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The last year of cadet training was finally coming to an end. All that hard work and sacrifices, paying off in full. You hadn’t decided what regiment you wanted to join yet, being in the top ten allowed you to pick any you wished. However you were completely stuck on choosing between joining the scouts or living a safe life on the interior. The fire inside you suggested that humanity would be better off if you joined the scouts but you were scared of what that could really mean for your life. You didn’t want to die with regrets and you often thought about how you didn’t want to mess this choice up.
Struggling to come to a conclusion you decided to head towards mess hall and find Jean. He may be a hot head himself sometimes but he sure does know how to level your head. You continuously bombarded him with your inner thoughts knowing that he would be able to rationalise you, it was one of the many things you loved about your best friend.
As you reached mess hall you overheard Jean arguing with Eren. You were not surprised by this but decided to listen in before they noticed you. Stepping behind the door you leaned towards the window so you could hear more clearly.
“I don’t know why you insist on acting like a brat all the time! You were not even the top cadet quit acting like you’re something special it pisses me off” Jean shouted angrily banging his fist on the table.
“I’m not acting like anything, it’s not my fault you were below me in the ranking. You’re just jealous” Eren spoke, gritting his teeth after beginning to turn away.
This was your cue to walk in. You didn’t want Jean to fight the boy, if he was in trouble he couldn’t help you out. You paced inside the doors quickly in an attempt to stop things getting out of hand. Before you could even open your mouth a tall figure appeared from behind the kitchen.
“I think it’s time you kids calm down, there’s no need to be fighting on a day like this! After all it’s a celebration day” Hange chuckled, slinging her arm over Eren with a broad smile on her face. She noticed you looking her way and smiled at you directly, making your cheeks go a light pink.
Jean gave you a funny look as he replied “but he started this, come on you must agree he’s taking this too far?”
“I think we all should just move on, how about we talk about tonight’s plans ay? I expect to see you all in the bar tonight” Hange ordered excitedly wiggling her eyebrows. You tried not to laugh your hand coming up to cover your mouth, she was clearly happy about everyone finishing cadet training. It made your chest feel warm at the thought, ‘she really does care about us’.
“She’s so right guys, come on Jean let’s go get ready” you said grabbing his hand and pulling him in the direction of the exit. You swore for a second you saw hange’s lips go into a pout, but shook your head dismissing the thought. A ‘see you later guys’ being shouted even though you were probably already too far.
Huffing for more breath you stopped outside your room. “(Y/N) what the hell is going on? Why did you drag me away I was going to kill him!!” He said arms crossing as he scowled at you. “Yeah right Hange would have had both your necks, if anything I did you a favour” you said sticking your tongue out at him.
You unlocked the door and stepped inside, Jean following quietly. “you would say that'' he muttered not intending you to hear. You turned quickly pointing at his chest “what is that supposed to mean'' your eyes squinting at him in anger. He started to chuckle at you “wow defensive much, I just saw that look you give Hange back there. Obviously you’d defend your crush that’s so (Y/N) of you” he said, patting your head smiling.
You felt your body heat up at his accusation. Did you admire hange? Of course how could you not. Did you think she was intelligent and brilliant? Absolutely you had no doubt in your mind. You started to think about how you’d look at her for a bit longer than everyone else. Or the way she would give you butterflies whenever she interacted with you. A big positive of wanting to join the scouts was that Hange would be there. She made you feel so special when she praised your hard work. This isn’t you wanting to be like her. It’s you developing a crush. Jean is oblivious to these things and he thinks you like Hange, could it all have been a crush.
“I - I “ you struggled to think of a reply face going red as thoughts of Hange kissing you popped into your brain. It was uncontrollable like your whole world was coming into focus. “I like Hange…” you whispered, almost testing it out for yourself. Jean was full on belly laughing now, hands gripping his stomach from the pain. “You fucking idiot how did you not notice, god and you tell me I’m stupid” he wiped a tear from his eyes calming down.
“God do you think she knows, that would be so embarrassing” you say in your chair, head falling into your hands. “Awh cheer up (Y/N) you know I think she gives you special treatment sometimes, maybe she does wanna jump your bones” he said eyebrows raised with a cheesy grin. He could be such a dork sometimes.
