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Chongyun knew it was disgusting. He knew it. He can’t deny what he felt. It was all innocent at first, ever since the tender age of seventeen he felt an unmatched connection to his dearest friend. Enjoying every second with him, wishing to hold his hand, wishing to reach out and caress the boy’s beautiful face. But now it’s different. A lot different, and Chongyun is disgusted by himself. Now at the age of nineteen, those innocent thoughts of hand holding and face caressing were over. Of course it would be better than nothing but Chongyun has bigger demons to feed into. Thoughts of his best friend trembling under him plagued his mind, he dreamed of making his dearest Xingqiu shake and moan, feeling his hot breath on his mouth as he thrusted.
Chongyun shook his head.
“Are you okay, Yun?” Xingqiu’s voice called out, bringing him back to reality. “You seemed to be zoning out there. Take a picture next time, staring is rude you know.” He smirked as he bit into his jade parcel.
Chongyun smiled. “I’m fine, it’s just a bit hot out here.” He said, finally taking a bite out of his cold noodles.
Xingqiu grew up beautifully, losing the baby fat on his face along with growing a few inches did wonders for Chongyun’s mind. He still sported the same asymmetrical haircut that framed his face, contrasting with his amber eyes. Still wearing the same outfit that got under Choungyun’s skin every time they would adventure together. Chongyun on the other hand, grew quite a bit, maybe a little above Liyue’s average, along with his height, he also grew out his hair, wearing it in a loose ponytail to keep off his neck. His outfit stayed about the same but he ended up ditching his white over shirt a few years back, now only sporting his black long sleeve to keep off the heat.
“So, my dear Yun, it’s gonna get dark soon, how about we go to my estate tonight?” Xingqiu offered.
“ Ah.. I thought you weren’t allowed to have friends over anymore..” Chongyun said, setting down his chopsticks.
Xingqiu puffed his cheeks. “My father and brother are out on a business trip.” He rested his cheek on his hand, slouching over. “Don’t you think I would have thought about that already?”
Chongyun giggled. “You seem to forget how rebellious you are, I just don’t want to get caught up with your acts of disobedience.”
“Hm? I thought you said you’d do anything for me, were you lying then?” Xingqiu’s sly mouth responded.
“He always does this.” Chongyun thought. Indeed, Chongyun has confessed his feelings to his dearest friend, it was about a year ago near Luhua Pool. The night came close as the wind blew crisp air. Chongyun sat up against a tree as Xingqiu’s head rested on his lap, comfortably reading a novel in the light of the sunset. With a surge of confidence, Chongyun took the book while marking the page before setting it down.
“What are you doing?” Xingqiu said in confusion.
“There’s.. Something I need to tell you.”
The confession was shut down fairly quickly as Xingqiu stated that he “values our friendship too much” and laughed it off. And though it did crush Chongyun’s heart, it was the best outcome he could have imagined. In fact, he was fully convinced that Xingqiu would have stormed off and never speak to him again. He was just grateful to keep their friendship. It still hurt.
The words “I’m sorry Yun.. I hope we can still be friends.”
“Anything for you.” He muttered
“Hey! Tevet to Chongyun? It was a joke, what’s that face for?” Xingqiu snapped him back from his flashback, his face being a little too close.
Chongyun scooted back as a light blush crept onto his face. “Not a good one, haha.”
“Anyway, let’s go. It’s already dark if you haven’t noticed.” Xingqiu said as he grabbed his hand and pulled him out of the Wanmin Restaurant.
His hand stayed as always, teasing Chongyun of what they can be. A few months after the confession Xingqiu became touchy, very touchy, always getting into Chongyun’s personal space. The cryo user always had to tell himself that it’s platonic, purely platonic, nothing else. He can dream though. Xingqiu had beautiful slender fingers, that wrapped perfectly around his own. Chongyun had dreams about those fingers, wrapping around his cock as Xingqiu’s head buried into-
Chongyun ripped his hand out his grasp, face flushed red.
