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Tadashi flipped to the next page of his manga, kicking his legs back and forth gently. Soft music played through his stereo, gentle light filtered in through his blinds, and Kei sat next to him, reading something of his own. The scene felt so comfortable and warm. And Tadashi felt happiness settling gently in his chest.
He and Kei didn't really need to talk to each other in times like this. The silence could even be more comfortable than speaking sometimes. They didn't need words to feel connected, not even after they'd started dating. And their alone time wasn't always spent holding each other or making out, not like most couples. It was usually just like this. Quiet. Comfy. No pressure to do anything.
"Hey, Tadashi." Kei said, almost startling Tadashi a little. He turned his head to look at the taller boy.
"Hey." He responded, closing his manga. Kei looked like he had something on his mind; his brow had that cute little furrow in it that happened when he was thinking. "What is it?"
"It's an awkward question." Kei sighed, closing his own book. Tadashi breathed out a small laugh and turned completely to face him, sitting up.
"What are you being so cute for?" He asked with a giggle, watching Kei's blush spread to his ears.
"I'm not."
"Yes you are." Tadashi put his hands on Kei's leg and drummed gently. "Come on, what?"
"Do you ever think about sex?" Oh, that was an awkward question. Tadashi could feel heat creep up his spine and flood his face.
"Uh. I-I mean, what do you mean, like, sex in general? Or sex with you? Because the answer to both is yes. I mean-"
"Please calm down." Kei sighed. "I didn't mean to freak you out."
"No, it doesn't freak me out!" Tadashi held his hands up. "The question just surprised me! Wh-why do you ask?" Kei leaned back, supporting himself on his arms.
"Does it bother you that I'm...a virgin?" Tadashi blinked, surprised.
"No, of course not. Why would that bother me?"
"Because you're experienced and I'm sure you get horny a lot more often than I do." Kei was turning darker and darker red by the second, stealing glances at Tadashi when he could. Tadashi swallowed a bit, looking down at his lap. His experiences with sex were... uncomfortable.
"It doesn't bother me." He said softly. "I know sexual attraction is weird for you, and I respect that."
"Right now, I think I get it." Kei said suddenly. Tadashi stiffened, not entirely sure what Kei meant.
"What...do you mean?" He asked. Kei sighed and straightened back up, turning to completely face Tadashi.
"I mean, last night, I was thinking about you. And I do that a lot, but it got...weird." Kei said softly. "Not a bad weird, but different for me."
"Different how?" Kei adjusted his glasses and finally met Tadashi's eyes. He didn't seem nervous, but he did seem out of his element. He could tell talking about this stuff was hard for him.
"Different as in all I could think about was kissing you and touching you, and just...feeling your skin against mine. And that...sounds really weird." Kei messed with his fingers a bit. "I haven't been able to stop thinking about it. Especially now, I just want to kiss and touch you all over."
Tadashi could feel how warm his cheeks were getting. He must look like a tomato right now. He wanted to do all those things with Kei too, pretty much all the time. And sure, they've made out before, and Kei had even seen Tadashi in nothing but boxers. But he knew that's not what Kei was talking about.
"Y-you want...to have sex with me?" Tadashi tried. Kei nodded, leaning forward a bit.
"Yeah, I do. Very much." He said. Tadashi also leaned forward, and now they were close enough to kiss. "Are you okay with that?"
Tadashi closed the distance between their lips, but Kei took charge. He grabbed Tadashi's face with both hands and kissed him back hard. Tadashi quickly submitted to him and leaned back, wrapping his arms around the back of his neck, and he fell onto his back. Kei's hands were cold on Tadashi's face, but his neck was warm from his blushing.
"No one is here." Tadashi breathed as soon as Kei pulled back even the slightest bit. "My mom and my sisters are out. They'll be gone for a while."
"Tadashi-"
"I want to do it." He didn't mean to interrupt, he was just excited. "I've wanted to do it with you for so long, longer than you can possibly know. But I know it's hard for you to feel these things in the same way I do; I was fine with never doing it at all, because it's you."
"Tadashi, stop...stop talking." Kei laughed, resting his forehead against Tadashi's. "You really want to do this? I have no idea what I'm doing."