You laughed, your blush intensifying at the thought of Hange liking you back. “I don’t think so, Jean. I mean come on she’s so much more impressive and skilled than me. What would I even have to offer”. He stood up from your side dramatically posing behind a fake podium “(Y/N) (L/N) aside from your stunning good looks, you have amazing talent on the field and a beautiful personality. Anyone would be lucky to have you that includes the infamous Hange.” He bowed, obviously enjoying his speech. You just thought he was being ridiculous, though it did make you smile regardless. He put you at ease without even trying, this is why you would always come to him.
“You know this was not what I expected to be talking about with you” you said pulling him into a hug, a silent thank you for his words. “I know I’m a dick sometimes but I will always be there for you (Y/N). I’ll kill Hange if she hurts you okay”. You smiled at him. “That won’t be necessary,” you said, shaking your head, swatting him on the shoulder lightly. “Anyway I needed to know what you think about the regiment choices” you said, going serious again.
“I think you already know what you want. Tonight let’s just have fun, tomorrow we’ll figure it out together okay?” He said turning towards your wardrobe. You nodded even though he couldn’t see. “Now what should you wear? Hange will be there so let’s turn up the sex appeal and get you laid” he said a wink making your face flush all over again. “You have to stopppp Jeannnn. I can’t deal with all this it’s making me blush” you said even though you slightly did enjoy the thought of Hange seeing you that way. “Sweets if you can’t handle me teasing you, what are you gonna do when she does?” He laughed pulling out your (F/C) dress handing it to you, an expectant look on his face. “Gosh I don’t know Jean die on the spot, she might not even notice me” you said huffing out.
You were starting to freak out, sensing this Jean knelt down to your level. “Get ready and I’ll come and pick you up, we’ll walk there together. Trust me in that dress she won’t be able to look anywhere else. I am attracted to women I do know” he said looking way prouder than he should. This did calm your nerves again as you ushered him out. “Fine then I’ll see you soon.” As he walked away you shouted a quick thanks, closing the door and sliding down it anxiety rushing through your system.
Deep breaths kept you calm as you got ready. You looked at yourself in the mirror, your favourite dress did look good on you. It hugged your curves and made you feel beautiful. It was probably enough of a confidence boost to actually talk to Hange. You hoped they would notice the effort you put in. You looked into your own bright eyes, a sense of excitement behind them. A swift knock at your door took you from your staring, you grabbed your bag off the desk heading out the door.
Jean stood there looking at you, mouth slightly open and eyes wide. “Wow (Y/N) Hange’s gonna shit her pants when she sees you” you giggled at his statement tucking your hair behind your ear. “Thank you Jean, you don’t look so bad yourself” you smiled, linking arms with him. “Onwards fair maiden” he laughed, making you feel at ease was Jean’s special power.
You got to the bar 40 minutes after everyone else was meant to get there. Standing outside jean squeezed your hand that one last bit of support needed to get inside the bar. To your disappointment Hange wasn’t there yet. You walked around getting countless compliments from all of your fellow cadets. Which did make you happy but there was one specific person you needed to hear it from. You started to wonder if she would even show up. You decided that you should enjoy yourself and stop worrying, if something happens it happens you thought to yourself.
It had been another half an hour and you were on your second drink. It wasn’t like you had a bad tolerance to alcohol. All those nights you would sneak off and drink with Jean, just to talk about the future of humanity. It always ended with him ranting about how he would always protect you. It made you so happy to know you had a best friend that was so special.
You were starting to feel slightly drunk making you more lively and chatty. No one seemed to notice though since they had already been drinking for much longer than you anyway. Jean started loudly suggesting that you should all do shots. Everyone agreed and you also decided that it would be fun. The dark liquid swished around the small glass as you held it to your lips waiting for some kind of signal to drink. Surprisingly Christa was the one to shout, Ymir at her side grinning like a love sick puppy. You always thought they were so cute together and you wished to have something like that. At the exact second you poured the harsh drink into your mouth Hange burst through the door, Levi dragging behind her.
Your eyes closed, the burning in your throat making your face tense up. You didn’t even notice Hange until you had opened your eyes again. Her long muscular arms swinging herself from the doorway. She was wearing a black button up shirt sleeves rolled up to her elbows, forearms flexing as she moved. Her hair was tied up much neater than normal, you noticed that she was also wearing a different pair of glasses with thin black frames. She looked incredible, your face heated up as you realised you were staring. Jean winked at you which only made you blush more, you turned to Hange noticing her intense gaze. If you didn’t know any better you would say she was checking you out. She looked almost exactly like Jean did over an hour ago.
