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Every few seconds there was the sound of a page turning and the ballpoint tip of a pen scratching onto a notebook. Then a few seconds later the sound of fabric rustling and someone adjusting in his seat could be heard.
Nazuna adjusted in his seat, putting his pen down and stretching his arms above his head with a satisfying groan. He stood up from his chair and began stretching his neck to the side, looking at the two textbooks on his desk with a notebook page full of jottings in the middle.
“I think one more chapter and I’ll be good.” He said out loud, stretching his neck the other way before a voice came from his phone.
“It’s 1am for you Nito. Perhaps it’s time for you to rest for the night.” The voice from the screen came from Shu who was sitting in his parlor with a leg crossed over the other and a piece of fabric he was currently embroidering on. Behind him was a bright window that was slightly ajar, light shining through as the curtains moved gently with the morning breeze.
For Nazuna he was in a dark room, the one he had lived in for almost all of his life. Only the desk’s light was on over the textbooks, the curtains closed but sheer enough to see the night sky from beyond the panes.
From Japan to France there was only a 7-hour difference in their time zones, but it was hard for Nazuna and Shu to properly have time together during the day. They made it a ritual to have a few hours on call together when the two were countries apart, deciding on the morning for Shu and the night for Nazuna.
Since Nazuna woke up early for university, it was easier for him to spend time with his eccentric boyfriend in the night while Shu woke up early to do some preparation work in the morning while spending time with Nazuna before wishing him a goodnight.
“The next chapter is related to this one though, so it’ll be easier for me to get through it and stop after.” Nazuna explained, moving to sit back on his chair and pick up his pen.
The sound of a tongue clicking from his phone made Nazuna roll his eyes, preparing himself to be scolded by the other.
“While being studious is wonderful - a trait that’s admirable - not getting proper rest will be detrimental not only to yourself but you’d be holding back your unit members.”
Shu reprimanded, though all Nazuna did was roll his eyes.
“Did you just roll your eyes at me?”
Shu asked, Nazuna snorting a bit before shaking his head.
“What? You’re seeing things.” Nazuna replied before turning the page of his textbook and began reading the introductory paragraph.
Shu got up from his chair, taking his phone from the side table and began walking with it towards the window, moving to open the curtains and look out at the scenery below. The mornings in Paris were picturesque, something you’d find in a painting that was hung in the Louvre. It was a sight that made Shu reenergized, a culture he had sought for all his life and now to be able to live there was somewhat of a dream come true for the idol. If only he could share the view with Nazuna.
“If you don’t take care of yourself you’ll fall apart. You’re human after all.” Shu explained, looking down at his phone and pressing the flip camera to show Nazuna the sight he was seeing at that moment.
Rustling noises from the other side showed Nazuna leaning in closer, squinting at the camera as the brightness illuminated his face in the darkness of his room.
“Wow. That’s sure pretty. The sunrises over there look really different than here. Probably because of the architecture, right?” Nazuna said, ignoring the nag.
Shu leaned against the window before folding an arm, nodding his head as he moved his phone to show more of the scenery outside of his window. Being on the 6th floor of his Paris apartment was the right choice, not too high that he was far from the cityscape below but high enough to see the expansive view of the sun peeking behind the buildings.
“The colors also feel warmer here. Perhaps you should stay a few nights with me, I’m sure you’d love to see Paris .” Shu explained, knowing the answer already. It wasn’t an issue of money or fear, it was merely their busy schedule that kept either of them from taking a moment to rest.
“Maybe later.” Nazuna’s response was always the same, but at least it was never a flat out rejection.
A minute or so of silence passed, Shu moving back to his chair to take a seat and continue working on a piece he was embroidering.
“I am taking care of myself, you don’t have to worry so much.” Nazuna spoke up suddenly, not looking at the camera as he turned a page of his textbook. “I knew what I was getting into when I decided to go to university and stay in Ra*bits. I’m not planning on quitting being an idol and I’m definitely not going to become a burden on those kids who are working hard.”
Shu listened, nodding his head as he checked his watch that had multiple world clocks on it.
“If anything I’ve had less work than before, since my kids are growing up and are able to handle things on their own without me~ And you know what, before you know it they might not even need me anymore.”
That made Shu stop for a moment, frowning to himself. Normally when it was late at night Nazuna’s emotions bubbled higher on the surface, the darkness being where he had self-doubts and thoughts that were uninvited.
“Those children are doing excellent, but only because you’re there to cheer them on, Nito. I’m also awaiting your proper return.” Shu offered, Nazuna chuckling a bit before stretching his arms and closing his text book.
Nazuna took his phone off the desk and moved onto his bed, sitting on top of his covers and leaned back against the pillows against his headboard.
“My return… You’re looking forward to it huh?” Nazuna grinned as he tilted his head at the screen, seeing Shu turn to face him as well.
“Of course. I always look forward to seeing you.”
The blond flushed, sitting back as he thought about their relationship and how heavy it was. They had forgiven each other and learned to live with their irreversible pains, but there were still residual feelings from their past that haunted them. But being able to come together after that was a feat he never thought he could achieve. Of course Nazuna missed him, but during their last year at Yumenosaki neither felt it was appropriate to be a part of each other’s life.
