits for Jensen to come back.
He hears the front door being closed and heavy footsteps coming in his direction. His heart contracts painfully and he just wants to run away right now.
But when Jensen appears in the doorway and throws a gentle, apologetic smile at him, all his doubts and worries are forgotten.
He sits down next to Jared again and the two talk as if nothing had happened.
Even if that makes him sad, it's still better than all of the horrible reactions he'd think about before.
They spend the rest of the evening in front of the fire, continue to chat or simply enjoy the peaceful silence. At 11 pm they go to bed. Of course, there were no more intimate activities and touches.
But when they are both lying in their beds, they remember the moment with a lovely smile, a fast beating heart and a tingling sensation in their bellies and they fall happy asleep.