"I'll guide you, don't worry." Tadashi smiled a bit, running his thumbs over Kei's cheekbones. He really was so beautiful.
"What if I screw it up? And it doesn't feel good?" Kei asked, leaning most of his weight onto Tadashi's body.
"Stop doubting yourself and fuck me, okay?" Tadashi said, holding the back of Kei's neck with one hand and his waist with the other.
Their lips crashed together again, and this time it was better. Hotter, wetter. Kei situated himself between Tadashi's legs and their hips slotted together in a way that had Tadashi gasping. Kei licked at his bottom lip as a way to ask for entry, and Tadashi gave it to him, parting his lips further. Their tongues slid together, moving in tandem.
Kei shifted his hips, and Tadashi gasped from the pressure. They both moved at the same time, and Kei let out a small breath against Tadashi's mouth. Tadashi could feel the hardness in his jeans, more than he ever had before. He really was excited.
"Let me touch you." He panted, holding on to Kei's hips.
"Shit, really?" Kei asked, pulling back. His glasses were a bit crooked. Tadashi giggled a bit and slipped his hand between them. He could very clearly feel the imprint of Kei's cock under his palm, straining against the fabric of his jeans.
"Holy shit." He breathed out. Kei bit his lip as Tadashi rubbed his hand back and forth up his length. "Wow."
"What?" Kei asked, leaning up to give Tadashi better access. "You can't just say things like that while touching my dick."
"I can and I will." Tadashi laughed, body arching into Kei's touch as the blonde slid his hand up his torso, pushing his shirt up with it. "It just feels...big."
"I hope that's a good thing." He said, leaning over Tadashi again. He planted a quick kiss to his lips before moving down to his chest.
This wasn't anything they hadn't done before, but it did feel different now. Kei had this air of urgency about him, in the way he was touching and kissing Tadashi, like he wanted to tear him apart. Tadashi could only lay there and take it. Every searing kiss and bite sent shivers down his spine.
"Kei...please." He whined, lifting his hips to be even with Kei's again.
"I'm not going to lie to you, Tadashi." Kei whispered, pushing his hips forward. "I'm kind of nervous."
"It's okay." Tadashi hummed, looking down at his now hickey covered torso. They stood out amongst his patches of freckles. "It's okay, you’re going to be great."
Kei nodded and pulled his shirt over his head. Tadashi froze and watched as he moved, taking in the beauty of his boyfriend. He'd seen him shirtless before, of course, but it didn't matter. Every time was a breathtaking experience.
"Stop staring." Kei said, tossing his shirt to the floor. Tadashi reached down and started to pull off his own sweatpants, but Kei grabbed his hands to stop him.
"What-?"
"Let me." Kei said, in an oddly commanding voice. Tadashi relaxed his arms and shivered at the tone.
"Okay..." He whispered, barely even a breath.
Kei grabbed the hem of Tadashi's sweats and slowly started to pull them down. His hand trembled, but he seemed to try to keep that air of confidence about him. Tadashi was nervous too, but he tried not to show it.
He helped Kei by kicking them off at his ankles, so he was left in just his boxers with his shirt pushed all the way up his chest. Kei paused for a moment to stare at Tadashi, running his pale hands up his thighs. Tadashi couldn't help the goosebumps that blossomed under his touch.
"Kei...?" He whispered, and Kei met his eyes.
"Yeah." He said with a smile. "Sorry, you're very pretty."
"Hmm..." Tadashi hummed and put his hands over Kei's. "Ready?"
"Yeah." Kei said softly. He let go of Tadashi's legs and reached down to unbuckle his belt. "Do you have, uh..." Tadashi's eyes widened.
"O-oh! Yeah, here let me..." He leaned over to his nightstand and opened up the drawer. He could feel the heat creeping up his face. No one had ever seen inside that drawer, especially not Kei. Tadashi glanced to make sure he wasn't looking, and pulled out a bottle of lube.
"Why do you have that much?" Kei asked, dropping his belt onto the floor. The noise made Tadashi's stomach flip.
"Because...I use it?" He said sheepishly, reaching down to unbutton Kei's pants for him.
"For...?"
"For...myself?" He chuckled nervously, slowly pulling the zipper down. He chanced a look up at Kei and saw he was bright red. His eyes were down at Tadashi's hand, then they slowly raised to his face.
