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Minha wasn’t sure how they got together. Or say, how Seokhyung changed his mind after rejecting her twice, first her confession, then her offer to the steak dinner. But he did, at the end. The OBGN ward was clouded with awkwardness for the few days after the Christmas. Then one afternoon, he bought her coffee and told her to meet him in his office after her shift ended.
Minha widened her eyes at the hot coffee on the table. When she shifted her gaze to the direction he left, he was already nowhere to be seen.
He apologized to her, that’s the first thing he said as they sat in his quiet and dim office that evening. It was so quiet that she could hear her heart pounding in her chest, ready to explode, and her hand trembling.
Something typical for Yang Seokhyung gyosunim to do, Minha thought.
“Can you give me another chance, Minha?” His question was a surprise to her. She was expecting another lecture on “why she should move on and find someone better”. Her breath was caught in her throat as her heart banged even harder against her chest. Of course she said yes. She would give him numerous chances, as long as he said yes to her. As long as he let her in.
A few months into their relationship, Minha realized that she didn’t really understand her professor/boyfriend. He kept all his thoughts, worries, emotions to himself. She always share her own feelings with him during their lunch dates or when they went out when they are off.
At some points, Minha started to worry that she was speaking too fast, too much, and being too annoying to him.
“My friend from the lab i worked at keeps asking me to introduce someone for him... He’s really annoying hahaha. Who would have time to meet someone new and date if they work at the hospital?” Minha put down her phone on his office table and grabbed her iced coffee for a sip. Unlike Seokhyung, she didn’t always go for iced Americano. She’d rather order her drinks according to the weather and her emotions.
Seokhyung’s lips curled up as he saw her mochi cheeks showing with her smiley eyes. He then said with his head tilted to the side, “Well... we are dating now.”
Minha raised an eyebrow at his response. They are dating. Yes. But it felt like he’s just constantly waiting for her to speak and speak and speak. She wasn’t really sure he liked the kind of relationship they had. Her previous relationships were more balanced, in which both parties showed their affection and emotions. Minha couldn’t stop herself from thinking that maybe she forced him into dating her.
“But we both work at the hospital, which means we can always see each other.” She eventually said with a mild smile. She hid her worries and thoughts in her own mind. Just like he did with his emotions. What kind of relationship is this?
Yang Seokhyung was an amazing person. She still thought so about her professor. And he was a nice boyfriend too. He bought her food when she got a long shift, surprised her at the entrance of the hospital after her night shifts. He called her name with the voice that drove her crazy and the gentle smile that made her heart trembling.
She could almost say, to herself, that she loved him. Loved every moment she got to spend with him. She just wasn’t sure if he felt the same way to her, if he wanted the same thing.
He didn’t try to cross that line with her. They held hands, hugged, kissed, but he didn’t try to spend the night with her. Minha’s heart felt fuzzy when she thought of how he wanted to savor that precious moment. But at the same time, she wanted to do it. Beside, maybe they would feel more intimate after that, she thought.
Six months into their relationship, Minha prepared a dinner at home as a celebration.
“Gyosunim, come over to my place this weekend. I’ll cook for our six months anniversary!” She rounded her arms around him as she shined her soft and lively expression at him. Seokhyung nodded with a small pure smile. He didn't seem to notice the mischievous plan of his witty girlfriend.
Things were going smoothly as they finished dinner and cleaned up together. Seokhyung took up the hard work of cleaning up the dishes as he said she already did all the cooking. She smiled to herself behind him as she heard his reason.
Then Minha cuddled into his arms as the two of them went to the couch. She wasn’t really paying attention to the drama anyway. As she laid her head on his shoulder, the warmth from his body almost sent her into sleep. But Minha couldn’t get that idea out of her mind. She wanted to get closer to him. She turned her head and snuggled closer to him, her face now even closer to his neck. She was pretty sure her breath on his skin made him slightly trembled. Seokhyung put his hand on her head and slightly shuffled her soft hair, but his eyes were still on the screen.
Minha took a silent deep breath before she started putting soft light kisses on his neck and jawline. She felt him getting tense at her sudden actions but she didn’t stop for a while. When she finally did, his breathing quickened and became unsteady. Minha looked at his tensed, expressionless face, his eyes were slightly widened with a gleam of nervousness.
