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In the Dead of Night, I Hear Your Song

Summary:

Rusty did have a mother. Briefly.

Now that he’s an adult, he’s mostly forgotten about the woman who bandaged his boo-boos and filled the cookie jar on the counter, but he’s been catching little reminders around the house lately and he’s having trouble shaking her.

He remembers her face, her hair, the gentle touch of her soft hand against his cheek… and somehow, someway… he remembers her broken cries for help. The pain in his heart when they come back to him is clearer than ever, but the memories are foggy, flooded with heavenly yellow light and old country music playing softly on a busted radio, drowned out by what seems like water in his ears.

He feels so small in his dreams. But since he’s been seeing her again, the sensation sticks around long after he wakes up.

Chapter 1: Preface

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Hello. Before I start the story, it's very important to me that everybody reading this is well-prepared for what they’re reading- it is a minefield of triggers. Some of the darker themes in this story include:

- Descriptions of marital abuse from the perspective of a child (both mental and physical)
- Trauma surrounding pregnancy and childbirth (though it does not contain any in-depth description of these actual events, aside from characters speaking about them)
- A lesbian struggling with compulsory heterosexuality and marrying a man she despises
- The all-around horrific treatment and death of a young woman

In addition, this story also contains strong Christian themes from one of the characters, so if that is another trigger for you, I would avoid this story.

Finally, I would like to say now that in this story Rusty searches for and glorifies his stepmother, and while I do try to write her as sympathetic, she is not supposed to be a healthy or perfect character and she will be guilty of some of the abusive behavior in this story. She is a protagonist, but she is not the hero and I do not want her to be taken that way.