But towards the end of their school year that made amends, the feelings they had one another flourishing again - a spark that reignited around Star Fes.
The silence only made Shu chuckle a bit, the man noticing how Nazuna blushed in the darkness of his room, the light from the phone screen illuminating his face.
“Nazuna,” Shu spoke softly, making the blond jump a bit.
“Whoa, serious all of a sudden?” Nazuna asked, noting his first name being called.
“Would you find time to take a trip to France? Even if it’s a weekend.” The man offered, Nazuna feeling his face heat up. Of course Nazuna would love that, but he had a responsibility as a college student and a member of Ra*bits to work hard. It would be awful for him to go off and enjoy some romantic European vacation while his kids were working hard as idols.
It was tempting, having a nice weekend in France with Shu sounded pretty picturesque and some getaway people beg for… but the guilt might be too much for Nazuna.
“I dunno, I’d need to save money-”
“I’d pay for everything-”
“Shut up.” Nazuna rolled his eyes. “I don’t want you doing that.” Throughout Yumenosaki he did a lot of odd jobs in order to raise money for Ra*bits’s supplies, but now that they were affiliated with Rhythm Link they didn’t have to work as hard (though Hajime still worked many part-time jobs.) Nazuna had used more of his money on school supplies but he could put some aside for France. Of course his first thought was getting souvenirs for his boys.
“Then at least let me pay for the food and your flight-”
“I’m gonna hang up if you keep insisting. Can we talk about something else?” Nazuna frowned, clearly irritated. He knew that Shu was only offering because he desperately wanted Nazuna with him in the City of Lights, but Nazuna really didn’t think there would be any time for it.
“... Fine. Actually it’s quite late for you. Perhaps you should sleep now.” The voice’s somber tone made Nazuna sit up frowning at his phone.
“Itsuki don’t do that.” Nazuna could feel himself growing more irritated. While he was used to Shu’s moping and his passive aggression, Nazuna really didn’t feel like he had the capability to be patient with Shu when he got like this. They were adults now for God’s sake…
“Really, you should get some sleep and I need to go to the store.” Shu explained, though the explanation only made Nazuna groan in response.
“Itsuki-”
“Goodnight Nito.”
The call had ended and Nazuna stared at his screen in disbelief. Did Shu just hang up on him?
“What a fucking baby!” Nazuna yelled but quickly covered his mouth with his hands, realizing it really was extremely late in the night and he shouldn’t be yelling like that. But God he was frustrated now… his bitch baby of a boyfriend was being so difficult and-
“UGH!” Nazuna threw a pillow in the air, catching it and then throwing it again before punching it. Wrapping his arms around a different pillow he snuggled it tightly, pressing his face into it while groaning.
Of course he wanted to see Shu… Of course he missed being able to hug him and sleep in the same bed… They rarely had the time to do any of that before but after graduation there was a sliver of time where they were able to spend every day together. It was only for two weeks before Shu left for France and Nazuna began university, but they were two wonderful weeks.
Nazuna only pressed his face further into the pillow, taking a deep breath before sitting up and grabbing his phone, scrolling through some apps and began texting.
"Shu-kun, don’t you think that was rather rude of you to hang up like that on Nazuna-chan?” Mademoiselle sat in her chair near Shu who was furiously bouncing one leg over the other, trying to continue his embroidery work.
“I admit it might appear childish but it was quite late for Nito. Ending the call would prompt Nito to turn in for the night so it was all for his well-being.” Shu explained, though his brows were furrowed.
He turned to look at the doll who only stared back with the same expression she always had, but to Shu it was a look of judgement.
“What? Come now, Mademoiselle. Don’t look at me like that.” Shu stopped his work, putting it on his lap as he scowled a bit.
“Perhaps you should just tell Nazuna-chan how much you miss him~ Tell him how much you think about him at night. How you sometimes look at the spot next to you in bed and think about him there~” Shu’s face heated up, a hand moving to cover his mouth as he leaned his elbow against a knee.
Yes, he most certainly missed Nazuna. Shu missed a lot more people than he imagined once he began living in France part time. Even if he was still going back and forth between the two countries, there was a loneliness he didn’t expect would seep into his heart.
It made Shu groan into his hand again before leaning back in his chair, trying to think of a way he could make it up to Nazuna for being rather rude earlier.
“Fufu~ Perhaps you should surprise him somehow~” The doll suggested.
Shu nodded his head. “A surprise… Yes but what? I’m truly awful at coming up with surprises. Nito is far better at that than I am…”
Sitting up, he placed his embroidery work to the side and opened up a sketchbook. Taking a pencil he began to create strokes on the page, trying to come up with something incredible to surprise his bunny with.
It had been a few days since their call and while Shu had sent Nazuna a message the next morning to apologize he could easily tell that the blond was still bothered and annoyed with him. Unfortunately, Shu had seen that coming - Nazuna had a stubbornness to his personality that matched his own, one of the reasons why during their third year it was terribly difficult for them to even meet face to face without an awkward tension arising.