“You’re acting weird today Yun, is something wrong?” Xingqiu asked, invading his space once again.
Chongyun stepped back a step. “N-No, your hand was um, too warm.”
“Ah, I see, let’s go on then”
They arrived at Xingqiu's -not so humble abode- shortly after the small incident. Xingqiu’s home never ceased to amaze Chongyun, having a rich friend has its perks, free meals, free weapon refinements, little gifts, sometimes Xingqiu even offers to buy him new clothes when his gets torn up from fights. Xingqiu walked a bit ahead of him, turning his head a bit to look at Chongyun behind him, smiling slightly when he sees the look of awe on his face.
“You’ve been here millions of times my dearest, yet you’re always so amazed coming here.” He said in a soft voice.
“I don’t think you realized how big your home is compared to mine.” he replied “I’m still not used to it.”
Xingqiu giggled. “I guess I understand.”
They walk through the huge door and up the stairs to Xingqiu’s room, Chongyun still admiring everything inside the home. Xingqiu’s room was always scattered with books, that was one thing that never changed from their childhood. The maids could never keep up with the man’s reading habits, eventually they gave up on cleaning his room more than once a day and let it pile up for their work load the next day. The room was still impressive nonetheless, even if it was a little messy.
“I’ll be back Yun, I’m feeling a little gross so I’m going to bathe before anything.” Xingqiu’s voice rang out.
“Got it.”
Once Xingqiu left the room Chongyun let his mind wander. He imagined what it’d be like to bathe with his dearest friend, what his face would look like as his eyes wandered around his body, wrapping his hands around the man’s slender waist, pulling him in closer. Chongyun shook his head, trying to shake off the dirty thought. His eyes widened as he realized he had a certain issue going on in his pants.
“Ah..Oh no.” Chongyun rubbed his eyes in disappointment.
Of course, Xingqiu came back at just the right time. Wearing a silk blue button up to go along with matching shorts. Chongyun came to the conclusion that he just really likes shorts.
“I hope I didn’t keep you waiting.” Xingqiu said as he dried his hair with his towel.
“Not at all!” Chongyun replied, in fact he wished Xingqiu took more time so he could calm down.
“What a relief! Would you mind helping me with his then?” He gestured at his hair.
Chongyun gulped. “Y-Yeah, I got it.”
Xingqiu sat on the floor in front of the other man reading his novel in silence while Chongyun massaged his head with the towel. It was almost therapeutic the calming atmosphere cooled him down along with his thoughts. But as always there was the little voice in his head that never left him alone.
“Friends don’t do this” He thought. “Friends don’t hold hands, friends don't dry each other's hair.” Chongyun paused for a moment before continuing and of course, Xingqiu let out a light moan of contentment. The sound went straight to his dick as his face flushed. He closed his eyes, praying to any Archon that they’d help him with this situation. Finally, Xingqiu’s hair was dry and his “situation” cooled off once again.
“There, all dry.” Chongyun said as he set down the towel and sat back down.
Xingqiu turned around to face him, tossing the book aside before grabbing his shoulders and placing his one knee in the space between his legs. “Thank you my dear Chongyun, I don’t know what I’d do without you.” He said in a low, flirtatious voice.
Chongyun went bright red, realizing how close they were, his eyes went back and forth between Xingqius lips and eyes before lowering his head.
“Get off me.”
“What?” Xingqiu asked, confused
“I said get off.” Chongyun’s deep voice filled the room.
“I don’t think I understand-” Xingqiu was interrupted by Chongyuns large hands grabbing his wrists and ripping him off.
“You know exactly what you’re doing Xingqiu.” His eyes narrowed, stabbing daggers into the other man.
“N-No I don’t- ow, you’re hurting my wrists Yun ” Xingqiu winced as the grip tightened.
