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February 14, 2039.
Back then, today would have been a very special day. Well, it still is.. in a way, in a very new, grim world.
"Couples", here at The Beach, did nothing but the same thing they usually do. Chishiya saw no difference, not even the slightest. They still partied and laughed by the pool. Kuina, though, stayed in her room all day. Chishiya knocked on her door this morning, for they're usual walk around The Beach, also known as their planning, well, mostly him telling her plans about ending this miserable "game." But instead, Chishiya was met with a grumpy Kuina, telling him to go away for she was in, "mourning."
So he spent the day walking around aimlessly. Eventually, Chishiya began to count the number of times he turned left, right, or when he went straight, or sometimes, turned back around. And with his counting, the day began to fade. He almost didn't notice when the natural light of the sun was replaced, with the warm lightbulbs of the hallways. He began to make his way to a restaurant within The Beach but, turned around after seeing the lines of people. Chishiya decided to skip dinner and go somewhere, anywhere quieter.
Chishiya settled on, the roofs of this prison, little call home. He climbed over the rails and sat at the edge, away from the constant party. He found a nice spot away from the bright lights and the loud voices, screaming in excitement. Chishiya wondered how those people could have so much fun, when living like this, they're "new way of life." He still wasn't very much use to it. At least he didn't really need to do anything, like contributing to society.
The reminiscent of life before this, began to take him in. Chishiya remembered how his parents constantly pestered him to become a doctor, a lawyer, something that would boost their own egos. Every night he sat there, having to listen to his mother's unwanted feedback, or his father basically setting up his entire life for him. Sometimes he would pick at his curry, block out his parents' voices, and think, "will I ever please them?"
He graduated high school with honors, he was on the path of becoming a surgeon, he went on all the blind dates his mother drove him too. He smiled and put on his facade, when his parents pranced him around their rich friends, for at least he didn't need to buy his way into university. Chishiya took all the stares and discrimination towards him because he was too smart, middle class, or any other stupid reason society pinned on him.
He sat with one leg extended, the other folded up with his forearm propped on top of it. He smiled, gazing at the stars. I hope you're both rotting in hell. He breathed in and out slowly, Chishiya thought maybe, tonight, to not think so logical, it didn't hurt to take a break.
"No moon tonight?"
"It seems so, Niragi."
Chishiya turned his head to the in-coming voice. Niragi squinted his eyes, stumbling around, trying to get use to the dark.
"How'd you find me?"
"I fucking didn't, I suddenly had the urge to come to the roof, so I did. And as I was looking around, I see a little somebody sitting so far, that I almost missed them. And I was like, "why don't I see what they're doing, might be fun.. and hey, maybe they could entertain me for awhile?""
Niragi stood next to Chishiya, looking around before continuing on.
"So are you gonna attempt suicide or what?"
"No, not tonight, sorry no refunds."
Niragi laughed. Then threw himself next to Chishiya, putting his arm around Chishiya's shoulders, and leaning all his weight onto him.
"What are you doing? Get off your too heavy. "
"Chishiya, I'm gonna tell you a lil secret.. and you can't tell nobody, not a single soul!!"
Niragi strained his neck to get as close as possible to Chishiya's ear.
"I fucking love you." Niragi whispered. Then smooched and licked Chishiya's cheek, all while laughing hysterically. Chishiya grimaced, pushing him off of him, wiping off Niragi's saliva with his jackets' sleeves.
"What the hell is wrong with you?"
"Ahhh, sorry sorry, I'm off my shit right now."
"Your drunk?"
"No!! I don't like to drink!"
"So, you're high?"
"BINGO CHISHIYA!!'
Niragi bolted at Chishiya, not giving Chishiya enough time to react. Niragi got ahold of his waist, hugging him for a long time before heaving him onto his shoulder.
"Fuck man!! Stop hitting me, it hurts you know??"
"Then put me down, Niragi!"
Chishiya's anger only festered when Niragi spun them around, and fell to the ground with the both of them. Chishiya got up, dusting off and rearranging himself. While Niragi grabbed his stomach laughing, rolling around on the ground.
"I believe you're high off of LSD, I refuse to supervise someone like you.. And I was wondering why we were holding a conversation so well?" Chishiya put his hands back into his pockets and began to make his way back to the entrance of the roof.
"Noooo, Chishiya-bear!! Where are you going??" Niragi whined after Chishiya, jumping onto his feet, following him.
"Away from you!" Chishiya yelled loud enough for Niragi to hear him.
Chishiya heard hurried steps behind him, sighing in immediate exhaustion. The next thing Chishiya felt was a pair of lips on his. Niragi grabbed his hand, and embraced Chishiya's smaller body into his, pushing him towards a wall, making it impossible for Chishiya to escape. Chishiya eyes wide, fighting, pushing back. Niragi pulling out of the stiff kiss, chuckling, one hand on the wall and the other around Chishiya's waist for support.. No, more like, so he wouldn't get away. Chishiya coughing.
