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this literally sucks ass, but have it anyway🧍
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tsukishima couldn't help but stare, the three of them just looked so perfect together. perfect without him. he felt like such an outsider to their relationship, nothing but a stranger looking at them. whenever they touched, embraced, kissed each other with such passion and love, it made the blonde feel as if he shouldn't be there. as if he was a third-wheel, a friend. he didn't deserve them and he knew that. he would always tell himself that they loved each other and not him despite all four of them dating. he was nothing to them. he wasn't worth anything to them. but no matter how many times he would tell himself that they would just break up with him soon, he would always find himself instantly leaning into their alluring touches.
though currently, he looked towards the bedroom mirror that was near their shared bed. akaashi's moans grew breathy behind him while kuroo and bokuto continued to focus all their attention on him. tsukishima consistently noticed something whenever the four of them had sex. that they would always treat akaashi differently to him. they were always so rough with him but with akaashi, they always treated him as if he was a piece of glass, as if he was the most precious as well as adoring thing in the entire world. practically worshipping the raven-haired boy.
hearing all three of them enjoy themselves in such ecstasy while he sat there with no one but himself, feeling nothing but forgotten; he glared at his mirror's reflection.
there were so many imperfections that were displayed.
no wonder why they don't love him.
he was too big.
he needed to get smaller.
but for now, he needed to act natural. shifting his body so he was facing the three, he joined them. giving akaashi the love he never gave himself. giving all three of them love that he rarely felt.
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