She was walking towards you ignoring Levi’s attempts at getting her attention. He huffed and walked over to the tables where everyone had moved. You felt paralysed at the bar Hange’s dark eyes holding you hostage. You could still feel the burn in your throat, your body heating up as you struggled to figure out what to do with your hands.
Words died in your throat as she got close to you, her smell filling your senses making your brain go crazy. “(Y/N) you look incredible. Who are you all dressed up for?” She said softly in your ear, her breath making the hairs on your neck stand. The atmosphere was loud and you thought that Hange must think you can’t hear her because why else was she so close, she couldn’t have other motives right? You blushed regardless, hand going up to brush the hair behind your ear. You felt as though you had gone blank like all the words in the world had gone. ‘Just say something! Anything!’ You thought to yourself trying to gain some control over your actions.
“I - I wanted to look nice for - “
“(Y/N)” Jean cut you off storming over to the bar where you stood with Hange. You turned in surprise momentarily forgetting your current situation. He doesn’t give you a chance to reply as he keeps rambling “Ymir says Hange would beat all the guys at an arm wrestle, but she thinks she’s the only one who could win. I know Hanges strong but she’s not stronger than us right?”
You heard Hange scoff at him, eyes rolling as if she thought it was the most absurd sentence she ever heard. You wondered if everyone else found it’s as sexy as you did. She was still leaning into you almost protectively, it made you squirm. You innocently squeezed hanges bicep looking sweetly into her eyes “ I don’t know Hange do you think you could win?” You had no idea where the seductive tone in your voice came from but you couldn’t help the way Hange was making you feel.
Hange tensed under your grip making you instinctively bite your lip. She smirked, stretching out her arms, cocky attitude shining through “Of course I can, keep your eyes on me sweetheart. You’ll see”. You blushed at the nickname, stomach filling with butterflies as you watched Hange’s display. You watched as she walked over to where the boys were sitting, all of them shouting in excitement. She sat down with a thud elbow hitting the table, she seemed excited to show off. “Who’s going to be my first victim then?” she laughed, raising her eyebrow at the suddenly quiet crowd.
You couldn’t help but admire the glint in her eyes. You didn’t know how but you ended up standing behind Hange, your feet knowing where you wanted to be before you did. You peeled your eyes from Her when you heard Jean agree to go first. “You’re going down” he boasted pulling off his t-shirt flexing his muscles at Hange in an attempt to intimidate her. “What a prick” Ymir tutted, shaking her head at him. You honestly wanted to do the same. ‘How did he manage to get this drunk’ you thought.
Hange didn’t say anything, she just began undoing her shirt buttons. Your body went hot at the sight, she shook off the shirt revealing her toned physique. Arms bulging from a tight black tank top. You wondered what it would be like to hold on to them while she fucked you until you saw stars. She turned to face you, shaking you out of your thoughts. She had caught you making your blush deepen. Taking in your reaction she winked at you slowly returning her focus to the boys.
You could only watch as Jean and Hange grabbed each other's hands. Jean winced at how tight she must have held him. Ymir stood, acting as a referee obviously enjoying the chaos she had caused, a huge smile across her face. “Alright go!” she shouted, waving her hand like a starting flag. Jean went full power immediately, veins straining as he tried to push back Hange's hand. She laughed maniacally “ is that it? You went first and you can’t even move me an inch. Pathetic'' with that she slammed his hand down against the table grinning in her victory. Everyone clapped as Ymir announced Hange as the winner. Even Levi’s lips turned up in a smirk.
You praised her without thinking, happily hitting her arm, wanting to show your happiness for her success. She smiled at you and you melted completely forgetting that everyone was staring at you both. Jean dramatically huffed, throwing his hands in the air “it’s not fair my hand was sweaty” you giggled in response, your best friend was ridiculous. Ymir was the one to reply “yeah. Yeah loser move on” she was ushering him out the way as she spoke. You went to walk over to him when you felt Hange grab your hand. “I thought I told you to watch me sweetie, where do you think you’re going?” She questions running her finger along your jaw slowly. You suppressed a whine at her possessive tone, feet becoming stuck once again. You felt guilty but you could console him tomorrow, your body wouldn’t let you move from Hange right now anyway.