"What did you make me swallow?! NIRAGI."
Chishiya using all his strength to push Niragi off of him, running towards the roof entrance.
He ran into the elevator, "No no no, please no." Right before the doors closed, a pair of hands forced open the doors. Niragi waved at him, walking slowly into the small space, grinning. Chishiya confining himself into a corner farthest from Niragi.
"You'll pay for this one day, Niragi."
"Mmmm, make sure you keep your word Chishiya-bear."
"Don't call me that, you psychopath!"
"Ouch."
Niragi grabbed his black and white blouse, acting as if in pain. For the rest of the ride Niragi stared at him, as if prey and predator. When the doors finally opened, Chishiya put on his hood, hoping he makes it to his room before, whatever Niragi slipped him, set in. A few doors before his, the drug hit him. He slumped against the walls, for he had never drank, let alone get high, before. He could hear Niragi's hysterical laugh behind him, probably finding the sight of Chishiya on drugs, absolutely funny. Getting to his door felt like forever, he tried his hardest to get his card out to open his door, but man, at that moment it was the hardest task in the world.
Chishiya's body and mind felt like a one huge migraine. Trying to push off Niragi, while making a lot of unnecessary noise, trying to find his card. Chishiya didn't think THIS would be the consequence for letting loose for one night. He gave in, letting Niragi back hug him, his limbs going soft, his mind going numb.
"WOAHH Chishiya-bear!!" Niragi catching him before he hit the ground. "Let's go back to my place? Hmm?" Chishiya nodded, blaming the drugs for making him feel so willing. Niragi smiled and huffed, taking Chishiya back to his room bridal style. Compared to Chishiya, Niragi found his card with ease, Chishiya thinking that Niragi planned this from the beginning. Wincing, holding his head.
"Aww Chishiya-bear, what's wrongg?"
"My head hurts when I think about your foul play."
"So don't think~"
Niragi pushed Chishiya into his room, closing the door behind him. Chishiya walking backwards, holding his hands out to create any type of space between them. Niragi smug, smiling, advancing towards Chishiya. Chishiya's back hitting the glass sliding door that led to Niragi's patio. He prepared himself for the worst.
Niragi taking Chishiya's hands, holding them up to his face, caressing his cheeks, then kissing his knuckles. "Your hands are sooo fucking soft, you know that?" Chishiya looking away, cringing. When shutting his eyes, he felt wetness and fluidity, he instantly turned his head back towards Niragi. Niragi was now licking his fingers, taking his whole middle finger into his mouth. Niragi staring into the depths of Chishiya's soul.
"Are you into that?"
"Whatcha talking about Chishiya-bear?"
"Eye contact.."
Niragi giggled. "I'm into many things.. I can show you all of them, if you want."
Chishiya having tried many things today, believes he's had enough for today. "Answer me honestly, will you darling?" Chishiya trying to keep his calm composure, handling this situation is like any other. Letting Niragi continue to basically eat his fingers.
"Have you had your cherry popped, dear?"
"Your really, really crazy, you know that." Chishiya giving, his slightly raised eyebrows and smirk, look.
Niragi smiling big, now kissing upwards. Moving Chishiya's sleeves as he ascends his arm, after kissing up to his forearm. Niragi, now standing up straight slightly bending to level with Chishiya, taking down his hood, slowly unzipping his jacket. Niragi never stopped staring at Chishiya with the same smug look, as if he won some at a casino or the new shipment of firearms arrived earlier than expected. "Do I have to get on my knees and beg? For one, one simple question? Chishiya-bear isn't that a lil mean?"
Chishiya not knowing if it was the LSD taking effect, felt more mischievous than ever. "Yeah Niragi, get on your fucking knees for me, will you.. doll?" Chishiya feeling a bit funny, smiling whole-heartedly from slight euphoria. Niragi taken aback, immediately liking this "new" Chishiya, getting on his knee. "Okay, okay you got me." Niragi gestured dramatically, with his hands in the air, as if being arrested.
"That's more like it, hmm."
"Now?"
"Aha fineee, since you insist.. No, I'M A TOTAL VIRGIN." Chishiya claimed, throwing his arms around. "But just to let you know, that doesn't mean I'm oblivious. So don't think of trying anything funny, Suguru Niragi!!" They laughed, both now totally gone, both in another universe away from this dark reality, but away together. Niragi, still on his knees, held onto Chishiya's waist gently, Chishiya holding onto Niragi's shoulders. After being in that position for at least 5 minutes, Niragi now resting his head on Chishiya's thighs, felt movement from the one above him. Chishiya slid down against the glass sliding doors, now on the floor with Niragi as well.
"Hellooo~" Chishiya cooed softly. "Hey darling.. How you feeling?" Niragi stared, infatuated with this lovely soul before him.
"I think I stared at the ceiling and walls for awhile.. is that okay?" Chishiya asked innocent-like, looking at Niragi with doe eyes. Niragi not being able to take his sudden cuteness, hugged him, "Yes bear, that's okay."