"R-right." He said quietly, fidgeting with his fingers.
"Are you really that nervous?" Tadashi asked, reaching for Kei's hands. He held them so his boyfriend would stop fidgeting.
"Yes." Kei answered truthfully.
"Do you want to stop?" Kei's eyes roamed from Tadashi's face over his body, taking in everything. Tadashi felt like prey being stared down by a predator under that gaze.
"No."
Kei leaned back down over Tadashi and captured his lips again, sweetly this time. Tadashi moaned softly against his lips, kissing back gently, soothingly. Kei's hips shifted as he started to kick his pants off. Excitement began to buzz in Tadashi's stomach. He was already excited, of course, but it just kept building.
He turned his head to kiss at Kei's neck, gently at first. He wanted to be as gentle as he could to keep Kei calm. The taller boy let out a small noise, like he was trying to quiet himself. Oh. He likes that. Tadashi had to keep himself from smirking as he tried to kiss more and even nibble, butterflies blossoming in his stomach when Kei gasped and lowered his hips.
"Tadashi..."
"Your neck is sensitive." Tadashi giggled. He dragged his tongue along the porcelain skin gently, and Kei shivered. "You're actually letting me touch you now, other than kissing you." Kei breathed out a small laugh.
"Mmhm." He huffed, leaning more weight onto Tadashi. "Everywhere you touch feels like fire." Wow, holy shit.
"Y-you too..." Tadashi murmured. Kei's hand suddenly gripped his jaw, pulling him away from his slender neck.
"That's melting me. It's building me up too fast. I haven't even seen all of you yet." Tadashi's face flourished with heat. He felt a shiver trickle down his spine and stop in his groin, swirling and deepening the pit of desire.
"You want me to take my boxers off?" He asked tentatively. Kei's hand trailed down Tadashi's body, fingers gripping possessively. He stopped at Tadashi's boxers and hooked his fingers in.
"May I?" He asked politely, giving Tadashi his best puppy dog eyes. Tadashi swallowed hard and nodded.
Kei slowly and surely pulled Tadashi’s boxers down. He treated it like unwrapping a present, the glint in his eyes unmistakable. They made eye contact and Tadashi had to look away. Kei had this look in his eye like he was going to tear him apart, and he was melting fast under the gaze.
Kei pulled Tadashi’s boxers all the way off, and the latter felt a wave of embarrassment wash over him. He squeezed his legs shut and covered his face. Kei’s hands gently rested on his upper thighs, and he stroked his thumbs across Tadashi’s skin.
“You okay, baby?” Tadashi let out a nervous giggle at Kei’s concern.
“Good, yes.” Tadashi answered, peeking through the gaps in his fingers. “I just feel a little exposed.” Kei let his hands travel a little lower.
“Let me see.” Tadashi let Kei slowly spread his legs apart, trying not to fight the pull of Kei’s hands. He let out a small breath as Kei was finally able to see him. All of him. “Wow.”
“Don’t just say wow.” Tadashi couldn’t help but giggle. “That’s so weird.”
“What else am I supposed to say?” Kei asked quietly. “You’re beautiful. Can I touch you?”
“Of course you can.” Tadashi said, finally taking his hands away from him face. He ran his fingers through the back of Kei’s short hair. “Please, don’t even hesitate to do so.”
Kei luckily didn’t, and he immediately adjusted and ducked his head down. The flat of his tongue slowly dragged up Tadashi’s cock, causing him to let out an involuntary whine. This was new. His ex had never put his mouth here, it felt amazing. Kei slowly took the head in his mouth and ran his tongue across it, and Tadashi couldn’t help but moan.
“My god, Kei...” He whined as his boyfriend took him deeper. “Yes, just like that...”
Kei blindly grabbed the bottle of lube from next to Tadashi’s hip as he continued to move his head up and down. He glanced up at Tadashi from over his glasses before slowly pulling off. Tadashi let out a small breath that came out as more of a whimper.
“Sorry, I couldn’t help myself.” Kei said. His voice was a little raw, which made Tadashi’s head spin.
“ ‘s okay.” Tadashi breathed. He felt damn near feverish. “It feels good.”
“Okay, so, I don’t know how to do this.” Kei said, holding the lube in his hand. “I really don’t want to hurt you.”
