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Idea summaries: the fucked up shit edition:
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Calamita drives Rabbi home from the hospital after being shot, all drugged up, pulls over and molests him when he can’t fight back. Rabbi isn’t sure if it was a dream, but when Calamita smirks at him he knows and wants revenge.
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When he first comes to the Faddas, Calamita bullies him, constantly calling him gay slurs and telling him he’s weak and girly, so Rabbi tries to make himself more manly and straight looking, it really fucks with his head and causes extreme stress. Years later Rabbi catches Calamita fucking a man and is incensed at the hypocrisy. Calamita says its not hypocrisy because he wasn’t talking about fucking men, he was talking about being soft and unmanly. You can fuck all the asses, as long as you’re a man (aka violent) about it. “A man takes what he wants.” So Rabbi pistol whips him and fucks him up against a wall.
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A rival gang has Rabbi and Calamita captive. one of the gangsters recognizes Rabbi from the public park bathroom where the queer men go to fuck, decides to mess with them and gets Rabbi to confess to his down-low dick sucking habits under threat of torture. He admits to being a cum drinking slut, and is forced to suck him off in front of Calamita. They think rival’s going to kill them but just to fuck with their heads and sow discord in their ranks, he lets them go. On the ride home, Calamita says he’s disgusted by him but won’t tell anyone. Afterwards, Rabbi is traumatized and says he’s sick so he can hide in his room, but really has PTSD symptoms - unable to get out of bed, doesn’t sleep/nightmares, doesn’t eat. Josto is fed up with him not working, sends Calamita up to talk to him. Rabbi is in bed and says to go away, I’m sick. Calamita says you’re not sick you just have cock withdrawal, you need to feed your addiction - pulls his dick out and slaps him in the face with it. Rabbi resists but he grabs him by the hair and says “take your medicine” and fucks his throat. When he’s done he pats his cheek and says “good boy. you come back tomorrow.” Rabbi is obviously still not ok, but having Calamita accept him in his own fucked up way is the push he needs to get out of bed.
Alternative: Anything at all with Calamita saying “take your medicine” and feeding someone his cock.
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Another really fucked up “dead dove” one: Shortly after Don dies, Josto receives a mysterious package with a reel of film labeled “Patrick” and a note saying “found this in an old safe, thought your man might want it back.” He gets a projector and plays the movie. Its from the late 30’s so no sounds and not super great quality, but whats on it is clear - its teenage Rabbi being forced to perform sex acts in the club house above Joplin’s. It brings back his traumatic memories and he doesn’t know what to do with any of this, if he should burn the film or give it to Rabbi or what. Eventually he calls Rabbi into the office and tell him that an anonymous person sent him this film reel and asks if he remembers whats on it. Rabbi looks panicked and asks if he watched it yet. Josto just says its bad and asks if he knows who could have sent it. Rabbi starts to cry but tries to hold it in. He has a few guesses who it could be - one of his father’s business partners, his cousin, a rich old pedophile that his father sold child porn to, tho he would have to be dead by now… they talk about their abuse for the first time and even tho Yiddles is the only one who abused Josto, he vows to hunt down the other men who abused Rabbi and kill whomever is still alive.
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One day Rabbi comes to Josto’s office in a panic. He shows him a newspaper with an article about an old man being arrested for owning and distributing child porn and that he had thousands of pictures going back decades. Josto’s like ‘yeah so?’ Rabbi explains that this was one of his father’s associates and that he developed any photos his father took. He knows for sure that some of the photos found in his stash are of him, and if Yiddles ever took pictures of Josto than he would be in there, too. J says he will use a prison contact to make sure he never makes it to trial, but Rabbi is still freaked out about the police having a box of pictures of him being raped. He explains that somehow its different than just knowing they exist in some pervert’s safe, being out in public for police and lawyers to see is worse in his mind. So they break into the police station to steal the evidence and burn it. Then they get drunk and cry and end up kissing.
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Josto tells Oraetta about his brother and all the violent, gruesome murders he committed. She is turned on and wants to meet him. Josto says no way, but she goes behind his back. Gaetano isn’t particularly interested, so she drugs him and ties him up and rapes him. He breaks free and goes to Josto and they decide to get revenge on Oraetta, but she enjoys everything they do and the three of them end up having a 3 way bondage session.
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Gaetano being tortured by Cannon’s men - turns sexual and rapey. nightstick in the ass, forced ejaculation.
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Shortly after the Milligan Massacre, the Italians are moving into the club. Rabbi is tasked to help bring in furniture or something. A bunch of the men corner him and beat on him, telling him they will never trust or accept someone who could betray their own blood and will never be theirs. Just as they have him bent over a pool table, Calamita enters and asks what they’re doing. They say “Those filthy Irish left behind a rat infestation, we’re just doing some pest control.” Calamita says “this particular rodent is the boss’ pet and he will not be happy if it doesn’t scurry back home.” They reluctantly walk away. Rabbi says thank you but Calamita says “I didn’t do it for you, I was protecting my brothers from getting in trouble” but also that he owes him.