“Gyosunim.” She called him quietly, her voice was close to a whisper. “Would you like to stay the night?”
He turned his gaze from the front to her face immediately. The nervousness of his eyes intensified. He was going to refuse her. She knew it.
“Please?” Minha pleaded with a slight pout on her lips. She knew what she was doing. But she just wanted something more. Maybe she was greedy and selfish, after all.
“We don’t have to do it, Minha.” He said.
“But what if I want to do it? With you.”
“...” He shifter his gaze from her witty eyes and stayed silent.
“Are you refusing because you don’t want to do it, or because you don’t want me?” She spitted what’d been stuck in her mind for months. Do you really want me? She almost asked that out loud.
Looking confused, Seokhyung lifted up his eyes with a frown on his eyebrows. “I don’t you to regret this.”
“I just told you, I want to do it. Why would I regret it?” Minha muttered but didn't shift her gaze.
Seokhyung wanted to convince her but he seemed struggling to organize his reasons. Minha held his face on her palms, looked him in the eyes, then kissed him on his lips, lightly at first, then her moves got bolder as she kissed him probably. He was shocked for a moment before he finally parted his lips and allowed her in. Their breathing got heavier as their tongues slid against each other’s.
Minha straddled his thighs and deepened the kiss. Her hands were now on his shoulder and his face, while his moved to the back of her head and her waist. His hand on her waist made her felt more restless. Her hips were gradually rocking against his, seeking for some friction.
She couldn’t hold back her groans as she found the perfect spot. She rubbed her clit against the seam of his jeans. His dick was getting hard and ready from the look of the bulge in his crotch. One of his hands moved to her back then shifted to her thigh, softly caressing her soft skin there. His lips went down her neck to her collarbone and shoulder as he pulled the straps of her dress down, allowing more space for his lips. Minha let out a loud moan as he got to a more sensitive point on her neck along a feeling of electricity from the friction against his clit. She threw her head back breathlessly. She was sure she was such a scene right now. But that’s the last thing she cared about at the moment.
“Ummm... gyosunim, please...” She stared at him with her loose eyes full of desire. His usual soft brown eyes got darker as he quickly licked his dry lips. His hands went to the zipper of her dress, hurriedly trying to remove the whole thing off her soft body. As the both of them finally got half naked on her couch, Minha suddenly remembered what she got in her handbag.
She noticed how Seokhyung’s eyes widened at the box she took out from her bag. She sincerely hoped that he didn’t feel like he was set up by her plans. He didn’t say anything if he did.
Minha went back to sit on his laps after getting the condom on his dick. As she let him slid inside of her slowly, they both let out a loud groan and moan. She could feel herself sleek and wet as he filled her up. When she got adjusted to his size, she worked her hips to get his manhood in and out of her. Seokhyung’s hands moved to her waist and hips as they got into a more steady speed.
She felt her heart, if not just her cunt, fluttered as she stared into his loose eyes. He was inside of her, that's the closest distance they could physically get. They were both breathing heavily as the they rocked their hips to get closer to each other and build up the pleasure. She rounded one of her arms around his shoulder and moved her other hand to rub her clit as she felt herself getting closer to the edge. Her thighs were getting sore and tired from the rapid movements. She was glad that his hips were thrusting upwards, which got him deeper inside of her. She let out a wanton moan at the feeling.
Minha let out a high pitch moan as she reached her climax, her walls fluttered around his cock. Seokhyun let out some rapid moans and groans as he thrusted his hips harder and pulled hers down to meet his movements as he came. She could felt that they were both sweating, but she reckon the wetness around their pelvis wasn’t purely their sweat. She was about to get embarrassed for getting so wet the first time they did it, but then he pulled her into a warm hug. She rested her head on his shoulder as he breathed heavily next to his ears. The muscles of her legs were still trembling and her heart pounding heavily. She then noticed that their heart were pounding at the same rate, heavily, against each others' chests.
She hugged him back. The warmth of his body pulled her into sleep as she felt their bodies clouded with a feeling of intimacy.