“You won’t.” Tadashi giggled a little, gazing at Kei’s fingers. God, he was starting to feel a little shameless with all this. “Just go slow.”
“Isn’t there a sensitive spot in there?” Tadashi flushed and felt his stomach flip. He thought about Kei’s fingers working inside him, pressing against his prostate, preparing him from his cock.
“You’ll find it.” Tadashi said with a wavering voice, watching Kei drizzle the lube on his fingers. His lip was going to draw blood if he kept biting the inside of it. He finally looked away from Kei’s now soaked fingers and met his eyes. His boyfriend smirked.
“You’re bright red.” Kei observed. “And your breathing picked up.”
“So?” Tadashi huffed, biting back a grin.
“You’re excited.”
“Kei oh my god.” Tadashi laughed. “Shut up and-“ He cut himself off as Kei leaned forward and pressed his lubed fingers to Tadashi’s entrance. His fingers were so warm and slick, Tadashi couldn’t help but gasp.
“And do this?” Kei asked, working one finger in small circles. Tadashi shifted his hips, quietly begging for Kei to push in.
“Yes...” He breathed. “That...”
Kei was leaned over him completely now, planting small kisses in his freckled cheeks, his necklace gently touching Tadashi’s chest. His finger pressed in slowly and he kissed Tadashi’s lips, stifling his little gasp. Tadashi hummed softly, wrapping his arms around Kei’s neck. It was just one finger, but the feeling wasn’t what was making him so excited. It was Kei himself. He loved him so much and he was so excited to do this with him.
Kei pushed in a second finger soon after the first, and Tadashi tightened his own fingers in his boyfriend’s blonde hair. Kei smirked against his lips and pulled away for a moment.
“Good?” He asked and Tadashi let out a sharp breath.
“Yes yes, good, please keep-mmnnn....” He trailed off as Kei curled his fingers, ever so slightly brushing against that damn sensitive spot. “Ah, please, a little further...”
“Further...” Kei said softly. His fingers pushed in more and finally pressed against Tadashi’s prostate.
He didn’t mean to let out such a loud noise, didn’t mean to shift his hips up like that, but he just couldn’t help it. His body acted before his brain and he let out a full, shameless moan. All his embarrassment went out the window for a brief moment, being replaced with pleasure.
Tadashi slapped a hand over his mouth, scared to look at Kei. After that noise, and how still Kei was being now, he was so embarrassed. He heard Kei let out a small laugh.
“Found it.” He said softly. Tadashi felt like he could explode. “Don’t be scared to make noise, I like hearing it.”
“Oh my God, Kei...” Tadashi gasped as Kei moved his fingers again.
“Don’t be embarrassed, Tadashi.” Kei said, kissing gently at his cheeks. “Come on, I want to look at you.” Tadashi sighed softly and peeked at Kei. His face was red and his glasses had fallen mostly down his nose. He looked just a nervous as Tadashi felt, and that somehow made him feel better. He reached up and took Kei’s glasses off his face and folded them, setting them on the bedside table.
“Kiss me. Keep going.” Tadashi urged, running his nails across Kei’s scalp.
They kissed again, and Kei worked his fingers against that spot. It felt too damn good, Tadashi couldn’t help but squirm under him. He spread his legs a little further, allowing Kei to push his fingers deeper and cause even more pleasure. A tight heat twisted and swelled in Tadashi’s gut. He moaned against his boyfriend’s lips as his fingers pushed further and massaged more. Kei was spurred on by the noise and kissed him deeper, pushed his fingers in more. Tadashi gasped and let his nails dig into Kei’s skin.
“Oh fuck, Kei, I--” His voice came out higher pitched than normal, but he didn’t have the energy to worry about it.
“Are you okay?” Kei asked before peppering kisses all along Tadashi’s jaw and starting down his neck. Tadashi arched his back up a little and let out a sharp breath.
“G-good, yes…” He breathed. “Too good.” Kei paused and leaned up a bit. Tadashi took the opportunity to breathe while Kei’s hand was still.
“Too good?” He asked.
“Yeah, like…” He was embarrassed to say it. “Close…” He wanted to cover his face again, but he knew Kei wanted to see his face. Said boy was bright red at Tadashi’s words.