This seemed to satisfy her as she turned around, “who’s next” she wiggled her eyebrows getting ready to show off again. You couldn’t complain although you thought your lip might start bleeding if you bit down any harder. This went on repeatedly, each guy getting wrecked, Levi being the only one coming close to beating her. Ymir finally took her seat, Christa stood behind her. You realised that you mirrored them with Hange, making you flush imagining being as close as they were.
Everyone was tense watching the table with great interest as Hange and Ymir stared each other out. “You must be getting tired now Hange, I saw the way Levi nearly took you out. It’s all over for you now. I won’t lose with my Christa watching” Ymir stated nonchalantly as if she knew the outcome already. Hange scoffed for the second time that night “ it’s obvious I am the strongest of us all. I don’t need my girl watching to win, but I sure hope she enjoys the show. Right (Y/N)?” she winked at you, making you flush.
Before you could begin to unpack what Hange just said they were aggressively pushing against each other, both Hange and Ymir breaking out into a sweat. You imagined licking the sweat from Hange’s neck, wondering how salty it would taste under your tongue.You couldn’t help but watch the way Hange’s arms moved. You watched as her tongue slid out, licking the sweat off her lips. God how you wanted to be the one to do that. You closed your legs together feeling hot all over, realising that it was definitely a bad idea to wear a dress.
The bar had become rowdy with the shouts of your comrades, all wondering who would take the champion title. Hange laughed ‘Ymir I'm not even at full power and you still can’t move me, Levi was stronger than you.’ Ymir just grunted and tried to push even harder, Hange held still like a brick wall. She turned her head to you ‘Hey (Y/N), are you ready for this?’ she said smiling at you like she wasn't in the middle of a serious match. You nodded dumbly at her, thoughts still clouded from watching her display. She grabbed a shot from the table with her free hand taking it while simultaneously pinning Ymir's hand on the table. Loud cheers erupted throughout the bar, you didn't notice but the commotion had drawn a crowd.
Hange stood and bowed, receiving both admiration and glares from around the room. Ymir stormed off Christa following close behind, she is going to sulk for sure you thought. Turning to hange you couldn't help but wrap your arms around her neck leaning closer to whisper in her ear ‘hange you’re amazing’ the high of the alcohol making you act confident. She pulled you in by your waist, hands stroking your lower back. The contact made you feel dizzy, thoughts of hange pinning you down and making you scream.‘How about I walk you back to your room and we can talk?’ she said suggestively her voice husky from shouting. You answered her by pulling her towards the exit just like you had done with Jean this afternoon. You saw him give two thumbs up like the dork he is, however it still made your cheeks heat up.
You didn’t say much as you walked but Hange held your hand tight making you smile. The air had gotten much cooler since you first left and you shivered feeling the breeze against your bare shoulders. Hange simply wrapped her shirt over you, a small smile on her face as she gestured for you to hold her hand again. You were surprised at how the day had turned out. You just didn't want it to end.
Reaching your door Hange let go of your hand, instinctively you felt your lips form into a pout. She chuckled and swiped her thumb over your lips. ‘you're so adorable (Y/N). Do you want me to kiss you?’ her hand held your face and you looked dreamily into her eyes.
You looked down to her lips and back up to her eyes trying to form a response. You felt your cheeks heat up as you replied ‘please’. She didn’t waste time pulling you in, her lips pressing to yours softly. Your hands rested on her chest, fingers lightly scratching at her smooth skin. She slid her hands down to your backside squeezing the soft flesh there, making you moan into her mouth. You could feel your wetness dripping down your thighs, you had never wanted somebody so much before. She pulled back and you whimpered your glossy eyes silently begging her to continue.
She hovered over you, one hand against the doorway the other stroking your hip. A light blush covered her face and you could see that she was breathing heavier. She looked so sexy like that, you wanted her to just take you against your doorstep. ‘Maybe we should go inside?’ even though you were just all over each other the suggestion still made you redden. Your thoughts were so dirty but when Hange spoke to you it was like you had no control of yourself. ‘Damn, you are so cute when you're flustered princess.’ you made an unintelligible noise in response pulling her hand again as you turned to the door rushing inside.
You paused as you got to your bed, unsure of how to express what you wanted. You felt hange tilt your head up. ``I want you to be comfortable, we don’t have to do anything if you don’t want to,’ her politeness made you even wetter. You wanted nothing more than for Hange to take you and make you all hers. You barely recognised your own voice as you spoke ‘p-please, just do whatever you want to me, I am yours’ she groaned in response pulling you into a sloppy kiss.