But it was fine… Shu had begun his little surprise for Nazuna, inspiration striking him immediately after the talk with Mademoiselle. It was what Shu did best - creating an outfit that would make Nazuna shine brighter than anyone else.
He had Nazuna’s new measurements which weren't all that different than when they were second years, but Shu had made sure to get them from Kuro so that the outfit he was crafting would be absolute perfection.
Shu hadn’t properly made an outfit for Nazuna and Nazuna alone in years now, so it seemed like the perfect timing and the best surprise Shu could manage.
The piece was light blue with yellow-gold ribbons and lace framing the hems. A buttoned short-sleeved top with puffy-pumpkin shorts. There was a sailor-aesthetic that reflected what Ra*bits as a unit normally wore and while it was a cute two piece, it was also adorned with an elegant chiffon cape over one shoulder. The hat was similar to Ra*bits’s usual, but also had the lace similar to the chiffon cape, draping down the back of that hat like a veil. Stockings that matched the color of the top with lace hems and ribbons sewn in, ah everything about this outfit yelled out Ra*bits at the top of its lungs!
The craftsman paid special mind to every little detail, wanting to make sure that the outfit he had created for his love was something that deserved to be worn by the blond. It was that important.
Shu was working on cleaning up any of the lint and stray threads on the outfit, knowing that it was far from complete. There were still parts he wanted to tighten up and additional details he wanted to add, but perhaps he needed a break to realign himself. Ah, actually… he should call Mika and ask him about the piece. While it was a surprise, that didn’t mean he couldn’t get other opinions on the work. He had learned over the last year that he wasn’t the only one with eyes for precision and art. While Mika had a different style than his, the boy was Shu’s trusted partner that he could count on.
Taking out his phone he checked the time, seeing it to be a bit too early to call. Right now it was around noon when the sun would most likely be rising soon in Japan, so Shu thought maybe he should wait for another hour or so. Perhaps he could kill time and go down to one of the boulangerie to purchase some croissants and other breads.
Before Shu could put down his phone he saw an incoming phone call from Nazuna, startling him. Knowing that it was still quite early in Japan, Shu felt that maybe the call was something related to an emergency - the man quickly answered.
“Nito? What happened? Are you alright?” He asked quickly, wanting to hear that all was well from the blond. Shu’s heart raced before he heard a soft laughter coming from the other end.
“I’m fine? Are you alright? You sound like you’re about to pop a blood vessel or something.” The voice on the other end of the phone sounded relatively fine, Shu sighing in relief as he moved towards the bathroom so he could wash his face.
“I’m… Ah, never mind. It’s just so early for you right now I thought that maybe something was wrong… je suis desole. You’re probably getting ready for class right now, yes?” Shu moved to turn on the faucet, holding his palm out under the water before patting his face carefully.
There were sounds of rustling before Shu heard a grunt, sounding as though Nazuna had just gotten out of a car perhaps?
“Nah, I’m skipping class today.”
Shu’s brows furrowed.
“What? Are you feeling ill?” Shu’s worry began to build up once more, his anxiety spiking.
“Nope. Decided to be a bad boy today and play hooky… though I actually finished all my homework ahead of time and told my professors beforehand, so I guess I’m still a pretty diligent student~” Nazuna’s laughter made Shu’s heart swell, his chest unable to stop beating at hearing something so sweet… but still, skipping class? Wasn’t Nazuna working hard to maintain his university life and be an exceptional student?
“I see… Then what are you planning to do today?” Shu asked, leaving the bathroom so he could move towards his work station. He gently touched at the fabric of the outfit, flushing as he thought about Nazuna finally wearing it.
“Gonna spend all day with someone. Haven’t seen him for a while so I thought I’d take my day off to hang with him.”
Shu felt a pang in his heart - something stirring deep within his chest that could be described as ugly. Jealousy was the name of this feeling… and Shu was glad they were not video calling as his face was most evident of this emotion.
“I see. May I know who it is?” Shu asked.
“Huh? Why? You jealous?” It was a hit right in the bullseye, making Shu choke a bit on air and causing him to cough.
“N-Non! I was just curious is all! I-If you don’t want to tell me that’s fine! Bien! D’accord! ” The man quickly retorted, frowning as he moved to get a glass of water.
Even though Shu couldn’t see it, he could clearly picture the smirk that was on Nazuna’s mischievous face.
“Right. Anyway, you’re at home right?” Nazuna asked, though Shu only furrowed his brows.
“Yes? Now I’ll be the one to ask, why?” Shu could hear Nazuna walking, though it sounded like he was wearing something that had rather tall heels.
“Nothing. See ya.” The call ended there, and Shu became extremely flustered at the suddenness of it all.
“Nito?” He called out, though he knew the blond had already hung up. Dear God what was happening?
Suddenly a knock came at his door, nearly making Shu jump out of his skin.
“Service de chambre~” A high, feminine voice from behind the door sung out. Shu blinked.
Room service? This was his apartment, not a hotel.