“Oh.” He said. “Do you need a break?” Tadashi shook his head and hooked his fingers in the chain of Kei’s necklace.
“No, I want more.” He whispered. “Come on, I’m ready.” He pulled on the necklace, pulling Kei’s face closer to him. He could audibly hear Kei swallow as he scanned Tadashi’s face. For what, he didn’t know, but he was cute.
“Okay.” He exhaled slowly. Tadashi trailed his hand down to gently cup Kei’s face, running his thumb along his cheek bone. Kei leaned in to the touch and hummed softly.
“Don’t be nervous.” Tadashi said. Kei shook his head.
“I’m gonna be nervous.” He said softly, kissing Tadashi’s hand. “But I’m more excited than anything.”
Tadashi let out a small breath as Kei slowly pulled his fingers out, feeling the emptiness settle in his stomach. He rested his palm on his lower abdomen as he watched Kei lean up to stand on his knees. Tadashi lifted his hips a bit and dragged a pillow underneath himself to better prepare him for Kei. He was excited, nervous, and terrified all at once. Not that he should be, Kei had been so gentle thus far. It was so much better already than what he was used to. Still, he couldn’t help the anxiety that bubbled in his throat when it came to things like this.
All that anxiety quickly died down, being replaced with indescribable lust. Kei had pulled his boxers down finally and held his hard cock in his hand. He had the lube in his other hand, and was getting ready to put it on himself when he noticed Tadashi staring hungrily.
“Like what you see?”
“Uh-huh.”
And god did he. This was his first time seeing all of Kei like this. His boyfriend seemed a bit nervous, his skin flushed red all the way down to his belly button. He was absolutely beautiful, and Tadashi had to fight the urge to sit up and put his mouth all over him.
Kei drizzled some lube on his hand and began to spread it over himself, and Tadashi bit back a moan. He could probably get off just by watching Kei stroke himself like that, listening to the little breaths he let out. Kei let out a small chuckle and leaned back down, arms trembling on either side of Tadashi’s head. Tadashi adjusted and spread legs just a bit more as he turned his head to kiss Kei’s arm gently.
“Don’t be scared.” He said, though he could feel his own hands tremble.
“Tell me if it hurts you.” Kei said seriously, cupping Tadashi’s face as he lined himself up. Tadashi tried his best not to let out an excited noise as he felt the press of Kei’s cock against his entrance. He pressed his cheek harder into Kei’s hand.
“Of course I will.” He said, not masking the smile on his face. “Come on.”
Kei pushed his hips forward ever so slowly, holding his breath as he moved. Tadashi pulled him close and planted a kiss on his lips, trying to will him to breathe while trying to maintain his own breathing. Kei made a small noise, breath coming in shallow.
Tadashi whined at the increasing pressure in his stomach. God, it had been a while. The blunt head of Kei’s cock rubbed against his prostate, drawing a moan from his throat. He clung tighter to Kei, nails scraping against his back. They both let out breaths against each other, and Kei’s weight pressed fully against Tadashi.
“Fuck...” He breathed, arms still trembling. His face was hidden in the bend of Tadashi’s neck, his breath feeling hot against his skin. Tadashi took in a breath and it came back out as a quiet moan. Kei lifted his head up to be eye to eye with Tadashi.
“H-hi.” Tadashi breathed out, causing Kei to smile. Fuck. He’s too pretty.
“Hey.” Kei said shakily. Tadashi fought every urge to move. He wanted to move his hips and give himself some friction and pleasure, but he had to wait for Kei to be comfortable. He took in a deep breath, and his head spun. That feeling, the deep, hot pressure inside him. It made his mind fuzzy.
“O-oh god...” Tadashi said, an involuntary smile breaking across his face. “You’re so...h-holy shit.” Kei breathed a small laugh through his nose.
“Can I move?” Holy shit, the magic question. Tadashi shifted his hips ever so slightly and watched Kei’s jaw tighten.
“Yes, fucking god. Please. Move.” Kei’s fingers gently brushed hair away from Tadashi’s forehead, and he leaned down to kiss him.
Tadashi held tight to Kei as he slowly made the first roll of his hips. It was so smooth thanks to all the prep, so warm, so fucking good. Kei let out a shuddered breath before pushing back in. As he did, they both let out quiet moans against each other.