—>Possible continuation: Later, Calamita and his little posse are playing cards and when Rabbi walks by, he calls him over and says (half jokingly) he wants his favor - blowjobs for him and his friends while they play. Rabbi tries to just walk away but C calls out that if he wants his protection again he should stay on his good side. The friends join in mocking and cajoling him, saying they heard rumors that his father used to whore him out to settle his gambling debts and this isn’t any different. Rabbi is devastated since he truly thought he’d have a new family but it’s not working out like he hoped and there’s no getting out now. Rabbi goes into the other room and cries. One of the men comes in and sits with him and says he thinks the other guys are assholes for doing that. They share a cigarette and he confesses that its true, but he would rather die than do it again. He thought it would be different now. The guy kisses him and goes back to the game. Rabbi doesn’t know what to make of it. They spend time together over the next few months and start a little romance. The others are mostly ignoring him, which is probably the best he can hope for. One time he hears some of the men harassing his new bf for being friends with him, calling him a fag. The guy denies that there’s anything between them, he just feels bad for Rabbi. Rabbi knows he has to say that to protect himself, but it hurts all the same. Another day Rabbi overhears him talking to Calamita and construes that C and him had a thing and C is jealous. C says that if he fucks Rabbi he’ll kill both of them. The bf doesn’t talk to him for a while, probably trying to distance himself. Rabbi confronts C and asks why he can’t just let them be friends, why does he hate him so much. C smirks and says that if Rabbi sucks his dick first then he will give bf the ok to see Rabbi again. Its like a power thing. Rabbi agrees and goes down on him, but afterwards C laughs at him and is like omg I can’t believe u fell for that, of course you can’t see him. I hate you cuz you’re you. R is once again devastated and depressed. He thinks about just killing C, cuz why not? But he knows that C is one of the boss’ main guys and he would be tortured and executed. When he does see bf alone again, bf confesses that he’s very depressed and wants to leave. R and him plan to run away, they just need to save up some money. The harassment from the other men gets worse and one day, shortly before they plan to leave, bf comes to Rabbi very distraught. He says if they don’t leave now, he’s going to kill himself. Rabbi says fuck it, lets go, but on the way out, they get waylaid by one of the boss’ men. BF had been caught stealing from the boss by pocketing money collected from extortion. He shoots bf in the head. Rabbi goes back to his room and doesn’t come out for over a week.
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Less problematic ones, but only slightly:
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Oraetta has Josto tied up to her bed and she leaves him there while she goes to work. Someone important is looking for him, so Rabbi goes looking and finds him tied up. He thinks this is very funny and also extremely sexy and toys with Josto for a little while. Josto has been holding his pee for longer than usual and begs to be let up to relieve himself. Rabbi offers to help him piss in a jar. He questions him about the BDSM activities they do and Josto gets hard talking about it. Rabbi offers to choke him with his dick and he discovers a new kink.
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Remember that scene where Rabbi goes to fetch Odis and they make eye contact? Yeah, they totally have a secret relationship. Something with those two. Maybe Rabbi is sent to keep an eye on Odis and ends up in his house, where they talk about his dead finance. Odis says she loved him even tho he’s “different” and he thinks Rabbi is “different” too. Rabbi is like “you’re fuckin’ different, all right, but I’m not a walking tic factory like u” and Odis is like, no, I mean like bisexual. She was into me fucking dudes, too. Rabbi’s like “oh neat!” And they fuck. Maybe?
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*My current favorite* Takes place either before East/West or AU timeline. Rabbi and Satchel are on their way to get the cash stash, middle of no where. They run out of gas and only have the change in Rabbi’s wallet. They stop at a gas station (not the one from the episode) and Rabbi tells satchel to wait in the car while he cases the joint to see if he can rob it. Stay in the car! Inside the store he notices the owner is checking him out so decides instead of robbing the place, to fuck him in exchange for gas. Rabbi turns on the charm and the owner agrees, and bends him over the counter. It’s been a while since Rabbi had sex so he’s relishing it. But! Satchel gets nervous waiting and has to pee so goes looking for a bathroom. He sees thru the window and doesn’t understand about men fucking so thinks the guy is hurting Rabbi. He’s scared for Rabbi and also terrified of being stuck out there on the road alone, so he uses the gun Rabbi gave him and shoots thru the window, killing the owner. Rabbi is like WTF WTF WTF u were supposed to wait in the car! Why didn’t you wait in the car?! And screams at him, but really he’s angry at himself for letting this happen and just devastated cuz the whole fucking point of running was to keep Satchel from ever having to kill anybody and he failed. Satchel is confused and, obviously, traumatized. So Rabbi cleans up, empties the register, takes some food, and they high tail it out of there. Later they go to a motel and they’re both crying and upset. Rabbi apologizes for yelling and says it’s not his fault and tries to make him feel better, but satchel is like “I don’t understand, u had a gun, why didn’t u just rob him? why did u let him do that?” And he tries to give his usual cryptic non-answers, but Satchel is not having it. (It always bugged me that Satchel ever accepted that shit. Have u ever met a little kid who didn’t ask “why why why” all the time?) Satchel says he doesn’t trust Rabbi anymore cuz he never tells him the truth, so he promises to be honest and answer all his questions. He tries to actually answer in the best way he can, everything from “are u queer?” to “what’s your real name?” To “why did u kill your dad?” It’s extremely difficult for Rabbi cuz he has never faced/talked about his past, but he desperately needs Satchel to trust him again. Lots of angst and crying. Ends with (completely appropriate, familial) snuggling, cuz I love my angsty daddy-issues-having boys.