Already he was confused and irritated about the phone call and now there was someone at his door trying to pretend to be room service? To think that the absurd would stay behind the walls of Yumenosaki was a misunderstanding, a terrible one at that.
Shu moved towards the door, taking the chain lock off to swing it open.
“ Si, c’est une blague, alors-” He tried to say but stopped immediately once he saw who was at the door.
Yes it was Nazuna, but it was Nazuna wearing a very elegant, form-fitting French maid outfit that looked to be hand-crafted to his measurements exactly. A corset that hugged his waist that resembled the same stringing as Valkyrie’s unit outfit alongside a top that had a deep dip into the chest with heart lacings. The ruffles on the hems with a little apron that matched the white stockings Nazuna wore on his legs. Ah, little ribbons that were tied in bows at every end as well… And the heels. Oh the gorgeous black stiletto heels that Nazuna wore were absolutely jaw-dropping. God and the headpiece… so simple yet elegant with a white bow towards the side. And mon dieu is he holding a feather duster?
“N-Ni...Ni-Nito-” Shu couldn’t stop himself from stuttering, feeling his head spin from confusion as well as arousal.
“Yeah? You forgot my name or something?” Nazuna rolled his eyes and walked into the room, looking around before placing his hands on his hips. The skirt followed his movement, swishing around as Nazuna hummed gently. “So this is your place huh? It’s really nice, suits you for sure.” Nazuna commented before lazily swiping the feather duster around.
Shu was still dumbfounded, his mouth hanging open as he still tried to process everything. Ah, was he dreaming? That must be it, he surely was asleep and having wonderful visions of his dear Nazuna in something so alluring...
The man moved to the bathroom again, turning on the fauce. Instead of lightly dapping his face he took two palmful of water and splashed himself, getting himself to wake up. Surely it was pathetic for him to be dreaming of his boyfriend like this, especially in something so revealing...
“Itsuki?” Nazuna peeked his head in, lips pouted as his brows raised at what the man was doing.
“Still dreaming… still dreaming I see… ahaha! Ka ka ka~!” Shu turned towards Nazuna before throwing his hands in the air. “This is my self-consciousness, yes? Taunting me with a seductive form… well you don’t have to attempt this foolery anymore! I have already admitted it!” He cried out, stepping out of the bathroom so he could move towards his bed.
Nazuna rolled his eyes and followed, playing along. There were plenty of reasons why Shu was outed as an eccentric, and this dramatic flair of his surely was one of it.
“Admit what?” Nazuna asked, folding his arms.
“That I miss you! That being apart from you has made my heart yearn and ache far worse than I could ever anticipate! I didn’t think that these strings would wind around me so tightly… I always knew my heart belonged to you but for it to cry out like a child who’s been separated from their mother! How disgraceful!” Shu moved to fall onto his knees, holding his head.
The blond blinked, staring down at the man while crossing his arms. Nazuna’s face was absolutely flushed after hearing something so poetic and cringey at the same time.
“Itsuki… I miss you too. That’s why I’m here, okay? Can you stop thinking this is a dream already?” Nazuna asked, placing his hands on his hips as he moved closer, tapping one foot.
“But this is a dream-” Shu began before Nazuna pressed his foot into the man’s chest, making him fall back to the ground.
“I worked hard to finish all my assignments and get the future notes for my classes, then I asked Mika-chin to help me with this outfit, which by the way I was just going to buy one but he insisted to help tailor it for me, then I book a flight to a country I’ve never been to before, make my way up here and for what? My boyfriend to think this is a dream?” Nazuna scowled, pressing his heel down into Shu’s chest.
The pink-haired man only stared with wide eyes, mouth agape once more as he wrapped his hands around the heel, feeling the stockings over the silky skin he knew well.
Ah. This wasn’t a dream. This wasn’t a dream and he was a very stupid, stupid man.
“Nito… Nito, Nito Nito Nito Nito-!” Shu cried out, scrambling back onto his knees so he could wrap his arms around one of Nazuna’s legs. He already felt tears well up but he didn’t care if they fell. Pressing his cheek into Nazuna’s thigh, he stroked the other man’s calf as he pressed kisses on the milky skin.
“Forgive me! Forgive me my beautiful, irresistible Nito!” Shu pressed more kisses onto the skin, hanging onto the leg like his life depended on it. “Please, please let me spoil you with all my being! You can do anything to me, you can bring down the falls of your allure and seduction on me!” He cried out, tears running down his face as he peppered the leg with more kisses.
Nazuna only grimaced, looking down at the desperate man.
“Are you asking me to pee on you?” He tilted his head, thoroughly confused.
Shu starred up, eyes clear and honest.
“If you wish to then yes, please.”
Nazuna moved to pinch the bridge of his nose, groaning as his face only grew a deeper red. Why was this man so… so…!
The blond used the feather duster and began whacking Shu’s head with it before throwing it onto the bed. He ruffled his skirt, pulling it up so he could pull down the lacy panties he wore underneath.
