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Mon cherrí Jeanne,
I will stop writing letters for now on, I've seen you being all happy and doing well with him. I'm happy for you truly, even if it also hurts anyways because it's him is not me. Sorry if they ever bothered you (if you had read them all which I doubt you would have), but I had to take out all feelings and emotions I had felt for you for so long and thought if I didn't expressed them out I would have exploded. I didn't stop feeling for you by the way, you will probably always be the only one I will ever love. But you are with him now, and I don't want to bother you or bring you any problems because I just have to pour all my feelings towards you and cowardly sending them to you in these anonymous letters.
I don't know if you remember one of the first letters where I just expressed how much I have fallen for you in just our first meet. You were so beautiful under the lim lights of the palace of Sade ballroom, in that beautiful white dress. You are still and always be so beautiful, at least on my eyes. Your everything is the most perfect creation of the Red Moon. I think I will never stop falling for you and your beauty.
You were always the best person to me and at first I really thought you also had a romantic feeling towards me, so dumb of me because no long after me having that thought you told me you had a crush on someone else, who well, you finally ended up with with.
I don't know how you never figured who I am, or maybe you did but didn't want our relationship to go down and awkward because of this. If the last was the case, you are an angel and again I'm sorry if my feelings ever bothered you. I really don't deserve you, but he does, he is what you deserve.
Thank you for everything, for being always there for me, for being my best friend, for making me feel loved even if it wasn't in the way I would like to have been. You were and always will be everything I ever want.
Please be happy even if I'm not there anymore, sorry that I will break our promise of always being together. But at least for a bit let leave your side. I will come back, I will always come back to you no matter what. But in the meanwhile, be happy please.
Hope you all the best with him truly.
Votre Mademoiselle Dominique.