You felt hot as her tongue explored your mouth, submitting to her as she easily took control of you. She ran her hand over your outer thigh still kissing you deeply, legs becoming more shaky with each passing second. She pulled away only to latch onto the bare skin of your neck. Your moans were coming out uncontrollably, hange making you feel like every part of you was on fire. ‘I love how you react to me, you make me feel like i'm going crazy (Y/N)’ her fingers running up the skirt of your dress as she spoke.
Your head fell to her shoulder panting softly waiting for her to do something, anything to make the burning in your core ease. Your voice came out in a whisper ‘I want you so much Hange.’ She chuckled lightly ‘I know you do baby, I’m gonna take good care of you’ you just whined in response, hands grabbing at her muscular back showing your frustration. She pulled your dress up to your hips revealing your panties. You could feel yourself dripping down your thighs, you were glad Hange couldn't see how red you were hiding in her shoulder.
She swiped your thighs collecting the juices that had gathered there making you gasp. ‘Look at me’ she spoke in a commanding tone making you shiver as you lifted your head to meet her eyes. ‘Open’ she demanded, raising her slick digits to your mouth. You stared into her eyes as your tongue darted out to swirl round her fingertips. Her eyes filled with lust as she watched your every move with great interest.
“Good girl” she said softly, making your eyes flutter at the praise. You doubled your efforts and began sucking lightly, looking up at Hange through hooded eyes. She looked at you in awe as you moaned at the taste of yourself on her figures. “You’re so fucking sexy babygirl, you want a reward? You have been so good for me” she praised stroking your cheek affectionately. You whimpered preening submissively into her palm. “yes please daddy” you spoke without thinking eyes widening as you realised what you said.
She smirked and hoisted you up on her hips with ease. You let out a gasp in shock as your slick heat pressed into Hanges clothed abs. Your hips rocked automatically as you tried to finally gain some satisfaction. She nipped at your ear as you humped her whimpering into her neck as she held you up. “That’s my good little slut, why don’t you tell daddy what you want?” You moaned out loud hearing her words, your head going fuzzy with lust.
You didn’t think you’d beg this easily but Hange was making you feel desperate. It felt like you couldn’t think. Not a single word coming to your brain, making you dumber and dumber the hornier you got. “You’re so cute like this, so needy for me. Tell me now”
You finally responded still rocking at her abs panting as you spoke “I need you to take me, please Hange I’m begging you” you cried tears filling up in your eyes. This was the sweetest form of torture you’ve ever experienced, you never wanted it to stop.
“You’re so pretty when you cry princess” she pressed her lips to yours as she moved to lay you onto the bed. She briefly paused to pull off her tank top revealing her lean body to you. You bit your lip and held her gaze watching as she pulled her trousers off too. She didn’t give you time to respond as she was on top of you, kissing you again. She unzipped your dress with haste, having grown impatient at her own teasing.
You looked away as your body was revealed to her shyly covering your face in embarrassment. She moved your hands down as she spoke “(y/n) you’re so sexy let me see you okay?” You nodded dumbly, spreading your legs for her. She pulled your panties to the side not bothering to take them off as she slid her fingers over your wet slit. Your hips canted in response whines being ripped from your throat at the friction. She dragged her fingers up and down slowly, not quite pressing exactly where you needed it. Your hands fisted at the sheets in frustration and Hange took pity on you finally dipping her fingers all the way inside you.
“Fuck Hange, more” you moaned scratching at her back as she began to move inside you. You felt her mouth turn into a smirk as she hovered over your heaving chest. She bit and sucked at your breasts as she fucked you mercilessly, thumb coming up to rub at your clit at the same time. You’d never felt such intense pleasure and you were addicted. A chorus of ‘yes’ and “please” fell out of your mouth over and over.
Hanges movements never slowed and you could feel the white hot pleasure building in your core. Unintelligible moans coming out as you claw at hanges skin. “Are you gonna cum all over daddy’s fingers Princess? Be a good girl for me huh?”
“Oh god H-Hange” Her words sent you flying over the edge, tightening round her fingers as you came. She slowed her movements letting you come down from the high. She pulled out of you and you whimpered at the loss of contact, arms wrapping round Hange in a hug. She sucked on her fingers humming at the taste of your cum. Her action going straight to your clit making needy again.
“Mmm perfect, don’t think i'm done with you yet babygirl”