Shu gazed eagerly at his boyfriend’s most delectable pussy, ah the cute wonderful lips that he had always found himself intoxicated with. He recalled the first time he came to feast upon his boyfriend’s pussy he had felt as though he drank the elixir to life itself, and when he told Nazuna that the blond had only stared at him with blank, tired eyes. Now if he were to say it no doubt Nazuna would whack him again, but it truly was what he thought he had tasted.
Before Shu could say anything, Nazuna grabbed the man’s head and shoved him under the skirt towards his crotch. The man quickly opened his mouth, latching himself onto the offering as he held Nazuna’s legs desperately.
He let his tongue slide across the lips, tasting his boyfriend’s unbelievably divine flavor. Shu let his appendage slip between and into Nazuna’s pussy, lapping desperately at all his inner walls. The way he ate his boyfriend’s pussy was surely something you could not describe as dainty; in fact, Shu felt like a ravenous beast that was desperate to consume Nazuna’s taste.
Hearing Nazuna moan and grip at his hair only coaxed Shu to continue further, letting his face pressed tightly against the other man’s crotch as he lapped and swirled his tongue inside the blond. Shu groaned as well, Nazuna pressing his head closer as he began rocking his hips. All Shu could do was pant and continue to lap up the offered juices, feeling the wetness drop down his face as his hands tightened around Nazuna’s legs.
“Fuck-” Nazuna cursed, growling a bit as he thrusted his hips against Shu’s head. Panting even harder, Shu opened his mouth wider to take more of Nazuna’s crotch. He used his lips to pull at the folds, sucking eagerly as Nazuna let out more groans in reply.
“Nito-” Shu gasped out, sucking harder as he felt Nazuna’s fingers in his hair, gripping tightly. The man could feel the way Nazuna’s legs shook, the pleasure more than likely washing over his tiny body and making him weak, but something like that could never stop Nazuna from demanding his needs.
Hissing, Nazuna gripped and pulled at Shu’s hair, calling for his attention.
“Open your mouth bitch-”
God. God how Shu wanted to be degraded by Nazuna so badly. To be called worse things than a bitch. The almighty Itsuki Shu of Valkyrie being reduced to nothing but an eager little toilet for his boyfriend. There was something about being knocked down a few pegs that made his dick twitch cry out, but only if it was Nazuna who did it - there could be no one else.
Opening his mouth wide, Nazuna pressed the man’s head closer, the blond’s expression looking agitated though there was a bright blush across his cheeks and nose. Nazuna closed his eyes as he let out a soft groan, releasing a stream of piss into the other man’s mouth.
Shu grabbed onto Nazuna’s thighs, hands sneaking up to hold closer towards his ass as he relished in the sensation of the golden liquid flowing into his mouth. The man happily drank the piss, gasping loudly as he felt the hot elixir run down his throat.
He used his tongue to lap up any excess droplets, cleaning up Nazuna’s pussy - there was no possible way he could ever waste a drop of this golden liquid!
Nazuna had let go of Shu’s hair, a hand moving up to cover his mouth as he tried his best not to show his blushed face. He turned his face away, but Shu could feel the way Nazuna’s legs buckled a bit after the pleasurable release.
Licking his lips, Shu continued to lap up against Nazuna’s folds as the blond groaned out, his hips twisting a bit before taking a step back.
Shu looked up at the blond, seeing how gorgeous Nazuna was in the outfit but also the way the blush complimented his red-pink eyes. How Nazuna looked like an angel before him, truly Shu had found himself the luckiest man on Earth to be able to find his gorgeous soulmate so early on in life. Oh, and to be blessed with this delightful surprise when really Shu had something that could never reach this level of genius.
He held onto Nazuna’s legs again, looking up with adoration at the blond.
“ Je t’aime-” Shu murmured, Nazuna closing his eyes as he flushed brightly. He wasn’t even going to pretend he didn’t know what it meant, but Nazuna wanted to be annoyed in some way at the man… otherwise he’d melt right into his arms.
Nazuna hummed a bit, moving to hold onto the hem of his skirt before Shu moved to stroke at his legs again.
“I love you… I love you Nazuna Nito, I love you. I love you-” Shu continued before Nazuna snapped.
“I love you too! Stop it!” Nazuna bit his bottom lip, looking down at the man. “I miss you too! I-I…” The blond quickly rubbed at his eyes, not letting the tears fall as he felt his chest churn and squeeze.
Shu caressed Nazuna’s legs once more before he stood up, placing his hands on Nazuna’s shoulders before leaning in to kiss the blond. Nazuna quickly pressed his hand against Shu’s lips, frowning with eyes of disbelief.
“You might be into piss but I’m not, at least not my own! Gross!” Nazuna hissed, Shu flushing and looked around his apartment for something to drink or eat.
“G-Guh, my apologies-” Shu moved to grab his bottle of sparkling water, quickly downing the contents. He was a bit too quick however, accidentally breathing in some of the liquid and began sputtering out the water. Coughing loudly, Nazuna moved to pat at his back, smacking it a bit.
Nazuna held back a sharp remark, rubbing his boyfriend’s back before helping him sit down on the bed. As Shu coughed into his elbow, Nazuna moved to straddle the man’s lap, massaging his chest to help ease the pain.