“Yes, you do. You know exactly how I feel about you, yet you decide to keep playing with my feelings like this.” Chongyun as he yanked the boy closer, hearing Xingqiu’s knees slide along the floor. Now they were just inches away from each other.
“I wouldn’t say I’m playing with you I just-”
“You can’t keep doing this Xingqiu. You know I’m in love with you, you know how much I want you. I might just lose my control one of these days.” He warned.
Xingqiu went quiet for a moment, eyes out of slight, Chongyun finally looked at the ‘compromising’ position they were in. Realizing that Xingqiu was on his knees, in between his legs. Chongyun was about to apologize and leave until Xingqiu finally spoke.
“What if I want you to.” He spoke in an alluring voice, Chongyun thought he was dreaming.
“What?” His voice cracked, all the strength in his arms gave out as his grip loosened.
“What if I want you to lose control.” Xingqiu repeated and leaned forward to whisper in his ear. “What if I want you to completely ravish me.” They were so close, Chongyun could feel his chest pressing on to his chest, he could feel his hot breath tickling his ear. Chongyun thought he might implode.
“D-Do you?” He whispered.
“I just said that-”
Xingqiu was cut off by Chongyun pulling him onto his lap with one arm while the other guided his neck into a desperate kiss. Xingqiu moaned into his mouth as he wrapped his arms around his shoulders. Teeth clashed and Chongyun shoved his tongue into the hydro user’s mouth, desperately exploring every inch he could get. Xingqiu reached back and pulled out the ribbon keeping his hair up and tugged back, leaving a string of saliva between them.
“Are you going to overheat my dear? It’d be a shame if you didn’t remember.” Xingqiu asked in his usual shit eating voice.
“I’m fine, I've gotten better with it. I won’t let it ruin this.” Chongyun quickly answered before reconnecting their lips.
Kissing Xingqiu was even better than he imagined, his warm lips encasing his own, his warm tongue sliding around his. His pants became unbearably tight and Xingqiu wasn’t making it any better. Chongyun grabbed his hips to grind them on to his own, causing Xingqiu to moan into his lips. That sound made his tummy do flips, and he wanted more.
As if Xingqiu could read his mind, he disconnected his lips and whispered. “Let’s go to the bed, the floor is uncomfortable.”
As soon as he finished, Chongyun lifted him up and dropped him onto the bed before climbing on top of him. Chongyun blushed seeing his best friend’s current condition, his hair sprayed, face flushed red. He can’t help but feel proud that he did that, he’s what made him look like that. He was about to lean in for another kiss until Xingqiu stopped him.
“Wait, we aren’t getting anywhere if we’re just kissing. Can you sit against the headboard for me?”
“Y-yeah” Chongyun said, a little confused but complied anyway. He rested his head against the headboard awaiting Xingqiu’s next move.
Xingqiu gave him a quick kiss before lowering himself down to Chongyun’s dick. Chongyun’s eyes widened as he finally decided that he was indeed dreaming. The other man rubbed his hand against the tent, before pulling down his pants, revealing Chongyun’s rather large erection.
“Oh wow! You’re impressive Yun! I wouldn’t expect any less from you.” Xingqiu said with bright eyes.
He gave the tip a small kiss before licking a long stride along his shaft, encasing it whole in one go. Chongyun let out a loud groan as he covered his mouth, not allowing any more sounds to escape. Xingqiu spat out more saliva, using his hand to spread it around. Licking the tip slowly before taking it all in.
“Oh fuck” Chongyun groaned as his felt the tip hit the back of his throat, he felt Xingqiu gag around his cock, muscles spazzing around him. Chongyun felt a little more confidence as he tangled his hand in the other man’s hair and pushed down. Xingqiu moaned, sending vibrations up his spine, Chongyun almost thought he came right then.
“Xingqiu, I can’t- Ah!” He tried to get out before Xingqiu deepthroated his cock, the warmth getting to him, Chongyun started to feel his vision blur. Before he could black out he pulled Xingqiu off his dick, an audible ‘pop’ rang in the room.