“S-so warm...” Kei breathed, rolling again, faster this time. Tadashi was trying so hard not to get impatient, but fuck, he was going so slow. He chased Kei’s movements with his own hips, and they both gasped from it. Their eyes met for a brief moment, and Tadashi couldn’t help but smirk.
“You’re not gonna hurt me.” He whispered.
A sudden snap forward had Tadashi crying out. Kei cradled Tadashi’s head with one arm, and moved his other down to hold tight on to his hip. He didn’t ease back up after the first movement, keeping a steady rhythm. And, fuck, it was perfect.
Every thrust forward of Kei’s hips had Tadashi crying out for more. It was like every nerve in his body was on fire, and everything around him drowned until all he could focus on was the right heat in his gut and the small moans Kei let out as he moved.
“Fuck, Tadashi.” Kei growled, and Tadashi moaned as his pale hand clamped over his mouth. “Your neighbors are going to hear you.” Oh, was he making noise too? Kei slowed his movements for just a moment to give Tadashi time to ground himself.
“Please, please, Kei...” Tadashi whined, once his mouth was released. “Don’t stop, don’t stop.”
“I’m not.” Kei laughed breathlessly, and Tadashi could feel his heart do flips. His hips changed angle ever so slightly and suddenly Tadashi was seeing stars.
“Fuck!!” He cried out, dragging his nails up Kei’s back. “There, there, there, right there!!”
“I got you.” Kei gasped. He continued at that angle and let himself speed back up.
Tadashi couldn’t think anymore. His brain felt like it was melting, everything was hot, sensitive, burning. Kei’s lips met his own, and they were both gasping and moaning into each other’s mouths. It was so fucking hot, and the way Kei’s hip bones were bruising the back of his thighs was driving him insane.
“Tadashi.” Kei groaned, moving back to look at Tadashi. “I can’t- I won’t last much longer.”
“Me either.” Tadashi gasped, grabbing the back of his boyfriend’s neck and pulling him back down. “Keep going, cum inside me, please.”
“Holy fuck.” Tadashi smirked as Kei’s voice cracked, and he felt a shiver run down his spine. He kissed Kei again and moaned fully against his lips.
Kei really didn’t last much longer. He moved his hands down so they were both tightly gripping Tadashi’s waist and his hips began to slow as he let out sharp gasps. Not that Tadashi minded; those slower grinds were working so hard against his prostate and it took so much willpower to not let his eyes cross.
“K-Kei...” Tadashi whined, trying to force himself to breathe. Both of them were so tensed they were shaking, still trying to get more sensation from one another. Kei held Tadashi’s waist with a bruising grip as he finished; the feeling of his cum shooting deep inside Tadashi was enough to make him finish. His back arched up into Kei’s body as he rolled his hips to help them both through their orgasms.
They both slowly stopped moving. Tadashi couldn’t see, his eyes rolled back in his head and he wasn’t quite sure how to get them back. He took in a deep breath and squeezed them shut tight, finally opening them again to see Kei’s face. His brow was furrowed and his skin was flushed bright red, eyes squeezed shut as he caught his breath. Tadashi reached up a shaky hand and smoothed his brow with his thumb.
“H-hey.” Kei laughed, exhausted. “Your back came off the bed so much.” Tadashi snorted.
“I came really hard.” He said with a giggle, grimacing as he looked down at his cum covered torso. “How are you doing?” Kei smiled and kissed him, and fuck, this kiss felt better than all the others. It was like the sparks that normally went off in Tadashi’s chest had exploded into full blown fireworks. He couldn’t help but moan softly into the kiss.
“I’m perfect.” Kei said after pulling away. He slowly sat back and hissed through his teeth as he pulled out. “Ah. Are you okay?”
“Amazing.” Tadashi breathed. “Can you kiss me again?” Of course, Kei obliged. He shifted to lay next to Tadashi and they both wrapped their arms around each other.
“That was amazing.” Kei whispered, continuing to kiss Tadashi.
“I love you.” Tadashi whined in response. “I love you so much.” Kei’s hand caressed his jaw and he pulled back just enough to look Tadashi in the eyes.
“I love you too.” He said. “More than the stars.”