“H-How embarrassing-” Shu hacked, calming himself down before Nazuna sighed loudly.
“Shhh… You’re okay you big baby.” Nazuna cooed, moving to press soft kisses onto his throat. Shu swallowed thickly before wrapping his arms around the other’s waist, holding him close as Nazuna peppered more kisses onto his neck and jaw.
Finally Shu had calmed down, holding onto Nazuna close as the smaller started to suck gently at his skin. Shu closed his eyes while rubbing Nazuna’s waist, Nazuna leaving tiny, sweet marks onto his throat.
Pressing his face into the blond hair, Shu took a deep breath, inhaling Nazuna’s familiar scent as he pressed closer. Feeling the well-known warmth, Shu felt at ease with the smaller’s presence. It was like the missing part of his heart was filled, that lonely void was replenished with the loving glow from the other.
Nazuna finally pulled away, moving to hold Shu’s face.
“Better?”
Shu nodded his head, leaning into the man’s hold.
“Yes. Because you’re here.” He replied gently. Nazuna rolled his eyes but smiled brightly, bringing Shu’s head close to kiss him softly.
A soft moan escaped Shu’s lips before he returned the kiss, closing his eyes as Nazuna caressed his cheek with his thumb. Nazuna was the one to slip his tongue into Shu’s mouth, eagerly exploring his boyfriend’s caverns. Shu swirled his tongue against Nazuna’s, reveling in the other’s taste once more.
Shu’s hands moved to caress Nazuna’s waist again before feeling the extravagant fabric. He pulled away gently, smiling at his boyfriend.
“You look absolutely gorgeous. Voluptuous.” Shu’s hands moved to caress Nazuna's hips and then chest, feeling the lace with his fingers before Nazuna gave a coy smile.
“Yeah? Well you gotta thank Mika-chin for it~ I’ll take it off so you can take a good look at the handiwork later.” Nazuna explained, guiding Shu’s hands towards the back of the dress to unzip him.
Nodding his head, Shu impatiently unzipped Nazuna, the blond sitting up on his knees to start shimmying out of the garment.
“I was actually going to call Kagehira today but-” Shu realized he was about to reveal his own surprise to Nazuna, now feeling a bit meekish when thinking about Nazuna’s grand gesture versus his own. “You gave me quite a surprise.”
“Mmmhm~ Well I hope you liked it.” Nazuna sat up so he could fold the maid outfit, tossing it over onto the chair next to Shu’s work area.
“ Bien sûr que oui!” Shu exclaimed, moving to take off his own top and pants as well. “I’m overjoyed. I know it must’ve been hard to decide to come over.”
Nazuna took a deep breath before sighing, sitting on his knees as he threw the head piece onto the chair as well.
“I feel… bad. Like I don’t deserve something as nice as this. My kids are working their hardest in school and in our agency… and they’re doing their best to plan my return live.” He rubbed the back of his head, his eyes wandering a bit around the room.
“It’s not fair I’m having the time of my life off at college while dumping all the hard work on the kids… like I’ve forgotten about them. So doing something like this? Doesn’t it make me look like a cold, heartless, selfish bastard?” Nazuna explained.
Shu shook his head, moving to hold onto Nazuna’s hands.
“No one is thinking that. Certainly not those children of yours either.” Shu added, brows furrowed.
Nazuna shrugged his shoulders before moving to sit next to Shu, putting the pillows behind him so he could lean against. He crossed a leg over the other, Nazuna pulling a bit at the stockings’ hems.
Graduation didn’t mean that every problem and internal dilemmas magically went away. They still had a lot of growing to do - a lot of forgiveness to offer and receive as well.
Shu reached over, stroking Nazuna’s leg as he leaned closer to press their lips together softly. Nazuna’s eyes fluttered closed, but Shu couldn’t help himself from staring at the way Nazuna’s long lashes looked as they were tickling his skin. His smooth skin that seemed porcelain and ageless; Nazuna was beautiful.
“You’re far too hard on yourself, Nazuna. Though I feel that the fault is partially mine, if not all.” Shu admitted, leaning down to press a kiss onto Nazuna’s knee, stroking his leg.
Nazuna turned his head away, biting down on his bottom lip. “No… Not all of it is your fault. I think we made plenty of mistakes. But we’re supposed to leave the past there and learn from it right? And move forward? I mean, that’s why we’re back together right?” He offered a soft smile to the man, Shu looking at Nazuna with wide eyes.
Even though Nazuna had said that they would leave the past behind, the smile he had on his face only reminded Shu of the moment he had truly fallen in love with the blond. The same smile on his face now was the same as the smile Nazuna had given him when they were in their first year, Shu ranting over something that was probably insignificant. Only when he turned to see Nazuna’s smile did he stop speaking, unable to form words as he gazed upon that smile that made his heart both accelerate and halt all at the same time.
“Nazuna-”
“Shu.”
Nazuna tilted his head, watching as Shu moved to sit on his knees, holding the blond’s face in his hands. Ruby-pink eyes met amethyst-purple, a silence falling over them.