“Are you okay Yun?” Xingqiu asked, almost teasingly.
In response, Chongyun dragged him by his hair, slamming his lips onto his own. There was something about tasting himself on Xingqiu’s lips that drove him absolutely crazy. In one swift motion, Chongyun flipped him over onto his back, practically tearing off Xingqiu’s button up. With his chest exposed, Chongyun harshly sucked at the bare skin leaving angry red marks along his chest. The room was filled with Xingqiu’s whimper, wordlessly begging for more, more, more. Chongyun’s lips found a rosy bud, giving it an experimental lick, before encasing his mouth on it, bringing his hand up to toy with the other side. Xingqiu let out a high-pitched moan as he arched his back.
“Your nipples are so sensitive Xingqiu!” Chongyun said before continuing.
“Y-Yun- ah- please” Xingqiu moaned.
“Please what?” Chongyun gave a harsh tug at one of the buds.
“MHm..p-please, stop teasing- ah” Struggling to keep quiet, Xingqiu covered his mouth in hope to drown the sounds.
Chongyun grabbed his wrist and pinned it beside his head. “Okay, I’ll stop, but I want to hear you”
Xingqiu gave a quick nod and watched as Chongyun lowered himself. “Wait! If I'm fully naked you have to be as well!”
Chongyun giggled before taking off his long sleeve and pulling off Xingqiu’s shorts revealing Xingqiu’s fully hard erection. Chongyun paused, taking in the fact that this is really happening, his best friend, the love of his life, was really giving himself to him.
“T-There’s oil in the night stand..” Xingqiu trailed off, looking anywhere else but Chongyun’s eyes.
Chongyun giggled, giving him a quick kiss before grabbing the oil. He knew how this worked, right? He’s read enough romance books to know how this works.
“Okay. Are you ready?”
“P-Please.”
He nodded, spilling some oil onto his fingers before lining one finger at his ring of muscles. Chongyun pushed in and felt Xingqiu tense at the intrusion.
“Are you okay?” Chongyun asked for reassurance.
“Yes, please just keep going, I can’t take more anymore.” He pleaded, eyes shining.
Without a second to waste, Chongyun moved his finger around, twisting and curling to find the bundle of nerves that makes Xingqiu lose it. Finally, he curled his finger up and a loud moan erupt as his back arched in pleasure.Chongyun added another finger and rubbed circular motions on the set of nerves.
“W-Wait! Yun! If you keep doing that I’ll-”
Chongyun cut him off by lifting Xingqiu’s leg to hook his shoulder to get a better angle before adding a third finger, overwhelming the man under him. Chongyun studied his face, watching as Xingqiu’s face grew redder by the minute, he felt his heart swell, admiring his disheveled hair, his half-lidded amber eyes string back up at him, lips slightly parted from panting hot breaths. He did that, he made Xingqiu beg for it, he made Xingqiu moan loud enough for the whole estate to hear.
In light of the moment, Chongyun wrapped his fingers around Xingqiu, gliding his thumb across the tip as he jabbed at Xingqiu’s prostate.
“N-No! P-Please Yun, I don’t- I don’t want to cum yet!”
Chongyun ignored his pleas and sped up his pace, taking in Xingqiu’s sobs of pleasure. It only took two more strokes till Xingqiu let out a choked moan before gushing into his hand, legs shaking from the intensity, trying his hardest to catch his breath.
“Yunnn, I wanted to cum with you inside me..” Xingqiu whined, legs still shaking.
“Don’t worry Xingqiu, we still have time for that.” He said as poured some more oil on himself and he lined up with Xingqiu’s entrance, slowly pushing in.
Chongyun almost drooled at the warmth inside of him, it took every inch of willpower and patience to not shoved himself in. Once he was fully in to look up at Xingqiu who’s eyes were screwed shut.
“Are you okay? Do you want me to take it out?” He asked worriedly.