“I’m dedicating the rest of my time on Earth to make sure you have everything you deserve, to right the wrongs and make sure you truly make it to Valhalla. I’ll do anything to give you everything-” Shu started before Nazuna began laughing.
“Dramatic as always… I appreciate it but I don’t need to hear any of that. All I want… right now and right here… is to be with you.” Nazuna moved to tilt Shu’s face up, offering him that smile that could destroy the world and reset the universe.
Shu immediately pounced on the smaller man, holding his shoulders and peppering his face and throat with kisses. Nazuna wrapped his arms around Shu’s shoulders before bringing up one knee, stroking against Shu’s crotch.
A low groan escaped Shu’s lips, the man sucking harder and nipping at the skin as he started to grind his hip into Nazuna’s knee. Nazuna moved a hand to grab at the feather duster, using it to push Shu’s chest back.
“Your dick,” Nazuna whacked at Shu’s cock with the duster, though it felt more like light tickles than anything painful. The blond then spread his legs out, pulling his knees up as he patted his crotch with the duster. “Right in here.”
Shu began to sweat, but his brows furrowed as he took the feather duster away.
“It’s dirty, Nazuna.” He tossed the feather duster to the side, Nazuna’s eyes widening before tilting his head.
“You drank my piss.”
“Y-Yes? And?”
Nazuna groaned before grabbing Shu’s arms, pulling him closer as he slid himself onto his back. He wrapped his legs around Shu’s waist, digging his heels into the man’s back.
Shu let out a groan, gasping loudly as he adjusted his hips. He stroked his aching cock, pressing the tip of his cock against Nazuna’s entrance. Nazuna bit his bottom lip, eagerly waiting for Shu’s head to push inside of him.
“Put it in.” Nazuna growled. Shu nodded and obliged, pushing his dick inside of the other’s pussy with a loud moan. The feeling of being inside Nazuna was always a feeling that made Shu melt. Like he was overtaken by this comforting warmth that squeezed and molded around him.
“Nazuna-” Shu cried out, feeling Nazuna’s heels dig deeper into his back. The pink-haired man started to thrust his hips, hands moving to grab at Nazuna’s waist. The smaller man groaned loudly, moving his hips upwards as his hands went to Shu’s head. Bringing him down, he pressed Shu’s face against his neck, letting the other begin kissing and sucking on his skin again as Shu thrusted deeper into Nazuna.
“Fuck… Shu…” Nazuna moaned out, Shu feeling his stomach pool with heat. Even though he had established this wasn’t a dream, it sure did feel surreal. Any time they had intercourse did Shu feel like he was melting and floating at the same time, a sensation that only Nazuna was able to give him.
Shu swallowed harder, his hands letting go of Nazuna so he could hold onto the bed’s headboard. He used it as leverage, thrusting deeper and faster into Nazuna who reacted with a loud gasp.
“Y-Yes, like that, fuck-” Nazuna groaned out, thrusting upwards as his hands moved up to hold onto Shu’s wrist. He gripped tightly, biting down on his bottom lip as Shu continued to nip and suck at the man’s neck. The bigger man used his weight and flexibility to his advantage, rolling his hips and searching for the spot that would make Nazuna scream. Shu tilted his head so he could bite down on Nazuna’s neck, sucking harder as he slammed into the blond’s body.
“FUCK!” Nazuna screamed, digging his nails into Shu’s wrists as he arched his back. He threw his head back, eyes rolling a bit as he felt the perfect spot that would drive him insane. “Right there , Shu fuck me right there!” He cried out, gasping out.
Shu easily obeyed, his knuckles whitening as he gripped onto the headboard. Slamming against Nazuna, he made sure to always hit that absolute spot that gave Nazuna the foulest of mouths. (Though Nazuna was already rather vulgar with his words…)
With every thrust, Shu could feel his stomach building up tension, a raging pool of heat stirring within him. Every exhale felt as though Shu was close to tipping over, his head growing light as that euphoric dizziness was setting in.
“Shuuuu…. Shuuuuu~!” Nazuna cooed out, his tongue hanging out of his mouth as he arched his back further. Seeing how gorgeous Nazuna was like this… a seductive, angelic entity that was his...
“I’m close,” Shu managed, letting his adrenaline take over and keep the sharp pacing of his thrusts. Nazuna squeezed at the other’s wrists again, ankles locking with each other to keep Shu inside him.
“Cum inside me-” Nazuna panted out. Shu was about to open his mouth to say something but instead panted loudly, swallowing thickly as he nodded. They normally didn’t use protection anyway.
Long-winded groans escaped Shu’s lips, sweat beading on his forehead as he continued to fuck into Nazuna’s body. Maybe it was the fact that they were having sex in France that was getting Shu into a stuttering mess… that they actually were able to be together intimately in a place that Shu was considering as his future home.
“Nazuna, marry me-” Shu cried out, Nazuna staring at him with wide, crazed eyes.
“ARE YOU SERIOUS?! NOW OF ALL TIMES?!” Nazuna screamed, grabbing Shu’s throat and began wringing him.