“N-No! It's just.. A lot. Give me a moment please.” Xingqiu reassured.
He nodded, patiently waiting for Xingqiu to give him the ‘go’. After a minute, he felt Xingqiu relax around him, already getting hard again. He wordlessly nodded and Chongyun gave a hard thrust, nailing his prostate first try.
“MHm- Yun! P-Please! Right there!” Xingqiu moans, intoxicated with pleasure,
Chongyun smiles, mercilessly ramming his cock in over and over in a violent rhythm. Obscene sounds fill the room as Chongyun moans at the tightness.
“You’re so t-tight for me Xingqiu, you like it that much? So much for wanting to be ‘just friends’ huh?” Chongyun teased between brutal thrusts. “You really value our friendship that much?”
“W-Well, A-ahh, Yun!” He cries out.
“So insensitive Xingqiu, do you k-know how long I've d-dreamed of this? Who knew it would have been you to come on to me” Chongyun stops his pace, watching Xingqiu’s failed attempts to rut down onto his cock. “What do you want from me?” He questioned, roughly grabbing Xingqius cheeks to look at him dead in the eye. “Beg for it.”
Xingqiu whined, “p-please.”
“Aw don’t be shy now. I’m not moving till I hear what I want” He teased, taking in Xingqiu’s erotic face.
“Y-Yun! P-Please fuck me! I need you so bad! I’m sorry for being insensitive!” Xingqiu actually cries, tears streaming down his face.
Chongyun swears he feels his heart skip a beat. He leans over Xingqiu, leg still hooked over his shoulder and sinks himself fully into, resuming his brutal pace. Xingqiu shamelessly moans into his mouth before wrapping his arms around Chongyun's neck, grabbing a hand full of hair in the process.
“Yes! Right there Yun! P-Please I'm so close” Xingqiu sobs.
Chongyun feels himself dripping so much precum into the other man he starts to lose a bit of sanity, jamming his cock into Xingqiu’s prostate faster and harder than before.
“T-That’s it Xingqiu, you're doing amazing my dear. You can last a little longer.” Chongyun smiled widely before encasing Xingqiu in a messy kiss, shoving his tongue deep into his mouth before pulling away. Chongyun latched onto neck, sinking his teeth into the once milky skin. That’s what drove Xingqiu over the edge.
“Mh! Yun! I-I’m cumming! Oh god, D-Don’t stop. C-Cum inside me, p-please Yun” Xingqiu screams as he comes for the second time, spilling all over his chest. Whole body convulsing at the overstimulation from Chongyun still ramming his prostate.
There was a certain look Xinqiu gave, his eyes were full of so much love through those half-lidded eyes. The choked sob mixed with the eye contact was too much and he came deep inside of his partner, riding out the best orgasm he’s ever had in his life.
He still felt Xingqiu’s leg shaking as he removed himself, watching his cum spill out onto the sheets. He gently set down Xingqiu’s leg, and went to go get something to clean with until he felt something grab his wrist.
“Don’t leave, please.” Xingqiu exclaimed, eyes still watery.
Chongyun smiled and leaned down to give him a proper kiss. “I wasn’t going to, I don’t think you want to sleep all dirty though.”
Xingqiu giggled, “No, certainly not.”
Once they were all cleaned up, they laid back down on the bed, Xingqiu cuddling up by his side. “Did you really mean it when you said you felt like I was playing with you?” he said and he hugged tighter.
“Yeah, you never said anything to me, I didn’t know you wanted.. This.” Chongyun answered, a little embarrassed.
“I thought I made it obvious! I don’t touch anyone the way I touch you.”
“You know I’m better with words Xingqiu..” Chongyun groaned.
“Ah, you’re right. I love you, dear Chongyun.”
Chongyun flushed in embarrassment. “I-I love you too.”
“Hey, Yun?”
“Hm?”
“That was the first time you called me ‘dear’” Xingqiu was back at it again with his shit eating grin.
“Go to sleep.”