“Hhhh- haha! Ka ka ka~!” Shu laughed, choking out as he came deep inside of Nazuna. He released thick ropes of cum inside of his enraged boyfriend, the sensation making Nazuna shake and let go of Shu, moving to grab his shoulders.
“F-Fwwuuaah-” Nazuna’s legs shook as he bit down on his lip, the man also orgasming right after as he felt the hot load swirl inside of him. “H-Haaah-” He moaned again, panting to regain some breath.
Shu had the weaker stamina of the two - Nazuna being far superior when it came to how long he lasted - so he moved to lie on his side, bringing Nazuna down with him.
The blond unwrapped his legs, placing a hand over his crotch and pressed down, biting his lip harder as he moved to kick off his heels.
“F-Fuck-” Nazuna groaned out, biting his finger as he closed his leg, letting himself bask in the euphoric afterfeeling.
Shu let out tired groans, lying on his side as he watched Nazuna squirm and move about, resting with his back propped against the pillows against the headboard.
“Nazuna-” He called out, a hand moving to take the other’s.
“Shut it.” The blond replied, though his hand squeezed back gently. Shu crawled over so he could lie his head on the man’s lap, wrapping his arms around Nazuna’s middle as he started pressing kisses onto the blond’s stomach.
A moment passed, the sound of the two men gathering their breath being the only sound in the apartment as Nazuna finally groaned and shifted.
“I’m not going to answer that question…” He explained, face red as he looked down at Shu, combing his fingers through his hair.
Shu nodded, at least taking it as a hopeful sign that Nazuna would accept in the future. “I don’t think this is the first I’ve asked you that.”
Nazuna furrowed his brows. “Yeah but we were first years so I didn’t take you seriously. All that soulmate talk and stuff… but now it’s-”
“Plausible?”
“I didn’t say that!” Nazuna huffed, turning his head away. Shu continued to rub at Nazuna’s waist, pressing more kisses to his stomach.
“If I’ve gotten you pregnant then the next logical step would be to get married… fufu~” Shu grinned, Nazuna staring at him with a scolding look.
“When did you start making jokes? Who’s teaching you huh? Madara-chin? Kaoru-chin?” Nazuna frowned before shifting, moving to get under the covers and lie down normally in the bed, his eyes drooping.
Shu moved as well, sliding under the covers so he could cuddle close to Nazuna. A hand moved to brush away the blond locks from his face, cupping his face gently.
“Tired? You normally last longer.” The man teased. Nazuna frowned deeply before poking Shu’s forehead with a finger.
“Shut up, I’m jet lagged.” The blond moved closer, cuddling into Shu’s chest pulling the blanket closer. “M’here for the weekend… so show me around later. I want to get some souvenirs. Some fancy tea for Hajime-chin… maybe some French playbooks for Tomo-chin… bread for Mitsuru-chin of course.” Nazuna yawned, his eyes fluttering closed.
Shu smiled gently, fingers continuing to stroke through Nazuna’s hair as he lowered his hand to softly caress the man’s cheek. He could hear Nazuna mumble a bit more souvenir items and names as he started to fall asleep - eventually only the sound of his breathing could be heard.
“Of course, my love.” Shu murmured gently, leaning over to press a soft kiss to his forehead. He wrapped his arms around the smaller man, sighing contently as he felt the way they fit perfectly together.
That feeling that he missed, what did Mademoiselle say? The moments where he would lie in this bed and look towards the side to see no one there. Such a grand bed for a single, lonely man. His heart had ached after realizing what he had to leave behind in Japan, and even though he was still commuting back between the two countries Shu had longed for the company he once had.
Having lived with Mika for two years prior and now to be all alone in a city that was filled with lights that no longer felt warm and inviting. Instead they began to look distant every time Shu looked out the window. Ah, but now that Nazuna was here in his arms something else felt illuminated.
The spot beside him that was once vacant was now filled with the man that he was proudly able to call his. A man that felt as though he had betrayed those around him and didn’t deserve to shine… But how could that be when it was Nazuna who shone the brightest? How did Shu ever mistake this man to be a doll?
This warm, living person who had his own hopes and dreams - a voice that could enchant anyone who heard it. Nazuna was no doll, nor did he have any strings to hold him back now. His voice could resonate into the deepest of silence and pull whoever was trapped there out - out of the dragging castle of sand.
Yes, they would cherish those memories in their heart and continue forward, as new idols who have nearly escaped the grasp of the War’s sickle.
Looking at the dress form that was near the work table, Shu grinned to himself as he felt a wave of inspiration on how he wanted to finish it. Even if it was a fraction of what Nazuna had given to him, Shu was ready to spend the rest of his life spoiling Nazuna. If the man still believed he didn’t deserve to be loved, then Shu would push forth to make sure the blond knew how important and special he was.
He was beautiful after all.
“Goodnight, Nazuna.” Shu whispered before pressing one more kiss onto the other’s forehead, lying his head down.
“Goodnight Shu.” Nazuna replied back gently, leaning forward to press a kiss to the man’s lips, smiling gently before closing his eyes again.
Shu couldn’t help but smile.